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+The Project Gutenberg eBook of The Strolling Saint, by Rafael Sabatini
+
+This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere in the United States and
+most other parts of the world at no cost and with almost no restrictions
+whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under the terms
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+www.gutenberg.org. If you are not located in the United States, you
+will have to check the laws of the country where you are located before
+using this eBook.
+
+Title: The Strolling Saint
+
+Author: Rafael Sabatini
+
+Release Date: April 16, 2001 [eBook #3423]
+[Most recently updated: January 27, 2021]
+
+Language: English
+
+Character set encoding: UTF-8
+
+Produced by: John Stuart Middleton, and David Widger
+
+*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE STROLLING SAINT ***
+
+
+
+
+THE STROLLING SAINT
+
+Being the Confessions of the High & Mighty Agostino D'Anguissola Tyrant
+of Mondolfo & Lord of Carmina, in the State of Piacenza
+
+By Raphael Sabatini
+
+
+CONTENTS
+
+
+
+ BOOK ONE
+
+ THE OBLATE
+
+
+ CHAPTER
+
+ I. NOMEN ET OMEN
+
+ II. GINO FALCONE
+
+ III. THE PIETISTIC THRALL
+
+ IV. LUISINA
+
+ V. REBELLION
+
+ VI. FRA GERVASIO
+
+
+
+ BOOK TWO
+
+ GIULIANA
+
+
+ I. THE HOUSE OF ASTORRE FIFANTI
+
+ II. HUMANITIES
+
+ III. PREUX-CHEVALIER
+
+ IV. MY LORD GAMBARA CLEARS THE GROUND
+
+ V. PABULUM ACHERONTIS
+
+ VI. THE IRON GIRDLE
+
+
+
+ BOOK THREE
+
+ THE WILDERNESS
+
+
+ I. THE HOME-COMING
+
+ II. THE CAPTAIN OF JUSTICE
+
+ III. GAMBARA'S INTERESTS
+
+ IV. THE ANCHORITE OF MONTE ORSARO
+
+ V. THE RENUNCIATION
+
+ VI. HYPNEROTOMACHIA
+
+ VII. INTRUDERS
+
+ VIII. THE VISION
+
+ IX. THE ICONOCLAST
+
+
+
+ BOOK FOUR
+
+ THE WORLD
+
+
+ I. PAGLIANO
+
+ II. THE GOVERNOR OF MILAN
+
+ III. PIER LUIGI FARNESE
+
+ IV. MADONNA BIANCA
+
+ V. THE WARNING
+
+ VI. THE TALONS OF THE HOLY OFFICE
+
+ VII. THE PAPAL BULL
+
+ VIII. THE THIRD DEGREE
+
+ IX. THE RETURN
+
+ X. THE NUPTIALS OF BIANCA
+
+ XI. THE PENANCE
+
+ XII. BLOOD
+
+ XIII. THE OVERTHROW
+
+ XIV. THE CITATION
+
+ XV. THE WILL OF HEAVEN
+
+
+
+
+BOOK I. THE OBLATE
+
+
+
+CHAPTER I. NOMEN ET OMEN
+
+
+In seeking other than in myself--as men will--the causes of my
+tribulations, I have often inclined to lay the blame of much of the ill
+that befell me, and the ill that in my sinful life I did to others, upon
+those who held my mother at the baptismal font and concerted that she
+should bear the name of Monica.
+
+There are in life many things which, in themselves, seeming to the
+vulgar and the heedless to be trivial and without consequence, may yet
+be causes pregnant of terrible effects, mainsprings of Destiny itself.
+Amid such portentous trifles I would number the names so heedlessly
+bestowed upon us.
+
+It surprises me that in none of the philosophic writings of the learned
+scholars of antiquity can I find that this matter of names has been
+touched upon, much less given the importance of which I account it to be
+deserving.
+
+Possibly it is because no one of them ever suffered, as I have suffered,
+from the consequences of a name. Had it but been so, they might in their
+weighty and impressive manner have set down a lesson on the subject,
+and so relieved me--who am all-conscious of my shortcomings in this
+direction-from the necessity of repairing that omission out of my own
+experience.
+
+Let it then, even at this late hour, be considered what a subtle
+influence for good or ill, what a very mould of character may lie within
+a name.
+
+To the dull clod of earth, perhaps, or, again, to the truly
+strong-minded nature that is beyond such influences, it can matter
+little that he be called Alexander or Achilles; and once there was a man
+named Judas who fell so far short of the noble associations of that name
+that he has changed for all time the very sound and meaning of it.
+
+But to him who has been endowed with imagination--that greatest boon and
+greatest affliction of mankind--or whose nature is such as to crave for
+models, the name he bears may become a thing portentous by the images
+it conjures up of some mighty dead who bore it erstwhile and whose life
+inspires to emulation.
+
+Whatever may be accounted the general value of this premiss, at least as
+it concerns my mother I shall hope to prove it apt.
+
+They named her Monica. Why the name was chosen I have never learnt; but
+I do not conceive that there was any reason for the choice other than
+the taste of her parents in the matter of sounds. It is a pleasing
+enough name, euphoniously considered, and beyond that--as is so commonly
+the case--no considerations were taken into account.
+
+To her, however, at once imaginative and of a feeble and dependent
+spirit, the name was fateful. St. Monica was made the special object of
+her devotions in girlhood, and remained so later when she became a wife.
+The Life of St. Monica was the most soiled and fingered portion of an
+old manuscript collection of the life histories of a score or so of
+saints that was one of her dearest possessions. To render herself worthy
+of the name she bore, to model her life upon that of the sainted woman
+who had sorrowed and rejoiced so much in her famous offspring, became
+the obsession of my mother's soul. And but that St. Monica had wed and
+borne a son, I do not believe that my mother would ever have adventured
+herself within the bonds of wedlock.
+
+How often in the stressful, stormy hours of my most unhappy youth did I
+not wish that she had preferred the virginal life of the cloister, and
+thus spared me the heavy burden of an existence which her unholy and
+mistaken saintliness went so near to laying waste!
+
+I like to think that in the days when my father wooed her, she forgot
+for a spell in the strong arms of that fierce ghibelline the pattern
+upon which it had become her wont to weave her life; so that in all
+that drab, sackcloth tissue there was embroidered at least one warm and
+brilliant little wedge of colour; so that in all that desert waste, in
+all that parched aridity of her existence, there was at least one little
+patch of garden-land, fragrant, fruitful, and cool.
+
+I like to think it, for at best such a spell must have been brief
+indeed; and for that I pity her--I, who once blamed her so very
+bitterly. Before ever I was born it must have ceased; whilst still she
+bore me she put from her lips the cup that holds the warm and
+potent wine of life, and turned her once more to her fasting, her
+contemplations, and her prayers.
+
+That was in the year in which the battle of Pavia was fought and won by
+the Emperor. My father, who had raised a condotta to lend a hand in the
+expulsion of the French, was left for dead upon that glorious field.
+Afterwards he was found still living, but upon the very edge and border
+of Eternity; and when the news of it was borne to my mother I have
+little doubt but that she imagined it to be a visitation--a punishment
+upon her for having strayed for that brief season of her adolescence
+from the narrow flinty path that she had erst claimed to tread in the
+footsteps of Holy Monica.
+
+How much the love of my father may still have swayed her I do not know.
+But to me it seems that in what next she did there was more of duty,
+more of penitence, more of reparation for the sin of having been a woman
+as God made her, than of love. Indeed, I almost know this to be so. In
+delicate health as she was, she bade her people prepare a litter for
+her, and so she had herself carried into Piacenza, to the Church of St.
+Augustine. There, having confessed and received the Sacrament, upon her
+knees before a minor altar consecrated to St. Monica, she made solemn
+vow that if my father's life was spared she would devote the unborn
+child she carried to the service of God and Holy Church.
+
+Two months thereafter word was brought her that my father, his recovery
+by now well-nigh complete, was making his way home.
+
+On the morrow was I born--a votive offering, an oblate, ere yet I had
+drawn the breath of life.
+
+It has oft diverted me to conjecture what would have chanced had I been
+born a girl--since that could have afforded her no proper parallel. In
+the circumstance that I was a boy, I have no faintest doubt but that she
+saw a Sign, for she was given to seeing signs in the slightest and most
+natural happenings. It was as it should be; it was as it had been with
+the Sainted Monica in whose ways she strove, poor thing, to walk. Monica
+had borne a son, and he had been named Augustine. It was very well. My
+name, too, should be Augustine, that I might walk in the ways of that
+other Augustine, that great theologian whose mother's name was Monica.
+
+And even as the influence of her name had been my mother's guide, so was
+the influence of my name to exert its sway upon me. It was made to do
+so. Ere I could read for myself, the life of that great saint--with such
+castrations as my tender years demanded--was told me and repeated until
+I knew by heart its every incident and act. Anon his writings were my
+school-books. His De Civitate Dei and De Vita Beata were the paps at
+which I suckled my earliest mental nourishment.
+
+And even to-day, after all the tragedy and sin and turbulence of my
+life, that was intended to have been so different, it is from
+his Confessions that I have gathered inspiration to set down my
+own--although betwixt the two you may discern little indeed that is
+comparable.
+
+I was prenatally made a votive offering for the preservation of my
+father's life, for his restoration to my mother safe and sound. That
+restoration she had, as you have seen; and yet, had she been other than
+she was, she must have accounted herself cheated of her bargain in the
+end. For betwixt my father and my mother I became from my earliest years
+a subject of contentions that drove them far asunder and set them almost
+in enmity the one against the other.
+
+I was his only son, heir to the noble lordships of Mondolfo and Carmina.
+Was it likely, then, that he should sacrifice me willingly to the
+seclusion of the cloister, whilst our lordship passed into the hands of
+our renegade, guelphic cousin, Cosimo d'Anguissola of Codogno?
+
+I can picture his outbursts at the very thought of it; I can hear
+him reasoning, upbraiding, storming. But he was as an ocean of energy
+hurling himself against the impassive rock of my mother's pietistic
+obstinacy. She had vowed me to the service of Holy Church, and she would
+suffer tribulation and death so that her vow should be fulfilled. And
+hers was a manner against which that strong man, my father, never
+could prevail. She would stand before him white-faced and mute, never
+presuming to return an answer to his pleading or to enter into argument.
+
+“I have vowed,” she would say, just once; and thereafter, avoiding his
+fiery glance, she would bow her head meekly, fold her hands, the very
+incarnation of long-suffering and martyrdom.
+
+Anon, as the storm of his anger crashed about her, two glistening lines
+would appear upon her pallid face, and her tears--horrid, silent weeping
+that brought no trace of emotion to her countenance--showered down. At
+that he would fling out of her presence and away, cursing the day in
+which he had mated with a fool.
+
+His hatred of these moods of hers, of the vow she had made which bade
+fair to deprive him of his son, drove him ere long to hatred of the
+cause of it all. A ghibelline by inheritance, he was not long in
+becoming an utter infidel, at war with Rome and the Pontifical sway.
+Nor was he one to content himself with passive enmity. He must be up and
+doing, seeking the destruction of the thing he hated. And so it befell
+that upon the death of Pope Clement (the second Medici Pontiff),
+profiting by the weak condition from which the papal army had not yet
+recovered since the Emperor's invasion and the sack of Rome, my father
+raised an army and attempted to shatter the ancient yoke which Julius II
+had imposed upon Parma and Piacenza when he took them from the State of
+Milan.
+
+A little lad of seven was I at the time, and well do I remember the
+martial stir and bustle there was about our citadel of Mondolfo, the
+armed multitudes that thronged the fortress that was our home, or
+drilled and manoeuvred upon the green plains beyond the river.
+
+I was all wonder-stricken and fascinated by the sight. My blood was
+quickened by the brazen notes of their trumpets, and to balance a pike
+in my hands was to procure me the oddest and most exquisite thrills that
+I had known. But my mother, perceiving with alarm the delight afforded
+me by such warlike matters, withdrew me so that I might see as little as
+possible of it all.
+
+And there followed scenes between her and my father of which hazy
+impressions linger in my memory. No longer was she a mute statue,
+enduring with fearful stoicism his harsh upbraidings. She was turned
+into a suppliant, now fierce, now lachrymose; by her prayers, by her
+prophecies of the evil that must attend his ungodly aims, she strove
+with all her poor, feeble might to turn him from the path of revolt to
+which he had set his foot.
+
+And he would listen now in silence, his face grim and sardonic; and when
+from very weariness the flow of her inspired oratory began to falter, he
+would deliver ever the same answer.
+
+“It is you who have driven me to this; and this is no more than a
+beginning. You have made a vow--an outrageous votive offering of
+something that is not yours to bestow. That vow you cannot break, you
+say. Be it so. But I must seek a remedy elsewhere. To save my son from
+the Church to which you would doom him, I will, ere I have done, tear
+down the Church and make an end of it in Italy.”
+
+And at that she would shrivel up before him with a little moan of
+horror, taking her poor white face in her hands.
+
+“Blasphemer!” she would cry in mingled terror and aversion, and upon
+that word--the “Amen” to all their conferences in those last days they
+spent together--she would turn, and dragging me with her, all stunned
+and bewildered by something beyond my understanding, she would hurry
+me to the chapel of the citadel, and there, before the high altar,
+prostrate herself and spend long hours in awful sobbing intercessions.
+
+And so the gulf between them widened until the day of his departure.
+
+I was not present at their parting. What farewells may have been spoken
+between them, what premonitions may have troubled one or the other that
+they were destined never to meet again, I do not know.
+
+I remember being rudely awakened one dark morning early in the year,
+and lifted from my bed by arms to whose clasp I never failed to thrill.
+Close to mine was pressed a hot, dark, shaven hawk-face; a pair of
+great eyes, humid with tears, considered me passionately. Then a ringing
+voice--that commanding voice that was my father's--spoke to Falcone, the
+man-at-arms who attended him and who ever acted as his equerry.
+
+“Shall we take him with us to the wars, Falcone?”
+
+My little arms went round his neck and tightened there convulsively
+until the steel rim of his gorget bit into them.
+
+“Take me!” I sobbed. “Take me!”
+
+He laughed for answer, with something of exultation in his voice. He
+swung me to his shoulder, and held me poised there, looking up at me.
+And then he laughed again.
+
+“Dost hear the whelp?” he cried to Falcone. “Still with his milk-teeth
+in his head, and already does he yelp for battle!”
+
+Then he looked up at me again, and swore one of his great oaths.
+
+“I can trust you, son of mine,” he laughed. “They'll never make a
+shaveling of you. When your thews are grown it will not be on thuribles
+they'll spend their strength, or I'm a liar else. Be patient yet awhile,
+and we shall ride together, never doubt it.”
+
+With that he pulled me down again to kiss me, and he clasped me to his
+breast so that the studs of his armour remained stamped upon my tender
+flesh after he had departed.
+
+The next instant he was gone, and I lay weeping, a very lonely little
+child.
+
+But in the revolt that he led he had not reckoned upon the might and
+vigour of the new Farnese Pontiff. He had conceived, perhaps, that one
+pope must be as supine as another, and that Paul III would prove no more
+redoubtable than Clement VIII. To his bitter cost did he discover his
+mistake. Beyond the Po he was surprised by the Pontifical army under
+Ferrante Orsini, and there his force was cut to pieces.
+
+My father himself escaped and with him some other gentlemen of Piacenza,
+notably one of the scions of the great house of Pallavicini, who took a
+wound in the leg which left him lame for life, so that ever after he was
+known as Pallavicini il Zopo.
+
+They were all under the pope's ban, outlaws with a price upon the head
+of each, hunted and harried from State to State by the papal emissaries,
+so that my father never more dared set foot in Mondolfo, or, indeed,
+within the State of Piacenza, which had been rudely punished for the
+insubordination it had permitted to be reared upon its soil.
+
+And Mondolfo went near to suffering confiscation. Assuredly it would
+have suffered it but for the influence exerted on my mother's and my own
+behalf by her brother, the powerful Cardinal of San Paulo in Carcere,
+seconded by that guelphic cousin of my father's, Cosimo d'Anguissola,
+who, after me, was heir to Mondolfo, and had, therefore, good reason not
+to see it confiscated to the Holy See.
+
+Thus it fell out that we were left in peace and not made to suffer from
+my father's rebellion. For that, he himself should suffer when taken.
+But taken he never was. From time to time we had news of him. Now he was
+in Venice, now in Milan, now in Naples; but never long in any place for
+his safety's sake. And then one night, six years later, a scarred and
+grizzled veteran, coming none knew whence, dropped from exhaustion in
+the courtyard of our citadel, whither he had struggled. Some went to
+minister to him, and amongst these there was a groom who recognized him.
+
+“It is Messer Falcone!” he cried, and ran to bear the news to my mother,
+with whom I was at table at the time. With us, too, was Fra Gervasio,
+our chaplain.
+
+It was grim news that old Falcone brought us. He had never quitted my
+father in those six weary years of wandering until now that my father
+was beyond the need of his or any other's service.
+
+There had been a rising and a bloody battle at Perugia, Falcone informed
+us. An attempt had been made to overthrow the rule there of Pier Luigi
+Farnese, Duke of Castro, the pope's own abominable son. For some months
+my father had been enjoying the shelter of the Perugians, and he had
+repaid their hospitality by joining them and bearing arms with them in
+the ill-starred blow they struck for liberty. They had been crushed in
+the encounter by the troops of Pier Luigi, and my father had been among
+the slain.
+
+And well was it for him that he came by so fine and merciful an end,
+thought I, when I had heard the tale of horrors that had been undergone
+by the unfortunates who had fallen into the hands of Farnese.
+
+My mother heard him to the end without any sign of emotion. She
+sat there, cold and impassive as a thing of marble, what time Fra
+Gervasio--who was my father's foster-brother, as you shall presently
+learn more fully--sank his head upon his arm and wept like a child to
+hear the piteous tale of it. And whether from force of example, whether
+from the memories that came to me so poignantly in that moment of a fine
+strong man with a brown, shaven face and a jovial, mighty voice, who had
+promised me that one day we should ride together, I fell a-weeping too.
+
+When the tale was done, my mother coldly gave orders that Falcone be
+cared for, and went to pray, taking me with her.
+
+Oftentimes since have I wondered what was the tenour of her prayers that
+night. Were they for the rest of the great turbulent soul that was
+gone forth in sin, in arms against the Holy Church, excommunicate and
+foredoomed to Hell? Or were they of thanksgiving that at last she was
+completely mistress of my destinies, her mind at rest, since no longer
+need she fear opposition to her wishes concerning me? I do not know, nor
+will I do her the possible injustice that I should were I to guess.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER II. GINO FALCONE
+
+
+When I think of my mother now I do not see her as she appeared in any
+of the scenes that already I have set down. There is one picture of her
+that is burnt as with an acid upon my memory, a picture which the mere
+mention of her name, the mere thought of her, never fails to evoke like
+a ghost before me. I see her always as she appeared one evening when she
+came suddenly and without warning upon Falcone and me in the armoury of
+the citadel.
+
+I see her again, a tall, slight, graceful woman, her oval face of the
+translucent pallor of wax, framed in a nun-like coif, over which was
+thrown a long black veil that fell to her waist and there joined the
+black unrelieved draperies that she always wore. This sable garb was no
+mere mourning for my father. His death had made as little change in
+her apparel as in her general life. It had been ever thus as far as my
+memory can travel; always had her raiment been the same, those trailing
+funereal draperies. Again I see them, and that pallid face with its
+sunken eyes, around which there were great brown patches that seemed to
+intensify the depth at which they were set and the sombre lustre of them
+on the rare occasions when she raised them; those slim, wax-like hands,
+with a chaplet of beads entwined about the left wrist and hanging thence
+to a silver crucifix at the end.
+
+She moved almost silently, as a ghost; and where she passed she seemed
+to leave a trail of sorrow and sadness in her wake, just as a worldly
+woman leaves a trail of perfume.
+
+Thus looked she when she came upon us there that evening, and thus will
+she live for ever in my memory, for that was the first time that I knew
+rebellion against the yoke she was imposing upon me; the first time that
+our wills clashed, hers and mine; and as a consequence, maybe, was it
+the first time that I considered her with purpose and defined her to
+myself.
+
+The thing befell some three months after the coming of Falcone to
+Mondolfo.
+
+That the old man-at-arms should have exerted a strong attraction upon
+my young mind, you will readily understand. His intimate connection with
+that dimly remembered father, who stood secretly in my imagination in
+the position that my mother would have had St. Augustine occupy, drew me
+to his equerry like metal to a lodestone.
+
+And this attraction was reciprocal. Of his own accord old Falcone sought
+me out, lingering in my neighbourhood at first like a dog that looks for
+a kindly word. He had not long to wait. Daily we had our meetings and
+our talks and daily did these grow in length; and they were stolen hours
+of which I said no word to my mother, nor did others for a season, so
+that all was well.
+
+Our talks were naturally of my father, and it was through Falcone that
+I came to know something of the greatness of that noble-souled, valiant
+gentleman, whom the old servant painted for me as one who combined with
+the courage of the lion the wiliness of the fox.
+
+He discoursed of their feats of arms together, he described charges
+of horse that set my nerves a-tingle as in fancy I heard the blare
+of trumpets and the deafening thunder of hooves upon the turf. Of
+escalades, of surprises, of breaches stormed, of camisades and ambushes,
+of dark treacheries and great heroisms did he descant to fire my
+youthful fancy, to fill me first with delight, and then with frenzy when
+I came to think that in all these things my life must have no part, that
+for me another road was set--a grey, gloomy road at the end of which was
+dangled a reward which did not greatly interest me.
+
+And then one day from fighting as an endeavour, as a pitting of force
+against force and astuteness against astuteness, he came to talk of
+fighting as an art.
+
+It was from old Falcone that first I heard of Marozzo, that
+miracle-worker in weapons, that master at whose academy in Bologna the
+craft of swordsmanship was to be acquired, so that from fighting with
+his irons as a beast with its claws, by sheer brute strength and brute
+instinct, man might by practised skill and knowledge gain advantages
+against which mere strength must spend itself in vain.
+
+What he told me amazed me beyond anything that I had ever heard, even
+from himself, and what he told me he illustrated, flinging himself into
+the poises taught by Marozzo that I might appreciate the marvellous
+science of the thing.
+
+Thus was it that for the first time I made the acquaintance--an
+acquaintance held by few men in those days--of those marvellous guards
+of Marozzo's devising; Falcone showed me the difference between the
+mandritto and the roverso, the false edge and the true, the stramazone
+and the tondo; and he left me spellbound by that marvellous guard
+appropriately called by Marozzo the iron girdle--a low guard on the
+level of the waist, which on the very parry gives an opening for the
+point, so that in one movement you may ward and strike.
+
+At last, when I questioned him, he admitted that during their
+wanderings, my father, with that recklessness that alternated curiously
+with his caution, had ventured into the city of Bologna notwithstanding
+that it was a Papal fief, for the sole purpose of studying with Marozzo
+that Falcone himself had daily accompanied him, witnessed the lessons,
+and afterwards practised with my father, so that he had come to learn
+most of the secrets that Marozzo taught.
+
+One day, at last, very timidly, like one who, whilst overconscious of
+his utter unworthiness, ventures to crave a boon which he knows himself
+without the right to expect, I asked Falcone would he show me something
+of Marozzo's art with real weapons.
+
+I had feared a rebuff. I had thought that even old Falcone might laugh
+at one predestined to the study of theology, desiring to enter into the
+mysteries of sword-craft. But my fears were far indeed from having a
+foundation. There was no laughter in the equerry's grey eyes, whilst
+the smile upon his lips was a smile of gladness, of eagerness, almost of
+thankfulness to see me so set.
+
+And so it came to pass that daily thereafter did we practise for an hour
+or so in the armoury with sword and buckler, and with every lesson
+my proficiency with the iron grew in a manner that Falcone termed
+prodigious, swearing that I was born to the sword, that the knack of it
+was in the very blood of me.
+
+It may be that affection for me caused him to overrate the progress that
+I made and the aptitude I showed; it may even be that what he said was
+no more than the good-natured flattery of one who loved me and would
+have me take pleasure in myself. And yet when I look back at the lad I
+was, I incline to think that he spoke no more than sober truth.
+
+I have alluded to the curious, almost inexplicable delight it afforded
+me to feel in my hands the balance of a pike for the first time. Fain
+would I tell you something of all that I felt when first my fingers
+closed about a sword-hilt, the forefinger passed over the quillons in
+the new manner, as Falcone showed me. But it defies all power of words.
+The sweet seduction of its balance, the white gleaming beauty of the
+blade, were things that thrilled me with something akin to the thrill of
+the first kiss of passion. It was not quite the same, I know; yet I can
+think of nothing else in life that is worthy of being compared with it.
+
+I was at the time a lad in my thirteenth year, but I was well-grown and
+strong beyond my age, despite the fact that my mother had restrained me
+from all those exercises of horsemanship, of arms, and of wrestling by
+which boys of my years attain development. I stood almost as tall then
+as Falcone himself--who was accounted of a good height--and if my
+reach fell something short of his, I made up for this by the youthful
+quickness of my movements; so that soon--unless out of good nature he
+refrained from exerting his full vigour--I found myself Falcone's match.
+
+Fra Gervasio, who was then my tutor, and with whom my mornings were
+spent in perfecting my Latin and giving me the rudiments of Greek, soon
+had his suspicions of where the hour of the siesta was spent by me with
+old Falcone. But the good, saintly man held his peace, a matter which at
+that time intrigued me. Others there were, however, who thought well to
+bear the tale of our doings to my mother, and thus it happened that she
+came upon us that day in the armoury, each of us in shirt and breeches
+at sword-and-target play.
+
+We fell apart upon her entrance, each with a guilty feeling, like
+children caught in a forbidden orchard, for all that Falcone held
+himself proudly erect, his grizzled head thrown back, his eyes cold and
+hard.
+
+A long while it seemed ere she spoke, and once or twice I shot her a
+furtive comprehensive glance, and saw her as I shall ever see her to my
+dying day.
+
+Her eyes were upon me. I do not believe that she gave Falcone a single
+thought at first. It was at me only that she looked, and with such a
+sorrow in her glance to see me so vigorous and lusty, as surely could
+not have been fetched there by the sight of my corpse itself. Her lips
+moved awhile in silence; and whether she was at her everlasting prayers,
+or whether she was endeavouring to speak but could not for emotion, I do
+not know. At last her voice came, laden with a chill reproach.
+
+“Agostino!” she said, and waited as if for some answer from me.
+
+It was in that instant that rebellion stirred in me. Her coming had
+turned me cold, for all that my body was overheated from the exercise
+and I was sweating furiously. Now, at the sound of her voice, something
+of the injustice that oppressed me, something of the unreasoning bigotry
+that chained and fettered me, stood clear before my mental vision
+for the first time. It warmed me again with the warmth of sullen
+indignation. I returned her no answer beyond a curtly respectful
+invitation that she should speak her mind, couched--as had been her
+reproof--in a single word of address.
+
+“Madonna?” I challenged, and emulating something of old Falcone's
+attitude, I drew myself erect, flung back my head, and brought my eyes
+to the level of her own by an effort of will such as I had never yet
+exerted.
+
+It was, I think, the bravest thing I ever did. I felt, in doing it, as
+one feels who has nerved himself to enter fire. And when the thing was
+done, the ease of it surprised me. There followed no catastrophe such as
+I expected. Before my glance, grown suddenly so very bold, her own eyes
+drooped and fell away as was her habit. She spoke thereafter without
+looking at me, in that cold, emotionless voice that was peculiar to her
+always, the voice of one in whom the founts of all that is sweet and
+tolerant and tender in life are for ever frozen.
+
+“What are you doing with weapons, Agostino?” she asked me.
+
+“As you see, madam mother, I am at practice,” I answered, and out of
+the corner of my eye I caught the grim approving twitch of old Falcone's
+lips.
+
+“At practice?” she echoed, dully as one who does not understand. Then
+very slowly she shook her sorrowful head. “Men practise what they must
+one day perform, Agostino. To your books, then, and leave swords for
+bloody men, nor ever let me see you again with weapons in your hands if
+you respect me.”
+
+“Had you not come hither, madam mother, you had been spared the sight
+to-day,” I answered with some lingering spark of my rebellious fire
+still smouldering.
+
+“It was God's will that I should come to set a term to such vanities
+before they take too strong a hold upon you,” answered she. “Lay down
+those weapons.”
+
+Had she been angry, I think I could have withstood her. Anger in her at
+such a time must have been as steel upon the flint of my own nature. But
+against that incarnation of sorrow and sadness, my purpose, my strength
+of character were turned to water. By similar means had she ever
+prevailed with my poor father. And I had, too, the habit of obedience
+which is not so lightly broken as I had at first accounted possible.
+
+Sullenly then I set down my sword upon a bench that stood against the
+wall, and my target with it. As I turned aside to do so, her gloomy eyes
+were poised for an instant upon Falcone, who stood grim and silent. Then
+they were lowered again ere she began to address him.
+
+“You have done very ill, Falcone,” said she. “You have abused my trust
+in you, and you have sought to pervert my son and to lead him into ways
+of evil.”
+
+He started under that reproof like a fiery stallion under the spur. His
+face flushed scarlet. The habit of obedience may have been strong in
+Falcone too; but it was obedience to men; with women he had never had
+much to do, old warrior though he was. Moreover, in this he felt that an
+affront had been put upon the memory of Giovanni d'Anguissola, who was
+my father and who went nigh to being Falcone's god. And this his answer
+plainly showed.
+
+“The ways into which I lead your son, Madonna,” said he in a low voice
+that boomed up and echoed in the groined ceiling overhead, “are the
+ways that were trod by my lord his father. And who says that the ways
+of Giovanni d'Anguissola were evil ways lies foully, be he man or
+woman, patrician or villein, pope or devil.” And upon that he paused
+magnificently, his eyes aflash.
+
+She shuddered under his rough speech. Then answered without looking up,
+and with no trace of anger in her voice:
+
+“You are restored to health and strength by now, Messer Falcone. The
+seneschal shall have orders to pay you ten gold ducats in discharge of
+all that may be still your due from us. See that by night you have left
+Mondolfo.”
+
+And then, without changing her deadly inflection, or even making a
+noticeable pause, “Come, Agostino,” she commanded.
+
+But I did not move. Her words had fixed me there with horror. I heard
+from Falcone a sound that was between a growl and a sob. I dared not
+look at him, but the eye of my fancy saw him standing rigid, pale, and
+self-contained.
+
+What would he do, what would he say? Oh, she had done a cruel, a
+bitterly cruel wrong. This poor old warrior, all scarred and patched
+from wounds that he had taken in my father's service, to be turned
+away in his old age, as we should not have turned away a dog! It was a
+monstrous thing. Mondolfo was his home. The Anguissola were his family,
+and their honour was his honour, since as a villein he had no honour of
+his own. To cast him out thus!
+
+All this flashed through my anguished mind in one brief throb of time,
+as I waited, marvelling what he would do, what say, in answer to that
+dismissal.
+
+He would not plead, or else I did not know him; and I was sure of that,
+without knowing what else there was that must make it impossible for old
+Falcone to stoop to ask a favour of my mother.
+
+Awhile he just stood there, his wits overthrown by sheer surprise. And
+then, when at last he moved, the thing he did was the last thing that
+I had looked for. Not to her did he turn; not to her, but to me, and he
+dropped on one knee before me.
+
+“My lord!” he cried, and before he added another word I knew already
+what else he was about to say. For never yet had I been so addressed in
+my lordship of Mondolfo. To all there I was just the Madonnino. But to
+Falcone, in that supreme hour of his need, I was become his lord.
+
+“My lord,” he said, then. “Is it your wish that I should go?”
+
+I drew back, still wrought upon by my surprise; and then my mother's
+voice came cold and acid.
+
+“The Madonnino's wish is not concerned in this, Mester Falcone. It is I
+who order your departure.”
+
+Falcone did not answer her; he affected not to hear her, and continued
+to address himself to me.
+
+“You are the master here, my lord,” he urged. “You are the law in
+Mondolfo. You carry life and death in your right hand, and against your
+will no man or woman in your lordship can prevail.”
+
+He spoke the truth, a mighty truth which had stood like a mountain
+before me all these months, yet which I had not seen.
+
+“I shall go or remain as you decree, my lord,” he added; and then,
+almost in a snarl of defiance, “I obey none other,” he concluded, “nor
+pope nor devil.”
+
+“Agostino, I am waiting for you,” came my mother's voice from the
+doorway.
+
+Something had me by the throat. It was Temptation, and old Falcone
+was the tempter. More than that was he--though how much more I did not
+dream, nor with what authority he acted there. He was the Mentor who
+showed me the road to freedom and to manhood; he showed me how at a blow
+I might shiver the chains that held me, and shake them from me like the
+cobwebs that they were. He tested me, too; tried my courage and my
+will; and to my undoing was it that he found me wanting in that hour. My
+regrets for him went near to giving me the resolution that I lacked. Yet
+even these fell short.
+
+I would to God I had given heed to him. I would to God I had flung
+back my head and told my mother--as he prompted me--that I was lord of
+Mondolfo, and that Falcone must remain since I so willed it.
+
+I strove to do so out of my love for him rather than out of any such
+fine spirit as he sought to inspire in me. Had I succeeded I had
+established my dominion, I had become arbiter of my fate; and how much
+of misery, of anguish, and of sin might I not thereafter have been
+spared!
+
+The hour was crucial, though I knew it not. I stood at a parting of
+ways; yet for lack of courage I hesitated to take the road to which so
+invitingly he beckoned me.
+
+And then, before I could make any answer such as I desired, such as I
+strove to make, my mother spoke again, and by her tone, which had grown
+faltering and tearful--as was her wont in the old days when she ruled
+my father--she riveted anew the fetters I was endeavouring with all the
+strength of my poor young soul to snap.
+
+“Tell him, Agostino, that your will is as your mother's. Tell him so and
+come. I am waiting for you.”
+
+I stifled a groan, and let my arms fall limply to my sides. I was a
+weakling and contemptible. I realized it. And yet to-day when I look
+back I see how vast a strength I should have needed. I was but thirteen
+and of a spirit that had been cowed by her, and was held under her
+thrall.
+
+“I... I am sorry, Falcone,” I faltered, and there were tears in my eyes.
+
+I shrugged again--shrugged in token of my despair and grief and
+impotence--and I moved down the long room towards the door where my
+mother waited.
+
+I did not dare to bestow another look upon that poor broken old warrior,
+that faithful, lifelong servant, turned thus cruelly upon the world by a
+woman whom bigotry had sapped of all human feelings and a boy who was a
+coward masquerading under a great name.
+
+I heard his gasping sob, and the sound smote upon my heart and hurt me
+as if it had been iron. I had failed him. He must suffer more in the
+knowledge of my unworthiness to be called the son of that master whom he
+had worshipped than in the destitution that might await him.
+
+I reached the door.
+
+“My lord! My lord!” he cried after me despairingly. On the very
+threshold I stood arrested by that heartbroken cry of his. I half
+turned.
+
+“Falcone... “ I began.
+
+And then my mother's white hand fell upon my wrist.
+
+“Come, my son,” she said, once more impassive.
+
+Nervelessly I obeyed her, and as I passed out I heard Falcone's voice
+crying:
+
+“My lord, my lord! God help me, and God help you!” An hour later he
+had left the citadel, and on the stones of the courtyard lay ten golden
+ducats which he had scattered there, and which not one of the greedy
+grooms or serving-men could take courage to pick up, so fearful a curse
+had old Falcone laid upon that money when he cast it from him.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER III. THE PIETISTIC THRALL
+
+
+That evening my mother talked to me at longer length than I remember her
+ever to have done before.
+
+It may be that she feared lest Gino Falcone should have aroused in me
+notions which it was best to lull back at once into slumber. It may be
+that she, too, had felt something of the crucial quality of that moment
+in the armoury, just as she must have perceived my first hesitation to
+obey her slightest word, whence came her resolve to check this mutiny
+ere it should spread and become too big for her.
+
+We sat in the room that was called her private dining-room, but which,
+in fact, was all things to her save the chamber in which she slept.
+
+The fine apartments through which I had strayed as a little lad in my
+father's day, the handsome lofty chambers, with their frescoed ceilings,
+their walls hung with costly tapestries, many of which had come from the
+looms of Flanders, their floors of wood mosaics, and their great carved
+movables, had been shut up these many years.
+
+For my mother's claustral needs sufficient was provided by the alcove
+in which she slept, the private chapel of the citadel in which she would
+spend long hours, and this private dining-room where we now sat. Into
+the spacious gardens of the castle she would seldom wander, into
+our town of Mondolfo never. Not since my father's departure upon his
+ill-starred rebellion had she set foot across the drawbridge.
+
+“Tell me whom you go with, and I will tell you what you are,” says the
+proverb. “Show me your dwelling, and I shall see your character,” say I.
+
+And surely never was there a chamber so permeated by the nature of its
+tenant as that private dining-room of my mother's.
+
+It was a narrow room in the shape of a small parallelogram, with the
+windows set high up near the timbered, whitewashed ceiling, so that it
+was impossible either to look in or to look out, as is sometimes the
+case with the windows of a chapel.
+
+On the white space of wall that faced the door hung a great wooden
+Crucifix, very rudely carved by one who either knew nothing of anatomy,
+or else--as is more probable--was utterly unable to set down his
+knowledge upon timber. The crudely tinted figure would be perhaps half
+the natural size of a man; and it was the most repulsive and hideous
+representation of the Tragedy of Golgotha that I have ever seen. It
+filled one with a horror which was far indeed removed from the pious
+horror which that Symbol is intended to arouse in every true believer.
+It emphasized all the ghastly ugliness of death upon that most barbarous
+of gallows, without any suggestion of the beauty and immensity of the
+Divine Martyrdom of Him Who in the likeness of the sinful flesh was
+Alone without sin.
+
+And to me the ghastliest and most pitiful thing of all was an artifice
+which its maker had introduced for the purpose of conveying some
+suggestion of the supernatural to that mangled, malformed, less than
+human representation. Into the place of the wound made by the spear of
+Longinus, he had introduced a strip of crystal which caught the light at
+certain angles--more particularly when there were lighted tapers in the
+room--so that in reflecting this it seemed to shed forth luminous rays.
+
+An odd thing was that my mother--who looked upon that Crucifix with eyes
+that were very different from mine--would be at pains in the evening
+when lights were fetched to set a taper at such an angle as was best
+calculated to produce the effect upon which the sculptor had counted.
+What satisfaction it can have been to her to see reflected from that
+glazed wound the light which she herself had provided for the purpose,
+I am lost to think. And yet I am assured that she would contemplate that
+shining effluence in a sort of ecstatic awe, accounting it something
+very near akin to miracle.
+
+Under this Crucifix hung a little alabaster font of holy-water, into
+the back of which was stuck a withered, yellow branch of palm, which was
+renewed on each Palm Sunday. Before it was set a praying-stool of plain
+oak, without any cushion to mitigate its harshness to the knees.
+
+In the corner of the room stood a tall, spare, square cupboard,
+capacious but very plain, in which the necessaries of the table were
+disposed. In the opposite corner there was another smaller cupboard with
+a sort of writing-pulpit beneath. Here my mother kept the accounts of
+her household, her books of recipes, her homely medicines and the heavy
+devotional tomes and lesser volumes--mostly manuscript--out of which she
+nourished her poor starving soul.
+
+Amongst these was the Treatise of the Mental Sufferings of Christ--the
+book of the Blessed Battista of Varano, Princess of Camerino, who
+founded the convent of Poor Clares in that city--a book whose almost
+blasphemous presumption fired the train of my earliest misgivings.
+
+Another was The Spiritual Combat, that queer yet able book of the cleric
+Scupoli--described as the “aureo libro,” dedicated “Al Supremo Capitano
+e Gloriosissimo Trionfatore, Gesu Cristo, Figliuolo di Maria,” and this
+dedication in the form of a letter to Our Saviour, signed, “Your most
+humble servant, purchased with Your Blood.” 1
+
+ 1 This work, which achieved a great vogue and of which
+ several editions were issued down to 1750, was first printed
+ in 1589. Clearly, however, MS. copies were in existence
+ earlier, and it is to one of these that Agostino here
+ refers.
+
+
+Down the middle of the chamber ran a long square-ended table of oak,
+very plain like all the rest of the room's scant furnishings. At the
+head of this table was an arm-chair for my mother, of bare wood without
+any cushion to relieve its hardness, whilst on either side of the board
+stood a few lesser chairs for those who habitually dined there. These
+were, besides myself, Fra Gervasio, my tutor; Messer Giorgio, the
+castellan, a bald-headed old man long since past the fighting age
+and who in times of stress would have been as useful for purposes of
+defending Mondolfo as Lorenza, my mother's elderly woman, who sat below
+him at the board; he was toothless, bowed, and decrepit, but he was very
+devout--as he had need to be, seeing that he was half dead already--and
+this counted with my mother above any other virtue.2
+
+2 Virtu is the word used by Agostino, and it is susceptible to a wider
+translation than that which the English language affords, comprising as
+it does a sense of courage and address at arms. Indeed, it is not clear
+that Agostino is not playing here upon the double meaning of the word.
+
+
+The last of the four who habitually sat with us was Giojoso, the
+seneschal, a lantern-jawed fellow with black, beetling brows, about whom
+the only joyous thing was his misnomer of a name.
+
+Of the table that we kept, beyond noting that the fare was ever of a
+lenten kind and that the wine was watered, I will but mention that my
+mother did not observe the barrier of the salt. There was no sitting
+above it or below at our board, as, from time immemorial, is the
+universal custom in feudal homes. That her having abolished it was an
+act of humility on her part there can be little doubt, although this was
+a subject upon which she never expressed herself in my hearing.
+
+The walls of that room were whitewashed and bare.
+
+The floor was of stone overlain by a carpet of rushes that was changed
+no oftener than once a week.
+
+From what I have told you, you may picture something of the chill gloom
+of the place, something of the pietism which hung upon the very air of
+that apartment in which so much of my early youth was spent. And it had,
+too, an odour that is peculiarly full of character, the smell which
+is never absent from a sacristy and rarely from conventual chambers; a
+smell difficult to define, faint and yet tenuously pungent, and like
+no other smell in all the world that I have ever known. It is a musty
+odour, an odour of staleness which perhaps an open window and the fresh
+air of heaven might relieve but could not dissipate; and to this is wed,
+but so subtly that it would be impossible to say which is predominant,
+the slight, sickly aroma of wax.
+
+We supped there that night in silence at about the hour that poor Gino
+Falcone would be taking his departure. Silence was habitual with us at
+meal-times, eating being performed--like everything else in that drab
+household--as a sort of devotional act. Occasionally the silence would
+be relieved by readings aloud from some pious work, undertaken at my
+mother's bidding by one or another of the amanuenses.
+
+But on the night in question there was just silence, broken chiefly by
+the toothless slobber of the castellan over the soft meats that were
+especially prepared for him. And there was something of grimness in
+that silence; for none--and Fra Gervasio less than any--approved the
+unchristian thing that out of excess of Christianity my mother had done
+in driving old Falcone forth.
+
+Myself, I could not eat at all. My misery choked me. The thought of that
+old servitor whom I had loved being sent a wanderer and destitute, and
+all through my own weakness, all because I had failed him in his need,
+just as I had failed myself, was anguish to me. My lip would quiver at
+the thought, and it was with difficulty that I repressed my tears.
+
+At last that hideous repast came to an end in prayers of thanksgiving
+whose immoderate length was out of all proportion to the fare provided.
+
+The castellan shuffled forth upon the arm of the seneschal; Lorenza
+followed at a sign from my mother, and we three--Gervasio, my mother,
+and I--were left alone.
+
+And here let me say a word of Fra Gervasio. He was, as I have already
+written, my father's foster-brother. That is to say, he was the child
+of a sturdy peasant-woman of the Val di Taro, from whose lusty, healthy
+breast my father had suckled the first of that fine strength that had
+been his own.
+
+He was older than my father by a month or so, and as often happens in
+such cases, he was brought to Mondolfo to be first my father's playmate,
+and later, no doubt, to have followed him as a man-at-arms. But a chill
+that he took in his tenth year as a result of a long winter immersion in
+the icy waters of the Taro laid him at the point of death, and left
+him thereafter of a rather weak and sickly nature. But he was quick
+and intelligent, and was admitted to learn his letters with my father,
+whence it ensued that he developed a taste for study. Seeing that by
+his health he was debarred from the hardy open life of a soldier, his
+scholarly aptitude was encouraged, and it was decided that he should
+follow a clerical career.
+
+He had entered the order of St. Francis; but after some years at
+the Convent of Aguilona, his health having been indifferent and the
+conventual rules too rigorous for his condition, he was given licence
+to become the chaplain of Mondolfo. Here he had received the kindliest
+treatment at the hands of my father, who entertained for his sometime
+playmate a very real affection.
+
+He was a tall, gaunt man with a sweet, kindly face, reflecting his
+sweet, kindly nature; he had deep-set, dark eyes, very gentle in their
+gaze, a tender mouth that was a little drawn by lines of suffering and
+an upright wrinkle, deep as a gash, between his brows at the root of his
+long, slender nose.
+
+He it was that night who broke the silence that endured even after the
+others had departed. He spoke at first as if communing with himself,
+like a man who thinks aloud; and between his thumb and his long
+forefinger, I remember that he kneaded a crumb of bread upon which his
+eyes were intent.
+
+“Gino Falcone is an old man, and he was my lord's best-loved servant. He
+would have died for my lord, and joyfully; and now he is turned adrift,
+to die to no purpose. Ah, well.” He heaved a deep sigh and fell silent,
+whilst I--the pent-up anguish in me suddenly released to hear my
+thoughts thus expressed--fell soundlessly to weeping.
+
+“Do you reprove me, Fra Gervasio?” quoth my mother, quite emotionless.
+
+The monk pushed back his stool and rose ere he replied. “I must,” he
+said, “or I am unworthy of the scapulary I wear. I must reprove this
+unchristian act, or else am I no true servant of my Master.”
+
+She crossed herself with her thumb-nail upon the brow and upon the lips,
+to repress all evil thoughts and evil words--an unfailing sign that she
+was stirred to anger and sought to combat the sin of it. Then she spoke,
+meekly enough, in the same cold, level voice.
+
+“I think it is you who are at fault,” she told him, “when you call
+unchristian an act which was necessary to secure this child to Christ.”
+
+He smiled a sad little smile. “Yet even so, it were well you should
+proceed with caution and with authority; and in this you have none.”
+
+It was her turn to smile, the palest, ghostliest of smiles, and even for
+so much she must have been oddly moved. “I think I have,” said she, and
+quoted, “'If thy right hand offend thee, hack it off.'”
+
+I saw a hot flush mount to the friar's prominent cheek-bones. Indeed, he
+was a very human man under his conventual robe, with swift stirrings
+of passion which the long habit of repression had not yet succeeded
+in extinguishing. He cast his eyes to the ceiling in such a glance of
+despair as left me thoughtful. It was as an invocation to Heaven to
+look down upon the obstinate, ignorant folly of this woman who accounted
+herself wise and who so garbled the Divine teaching as to blaspheme with
+complacency.
+
+I know that now; at the time I was not quite so clear-sighted as to read
+the full message of that glance.
+
+Her audacity was as the audacity of fools. Where wisdom, full-fledged,
+might have halted, trembling, she swept resolutely onward. Before her
+stood this friar, this teacher and interpreter, this man of holy life
+who was accounted profoundly learned in the Divinities; and he told her
+that she had done an evil thing. Yet out of the tiny pittance of her
+knowledge and her little intellectual sight--which was no better than a
+blindness--must she confidently tell him that he was at fault.
+
+Argument was impossible between him and her. Thus much I saw, and I
+feared an explosion of the wrath of which I perceived in him the signs.
+But he quelled it. Yet his voice rumbled thunderously upon his next
+words.
+
+“It matters something that Gino Falcone should not starve,” he said.
+
+“It matters more that my son should not be damned,” she answered him,
+and with that answer left him weapon-less, for against the armour of a
+crassness so dense and one-ideaed there are no weapons that can prevail.
+
+“Listen,” she said, and her eyes, raised for a moment, comprehended both
+of us in their glance. “There is something that it were best I tell you,
+that once for all you may fathom the depth of my purpose for Agostino
+here. My lord his father was a man of blood and strife...”
+
+“And so were many whose names stand to-day upon the roll of saints and
+are its glory,” answered the friar with quick asperity.
+
+“But they did not raise their arms against the Holy Church and against
+Christ's Own most holy Vicar, as did he,” she reminded him sorrowfully.
+“The sword is an ill thing save when it is wielded in a holy cause. In
+my lord's hands, wielded in the unholiest of all causes, it became a
+thing accursed. But God's anger overtook him and laid him low at Perugia
+in all the strength and vigour that had made him arrogant as Lucifer. It
+was perhaps well for all of us that it so befell.”
+
+“Madonna!” cried Gervasio in stern horror.
+
+But she went on quite heedless of him. “Best of all was it for me, since
+I was spared the harshest duty that can be imposed upon a woman and a
+wife. It was necessary that he should expiate the evil he had wrought;
+moreover, his life was become a menace to my child's salvation. It was
+his wish to make of Agostino such another as himself, to lead his only
+son adown the path of Hell. It was my duty to my God and to my son to
+shield this boy. And to accomplish that I would have delivered up his
+father to the papal emissaries who sought him.”
+
+“Ah, never that!” the friar protested. “You could never have done that!”
+
+“Could I not? I tell you it was as good as done. I tell you that the
+thing was planned. I took counsel with my confessor, and he showed me my
+plain duty.”
+
+She paused a moment, whilst we stared, Fra Gervasio white-faced and with
+mouth that gaped in sheer horror.
+
+“For years had he eluded the long arm of the pope's justice,” she
+resumed. “And during those years he had never ceased to plot and
+plan the overthrow of the Pontifical dominion. He was blinded by his
+arrogance to think that he could stand against the hosts of Heaven. His
+stubbornness in sin had made him mad. Quem Deus vult perdere...” And
+she waved one of her emaciated hands, leaving the quotation unfinished.
+“Heaven showed me the way, chose me for Its instrument. I sent him word,
+offering him shelter here at Mondolfo where none would look to find him,
+assuming it to be the last place to which he would adventure. He was to
+have come when death took him on the field of Perugia.”
+
+There was something here that I did not understand at all. And in like
+case, it seemed, was Fra Gervasio, for he passed a hand over his brow,
+as if to clear thence some veils that clogged his understanding.
+
+“He was to have come?” he echoed. “To shelter?” he asked.
+
+“Nay,” said she quietly, “to death. The papal emissaries had knowledge
+of it and would have been here to await him.”
+
+“You would have betrayed him?” Fra Gervasio's voice was hoarse, his eyes
+were burning sombrely.
+
+“I would have saved my son,” said she, with quiet satisfaction, in a
+tone that revealed how incontestably right she conceived herself to be.
+
+He stood there, and he seemed taller and more gaunt than usual, for he
+had drawn himself erect to the full of his great height--and he was a
+man who usually went bowed. His hands were clenched and the knuckles
+showed blue-white like marble. His face was very pale and in his temple
+a little pulse was throbbing visibly. He swayed slightly upon his
+feet, and the sight of him frightened me a little. He seemed so full of
+terrible potentialities.
+
+When I think of vengeance, I picture to myself Fra Gervasio as I beheld
+him in that hour. Nothing that he could have done would have surprised
+me. Had he fallen upon my mother then, and torn her limb from limb,
+it would have been no more than from the sight of him I might have
+expected.
+
+I have said that nothing that he could have done would have surprised
+me. Rather should I have said that nothing would have surprised me save
+the thing he did.
+
+Whilst a man might have counted ten stood he so--she seeing nothing of
+the strange transfiguration that had come over him, for her eyes were
+downcast as ever. Then quite slowly, his hands unclenched, his arms
+fell limply to his sides, his head sank forward upon his breast, and his
+figure bowed itself lower than was usual. Quite suddenly, quite softly,
+almost as a man who swoons, he sank down again into the chair from which
+he had risen.
+
+He set his elbows on the table, and took his head in his hands. A groan
+escaped him. She heard it, and looked at him in her furtive way.
+
+“You are moved by this knowledge, Fra Gervasio,” she said and sighed. “I
+have told you this--and you, Agostino--that you may know how deep, how
+ineradicable is my purpose. You were a votive offering, Agostino;
+you were vowed to the service of God that your father's life might be
+spared, years ago, ere you were born. From the very edge of death was
+your father brought back to life and strength. He would have used that
+life and that strength to cheat God of the price of His boon to me.”
+
+“And if,” Fra Gervasio questioned almost fiercely, “Agostino in the end
+should have no vocation, should have no call to such a life?”
+
+She looked at him very wistfully, almost pityingly. “How should that
+be?” she asked. “He was offered to God. And that God accepted the gift,
+He showed when He gave Giovanni back to life. How, then, could it come
+to pass that Agostino should have no call? Would God reject that which
+He had accepted?”
+
+Fra Gervasio rose again. “You go too deep for me, Madonna,” he said
+bitterly. “It is not for me to speak of my gifts save reverently and in
+profound and humble gratitude for that grace by which God bestowed them
+upon me. But I am accounted something of a casuist. I am a doctor of
+theology and of canon law, and but for the weak state of my health I
+should be sitting to-day in the chair of canon law at the University of
+Pavia. And yet, Madonna, the things you tell me with such assurance make
+a mock of everything I have ever learnt.”
+
+Even I, lad as I was, perceived the bitter irony in which he spoke. Not
+so she. I vow she flushed under what she accounted his praise of her
+wisdom and divine revelation; for vanity is the last human weakness to
+be discarded. Then she seemed to recollect herself. She bowed her head
+very reverently.
+
+“It is God's grace that reveals to me the truth,” she said.
+
+He fell back a step in his amazement at having been so thoroughly
+misunderstood. Then he drew away from the table. He looked at her as
+he would speak, but checked on the thought. He turned, and so, without
+another word, departed, and left us sitting there together.
+
+It was then that we had our talk; or, rather, that she talked, whilst I
+sat listening. And presently as I listened, I came gradually once more
+under the spell of which I had more than once that day been on the point
+of casting off the yoke.
+
+For, after all, you are to discern in what I have written here, between
+what were my feelings at the time and what are my criticisms of to-day
+in the light of the riper knowledge to which I have come. The handling
+of a sword had thrilled me strangely, as I have shown. Yet was I ready
+to believe that such a thrill was but a lure of Satan's, as my mother
+assured me. In deeper matters she might harbour error, as Fra Gervasio's
+irony had shown me that he believed. But we went that night into no
+great depths.
+
+She spent an hour or so in vague discourse upon the joys of Paradise, in
+showing me the folly of jeopardizing them for the sake of the fleeting
+vanities of this ephemeral world. She dealt at length upon the love of
+God for us, and the love which we should bear to Him, and she read to
+me passages from the book of the Blessed Varano and from Scupoli to add
+point to her teachings upon the beauty and nobility of a life that
+is devoted to God's service--the only service of this world in which
+nobility can exist.
+
+And then she added little stories of martyrs who had suffered for the
+faith, of the tortures to which they had been subjected, and of the
+happiness they had felt in actual suffering, of the joy that their very
+torments had brought them, borne up as they were by their faith and the
+strength of their love of God.
+
+There was in all this nothing that was new to me, nothing that I did
+not freely accept and implicitly believe without pausing to judge or
+criticize. And yet, it was shrewd of her to have plied me then as
+she did; for thereby, beyond doubt, she checked me upon the point of
+self-questioning to which that day's happenings were urging me, and she
+brought me once more obediently to heel and caused me to fix my eyes
+more firmly than ever beyond the things of this world and upon the
+glories of the next which I was to make my goal and aim.
+
+Thus came I back within the toils from which I had been for a moment
+tempted to escape; and what is more, my imagination fired to some touch
+of ecstasy by those tales of sainted martyrs, I returned willingly to
+the pietistic thrall, to be held in it more firmly than ever yet before.
+
+We parted as we always parted, and when I had kissed her cold hand I
+went my way to bed. And if I knelt that night to pray that God might
+watch over poor errant Falcone, it was to the end that Falcone might be
+brought to see the sin and error of his ways and win to the grace of a
+happy death when his hour came.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IV. LUISINA
+
+
+Of the four years that followed little mention need be made in these
+pages, save for one incident whose importance is derived entirely from
+that which subsequently befell, for at the time it had no meaning for
+me. Yet since later it was to have much, it is fitting that it should be
+recorded here.
+
+It happened that a month or so after old Falcone had left us there
+wandered one noontide into the outer courtyard of the castle two pilgrim
+fathers, on their way--as they announced--from Milan to visit the Holy
+House at Loreto.
+
+It was my mother's custom to receive all pilgrim wayfarers and beggars
+in this courtyard at noontide twice in each week to bestow upon them
+food and alms. Rarely was she, herself, present at that alms-giving;
+more rarely still was I. It was Fra Gervasio who discharged the office
+of almoner on the Countess of Mondolfo's behalf. Occasionally the whines
+and snarls of the motley crowd that gathered there--for they were not
+infrequently quarrelsome--reached us in the maschio tower where we had
+our apartments. But on the day of which I speak I chanced to stand in
+the pillared gallery above the courtyard, watching the heaving, surging
+human mass below, for the concourse was greater than usual.
+
+Cripples there were of every sort, and all in rags; some with twisted,
+withered limbs, others with mere stumps where limbs had been lopped off,
+others again--and there were many of these--with hideous running
+sores, some of which no doubt would be counterfeit--as I now know--and
+contrived with poultices of salt for the purpose of exciting charity
+in the piteous. All were dishevelled, unkempt, ragged, dirty, and,
+doubtless, verminous. Most were greedy and wolfish as they thrust one
+another aside to reach Fra Gervasio, as if they feared that the supply
+of alms and food should be exhausted ere their turn arrived. Amongst
+them there was commonly a small sprinkling of mendicant friars, some of
+these, perhaps, just the hypocrite rogues that I have since discovered
+many of them to be, though at the time all who wore the scapulary were
+holy men in my innocent eyes. They were mostly, or so they pretended,
+bent upon pilgrimages to distant parts, living upon such alms as they
+could gather on their way.
+
+On the steps of the chapel Fra Gervasio would stand--gaunt and
+impassive--with his posse of attendant grooms behind him. One of the
+latter, standing nearest to our almoner, held a great sack of broken
+bread; another presented a wooden, trough-like platter filled with
+slices of meat, and a third dispensed out of horn cups a poor, thin, and
+rather sour, but very wholesome wine, which he drew from the skins that
+were his charge.
+
+From one to the other were the beggars passed on by Fra Gervasio, and
+lastly came they back to him, to receive from his hands a piece of
+money--a grosso, of which he held the bag himself.
+
+On the day of which I write, as I stood there gazing down upon that mass
+of misery, marvelling perhaps a little upon the inequality of fortune,
+and wondering vaguely what God could be about to inflict so much
+suffering upon certain of His creatures, to cause one to be born into
+purple and another into rags, my eyes were drawn by the insistent stare
+of two monks who stood at the back of the crowd with their shoulders to
+the wall.
+
+They were both tall men, and they stood with their cowls over their
+tonsures, in the conventual attitude, their hands tucked away into the
+ample sleeves of their brown habits. One of this twain was broader than
+his companion and very erect of carriage, such as was unusual in a monk.
+His mouth and the half of his face were covered by a thick brown beard,
+and athwart his countenance, from under the left eye across his nose and
+cheek, ran a great livid scar to lose itself in the beard towards the
+right jaw. His deep-set eyes regarded me so intently that I coloured
+uncomfortably under their gaze; for accustomed as I was to seclusion, I
+was easily abashed. I turned away and went slowly along the gallery to
+the end; and yet I had a feeling that those eyes were following me, and,
+indeed, casting a swift glance over my shoulder ere I went indoors, I
+saw that this was so.
+
+That evening at supper I chanced to mention the matter to Fra Gervasio.
+
+“There was a big bearded capuchin in the yard at alms-time to-day--” I
+was beginning, when the friar's knife clattered from his hand, and he
+looked at me with eyes of positive fear out of a face from which the
+last drop of blood had abruptly receded. I checked my inquiry at the
+sight of him thus suddenly disordered, whilst my mother, who, as usual,
+observed nothing, made a foolish comment.
+
+“The little brothers are never absent, Agostino.”
+
+“This brother was a big brother,” said I.
+
+“It is not seemly to make jest of holy men,” she reproved me in her
+chilling voice.
+
+“I had no thought to jest,” I answered soberly. “I should never
+have remarked this friar but that he gazed upon me with so great an
+intentness--so great that I was unable to bear it.”
+
+It was her turn to betray emotion. She looked at me full and long--for
+once--and very searchingly. She, too, had grown paler than was her
+habit.
+
+“Agostino, what do you tell me?” quoth she, and her voice quivered.
+
+Now here was a deal of pother about a capuchin who had stared at the
+Madonnino of Anguissola! The matter was out of all proportion to the
+stir it made, and I conveyed in my next words some notion of that
+opinion.
+
+But she stared wistfully. “Never think it, Agostino,” she besought me.
+“You know not what it may import.” And then she turned to Fra Gervasio.
+“Who was this mendicant?” she asked.
+
+He had by now recovered from his erstwhile confusion. But he was still
+pale, and I observed that his hand trembled.
+
+“He must have been one of the two little brothers of St. Francis on
+their way, they said, from Milan to Loreto on a pilgrimage.”
+
+“Not those you told me are resting here until to-morrow?”
+
+From his face I saw that he would have denied it had it lain within his
+power to utter a deliberate falsehood.
+
+“They are the same,” he answered in a low voice.
+
+She rose. “I must see this friar,” she announced, and never in all my
+life had I beheld in her such a display of emotion.
+
+“In the morning, then,” said Fra Gervasio. “It is after sunset,” he
+explained. “They have retired, and their rule...” He left the sentence
+unfinished, but he had said enough to be understood by her.
+
+She sank back to her chair, folded her hands in her lap and fell into
+meditation. The faintest of flushes crept into her wax-like cheeks.
+
+“If it should be a sign!” she murmured raptly, and then she turned again
+to Fra Gervasio. “You heard Agostino say that he could not bear this
+friar's gaze. You remember, brother, how a pilgrim appeared near San
+Rufino to the nurse of Saint Francis, and took from her arms the child
+that he might bless it ere once more he vanished? If this should be a
+sign such as that!”
+
+She clasped her hands together fervently. “I must see this friar ere he
+departs again,” she said to the staring, dumbfounded Fra Gervasio.
+
+At last, then, I understood her emotion. All her life she had prayed
+for a sign of grace for herself or for me, and she believed that here at
+last was something that might well be discovered upon inquiry to be
+an answer to her prayer. This capuchin who had stared at me from
+the courtyard became at once to her mind--so ill-balanced upon such
+matters--a supernatural visitant, harbinger, as it were, of my future
+saintly glory.
+
+But though she rose betimes upon the morrow, to see the holy man ere he
+fared forth again, she was not early enough. In the courtyard whither
+she descended to make her way to the outhouse where the two were lodged,
+she met Fra Gervasio, who was astir before her.
+
+“The friar?” she cried anxiously, filled already with forebodings. “The
+holy man?”
+
+Gervasio stood before her, pale and trembling. “You are too late,
+Madonna. Already he is gone.”
+
+She observed his agitation now, and beheld in it a reflection of her
+own, springing from the selfsame causes. “Oh, it was a sign indeed!”
+ she exclaimed. “And you have come to realize it, too, I see.” Next, in a
+burst of gratitude that was almost pitiful upon such slight foundation,
+“Oh, blessed Agostino!” she cried out.
+
+Then the momentary exaltation fell from that woman of sorrows. “This but
+makes my burden heavier, my responsibility greater,” she wailed. “God
+help me bear it!”
+
+Thus passed that incident so trifling in itself and so misunderstood by
+her. But it was never forgotten, and from time to time she would allude
+to it as the sign which had been vouchsafed me and for which great
+should be my thankfulness and my joy.
+
+Save for that, in the four years that followed, time flowed an
+uneventful course within the four walls of the big citadel--for beyond
+those four walls I was never once permitted to set foot; and although
+from time to time I heard rumours of doings in the town itself, of the
+affairs of the State whereof I was by right of birth the tyrant, and
+of the greater business of the big world beyond, yet so trained and
+schooled was I that I had no great desire for a nearer acquaintance with
+that world.
+
+A certain curiosity did at times beset me, spurred not so much by the
+little that I heard as by things that I read in such histories as my
+studies demanded I should read. For even the lives of saints, and
+Holy Writ itself, afford their student glimpses of the world. But this
+curiosity I came to look upon as a lure of the flesh, and to resist.
+Blessed are they who are out of all contact with the world, since to
+them salvation comes more easily; so I believed implicitly, as I was
+taught by my mother and by Fra Gervasio at my mother's bidding.
+
+And as the years passed under such influences as had been at work upon
+me from the cradle, influences which had known no check save that brief
+one afforded by Gino Falcone, I became perforce devout and pious from
+very inclination.
+
+Joyous transports were afforded me by the study of the life of that
+Saint Luigi of the noble Mantuan House of Gonzaga--in whom I saw an
+ideal to be emulated, since he seemed to me to be much in my own case
+and of my own estate--who had counted the illusory greatness of this
+world well lost so that he might win the bliss of Paradise. Similarly
+did I take delight in the Life, written by Tommaso da Celano, of that
+blessed son of Pietro Bernardone, the merchant of Assisi, that Francis
+who became the Troubadour of the Lord and sang so sweetly the praises
+of His Creation. My heart would swell within me and I would weep hot and
+very bitter tears over the narrative of the early and sinful part of his
+life, as we may weep to see a beloved brother beset by deadly perils.
+And greater, hence, was the joy, the exultation, and finally the sweet
+peace and comfort that I gathered from the tale of his conversion, of
+his wondrous works, and of the Three Companions.
+
+In these pages--so lively was my young imagination and so wrought
+upon by what I read--I suffered with him again his agonies of hope, I
+thrilled with some of the joy of his stupendous ecstasies, and I almost
+envied him the signal mark of Heavenly grace that had imprinted the
+stigmata upon his living body.
+
+All that concerned him, too, I read: his Little Flowers, his Testament,
+The Mirror of Perfection; but my greatest delight was derived from his
+Song of the Creatures, which I learnt by heart.
+
+Oftentimes since have I wondered and sought to determine whether it was
+the piety of those lauds that charmed me spiritually, or an appeal to
+my senses made by the beauty of the lines and the imagery which the
+Assisian used in his writings.
+
+Similarly I am at a loss to determine whether the pleasure I took in
+reading of the joyous, perfumed life of that other stigmatized saint,
+the blessed Catherine of Siena, was not a sensuous pleasure rather than
+the soul-ecstasy I supposed it at the time.
+
+And as I wept over the early sins of St. Francis, so too did I weep over
+the rhapsodical Confessions of St. Augustine, that mighty theologian
+after whom I had been named, and whose works--after those concerning St.
+Francis--exerted a great influence upon me in those early days.
+
+Thus did I grow in grace until Fra Gervasio, who watched me narrowly and
+anxiously, seemed more at ease, setting aside the doubts that earlier
+had tormented him lest I should be forced upon a life for which I had no
+vocation. He grew more tender and loving towards me, as if something of
+pity lurked within the strong affection in which he held me.
+
+And, meanwhile, as I grew in grace of spirit, so too did I grow in
+grace of body, waxing tall and very strong, which would have been nowise
+surprising but that those nurtured as was I are seldom lusty. The mind
+feeding overmuch upon the growing body is apt to sap its strength
+and vigour, besides which there was the circumstance that I continued
+throughout those years a life almost of confinement, deprived of all the
+exercises by which youth is brought to its fine flower of strength.
+
+As I was approaching my eighteenth year there befell another incident,
+which, trivial in itself, yet has its place in my development and so
+should have its place within these confessions. Nor did I judge it
+trivial at the time--nor were trivial the things that followed out
+of it--trivial though it may seem to me to-day as I look back upon it
+through all the murk of later life.
+
+Giojoso, the seneschal, of whom I have spoken, had a son, a great
+raw-boned lad whom he would have trained as an amanuensis, but who was
+one of Nature's dunces out of which there is nothing useful to be made.
+He was strong-limbed, however, and he was given odd menial duties to
+perform about the castle. But these he shirked where possible, as he had
+shirked his lessons in earlier days.
+
+Now it happened that I was walking one spring morning--it was in May
+of that year '44 of which I am now writing--on the upper of the
+three spacious terraces that formed the castle garden. It was but an
+indifferently tended place, and yet perhaps the more agreeable on that
+account, since Nature had been allowed to have her prodigal, luxuriant
+way. It is true that the great boxwood hedges needed trimming, and that
+weeds were sprouting between the stones of the flights of steps that led
+from terrace to terrace; but the place was gay and fragrant with wild
+blossoms, and the great trees afforded generous shade, and the long rank
+grass beneath them made a pleasant couch to lie on during the heat of
+the day in summer. The lowest terrace of all was in better case. It was
+a well-planted and well-tended orchard, where I got many a colic in my
+earlier days from a gluttony of figs and peaches whose complete ripening
+I was too impatient to await.
+
+I walked there, then, one morning quite early on the upper terrace
+immediately under the castle wall, and alternately I read from the De
+Civitate Dei which I had brought with me, alternately mused upon the
+matter of my reading. Suddenly I was disturbed by a sound of voices just
+below me.
+
+The boxwood hedge, being twice my height and fully two feet thick,
+entirely screened the speakers from my sight.
+
+There were two voices, and one of these, angry and threatening, I
+recognized for that of Rinolfo--Messer Giojoso's graceless son; the
+other, a fresh young feminine voice, was entirely unknown to me; indeed
+it was the first girl's voice I could recall having heard in all my
+eighteen years, and the sound was as pleasantly strange as it was
+strangely pleasant.
+
+I stood quite still, to listen to its expostulations.
+
+“You are a cruel fellow, Ser Rinolfo, and Madonna the Countess shall be
+told of this.”
+
+There followed a crackling of twigs and a rush of heavy feet.
+
+“You shall have something else of which to tell Madonna's beatitude,”
+ threatened the harsh voice of Rinolfo.
+
+That and his advances were answered by a frightened screech, a screech
+that moved rapidly to the right as it was emitted. There came more
+snapping of twigs, a light scurrying sound followed by a heavier one,
+and lastly a panting of breath and a soft pattering of running feet upon
+the steps that led up to the terrace where I walked.
+
+I moved forward rapidly to the opening in the hedge where these steps
+debouched, and no sooner had I appeared there than a soft, lithe body
+hurtled against me so suddenly that my arms mechanically went round it,
+my right hand still holding the De Civitate Dei, forefinger enclosed
+within its pages to mark the place.
+
+Two moist dark eyes looked up appealingly into mine out of a frightened
+but very winsome, sun-tinted face.
+
+“O Madonnino!” she panted. “Protect me! Save me!”
+
+Below us, checked midway in his furious ascent, halted Rinolfo, his big
+face red with anger, scowling up at me in sudden doubt and resentment.
+
+The situation was not only extraordinary in itself, but singularly
+disturbing to me. Who the girl was, or whence she came, I had no thought
+or notion as I surveyed her. She would be of about my own age, or
+perhaps a little younger, and from her garb it was plain that she
+belonged to the peasant class. She wore a spotless bodice of white
+linen, which but indifferently concealed the ripening swell of her young
+breast. Her petticoat, of dark red homespun, stopped short above her
+bare brown ankles, and her little feet were naked. Her brown hair, long
+and abundant, was still fastened at the nape of her slim neck, but fell
+loose beyond that, having been disturbed, no doubt, in her scuffle with
+Rinolfo. Her little mouth was deeply red and it held strong young teeth
+that were as white as milk.
+
+I have since wondered whether she was as beautiful as I deemed her in
+that moment. For it must be remembered that mine was the case of the son
+of Filippo Balducci--related by Messer Boccaccio in the merry tales
+of his Decamerone 1--who had come to years of adolescence without ever
+having beheld womanhood, so that the first sight of it in the streets
+of Florence affected him so oddly that he vexed his sire with foolish
+questions and still more foolish prayers.
+
+ 1 In the Introduction to the Fourth Day.
+
+
+So was it now with me. In all my eighteen years I had by my mother's
+careful contriving never set eyes upon a woman of an age inferior to her
+own. And--consider me foolish if you will but so it is--I do not think
+that it had occurred to me that they existed, or else, if they did, that
+in youth they differed materially from what in age I found them. Thus I
+had come to look upon women as just feeble, timid creatures, over-prone
+to gossip, tears, and lamentations, and good for very little that I
+could perceive.
+
+I had been unable to understand for what reason it was that San Luigi of
+Gonzaga had from years of discretion never allowed his eyes to rest upon
+a woman; nor could I see wherein lay the special merit attributed to
+this. And certain passages in the Confessions of St. Augustine and
+in the early life of St. Francis of Assisi bewildered me and left me
+puzzled.
+
+But now, quite suddenly, it was as if revelation had come to me. It was
+as if the Book of Life had at last been opened for me, and at a glance
+I had read one of its dazzling pages. So that whether this brown peasant
+girl was beautiful or not, beautiful she seemed to me with the radiant
+beauty that is attributed to the angels of Paradise. Nor did I doubt
+that she would be as holy, for to see in beauty a mark of divine favour
+is not peculiar only to the ancient Greeks.
+
+And because of the appeal of this beauty--real or supposed--I was very
+ready with my protection, since I felt that protection must carry
+with it certain rights of ownership which must be very sweet and were
+certainly desired.
+
+Holding her, therefore, within the shelter of my arms, where in her
+heedless innocence she had flung herself, and by very instinct stroking
+with one hand her little brown head to soothe her fears, I became
+truculent for the first time in my new-found manhood, and boldly
+challenged her pursuer.
+
+“What is this, Rinolfo?” I demanded. “Why do you plague her?”
+
+“She broke up my snares,” he answered sullenly, “and let the birds go
+free.”
+
+“What snares? What birds?” quoth I.
+
+“He is a cruel beast,” she shrilled. “And he will lie to you,
+Madonnino.”
+
+“If he does I'll break the bones of his body,” I promised in a tone
+entirely new to me. And then to him--“The truth now, poltroon!” I
+admonished him.
+
+At last I got the story out of them: how Rinolfo had scattered grain
+in a little clearing in the garden, and all about it had set twigs that
+were heavily smeared with viscum; that he set this trap almost daily,
+and daily took a great number of birds whose necks he wrung and had them
+cooked for him with rice by his silly mother; that it was a sin in any
+case to take little birds by such cowardly means, but that since amongst
+these birds there were larks and thrushes and plump blackbirds and other
+sweet musicians of the air, whose innocent lives were spent in singing
+the praises of God, his sin became a hideous sacrilege.
+
+Finally I learnt that coming that morning upon half a score of poor
+fluttering terrified birds held fast in Rinolfo's viscous snares, the
+little girl had given them their liberty and had set about breaking
+up the springes. At this occupation he had caught her, and there is no
+doubt that he would have taken a rude vengeance but for the sanctuary
+which she had found in me.
+
+And when I had heard, behold me for the first time indulging the
+prerogative that was mine by right of birth, and dispensing justice at
+Mondolfo like the lord of life and death that I was there.
+
+“You, Rinolfo,” I said, “will set no more snares here at Mondolfo, nor
+will you ever again enter these gardens under pain of my displeasure and
+its consequences. And as for this child, if you dare to molest her for
+what has happened now, or if you venture so much as to lay a finger upon
+her at any time and I have word of it, I shall deal with you as with a
+felon. Now go.”
+
+He went straight to his father, the seneschal, with a lying tale of my
+having threatened him with violence and forbidden him ever to enter the
+garden again because he had caught me there with Luisina--as the child
+was called--in my arms. And Messer Giojoso, full of parental indignation
+at this gross treatment of his child, and outraged chastity at
+the notion of a young man of churchly aims, as were mine, being in
+perversive dalliance with that peasant-wench, repaired straight to
+my mother with the story of it, which I doubt not lost nothing by its
+repetition.
+
+Meanwhile I abode there with Luisina. I was in no haste to let her go.
+Her presence pleased me in some subtle, quite indefinable manner; and my
+sense of beauty, which, always strong, had hitherto lain dormant within
+me, was awake at last and was finding nourishment in the graces of her.
+
+I sat down upon the topmost of the terrace steps, and made her sit
+beside me. This she did after some demur about the honour of it and her
+own unworthiness, objections which I brushed peremptorily aside.
+
+So we sat there on that May morning, quite close together, for which
+there was, after all, no need, seeing that the steps were of a noble
+width. At our feet spread the garden away down the flight of terraces
+to end in the castle's grey, buttressed wall. But from where we sat we
+could look beyond this, our glance meeting the landscape a mile or so
+away with the waters of the Taro glittering in the sunshine, and the
+Apennines, all hazy, for an ultimate background.
+
+I took her hand, which she relinquished to me quite freely and frankly
+with an innocence as great as my own; and I asked her who she was and
+how she came to Mondolfo. It was then that I learnt that her name was
+Luisina, that she was the daughter of one of the women employed in the
+castle kitchen, who had brought her to help there a week ago from Borgo
+Taro, where she had been living with an aunt.
+
+To-day the notion of the Tyrant of Mondolfo sitting--almost coram
+populo--on the steps of the garden of his castle, clasping the hand of
+the daughter of one of his scullions, is grotesque and humiliating. At
+the time the thought never presented itself to me at all, and had it
+done so it would have troubled me no whit. She was my first glimpse
+of fresh young maidenhood, and I was filled with pleasant interest and
+desirous of more acquaintance with this phenomenon. Beyond that I did
+not go.
+
+I told her frankly that she was very beautiful. Whereupon she looked at
+me with suddenly startled eyes that were full of fearful questionings,
+and made to draw her hand from mine. Unable to understand her fears, and
+seeking to reassure her, to convince her that in me she had a friend,
+one who would ever protect her from the brutalities of all the Rinolfos
+in the world, I put an arm about her shoulders and drew her closer to
+me, gently and protectingly.
+
+She suffered it very stonily, like a poor fascinated thing that is
+robbed by fear of its power to resist the evil that it feels enfolding
+it.
+
+“O Madonnino!” she whispered fearfully, and sighed. “Nay, you must not.
+It... it is not good.”
+
+“Not good?” quoth I, and it was just so that that fool of a son of
+Balducci's must have protested in the story when he was told by his
+father that it was not good to look on women. “Nay, now, but it is good
+to me.”
+
+“And they say you are to be a priest,” she added, which seemed to me a
+very foolish and inconsequent thing to add.
+
+“Well, then? And what of that?” I asked.
+
+She looked at me again with those timid eyes of hers. “You should be at
+your studies,” said she.
+
+“I am,” said I, and smiled. “I am studying a new subject.”
+
+“Madonnino, it is not a subject whose study makes good priests,” she
+announced, and puzzled me again by the foolish inconsequence of her
+words.
+
+Already, indeed, she began to disappoint me. Saving my mother--whom I
+did not presume to judge at all, and who seemed a being altogether
+apart from what little humanity I had known until then--I had found
+that foolishness was as natural to women as its bleat to a sheep or its
+cackle to a goose; and in this opinion I had been warmly confirmed by
+Fra Gervasio. Now here in Luisina I had imagined at first that I had
+discovered a phase of womanhood unsuspected and exceptional. She was
+driving me to conclude, however, that I had been mistaken, and that
+here was just a pretty husk containing a very trivial spirit, whose
+companionship must prove a dull affair when custom should have staled
+the first impression of her fresh young beauty.
+
+It is plain now that I did her an injustice, for there was about her
+words none of the inconsequence I imagined. The fault was in myself and
+in the profound ignorance of the ways of men and women which went hand
+in hand with my deep but ineffectual learning in the ways of saints.
+
+Our entertainment, however, was not destined to go further. For at the
+moment in which I puzzled over her words and sought to attach to them
+some intelligent meaning, there broke from behind us a scream that flung
+us apart, as startled as if we had been conscious indeed of guilt.
+
+We looked round to find that it had been uttered by my mother. Not ten
+yards away she stood, a tall black figure against the grey background
+of the lichened wall, with Giojoso in attendance and Rinolfo slinking
+behind his father, leering.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER V. REBELLION
+
+
+The sight of my mother startled me more than I can say. It filled me
+with a positive dread of things indefinable. Never before had I seen
+her coldly placid countenance so strangely disordered, and her unwonted
+aspect it must have been that wrought so potently upon me.
+
+No longer was she the sorrowful spectre, white-faced, with downcast eyes
+and level, almost inanimate, tones. Her cheeks were flushed unnaturally,
+her lips were quivering, and angry fires were smouldering in her
+deep-set eyes.
+
+Swiftly she came down to us, seeming almost to glide over the ground.
+Not me she addressed, but poor Luisina; and her voice was hoarse with an
+awful anger.
+
+“Who are you, wench?” quoth she. “What make you here in Mondolfo?”
+
+Luisina had risen and stood swaying there, very white and with averted
+eyes, her hands clasping and unclasping. Her lips moved; but she was
+too terrified to answer. It was Giojoso who stepped forward to inform my
+mother of the girl's name and condition. And upon learning it her anger
+seemed to increase.
+
+“A kitchen-wench!” she cried. “O horror!”
+
+And quite suddenly, as if by inspiration, scarce knowing what I said or
+that I spoke at all, I answered her out of the store of the theological
+learning with which she had had me stuffed.
+
+“We are all equals in the sight of God, madam mother.”
+
+She flashed me a glance of anger, of pious anger than which none can be
+more terrible.
+
+“Blasphemer!” she denounced me. “What has God to do with this?”
+
+She waited for no answer, rightly judging, perhaps, that I had none to
+offer.
+
+“And as for that wanton,” she commanded, turning fiercely to Giojoso,
+“let her be whipped hence and out of the town of Mondolfo. Set the
+grooms to it.”
+
+But upon that command of hers I leapt of a sudden to my feet, a
+tightening about my heart, and beset by a certain breathlessness that
+turned me pale.
+
+Here again, it seemed, was to be repeated--though with methods a
+thousand times more barbarous and harsh--the wrong that was done years
+ago in the case of poor Gino Falcone. And the reason for it in this
+instance was not even dimly apparent to me. Falcone I had loved; indeed,
+in my eighteen years of life he was the only human being who had knocked
+for admission upon the portals of my heart. Him they had driven forth.
+And now, here was a child--the fairest creature of God's that until that
+hour I had beheld, whose companionship seemed to me a thing sweet and
+desirable, and whom I felt that I might love as I had loved Falcone.
+Her too they would drive forth, and with a brutality and cruelty that
+revolted me.
+
+Later I was to perceive the reasons better, and much food for reflection
+was I to derive from realizing that there are no spirits so vengeful, so
+fierce, so utterly intolerant, ungovernable, and feral as the spirits of
+the devout when they conceive themselves justified to anger.
+
+All the sweet teaching of Charity and brotherly love and patience is
+jettisoned, and by the most amazing paradox that Christianity has ever
+known, Catholic burns heretic, and heretic butchers Catholic, all for
+the love of Christ; and each glories devoutly in the deed, never heeding
+the blasphemy of his belief that thus he obeys the sweet and gentle
+mandates of the God Incarnate.
+
+Thus, then, my mother now, commanding that hideous deed with a mind at
+peace in pharisaic self-righteousness.
+
+But not again would I stand by as I had stood by in the case of Falcone,
+and let her cruel, pietistic will be done. I had grown since then, and I
+had ripened more than I was aware. It remained for this moment to reveal
+to me the extent. Besides, the subtle influence of sex--all unconscious
+of it as I was--stirred me now to prove my new-found manhood.
+
+“Stay!” I said to Giojoso, and in uttering the command I grew very cold
+and steady, and my breathing resumed the normal.
+
+He checked in the act of turning away to do my mother's hideous bidding.
+
+“You will give Madonna's order to the grooms, Ser Giojoso, as you have
+been bidden. But you will add from me that if there is one amongst them
+dares to obey it and to lay be it so much as a finger upon Luisina, him
+will I kill with these two hands.”
+
+Never was consternation more profound than that which I flung amongst
+them by those words. Giojoso fell to trembling; behind him, Rinolfo, the
+cause of all this garboil, stared with round big eyes; whilst my mother,
+all a-quiver, clutched at her bosom and looked at me fearfully, but
+spoke no word.
+
+I smiled upon them, towering there, conscious and glad of my height for
+the first time in my life.
+
+“Well?” I demanded of Giojoso. “For what do you wait? About it, sir, and
+do as my mother has commanded you.”
+
+He turned to her, all bent and grovelling, arms outstretched in
+ludicrous bewilderment, every line of him beseeching guidance along this
+path so suddenly grown thorny.
+
+“Ma--madonna!” he stammered.
+
+She swallowed hard, and spoke at last.
+
+“Do you defy my will, Agostino?”
+
+“On the contrary, madam mother, I am enforcing it. Your will shall be
+done; your order shall be given. I insist upon it. But it shall lie with
+the discretion of the grooms whether they obey you. Am I to blame if
+they turn cowards?”
+
+O, I had found myself at last, and I was making a furious, joyous use of
+the discovery.
+
+“That... that were to make a mock of me and my authority,” she protested.
+She was still rather helpless, rather breathless and confused, like one
+who has suddenly been hurled into cold water.
+
+“If you fear that, madam, perhaps you had better countermand your
+order.”
+
+“Is the girl to remain in Mondolfo against my wishes? Are you so... so
+lost to shame?” A returning note of warmth in her accents warned me that
+she was collecting herself to deal with the situation.
+
+“Nay,” said I, and I looked at Luisina, who stood there so pale and
+tearful. “I think that for her own sake, poor maid, it were better that
+she went, since you desire it. But she shall not be whipped hence like a
+stray dog.”
+
+“Come, child,” I said to her, as gently as I could. “Go pack, and quit
+this home of misery. And be easy. For if any man in Mondolfo attempts to
+hasten your going, he shall reckon with me.”
+
+I laid a hand for an instant in kindliness and friendliness upon her
+shoulder. “Poor little Luisina,” said I, sighing. But she shrank and
+trembled under my touch. “Pity me a little, for they will not permit me
+any friends, and who is friendless is indeed pitiful.”
+
+And then, whether the phrase touched her, so that her simple little
+nature was roused and she shook off what self-control she had ever
+learnt, or whether she felt secure enough in my protection to dare
+proclaim her mind before them all, she caught my hand, and, stooping,
+kissed it.
+
+“O Madonnino!” she faltered, and her tears showered upon that hand of
+mine. “God reward you your sweet thought for me. I shall pray for you,
+Madonnino.”
+
+“Do, Luisina,” said I. “I begin to think I need it.”
+
+“Indeed, indeed!” said my mother very sombrely. And as she spoke,
+Luisina, as if her fears were reawakened, turned suddenly and went
+quickly along the terrace, past Rinolfo, who in that moment smiled
+viciously, and round the angle of the wall.
+
+“What... what are my orders, Madonna?” quoth the wretched seneschal,
+reminding her that all had not yet been resolved.
+
+She lowered her eyes to the ground, and folded her hands. She was by now
+quite composed again, her habitual sorrowful self.
+
+“Let be,” she said. “Let the wench depart. So that she goes we may count
+ourselves fortunate.”
+
+“Fortunate, I think, is she,” said I. “Fortunate to return to the world
+beyond all this--the world of life and love that God made and that St.
+Francis praises. I do not think he would have praised Mondolfo, for I
+greatly doubt that God had a hand in making it as it is to-day. It is
+too... too arid.”
+
+O, my mood was finely rebellious that May morning.
+
+“Are you mad, Agostino?” gasped my mother.
+
+“I think that I am growing sane,” said I very sadly. She flashed me one
+of her rare glances, and I saw her lips tighten.
+
+“We must talk,” she said. “That girl...” And then she checked. “Come
+with me,” she bade me.
+
+But in that moment I remembered something, and I turned aside to look
+for my friend Rinolfo. He was moving stealthily away, following the road
+Luisina had taken. The conviction that he went to plague and jeer at
+her, to exult over her expulsion from Mondolfo, kindled my anger all
+anew.
+
+“Stay! You there! Rinolfo!” I called.
+
+He halted in his strides, and looked over his shoulder, impudently.
+
+I had never yet been paid by any the deference that was my due. Indeed,
+I think that among the grooms and serving-men at Mondolfo I must have
+been held in a certain measure of contempt, as one who would never come
+to more manhood than that of the cassock.
+
+“Come here,” I bade him, and as he appeared to hesitate I had to repeat
+the order more peremptorily. At last he turned and came.
+
+“What now, Agostino?” cried my mother, setting a pale hand upon my
+sleeve
+
+But I was all intent upon that lout, who stood there before me shifting
+uneasily upon his feet, his air mutinous and sullen. Over his shoulder I
+had a glimpse of his father's yellow face, wide-eyed with alarm.
+
+“I think you smiled just now,” said I.
+
+“Heh! By Bacchus!” said he impudently, as who would say: “How could I
+help smiling?”
+
+“Will you tell me why you smiled?” I asked him.
+
+“Heh! By Bacchus!” said he again, and shrugged to give his insolence a
+barb.
+
+“Will you answer me?” I roared, and under my display of anger he looked
+truculent, and thus exhausted the last remnant of my patience.
+
+“Agostino!” came my mothers voice in remonstrance, and such is the power
+of habit that for a moment it controlled me and subdued my violence.
+
+Nevertheless I went on, “You smiled to see your spite succeed. You
+smiled to see that poor child driven hence by your contriving; you
+smiled to see your broken snares avenged. And you were following after
+her no doubt to tell her all this and to smile again. This is all so, it
+is not?”
+
+“Heh! By Bacchus!” said he for the third time, and at that my patience
+gave out utterly. Ere any could stop me I had seized him by throat and
+belt and shaken him savagely.
+
+“Will you answer me like a fool?” I cried. “Must you be taught sense and
+a proper respect of me?”
+
+“Agostino! Agostino!” wailed my mother. “Help, Ser Giojoso! Do you not
+see that he is mad!”
+
+I do not believe that it was in my mind to do the fellow any grievous
+hurt. But he was so ill-advised in that moment as to attempt to defend
+himself. He rashly struck at one of the arms that held him, and by the
+act drove me into a fury ungovernable.
+
+“You dog!” I snarled at him from between clenched teeth. “Would you
+raise your hand to me? Am I your lord, or am I dirt of your own kind?
+Go learn submission.” And I flung him almost headlong down the flight of
+steps.
+
+There were twelve of them and all of stone with edges still sharp enough
+though blunted here and there by time. The fool had never suspected in
+me the awful strength which until that hour I had never suspected in
+myself. Else, perhaps, there had been fewer insolent shrugs, fewer
+foolish answers, and, last of all, no attempt to defy me physically.
+
+He screamed as I flung him; my mother screamed; and Giojoso screamed.
+
+After that there was a panic-stricken silence whilst he went thudding
+and bumping to the bottom of the flight. I did not greatly care if I
+killed him. But he was fortunate enough to get no worse hurt than a
+broken leg, which should keep him out of mischief for a season and teach
+him respect for me for all time.
+
+His father scuttled down the steps to the assistance of that precious
+son, who lay moaning where he had fallen, the angle at which the half of
+one of his legs stood to the rest of it, plainly announcing the nature
+of his punishment.
+
+My mother swept me indoors, loading me with reproaches as we went. She
+dispatched some to help Giojoso, others she sent in urgent quest of Fra
+Gervasio, me she hurried along to her private dining-room. I went very
+obediently, and even a little fearfully now that my passion had fallen
+from me.
+
+There, in that cheerless room, which not even the splashes of sunlight
+falling from the high-placed windows upon the whitewashed wall could
+help to gladden, I stood a little sullenly what time she first upbraided
+me and then wept bitterly, sitting in her high-backed chair at the
+table's head.
+
+At last Gervasio came, anxious and flurried, for already he had heard
+some rumour of what had chanced. His keen eyes went from me to my mother
+and then back again to me.
+
+“What has happened?” he asked.
+
+“What has not happened?” wailed my mother. “Agostino is possessed.”
+
+He knit his brows. “Possessed?” quoth he.
+
+“Ay, possessed--possessed of devils. He has been violent. He has broken
+poor Rinolfo's leg.”
+
+“Ah!” said Gervasio, and turned to me frowning with full tutorial
+sternness. “And what have you to say, Agostino?”
+
+“Why, that I am sorry,” answered I, rebellious once more. “I had hoped
+to break his dirty neck.”
+
+“You hear him!” cried my mother. “It is the end of the world, Gervasio.
+The boy is possessed, I say.”
+
+“What was the cause of your quarrel?” quoth the friar, his manner still
+more stern.
+
+“Quarrel?” quoth I, throwing back my head and snorting audibly. “I do
+not quarrel with Rinolfos. I chastise them when they are insolent or
+displease me. This one did both.”
+
+He halted before me, erect and very stern--indeed almost threatening.
+And I began to grow afraid; for, after all, I had a kindness for
+Gervasio, and I would not willingly engage in a quarrel with him. Yet
+here I was determined to carry through this thing as I had begun it.
+
+It was my mother who saved the situation.
+
+“Alas!” she moaned, “there is wicked blood in him. He has the abominable
+pride that was the ruin and downfall of his father.”
+
+Now that was not the way to make an ally of Fra Gervasio. It did the
+very opposite. It set him instantly on my side, in antagonism to
+the abuser of my father's memory, a memory which he, poor man, still
+secretly revered.
+
+The sternness fell away from him. He looked at her and sighed. Then,
+with bowed head, and hands clasped behind him, he moved away from me a
+little.
+
+“Do not let us judge rashly,” he said. “Perhaps Agostino received some
+provocation. Let us hear...”
+
+“O, you shall hear,” she promised tearfully, exultant to prove him
+wrong. “You shall hear a yet worse abomination that was the cause of
+it.”
+
+And out she poured the story that Rinolfo and his father had run to
+tell her--of how I had shown the fellow violence in the first instance
+because he had surprised me with Luisina in my arms.
+
+The friar's face grew dark and grave as he listened. But ere she had
+quite done, unable longer to contain myself, I interrupted.
+
+“In that he lied like the muckworm that he is,” I exclaimed. “And it
+increases my regrets that I did not break his neck as I intended.”
+
+“He lied?” quoth she, her eyes wide open in amazement--not at the fact,
+but at the audacity of what she conceived my falsehood.
+
+“It is not impossible,” said Fra Gervasio. “What is your story,
+Agostino?”
+
+I told it--how the child out of a very gentle and Christian pity had
+released the poor birds that were taken in Rinolfo's limed twigs, and
+how in a fury he had made to beat her, so that she had fled to me for
+shelter and protection; and how, thereupon, I had bidden him begone out
+of that garden, and never set foot in it again.
+
+“And now,” I ended, “you know all the violence that I showed him, and
+the reason for it. If you say that I did wrong, I warn you that I shall
+not believe you.”
+
+“Indeed...” began the friar with a faint smile of friendliness. But my
+mother interrupted him, betwixt sorrow and anger.
+
+“He lies, Gervasio. He lies shamelessly. O, into what a morass of sin
+has he not fallen, and every moment he goes deeper! Have I not said that
+he is possessed? We shall need the exorcist.”
+
+“We shall indeed, madam mother, to clear your mind of foolishness,” I
+answered hotly, for it stung me to the soul to be branded thus a liar,
+to have my word discredited by that of a lout such as Rinolfo.
+
+She rose a sombre pillar of indignation. “Agostino, I am your mother,”
+ she reminded me.
+
+“Let us thank God that for that, at least, you cannot blame me,”
+ answered I, utterly reckless now.
+
+The answer crushed her back into her chair. She looked appealingly at
+Fra Gervasio, who stood glum and frowning. “Is he... is he perchance
+bewitched?” she asked the friar, quite seriously. “Do you think that any
+spells might have.”
+
+He interrupted her with a wave of the hand and an impatient snort
+
+“We are at cross purposes here,” he said. “Agostino does not lie. For
+that I will answer.”
+
+“But, Fra Gervasio, I tell you that I saw them--that I saw them with
+these two eyes--sitting together on the terrace steps, and he had his
+arm about her. Yet he denies it shamelessly to my face.”
+
+“Said I ever a word of that?” I appealed me to the friar. “Why, that was
+after Rinolfo left us. My tale never got so far. It is quite true. I did
+sit beside her. The child was troubled. I comforted her. Where was the
+harm?”
+
+“The harm?” quoth he. “And you had your arm about her--and you to be a
+priest one day?”
+
+“And why not, pray?” quoth I. “Is this some new sin that you have
+discovered--or that you have kept hidden from me until now? To
+console the afflicted is an ordination of Mother Church; to love our
+fellow-creatures an ordination of our Blessed Lord Himself. I was
+performing both. Am I to be abused for that?”
+
+He looked at me very searchingly, seeking in my countenance--as I
+now know--some trace of irony or guile. Finding none, he turned to my
+mother. He was very solemn.
+
+“Madonna,” he said quietly, “I think that Agostino is nearer to being a
+saint than either you or I will ever get.”
+
+She looked at him, first in surprise, then very sadly. Slowly she shook
+her head. “Unhappily for him there is another arbiter of saintship, Who
+sees deeper than do you, Gervasio.”
+
+He bowed his head. “Better not to look deep enough than to do as you
+seem in danger of doing, Madonna, and by looking too deep imagine things
+which do not exist.”
+
+“Ah, you will defend him against reason even,” she complained. “His
+anger exists. His thirst to kill--to stamp himself with the brand of
+Cain--exists. He confesses that himself. His insubordination to me you
+have seen for yourself; and that again is sin, for it is ordained that
+we shall honour our parents.
+
+“O!” she moaned. “My authority is all gone. He is beyond my control. He
+has shaken off the reins by which I sought to guide him.”
+
+“You had done well to have taken my advice a year ago, Madonna. Even now
+it is not too late. Let him go to Pavia, to the Sapienza, to study his
+humanities.”
+
+“Out into the world!” she cried in horror. “O, no, no! I have sheltered
+him here so carefully!”
+
+“Yet you cannot shelter him for ever,” said he. “He must go out into the
+world some day.”
+
+“He need not,” she faltered. “If the call were strong enough within him,
+a convent...” She left her sentence unfinished, and looked at me.
+
+“Go, Agostino,” she bade me. “Fra Gervasio and I must talk.”
+
+I went reluctantly, since in the matter of their talk none could have
+had a greater interest than I, seeing that my fate stood in the balance
+of it. But I went, none the less, and her last words to me as I was
+departing were an injunction that I should spend the time until I should
+take up my studies for the day with Fra Gervasio in seeking forgiveness
+for the morning's sins and grace to do better in the future.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VI. FRA GERVASIO
+
+
+I did not again see my mother that day, nor did she sup with us that
+evening. I was told by Fra Gervasio that on my account was she in
+retreat, praying for light and guidance in the thing that must be
+determined concerning me.
+
+I withdrew early to my little bedroom overlooking the gardens, a room
+that had more the air of a monastic cell than a bedchamber fitting the
+estate of the Lord of Mondolfo. The walls were whitewashed, and besides
+the crucifix that hung over my bed, their only decoration was a crude
+painting of St. Augustine disputing with the little boy on the seashore.
+
+For bed I had a plain hard pallet, and the room contained, in addition,
+a wooden chair, a stool upon which was set a steel basin with its ewer
+for my ablutions, and a cupboard for the few sombre black garments I
+possessed--for the amiable vanity of raiment usual in young men of my
+years had never yet assailed me; I had none to emulate in that respect.
+
+I got me to bed, blew out my taper, and composed myself to sleep. But
+sleep was playing truant from me. Long I lay there surveying the events
+of that day--the day in which I had embarked upon the discovery of
+myself; the most stirring day that I had yet lived; the day in which,
+although I scarcely realized it, if at all, I had at once tasted love
+and battle, the strongest meats that are in the dish of life.
+
+For some hours, I think, had I lain there, reflecting and putting
+together pieces of the riddle of existence, when my door was softly
+opened, and I started up in bed to behold Fra Gervasio bearing a taper
+which he sheltered with one hand, so that the light of it was thrown
+upwards into his pale, gaunt face.
+
+Seeing me astir he came forward and closed the door.
+
+“What is it?” I asked.
+
+“Sh!” he admonished me, a finger to his lips. He advanced to my side,
+set down the taper on the chair, and seated himself upon the edge of my
+bed.
+
+“Lie down again, my son,” he bade me. “I have something to say to you.”
+
+He paused a moment, whilst I settled down again and drew the coverlet to
+my chin not without a certain premonition of important things to come.
+
+“Madonna has decided,” he informed me then. “She fears that having once
+resisted her authority, you are now utterly beyond her control; and that
+to keep you here would be bad for yourself and for her. Therefore she
+has resolved that to-morrow you leave Mondolfo.”
+
+A faint excitement began to stir in me. To leave Mondolfo--to go
+out into that world of which I had read so much; to mingle with my
+fellow-man, with youths of my own age, perhaps with maidens like
+Luisina, to see cities and the ways of cities; here indeed was matter
+for excitement. Yet it was an excitement not altogether pleasurable;
+for with my very natural curiosity, and with my eagerness to have it
+gratified, were blended certain fears imbibed from the only quality of
+reading that had been mine.
+
+The world was an evil place in which temptations seethed, and through
+which it was difficult to come unscathed. Therefore, I feared the world
+and the adventuring beyond the shelter of the walls of the castle of
+Mondolfo; and yet I desired to judge for myself the evil of which I
+read, the evil which in moments of doubt I even permitted myself to
+question.
+
+My reasoning followed the syllogism that God being good and God having
+created the world, it was not possible that the creation should be evil.
+It was well enough to say that the devil was loose in it. But that was
+not to say that the devil had created it; and it would be necessary to
+prove this ere it could be established that it was evil in itself--as
+many theologians appeared to seek to show--and a place to be avoided.
+
+Such was the question that very frequently arose in my mind, ultimately
+to be dismissed as a lure of Satan's to imperil my poor soul. It battled
+for existence now amid my fears; and it gained some little ascendancy.
+
+“And whither am I to go?” I asked. “To Pavia, or to the University of
+Bologna?”
+
+“Had my advice been heeded,” said he, “one or the other would have been
+your goal. But your mother took counsel with Messer Arcolano.”
+
+He shrugged, and there was contempt in the lines of his mouth. He
+distrusted Arcolano, the regular cleric who was my mother's confessor
+and spiritual adviser, exerting over her a very considerable influence.
+She, herself, had admitted that it was this Arcolano who had induced
+her to that horrid traffic in my father's life and liberty which she was
+mercifully spared from putting into effect.
+
+“Messer Arcolano,” he resumed after a pause, “has a good friend in
+Piacenza, a pedagogue, a doctor of civil and canon law, a man who, he
+says, is very learned and very pious, named Astorre Fifanti. I have
+heard of this Fifanti, and I do not at all agree with Messer Arcolano. I
+have said so. But your mother...” He broke off. “It is decided that you
+go to him at once, to take up your study of the humanities under his
+tutelage, and that you abide with him until you are of an age for
+ordination, which your mother hopes will be very soon. Indeed, it is
+her wish that you should enter the subdeaconate in the autumn, and your
+novitiate next year, to fit you for the habit of St. Augustine.”
+
+He fell silent, adding no comment of any sort, as if he waited to hear
+what of my own accord I might have to urge. But my mind was incapable
+of travelling beyond the fact that I was to go out into the world
+to-morrow.
+
+The circumstance that I should become a monk was no departure from the
+idea to which I had been trained, although explicitly no more than my
+mere priesthood had been spoken of. So I lay there without thinking of
+any words in which to answer him.
+
+Gervasio considered me steadily, and sighed a little. “Agostino,” he
+said presently, “you are upon the eve of taking a great step, a step
+whose import you may never fully have considered. I have been your
+tutor, and your rearing has been my charge. That charge I have
+faithfully carried out as was ordained me, but not as I would have
+carried it out had I been free to follow my heart and my conscience in
+the matter.
+
+“The idea of your ultimate priesthood has been so fostered in your mind
+that you may well have come to believe that to be a priest is your own
+inherent desire. I would have you consider it well now that the time
+approaches for a step which is irrevocable.”
+
+His words and his manner startled me alike.
+
+“How?” I cried. “Do you say that it might be better if I did not seek
+ordination? What better can the world offer than the priesthood? Have
+you not, yourself, taught me that it is man's noblest calling?”
+
+“To be a good priest, fulfilling all the teachings of the Master,
+becoming in your turn His mouthpiece, living a life of self-abnegation,
+of self-sacrifice and purity,” he answered slowly, “that is the noblest
+thing a man can be. But to be a bad priest--there are other ways of
+being damned less hurtful to the Church.”
+
+“To be a bad priest?” quoth I. “Is it possible to be a bad priest?”
+
+“It is not only possible, my son, but in these days it is very frequent.
+Many men, Agostino, enter the Church out of motives of self-seeking.
+Through such as these Rome has come to be spoken of as the Necropolis
+of the Living. Others, Agostino--and these are men most worthy of
+pity--enter the Church because they are driven to it in youth by
+ill-advised parents. I would not have you one of these, my son.”
+
+I stared at him, my amazement ever growing. “Do you... do you think I am
+in danger of it?” I asked.
+
+“That is a question you must answer for yourself. No man can know what
+is in another's heart. I have trained you as I was bidden train you. I
+have seen you devout, increasing in piety, and yet...” He paused, and
+looked at me again. “It may be that this is no more than the fruit
+of your training; it may be that your piety and devotion are purely
+intellectual. It is very often so. Men know the precepts of religion
+as a lawyer knows the law. It no more follows out of that that they are
+religious--though they conceive that it does--than it follows that a
+lawyer is law-abiding. It is in the acts of their lives that we must
+seek their real natures, and no single act of your life, Agostino, has
+yet given sign that the call is in your heart.
+
+“To-day, for instance, at what is almost your first contact with the
+world, you indulge your human feelings to commit a violence; that you
+did not kill is as much an accident as that you broke Rinolfo's leg. I
+do not say that you did a very sinful thing. In a worldly youth of your
+years the provocation you received would have more than justified
+your action. But not in one who aims at a life of humility and
+self-forgetfulness such as the priesthood imposes.”
+
+“And yet,” said I, “I heard you tell my mother below stairs that I was
+nearer sainthood than either of you.”
+
+He smiled sadly, and shook his head. “They were rash words, Agostino. I
+mistook ignorance for purity--a common error. I have pondered it since,
+and my reflection brings me to utter what in this household amounts to
+treason.”
+
+“I do not understand,” I confessed.
+
+“My duty to your mother I have discharged more faithfully perhaps than I
+had the right to do. My duty to my God I am discharging now, although
+to you I may rather appear as an advocatus diaboli. This duty is to warn
+you; to bid you consider well the step you are to take.
+
+“Listen, Agostino. I am speaking to you out of the bitter experience of
+a very cruel life. I would not have you tread the path I have trodden.
+It seldom leads to happiness in this world or the next; it seldom leads
+anywhere but straight to Hell.”
+
+He paused, and I looked into his haggard face in utter stupefaction
+to hear such words from the lips of one whom I had ever looked upon as
+goodness incarnate.
+
+“Had I not known that some day I must speak to you as I am speaking now,
+I had long since abandoned a task which I did not consider good. But I
+feared to leave you. I feared that if I were removed my place might be
+taken by some time-server who to earn a livelihood would tutor you as
+your mother would have you tutored, and thrust you forth without warning
+upon the life to which you have been vowed.
+
+“Once, years ago, I was on the point of resisting your mother.” He
+passed a hand wearily across his brow. “It was on the night that Gino
+Falcone left us, driven forth by her because she accounted it her duty.
+Do you remember, Agostino?”
+
+“O, I remember!” I answered.
+
+“That night,” he pursued, “I was angered--righteously angered to see
+so wicked and unchristian an act performed in blasphemous
+self-righteousness. I was on the point of denouncing the deed as it
+deserved, of denouncing your mother for it to her face. And then I
+remembered you. I remembered the love I had borne your father, and my
+duty to him, to see that no such wrong was done you in the end as that
+which I feared. I reflected that if I spoke the words that were burning
+my tongue for utterance, I should go as Gino Falcone had gone.
+
+“Not that the going mattered. I could better save my soul elsewhere than
+here in this atmosphere of Christianity misunderstood; and there
+are always convents of my order to afford me shelter. But your being
+abandoned mattered; and I felt that if I went, abandoned you would be to
+the influences that drove and moulded you without consideration for
+your nature and your inborn inclinations. Therefore I remained, and left
+Falcone's cause unchampioned. Later I was to learn that he had found a
+friend, and that he was... that he was being cared for.”
+
+“By whom?” quoth I, more interested perhaps in this than in anything
+that he had yet said.
+
+“By one who was your father's friend,” he said, after a moment's
+hesitation, “a soldier of fortune by name of Galeotto--a leader of free
+lances who goes by the name of Il Gran Galeotto. But let that be. I want
+to tell you of myself, that you may judge with what authority I speak.
+
+“I was destined,” Agostino, for a soldier's life in the following of my
+valiant foster-brother, your father. Had I preserved the strength of
+my early youth, undoubtedly a soldier's harness would be strapped here
+to-day in the place of this scapulary. But it happened that an illness
+left me sickly and ailing, and unfitted me utterly for such a life.
+Similarly it unfitted me for the labour of the fields, so that I
+threatened to become a useless burden upon my parents, who were
+peasant-folk. To avoid this they determined to make a monk of me; they
+offered me to God because they found me unfitted for the service of man;
+and, poor, simple, self-deluded folk, they accounted that in doing so
+they did a good and pious thing.
+
+“I showed aptitude in learning; I became interested in the things I
+studied; I was absorbed by them in fact, and never gave a thought to the
+future; I submitted without question to the wishes of my parents, and
+before I awakened to a sense of what was done and what I was, myself, I
+was in orders.”
+
+He sank his voice impressively as he concluded--“For ten years
+thereafter, Agostino, I wore a hair-shirt day and night, and for girdle
+a knotted length of whip-cord in which were embedded thorns that stung
+and chafed me and tore my body. For ten years, then, I never knew bodily
+ease or proper rest at night. Only thus could I bring into subjection my
+rebellious flesh, and save myself from the way of ordinary men which to
+me must have been a path of sacrilege and sin. I was devout. Had I not
+been devout and strong in my devotion I could never have endured what
+I was forced to endure as the alternative to damnation, because without
+consideration for my nature I had been ordained a priest.
+
+“Consider this, Agostino; consider it well. I would not have you go that
+way, nor feel the need to drive yourself from temptation by such a spur.
+Because I know--I say it in all humility, Agostino, I hope, and thanking
+God for the exceptional grace He vouchsafed me to support me--that for
+one priest without vocation who can quench temptation by such agonizing
+means, a hundred perish, which is bad; and by the scandal of their
+example they drive many from the Church and set a weapon in the hands of
+her enemies, which is a still heavier reckoning to meet hereafter.”
+
+A spell of silence followed. I was strangely moved by his tale,
+strangely impressed by the warning that I perceived in it. And yet my
+confidence, I think, was all unshaken.
+
+And when presently he rose, took up his taper, and stood by my bedside
+to ask me once again did I believe myself to be called, I showed my
+confidence in my answer.
+
+“It is my hope and prayer that I am called, indeed,” I said. “The life
+that will best prepare me for the world to come is the life I would
+follow.”
+
+He looked at me long and sadly. “You must do as your heart bids you,” he
+sighed. “And when you have seen the world, your heart will have learnt
+to speak to you more plainly.” And upon that he left me.
+
+Next day I set out.
+
+My leave-takings were brief. My mother shed some tears and many prayers
+over me at parting. Not that she was moved to any grief at losing me.
+That were a grief I should respect and the memory of which I should
+treasure as a sacred thing. Her tears were tears of dread lest,
+surrounded by perils in the world, I should succumb and thus falsify her
+vows.
+
+She, herself, confessed it in the valedictory words she addressed to me.
+Words that left the conviction clear upon my mind that the fulfilment
+of her vow was the only thing concerning me that mattered. To the price
+that later might be paid for it I cannot think that she ever gave a
+single thought.
+
+Tears there were too in the eyes of Fra Gervasio. My mother had suffered
+me to do no more than kiss her hand--as was my custom. But the friar
+took me to his bosom, and held me tight a moment in his long arms.
+
+“Remember!” he murmured huskily and impressively. And then, putting me
+from him, “God help and guide you, my son,” were his last words.
+
+I went down the steps into the courtyard where most of the servants were
+gathered to see their lord's departure, whilst Messer Arcolano, who was
+to go with me, paused to assure my mother of the care that he would have
+of me, and to receive her final commands concerning me.
+
+Four men, mounted and armed, stood waiting to escort us, and with
+them were three mules, one for Arcolano, one for myself, and the third
+already laden with my baggage.
+
+A servant held my stirrup, and I swung myself up into the saddle, with
+which I was but indifferently acquainted. Then Arcolano mounted too,
+puffing over the effort, for he was a corpulent, rubicund man with the
+fattest hands I have ever seen.
+
+I touched my mule with the whip, and the beast began to move. Arcolano
+ambled beside me; and behind us, abreast, came the men-at-arms. Thus
+we rode down towards the gateway, and as we went the servants murmured
+their valedictory words.
+
+“A safe journey, Madonnino!”
+
+“A good return, Madonnino!”
+
+I smiled back at them, and in the eyes of more than one I detected a
+look of commiseration.
+
+Once I turned, when the end of the quadrangle was reached, and I waved
+my cap to my mother and Fra Gervasio, who stood upon the steps where I
+had left them. The friar responded by waving back to me. But my mother
+made no sign. Likely enough her eyes were upon the ground again already
+
+Her unresponsiveness almost angered me. I felt that a man had the right
+to some slight display of tenderness from the woman who had borne him.
+Her frigidity wounded me. It wounded me the more in comparison with the
+affectionate clasp of old Gervasio's arms. With a knot in my throat I
+passed from the sunlight of the courtyard into the gloom of the gateway,
+and out again beyond, upon the drawbridge. Our hooves thudded briskly
+upon the timbers, and then with a sharper note upon the cobbles beyond.
+
+I was outside the walls of the castle for the first time. Before me the
+long, rudely paved street of the borgo sloped away to the market-place
+of the town of Mondolfo. Beyond that lay the world, itself--all at my
+feet, as I imagined.
+
+The knot in my throat was dissolved. My pulses quickened with
+anticipation. I dug my heels into the mule's belly and pushed on, the
+portly cleric at my side.
+
+And thus I left my home and the gloomy, sorrowful influence of my most
+dolorous mother.
+
+
+
+
+
+
+BOOK II. GIULIANA
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER I. THE HOUSE OF ASTORRE FIFANTI. Let me not follow in too close
+detail the incidents of that journey lest I be in danger of becoming
+tedious. In themselves they contained laughable matter enough, but in
+the mere relation they may seem dull.
+
+Down the borgo, ahead of us, ran the rumour that here was the Madonnino
+of Mondolfo, and the excitement that the announcement caused was
+something at which I did not know whether to be flattered or offended.
+
+The houses gave up their inhabitants, and all stood at gaze as we
+passed, to behold for the first time this lord of theirs of whom they
+had heard Heaven knows what stories--for where there are elements of
+mystery human invention can be very active.
+
+At first so many eyes confused me; so that I kept my own steadily upon
+the glossy neck of my mule. Very soon, however, growing accustomed to
+being stared at, I lost some of my shyness, and now it was that I became
+a trouble to Messer Arcolano. For as I looked about me there were a
+hundred things to hold my attention and to call for inquiry and nearer
+inspection.
+
+We had come by this into the market-place, and it chanced that it was a
+market-day and that the square was thronged with peasants from the Val
+di Taro who had come to sell their produce and to buy their necessaries.
+
+I was for halting at each booth and inspecting the wares, and each time
+that I made as if to do so, the obsequious peasantry fell away before
+me, making way invitingly. But Messer Arcolano urged me along, saying
+that we had far to go, and that in Piacenza there were better shops and
+that I should have more time to view them.
+
+Then it was the fountain with its surmounting statues that caught my
+eye--Durfreno's arresting, vigorous group of the Laocoon--and I must
+draw rein and cry out in my amazement at so wonderful a piece of work,
+plaguing Arcolano with a score of questions concerning the identity of
+the main figure and how he came beset by so monstrous a reptile, and
+whether he had succeeded in the end in his attempt to strangle it.
+
+Arcolano, out of patience by now, answered me shortly that the reptile
+was the sculptor's pious symbolization of sin, which St. Hercules was
+overcoming.
+
+I am by no means sure that such was not indeed his own conception of the
+matter, and that there did not exist in his mind some confusion as to
+whether the pagan demigod had a place in the Calendar or not. For he was
+an uncultured, plebeian fellow, and what my mother should have found
+in him to induce her to prefer him for her confessor and spiritual
+counsellor to the learned Fra Gervasio is one more of the many mysteries
+which an attempt to understand her must ever present to me.
+
+Then there were the young peasant girls who thronged about and stood in
+groups, blushing furiously under my glance, which Arcolano vainly
+bade me lower. A score of times did it seem to me that one of these
+brown-legged, lithe, comely creatures was my little Luisina; and more
+than once I was on the point of addressing one or another, to discover
+my mistake and be admonished for my astounding frivolousness by Messer
+Arcolano.
+
+And when once or twice I returned the friendly laughter of these girls,
+whilst the grinning serving-men behind me would nudge one another and
+wink to see me--as they thought--so very far off the road to priesthood
+to which I was vowed, hot anathema poured from the fat cleric's lips,
+and he urged me roughly to go faster.
+
+His tortures ended at last when we came into the open country. We rode
+in silence for a mile or two, I being full of thought of all that I had
+seen, and infected a little by the fever of life through which I had
+just passed. At last, I remember that I turned to Arcolano, who was
+riding with the ears of his mule in line with my saddle-bow, and asked
+him to point out to me where my dominions ended.
+
+The meek question provoked an astonishingly churlish answer. I was
+shortly bidden to give my mind to other than worldly things; and with
+that he began a homily, which lasted for many a weary mile, upon the
+vanities of the world and the glories of Paradise--a homily of the very
+tritest, upon subjects whereupon I, myself, could have dilated to better
+purpose than could His Ignorance.
+
+The distance from Mondolfo to Piacenza is a good eight leagues, and
+though we had set out very early, it was past noon before we caught our
+first glimpse of the city by the Po, lying low as it does in the vast
+Aemilian plain, and Arcolano set himself to name to me this church and
+that whose spires stood out against the cobalt background of the sky.
+
+An hour or so after our first glimpse of the city, our weary beasts
+brought us up to the Gate of San Lazzaro. But we did not enter, as I
+had hoped. Messer Arcolano had had enough of me and my questions at
+Mondolfo, and he was not minded to expose himself to worse behaviour on
+my part in the more interesting thoroughfares of this great city.
+
+So we passed it by, and rode under the very walls by way of an avenue
+of flowering chestnuts, round to the northern side, until we emerged
+suddenly upon the sands of Po, and I had my first view at close quarters
+of that mighty river flowing gently about the islands, all thick with
+willows, that seemed to float upon its gleaming waters.
+
+Fishermen were at work in a boat out in mid-stream, heaving their nets
+to the sound of the oddest cantilena, and I was all for pausing there
+to watch their operations. But Arcolano urged me onward with that
+impatience of his which took no account of my very natural curiosity.
+Presently I drew rein again with exclamations of delight and surprise to
+see the wonderful bridge of boats that spanned the river a little higher
+up.
+
+But we had reached our destination. Arcolano called a halt at the gates
+of a villa that stood a little way back from the road on slightly rising
+ground near the Fodesta Gate. He bade one of the grooms get down and
+open, and presently we ambled up a short avenue between tall banks of
+laurel, to the steps of the villa itself.
+
+It was a house of fair proportions, though to me at the time, accustomed
+to the vast spaces of Mondolfo, it seemed the merest hut. It was painted
+white, and it had green Venetian shutters which gave it a cool and
+pleasant air; and through one of the open windows floated a sound of
+merry voices, in which a woman's laugh was predominant.
+
+The double doors stood open and through these there emerged a moment
+after our halting a tall, thin man whose restless eyes surveyed us
+swiftly, whose thin-lipped mouth smiled a greeting to Messer Arcolano
+in the pause he made before hurrying down the steps with a slip-slop of
+ill-fitting shoes.
+
+This was Messer Astorre Fifanti, the pedant under whom I was to study,
+and with whom I was to take up my residence for some months to come.
+
+Seeing in him one who was to be set in authority over me, I surveyed him
+with the profoundest interest, and from that instant I disliked him.
+
+He was, as I have said, a tall, thin man; and he had long hands
+that were very big and bony in the knuckles. Indeed they looked like
+monstrous skeleton hands with a glove of skin stretched over them. He
+was quite bald, save for a curly grizzled fringe that surrounded the
+back of his head, on a level with his enormous ears, and his forehead
+ran up to the summit of his egg-shaped head. His nose was pendulous and
+his eyes were closely set, with too crafty a look for honesty. He wore
+no beard, and his leathery cheeks were blue from the razor. His age
+may have been fifty; his air was mean and sycophantic. Finally he was
+dressed in a black gaberdine that descended to his knees, and he ended
+in a pair of the leanest shanks and largest feet conceivable.
+
+To greet us he fawned and washed his bony hands in the air.
+
+“You have made a safe journey, then,” he purred. “Benedicamus Dominum!”
+
+“Deo gratias!” rumbled the fat priest, as he heaved his rotundity from
+the saddle with the assistance of one of the grooms.
+
+They shook hands, and Fifanti turned to survey me for the second time.
+
+“And this is my noble charge!” said he. “Salve! Be welcome to my house,
+Messer Agostino.”
+
+I got to earth, accepted his proffered hand, and thanked him.
+
+Meanwhile the grooms were unpacking my baggage, and from the house came
+hurrying an elderly servant to receive it and convey it within doors.
+
+I stood there a little awkwardly, shifting from leg to leg, what time
+Doctor Fifanti pressed Arcolano to come within and rest; he spoke, too,
+of some Vesuvian wine that had been sent him from the South and upon
+which he desired the priest's rare judgment.
+
+Arcolano hesitated, and his gluttonous mouth quivered and twitched. But
+he excused himself in the end. He must on. He had business to discharge
+in the town, and he must return at once and render an account of our
+safe journey to the Countess at Mondolfo. If he tarried now it would
+grow late ere he reached Mondolfo, and late travelling pleased him not
+at all. As it was his bones would be weary and his flesh tender from so
+much riding; but he would offer it up to Heaven for his sins.
+
+And when the too-amiable Fifanti had protested how little there could
+be the need in the case of one so saintly as Messer Arcolano, the
+priest made his farewells. He gave me his blessing and enjoined upon me
+obedience to one who stood to me in loco parentis, heaved himself back
+on to his mule, and departed with the grooms at his heels.
+
+Then Doctor Fifanti set a bony hand upon my shoulder, and opined that
+after my journey I must be in need of refreshment; and with that he led
+me within doors, assuring me that in his house the needs of the body
+were as closely cared for as the needs of the mind.
+
+“For an empty belly,” he ended with his odious, sycophantic geniality,
+“makes an empty heart and an empty head.”
+
+We passed through a hall that was prettily paved in mosaics, into a
+chamber of good proportions, which seemed gay to me after the gloom by
+which I had been surrounded.
+
+The ceiling was painted blue and flecked with golden stars, whilst the
+walls were hung with deep blue tapestries on which was figured in grey
+and brownish red a scene which, I was subsequently to learn, represented
+the metamorphosis of Actaeon. At the moment I did not look too closely.
+The figures of Diana in her bath with her plump attendant nymphs caused
+me quickly to withdraw my bashful eyes.
+
+A good-sized table stood in the middle of the floor, bearing, upon a
+broad strip of embroidered white napery, sparkling crystal and silver,
+vessels of wine and platters of early fruits. About it sat a very noble
+company of some half-dozen men and two very resplendent women. One of
+these was slight and little, very dark and vivacious with eyes full of
+a malicious humour. The other, of very noble proportions, of a fine,
+willowy height, with coiled ropes of hair of a colour such as I had
+never dreamed could be found upon human being. It was ruddy and glowed
+like metal. Her face and neck--and of the latter there was a very
+considerable display--were of the warm pale tint of old ivory. She had
+large, low-lidded eyes, which lent her face a languid air. Her brow was
+low and broad, and her lips of a most startling red against the pallor
+of the rest.
+
+She rose instantly upon my entrance, and came towards me with a slow
+smile, holding out her hand, and murmuring words of most courteous
+welcome.
+
+“This, Ser Agostino,” said Fifanti, “is my wife.”
+
+Had he announced her to be his daughter it would have been more credible
+on the score of their respective years, though equally incredible on the
+score of their respective personalities.
+
+I gaped foolishly in my amazement, a little dazzled, too, by the
+effulgence of her eyes, which were now raised to the level of my own. I
+lowered my glance abashed, and answered her as courteously as I could.
+Then she led me to the table, and presented me to the company, naming
+each to me.
+
+The first was a slim and very dainty young gentleman in a scarlet
+walking-suit, over which he wore a long scarlet mantle. A gold cross was
+suspended from his neck by a massive chain of gold. He was delicately
+featured, with a little pointed beard, tiny mustachios, and long, fair
+hair that fell in waves about his effeminate face. He had the whitest
+of hands, very delicately veined in blue, and it was--as I soon
+observed--his habit to carry them raised, so that the blood might not
+flow into them to coarsen their beauty. Attached to his left wrist by a
+fine chain was a gold pomander-ball of the size of a small apple, very
+beautifully chiselled. Upon one of his fingers he wore the enormous
+sapphire ring of his rank.
+
+That he was a prince of the Church I saw for myself; but I was far from
+being prepared for the revelation of his true eminence--never dreaming
+that a man of the humble position of Doctor Fifanti would entertain a
+guest so exalted.
+
+He was no less a person than the Lord Egidio Oberto Gambara, Cardinal of
+Brescia, Governor of Piacenza and Papal Legate to Cisalpine Gaul.
+
+The revelation of the identity of this elegant, effeminate, perfumed
+personage was a shock to me; for it was not thus by much that I had
+pictured the representative of our Holy Father the Pope.
+
+He smiled upon me amiably and something wearily, the satiate smile of
+the man of the world, and he languidly held out to me the hand bearing
+his ring. I knelt to kiss it, overawed by his ecclesiastical rank,
+however little awed by the man within it.
+
+As I rose again he looked up at me considering my inches.
+
+“Why,” said he, “here is a fine soldier lost to glory.” And as he spoke,
+he half turned to a young man who sat beside him, a man at whom I was
+eager to take a fuller look, for his face was most strangely familiar to
+me.
+
+He was tall and graceful, very beautifully dressed in purple and gold,
+and his blue-black hair was held in a net or coif of finest gold thread.
+His garments clung as tightly and smoothly as if he had been kneaded
+into them--as, indeed, he had. But it was his face that held my eyes. It
+was a sun-tanned, shaven hawk-face with black level brows, black eyes,
+and a strong jaw, handsome save for something displeasing in the lines
+of the mouth, something sardonic, proud, and contemptuous.
+
+The Cardinal addressed him. “You breed fine fellows in your family,
+Cosimo,” were the words with which he startled me, and then I knew where
+I had seen that face before. In my mirror.
+
+He was as like me--save that he was blacker and not so tall--as if he
+had been own brother to me instead of merely cousin as I knew at once
+he was. For he must be that guelphic Anguissola renegade who served
+the Pope and was high in favour with Farnese, and Captain of Justice in
+Piacenza. In age he may have been some seven or eight years older than
+myself.
+
+I stared at him now with interest, and I found attractions in him, the
+chief of which was his likeness to my father. So must my father have
+looked when he was this fellow's age. He returned my glance with a smile
+that did not improve his countenance, so contemptuously languid was it,
+so very supercilious.
+
+“You may stare, cousin,” said he, “for I think I do you the honour to be
+something like you.”
+
+“You will find him,” lisped the Cardinal to me, “the most
+self-complacent dog in Italy. When he sees in you a likeness to himself
+he flatters himself grossly, which, as you know him better, you will
+discover to be his inveterate habit. He is his own most assiduous
+courtier.” And my Lord Gambara sank back into his chair, languishing,
+the pomander to his nostrils.
+
+All laughed, and Messer Cosimo with them, still considering me.
+
+But Messer Fifanti's wife had yet to make me known to three others who
+sat there, beside the little sloe-eyed lady. This last was a cousin of
+her own--Donna Leocadia degli Allogati, whom I saw now for the first and
+last time.
+
+The three remaining men of the company are of little interest save one,
+whose name was to be well known--nay, was well known already, though not
+to one who had lived in such seclusion as mine.
+
+This was that fine poet Annibale Caro, whom I have heard judged to be
+all but the equal of the great Petrarca himself. A man who had less the
+air of a poet it would not be easy to conceive. He was of middle height
+and of a habit of body inclining to portliness, and his age may have
+been forty. His face was bearded, ruddy, and small-featured, and there
+was about him an air of smug prosperity; he was dressed with care, but
+he had none of the splendour of the Cardinal or my cousin. Let me add
+that he was secretary to the Duke Pier Luigi Farnese, and that he was
+here in Piacenza on a mission to the Governor in which his master's
+interests were concerned.
+
+The other two who completed that company are of no account, and indeed
+their names escape me, though I seem to remember that one was named
+Pacini and that he was said to be a philosopher of considerable parts.
+
+Bidden to table by Messer Fifanti, I took the chair he offered me beside
+his lady, and presently came the old servant whom already I had seen,
+bearing meat for me. I was hungry, and I fell to with zest, what time
+a pleasant ripple of talk ran round the board. Facing me sat my cousin,
+and I never observed until my hunger was become less clamorous with what
+an insistence he regarded me. At last, however, our eyes met across the
+board. He smiled that crooked, somewhat unpleasant smile of his.
+
+“And so, Ser Agostino, they are to make a priest of you?” said he.
+
+“God pleasing,” I answered soberly, and perhaps shortly.
+
+“And if his brains at all resemble his body,” lisped the
+Cardinal-legate, “you may live to see an Anguissola Pope, my Cosimo.”
+
+My stare must have betrayed my amazement at such words. “Not so,
+magnificent,” I made answer. “I am destined for the life monastic.”
+
+“Monastic!” quoth he, in a sort of horror, and looking as if a bad smell
+had suddenly been thrust under his nose. He shrugged and pouted and
+had fresh recourse to his pomander. “O, well! Friars have become popes
+before to-day.”
+
+“I am to enter the hermit order of St. Augustine,” I again corrected.
+
+“Ah!” said Caro, in his big, full voice. “He aspires not to Rome but to
+Heaven, my lord.”
+
+“Then what the devil does he in your house, Fifanti?” quoth the
+Cardinal. “Are you to teach him sanctity?”
+
+And the table shook with laughter at a jest I did not understand any
+more than I understood my Lord Cardinal.
+
+Messer Fifanti, sitting at the table-head, shot me a glance of anxious
+inquiry; he smiled foolishly, and washed his hands in the air again, his
+mind fumbling for an answer that should turn aside that barbed jest. But
+he was forestalled by my cousin Cosimo.
+
+“The teaching might come more aptly from Monna Giuliana,” said he, and
+smiled very boldly across at Fifanti's lady who sat beside me, whilst a
+frown grew upon the prodigious brow of the pedant.
+
+“Indeed, indeed,” the Cardinal murmured, considering her through
+half-closed eyes, “there is no man but may enter Paradise at her
+bidding.” And he sighed furiously, whilst she chid him for his boldness;
+and for all that much of what they said was in a language that might
+have been unknown to me, yet was I lost in amazement to see a prelate
+made so free with. She turned to me, and the glory of her eyes fell
+about my soul like an effulgence.
+
+“Do not heed them, Ser Agostino. They are profane and wicked men,”
+ she said, “and if you aspire to holiness, the less you see of them the
+better will it be for you.”
+
+I did not doubt it, yet I dared not make so bold as to confess it, and I
+wondered why they should laugh to hear her earnest censure of them.
+
+“It is a thorny path, this path of holiness,” said the Cardinal sighing.
+
+“Your excellency has been told so, we assume,” quoth Caro, who had a
+very bitter tongue for one who looked so well-nourished and contented.
+
+“I might have found it so for myself but that my lot has been cast among
+sinners,” answered the Cardinal, comprehending the company in his glance
+and gesture. “As it is, I do what I can to mend their lot.”
+
+“Now here is gallantry of a different sort!” cried the little Leocadia
+with a giggle.
+
+“O, as to that,” quoth Cosimo, showing his fine teeth in a smile, “there
+is a proverb as to the gallantry of priests. It is like the love of
+women, which again is like water in a basket--as soon in as out.” And
+his eyes hung upon Giuliana.
+
+“When you are the basket, sir captain, shall anyone blame the women?”
+ she countered with her lazy insolence.
+
+“Body of God!” cried the Cardinal, and laughed wholeheartedly, whilst
+my cousin scowled. “There you have the truth, Cosimo, and the truth is
+better than proverbs.”
+
+“It is unlucky to speak of the dead at table,” put in Caro.
+
+“And who spoke of the dead, Messer Annibale?” quoth Leocadia.
+
+“Did not my Lord Cardinal mention Truth?” answered the brutal poet.
+
+“You are a derider--a gross sinner,” said the Cardinal languidly. “Stick
+to your verses, man, and leave Truth alone.”
+
+“Agreed--if your excellency will stick to Truth and quit writing verses.
+I offer the compact in the interest of humanity, which will be the
+gainer.”
+
+The company shook with laughter at this direct and offensive hit. But my
+Lord Gambara seemed nowise incensed. Indeed, I was beginning to conclude
+that the man had a sweetness and tolerance of nature that bordered on
+the saintly.
+
+He sipped his wine thoughtfully, and held it up to the light so that the
+deep ruby of it sparkled in the Venetian crystal.
+
+“You remind me that I have written a new song,” said he.
+
+“Then have I sinned indeed,” groaned Caro.
+
+But Gambara, disregarding the interruption, his glass still raised, his
+mild eyes upon the wine, began to recite:
+
+ “Bacchus saepe visitans
+ Mulierum genus
+ Facit eas subditas
+ Tibi, O tu Venus!”
+
+Without completely understanding it, yet scandalized beyond measure at
+as much as I understood, to hear such sentiments upon his priestly lips,
+I stared at him in candid horror.
+
+But he got no farther. Caro smote the table with his fist.
+
+“When wrote you that, my lord?” he cried.
+
+“When?” quoth the Cardinal, frowning at the interruption. “Why,
+yestereve.”
+
+“Ha!” It was something between a bark and a laugh from Messer Caro. “In
+that case, my lord, memory usurped the place of invention. That song was
+sung at Pavia when I was a student--which is more years ago than I care
+to think of.”
+
+The Cardinal smiled upon him, unabashed. “And what then, pray? Can we
+avoid these things? Why, the very Virgil whom you plagiarize so freely
+was himself a plagiarist.”
+
+Now this, as you may well conceive, provoked a discussion about the
+board, in which all joined, not excepting Fifanti's lady and Donna
+Leocadia.
+
+I listened in some amazement and deep interest to matters that were
+entirely strange to me, to the arguing of mysteries which seemed to
+me--even from what I heard of them--to be strangely attractive.
+
+Anon Fifanti joined in the discussion, and I observed how as soon as he
+began to speak they all fell silent, all listened to him as to a master,
+what time he delivered himself of his opinions and criticisms of this
+Virgil, with a force, a lucidity and an eloquence that revealed his
+learning even to one so ignorant as myself.
+
+He was listened to with deference by all, if we except perhaps my Lord
+Gambara, who had no respect for anything and who preferred to whisper
+to Leocadia under cover of his hand, ogling her what time she simpered.
+Once or twice Monna Giuliana flashed him an unfriendly glance, and this
+I accounted natural, deeming that she resented this lack of attention to
+the erudite dissertation of her husband.
+
+But as for the others, they were attentive, as I have said, and even
+Messer Caro, who at the time--as I gathered then--was engaged upon
+a translation of Virgil into Tuscan, and who, therefore, might be
+accounted something of an authority, held his peace and listened what
+time the doctor reasoned and discoursed.
+
+Fifanti's mean, sycophantic air fell away from him as by magic. Warmed
+by his subject and his enthusiasm he seemed suddenly ennobled, and I
+found him less antipathic; indeed, I began to see something admirable in
+the man, some of that divine quality that only deep culture and learning
+can impart.
+
+I conceived that now, at last, I held the explanation of how it came to
+pass that so distinguished a company frequented his house and gathered
+on such familiar terms about his board.
+
+And I began to be less amazed at the circumstance that he should possess
+for wife so beautiful and superb a creature as Madonna Giuliana. I
+thought that I obtained glimpses of the charm which that elderly man
+might be able to exert upon a fine and cultured young nature with
+aspirations for things above the commonplace.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER II. HUMANITIES
+
+
+As the days passed and swelled into weeks, and these, in their turn,
+accumulated into months, I grew rapidly learned in worldly matters at
+Doctor Fifanti's house.
+
+The curriculum I now pursued was so vastly different from that which my
+mother had bidden Fra Gervasio to set me, and my acquaintance with the
+profane writers advanced so swiftly once it was engaged upon, that I
+acquired knowledge as a weed grows.
+
+Fifanti flung into strange passions when he discovered the extent of my
+ignorance and the amazing circumstance that whilst Fra Gervasio had made
+of me a fluent Latin scholar, he had kept me in utter ignorance of the
+classic writers, and almost in as great an ignorance of history itself.
+This the pedant set himself at once to redress, and amongst the earliest
+works he gave me as preparation were Latin translations of Thucydides
+and Herodotus which I devoured--especially the glowing pages of the
+latter--at a speed that alarmed my tutor.
+
+But mere studiousness was not my spur, as he imagined. I was enthralled
+by the novelty of the matters that I read, so different from all those
+with which I had been allowed to become acquainted hitherto.
+
+There followed Tacitus, and after him Cicero and Livy, which latter two
+I found less arresting; then came Lucretius, and his De Rerum Naturae
+proved a succulent dish to my inquisitive appetite.
+
+But the cream and glory of the ancient writers I had yet to taste. My
+first acquaintance with the poets came from the translation of Virgil
+upon which Messer Caro was at the time engaged. He had definitely taken
+up his residence in Piacenza, whither it was said that Farnese, his
+master, who was to be made our Duke, would shortly come. And in the
+interval of labouring for Farnese, as Caro was doing, he would toil at
+his translation, and from time to time he would bring sheaves of his
+manuscript to the doctor's house, to read what he had accomplished.
+
+He came, I remember, one languid afternoon in August, when I had been
+with Messer Fifanti for close upon three months, during which time my
+mind had gradually, yet swiftly, been opening out like a bud under the
+sunlight of much new learning. We sat in the fine garden behind the
+house, on the lawn, in the shade of mulberry trees laden with yellow
+translucent fruit, by a pond that was all afloat with water-lilies.
+
+There was a crescent-shaped seat of hewn marble, over which Messer
+Gambara, who was with us, had thrown his scarlet cardinal's cloak, the
+day being oppressively hot. He was as usual in plain, walking clothes,
+and save for the ring on his finger and the cross on his breast, you
+had never conceived him an ecclesiastic. He sat near his cloak, upon
+the marble seat, and beside him sat Monna Giuliana, who was all in white
+save for the gold girdle at her waist.
+
+Caro, himself, stood to read, his bulky manuscript in his hands. Against
+the sundial, facing the poet, leaned the tall figure of Messer Fifanti,
+his bald head uncovered and shining humidly, his eyes ever and anon
+stealing a look at his splendid wife where she sat so demurely at the
+prelate's side.
+
+Myself, I lay on the grass near the pond, my hand trailing in the cool
+water, and at first I was not greatly interested. The heat of the day
+and the circumstance that we had dined, when played upon by the poet's
+booming and somewhat monotonous voice, had a lulling effect from which
+I was in danger of falling asleep. But anon, as the narrative warmed
+and quickened, the danger was well overpast. I was very wide-awake, my
+pulses throbbing, my imagination all on fire. I sat up and listened
+with an enthralled attention, unconscious of everything and everybody,
+unconscious even of the very voice of the reader, intent only upon the
+amazing, tragic matter that he read.
+
+For it happened that this was the Fourth Book of the Aeneid, and the
+most lamentable, heartrending story of Dido's love for Aeneas, of his
+desertion of her, of her grief and death upon the funeral pyre.
+
+It held me spellbound. It was more real then anything that I had ever
+read or heard; and the fate of Dido moved me as if I had known and loved
+her; so that long ere Messer Caro came to an end I was weeping freely in
+a most exquisite misery.
+
+Thereafter I was as one who has tasted strong wine and finds his thirst
+fired by it. Within a week I had read the Aeneid through, and was
+reading it a second time. Then came the Comedies of Terence, the
+Metamorphoses of Ovid, Martial, and the Satires of Juvenal. And
+with those my transformation was complete. No longer could I find
+satisfaction in the writings of the fathers of the church, or in
+contemplating the lives of the saints, after the pageantries which the
+eyes of my soul had looked upon in the profane authors.
+
+What instructions my mother supposed Fifanti to have received concerning
+me from Arcolano, I cannot think. But certain it is that she could never
+have dreamed under what influences I was so soon to come, no more than
+she could conceive what havoc they played with all that hitherto I had
+learnt and with the resolutions that I had formed--and that she had
+formed for me--concerning the future.
+
+All this reading perturbed me very oddly, as one is perturbed who having
+long dwelt in darkness is suddenly brought into the sunlight and dazzled
+by it, so that, grown conscious of his sight, he is more effectively
+blinded than he was before. For the process that should have been a
+gradual one from tender years was carried through in what amounted to
+little more than a few weeks.
+
+My Lord Gambara took an odd interest in me. He was something of
+a philosopher in his trivial way; something of a student of his
+fellow-man; and he looked upon me as an odd human growth that was being
+subjected to an unusual experiment. I think he took a certain delight in
+helping that experiment forward; and certain it is that he had more to
+do with the debauching of my mind than any other, or than any reading
+that I did.
+
+It was not that he told me more than elsewhere I could have learnt; it
+was the cynical manner in which he conveyed his information. He had a
+way of telling me of monstrous things as if they were purely normal and
+natural to a properly focussed eye, and as if any monstrousness they
+might present to me were due to some distortion imparted to them solely
+by the imperfection of my intellectual vision.
+
+Thus it was from him that I learnt certain unsuspected things concerning
+Pier Luigi Farnese, who, it was said, was coming to be our Duke, and on
+whose behalf the Emperor was being importuned to invest him in the Duchy
+of Parma and Piacenza.
+
+One day as we walked together in the garden--my Lord Gambara and I--I
+asked him plainly what was Messer Farnese's claim.
+
+“His claim?” quoth he, checking, to give me a long, cool stare. He
+laughed shortly and resumed his pacing, I keeping step with him. “Why,
+is he not the Pope's son, and is not that claim enough?”
+
+“The Pope's son!” I exclaimed. “But how is it possible that the Holy
+Father should have a son?”
+
+“How is it possible?” he echoed mockingly. “Why, I will tell you, sir.
+When our present Holy Father went as Cardinal-legate to the Mark of
+Ancona, he met there a certain lady whose name was Lola, who pleased
+him, and who was pleased with him. Alessandro Farnese was a handsome
+man, Ser Agostino. She bore him three children, of whom one is dead,
+another is Madonna Costanza, who is wed to Sforza of Santafiora, and the
+third--who really happens to have been the first-born--is Messer Pier
+Luigi, present Duke of Castro and future Duke of Piacenza.”
+
+It was some time ere I could speak.
+
+“But his vows, then?” I exclaimed at last.
+
+“Ah! His vows!” said the Cardinal-legate. “True, there were his vows.
+I had forgotten that. No doubt he did the same.” And he smiled
+sardonically, sniffing at his pomander-ball.
+
+From that beginning in a fresh branch of knowledge much followed
+quickly. Under my questionings, Messer Gambara very readily made me
+acquainted through his unsparing eyes with that cesspool that was known
+as the Roman Curia. And my horror, my disillusionment increased at every
+word he said.
+
+I learnt from him that Pope Paul III was no exception to the rule, no
+such scandal as I had imagined; that his own elevation to the purple was
+due in origin to the favour which his sister, the beautiful Giulia, had
+found in the eyes of the Borgia Pope, some fifty years ago. Through him
+I came to know the Sacred College as it really was; not the very home
+and fount of Christianity, as I had deemed it, controlled and guided
+by men of a sublime saintliness of ways, but a gathering of ambitious
+worldlings, who had become so brazen in their greed of temporal power
+that they did not even trouble to cloak the sin and evil in which they
+lived; men in whom the spirit that had actuated those saints the study
+of whose lives had been my early delight, lived no more than it might
+live in the bosom of a harlot.
+
+I said so to him one day in a wild, furious access of boldness, in one
+of those passionate outbursts that are begotten of illusions blighted.
+
+He heard me through quite calmly, without the least trace of anger,
+smiling ever his quiet mocking smile, and plucking at his little, auburn
+beard.
+
+“You are wrong, I think,” he said. “Say that the Church has fallen
+a prey to self-seekers who have entered it under the cloak of the
+priesthood. What then? In their hands the Church has been enriched. She
+has gained power, which she must retain. And that is to the Church's
+good.”
+
+“And what of the scandal of it?” I stormed.
+
+“O, as to that--why, boy, have you never read Boccaccio?”
+
+“Never,” said I.
+
+“Read him, then,” he urged me. “He will teach you much that you need
+to know. And read in particular the story of Abraam, the Jew, who upon
+visiting Rome was so scandalized by the licence and luxury of the
+clergy that he straightway had himself baptized and became a Christian,
+accounting that a religion that could survive such wiles of Satan to
+destroy it must indeed be the true religion, divinely inspired.” He
+laughed his little cynical laugh to see my confusion increased by that
+bitter paradox.
+
+It is little wonder that I was all bewildered, that I was like some poor
+mariner upon unknown waters, without stars or compass.
+
+Thus that summer ebbed slowly, and the time of my projected minor
+ordination approached. Messer Gambara's visits to Fifanti's grew more
+and more frequent, until they became a daily occurrence; and now my
+cousin Cosimo came oftener too. But it was their custom to come in the
+forenoon, when I was at work with Fifanti. And often I observed the
+doctor to be oddly preoccupied, and to spend much time in creeping to
+the window that was all wreathed in clematis, and in peeping through
+that purple-decked green curtain into the garden where his excellency
+and Cosimo walked with Monna Giuliana.
+
+When both visitors were there his anxiety seemed less. But if only
+one were present he would give himself no peace. And once when Messer
+Gambara and she went together within doors, he abruptly interrupted my
+studies, saying that it was enough for that day; and he went below to
+join them.
+
+Half a year earlier I should have had no solution for his strange
+behaviour. But I had learnt enough of the world by now to perceive what
+maggot was stirring in that egg-shaped head. Yet I blushed for him, and
+for his foul and unworthy suspicions. As soon would I have suspected the
+painted Madonna from the brush of Raffaele Santi that I had seen over
+the high altar of the Church of San Sisto, as suspect the beautiful
+and noble-souled Giuliana of giving that old pedant cause for his
+uneasiness. Still, I conceived that this was the penalty that such a
+withered growth of humanity must pay for having presumed to marry a
+young wife.
+
+We were much together in those days, Monna Giuliana and I. Our intimacy
+had grown over a little incident that it were well I should mention.
+
+A young painter, Gianantonio Regillo, better known to the world as Il
+Pordenone, had come to Piacenza that summer to decorate the Church
+of Santa Maria della Campagna. He came furnished with letters to the
+Governor, and Gambara had brought him to Fifanti's villa. From Monna
+Giuliana the young painter heard the curious story of my having been
+vowed prenatally to the cloister by my mother, learnt her name and mine,
+and the hope that was entertained that I should walk in the ways of St.
+Augustine after whom I had been christened.
+
+It happened that he was about to paint a picture of St. Augustine, as a
+fresco for the chapel of the Magi of the church I have named. And having
+seen me and heard that story of mine, he conceived the curious notion
+of using me as the model for the figure of the saint. I consented, and
+daily for a week he came to us in the afternoons to paint; and all the
+time Monna Giuliana would be with us, deeply interested in his work.
+
+That picture he eventually transferred to his fresco, and there--O
+bitter irony!--you may see me to this day, as the saint in whose ways it
+was desired that I should follow.
+
+Monna Giuliana and I would linger together in talk after the painter had
+gone; and this would be at about the time that I had my first lessons
+of Curial life from my Lord Gambara. You will remember that he mentioned
+Boccaccio to me, and I chanced to ask her was there in the library a
+copy of that author's tales.
+
+“Has that wicked priest bidden you to read them?” she inquired, 'twixt
+seriousness and mockery, her dark eyes upon me in one of those glances
+that never left me easy.
+
+I told her what had passed; and with a sigh and a comment that I would
+get an indigestion from so much mental nourishment as I was consuming,
+she led me to the little library to find the book.
+
+Messer Fifanti's was a very choice collection of works, and every one
+in manuscript; for the doctor was something of an idealist, and greatly
+averse to the printing-press and the wide dissemination of books to
+which it led. Out of his opposition to the machine grew a dislike to
+its productions, which he denounced as vulgar; and not even their
+comparative cheapness and the fact that, when all was said, he was a man
+of limited means, would induce him to harbour a single volume that was
+so produced.
+
+Along the shelves she sought, and finally drew down four heavy tomes.
+Turning the pages of the first, she found there, with a readiness that
+argued a good acquaintance with the work, the story of Abraam the Jew,
+which I desired to read as it had been set down. She bade me read it
+aloud, which I did, she seated in the window, listening to me.
+
+At first I read with some constraint and shyness, but presently warming
+to my task and growing interested, I became animated and vivacious in my
+manner, so that when I ceased I saw her sitting there, her hands clasped
+about one knee, her eyes upon my face, her lips parted a little, the
+very picture of interest.
+
+And with that it happened that we established a custom, and very often,
+almost daily, after dinner, we would repair together to the library, and
+I--who hitherto had no acquaintance with any save Latin works--began to
+make and soon to widen my knowledge of our Tuscan writers. We varied our
+reading. We dipped into our poets. Dante we read, and Petrarca, and both
+we loved, though better than the works of either--and this for the sake
+of the swift movement and action that is in his narrative, though his
+melodies, I realized, were not so pure--the Orlando of Ariosto.
+
+Sometimes we would be joined by Fifanti himself; but he never stayed
+very long. He had an old-fashioned contempt for writings in what he
+called the “dialettale,” and he loved the solemn injuvenations of
+the Latin tongue. Soon, as he listened, he would begin to yawn, and
+presently grunt and rise and depart, flinging a contemptuous word at
+the matter of my reading, and telling me at times that I might find more
+profitable amusement.
+
+But I persisted in it, guided ever by Fifanti's lady. And whatever
+we read by way of divergence, ever and anon we would come back to the
+stilted, lucid, vivid pages of Boccaccio.
+
+One day I chanced upon the tragical story of “Isabetta and the Pot of
+Basil,” and whilst I read I was conscious that she had moved from where
+she had been sitting and had come to stand behind my chair. And when I
+reached the point at which the heart-broken Isabetta takes the head of
+her murdered lover to her room, a tear fell suddenly upon my hand.
+
+I stopped, and looked up at Giuliana. She smiled at me through unshed
+tears that magnified her matchless eyes.
+
+“I will read no more,” I said. “It is too sad.”
+
+“Ah, no!” she begged. “Read on, Agostino! I love its sadness.”
+
+So I read on to the story's cruel end, and when it was done I sat quite
+still, myself a little moved by the tragedy of it, whilst Giuliana
+continued to lean against my chair. I was moved, too, in another way;
+curiously and unaccountably; and I could scarcely have defined what it
+was that moved me.
+
+I sought to break the spell of it, and turned the pages. “Let me read
+something else,” said I. “Something more gay, to dispel the sadness of
+this.”
+
+But her hand fell suddenly upon mine, enclasping and holding it. “Ah,
+no!” she begged me gently. “Give me the book. Let us read no more
+to-day.”
+
+I was trembling under her touch--trembling, my every nerve a-quiver and
+my breath shortened--and suddenly there flashed through my mind a line
+of Dante's in the story of Paolo and Francesca:
+
+ “Quel giorno piu non vi leggemo avanti.”
+
+Giuliana's words: “Let us read no more to-day”--had seemed an echo of
+that line, and the echo made me of a sudden conscious of an unsuspected
+parallel. All at once our position seemed to me strangely similar to
+that of the ill-starred lovers of Rimini.
+
+But the next moment I was sane again. She had withdrawn her hand, and
+had taken the volume to restore it to its shelf.
+
+Ah, no! At Rimini there had been two fools. Here there was but one. Let
+me make an end of him by persuading him of his folly.
+
+Yet Giuliana did nothing to assist me in that task. She returned from
+the book-shelf, and in passing lightly swept her fingers over my hair.
+
+“Come, Agostino; let us walk in the garden,” said she.
+
+We went, my mood now overpast. I was as sober and self-contained as
+was my habit. And soon thereafter came my Lord Gambara--a rare thing to
+happen in the afternoon.
+
+Awhile the three of us were together in the garden, talking of trivial
+matters. Then she fell to wrangling with him concerning something that
+Caro had written and of which she had the manuscript. In the end she
+begged me would I go seek the writing in her chamber. I went, and hunted
+where she had bidden me and elsewhere, and spent a good ten minutes
+vainly in the task. Chagrined that I could not discover the thing, I
+went into the library, thinking that it might be there.
+
+Doctor Fifanti was writing busily at the table when I intruded. He
+looked up, thrusting his horn-rimmed spectacles high upon his peaked
+forehead.
+
+“What the devil!” quoth he very testily. “I thought you were in the
+garden with Madonna Giuliana.”
+
+“My Lord Gambara is there,” said I.
+
+He crimsoned and banged the table with his bony hand. “Do I not know
+that?” he roared, though I could see no reason for all this heat. “And
+why are you not with them?”
+
+You are not to suppose that I was still the meek, sheepish lad who had
+come to Piacenza three months ago. I had not been learning my world and
+discovering Man to no purpose all this while.
+
+“It has yet to be explained to me,” said I, “under what obligation I
+am to be anywhere but where I please. That firstly. Secondly--but of
+infinitely lesser moment--Monna Giuliana has sent me for the manuscript
+of Messer Caro's Gigli d'Oro.”
+
+I know not whether it was my cool, firm tones that quieted him. But
+quiet he became.
+
+“I... I was vexed by your interruption,” he said lamely, to explain his
+late choler. “Here is the thing. I found it here when I came. Messer
+Caro might discover better employment for his leisure. But there,
+there”--he seemed in sudden haste again. “Take it to her in God's name.
+She will be impatient.” I thought he sneered. “O, she will praise your
+diligence,” he added, and this time I was sure that he sneered.
+
+I took it, thanked him, and left the room intrigued. And when I rejoined
+them, and handed her the manuscript, the odd thing was that the subject
+of their discourse having meanwhile shifted, it no longer interested
+her, and she never once opened the pages she had been in such haste to
+have me procure.
+
+This, too, was puzzling, even to one who was beginning to know his world
+
+But I was not done with riddles. For presently out came Fifanti himself,
+looking, if possible, yellower and more sour and lean than usual. He
+was arrayed in his long, rusty gown, and there were the usual shabby
+slippers on his long, lean feet. He was ever a man of most indifferent
+personal habits.
+
+“Ah, Astorre,” his wife greeted him. “My Lord Cardinal brings you good
+tidings.”
+
+“Does he so?” quoth Fifanti, sourly as I thought; and he looked at
+the legate as though his excellency were the very reverse of a happy
+harbinger.
+
+“You will rejoice, I think, doctor,” said the smiling prelate, “to hear
+that I have letters from my Lord Pier Luigi appointing you one of the
+ducal secretaries. And this, I doubt not, will be followed, on his
+coming hither, by an appointment to his council. Meanwhile, the stipend
+is three hundred ducats, and the work is light.”
+
+There followed a long and baffling silence, during which the doctor grew
+first red, then pale, then red again, and Messer Gambara stood with his
+scarlet cloak sweeping about his shapely limbs, sniffing his pomander
+and smiling almost insolently into the other's face; and some of the
+insolence of his look, I thought, was reflected upon the pale, placid
+countenance of Giuliana.
+
+At last, Fifanti spoke, his little eyes narrowing.
+
+“It is too much for my poor deserts,” he said curtly.
+
+“You are too humble,” said the prelate. “Your loyalty to the House of
+Farnese, and the hospitality which I, its deputy, have received...”
+
+“Hospitality!” barked Fifanti, and looked very oddly at Giuliana; so
+oddly that a faint colour began to creep into her cheeks. “You would pay
+for that?” he questioned, half mockingly. “Oh, but for that a stipend of
+three hundred ducats is too little.”
+
+And all the time his eyes were upon his wife, and I saw her stiffen as
+if she had been struck.
+
+But the Cardinal laughed outright. “Come now, you use me with an amiable
+frankness,” he said. “The stipend shall be doubled when you join the
+council.”
+
+“Doubled?” he said. “Six hundred...?” He checked. The sum was vast. I
+saw greed creep into his little eyes. What had troubled him hitherto,
+I could not fathom even yet. He washed his bony hands in the air, and
+looked at his wife again. “It... it is a fair price, no doubt, my lord,”
+ said he, his tone contemptuous.
+
+“The Duke shall be informed of the value of your learning,” lisped the
+Cardinal.
+
+Fifanti knit his brows. “The value of my learning?” he echoed, as if
+slowly puzzled. “My learning? Oh! Is that in question?”
+
+“Why else should we give you the appointment?” smiled the Cardinal, with
+a smile that was full of significance.
+
+“It is what the town will be asking, no doubt,” said Messer Fifanti. “I
+hope you will be able to satisfy its curiosity, my lord.”
+
+And on that he turned, and stalked off again, very white and trembling,
+as I could perceive.
+
+My Lord Gambara laughed carelessly again, and over the pale face of
+Monna Giuliana there stole a slow smile, the memory of which was to be
+hateful to me soon, but which at the moment went to increase my already
+profound mystification.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER III. PREUX-CHEVALIER
+
+
+In the days that followed I found Messer Fifanti in queerer moods than
+ever. Ever impatient, he would be easily moved to anger now, and not
+a day passed but he stormed at me over the Greek with which, under his
+guidance, I was wrestling.
+
+And with Giuliana his manner was the oddest thing conceivable; at times
+he was mocking as an ape, at times his manner had in it a suggestion of
+the serpent; more rarely he was his usual, vulturine self. He watched
+her curiously, ever between anger and derision, to all of which she
+presented a calm front and a patience almost saintly. He was as a man
+with some mighty burden on his mind, undecided whether he shall bear it
+or cast it off.
+
+Her patience moved me most oddly to pity; and pity for so beautiful a
+creature is Satan's most subtle snare, especially when you consider
+what a power her beauty had to move me as I had already discovered to
+my erstwhile terror. She confided in me a little in those days, but ever
+with a most saintly resignation. She had been sold into wedlock, she
+admitted, with a man who might have been her father, and she confessed
+to finding her lot a cruel one; but confessed it with the air of one who
+intends none the less to bear her cross with fortitude.
+
+And then, one day, I did a very foolish thing. We had been reading
+together, she and I, as was become our custom. She had fetched me a
+volume of the lascivious verse of Panormitano, and we sat side by side
+on the marble seat in the garden what time I read to her, her shoulder
+touching mine, the fragrance of her all about me.
+
+She wore, I remember, a clinging gown of russet silk, which did rare
+justice to the splendid beauty of her, and her heavy ruddy hair was
+confined in a golden net that was set with gems--a gift from my Lord
+Gambara. Concerning this same gift words had passed but yesterday
+between Giuliana and her husband; and I deemed the doctor's anger to be
+the fruit of a base and unworthy mind.
+
+I read, curiously enthralled--though whether by the beauty of the lines
+or the beauty of the woman there beside me I could not then have told
+you.
+
+Presently she checked me. “Leave now Panormitano,” she said. “Here is
+something else upon which you shall give me your judgment.” And she set
+before me a sheet upon which there was a sonnet writ in her own hand,
+which was as beautiful as any copyist's that I have ever seen.
+
+I read the poem. It was the tenderest and saddest little cry from a
+heart that ached and starved for an ideal love; and good as the manner
+seemed, the matter itself it was that chiefly moved me. At my admission
+of its moving quality her white hand closed over mine as it had done
+that day in the library when we had read of “Isabetta and the Pot of
+Basil.” Her hand was warm, but not warm enough to burn me as it did.
+
+“Ah, thanks, Agostino,” she murmured. “Your praise is sweet to me. The
+verses are my own.”
+
+I was dumbfounded at this fresh and more intimate glimpse of her. The
+beauty of her body was there for all to see and worship; but here was my
+first glimpse of the rare beauties of her mind. In what words I should
+have answered her I do not know, for at that moment we suffered an
+interruption.
+
+Sudden and harsh as the crackling of a twig came from behind us the
+voice of Messer Fifanti. “What do you read?”
+
+We started apart, and turned.
+
+Either he, of set purpose, had crept up behind us so softly that we
+should not suspect his approach, or else so engrossed were we that our
+ears had been deafened for the time. He stood there now in his untidy
+gown of black, and there was a leer of mockery on his long, white face.
+Slowly he put a lean arm between us, and took the sheet in his bony
+claw.
+
+He peered at it very closely, being without glasses, and screwed his
+eyes up until they all but disappeared.
+
+Thus he stood, and slowly read, whilst I looked on a trifle uneasy, and
+Giuliana's face wore an odd look of fear, her bosom heaving unsteadily
+in its russet sheath.
+
+He sniffed contemptuously when he had read, and looked at me.
+
+“Have I not bidden you leave the vulgarities of dialect to the vulgar?”
+ quoth he. “Is there not enough written for you in Latin, that you
+must be wasting your time and perverting your senses with such poor
+illiterate gibberish as this? And what is it that you have there?” He
+took the book. “Panormitano!” he roared. “Now, there's a fitting author
+for a saint in embryo! There's a fine preparation for the cloister!”
+
+He turned to Giuliana. He put forward his hand and touched her bare
+shoulder with his hideous forefinger. She cringed under the touch as if
+it were barbed.
+
+“There is not the need that you should render yourself his preceptress,”
+ he said, with his deadly smile.
+
+“I do not,” she replied indignantly. “Agostino has a taste for letters,
+and...”
+
+“Tcha! Tcha!” he interrupted, tapping her shoulder sharply. “I had
+no thought for letters. There is my Lord Gambara, and there is Messer
+Cosimo d'Anguissola, and there is Messer Caro. There is even Pordenone,
+the painter.” His lips writhed over their names. “You have friends
+enough, I think. Leave, then, Ser Agostino here. Do not dispute him with
+God to whom he has been vowed.”
+
+She rose in a fine anger, and stood quivering there, magnificently tall,
+and Juno, I imagined, must have looked to the poets as she looked then
+to me.
+
+“This is too much!” she cried.
+
+“It is, madam,” he snapped. “I agree with you.” She considered him with
+eyes that held a loathing and contempt unutterable. Then she looked
+at me, and shrugged her shoulders as who would say: “You see how I am
+used!” Lastly she turned, and took her way across the lawn towards the
+house.
+
+There was a little silence between us after she had gone. I was on fire
+with indignation, and yet I could think of no words in which I might
+express it, realizing how utterly I lacked the right to be angry with a
+husband for the manner in which he chose to treat his wife.
+
+At last, pondering me very gravely, he spoke.
+
+“It were best you read no more with Madonna Giuliana,” he said slowly.
+“Her tastes are not the tastes that become a man who is about to enter
+holy orders.” He closed the book, which hitherto he had held open;
+closed it with an angry snap, and held it out to me.
+
+“Restore it to its shelf,” he bade me.
+
+I took it, and quite submissively I went to do his bidding. But to gain
+the library I had to pass the door of Giuliana's room. It stood open,
+and Giuliana herself in the doorway. We looked at each other, and seeing
+her so sorrowful, with tears in her great dark eyes, I stepped forward
+to speak, to utter something of the deep sympathy that stirred me.
+
+She stretched forth a hand to me. I took it and held it tight, looking
+up into her eyes.
+
+“Dear Agostino!” she murmured in gratitude for my sympathy; and I,
+distraught, inflamed by tone and look, answered by uttering her name for
+the first time.
+
+“Giuliana!”
+
+Having uttered it I dared not look at her. But I stooped to kiss the
+hand which she had left in mine. And having kissed it I started upright
+and made to advance again; but she snatched her hand from my clasp and
+waved me away, at once so imperiously and beseechingly that I turned and
+went to shut myself in the library with my bewilderment.
+
+For full two days thereafter, for no reason that I could clearly give,
+I avoided her, and save at table and in her husband's presence we were
+never once together.
+
+The repasts were sullen things at which there was little said, Madonna
+sitting in a frozen dignity, and the doctor, a silent man at all times,
+being now utterly and forbiddingly mute.
+
+But once my Lord Gambara supped with us, and he was light and trivial
+as ever, an incarnation of frivolity and questionable jests, apparently
+entirely unconscious of Fifanti's chill reserve and frequent sneers.
+Indeed, I greatly marvelled that a man of my Lord Gambara's eminence and
+Governor of Piacenza should so very amiably endure the boorishness of
+that pedant.
+
+Explanation was about to be afforded me.
+
+On the third day, as we were dining, Giuliana announced that she was
+going afoot into the town, and solicited my escort. It was an honour
+that never before had been offered me. I reddened violently, but
+accepted it, and soon thereafter we set out, just she and I together.
+
+We went by way of the Fodesta Gate, and passed the old Castle of Sant'
+Antonio, then in ruins--for Gambara was demolishing it and employing
+the material to construct a barrack for the Pontifical troops that
+garrisoned Piacenza. And presently we came upon the works of this new
+building, and stepped out into mid-street to avoid the scaffoldings, and
+so pursued our way into the city's main square--the Piazza del Commune,
+overshadowed by the red-and-white bulk of the Communal Palace. This
+was a noble building, rather in the Saracenic manner, borrowing a very
+warlike air from the pointed battlements that crowned it.
+
+Near the Duomo we came upon a great concourse of people who were staring
+up at the iron cage attached to the square tower of the belfry near its
+summit. In this cage there was what appeared at first to be a heap of
+rags, but which presently resolved itself into a human shape, crouching
+in that narrow, cruel space, exposed there to the pitiless beating of
+the sun, and suffering Heaven alone can say what agonies. The murmuring
+crowd looked up in mingled fear and sympathy.
+
+He had been there since last night, a peasant girl informed us, and he
+had been confined there by order of my Lord the Cardinal-legate for the
+odious sin of sacrilege.
+
+“What!” I cried out, in such a tone of astonished indignation that Monna
+Giuliana seized my arm and pressed it to enjoin prudence.
+
+It was not until she had made her purchases in a shop under the Duomo
+and we were returning home that I touched upon the matter. She chid me
+for the lack of caution that might have led me into some unpardonable
+indiscretions but for her warning.
+
+“But the very thought of such a man as my Lord Gambara torturing a poor
+wretch for sacrilege!” I cried. “It is grotesque; it is ludicrous; it is
+infamous!”
+
+“Not so loud,” she laughed. “You are being stared at.” And then she
+delivered herself of an amazing piece of casuistry. “If a man being
+a sinner himself, shall on that account refrain from punishing sin in
+others, then is he twice a sinner.”
+
+“It was my Lord Gambara taught you that,” said I, and involuntarily I
+sneered.
+
+She considered me with a very searching look.
+
+“Now, what precisely do you mean, Agostino?”
+
+“Why, that it is by just such sophistries that the Cardinal-legate seeks
+to cloak the disorders of his life. 'Video meliora proboque, deteriora
+sequor?' is his philosophy. If he would encage the most sacrilegious
+fellow in Piacenza, let him encage himself.”
+
+“You do not love him?” said she.
+
+“O--as to that--as a man he is well enough. But as an ecclesiastic...O,
+but there!” I broke off shortly, and laughed. “The devil take Messer
+Gambara!”
+
+She smiled. “It is greatly to be feared that he will.”
+
+But my Lord Gambara was not so lightly to be dismissed that afternoon.
+As we were passing the Porta Fodesta, a little group of country-folk
+that had gathered there fell away before us, all eyes upon the dazzling
+beauty of Giuliana--as, indeed, had been the case ever since we had come
+into the town, so that I had been singularly and sweetly proud of being
+her escort. I had been conscious of the envious glances that many a
+tall fellow had sent after me, though, after all, theirs was but as the
+jealousy of Phoebus for Adonis.
+
+Wherever we had passed and eyes had followed us, men and women had
+fallen to whispering and pointing after us. And so did they now, here at
+the Fodesta Gate, but with this difference, that, at last, I overheard
+for once what was said, for there was one who did not whisper.
+
+“There goes the leman of my Lord Gambara,” quoth a gruff, sneering
+voice, “the light of love of the saintly legate who is starving Domenico
+to death in a cage for the sin of sacrilege.”
+
+Not a doubt but that he would have added more, but that at that moment
+a woman's shrill voice drowned his utterance. “Silence, Giuffre!” she
+admonished him fearfully. “Silence, on your life!”
+
+I had halted in my stride, suddenly cold from head to foot, as on that
+day when I had flung Rinolfo from top to bottom of the terrace steps
+at Mondolfo. It happened that I wore a sword for the first time in my
+life--a matter from which I gathered great satisfaction--having been
+adjudged worthy of the honour by virtue that I was to be Madonna's
+escort. To the hilt I now set hand impetuously, and would have turned to
+strike that foul slanderer dead, but that Giuliana restrained me, a wild
+alarm in her eyes.
+
+“Come!” she panted in a whisper. “Come away!”
+
+So imperious was the command that it conveyed to my mind some notion of
+the folly I should commit did I not obey it. I saw at once that did
+I make an ensample of this scurrilous scandalmonger I should thereby
+render her the talk of that vile town. So I went on, but very white and
+stiff, and breathing somewhat hard; for pent-up passion is an evil thing
+to house.
+
+Thus came we out of the town and to the shady banks of the gleaming
+Po. And then, at last, when we were quite alone, and within two hundred
+yards of Fifanti's house, I broke at last the silence.
+
+I had been thinking very busily, and the peasant's words had illumined
+for me a score of little obscure matters, had explained to me the queer
+behaviour and the odd speeches of Fifanti himself since that evening in
+the garden when the Cardinal-legate had announced to him his appointment
+as ducal secretary. I checked now in my stride, and turned to face her.
+
+“Was it true?” I asked, rendered brutally direct by a queer pain I felt
+as a result of my thinking.
+
+She looked up into my face so sadly and wistfully that my suspicions
+fell from me upon the instant, and I reddened from shame at having
+harboured them.
+
+“Agostino!” she cried, such a poor little cry of pain that I set my
+teeth hard and bowed my head in self-contempt.
+
+Then I looked at her again.
+
+“Yet the foul suspicion of that lout is shared by your husband himself,”
+ said I.
+
+“The foul suspicion--yes,” she answered, her eyes downcast, her cheeks
+faintly tinted. And then, quite suddenly, she moved forward. “Come,” she
+bade me. “You are being foolish.”
+
+“I shall be mad,” said I, “ere I have done with this.” And I fell into
+step again beside her. “If I could not avenge you there, I can avenge
+you here.” And I pointed to the house. “I can smite this rumour at its
+foulest point.”
+
+Her hand fell on my arm. “What would you do?” she cried.
+
+“Bid your husband retract and sue to you for pardon, or else tear out
+his lying throat,” I answered, for I was in a great rage by now.
+
+She stiffened suddenly. “You go too fast, Messer Agostino,” said she.
+“And you are over-eager to enter into that which does not concern you.
+I do not know that I have given you the right to demand of my husband
+reason of the manner in which he deals with me. It is a thing that
+touches only my husband and myself.”
+
+I was abashed; I was humiliated; I was nigh to tears. I choked it all
+down, and I strode on beside her, my rage smouldering within me. But it
+was flaring up again by the time we reached the house with no more words
+spoken between us. She went to her room without another glance at me,
+and I repaired straight in quest of Fifanti.
+
+I found him in the library. He had locked himself in, as was his
+frequent habit when at his studies, but he opened to my knock. I stalked
+in, unbuckled my sword, and set it in a corner. Then I turned to him.
+
+“You are doing your wife a shameful wrong, sir doctor,” said I, with all
+the directness of youth and indiscretion.
+
+He stared at me as if I had struck him--as he might have stared, rather,
+at a child who had struck him, undecided whether to strike back for the
+child's good, or to be amused and smile.
+
+“Ah!” he said at last. “She has been talking to you?” And he clasped his
+hands behind him and stood before me, his head thrust forward, his legs
+wide apart, his long gown, which was open, clinging to his ankles.
+
+“No,” said I. “I have been thinking.”
+
+“In that case nothing will surprise me,” he said in his sour,
+contemptuous manner. “And so you have concluded...?”
+
+“That you are harbouring an infamous suspicion.”
+
+“Your assurance that it is infamous would offend me did it not comfort
+me,” he sneered. “And what, pray, is this suspicion?
+
+“You suspect that... that--O God! I can't utter the thing.”
+
+“Take courage,” he mocked me. And he thrust his head farther forward. He
+looked singularly like a vulture in that moment.
+
+“You suspect that Messer Gambara... that Messer Gambara and Madonna...
+that...” I clenched my hands together, and looked into his leering face.
+“You understand me well enough,” I cried, almost angrily.
+
+He looked at me seriously now, a cold glitter in his small eyes.
+
+“I wonder do you understand yourself?” he asked. “I think not. I think
+not. Since God has made you a fool, it but remains for man to make you a
+priest, and thus complete God's work.”
+
+“You cannot move me by your taunts,” I said. “You have a foul mind,
+Messer Fifanti.”
+
+He approached me slowly, his untidily shod feet slip-slopping on the
+wooden floor.
+
+“Because,” said he, “I suspect that Messer Gambara... that Messer Gambara
+and Madonna... that... You understand me,” he mocked me, with a mimicry of
+my own confusion. “And what affair may it be of yours whom I suspect or
+of what I suspect them where my own are concerned?”
+
+“It is my affair, as it is the affair of every man who would be
+accounted gentle, to defend the honour of a pure and saintly lady from
+the foul aspersions of slander.”
+
+“Knight-errantry, by the Host!” quoth he, and his brows shot up on
+his steep brow. Then they came down again to scowl. “No doubt, my
+preux-chevalier, you will have definite knowledge of the groundlessness
+of these same slanders,” he said, moving backwards, away from me,
+towards the door; and as he moved now his feet made no sound, though I
+did not yet notice this nor, indeed, his movement at all.
+
+“Knowledge?” I roared at him. “What knowledge can you need beyond what
+is afforded by her face? Look in it, Messer Fifanti, if you would see
+innocence and purity and chastity! Look in it!”
+
+“Very well,” said he. “Let us look in it.”
+
+And quite suddenly he pulled the door open to disclose Giuliana standing
+there, erect but in a listening attitude.
+
+“Look in it!” he mocked me, and waved one of his bony hands towards that
+perfect countenance.
+
+There was shame and confusion in her face, and some anger. But she
+turned without a word, and went quickly down the passage, followed by
+his evil, cackling laugh.
+
+Then he looked at me quite solemnly. “I think,” said he, “you had best
+get to your studies. You will find more than enough to engage you there.
+Leave my affairs to me, boy.”
+
+There was almost a menace in his voice, and after what had happened it
+was impossible to pursue the matter.
+
+Sheepishly, overwhelmed with confusion, I went out--a knight-errant with
+a shorn crest.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IV. MY LORD GAMBARA CLEARS THE GROUND
+
+
+I had angered her! Worse; I had exposed her to humiliation at the hands
+of that unworthy animal who soiled her in thought with the slime of
+his suspicions. Through me she had been put to the shameful need of
+listening at a door, and had been subjected to the ignominy of being so
+discovered. Through me she had been mocked and derided!
+
+It was all anguish to me. For her there was no shame, no humiliation, no
+pain I would not suffer, and take joy in the suffering so that it be for
+her. But to have submitted that sweet, angelic woman to suffering--to
+have incurred her just anger! Woe me!
+
+I came to the table that evening full of uneasiness, very unhappy,
+feeling it an effort to bring myself into her presence and endure be it
+her regard or her neglect. To my relief she sent word that she was not
+well and would keep her chamber; and Fifanti smiled oddly as he stroked
+his blue chin and gave me a sidelong glance. We ate in silence, and when
+the meal was done, I departed, still without a word to my preceptor, and
+went to shut myself up again in my room.
+
+I slept ill that night, and very early next morning I was astir. I went
+down into the garden somewhere about the hour of sunrise, through the
+wet grass that was all scintillant with dew. On the marble bench by the
+pond, where the water-lilies were now rotting, I flung myself down, and
+there was I found a half-hour later by Giuliana herself.
+
+She stole up gently behind me, and all absorbed and moody as I was, I
+had no knowledge of her presence until her crisp boyish voice startled
+me out of my musings.
+
+“Of what do we brood here so early, sir saint?” quoth she.
+
+I turned to meet her laughing eyes. “You... you can forgive me?” I
+faltered foolishly.
+
+She pouted tenderly. “Should I not forgive one who has acted foolishly
+out of love for me?”
+
+“It was, it was...” I cried; and there stopped, all confused, feeling
+myself growing red under her lazy glance.
+
+“I know it was,” she answered. She set her elbows on the seat's tall
+back until I could feel her sweet breath upon my brow. “And should I
+bear you a resentment, then? My poor Agostino, have I no heart to feel?
+Am I but a cold, reasoning intelligence like that thing my husband?
+O God! To have been mated to that withered pedant! To have been
+sacrificed, to have been sold into such bondage! Me miserable!”
+
+“Giuliana!” I murmured soothingly, yet agonized myself.
+
+“Could none have foretold me that you must come some day?”
+
+“Hush!” I implored her. “What are you saying?”
+
+But though I begged her to be silent, my soul was avid for more such
+words from her--from her, the most perfect and beautiful of women.
+
+“Why should I not?” said she. “Is truth ever to be stifled? Ever?”
+
+I was mad, I know--quite mad. Her words had made me so. And when, to ask
+me that insistent question, she brought her face still nearer, I flung
+down the reins of my unreason and let it ride amain upon its desperate,
+reckless course. In short, I too leaned forward, I leaned forward, and I
+kissed her full upon those scarlet, parted lips.
+
+I kissed her, and fell back with a cry that was of anguish almost--so
+poignantly had the sweet, fierce pain of that kiss run through my every
+fibre. And as I cried out, so too did she, stepping back, her hands
+suddenly to her face. But the next moment she was peering up at the
+windows of the house--those inscrutable eyes that looked upon our deed;
+that looked and of which it was impossible to discern how much they
+might have seen.
+
+“If he should have seen us!” was her cry; and it moved me unpleasantly
+that such should have been the first thought my kiss inspired in her.
+“If he should have seen us! Gesu! I have enough to bear already!”
+
+“I care not,” said I. “Let him see. I am not Messer Gambara. No man
+shall put an insult upon you on my account, and live.”
+
+I was become the very ranting, roaring, fire-breathing type of lover who
+will slaughter a whole world to do pleasure to his mistress or to spare
+her pain--I--I--I, Agostino d'Anguissola--who was to be ordained next
+month and walk in the ways of St. Augustine!
+
+Laugh as you read--for very pity, laugh!
+
+“Nay, nay,” she reassured herself. “He will be still abed. He was
+snoring when I left.” And she dismissed her fears, and looked at me
+again, and returned to the matter of that kiss.
+
+“What have you done to me, Agostino?”
+
+I dropped my glance before her languid eyes. “What I have done to
+no other woman yet,” I answered, a certain gloom creeping over the
+exultation that still thrilled me. “O Giuliana, what have you done to
+me? You have bewitched me; You have made me mad!” And I set my elbows on
+my knees and took my head in my hands, and sat there, overwhelmed now by
+the full consciousness of the irrevocable thing that I had done, a thing
+that must brand my soul for ever, so it seemed.
+
+To have kissed a maid would have been ill enough for one whose aims were
+mine. But to kiss a wife, to become a cicisbeo! The thing assumed in my
+mind proportions foolishly, extravagantly beyond its evil reality.
+
+“You are cruel, Agostino,” she whispered behind me. She had come to lean
+again upon the back of the bench. “Am I alone to blame? Can the iron
+withstand the lodestone? Can the rain help falling upon the earth? Can
+the stream flow other than downhill?” She sighed. “Woe me! It is I who
+should be angered that you have made free of my lips. And yet I am here,
+wooing you to forgive me for the sin that is your own.”
+
+I cried out at that and turned to her again, and I was very white, I
+know.
+
+“You tempted me!” was my coward's cry.
+
+“So said Adam once. Yet God thought otherwise, for Adam was as fully
+punished as was Eve.” She smiled wistfully into my eyes, and my senses
+reeled again. And then old Busio, the servant, came suddenly forth
+from the house upon some domestic errand to Giuliana, and thus was that
+situation mercifully brought to an end.
+
+For the rest of the day I lived upon the memory of that morning,
+reciting to myself each word that she had uttered, conjuring up in
+memory the vision of her every look. And my absent-mindedness was
+visible to Fifanti when I came to my studies with him later. He grew
+more peevish with me than was habitual, dubbed me dunce and wooden-head,
+and commended the wisdom of those who had determined upon a claustral
+life for me, admitting that I knew enough Latin to enable me to
+celebrate as well as another without too clear a knowledge of the
+meaning of what I pattered. All of which was grossly untrue, for, as
+none knew better than himself, the fluency of my Latin was above the
+common wont of students. When I told him so, he delivered himself of his
+opinion upon the common wont of students with all the sourness of his
+crabbed nature.
+
+“I'll write an ode for you upon any subject that you may set me,” I
+challenged him.
+
+“Then write one upon impudence,” said he. “It is a subject you should
+understand.” And upon that he got up and flung out of the room in a pet
+before I could think of an answer.
+
+Left alone, I began an ode which should prove to him his lack of
+justice. But I got no further than two lines of it. Then for a spell I
+sat biting my quill, my mind and the eyes of my soul full of Giuliana.
+
+Presently I began to write again. It was not an ode, but a prayer,
+oddly profane--and it was in Italian, in the “dialettale” that provoked
+Fifanti's sneers. How it ran I have forgotten these many years. But I
+recall that in it I likened myself to a sailor navigating shoals and
+besought the pharos of Giuliana's eyes to bring me safely through,
+besought her to anoint me with her glance and so hearten me to brave the
+dangers of that procellous sea.
+
+I read it first with satisfaction, then with dismay as I realized to the
+full its amorous meaning. Lastly I tore it up and went below to dine.
+
+We were still at table when my Lord Gambara arrived. He came on
+horseback attended by two grooms whom he left to await him. He was all
+in black velvet, I remember, even to his thigh-boots which were laced
+up the sides with gold, and on his breast gleamed a fine medallion of
+diamonds. Of the prelate there was about him, as usual, nothing but the
+scarlet cloak and the sapphire ring.
+
+Fifanti rose and set a chair for him, smiling a crooked smile that
+held more hostility than welcome. None the less did his excellency pay
+Madonna Giuliana a thousand compliments as he took his seat, supremely
+calm and easy in his manner. I watched him closely, and I watched
+Giuliana, a queer fresh uneasiness pervading me.
+
+The talk was trivial and chiefly concerned with the progress of the
+barracks the legate was building and the fine new road from the middle
+of the city to the Church of Santa Chiara, which he intended should
+be called the Via Gambara, but which, despite his intentions, is known
+to-day as the Stradone Farnese.
+
+Presently my cousin arrived, full-armed and very martial by contrast
+with the velvety Cardinal. He frowned to see Messer Gambara, then
+effaced the frown and smiled as, one by one, he greeted us. Last of all
+he turned to me.
+
+“And how fares his saintliness?” quoth he.
+
+“Indeed, none too saintly,” said I, speaking my thoughts aloud.
+
+He laughed. “Why, then, the sooner we are in orders, the sooner shall we
+be on the road to mending that. Is it not so, Messer Fifanti?
+
+“His ordination will profit you, I nothing doubt,” said Fifanti, with
+his habitual discourtesy and acidity. “So you do well to urge it.”
+
+The answer put my cousin entirely out of countenance a moment. It was
+a blunt way of reminding me that in this Cosimo I saw one who followed
+after me in the heirship to Mondolfo, and in whose interests it was that
+I should don the conventual scapulary.
+
+I looked at Cosimo's haughty face and cruel mouth, and conjectured in
+that hour whether I should have found him so very civil and pleasant a
+cousin had things been other than they were.
+
+O, a very serpent was Messer Fifanti; and I have since wondered whether
+of intent he sought to sow in my heart hatred of my guelphic cousin,
+that he might make of me a tool for his own service--as you shall come
+to understand.
+
+Meanwhile, Cosimo, having recovered, waved aside the imputation, and
+smiled easily.
+
+“Nay, there you wrong me. The Anguissola lose more than I shall gain by
+Agostino's renunciation of the world. And I am sorry for it. You believe
+me, cousin?”
+
+I answered his courteous speech as it deserved, in very courteous terms.
+This set a pleasanter humour upon all. Yet some restraint abode. Each
+sat, it seemed, as a man upon his guard. My cousin watched Gambara's
+every look whenever the latter turned to speak to Giuliana; the
+Cardinal-legate did the like by him; and Messer Fifanti watched them
+both.
+
+And, meantime, Giuliana sat there, listening now to one, now to the
+other, her lazy smile parting those scarlet lips--those lips that I had
+kissed that morning--I, whom no one thought of watching!
+
+And soon came Messer Annibale Caro, with lines from the last pages of
+his translation oozing from him. And when presently Giuliana smote her
+hands together in ecstatic pleasure at one of those same lines and
+bade him repeat it to her, he swore roundly by all the gods that are
+mentioned in Virgil that he would dedicate the work to her upon its
+completion.
+
+At this the surliness became general once more and my Lord Gambara
+ventured the opinion--and there was a note of promise, almost of threat,
+in his sleek tones--that the Duke would shortly be needing Messer Caro's
+presence in Parma; whereupon Messer Caro cursed the Duke roundly and
+with all a poet's volubility of invective.
+
+They stayed late, each intent, no doubt, upon outstaying the others.
+But since none would give way they were forced in the end to depart
+together.
+
+And whilst Messer Fifanti, as became a host, was seeing them to their
+horses, I was left alone with Giuliana.
+
+“Why do you suffer those men?” I asked her bluntly. Her delicate
+brows were raised in surprise. “Why, what now? They are very pleasant
+gentlemen, Agostino.”
+
+“Too pleasant,” said I, and rising I crossed to the window whence I
+could watch them getting to horse, all save Caro, who had come afoot.
+“Too pleasant by much. That prelate out of Hell, now...”
+
+“Sh!” she hissed at me, smiling, her hand raised. “Should he hear you,
+he might send you to the cage for sacrilege. O Agostino!” she cried,
+and the smiles all vanished from her face. “Will you grow cruel and
+suspicious, too?”
+
+I was disarmed. I realized my meanness and unworthiness.
+
+“Have patience with me,” I implored her. “I... I am not myself to-day.”
+ I sighed ponderously, and fell silent as I watched them ride away. Yet
+I hated them all; and most of all I hated the dainty, perfumed,
+golden-headed Cardinal-legate.
+
+He came again upon the morrow, and we learnt from the news of which
+he was the bearer that he had carried out his threat concerning Messer
+Caro. The poet was on his way to Parma, to Duke Pier Luigi, dispatched
+thither on a mission of importance by the Cardinal. He spoke, too, of
+sending my cousin to Perugia, where a strong hand was needed, as the
+town showed signs of mutiny against the authority of the Holy See.
+
+When he had departed, Messer Fifanti permitted himself one of his bitter
+insinuations.
+
+“He desires a clear field,” he said, smiling his cold smile upon
+Giuliana. “It but remains for him to discover that his Duke has need of
+me as well.”
+
+He spoke of it as a possible contingency, but sarcastically, as men
+speak of things too remote to be seriously considered. He was to
+remember his words two days later when the very thing came to pass.
+
+We were at breakfast when the blow fell.
+
+There came a clatter of hooves under our windows, which stood open to
+the tepid September morning, and soon there was old Busio ushering in
+an officer of the Pontificals with a parchment tied in scarlet silk and
+sealed with the arms of Piacenza.
+
+Messer Fifanti took the package and weighed it in his hand, frowning.
+Perhaps already some foreboding of the nature of its contents was in his
+mind. Meanwhile, Giuliana poured wine for the officer, and Busio bore
+him the cup upon a salver.
+
+Fifanti ripped away silk and seals, and set himself to read. I can see
+him now, standing near the window to which he had moved to gain a better
+light, the parchment under his very nose, his short-sighted eyes screwed
+up as he acquainted himself with the letter's contents. Then I saw him
+turn a sickly leaden hue. He stared at the officer a moment and then at
+Giuliana. But I do not think that he saw either of them. His look was
+the blank look of one whose thoughts are very distant.
+
+He thrust his hands behind him, and with head forward, in that curious
+attitude so reminiscent of a bird of prey, he stepped slowly back to his
+place at the table-head. Slowly his cheeks resumed their normal tint.
+
+“Very well, sir,” he said, addressing the officer. “Inform his
+excellency that I shall obey the summons of the Duke's magnificence
+without delay.”
+
+The officer bowed to Giuliana, took his leave, and went, old Busio
+escorting him.
+
+“A summons from the Duke?” cried Giuliana, and then the storm broke
+
+“Ay,” he answered, grimly quiet, “a summons from the Duke.” And he
+tossed it across the table to her.
+
+I saw that fateful document float an instant in the air, and then,
+thrown out of poise by the blob of wax, swoop slanting to her lap.
+
+“It will come no doubt as a surprise to you,” he growled; and upon that
+his hard-held passion burst all bonds that he could impose upon it.
+His great bony fist crashed down upon the board and swept a precious
+Venetian beaker to the ground, where it burst into a thousand atoms,
+spreading red wine like a bloodstain upon the floor.
+
+“Said I not that this rascal Cardinal would make a clear field for
+himself? Said I not so?” He laughed shrill and fiercely. “He would send
+your husband packing as he has sent his other rivals. O, there is a
+stipend waiting--a stipend of three hundred ducats yearly that shall be
+made into six hundred presently, and all for my complaisance, all that I
+may be a joyous and content cornuto!”
+
+He strode to the window cursing horribly, whilst Giuliana sat white of
+face with lips compressed and heaving bosom, her eyes upon her plate.
+
+“My Lord Cardinal and his Duke may take themselves together to Hell ere
+I obey the summons that the one has sent me at the desire of the other.
+Here I stay to guard what is my own.”
+
+“You are a fool,” said Giuliana at length, “and a knave, too, for you
+insult me without cause.”
+
+“Without cause? O, without cause, eh? By the Host! Yet you would not
+have me stay?”
+
+“I would not have you gaoled, which is what will happen if you disobey
+the Duke's magnificence,” said she.
+
+“Gaoled?” quoth he, of a sudden trembling in the increasing intensity of
+his passion. “Caged, perhaps--to die of hunger and thirst and exposure,
+like that poor wretch Domenico who perished yesterday, at last, because
+he dared to speak the truth. Gesu!” he groaned. “O, miserable me!” And
+he sank into a chair.
+
+But the next instant he was up again, and his long arms were waving
+fiercely. “By the Eyes of God! They shall have cause to cage me. If I
+am to be horned like a bull, I'll use those same horns. I'll gore their
+vitals. O madam, since of your wantonness you inclined to harlotry, you
+should have wedded another than Astorre Fifanti.”
+
+It was too much. I leapt to my feet.
+
+“Messer Fifanti,” I blazed at him. “I'll not remain to hear such words
+addressed to this sweet lady.”
+
+“Ah, yes,” he snarled, wheeling suddenly upon me as if he would strike
+me. “I had forgot the champion, the preux-chevalier, the saint in
+embryo! You will not remain to hear the truth, sir, eh?” And he strode,
+mouthing, to the door, and flung it wide so that it crashed against the
+wall. “This is your remedy. Get you hence! Go! What passes here concerns
+you not. Go!” he roared like a mad beast, his rage a thing terrific.
+
+I looked at him and from him to Giuliana, and my eyes most clearly
+invited her to tell me how she would have me act.
+
+“Indeed, you had best go, Agostino,” she answered sadly. “I shall bear
+his insults easier if there be no witness. Yes, go.”
+
+“Since it is your wish, Madonna,” I bowed to her, and very erect, very
+defiant of mien, I went slowly past the livid Fifanti, and so out. I
+heard the door slammed after me, and in the little hall I came upon
+Busio, who was wringing his hand and looking very white. He ran to me.
+
+“He will murder her, Messer Agostino,” moaned the old man. “He can be a
+devil in his anger.”
+
+“He is a devil always, in anger and out of it,” said I. “He needs an
+exorcist. It is a task that I should relish. I'd beat the devils out of
+him, Busio, and she would let me. Meanwhile, stay we here, and if she
+needs our help, it shall be hers.”
+
+I dropped on to the carved settle that stood there, old Busio standing
+at my elbow, more tranquil now that there was help at hand for Madonna
+in case of need. And through the door came the sound of his storming,
+and presently the crash of more broken glassware, as once more he
+thumped the table. For well-high half an hour his fury lasted, and it
+was seldom that her voice was interposed. Once we heard her laugh, cold
+and cutting as a sword's edge, and I shivered at the sound, for it was
+not good to hear.
+
+At last the door was opened and he came forth. His face was inflamed,
+his eyes wild and blood-injected. He paused for a moment on the
+threshold, but I do not think that he noticed us at first. He looked
+back at her over his shoulder, still sitting at table, the outline of
+her white-gowned body sharply defined against the deep blue tapestry of
+the wall behind her.
+
+“You are warned,” said he. “Do you heed the warning!” And he came
+forward.
+
+Perceiving me at last where I sat, he bared his broken teeth in a
+snarling smile. But it was to Busio that he spoke. “Have my mule saddled
+for me in an hour,” he said, and passed on and up the stairs to make
+his preparations. It seemed, therefore, that she had conquered his
+suspicions.
+
+I went in to offer her comfort, for she was weeping and all shaken by
+that cruel encounter. But she waved me away.
+
+“Not now, Agostino. Not now,” she implored me. “Leave me to myself, my
+friend.”
+
+I had not been her friend had I not obeyed her without question.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER V. PABULUM ACHERONTIS
+
+
+It was late that afternoon when Astorre Fifanti set out. He addressed
+a few brief words to me, informing me that he should return within four
+days, betide what might, setting me tasks upon which I was meanwhile
+to work, and bidding me keep the house and be circumspect during his
+absence.
+
+From the window of my room I saw the doctor get astride his mule. He
+was girt with a big sword, but he still wore his long, absurd and shabby
+gown and his loose, ill-fitting shoes, so that it was very likely that
+the stirrup-leathers would engage his thoughts ere he had ridden far.
+
+I saw him dig his heels into the beast's sides and go ambling down the
+little avenue and out at the gate. In the road he drew rein, and stood
+in talk some moments with a lad who idled there, a lad whom he was wont
+to employ upon odd tasks about the garden and elsewhere.
+
+This, Madonna also saw, for she was watching his departure from the
+window of a room below. That she attached more importance to that little
+circumstance than did I, I was to learn much later.
+
+At last he pushed on, and I watched him as he dwindled down the long
+grey road that wound along the river-side until in the end he was lost
+to view--for all time, I hoped; and well had it been for me had my idle
+hope been realized.
+
+I supped alone that night with no other company than Busio's, who
+ministered to my needs.
+
+Madonna sent word that she would keep her chamber. When I had supped
+and after night had fallen I went upstairs to the library, and, shutting
+myself in, I attempted to read, lighted by the three beaks of the tall
+brass lamp that stood upon the table. Being plagued by moths, I drew the
+curtains close across the open window, and settled down to wrestle with
+the opening lines of the [Title in Greek] of Aeschylus.
+
+But my thoughts wandered from the doings of the son of Iapetus, until at
+last I flung down the book and sat back in my chair all lost in thought,
+in doubt, and in conjecture. I became seriously introspective. I made an
+examination not only of conscience, but of heart and mind, and I found
+that I had gone woefully astray from the path that had been prepared for
+me. Very late I sat there and sought to determine upon what I should do.
+
+Suddenly, like a manna to my starving soul, came the memory of the last
+talk I had with Fra Gervasio and the solemn warning he had given me.
+That memory inspired me rightly. To-morrow--despite Messer Fifanti's
+orders--I would take horse and ride to Mondolfo, there to confess
+myself to Fra Gervasio and to be guided by his counsel. My mother's vows
+concerning me I saw in their true light. They were not binding upon me;
+indeed, I should be doing a hideous wrong were I to follow them against
+my inclinations. I must not damn my soul for anything that my mother had
+vowed or ever I was born, however much she might account that it would
+be no more than filial piety so to do.
+
+I was easier in mind after my resolve was taken, and I allowed that
+mind of mine to stray thereafter as it listed. It took to thoughts of
+Giuliana--Giuliana for whom I ached in every nerve, although I still
+sought to conceal from myself the true cause of my suffering. Better
+a thousand times had I envisaged that sinful fact and wrestled with it
+boldly. Thus should I have had a chance of conquering myself and winning
+clear of all the horror that lay before me.
+
+That I was weak and irresolute at such a time, when I most needed
+strength, I still think to-day--when I can take a calm survey of
+all--was the fault of the outrageous rearing that was mine. At Mondolfo
+they had so nurtured me and so sheltered me from the stinging blasts of
+the world that I was grown into a very ripe and succulent fruit for the
+Devil's mouth. The things to whose temptation usage would have rendered
+me in some degree immune were irresistible to one who had been tutored
+as had I.
+
+Let youth know wickedness, lest when wickedness seeks a man out in his
+riper years he shall be fooled and conquered by the beauteous garb in
+which the Devil has the cunning to array it.
+
+And yet to pretend that I was entirely innocent of where I stood and in
+what perils were to play the hypocrite. Largely I knew; just as I knew
+that lacking strength to resist, I must seek safety in flight. And
+to-morrow I would go. That point was settled, and the page, meanwhile,
+turned down. And for to-night I delivered myself up to the savouring of
+this hunger that was upon me.
+
+And then, towards the third hour of night, as I still sat there, the
+door was very gently opened, and I beheld Giuliana standing before me.
+She detached from the black background of the passage, and the light of
+my three-beaked lamp set her ruddy hair aglow so that it seemed there
+was a luminous nimbus all about her head. For a moment this gave colour
+to my fancy that I beheld a vision evoked by the too great intentness
+of my thoughts. The pale face seemed so transparent, the white robe was
+almost diaphanous, and the great dark eyes looked so sad and wistful.
+Only in the vivid scarlet of her lips was there life and blood.
+
+I stared at her. “Giuliana!” I murmured.
+
+“Why do you sit so late?” she asked me, and closed the door as she
+spoke.
+
+“I have been thinking, Giuliana,” I answered wearily, and I passed a
+hand over my brow to find it moist and clammy. “To-morrow I go hence.”
+
+She started round and her eyes grew distended, her hand clutched her
+breast. “You go hence?” she cried, a note as of fear in her deep voice.
+“Hence? Whither?”
+
+“Back to Mondolfo, to tell my mother that her dream is at an end.”
+
+She came slowly towards me. “And... and then?” she asked.
+
+“And then? I do not know. What God wills. But the scapulary is not for
+me. I am unworthy. I have no call. This I now know. And sooner than
+be such a priest as Messer Gambara--of whom there are too many in the
+Church to-day--I will find some other way of serving God.”
+
+“Since... since when have you thought thus?”
+
+“Since this morning, when I kissed you,” I answered fiercely.
+
+She sank into a chair beyond the table and stretched a hand across it to
+me, inviting the clasp of mine. “But if this is so, why leave us?”
+
+“Because I am afraid,” I answered. “Because... O God! Giuliana, do you
+not see?” And I sank my head into my hands.
+
+Steps shuffled along the corridor. I looked up sharply. She set a finger
+to her lips. There fell a knock, and old Busio stood before us.
+
+“Madonna,” he announced, “my Lord the Cardinal-legate is below and asks
+for you.”
+
+I started up as if I had been stung. So! At this hour! Then Messer
+Fifanti's suspicions did not entirely lack for grounds.
+
+Giuliana flashed me a glance ere she made answer.
+
+“You will tell my Lord Gambara that I have retired for the night and
+that... But stay!” She caught up a quill and dipped it in the ink-horn,
+drew paper to herself, and swiftly wrote three lines; then dusted it
+with sand, and proffered that brief epistle to the servant.
+
+“Give this to my lord.”
+
+Busio took the note, bowed, and departed.
+
+After the door had closed a silence followed, in which I paced the room
+in long strides, aflame now with the all-consuming fire of jealousy.
+I do believe that Satan had set all the legions of hell to achieve my
+overthrow that night. Naught more had been needed to undo me than this
+spur of jealousy. It brought me now to her side. I stood over her,
+looking down at her between tenderness and fierceness, she returning my
+glance with such a look as may haunt the eyes of sacrificial victims.
+
+“Why dared he come?” I asked.
+
+“Perhaps... perhaps some affair connected with Astorre...” she faltered.
+
+I sneered. “That would be natural seeing that he has sent Astorre to
+Parma.”
+
+“If there was aught else, I am no party to it,” she assured me.
+
+How could I do other than believe her? How could I gauge the turpitude
+of that beauty's mind--I, all unversed in the wiles that Satan teaches
+women? How could I have guessed that when she saw Fifanti speak to that
+lad at the gate that afternoon she had feared that he had set a spy upon
+the house, and that fearing this she had bidden the Cardinal begone? I
+knew it later. But not then.
+
+“Will you swear that it is as you say?” I asked her, white with passion.
+
+As I have said, I was standing over her and very close. Her answer now
+was suddenly to rise. Like a snake came she gliding upwards into my arms
+until she lay against my breast, her face upturned, her eyes languidly
+veiled, her lips a-pout.
+
+“Can you do me so great a wrong, thinking you love me, knowing that I
+love you?” she asked me.
+
+For an instant we swayed together in that sweetly hideous embrace. I was
+as a man sapped of all strength by some portentous struggle. I trembled
+from head to foot. I cried out once--a despairing prayer for help,
+I think it was--and then I seemed to plunge headlong down through an
+immensity of space until my lips found hers. The ecstasy, the living
+fire, the anguish, and the torture of it have left their indelible scars
+upon my memory. Even as I write the cruelly sweet poignancy of that
+moment is with me again--though very hateful now.
+
+Thus I, blindly and recklessly, under the sway and thrall of that
+terrific and overpowering temptation. And then there leapt in my mind a
+glimmer of returning consciousness: a glimmer that grew rapidly to be
+a blazing light in which I saw revealed the hideousness of the thing I
+did. I tore myself away from her in that second of revulsion and hurled
+her from me, fiercely and violently, so that, staggering to the seat
+from which she had risen, she fell into it rather than sat down.
+
+And whilst, breathless with parted lips and galloping bosom, she
+observed me, something near akin to terror in her eyes, I stamped about
+that room and raved and heaped abuse and recriminations upon myself,
+ending by going down upon my knees to her, imploring her forgiveness for
+the thing I had done--believing like a fatuous fool that it was all my
+doing--and imploring her still more passionately to leave me and to go.
+
+She set a trembling hand upon my head; she took my chin in the other,
+and raised my face until she could look into it.
+
+“If it be your will--if it will bring you peace and happiness, I will
+leave you now and never see you more. But are you not deluded, my
+Agostino?”
+
+And then, as if her self-control gave way, she fell to weeping.
+
+“And what of me if you go? What of me wedded to that monster, to that
+cruel and inhuman pedant who tortures and insults me as you have seen?”
+
+“Beloved, will another wrong cure the wrong of that?” I pleaded. “O, if
+you love me, go--go, leave me. It is too late--too late!”
+
+I drew away from her touch, and crossed the room to fling myself upon
+the window-seat. For a space we sat apart thus, panting like wrestlers
+who have flung away from each other. At length--“Listen, Giuliana,” I
+said more calmly. “Were I to heed you, were I to obey my own desires, I
+should bid you come away with me from this to-morrow.”
+
+“If you but would!” she sighed. “You would be taking me out of hell.”
+
+“Into another worse,” I countered swiftly. “I should do you such a wrong
+as naught could ever right again.”
+
+She looked at me for a spell in silence. Her back was to the light and
+her face in shadow, so that I could not read what passed there. Then,
+very slowly, like one utterly weary, she got to her feet.
+
+“I will do your will, beloved; but I do it not for the wrong that I
+should suffer--for that I should count no wrong--but for the wrong that
+I should be doing you.”
+
+She paused as if for an answer. I had none for her. I raised my arms,
+then let them fall again, and bowed my head. I heard the gentle rustle
+of her robe, and I looked up to see her staggering towards the door, her
+arms in front of her like one who is blind. She reached it, pulled it
+open, and from the threshold gave me one last ineffable look of her
+great eyes, heavy now with tears. Then the door closed again, and I was
+alone.
+
+From my heart there rose a great surge of thankfulness. I fell upon my
+knees and prayed. For an hour at least I must have knelt there, seeking
+grace and strength; and comforted at last, my calm restored, I rose, and
+went to the window. I drew back the curtains, and leaned out to breathe
+the physical calm of that tepid September night.
+
+And presently out of the gloom a great grey shape came winging towards
+the window, the heavy pinions moving ponderously with their uncanny
+sough. It was an owl attracted by the light. Before that bird of evil
+omen, that harbinger of death, I drew back and crossed myself. I had a
+sight of its sphinx-like face and round, impassive eyes ere it circled
+to melt again into the darkness, startled by any sudden movement. I
+closed the window and left the room.
+
+Very softly I crept down the passage towards my chamber, leaving the
+light burning in the library, for it was not my habit to extinguish it,
+and I gave no thought to the lateness of the hour.
+
+Midway down the passage I halted. I was level with Giuliana's door, and
+from under it there came a slender blade of light. But it was not this
+that checked me. She was singing, Such a pitiful little heartbroken song
+it was:
+
+ “Amor mi muojo; mi muojo amore mio!”
+
+ran its last line.
+
+I leaned against the wall, and a sob broke from me. Then, in an instant,
+the passage was flooded with light, and in the open doorway Giuliana
+stood all white before me, her arms held out.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VI. THE IRON GIRDLE
+
+
+From the distance, drawing rapidly nearer and ringing sharply in the
+stillness of the night, came the clatter of a mule's hooves.
+
+But, though heard, it was scarcely heard consciously, and it certainly
+went unheeded until it was beneath the window and ceasing at the door.
+
+Giuliana's fingers locked themselves upon my arm in a grip of fear.
+
+“Who comes?” she asked, below her breath, fearfully. I sprang from the
+bed and crouched, listening, by the window, and so lost precious time.
+
+Out of the darkness Giuliana's voice spoke again, hoarsely now and
+trembling.
+
+“It will be Astorre,” she said, with conviction. “At this hour it can
+be none else. I suspected when I saw him talking to that boy at the gate
+this afternoon that he was setting a spy upon me, to warn him wherever
+he was lurking, did the need arise.”
+
+“But how should the boy know...?” I began, when she interrupted me
+almost impatiently.
+
+“The boy saw Messer Gambara ride up. He waited for no more, but went at
+once to warn Astorre. He has been long in coming,” she added in the tone
+of one who is still searching for the exact explanation of the thing
+that is happening. And then, suddenly and very urgently, “Go, go--go
+quickly!” she bade me.
+
+As in the dark I was groping my way towards the door she spoke again:
+
+“Why does he not knock? For what does he wait?” Immediately, from
+the stairs, came a terrific answer to her question--the unmistakable,
+slip-slopping footstep of the doctor.
+
+I halted, and for an instant stood powerless to move. How he had entered
+I could not guess, nor did I ever discover. Sufficient was the awful
+fact that he was in.
+
+I was ice-cold from head to foot. Then I was all on fire and groping
+forward once more whilst those footsteps, sinister and menacing as the
+very steps of Doom, came higher and nearer.
+
+At last I found the door and wrenched it open. I stayed to close it
+after me, and already at the end of the passage beat the reflection of
+the light Fifanti carried. A second I stood there hesitating which way
+to turn. My first thought was to gain my own chamber. But to attempt it
+were assuredly to run into his arms. So I turned, and went as swiftly
+and stealthily as possible towards the library.
+
+I was all but in when he turned the corner of the passage, and so caught
+sight of me before I had closed the door.
+
+I stood in the library, where the lamp still burned, sweating, panting,
+and trembling. For even as he had had a glimpse of me, so had I had a
+glimpse of him, and the sight was terrifying to one in my situation.
+
+I had seen, his tall, gaunt figure bending forward in his eager, angry
+haste. In one hand he carried a lanthorn; a naked sword in the other.
+His face was malign and ghastly, and his bald, egg-like head shone
+yellow. The fleeting glimpse he had of me drew from him a sound between
+a roar and a snarl, and with quickened feet he came slip-slopping down
+the passage.
+
+I had meant, I think, to play the fox: to seat myself at the table, a
+book before me, and feigning slumber, present the appearance of one who
+had been overcome by weariness at his labours. But now all thought
+of that was at an end. I had been seen, and that I fled was all too
+apparent. So that in every way I was betrayed.
+
+The thing I did, I did upon instinct rather than reason; and this again
+was not well done. I slammed the door, and turned the key, placing
+at least that poor barrier between myself and the man I had so deeply
+wronged, the man whom I had given the right to slay me. A second later
+the door shook as if a hurricane had smitten it. He had seized the
+handle, and he was pulling at it frenziedly with a maniacal strength.
+
+“Open!” he thundered, and fell to snarling and whimpering horribly.
+“Open!”
+
+Then, quite abruptly he became oddly calm. It was as if his rage grew
+coldly purposeful; and the next words he uttered acted upon me as a
+dagger-prod, and reawakened my mind from its momentary stupefaction.
+
+“Do you think these poor laths can save you from my vengeance, my Lord
+Gambara?” quoth he, with a chuckle horrible to hear.
+
+My Lord Gambara! He mistook me for the Legate! In an instant I saw the
+reason of this. It was as Giuliana had conceived. The boy had run to
+warn him wherever he was--at Roncaglia, perhaps, a league away upon the
+road to Parma. And the boy's news was that my Lord the Governor had
+gone to Fifanti's house. The boy had never waited to see the Legate come
+forth again; but had obeyed his instructions to the letter, and it was
+Gambara whom Fifanti came to take red-handed and to kill as he had the
+right to do.
+
+When he had espied my flying shape, the length of the corridor had lain
+between us, Fifanti was short-sighted, and since it was Gambara whom he
+expected to find, Gambara at once he concluded it to be who fled before
+him.
+
+There was no villainy for which I was not ripe that night, it seemed.
+For no sooner did I perceive this error than I set myself to scheme how
+I might profit by it. Let Gambara by all means suffer in my place if
+the thing could be contrived. If not in fact, at least in intent, the
+Cardinal-legate had certainly sinned. If he was not in my place now,
+it was through the too great good fortune that attended him. Besides,
+Gambara would be in better case to protect himself from the consequences
+and from Fifanti's anger.
+
+Thus cravenly I reasoned; and reasoning thus, I reached the window. If
+I could climb down to the garden, and then perhaps up again to my own
+chamber, I might get me to bed, what time Fifanti still hammered at that
+door. Meanwhile his voice came rasping through those slender timbers, as
+he mocked the Lord Cardinal he supposed me.
+
+“You would not be warned, my lord, and yet I warned you enough. You
+would plant horns upon my head. Well, well! Do not complain if you are
+gored by them.”
+
+Then he laughed hideously. “This poor Astorre Fifanti is blind and a
+fool. He is to be sent packing on a journey to the Duke, devised to suit
+my Lord Cardinal's convenience. But you should have bethought you that
+suspicious husbands have a trick of pretending to depart whilst they
+remain.”
+
+Next his voice swelled up again in passion, and again the door was
+shaken.
+
+“Will you open, then, or must I break down the door! There is no barrier
+in the world shall keep me from you, there is no power can save you. I
+have the right to kill you by every law of God and man. Shall I forgo
+that right?” He laughed snarlingly.
+
+“Three hundred ducats yearly to recompense the hospitality I have given
+you--and six hundred later upon the coming of the Duke!” he mocked.
+“That was the price, my lord, of my hospitality--which was to include
+my wife's harlotry. Three hundred ducats! Ha! ha! Three hundred thousand
+million years in Hell! That is the price, my lord--the price that you
+shall pay, for I present the reckoning and enforce it. You shall be
+shriven in iron--you and your wanton after you.
+
+“Shall I be caged for having shed a prelate's sacred blood? for having
+sent a prelate's soul to Hell with all its filth of sin upon it? Shall
+I? Speak, magnificent; out of the fullness of your theological knowledge
+inform me.”
+
+I had listened in a sort of fascination to that tirade of venomous
+mockery. But now I stirred, and pulled the casement open. I peered
+down into the darkness and hesitated. The wall was creeper-clad to the
+window's height; but I feared the frail tendrils of the clematis would
+never bear me. I hesitated. Then I resolved to jump. It was but little
+more than some twelve feet to the ground, and that was nothing to daunt
+an active lad of my own build, with the soft turf to land upon below. It
+should have been done without hesitation; for that moment's hesitation
+was my ruin.
+
+Fifanti had heard the opening of the casement, and fearing that, after
+all, his prey might yet escape him, he suddenly charged the door like an
+infuriated bull, and borrowing from his rage a strength far greater than
+his usual he burst away the fastenings of that crazy door.
+
+Into the room hurtled the doctor, to check and stand there blinking at
+me, too much surprised for a moment to grasp the situation.
+
+When, at last, he understood, the returning flow of rage was
+overwhelming.
+
+“You!” he gasped, and then his voice mounting--“You dog!” he screamed.
+“So it was you! You!”
+
+He crouched and his little eyes, all blood-injected, peered at me with
+horrid malice. He grew cold again as he mastered his surprise. “You!” he
+repeated. “Blind fool that I have been! You! The walker in the ways
+of St. Augustine--in his early ways, I think. You saint in embryo, you
+postulant for holy orders! You shall be ordained this night--with this!”
+ And he raised his sword so that little yellow runnels of light sped down
+the livid blade.
+
+“I will ordain you into Hell, you hound!” And thereupon he leapt at me.
+
+I sprang away from the window, urged by fear of him into a very sudden
+activity. As I crossed the room I had a glimpse of the white figure of
+Giuliana in the gloom of the passage, watching.
+
+He came after me, snarling. I seized a stool and hurled it at him. He
+avoided it nimbly, and it went crashing through the half of the casement
+that was still closed.
+
+And as he avoided it, grown suddenly cunning, he turned back towards the
+door to bar my exit should I attempt to lead him round the table.
+
+We stood at gaze, the length of the little low-ceilinged chamber between
+us, both of us breathing hard.
+
+Then I looked round for something with which to defend myself; for
+it was plain that he meant to have my life. By a great ill-chance it
+happened that the sword which I had worn upon that day when I went as
+Giuliana's escort into Piacenza was still standing in the very corner
+where I had set it down. Instinctively I sprang for it, and Fifanti,
+never suspecting my quest until he saw me with a naked iron in my hand,
+did nothing to prevent my reaching it.
+
+Seeing me armed, he laughed. “Ho, ho! The saint-at-arms!” he mocked.
+“You'll be as skilled with weapons as with holiness!” And he advanced
+upon me in long stealthy strides. The width of the table was between us,
+and he smote at me across it. I parried, and cut back at him, for being
+armed now, I no more feared him than I should have feared a child.
+Little he knew of the swordcraft I had learnt from old Falcone, a thing
+which once learnt is never forgotten though lack of exercise may make us
+slow.
+
+He cut at me again, and narrowly missed the lamp in his stroke. And now,
+I can most solemnly make oath that in the thing that followed there was
+no intent. It was over and done before I was conscious of the happening.
+I had acted purely upon instinct as men will in performing what they
+have been taught.
+
+To ward his blow, I came almost unconsciously into that guard of
+Marozzo's which is known as the iron girdle. I parried and on the stroke
+I lunged, and so, taking the poor wretch entirely unawares, I sank the
+half of my iron into his vitals ere he or I had any thought that the
+thing was possible.
+
+I saw his little eyes grow very wide, and the whole expression of his
+face become one of intense astonishment.
+
+He moved his lips as if to speak, and then the sword clattered from his
+one hand, the lanthorn from his other; he sank forward quietly, still
+looking at me with the same surprised glance, and so came further on to
+my rigidly held blade, until his breast brought up against the quillons.
+For a moment he remained supported thus, by just that rigid arm of mine
+and the table against which his weight was leaning. Then I withdrew the
+blade, and in the same movement flung the weapon from me. Before the
+sword had rattled to the floor, his body had sunk down into a heap
+beyond the table, so that I could see no more than the yellow, egg-like
+top of his bald head.
+
+Awhile I stood watching it, filled with an extraordinary curiosity and
+a queer awe. Very slowly was it that I began to realize the thing I had
+done. It might be that I had killed Fifanti. It might be. And slowly,
+gradually I grew cold with the thought and the apprehension of its
+horrid meaning.
+
+Then from the passage came a stifled scream, and Giuliana staggered
+forward, one hand holding flimsy draperies to her heaving bosom, the
+other at her mouth, which had grown hideously loose and uncontrolled.
+Her glowing copper hair, all unbound, fell about her shoulders like a
+mantle.
+
+Behind her with ashen face and trembling limbs came old Busio. He
+was groaning and ringing his hands. Thus I saw the pair of them creep
+forward to approach Fifanti, who had made no sound since my sword had
+gone through him.
+
+But Fifanti was no longer there to heed them--the faithful servant and
+the unfaithful wife. All that remained, huddled there at the foot of the
+table, was a heap of bleeding flesh and shabby garments.
+
+It was Giuliana who gave me the information. With a courage that was
+almost stupendous she looked down into his face, then up into mine,
+which I doubt not was as livid.
+
+“You have killed him,” she whispered. “He is dead.”
+
+He was dead and I had killed him! My lips moved.
+
+“He would have killed me,” I answered in a strangled voice, and knew
+that what I said was a sort of lie to cloak the foulness of my deed.
+
+Old Busio uttered a long, croaking wail, and went down on his knees
+beside the master he had served so long--the master who would never more
+need servant in this world.
+
+It was upon the wings of that pitiful cry that the full understanding
+of the thing I had done was borne in upon my soul. I bowed my head, and
+took my face in my hands. I saw myself in that moment for what I was. I
+accounted myself wholly and irrevocably damned, Be God never so clement,
+surely here was something for which even His illimitable clemency could
+find no pardon.
+
+I had come to Fifanti's house as a student of humanities and divinities;
+all that I had learnt there had been devilries culminating in this
+hour's work. And all through no fault of that poor, mean, ugly pedant,
+who indeed had been my victim--whom I had robbed of honour and of life.
+
+Never man felt self-horror as I felt it then, self-loathing and
+self-contempt. And then, whilst the burden of it all, the horror of
+it all was full upon me, a soft hand touched my shoulder, and a soft,
+quivering voice murmured urgently in my ear:
+
+“Agostino, we must go; we must go.”
+
+I plucked away my hands, and showed her a countenance before which she
+shrank in fear.
+
+“We?” I snarled at her. “We?” I repeated still more fiercely, and drove
+her back before me as if I had done her a bodily hurt.
+
+O, I should have imagined--had I had time in which to imagine
+anything--that already I had descended to the very bottom of the pit of
+infamy. But it seems that one more downward step remained me; and that
+step I took. Not by act, nor yet by speech, but just by thought.
+
+For without the manliness to take the whole blame of this great crime
+upon myself, I must in my soul and mind fling the burden of it upon her.
+Like Adam of old, I blamed the woman, and charged her in my thoughts
+with having tempted me. Charging her thus, I loathed her as the cause of
+all this sin that had engulfed me; loathed her in that moment as a thing
+unclean and hideous; loathed her with a completeness of loathing such as
+I had never experienced before for any fellow-creature.
+
+Instead of beholding in her one whom I had dragged with me into my pit
+of sin and whom it was incumbent upon my manhood thenceforth to shelter
+and protect from the consequences of my own iniquity, I attributed to
+her the blame of all that had befallen.
+
+To-day I know that in so doing I did no more than justice. But it was
+not justly done. I had then no such knowledge as I have to-day by which
+to correct my judgment. The worst I had the right to think of her in
+that hour was that her guilt was something less than mine. In thinking
+otherwise was it that I took that last step to the very bottom of the
+hell that I had myself created for myself that night.
+
+The rest was as nothing by comparison. I have said that it was not by
+act or speech that I added to the sum of my iniquities; and yet it was
+by both. First, in that fiercely echoed “We?” that I hurled at her to
+strike her from me; then in my precipitate flight alone.
+
+How I stumbled from that room I scarcely know. The events of the time
+that followed immediately upon Fifanti's death are all blurred as the
+impressions of a sick man's dream.
+
+I dimly remember that as she backed away from me until her shoulders
+touched the wall, that as she stood so, all white and lovely as any
+snare that Satan ever devised for man's ruin, staring at me with mutely
+pleading eyes, I staggered forward, avoiding the sight of that dreadful
+huddle on the floor, over which Busio was weeping foolishly.
+
+As I stepped a sudden moisture struck my stockinged feet. Its nature
+I knew by instinct upon the instant, and filled by it with a sudden
+unreasoning terror, I dashed with a loud cry from the room.
+
+Along the passage and down the dark stairs I plunged until I reached
+the door of the house. It stood open and I went heedlessly forth. From
+overhead I heard Giuliana calling me in a voice that held a note of
+despair. But I never checked in my headlong career.
+
+Fifanti's mule, I have since reflected, was tethered near the steps. I
+saw the beast, but it conveyed no meaning to my mind, which I think was
+numbed. I sped past it and on, through the gate, round the road by the
+Po, under the walls of the city, and so away into the open country.
+
+Without cap, without doublet, without shoes, just in my trunks and shirt
+and hose, as I was, I ran, heading by instinct for home as heads the
+animal that has been overtaken by danger whilst abroad. Never since
+Phidippides, the Athenian courier, do I believe that any man had run as
+desperately and doggedly as I ran that night.
+
+By dawn, having in some three hours put twenty miles or so between
+myself and Piacenza, I staggered exhausted and with cut and bleeding
+feet through the open door of a peasant's house.
+
+The family, sat at breakfast in the stone-flagged room into which I
+stumbled. I halted under their astonished eyes.
+
+“I am the Lord of Mondolfo,” I panted hoarsely, “and I need a beast to
+carry me home.”
+
+The head of that considerable family, a grizzled, suntanned peasant,
+rose from his seat and pondered my condition with a glance that was
+laden with mistrust.
+
+“The Lord of Mondolfo--you, thus?” quoth he. “Now, by Bacchus, I am the
+Pope of Rome!”
+
+But his wife, more tender-hearted, saw in my disorder cause for pity
+rather than irony.
+
+“Poor lad!” she murmured, as I staggered and fell into a chair, unable
+longer to retain my feet. She rose immediately, and came hurrying
+towards me with a basin of goat's milk. The draught refreshed my body as
+her gentle words of comfort soothed my troubled soul. Seated there, her
+stout arm about my shoulders, my head pillowed upon her ample, motherly
+breast, I was very near to tears, loosened in my overwrought state by
+the sweet touch of sympathy, for which may God reward her.
+
+I rested in that place awhile. Three hours I slept upon a litter of
+straw in an outhouse; whereupon, strengthened by my repose, I renewed my
+claim to be the Lord of Mondolfo and my demand for a horse to carry me
+to my fortress.
+
+Still doubting me too much to trust me alone with any beast of his, the
+peasant nevertheless fetched out a couple of mules and set out with me
+for Mondolfo.
+
+
+
+
+
+BOOK III. THE WILDERNESS
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER I. THE HOME-COMING
+
+
+It was still early morning when we came into the town of Mondolfo, my
+peasant escort and I.
+
+The day being Sunday there was little stir in the town at such an hour,
+and it presented a very different appearance from that which it had worn
+when last I had seen it. But the difference lay not only in the absence
+of bustle and the few folk abroad now as compared with that market-day
+on which, departing, I had ridden through it. I viewed the place to-day
+with eyes that were able to draw comparisons, and after the wide streets
+and imposing buildings of Piacenza, I found my little township mean and
+rustic.
+
+We passed the Duomo, consecrated to Our Lady of Mondolfo. Its
+portals stood wide, and in the opening swung a heavy crimson curtain,
+embroidered with a huge golden cross which was bellying outward like an
+enormous gonfalon. On the steps a few crippled beggars whined, and a few
+faithful took their way to early Mass.
+
+On, up the steep, ill-paved street we climbed to the mighty grey citadel
+looming on the hill's crest, like a gigantic guardian brooding over the
+city of his trust. We crossed the drawbridge unchallenged, passed under
+the tunnel of the gateway, and so came into the vast, untenanted bailey
+of the fortress.
+
+I looked about me, beat my hands together, and raised my voice to shout
+
+“Ola! Ola!”
+
+In answer to my call the door of the guardhouse opened presently, and
+a man looked out. He frowned at first; then his brows went up and his
+mouth fell open.
+
+“It is the Madonnino!” he shouted over his shoulder, and hurried forward
+to take my reins, uttering words of respectful welcome, which seemed to
+relieve the fears of my peasant, who had never quite believed me what I
+proclaimed myself.
+
+There was a stir in the guardhouse, and two or three men of the absurd
+garrison my mother kept there shuffled in the doorway, whilst a burly
+fellow in leather with a sword girt on him thrust his way through
+and hurried forward, limping slightly. In the dark, lowering face
+I recognized my old friend Rinolfo, and I marvelled to see him thus
+accoutred.
+
+He halted before me, and gave me a stiff and unfriendly salute; then he
+bade the man-at-arms to hold my stirrup.
+
+“What is your authority here, Rinolfo?” I asked him shortly.
+
+I am the castellan,” he informed me.
+
+“The castellan? But what of Messer Giorgio?”
+
+“He died a month ago.”
+
+“And who gave you this authority?”
+
+“Madonna the Countess, in some recompense for the hurt you did me,” he
+replied, thrusting forward his lame leg.
+
+His tone was surly and hostile; but it provoked no resentment in me
+now. I deserved his unfriendliness. I had crippled him. At the moment I
+forgot the provocation I had received--forgot that since he had raised
+his hand to his lord, it would have been no great harshness to have
+hanged him. I saw in him but another instance of my wickedness, another
+sufferer at my hands; and I hung my head under the rebuke implicit in
+his surly tone and glance.
+
+“I had not thought, Rinolfo, to do you an abiding hurt,” said I, and
+here checked, bethinking me that I lied; for had I not expressed regret
+that I had not broken his neck?
+
+I got down slowly and painfully, for my limbs were stiff and my feet
+very sore. He smiled darkly at my words and my sudden faltering; but I
+affected not to see.
+
+“Where is Madonna?” I asked.
+
+“She will have returned by now from chapel,” he answered.
+
+I turned to the man-at-arms. “You will announce me,” I bade him. “And
+you, Rinolfo, see to these beasts and to this good fellow here. Let him
+have wine and food and what he needs. I will see him again ere he sets
+forth.”
+
+Rinolfo muttered that all should be done as I ordered, and I signed to
+the man-at-arms to lead the way.
+
+We went up the steps and into the cool of the great hall. There the
+soldier, whose every feeling had been outraged no doubt by Rinolfo's
+attitude towards his lord, ventured to express his sympathy and
+indignation.
+
+“Rinolfo is a black beast, Madonnino,” he muttered.
+
+“We are all black beasts, Eugenio,” I answered heavily, and so startled
+him by words and tone that he ventured upon no further speech, but led
+me straight to my mother's private dining-room, opened the door and
+calmly announced me.
+
+“Madonna, here is my Lord Agostino.”
+
+I heard the gasp she uttered before I caught sight of her. She was
+seated at the table's head in her great wooden chair, and Fra Gervasio
+was pacing the rush-strewn floor in talk with her, his hands behind his
+back, his head thrust forward.
+
+At the announcement he straightened suddenly and wheeled round to face
+me, inquiry in his glance. My mother, too, half rose, and remained
+so, staring at me, her amazement at seeing me increased by the strange
+appearance I presented.
+
+Eugenio closed the door and departed, leaving me standing there, just
+within it; and for a moment no word was spoken.
+
+The cheerless, familiar room, looking more cheerless than it had done
+of old, with its high-set windows and ghastly Crucifix, affected me in
+a singular manner. In this room I had known a sort of peace--the peace
+that is peculiarly childhood's own, whatever the troubles that may haunt
+it. I came into it now with hell in my soul, sin-blackened before God
+and man, a fugitive in quest of sanctuary.
+
+A knot rose in my throat and paralysed awhile my speech. Then with a
+sudden sob, I sprang forward and hobbled to her upon my wounded feet. I
+flung myself down upon my knees, buried my head in her lap, and all that
+I could cry was:
+
+“Mother! Mother!”
+
+Whether perceiving my disorder, my distraught and suffering condition,
+what remained of the woman in her was moved to pity; whether my cry
+acting like a rod of Moses upon that rock of her heart which excess of
+piety had long since sterilized, touched into fresh life the springs
+that had long since been dry, and reminded her of the actual bond
+between us, her tone was more kindly and gentle than I had ever known
+it.
+
+“Agostino, my child! Why are you here?” And her wax-like fingers very
+gently touched my head. “Why are you here--and thus? What has happened
+to you?”
+
+“Me miserable!” I groaned.
+
+“What is it?” she pressed me, an increasing anxiety in her voice.
+
+At last I found courage to tell her sufficient to prepare her mind.
+
+“Mother, I am a sinner,” I faltered miserably.
+
+I felt her recoiling from me as from the touch of something unclean and
+contagious, her mind conceiving already by some subtle premonition some
+shadow of the thing that I had done. And then Gervasio spoke, and his
+voice was soothing as oil upon troubled waters.
+
+“Sinners are we all, Agostino. But repentance purges sin. Do not abandon
+yourself to despair, my son.”
+
+But the mother who bore me took no such charitable and Christian view.
+
+“What is it? Wretched boy, what have you done?” And the cold repugnance
+in her voice froze anew the courage I was forming.
+
+“O God help me! God help me!” I groaned miserably.
+
+Gervasio, seeing my condition, with that quick and saintly sympathy that
+was his, came softly towards me and set a hand upon my shoulder.
+
+“Dear Agostino,” he murmured, “would you find it easier to tell me
+first? Will you confess to me, my son? Will you let me lift this burden
+from your soul?”
+
+Still on my knees I turned and looked up into that pale, kindly face.
+I caught his thin hand, and kissed it ere he could snatch it away.
+“If there were more priests like you,” I cried, “there would be fewer
+sinners like me.”
+
+A shadow crossed his face; he smiled very wanly, a smile that was like a
+gleam of pale sunshine from an over-clouded sky, and he spoke in gentle,
+soothing words of the Divine Mercy.
+
+I staggered to my bruised feet. “I will confess to you, Fra Gervasio,” I
+said, “and afterwards we will tell my mother.”
+
+She looked as she would make demur. But Fra Gervasio checked any such
+intent.
+
+“It is best so, Madonna,” he said gravely. “His most urgent need is the
+consolation that the Church alone can give.”
+
+He took me by the arm very gently, and led me forth. We went to his
+modest chamber, with its waxed floor, the hard, narrow pallet upon
+which he slept, the blue and gold image of the Virgin, and the little
+writing-pulpit upon which lay open a manuscript he was illuminating,
+for he was very skilled in that art which already was falling into
+desuetude.
+
+At this pulpit, by the window, he took his seat, and signed to me to
+kneel. I recited the Confiteor. Thereafter, with my face buried in my
+hands, my soul writhing in an agony of penitence and shame, I poured out
+the hideous tale of the evil I had wrought.
+
+Rarely did he speak while I was at that recitation. Save when I halted
+or hesitated he would interject a word of pity and of comfort that fell
+like a blessed balsam upon my spiritual wounds and gave me strength to
+pursue my awful story.
+
+When I had done and he knew me to the full for the murderer and
+adulterer that I was, there fell a long pause, during which I waited as
+a felon awaits sentence. But it did not come. Instead, he set himself
+to examine more closely the thing I had told him. He probed it with
+a question here and a question there, and all of a shrewdness that
+revealed the extent of his knowledge of humanity, and the infinite
+compassion and gentleness that must be the inevitable fruits of such sad
+knowledge.
+
+He caused me to go back to the very day of my arrival at Fifanti's; and
+thence, step by step, he led me again over the road that in the past
+four months I had trodden, until he had traced the evil to its very
+source, and could see the tiny spring that had formed the brook which,
+gathering volume as it went, had swollen at last into a raging torrent
+that had laid waste its narrow confines.
+
+“Who that knows all that goes to the making of a sin shall dare to
+condemn a sinner?” he cried at last, so that I looked up at him,
+startled, and penetrated by a ray of hope and comfort. He returned my
+glance with one of infinite pity.
+
+“It is the woman here upon whom must fall the greater blame,” said he.
+
+But at that I cried out in hot remonstrance, adding that I had yet
+another vileness to confess--for it was now that for the first time I
+realized it. And I related to him how last night I had repudiated her,
+cast her off and fled, leaving her to bear the punishment alone.
+
+Of my conduct in that he withheld his criticism. “The sin is hers,” he
+repeated. “She was a wife, and the adultery is hers. More, she was the
+seducer. It was she who debauched your mind with lascivious readings,
+and tore away the foundations of virtue from your soul. If in the
+cataclysm that followed she was crushed and smothered, it is no more
+than she had incurred.”
+
+I still protested that this view was all too lenient to me, that it
+sprang of his love for me, that it was not just. Thereupon he began to
+make clear to me many things that may have been clear to you worldly
+ones who have read my scrupulous and exact confessions, but which at the
+time were still all wrapped in obscurity for me.
+
+It was as if he held up a mirror--an intelligent and informing
+mirror--in which my deeds were reflected by the light of his own deep
+knowledge. He showed me the gradual seduction to which I had been
+subjected; he showed me Giuliana as she really was, as she must be from
+what I had told him; he reminded me that she was older by ten years than
+I, and greatly skilled in men and worldliness; that where I had gone
+blindly, never seeing what was the inevitable goal and end of the road
+I trod, she had consciously been leading me thither, knowing full well
+what the end must be, and desiring it.
+
+As for the murder of Fifanti, the thing was grievous; but it had been
+done in the heat of combat, and he could not think that I had meant the
+poor man's death. And Fifanti himself was not entirely without blame.
+Largely had he contributed to the tragedy. There had been evil in his
+heart. A good man would have withdrawn his wife from surroundings which
+he knew to be perilous and foul, not used her as a decoy to enable him
+to trap and slay his enemy.
+
+And the greatest blame of all he attached to that Messer Arcolano who
+had recommended Fifanti to my mother as a tutor for me, knowing full
+well--as he must have known--what manner of house the doctor kept
+and what manner of wanton was Giuliana. Arcolano had sought to serve
+Fifanti's interests in pretending to serve mine and my mother's; and my
+mother should be enlightened that at last she might know that evil man
+for what he really was.
+
+“But all this,” he concluded, “does not mean, Agostino, that you are
+to regard yourself as other than a great sinner. You have sinned
+monstrously, even when all these extenuations are considered.”
+
+“I know, I know!” I groaned.
+
+“But beyond forgiveness no man has ever sinned, nor have you now. So
+that your repentance is deep and real, and when by some penance that
+I shall impose you shall have cleansed yourself of all this mire that
+clings to your poor soul, you shall have absolution from me.”
+
+“Impose your penance,” I cried eagerly. “There is none I will not
+undertake, to purchase pardon and some little peace of mind.
+
+“I will consider it,” he answered gravely. “And now let us seek your
+mother. She must be told, for a great deal hangs upon this, Agostino.
+The career to which you were destined is no longer for you, my son.”
+
+My spirit quailed under those last words; and yet I felt an immense
+relief at the same time, as if some overwhelming burden had been lifted
+from me.
+
+“I am indeed unworthy,” I said.
+
+“It is not your unworthiness that I am considering, my son, but your
+nature. The world calls you over-strongly. It is not for nothing that
+you are the child of Giovanni d'Anguissola. His blood runs thick in your
+veins, and it is very human blood. For such as you there is no hope
+in the cloister. Your mother must be made to realize it, and she must
+abandon her dreams concerning you. It will wound her very sorely. But
+better that than...” He shrugged and rose. “Come, Agostino.”
+
+And I rose, too, immensely comforted and soothed already, for all that
+I was yet very far from ease or peace of mind. Outside his room he set a
+hand upon my arm.
+
+“Wait,” he said, “we have ministered in some degree to your poor spirit.
+Let us take thought for the body, too. You need garments and other
+things. Come with me.”
+
+He led me up to my own little chamber, took fresh raiment for me from
+a press, called Lorenza and bade her bring bread and wine, vinegar and
+warm water.
+
+In a very weak dilution of the latter he bade me bathe my lacerated
+feet, and then he found fine strips of linen in which to bind them ere I
+drew fresh hose and shoes. And meanwhile munching my bread and salt and
+taking great draughts of the pure if somewhat sour wine, my mental peace
+was increased by the refreshment of my body.
+
+At last I stood up more myself than I had been in these last twelve
+awful hours--for it was just noon, and into twelve hours had been packed
+the events that well might have filled a lifetime.
+
+He put an arm about my shoulder, fondly as a father might have done, and
+so led me below again and into my mother's presence.
+
+We found her kneeling before the Crucifix, telling her beads; and we
+stood waiting a few moments in silence until with a sigh and a rustle of
+her stiff black dress she rose gently and turned to face us.
+
+My heart thudded violently in that moment, as I looked into that pale
+face of sorrow. Then Fra Gervasio began to speak very gently and softly.
+
+“Your son, Madonna, has been lured into sin by a wanton woman,” he
+began, and there she interrupted him with a sudden and very piteous cry.
+
+“Not that! Ah, not that!” she exclaimed, putting out hands gropingly
+before her.
+
+“That and more, Madonna,” he answered gravely. “Be brave to hear the
+rest. It is a very piteous story. But the founts of Divine Mercy are
+inexhaustible, and Agostino shall drink therefrom when by penitence he
+shall have cleansed his lips.”
+
+Very erect she stood there, silent and ghostly, her face looking
+diaphanous by contrast with the black draperies that enshrouded her,
+whilst her eyes were great pools of sorrow. Poor, poor mother! It is the
+last recollection I have of her; for after that day we never met again,
+and I would give ten years to purgatory if I might recall the last words
+that passed between us.
+
+As briefly as possible and ever thrusting into the foreground the
+immensity of the snare that had been spread for me and the temptation
+that had enmeshed me, Gervasio told her the story of my sin.
+
+She heard him through in that immovable attitude, one hand pressed to
+her heart, her poor pale lips moving now and again, but no sound coming
+from them, her face a white mask of pain and horror.
+
+When he had done, so wrought upon was I by the sorrow of that
+countenance that I went forward again to fling myself upon my knees
+before her.
+
+“Mother, forgive!” I pleaded. And getting no answer I put up my hands to
+take hers. “Mother!” I cried, and the tears were streaming down my face.
+
+But she recoiled before me.
+
+“Are you my child?” she asked in a voice of horror. “Are you the thing
+that has grown out of that little child I vowed to chastity and to
+God? Then has my sin overtaken me--the sin of bearing a son to Giovanni
+d'Anguissola, that enemy of God!”
+
+“Ah, mother, mother!” I cried again, thinking perhaps by that
+all-powerful word to move her yet to pity and to gentleness.
+
+“Madonna,” cried Gervasio, “be merciful if you would look for mercy.”
+
+“He has falsified my vows,” she answered stonily. “He was my votive
+offering for the life of his impious father. I am punished for the
+unworthiness of my offering and the unworthiness of the cause in which I
+offered it. Accursed is the fruit of my womb!” She moaned, and sank her
+head upon her breast.
+
+“I will atone!” I cried, overwhelmed to see her so distraught.
+
+She wrung her pale hands.
+
+“Atone!” she cried, and her voice trembled. “Go then, and atone. But
+never let me see you more; never let me be reminded of the sinner to
+whom I have given life. Go! Begone!” And she raised a hand in tragical
+dismissal.
+
+I shrank back, and came slowly to my feet. And then Gervasio spoke, and
+his voice boomed and thundered with righteous indignation.
+
+“Madonna, this is inhuman!” he denounced. “Shall you dare to hope for
+mercy being yourself unmerciful?”
+
+“I shall pray for strength to forgive him; but the sight of him might
+tempt me back with the memory of the thing that he has done,” she
+answered, and she had returned to that cold and terrible reserve of
+hers.
+
+And then things that Fra Gervasio had repressed for years welled up in a
+mighty flood. “He is your son, and he is as you have made him.”
+
+“As I have made him?” quoth she, and her glance challenged the friar.
+
+“By what right did you make of him a votive offering? By what right
+did you seek to consecrate a child unborn to a claustral life without
+thought of his character, without reck of the desires that should be
+his? By what right did you make yourself the arbiter of the future of a
+man unborn?”
+
+“By what right?” quoth she. “Are you a priest, and do you ask me by what
+right I vowed him to the service of God?”
+
+“And is there, think you, no way of serving God but in the sterility of
+the cloister?” he demanded. “Why, since no man is born to damnation,
+and since by your reasoning the world must mean damnation, then all men
+should be encloistered, and soon, thus, there would be an end to man.
+You are too arrogant, Madonna, when you presume to judge what pleases
+God. Beware lest you fall into the sin of the Pharisee, for often have I
+seen you stand in danger of it.”
+
+She swayed as if her strength were failing her, and again her pale lips
+moved.
+
+“Enough, Fra Gervasio! I will go,” I cried.
+
+“Nay, it is not yet enough,” he answered, and strode down the room until
+he stood between her and me. “He is what you have made him,” he repeated
+in denunciation. “Had you studied his nature and his inclinations, had
+you left them free to develop along the way that God intended, you would
+have seen whether or not the cloister called him; and then would have
+been the time to have taken a resolve. But you thought to change his
+nature by repressing it; and you never saw that if he was not such as
+you would have him be, then most surely would you doom him to damnation
+by making an evil priest of him.
+
+“In your Pharisaic arrogance, Madonna, you sought to superimpose your
+will to God's will concerning him--you confounded God's will with your
+own. And so his sins recoil upon you as much as upon any. Therefore,
+Madonna, do I bid you beware. Take a humbler view if you would be
+acceptable in the Divine sight. Learn to forgive, for I say to you
+to-day that you stand as greatly in need of forgiveness for the thing
+that Agostino has done, as does Agostino himself.”
+
+He paused at last, and stood trembling before her, his eyes aflame, his
+high cheek-bones faintly tinted. And she measured him very calmly and
+coldly with her sombre eyes.
+
+“Are you a priest?” she asked with steady scorn. “Are you indeed a
+priest?” And then her invective was loosened, and her voice shrilled and
+mounted as her anger swayed her. “What a snake have I harboured here!”
+ she cried. “Blasphemer! You show me clearly whence came the impiety and
+ungodliness of Giovanni d'Anguissola. It had the same source as your
+own. It was suckled at your mother's breast.”
+
+A sob shook him. “My mother is dead, Madonna!” he rebuked her.
+
+“She is more blessed, then, than I; since she has not lived to see what
+a power for sin she has brought forth. Go, pitiful friar. Go, both of
+you. You are very choicely mated. Begone from Mondolfo, and never let me
+see either of you more.”
+
+She staggered to her great chair and sank into it, whilst we stood
+there, mute, regarding her. For myself, it was with difficulty that I
+repressed the burning things that rose to my lips. Had I given free rein
+to my tongue, I had made of it a whip of scorpions. And my anger sprang
+not from the things she said to me, but from what she said to that
+saintly man who held out a hand to help me out of the morass of sin in
+which I was being sunk. That he, that sweet and charitable follower of
+his Master, should be abused by her, should be dubbed blasphemer
+and have the cherished memory of his mother defiled by her pietistic
+utterances, was something that inflamed me horribly.
+
+But he set a hand upon my shoulder.
+
+“Come, Agostino,” he said very gently. He was calm once more. “We will
+go, as we are bidden, you and I.”
+
+And then, out of the sweetness of his nature, he forged all unwittingly
+the very iron that should penetrate most surely into her soul.
+
+“Forgive her, my son. Forgive her as you need forgiveness. She does not
+understand the thing she does. Come, we will pray for her, that God in
+His infinite mercy may teach her humility and true knowledge of Him.”
+
+I saw her start as if she had been stung.
+
+“Blasphemer, begone!” she cried again; and her voice was hoarse with
+suppressed anger.
+
+And then the door was suddenly flung open, and Rinolfo clanked in, very
+martial and important, his hand thrusting up his sword behind him.
+
+“Madonna,” he announced, “the Captain of Justice from Piacenza is here.”
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER II. THE CAPTAIN OF JUSTICE
+
+
+There was a moment's silence after Rinolfo had flung that announcement.
+
+“The Captain of Justice?” quoth my mother at length, her voice startled.
+“What does he seek?”
+
+“The person of my Lord Agostino d'Anguissola,” said Rinolfo steadily.
+
+She sighed very heavily. “A felon's end!” she murmured, and turned to
+me. “If thus you may expiate your sins,” she said, speaking more gently,
+“let the will of Heaven be done. Admit the captain, Ser Rinolfo.”
+
+He bowed, and turned sharply to depart.
+
+“Stay!” I cried, and rooted him there by the imperative note of my
+command.
+
+Fra Gervasio was more than right when he said that mine was not a nature
+for the cloister. In that moment I might have realized it to the full by
+the readiness with which the thought of battle occurred to me, and more
+by the anticipatory glow that warmed me at the very thought of it. I was
+the very son of Giovanni d'Anguissola.
+
+“What force attends the captain?” I inquired.
+
+“He has six mounted men with him,” replied Rinolfo. “In that case,” I
+answered, “you will bid him begone in my name.”
+
+“And if he should not go?” was Rinolfo's impudent question.
+
+“You will tell him that I will drive him hence--him and his braves. We
+keep a garrison of a score of men at least--sufficient to compel him to
+depart.”
+
+“He will return again with more,” said Rinolfo.
+
+“Does that concern you?” I snapped. “Let him return with what he
+pleases. To-day I enrol more forces from the countryside, take up the
+bridge and mount our cannon. This is my lair and fortress, and I'll
+defend it and myself as becomes my name and blood. For I am the lord and
+master here, and the Lord of Mondolfo is not to be dragged away thus at
+the heels of a Captain of Justice. You have my orders, obey them. About
+it, sir.”
+
+Circumstances had shown me the way that I must take, and the folly of
+going forth a fugitive outcast at my mother's bidding. I was Lord of
+Mondolfo, as I had said, and they should know and feel it from this
+hour--all of them, not excepting my mother.
+
+But I reckoned without the hatred Rinolfo bore me. Instead of the prompt
+obedience that I had looked for, he had turned again to my mother.
+
+“Is it your wish, Madonna?” he inquired.
+
+“It is my wish that counts, you knave,” I thundered and advanced upon
+him.
+
+But he fronted me intrepidly. “I hold my office from my Lady the
+Countess. I obey none other here.”
+
+“Body of God! Do you defy me?” I cried. “Am I Lord of Mondolfo, or am
+I a lackey in my own house? You'ld best obey me ere I break you, Ser
+Rinolfo. We shall see whether the men will take my orders,” I added
+confidently.
+
+The faintest smile illumined his dark face. “The men will not stir a
+finger at the bidding of any but Madonna the Countess and myself,” he
+answered hardily.
+
+It was by an effort that I refrained from striking him. And then my
+mother spoke again.
+
+“It is as Ser Rinolfo says,” she informed me. “So cease this futile
+resistance, sir son, and accept the expiation that is offered you.”
+
+I looked at her, she avoiding my glance.
+
+“Madonna, I cannot think that it is so,” said I. “These men have known
+me since I was a little lad. Many of them have followed the fortunes of
+my father. They'll never turn their backs upon his son in the hour of
+his need. They are not all so inhuman as my mother.”
+
+“You mistake, sir,” said Rinolfo. “Of the men you knew but one or two
+remain. Most of our present force has been enrolled by me in the past
+month.”
+
+This was defeat, utter and pitiful. His tone was too confident, he was
+too sure of his ground to leave me a doubt as to what would befall if
+I made appeal to his knavish followers. My arms fell to my sides, and I
+looked at Gervasio. His face was haggard, and his eyes were very full of
+sorrow as they rested on me.
+
+“It is true, Agostino,” he said.
+
+And as he spoke, Rinolfo limped out of the room to fetch the Captain of
+Justice, as my mother had bidden him; and his lips smiled cruelly.
+
+“Madam mother,” I said bitterly, “you do a monstrous thing. You usurp
+the power that is mine, and you deliver me--me, your son--to the
+gallows. I hope that, hereafter, when you come to realize to the full
+your deed, you will be able to give your conscience peace.”
+
+“My first duty is to God,” she answered; and to that pitiable answer
+there was nothing to be rejoined.
+
+So I turned my shoulder to her and stood waiting, Fra Gervasio beside
+me, clenching his hands in his impotence and mute despair. And then an
+approaching clank of mail heralded the coming of the captain.
+
+Rinolfo held the door, and Cosimo d'Anguissola entered with a firm,
+proud tread, two of his men, following at his heels.
+
+He wore a buff-coat, under which no doubt there would be a shirt of
+mail; his gorget and wristlets were of polished steel, and his headgear
+was a steel cap under a cover of peach-coloured velvet. Thigh-boots
+encased his legs; sword and dagger hung in the silver carriages at his
+belt; his handsome, aquiline face was very solemn.
+
+He bowed profoundly to my mother, who rose to respond, and then he
+flashed me one swift glance of his piercing eyes.
+
+“I deplore my business here,” he announced shortly. “No doubt it will be
+known to you already.” And he looked at me again, allowing his eyes to
+linger on my face.
+
+“I am ready, sir,” I said.
+
+“Then we had best be going, for I understand that none could be less
+welcome here than I. Yet in this, Madonna, let me assure you that there
+is nothing personal to myself. I am the slave of my office. I do but
+perform it.”
+
+“So much protesting where no doubt has been expressed,” said Fra
+Gervasio, “in itself casts a doubt upon your good faith. Are you not
+Cosimo d'Anguissola--my lord's cousin and heir?”
+
+“I am,” said he, “yet that has no part in this, sir friar.”
+
+“Then let it have part. Let it have the part it should have. Will you
+bear one of your own name and blood to the gallows? What will men say of
+that when they perceive your profit in the deed?”
+
+Cosimo looked him boldly between the eyes, his hawk-face very white.
+
+“Sir priest, I know not by what right you address me so. But you do
+me wrong. I am the Podesta of Piacenza bound by an oath that it would
+dishonour me to break; and break it I must or else fulfil my duty here.
+Enough!” he added, in his haughty, peremptory fashion. “Ser Agostino, I
+await your pleasure.”
+
+“I will appeal to Rome,” cried Fra Gervasio, now beside himself with
+grief.
+
+Cosimo smiled darkly, pityingly. “It is to be feared that Rome will turn
+a deaf ear to appeals on behalf of the son of Giovanni d'Anguissola.”
+
+And with that he motioned me to precede him. Silently I pressed Fra
+Gervasio's hand, and on that departed without so much as another look at
+my mother, who sat there a silent witness of a scene which she approved.
+
+The men-at-arms fell into step, one on either side of me, and so we
+passed out into the courtyard, where Cosimo's other men were waiting,
+and where was gathered the entire family of the castle--a gaping, rather
+frightened little crowd.
+
+They brought forth a mule for me, and I mounted. Then suddenly there was
+Fra Gervasio at my side again.
+
+“I, too, am going hence,” he said. “Be of good courage, Agostino. There
+is no effort I will not make on your behalf.” In a broken voice he added
+his farewells ere he stood back at the captain's peremptory bidding. The
+little troop closed round me, and thus, within a couple of hours of my
+coming, I departed again from Mondolfo, surrendered to the hangman
+by the pious hands of my mother, who on her knees, no doubt, would be
+thanking God for having afforded her the grace to act in so righteous a
+manner.
+
+Once only did my cousin address me, and that was soon after we had left
+the town behind us. He motioned the men away, and rode to my side. Then
+he looked at me with mocking, hating eyes.
+
+“You had done better to have continued in your saint's trade than have
+become so very magnificent a sinner,” said he.
+
+I did not answer him, and he rode on beside me in silence some little
+way.
+
+“Ah, well,” he sighed at last. “Your course has been a brief one, but
+very eventful. And who would have suspected so very fierce a wolf under
+so sheepish an outside? Body of God! You fooled us all, you and that
+white-faced trull.”
+
+He said it through his teeth with such a concentration of rage in his
+tones that it was easy to guess where the sore rankled.
+
+I looked at him gravely. “Does it become you, sir, do you think, to gird
+at one who is your prisoner?”
+
+“And did you not gird at me when it was your turn?” he flashed back
+fiercely. “Did not you and she laugh together over that poor, fond fool
+Cosimo whose money she took so very freely, and yet who seems to have
+been the only one excluded from her favours?”
+
+“You lie, you dog!” I blazed at him, so fiercely that the men turned in
+their saddles. He paled, and half raised the gauntleted hand in which he
+carried his whip. But he controlled himself, and barked an order to his
+followers:
+
+“Ride on, there!”
+
+When they had drawn off a little, and we were alone again, “I do not
+lie, sir,” he said. “It is a practice which I leave to shavelings of all
+degrees.”
+
+“If you say that she took aught from you, then you lie,” I repeated.
+
+He considered me steadily. “Fool!” he said at last. “Whence else
+came her jewels and fine clothes? From Fifanti, do you think--that
+impecunious pedant? Or perhaps you imagine that it was from Gambara?
+In time that grasping prelate might have made the Duke pay. But pay,
+himself? By the Blood of God! he was never known to pay for anything.
+
+“Or, yet again, do you suppose her finery was afforded her by
+Caro?--Messer Annibale Caro--who is so much in debt that he is never
+like to return to Piacenza, unless some dolt of a patron rewards him for
+his poetaster's labours.
+
+“No, no, my shaveling. It was I who paid--I who was the fool. God! I
+more than suspected the others. But you. You saint... You!”
+
+He flung up his head, and laughed bitterly and unpleasantly. “Ah,
+well!” he ended, “You are to pay, though in different kind. It is in the
+family, you see.” And abruptly raising his voice he shouted to the men
+to wait.
+
+Thereafter he rode ahead, alone and gloomy, whilst no less alone and
+gloomy rode I amid my guards. The thing he had revealed to me had torn
+away a veil from my silly eyes. It had made me understand a hundred
+little matters that hitherto had been puzzling me. And I saw how utterly
+and fatuously blind I had been to things which even Fra Gervasio had
+apprehended from just the relation he had drawn from me.
+
+It was as we were entering Piacenza by the Gate of San Lazzaro that I
+again drew my cousin to my side.
+
+“Sir Captain!” I called to him, for I could not bring myself to address
+him as cousin now. He came, inquiry in his eyes.
+
+“Where is she now?” I asked.
+
+He stared at me a moment, as if my effrontery astonished him. Then
+he shrugged and sneered. “I would I knew for certain,” was his fierce
+answer. “I would I knew. Then should I have the pair of you.” And I saw
+it in his face how unforgivingly he hated me out of his savage jealousy.
+“My Lord Gambara might tell you. I scarcely doubt it. Were I but
+certain, what a reckoning should I not present! He may be Governor of
+Piacenza, but were he Governor of Hell he should not escape me.” And
+with that he rode ahead again, and left me.
+
+The rumour of our coming sped through the streets ahead of us, and out
+of the houses poured the townsfolk to watch our passage and to point me
+out one to another with many whisperings and solemn head-waggings. And
+the farther we advanced, the greater was the concourse, until by the
+time we reached the square before the Communal Palace we found there
+what amounted to a mob awaiting us.
+
+My guards closed round me as if to protect me from that crowd. But I
+was strangely without fear, and presently I was to see how little cause
+there was for any, and to realize that the action of my guards was
+sprung from a very different motive.
+
+The people stood silent, and on every upturned face of which I caught a
+glimpse I saw something that was akin to pity. Presently, however, as we
+drew nearer to the Palace, a murmur began to rise. It swelled and grew
+fierce. Suddenly a cry rose vehement and clear.
+
+“Rescue! Rescue!”
+
+“He is the Lord of Mondolfo,” shouted one tall fellow, “and the
+Cardinal-legate makes a cat's-paw of him! He is to suffer for Messer
+Gambara's villainy!”
+
+Again he was answered by the cry--“Rescue! Rescue!” whilst some added an
+angry--“Death to the Legate!”
+
+Whilst I was deeply marvelling at all this, Cosimo looked at me over
+his shoulder, and though his lips were steady, his eyes seemed to smile,
+charged with a message of derision--and something more, something that I
+could not read. Then I heard his hard, metallic voice.
+
+“Back there, you curs! To your kennels! Out of the way, or we ride you
+down.”
+
+He had drawn his sword, and his white hawk-face was so cruel and
+determined that they fell away before him and their cries died down.
+
+We passed into the courtyard of the Communal Palace, and the great
+studded gates were slammed in the faces of the mob, and barred.
+
+I got down from my mule, and was conducted at Cosimo's bidding to one
+of the dungeons under the Palace, where I was left with the announcement
+that I must present myself to-morrow before the Tribunal of the Ruota.
+
+I flung myself down upon the dried rushes that had been heaped in
+a corner to do duty for a bed, and I abandoned myself to my bitter
+thoughts. In particular I pondered the meaning of the crowd's strange
+attitude. Nor was it a riddle difficult to resolve. It was evident that
+believing Gambara, as they did, to be Giuliana's lover, and informed
+perhaps--invention swelling rumour as it will--that the Cardinal-legate
+had ridden late last night to Fifanti's house, it had been put about
+that the foul murder done there was Messer Gambara's work.
+
+Thus was the Legate reaping the harvest of all the hatred he had sown,
+of all the tyranny and extortion of his iron rule in Piacenza. And
+willing to believe any evil of the man they hated, they not only laid
+Fifanti's death at his door, but they went to further lengths and
+accounted that I was the cat's-paw; that I was to be sacrificed to save
+the Legate's face and reputation. They remembered perhaps the ill-odour
+in which we Anguissola of Mondolfo had been at Rome, for the ghibelline
+leanings that ever had been ours and for the rebellion of my father
+against the Pontifical sway; and their conclusions gathered a sort of
+confirmation from that circumstance.
+
+Long upon the very edge of mutiny and revolt against Gambara's
+injustice, it had needed but what seemed a crowning one such as this to
+quicken their hatred into expression.
+
+It was all very clear and obvious, and it seemed to me that to-morrow's
+trial should be very interesting. I had but to deny; I had but to make
+myself the mouthpiece of the rumour that was abroad, and Heaven alone
+could foretell what the consequences might be.
+
+Then I smiled bitterly to myself. Deny? O, no! That was a last vileness
+I could not perpetrate. The Ruota should hear the truth, and Gambara
+should be left to shelter Giuliana, who--Cosimo was assured--had fled to
+him in her need as to a natural protector.
+
+It was a bitter thought. The intensity of that bitterness made me
+realize with alarm how it still was with me. And pondering this, I fell
+asleep, utterly worn out in body and in mind by the awful turmoil of
+that day.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER III. GAMBARA'S INTERESTS
+
+
+I awakened to find a man standing beside me. He was muffled in a black
+cloak and carried a lanthorn. Behind him the door gaped as he had left
+it.
+
+Instantly I sat up, conscious of my circumstance and surroundings, and
+at my movement this visitor spoke.
+
+“You sleep very soundly for a man in your case.” said he, and the voice
+was that of my Lord Gambara, its tone quite coldly critical.
+
+He set down the lanthorn on a stool, whence it shed a wheel of yellow
+light intersected with black beams. His cloak fell apart, and I saw that
+he was dressed for riding, very plainly, in sombre garments, and that he
+was armed.
+
+He stood slightly to one side that the light might fall upon my face,
+leaving his own in shadow; thus he considered me for some moments in
+silence. At last, very slowly, very bitterly, shaking his head as he
+spoke.
+
+“You fool, you clumsy fool!” he said.
+
+Having drawn, as you have seen, my own conclusions from the attitude of
+the mob, I was in little doubt as to the precise bearing of his words.
+
+I answered him sincerely. “If folly were all my guilt,” said I, “it
+would be well.”
+
+He sniffed impatiently. “Still sanctimonious!” he sneered. “Tcha! Up
+now, and play the man, at least. You have shed your robe of sanctity,
+Messer Agostino; have done with pretence!”
+
+“I do not pretend,” I answered him. “And as for playing the man, I shall
+accept what punishment the law may have for me with fortitude at least.
+If I can but expiate...”
+
+“Expiate a fig!” he snapped, interrupting me. “Why do you suppose that I
+am here?”
+
+“I wait to learn.”
+
+“I am here because through your folly you have undone us all. What
+need,” he cried, the anger of expostulation quivering in his voice,
+“what need was there to kill that oaf Fifanti?”
+
+“He would have killed me,” said I. “I slew him in self-defence.”
+
+“Ha! And do you hope to save your neck with such a plea?”
+
+“Nay. I have no thought of urging it. I but tell it you.”
+
+“There is not the need to tell me anything,” he answered, his anger
+very plain. “I am very well informed of all. Rather, let me tell you
+something. Do you realize, sir, that you have made it impossible for me
+to abide another day in Piacenza?”
+
+“I am sorry...” I began lamely.
+
+“Present your regrets to Satan,” he snapped. “Me they avail nothing.
+I am put to the necessity of abandoning my governorship and fleeing by
+night like a hunted thief. And I have you to thank for it. You see me on
+the point of departure. My horses wait above. So you may add my ruin to
+the other fine things you accomplished yesternight. For a saint you are
+over-busy, sir.” And he turned away and strode the length of my cell and
+back, so that, at last, I had a glimpse of his face, which was drawn and
+scowling. Gone now was the last vestige of his habitual silkiness; the
+pomander-ball hung neglected, and his delicate fingers tugged viciously
+at his little pointed beard, his great sapphire ring flashing sombrely.
+
+“Look you, Ser Agostino, I could kill you and take joy in it. I could,
+by God!”
+
+His eyes upon me, he drew from his breast a folded paper. “Instead, I
+bring you liberty. I open your doors for you, and bid you escape. Here,
+man, take this paper. Present it to the officer at the Fodesta Gate.
+He will let you pass. And then away with you, out of the territory of
+Piacenza.”
+
+For an instant my heart-beats seemed suspended by astonishment. I swung
+my legs round, and half rose, excitedly. Then I sank back again. My mind
+was made up. I was tired of the world; sick of life the first draught of
+which had turned so bitter in my throat. If by my death I might expiate
+my sins and win pardon by my submission and humility, it was all I could
+desire. I should be glad to be released from all the misery and sorrow
+into which I had been born.
+
+I told him so in some few words. “You mean me well, my lord,” I ended,
+“and I thank you. But...”
+
+“By God and the Saints!” he blazed, “I do not mean you well at all. I
+mean you anything but well. Have I not said that I could kill you
+with satisfaction? Whatever be the sins of Egidio Gambara, he is no
+hypocrite, and he lets his enemies see his face unmasked.”
+
+“But, then,” I cried, amazed, “why do you offer me my freedom?”
+
+“Because this cursed populace is in such a temper that if you are
+brought to trial I know not what may happen. As likely as not we shall
+have an insurrection, open revolt against the Pontifical authority, and
+red war in the streets. And this is not the time for it.
+
+“The Holy Father requires the submission of these people. We are upon
+the eve of Duke Pier Luigi's coming to occupy his new States, and it
+imports that he should be well received, that he should be given a
+loving welcome by his subjects. If, instead, they meet him with revolt
+and defiance, the reasons will be sought, and the blame of the affair
+will recoil upon me. Your cousin Cosimo will see to that. He is a very
+subtle gentleman, this cousin of yours, and he has a way of working to
+his own profit. So now you understand. I have no mind to be crushed in
+this business. Enough have I suffered already through you, enough am
+I suffering in resigning my governorship. So there is but one way
+out. There must be no trial to-morrow. It must be known that you have
+escaped. Thus they will be quieted, and the matter will blow over. So
+now, Ser Agostino, we understand each other. You must go.”
+
+“And whither am I to go?” I cried, remembering my mother and that
+Mondolfo--the only place of safety--was closed to me by her cruelly
+pious hands.
+
+“Whither?” he echoed. “What do I care? To Hell--anywhere, so that you
+get out of this.”
+
+“I'd sooner hang,” said I quite seriously.
+
+“You'ld hang and welcome, for all the love I bear you,” he answered, his
+impatience growing. “But if you hang blood will be shed, innocent lives
+will be lost, and I myself may come to suffer.”
+
+“For you, sir, I care nothing,” I answered him, taking his own tone, and
+returning him the same brutal frankness that he used with me. “That you
+deserve to suffer I do not doubt. But since other blood than yours might
+be shed as you say, since innocent lives might be lost... Give me the
+paper.”
+
+He was frowning upon me, and smiling viperishly at the same time.
+“I like your frankness better than your piety,” said he. “So now we
+understand each other, and know that neither is in the other's debt.
+Hereafter beware of Egidio Gambara. I give you this last loyal warning.
+See that you do not come into my way again.”
+
+I rose and looked at him--looked down from my greater height. I knew
+well the source of this last, parting show of hatred. Like Cosimo's
+it sprang from jealousy. And a growth more potential of evil does not
+exist.
+
+He bore my glance a moment, then turned and took up the lanthorn.
+“Come,” he said, and obediently I followed him up the winding stone
+staircase, and so to the very gates of the Palace.
+
+We met no one. What had become of the guards, I cannot think; but I am
+satisfied that Gambara himself had removed them. He opened the wicket
+for me, and as I stepped out he gave me the paper and whistled softly.
+Almost at once I heard a sound of muffled hooves under the colonnade,
+and presently loomed the figures of a man and a mule; both dim and
+ghostly in the pearly light of dawn--for that was the hour.
+
+Gambara followed me out, and pulled the wicket after him.
+
+“That beast is for you,” he said curtly. “It will the better enable you
+to get away.”
+
+As curtly I acknowledged the gift, and mounted whilst the groom held the
+stirrup for me.
+
+O! it was the oddest of transactions! My Lord Gambara with death in his
+heart very reluctantly giving me a life I did not want.
+
+I dug my heels into the mule's sides and started across the silent,
+empty square, then plunged into a narrow street where the gloom was
+almost as of midnight, and so pushed on.
+
+I came out into the open space before the Porta Fodesta, and so to the
+gate itself. From one of the windows of the gatehouse, a light shone
+yellow, and, presently, in answer to my call, out came an officer
+followed by two men, one of whom carried a lanthorn swinging from his
+pike. He held this light aloft, whilst the officer surveyed me.
+
+“What now?” he challenged. “None passes out to-night.”
+
+For answer I thrust the paper under his nose. “Orders from my Lord
+Gambara,” said I.
+
+But he never looked at it. “None passes out to-night,” he repeated
+imperturbably. “So run my orders.”
+
+“Orders from whom?” quoth I, surprised by his tone and manner.
+
+“From the Captain of Justice, if you must know. So you may get you back
+whence you came, and wait till daylight.”
+
+“Ah, but stay,” I said. “I do not think you can have heard me. I carry
+orders from my Lord the Governor. The Captain of Justice cannot overbear
+these.” And I shook the paper insistently.
+
+“My orders are that none is to pass--not even the Governor himself,” he
+answered firmly.
+
+It was very daring of Cosimo, and I saw his aim. He was, as Gambara
+had said, a very subtle gentleman. He, too, had set his finger upon the
+pulse of the populace, and perceived what might be expected of it.
+He was athirst for vengeance, as he had shown me, and determined that
+neither I nor Gambara should escape. First, I must be tried, condemned,
+and hanged, and then he trusted, no doubt, that Gambara would be torn
+in pieces; and it was quite possible that Messer Cosimo himself would
+secretly find means to fan the mob's indignation against the Legate into
+fierce activity. And it seemed that the game was in his hands, for this
+officer's resoluteness showed how implicitly my cousin was obeyed.
+
+Of that same resoluteness of the lieutenant's I was to have a yet
+more signal proof. For presently, whilst still I stood there vainly
+remonstrating, down the street behind me rode Gambara himself on a tall
+horse, followed by a mule-litter and an escort of half a score of armed
+grooms.
+
+He uttered an exclamation when he saw me still there, the gate shut and
+the officer in talk with me. He spurred quickly forward.
+
+“How is this?” he demanded haughtily and angrily. “This man rides upon
+the business of the State. Why this delay to open for him?”
+
+“My orders,” said the lieutenant, civilly but firmly, “are that none
+passes out to-night.”
+
+“Do you know me?” demanded Gambara.
+
+“Yes, my lord.”
+
+“And you dare talk to me of your orders? There are no orders here in
+Piacenza but my orders. Set me wide the wicket of that gate. I myself
+must pass.”
+
+“My lord, I dare not.”
+
+“You are insubordinate,” said the Legate, of a sudden very cold.
+
+He had no need to ask whose orders were these. At once he saw the
+trammel spread for him. But if Messer Cosimo was subtle, so, too, was
+Messer Gambara. By not so much as a word did he set his authority in
+question with the officer.
+
+“You are insubordinate,” was all he answered him, and then to the two
+men-at-arms behind the lieutenant--“Ho, there!” he called. “Bring out
+the guard. I am Egidio Gambara, your Governor.”
+
+So calm and firm and full of assurance was his tone, so unquestionable
+his right to command them, that the men sprang instantly to obey him.
+
+“What would you do, my lord?” quoth the officer, and he seemed daunted.
+
+“Buffoon,” said Gambara between his teeth. “You shall see.”
+
+Six men came hurrying from the gatehouse, and the Cardinal called to
+them.
+
+“Let the corporal stand forth,” he said.
+
+A man advanced a pace from the rank they had hastily formed and saluted.
+
+“Place me your officer under arrest,” said the Legate coldly, advancing
+no reason for the order. “Let him be locked in the gatehouse until my
+return; and do you, sir corporal, take command here meanwhile.”
+
+The startled fellow saluted again, and advanced upon his officer. The
+lieutenant looked up with sudden uneasiness in his eyes. He had gone too
+far. He had not reckoned upon being dealt with in this summary fashion.
+He had been bold so long as he conceived himself no more than Cosimo's
+mouthpiece, obeying orders for the issuing of which Cosimo must answer.
+Instead, it seemed, the Governor intended that he should answer for them
+himself. Whatever he now dared, he knew--as Gambara knew--that his men
+would never dare to disobey the Governor, who was the supreme authority
+there under the Pope.
+
+“My lord,” he exclaimed, “I had my orders from the Captain of Justice.”
+
+“And dare you to say that your orders included my messengers and my own
+self?” thundered the dainty prelate.
+
+“Explicitly, my lord,” answered the lieutenant.
+
+“It shall be dealt with on my return, and if what you say is proved
+true, the Captain of Justice shall suffer with yourself for this
+treason--for that is the offence. Take him away, and someone open me
+that gate.”
+
+There was an end to disobedience, and a moment or two later we stood
+outside the town, on the bank of the river, which gurgled and flowed
+away smoothly and mistily in the growing light, between the rows of
+stalwart poplars that stood like sentinels to guard it.
+
+“And now begone,” said Gambara curtly to me, and wheeling my mule I rode
+for the bridge of boats, crossed it, and set myself to breast the slopes
+beyond.
+
+Midway up I checked and looked back across the wide water. The light had
+grown quite strong by now, and in the east there was a faint pink flush
+to herald the approaching sun. Away beyond the river, moving southward,
+I could just make out the Legate's little cavalcade. And then, for the
+first time, a question leapt in my mind concerning the litter whose
+leathern curtains had remained so closely drawn. Whom did it contain?
+Could it be Giuliana? Had Cosimo spoken the truth when he said that she
+had gone to Gambara for shelter?
+
+A little while ago I had sighed for death and exulted in the chance of
+expiation and of purging myself of the foulness of sin. And now, at
+the sudden thought that occurred to me, I fell a prey to an insensate
+jealousy touching the woman whom I had lately loathed as the cause of my
+downfall. O, the inconstancy of the human heart, and the eternal battles
+in such poor natures as mine between the knowledge of right and the
+desire for wrong!
+
+It was in vain that I sought to turn my thoughts to other things;
+in vain that I cast them back upon my recent condition and my recent
+resolves; in vain that I remembered the penitence of yestermorn, the
+confession at Fra Gervasio's knee, and the strong resolve to do penance
+and make amends by the purity of all my after-life. Vain was it all.
+
+I turned my mule about, and still wrestling with my conscience, choking
+it, I rode down the hill again, and back across the bridge, and then
+away to the south, to follow Messer Gambara and set an end to doubt.
+
+I must know. I must! It was no matter that conscience told me that here
+was no affair of mine; that Giuliana belonged to the past from which I
+was divorced, the past for which I must atone and seek forgiveness. I
+must know. And so I rode along the dusty highway in pursuit of Messer
+Gambara, who was proceeding, I imagined, to join the Duke at Parma.
+
+I had no difficulty in following them. A question here, and a question
+there, accompanied by a description of the party, was all that was
+necessary to keep me on their track. And ever, it seemed to me from the
+answers that I got, was I lessening the distance that separated us.
+
+I was weak for want of food, for the last time that I had eaten was
+yesterday at noon, at Mondolfo; and then but little. Yet all I had this
+day were some bunches of grapes that I stole in passing from a vineyard
+and ate as I trotted on along that eternal Via Aemilia.
+
+It was towards noon, at last, that a taverner at Castel Guelfo informed
+me that my party had passed through the town but half an hour ahead of
+me. At the news I urged my already weary beast along, for unless I made
+good haste now it might well happen that Parma should swallow up Gambara
+and his party ere I overtook them. And then, some ten minutes later,
+I caught a flutter of garments half a mile or so ahead of me, amid the
+elms. I quitted the road and entered the woodland. A little way I still
+rode; then, dismounting, I tethered my mule, and went forward cautiously
+on foot.
+
+I found them in a little sunken dell by a tiny rivulet. Lying on my
+belly in the long grass above, I looked down upon them with a black
+hatred of jealousy in my heart.
+
+They were reclining there, in that cool, fragrant spot in the shadow of
+a great beech-tree. A cloth had been spread upon the ground, and upon
+this were platters of roast meats, white bread and fruits, and a flagon
+of wine, a second flagon standing in the brook to cool.
+
+My Lord Gambara was talking and she was regarding him with eyes that
+were half veiled, a slow, insolent smile upon her matchless face.
+Presently at something that he said she laughed outright, a laugh so
+tuneful and light-hearted that I thought I must be dreaming all this. It
+was the gay, frank, innocent laughter of a child; and I never heard in
+all my life a sound that caused me so much horror. He leaned across to
+her, and stroked her velvet cheek with his delicate hand, whilst she
+suffered it in that lazy fashion that was so peculiarly her own.
+
+I stayed for no more. I wriggled back a little way to where a clump of
+hazel permitted me to rise without being seen. Thence I fled the spot.
+And as I went, my heart seemed as it must burst, and my lips could frame
+but one word which I kept hurling out of me like an imprecation, and
+that word was “Trull!”
+
+Two nights ago had happened enough to stamp her soul for ever with
+sorrow and despair. Yet she could sit there, laughing and feasting and
+trulling it lightly with the Legate!
+
+The little that remained me of my illusions was shivered in that hour.
+There was, I swore, no good in all the world; for even where goodness
+sought to find a way, it grew distorted, as in my mother's case. And yet
+through all her pietism surely she had been right! There was no peace,
+no happiness save in the cloister. And at last the full bitterness of
+penitence and regret overtook me when I reflected that by my own act I
+had rendered myself for ever unworthy of the cloister's benign shelter.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IV. THE ANCHORITE OF MONTE ORSARO
+
+
+I went blindly through the tangle of undergrowth, stumbling at every
+step and scarce noticing that I stumbled; and in this fashion I came
+presently back to my mule.
+
+I mounted and rode amain, not by the way that I had come, but westward;
+not by road, but by bridle-paths, through meadow-land and forest, up
+hill and down, like a man entranced, not knowing whither I went nor
+caring.
+
+Besides, whither was I to go? Like my father before me I was an outcast,
+a fugitive outlaw. But this troubled me not yet. My mind, my wounded,
+tortured mind was all upon the past. It was of Giuliana that I thought
+as I rode in the noontide warmth of that September day. And never can
+human brain have held a sorer conflict of reflection than was mine.
+
+No shadow now remained of the humour that had possessed me in the hour
+in which I had repudiated her after the murder of Fifanti. I had heard
+Fra Gervasio deliver judgment upon her, and I had doubted his justice,
+felt that he used her mercilessly. My own sight had now confirmed to me
+the truth of what he had said; but in doing so--in allowing me to
+see her in another man's possession--a very rage of jealousy had been
+stirred in me and a greater rage of longing.
+
+This longing followed upon my first bitter denunciation of her; and it
+followed soon. It is in our natures, as I then experienced, never more
+to desire a thing than when we see it lost to us. Bitterly now did I
+reproach myself for not having borne her off with me two nights ago when
+I had fled Fifanti's house, when she herself had urged that course upon
+me. I despised myself, out of my present want, for my repudiation of
+her--a hundred times more bitterly than I had despised myself when I
+imagined that I had done a vileness by that repudiation.
+
+Never until now, did it seem to me, had I known how deeply I loved her,
+how deeply the roots of our passion had burrowed down into my heart,
+and fastened there to be eradicated only with life itself. So thought I
+then; and thinking so I cried her name aloud, called to her through the
+scented pine-woods, thus voicing my longing and my despair.
+
+And swift on the heels of this would come another mood. There would come
+the consciousness of the sin of it all, the imperative need to cleanse
+myself of this, to efface her memory from my soul which could not hold
+it without sinning anew in fierce desire. I strove to do so with all my
+poor weak might. I denounced her to myself again for a soulless harlot;
+blamed her for all the ill that had befallen me; accounted her the
+very hand that had wielded me, a senseless instrument, to slay her
+importunate husband.
+
+And then I perceived that this was as pitiful a ruse of self-deception
+as that of the fox in the fable unable to reach the luscious grapes
+above him. For as well might a starving man seek to compel by an effort
+of his will the hunger to cease from gnawing at his vitals.
+
+Thus were desire and conscience locked in conflict, and each held the
+ascendancy alternately what time I pushed onward aimlessly until I came
+to the broad bed of a river.
+
+A grey waste of sun-parched boulders spread away to the stream, which
+was diminished by the long drought. Beyond the narrow sheen of water,
+stretched another rocky space, and then came the green of meadows and a
+brown city upon the rising ground.
+
+The city was Fornovo, and the diminished river was the Taro, the
+ancient boundary between the Gaulish and Ligurian folk. I stood upon the
+historic spot where Charles VIII had cut his way through the allies to
+win back to France after the occupation of Naples. But the grotesque
+little king who had been dust for a quarter of a century troubled my
+thoughts not at all just then. The Taro brought me memories not of
+battle, but of home. To reach Mondolfo I had but to follow the river up
+the valley towards that long ridge of the Apennines arrayed before me,
+with the tall bulks of Mount Giso and Mount Orsaro, their snow-caps
+sparkling in the flood of sunshine that poured down upon them.
+Two hours, or perhaps three at most, along the track of that cool,
+glittering water, and the grey citadel of Mondolfo would come into view.
+
+It was this very reflection that brought me now to consider my
+condition; to ask myself whither I should turn. Money I had none--not so
+much as a single copper grosso. To sell I had nothing but the clothes I
+stood in--black, clerkly garments that I had got yesterday at Mondolfo.
+Not so much as a weapon had I that I might have bartered for a few
+coins. There was the mule; that should yield a ducat or two. But when
+this was spent, what then? To go a suppliant to that pious icicle my
+mother were worse than useless.
+
+Whither was I to turn--I, Lord of Mondolfo and Carmina, one of the
+wealthiest and most puissant tyrants of this Val di Taro? It provoked me
+almost to laughter, of a fierce and bitter sort. Perhaps some peasant
+of the contado would take pity on his lord and give him shelter and
+nourishment in exchange for such labour as his lord might turn his stout
+limbs to upon that peasant's land, which was my own.
+
+I might perhaps essay it. Certainly it was the only thing that was left
+me. For against my mother and to support my rights I might not invoke
+a law which had placed me under a ban, a law that would deal me out its
+rigours did I reveal myself.
+
+Then I had thoughts of seeking sanctuary in some monastery, of offering
+myself as a lay-brother, to do menial work, and in this way perhaps I
+might find peace, and, in a lesser degree than was originally intended,
+the comforts of the religion to which I had been so grossly unfaithful.
+The thought grew and developed into a resolve. It brought me some
+comfort. It became a desire.
+
+I pushed on, following the river along ground that grew swiftly steeper,
+conscious that perforce my journey must end soon, for my mule was
+showing signs of weariness.
+
+Some three miles farther, having by then penetrated the green rampart
+of the foothills, I came upon the little village of Pojetta. It is a
+village composed of a single street throwing out as its branches a few
+narrow alleys, possessing a dingy church and a dingier tavern; this last
+had for only sign a bunch of withered rosemary that hung above its grimy
+doors.
+
+I drew rein there as utterly weary as my mule, hungry and thirsty
+and weak. I got down and invited the suspicious scrutiny of the
+lantern-jawed taverner, who, for all that my appearance was humble
+enough in such garments as I wore, must have accounted me none the less
+of too fine an air for such a house as his.
+
+“Care for my beast,” I bade him. “I shall stay here an hour or two.”
+
+He nodded surlily, and led the mule away, whilst I entered the tavern's
+single room. Coming into it from the sunlight I could scarcely see
+anything at first, so dark did the place seem. What light there was came
+through the open door; for the chamber's single window had long since
+been rendered opaque by a screen of accumulated dust and cobwebs. It
+was a roomy place, low-ceilinged with blackened rafters running parallel
+across its dirty yellow wash.
+
+The floor was strewn with foul rushes that must have lain unchanged for
+months, slippery with grease and littered with bones that had been flung
+there by the polite guests the place was wont to entertain. And it stank
+most vilely of rancid oil and burnt meats and other things indefinable
+in all but their acrid, nauseating, unclean pungency.
+
+A fire was burning low at the room's far end, and over this a girl
+was stooping, tending something in a stew-pot. She looked round at my
+advent, and revealed herself for a tall, black-haired, sloe-eyed wench,
+comely in a rude, brown way, and strong, to judge by the muscular arms
+which were bared to the elbow.
+
+Interest quickened her face at sight of so unusual a patron. She
+slouched forward, wiping her hands upon her hips as she came, and pulled
+out a stool for me at the long trestle-table that ran down the middle of
+the floor.
+
+Grouped about the upper end of this table sat four men of the peasant
+type, sun-tanned, bearded, and rudely garbed in loose jerkins and cross
+gartered leg cloths.
+
+A silence had fallen upon them as I entered, and they too were now
+inspecting me with a frank interest which in their simple way they made
+no attempt to conceal.
+
+I sank wearily to the stool, paying little heed to them, and in answer
+to the girl's invitation to command her, I begged for meat and bread
+and wine. Whilst she was preparing these, one of the men addressed me
+civilly; and I answered him as civilly but absently, for I had enough of
+other matters to engage my thoughts. Then another of them questioned me
+in a friendly tone as to whence I came. Instinctively I concealed the
+truth, answering vaguely that I was from Castel Guelfo--which was the
+neighbourhood in which I had overtaken my Lord Gambara and Giuliana.
+
+“And what do they say at Castel Guelfo of the things that are happening
+in Piacenza?” asked another.
+
+“In Piacenza?” quoth I. “Why, what is happening in Piacenza?”
+
+Eagerly, with an ardour to show themselves intimate with the affairs of
+towns, as is the way of rustics, they related to me what already I had
+gathered to be the vulgar version of Fifanti's death. Each spoke in
+turn, cutting in the moment another paused to breathe, and sometimes
+they spoke together, each anxious to have the extent of his information
+revealed and appreciated.
+
+And their tale, of course, was that Gambara, being the lover of
+Fifanti's wife, had dispatched the doctor on a trumped-up mission, and
+had gone to visit her by night. But that the suspicious Fifanti lying
+near by in wait, and having seen the Cardinal enter, followed him soon
+after and attacked him, whereupon the Lord Gambara had slain him. And
+then that wily, fiendish prelate had sought to impose the blame upon the
+young Lord of Mondolfo, who was a student in the pedant's house, and
+he had caused the young man's arrest. But this the Piacentini would not
+endure. They had risen, and threatened the Governor's life; and he was
+fled to Rome or Parma, whilst the authorities to avoid a scandal had
+connived at the escape of Messer d'Anguissola, who was also gone, no man
+knew whither.
+
+The news had travelled speedily into that mountain fastness, it seemed.
+But it had been garbled at its source. The Piacentini conceived that
+they held some evidence of what they believed--the evidence of the lad
+whom Fifanti had left to spy and who had borne him the tale that the
+Cardinal was within. This evidence they accounted well-confirmed by the
+Legate's flight.
+
+Thus is history written. Not a doubt but that some industrious scribe in
+Piacenza with a grudge against Gambara, would set down what was the
+talk of the town; and hereafter, it is not to be doubted, the murder of
+Astorre Fifanti for the vilest of all motives will be added to the many
+crimes of Egidio Gambara, that posterity may execrate his name even
+beyond its already rich enough deserts.
+
+I heard them in silence and but little moved, yet with a question now
+and then to probe how far this silly story went in detail. And whilst
+they were still heaping abuse upon the Legate--of whom they spoke as
+Jews may speak of pork--came the lantern-jawed host with a dish of
+broiled goat, some bread, and a jug of wine. This he set before me, then
+joined them in their vituperation of Messer Gambara.
+
+I ate ravenously, and for all that I do not doubt the meat was tough
+and burnt, yet at the time those pieces of broiled goat upon that dirty
+table seemed the sweetest food that ever had been set before me.
+
+Finding that I was but indifferently communicative and had little news
+to give them, the peasants fell to gossiping among themselves, and
+they were presently joined by the girl, whose name, it seemed, was
+Giovannozza. She came to startle them with the rumour of a fresh miracle
+attributed to the hermit of Monte Orsaro.
+
+I looked up with more interest than I had hitherto shown in anything
+that had been said, and I inquired who might be this anchorite.
+
+“Sainted Virgin!” cried the girl, setting her hands upon her generous
+hips, and turning her bold sloe-eyes upon me in a stare of incredulity.
+“Whence are you, sir, that you seem to know nothing of the world? You
+had not heard the news of Piacenza, which must be known to everyone by
+now; and you have never heard of the anchorite of Monte Orsaro!” She
+appealed by a gesture to Heaven against the Stygian darkness of my mind.
+
+“He is a very holy man,” said one of the peasants.
+
+“And he dwells alone in a hut midway up the mountain,” added a second.
+
+“In a hut which he built for himself with his own hands,” a third
+explained.
+
+“And he lives on nuts and herbs and such scraps of food as are left
+him by the charitable,” put in the fourth, to show himself as full of
+knowledge as his fellows.
+
+But now it was Giovannozza who took up the story, firmly and resolutely;
+and being a woman she easily kept her tongue going and overbore the
+peasants so that they had no further share in the tale until it was
+entirely told. From her I learnt that the anchorite, one Fra Sebastiano,
+possessed a miraculous image of the blessed martyr St. Sebastian, whose
+wounds miraculously bled during Passion Week, and that there were no
+ills in the world that this blood would not cure, provided that those to
+whom it was applied were clean of mortal sin and imbued with the spirit
+of grace and faith.
+
+No pious wayfarer going over the Pass of Cisa into Tuscany but would
+turn aside to kiss the image and ask a blessing at the hands of the
+anchorite; and yearly in the season of the miraculous manifestation,
+great pilgrimages were made to the hermitage by folk from the Valleys of
+the Taro and Bagnanza, and even from beyond the Apennines. So that Fra
+Sebastiano gathered great store of alms, part of which he redistributed
+amongst the poor, part of which he was saving to build a bridge over
+the Bagnanza torrent, in crossing which so many poor folk had lost their
+lives.
+
+I listened intently to the tale of wonders that followed, and now the
+peasants joined in again, each with a story of some marvellous cure of
+which he had direct knowledge. And many and amazing were the details
+they gave me of the saint--for they spoke of him as a saint already--so
+that no doubt lingered in my mind of the holiness of this anchorite.
+
+Giovannozza related how a goatherd coming one night over the pass had
+heard from the neighbourhood of the hut the sounds of singing, and the
+music was the strangest and sweetest ever sounded on earth, so that it
+threw the poor fellow into a strange ecstasy, and it was beyond doubt
+that what he had heard was an angel choir. And then one of the peasants,
+the tallest and blackest of the four, swore with a great oath that one
+night when he himself had been in the hills he had seen the hermit's hut
+all aglow with heavenly light against the black mass of the mountain.
+
+All this left me presently very thoughtful, filled with wonder and
+amazement. Then their talk shifted again, and it was of the vintage they
+discoursed, the fine yield of grapes about Fontana Fredda, and the heavy
+crop of oil that there would be that year. And then with the hum of
+their voices gradually receding, it ceased altogether for me, and I was
+asleep with my head pillowed upon my arms.
+
+It would be an hour later when I awakened, a little stiff and cramped
+from the uncomfortable position in which I had rested. The peasants had
+departed and the surly-faced host was standing at my side.
+
+“You should be resuming your journey,” said he, seeing me awake. “It
+wants but a couple of hours to sunset, and if you are going over the
+pass it were well not to let the night overtake you.”
+
+“My journey?” said I aloud, and looked askance at him.
+
+Whither, in Heaven's name, was I journeying?
+
+Then I bethought me of my earlier resolve to seek shelter in some
+convent, and his mention of the pass caused me to think now that it
+would be wiser to cross the mountains into Tuscany. There I should be
+beyond the reach of the talons of the Farnese law, which might close
+upon me again at any time so long as I was upon Pontifical territory.
+
+I rose heavily, and suddenly bethought me of my utter lack of money.
+It dismayed me for a moment. Then I remembered the mule, and determined
+that I must go afoot.
+
+“I have a mule to sell,” said I, “the beast in your stables.”
+
+He scratched his ear, reflecting no doubt upon the drift of my
+announcement. “Yes?” he said dubiously. “And to what market are you
+taking it?”
+
+“I am offering it to you,” said I.
+
+“To me?” he cried, and instantly suspicion entered his crafty eye and
+darkened his brow. “Where got you the mule?” he asked, and snapped his
+lips together.
+
+The girl entering at that moment stood at gaze, listening.
+
+“Where did I get it?” I echoed. “What is that to you?”
+
+He smiled unpleasantly. “It is this to me: that if the bargelli were to
+come up here and discover a stolen mule in my stables, it would be an
+ill thing for me.”
+
+I flushed angrily. “Do you imply that I stole the mule?” said I, so
+fiercely that he changed his air.
+
+“Nay now, nay now,” he soothed me. “And, after all, it happens that I do
+not want a mule. I have one mule already, and I am a poor man, and...”
+
+“A fig for your whines,” said I. “Here is the case. I have no money--not
+a grosso. So the mule must pay for my dinner. Name your price, and let
+us have done.”
+
+“Ha!” he fumed at me. “I am to buy your stolen beast, am I? I am to be
+frightened by your violence into buying it? Be off, you rogue, or I'll
+raise the village and make short work of you. Be off, I say!”
+
+He backed away as he spoke, towards the fireplace, and from the corner
+took a stout oaken staff. He was a villain, a thieving rogue. That much
+was plain. And it was no less plain that I must submit, and leave my
+beast to him, or else perhaps suffer a worse alternative.
+
+Had those four honest peasants still been there, he would not have dared
+to have so borne himself. But as it was, without witnesses to say how
+the thing had truly happened, if he raised the village against me how
+should they believe a man who confessed that he had eaten a dinner for
+which he could not pay? It must go very ill with me.
+
+If I tried conclusions with him, I could break him in two
+notwithstanding his staff. But there would remain the girl to give the
+alarm, and when to dishonesty I should have added violence, my case
+would be that of any common bandit.
+
+“Very well,” I said. “You are a dirty, thieving rascal, and a vile one
+to take advantage of one in my position. I shall return for the mule
+another day. Meanwhile consider it in pledge for what I owe you. But see
+that you are ready for the reckoning when I present it.”
+
+With that, I swung on my heel, strode past the big-eyed girl, out of
+that foul kennel into God's sweet air, followed by the ordures of speech
+which that knave flung after me.
+
+I turned up the street, setting my face towards the mountains, and
+trudged amain.
+
+Soon I was out of the village and ascending the steep road towards the
+Pass of Cisa that leads over the Apennines to Pontremoli. This way had
+Hannibal come when he penetrated into Etruria some two thousand years
+ago. I quitted the road and took to bridle-paths under the shoulder
+of the mighty Mount Prinzera. Thus I pushed on and upward through
+grey-green of olive and deep enamelled green of fig-trees, and came at
+last into a narrow gorge between two great mountains, a place of ferns
+and moisture where all was shadow and the air felt chill.
+
+Above me the mountains towered to the blue heavens, their flanks of a
+green that was in places turned to golden, where Autumn's fingers had
+already touched those heights, in places gashed with grey and purple
+wounds, where the bare rock thrust through.
+
+I went on aimlessly, and came presently upon a little fir thicket,
+through which I pushed towards a sound of tumbling waters. I stood at
+last upon the rocks above a torrent that went thundering down the mighty
+gorge which it had cloven itself between the hills. Thence I looked
+down a long, wavering valley over which the rays of the evening sun
+were slanting, and hazily in the distance I could see the russet city
+of Fornovo which I had earlier passed that day. This torrent was the
+Bagnanza, and it effectively barred all passage. So I went up, along its
+bed, scrambling over lichened rocks or sinking my feet into carpets of
+soft, yielding moss.
+
+At length, grown weary and uncertain of my way, I sank down to rest and
+think. And my thoughts were chiefly of that hermit somewhere above me
+in these hills, and of the blessedness of such a life, remote from the
+world that man had made so evil. And then, with thinking of the world,
+came thoughts of Giuliana. Two nights ago I had held her in my arms. Two
+nights ago! And already it seemed a century remote--as remote as all the
+rest of that life of which it seemed a part. For there had been a break
+in my existence with the murder of Fifanti, and in the past two days I
+had done more living and I had aged more than in all the eighteen years
+before.
+
+Thinking of Giuliana, I evoked her image, the glowing, ruddy copper of
+her hair, the dark mystery of her eyes, so heavy-lidded and languorous
+in their smile. My spirit conjured her to stand before me all white and
+seductive as I had known her, and my longings were again upon me like a
+searing torture.
+
+I fought them hard. I sought to shut that image out. But it abode to
+mock me. And then faintly from the valley, borne upon the breeze that
+came sighing through the fir-trees, rose the tinkle of an Angelus bell.
+
+I fell upon my knees and prayed to the Mother of Purity for strength,
+and thus I came once more to peace. That done I crept under the shelter
+of a projecting rock, wrapped my cloak tightly about me, and lay down
+upon the hard ground to rest, for I was very weary.
+
+Lying there I watched the colour fading from the sky. I saw the purple
+lights in the east turn to an orange that paled into faintest yellow,
+and this again into turquoise. The shadows crept up those heights. A
+star came out overhead, then another, then a score of stars to sparkle
+silvery in the blue-black heavens.
+
+I turned on my side, and closed my eyes, seeking to sleep; and then
+quite suddenly I heard a sound of unutterable sweetness--a melody so
+faint and subtle that it had none of the form and rhythm of earthly
+music. I sat up, my breath almost arrested, and listened more intently.
+I could still hear it, but very faint and distant. It was as a sound of
+silver bells, and yet it was not quite that. I remembered the stories I
+had heard that day in the tavern at Pojetta, and the talk of the mystic
+melodies by which travellers had been drawn to the anchorite's abode. I
+noted the direction of the sound, and I determined to be guided by it,
+and to cast myself at the feet of that holy man, to implore of him who
+could heal bodies the miracle of my soul's healing and my mind's purging
+from its torment.
+
+I pushed on, then, through the luminous night, keeping as much as
+possible to the open, for under trees lesser obstacles were not to be
+discerned. The melody grew louder as I advanced, ever following the
+Bagnanza towards its source; and the stream, too, being much less
+turbulent now, did not overbear that other sound.
+
+It was a melody on long humming notes, chiefly, it seemed to me, upon
+two notes with the occasional interjection of a third and fourth, and,
+at long and rare intervals, of a fifth. It was harmonious beyond all
+description, just as it was weird and unearthly; but now that I heard
+it more distinctly it had much more the sound of bells--very sweet and
+silvery.
+
+And then, quite suddenly, I was startled by a human cry--a piteous,
+wailing cry that told of helplessness and pain. I went forward more
+quickly in the direction whence it came, rounded a stout hazel coppice,
+and stood suddenly before a rude hut of pine logs built against the
+side of the rock. Through a small unglazed window came a feeble shaft of
+light.
+
+I halted there, breathless and a little afraid. This must be the
+dwelling of the anchorite. I stood upon holy ground.
+
+And then the cry was repeated. It proceeded from the hut. I advanced to
+the window, took courage and peered in. By the light of a little brass
+oil lamp with a single wick I could faintly make out the interior.
+
+The rock itself formed the far wall of it, and in this a niche was
+carved--a deep, capacious niche in the shadows of which I could faintly
+discern a figure some two feet in height, which I doubted not would
+be the miraculous image of St. Sebastian. In front of this was a rude
+wooden pulpit set very low, and upon it a great book with iron clasps
+and a yellow, grinning skull.
+
+All this I beheld at a single glance. There was no other furniture in
+that little place, neither chair nor table; and the brass lamp was set
+upon the floor, near a heaped-up bed of rushes and dried leaves upon
+which I beheld the anchorite himself. He was lying upon his back, and
+seemed a vigorous, able-bodied man of a good length.
+
+He wore a loose brown habit roughly tied about his middle by a piece of
+rope from which was suspended an enormous string of beads. His beard and
+hair were black, but his face was livid as a corpse's, and as I looked
+at him he emitted a fresh groan, and writhed as if in mortal suffering.
+
+“O my God! My God!” I heard him crying. “Am I to die alone? Mercy! I
+repent me!” And he writhed moaning, and rolled over on his side so that
+he faced me, and I saw that his livid countenance was glistening with
+sweat.
+
+I stepped aside and lifted the latch of the rude door.
+
+“Are you suffering, father?” I asked, almost fearfully. At the sound of
+my voice, he suddenly sat up, and there was a great fear in his eyes.
+Then he fell back again with a cry.
+
+“I thank Thee, my God! I thank Thee!”
+
+I entered, and crossing to his side, I went down on my knees beside him.
+
+Without giving me time to speak, he clutched my arm with one of his
+clammy hands, and raised himself painfully upon his elbow, his eyes
+burning with the fever that was in him.
+
+“A priest!” he gasped. “Get me a priest! Oh, if you would be saved
+from the flames of everlasting Hell, get me a priest to shrive me. I am
+dying, and I would not go hence with the burden of all this sin upon my
+soul.”
+
+I could feel the heat of his hand through the sleeve of my coat. His
+condition was plain. A raging fever was burning out his life.
+
+“Be comforted,” I said. “I will go at once.” And I rose, whilst he
+poured forth his blessings upon me.
+
+At the door I checked to ask what was the nearest place.
+
+“Casi,” he said hoarsely. “To your right, you will see the path down the
+hill-side. You cannot miss it. In half an hour you should be there. And
+return at once, for I have not long. I feel it.”
+
+With a last word of reassurance and comfort I closed the door, and
+plunged away into the darkness.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER V. THE RENUNCIATION
+
+
+I found the path the hermit spoke of, and followed its sinuous
+downhill course, now running when the ground was open, now moving more
+cautiously, yet always swiftly, when it led me through places darkened
+by trees.
+
+At the end of a half-hour I espied below me the twinkling lights of a
+village on the hill-side, and a few minutes later I was among the houses
+of Casi. To find the priest in his little cottage by the church was an
+easy matter; to tell him my errand and to induce him to come with me, to
+tend the holy man who lay dying alone in the mountain, was as easy. To
+return, however, was the most difficult part of the undertaking; for the
+upward path was steep, and the priest was old and needed such assistance
+as my own very weary limbs could scarcely render him. We had the
+advantage of a lanthorn which he insisted upon bringing, and we made as
+good progress as could be expected. But it was best part of two hours
+after my setting out before we stood once more upon the little platform
+where the hermit had his hut.
+
+We found the place in utter darkness. Through lack of oil his little
+lamp had burned itself out; and when we entered, the man on the bed of
+wattles lay singing a lewd tavern-song, which, coming from such holy
+lips, filled me with horror and amazement.
+
+But the old priest, with that vast and doleful experience of death-beds
+which belongs to men of his class, was quick to perceive the cause of
+this. The fever was flickering up before life's final extinction, and
+the poor moribund was delirious and knew not what he said.
+
+For an hour we watched beside him, waiting. The priest was confident
+that there would be a return of consciousness and a spell of lucidity
+before the end.
+
+Through that lugubrious hour I squatted there, watching the awful
+process of human dissolution for the first time.
+
+Save in the case of Fifanti I had never yet seen death; nor could it be
+said that I had really seen it then. With the pedant, death had been a
+sudden sharp severing of the thread of life, and I had been conscious
+that he was dead without any appreciation of death itself, blinded in
+part by my own exalted condition at the time.
+
+But in this death of Fra Sebastiano I was heated by no participation.
+I was an unwilling and detached spectator, brought there by force of
+circumstance; and my mind received from the spectacle an impression not
+easily to be effaced, an impression which may have been answerable in
+part for that which followed.
+
+Towards dawn at last the sick man's babblings--and they were mostly as
+profane and lewd as his occasional bursts of song--were quieted. The
+unseeing glitter of his eyes that had ever and anon been turned upon us
+was changed to a dull and heavy consciousness, and he struggled to rise,
+but his limbs refused their office.
+
+The priest leaned over him with a whispered word of comfort, then turned
+and signed to me to leave the hut. I rose, and went towards the door.
+But I had scarcely reached it when there was a hoarse cry behind me
+followed by a gasping sob from the priest. I started round to see the
+hermit lying on his back, his face rigid, his mouth open and idiotic,
+his eyes more leaden than they had been a moment since.
+
+“What is it?” I cried, despite myself.
+
+“He has gone, my son,” answered the old priest sorrowfully. “But he
+was contrite, and he had lived a saint.” And drawing from his breast a
+little silver box, he proceeded to perform the last rites upon the body
+from which the soul was already fled.
+
+I came slowly back and knelt beside him, and long we remained there
+in silent prayer for the repose of that blessed spirit. And whilst we
+prayed the wind rose outside, and a storm grew in the bosom of the night
+that had been so fair and tranquil. The lightning flashed and illumined
+the interior of that hut with a vividness as of broad daylight, throwing
+into livid relief the arrow-pierced St. Sebastian in the niche and the
+ghastly, grinning skull upon the hermit's pulpit.
+
+The thunder crashed and crackled, and the echoes of its artillery went
+booming and rolling round the hills, whilst the rain fell in a terrific
+lashing downpour. Some of it finding a weakness in the roof, trickled
+and dripped and formed a puddle in the middle of the hut.
+
+For upwards of an hour the storm raged, and all the while we remained
+upon our knees beside the dead anchorite. Then the thunder receded and
+gradually died away in the distance; the rain ceased; and the dawn crept
+pale as a moon-stone adown the valley.
+
+We went out to breathe the freshened air just as the first touches of
+the sun quickened to an opal splendour the pallor of that daybreak.
+All the earth was steaming, and the Bagnanza, suddenly swollen, went
+thundering down the gorge.
+
+At sunrise we dug a grave just below the platform with a spade which I
+found in the hut. There we buried the hermit, and over the spot I made a
+great cross with the largest stones that I could find. The priest would
+have given him burial in the hut itself; but I suggested that perhaps
+there might be some other who would be willing to take the hermit's
+place, and consecrate his life to carrying on the man's pious work
+of guarding that shrine and collecting alms for the poor and for the
+building of the bridge.
+
+My tone caused the priest to look at me with sharp, kindly eyes.
+
+“Have you such thoughts for yourself, perchance?” he asked me.
+
+“Unless you should adjudge me too unworthy for the office,” I answered
+humbly.
+
+“But you are very young, my son,” he said, and laid a kindly hand upon
+my shoulder. “Have you suffered, then, so sorely at the hands of the
+world that you should wish to renounce it and to take up this lonely
+life?”
+
+“I was intended for the priesthood, father,” I replied. “I aspired to
+holy orders. But through the sins of the flesh I have rendered myself
+unworthy. Here, perhaps, I can expiate and cleanse my heart of all the
+foulness it gathered in the world.”
+
+He left me an hour or so later, to make his way back to Casi, having
+heard enough of my past and having judged sufficiently of my attitude of
+mind to approve me in my determination to do penance and seek peace in
+that isolation. Before going he bade me seek him out at Casi at any
+time should any doubts assail me, or should I find that the burden I had
+taken up was too heavy for my shoulders.
+
+I watched him go down the winding, mountain path, watched the bent old
+figure in his long black gaberdine, until a turn in the path and a clump
+of chestnuts hid him from my sight.
+
+Then I first tasted the loneliness to which on that fair morning I had
+vowed myself. The desolation of it touched me and awoke self-pity in my
+heart, to extinguish utterly the faint flame of ecstasy that had warmed
+me when first I thought of taking the dead anchorite's place.
+
+I was not yet twenty, I was lord of great possessions, and of life I had
+tasted no more than one poisonous, reckless draught; yet I was done
+with the world--driven out of it by penitence. It was just; but it was
+bitter. And then I felt again that touch of ecstasy to reflect that it
+was the bitterness of the resolve that made it worthy, that through its
+very harshness was it that this path should lead to grace.
+
+Later on I busied myself with an inspection of the hut, and my first
+attentions were for the miraculous image. I looked upon it with awe, and
+I knelt to it in prayer for forgiveness for the unworthiness I brought
+to the service of the shrine.
+
+The image itself was very crude of workmanship and singularly ghastly.
+It reminded me poignantly of the Crucifix that had hung upon the
+whitewashed wall of my mother's private dining-room and had been so
+repellent to my young eyes.
+
+From two arrow wounds in the breast descended two brown streaks, relics
+of the last miraculous manifestation. The face of the young Roman
+centurion who had suffered martyrdom for his conversion to Christianity
+was smiling very sweetly and looking upwards, and in that part of his
+work the sculptor had been very happy. But the rest of the carving
+was gruesome and the anatomy was gross and bad, the figure being so
+disproportionately broad as to convey the impression of a stunted dwarf.
+
+The big book standing upon the pulpit of plain deal proved, as I had
+expected, to be a missal; and it became my custom to recite from it each
+morning thereafter the office for the day.
+
+In a rude cupboard I found a jar of baked earth that was half full of
+oil, and another larger jar containing some cakes of maize bread and
+a handful of chestnuts. There was also a brown bundle which resolved
+itself into a monkish habit within which was rolled a hair-shirt.
+
+I took pleasure in this discovery, and I set myself at once to strip off
+my secular garments and to don this coarse brown habit, which, by reason
+of my great height, descended but midway down my calves. For lack of
+sandals I went barefoot, and having made a bundle of the clothes I had
+removed I thrust them into the cupboard in the place of those which I
+had taken thence.
+
+Thus did I, who had been vowed to the anchorite order of St. Augustine,
+enter upon my life as an unordained anchorite. I dragged out the wattles
+upon which my blessed predecessor had breathed his last, and having
+swept the place clean with a bundle of hazel-switches which I cut for
+the purpose, I went to gather fresh boughs and rushes by the swollen
+torrent, and with these I made myself a bed.
+
+My existence became not only one of loneliness, but of grim privation.
+People rarely came my way, save for a few faithful women from Casi or
+Fiori who solicited my prayers in return for the oil and maize-cakes
+which they left me, and sometimes whole days would pass without the
+sight of a single human being. These maize-cakes formed my chief
+nourishment, together with a store of nuts from the hazel coppice that
+grew before my door and some chestnuts which I went further afield to
+gather in the woods. Occasionally, as a gift, there would be a jar of
+olives, which was the greatest delicacy that I savoured in those days.
+No flesh-food or fish did I ever taste, so that I grew very lean and
+often suffered hunger.
+
+My days were spent partly in prayer and partly in meditation, and I
+pondered much upon what I could remember of the Confessions of St.
+Augustine, deriving great consolation from the thought that if that
+great father of the Church had been able to win to grace out of so much
+sin as had befouled his youth, I had no reason to despair. And as yet
+I had received no absolution for the mortal offences I had committed
+at Piacenza. I had confessed to Fra Gervasio, and he had bidden me do
+penance first, but the penance had never been imposed. I was imposing it
+now. All my life should I impose it thus.
+
+Yet, ere it was consummated I might come to die; and the thought
+appalled me, for I must not die in sin.
+
+So I resolved that when I should have spent a year in that fastness I
+would send word to the priest at Casi by some of those who visited my
+hermitage, and desire him to come to me that I might seek absolution at
+his hands.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VI. HYPNEROTOMACHIA
+
+
+At first I seemed to make good progress in my quest after grace, and a
+certain solatium of peace descended upon me, beneficent as the dew of a
+summer night upon the parched and thirsty earth. But anon this changed
+and I would catch the thoughts that should have been bent upon pious
+meditation glancing backward with regretful longings at that life out of
+which I had departed.
+
+I would start up in a pious rage and cast out such thoughts by more
+strenuous prayer and still more strenuous fasting. But as my body grew
+accustomed to the discomforts to which it was subjected, my mind assumed
+a rebellious freedom that clogged the work of purification upon which
+I strove to engage it. My stomach out of its very emptiness conjured
+up evil visions to torment me in the night, and with these I vainly
+wrestled until I remembered the measures which Fra Gervasio told me
+that he had taken in like case. I had then the happy inspiration to have
+recourse to the hair-shirt, which hitherto I had dreaded.
+
+It would be towards the end of October, as the days were growing colder,
+that I first put on that armour against the shafts of Satan. It galled
+me horribly and fretted my tender flesh at almost every movement; but so
+at least, at the expense of the body, I won back to some peace of mind,
+and the flesh, being quelled and subdued, no longer interposed its evil
+humours to the purity I desired for my meditations.
+
+For upwards of a month, then, the mild torture of the goat's-hair cilice
+did the office I required of it. But towards December, my skin having
+grown tough and callous from the perpetual irritation, and inured to
+the fretting of the sharp hair, my mind once more began to wander
+mutinously. To check it again I put off the cilice, and with it all
+other undergarments, retaining no more clothing than just the rough
+brown monkish habit. Thus I exposed myself to the rigours of the
+weather, for it had grown very cold in those heights where I dwelt, and
+the snows were creeping nearer adown the mountain-side.
+
+I had seen the green of the valley turn to gold and then to flaming
+brown. I had seen the fire perish out of those autumnal tints, and with
+the falling of the leaves, a slow, grey, bald decrepitude covering the
+world. And to this had now succeeded chill wintry gales that howled and
+whistled through the logs of my wretched hut, whilst the western wind
+coming down over the frozen zone above cut into me like a knife's edge.
+
+And famished as I was I felt this coldness the more, and daily I grew
+leaner until there was little left of my erstwhile lusty vigour, and I
+was reduced to a parcel of bones held together in a bag of skin, so that
+it almost seemed that I must rattle as I walked.
+
+I suffered, and yet I was glad to suffer, and took a joy in my pain,
+thanking God for the grace of permitting me to endure it, since the
+greater the discomforts of my body, the more numbed became the pain of
+my mind, the more removed from me were the lures of longing with which
+Satan still did battle for my soul. In pain itself I seemed to find
+the nepenthes that others seek from pain; in suffering was my Lethean
+draught that brought the only oblivion that I craved.
+
+I think that in those months my reason wandered a little under all this
+strain; and I think to-day that the long ecstasies into which I fell
+were largely the result of a feverishness that burned in me as a
+consequence of a chill that I had taken.
+
+I would spend long hours upon my knees in prayer and meditation. And
+remembering how others in such case as mine had known the great boon and
+blessing of heavenly visions, I prayed and hoped for some such sign
+of grace, confident in its power to sustain me thereafter against all
+possible temptation.
+
+And then, one night, as the year was touching its end, it seemed to me
+that my prayer was answered. I do not think that my vision was a dream;
+leastways, I do not think that I was asleep when it visited me. I was on
+my knees at the time, beside my bed of wattles, and it was very late
+at night. Suddenly the far end of my hut grew palely lucent, as if a
+phosphorescent vapour were rising from the ground; it waved and rolled
+as it ascended in billows of incandescence, and then out of the heart
+of it there gradually grew a figure all in white over which there was a
+cloak of deepest blue all flecked with golden stars, and in the folded
+hands a sheaf of silver lilies.
+
+I knew no fear. My pulses throbbed and my heart beat ponderously but
+rapturously as I watched the vision growing more and more distinct until
+I could make out the pale face of ineffable sweetness and the veiled
+eyes.
+
+It was the Blessed Madonna, as Messer Pordenone had painted her in the
+Church of Santa Chiara at Piacenza; the dress, the lilies, the sweet
+pale visage, all were known to me, even the billowing cloud upon which
+one little naked foot was resting.
+
+I cried out in longing and in rapture, and I held out my arms to that
+sweet vision. But even as I did so its aspect gradually changed. Under
+the upper part of the blue mantle, which formed a veil, was spread a
+mass of ruddy, gleaming hair; the snowy pallor of the face was warmed
+to the tint of ivory, and the lips deepened to scarlet and writhed in a
+voluptuous smile; the dark eyes glowed languidly; the lilies faded away,
+and the pale hands were held out to me.
+
+“Giuliana!” I cried, and my pure and piously joyous ecstasy was changed
+upon the instant to fierce, carnal longings.
+
+“Giuliana!” I held out my arms, and slowly she floated towards me, over
+the rough earthen floor of my cell.
+
+A frenzy of craving seized me. I was impatient to lock my arms once more
+about that fair sleek body. I sought to rise, to go to meet her slow
+approach, to lessen by a second this agony of waiting. But my limbs were
+powerless. I was as if cast in lead, whilst more and more slowly she
+approached me, so languorously mocking.
+
+And then revulsion took me, suddenly and without any cause or warning.
+I put my hands to my face to shut out a vision whose true significance I
+realized as in a flash.
+
+“Retro me, Sathanas!” I thundered. “Jesus! Maria!”
+
+I rose at last numbed and stiff. I looked again. The vision had
+departed. I was alone in my cell, and the rain was falling steadily
+outside. I groaned despairingly. Then I swayed, reeled sideways and lost
+all consciousness.
+
+When I awoke it was broad day, and the pale wintry sun shone silvery
+from a winter sky. I was very weak and very cold, and when I attempted
+to rise all things swam round me, and the floor of my cell appeared to
+heave like the deck of a ship upon a rolling sea.
+
+For days thereafter I was as a man entranced, alternately frozen with
+cold and burning with fever; and but that a shepherd who had turned
+aside to ask the hermit's blessing discovered me in that condition, and
+remained, out of his charity, for some three days to tend me, it is more
+than likely I should have died.
+
+He nourished me with the milk of goats, a luxury upon which my strength
+grew swiftly, and even after he had quitted my hut he still came daily
+for a week to visit me, and daily he insisted that I should consume the
+milk he brought me, overruling my protests that my need being overpast
+there was no longer the necessity to pamper me.
+
+Thereafter I knew a season of peace.
+
+It was, I then reasoned, as if the Devil having tried me with a
+masterstroke of temptation, and having suffered defeat, had abandoned
+the contest. Yet I was careful not to harbour that thought unduly, nor
+glory in my power, lest such presumption should lead to worse. I thanked
+Heaven for the strength it had lent me, and implored a continuance of
+its protection for a vessel so weak.
+
+And now the hill-side and valley began to put on the raiment of a new
+year. February, like a benignant nymph, tripped down by meadow and
+stream, and touched the slumbering earth with gentler breezes. And
+soon, where she had passed, the crocus reared its yellow head, anemones,
+scarlet, blue and purple, tossed from her lap, sang the glories of
+spring in their tender harmonies of hue, coy violet and sweet-smelling
+nardosmia waved their incense on her altars, and the hellebore sprouted
+by the streams.
+
+Then as birch and beech and oak and chestnut put forth a garb of tender
+pallid green, March advanced and Easter came on apace.
+
+But the approach of Easter filled me with a staggering dread. It was in
+Passion Week that the miracle of the image that I guarded was wont to
+manifest itself. What if through my unworthiness it should fail? The
+fear appalled me, and I redoubled my prayers. There was need; for spring
+which touched the earth so benignly had not passed me by. And at moments
+certain longings for the world would stir in me again, and again would
+come those agonizing thoughts of Giuliana which I had conceived were for
+ever laid to rest, so that I sought refuge once more in the hair-shirt;
+and when this had once more lost its efficacy, I took long whip-like
+branches of tender eglantine to fashion a scourge with which I
+flagellated my naked body so that the thorns tore my flesh and set my
+rebellious blood to flow.
+
+One evening, at last, as I sat outside my hut, gazing over the rolling
+emerald uplands, I had my reward. I almost fainted when first I realized
+it in the extremity of my joy and thankfulness. Very faintly, just as I
+had heard it that night when first I came to the hermitage, I heard now
+the mystic, bell-like music that had guided my footsteps thither. Never
+since that night had the sound of it reached me, though often I had
+listened for it.
+
+It came now wafted down to me, it seemed, upon the evening breeze, a
+sound of angelic chimes infinitely ravishing to my senses, and stirring
+my heart to such an ecstasy of faith and happiness as I had never yet
+known since my coming thither.
+
+It was a sign--a sign of pardon, a sign of grace. It could be naught
+else. I fell upon my knees and rendered my deep and joyous thanks.
+
+And in all the week that followed that unearthly silver music was with
+me, infinitely soothing and solacing. I could wander afield, yet it
+never left me, unless I chanced to go so near the tumbling waters of
+the Bagnanza that their thunder drowned that other blessed sound. I took
+courage and confidence. Passion Week drew nigh; but it no longer had any
+terrors for me. I was adjudged worthy of the guardianship of the shrine.
+Yet I prayed, and made St. Sebastian the special object of my devotions,
+that he should not fail me.
+
+April came, as I learnt of the stray visitors who, of their charity,
+brought me the alms of bread, and the second day of it was the first of
+Holy Week.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VII. INTRUDERS
+
+
+It was on Holy Thursday that the image usually began to bleed, and it
+would continue so to do until the dawn of Easter Sunday.
+
+Each day now, as the time drew nearer, I watched the image closely, and
+on the Wednesday I watched it with a dread anxiety I could not repress,
+for as yet there was no faintest sign. The brown streaks that marked
+the course of the last bleeding continued dry. All that night I prayed
+intently, in a torture of doubt, yet soothed a little by the gentle
+music that was never absent now.
+
+With the first glint of dawn I heard steps outside the hut; but I did
+not stir. By sunrise there was a murmur of voices like the muttering of
+a sea upon its shore. I rose and peered more closely at the saint. He
+was just wood, inanimate and insensible, and there was still no sign.
+Outside, I knew, a crowd of pilgrims was already gathered. They were
+waiting, poor souls. But what was their waiting compared with mine?
+
+Another hour I knelt there, still beseeching Heaven to take mercy
+upon me. But Heaven remained unresponsive and the wounds of the image
+continued dry.
+
+I rose, at last, in a sort of despair, and going to the door of the hut,
+I flung it wide.
+
+The platform was filled with a great crowd of peasantry, and an overflow
+poured down the sides of it and surged up the hill on the right and the
+left. At sight of me, so gaunt and worn, my eyes wild with despair and
+feverish from sleeplessness, a tangled growth of beard upon my hollow
+cheeks, they uttered as with one voice a great cry of awe. The multitude
+swayed and rippled, and then with a curious sound as that of a great
+wind, all went down upon their knees before me--all save the array of
+cripples huddled in the foreground, brought thither, poor wretches, in
+the hope of a miraculous healing.
+
+As I was looking round upon that assembly, my eyes were caught by a
+flash and glitter on the road above us leading to the Cisa Pass. A
+little troop of men-at-arms was descending that way. A score of them
+there would be, and from their lance-heads fluttered scarlet bannerols
+bearing a white device which at that distance I could not make out.
+
+The troop had halted, and one upon a great black horse, a man whose
+armour shone like the sun itself, was pointing down with his mail-clad
+hand. Then they began to move again, and the brightness of their armour,
+the fluttering pennons on their lances, stirred me strangely in that
+fleeting moment, ere I turned again to the faithful who knelt there
+waiting for my words. Dolefully, with hanging head and downcast eyes, I
+made the dread announcement.
+
+“My children, there is yet no miracle.”
+
+A deathly stillness followed the words. Then came an uproar, a clamour,
+a wailing. One bold mountaineer thrust forward to the foremost ranks,
+though without rising from his knees.
+
+“Father,” he cried, “how can that be? The saint has never failed to
+bleed by dawn on Holy Thursday, these five years past.”
+
+“Alas!” I groaned, “I do not know. I but tell you what is. All night
+have I held vigil. But all has been vain. I will go pray again, and do
+you, too, pray.”
+
+I dared not tell them of my growing suspicion and fear that the fault
+was in myself; that here was a sign of Heaven's displeasure at the
+impurity of the guardian of that holy place.
+
+“But the music!” cried one of the cripples raucously. “I hear the
+blessed music!”
+
+I halted, and the crowd fell very still to listen. We all heard it
+pealing softly, soothingly, as from the womb of the mountain, and a
+great cry went up once more from that vast assembly, a hopeful cry that
+where one miracle was happening another must happen, that where the
+angelic choirs were singing all must be well.
+
+And then with a thunder of hooves and clank of metal the troop that I
+had seen came over the pasture-lands, heading straight for my hermitage,
+having turned aside from the road. At the foot of the hillock upon which
+my hut was perched they halted at a word from their leader.
+
+I stood at gaze, and most of the people too craned their necks to see
+what unusual pilgrim was this who came to the shrine of St. Sebastian.
+
+The leader swung himself unaided from the saddle, full-armed as he was;
+then going to a litter in the rear, he assisted a woman to alight from
+it.
+
+All this I watched, and I observed too that the device upon the
+bannerols was the head of a white horse. By that device I knew them.
+They were of the house of Cavalcanti--a house that had, as I had heard,
+been in alliance and great friendship with my father. But that their
+coming hither should have anything to do with me or with that friendship
+I was assured was impossible. Not a single soul could know of my
+whereabouts or the identity of the present hermit of Monte Orsaro.
+
+The pair advanced, leaving the troop below to await their return, and as
+they came I considered them, as did, too, the multitude.
+
+The man was of middle height, very broad and active, with long arms, to
+one of which the little lady clung for help up the steep path. He had a
+proud, stern aquiline face that was shaven, so that the straight lines
+of his strong mouth and powerful length of jaw looked as if chiselled
+out of stone. It was only at closer quarters that I observed how the
+general hardness of that countenance was softened by the kindliness of
+his deep brown eyes. In age I judged him to be forty, though in reality
+he was nearer fifty.
+
+The little lady at his side was the daintiest maid that I had ever
+seen. The skin, white as a water-lily, was very gently flushed upon her
+cheeks; the face was delicately oval; the little mouth, the tenderest
+in all the world; the forehead low and broad, and the slightly
+slanting eyes--when she raised the lashes that hung over them like long
+shadows--were of the deep blue of sapphires. Her dark brown hair was
+coifed in a jewelled net of thread of gold, and on her white neck a
+chain of emeralds sparkled sombrely. Her close-fitting robe and her
+mantle were of the hue of bronze, and the light shifted along the silken
+fabric as she moved, so that it gleamed like metal. About her waist
+there was a girdle of hammered gold, and pearls were sewn upon the back
+of her brown velvet gloves.
+
+One glance of her deep blue eyes she gave me as she approached; then she
+lowered them instantly, and so weak--so full of worldly vanities was I
+still that in that moment I took shame at the thought that she should
+see me thus, in this rough hermit's habit, my face a tangle of unshorn
+beard, my hair long and unkempt. And the shame of it dyed my gaunt
+cheeks. And then I turned pale again, for it seemed to me that out of
+nowhere a voice had asked me:
+
+“Do you still marvel that the image will not bleed?”
+
+So sharp and clear did those words arise from the lips of Conscience
+that it seemed to me as if they had been uttered aloud, and I looked
+almost in alarm to see if any other had overheard them.
+
+The cavalier was standing before me, and his brows were knit, a
+deep amazement in his eyes. Thus awhile in utter silence. Then quite
+suddenly, his voice a ringing challenge:
+
+“What is your name?” he said.
+
+“My name?” quoth I, astonished by such a question, and remarking now
+the intentness and surprise of his own glance. “It is Sebastian,” I
+answered, and truthfully, for that was the name of my adoption, the name
+I had taken when I entered upon my hermitage.
+
+“Sebastian of what and where?” quoth he.
+
+He stood before me, his back to the peasant crowd, ignoring them as
+completely as if they had no existence, supremely master of himself. And
+meanwhile, the little lady on his arm stole furtive upward glances at
+me.
+
+“Sebastian of nowhere,” I answered. “Sebastian the hermit, the guardian
+of this shrine. If you are come to...”
+
+“What was your name in the world?” he interrupted impatiently, and all
+the time his eyes were devouring my gaunt face.
+
+“The name of a sinner,” answered I. “I have stripped it off and cast it
+from me.”
+
+An expression of impatience rippled across the white face
+
+“But the name of your father?” he insisted.
+
+“I have none,” answered I. “I have no kin or ties of any sort. I am
+Sebastian the hermit.”
+
+His lips smacked testily. “Were you baptized Sebastian?” he inquired.
+
+“No,” I answered him. “I took the name when I became the guardian of
+this shrine.”
+
+“And when was that?”
+
+“In September of last year, when the holy man who was here before me
+died.”
+
+I saw a sudden light leap to his eyes and a faint smile to his lips.
+He leaned towards me. “Heard you ever of the name of Anguissola?” he
+inquired, and watched me closely, his face within a foot of mine.
+
+But I did not betray myself, for the question no longer took me by
+surprise. I was accounted to be very like my father, and that a member
+of the house of Cavalcanti, with which Giovanni d'Anguissola had been so
+intimate, should detect the likeness was not unnatural. I was convinced,
+moreover, that he had been guided thither by merest curiosity at the
+sight of that crowd of pilgrims.
+
+“Sir,” I said, “I know not your intentions; but in all humility let me
+say that I am not here to answer questions of worldly import. The world
+has done with me, and I with the world. So that unless you are come
+hither out of piety for this shrine, I beg that you will depart with God
+and molest me no further. You come at a singularly inauspicious time,
+when I need all my strength to forget the world and my sinful past, that
+through me the will of Heaven may be done here.”
+
+I saw the maid's tender eyes raised to my face with a look of great
+compassion and sweetness whilst I spoke. I observed the pressure which
+she put on his arm. Whether he gave way to that, or whether it was the
+sad firmness of my tone that prevailed upon him I cannot say. But he
+nodded shortly.
+
+“Well, well!” he said, and with a final searching look, he turned, the
+little lady with him, and went clanking off through the lane which the
+crowd opened out for him.
+
+That they resented his presence, since it was not due to motives of
+piety, they very plainly signified. They feared that the intrusion at
+such a time of a personality so worldly must raise fresh difficulties
+against the performance of the expected miracle.
+
+Nor were matters improved when at the crowd's edge he halted and
+questioned one of them as to the meaning of this pilgrimage. I did not
+hear the peasant's answer; but I saw the white, haughty face suddenly
+thrown up, and I caught his next question:
+
+“When did it last bleed?”
+
+Again an inaudible reply, and again his ringing voice--“That would be
+before this young hermit came? And to-day it will not bleed, you say?”
+
+He flashed me a last keen glance of his eyes, which had grown narrow and
+seemed laden with mockery. The little lady whispered something to him,
+in answer to which he laughed contemptuously.
+
+“Fool's mummery,” he snapped, and drew her on, she going, it seemed to
+me, reluctantly.
+
+But the crowd had heard him and the insult offered to the shrine. A
+deep-throated bay rose up in menace, and some leapt to their feet as if
+they would attack him.
+
+He checked, and wheeled at the sound. “How now?” he cried, his voice a
+trumpet-call, his eyes flashing terribly upon them; and as dogs crouch
+to heel at the angry bidding of their master, the multitude grew silent
+and afraid under the eyes of that single steel-clad man.
+
+He laughed a deep-throated laugh, and strode down the hill with his
+little lady on his arm.
+
+But when he had mounted and was riding off, the crowd, recovering
+courage from his remoteness, hurled its curses after him and shrilly
+branded him, “Derider!” and “Blasphemer!”
+
+He rode contemptuously amain, however, looking back but once, and then
+to laugh at them.
+
+Soon he had dipped out of sight, and of his company nothing was visible
+but the fluttering red pennons with the device of the white horse-head.
+Gradually these also sank and vanished, and once more I was alone with
+the crowd of pilgrims.
+
+Enjoining prayer upon them again, I turned and re-entered the hut.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VIII. THE VISION
+
+
+Pray as we might, night came and still the image gave no sign. The crowd
+melted away, with promises to return at dawn--promises that sounded
+almost like a menace in my ears.
+
+I was alone once more, alone with my thoughts and these made sport of
+me. It was not only upon the unresponsiveness of St. Sebastian that my
+mind now dwelt, nor yet upon the horrid dread that this unresponsiveness
+might be a sign of Heaven's displeasure, an indication that as a
+custodian of that shrine I was unacceptable through the mire of sin
+that still clung to me. Rather, my thoughts went straying down the
+mountain-side in the wake of that gallant company, that stern-faced man
+and that gentle-eyed little lady who had hung upon his arm. Before the
+eyes of my mind there flashed again the brilliance of their arms, in my
+ears rang the thunder of their chargers' hooves, whilst the image of the
+girl in her shimmering, bronze-hued robe remained insistently.
+
+Theirs the life that should have been mine! She such a companion as
+should have shared my life and borne me children of my own. And I would
+burn with shame again in memory, as I had burnt in actual fact, to think
+that she should have beheld me in so unkempt and bedraggled a condition.
+
+How must I compare in her eyes with the gay courtiers who would daily
+hover in her presence and hang upon her gentle speech? What thought of
+me could I hope should ever abide with her, as the image of her abode
+with me? Or, if she thought of me at all, she must think of me just as
+a poor hermit, a man who had donned the anchorite's sackcloth and turned
+his back upon a world that for him was empty.
+
+It is very easy for you worldly ones who read, to conjecture what had
+befallen me. I was enamoured. In a meeting of eyes had the thing come to
+me. And you will say that it is little marvel, considering the seclusion
+of all my life and particularly that of the past few months, that the
+first sweet maid I beheld should have wrought such havoc, and conquered
+my heart by the mere flicker of her lashes.
+
+Yet so much I cannot grant your shrewdness.
+
+That meeting was predestined. It was written that she should come and
+tear the foolish bandage from my eyes, allowing me to see for myself
+that, as Fra Gervasio had opined, my vocation was neither for hermitage
+nor cloister; that what called me was the world; and that in the world
+must I find salvation since I was needed for the world's work.
+
+And none but she could have done that. Of this I am persuaded, as you
+shall be when you have read on.
+
+The yearnings with which she filled my soul were very different from
+those inspired by the memory of Giuliana. That other sinful longing,
+she entirely effaced at last, thereby achieving something that had been
+impossible to prayers and fasting, to scourge and cilice. I longed for
+her almost beatifically, as those whose natures are truly saintly long
+for the presence of the blessed ones of Heaven. By the sight of her I
+was purified and sanctified, washed clean of all that murk of sinful
+desire in which I had lain despite myself; for my desire of her was the
+blessed, noble desire to serve, to guard, to cherish.
+
+Pure was she as the pale narcissus by the streams, and serving her what
+could I be but pure?
+
+And then, quite suddenly, upon the heels of such thoughts came the
+reaction. Horror and revulsion were upon me. This was but a fresh
+snare of Satan's baiting to lure me to destruction. Where the memory
+of Giuliana had failed to move me to aught but penance and increasing
+rigours, the foul fiend sought to engage me with a seeming purity to my
+ultimate destruction. Thus had Anthony, the Egyptian monk, been tempted;
+and under one guise or another it was ever the same Circean lure.
+
+I would make an end. I swore it in a mighty frenzy of repentance, in a
+very lust to do battle with Satan and with my own flesh and a phrenetic
+joy to engage in the awful combat.
+
+I stripped off my ragged habit, and standing naked I took up my scourge
+of eglantine and beat myself until the blood flowed freely. But that was
+not enough. All naked as I was, I went forth into the blue night, and
+ran to a pool of the Bagnanza, going of intent through thickets of
+bramble and briar-rose that gripped and tore my flesh and lacerated me
+so that at times I screamed aloud in pain, to laugh ecstatically the
+next moment and joyfully taunt Satan with his defeat.
+
+Thus I tore on, my very body ragged and bleeding from head to foot, and
+thus I came to the pool in the torrent's course. Into this I plunged,
+and stood with the icy waters almost to my neck, to purge the unholy
+fevers out of me. The snows above were melting at the time, and the pool
+was little more than liquid ice. The chill of it struck through me to
+the very marrow, and I felt my flesh creep and contract until it seemed
+like the rough hide of some fabled monster, and my wounds stung as if
+fire were being poured into them.
+
+Thus awhile; then all feeling passed, and a complete insensibility
+to the cold of the water or the fire of the wounds succeeded. All was
+numbed, and every nerve asleep. At last I had conquered. I laughed
+aloud, and in a great voice of triumph I shouted so that the shout went
+echoing round the hills in the stillness of the night:
+
+“Satan, thou art defeated!”
+
+And upon that I crawled up the mossy bank, the water gliding from my
+long limbs. I attempted to stand. But the earth rocked under my feet;
+the blueness of the night deepened into black, and consciousness was
+extinguished like a candle that is blown out.
+
+ . . . . . . . .
+
+She appeared above me in a great effulgence that emanated from herself
+as if she were grown luminous. Her robe was of cloth of silver and of
+a dazzling sheen, and it hung closely to her lissom, virginal form,
+defining every line and curve of it; and by the chaste beauty of her I
+was moved to purest ecstasy of awe and worship.
+
+The pale, oval face was infinitely sweet, the slanting eyes of heavenly
+blue were infinitely tender, the brown hair was plaited into two long
+tresses that hung forward upon either breast and were entwined with
+threads of gold and shimmering jewels. On the pale brow a brilliant
+glowed with pure white fires, and her hands were held out to me in
+welcome.
+
+Her lips parted to breathe my name.
+
+“Agostino d'Anguissola!” There were whole tomes of tender meaning in
+those syllables, so that hearing her utter them I seemed to learn all
+that was in her heart.
+
+And then her shining whiteness suggested to me the name that must be
+hers.
+
+“Bianca!” I cried, and in my turn held out my arms and made as if to
+advance towards her. But I was held back in icy, clinging bonds, whose
+relentlessness drew from me a groan of misery.
+
+“Agostino, I am waiting for you at Pagliano,” she said, and it did not
+occur to me to wonder where might be this Pagliano of which I could not
+remember ever to have heard. “Come to me soon.”
+
+“I may not come,” I answered miserably. “I am an anchorite, the guardian
+of a shrine; and my life that has been full of sin must be given
+henceforth to expiation. It is the will of Heaven.”
+
+She smiled all undismayed, smiled confidently and tenderly.
+
+“Presumptuous!” she gently chid me. “What know you of the will of
+Heaven? The will of Heaven is inscrutable. If you have sinned in
+the world, in the world must you atone by deeds that shall serve the
+world--God's world. In your hermitage you are become barren soil that
+will yield naught to yourself or any. Come then from the wilderness.
+Come soon! I am waiting!”
+
+And on that the splendid vision faded, and utter darkness once more
+encompassed me, a darkness through which still boomed repeatedly the
+fading echo of the words:
+
+“Come soon! I am waiting!”
+
+ . . . . . . . .
+
+I lay upon my bed of wattles in the hut, and through the little unglazed
+windows the sun was pouring, but the dripping eaves told of rain that
+had lately ceased.
+
+Over me was bending a kindly faced old man in whom I recognized the good
+priest of Casi.
+
+I lay quite still for a long while, just gazing up at him. Soon my
+memory got to work of its own accord, and I bethought me of the pilgrims
+who must by now have come and who must be impatiently awaiting news.
+
+How came I to have slept so long? Vaguely I remembered my last night's
+penance, and then came a black gulf in my memory, a gap I could not
+bridge. But uppermost leapt the anxieties concerning the image of St.
+Sebastian.
+
+I struggled up to discover that I was very weak; so weak that I was glad
+to sink back again.
+
+“Does it bleed? Does it bleed yet?” I asked, and my voice was so small
+and feeble that the sound of it startled me.
+
+The old priest shook his head, and his eyes were very full of
+compassion.
+
+“Poor youth, poor youth!” he sighed.
+
+Without all was silent; there was no such rustle of a multitude as I
+listened for. And then I observed in my cell a little shepherd-lad who
+had been wont to come that way for my blessing upon occasions. He was
+half naked, as lithe as a snake and almost as brown. What did he there?
+And then someone else stirred--an elderly peasant-woman with a wrinkled
+kindly face and soft dark eyes, whom I did not know at all.
+
+Somehow, as my mind grew clearer, last night seemed ages remote. I
+looked at the priest again.
+
+“Father,” I murmured, “what has happened?”
+
+His answer amazed me. He started violently. Looked more closely, and
+suddenly cried out:
+
+“He knows me! He knows me! Deo gratias!” And he fell upon his knees
+
+Now here it seemed to me was a sort of madness. “Why should I not know
+you?” quoth I.
+
+The old woman peered at me. “Ay, blessed be Heaven! He is awake at
+last, and himself again.” She turned to the lad, who was staring at me,
+grinning. “Go tell them, Beppo! Haste!”
+
+“Tell them?” I cried. “The pilgrims? Ah, no, no--not unless the miracle
+has come to pass!”
+
+“There are no pilgrims here, my son,” said the priest.
+
+“Not?” I cried, and cold horror descended upon me. “But they should have
+come. This is Holy Friday, father.”
+
+“Nay, my son, Holy Friday was a fortnight ago.”
+
+I stared askance at him, in utter silence. Then I smiled half
+tolerantly. “But father, yesterday they were all here. Yesterday was...”
+
+“Your yesterday, my son, is sped these fifteen days,” he answered. “All
+that long while, since the night you wrestled with the Devil, you have
+lain exhausted by that awful combat, lying there betwixt life and death.
+All that time we have watched by you, Leocadia here and I and the lad
+Beppo.”
+
+Now here was news that left me speechless for some little while. My
+amazement and slow understanding were spurred on by a sight of my hands
+lying on the rude coverlet which had been flung over me. Emaciated they
+had been for some months now. But at present they were as white as
+snow and almost as translucent in their extraordinary frailty. I became
+increasingly conscious, too, of the great weakness of my body and the
+great lassitude that filled me.
+
+“Have I had the fever?” I asked him presently.
+
+“Ay, my son. And who would not? Blessed Virgin! who would not after what
+you underwent?”
+
+And now he poured into my astonished ears the amazing story that had
+overrun the country-side. It would seem that my cry in the night, my
+exultant cry to Satan that I had defeated him, had been overheard by
+a goatherd who guarded his flock in the hills. In the stillness he
+distinctly heard the words that I had uttered, and he came trembling
+down, drawn by a sort of pious curiosity to the spot whence it had
+seemed to him that the cry had proceeded.
+
+And there by a pool of the Bagnanza he had found me lying prone, my
+white body glistening like marble and almost as cold. Recognizing in me
+the anchorite of Monte Orsaro, he had taken me up in his strong arms
+and had carried me back to my hut. There he had set about reviving me by
+friction and by forcing between my teeth some of the grape-spirit that
+he carried in a gourd.
+
+Finding that I lived, but that he could not arouse me and that my icy
+coldness was succeeded by the fire of fever, he had covered me with my
+habit and his own cloak, and had gone down to Casi to fetch the priest
+and relate his story.
+
+This story was no less than that the hermit of Monte Orsaro had been
+fighting with the devil, who had dragged him naked from his hut and had
+sought to hurl him into the torrent; but that on the very edge of
+the river the anchorite had found strength, by the grace of God, to
+overthrow the tormentor and to render him powerless; and in proof of
+it there was my body all covered with Satan's claw-marks by which I had
+been torn most cruelly.
+
+The priest had come at once, bringing with him such restoratives as he
+needed, and it is a thousand mercies that he did not bring a leech, or
+else I might have been bled of the last drops remaining in my shrunken
+veins.
+
+And meanwhile the goatherd's story had gone abroad. By morning it was on
+the lips of all the country-side, so that explanations were not lacking
+to account for St. Sebastian's refusal to perform the usual miracle, and
+no miracle was expected--nor had the image yielded any.
+
+The priest was mistaken. A miracle there had been. But for what had
+chanced, the multitude must have come again confidently expecting the
+bleeding of the image which had never failed in five years, and had the
+image not bled it must have fared ill with the guardian of the
+shrine. In punishment for his sacrilegious ministry which must be held
+responsible for the absence of the miracle they so eagerly awaited, well
+might the crowd have torn me limb from limb.
+
+Next the old man went on to tell me how three days ago there had come to
+the hermitage a little troop of men-at-arms, led by a tall, bearded man
+whose device was a sable band upon an argent field, and accompanied by a
+friar of the order of St. Francis, a tall, gaunt fellow who had wept at
+sight of me.
+
+“That would be Fra Gervasio!” I exclaimed. “How came he to discover me?”
+
+“Yes--Fra Gervasio is his name,” replied the priest.
+
+“Where is he now?” I asked.
+
+“I think he is here.”
+
+In that moment I caught the sound of approaching steps. The door opened,
+and before me stood the tall figure of my best friend, his eyes all
+eagerness, his pale face flushed with joyous excitement.
+
+I smiled my welcome.
+
+“Agostino! Agostino!” he cried, and ran to kneel beside me and take my
+hand in his. “O, blessed be God!” he murmured.
+
+In the doorway stood now another man, who had followed him--one whose
+face I had seen somewhere yet could not at first remember where. He was
+very tall, so that he was forced to stoop to avoid the lintel of the low
+door--as tall as Gervasio or myself--and the tanned face was bearded by
+a heavy brown beard in which a few strands of grey were showing. Across
+his face there ran the hideous livid scar of a blow that must have
+crushed the bridge of his nose. It began just under the left eye, and
+crossed the face downwards until it was lost in the beard on the
+right side almost in line with the mouth. Yet, notwithstanding that
+disfigurement, he still possessed a certain beauty, and the deep-set,
+clear, grey-blue eyes were the eyes of a brave and kindly man.
+
+He wore a leather jerkin and great thigh-boots of grey leather, and from
+his girdle of hammered steel hung a dagger and the empty carriages of a
+sword. His cropped black head was bare, and in his hand he carried a cap
+of black velvet.
+
+We looked at each other awhile, and his eyes were sad and wistful, laden
+with pity, as I thought, for my condition. Then he moved forward with a
+creak of leather and jingle of spurs that made pleasant music.
+
+He set a hand upon the shoulder of the kneeling Gervasio.
+
+“He will live now, Gervasio?” he asked.
+
+“O, he will live,” answered the friar with an almost fierce satisfaction
+in his positive assurance. “He will live and in a week we can move him
+hence. Meanwhile he must be nourished.” He rose. “My good Leocadia, have
+you the broth? Come, then, let us build up this strength of his. There
+is haste, good soul; great haste!” She bustled at his bidding, and soon
+outside the door there was a crackling of twigs to announce the lighting
+of a fire. And then Gervasio made known to me the stranger.
+
+“This is Galeotto,” he said. “He was your father's friend, and would be
+yours.”
+
+“Sir,” said I, “I could not desire otherwise with any who was my
+father's friend. You are not, perchance, the Gran Galeotto?” I inquired,
+remembering the sable device on argent of which the priest had told me.
+
+“I am that same,” he answered, and I looked with interest upon one whose
+name had been ringing through Italy these last few years. And then, I
+suddenly realized why his face was familiar to me. This was the man who
+in a monkish robe had stared so insistently at me that day at Mondolfo
+five years ago.
+
+He was a sort of outlaw, a remnant of the days of chivalry and
+free-lances, whose sword was at the disposal of any purchaser. He rode
+at the head of a last fragment of the famous company that Giovanni de'
+Medici had raised and captained until his death. The sable band which
+they adopted in mourning for that warrior, earned for their founder the
+posthumous title of Giovanni delle Bande Nere.
+
+He was called Il Gran Galeotto (as another was called Il Gran Diavolo)
+in play upon the name he bore and the life he followed. He had been in
+bad odour with the Pope for his sometime association with my father, and
+he was not well-viewed in the Pontifical domains until, as I was soon
+to learn, he had patched up a sort of peace with Pier Luigi Farnese,
+who thought that the day might come when he should need the support of
+Galeotto's free-lances.
+
+“I was,” he said, “your father's closest friend. I took this at Perugia,
+where he fell,” he added, and pointed to his terrific scar. Then he
+laughed. “I wear it gladly in memory of him.”
+
+He turned to Gervasio, smiling. “I hope that Giovanni d'Anguissola's son
+will hold me in some affection for his father's sake, when he shall come
+to know me better.”
+
+“Sir,” I said, “from my heart I thank you for that pious, kindly
+wish; and I would that I might fully correspond to it. But Agostino
+d'Anguissola, who has been so near to death in the body, is, indeed,
+dead to the world already. Here you see but a poor hermit named
+Sebastian, who is the guardian of this shrine.”
+
+Gervasio rose suddenly. “This shrine...” he began in a fierce voice,
+his face inflamed as with sudden wrath. And there he stopped short. The
+priest was staring at him, and through the open door came Leocadia with
+a bowl of steaming broth. “We'll talk of this again,” he said, and there
+was a sort of thunder rumbling in the promise.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IX. THE ICONOCLAST
+
+
+It was a week later before we returned to the subject.
+
+Meanwhile, the good priest of Casi and Leocadia had departed, bearing
+with them a princely reward from the silent, kindly eyed Galeotto.
+
+To tend me there remained only the boy Beppo; and after my long six
+months of lenten fare there followed now a period of feasting that began
+to trouble me as my strength returned. When, finally, on the seventh
+day, I was able to stand, and, by leaning on Gervasio's arm, to reach
+the door of the hut and to look out upon the sweet spring landscape and
+the green tents that Galeotto's followers had pitched for themselves in
+the dell below my platform, I vowed that I would make an end of broths
+and capons' breasts and trout and white bread and red wine and all such
+succulences.
+
+But when I spoke so to Gervasio, he grew very grave.
+
+“There has been enough of this, Agostino,” said he. “You have gone
+near your death; and had you died, you had died a suicide and had been
+damned--deserving it for your folly if for naught else.”
+
+I looked at him with surprise and reproach. “How, Fra Gervasio?” I said.
+
+“How?” he answered. “Do you conceive that I am to be fooled by tales of
+fights with Satan in the night and the marks of the fiend's claws
+upon your body? Is this your sense of piety, to add to the other foul
+impostures of this place by allowing such a story to run the breadth of
+the country-side?”
+
+“Foul impostures?” I echoed, aghast. “Fra Gervasio, your words are
+sacrilege.”
+
+“Sacrilege?” he cried, and laughed bitterly. “Sacrilege? And what of
+that?” And he flung out a stern, rigid, accusing arm at the image of St.
+Sebastian in its niche.
+
+“You think because it did not bleed...” I began.
+
+“It did not bleed,” he cut in, “because you are not a knave. That is the
+only reason. This man who was here before you was an impious rogue.
+He was no priest. He was a follower of Simon Mage, trafficking in holy
+things, battening upon the superstition of poor humble folk. A black
+villain who is dead--dead and damned, for he was not allowed time when
+the end took him to confess his ghastly sin of sacrilege and the money
+that he had extorted by his simonies.”
+
+“My God! Fra Gervasio, what do you say? How dare you say so much?
+
+“Where is the money that he took to build his precious bridge?” he asked
+me sharply. “Did you find any when you came hither? No. I'll take oath
+that you did not. A little longer, and this brigand had grown rich and
+had vanished in the night--carried off by the Devil, or borne away to
+realms of bliss by the angels, the poor rustics would have said.”
+
+Amazed at his vehemence, I sank to a tree-bole that stood near the door
+to do the office of a stool.
+
+“But he gave alms!” I cried, my senses all bewildered.
+
+“Dust in the eyes of fools. No more than that. That image--” his scorn
+became tremendous--“is an impious fraud, Agostino.”
+
+Could the monstrous thing that he suggested be possible? Could any man
+be so lost to all sense of God as to perpetrate such a deed as that
+without fear that the lightnings of Heaven would blast him?
+
+I asked the question. Gervasio smiled.
+
+“Your notions of God are heathen notions,” he said more quietly.
+“You confound Him with Jupiter the Thunderer. But He does not use His
+lightnings as did the father of Olympus. And yet--reflect! Consider the
+manner in which that brigand met his death.”
+
+“But... but...” I stammered. And then, quite suddenly, I stopped short,
+and listened. “Hark, Fra Gervasio! Do you not hear it?”
+
+“Hear it? Hear what?”
+
+“The music--the angelic melodies! And you can say that this place is
+a foul imposture; this holy image an impious fraud! And you a priest!
+Listen! It is a sign to warn you against stubborn unbelief.”
+
+He listened, with frowning brows, a moment; then he smiled.
+
+“Angelic melodies!” he echoed with gentlest scorn. “By what snares does
+the Devil delude men, using even suggested holiness for his purpose!
+That, boy--that is no more than the dripping of water into little wells
+of different depths, producing different notes. It is in there, in some
+cave in the mountain where the Bagnanza springs from the earth.”
+
+I listened, half disillusioned by his explanation, yet fearing that my
+senses were too slavishly obeying his suggestion. “The proof of that?
+The proof!” I cried.
+
+“The proof is that you have never heard it after heavy rain, or while
+the river was swollen.”
+
+That answer shattered my last illusion. I looked back upon the time
+I had spent there, upon the despair that had beset me when the music
+ceased, upon the joy that had been mine when again I heard it,
+accepting it always as a sign of grace. And it was as he said. Not my
+unworthiness, but the rain, had ever silenced it. In memory I ran over
+the occasions, and so clearly did I perceive the truth of this, that I
+marvelled the coincidence should not earlier have discovered it to me.
+
+Moreover, now that my illusions concerning it were gone, the sound was
+clearly no more than he had said. I recognized its nature. It might have
+intrigued a sane man for a day or a night. But it could never longer
+have deceived any but one whose mind was become fevered with fanatic
+ecstasy.
+
+Then I looked again at the image in the niche, and the pendulum of my
+faith was suddenly checked in its counter-swing. About that image there
+could be no delusions. The whole country-side had witnessed the miracle
+of the bleeding, and it had wrought cures, wondrous cures, among the
+faithful. They could not all have been deceived. Besides, from the
+wounds in the breast there were still the brown signs of the last
+manifestation.
+
+But when I had given some utterance to these thoughts Gervasio for only
+answer stooped and picked up a wood-man's axe that stood against the
+wall. With this he went straight towards the image.
+
+“Fra Gervasio!” I cried, leaping to my feet, a premonition of what he
+was about turning me cold with horror. “Stay!” I almost screamed.
+
+But too late. My answer was a crashing blow. The next instant, as I sank
+back to my seat and covered my face, the two halves of the image fell at
+my feet, flung there by the friar.
+
+“Look!” he bade me in a roar.
+
+Fearfully I looked. I saw. And yet I could not believe.
+
+He came quickly back, and picked up the two halves. “The oracle of
+Delphi was not more impudently worked,” he said. “Observe this sponge,
+these plates of metal that close down upon it and exert the pressure
+necessary to send the liquid with which it is laden oozing forth.” As he
+spoke he tore out the fiendish mechanism. “And see now how ingeniously
+it was made to work--by pressure upon this arrow in the flank.”
+
+There was a burst of laughter from the door. I looked up, startled, to
+find Galeotto standing at my elbow. So engrossed had I been that I had
+never heard his soft approach over the turf.
+
+“Body of Bacchus!” said he. “Here is Gervasio become an image breaker to
+some purpose. What now of your miraculous saint, Agostino?”
+
+My answer was first a groan over my shattered illusion, and then a
+deep-throated curse at the folly that had made a mock of me.
+
+The friar set a hand upon my shoulder. “You see, Agostino, that your
+excursions into holy things do not promise well. Away with you, boy! Off
+with this hypocrite robe, and get you out into the world to do useful
+work for God and man. Had your heart truly called you to the priesthood,
+I had been the first to have guided your steps thither. But your mind
+upon such matters has been warped, and your views are all false; you
+confound mysticism with true religion, and mouldering in a hermitage
+with the service of God. How can you serve God here? Is not the world
+God's world that you must shun it as if the Devil had fashioned it? Go,
+I say--and I say it with the authority of the orders that I bear--go and
+serve man, and thus shall you best serve God. All else are but snares to
+such a nature as yours.”
+
+I looked at him helplessly, and from him to Galeotto who stood there,
+his black brows knit; watching me with intentness as if great issues
+hung upon my answer. And Gervasio's words touched in my mind some chord
+of memory. They were words that I had heard before--or something very
+like them, something whose import was the same.
+
+Then I groaned miserably and took my head in my hands. “Whither am I
+to go?” I cried. “What place is there in all the world for me? I am an
+outcast. My very home is held against me. Whither, then, shall I go?”
+
+“If that is all that troubles you,” said Galeotto, his tone unctuously
+humorous, “why we will ride to Pagliano.”
+
+I leapt at the word--literally leapt to my feet, and stared at him with
+blazing eyes.
+
+“Why, what ails him now?” quoth he.
+
+Well might he ask. That name--Pagliano--had stirred my memory so
+violently, that of a sudden as in a flash I had seen again the strange
+vision that visited my delirium; I had seen again the inviting eyes,
+the beckoning hands, and heard again the gentle voice saying, “Come to
+Pagliano! Come soon!”
+
+And now I knew, too, where I had heard words urging my return to the
+world that were of the same import as those which Gervasio used.
+
+What magic was there here? What wizardry was at play? I knew--for they
+had told me--that it had been that cavalier who had visited me, that man
+whose name was Ettore de' Cavalcanti, who had borne news to them of one
+who was strangely like what Giovanni d'Anguissola had been. But Pagliano
+had never yet been mentioned.
+
+“Where is Pagliano?” I asked.
+
+“In Lombardy--in the Milanes,” replied Galeotto.
+
+“It is the home of Cavalcanti.”
+
+“You are faint, Agostino,” cried Gervasio, with a sudden solicitude, and
+put an arm about my shoulders as I staggered.
+
+“No, no,” said I. “It is nothing. Tell me--” And I paused almost afraid
+to put the question, lest the answer should dash my sudden hope. For it
+seemed to me that in this place of false miracles, one true miracle at
+least had been wrought; if it should be proved so indeed, then would
+I accept it as a sign that my salvation lay indeed in the world. If
+not...
+
+“Tell me,” I began again; “this Cavalcanti has a daughter. She was with
+him upon that day when he came here. What is her name?”
+
+Galeotto looked at me out of narrowing eyes.
+
+“Why, what has that to do with anything?” quoth Gervasio.
+
+“More than you think. Answer me, then. What is her name?”
+
+“Her name is Bianca,” said Caleotto.
+
+Something within me seemed to give way, so that I fell to laughing
+foolishly as women laugh who are on the verge of tears. By an effort I
+regained my self-control.
+
+“It is very well,” I said. “I will ride with you to Pagliano.”
+
+Both stared at me in utter amazement at the suddenness of my consent
+following upon information that, in their minds, could have no possible
+bearing upon the matter at issue.
+
+“Is he quite sane, do you think?” cried Galeotto gruffly.
+
+“I think he has just become so,” said Fra Gervasio after a pause.
+
+“God give me patience, then,” grumbled the soldier, and left me puzzled
+by the words.
+
+
+
+
+
+BOOK IV. THE WORLD
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER I. PAGLIANO
+
+
+The lilac was in bloom when we came to the grey walls of Pagliano in
+that May of '45, and its scent, arousing the memory of my return to the
+world, has ever since been to me symbolical of the world itself.
+
+Mine was no half-hearted, backward-glancing return. Having determined
+upon the step, I took it resolutely and completely at a single stride.
+Since Galeotto placed his resources at my disposal, to be repaid him
+later when I should have entered upon the enjoyment of my heritage of
+Mondolfo, I did not scruple to draw upon them for my needs.
+
+I accepted the fine linen and noble raiment that he offered, and I took
+pleasure in the brave appearance that I made in them, my face shorn
+now of its beard and my hair trimmed to a proper length. Similarly I
+accepted weapons, money, and a horse; and thus equipped, looking for the
+first time in my life like a patrician of my own lofty station, I rode
+forth from Monte Orsaro with Galeotto and Gervasio, attended by the
+former's troop of twenty lances.
+
+And from the moment of our setting out there came upon me a curious
+peace, a happiness and a great sense of expectancy. No longer was
+I oppressed by the fear of proving unworthy of the life which I had
+chosen--as had been the case when that life had been monastic.
+
+Galeotto was in high spirits to see me so blithe, and he surveyed with
+pride the figure that I made, vowing that I should prove a worthy son of
+my father ere all was done.
+
+The first act of my new life was performed as we were passing through
+the village of Pojetta.
+
+I called a halt before the doors of that mean hostelry, over which hung
+what no doubt would still be the same withered bunch of rosemary that
+had been there in autumn when last I went that way.
+
+To the sloe-eyed, deep-bosomed girl who lounged against the door-post to
+see so fine a company ride by, I gave an order to fetch the taverner.
+He came with a slouch, a bent back, and humble, timid eyes--a very
+different attitude from that which he had last adopted towards me.
+
+“Where is my mule, you rogue?” quoth I.
+
+He looked at me askance. “Your mule, magnificent? said he.
+
+“You have forgotten me, I think--forgotten the lad in rusty black who
+rode this way last autumn and whom you robbed.”
+
+At the words be turned a sickly yellow, and fell to trembling and
+babbling protestations and excuses.
+
+“Have done,” I broke in. “You would not buy the mule then. You shall buy
+it now, and pay for it with interest.”
+
+“What is this, Agostino?” quoth Galeotto at my elbow. “An act of
+justice, sir,” I answered shortly, whereupon he questioned me no
+further, but looked on with a grim smile. Then to the taverner, “Your
+manners to-day are not quite the same as on the last occasion when we
+met. I spare you the gallows that you may live to profit by the lesson
+of your present near escape. And now, rogue, ten ducats for that mule.”
+ And I held out my hand.
+
+“Ten ducats!” he cried, and gathering courage perhaps since he was not
+to hang. “It is twice the value of the beast,” he protested.
+
+“I know,” I said. “It will be five ducats for the mule, and five for
+your life. I am merciful to rate the latter as cheaply as it deserves.
+Come, thief, the ten ducats without more ado, or I'll burn your nest of
+infamy and hang you above the ruins.”
+
+He cowered and shrivelled. Then he scuttled within doors to fetch the
+money, whilst Galeotto laughed deep in his throat.
+
+“You are well-advised,” said I, when the rogue returned and handed me
+the ducats. “I told you I should come back to present my reckoning. Be
+warned by this.”
+
+As we rode on Galeotto laughed again. “Body of Satan! There is a
+thoroughness about you, Agustino. As a hermit you did not spare
+yourself; and now as a tyrant you do not seem likely to spare others.”
+
+“It is the Anguissola way,” said Gervasio quietly.
+
+“You mistake,” said I. “I conceive myself in the world for some good
+purpose, and the act you have witnessed is a part of it. It was not a
+revengeful deed. Vengeance would have taken a harsher course. It was
+justice, and justice is righteous.”
+
+“Particularly a justice that puts ten ducats in your pocket,” laughed
+Galeotto.
+
+“There, again, you mistake me,” said I. “My aim is that thieves be
+mulcted to the end that the poor shall profit.” And I drew rein again.
+
+A little crowd had gathered about us, mostly of very ragged, half-clad
+people, for this village of Pojetta was a very poverty-stricken place.
+Into that little crowd I flung the ten ducats--with the consequence
+that on the instant it became a seething, howling, snarling, quarrelling
+mass. In the twinkling of an eye a couple of heads were cracked and
+blood was flowing, so that to quell the riot my charity had provoked, I
+was forced to spur my horse forward and bid them with threats disperse.
+
+“And I think now,” said Galeotto when it was done, “that you are just as
+reckless in the manner of doing charity. For the future, Agostino, you
+would do well to appoint an almoner.”
+
+I bit my lip in vexation; but soon I smiled again. Were such little
+things to fret me? Did we not ride to Pagliano and to Bianca de'
+Cavalcanti? At the very thought my pulses would quicken, and a sweetness
+of anticipation would invade my soul, to be clouded at moments by an
+indefinable dread.
+
+And thus we came to Pagliano in that month of May, when the lilac was in
+bloom, as I have said, and after Fra Gervasio had left us, to return to
+his convent at Piacenza.
+
+We were received in the courtyard of that mighty fortress by that
+sturdy, hawk-faced man who had recognized me in the hermitage on Monte
+Orsaro. But he was no longer in armour. He wore a surcoat of yellow
+velvet, and his eyes were very kindly and affectionate when they rested
+on Galeotto and from Galeotto passed on to take survey of me.
+
+“So this is our hermit!” quoth he, a note of some surprise in his crisp
+tones. “Somewhat changed!”
+
+“By a change that goes deeper than his pretty doublet,” said Galeotto.
+
+We dismounted, and grooms, in the Cavalcanti livery of scarlet with
+the horse-head in white upon their breasts, led away our horses. The
+seneschal acted as quarter-master to our lances, whilst Cavalcanti
+himself led us up the great stone staircase with its carved balustrade
+of marble, from which rose a file of pillars to support the groined
+ceiling. This last was frescoed in dull red with the white horse-head
+at intervals. On our right, on every third step, stood orange-trees in
+tubs, all flowering and shedding the most fragrant perfume.
+
+Thus we ascended to a spacious gallery, and through a succession of
+magnificent rooms we came to the noble apartments that had been made
+ready for us.
+
+A couple of pages came to tend me, bringing perfumed water and macerated
+herbs for my ablutions. These performed, they helped me into fresh
+garments that awaited me--black hose of finest silk and velvet trunks
+of the same sable hue, and for my body a fine close-fitting doublet of
+cloth of gold, caught at the waist by a jewelled girdle from which hung
+a dagger that was the merest toy.
+
+When I was ready they went before me, to lead the way to what they
+called the private dining-room, where supper awaited us. At the very
+mention of a private dining-room I had a vision of whitewashed walls and
+high-set windows and a floor strewn with rushes. Instead we came into
+the most beautiful chamber that I had ever seen. From floor to ceiling
+it was hung with arras of purple brocade alternating with cloth of gold;
+thus on three sides. On the fourth there was an opening for the embayed
+window which glowed like a gigantic sapphire in the deepening twilight.
+
+The floor was spread with a carpet of the ruddy purple of porphyry, very
+soft and silent to the feet. From the frescoed ceiling, where a joyous
+Phoebus drove a team of spirited white stallions, hung a chain that
+was carved in the semblance of interlocked Titans to support a great
+candelabrum, each branch of which was in the image of a Titan holding
+a stout candle of scented wax. It was all in gilded bronze and the
+workmanship--as I was presently to learn--of that great artist and rogue
+Benvenuto Cellini. From this candelabrum there fell upon the board a
+soft golden radiance that struck bright gleams from crystals and plate
+of gold and silver.
+
+By a buffet laden with meats stood the master of the household in black
+velvet, his chain of office richly carved, his badge a horse's head in
+silver, and he was flanked on either hand by a nimble-looking page.
+
+Of all this my first glance gathered but the most fleeting of
+impressions. For my eyes were instantly arrested by her who stood
+between Cavalcanti and Galeotto, awaiting my arrival. And, miracle of
+miracles, she was arrayed exactly as I had seen her in my vision.
+
+Her supple maiden body was sheathed in a gown of cloth of silver; her
+brown hair was dressed into two plaits interlaced with gold threads and
+set with tiny gems, and these plaits hung one on either breast. Upon the
+low, white brow a single jewel gleamed--a brilliant of the very whitest
+fire.
+
+Her long blue eyes were raised to look at me as I entered, and their
+glance grew startled when it encountered mine, the delicate colour
+faded gradually from her cheeks, and her eyes fell at last as she moved
+forward to bid me welcome to Pagliano in her own name.
+
+They must have perceived her emotion as they perceived mine. But they
+gave no sign. We got to the round table--myself upon Cavalcanti's left,
+Galeotto in the place of honour, and Bianca facing her father so that I
+was on her right.
+
+The seneschal bestirred himself, and the silken ministering pages
+fluttered round us. My Lord of Pagliano was one who kept a table as
+luxurious as all else in his splendid palace. First came a broth of veal
+in silver basins, then a stew of cocks' combs and capons' breasts, then
+the ham of a roasted boar, the flesh very lusciously saturated with the
+flavour of rosemary; and there was venison that was as soft as velvet,
+and other things that I no longer call to mind. And to drink there was a
+fragrant, well-sunned wine of Lombardy that had been cooled in snow.
+
+Galeotto ate enormously, Cavalcanti daintily, I but little, and Bianca
+nothing. Her presence had set up such emotions in me that I had no
+thought for food. But I drank deeply, and so came presently to a
+spurious ease which enabled me to take my share in the talk that
+was toward, though when all is said it was but a slight share, since
+Cavalcanti and Galeotto discoursed of matters wherein my knowledge was
+not sufficient to enable me to bear a conspicuous part.
+
+More than once I was on the point of addressing Bianca herself, but
+always courage failed me. I had ever in mind the memory she must have of
+me as she had last seen me, to increase the painful diffidence which her
+presence itself imposed upon me. Nor did I hear her voice more than once
+or twice when she demurely answered such questions as her father set
+her. And though once or twice I found her stealing a look at me, she
+would instantly avert her eyes when our glances crossed.
+
+Thus was our first meeting, and for a little time it was to be our last,
+because I lacked the courage to seek her out. She had her own apartments
+at Pagliano with her own maids of honour, like a princess; and the
+castle garden was entirely her domain into which even her father seldom
+intruded. He gave me the freedom of it; but it was a freedom of which I
+never took advantage in the week that we abode there. Several times
+was I on the point of doing so. But I was ever restrained by my
+unconquerable diffidence.
+
+And there was something else to impose restraint upon me. Hitherto the
+memory of Giuliana had come to haunt me in my hermitage, by arousing in
+me yearnings which I had to combat with fasting and prayer, with scourge
+and dice. Now the memory of her haunted me again; but in a vastly
+different way. It haunted me with the reminder of all the sin in which
+through her I had steeped myself; and just as the memory of that sin had
+made me in purer moments deem myself unworthy to be the guardian of
+the shrine on Monte Orsaro, so now did it cause me to deem myself
+all unworthy to enter the garden that enshrined Madonna Bianca de'
+Cavalcanti.
+
+Before the purity that shone from her I recoiled in an awe whose nature
+was as the feelings of a religion. I felt that to seek her presence
+would be almost to defile her. And so I abstained, my mind very full
+of her the while, for all that the time was beguiled for me in daily
+exercise with horse and arms under the guidance of Galeotto.
+
+I was not so tutored merely for the sake of repairing a grave omission
+in my education. It had a definite scope, as Galeotto frankly told me,
+informing me that the time approached in which to avenge my father and
+strike a blow for my own rights.
+
+And then at the end of a week a man rode into the courtyard of Pagliano
+one day, and flung down from his horse shouting to be led to Messer
+Galeotto. There was something about this courier's mien and person that
+awoke a poignant memory. I was walking in the gallery when the clatter
+of his advent drew my attention, and his voice sent a strange thrill
+through me.
+
+One glance I gave to make quite sure, and then I leapt down the broad
+steps four at a time, and a moment later, to the amazement of all
+present, I had caught the dusty rider in my arms, and I was kissing the
+wrinkled, scarred, and leathery old cheeks.
+
+“Falcone!” I cried. “Falcone, do you not know me?”
+
+He was startled by the violence of my passionate onslaught. Indeed, he
+was almost borne to the ground by it, for his old legs were stiff now
+from riding.
+
+And then--how he stared! What oaths he swore!
+
+“Madonnino!” he babbled. “Madonnino!” And he shook himself free of my
+embrace, and stood back that he might view me. “Body of Satan! But you
+are finely grown, and how like to what your father was when he was no
+older than are you! And they have not made a shaveling of you, after
+all. Now blessed be God for that!” Then he stopped short, and his eyes
+went past me, and he seemed to hesitate.
+
+I turned, and there, leaning on the balustrade of the staircase, looking
+on with smiling eyes stood Galeotto with Messer Cavalcanti at his elbow.
+
+I heard Galeotto's words to the Lord of Pagliano. “His heart is
+sound--which is a miracle. That woman, it seems, could not quite
+dehumanize him.” And he came down heavily, to ask Falcone what news he
+bore.
+
+The old equerry drew a letter from under his leathern jacket.
+
+“From Ferrante?” quoth the Lord of Pagliano eagerly, peering over
+Galeotto's shoulder.
+
+“Ay,” said Galeotto, and he broke the seal. He stood to read, with
+knitted brows. “It is well,” he said, at last, and passed the sheet to
+Cavalcanti. “Farnese is in Piacenza already, and the Pope will sway the
+College to give his bastard the ducal crown. It is time we stirred.”
+
+He turned to Falcone, whilst Cavalcanti read the letter. “Take food and
+rest, good Gino. For to-morrow you ride again with me. And so shall you,
+Agostino.”
+
+“I ride again?” I echoed, my heart sinking and some of my dismay showing
+upon my face. “Whither?”
+
+“To right the wrongs of Mondolfo,” he answered shortly, and turned away.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER II. THE GOVERNOR OF MILAN
+
+
+We rode again upon the morrow as he had said, and with us went Falcone
+and the same goodly company of twenty lances that had escorted me from
+Monte Orsaro. But I took little thought for them or pride in such an
+escort now. My heart was leaden. I had not seen Bianca again ere I
+departed, and Heaven knew when we should return to Pagliano. Thus at
+least was I answered by Galeotto when I made bold to ask the question.
+
+Two days we rode, going by easy stages, and came at last upon that
+wondrously fair and imposing city of Milan, in the very heart of the
+vast plain of Lombardy with the distant Alps for background and northern
+rampart.
+
+Our destination was the castle; and in a splendid ante-chamber, packed
+with rustling, silken courtiers and clanking captains in steel, a
+sprinkling of prelates and handsome, insolent-eyed women, more than one
+of whom reminded me of Giuliana, and every one of whom I disparaged by
+comparing her with Bianca, Galeotto and I stood waiting.
+
+To many there he seemed known, and several came to greet him and some to
+whisper in his ear. At last a pert boy in a satin suit that was striped
+in the Imperial livery of black and yellow, pushed his way through the
+throng.
+
+“Messer Galeotto,” his shrill voice announced, “his excellency awaits
+you.”
+
+Galeotto took my arm, and drew me forward with him. Thus we went through
+a lane that opened out before us in that courtly throng, and came to a
+curtained door. An usher raised the curtain for us at a sign from the
+page, who, opening, announced us to the personage within.
+
+We stood in a small closet, whose tall, slender windows overlooked
+the courtyard, and from the table, on which there was a wealth of
+parchments, rose a very courtly gentleman to receive us out of a
+gilded chair, the arms of which were curiously carved into the shape of
+serpents' heads.
+
+He was a well-nourished, florid man of middle height, with a resolute
+mouth, high cheek-bones, and crafty, prominent eyes that reminded
+me vaguely of the eyes of the taverner of Pojetta. He was splendidly
+dressed in a long gown of crimson damask edged with lynx fur, and
+the fingers of his fat hands and one of his thumbs were burdened with
+jewels.
+
+This was Ferrante Gonzaga, Prince of Molfetta, Duke of Ariano, the
+Emperor's Lieutenant and Governor of the State of Milan.
+
+The smile with which he had been ready to greet Galeotto froze slightly
+at sight of me. But before he could voice the question obviously in his
+mind my companion had presented me.
+
+“Here, my lord, is one upon whom I trust that we may count when the time
+comes. This is Agostino d'Anguissola, of Mondolfo and Carmina.”
+
+Surprise overspread Gonzaga's face. He seemed about to speak, and
+checked, and his eyes were very searchingly bent upon Galeotto's face,
+which remained inscrutable as stone. Then the Governor looked at me, and
+from me back again at Galeotto. At last he smiled, whilst I bowed before
+him, but very vaguely conscious of what might impend.
+
+“The time,” he said, “seems to be none too distant. The Duke of
+Castro--this Pier Luigi Farnese--is so confident of ultimate success
+that already he has taken up his residence in Piacenza, and already, I
+am informed, is being spoken of as Duke of Parma and Piacenza.”
+
+“He has cause,” said Galeotto. “Who is to withstand his election since
+the Emperor, like Pilate, has washed his hands of the affair?”
+
+A smile overspread Gonzaga's crafty face. “Do not assume too much
+concerning the Emperor's wishes in the matter. His answer to the Pope
+was that if Parma and Piacenza are Imperial fiefs--integral parts of the
+State of Milan--it would ill become the Emperor to alienate them from
+an empire which he holds merely in trust; whereas if they can be shown
+rightly to belong to the Holy See, why then the matter concerns him not,
+and the Holy See may settle it.”
+
+Galeotto shrugged and his face grew dark. “It amounts to an assent,” he
+said.
+
+“Not so,” purred Gonzaga, seating himself once more. “It amounts to
+nothing. It is a Sibylline answer which nowise prejudices what he may do
+in future. We still hope,” he added, “that the Sacred College may refuse
+the investiture. Pier Luigi Farnese is not in good odour in the Curia.”
+
+“The Sacred College cannot withstand the Pope's desires. He has bribed
+it with the undertaking to restore Nepi and Camerino to the States of
+the Church in exchange for Parma and Piacenza, which are to form a State
+for his son. How long, my lord, do you think the College will resist
+him?”
+
+“The Spanish Cardinals all have the Emperor's desires at heart.”
+
+“The Spanish Cardinals may oppose the measure until they choke
+themselves with their vehemence,” was the ready answer. “There are
+enough of the Pope's creatures to carry the election, and if there were
+not it would be his to create more until there should be sufficient for
+his purpose. It is an old subterfuge.”
+
+“Well, then,” said Gonzaga, smiling, “since you are so assured, it
+is for you and the nobles of Piacenza to be up and doing. The Emperor
+depends upon you; and you may depend upon him.”
+
+Galeotto looked at the Governor out of his scarred face, and his eyes
+were very grave.
+
+“I had hoped otherwise,” he said. “That is why I have been slow to move.
+That is why I have waited, why I have even committed the treachery
+of permitting Pier Luigi to suppose me ready at need to engage in his
+service.”
+
+“Ah, there you play a dangerous game,” said Gonzaga frankly.
+
+“I'll play a more dangerous still ere I have done,” he answered stoutly.
+“Neither Pope nor Devil shall dismay me. I have great wrongs to right,
+as none knows better than your excellency, and if my life should go in
+the course of it, why”--he shrugged and sneered--“it is all that is left
+me; and life is a little thing when a man has lost all else.”
+
+“I know, I know,” said the sly Governor, wagging his big head, “else I
+had not warned you. For we need you, Messer Galeotto.”
+
+“Ay, you need me; you'll make a tool of me--you and your Emperor. You'll
+use me as a cat's-paw to pull down this inconvenient duke.”
+
+Gonzaga rose, frowning. “You go a little far, Messer Galeotto,” he said.
+
+“I go no farther than you urge me,” answered the other.
+
+“But patience, patience!” the Lieutenant soothed him, growing sleek
+again in tone and manner. “Consider now the position. What the Emperor
+has answered the Pope is no more than the bare and precise truth. It is
+not clear whether the States of Parma and Piacenza belong to the
+Empire or the Holy See. But let the people rise and show themselves
+ill-governed, let them revolt against Farnese once he has been created
+their duke and when thus the State shall have been alienated from the
+Holy See, and then you may count upon the Emperor to step in as your
+liberator and to buttress up your revolt.”
+
+“Do you promise us so much?” asked Galeotto.
+
+“Explicitly,” was the ready answer, “upon my most sacred honour. Send
+me word that you are in arms, that the first blow has been struck, and
+I shall be with you with all the force that I can raise in the Emperor's
+name.”
+
+“Your excellency has warrant for this?” demanded Galeotto.
+
+“Should I promise it else? About it, sir. You may work with confidence.”
+
+“With confidence, yes,” replied Galeotto gloomily, “but with no great
+hope. The Pontifical government has ground the spirit out of half
+the nobles of the Val di Taro. They have suffered so much and so
+repeatedly--in property, in liberty, in life itself--that they are grown
+rabbit-hearted, and would sooner cling to the little liberty that is
+still theirs than strike a blow to gain what belongs to them by every
+right. Oh, I know them of old! What man can do, I shall do; but...” He
+shrugged, and shook his head sorrowfully.
+
+“Can you count on none?” asked Gonzaga, very serious, stroking his
+smooth, fat chin.
+
+“I can count upon one,” answered Galeotto. “The Lord of Pagliano; he is
+ghibelline to the very marrow, and he belongs to me. At my bidding there
+is nothing he will not do. There is an old debt between us, and he is
+a noble soul who will not leave his debts unpaid. Upon him I can count;
+and he is rich and powerful. But then, he is not really a Piacentino
+himself. He holds his fief direct from the Emperor. Pagliano is part of
+the State of Milan, and Cavalcanti is no subject of Farnese. His case,
+therefore, is exceptional and he has less than the usual cause for
+timidity. But the others...” Again he shrugged. “What man can do to stir
+them, that will I do. You shall hear from me soon again, my lord.”
+
+Gonzaga looked at me. “Did you not say that here was another?”
+
+Galeotto smiled sadly. “Ay--just one arm and one sword. That is all.
+Unless this emprise succeeds he is never like to rule in Mondolfo. He
+may be counted upon; but he brings no lances with him.”
+
+“I see,” said Gonzaga, his lip between thumb and forefinger. “But his
+name...”
+
+“That and his wrongs shall be used, depend upon it, my lord--the wrongs
+which are his by inheritance.”
+
+I said no word. A certain resentment filled me to hear myself so
+disposed of without being consulted; and yet it was tempered by a
+certain trust in Galeotto, a faith that he would lead me into nothing
+unworthy.
+
+Gonzaga conducted us to the door of the closet. “I shall look to hear
+from you, Ser Galeotto,” he said. “And if at first the nobles of the
+Val di Taro are not to be moved, perhaps after they have had a taste
+of Messer Pier Luigi's ways they will gather courage out of despair.
+I think we may be hopeful if patient. Meanwhile, my master the Emperor
+shall be informed.”
+
+Another moment and we were out of that florid, crafty, well-nourished
+presence. The curtains had dropped behind us, and we were thrusting our
+way through the press in the ante-chamber, Galeotto muttering to himself
+things which as we gained the open air I gathered to be curses directed
+against the Emperor and his Milanese Lieutenant.
+
+In the inn of the sign of the Sun, by the gigantic Duomo of Visconti's
+building, he opened the gates to his anger and let it freely forth.
+
+“It is a world of cravens,” he said, “a world of slothful, self-seeking,
+supine cowards, Agostino. In the Emperor, at least, I conceived that we
+should have found a man who would not be averse to acting boldly where
+his interests must be served. More I had not expected of him; but that,
+at least. And even in that he fails me. Oh, this Charles V!” he cried.
+“This prince upon whose dominions the sun never sets! Fortune has
+bestowed upon him all the favours in her gift, yet for himself he can do
+nothing.
+
+“He is crafty, cruel, irresolute, and mistrustful of all. He is without
+greatness of any sort, and he is all but Emperor of the World! Others
+must do his work for him; others must compass the conquests which he is
+to enjoy.
+
+“Ah, well!” he ended, with a sneer, “perhaps as the world views these
+things there is a certain greatness in that--the greatness of the fox.”
+
+Naturally there was much in this upon which I needed explanation, and I
+made bold to intrude upon his anger to crave it. And it was then that I
+learnt the true position of affairs.
+
+Between France and the Empire, the State of Milan had been in contention
+until quite lately, when Henri II had abandoned it to Charles V. And
+in the State of Milan were the States of Parma and Piacenza, which Pope
+Julius II had wrested from it and incorporated in the domain of the
+Church. The act, however, was unlawful, and although these States
+had ever since been under Pontifical rule, it was to Milan that they
+belonged, though Milan never yet had had the power to enforce her
+rights. She had that power at last, now that the Emperor's rule there
+was a thing determined, and it was in this moment that papal nepotism
+was to make a further alienation of them by constituting them into
+a duchy for the Farnese bastard, Pier Luigi, who was already Duke of
+Castro.
+
+Under papal rule the nobles--more particularly the ghibellines--and
+the lesser tyrants of the Val di Taro had suffered rudely, plundered by
+Pontifical brigandage, enduring confiscations and extortions until they
+were reduced to a miserable condition. It was against the beginnings of
+this that my father had raised his standard, to be crushed thorough the
+supineness of his peers, who would not support him to save themselves
+from being consumed in the capacious maw of Rome.
+
+But what they had suffered hitherto would be as nothing to what they
+must suffer if the Pope now had his way and if Pier Luigi Farnese were
+to become their duke--an independent prince. He would break the nobles
+utterly, to remain undisputed master of the territory. That was a
+conclusion foregone. And yet our princelings saw the evil approaching
+them, and cowered irresolute to await and suffer it.
+
+They had depended, perhaps, upon the Emperor, who, it was known, did
+not favour the investiture, nor would confirm it. It was remembered that
+Ottavio Farnese--Pier Luigi's son--was married to Margaret of Austria,
+the Emperor's daughter, and that if a Farnese dominion there was to be
+in Parma and Piacenza, the Emperor would prefer that it should be that
+of his own son-in-law, who would hold the duchy as a fief of the Empire.
+Further was it known that Ottavio was intriguing with Pope and Emperor
+to gain the investiture in his own father's stead.
+
+“The unnatural son!” I exclaimed upon learning that.
+
+Galeotto looked at me, and smiled darkly, stroking his great beard.
+
+“Say, rather, the unnatural father,” he replied. “More honour to Ottavio
+Farnese in that he has chosen to forget that he is Pier Luigi's son.
+It is not a parentage in which any man--be he the most abandoned--could
+take pride.”
+
+“How so?” quoth I.
+
+“You have, indeed, lived out of the world if you know nothing of Pier
+Luigi Farnese. I should have imagined that some echo of his turpitudes
+must have penetrated even to a hermitage--that they would be written
+upon the very face of Nature, which he outrages at every step of his
+infamous life. He is a monster, a sort of antichrist; the most ruthless,
+bloody, vicious man that ever drew the breath of life. Indeed, there are
+not wanting those who call him a warlock, a dealer in black magic who
+has sold his soul to the Devil. Though, for that matter, they say the
+same of the Pope his father, and I doubt not that his magic is just the
+magic of a wickedness that is scarcely human.
+
+“There is a fellow named Paolo Giovio, Bishop of Nocera, a charlatan and
+a wretched dabbler in necromancy and something of an alchemist, who has
+lately written the life of another Pope's son--Cesare Borgia, who
+lived nigh upon half a century ago, and who did more than any man to
+consolidate the States of the Church, though his true aim, like Pier
+Luigi's, was to found a State for himself. I am given to think that for
+his model of a Pope's bastard this Giovio has taken the wretched Farnese
+rogue, and attributed to the son of Alexander VI the vices and infamies
+of this son of Paul III.
+
+“Even to attempt to draw a parallel is to insult the memory of the
+Borgia; for he, at least, was a great captain and a great ruler, and he
+knew how to endear to himself the fold that he governed; so that when I
+was a lad--thirty years ago--there were still those in the Romagna who
+awaited the Borgia's return, and prayed for it as earnestly as pray the
+faithful for the second coming of the Messiah, refusing to believe that
+he was dead. But this Pier Luigi!” He thrust out a lip contemptuously.
+“He is no better than a thief, a murderer, a defiler, a bestial,
+lecherous dog!”
+
+And with that he began to relate some of the deeds of this man; and his
+life, it seemed, was written in blood and filth--a tale of murders
+and rapes and worse. And when as a climax he told me of the horrible,
+inhuman outrage done to Cosimo Gheri, the young Bishop of Fano, I begged
+him to cease, for my horror turned me almost physically sick.1
+
+1 The incident to which Agostino here alludes is fully set forth by
+Benedetto Varchi at the end of Book XVI of his Storia Fiorentina.
+
+
+“That bishop was a holy man, of very saintly life,” Galeotto insisted,
+“and the deed permitted the German Lutherans to say that here was a new
+form of martyrdom for saints invented by the Pope's son. And his father
+pardoned him the deed, and others as bad, by a secret bull, absolving
+him from all pains and penalties that he might have incurred through
+youthful frailty or human incontinence!”
+
+It was the relation of those horrors, I think, which, stirring my
+indignation, spurred me even more than the thought of redressing the
+wrongs which the Pontifical or Farnesian government would permit my
+mother to do me.
+
+I held out my hand to Galeotto. “To the utmost of my little might,”
+ said I, “you may depend upon me in this good cause in which you have
+engaged.”
+
+“There speaks the son of the house of Anguissola,” said he, a light
+of affection in his steel-coloured eyes. “And there are your father's
+wrongs to right as well as the wrongs of humanity, remember. By this
+Pier Luigi was he crushed; whilst those who bore arms with him at
+Perugia and were taken alive...” He paused and turned livid, great beads
+of perspiration standing upon his brow. “I cannot,” he faltered, “I
+cannot even now, after all these years, bear to think upon those horrors
+perpetrated by that monster.”
+
+I was strangely moved at the sight of emotion in one who seemed
+emotionless as iron.
+
+“I left the hermitage,” said I, “in the hope that I might the better be
+able to serve God in the world. I think you are showing me the way, Ser
+Galeotto.”
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER III. PIER LUIGI FARNESE
+
+
+We left Milan that same day, and there followed for some months a season
+of wandering through Lombardy, going from castle to castle, from tyranny
+to tyranny, just the three of us--Galeotto and myself with Falcone for
+our equerry and attendant.
+
+Surely something of the fanatic's temperament there must have been
+in me; for now that I had embraced a cause, I served it with all the
+fanaticism with which on Monte Orsaro I sought to be worthy of the
+course I had taken then.
+
+I was become as an apostle, preaching a crusade or holy war against the
+Devil's lieutenant on earth, Messer Pier Luigi Farnese, sometime Duke
+of Castro, now Duke of Parma and Piacenza--for the investiture duly
+followed in the August of that year, and soon his iron hand began to
+be felt throughout the State of which the Pope had constituted him a
+prince.
+
+And to the zest that was begotten of pure righteousness, Galeotto
+cunningly added yet another and more worldly spur. We were riding one
+day in late September of that year from Cortemaggiore, where we had
+spent a month in seeking to stir the Pallavicini to some spirit of
+resistance, and we were making our way towards Romagnese, the stronghold
+of that great Lombard family of dal Verme.
+
+As we were ambling by a forest path, Galeotto abruptly turned to me,
+Falcone at the time being some little way in advance of us, and startled
+me by his words.
+
+“Cavalcanti's daughter seemed to move you strangely, Agostino,” he said,
+and watched me turn pale under his keen glance.
+
+In my confusion--more or less at random--“What should Cavalcanti's
+daughter be to me?” I asked.
+
+“Why, what you will, I think,” he answered, taking my question
+literally. “Cavalcanti would consider the Lord of Mondolfo and Carmina
+a suitable mate for his daughter, however he might hesitate to marry her
+to the landless Agostino d'Anguissola. He loved your father better than
+any man that ever lived, and such an alliance was mutually desired.”
+
+“Do you think I need this added spur?” quoth I.
+
+“Nay, I know that you do not. But it is well to know what reward
+may wait upon our labour. It makes that labour lighter and increases
+courage.”
+
+I hung my head, without answering him, and we rode silently amain.
+
+He had touched me where the flesh was raw and tender. Bianca de'
+Cavalcanti! It was a name I uttered like a prayer, like a holy
+invocation. Just so had I been in a measure content to carry that name
+and the memory of her sweet face. To consider her as the possible
+Lady of Mondolfo when I should once more have come into my own, was to
+consider things that filled me almost with despair.
+
+Again I experienced such hesitations as had kept me from ever seeking
+her at Pagliano, though I had been given the freedom of her garden.
+Giuliana had left her brand upon me. And though Bianca had by now
+achieved for me what neither prayers nor fasting could accomplish, and
+had exorcized the unholy visions of Giuliana from my mind, yet when I
+came to consider Bianca as a possible companion--as something more
+or something less than a saint enthroned in the heaven created by my
+worship of her--there rose between us ever that barrier of murder
+and adultery, a barrier which not even in imagination did I dare to
+overstep.
+
+I strove to put such thoughts from my mind that I might leave it free to
+do the work to which I had now vowed myself.
+
+All through that winter we pursued our mission. With the dal Verme we
+had but indifferent success, for they accounted themselves safe, being,
+like Cavalcanti, feudatories of the Emperor himself, and nowise included
+in the territories of Parma and Piacenza. From Romagnese we made our way
+to the stronghold of the Anguissola of Albarola, my cousins, who gave
+me a very friendly welcome, and who, though with us in spirit and
+particularly urged by their hatred of our guelphic cousin Cosimo who was
+now Pier Luigi's favourite, yet hesitated as the others had done. And
+we met with little better success with Sforza of Santafiora, to
+whose castle we next repaired, or yet with the Landi, the Scotti, or
+Confalonieri. Everywhere the same spirit of awe was abroad, and the same
+pusillanimity, content to hug the little that remained rather than rear
+its head to demand that which by right belonged.
+
+So that when the spring came round again, and our mission done, our
+crusade preached to hearts that would not be inflamed, we turned
+our steps once more towards Pagliano, we were utterly dispirited
+men--although, for myself, my despondency was tempered a little by the
+thought that I was to see Bianca once more.
+
+Yet before I come to speak of her again, let me have done with these
+historical matters in so far as they touched ourselves.
+
+We had left the nobles unresponsive, as you have seen. But soon the
+prognostications of the crafty Gonzaga were realized. Soon Farnese,
+through his excessive tyranny, stung them out of their apathy. The first
+to feel his iron hand were the Pallavicini, whom he stripped of their
+lands of Cortemaggiore, taking as hostages Girolamo Pallavicini's wife
+and mother. Next he hurled his troops against the dal Verme, forcing
+Romagnese to capitulate, and then seeking similarly to reduce their
+other fief of Bobbio. Thence upon his all-conquering way, he marched
+upon Castel San Giovanni, whence he sought to oust the Sforza, and
+at the same time he committed the mistake of attempting to drive the
+Gonzaga out of Soragna.
+
+This last rashness brought down upon his head the direct personal
+resentment of Ferrante Gonzaga. With the Imperial troops at his heels
+the Governor of Milan not only intervened to save Soragna for his
+family, but forced Pier Luigi to disgorge Bobbio and Romagnese,
+restoring them to the dal Verme, and compelled him to raise the siege of
+San Giovanni upon which he was at the time engaged--claiming that both
+these noble houses were feudatories of the Empire.
+
+Intimidated by that rude lesson, Pier Luigi was forced to draw in his
+steely claws. To console himself, he turned his attention to the Val di
+Taro, and issued an edict commanding all nobles there to disarm, disband
+their troops, quit their fortresses, and go to reside in the principal
+cities of their districts. Those who resisted or demurred, he crushed
+at once with exile and confiscation; and even those who meekly did his
+will, he stripped of all privileges as feudal lords.
+
+Even my mother, we heard, was forced to dismiss her trivial garrison,
+having been ordered to close the Citadel of Mondolfo, and take up her
+residence in our palace in the city itself. But she went further than
+she was bidden--she took the veil in the Convent of Santa Chiara, and so
+retired from the world.
+
+The State began to ferment in secret at so much and such harsh tyranny.
+Farnese was acting in Piacenza as Tarquin of old had acted in his
+garden, slicing the tallest poppies from their stems. And soon to swell
+his treasury, which not even his plunder, brigandage, and extortionate
+confiscations could fill sufficiently to satisfy his greed, he set
+himself to look into the past lives of the nobles, and to promulgate
+laws that were retroactive, so that he was enabled to levy fresh fines
+and perpetrate fresh sequestrations in punishment of deeds that had been
+done long years ago.
+
+Amongst these, we heard that he had Giovanni d'Anguissola decapitated in
+effigy for his rebellion against the authority of the Holy See, and that
+my tyrannies of Mondolfo and Carmina were confiscated from me because of
+my offence in being Giovanni d'Anguissola's son. And presently we heard
+that Mondolfo had been conferred by Farnese upon his good and loyal
+servant and captain, the Lord Cosimo d'Anguissola, subject to a tax of a
+thousand ducats yearly!
+
+Galeotto ground his teeth and swore horribly when the news was brought
+us from Piacenza, whilst I felt my heart sink and the last hope
+of Bianca--the hope secretly entertained almost against hope
+itself--withering in my soul.
+
+But soon came consolation. Pier Luigi had gone too far. Even rats when
+cornered will turn at bay and bare their teeth for combat. So now the
+nobles of the Valnure and the Val di Taro.
+
+The Scotti, the Pallavicini, the Landi, and the Anguissola of Albarola,
+came one after the other in secret to Pagliano to interview the gloomy
+Galeotto. And at one gathering that was secretly held in a chamber of
+the castle, he lashed them with his furious scorn.
+
+“You are come now,” he jeered at them, “now that you are maimed; now
+that you have been bled of half your strength; now that most of your
+teeth are drawn. Had you but had the spirit and good sense to rise six
+months ago when I summoned you so to do, the struggle had been brief
+and the victory certain. Now the fight will be all fraught with risk,
+dangerous to engage, and uncertain of issue.”
+
+But it was they--these men who themselves had been so pusillanimous at
+first--who now urged him to take the lead, swearing to follow him to the
+death, to save for their children what little was still left them.
+
+“In that spirit I will not lead you a step,” he answered them. “If we
+raise our standard, we fight for all our ancient rights, for all our
+privileges, and for the restoration of all that has been confiscated;
+in short, for the expulsion of the Farnese from these lands. If that is
+your spirit, then I will consider what is to be done--for, believe me,
+open warfare will no longer avail us here. What we have to do must
+be done by guile. You have waited too long to resolve yourselves. And
+whilst you have grown weak, Farnese has been growing strong. He has
+fawned upon and flattered the populace; he has set the people against
+the nobles; he has pretended that in crushing the nobles he was serving
+the people, and they--poor fools!--have so far believed him that they
+will run to his banner in any struggle that may ensue.”
+
+He dismissed them at last with the promise that they should hear from
+him, and on the morrow, attended by Falcone only, he rode forth again
+from Pagliano, to seek out the dal Verme and the Sforza of Santafiora
+and endeavour to engage their interest against the man who had outraged
+them.
+
+And that was early in August of the year '46.
+
+I remained at Pagliano by Galeotto's request. He would have no need
+of me upon his mission. But he might desire me to seek out some of the
+others of the Val di Taro with such messages as he should send me.
+
+And in all this time I had seen but little of Monna Bianca. We met under
+her father's eye in that gold-and-purple dining-room; and there I would
+devoutly, though surreptitiously, feast my eyes upon the exquisite
+beauty of her. But I seldom spoke to her, and then it was upon the most
+trivial matters; whilst although the summer was now full fragrantly
+unfolded, yet I never dared to intrude into that garden of hers to which
+I had been bidden, ever restrained by the overwhelming memory of the
+past.
+
+So poignant was this memory that at times I caught myself wondering
+whether, after all, I had not been mistaken in lending an ear so readily
+to the arguments of Fra Gervasio, whether Fra Gervasio himself had not
+been mistaken in assuming that my place was in the world, and whether I
+had not done best to have carried out my original intention of seeking
+refuge in some monastery in the lowly position of a lay brother.
+
+Meanwhile the Lord of Pagliano used me in the most affectionate and
+fatherly manner. But not even this sufficed to encourage me where
+his daughter was concerned, and I seemed to observe also that Bianca
+herself, if she did not actually avoid my society, was certainly at no
+pains to seek it.
+
+What the end would have been but for the terrible intervention there was
+in our affairs, I have often surmised without result.
+
+It happened that one day, about a week after Galeotto had left us there
+rode up to the gates of Pagliano a very magnificent company, and there
+was great braying of horns, stamping of horses and rattle of arms.
+
+My Lord Pier Luigi Farnese had been on a visit to his city of Parma, and
+on his return journey had thought well to turn aside into the lands of
+ultra-Po, and pay a visit to the Lord of Pagliano, whom he did not love,
+yet whom, perhaps, it may have been his intention to conciliate, since
+hurt him he could not.
+
+Sufficiently severe had been the lesson he had received for meddling
+with Imperial fiefs; and he must have been mad had he thought of
+provoking further the resentment of the Emperor. To Farnese, Charles V
+was a sleeping dog it was as well to leave sleeping.
+
+He rode, then, upon his friendly visit into the Castle of Pagliano,
+attended by a vast retinue of courtiers and ladies, pages, lackeys, and
+a score of men-at-arms. A messenger had ridden on in advance to
+warn Cavalcanti of the honour that the Duke proposed to do him,
+and Cavalcanti, relishing the honour no whit, yet submitting out of
+discreetness, stood to receive his excellency at the foot of the marble
+staircase with Bianca on one side and myself upon the other.
+
+Under the archway they rode, Farnese at the head of the cavalcade. He
+bestrode a splendid white palfrey, whose mane and tail were henna-dyed,
+whose crimson velvet trappings trailed almost to the ground. He was
+dressed in white velvet, even to his thigh-boots, which were laced with
+gold and armed with heavy gold spurs. A scarlet plume was clasped by a
+great diamond in his velvet cap, and on his right wrist was perched a
+hooded falcon.
+
+He was a tall and gracefully shaped man of something over forty years of
+age, black-haired and olive-skinned, wearing a small pointed beard that
+added length to his face. His nose was aquiline, and he had fine eyes,
+but under them there were heavy brown shadows, and as he came nearer it
+was seen that his countenance was marred by an unpleasant eruption of
+sores.
+
+After him came his gentlemen, a round dozen of them, with half that
+number of splendid ladies, all a very dazzling company. Behind these,
+in blazing liveries, there was a cloud of pages upon mules, and lackeys
+leading sumpter-beasts; and then to afford them an effective background,
+a grey, steel phalanx of men-at-arms.
+
+I describe his entrance as it appeared at a glance, for I did not study
+it or absorb any of its details. My horrified gaze was held by a figure
+that rode on his right hand, a queenly woman with a beautiful pale
+countenance and a lazy, insolent smile.
+
+It was Giuliana.
+
+How she came there I did not at the moment trouble to reflect. She was
+there. That was the hideous fact that made me doubt the sight of my own
+eyes, made me conceive almost that I was at my disordered visions again,
+the fruit of too much brooding. I felt as if all the blood were being
+exhausted from my heart, as if my limbs would refuse their office, and
+I leaned for support against the terminal of the balustrade by which I
+stood.
+
+She saw me. And after the first slight start of astonishment, her lazy
+smile grew broader and more insolent. I was but indifferently conscious
+of the hustle about me, of the fact that Cavalcanti himself was holding
+the Duke's stirrup, whilst the latter got slowly to the ground and
+relinquished his falcon to a groom who wore a perch suspended from his
+neck, bearing three other hooded birds. Similarly I was no more than
+conscious of being forced to face the Duke by words that Cavalcanti was
+uttering. He was presenting me.
+
+“This, my lord, is Agostino d'Anguissola.”
+
+I saw, as through a haze, the swarthy, pustuled visage frown down upon
+me. I heard a voice which was at once harsh and effeminate and quite
+detestable, saying in unfriendly tones:
+
+“The son of Giovanni d'Anguissola of Mondolfo, eh?”
+
+“The same, my lord,” said Cavalcanti, adding generously--“Giovanni
+d'Anguissola was my friend.”
+
+“It is a friendship that does you little credit, sir,” was the harsh
+answer. “It is not well to befriend the enemies of God.”
+
+Was it possible that I had heard aright? Had this human foulness dared
+to speak of God?
+
+“That is a matter upon which I will not dispute with a guest,” said
+Cavalcanti with an urbanity of tone belied by the anger that flashed
+from his brown eyes.
+
+At the time I thought him greatly daring, little dreaming that,
+forewarned of the Duke's coming, his measures were taken, and that
+one blast from the silver whistle that hung upon his breast would have
+produced a tide of men-at-arms that would have engulfed and overwhelmed
+Messer Pier Luigi and his suite.
+
+Farnese dismissed the matter with a casual laugh. And then a lazy,
+drawling voice--a voice that once had been sweetest music to my ears,
+but now was loathsome as the croaking of Stygian frogs--addressed me.
+
+“Why, here is a great change, sir saint! We had heard you had turned
+anchorite; and behold you in cloth of gold, shining as you would
+out-dazzle Phoebus.”
+
+I stood palely before her, striving to keep the loathing from my face,
+and I was conscious that Bianca had suddenly turned and was regarding us
+with eyes of grave concern.
+
+“I like you better for the change,” pursued Giuliana. “And I vow
+that you have grown at least another inch. Have you no word for me,
+Agostino?”
+
+I was forced to answer her. “I trust that all is well with you,
+Madonna,” I said.
+
+Her lazy smile grew broader, displaying the dazzling whiteness of
+her strong teeth. “Why, all is very well with me,” said she, and her
+sidelong glance at the Duke, half mocking, half kindly with an odious
+kindliness, seemed to give added explanations.
+
+That he should have dared bring here this woman whom no doubt he had
+wrested from his creature Gambara--here into the shrine of my pure and
+saintly Bianca--was something for which I could have killed him then,
+for which I hated him far more bitterly than for any of those dark
+turpitudes that I had heard associated with his odious name.
+
+And meanwhile there he stood, that Pope's bastard, leaning over my
+Bianca, speaking to her, and in his eyes the glow of a dark and unholy
+fire what time they fed upon her beauty as the slug feeds upon the lily.
+He seemed to have no thought for any other, nor for the circumstance
+that he kept us all standing there.
+
+“You must come to our Court at Piacenza, Madonna,” I heard him
+murmuring. “We knew not that so fair a flower was blossoming unseen
+in this garden of Pagliano. It is not well that such a jewel should
+be hidden in this grey casket. You were made to queen it in a court,
+Madonna; and at Piacenza you shall be hailed and honoured as its queen.”
+ And so he rambled on with his rough and trivial flattery, his foully
+pimpled face within a foot of hers, and she shrinking before him, very
+white and mute and frightened. Her father looked on with darkling brows,
+and Giuliana began to gnaw her lip and look less lazy, whilst in the
+courtly background there was a respectful murmuring babble, supplying a
+sycophantic chorus to the Duke's detestable adulation.
+
+It was Cavalcanti, at last, who came to his daughter's rescue by a
+peremptory offer to escort the Duke and his retinue within.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IV. MADONNA BIANCA
+
+
+Pier Luigi's original intent had been to spend no more than a night at
+Pagliano. But when the morrow came, he showed no sign of departing, nor
+upon the next day, nor yet upon the next.
+
+A week passed, and still he lingered, seeming to settle more and more in
+the stronghold of the Cavalcanti, leaving the business of his Duchy to
+his secretary Filarete and to his council, at the head of which, as I
+learnt, was my old friend Annibale Caro.
+
+And meanwhile, Cavalcanti, using great discreetness, suffered the Duke's
+presence, and gave him and his suite most noble entertainment.
+
+His position was perilous and precarious in the extreme, and it needed
+all his strength of character to hold in curb the resentment that boiled
+within him to see himself thus preyed upon; and that was not the
+worst. The worst was Pier Luigi's ceaseless attentions to Bianca,
+the attentions of the satyr for the nymph, a matter in which I think
+Cavalcanti suffered little less than did I.
+
+He hoped for the best, content to wait until cause for action should
+be forced upon him. And meanwhile that courtly throng took its ease at
+Pagliano. The garden that hitherto had been Bianca's own sacred domain,
+the garden into which I had never yet dared set foot, was overrun now
+by the Duke's gay suite--a cloud of poisonous butterflies. There in the
+green, shaded alleys they disported themselves; in the lemon-grove,
+in the perfumed rose-garden, by hedges of box and screens of purple
+clematis they fluttered.
+
+Bianca sought to keep her chamber in those days, and kept it for as
+long on each day as was possible to her. But the Duke, hobbling on
+the terrace--for as a consequence of his journey on horseback he had
+developed a slight lameness, being all rotten with disease--would grow
+irritable at her absence, and insistent upon her presence, hinting that
+her retreat was a discourtesy; so that she was forced to come forth
+again, and suffer his ponderous attentions and gross flatteries.
+
+And three days later there came another to Pagliano, bidden thither by
+the Duke, and this other was none else than my cousin Cosimo, who now
+called himself Lord of Mondolfo, having been invested in that tyranny,
+as I have said.
+
+On the morning after his arrival we met upon the terrace.
+
+“My saintly cousin!” was his derisive greeting. “And yet another change
+in you--out of sackcloth into velvet! The calendar shall know you as St.
+Weathercock, I think--or, perhaps, St. Mountebank.”
+
+What followed was equally bitter and sardonic on his part, fiercely and
+openly hostile on mine. At my hostility he had smiled cruelly.
+
+“Be content with what is, my strolling saint,” he said, in the tone of
+one who gives a warning, “unless you would be back in your hermitage, or
+within the walls of some cloister, or even worse. Already have you found
+it a troublesome matter to busy yourself with the affairs of the world.
+You were destined for sanctity.” He came closer, and grew very fierce.
+“Do not put it upon me to make a saint of you by sending you to Heaven.”
+
+“It might end in your own dispatch to Hell,” said I. “Shall we essay
+it?”
+
+“Body of God!” he snarled, laughter still lingering on his white face.
+“Is this the mood of your holiness at present? What a bloodthirsty brave
+are you become! Consider, pray, sir, that if you trouble me I have no
+need to do my own office of hangman. There is sufficient against you
+to make the Tribunal of the Ruota very busy; there is--can you have
+forgotten it?--that little affair at the house of Messer Fifanti.”
+
+I dropped my glance, browbeaten for an instant. Then I looked at him
+again, and smiled.
+
+“You are but a poor coward, Messer Cosimo,” said I, “to use a shadow as
+a screen. You know that nothing can be proved against me unless Giuliana
+speaks, and that she dare not for her own sake. There are witnesses who
+will swear that Gambara went to Fifanti's house that night. There is not
+one to swear that Gambara did not kill Fifanti ere he came forth
+again; and it is the popular belief, for his traffic with Giuliana
+is well-known, as it is well-known that she fled with him after the
+murder--which, in itself, is evidence of a sort. Your Duke has too great
+a respect for the feelings of the populace,” I sneered, “to venture to
+outrage them in such a matter. Besides,” I ended, “it is impossible to
+incriminate me without incriminating Giuliana and, Messer Pier Luigi
+seems, I should say, unwilling to relinquish the lady to the brutalities
+of a tribunal.”
+
+“You are greatly daring,” said he, and he was pale now, for in that last
+mention of Giuliana, it seemed that I had touched him where he was still
+sensitive.
+
+“Daring?” I rejoined. “It is more than I can say for you, Ser Cosimo.
+Yours is the coward's fault of caution.”
+
+I thought to spur him. If this failed, I was prepared to strike him, for
+my temper was beyond control. That he, standing towards me as he did,
+should dare to mock me, was more than I could brook. But at that moment
+there spoke a harsh voice just behind me.
+
+“How, sir? What words are these?”
+
+There, very magnificent in his suit of ivory velvet, stood the Duke. He
+was leaning heavily upon his cane, and his face was more blotched than
+ever, the sunken eyes more sunken.
+
+“Are you seeking to quarrel with the Lord of Mondolfo?” quoth he, and I
+saw by his smile that he used my cousin's title as a taunt.
+
+Behind him was Cavalcanti with Bianca leaning upon his arm just as I had
+seen her that day when she came with him to Monte Orsaro, save that now
+there was a look as of fear in the blue depths of her eyes. A little
+on one side there was a group composed of three of the Duke's gentlemen
+with Giuliana and another of the ladies, and Giuliana was watching us
+with half-veiled eyes.
+
+“My lord,” I answered, very stiff and erect, and giving him back look
+for look, something perhaps of the loathing with which he inspired
+me imprinted on my face, “my lord, you give yourself idle alarms. Ser
+Cosimo is too cautious to embroil himself.”
+
+He limped toward me; leaning heavily upon his stick, and it pleased me
+that of a good height though he was, he was forced to look up into my
+face.
+
+“There is too much bad Anguissola blood in you,” he said. “Be careful
+lest out of our solicitude for you, we should find it well to let our
+leech attend you.”
+
+I laughed, looking into his blotched face, considering his lame leg and
+all the evil humours in him.
+
+“By my faith, I think it is your excellency needs the attentions of a
+leech,” said I, and flung all present into consternation by that answer.
+
+I saw his face turn livid, and I saw the hand shake upon the golden
+head of his cane. He was very sensitive upon the score of his foul
+infirmities. His eyes grew baleful as he controlled himself. Then he
+smiled, displaying a ruin of blackened teeth.
+
+“You had best take care,” he said. “It were a pity to cripple such fine
+limbs as yours. But there is a certain matter upon which the Holy Office
+might desire to set you some questions. Best be careful, sir, and avoid
+disagreements with my captains.”
+
+He turned away. He had had the last word, and had left me cold with
+apprehension, yet warmed by the consciousness that in the brief
+encounter it was he who had taken the deeper wound.
+
+He bowed before Bianca. “Oh, pardon me,” he said. “I did not dream you
+stood so near. Else no such harsh sounds should have offended your fair
+ears. As for Messer d'Anguissola...” He shrugged as who would say, “Have
+pity on such a boor!”
+
+But her answer, crisp and sudden as come words that are spoken on
+impulse or inspiration, dashed his confidence.
+
+“Nothing that he said offended me,” she told him boldly, almost
+scornfully.
+
+He flashed me a glance that was full of venom, and I saw Cosimo smile,
+whilst Cavalcanti started slightly at such boldness from his meek child.
+But the Duke was sufficiently master of himself to bow again.
+
+“Then am I less aggrieved,” said he, and changed the subject. “Shall we
+to the bowling lawn?” And his invitation was direct to Bianca, whilst
+his eyes passed over her father. Without waiting for their answer,
+his question, indeed, amounting to a command, he turned sharply to
+my cousin. “Your arm, Cosimo,” said he, and leaning heavily upon his
+captain he went down the broad granite steps, followed by the little
+knot of courtiers, and, lastly, by Bianca and her father.
+
+As for me, I turned and went indoors, and there was little of the saint
+left in me in that hour. All was turmoil in my soul, turmoil and hatred
+and anger. Anon to soothe me came the memory of those sweet words that
+Bianca had spoken in my defence, and those words emboldened me at last
+to seek her out as I had never yet dared in all the time that I had
+spent at Pagliano.
+
+I found her that evening, by chance, in the gallery over the courtyard.
+She was pacing slowly, having fled thither to avoid that hateful throng
+of courtiers. Seeing me she smiled timidly, and her smile gave me what
+little further encouragement I needed. I approached, and very earnestly
+rendered her my thanks for having championed my cause and supported me
+with the express sign of her approval.
+
+She lowered her eyes; her bosom quickened slightly, and the colour ebbed
+and flowed in her cheeks.
+
+“You should not thank me,” said she. “What I did was done for justice's
+sake.”
+
+“I have been presumptuous,” I answered humbly, “in conceiving that it
+might have been for the sake of me.”
+
+“But it was that also,” she answered quickly, fearing perhaps that she
+had pained me. “It offended me that the Duke should attempt to browbeat
+you. I took pride in you to see you bear yourself so well and return
+thrust for thrust.”
+
+“I think your presence must have heartened me,” said I. “No pain could
+be so cruel as to seem base or craven in your eyes.”
+
+Again the tell-tale colour showed upon her lovely cheek. She began to
+pace slowly down the gallery, and I beside her. Presently she spoke
+again.
+
+“And yet,” she said, “I would have you cautious. Do not wantonly affront
+the Duke, for he is very powerful.”
+
+“I have little left to lose,” said I.
+
+“You have your life,” said she.
+
+“A life which I have so much misused that it must ever cry out to me in
+reproach.”
+
+She gave me a little fluttering, timid glance, and looked away again.
+Thus we came in silence to the gallery's end, where a marble seat was
+placed, with gay cushions of painted and gilded leather. She sank to
+it with a little sigh, and I leaned on the balustrade beside her and
+slightly over her. And now I grew strangely bold.
+
+“Set me some penance,” I cried, “that shall make me worthy.”
+
+Again came that little fluttering, frightened glance.
+
+“A penance?” quoth she. “I do not understand.”
+
+“All my life,” I explained, “has been a vain striving after something
+that eluded me. Once I deemed myself devout; and because I had sinned
+and rendered myself unworthy, you found me a hermit on Monte Orsaro,
+seeking by penance to restore myself to the estate from which I had
+succumbed. That shrine was proved a blasphemy; and so the penance I had
+done, the signs I believed I had received, were turned to mockery. It
+was not there that I should save myself. One night I was told so in a
+vision.”
+
+She gave an audible gasp, and looked at me so fearfully that I fell
+silent, staring back at her.
+
+“You knew!” I cried.
+
+Long did her blue, slanting eyes meet my glance without wavering, as
+never yet they had met it. She seemed to hesitate, and at the same time
+openly to consider me.
+
+“I know now,” she breathed.
+
+“What do you know?” My voice was tense with excitement.
+
+“What was your vision?” she rejoined.
+
+“Have I not told you? There appeared to me one who called me back to the
+world; who assured me that there I should best serve God; who filled me
+with the conviction that she needed me. She addressed me by name, and
+spoke of a place of which I had never heard until that hour, but which
+to-day I know.”
+
+“And you? And you?” she asked. “What answer did you make?”
+
+“I called her by name, although until that hour I did not know it.”
+
+She bowed her head. Emotion set her all a-tremble.
+
+“It is what I have so often wondered,” she confessed, scarce above a
+whisper. “And it is true--as true as it is strange!”
+
+“True?” I echoed. “It was the only true miracle in that place of false
+ones, and it was so clear a call of destiny that it decided me to return
+to the world which I had abandoned. And yet I have since wondered why.
+Here there seems to be no place for me any more than there was yonder.
+I am devout again with a worldly devotion now, yet with a devotion that
+must be Heaven-inspired, so pure and sweet it is. It has shut out from
+me all the foulness of that past; and yet I am unworthy. And that is why
+I cry to you to set me some penance ere I can make my prayer.”
+
+She could not understand me, nor did she. We were not as ordinary
+lovers. We were not as man and maid who, meeting and being drawn each to
+the other, fence and trifle in a pretty game of dalliance until the maid
+opines that the appearances are safe, and that, her resistance having
+been of a seemly length, she may now make the ardently desired surrender
+with all war's honours. Nothing of that was in our wooing, a wooing
+which seemed to us, now that we spoke of it, to have been done when we
+had scarcely met, done in the vision that I had of her, and the vision
+that she had of me.
+
+With averted eyes she set me now a question.
+
+“Madonna Giuliana used you with a certain freedom on her arrival, and
+I have since heard your name coupled with her own by the Duke's ladies.
+But I have asked no questions of them. I know how false can be the
+tongues of courtly folk. I ask it now of you. What is or was this
+Madonna Giuliana to you?”
+
+“She was,” I answered bitterly, “and God pity me that I must say it to
+you--she was to me what Circe was to the followers of Ulysses.”
+
+She made a little moan, and I saw her clasp her hands in her lap; and
+the sound and sight filled me with sorrow and despair. She must know.
+Better that the knowledge should stand between us as a barrier which
+both could see than that it should remain visible only to the eyes of my
+own soul, to daunt me.
+
+“O Bianca! Forgive me!” I cried. “I did not know! I did not know! I
+was a poor fool reared in seclusion and ripened thus for the first
+temptation that should touch me. That is what on Monte Orsaro I sought
+to expiate, that I might be worthy of the shrine I guarded then. That
+is what I would expiate now that I might be worthy of the shrine whose
+guardian I would become, the shrine at which I worship now.”
+
+I was bending very low above her little brown head, in which the threads
+of the gold coif-net gleamed in the fading light.
+
+“If I had but had my vision sooner,” I murmured, “how easy it would have
+been! Can you find mercy for me in your gentle heart? Can you forgive
+me, Bianca?
+
+“O Agostino,” she answered very sadly, and the sound of my name from her
+lips, coming so naturally and easily, thrilled me like the sound of the
+mystic music of Monte Orsaro. “What shall I answer you? I cannot now.
+Give me leisure to think. My mind is all benumbed. You have hurt me so!”
+
+“Me miserable!” I cried.
+
+“I had believed you one who erred through excess of holiness.”
+
+“Whereas I am one who attempted holiness through excess of error.”
+
+“I had believed you so, so...O Agostino!” It was a little wail of pain.
+
+“Set me a penance,” I implored her.
+
+“What penance can I set you? Will any penance restore to me my shattered
+faith?”
+
+I groaned miserably and covered my face with my hands. It seemed that I
+was indeed come to the end of all my hopes; that the world was become as
+much a mockery to me as had been the hermitage; that the one was to end
+for me upon the discovery of a fraud, as had the other ended--with the
+difference that in this case the fraud was in myself.
+
+It seemed, indeed, that our first communion must be our last. Ever since
+she had seen me step into that gold-and-purple dining-room at Pagliano,
+the incarnation of her vision, as she was the incarnation of mine,
+Bianca must have waited confidently for this hour, knowing that it was
+foreordained to come. Bitterness and disillusion were all that it had
+brought her.
+
+And then, ere more could be said, a thin, flute-like voice hissed down
+the vaulted gallery:
+
+“Madonna Bianca! To hide your beauty from our hungry eyes. To quench the
+light by which we guide our footsteps. To banish from us the happiness
+and joy of your presence! Unkind, unkind!”
+
+It was the Duke. In his white velvet suit he looked almost ghostly in
+the deepening twilight. He hobbled towards us, his stick tapping the
+black-and-white squares of the marble floor. He halted before her, and
+she put aside her emotion, donned a worldly mask, and rose to meet him.
+
+Then he looked at me, and his brooding eyes seemed to scan my face.
+
+“Why! It is Ser Agostino, Lord of Nothing,” he sneered, and down the
+gallery rang the laugh of my cousin Cosimo, and there came, too, a
+ripple of other voices.
+
+Whether to save me from friction with those steely gentlemen who aimed
+at grinding me to powder, whether from other motives, Bianca set her
+finger-tips upon the Duke's white sleeve and moved away with him.
+
+I leaned against the balustrade all numb, watching them depart. I saw
+Cosimo come upon her other side and lean over her as he moved, so slim
+and graceful, beside her own slight, graceful figure. Then I sank to the
+cushions of the seat she had vacated, and stayed there with my misery
+until the night had closed about the place, and the white marble pillars
+looked ghostly and unreal.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER V. THE WARNING
+
+
+I prayed that evening more fervently than I had prayed since quitting
+Monte Orsaro. It was as if all the influences of my youth, which lately
+had been shaken off in the stir of intrigue and of rides that had seemed
+the prelude to battle, were closing round me again.
+
+Even as a woman had lured me once from the ways to which I seemed
+predestined, only to drive me back once more the more frenziedly, so now
+it almost seemed as if again a woman should have lured me to the world
+but to drive me from it again and more resolutely than ever. For I was
+anew upon the edge of a resolve to have done with all human interests
+and to seek the peace and seclusion of the cloister.
+
+And then I bethought me of Gervasio. I would go to him for guidance, as
+I had done aforetime. I would ride on the morrow to seek him out in the
+convent near Piacenza to which he had withdrawn.
+
+I was disturbed at last by the coming of a page to my chamber with the
+announcement that my lord was already at supper.
+
+I had thoughts of excusing myself, but in the end I went.
+
+The repast was spread, as usual, in the banqueting-hall of the castle;
+and about the splendid table was Pier Luigi's company, amounting to
+nigh upon a score in all. The Duke himself sat on Monna Bianca's right,
+whilst on her left was Cosimo.
+
+Heeding little whether I was observed or not, I sank to a vacant place,
+midway down the board, between one of the Duke's pretty young gentlemen
+and one of the ladies of that curious train--a bold-eyed Roman woman,
+whose name, I remember, was Valeria Cesarini, but who matters nothing in
+these pages. Almost facing me sat Giuliana, but I was hardly conscious
+of her, or conscious, indeed, of any save Monna Bianca.
+
+Once or twice Bianca's glance met mine, but it fell away again upon the
+instant. She was very pale, and there were wistful lines about her lips;
+yet her mood was singular. Her eyes had an unnatural sparkle, and ever
+and anon she would smile at what was said to her in half-whispers, now
+by the Duke, now by Cosimo, whilst once or twice she laughed outright.
+Gone was the usual chill reserve with which she hedged herself about to
+distance the hateful advances of Pier Luigi. There were moments now when
+she seemed almost flattered by his vile ogling and adulatory speeches,
+as if she had been one of those brazen ladies of his Court.
+
+It wounded me sorely. I could not understand it, lacking the wit to see
+that this queer mood sprang from the blow I had dealt her, and was the
+outward manifestation of her own pain at the shattering of the illusions
+she had harboured concerning myself.
+
+And so I sat there moodily, gnawing my lip and scowling darkly upon Pier
+Luigi and upon my cousin, who was as assiduous in his attentions as his
+master, and who seemed to be receiving an even greater proportion of her
+favours. One little thing there was to hearten me. Looking at the Lord
+of Pagliano, who sat at the table's head, I observed that his glance
+was dark as it kept watch upon his daughter--that chaste white lily that
+seemed of a sudden to have assumed such wanton airs.
+
+It was a matter that stirred me to battle, and forgotten again were my
+resolves to seek Gervasio, forgotten all notion of abandoning the world
+for the second time. Here was work to be done. Bianca was to be guarded.
+Perhaps it was in this that she would come to have need of me.
+
+Once Cosimo caught my gloomy looks, and he leaned over to speak to the
+Duke, who glanced my way with languid, sneering eyes. He had a score to
+settle with me for the discomfiture he had that morning suffered at my
+hands thanks to Bianca's collaboration. He was a clumsy fool, when all
+is said, and confident now of her support--from the sudden and extreme
+friendliness of her mood--he ventured to let loose a shaft at me in a
+tone that all the table might overhear.
+
+“That cousin of yours wears a very conventual hang-dog look,” said he to
+Cosimo. And then to the lady on my right--“Forgive, Valeria,” he begged,
+“the scurvy chance that should have sat a shaveling next to you.” Lastly
+he turned to me to complete this gross work of offensiveness.
+
+“When do you look, sir, to enter the life monastic for which Heaven has
+so clearly designed you?”
+
+There were some sycophants who tittered at his stupid pleasantry; then
+the table fell silent to hear what answer I should make, and a frown sat
+like a thundercloud upon the brow of Cavalcanti.
+
+I toyed with my goblet, momentarily tempted to fling its contents in
+his pustuled face, and risk the consequences. But I bethought me of
+something else that would make a deadlier missile.
+
+“Alas!” I sighed. “I have abandoned the notion--constrained to it.”
+
+He took my bait. “Constrained?” quoth he. “Now what fool did so
+constrain you?”
+
+“No fool, but circumstance,” I answered. “It has occurred to me,” I
+explained, and I boldly held his glance with my own, “that as a simple
+monk my life would be fraught with perils, seeing that in these times
+even a bishop is not safe.”
+
+Saving Bianca (who in her sweet innocence did not so much as dream of
+the existence of such vileness as that to which I was referring and by
+which a saintly man had met his death) I do not imagine that there was
+a single person present who did not understand to what foul crime I
+alluded.
+
+The silence that followed my words was as oppressive as the silence
+which in Nature preludes thunder.
+
+A vivid flame of scarlet had overspread the Duke's countenance. It
+receded, leaving his cheeks a greenish white, even to the mottling
+pimples. Abashed, his smouldering eyes fell away before my bold, defiant
+glance. The fingers of his trembling hand tightened about the slender
+stem of his Venetian goblet, so that it snapped, and there was a gush
+of crimson wine upon the snowy napery. His lips were drawn back--like a
+dog's in the act of snarling--and showed the black stumps of his broken
+teeth. But he made no sound, uttered no word. It was Cosimo who spoke,
+half rising as he did so.
+
+“This insolence, my lord Duke, must be punished; this insult wiped out.
+Suffer me...”
+
+But Pier Luigi reached forward across Bianca, set a hand upon my
+cousin's sleeve, and pressed him back into his seat silencing him.
+
+“Let be,” he said. And looked up the board at Cavalcanti. “It is for
+my Lord of Pagliano to say if a guest shall be thus affronted at his
+board.”
+
+Cavalcanti's face was set and rigid. “You place a heavy burden on my
+shoulders,” said he, “when your excellency, my guest, appeals to me
+against another guest of mine--against one who is all but friendless and
+the son of my own best friend.”
+
+“And my worst enemy,” cried Pier Luigi hotly.
+
+“That is your excellency's own concern, not mine,” said Cavalcanti
+coldly. “But since you appeal to me I will say that Messer
+d'Anguissola's words were ill-judged in such a season. Yet in justice
+I must add that it is not the way of youth to weigh its words too
+carefully; and you gave him provocation. When a man--be he never so
+high--permits himself to taunt another, he would do well to see that he
+is not himself vulnerable to taunts.”
+
+Farnese rose with a horrible oath, and every one of his gentlemen with
+him.
+
+“My lord,” he said, “this is to take sides against me; to endorse the
+affront.”
+
+“Then you mistake my intention,” rejoined Cavalcanti, with an icy
+dignity. “You appeal to me for judgment. And between guests I must hold
+the scales dead-level, with no thought for the rank of either. Of your
+chivalry, my lord Duke, you must perceive that I could not do else.”
+
+It was the simplest way in which he could have told Farnese that he
+cared nothing for the rank of either, and of reminding his excellency
+that Pagliano, being an Imperial fief, was not a place where the Duke of
+Parma might ruffle it unchecked.
+
+Messer Pier Luigi hesitated, entirely out of countenance. Then his eyes
+turned to Bianca, and his expression softened.
+
+“What says Madonna Bianca?” he inquired, his manner reassuming some
+measure of its courtliness. “Is her judgment as unmercifully level?”
+
+She looked up, startled, and laughed a little excitedly, touched by the
+tenseness of a situation which she did not understand.
+
+“What say I?” quoth she. “Why, that here is a deal of pother about some
+foolish words.”
+
+“And there,” cried Pier Luigi, “spoke, I think, not only beauty but
+wisdom--Minerva's utterances from the lips of Diana!”
+
+In glad relief the company echoed his forced laugh, and all sat down
+again, the incident at an end, and my contempt of the Duke increased to
+see him permit such a matter to be so lightly ended.
+
+But that night, when I had retired to my chamber, I was visited by
+Cavalcanti. He was very grave.
+
+“Agostino,” he said, “let me implore you to be circumspect, to keep a
+curb upon your bitter tongue. Be patient, boy, as I am--and I have more
+to endure.”
+
+“I marvel, sir, that you endure it,” answered I, for my mood was
+petulant.
+
+“You will marvel less when you are come to my years--if, indeed, you
+come to them. For if you pursue this course, and strike back when such
+men as Pier Luigi tap you, you will not be likely to see old age. Body
+of Satan! I would that Galeotto were here! If aught should happen to
+you...” He checked, and set a hand upon my shoulder.
+
+“For your father's sake I love you, Agostino, and I speak as one who
+loves you.”
+
+“I know, I know!” I cried, seizing his hand in a sudden penitence. “I
+am an ingrate and a fool. And you upheld me nobly at table. Sir, I swear
+that I will not submit you to so much concern again.”
+
+He patted my shoulder in a very friendly fashion, and his kindly
+eyes smiled upon me. “If you but promise that--for your own sake,
+Agostino--we need say no more. God send this papal by-blow takes his
+departure soon, for he is as unwelcome here as he is unbidden.”
+
+“The foul toad!” said I. “To see him daily, hourly bending over Monna
+Bianca, whispering and ogling--ugh!”
+
+“It offends you, eh? And for that I love you! There. Be circumspect and
+patient, and all will be well. Put your faith in Galeotto, and endure
+insults which you may depend upon him to avenge when the hour strikes.”
+
+Upon that he left me, and he left me with a certain comfort. And in the
+days that followed, I acted upon his injunction, though, truth to tell,
+there was little provocation to do otherwise. The Duke ignored me, and
+all the gentlemen of his following did the like, including Cosimo. And
+meanwhile they revelled at Pagliano and made free with the hospitality
+to which they had not been bidden.
+
+Thus sped another week in which I had not the courage again to approach
+Bianca after what had passed between us at our single interview. Nor
+for that matter was I afforded the opportunity. The Duke and Cosimo
+were ever at her side, and yet it almost seemed as if the Duke had given
+place to his captain, for Cosimo's was the greater assiduity now.
+
+The days were spent at bowls or pallone within the castle, or upon
+hawking-parties or hunting-parties when presently the Duke's health was
+sufficiently improved to enable him to sit his horse; and at night there
+was feasting which Cavalcanti must provide, and on some evenings we
+danced, though that was a diversion in which I took no part, having
+neither the will nor the art.
+
+One night as I sat in the gallery above the great hall, watching them
+footing it upon the mosaic floor below, Giuliana's deep, slow voice
+behind me stirred me out of my musings. She had espied me up there and
+had come to join me, although hitherto I had most sedulously avoided
+her, neither addressing her nor giving her the opportunity to address me
+since the first brazen speech on her arrival.
+
+“That white-faced lily, Madonna Bianca de' Cavalcanti, seems to have
+caught the Duke in her net of innocence,” said she.
+
+I started round as if I had been stung, and at sight of my empurpling
+face she slowly smiled, the same hateful smile that I had seen upon
+her face that day in the garden when Gambara had bargained for her with
+Fifanti.
+
+“You are greatly daring,” said I.
+
+“To take in vain the name of her white innocence?” she answered, smiling
+superciliously. And then she grew more serious. “Look, Agostino, we were
+friends once. I would be your friend now.”
+
+“It is a friendship, Madonna, best not given expression.”
+
+“Ha! We are very scrupulous--are we not?--since we have abandoned the
+ways of holiness, and returned to this world of wickedness, and raised
+our eyes to the pale purity of the daughter of Cavalcanti!” She spoke
+sneeringly.
+
+“What is that to you?” I asked.
+
+“Nothing,” she answered frankly. “But that another may have raised his
+eyes to her is something. I am honest with you. If this child is aught
+to you, and you would not lose her, you would do well to guard her more
+closely than you are wont. A word in season. That is all my message.”
+
+“Stay!” I begged her now, for already she was gliding away through the
+shadows of the gallery.
+
+She laughed over her shoulder at me--the very incarnation of effrontery
+and insolence.
+
+“Have I moved you into sensibility?” quoth she. “Will you condescend
+to questions with one whom you despise?--as, indeed,” she added with a
+stinging scorn, “you have every right to do.”
+
+“Tell me more precisely what you mean,” I begged her, for her words had
+moved me fearfully.
+
+“Gesu!” she exclaimed. “Can I be more precise? Must I add counsels?
+Why, then, I counsel that a change of air might benefit Madonna Bianca's
+health, and that if my Lord of Pagliano is wise, he will send her into
+retreat in some convent until the Duke's visit here is at an end. And
+I can promise you that in that case it will be the sooner ended. Now, I
+think that even a saint should understand me.”
+
+With that last gibe she moved resolutely on and left me.
+
+Of the gibe I took little heed. What imported was her warning. And I
+did not doubt that she had good cause to warn me. I remembered with a
+shudder her old-time habit of listening at doors. It was very probable
+that in like manner had she now gathered information that entitled her
+to give me such advice.
+
+It was incredible. And yet I knew that it was true, and I cursed my
+blindness and Cavalcanti's. What precisely Farnese's designs might be I
+could not conceive. It was hard to think that he should dare so much as
+Giuliana more than hinted. It may be that, after all, there was no more
+than just the danger of it, and that her own base interests urged her to
+do what she could to avert it.
+
+In any case, her advice was sound; and perhaps, as she said, the removal
+of Bianca quietly might be the means of helping Pier Luigi's unwelcome
+visit to an end.
+
+Indeed, it was so. It was Bianca who held him at Pagliano, as the
+blindest idiot should have perceived.
+
+That very night I would seek out Cavalcanti ere I retired to sleep.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VI. THE TALONS OF THE HOLY OFFICE
+
+
+Acting upon my resolve, I went to wait for Cavalcanti in the little
+anteroom that communicated with his bedroom. My patience was tried, for
+he was singularly late in coming; fully an hour passed after all
+the sounds had died down in the castle and it was known that all had
+retired, and still there was no sign of him.
+
+I asked one of the pages who lounged there waiting for their master, did
+he think my lord would be in the library, and the boy was conjecturing
+upon this unusual tardiness of Cavalcanti's in seeking his bed, when the
+door opened, and at last he appeared.
+
+When he found me awaiting him, a certain eagerness seemed to light
+his face; a second's glance showed me that he was in the grip of some
+unusual agitation. He was pale, with a dull flush under the eyes, and
+the hand with which he waved away the pages shook, as did his voice when
+he bade them depart, saying that he desired to be alone with me awhile.
+
+When the two slim lads had gone, he let himself fall wearily into a
+tall, carved chair that was placed near an ebony table with silver feet
+in the middle of the room.
+
+But instead of unburdening himself as I fully expected, he looked at me,
+and--
+
+“What is it, Agostino?” he inquired.
+
+“I have thought,” I answered after a moment's hesitation, “of a means by
+which this unwelcome visit of Farnese's might be brought to an end.”
+
+And with that I told him as delicately as was possible that I believed
+Madonna Bianca to be the lodestone that held him there, and that were
+she removed from his detestable attentions, Pagliano would cease to
+amuse him and he would go his ways.
+
+There was no outburst such as I had almost looked for at the mere
+suggestion contained in my faltering words. He looked at me gravely and
+sadly out of that stern face of his.
+
+“I would you had given me this advice two weeks ago,” he said. “But who
+was to have guessed that this pope's bastard would have so prolonged his
+visit? For the rest, however, you are mistaken, Agostino. It is not he
+who has dared to raise his eyes as you suppose to Bianca. Were such the
+case, I should have killed him with my hands were he twenty times the
+Duke of Parma. No, no. My Bianca is being honourably wooed by your
+cousin Cosimo.”
+
+I looked at him, amazed. It could not be. I remembered Giuliana's words.
+Giuliana did not love me, and were it as he supposed she would have seen
+no cause to intervene. Rather might she have taken a malicious pleasure
+in witnessing my own discomfiture, in seeing the sweet maid to whom
+I had raised my eyes, snatched away from me by my cousin who already
+usurped so much that was my own.
+
+“O, you must be mistaken,” I cried.
+
+“Mistaken?” he echoed. He shook his head, smiling bitterly. “There is no
+possibility of mistake. I am just come from an interview with the Duke
+and his fine captain. Together they sought me out to ask my daughter's
+hand for Cosimo d'Anguissola.”
+
+“And you?” I cried, for this thrust aside my every doubt.
+
+“And I declined the honour,” he answered sternly, rising in his
+agitation. “I declined it in such terms as to leave them no doubt upon
+the irrevocable quality of my determination; and then this pestilential
+Duke had the effrontery to employ smiling menaces, to remind me that he
+had the power to compel folk to bend the knee to his will, to remind
+me that behind him he had the might of the Pontiff and even of the Holy
+Office. And when I defied him with the answer that I was a feudatory of
+the Emperor, he suggested that the Emperor himself must bow before the
+Court of the Inquisition.”
+
+“My God!” I cried in liveliest fear.
+
+“An idle threat!” he answered contemptuously, and set himself to stride
+the room, his hands clasped behind his broad back.
+
+“What have I to do with the Holy Office?” he snorted. “But they had
+worse indignities for me, Agostino. They mocked me with a reminder that
+Giovanni d'Anguissola had been my firmest friend. They told me they knew
+it to have been my intention that my daughter should become the Lady of
+Mondolfo, and to cement the friendship by making one State of Pagliano,
+Mondolfo and Carmina. And they added that by wedding her to Cosimo
+d'Anguissola was the way to execute that plan, for Cosimo, Lord of
+Mondolfo already, should receive Carmina as a wedding-gift from the
+Duke.”
+
+“Was such indeed your intention?” I asked scarce above a whisper,
+overawed as men are when they perceive precisely what their folly and
+wickedness have cost them.
+
+He halted before me, and set one hand of his upon my shoulder, looking
+up into my face. “It has been my fondest dream, Agostino,” he said.
+
+I groaned. “It is a dream that never can be realized now,” said I
+miserably.
+
+“Never, indeed, if Cosimo d'Anguissola continues to be Lord of
+Mondolfo,” he answered, his keen, friendly eyes considering me.
+
+I reddened and paled under his glance.
+
+“Nor otherwise,” said I. “For Monna Bianca holds me in the contempt
+which I deserve. Better a thousand times that I should have remained
+out of this world to which you caused me to return--unless, indeed, my
+present torment is the expiation that is required of me unless, indeed,
+I was but brought back that I might pay with suffering for all the evil
+that I have wrought.”
+
+He smiled a little. “Is it so with you? Why, then, you afflict yourself
+too soon, boy. You are over-hasty to judge. I am her father, and my
+little Bianca is a book in which I have studied deeply. I read her
+better than do you, Agostino. But we will talk of this again.”
+
+He turned away to resume his pacing in the very moment in which he had
+fired me with such exalted hopes. “Meanwhile, there is this Farnese
+dog with his parcel of minions and harlots making a sty of my house.
+He threatens to remain until I come to what he terms a reasonable
+mind--until I consent to do his will and allow my daughter to marry his
+henchman; and he parted from me enjoining me to give the matter thought,
+and impudently assuring me that in Cosimo d'Anguissola--in that guelphic
+jackal--I had a husband worthy of Bianca de' Cavalcanti.”
+
+He spoke it between his teeth, his eyes kindling angrily again.
+
+“The remedy, my lord, is to send Bianca hence,” I said. “Let her seek
+shelter in a convent until Messer Pier Luigi shall have taken his
+departure. And if she is no longer here, Cosimo will have little
+inclination to linger.”
+
+He flung back his head, and there was defiance in every line of his
+clear-cut face. “Never!” he snapped. “The thing could have been done two
+weeks ago, when they first came. It would have seemed that the step was
+determined before his coming, and that in my independence I would not
+alter my plans. But to do it now were to show fear of him; and that is
+not my way.
+
+“Go, Agostino. Let me have the night to think. I know not how to act.
+But we will talk again to-morrow.”
+
+It was best so; best leave it to the night to bring counsel, for we were
+face to face with grave issues which might need determining sword in
+hand.
+
+That I slept little will be readily conceived. I plagued my mind
+with this matter of Cosimo's suit, thinking that I saw the ultimate
+intent--to bring Pagliano under the ducal sway by rendering master of it
+one who was devoted to Farnese.
+
+And then, too, I would think of that other thing that Cavalcanti had
+said: that I had been hasty in my judgment of his daughter's mind. My
+hopes rose and tortured me with the suspense they held. Then came to me
+the awful thought that here there might be a measure of retribution,
+and that it might be intended as my punishment that Cosimo, whom I had
+unconsciously bested in my sinful passion, should best me now in this
+pure and holy love.
+
+I was astir betimes, and out in the gardens before any, hoping, I think,
+that Bianca, too, might seek the early morning peace of that place, and
+that so we might have speech.
+
+Instead, it was Giuliana who came to me. I had been pacing the terrace
+some ten minutes, inhaling the matutinal fragrance, drawing my hands
+through the cool dew that glistened upon the boxwood hedges, when I saw
+her issue from the loggia that opened to the gardens.
+
+Upon her coming I turned to go within, and I would have passed her
+without a word, but that she put forth a hand to detain me.
+
+“I was seeking you, Agostino,” she said in greeting.
+
+“Having found me, Madonna, you will give me leave to go,” said I.
+
+But she was resolutely barring my way. A slow smile parted her scarlet
+lips and broke over that ivory countenance that once I had deemed so
+lovely and now I loathed.
+
+“I mind me another occasion in a garden betimes one morning when you
+were in no such haste to shun me.”
+
+I crimsoned under her insolent regard. “Have you the courage to
+remember?” I exclaimed.
+
+“Half the art of life is to harbour happy memories,” said she.
+
+“Happy?” quoth I.
+
+“Do you deny that we were happy on that morning?--it would be just about
+this time of year, two years ago. And what a change in you since then!
+Heigho! And yet men say that woman is inconstant!”
+
+“I did not know you then,” I answered harshly.
+
+“And do you know me now? Has womanhood no mysteries for you since you
+gathered wisdom in the wilderness?”
+
+I looked at her with detestation in my eyes. The effrontery, the ease
+and insolence of her bearing, all confirmed my conviction of her utter
+shamelessness and heartlessness.
+
+“The day after... after your husband died,” I said, “I saw you in a dell
+near Castel Guelfo with my Lord Gambara. In that hour I knew you.”
+
+She bit her lip, then smiled again. “What would you?” answered she.
+“Through your folly and crime I was become an outcast. I went in danger
+of my life. You had basely deserted me. My Lord Gambara, more generous,
+offered me shelter and protection. I was not born for martyrdom and
+dungeons,” she added, and sighed with smiling plaintiveness. “Are you,
+of all men, the one to blame me?”
+
+“I have not the right, I know,” I answered. “Nor do I blame you more
+than I blame myself. But since I blame myself most bitterly--since I
+despise and hate myself for what is past, you may judge what my feelings
+are for you. And judging them, I think it were well you gave me leave to
+go.”
+
+“I came to speak of other than ourselves, Ser Agostino,” she answered,
+all unmoved still by my scorn, or leastways showing nothing of what
+emotions might be hers. “It is of that simpering daughter of my Lord of
+Pagliano.”
+
+“There is nothing I could less desire to hear you talk upon,” said I.
+
+“It is so very like a man to scorn the thing I could tell him after he
+has already heard it from me.”
+
+“The thing you told me was false,” said I. “It was begotten of fear
+to see your own base interests thwarted. It is proven so by the
+circumstance that the Duke has sought the hand of Madonna Bianca for
+Cosimo d'Anguissola.”
+
+“For Cosimo?” she cried, and I never saw her so serious and thoughtful.
+“For Cosimo? You are sure of this?” The urgency of her tone was such
+that it held me there and compelled my answer.
+
+“I have it from my lord himself.”
+
+She knit her brows, her eyes upon the ground; then slowly she raised
+them, and looked at me again, the same unusual seriousness and alertness
+in every line of her face.
+
+“Why, by what dark ways does he burrow to his ends?” she mused.
+
+And then her eyes grew lively, her expression cunning and vengeful. “I
+see it!” she exclaimed. “O, it is as clear as crystal. This is the Roman
+manner of using complaisant husbands.”
+
+“Madonna!” I rebuked her angrily--angry to think that anyone should
+conceive that Bianca could be so abused.
+
+“Gesu!” she returned with a shrug. “The thing is plain enough if you
+will but look at it. Here his excellency dares nothing, lest he should
+provoke the resentment of that uncompromising Lord of Pagliano. But once
+she is safely away--as Cosimo's wife...”
+
+“Stop!” I cried, putting out a hand as if I would cover her mouth. Then
+collecting myself. “Do you suggest that Cosimo could lend himself to so
+infamous a compact?”
+
+“Lend himself? That pander? You do not know your cousin. If you have any
+interest in this Madonna Bianca you will get her hence without delay,
+and see that Pier Luigi has no knowledge of the convent to which she is
+consigned. He enjoys the privileges of a papal offspring, and there is
+no sanctuary he will respect. So let the thing be done speedily and in
+secret.”
+
+I looked at her between doubt and horror.
+
+“Why should you mistrust me?” she asked, answering my look. “I have been
+frank with you. It is not you nor that white-faced ninny I would serve.
+You may both go hang for me, though I loved you once, Agostino.” And the
+sudden tenderness of tone and smile were infinitely mocking. “No, no,
+beloved, if I meddle in this at all, it is because my own interests are
+in peril.”
+
+I shuddered at the cold, matter-of-fact tone in which she alluded to
+such interests as those which she could have in Pier Luigi.
+
+“Ay, shrink and cringe, sir saint,” she sneered. “Having cast me off
+and taken up holiness, you have the right, of course.” And with that she
+moved past me, and down the terrace-steps without ever turning her head
+to look at me again. And that was the last I ever saw of her, as you
+shall find, though little was it to have been supposed so then.
+
+I stood hesitating, half minded to go after her and question her more
+closely as to what she knew and what she did no more than surmise. But
+then I reflected that it mattered little. What really mattered was that
+her good advice should be acted upon without delay.
+
+I went towards the house and in the loggia came face to face with
+Cosimo.
+
+“Still pursuing the old love,” he greeted me, smiling and jerking his
+head in the direction of Giuliana. “We ever return to it in the end,
+they say; yet you had best have a care. It is not well to cross my Lord
+Pier Luigi in such matters; he can be a very jealous tyrant.”
+
+I wondered was there some double meaning in the words. I made shift to
+pass on, leaving his taunt unanswered, when suddenly he stepped up to me
+and tapped my shoulder.
+
+“One other thing, sweet cousin. You little deserve a warning at my
+hands. Yet you shall have it. Make haste to shake the dust of Pagliano
+from your feet. An evil is hanging over you here.”
+
+I looked into his wickedly handsome face, and smiled coldly.
+
+“It is a warning which in my turn I will give to you, you jackal,” said
+I, and watched the expression of his countenance grow set and frozen,
+the colour recede from it.
+
+“What do you mean?” he growled, touched to suspicion of my knowledge by
+the term I had employed. “What things has that trull dared to...”
+
+I cut in. “I mean, sir, to warn you. Do not drive me to do more.”
+
+We were quite alone. Behind us stretched the long, empty room, before us
+the empty gardens. He was without weapons as was I. But my manner was
+so fierce that he recoiled before me, in positive fear of my hands, I
+think.
+
+I swung on my heel and pursued my way.
+
+I went above to seek Cavalcanti, and found him newly risen. Wrapped in
+a gown of miniver, he received me with the news that having given the
+matter thought, he had determined to sacrifice his pride and remove
+Bianca not later than the morrow, as soon as he could arrange it. And to
+arrange it he would ride forth at once.
+
+I offered to go with him, and that offer he accepted, whereafter I
+lounged in his antechamber waiting until he should be dressed, and
+considering whether to impart to him the further information I had that
+morning gleaned. In the end I decided not to do so, unable to bring
+myself to tell him that so much turpitude might possibly be plotting
+against Bianca. It was a statement that soiled her, so it seemed to me.
+Indeed I could scarcely bear to think of it.
+
+Presently he came forth full-dressed, booted, and armed, and we went
+along the corridor and out upon the gallery. As side by side we were
+descending the steps, we caught sight of a singular group in the
+courtyard.
+
+Six mounted men in black were drawn up there, and a little in the
+foreground a seventh, in a corselet of blackened steel and with a steel
+cap upon his head, stood by his horse in conversation with Farnese. In
+attendance upon the Duke were Cosimo and some three of his gentlemen.
+
+We halted upon the steps, and I felt Cavalcanti's hand suddenly tighten
+upon my arm.
+
+“What is it?” I asked innocently, entirely unalarmed. “These are
+familiars of the Holy Office,” he answered me, his tone very grave. In
+that moment the Duke, turning, espied us. He came towards the staircase
+to meet us, and his face, too, was very solemn.
+
+We went down, I filled by a strange uneasiness, which I am sure was
+entirely shared by Cavalcanti.
+
+“Evil tidings, my Lord of Pagliano,” said Farnese. “The Holy Office has
+sent to arrest the person of Agostino d'Anguissola, for whom it has been
+seeking for over a year.”
+
+“For me?” I cried, stepping forward ahead of Cavalcanti. “What has the
+Holy Office to do with me?”
+
+The leading familiar advanced. “If you are Agostino d'Anguissola, there
+is a charge of sacrilege against you, for which you are required to
+answer before the courts of the Holy Office in Rome.”
+
+“Sacrilege?” I echoed, entirely bewildered--for my first thought had
+been that here might be something concerning the death of Fifanti,
+and that the dread tribunal of the Inquisition dealing with the matter
+secretly, there would be no disclosures to be feared by those who had
+evoked its power.
+
+The thought was, after all, a foolish one; for the death of Fifanti was
+a matter that concerned the Ruota and the open courts, and those, as I
+well knew, did not dare to move against me, on Messer Gambara's account.
+
+“Of what sacrilege can I be guilty?” I asked.
+
+“The tribunal will inform you,” replied the familiar--a tall, sallow,
+elderly man.
+
+“The tribunal will need, then, to await some other opportunity,” said
+Cavalcanti suddenly. “Messer d'Anguissola is my guest; and my guests are
+not so rudely plucked forth from Pagliano.”
+
+The Duke drew away, and leaned upon the arm of Cosimo, watching. Behind
+me in the gallery I heard a rustle of feminine gowns; but I did not turn
+to look. My eyes were upon the stern sable figure of the familiar.
+
+“You will not be so ill-advised, my lord,” he was saying, “as to compel
+us to use force.”
+
+“You will not, I trust, be so ill-advised as to attempt it,” laughed
+Cavalcanti, tossing his great head. “I have five score men-at-arms
+within these walls, Messer Black-clothes.”
+
+The familiar bowed. “That being so, the force for to-day is yours, as
+you say. But I would solemnly warn you not to employ it contumaciously
+against the officers of the Holy Office, nor to hinder them in the duty
+which they are here to perform, lest you render yourself the object of
+their just resentment.”
+
+Cavalcanti took a step forward, his face purple with anger that this
+tipstaff ruffian should take such a tone with him. But in that instant I
+seized his arm.
+
+“It is a trap!” I muttered in his ear. “Beware!”
+
+I was no more than in time. I had surprised upon Farnese's mottled face
+a sly smile--the smile of the cat which sees the mouse come
+venturing from its lair. And I saw the smile perish--to confirm my
+suspicions--when at my whispered words Cavalcanti checked in his
+rashness.
+
+Still holding him by the arm, I turned to the familiar.
+
+“I shall surrender to you in a moment, sir,” said I. “Meanwhile,
+and you, gentlemen--give us leave apart.” And I drew the bewildered
+Cavalcanti aside and down the courtyard under the colonnade of the
+gallery.
+
+“My lord, be wise for Bianca's sake,” I implored him. “I am assured that
+here is nothing but a trap baited for you. Do not gorge their bait as
+your valour urges you. Defeat them, my lord, by circumspection. Do you
+not see that if you resist the Holy Office, they can issue a ban against
+you, and that against such a ban not even the Emperor can defend you?
+Indeed, if they told him that his feudatory, the Lord of Pagliano,
+had been guilty of contumaciously thwarting the ends of the Holy
+Inquisition, that bigot Charles V would be the first to deliver you over
+to the ghastly practices of that tribunal. It should not need, my lord,
+that I should tell you this.”
+
+“My God!” he groaned in utter misery. “But you, Agostino?”
+
+“There is nothing against me,” I answered impatiently. “What sacrilege
+have I ever committed? The thing is a trumped-up business, conceived
+with a foul purpose by Messer Pier Luigi there. Courage, then, and
+self-restraint; and thus we shall foil their aims. Come, my lord, I will
+ride to Rome with them. And do not doubt that I shall return very soon.”
+
+He looked at me with eyes that were full of trouble, indecision in
+every line of a face that was wont to look so resolute. He knew himself
+between the sword and the wall.
+
+“I would that Galeotto were here!” cried that man usually so
+self-reliant. “What will he say to me when he comes? You were a sacred
+charge, boy.”
+
+“Say to him that I will be returning shortly--which must be true. Come,
+then. You may serve me this way. The other way you will but have to
+endure ultimate arrest, and so leave Bianca at their mercy, which is
+precisely what they seek.”
+
+He braced himself at the thought of Bianca. We turned, and in silence
+we paced back, quite leisurely as if entirely at our ease, for all that
+Cavalcanti's face had grown very haggard.
+
+“I yield me, sir,” I said to the familiar.
+
+“A wise decision,” sneered the Duke.
+
+“I trust you'll find it so, my lord,” I answered, sneering too.
+
+They led forward a horse for me, and when I had embraced Cavalcanti,
+I mounted and my funereal escort closed about me. We rode across the
+courtyard under the startled eyes of the folk of Pagliano, for the
+familiars of the Holy Office were dread and fearful objects even to the
+stoutest-hearted man. As we neared the gateway a shrill cry rang out on
+the morning air:
+
+“Agostino!”
+
+Fear and tenderness and pain were all blent in that cry.
+
+I swung round in the saddle to behold the white form of Bianca, standing
+in the gallery with parted lips and startled eyes that were gazing after
+me, her arms outheld. And then, even as I looked, she crumpled and sank
+with a little moan into the arms of the ladies who were with her.
+
+I looked at Pier Luigi and from the depths of my heart I cursed him, and
+I prayed that the day might not be far distant when he should be made to
+pay for all the sins of his recreant life.
+
+And then, as we rode out into the open country, my thoughts were turned
+to tenderer matters, and it came to me that when all was done, that cry
+of Bianca's made it worth while to have been seized by the talons of the
+Holy Office.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VII. THE PAPAL BULL
+
+
+And now, that you may understand to the full the thing that happened,
+it is necessary that I should relate it here in its proper sequence,
+although that must entail my own withdrawal for a time from pages upon
+which too long I have intruded my own doings and thoughts and feelings.
+
+I set it down as it was told to me later by those who bore their share
+in it, and particularly by Falcone, who, as you shall learn, came to be
+a witness of all, and retailed to me the affair with the greatest detail
+of what this one said and how that one looked.
+
+I reached Rome on the fourth day after my setting out with my grim
+escort, and on that same day, at much the same hour as that in which the
+door of my dungeon in Sant' Angelo closed upon me, Galeotto rode into
+the courtyard of Pagliano on his return from his treasonable journey.
+
+He was attended only by Falcone, and it so chanced that his arrival was
+witnessed by Farnese, who with various members of his suite was lounging
+in the gallery at the time.
+
+Surprise was mutual at the encounter; for Galeotto had known nothing
+of the Duke's sojourn at Pagliano, believing him to be still at Parma,
+whilst the Duke as little suspected that of the five score men-at-arms
+garrisoned in Pagliano, three score lances were of Galeotto's free
+company.
+
+But at sight of this condottiero, whose true aims he was far from
+suspecting, and whose services he was eager to enlist, the Duke heaved
+himself up from his seat and went down the staircase shouting greetings
+to the soldier, and playfully calling him Galeotto in its double sense,
+and craving to know where he had been hiding himself this while.
+
+The condottiero swung down from his saddle unaided--a thing which
+he could do even when full-armed--and stood before Farnese, a grim,
+dust-stained figure, with a curious smile twisting his scarred face.
+
+“Why,” said he, in answer, “I have been upon business that concerns your
+magnificence somewhat closely.”
+
+And with Falcone at his heels he advanced, the horses relinquished to
+the grooms who had hastened forward.
+
+“Upon business that concerns me?” quoth the Duke, intrigued.
+
+“Why, yes,” said Galeotto, who stood now face to face with Farnese at
+the foot of the steps up which the Duke's attendants were straggling.
+“I have been recruiting forces, and since one of these days your
+magnificence is to give me occupation, you will see that the matter
+concerns you.”
+
+Above leaned Cavalcanti, his face grey and haggard, without the heart to
+relish the wicked humour of Galeotto that could make jests for his own
+entertainment. True there was also Falcone to overhear, appreciate, and
+grin under cover of his great brown hand.
+
+“Does this mean that you are come to your senses on the score of a
+stipend, Ser Galeotto?” quoth the Duke.
+
+“I am not a trader out of the Giudecca to haggle over my wares,” replied
+the burly condottiero. “But I nothing doubt that your magnificence and I
+will come to an understanding at the last.”
+
+“Five thousand ducats yearly is my offer,” said Farnese, “provided that
+you bring three hundred lances.”
+
+“Ah, well!” said Galeotto softly, “you may come to regret one of these
+days, highness, that you did not think well to pay me the price I ask.”
+
+“Regret?” quoth the Duke, with a frown of displeasure at so much
+frankness.
+
+“When you see me engaged in the service of some other,” Galeotto
+explained. “You need a condottiero, my lord; and you may come to need
+one even more than you do now.”
+
+“I have the Lord of Mondolfo,” said the Duke.
+
+Galeotto stared at him with round eyes. “The Lord of Mondolfo?” quoth
+he, intentionally uncomprehending.
+
+“You have not heard? Why, here he stands.” And he waved a jewelled hand
+towards Cosimo, a handsome figure in green and blue, standing nearest to
+Farnese.
+
+Galeotto looked at this Anguissola, and his brow grew very black.
+
+“So,” he said slowly, “you are the Lord of Mondolfo, eh? I think you are
+very brave.”
+
+“I trust my valour will not be lacking when the proof of it is needed,”
+ answered Cosimo haughtily, feeling the other's unfriendly mood and
+responding to it.
+
+“It cannot,” said Galeotto, “since you have the courage to assume that
+title, for the lordship of Mondolfo is an unlucky one to bear, Ser
+Cosimo. Giovanni d'Anguissola was unhappy in all things, and his was
+a truly miserable end. His father before him was poisoned by his best
+friend, and as for the last who legitimately bore that title--why, none
+can say that the poor lad was fortunate.”
+
+“The last who legitimately bore that title?” cried Cosimo, very ruffled.
+“I think, sir, it is your aim to affront me.”
+
+“And what is more,” continued the condottiero, as if Cosimo had not
+spoken, “not only are the lords of Mondolfo unlucky in themselves, but
+they are a source of ill luck to those they serve. Giovanni's father had
+but taken service with Cesare Borgia when the latter's ruin came at the
+hands of Pope Julius II. What Giovanni's own friendship cost his friends
+none knows better than your highness. So that, when all is said, I think
+you had better look about you for another condottiero, magnificent.”
+
+The magnificent stood gnawing his beard and brooding darkly, for he
+was a grossly superstitious fellow who studied omens and dabbled in
+horoscopes, divinations, and the like. And he was struck by the thing
+that Galeotto said. He looked at Cosimo darkly. But Cosimo laughed.
+
+“Who believes such old wives' tales? Not I, for one.”
+
+“The more fool you!” snapped the Duke.
+
+“Indeed, indeed,” Galeotto applauded. “A disbelief in omens can but
+spring from an ignorance of such matters. You should study them, Messer
+Cosimo. I have done so, and I tell you that the lordship of Mondolfo
+is unlucky to all dark-complexioned men. And when such a man has a mole
+under the left ear as you have--in itself a sign of death by hanging--it
+is well to avoid all risks.”
+
+“Now that is very strange!” muttered the Duke, much struck by this
+whittling down of Cosimo's chances, whilst Cosimo shrugged impatiently
+and smiled contemptuously. “You seem to be greatly versed in these
+matters, Ser Galeotto,” added Farnese.
+
+“He who would succeed in whatever he may undertake should qualify
+to read all signs,” said Galeotto sententiously. “I have sought this
+knowledge.”
+
+“Do you see aught in me that you can read?” inquired the Duke in all
+seriousness.
+
+Galeotto considered him a moment without any trace in his eyes of the
+wicked mockery that filled his soul. “Why,” he answered slowly, “not in
+your own person, magnificent--leastways, not upon so brief a glance. But
+since you ask me, I have lately been considering the new coinage of your
+highness.”
+
+“Yes, yes!” exclaimed the Duke, all eagerness, whilst several of his
+followers came crowding nearer--for all the world is interested in
+omens. “What do you read there?”
+
+“Your fate, I think.”
+
+“My fate?”
+
+“Have you a coin upon you?”
+
+Farnese produced a gold ducat, fire-new from the mint. The condottiero
+took it and placed his finger upon the four letters P L A C--the
+abbreviation of “Placentia” in the inscription.
+
+“P--L--A--C,” he spelled. “That contains your fate, magnificent, and
+you may read it for yourself.” And he returned the coin to the Duke, who
+stared at the letters foolishly and then at this reader of omens.
+
+“But what is the meaning of PLAC?” he asked, and he had paled a little
+with excitement.
+
+“I have a feeling that it is a sign. I cannot say more. I can but point
+it out to you, my lord, and leave the deciphering of it to yourself, who
+are more skilled than most men in such matters. Have I your excellency's
+leave to go doff this dusty garb?” he concluded.
+
+“Ay, go, sir,” answered the Duke abstractedly, puzzling now with knitted
+brows over the coin that bore his image.
+
+“Come, Falcone,” said Galeotto, and with his equerry at his heels he set
+his foot on the first step.
+
+Cosimo leaned forward, a sneer on his white hawk-face, “I trust, Ser
+Galeotto, that you are a better condottiero than a charlatan.”
+
+“And you, sir,” said Galeotto, smiling his sweetest in return, “are, I
+trust, a better charlatan than a condottiero.”
+
+He went up the stairs, the gaudy throng making way before him, and he
+came at last to the top, where stood the Lord of Pagliano awaiting
+him, a great trouble in his eyes. They clasped hands in silence, and
+Cavalcanti went in person to lead his guest to his apartments.
+
+“You have not a happy air,” said Galeotto as they went. “And, Body of
+God! it is no matter for marvel considering the company you keep. How
+long has the Farnese beast been here?”
+
+“His visit is now in its third week,” said Cavalcanti, answering
+mechanically.
+
+Galeotto swore in sheer surprise. “By the Host! And what keeps him?”
+
+Cavalcanti shrugged and let his arms fall to his sides. To Galeotto this
+proud, stern baron seemed most oddly dispirited.
+
+“I see that we must talk,” he said. “Things are speeding well and
+swiftly now,” he added, dropping his voice. “But more of that presently.
+I have much to tell you.”
+
+When they had reached the chamber that was Galeotto's, and the doors
+were closed and Falcone was unbuckling his master's spurs--“Now for my
+news,” said the condottiero. “But first, to spare me repetitions, let us
+have Agostino here. Where is he?”
+
+The look on Cavalcanti's face caused Galeotto to throw up his head like
+a spirited animal that scents danger.
+
+“Where is he?” he repeated, and old Falcone's fingers fell idle upon the
+buckle on which they were engaged.
+
+Cavalcanti's answer was a groan. He flung his long arms to the ceiling,
+as if invoking Heaven's aid; then he let them fall again heavily, all
+strength gone out of them.
+
+Galeotto stood an instant looking at him and turning very white.
+Suddenly he stepped forward, leaving Falcone upon his knees.
+
+“What is this?” he said, his voice a rumble of thunder. “Where is the
+boy? I say.”
+
+The Lord of Pagliano could not meet the gaze of those steel coloured
+eyes.
+
+“O God!” he groaned. “How shall I tell you?”
+
+“Is he dead?” asked Galeotto, his voice hard.
+
+“No, no--not dead. But... But...” The plight of one usually so strong, so
+full of mastery and arrogance, was pitiful.
+
+“But what?” demanded the condottiero. “Gesu! Am I a woman, or a man
+without sorrows, that you need to stand hesitating? Whatever it may be,
+speak, then, and tell me.”
+
+“He is in the clutches of the Holy Office,” answered Cavalcanti
+miserably.
+
+Galeotto looked at him, his pallor increasing. Then he sat down
+suddenly, and, elbows on knees, he took his head in his hands and spoke
+no word for a spell, during which time Falcone, still kneeling, looked
+from one to the other in an agony of apprehension and impatience to hear
+more.
+
+Neither noticed the presence of the equerry; nor would it have mattered
+if they had, for he was trusty as steel, and they had no secrets from
+him.
+
+At last, having gained some measure of self-control, Galeotto begged to
+know what had happened, and Cavalcanti related the event.
+
+“What could I do? What could I do?” he cried when he had finished.
+
+“You let them take him?” said Galeotto, like a man who repeats the thing
+he has been told, because he cannot credit it. “You let them take him?”
+
+“What alternative had I?” groaned Cavalcanti, his face ashen and seared
+with pain.
+
+“There is that between us, Ettore, that... that will not let me credit
+this, even though you tell it me.”
+
+And now the wretched Lord of Pagliano began to use the very arguments
+that I had used to him. He spoke of Cosimo's suit of his daughter, and
+how the Duke sought to constrain him to consent to the alliance. He
+urged that in this matter of the Holy Office was a trap set for him to
+place him in Farnese's power.
+
+“A trap?” roared the condottiero, leaping up. “What trap? Where is this
+trap? You had five score men-at-arms under your orders here--three score
+of them my own men, each one of whom would have laid down his life for
+me, and you allowed the boy to be taken hence by six rascals from the
+Holy Office, intimidated by a paltry score of troopers that rode with
+this filthy Duke!”
+
+“Nay, nay--not that,” the other protested. “Had I dared to raise a
+finger I should have brought myself within the reach of the Inquisition
+without benefiting Agostino. That was the trap, as Agostino himself
+perceived. It was he himself who urged me not to intervene, but to let
+them take him hence, since there was no possible charge which the Holy
+Office could prefer against him.”
+
+“No charge!” cried Galeotto, with a withering scorn. “Did villainy ever
+want for invention? And this trap? Body of God, Ettore, am I to account
+you a fool after all these years? What trap was there that could be
+sprung upon you as things stood? Why, man, the game was in your hands
+entirely. Here was this Farnese in your power. What better hostage than
+that could you have held? You had but to whistle your war-dogs to
+heel and seize his person, demanding of the Pope his father a plenary
+absolution and indemnity for yourself and for Agostino from any
+prosecutions of the Holy Office ere you surrendered him. And had they
+attempted to employ force against you, you could have held them in check
+by threatening to hang the Duke unless the parchments you demanded were
+signed and delivered to you. My God, Ettore! Must I tell you this?”
+
+Cavalcanti sank to a seat and took his head in his hands.
+
+“You are right,” he said. “I deserve all your reproaches. I have been a
+fool. Worse--I have wanted for courage.” And then, suddenly, he reared
+his head again, and his glance kindled. “But it is not yet too late,” he
+cried, and started up. “It is still time!”
+
+“Time!” sneered Galeotto. “Why, the boy is in their hands. It is hostage
+for hostage now, a very different matter. He is lost--irretrievably
+lost!” he ended, groaning. “We can but avenge him. To save him is beyond
+our power.”
+
+“No,” said Cavalcanti. “It is not. I am a dolt, a dotard; and I have
+been the cause of it. Then I shall pay the price.”
+
+“What price?” quoth the condottiero, pondering the other with an eye
+that held no faintest gleam of hope.
+
+“Within an hour you shall have in your hands the necessary papers to set
+Agostino at liberty; and you shall carry them yourself to Rome. It is
+the amend I owe you. It shall be made.”
+
+“But how is it possible?”
+
+“It is possible, and it shall be done. And when it is done you may count
+upon me to the last breath to help you to pull down this pestilential
+Duke in ruin.”
+
+He strode to the door, his step firm once more and his face set, though
+it was very grey. “I will leave you now. But you may count upon the
+fulfilment of my promise.”
+
+He went out, leaving Galeotto and Falcone alone, and the condottiero
+flung himself into a chair and sat there moodily, deep in thought, still
+in his dusty garments and with no thought for changing them. Falcone
+stood by the window, looking out upon the gardens and not daring to
+intrude upon his master's mood.
+
+Thus Cavalcanti found them a hour later when he returned. He brought
+a parchment, to which was appended a great seal bearing the Pontifical
+arms. He thrust it into Galeotto's hand.
+
+“There,” he said, “is the discharge of the debt which through my
+weakness and folly I have incurred.”
+
+Galeotto looked at the parchment, then at Cavalcanti, and then at the
+parchment once more. It was a papal bull of plenary pardon and indemnity
+to me.
+
+“How came you by this?” he asked, astonished.
+
+“Is not Farnese the Pope's son?” quoth Cavalcanti scornfully.
+
+“But upon what terms was it conceded? If it involves your honour, your
+life, or your liberty, here's to make an end of it.” And he held
+it across in his hands as if to tear it, looking up at the Lord of
+Pagliano.
+
+“It involves none of these,” the latter answered steadily. “You had best
+set out at once. The Holy Office can be swift to act.”
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VIII. THE THIRD DEGREE
+
+
+I was haled from my dungeon by my gaoler accompanied by two figures
+that looked immensely tall in their black monkish gowns, their heads
+and faces covered by vizored cowls in which two holes were cut for their
+eyes. Seen by the ruddy glare of the torch which the gaoler carried to
+that subterranean place of darkness, those black, silent figures, their
+very hands tucked away into the wide-mouthed sleeves of their habits,
+looked spectral and lurid--horrific messengers of death.
+
+By chill, dark passages of stone, through which our steps reverberated,
+they brought me to a pillared, vaulted underground chamber, lighted by
+torches in iron brackets on the walls.
+
+On a dais stood an oaken writing-table bearing two massive wax tapers
+and a Crucifix. At this table sat a portly, swarthy-visaged man in the
+black robes of the order of St. Dominic. Immediately below and flanking
+him on either hand sat two mute cowled figures to do the office of
+amanuenses.
+
+Away on the right, where the shadows were but faintly penetrated by the
+rays of the torches, stood an engine of wood somewhat of the size and
+appearance of the framework of a couch, but with stout straps of leather
+to pinion the patient, and enormous wooden screws upon which the frame
+could be made to lengthen or contract. From the ceiling grey ropes
+dangled from pulleys, like the tentacles of some dread monster of
+cruelty.
+
+One glance into that gloomy part of the chamber was enough for me.
+
+Repressing a shudder, I faced the inquisitor, and thereafter kept my
+eyes upon him to avoid the sight of those other horrors. And he was
+horror enough for any man in my circumstances to envisage.
+
+He was very fat, with a shaven, swarthy face and the dewlap of an ox.
+In that round fleshliness his eyes were sunken like two black buttons,
+malicious through their very want of expression. His mouth was
+loose-lipped and gluttonous and cruel.
+
+When he spoke, the deep rumbling quality of his voice was increased by
+the echoes of that vaulted place.
+
+“What is your name?” he said.
+
+“I am Agostino d'Anguissola, Lord of Mondolfo and...”
+
+“Pass over your titles,” he boomed. “The Holy Office takes no account of
+worldly rank. What is your age?”
+
+
+“I am in my twenty-first year.”
+
+“Benedicamus Dominum,” he commented, though I could not grasp the
+appositeness of the comment. “You stand accused, Agostino d'Anguissola,
+of sacrilege and of defiling holy things. What have you to say? Do you
+confess your guilt?”
+
+“I am so far from confessing it,” I answered, “that I have yet to
+learn what is the nature of the sacrilege with which I am charged. I am
+conscious of no such sin. Far from it, indeed...”
+
+“You shall be informed,” he interrupted, imposing silence upon me by a
+wave of his fat hand; and heaving his vast bulk sideways--“Read him the
+indictment,” he bade one of the amanuenses.
+
+From the depths of a vizored cowl came a thin, shrill voice:
+
+“The Holy Office has knowledge that Agostino d'Anguissola did for a
+space of some six months, during the winter of the year of Our Blessed
+Lord 1544, and the spring of the year of Our Blessed Lord 1545, pursue
+a fraudulent and sacrilegious traffic, adulterating, for moneys which
+he extorted from the poor and the faithful, things which are holy, and
+adapting them to his own base purposes. It is charged against him
+that in a hermitage on Monte Orsaro he did claim for an image of St.
+Sebastian that it was miraculous, that it had power to heal suffering
+and that miraculously it bled from its wounds each year during Passion
+Week, whence it resulted that pilgrimages were made to this false shrine
+and great store of alms was collected by the said Agostino d'Anguissola,
+which moneys he appropriated to his own purposes. It is further known
+that ultimately he fled the place, fearing discovery, and that after his
+flight the image was discovered broken and the cunning engine by which
+this diabolical sacrilege was perpetrated was revealed.”
+
+Throughout the reading, the fleshy eyes of the inquisitor had been
+steadily, inscrutably regarding me. He passed a hand over his pendulous
+chin, as the thin voice faded into silence.
+
+“You have heard,” said he.
+
+“I have heard a tangle of falsehood,” answered I. “Never was truth more
+untruly told than this.”
+
+The beady eyes vanished behind narrowing creases of fat; and yet I knew
+that they were still regarding me. Presently they appeared again.
+
+“Do you deny that the image contained this hideous engine of fraud?”
+
+“I do not,” I answered.
+
+“Set it down,” he eagerly bade one of the amanuenses. “He confesses thus
+much.” And then to me--“Do you deny that you occupied that hermitage
+during the season named?”
+
+“I do not.”
+
+“Set it down,” he said again. “What, then, remains?” he asked me.
+
+“It remains that I knew nothing of the fraud. The trickster was a
+pretended monk who dwelt there before me and at whose death I was
+present. I took his place thereafter, implicitly believing in the
+miraculous image, refusing, when its fraud was ultimately suggested to
+me, to credit that any man could have dared so vile and sacrilegious
+a thing. In the end, when it was broken and its fraud discovered, I
+quitted that ghastly shrine of Satan's in horror and disgust.”
+
+There was no emotion on the huge, yellow face. “That is the obvious
+defence,” he said slowly. “But it does not explain the appropriation of
+the moneys.”
+
+“I appropriated none,” I cried angrily. That is the foulest lie of all.”
+
+“Do you deny that alms were made?”
+
+“Certainly they were made; though to what extent I am unaware. A
+vessel of baked earth stood at the door to receive the offerings of the
+faithful. It had been my predecessor's practice to distribute a part
+of these alms among the poor; a part, it was said, he kept to build a
+bridge over the Bagnanza torrent, which was greatly needed.”
+
+“Well, well?” quoth he. “And when you left you took with you the moneys
+that had been collected?”
+
+“I did not,” I answered. “I gave the matter no thought. When I left
+I took nothing with me--not so much as the habit I had worn in that
+hermitage.”
+
+There was a pause. Then he spoke slowly. “Such is not the evidence
+before the Holy Office.”
+
+“What evidence?” I cried, breaking in upon his speech. “Where is my
+accuser? Set me face to face with him.”
+
+Slowly he shook his huge head with its absurd fringe of greasy locks
+about the tonsured scalp--that symbol of the Crown of Thorns.
+
+“You must surely know that such is not the way of the Holy Office. In
+its wisdom this tribunal holds that to produce delators would be to
+subject them perhaps to molestation, and thus dry up the springs of
+knowledge and information which it now enjoys. So that your request
+is idle as idle as is the attempt at defence that you have made, the
+falsehoods with which you have sought to clog the wheels of justice.”
+
+“Falsehood, sir monk?” quoth I, so fiercely that one of my attendants
+set a restraining hand upon my arm.
+
+The beady eyes vanished and reappeared, and they considered me
+impassively.
+
+“Your sin, Agostino d'Anguissola,” said he in his booming, level voice,
+“is the most hideous that the wickedness of man could conceive or
+diabolical greed put into execution. It is the sin that more than any
+other closes the door to mercy. It is the offence of Simon Mage, and
+it is to be expiated only through the gates of death. You shall return
+hence to your cell, and when the door closes upon you, it closes upon
+you for all time in life, nor shall you ever see your fellow-man again.
+There hunger and thirst shall be your executioners, slowly to deprive
+you of a life of which you have not known how to make better use.
+Without light or food or drink shall you remain there until you die.
+This is the punishment for such sacrilege as yours.”
+
+I could not believe it. I stood before him what time he mouthed out
+those horrible and emotionless words. He paused a moment, and again came
+that broad gesture of his that stroked mouth and chin. Then he resumed:
+
+“So much for your body. There remains your soul. In its infinite mercy,
+the Holy Office desires that your expiation be fulfilled in this
+life, and that you may be rescued from the fires of everlasting Hell.
+Therefore it urges you to cleanse yourself by a full and contrite avowal
+ere you go hence. Confess, then, my son, and save your soul.”
+
+“Confess?” I echoed. “Confess to a falsehood? I have told you the truth
+of this matter. I tell you that in all the world there is none less
+prone to sacrilege than I that I am by nature and rearing devout and
+faithful. These are lies which have been uttered to my hurt. In dooming
+me you doom an innocent man. Be it so. I do not know that I have found
+the world so delectable a place as to quit it with any great regret.
+My blood be upon your own heads and upon this iniquitous and monstrous
+tribunal. But spare yourselves at least the greater offence of asking my
+confession of a falsehood.”
+
+The little eyes had vanished. The face grew very evil, stirred at last
+into animosity by my denunciation of that court. Then the inscrutable
+mask slipped once more over that odious countenance.
+
+He took up a little mallet, and struck a gong that stood beside him.
+
+I heard a creaking of hinges, and saw an opening in the wall to my
+right, where I had perceived no door. Two men came forth--brawny,
+muscular, bearded men in coarse, black hose and leathern waistcoats
+cut deep at the neck and leaving their great arms entirely naked. The
+foremost carried a thong of leather in his hands.
+
+“The hoist,” said the inquisitor shortly.
+
+The men advanced towards me and came to replace the familiars between
+whom I had been standing. Each seized an arm, and they held me so. I
+made no resistance.
+
+“Will you confess?” the inquisitor demanded. “There is still time to save
+yourself from torture.”
+
+But already the torture had commenced, for the very threat of it is
+known as the first degree. I was in despair. Death I could suffer. But
+under torments I feared that my strength might fail. I felt my flesh
+creeping and tightening upon my body, which had grown very cold with
+the awful chill of fear; my hair seemed to bristle and stiffen until I
+thought that I could feel each separate thread of it.
+
+“I swear to you that I have spoken the truth,” I cried desperately. “I
+swear it by the sacred image of Our Redeemer standing there before you.”
+
+“Shall we believe the oath of an unbeliever attainted of sacrilege?” he
+grumbled, and he almost seemed to sneer.
+
+“Believe or not,” I answered. “But believe this--that one day you shall
+stand face to face with a Judge Whom there is no deceiving, to answer
+for the abomination that you make of justice in His Holy Name. Let loose
+against me your worst cruelties, then; they shall be as caresses to the
+torments that will be loosed against you when your turn for Judgment
+comes.”
+
+“To the hoist with him,” he commanded, stretching an arm towards the
+grey tentacle-like ropes. “We must soften his heart and break the
+diabolical pride that makes him persevere in blasphemy.”
+
+They led me aside into that place of torments, and one of them drew down
+the ropes from the pulley overhead, until the ends fell on a level
+with my wrists. And this was torture of the second degree--to see its
+imminence.
+
+“Will you confess?” boomed the inquisitor's voice. I made him no answer.
+
+“Strip and attach him,” he commanded.
+
+The executioners laid hold of me, and in the twinkling of an eye I stood
+naked to the waist. I caught my lips in my teeth as the ropes were
+being adjusted to my wrists, and as thus I suffered torture of the third
+degree.
+
+“Will you confess?” came again the question.
+
+And scarcely had it been put--for the last time, as I well knew--than
+the door was flung open, and a young man in black sprang into the
+chamber, and ran to thrust a parchment before the inquisitor.
+
+The inquisitor made a sign to the executioners to await his pleasure.
+
+I stood with throbbing pulses, and waited, instinctively warned that
+this concerned me. The inquisitor took the parchment, considered its
+seals and then the writing upon it.
+
+That done he set it down and turned to face us.
+
+“Release him,” he bade the executioners, whereat I felt as I would faint
+in the intensity of this reaction.
+
+When they had done his bidding, the Dominican beckoned me forward. I
+went, still marvelling.
+
+“See,” he said, “how inscrutable are the Divine ways, and how truth must
+in the end prevail. Your innocence is established, after all, since the
+Holy Father himself has seen cause to intervene to save you. You are
+at liberty. You are free to depart and to go wheresoever you will. This
+bull concerns you.” And he held it out to me.
+
+My mind moved through these happenings as a man moves through a dense
+fog, faltering and hesitating at every step. I took the parchment and
+considered it. Satisfied as to its nature, however mystified as to how
+the Pope had come to intervene, I folded the document and thrust it into
+my belt.
+
+Then the familiars of the Holy Office assisted me to resume my garments;
+and all was done now in utter silence, and for my own part in the same
+mental and dream-like confusion.
+
+At length the inquisitor waved a huge hand doorwards. “Ite!” he said,
+and added, whilst his raised hand seemed to perform a benedictory
+gesture--“Pax Domini sit tecum.”
+
+“Et cum spiritu tuo,” I replied mechanically, as, turning, I stumbled
+out of that dread place in the wake of the messenger who had brought the
+bull, and who went ahead to guide me.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IX. THE RETURN
+
+
+Above in the blessed sunlight, which hurt my eyes--for I had not seen
+it for a full week--I found Galeotto awaiting me in a bare room; and
+scarcely was I aware of his presence than his great arms went round me
+and enclasped me so fervently that his corselet almost hurt my breast,
+and brought back as in a flash a poignant memory of another man fully as
+tall, who had held me to him one night many years ago, and whose armour,
+too, had hurt me in that embrace.
+
+Then he held me at arms' length and considered me, and his steely eyes
+were blurred and moist. He muttered something to the familiar, linked
+his arm through mine and drew me away, down passages, through doors, and
+so at last into the busy Roman street.
+
+We went in silence by ways that were well known to him but in which
+I should assuredly have lost myself, and so we came at last to a fair
+tavern--the Osteria del Sole--near the Tower of Nona.
+
+His horse was stalled here, and a servant led the way above-stairs to
+the room that he had hired.
+
+How wrong had I not been, I reflected, to announce before the
+Inquisition that I should have no regrets in leaving this world. How
+ungrateful was that speech, considering this faithful one who loved me
+for my father's sake! And was there not Bianca, who, surely--if her last
+cry, wrung from her by anguish, contained the truth--must love me for my
+own?
+
+How sweet the revulsion that now came upon me as I sank into a chair
+by the window, and gave myself up to the enjoyment of that truly happy
+moment in which the grey shadow of death had been lifted from me.
+
+Servants bustled in, to spread the board with the choice meats that
+Galeotto had ordered, and great baskets of luscious fruits and flagons
+of red Puglia wine; and soon we seated ourselves to the feast.
+
+But ere I began to eat, I asked Galeotto how this miracle had been
+wrought; what magic powers he wielded that even the Holy Office must
+open its doors at his bidding. With a glance at the servants who
+attended us, he bade me eat, saying that we should talk anon. And as
+my reaction had brought a sharp hunger in its train, I fell to with the
+best will in all the world, and from broth to figs there were few words
+between us.
+
+At last, our goblets charged and the servants with-drawn, I repeated my
+inquiry.
+
+“The magic is not mine,” said Galeotto. “It is Cavalcanti's. It was he
+who obtained this bull.”
+
+And with that he set himself briefly to relate the matters that already
+are contained here concerning that transaction, but the minuter details
+of which I was later to extract from Falcone. And as he proceeded with
+his narrative I felt myself growing cold again with apprehension, just
+as I had grown cold that morning in the hands of the executioners. Until
+at last, seeing me dead-white, Galeotto checked to inquire what ailed
+me.
+
+“What--what was the price that Cavalcanti paid for this?” I inquired in
+answer.
+
+“I could not glean it, nor did I stay to insist, for there was haste.
+He assured me that the thing had been accomplished without hurt to his
+honour, life, or liberty; and with that I was content, and spurred for
+Rome.”
+
+“And you have never since thought what the price was that Cavalcanti
+might have paid?”
+
+He looked at me with troubled eyes. “I confess that in this matter the
+satisfaction of coming to your salvation has made me selfish. I have had
+thoughts for nothing else.”
+
+I groaned, and flung out my arms across the table. “He has paid such a
+price,” I said, “that a thousand times sooner would I that you had left
+me where I was.”
+
+He leaned forward, frowning darkly. “What do you mean?” he cried.
+
+And then I told him what I feared; told him how Farnese had sued
+for Bianca's hand for Cosimo; how proudly and finally Cavalcanti had
+refused; how the Duke had insisted that he would remain at Pagliano
+until my lord changed his mind; how I had learned from Giuliana the
+horrible motive that urged the Duke to press for that marriage.
+
+Lastly--“And that is the price he consented to pay,” I cried wildly.
+“His daughter--that sweet virgin--was the price! And at this hour,
+maybe, the price is paid and that detestable bargain consummated. O,
+Galeotto! Galeotto! Why was I not left to rot in that dungeon of the
+Inquisition--since I could have died happily, knowing naught of this?”
+
+“By the Blood of God, boy! Do you imply that I had knowledge? Do you
+suggest that I would have bought any life at such a price?”
+
+“No, no!” I answered. “I know that you did not--that you could
+not...” And then I leaped to my feet. “And we sit talking here, whilst
+this... whilst this... O God!” I sobbed. “We may yet be in time. To horse,
+then! Let us away!”
+
+He, too, came to his feet. “Ay, you are right. It but remains to remedy
+the evil. Come, then. Anger shall mend my spent strength. It can be
+done in three days. We will ride as none ever rode yet since the world
+began.”
+
+And we did--so desperately that by the morning of the third day,
+which was a Sunday, we were in Forli (having crossed the Apennines at
+Arcangelo) and by that same evening in Bologna. We had not slept and
+we had scarcely rested since leaving Rome. We were almost dead from
+weariness.
+
+Since such was my own case, what must have been Galeotto's? He was
+of iron, it is true. But consider that he had ridden this way at
+as desperate a pace already, to save me from the clutches of the
+Inquisition; and that, scarce rested, he was riding north again.
+Consider this, and you will not marvel that his weariness conquered him
+at last.
+
+At the inn at Bologna where we dismounted, we found old Falcone awaiting
+us. He had set out with his master to ride to Rome. But being himself
+saddle-worn at the time, he had been unable to proceed farther than
+this, and here Galeotto in his fierce impatience had left him, pursuing
+his way alone.
+
+Here, then, we found the equerry again, consumed by anxiety. He leapt
+forward to greet me, addressing me by the old title of Madonnino which
+I loved to hear from him, however much that title might otherwise arouse
+harsh and gloomy memories.
+
+Here at Bologna Galeotto announced that he would be forced to rest, and
+we slept for three hours--until night had closed in. We were shaken out
+of our slumbers by the host as he had been ordered; but even then I lay
+entranced, my limbs refusing their office, until the memory of what was
+at issue acted like a spur upon me, and caused me to fling my weariness
+aside as if it had been a cloak.
+
+Galeotto, however, was in a deplorable case. He could not move a limb.
+He was exhausted--utterly and hopelessly exhausted with fatigue and
+want of sleep. Falcone and I pulled him to his feet between us; but he
+collapsed again, unable to stand.
+
+“I am spent,” he muttered. “Give me twelve hours--twelve hours' sleep,
+Agostino, and I'll ride with you to the Devil.”
+
+I groaned and cursed in one. “Twelve hours!” I cried. “And she... I can't
+wait, Galeotto. I must ride on alone.”
+
+He lay on his back and stared up at me, and his eyes had a glassy stare.
+Then he roused himself by an effort, and raised himself upon his elbow.
+
+“That is it, boy--ride on alone. Take Falcone. Listen, there are three
+score men of mine at Pagliano who will follow you to Hell at a word that
+Falcone shall speak to them from me. About it, then, and save her. But
+wait, boy! Do no violence to Farnese, if you can help it.”
+
+“But if I can't?” I asked.
+
+“If you can't--no matter. But endeavour not to offer him any hurt! Leave
+that to me--anon when all is ripe for it. To-day it would be premature,
+and... and we... we should be... crushed by the...” His speech trailed off
+into incoherent mutterings; his eyelids dropped, and he was fast asleep
+again.
+
+Ten minutes later we were riding north again, and all that night we
+rode, along the endless Aemilian Way, pausing for no more than a draught
+of wine from time to time, and munching a loaf as we rode. We crossed
+the Po, and kept steadily on, taking fresh horses when we could, until
+towards sunset a turn in the road brought Pagliano into our view--grey
+and lichened on the crest of its smooth emerald hill.
+
+The dusk was falling and lights began to gleam from some of the castle
+windows when we brought up in the shadow of the gateway.
+
+A man-at-arms lounged out of the guardhouse to inquire our business.
+
+“Is Madonna Bianca wed yet?” was the breathless greeting I gave him.
+
+He peered at me, and then at Falcone, and he swore in some surprise.
+
+“Well, returned my lord! Madonna Bianca? The nuptials were celebrated
+to-day. The bride has gone.”
+
+“Gone?” I roared. “Gone whither, man?”
+
+“Why, to Piacenza--to my Lord Cosimo's palace there. They set out some
+three hours since.”
+
+“Where is your lord?” I asked him, flinging myself from the saddle.
+
+“Within doors, most noble.”
+
+How I found him, or by what ways I went to do so, are things that are
+effaced completely from my memory. But I know that I came upon him in
+the library. He was sitting hunched in a great chair, his face ashen,
+his eyes fevered. At sight of me--the cause, however innocent, of all
+this evil--his brows grew dark, and his eyes angry. If he had reproaches
+for me, I gave him no time to utter them, but hurled him mine.
+
+“What have you done, sir?” I demanded. “By what right did you do this
+thing? By what right did you make a sacrifice of that sweet dove?
+Did you conceive me so vile as to think that I should ever owe you
+gratitude--that I should ever do aught but abhor the deed, abhor all who
+had a hand in it, abhor the very life itself purchased for me at such a
+cost?”
+
+He cowered before my furious wrath; for I must have seemed terrific as
+I stood thundering there, my face wild, my eyes bloodshot, half mad from
+pain and rage and sleeplessness.
+
+“And do you know what you have done?” I went on. “Do you know to what
+you have sold her? Must I tell you?”
+
+And I told him, in a dozen brutal words that brought him to his feet,
+the lion in him roused at last, his eyes ablaze.
+
+“We must after them,” I urged. “We must wrest her from these beasts,
+and make a widow of her for the purpose. Galeotto's lances are below and
+they will follow me. You may bring what more you please. Come, sir--to
+horse!”
+
+He sprang forward with no answer beyond a muttered prayer that we might
+come in time.
+
+“We must,” I answered fiercely, and ran madly from the room, along
+the gallery and down the stairs, shouting and raging like a maniac,
+Cavalcanti following me.
+
+Within ten minutes, Galeotto's three score men and another score of
+those who garrisoned Pagliano for Cavalcanti were in the saddle and
+galloping hell-for-leather to Piacenza. Ahead on fresh horses went
+Falcone and I, the Lord of Pagliano spurring beside me and pestering me
+with questions as to the source of my knowledge.
+
+Our great fear was lest we should find the gates of Piacenza closed on
+our arrival. But we covered the ten miles in something under an hour,
+and the head of our little column was already through the Fodesta Gate
+when the first hour of night rang out from the Duomo, giving the signal
+for the closing of the gates.
+
+The officer in charge turned out to view so numerous a company, and
+challenged us to stand. But I flung him the answer that we were the
+Black Bands of Ser Galeotto and that we rode by order of the Duke, with
+which perforce he had to be content; for we did not stay for more and
+were too numerous to be detained by such meagre force as he commanded.
+
+Up the dark street we swept--the same street down which I had last
+ridden on that night when Gambara had opened the gates of the prison for
+me--and so we came to the square and to Cosimo's palace.
+
+All was in darkness, and the great doors were closed. A strange
+appearance this for a house to which a bride had so newly come.
+
+I dismounted as lightly as if I had not ridden lately more than just
+the ten miles from Pagliano. Indeed, I had become unconscious of all
+fatigue, entirely oblivious of the fact that for three nights now I had
+not slept--save for the three hours at Bologna.
+
+I knocked briskly on the iron-studded gates. We stood there waiting,
+Cavalcanti and Falcone afoot with me, the men on horseback still, a
+silent phalanx.
+
+I issued an order to Falcone. “Ten of them to secure our egress, the
+rest to remain here and allow none to leave the house.”
+
+The equerry stepped back to convey the command in his turn to the men,
+and the ten he summoned slipped instantly from their saddles and ranged
+themselves in the shadow of the wall.
+
+I knocked again, more imperatively, and at last the postern in the door
+was opened by an elderly serving-man.
+
+“What's this?” he asked, and thrust a lanthorn into my face.
+
+“We seek Messer Cosimo d'Anguissola,” I answered. He looked beyond me
+at the troop that lined the street, and his face became troubled. “Why,
+what is amiss?” quoth he.
+
+“Fool, I shall tell that to your master. Conduct me to him. The matter
+presses.”
+
+“Nay, then--but have you not heard? My lord was wed to-day. You would
+not have my lord disturbed at such a time?” He seemed to leer.
+
+I put my foot into his stomach, and bore him backward, flinging him
+full length upon the ground. He went over and rolled away into a corner,
+where he lay bellowing.
+
+“Silence him!” I bade the men who followed us in. “Then, half of you
+remain here to guard the stairs; the rest attend us.”
+
+The house was vast, and it remained silent, so that it did not seem that
+the clown's scream when he went over had been heard by any.
+
+Up the broad staircase we sped, guided by the light of the lanthorn,
+which Falcone had picked up--for the place was ominously in darkness.
+Cavalcanti kept pace with me, panting with rage and anxiety.
+
+At the head of the stairs we came upon a man whom I recognized for one
+of the Duke's gentlemen-in-waiting. He had been attracted, no doubt,
+by the sound of our approach; but at sight of us he turned to escape.
+Cavalcanti reached forward in time to take him by the ankle, so that he
+came down heavily upon his face.
+
+In an instant I was sitting upon him, my dagger at his throat.
+
+“A sound,” said I, “and you shall finish it in Hell!” Eyes bulging with
+fear stared at me out of his white face. He was an effeminate cur, of
+the sort that the Duke was wont to keep about him, and at once I saw
+that we should have no trouble with him.
+
+“Where is Cosimo?” I asked him shortly. “Come, man, conduct us to the
+room that holds him if you would buy your dirty life.”
+
+“He is not here,” wailed the fellow.
+
+“You lie, you hound,” said Cavalcanti, and turning to me--“Finish him,
+Agostino,” he bade me.
+
+The man under me writhed, filled now by the terror that Cavalcanti had
+so cunningly known how to inspire in him. “I swear to God that he is not
+here,” he answered, and but that fear had robbed him of his voice, he
+would have screamed it. “Gesu! I swear it--it is true!”
+
+I looked up at Cavalcanti, baffled, and sick with sudden dismay. I saw
+Cavalcanti's eye, which had grown dull, kindle anew. He stooped over the
+prostrate man.
+
+“Is the bride here--is my daughter in this house?”
+
+The fellow whimpered and did not answer until my dagger's edge was at
+his throat again. Then he suddenly screeched--“Yes!”
+
+In an instant I had dragged him to his feet again, his pretty clothes
+and daintily curled hair all crumpled, so that he looked the most
+pitiful thing in all the world.
+
+“Lead us to her chamber,” I bade him.
+
+And he obeyed as men obey when the fear of death is upon them.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER X. THE NUPTIALS OF BIANCA
+
+
+An awful thought was in my mind as we went, evoked by the presence in
+such a place of one of the Duke's gentlemen; an awful question rose
+again and again to my lips, and yet I could not bring myself to utter
+it.
+
+So we went on in utter silence now, my hand upon his shoulder, clutching
+velvet doublet and flesh and bone beneath it, my dagger bare in my other
+hand.
+
+We crossed an antechamber whose heavy carpet muffled our footsteps, and
+we halted before tapestry curtains that masked a door, Here, curbing my
+fierce impatience, I paused. I signed to the five attendant soldiers to
+come no farther; then I consigned the courtier who had guided us to the
+care of Falcone, and I restrained Cavalcanti, who was shaking from head
+to foot.
+
+I raised the heavy, muffling curtain, and standing there an instant by
+the door, I heard my Bianca's voice, and her words seemed to freeze the
+very marrow in my bones.
+
+“O, my lord,” she was imploring in a choking voice, “O, my lord, have
+pity on me!”
+
+“Sweet,” came the answer, “it is I who beseech pity at your hands. Do
+you not see how I suffer? Do you not see how fiercely love of you is
+torturing me--how I burn--that you can so cruelly deny me?”
+
+It was Farnese's voice. Cosimo, that dastard, had indeed carried out the
+horrible compact of which Giuliana had warned me, carried it out in
+a more horrible and inhuman manner than even she had suggested or
+suspected.
+
+Cavalcanti would have hurled himself against the door but that I set a
+hand upon his arm to restrain him, and a finger of my other hand--the
+one that held the dagger--to my lips.
+
+Softly I tried the latch. I was amazed to find the door yield. And yet,
+where was the need to lock it? What interruption could he have feared in
+a house that evidently had been delivered over to him by the bridegroom,
+a house that was in the hands of his own people?
+
+Very quietly I thrust the door open, and we stood there upon the
+threshold--Cavalcanti and I--father and lover of that sweet maid who was
+the prey of this foul Duke. We stood whilst a man might count a dozen,
+silent witnesses of that loathsome scene.
+
+The bridal chamber was all hung in golden arras, save the great carved
+bed which was draped in dead-white velvet and ivory damask--symbolizing
+the purity of the sweet victim to be offered up upon that sacrificial
+altar.
+
+And to that dread sacrifice she had come--for my sake, as I was to
+learn--with the fearful willingness of Iphigenia. For that sacrifice she
+had been prepared; but not for this horror that was thrust upon her now.
+
+She crouched upon a tall-backed praying-stool, her gown not more white
+than her face, her little hands convulsively clasped to make her prayer
+to that monster who stood over her, his mottled face all flushed,
+his eyes glowing as they considered her helplessness and terror with
+horrible, pitiless greed.
+
+Thus we observed them, ourselves unperceived for some moments, for
+the praying-stool on which she crouched was placed to the left, by the
+cowled fire-place, in which a fire of scented wood was crackling, the
+scene lighted by two golden candlebranches that stood upon the table
+near the curtained window.
+
+“O, my lord!” she cried in her despair, “of your mercy leave me, and no
+man shall ever know that you sought me thus. I will be silent, my lord.
+O, if you have no pity for me, have, at least, pity for yourself. Do not
+cover yourself with the infamy of such a deed--a deed that will make you
+hateful to all men.”
+
+“Gladly at such a price would I purchase your love, my Bianca! What
+pains could daunt me? Ah, you are mine, you are mine!”
+
+As the hawk that has been long poised closes its wings and drops at
+last upon its prey, so swooped he of a sudden down upon her, caught and
+dragged her up from the praying-stool to crush her to him.
+
+She screamed in that embrace, and sought to battle, swinging round so
+that her back was fully towards us, and Farnese, swinging round also in
+that struggle, faced us and beheld us.
+
+It was as if a mask had been abruptly plucked from his face, so sudden
+and stupendous was its alteration. From flushed that it had been it grew
+livid and sickly; the unholy fires were spent in his eyes, and they grew
+dull and dead as a snake's; his jaw was loosened, and the sensual mouth
+looked unutterably foolish.
+
+For a moment I think I smiled upon him, and then Cavalcanti and I sprang
+forward, both together. As we moved, his arms loosened their hold, and
+Bianca would have fallen but that I caught her.
+
+Her terror still upon her, she glanced upwards to see what fresh enemy
+was this, and then, at sight of my face, as my arms closed about her,
+and held her safe--
+
+“Agostino!” she cried, and closed her eyes to lie panting on my breast.
+
+The Duke, fleeing like a scared rat before the anger of Cavalcanti,
+scuttled down the room to a small door in the wall that held the
+fire-place. He tore it open and sprang through, Cavalcanti following
+recklessly.
+
+There was a snarl and a cry, and the Lord of Pagliano staggered back,
+clutching one hand to his breast, and through his fingers came an ooze
+of blood. Falcone ran to him. But Cavalcanti swore like a man possessed.
+
+“It is nothing!” he snapped. “By the horns of Satan! it is nothing. A
+flesh wound, and like a fool I gave back before it. After him! In there!
+Kill! Kill!”
+
+Out came Falcone's sword with a swish, and into the dark closet beyond
+went the equerry with a roar, Cavalcanti after him.
+
+It seemed that scarce had Farnese got within that closet than,
+flattening himself against the wall, he had struck at Cavalcanti as the
+latter followed, thus driving him back and gaining all the respite he
+needed. For now they found the closet empty. There was a door beyond,
+that opened to a corridor, and this was locked. Not a doubt but that
+Farnese had gone that way. They broke that door down. I heard them at
+it what time I comforted Bianca, and soothed her, stroking her head,
+her cheek, and murmuring fondly to her until presently she was weeping
+softly.
+
+Thus Cavalcanti and Falcone found us presently when they returned.
+Farnese had escaped with one of his gentlemen who had reached him in
+time to warn him that the street was full of soldiers and the palace
+itself invaded. Thereupon the Duke had dropped from one of the windows
+to the garden, his gentleman with him, and Cavalcanti had been no more
+than in time to see them disappearing through the garden gate.
+
+The Lord of Pagliano's buff-coat was covered with blood where Pier Luigi
+had stabbed him. But he would give the matter no thought. He was like a
+tiger now. He dashed out into the antechamber, and I heard him bellowing
+orders. Someone screamed horribly, and then followed a fierce din as if
+the very place were coming down about our ears.
+
+“What is it?” cried Bianca, quivering in my arms. “Are... are they
+fighting?”
+
+“I do not think so, sweet,” I answered her. “We are in great strength.
+Have no fear.”
+
+And then Falcone came in again.
+
+“The Lord of Pagliano is raging like a madman,” he said. “We had best be
+getting away or we shall have a brush with the Captain of Justice.”
+
+Supporting Bianca, I led her from that chamber.
+
+“Where are we going?” she asked me.
+
+“Home to Pagliano,” I answered her, and with that answer comforted that
+sorely tried maid.
+
+We found the antechamber in wreckage. The great chandelier had been
+dragged from the ceiling, pictures were slashed and cut to ribbons, the
+arras had been torn from the walls and the costly furniture was reduced
+to fire-wood; the double-windows opening to the balcony stood wide, and
+not a pane of glass left whole, the fragments lying all about the place.
+
+Thus, it seemed, childishly almost, had Cavalcanti vented his terrible
+rage, and I could well conceive what would have befallen any of the
+Duke's people upon whom in that hour he had chanced. I did not know
+then that the poor pimp who had acted as our guide was hanging from the
+balcony dead, nor that his had been the horrible scream I had heard.
+
+On the stairs we met the raging Cavalcanti reascending, the stump of his
+shivered sword in his hand.
+
+“Hasten!” he cried. “I was coming for you. Let us begone!”
+
+Below, just within the main doors we found a pile of furniture set on a
+heap of straw.
+
+“What is this?” I asked.
+
+“You shall see,” he roared. “Get to horse.”
+
+I hesitated a moment, then obeyed him, and took Bianca on the withers in
+front of me, my arm about her to support her.
+
+Then he called to one of the men-at-arms who stood by with a flaring
+torch. He snatched the brand from his hand, and stabbed the straw with
+it in a dozen places, from each of which there leapt at once a tongue of
+flame. When, at last, he flung the torch into the heart of the pile, it
+was all a roaring, hissing, crackling blaze.
+
+He stood back and laughed. “If there are any more of his brothel-mates
+in the house, they can escape as he did. They will be more fortunate
+than that one.” And he pointed up to the limp figure hanging from the
+balcony, so that I now learnt what already I have told you.
+
+With my hand I screened Bianca's eyes. “Do not look,” I bade her.
+
+I shuddered at the sight of that limply hanging body. And yet I
+reflected that it was just. Any man who could have lent his aid to the
+foul crime that was attempted there that night deserved this fate and
+worse.
+
+Cavalcanti got to horse, and we rode down the street, bringing folk to
+their windows in alarm. Behind us the flames began to lick out from the
+ground floor of Cosimo's palace.
+
+We reached the Porta Fodesta, and peremptorily bade the guard to open
+for us. He answered, as became his duty, with the very words that had
+been addressed to me at that place on a night two years ago:
+
+“None passes out to-night.”
+
+In an instant a group of our men surrounded him, others made a living
+barrier before the guard-house, whilst two or three dismounted, drew the
+bolts, and dragged the great gates open.
+
+We rode on, crossing the river, and heading straight for Pagliano.
+
+For a while it was the sweetest ride that ever I rode, with my
+Bianca nestling against my breast, and responding faintly to all the
+foolishness that poured from me in that ambrosial hour.
+
+And then it seemed to me that we rode not by night but in the blazing
+light of day, along a dusty road, flanking an arid, sun-drenched stretch
+of the Campagna; and despite the aridity there must be water somewhere,
+for I heard it thundering as the Bagnanza had thundered after rain, and
+yet I knew that could not be the Bagnanza, for the Bagnanza was nowhere
+in the neighbourhood of Rome.
+
+Suddenly a great voice, and I knew it for the voice of Bianca, called me
+by name.
+
+“Agostino!”
+
+The vision was dissipated. It was night again and we were riding for
+Pagliano through the fertile lands of ultra-Po; and there was Bianca
+clutching at my breast and uttering my name in accents of fear, whilst
+the company about me was halting.
+
+“What is it?” cried Cavalcanti. “Are you hurt?” I understood. I had been
+dozing in the saddle, and I must have rolled out of it but that Bianca
+awakened me with her cry. I said so.
+
+“Body of Satan!” he swore. “To doze at such a time!”
+
+“I have scarce been out of the saddle for three days and three
+nights--this is the fourth,” I informed him. “I have had but three hours'
+sleep since we left Rome. I am done,” I admitted. “You, sir, had best
+take your daughter. She is no longer safe with me.”
+
+It was so. The fierce tension which had banished sleep from me whilst
+these things were doing, being now relaxed, left me exhausted as
+Galeotto had been at Bologna. And Galeotto had urged me to halt and rest
+there! He had begged for twelve hours! I could now thank Heaven from a
+full heart for having given me the strength and resolution to ride on,
+for those twelve hours would have made all the difference between Heaven
+and Hell.
+
+Cavalcanti himself would not take her, confessing to some weakness. For
+all that he insisted that his wound was not serious, yet he had lost
+much blood through having neglected in his rage to stanch it. So it was
+to Falcone that fell the charge of that sweet burden.
+
+The last thing I remember was Cavalcanti's laugh, as, from the high
+ground we had mounted, he stopped to survey a ruddy glare above the city
+of Piacenza, where, in a vomit of sparks, Cosimo's fine palace was being
+consumed.
+
+Then we rode down into the valley again; and as we went the thud of
+hooves grew more and more distant, and I slept in the saddle as I rode,
+a man-at-arms on either side of me, so that I remember no more of the
+doings of that strenuous night.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XI. THE PENANCE
+
+
+I awakened in the chamber that had been mine at Pagliano before my
+arrest by order of the Holy Office, and I was told upon awakening that I
+had slept a night and a day and that it was eventide once more.
+
+I rose, bathed, and put on a robe of furs, and then Galeotto came to
+visit me.
+
+He had arrived at dawn, and he too had slept for some ten hours since
+his arrival, yet despite of it his air was haggard, his glance overcast
+and heavy.
+
+I greeted him joyously, conscious that we had done well. But he remained
+gloomy and unresponsive.
+
+“There is ill news,” he said at last. “Cavalcanti is in a raging fever,
+and he is sapped of strength, his body almost drained of blood. I even
+fear that he is poisoned, that Farnese's dagger was laden with some
+venom.”
+
+“O, surely... it will be well with him!” I faltered. He shook his head
+sombrely, his brows furrowed.
+
+“He must have been stark mad last night. To have raged as he did with
+such a wound upon him, and to have ridden ten miles afterwards! O, it
+was midsummer frenzy that sustained him. Here in the courtyard he reeled
+unconscious from the saddle; they found him drenched with blood from
+head to foot; and he has been unconscious ever since. I am afraid...” He
+shrugged despondently.
+
+“Do you mean that... that he may die?” I asked scarce above a whisper.
+
+“It will be a miracle if he does not. And that is one more crime to the
+score of Pier Luigi.” He said it in a tone of indescribable passion,
+shaking his clenched fist at the ceiling.
+
+The miracle did not come to pass. Two days later, in the presence of
+Galeotto, Bianca, Fra Gervasio, who had been summoned from his Piacenza
+convent to shrive the unfortunate baron, and myself, Ettore Cavalcanti
+sank quietly to rest.
+
+Whether he was dealt an envenomed wound, as Galeotto swore, or whether
+he died as a result of the awful draining of his veins, I do not know.
+
+At the end he had a moment of lucidity.
+
+“You will guard my Bianca, Agostino,” he said to me, and I swore it
+fervently, as he bade me, whilst upon her knees beyond the bed, clasping
+one of his hands that had grown white as marble, Bianca was sobbing
+brokenheartedly.
+
+Then the dying man turned his head to Galeotto. “You will see justice
+done upon that monster ere you die,” he said. “It is God's holy work.”
+
+And then his mind became clouded again by the mists of approaching
+dissolution, and he sank into a sleep, from which he never awakened.
+
+We buried him on the morrow in the Chapel of Pagliano, and on the
+next day Galeotto drew up a memorial wherein he set forth all the
+circumstances of the affair in which that gallant gentleman had met
+his end. It was a terrible indictment of Pier Luigi Farnese. Of this
+memorial he prepared two copies, and to these--as witnesses of all the
+facts therein related--Bianca, Falcone, and I appended our signatures,
+and Fra Gervasio added his own. One of these copies Galeotto dispatched
+to the Pope, the other to Ferrante Gonzaga in Milan, with a request that
+it should be submitted to the Emperor.
+
+When the memorial was signed, he rose, and taking Bianca's hand in his
+own, he swore by his every hope of salvation that ere another year was
+sped her father should be avenged together with all the other of Pier
+Luigi's victims.
+
+That same day he set out again upon his conspirator's work, whose aim
+was not only the life of Pier Luigi, but the entire shattering of
+the Pontifical sway in Parma and Piacenza. Some days later he sent me
+another score of lances--for he kept his forces scattered about the
+country whilst gradually he increased their numbers.
+
+Thereafter we waited for events at Pagliano, the drawbridge raised, and
+none entering save after due challenge.
+
+We expected an attack which never came; for Pier Luigi did not dare to
+lead an army against an Imperial fief upon such hopeless grounds as were
+his own. Possibly, too, Galeotto's memorial may have caused the Pope to
+impose restraint upon his dissolute son.
+
+Cosimo d'Anguissola, however, had the effrontery to send a messenger a
+week later to Pagliano, to demand the surrender of his wife, saying
+that she was his by God's law and man's, and threatening to enforce his
+rights by an appeal to the Vatican.
+
+That we sent the messenger empty-handed away, it is scarce necessary to
+chronicle. I was in command at Pagliano, holding it in Bianca's name,
+as Bianca's lieutenant and castellan, and I made oath that I would never
+lower the bridge to admit an enemy.
+
+But Cosimo's message aroused in us a memory that had lain dormant these
+days. She was no longer for my wooing. She was the wife of another.
+
+It came to us almost as a flash of lightning in the night; and it
+startled us by all that it revealed.
+
+“The fault of it is all mine,” said she, as we sat that evening in the
+gold-and-purple dining-room where we had supped.
+
+It was with those words that she broke the silence that had endured
+throughout the repast, until the departure of the pages and the
+seneschal who had ministered to us precisely as in the days when
+Cavalcanti had been alive.
+
+“Ah, not that, sweet!” I implored her, reaching a hand to her across the
+table.
+
+“But it is true, my dear,” she answered, covering my hand with her own.
+“If I had shown you more mercy when so contritely you confessed your
+sin, mercy would have been shown to me. I should have known from the
+sign I had that we were destined for each other; that nothing that you
+had done could alter that. I did know it, and yet...” She halted there,
+her lip tremulous.
+
+“And yet you did the only thing that you could do when your sweet purity
+was outraged by the knowledge of what I really had been.”
+
+“But you were so no more,” she said with a something of pleading in her
+voice.
+
+“It was you--the blessed sight of you that cleansed me,” I cried. “When
+love for you awoke in me, I knew love for the first time, for that other
+thing which I deemed love had none of love's holiness. Your image drove
+out all the sin from my soul. The peace which half a year of penance, of
+fasting and flagellation could not bring me, was brought me by my love
+for you when it awoke. It was as a purifying fire that turned to ashes
+all the evil of desires that my heart had held.”
+
+Her hand pressed mine. She was weeping softly.
+
+“I was an outcast,” I continued. “I was a mariner without compass,
+far from the sight of land, striving to find my way by the light
+of sentiments implanted in me from early youth. I sought salvation
+desperately--sought it in a hermitage, as I would have sought it in
+a cloister but that I had come to regard myself as unworthy of
+the cloistered life. I found it at last, in you, in the blessed
+contemplation of you. It was you who taught me the lesson that the world
+is God's world and that God is in the world as much as in the cloister.
+Such was the burden of your message that night when you appeared to me
+on Monte Orsaro.”
+
+“O, Agostino!” she cried, “and all this being so can you refrain from
+blaming me for what has come to pass? If I had but had faith in you--the
+faith in the sign which we both received--I should have known all this;
+known that if you had sinned you had been tempted and that you had
+atoned.”
+
+“I think the atonement lies here and now, in this,” I answered very
+gravely. “She was the wife of another who dragged me down. You are the
+wife of another who have lifted me up. She through sin was attainable.
+That you can never, never be, else should I have done with life in
+earnest. But do not blame yourself, sweet saint. You did as your pure
+spirit bade you; soon all would have been well but that already Messer
+Pier Luigi had seen you.”
+
+She shuddered.
+
+“You know, dear that if I submitted to wed your cousin, it was to save
+you--that such was the price imposed?”
+
+“Dear saint!” I cried.
+
+“I but mention it that upon such a score you may have no doubt of my
+motives.”
+
+“How could I doubt?” I protested.
+
+I rose, and moved down the room towards the window, behind which the
+night gleamed deepest blue. I looked out upon the gardens from which
+the black shadows of stark poplars thrust upward against the sky, and I
+thought out this thing. Then I turned to her, having as I imagined found
+the only and rather obvious solution.
+
+“There is but one thing to do, Bianca.”
+
+“And that?” her eyes were very anxious, and looked perhaps even more so
+in consequence of the pallor of her face and the lines of pain that had
+come into it in these weeks of such sore trial.
+
+“I must remove the barrier that stands between us. I must seek out
+Cosimo and kill him.”
+
+I said it without anger, without heat of any sort: a calm, cold
+statement of a step that it was necessary to take. It was a just
+measure, the only measure that could mend an unjust situation. And so,
+I think, she too viewed it. For she did not start, or cry out in horror,
+or manifest the slightest surprise at my proposal. But she shook her
+head, and smiled very wistfully.
+
+“What a folly would not that be!” she said. “How would it amend what is?
+You would be taken, and justice would be done upon you summarily. Would
+that make it any easier or any better for me? I should be alone in the
+world and entirely undefended.”
+
+“Ah, but you go too fast,” I cried. “By justice I could not suffer, I
+need but to state the case, the motive of my quarrel, the iniquitous
+wrong that was attempted against you, the odious traffic of this
+marriage, and all men would applaud my act. None would dare do me a
+hurt.”
+
+“You are too generous in your faith in man,” she said. “Who would
+believe your claims?”
+
+“The courts,” I said.
+
+“The courts of a State in which Pier Luigi governs?”
+
+“But I have witnesses of the facts.”
+
+“Those witnesses would never be allowed to testify. Your protests would
+be smothered. And how would your case really look?” she cried. “The
+world would conceive that the lover of Bianca de' Cavalcanti had killed
+her husband that he might take her for his own. What could you hope for,
+against such a charge as that? Men might even remember that other affair
+of Fifanti's and even the populace, which may be said to have saved you
+erstwhile, might veer round and change from the opinion which it has
+ever held. They would say that one who has done such a thing once may do
+it twice; that...”
+
+“O, for pity's sake, stop! Have mercy!” I cried, flinging out my arms
+towards her. And mercifully she ceased, perceiving that she had said
+enough.
+
+I turned to the window again, and pressed my brow against the cool
+glass. She was right. That acute mind of hers had pierced straight to
+the very core of this matter. To do the thing that had been in my mind
+would be not only to destroy myself, but to defile her; for upon her
+would recoil a portion of the odium that must be flung at me. And--as
+she said--what then must be her position? They would even have a case
+upon which to drag her from these walls of Pagliano. She would be a
+victim of the civil courts; she might, at Pier Luigi's instigation,
+be proceeded against as my accomplice in what would be accounted a
+dastardly murder for the basest of motives.
+
+I turned to her again.
+
+“You are right,” I said. “I see that you are right. Just as I was right
+when I said that my atonement lies here and now. The penance for which
+I have cried out so long is imposed at last. It is as just as it is
+cruelly apt.”
+
+I came slowly back to the table, and stood facing her across it. She
+looking up at me with very piteous eyes.
+
+“Bianca, I must go hence,” I said. “That, too, is clear.”
+
+Her lips parted; her eyes dilated; her face, if anything, grew paler.
+
+“O, no, no!” she cried piteously.
+
+“It must be,” I said. “How can I remain? Cosimo may appeal for justice
+against me, claiming that I hold his wife in duress--and justice will be
+done.”
+
+“But can you not resist? Pagliano is strong and well-manned. The Black
+Bands are very faithful men, and they will stand by you to the end.”
+
+“And the world?” I cried. “What will the world say of you? It is you
+yourself have made me see it. Shall your name be dragged in the foul
+mire of scandal? The wife of Cosimo d'Anguissola a runagate with her
+husband's cousin? Shall the world say that?”
+
+She moaned, and covered her face with her hands. Then she controlled
+herself again, and looked at me almost fiercely.
+
+“Do you care so much for what men say?”
+
+“I am thinking of you.”
+
+“Then think of me to better purpose, my Agostino. Consider that we are
+confronted by two evils, and that the choice of the lesser is forced
+upon us. If you go, I am all unprotected, and... and... the harm is done
+already.”
+
+Long I looked at her with such a yearning to take her in my arms and
+comfort her! And I had the knowledge that if I remained, daily must I
+experience this yearning which must daily grow crueller and more fierce
+from the very restraint I must impose upon it. And then that rearing of
+mine, all drenched in sanctity misunderstood, came to my help, and made
+me see in this an added burden to my penance, a burden which I must
+accept if I would win to ultimate grace.
+
+And so I consented to remain, and I parted from her with no more than
+a kiss bestowed upon her finger-tips, and went to pray for patience and
+strength to bear my heavy cross and so win to my ultimate reward, be it
+in this world or the next.
+
+In the morning came news by a messenger from Galeotto--news of one more
+foul crime that the Duke had committed on that awful night when we had
+rescued Bianca from his evil claws. The unfortunate Giuliana had been
+found dead in her bed upon the following morning, and the popular voice
+said that the Duke had strangled her.
+
+Of that rumour I subsequently had confirmation. It would appear that
+maddened with rage at the loss of his prey, that ravening wolf had
+looked about to discover who might have betrayed his purpose and
+procured that intervention. He bethought him of Giuliana. Had not Cosimo
+seen her in intimate talk with me on the morning of my arrest, and would
+he not have reported it to his master?
+
+So to the handsome mansion in which he housed her, and to which at all
+hours he had access, the Duke went instantly. He must have taxed
+her with it; and knowing her nature, I can imagine that she not only
+admitted that his thwarting was due to her, but admitted it mockingly,
+exultingly, jeering as only a jealous woman can jeer, until in his rage
+he seized her by the throat.
+
+How bitterly must she not have repented that she had not kept a better
+guard upon her tongue, during those moments of her agony, brief in
+themselves, yet horribly long to her, until her poor wanton spirit went
+forth from the weak clay that she had loved too well.
+
+When I heard of the end of that unfortunate, all my bitterness against
+her went out of me, and in my heart I set myself to find excuses for
+her. Witty and cultured in much; in much else she had been as stupid as
+the dumb beast. She was irreligious as were many because what she saw
+of religion did not inspire respect in her, and whilst one of her lovers
+had been a prince of the Church another had been the son of the Pope.
+She was by nature sensuous, and her sensuousness stifled in her all
+perception of right or wrong.
+
+I like to think that her death was brought about as the result of a good
+deed--so easily might it have been the consequence of an evil one. And I
+trust that that deed--good in itself, whatever the sources from which
+it may have sprung--may have counted in her favour and weighed in the
+balance against the sins that were largely of her nature.
+
+I bethought me of Fra Gervasio's words to me: “Who that knows all that
+goes to the making of a sin shall ever dare to blame a sinner?” He had
+applied those words to my own case where Giuliana was concerned. But do
+they not apply equally to Giuliana? Do they not apply to every sinner,
+when all is said?
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XII. BLOOD
+
+
+The words that passed between Bianca and me that evening in the
+dining-room express all that can be said of our attitude to each other
+during the months that followed. Daily we met, and the things which our
+lips no longer dared to utter, our eyes expressed.
+
+Days passed and grew to weeks, and these accumulated into months. The
+autumn faded from gold to grey, and the winter came and laid the earth
+to sleep, and then followed spring to awaken it once more.
+
+None troubled us at Pagliano, and we began with some justice to consider
+ourselves secure. Galeotto's memorial, not a doubt, had stirred up
+matters; and Pier Luigi would be under orders from his father not to add
+one more scandal to the many of his life by venturing to disturb Madonna
+Bianca in her stronghold at Pagliano.
+
+From time to time we were visited by Galeotto. It was well for him that
+fatigue had overwhelmed him that day at Bologna, and so hindered him
+from taking a hand with us in the doings of that hideous night, else he
+might no longer have freedom to roam the State unchallenged as he did.
+
+He told us of the new citadel the Duke was building in Piacenza, and
+how for the purpose he was pulling down houses relentlessly to obtain
+material and to clear himself a space, and how, further, he was widening
+and strengthening the walls of the city.
+
+“But I doubt,” he said one morning in that spring, “if he will live to
+see the work completed. For we are resolved at last. There is no
+need for an armed rising. Five score of my lances will be all that is
+necessary. We are planning a surprise, and Ferrante Gonzaga is to be at
+hand to support us with Imperial troops and to receive the State as the
+Emperor's vicegerent when the hour strikes. It will strike soon,” he
+added, “and this, too, shall be paid for with the rest.” And he touched
+the black mourning gown that Bianca wore.
+
+He rode away again that day, and he went north for a last interview with
+the Emperor's Lieutenant, but promising to return before the blow was
+struck to give me the opportunity to bear my share in it.
+
+Spring turned to summer, and we waited, wandering in the gardens
+together; reading together, playing at bowls or tennis, though the
+latter game was not considered one for women, and sometimes exercising
+the men-at-arms in the great inner bailey where they lodged. Twice we
+rode out ahawking, accompanied by a strong escort, and returned without
+mishap, though I would not consent to a third excursion, lest a rumour
+having gone abroad, our enemies should lie in wait to trap us. I grew
+strangely fearful of losing her who did not and who never might belong
+to me.
+
+And all this time my penance, as I regarded it, grew daily heavier to
+bear. Long since I had ceased so much as to kiss her finger-tips. But
+to kiss the very air she breathed was fraught with danger to my peace
+of mind. And then one evening, as we paced the garden together, I had
+a moment's madness, a moment in which my yearnings would no longer be
+repressed. Without warning I swung about, caught her in my arms, and
+crushed her to me.
+
+I saw the sudden flicker of her eyelids, the one swift upward glance of
+her blue eyes, and I beheld in them a yearning akin to my own, but also
+a something of fear that gave me pause.
+
+I put her from me. I knelt and kissed the hem of her mourning gown.
+
+“Forgive me, sweet.” I besought her very humbly.
+
+“My poor Agostino,” was all she answered me, what time her fingers
+fluttered gently over my sable hair.
+
+Thereafter I shunned her for a whole week, and was never in her company
+save at meals under the eyes of our attendants.
+
+At last, one day in the early part of September, on the very anniversary
+of her father's death--the eighth of that month it was, and a
+Thursday--came Galeotto with a considerable company of men-at-arms; and
+that night he was gay and blithe as I had never seen him in these twelve
+months past.
+
+When we were alone, the cause of it, which already I suspected, at last
+transpired.
+
+“It is the hour,” he said very pregnantly. “His sands are swiftly
+running out. To-morrow, Agostino, you ride with me to Piacenza. Falcone
+shall remain here to captain the men in case any attempt should be made
+upon Pagliano, which is not likely.”
+
+And now he told us of the gay doings there had been in Piacenza for the
+occasion of the visit of the Duke's son Ottavio--that same son-in-law of
+the Emperor whom the latter befriended, yet not to the extent of giving
+him the duchy in his father's place when that father should have gone to
+answer for his sins.
+
+Daily there had been jousts and tournaments and all manner of gaieties,
+for which the Piacentini had been sweated until they could sweat no
+more. Having fawned upon the people that they might help him to crush
+the barons, Farnese was now crushing the people whose service he no
+longer needed. Extortion had reduced them to poverty and despair and
+their very houses were being pulled down to supply material for the new
+citadel, the Duke recking little who might thus be left without a roof
+over his head.
+
+“He has gone mad,” said Galeotto, and laughed. “Pier Luigi could not
+more effectively have played his part so as to serve our ends. The
+nobles he alienated long ago, and now the very populace is incensed
+against him and weary of his rapine. It is so bad with him that of late
+he has remained shut in the citadel, and seldom ventures abroad, so as
+to avoid the sight of the starving faces of the poor and the general
+ruin that he is making of that fair city. He has given out that he is
+ill. A little blood-letting will cure all his ills for ever.”
+
+Upon the morrow Galeotto picked thirty of his men, and gave them
+their orders. They were to depose their black liveries, and clad as
+countryfolk, but armed as countryfolk would be for a long journey, they
+were severally to repair afoot to Piacenza, and assemble there upon the
+morning of Saturday at the time and place he indicated. They went, and
+that afternoon we followed.
+
+“You will come back to me, Agostino?” Bianca said to me at parting.
+
+“I will come back,” I answered, and bowing I left her, my heart very
+heavy.
+
+But as we rode the prospect of the thing to do warmed me a little, and
+I shook off my melancholy. Optimism coloured the world for me all of the
+rosy hue of promise.
+
+We slept in Piacenza that night, in a big house in the street that leads
+to the Church of San Lazzaro, and there was a company of perhaps a
+dozen assembled there, the principals being the brothers Pallavicini
+of Cortemaggiore, who had been among the first to feel the iron hand of
+Pier Luigi; there were also present Agostino Landi, and the head of the
+house of Confalonieri.
+
+We sat after supper about a long table of smooth brown oak, which
+reflected as in a pool the beakers and flagons with which it was
+charged, when suddenly Galeotto spun a coin upon the middle of it. It
+fell flat presently, showing the ducal arms and the inscription of which
+the abbreviation PLAC was a part.
+
+Galeotto set his finger to it. “A year ago I warned him,” said he, “that
+his fate was written there in that shortened word. To-morrow I shall
+read the riddle for him.”
+
+I did not understand the allusion and said so.
+
+“Why,” he explained, not only to me but to others whose brows had also
+been knit, “first 'Plac' stands for Placentia where he will meet his
+doom; and then it contains the initials of the four chief movers in this
+undertaking--Pallavicini, Landi, Anguissola, and Confalonieri.”
+
+“You force the omen to come true when you give me a leader's rank in
+this affair,” said I.
+
+He smiled but did not answer, and returned the coin to his pocket.
+
+And now the happening that is to be related is to be found elsewhere,
+for it is a matter of which many men have written in different ways,
+according to their feelings or to the hand that hired them to the
+writing.
+
+Soon after dawn Galeotto quitted us, each of us instructed how to act.
+
+Later in the morning, as I was on my way to the castle, where we were
+to assemble at noon, I saw Galeotto riding through the streets at
+the Duke's side. He had been beyond the gates with Pier Luigi on an
+inspection of the new fortress that was building. It appeared that once
+more there was talk between the Duke and Galeotto of the latter's taking
+service under him, and Galeotto made use of this circumstance to forward
+his plans. He was, I think, the most self-contained and patient man that
+it would have been possible to find for such an undertaking.
+
+In addition to the condottiero, a couple of gentlemen on horseback
+attended the Duke, and half a score of his Swiss lanzknechte in gleaming
+corselets and steel morions, shouldering their formidable pikes, went
+afoot to hedge his excellency.
+
+The people fell back before that little company; the citizens doffed
+their caps with the respect that is begotten of fear, but their air
+was sullen and in the main they were silent, though here and there some
+knave, with the craven adulation of those born to serve at all costs,
+raised a feeble shout of “Duca!”
+
+The Duke moved slowly at little more than a walking pace, for he was all
+crippled again by the disease that ravaged him, and his face, handsome
+in itself, was now repulsive to behold; it was a livid background for
+the fiery pustules that mottled it, and under the sunken eyes there were
+great brown stains of suffering.
+
+I flattened myself against a wall in the shadow of a doorway lest he
+should see me, for my height made me an easy mark in that crowd. But he
+looked neither to right nor to left as he rode. Indeed, it was said
+that he could no longer bear to meet the glances of the people he had
+so grossly abused and outraged with deeds that are elsewhere abundantly
+related, and with which I need not turn your stomachs here.
+
+When they had gone by, I followed slowly in their wake towards the
+castle. As I turned out of the fine road that Gambara had built, I
+was joined by the brothers Pallavicini, a pair of resolute, grizzled
+gentlemen, the elder of whom, as you will remember, was slightly lame.
+With an odd sense of fitness they had dressed themselves in black. They
+were accompanied by half a dozen of Galeotto's men, but these bore no
+device by which they could be identified. We exchanged greetings, and
+stepped out together across the open space of the Piazza della Citadella
+towards the fortress.
+
+We crossed the drawbridge, and entered unchallenged by the guard. People
+were wont to come and go, and to approach the Duke it was necessary
+to pass the guard in the ante-chamber above, whose business it was to
+question all comers.
+
+Moreover the only guard set consisted of a couple of Swiss who lounged
+in the gateway, the garrison being all at dinner, a circumstance upon
+which Galeotto had calculated in appointing noon as the hour for the
+striking of the blow.
+
+We crossed the quadrangle, and passing under a second archway came
+into the inner bailey as we had been bidden. Here we were met by
+Confalonieri, who also had half a dozen men with him. He greeted us, and
+issued his orders sharply.
+
+“You, Ser Agostino, are to come with us, whilst you others are to remain
+here until Messer Landi arrives with the remainder of our forces. He
+should have a score of men with him, and they will cut down the guard
+when they enter. The moment that is done let a pistol-shot be discharged
+as the signal to us above, and proceed immediately to take up the bridge
+and overpower the Swiss who should still be at table. Landi has his
+orders and knows how to act.”
+
+The Pallavicini briefly spoke their assents, and Confalonieri, taking
+me by the arm, led me quickly above-stairs, his half-dozen men following
+close upon our heels. Upon none was there any sign of armour. But every
+man wore a shirt of mail under his doublet or jerkin.
+
+We entered the ante-chamber--a fine, lofty apartment, richly hung and
+richly furnished. It was empty of courtiers, for all were gone to dine
+with the captain of the guard, who had been married upon that very
+morning and was giving a banquet in honour of the event, as Galeotto had
+informed himself when he appointed the day.
+
+Over by a window sat four of the Swiss--the entire guard--about a table
+playing at dice, their lances deposited in an angle of the wall.
+
+Watching their game--for which he had lingered after accompanying the
+Duke thus far--stood the tall, broad-shouldered figure of Galeotto. He
+turned as we entered, and gave us an indifferent glance as if we were of
+no interest to him, then returned his attention to the dicers.
+
+One or two of the Swiss looked up at us casually. The dice rattled
+merrily, and there came from the players little splutters of laughter
+and deep guttural, German oaths.
+
+At the room's far end, by the curtains that masked the door of the
+chamber where Farnese sat at dinner, stood an usher in black velvet,
+staff in hand, who took no more interest in us than did the Swiss.
+
+We sauntered over to the dicers' table, and in placing ourselves the
+better to watch their game, we so contrived that we entirely hemmed them
+into the embrasure, whilst Confalonieri himself stood with his back to
+the pikes, an effective barrier between the men and their weapons.
+
+We remained thus for some moments whilst the game went on, and we
+laughed with the winners and swore with the losers, as if our hearts
+were entirely in the dicing and we had not another thought in the world.
+
+Suddenly a pistol-shot crackled below, and startled the Swiss, who
+looked at one another. One burly fellow whom they named Hubli held the
+dice-box poised for a throw that was never made.
+
+Across the courtyard below men were running with drawn swords, shouting
+as they ran, and hurled themselves through the doorway leading to the
+quarters where the Swiss were at table. This the guards saw through the
+open window, and they stared, muttering German oaths to express their
+deep bewilderment.
+
+And then there came a creak of winches and a grinding of chains to
+inform us that the bridge was being taken up. At last those four
+lanzknechte looked at us.
+
+“Beim blute Gottes!” swore Hubli. “Was giebt es?”
+
+Our set faces, showing no faintest trace of surprise, quickened their
+alarm, and this became flavoured by suspicion when they perceived at
+last how closely we pressed about them.
+
+“Continue your game,” said Confalonieri quietly, “it will be best for
+you.”
+
+The great blonde fellow Hubli flung down the dice-box and heaved himself
+up truculently to face the speaker who stood between him and the lances.
+Instantly Confalonieri stabbed him, and he sank back into his chair with
+a cry, intensest surprise in his blue eyes, so sudden and unlooked-for
+had the action been.
+
+Galeotto had already left the group about the table, and with a blow of
+his great hand he felled the usher who sought to bar his passage to
+the Duke's chamber. He tore down the curtains, and he was wrapping
+and entangling the fellow in the folds of them when I came to his aid
+followed by Confalonieri, whose six men remained to hold the three sound
+and the one wounded Swiss in check.
+
+And now from below there rose such a din of steel on steel, of shouts
+and screams and curses, that it behoved us to make haste.
+
+Bidding us follow him, Galeotto flung open the door. At table sat
+Farnese with two of his gentlemen, one of whom was the Marquis
+Sforza-Fogliani, the other a doctor of canon law named Copallati.
+
+Alarm was already written on their faces. At sight of Galeotto--“Ah! You
+are still here!” cried Farnese. “What is taking place below? Have the
+Swiss fallen to fighting among themselves?”
+
+Galeotto returned no answer, but advanced slowly into the room; and
+now Farnese's eyes went past him and fastened upon me, and I saw
+them suddenly dilate; beyond me they went and met the cold glance of
+Confalonieri, that other gentleman he had so grievously wronged and whom
+he had stripped of the last rag of his possessions and his rights. The
+sun coming through the window caught the steel that Confalonieri still
+carried in his hands; its glint drew the eyes of the Duke, and he must
+have seen that the baron's sleeve was bloody.
+
+He rose, leaning heavily upon the table.
+
+“What does this mean?” he demanded in a quavering voice, and his face
+had turned grey with apprehension.
+
+“It means,” Galeotto answered him, firmly and coldly, “that your rule
+in Piacenza is at an end, that the Pontifical sway is broken in these
+States, and that beyond the Po Ferrante Gonzaga waits with an army to
+take possession here in the Emperor's name. Finally, my Lord Duke, it
+means that the Devil's patience is to be rewarded, and that he is at
+last to have you who have so faithfully served him upon earth.”
+
+Farnese made a gurgling sound and put a jewelled hand to his throat
+as if he choked. He was all in green velvet, and every button of
+his doublet was a brilliant of price; and that gay raiment by its
+incongruity seemed to heighten the tragedy of the moment.
+
+Of his gentlemen the doctor sat frozen with terror in his high-backed
+seat, clutching the arms of it so that his knuckles showed white
+as marble. In like case were the two attendant servants, who hung
+motionless by the buffet. But Sforza-Fogliani, a man of some spirit for
+all his effeminate appearance, leapt to his feet and set a hand to his
+weapons.
+
+Instantly Confalonieri's sword flashed from its sheath. He had passed
+his dagger into his left hand.
+
+“On your life, my Lord Marquis, do not meddle here,” he warned him in a
+voice that was like a trumpet-call.
+
+And before that ferocious aspect and those naked weapons Sforza-Fogliani
+stood checked and intimidated.
+
+I too had drawn my poniard, determined that Farnese should fall to my
+steel in settlement of the score that lay between us. He saw the act,
+and if possible his fears were increased, for he knew that the wrongs he
+had done me were personal matters between us for which it was not likely
+I should prove forgiving.
+
+“Mercy!” he gasped, and held out supplicating hands to Galeotto.
+
+“Mercy?” I echoed, and laughed fiercely. “What mercy would you have
+shown me against whom you set the Holy Office, but that you could sell
+my life at a price that was merciless? What mercy would you have shown
+to the daughter of Cavalcanti when she lay in your foul power? What
+mercy did you show her father who died by your hand? What mercy did you
+show the unfortunate Giuliana whom you strangled in her bed? What mercy
+did you ever show to any that you dare ask now for mercy?”
+
+He looked at me with dazed eyes, and from me to Galeotto. He shuddered
+and turned a greenish hue. His knees were loosened by terror, and he
+sank back into the chair from which he had risen.
+
+“At least... at least,” he gasped, “let me have a priest to shrive me. Do
+not... do not let me die with all my sins upon me!”
+
+In that moment there came from the ante-chamber the sound of swiftly
+moving feet, and the clash of steel mingling with cries. The sound
+heartened him. He conceived that someone came to his assistance. He
+raised his voice in a desperate screech:
+
+“To me! To me! Help!”
+
+As he shouted I sprang towards him, to find my passage suddenly barred
+by Galeotto's arm. He shot it out, and my breast came against it
+as against a rod of iron. It threw me out of balance, and ere I had
+recovered it had thrust me back again.
+
+“Back there!” said Galeotto's brazen voice. “This affair is mine. Mine
+are the older wrongs and the greater.”
+
+With that he stepped behind the Duke's chair, and Farnese in a fresh
+spurt of panic came to his feet. Galeotto locked an arm about his neck
+and pulled his head back. Into his ear he muttered words that I could
+not overhear, but it was matter that stilled Farnese's last struggle.
+Only the Duke's eyes moved, rolling in his head as he sought to look
+upon the face of the man who spoke to him. And in that moment Galeotto
+wrenched his victim's head still farther back, laying entirely bare the
+long brown throat, across which he swiftly drew his dagger.
+
+Copallati screamed and covered his face with his hands; Sforza-Fogliani,
+white to the lips, looked on like a man entranced.
+
+There was a screech from Farnese that ended in a gurgle, and suddenly
+the blood spurted from his neck as from a fountain. Galeotto let him go.
+He dropped to his chair and fell forward against the table, drenching it
+in blood. Thence he went over sideways and toppled to the floor, where
+he lay twitching, a huddle of arms and legs, the head lolling sideways,
+the eyes vitreous, and blood, blood, blood all about him.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIII. THE OVERTHROW
+
+
+The sight turned me almost physically sick.
+
+I faced about, and sprang from the room out into the ante-chamber, where
+a battle was in progress. Some three or four of the Duke's gentlemen
+and a couple of Swiss had come to attempt a rescue. They had compelled
+Galeotto's six men to draw and defend themselves, the odds being
+suddenly all against them. Into that medley I went with drawn sword,
+hacking and cutting madly, giving knocks and taking them, glad of the
+excitement of it; glad of anything that would shut out from my mind the
+horror of the scene I had witnessed.
+
+Presently Confalonieri came out to take a hand, leaving Galeotto
+on guard within, and in a few minutes we had made an end of that
+resistance--the last splutter of resistance within those walls.
+
+Beyond some cuts and scratches that some of us had taken, not a man
+of ours was missing, whilst of the Duke's followers not a single one
+remained alive in that ante-chamber. The place was a shambles. Hangings
+that had been clutched had been torn from the walls; a great mirror was
+cracked from top to bottom; tables were overset and wrecked; chairs were
+splintered; and hardly a pane of glass remained in any of the windows.
+And everywhere there was blood, everywhere dead men.
+
+Up the stairs came trooping now our assembled forces led by Landi
+and the Pallavicini. Below all was quiet. The Swiss garrison taken by
+surprise at table, as was planned, had been disarmed and all were safe
+and impotent under lock and bolt. The guards at the gate had been cut
+down, and we were entirely masters of the place.
+
+Sforza-Fogliani, Copallati, and the two servants were fetched from the
+Duke's chamber and taken away to be locked up in another room until the
+business should be ended. For after all, it was but begun.
+
+In the town the alarm-bell was ringing from the tower of the Communal
+Palace, and at the sound I saw Galeotto's eyes kindling. He took
+command, none disputing it him, and under his orders men went briskly to
+turn the cannon of the fortress upon the square, that an attack might be
+repulsed if it were attempted. And three salvoes were fired, to notify
+Ferrante Gonzaga where he waited that the castle was in the hands of the
+conspirators and Pier Luigi slain.
+
+Meanwhile we had returned with Galeotto to the room where the Duke
+had died, and where his body still lay, huddled as it had fallen. The
+windows of this chamber were set in the outer wall of the fortress,
+immediately above the gates and commanding a view of the square. We were
+six--Confalonieri, Landi, the two Pallavicini, Galeotto, and myself,
+besides a slight fellow named Malvicini, who had been an officer of
+light-horse in the Duke's service, but who had taken a hand in betraying
+him.
+
+In the square there was by now a seething, excited mob through which
+a little army of perhaps a thousand men of the town militia with their
+captain, da Terni, riding at their head, was forcing its way. And they
+were shouting “Duca!” and crying out that the castle had been seized by
+Spaniards--by which they meant the Emperor's troops.
+
+Galeotto dragged a chair to the window, and standing upon it, showed
+himself to the people.
+
+“Disperse!” he shouted to them. “To your homes! The Duke is dead!”
+
+But his voice could not surmount that raging din, above which continued
+to ring the cry of “Duca! Duca!”
+
+“Let me show them their Duca,” said a voice. It was Malvicini's.
+
+He had torn down a curtain-rope, and had attached an end of it to one
+of the dead man's legs. Thus he dragged the body forward towards the
+window. The other end of the rope he now knotted very firmly to a
+mullion. Then he took the body up in his arms, whilst Galeotto stood
+aside to make way for him, and staggering under his ghastly burden,
+Malvicini reached the window, and heaved it over the sill.
+
+It fell the length of the rope and there was arrested with a jerk
+to hang head downwards, spread-eagle against the brown wall; and the
+diamond buttons in his green velvet doublet sparkled merrily in the
+sunshine.
+
+At that sight a great silence swept across the multitude, and availing
+himself of this, Galeotto again addressed those Piacentini.
+
+“To your homes,” he cried to them, “and arm yourselves to defend the
+State from your enemies if the need should arise. There hangs the
+Duke--dead. He has been slain to liberate our country from unjust
+oppression.”
+
+Still, it seemed, they did not hear him; for though to us they appeared
+to be almost silent, yet there was a rustle and stir amongst them, which
+must have deafened each to what was being announced.
+
+They renewed their cries of “Duca!” of “Spaniards!” and “To arms!”
+
+“A curse on your 'Spaniards!'” cried Malvicini. “Here! Take your Duke.
+Look at him, and understand.” And he slashed the rope across, so that
+the body plunged down into the castle ditch.
+
+A few of the foremost of the crowd ran forward and scrambled down into
+the ditch to view the body, and from them the rumour of the truth ran
+like a ripple over water through that mob, so that in the twinkling of
+an eye there was no man in that vast concourse--and all Piacenza seemed
+by now to be packed into the square--but knew that Pier Luigi Farnese
+was dead.
+
+A sudden hush fell. There were no more cries of “Duca!” They stood
+silent, and not a doubt but that in the breasts of the majority surged
+a great relief. Even the militia ceased to advance. If the Duke was dead
+there was nothing left to do.
+
+Again Galeotto spoke to them, and this time his words were caught by
+those in the ditch immediately below us, and from them they were passed
+on, and suddenly a great cry went up--a shout of relief, a paean of joy.
+If Farnese was dead, and well dead, they could, at last, express the
+thing that was in their hearts.
+
+And now at the far end of the square a glint of armour appeared; a troop
+of horse emerged, and began slowly to press forward through the crowd,
+driving it back on either side, but very gently. They came three
+abreast, and there were six score of them, and from their lance-heads
+fluttered bannerols showing a sable bar on an argent field. They were
+Galeotto's free company, headed by one of his lieutenants. Beyond the Po
+they too had been awaiting the salvo of artillery that should be their
+signal to advance.
+
+When their identity was understood, and when the crowd had perceived
+that they rode to support the holders of the castle, they were greeted
+with lusty cheers, in which presently even the militia joined, for these
+last were Piacentini and no Swiss hireling soldiers of the Duke's.
+
+The drawbridge was let down, and the company thundered over it to draw
+up in the courtyard under the eyes of Galeotto. He issued his orders
+once more to his companions. Then calling for horses for himself and for
+me, and bidding a score of lances to detach themselves to ride with us,
+we quitted the fortress.
+
+We pressed through the clamant multitude until we had reached the
+middle of the square. Here Galeotto drew rein and, raising his hand for
+silence, informed the people once more that the Duke had been done to
+death by the nobles of Piacenza, thus to avenge alike their own and the
+people's wrongs, and to free them from unjust oppression and tyranny.
+
+They cheered him when he had done, and the cry now was “Piacenza!
+Piacenza!”
+
+When they had fallen silent again--“I would have you remember,” he
+cried, “that Pier Luigi was the Pontiff's son, and that the Pontiff will
+make haste to avenge his death and to re-establish here in Piacenza the
+Farnese sway. So that all that we have done this day may go for naught
+unless we take our measures.”
+
+The silence deepened.
+
+“But you have been served by men who have the interest of the State at
+heart; and more has been done to serve you than the mere slaying of Pier
+Luigi Farnese. Our plans are made, and we but wait to know is it your
+will that the State should incorporate itself as of old with that of
+Milan, and place itself under the protection of the Emperor, who will
+appoint you fellow-countrymen for rulers, and will govern you wisely and
+justly, abolishing extortion and oppression?”
+
+A thunder of assent was his answer. “Cesare! Cesare!” was now the cry,
+and caps were tossed into the air.
+
+“Then go arm yourselves and repair to the Commune, and there make known
+your will to the Anziani and councillors, and see that it is given
+effect by them. The Emperor's Lieutenant is at your gates. I ride to
+surrender to him the city in your name, and before nightfall he will be
+here to protect you from any onslaught of the Pontificals.”
+
+With that he pushed on, the mob streaming along with us, intent upon
+going there and then to do the thing that Galeotto advised. And by
+now they had discovered Galeotto's name, and they were shouting it in
+acclamation of him, and at the sound he smiled, though his eyes seemed
+very wistful.
+
+He leaned over to me, and gripped my hand where it lay on the saddle-bow
+clutching the reins.
+
+“Thus is Giovanni d'Anguissola at last avenged!” he said to me in a deep
+voice that thrilled me.
+
+“I would that he were here to know,” I answered.
+
+And again Galeotto's eyes grew wistful as they looked at me.
+
+We won out of the town at last, and when we came to the high ground
+beyond the river, we saw in the plain below phalanx upon phalanx of a
+great army. It was Ferrante Gonzaga's Imperial force.
+
+Galeotto pointed to it. “That is my goal,” he said. “You had best ride
+on to Pagliano with these lances. You may need them there. I had hoped
+that Cosimo would have been found in the castle with Pier Luigi. His
+absence makes me uneasy. Away with you, then. You shall have news of me
+within three days.”
+
+We embraced, on horseback as we were. Then he wheeled his charger and
+went down the steep ground, riding hard for Ferrante's army, whilst
+we pursued our way, and came some two hours later without mishap to
+Pagliano.
+
+I found Bianca awaiting me in the gallery above the courtyard, drawn
+thither by the sounds of our approach.
+
+“Dear Agostino, I have been so fearful for you,” was her greeting when I
+had leapt up the staircase to take her hand.
+
+I led her to the marble seat she had occupied on that night, two years
+ago, when first we had spoken of our visions. Briefly I gave her the
+news of what had befallen in Piacenza.
+
+When I had done, she sighed and looked at me.
+
+“It brings us no nearer to each other,” she said.
+
+“Nay, now--this much nearer, at least, that the Imperial decree will
+return me the lordships of Mondolfo and Carmina, dispossessing the
+usurper. Thus I shall have something to offer you, my Bianca.”
+
+She smiled at me very sadly, almost reproachfully.
+
+“Foolish,” said she. “What matter the possessions that it may be yours
+to cast into my lap? Is that what we wait for, Agostino? Is there not
+Pagliano for you? Would not that, at need, be lordship enough?”
+
+“The meanest cottage of the countryside were lordship enough so that you
+shared it,” I answered passionately, as many in like case have answered
+before and since.
+
+“You see, then, that you are wrong to attach importance to so slight
+a thing as this Imperial decree where you and I are concerned. Can an
+Imperial decree annul my marriage?”
+
+“For that a papal bull would be necessary.”
+
+“And how is a papal bull to be obtained?”
+
+“It is not for us,” I admitted miserably.
+
+“I have been wicked,” she said, her eyes upon the ground, a faint
+colour stirring in her cheeks. “I have prayed that the usurper might be
+dispossessed of his rights in me. I have prayed that when the attack
+was made and revolt was carried into the Citadel of Piacenza, Cosimo
+d'Anguissola might stand at his usual post beside the Duke and might
+fall with him. Surely justice demanded it!” she cried out. “God's
+justice, as well as man's. His act in marrying me was a defilement
+of one of the holiest of sacraments, and for that he should surely be
+punished and struck down!”
+
+I went upon my knees to her. “Dear love!” I cried. “See, I have you
+daily in my sight. Let me not be ungrateful for so much.”
+
+She took my face in her hands and looked into my eyes, saying no word.
+Then she leaned forward, and very gently touched my forehead with her
+lips.
+
+“God pity us a little, Agostino,” she murmured, her eyes shining with
+unshed tears.
+
+“The fault is mine--all mine!” I denounced myself. “We are being visited
+with my sins. When I can take you for my own--if that blessed day
+should ever dawn--I shall know that I have attained to pardon, that I am
+cleansed and worthy of you at last.”
+
+She rose and I escorted her within; then went to my own chamber to bathe
+and rest.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIV. THE CITATION
+
+
+We were breaking our fast upon the following morning when Falcone sent
+word to me by one of the pages that a considerable force was advancing
+towards us from the south.
+
+I rose, somewhat uneasy. Yet I reflected that it was possible that,
+news of the revolt in Piacenza having reached Parma, this was an army
+of Pontificals moving thence upon the rebellious city. But in that case,
+what should they be doing this side of Po?
+
+An hour later, from the battlements where we paced side by side--Bianca
+and I--we were able to estimate this force and we fixed its strength
+at five score lances. Soon we could make out the device upon their
+bannerols--a boar's head azure upon an argent field--my own device, that
+of the Anguissola of Mondolfo; and instantly I knew them for Cosimo's
+men.
+
+On the lower parapet six culverins had been dragged into position under
+the supervision of Falcone--who was still with us at Pagliano. These
+pieces stood loaded and manned by the soldiers to whom I had assigned
+the office of engineers.
+
+Thus we waited until the little army came to a halt about a quarter of a
+mile away, and a trumpeter with a flag of truce rode forward accompanied
+by a knight armed cap-a-pie, his beaver down.
+
+The herald wound a challenge; and it was answered from the postern by a
+man-at-arms, whereupon the herald delivered his message.
+
+“In the name of our Holy Father and Lord, Paul III, we summon
+Agostino d'Anguissola here to confer with the High and Mighty Cosimo
+d'Anguissola, Tyrant of Mondolfo and Carmina.”
+
+Three minutes later, to their infinite surprise, the bridge thudded down
+to span the ditch, and I walked out upon it with Bianca at my side.
+
+“Will the Lord Cosimo come within to deliver his message?” I demanded.
+
+The Lord Cosimo would not, fearing a trap.
+
+“Will he meet us here upon the bridge, divesting himself first of his
+weapons? Myself I am unarmed.”
+
+The herald conveyed the words to Cosimo, who hesitated still. Indeed, he
+had wheeled his horse when the bridge fell, ready to gallop off at the
+first sign of a sortie.
+
+I laughed. “You are a paltry coward, Cosimo, when all is said,” I
+shouted. “Do you not see that had I planned to take you, I need resort
+to no subterfuge? I have,” I added--though untruthfully--“twice your
+number of lances under arms, and by now I could have flung them across
+the bridge and taken you under the very eyes of your own men. You were
+rash to venture so far. But if you will not venture farther, at least
+send me your herald.”
+
+At that he got down from his horse, delivered up sword and dagger to his
+single attendant, received from the man a parchment, and came towards
+us, opening his vizor as he advanced. Midway upon the bridge we met. His
+lips curled in a smile of scorn.
+
+“Greetings, my strolling saint,” he said. “Through all your vagaries you
+are at least consistent in that you ever engage your neighbour's wife to
+bear you company in your wanderings.”
+
+I went hot and cold, red and white by turns. With difficulty I
+controlled myself under that taunt--the cruellest he could have flung at
+me in Bianca's hearing.
+
+“Your business here?” I snarled.
+
+He held out the parchment, his eyes watching me intently, so that they
+never once strayed to Bianca.
+
+“Read, St. Mountebank,” he bade me.
+
+I took the paper, but before I lowered my eyes to it, I gave him
+warning.
+
+“If on your part you attempt the slightest treachery,” I said, “you
+shall be repaid in kind. My men are at the winches, and they have my
+orders that at the first treacherous movement on your part they are to
+take up the bridge. You will see that you could not reach the end of it
+in time to save yourself.”
+
+It was his turn to change colour under the shadow of his beaver. “Have
+you trapped me?” he asked between his teeth.
+
+“If you had anything of the Anguissola besides the name,” I answered,
+“you would know me incapable of such a thing. It is because I know that
+of the Anguissola you have nothing but the name, that you are a craven,
+a dastard and a dog, that I have taken my precautions.”
+
+“Is it your conception of valour to insult a man whom you hold as if
+bound hand and foot against striking you as you deserve?”
+
+I smiled sweetly into that white, scowling face.
+
+“Throw down your gauntlet upon this bridge, Cosimo, if you deem yourself
+affronted, if you think that I have lied; and most joyfully will I take
+it up and give you the trial by battle of your seeking.”
+
+For an instant I almost thought that he would take me at my word, as
+most fervently I hoped. But he restrained himself.
+
+“Read!” he bade me again, with a fierce gesture. And accounting him well
+warned by now, I read with confidence.
+
+It was a papal brief ordering me under pain of excommunication and death
+to make surrender to Cosimo d'Anguissola of the Castle of Pagliano which
+I traitorously held, and of the person of his wife, Madonna Bianca.
+
+“This document is not exact,” said I. “I do not hold this castle
+traitorously. It is an Imperial fief, and I hold it in the Emperor's
+name.”
+
+He smiled. “Persist if you are weary of life,” he said. “Surrender now,
+and you are free to depart and go wheresoever you list. Continue in
+your offence, and the consequences shall daunt you ere all is done. This
+Imperial fief belongs to me, and it is for me, who am Lord of Pagliano
+by virtue of my marriage and the late lord's death, to hold it for the
+Emperor.
+
+“And you are not to doubt that when this brief is laid before the
+Emperor's Lieutenant at Milan, he will move instantly against you to
+cast you out and to invest me in those rights which are mine by God's
+law and man's alike.”
+
+My answer may, at first, have seemed hardly to the point. I held out the
+brief to him.
+
+“To seek the Emperor's Lieutenant you need not go as far as Milan. You
+will find him in Piacenza.”
+
+He looked at me, as if he did not understand. “How?” he asked.
+
+I explained. “While you have been cooling your heels in the
+ante-chambers of the Vatican to obtain this endorsement of your infamy,
+the world hereabouts has moved a little. Yesterday Ferrante Gonzaga took
+possession of Piacenza in the Emperor's name. To-day the Council will be
+swearing fealty to Caesar upon his Lieutenant's hands.”
+
+He stared at me for a long moment, speechless in his utter amazement.
+Then he swallowed hard.
+
+“And the Duke?” he asked.
+
+“The Duke has been in Hell these four-and-twenty hours.”
+
+“Dead?” he questioned, his voice hushed.
+
+“Dead,” said I.
+
+He leaned against the rail of the bridge, his arms fallen limply to
+his sides, one hand crushing the Pontifical parchment. Then he braced
+himself again. He had reviewed the situation, and did not see that it
+hurt his position, when all was said.
+
+“Even so,” he urged, “what can you hope for? The Emperor himself must
+bow before this, and do me justice.” And he smacked the document. “I
+demand my wife, and my demand is backed by Pontifical authority. You are
+mad if you think that Charles V can fail to support it.”
+
+“It is possible that Charles V may take a different view of the memorial
+setting forth the circumstances of your marriage, from that which the
+Holy Father appears to have taken. I counsel you to seek the Imperial
+Lieutenant at Piacenza without delay. Here you waste time.”
+
+His lips closed with a snap. Then, at last, his eyes wandered to Bianca,
+who stood just beside and slightly behind me.
+
+“Let me appeal to you, Monna Bianca...” he began.
+
+But at that I got between them. “Are you so dead to shame,” I roared,
+“that you dare address her, you pimp, you jackal, you eater of dirt? Be
+off, or I will have this drawbridge raised and deal with you here and
+now, in despite of Pope and Emperor and all the other powers you can
+invoke. Away with you, then!”
+
+“You shall pay!” he snarled, “By God, you shall pay!”
+
+And on that he went off, in some fear lest I should put my threat into
+execution.
+
+But Bianca was in a panic. “He will do as he says.” she cried as soon as
+we had re-entered the courtyard. “The Emperor cannot deny him justice.
+He must, he must! O, Agostino, it is the end. And see to what a pass I
+have brought you!”
+
+I comforted her. I spoke brave words. I swore to hold that castle as
+long as one stone of it stood upon another. But deep down in my heart
+there was naught but presages of evil.
+
+On the following day, which was Sunday, we had peace. But towards noon
+on Monday the blow fell. An Imperial herald from Piacenza rode out to
+Pagliano with a small escort.
+
+We were in the garden when word was brought us, and I bade the herald be
+admitted. Then I looked at Bianca. She was trembling and had turned very
+white.
+
+We spoke no word whilst they brought the messenger--a brisk fellow in
+his black-and-yellow Austrian livery. He delivered me a sealed letter.
+It proved to be a summons from Ferrante Gonzaga to appear upon the
+morrow before the Imperial Court which would sit in the Communal Palace
+of Piacenza to deliver judgment upon an indictment laid against me by
+Cosimo d'Anguissola.
+
+I looked at the herald, hesitation in my mind and glance. He held out a
+second letter.
+
+“This, my lord, I was asked by favour to deliver to you also.”
+
+I took it, and considered the superscription:
+
+“These to the Most Noble Agostino d'Anguissola, at Pagliano.
+
+ Quickly.
+ Quickly.
+ Quickly.”
+
+The hand was Galeotto's. I tore it open. It contained but two lines:
+
+“Upon your life do not fail to obey the Imperial summons. Send Falcone
+to me here at once.” And it was signed--“GALEOTTO.”
+
+“It is well,” I said to the herald, “I will not fail to attend.”
+
+I bade the seneschal who stood in attendance to give the messenger
+refreshment ere he left, and upon that dismissed him.
+
+When we were alone I turned to Bianca. “Galeotto bids me go,” I said.
+“There is surely hope.”
+
+She took the note, and passing a hand over her eyes, as if to clear away
+some mist that obscured her vision, she read it. Then she considered the
+curt summons that gave no clue, and lastly looked at me.
+
+“It is the end,” I said. “One way or the other, it is the end. But
+for Galeotto's letter, I think I should have refused to obey, and made
+myself an outlaw indeed. As it is--there is surely hope!”
+
+“O, Agostino, surely, surely!” she cried. “Have we not suffered enough?
+Have we not paid enough already for the happiness that should be ours?
+To-morrow I shall go with you to Piacenza.”
+
+“No, no,” I implored her.
+
+“Could I remain here?” she pleaded. “Could I sit here and wait? Could
+you be so cruel as to doom me to such a torture of suspense?”
+
+“But if... if the worst befalls?”
+
+“It cannot,” she answered. “I believe in God.”
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XV. THE WILL OF HEAVEN
+
+
+In the Chamber of Justice of the Communal Palace sat that day not the
+Assessors of the Ruota, but the Councillors in their damask robes--the
+Council of Ten of the City of Piacenza. And to preside over them sat not
+their Prior, but Ferrante Gonzaga himself, in a gown of scarlet velvet
+edged with miniver.
+
+They sat at a long table draped in red at the room's end, Gonzaga
+slightly above them on a raised dais, under a canopy. Behind him hung a
+golden shield upon which was figured, between two upright columns each
+surmounted by a crown, the double-headed black eagle of Austria; a
+scroll intertwining the pillars was charged with the motto “PLUS ULTRA.”
+
+At the back of the court stood the curious who had come to see the show,
+held in bounds by a steel line of Spanish halberdiers. But the concourse
+was slight, for the folk of Piacenza still had weightier matters to
+concern them than the trial of a wife-stealer.
+
+I had ridden in with an escort of twenty lances. But I left these in
+the square when I entered the palace and formally made surrender to
+the officer who met me. This officer led me at once into the Chamber of
+Justice, two men-at-arms opening a lane for me through the people with
+the butts of their pikes, so that I came into the open space before my
+judges, and bowed profoundly to Gonzaga.
+
+Coldly he returned the salutation, his prominent eyes regarding me from
+out of that florid, crafty countenance.
+
+On my left, but high up the room and immediately at right angles to the
+judges' tables, sat Galeotto, full-armed. He was flanked on the one
+side by Fra Gervasio, who greeted me with a melancholy smile, and on the
+other by Falcone, who sat rigid.
+
+Opposite to this group on the judges' other hand stood Cosimo. He was
+flushed, and his eyes gleamed as they measured me with haughty triumph.
+From me they passed to Bianca, who followed after me with her women,
+pale, but intrepid and self-contained, her face the whiter by contrast
+with the mourning-gown which she still wore for her father, and which it
+might well come to pass that she should continue hereafter to wear for
+me.
+
+I did not look at her again as she passed on and up towards Galeotto,
+who had risen to receive her. He came some few steps to meet her, and
+escorted her to a seat next to his own, so that Falcone moved down to
+another vacant stool. Her women found place behind her.
+
+An usher set a chair for me, and I, too, sat down, immediately facing
+the Emperor's Lieutenant. Then another usher in a loud voice summoned
+Cosimo to appear and state his grievance.
+
+He advanced a step or two, when Gonzaga raised his hand, to sign to him
+to remain where he was so that all could see him whilst he spoke.
+
+Forthwith, quickly, fluently, and lucidly, as if he had got the thing
+by heart, Cosimo recited his accusation: How he had married Bianca
+de' Cavalcanti by her father's consent in her father's own Castle of
+Pagliano; how that same night his palace in Piacenza had been violently
+invested by myself and others abetting me, and how we had carried off
+his bride and burnt his palace to the ground; how I had since held her
+from him, shut up in the Castle of Pagliano, which was his fief in his
+quality as her husband; and how similarly I had unlawfully held Pagliano
+against him to his hurt.
+
+Finally he reminded the Court that he had appealed to the Pope, who had
+issued a brief commanding me, under pain of excommunication and death,
+to make surrender; that I had flouted the Pontifical authority, and that
+it was only upon his appeal to Caesar and upon the Imperial mandate
+that I had surrendered. Wherefore he begged the Court to uphold the Holy
+Father's authority, and forthwith to pronounce me excommunicate and
+my life forfeit, restoring to him his wife Bianca and his domain of
+Pagliano, which he would hold as the Emperor's liege and loyal servitor.
+
+Having spoken thus, he bowed to the Court, stepped back, and sat down.
+
+The Ten looked at Gonzaga. Gonzaga looked at me.
+
+“Have you anything to say?” he asked.
+
+I rose imbued by a calm that surprised me.
+
+“Messer Cosimo has left something out of his narrative,” said I. “When
+he says that I violently invested his palace here in Piacenza on the
+night of his marriage, and dragged thence the Lady Bianca, others
+abetting me, he would do well to add in the interests of justice, the
+names of those who were my abettors.”
+
+Cosimo rose again. “Does it matter to this Court and to the affair at
+issue what caitiffs he employed?” he asked haughtily.
+
+“If they were caitiffs it would not matter,” said I. “But they were not.
+Indeed, to say that it was I who invested his palace is to say too much.
+The leader of that expedition was Monna Bianca's own father, who, having
+discovered the truth of the nefarious traffic in which Messer Cosimo was
+engaged, hastened to rescue his daughter from an infamy.”
+
+Cosimo shrugged. “These are mere words,” he said.
+
+“The lady herself is present, and can bear witness to their truth,” I
+cried.
+
+“A prejudiced witness, indeed!” said Cosimo with confidence; and Gonzaga
+nodded, whereupon my heart sank.
+
+“Will Messer Agostino give us the names of any of the braves who were
+with him?” quoth Cosimo. “It will no doubt assist the ends of justice,
+for those men should be standing by him now.”
+
+He checked me no more than in time. I had been on the point of citing
+Falcone; and suddenly I perceived that to do so would be to ruin Falcone
+without helping myself.
+
+I looked at my cousin. “In that case,” said I, “I will not name them.”
+
+Falcone, however, was minded to name himself, for with a grunt he made
+suddenly to rise. But Galeotto stretched an arm across Bianca, and
+forced the equerry back into his seat.
+
+Cosimo saw and smiled. He was very sure of himself by now.
+
+“The only witness whose word would carry weight would be the late Lord
+of Pagliano,” he said. “And the prisoner is more crafty than honest in
+naming one who is dead. Your excellency will know the precise importance
+to attach to that.”
+
+Again his excellency nodded. Could it indeed be that I was enmeshed? My
+calm deserted me.
+
+“Will Messer Cosimo tell your excellency under what circumstances the
+Lord of Pagliano died?” I cried.
+
+“It is yourself should be better able to inform the Court of that,”
+ answered Cosimo quickly, “since he died at Pagliano after you had borne
+his daughter thither, as we have proof.”
+
+Gonzaga looked at him sharply. “Are you implying, sir, that there is
+a further crime for which Messer Agostino d'Anguissola should be
+indicted?” he inquired.
+
+Cosimo shrugged and pursed his lips. “I will not go so far, since the
+matter of Ettore Cavalcanti's death does not immediately concern me.
+Besides, there is enough contained in the indictment as it stands.”
+
+The imputation was none the less terrible, and could not fail of
+an effect upon the minds of the Ten. I was in despair, for at every
+question it seemed that the tide of destruction rose higher about me. I
+deemed myself irrevocably lost. The witnesses I might have called were
+as good as gagged.
+
+Yet there was one last question in my quiver--a question which I thought
+must crumple up his confidence.
+
+“Can you tell his excellency where you were upon your marriage night?” I
+cried hoarsely, my temples throbbing.
+
+Superbly Cosimo looked round at the Court; he shrugged, and shook his
+head as if in utter pity.
+
+“I leave it to your excellency to say where a man should be upon his
+marriage night,” he said, with an astounding impudence, and there
+were some who tittered in the crowd behind me. “Let me again beg your
+excellency and your worthinesses to pass to judgment, and so conclude
+this foolish comedy.”
+
+Gonzaga nodded gravely, as if entirely approving, whilst with a fat
+jewelled hand he stroked his ample chin.
+
+“I, too, think that it is time,” he said, whereupon Cosimo, with a sigh
+of relief, would have resumed his seat but that I stayed him with the
+last thing I had to say.
+
+“My lord,” I cried, appealing to Gonzaga, “the true events of that night
+are set forth in a memorial of which two copies were drawn up, one for
+the Pope and the other for your excellency, as the Emperor's vicegerent.
+Shall I recite its contents--that Messer Cosimo may be examined upon
+them.
+
+“It is not necessary,” came Gonzaga's icy voice. “The memorial is here
+before me.” And he tapped a document upon the table. Then he fixed his
+prominent eyes upon Cosimo. “You are aware of its contents?” he asked.
+
+Cosimo bowed, and Galeotto moved at last, for the first time since the
+trial's inception.
+
+Until now he had sat like a carved image, save when he had thrust out
+a hand to restrain Falcone, and his attitude had filled me with an
+unspeakable dread. But at this moment he leaned forward turning an ear
+towards Cosimo, as if anxious not to miss a single word that the man
+might utter. And Cosimo, intent as he was, did not observe the movement.
+
+“I saw its fellow at the Vatican,” said my cousin, “and since the
+Pope in his wisdom and goodness judged worthless the witnesses whose
+signatures it bears, his holiness thought well to issue the brief upon
+which your excellency has acted in summoning Agostino d'Anguissola
+before you here.
+
+“Thus is that memorial disposed of as a false and lying document.”
+
+“And yet,” said Gonzaga thoughtfully, his heavy lip between thumb and
+forefinger, “it bears, amongst others, the signature of the Lord of
+Pagliano's confessor.”
+
+“Without violation of the seal of the confessional, it is impossible
+for that friar to testify,” was the answer. “And the Holy Father cannot
+grant him dispensation for so much. His signature, therefore, stands for
+nothing.”
+
+There followed a moment's silence. The Ten whispered among themselves.
+But Gonzaga never consulted them by so much as a glance. They appeared
+to serve none but a decorative office in that Court of his, for they
+bore no share in the dispensing of a justice of which he constituted
+himself the sole arbiter.
+
+At last the Governor spoke.
+
+“It seems, indeed, that there is no more to say and the Court has a
+clear course before it, since the Emperor cannot contravene the mandates
+of the Holy See. Nothing remains, then, but to deliver sentence;
+unless...”
+
+He paused, and his eyes singularly sly, his lips pursed almost
+humorously, he turned his glance upon Galeotto.
+
+“Ser Cosimo,” he said, “has pronounced this memorial a false and lying
+document. Is there anything that you, Messer Galeotto, as its author,
+can have to tell the Court?”
+
+Instantly the condottiero rose, his great scarred face very solemn, his
+eyes brooding. He advanced almost to the very centre of the table, so
+that he all but stood immediately before Gonzaga, yet sideways, so that
+I had him in profile, whilst he fully faced Cosimo.
+
+Cosimo at least had ceased to smile. His handsome white face had lost
+some of its supercilious confidence. Here was something unexpected,
+something upon which he had not reckoned, against which he had not
+provided.
+
+“What has Ser Galeotto to do with this?” he demanded harshly.
+
+“That, sir, no doubt he will tell us, if you will have patience,”
+ Gonzaga answered, so sweetly and deferentially that of a certainty some
+of Cosimo's uneasiness must have been dissipated.
+
+I leaned forward now, scarce daring to draw breath lest I should lose a
+word of what was to follow. The blood that had earlier surged to my face
+had now all receded again, and my pulses throbbed like hammers.
+
+Then Galeotto spoke, his voice very calm and level.
+
+“Will your excellency first permit me to see the papal brief upon which
+you acted in summoning hither the accused?”
+
+Silently Gonzaga delivered a parchment into Galeotto's hands. The
+condottiero studied it, frowning. Then he smote it sharply with his
+right hand.
+
+“This document is not in order,” he announced.
+
+“How?” quoth Cosimo, and he smiled again, reassured completely by now,
+convinced that here was no more than a minor quibble of the law.
+
+“You are here described as Cosimo d'Anguissola, Lord of Mondolfo and
+Carmina. These titles are not yours.”
+
+The blood stirred faintly in Cosimo's cheeks.
+
+“Those fiefs were conferred upon me by our late lord, Duke Pier Luigi,”
+ he replied.
+
+Gonzaga spoke. “The confiscations effected by the late usurping Duke,
+and the awards made out of such confiscations, have been cancelled by
+Imperial decree. All lands so confiscated are by this decree revertible
+to their original holders upon their taking oath of allegiance to
+Caesar.”
+
+Cosimo continued to smile. “This is no matter of a confiscation effected
+by Duke Pier Luigi,” he said. “The confiscation and my own investiture
+in the confiscated fiefs are a consequence of Agostino d'Anguissola's
+recreancy--at least, it is in such terms that my investiture is
+expressly announced in the papal bull that has been granted me and
+in the brief which lies before your excellency. Nor was such express
+announcement necessary, for since I was next heir after Ser Agostino to
+the Tyranny of Mondolfo, it follows that upon his being outlawed and his
+life forfeit I enter upon my succession.”
+
+Here, thought I, were we finally checkmated. But Galeotto showed no sign
+of defeat.
+
+“Where is this bull you speak of?” he demanded, as though he were the
+judge himself.
+
+Cosimo haughtily looked past him at Gonzaga. “Does your excellency ask
+to see it?”
+
+“Assuredly,” said Gonzaga shortly. “I may not take your word for its
+existence.”
+
+Cosimo plucked a parchment from the breast of his brown satin doublet,
+unfolded it, and advanced to lay it before Gonzaga, so that he stood
+near Galeotto--not more than an arm's length between them.
+
+The Governor conned it; then passed it to Galeotto. “It seems in order,”
+ he said.
+
+Nevertheless, Galeotto studied it awhile; and then, still holding it, he
+looked at Cosimo, and the scarred face that hitherto had been so sombre
+now wore a smile.
+
+“It is as irregular as the other,” he said. “It is entirely worthless.”
+
+“Worthless?” quoth Cosimo, in an amazement that was almost scornful.
+“But have I not already explained...”
+
+“It sets forth here,” cut in Galeotto with assurance, “that the fief of
+Mondolfo and Carmina are confiscated from Agostino d'Anguissola. Now I
+submit to your excellency, and to your worthinesses,” he added, turning
+aside, “that this confiscation is grotesque and impossible, since
+Mondolfo and Carmina never were the property of Agostino d'Anguissola,
+and could no more be taken from him than can a coat be taken from the
+back of a naked man--unless,” he added, sneering, “a papal bull is
+capable of miracles.”
+
+Cosimo stared at him with round eyes, and I stared too, no glimmer of
+the enormous truth breaking yet upon my bewildered mind. In the court
+the silence was deathly until Gonzaga spoke.
+
+“Do you say that Mondolfo and Carmina did not belong--that they never
+were the fiefs of Agostino d'Anguissola?” he asked.
+
+“That is what I say,” returned Galeotto, towering there, immense and
+formidable in his gleaming armour.
+
+“To whom, then, did they belong?”
+
+“They did and do belong to Giovanni d'Anguissola--Agostino's father.”
+
+Cosimo shrugged at this, and some of the dismay passed from his
+countenance.
+
+“What folly is this?” he cried. “Giovanni d'Anguissola died at Perugia
+eight years ago.”
+
+“That is what is generally believed, and what Giovanni d'Anguissola has
+left all to believe, even to his own priest-ridden wife, even to his own
+son, sitting there, lest had the world known the truth whilst Pier Luigi
+lived such a confiscation as this should, indeed, have been perpetrated.
+
+“But he did not die at Perugia. At Perugia, Ser Cosimo, he took this
+scar which for thirteen years has served him for a mask.” And he pointed
+to his own face.
+
+I came to my feet, scarce believing what I heard. Galeotto was Giovanni
+d'Anguissola--my father! And my heart had never told me so!
+
+In a flash I saw things that hitherto had been obscure, things that
+should have guided me to the truth had I but heeded their indications.
+
+How, for instance, had I assumed that the Anguissola whom he had
+mentioned as one of the heads of the conspiracy against Pier Luigi could
+have been myself?
+
+I stood swaying there, whilst his voice boomed out again.
+
+“Now that I have sworn fealty to the Emperor in my true name, upon the
+hands of my Lord Gonzaga here; now that the Imperial aegis protects me
+from Pope and Pope's bastards; now that I have accomplished my life's
+work, and broken the Pontifical sway in this Piacenza, I can stand forth
+again and resume the state that is my own.
+
+“There stands my foster-brother, who has borne witness to my true
+identity; there Falcone, who has been my equerry these thirty years; and
+there are the brothers Pallavicini, who tended me and sheltered me
+when I lay at the point of death from the wounds that disfigured me at
+Perugia.”
+
+“So, my Lord Cosimo, ere you can proceed further in this matter against
+my son, you will need to take your brief and your bull back to Rome and
+get them amended, for there is in Italy no Lord of Mondolfo and Carmina
+other than myself.”
+
+Cosimo fell back before him limp and trembling, his spirit broken by
+this shattering blow.
+
+And then Gonzaga uttered words that might have heartened him. But
+after being hurled from what he accounted the pinnacle of success, he
+mistrusted now the crafty Lieutenant, saw that he had been played with
+as a mouse by this Imperial cat with the soft, deadly paws.
+
+“We might waive the formalities in the interests of justice,” purred the
+Lieutenant. “There is this memorial, my lord,” he said, and tapped the
+document, his eyes upon my father.
+
+“Since your excellency wishes the matter to be disposed of out of hand,
+it can, I think, be done,” he said, and he looked again at Cosimo.
+
+“You have said that this memorial is false, because the witnesses whose
+names are here cannot be admitted to testify.”
+
+Cosimo braced himself for a last effort. “Do you defy the Pope?” he
+thundered.
+
+“If necessary,” was the answer. “I have done so all my life.”
+
+Cosimo turned to Gonzaga. “It is not I who have branded this memorial
+false,” he said, “but the Holy Father himself.”
+
+“The Emperor,” said my father, “may opine that in this matter the Holy
+Father has been deluded by liars. There are other witnesses. There is
+myself, for one. This memorial contains nothing but what was imparted
+to me by the Lord of Pagliano on his death-bed, in the presence of his
+confessor.”
+
+“We cannot admit the confessor,” Gonzaga thrust in.
+
+“Give me leave, your excellency. It was not in his quality as confessor
+that Fra Gervasio heard the dying man depone. Cavalcanti's confession
+followed upon that. And there was in addition present the seneschal
+of Pagliano who is present here. Sufficient to establish this memorial
+alike before the Imperial and the Pontifical Courts.
+
+“And I swear to God, as I stand here in His sight,” he continued in a
+ringing voice, “that every word there set down is as spoken by Ettore
+Cavalcanti, Lord of Pagliano, some hours before he died; and so
+will those others swear. And I charge your excellency, as Caesar's
+vicegerent, to accept that memorial as an indictment of that caitiff
+Cosimo d'Anguissola, who lent himself to so foul and sacrilegious a
+deed--for it involved the defilement of the Sacrament of Marriage.”
+
+“In that you lie!” screamed Cosimo, crimson now with rage, the veins at
+his throat and brow swelling like ropes.
+
+A silence followed. My father turned to Falcone, and held out his hand.
+Falcone sprang to give him a heavy iron gauntlet. Holding this by the
+fingers, my father took a step towards Cosimo, and he was smiling, very
+calm again after his late furious mood.
+
+“Be it so,” he said. “Since you say that I lie, I do here challenge you
+to prove it upon my body.”
+
+And he crashed the iron glove straight into Cosimo's face so that the
+skin was broken, and blood flowed about the mouth, leaving the lower
+half of the visage crimson, the upper dead-white.
+
+Gonzaga sat on, entirely unmoved, and waited, indifferent to the stir
+there was amid the Ten. For by the ancient laws of chivalry--however
+much they might be falling now into desuetude--if Cosimo took up the
+glove, the matter passed beyond the jurisdiction of the Court, and all
+men must abide by the issue of the trial by battle.
+
+For a long moment Cosimo hesitated. Then he saw ruin all about him.
+He--who had come to this court so confidently--had walked into a trap.
+He saw it now, and saw that the only loophole was the chance this combat
+offered him. He played the man in the end. He stooped and took up the
+glove.
+
+“Upon your body, then--God helping me,” he said.
+
+Unable longer to control myself, I sprang to my father's side. I caught
+his arm.
+
+“Let me! Father, let me!”
+
+He looked into my face and smiled, and the steel-coloured eyes seemed
+moist and singularly soft.
+
+“My son!” he said, and his voice was gentle and soothing as a woman's
+caress.
+
+“My father!” I answered him, a knot in my throat.
+
+“Alas, that I must deny you the first thing you ask me by that name,”
+ he said. “But the challenge is given and accepted. Do you take Bianca
+to the Duomo and pray that right may be done and God's will prevail.
+Gervasio shall go with you.”
+
+And then came an interruption from Gonzaga.
+
+“My lord,” he said, “will you determine when and where this battle is to
+be fought?”
+
+“Upon the instant,” answered my father, “on the banks of Po with a score
+of lances to keep the lists.”
+
+Gonzaga looked at Cosimo. “Do you agree to this?”
+
+“It cannot be too soon for me,” replied the quivering Cosimo, black
+hatred in his glance.
+
+“Be it so, then,” said the Governor, and he rose, the Court rising with
+him.
+
+My father pressed my hand again. “To the Duomo, Agostino, till I come,”
+ he said, and on that we parted.
+
+My sword was returned to me by Gonzaga's orders. In so far as it
+concerned myself the trial was at an end, and I was free.
+
+At Gonzaga's invitation, very gladly I there and then swore fealty to
+the Emperor upon his hands, and then, with Bianca and Gervasio, I made
+my way through the cheering crowd and came out into the sunshine, where
+my lances, who had already heard the news, set up a great shout at sight
+of me.
+
+Thus we crossed the square, and went to the Duomo, to render thanks. We
+knelt at the altar-rail, and Gervasio knelt above us upon the altar's
+lowest step.
+
+Somewhere behind us knelt Bianca's women, who had followed us to the
+church.
+
+Thus we waited for close upon two hours that were as an eternity.
+
+And kneeling there, the eyes of my soul conned closely the scroll of my
+young life as it had been unfolded hitherto. I reviewed its beginnings
+in the greyness of Mondolfo, under the tutelage of my poor, dolorous
+mother who had striven so fiercely to set my feet upon the ways of
+sanctity. But my ways had been errant ways, even though, myself, I had
+sought to walk as she directed. I had strayed and blundered, veered and
+veered again, a very mockery of what she strove to make me--a strolling
+saint, indeed, as Cosimo had dubbed me, a wandering mummer when I sought
+after holiness.
+
+But my strolling, my errantry ended here at last at the steps of this
+altar, as I knew.
+
+Deeply had I sinned. But deeply and strenuously had I expiated, and the
+heaviest burden of my expiation had been that endured in the past year
+at Pagliano beside my gentle Bianca who was another's wedded wife. That
+cross of penitence--so singularly condign to my sin--I had borne with
+fortitude, heartened by the confidence that thus should I win to pardon
+and that the burden would be mercifully lifted when the expiation was
+complete. In the lifting of that burden from me I should see a sign that
+pardon was mine at last, that at last I was accounted worthy of this
+pure maid through whom I should have won to grace, through whom I had
+come to learn that Love--God's greatest gift--is the great sanctifier of
+man.
+
+That the stroke of that ardently awaited hour was even now impending I
+did not for a moment doubt.
+
+Behind us, the door opened and steps clanked upon the granite floor.
+
+Fra Gervasio rose very tall and gaunt, his gaze anxious.
+
+He looked, and the anxiety passed. Thankfulness overspread his face. He
+smiled serenely, tears in his deep-set eyes. Seeing this, I, too, dared
+to look at last.
+
+Up the aisle came my father very erect and solemn, and behind him
+followed Falcone with eyes a-twinkle in his weather-beaten face.
+
+“Let the will of Heaven be done,” said my father. And Gervasio came down
+to pronounce the nuptial blessing over us.
+
+
+
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+<div style='display:block;margin:1em 0'>Language: English</div>
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+<div style='display:block; margin-left:2em; text-indent:-2em'>Produced by: John Stuart Middleton, and David Widger</div>
+<div style='margin-top:2em;margin-bottom:4em'>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE STROLLING SAINT ***</div>
+
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <h1>
+ THE STROLLING SAINT
+ </h1>
+ <p>
+ <br />
+ </p>
+ <h3>
+ Being the Confessions of the High &amp; Mighty Agostino D'Anguissola<br />Tyrant
+ of Mondolfo &amp; Lord of Carmina, in the State of Piacenza
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <h2>
+ By Rafael Sabatini
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <blockquote>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <big><b>CONTENTS</b></big>
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0001"> <b>BOOK I.</b> </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;<b>THE
+ OBLATE</b> <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0001"> CHAPTER I. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;NOMEN
+ ET OMEN <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0002"> CHAPTER II. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;GINO
+ FALCONE <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0003"> CHAPTER III. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ PIETISTIC THRALL <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0004"> CHAPTER IV. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;LUISINA
+ <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0005"> CHAPTER V. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;REBELLION
+ <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0006"> CHAPTER VI. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;FRA
+ GERVASIO <br /><br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <br /><br /> <a
+ href="#link2H_4_0008"> <b>BOOK II.</b> </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;<b>GIULIANA</b>
+ <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0007"> CHAPTER I. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE HOUSE
+ OF ASTORRE FIFANTI. <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0008"> CHAPTER II. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;HUMANITIES
+ <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0009"> CHAPTER III. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;PREUX-CHEVALIER
+ <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0010"> CHAPTER IV. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;MY LORD
+ GAMBARA CLEARS THE GROUND <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0011"> CHAPTER V.
+ </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;PABULUM ACHERONTIS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0012">
+ CHAPTER VI. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE IRON GIRDLE <br /><br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;
+ <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0015"> <b>BOOK III.</b> </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;<b>THE
+ WILDERNESS</b> <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0013"> CHAPTER I. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ HOME-COMING <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0014"> CHAPTER II. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ CAPTAIN OF JUSTICE <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0015"> CHAPTER III. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;GAMBARA'S
+ INTERESTS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0016"> CHAPTER IV. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ ANCHORITE OF MONTE ORSARO <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0017"> CHAPTER V.
+ </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE RENUNCIATION <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0018">
+ CHAPTER VI. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;HYPNEROTOMACHIA <br /><br /> <a
+ href="#link2HCH0019"> CHAPTER VII. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;INTRUDERS <br /><br />
+ <a href="#link2HCH0020"> CHAPTER VIII. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE VISION <br /><br />
+ <a href="#link2HCH0021"> CHAPTER IX. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE ICONOCLAST
+ <br /><br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <br /><br /> <a
+ href="#link2H_4_0025"> <b>BOOK IV.</b> </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;<b>THE WORLD</b>
+ <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0022"> CHAPTER I. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;PAGLIANO
+ <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0023"> CHAPTER II. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ GOVERNOR OF MILAN <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0024"> CHAPTER III. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;PIER
+ LUIGI FARNESE <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0025"> CHAPTER IV. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;MADONNA
+ BIANCA <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0026"> CHAPTER V. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ WARNING <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0027"> CHAPTER VI. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ TALONS OF THE HOLY OFFICE <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0028"> CHAPTER
+ VII. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE PAPAL BULL <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0029">
+ CHAPTER VIII. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE THIRD DEGREE <br /><br /> <a
+ href="#link2HCH0030"> CHAPTER IX. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE RETURN <br /><br />
+ <a href="#link2HCH0031"> CHAPTER X. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE NUPTIALS OF
+ BIANCA <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0032"> CHAPTER XI. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ PENANCE <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0033"> CHAPTER XII. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;BLOOD
+ <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0034"> CHAPTER XIII. &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ OVERTHROW <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0035"> CHAPTER XIV. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ CITATION <br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0036"> CHAPTER XV. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ WILL OF HEAVEN <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ </blockquote>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br /> <a name="link2H_4_0001" id="link2H_4_0001">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ </p>
+ <h1>
+ BOOK I. THE OBLATE
+ </h1>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2HCH0001" id="link2HCH0001">
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+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER I. NOMEN ET OMEN
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ In seeking other than in myself&mdash;as men will&mdash;the causes of my
+ tribulations, I have often inclined to lay the blame of much of the ill
+ that befell me, and the ill that in my sinful life I did to others, upon
+ those who held my mother at the baptismal font and concerted that she
+ should bear the name of Monica.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There are in life many things which, in themselves, seeming to the vulgar
+ and the heedless to be trivial and without consequence, may yet be causes
+ pregnant of terrible effects, mainsprings of Destiny itself. Amid such
+ portentous trifles I would number the names so heedlessly bestowed upon
+ us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It surprises me that in none of the philosophic writings of the learned
+ scholars of antiquity can I find that this matter of names has been
+ touched upon, much less given the importance of which I account it to be
+ deserving.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Possibly it is because no one of them ever suffered, as I have suffered,
+ from the consequences of a name. Had it but been so, they might in their
+ weighty and impressive manner have set down a lesson on the subject, and
+ so relieved me&mdash;who am all-conscious of my shortcomings in this
+ direction-from the necessity of repairing that omission out of my own
+ experience.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Let it then, even at this late hour, be considered what a subtle influence
+ for good or ill, what a very mould of character may lie within a name.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To the dull clod of earth, perhaps, or, again, to the truly strong-minded
+ nature that is beyond such influences, it can matter little that he be
+ called Alexander or Achilles; and once there was a man named Judas who
+ fell so far short of the noble associations of that name that he has
+ changed for all time the very sound and meaning of it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But to him who has been endowed with imagination&mdash;that greatest boon
+ and greatest affliction of mankind&mdash;or whose nature is such as to
+ crave for models, the name he bears may become a thing portentous by the
+ images it conjures up of some mighty dead who bore it erstwhile and whose
+ life inspires to emulation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Whatever may be accounted the general value of this premiss, at least as
+ it concerns my mother I shall hope to prove it apt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They named her Monica. Why the name was chosen I have never learnt; but I
+ do not conceive that there was any reason for the choice other than the
+ taste of her parents in the matter of sounds. It is a pleasing enough
+ name, euphoniously considered, and beyond that&mdash;as is so commonly the
+ case&mdash;no considerations were taken into account.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To her, however, at once imaginative and of a feeble and dependent spirit,
+ the name was fateful. St. Monica was made the special object of her
+ devotions in girlhood, and remained so later when she became a wife. The
+ Life of St. Monica was the most soiled and fingered portion of an old
+ manuscript collection of the life histories of a score or so of saints
+ that was one of her dearest possessions. To render herself worthy of the
+ name she bore, to model her life upon that of the sainted woman who had
+ sorrowed and rejoiced so much in her famous offspring, became the
+ obsession of my mother's soul. And but that St. Monica had wed and borne a
+ son, I do not believe that my mother would ever have adventured herself
+ within the bonds of wedlock.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How often in the stressful, stormy hours of my most unhappy youth did I
+ not wish that she had preferred the virginal life of the cloister, and
+ thus spared me the heavy burden of an existence which her unholy and
+ mistaken saintliness went so near to laying waste!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I like to think that in the days when my father wooed her, she forgot for
+ a spell in the strong arms of that fierce ghibelline the pattern upon
+ which it had become her wont to weave her life; so that in all that drab,
+ sackcloth tissue there was embroidered at least one warm and brilliant
+ little wedge of colour; so that in all that desert waste, in all that
+ parched aridity of her existence, there was at least one little patch of
+ garden-land, fragrant, fruitful, and cool.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I like to think it, for at best such a spell must have been brief indeed;
+ and for that I pity her&mdash;I, who once blamed her so very bitterly.
+ Before ever I was born it must have ceased; whilst still she bore me she
+ put from her lips the cup that holds the warm and potent wine of life, and
+ turned her once more to her fasting, her contemplations, and her prayers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That was in the year in which the battle of Pavia was fought and won by
+ the Emperor. My father, who had raised a condotta to lend a hand in the
+ expulsion of the French, was left for dead upon that glorious field.
+ Afterwards he was found still living, but upon the very edge and border of
+ Eternity; and when the news of it was borne to my mother I have little
+ doubt but that she imagined it to be a visitation&mdash;a punishment upon
+ her for having strayed for that brief season of her adolescence from the
+ narrow flinty path that she had erst claimed to tread in the footsteps of
+ Holy Monica.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How much the love of my father may still have swayed her I do not know.
+ But to me it seems that in what next she did there was more of duty, more
+ of penitence, more of reparation for the sin of having been a woman as God
+ made her, than of love. Indeed, I almost know this to be so. In delicate
+ health as she was, she bade her people prepare a litter for her, and so
+ she had herself carried into Piacenza, to the Church of St. Augustine.
+ There, having confessed and received the Sacrament, upon her knees before
+ a minor altar consecrated to St. Monica, she made solemn vow that if my
+ father's life was spared she would devote the unborn child she carried to
+ the service of God and Holy Church.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Two months thereafter word was brought her that my father, his recovery by
+ now well-nigh complete, was making his way home.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the morrow was I born&mdash;a votive offering, an oblate, ere yet I had
+ drawn the breath of life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It has oft diverted me to conjecture what would have chanced had I been
+ born a girl&mdash;since that could have afforded her no proper parallel.
+ In the circumstance that I was a boy, I have no faintest doubt but that
+ she saw a Sign, for she was given to seeing signs in the slightest and
+ most natural happenings. It was as it should be; it was as it had been
+ with the Sainted Monica in whose ways she strove, poor thing, to walk.
+ Monica had borne a son, and he had been named Augustine. It was very well.
+ My name, too, should be Augustine, that I might walk in the ways of that
+ other Augustine, that great theologian whose mother's name was Monica.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And even as the influence of her name had been my mother's guide, so was
+ the influence of my name to exert its sway upon me. It was made to do so.
+ Ere I could read for myself, the life of that great saint&mdash;with such
+ castrations as my tender years demanded&mdash;was told me and repeated
+ until I knew by heart its every incident and act. Anon his writings were
+ my school-books. His De Civitate Dei and De Vita Beata were the paps at
+ which I suckled my earliest mental nourishment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And even to-day, after all the tragedy and sin and turbulence of my life,
+ that was intended to have been so different, it is from his Confessions
+ that I have gathered inspiration to set down my own&mdash;although betwixt
+ the two you may discern little indeed that is comparable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was prenatally made a votive offering for the preservation of my
+ father's life, for his restoration to my mother safe and sound. That
+ restoration she had, as you have seen; and yet, had she been other than
+ she was, she must have accounted herself cheated of her bargain in the
+ end. For betwixt my father and my mother I became from my earliest years a
+ subject of contentions that drove them far asunder and set them almost in
+ enmity the one against the other.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was his only son, heir to the noble lordships of Mondolfo and Carmina.
+ Was it likely, then, that he should sacrifice me willingly to the
+ seclusion of the cloister, whilst our lordship passed into the hands of
+ our renegade, guelphic cousin, Cosimo d'Anguissola of Codogno?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I can picture his outbursts at the very thought of it; I can hear him
+ reasoning, upbraiding, storming. But he was as an ocean of energy hurling
+ himself against the impassive rock of my mother's pietistic obstinacy. She
+ had vowed me to the service of Holy Church, and she would suffer
+ tribulation and death so that her vow should be fulfilled. And hers was a
+ manner against which that strong man, my father, never could prevail. She
+ would stand before him white-faced and mute, never presuming to return an
+ answer to his pleading or to enter into argument.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have vowed,&rdquo; she would say, just once; and thereafter, avoiding his
+ fiery glance, she would bow her head meekly, fold her hands, the very
+ incarnation of long-suffering and martyrdom.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Anon, as the storm of his anger crashed about her, two glistening lines
+ would appear upon her pallid face, and her tears&mdash;horrid, silent
+ weeping that brought no trace of emotion to her countenance&mdash;showered
+ down. At that he would fling out of her presence and away, cursing the day
+ in which he had mated with a fool.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His hatred of these moods of hers, of the vow she had made which bade fair
+ to deprive him of his son, drove him ere long to hatred of the cause of it
+ all. A ghibelline by inheritance, he was not long in becoming an utter
+ infidel, at war with Rome and the Pontifical sway. Nor was he one to
+ content himself with passive enmity. He must be up and doing, seeking the
+ destruction of the thing he hated. And so it befell that upon the death of
+ Pope Clement (the second Medici Pontiff), profiting by the weak condition
+ from which the papal army had not yet recovered since the Emperor's
+ invasion and the sack of Rome, my father raised an army and attempted to
+ shatter the ancient yoke which Julius II had imposed upon Parma and
+ Piacenza when he took them from the State of Milan.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A little lad of seven was I at the time, and well do I remember the
+ martial stir and bustle there was about our citadel of Mondolfo, the armed
+ multitudes that thronged the fortress that was our home, or drilled and
+ manoeuvred upon the green plains beyond the river.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was all wonder-stricken and fascinated by the sight. My blood was
+ quickened by the brazen notes of their trumpets, and to balance a pike in
+ my hands was to procure me the oddest and most exquisite thrills that I
+ had known. But my mother, perceiving with alarm the delight afforded me by
+ such warlike matters, withdrew me so that I might see as little as
+ possible of it all.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And there followed scenes between her and my father of which hazy
+ impressions linger in my memory. No longer was she a mute statue, enduring
+ with fearful stoicism his harsh upbraidings. She was turned into a
+ suppliant, now fierce, now lachrymose; by her prayers, by her prophecies
+ of the evil that must attend his ungodly aims, she strove with all her
+ poor, feeble might to turn him from the path of revolt to which he had set
+ his foot.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And he would listen now in silence, his face grim and sardonic; and when
+ from very weariness the flow of her inspired oratory began to falter, he
+ would deliver ever the same answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is you who have driven me to this; and this is no more than a
+ beginning. You have made a vow&mdash;an outrageous votive offering of
+ something that is not yours to bestow. That vow you cannot break, you say.
+ Be it so. But I must seek a remedy elsewhere. To save my son from the
+ Church to which you would doom him, I will, ere I have done, tear down the
+ Church and make an end of it in Italy.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And at that she would shrivel up before him with a little moan of horror,
+ taking her poor white face in her hands.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Blasphemer!&rdquo; she would cry in mingled terror and aversion, and upon that
+ word&mdash;the &ldquo;Amen&rdquo; to all their conferences in those last days they
+ spent together&mdash;she would turn, and dragging me with her, all stunned
+ and bewildered by something beyond my understanding, she would hurry me to
+ the chapel of the citadel, and there, before the high altar, prostrate
+ herself and spend long hours in awful sobbing intercessions.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And so the gulf between them widened until the day of his departure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was not present at their parting. What farewells may have been spoken
+ between them, what premonitions may have troubled one or the other that
+ they were destined never to meet again, I do not know.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I remember being rudely awakened one dark morning early in the year, and
+ lifted from my bed by arms to whose clasp I never failed to thrill. Close
+ to mine was pressed a hot, dark, shaven hawk-face; a pair of great eyes,
+ humid with tears, considered me passionately. Then a ringing voice&mdash;that
+ commanding voice that was my father's&mdash;spoke to Falcone, the
+ man-at-arms who attended him and who ever acted as his equerry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Shall we take him with us to the wars, Falcone?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My little arms went round his neck and tightened there convulsively until
+ the steel rim of his gorget bit into them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Take me!&rdquo; I sobbed. &ldquo;Take me!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He laughed for answer, with something of exultation in his voice. He swung
+ me to his shoulder, and held me poised there, looking up at me. And then
+ he laughed again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Dost hear the whelp?&rdquo; he cried to Falcone. &ldquo;Still with his milk-teeth in
+ his head, and already does he yelp for battle!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then he looked up at me again, and swore one of his great oaths.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I can trust you, son of mine,&rdquo; he laughed. &ldquo;They'll never make a
+ shaveling of you. When your thews are grown it will not be on thuribles
+ they'll spend their strength, or I'm a liar else. Be patient yet awhile,
+ and we shall ride together, never doubt it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With that he pulled me down again to kiss me, and he clasped me to his
+ breast so that the studs of his armour remained stamped upon my tender
+ flesh after he had departed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next instant he was gone, and I lay weeping, a very lonely little
+ child.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But in the revolt that he led he had not reckoned upon the might and
+ vigour of the new Farnese Pontiff. He had conceived, perhaps, that one
+ pope must be as supine as another, and that Paul III would prove no more
+ redoubtable than Clement VIII. To his bitter cost did he discover his
+ mistake. Beyond the Po he was surprised by the Pontifical army under
+ Ferrante Orsini, and there his force was cut to pieces.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My father himself escaped and with him some other gentlemen of Piacenza,
+ notably one of the scions of the great house of Pallavicini, who took a
+ wound in the leg which left him lame for life, so that ever after he was
+ known as Pallavicini il Zopo.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They were all under the pope's ban, outlaws with a price upon the head of
+ each, hunted and harried from State to State by the papal emissaries, so
+ that my father never more dared set foot in Mondolfo, or, indeed, within
+ the State of Piacenza, which had been rudely punished for the
+ insubordination it had permitted to be reared upon its soil.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And Mondolfo went near to suffering confiscation. Assuredly it would have
+ suffered it but for the influence exerted on my mother's and my own behalf
+ by her brother, the powerful Cardinal of San Paulo in Carcere, seconded by
+ that guelphic cousin of my father's, Cosimo d'Anguissola, who, after me,
+ was heir to Mondolfo, and had, therefore, good reason not to see it
+ confiscated to the Holy See.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus it fell out that we were left in peace and not made to suffer from my
+ father's rebellion. For that, he himself should suffer when taken. But
+ taken he never was. From time to time we had news of him. Now he was in
+ Venice, now in Milan, now in Naples; but never long in any place for his
+ safety's sake. And then one night, six years later, a scarred and grizzled
+ veteran, coming none knew whence, dropped from exhaustion in the courtyard
+ of our citadel, whither he had struggled. Some went to minister to him,
+ and amongst these there was a groom who recognized him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is Messer Falcone!&rdquo; he cried, and ran to bear the news to my mother,
+ with whom I was at table at the time. With us, too, was Fra Gervasio, our
+ chaplain.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was grim news that old Falcone brought us. He had never quitted my
+ father in those six weary years of wandering until now that my father was
+ beyond the need of his or any other's service.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There had been a rising and a bloody battle at Perugia, Falcone informed
+ us. An attempt had been made to overthrow the rule there of Pier Luigi
+ Farnese, Duke of Castro, the pope's own abominable son. For some months my
+ father had been enjoying the shelter of the Perugians, and he had repaid
+ their hospitality by joining them and bearing arms with them in the
+ ill-starred blow they struck for liberty. They had been crushed in the
+ encounter by the troops of Pier Luigi, and my father had been among the
+ slain.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And well was it for him that he came by so fine and merciful an end,
+ thought I, when I had heard the tale of horrors that had been undergone by
+ the unfortunates who had fallen into the hands of Farnese.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My mother heard him to the end without any sign of emotion. She sat there,
+ cold and impassive as a thing of marble, what time Fra Gervasio&mdash;who
+ was my father's foster-brother, as you shall presently learn more fully&mdash;sank
+ his head upon his arm and wept like a child to hear the piteous tale of
+ it. And whether from force of example, whether from the memories that came
+ to me so poignantly in that moment of a fine strong man with a brown,
+ shaven face and a jovial, mighty voice, who had promised me that one day
+ we should ride together, I fell a-weeping too.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When the tale was done, my mother coldly gave orders that Falcone be cared
+ for, and went to pray, taking me with her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Oftentimes since have I wondered what was the tenour of her prayers that
+ night. Were they for the rest of the great turbulent soul that was gone
+ forth in sin, in arms against the Holy Church, excommunicate and
+ foredoomed to Hell? Or were they of thanksgiving that at last she was
+ completely mistress of my destinies, her mind at rest, since no longer
+ need she fear opposition to her wishes concerning me? I do not know, nor
+ will I do her the possible injustice that I should were I to guess.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER II. GINO FALCONE
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ When I think of my mother now I do not see her as she appeared in any of
+ the scenes that already I have set down. There is one picture of her that
+ is burnt as with an acid upon my memory, a picture which the mere mention
+ of her name, the mere thought of her, never fails to evoke like a ghost
+ before me. I see her always as she appeared one evening when she came
+ suddenly and without warning upon Falcone and me in the armoury of the
+ citadel.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I see her again, a tall, slight, graceful woman, her oval face of the
+ translucent pallor of wax, framed in a nun-like coif, over which was
+ thrown a long black veil that fell to her waist and there joined the black
+ unrelieved draperies that she always wore. This sable garb was no mere
+ mourning for my father. His death had made as little change in her apparel
+ as in her general life. It had been ever thus as far as my memory can
+ travel; always had her raiment been the same, those trailing funereal
+ draperies. Again I see them, and that pallid face with its sunken eyes,
+ around which there were great brown patches that seemed to intensify the
+ depth at which they were set and the sombre lustre of them on the rare
+ occasions when she raised them; those slim, wax-like hands, with a chaplet
+ of beads entwined about the left wrist and hanging thence to a silver
+ crucifix at the end.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She moved almost silently, as a ghost; and where she passed she seemed to
+ leave a trail of sorrow and sadness in her wake, just as a worldly woman
+ leaves a trail of perfume.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus looked she when she came upon us there that evening, and thus will
+ she live for ever in my memory, for that was the first time that I knew
+ rebellion against the yoke she was imposing upon me; the first time that
+ our wills clashed, hers and mine; and as a consequence, maybe, was it the
+ first time that I considered her with purpose and defined her to myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The thing befell some three months after the coming of Falcone to
+ Mondolfo.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That the old man-at-arms should have exerted a strong attraction upon my
+ young mind, you will readily understand. His intimate connection with that
+ dimly remembered father, who stood secretly in my imagination in the
+ position that my mother would have had St. Augustine occupy, drew me to
+ his equerry like metal to a lodestone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And this attraction was reciprocal. Of his own accord old Falcone sought
+ me out, lingering in my neighbourhood at first like a dog that looks for a
+ kindly word. He had not long to wait. Daily we had our meetings and our
+ talks and daily did these grow in length; and they were stolen hours of
+ which I said no word to my mother, nor did others for a season, so that
+ all was well.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Our talks were naturally of my father, and it was through Falcone that I
+ came to know something of the greatness of that noble-souled, valiant
+ gentleman, whom the old servant painted for me as one who combined with
+ the courage of the lion the wiliness of the fox.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He discoursed of their feats of arms together, he described charges of
+ horse that set my nerves a-tingle as in fancy I heard the blare of
+ trumpets and the deafening thunder of hooves upon the turf. Of escalades,
+ of surprises, of breaches stormed, of camisades and ambushes, of dark
+ treacheries and great heroisms did he descant to fire my youthful fancy,
+ to fill me first with delight, and then with frenzy when I came to think
+ that in all these things my life must have no part, that for me another
+ road was set&mdash;a grey, gloomy road at the end of which was dangled a
+ reward which did not greatly interest me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then one day from fighting as an endeavour, as a pitting of force
+ against force and astuteness against astuteness, he came to talk of
+ fighting as an art.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was from old Falcone that first I heard of Marozzo, that miracle-worker
+ in weapons, that master at whose academy in Bologna the craft of
+ swordsmanship was to be acquired, so that from fighting with his irons as
+ a beast with its claws, by sheer brute strength and brute instinct, man
+ might by practised skill and knowledge gain advantages against which mere
+ strength must spend itself in vain.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ What he told me amazed me beyond anything that I had ever heard, even from
+ himself, and what he told me he illustrated, flinging himself into the
+ poises taught by Marozzo that I might appreciate the marvellous science of
+ the thing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus was it that for the first time I made the acquaintance&mdash;an
+ acquaintance held by few men in those days&mdash;of those marvellous
+ guards of Marozzo's devising; Falcone showed me the difference between the
+ mandritto and the roverso, the false edge and the true, the stramazone and
+ the tondo; and he left me spellbound by that marvellous guard
+ appropriately called by Marozzo the iron girdle&mdash;a low guard on the
+ level of the waist, which on the very parry gives an opening for the
+ point, so that in one movement you may ward and strike.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last, when I questioned him, he admitted that during their wanderings,
+ my father, with that recklessness that alternated curiously with his
+ caution, had ventured into the city of Bologna notwithstanding that it was
+ a Papal fief, for the sole purpose of studying with Marozzo that Falcone
+ himself had daily accompanied him, witnessed the lessons, and afterwards
+ practised with my father, so that he had come to learn most of the secrets
+ that Marozzo taught.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One day, at last, very timidly, like one who, whilst overconscious of his
+ utter unworthiness, ventures to crave a boon which he knows himself
+ without the right to expect, I asked Falcone would he show me something of
+ Marozzo's art with real weapons.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had feared a rebuff. I had thought that even old Falcone might laugh at
+ one predestined to the study of theology, desiring to enter into the
+ mysteries of sword-craft. But my fears were far indeed from having a
+ foundation. There was no laughter in the equerry's grey eyes, whilst the
+ smile upon his lips was a smile of gladness, of eagerness, almost of
+ thankfulness to see me so set.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And so it came to pass that daily thereafter did we practise for an hour
+ or so in the armoury with sword and buckler, and with every lesson my
+ proficiency with the iron grew in a manner that Falcone termed prodigious,
+ swearing that I was born to the sword, that the knack of it was in the
+ very blood of me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It may be that affection for me caused him to overrate the progress that I
+ made and the aptitude I showed; it may even be that what he said was no
+ more than the good-natured flattery of one who loved me and would have me
+ take pleasure in myself. And yet when I look back at the lad I was, I
+ incline to think that he spoke no more than sober truth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I have alluded to the curious, almost inexplicable delight it afforded me
+ to feel in my hands the balance of a pike for the first time. Fain would I
+ tell you something of all that I felt when first my fingers closed about a
+ sword-hilt, the forefinger passed over the quillons in the new manner, as
+ Falcone showed me. But it defies all power of words. The sweet seduction
+ of its balance, the white gleaming beauty of the blade, were things that
+ thrilled me with something akin to the thrill of the first kiss of
+ passion. It was not quite the same, I know; yet I can think of nothing
+ else in life that is worthy of being compared with it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was at the time a lad in my thirteenth year, but I was well-grown and
+ strong beyond my age, despite the fact that my mother had restrained me
+ from all those exercises of horsemanship, of arms, and of wrestling by
+ which boys of my years attain development. I stood almost as tall then as
+ Falcone himself&mdash;who was accounted of a good height&mdash;and if my
+ reach fell something short of his, I made up for this by the youthful
+ quickness of my movements; so that soon&mdash;unless out of good nature he
+ refrained from exerting his full vigour&mdash;I found myself Falcone's
+ match.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Fra Gervasio, who was then my tutor, and with whom my mornings were spent
+ in perfecting my Latin and giving me the rudiments of Greek, soon had his
+ suspicions of where the hour of the siesta was spent by me with old
+ Falcone. But the good, saintly man held his peace, a matter which at that
+ time intrigued me. Others there were, however, who thought well to bear
+ the tale of our doings to my mother, and thus it happened that she came
+ upon us that day in the armoury, each of us in shirt and breeches at
+ sword-and-target play.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We fell apart upon her entrance, each with a guilty feeling, like children
+ caught in a forbidden orchard, for all that Falcone held himself proudly
+ erect, his grizzled head thrown back, his eyes cold and hard.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A long while it seemed ere she spoke, and once or twice I shot her a
+ furtive comprehensive glance, and saw her as I shall ever see her to my
+ dying day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her eyes were upon me. I do not believe that she gave Falcone a single
+ thought at first. It was at me only that she looked, and with such a
+ sorrow in her glance to see me so vigorous and lusty, as surely could not
+ have been fetched there by the sight of my corpse itself. Her lips moved
+ awhile in silence; and whether she was at her everlasting prayers, or
+ whether she was endeavouring to speak but could not for emotion, I do not
+ know. At last her voice came, laden with a chill reproach.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Agostino!&rdquo; she said, and waited as if for some answer from me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was in that instant that rebellion stirred in me. Her coming had turned
+ me cold, for all that my body was overheated from the exercise and I was
+ sweating furiously. Now, at the sound of her voice, something of the
+ injustice that oppressed me, something of the unreasoning bigotry that
+ chained and fettered me, stood clear before my mental vision for the first
+ time. It warmed me again with the warmth of sullen indignation. I returned
+ her no answer beyond a curtly respectful invitation that she should speak
+ her mind, couched&mdash;as had been her reproof&mdash;in a single word of
+ address.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madonna?&rdquo; I challenged, and emulating something of old Falcone's
+ attitude, I drew myself erect, flung back my head, and brought my eyes to
+ the level of her own by an effort of will such as I had never yet exerted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was, I think, the bravest thing I ever did. I felt, in doing it, as one
+ feels who has nerved himself to enter fire. And when the thing was done,
+ the ease of it surprised me. There followed no catastrophe such as I
+ expected. Before my glance, grown suddenly so very bold, her own eyes
+ drooped and fell away as was her habit. She spoke thereafter without
+ looking at me, in that cold, emotionless voice that was peculiar to her
+ always, the voice of one in whom the founts of all that is sweet and
+ tolerant and tender in life are for ever frozen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What are you doing with weapons, Agostino?&rdquo; she asked me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;As you see, madam mother, I am at practice,&rdquo; I answered, and out of the
+ corner of my eye I caught the grim approving twitch of old Falcone's lips.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;At practice?&rdquo; she echoed, dully as one who does not understand. Then very
+ slowly she shook her sorrowful head. &ldquo;Men practise what they must one day
+ perform, Agostino. To your books, then, and leave swords for bloody men,
+ nor ever let me see you again with weapons in your hands if you respect
+ me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Had you not come hither, madam mother, you had been spared the sight
+ to-day,&rdquo; I answered with some lingering spark of my rebellious fire still
+ smouldering.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It was God's will that I should come to set a term to such vanities
+ before they take too strong a hold upon you,&rdquo; answered she. &ldquo;Lay down
+ those weapons.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Had she been angry, I think I could have withstood her. Anger in her at
+ such a time must have been as steel upon the flint of my own nature. But
+ against that incarnation of sorrow and sadness, my purpose, my strength of
+ character were turned to water. By similar means had she ever prevailed
+ with my poor father. And I had, too, the habit of obedience which is not
+ so lightly broken as I had at first accounted possible.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sullenly then I set down my sword upon a bench that stood against the
+ wall, and my target with it. As I turned aside to do so, her gloomy eyes
+ were poised for an instant upon Falcone, who stood grim and silent. Then
+ they were lowered again ere she began to address him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have done very ill, Falcone,&rdquo; said she. &ldquo;You have abused my trust in
+ you, and you have sought to pervert my son and to lead him into ways of
+ evil.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He started under that reproof like a fiery stallion under the spur. His
+ face flushed scarlet. The habit of obedience may have been strong in
+ Falcone too; but it was obedience to men; with women he had never had much
+ to do, old warrior though he was. Moreover, in this he felt that an
+ affront had been put upon the memory of Giovanni d'Anguissola, who was my
+ father and who went nigh to being Falcone's god. And this his answer
+ plainly showed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The ways into which I lead your son, Madonna,&rdquo; said he in a low voice
+ that boomed up and echoed in the groined ceiling overhead, &ldquo;are the ways
+ that were trod by my lord his father. And who says that the ways of
+ Giovanni d'Anguissola were evil ways lies foully, be he man or woman,
+ patrician or villein, pope or devil.&rdquo; And upon that he paused
+ magnificently, his eyes aflash.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She shuddered under his rough speech. Then answered without looking up,
+ and with no trace of anger in her voice:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are restored to health and strength by now, Messer Falcone. The
+ seneschal shall have orders to pay you ten gold ducats in discharge of all
+ that may be still your due from us. See that by night you have left
+ Mondolfo.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then, without changing her deadly inflection, or even making a
+ noticeable pause, &ldquo;Come, Agostino,&rdquo; she commanded.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But I did not move. Her words had fixed me there with horror. I heard from
+ Falcone a sound that was between a growl and a sob. I dared not look at
+ him, but the eye of my fancy saw him standing rigid, pale, and
+ self-contained.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ What would he do, what would he say? Oh, she had done a cruel, a bitterly
+ cruel wrong. This poor old warrior, all scarred and patched from wounds
+ that he had taken in my father's service, to be turned away in his old
+ age, as we should not have turned away a dog! It was a monstrous thing.
+ Mondolfo was his home. The Anguissola were his family, and their honour
+ was his honour, since as a villein he had no honour of his own. To cast
+ him out thus!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All this flashed through my anguished mind in one brief throb of time, as
+ I waited, marvelling what he would do, what say, in answer to that
+ dismissal.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He would not plead, or else I did not know him; and I was sure of that,
+ without knowing what else there was that must make it impossible for old
+ Falcone to stoop to ask a favour of my mother.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Awhile he just stood there, his wits overthrown by sheer surprise. And
+ then, when at last he moved, the thing he did was the last thing that I
+ had looked for. Not to her did he turn; not to her, but to me, and he
+ dropped on one knee before me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My lord!&rdquo; he cried, and before he added another word I knew already what
+ else he was about to say. For never yet had I been so addressed in my
+ lordship of Mondolfo. To all there I was just the Madonnino. But to
+ Falcone, in that supreme hour of his need, I was become his lord.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My lord,&rdquo; he said, then. &ldquo;Is it your wish that I should go?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I drew back, still wrought upon by my surprise; and then my mother's voice
+ came cold and acid.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The Madonnino's wish is not concerned in this, Mester Falcone. It is I
+ who order your departure.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Falcone did not answer her; he affected not to hear her, and continued to
+ address himself to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are the master here, my lord,&rdquo; he urged. &ldquo;You are the law in
+ Mondolfo. You carry life and death in your right hand, and against your
+ will no man or woman in your lordship can prevail.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He spoke the truth, a mighty truth which had stood like a mountain before
+ me all these months, yet which I had not seen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I shall go or remain as you decree, my lord,&rdquo; he added; and then, almost
+ in a snarl of defiance, &ldquo;I obey none other,&rdquo; he concluded, &ldquo;nor pope nor
+ devil.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Agostino, I am waiting for you,&rdquo; came my mother's voice from the doorway.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Something had me by the throat. It was Temptation, and old Falcone was the
+ tempter. More than that was he&mdash;though how much more I did not dream,
+ nor with what authority he acted there. He was the Mentor who showed me
+ the road to freedom and to manhood; he showed me how at a blow I might
+ shiver the chains that held me, and shake them from me like the cobwebs
+ that they were. He tested me, too; tried my courage and my will; and to my
+ undoing was it that he found me wanting in that hour. My regrets for him
+ went near to giving me the resolution that I lacked. Yet even these fell
+ short.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I would to God I had given heed to him. I would to God I had flung back my
+ head and told my mother&mdash;as he prompted me&mdash;that I was lord of
+ Mondolfo, and that Falcone must remain since I so willed it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I strove to do so out of my love for him rather than out of any such fine
+ spirit as he sought to inspire in me. Had I succeeded I had established my
+ dominion, I had become arbiter of my fate; and how much of misery, of
+ anguish, and of sin might I not thereafter have been spared!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The hour was crucial, though I knew it not. I stood at a parting of ways;
+ yet for lack of courage I hesitated to take the road to which so
+ invitingly he beckoned me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then, before I could make any answer such as I desired, such as I
+ strove to make, my mother spoke again, and by her tone, which had grown
+ faltering and tearful&mdash;as was her wont in the old days when she ruled
+ my father&mdash;she riveted anew the fetters I was endeavouring with all
+ the strength of my poor young soul to snap.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Tell him, Agostino, that your will is as your mother's. Tell him so and
+ come. I am waiting for you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stifled a groan, and let my arms fall limply to my sides. I was a
+ weakling and contemptible. I realized it. And yet to-day when I look back
+ I see how vast a strength I should have needed. I was but thirteen and of
+ a spirit that had been cowed by her, and was held under her thrall.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I... I am sorry, Falcone,&rdquo; I faltered, and there were tears in my eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I shrugged again&mdash;shrugged in token of my despair and grief and
+ impotence&mdash;and I moved down the long room towards the door where my
+ mother waited.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I did not dare to bestow another look upon that poor broken old warrior,
+ that faithful, lifelong servant, turned thus cruelly upon the world by a
+ woman whom bigotry had sapped of all human feelings and a boy who was a
+ coward masquerading under a great name.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I heard his gasping sob, and the sound smote upon my heart and hurt me as
+ if it had been iron. I had failed him. He must suffer more in the
+ knowledge of my unworthiness to be called the son of that master whom he
+ had worshipped than in the destitution that might await him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I reached the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My lord! My lord!&rdquo; he cried after me despairingly. On the very threshold
+ I stood arrested by that heartbroken cry of his. I half turned.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Falcone... &ldquo; I began.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then my mother's white hand fell upon my wrist.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Come, my son,&rdquo; she said, once more impassive.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Nervelessly I obeyed her, and as I passed out I heard Falcone's voice
+ crying:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My lord, my lord! God help me, and God help you!&rdquo; An hour later he had
+ left the citadel, and on the stones of the courtyard lay ten golden ducats
+ which he had scattered there, and which not one of the greedy grooms or
+ serving-men could take courage to pick up, so fearful a curse had old
+ Falcone laid upon that money when he cast it from him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER III. THE PIETISTIC THRALL
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ That evening my mother talked to me at longer length than I remember her
+ ever to have done before.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It may be that she feared lest Gino Falcone should have aroused in me
+ notions which it was best to lull back at once into slumber. It may be
+ that she, too, had felt something of the crucial quality of that moment in
+ the armoury, just as she must have perceived my first hesitation to obey
+ her slightest word, whence came her resolve to check this mutiny ere it
+ should spread and become too big for her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We sat in the room that was called her private dining-room, but which, in
+ fact, was all things to her save the chamber in which she slept.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The fine apartments through which I had strayed as a little lad in my
+ father's day, the handsome lofty chambers, with their frescoed ceilings,
+ their walls hung with costly tapestries, many of which had come from the
+ looms of Flanders, their floors of wood mosaics, and their great carved
+ movables, had been shut up these many years.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For my mother's claustral needs sufficient was provided by the alcove in
+ which she slept, the private chapel of the citadel in which she would
+ spend long hours, and this private dining-room where we now sat. Into the
+ spacious gardens of the castle she would seldom wander, into our town of
+ Mondolfo never. Not since my father's departure upon his ill-starred
+ rebellion had she set foot across the drawbridge.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Tell me whom you go with, and I will tell you what you are,&rdquo; says the
+ proverb. &ldquo;Show me your dwelling, and I shall see your character,&rdquo; say I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And surely never was there a chamber so permeated by the nature of its
+ tenant as that private dining-room of my mother's.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a narrow room in the shape of a small parallelogram, with the
+ windows set high up near the timbered, whitewashed ceiling, so that it was
+ impossible either to look in or to look out, as is sometimes the case with
+ the windows of a chapel.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the white space of wall that faced the door hung a great wooden
+ Crucifix, very rudely carved by one who either knew nothing of anatomy, or
+ else&mdash;as is more probable&mdash;was utterly unable to set down his
+ knowledge upon timber. The crudely tinted figure would be perhaps half the
+ natural size of a man; and it was the most repulsive and hideous
+ representation of the Tragedy of Golgotha that I have ever seen. It filled
+ one with a horror which was far indeed removed from the pious horror which
+ that Symbol is intended to arouse in every true believer. It emphasized
+ all the ghastly ugliness of death upon that most barbarous of gallows,
+ without any suggestion of the beauty and immensity of the Divine Martyrdom
+ of Him Who in the likeness of the sinful flesh was Alone without sin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And to me the ghastliest and most pitiful thing of all was an artifice
+ which its maker had introduced for the purpose of conveying some
+ suggestion of the supernatural to that mangled, malformed, less than human
+ representation. Into the place of the wound made by the spear of Longinus,
+ he had introduced a strip of crystal which caught the light at certain
+ angles&mdash;more particularly when there were lighted tapers in the room&mdash;so
+ that in reflecting this it seemed to shed forth luminous rays.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ An odd thing was that my mother&mdash;who looked upon that Crucifix with
+ eyes that were very different from mine&mdash;would be at pains in the
+ evening when lights were fetched to set a taper at such an angle as was
+ best calculated to produce the effect upon which the sculptor had counted.
+ What satisfaction it can have been to her to see reflected from that
+ glazed wound the light which she herself had provided for the purpose, I
+ am lost to think. And yet I am assured that she would contemplate that
+ shining effluence in a sort of ecstatic awe, accounting it something very
+ near akin to miracle.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Under this Crucifix hung a little alabaster font of holy-water, into the
+ back of which was stuck a withered, yellow branch of palm, which was
+ renewed on each Palm Sunday. Before it was set a praying-stool of plain
+ oak, without any cushion to mitigate its harshness to the knees.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the corner of the room stood a tall, spare, square cupboard, capacious
+ but very plain, in which the necessaries of the table were disposed. In
+ the opposite corner there was another smaller cupboard with a sort of
+ writing-pulpit beneath. Here my mother kept the accounts of her household,
+ her books of recipes, her homely medicines and the heavy devotional tomes
+ and lesser volumes&mdash;mostly manuscript&mdash;out of which she
+ nourished her poor starving soul.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Amongst these was the Treatise of the Mental Sufferings of Christ&mdash;the
+ book of the Blessed Battista of Varano, Princess of Camerino, who founded
+ the convent of Poor Clares in that city&mdash;a book whose almost
+ blasphemous presumption fired the train of my earliest misgivings.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Another was The Spiritual Combat, that queer yet able book of the cleric
+ Scupoli&mdash;described as the &ldquo;aureo libro,&rdquo; dedicated &ldquo;Al Supremo
+ Capitano e Gloriosissimo Trionfatore, Gesu Cristo, Figliuolo di Maria,&rdquo;
+ and this dedication in the form of a letter to Our Saviour, signed, &ldquo;Your
+ most humble servant, purchased with Your Blood.&rdquo; 1
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ 1 This work, which achieved a great vogue and of which
+ several editions were issued down to 1750, was first printed
+ in 1589. Clearly, however, MS. copies were in existence
+ earlier, and it is to one of these that Agostino here
+ refers.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Down the middle of the chamber ran a long square-ended table of oak, very
+ plain like all the rest of the room's scant furnishings. At the head of
+ this table was an arm-chair for my mother, of bare wood without any
+ cushion to relieve its hardness, whilst on either side of the board stood
+ a few lesser chairs for those who habitually dined there. These were,
+ besides myself, Fra Gervasio, my tutor; Messer Giorgio, the castellan, a
+ bald-headed old man long since past the fighting age and who in times of
+ stress would have been as useful for purposes of defending Mondolfo as
+ Lorenza, my mother's elderly woman, who sat below him at the board; he was
+ toothless, bowed, and decrepit, but he was very devout&mdash;as he had
+ need to be, seeing that he was half dead already&mdash;and this counted
+ with my mother above any other virtue.2
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2 Virtu is the word used by Agostino, and it is susceptible to a wider
+ translation than that which the English language affords, comprising as it
+ does a sense of courage and address at arms. Indeed, it is not clear that
+ Agostino is not playing here upon the double meaning of the word.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The last of the four who habitually sat with us was Giojoso, the
+ seneschal, a lantern-jawed fellow with black, beetling brows, about whom
+ the only joyous thing was his misnomer of a name.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Of the table that we kept, beyond noting that the fare was ever of a
+ lenten kind and that the wine was watered, I will but mention that my
+ mother did not observe the barrier of the salt. There was no sitting above
+ it or below at our board, as, from time immemorial, is the universal
+ custom in feudal homes. That her having abolished it was an act of
+ humility on her part there can be little doubt, although this was a
+ subject upon which she never expressed herself in my hearing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The walls of that room were whitewashed and bare.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The floor was of stone overlain by a carpet of rushes that was changed no
+ oftener than once a week.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ From what I have told you, you may picture something of the chill gloom of
+ the place, something of the pietism which hung upon the very air of that
+ apartment in which so much of my early youth was spent. And it had, too,
+ an odour that is peculiarly full of character, the smell which is never
+ absent from a sacristy and rarely from conventual chambers; a smell
+ difficult to define, faint and yet tenuously pungent, and like no other
+ smell in all the world that I have ever known. It is a musty odour, an
+ odour of staleness which perhaps an open window and the fresh air of
+ heaven might relieve but could not dissipate; and to this is wed, but so
+ subtly that it would be impossible to say which is predominant, the
+ slight, sickly aroma of wax.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We supped there that night in silence at about the hour that poor Gino
+ Falcone would be taking his departure. Silence was habitual with us at
+ meal-times, eating being performed&mdash;like everything else in that drab
+ household&mdash;as a sort of devotional act. Occasionally the silence
+ would be relieved by readings aloud from some pious work, undertaken at my
+ mother's bidding by one or another of the amanuenses.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But on the night in question there was just silence, broken chiefly by the
+ toothless slobber of the castellan over the soft meats that were
+ especially prepared for him. And there was something of grimness in that
+ silence; for none&mdash;and Fra Gervasio less than any&mdash;approved the
+ unchristian thing that out of excess of Christianity my mother had done in
+ driving old Falcone forth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Myself, I could not eat at all. My misery choked me. The thought of that
+ old servitor whom I had loved being sent a wanderer and destitute, and all
+ through my own weakness, all because I had failed him in his need, just as
+ I had failed myself, was anguish to me. My lip would quiver at the
+ thought, and it was with difficulty that I repressed my tears.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last that hideous repast came to an end in prayers of thanksgiving
+ whose immoderate length was out of all proportion to the fare provided.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The castellan shuffled forth upon the arm of the seneschal; Lorenza
+ followed at a sign from my mother, and we three&mdash;Gervasio, my mother,
+ and I&mdash;were left alone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And here let me say a word of Fra Gervasio. He was, as I have already
+ written, my father's foster-brother. That is to say, he was the child of a
+ sturdy peasant-woman of the Val di Taro, from whose lusty, healthy breast
+ my father had suckled the first of that fine strength that had been his
+ own.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was older than my father by a month or so, and as often happens in such
+ cases, he was brought to Mondolfo to be first my father's playmate, and
+ later, no doubt, to have followed him as a man-at-arms. But a chill that
+ he took in his tenth year as a result of a long winter immersion in the
+ icy waters of the Taro laid him at the point of death, and left him
+ thereafter of a rather weak and sickly nature. But he was quick and
+ intelligent, and was admitted to learn his letters with my father, whence
+ it ensued that he developed a taste for study. Seeing that by his health
+ he was debarred from the hardy open life of a soldier, his scholarly
+ aptitude was encouraged, and it was decided that he should follow a
+ clerical career.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had entered the order of St. Francis; but after some years at the
+ Convent of Aguilona, his health having been indifferent and the conventual
+ rules too rigorous for his condition, he was given licence to become the
+ chaplain of Mondolfo. Here he had received the kindliest treatment at the
+ hands of my father, who entertained for his sometime playmate a very real
+ affection.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was a tall, gaunt man with a sweet, kindly face, reflecting his sweet,
+ kindly nature; he had deep-set, dark eyes, very gentle in their gaze, a
+ tender mouth that was a little drawn by lines of suffering and an upright
+ wrinkle, deep as a gash, between his brows at the root of his long,
+ slender nose.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He it was that night who broke the silence that endured even after the
+ others had departed. He spoke at first as if communing with himself, like
+ a man who thinks aloud; and between his thumb and his long forefinger, I
+ remember that he kneaded a crumb of bread upon which his eyes were intent.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Gino Falcone is an old man, and he was my lord's best-loved servant. He
+ would have died for my lord, and joyfully; and now he is turned adrift, to
+ die to no purpose. Ah, well.&rdquo; He heaved a deep sigh and fell silent,
+ whilst I&mdash;the pent-up anguish in me suddenly released to hear my
+ thoughts thus expressed&mdash;fell soundlessly to weeping.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you reprove me, Fra Gervasio?&rdquo; quoth my mother, quite emotionless.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The monk pushed back his stool and rose ere he replied. &ldquo;I must,&rdquo; he said,
+ &ldquo;or I am unworthy of the scapulary I wear. I must reprove this unchristian
+ act, or else am I no true servant of my Master.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She crossed herself with her thumb-nail upon the brow and upon the lips,
+ to repress all evil thoughts and evil words&mdash;an unfailing sign that
+ she was stirred to anger and sought to combat the sin of it. Then she
+ spoke, meekly enough, in the same cold, level voice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I think it is you who are at fault,&rdquo; she told him, &ldquo;when you call
+ unchristian an act which was necessary to secure this child to Christ.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He smiled a sad little smile. &ldquo;Yet even so, it were well you should
+ proceed with caution and with authority; and in this you have none.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was her turn to smile, the palest, ghostliest of smiles, and even for
+ so much she must have been oddly moved. &ldquo;I think I have,&rdquo; said she, and
+ quoted, &ldquo;'If thy right hand offend thee, hack it off.'&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I saw a hot flush mount to the friar's prominent cheek-bones. Indeed, he
+ was a very human man under his conventual robe, with swift stirrings of
+ passion which the long habit of repression had not yet succeeded in
+ extinguishing. He cast his eyes to the ceiling in such a glance of despair
+ as left me thoughtful. It was as an invocation to Heaven to look down upon
+ the obstinate, ignorant folly of this woman who accounted herself wise and
+ who so garbled the Divine teaching as to blaspheme with complacency.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I know that now; at the time I was not quite so clear-sighted as to read
+ the full message of that glance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her audacity was as the audacity of fools. Where wisdom, full-fledged,
+ might have halted, trembling, she swept resolutely onward. Before her
+ stood this friar, this teacher and interpreter, this man of holy life who
+ was accounted profoundly learned in the Divinities; and he told her that
+ she had done an evil thing. Yet out of the tiny pittance of her knowledge
+ and her little intellectual sight&mdash;which was no better than a
+ blindness&mdash;must she confidently tell him that he was at fault.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Argument was impossible between him and her. Thus much I saw, and I feared
+ an explosion of the wrath of which I perceived in him the signs. But he
+ quelled it. Yet his voice rumbled thunderously upon his next words.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It matters something that Gino Falcone should not starve,&rdquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It matters more that my son should not be damned,&rdquo; she answered him, and
+ with that answer left him weapon-less, for against the armour of a
+ crassness so dense and one-ideaed there are no weapons that can prevail.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Listen,&rdquo; she said, and her eyes, raised for a moment, comprehended both
+ of us in their glance. &ldquo;There is something that it were best I tell you,
+ that once for all you may fathom the depth of my purpose for Agostino
+ here. My lord his father was a man of blood and strife...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And so were many whose names stand to-day upon the roll of saints and are
+ its glory,&rdquo; answered the friar with quick asperity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But they did not raise their arms against the Holy Church and against
+ Christ's Own most holy Vicar, as did he,&rdquo; she reminded him sorrowfully.
+ &ldquo;The sword is an ill thing save when it is wielded in a holy cause. In my
+ lord's hands, wielded in the unholiest of all causes, it became a thing
+ accursed. But God's anger overtook him and laid him low at Perugia in all
+ the strength and vigour that had made him arrogant as Lucifer. It was
+ perhaps well for all of us that it so befell.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madonna!&rdquo; cried Gervasio in stern horror.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But she went on quite heedless of him. &ldquo;Best of all was it for me, since I
+ was spared the harshest duty that can be imposed upon a woman and a wife.
+ It was necessary that he should expiate the evil he had wrought; moreover,
+ his life was become a menace to my child's salvation. It was his wish to
+ make of Agostino such another as himself, to lead his only son adown the
+ path of Hell. It was my duty to my God and to my son to shield this boy.
+ And to accomplish that I would have delivered up his father to the papal
+ emissaries who sought him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, never that!&rdquo; the friar protested. &ldquo;You could never have done that!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Could I not? I tell you it was as good as done. I tell you that the thing
+ was planned. I took counsel with my confessor, and he showed me my plain
+ duty.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She paused a moment, whilst we stared, Fra Gervasio white-faced and with
+ mouth that gaped in sheer horror.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;For years had he eluded the long arm of the pope's justice,&rdquo; she resumed.
+ &ldquo;And during those years he had never ceased to plot and plan the overthrow
+ of the Pontifical dominion. He was blinded by his arrogance to think that
+ he could stand against the hosts of Heaven. His stubbornness in sin had
+ made him mad. Quem Deus vult perdere...&rdquo; And she waved one of her
+ emaciated hands, leaving the quotation unfinished. &ldquo;Heaven showed me the
+ way, chose me for Its instrument. I sent him word, offering him shelter
+ here at Mondolfo where none would look to find him, assuming it to be the
+ last place to which he would adventure. He was to have come when death
+ took him on the field of Perugia.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was something here that I did not understand at all. And in like
+ case, it seemed, was Fra Gervasio, for he passed a hand over his brow, as
+ if to clear thence some veils that clogged his understanding.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He was to have come?&rdquo; he echoed. &ldquo;To shelter?&rdquo; he asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nay,&rdquo; said she quietly, &ldquo;to death. The papal emissaries had knowledge of
+ it and would have been here to await him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You would have betrayed him?&rdquo; Fra Gervasio's voice was hoarse, his eyes
+ were burning sombrely.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I would have saved my son,&rdquo; said she, with quiet satisfaction, in a tone
+ that revealed how incontestably right she conceived herself to be.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He stood there, and he seemed taller and more gaunt than usual, for he had
+ drawn himself erect to the full of his great height&mdash;and he was a man
+ who usually went bowed. His hands were clenched and the knuckles showed
+ blue-white like marble. His face was very pale and in his temple a little
+ pulse was throbbing visibly. He swayed slightly upon his feet, and the
+ sight of him frightened me a little. He seemed so full of terrible
+ potentialities.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When I think of vengeance, I picture to myself Fra Gervasio as I beheld
+ him in that hour. Nothing that he could have done would have surprised me.
+ Had he fallen upon my mother then, and torn her limb from limb, it would
+ have been no more than from the sight of him I might have expected.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I have said that nothing that he could have done would have surprised me.
+ Rather should I have said that nothing would have surprised me save the
+ thing he did.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Whilst a man might have counted ten stood he so&mdash;she seeing nothing
+ of the strange transfiguration that had come over him, for her eyes were
+ downcast as ever. Then quite slowly, his hands unclenched, his arms fell
+ limply to his sides, his head sank forward upon his breast, and his figure
+ bowed itself lower than was usual. Quite suddenly, quite softly, almost as
+ a man who swoons, he sank down again into the chair from which he had
+ risen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He set his elbows on the table, and took his head in his hands. A groan
+ escaped him. She heard it, and looked at him in her furtive way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are moved by this knowledge, Fra Gervasio,&rdquo; she said and sighed. &ldquo;I
+ have told you this&mdash;and you, Agostino&mdash;that you may know how
+ deep, how ineradicable is my purpose. You were a votive offering,
+ Agostino; you were vowed to the service of God that your father's life
+ might be spared, years ago, ere you were born. From the very edge of death
+ was your father brought back to life and strength. He would have used that
+ life and that strength to cheat God of the price of His boon to me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And if,&rdquo; Fra Gervasio questioned almost fiercely, &ldquo;Agostino in the end
+ should have no vocation, should have no call to such a life?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked at him very wistfully, almost pityingly. &ldquo;How should that be?&rdquo;
+ she asked. &ldquo;He was offered to God. And that God accepted the gift, He
+ showed when He gave Giovanni back to life. How, then, could it come to
+ pass that Agostino should have no call? Would God reject that which He had
+ accepted?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Fra Gervasio rose again. &ldquo;You go too deep for me, Madonna,&rdquo; he said
+ bitterly. &ldquo;It is not for me to speak of my gifts save reverently and in
+ profound and humble gratitude for that grace by which God bestowed them
+ upon me. But I am accounted something of a casuist. I am a doctor of
+ theology and of canon law, and but for the weak state of my health I
+ should be sitting to-day in the chair of canon law at the University of
+ Pavia. And yet, Madonna, the things you tell me with such assurance make a
+ mock of everything I have ever learnt.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Even I, lad as I was, perceived the bitter irony in which he spoke. Not so
+ she. I vow she flushed under what she accounted his praise of her wisdom
+ and divine revelation; for vanity is the last human weakness to be
+ discarded. Then she seemed to recollect herself. She bowed her head very
+ reverently.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is God's grace that reveals to me the truth,&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He fell back a step in his amazement at having been so thoroughly
+ misunderstood. Then he drew away from the table. He looked at her as he
+ would speak, but checked on the thought. He turned, and so, without
+ another word, departed, and left us sitting there together.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was then that we had our talk; or, rather, that she talked, whilst I
+ sat listening. And presently as I listened, I came gradually once more
+ under the spell of which I had more than once that day been on the point
+ of casting off the yoke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For, after all, you are to discern in what I have written here, between
+ what were my feelings at the time and what are my criticisms of to-day in
+ the light of the riper knowledge to which I have come. The handling of a
+ sword had thrilled me strangely, as I have shown. Yet was I ready to
+ believe that such a thrill was but a lure of Satan's, as my mother assured
+ me. In deeper matters she might harbour error, as Fra Gervasio's irony had
+ shown me that he believed. But we went that night into no great depths.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She spent an hour or so in vague discourse upon the joys of Paradise, in
+ showing me the folly of jeopardizing them for the sake of the fleeting
+ vanities of this ephemeral world. She dealt at length upon the love of God
+ for us, and the love which we should bear to Him, and she read to me
+ passages from the book of the Blessed Varano and from Scupoli to add point
+ to her teachings upon the beauty and nobility of a life that is devoted to
+ God's service&mdash;the only service of this world in which nobility can
+ exist.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then she added little stories of martyrs who had suffered for the
+ faith, of the tortures to which they had been subjected, and of the
+ happiness they had felt in actual suffering, of the joy that their very
+ torments had brought them, borne up as they were by their faith and the
+ strength of their love of God.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was in all this nothing that was new to me, nothing that I did not
+ freely accept and implicitly believe without pausing to judge or
+ criticize. And yet, it was shrewd of her to have plied me then as she did;
+ for thereby, beyond doubt, she checked me upon the point of
+ self-questioning to which that day's happenings were urging me, and she
+ brought me once more obediently to heel and caused me to fix my eyes more
+ firmly than ever beyond the things of this world and upon the glories of
+ the next which I was to make my goal and aim.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus came I back within the toils from which I had been for a moment
+ tempted to escape; and what is more, my imagination fired to some touch of
+ ecstasy by those tales of sainted martyrs, I returned willingly to the
+ pietistic thrall, to be held in it more firmly than ever yet before.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We parted as we always parted, and when I had kissed her cold hand I went
+ my way to bed. And if I knelt that night to pray that God might watch over
+ poor errant Falcone, it was to the end that Falcone might be brought to
+ see the sin and error of his ways and win to the grace of a happy death
+ when his hour came.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER IV. LUISINA
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ Of the four years that followed little mention need be made in these
+ pages, save for one incident whose importance is derived entirely from
+ that which subsequently befell, for at the time it had no meaning for me.
+ Yet since later it was to have much, it is fitting that it should be
+ recorded here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It happened that a month or so after old Falcone had left us there
+ wandered one noontide into the outer courtyard of the castle two pilgrim
+ fathers, on their way&mdash;as they announced&mdash;from Milan to visit
+ the Holy House at Loreto.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was my mother's custom to receive all pilgrim wayfarers and beggars in
+ this courtyard at noontide twice in each week to bestow upon them food and
+ alms. Rarely was she, herself, present at that alms-giving; more rarely
+ still was I. It was Fra Gervasio who discharged the office of almoner on
+ the Countess of Mondolfo's behalf. Occasionally the whines and snarls of
+ the motley crowd that gathered there&mdash;for they were not infrequently
+ quarrelsome&mdash;reached us in the maschio tower where we had our
+ apartments. But on the day of which I speak I chanced to stand in the
+ pillared gallery above the courtyard, watching the heaving, surging human
+ mass below, for the concourse was greater than usual.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cripples there were of every sort, and all in rags; some with twisted,
+ withered limbs, others with mere stumps where limbs had been lopped off,
+ others again&mdash;and there were many of these&mdash;with hideous running
+ sores, some of which no doubt would be counterfeit&mdash;as I now know&mdash;and
+ contrived with poultices of salt for the purpose of exciting charity in
+ the piteous. All were dishevelled, unkempt, ragged, dirty, and, doubtless,
+ verminous. Most were greedy and wolfish as they thrust one another aside
+ to reach Fra Gervasio, as if they feared that the supply of alms and food
+ should be exhausted ere their turn arrived. Amongst them there was
+ commonly a small sprinkling of mendicant friars, some of these, perhaps,
+ just the hypocrite rogues that I have since discovered many of them to be,
+ though at the time all who wore the scapulary were holy men in my innocent
+ eyes. They were mostly, or so they pretended, bent upon pilgrimages to
+ distant parts, living upon such alms as they could gather on their way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the steps of the chapel Fra Gervasio would stand&mdash;gaunt and
+ impassive&mdash;with his posse of attendant grooms behind him. One of the
+ latter, standing nearest to our almoner, held a great sack of broken
+ bread; another presented a wooden, trough-like platter filled with slices
+ of meat, and a third dispensed out of horn cups a poor, thin, and rather
+ sour, but very wholesome wine, which he drew from the skins that were his
+ charge.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ From one to the other were the beggars passed on by Fra Gervasio, and
+ lastly came they back to him, to receive from his hands a piece of money&mdash;a
+ grosso, of which he held the bag himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the day of which I write, as I stood there gazing down upon that mass
+ of misery, marvelling perhaps a little upon the inequality of fortune, and
+ wondering vaguely what God could be about to inflict so much suffering
+ upon certain of His creatures, to cause one to be born into purple and
+ another into rags, my eyes were drawn by the insistent stare of two monks
+ who stood at the back of the crowd with their shoulders to the wall.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They were both tall men, and they stood with their cowls over their
+ tonsures, in the conventual attitude, their hands tucked away into the
+ ample sleeves of their brown habits. One of this twain was broader than
+ his companion and very erect of carriage, such as was unusual in a monk.
+ His mouth and the half of his face were covered by a thick brown beard,
+ and athwart his countenance, from under the left eye across his nose and
+ cheek, ran a great livid scar to lose itself in the beard towards the
+ right jaw. His deep-set eyes regarded me so intently that I coloured
+ uncomfortably under their gaze; for accustomed as I was to seclusion, I
+ was easily abashed. I turned away and went slowly along the gallery to the
+ end; and yet I had a feeling that those eyes were following me, and,
+ indeed, casting a swift glance over my shoulder ere I went indoors, I saw
+ that this was so.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That evening at supper I chanced to mention the matter to Fra Gervasio.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There was a big bearded capuchin in the yard at alms-time to-day&mdash;&rdquo;
+ I was beginning, when the friar's knife clattered from his hand, and he
+ looked at me with eyes of positive fear out of a face from which the last
+ drop of blood had abruptly receded. I checked my inquiry at the sight of
+ him thus suddenly disordered, whilst my mother, who, as usual, observed
+ nothing, made a foolish comment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The little brothers are never absent, Agostino.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;This brother was a big brother,&rdquo; said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is not seemly to make jest of holy men,&rdquo; she reproved me in her
+ chilling voice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I had no thought to jest,&rdquo; I answered soberly. &ldquo;I should never have
+ remarked this friar but that he gazed upon me with so great an intentness&mdash;so
+ great that I was unable to bear it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was her turn to betray emotion. She looked at me full and long&mdash;for
+ once&mdash;and very searchingly. She, too, had grown paler than was her
+ habit.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Agostino, what do you tell me?&rdquo; quoth she, and her voice quivered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now here was a deal of pother about a capuchin who had stared at the
+ Madonnino of Anguissola! The matter was out of all proportion to the stir
+ it made, and I conveyed in my next words some notion of that opinion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But she stared wistfully. &ldquo;Never think it, Agostino,&rdquo; she besought me.
+ &ldquo;You know not what it may import.&rdquo; And then she turned to Fra Gervasio.
+ &ldquo;Who was this mendicant?&rdquo; she asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had by now recovered from his erstwhile confusion. But he was still
+ pale, and I observed that his hand trembled.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He must have been one of the two little brothers of St. Francis on their
+ way, they said, from Milan to Loreto on a pilgrimage.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not those you told me are resting here until to-morrow?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ From his face I saw that he would have denied it had it lain within his
+ power to utter a deliberate falsehood.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;They are the same,&rdquo; he answered in a low voice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She rose. &ldquo;I must see this friar,&rdquo; she announced, and never in all my life
+ had I beheld in her such a display of emotion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In the morning, then,&rdquo; said Fra Gervasio. &ldquo;It is after sunset,&rdquo; he
+ explained. &ldquo;They have retired, and their rule...&rdquo; He left the sentence
+ unfinished, but he had said enough to be understood by her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She sank back to her chair, folded her hands in her lap and fell into
+ meditation. The faintest of flushes crept into her wax-like cheeks.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If it should be a sign!&rdquo; she murmured raptly, and then she turned again
+ to Fra Gervasio. &ldquo;You heard Agostino say that he could not bear this
+ friar's gaze. You remember, brother, how a pilgrim appeared near San
+ Rufino to the nurse of Saint Francis, and took from her arms the child
+ that he might bless it ere once more he vanished? If this should be a sign
+ such as that!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She clasped her hands together fervently. &ldquo;I must see this friar ere he
+ departs again,&rdquo; she said to the staring, dumbfounded Fra Gervasio.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last, then, I understood her emotion. All her life she had prayed for a
+ sign of grace for herself or for me, and she believed that here at last
+ was something that might well be discovered upon inquiry to be an answer
+ to her prayer. This capuchin who had stared at me from the courtyard
+ became at once to her mind&mdash;so ill-balanced upon such matters&mdash;a
+ supernatural visitant, harbinger, as it were, of my future saintly glory.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But though she rose betimes upon the morrow, to see the holy man ere he
+ fared forth again, she was not early enough. In the courtyard whither she
+ descended to make her way to the outhouse where the two were lodged, she
+ met Fra Gervasio, who was astir before her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The friar?&rdquo; she cried anxiously, filled already with forebodings. &ldquo;The
+ holy man?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Gervasio stood before her, pale and trembling. &ldquo;You are too late, Madonna.
+ Already he is gone.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She observed his agitation now, and beheld in it a reflection of her own,
+ springing from the selfsame causes. &ldquo;Oh, it was a sign indeed!&rdquo; she
+ exclaimed. &ldquo;And you have come to realize it, too, I see.&rdquo; Next, in a burst
+ of gratitude that was almost pitiful upon such slight foundation, &ldquo;Oh,
+ blessed Agostino!&rdquo; she cried out.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then the momentary exaltation fell from that woman of sorrows. &ldquo;This but
+ makes my burden heavier, my responsibility greater,&rdquo; she wailed. &ldquo;God help
+ me bear it!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus passed that incident so trifling in itself and so misunderstood by
+ her. But it was never forgotten, and from time to time she would allude to
+ it as the sign which had been vouchsafed me and for which great should be
+ my thankfulness and my joy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Save for that, in the four years that followed, time flowed an uneventful
+ course within the four walls of the big citadel&mdash;for beyond those
+ four walls I was never once permitted to set foot; and although from time
+ to time I heard rumours of doings in the town itself, of the affairs of
+ the State whereof I was by right of birth the tyrant, and of the greater
+ business of the big world beyond, yet so trained and schooled was I that I
+ had no great desire for a nearer acquaintance with that world.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A certain curiosity did at times beset me, spurred not so much by the
+ little that I heard as by things that I read in such histories as my
+ studies demanded I should read. For even the lives of saints, and Holy
+ Writ itself, afford their student glimpses of the world. But this
+ curiosity I came to look upon as a lure of the flesh, and to resist.
+ Blessed are they who are out of all contact with the world, since to them
+ salvation comes more easily; so I believed implicitly, as I was taught by
+ my mother and by Fra Gervasio at my mother's bidding.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And as the years passed under such influences as had been at work upon me
+ from the cradle, influences which had known no check save that brief one
+ afforded by Gino Falcone, I became perforce devout and pious from very
+ inclination.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Joyous transports were afforded me by the study of the life of that Saint
+ Luigi of the noble Mantuan House of Gonzaga&mdash;in whom I saw an ideal
+ to be emulated, since he seemed to me to be much in my own case and of my
+ own estate&mdash;who had counted the illusory greatness of this world well
+ lost so that he might win the bliss of Paradise. Similarly did I take
+ delight in the Life, written by Tommaso da Celano, of that blessed son of
+ Pietro Bernardone, the merchant of Assisi, that Francis who became the
+ Troubadour of the Lord and sang so sweetly the praises of His Creation. My
+ heart would swell within me and I would weep hot and very bitter tears
+ over the narrative of the early and sinful part of his life, as we may
+ weep to see a beloved brother beset by deadly perils. And greater, hence,
+ was the joy, the exultation, and finally the sweet peace and comfort that
+ I gathered from the tale of his conversion, of his wondrous works, and of
+ the Three Companions.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In these pages&mdash;so lively was my young imagination and so wrought
+ upon by what I read&mdash;I suffered with him again his agonies of hope, I
+ thrilled with some of the joy of his stupendous ecstasies, and I almost
+ envied him the signal mark of Heavenly grace that had imprinted the
+ stigmata upon his living body.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All that concerned him, too, I read: his Little Flowers, his Testament,
+ The Mirror of Perfection; but my greatest delight was derived from his
+ Song of the Creatures, which I learnt by heart.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Oftentimes since have I wondered and sought to determine whether it was
+ the piety of those lauds that charmed me spiritually, or an appeal to my
+ senses made by the beauty of the lines and the imagery which the Assisian
+ used in his writings.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Similarly I am at a loss to determine whether the pleasure I took in
+ reading of the joyous, perfumed life of that other stigmatized saint, the
+ blessed Catherine of Siena, was not a sensuous pleasure rather than the
+ soul-ecstasy I supposed it at the time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And as I wept over the early sins of St. Francis, so too did I weep over
+ the rhapsodical Confessions of St. Augustine, that mighty theologian after
+ whom I had been named, and whose works&mdash;after those concerning St.
+ Francis&mdash;exerted a great influence upon me in those early days.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus did I grow in grace until Fra Gervasio, who watched me narrowly and
+ anxiously, seemed more at ease, setting aside the doubts that earlier had
+ tormented him lest I should be forced upon a life for which I had no
+ vocation. He grew more tender and loving towards me, as if something of
+ pity lurked within the strong affection in which he held me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And, meanwhile, as I grew in grace of spirit, so too did I grow in grace
+ of body, waxing tall and very strong, which would have been nowise
+ surprising but that those nurtured as was I are seldom lusty. The mind
+ feeding overmuch upon the growing body is apt to sap its strength and
+ vigour, besides which there was the circumstance that I continued
+ throughout those years a life almost of confinement, deprived of all the
+ exercises by which youth is brought to its fine flower of strength.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As I was approaching my eighteenth year there befell another incident,
+ which, trivial in itself, yet has its place in my development and so
+ should have its place within these confessions. Nor did I judge it trivial
+ at the time&mdash;nor were trivial the things that followed out of it&mdash;trivial
+ though it may seem to me to-day as I look back upon it through all the
+ murk of later life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Giojoso, the seneschal, of whom I have spoken, had a son, a great
+ raw-boned lad whom he would have trained as an amanuensis, but who was one
+ of Nature's dunces out of which there is nothing useful to be made. He was
+ strong-limbed, however, and he was given odd menial duties to perform
+ about the castle. But these he shirked where possible, as he had shirked
+ his lessons in earlier days.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now it happened that I was walking one spring morning&mdash;it was in May
+ of that year '44 of which I am now writing&mdash;on the upper of the three
+ spacious terraces that formed the castle garden. It was but an
+ indifferently tended place, and yet perhaps the more agreeable on that
+ account, since Nature had been allowed to have her prodigal, luxuriant
+ way. It is true that the great boxwood hedges needed trimming, and that
+ weeds were sprouting between the stones of the flights of steps that led
+ from terrace to terrace; but the place was gay and fragrant with wild
+ blossoms, and the great trees afforded generous shade, and the long rank
+ grass beneath them made a pleasant couch to lie on during the heat of the
+ day in summer. The lowest terrace of all was in better case. It was a
+ well-planted and well-tended orchard, where I got many a colic in my
+ earlier days from a gluttony of figs and peaches whose complete ripening I
+ was too impatient to await.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I walked there, then, one morning quite early on the upper terrace
+ immediately under the castle wall, and alternately I read from the De
+ Civitate Dei which I had brought with me, alternately mused upon the
+ matter of my reading. Suddenly I was disturbed by a sound of voices just
+ below me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The boxwood hedge, being twice my height and fully two feet thick,
+ entirely screened the speakers from my sight.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There were two voices, and one of these, angry and threatening, I
+ recognized for that of Rinolfo&mdash;Messer Giojoso's graceless son; the
+ other, a fresh young feminine voice, was entirely unknown to me; indeed it
+ was the first girl's voice I could recall having heard in all my eighteen
+ years, and the sound was as pleasantly strange as it was strangely
+ pleasant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stood quite still, to listen to its expostulations.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are a cruel fellow, Ser Rinolfo, and Madonna the Countess shall be
+ told of this.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There followed a crackling of twigs and a rush of heavy feet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You shall have something else of which to tell Madonna's beatitude,&rdquo;
+ threatened the harsh voice of Rinolfo.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That and his advances were answered by a frightened screech, a screech
+ that moved rapidly to the right as it was emitted. There came more
+ snapping of twigs, a light scurrying sound followed by a heavier one, and
+ lastly a panting of breath and a soft pattering of running feet upon the
+ steps that led up to the terrace where I walked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I moved forward rapidly to the opening in the hedge where these steps
+ debouched, and no sooner had I appeared there than a soft, lithe body
+ hurtled against me so suddenly that my arms mechanically went round it, my
+ right hand still holding the De Civitate Dei, forefinger enclosed within
+ its pages to mark the place.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Two moist dark eyes looked up appealingly into mine out of a frightened
+ but very winsome, sun-tinted face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O Madonnino!&rdquo; she panted. &ldquo;Protect me! Save me!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Below us, checked midway in his furious ascent, halted Rinolfo, his big
+ face red with anger, scowling up at me in sudden doubt and resentment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The situation was not only extraordinary in itself, but singularly
+ disturbing to me. Who the girl was, or whence she came, I had no thought
+ or notion as I surveyed her. She would be of about my own age, or perhaps
+ a little younger, and from her garb it was plain that she belonged to the
+ peasant class. She wore a spotless bodice of white linen, which but
+ indifferently concealed the ripening swell of her young breast. Her
+ petticoat, of dark red homespun, stopped short above her bare brown
+ ankles, and her little feet were naked. Her brown hair, long and abundant,
+ was still fastened at the nape of her slim neck, but fell loose beyond
+ that, having been disturbed, no doubt, in her scuffle with Rinolfo. Her
+ little mouth was deeply red and it held strong young teeth that were as
+ white as milk.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I have since wondered whether she was as beautiful as I deemed her in that
+ moment. For it must be remembered that mine was the case of the son of
+ Filippo Balducci&mdash;related by Messer Boccaccio in the merry tales of
+ his Decamerone 1&mdash;who had come to years of adolescence without ever
+ having beheld womanhood, so that the first sight of it in the streets of
+ Florence affected him so oddly that he vexed his sire with foolish
+ questions and still more foolish prayers.
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ 1 In the Introduction to the Fourth Day.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ So was it now with me. In all my eighteen years I had by my mother's
+ careful contriving never set eyes upon a woman of an age inferior to her
+ own. And&mdash;consider me foolish if you will but so it is&mdash;I do not
+ think that it had occurred to me that they existed, or else, if they did,
+ that in youth they differed materially from what in age I found them. Thus
+ I had come to look upon women as just feeble, timid creatures, over-prone
+ to gossip, tears, and lamentations, and good for very little that I could
+ perceive.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had been unable to understand for what reason it was that San Luigi of
+ Gonzaga had from years of discretion never allowed his eyes to rest upon a
+ woman; nor could I see wherein lay the special merit attributed to this.
+ And certain passages in the Confessions of St. Augustine and in the early
+ life of St. Francis of Assisi bewildered me and left me puzzled.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But now, quite suddenly, it was as if revelation had come to me. It was as
+ if the Book of Life had at last been opened for me, and at a glance I had
+ read one of its dazzling pages. So that whether this brown peasant girl
+ was beautiful or not, beautiful she seemed to me with the radiant beauty
+ that is attributed to the angels of Paradise. Nor did I doubt that she
+ would be as holy, for to see in beauty a mark of divine favour is not
+ peculiar only to the ancient Greeks.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And because of the appeal of this beauty&mdash;real or supposed&mdash;I
+ was very ready with my protection, since I felt that protection must carry
+ with it certain rights of ownership which must be very sweet and were
+ certainly desired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Holding her, therefore, within the shelter of my arms, where in her
+ heedless innocence she had flung herself, and by very instinct stroking
+ with one hand her little brown head to soothe her fears, I became
+ truculent for the first time in my new-found manhood, and boldly
+ challenged her pursuer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is this, Rinolfo?&rdquo; I demanded. &ldquo;Why do you plague her?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She broke up my snares,&rdquo; he answered sullenly, &ldquo;and let the birds go
+ free.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What snares? What birds?&rdquo; quoth I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He is a cruel beast,&rdquo; she shrilled. &ldquo;And he will lie to you, Madonnino.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If he does I'll break the bones of his body,&rdquo; I promised in a tone
+ entirely new to me. And then to him&mdash;&ldquo;The truth now, poltroon!&rdquo; I
+ admonished him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last I got the story out of them: how Rinolfo had scattered grain in a
+ little clearing in the garden, and all about it had set twigs that were
+ heavily smeared with viscum; that he set this trap almost daily, and daily
+ took a great number of birds whose necks he wrung and had them cooked for
+ him with rice by his silly mother; that it was a sin in any case to take
+ little birds by such cowardly means, but that since amongst these birds
+ there were larks and thrushes and plump blackbirds and other sweet
+ musicians of the air, whose innocent lives were spent in singing the
+ praises of God, his sin became a hideous sacrilege.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Finally I learnt that coming that morning upon half a score of poor
+ fluttering terrified birds held fast in Rinolfo's viscous snares, the
+ little girl had given them their liberty and had set about breaking up the
+ springes. At this occupation he had caught her, and there is no doubt that
+ he would have taken a rude vengeance but for the sanctuary which she had
+ found in me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And when I had heard, behold me for the first time indulging the
+ prerogative that was mine by right of birth, and dispensing justice at
+ Mondolfo like the lord of life and death that I was there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You, Rinolfo,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;will set no more snares here at Mondolfo, nor
+ will you ever again enter these gardens under pain of my displeasure and
+ its consequences. And as for this child, if you dare to molest her for
+ what has happened now, or if you venture so much as to lay a finger upon
+ her at any time and I have word of it, I shall deal with you as with a
+ felon. Now go.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He went straight to his father, the seneschal, with a lying tale of my
+ having threatened him with violence and forbidden him ever to enter the
+ garden again because he had caught me there with Luisina&mdash;as the
+ child was called&mdash;in my arms. And Messer Giojoso, full of parental
+ indignation at this gross treatment of his child, and outraged chastity at
+ the notion of a young man of churchly aims, as were mine, being in
+ perversive dalliance with that peasant-wench, repaired straight to my
+ mother with the story of it, which I doubt not lost nothing by its
+ repetition.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Meanwhile I abode there with Luisina. I was in no haste to let her go. Her
+ presence pleased me in some subtle, quite indefinable manner; and my sense
+ of beauty, which, always strong, had hitherto lain dormant within me, was
+ awake at last and was finding nourishment in the graces of her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I sat down upon the topmost of the terrace steps, and made her sit beside
+ me. This she did after some demur about the honour of it and her own
+ unworthiness, objections which I brushed peremptorily aside.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So we sat there on that May morning, quite close together, for which there
+ was, after all, no need, seeing that the steps were of a noble width. At
+ our feet spread the garden away down the flight of terraces to end in the
+ castle's grey, buttressed wall. But from where we sat we could look beyond
+ this, our glance meeting the landscape a mile or so away with the waters
+ of the Taro glittering in the sunshine, and the Apennines, all hazy, for
+ an ultimate background.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I took her hand, which she relinquished to me quite freely and frankly
+ with an innocence as great as my own; and I asked her who she was and how
+ she came to Mondolfo. It was then that I learnt that her name was Luisina,
+ that she was the daughter of one of the women employed in the castle
+ kitchen, who had brought her to help there a week ago from Borgo Taro,
+ where she had been living with an aunt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To-day the notion of the Tyrant of Mondolfo sitting&mdash;almost coram
+ populo&mdash;on the steps of the garden of his castle, clasping the hand
+ of the daughter of one of his scullions, is grotesque and humiliating. At
+ the time the thought never presented itself to me at all, and had it done
+ so it would have troubled me no whit. She was my first glimpse of fresh
+ young maidenhood, and I was filled with pleasant interest and desirous of
+ more acquaintance with this phenomenon. Beyond that I did not go.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I told her frankly that she was very beautiful. Whereupon she looked at me
+ with suddenly startled eyes that were full of fearful questionings, and
+ made to draw her hand from mine. Unable to understand her fears, and
+ seeking to reassure her, to convince her that in me she had a friend, one
+ who would ever protect her from the brutalities of all the Rinolfos in the
+ world, I put an arm about her shoulders and drew her closer to me, gently
+ and protectingly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She suffered it very stonily, like a poor fascinated thing that is robbed
+ by fear of its power to resist the evil that it feels enfolding it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O Madonnino!&rdquo; she whispered fearfully, and sighed. &ldquo;Nay, you must not.
+ It... it is not good.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not good?&rdquo; quoth I, and it was just so that that fool of a son of
+ Balducci's must have protested in the story when he was told by his father
+ that it was not good to look on women. &ldquo;Nay, now, but it is good to me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And they say you are to be a priest,&rdquo; she added, which seemed to me a
+ very foolish and inconsequent thing to add.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, then? And what of that?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked at me again with those timid eyes of hers. &ldquo;You should be at
+ your studies,&rdquo; said she.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am,&rdquo; said I, and smiled. &ldquo;I am studying a new subject.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madonnino, it is not a subject whose study makes good priests,&rdquo; she
+ announced, and puzzled me again by the foolish inconsequence of her words.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Already, indeed, she began to disappoint me. Saving my mother&mdash;whom I
+ did not presume to judge at all, and who seemed a being altogether apart
+ from what little humanity I had known until then&mdash;I had found that
+ foolishness was as natural to women as its bleat to a sheep or its cackle
+ to a goose; and in this opinion I had been warmly confirmed by Fra
+ Gervasio. Now here in Luisina I had imagined at first that I had
+ discovered a phase of womanhood unsuspected and exceptional. She was
+ driving me to conclude, however, that I had been mistaken, and that here
+ was just a pretty husk containing a very trivial spirit, whose
+ companionship must prove a dull affair when custom should have staled the
+ first impression of her fresh young beauty.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It is plain now that I did her an injustice, for there was about her words
+ none of the inconsequence I imagined. The fault was in myself and in the
+ profound ignorance of the ways of men and women which went hand in hand
+ with my deep but ineffectual learning in the ways of saints.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Our entertainment, however, was not destined to go further. For at the
+ moment in which I puzzled over her words and sought to attach to them some
+ intelligent meaning, there broke from behind us a scream that flung us
+ apart, as startled as if we had been conscious indeed of guilt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We looked round to find that it had been uttered by my mother. Not ten
+ yards away she stood, a tall black figure against the grey background of
+ the lichened wall, with Giojoso in attendance and Rinolfo slinking behind
+ his father, leering.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER V. REBELLION
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ The sight of my mother startled me more than I can say. It filled me with
+ a positive dread of things indefinable. Never before had I seen her coldly
+ placid countenance so strangely disordered, and her unwonted aspect it
+ must have been that wrought so potently upon me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ No longer was she the sorrowful spectre, white-faced, with downcast eyes
+ and level, almost inanimate, tones. Her cheeks were flushed unnaturally,
+ her lips were quivering, and angry fires were smouldering in her deep-set
+ eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Swiftly she came down to us, seeming almost to glide over the ground. Not
+ me she addressed, but poor Luisina; and her voice was hoarse with an awful
+ anger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Who are you, wench?&rdquo; quoth she. &ldquo;What make you here in Mondolfo?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Luisina had risen and stood swaying there, very white and with averted
+ eyes, her hands clasping and unclasping. Her lips moved; but she was too
+ terrified to answer. It was Giojoso who stepped forward to inform my
+ mother of the girl's name and condition. And upon learning it her anger
+ seemed to increase.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A kitchen-wench!&rdquo; she cried. &ldquo;O horror!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And quite suddenly, as if by inspiration, scarce knowing what I said or
+ that I spoke at all, I answered her out of the store of the theological
+ learning with which she had had me stuffed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;We are all equals in the sight of God, madam mother.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She flashed me a glance of anger, of pious anger than which none can be
+ more terrible.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Blasphemer!&rdquo; she denounced me. &ldquo;What has God to do with this?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She waited for no answer, rightly judging, perhaps, that I had none to
+ offer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And as for that wanton,&rdquo; she commanded, turning fiercely to Giojoso, &ldquo;let
+ her be whipped hence and out of the town of Mondolfo. Set the grooms to
+ it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But upon that command of hers I leapt of a sudden to my feet, a tightening
+ about my heart, and beset by a certain breathlessness that turned me pale.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here again, it seemed, was to be repeated&mdash;though with methods a
+ thousand times more barbarous and harsh&mdash;the wrong that was done
+ years ago in the case of poor Gino Falcone. And the reason for it in this
+ instance was not even dimly apparent to me. Falcone I had loved; indeed,
+ in my eighteen years of life he was the only human being who had knocked
+ for admission upon the portals of my heart. Him they had driven forth. And
+ now, here was a child&mdash;the fairest creature of God's that until that
+ hour I had beheld, whose companionship seemed to me a thing sweet and
+ desirable, and whom I felt that I might love as I had loved Falcone. Her
+ too they would drive forth, and with a brutality and cruelty that revolted
+ me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Later I was to perceive the reasons better, and much food for reflection
+ was I to derive from realizing that there are no spirits so vengeful, so
+ fierce, so utterly intolerant, ungovernable, and feral as the spirits of
+ the devout when they conceive themselves justified to anger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All the sweet teaching of Charity and brotherly love and patience is
+ jettisoned, and by the most amazing paradox that Christianity has ever
+ known, Catholic burns heretic, and heretic butchers Catholic, all for the
+ love of Christ; and each glories devoutly in the deed, never heeding the
+ blasphemy of his belief that thus he obeys the sweet and gentle mandates
+ of the God Incarnate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus, then, my mother now, commanding that hideous deed with a mind at
+ peace in pharisaic self-righteousness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But not again would I stand by as I had stood by in the case of Falcone,
+ and let her cruel, pietistic will be done. I had grown since then, and I
+ had ripened more than I was aware. It remained for this moment to reveal
+ to me the extent. Besides, the subtle influence of sex&mdash;all
+ unconscious of it as I was&mdash;stirred me now to prove my new-found
+ manhood.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Stay!&rdquo; I said to Giojoso, and in uttering the command I grew very cold
+ and steady, and my breathing resumed the normal.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He checked in the act of turning away to do my mother's hideous bidding.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will give Madonna's order to the grooms, Ser Giojoso, as you have
+ been bidden. But you will add from me that if there is one amongst them
+ dares to obey it and to lay be it so much as a finger upon Luisina, him
+ will I kill with these two hands.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Never was consternation more profound than that which I flung amongst them
+ by those words. Giojoso fell to trembling; behind him, Rinolfo, the cause
+ of all this garboil, stared with round big eyes; whilst my mother, all
+ a-quiver, clutched at her bosom and looked at me fearfully, but spoke no
+ word.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I smiled upon them, towering there, conscious and glad of my height for
+ the first time in my life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well?&rdquo; I demanded of Giojoso. &ldquo;For what do you wait? About it, sir, and
+ do as my mother has commanded you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He turned to her, all bent and grovelling, arms outstretched in ludicrous
+ bewilderment, every line of him beseeching guidance along this path so
+ suddenly grown thorny.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ma&mdash;madonna!&rdquo; he stammered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She swallowed hard, and spoke at last.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you defy my will, Agostino?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;On the contrary, madam mother, I am enforcing it. Your will shall be
+ done; your order shall be given. I insist upon it. But it shall lie with
+ the discretion of the grooms whether they obey you. Am I to blame if they
+ turn cowards?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ O, I had found myself at last, and I was making a furious, joyous use of
+ the discovery.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That... that were to make a mock of me and my authority,&rdquo; she protested.
+ She was still rather helpless, rather breathless and confused, like one
+ who has suddenly been hurled into cold water.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If you fear that, madam, perhaps you had better countermand your order.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Is the girl to remain in Mondolfo against my wishes? Are you so... so
+ lost to shame?&rdquo; A returning note of warmth in her accents warned me that
+ she was collecting herself to deal with the situation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nay,&rdquo; said I, and I looked at Luisina, who stood there so pale and
+ tearful. &ldquo;I think that for her own sake, poor maid, it were better that
+ she went, since you desire it. But she shall not be whipped hence like a
+ stray dog.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Come, child,&rdquo; I said to her, as gently as I could. &ldquo;Go pack, and quit
+ this home of misery. And be easy. For if any man in Mondolfo attempts to
+ hasten your going, he shall reckon with me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I laid a hand for an instant in kindliness and friendliness upon her
+ shoulder. &ldquo;Poor little Luisina,&rdquo; said I, sighing. But she shrank and
+ trembled under my touch. &ldquo;Pity me a little, for they will not permit me
+ any friends, and who is friendless is indeed pitiful.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then, whether the phrase touched her, so that her simple little nature
+ was roused and she shook off what self-control she had ever learnt, or
+ whether she felt secure enough in my protection to dare proclaim her mind
+ before them all, she caught my hand, and, stooping, kissed it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O Madonnino!&rdquo; she faltered, and her tears showered upon that hand of
+ mine. &ldquo;God reward you your sweet thought for me. I shall pray for you,
+ Madonnino.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do, Luisina,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;I begin to think I need it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Indeed, indeed!&rdquo; said my mother very sombrely. And as she spoke, Luisina,
+ as if her fears were reawakened, turned suddenly and went quickly along
+ the terrace, past Rinolfo, who in that moment smiled viciously, and round
+ the angle of the wall.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What... what are my orders, Madonna?&rdquo; quoth the wretched seneschal,
+ reminding her that all had not yet been resolved.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She lowered her eyes to the ground, and folded her hands. She was by now
+ quite composed again, her habitual sorrowful self.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Let be,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Let the wench depart. So that she goes we may count
+ ourselves fortunate.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Fortunate, I think, is she,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;Fortunate to return to the world
+ beyond all this&mdash;the world of life and love that God made and that
+ St. Francis praises. I do not think he would have praised Mondolfo, for I
+ greatly doubt that God had a hand in making it as it is to-day. It is
+ too... too arid.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ O, my mood was finely rebellious that May morning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Are you mad, Agostino?&rdquo; gasped my mother.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I think that I am growing sane,&rdquo; said I very sadly. She flashed me one of
+ her rare glances, and I saw her lips tighten.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;We must talk,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;That girl...&rdquo; And then she checked. &ldquo;Come with
+ me,&rdquo; she bade me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But in that moment I remembered something, and I turned aside to look for
+ my friend Rinolfo. He was moving stealthily away, following the road
+ Luisina had taken. The conviction that he went to plague and jeer at her,
+ to exult over her expulsion from Mondolfo, kindled my anger all anew.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Stay! You there! Rinolfo!&rdquo; I called.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He halted in his strides, and looked over his shoulder, impudently.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had never yet been paid by any the deference that was my due. Indeed, I
+ think that among the grooms and serving-men at Mondolfo I must have been
+ held in a certain measure of contempt, as one who would never come to more
+ manhood than that of the cassock.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Come here,&rdquo; I bade him, and as he appeared to hesitate I had to repeat
+ the order more peremptorily. At last he turned and came.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What now, Agostino?&rdquo; cried my mother, setting a pale hand upon my sleeve
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But I was all intent upon that lout, who stood there before me shifting
+ uneasily upon his feet, his air mutinous and sullen. Over his shoulder I
+ had a glimpse of his father's yellow face, wide-eyed with alarm.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I think you smiled just now,&rdquo; said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Heh! By Bacchus!&rdquo; said he impudently, as who would say: &ldquo;How could I help
+ smiling?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Will you tell me why you smiled?&rdquo; I asked him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Heh! By Bacchus!&rdquo; said he again, and shrugged to give his insolence a
+ barb.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Will you answer me?&rdquo; I roared, and under my display of anger he looked
+ truculent, and thus exhausted the last remnant of my patience.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Agostino!&rdquo; came my mothers voice in remonstrance, and such is the power
+ of habit that for a moment it controlled me and subdued my violence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Nevertheless I went on, &ldquo;You smiled to see your spite succeed. You smiled
+ to see that poor child driven hence by your contriving; you smiled to see
+ your broken snares avenged. And you were following after her no doubt to
+ tell her all this and to smile again. This is all so, it is not?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Heh! By Bacchus!&rdquo; said he for the third time, and at that my patience
+ gave out utterly. Ere any could stop me I had seized him by throat and
+ belt and shaken him savagely.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Will you answer me like a fool?&rdquo; I cried. &ldquo;Must you be taught sense and a
+ proper respect of me?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Agostino! Agostino!&rdquo; wailed my mother. &ldquo;Help, Ser Giojoso! Do you not see
+ that he is mad!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I do not believe that it was in my mind to do the fellow any grievous
+ hurt. But he was so ill-advised in that moment as to attempt to defend
+ himself. He rashly struck at one of the arms that held him, and by the act
+ drove me into a fury ungovernable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You dog!&rdquo; I snarled at him from between clenched teeth. &ldquo;Would you raise
+ your hand to me? Am I your lord, or am I dirt of your own kind? Go learn
+ submission.&rdquo; And I flung him almost headlong down the flight of steps.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There were twelve of them and all of stone with edges still sharp enough
+ though blunted here and there by time. The fool had never suspected in me
+ the awful strength which until that hour I had never suspected in myself.
+ Else, perhaps, there had been fewer insolent shrugs, fewer foolish
+ answers, and, last of all, no attempt to defy me physically.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He screamed as I flung him; my mother screamed; and Giojoso screamed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After that there was a panic-stricken silence whilst he went thudding and
+ bumping to the bottom of the flight. I did not greatly care if I killed
+ him. But he was fortunate enough to get no worse hurt than a broken leg,
+ which should keep him out of mischief for a season and teach him respect
+ for me for all time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His father scuttled down the steps to the assistance of that precious son,
+ who lay moaning where he had fallen, the angle at which the half of one of
+ his legs stood to the rest of it, plainly announcing the nature of his
+ punishment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My mother swept me indoors, loading me with reproaches as we went. She
+ dispatched some to help Giojoso, others she sent in urgent quest of Fra
+ Gervasio, me she hurried along to her private dining-room. I went very
+ obediently, and even a little fearfully now that my passion had fallen
+ from me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There, in that cheerless room, which not even the splashes of sunlight
+ falling from the high-placed windows upon the whitewashed wall could help
+ to gladden, I stood a little sullenly what time she first upbraided me and
+ then wept bitterly, sitting in her high-backed chair at the table's head.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last Gervasio came, anxious and flurried, for already he had heard some
+ rumour of what had chanced. His keen eyes went from me to my mother and
+ then back again to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What has happened?&rdquo; he asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What has not happened?&rdquo; wailed my mother. &ldquo;Agostino is possessed.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He knit his brows. &ldquo;Possessed?&rdquo; quoth he.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ay, possessed&mdash;possessed of devils. He has been violent. He has
+ broken poor Rinolfo's leg.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah!&rdquo; said Gervasio, and turned to me frowning with full tutorial
+ sternness. &ldquo;And what have you to say, Agostino?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why, that I am sorry,&rdquo; answered I, rebellious once more. &ldquo;I had hoped to
+ break his dirty neck.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You hear him!&rdquo; cried my mother. &ldquo;It is the end of the world, Gervasio.
+ The boy is possessed, I say.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What was the cause of your quarrel?&rdquo; quoth the friar, his manner still
+ more stern.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Quarrel?&rdquo; quoth I, throwing back my head and snorting audibly. &ldquo;I do not
+ quarrel with Rinolfos. I chastise them when they are insolent or displease
+ me. This one did both.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He halted before me, erect and very stern&mdash;indeed almost threatening.
+ And I began to grow afraid; for, after all, I had a kindness for Gervasio,
+ and I would not willingly engage in a quarrel with him. Yet here I was
+ determined to carry through this thing as I had begun it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was my mother who saved the situation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Alas!&rdquo; she moaned, &ldquo;there is wicked blood in him. He has the abominable
+ pride that was the ruin and downfall of his father.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now that was not the way to make an ally of Fra Gervasio. It did the very
+ opposite. It set him instantly on my side, in antagonism to the abuser of
+ my father's memory, a memory which he, poor man, still secretly revered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The sternness fell away from him. He looked at her and sighed. Then, with
+ bowed head, and hands clasped behind him, he moved away from me a little.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do not let us judge rashly,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Perhaps Agostino received some
+ provocation. Let us hear...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O, you shall hear,&rdquo; she promised tearfully, exultant to prove him wrong.
+ &ldquo;You shall hear a yet worse abomination that was the cause of it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And out she poured the story that Rinolfo and his father had run to tell
+ her&mdash;of how I had shown the fellow violence in the first instance
+ because he had surprised me with Luisina in my arms.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The friar's face grew dark and grave as he listened. But ere she had quite
+ done, unable longer to contain myself, I interrupted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In that he lied like the muckworm that he is,&rdquo; I exclaimed. &ldquo;And it
+ increases my regrets that I did not break his neck as I intended.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He lied?&rdquo; quoth she, her eyes wide open in amazement&mdash;not at the
+ fact, but at the audacity of what she conceived my falsehood.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is not impossible,&rdquo; said Fra Gervasio. &ldquo;What is your story, Agostino?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I told it&mdash;how the child out of a very gentle and Christian pity had
+ released the poor birds that were taken in Rinolfo's limed twigs, and how
+ in a fury he had made to beat her, so that she had fled to me for shelter
+ and protection; and how, thereupon, I had bidden him begone out of that
+ garden, and never set foot in it again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And now,&rdquo; I ended, &ldquo;you know all the violence that I showed him, and the
+ reason for it. If you say that I did wrong, I warn you that I shall not
+ believe you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Indeed...&rdquo; began the friar with a faint smile of friendliness. But my
+ mother interrupted him, betwixt sorrow and anger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He lies, Gervasio. He lies shamelessly. O, into what a morass of sin has
+ he not fallen, and every moment he goes deeper! Have I not said that he is
+ possessed? We shall need the exorcist.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;We shall indeed, madam mother, to clear your mind of foolishness,&rdquo; I
+ answered hotly, for it stung me to the soul to be branded thus a liar, to
+ have my word discredited by that of a lout such as Rinolfo.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She rose a sombre pillar of indignation. &ldquo;Agostino, I am your mother,&rdquo; she
+ reminded me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Let us thank God that for that, at least, you cannot blame me,&rdquo; answered
+ I, utterly reckless now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The answer crushed her back into her chair. She looked appealingly at Fra
+ Gervasio, who stood glum and frowning. &ldquo;Is he... is he perchance
+ bewitched?&rdquo; she asked the friar, quite seriously. &ldquo;Do you think that any
+ spells might have.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He interrupted her with a wave of the hand and an impatient snort
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;We are at cross purposes here,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Agostino does not lie. For that
+ I will answer.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But, Fra Gervasio, I tell you that I saw them&mdash;that I saw them with
+ these two eyes&mdash;sitting together on the terrace steps, and he had his
+ arm about her. Yet he denies it shamelessly to my face.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Said I ever a word of that?&rdquo; I appealed me to the friar. &ldquo;Why, that was
+ after Rinolfo left us. My tale never got so far. It is quite true. I did
+ sit beside her. The child was troubled. I comforted her. Where was the
+ harm?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The harm?&rdquo; quoth he. &ldquo;And you had your arm about her&mdash;and you to be
+ a priest one day?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And why not, pray?&rdquo; quoth I. &ldquo;Is this some new sin that you have
+ discovered&mdash;or that you have kept hidden from me until now? To
+ console the afflicted is an ordination of Mother Church; to love our
+ fellow-creatures an ordination of our Blessed Lord Himself. I was
+ performing both. Am I to be abused for that?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked at me very searchingly, seeking in my countenance&mdash;as I now
+ know&mdash;some trace of irony or guile. Finding none, he turned to my
+ mother. He was very solemn.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madonna,&rdquo; he said quietly, &ldquo;I think that Agostino is nearer to being a
+ saint than either you or I will ever get.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked at him, first in surprise, then very sadly. Slowly she shook
+ her head. &ldquo;Unhappily for him there is another arbiter of saintship, Who
+ sees deeper than do you, Gervasio.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He bowed his head. &ldquo;Better not to look deep enough than to do as you seem
+ in danger of doing, Madonna, and by looking too deep imagine things which
+ do not exist.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, you will defend him against reason even,&rdquo; she complained. &ldquo;His anger
+ exists. His thirst to kill&mdash;to stamp himself with the brand of Cain&mdash;exists.
+ He confesses that himself. His insubordination to me you have seen for
+ yourself; and that again is sin, for it is ordained that we shall honour
+ our parents.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O!&rdquo; she moaned. &ldquo;My authority is all gone. He is beyond my control. He
+ has shaken off the reins by which I sought to guide him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You had done well to have taken my advice a year ago, Madonna. Even now
+ it is not too late. Let him go to Pavia, to the Sapienza, to study his
+ humanities.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Out into the world!&rdquo; she cried in horror. &ldquo;O, no, no! I have sheltered
+ him here so carefully!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yet you cannot shelter him for ever,&rdquo; said he. &ldquo;He must go out into the
+ world some day.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He need not,&rdquo; she faltered. &ldquo;If the call were strong enough within him, a
+ convent...&rdquo; She left her sentence unfinished, and looked at me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Go, Agostino,&rdquo; she bade me. &ldquo;Fra Gervasio and I must talk.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I went reluctantly, since in the matter of their talk none could have had
+ a greater interest than I, seeing that my fate stood in the balance of it.
+ But I went, none the less, and her last words to me as I was departing
+ were an injunction that I should spend the time until I should take up my
+ studies for the day with Fra Gervasio in seeking forgiveness for the
+ morning's sins and grace to do better in the future.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER VI. FRA GERVASIO
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ I did not again see my mother that day, nor did she sup with us that
+ evening. I was told by Fra Gervasio that on my account was she in retreat,
+ praying for light and guidance in the thing that must be determined
+ concerning me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I withdrew early to my little bedroom overlooking the gardens, a room that
+ had more the air of a monastic cell than a bedchamber fitting the estate
+ of the Lord of Mondolfo. The walls were whitewashed, and besides the
+ crucifix that hung over my bed, their only decoration was a crude painting
+ of St. Augustine disputing with the little boy on the seashore.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For bed I had a plain hard pallet, and the room contained, in addition, a
+ wooden chair, a stool upon which was set a steel basin with its ewer for
+ my ablutions, and a cupboard for the few sombre black garments I possessed&mdash;for
+ the amiable vanity of raiment usual in young men of my years had never yet
+ assailed me; I had none to emulate in that respect.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I got me to bed, blew out my taper, and composed myself to sleep. But
+ sleep was playing truant from me. Long I lay there surveying the events of
+ that day&mdash;the day in which I had embarked upon the discovery of
+ myself; the most stirring day that I had yet lived; the day in which,
+ although I scarcely realized it, if at all, I had at once tasted love and
+ battle, the strongest meats that are in the dish of life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For some hours, I think, had I lain there, reflecting and putting together
+ pieces of the riddle of existence, when my door was softly opened, and I
+ started up in bed to behold Fra Gervasio bearing a taper which he
+ sheltered with one hand, so that the light of it was thrown upwards into
+ his pale, gaunt face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Seeing me astir he came forward and closed the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is it?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Sh!&rdquo; he admonished me, a finger to his lips. He advanced to my side, set
+ down the taper on the chair, and seated himself upon the edge of my bed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Lie down again, my son,&rdquo; he bade me. &ldquo;I have something to say to you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He paused a moment, whilst I settled down again and drew the coverlet to
+ my chin not without a certain premonition of important things to come.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madonna has decided,&rdquo; he informed me then. &ldquo;She fears that having once
+ resisted her authority, you are now utterly beyond her control; and that
+ to keep you here would be bad for yourself and for her. Therefore she has
+ resolved that to-morrow you leave Mondolfo.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A faint excitement began to stir in me. To leave Mondolfo&mdash;to go out
+ into that world of which I had read so much; to mingle with my fellow-man,
+ with youths of my own age, perhaps with maidens like Luisina, to see
+ cities and the ways of cities; here indeed was matter for excitement. Yet
+ it was an excitement not altogether pleasurable; for with my very natural
+ curiosity, and with my eagerness to have it gratified, were blended
+ certain fears imbibed from the only quality of reading that had been mine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The world was an evil place in which temptations seethed, and through
+ which it was difficult to come unscathed. Therefore, I feared the world
+ and the adventuring beyond the shelter of the walls of the castle of
+ Mondolfo; and yet I desired to judge for myself the evil of which I read,
+ the evil which in moments of doubt I even permitted myself to question.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My reasoning followed the syllogism that God being good and God having
+ created the world, it was not possible that the creation should be evil.
+ It was well enough to say that the devil was loose in it. But that was not
+ to say that the devil had created it; and it would be necessary to prove
+ this ere it could be established that it was evil in itself&mdash;as many
+ theologians appeared to seek to show&mdash;and a place to be avoided.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Such was the question that very frequently arose in my mind, ultimately to
+ be dismissed as a lure of Satan's to imperil my poor soul. It battled for
+ existence now amid my fears; and it gained some little ascendancy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And whither am I to go?&rdquo; I asked. &ldquo;To Pavia, or to the University of
+ Bologna?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Had my advice been heeded,&rdquo; said he, &ldquo;one or the other would have been
+ your goal. But your mother took counsel with Messer Arcolano.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He shrugged, and there was contempt in the lines of his mouth. He
+ distrusted Arcolano, the regular cleric who was my mother's confessor and
+ spiritual adviser, exerting over her a very considerable influence. She,
+ herself, had admitted that it was this Arcolano who had induced her to
+ that horrid traffic in my father's life and liberty which she was
+ mercifully spared from putting into effect.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Messer Arcolano,&rdquo; he resumed after a pause, &ldquo;has a good friend in
+ Piacenza, a pedagogue, a doctor of civil and canon law, a man who, he
+ says, is very learned and very pious, named Astorre Fifanti. I have heard
+ of this Fifanti, and I do not at all agree with Messer Arcolano. I have
+ said so. But your mother...&rdquo; He broke off. &ldquo;It is decided that you go to
+ him at once, to take up your study of the humanities under his tutelage,
+ and that you abide with him until you are of an age for ordination, which
+ your mother hopes will be very soon. Indeed, it is her wish that you
+ should enter the subdeaconate in the autumn, and your novitiate next year,
+ to fit you for the habit of St. Augustine.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He fell silent, adding no comment of any sort, as if he waited to hear
+ what of my own accord I might have to urge. But my mind was incapable of
+ travelling beyond the fact that I was to go out into the world to-morrow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The circumstance that I should become a monk was no departure from the
+ idea to which I had been trained, although explicitly no more than my mere
+ priesthood had been spoken of. So I lay there without thinking of any
+ words in which to answer him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Gervasio considered me steadily, and sighed a little. &ldquo;Agostino,&rdquo; he said
+ presently, &ldquo;you are upon the eve of taking a great step, a step whose
+ import you may never fully have considered. I have been your tutor, and
+ your rearing has been my charge. That charge I have faithfully carried out
+ as was ordained me, but not as I would have carried it out had I been free
+ to follow my heart and my conscience in the matter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The idea of your ultimate priesthood has been so fostered in your mind
+ that you may well have come to believe that to be a priest is your own
+ inherent desire. I would have you consider it well now that the time
+ approaches for a step which is irrevocable.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His words and his manner startled me alike.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How?&rdquo; I cried. &ldquo;Do you say that it might be better if I did not seek
+ ordination? What better can the world offer than the priesthood? Have you
+ not, yourself, taught me that it is man's noblest calling?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To be a good priest, fulfilling all the teachings of the Master, becoming
+ in your turn His mouthpiece, living a life of self-abnegation, of
+ self-sacrifice and purity,&rdquo; he answered slowly, &ldquo;that is the noblest thing
+ a man can be. But to be a bad priest&mdash;there are other ways of being
+ damned less hurtful to the Church.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To be a bad priest?&rdquo; quoth I. &ldquo;Is it possible to be a bad priest?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is not only possible, my son, but in these days it is very frequent.
+ Many men, Agostino, enter the Church out of motives of self-seeking.
+ Through such as these Rome has come to be spoken of as the Necropolis of
+ the Living. Others, Agostino&mdash;and these are men most worthy of pity&mdash;enter
+ the Church because they are driven to it in youth by ill-advised parents.
+ I would not have you one of these, my son.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stared at him, my amazement ever growing. &ldquo;Do you... do you think I am
+ in danger of it?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is a question you must answer for yourself. No man can know what is
+ in another's heart. I have trained you as I was bidden train you. I have
+ seen you devout, increasing in piety, and yet...&rdquo; He paused, and looked at
+ me again. &ldquo;It may be that this is no more than the fruit of your training;
+ it may be that your piety and devotion are purely intellectual. It is very
+ often so. Men know the precepts of religion as a lawyer knows the law. It
+ no more follows out of that that they are religious&mdash;though they
+ conceive that it does&mdash;than it follows that a lawyer is law-abiding.
+ It is in the acts of their lives that we must seek their real natures, and
+ no single act of your life, Agostino, has yet given sign that the call is
+ in your heart.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To-day, for instance, at what is almost your first contact with the
+ world, you indulge your human feelings to commit a violence; that you did
+ not kill is as much an accident as that you broke Rinolfo's leg. I do not
+ say that you did a very sinful thing. In a worldly youth of your years the
+ provocation you received would have more than justified your action. But
+ not in one who aims at a life of humility and self-forgetfulness such as
+ the priesthood imposes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And yet,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;I heard you tell my mother below stairs that I was
+ nearer sainthood than either of you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He smiled sadly, and shook his head. &ldquo;They were rash words, Agostino. I
+ mistook ignorance for purity&mdash;a common error. I have pondered it
+ since, and my reflection brings me to utter what in this household amounts
+ to treason.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I do not understand,&rdquo; I confessed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My duty to your mother I have discharged more faithfully perhaps than I
+ had the right to do. My duty to my God I am discharging now, although to
+ you I may rather appear as an advocatus diaboli. This duty is to warn you;
+ to bid you consider well the step you are to take.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Listen, Agostino. I am speaking to you out of the bitter experience of a
+ very cruel life. I would not have you tread the path I have trodden. It
+ seldom leads to happiness in this world or the next; it seldom leads
+ anywhere but straight to Hell.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He paused, and I looked into his haggard face in utter stupefaction to
+ hear such words from the lips of one whom I had ever looked upon as
+ goodness incarnate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Had I not known that some day I must speak to you as I am speaking now, I
+ had long since abandoned a task which I did not consider good. But I
+ feared to leave you. I feared that if I were removed my place might be
+ taken by some time-server who to earn a livelihood would tutor you as your
+ mother would have you tutored, and thrust you forth without warning upon
+ the life to which you have been vowed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Once, years ago, I was on the point of resisting your mother.&rdquo; He passed
+ a hand wearily across his brow. &ldquo;It was on the night that Gino Falcone
+ left us, driven forth by her because she accounted it her duty. Do you
+ remember, Agostino?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O, I remember!&rdquo; I answered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That night,&rdquo; he pursued, &ldquo;I was angered&mdash;righteously angered to see
+ so wicked and unchristian an act performed in blasphemous
+ self-righteousness. I was on the point of denouncing the deed as it
+ deserved, of denouncing your mother for it to her face. And then I
+ remembered you. I remembered the love I had borne your father, and my duty
+ to him, to see that no such wrong was done you in the end as that which I
+ feared. I reflected that if I spoke the words that were burning my tongue
+ for utterance, I should go as Gino Falcone had gone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not that the going mattered. I could better save my soul elsewhere than
+ here in this atmosphere of Christianity misunderstood; and there are
+ always convents of my order to afford me shelter. But your being abandoned
+ mattered; and I felt that if I went, abandoned you would be to the
+ influences that drove and moulded you without consideration for your
+ nature and your inborn inclinations. Therefore I remained, and left
+ Falcone's cause unchampioned. Later I was to learn that he had found a
+ friend, and that he was... that he was being cared for.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;By whom?&rdquo; quoth I, more interested perhaps in this than in anything that
+ he had yet said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;By one who was your father's friend,&rdquo; he said, after a moment's
+ hesitation, &ldquo;a soldier of fortune by name of Galeotto&mdash;a leader of
+ free lances who goes by the name of Il Gran Galeotto. But let that be. I
+ want to tell you of myself, that you may judge with what authority I
+ speak.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was destined,&rdquo; Agostino, for a soldier's life in the following of my
+ valiant foster-brother, your father. Had I preserved the strength of my
+ early youth, undoubtedly a soldier's harness would be strapped here to-day
+ in the place of this scapulary. But it happened that an illness left me
+ sickly and ailing, and unfitted me utterly for such a life. Similarly it
+ unfitted me for the labour of the fields, so that I threatened to become a
+ useless burden upon my parents, who were peasant-folk. To avoid this they
+ determined to make a monk of me; they offered me to God because they found
+ me unfitted for the service of man; and, poor, simple, self-deluded folk,
+ they accounted that in doing so they did a good and pious thing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I showed aptitude in learning; I became interested in the things I
+ studied; I was absorbed by them in fact, and never gave a thought to the
+ future; I submitted without question to the wishes of my parents, and
+ before I awakened to a sense of what was done and what I was, myself, I
+ was in orders.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He sank his voice impressively as he concluded&mdash;&ldquo;For ten years
+ thereafter, Agostino, I wore a hair-shirt day and night, and for girdle a
+ knotted length of whip-cord in which were embedded thorns that stung and
+ chafed me and tore my body. For ten years, then, I never knew bodily ease
+ or proper rest at night. Only thus could I bring into subjection my
+ rebellious flesh, and save myself from the way of ordinary men which to me
+ must have been a path of sacrilege and sin. I was devout. Had I not been
+ devout and strong in my devotion I could never have endured what I was
+ forced to endure as the alternative to damnation, because without
+ consideration for my nature I had been ordained a priest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Consider this, Agostino; consider it well. I would not have you go that
+ way, nor feel the need to drive yourself from temptation by such a spur.
+ Because I know&mdash;I say it in all humility, Agostino, I hope, and
+ thanking God for the exceptional grace He vouchsafed me to support me&mdash;that
+ for one priest without vocation who can quench temptation by such
+ agonizing means, a hundred perish, which is bad; and by the scandal of
+ their example they drive many from the Church and set a weapon in the
+ hands of her enemies, which is a still heavier reckoning to meet
+ hereafter.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A spell of silence followed. I was strangely moved by his tale, strangely
+ impressed by the warning that I perceived in it. And yet my confidence, I
+ think, was all unshaken.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And when presently he rose, took up his taper, and stood by my bedside to
+ ask me once again did I believe myself to be called, I showed my
+ confidence in my answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is my hope and prayer that I am called, indeed,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;The life
+ that will best prepare me for the world to come is the life I would
+ follow.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked at me long and sadly. &ldquo;You must do as your heart bids you,&rdquo; he
+ sighed. &ldquo;And when you have seen the world, your heart will have learnt to
+ speak to you more plainly.&rdquo; And upon that he left me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Next day I set out.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My leave-takings were brief. My mother shed some tears and many prayers
+ over me at parting. Not that she was moved to any grief at losing me. That
+ were a grief I should respect and the memory of which I should treasure as
+ a sacred thing. Her tears were tears of dread lest, surrounded by perils
+ in the world, I should succumb and thus falsify her vows.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She, herself, confessed it in the valedictory words she addressed to me.
+ Words that left the conviction clear upon my mind that the fulfilment of
+ her vow was the only thing concerning me that mattered. To the price that
+ later might be paid for it I cannot think that she ever gave a single
+ thought.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Tears there were too in the eyes of Fra Gervasio. My mother had suffered
+ me to do no more than kiss her hand&mdash;as was my custom. But the friar
+ took me to his bosom, and held me tight a moment in his long arms.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Remember!&rdquo; he murmured huskily and impressively. And then, putting me
+ from him, &ldquo;God help and guide you, my son,&rdquo; were his last words.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I went down the steps into the courtyard where most of the servants were
+ gathered to see their lord's departure, whilst Messer Arcolano, who was to
+ go with me, paused to assure my mother of the care that he would have of
+ me, and to receive her final commands concerning me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Four men, mounted and armed, stood waiting to escort us, and with them
+ were three mules, one for Arcolano, one for myself, and the third already
+ laden with my baggage.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A servant held my stirrup, and I swung myself up into the saddle, with
+ which I was but indifferently acquainted. Then Arcolano mounted too,
+ puffing over the effort, for he was a corpulent, rubicund man with the
+ fattest hands I have ever seen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I touched my mule with the whip, and the beast began to move. Arcolano
+ ambled beside me; and behind us, abreast, came the men-at-arms. Thus we
+ rode down towards the gateway, and as we went the servants murmured their
+ valedictory words.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A safe journey, Madonnino!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A good return, Madonnino!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I smiled back at them, and in the eyes of more than one I detected a look
+ of commiseration.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Once I turned, when the end of the quadrangle was reached, and I waved my
+ cap to my mother and Fra Gervasio, who stood upon the steps where I had
+ left them. The friar responded by waving back to me. But my mother made no
+ sign. Likely enough her eyes were upon the ground again already
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her unresponsiveness almost angered me. I felt that a man had the right to
+ some slight display of tenderness from the woman who had borne him. Her
+ frigidity wounded me. It wounded me the more in comparison with the
+ affectionate clasp of old Gervasio's arms. With a knot in my throat I
+ passed from the sunlight of the courtyard into the gloom of the gateway,
+ and out again beyond, upon the drawbridge. Our hooves thudded briskly upon
+ the timbers, and then with a sharper note upon the cobbles beyond.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was outside the walls of the castle for the first time. Before me the
+ long, rudely paved street of the borgo sloped away to the market-place of
+ the town of Mondolfo. Beyond that lay the world, itself&mdash;all at my
+ feet, as I imagined.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The knot in my throat was dissolved. My pulses quickened with
+ anticipation. I dug my heels into the mule's belly and pushed on, the
+ portly cleric at my side.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And thus I left my home and the gloomy, sorrowful influence of my most
+ dolorous mother.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ BOOK II. GIULIANA
+ </h2>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER I. THE HOUSE OF ASTORRE FIFANTI.
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ Let me not follow in too close detail the incidents of that journey lest I
+ be in danger of becoming tedious. In themselves they contained laughable
+ matter enough, but in the mere relation they may seem dull.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Down the borgo, ahead of us, ran the rumour that here was the Madonnino of
+ Mondolfo, and the excitement that the announcement caused was something at
+ which I did not know whether to be flattered or offended.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The houses gave up their inhabitants, and all stood at gaze as we passed,
+ to behold for the first time this lord of theirs of whom they had heard
+ Heaven knows what stories&mdash;for where there are elements of mystery
+ human invention can be very active.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At first so many eyes confused me; so that I kept my own steadily upon the
+ glossy neck of my mule. Very soon, however, growing accustomed to being
+ stared at, I lost some of my shyness, and now it was that I became a
+ trouble to Messer Arcolano. For as I looked about me there were a hundred
+ things to hold my attention and to call for inquiry and nearer inspection.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We had come by this into the market-place, and it chanced that it was a
+ market-day and that the square was thronged with peasants from the Val di
+ Taro who had come to sell their produce and to buy their necessaries.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was for halting at each booth and inspecting the wares, and each time
+ that I made as if to do so, the obsequious peasantry fell away before me,
+ making way invitingly. But Messer Arcolano urged me along, saying that we
+ had far to go, and that in Piacenza there were better shops and that I
+ should have more time to view them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then it was the fountain with its surmounting statues that caught my eye&mdash;Durfreno's
+ arresting, vigorous group of the Laocoon&mdash;and I must draw rein and
+ cry out in my amazement at so wonderful a piece of work, plaguing Arcolano
+ with a score of questions concerning the identity of the main figure and
+ how he came beset by so monstrous a reptile, and whether he had succeeded
+ in the end in his attempt to strangle it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Arcolano, out of patience by now, answered me shortly that the reptile was
+ the sculptor's pious symbolization of sin, which St. Hercules was
+ overcoming.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I am by no means sure that such was not indeed his own conception of the
+ matter, and that there did not exist in his mind some confusion as to
+ whether the pagan demigod had a place in the Calendar or not. For he was
+ an uncultured, plebeian fellow, and what my mother should have found in
+ him to induce her to prefer him for her confessor and spiritual counsellor
+ to the learned Fra Gervasio is one more of the many mysteries which an
+ attempt to understand her must ever present to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then there were the young peasant girls who thronged about and stood in
+ groups, blushing furiously under my glance, which Arcolano vainly bade me
+ lower. A score of times did it seem to me that one of these brown-legged,
+ lithe, comely creatures was my little Luisina; and more than once I was on
+ the point of addressing one or another, to discover my mistake and be
+ admonished for my astounding frivolousness by Messer Arcolano.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And when once or twice I returned the friendly laughter of these girls,
+ whilst the grinning serving-men behind me would nudge one another and wink
+ to see me&mdash;as they thought&mdash;so very far off the road to
+ priesthood to which I was vowed, hot anathema poured from the fat cleric's
+ lips, and he urged me roughly to go faster.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His tortures ended at last when we came into the open country. We rode in
+ silence for a mile or two, I being full of thought of all that I had seen,
+ and infected a little by the fever of life through which I had just
+ passed. At last, I remember that I turned to Arcolano, who was riding with
+ the ears of his mule in line with my saddle-bow, and asked him to point
+ out to me where my dominions ended.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The meek question provoked an astonishingly churlish answer. I was shortly
+ bidden to give my mind to other than worldly things; and with that he
+ began a homily, which lasted for many a weary mile, upon the vanities of
+ the world and the glories of Paradise&mdash;a homily of the very tritest,
+ upon subjects whereupon I, myself, could have dilated to better purpose
+ than could His Ignorance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The distance from Mondolfo to Piacenza is a good eight leagues, and though
+ we had set out very early, it was past noon before we caught our first
+ glimpse of the city by the Po, lying low as it does in the vast Aemilian
+ plain, and Arcolano set himself to name to me this church and that whose
+ spires stood out against the cobalt background of the sky.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ An hour or so after our first glimpse of the city, our weary beasts
+ brought us up to the Gate of San Lazzaro. But we did not enter, as I had
+ hoped. Messer Arcolano had had enough of me and my questions at Mondolfo,
+ and he was not minded to expose himself to worse behaviour on my part in
+ the more interesting thoroughfares of this great city.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So we passed it by, and rode under the very walls by way of an avenue of
+ flowering chestnuts, round to the northern side, until we emerged suddenly
+ upon the sands of Po, and I had my first view at close quarters of that
+ mighty river flowing gently about the islands, all thick with willows,
+ that seemed to float upon its gleaming waters.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Fishermen were at work in a boat out in mid-stream, heaving their nets to
+ the sound of the oddest cantilena, and I was all for pausing there to
+ watch their operations. But Arcolano urged me onward with that impatience
+ of his which took no account of my very natural curiosity. Presently I
+ drew rein again with exclamations of delight and surprise to see the
+ wonderful bridge of boats that spanned the river a little higher up.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But we had reached our destination. Arcolano called a halt at the gates of
+ a villa that stood a little way back from the road on slightly rising
+ ground near the Fodesta Gate. He bade one of the grooms get down and open,
+ and presently we ambled up a short avenue between tall banks of laurel, to
+ the steps of the villa itself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a house of fair proportions, though to me at the time, accustomed
+ to the vast spaces of Mondolfo, it seemed the merest hut. It was painted
+ white, and it had green Venetian shutters which gave it a cool and
+ pleasant air; and through one of the open windows floated a sound of merry
+ voices, in which a woman's laugh was predominant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The double doors stood open and through these there emerged a moment after
+ our halting a tall, thin man whose restless eyes surveyed us swiftly,
+ whose thin-lipped mouth smiled a greeting to Messer Arcolano in the pause
+ he made before hurrying down the steps with a slip-slop of ill-fitting
+ shoes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This was Messer Astorre Fifanti, the pedant under whom I was to study, and
+ with whom I was to take up my residence for some months to come.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Seeing in him one who was to be set in authority over me, I surveyed him
+ with the profoundest interest, and from that instant I disliked him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was, as I have said, a tall, thin man; and he had long hands that were
+ very big and bony in the knuckles. Indeed they looked like monstrous
+ skeleton hands with a glove of skin stretched over them. He was quite
+ bald, save for a curly grizzled fringe that surrounded the back of his
+ head, on a level with his enormous ears, and his forehead ran up to the
+ summit of his egg-shaped head. His nose was pendulous and his eyes were
+ closely set, with too crafty a look for honesty. He wore no beard, and his
+ leathery cheeks were blue from the razor. His age may have been fifty; his
+ air was mean and sycophantic. Finally he was dressed in a black gaberdine
+ that descended to his knees, and he ended in a pair of the leanest shanks
+ and largest feet conceivable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To greet us he fawned and washed his bony hands in the air.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have made a safe journey, then,&rdquo; he purred. &ldquo;Benedicamus Dominum!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Deo gratias!&rdquo; rumbled the fat priest, as he heaved his rotundity from the
+ saddle with the assistance of one of the grooms.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They shook hands, and Fifanti turned to survey me for the second time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And this is my noble charge!&rdquo; said he. &ldquo;Salve! Be welcome to my house,
+ Messer Agostino.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I got to earth, accepted his proffered hand, and thanked him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Meanwhile the grooms were unpacking my baggage, and from the house came
+ hurrying an elderly servant to receive it and convey it within doors.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stood there a little awkwardly, shifting from leg to leg, what time
+ Doctor Fifanti pressed Arcolano to come within and rest; he spoke, too, of
+ some Vesuvian wine that had been sent him from the South and upon which he
+ desired the priest's rare judgment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Arcolano hesitated, and his gluttonous mouth quivered and twitched. But he
+ excused himself in the end. He must on. He had business to discharge in
+ the town, and he must return at once and render an account of our safe
+ journey to the Countess at Mondolfo. If he tarried now it would grow late
+ ere he reached Mondolfo, and late travelling pleased him not at all. As it
+ was his bones would be weary and his flesh tender from so much riding; but
+ he would offer it up to Heaven for his sins.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And when the too-amiable Fifanti had protested how little there could be
+ the need in the case of one so saintly as Messer Arcolano, the priest made
+ his farewells. He gave me his blessing and enjoined upon me obedience to
+ one who stood to me in loco parentis, heaved himself back on to his mule,
+ and departed with the grooms at his heels.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then Doctor Fifanti set a bony hand upon my shoulder, and opined that
+ after my journey I must be in need of refreshment; and with that he led me
+ within doors, assuring me that in his house the needs of the body were as
+ closely cared for as the needs of the mind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;For an empty belly,&rdquo; he ended with his odious, sycophantic geniality,
+ &ldquo;makes an empty heart and an empty head.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We passed through a hall that was prettily paved in mosaics, into a
+ chamber of good proportions, which seemed gay to me after the gloom by
+ which I had been surrounded.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The ceiling was painted blue and flecked with golden stars, whilst the
+ walls were hung with deep blue tapestries on which was figured in grey and
+ brownish red a scene which, I was subsequently to learn, represented the
+ metamorphosis of Actaeon. At the moment I did not look too closely. The
+ figures of Diana in her bath with her plump attendant nymphs caused me
+ quickly to withdraw my bashful eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A good-sized table stood in the middle of the floor, bearing, upon a broad
+ strip of embroidered white napery, sparkling crystal and silver, vessels
+ of wine and platters of early fruits. About it sat a very noble company of
+ some half-dozen men and two very resplendent women. One of these was
+ slight and little, very dark and vivacious with eyes full of a malicious
+ humour. The other, of very noble proportions, of a fine, willowy height,
+ with coiled ropes of hair of a colour such as I had never dreamed could be
+ found upon human being. It was ruddy and glowed like metal. Her face and
+ neck&mdash;and of the latter there was a very considerable display&mdash;were
+ of the warm pale tint of old ivory. She had large, low-lidded eyes, which
+ lent her face a languid air. Her brow was low and broad, and her lips of a
+ most startling red against the pallor of the rest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She rose instantly upon my entrance, and came towards me with a slow
+ smile, holding out her hand, and murmuring words of most courteous
+ welcome.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;This, Ser Agostino,&rdquo; said Fifanti, &ldquo;is my wife.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Had he announced her to be his daughter it would have been more credible
+ on the score of their respective years, though equally incredible on the
+ score of their respective personalities.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I gaped foolishly in my amazement, a little dazzled, too, by the
+ effulgence of her eyes, which were now raised to the level of my own. I
+ lowered my glance abashed, and answered her as courteously as I could.
+ Then she led me to the table, and presented me to the company, naming each
+ to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The first was a slim and very dainty young gentleman in a scarlet
+ walking-suit, over which he wore a long scarlet mantle. A gold cross was
+ suspended from his neck by a massive chain of gold. He was delicately
+ featured, with a little pointed beard, tiny mustachios, and long, fair
+ hair that fell in waves about his effeminate face. He had the whitest of
+ hands, very delicately veined in blue, and it was&mdash;as I soon observed&mdash;his
+ habit to carry them raised, so that the blood might not flow into them to
+ coarsen their beauty. Attached to his left wrist by a fine chain was a
+ gold pomander-ball of the size of a small apple, very beautifully
+ chiselled. Upon one of his fingers he wore the enormous sapphire ring of
+ his rank.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That he was a prince of the Church I saw for myself; but I was far from
+ being prepared for the revelation of his true eminence&mdash;never
+ dreaming that a man of the humble position of Doctor Fifanti would
+ entertain a guest so exalted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was no less a person than the Lord Egidio Oberto Gambara, Cardinal of
+ Brescia, Governor of Piacenza and Papal Legate to Cisalpine Gaul.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The revelation of the identity of this elegant, effeminate, perfumed
+ personage was a shock to me; for it was not thus by much that I had
+ pictured the representative of our Holy Father the Pope.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He smiled upon me amiably and something wearily, the satiate smile of the
+ man of the world, and he languidly held out to me the hand bearing his
+ ring. I knelt to kiss it, overawed by his ecclesiastical rank, however
+ little awed by the man within it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As I rose again he looked up at me considering my inches.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why,&rdquo; said he, &ldquo;here is a fine soldier lost to glory.&rdquo; And as he spoke,
+ he half turned to a young man who sat beside him, a man at whom I was
+ eager to take a fuller look, for his face was most strangely familiar to
+ me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was tall and graceful, very beautifully dressed in purple and gold, and
+ his blue-black hair was held in a net or coif of finest gold thread. His
+ garments clung as tightly and smoothly as if he had been kneaded into them&mdash;as,
+ indeed, he had. But it was his face that held my eyes. It was a
+ sun-tanned, shaven hawk-face with black level brows, black eyes, and a
+ strong jaw, handsome save for something displeasing in the lines of the
+ mouth, something sardonic, proud, and contemptuous.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Cardinal addressed him. &ldquo;You breed fine fellows in your family,
+ Cosimo,&rdquo; were the words with which he startled me, and then I knew where I
+ had seen that face before. In my mirror.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was as like me&mdash;save that he was blacker and not so tall&mdash;as
+ if he had been own brother to me instead of merely cousin as I knew at
+ once he was. For he must be that guelphic Anguissola renegade who served
+ the Pope and was high in favour with Farnese, and Captain of Justice in
+ Piacenza. In age he may have been some seven or eight years older than
+ myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stared at him now with interest, and I found attractions in him, the
+ chief of which was his likeness to my father. So must my father have
+ looked when he was this fellow's age. He returned my glance with a smile
+ that did not improve his countenance, so contemptuously languid was it, so
+ very supercilious.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You may stare, cousin,&rdquo; said he, &ldquo;for I think I do you the honour to be
+ something like you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will find him,&rdquo; lisped the Cardinal to me, &ldquo;the most self-complacent
+ dog in Italy. When he sees in you a likeness to himself he flatters
+ himself grossly, which, as you know him better, you will discover to be
+ his inveterate habit. He is his own most assiduous courtier.&rdquo; And my Lord
+ Gambara sank back into his chair, languishing, the pomander to his
+ nostrils.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All laughed, and Messer Cosimo with them, still considering me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But Messer Fifanti's wife had yet to make me known to three others who sat
+ there, beside the little sloe-eyed lady. This last was a cousin of her own&mdash;Donna
+ Leocadia degli Allogati, whom I saw now for the first and last time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The three remaining men of the company are of little interest save one,
+ whose name was to be well known&mdash;nay, was well known already, though
+ not to one who had lived in such seclusion as mine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This was that fine poet Annibale Caro, whom I have heard judged to be all
+ but the equal of the great Petrarca himself. A man who had less the air of
+ a poet it would not be easy to conceive. He was of middle height and of a
+ habit of body inclining to portliness, and his age may have been forty.
+ His face was bearded, ruddy, and small-featured, and there was about him
+ an air of smug prosperity; he was dressed with care, but he had none of
+ the splendour of the Cardinal or my cousin. Let me add that he was
+ secretary to the Duke Pier Luigi Farnese, and that he was here in Piacenza
+ on a mission to the Governor in which his master's interests were
+ concerned.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The other two who completed that company are of no account, and indeed
+ their names escape me, though I seem to remember that one was named Pacini
+ and that he was said to be a philosopher of considerable parts.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Bidden to table by Messer Fifanti, I took the chair he offered me beside
+ his lady, and presently came the old servant whom already I had seen,
+ bearing meat for me. I was hungry, and I fell to with zest, what time a
+ pleasant ripple of talk ran round the board. Facing me sat my cousin, and
+ I never observed until my hunger was become less clamorous with what an
+ insistence he regarded me. At last, however, our eyes met across the
+ board. He smiled that crooked, somewhat unpleasant smile of his.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And so, Ser Agostino, they are to make a priest of you?&rdquo; said he.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;God pleasing,&rdquo; I answered soberly, and perhaps shortly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And if his brains at all resemble his body,&rdquo; lisped the Cardinal-legate,
+ &ldquo;you may live to see an Anguissola Pope, my Cosimo.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My stare must have betrayed my amazement at such words. &ldquo;Not so,
+ magnificent,&rdquo; I made answer. &ldquo;I am destined for the life monastic.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Monastic!&rdquo; quoth he, in a sort of horror, and looking as if a bad smell
+ had suddenly been thrust under his nose. He shrugged and pouted and had
+ fresh recourse to his pomander. &ldquo;O, well! Friars have become popes before
+ to-day.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am to enter the hermit order of St. Augustine,&rdquo; I again corrected.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah!&rdquo; said Caro, in his big, full voice. &ldquo;He aspires not to Rome but to
+ Heaven, my lord.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then what the devil does he in your house, Fifanti?&rdquo; quoth the Cardinal.
+ &ldquo;Are you to teach him sanctity?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And the table shook with laughter at a jest I did not understand any more
+ than I understood my Lord Cardinal.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Messer Fifanti, sitting at the table-head, shot me a glance of anxious
+ inquiry; he smiled foolishly, and washed his hands in the air again, his
+ mind fumbling for an answer that should turn aside that barbed jest. But
+ he was forestalled by my cousin Cosimo.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The teaching might come more aptly from Monna Giuliana,&rdquo; said he, and
+ smiled very boldly across at Fifanti's lady who sat beside me, whilst a
+ frown grew upon the prodigious brow of the pedant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Indeed, indeed,&rdquo; the Cardinal murmured, considering her through
+ half-closed eyes, &ldquo;there is no man but may enter Paradise at her bidding.&rdquo;
+ And he sighed furiously, whilst she chid him for his boldness; and for all
+ that much of what they said was in a language that might have been unknown
+ to me, yet was I lost in amazement to see a prelate made so free with. She
+ turned to me, and the glory of her eyes fell about my soul like an
+ effulgence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do not heed them, Ser Agostino. They are profane and wicked men,&rdquo; she
+ said, &ldquo;and if you aspire to holiness, the less you see of them the better
+ will it be for you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I did not doubt it, yet I dared not make so bold as to confess it, and I
+ wondered why they should laugh to hear her earnest censure of them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is a thorny path, this path of holiness,&rdquo; said the Cardinal sighing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Your excellency has been told so, we assume,&rdquo; quoth Caro, who had a very
+ bitter tongue for one who looked so well-nourished and contented.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I might have found it so for myself but that my lot has been cast among
+ sinners,&rdquo; answered the Cardinal, comprehending the company in his glance
+ and gesture. &ldquo;As it is, I do what I can to mend their lot.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Now here is gallantry of a different sort!&rdquo; cried the little Leocadia
+ with a giggle.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O, as to that,&rdquo; quoth Cosimo, showing his fine teeth in a smile, &ldquo;there
+ is a proverb as to the gallantry of priests. It is like the love of women,
+ which again is like water in a basket&mdash;as soon in as out.&rdquo; And his
+ eyes hung upon Giuliana.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;When you are the basket, sir captain, shall anyone blame the women?&rdquo; she
+ countered with her lazy insolence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Body of God!&rdquo; cried the Cardinal, and laughed wholeheartedly, whilst my
+ cousin scowled. &ldquo;There you have the truth, Cosimo, and the truth is better
+ than proverbs.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is unlucky to speak of the dead at table,&rdquo; put in Caro.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And who spoke of the dead, Messer Annibale?&rdquo; quoth Leocadia.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Did not my Lord Cardinal mention Truth?&rdquo; answered the brutal poet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are a derider&mdash;a gross sinner,&rdquo; said the Cardinal languidly.
+ &ldquo;Stick to your verses, man, and leave Truth alone.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Agreed&mdash;if your excellency will stick to Truth and quit writing
+ verses. I offer the compact in the interest of humanity, which will be the
+ gainer.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The company shook with laughter at this direct and offensive hit. But my
+ Lord Gambara seemed nowise incensed. Indeed, I was beginning to conclude
+ that the man had a sweetness and tolerance of nature that bordered on the
+ saintly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He sipped his wine thoughtfully, and held it up to the light so that the
+ deep ruby of it sparkled in the Venetian crystal.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You remind me that I have written a new song,&rdquo; said he.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then have I sinned indeed,&rdquo; groaned Caro.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But Gambara, disregarding the interruption, his glass still raised, his
+ mild eyes upon the wine, began to recite:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;Bacchus saepe visitans
+ Mulierum genus
+ Facit eas subditas
+ Tibi, O tu Venus!&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ Without completely understanding it, yet scandalized beyond measure at as
+ much as I understood, to hear such sentiments upon his priestly lips, I
+ stared at him in candid horror.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But he got no farther. Caro smote the table with his fist.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;When wrote you that, my lord?&rdquo; he cried.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;When?&rdquo; quoth the Cardinal, frowning at the interruption. &ldquo;Why,
+ yestereve.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ha!&rdquo; It was something between a bark and a laugh from Messer Caro. &ldquo;In
+ that case, my lord, memory usurped the place of invention. That song was
+ sung at Pavia when I was a student&mdash;which is more years ago than I
+ care to think of.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Cardinal smiled upon him, unabashed. &ldquo;And what then, pray? Can we
+ avoid these things? Why, the very Virgil whom you plagiarize so freely was
+ himself a plagiarist.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now this, as you may well conceive, provoked a discussion about the board,
+ in which all joined, not excepting Fifanti's lady and Donna Leocadia.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I listened in some amazement and deep interest to matters that were
+ entirely strange to me, to the arguing of mysteries which seemed to me&mdash;even
+ from what I heard of them&mdash;to be strangely attractive.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Anon Fifanti joined in the discussion, and I observed how as soon as he
+ began to speak they all fell silent, all listened to him as to a master,
+ what time he delivered himself of his opinions and criticisms of this
+ Virgil, with a force, a lucidity and an eloquence that revealed his
+ learning even to one so ignorant as myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was listened to with deference by all, if we except perhaps my Lord
+ Gambara, who had no respect for anything and who preferred to whisper to
+ Leocadia under cover of his hand, ogling her what time she simpered. Once
+ or twice Monna Giuliana flashed him an unfriendly glance, and this I
+ accounted natural, deeming that she resented this lack of attention to the
+ erudite dissertation of her husband.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But as for the others, they were attentive, as I have said, and even
+ Messer Caro, who at the time&mdash;as I gathered then&mdash;was engaged
+ upon a translation of Virgil into Tuscan, and who, therefore, might be
+ accounted something of an authority, held his peace and listened what time
+ the doctor reasoned and discoursed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Fifanti's mean, sycophantic air fell away from him as by magic. Warmed by
+ his subject and his enthusiasm he seemed suddenly ennobled, and I found
+ him less antipathic; indeed, I began to see something admirable in the
+ man, some of that divine quality that only deep culture and learning can
+ impart.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I conceived that now, at last, I held the explanation of how it came to
+ pass that so distinguished a company frequented his house and gathered on
+ such familiar terms about his board.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And I began to be less amazed at the circumstance that he should possess
+ for wife so beautiful and superb a creature as Madonna Giuliana. I thought
+ that I obtained glimpses of the charm which that elderly man might be able
+ to exert upon a fine and cultured young nature with aspirations for things
+ above the commonplace.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER II. HUMANITIES
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ As the days passed and swelled into weeks, and these, in their turn,
+ accumulated into months, I grew rapidly learned in worldly matters at
+ Doctor Fifanti's house.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The curriculum I now pursued was so vastly different from that which my
+ mother had bidden Fra Gervasio to set me, and my acquaintance with the
+ profane writers advanced so swiftly once it was engaged upon, that I
+ acquired knowledge as a weed grows.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Fifanti flung into strange passions when he discovered the extent of my
+ ignorance and the amazing circumstance that whilst Fra Gervasio had made
+ of me a fluent Latin scholar, he had kept me in utter ignorance of the
+ classic writers, and almost in as great an ignorance of history itself.
+ This the pedant set himself at once to redress, and amongst the earliest
+ works he gave me as preparation were Latin translations of Thucydides and
+ Herodotus which I devoured&mdash;especially the glowing pages of the
+ latter&mdash;at a speed that alarmed my tutor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But mere studiousness was not my spur, as he imagined. I was enthralled by
+ the novelty of the matters that I read, so different from all those with
+ which I had been allowed to become acquainted hitherto.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There followed Tacitus, and after him Cicero and Livy, which latter two I
+ found less arresting; then came Lucretius, and his De Rerum Naturae proved
+ a succulent dish to my inquisitive appetite.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the cream and glory of the ancient writers I had yet to taste. My
+ first acquaintance with the poets came from the translation of Virgil upon
+ which Messer Caro was at the time engaged. He had definitely taken up his
+ residence in Piacenza, whither it was said that Farnese, his master, who
+ was to be made our Duke, would shortly come. And in the interval of
+ labouring for Farnese, as Caro was doing, he would toil at his
+ translation, and from time to time he would bring sheaves of his
+ manuscript to the doctor's house, to read what he had accomplished.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He came, I remember, one languid afternoon in August, when I had been with
+ Messer Fifanti for close upon three months, during which time my mind had
+ gradually, yet swiftly, been opening out like a bud under the sunlight of
+ much new learning. We sat in the fine garden behind the house, on the
+ lawn, in the shade of mulberry trees laden with yellow translucent fruit,
+ by a pond that was all afloat with water-lilies.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a crescent-shaped seat of hewn marble, over which Messer
+ Gambara, who was with us, had thrown his scarlet cardinal's cloak, the day
+ being oppressively hot. He was as usual in plain, walking clothes, and
+ save for the ring on his finger and the cross on his breast, you had never
+ conceived him an ecclesiastic. He sat near his cloak, upon the marble
+ seat, and beside him sat Monna Giuliana, who was all in white save for the
+ gold girdle at her waist.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Caro, himself, stood to read, his bulky manuscript in his hands. Against
+ the sundial, facing the poet, leaned the tall figure of Messer Fifanti,
+ his bald head uncovered and shining humidly, his eyes ever and anon
+ stealing a look at his splendid wife where she sat so demurely at the
+ prelate's side.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Myself, I lay on the grass near the pond, my hand trailing in the cool
+ water, and at first I was not greatly interested. The heat of the day and
+ the circumstance that we had dined, when played upon by the poet's booming
+ and somewhat monotonous voice, had a lulling effect from which I was in
+ danger of falling asleep. But anon, as the narrative warmed and quickened,
+ the danger was well overpast. I was very wide-awake, my pulses throbbing,
+ my imagination all on fire. I sat up and listened with an enthralled
+ attention, unconscious of everything and everybody, unconscious even of
+ the very voice of the reader, intent only upon the amazing, tragic matter
+ that he read.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For it happened that this was the Fourth Book of the Aeneid, and the most
+ lamentable, heartrending story of Dido's love for Aeneas, of his desertion
+ of her, of her grief and death upon the funeral pyre.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It held me spellbound. It was more real then anything that I had ever read
+ or heard; and the fate of Dido moved me as if I had known and loved her;
+ so that long ere Messer Caro came to an end I was weeping freely in a most
+ exquisite misery.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thereafter I was as one who has tasted strong wine and finds his thirst
+ fired by it. Within a week I had read the Aeneid through, and was reading
+ it a second time. Then came the Comedies of Terence, the Metamorphoses of
+ Ovid, Martial, and the Satires of Juvenal. And with those my
+ transformation was complete. No longer could I find satisfaction in the
+ writings of the fathers of the church, or in contemplating the lives of
+ the saints, after the pageantries which the eyes of my soul had looked
+ upon in the profane authors.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ What instructions my mother supposed Fifanti to have received concerning
+ me from Arcolano, I cannot think. But certain it is that she could never
+ have dreamed under what influences I was so soon to come, no more than she
+ could conceive what havoc they played with all that hitherto I had learnt
+ and with the resolutions that I had formed&mdash;and that she had formed
+ for me&mdash;concerning the future.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All this reading perturbed me very oddly, as one is perturbed who having
+ long dwelt in darkness is suddenly brought into the sunlight and dazzled
+ by it, so that, grown conscious of his sight, he is more effectively
+ blinded than he was before. For the process that should have been a
+ gradual one from tender years was carried through in what amounted to
+ little more than a few weeks.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My Lord Gambara took an odd interest in me. He was something of a
+ philosopher in his trivial way; something of a student of his fellow-man;
+ and he looked upon me as an odd human growth that was being subjected to
+ an unusual experiment. I think he took a certain delight in helping that
+ experiment forward; and certain it is that he had more to do with the
+ debauching of my mind than any other, or than any reading that I did.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was not that he told me more than elsewhere I could have learnt; it was
+ the cynical manner in which he conveyed his information. He had a way of
+ telling me of monstrous things as if they were purely normal and natural
+ to a properly focussed eye, and as if any monstrousness they might present
+ to me were due to some distortion imparted to them solely by the
+ imperfection of my intellectual vision.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus it was from him that I learnt certain unsuspected things concerning
+ Pier Luigi Farnese, who, it was said, was coming to be our Duke, and on
+ whose behalf the Emperor was being importuned to invest him in the Duchy
+ of Parma and Piacenza.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One day as we walked together in the garden&mdash;my Lord Gambara and I&mdash;I
+ asked him plainly what was Messer Farnese's claim.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;His claim?&rdquo; quoth he, checking, to give me a long, cool stare. He laughed
+ shortly and resumed his pacing, I keeping step with him. &ldquo;Why, is he not
+ the Pope's son, and is not that claim enough?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The Pope's son!&rdquo; I exclaimed. &ldquo;But how is it possible that the Holy
+ Father should have a son?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How is it possible?&rdquo; he echoed mockingly. &ldquo;Why, I will tell you, sir.
+ When our present Holy Father went as Cardinal-legate to the Mark of
+ Ancona, he met there a certain lady whose name was Lola, who pleased him,
+ and who was pleased with him. Alessandro Farnese was a handsome man, Ser
+ Agostino. She bore him three children, of whom one is dead, another is
+ Madonna Costanza, who is wed to Sforza of Santafiora, and the third&mdash;who
+ really happens to have been the first-born&mdash;is Messer Pier Luigi,
+ present Duke of Castro and future Duke of Piacenza.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was some time ere I could speak.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But his vows, then?&rdquo; I exclaimed at last.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah! His vows!&rdquo; said the Cardinal-legate. &ldquo;True, there were his vows. I
+ had forgotten that. No doubt he did the same.&rdquo; And he smiled sardonically,
+ sniffing at his pomander-ball.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ From that beginning in a fresh branch of knowledge much followed quickly.
+ Under my questionings, Messer Gambara very readily made me acquainted
+ through his unsparing eyes with that cesspool that was known as the Roman
+ Curia. And my horror, my disillusionment increased at every word he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I learnt from him that Pope Paul III was no exception to the rule, no such
+ scandal as I had imagined; that his own elevation to the purple was due in
+ origin to the favour which his sister, the beautiful Giulia, had found in
+ the eyes of the Borgia Pope, some fifty years ago. Through him I came to
+ know the Sacred College as it really was; not the very home and fount of
+ Christianity, as I had deemed it, controlled and guided by men of a
+ sublime saintliness of ways, but a gathering of ambitious worldlings, who
+ had become so brazen in their greed of temporal power that they did not
+ even trouble to cloak the sin and evil in which they lived; men in whom
+ the spirit that had actuated those saints the study of whose lives had
+ been my early delight, lived no more than it might live in the bosom of a
+ harlot.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I said so to him one day in a wild, furious access of boldness, in one of
+ those passionate outbursts that are begotten of illusions blighted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He heard me through quite calmly, without the least trace of anger,
+ smiling ever his quiet mocking smile, and plucking at his little, auburn
+ beard.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are wrong, I think,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Say that the Church has fallen a prey
+ to self-seekers who have entered it under the cloak of the priesthood.
+ What then? In their hands the Church has been enriched. She has gained
+ power, which she must retain. And that is to the Church's good.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And what of the scandal of it?&rdquo; I stormed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O, as to that&mdash;why, boy, have you never read Boccaccio?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Never,&rdquo; said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Read him, then,&rdquo; he urged me. &ldquo;He will teach you much that you need to
+ know. And read in particular the story of Abraam, the Jew, who upon
+ visiting Rome was so scandalized by the licence and luxury of the clergy
+ that he straightway had himself baptized and became a Christian,
+ accounting that a religion that could survive such wiles of Satan to
+ destroy it must indeed be the true religion, divinely inspired.&rdquo; He
+ laughed his little cynical laugh to see my confusion increased by that
+ bitter paradox.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It is little wonder that I was all bewildered, that I was like some poor
+ mariner upon unknown waters, without stars or compass.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus that summer ebbed slowly, and the time of my projected minor
+ ordination approached. Messer Gambara's visits to Fifanti's grew more and
+ more frequent, until they became a daily occurrence; and now my cousin
+ Cosimo came oftener too. But it was their custom to come in the forenoon,
+ when I was at work with Fifanti. And often I observed the doctor to be
+ oddly preoccupied, and to spend much time in creeping to the window that
+ was all wreathed in clematis, and in peeping through that purple-decked
+ green curtain into the garden where his excellency and Cosimo walked with
+ Monna Giuliana.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When both visitors were there his anxiety seemed less. But if only one
+ were present he would give himself no peace. And once when Messer Gambara
+ and she went together within doors, he abruptly interrupted my studies,
+ saying that it was enough for that day; and he went below to join them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Half a year earlier I should have had no solution for his strange
+ behaviour. But I had learnt enough of the world by now to perceive what
+ maggot was stirring in that egg-shaped head. Yet I blushed for him, and
+ for his foul and unworthy suspicions. As soon would I have suspected the
+ painted Madonna from the brush of Raffaele Santi that I had seen over the
+ high altar of the Church of San Sisto, as suspect the beautiful and
+ noble-souled Giuliana of giving that old pedant cause for his uneasiness.
+ Still, I conceived that this was the penalty that such a withered growth
+ of humanity must pay for having presumed to marry a young wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We were much together in those days, Monna Giuliana and I. Our intimacy
+ had grown over a little incident that it were well I should mention.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A young painter, Gianantonio Regillo, better known to the world as Il
+ Pordenone, had come to Piacenza that summer to decorate the Church of
+ Santa Maria della Campagna. He came furnished with letters to the
+ Governor, and Gambara had brought him to Fifanti's villa. From Monna
+ Giuliana the young painter heard the curious story of my having been vowed
+ prenatally to the cloister by my mother, learnt her name and mine, and the
+ hope that was entertained that I should walk in the ways of St. Augustine
+ after whom I had been christened.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It happened that he was about to paint a picture of St. Augustine, as a
+ fresco for the chapel of the Magi of the church I have named. And having
+ seen me and heard that story of mine, he conceived the curious notion of
+ using me as the model for the figure of the saint. I consented, and daily
+ for a week he came to us in the afternoons to paint; and all the time
+ Monna Giuliana would be with us, deeply interested in his work.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That picture he eventually transferred to his fresco, and there&mdash;O
+ bitter irony!&mdash;you may see me to this day, as the saint in whose ways
+ it was desired that I should follow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Monna Giuliana and I would linger together in talk after the painter had
+ gone; and this would be at about the time that I had my first lessons of
+ Curial life from my Lord Gambara. You will remember that he mentioned
+ Boccaccio to me, and I chanced to ask her was there in the library a copy
+ of that author's tales.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Has that wicked priest bidden you to read them?&rdquo; she inquired, 'twixt
+ seriousness and mockery, her dark eyes upon me in one of those glances
+ that never left me easy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I told her what had passed; and with a sigh and a comment that I would get
+ an indigestion from so much mental nourishment as I was consuming, she led
+ me to the little library to find the book.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Messer Fifanti's was a very choice collection of works, and every one in
+ manuscript; for the doctor was something of an idealist, and greatly
+ averse to the printing-press and the wide dissemination of books to which
+ it led. Out of his opposition to the machine grew a dislike to its
+ productions, which he denounced as vulgar; and not even their comparative
+ cheapness and the fact that, when all was said, he was a man of limited
+ means, would induce him to harbour a single volume that was so produced.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Along the shelves she sought, and finally drew down four heavy tomes.
+ Turning the pages of the first, she found there, with a readiness that
+ argued a good acquaintance with the work, the story of Abraam the Jew,
+ which I desired to read as it had been set down. She bade me read it
+ aloud, which I did, she seated in the window, listening to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At first I read with some constraint and shyness, but presently warming to
+ my task and growing interested, I became animated and vivacious in my
+ manner, so that when I ceased I saw her sitting there, her hands clasped
+ about one knee, her eyes upon my face, her lips parted a little, the very
+ picture of interest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And with that it happened that we established a custom, and very often,
+ almost daily, after dinner, we would repair together to the library, and I&mdash;who
+ hitherto had no acquaintance with any save Latin works&mdash;began to make
+ and soon to widen my knowledge of our Tuscan writers. We varied our
+ reading. We dipped into our poets. Dante we read, and Petrarca, and both
+ we loved, though better than the works of either&mdash;and this for the
+ sake of the swift movement and action that is in his narrative, though his
+ melodies, I realized, were not so pure&mdash;the Orlando of Ariosto.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sometimes we would be joined by Fifanti himself; but he never stayed very
+ long. He had an old-fashioned contempt for writings in what he called the
+ &ldquo;dialettale,&rdquo; and he loved the solemn injuvenations of the Latin tongue.
+ Soon, as he listened, he would begin to yawn, and presently grunt and rise
+ and depart, flinging a contemptuous word at the matter of my reading, and
+ telling me at times that I might find more profitable amusement.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But I persisted in it, guided ever by Fifanti's lady. And whatever we read
+ by way of divergence, ever and anon we would come back to the stilted,
+ lucid, vivid pages of Boccaccio.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One day I chanced upon the tragical story of &ldquo;Isabetta and the Pot of
+ Basil,&rdquo; and whilst I read I was conscious that she had moved from where
+ she had been sitting and had come to stand behind my chair. And when I
+ reached the point at which the heart-broken Isabetta takes the head of her
+ murdered lover to her room, a tear fell suddenly upon my hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stopped, and looked up at Giuliana. She smiled at me through unshed
+ tears that magnified her matchless eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I will read no more,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;It is too sad.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, no!&rdquo; she begged. &ldquo;Read on, Agostino! I love its sadness.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So I read on to the story's cruel end, and when it was done I sat quite
+ still, myself a little moved by the tragedy of it, whilst Giuliana
+ continued to lean against my chair. I was moved, too, in another way;
+ curiously and unaccountably; and I could scarcely have defined what it was
+ that moved me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I sought to break the spell of it, and turned the pages. &ldquo;Let me read
+ something else,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;Something more gay, to dispel the sadness of
+ this.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But her hand fell suddenly upon mine, enclasping and holding it. &ldquo;Ah, no!&rdquo;
+ she begged me gently. &ldquo;Give me the book. Let us read no more to-day.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was trembling under her touch&mdash;trembling, my every nerve a-quiver
+ and my breath shortened&mdash;and suddenly there flashed through my mind a
+ line of Dante's in the story of Paolo and Francesca:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &ldquo;Quel giorno piu non vi leggemo avanti.&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ Giuliana's words: &ldquo;Let us read no more to-day&rdquo;&mdash;had seemed an echo of
+ that line, and the echo made me of a sudden conscious of an unsuspected
+ parallel. All at once our position seemed to me strangely similar to that
+ of the ill-starred lovers of Rimini.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the next moment I was sane again. She had withdrawn her hand, and had
+ taken the volume to restore it to its shelf.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ah, no! At Rimini there had been two fools. Here there was but one. Let me
+ make an end of him by persuading him of his folly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yet Giuliana did nothing to assist me in that task. She returned from the
+ book-shelf, and in passing lightly swept her fingers over my hair.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Come, Agostino; let us walk in the garden,&rdquo; said she.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We went, my mood now overpast. I was as sober and self-contained as was my
+ habit. And soon thereafter came my Lord Gambara&mdash;a rare thing to
+ happen in the afternoon.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Awhile the three of us were together in the garden, talking of trivial
+ matters. Then she fell to wrangling with him concerning something that
+ Caro had written and of which she had the manuscript. In the end she
+ begged me would I go seek the writing in her chamber. I went, and hunted
+ where she had bidden me and elsewhere, and spent a good ten minutes vainly
+ in the task. Chagrined that I could not discover the thing, I went into
+ the library, thinking that it might be there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Doctor Fifanti was writing busily at the table when I intruded. He looked
+ up, thrusting his horn-rimmed spectacles high upon his peaked forehead.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What the devil!&rdquo; quoth he very testily. &ldquo;I thought you were in the garden
+ with Madonna Giuliana.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My Lord Gambara is there,&rdquo; said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He crimsoned and banged the table with his bony hand. &ldquo;Do I not know
+ that?&rdquo; he roared, though I could see no reason for all this heat. &ldquo;And why
+ are you not with them?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ You are not to suppose that I was still the meek, sheepish lad who had
+ come to Piacenza three months ago. I had not been learning my world and
+ discovering Man to no purpose all this while.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It has yet to be explained to me,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;under what obligation I am to
+ be anywhere but where I please. That firstly. Secondly&mdash;but of
+ infinitely lesser moment&mdash;Monna Giuliana has sent me for the
+ manuscript of Messer Caro's Gigli d'Oro.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I know not whether it was my cool, firm tones that quieted him. But quiet
+ he became.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I... I was vexed by your interruption,&rdquo; he said lamely, to explain his
+ late choler. &ldquo;Here is the thing. I found it here when I came. Messer Caro
+ might discover better employment for his leisure. But there, there&rdquo;&mdash;he
+ seemed in sudden haste again. &ldquo;Take it to her in God's name. She will be
+ impatient.&rdquo; I thought he sneered. &ldquo;O, she will praise your diligence,&rdquo; he
+ added, and this time I was sure that he sneered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I took it, thanked him, and left the room intrigued. And when I rejoined
+ them, and handed her the manuscript, the odd thing was that the subject of
+ their discourse having meanwhile shifted, it no longer interested her, and
+ she never once opened the pages she had been in such haste to have me
+ procure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This, too, was puzzling, even to one who was beginning to know his world
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But I was not done with riddles. For presently out came Fifanti himself,
+ looking, if possible, yellower and more sour and lean than usual. He was
+ arrayed in his long, rusty gown, and there were the usual shabby slippers
+ on his long, lean feet. He was ever a man of most indifferent personal
+ habits.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, Astorre,&rdquo; his wife greeted him. &ldquo;My Lord Cardinal brings you good
+ tidings.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Does he so?&rdquo; quoth Fifanti, sourly as I thought; and he looked at the
+ legate as though his excellency were the very reverse of a happy
+ harbinger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will rejoice, I think, doctor,&rdquo; said the smiling prelate, &ldquo;to hear
+ that I have letters from my Lord Pier Luigi appointing you one of the
+ ducal secretaries. And this, I doubt not, will be followed, on his coming
+ hither, by an appointment to his council. Meanwhile, the stipend is three
+ hundred ducats, and the work is light.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There followed a long and baffling silence, during which the doctor grew
+ first red, then pale, then red again, and Messer Gambara stood with his
+ scarlet cloak sweeping about his shapely limbs, sniffing his pomander and
+ smiling almost insolently into the other's face; and some of the insolence
+ of his look, I thought, was reflected upon the pale, placid countenance of
+ Giuliana.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last, Fifanti spoke, his little eyes narrowing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is too much for my poor deserts,&rdquo; he said curtly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are too humble,&rdquo; said the prelate. &ldquo;Your loyalty to the House of
+ Farnese, and the hospitality which I, its deputy, have received...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Hospitality!&rdquo; barked Fifanti, and looked very oddly at Giuliana; so oddly
+ that a faint colour began to creep into her cheeks. &ldquo;You would pay for
+ that?&rdquo; he questioned, half mockingly. &ldquo;Oh, but for that a stipend of three
+ hundred ducats is too little.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And all the time his eyes were upon his wife, and I saw her stiffen as if
+ she had been struck.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the Cardinal laughed outright. &ldquo;Come now, you use me with an amiable
+ frankness,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;The stipend shall be doubled when you join the
+ council.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Doubled?&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Six hundred...?&rdquo; He checked. The sum was vast. I saw
+ greed creep into his little eyes. What had troubled him hitherto, I could
+ not fathom even yet. He washed his bony hands in the air, and looked at
+ his wife again. &ldquo;It... it is a fair price, no doubt, my lord,&rdquo; said he,
+ his tone contemptuous.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The Duke shall be informed of the value of your learning,&rdquo; lisped the
+ Cardinal.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Fifanti knit his brows. &ldquo;The value of my learning?&rdquo; he echoed, as if
+ slowly puzzled. &ldquo;My learning? Oh! Is that in question?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why else should we give you the appointment?&rdquo; smiled the Cardinal, with a
+ smile that was full of significance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is what the town will be asking, no doubt,&rdquo; said Messer Fifanti. &ldquo;I
+ hope you will be able to satisfy its curiosity, my lord.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And on that he turned, and stalked off again, very white and trembling, as
+ I could perceive.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My Lord Gambara laughed carelessly again, and over the pale face of Monna
+ Giuliana there stole a slow smile, the memory of which was to be hateful
+ to me soon, but which at the moment went to increase my already profound
+ mystification.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER III. PREUX-CHEVALIER
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ In the days that followed I found Messer Fifanti in queerer moods than
+ ever. Ever impatient, he would be easily moved to anger now, and not a day
+ passed but he stormed at me over the Greek with which, under his guidance,
+ I was wrestling.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And with Giuliana his manner was the oddest thing conceivable; at times he
+ was mocking as an ape, at times his manner had in it a suggestion of the
+ serpent; more rarely he was his usual, vulturine self. He watched her
+ curiously, ever between anger and derision, to all of which she presented
+ a calm front and a patience almost saintly. He was as a man with some
+ mighty burden on his mind, undecided whether he shall bear it or cast it
+ off.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her patience moved me most oddly to pity; and pity for so beautiful a
+ creature is Satan's most subtle snare, especially when you consider what a
+ power her beauty had to move me as I had already discovered to my
+ erstwhile terror. She confided in me a little in those days, but ever with
+ a most saintly resignation. She had been sold into wedlock, she admitted,
+ with a man who might have been her father, and she confessed to finding
+ her lot a cruel one; but confessed it with the air of one who intends none
+ the less to bear her cross with fortitude.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then, one day, I did a very foolish thing. We had been reading
+ together, she and I, as was become our custom. She had fetched me a volume
+ of the lascivious verse of Panormitano, and we sat side by side on the
+ marble seat in the garden what time I read to her, her shoulder touching
+ mine, the fragrance of her all about me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She wore, I remember, a clinging gown of russet silk, which did rare
+ justice to the splendid beauty of her, and her heavy ruddy hair was
+ confined in a golden net that was set with gems&mdash;a gift from my Lord
+ Gambara. Concerning this same gift words had passed but yesterday between
+ Giuliana and her husband; and I deemed the doctor's anger to be the fruit
+ of a base and unworthy mind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I read, curiously enthralled&mdash;though whether by the beauty of the
+ lines or the beauty of the woman there beside me I could not then have
+ told you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Presently she checked me. &ldquo;Leave now Panormitano,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Here is
+ something else upon which you shall give me your judgment.&rdquo; And she set
+ before me a sheet upon which there was a sonnet writ in her own hand,
+ which was as beautiful as any copyist's that I have ever seen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I read the poem. It was the tenderest and saddest little cry from a heart
+ that ached and starved for an ideal love; and good as the manner seemed,
+ the matter itself it was that chiefly moved me. At my admission of its
+ moving quality her white hand closed over mine as it had done that day in
+ the library when we had read of &ldquo;Isabetta and the Pot of Basil.&rdquo; Her hand
+ was warm, but not warm enough to burn me as it did.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, thanks, Agostino,&rdquo; she murmured. &ldquo;Your praise is sweet to me. The
+ verses are my own.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was dumbfounded at this fresh and more intimate glimpse of her. The
+ beauty of her body was there for all to see and worship; but here was my
+ first glimpse of the rare beauties of her mind. In what words I should
+ have answered her I do not know, for at that moment we suffered an
+ interruption.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sudden and harsh as the crackling of a twig came from behind us the voice
+ of Messer Fifanti. &ldquo;What do you read?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We started apart, and turned.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Either he, of set purpose, had crept up behind us so softly that we should
+ not suspect his approach, or else so engrossed were we that our ears had
+ been deafened for the time. He stood there now in his untidy gown of
+ black, and there was a leer of mockery on his long, white face. Slowly he
+ put a lean arm between us, and took the sheet in his bony claw.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He peered at it very closely, being without glasses, and screwed his eyes
+ up until they all but disappeared.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus he stood, and slowly read, whilst I looked on a trifle uneasy, and
+ Giuliana's face wore an odd look of fear, her bosom heaving unsteadily in
+ its russet sheath.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He sniffed contemptuously when he had read, and looked at me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Have I not bidden you leave the vulgarities of dialect to the vulgar?&rdquo;
+ quoth he. &ldquo;Is there not enough written for you in Latin, that you must be
+ wasting your time and perverting your senses with such poor illiterate
+ gibberish as this? And what is it that you have there?&rdquo; He took the book.
+ &ldquo;Panormitano!&rdquo; he roared. &ldquo;Now, there's a fitting author for a saint in
+ embryo! There's a fine preparation for the cloister!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He turned to Giuliana. He put forward his hand and touched her bare
+ shoulder with his hideous forefinger. She cringed under the touch as if it
+ were barbed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There is not the need that you should render yourself his preceptress,&rdquo;
+ he said, with his deadly smile.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I do not,&rdquo; she replied indignantly. &ldquo;Agostino has a taste for letters,
+ and...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Tcha! Tcha!&rdquo; he interrupted, tapping her shoulder sharply. &ldquo;I had no
+ thought for letters. There is my Lord Gambara, and there is Messer Cosimo
+ d'Anguissola, and there is Messer Caro. There is even Pordenone, the
+ painter.&rdquo; His lips writhed over their names. &ldquo;You have friends enough, I
+ think. Leave, then, Ser Agostino here. Do not dispute him with God to whom
+ he has been vowed.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She rose in a fine anger, and stood quivering there, magnificently tall,
+ and Juno, I imagined, must have looked to the poets as she looked then to
+ me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;This is too much!&rdquo; she cried.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is, madam,&rdquo; he snapped. &ldquo;I agree with you.&rdquo; She considered him with
+ eyes that held a loathing and contempt unutterable. Then she looked at me,
+ and shrugged her shoulders as who would say: &ldquo;You see how I am used!&rdquo;
+ Lastly she turned, and took her way across the lawn towards the house.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a little silence between us after she had gone. I was on fire
+ with indignation, and yet I could think of no words in which I might
+ express it, realizing how utterly I lacked the right to be angry with a
+ husband for the manner in which he chose to treat his wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last, pondering me very gravely, he spoke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It were best you read no more with Madonna Giuliana,&rdquo; he said slowly.
+ &ldquo;Her tastes are not the tastes that become a man who is about to enter
+ holy orders.&rdquo; He closed the book, which hitherto he had held open; closed
+ it with an angry snap, and held it out to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Restore it to its shelf,&rdquo; he bade me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I took it, and quite submissively I went to do his bidding. But to gain
+ the library I had to pass the door of Giuliana's room. It stood open, and
+ Giuliana herself in the doorway. We looked at each other, and seeing her
+ so sorrowful, with tears in her great dark eyes, I stepped forward to
+ speak, to utter something of the deep sympathy that stirred me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She stretched forth a hand to me. I took it and held it tight, looking up
+ into her eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Dear Agostino!&rdquo; she murmured in gratitude for my sympathy; and I,
+ distraught, inflamed by tone and look, answered by uttering her name for
+ the first time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Giuliana!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Having uttered it I dared not look at her. But I stooped to kiss the hand
+ which she had left in mine. And having kissed it I started upright and
+ made to advance again; but she snatched her hand from my clasp and waved
+ me away, at once so imperiously and beseechingly that I turned and went to
+ shut myself in the library with my bewilderment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For full two days thereafter, for no reason that I could clearly give, I
+ avoided her, and save at table and in her husband's presence we were never
+ once together.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The repasts were sullen things at which there was little said, Madonna
+ sitting in a frozen dignity, and the doctor, a silent man at all times,
+ being now utterly and forbiddingly mute.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But once my Lord Gambara supped with us, and he was light and trivial as
+ ever, an incarnation of frivolity and questionable jests, apparently
+ entirely unconscious of Fifanti's chill reserve and frequent sneers.
+ Indeed, I greatly marvelled that a man of my Lord Gambara's eminence and
+ Governor of Piacenza should so very amiably endure the boorishness of that
+ pedant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Explanation was about to be afforded me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the third day, as we were dining, Giuliana announced that she was going
+ afoot into the town, and solicited my escort. It was an honour that never
+ before had been offered me. I reddened violently, but accepted it, and
+ soon thereafter we set out, just she and I together.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We went by way of the Fodesta Gate, and passed the old Castle of Sant'
+ Antonio, then in ruins&mdash;for Gambara was demolishing it and employing
+ the material to construct a barrack for the Pontifical troops that
+ garrisoned Piacenza. And presently we came upon the works of this new
+ building, and stepped out into mid-street to avoid the scaffoldings, and
+ so pursued our way into the city's main square&mdash;the Piazza del
+ Commune, overshadowed by the red-and-white bulk of the Communal Palace.
+ This was a noble building, rather in the Saracenic manner, borrowing a
+ very warlike air from the pointed battlements that crowned it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Near the Duomo we came upon a great concourse of people who were staring
+ up at the iron cage attached to the square tower of the belfry near its
+ summit. In this cage there was what appeared at first to be a heap of
+ rags, but which presently resolved itself into a human shape, crouching in
+ that narrow, cruel space, exposed there to the pitiless beating of the
+ sun, and suffering Heaven alone can say what agonies. The murmuring crowd
+ looked up in mingled fear and sympathy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had been there since last night, a peasant girl informed us, and he had
+ been confined there by order of my Lord the Cardinal-legate for the odious
+ sin of sacrilege.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What!&rdquo; I cried out, in such a tone of astonished indignation that Monna
+ Giuliana seized my arm and pressed it to enjoin prudence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was not until she had made her purchases in a shop under the Duomo and
+ we were returning home that I touched upon the matter. She chid me for the
+ lack of caution that might have led me into some unpardonable
+ indiscretions but for her warning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But the very thought of such a man as my Lord Gambara torturing a poor
+ wretch for sacrilege!&rdquo; I cried. &ldquo;It is grotesque; it is ludicrous; it is
+ infamous!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not so loud,&rdquo; she laughed. &ldquo;You are being stared at.&rdquo; And then she
+ delivered herself of an amazing piece of casuistry. &ldquo;If a man being a
+ sinner himself, shall on that account refrain from punishing sin in
+ others, then is he twice a sinner.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It was my Lord Gambara taught you that,&rdquo; said I, and involuntarily I
+ sneered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She considered me with a very searching look.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Now, what precisely do you mean, Agostino?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why, that it is by just such sophistries that the Cardinal-legate seeks
+ to cloak the disorders of his life. 'Video meliora proboque, deteriora
+ sequor?' is his philosophy. If he would encage the most sacrilegious
+ fellow in Piacenza, let him encage himself.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You do not love him?&rdquo; said she.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O&mdash;as to that&mdash;as a man he is well enough. But as an
+ ecclesiastic...O, but there!&rdquo; I broke off shortly, and laughed. &ldquo;The devil
+ take Messer Gambara!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She smiled. &ldquo;It is greatly to be feared that he will.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But my Lord Gambara was not so lightly to be dismissed that afternoon. As
+ we were passing the Porta Fodesta, a little group of country-folk that had
+ gathered there fell away before us, all eyes upon the dazzling beauty of
+ Giuliana&mdash;as, indeed, had been the case ever since we had come into
+ the town, so that I had been singularly and sweetly proud of being her
+ escort. I had been conscious of the envious glances that many a tall
+ fellow had sent after me, though, after all, theirs was but as the
+ jealousy of Phoebus for Adonis.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Wherever we had passed and eyes had followed us, men and women had fallen
+ to whispering and pointing after us. And so did they now, here at the
+ Fodesta Gate, but with this difference, that, at last, I overheard for
+ once what was said, for there was one who did not whisper.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There goes the leman of my Lord Gambara,&rdquo; quoth a gruff, sneering voice,
+ &ldquo;the light of love of the saintly legate who is starving Domenico to death
+ in a cage for the sin of sacrilege.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Not a doubt but that he would have added more, but that at that moment a
+ woman's shrill voice drowned his utterance. &ldquo;Silence, Giuffre!&rdquo; she
+ admonished him fearfully. &ldquo;Silence, on your life!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had halted in my stride, suddenly cold from head to foot, as on that day
+ when I had flung Rinolfo from top to bottom of the terrace steps at
+ Mondolfo. It happened that I wore a sword for the first time in my life&mdash;a
+ matter from which I gathered great satisfaction&mdash;having been adjudged
+ worthy of the honour by virtue that I was to be Madonna's escort. To the
+ hilt I now set hand impetuously, and would have turned to strike that foul
+ slanderer dead, but that Giuliana restrained me, a wild alarm in her eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Come!&rdquo; she panted in a whisper. &ldquo;Come away!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So imperious was the command that it conveyed to my mind some notion of
+ the folly I should commit did I not obey it. I saw at once that did I make
+ an ensample of this scurrilous scandalmonger I should thereby render her
+ the talk of that vile town. So I went on, but very white and stiff, and
+ breathing somewhat hard; for pent-up passion is an evil thing to house.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus came we out of the town and to the shady banks of the gleaming Po.
+ And then, at last, when we were quite alone, and within two hundred yards
+ of Fifanti's house, I broke at last the silence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had been thinking very busily, and the peasant's words had illumined for
+ me a score of little obscure matters, had explained to me the queer
+ behaviour and the odd speeches of Fifanti himself since that evening in
+ the garden when the Cardinal-legate had announced to him his appointment
+ as ducal secretary. I checked now in my stride, and turned to face her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Was it true?&rdquo; I asked, rendered brutally direct by a queer pain I felt as
+ a result of my thinking.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked up into my face so sadly and wistfully that my suspicions fell
+ from me upon the instant, and I reddened from shame at having harboured
+ them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Agostino!&rdquo; she cried, such a poor little cry of pain that I set my teeth
+ hard and bowed my head in self-contempt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then I looked at her again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yet the foul suspicion of that lout is shared by your husband himself,&rdquo;
+ said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The foul suspicion&mdash;yes,&rdquo; she answered, her eyes downcast, her
+ cheeks faintly tinted. And then, quite suddenly, she moved forward.
+ &ldquo;Come,&rdquo; she bade me. &ldquo;You are being foolish.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I shall be mad,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;ere I have done with this.&rdquo; And I fell into
+ step again beside her. &ldquo;If I could not avenge you there, I can avenge you
+ here.&rdquo; And I pointed to the house. &ldquo;I can smite this rumour at its foulest
+ point.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her hand fell on my arm. &ldquo;What would you do?&rdquo; she cried.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Bid your husband retract and sue to you for pardon, or else tear out his
+ lying throat,&rdquo; I answered, for I was in a great rage by now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She stiffened suddenly. &ldquo;You go too fast, Messer Agostino,&rdquo; said she. &ldquo;And
+ you are over-eager to enter into that which does not concern you. I do not
+ know that I have given you the right to demand of my husband reason of the
+ manner in which he deals with me. It is a thing that touches only my
+ husband and myself.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was abashed; I was humiliated; I was nigh to tears. I choked it all
+ down, and I strode on beside her, my rage smouldering within me. But it
+ was flaring up again by the time we reached the house with no more words
+ spoken between us. She went to her room without another glance at me, and
+ I repaired straight in quest of Fifanti.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I found him in the library. He had locked himself in, as was his frequent
+ habit when at his studies, but he opened to my knock. I stalked in,
+ unbuckled my sword, and set it in a corner. Then I turned to him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are doing your wife a shameful wrong, sir doctor,&rdquo; said I, with all
+ the directness of youth and indiscretion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He stared at me as if I had struck him&mdash;as he might have stared,
+ rather, at a child who had struck him, undecided whether to strike back
+ for the child's good, or to be amused and smile.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah!&rdquo; he said at last. &ldquo;She has been talking to you?&rdquo; And he clasped his
+ hands behind him and stood before me, his head thrust forward, his legs
+ wide apart, his long gown, which was open, clinging to his ankles.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;I have been thinking.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In that case nothing will surprise me,&rdquo; he said in his sour, contemptuous
+ manner. &ldquo;And so you have concluded...?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That you are harbouring an infamous suspicion.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Your assurance that it is infamous would offend me did it not comfort
+ me,&rdquo; he sneered. &ldquo;And what, pray, is this suspicion?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You suspect that... that&mdash;O God! I can't utter the thing.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Take courage,&rdquo; he mocked me. And he thrust his head farther forward. He
+ looked singularly like a vulture in that moment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You suspect that Messer Gambara... that Messer Gambara and Madonna...
+ that...&rdquo; I clenched my hands together, and looked into his leering face.
+ &ldquo;You understand me well enough,&rdquo; I cried, almost angrily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked at me seriously now, a cold glitter in his small eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I wonder do you understand yourself?&rdquo; he asked. &ldquo;I think not. I think
+ not. Since God has made you a fool, it but remains for man to make you a
+ priest, and thus complete God's work.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You cannot move me by your taunts,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;You have a foul mind, Messer
+ Fifanti.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He approached me slowly, his untidily shod feet slip-slopping on the
+ wooden floor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Because,&rdquo; said he, &ldquo;I suspect that Messer Gambara... that Messer Gambara
+ and Madonna... that... You understand me,&rdquo; he mocked me, with a mimicry of
+ my own confusion. &ldquo;And what affair may it be of yours whom I suspect or of
+ what I suspect them where my own are concerned?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is my affair, as it is the affair of every man who would be accounted
+ gentle, to defend the honour of a pure and saintly lady from the foul
+ aspersions of slander.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Knight-errantry, by the Host!&rdquo; quoth he, and his brows shot up on his
+ steep brow. Then they came down again to scowl. &ldquo;No doubt, my
+ preux-chevalier, you will have definite knowledge of the groundlessness of
+ these same slanders,&rdquo; he said, moving backwards, away from me, towards the
+ door; and as he moved now his feet made no sound, though I did not yet
+ notice this nor, indeed, his movement at all.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Knowledge?&rdquo; I roared at him. &ldquo;What knowledge can you need beyond what is
+ afforded by her face? Look in it, Messer Fifanti, if you would see
+ innocence and purity and chastity! Look in it!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Very well,&rdquo; said he. &ldquo;Let us look in it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And quite suddenly he pulled the door open to disclose Giuliana standing
+ there, erect but in a listening attitude.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Look in it!&rdquo; he mocked me, and waved one of his bony hands towards that
+ perfect countenance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was shame and confusion in her face, and some anger. But she turned
+ without a word, and went quickly down the passage, followed by his evil,
+ cackling laugh.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then he looked at me quite solemnly. &ldquo;I think,&rdquo; said he, &ldquo;you had best get
+ to your studies. You will find more than enough to engage you there. Leave
+ my affairs to me, boy.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was almost a menace in his voice, and after what had happened it was
+ impossible to pursue the matter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sheepishly, overwhelmed with confusion, I went out&mdash;a knight-errant
+ with a shorn crest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER IV. MY LORD GAMBARA CLEARS THE GROUND
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ I had angered her! Worse; I had exposed her to humiliation at the hands of
+ that unworthy animal who soiled her in thought with the slime of his
+ suspicions. Through me she had been put to the shameful need of listening
+ at a door, and had been subjected to the ignominy of being so discovered.
+ Through me she had been mocked and derided!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was all anguish to me. For her there was no shame, no humiliation, no
+ pain I would not suffer, and take joy in the suffering so that it be for
+ her. But to have submitted that sweet, angelic woman to suffering&mdash;to
+ have incurred her just anger! Woe me!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I came to the table that evening full of uneasiness, very unhappy, feeling
+ it an effort to bring myself into her presence and endure be it her regard
+ or her neglect. To my relief she sent word that she was not well and would
+ keep her chamber; and Fifanti smiled oddly as he stroked his blue chin and
+ gave me a sidelong glance. We ate in silence, and when the meal was done,
+ I departed, still without a word to my preceptor, and went to shut myself
+ up again in my room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I slept ill that night, and very early next morning I was astir. I went
+ down into the garden somewhere about the hour of sunrise, through the wet
+ grass that was all scintillant with dew. On the marble bench by the pond,
+ where the water-lilies were now rotting, I flung myself down, and there
+ was I found a half-hour later by Giuliana herself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She stole up gently behind me, and all absorbed and moody as I was, I had
+ no knowledge of her presence until her crisp boyish voice startled me out
+ of my musings.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Of what do we brood here so early, sir saint?&rdquo; quoth she.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I turned to meet her laughing eyes. &ldquo;You... you can forgive me?&rdquo; I
+ faltered foolishly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She pouted tenderly. &ldquo;Should I not forgive one who has acted foolishly out
+ of love for me?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It was, it was...&rdquo; I cried; and there stopped, all confused, feeling
+ myself growing red under her lazy glance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I know it was,&rdquo; she answered. She set her elbows on the seat's tall back
+ until I could feel her sweet breath upon my brow. &ldquo;And should I bear you a
+ resentment, then? My poor Agostino, have I no heart to feel? Am I but a
+ cold, reasoning intelligence like that thing my husband? O God! To have
+ been mated to that withered pedant! To have been sacrificed, to have been
+ sold into such bondage! Me miserable!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Giuliana!&rdquo; I murmured soothingly, yet agonized myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Could none have foretold me that you must come some day?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Hush!&rdquo; I implored her. &ldquo;What are you saying?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But though I begged her to be silent, my soul was avid for more such words
+ from her&mdash;from her, the most perfect and beautiful of women.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why should I not?&rdquo; said she. &ldquo;Is truth ever to be stifled? Ever?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was mad, I know&mdash;quite mad. Her words had made me so. And when, to
+ ask me that insistent question, she brought her face still nearer, I flung
+ down the reins of my unreason and let it ride amain upon its desperate,
+ reckless course. In short, I too leaned forward, I leaned forward, and I
+ kissed her full upon those scarlet, parted lips.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I kissed her, and fell back with a cry that was of anguish almost&mdash;so
+ poignantly had the sweet, fierce pain of that kiss run through my every
+ fibre. And as I cried out, so too did she, stepping back, her hands
+ suddenly to her face. But the next moment she was peering up at the
+ windows of the house&mdash;those inscrutable eyes that looked upon our
+ deed; that looked and of which it was impossible to discern how much they
+ might have seen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If he should have seen us!&rdquo; was her cry; and it moved me unpleasantly
+ that such should have been the first thought my kiss inspired in her. &ldquo;If
+ he should have seen us! Gesu! I have enough to bear already!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I care not,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;Let him see. I am not Messer Gambara. No man shall
+ put an insult upon you on my account, and live.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was become the very ranting, roaring, fire-breathing type of lover who
+ will slaughter a whole world to do pleasure to his mistress or to spare
+ her pain&mdash;I&mdash;I&mdash;I, Agostino d'Anguissola&mdash;who was to
+ be ordained next month and walk in the ways of St. Augustine!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Laugh as you read&mdash;for very pity, laugh!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nay, nay,&rdquo; she reassured herself. &ldquo;He will be still abed. He was snoring
+ when I left.&rdquo; And she dismissed her fears, and looked at me again, and
+ returned to the matter of that kiss.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What have you done to me, Agostino?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I dropped my glance before her languid eyes. &ldquo;What I have done to no other
+ woman yet,&rdquo; I answered, a certain gloom creeping over the exultation that
+ still thrilled me. &ldquo;O Giuliana, what have you done to me? You have
+ bewitched me; You have made me mad!&rdquo; And I set my elbows on my knees and
+ took my head in my hands, and sat there, overwhelmed now by the full
+ consciousness of the irrevocable thing that I had done, a thing that must
+ brand my soul for ever, so it seemed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To have kissed a maid would have been ill enough for one whose aims were
+ mine. But to kiss a wife, to become a cicisbeo! The thing assumed in my
+ mind proportions foolishly, extravagantly beyond its evil reality.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are cruel, Agostino,&rdquo; she whispered behind me. She had come to lean
+ again upon the back of the bench. &ldquo;Am I alone to blame? Can the iron
+ withstand the lodestone? Can the rain help falling upon the earth? Can the
+ stream flow other than downhill?&rdquo; She sighed. &ldquo;Woe me! It is I who should
+ be angered that you have made free of my lips. And yet I am here, wooing
+ you to forgive me for the sin that is your own.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I cried out at that and turned to her again, and I was very white, I know.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You tempted me!&rdquo; was my coward's cry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;So said Adam once. Yet God thought otherwise, for Adam was as fully
+ punished as was Eve.&rdquo; She smiled wistfully into my eyes, and my senses
+ reeled again. And then old Busio, the servant, came suddenly forth from
+ the house upon some domestic errand to Giuliana, and thus was that
+ situation mercifully brought to an end.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For the rest of the day I lived upon the memory of that morning, reciting
+ to myself each word that she had uttered, conjuring up in memory the
+ vision of her every look. And my absent-mindedness was visible to Fifanti
+ when I came to my studies with him later. He grew more peevish with me
+ than was habitual, dubbed me dunce and wooden-head, and commended the
+ wisdom of those who had determined upon a claustral life for me, admitting
+ that I knew enough Latin to enable me to celebrate as well as another
+ without too clear a knowledge of the meaning of what I pattered. All of
+ which was grossly untrue, for, as none knew better than himself, the
+ fluency of my Latin was above the common wont of students. When I told him
+ so, he delivered himself of his opinion upon the common wont of students
+ with all the sourness of his crabbed nature.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I'll write an ode for you upon any subject that you may set me,&rdquo; I
+ challenged him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then write one upon impudence,&rdquo; said he. &ldquo;It is a subject you should
+ understand.&rdquo; And upon that he got up and flung out of the room in a pet
+ before I could think of an answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Left alone, I began an ode which should prove to him his lack of justice.
+ But I got no further than two lines of it. Then for a spell I sat biting
+ my quill, my mind and the eyes of my soul full of Giuliana.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Presently I began to write again. It was not an ode, but a prayer, oddly
+ profane&mdash;and it was in Italian, in the &ldquo;dialettale&rdquo; that provoked
+ Fifanti's sneers. How it ran I have forgotten these many years. But I
+ recall that in it I likened myself to a sailor navigating shoals and
+ besought the pharos of Giuliana's eyes to bring me safely through,
+ besought her to anoint me with her glance and so hearten me to brave the
+ dangers of that procellous sea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I read it first with satisfaction, then with dismay as I realized to the
+ full its amorous meaning. Lastly I tore it up and went below to dine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We were still at table when my Lord Gambara arrived. He came on horseback
+ attended by two grooms whom he left to await him. He was all in black
+ velvet, I remember, even to his thigh-boots which were laced up the sides
+ with gold, and on his breast gleamed a fine medallion of diamonds. Of the
+ prelate there was about him, as usual, nothing but the scarlet cloak and
+ the sapphire ring.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Fifanti rose and set a chair for him, smiling a crooked smile that held
+ more hostility than welcome. None the less did his excellency pay Madonna
+ Giuliana a thousand compliments as he took his seat, supremely calm and
+ easy in his manner. I watched him closely, and I watched Giuliana, a queer
+ fresh uneasiness pervading me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The talk was trivial and chiefly concerned with the progress of the
+ barracks the legate was building and the fine new road from the middle of
+ the city to the Church of Santa Chiara, which he intended should be called
+ the Via Gambara, but which, despite his intentions, is known to-day as the
+ Stradone Farnese.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Presently my cousin arrived, full-armed and very martial by contrast with
+ the velvety Cardinal. He frowned to see Messer Gambara, then effaced the
+ frown and smiled as, one by one, he greeted us. Last of all he turned to
+ me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And how fares his saintliness?&rdquo; quoth he.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Indeed, none too saintly,&rdquo; said I, speaking my thoughts aloud.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He laughed. &ldquo;Why, then, the sooner we are in orders, the sooner shall we
+ be on the road to mending that. Is it not so, Messer Fifanti?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;His ordination will profit you, I nothing doubt,&rdquo; said Fifanti, with his
+ habitual discourtesy and acidity. &ldquo;So you do well to urge it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The answer put my cousin entirely out of countenance a moment. It was a
+ blunt way of reminding me that in this Cosimo I saw one who followed after
+ me in the heirship to Mondolfo, and in whose interests it was that I
+ should don the conventual scapulary.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked at Cosimo's haughty face and cruel mouth, and conjectured in that
+ hour whether I should have found him so very civil and pleasant a cousin
+ had things been other than they were.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ O, a very serpent was Messer Fifanti; and I have since wondered whether of
+ intent he sought to sow in my heart hatred of my guelphic cousin, that he
+ might make of me a tool for his own service&mdash;as you shall come to
+ understand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Meanwhile, Cosimo, having recovered, waved aside the imputation, and
+ smiled easily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nay, there you wrong me. The Anguissola lose more than I shall gain by
+ Agostino's renunciation of the world. And I am sorry for it. You believe
+ me, cousin?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I answered his courteous speech as it deserved, in very courteous terms.
+ This set a pleasanter humour upon all. Yet some restraint abode. Each sat,
+ it seemed, as a man upon his guard. My cousin watched Gambara's every look
+ whenever the latter turned to speak to Giuliana; the Cardinal-legate did
+ the like by him; and Messer Fifanti watched them both.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And, meantime, Giuliana sat there, listening now to one, now to the other,
+ her lazy smile parting those scarlet lips&mdash;those lips that I had
+ kissed that morning&mdash;I, whom no one thought of watching!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And soon came Messer Annibale Caro, with lines from the last pages of his
+ translation oozing from him. And when presently Giuliana smote her hands
+ together in ecstatic pleasure at one of those same lines and bade him
+ repeat it to her, he swore roundly by all the gods that are mentioned in
+ Virgil that he would dedicate the work to her upon its completion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At this the surliness became general once more and my Lord Gambara
+ ventured the opinion&mdash;and there was a note of promise, almost of
+ threat, in his sleek tones&mdash;that the Duke would shortly be needing
+ Messer Caro's presence in Parma; whereupon Messer Caro cursed the Duke
+ roundly and with all a poet's volubility of invective.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They stayed late, each intent, no doubt, upon outstaying the others. But
+ since none would give way they were forced in the end to depart together.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And whilst Messer Fifanti, as became a host, was seeing them to their
+ horses, I was left alone with Giuliana.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why do you suffer those men?&rdquo; I asked her bluntly. Her delicate brows
+ were raised in surprise. &ldquo;Why, what now? They are very pleasant gentlemen,
+ Agostino.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Too pleasant,&rdquo; said I, and rising I crossed to the window whence I could
+ watch them getting to horse, all save Caro, who had come afoot. &ldquo;Too
+ pleasant by much. That prelate out of Hell, now...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Sh!&rdquo; she hissed at me, smiling, her hand raised. &ldquo;Should he hear you, he
+ might send you to the cage for sacrilege. O Agostino!&rdquo; she cried, and the
+ smiles all vanished from her face. &ldquo;Will you grow cruel and suspicious,
+ too?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was disarmed. I realized my meanness and unworthiness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Have patience with me,&rdquo; I implored her. &ldquo;I... I am not myself to-day.&rdquo; I
+ sighed ponderously, and fell silent as I watched them ride away. Yet I
+ hated them all; and most of all I hated the dainty, perfumed,
+ golden-headed Cardinal-legate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He came again upon the morrow, and we learnt from the news of which he was
+ the bearer that he had carried out his threat concerning Messer Caro. The
+ poet was on his way to Parma, to Duke Pier Luigi, dispatched thither on a
+ mission of importance by the Cardinal. He spoke, too, of sending my cousin
+ to Perugia, where a strong hand was needed, as the town showed signs of
+ mutiny against the authority of the Holy See.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When he had departed, Messer Fifanti permitted himself one of his bitter
+ insinuations.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He desires a clear field,&rdquo; he said, smiling his cold smile upon Giuliana.
+ &ldquo;It but remains for him to discover that his Duke has need of me as well.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He spoke of it as a possible contingency, but sarcastically, as men speak
+ of things too remote to be seriously considered. He was to remember his
+ words two days later when the very thing came to pass.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We were at breakfast when the blow fell.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There came a clatter of hooves under our windows, which stood open to the
+ tepid September morning, and soon there was old Busio ushering in an
+ officer of the Pontificals with a parchment tied in scarlet silk and
+ sealed with the arms of Piacenza.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Messer Fifanti took the package and weighed it in his hand, frowning.
+ Perhaps already some foreboding of the nature of its contents was in his
+ mind. Meanwhile, Giuliana poured wine for the officer, and Busio bore him
+ the cup upon a salver.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Fifanti ripped away silk and seals, and set himself to read. I can see him
+ now, standing near the window to which he had moved to gain a better
+ light, the parchment under his very nose, his short-sighted eyes screwed
+ up as he acquainted himself with the letter's contents. Then I saw him
+ turn a sickly leaden hue. He stared at the officer a moment and then at
+ Giuliana. But I do not think that he saw either of them. His look was the
+ blank look of one whose thoughts are very distant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He thrust his hands behind him, and with head forward, in that curious
+ attitude so reminiscent of a bird of prey, he stepped slowly back to his
+ place at the table-head. Slowly his cheeks resumed their normal tint.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Very well, sir,&rdquo; he said, addressing the officer. &ldquo;Inform his excellency
+ that I shall obey the summons of the Duke's magnificence without delay.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The officer bowed to Giuliana, took his leave, and went, old Busio
+ escorting him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A summons from the Duke?&rdquo; cried Giuliana, and then the storm broke
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ay,&rdquo; he answered, grimly quiet, &ldquo;a summons from the Duke.&rdquo; And he tossed
+ it across the table to her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I saw that fateful document float an instant in the air, and then, thrown
+ out of poise by the blob of wax, swoop slanting to her lap.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It will come no doubt as a surprise to you,&rdquo; he growled; and upon that
+ his hard-held passion burst all bonds that he could impose upon it. His
+ great bony fist crashed down upon the board and swept a precious Venetian
+ beaker to the ground, where it burst into a thousand atoms, spreading red
+ wine like a bloodstain upon the floor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Said I not that this rascal Cardinal would make a clear field for
+ himself? Said I not so?&rdquo; He laughed shrill and fiercely. &ldquo;He would send
+ your husband packing as he has sent his other rivals. O, there is a
+ stipend waiting&mdash;a stipend of three hundred ducats yearly that shall
+ be made into six hundred presently, and all for my complaisance, all that
+ I may be a joyous and content cornuto!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He strode to the window cursing horribly, whilst Giuliana sat white of
+ face with lips compressed and heaving bosom, her eyes upon her plate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My Lord Cardinal and his Duke may take themselves together to Hell ere I
+ obey the summons that the one has sent me at the desire of the other. Here
+ I stay to guard what is my own.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are a fool,&rdquo; said Giuliana at length, &ldquo;and a knave, too, for you
+ insult me without cause.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Without cause? O, without cause, eh? By the Host! Yet you would not have
+ me stay?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I would not have you gaoled, which is what will happen if you disobey the
+ Duke's magnificence,&rdquo; said she.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Gaoled?&rdquo; quoth he, of a sudden trembling in the increasing intensity of
+ his passion. &ldquo;Caged, perhaps&mdash;to die of hunger and thirst and
+ exposure, like that poor wretch Domenico who perished yesterday, at last,
+ because he dared to speak the truth. Gesu!&rdquo; he groaned. &ldquo;O, miserable me!&rdquo;
+ And he sank into a chair.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the next instant he was up again, and his long arms were waving
+ fiercely. &ldquo;By the Eyes of God! They shall have cause to cage me. If I am
+ to be horned like a bull, I'll use those same horns. I'll gore their
+ vitals. O madam, since of your wantonness you inclined to harlotry, you
+ should have wedded another than Astorre Fifanti.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was too much. I leapt to my feet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Messer Fifanti,&rdquo; I blazed at him. &ldquo;I'll not remain to hear such words
+ addressed to this sweet lady.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, yes,&rdquo; he snarled, wheeling suddenly upon me as if he would strike me.
+ &ldquo;I had forgot the champion, the preux-chevalier, the saint in embryo! You
+ will not remain to hear the truth, sir, eh?&rdquo; And he strode, mouthing, to
+ the door, and flung it wide so that it crashed against the wall. &ldquo;This is
+ your remedy. Get you hence! Go! What passes here concerns you not. Go!&rdquo; he
+ roared like a mad beast, his rage a thing terrific.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked at him and from him to Giuliana, and my eyes most clearly invited
+ her to tell me how she would have me act.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Indeed, you had best go, Agostino,&rdquo; she answered sadly. &ldquo;I shall bear his
+ insults easier if there be no witness. Yes, go.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Since it is your wish, Madonna,&rdquo; I bowed to her, and very erect, very
+ defiant of mien, I went slowly past the livid Fifanti, and so out. I heard
+ the door slammed after me, and in the little hall I came upon Busio, who
+ was wringing his hand and looking very white. He ran to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He will murder her, Messer Agostino,&rdquo; moaned the old man. &ldquo;He can be a
+ devil in his anger.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He is a devil always, in anger and out of it,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;He needs an
+ exorcist. It is a task that I should relish. I'd beat the devils out of
+ him, Busio, and she would let me. Meanwhile, stay we here, and if she
+ needs our help, it shall be hers.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I dropped on to the carved settle that stood there, old Busio standing at
+ my elbow, more tranquil now that there was help at hand for Madonna in
+ case of need. And through the door came the sound of his storming, and
+ presently the crash of more broken glassware, as once more he thumped the
+ table. For well-high half an hour his fury lasted, and it was seldom that
+ her voice was interposed. Once we heard her laugh, cold and cutting as a
+ sword's edge, and I shivered at the sound, for it was not good to hear.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last the door was opened and he came forth. His face was inflamed, his
+ eyes wild and blood-injected. He paused for a moment on the threshold, but
+ I do not think that he noticed us at first. He looked back at her over his
+ shoulder, still sitting at table, the outline of her white-gowned body
+ sharply defined against the deep blue tapestry of the wall behind her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are warned,&rdquo; said he. &ldquo;Do you heed the warning!&rdquo; And he came forward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Perceiving me at last where I sat, he bared his broken teeth in a snarling
+ smile. But it was to Busio that he spoke. &ldquo;Have my mule saddled for me in
+ an hour,&rdquo; he said, and passed on and up the stairs to make his
+ preparations. It seemed, therefore, that she had conquered his suspicions.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I went in to offer her comfort, for she was weeping and all shaken by that
+ cruel encounter. But she waved me away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not now, Agostino. Not now,&rdquo; she implored me. &ldquo;Leave me to myself, my
+ friend.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had not been her friend had I not obeyed her without question.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER V. PABULUM ACHERONTIS
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ It was late that afternoon when Astorre Fifanti set out. He addressed a
+ few brief words to me, informing me that he should return within four
+ days, betide what might, setting me tasks upon which I was meanwhile to
+ work, and bidding me keep the house and be circumspect during his absence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ From the window of my room I saw the doctor get astride his mule. He was
+ girt with a big sword, but he still wore his long, absurd and shabby gown
+ and his loose, ill-fitting shoes, so that it was very likely that the
+ stirrup-leathers would engage his thoughts ere he had ridden far.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I saw him dig his heels into the beast's sides and go ambling down the
+ little avenue and out at the gate. In the road he drew rein, and stood in
+ talk some moments with a lad who idled there, a lad whom he was wont to
+ employ upon odd tasks about the garden and elsewhere.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This, Madonna also saw, for she was watching his departure from the window
+ of a room below. That she attached more importance to that little
+ circumstance than did I, I was to learn much later.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last he pushed on, and I watched him as he dwindled down the long grey
+ road that wound along the river-side until in the end he was lost to view&mdash;for
+ all time, I hoped; and well had it been for me had my idle hope been
+ realized.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I supped alone that night with no other company than Busio's, who
+ ministered to my needs.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Madonna sent word that she would keep her chamber. When I had supped and
+ after night had fallen I went upstairs to the library, and, shutting
+ myself in, I attempted to read, lighted by the three beaks of the tall
+ brass lamp that stood upon the table. Being plagued by moths, I drew the
+ curtains close across the open window, and settled down to wrestle with
+ the opening lines of the [Title in Greek] of Aeschylus.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But my thoughts wandered from the doings of the son of Iapetus, until at
+ last I flung down the book and sat back in my chair all lost in thought,
+ in doubt, and in conjecture. I became seriously introspective. I made an
+ examination not only of conscience, but of heart and mind, and I found
+ that I had gone woefully astray from the path that had been prepared for
+ me. Very late I sat there and sought to determine upon what I should do.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Suddenly, like a manna to my starving soul, came the memory of the last
+ talk I had with Fra Gervasio and the solemn warning he had given me. That
+ memory inspired me rightly. To-morrow&mdash;despite Messer Fifanti's
+ orders&mdash;I would take horse and ride to Mondolfo, there to confess
+ myself to Fra Gervasio and to be guided by his counsel. My mother's vows
+ concerning me I saw in their true light. They were not binding upon me;
+ indeed, I should be doing a hideous wrong were I to follow them against my
+ inclinations. I must not damn my soul for anything that my mother had
+ vowed or ever I was born, however much she might account that it would be
+ no more than filial piety so to do.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was easier in mind after my resolve was taken, and I allowed that mind
+ of mine to stray thereafter as it listed. It took to thoughts of Giuliana&mdash;Giuliana
+ for whom I ached in every nerve, although I still sought to conceal from
+ myself the true cause of my suffering. Better a thousand times had I
+ envisaged that sinful fact and wrestled with it boldly. Thus should I have
+ had a chance of conquering myself and winning clear of all the horror that
+ lay before me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That I was weak and irresolute at such a time, when I most needed
+ strength, I still think to-day&mdash;when I can take a calm survey of all&mdash;was
+ the fault of the outrageous rearing that was mine. At Mondolfo they had so
+ nurtured me and so sheltered me from the stinging blasts of the world that
+ I was grown into a very ripe and succulent fruit for the Devil's mouth.
+ The things to whose temptation usage would have rendered me in some degree
+ immune were irresistible to one who had been tutored as had I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Let youth know wickedness, lest when wickedness seeks a man out in his
+ riper years he shall be fooled and conquered by the beauteous garb in
+ which the Devil has the cunning to array it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And yet to pretend that I was entirely innocent of where I stood and in
+ what perils were to play the hypocrite. Largely I knew; just as I knew
+ that lacking strength to resist, I must seek safety in flight. And
+ to-morrow I would go. That point was settled, and the page, meanwhile,
+ turned down. And for to-night I delivered myself up to the savouring of
+ this hunger that was upon me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then, towards the third hour of night, as I still sat there, the door
+ was very gently opened, and I beheld Giuliana standing before me. She
+ detached from the black background of the passage, and the light of my
+ three-beaked lamp set her ruddy hair aglow so that it seemed there was a
+ luminous nimbus all about her head. For a moment this gave colour to my
+ fancy that I beheld a vision evoked by the too great intentness of my
+ thoughts. The pale face seemed so transparent, the white robe was almost
+ diaphanous, and the great dark eyes looked so sad and wistful. Only in the
+ vivid scarlet of her lips was there life and blood.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stared at her. &ldquo;Giuliana!&rdquo; I murmured.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why do you sit so late?&rdquo; she asked me, and closed the door as she spoke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have been thinking, Giuliana,&rdquo; I answered wearily, and I passed a hand
+ over my brow to find it moist and clammy. &ldquo;To-morrow I go hence.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She started round and her eyes grew distended, her hand clutched her
+ breast. &ldquo;You go hence?&rdquo; she cried, a note as of fear in her deep voice.
+ &ldquo;Hence? Whither?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Back to Mondolfo, to tell my mother that her dream is at an end.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She came slowly towards me. &ldquo;And... and then?&rdquo; she asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And then? I do not know. What God wills. But the scapulary is not for me.
+ I am unworthy. I have no call. This I now know. And sooner than be such a
+ priest as Messer Gambara&mdash;of whom there are too many in the Church
+ to-day&mdash;I will find some other way of serving God.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Since... since when have you thought thus?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Since this morning, when I kissed you,&rdquo; I answered fiercely.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She sank into a chair beyond the table and stretched a hand across it to
+ me, inviting the clasp of mine. &ldquo;But if this is so, why leave us?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Because I am afraid,&rdquo; I answered. &ldquo;Because... O God! Giuliana, do you not
+ see?&rdquo; And I sank my head into my hands.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Steps shuffled along the corridor. I looked up sharply. She set a finger
+ to her lips. There fell a knock, and old Busio stood before us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madonna,&rdquo; he announced, &ldquo;my Lord the Cardinal-legate is below and asks
+ for you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I started up as if I had been stung. So! At this hour! Then Messer
+ Fifanti's suspicions did not entirely lack for grounds.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Giuliana flashed me a glance ere she made answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will tell my Lord Gambara that I have retired for the night and
+ that... But stay!&rdquo; She caught up a quill and dipped it in the ink-horn,
+ drew paper to herself, and swiftly wrote three lines; then dusted it with
+ sand, and proffered that brief epistle to the servant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Give this to my lord.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Busio took the note, bowed, and departed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After the door had closed a silence followed, in which I paced the room in
+ long strides, aflame now with the all-consuming fire of jealousy. I do
+ believe that Satan had set all the legions of hell to achieve my overthrow
+ that night. Naught more had been needed to undo me than this spur of
+ jealousy. It brought me now to her side. I stood over her, looking down at
+ her between tenderness and fierceness, she returning my glance with such a
+ look as may haunt the eyes of sacrificial victims.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why dared he come?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Perhaps... perhaps some affair connected with Astorre...&rdquo; she faltered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I sneered. &ldquo;That would be natural seeing that he has sent Astorre to
+ Parma.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If there was aught else, I am no party to it,&rdquo; she assured me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How could I do other than believe her? How could I gauge the turpitude of
+ that beauty's mind&mdash;I, all unversed in the wiles that Satan teaches
+ women? How could I have guessed that when she saw Fifanti speak to that
+ lad at the gate that afternoon she had feared that he had set a spy upon
+ the house, and that fearing this she had bidden the Cardinal begone? I
+ knew it later. But not then.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Will you swear that it is as you say?&rdquo; I asked her, white with passion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As I have said, I was standing over her and very close. Her answer now was
+ suddenly to rise. Like a snake came she gliding upwards into my arms until
+ she lay against my breast, her face upturned, her eyes languidly veiled,
+ her lips a-pout.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Can you do me so great a wrong, thinking you love me, knowing that I love
+ you?&rdquo; she asked me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For an instant we swayed together in that sweetly hideous embrace. I was
+ as a man sapped of all strength by some portentous struggle. I trembled
+ from head to foot. I cried out once&mdash;a despairing prayer for help, I
+ think it was&mdash;and then I seemed to plunge headlong down through an
+ immensity of space until my lips found hers. The ecstasy, the living fire,
+ the anguish, and the torture of it have left their indelible scars upon my
+ memory. Even as I write the cruelly sweet poignancy of that moment is with
+ me again&mdash;though very hateful now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus I, blindly and recklessly, under the sway and thrall of that terrific
+ and overpowering temptation. And then there leapt in my mind a glimmer of
+ returning consciousness: a glimmer that grew rapidly to be a blazing light
+ in which I saw revealed the hideousness of the thing I did. I tore myself
+ away from her in that second of revulsion and hurled her from me, fiercely
+ and violently, so that, staggering to the seat from which she had risen,
+ she fell into it rather than sat down.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And whilst, breathless with parted lips and galloping bosom, she observed
+ me, something near akin to terror in her eyes, I stamped about that room
+ and raved and heaped abuse and recriminations upon myself, ending by going
+ down upon my knees to her, imploring her forgiveness for the thing I had
+ done&mdash;believing like a fatuous fool that it was all my doing&mdash;and
+ imploring her still more passionately to leave me and to go.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She set a trembling hand upon my head; she took my chin in the other, and
+ raised my face until she could look into it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If it be your will&mdash;if it will bring you peace and happiness, I will
+ leave you now and never see you more. But are you not deluded, my
+ Agostino?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then, as if her self-control gave way, she fell to weeping.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And what of me if you go? What of me wedded to that monster, to that
+ cruel and inhuman pedant who tortures and insults me as you have seen?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Beloved, will another wrong cure the wrong of that?&rdquo; I pleaded. &ldquo;O, if
+ you love me, go&mdash;go, leave me. It is too late&mdash;too late!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I drew away from her touch, and crossed the room to fling myself upon the
+ window-seat. For a space we sat apart thus, panting like wrestlers who
+ have flung away from each other. At length&mdash;&ldquo;Listen, Giuliana,&rdquo; I
+ said more calmly. &ldquo;Were I to heed you, were I to obey my own desires, I
+ should bid you come away with me from this to-morrow.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If you but would!&rdquo; she sighed. &ldquo;You would be taking me out of hell.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Into another worse,&rdquo; I countered swiftly. &ldquo;I should do you such a wrong
+ as naught could ever right again.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked at me for a spell in silence. Her back was to the light and her
+ face in shadow, so that I could not read what passed there. Then, very
+ slowly, like one utterly weary, she got to her feet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I will do your will, beloved; but I do it not for the wrong that I should
+ suffer&mdash;for that I should count no wrong&mdash;but for the wrong that
+ I should be doing you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She paused as if for an answer. I had none for her. I raised my arms, then
+ let them fall again, and bowed my head. I heard the gentle rustle of her
+ robe, and I looked up to see her staggering towards the door, her arms in
+ front of her like one who is blind. She reached it, pulled it open, and
+ from the threshold gave me one last ineffable look of her great eyes,
+ heavy now with tears. Then the door closed again, and I was alone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ From my heart there rose a great surge of thankfulness. I fell upon my
+ knees and prayed. For an hour at least I must have knelt there, seeking
+ grace and strength; and comforted at last, my calm restored, I rose, and
+ went to the window. I drew back the curtains, and leaned out to breathe
+ the physical calm of that tepid September night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And presently out of the gloom a great grey shape came winging towards the
+ window, the heavy pinions moving ponderously with their uncanny sough. It
+ was an owl attracted by the light. Before that bird of evil omen, that
+ harbinger of death, I drew back and crossed myself. I had a sight of its
+ sphinx-like face and round, impassive eyes ere it circled to melt again
+ into the darkness, startled by any sudden movement. I closed the window
+ and left the room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Very softly I crept down the passage towards my chamber, leaving the light
+ burning in the library, for it was not my habit to extinguish it, and I
+ gave no thought to the lateness of the hour.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Midway down the passage I halted. I was level with Giuliana's door, and
+ from under it there came a slender blade of light. But it was not this
+ that checked me. She was singing, Such a pitiful little heartbroken song
+ it was:
+ </p>
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+ &ldquo;Amor mi muojo; mi muojo amore mio!&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ ran its last line.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I leaned against the wall, and a sob broke from me. Then, in an instant,
+ the passage was flooded with light, and in the open doorway Giuliana stood
+ all white before me, her arms held out.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER VI. THE IRON GIRDLE
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ From the distance, drawing rapidly nearer and ringing sharply in the
+ stillness of the night, came the clatter of a mule's hooves.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But, though heard, it was scarcely heard consciously, and it certainly
+ went unheeded until it was beneath the window and ceasing at the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Giuliana's fingers locked themselves upon my arm in a grip of fear.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Who comes?&rdquo; she asked, below her breath, fearfully. I sprang from the bed
+ and crouched, listening, by the window, and so lost precious time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Out of the darkness Giuliana's voice spoke again, hoarsely now and
+ trembling.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It will be Astorre,&rdquo; she said, with conviction. &ldquo;At this hour it can be
+ none else. I suspected when I saw him talking to that boy at the gate this
+ afternoon that he was setting a spy upon me, to warn him wherever he was
+ lurking, did the need arise.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But how should the boy know...?&rdquo; I began, when she interrupted me almost
+ impatiently.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The boy saw Messer Gambara ride up. He waited for no more, but went at
+ once to warn Astorre. He has been long in coming,&rdquo; she added in the tone
+ of one who is still searching for the exact explanation of the thing that
+ is happening. And then, suddenly and very urgently, &ldquo;Go, go&mdash;go
+ quickly!&rdquo; she bade me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As in the dark I was groping my way towards the door she spoke again:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why does he not knock? For what does he wait?&rdquo; Immediately, from the
+ stairs, came a terrific answer to her question&mdash;the unmistakable,
+ slip-slopping footstep of the doctor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I halted, and for an instant stood powerless to move. How he had entered I
+ could not guess, nor did I ever discover. Sufficient was the awful fact
+ that he was in.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was ice-cold from head to foot. Then I was all on fire and groping
+ forward once more whilst those footsteps, sinister and menacing as the
+ very steps of Doom, came higher and nearer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last I found the door and wrenched it open. I stayed to close it after
+ me, and already at the end of the passage beat the reflection of the light
+ Fifanti carried. A second I stood there hesitating which way to turn. My
+ first thought was to gain my own chamber. But to attempt it were assuredly
+ to run into his arms. So I turned, and went as swiftly and stealthily as
+ possible towards the library.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was all but in when he turned the corner of the passage, and so caught
+ sight of me before I had closed the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stood in the library, where the lamp still burned, sweating, panting,
+ and trembling. For even as he had had a glimpse of me, so had I had a
+ glimpse of him, and the sight was terrifying to one in my situation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had seen, his tall, gaunt figure bending forward in his eager, angry
+ haste. In one hand he carried a lanthorn; a naked sword in the other. His
+ face was malign and ghastly, and his bald, egg-like head shone yellow. The
+ fleeting glimpse he had of me drew from him a sound between a roar and a
+ snarl, and with quickened feet he came slip-slopping down the passage.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had meant, I think, to play the fox: to seat myself at the table, a book
+ before me, and feigning slumber, present the appearance of one who had
+ been overcome by weariness at his labours. But now all thought of that was
+ at an end. I had been seen, and that I fled was all too apparent. So that
+ in every way I was betrayed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The thing I did, I did upon instinct rather than reason; and this again
+ was not well done. I slammed the door, and turned the key, placing at
+ least that poor barrier between myself and the man I had so deeply
+ wronged, the man whom I had given the right to slay me. A second later the
+ door shook as if a hurricane had smitten it. He had seized the handle, and
+ he was pulling at it frenziedly with a maniacal strength.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Open!&rdquo; he thundered, and fell to snarling and whimpering horribly.
+ &ldquo;Open!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then, quite abruptly he became oddly calm. It was as if his rage grew
+ coldly purposeful; and the next words he uttered acted upon me as a
+ dagger-prod, and reawakened my mind from its momentary stupefaction.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you think these poor laths can save you from my vengeance, my Lord
+ Gambara?&rdquo; quoth he, with a chuckle horrible to hear.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My Lord Gambara! He mistook me for the Legate! In an instant I saw the
+ reason of this. It was as Giuliana had conceived. The boy had run to warn
+ him wherever he was&mdash;at Roncaglia, perhaps, a league away upon the
+ road to Parma. And the boy's news was that my Lord the Governor had gone
+ to Fifanti's house. The boy had never waited to see the Legate come forth
+ again; but had obeyed his instructions to the letter, and it was Gambara
+ whom Fifanti came to take red-handed and to kill as he had the right to
+ do.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When he had espied my flying shape, the length of the corridor had lain
+ between us, Fifanti was short-sighted, and since it was Gambara whom he
+ expected to find, Gambara at once he concluded it to be who fled before
+ him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was no villainy for which I was not ripe that night, it seemed. For
+ no sooner did I perceive this error than I set myself to scheme how I
+ might profit by it. Let Gambara by all means suffer in my place if the
+ thing could be contrived. If not in fact, at least in intent, the
+ Cardinal-legate had certainly sinned. If he was not in my place now, it
+ was through the too great good fortune that attended him. Besides, Gambara
+ would be in better case to protect himself from the consequences and from
+ Fifanti's anger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus cravenly I reasoned; and reasoning thus, I reached the window. If I
+ could climb down to the garden, and then perhaps up again to my own
+ chamber, I might get me to bed, what time Fifanti still hammered at that
+ door. Meanwhile his voice came rasping through those slender timbers, as
+ he mocked the Lord Cardinal he supposed me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You would not be warned, my lord, and yet I warned you enough. You would
+ plant horns upon my head. Well, well! Do not complain if you are gored by
+ them.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then he laughed hideously. &ldquo;This poor Astorre Fifanti is blind and a fool.
+ He is to be sent packing on a journey to the Duke, devised to suit my Lord
+ Cardinal's convenience. But you should have bethought you that suspicious
+ husbands have a trick of pretending to depart whilst they remain.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Next his voice swelled up again in passion, and again the door was shaken.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Will you open, then, or must I break down the door! There is no barrier
+ in the world shall keep me from you, there is no power can save you. I
+ have the right to kill you by every law of God and man. Shall I forgo that
+ right?&rdquo; He laughed snarlingly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Three hundred ducats yearly to recompense the hospitality I have given
+ you&mdash;and six hundred later upon the coming of the Duke!&rdquo; he mocked.
+ &ldquo;That was the price, my lord, of my hospitality&mdash;which was to include
+ my wife's harlotry. Three hundred ducats! Ha! ha! Three hundred thousand
+ million years in Hell! That is the price, my lord&mdash;the price that you
+ shall pay, for I present the reckoning and enforce it. You shall be
+ shriven in iron&mdash;you and your wanton after you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Shall I be caged for having shed a prelate's sacred blood? for having
+ sent a prelate's soul to Hell with all its filth of sin upon it? Shall I?
+ Speak, magnificent; out of the fullness of your theological knowledge
+ inform me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had listened in a sort of fascination to that tirade of venomous
+ mockery. But now I stirred, and pulled the casement open. I peered down
+ into the darkness and hesitated. The wall was creeper-clad to the window's
+ height; but I feared the frail tendrils of the clematis would never bear
+ me. I hesitated. Then I resolved to jump. It was but little more than some
+ twelve feet to the ground, and that was nothing to daunt an active lad of
+ my own build, with the soft turf to land upon below. It should have been
+ done without hesitation; for that moment's hesitation was my ruin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Fifanti had heard the opening of the casement, and fearing that, after
+ all, his prey might yet escape him, he suddenly charged the door like an
+ infuriated bull, and borrowing from his rage a strength far greater than
+ his usual he burst away the fastenings of that crazy door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Into the room hurtled the doctor, to check and stand there blinking at me,
+ too much surprised for a moment to grasp the situation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When, at last, he understood, the returning flow of rage was overwhelming.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You!&rdquo; he gasped, and then his voice mounting&mdash;&ldquo;You dog!&rdquo; he
+ screamed. &ldquo;So it was you! You!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He crouched and his little eyes, all blood-injected, peered at me with
+ horrid malice. He grew cold again as he mastered his surprise. &ldquo;You!&rdquo; he
+ repeated. &ldquo;Blind fool that I have been! You! The walker in the ways of St.
+ Augustine&mdash;in his early ways, I think. You saint in embryo, you
+ postulant for holy orders! You shall be ordained this night&mdash;with
+ this!&rdquo; And he raised his sword so that little yellow runnels of light sped
+ down the livid blade.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I will ordain you into Hell, you hound!&rdquo; And thereupon he leapt at me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I sprang away from the window, urged by fear of him into a very sudden
+ activity. As I crossed the room I had a glimpse of the white figure of
+ Giuliana in the gloom of the passage, watching.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He came after me, snarling. I seized a stool and hurled it at him. He
+ avoided it nimbly, and it went crashing through the half of the casement
+ that was still closed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And as he avoided it, grown suddenly cunning, he turned back towards the
+ door to bar my exit should I attempt to lead him round the table.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We stood at gaze, the length of the little low-ceilinged chamber between
+ us, both of us breathing hard.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then I looked round for something with which to defend myself; for it was
+ plain that he meant to have my life. By a great ill-chance it happened
+ that the sword which I had worn upon that day when I went as Giuliana's
+ escort into Piacenza was still standing in the very corner where I had set
+ it down. Instinctively I sprang for it, and Fifanti, never suspecting my
+ quest until he saw me with a naked iron in my hand, did nothing to prevent
+ my reaching it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Seeing me armed, he laughed. &ldquo;Ho, ho! The saint-at-arms!&rdquo; he mocked.
+ &ldquo;You'll be as skilled with weapons as with holiness!&rdquo; And he advanced upon
+ me in long stealthy strides. The width of the table was between us, and he
+ smote at me across it. I parried, and cut back at him, for being armed
+ now, I no more feared him than I should have feared a child. Little he
+ knew of the swordcraft I had learnt from old Falcone, a thing which once
+ learnt is never forgotten though lack of exercise may make us slow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He cut at me again, and narrowly missed the lamp in his stroke. And now, I
+ can most solemnly make oath that in the thing that followed there was no
+ intent. It was over and done before I was conscious of the happening. I
+ had acted purely upon instinct as men will in performing what they have
+ been taught.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To ward his blow, I came almost unconsciously into that guard of Marozzo's
+ which is known as the iron girdle. I parried and on the stroke I lunged,
+ and so, taking the poor wretch entirely unawares, I sank the half of my
+ iron into his vitals ere he or I had any thought that the thing was
+ possible.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I saw his little eyes grow very wide, and the whole expression of his face
+ become one of intense astonishment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He moved his lips as if to speak, and then the sword clattered from his
+ one hand, the lanthorn from his other; he sank forward quietly, still
+ looking at me with the same surprised glance, and so came further on to my
+ rigidly held blade, until his breast brought up against the quillons. For
+ a moment he remained supported thus, by just that rigid arm of mine and
+ the table against which his weight was leaning. Then I withdrew the blade,
+ and in the same movement flung the weapon from me. Before the sword had
+ rattled to the floor, his body had sunk down into a heap beyond the table,
+ so that I could see no more than the yellow, egg-like top of his bald
+ head.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Awhile I stood watching it, filled with an extraordinary curiosity and a
+ queer awe. Very slowly was it that I began to realize the thing I had
+ done. It might be that I had killed Fifanti. It might be. And slowly,
+ gradually I grew cold with the thought and the apprehension of its horrid
+ meaning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then from the passage came a stifled scream, and Giuliana staggered
+ forward, one hand holding flimsy draperies to her heaving bosom, the other
+ at her mouth, which had grown hideously loose and uncontrolled. Her
+ glowing copper hair, all unbound, fell about her shoulders like a mantle.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Behind her with ashen face and trembling limbs came old Busio. He was
+ groaning and ringing his hands. Thus I saw the pair of them creep forward
+ to approach Fifanti, who had made no sound since my sword had gone through
+ him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But Fifanti was no longer there to heed them&mdash;the faithful servant
+ and the unfaithful wife. All that remained, huddled there at the foot of
+ the table, was a heap of bleeding flesh and shabby garments.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was Giuliana who gave me the information. With a courage that was
+ almost stupendous she looked down into his face, then up into mine, which
+ I doubt not was as livid.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have killed him,&rdquo; she whispered. &ldquo;He is dead.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was dead and I had killed him! My lips moved.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He would have killed me,&rdquo; I answered in a strangled voice, and knew that
+ what I said was a sort of lie to cloak the foulness of my deed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Old Busio uttered a long, croaking wail, and went down on his knees beside
+ the master he had served so long&mdash;the master who would never more
+ need servant in this world.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was upon the wings of that pitiful cry that the full understanding of
+ the thing I had done was borne in upon my soul. I bowed my head, and took
+ my face in my hands. I saw myself in that moment for what I was. I
+ accounted myself wholly and irrevocably damned, Be God never so clement,
+ surely here was something for which even His illimitable clemency could
+ find no pardon.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had come to Fifanti's house as a student of humanities and divinities;
+ all that I had learnt there had been devilries culminating in this hour's
+ work. And all through no fault of that poor, mean, ugly pedant, who indeed
+ had been my victim&mdash;whom I had robbed of honour and of life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Never man felt self-horror as I felt it then, self-loathing and
+ self-contempt. And then, whilst the burden of it all, the horror of it all
+ was full upon me, a soft hand touched my shoulder, and a soft, quivering
+ voice murmured urgently in my ear:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Agostino, we must go; we must go.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I plucked away my hands, and showed her a countenance before which she
+ shrank in fear.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;We?&rdquo; I snarled at her. &ldquo;We?&rdquo; I repeated still more fiercely, and drove
+ her back before me as if I had done her a bodily hurt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ O, I should have imagined&mdash;had I had time in which to imagine
+ anything&mdash;that already I had descended to the very bottom of the pit
+ of infamy. But it seems that one more downward step remained me; and that
+ step I took. Not by act, nor yet by speech, but just by thought.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For without the manliness to take the whole blame of this great crime upon
+ myself, I must in my soul and mind fling the burden of it upon her. Like
+ Adam of old, I blamed the woman, and charged her in my thoughts with
+ having tempted me. Charging her thus, I loathed her as the cause of all
+ this sin that had engulfed me; loathed her in that moment as a thing
+ unclean and hideous; loathed her with a completeness of loathing such as I
+ had never experienced before for any fellow-creature.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Instead of beholding in her one whom I had dragged with me into my pit of
+ sin and whom it was incumbent upon my manhood thenceforth to shelter and
+ protect from the consequences of my own iniquity, I attributed to her the
+ blame of all that had befallen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To-day I know that in so doing I did no more than justice. But it was not
+ justly done. I had then no such knowledge as I have to-day by which to
+ correct my judgment. The worst I had the right to think of her in that
+ hour was that her guilt was something less than mine. In thinking
+ otherwise was it that I took that last step to the very bottom of the hell
+ that I had myself created for myself that night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The rest was as nothing by comparison. I have said that it was not by act
+ or speech that I added to the sum of my iniquities; and yet it was by
+ both. First, in that fiercely echoed &ldquo;We?&rdquo; that I hurled at her to strike
+ her from me; then in my precipitate flight alone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How I stumbled from that room I scarcely know. The events of the time that
+ followed immediately upon Fifanti's death are all blurred as the
+ impressions of a sick man's dream.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I dimly remember that as she backed away from me until her shoulders
+ touched the wall, that as she stood so, all white and lovely as any snare
+ that Satan ever devised for man's ruin, staring at me with mutely pleading
+ eyes, I staggered forward, avoiding the sight of that dreadful huddle on
+ the floor, over which Busio was weeping foolishly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As I stepped a sudden moisture struck my stockinged feet. Its nature I
+ knew by instinct upon the instant, and filled by it with a sudden
+ unreasoning terror, I dashed with a loud cry from the room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Along the passage and down the dark stairs I plunged until I reached the
+ door of the house. It stood open and I went heedlessly forth. From
+ overhead I heard Giuliana calling me in a voice that held a note of
+ despair. But I never checked in my headlong career.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Fifanti's mule, I have since reflected, was tethered near the steps. I saw
+ the beast, but it conveyed no meaning to my mind, which I think was
+ numbed. I sped past it and on, through the gate, round the road by the Po,
+ under the walls of the city, and so away into the open country.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Without cap, without doublet, without shoes, just in my trunks and shirt
+ and hose, as I was, I ran, heading by instinct for home as heads the
+ animal that has been overtaken by danger whilst abroad. Never since
+ Phidippides, the Athenian courier, do I believe that any man had run as
+ desperately and doggedly as I ran that night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ By dawn, having in some three hours put twenty miles or so between myself
+ and Piacenza, I staggered exhausted and with cut and bleeding feet through
+ the open door of a peasant's house.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The family, sat at breakfast in the stone-flagged room into which I
+ stumbled. I halted under their astonished eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am the Lord of Mondolfo,&rdquo; I panted hoarsely, &ldquo;and I need a beast to
+ carry me home.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The head of that considerable family, a grizzled, suntanned peasant, rose
+ from his seat and pondered my condition with a glance that was laden with
+ mistrust.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The Lord of Mondolfo&mdash;you, thus?&rdquo; quoth he. &ldquo;Now, by Bacchus, I am
+ the Pope of Rome!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But his wife, more tender-hearted, saw in my disorder cause for pity
+ rather than irony.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Poor lad!&rdquo; she murmured, as I staggered and fell into a chair, unable
+ longer to retain my feet. She rose immediately, and came hurrying towards
+ me with a basin of goat's milk. The draught refreshed my body as her
+ gentle words of comfort soothed my troubled soul. Seated there, her stout
+ arm about my shoulders, my head pillowed upon her ample, motherly breast,
+ I was very near to tears, loosened in my overwrought state by the sweet
+ touch of sympathy, for which may God reward her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I rested in that place awhile. Three hours I slept upon a litter of straw
+ in an outhouse; whereupon, strengthened by my repose, I renewed my claim
+ to be the Lord of Mondolfo and my demand for a horse to carry me to my
+ fortress.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Still doubting me too much to trust me alone with any beast of his, the
+ peasant nevertheless fetched out a couple of mules and set out with me for
+ Mondolfo.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ BOOK III. THE WILDERNESS
+ </h2>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER I. THE HOME-COMING
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ It was still early morning when we came into the town of Mondolfo, my
+ peasant escort and I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The day being Sunday there was little stir in the town at such an hour,
+ and it presented a very different appearance from that which it had worn
+ when last I had seen it. But the difference lay not only in the absence of
+ bustle and the few folk abroad now as compared with that market-day on
+ which, departing, I had ridden through it. I viewed the place to-day with
+ eyes that were able to draw comparisons, and after the wide streets and
+ imposing buildings of Piacenza, I found my little township mean and
+ rustic.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We passed the Duomo, consecrated to Our Lady of Mondolfo. Its portals
+ stood wide, and in the opening swung a heavy crimson curtain, embroidered
+ with a huge golden cross which was bellying outward like an enormous
+ gonfalon. On the steps a few crippled beggars whined, and a few faithful
+ took their way to early Mass.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On, up the steep, ill-paved street we climbed to the mighty grey citadel
+ looming on the hill's crest, like a gigantic guardian brooding over the
+ city of his trust. We crossed the drawbridge unchallenged, passed under
+ the tunnel of the gateway, and so came into the vast, untenanted bailey of
+ the fortress.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked about me, beat my hands together, and raised my voice to shout
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ola! Ola!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In answer to my call the door of the guardhouse opened presently, and a
+ man looked out. He frowned at first; then his brows went up and his mouth
+ fell open.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is the Madonnino!&rdquo; he shouted over his shoulder, and hurried forward
+ to take my reins, uttering words of respectful welcome, which seemed to
+ relieve the fears of my peasant, who had never quite believed me what I
+ proclaimed myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a stir in the guardhouse, and two or three men of the absurd
+ garrison my mother kept there shuffled in the doorway, whilst a burly
+ fellow in leather with a sword girt on him thrust his way through and
+ hurried forward, limping slightly. In the dark, lowering face I recognized
+ my old friend Rinolfo, and I marvelled to see him thus accoutred.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He halted before me, and gave me a stiff and unfriendly salute; then he
+ bade the man-at-arms to hold my stirrup.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is your authority here, Rinolfo?&rdquo; I asked him shortly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I am the castellan,&rdquo; he informed me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The castellan? But what of Messer Giorgio?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He died a month ago.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And who gave you this authority?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madonna the Countess, in some recompense for the hurt you did me,&rdquo; he
+ replied, thrusting forward his lame leg.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His tone was surly and hostile; but it provoked no resentment in me now. I
+ deserved his unfriendliness. I had crippled him. At the moment I forgot
+ the provocation I had received&mdash;forgot that since he had raised his
+ hand to his lord, it would have been no great harshness to have hanged
+ him. I saw in him but another instance of my wickedness, another sufferer
+ at my hands; and I hung my head under the rebuke implicit in his surly
+ tone and glance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I had not thought, Rinolfo, to do you an abiding hurt,&rdquo; said I, and here
+ checked, bethinking me that I lied; for had I not expressed regret that I
+ had not broken his neck?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I got down slowly and painfully, for my limbs were stiff and my feet very
+ sore. He smiled darkly at my words and my sudden faltering; but I affected
+ not to see.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where is Madonna?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She will have returned by now from chapel,&rdquo; he answered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I turned to the man-at-arms. &ldquo;You will announce me,&rdquo; I bade him. &ldquo;And you,
+ Rinolfo, see to these beasts and to this good fellow here. Let him have
+ wine and food and what he needs. I will see him again ere he sets forth.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Rinolfo muttered that all should be done as I ordered, and I signed to the
+ man-at-arms to lead the way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We went up the steps and into the cool of the great hall. There the
+ soldier, whose every feeling had been outraged no doubt by Rinolfo's
+ attitude towards his lord, ventured to express his sympathy and
+ indignation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Rinolfo is a black beast, Madonnino,&rdquo; he muttered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;We are all black beasts, Eugenio,&rdquo; I answered heavily, and so startled
+ him by words and tone that he ventured upon no further speech, but led me
+ straight to my mother's private dining-room, opened the door and calmly
+ announced me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madonna, here is my Lord Agostino.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I heard the gasp she uttered before I caught sight of her. She was seated
+ at the table's head in her great wooden chair, and Fra Gervasio was pacing
+ the rush-strewn floor in talk with her, his hands behind his back, his
+ head thrust forward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the announcement he straightened suddenly and wheeled round to face me,
+ inquiry in his glance. My mother, too, half rose, and remained so, staring
+ at me, her amazement at seeing me increased by the strange appearance I
+ presented.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Eugenio closed the door and departed, leaving me standing there, just
+ within it; and for a moment no word was spoken.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The cheerless, familiar room, looking more cheerless than it had done of
+ old, with its high-set windows and ghastly Crucifix, affected me in a
+ singular manner. In this room I had known a sort of peace&mdash;the peace
+ that is peculiarly childhood's own, whatever the troubles that may haunt
+ it. I came into it now with hell in my soul, sin-blackened before God and
+ man, a fugitive in quest of sanctuary.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A knot rose in my throat and paralysed awhile my speech. Then with a
+ sudden sob, I sprang forward and hobbled to her upon my wounded feet. I
+ flung myself down upon my knees, buried my head in her lap, and all that I
+ could cry was:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mother! Mother!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Whether perceiving my disorder, my distraught and suffering condition,
+ what remained of the woman in her was moved to pity; whether my cry acting
+ like a rod of Moses upon that rock of her heart which excess of piety had
+ long since sterilized, touched into fresh life the springs that had long
+ since been dry, and reminded her of the actual bond between us, her tone
+ was more kindly and gentle than I had ever known it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Agostino, my child! Why are you here?&rdquo; And her wax-like fingers very
+ gently touched my head. &ldquo;Why are you here&mdash;and thus? What has
+ happened to you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Me miserable!&rdquo; I groaned.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is it?&rdquo; she pressed me, an increasing anxiety in her voice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last I found courage to tell her sufficient to prepare her mind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mother, I am a sinner,&rdquo; I faltered miserably.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I felt her recoiling from me as from the touch of something unclean and
+ contagious, her mind conceiving already by some subtle premonition some
+ shadow of the thing that I had done. And then Gervasio spoke, and his
+ voice was soothing as oil upon troubled waters.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Sinners are we all, Agostino. But repentance purges sin. Do not abandon
+ yourself to despair, my son.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the mother who bore me took no such charitable and Christian view.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is it? Wretched boy, what have you done?&rdquo; And the cold repugnance in
+ her voice froze anew the courage I was forming.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O God help me! God help me!&rdquo; I groaned miserably.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Gervasio, seeing my condition, with that quick and saintly sympathy that
+ was his, came softly towards me and set a hand upon my shoulder.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Dear Agostino,&rdquo; he murmured, &ldquo;would you find it easier to tell me first?
+ Will you confess to me, my son? Will you let me lift this burden from your
+ soul?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Still on my knees I turned and looked up into that pale, kindly face. I
+ caught his thin hand, and kissed it ere he could snatch it away. &ldquo;If there
+ were more priests like you,&rdquo; I cried, &ldquo;there would be fewer sinners like
+ me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A shadow crossed his face; he smiled very wanly, a smile that was like a
+ gleam of pale sunshine from an over-clouded sky, and he spoke in gentle,
+ soothing words of the Divine Mercy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I staggered to my bruised feet. &ldquo;I will confess to you, Fra Gervasio,&rdquo; I
+ said, &ldquo;and afterwards we will tell my mother.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked as she would make demur. But Fra Gervasio checked any such
+ intent.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is best so, Madonna,&rdquo; he said gravely. &ldquo;His most urgent need is the
+ consolation that the Church alone can give.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He took me by the arm very gently, and led me forth. We went to his modest
+ chamber, with its waxed floor, the hard, narrow pallet upon which he
+ slept, the blue and gold image of the Virgin, and the little
+ writing-pulpit upon which lay open a manuscript he was illuminating, for
+ he was very skilled in that art which already was falling into desuetude.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At this pulpit, by the window, he took his seat, and signed to me to
+ kneel. I recited the Confiteor. Thereafter, with my face buried in my
+ hands, my soul writhing in an agony of penitence and shame, I poured out
+ the hideous tale of the evil I had wrought.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Rarely did he speak while I was at that recitation. Save when I halted or
+ hesitated he would interject a word of pity and of comfort that fell like
+ a blessed balsam upon my spiritual wounds and gave me strength to pursue
+ my awful story.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When I had done and he knew me to the full for the murderer and adulterer
+ that I was, there fell a long pause, during which I waited as a felon
+ awaits sentence. But it did not come. Instead, he set himself to examine
+ more closely the thing I had told him. He probed it with a question here
+ and a question there, and all of a shrewdness that revealed the extent of
+ his knowledge of humanity, and the infinite compassion and gentleness that
+ must be the inevitable fruits of such sad knowledge.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He caused me to go back to the very day of my arrival at Fifanti's; and
+ thence, step by step, he led me again over the road that in the past four
+ months I had trodden, until he had traced the evil to its very source, and
+ could see the tiny spring that had formed the brook which, gathering
+ volume as it went, had swollen at last into a raging torrent that had laid
+ waste its narrow confines.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Who that knows all that goes to the making of a sin shall dare to condemn
+ a sinner?&rdquo; he cried at last, so that I looked up at him, startled, and
+ penetrated by a ray of hope and comfort. He returned my glance with one of
+ infinite pity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is the woman here upon whom must fall the greater blame,&rdquo; said he.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But at that I cried out in hot remonstrance, adding that I had yet another
+ vileness to confess&mdash;for it was now that for the first time I
+ realized it. And I related to him how last night I had repudiated her,
+ cast her off and fled, leaving her to bear the punishment alone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Of my conduct in that he withheld his criticism. &ldquo;The sin is hers,&rdquo; he
+ repeated. &ldquo;She was a wife, and the adultery is hers. More, she was the
+ seducer. It was she who debauched your mind with lascivious readings, and
+ tore away the foundations of virtue from your soul. If in the cataclysm
+ that followed she was crushed and smothered, it is no more than she had
+ incurred.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I still protested that this view was all too lenient to me, that it sprang
+ of his love for me, that it was not just. Thereupon he began to make clear
+ to me many things that may have been clear to you worldly ones who have
+ read my scrupulous and exact confessions, but which at the time were still
+ all wrapped in obscurity for me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was as if he held up a mirror&mdash;an intelligent and informing mirror&mdash;in
+ which my deeds were reflected by the light of his own deep knowledge. He
+ showed me the gradual seduction to which I had been subjected; he showed
+ me Giuliana as she really was, as she must be from what I had told him; he
+ reminded me that she was older by ten years than I, and greatly skilled in
+ men and worldliness; that where I had gone blindly, never seeing what was
+ the inevitable goal and end of the road I trod, she had consciously been
+ leading me thither, knowing full well what the end must be, and desiring
+ it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As for the murder of Fifanti, the thing was grievous; but it had been done
+ in the heat of combat, and he could not think that I had meant the poor
+ man's death. And Fifanti himself was not entirely without blame. Largely
+ had he contributed to the tragedy. There had been evil in his heart. A
+ good man would have withdrawn his wife from surroundings which he knew to
+ be perilous and foul, not used her as a decoy to enable him to trap and
+ slay his enemy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And the greatest blame of all he attached to that Messer Arcolano who had
+ recommended Fifanti to my mother as a tutor for me, knowing full well&mdash;as
+ he must have known&mdash;what manner of house the doctor kept and what
+ manner of wanton was Giuliana. Arcolano had sought to serve Fifanti's
+ interests in pretending to serve mine and my mother's; and my mother
+ should be enlightened that at last she might know that evil man for what
+ he really was.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But all this,&rdquo; he concluded, &ldquo;does not mean, Agostino, that you are to
+ regard yourself as other than a great sinner. You have sinned monstrously,
+ even when all these extenuations are considered.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I know, I know!&rdquo; I groaned.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But beyond forgiveness no man has ever sinned, nor have you now. So that
+ your repentance is deep and real, and when by some penance that I shall
+ impose you shall have cleansed yourself of all this mire that clings to
+ your poor soul, you shall have absolution from me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Impose your penance,&rdquo; I cried eagerly. &ldquo;There is none I will not
+ undertake, to purchase pardon and some little peace of mind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I will consider it,&rdquo; he answered gravely. &ldquo;And now let us seek your
+ mother. She must be told, for a great deal hangs upon this, Agostino. The
+ career to which you were destined is no longer for you, my son.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My spirit quailed under those last words; and yet I felt an immense relief
+ at the same time, as if some overwhelming burden had been lifted from me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am indeed unworthy,&rdquo; I said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is not your unworthiness that I am considering, my son, but your
+ nature. The world calls you over-strongly. It is not for nothing that you
+ are the child of Giovanni d'Anguissola. His blood runs thick in your
+ veins, and it is very human blood. For such as you there is no hope in the
+ cloister. Your mother must be made to realize it, and she must abandon her
+ dreams concerning you. It will wound her very sorely. But better that
+ than...&rdquo; He shrugged and rose. &ldquo;Come, Agostino.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And I rose, too, immensely comforted and soothed already, for all that I
+ was yet very far from ease or peace of mind. Outside his room he set a
+ hand upon my arm.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Wait,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;we have ministered in some degree to your poor spirit.
+ Let us take thought for the body, too. You need garments and other things.
+ Come with me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He led me up to my own little chamber, took fresh raiment for me from a
+ press, called Lorenza and bade her bring bread and wine, vinegar and warm
+ water.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In a very weak dilution of the latter he bade me bathe my lacerated feet,
+ and then he found fine strips of linen in which to bind them ere I drew
+ fresh hose and shoes. And meanwhile munching my bread and salt and taking
+ great draughts of the pure if somewhat sour wine, my mental peace was
+ increased by the refreshment of my body.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last I stood up more myself than I had been in these last twelve awful
+ hours&mdash;for it was just noon, and into twelve hours had been packed
+ the events that well might have filled a lifetime.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He put an arm about my shoulder, fondly as a father might have done, and
+ so led me below again and into my mother's presence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We found her kneeling before the Crucifix, telling her beads; and we stood
+ waiting a few moments in silence until with a sigh and a rustle of her
+ stiff black dress she rose gently and turned to face us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My heart thudded violently in that moment, as I looked into that pale face
+ of sorrow. Then Fra Gervasio began to speak very gently and softly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Your son, Madonna, has been lured into sin by a wanton woman,&rdquo; he began,
+ and there she interrupted him with a sudden and very piteous cry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not that! Ah, not that!&rdquo; she exclaimed, putting out hands gropingly
+ before her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That and more, Madonna,&rdquo; he answered gravely. &ldquo;Be brave to hear the rest.
+ It is a very piteous story. But the founts of Divine Mercy are
+ inexhaustible, and Agostino shall drink therefrom when by penitence he
+ shall have cleansed his lips.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Very erect she stood there, silent and ghostly, her face looking
+ diaphanous by contrast with the black draperies that enshrouded her,
+ whilst her eyes were great pools of sorrow. Poor, poor mother! It is the
+ last recollection I have of her; for after that day we never met again,
+ and I would give ten years to purgatory if I might recall the last words
+ that passed between us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As briefly as possible and ever thrusting into the foreground the
+ immensity of the snare that had been spread for me and the temptation that
+ had enmeshed me, Gervasio told her the story of my sin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She heard him through in that immovable attitude, one hand pressed to her
+ heart, her poor pale lips moving now and again, but no sound coming from
+ them, her face a white mask of pain and horror.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When he had done, so wrought upon was I by the sorrow of that countenance
+ that I went forward again to fling myself upon my knees before her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mother, forgive!&rdquo; I pleaded. And getting no answer I put up my hands to
+ take hers. &ldquo;Mother!&rdquo; I cried, and the tears were streaming down my face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But she recoiled before me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Are you my child?&rdquo; she asked in a voice of horror. &ldquo;Are you the thing
+ that has grown out of that little child I vowed to chastity and to God?
+ Then has my sin overtaken me&mdash;the sin of bearing a son to Giovanni
+ d'Anguissola, that enemy of God!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, mother, mother!&rdquo; I cried again, thinking perhaps by that all-powerful
+ word to move her yet to pity and to gentleness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madonna,&rdquo; cried Gervasio, &ldquo;be merciful if you would look for mercy.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He has falsified my vows,&rdquo; she answered stonily. &ldquo;He was my votive
+ offering for the life of his impious father. I am punished for the
+ unworthiness of my offering and the unworthiness of the cause in which I
+ offered it. Accursed is the fruit of my womb!&rdquo; She moaned, and sank her
+ head upon her breast.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I will atone!&rdquo; I cried, overwhelmed to see her so distraught.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She wrung her pale hands.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Atone!&rdquo; she cried, and her voice trembled. &ldquo;Go then, and atone. But never
+ let me see you more; never let me be reminded of the sinner to whom I have
+ given life. Go! Begone!&rdquo; And she raised a hand in tragical dismissal.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I shrank back, and came slowly to my feet. And then Gervasio spoke, and
+ his voice boomed and thundered with righteous indignation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madonna, this is inhuman!&rdquo; he denounced. &ldquo;Shall you dare to hope for
+ mercy being yourself unmerciful?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I shall pray for strength to forgive him; but the sight of him might
+ tempt me back with the memory of the thing that he has done,&rdquo; she
+ answered, and she had returned to that cold and terrible reserve of hers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then things that Fra Gervasio had repressed for years welled up in a
+ mighty flood. &ldquo;He is your son, and he is as you have made him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;As I have made him?&rdquo; quoth she, and her glance challenged the friar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;By what right did you make of him a votive offering? By what right did
+ you seek to consecrate a child unborn to a claustral life without thought
+ of his character, without reck of the desires that should be his? By what
+ right did you make yourself the arbiter of the future of a man unborn?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;By what right?&rdquo; quoth she. &ldquo;Are you a priest, and do you ask me by what
+ right I vowed him to the service of God?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And is there, think you, no way of serving God but in the sterility of
+ the cloister?&rdquo; he demanded. &ldquo;Why, since no man is born to damnation, and
+ since by your reasoning the world must mean damnation, then all men should
+ be encloistered, and soon, thus, there would be an end to man. You are too
+ arrogant, Madonna, when you presume to judge what pleases God. Beware lest
+ you fall into the sin of the Pharisee, for often have I seen you stand in
+ danger of it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She swayed as if her strength were failing her, and again her pale lips
+ moved.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Enough, Fra Gervasio! I will go,&rdquo; I cried.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nay, it is not yet enough,&rdquo; he answered, and strode down the room until
+ he stood between her and me. &ldquo;He is what you have made him,&rdquo; he repeated
+ in denunciation. &ldquo;Had you studied his nature and his inclinations, had you
+ left them free to develop along the way that God intended, you would have
+ seen whether or not the cloister called him; and then would have been the
+ time to have taken a resolve. But you thought to change his nature by
+ repressing it; and you never saw that if he was not such as you would have
+ him be, then most surely would you doom him to damnation by making an evil
+ priest of him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In your Pharisaic arrogance, Madonna, you sought to superimpose your will
+ to God's will concerning him&mdash;you confounded God's will with your
+ own. And so his sins recoil upon you as much as upon any. Therefore,
+ Madonna, do I bid you beware. Take a humbler view if you would be
+ acceptable in the Divine sight. Learn to forgive, for I say to you to-day
+ that you stand as greatly in need of forgiveness for the thing that
+ Agostino has done, as does Agostino himself.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He paused at last, and stood trembling before her, his eyes aflame, his
+ high cheek-bones faintly tinted. And she measured him very calmly and
+ coldly with her sombre eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Are you a priest?&rdquo; she asked with steady scorn. &ldquo;Are you indeed a
+ priest?&rdquo; And then her invective was loosened, and her voice shrilled and
+ mounted as her anger swayed her. &ldquo;What a snake have I harboured here!&rdquo; she
+ cried. &ldquo;Blasphemer! You show me clearly whence came the impiety and
+ ungodliness of Giovanni d'Anguissola. It had the same source as your own.
+ It was suckled at your mother's breast.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A sob shook him. &ldquo;My mother is dead, Madonna!&rdquo; he rebuked her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She is more blessed, then, than I; since she has not lived to see what a
+ power for sin she has brought forth. Go, pitiful friar. Go, both of you.
+ You are very choicely mated. Begone from Mondolfo, and never let me see
+ either of you more.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She staggered to her great chair and sank into it, whilst we stood there,
+ mute, regarding her. For myself, it was with difficulty that I repressed
+ the burning things that rose to my lips. Had I given free rein to my
+ tongue, I had made of it a whip of scorpions. And my anger sprang not from
+ the things she said to me, but from what she said to that saintly man who
+ held out a hand to help me out of the morass of sin in which I was being
+ sunk. That he, that sweet and charitable follower of his Master, should be
+ abused by her, should be dubbed blasphemer and have the cherished memory
+ of his mother defiled by her pietistic utterances, was something that
+ inflamed me horribly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But he set a hand upon my shoulder.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Come, Agostino,&rdquo; he said very gently. He was calm once more. &ldquo;We will go,
+ as we are bidden, you and I.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then, out of the sweetness of his nature, he forged all unwittingly
+ the very iron that should penetrate most surely into her soul.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Forgive her, my son. Forgive her as you need forgiveness. She does not
+ understand the thing she does. Come, we will pray for her, that God in His
+ infinite mercy may teach her humility and true knowledge of Him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I saw her start as if she had been stung.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Blasphemer, begone!&rdquo; she cried again; and her voice was hoarse with
+ suppressed anger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then the door was suddenly flung open, and Rinolfo clanked in, very
+ martial and important, his hand thrusting up his sword behind him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madonna,&rdquo; he announced, &ldquo;the Captain of Justice from Piacenza is here.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER II. THE CAPTAIN OF JUSTICE
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ There was a moment's silence after Rinolfo had flung that announcement.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The Captain of Justice?&rdquo; quoth my mother at length, her voice startled.
+ &ldquo;What does he seek?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The person of my Lord Agostino d'Anguissola,&rdquo; said Rinolfo steadily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She sighed very heavily. &ldquo;A felon's end!&rdquo; she murmured, and turned to me.
+ &ldquo;If thus you may expiate your sins,&rdquo; she said, speaking more gently, &ldquo;let
+ the will of Heaven be done. Admit the captain, Ser Rinolfo.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He bowed, and turned sharply to depart.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Stay!&rdquo; I cried, and rooted him there by the imperative note of my
+ command.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Fra Gervasio was more than right when he said that mine was not a nature
+ for the cloister. In that moment I might have realized it to the full by
+ the readiness with which the thought of battle occurred to me, and more by
+ the anticipatory glow that warmed me at the very thought of it. I was the
+ very son of Giovanni d'Anguissola.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What force attends the captain?&rdquo; I inquired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He has six mounted men with him,&rdquo; replied Rinolfo. &ldquo;In that case,&rdquo; I
+ answered, &ldquo;you will bid him begone in my name.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And if he should not go?&rdquo; was Rinolfo's impudent question.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will tell him that I will drive him hence&mdash;him and his braves.
+ We keep a garrison of a score of men at least&mdash;sufficient to compel
+ him to depart.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He will return again with more,&rdquo; said Rinolfo.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Does that concern you?&rdquo; I snapped. &ldquo;Let him return with what he pleases.
+ To-day I enrol more forces from the countryside, take up the bridge and
+ mount our cannon. This is my lair and fortress, and I'll defend it and
+ myself as becomes my name and blood. For I am the lord and master here,
+ and the Lord of Mondolfo is not to be dragged away thus at the heels of a
+ Captain of Justice. You have my orders, obey them. About it, sir.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Circumstances had shown me the way that I must take, and the folly of
+ going forth a fugitive outcast at my mother's bidding. I was Lord of
+ Mondolfo, as I had said, and they should know and feel it from this hour&mdash;all
+ of them, not excepting my mother.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But I reckoned without the hatred Rinolfo bore me. Instead of the prompt
+ obedience that I had looked for, he had turned again to my mother.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Is it your wish, Madonna?&rdquo; he inquired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is my wish that counts, you knave,&rdquo; I thundered and advanced upon him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But he fronted me intrepidly. &ldquo;I hold my office from my Lady the Countess.
+ I obey none other here.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Body of God! Do you defy me?&rdquo; I cried. &ldquo;Am I Lord of Mondolfo, or am I a
+ lackey in my own house? You'ld best obey me ere I break you, Ser Rinolfo.
+ We shall see whether the men will take my orders,&rdquo; I added confidently.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The faintest smile illumined his dark face. &ldquo;The men will not stir a
+ finger at the bidding of any but Madonna the Countess and myself,&rdquo; he
+ answered hardily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was by an effort that I refrained from striking him. And then my mother
+ spoke again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is as Ser Rinolfo says,&rdquo; she informed me. &ldquo;So cease this futile
+ resistance, sir son, and accept the expiation that is offered you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked at her, she avoiding my glance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madonna, I cannot think that it is so,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;These men have known me
+ since I was a little lad. Many of them have followed the fortunes of my
+ father. They'll never turn their backs upon his son in the hour of his
+ need. They are not all so inhuman as my mother.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You mistake, sir,&rdquo; said Rinolfo. &ldquo;Of the men you knew but one or two
+ remain. Most of our present force has been enrolled by me in the past
+ month.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This was defeat, utter and pitiful. His tone was too confident, he was too
+ sure of his ground to leave me a doubt as to what would befall if I made
+ appeal to his knavish followers. My arms fell to my sides, and I looked at
+ Gervasio. His face was haggard, and his eyes were very full of sorrow as
+ they rested on me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is true, Agostino,&rdquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And as he spoke, Rinolfo limped out of the room to fetch the Captain of
+ Justice, as my mother had bidden him; and his lips smiled cruelly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madam mother,&rdquo; I said bitterly, &ldquo;you do a monstrous thing. You usurp the
+ power that is mine, and you deliver me&mdash;me, your son&mdash;to the
+ gallows. I hope that, hereafter, when you come to realize to the full your
+ deed, you will be able to give your conscience peace.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My first duty is to God,&rdquo; she answered; and to that pitiable answer there
+ was nothing to be rejoined.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So I turned my shoulder to her and stood waiting, Fra Gervasio beside me,
+ clenching his hands in his impotence and mute despair. And then an
+ approaching clank of mail heralded the coming of the captain.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Rinolfo held the door, and Cosimo d'Anguissola entered with a firm, proud
+ tread, two of his men, following at his heels.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He wore a buff-coat, under which no doubt there would be a shirt of mail;
+ his gorget and wristlets were of polished steel, and his headgear was a
+ steel cap under a cover of peach-coloured velvet. Thigh-boots encased his
+ legs; sword and dagger hung in the silver carriages at his belt; his
+ handsome, aquiline face was very solemn.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He bowed profoundly to my mother, who rose to respond, and then he flashed
+ me one swift glance of his piercing eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I deplore my business here,&rdquo; he announced shortly. &ldquo;No doubt it will be
+ known to you already.&rdquo; And he looked at me again, allowing his eyes to
+ linger on my face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am ready, sir,&rdquo; I said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then we had best be going, for I understand that none could be less
+ welcome here than I. Yet in this, Madonna, let me assure you that there is
+ nothing personal to myself. I am the slave of my office. I do but perform
+ it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;So much protesting where no doubt has been expressed,&rdquo; said Fra Gervasio,
+ &ldquo;in itself casts a doubt upon your good faith. Are you not Cosimo
+ d'Anguissola&mdash;my lord's cousin and heir?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am,&rdquo; said he, &ldquo;yet that has no part in this, sir friar.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then let it have part. Let it have the part it should have. Will you bear
+ one of your own name and blood to the gallows? What will men say of that
+ when they perceive your profit in the deed?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo looked him boldly between the eyes, his hawk-face very white.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Sir priest, I know not by what right you address me so. But you do me
+ wrong. I am the Podesta of Piacenza bound by an oath that it would
+ dishonour me to break; and break it I must or else fulfil my duty here.
+ Enough!&rdquo; he added, in his haughty, peremptory fashion. &ldquo;Ser Agostino, I
+ await your pleasure.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I will appeal to Rome,&rdquo; cried Fra Gervasio, now beside himself with
+ grief.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo smiled darkly, pityingly. &ldquo;It is to be feared that Rome will turn a
+ deaf ear to appeals on behalf of the son of Giovanni d'Anguissola.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And with that he motioned me to precede him. Silently I pressed Fra
+ Gervasio's hand, and on that departed without so much as another look at
+ my mother, who sat there a silent witness of a scene which she approved.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The men-at-arms fell into step, one on either side of me, and so we passed
+ out into the courtyard, where Cosimo's other men were waiting, and where
+ was gathered the entire family of the castle&mdash;a gaping, rather
+ frightened little crowd.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They brought forth a mule for me, and I mounted. Then suddenly there was
+ Fra Gervasio at my side again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I, too, am going hence,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Be of good courage, Agostino. There is
+ no effort I will not make on your behalf.&rdquo; In a broken voice he added his
+ farewells ere he stood back at the captain's peremptory bidding. The
+ little troop closed round me, and thus, within a couple of hours of my
+ coming, I departed again from Mondolfo, surrendered to the hangman by the
+ pious hands of my mother, who on her knees, no doubt, would be thanking
+ God for having afforded her the grace to act in so righteous a manner.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Once only did my cousin address me, and that was soon after we had left
+ the town behind us. He motioned the men away, and rode to my side. Then he
+ looked at me with mocking, hating eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You had done better to have continued in your saint's trade than have
+ become so very magnificent a sinner,&rdquo; said he.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I did not answer him, and he rode on beside me in silence some little way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, well,&rdquo; he sighed at last. &ldquo;Your course has been a brief one, but very
+ eventful. And who would have suspected so very fierce a wolf under so
+ sheepish an outside? Body of God! You fooled us all, you and that
+ white-faced trull.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He said it through his teeth with such a concentration of rage in his
+ tones that it was easy to guess where the sore rankled.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked at him gravely. &ldquo;Does it become you, sir, do you think, to gird
+ at one who is your prisoner?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And did you not gird at me when it was your turn?&rdquo; he flashed back
+ fiercely. &ldquo;Did not you and she laugh together over that poor, fond fool
+ Cosimo whose money she took so very freely, and yet who seems to have been
+ the only one excluded from her favours?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You lie, you dog!&rdquo; I blazed at him, so fiercely that the men turned in
+ their saddles. He paled, and half raised the gauntleted hand in which he
+ carried his whip. But he controlled himself, and barked an order to his
+ followers:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ride on, there!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When they had drawn off a little, and we were alone again, &ldquo;I do not lie,
+ sir,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;It is a practice which I leave to shavelings of all
+ degrees.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If you say that she took aught from you, then you lie,&rdquo; I repeated.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He considered me steadily. &ldquo;Fool!&rdquo; he said at last. &ldquo;Whence else came her
+ jewels and fine clothes? From Fifanti, do you think&mdash;that impecunious
+ pedant? Or perhaps you imagine that it was from Gambara? In time that
+ grasping prelate might have made the Duke pay. But pay, himself? By the
+ Blood of God! he was never known to pay for anything.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Or, yet again, do you suppose her finery was afforded her by Caro?&mdash;Messer
+ Annibale Caro&mdash;who is so much in debt that he is never like to return
+ to Piacenza, unless some dolt of a patron rewards him for his poetaster's
+ labours.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, no, my shaveling. It was I who paid&mdash;I who was the fool. God! I
+ more than suspected the others. But you. You saint... You!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He flung up his head, and laughed bitterly and unpleasantly. &ldquo;Ah, well!&rdquo;
+ he ended, &ldquo;You are to pay, though in different kind. It is in the family,
+ you see.&rdquo; And abruptly raising his voice he shouted to the men to wait.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thereafter he rode ahead, alone and gloomy, whilst no less alone and
+ gloomy rode I amid my guards. The thing he had revealed to me had torn
+ away a veil from my silly eyes. It had made me understand a hundred little
+ matters that hitherto had been puzzling me. And I saw how utterly and
+ fatuously blind I had been to things which even Fra Gervasio had
+ apprehended from just the relation he had drawn from me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was as we were entering Piacenza by the Gate of San Lazzaro that I
+ again drew my cousin to my side.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Sir Captain!&rdquo; I called to him, for I could not bring myself to address
+ him as cousin now. He came, inquiry in his eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where is she now?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He stared at me a moment, as if my effrontery astonished him. Then he
+ shrugged and sneered. &ldquo;I would I knew for certain,&rdquo; was his fierce answer.
+ &ldquo;I would I knew. Then should I have the pair of you.&rdquo; And I saw it in his
+ face how unforgivingly he hated me out of his savage jealousy. &ldquo;My Lord
+ Gambara might tell you. I scarcely doubt it. Were I but certain, what a
+ reckoning should I not present! He may be Governor of Piacenza, but were
+ he Governor of Hell he should not escape me.&rdquo; And with that he rode ahead
+ again, and left me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The rumour of our coming sped through the streets ahead of us, and out of
+ the houses poured the townsfolk to watch our passage and to point me out
+ one to another with many whisperings and solemn head-waggings. And the
+ farther we advanced, the greater was the concourse, until by the time we
+ reached the square before the Communal Palace we found there what amounted
+ to a mob awaiting us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My guards closed round me as if to protect me from that crowd. But I was
+ strangely without fear, and presently I was to see how little cause there
+ was for any, and to realize that the action of my guards was sprung from a
+ very different motive.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The people stood silent, and on every upturned face of which I caught a
+ glimpse I saw something that was akin to pity. Presently, however, as we
+ drew nearer to the Palace, a murmur began to rise. It swelled and grew
+ fierce. Suddenly a cry rose vehement and clear.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Rescue! Rescue!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He is the Lord of Mondolfo,&rdquo; shouted one tall fellow, &ldquo;and the
+ Cardinal-legate makes a cat's-paw of him! He is to suffer for Messer
+ Gambara's villainy!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Again he was answered by the cry&mdash;&ldquo;Rescue! Rescue!&rdquo; whilst some added
+ an angry&mdash;&ldquo;Death to the Legate!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Whilst I was deeply marvelling at all this, Cosimo looked at me over his
+ shoulder, and though his lips were steady, his eyes seemed to smile,
+ charged with a message of derision&mdash;and something more, something
+ that I could not read. Then I heard his hard, metallic voice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Back there, you curs! To your kennels! Out of the way, or we ride you
+ down.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had drawn his sword, and his white hawk-face was so cruel and
+ determined that they fell away before him and their cries died down.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We passed into the courtyard of the Communal Palace, and the great studded
+ gates were slammed in the faces of the mob, and barred.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I got down from my mule, and was conducted at Cosimo's bidding to one of
+ the dungeons under the Palace, where I was left with the announcement that
+ I must present myself to-morrow before the Tribunal of the Ruota.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I flung myself down upon the dried rushes that had been heaped in a corner
+ to do duty for a bed, and I abandoned myself to my bitter thoughts. In
+ particular I pondered the meaning of the crowd's strange attitude. Nor was
+ it a riddle difficult to resolve. It was evident that believing Gambara,
+ as they did, to be Giuliana's lover, and informed perhaps&mdash;invention
+ swelling rumour as it will&mdash;that the Cardinal-legate had ridden late
+ last night to Fifanti's house, it had been put about that the foul murder
+ done there was Messer Gambara's work.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus was the Legate reaping the harvest of all the hatred he had sown, of
+ all the tyranny and extortion of his iron rule in Piacenza. And willing to
+ believe any evil of the man they hated, they not only laid Fifanti's death
+ at his door, but they went to further lengths and accounted that I was the
+ cat's-paw; that I was to be sacrificed to save the Legate's face and
+ reputation. They remembered perhaps the ill-odour in which we Anguissola
+ of Mondolfo had been at Rome, for the ghibelline leanings that ever had
+ been ours and for the rebellion of my father against the Pontifical sway;
+ and their conclusions gathered a sort of confirmation from that
+ circumstance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Long upon the very edge of mutiny and revolt against Gambara's injustice,
+ it had needed but what seemed a crowning one such as this to quicken their
+ hatred into expression.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was all very clear and obvious, and it seemed to me that to-morrow's
+ trial should be very interesting. I had but to deny; I had but to make
+ myself the mouthpiece of the rumour that was abroad, and Heaven alone
+ could foretell what the consequences might be.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then I smiled bitterly to myself. Deny? O, no! That was a last vileness I
+ could not perpetrate. The Ruota should hear the truth, and Gambara should
+ be left to shelter Giuliana, who&mdash;Cosimo was assured&mdash;had fled
+ to him in her need as to a natural protector.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a bitter thought. The intensity of that bitterness made me realize
+ with alarm how it still was with me. And pondering this, I fell asleep,
+ utterly worn out in body and in mind by the awful turmoil of that day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER III. GAMBARA'S INTERESTS
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ I awakened to find a man standing beside me. He was muffled in a black
+ cloak and carried a lanthorn. Behind him the door gaped as he had left it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Instantly I sat up, conscious of my circumstance and surroundings, and at
+ my movement this visitor spoke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You sleep very soundly for a man in your case.&rdquo; said he, and the voice
+ was that of my Lord Gambara, its tone quite coldly critical.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He set down the lanthorn on a stool, whence it shed a wheel of yellow
+ light intersected with black beams. His cloak fell apart, and I saw that
+ he was dressed for riding, very plainly, in sombre garments, and that he
+ was armed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He stood slightly to one side that the light might fall upon my face,
+ leaving his own in shadow; thus he considered me for some moments in
+ silence. At last, very slowly, very bitterly, shaking his head as he
+ spoke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You fool, you clumsy fool!&rdquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Having drawn, as you have seen, my own conclusions from the attitude of
+ the mob, I was in little doubt as to the precise bearing of his words.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I answered him sincerely. &ldquo;If folly were all my guilt,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;it would
+ be well.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He sniffed impatiently. &ldquo;Still sanctimonious!&rdquo; he sneered. &ldquo;Tcha! Up now,
+ and play the man, at least. You have shed your robe of sanctity, Messer
+ Agostino; have done with pretence!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I do not pretend,&rdquo; I answered him. &ldquo;And as for playing the man, I shall
+ accept what punishment the law may have for me with fortitude at least. If
+ I can but expiate...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Expiate a fig!&rdquo; he snapped, interrupting me. &ldquo;Why do you suppose that I
+ am here?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I wait to learn.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am here because through your folly you have undone us all. What need,&rdquo;
+ he cried, the anger of expostulation quivering in his voice, &ldquo;what need
+ was there to kill that oaf Fifanti?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He would have killed me,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;I slew him in self-defence.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ha! And do you hope to save your neck with such a plea?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nay. I have no thought of urging it. I but tell it you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There is not the need to tell me anything,&rdquo; he answered, his anger very
+ plain. &ldquo;I am very well informed of all. Rather, let me tell you something.
+ Do you realize, sir, that you have made it impossible for me to abide
+ another day in Piacenza?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am sorry...&rdquo; I began lamely.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Present your regrets to Satan,&rdquo; he snapped. &ldquo;Me they avail nothing. I am
+ put to the necessity of abandoning my governorship and fleeing by night
+ like a hunted thief. And I have you to thank for it. You see me on the
+ point of departure. My horses wait above. So you may add my ruin to the
+ other fine things you accomplished yesternight. For a saint you are
+ over-busy, sir.&rdquo; And he turned away and strode the length of my cell and
+ back, so that, at last, I had a glimpse of his face, which was drawn and
+ scowling. Gone now was the last vestige of his habitual silkiness; the
+ pomander-ball hung neglected, and his delicate fingers tugged viciously at
+ his little pointed beard, his great sapphire ring flashing sombrely.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Look you, Ser Agostino, I could kill you and take joy in it. I could, by
+ God!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His eyes upon me, he drew from his breast a folded paper. &ldquo;Instead, I
+ bring you liberty. I open your doors for you, and bid you escape. Here,
+ man, take this paper. Present it to the officer at the Fodesta Gate. He
+ will let you pass. And then away with you, out of the territory of
+ Piacenza.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For an instant my heart-beats seemed suspended by astonishment. I swung my
+ legs round, and half rose, excitedly. Then I sank back again. My mind was
+ made up. I was tired of the world; sick of life the first draught of which
+ had turned so bitter in my throat. If by my death I might expiate my sins
+ and win pardon by my submission and humility, it was all I could desire. I
+ should be glad to be released from all the misery and sorrow into which I
+ had been born.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I told him so in some few words. &ldquo;You mean me well, my lord,&rdquo; I ended,
+ &ldquo;and I thank you. But...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;By God and the Saints!&rdquo; he blazed, &ldquo;I do not mean you well at all. I mean
+ you anything but well. Have I not said that I could kill you with
+ satisfaction? Whatever be the sins of Egidio Gambara, he is no hypocrite,
+ and he lets his enemies see his face unmasked.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But, then,&rdquo; I cried, amazed, &ldquo;why do you offer me my freedom?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Because this cursed populace is in such a temper that if you are brought
+ to trial I know not what may happen. As likely as not we shall have an
+ insurrection, open revolt against the Pontifical authority, and red war in
+ the streets. And this is not the time for it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The Holy Father requires the submission of these people. We are upon the
+ eve of Duke Pier Luigi's coming to occupy his new States, and it imports
+ that he should be well received, that he should be given a loving welcome
+ by his subjects. If, instead, they meet him with revolt and defiance, the
+ reasons will be sought, and the blame of the affair will recoil upon me.
+ Your cousin Cosimo will see to that. He is a very subtle gentleman, this
+ cousin of yours, and he has a way of working to his own profit. So now you
+ understand. I have no mind to be crushed in this business. Enough have I
+ suffered already through you, enough am I suffering in resigning my
+ governorship. So there is but one way out. There must be no trial
+ to-morrow. It must be known that you have escaped. Thus they will be
+ quieted, and the matter will blow over. So now, Ser Agostino, we
+ understand each other. You must go.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And whither am I to go?&rdquo; I cried, remembering my mother and that Mondolfo&mdash;the
+ only place of safety&mdash;was closed to me by her cruelly pious hands.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Whither?&rdquo; he echoed. &ldquo;What do I care? To Hell&mdash;anywhere, so that you
+ get out of this.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I'd sooner hang,&rdquo; said I quite seriously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You'ld hang and welcome, for all the love I bear you,&rdquo; he answered, his
+ impatience growing. &ldquo;But if you hang blood will be shed, innocent lives
+ will be lost, and I myself may come to suffer.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;For you, sir, I care nothing,&rdquo; I answered him, taking his own tone, and
+ returning him the same brutal frankness that he used with me. &ldquo;That you
+ deserve to suffer I do not doubt. But since other blood than yours might
+ be shed as you say, since innocent lives might be lost... Give me the
+ paper.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was frowning upon me, and smiling viperishly at the same time. &ldquo;I like
+ your frankness better than your piety,&rdquo; said he. &ldquo;So now we understand
+ each other, and know that neither is in the other's debt. Hereafter beware
+ of Egidio Gambara. I give you this last loyal warning. See that you do not
+ come into my way again.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I rose and looked at him&mdash;looked down from my greater height. I knew
+ well the source of this last, parting show of hatred. Like Cosimo's it
+ sprang from jealousy. And a growth more potential of evil does not exist.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He bore my glance a moment, then turned and took up the lanthorn. &ldquo;Come,&rdquo;
+ he said, and obediently I followed him up the winding stone staircase, and
+ so to the very gates of the Palace.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We met no one. What had become of the guards, I cannot think; but I am
+ satisfied that Gambara himself had removed them. He opened the wicket for
+ me, and as I stepped out he gave me the paper and whistled softly. Almost
+ at once I heard a sound of muffled hooves under the colonnade, and
+ presently loomed the figures of a man and a mule; both dim and ghostly in
+ the pearly light of dawn&mdash;for that was the hour.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Gambara followed me out, and pulled the wicket after him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That beast is for you,&rdquo; he said curtly. &ldquo;It will the better enable you to
+ get away.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As curtly I acknowledged the gift, and mounted whilst the groom held the
+ stirrup for me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ O! it was the oddest of transactions! My Lord Gambara with death in his
+ heart very reluctantly giving me a life I did not want.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I dug my heels into the mule's sides and started across the silent, empty
+ square, then plunged into a narrow street where the gloom was almost as of
+ midnight, and so pushed on.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I came out into the open space before the Porta Fodesta, and so to the
+ gate itself. From one of the windows of the gatehouse, a light shone
+ yellow, and, presently, in answer to my call, out came an officer followed
+ by two men, one of whom carried a lanthorn swinging from his pike. He held
+ this light aloft, whilst the officer surveyed me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What now?&rdquo; he challenged. &ldquo;None passes out to-night.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For answer I thrust the paper under his nose. &ldquo;Orders from my Lord
+ Gambara,&rdquo; said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But he never looked at it. &ldquo;None passes out to-night,&rdquo; he repeated
+ imperturbably. &ldquo;So run my orders.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Orders from whom?&rdquo; quoth I, surprised by his tone and manner.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;From the Captain of Justice, if you must know. So you may get you back
+ whence you came, and wait till daylight.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, but stay,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;I do not think you can have heard me. I carry
+ orders from my Lord the Governor. The Captain of Justice cannot overbear
+ these.&rdquo; And I shook the paper insistently.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My orders are that none is to pass&mdash;not even the Governor himself,&rdquo;
+ he answered firmly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was very daring of Cosimo, and I saw his aim. He was, as Gambara had
+ said, a very subtle gentleman. He, too, had set his finger upon the pulse
+ of the populace, and perceived what might be expected of it. He was
+ athirst for vengeance, as he had shown me, and determined that neither I
+ nor Gambara should escape. First, I must be tried, condemned, and hanged,
+ and then he trusted, no doubt, that Gambara would be torn in pieces; and
+ it was quite possible that Messer Cosimo himself would secretly find means
+ to fan the mob's indignation against the Legate into fierce activity. And
+ it seemed that the game was in his hands, for this officer's resoluteness
+ showed how implicitly my cousin was obeyed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Of that same resoluteness of the lieutenant's I was to have a yet more
+ signal proof. For presently, whilst still I stood there vainly
+ remonstrating, down the street behind me rode Gambara himself on a tall
+ horse, followed by a mule-litter and an escort of half a score of armed
+ grooms.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He uttered an exclamation when he saw me still there, the gate shut and
+ the officer in talk with me. He spurred quickly forward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How is this?&rdquo; he demanded haughtily and angrily. &ldquo;This man rides upon the
+ business of the State. Why this delay to open for him?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My orders,&rdquo; said the lieutenant, civilly but firmly, &ldquo;are that none
+ passes out to-night.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you know me?&rdquo; demanded Gambara.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, my lord.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you dare talk to me of your orders? There are no orders here in
+ Piacenza but my orders. Set me wide the wicket of that gate. I myself must
+ pass.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My lord, I dare not.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are insubordinate,&rdquo; said the Legate, of a sudden very cold.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had no need to ask whose orders were these. At once he saw the trammel
+ spread for him. But if Messer Cosimo was subtle, so, too, was Messer
+ Gambara. By not so much as a word did he set his authority in question
+ with the officer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are insubordinate,&rdquo; was all he answered him, and then to the two
+ men-at-arms behind the lieutenant&mdash;&ldquo;Ho, there!&rdquo; he called. &ldquo;Bring out
+ the guard. I am Egidio Gambara, your Governor.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So calm and firm and full of assurance was his tone, so unquestionable his
+ right to command them, that the men sprang instantly to obey him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What would you do, my lord?&rdquo; quoth the officer, and he seemed daunted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Buffoon,&rdquo; said Gambara between his teeth. &ldquo;You shall see.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Six men came hurrying from the gatehouse, and the Cardinal called to them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Let the corporal stand forth,&rdquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A man advanced a pace from the rank they had hastily formed and saluted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Place me your officer under arrest,&rdquo; said the Legate coldly, advancing no
+ reason for the order. &ldquo;Let him be locked in the gatehouse until my return;
+ and do you, sir corporal, take command here meanwhile.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The startled fellow saluted again, and advanced upon his officer. The
+ lieutenant looked up with sudden uneasiness in his eyes. He had gone too
+ far. He had not reckoned upon being dealt with in this summary fashion. He
+ had been bold so long as he conceived himself no more than Cosimo's
+ mouthpiece, obeying orders for the issuing of which Cosimo must answer.
+ Instead, it seemed, the Governor intended that he should answer for them
+ himself. Whatever he now dared, he knew&mdash;as Gambara knew&mdash;that
+ his men would never dare to disobey the Governor, who was the supreme
+ authority there under the Pope.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My lord,&rdquo; he exclaimed, &ldquo;I had my orders from the Captain of Justice.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And dare you to say that your orders included my messengers and my own
+ self?&rdquo; thundered the dainty prelate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Explicitly, my lord,&rdquo; answered the lieutenant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It shall be dealt with on my return, and if what you say is proved true,
+ the Captain of Justice shall suffer with yourself for this treason&mdash;for
+ that is the offence. Take him away, and someone open me that gate.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was an end to disobedience, and a moment or two later we stood
+ outside the town, on the bank of the river, which gurgled and flowed away
+ smoothly and mistily in the growing light, between the rows of stalwart
+ poplars that stood like sentinels to guard it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And now begone,&rdquo; said Gambara curtly to me, and wheeling my mule I rode
+ for the bridge of boats, crossed it, and set myself to breast the slopes
+ beyond.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Midway up I checked and looked back across the wide water. The light had
+ grown quite strong by now, and in the east there was a faint pink flush to
+ herald the approaching sun. Away beyond the river, moving southward, I
+ could just make out the Legate's little cavalcade. And then, for the first
+ time, a question leapt in my mind concerning the litter whose leathern
+ curtains had remained so closely drawn. Whom did it contain? Could it be
+ Giuliana? Had Cosimo spoken the truth when he said that she had gone to
+ Gambara for shelter?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A little while ago I had sighed for death and exulted in the chance of
+ expiation and of purging myself of the foulness of sin. And now, at the
+ sudden thought that occurred to me, I fell a prey to an insensate jealousy
+ touching the woman whom I had lately loathed as the cause of my downfall.
+ O, the inconstancy of the human heart, and the eternal battles in such
+ poor natures as mine between the knowledge of right and the desire for
+ wrong!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was in vain that I sought to turn my thoughts to other things; in vain
+ that I cast them back upon my recent condition and my recent resolves; in
+ vain that I remembered the penitence of yestermorn, the confession at Fra
+ Gervasio's knee, and the strong resolve to do penance and make amends by
+ the purity of all my after-life. Vain was it all.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I turned my mule about, and still wrestling with my conscience, choking
+ it, I rode down the hill again, and back across the bridge, and then away
+ to the south, to follow Messer Gambara and set an end to doubt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I must know. I must! It was no matter that conscience told me that here
+ was no affair of mine; that Giuliana belonged to the past from which I was
+ divorced, the past for which I must atone and seek forgiveness. I must
+ know. And so I rode along the dusty highway in pursuit of Messer Gambara,
+ who was proceeding, I imagined, to join the Duke at Parma.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had no difficulty in following them. A question here, and a question
+ there, accompanied by a description of the party, was all that was
+ necessary to keep me on their track. And ever, it seemed to me from the
+ answers that I got, was I lessening the distance that separated us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was weak for want of food, for the last time that I had eaten was
+ yesterday at noon, at Mondolfo; and then but little. Yet all I had this
+ day were some bunches of grapes that I stole in passing from a vineyard
+ and ate as I trotted on along that eternal Via Aemilia.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was towards noon, at last, that a taverner at Castel Guelfo informed me
+ that my party had passed through the town but half an hour ahead of me. At
+ the news I urged my already weary beast along, for unless I made good
+ haste now it might well happen that Parma should swallow up Gambara and
+ his party ere I overtook them. And then, some ten minutes later, I caught
+ a flutter of garments half a mile or so ahead of me, amid the elms. I
+ quitted the road and entered the woodland. A little way I still rode;
+ then, dismounting, I tethered my mule, and went forward cautiously on
+ foot.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I found them in a little sunken dell by a tiny rivulet. Lying on my belly
+ in the long grass above, I looked down upon them with a black hatred of
+ jealousy in my heart.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They were reclining there, in that cool, fragrant spot in the shadow of a
+ great beech-tree. A cloth had been spread upon the ground, and upon this
+ were platters of roast meats, white bread and fruits, and a flagon of
+ wine, a second flagon standing in the brook to cool.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My Lord Gambara was talking and she was regarding him with eyes that were
+ half veiled, a slow, insolent smile upon her matchless face. Presently at
+ something that he said she laughed outright, a laugh so tuneful and
+ light-hearted that I thought I must be dreaming all this. It was the gay,
+ frank, innocent laughter of a child; and I never heard in all my life a
+ sound that caused me so much horror. He leaned across to her, and stroked
+ her velvet cheek with his delicate hand, whilst she suffered it in that
+ lazy fashion that was so peculiarly her own.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stayed for no more. I wriggled back a little way to where a clump of
+ hazel permitted me to rise without being seen. Thence I fled the spot. And
+ as I went, my heart seemed as it must burst, and my lips could frame but
+ one word which I kept hurling out of me like an imprecation, and that word
+ was &ldquo;Trull!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Two nights ago had happened enough to stamp her soul for ever with sorrow
+ and despair. Yet she could sit there, laughing and feasting and trulling
+ it lightly with the Legate!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The little that remained me of my illusions was shivered in that hour.
+ There was, I swore, no good in all the world; for even where goodness
+ sought to find a way, it grew distorted, as in my mother's case. And yet
+ through all her pietism surely she had been right! There was no peace, no
+ happiness save in the cloister. And at last the full bitterness of
+ penitence and regret overtook me when I reflected that by my own act I had
+ rendered myself for ever unworthy of the cloister's benign shelter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER IV. THE ANCHORITE OF MONTE ORSARO
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ I went blindly through the tangle of undergrowth, stumbling at every step
+ and scarce noticing that I stumbled; and in this fashion I came presently
+ back to my mule.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I mounted and rode amain, not by the way that I had come, but westward;
+ not by road, but by bridle-paths, through meadow-land and forest, up hill
+ and down, like a man entranced, not knowing whither I went nor caring.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Besides, whither was I to go? Like my father before me I was an outcast, a
+ fugitive outlaw. But this troubled me not yet. My mind, my wounded,
+ tortured mind was all upon the past. It was of Giuliana that I thought as
+ I rode in the noontide warmth of that September day. And never can human
+ brain have held a sorer conflict of reflection than was mine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ No shadow now remained of the humour that had possessed me in the hour in
+ which I had repudiated her after the murder of Fifanti. I had heard Fra
+ Gervasio deliver judgment upon her, and I had doubted his justice, felt
+ that he used her mercilessly. My own sight had now confirmed to me the
+ truth of what he had said; but in doing so&mdash;in allowing me to see her
+ in another man's possession&mdash;a very rage of jealousy had been stirred
+ in me and a greater rage of longing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This longing followed upon my first bitter denunciation of her; and it
+ followed soon. It is in our natures, as I then experienced, never more to
+ desire a thing than when we see it lost to us. Bitterly now did I reproach
+ myself for not having borne her off with me two nights ago when I had fled
+ Fifanti's house, when she herself had urged that course upon me. I
+ despised myself, out of my present want, for my repudiation of her&mdash;a
+ hundred times more bitterly than I had despised myself when I imagined
+ that I had done a vileness by that repudiation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Never until now, did it seem to me, had I known how deeply I loved her,
+ how deeply the roots of our passion had burrowed down into my heart, and
+ fastened there to be eradicated only with life itself. So thought I then;
+ and thinking so I cried her name aloud, called to her through the scented
+ pine-woods, thus voicing my longing and my despair.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And swift on the heels of this would come another mood. There would come
+ the consciousness of the sin of it all, the imperative need to cleanse
+ myself of this, to efface her memory from my soul which could not hold it
+ without sinning anew in fierce desire. I strove to do so with all my poor
+ weak might. I denounced her to myself again for a soulless harlot; blamed
+ her for all the ill that had befallen me; accounted her the very hand that
+ had wielded me, a senseless instrument, to slay her importunate husband.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then I perceived that this was as pitiful a ruse of self-deception as
+ that of the fox in the fable unable to reach the luscious grapes above
+ him. For as well might a starving man seek to compel by an effort of his
+ will the hunger to cease from gnawing at his vitals.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus were desire and conscience locked in conflict, and each held the
+ ascendancy alternately what time I pushed onward aimlessly until I came to
+ the broad bed of a river.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A grey waste of sun-parched boulders spread away to the stream, which was
+ diminished by the long drought. Beyond the narrow sheen of water,
+ stretched another rocky space, and then came the green of meadows and a
+ brown city upon the rising ground.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The city was Fornovo, and the diminished river was the Taro, the ancient
+ boundary between the Gaulish and Ligurian folk. I stood upon the historic
+ spot where Charles VIII had cut his way through the allies to win back to
+ France after the occupation of Naples. But the grotesque little king who
+ had been dust for a quarter of a century troubled my thoughts not at all
+ just then. The Taro brought me memories not of battle, but of home. To
+ reach Mondolfo I had but to follow the river up the valley towards that
+ long ridge of the Apennines arrayed before me, with the tall bulks of
+ Mount Giso and Mount Orsaro, their snow-caps sparkling in the flood of
+ sunshine that poured down upon them. Two hours, or perhaps three at most,
+ along the track of that cool, glittering water, and the grey citadel of
+ Mondolfo would come into view.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was this very reflection that brought me now to consider my condition;
+ to ask myself whither I should turn. Money I had none&mdash;not so much as
+ a single copper grosso. To sell I had nothing but the clothes I stood in&mdash;black,
+ clerkly garments that I had got yesterday at Mondolfo. Not so much as a
+ weapon had I that I might have bartered for a few coins. There was the
+ mule; that should yield a ducat or two. But when this was spent, what
+ then? To go a suppliant to that pious icicle my mother were worse than
+ useless.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Whither was I to turn&mdash;I, Lord of Mondolfo and Carmina, one of the
+ wealthiest and most puissant tyrants of this Val di Taro? It provoked me
+ almost to laughter, of a fierce and bitter sort. Perhaps some peasant of
+ the contado would take pity on his lord and give him shelter and
+ nourishment in exchange for such labour as his lord might turn his stout
+ limbs to upon that peasant's land, which was my own.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I might perhaps essay it. Certainly it was the only thing that was left
+ me. For against my mother and to support my rights I might not invoke a
+ law which had placed me under a ban, a law that would deal me out its
+ rigours did I reveal myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then I had thoughts of seeking sanctuary in some monastery, of offering
+ myself as a lay-brother, to do menial work, and in this way perhaps I
+ might find peace, and, in a lesser degree than was originally intended,
+ the comforts of the religion to which I had been so grossly unfaithful.
+ The thought grew and developed into a resolve. It brought me some comfort.
+ It became a desire.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I pushed on, following the river along ground that grew swiftly steeper,
+ conscious that perforce my journey must end soon, for my mule was showing
+ signs of weariness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Some three miles farther, having by then penetrated the green rampart of
+ the foothills, I came upon the little village of Pojetta. It is a village
+ composed of a single street throwing out as its branches a few narrow
+ alleys, possessing a dingy church and a dingier tavern; this last had for
+ only sign a bunch of withered rosemary that hung above its grimy doors.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I drew rein there as utterly weary as my mule, hungry and thirsty and
+ weak. I got down and invited the suspicious scrutiny of the lantern-jawed
+ taverner, who, for all that my appearance was humble enough in such
+ garments as I wore, must have accounted me none the less of too fine an
+ air for such a house as his.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Care for my beast,&rdquo; I bade him. &ldquo;I shall stay here an hour or two.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He nodded surlily, and led the mule away, whilst I entered the tavern's
+ single room. Coming into it from the sunlight I could scarcely see
+ anything at first, so dark did the place seem. What light there was came
+ through the open door; for the chamber's single window had long since been
+ rendered opaque by a screen of accumulated dust and cobwebs. It was a
+ roomy place, low-ceilinged with blackened rafters running parallel across
+ its dirty yellow wash.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The floor was strewn with foul rushes that must have lain unchanged for
+ months, slippery with grease and littered with bones that had been flung
+ there by the polite guests the place was wont to entertain. And it stank
+ most vilely of rancid oil and burnt meats and other things indefinable in
+ all but their acrid, nauseating, unclean pungency.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A fire was burning low at the room's far end, and over this a girl was
+ stooping, tending something in a stew-pot. She looked round at my advent,
+ and revealed herself for a tall, black-haired, sloe-eyed wench, comely in
+ a rude, brown way, and strong, to judge by the muscular arms which were
+ bared to the elbow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Interest quickened her face at sight of so unusual a patron. She slouched
+ forward, wiping her hands upon her hips as she came, and pulled out a
+ stool for me at the long trestle-table that ran down the middle of the
+ floor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Grouped about the upper end of this table sat four men of the peasant
+ type, sun-tanned, bearded, and rudely garbed in loose jerkins and cross
+ gartered leg cloths.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A silence had fallen upon them as I entered, and they too were now
+ inspecting me with a frank interest which in their simple way they made no
+ attempt to conceal.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I sank wearily to the stool, paying little heed to them, and in answer to
+ the girl's invitation to command her, I begged for meat and bread and
+ wine. Whilst she was preparing these, one of the men addressed me civilly;
+ and I answered him as civilly but absently, for I had enough of other
+ matters to engage my thoughts. Then another of them questioned me in a
+ friendly tone as to whence I came. Instinctively I concealed the truth,
+ answering vaguely that I was from Castel Guelfo&mdash;which was the
+ neighbourhood in which I had overtaken my Lord Gambara and Giuliana.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And what do they say at Castel Guelfo of the things that are happening in
+ Piacenza?&rdquo; asked another.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In Piacenza?&rdquo; quoth I. &ldquo;Why, what is happening in Piacenza?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Eagerly, with an ardour to show themselves intimate with the affairs of
+ towns, as is the way of rustics, they related to me what already I had
+ gathered to be the vulgar version of Fifanti's death. Each spoke in turn,
+ cutting in the moment another paused to breathe, and sometimes they spoke
+ together, each anxious to have the extent of his information revealed and
+ appreciated.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And their tale, of course, was that Gambara, being the lover of Fifanti's
+ wife, had dispatched the doctor on a trumped-up mission, and had gone to
+ visit her by night. But that the suspicious Fifanti lying near by in wait,
+ and having seen the Cardinal enter, followed him soon after and attacked
+ him, whereupon the Lord Gambara had slain him. And then that wily,
+ fiendish prelate had sought to impose the blame upon the young Lord of
+ Mondolfo, who was a student in the pedant's house, and he had caused the
+ young man's arrest. But this the Piacentini would not endure. They had
+ risen, and threatened the Governor's life; and he was fled to Rome or
+ Parma, whilst the authorities to avoid a scandal had connived at the
+ escape of Messer d'Anguissola, who was also gone, no man knew whither.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The news had travelled speedily into that mountain fastness, it seemed.
+ But it had been garbled at its source. The Piacentini conceived that they
+ held some evidence of what they believed&mdash;the evidence of the lad
+ whom Fifanti had left to spy and who had borne him the tale that the
+ Cardinal was within. This evidence they accounted well-confirmed by the
+ Legate's flight.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus is history written. Not a doubt but that some industrious scribe in
+ Piacenza with a grudge against Gambara, would set down what was the talk
+ of the town; and hereafter, it is not to be doubted, the murder of Astorre
+ Fifanti for the vilest of all motives will be added to the many crimes of
+ Egidio Gambara, that posterity may execrate his name even beyond its
+ already rich enough deserts.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I heard them in silence and but little moved, yet with a question now and
+ then to probe how far this silly story went in detail. And whilst they
+ were still heaping abuse upon the Legate&mdash;of whom they spoke as Jews
+ may speak of pork&mdash;came the lantern-jawed host with a dish of broiled
+ goat, some bread, and a jug of wine. This he set before me, then joined
+ them in their vituperation of Messer Gambara.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I ate ravenously, and for all that I do not doubt the meat was tough and
+ burnt, yet at the time those pieces of broiled goat upon that dirty table
+ seemed the sweetest food that ever had been set before me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Finding that I was but indifferently communicative and had little news to
+ give them, the peasants fell to gossiping among themselves, and they were
+ presently joined by the girl, whose name, it seemed, was Giovannozza. She
+ came to startle them with the rumour of a fresh miracle attributed to the
+ hermit of Monte Orsaro.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked up with more interest than I had hitherto shown in anything that
+ had been said, and I inquired who might be this anchorite.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Sainted Virgin!&rdquo; cried the girl, setting her hands upon her generous
+ hips, and turning her bold sloe-eyes upon me in a stare of incredulity.
+ &ldquo;Whence are you, sir, that you seem to know nothing of the world? You had
+ not heard the news of Piacenza, which must be known to everyone by now;
+ and you have never heard of the anchorite of Monte Orsaro!&rdquo; She appealed
+ by a gesture to Heaven against the Stygian darkness of my mind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He is a very holy man,&rdquo; said one of the peasants.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And he dwells alone in a hut midway up the mountain,&rdquo; added a second.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In a hut which he built for himself with his own hands,&rdquo; a third
+ explained.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And he lives on nuts and herbs and such scraps of food as are left him by
+ the charitable,&rdquo; put in the fourth, to show himself as full of knowledge
+ as his fellows.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But now it was Giovannozza who took up the story, firmly and resolutely;
+ and being a woman she easily kept her tongue going and overbore the
+ peasants so that they had no further share in the tale until it was
+ entirely told. From her I learnt that the anchorite, one Fra Sebastiano,
+ possessed a miraculous image of the blessed martyr St. Sebastian, whose
+ wounds miraculously bled during Passion Week, and that there were no ills
+ in the world that this blood would not cure, provided that those to whom
+ it was applied were clean of mortal sin and imbued with the spirit of
+ grace and faith.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ No pious wayfarer going over the Pass of Cisa into Tuscany but would turn
+ aside to kiss the image and ask a blessing at the hands of the anchorite;
+ and yearly in the season of the miraculous manifestation, great
+ pilgrimages were made to the hermitage by folk from the Valleys of the
+ Taro and Bagnanza, and even from beyond the Apennines. So that Fra
+ Sebastiano gathered great store of alms, part of which he redistributed
+ amongst the poor, part of which he was saving to build a bridge over the
+ Bagnanza torrent, in crossing which so many poor folk had lost their
+ lives.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I listened intently to the tale of wonders that followed, and now the
+ peasants joined in again, each with a story of some marvellous cure of
+ which he had direct knowledge. And many and amazing were the details they
+ gave me of the saint&mdash;for they spoke of him as a saint already&mdash;so
+ that no doubt lingered in my mind of the holiness of this anchorite.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Giovannozza related how a goatherd coming one night over the pass had
+ heard from the neighbourhood of the hut the sounds of singing, and the
+ music was the strangest and sweetest ever sounded on earth, so that it
+ threw the poor fellow into a strange ecstasy, and it was beyond doubt that
+ what he had heard was an angel choir. And then one of the peasants, the
+ tallest and blackest of the four, swore with a great oath that one night
+ when he himself had been in the hills he had seen the hermit's hut all
+ aglow with heavenly light against the black mass of the mountain.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All this left me presently very thoughtful, filled with wonder and
+ amazement. Then their talk shifted again, and it was of the vintage they
+ discoursed, the fine yield of grapes about Fontana Fredda, and the heavy
+ crop of oil that there would be that year. And then with the hum of their
+ voices gradually receding, it ceased altogether for me, and I was asleep
+ with my head pillowed upon my arms.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It would be an hour later when I awakened, a little stiff and cramped from
+ the uncomfortable position in which I had rested. The peasants had
+ departed and the surly-faced host was standing at my side.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You should be resuming your journey,&rdquo; said he, seeing me awake. &ldquo;It wants
+ but a couple of hours to sunset, and if you are going over the pass it
+ were well not to let the night overtake you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My journey?&rdquo; said I aloud, and looked askance at him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Whither, in Heaven's name, was I journeying?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then I bethought me of my earlier resolve to seek shelter in some convent,
+ and his mention of the pass caused me to think now that it would be wiser
+ to cross the mountains into Tuscany. There I should be beyond the reach of
+ the talons of the Farnese law, which might close upon me again at any time
+ so long as I was upon Pontifical territory.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I rose heavily, and suddenly bethought me of my utter lack of money. It
+ dismayed me for a moment. Then I remembered the mule, and determined that
+ I must go afoot.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have a mule to sell,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;the beast in your stables.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He scratched his ear, reflecting no doubt upon the drift of my
+ announcement. &ldquo;Yes?&rdquo; he said dubiously. &ldquo;And to what market are you taking
+ it?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am offering it to you,&rdquo; said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To me?&rdquo; he cried, and instantly suspicion entered his crafty eye and
+ darkened his brow. &ldquo;Where got you the mule?&rdquo; he asked, and snapped his
+ lips together.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The girl entering at that moment stood at gaze, listening.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where did I get it?&rdquo; I echoed. &ldquo;What is that to you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He smiled unpleasantly. &ldquo;It is this to me: that if the bargelli were to
+ come up here and discover a stolen mule in my stables, it would be an ill
+ thing for me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I flushed angrily. &ldquo;Do you imply that I stole the mule?&rdquo; said I, so
+ fiercely that he changed his air.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nay now, nay now,&rdquo; he soothed me. &ldquo;And, after all, it happens that I do
+ not want a mule. I have one mule already, and I am a poor man, and...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A fig for your whines,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;Here is the case. I have no money&mdash;not
+ a grosso. So the mule must pay for my dinner. Name your price, and let us
+ have done.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ha!&rdquo; he fumed at me. &ldquo;I am to buy your stolen beast, am I? I am to be
+ frightened by your violence into buying it? Be off, you rogue, or I'll
+ raise the village and make short work of you. Be off, I say!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He backed away as he spoke, towards the fireplace, and from the corner
+ took a stout oaken staff. He was a villain, a thieving rogue. That much
+ was plain. And it was no less plain that I must submit, and leave my beast
+ to him, or else perhaps suffer a worse alternative.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Had those four honest peasants still been there, he would not have dared
+ to have so borne himself. But as it was, without witnesses to say how the
+ thing had truly happened, if he raised the village against me how should
+ they believe a man who confessed that he had eaten a dinner for which he
+ could not pay? It must go very ill with me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ If I tried conclusions with him, I could break him in two notwithstanding
+ his staff. But there would remain the girl to give the alarm, and when to
+ dishonesty I should have added violence, my case would be that of any
+ common bandit.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Very well,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;You are a dirty, thieving rascal, and a vile one to
+ take advantage of one in my position. I shall return for the mule another
+ day. Meanwhile consider it in pledge for what I owe you. But see that you
+ are ready for the reckoning when I present it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With that, I swung on my heel, strode past the big-eyed girl, out of that
+ foul kennel into God's sweet air, followed by the ordures of speech which
+ that knave flung after me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I turned up the street, setting my face towards the mountains, and trudged
+ amain.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Soon I was out of the village and ascending the steep road towards the
+ Pass of Cisa that leads over the Apennines to Pontremoli. This way had
+ Hannibal come when he penetrated into Etruria some two thousand years ago.
+ I quitted the road and took to bridle-paths under the shoulder of the
+ mighty Mount Prinzera. Thus I pushed on and upward through grey-green of
+ olive and deep enamelled green of fig-trees, and came at last into a
+ narrow gorge between two great mountains, a place of ferns and moisture
+ where all was shadow and the air felt chill.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Above me the mountains towered to the blue heavens, their flanks of a
+ green that was in places turned to golden, where Autumn's fingers had
+ already touched those heights, in places gashed with grey and purple
+ wounds, where the bare rock thrust through.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I went on aimlessly, and came presently upon a little fir thicket, through
+ which I pushed towards a sound of tumbling waters. I stood at last upon
+ the rocks above a torrent that went thundering down the mighty gorge which
+ it had cloven itself between the hills. Thence I looked down a long,
+ wavering valley over which the rays of the evening sun were slanting, and
+ hazily in the distance I could see the russet city of Fornovo which I had
+ earlier passed that day. This torrent was the Bagnanza, and it effectively
+ barred all passage. So I went up, along its bed, scrambling over lichened
+ rocks or sinking my feet into carpets of soft, yielding moss.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At length, grown weary and uncertain of my way, I sank down to rest and
+ think. And my thoughts were chiefly of that hermit somewhere above me in
+ these hills, and of the blessedness of such a life, remote from the world
+ that man had made so evil. And then, with thinking of the world, came
+ thoughts of Giuliana. Two nights ago I had held her in my arms. Two nights
+ ago! And already it seemed a century remote&mdash;as remote as all the
+ rest of that life of which it seemed a part. For there had been a break in
+ my existence with the murder of Fifanti, and in the past two days I had
+ done more living and I had aged more than in all the eighteen years
+ before.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thinking of Giuliana, I evoked her image, the glowing, ruddy copper of her
+ hair, the dark mystery of her eyes, so heavy-lidded and languorous in
+ their smile. My spirit conjured her to stand before me all white and
+ seductive as I had known her, and my longings were again upon me like a
+ searing torture.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I fought them hard. I sought to shut that image out. But it abode to mock
+ me. And then faintly from the valley, borne upon the breeze that came
+ sighing through the fir-trees, rose the tinkle of an Angelus bell.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I fell upon my knees and prayed to the Mother of Purity for strength, and
+ thus I came once more to peace. That done I crept under the shelter of a
+ projecting rock, wrapped my cloak tightly about me, and lay down upon the
+ hard ground to rest, for I was very weary.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Lying there I watched the colour fading from the sky. I saw the purple
+ lights in the east turn to an orange that paled into faintest yellow, and
+ this again into turquoise. The shadows crept up those heights. A star came
+ out overhead, then another, then a score of stars to sparkle silvery in
+ the blue-black heavens.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I turned on my side, and closed my eyes, seeking to sleep; and then quite
+ suddenly I heard a sound of unutterable sweetness&mdash;a melody so faint
+ and subtle that it had none of the form and rhythm of earthly music. I sat
+ up, my breath almost arrested, and listened more intently. I could still
+ hear it, but very faint and distant. It was as a sound of silver bells,
+ and yet it was not quite that. I remembered the stories I had heard that
+ day in the tavern at Pojetta, and the talk of the mystic melodies by which
+ travellers had been drawn to the anchorite's abode. I noted the direction
+ of the sound, and I determined to be guided by it, and to cast myself at
+ the feet of that holy man, to implore of him who could heal bodies the
+ miracle of my soul's healing and my mind's purging from its torment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I pushed on, then, through the luminous night, keeping as much as possible
+ to the open, for under trees lesser obstacles were not to be discerned.
+ The melody grew louder as I advanced, ever following the Bagnanza towards
+ its source; and the stream, too, being much less turbulent now, did not
+ overbear that other sound.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a melody on long humming notes, chiefly, it seemed to me, upon two
+ notes with the occasional interjection of a third and fourth, and, at long
+ and rare intervals, of a fifth. It was harmonious beyond all description,
+ just as it was weird and unearthly; but now that I heard it more
+ distinctly it had much more the sound of bells&mdash;very sweet and
+ silvery.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then, quite suddenly, I was startled by a human cry&mdash;a piteous,
+ wailing cry that told of helplessness and pain. I went forward more
+ quickly in the direction whence it came, rounded a stout hazel coppice,
+ and stood suddenly before a rude hut of pine logs built against the side
+ of the rock. Through a small unglazed window came a feeble shaft of light.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I halted there, breathless and a little afraid. This must be the dwelling
+ of the anchorite. I stood upon holy ground.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then the cry was repeated. It proceeded from the hut. I advanced to
+ the window, took courage and peered in. By the light of a little brass oil
+ lamp with a single wick I could faintly make out the interior.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The rock itself formed the far wall of it, and in this a niche was carved&mdash;a
+ deep, capacious niche in the shadows of which I could faintly discern a
+ figure some two feet in height, which I doubted not would be the
+ miraculous image of St. Sebastian. In front of this was a rude wooden
+ pulpit set very low, and upon it a great book with iron clasps and a
+ yellow, grinning skull.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All this I beheld at a single glance. There was no other furniture in that
+ little place, neither chair nor table; and the brass lamp was set upon the
+ floor, near a heaped-up bed of rushes and dried leaves upon which I beheld
+ the anchorite himself. He was lying upon his back, and seemed a vigorous,
+ able-bodied man of a good length.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He wore a loose brown habit roughly tied about his middle by a piece of
+ rope from which was suspended an enormous string of beads. His beard and
+ hair were black, but his face was livid as a corpse's, and as I looked at
+ him he emitted a fresh groan, and writhed as if in mortal suffering.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O my God! My God!&rdquo; I heard him crying. &ldquo;Am I to die alone? Mercy! I
+ repent me!&rdquo; And he writhed moaning, and rolled over on his side so that he
+ faced me, and I saw that his livid countenance was glistening with sweat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stepped aside and lifted the latch of the rude door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Are you suffering, father?&rdquo; I asked, almost fearfully. At the sound of my
+ voice, he suddenly sat up, and there was a great fear in his eyes. Then he
+ fell back again with a cry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I thank Thee, my God! I thank Thee!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I entered, and crossing to his side, I went down on my knees beside him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Without giving me time to speak, he clutched my arm with one of his clammy
+ hands, and raised himself painfully upon his elbow, his eyes burning with
+ the fever that was in him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A priest!&rdquo; he gasped. &ldquo;Get me a priest! Oh, if you would be saved from
+ the flames of everlasting Hell, get me a priest to shrive me. I am dying,
+ and I would not go hence with the burden of all this sin upon my soul.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I could feel the heat of his hand through the sleeve of my coat. His
+ condition was plain. A raging fever was burning out his life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Be comforted,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;I will go at once.&rdquo; And I rose, whilst he poured
+ forth his blessings upon me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the door I checked to ask what was the nearest place.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Casi,&rdquo; he said hoarsely. &ldquo;To your right, you will see the path down the
+ hill-side. You cannot miss it. In half an hour you should be there. And
+ return at once, for I have not long. I feel it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With a last word of reassurance and comfort I closed the door, and plunged
+ away into the darkness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER V. THE RENUNCIATION
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ I found the path the hermit spoke of, and followed its sinuous downhill
+ course, now running when the ground was open, now moving more cautiously,
+ yet always swiftly, when it led me through places darkened by trees.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the end of a half-hour I espied below me the twinkling lights of a
+ village on the hill-side, and a few minutes later I was among the houses
+ of Casi. To find the priest in his little cottage by the church was an
+ easy matter; to tell him my errand and to induce him to come with me, to
+ tend the holy man who lay dying alone in the mountain, was as easy. To
+ return, however, was the most difficult part of the undertaking; for the
+ upward path was steep, and the priest was old and needed such assistance
+ as my own very weary limbs could scarcely render him. We had the advantage
+ of a lanthorn which he insisted upon bringing, and we made as good
+ progress as could be expected. But it was best part of two hours after my
+ setting out before we stood once more upon the little platform where the
+ hermit had his hut.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We found the place in utter darkness. Through lack of oil his little lamp
+ had burned itself out; and when we entered, the man on the bed of wattles
+ lay singing a lewd tavern-song, which, coming from such holy lips, filled
+ me with horror and amazement.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the old priest, with that vast and doleful experience of death-beds
+ which belongs to men of his class, was quick to perceive the cause of
+ this. The fever was flickering up before life's final extinction, and the
+ poor moribund was delirious and knew not what he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For an hour we watched beside him, waiting. The priest was confident that
+ there would be a return of consciousness and a spell of lucidity before
+ the end.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Through that lugubrious hour I squatted there, watching the awful process
+ of human dissolution for the first time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Save in the case of Fifanti I had never yet seen death; nor could it be
+ said that I had really seen it then. With the pedant, death had been a
+ sudden sharp severing of the thread of life, and I had been conscious that
+ he was dead without any appreciation of death itself, blinded in part by
+ my own exalted condition at the time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But in this death of Fra Sebastiano I was heated by no participation. I
+ was an unwilling and detached spectator, brought there by force of
+ circumstance; and my mind received from the spectacle an impression not
+ easily to be effaced, an impression which may have been answerable in part
+ for that which followed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Towards dawn at last the sick man's babblings&mdash;and they were mostly
+ as profane and lewd as his occasional bursts of song&mdash;were quieted.
+ The unseeing glitter of his eyes that had ever and anon been turned upon
+ us was changed to a dull and heavy consciousness, and he struggled to
+ rise, but his limbs refused their office.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The priest leaned over him with a whispered word of comfort, then turned
+ and signed to me to leave the hut. I rose, and went towards the door. But
+ I had scarcely reached it when there was a hoarse cry behind me followed
+ by a gasping sob from the priest. I started round to see the hermit lying
+ on his back, his face rigid, his mouth open and idiotic, his eyes more
+ leaden than they had been a moment since.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is it?&rdquo; I cried, despite myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He has gone, my son,&rdquo; answered the old priest sorrowfully. &ldquo;But he was
+ contrite, and he had lived a saint.&rdquo; And drawing from his breast a little
+ silver box, he proceeded to perform the last rites upon the body from
+ which the soul was already fled.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I came slowly back and knelt beside him, and long we remained there in
+ silent prayer for the repose of that blessed spirit. And whilst we prayed
+ the wind rose outside, and a storm grew in the bosom of the night that had
+ been so fair and tranquil. The lightning flashed and illumined the
+ interior of that hut with a vividness as of broad daylight, throwing into
+ livid relief the arrow-pierced St. Sebastian in the niche and the ghastly,
+ grinning skull upon the hermit's pulpit.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The thunder crashed and crackled, and the echoes of its artillery went
+ booming and rolling round the hills, whilst the rain fell in a terrific
+ lashing downpour. Some of it finding a weakness in the roof, trickled and
+ dripped and formed a puddle in the middle of the hut.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For upwards of an hour the storm raged, and all the while we remained upon
+ our knees beside the dead anchorite. Then the thunder receded and
+ gradually died away in the distance; the rain ceased; and the dawn crept
+ pale as a moon-stone adown the valley.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We went out to breathe the freshened air just as the first touches of the
+ sun quickened to an opal splendour the pallor of that daybreak. All the
+ earth was steaming, and the Bagnanza, suddenly swollen, went thundering
+ down the gorge.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At sunrise we dug a grave just below the platform with a spade which I
+ found in the hut. There we buried the hermit, and over the spot I made a
+ great cross with the largest stones that I could find. The priest would
+ have given him burial in the hut itself; but I suggested that perhaps
+ there might be some other who would be willing to take the hermit's place,
+ and consecrate his life to carrying on the man's pious work of guarding
+ that shrine and collecting alms for the poor and for the building of the
+ bridge.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My tone caused the priest to look at me with sharp, kindly eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Have you such thoughts for yourself, perchance?&rdquo; he asked me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Unless you should adjudge me too unworthy for the office,&rdquo; I answered
+ humbly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But you are very young, my son,&rdquo; he said, and laid a kindly hand upon my
+ shoulder. &ldquo;Have you suffered, then, so sorely at the hands of the world
+ that you should wish to renounce it and to take up this lonely life?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was intended for the priesthood, father,&rdquo; I replied. &ldquo;I aspired to holy
+ orders. But through the sins of the flesh I have rendered myself unworthy.
+ Here, perhaps, I can expiate and cleanse my heart of all the foulness it
+ gathered in the world.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He left me an hour or so later, to make his way back to Casi, having heard
+ enough of my past and having judged sufficiently of my attitude of mind to
+ approve me in my determination to do penance and seek peace in that
+ isolation. Before going he bade me seek him out at Casi at any time should
+ any doubts assail me, or should I find that the burden I had taken up was
+ too heavy for my shoulders.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I watched him go down the winding, mountain path, watched the bent old
+ figure in his long black gaberdine, until a turn in the path and a clump
+ of chestnuts hid him from my sight.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then I first tasted the loneliness to which on that fair morning I had
+ vowed myself. The desolation of it touched me and awoke self-pity in my
+ heart, to extinguish utterly the faint flame of ecstasy that had warmed me
+ when first I thought of taking the dead anchorite's place.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was not yet twenty, I was lord of great possessions, and of life I had
+ tasted no more than one poisonous, reckless draught; yet I was done with
+ the world&mdash;driven out of it by penitence. It was just; but it was
+ bitter. And then I felt again that touch of ecstasy to reflect that it was
+ the bitterness of the resolve that made it worthy, that through its very
+ harshness was it that this path should lead to grace.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Later on I busied myself with an inspection of the hut, and my first
+ attentions were for the miraculous image. I looked upon it with awe, and I
+ knelt to it in prayer for forgiveness for the unworthiness I brought to
+ the service of the shrine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The image itself was very crude of workmanship and singularly ghastly. It
+ reminded me poignantly of the Crucifix that had hung upon the whitewashed
+ wall of my mother's private dining-room and had been so repellent to my
+ young eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ From two arrow wounds in the breast descended two brown streaks, relics of
+ the last miraculous manifestation. The face of the young Roman centurion
+ who had suffered martyrdom for his conversion to Christianity was smiling
+ very sweetly and looking upwards, and in that part of his work the
+ sculptor had been very happy. But the rest of the carving was gruesome and
+ the anatomy was gross and bad, the figure being so disproportionately
+ broad as to convey the impression of a stunted dwarf.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The big book standing upon the pulpit of plain deal proved, as I had
+ expected, to be a missal; and it became my custom to recite from it each
+ morning thereafter the office for the day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In a rude cupboard I found a jar of baked earth that was half full of oil,
+ and another larger jar containing some cakes of maize bread and a handful
+ of chestnuts. There was also a brown bundle which resolved itself into a
+ monkish habit within which was rolled a hair-shirt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I took pleasure in this discovery, and I set myself at once to strip off
+ my secular garments and to don this coarse brown habit, which, by reason
+ of my great height, descended but midway down my calves. For lack of
+ sandals I went barefoot, and having made a bundle of the clothes I had
+ removed I thrust them into the cupboard in the place of those which I had
+ taken thence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus did I, who had been vowed to the anchorite order of St. Augustine,
+ enter upon my life as an unordained anchorite. I dragged out the wattles
+ upon which my blessed predecessor had breathed his last, and having swept
+ the place clean with a bundle of hazel-switches which I cut for the
+ purpose, I went to gather fresh boughs and rushes by the swollen torrent,
+ and with these I made myself a bed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My existence became not only one of loneliness, but of grim privation.
+ People rarely came my way, save for a few faithful women from Casi or
+ Fiori who solicited my prayers in return for the oil and maize-cakes which
+ they left me, and sometimes whole days would pass without the sight of a
+ single human being. These maize-cakes formed my chief nourishment,
+ together with a store of nuts from the hazel coppice that grew before my
+ door and some chestnuts which I went further afield to gather in the
+ woods. Occasionally, as a gift, there would be a jar of olives, which was
+ the greatest delicacy that I savoured in those days. No flesh-food or fish
+ did I ever taste, so that I grew very lean and often suffered hunger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My days were spent partly in prayer and partly in meditation, and I
+ pondered much upon what I could remember of the Confessions of St.
+ Augustine, deriving great consolation from the thought that if that great
+ father of the Church had been able to win to grace out of so much sin as
+ had befouled his youth, I had no reason to despair. And as yet I had
+ received no absolution for the mortal offences I had committed at
+ Piacenza. I had confessed to Fra Gervasio, and he had bidden me do penance
+ first, but the penance had never been imposed. I was imposing it now. All
+ my life should I impose it thus.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yet, ere it was consummated I might come to die; and the thought appalled
+ me, for I must not die in sin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So I resolved that when I should have spent a year in that fastness I
+ would send word to the priest at Casi by some of those who visited my
+ hermitage, and desire him to come to me that I might seek absolution at
+ his hands.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER VI. HYPNEROTOMACHIA
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ At first I seemed to make good progress in my quest after grace, and a
+ certain solatium of peace descended upon me, beneficent as the dew of a
+ summer night upon the parched and thirsty earth. But anon this changed and
+ I would catch the thoughts that should have been bent upon pious
+ meditation glancing backward with regretful longings at that life out of
+ which I had departed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I would start up in a pious rage and cast out such thoughts by more
+ strenuous prayer and still more strenuous fasting. But as my body grew
+ accustomed to the discomforts to which it was subjected, my mind assumed a
+ rebellious freedom that clogged the work of purification upon which I
+ strove to engage it. My stomach out of its very emptiness conjured up evil
+ visions to torment me in the night, and with these I vainly wrestled until
+ I remembered the measures which Fra Gervasio told me that he had taken in
+ like case. I had then the happy inspiration to have recourse to the
+ hair-shirt, which hitherto I had dreaded.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It would be towards the end of October, as the days were growing colder,
+ that I first put on that armour against the shafts of Satan. It galled me
+ horribly and fretted my tender flesh at almost every movement; but so at
+ least, at the expense of the body, I won back to some peace of mind, and
+ the flesh, being quelled and subdued, no longer interposed its evil
+ humours to the purity I desired for my meditations.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For upwards of a month, then, the mild torture of the goat's-hair cilice
+ did the office I required of it. But towards December, my skin having
+ grown tough and callous from the perpetual irritation, and inured to the
+ fretting of the sharp hair, my mind once more began to wander mutinously.
+ To check it again I put off the cilice, and with it all other
+ undergarments, retaining no more clothing than just the rough brown
+ monkish habit. Thus I exposed myself to the rigours of the weather, for it
+ had grown very cold in those heights where I dwelt, and the snows were
+ creeping nearer adown the mountain-side.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had seen the green of the valley turn to gold and then to flaming brown.
+ I had seen the fire perish out of those autumnal tints, and with the
+ falling of the leaves, a slow, grey, bald decrepitude covering the world.
+ And to this had now succeeded chill wintry gales that howled and whistled
+ through the logs of my wretched hut, whilst the western wind coming down
+ over the frozen zone above cut into me like a knife's edge.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And famished as I was I felt this coldness the more, and daily I grew
+ leaner until there was little left of my erstwhile lusty vigour, and I was
+ reduced to a parcel of bones held together in a bag of skin, so that it
+ almost seemed that I must rattle as I walked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I suffered, and yet I was glad to suffer, and took a joy in my pain,
+ thanking God for the grace of permitting me to endure it, since the
+ greater the discomforts of my body, the more numbed became the pain of my
+ mind, the more removed from me were the lures of longing with which Satan
+ still did battle for my soul. In pain itself I seemed to find the
+ nepenthes that others seek from pain; in suffering was my Lethean draught
+ that brought the only oblivion that I craved.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I think that in those months my reason wandered a little under all this
+ strain; and I think to-day that the long ecstasies into which I fell were
+ largely the result of a feverishness that burned in me as a consequence of
+ a chill that I had taken.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I would spend long hours upon my knees in prayer and meditation. And
+ remembering how others in such case as mine had known the great boon and
+ blessing of heavenly visions, I prayed and hoped for some such sign of
+ grace, confident in its power to sustain me thereafter against all
+ possible temptation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then, one night, as the year was touching its end, it seemed to me
+ that my prayer was answered. I do not think that my vision was a dream;
+ leastways, I do not think that I was asleep when it visited me. I was on
+ my knees at the time, beside my bed of wattles, and it was very late at
+ night. Suddenly the far end of my hut grew palely lucent, as if a
+ phosphorescent vapour were rising from the ground; it waved and rolled as
+ it ascended in billows of incandescence, and then out of the heart of it
+ there gradually grew a figure all in white over which there was a cloak of
+ deepest blue all flecked with golden stars, and in the folded hands a
+ sheaf of silver lilies.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I knew no fear. My pulses throbbed and my heart beat ponderously but
+ rapturously as I watched the vision growing more and more distinct until I
+ could make out the pale face of ineffable sweetness and the veiled eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was the Blessed Madonna, as Messer Pordenone had painted her in the
+ Church of Santa Chiara at Piacenza; the dress, the lilies, the sweet pale
+ visage, all were known to me, even the billowing cloud upon which one
+ little naked foot was resting.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I cried out in longing and in rapture, and I held out my arms to that
+ sweet vision. But even as I did so its aspect gradually changed. Under the
+ upper part of the blue mantle, which formed a veil, was spread a mass of
+ ruddy, gleaming hair; the snowy pallor of the face was warmed to the tint
+ of ivory, and the lips deepened to scarlet and writhed in a voluptuous
+ smile; the dark eyes glowed languidly; the lilies faded away, and the pale
+ hands were held out to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Giuliana!&rdquo; I cried, and my pure and piously joyous ecstasy was changed
+ upon the instant to fierce, carnal longings.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Giuliana!&rdquo; I held out my arms, and slowly she floated towards me, over
+ the rough earthen floor of my cell.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A frenzy of craving seized me. I was impatient to lock my arms once more
+ about that fair sleek body. I sought to rise, to go to meet her slow
+ approach, to lessen by a second this agony of waiting. But my limbs were
+ powerless. I was as if cast in lead, whilst more and more slowly she
+ approached me, so languorously mocking.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then revulsion took me, suddenly and without any cause or warning. I
+ put my hands to my face to shut out a vision whose true significance I
+ realized as in a flash.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Retro me, Sathanas!&rdquo; I thundered. &ldquo;Jesus! Maria!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I rose at last numbed and stiff. I looked again. The vision had departed.
+ I was alone in my cell, and the rain was falling steadily outside. I
+ groaned despairingly. Then I swayed, reeled sideways and lost all
+ consciousness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When I awoke it was broad day, and the pale wintry sun shone silvery from
+ a winter sky. I was very weak and very cold, and when I attempted to rise
+ all things swam round me, and the floor of my cell appeared to heave like
+ the deck of a ship upon a rolling sea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For days thereafter I was as a man entranced, alternately frozen with cold
+ and burning with fever; and but that a shepherd who had turned aside to
+ ask the hermit's blessing discovered me in that condition, and remained,
+ out of his charity, for some three days to tend me, it is more than likely
+ I should have died.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He nourished me with the milk of goats, a luxury upon which my strength
+ grew swiftly, and even after he had quitted my hut he still came daily for
+ a week to visit me, and daily he insisted that I should consume the milk
+ he brought me, overruling my protests that my need being overpast there
+ was no longer the necessity to pamper me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thereafter I knew a season of peace.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was, I then reasoned, as if the Devil having tried me with a
+ masterstroke of temptation, and having suffered defeat, had abandoned the
+ contest. Yet I was careful not to harbour that thought unduly, nor glory
+ in my power, lest such presumption should lead to worse. I thanked Heaven
+ for the strength it had lent me, and implored a continuance of its
+ protection for a vessel so weak.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And now the hill-side and valley began to put on the raiment of a new
+ year. February, like a benignant nymph, tripped down by meadow and stream,
+ and touched the slumbering earth with gentler breezes. And soon, where she
+ had passed, the crocus reared its yellow head, anemones, scarlet, blue and
+ purple, tossed from her lap, sang the glories of spring in their tender
+ harmonies of hue, coy violet and sweet-smelling nardosmia waved their
+ incense on her altars, and the hellebore sprouted by the streams.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then as birch and beech and oak and chestnut put forth a garb of tender
+ pallid green, March advanced and Easter came on apace.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the approach of Easter filled me with a staggering dread. It was in
+ Passion Week that the miracle of the image that I guarded was wont to
+ manifest itself. What if through my unworthiness it should fail? The fear
+ appalled me, and I redoubled my prayers. There was need; for spring which
+ touched the earth so benignly had not passed me by. And at moments certain
+ longings for the world would stir in me again, and again would come those
+ agonizing thoughts of Giuliana which I had conceived were for ever laid to
+ rest, so that I sought refuge once more in the hair-shirt; and when this
+ had once more lost its efficacy, I took long whip-like branches of tender
+ eglantine to fashion a scourge with which I flagellated my naked body so
+ that the thorns tore my flesh and set my rebellious blood to flow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One evening, at last, as I sat outside my hut, gazing over the rolling
+ emerald uplands, I had my reward. I almost fainted when first I realized
+ it in the extremity of my joy and thankfulness. Very faintly, just as I
+ had heard it that night when first I came to the hermitage, I heard now
+ the mystic, bell-like music that had guided my footsteps thither. Never
+ since that night had the sound of it reached me, though often I had
+ listened for it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It came now wafted down to me, it seemed, upon the evening breeze, a sound
+ of angelic chimes infinitely ravishing to my senses, and stirring my heart
+ to such an ecstasy of faith and happiness as I had never yet known since
+ my coming thither.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a sign&mdash;a sign of pardon, a sign of grace. It could be naught
+ else. I fell upon my knees and rendered my deep and joyous thanks.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And in all the week that followed that unearthly silver music was with me,
+ infinitely soothing and solacing. I could wander afield, yet it never left
+ me, unless I chanced to go so near the tumbling waters of the Bagnanza
+ that their thunder drowned that other blessed sound. I took courage and
+ confidence. Passion Week drew nigh; but it no longer had any terrors for
+ me. I was adjudged worthy of the guardianship of the shrine. Yet I prayed,
+ and made St. Sebastian the special object of my devotions, that he should
+ not fail me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ April came, as I learnt of the stray visitors who, of their charity,
+ brought me the alms of bread, and the second day of it was the first of
+ Holy Week.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER VII. INTRUDERS
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ It was on Holy Thursday that the image usually began to bleed, and it
+ would continue so to do until the dawn of Easter Sunday.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Each day now, as the time drew nearer, I watched the image closely, and on
+ the Wednesday I watched it with a dread anxiety I could not repress, for
+ as yet there was no faintest sign. The brown streaks that marked the
+ course of the last bleeding continued dry. All that night I prayed
+ intently, in a torture of doubt, yet soothed a little by the gentle music
+ that was never absent now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With the first glint of dawn I heard steps outside the hut; but I did not
+ stir. By sunrise there was a murmur of voices like the muttering of a sea
+ upon its shore. I rose and peered more closely at the saint. He was just
+ wood, inanimate and insensible, and there was still no sign. Outside, I
+ knew, a crowd of pilgrims was already gathered. They were waiting, poor
+ souls. But what was their waiting compared with mine?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Another hour I knelt there, still beseeching Heaven to take mercy upon me.
+ But Heaven remained unresponsive and the wounds of the image continued
+ dry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I rose, at last, in a sort of despair, and going to the door of the hut, I
+ flung it wide.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The platform was filled with a great crowd of peasantry, and an overflow
+ poured down the sides of it and surged up the hill on the right and the
+ left. At sight of me, so gaunt and worn, my eyes wild with despair and
+ feverish from sleeplessness, a tangled growth of beard upon my hollow
+ cheeks, they uttered as with one voice a great cry of awe. The multitude
+ swayed and rippled, and then with a curious sound as that of a great wind,
+ all went down upon their knees before me&mdash;all save the array of
+ cripples huddled in the foreground, brought thither, poor wretches, in the
+ hope of a miraculous healing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As I was looking round upon that assembly, my eyes were caught by a flash
+ and glitter on the road above us leading to the Cisa Pass. A little troop
+ of men-at-arms was descending that way. A score of them there would be,
+ and from their lance-heads fluttered scarlet bannerols bearing a white
+ device which at that distance I could not make out.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The troop had halted, and one upon a great black horse, a man whose armour
+ shone like the sun itself, was pointing down with his mail-clad hand. Then
+ they began to move again, and the brightness of their armour, the
+ fluttering pennons on their lances, stirred me strangely in that fleeting
+ moment, ere I turned again to the faithful who knelt there waiting for my
+ words. Dolefully, with hanging head and downcast eyes, I made the dread
+ announcement.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My children, there is yet no miracle.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A deathly stillness followed the words. Then came an uproar, a clamour, a
+ wailing. One bold mountaineer thrust forward to the foremost ranks, though
+ without rising from his knees.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Father,&rdquo; he cried, &ldquo;how can that be? The saint has never failed to bleed
+ by dawn on Holy Thursday, these five years past.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Alas!&rdquo; I groaned, &ldquo;I do not know. I but tell you what is. All night have
+ I held vigil. But all has been vain. I will go pray again, and do you,
+ too, pray.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I dared not tell them of my growing suspicion and fear that the fault was
+ in myself; that here was a sign of Heaven's displeasure at the impurity of
+ the guardian of that holy place.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But the music!&rdquo; cried one of the cripples raucously. &ldquo;I hear the blessed
+ music!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I halted, and the crowd fell very still to listen. We all heard it pealing
+ softly, soothingly, as from the womb of the mountain, and a great cry went
+ up once more from that vast assembly, a hopeful cry that where one miracle
+ was happening another must happen, that where the angelic choirs were
+ singing all must be well.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then with a thunder of hooves and clank of metal the troop that I had
+ seen came over the pasture-lands, heading straight for my hermitage,
+ having turned aside from the road. At the foot of the hillock upon which
+ my hut was perched they halted at a word from their leader.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stood at gaze, and most of the people too craned their necks to see what
+ unusual pilgrim was this who came to the shrine of St. Sebastian.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The leader swung himself unaided from the saddle, full-armed as he was;
+ then going to a litter in the rear, he assisted a woman to alight from it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All this I watched, and I observed too that the device upon the bannerols
+ was the head of a white horse. By that device I knew them. They were of
+ the house of Cavalcanti&mdash;a house that had, as I had heard, been in
+ alliance and great friendship with my father. But that their coming hither
+ should have anything to do with me or with that friendship I was assured
+ was impossible. Not a single soul could know of my whereabouts or the
+ identity of the present hermit of Monte Orsaro.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The pair advanced, leaving the troop below to await their return, and as
+ they came I considered them, as did, too, the multitude.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The man was of middle height, very broad and active, with long arms, to
+ one of which the little lady clung for help up the steep path. He had a
+ proud, stern aquiline face that was shaven, so that the straight lines of
+ his strong mouth and powerful length of jaw looked as if chiselled out of
+ stone. It was only at closer quarters that I observed how the general
+ hardness of that countenance was softened by the kindliness of his deep
+ brown eyes. In age I judged him to be forty, though in reality he was
+ nearer fifty.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The little lady at his side was the daintiest maid that I had ever seen.
+ The skin, white as a water-lily, was very gently flushed upon her cheeks;
+ the face was delicately oval; the little mouth, the tenderest in all the
+ world; the forehead low and broad, and the slightly slanting eyes&mdash;when
+ she raised the lashes that hung over them like long shadows&mdash;were of
+ the deep blue of sapphires. Her dark brown hair was coifed in a jewelled
+ net of thread of gold, and on her white neck a chain of emeralds sparkled
+ sombrely. Her close-fitting robe and her mantle were of the hue of bronze,
+ and the light shifted along the silken fabric as she moved, so that it
+ gleamed like metal. About her waist there was a girdle of hammered gold,
+ and pearls were sewn upon the back of her brown velvet gloves.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One glance of her deep blue eyes she gave me as she approached; then she
+ lowered them instantly, and so weak&mdash;so full of worldly vanities was
+ I still that in that moment I took shame at the thought that she should
+ see me thus, in this rough hermit's habit, my face a tangle of unshorn
+ beard, my hair long and unkempt. And the shame of it dyed my gaunt cheeks.
+ And then I turned pale again, for it seemed to me that out of nowhere a
+ voice had asked me:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you still marvel that the image will not bleed?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So sharp and clear did those words arise from the lips of Conscience that
+ it seemed to me as if they had been uttered aloud, and I looked almost in
+ alarm to see if any other had overheard them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The cavalier was standing before me, and his brows were knit, a deep
+ amazement in his eyes. Thus awhile in utter silence. Then quite suddenly,
+ his voice a ringing challenge:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is your name?&rdquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My name?&rdquo; quoth I, astonished by such a question, and remarking now the
+ intentness and surprise of his own glance. &ldquo;It is Sebastian,&rdquo; I answered,
+ and truthfully, for that was the name of my adoption, the name I had taken
+ when I entered upon my hermitage.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Sebastian of what and where?&rdquo; quoth he.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He stood before me, his back to the peasant crowd, ignoring them as
+ completely as if they had no existence, supremely master of himself. And
+ meanwhile, the little lady on his arm stole furtive upward glances at me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Sebastian of nowhere,&rdquo; I answered. &ldquo;Sebastian the hermit, the guardian of
+ this shrine. If you are come to...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What was your name in the world?&rdquo; he interrupted impatiently, and all the
+ time his eyes were devouring my gaunt face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The name of a sinner,&rdquo; answered I. &ldquo;I have stripped it off and cast it
+ from me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ An expression of impatience rippled across the white face
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But the name of your father?&rdquo; he insisted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have none,&rdquo; answered I. &ldquo;I have no kin or ties of any sort. I am
+ Sebastian the hermit.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His lips smacked testily. &ldquo;Were you baptized Sebastian?&rdquo; he inquired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No,&rdquo; I answered him. &ldquo;I took the name when I became the guardian of this
+ shrine.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And when was that?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In September of last year, when the holy man who was here before me
+ died.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I saw a sudden light leap to his eyes and a faint smile to his lips. He
+ leaned towards me. &ldquo;Heard you ever of the name of Anguissola?&rdquo; he
+ inquired, and watched me closely, his face within a foot of mine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But I did not betray myself, for the question no longer took me by
+ surprise. I was accounted to be very like my father, and that a member of
+ the house of Cavalcanti, with which Giovanni d'Anguissola had been so
+ intimate, should detect the likeness was not unnatural. I was convinced,
+ moreover, that he had been guided thither by merest curiosity at the sight
+ of that crowd of pilgrims.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Sir,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;I know not your intentions; but in all humility let me say
+ that I am not here to answer questions of worldly import. The world has
+ done with me, and I with the world. So that unless you are come hither out
+ of piety for this shrine, I beg that you will depart with God and molest
+ me no further. You come at a singularly inauspicious time, when I need all
+ my strength to forget the world and my sinful past, that through me the
+ will of Heaven may be done here.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I saw the maid's tender eyes raised to my face with a look of great
+ compassion and sweetness whilst I spoke. I observed the pressure which she
+ put on his arm. Whether he gave way to that, or whether it was the sad
+ firmness of my tone that prevailed upon him I cannot say. But he nodded
+ shortly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, well!&rdquo; he said, and with a final searching look, he turned, the
+ little lady with him, and went clanking off through the lane which the
+ crowd opened out for him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That they resented his presence, since it was not due to motives of piety,
+ they very plainly signified. They feared that the intrusion at such a time
+ of a personality so worldly must raise fresh difficulties against the
+ performance of the expected miracle.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Nor were matters improved when at the crowd's edge he halted and
+ questioned one of them as to the meaning of this pilgrimage. I did not
+ hear the peasant's answer; but I saw the white, haughty face suddenly
+ thrown up, and I caught his next question:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;When did it last bleed?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Again an inaudible reply, and again his ringing voice&mdash;&ldquo;That would be
+ before this young hermit came? And to-day it will not bleed, you say?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He flashed me a last keen glance of his eyes, which had grown narrow and
+ seemed laden with mockery. The little lady whispered something to him, in
+ answer to which he laughed contemptuously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Fool's mummery,&rdquo; he snapped, and drew her on, she going, it seemed to me,
+ reluctantly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the crowd had heard him and the insult offered to the shrine. A
+ deep-throated bay rose up in menace, and some leapt to their feet as if
+ they would attack him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He checked, and wheeled at the sound. &ldquo;How now?&rdquo; he cried, his voice a
+ trumpet-call, his eyes flashing terribly upon them; and as dogs crouch to
+ heel at the angry bidding of their master, the multitude grew silent and
+ afraid under the eyes of that single steel-clad man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He laughed a deep-throated laugh, and strode down the hill with his little
+ lady on his arm.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But when he had mounted and was riding off, the crowd, recovering courage
+ from his remoteness, hurled its curses after him and shrilly branded him,
+ &ldquo;Derider!&rdquo; and &ldquo;Blasphemer!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He rode contemptuously amain, however, looking back but once, and then to
+ laugh at them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Soon he had dipped out of sight, and of his company nothing was visible
+ but the fluttering red pennons with the device of the white horse-head.
+ Gradually these also sank and vanished, and once more I was alone with the
+ crowd of pilgrims.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Enjoining prayer upon them again, I turned and re-entered the hut.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER VIII. THE VISION
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ Pray as we might, night came and still the image gave no sign. The crowd
+ melted away, with promises to return at dawn&mdash;promises that sounded
+ almost like a menace in my ears.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was alone once more, alone with my thoughts and these made sport of me.
+ It was not only upon the unresponsiveness of St. Sebastian that my mind
+ now dwelt, nor yet upon the horrid dread that this unresponsiveness might
+ be a sign of Heaven's displeasure, an indication that as a custodian of
+ that shrine I was unacceptable through the mire of sin that still clung to
+ me. Rather, my thoughts went straying down the mountain-side in the wake
+ of that gallant company, that stern-faced man and that gentle-eyed little
+ lady who had hung upon his arm. Before the eyes of my mind there flashed
+ again the brilliance of their arms, in my ears rang the thunder of their
+ chargers' hooves, whilst the image of the girl in her shimmering,
+ bronze-hued robe remained insistently.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Theirs the life that should have been mine! She such a companion as should
+ have shared my life and borne me children of my own. And I would burn with
+ shame again in memory, as I had burnt in actual fact, to think that she
+ should have beheld me in so unkempt and bedraggled a condition.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How must I compare in her eyes with the gay courtiers who would daily
+ hover in her presence and hang upon her gentle speech? What thought of me
+ could I hope should ever abide with her, as the image of her abode with
+ me? Or, if she thought of me at all, she must think of me just as a poor
+ hermit, a man who had donned the anchorite's sackcloth and turned his back
+ upon a world that for him was empty.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It is very easy for you worldly ones who read, to conjecture what had
+ befallen me. I was enamoured. In a meeting of eyes had the thing come to
+ me. And you will say that it is little marvel, considering the seclusion
+ of all my life and particularly that of the past few months, that the
+ first sweet maid I beheld should have wrought such havoc, and conquered my
+ heart by the mere flicker of her lashes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yet so much I cannot grant your shrewdness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That meeting was predestined. It was written that she should come and tear
+ the foolish bandage from my eyes, allowing me to see for myself that, as
+ Fra Gervasio had opined, my vocation was neither for hermitage nor
+ cloister; that what called me was the world; and that in the world must I
+ find salvation since I was needed for the world's work.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And none but she could have done that. Of this I am persuaded, as you
+ shall be when you have read on.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The yearnings with which she filled my soul were very different from those
+ inspired by the memory of Giuliana. That other sinful longing, she
+ entirely effaced at last, thereby achieving something that had been
+ impossible to prayers and fasting, to scourge and cilice. I longed for her
+ almost beatifically, as those whose natures are truly saintly long for the
+ presence of the blessed ones of Heaven. By the sight of her I was purified
+ and sanctified, washed clean of all that murk of sinful desire in which I
+ had lain despite myself; for my desire of her was the blessed, noble
+ desire to serve, to guard, to cherish.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Pure was she as the pale narcissus by the streams, and serving her what
+ could I be but pure?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then, quite suddenly, upon the heels of such thoughts came the
+ reaction. Horror and revulsion were upon me. This was but a fresh snare of
+ Satan's baiting to lure me to destruction. Where the memory of Giuliana
+ had failed to move me to aught but penance and increasing rigours, the
+ foul fiend sought to engage me with a seeming purity to my ultimate
+ destruction. Thus had Anthony, the Egyptian monk, been tempted; and under
+ one guise or another it was ever the same Circean lure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I would make an end. I swore it in a mighty frenzy of repentance, in a
+ very lust to do battle with Satan and with my own flesh and a phrenetic
+ joy to engage in the awful combat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stripped off my ragged habit, and standing naked I took up my scourge of
+ eglantine and beat myself until the blood flowed freely. But that was not
+ enough. All naked as I was, I went forth into the blue night, and ran to a
+ pool of the Bagnanza, going of intent through thickets of bramble and
+ briar-rose that gripped and tore my flesh and lacerated me so that at
+ times I screamed aloud in pain, to laugh ecstatically the next moment and
+ joyfully taunt Satan with his defeat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus I tore on, my very body ragged and bleeding from head to foot, and
+ thus I came to the pool in the torrent's course. Into this I plunged, and
+ stood with the icy waters almost to my neck, to purge the unholy fevers
+ out of me. The snows above were melting at the time, and the pool was
+ little more than liquid ice. The chill of it struck through me to the very
+ marrow, and I felt my flesh creep and contract until it seemed like the
+ rough hide of some fabled monster, and my wounds stung as if fire were
+ being poured into them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus awhile; then all feeling passed, and a complete insensibility to the
+ cold of the water or the fire of the wounds succeeded. All was numbed, and
+ every nerve asleep. At last I had conquered. I laughed aloud, and in a
+ great voice of triumph I shouted so that the shout went echoing round the
+ hills in the stillness of the night:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Satan, thou art defeated!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And upon that I crawled up the mossy bank, the water gliding from my long
+ limbs. I attempted to stand. But the earth rocked under my feet; the
+ blueness of the night deepened into black, and consciousness was
+ extinguished like a candle that is blown out.
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ . . . . . . . .
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ She appeared above me in a great effulgence that emanated from herself as
+ if she were grown luminous. Her robe was of cloth of silver and of a
+ dazzling sheen, and it hung closely to her lissom, virginal form, defining
+ every line and curve of it; and by the chaste beauty of her I was moved to
+ purest ecstasy of awe and worship.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The pale, oval face was infinitely sweet, the slanting eyes of heavenly
+ blue were infinitely tender, the brown hair was plaited into two long
+ tresses that hung forward upon either breast and were entwined with
+ threads of gold and shimmering jewels. On the pale brow a brilliant glowed
+ with pure white fires, and her hands were held out to me in welcome.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her lips parted to breathe my name.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Agostino d'Anguissola!&rdquo; There were whole tomes of tender meaning in those
+ syllables, so that hearing her utter them I seemed to learn all that was
+ in her heart.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then her shining whiteness suggested to me the name that must be hers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Bianca!&rdquo; I cried, and in my turn held out my arms and made as if to
+ advance towards her. But I was held back in icy, clinging bonds, whose
+ relentlessness drew from me a groan of misery.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Agostino, I am waiting for you at Pagliano,&rdquo; she said, and it did not
+ occur to me to wonder where might be this Pagliano of which I could not
+ remember ever to have heard. &ldquo;Come to me soon.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I may not come,&rdquo; I answered miserably. &ldquo;I am an anchorite, the guardian
+ of a shrine; and my life that has been full of sin must be given
+ henceforth to expiation. It is the will of Heaven.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She smiled all undismayed, smiled confidently and tenderly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Presumptuous!&rdquo; she gently chid me. &ldquo;What know you of the will of Heaven?
+ The will of Heaven is inscrutable. If you have sinned in the world, in the
+ world must you atone by deeds that shall serve the world&mdash;God's
+ world. In your hermitage you are become barren soil that will yield naught
+ to yourself or any. Come then from the wilderness. Come soon! I am
+ waiting!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And on that the splendid vision faded, and utter darkness once more
+ encompassed me, a darkness through which still boomed repeatedly the
+ fading echo of the words:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Come soon! I am waiting!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ . . . . . . . .
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ I lay upon my bed of wattles in the hut, and through the little unglazed
+ windows the sun was pouring, but the dripping eaves told of rain that had
+ lately ceased.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Over me was bending a kindly faced old man in whom I recognized the good
+ priest of Casi.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I lay quite still for a long while, just gazing up at him. Soon my memory
+ got to work of its own accord, and I bethought me of the pilgrims who must
+ by now have come and who must be impatiently awaiting news.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How came I to have slept so long? Vaguely I remembered my last night's
+ penance, and then came a black gulf in my memory, a gap I could not
+ bridge. But uppermost leapt the anxieties concerning the image of St.
+ Sebastian.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I struggled up to discover that I was very weak; so weak that I was glad
+ to sink back again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Does it bleed? Does it bleed yet?&rdquo; I asked, and my voice was so small and
+ feeble that the sound of it startled me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The old priest shook his head, and his eyes were very full of compassion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Poor youth, poor youth!&rdquo; he sighed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Without all was silent; there was no such rustle of a multitude as I
+ listened for. And then I observed in my cell a little shepherd-lad who had
+ been wont to come that way for my blessing upon occasions. He was half
+ naked, as lithe as a snake and almost as brown. What did he there? And
+ then someone else stirred&mdash;an elderly peasant-woman with a wrinkled
+ kindly face and soft dark eyes, whom I did not know at all.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Somehow, as my mind grew clearer, last night seemed ages remote. I looked
+ at the priest again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Father,&rdquo; I murmured, &ldquo;what has happened?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His answer amazed me. He started violently. Looked more closely, and
+ suddenly cried out:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He knows me! He knows me! Deo gratias!&rdquo; And he fell upon his knees
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now here it seemed to me was a sort of madness. &ldquo;Why should I not know
+ you?&rdquo; quoth I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The old woman peered at me. &ldquo;Ay, blessed be Heaven! He is awake at last,
+ and himself again.&rdquo; She turned to the lad, who was staring at me,
+ grinning. &ldquo;Go tell them, Beppo! Haste!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Tell them?&rdquo; I cried. &ldquo;The pilgrims? Ah, no, no&mdash;not unless the
+ miracle has come to pass!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There are no pilgrims here, my son,&rdquo; said the priest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not?&rdquo; I cried, and cold horror descended upon me. &ldquo;But they should have
+ come. This is Holy Friday, father.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nay, my son, Holy Friday was a fortnight ago.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stared askance at him, in utter silence. Then I smiled half tolerantly.
+ &ldquo;But father, yesterday they were all here. Yesterday was...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Your yesterday, my son, is sped these fifteen days,&rdquo; he answered. &ldquo;All
+ that long while, since the night you wrestled with the Devil, you have
+ lain exhausted by that awful combat, lying there betwixt life and death.
+ All that time we have watched by you, Leocadia here and I and the lad
+ Beppo.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now here was news that left me speechless for some little while. My
+ amazement and slow understanding were spurred on by a sight of my hands
+ lying on the rude coverlet which had been flung over me. Emaciated they
+ had been for some months now. But at present they were as white as snow
+ and almost as translucent in their extraordinary frailty. I became
+ increasingly conscious, too, of the great weakness of my body and the
+ great lassitude that filled me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Have I had the fever?&rdquo; I asked him presently.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ay, my son. And who would not? Blessed Virgin! who would not after what
+ you underwent?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And now he poured into my astonished ears the amazing story that had
+ overrun the country-side. It would seem that my cry in the night, my
+ exultant cry to Satan that I had defeated him, had been overheard by a
+ goatherd who guarded his flock in the hills. In the stillness he
+ distinctly heard the words that I had uttered, and he came trembling down,
+ drawn by a sort of pious curiosity to the spot whence it had seemed to him
+ that the cry had proceeded.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And there by a pool of the Bagnanza he had found me lying prone, my white
+ body glistening like marble and almost as cold. Recognizing in me the
+ anchorite of Monte Orsaro, he had taken me up in his strong arms and had
+ carried me back to my hut. There he had set about reviving me by friction
+ and by forcing between my teeth some of the grape-spirit that he carried
+ in a gourd.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Finding that I lived, but that he could not arouse me and that my icy
+ coldness was succeeded by the fire of fever, he had covered me with my
+ habit and his own cloak, and had gone down to Casi to fetch the priest and
+ relate his story.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This story was no less than that the hermit of Monte Orsaro had been
+ fighting with the devil, who had dragged him naked from his hut and had
+ sought to hurl him into the torrent; but that on the very edge of the
+ river the anchorite had found strength, by the grace of God, to overthrow
+ the tormentor and to render him powerless; and in proof of it there was my
+ body all covered with Satan's claw-marks by which I had been torn most
+ cruelly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The priest had come at once, bringing with him such restoratives as he
+ needed, and it is a thousand mercies that he did not bring a leech, or
+ else I might have been bled of the last drops remaining in my shrunken
+ veins.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And meanwhile the goatherd's story had gone abroad. By morning it was on
+ the lips of all the country-side, so that explanations were not lacking to
+ account for St. Sebastian's refusal to perform the usual miracle, and no
+ miracle was expected&mdash;nor had the image yielded any.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The priest was mistaken. A miracle there had been. But for what had
+ chanced, the multitude must have come again confidently expecting the
+ bleeding of the image which had never failed in five years, and had the
+ image not bled it must have fared ill with the guardian of the shrine. In
+ punishment for his sacrilegious ministry which must be held responsible
+ for the absence of the miracle they so eagerly awaited, well might the
+ crowd have torn me limb from limb.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Next the old man went on to tell me how three days ago there had come to
+ the hermitage a little troop of men-at-arms, led by a tall, bearded man
+ whose device was a sable band upon an argent field, and accompanied by a
+ friar of the order of St. Francis, a tall, gaunt fellow who had wept at
+ sight of me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That would be Fra Gervasio!&rdquo; I exclaimed. &ldquo;How came he to discover me?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes&mdash;Fra Gervasio is his name,&rdquo; replied the priest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where is he now?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I think he is here.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In that moment I caught the sound of approaching steps. The door opened,
+ and before me stood the tall figure of my best friend, his eyes all
+ eagerness, his pale face flushed with joyous excitement.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I smiled my welcome.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Agostino! Agostino!&rdquo; he cried, and ran to kneel beside me and take my
+ hand in his. &ldquo;O, blessed be God!&rdquo; he murmured.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the doorway stood now another man, who had followed him&mdash;one whose
+ face I had seen somewhere yet could not at first remember where. He was
+ very tall, so that he was forced to stoop to avoid the lintel of the low
+ door&mdash;as tall as Gervasio or myself&mdash;and the tanned face was
+ bearded by a heavy brown beard in which a few strands of grey were
+ showing. Across his face there ran the hideous livid scar of a blow that
+ must have crushed the bridge of his nose. It began just under the left
+ eye, and crossed the face downwards until it was lost in the beard on the
+ right side almost in line with the mouth. Yet, notwithstanding that
+ disfigurement, he still possessed a certain beauty, and the deep-set,
+ clear, grey-blue eyes were the eyes of a brave and kindly man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He wore a leather jerkin and great thigh-boots of grey leather, and from
+ his girdle of hammered steel hung a dagger and the empty carriages of a
+ sword. His cropped black head was bare, and in his hand he carried a cap
+ of black velvet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We looked at each other awhile, and his eyes were sad and wistful, laden
+ with pity, as I thought, for my condition. Then he moved forward with a
+ creak of leather and jingle of spurs that made pleasant music.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He set a hand upon the shoulder of the kneeling Gervasio.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He will live now, Gervasio?&rdquo; he asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O, he will live,&rdquo; answered the friar with an almost fierce satisfaction
+ in his positive assurance. &ldquo;He will live and in a week we can move him
+ hence. Meanwhile he must be nourished.&rdquo; He rose. &ldquo;My good Leocadia, have
+ you the broth? Come, then, let us build up this strength of his. There is
+ haste, good soul; great haste!&rdquo; She bustled at his bidding, and soon
+ outside the door there was a crackling of twigs to announce the lighting
+ of a fire. And then Gervasio made known to me the stranger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;This is Galeotto,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;He was your father's friend, and would be
+ yours.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Sir,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;I could not desire otherwise with any who was my father's
+ friend. You are not, perchance, the Gran Galeotto?&rdquo; I inquired,
+ remembering the sable device on argent of which the priest had told me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am that same,&rdquo; he answered, and I looked with interest upon one whose
+ name had been ringing through Italy these last few years. And then, I
+ suddenly realized why his face was familiar to me. This was the man who in
+ a monkish robe had stared so insistently at me that day at Mondolfo five
+ years ago.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was a sort of outlaw, a remnant of the days of chivalry and
+ free-lances, whose sword was at the disposal of any purchaser. He rode at
+ the head of a last fragment of the famous company that Giovanni de' Medici
+ had raised and captained until his death. The sable band which they
+ adopted in mourning for that warrior, earned for their founder the
+ posthumous title of Giovanni delle Bande Nere.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was called Il Gran Galeotto (as another was called Il Gran Diavolo) in
+ play upon the name he bore and the life he followed. He had been in bad
+ odour with the Pope for his sometime association with my father, and he
+ was not well-viewed in the Pontifical domains until, as I was soon to
+ learn, he had patched up a sort of peace with Pier Luigi Farnese, who
+ thought that the day might come when he should need the support of
+ Galeotto's free-lances.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;your father's closest friend. I took this at Perugia,
+ where he fell,&rdquo; he added, and pointed to his terrific scar. Then he
+ laughed. &ldquo;I wear it gladly in memory of him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He turned to Gervasio, smiling. &ldquo;I hope that Giovanni d'Anguissola's son
+ will hold me in some affection for his father's sake, when he shall come
+ to know me better.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Sir,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;from my heart I thank you for that pious, kindly wish; and
+ I would that I might fully correspond to it. But Agostino d'Anguissola,
+ who has been so near to death in the body, is, indeed, dead to the world
+ already. Here you see but a poor hermit named Sebastian, who is the
+ guardian of this shrine.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Gervasio rose suddenly. &ldquo;This shrine...&rdquo; he began in a fierce voice, his
+ face inflamed as with sudden wrath. And there he stopped short. The priest
+ was staring at him, and through the open door came Leocadia with a bowl of
+ steaming broth. &ldquo;We'll talk of this again,&rdquo; he said, and there was a sort
+ of thunder rumbling in the promise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER IX. THE ICONOCLAST
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ It was a week later before we returned to the subject.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Meanwhile, the good priest of Casi and Leocadia had departed, bearing with
+ them a princely reward from the silent, kindly eyed Galeotto.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To tend me there remained only the boy Beppo; and after my long six months
+ of lenten fare there followed now a period of feasting that began to
+ trouble me as my strength returned. When, finally, on the seventh day, I
+ was able to stand, and, by leaning on Gervasio's arm, to reach the door of
+ the hut and to look out upon the sweet spring landscape and the green
+ tents that Galeotto's followers had pitched for themselves in the dell
+ below my platform, I vowed that I would make an end of broths and capons'
+ breasts and trout and white bread and red wine and all such succulences.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But when I spoke so to Gervasio, he grew very grave.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There has been enough of this, Agostino,&rdquo; said he. &ldquo;You have gone near
+ your death; and had you died, you had died a suicide and had been damned&mdash;deserving
+ it for your folly if for naught else.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked at him with surprise and reproach. &ldquo;How, Fra Gervasio?&rdquo; I said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How?&rdquo; he answered. &ldquo;Do you conceive that I am to be fooled by tales of
+ fights with Satan in the night and the marks of the fiend's claws upon
+ your body? Is this your sense of piety, to add to the other foul
+ impostures of this place by allowing such a story to run the breadth of
+ the country-side?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Foul impostures?&rdquo; I echoed, aghast. &ldquo;Fra Gervasio, your words are
+ sacrilege.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Sacrilege?&rdquo; he cried, and laughed bitterly. &ldquo;Sacrilege? And what of
+ that?&rdquo; And he flung out a stern, rigid, accusing arm at the image of St.
+ Sebastian in its niche.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You think because it did not bleed...&rdquo; I began.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It did not bleed,&rdquo; he cut in, &ldquo;because you are not a knave. That is the
+ only reason. This man who was here before you was an impious rogue. He was
+ no priest. He was a follower of Simon Mage, trafficking in holy things,
+ battening upon the superstition of poor humble folk. A black villain who
+ is dead&mdash;dead and damned, for he was not allowed time when the end
+ took him to confess his ghastly sin of sacrilege and the money that he had
+ extorted by his simonies.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My God! Fra Gervasio, what do you say? How dare you say so much?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where is the money that he took to build his precious bridge?&rdquo; he asked
+ me sharply. &ldquo;Did you find any when you came hither? No. I'll take oath
+ that you did not. A little longer, and this brigand had grown rich and had
+ vanished in the night&mdash;carried off by the Devil, or borne away to
+ realms of bliss by the angels, the poor rustics would have said.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Amazed at his vehemence, I sank to a tree-bole that stood near the door to
+ do the office of a stool.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But he gave alms!&rdquo; I cried, my senses all bewildered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Dust in the eyes of fools. No more than that. That image&mdash;&rdquo; his
+ scorn became tremendous&mdash;&ldquo;is an impious fraud, Agostino.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Could the monstrous thing that he suggested be possible? Could any man be
+ so lost to all sense of God as to perpetrate such a deed as that without
+ fear that the lightnings of Heaven would blast him?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I asked the question. Gervasio smiled.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Your notions of God are heathen notions,&rdquo; he said more quietly. &ldquo;You
+ confound Him with Jupiter the Thunderer. But He does not use His
+ lightnings as did the father of Olympus. And yet&mdash;reflect! Consider
+ the manner in which that brigand met his death.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But... but...&rdquo; I stammered. And then, quite suddenly, I stopped short,
+ and listened. &ldquo;Hark, Fra Gervasio! Do you not hear it?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Hear it? Hear what?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The music&mdash;the angelic melodies! And you can say that this place is
+ a foul imposture; this holy image an impious fraud! And you a priest!
+ Listen! It is a sign to warn you against stubborn unbelief.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He listened, with frowning brows, a moment; then he smiled.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Angelic melodies!&rdquo; he echoed with gentlest scorn. &ldquo;By what snares does
+ the Devil delude men, using even suggested holiness for his purpose! That,
+ boy&mdash;that is no more than the dripping of water into little wells of
+ different depths, producing different notes. It is in there, in some cave
+ in the mountain where the Bagnanza springs from the earth.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I listened, half disillusioned by his explanation, yet fearing that my
+ senses were too slavishly obeying his suggestion. &ldquo;The proof of that? The
+ proof!&rdquo; I cried.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The proof is that you have never heard it after heavy rain, or while the
+ river was swollen.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That answer shattered my last illusion. I looked back upon the time I had
+ spent there, upon the despair that had beset me when the music ceased,
+ upon the joy that had been mine when again I heard it, accepting it always
+ as a sign of grace. And it was as he said. Not my unworthiness, but the
+ rain, had ever silenced it. In memory I ran over the occasions, and so
+ clearly did I perceive the truth of this, that I marvelled the coincidence
+ should not earlier have discovered it to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Moreover, now that my illusions concerning it were gone, the sound was
+ clearly no more than he had said. I recognized its nature. It might have
+ intrigued a sane man for a day or a night. But it could never longer have
+ deceived any but one whose mind was become fevered with fanatic ecstasy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then I looked again at the image in the niche, and the pendulum of my
+ faith was suddenly checked in its counter-swing. About that image there
+ could be no delusions. The whole country-side had witnessed the miracle of
+ the bleeding, and it had wrought cures, wondrous cures, among the
+ faithful. They could not all have been deceived. Besides, from the wounds
+ in the breast there were still the brown signs of the last manifestation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But when I had given some utterance to these thoughts Gervasio for only
+ answer stooped and picked up a wood-man's axe that stood against the wall.
+ With this he went straight towards the image.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Fra Gervasio!&rdquo; I cried, leaping to my feet, a premonition of what he was
+ about turning me cold with horror. &ldquo;Stay!&rdquo; I almost screamed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But too late. My answer was a crashing blow. The next instant, as I sank
+ back to my seat and covered my face, the two halves of the image fell at
+ my feet, flung there by the friar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Look!&rdquo; he bade me in a roar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Fearfully I looked. I saw. And yet I could not believe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He came quickly back, and picked up the two halves. &ldquo;The oracle of Delphi
+ was not more impudently worked,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Observe this sponge, these
+ plates of metal that close down upon it and exert the pressure necessary
+ to send the liquid with which it is laden oozing forth.&rdquo; As he spoke he
+ tore out the fiendish mechanism. &ldquo;And see now how ingeniously it was made
+ to work&mdash;by pressure upon this arrow in the flank.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a burst of laughter from the door. I looked up, startled, to
+ find Galeotto standing at my elbow. So engrossed had I been that I had
+ never heard his soft approach over the turf.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Body of Bacchus!&rdquo; said he. &ldquo;Here is Gervasio become an image breaker to
+ some purpose. What now of your miraculous saint, Agostino?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My answer was first a groan over my shattered illusion, and then a
+ deep-throated curse at the folly that had made a mock of me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The friar set a hand upon my shoulder. &ldquo;You see, Agostino, that your
+ excursions into holy things do not promise well. Away with you, boy! Off
+ with this hypocrite robe, and get you out into the world to do useful work
+ for God and man. Had your heart truly called you to the priesthood, I had
+ been the first to have guided your steps thither. But your mind upon such
+ matters has been warped, and your views are all false; you confound
+ mysticism with true religion, and mouldering in a hermitage with the
+ service of God. How can you serve God here? Is not the world God's world
+ that you must shun it as if the Devil had fashioned it? Go, I say&mdash;and
+ I say it with the authority of the orders that I bear&mdash;go and serve
+ man, and thus shall you best serve God. All else are but snares to such a
+ nature as yours.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked at him helplessly, and from him to Galeotto who stood there, his
+ black brows knit; watching me with intentness as if great issues hung upon
+ my answer. And Gervasio's words touched in my mind some chord of memory.
+ They were words that I had heard before&mdash;or something very like them,
+ something whose import was the same.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then I groaned miserably and took my head in my hands. &ldquo;Whither am I to
+ go?&rdquo; I cried. &ldquo;What place is there in all the world for me? I am an
+ outcast. My very home is held against me. Whither, then, shall I go?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If that is all that troubles you,&rdquo; said Galeotto, his tone unctuously
+ humorous, &ldquo;why we will ride to Pagliano.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I leapt at the word&mdash;literally leapt to my feet, and stared at him
+ with blazing eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why, what ails him now?&rdquo; quoth he.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Well might he ask. That name&mdash;Pagliano&mdash;had stirred my memory so
+ violently, that of a sudden as in a flash I had seen again the strange
+ vision that visited my delirium; I had seen again the inviting eyes, the
+ beckoning hands, and heard again the gentle voice saying, &ldquo;Come to
+ Pagliano! Come soon!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And now I knew, too, where I had heard words urging my return to the world
+ that were of the same import as those which Gervasio used.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ What magic was there here? What wizardry was at play? I knew&mdash;for
+ they had told me&mdash;that it had been that cavalier who had visited me,
+ that man whose name was Ettore de' Cavalcanti, who had borne news to them
+ of one who was strangely like what Giovanni d'Anguissola had been. But
+ Pagliano had never yet been mentioned.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where is Pagliano?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In Lombardy&mdash;in the Milanes,&rdquo; replied Galeotto.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is the home of Cavalcanti.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are faint, Agostino,&rdquo; cried Gervasio, with a sudden solicitude, and
+ put an arm about my shoulders as I staggered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, no,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;It is nothing. Tell me&mdash;&rdquo; And I paused almost
+ afraid to put the question, lest the answer should dash my sudden hope.
+ For it seemed to me that in this place of false miracles, one true miracle
+ at least had been wrought; if it should be proved so indeed, then would I
+ accept it as a sign that my salvation lay indeed in the world. If not...
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Tell me,&rdquo; I began again; &ldquo;this Cavalcanti has a daughter. She was with
+ him upon that day when he came here. What is her name?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto looked at me out of narrowing eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why, what has that to do with anything?&rdquo; quoth Gervasio.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;More than you think. Answer me, then. What is her name?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Her name is Bianca,&rdquo; said Caleotto.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Something within me seemed to give way, so that I fell to laughing
+ foolishly as women laugh who are on the verge of tears. By an effort I
+ regained my self-control.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is very well,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;I will ride with you to Pagliano.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Both stared at me in utter amazement at the suddenness of my consent
+ following upon information that, in their minds, could have no possible
+ bearing upon the matter at issue.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Is he quite sane, do you think?&rdquo; cried Galeotto gruffly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I think he has just become so,&rdquo; said Fra Gervasio after a pause.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;God give me patience, then,&rdquo; grumbled the soldier, and left me puzzled by
+ the words.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ BOOK IV. THE WORLD
+ </h2>
+ <p>
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+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER I. PAGLIANO
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ The lilac was in bloom when we came to the grey walls of Pagliano in that
+ May of '45, and its scent, arousing the memory of my return to the world,
+ has ever since been to me symbolical of the world itself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mine was no half-hearted, backward-glancing return. Having determined upon
+ the step, I took it resolutely and completely at a single stride. Since
+ Galeotto placed his resources at my disposal, to be repaid him later when
+ I should have entered upon the enjoyment of my heritage of Mondolfo, I did
+ not scruple to draw upon them for my needs.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I accepted the fine linen and noble raiment that he offered, and I took
+ pleasure in the brave appearance that I made in them, my face shorn now of
+ its beard and my hair trimmed to a proper length. Similarly I accepted
+ weapons, money, and a horse; and thus equipped, looking for the first time
+ in my life like a patrician of my own lofty station, I rode forth from
+ Monte Orsaro with Galeotto and Gervasio, attended by the former's troop of
+ twenty lances.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And from the moment of our setting out there came upon me a curious peace,
+ a happiness and a great sense of expectancy. No longer was I oppressed by
+ the fear of proving unworthy of the life which I had chosen&mdash;as had
+ been the case when that life had been monastic.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto was in high spirits to see me so blithe, and he surveyed with
+ pride the figure that I made, vowing that I should prove a worthy son of
+ my father ere all was done.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The first act of my new life was performed as we were passing through the
+ village of Pojetta.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I called a halt before the doors of that mean hostelry, over which hung
+ what no doubt would still be the same withered bunch of rosemary that had
+ been there in autumn when last I went that way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To the sloe-eyed, deep-bosomed girl who lounged against the door-post to
+ see so fine a company ride by, I gave an order to fetch the taverner. He
+ came with a slouch, a bent back, and humble, timid eyes&mdash;a very
+ different attitude from that which he had last adopted towards me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where is my mule, you rogue?&rdquo; quoth I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked at me askance. &ldquo;Your mule, magnificent? said he.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have forgotten me, I think&mdash;forgotten the lad in rusty black who
+ rode this way last autumn and whom you robbed.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the words be turned a sickly yellow, and fell to trembling and babbling
+ protestations and excuses.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Have done,&rdquo; I broke in. &ldquo;You would not buy the mule then. You shall buy
+ it now, and pay for it with interest.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is this, Agostino?&rdquo; quoth Galeotto at my elbow. &ldquo;An act of justice,
+ sir,&rdquo; I answered shortly, whereupon he questioned me no further, but
+ looked on with a grim smile. Then to the taverner, &ldquo;Your manners to-day
+ are not quite the same as on the last occasion when we met. I spare you
+ the gallows that you may live to profit by the lesson of your present near
+ escape. And now, rogue, ten ducats for that mule.&rdquo; And I held out my hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ten ducats!&rdquo; he cried, and gathering courage perhaps since he was not to
+ hang. &ldquo;It is twice the value of the beast,&rdquo; he protested.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I know,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;It will be five ducats for the mule, and five for your
+ life. I am merciful to rate the latter as cheaply as it deserves. Come,
+ thief, the ten ducats without more ado, or I'll burn your nest of infamy
+ and hang you above the ruins.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He cowered and shrivelled. Then he scuttled within doors to fetch the
+ money, whilst Galeotto laughed deep in his throat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are well-advised,&rdquo; said I, when the rogue returned and handed me the
+ ducats. &ldquo;I told you I should come back to present my reckoning. Be warned
+ by this.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As we rode on Galeotto laughed again. &ldquo;Body of Satan! There is a
+ thoroughness about you, Agustino. As a hermit you did not spare yourself;
+ and now as a tyrant you do not seem likely to spare others.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is the Anguissola way,&rdquo; said Gervasio quietly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You mistake,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;I conceive myself in the world for some good
+ purpose, and the act you have witnessed is a part of it. It was not a
+ revengeful deed. Vengeance would have taken a harsher course. It was
+ justice, and justice is righteous.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Particularly a justice that puts ten ducats in your pocket,&rdquo; laughed
+ Galeotto.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There, again, you mistake me,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;My aim is that thieves be mulcted
+ to the end that the poor shall profit.&rdquo; And I drew rein again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A little crowd had gathered about us, mostly of very ragged, half-clad
+ people, for this village of Pojetta was a very poverty-stricken place.
+ Into that little crowd I flung the ten ducats&mdash;with the consequence
+ that on the instant it became a seething, howling, snarling, quarrelling
+ mass. In the twinkling of an eye a couple of heads were cracked and blood
+ was flowing, so that to quell the riot my charity had provoked, I was
+ forced to spur my horse forward and bid them with threats disperse.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And I think now,&rdquo; said Galeotto when it was done, &ldquo;that you are just as
+ reckless in the manner of doing charity. For the future, Agostino, you
+ would do well to appoint an almoner.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I bit my lip in vexation; but soon I smiled again. Were such little things
+ to fret me? Did we not ride to Pagliano and to Bianca de' Cavalcanti? At
+ the very thought my pulses would quicken, and a sweetness of anticipation
+ would invade my soul, to be clouded at moments by an indefinable dread.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And thus we came to Pagliano in that month of May, when the lilac was in
+ bloom, as I have said, and after Fra Gervasio had left us, to return to
+ his convent at Piacenza.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We were received in the courtyard of that mighty fortress by that sturdy,
+ hawk-faced man who had recognized me in the hermitage on Monte Orsaro. But
+ he was no longer in armour. He wore a surcoat of yellow velvet, and his
+ eyes were very kindly and affectionate when they rested on Galeotto and
+ from Galeotto passed on to take survey of me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;So this is our hermit!&rdquo; quoth he, a note of some surprise in his crisp
+ tones. &ldquo;Somewhat changed!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;By a change that goes deeper than his pretty doublet,&rdquo; said Galeotto.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We dismounted, and grooms, in the Cavalcanti livery of scarlet with the
+ horse-head in white upon their breasts, led away our horses. The seneschal
+ acted as quarter-master to our lances, whilst Cavalcanti himself led us up
+ the great stone staircase with its carved balustrade of marble, from which
+ rose a file of pillars to support the groined ceiling. This last was
+ frescoed in dull red with the white horse-head at intervals. On our right,
+ on every third step, stood orange-trees in tubs, all flowering and
+ shedding the most fragrant perfume.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus we ascended to a spacious gallery, and through a succession of
+ magnificent rooms we came to the noble apartments that had been made ready
+ for us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A couple of pages came to tend me, bringing perfumed water and macerated
+ herbs for my ablutions. These performed, they helped me into fresh
+ garments that awaited me&mdash;black hose of finest silk and velvet trunks
+ of the same sable hue, and for my body a fine close-fitting doublet of
+ cloth of gold, caught at the waist by a jewelled girdle from which hung a
+ dagger that was the merest toy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When I was ready they went before me, to lead the way to what they called
+ the private dining-room, where supper awaited us. At the very mention of a
+ private dining-room I had a vision of whitewashed walls and high-set
+ windows and a floor strewn with rushes. Instead we came into the most
+ beautiful chamber that I had ever seen. From floor to ceiling it was hung
+ with arras of purple brocade alternating with cloth of gold; thus on three
+ sides. On the fourth there was an opening for the embayed window which
+ glowed like a gigantic sapphire in the deepening twilight.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The floor was spread with a carpet of the ruddy purple of porphyry, very
+ soft and silent to the feet. From the frescoed ceiling, where a joyous
+ Phoebus drove a team of spirited white stallions, hung a chain that was
+ carved in the semblance of interlocked Titans to support a great
+ candelabrum, each branch of which was in the image of a Titan holding a
+ stout candle of scented wax. It was all in gilded bronze and the
+ workmanship&mdash;as I was presently to learn&mdash;of that great artist
+ and rogue Benvenuto Cellini. From this candelabrum there fell upon the
+ board a soft golden radiance that struck bright gleams from crystals and
+ plate of gold and silver.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ By a buffet laden with meats stood the master of the household in black
+ velvet, his chain of office richly carved, his badge a horse's head in
+ silver, and he was flanked on either hand by a nimble-looking page.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Of all this my first glance gathered but the most fleeting of impressions.
+ For my eyes were instantly arrested by her who stood between Cavalcanti
+ and Galeotto, awaiting my arrival. And, miracle of miracles, she was
+ arrayed exactly as I had seen her in my vision.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her supple maiden body was sheathed in a gown of cloth of silver; her
+ brown hair was dressed into two plaits interlaced with gold threads and
+ set with tiny gems, and these plaits hung one on either breast. Upon the
+ low, white brow a single jewel gleamed&mdash;a brilliant of the very
+ whitest fire.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her long blue eyes were raised to look at me as I entered, and their
+ glance grew startled when it encountered mine, the delicate colour faded
+ gradually from her cheeks, and her eyes fell at last as she moved forward
+ to bid me welcome to Pagliano in her own name.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They must have perceived her emotion as they perceived mine. But they gave
+ no sign. We got to the round table&mdash;myself upon Cavalcanti's left,
+ Galeotto in the place of honour, and Bianca facing her father so that I
+ was on her right.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The seneschal bestirred himself, and the silken ministering pages
+ fluttered round us. My Lord of Pagliano was one who kept a table as
+ luxurious as all else in his splendid palace. First came a broth of veal
+ in silver basins, then a stew of cocks' combs and capons' breasts, then
+ the ham of a roasted boar, the flesh very lusciously saturated with the
+ flavour of rosemary; and there was venison that was as soft as velvet, and
+ other things that I no longer call to mind. And to drink there was a
+ fragrant, well-sunned wine of Lombardy that had been cooled in snow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto ate enormously, Cavalcanti daintily, I but little, and Bianca
+ nothing. Her presence had set up such emotions in me that I had no thought
+ for food. But I drank deeply, and so came presently to a spurious ease
+ which enabled me to take my share in the talk that was toward, though when
+ all is said it was but a slight share, since Cavalcanti and Galeotto
+ discoursed of matters wherein my knowledge was not sufficient to enable me
+ to bear a conspicuous part.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ More than once I was on the point of addressing Bianca herself, but always
+ courage failed me. I had ever in mind the memory she must have of me as
+ she had last seen me, to increase the painful diffidence which her
+ presence itself imposed upon me. Nor did I hear her voice more than once
+ or twice when she demurely answered such questions as her father set her.
+ And though once or twice I found her stealing a look at me, she would
+ instantly avert her eyes when our glances crossed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus was our first meeting, and for a little time it was to be our last,
+ because I lacked the courage to seek her out. She had her own apartments
+ at Pagliano with her own maids of honour, like a princess; and the castle
+ garden was entirely her domain into which even her father seldom intruded.
+ He gave me the freedom of it; but it was a freedom of which I never took
+ advantage in the week that we abode there. Several times was I on the
+ point of doing so. But I was ever restrained by my unconquerable
+ diffidence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And there was something else to impose restraint upon me. Hitherto the
+ memory of Giuliana had come to haunt me in my hermitage, by arousing in me
+ yearnings which I had to combat with fasting and prayer, with scourge and
+ dice. Now the memory of her haunted me again; but in a vastly different
+ way. It haunted me with the reminder of all the sin in which through her I
+ had steeped myself; and just as the memory of that sin had made me in
+ purer moments deem myself unworthy to be the guardian of the shrine on
+ Monte Orsaro, so now did it cause me to deem myself all unworthy to enter
+ the garden that enshrined Madonna Bianca de' Cavalcanti.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Before the purity that shone from her I recoiled in an awe whose nature
+ was as the feelings of a religion. I felt that to seek her presence would
+ be almost to defile her. And so I abstained, my mind very full of her the
+ while, for all that the time was beguiled for me in daily exercise with
+ horse and arms under the guidance of Galeotto.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was not so tutored merely for the sake of repairing a grave omission in
+ my education. It had a definite scope, as Galeotto frankly told me,
+ informing me that the time approached in which to avenge my father and
+ strike a blow for my own rights.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then at the end of a week a man rode into the courtyard of Pagliano
+ one day, and flung down from his horse shouting to be led to Messer
+ Galeotto. There was something about this courier's mien and person that
+ awoke a poignant memory. I was walking in the gallery when the clatter of
+ his advent drew my attention, and his voice sent a strange thrill through
+ me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One glance I gave to make quite sure, and then I leapt down the broad
+ steps four at a time, and a moment later, to the amazement of all present,
+ I had caught the dusty rider in my arms, and I was kissing the wrinkled,
+ scarred, and leathery old cheeks.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Falcone!&rdquo; I cried. &ldquo;Falcone, do you not know me?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was startled by the violence of my passionate onslaught. Indeed, he was
+ almost borne to the ground by it, for his old legs were stiff now from
+ riding.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then&mdash;how he stared! What oaths he swore!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madonnino!&rdquo; he babbled. &ldquo;Madonnino!&rdquo; And he shook himself free of my
+ embrace, and stood back that he might view me. &ldquo;Body of Satan! But you are
+ finely grown, and how like to what your father was when he was no older
+ than are you! And they have not made a shaveling of you, after all. Now
+ blessed be God for that!&rdquo; Then he stopped short, and his eyes went past
+ me, and he seemed to hesitate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I turned, and there, leaning on the balustrade of the staircase, looking
+ on with smiling eyes stood Galeotto with Messer Cavalcanti at his elbow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I heard Galeotto's words to the Lord of Pagliano. &ldquo;His heart is sound&mdash;which
+ is a miracle. That woman, it seems, could not quite dehumanize him.&rdquo; And
+ he came down heavily, to ask Falcone what news he bore.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The old equerry drew a letter from under his leathern jacket.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;From Ferrante?&rdquo; quoth the Lord of Pagliano eagerly, peering over
+ Galeotto's shoulder.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ay,&rdquo; said Galeotto, and he broke the seal. He stood to read, with knitted
+ brows. &ldquo;It is well,&rdquo; he said, at last, and passed the sheet to Cavalcanti.
+ &ldquo;Farnese is in Piacenza already, and the Pope will sway the College to
+ give his bastard the ducal crown. It is time we stirred.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He turned to Falcone, whilst Cavalcanti read the letter. &ldquo;Take food and
+ rest, good Gino. For to-morrow you ride again with me. And so shall you,
+ Agostino.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I ride again?&rdquo; I echoed, my heart sinking and some of my dismay showing
+ upon my face. &ldquo;Whither?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To right the wrongs of Mondolfo,&rdquo; he answered shortly, and turned away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER II. THE GOVERNOR OF MILAN
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ We rode again upon the morrow as he had said, and with us went Falcone and
+ the same goodly company of twenty lances that had escorted me from Monte
+ Orsaro. But I took little thought for them or pride in such an escort now.
+ My heart was leaden. I had not seen Bianca again ere I departed, and
+ Heaven knew when we should return to Pagliano. Thus at least was I
+ answered by Galeotto when I made bold to ask the question.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Two days we rode, going by easy stages, and came at last upon that
+ wondrously fair and imposing city of Milan, in the very heart of the vast
+ plain of Lombardy with the distant Alps for background and northern
+ rampart.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Our destination was the castle; and in a splendid ante-chamber, packed
+ with rustling, silken courtiers and clanking captains in steel, a
+ sprinkling of prelates and handsome, insolent-eyed women, more than one of
+ whom reminded me of Giuliana, and every one of whom I disparaged by
+ comparing her with Bianca, Galeotto and I stood waiting.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To many there he seemed known, and several came to greet him and some to
+ whisper in his ear. At last a pert boy in a satin suit that was striped in
+ the Imperial livery of black and yellow, pushed his way through the
+ throng.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Messer Galeotto,&rdquo; his shrill voice announced, &ldquo;his excellency awaits
+ you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto took my arm, and drew me forward with him. Thus we went through a
+ lane that opened out before us in that courtly throng, and came to a
+ curtained door. An usher raised the curtain for us at a sign from the
+ page, who, opening, announced us to the personage within.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We stood in a small closet, whose tall, slender windows overlooked the
+ courtyard, and from the table, on which there was a wealth of parchments,
+ rose a very courtly gentleman to receive us out of a gilded chair, the
+ arms of which were curiously carved into the shape of serpents' heads.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was a well-nourished, florid man of middle height, with a resolute
+ mouth, high cheek-bones, and crafty, prominent eyes that reminded me
+ vaguely of the eyes of the taverner of Pojetta. He was splendidly dressed
+ in a long gown of crimson damask edged with lynx fur, and the fingers of
+ his fat hands and one of his thumbs were burdened with jewels.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This was Ferrante Gonzaga, Prince of Molfetta, Duke of Ariano, the
+ Emperor's Lieutenant and Governor of the State of Milan.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The smile with which he had been ready to greet Galeotto froze slightly at
+ sight of me. But before he could voice the question obviously in his mind
+ my companion had presented me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Here, my lord, is one upon whom I trust that we may count when the time
+ comes. This is Agostino d'Anguissola, of Mondolfo and Carmina.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Surprise overspread Gonzaga's face. He seemed about to speak, and checked,
+ and his eyes were very searchingly bent upon Galeotto's face, which
+ remained inscrutable as stone. Then the Governor looked at me, and from me
+ back again at Galeotto. At last he smiled, whilst I bowed before him, but
+ very vaguely conscious of what might impend.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The time,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;seems to be none too distant. The Duke of Castro&mdash;this
+ Pier Luigi Farnese&mdash;is so confident of ultimate success that already
+ he has taken up his residence in Piacenza, and already, I am informed, is
+ being spoken of as Duke of Parma and Piacenza.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He has cause,&rdquo; said Galeotto. &ldquo;Who is to withstand his election since the
+ Emperor, like Pilate, has washed his hands of the affair?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A smile overspread Gonzaga's crafty face. &ldquo;Do not assume too much
+ concerning the Emperor's wishes in the matter. His answer to the Pope was
+ that if Parma and Piacenza are Imperial fiefs&mdash;integral parts of the
+ State of Milan&mdash;it would ill become the Emperor to alienate them from
+ an empire which he holds merely in trust; whereas if they can be shown
+ rightly to belong to the Holy See, why then the matter concerns him not,
+ and the Holy See may settle it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto shrugged and his face grew dark. &ldquo;It amounts to an assent,&rdquo; he
+ said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Not so,&rdquo; purred Gonzaga, seating himself once more. &ldquo;It amounts to
+ nothing. It is a Sibylline answer which nowise prejudices what he may do
+ in future. We still hope,&rdquo; he added, &ldquo;that the Sacred College may refuse
+ the investiture. Pier Luigi Farnese is not in good odour in the Curia.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The Sacred College cannot withstand the Pope's desires. He has bribed it
+ with the undertaking to restore Nepi and Camerino to the States of the
+ Church in exchange for Parma and Piacenza, which are to form a State for
+ his son. How long, my lord, do you think the College will resist him?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The Spanish Cardinals all have the Emperor's desires at heart.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The Spanish Cardinals may oppose the measure until they choke themselves
+ with their vehemence,&rdquo; was the ready answer. &ldquo;There are enough of the
+ Pope's creatures to carry the election, and if there were not it would be
+ his to create more until there should be sufficient for his purpose. It is
+ an old subterfuge.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, then,&rdquo; said Gonzaga, smiling, &ldquo;since you are so assured, it is for
+ you and the nobles of Piacenza to be up and doing. The Emperor depends
+ upon you; and you may depend upon him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto looked at the Governor out of his scarred face, and his eyes were
+ very grave.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I had hoped otherwise,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;That is why I have been slow to move.
+ That is why I have waited, why I have even committed the treachery of
+ permitting Pier Luigi to suppose me ready at need to engage in his
+ service.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, there you play a dangerous game,&rdquo; said Gonzaga frankly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I'll play a more dangerous still ere I have done,&rdquo; he answered stoutly.
+ &ldquo;Neither Pope nor Devil shall dismay me. I have great wrongs to right, as
+ none knows better than your excellency, and if my life should go in the
+ course of it, why&rdquo;&mdash;he shrugged and sneered&mdash;&ldquo;it is all that is
+ left me; and life is a little thing when a man has lost all else.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I know, I know,&rdquo; said the sly Governor, wagging his big head, &ldquo;else I had
+ not warned you. For we need you, Messer Galeotto.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ay, you need me; you'll make a tool of me&mdash;you and your Emperor.
+ You'll use me as a cat's-paw to pull down this inconvenient duke.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Gonzaga rose, frowning. &ldquo;You go a little far, Messer Galeotto,&rdquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I go no farther than you urge me,&rdquo; answered the other.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But patience, patience!&rdquo; the Lieutenant soothed him, growing sleek again
+ in tone and manner. &ldquo;Consider now the position. What the Emperor has
+ answered the Pope is no more than the bare and precise truth. It is not
+ clear whether the States of Parma and Piacenza belong to the Empire or the
+ Holy See. But let the people rise and show themselves ill-governed, let
+ them revolt against Farnese once he has been created their duke and when
+ thus the State shall have been alienated from the Holy See, and then you
+ may count upon the Emperor to step in as your liberator and to buttress up
+ your revolt.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you promise us so much?&rdquo; asked Galeotto.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Explicitly,&rdquo; was the ready answer, &ldquo;upon my most sacred honour. Send me
+ word that you are in arms, that the first blow has been struck, and I
+ shall be with you with all the force that I can raise in the Emperor's
+ name.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Your excellency has warrant for this?&rdquo; demanded Galeotto.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Should I promise it else? About it, sir. You may work with confidence.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;With confidence, yes,&rdquo; replied Galeotto gloomily, &ldquo;but with no great
+ hope. The Pontifical government has ground the spirit out of half the
+ nobles of the Val di Taro. They have suffered so much and so repeatedly&mdash;in
+ property, in liberty, in life itself&mdash;that they are grown
+ rabbit-hearted, and would sooner cling to the little liberty that is still
+ theirs than strike a blow to gain what belongs to them by every right. Oh,
+ I know them of old! What man can do, I shall do; but...&rdquo; He shrugged, and
+ shook his head sorrowfully.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Can you count on none?&rdquo; asked Gonzaga, very serious, stroking his smooth,
+ fat chin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I can count upon one,&rdquo; answered Galeotto. &ldquo;The Lord of Pagliano; he is
+ ghibelline to the very marrow, and he belongs to me. At my bidding there
+ is nothing he will not do. There is an old debt between us, and he is a
+ noble soul who will not leave his debts unpaid. Upon him I can count; and
+ he is rich and powerful. But then, he is not really a Piacentino himself.
+ He holds his fief direct from the Emperor. Pagliano is part of the State
+ of Milan, and Cavalcanti is no subject of Farnese. His case, therefore, is
+ exceptional and he has less than the usual cause for timidity. But the
+ others...&rdquo; Again he shrugged. &ldquo;What man can do to stir them, that will I
+ do. You shall hear from me soon again, my lord.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Gonzaga looked at me. &ldquo;Did you not say that here was another?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto smiled sadly. &ldquo;Ay&mdash;just one arm and one sword. That is all.
+ Unless this emprise succeeds he is never like to rule in Mondolfo. He may
+ be counted upon; but he brings no lances with him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I see,&rdquo; said Gonzaga, his lip between thumb and forefinger. &ldquo;But his
+ name...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That and his wrongs shall be used, depend upon it, my lord&mdash;the
+ wrongs which are his by inheritance.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I said no word. A certain resentment filled me to hear myself so disposed
+ of without being consulted; and yet it was tempered by a certain trust in
+ Galeotto, a faith that he would lead me into nothing unworthy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Gonzaga conducted us to the door of the closet. &ldquo;I shall look to hear from
+ you, Ser Galeotto,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;And if at first the nobles of the Val di
+ Taro are not to be moved, perhaps after they have had a taste of Messer
+ Pier Luigi's ways they will gather courage out of despair. I think we may
+ be hopeful if patient. Meanwhile, my master the Emperor shall be
+ informed.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Another moment and we were out of that florid, crafty, well-nourished
+ presence. The curtains had dropped behind us, and we were thrusting our
+ way through the press in the ante-chamber, Galeotto muttering to himself
+ things which as we gained the open air I gathered to be curses directed
+ against the Emperor and his Milanese Lieutenant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the inn of the sign of the Sun, by the gigantic Duomo of Visconti's
+ building, he opened the gates to his anger and let it freely forth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is a world of cravens,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;a world of slothful, self-seeking,
+ supine cowards, Agostino. In the Emperor, at least, I conceived that we
+ should have found a man who would not be averse to acting boldly where his
+ interests must be served. More I had not expected of him; but that, at
+ least. And even in that he fails me. Oh, this Charles V!&rdquo; he cried. &ldquo;This
+ prince upon whose dominions the sun never sets! Fortune has bestowed upon
+ him all the favours in her gift, yet for himself he can do nothing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He is crafty, cruel, irresolute, and mistrustful of all. He is without
+ greatness of any sort, and he is all but Emperor of the World! Others must
+ do his work for him; others must compass the conquests which he is to
+ enjoy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, well!&rdquo; he ended, with a sneer, &ldquo;perhaps as the world views these
+ things there is a certain greatness in that&mdash;the greatness of the
+ fox.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Naturally there was much in this upon which I needed explanation, and I
+ made bold to intrude upon his anger to crave it. And it was then that I
+ learnt the true position of affairs.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Between France and the Empire, the State of Milan had been in contention
+ until quite lately, when Henri II had abandoned it to Charles V. And in
+ the State of Milan were the States of Parma and Piacenza, which Pope
+ Julius II had wrested from it and incorporated in the domain of the
+ Church. The act, however, was unlawful, and although these States had ever
+ since been under Pontifical rule, it was to Milan that they belonged,
+ though Milan never yet had had the power to enforce her rights. She had
+ that power at last, now that the Emperor's rule there was a thing
+ determined, and it was in this moment that papal nepotism was to make a
+ further alienation of them by constituting them into a duchy for the
+ Farnese bastard, Pier Luigi, who was already Duke of Castro.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Under papal rule the nobles&mdash;more particularly the ghibellines&mdash;and
+ the lesser tyrants of the Val di Taro had suffered rudely, plundered by
+ Pontifical brigandage, enduring confiscations and extortions until they
+ were reduced to a miserable condition. It was against the beginnings of
+ this that my father had raised his standard, to be crushed thorough the
+ supineness of his peers, who would not support him to save themselves from
+ being consumed in the capacious maw of Rome.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But what they had suffered hitherto would be as nothing to what they must
+ suffer if the Pope now had his way and if Pier Luigi Farnese were to
+ become their duke&mdash;an independent prince. He would break the nobles
+ utterly, to remain undisputed master of the territory. That was a
+ conclusion foregone. And yet our princelings saw the evil approaching
+ them, and cowered irresolute to await and suffer it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They had depended, perhaps, upon the Emperor, who, it was known, did not
+ favour the investiture, nor would confirm it. It was remembered that
+ Ottavio Farnese&mdash;Pier Luigi's son&mdash;was married to Margaret of
+ Austria, the Emperor's daughter, and that if a Farnese dominion there was
+ to be in Parma and Piacenza, the Emperor would prefer that it should be
+ that of his own son-in-law, who would hold the duchy as a fief of the
+ Empire. Further was it known that Ottavio was intriguing with Pope and
+ Emperor to gain the investiture in his own father's stead.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The unnatural son!&rdquo; I exclaimed upon learning that.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto looked at me, and smiled darkly, stroking his great beard.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Say, rather, the unnatural father,&rdquo; he replied. &ldquo;More honour to Ottavio
+ Farnese in that he has chosen to forget that he is Pier Luigi's son. It is
+ not a parentage in which any man&mdash;be he the most abandoned&mdash;could
+ take pride.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How so?&rdquo; quoth I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have, indeed, lived out of the world if you know nothing of Pier
+ Luigi Farnese. I should have imagined that some echo of his turpitudes
+ must have penetrated even to a hermitage&mdash;that they would be written
+ upon the very face of Nature, which he outrages at every step of his
+ infamous life. He is a monster, a sort of antichrist; the most ruthless,
+ bloody, vicious man that ever drew the breath of life. Indeed, there are
+ not wanting those who call him a warlock, a dealer in black magic who has
+ sold his soul to the Devil. Though, for that matter, they say the same of
+ the Pope his father, and I doubt not that his magic is just the magic of a
+ wickedness that is scarcely human.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There is a fellow named Paolo Giovio, Bishop of Nocera, a charlatan and a
+ wretched dabbler in necromancy and something of an alchemist, who has
+ lately written the life of another Pope's son&mdash;Cesare Borgia, who
+ lived nigh upon half a century ago, and who did more than any man to
+ consolidate the States of the Church, though his true aim, like Pier
+ Luigi's, was to found a State for himself. I am given to think that for
+ his model of a Pope's bastard this Giovio has taken the wretched Farnese
+ rogue, and attributed to the son of Alexander VI the vices and infamies of
+ this son of Paul III.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Even to attempt to draw a parallel is to insult the memory of the Borgia;
+ for he, at least, was a great captain and a great ruler, and he knew how
+ to endear to himself the fold that he governed; so that when I was a lad&mdash;thirty
+ years ago&mdash;there were still those in the Romagna who awaited the
+ Borgia's return, and prayed for it as earnestly as pray the faithful for
+ the second coming of the Messiah, refusing to believe that he was dead.
+ But this Pier Luigi!&rdquo; He thrust out a lip contemptuously. &ldquo;He is no better
+ than a thief, a murderer, a defiler, a bestial, lecherous dog!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And with that he began to relate some of the deeds of this man; and his
+ life, it seemed, was written in blood and filth&mdash;a tale of murders
+ and rapes and worse. And when as a climax he told me of the horrible,
+ inhuman outrage done to Cosimo Gheri, the young Bishop of Fano, I begged
+ him to cease, for my horror turned me almost physically sick.1
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 1 The incident to which Agostino here alludes is fully set forth by
+ Benedetto Varchi at the end of Book XVI of his Storia Fiorentina.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That bishop was a holy man, of very saintly life,&rdquo; Galeotto insisted,
+ &ldquo;and the deed permitted the German Lutherans to say that here was a new
+ form of martyrdom for saints invented by the Pope's son. And his father
+ pardoned him the deed, and others as bad, by a secret bull, absolving him
+ from all pains and penalties that he might have incurred through youthful
+ frailty or human incontinence!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was the relation of those horrors, I think, which, stirring my
+ indignation, spurred me even more than the thought of redressing the
+ wrongs which the Pontifical or Farnesian government would permit my mother
+ to do me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I held out my hand to Galeotto. &ldquo;To the utmost of my little might,&rdquo; said
+ I, &ldquo;you may depend upon me in this good cause in which you have engaged.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There speaks the son of the house of Anguissola,&rdquo; said he, a light of
+ affection in his steel-coloured eyes. &ldquo;And there are your father's wrongs
+ to right as well as the wrongs of humanity, remember. By this Pier Luigi
+ was he crushed; whilst those who bore arms with him at Perugia and were
+ taken alive...&rdquo; He paused and turned livid, great beads of perspiration
+ standing upon his brow. &ldquo;I cannot,&rdquo; he faltered, &ldquo;I cannot even now, after
+ all these years, bear to think upon those horrors perpetrated by that
+ monster.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was strangely moved at the sight of emotion in one who seemed
+ emotionless as iron.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I left the hermitage,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;in the hope that I might the better be
+ able to serve God in the world. I think you are showing me the way, Ser
+ Galeotto.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER III. PIER LUIGI FARNESE
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ We left Milan that same day, and there followed for some months a season
+ of wandering through Lombardy, going from castle to castle, from tyranny
+ to tyranny, just the three of us&mdash;Galeotto and myself with Falcone
+ for our equerry and attendant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Surely something of the fanatic's temperament there must have been in me;
+ for now that I had embraced a cause, I served it with all the fanaticism
+ with which on Monte Orsaro I sought to be worthy of the course I had taken
+ then.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was become as an apostle, preaching a crusade or holy war against the
+ Devil's lieutenant on earth, Messer Pier Luigi Farnese, sometime Duke of
+ Castro, now Duke of Parma and Piacenza&mdash;for the investiture duly
+ followed in the August of that year, and soon his iron hand began to be
+ felt throughout the State of which the Pope had constituted him a prince.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And to the zest that was begotten of pure righteousness, Galeotto
+ cunningly added yet another and more worldly spur. We were riding one day
+ in late September of that year from Cortemaggiore, where we had spent a
+ month in seeking to stir the Pallavicini to some spirit of resistance, and
+ we were making our way towards Romagnese, the stronghold of that great
+ Lombard family of dal Verme.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As we were ambling by a forest path, Galeotto abruptly turned to me,
+ Falcone at the time being some little way in advance of us, and startled
+ me by his words.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Cavalcanti's daughter seemed to move you strangely, Agostino,&rdquo; he said,
+ and watched me turn pale under his keen glance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In my confusion&mdash;more or less at random&mdash;&ldquo;What should
+ Cavalcanti's daughter be to me?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why, what you will, I think,&rdquo; he answered, taking my question literally.
+ &ldquo;Cavalcanti would consider the Lord of Mondolfo and Carmina a suitable
+ mate for his daughter, however he might hesitate to marry her to the
+ landless Agostino d'Anguissola. He loved your father better than any man
+ that ever lived, and such an alliance was mutually desired.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you think I need this added spur?&rdquo; quoth I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nay, I know that you do not. But it is well to know what reward may wait
+ upon our labour. It makes that labour lighter and increases courage.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I hung my head, without answering him, and we rode silently amain.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had touched me where the flesh was raw and tender. Bianca de'
+ Cavalcanti! It was a name I uttered like a prayer, like a holy invocation.
+ Just so had I been in a measure content to carry that name and the memory
+ of her sweet face. To consider her as the possible Lady of Mondolfo when I
+ should once more have come into my own, was to consider things that filled
+ me almost with despair.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Again I experienced such hesitations as had kept me from ever seeking her
+ at Pagliano, though I had been given the freedom of her garden. Giuliana
+ had left her brand upon me. And though Bianca had by now achieved for me
+ what neither prayers nor fasting could accomplish, and had exorcized the
+ unholy visions of Giuliana from my mind, yet when I came to consider
+ Bianca as a possible companion&mdash;as something more or something less
+ than a saint enthroned in the heaven created by my worship of her&mdash;there
+ rose between us ever that barrier of murder and adultery, a barrier which
+ not even in imagination did I dare to overstep.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I strove to put such thoughts from my mind that I might leave it free to
+ do the work to which I had now vowed myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All through that winter we pursued our mission. With the dal Verme we had
+ but indifferent success, for they accounted themselves safe, being, like
+ Cavalcanti, feudatories of the Emperor himself, and nowise included in the
+ territories of Parma and Piacenza. From Romagnese we made our way to the
+ stronghold of the Anguissola of Albarola, my cousins, who gave me a very
+ friendly welcome, and who, though with us in spirit and particularly urged
+ by their hatred of our guelphic cousin Cosimo who was now Pier Luigi's
+ favourite, yet hesitated as the others had done. And we met with little
+ better success with Sforza of Santafiora, to whose castle we next
+ repaired, or yet with the Landi, the Scotti, or Confalonieri. Everywhere
+ the same spirit of awe was abroad, and the same pusillanimity, content to
+ hug the little that remained rather than rear its head to demand that
+ which by right belonged.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So that when the spring came round again, and our mission done, our
+ crusade preached to hearts that would not be inflamed, we turned our steps
+ once more towards Pagliano, we were utterly dispirited men&mdash;although,
+ for myself, my despondency was tempered a little by the thought that I was
+ to see Bianca once more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yet before I come to speak of her again, let me have done with these
+ historical matters in so far as they touched ourselves.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We had left the nobles unresponsive, as you have seen. But soon the
+ prognostications of the crafty Gonzaga were realized. Soon Farnese,
+ through his excessive tyranny, stung them out of their apathy. The first
+ to feel his iron hand were the Pallavicini, whom he stripped of their
+ lands of Cortemaggiore, taking as hostages Girolamo Pallavicini's wife and
+ mother. Next he hurled his troops against the dal Verme, forcing Romagnese
+ to capitulate, and then seeking similarly to reduce their other fief of
+ Bobbio. Thence upon his all-conquering way, he marched upon Castel San
+ Giovanni, whence he sought to oust the Sforza, and at the same time he
+ committed the mistake of attempting to drive the Gonzaga out of Soragna.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This last rashness brought down upon his head the direct personal
+ resentment of Ferrante Gonzaga. With the Imperial troops at his heels the
+ Governor of Milan not only intervened to save Soragna for his family, but
+ forced Pier Luigi to disgorge Bobbio and Romagnese, restoring them to the
+ dal Verme, and compelled him to raise the siege of San Giovanni upon which
+ he was at the time engaged&mdash;claiming that both these noble houses
+ were feudatories of the Empire.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Intimidated by that rude lesson, Pier Luigi was forced to draw in his
+ steely claws. To console himself, he turned his attention to the Val di
+ Taro, and issued an edict commanding all nobles there to disarm, disband
+ their troops, quit their fortresses, and go to reside in the principal
+ cities of their districts. Those who resisted or demurred, he crushed at
+ once with exile and confiscation; and even those who meekly did his will,
+ he stripped of all privileges as feudal lords.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Even my mother, we heard, was forced to dismiss her trivial garrison,
+ having been ordered to close the Citadel of Mondolfo, and take up her
+ residence in our palace in the city itself. But she went further than she
+ was bidden&mdash;she took the veil in the Convent of Santa Chiara, and so
+ retired from the world.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The State began to ferment in secret at so much and such harsh tyranny.
+ Farnese was acting in Piacenza as Tarquin of old had acted in his garden,
+ slicing the tallest poppies from their stems. And soon to swell his
+ treasury, which not even his plunder, brigandage, and extortionate
+ confiscations could fill sufficiently to satisfy his greed, he set himself
+ to look into the past lives of the nobles, and to promulgate laws that
+ were retroactive, so that he was enabled to levy fresh fines and
+ perpetrate fresh sequestrations in punishment of deeds that had been done
+ long years ago.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Amongst these, we heard that he had Giovanni d'Anguissola decapitated in
+ effigy for his rebellion against the authority of the Holy See, and that
+ my tyrannies of Mondolfo and Carmina were confiscated from me because of
+ my offence in being Giovanni d'Anguissola's son. And presently we heard
+ that Mondolfo had been conferred by Farnese upon his good and loyal
+ servant and captain, the Lord Cosimo d'Anguissola, subject to a tax of a
+ thousand ducats yearly!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto ground his teeth and swore horribly when the news was brought us
+ from Piacenza, whilst I felt my heart sink and the last hope of Bianca&mdash;the
+ hope secretly entertained almost against hope itself&mdash;withering in my
+ soul.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But soon came consolation. Pier Luigi had gone too far. Even rats when
+ cornered will turn at bay and bare their teeth for combat. So now the
+ nobles of the Valnure and the Val di Taro.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Scotti, the Pallavicini, the Landi, and the Anguissola of Albarola,
+ came one after the other in secret to Pagliano to interview the gloomy
+ Galeotto. And at one gathering that was secretly held in a chamber of the
+ castle, he lashed them with his furious scorn.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are come now,&rdquo; he jeered at them, &ldquo;now that you are maimed; now that
+ you have been bled of half your strength; now that most of your teeth are
+ drawn. Had you but had the spirit and good sense to rise six months ago
+ when I summoned you so to do, the struggle had been brief and the victory
+ certain. Now the fight will be all fraught with risk, dangerous to engage,
+ and uncertain of issue.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But it was they&mdash;these men who themselves had been so pusillanimous
+ at first&mdash;who now urged him to take the lead, swearing to follow him
+ to the death, to save for their children what little was still left them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In that spirit I will not lead you a step,&rdquo; he answered them. &ldquo;If we
+ raise our standard, we fight for all our ancient rights, for all our
+ privileges, and for the restoration of all that has been confiscated; in
+ short, for the expulsion of the Farnese from these lands. If that is your
+ spirit, then I will consider what is to be done&mdash;for, believe me,
+ open warfare will no longer avail us here. What we have to do must be done
+ by guile. You have waited too long to resolve yourselves. And whilst you
+ have grown weak, Farnese has been growing strong. He has fawned upon and
+ flattered the populace; he has set the people against the nobles; he has
+ pretended that in crushing the nobles he was serving the people, and they&mdash;poor
+ fools!&mdash;have so far believed him that they will run to his banner in
+ any struggle that may ensue.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He dismissed them at last with the promise that they should hear from him,
+ and on the morrow, attended by Falcone only, he rode forth again from
+ Pagliano, to seek out the dal Verme and the Sforza of Santafiora and
+ endeavour to engage their interest against the man who had outraged them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And that was early in August of the year '46.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I remained at Pagliano by Galeotto's request. He would have no need of me
+ upon his mission. But he might desire me to seek out some of the others of
+ the Val di Taro with such messages as he should send me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And in all this time I had seen but little of Monna Bianca. We met under
+ her father's eye in that gold-and-purple dining-room; and there I would
+ devoutly, though surreptitiously, feast my eyes upon the exquisite beauty
+ of her. But I seldom spoke to her, and then it was upon the most trivial
+ matters; whilst although the summer was now full fragrantly unfolded, yet
+ I never dared to intrude into that garden of hers to which I had been
+ bidden, ever restrained by the overwhelming memory of the past.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So poignant was this memory that at times I caught myself wondering
+ whether, after all, I had not been mistaken in lending an ear so readily
+ to the arguments of Fra Gervasio, whether Fra Gervasio himself had not
+ been mistaken in assuming that my place was in the world, and whether I
+ had not done best to have carried out my original intention of seeking
+ refuge in some monastery in the lowly position of a lay brother.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Meanwhile the Lord of Pagliano used me in the most affectionate and
+ fatherly manner. But not even this sufficed to encourage me where his
+ daughter was concerned, and I seemed to observe also that Bianca herself,
+ if she did not actually avoid my society, was certainly at no pains to
+ seek it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ What the end would have been but for the terrible intervention there was
+ in our affairs, I have often surmised without result.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It happened that one day, about a week after Galeotto had left us there
+ rode up to the gates of Pagliano a very magnificent company, and there was
+ great braying of horns, stamping of horses and rattle of arms.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My Lord Pier Luigi Farnese had been on a visit to his city of Parma, and
+ on his return journey had thought well to turn aside into the lands of
+ ultra-Po, and pay a visit to the Lord of Pagliano, whom he did not love,
+ yet whom, perhaps, it may have been his intention to conciliate, since
+ hurt him he could not.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sufficiently severe had been the lesson he had received for meddling with
+ Imperial fiefs; and he must have been mad had he thought of provoking
+ further the resentment of the Emperor. To Farnese, Charles V was a
+ sleeping dog it was as well to leave sleeping.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He rode, then, upon his friendly visit into the Castle of Pagliano,
+ attended by a vast retinue of courtiers and ladies, pages, lackeys, and a
+ score of men-at-arms. A messenger had ridden on in advance to warn
+ Cavalcanti of the honour that the Duke proposed to do him, and Cavalcanti,
+ relishing the honour no whit, yet submitting out of discreetness, stood to
+ receive his excellency at the foot of the marble staircase with Bianca on
+ one side and myself upon the other.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Under the archway they rode, Farnese at the head of the cavalcade. He
+ bestrode a splendid white palfrey, whose mane and tail were henna-dyed,
+ whose crimson velvet trappings trailed almost to the ground. He was
+ dressed in white velvet, even to his thigh-boots, which were laced with
+ gold and armed with heavy gold spurs. A scarlet plume was clasped by a
+ great diamond in his velvet cap, and on his right wrist was perched a
+ hooded falcon.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was a tall and gracefully shaped man of something over forty years of
+ age, black-haired and olive-skinned, wearing a small pointed beard that
+ added length to his face. His nose was aquiline, and he had fine eyes, but
+ under them there were heavy brown shadows, and as he came nearer it was
+ seen that his countenance was marred by an unpleasant eruption of sores.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After him came his gentlemen, a round dozen of them, with half that number
+ of splendid ladies, all a very dazzling company. Behind these, in blazing
+ liveries, there was a cloud of pages upon mules, and lackeys leading
+ sumpter-beasts; and then to afford them an effective background, a grey,
+ steel phalanx of men-at-arms.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I describe his entrance as it appeared at a glance, for I did not study it
+ or absorb any of its details. My horrified gaze was held by a figure that
+ rode on his right hand, a queenly woman with a beautiful pale countenance
+ and a lazy, insolent smile.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was Giuliana.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How she came there I did not at the moment trouble to reflect. She was
+ there. That was the hideous fact that made me doubt the sight of my own
+ eyes, made me conceive almost that I was at my disordered visions again,
+ the fruit of too much brooding. I felt as if all the blood were being
+ exhausted from my heart, as if my limbs would refuse their office, and I
+ leaned for support against the terminal of the balustrade by which I
+ stood.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She saw me. And after the first slight start of astonishment, her lazy
+ smile grew broader and more insolent. I was but indifferently conscious of
+ the hustle about me, of the fact that Cavalcanti himself was holding the
+ Duke's stirrup, whilst the latter got slowly to the ground and
+ relinquished his falcon to a groom who wore a perch suspended from his
+ neck, bearing three other hooded birds. Similarly I was no more than
+ conscious of being forced to face the Duke by words that Cavalcanti was
+ uttering. He was presenting me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;This, my lord, is Agostino d'Anguissola.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I saw, as through a haze, the swarthy, pustuled visage frown down upon me.
+ I heard a voice which was at once harsh and effeminate and quite
+ detestable, saying in unfriendly tones:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The son of Giovanni d'Anguissola of Mondolfo, eh?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The same, my lord,&rdquo; said Cavalcanti, adding generously&mdash;&ldquo;Giovanni
+ d'Anguissola was my friend.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is a friendship that does you little credit, sir,&rdquo; was the harsh
+ answer. &ldquo;It is not well to befriend the enemies of God.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Was it possible that I had heard aright? Had this human foulness dared to
+ speak of God?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is a matter upon which I will not dispute with a guest,&rdquo; said
+ Cavalcanti with an urbanity of tone belied by the anger that flashed from
+ his brown eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the time I thought him greatly daring, little dreaming that, forewarned
+ of the Duke's coming, his measures were taken, and that one blast from the
+ silver whistle that hung upon his breast would have produced a tide of
+ men-at-arms that would have engulfed and overwhelmed Messer Pier Luigi and
+ his suite.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Farnese dismissed the matter with a casual laugh. And then a lazy,
+ drawling voice&mdash;a voice that once had been sweetest music to my ears,
+ but now was loathsome as the croaking of Stygian frogs&mdash;addressed me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why, here is a great change, sir saint! We had heard you had turned
+ anchorite; and behold you in cloth of gold, shining as you would
+ out-dazzle Phoebus.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stood palely before her, striving to keep the loathing from my face, and
+ I was conscious that Bianca had suddenly turned and was regarding us with
+ eyes of grave concern.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I like you better for the change,&rdquo; pursued Giuliana. &ldquo;And I vow that you
+ have grown at least another inch. Have you no word for me, Agostino?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was forced to answer her. &ldquo;I trust that all is well with you, Madonna,&rdquo;
+ I said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her lazy smile grew broader, displaying the dazzling whiteness of her
+ strong teeth. &ldquo;Why, all is very well with me,&rdquo; said she, and her sidelong
+ glance at the Duke, half mocking, half kindly with an odious kindliness,
+ seemed to give added explanations.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That he should have dared bring here this woman whom no doubt he had
+ wrested from his creature Gambara&mdash;here into the shrine of my pure
+ and saintly Bianca&mdash;was something for which I could have killed him
+ then, for which I hated him far more bitterly than for any of those dark
+ turpitudes that I had heard associated with his odious name.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And meanwhile there he stood, that Pope's bastard, leaning over my Bianca,
+ speaking to her, and in his eyes the glow of a dark and unholy fire what
+ time they fed upon her beauty as the slug feeds upon the lily. He seemed
+ to have no thought for any other, nor for the circumstance that he kept us
+ all standing there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You must come to our Court at Piacenza, Madonna,&rdquo; I heard him murmuring.
+ &ldquo;We knew not that so fair a flower was blossoming unseen in this garden of
+ Pagliano. It is not well that such a jewel should be hidden in this grey
+ casket. You were made to queen it in a court, Madonna; and at Piacenza you
+ shall be hailed and honoured as its queen.&rdquo; And so he rambled on with his
+ rough and trivial flattery, his foully pimpled face within a foot of hers,
+ and she shrinking before him, very white and mute and frightened. Her
+ father looked on with darkling brows, and Giuliana began to gnaw her lip
+ and look less lazy, whilst in the courtly background there was a
+ respectful murmuring babble, supplying a sycophantic chorus to the Duke's
+ detestable adulation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was Cavalcanti, at last, who came to his daughter's rescue by a
+ peremptory offer to escort the Duke and his retinue within.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER IV. MADONNA BIANCA
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ Pier Luigi's original intent had been to spend no more than a night at
+ Pagliano. But when the morrow came, he showed no sign of departing, nor
+ upon the next day, nor yet upon the next.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A week passed, and still he lingered, seeming to settle more and more in
+ the stronghold of the Cavalcanti, leaving the business of his Duchy to his
+ secretary Filarete and to his council, at the head of which, as I learnt,
+ was my old friend Annibale Caro.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And meanwhile, Cavalcanti, using great discreetness, suffered the Duke's
+ presence, and gave him and his suite most noble entertainment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His position was perilous and precarious in the extreme, and it needed all
+ his strength of character to hold in curb the resentment that boiled
+ within him to see himself thus preyed upon; and that was not the worst.
+ The worst was Pier Luigi's ceaseless attentions to Bianca, the attentions
+ of the satyr for the nymph, a matter in which I think Cavalcanti suffered
+ little less than did I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He hoped for the best, content to wait until cause for action should be
+ forced upon him. And meanwhile that courtly throng took its ease at
+ Pagliano. The garden that hitherto had been Bianca's own sacred domain,
+ the garden into which I had never yet dared set foot, was overrun now by
+ the Duke's gay suite&mdash;a cloud of poisonous butterflies. There in the
+ green, shaded alleys they disported themselves; in the lemon-grove, in the
+ perfumed rose-garden, by hedges of box and screens of purple clematis they
+ fluttered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Bianca sought to keep her chamber in those days, and kept it for as long
+ on each day as was possible to her. But the Duke, hobbling on the terrace&mdash;for
+ as a consequence of his journey on horseback he had developed a slight
+ lameness, being all rotten with disease&mdash;would grow irritable at her
+ absence, and insistent upon her presence, hinting that her retreat was a
+ discourtesy; so that she was forced to come forth again, and suffer his
+ ponderous attentions and gross flatteries.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And three days later there came another to Pagliano, bidden thither by the
+ Duke, and this other was none else than my cousin Cosimo, who now called
+ himself Lord of Mondolfo, having been invested in that tyranny, as I have
+ said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the morning after his arrival we met upon the terrace.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My saintly cousin!&rdquo; was his derisive greeting. &ldquo;And yet another change in
+ you&mdash;out of sackcloth into velvet! The calendar shall know you as St.
+ Weathercock, I think&mdash;or, perhaps, St. Mountebank.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ What followed was equally bitter and sardonic on his part, fiercely and
+ openly hostile on mine. At my hostility he had smiled cruelly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Be content with what is, my strolling saint,&rdquo; he said, in the tone of one
+ who gives a warning, &ldquo;unless you would be back in your hermitage, or
+ within the walls of some cloister, or even worse. Already have you found
+ it a troublesome matter to busy yourself with the affairs of the world.
+ You were destined for sanctity.&rdquo; He came closer, and grew very fierce. &ldquo;Do
+ not put it upon me to make a saint of you by sending you to Heaven.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It might end in your own dispatch to Hell,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;Shall we essay it?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Body of God!&rdquo; he snarled, laughter still lingering on his white face. &ldquo;Is
+ this the mood of your holiness at present? What a bloodthirsty brave are
+ you become! Consider, pray, sir, that if you trouble me I have no need to
+ do my own office of hangman. There is sufficient against you to make the
+ Tribunal of the Ruota very busy; there is&mdash;can you have forgotten it?&mdash;that
+ little affair at the house of Messer Fifanti.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I dropped my glance, browbeaten for an instant. Then I looked at him
+ again, and smiled.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are but a poor coward, Messer Cosimo,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;to use a shadow as a
+ screen. You know that nothing can be proved against me unless Giuliana
+ speaks, and that she dare not for her own sake. There are witnesses who
+ will swear that Gambara went to Fifanti's house that night. There is not
+ one to swear that Gambara did not kill Fifanti ere he came forth again;
+ and it is the popular belief, for his traffic with Giuliana is well-known,
+ as it is well-known that she fled with him after the murder&mdash;which,
+ in itself, is evidence of a sort. Your Duke has too great a respect for
+ the feelings of the populace,&rdquo; I sneered, &ldquo;to venture to outrage them in
+ such a matter. Besides,&rdquo; I ended, &ldquo;it is impossible to incriminate me
+ without incriminating Giuliana and, Messer Pier Luigi seems, I should say,
+ unwilling to relinquish the lady to the brutalities of a tribunal.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are greatly daring,&rdquo; said he, and he was pale now, for in that last
+ mention of Giuliana, it seemed that I had touched him where he was still
+ sensitive.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Daring?&rdquo; I rejoined. &ldquo;It is more than I can say for you, Ser Cosimo.
+ Yours is the coward's fault of caution.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I thought to spur him. If this failed, I was prepared to strike him, for
+ my temper was beyond control. That he, standing towards me as he did,
+ should dare to mock me, was more than I could brook. But at that moment
+ there spoke a harsh voice just behind me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How, sir? What words are these?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There, very magnificent in his suit of ivory velvet, stood the Duke. He
+ was leaning heavily upon his cane, and his face was more blotched than
+ ever, the sunken eyes more sunken.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Are you seeking to quarrel with the Lord of Mondolfo?&rdquo; quoth he, and I
+ saw by his smile that he used my cousin's title as a taunt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Behind him was Cavalcanti with Bianca leaning upon his arm just as I had
+ seen her that day when she came with him to Monte Orsaro, save that now
+ there was a look as of fear in the blue depths of her eyes. A little on
+ one side there was a group composed of three of the Duke's gentlemen with
+ Giuliana and another of the ladies, and Giuliana was watching us with
+ half-veiled eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My lord,&rdquo; I answered, very stiff and erect, and giving him back look for
+ look, something perhaps of the loathing with which he inspired me
+ imprinted on my face, &ldquo;my lord, you give yourself idle alarms. Ser Cosimo
+ is too cautious to embroil himself.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He limped toward me; leaning heavily upon his stick, and it pleased me
+ that of a good height though he was, he was forced to look up into my
+ face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There is too much bad Anguissola blood in you,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Be careful lest
+ out of our solicitude for you, we should find it well to let our leech
+ attend you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I laughed, looking into his blotched face, considering his lame leg and
+ all the evil humours in him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;By my faith, I think it is your excellency needs the attentions of a
+ leech,&rdquo; said I, and flung all present into consternation by that answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I saw his face turn livid, and I saw the hand shake upon the golden head
+ of his cane. He was very sensitive upon the score of his foul infirmities.
+ His eyes grew baleful as he controlled himself. Then he smiled, displaying
+ a ruin of blackened teeth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You had best take care,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;It were a pity to cripple such fine
+ limbs as yours. But there is a certain matter upon which the Holy Office
+ might desire to set you some questions. Best be careful, sir, and avoid
+ disagreements with my captains.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He turned away. He had had the last word, and had left me cold with
+ apprehension, yet warmed by the consciousness that in the brief encounter
+ it was he who had taken the deeper wound.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He bowed before Bianca. &ldquo;Oh, pardon me,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;I did not dream you
+ stood so near. Else no such harsh sounds should have offended your fair
+ ears. As for Messer d'Anguissola...&rdquo; He shrugged as who would say, &ldquo;Have
+ pity on such a boor!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But her answer, crisp and sudden as come words that are spoken on impulse
+ or inspiration, dashed his confidence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nothing that he said offended me,&rdquo; she told him boldly, almost
+ scornfully.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He flashed me a glance that was full of venom, and I saw Cosimo smile,
+ whilst Cavalcanti started slightly at such boldness from his meek child.
+ But the Duke was sufficiently master of himself to bow again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then am I less aggrieved,&rdquo; said he, and changed the subject. &ldquo;Shall we to
+ the bowling lawn?&rdquo; And his invitation was direct to Bianca, whilst his
+ eyes passed over her father. Without waiting for their answer, his
+ question, indeed, amounting to a command, he turned sharply to my cousin.
+ &ldquo;Your arm, Cosimo,&rdquo; said he, and leaning heavily upon his captain he went
+ down the broad granite steps, followed by the little knot of courtiers,
+ and, lastly, by Bianca and her father.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As for me, I turned and went indoors, and there was little of the saint
+ left in me in that hour. All was turmoil in my soul, turmoil and hatred
+ and anger. Anon to soothe me came the memory of those sweet words that
+ Bianca had spoken in my defence, and those words emboldened me at last to
+ seek her out as I had never yet dared in all the time that I had spent at
+ Pagliano.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I found her that evening, by chance, in the gallery over the courtyard.
+ She was pacing slowly, having fled thither to avoid that hateful throng of
+ courtiers. Seeing me she smiled timidly, and her smile gave me what little
+ further encouragement I needed. I approached, and very earnestly rendered
+ her my thanks for having championed my cause and supported me with the
+ express sign of her approval.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She lowered her eyes; her bosom quickened slightly, and the colour ebbed
+ and flowed in her cheeks.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You should not thank me,&rdquo; said she. &ldquo;What I did was done for justice's
+ sake.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have been presumptuous,&rdquo; I answered humbly, &ldquo;in conceiving that it
+ might have been for the sake of me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But it was that also,&rdquo; she answered quickly, fearing perhaps that she had
+ pained me. &ldquo;It offended me that the Duke should attempt to browbeat you. I
+ took pride in you to see you bear yourself so well and return thrust for
+ thrust.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I think your presence must have heartened me,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;No pain could be
+ so cruel as to seem base or craven in your eyes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Again the tell-tale colour showed upon her lovely cheek. She began to pace
+ slowly down the gallery, and I beside her. Presently she spoke again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And yet,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;I would have you cautious. Do not wantonly affront
+ the Duke, for he is very powerful.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have little left to lose,&rdquo; said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have your life,&rdquo; said she.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A life which I have so much misused that it must ever cry out to me in
+ reproach.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She gave me a little fluttering, timid glance, and looked away again. Thus
+ we came in silence to the gallery's end, where a marble seat was placed,
+ with gay cushions of painted and gilded leather. She sank to it with a
+ little sigh, and I leaned on the balustrade beside her and slightly over
+ her. And now I grew strangely bold.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Set me some penance,&rdquo; I cried, &ldquo;that shall make me worthy.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Again came that little fluttering, frightened glance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A penance?&rdquo; quoth she. &ldquo;I do not understand.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;All my life,&rdquo; I explained, &ldquo;has been a vain striving after something that
+ eluded me. Once I deemed myself devout; and because I had sinned and
+ rendered myself unworthy, you found me a hermit on Monte Orsaro, seeking
+ by penance to restore myself to the estate from which I had succumbed.
+ That shrine was proved a blasphemy; and so the penance I had done, the
+ signs I believed I had received, were turned to mockery. It was not there
+ that I should save myself. One night I was told so in a vision.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She gave an audible gasp, and looked at me so fearfully that I fell
+ silent, staring back at her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You knew!&rdquo; I cried.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Long did her blue, slanting eyes meet my glance without wavering, as never
+ yet they had met it. She seemed to hesitate, and at the same time openly
+ to consider me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I know now,&rdquo; she breathed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What do you know?&rdquo; My voice was tense with excitement.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What was your vision?&rdquo; she rejoined.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Have I not told you? There appeared to me one who called me back to the
+ world; who assured me that there I should best serve God; who filled me
+ with the conviction that she needed me. She addressed me by name, and
+ spoke of a place of which I had never heard until that hour, but which
+ to-day I know.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you? And you?&rdquo; she asked. &ldquo;What answer did you make?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I called her by name, although until that hour I did not know it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She bowed her head. Emotion set her all a-tremble.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is what I have so often wondered,&rdquo; she confessed, scarce above a
+ whisper. &ldquo;And it is true&mdash;as true as it is strange!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;True?&rdquo; I echoed. &ldquo;It was the only true miracle in that place of false
+ ones, and it was so clear a call of destiny that it decided me to return
+ to the world which I had abandoned. And yet I have since wondered why.
+ Here there seems to be no place for me any more than there was yonder. I
+ am devout again with a worldly devotion now, yet with a devotion that must
+ be Heaven-inspired, so pure and sweet it is. It has shut out from me all
+ the foulness of that past; and yet I am unworthy. And that is why I cry to
+ you to set me some penance ere I can make my prayer.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She could not understand me, nor did she. We were not as ordinary lovers.
+ We were not as man and maid who, meeting and being drawn each to the
+ other, fence and trifle in a pretty game of dalliance until the maid
+ opines that the appearances are safe, and that, her resistance having been
+ of a seemly length, she may now make the ardently desired surrender with
+ all war's honours. Nothing of that was in our wooing, a wooing which
+ seemed to us, now that we spoke of it, to have been done when we had
+ scarcely met, done in the vision that I had of her, and the vision that
+ she had of me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With averted eyes she set me now a question.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madonna Giuliana used you with a certain freedom on her arrival, and I
+ have since heard your name coupled with her own by the Duke's ladies. But
+ I have asked no questions of them. I know how false can be the tongues of
+ courtly folk. I ask it now of you. What is or was this Madonna Giuliana to
+ you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;She was,&rdquo; I answered bitterly, &ldquo;and God pity me that I must say it to you&mdash;she
+ was to me what Circe was to the followers of Ulysses.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She made a little moan, and I saw her clasp her hands in her lap; and the
+ sound and sight filled me with sorrow and despair. She must know. Better
+ that the knowledge should stand between us as a barrier which both could
+ see than that it should remain visible only to the eyes of my own soul, to
+ daunt me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O Bianca! Forgive me!&rdquo; I cried. &ldquo;I did not know! I did not know! I was a
+ poor fool reared in seclusion and ripened thus for the first temptation
+ that should touch me. That is what on Monte Orsaro I sought to expiate,
+ that I might be worthy of the shrine I guarded then. That is what I would
+ expiate now that I might be worthy of the shrine whose guardian I would
+ become, the shrine at which I worship now.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was bending very low above her little brown head, in which the threads
+ of the gold coif-net gleamed in the fading light.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If I had but had my vision sooner,&rdquo; I murmured, &ldquo;how easy it would have
+ been! Can you find mercy for me in your gentle heart? Can you forgive me,
+ Bianca?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O Agostino,&rdquo; she answered very sadly, and the sound of my name from her
+ lips, coming so naturally and easily, thrilled me like the sound of the
+ mystic music of Monte Orsaro. &ldquo;What shall I answer you? I cannot now. Give
+ me leisure to think. My mind is all benumbed. You have hurt me so!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Me miserable!&rdquo; I cried.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I had believed you one who erred through excess of holiness.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Whereas I am one who attempted holiness through excess of error.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I had believed you so, so...O Agostino!&rdquo; It was a little wail of pain.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Set me a penance,&rdquo; I implored her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What penance can I set you? Will any penance restore to me my shattered
+ faith?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I groaned miserably and covered my face with my hands. It seemed that I
+ was indeed come to the end of all my hopes; that the world was become as
+ much a mockery to me as had been the hermitage; that the one was to end
+ for me upon the discovery of a fraud, as had the other ended&mdash;with
+ the difference that in this case the fraud was in myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It seemed, indeed, that our first communion must be our last. Ever since
+ she had seen me step into that gold-and-purple dining-room at Pagliano,
+ the incarnation of her vision, as she was the incarnation of mine, Bianca
+ must have waited confidently for this hour, knowing that it was
+ foreordained to come. Bitterness and disillusion were all that it had
+ brought her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then, ere more could be said, a thin, flute-like voice hissed down the
+ vaulted gallery:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madonna Bianca! To hide your beauty from our hungry eyes. To quench the
+ light by which we guide our footsteps. To banish from us the happiness and
+ joy of your presence! Unkind, unkind!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was the Duke. In his white velvet suit he looked almost ghostly in the
+ deepening twilight. He hobbled towards us, his stick tapping the
+ black-and-white squares of the marble floor. He halted before her, and she
+ put aside her emotion, donned a worldly mask, and rose to meet him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then he looked at me, and his brooding eyes seemed to scan my face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why! It is Ser Agostino, Lord of Nothing,&rdquo; he sneered, and down the
+ gallery rang the laugh of my cousin Cosimo, and there came, too, a ripple
+ of other voices.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Whether to save me from friction with those steely gentlemen who aimed at
+ grinding me to powder, whether from other motives, Bianca set her
+ finger-tips upon the Duke's white sleeve and moved away with him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I leaned against the balustrade all numb, watching them depart. I saw
+ Cosimo come upon her other side and lean over her as he moved, so slim and
+ graceful, beside her own slight, graceful figure. Then I sank to the
+ cushions of the seat she had vacated, and stayed there with my misery
+ until the night had closed about the place, and the white marble pillars
+ looked ghostly and unreal.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER V. THE WARNING
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ I prayed that evening more fervently than I had prayed since quitting
+ Monte Orsaro. It was as if all the influences of my youth, which lately
+ had been shaken off in the stir of intrigue and of rides that had seemed
+ the prelude to battle, were closing round me again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Even as a woman had lured me once from the ways to which I seemed
+ predestined, only to drive me back once more the more frenziedly, so now
+ it almost seemed as if again a woman should have lured me to the world but
+ to drive me from it again and more resolutely than ever. For I was anew
+ upon the edge of a resolve to have done with all human interests and to
+ seek the peace and seclusion of the cloister.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then I bethought me of Gervasio. I would go to him for guidance, as I
+ had done aforetime. I would ride on the morrow to seek him out in the
+ convent near Piacenza to which he had withdrawn.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was disturbed at last by the coming of a page to my chamber with the
+ announcement that my lord was already at supper.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had thoughts of excusing myself, but in the end I went.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The repast was spread, as usual, in the banqueting-hall of the castle; and
+ about the splendid table was Pier Luigi's company, amounting to nigh upon
+ a score in all. The Duke himself sat on Monna Bianca's right, whilst on
+ her left was Cosimo.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Heeding little whether I was observed or not, I sank to a vacant place,
+ midway down the board, between one of the Duke's pretty young gentlemen
+ and one of the ladies of that curious train&mdash;a bold-eyed Roman woman,
+ whose name, I remember, was Valeria Cesarini, but who matters nothing in
+ these pages. Almost facing me sat Giuliana, but I was hardly conscious of
+ her, or conscious, indeed, of any save Monna Bianca.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Once or twice Bianca's glance met mine, but it fell away again upon the
+ instant. She was very pale, and there were wistful lines about her lips;
+ yet her mood was singular. Her eyes had an unnatural sparkle, and ever and
+ anon she would smile at what was said to her in half-whispers, now by the
+ Duke, now by Cosimo, whilst once or twice she laughed outright. Gone was
+ the usual chill reserve with which she hedged herself about to distance
+ the hateful advances of Pier Luigi. There were moments now when she seemed
+ almost flattered by his vile ogling and adulatory speeches, as if she had
+ been one of those brazen ladies of his Court.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It wounded me sorely. I could not understand it, lacking the wit to see
+ that this queer mood sprang from the blow I had dealt her, and was the
+ outward manifestation of her own pain at the shattering of the illusions
+ she had harboured concerning myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And so I sat there moodily, gnawing my lip and scowling darkly upon Pier
+ Luigi and upon my cousin, who was as assiduous in his attentions as his
+ master, and who seemed to be receiving an even greater proportion of her
+ favours. One little thing there was to hearten me. Looking at the Lord of
+ Pagliano, who sat at the table's head, I observed that his glance was dark
+ as it kept watch upon his daughter&mdash;that chaste white lily that
+ seemed of a sudden to have assumed such wanton airs.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a matter that stirred me to battle, and forgotten again were my
+ resolves to seek Gervasio, forgotten all notion of abandoning the world
+ for the second time. Here was work to be done. Bianca was to be guarded.
+ Perhaps it was in this that she would come to have need of me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Once Cosimo caught my gloomy looks, and he leaned over to speak to the
+ Duke, who glanced my way with languid, sneering eyes. He had a score to
+ settle with me for the discomfiture he had that morning suffered at my
+ hands thanks to Bianca's collaboration. He was a clumsy fool, when all is
+ said, and confident now of her support&mdash;from the sudden and extreme
+ friendliness of her mood&mdash;he ventured to let loose a shaft at me in a
+ tone that all the table might overhear.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That cousin of yours wears a very conventual hang-dog look,&rdquo; said he to
+ Cosimo. And then to the lady on my right&mdash;&ldquo;Forgive, Valeria,&rdquo; he
+ begged, &ldquo;the scurvy chance that should have sat a shaveling next to you.&rdquo;
+ Lastly he turned to me to complete this gross work of offensiveness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;When do you look, sir, to enter the life monastic for which Heaven has so
+ clearly designed you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There were some sycophants who tittered at his stupid pleasantry; then the
+ table fell silent to hear what answer I should make, and a frown sat like
+ a thundercloud upon the brow of Cavalcanti.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I toyed with my goblet, momentarily tempted to fling its contents in his
+ pustuled face, and risk the consequences. But I bethought me of something
+ else that would make a deadlier missile.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Alas!&rdquo; I sighed. &ldquo;I have abandoned the notion&mdash;constrained to it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He took my bait. &ldquo;Constrained?&rdquo; quoth he. &ldquo;Now what fool did so constrain
+ you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No fool, but circumstance,&rdquo; I answered. &ldquo;It has occurred to me,&rdquo; I
+ explained, and I boldly held his glance with my own, &ldquo;that as a simple
+ monk my life would be fraught with perils, seeing that in these times even
+ a bishop is not safe.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Saving Bianca (who in her sweet innocence did not so much as dream of the
+ existence of such vileness as that to which I was referring and by which a
+ saintly man had met his death) I do not imagine that there was a single
+ person present who did not understand to what foul crime I alluded.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The silence that followed my words was as oppressive as the silence which
+ in Nature preludes thunder.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A vivid flame of scarlet had overspread the Duke's countenance. It
+ receded, leaving his cheeks a greenish white, even to the mottling
+ pimples. Abashed, his smouldering eyes fell away before my bold, defiant
+ glance. The fingers of his trembling hand tightened about the slender stem
+ of his Venetian goblet, so that it snapped, and there was a gush of
+ crimson wine upon the snowy napery. His lips were drawn back&mdash;like a
+ dog's in the act of snarling&mdash;and showed the black stumps of his
+ broken teeth. But he made no sound, uttered no word. It was Cosimo who
+ spoke, half rising as he did so.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;This insolence, my lord Duke, must be punished; this insult wiped out.
+ Suffer me...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But Pier Luigi reached forward across Bianca, set a hand upon my cousin's
+ sleeve, and pressed him back into his seat silencing him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Let be,&rdquo; he said. And looked up the board at Cavalcanti. &ldquo;It is for my
+ Lord of Pagliano to say if a guest shall be thus affronted at his board.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cavalcanti's face was set and rigid. &ldquo;You place a heavy burden on my
+ shoulders,&rdquo; said he, &ldquo;when your excellency, my guest, appeals to me
+ against another guest of mine&mdash;against one who is all but friendless
+ and the son of my own best friend.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And my worst enemy,&rdquo; cried Pier Luigi hotly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is your excellency's own concern, not mine,&rdquo; said Cavalcanti coldly.
+ &ldquo;But since you appeal to me I will say that Messer d'Anguissola's words
+ were ill-judged in such a season. Yet in justice I must add that it is not
+ the way of youth to weigh its words too carefully; and you gave him
+ provocation. When a man&mdash;be he never so high&mdash;permits himself to
+ taunt another, he would do well to see that he is not himself vulnerable
+ to taunts.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Farnese rose with a horrible oath, and every one of his gentlemen with
+ him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My lord,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;this is to take sides against me; to endorse the
+ affront.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then you mistake my intention,&rdquo; rejoined Cavalcanti, with an icy dignity.
+ &ldquo;You appeal to me for judgment. And between guests I must hold the scales
+ dead-level, with no thought for the rank of either. Of your chivalry, my
+ lord Duke, you must perceive that I could not do else.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was the simplest way in which he could have told Farnese that he cared
+ nothing for the rank of either, and of reminding his excellency that
+ Pagliano, being an Imperial fief, was not a place where the Duke of Parma
+ might ruffle it unchecked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Messer Pier Luigi hesitated, entirely out of countenance. Then his eyes
+ turned to Bianca, and his expression softened.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What says Madonna Bianca?&rdquo; he inquired, his manner reassuming some
+ measure of its courtliness. &ldquo;Is her judgment as unmercifully level?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked up, startled, and laughed a little excitedly, touched by the
+ tenseness of a situation which she did not understand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What say I?&rdquo; quoth she. &ldquo;Why, that here is a deal of pother about some
+ foolish words.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And there,&rdquo; cried Pier Luigi, &ldquo;spoke, I think, not only beauty but wisdom&mdash;Minerva's
+ utterances from the lips of Diana!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In glad relief the company echoed his forced laugh, and all sat down
+ again, the incident at an end, and my contempt of the Duke increased to
+ see him permit such a matter to be so lightly ended.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But that night, when I had retired to my chamber, I was visited by
+ Cavalcanti. He was very grave.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Agostino,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;let me implore you to be circumspect, to keep a curb
+ upon your bitter tongue. Be patient, boy, as I am&mdash;and I have more to
+ endure.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I marvel, sir, that you endure it,&rdquo; answered I, for my mood was petulant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will marvel less when you are come to my years&mdash;if, indeed, you
+ come to them. For if you pursue this course, and strike back when such men
+ as Pier Luigi tap you, you will not be likely to see old age. Body of
+ Satan! I would that Galeotto were here! If aught should happen to you...&rdquo;
+ He checked, and set a hand upon my shoulder.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;For your father's sake I love you, Agostino, and I speak as one who loves
+ you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I know, I know!&rdquo; I cried, seizing his hand in a sudden penitence. &ldquo;I am
+ an ingrate and a fool. And you upheld me nobly at table. Sir, I swear that
+ I will not submit you to so much concern again.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He patted my shoulder in a very friendly fashion, and his kindly eyes
+ smiled upon me. &ldquo;If you but promise that&mdash;for your own sake, Agostino&mdash;we
+ need say no more. God send this papal by-blow takes his departure soon,
+ for he is as unwelcome here as he is unbidden.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The foul toad!&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;To see him daily, hourly bending over Monna
+ Bianca, whispering and ogling&mdash;ugh!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It offends you, eh? And for that I love you! There. Be circumspect and
+ patient, and all will be well. Put your faith in Galeotto, and endure
+ insults which you may depend upon him to avenge when the hour strikes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Upon that he left me, and he left me with a certain comfort. And in the
+ days that followed, I acted upon his injunction, though, truth to tell,
+ there was little provocation to do otherwise. The Duke ignored me, and all
+ the gentlemen of his following did the like, including Cosimo. And
+ meanwhile they revelled at Pagliano and made free with the hospitality to
+ which they had not been bidden.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus sped another week in which I had not the courage again to approach
+ Bianca after what had passed between us at our single interview. Nor for
+ that matter was I afforded the opportunity. The Duke and Cosimo were ever
+ at her side, and yet it almost seemed as if the Duke had given place to
+ his captain, for Cosimo's was the greater assiduity now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The days were spent at bowls or pallone within the castle, or upon
+ hawking-parties or hunting-parties when presently the Duke's health was
+ sufficiently improved to enable him to sit his horse; and at night there
+ was feasting which Cavalcanti must provide, and on some evenings we
+ danced, though that was a diversion in which I took no part, having
+ neither the will nor the art.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One night as I sat in the gallery above the great hall, watching them
+ footing it upon the mosaic floor below, Giuliana's deep, slow voice behind
+ me stirred me out of my musings. She had espied me up there and had come
+ to join me, although hitherto I had most sedulously avoided her, neither
+ addressing her nor giving her the opportunity to address me since the
+ first brazen speech on her arrival.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That white-faced lily, Madonna Bianca de' Cavalcanti, seems to have
+ caught the Duke in her net of innocence,&rdquo; said she.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I started round as if I had been stung, and at sight of my empurpling face
+ she slowly smiled, the same hateful smile that I had seen upon her face
+ that day in the garden when Gambara had bargained for her with Fifanti.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are greatly daring,&rdquo; said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To take in vain the name of her white innocence?&rdquo; she answered, smiling
+ superciliously. And then she grew more serious. &ldquo;Look, Agostino, we were
+ friends once. I would be your friend now.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is a friendship, Madonna, best not given expression.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ha! We are very scrupulous&mdash;are we not?&mdash;since we have
+ abandoned the ways of holiness, and returned to this world of wickedness,
+ and raised our eyes to the pale purity of the daughter of Cavalcanti!&rdquo; She
+ spoke sneeringly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is that to you?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nothing,&rdquo; she answered frankly. &ldquo;But that another may have raised his
+ eyes to her is something. I am honest with you. If this child is aught to
+ you, and you would not lose her, you would do well to guard her more
+ closely than you are wont. A word in season. That is all my message.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Stay!&rdquo; I begged her now, for already she was gliding away through the
+ shadows of the gallery.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She laughed over her shoulder at me&mdash;the very incarnation of
+ effrontery and insolence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Have I moved you into sensibility?&rdquo; quoth she. &ldquo;Will you condescend to
+ questions with one whom you despise?&mdash;as, indeed,&rdquo; she added with a
+ stinging scorn, &ldquo;you have every right to do.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Tell me more precisely what you mean,&rdquo; I begged her, for her words had
+ moved me fearfully.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Gesu!&rdquo; she exclaimed. &ldquo;Can I be more precise? Must I add counsels? Why,
+ then, I counsel that a change of air might benefit Madonna Bianca's
+ health, and that if my Lord of Pagliano is wise, he will send her into
+ retreat in some convent until the Duke's visit here is at an end. And I
+ can promise you that in that case it will be the sooner ended. Now, I
+ think that even a saint should understand me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With that last gibe she moved resolutely on and left me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Of the gibe I took little heed. What imported was her warning. And I did
+ not doubt that she had good cause to warn me. I remembered with a shudder
+ her old-time habit of listening at doors. It was very probable that in
+ like manner had she now gathered information that entitled her to give me
+ such advice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was incredible. And yet I knew that it was true, and I cursed my
+ blindness and Cavalcanti's. What precisely Farnese's designs might be I
+ could not conceive. It was hard to think that he should dare so much as
+ Giuliana more than hinted. It may be that, after all, there was no more
+ than just the danger of it, and that her own base interests urged her to
+ do what she could to avert it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In any case, her advice was sound; and perhaps, as she said, the removal
+ of Bianca quietly might be the means of helping Pier Luigi's unwelcome
+ visit to an end.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Indeed, it was so. It was Bianca who held him at Pagliano, as the blindest
+ idiot should have perceived.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That very night I would seek out Cavalcanti ere I retired to sleep.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER VI. THE TALONS OF THE HOLY OFFICE
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ Acting upon my resolve, I went to wait for Cavalcanti in the little
+ anteroom that communicated with his bedroom. My patience was tried, for he
+ was singularly late in coming; fully an hour passed after all the sounds
+ had died down in the castle and it was known that all had retired, and
+ still there was no sign of him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I asked one of the pages who lounged there waiting for their master, did
+ he think my lord would be in the library, and the boy was conjecturing
+ upon this unusual tardiness of Cavalcanti's in seeking his bed, when the
+ door opened, and at last he appeared.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When he found me awaiting him, a certain eagerness seemed to light his
+ face; a second's glance showed me that he was in the grip of some unusual
+ agitation. He was pale, with a dull flush under the eyes, and the hand
+ with which he waved away the pages shook, as did his voice when he bade
+ them depart, saying that he desired to be alone with me awhile.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When the two slim lads had gone, he let himself fall wearily into a tall,
+ carved chair that was placed near an ebony table with silver feet in the
+ middle of the room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But instead of unburdening himself as I fully expected, he looked at me,
+ and&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is it, Agostino?&rdquo; he inquired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have thought,&rdquo; I answered after a moment's hesitation, &ldquo;of a means by
+ which this unwelcome visit of Farnese's might be brought to an end.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And with that I told him as delicately as was possible that I believed
+ Madonna Bianca to be the lodestone that held him there, and that were she
+ removed from his detestable attentions, Pagliano would cease to amuse him
+ and he would go his ways.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was no outburst such as I had almost looked for at the mere
+ suggestion contained in my faltering words. He looked at me gravely and
+ sadly out of that stern face of his.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I would you had given me this advice two weeks ago,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;But who
+ was to have guessed that this pope's bastard would have so prolonged his
+ visit? For the rest, however, you are mistaken, Agostino. It is not he who
+ has dared to raise his eyes as you suppose to Bianca. Were such the case,
+ I should have killed him with my hands were he twenty times the Duke of
+ Parma. No, no. My Bianca is being honourably wooed by your cousin Cosimo.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked at him, amazed. It could not be. I remembered Giuliana's words.
+ Giuliana did not love me, and were it as he supposed she would have seen
+ no cause to intervene. Rather might she have taken a malicious pleasure in
+ witnessing my own discomfiture, in seeing the sweet maid to whom I had
+ raised my eyes, snatched away from me by my cousin who already usurped so
+ much that was my own.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O, you must be mistaken,&rdquo; I cried.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mistaken?&rdquo; he echoed. He shook his head, smiling bitterly. &ldquo;There is no
+ possibility of mistake. I am just come from an interview with the Duke and
+ his fine captain. Together they sought me out to ask my daughter's hand
+ for Cosimo d'Anguissola.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you?&rdquo; I cried, for this thrust aside my every doubt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And I declined the honour,&rdquo; he answered sternly, rising in his agitation.
+ &ldquo;I declined it in such terms as to leave them no doubt upon the
+ irrevocable quality of my determination; and then this pestilential Duke
+ had the effrontery to employ smiling menaces, to remind me that he had the
+ power to compel folk to bend the knee to his will, to remind me that
+ behind him he had the might of the Pontiff and even of the Holy Office.
+ And when I defied him with the answer that I was a feudatory of the
+ Emperor, he suggested that the Emperor himself must bow before the Court
+ of the Inquisition.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My God!&rdquo; I cried in liveliest fear.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;An idle threat!&rdquo; he answered contemptuously, and set himself to stride
+ the room, his hands clasped behind his broad back.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What have I to do with the Holy Office?&rdquo; he snorted. &ldquo;But they had worse
+ indignities for me, Agostino. They mocked me with a reminder that Giovanni
+ d'Anguissola had been my firmest friend. They told me they knew it to have
+ been my intention that my daughter should become the Lady of Mondolfo, and
+ to cement the friendship by making one State of Pagliano, Mondolfo and
+ Carmina. And they added that by wedding her to Cosimo d'Anguissola was the
+ way to execute that plan, for Cosimo, Lord of Mondolfo already, should
+ receive Carmina as a wedding-gift from the Duke.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Was such indeed your intention?&rdquo; I asked scarce above a whisper, overawed
+ as men are when they perceive precisely what their folly and wickedness
+ have cost them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He halted before me, and set one hand of his upon my shoulder, looking up
+ into my face. &ldquo;It has been my fondest dream, Agostino,&rdquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I groaned. &ldquo;It is a dream that never can be realized now,&rdquo; said I
+ miserably.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Never, indeed, if Cosimo d'Anguissola continues to be Lord of Mondolfo,&rdquo;
+ he answered, his keen, friendly eyes considering me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I reddened and paled under his glance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nor otherwise,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;For Monna Bianca holds me in the contempt which
+ I deserve. Better a thousand times that I should have remained out of this
+ world to which you caused me to return&mdash;unless, indeed, my present
+ torment is the expiation that is required of me unless, indeed, I was but
+ brought back that I might pay with suffering for all the evil that I have
+ wrought.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He smiled a little. &ldquo;Is it so with you? Why, then, you afflict yourself
+ too soon, boy. You are over-hasty to judge. I am her father, and my little
+ Bianca is a book in which I have studied deeply. I read her better than do
+ you, Agostino. But we will talk of this again.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He turned away to resume his pacing in the very moment in which he had
+ fired me with such exalted hopes. &ldquo;Meanwhile, there is this Farnese dog
+ with his parcel of minions and harlots making a sty of my house. He
+ threatens to remain until I come to what he terms a reasonable mind&mdash;until
+ I consent to do his will and allow my daughter to marry his henchman; and
+ he parted from me enjoining me to give the matter thought, and impudently
+ assuring me that in Cosimo d'Anguissola&mdash;in that guelphic jackal&mdash;I
+ had a husband worthy of Bianca de' Cavalcanti.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He spoke it between his teeth, his eyes kindling angrily again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The remedy, my lord, is to send Bianca hence,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;Let her seek
+ shelter in a convent until Messer Pier Luigi shall have taken his
+ departure. And if she is no longer here, Cosimo will have little
+ inclination to linger.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He flung back his head, and there was defiance in every line of his
+ clear-cut face. &ldquo;Never!&rdquo; he snapped. &ldquo;The thing could have been done two
+ weeks ago, when they first came. It would have seemed that the step was
+ determined before his coming, and that in my independence I would not
+ alter my plans. But to do it now were to show fear of him; and that is not
+ my way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Go, Agostino. Let me have the night to think. I know not how to act. But
+ we will talk again to-morrow.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was best so; best leave it to the night to bring counsel, for we were
+ face to face with grave issues which might need determining sword in hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That I slept little will be readily conceived. I plagued my mind with this
+ matter of Cosimo's suit, thinking that I saw the ultimate intent&mdash;to
+ bring Pagliano under the ducal sway by rendering master of it one who was
+ devoted to Farnese.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then, too, I would think of that other thing that Cavalcanti had said:
+ that I had been hasty in my judgment of his daughter's mind. My hopes rose
+ and tortured me with the suspense they held. Then came to me the awful
+ thought that here there might be a measure of retribution, and that it
+ might be intended as my punishment that Cosimo, whom I had unconsciously
+ bested in my sinful passion, should best me now in this pure and holy
+ love.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was astir betimes, and out in the gardens before any, hoping, I think,
+ that Bianca, too, might seek the early morning peace of that place, and
+ that so we might have speech.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Instead, it was Giuliana who came to me. I had been pacing the terrace
+ some ten minutes, inhaling the matutinal fragrance, drawing my hands
+ through the cool dew that glistened upon the boxwood hedges, when I saw
+ her issue from the loggia that opened to the gardens.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Upon her coming I turned to go within, and I would have passed her without
+ a word, but that she put forth a hand to detain me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was seeking you, Agostino,&rdquo; she said in greeting.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Having found me, Madonna, you will give me leave to go,&rdquo; said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But she was resolutely barring my way. A slow smile parted her scarlet
+ lips and broke over that ivory countenance that once I had deemed so
+ lovely and now I loathed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I mind me another occasion in a garden betimes one morning when you were
+ in no such haste to shun me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I crimsoned under her insolent regard. &ldquo;Have you the courage to remember?&rdquo;
+ I exclaimed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Half the art of life is to harbour happy memories,&rdquo; said she.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Happy?&rdquo; quoth I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you deny that we were happy on that morning?&mdash;it would be just
+ about this time of year, two years ago. And what a change in you since
+ then! Heigho! And yet men say that woman is inconstant!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I did not know you then,&rdquo; I answered harshly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And do you know me now? Has womanhood no mysteries for you since you
+ gathered wisdom in the wilderness?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked at her with detestation in my eyes. The effrontery, the ease and
+ insolence of her bearing, all confirmed my conviction of her utter
+ shamelessness and heartlessness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The day after... after your husband died,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;I saw you in a dell
+ near Castel Guelfo with my Lord Gambara. In that hour I knew you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She bit her lip, then smiled again. &ldquo;What would you?&rdquo; answered she.
+ &ldquo;Through your folly and crime I was become an outcast. I went in danger of
+ my life. You had basely deserted me. My Lord Gambara, more generous,
+ offered me shelter and protection. I was not born for martyrdom and
+ dungeons,&rdquo; she added, and sighed with smiling plaintiveness. &ldquo;Are you, of
+ all men, the one to blame me?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have not the right, I know,&rdquo; I answered. &ldquo;Nor do I blame you more than
+ I blame myself. But since I blame myself most bitterly&mdash;since I
+ despise and hate myself for what is past, you may judge what my feelings
+ are for you. And judging them, I think it were well you gave me leave to
+ go.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I came to speak of other than ourselves, Ser Agostino,&rdquo; she answered, all
+ unmoved still by my scorn, or leastways showing nothing of what emotions
+ might be hers. &ldquo;It is of that simpering daughter of my Lord of Pagliano.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There is nothing I could less desire to hear you talk upon,&rdquo; said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is so very like a man to scorn the thing I could tell him after he has
+ already heard it from me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The thing you told me was false,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;It was begotten of fear to see
+ your own base interests thwarted. It is proven so by the circumstance that
+ the Duke has sought the hand of Madonna Bianca for Cosimo d'Anguissola.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;For Cosimo?&rdquo; she cried, and I never saw her so serious and thoughtful.
+ &ldquo;For Cosimo? You are sure of this?&rdquo; The urgency of her tone was such that
+ it held me there and compelled my answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have it from my lord himself.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She knit her brows, her eyes upon the ground; then slowly she raised them,
+ and looked at me again, the same unusual seriousness and alertness in
+ every line of her face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why, by what dark ways does he burrow to his ends?&rdquo; she mused.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then her eyes grew lively, her expression cunning and vengeful. &ldquo;I see
+ it!&rdquo; she exclaimed. &ldquo;O, it is as clear as crystal. This is the Roman
+ manner of using complaisant husbands.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Madonna!&rdquo; I rebuked her angrily&mdash;angry to think that anyone should
+ conceive that Bianca could be so abused.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Gesu!&rdquo; she returned with a shrug. &ldquo;The thing is plain enough if you will
+ but look at it. Here his excellency dares nothing, lest he should provoke
+ the resentment of that uncompromising Lord of Pagliano. But once she is
+ safely away&mdash;as Cosimo's wife...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Stop!&rdquo; I cried, putting out a hand as if I would cover her mouth. Then
+ collecting myself. &ldquo;Do you suggest that Cosimo could lend himself to so
+ infamous a compact?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Lend himself? That pander? You do not know your cousin. If you have any
+ interest in this Madonna Bianca you will get her hence without delay, and
+ see that Pier Luigi has no knowledge of the convent to which she is
+ consigned. He enjoys the privileges of a papal offspring, and there is no
+ sanctuary he will respect. So let the thing be done speedily and in
+ secret.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked at her between doubt and horror.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why should you mistrust me?&rdquo; she asked, answering my look. &ldquo;I have been
+ frank with you. It is not you nor that white-faced ninny I would serve.
+ You may both go hang for me, though I loved you once, Agostino.&rdquo; And the
+ sudden tenderness of tone and smile were infinitely mocking. &ldquo;No, no,
+ beloved, if I meddle in this at all, it is because my own interests are in
+ peril.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I shuddered at the cold, matter-of-fact tone in which she alluded to such
+ interests as those which she could have in Pier Luigi.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ay, shrink and cringe, sir saint,&rdquo; she sneered. &ldquo;Having cast me off and
+ taken up holiness, you have the right, of course.&rdquo; And with that she moved
+ past me, and down the terrace-steps without ever turning her head to look
+ at me again. And that was the last I ever saw of her, as you shall find,
+ though little was it to have been supposed so then.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stood hesitating, half minded to go after her and question her more
+ closely as to what she knew and what she did no more than surmise. But
+ then I reflected that it mattered little. What really mattered was that
+ her good advice should be acted upon without delay.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I went towards the house and in the loggia came face to face with Cosimo.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Still pursuing the old love,&rdquo; he greeted me, smiling and jerking his head
+ in the direction of Giuliana. &ldquo;We ever return to it in the end, they say;
+ yet you had best have a care. It is not well to cross my Lord Pier Luigi
+ in such matters; he can be a very jealous tyrant.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I wondered was there some double meaning in the words. I made shift to
+ pass on, leaving his taunt unanswered, when suddenly he stepped up to me
+ and tapped my shoulder.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;One other thing, sweet cousin. You little deserve a warning at my hands.
+ Yet you shall have it. Make haste to shake the dust of Pagliano from your
+ feet. An evil is hanging over you here.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked into his wickedly handsome face, and smiled coldly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is a warning which in my turn I will give to you, you jackal,&rdquo; said I,
+ and watched the expression of his countenance grow set and frozen, the
+ colour recede from it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What do you mean?&rdquo; he growled, touched to suspicion of my knowledge by
+ the term I had employed. &ldquo;What things has that trull dared to...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I cut in. &ldquo;I mean, sir, to warn you. Do not drive me to do more.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We were quite alone. Behind us stretched the long, empty room, before us
+ the empty gardens. He was without weapons as was I. But my manner was so
+ fierce that he recoiled before me, in positive fear of my hands, I think.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I swung on my heel and pursued my way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I went above to seek Cavalcanti, and found him newly risen. Wrapped in a
+ gown of miniver, he received me with the news that having given the matter
+ thought, he had determined to sacrifice his pride and remove Bianca not
+ later than the morrow, as soon as he could arrange it. And to arrange it
+ he would ride forth at once.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I offered to go with him, and that offer he accepted, whereafter I lounged
+ in his antechamber waiting until he should be dressed, and considering
+ whether to impart to him the further information I had that morning
+ gleaned. In the end I decided not to do so, unable to bring myself to tell
+ him that so much turpitude might possibly be plotting against Bianca. It
+ was a statement that soiled her, so it seemed to me. Indeed I could
+ scarcely bear to think of it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Presently he came forth full-dressed, booted, and armed, and we went along
+ the corridor and out upon the gallery. As side by side we were descending
+ the steps, we caught sight of a singular group in the courtyard.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Six mounted men in black were drawn up there, and a little in the
+ foreground a seventh, in a corselet of blackened steel and with a steel
+ cap upon his head, stood by his horse in conversation with Farnese. In
+ attendance upon the Duke were Cosimo and some three of his gentlemen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We halted upon the steps, and I felt Cavalcanti's hand suddenly tighten
+ upon my arm.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is it?&rdquo; I asked innocently, entirely unalarmed. &ldquo;These are familiars
+ of the Holy Office,&rdquo; he answered me, his tone very grave. In that moment
+ the Duke, turning, espied us. He came towards the staircase to meet us,
+ and his face, too, was very solemn.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We went down, I filled by a strange uneasiness, which I am sure was
+ entirely shared by Cavalcanti.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Evil tidings, my Lord of Pagliano,&rdquo; said Farnese. &ldquo;The Holy Office has
+ sent to arrest the person of Agostino d'Anguissola, for whom it has been
+ seeking for over a year.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;For me?&rdquo; I cried, stepping forward ahead of Cavalcanti. &ldquo;What has the
+ Holy Office to do with me?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The leading familiar advanced. &ldquo;If you are Agostino d'Anguissola, there is
+ a charge of sacrilege against you, for which you are required to answer
+ before the courts of the Holy Office in Rome.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Sacrilege?&rdquo; I echoed, entirely bewildered&mdash;for my first thought had
+ been that here might be something concerning the death of Fifanti, and
+ that the dread tribunal of the Inquisition dealing with the matter
+ secretly, there would be no disclosures to be feared by those who had
+ evoked its power.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The thought was, after all, a foolish one; for the death of Fifanti was a
+ matter that concerned the Ruota and the open courts, and those, as I well
+ knew, did not dare to move against me, on Messer Gambara's account.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Of what sacrilege can I be guilty?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The tribunal will inform you,&rdquo; replied the familiar&mdash;a tall, sallow,
+ elderly man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The tribunal will need, then, to await some other opportunity,&rdquo; said
+ Cavalcanti suddenly. &ldquo;Messer d'Anguissola is my guest; and my guests are
+ not so rudely plucked forth from Pagliano.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Duke drew away, and leaned upon the arm of Cosimo, watching. Behind me
+ in the gallery I heard a rustle of feminine gowns; but I did not turn to
+ look. My eyes were upon the stern sable figure of the familiar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will not be so ill-advised, my lord,&rdquo; he was saying, &ldquo;as to compel us
+ to use force.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will not, I trust, be so ill-advised as to attempt it,&rdquo; laughed
+ Cavalcanti, tossing his great head. &ldquo;I have five score men-at-arms within
+ these walls, Messer Black-clothes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The familiar bowed. &ldquo;That being so, the force for to-day is yours, as you
+ say. But I would solemnly warn you not to employ it contumaciously against
+ the officers of the Holy Office, nor to hinder them in the duty which they
+ are here to perform, lest you render yourself the object of their just
+ resentment.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cavalcanti took a step forward, his face purple with anger that this
+ tipstaff ruffian should take such a tone with him. But in that instant I
+ seized his arm.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is a trap!&rdquo; I muttered in his ear. &ldquo;Beware!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I was no more than in time. I had surprised upon Farnese's mottled face a
+ sly smile&mdash;the smile of the cat which sees the mouse come venturing
+ from its lair. And I saw the smile perish&mdash;to confirm my suspicions&mdash;when
+ at my whispered words Cavalcanti checked in his rashness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Still holding him by the arm, I turned to the familiar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I shall surrender to you in a moment, sir,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;Meanwhile, and you,
+ gentlemen&mdash;give us leave apart.&rdquo; And I drew the bewildered Cavalcanti
+ aside and down the courtyard under the colonnade of the gallery.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My lord, be wise for Bianca's sake,&rdquo; I implored him. &ldquo;I am assured that
+ here is nothing but a trap baited for you. Do not gorge their bait as your
+ valour urges you. Defeat them, my lord, by circumspection. Do you not see
+ that if you resist the Holy Office, they can issue a ban against you, and
+ that against such a ban not even the Emperor can defend you? Indeed, if
+ they told him that his feudatory, the Lord of Pagliano, had been guilty of
+ contumaciously thwarting the ends of the Holy Inquisition, that bigot
+ Charles V would be the first to deliver you over to the ghastly practices
+ of that tribunal. It should not need, my lord, that I should tell you
+ this.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My God!&rdquo; he groaned in utter misery. &ldquo;But you, Agostino?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There is nothing against me,&rdquo; I answered impatiently. &ldquo;What sacrilege
+ have I ever committed? The thing is a trumped-up business, conceived with
+ a foul purpose by Messer Pier Luigi there. Courage, then, and
+ self-restraint; and thus we shall foil their aims. Come, my lord, I will
+ ride to Rome with them. And do not doubt that I shall return very soon.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked at me with eyes that were full of trouble, indecision in every
+ line of a face that was wont to look so resolute. He knew himself between
+ the sword and the wall.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I would that Galeotto were here!&rdquo; cried that man usually so self-reliant.
+ &ldquo;What will he say to me when he comes? You were a sacred charge, boy.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Say to him that I will be returning shortly&mdash;which must be true.
+ Come, then. You may serve me this way. The other way you will but have to
+ endure ultimate arrest, and so leave Bianca at their mercy, which is
+ precisely what they seek.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He braced himself at the thought of Bianca. We turned, and in silence we
+ paced back, quite leisurely as if entirely at our ease, for all that
+ Cavalcanti's face had grown very haggard.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I yield me, sir,&rdquo; I said to the familiar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A wise decision,&rdquo; sneered the Duke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I trust you'll find it so, my lord,&rdquo; I answered, sneering too.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They led forward a horse for me, and when I had embraced Cavalcanti, I
+ mounted and my funereal escort closed about me. We rode across the
+ courtyard under the startled eyes of the folk of Pagliano, for the
+ familiars of the Holy Office were dread and fearful objects even to the
+ stoutest-hearted man. As we neared the gateway a shrill cry rang out on
+ the morning air:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Agostino!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Fear and tenderness and pain were all blent in that cry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I swung round in the saddle to behold the white form of Bianca, standing
+ in the gallery with parted lips and startled eyes that were gazing after
+ me, her arms outheld. And then, even as I looked, she crumpled and sank
+ with a little moan into the arms of the ladies who were with her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked at Pier Luigi and from the depths of my heart I cursed him, and I
+ prayed that the day might not be far distant when he should be made to pay
+ for all the sins of his recreant life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then, as we rode out into the open country, my thoughts were turned to
+ tenderer matters, and it came to me that when all was done, that cry of
+ Bianca's made it worth while to have been seized by the talons of the Holy
+ Office.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER VII. THE PAPAL BULL
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ And now, that you may understand to the full the thing that happened, it
+ is necessary that I should relate it here in its proper sequence, although
+ that must entail my own withdrawal for a time from pages upon which too
+ long I have intruded my own doings and thoughts and feelings.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I set it down as it was told to me later by those who bore their share in
+ it, and particularly by Falcone, who, as you shall learn, came to be a
+ witness of all, and retailed to me the affair with the greatest detail of
+ what this one said and how that one looked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I reached Rome on the fourth day after my setting out with my grim escort,
+ and on that same day, at much the same hour as that in which the door of
+ my dungeon in Sant' Angelo closed upon me, Galeotto rode into the
+ courtyard of Pagliano on his return from his treasonable journey.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was attended only by Falcone, and it so chanced that his arrival was
+ witnessed by Farnese, who with various members of his suite was lounging
+ in the gallery at the time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Surprise was mutual at the encounter; for Galeotto had known nothing of
+ the Duke's sojourn at Pagliano, believing him to be still at Parma, whilst
+ the Duke as little suspected that of the five score men-at-arms garrisoned
+ in Pagliano, three score lances were of Galeotto's free company.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But at sight of this condottiero, whose true aims he was far from
+ suspecting, and whose services he was eager to enlist, the Duke heaved
+ himself up from his seat and went down the staircase shouting greetings to
+ the soldier, and playfully calling him Galeotto in its double sense, and
+ craving to know where he had been hiding himself this while.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The condottiero swung down from his saddle unaided&mdash;a thing which he
+ could do even when full-armed&mdash;and stood before Farnese, a grim,
+ dust-stained figure, with a curious smile twisting his scarred face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why,&rdquo; said he, in answer, &ldquo;I have been upon business that concerns your
+ magnificence somewhat closely.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And with Falcone at his heels he advanced, the horses relinquished to the
+ grooms who had hastened forward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Upon business that concerns me?&rdquo; quoth the Duke, intrigued.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why, yes,&rdquo; said Galeotto, who stood now face to face with Farnese at the
+ foot of the steps up which the Duke's attendants were straggling. &ldquo;I have
+ been recruiting forces, and since one of these days your magnificence is
+ to give me occupation, you will see that the matter concerns you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Above leaned Cavalcanti, his face grey and haggard, without the heart to
+ relish the wicked humour of Galeotto that could make jests for his own
+ entertainment. True there was also Falcone to overhear, appreciate, and
+ grin under cover of his great brown hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Does this mean that you are come to your senses on the score of a
+ stipend, Ser Galeotto?&rdquo; quoth the Duke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am not a trader out of the Giudecca to haggle over my wares,&rdquo; replied
+ the burly condottiero. &ldquo;But I nothing doubt that your magnificence and I
+ will come to an understanding at the last.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Five thousand ducats yearly is my offer,&rdquo; said Farnese, &ldquo;provided that
+ you bring three hundred lances.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, well!&rdquo; said Galeotto softly, &ldquo;you may come to regret one of these
+ days, highness, that you did not think well to pay me the price I ask.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Regret?&rdquo; quoth the Duke, with a frown of displeasure at so much
+ frankness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;When you see me engaged in the service of some other,&rdquo; Galeotto
+ explained. &ldquo;You need a condottiero, my lord; and you may come to need one
+ even more than you do now.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have the Lord of Mondolfo,&rdquo; said the Duke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto stared at him with round eyes. &ldquo;The Lord of Mondolfo?&rdquo; quoth he,
+ intentionally uncomprehending.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have not heard? Why, here he stands.&rdquo; And he waved a jewelled hand
+ towards Cosimo, a handsome figure in green and blue, standing nearest to
+ Farnese.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto looked at this Anguissola, and his brow grew very black.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;So,&rdquo; he said slowly, &ldquo;you are the Lord of Mondolfo, eh? I think you are
+ very brave.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I trust my valour will not be lacking when the proof of it is needed,&rdquo;
+ answered Cosimo haughtily, feeling the other's unfriendly mood and
+ responding to it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It cannot,&rdquo; said Galeotto, &ldquo;since you have the courage to assume that
+ title, for the lordship of Mondolfo is an unlucky one to bear, Ser Cosimo.
+ Giovanni d'Anguissola was unhappy in all things, and his was a truly
+ miserable end. His father before him was poisoned by his best friend, and
+ as for the last who legitimately bore that title&mdash;why, none can say
+ that the poor lad was fortunate.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The last who legitimately bore that title?&rdquo; cried Cosimo, very ruffled.
+ &ldquo;I think, sir, it is your aim to affront me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And what is more,&rdquo; continued the condottiero, as if Cosimo had not
+ spoken, &ldquo;not only are the lords of Mondolfo unlucky in themselves, but
+ they are a source of ill luck to those they serve. Giovanni's father had
+ but taken service with Cesare Borgia when the latter's ruin came at the
+ hands of Pope Julius II. What Giovanni's own friendship cost his friends
+ none knows better than your highness. So that, when all is said, I think
+ you had better look about you for another condottiero, magnificent.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The magnificent stood gnawing his beard and brooding darkly, for he was a
+ grossly superstitious fellow who studied omens and dabbled in horoscopes,
+ divinations, and the like. And he was struck by the thing that Galeotto
+ said. He looked at Cosimo darkly. But Cosimo laughed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Who believes such old wives' tales? Not I, for one.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The more fool you!&rdquo; snapped the Duke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Indeed, indeed,&rdquo; Galeotto applauded. &ldquo;A disbelief in omens can but spring
+ from an ignorance of such matters. You should study them, Messer Cosimo. I
+ have done so, and I tell you that the lordship of Mondolfo is unlucky to
+ all dark-complexioned men. And when such a man has a mole under the left
+ ear as you have&mdash;in itself a sign of death by hanging&mdash;it is
+ well to avoid all risks.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Now that is very strange!&rdquo; muttered the Duke, much struck by this
+ whittling down of Cosimo's chances, whilst Cosimo shrugged impatiently and
+ smiled contemptuously. &ldquo;You seem to be greatly versed in these matters,
+ Ser Galeotto,&rdquo; added Farnese.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He who would succeed in whatever he may undertake should qualify to read
+ all signs,&rdquo; said Galeotto sententiously. &ldquo;I have sought this knowledge.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you see aught in me that you can read?&rdquo; inquired the Duke in all
+ seriousness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto considered him a moment without any trace in his eyes of the
+ wicked mockery that filled his soul. &ldquo;Why,&rdquo; he answered slowly, &ldquo;not in
+ your own person, magnificent&mdash;leastways, not upon so brief a glance.
+ But since you ask me, I have lately been considering the new coinage of
+ your highness.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Yes, yes!&rdquo; exclaimed the Duke, all eagerness, whilst several of his
+ followers came crowding nearer&mdash;for all the world is interested in
+ omens. &ldquo;What do you read there?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Your fate, I think.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My fate?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Have you a coin upon you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Farnese produced a gold ducat, fire-new from the mint. The condottiero
+ took it and placed his finger upon the four letters P L A C&mdash;the
+ abbreviation of &ldquo;Placentia&rdquo; in the inscription.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;P&mdash;L&mdash;A&mdash;C,&rdquo; he spelled. &ldquo;That contains your fate,
+ magnificent, and you may read it for yourself.&rdquo; And he returned the coin
+ to the Duke, who stared at the letters foolishly and then at this reader
+ of omens.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But what is the meaning of PLAC?&rdquo; he asked, and he had paled a little
+ with excitement.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have a feeling that it is a sign. I cannot say more. I can but point it
+ out to you, my lord, and leave the deciphering of it to yourself, who are
+ more skilled than most men in such matters. Have I your excellency's leave
+ to go doff this dusty garb?&rdquo; he concluded.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ay, go, sir,&rdquo; answered the Duke abstractedly, puzzling now with knitted
+ brows over the coin that bore his image.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Come, Falcone,&rdquo; said Galeotto, and with his equerry at his heels he set
+ his foot on the first step.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo leaned forward, a sneer on his white hawk-face, &ldquo;I trust, Ser
+ Galeotto, that you are a better condottiero than a charlatan.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you, sir,&rdquo; said Galeotto, smiling his sweetest in return, &ldquo;are, I
+ trust, a better charlatan than a condottiero.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He went up the stairs, the gaudy throng making way before him, and he came
+ at last to the top, where stood the Lord of Pagliano awaiting him, a great
+ trouble in his eyes. They clasped hands in silence, and Cavalcanti went in
+ person to lead his guest to his apartments.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have not a happy air,&rdquo; said Galeotto as they went. &ldquo;And, Body of God!
+ it is no matter for marvel considering the company you keep. How long has
+ the Farnese beast been here?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;His visit is now in its third week,&rdquo; said Cavalcanti, answering
+ mechanically.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto swore in sheer surprise. &ldquo;By the Host! And what keeps him?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cavalcanti shrugged and let his arms fall to his sides. To Galeotto this
+ proud, stern baron seemed most oddly dispirited.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I see that we must talk,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Things are speeding well and swiftly
+ now,&rdquo; he added, dropping his voice. &ldquo;But more of that presently. I have
+ much to tell you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When they had reached the chamber that was Galeotto's, and the doors were
+ closed and Falcone was unbuckling his master's spurs&mdash;&ldquo;Now for my
+ news,&rdquo; said the condottiero. &ldquo;But first, to spare me repetitions, let us
+ have Agostino here. Where is he?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The look on Cavalcanti's face caused Galeotto to throw up his head like a
+ spirited animal that scents danger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where is he?&rdquo; he repeated, and old Falcone's fingers fell idle upon the
+ buckle on which they were engaged.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cavalcanti's answer was a groan. He flung his long arms to the ceiling, as
+ if invoking Heaven's aid; then he let them fall again heavily, all
+ strength gone out of them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto stood an instant looking at him and turning very white. Suddenly
+ he stepped forward, leaving Falcone upon his knees.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is this?&rdquo; he said, his voice a rumble of thunder. &ldquo;Where is the boy?
+ I say.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Lord of Pagliano could not meet the gaze of those steel coloured eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O God!&rdquo; he groaned. &ldquo;How shall I tell you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Is he dead?&rdquo; asked Galeotto, his voice hard.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, no&mdash;not dead. But... But...&rdquo; The plight of one usually so
+ strong, so full of mastery and arrogance, was pitiful.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But what?&rdquo; demanded the condottiero. &ldquo;Gesu! Am I a woman, or a man
+ without sorrows, that you need to stand hesitating? Whatever it may be,
+ speak, then, and tell me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He is in the clutches of the Holy Office,&rdquo; answered Cavalcanti miserably.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto looked at him, his pallor increasing. Then he sat down suddenly,
+ and, elbows on knees, he took his head in his hands and spoke no word for
+ a spell, during which time Falcone, still kneeling, looked from one to the
+ other in an agony of apprehension and impatience to hear more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Neither noticed the presence of the equerry; nor would it have mattered if
+ they had, for he was trusty as steel, and they had no secrets from him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last, having gained some measure of self-control, Galeotto begged to
+ know what had happened, and Cavalcanti related the event.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What could I do? What could I do?&rdquo; he cried when he had finished.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You let them take him?&rdquo; said Galeotto, like a man who repeats the thing
+ he has been told, because he cannot credit it. &ldquo;You let them take him?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What alternative had I?&rdquo; groaned Cavalcanti, his face ashen and seared
+ with pain.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There is that between us, Ettore, that... that will not let me credit
+ this, even though you tell it me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And now the wretched Lord of Pagliano began to use the very arguments that
+ I had used to him. He spoke of Cosimo's suit of his daughter, and how the
+ Duke sought to constrain him to consent to the alliance. He urged that in
+ this matter of the Holy Office was a trap set for him to place him in
+ Farnese's power.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A trap?&rdquo; roared the condottiero, leaping up. &ldquo;What trap? Where is this
+ trap? You had five score men-at-arms under your orders here&mdash;three
+ score of them my own men, each one of whom would have laid down his life
+ for me, and you allowed the boy to be taken hence by six rascals from the
+ Holy Office, intimidated by a paltry score of troopers that rode with this
+ filthy Duke!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nay, nay&mdash;not that,&rdquo; the other protested. &ldquo;Had I dared to raise a
+ finger I should have brought myself within the reach of the Inquisition
+ without benefiting Agostino. That was the trap, as Agostino himself
+ perceived. It was he himself who urged me not to intervene, but to let
+ them take him hence, since there was no possible charge which the Holy
+ Office could prefer against him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No charge!&rdquo; cried Galeotto, with a withering scorn. &ldquo;Did villainy ever
+ want for invention? And this trap? Body of God, Ettore, am I to account
+ you a fool after all these years? What trap was there that could be sprung
+ upon you as things stood? Why, man, the game was in your hands entirely.
+ Here was this Farnese in your power. What better hostage than that could
+ you have held? You had but to whistle your war-dogs to heel and seize his
+ person, demanding of the Pope his father a plenary absolution and
+ indemnity for yourself and for Agostino from any prosecutions of the Holy
+ Office ere you surrendered him. And had they attempted to employ force
+ against you, you could have held them in check by threatening to hang the
+ Duke unless the parchments you demanded were signed and delivered to you.
+ My God, Ettore! Must I tell you this?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cavalcanti sank to a seat and took his head in his hands.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are right,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;I deserve all your reproaches. I have been a
+ fool. Worse&mdash;I have wanted for courage.&rdquo; And then, suddenly, he
+ reared his head again, and his glance kindled. &ldquo;But it is not yet too
+ late,&rdquo; he cried, and started up. &ldquo;It is still time!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Time!&rdquo; sneered Galeotto. &ldquo;Why, the boy is in their hands. It is hostage
+ for hostage now, a very different matter. He is lost&mdash;irretrievably
+ lost!&rdquo; he ended, groaning. &ldquo;We can but avenge him. To save him is beyond
+ our power.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No,&rdquo; said Cavalcanti. &ldquo;It is not. I am a dolt, a dotard; and I have been
+ the cause of it. Then I shall pay the price.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What price?&rdquo; quoth the condottiero, pondering the other with an eye that
+ held no faintest gleam of hope.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Within an hour you shall have in your hands the necessary papers to set
+ Agostino at liberty; and you shall carry them yourself to Rome. It is the
+ amend I owe you. It shall be made.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But how is it possible?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is possible, and it shall be done. And when it is done you may count
+ upon me to the last breath to help you to pull down this pestilential Duke
+ in ruin.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He strode to the door, his step firm once more and his face set, though it
+ was very grey. &ldquo;I will leave you now. But you may count upon the
+ fulfilment of my promise.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He went out, leaving Galeotto and Falcone alone, and the condottiero flung
+ himself into a chair and sat there moodily, deep in thought, still in his
+ dusty garments and with no thought for changing them. Falcone stood by the
+ window, looking out upon the gardens and not daring to intrude upon his
+ master's mood.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus Cavalcanti found them a hour later when he returned. He brought a
+ parchment, to which was appended a great seal bearing the Pontifical arms.
+ He thrust it into Galeotto's hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;is the discharge of the debt which through my weakness
+ and folly I have incurred.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto looked at the parchment, then at Cavalcanti, and then at the
+ parchment once more. It was a papal bull of plenary pardon and indemnity
+ to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How came you by this?&rdquo; he asked, astonished.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Is not Farnese the Pope's son?&rdquo; quoth Cavalcanti scornfully.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But upon what terms was it conceded? If it involves your honour, your
+ life, or your liberty, here's to make an end of it.&rdquo; And he held it across
+ in his hands as if to tear it, looking up at the Lord of Pagliano.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It involves none of these,&rdquo; the latter answered steadily. &ldquo;You had best
+ set out at once. The Holy Office can be swift to act.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER VIII. THE THIRD DEGREE
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ I was haled from my dungeon by my gaoler accompanied by two figures that
+ looked immensely tall in their black monkish gowns, their heads and faces
+ covered by vizored cowls in which two holes were cut for their eyes. Seen
+ by the ruddy glare of the torch which the gaoler carried to that
+ subterranean place of darkness, those black, silent figures, their very
+ hands tucked away into the wide-mouthed sleeves of their habits, looked
+ spectral and lurid&mdash;horrific messengers of death.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ By chill, dark passages of stone, through which our steps reverberated,
+ they brought me to a pillared, vaulted underground chamber, lighted by
+ torches in iron brackets on the walls.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On a dais stood an oaken writing-table bearing two massive wax tapers and
+ a Crucifix. At this table sat a portly, swarthy-visaged man in the black
+ robes of the order of St. Dominic. Immediately below and flanking him on
+ either hand sat two mute cowled figures to do the office of amanuenses.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Away on the right, where the shadows were but faintly penetrated by the
+ rays of the torches, stood an engine of wood somewhat of the size and
+ appearance of the framework of a couch, but with stout straps of leather
+ to pinion the patient, and enormous wooden screws upon which the frame
+ could be made to lengthen or contract. From the ceiling grey ropes dangled
+ from pulleys, like the tentacles of some dread monster of cruelty.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One glance into that gloomy part of the chamber was enough for me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Repressing a shudder, I faced the inquisitor, and thereafter kept my eyes
+ upon him to avoid the sight of those other horrors. And he was horror
+ enough for any man in my circumstances to envisage.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was very fat, with a shaven, swarthy face and the dewlap of an ox. In
+ that round fleshliness his eyes were sunken like two black buttons,
+ malicious through their very want of expression. His mouth was
+ loose-lipped and gluttonous and cruel.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When he spoke, the deep rumbling quality of his voice was increased by the
+ echoes of that vaulted place.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is your name?&rdquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am Agostino d'Anguissola, Lord of Mondolfo and...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Pass over your titles,&rdquo; he boomed. &ldquo;The Holy Office takes no account of
+ worldly rank. What is your age?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am in my twenty-first year.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Benedicamus Dominum,&rdquo; he commented, though I could not grasp the
+ appositeness of the comment. &ldquo;You stand accused, Agostino d'Anguissola, of
+ sacrilege and of defiling holy things. What have you to say? Do you
+ confess your guilt?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am so far from confessing it,&rdquo; I answered, &ldquo;that I have yet to learn
+ what is the nature of the sacrilege with which I am charged. I am
+ conscious of no such sin. Far from it, indeed...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You shall be informed,&rdquo; he interrupted, imposing silence upon me by a
+ wave of his fat hand; and heaving his vast bulk sideways&mdash;&ldquo;Read him
+ the indictment,&rdquo; he bade one of the amanuenses.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ From the depths of a vizored cowl came a thin, shrill voice:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The Holy Office has knowledge that Agostino d'Anguissola did for a space
+ of some six months, during the winter of the year of Our Blessed Lord
+ 1544, and the spring of the year of Our Blessed Lord 1545, pursue a
+ fraudulent and sacrilegious traffic, adulterating, for moneys which he
+ extorted from the poor and the faithful, things which are holy, and
+ adapting them to his own base purposes. It is charged against him that in
+ a hermitage on Monte Orsaro he did claim for an image of St. Sebastian
+ that it was miraculous, that it had power to heal suffering and that
+ miraculously it bled from its wounds each year during Passion Week, whence
+ it resulted that pilgrimages were made to this false shrine and great
+ store of alms was collected by the said Agostino d'Anguissola, which
+ moneys he appropriated to his own purposes. It is further known that
+ ultimately he fled the place, fearing discovery, and that after his flight
+ the image was discovered broken and the cunning engine by which this
+ diabolical sacrilege was perpetrated was revealed.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Throughout the reading, the fleshy eyes of the inquisitor had been
+ steadily, inscrutably regarding me. He passed a hand over his pendulous
+ chin, as the thin voice faded into silence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have heard,&rdquo; said he.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have heard a tangle of falsehood,&rdquo; answered I. &ldquo;Never was truth more
+ untruly told than this.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The beady eyes vanished behind narrowing creases of fat; and yet I knew
+ that they were still regarding me. Presently they appeared again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you deny that the image contained this hideous engine of fraud?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I do not,&rdquo; I answered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Set it down,&rdquo; he eagerly bade one of the amanuenses. &ldquo;He confesses thus
+ much.&rdquo; And then to me&mdash;&ldquo;Do you deny that you occupied that hermitage
+ during the season named?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I do not.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Set it down,&rdquo; he said again. &ldquo;What, then, remains?&rdquo; he asked me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It remains that I knew nothing of the fraud. The trickster was a
+ pretended monk who dwelt there before me and at whose death I was present.
+ I took his place thereafter, implicitly believing in the miraculous image,
+ refusing, when its fraud was ultimately suggested to me, to credit that
+ any man could have dared so vile and sacrilegious a thing. In the end,
+ when it was broken and its fraud discovered, I quitted that ghastly shrine
+ of Satan's in horror and disgust.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was no emotion on the huge, yellow face. &ldquo;That is the obvious
+ defence,&rdquo; he said slowly. &ldquo;But it does not explain the appropriation of
+ the moneys.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I appropriated none,&rdquo; I cried angrily. That is the foulest lie of all.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you deny that alms were made?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Certainly they were made; though to what extent I am unaware. A vessel of
+ baked earth stood at the door to receive the offerings of the faithful. It
+ had been my predecessor's practice to distribute a part of these alms
+ among the poor; a part, it was said, he kept to build a bridge over the
+ Bagnanza torrent, which was greatly needed.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, well?&rdquo; quoth he. &ldquo;And when you left you took with you the moneys
+ that had been collected?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I did not,&rdquo; I answered. &ldquo;I gave the matter no thought. When I left I took
+ nothing with me&mdash;not so much as the habit I had worn in that
+ hermitage.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a pause. Then he spoke slowly. &ldquo;Such is not the evidence before
+ the Holy Office.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What evidence?&rdquo; I cried, breaking in upon his speech. &ldquo;Where is my
+ accuser? Set me face to face with him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Slowly he shook his huge head with its absurd fringe of greasy locks about
+ the tonsured scalp&mdash;that symbol of the Crown of Thorns.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You must surely know that such is not the way of the Holy Office. In its
+ wisdom this tribunal holds that to produce delators would be to subject
+ them perhaps to molestation, and thus dry up the springs of knowledge and
+ information which it now enjoys. So that your request is idle as idle as
+ is the attempt at defence that you have made, the falsehoods with which
+ you have sought to clog the wheels of justice.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Falsehood, sir monk?&rdquo; quoth I, so fiercely that one of my attendants set
+ a restraining hand upon my arm.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The beady eyes vanished and reappeared, and they considered me
+ impassively.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Your sin, Agostino d'Anguissola,&rdquo; said he in his booming, level voice,
+ &ldquo;is the most hideous that the wickedness of man could conceive or
+ diabolical greed put into execution. It is the sin that more than any
+ other closes the door to mercy. It is the offence of Simon Mage, and it is
+ to be expiated only through the gates of death. You shall return hence to
+ your cell, and when the door closes upon you, it closes upon you for all
+ time in life, nor shall you ever see your fellow-man again. There hunger
+ and thirst shall be your executioners, slowly to deprive you of a life of
+ which you have not known how to make better use. Without light or food or
+ drink shall you remain there until you die. This is the punishment for
+ such sacrilege as yours.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I could not believe it. I stood before him what time he mouthed out those
+ horrible and emotionless words. He paused a moment, and again came that
+ broad gesture of his that stroked mouth and chin. Then he resumed:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;So much for your body. There remains your soul. In its infinite mercy,
+ the Holy Office desires that your expiation be fulfilled in this life, and
+ that you may be rescued from the fires of everlasting Hell. Therefore it
+ urges you to cleanse yourself by a full and contrite avowal ere you go
+ hence. Confess, then, my son, and save your soul.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Confess?&rdquo; I echoed. &ldquo;Confess to a falsehood? I have told you the truth of
+ this matter. I tell you that in all the world there is none less prone to
+ sacrilege than I that I am by nature and rearing devout and faithful.
+ These are lies which have been uttered to my hurt. In dooming me you doom
+ an innocent man. Be it so. I do not know that I have found the world so
+ delectable a place as to quit it with any great regret. My blood be upon
+ your own heads and upon this iniquitous and monstrous tribunal. But spare
+ yourselves at least the greater offence of asking my confession of a
+ falsehood.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The little eyes had vanished. The face grew very evil, stirred at last
+ into animosity by my denunciation of that court. Then the inscrutable mask
+ slipped once more over that odious countenance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He took up a little mallet, and struck a gong that stood beside him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I heard a creaking of hinges, and saw an opening in the wall to my right,
+ where I had perceived no door. Two men came forth&mdash;brawny, muscular,
+ bearded men in coarse, black hose and leathern waistcoats cut deep at the
+ neck and leaving their great arms entirely naked. The foremost carried a
+ thong of leather in his hands.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The hoist,&rdquo; said the inquisitor shortly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The men advanced towards me and came to replace the familiars between whom
+ I had been standing. Each seized an arm, and they held me so. I made no
+ resistance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Will you confess?&rdquo; the inquisitor demanded. &ldquo;There is still time to save
+ yourself from torture.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But already the torture had commenced, for the very threat of it is known
+ as the first degree. I was in despair. Death I could suffer. But under
+ torments I feared that my strength might fail. I felt my flesh creeping
+ and tightening upon my body, which had grown very cold with the awful
+ chill of fear; my hair seemed to bristle and stiffen until I thought that
+ I could feel each separate thread of it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I swear to you that I have spoken the truth,&rdquo; I cried desperately. &ldquo;I
+ swear it by the sacred image of Our Redeemer standing there before you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Shall we believe the oath of an unbeliever attainted of sacrilege?&rdquo; he
+ grumbled, and he almost seemed to sneer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Believe or not,&rdquo; I answered. &ldquo;But believe this&mdash;that one day you
+ shall stand face to face with a Judge Whom there is no deceiving, to
+ answer for the abomination that you make of justice in His Holy Name. Let
+ loose against me your worst cruelties, then; they shall be as caresses to
+ the torments that will be loosed against you when your turn for Judgment
+ comes.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To the hoist with him,&rdquo; he commanded, stretching an arm towards the grey
+ tentacle-like ropes. &ldquo;We must soften his heart and break the diabolical
+ pride that makes him persevere in blasphemy.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They led me aside into that place of torments, and one of them drew down
+ the ropes from the pulley overhead, until the ends fell on a level with my
+ wrists. And this was torture of the second degree&mdash;to see its
+ imminence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Will you confess?&rdquo; boomed the inquisitor's voice. I made him no answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Strip and attach him,&rdquo; he commanded.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The executioners laid hold of me, and in the twinkling of an eye I stood
+ naked to the waist. I caught my lips in my teeth as the ropes were being
+ adjusted to my wrists, and as thus I suffered torture of the third degree.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Will you confess?&rdquo; came again the question.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And scarcely had it been put&mdash;for the last time, as I well knew&mdash;than
+ the door was flung open, and a young man in black sprang into the chamber,
+ and ran to thrust a parchment before the inquisitor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The inquisitor made a sign to the executioners to await his pleasure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stood with throbbing pulses, and waited, instinctively warned that this
+ concerned me. The inquisitor took the parchment, considered its seals and
+ then the writing upon it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That done he set it down and turned to face us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Release him,&rdquo; he bade the executioners, whereat I felt as I would faint
+ in the intensity of this reaction.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When they had done his bidding, the Dominican beckoned me forward. I went,
+ still marvelling.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;See,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;how inscrutable are the Divine ways, and how truth must
+ in the end prevail. Your innocence is established, after all, since the
+ Holy Father himself has seen cause to intervene to save you. You are at
+ liberty. You are free to depart and to go wheresoever you will. This bull
+ concerns you.&rdquo; And he held it out to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My mind moved through these happenings as a man moves through a dense fog,
+ faltering and hesitating at every step. I took the parchment and
+ considered it. Satisfied as to its nature, however mystified as to how the
+ Pope had come to intervene, I folded the document and thrust it into my
+ belt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then the familiars of the Holy Office assisted me to resume my garments;
+ and all was done now in utter silence, and for my own part in the same
+ mental and dream-like confusion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At length the inquisitor waved a huge hand doorwards. &ldquo;Ite!&rdquo; he said, and
+ added, whilst his raised hand seemed to perform a benedictory gesture&mdash;&ldquo;Pax
+ Domini sit tecum.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Et cum spiritu tuo,&rdquo; I replied mechanically, as, turning, I stumbled out
+ of that dread place in the wake of the messenger who had brought the bull,
+ and who went ahead to guide me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER IX. THE RETURN
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ Above in the blessed sunlight, which hurt my eyes&mdash;for I had not seen
+ it for a full week&mdash;I found Galeotto awaiting me in a bare room; and
+ scarcely was I aware of his presence than his great arms went round me and
+ enclasped me so fervently that his corselet almost hurt my breast, and
+ brought back as in a flash a poignant memory of another man fully as tall,
+ who had held me to him one night many years ago, and whose armour, too,
+ had hurt me in that embrace.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then he held me at arms' length and considered me, and his steely eyes
+ were blurred and moist. He muttered something to the familiar, linked his
+ arm through mine and drew me away, down passages, through doors, and so at
+ last into the busy Roman street.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We went in silence by ways that were well known to him but in which I
+ should assuredly have lost myself, and so we came at last to a fair tavern&mdash;the
+ Osteria del Sole&mdash;near the Tower of Nona.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His horse was stalled here, and a servant led the way above-stairs to the
+ room that he had hired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How wrong had I not been, I reflected, to announce before the Inquisition
+ that I should have no regrets in leaving this world. How ungrateful was
+ that speech, considering this faithful one who loved me for my father's
+ sake! And was there not Bianca, who, surely&mdash;if her last cry, wrung
+ from her by anguish, contained the truth&mdash;must love me for my own?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How sweet the revulsion that now came upon me as I sank into a chair by
+ the window, and gave myself up to the enjoyment of that truly happy moment
+ in which the grey shadow of death had been lifted from me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Servants bustled in, to spread the board with the choice meats that
+ Galeotto had ordered, and great baskets of luscious fruits and flagons of
+ red Puglia wine; and soon we seated ourselves to the feast.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But ere I began to eat, I asked Galeotto how this miracle had been
+ wrought; what magic powers he wielded that even the Holy Office must open
+ its doors at his bidding. With a glance at the servants who attended us,
+ he bade me eat, saying that we should talk anon. And as my reaction had
+ brought a sharp hunger in its train, I fell to with the best will in all
+ the world, and from broth to figs there were few words between us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last, our goblets charged and the servants with-drawn, I repeated my
+ inquiry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The magic is not mine,&rdquo; said Galeotto. &ldquo;It is Cavalcanti's. It was he who
+ obtained this bull.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And with that he set himself briefly to relate the matters that already
+ are contained here concerning that transaction, but the minuter details of
+ which I was later to extract from Falcone. And as he proceeded with his
+ narrative I felt myself growing cold again with apprehension, just as I
+ had grown cold that morning in the hands of the executioners. Until at
+ last, seeing me dead-white, Galeotto checked to inquire what ailed me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What&mdash;what was the price that Cavalcanti paid for this?&rdquo; I inquired
+ in answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I could not glean it, nor did I stay to insist, for there was haste. He
+ assured me that the thing had been accomplished without hurt to his
+ honour, life, or liberty; and with that I was content, and spurred for
+ Rome.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you have never since thought what the price was that Cavalcanti might
+ have paid?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked at me with troubled eyes. &ldquo;I confess that in this matter the
+ satisfaction of coming to your salvation has made me selfish. I have had
+ thoughts for nothing else.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I groaned, and flung out my arms across the table. &ldquo;He has paid such a
+ price,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;that a thousand times sooner would I that you had left me
+ where I was.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He leaned forward, frowning darkly. &ldquo;What do you mean?&rdquo; he cried.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then I told him what I feared; told him how Farnese had sued for
+ Bianca's hand for Cosimo; how proudly and finally Cavalcanti had refused;
+ how the Duke had insisted that he would remain at Pagliano until my lord
+ changed his mind; how I had learned from Giuliana the horrible motive that
+ urged the Duke to press for that marriage.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Lastly&mdash;&ldquo;And that is the price he consented to pay,&rdquo; I cried wildly.
+ &ldquo;His daughter&mdash;that sweet virgin&mdash;was the price! And at this
+ hour, maybe, the price is paid and that detestable bargain consummated. O,
+ Galeotto! Galeotto! Why was I not left to rot in that dungeon of the
+ Inquisition&mdash;since I could have died happily, knowing naught of
+ this?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;By the Blood of God, boy! Do you imply that I had knowledge? Do you
+ suggest that I would have bought any life at such a price?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, no!&rdquo; I answered. &ldquo;I know that you did not&mdash;that you could
+ not...&rdquo; And then I leaped to my feet. &ldquo;And we sit talking here, whilst
+ this... whilst this... O God!&rdquo; I sobbed. &ldquo;We may yet be in time. To horse,
+ then! Let us away!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He, too, came to his feet. &ldquo;Ay, you are right. It but remains to remedy
+ the evil. Come, then. Anger shall mend my spent strength. It can be done
+ in three days. We will ride as none ever rode yet since the world began.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And we did&mdash;so desperately that by the morning of the third day,
+ which was a Sunday, we were in Forli (having crossed the Apennines at
+ Arcangelo) and by that same evening in Bologna. We had not slept and we
+ had scarcely rested since leaving Rome. We were almost dead from
+ weariness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Since such was my own case, what must have been Galeotto's? He was of
+ iron, it is true. But consider that he had ridden this way at as desperate
+ a pace already, to save me from the clutches of the Inquisition; and that,
+ scarce rested, he was riding north again. Consider this, and you will not
+ marvel that his weariness conquered him at last.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the inn at Bologna where we dismounted, we found old Falcone awaiting
+ us. He had set out with his master to ride to Rome. But being himself
+ saddle-worn at the time, he had been unable to proceed farther than this,
+ and here Galeotto in his fierce impatience had left him, pursuing his way
+ alone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here, then, we found the equerry again, consumed by anxiety. He leapt
+ forward to greet me, addressing me by the old title of Madonnino which I
+ loved to hear from him, however much that title might otherwise arouse
+ harsh and gloomy memories.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here at Bologna Galeotto announced that he would be forced to rest, and we
+ slept for three hours&mdash;until night had closed in. We were shaken out
+ of our slumbers by the host as he had been ordered; but even then I lay
+ entranced, my limbs refusing their office, until the memory of what was at
+ issue acted like a spur upon me, and caused me to fling my weariness aside
+ as if it had been a cloak.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto, however, was in a deplorable case. He could not move a limb. He
+ was exhausted&mdash;utterly and hopelessly exhausted with fatigue and want
+ of sleep. Falcone and I pulled him to his feet between us; but he
+ collapsed again, unable to stand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am spent,&rdquo; he muttered. &ldquo;Give me twelve hours&mdash;twelve hours'
+ sleep, Agostino, and I'll ride with you to the Devil.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I groaned and cursed in one. &ldquo;Twelve hours!&rdquo; I cried. &ldquo;And she... I can't
+ wait, Galeotto. I must ride on alone.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He lay on his back and stared up at me, and his eyes had a glassy stare.
+ Then he roused himself by an effort, and raised himself upon his elbow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is it, boy&mdash;ride on alone. Take Falcone. Listen, there are
+ three score men of mine at Pagliano who will follow you to Hell at a word
+ that Falcone shall speak to them from me. About it, then, and save her.
+ But wait, boy! Do no violence to Farnese, if you can help it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But if I can't?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If you can't&mdash;no matter. But endeavour not to offer him any hurt!
+ Leave that to me&mdash;anon when all is ripe for it. To-day it would be
+ premature, and... and we... we should be... crushed by the...&rdquo; His speech
+ trailed off into incoherent mutterings; his eyelids dropped, and he was
+ fast asleep again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ten minutes later we were riding north again, and all that night we rode,
+ along the endless Aemilian Way, pausing for no more than a draught of wine
+ from time to time, and munching a loaf as we rode. We crossed the Po, and
+ kept steadily on, taking fresh horses when we could, until towards sunset
+ a turn in the road brought Pagliano into our view&mdash;grey and lichened
+ on the crest of its smooth emerald hill.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The dusk was falling and lights began to gleam from some of the castle
+ windows when we brought up in the shadow of the gateway.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A man-at-arms lounged out of the guardhouse to inquire our business.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Is Madonna Bianca wed yet?&rdquo; was the breathless greeting I gave him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He peered at me, and then at Falcone, and he swore in some surprise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Well, returned my lord! Madonna Bianca? The nuptials were celebrated
+ to-day. The bride has gone.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Gone?&rdquo; I roared. &ldquo;Gone whither, man?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why, to Piacenza&mdash;to my Lord Cosimo's palace there. They set out
+ some three hours since.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where is your lord?&rdquo; I asked him, flinging myself from the saddle.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Within doors, most noble.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How I found him, or by what ways I went to do so, are things that are
+ effaced completely from my memory. But I know that I came upon him in the
+ library. He was sitting hunched in a great chair, his face ashen, his eyes
+ fevered. At sight of me&mdash;the cause, however innocent, of all this
+ evil&mdash;his brows grew dark, and his eyes angry. If he had reproaches
+ for me, I gave him no time to utter them, but hurled him mine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What have you done, sir?&rdquo; I demanded. &ldquo;By what right did you do this
+ thing? By what right did you make a sacrifice of that sweet dove? Did you
+ conceive me so vile as to think that I should ever owe you gratitude&mdash;that
+ I should ever do aught but abhor the deed, abhor all who had a hand in it,
+ abhor the very life itself purchased for me at such a cost?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He cowered before my furious wrath; for I must have seemed terrific as I
+ stood thundering there, my face wild, my eyes bloodshot, half mad from
+ pain and rage and sleeplessness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And do you know what you have done?&rdquo; I went on. &ldquo;Do you know to what you
+ have sold her? Must I tell you?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And I told him, in a dozen brutal words that brought him to his feet, the
+ lion in him roused at last, his eyes ablaze.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;We must after them,&rdquo; I urged. &ldquo;We must wrest her from these beasts, and
+ make a widow of her for the purpose. Galeotto's lances are below and they
+ will follow me. You may bring what more you please. Come, sir&mdash;to
+ horse!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He sprang forward with no answer beyond a muttered prayer that we might
+ come in time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;We must,&rdquo; I answered fiercely, and ran madly from the room, along the
+ gallery and down the stairs, shouting and raging like a maniac, Cavalcanti
+ following me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Within ten minutes, Galeotto's three score men and another score of those
+ who garrisoned Pagliano for Cavalcanti were in the saddle and galloping
+ hell-for-leather to Piacenza. Ahead on fresh horses went Falcone and I,
+ the Lord of Pagliano spurring beside me and pestering me with questions as
+ to the source of my knowledge.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Our great fear was lest we should find the gates of Piacenza closed on our
+ arrival. But we covered the ten miles in something under an hour, and the
+ head of our little column was already through the Fodesta Gate when the
+ first hour of night rang out from the Duomo, giving the signal for the
+ closing of the gates.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The officer in charge turned out to view so numerous a company, and
+ challenged us to stand. But I flung him the answer that we were the Black
+ Bands of Ser Galeotto and that we rode by order of the Duke, with which
+ perforce he had to be content; for we did not stay for more and were too
+ numerous to be detained by such meagre force as he commanded.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Up the dark street we swept&mdash;the same street down which I had last
+ ridden on that night when Gambara had opened the gates of the prison for
+ me&mdash;and so we came to the square and to Cosimo's palace.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All was in darkness, and the great doors were closed. A strange appearance
+ this for a house to which a bride had so newly come.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I dismounted as lightly as if I had not ridden lately more than just the
+ ten miles from Pagliano. Indeed, I had become unconscious of all fatigue,
+ entirely oblivious of the fact that for three nights now I had not slept&mdash;save
+ for the three hours at Bologna.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I knocked briskly on the iron-studded gates. We stood there waiting,
+ Cavalcanti and Falcone afoot with me, the men on horseback still, a silent
+ phalanx.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I issued an order to Falcone. &ldquo;Ten of them to secure our egress, the rest
+ to remain here and allow none to leave the house.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The equerry stepped back to convey the command in his turn to the men, and
+ the ten he summoned slipped instantly from their saddles and ranged
+ themselves in the shadow of the wall.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I knocked again, more imperatively, and at last the postern in the door
+ was opened by an elderly serving-man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What's this?&rdquo; he asked, and thrust a lanthorn into my face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;We seek Messer Cosimo d'Anguissola,&rdquo; I answered. He looked beyond me at
+ the troop that lined the street, and his face became troubled. &ldquo;Why, what
+ is amiss?&rdquo; quoth he.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Fool, I shall tell that to your master. Conduct me to him. The matter
+ presses.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nay, then&mdash;but have you not heard? My lord was wed to-day. You would
+ not have my lord disturbed at such a time?&rdquo; He seemed to leer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I put my foot into his stomach, and bore him backward, flinging him full
+ length upon the ground. He went over and rolled away into a corner, where
+ he lay bellowing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Silence him!&rdquo; I bade the men who followed us in. &ldquo;Then, half of you
+ remain here to guard the stairs; the rest attend us.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The house was vast, and it remained silent, so that it did not seem that
+ the clown's scream when he went over had been heard by any.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Up the broad staircase we sped, guided by the light of the lanthorn, which
+ Falcone had picked up&mdash;for the place was ominously in darkness.
+ Cavalcanti kept pace with me, panting with rage and anxiety.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the head of the stairs we came upon a man whom I recognized for one of
+ the Duke's gentlemen-in-waiting. He had been attracted, no doubt, by the
+ sound of our approach; but at sight of us he turned to escape. Cavalcanti
+ reached forward in time to take him by the ankle, so that he came down
+ heavily upon his face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In an instant I was sitting upon him, my dagger at his throat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A sound,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;and you shall finish it in Hell!&rdquo; Eyes bulging with
+ fear stared at me out of his white face. He was an effeminate cur, of the
+ sort that the Duke was wont to keep about him, and at once I saw that we
+ should have no trouble with him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where is Cosimo?&rdquo; I asked him shortly. &ldquo;Come, man, conduct us to the room
+ that holds him if you would buy your dirty life.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He is not here,&rdquo; wailed the fellow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You lie, you hound,&rdquo; said Cavalcanti, and turning to me&mdash;&ldquo;Finish
+ him, Agostino,&rdquo; he bade me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The man under me writhed, filled now by the terror that Cavalcanti had so
+ cunningly known how to inspire in him. &ldquo;I swear to God that he is not
+ here,&rdquo; he answered, and but that fear had robbed him of his voice, he
+ would have screamed it. &ldquo;Gesu! I swear it&mdash;it is true!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked up at Cavalcanti, baffled, and sick with sudden dismay. I saw
+ Cavalcanti's eye, which had grown dull, kindle anew. He stooped over the
+ prostrate man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Is the bride here&mdash;is my daughter in this house?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The fellow whimpered and did not answer until my dagger's edge was at his
+ throat again. Then he suddenly screeched&mdash;&ldquo;Yes!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In an instant I had dragged him to his feet again, his pretty clothes and
+ daintily curled hair all crumpled, so that he looked the most pitiful
+ thing in all the world.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Lead us to her chamber,&rdquo; I bade him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And he obeyed as men obey when the fear of death is upon them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER X. THE NUPTIALS OF BIANCA
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ An awful thought was in my mind as we went, evoked by the presence in such
+ a place of one of the Duke's gentlemen; an awful question rose again and
+ again to my lips, and yet I could not bring myself to utter it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So we went on in utter silence now, my hand upon his shoulder, clutching
+ velvet doublet and flesh and bone beneath it, my dagger bare in my other
+ hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We crossed an antechamber whose heavy carpet muffled our footsteps, and we
+ halted before tapestry curtains that masked a door, Here, curbing my
+ fierce impatience, I paused. I signed to the five attendant soldiers to
+ come no farther; then I consigned the courtier who had guided us to the
+ care of Falcone, and I restrained Cavalcanti, who was shaking from head to
+ foot.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I raised the heavy, muffling curtain, and standing there an instant by the
+ door, I heard my Bianca's voice, and her words seemed to freeze the very
+ marrow in my bones.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O, my lord,&rdquo; she was imploring in a choking voice, &ldquo;O, my lord, have pity
+ on me!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Sweet,&rdquo; came the answer, &ldquo;it is I who beseech pity at your hands. Do you
+ not see how I suffer? Do you not see how fiercely love of you is torturing
+ me&mdash;how I burn&mdash;that you can so cruelly deny me?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was Farnese's voice. Cosimo, that dastard, had indeed carried out the
+ horrible compact of which Giuliana had warned me, carried it out in a more
+ horrible and inhuman manner than even she had suggested or suspected.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cavalcanti would have hurled himself against the door but that I set a
+ hand upon his arm to restrain him, and a finger of my other hand&mdash;the
+ one that held the dagger&mdash;to my lips.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Softly I tried the latch. I was amazed to find the door yield. And yet,
+ where was the need to lock it? What interruption could he have feared in a
+ house that evidently had been delivered over to him by the bridegroom, a
+ house that was in the hands of his own people?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Very quietly I thrust the door open, and we stood there upon the threshold&mdash;Cavalcanti
+ and I&mdash;father and lover of that sweet maid who was the prey of this
+ foul Duke. We stood whilst a man might count a dozen, silent witnesses of
+ that loathsome scene.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The bridal chamber was all hung in golden arras, save the great carved bed
+ which was draped in dead-white velvet and ivory damask&mdash;symbolizing
+ the purity of the sweet victim to be offered up upon that sacrificial
+ altar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And to that dread sacrifice she had come&mdash;for my sake, as I was to
+ learn&mdash;with the fearful willingness of Iphigenia. For that sacrifice
+ she had been prepared; but not for this horror that was thrust upon her
+ now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She crouched upon a tall-backed praying-stool, her gown not more white
+ than her face, her little hands convulsively clasped to make her prayer to
+ that monster who stood over her, his mottled face all flushed, his eyes
+ glowing as they considered her helplessness and terror with horrible,
+ pitiless greed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus we observed them, ourselves unperceived for some moments, for the
+ praying-stool on which she crouched was placed to the left, by the cowled
+ fire-place, in which a fire of scented wood was crackling, the scene
+ lighted by two golden candlebranches that stood upon the table near the
+ curtained window.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O, my lord!&rdquo; she cried in her despair, &ldquo;of your mercy leave me, and no
+ man shall ever know that you sought me thus. I will be silent, my lord. O,
+ if you have no pity for me, have, at least, pity for yourself. Do not
+ cover yourself with the infamy of such a deed&mdash;a deed that will make
+ you hateful to all men.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Gladly at such a price would I purchase your love, my Bianca! What pains
+ could daunt me? Ah, you are mine, you are mine!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As the hawk that has been long poised closes its wings and drops at last
+ upon its prey, so swooped he of a sudden down upon her, caught and dragged
+ her up from the praying-stool to crush her to him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She screamed in that embrace, and sought to battle, swinging round so that
+ her back was fully towards us, and Farnese, swinging round also in that
+ struggle, faced us and beheld us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was as if a mask had been abruptly plucked from his face, so sudden and
+ stupendous was its alteration. From flushed that it had been it grew livid
+ and sickly; the unholy fires were spent in his eyes, and they grew dull
+ and dead as a snake's; his jaw was loosened, and the sensual mouth looked
+ unutterably foolish.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For a moment I think I smiled upon him, and then Cavalcanti and I sprang
+ forward, both together. As we moved, his arms loosened their hold, and
+ Bianca would have fallen but that I caught her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her terror still upon her, she glanced upwards to see what fresh enemy was
+ this, and then, at sight of my face, as my arms closed about her, and held
+ her safe&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Agostino!&rdquo; she cried, and closed her eyes to lie panting on my breast.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Duke, fleeing like a scared rat before the anger of Cavalcanti,
+ scuttled down the room to a small door in the wall that held the
+ fire-place. He tore it open and sprang through, Cavalcanti following
+ recklessly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a snarl and a cry, and the Lord of Pagliano staggered back,
+ clutching one hand to his breast, and through his fingers came an ooze of
+ blood. Falcone ran to him. But Cavalcanti swore like a man possessed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is nothing!&rdquo; he snapped. &ldquo;By the horns of Satan! it is nothing. A
+ flesh wound, and like a fool I gave back before it. After him! In there!
+ Kill! Kill!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Out came Falcone's sword with a swish, and into the dark closet beyond
+ went the equerry with a roar, Cavalcanti after him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It seemed that scarce had Farnese got within that closet than, flattening
+ himself against the wall, he had struck at Cavalcanti as the latter
+ followed, thus driving him back and gaining all the respite he needed. For
+ now they found the closet empty. There was a door beyond, that opened to a
+ corridor, and this was locked. Not a doubt but that Farnese had gone that
+ way. They broke that door down. I heard them at it what time I comforted
+ Bianca, and soothed her, stroking her head, her cheek, and murmuring
+ fondly to her until presently she was weeping softly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus Cavalcanti and Falcone found us presently when they returned. Farnese
+ had escaped with one of his gentlemen who had reached him in time to warn
+ him that the street was full of soldiers and the palace itself invaded.
+ Thereupon the Duke had dropped from one of the windows to the garden, his
+ gentleman with him, and Cavalcanti had been no more than in time to see
+ them disappearing through the garden gate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Lord of Pagliano's buff-coat was covered with blood where Pier Luigi
+ had stabbed him. But he would give the matter no thought. He was like a
+ tiger now. He dashed out into the antechamber, and I heard him bellowing
+ orders. Someone screamed horribly, and then followed a fierce din as if
+ the very place were coming down about our ears.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is it?&rdquo; cried Bianca, quivering in my arms. &ldquo;Are... are they
+ fighting?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I do not think so, sweet,&rdquo; I answered her. &ldquo;We are in great strength.
+ Have no fear.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then Falcone came in again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The Lord of Pagliano is raging like a madman,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;We had best be
+ getting away or we shall have a brush with the Captain of Justice.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Supporting Bianca, I led her from that chamber.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where are we going?&rdquo; she asked me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Home to Pagliano,&rdquo; I answered her, and with that answer comforted that
+ sorely tried maid.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We found the antechamber in wreckage. The great chandelier had been
+ dragged from the ceiling, pictures were slashed and cut to ribbons, the
+ arras had been torn from the walls and the costly furniture was reduced to
+ fire-wood; the double-windows opening to the balcony stood wide, and not a
+ pane of glass left whole, the fragments lying all about the place.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus, it seemed, childishly almost, had Cavalcanti vented his terrible
+ rage, and I could well conceive what would have befallen any of the Duke's
+ people upon whom in that hour he had chanced. I did not know then that the
+ poor pimp who had acted as our guide was hanging from the balcony dead,
+ nor that his had been the horrible scream I had heard.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the stairs we met the raging Cavalcanti reascending, the stump of his
+ shivered sword in his hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Hasten!&rdquo; he cried. &ldquo;I was coming for you. Let us begone!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Below, just within the main doors we found a pile of furniture set on a
+ heap of straw.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is this?&rdquo; I asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You shall see,&rdquo; he roared. &ldquo;Get to horse.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I hesitated a moment, then obeyed him, and took Bianca on the withers in
+ front of me, my arm about her to support her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then he called to one of the men-at-arms who stood by with a flaring
+ torch. He snatched the brand from his hand, and stabbed the straw with it
+ in a dozen places, from each of which there leapt at once a tongue of
+ flame. When, at last, he flung the torch into the heart of the pile, it
+ was all a roaring, hissing, crackling blaze.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He stood back and laughed. &ldquo;If there are any more of his brothel-mates in
+ the house, they can escape as he did. They will be more fortunate than
+ that one.&rdquo; And he pointed up to the limp figure hanging from the balcony,
+ so that I now learnt what already I have told you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With my hand I screened Bianca's eyes. &ldquo;Do not look,&rdquo; I bade her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I shuddered at the sight of that limply hanging body. And yet I reflected
+ that it was just. Any man who could have lent his aid to the foul crime
+ that was attempted there that night deserved this fate and worse.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cavalcanti got to horse, and we rode down the street, bringing folk to
+ their windows in alarm. Behind us the flames began to lick out from the
+ ground floor of Cosimo's palace.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We reached the Porta Fodesta, and peremptorily bade the guard to open for
+ us. He answered, as became his duty, with the very words that had been
+ addressed to me at that place on a night two years ago:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;None passes out to-night.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In an instant a group of our men surrounded him, others made a living
+ barrier before the guard-house, whilst two or three dismounted, drew the
+ bolts, and dragged the great gates open.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We rode on, crossing the river, and heading straight for Pagliano.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For a while it was the sweetest ride that ever I rode, with my Bianca
+ nestling against my breast, and responding faintly to all the foolishness
+ that poured from me in that ambrosial hour.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then it seemed to me that we rode not by night but in the blazing
+ light of day, along a dusty road, flanking an arid, sun-drenched stretch
+ of the Campagna; and despite the aridity there must be water somewhere,
+ for I heard it thundering as the Bagnanza had thundered after rain, and
+ yet I knew that could not be the Bagnanza, for the Bagnanza was nowhere in
+ the neighbourhood of Rome.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Suddenly a great voice, and I knew it for the voice of Bianca, called me
+ by name.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Agostino!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The vision was dissipated. It was night again and we were riding for
+ Pagliano through the fertile lands of ultra-Po; and there was Bianca
+ clutching at my breast and uttering my name in accents of fear, whilst the
+ company about me was halting.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What is it?&rdquo; cried Cavalcanti. &ldquo;Are you hurt?&rdquo; I understood. I had been
+ dozing in the saddle, and I must have rolled out of it but that Bianca
+ awakened me with her cry. I said so.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Body of Satan!&rdquo; he swore. &ldquo;To doze at such a time!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have scarce been out of the saddle for three days and three nights&mdash;this
+ is the fourth,&rdquo; I informed him. &ldquo;I have had but three hours' sleep since
+ we left Rome. I am done,&rdquo; I admitted. &ldquo;You, sir, had best take your
+ daughter. She is no longer safe with me.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was so. The fierce tension which had banished sleep from me whilst
+ these things were doing, being now relaxed, left me exhausted as Galeotto
+ had been at Bologna. And Galeotto had urged me to halt and rest there! He
+ had begged for twelve hours! I could now thank Heaven from a full heart
+ for having given me the strength and resolution to ride on, for those
+ twelve hours would have made all the difference between Heaven and Hell.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cavalcanti himself would not take her, confessing to some weakness. For
+ all that he insisted that his wound was not serious, yet he had lost much
+ blood through having neglected in his rage to stanch it. So it was to
+ Falcone that fell the charge of that sweet burden.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The last thing I remember was Cavalcanti's laugh, as, from the high ground
+ we had mounted, he stopped to survey a ruddy glare above the city of
+ Piacenza, where, in a vomit of sparks, Cosimo's fine palace was being
+ consumed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then we rode down into the valley again; and as we went the thud of hooves
+ grew more and more distant, and I slept in the saddle as I rode, a
+ man-at-arms on either side of me, so that I remember no more of the doings
+ of that strenuous night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XI. THE PENANCE
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ I awakened in the chamber that had been mine at Pagliano before my arrest
+ by order of the Holy Office, and I was told upon awakening that I had
+ slept a night and a day and that it was eventide once more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I rose, bathed, and put on a robe of furs, and then Galeotto came to visit
+ me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had arrived at dawn, and he too had slept for some ten hours since his
+ arrival, yet despite of it his air was haggard, his glance overcast and
+ heavy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I greeted him joyously, conscious that we had done well. But he remained
+ gloomy and unresponsive.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There is ill news,&rdquo; he said at last. &ldquo;Cavalcanti is in a raging fever,
+ and he is sapped of strength, his body almost drained of blood. I even
+ fear that he is poisoned, that Farnese's dagger was laden with some
+ venom.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O, surely... it will be well with him!&rdquo; I faltered. He shook his head
+ sombrely, his brows furrowed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He must have been stark mad last night. To have raged as he did with such
+ a wound upon him, and to have ridden ten miles afterwards! O, it was
+ midsummer frenzy that sustained him. Here in the courtyard he reeled
+ unconscious from the saddle; they found him drenched with blood from head
+ to foot; and he has been unconscious ever since. I am afraid...&rdquo; He
+ shrugged despondently.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you mean that... that he may die?&rdquo; I asked scarce above a whisper.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It will be a miracle if he does not. And that is one more crime to the
+ score of Pier Luigi.&rdquo; He said it in a tone of indescribable passion,
+ shaking his clenched fist at the ceiling.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The miracle did not come to pass. Two days later, in the presence of
+ Galeotto, Bianca, Fra Gervasio, who had been summoned from his Piacenza
+ convent to shrive the unfortunate baron, and myself, Ettore Cavalcanti
+ sank quietly to rest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Whether he was dealt an envenomed wound, as Galeotto swore, or whether he
+ died as a result of the awful draining of his veins, I do not know.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the end he had a moment of lucidity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will guard my Bianca, Agostino,&rdquo; he said to me, and I swore it
+ fervently, as he bade me, whilst upon her knees beyond the bed, clasping
+ one of his hands that had grown white as marble, Bianca was sobbing
+ brokenheartedly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then the dying man turned his head to Galeotto. &ldquo;You will see justice done
+ upon that monster ere you die,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;It is God's holy work.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then his mind became clouded again by the mists of approaching
+ dissolution, and he sank into a sleep, from which he never awakened.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We buried him on the morrow in the Chapel of Pagliano, and on the next day
+ Galeotto drew up a memorial wherein he set forth all the circumstances of
+ the affair in which that gallant gentleman had met his end. It was a
+ terrible indictment of Pier Luigi Farnese. Of this memorial he prepared
+ two copies, and to these&mdash;as witnesses of all the facts therein
+ related&mdash;Bianca, Falcone, and I appended our signatures, and Fra
+ Gervasio added his own. One of these copies Galeotto dispatched to the
+ Pope, the other to Ferrante Gonzaga in Milan, with a request that it
+ should be submitted to the Emperor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When the memorial was signed, he rose, and taking Bianca's hand in his
+ own, he swore by his every hope of salvation that ere another year was
+ sped her father should be avenged together with all the other of Pier
+ Luigi's victims.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That same day he set out again upon his conspirator's work, whose aim was
+ not only the life of Pier Luigi, but the entire shattering of the
+ Pontifical sway in Parma and Piacenza. Some days later he sent me another
+ score of lances&mdash;for he kept his forces scattered about the country
+ whilst gradually he increased their numbers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thereafter we waited for events at Pagliano, the drawbridge raised, and
+ none entering save after due challenge.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We expected an attack which never came; for Pier Luigi did not dare to
+ lead an army against an Imperial fief upon such hopeless grounds as were
+ his own. Possibly, too, Galeotto's memorial may have caused the Pope to
+ impose restraint upon his dissolute son.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo d'Anguissola, however, had the effrontery to send a messenger a
+ week later to Pagliano, to demand the surrender of his wife, saying that
+ she was his by God's law and man's, and threatening to enforce his rights
+ by an appeal to the Vatican.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That we sent the messenger empty-handed away, it is scarce necessary to
+ chronicle. I was in command at Pagliano, holding it in Bianca's name, as
+ Bianca's lieutenant and castellan, and I made oath that I would never
+ lower the bridge to admit an enemy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But Cosimo's message aroused in us a memory that had lain dormant these
+ days. She was no longer for my wooing. She was the wife of another.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It came to us almost as a flash of lightning in the night; and it startled
+ us by all that it revealed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The fault of it is all mine,&rdquo; said she, as we sat that evening in the
+ gold-and-purple dining-room where we had supped.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was with those words that she broke the silence that had endured
+ throughout the repast, until the departure of the pages and the seneschal
+ who had ministered to us precisely as in the days when Cavalcanti had been
+ alive.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, not that, sweet!&rdquo; I implored her, reaching a hand to her across the
+ table.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But it is true, my dear,&rdquo; she answered, covering my hand with her own.
+ &ldquo;If I had shown you more mercy when so contritely you confessed your sin,
+ mercy would have been shown to me. I should have known from the sign I had
+ that we were destined for each other; that nothing that you had done could
+ alter that. I did know it, and yet...&rdquo; She halted there, her lip
+ tremulous.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And yet you did the only thing that you could do when your sweet purity
+ was outraged by the knowledge of what I really had been.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But you were so no more,&rdquo; she said with a something of pleading in her
+ voice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It was you&mdash;the blessed sight of you that cleansed me,&rdquo; I cried.
+ &ldquo;When love for you awoke in me, I knew love for the first time, for that
+ other thing which I deemed love had none of love's holiness. Your image
+ drove out all the sin from my soul. The peace which half a year of
+ penance, of fasting and flagellation could not bring me, was brought me by
+ my love for you when it awoke. It was as a purifying fire that turned to
+ ashes all the evil of desires that my heart had held.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her hand pressed mine. She was weeping softly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I was an outcast,&rdquo; I continued. &ldquo;I was a mariner without compass, far
+ from the sight of land, striving to find my way by the light of sentiments
+ implanted in me from early youth. I sought salvation desperately&mdash;sought
+ it in a hermitage, as I would have sought it in a cloister but that I had
+ come to regard myself as unworthy of the cloistered life. I found it at
+ last, in you, in the blessed contemplation of you. It was you who taught
+ me the lesson that the world is God's world and that God is in the world
+ as much as in the cloister. Such was the burden of your message that night
+ when you appeared to me on Monte Orsaro.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O, Agostino!&rdquo; she cried, &ldquo;and all this being so can you refrain from
+ blaming me for what has come to pass? If I had but had faith in you&mdash;the
+ faith in the sign which we both received&mdash;I should have known all
+ this; known that if you had sinned you had been tempted and that you had
+ atoned.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I think the atonement lies here and now, in this,&rdquo; I answered very
+ gravely. &ldquo;She was the wife of another who dragged me down. You are the
+ wife of another who have lifted me up. She through sin was attainable.
+ That you can never, never be, else should I have done with life in
+ earnest. But do not blame yourself, sweet saint. You did as your pure
+ spirit bade you; soon all would have been well but that already Messer
+ Pier Luigi had seen you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She shuddered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You know, dear that if I submitted to wed your cousin, it was to save you&mdash;that
+ such was the price imposed?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Dear saint!&rdquo; I cried.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I but mention it that upon such a score you may have no doubt of my
+ motives.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How could I doubt?&rdquo; I protested.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I rose, and moved down the room towards the window, behind which the night
+ gleamed deepest blue. I looked out upon the gardens from which the black
+ shadows of stark poplars thrust upward against the sky, and I thought out
+ this thing. Then I turned to her, having as I imagined found the only and
+ rather obvious solution.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There is but one thing to do, Bianca.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And that?&rdquo; her eyes were very anxious, and looked perhaps even more so in
+ consequence of the pallor of her face and the lines of pain that had come
+ into it in these weeks of such sore trial.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I must remove the barrier that stands between us. I must seek out Cosimo
+ and kill him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I said it without anger, without heat of any sort: a calm, cold statement
+ of a step that it was necessary to take. It was a just measure, the only
+ measure that could mend an unjust situation. And so, I think, she too
+ viewed it. For she did not start, or cry out in horror, or manifest the
+ slightest surprise at my proposal. But she shook her head, and smiled very
+ wistfully.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What a folly would not that be!&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;How would it amend what is?
+ You would be taken, and justice would be done upon you summarily. Would
+ that make it any easier or any better for me? I should be alone in the
+ world and entirely undefended.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ah, but you go too fast,&rdquo; I cried. &ldquo;By justice I could not suffer, I need
+ but to state the case, the motive of my quarrel, the iniquitous wrong that
+ was attempted against you, the odious traffic of this marriage, and all
+ men would applaud my act. None would dare do me a hurt.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are too generous in your faith in man,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Who would believe
+ your claims?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The courts,&rdquo; I said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The courts of a State in which Pier Luigi governs?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But I have witnesses of the facts.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Those witnesses would never be allowed to testify. Your protests would be
+ smothered. And how would your case really look?&rdquo; she cried. &ldquo;The world
+ would conceive that the lover of Bianca de' Cavalcanti had killed her
+ husband that he might take her for his own. What could you hope for,
+ against such a charge as that? Men might even remember that other affair
+ of Fifanti's and even the populace, which may be said to have saved you
+ erstwhile, might veer round and change from the opinion which it has ever
+ held. They would say that one who has done such a thing once may do it
+ twice; that...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O, for pity's sake, stop! Have mercy!&rdquo; I cried, flinging out my arms
+ towards her. And mercifully she ceased, perceiving that she had said
+ enough.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I turned to the window again, and pressed my brow against the cool glass.
+ She was right. That acute mind of hers had pierced straight to the very
+ core of this matter. To do the thing that had been in my mind would be not
+ only to destroy myself, but to defile her; for upon her would recoil a
+ portion of the odium that must be flung at me. And&mdash;as she said&mdash;what
+ then must be her position? They would even have a case upon which to drag
+ her from these walls of Pagliano. She would be a victim of the civil
+ courts; she might, at Pier Luigi's instigation, be proceeded against as my
+ accomplice in what would be accounted a dastardly murder for the basest of
+ motives.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I turned to her again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are right,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;I see that you are right. Just as I was right
+ when I said that my atonement lies here and now. The penance for which I
+ have cried out so long is imposed at last. It is as just as it is cruelly
+ apt.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I came slowly back to the table, and stood facing her across it. She
+ looking up at me with very piteous eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Bianca, I must go hence,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;That, too, is clear.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her lips parted; her eyes dilated; her face, if anything, grew paler.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O, no, no!&rdquo; she cried piteously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It must be,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;How can I remain? Cosimo may appeal for justice
+ against me, claiming that I hold his wife in duress&mdash;and justice will
+ be done.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But can you not resist? Pagliano is strong and well-manned. The Black
+ Bands are very faithful men, and they will stand by you to the end.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And the world?&rdquo; I cried. &ldquo;What will the world say of you? It is you
+ yourself have made me see it. Shall your name be dragged in the foul mire
+ of scandal? The wife of Cosimo d'Anguissola a runagate with her husband's
+ cousin? Shall the world say that?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She moaned, and covered her face with her hands. Then she controlled
+ herself again, and looked at me almost fiercely.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you care so much for what men say?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I am thinking of you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then think of me to better purpose, my Agostino. Consider that we are
+ confronted by two evils, and that the choice of the lesser is forced upon
+ us. If you go, I am all unprotected, and... and... the harm is done
+ already.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Long I looked at her with such a yearning to take her in my arms and
+ comfort her! And I had the knowledge that if I remained, daily must I
+ experience this yearning which must daily grow crueller and more fierce
+ from the very restraint I must impose upon it. And then that rearing of
+ mine, all drenched in sanctity misunderstood, came to my help, and made me
+ see in this an added burden to my penance, a burden which I must accept if
+ I would win to ultimate grace.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And so I consented to remain, and I parted from her with no more than a
+ kiss bestowed upon her finger-tips, and went to pray for patience and
+ strength to bear my heavy cross and so win to my ultimate reward, be it in
+ this world or the next.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the morning came news by a messenger from Galeotto&mdash;news of one
+ more foul crime that the Duke had committed on that awful night when we
+ had rescued Bianca from his evil claws. The unfortunate Giuliana had been
+ found dead in her bed upon the following morning, and the popular voice
+ said that the Duke had strangled her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Of that rumour I subsequently had confirmation. It would appear that
+ maddened with rage at the loss of his prey, that ravening wolf had looked
+ about to discover who might have betrayed his purpose and procured that
+ intervention. He bethought him of Giuliana. Had not Cosimo seen her in
+ intimate talk with me on the morning of my arrest, and would he not have
+ reported it to his master?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So to the handsome mansion in which he housed her, and to which at all
+ hours he had access, the Duke went instantly. He must have taxed her with
+ it; and knowing her nature, I can imagine that she not only admitted that
+ his thwarting was due to her, but admitted it mockingly, exultingly,
+ jeering as only a jealous woman can jeer, until in his rage he seized her
+ by the throat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How bitterly must she not have repented that she had not kept a better
+ guard upon her tongue, during those moments of her agony, brief in
+ themselves, yet horribly long to her, until her poor wanton spirit went
+ forth from the weak clay that she had loved too well.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When I heard of the end of that unfortunate, all my bitterness against her
+ went out of me, and in my heart I set myself to find excuses for her.
+ Witty and cultured in much; in much else she had been as stupid as the
+ dumb beast. She was irreligious as were many because what she saw of
+ religion did not inspire respect in her, and whilst one of her lovers had
+ been a prince of the Church another had been the son of the Pope. She was
+ by nature sensuous, and her sensuousness stifled in her all perception of
+ right or wrong.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I like to think that her death was brought about as the result of a good
+ deed&mdash;so easily might it have been the consequence of an evil one.
+ And I trust that that deed&mdash;good in itself, whatever the sources from
+ which it may have sprung&mdash;may have counted in her favour and weighed
+ in the balance against the sins that were largely of her nature.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I bethought me of Fra Gervasio's words to me: &ldquo;Who that knows all that
+ goes to the making of a sin shall ever dare to blame a sinner?&rdquo; He had
+ applied those words to my own case where Giuliana was concerned. But do
+ they not apply equally to Giuliana? Do they not apply to every sinner,
+ when all is said?
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XII. BLOOD
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ The words that passed between Bianca and me that evening in the
+ dining-room express all that can be said of our attitude to each other
+ during the months that followed. Daily we met, and the things which our
+ lips no longer dared to utter, our eyes expressed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Days passed and grew to weeks, and these accumulated into months. The
+ autumn faded from gold to grey, and the winter came and laid the earth to
+ sleep, and then followed spring to awaken it once more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ None troubled us at Pagliano, and we began with some justice to consider
+ ourselves secure. Galeotto's memorial, not a doubt, had stirred up
+ matters; and Pier Luigi would be under orders from his father not to add
+ one more scandal to the many of his life by venturing to disturb Madonna
+ Bianca in her stronghold at Pagliano.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ From time to time we were visited by Galeotto. It was well for him that
+ fatigue had overwhelmed him that day at Bologna, and so hindered him from
+ taking a hand with us in the doings of that hideous night, else he might
+ no longer have freedom to roam the State unchallenged as he did.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He told us of the new citadel the Duke was building in Piacenza, and how
+ for the purpose he was pulling down houses relentlessly to obtain material
+ and to clear himself a space, and how, further, he was widening and
+ strengthening the walls of the city.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But I doubt,&rdquo; he said one morning in that spring, &ldquo;if he will live to see
+ the work completed. For we are resolved at last. There is no need for an
+ armed rising. Five score of my lances will be all that is necessary. We
+ are planning a surprise, and Ferrante Gonzaga is to be at hand to support
+ us with Imperial troops and to receive the State as the Emperor's
+ vicegerent when the hour strikes. It will strike soon,&rdquo; he added, &ldquo;and
+ this, too, shall be paid for with the rest.&rdquo; And he touched the black
+ mourning gown that Bianca wore.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He rode away again that day, and he went north for a last interview with
+ the Emperor's Lieutenant, but promising to return before the blow was
+ struck to give me the opportunity to bear my share in it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Spring turned to summer, and we waited, wandering in the gardens together;
+ reading together, playing at bowls or tennis, though the latter game was
+ not considered one for women, and sometimes exercising the men-at-arms in
+ the great inner bailey where they lodged. Twice we rode out ahawking,
+ accompanied by a strong escort, and returned without mishap, though I
+ would not consent to a third excursion, lest a rumour having gone abroad,
+ our enemies should lie in wait to trap us. I grew strangely fearful of
+ losing her who did not and who never might belong to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And all this time my penance, as I regarded it, grew daily heavier to
+ bear. Long since I had ceased so much as to kiss her finger-tips. But to
+ kiss the very air she breathed was fraught with danger to my peace of
+ mind. And then one evening, as we paced the garden together, I had a
+ moment's madness, a moment in which my yearnings would no longer be
+ repressed. Without warning I swung about, caught her in my arms, and
+ crushed her to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I saw the sudden flicker of her eyelids, the one swift upward glance of
+ her blue eyes, and I beheld in them a yearning akin to my own, but also a
+ something of fear that gave me pause.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I put her from me. I knelt and kissed the hem of her mourning gown.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Forgive me, sweet.&rdquo; I besought her very humbly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My poor Agostino,&rdquo; was all she answered me, what time her fingers
+ fluttered gently over my sable hair.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thereafter I shunned her for a whole week, and was never in her company
+ save at meals under the eyes of our attendants.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last, one day in the early part of September, on the very anniversary
+ of her father's death&mdash;the eighth of that month it was, and a
+ Thursday&mdash;came Galeotto with a considerable company of men-at-arms;
+ and that night he was gay and blithe as I had never seen him in these
+ twelve months past.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When we were alone, the cause of it, which already I suspected, at last
+ transpired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is the hour,&rdquo; he said very pregnantly. &ldquo;His sands are swiftly running
+ out. To-morrow, Agostino, you ride with me to Piacenza. Falcone shall
+ remain here to captain the men in case any attempt should be made upon
+ Pagliano, which is not likely.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And now he told us of the gay doings there had been in Piacenza for the
+ occasion of the visit of the Duke's son Ottavio&mdash;that same son-in-law
+ of the Emperor whom the latter befriended, yet not to the extent of giving
+ him the duchy in his father's place when that father should have gone to
+ answer for his sins.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Daily there had been jousts and tournaments and all manner of gaieties,
+ for which the Piacentini had been sweated until they could sweat no more.
+ Having fawned upon the people that they might help him to crush the
+ barons, Farnese was now crushing the people whose service he no longer
+ needed. Extortion had reduced them to poverty and despair and their very
+ houses were being pulled down to supply material for the new citadel, the
+ Duke recking little who might thus be left without a roof over his head.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;He has gone mad,&rdquo; said Galeotto, and laughed. &ldquo;Pier Luigi could not more
+ effectively have played his part so as to serve our ends. The nobles he
+ alienated long ago, and now the very populace is incensed against him and
+ weary of his rapine. It is so bad with him that of late he has remained
+ shut in the citadel, and seldom ventures abroad, so as to avoid the sight
+ of the starving faces of the poor and the general ruin that he is making
+ of that fair city. He has given out that he is ill. A little blood-letting
+ will cure all his ills for ever.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Upon the morrow Galeotto picked thirty of his men, and gave them their
+ orders. They were to depose their black liveries, and clad as countryfolk,
+ but armed as countryfolk would be for a long journey, they were severally
+ to repair afoot to Piacenza, and assemble there upon the morning of
+ Saturday at the time and place he indicated. They went, and that afternoon
+ we followed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You will come back to me, Agostino?&rdquo; Bianca said to me at parting.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I will come back,&rdquo; I answered, and bowing I left her, my heart very
+ heavy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But as we rode the prospect of the thing to do warmed me a little, and I
+ shook off my melancholy. Optimism coloured the world for me all of the
+ rosy hue of promise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We slept in Piacenza that night, in a big house in the street that leads
+ to the Church of San Lazzaro, and there was a company of perhaps a dozen
+ assembled there, the principals being the brothers Pallavicini of
+ Cortemaggiore, who had been among the first to feel the iron hand of Pier
+ Luigi; there were also present Agostino Landi, and the head of the house
+ of Confalonieri.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We sat after supper about a long table of smooth brown oak, which
+ reflected as in a pool the beakers and flagons with which it was charged,
+ when suddenly Galeotto spun a coin upon the middle of it. It fell flat
+ presently, showing the ducal arms and the inscription of which the
+ abbreviation PLAC was a part.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto set his finger to it. &ldquo;A year ago I warned him,&rdquo; said he, &ldquo;that
+ his fate was written there in that shortened word. To-morrow I shall read
+ the riddle for him.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I did not understand the allusion and said so.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Why,&rdquo; he explained, not only to me but to others whose brows had also
+ been knit, &ldquo;first 'Plac' stands for Placentia where he will meet his doom;
+ and then it contains the initials of the four chief movers in this
+ undertaking&mdash;Pallavicini, Landi, Anguissola, and Confalonieri.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You force the omen to come true when you give me a leader's rank in this
+ affair,&rdquo; said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He smiled but did not answer, and returned the coin to his pocket.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And now the happening that is to be related is to be found elsewhere, for
+ it is a matter of which many men have written in different ways, according
+ to their feelings or to the hand that hired them to the writing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Soon after dawn Galeotto quitted us, each of us instructed how to act.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Later in the morning, as I was on my way to the castle, where we were to
+ assemble at noon, I saw Galeotto riding through the streets at the Duke's
+ side. He had been beyond the gates with Pier Luigi on an inspection of the
+ new fortress that was building. It appeared that once more there was talk
+ between the Duke and Galeotto of the latter's taking service under him,
+ and Galeotto made use of this circumstance to forward his plans. He was, I
+ think, the most self-contained and patient man that it would have been
+ possible to find for such an undertaking.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In addition to the condottiero, a couple of gentlemen on horseback
+ attended the Duke, and half a score of his Swiss lanzknechte in gleaming
+ corselets and steel morions, shouldering their formidable pikes, went
+ afoot to hedge his excellency.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The people fell back before that little company; the citizens doffed their
+ caps with the respect that is begotten of fear, but their air was sullen
+ and in the main they were silent, though here and there some knave, with
+ the craven adulation of those born to serve at all costs, raised a feeble
+ shout of &ldquo;Duca!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Duke moved slowly at little more than a walking pace, for he was all
+ crippled again by the disease that ravaged him, and his face, handsome in
+ itself, was now repulsive to behold; it was a livid background for the
+ fiery pustules that mottled it, and under the sunken eyes there were great
+ brown stains of suffering.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I flattened myself against a wall in the shadow of a doorway lest he
+ should see me, for my height made me an easy mark in that crowd. But he
+ looked neither to right nor to left as he rode. Indeed, it was said that
+ he could no longer bear to meet the glances of the people he had so
+ grossly abused and outraged with deeds that are elsewhere abundantly
+ related, and with which I need not turn your stomachs here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When they had gone by, I followed slowly in their wake towards the castle.
+ As I turned out of the fine road that Gambara had built, I was joined by
+ the brothers Pallavicini, a pair of resolute, grizzled gentlemen, the
+ elder of whom, as you will remember, was slightly lame. With an odd sense
+ of fitness they had dressed themselves in black. They were accompanied by
+ half a dozen of Galeotto's men, but these bore no device by which they
+ could be identified. We exchanged greetings, and stepped out together
+ across the open space of the Piazza della Citadella towards the fortress.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We crossed the drawbridge, and entered unchallenged by the guard. People
+ were wont to come and go, and to approach the Duke it was necessary to
+ pass the guard in the ante-chamber above, whose business it was to
+ question all comers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Moreover the only guard set consisted of a couple of Swiss who lounged in
+ the gateway, the garrison being all at dinner, a circumstance upon which
+ Galeotto had calculated in appointing noon as the hour for the striking of
+ the blow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We crossed the quadrangle, and passing under a second archway came into
+ the inner bailey as we had been bidden. Here we were met by Confalonieri,
+ who also had half a dozen men with him. He greeted us, and issued his
+ orders sharply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You, Ser Agostino, are to come with us, whilst you others are to remain
+ here until Messer Landi arrives with the remainder of our forces. He
+ should have a score of men with him, and they will cut down the guard when
+ they enter. The moment that is done let a pistol-shot be discharged as the
+ signal to us above, and proceed immediately to take up the bridge and
+ overpower the Swiss who should still be at table. Landi has his orders and
+ knows how to act.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Pallavicini briefly spoke their assents, and Confalonieri, taking me
+ by the arm, led me quickly above-stairs, his half-dozen men following
+ close upon our heels. Upon none was there any sign of armour. But every
+ man wore a shirt of mail under his doublet or jerkin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We entered the ante-chamber&mdash;a fine, lofty apartment, richly hung and
+ richly furnished. It was empty of courtiers, for all were gone to dine
+ with the captain of the guard, who had been married upon that very morning
+ and was giving a banquet in honour of the event, as Galeotto had informed
+ himself when he appointed the day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Over by a window sat four of the Swiss&mdash;the entire guard&mdash;about
+ a table playing at dice, their lances deposited in an angle of the wall.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Watching their game&mdash;for which he had lingered after accompanying the
+ Duke thus far&mdash;stood the tall, broad-shouldered figure of Galeotto.
+ He turned as we entered, and gave us an indifferent glance as if we were
+ of no interest to him, then returned his attention to the dicers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One or two of the Swiss looked up at us casually. The dice rattled
+ merrily, and there came from the players little splutters of laughter and
+ deep guttural, German oaths.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the room's far end, by the curtains that masked the door of the chamber
+ where Farnese sat at dinner, stood an usher in black velvet, staff in
+ hand, who took no more interest in us than did the Swiss.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We sauntered over to the dicers' table, and in placing ourselves the
+ better to watch their game, we so contrived that we entirely hemmed them
+ into the embrasure, whilst Confalonieri himself stood with his back to the
+ pikes, an effective barrier between the men and their weapons.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We remained thus for some moments whilst the game went on, and we laughed
+ with the winners and swore with the losers, as if our hearts were entirely
+ in the dicing and we had not another thought in the world.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Suddenly a pistol-shot crackled below, and startled the Swiss, who looked
+ at one another. One burly fellow whom they named Hubli held the dice-box
+ poised for a throw that was never made.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Across the courtyard below men were running with drawn swords, shouting as
+ they ran, and hurled themselves through the doorway leading to the
+ quarters where the Swiss were at table. This the guards saw through the
+ open window, and they stared, muttering German oaths to express their deep
+ bewilderment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then there came a creak of winches and a grinding of chains to inform
+ us that the bridge was being taken up. At last those four lanzknechte
+ looked at us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Beim blute Gottes!&rdquo; swore Hubli. &ldquo;Was giebt es?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Our set faces, showing no faintest trace of surprise, quickened their
+ alarm, and this became flavoured by suspicion when they perceived at last
+ how closely we pressed about them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Continue your game,&rdquo; said Confalonieri quietly, &ldquo;it will be best for
+ you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The great blonde fellow Hubli flung down the dice-box and heaved himself
+ up truculently to face the speaker who stood between him and the lances.
+ Instantly Confalonieri stabbed him, and he sank back into his chair with a
+ cry, intensest surprise in his blue eyes, so sudden and unlooked-for had
+ the action been.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto had already left the group about the table, and with a blow of
+ his great hand he felled the usher who sought to bar his passage to the
+ Duke's chamber. He tore down the curtains, and he was wrapping and
+ entangling the fellow in the folds of them when I came to his aid followed
+ by Confalonieri, whose six men remained to hold the three sound and the
+ one wounded Swiss in check.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And now from below there rose such a din of steel on steel, of shouts and
+ screams and curses, that it behoved us to make haste.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Bidding us follow him, Galeotto flung open the door. At table sat Farnese
+ with two of his gentlemen, one of whom was the Marquis Sforza-Fogliani,
+ the other a doctor of canon law named Copallati.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Alarm was already written on their faces. At sight of Galeotto&mdash;&ldquo;Ah!
+ You are still here!&rdquo; cried Farnese. &ldquo;What is taking place below? Have the
+ Swiss fallen to fighting among themselves?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto returned no answer, but advanced slowly into the room; and now
+ Farnese's eyes went past him and fastened upon me, and I saw them suddenly
+ dilate; beyond me they went and met the cold glance of Confalonieri, that
+ other gentleman he had so grievously wronged and whom he had stripped of
+ the last rag of his possessions and his rights. The sun coming through the
+ window caught the steel that Confalonieri still carried in his hands; its
+ glint drew the eyes of the Duke, and he must have seen that the baron's
+ sleeve was bloody.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He rose, leaning heavily upon the table.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What does this mean?&rdquo; he demanded in a quavering voice, and his face had
+ turned grey with apprehension.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It means,&rdquo; Galeotto answered him, firmly and coldly, &ldquo;that your rule in
+ Piacenza is at an end, that the Pontifical sway is broken in these States,
+ and that beyond the Po Ferrante Gonzaga waits with an army to take
+ possession here in the Emperor's name. Finally, my Lord Duke, it means
+ that the Devil's patience is to be rewarded, and that he is at last to
+ have you who have so faithfully served him upon earth.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Farnese made a gurgling sound and put a jewelled hand to his throat as if
+ he choked. He was all in green velvet, and every button of his doublet was
+ a brilliant of price; and that gay raiment by its incongruity seemed to
+ heighten the tragedy of the moment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Of his gentlemen the doctor sat frozen with terror in his high-backed
+ seat, clutching the arms of it so that his knuckles showed white as
+ marble. In like case were the two attendant servants, who hung motionless
+ by the buffet. But Sforza-Fogliani, a man of some spirit for all his
+ effeminate appearance, leapt to his feet and set a hand to his weapons.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Instantly Confalonieri's sword flashed from its sheath. He had passed his
+ dagger into his left hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;On your life, my Lord Marquis, do not meddle here,&rdquo; he warned him in a
+ voice that was like a trumpet-call.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And before that ferocious aspect and those naked weapons Sforza-Fogliani
+ stood checked and intimidated.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I too had drawn my poniard, determined that Farnese should fall to my
+ steel in settlement of the score that lay between us. He saw the act, and
+ if possible his fears were increased, for he knew that the wrongs he had
+ done me were personal matters between us for which it was not likely I
+ should prove forgiving.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mercy!&rdquo; he gasped, and held out supplicating hands to Galeotto.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Mercy?&rdquo; I echoed, and laughed fiercely. &ldquo;What mercy would you have shown
+ me against whom you set the Holy Office, but that you could sell my life
+ at a price that was merciless? What mercy would you have shown to the
+ daughter of Cavalcanti when she lay in your foul power? What mercy did you
+ show her father who died by your hand? What mercy did you show the
+ unfortunate Giuliana whom you strangled in her bed? What mercy did you
+ ever show to any that you dare ask now for mercy?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked at me with dazed eyes, and from me to Galeotto. He shuddered and
+ turned a greenish hue. His knees were loosened by terror, and he sank back
+ into the chair from which he had risen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;At least... at least,&rdquo; he gasped, &ldquo;let me have a priest to shrive me. Do
+ not... do not let me die with all my sins upon me!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In that moment there came from the ante-chamber the sound of swiftly
+ moving feet, and the clash of steel mingling with cries. The sound
+ heartened him. He conceived that someone came to his assistance. He raised
+ his voice in a desperate screech:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To me! To me! Help!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As he shouted I sprang towards him, to find my passage suddenly barred by
+ Galeotto's arm. He shot it out, and my breast came against it as against a
+ rod of iron. It threw me out of balance, and ere I had recovered it had
+ thrust me back again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Back there!&rdquo; said Galeotto's brazen voice. &ldquo;This affair is mine. Mine are
+ the older wrongs and the greater.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With that he stepped behind the Duke's chair, and Farnese in a fresh spurt
+ of panic came to his feet. Galeotto locked an arm about his neck and
+ pulled his head back. Into his ear he muttered words that I could not
+ overhear, but it was matter that stilled Farnese's last struggle. Only the
+ Duke's eyes moved, rolling in his head as he sought to look upon the face
+ of the man who spoke to him. And in that moment Galeotto wrenched his
+ victim's head still farther back, laying entirely bare the long brown
+ throat, across which he swiftly drew his dagger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Copallati screamed and covered his face with his hands; Sforza-Fogliani,
+ white to the lips, looked on like a man entranced.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a screech from Farnese that ended in a gurgle, and suddenly the
+ blood spurted from his neck as from a fountain. Galeotto let him go. He
+ dropped to his chair and fell forward against the table, drenching it in
+ blood. Thence he went over sideways and toppled to the floor, where he lay
+ twitching, a huddle of arms and legs, the head lolling sideways, the eyes
+ vitreous, and blood, blood, blood all about him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XIII. THE OVERTHROW
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ The sight turned me almost physically sick.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I faced about, and sprang from the room out into the ante-chamber, where a
+ battle was in progress. Some three or four of the Duke's gentlemen and a
+ couple of Swiss had come to attempt a rescue. They had compelled
+ Galeotto's six men to draw and defend themselves, the odds being suddenly
+ all against them. Into that medley I went with drawn sword, hacking and
+ cutting madly, giving knocks and taking them, glad of the excitement of
+ it; glad of anything that would shut out from my mind the horror of the
+ scene I had witnessed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Presently Confalonieri came out to take a hand, leaving Galeotto on guard
+ within, and in a few minutes we had made an end of that resistance&mdash;the
+ last splutter of resistance within those walls.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Beyond some cuts and scratches that some of us had taken, not a man of
+ ours was missing, whilst of the Duke's followers not a single one remained
+ alive in that ante-chamber. The place was a shambles. Hangings that had
+ been clutched had been torn from the walls; a great mirror was cracked
+ from top to bottom; tables were overset and wrecked; chairs were
+ splintered; and hardly a pane of glass remained in any of the windows. And
+ everywhere there was blood, everywhere dead men.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Up the stairs came trooping now our assembled forces led by Landi and the
+ Pallavicini. Below all was quiet. The Swiss garrison taken by surprise at
+ table, as was planned, had been disarmed and all were safe and impotent
+ under lock and bolt. The guards at the gate had been cut down, and we were
+ entirely masters of the place.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sforza-Fogliani, Copallati, and the two servants were fetched from the
+ Duke's chamber and taken away to be locked up in another room until the
+ business should be ended. For after all, it was but begun.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the town the alarm-bell was ringing from the tower of the Communal
+ Palace, and at the sound I saw Galeotto's eyes kindling. He took command,
+ none disputing it him, and under his orders men went briskly to turn the
+ cannon of the fortress upon the square, that an attack might be repulsed
+ if it were attempted. And three salvoes were fired, to notify Ferrante
+ Gonzaga where he waited that the castle was in the hands of the
+ conspirators and Pier Luigi slain.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Meanwhile we had returned with Galeotto to the room where the Duke had
+ died, and where his body still lay, huddled as it had fallen. The windows
+ of this chamber were set in the outer wall of the fortress, immediately
+ above the gates and commanding a view of the square. We were six&mdash;Confalonieri,
+ Landi, the two Pallavicini, Galeotto, and myself, besides a slight fellow
+ named Malvicini, who had been an officer of light-horse in the Duke's
+ service, but who had taken a hand in betraying him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the square there was by now a seething, excited mob through which a
+ little army of perhaps a thousand men of the town militia with their
+ captain, da Terni, riding at their head, was forcing its way. And they
+ were shouting &ldquo;Duca!&rdquo; and crying out that the castle had been seized by
+ Spaniards&mdash;by which they meant the Emperor's troops.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto dragged a chair to the window, and standing upon it, showed
+ himself to the people.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Disperse!&rdquo; he shouted to them. &ldquo;To your homes! The Duke is dead!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But his voice could not surmount that raging din, above which continued to
+ ring the cry of &ldquo;Duca! Duca!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Let me show them their Duca,&rdquo; said a voice. It was Malvicini's.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had torn down a curtain-rope, and had attached an end of it to one of
+ the dead man's legs. Thus he dragged the body forward towards the window.
+ The other end of the rope he now knotted very firmly to a mullion. Then he
+ took the body up in his arms, whilst Galeotto stood aside to make way for
+ him, and staggering under his ghastly burden, Malvicini reached the
+ window, and heaved it over the sill.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It fell the length of the rope and there was arrested with a jerk to hang
+ head downwards, spread-eagle against the brown wall; and the diamond
+ buttons in his green velvet doublet sparkled merrily in the sunshine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At that sight a great silence swept across the multitude, and availing
+ himself of this, Galeotto again addressed those Piacentini.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To your homes,&rdquo; he cried to them, &ldquo;and arm yourselves to defend the State
+ from your enemies if the need should arise. There hangs the Duke&mdash;dead.
+ He has been slain to liberate our country from unjust oppression.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Still, it seemed, they did not hear him; for though to us they appeared to
+ be almost silent, yet there was a rustle and stir amongst them, which must
+ have deafened each to what was being announced.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They renewed their cries of &ldquo;Duca!&rdquo; of &ldquo;Spaniards!&rdquo; and &ldquo;To arms!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A curse on your 'Spaniards!'&rdquo; cried Malvicini. &ldquo;Here! Take your Duke.
+ Look at him, and understand.&rdquo; And he slashed the rope across, so that the
+ body plunged down into the castle ditch.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A few of the foremost of the crowd ran forward and scrambled down into the
+ ditch to view the body, and from them the rumour of the truth ran like a
+ ripple over water through that mob, so that in the twinkling of an eye
+ there was no man in that vast concourse&mdash;and all Piacenza seemed by
+ now to be packed into the square&mdash;but knew that Pier Luigi Farnese
+ was dead.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A sudden hush fell. There were no more cries of &ldquo;Duca!&rdquo; They stood silent,
+ and not a doubt but that in the breasts of the majority surged a great
+ relief. Even the militia ceased to advance. If the Duke was dead there was
+ nothing left to do.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Again Galeotto spoke to them, and this time his words were caught by those
+ in the ditch immediately below us, and from them they were passed on, and
+ suddenly a great cry went up&mdash;a shout of relief, a paean of joy. If
+ Farnese was dead, and well dead, they could, at last, express the thing
+ that was in their hearts.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And now at the far end of the square a glint of armour appeared; a troop
+ of horse emerged, and began slowly to press forward through the crowd,
+ driving it back on either side, but very gently. They came three abreast,
+ and there were six score of them, and from their lance-heads fluttered
+ bannerols showing a sable bar on an argent field. They were Galeotto's
+ free company, headed by one of his lieutenants. Beyond the Po they too had
+ been awaiting the salvo of artillery that should be their signal to
+ advance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When their identity was understood, and when the crowd had perceived that
+ they rode to support the holders of the castle, they were greeted with
+ lusty cheers, in which presently even the militia joined, for these last
+ were Piacentini and no Swiss hireling soldiers of the Duke's.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The drawbridge was let down, and the company thundered over it to draw up
+ in the courtyard under the eyes of Galeotto. He issued his orders once
+ more to his companions. Then calling for horses for himself and for me,
+ and bidding a score of lances to detach themselves to ride with us, we
+ quitted the fortress.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We pressed through the clamant multitude until we had reached the middle
+ of the square. Here Galeotto drew rein and, raising his hand for silence,
+ informed the people once more that the Duke had been done to death by the
+ nobles of Piacenza, thus to avenge alike their own and the people's
+ wrongs, and to free them from unjust oppression and tyranny.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They cheered him when he had done, and the cry now was &ldquo;Piacenza!
+ Piacenza!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When they had fallen silent again&mdash;&ldquo;I would have you remember,&rdquo; he
+ cried, &ldquo;that Pier Luigi was the Pontiff's son, and that the Pontiff will
+ make haste to avenge his death and to re-establish here in Piacenza the
+ Farnese sway. So that all that we have done this day may go for naught
+ unless we take our measures.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The silence deepened.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But you have been served by men who have the interest of the State at
+ heart; and more has been done to serve you than the mere slaying of Pier
+ Luigi Farnese. Our plans are made, and we but wait to know is it your will
+ that the State should incorporate itself as of old with that of Milan, and
+ place itself under the protection of the Emperor, who will appoint you
+ fellow-countrymen for rulers, and will govern you wisely and justly,
+ abolishing extortion and oppression?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A thunder of assent was his answer. &ldquo;Cesare! Cesare!&rdquo; was now the cry, and
+ caps were tossed into the air.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Then go arm yourselves and repair to the Commune, and there make known
+ your will to the Anziani and councillors, and see that it is given effect
+ by them. The Emperor's Lieutenant is at your gates. I ride to surrender to
+ him the city in your name, and before nightfall he will be here to protect
+ you from any onslaught of the Pontificals.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With that he pushed on, the mob streaming along with us, intent upon going
+ there and then to do the thing that Galeotto advised. And by now they had
+ discovered Galeotto's name, and they were shouting it in acclamation of
+ him, and at the sound he smiled, though his eyes seemed very wistful.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He leaned over to me, and gripped my hand where it lay on the saddle-bow
+ clutching the reins.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Thus is Giovanni d'Anguissola at last avenged!&rdquo; he said to me in a deep
+ voice that thrilled me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I would that he were here to know,&rdquo; I answered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And again Galeotto's eyes grew wistful as they looked at me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We won out of the town at last, and when we came to the high ground beyond
+ the river, we saw in the plain below phalanx upon phalanx of a great army.
+ It was Ferrante Gonzaga's Imperial force.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Galeotto pointed to it. &ldquo;That is my goal,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;You had best ride on
+ to Pagliano with these lances. You may need them there. I had hoped that
+ Cosimo would have been found in the castle with Pier Luigi. His absence
+ makes me uneasy. Away with you, then. You shall have news of me within
+ three days.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We embraced, on horseback as we were. Then he wheeled his charger and went
+ down the steep ground, riding hard for Ferrante's army, whilst we pursued
+ our way, and came some two hours later without mishap to Pagliano.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I found Bianca awaiting me in the gallery above the courtyard, drawn
+ thither by the sounds of our approach.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Dear Agostino, I have been so fearful for you,&rdquo; was her greeting when I
+ had leapt up the staircase to take her hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I led her to the marble seat she had occupied on that night, two years
+ ago, when first we had spoken of our visions. Briefly I gave her the news
+ of what had befallen in Piacenza.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When I had done, she sighed and looked at me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It brings us no nearer to each other,&rdquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Nay, now&mdash;this much nearer, at least, that the Imperial decree will
+ return me the lordships of Mondolfo and Carmina, dispossessing the
+ usurper. Thus I shall have something to offer you, my Bianca.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She smiled at me very sadly, almost reproachfully.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Foolish,&rdquo; said she. &ldquo;What matter the possessions that it may be yours to
+ cast into my lap? Is that what we wait for, Agostino? Is there not
+ Pagliano for you? Would not that, at need, be lordship enough?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The meanest cottage of the countryside were lordship enough so that you
+ shared it,&rdquo; I answered passionately, as many in like case have answered
+ before and since.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You see, then, that you are wrong to attach importance to so slight a
+ thing as this Imperial decree where you and I are concerned. Can an
+ Imperial decree annul my marriage?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;For that a papal bull would be necessary.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And how is a papal bull to be obtained?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is not for us,&rdquo; I admitted miserably.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I have been wicked,&rdquo; she said, her eyes upon the ground, a faint colour
+ stirring in her cheeks. &ldquo;I have prayed that the usurper might be
+ dispossessed of his rights in me. I have prayed that when the attack was
+ made and revolt was carried into the Citadel of Piacenza, Cosimo
+ d'Anguissola might stand at his usual post beside the Duke and might fall
+ with him. Surely justice demanded it!&rdquo; she cried out. &ldquo;God's justice, as
+ well as man's. His act in marrying me was a defilement of one of the
+ holiest of sacraments, and for that he should surely be punished and
+ struck down!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I went upon my knees to her. &ldquo;Dear love!&rdquo; I cried. &ldquo;See, I have you daily
+ in my sight. Let me not be ungrateful for so much.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She took my face in her hands and looked into my eyes, saying no word.
+ Then she leaned forward, and very gently touched my forehead with her
+ lips.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;God pity us a little, Agostino,&rdquo; she murmured, her eyes shining with
+ unshed tears.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The fault is mine&mdash;all mine!&rdquo; I denounced myself. &ldquo;We are being
+ visited with my sins. When I can take you for my own&mdash;if that blessed
+ day should ever dawn&mdash;I shall know that I have attained to pardon,
+ that I am cleansed and worthy of you at last.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She rose and I escorted her within; then went to my own chamber to bathe
+ and rest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XIV. THE CITATION
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ We were breaking our fast upon the following morning when Falcone sent
+ word to me by one of the pages that a considerable force was advancing
+ towards us from the south.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I rose, somewhat uneasy. Yet I reflected that it was possible that, news
+ of the revolt in Piacenza having reached Parma, this was an army of
+ Pontificals moving thence upon the rebellious city. But in that case, what
+ should they be doing this side of Po?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ An hour later, from the battlements where we paced side by side&mdash;Bianca
+ and I&mdash;we were able to estimate this force and we fixed its strength
+ at five score lances. Soon we could make out the device upon their
+ bannerols&mdash;a boar's head azure upon an argent field&mdash;my own
+ device, that of the Anguissola of Mondolfo; and instantly I knew them for
+ Cosimo's men.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the lower parapet six culverins had been dragged into position under
+ the supervision of Falcone&mdash;who was still with us at Pagliano. These
+ pieces stood loaded and manned by the soldiers to whom I had assigned the
+ office of engineers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus we waited until the little army came to a halt about a quarter of a
+ mile away, and a trumpeter with a flag of truce rode forward accompanied
+ by a knight armed cap-a-pie, his beaver down.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The herald wound a challenge; and it was answered from the postern by a
+ man-at-arms, whereupon the herald delivered his message.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In the name of our Holy Father and Lord, Paul III, we summon Agostino
+ d'Anguissola here to confer with the High and Mighty Cosimo d'Anguissola,
+ Tyrant of Mondolfo and Carmina.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Three minutes later, to their infinite surprise, the bridge thudded down
+ to span the ditch, and I walked out upon it with Bianca at my side.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Will the Lord Cosimo come within to deliver his message?&rdquo; I demanded.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Lord Cosimo would not, fearing a trap.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Will he meet us here upon the bridge, divesting himself first of his
+ weapons? Myself I am unarmed.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The herald conveyed the words to Cosimo, who hesitated still. Indeed, he
+ had wheeled his horse when the bridge fell, ready to gallop off at the
+ first sign of a sortie.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I laughed. &ldquo;You are a paltry coward, Cosimo, when all is said,&rdquo; I shouted.
+ &ldquo;Do you not see that had I planned to take you, I need resort to no
+ subterfuge? I have,&rdquo; I added&mdash;though untruthfully&mdash;&ldquo;twice your
+ number of lances under arms, and by now I could have flung them across the
+ bridge and taken you under the very eyes of your own men. You were rash to
+ venture so far. But if you will not venture farther, at least send me your
+ herald.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At that he got down from his horse, delivered up sword and dagger to his
+ single attendant, received from the man a parchment, and came towards us,
+ opening his vizor as he advanced. Midway upon the bridge we met. His lips
+ curled in a smile of scorn.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Greetings, my strolling saint,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Through all your vagaries you
+ are at least consistent in that you ever engage your neighbour's wife to
+ bear you company in your wanderings.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I went hot and cold, red and white by turns. With difficulty I controlled
+ myself under that taunt&mdash;the cruellest he could have flung at me in
+ Bianca's hearing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Your business here?&rdquo; I snarled.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He held out the parchment, his eyes watching me intently, so that they
+ never once strayed to Bianca.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Read, St. Mountebank,&rdquo; he bade me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I took the paper, but before I lowered my eyes to it, I gave him warning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If on your part you attempt the slightest treachery,&rdquo; I said, &ldquo;you shall
+ be repaid in kind. My men are at the winches, and they have my orders that
+ at the first treacherous movement on your part they are to take up the
+ bridge. You will see that you could not reach the end of it in time to
+ save yourself.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was his turn to change colour under the shadow of his beaver. &ldquo;Have you
+ trapped me?&rdquo; he asked between his teeth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If you had anything of the Anguissola besides the name,&rdquo; I answered, &ldquo;you
+ would know me incapable of such a thing. It is because I know that of the
+ Anguissola you have nothing but the name, that you are a craven, a dastard
+ and a dog, that I have taken my precautions.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Is it your conception of valour to insult a man whom you hold as if bound
+ hand and foot against striking you as you deserve?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I smiled sweetly into that white, scowling face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Throw down your gauntlet upon this bridge, Cosimo, if you deem yourself
+ affronted, if you think that I have lied; and most joyfully will I take it
+ up and give you the trial by battle of your seeking.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For an instant I almost thought that he would take me at my word, as most
+ fervently I hoped. But he restrained himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Read!&rdquo; he bade me again, with a fierce gesture. And accounting him well
+ warned by now, I read with confidence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a papal brief ordering me under pain of excommunication and death
+ to make surrender to Cosimo d'Anguissola of the Castle of Pagliano which I
+ traitorously held, and of the person of his wife, Madonna Bianca.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;This document is not exact,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;I do not hold this castle
+ traitorously. It is an Imperial fief, and I hold it in the Emperor's
+ name.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He smiled. &ldquo;Persist if you are weary of life,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Surrender now,
+ and you are free to depart and go wheresoever you list. Continue in your
+ offence, and the consequences shall daunt you ere all is done. This
+ Imperial fief belongs to me, and it is for me, who am Lord of Pagliano by
+ virtue of my marriage and the late lord's death, to hold it for the
+ Emperor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And you are not to doubt that when this brief is laid before the
+ Emperor's Lieutenant at Milan, he will move instantly against you to cast
+ you out and to invest me in those rights which are mine by God's law and
+ man's alike.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My answer may, at first, have seemed hardly to the point. I held out the
+ brief to him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To seek the Emperor's Lieutenant you need not go as far as Milan. You
+ will find him in Piacenza.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked at me, as if he did not understand. &ldquo;How?&rdquo; he asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I explained. &ldquo;While you have been cooling your heels in the ante-chambers
+ of the Vatican to obtain this endorsement of your infamy, the world
+ hereabouts has moved a little. Yesterday Ferrante Gonzaga took possession
+ of Piacenza in the Emperor's name. To-day the Council will be swearing
+ fealty to Caesar upon his Lieutenant's hands.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He stared at me for a long moment, speechless in his utter amazement. Then
+ he swallowed hard.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And the Duke?&rdquo; he asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The Duke has been in Hell these four-and-twenty hours.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Dead?&rdquo; he questioned, his voice hushed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Dead,&rdquo; said I.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He leaned against the rail of the bridge, his arms fallen limply to his
+ sides, one hand crushing the Pontifical parchment. Then he braced himself
+ again. He had reviewed the situation, and did not see that it hurt his
+ position, when all was said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Even so,&rdquo; he urged, &ldquo;what can you hope for? The Emperor himself must bow
+ before this, and do me justice.&rdquo; And he smacked the document. &ldquo;I demand my
+ wife, and my demand is backed by Pontifical authority. You are mad if you
+ think that Charles V can fail to support it.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is possible that Charles V may take a different view of the memorial
+ setting forth the circumstances of your marriage, from that which the Holy
+ Father appears to have taken. I counsel you to seek the Imperial
+ Lieutenant at Piacenza without delay. Here you waste time.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His lips closed with a snap. Then, at last, his eyes wandered to Bianca,
+ who stood just beside and slightly behind me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Let me appeal to you, Monna Bianca...&rdquo; he began.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But at that I got between them. &ldquo;Are you so dead to shame,&rdquo; I roared,
+ &ldquo;that you dare address her, you pimp, you jackal, you eater of dirt? Be
+ off, or I will have this drawbridge raised and deal with you here and now,
+ in despite of Pope and Emperor and all the other powers you can invoke.
+ Away with you, then!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You shall pay!&rdquo; he snarled, &ldquo;By God, you shall pay!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And on that he went off, in some fear lest I should put my threat into
+ execution.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But Bianca was in a panic. &ldquo;He will do as he says.&rdquo; she cried as soon as
+ we had re-entered the courtyard. &ldquo;The Emperor cannot deny him justice. He
+ must, he must! O, Agostino, it is the end. And see to what a pass I have
+ brought you!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I comforted her. I spoke brave words. I swore to hold that castle as long
+ as one stone of it stood upon another. But deep down in my heart there was
+ naught but presages of evil.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the following day, which was Sunday, we had peace. But towards noon on
+ Monday the blow fell. An Imperial herald from Piacenza rode out to
+ Pagliano with a small escort.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We were in the garden when word was brought us, and I bade the herald be
+ admitted. Then I looked at Bianca. She was trembling and had turned very
+ white.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We spoke no word whilst they brought the messenger&mdash;a brisk fellow in
+ his black-and-yellow Austrian livery. He delivered me a sealed letter. It
+ proved to be a summons from Ferrante Gonzaga to appear upon the morrow
+ before the Imperial Court which would sit in the Communal Palace of
+ Piacenza to deliver judgment upon an indictment laid against me by Cosimo
+ d'Anguissola.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked at the herald, hesitation in my mind and glance. He held out a
+ second letter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;This, my lord, I was asked by favour to deliver to you also.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I took it, and considered the superscription:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;These to the Most Noble Agostino d'Anguissola, at Pagliano.
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ Quickly.
+ Quickly.
+ Quickly.&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ The hand was Galeotto's. I tore it open. It contained but two lines:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Upon your life do not fail to obey the Imperial summons. Send Falcone to
+ me here at once.&rdquo; And it was signed&mdash;&ldquo;GALEOTTO.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is well,&rdquo; I said to the herald, &ldquo;I will not fail to attend.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I bade the seneschal who stood in attendance to give the messenger
+ refreshment ere he left, and upon that dismissed him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When we were alone I turned to Bianca. &ldquo;Galeotto bids me go,&rdquo; I said.
+ &ldquo;There is surely hope.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She took the note, and passing a hand over her eyes, as if to clear away
+ some mist that obscured her vision, she read it. Then she considered the
+ curt summons that gave no clue, and lastly looked at me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is the end,&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;One way or the other, it is the end. But for
+ Galeotto's letter, I think I should have refused to obey, and made myself
+ an outlaw indeed. As it is&mdash;there is surely hope!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;O, Agostino, surely, surely!&rdquo; she cried. &ldquo;Have we not suffered enough?
+ Have we not paid enough already for the happiness that should be ours?
+ To-morrow I shall go with you to Piacenza.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;No, no,&rdquo; I implored her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Could I remain here?&rdquo; she pleaded. &ldquo;Could I sit here and wait? Could you
+ be so cruel as to doom me to such a torture of suspense?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But if... if the worst befalls?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It cannot,&rdquo; she answered. &ldquo;I believe in God.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <h2>
+ CHAPTER XV. THE WILL OF HEAVEN
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ In the Chamber of Justice of the Communal Palace sat that day not the
+ Assessors of the Ruota, but the Councillors in their damask robes&mdash;the
+ Council of Ten of the City of Piacenza. And to preside over them sat not
+ their Prior, but Ferrante Gonzaga himself, in a gown of scarlet velvet
+ edged with miniver.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They sat at a long table draped in red at the room's end, Gonzaga slightly
+ above them on a raised dais, under a canopy. Behind him hung a golden
+ shield upon which was figured, between two upright columns each surmounted
+ by a crown, the double-headed black eagle of Austria; a scroll
+ intertwining the pillars was charged with the motto &ldquo;PLUS ULTRA.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the back of the court stood the curious who had come to see the show,
+ held in bounds by a steel line of Spanish halberdiers. But the concourse
+ was slight, for the folk of Piacenza still had weightier matters to
+ concern them than the trial of a wife-stealer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I had ridden in with an escort of twenty lances. But I left these in the
+ square when I entered the palace and formally made surrender to the
+ officer who met me. This officer led me at once into the Chamber of
+ Justice, two men-at-arms opening a lane for me through the people with the
+ butts of their pikes, so that I came into the open space before my judges,
+ and bowed profoundly to Gonzaga.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Coldly he returned the salutation, his prominent eyes regarding me from
+ out of that florid, crafty countenance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On my left, but high up the room and immediately at right angles to the
+ judges' tables, sat Galeotto, full-armed. He was flanked on the one side
+ by Fra Gervasio, who greeted me with a melancholy smile, and on the other
+ by Falcone, who sat rigid.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Opposite to this group on the judges' other hand stood Cosimo. He was
+ flushed, and his eyes gleamed as they measured me with haughty triumph.
+ From me they passed to Bianca, who followed after me with her women, pale,
+ but intrepid and self-contained, her face the whiter by contrast with the
+ mourning-gown which she still wore for her father, and which it might well
+ come to pass that she should continue hereafter to wear for me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I did not look at her again as she passed on and up towards Galeotto, who
+ had risen to receive her. He came some few steps to meet her, and escorted
+ her to a seat next to his own, so that Falcone moved down to another
+ vacant stool. Her women found place behind her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ An usher set a chair for me, and I, too, sat down, immediately facing the
+ Emperor's Lieutenant. Then another usher in a loud voice summoned Cosimo
+ to appear and state his grievance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He advanced a step or two, when Gonzaga raised his hand, to sign to him to
+ remain where he was so that all could see him whilst he spoke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Forthwith, quickly, fluently, and lucidly, as if he had got the thing by
+ heart, Cosimo recited his accusation: How he had married Bianca de'
+ Cavalcanti by her father's consent in her father's own Castle of Pagliano;
+ how that same night his palace in Piacenza had been violently invested by
+ myself and others abetting me, and how we had carried off his bride and
+ burnt his palace to the ground; how I had since held her from him, shut up
+ in the Castle of Pagliano, which was his fief in his quality as her
+ husband; and how similarly I had unlawfully held Pagliano against him to
+ his hurt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Finally he reminded the Court that he had appealed to the Pope, who had
+ issued a brief commanding me, under pain of excommunication and death, to
+ make surrender; that I had flouted the Pontifical authority, and that it
+ was only upon his appeal to Caesar and upon the Imperial mandate that I
+ had surrendered. Wherefore he begged the Court to uphold the Holy Father's
+ authority, and forthwith to pronounce me excommunicate and my life
+ forfeit, restoring to him his wife Bianca and his domain of Pagliano,
+ which he would hold as the Emperor's liege and loyal servitor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Having spoken thus, he bowed to the Court, stepped back, and sat down.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Ten looked at Gonzaga. Gonzaga looked at me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Have you anything to say?&rdquo; he asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I rose imbued by a calm that surprised me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Messer Cosimo has left something out of his narrative,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;When he
+ says that I violently invested his palace here in Piacenza on the night of
+ his marriage, and dragged thence the Lady Bianca, others abetting me, he
+ would do well to add in the interests of justice, the names of those who
+ were my abettors.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo rose again. &ldquo;Does it matter to this Court and to the affair at
+ issue what caitiffs he employed?&rdquo; he asked haughtily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If they were caitiffs it would not matter,&rdquo; said I. &ldquo;But they were not.
+ Indeed, to say that it was I who invested his palace is to say too much.
+ The leader of that expedition was Monna Bianca's own father, who, having
+ discovered the truth of the nefarious traffic in which Messer Cosimo was
+ engaged, hastened to rescue his daughter from an infamy.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo shrugged. &ldquo;These are mere words,&rdquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The lady herself is present, and can bear witness to their truth,&rdquo; I
+ cried.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;A prejudiced witness, indeed!&rdquo; said Cosimo with confidence; and Gonzaga
+ nodded, whereupon my heart sank.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Will Messer Agostino give us the names of any of the braves who were with
+ him?&rdquo; quoth Cosimo. &ldquo;It will no doubt assist the ends of justice, for
+ those men should be standing by him now.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He checked me no more than in time. I had been on the point of citing
+ Falcone; and suddenly I perceived that to do so would be to ruin Falcone
+ without helping myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I looked at my cousin. &ldquo;In that case,&rdquo; said I, &ldquo;I will not name them.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Falcone, however, was minded to name himself, for with a grunt he made
+ suddenly to rise. But Galeotto stretched an arm across Bianca, and forced
+ the equerry back into his seat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo saw and smiled. He was very sure of himself by now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The only witness whose word would carry weight would be the late Lord of
+ Pagliano,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;And the prisoner is more crafty than honest in naming
+ one who is dead. Your excellency will know the precise importance to
+ attach to that.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Again his excellency nodded. Could it indeed be that I was enmeshed? My
+ calm deserted me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Will Messer Cosimo tell your excellency under what circumstances the Lord
+ of Pagliano died?&rdquo; I cried.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is yourself should be better able to inform the Court of that,&rdquo;
+ answered Cosimo quickly, &ldquo;since he died at Pagliano after you had borne
+ his daughter thither, as we have proof.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Gonzaga looked at him sharply. &ldquo;Are you implying, sir, that there is a
+ further crime for which Messer Agostino d'Anguissola should be indicted?&rdquo;
+ he inquired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo shrugged and pursed his lips. &ldquo;I will not go so far, since the
+ matter of Ettore Cavalcanti's death does not immediately concern me.
+ Besides, there is enough contained in the indictment as it stands.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The imputation was none the less terrible, and could not fail of an effect
+ upon the minds of the Ten. I was in despair, for at every question it
+ seemed that the tide of destruction rose higher about me. I deemed myself
+ irrevocably lost. The witnesses I might have called were as good as
+ gagged.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yet there was one last question in my quiver&mdash;a question which I
+ thought must crumple up his confidence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Can you tell his excellency where you were upon your marriage night?&rdquo; I
+ cried hoarsely, my temples throbbing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Superbly Cosimo looked round at the Court; he shrugged, and shook his head
+ as if in utter pity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I leave it to your excellency to say where a man should be upon his
+ marriage night,&rdquo; he said, with an astounding impudence, and there were
+ some who tittered in the crowd behind me. &ldquo;Let me again beg your
+ excellency and your worthinesses to pass to judgment, and so conclude this
+ foolish comedy.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Gonzaga nodded gravely, as if entirely approving, whilst with a fat
+ jewelled hand he stroked his ample chin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I, too, think that it is time,&rdquo; he said, whereupon Cosimo, with a sigh of
+ relief, would have resumed his seat but that I stayed him with the last
+ thing I had to say.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My lord,&rdquo; I cried, appealing to Gonzaga, &ldquo;the true events of that night
+ are set forth in a memorial of which two copies were drawn up, one for the
+ Pope and the other for your excellency, as the Emperor's vicegerent. Shall
+ I recite its contents&mdash;that Messer Cosimo may be examined upon them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is not necessary,&rdquo; came Gonzaga's icy voice. &ldquo;The memorial is here
+ before me.&rdquo; And he tapped a document upon the table. Then he fixed his
+ prominent eyes upon Cosimo. &ldquo;You are aware of its contents?&rdquo; he asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo bowed, and Galeotto moved at last, for the first time since the
+ trial's inception.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Until now he had sat like a carved image, save when he had thrust out a
+ hand to restrain Falcone, and his attitude had filled me with an
+ unspeakable dread. But at this moment he leaned forward turning an ear
+ towards Cosimo, as if anxious not to miss a single word that the man might
+ utter. And Cosimo, intent as he was, did not observe the movement.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;I saw its fellow at the Vatican,&rdquo; said my cousin, &ldquo;and since the Pope in
+ his wisdom and goodness judged worthless the witnesses whose signatures it
+ bears, his holiness thought well to issue the brief upon which your
+ excellency has acted in summoning Agostino d'Anguissola before you here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Thus is that memorial disposed of as a false and lying document.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And yet,&rdquo; said Gonzaga thoughtfully, his heavy lip between thumb and
+ forefinger, &ldquo;it bears, amongst others, the signature of the Lord of
+ Pagliano's confessor.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Without violation of the seal of the confessional, it is impossible for
+ that friar to testify,&rdquo; was the answer. &ldquo;And the Holy Father cannot grant
+ him dispensation for so much. His signature, therefore, stands for
+ nothing.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There followed a moment's silence. The Ten whispered among themselves. But
+ Gonzaga never consulted them by so much as a glance. They appeared to
+ serve none but a decorative office in that Court of his, for they bore no
+ share in the dispensing of a justice of which he constituted himself the
+ sole arbiter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last the Governor spoke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It seems, indeed, that there is no more to say and the Court has a clear
+ course before it, since the Emperor cannot contravene the mandates of the
+ Holy See. Nothing remains, then, but to deliver sentence; unless...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He paused, and his eyes singularly sly, his lips pursed almost humorously,
+ he turned his glance upon Galeotto.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Ser Cosimo,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;has pronounced this memorial a false and lying
+ document. Is there anything that you, Messer Galeotto, as its author, can
+ have to tell the Court?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Instantly the condottiero rose, his great scarred face very solemn, his
+ eyes brooding. He advanced almost to the very centre of the table, so that
+ he all but stood immediately before Gonzaga, yet sideways, so that I had
+ him in profile, whilst he fully faced Cosimo.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo at least had ceased to smile. His handsome white face had lost some
+ of its supercilious confidence. Here was something unexpected, something
+ upon which he had not reckoned, against which he had not provided.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What has Ser Galeotto to do with this?&rdquo; he demanded harshly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That, sir, no doubt he will tell us, if you will have patience,&rdquo; Gonzaga
+ answered, so sweetly and deferentially that of a certainty some of
+ Cosimo's uneasiness must have been dissipated.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I leaned forward now, scarce daring to draw breath lest I should lose a
+ word of what was to follow. The blood that had earlier surged to my face
+ had now all receded again, and my pulses throbbed like hammers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then Galeotto spoke, his voice very calm and level.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Will your excellency first permit me to see the papal brief upon which
+ you acted in summoning hither the accused?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Silently Gonzaga delivered a parchment into Galeotto's hands. The
+ condottiero studied it, frowning. Then he smote it sharply with his right
+ hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;This document is not in order,&rdquo; he announced.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;How?&rdquo; quoth Cosimo, and he smiled again, reassured completely by now,
+ convinced that here was no more than a minor quibble of the law.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You are here described as Cosimo d'Anguissola, Lord of Mondolfo and
+ Carmina. These titles are not yours.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The blood stirred faintly in Cosimo's cheeks.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Those fiefs were conferred upon me by our late lord, Duke Pier Luigi,&rdquo; he
+ replied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Gonzaga spoke. &ldquo;The confiscations effected by the late usurping Duke, and
+ the awards made out of such confiscations, have been cancelled by Imperial
+ decree. All lands so confiscated are by this decree revertible to their
+ original holders upon their taking oath of allegiance to Caesar.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo continued to smile. &ldquo;This is no matter of a confiscation effected
+ by Duke Pier Luigi,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;The confiscation and my own investiture in
+ the confiscated fiefs are a consequence of Agostino d'Anguissola's
+ recreancy&mdash;at least, it is in such terms that my investiture is
+ expressly announced in the papal bull that has been granted me and in the
+ brief which lies before your excellency. Nor was such express announcement
+ necessary, for since I was next heir after Ser Agostino to the Tyranny of
+ Mondolfo, it follows that upon his being outlawed and his life forfeit I
+ enter upon my succession.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here, thought I, were we finally checkmated. But Galeotto showed no sign
+ of defeat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Where is this bull you speak of?&rdquo; he demanded, as though he were the
+ judge himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo haughtily looked past him at Gonzaga. &ldquo;Does your excellency ask to
+ see it?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Assuredly,&rdquo; said Gonzaga shortly. &ldquo;I may not take your word for its
+ existence.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo plucked a parchment from the breast of his brown satin doublet,
+ unfolded it, and advanced to lay it before Gonzaga, so that he stood near
+ Galeotto&mdash;not more than an arm's length between them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Governor conned it; then passed it to Galeotto. &ldquo;It seems in order,&rdquo;
+ he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Nevertheless, Galeotto studied it awhile; and then, still holding it, he
+ looked at Cosimo, and the scarred face that hitherto had been so sombre
+ now wore a smile.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It is as irregular as the other,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;It is entirely worthless.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Worthless?&rdquo; quoth Cosimo, in an amazement that was almost scornful. &ldquo;But
+ have I not already explained...&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It sets forth here,&rdquo; cut in Galeotto with assurance, &ldquo;that the fief of
+ Mondolfo and Carmina are confiscated from Agostino d'Anguissola. Now I
+ submit to your excellency, and to your worthinesses,&rdquo; he added, turning
+ aside, &ldquo;that this confiscation is grotesque and impossible, since Mondolfo
+ and Carmina never were the property of Agostino d'Anguissola, and could no
+ more be taken from him than can a coat be taken from the back of a naked
+ man&mdash;unless,&rdquo; he added, sneering, &ldquo;a papal bull is capable of
+ miracles.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo stared at him with round eyes, and I stared too, no glimmer of the
+ enormous truth breaking yet upon my bewildered mind. In the court the
+ silence was deathly until Gonzaga spoke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Do you say that Mondolfo and Carmina did not belong&mdash;that they never
+ were the fiefs of Agostino d'Anguissola?&rdquo; he asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is what I say,&rdquo; returned Galeotto, towering there, immense and
+ formidable in his gleaming armour.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;To whom, then, did they belong?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;They did and do belong to Giovanni d'Anguissola&mdash;Agostino's father.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo shrugged at this, and some of the dismay passed from his
+ countenance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;What folly is this?&rdquo; he cried. &ldquo;Giovanni d'Anguissola died at Perugia
+ eight years ago.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;That is what is generally believed, and what Giovanni d'Anguissola has
+ left all to believe, even to his own priest-ridden wife, even to his own
+ son, sitting there, lest had the world known the truth whilst Pier Luigi
+ lived such a confiscation as this should, indeed, have been perpetrated.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;But he did not die at Perugia. At Perugia, Ser Cosimo, he took this scar
+ which for thirteen years has served him for a mask.&rdquo; And he pointed to his
+ own face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I came to my feet, scarce believing what I heard. Galeotto was Giovanni
+ d'Anguissola&mdash;my father! And my heart had never told me so!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In a flash I saw things that hitherto had been obscure, things that should
+ have guided me to the truth had I but heeded their indications.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How, for instance, had I assumed that the Anguissola whom he had mentioned
+ as one of the heads of the conspiracy against Pier Luigi could have been
+ myself?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ I stood swaying there, whilst his voice boomed out again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Now that I have sworn fealty to the Emperor in my true name, upon the
+ hands of my Lord Gonzaga here; now that the Imperial aegis protects me
+ from Pope and Pope's bastards; now that I have accomplished my life's
+ work, and broken the Pontifical sway in this Piacenza, I can stand forth
+ again and resume the state that is my own.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;There stands my foster-brother, who has borne witness to my true
+ identity; there Falcone, who has been my equerry these thirty years; and
+ there are the brothers Pallavicini, who tended me and sheltered me when I
+ lay at the point of death from the wounds that disfigured me at Perugia.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;So, my Lord Cosimo, ere you can proceed further in this matter against my
+ son, you will need to take your brief and your bull back to Rome and get
+ them amended, for there is in Italy no Lord of Mondolfo and Carmina other
+ than myself.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo fell back before him limp and trembling, his spirit broken by this
+ shattering blow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then Gonzaga uttered words that might have heartened him. But after
+ being hurled from what he accounted the pinnacle of success, he mistrusted
+ now the crafty Lieutenant, saw that he had been played with as a mouse by
+ this Imperial cat with the soft, deadly paws.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;We might waive the formalities in the interests of justice,&rdquo; purred the
+ Lieutenant. &ldquo;There is this memorial, my lord,&rdquo; he said, and tapped the
+ document, his eyes upon my father.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Since your excellency wishes the matter to be disposed of out of hand, it
+ can, I think, be done,&rdquo; he said, and he looked again at Cosimo.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;You have said that this memorial is false, because the witnesses whose
+ names are here cannot be admitted to testify.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo braced himself for a last effort. &ldquo;Do you defy the Pope?&rdquo; he
+ thundered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;If necessary,&rdquo; was the answer. &ldquo;I have done so all my life.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cosimo turned to Gonzaga. &ldquo;It is not I who have branded this memorial
+ false,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;but the Holy Father himself.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;The Emperor,&rdquo; said my father, &ldquo;may opine that in this matter the Holy
+ Father has been deluded by liars. There are other witnesses. There is
+ myself, for one. This memorial contains nothing but what was imparted to
+ me by the Lord of Pagliano on his death-bed, in the presence of his
+ confessor.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;We cannot admit the confessor,&rdquo; Gonzaga thrust in.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Give me leave, your excellency. It was not in his quality as confessor
+ that Fra Gervasio heard the dying man depone. Cavalcanti's confession
+ followed upon that. And there was in addition present the seneschal of
+ Pagliano who is present here. Sufficient to establish this memorial alike
+ before the Imperial and the Pontifical Courts.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;And I swear to God, as I stand here in His sight,&rdquo; he continued in a
+ ringing voice, &ldquo;that every word there set down is as spoken by Ettore
+ Cavalcanti, Lord of Pagliano, some hours before he died; and so will those
+ others swear. And I charge your excellency, as Caesar's vicegerent, to
+ accept that memorial as an indictment of that caitiff Cosimo d'Anguissola,
+ who lent himself to so foul and sacrilegious a deed&mdash;for it involved
+ the defilement of the Sacrament of Marriage.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;In that you lie!&rdquo; screamed Cosimo, crimson now with rage, the veins at
+ his throat and brow swelling like ropes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A silence followed. My father turned to Falcone, and held out his hand.
+ Falcone sprang to give him a heavy iron gauntlet. Holding this by the
+ fingers, my father took a step towards Cosimo, and he was smiling, very
+ calm again after his late furious mood.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Be it so,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Since you say that I lie, I do here challenge you to
+ prove it upon my body.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And he crashed the iron glove straight into Cosimo's face so that the skin
+ was broken, and blood flowed about the mouth, leaving the lower half of
+ the visage crimson, the upper dead-white.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Gonzaga sat on, entirely unmoved, and waited, indifferent to the stir
+ there was amid the Ten. For by the ancient laws of chivalry&mdash;however
+ much they might be falling now into desuetude&mdash;if Cosimo took up the
+ glove, the matter passed beyond the jurisdiction of the Court, and all men
+ must abide by the issue of the trial by battle.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For a long moment Cosimo hesitated. Then he saw ruin all about him. He&mdash;who
+ had come to this court so confidently&mdash;had walked into a trap. He saw
+ it now, and saw that the only loophole was the chance this combat offered
+ him. He played the man in the end. He stooped and took up the glove.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Upon your body, then&mdash;God helping me,&rdquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Unable longer to control myself, I sprang to my father's side. I caught
+ his arm.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Let me! Father, let me!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked into my face and smiled, and the steel-coloured eyes seemed
+ moist and singularly soft.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My son!&rdquo; he said, and his voice was gentle and soothing as a woman's
+ caress.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My father!&rdquo; I answered him, a knot in my throat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Alas, that I must deny you the first thing you ask me by that name,&rdquo; he
+ said. &ldquo;But the challenge is given and accepted. Do you take Bianca to the
+ Duomo and pray that right may be done and God's will prevail. Gervasio
+ shall go with you.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then came an interruption from Gonzaga.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;My lord,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;will you determine when and where this battle is to
+ be fought?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Upon the instant,&rdquo; answered my father, &ldquo;on the banks of Po with a score
+ of lances to keep the lists.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Gonzaga looked at Cosimo. &ldquo;Do you agree to this?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;It cannot be too soon for me,&rdquo; replied the quivering Cosimo, black hatred
+ in his glance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Be it so, then,&rdquo; said the Governor, and he rose, the Court rising with
+ him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My father pressed my hand again. &ldquo;To the Duomo, Agostino, till I come,&rdquo; he
+ said, and on that we parted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ My sword was returned to me by Gonzaga's orders. In so far as it concerned
+ myself the trial was at an end, and I was free.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At Gonzaga's invitation, very gladly I there and then swore fealty to the
+ Emperor upon his hands, and then, with Bianca and Gervasio, I made my way
+ through the cheering crowd and came out into the sunshine, where my
+ lances, who had already heard the news, set up a great shout at sight of
+ me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus we crossed the square, and went to the Duomo, to render thanks. We
+ knelt at the altar-rail, and Gervasio knelt above us upon the altar's
+ lowest step.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Somewhere behind us knelt Bianca's women, who had followed us to the
+ church.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus we waited for close upon two hours that were as an eternity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And kneeling there, the eyes of my soul conned closely the scroll of my
+ young life as it had been unfolded hitherto. I reviewed its beginnings in
+ the greyness of Mondolfo, under the tutelage of my poor, dolorous mother
+ who had striven so fiercely to set my feet upon the ways of sanctity. But
+ my ways had been errant ways, even though, myself, I had sought to walk as
+ she directed. I had strayed and blundered, veered and veered again, a very
+ mockery of what she strove to make me&mdash;a strolling saint, indeed, as
+ Cosimo had dubbed me, a wandering mummer when I sought after holiness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But my strolling, my errantry ended here at last at the steps of this
+ altar, as I knew.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Deeply had I sinned. But deeply and strenuously had I expiated, and the
+ heaviest burden of my expiation had been that endured in the past year at
+ Pagliano beside my gentle Bianca who was another's wedded wife. That cross
+ of penitence&mdash;so singularly condign to my sin&mdash;I had borne with
+ fortitude, heartened by the confidence that thus should I win to pardon
+ and that the burden would be mercifully lifted when the expiation was
+ complete. In the lifting of that burden from me I should see a sign that
+ pardon was mine at last, that at last I was accounted worthy of this pure
+ maid through whom I should have won to grace, through whom I had come to
+ learn that Love&mdash;God's greatest gift&mdash;is the great sanctifier of
+ man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That the stroke of that ardently awaited hour was even now impending I did
+ not for a moment doubt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Behind us, the door opened and steps clanked upon the granite floor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Fra Gervasio rose very tall and gaunt, his gaze anxious.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked, and the anxiety passed. Thankfulness overspread his face. He
+ smiled serenely, tears in his deep-set eyes. Seeing this, I, too, dared to
+ look at last.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Up the aisle came my father very erect and solemn, and behind him followed
+ Falcone with eyes a-twinkle in his weather-beaten face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &ldquo;Let the will of Heaven be done,&rdquo; said my father. And Gervasio came down
+ to pronounce the nuptial blessing over us.
+ </p>
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+*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE STROLLING SAINT ***
+
+
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+Produced by John Stuart Middleton
+
+
+
+
+
+THE STROLLING SAINT
+
+Being the Confessions of the High & Mighty Agostino D'Anguissola Tyrant
+of Mondolfo & Lord of Carmina, in the State of Piacenza
+
+By Raphael Sabatini
+
+
+CONTENTS
+
+
+
+ BOOK ONE
+
+ THE OBLATE
+
+
+ CHAPTER
+
+ I. NOMEN ET OMEN
+
+ II. GINO FALCONE
+
+ III. THE PIETISTIC THRALL
+
+ IV. LUISINA
+
+ V. REBELLION
+
+ VI. FRA GERVASIO
+
+
+
+ BOOK TWO
+
+ GIULIANA
+
+
+ I. THE HOUSE OF ASTORRE FIFANTI
+
+ II. HUMANITIES
+
+ III. PREUX-CHEVALIER
+
+ IV. MY LORD GAMBARA CLEARS THE GROUND
+
+ V. PABULUM ACHERONTIS
+
+ VI. THE IRON GIRDLE
+
+
+
+ BOOK THREE
+
+ THE WILDERNESS
+
+
+ I. THE HOME-COMING
+
+ II. THE CAPTAIN OF JUSTICE
+
+ III. GAMBARA'S INTERESTS
+
+ IV. THE ANCHORITE OF MONTE ORSARO
+
+ V. THE RENUNCIATION
+
+ VI. HYPNEROTOMACHIA
+
+ VII. INTRUDERS
+
+ VIII. THE VISION
+
+ IX. THE ICONOCLAST
+
+
+
+ BOOK FOUR
+
+ THE WORLD
+
+
+ I. PAGLIANO
+
+ II. THE GOVERNOR OF MILAN
+
+ III. PIER LUIGI FARNESE
+
+ IV. MADONNA BIANCA
+
+ V. THE WARNING
+
+ VI. THE TALONS OF THE HOLY OFFICE
+
+ VII. THE PAPAL BULL
+
+ VIII. THE THIRD DEGREE
+
+ IX. THE RETURN
+
+ X. THE NUPTIALS OF BIANCA
+
+ XI. THE PENANCE
+
+ XII. BLOOD
+
+ XIII. THE OVERTHROW
+
+ XIV. THE CITATION
+
+ XV. THE WILL OF HEAVEN
+
+
+
+
+BOOK I. THE OBLATE
+
+
+
+CHAPTER I. NOMEN ET OMEN
+
+
+In seeking other than in myself--as men will--the causes of my
+tribulations, I have often inclined to lay the blame of much of the ill
+that befell me, and the ill that in my sinful life I did to others, upon
+those who held my mother at the baptismal font and concerted that she
+should bear the name of Monica.
+
+There are in life many things which, in themselves, seeming to the
+vulgar and the heedless to be trivial and without consequence, may yet
+be causes pregnant of terrible effects, mainsprings of Destiny itself.
+Amid such portentous trifles I would number the names so heedlessly
+bestowed upon us.
+
+It surprises me that in none of the philosophic writings of the learned
+scholars of antiquity can I find that this matter of names has been
+touched upon, much less given the importance of which I account it to be
+deserving.
+
+Possibly it is because no one of them ever suffered, as I have suffered,
+from the consequences of a name. Had it but been so, they might in their
+weighty and impressive manner have set down a lesson on the subject,
+and so relieved me--who am all-conscious of my shortcomings in this
+direction-from the necessity of repairing that omission out of my own
+experience.
+
+Let it then, even at this late hour, be considered what a subtle
+influence for good or ill, what a very mould of character may lie within
+a name.
+
+To the dull clod of earth, perhaps, or, again, to the truly
+strong-minded nature that is beyond such influences, it can matter
+little that he be called Alexander or Achilles; and once there was a man
+named Judas who fell so far short of the noble associations of that name
+that he has changed for all time the very sound and meaning of it.
+
+But to him who has been endowed with imagination--that greatest boon and
+greatest affliction of mankind--or whose nature is such as to crave for
+models, the name he bears may become a thing portentous by the images
+it conjures up of some mighty dead who bore it erstwhile and whose life
+inspires to emulation.
+
+Whatever may be accounted the general value of this premiss, at least as
+it concerns my mother I shall hope to prove it apt.
+
+They named her Monica. Why the name was chosen I have never learnt; but
+I do not conceive that there was any reason for the choice other than
+the taste of her parents in the matter of sounds. It is a pleasing
+enough name, euphoniously considered, and beyond that--as is so commonly
+the case--no considerations were taken into account.
+
+To her, however, at once imaginative and of a feeble and dependent
+spirit, the name was fateful. St. Monica was made the special object of
+her devotions in girlhood, and remained so later when she became a wife.
+The Life of St. Monica was the most soiled and fingered portion of an
+old manuscript collection of the life histories of a score or so of
+saints that was one of her dearest possessions. To render herself worthy
+of the name she bore, to model her life upon that of the sainted woman
+who had sorrowed and rejoiced so much in her famous offspring, became
+the obsession of my mother's soul. And but that St. Monica had wed and
+borne a son, I do not believe that my mother would ever have adventured
+herself within the bonds of wedlock.
+
+How often in the stressful, stormy hours of my most unhappy youth did I
+not wish that she had preferred the virginal life of the cloister, and
+thus spared me the heavy burden of an existence which her unholy and
+mistaken saintliness went so near to laying waste!
+
+I like to think that in the days when my father wooed her, she forgot
+for a spell in the strong arms of that fierce ghibelline the pattern
+upon which it had become her wont to weave her life; so that in all
+that drab, sackcloth tissue there was embroidered at least one warm and
+brilliant little wedge of colour; so that in all that desert waste, in
+all that parched aridity of her existence, there was at least one little
+patch of garden-land, fragrant, fruitful, and cool.
+
+I like to think it, for at best such a spell must have been brief
+indeed; and for that I pity her--I, who once blamed her so very
+bitterly. Before ever I was born it must have ceased; whilst still she
+bore me she put from her lips the cup that holds the warm and
+potent wine of life, and turned her once more to her fasting, her
+contemplations, and her prayers.
+
+That was in the year in which the battle of Pavia was fought and won by
+the Emperor. My father, who had raised a condotta to lend a hand in the
+expulsion of the French, was left for dead upon that glorious field.
+Afterwards he was found still living, but upon the very edge and border
+of Eternity; and when the news of it was borne to my mother I have
+little doubt but that she imagined it to be a visitation--a punishment
+upon her for having strayed for that brief season of her adolescence
+from the narrow flinty path that she had erst claimed to tread in the
+footsteps of Holy Monica.
+
+How much the love of my father may still have swayed her I do not know.
+But to me it seems that in what next she did there was more of duty,
+more of penitence, more of reparation for the sin of having been a woman
+as God made her, than of love. Indeed, I almost know this to be so. In
+delicate health as she was, she bade her people prepare a litter for
+her, and so she had herself carried into Piacenza, to the Church of St.
+Augustine. There, having confessed and received the Sacrament, upon her
+knees before a minor altar consecrated to St. Monica, she made solemn
+vow that if my father's life was spared she would devote the unborn
+child she carried to the service of God and Holy Church.
+
+Two months thereafter word was brought her that my father, his recovery
+by now well-nigh complete, was making his way home.
+
+On the morrow was I born--a votive offering, an oblate, ere yet I had
+drawn the breath of life.
+
+It has oft diverted me to conjecture what would have chanced had I been
+born a girl--since that could have afforded her no proper parallel. In
+the circumstance that I was a boy, I have no faintest doubt but that she
+saw a Sign, for she was given to seeing signs in the slightest and most
+natural happenings. It was as it should be; it was as it had been with
+the Sainted Monica in whose ways she strove, poor thing, to walk. Monica
+had borne a son, and he had been named Augustine. It was very well. My
+name, too, should be Augustine, that I might walk in the ways of that
+other Augustine, that great theologian whose mother's name was Monica.
+
+And even as the influence of her name had been my mother's guide, so was
+the influence of my name to exert its sway upon me. It was made to do
+so. Ere I could read for myself, the life of that great saint--with such
+castrations as my tender years demanded--was told me and repeated until
+I knew by heart its every incident and act. Anon his writings were my
+school-books. His De Civitate Dei and De Vita Beata were the paps at
+which I suckled my earliest mental nourishment.
+
+And even to-day, after all the tragedy and sin and turbulence of my
+life, that was intended to have been so different, it is from
+his Confessions that I have gathered inspiration to set down my
+own--although betwixt the two you may discern little indeed that is
+comparable.
+
+I was prenatally made a votive offering for the preservation of my
+father's life, for his restoration to my mother safe and sound. That
+restoration she had, as you have seen; and yet, had she been other than
+she was, she must have accounted herself cheated of her bargain in the
+end. For betwixt my father and my mother I became from my earliest years
+a subject of contentions that drove them far asunder and set them almost
+in enmity the one against the other.
+
+I was his only son, heir to the noble lordships of Mondolfo and Carmina.
+Was it likely, then, that he should sacrifice me willingly to the
+seclusion of the cloister, whilst our lordship passed into the hands of
+our renegade, guelphic cousin, Cosimo d'Anguissola of Codogno?
+
+I can picture his outbursts at the very thought of it; I can hear
+him reasoning, upbraiding, storming. But he was as an ocean of energy
+hurling himself against the impassive rock of my mother's pietistic
+obstinacy. She had vowed me to the service of Holy Church, and she would
+suffer tribulation and death so that her vow should be fulfilled. And
+hers was a manner against which that strong man, my father, never
+could prevail. She would stand before him white-faced and mute, never
+presuming to return an answer to his pleading or to enter into argument.
+
+"I have vowed," she would say, just once; and thereafter, avoiding his
+fiery glance, she would bow her head meekly, fold her hands, the very
+incarnation of long-suffering and martyrdom.
+
+Anon, as the storm of his anger crashed about her, two glistening lines
+would appear upon her pallid face, and her tears--horrid, silent weeping
+that brought no trace of emotion to her countenance--showered down. At
+that he would fling out of her presence and away, cursing the day in
+which he had mated with a fool.
+
+His hatred of these moods of hers, of the vow she had made which bade
+fair to deprive him of his son, drove him ere long to hatred of the
+cause of it all. A ghibelline by inheritance, he was not long in
+becoming an utter infidel, at war with Rome and the Pontifical sway.
+Nor was he one to content himself with passive enmity. He must be up and
+doing, seeking the destruction of the thing he hated. And so it befell
+that upon the death of Pope Clement (the second Medici Pontiff),
+profiting by the weak condition from which the papal army had not yet
+recovered since the Emperor's invasion and the sack of Rome, my father
+raised an army and attempted to shatter the ancient yoke which Julius II
+had imposed upon Parma and Piacenza when he took them from the State of
+Milan.
+
+A little lad of seven was I at the time, and well do I remember the
+martial stir and bustle there was about our citadel of Mondolfo, the
+armed multitudes that thronged the fortress that was our home, or
+drilled and manoeuvred upon the green plains beyond the river.
+
+I was all wonder-stricken and fascinated by the sight. My blood was
+quickened by the brazen notes of their trumpets, and to balance a pike
+in my hands was to procure me the oddest and most exquisite thrills that
+I had known. But my mother, perceiving with alarm the delight afforded
+me by such warlike matters, withdrew me so that I might see as little as
+possible of it all.
+
+And there followed scenes between her and my father of which hazy
+impressions linger in my memory. No longer was she a mute statue,
+enduring with fearful stoicism his harsh upbraidings. She was turned
+into a suppliant, now fierce, now lachrymose; by her prayers, by her
+prophecies of the evil that must attend his ungodly aims, she strove
+with all her poor, feeble might to turn him from the path of revolt to
+which he had set his foot.
+
+And he would listen now in silence, his face grim and sardonic; and when
+from very weariness the flow of her inspired oratory began to falter, he
+would deliver ever the same answer.
+
+"It is you who have driven me to this; and this is no more than a
+beginning. You have made a vow--an outrageous votive offering of
+something that is not yours to bestow. That vow you cannot break, you
+say. Be it so. But I must seek a remedy elsewhere. To save my son from
+the Church to which you would doom him, I will, ere I have done, tear
+down the Church and make an end of it in Italy."
+
+And at that she would shrivel up before him with a little moan of
+horror, taking her poor white face in her hands.
+
+"Blasphemer!" she would cry in mingled terror and aversion, and upon
+that word--the "Amen" to all their conferences in those last days they
+spent together--she would turn, and dragging me with her, all stunned
+and bewildered by something beyond my understanding, she would hurry
+me to the chapel of the citadel, and there, before the high altar,
+prostrate herself and spend long hours in awful sobbing intercessions.
+
+And so the gulf between them widened until the day of his departure.
+
+I was not present at their parting. What farewells may have been spoken
+between them, what premonitions may have troubled one or the other that
+they were destined never to meet again, I do not know.
+
+I remember being rudely awakened one dark morning early in the year,
+and lifted from my bed by arms to whose clasp I never failed to thrill.
+Close to mine was pressed a hot, dark, shaven hawk-face; a pair of
+great eyes, humid with tears, considered me passionately. Then a ringing
+voice--that commanding voice that was my father's--spoke to Falcone, the
+man-at-arms who attended him and who ever acted as his equerry.
+
+"Shall we take him with us to the wars, Falcone?"
+
+My little arms went round his neck and tightened there convulsively
+until the steel rim of his gorget bit into them.
+
+"Take me!" I sobbed. "Take me!"
+
+He laughed for answer, with something of exultation in his voice. He
+swung me to his shoulder, and held me poised there, looking up at me.
+And then he laughed again.
+
+"Dost hear the whelp?" he cried to Falcone. "Still with his milk-teeth
+in his head, and already does he yelp for battle!"
+
+Then he looked up at me again, and swore one of his great oaths.
+
+"I can trust you, son of mine," he laughed. "They'll never make a
+shaveling of you. When your thews are grown it will not be on thuribles
+they'll spend their strength, or I'm a liar else. Be patient yet awhile,
+and we shall ride together, never doubt it."
+
+With that he pulled me down again to kiss me, and he clasped me to his
+breast so that the studs of his armour remained stamped upon my tender
+flesh after he had departed.
+
+The next instant he was gone, and I lay weeping, a very lonely little
+child.
+
+But in the revolt that he led he had not reckoned upon the might and
+vigour of the new Farnese Pontiff. He had conceived, perhaps, that one
+pope must be as supine as another, and that Paul III would prove no more
+redoubtable than Clement VIII. To his bitter cost did he discover his
+mistake. Beyond the Po he was surprised by the Pontifical army under
+Ferrante Orsini, and there his force was cut to pieces.
+
+My father himself escaped and with him some other gentlemen of Piacenza,
+notably one of the scions of the great house of Pallavicini, who took a
+wound in the leg which left him lame for life, so that ever after he was
+known as Pallavicini il Zopo.
+
+They were all under the pope's ban, outlaws with a price upon the head
+of each, hunted and harried from State to State by the papal emissaries,
+so that my father never more dared set foot in Mondolfo, or, indeed,
+within the State of Piacenza, which had been rudely punished for the
+insubordination it had permitted to be reared upon its soil.
+
+And Mondolfo went near to suffering confiscation. Assuredly it would
+have suffered it but for the influence exerted on my mother's and my own
+behalf by her brother, the powerful Cardinal of San Paulo in Carcere,
+seconded by that guelphic cousin of my father's, Cosimo d'Anguissola,
+who, after me, was heir to Mondolfo, and had, therefore, good reason not
+to see it confiscated to the Holy See.
+
+Thus it fell out that we were left in peace and not made to suffer from
+my father's rebellion. For that, he himself should suffer when taken.
+But taken he never was. From time to time we had news of him. Now he was
+in Venice, now in Milan, now in Naples; but never long in any place for
+his safety's sake. And then one night, six years later, a scarred and
+grizzled veteran, coming none knew whence, dropped from exhaustion in
+the courtyard of our citadel, whither he had struggled. Some went to
+minister to him, and amongst these there was a groom who recognized him.
+
+"It is Messer Falcone!" he cried, and ran to bear the news to my mother,
+with whom I was at table at the time. With us, too, was Fra Gervasio,
+our chaplain.
+
+It was grim news that old Falcone brought us. He had never quitted my
+father in those six weary years of wandering until now that my father
+was beyond the need of his or any other's service.
+
+There had been a rising and a bloody battle at Perugia, Falcone informed
+us. An attempt had been made to overthrow the rule there of Pier Luigi
+Farnese, Duke of Castro, the pope's own abominable son. For some months
+my father had been enjoying the shelter of the Perugians, and he had
+repaid their hospitality by joining them and bearing arms with them in
+the ill-starred blow they struck for liberty. They had been crushed in
+the encounter by the troops of Pier Luigi, and my father had been among
+the slain.
+
+And well was it for him that he came by so fine and merciful an end,
+thought I, when I had heard the tale of horrors that had been undergone
+by the unfortunates who had fallen into the hands of Farnese.
+
+My mother heard him to the end without any sign of emotion. She
+sat there, cold and impassive as a thing of marble, what time Fra
+Gervasio--who was my father's foster-brother, as you shall presently
+learn more fully--sank his head upon his arm and wept like a child to
+hear the piteous tale of it. And whether from force of example, whether
+from the memories that came to me so poignantly in that moment of a fine
+strong man with a brown, shaven face and a jovial, mighty voice, who had
+promised me that one day we should ride together, I fell a-weeping too.
+
+When the tale was done, my mother coldly gave orders that Falcone be
+cared for, and went to pray, taking me with her.
+
+Oftentimes since have I wondered what was the tenour of her prayers that
+night. Were they for the rest of the great turbulent soul that was
+gone forth in sin, in arms against the Holy Church, excommunicate and
+foredoomed to Hell? Or were they of thanksgiving that at last she was
+completely mistress of my destinies, her mind at rest, since no longer
+need she fear opposition to her wishes concerning me? I do not know, nor
+will I do her the possible injustice that I should were I to guess.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER II. GINO FALCONE
+
+
+When I think of my mother now I do not see her as she appeared in any
+of the scenes that already I have set down. There is one picture of her
+that is burnt as with an acid upon my memory, a picture which the mere
+mention of her name, the mere thought of her, never fails to evoke like
+a ghost before me. I see her always as she appeared one evening when she
+came suddenly and without warning upon Falcone and me in the armoury of
+the citadel.
+
+I see her again, a tall, slight, graceful woman, her oval face of the
+translucent pallor of wax, framed in a nun-like coif, over which was
+thrown a long black veil that fell to her waist and there joined the
+black unrelieved draperies that she always wore. This sable garb was no
+mere mourning for my father. His death had made as little change in
+her apparel as in her general life. It had been ever thus as far as my
+memory can travel; always had her raiment been the same, those trailing
+funereal draperies. Again I see them, and that pallid face with its
+sunken eyes, around which there were great brown patches that seemed to
+intensify the depth at which they were set and the sombre lustre of them
+on the rare occasions when she raised them; those slim, wax-like hands,
+with a chaplet of beads entwined about the left wrist and hanging thence
+to a silver crucifix at the end.
+
+She moved almost silently, as a ghost; and where she passed she seemed
+to leave a trail of sorrow and sadness in her wake, just as a worldly
+woman leaves a trail of perfume.
+
+Thus looked she when she came upon us there that evening, and thus will
+she live for ever in my memory, for that was the first time that I knew
+rebellion against the yoke she was imposing upon me; the first time that
+our wills clashed, hers and mine; and as a consequence, maybe, was it
+the first time that I considered her with purpose and defined her to
+myself.
+
+The thing befell some three months after the coming of Falcone to
+Mondolfo.
+
+That the old man-at-arms should have exerted a strong attraction upon
+my young mind, you will readily understand. His intimate connection with
+that dimly remembered father, who stood secretly in my imagination in
+the position that my mother would have had St. Augustine occupy, drew me
+to his equerry like metal to a lodestone.
+
+And this attraction was reciprocal. Of his own accord old Falcone sought
+me out, lingering in my neighbourhood at first like a dog that looks for
+a kindly word. He had not long to wait. Daily we had our meetings and
+our talks and daily did these grow in length; and they were stolen hours
+of which I said no word to my mother, nor did others for a season, so
+that all was well.
+
+Our talks were naturally of my father, and it was through Falcone that
+I came to know something of the greatness of that noble-souled, valiant
+gentleman, whom the old servant painted for me as one who combined with
+the courage of the lion the wiliness of the fox.
+
+He discoursed of their feats of arms together, he described charges
+of horse that set my nerves a-tingle as in fancy I heard the blare
+of trumpets and the deafening thunder of hooves upon the turf. Of
+escalades, of surprises, of breaches stormed, of camisades and ambushes,
+of dark treacheries and great heroisms did he descant to fire my
+youthful fancy, to fill me first with delight, and then with frenzy when
+I came to think that in all these things my life must have no part, that
+for me another road was set--a grey, gloomy road at the end of which was
+dangled a reward which did not greatly interest me.
+
+And then one day from fighting as an endeavour, as a pitting of force
+against force and astuteness against astuteness, he came to talk of
+fighting as an art.
+
+It was from old Falcone that first I heard of Marozzo, that
+miracle-worker in weapons, that master at whose academy in Bologna the
+craft of swordsmanship was to be acquired, so that from fighting with
+his irons as a beast with its claws, by sheer brute strength and brute
+instinct, man might by practised skill and knowledge gain advantages
+against which mere strength must spend itself in vain.
+
+What he told me amazed me beyond anything that I had ever heard, even
+from himself, and what he told me he illustrated, flinging himself into
+the poises taught by Marozzo that I might appreciate the marvellous
+science of the thing.
+
+Thus was it that for the first time I made the acquaintance--an
+acquaintance held by few men in those days--of those marvellous guards
+of Marozzo's devising; Falcone showed me the difference between the
+mandritto and the roverso, the false edge and the true, the stramazone
+and the tondo; and he left me spellbound by that marvellous guard
+appropriately called by Marozzo the iron girdle--a low guard on the
+level of the waist, which on the very parry gives an opening for the
+point, so that in one movement you may ward and strike.
+
+At last, when I questioned him, he admitted that during their
+wanderings, my father, with that recklessness that alternated curiously
+with his caution, had ventured into the city of Bologna notwithstanding
+that it was a Papal fief, for the sole purpose of studying with Marozzo
+that Falcone himself had daily accompanied him, witnessed the lessons,
+and afterwards practised with my father, so that he had come to learn
+most of the secrets that Marozzo taught.
+
+One day, at last, very timidly, like one who, whilst overconscious of
+his utter unworthiness, ventures to crave a boon which he knows himself
+without the right to expect, I asked Falcone would he show me something
+of Marozzo's art with real weapons.
+
+I had feared a rebuff. I had thought that even old Falcone might laugh
+at one predestined to the study of theology, desiring to enter into the
+mysteries of sword-craft. But my fears were far indeed from having a
+foundation. There was no laughter in the equerry's grey eyes, whilst
+the smile upon his lips was a smile of gladness, of eagerness, almost of
+thankfulness to see me so set.
+
+And so it came to pass that daily thereafter did we practise for an hour
+or so in the armoury with sword and buckler, and with every lesson
+my proficiency with the iron grew in a manner that Falcone termed
+prodigious, swearing that I was born to the sword, that the knack of it
+was in the very blood of me.
+
+It may be that affection for me caused him to overrate the progress that
+I made and the aptitude I showed; it may even be that what he said was
+no more than the good-natured flattery of one who loved me and would
+have me take pleasure in myself. And yet when I look back at the lad I
+was, I incline to think that he spoke no more than sober truth.
+
+I have alluded to the curious, almost inexplicable delight it afforded
+me to feel in my hands the balance of a pike for the first time. Fain
+would I tell you something of all that I felt when first my fingers
+closed about a sword-hilt, the forefinger passed over the quillons in
+the new manner, as Falcone showed me. But it defies all power of words.
+The sweet seduction of its balance, the white gleaming beauty of the
+blade, were things that thrilled me with something akin to the thrill of
+the first kiss of passion. It was not quite the same, I know; yet I can
+think of nothing else in life that is worthy of being compared with it.
+
+I was at the time a lad in my thirteenth year, but I was well-grown and
+strong beyond my age, despite the fact that my mother had restrained me
+from all those exercises of horsemanship, of arms, and of wrestling by
+which boys of my years attain development. I stood almost as tall then
+as Falcone himself--who was accounted of a good height--and if my
+reach fell something short of his, I made up for this by the youthful
+quickness of my movements; so that soon--unless out of good nature he
+refrained from exerting his full vigour--I found myself Falcone's match.
+
+Fra Gervasio, who was then my tutor, and with whom my mornings were
+spent in perfecting my Latin and giving me the rudiments of Greek, soon
+had his suspicions of where the hour of the siesta was spent by me with
+old Falcone. But the good, saintly man held his peace, a matter which at
+that time intrigued me. Others there were, however, who thought well to
+bear the tale of our doings to my mother, and thus it happened that she
+came upon us that day in the armoury, each of us in shirt and breeches
+at sword-and-target play.
+
+We fell apart upon her entrance, each with a guilty feeling, like
+children caught in a forbidden orchard, for all that Falcone held
+himself proudly erect, his grizzled head thrown back, his eyes cold and
+hard.
+
+A long while it seemed ere she spoke, and once or twice I shot her a
+furtive comprehensive glance, and saw her as I shall ever see her to my
+dying day.
+
+Her eyes were upon me. I do not believe that she gave Falcone a single
+thought at first. It was at me only that she looked, and with such a
+sorrow in her glance to see me so vigorous and lusty, as surely could
+not have been fetched there by the sight of my corpse itself. Her lips
+moved awhile in silence; and whether she was at her everlasting prayers,
+or whether she was endeavouring to speak but could not for emotion, I do
+not know. At last her voice came, laden with a chill reproach.
+
+"Agostino!" she said, and waited as if for some answer from me.
+
+It was in that instant that rebellion stirred in me. Her coming had
+turned me cold, for all that my body was overheated from the exercise
+and I was sweating furiously. Now, at the sound of her voice, something
+of the injustice that oppressed me, something of the unreasoning bigotry
+that chained and fettered me, stood clear before my mental vision
+for the first time. It warmed me again with the warmth of sullen
+indignation. I returned her no answer beyond a curtly respectful
+invitation that she should speak her mind, couched--as had been her
+reproof--in a single word of address.
+
+"Madonna?" I challenged, and emulating something of old Falcone's
+attitude, I drew myself erect, flung back my head, and brought my eyes
+to the level of her own by an effort of will such as I had never yet
+exerted.
+
+It was, I think, the bravest thing I ever did. I felt, in doing it, as
+one feels who has nerved himself to enter fire. And when the thing was
+done, the ease of it surprised me. There followed no catastrophe such as
+I expected. Before my glance, grown suddenly so very bold, her own eyes
+drooped and fell away as was her habit. She spoke thereafter without
+looking at me, in that cold, emotionless voice that was peculiar to her
+always, the voice of one in whom the founts of all that is sweet and
+tolerant and tender in life are for ever frozen.
+
+"What are you doing with weapons, Agostino?" she asked me.
+
+"As you see, madam mother, I am at practice," I answered, and out of
+the corner of my eye I caught the grim approving twitch of old Falcone's
+lips.
+
+"At practice?" she echoed, dully as one who does not understand. Then
+very slowly she shook her sorrowful head. "Men practise what they must
+one day perform, Agostino. To your books, then, and leave swords for
+bloody men, nor ever let me see you again with weapons in your hands if
+you respect me."
+
+"Had you not come hither, madam mother, you had been spared the sight
+to-day," I answered with some lingering spark of my rebellious fire
+still smouldering.
+
+"It was God's will that I should come to set a term to such vanities
+before they take too strong a hold upon you," answered she. "Lay down
+those weapons."
+
+Had she been angry, I think I could have withstood her. Anger in her at
+such a time must have been as steel upon the flint of my own nature. But
+against that incarnation of sorrow and sadness, my purpose, my strength
+of character were turned to water. By similar means had she ever
+prevailed with my poor father. And I had, too, the habit of obedience
+which is not so lightly broken as I had at first accounted possible.
+
+Sullenly then I set down my sword upon a bench that stood against the
+wall, and my target with it. As I turned aside to do so, her gloomy eyes
+were poised for an instant upon Falcone, who stood grim and silent. Then
+they were lowered again ere she began to address him.
+
+"You have done very ill, Falcone," said she. "You have abused my trust
+in you, and you have sought to pervert my son and to lead him into ways
+of evil."
+
+He started under that reproof like a fiery stallion under the spur. His
+face flushed scarlet. The habit of obedience may have been strong in
+Falcone too; but it was obedience to men; with women he had never had
+much to do, old warrior though he was. Moreover, in this he felt that an
+affront had been put upon the memory of Giovanni d'Anguissola, who was
+my father and who went nigh to being Falcone's god. And this his answer
+plainly showed.
+
+"The ways into which I lead your son, Madonna," said he in a low voice
+that boomed up and echoed in the groined ceiling overhead, "are the
+ways that were trod by my lord his father. And who says that the ways
+of Giovanni d'Anguissola were evil ways lies foully, be he man or
+woman, patrician or villein, pope or devil." And upon that he paused
+magnificently, his eyes aflash.
+
+She shuddered under his rough speech. Then answered without looking up,
+and with no trace of anger in her voice:
+
+"You are restored to health and strength by now, Messer Falcone. The
+seneschal shall have orders to pay you ten gold ducats in discharge of
+all that may be still your due from us. See that by night you have left
+Mondolfo."
+
+And then, without changing her deadly inflection, or even making a
+noticeable pause, "Come, Agostino," she commanded.
+
+But I did not move. Her words had fixed me there with horror. I heard
+from Falcone a sound that was between a growl and a sob. I dared not
+look at him, but the eye of my fancy saw him standing rigid, pale, and
+self-contained.
+
+What would he do, what would he say? Oh, she had done a cruel, a
+bitterly cruel wrong. This poor old warrior, all scarred and patched
+from wounds that he had taken in my father's service, to be turned
+away in his old age, as we should not have turned away a dog! It was a
+monstrous thing. Mondolfo was his home. The Anguissola were his family,
+and their honour was his honour, since as a villein he had no honour of
+his own. To cast him out thus!
+
+All this flashed through my anguished mind in one brief throb of time,
+as I waited, marvelling what he would do, what say, in answer to that
+dismissal.
+
+He would not plead, or else I did not know him; and I was sure of that,
+without knowing what else there was that must make it impossible for old
+Falcone to stoop to ask a favour of my mother.
+
+Awhile he just stood there, his wits overthrown by sheer surprise. And
+then, when at last he moved, the thing he did was the last thing that
+I had looked for. Not to her did he turn; not to her, but to me, and he
+dropped on one knee before me.
+
+"My lord!" he cried, and before he added another word I knew already
+what else he was about to say. For never yet had I been so addressed in
+my lordship of Mondolfo. To all there I was just the Madonnino. But to
+Falcone, in that supreme hour of his need, I was become his lord.
+
+"My lord," he said, then. "Is it your wish that I should go?"
+
+I drew back, still wrought upon by my surprise; and then my mother's
+voice came cold and acid.
+
+"The Madonnino's wish is not concerned in this, Mester Falcone. It is I
+who order your departure."
+
+Falcone did not answer her; he affected not to hear her, and continued
+to address himself to me.
+
+"You are the master here, my lord," he urged. "You are the law in
+Mondolfo. You carry life and death in your right hand, and against your
+will no man or woman in your lordship can prevail."
+
+He spoke the truth, a mighty truth which had stood like a mountain
+before me all these months, yet which I had not seen.
+
+"I shall go or remain as you decree, my lord," he added; and then,
+almost in a snarl of defiance, "I obey none other," he concluded, "nor
+pope nor devil."
+
+"Agostino, I am waiting for you," came my mother's voice from the
+doorway.
+
+Something had me by the throat. It was Temptation, and old Falcone
+was the tempter. More than that was he--though how much more I did not
+dream, nor with what authority he acted there. He was the Mentor who
+showed me the road to freedom and to manhood; he showed me how at a blow
+I might shiver the chains that held me, and shake them from me like the
+cobwebs that they were. He tested me, too; tried my courage and my
+will; and to my undoing was it that he found me wanting in that hour. My
+regrets for him went near to giving me the resolution that I lacked. Yet
+even these fell short.
+
+I would to God I had given heed to him. I would to God I had flung
+back my head and told my mother--as he prompted me--that I was lord of
+Mondolfo, and that Falcone must remain since I so willed it.
+
+I strove to do so out of my love for him rather than out of any such
+fine spirit as he sought to inspire in me. Had I succeeded I had
+established my dominion, I had become arbiter of my fate; and how much
+of misery, of anguish, and of sin might I not thereafter have been
+spared!
+
+The hour was crucial, though I knew it not. I stood at a parting of
+ways; yet for lack of courage I hesitated to take the road to which so
+invitingly he beckoned me.
+
+And then, before I could make any answer such as I desired, such as I
+strove to make, my mother spoke again, and by her tone, which had grown
+faltering and tearful--as was her wont in the old days when she ruled
+my father--she riveted anew the fetters I was endeavouring with all the
+strength of my poor young soul to snap.
+
+"Tell him, Agostino, that your will is as your mother's. Tell him so and
+come. I am waiting for you."
+
+I stifled a groan, and let my arms fall limply to my sides. I was a
+weakling and contemptible. I realized it. And yet to-day when I look
+back I see how vast a strength I should have needed. I was but thirteen
+and of a spirit that had been cowed by her, and was held under her
+thrall.
+
+"I... I am sorry, Falcone," I faltered, and there were tears in my eyes.
+
+I shrugged again--shrugged in token of my despair and grief and
+impotence--and I moved down the long room towards the door where my
+mother waited.
+
+I did not dare to bestow another look upon that poor broken old warrior,
+that faithful, lifelong servant, turned thus cruelly upon the world by a
+woman whom bigotry had sapped of all human feelings and a boy who was a
+coward masquerading under a great name.
+
+I heard his gasping sob, and the sound smote upon my heart and hurt me
+as if it had been iron. I had failed him. He must suffer more in the
+knowledge of my unworthiness to be called the son of that master whom he
+had worshipped than in the destitution that might await him.
+
+I reached the door.
+
+"My lord! My lord!" he cried after me despairingly. On the very
+threshold I stood arrested by that heartbroken cry of his. I half
+turned.
+
+"Falcone... " I began.
+
+And then my mother's white hand fell upon my wrist.
+
+"Come, my son," she said, once more impassive.
+
+Nervelessly I obeyed her, and as I passed out I heard Falcone's voice
+crying:
+
+"My lord, my lord! God help me, and God help you!" An hour later he
+had left the citadel, and on the stones of the courtyard lay ten golden
+ducats which he had scattered there, and which not one of the greedy
+grooms or serving-men could take courage to pick up, so fearful a curse
+had old Falcone laid upon that money when he cast it from him.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER III. THE PIETISTIC THRALL
+
+
+That evening my mother talked to me at longer length than I remember her
+ever to have done before.
+
+It may be that she feared lest Gino Falcone should have aroused in me
+notions which it was best to lull back at once into slumber. It may be
+that she, too, had felt something of the crucial quality of that moment
+in the armoury, just as she must have perceived my first hesitation to
+obey her slightest word, whence came her resolve to check this mutiny
+ere it should spread and become too big for her.
+
+We sat in the room that was called her private dining-room, but which,
+in fact, was all things to her save the chamber in which she slept.
+
+The fine apartments through which I had strayed as a little lad in my
+father's day, the handsome lofty chambers, with their frescoed ceilings,
+their walls hung with costly tapestries, many of which had come from the
+looms of Flanders, their floors of wood mosaics, and their great carved
+movables, had been shut up these many years.
+
+For my mother's claustral needs sufficient was provided by the alcove
+in which she slept, the private chapel of the citadel in which she would
+spend long hours, and this private dining-room where we now sat. Into
+the spacious gardens of the castle she would seldom wander, into
+our town of Mondolfo never. Not since my father's departure upon his
+ill-starred rebellion had she set foot across the drawbridge.
+
+"Tell me whom you go with, and I will tell you what you are," says the
+proverb. "Show me your dwelling, and I shall see your character," say I.
+
+And surely never was there a chamber so permeated by the nature of its
+tenant as that private dining-room of my mother's.
+
+It was a narrow room in the shape of a small parallelogram, with the
+windows set high up near the timbered, whitewashed ceiling, so that it
+was impossible either to look in or to look out, as is sometimes the
+case with the windows of a chapel.
+
+On the white space of wall that faced the door hung a great wooden
+Crucifix, very rudely carved by one who either knew nothing of anatomy,
+or else--as is more probable--was utterly unable to set down his
+knowledge upon timber. The crudely tinted figure would be perhaps half
+the natural size of a man; and it was the most repulsive and hideous
+representation of the Tragedy of Golgotha that I have ever seen. It
+filled one with a horror which was far indeed removed from the pious
+horror which that Symbol is intended to arouse in every true believer.
+It emphasized all the ghastly ugliness of death upon that most barbarous
+of gallows, without any suggestion of the beauty and immensity of the
+Divine Martyrdom of Him Who in the likeness of the sinful flesh was
+Alone without sin.
+
+And to me the ghastliest and most pitiful thing of all was an artifice
+which its maker had introduced for the purpose of conveying some
+suggestion of the supernatural to that mangled, malformed, less than
+human representation. Into the place of the wound made by the spear of
+Longinus, he had introduced a strip of crystal which caught the light at
+certain angles--more particularly when there were lighted tapers in the
+room--so that in reflecting this it seemed to shed forth luminous rays.
+
+An odd thing was that my mother--who looked upon that Crucifix with eyes
+that were very different from mine--would be at pains in the evening
+when lights were fetched to set a taper at such an angle as was best
+calculated to produce the effect upon which the sculptor had counted.
+What satisfaction it can have been to her to see reflected from that
+glazed wound the light which she herself had provided for the purpose,
+I am lost to think. And yet I am assured that she would contemplate that
+shining effluence in a sort of ecstatic awe, accounting it something
+very near akin to miracle.
+
+Under this Crucifix hung a little alabaster font of holy-water, into
+the back of which was stuck a withered, yellow branch of palm, which was
+renewed on each Palm Sunday. Before it was set a praying-stool of plain
+oak, without any cushion to mitigate its harshness to the knees.
+
+In the corner of the room stood a tall, spare, square cupboard,
+capacious but very plain, in which the necessaries of the table were
+disposed. In the opposite corner there was another smaller cupboard with
+a sort of writing-pulpit beneath. Here my mother kept the accounts of
+her household, her books of recipes, her homely medicines and the heavy
+devotional tomes and lesser volumes--mostly manuscript--out of which she
+nourished her poor starving soul.
+
+Amongst these was the Treatise of the Mental Sufferings of Christ--the
+book of the Blessed Battista of Varano, Princess of Camerino, who
+founded the convent of Poor Clares in that city--a book whose almost
+blasphemous presumption fired the train of my earliest misgivings.
+
+Another was The Spiritual Combat, that queer yet able book of the cleric
+Scupoli--described as the "aureo libro," dedicated "Al Supremo Capitano
+e Gloriosissimo Trionfatore, Gesu Cristo, Figliuolo di Maria," and this
+dedication in the form of a letter to Our Saviour, signed, "Your most
+humble servant, purchased with Your Blood." 1
+
+ 1 This work, which achieved a great vogue and of which
+ several editions were issued down to 1750, was first printed
+ in 1589. Clearly, however, MS. copies were in existence
+ earlier, and it is to one of these that Agostino here
+ refers.
+
+
+Down the middle of the chamber ran a long square-ended table of oak,
+very plain like all the rest of the room's scant furnishings. At the
+head of this table was an arm-chair for my mother, of bare wood without
+any cushion to relieve its hardness, whilst on either side of the board
+stood a few lesser chairs for those who habitually dined there. These
+were, besides myself, Fra Gervasio, my tutor; Messer Giorgio, the
+castellan, a bald-headed old man long since past the fighting age
+and who in times of stress would have been as useful for purposes of
+defending Mondolfo as Lorenza, my mother's elderly woman, who sat below
+him at the board; he was toothless, bowed, and decrepit, but he was very
+devout--as he had need to be, seeing that he was half dead already--and
+this counted with my mother above any other virtue.2
+
+2 Virtu is the word used by Agostino, and it is susceptible to a wider
+translation than that which the English language affords, comprising as
+it does a sense of courage and address at arms. Indeed, it is not clear
+that Agostino is not playing here upon the double meaning of the word.
+
+
+The last of the four who habitually sat with us was Giojoso, the
+seneschal, a lantern-jawed fellow with black, beetling brows, about whom
+the only joyous thing was his misnomer of a name.
+
+Of the table that we kept, beyond noting that the fare was ever of a
+lenten kind and that the wine was watered, I will but mention that my
+mother did not observe the barrier of the salt. There was no sitting
+above it or below at our board, as, from time immemorial, is the
+universal custom in feudal homes. That her having abolished it was an
+act of humility on her part there can be little doubt, although this was
+a subject upon which she never expressed herself in my hearing.
+
+The walls of that room were whitewashed and bare.
+
+The floor was of stone overlain by a carpet of rushes that was changed
+no oftener than once a week.
+
+From what I have told you, you may picture something of the chill gloom
+of the place, something of the pietism which hung upon the very air of
+that apartment in which so much of my early youth was spent. And it had,
+too, an odour that is peculiarly full of character, the smell which
+is never absent from a sacristy and rarely from conventual chambers; a
+smell difficult to define, faint and yet tenuously pungent, and like
+no other smell in all the world that I have ever known. It is a musty
+odour, an odour of staleness which perhaps an open window and the fresh
+air of heaven might relieve but could not dissipate; and to this is wed,
+but so subtly that it would be impossible to say which is predominant,
+the slight, sickly aroma of wax.
+
+We supped there that night in silence at about the hour that poor Gino
+Falcone would be taking his departure. Silence was habitual with us at
+meal-times, eating being performed--like everything else in that drab
+household--as a sort of devotional act. Occasionally the silence would
+be relieved by readings aloud from some pious work, undertaken at my
+mother's bidding by one or another of the amanuenses.
+
+But on the night in question there was just silence, broken chiefly by
+the toothless slobber of the castellan over the soft meats that were
+especially prepared for him. And there was something of grimness in
+that silence; for none--and Fra Gervasio less than any--approved the
+unchristian thing that out of excess of Christianity my mother had done
+in driving old Falcone forth.
+
+Myself, I could not eat at all. My misery choked me. The thought of that
+old servitor whom I had loved being sent a wanderer and destitute, and
+all through my own weakness, all because I had failed him in his need,
+just as I had failed myself, was anguish to me. My lip would quiver at
+the thought, and it was with difficulty that I repressed my tears.
+
+At last that hideous repast came to an end in prayers of thanksgiving
+whose immoderate length was out of all proportion to the fare provided.
+
+The castellan shuffled forth upon the arm of the seneschal; Lorenza
+followed at a sign from my mother, and we three--Gervasio, my mother,
+and I--were left alone.
+
+And here let me say a word of Fra Gervasio. He was, as I have already
+written, my father's foster-brother. That is to say, he was the child
+of a sturdy peasant-woman of the Val di Taro, from whose lusty, healthy
+breast my father had suckled the first of that fine strength that had
+been his own.
+
+He was older than my father by a month or so, and as often happens in
+such cases, he was brought to Mondolfo to be first my father's playmate,
+and later, no doubt, to have followed him as a man-at-arms. But a chill
+that he took in his tenth year as a result of a long winter immersion in
+the icy waters of the Taro laid him at the point of death, and left
+him thereafter of a rather weak and sickly nature. But he was quick
+and intelligent, and was admitted to learn his letters with my father,
+whence it ensued that he developed a taste for study. Seeing that by
+his health he was debarred from the hardy open life of a soldier, his
+scholarly aptitude was encouraged, and it was decided that he should
+follow a clerical career.
+
+He had entered the order of St. Francis; but after some years at
+the Convent of Aguilona, his health having been indifferent and the
+conventual rules too rigorous for his condition, he was given licence
+to become the chaplain of Mondolfo. Here he had received the kindliest
+treatment at the hands of my father, who entertained for his sometime
+playmate a very real affection.
+
+He was a tall, gaunt man with a sweet, kindly face, reflecting his
+sweet, kindly nature; he had deep-set, dark eyes, very gentle in their
+gaze, a tender mouth that was a little drawn by lines of suffering and
+an upright wrinkle, deep as a gash, between his brows at the root of his
+long, slender nose.
+
+He it was that night who broke the silence that endured even after the
+others had departed. He spoke at first as if communing with himself,
+like a man who thinks aloud; and between his thumb and his long
+forefinger, I remember that he kneaded a crumb of bread upon which his
+eyes were intent.
+
+"Gino Falcone is an old man, and he was my lord's best-loved servant. He
+would have died for my lord, and joyfully; and now he is turned adrift,
+to die to no purpose. Ah, well." He heaved a deep sigh and fell silent,
+whilst I--the pent-up anguish in me suddenly released to hear my
+thoughts thus expressed--fell soundlessly to weeping.
+
+"Do you reprove me, Fra Gervasio?" quoth my mother, quite emotionless.
+
+The monk pushed back his stool and rose ere he replied. "I must," he
+said, "or I am unworthy of the scapulary I wear. I must reprove this
+unchristian act, or else am I no true servant of my Master."
+
+She crossed herself with her thumb-nail upon the brow and upon the lips,
+to repress all evil thoughts and evil words--an unfailing sign that she
+was stirred to anger and sought to combat the sin of it. Then she spoke,
+meekly enough, in the same cold, level voice.
+
+"I think it is you who are at fault," she told him, "when you call
+unchristian an act which was necessary to secure this child to Christ."
+
+He smiled a sad little smile. "Yet even so, it were well you should
+proceed with caution and with authority; and in this you have none."
+
+It was her turn to smile, the palest, ghostliest of smiles, and even for
+so much she must have been oddly moved. "I think I have," said she, and
+quoted, "'If thy right hand offend thee, hack it off.'"
+
+I saw a hot flush mount to the friar's prominent cheek-bones. Indeed, he
+was a very human man under his conventual robe, with swift stirrings
+of passion which the long habit of repression had not yet succeeded
+in extinguishing. He cast his eyes to the ceiling in such a glance of
+despair as left me thoughtful. It was as an invocation to Heaven to
+look down upon the obstinate, ignorant folly of this woman who accounted
+herself wise and who so garbled the Divine teaching as to blaspheme with
+complacency.
+
+I know that now; at the time I was not quite so clear-sighted as to read
+the full message of that glance.
+
+Her audacity was as the audacity of fools. Where wisdom, full-fledged,
+might have halted, trembling, she swept resolutely onward. Before her
+stood this friar, this teacher and interpreter, this man of holy life
+who was accounted profoundly learned in the Divinities; and he told her
+that she had done an evil thing. Yet out of the tiny pittance of her
+knowledge and her little intellectual sight--which was no better than a
+blindness--must she confidently tell him that he was at fault.
+
+Argument was impossible between him and her. Thus much I saw, and I
+feared an explosion of the wrath of which I perceived in him the signs.
+But he quelled it. Yet his voice rumbled thunderously upon his next
+words.
+
+"It matters something that Gino Falcone should not starve," he said.
+
+"It matters more that my son should not be damned," she answered him,
+and with that answer left him weapon-less, for against the armour of a
+crassness so dense and one-ideaed there are no weapons that can prevail.
+
+"Listen," she said, and her eyes, raised for a moment, comprehended both
+of us in their glance. "There is something that it were best I tell you,
+that once for all you may fathom the depth of my purpose for Agostino
+here. My lord his father was a man of blood and strife..."
+
+"And so were many whose names stand to-day upon the roll of saints and
+are its glory," answered the friar with quick asperity.
+
+"But they did not raise their arms against the Holy Church and against
+Christ's Own most holy Vicar, as did he," she reminded him sorrowfully.
+"The sword is an ill thing save when it is wielded in a holy cause. In
+my lord's hands, wielded in the unholiest of all causes, it became a
+thing accursed. But God's anger overtook him and laid him low at Perugia
+in all the strength and vigour that had made him arrogant as Lucifer. It
+was perhaps well for all of us that it so befell."
+
+"Madonna!" cried Gervasio in stern horror.
+
+But she went on quite heedless of him. "Best of all was it for me, since
+I was spared the harshest duty that can be imposed upon a woman and a
+wife. It was necessary that he should expiate the evil he had wrought;
+moreover, his life was become a menace to my child's salvation. It was
+his wish to make of Agostino such another as himself, to lead his only
+son adown the path of Hell. It was my duty to my God and to my son to
+shield this boy. And to accomplish that I would have delivered up his
+father to the papal emissaries who sought him."
+
+"Ah, never that!" the friar protested. "You could never have done that!"
+
+"Could I not? I tell you it was as good as done. I tell you that the
+thing was planned. I took counsel with my confessor, and he showed me my
+plain duty."
+
+She paused a moment, whilst we stared, Fra Gervasio white-faced and with
+mouth that gaped in sheer horror.
+
+"For years had he eluded the long arm of the pope's justice," she
+resumed. "And during those years he had never ceased to plot and
+plan the overthrow of the Pontifical dominion. He was blinded by his
+arrogance to think that he could stand against the hosts of Heaven. His
+stubbornness in sin had made him mad. Quem Deus vult perdere..." And
+she waved one of her emaciated hands, leaving the quotation unfinished.
+"Heaven showed me the way, chose me for Its instrument. I sent him word,
+offering him shelter here at Mondolfo where none would look to find him,
+assuming it to be the last place to which he would adventure. He was to
+have come when death took him on the field of Perugia."
+
+There was something here that I did not understand at all. And in like
+case, it seemed, was Fra Gervasio, for he passed a hand over his brow,
+as if to clear thence some veils that clogged his understanding.
+
+"He was to have come?" he echoed. "To shelter?" he asked.
+
+"Nay," said she quietly, "to death. The papal emissaries had knowledge
+of it and would have been here to await him."
+
+"You would have betrayed him?" Fra Gervasio's voice was hoarse, his eyes
+were burning sombrely.
+
+"I would have saved my son," said she, with quiet satisfaction, in a
+tone that revealed how incontestably right she conceived herself to be.
+
+He stood there, and he seemed taller and more gaunt than usual, for he
+had drawn himself erect to the full of his great height--and he was a
+man who usually went bowed. His hands were clenched and the knuckles
+showed blue-white like marble. His face was very pale and in his temple
+a little pulse was throbbing visibly. He swayed slightly upon his
+feet, and the sight of him frightened me a little. He seemed so full of
+terrible potentialities.
+
+When I think of vengeance, I picture to myself Fra Gervasio as I beheld
+him in that hour. Nothing that he could have done would have surprised
+me. Had he fallen upon my mother then, and torn her limb from limb,
+it would have been no more than from the sight of him I might have
+expected.
+
+I have said that nothing that he could have done would have surprised
+me. Rather should I have said that nothing would have surprised me save
+the thing he did.
+
+Whilst a man might have counted ten stood he so--she seeing nothing of
+the strange transfiguration that had come over him, for her eyes were
+downcast as ever. Then quite slowly, his hands unclenched, his arms
+fell limply to his sides, his head sank forward upon his breast, and his
+figure bowed itself lower than was usual. Quite suddenly, quite softly,
+almost as a man who swoons, he sank down again into the chair from which
+he had risen.
+
+He set his elbows on the table, and took his head in his hands. A groan
+escaped him. She heard it, and looked at him in her furtive way.
+
+"You are moved by this knowledge, Fra Gervasio," she said and sighed. "I
+have told you this--and you, Agostino--that you may know how deep, how
+ineradicable is my purpose. You were a votive offering, Agostino;
+you were vowed to the service of God that your father's life might be
+spared, years ago, ere you were born. From the very edge of death was
+your father brought back to life and strength. He would have used that
+life and that strength to cheat God of the price of His boon to me."
+
+"And if," Fra Gervasio questioned almost fiercely, "Agostino in the end
+should have no vocation, should have no call to such a life?"
+
+She looked at him very wistfully, almost pityingly. "How should that
+be?" she asked. "He was offered to God. And that God accepted the gift,
+He showed when He gave Giovanni back to life. How, then, could it come
+to pass that Agostino should have no call? Would God reject that which
+He had accepted?"
+
+Fra Gervasio rose again. "You go too deep for me, Madonna," he said
+bitterly. "It is not for me to speak of my gifts save reverently and in
+profound and humble gratitude for that grace by which God bestowed them
+upon me. But I am accounted something of a casuist. I am a doctor of
+theology and of canon law, and but for the weak state of my health I
+should be sitting to-day in the chair of canon law at the University of
+Pavia. And yet, Madonna, the things you tell me with such assurance make
+a mock of everything I have ever learnt."
+
+Even I, lad as I was, perceived the bitter irony in which he spoke. Not
+so she. I vow she flushed under what she accounted his praise of her
+wisdom and divine revelation; for vanity is the last human weakness to
+be discarded. Then she seemed to recollect herself. She bowed her head
+very reverently.
+
+"It is God's grace that reveals to me the truth," she said.
+
+He fell back a step in his amazement at having been so thoroughly
+misunderstood. Then he drew away from the table. He looked at her as
+he would speak, but checked on the thought. He turned, and so, without
+another word, departed, and left us sitting there together.
+
+It was then that we had our talk; or, rather, that she talked, whilst I
+sat listening. And presently as I listened, I came gradually once more
+under the spell of which I had more than once that day been on the point
+of casting off the yoke.
+
+For, after all, you are to discern in what I have written here, between
+what were my feelings at the time and what are my criticisms of to-day
+in the light of the riper knowledge to which I have come. The handling
+of a sword had thrilled me strangely, as I have shown. Yet was I ready
+to believe that such a thrill was but a lure of Satan's, as my mother
+assured me. In deeper matters she might harbour error, as Fra Gervasio's
+irony had shown me that he believed. But we went that night into no
+great depths.
+
+She spent an hour or so in vague discourse upon the joys of Paradise, in
+showing me the folly of jeopardizing them for the sake of the fleeting
+vanities of this ephemeral world. She dealt at length upon the love of
+God for us, and the love which we should bear to Him, and she read to
+me passages from the book of the Blessed Varano and from Scupoli to add
+point to her teachings upon the beauty and nobility of a life that
+is devoted to God's service--the only service of this world in which
+nobility can exist.
+
+And then she added little stories of martyrs who had suffered for the
+faith, of the tortures to which they had been subjected, and of the
+happiness they had felt in actual suffering, of the joy that their very
+torments had brought them, borne up as they were by their faith and the
+strength of their love of God.
+
+There was in all this nothing that was new to me, nothing that I did
+not freely accept and implicitly believe without pausing to judge or
+criticize. And yet, it was shrewd of her to have plied me then as
+she did; for thereby, beyond doubt, she checked me upon the point of
+self-questioning to which that day's happenings were urging me, and she
+brought me once more obediently to heel and caused me to fix my eyes
+more firmly than ever beyond the things of this world and upon the
+glories of the next which I was to make my goal and aim.
+
+Thus came I back within the toils from which I had been for a moment
+tempted to escape; and what is more, my imagination fired to some touch
+of ecstasy by those tales of sainted martyrs, I returned willingly to
+the pietistic thrall, to be held in it more firmly than ever yet before.
+
+We parted as we always parted, and when I had kissed her cold hand I
+went my way to bed. And if I knelt that night to pray that God might
+watch over poor errant Falcone, it was to the end that Falcone might be
+brought to see the sin and error of his ways and win to the grace of a
+happy death when his hour came.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IV. LUISINA
+
+
+Of the four years that followed little mention need be made in these
+pages, save for one incident whose importance is derived entirely from
+that which subsequently befell, for at the time it had no meaning for
+me. Yet since later it was to have much, it is fitting that it should be
+recorded here.
+
+It happened that a month or so after old Falcone had left us there
+wandered one noontide into the outer courtyard of the castle two pilgrim
+fathers, on their way--as they announced--from Milan to visit the Holy
+House at Loreto.
+
+It was my mother's custom to receive all pilgrim wayfarers and beggars
+in this courtyard at noontide twice in each week to bestow upon them
+food and alms. Rarely was she, herself, present at that alms-giving;
+more rarely still was I. It was Fra Gervasio who discharged the office
+of almoner on the Countess of Mondolfo's behalf. Occasionally the whines
+and snarls of the motley crowd that gathered there--for they were not
+infrequently quarrelsome--reached us in the maschio tower where we had
+our apartments. But on the day of which I speak I chanced to stand in
+the pillared gallery above the courtyard, watching the heaving, surging
+human mass below, for the concourse was greater than usual.
+
+Cripples there were of every sort, and all in rags; some with twisted,
+withered limbs, others with mere stumps where limbs had been lopped off,
+others again--and there were many of these--with hideous running
+sores, some of which no doubt would be counterfeit--as I now know--and
+contrived with poultices of salt for the purpose of exciting charity
+in the piteous. All were dishevelled, unkempt, ragged, dirty, and,
+doubtless, verminous. Most were greedy and wolfish as they thrust one
+another aside to reach Fra Gervasio, as if they feared that the supply
+of alms and food should be exhausted ere their turn arrived. Amongst
+them there was commonly a small sprinkling of mendicant friars, some of
+these, perhaps, just the hypocrite rogues that I have since discovered
+many of them to be, though at the time all who wore the scapulary were
+holy men in my innocent eyes. They were mostly, or so they pretended,
+bent upon pilgrimages to distant parts, living upon such alms as they
+could gather on their way.
+
+On the steps of the chapel Fra Gervasio would stand--gaunt and
+impassive--with his posse of attendant grooms behind him. One of the
+latter, standing nearest to our almoner, held a great sack of broken
+bread; another presented a wooden, trough-like platter filled with
+slices of meat, and a third dispensed out of horn cups a poor, thin, and
+rather sour, but very wholesome wine, which he drew from the skins that
+were his charge.
+
+From one to the other were the beggars passed on by Fra Gervasio, and
+lastly came they back to him, to receive from his hands a piece of
+money--a grosso, of which he held the bag himself.
+
+On the day of which I write, as I stood there gazing down upon that mass
+of misery, marvelling perhaps a little upon the inequality of fortune,
+and wondering vaguely what God could be about to inflict so much
+suffering upon certain of His creatures, to cause one to be born into
+purple and another into rags, my eyes were drawn by the insistent stare
+of two monks who stood at the back of the crowd with their shoulders to
+the wall.
+
+They were both tall men, and they stood with their cowls over their
+tonsures, in the conventual attitude, their hands tucked away into the
+ample sleeves of their brown habits. One of this twain was broader than
+his companion and very erect of carriage, such as was unusual in a monk.
+His mouth and the half of his face were covered by a thick brown beard,
+and athwart his countenance, from under the left eye across his nose and
+cheek, ran a great livid scar to lose itself in the beard towards the
+right jaw. His deep-set eyes regarded me so intently that I coloured
+uncomfortably under their gaze; for accustomed as I was to seclusion, I
+was easily abashed. I turned away and went slowly along the gallery to
+the end; and yet I had a feeling that those eyes were following me, and,
+indeed, casting a swift glance over my shoulder ere I went indoors, I
+saw that this was so.
+
+That evening at supper I chanced to mention the matter to Fra Gervasio.
+
+"There was a big bearded capuchin in the yard at alms-time to-day--" I
+was beginning, when the friar's knife clattered from his hand, and he
+looked at me with eyes of positive fear out of a face from which the
+last drop of blood had abruptly receded. I checked my inquiry at the
+sight of him thus suddenly disordered, whilst my mother, who, as usual,
+observed nothing, made a foolish comment.
+
+"The little brothers are never absent, Agostino."
+
+"This brother was a big brother," said I.
+
+"It is not seemly to make jest of holy men," she reproved me in her
+chilling voice.
+
+"I had no thought to jest," I answered soberly. "I should never
+have remarked this friar but that he gazed upon me with so great an
+intentness--so great that I was unable to bear it."
+
+It was her turn to betray emotion. She looked at me full and long--for
+once--and very searchingly. She, too, had grown paler than was her
+habit.
+
+"Agostino, what do you tell me?" quoth she, and her voice quivered.
+
+Now here was a deal of pother about a capuchin who had stared at the
+Madonnino of Anguissola! The matter was out of all proportion to the
+stir it made, and I conveyed in my next words some notion of that
+opinion.
+
+But she stared wistfully. "Never think it, Agostino," she besought me.
+"You know not what it may import." And then she turned to Fra Gervasio.
+"Who was this mendicant?" she asked.
+
+He had by now recovered from his erstwhile confusion. But he was still
+pale, and I observed that his hand trembled.
+
+"He must have been one of the two little brothers of St. Francis on
+their way, they said, from Milan to Loreto on a pilgrimage."
+
+"Not those you told me are resting here until to-morrow?"
+
+From his face I saw that he would have denied it had it lain within his
+power to utter a deliberate falsehood.
+
+"They are the same," he answered in a low voice.
+
+She rose. "I must see this friar," she announced, and never in all my
+life had I beheld in her such a display of emotion.
+
+"In the morning, then," said Fra Gervasio. "It is after sunset," he
+explained. "They have retired, and their rule..." He left the sentence
+unfinished, but he had said enough to be understood by her.
+
+She sank back to her chair, folded her hands in her lap and fell into
+meditation. The faintest of flushes crept into her wax-like cheeks.
+
+"If it should be a sign!" she murmured raptly, and then she turned again
+to Fra Gervasio. "You heard Agostino say that he could not bear this
+friar's gaze. You remember, brother, how a pilgrim appeared near San
+Rufino to the nurse of Saint Francis, and took from her arms the child
+that he might bless it ere once more he vanished? If this should be a
+sign such as that!"
+
+She clasped her hands together fervently. "I must see this friar ere he
+departs again," she said to the staring, dumbfounded Fra Gervasio.
+
+At last, then, I understood her emotion. All her life she had prayed
+for a sign of grace for herself or for me, and she believed that here at
+last was something that might well be discovered upon inquiry to be
+an answer to her prayer. This capuchin who had stared at me from
+the courtyard became at once to her mind--so ill-balanced upon such
+matters--a supernatural visitant, harbinger, as it were, of my future
+saintly glory.
+
+But though she rose betimes upon the morrow, to see the holy man ere he
+fared forth again, she was not early enough. In the courtyard whither
+she descended to make her way to the outhouse where the two were lodged,
+she met Fra Gervasio, who was astir before her.
+
+"The friar?" she cried anxiously, filled already with forebodings. "The
+holy man?"
+
+Gervasio stood before her, pale and trembling. "You are too late,
+Madonna. Already he is gone."
+
+She observed his agitation now, and beheld in it a reflection of her
+own, springing from the selfsame causes. "Oh, it was a sign indeed!"
+she exclaimed. "And you have come to realize it, too, I see." Next, in a
+burst of gratitude that was almost pitiful upon such slight foundation,
+"Oh, blessed Agostino!" she cried out.
+
+Then the momentary exaltation fell from that woman of sorrows. "This but
+makes my burden heavier, my responsibility greater," she wailed. "God
+help me bear it!"
+
+Thus passed that incident so trifling in itself and so misunderstood by
+her. But it was never forgotten, and from time to time she would allude
+to it as the sign which had been vouchsafed me and for which great
+should be my thankfulness and my joy.
+
+Save for that, in the four years that followed, time flowed an
+uneventful course within the four walls of the big citadel--for beyond
+those four walls I was never once permitted to set foot; and although
+from time to time I heard rumours of doings in the town itself, of the
+affairs of the State whereof I was by right of birth the tyrant, and
+of the greater business of the big world beyond, yet so trained and
+schooled was I that I had no great desire for a nearer acquaintance with
+that world.
+
+A certain curiosity did at times beset me, spurred not so much by the
+little that I heard as by things that I read in such histories as my
+studies demanded I should read. For even the lives of saints, and
+Holy Writ itself, afford their student glimpses of the world. But this
+curiosity I came to look upon as a lure of the flesh, and to resist.
+Blessed are they who are out of all contact with the world, since to
+them salvation comes more easily; so I believed implicitly, as I was
+taught by my mother and by Fra Gervasio at my mother's bidding.
+
+And as the years passed under such influences as had been at work upon
+me from the cradle, influences which had known no check save that brief
+one afforded by Gino Falcone, I became perforce devout and pious from
+very inclination.
+
+Joyous transports were afforded me by the study of the life of that
+Saint Luigi of the noble Mantuan House of Gonzaga--in whom I saw an
+ideal to be emulated, since he seemed to me to be much in my own case
+and of my own estate--who had counted the illusory greatness of this
+world well lost so that he might win the bliss of Paradise. Similarly
+did I take delight in the Life, written by Tommaso da Celano, of that
+blessed son of Pietro Bernardone, the merchant of Assisi, that Francis
+who became the Troubadour of the Lord and sang so sweetly the praises
+of His Creation. My heart would swell within me and I would weep hot and
+very bitter tears over the narrative of the early and sinful part of his
+life, as we may weep to see a beloved brother beset by deadly perils.
+And greater, hence, was the joy, the exultation, and finally the sweet
+peace and comfort that I gathered from the tale of his conversion, of
+his wondrous works, and of the Three Companions.
+
+In these pages--so lively was my young imagination and so wrought
+upon by what I read--I suffered with him again his agonies of hope, I
+thrilled with some of the joy of his stupendous ecstasies, and I almost
+envied him the signal mark of Heavenly grace that had imprinted the
+stigmata upon his living body.
+
+All that concerned him, too, I read: his Little Flowers, his Testament,
+The Mirror of Perfection; but my greatest delight was derived from his
+Song of the Creatures, which I learnt by heart.
+
+Oftentimes since have I wondered and sought to determine whether it was
+the piety of those lauds that charmed me spiritually, or an appeal to
+my senses made by the beauty of the lines and the imagery which the
+Assisian used in his writings.
+
+Similarly I am at a loss to determine whether the pleasure I took in
+reading of the joyous, perfumed life of that other stigmatized saint,
+the blessed Catherine of Siena, was not a sensuous pleasure rather than
+the soul-ecstasy I supposed it at the time.
+
+And as I wept over the early sins of St. Francis, so too did I weep over
+the rhapsodical Confessions of St. Augustine, that mighty theologian
+after whom I had been named, and whose works--after those concerning St.
+Francis--exerted a great influence upon me in those early days.
+
+Thus did I grow in grace until Fra Gervasio, who watched me narrowly and
+anxiously, seemed more at ease, setting aside the doubts that earlier
+had tormented him lest I should be forced upon a life for which I had no
+vocation. He grew more tender and loving towards me, as if something of
+pity lurked within the strong affection in which he held me.
+
+And, meanwhile, as I grew in grace of spirit, so too did I grow in
+grace of body, waxing tall and very strong, which would have been nowise
+surprising but that those nurtured as was I are seldom lusty. The mind
+feeding overmuch upon the growing body is apt to sap its strength
+and vigour, besides which there was the circumstance that I continued
+throughout those years a life almost of confinement, deprived of all the
+exercises by which youth is brought to its fine flower of strength.
+
+As I was approaching my eighteenth year there befell another incident,
+which, trivial in itself, yet has its place in my development and so
+should have its place within these confessions. Nor did I judge it
+trivial at the time--nor were trivial the things that followed out
+of it--trivial though it may seem to me to-day as I look back upon it
+through all the murk of later life.
+
+Giojoso, the seneschal, of whom I have spoken, had a son, a great
+raw-boned lad whom he would have trained as an amanuensis, but who was
+one of Nature's dunces out of which there is nothing useful to be made.
+He was strong-limbed, however, and he was given odd menial duties to
+perform about the castle. But these he shirked where possible, as he had
+shirked his lessons in earlier days.
+
+Now it happened that I was walking one spring morning--it was in May
+of that year '44 of which I am now writing--on the upper of the
+three spacious terraces that formed the castle garden. It was but an
+indifferently tended place, and yet perhaps the more agreeable on that
+account, since Nature had been allowed to have her prodigal, luxuriant
+way. It is true that the great boxwood hedges needed trimming, and that
+weeds were sprouting between the stones of the flights of steps that led
+from terrace to terrace; but the place was gay and fragrant with wild
+blossoms, and the great trees afforded generous shade, and the long rank
+grass beneath them made a pleasant couch to lie on during the heat of
+the day in summer. The lowest terrace of all was in better case. It was
+a well-planted and well-tended orchard, where I got many a colic in my
+earlier days from a gluttony of figs and peaches whose complete ripening
+I was too impatient to await.
+
+I walked there, then, one morning quite early on the upper terrace
+immediately under the castle wall, and alternately I read from the De
+Civitate Dei which I had brought with me, alternately mused upon the
+matter of my reading. Suddenly I was disturbed by a sound of voices just
+below me.
+
+The boxwood hedge, being twice my height and fully two feet thick,
+entirely screened the speakers from my sight.
+
+There were two voices, and one of these, angry and threatening, I
+recognized for that of Rinolfo--Messer Giojoso's graceless son; the
+other, a fresh young feminine voice, was entirely unknown to me; indeed
+it was the first girl's voice I could recall having heard in all my
+eighteen years, and the sound was as pleasantly strange as it was
+strangely pleasant.
+
+I stood quite still, to listen to its expostulations.
+
+"You are a cruel fellow, Ser Rinolfo, and Madonna the Countess shall be
+told of this."
+
+There followed a crackling of twigs and a rush of heavy feet.
+
+"You shall have something else of which to tell Madonna's beatitude,"
+threatened the harsh voice of Rinolfo.
+
+That and his advances were answered by a frightened screech, a screech
+that moved rapidly to the right as it was emitted. There came more
+snapping of twigs, a light scurrying sound followed by a heavier one,
+and lastly a panting of breath and a soft pattering of running feet upon
+the steps that led up to the terrace where I walked.
+
+I moved forward rapidly to the opening in the hedge where these steps
+debouched, and no sooner had I appeared there than a soft, lithe body
+hurtled against me so suddenly that my arms mechanically went round it,
+my right hand still holding the De Civitate Dei, forefinger enclosed
+within its pages to mark the place.
+
+Two moist dark eyes looked up appealingly into mine out of a frightened
+but very winsome, sun-tinted face.
+
+"O Madonnino!" she panted. "Protect me! Save me!"
+
+Below us, checked midway in his furious ascent, halted Rinolfo, his big
+face red with anger, scowling up at me in sudden doubt and resentment.
+
+The situation was not only extraordinary in itself, but singularly
+disturbing to me. Who the girl was, or whence she came, I had no thought
+or notion as I surveyed her. She would be of about my own age, or
+perhaps a little younger, and from her garb it was plain that she
+belonged to the peasant class. She wore a spotless bodice of white
+linen, which but indifferently concealed the ripening swell of her young
+breast. Her petticoat, of dark red homespun, stopped short above her
+bare brown ankles, and her little feet were naked. Her brown hair, long
+and abundant, was still fastened at the nape of her slim neck, but fell
+loose beyond that, having been disturbed, no doubt, in her scuffle with
+Rinolfo. Her little mouth was deeply red and it held strong young teeth
+that were as white as milk.
+
+I have since wondered whether she was as beautiful as I deemed her in
+that moment. For it must be remembered that mine was the case of the son
+of Filippo Balducci--related by Messer Boccaccio in the merry tales
+of his Decamerone 1--who had come to years of adolescence without ever
+having beheld womanhood, so that the first sight of it in the streets
+of Florence affected him so oddly that he vexed his sire with foolish
+questions and still more foolish prayers.
+
+ 1 In the Introduction to the Fourth Day.
+
+
+So was it now with me. In all my eighteen years I had by my mother's
+careful contriving never set eyes upon a woman of an age inferior to her
+own. And--consider me foolish if you will but so it is--I do not think
+that it had occurred to me that they existed, or else, if they did, that
+in youth they differed materially from what in age I found them. Thus I
+had come to look upon women as just feeble, timid creatures, over-prone
+to gossip, tears, and lamentations, and good for very little that I
+could perceive.
+
+I had been unable to understand for what reason it was that San Luigi of
+Gonzaga had from years of discretion never allowed his eyes to rest upon
+a woman; nor could I see wherein lay the special merit attributed to
+this. And certain passages in the Confessions of St. Augustine and
+in the early life of St. Francis of Assisi bewildered me and left me
+puzzled.
+
+But now, quite suddenly, it was as if revelation had come to me. It was
+as if the Book of Life had at last been opened for me, and at a glance
+I had read one of its dazzling pages. So that whether this brown peasant
+girl was beautiful or not, beautiful she seemed to me with the radiant
+beauty that is attributed to the angels of Paradise. Nor did I doubt
+that she would be as holy, for to see in beauty a mark of divine favour
+is not peculiar only to the ancient Greeks.
+
+And because of the appeal of this beauty--real or supposed--I was very
+ready with my protection, since I felt that protection must carry
+with it certain rights of ownership which must be very sweet and were
+certainly desired.
+
+Holding her, therefore, within the shelter of my arms, where in her
+heedless innocence she had flung herself, and by very instinct stroking
+with one hand her little brown head to soothe her fears, I became
+truculent for the first time in my new-found manhood, and boldly
+challenged her pursuer.
+
+"What is this, Rinolfo?" I demanded. "Why do you plague her?"
+
+"She broke up my snares," he answered sullenly, "and let the birds go
+free."
+
+"What snares? What birds?" quoth I.
+
+"He is a cruel beast," she shrilled. "And he will lie to you,
+Madonnino."
+
+"If he does I'll break the bones of his body," I promised in a tone
+entirely new to me. And then to him--"The truth now, poltroon!" I
+admonished him.
+
+At last I got the story out of them: how Rinolfo had scattered grain
+in a little clearing in the garden, and all about it had set twigs that
+were heavily smeared with viscum; that he set this trap almost daily,
+and daily took a great number of birds whose necks he wrung and had them
+cooked for him with rice by his silly mother; that it was a sin in any
+case to take little birds by such cowardly means, but that since amongst
+these birds there were larks and thrushes and plump blackbirds and other
+sweet musicians of the air, whose innocent lives were spent in singing
+the praises of God, his sin became a hideous sacrilege.
+
+Finally I learnt that coming that morning upon half a score of poor
+fluttering terrified birds held fast in Rinolfo's viscous snares, the
+little girl had given them their liberty and had set about breaking
+up the springes. At this occupation he had caught her, and there is no
+doubt that he would have taken a rude vengeance but for the sanctuary
+which she had found in me.
+
+And when I had heard, behold me for the first time indulging the
+prerogative that was mine by right of birth, and dispensing justice at
+Mondolfo like the lord of life and death that I was there.
+
+"You, Rinolfo," I said, "will set no more snares here at Mondolfo, nor
+will you ever again enter these gardens under pain of my displeasure and
+its consequences. And as for this child, if you dare to molest her for
+what has happened now, or if you venture so much as to lay a finger upon
+her at any time and I have word of it, I shall deal with you as with a
+felon. Now go."
+
+He went straight to his father, the seneschal, with a lying tale of my
+having threatened him with violence and forbidden him ever to enter the
+garden again because he had caught me there with Luisina--as the child
+was called--in my arms. And Messer Giojoso, full of parental indignation
+at this gross treatment of his child, and outraged chastity at
+the notion of a young man of churchly aims, as were mine, being in
+perversive dalliance with that peasant-wench, repaired straight to
+my mother with the story of it, which I doubt not lost nothing by its
+repetition.
+
+Meanwhile I abode there with Luisina. I was in no haste to let her go.
+Her presence pleased me in some subtle, quite indefinable manner; and my
+sense of beauty, which, always strong, had hitherto lain dormant within
+me, was awake at last and was finding nourishment in the graces of her.
+
+I sat down upon the topmost of the terrace steps, and made her sit
+beside me. This she did after some demur about the honour of it and her
+own unworthiness, objections which I brushed peremptorily aside.
+
+So we sat there on that May morning, quite close together, for which
+there was, after all, no need, seeing that the steps were of a noble
+width. At our feet spread the garden away down the flight of terraces
+to end in the castle's grey, buttressed wall. But from where we sat we
+could look beyond this, our glance meeting the landscape a mile or so
+away with the waters of the Taro glittering in the sunshine, and the
+Apennines, all hazy, for an ultimate background.
+
+I took her hand, which she relinquished to me quite freely and frankly
+with an innocence as great as my own; and I asked her who she was and
+how she came to Mondolfo. It was then that I learnt that her name was
+Luisina, that she was the daughter of one of the women employed in the
+castle kitchen, who had brought her to help there a week ago from Borgo
+Taro, where she had been living with an aunt.
+
+To-day the notion of the Tyrant of Mondolfo sitting--almost coram
+populo--on the steps of the garden of his castle, clasping the hand of
+the daughter of one of his scullions, is grotesque and humiliating. At
+the time the thought never presented itself to me at all, and had it
+done so it would have troubled me no whit. She was my first glimpse
+of fresh young maidenhood, and I was filled with pleasant interest and
+desirous of more acquaintance with this phenomenon. Beyond that I did
+not go.
+
+I told her frankly that she was very beautiful. Whereupon she looked at
+me with suddenly startled eyes that were full of fearful questionings,
+and made to draw her hand from mine. Unable to understand her fears, and
+seeking to reassure her, to convince her that in me she had a friend,
+one who would ever protect her from the brutalities of all the Rinolfos
+in the world, I put an arm about her shoulders and drew her closer to
+me, gently and protectingly.
+
+She suffered it very stonily, like a poor fascinated thing that is
+robbed by fear of its power to resist the evil that it feels enfolding
+it.
+
+"O Madonnino!" she whispered fearfully, and sighed. "Nay, you must not.
+It... it is not good."
+
+"Not good?" quoth I, and it was just so that that fool of a son of
+Balducci's must have protested in the story when he was told by his
+father that it was not good to look on women. "Nay, now, but it is good
+to me."
+
+"And they say you are to be a priest," she added, which seemed to me a
+very foolish and inconsequent thing to add.
+
+"Well, then? And what of that?" I asked.
+
+She looked at me again with those timid eyes of hers. "You should be at
+your studies," said she.
+
+"I am," said I, and smiled. "I am studying a new subject."
+
+"Madonnino, it is not a subject whose study makes good priests," she
+announced, and puzzled me again by the foolish inconsequence of her
+words.
+
+Already, indeed, she began to disappoint me. Saving my mother--whom I
+did not presume to judge at all, and who seemed a being altogether
+apart from what little humanity I had known until then--I had found
+that foolishness was as natural to women as its bleat to a sheep or its
+cackle to a goose; and in this opinion I had been warmly confirmed by
+Fra Gervasio. Now here in Luisina I had imagined at first that I had
+discovered a phase of womanhood unsuspected and exceptional. She was
+driving me to conclude, however, that I had been mistaken, and that
+here was just a pretty husk containing a very trivial spirit, whose
+companionship must prove a dull affair when custom should have staled
+the first impression of her fresh young beauty.
+
+It is plain now that I did her an injustice, for there was about her
+words none of the inconsequence I imagined. The fault was in myself and
+in the profound ignorance of the ways of men and women which went hand
+in hand with my deep but ineffectual learning in the ways of saints.
+
+Our entertainment, however, was not destined to go further. For at the
+moment in which I puzzled over her words and sought to attach to them
+some intelligent meaning, there broke from behind us a scream that flung
+us apart, as startled as if we had been conscious indeed of guilt.
+
+We looked round to find that it had been uttered by my mother. Not ten
+yards away she stood, a tall black figure against the grey background
+of the lichened wall, with Giojoso in attendance and Rinolfo slinking
+behind his father, leering.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER V. REBELLION
+
+
+The sight of my mother startled me more than I can say. It filled me
+with a positive dread of things indefinable. Never before had I seen
+her coldly placid countenance so strangely disordered, and her unwonted
+aspect it must have been that wrought so potently upon me.
+
+No longer was she the sorrowful spectre, white-faced, with downcast eyes
+and level, almost inanimate, tones. Her cheeks were flushed unnaturally,
+her lips were quivering, and angry fires were smouldering in her
+deep-set eyes.
+
+Swiftly she came down to us, seeming almost to glide over the ground.
+Not me she addressed, but poor Luisina; and her voice was hoarse with an
+awful anger.
+
+"Who are you, wench?" quoth she. "What make you here in Mondolfo?"
+
+Luisina had risen and stood swaying there, very white and with averted
+eyes, her hands clasping and unclasping. Her lips moved; but she was
+too terrified to answer. It was Giojoso who stepped forward to inform my
+mother of the girl's name and condition. And upon learning it her anger
+seemed to increase.
+
+"A kitchen-wench!" she cried. "O horror!"
+
+And quite suddenly, as if by inspiration, scarce knowing what I said or
+that I spoke at all, I answered her out of the store of the theological
+learning with which she had had me stuffed.
+
+"We are all equals in the sight of God, madam mother."
+
+She flashed me a glance of anger, of pious anger than which none can be
+more terrible.
+
+"Blasphemer!" she denounced me. "What has God to do with this?"
+
+She waited for no answer, rightly judging, perhaps, that I had none to
+offer.
+
+"And as for that wanton," she commanded, turning fiercely to Giojoso,
+"let her be whipped hence and out of the town of Mondolfo. Set the
+grooms to it."
+
+But upon that command of hers I leapt of a sudden to my feet, a
+tightening about my heart, and beset by a certain breathlessness that
+turned me pale.
+
+Here again, it seemed, was to be repeated--though with methods a
+thousand times more barbarous and harsh--the wrong that was done years
+ago in the case of poor Gino Falcone. And the reason for it in this
+instance was not even dimly apparent to me. Falcone I had loved; indeed,
+in my eighteen years of life he was the only human being who had knocked
+for admission upon the portals of my heart. Him they had driven forth.
+And now, here was a child--the fairest creature of God's that until that
+hour I had beheld, whose companionship seemed to me a thing sweet and
+desirable, and whom I felt that I might love as I had loved Falcone.
+Her too they would drive forth, and with a brutality and cruelty that
+revolted me.
+
+Later I was to perceive the reasons better, and much food for reflection
+was I to derive from realizing that there are no spirits so vengeful, so
+fierce, so utterly intolerant, ungovernable, and feral as the spirits of
+the devout when they conceive themselves justified to anger.
+
+All the sweet teaching of Charity and brotherly love and patience is
+jettisoned, and by the most amazing paradox that Christianity has ever
+known, Catholic burns heretic, and heretic butchers Catholic, all for
+the love of Christ; and each glories devoutly in the deed, never heeding
+the blasphemy of his belief that thus he obeys the sweet and gentle
+mandates of the God Incarnate.
+
+Thus, then, my mother now, commanding that hideous deed with a mind at
+peace in pharisaic self-righteousness.
+
+But not again would I stand by as I had stood by in the case of Falcone,
+and let her cruel, pietistic will be done. I had grown since then, and I
+had ripened more than I was aware. It remained for this moment to reveal
+to me the extent. Besides, the subtle influence of sex--all unconscious
+of it as I was--stirred me now to prove my new-found manhood.
+
+"Stay!" I said to Giojoso, and in uttering the command I grew very cold
+and steady, and my breathing resumed the normal.
+
+He checked in the act of turning away to do my mother's hideous bidding.
+
+"You will give Madonna's order to the grooms, Ser Giojoso, as you have
+been bidden. But you will add from me that if there is one amongst them
+dares to obey it and to lay be it so much as a finger upon Luisina, him
+will I kill with these two hands."
+
+Never was consternation more profound than that which I flung amongst
+them by those words. Giojoso fell to trembling; behind him, Rinolfo, the
+cause of all this garboil, stared with round big eyes; whilst my mother,
+all a-quiver, clutched at her bosom and looked at me fearfully, but
+spoke no word.
+
+I smiled upon them, towering there, conscious and glad of my height for
+the first time in my life.
+
+"Well?" I demanded of Giojoso. "For what do you wait? About it, sir, and
+do as my mother has commanded you."
+
+He turned to her, all bent and grovelling, arms outstretched in
+ludicrous bewilderment, every line of him beseeching guidance along this
+path so suddenly grown thorny.
+
+"Ma--madonna!" he stammered.
+
+She swallowed hard, and spoke at last.
+
+"Do you defy my will, Agostino?"
+
+"On the contrary, madam mother, I am enforcing it. Your will shall be
+done; your order shall be given. I insist upon it. But it shall lie with
+the discretion of the grooms whether they obey you. Am I to blame if
+they turn cowards?"
+
+O, I had found myself at last, and I was making a furious, joyous use of
+the discovery.
+
+"That... that were to make a mock of me and my authority," she protested.
+She was still rather helpless, rather breathless and confused, like one
+who has suddenly been hurled into cold water.
+
+"If you fear that, madam, perhaps you had better countermand your
+order."
+
+"Is the girl to remain in Mondolfo against my wishes? Are you so... so
+lost to shame?" A returning note of warmth in her accents warned me that
+she was collecting herself to deal with the situation.
+
+"Nay," said I, and I looked at Luisina, who stood there so pale and
+tearful. "I think that for her own sake, poor maid, it were better that
+she went, since you desire it. But she shall not be whipped hence like a
+stray dog."
+
+"Come, child," I said to her, as gently as I could. "Go pack, and quit
+this home of misery. And be easy. For if any man in Mondolfo attempts to
+hasten your going, he shall reckon with me."
+
+I laid a hand for an instant in kindliness and friendliness upon her
+shoulder. "Poor little Luisina," said I, sighing. But she shrank and
+trembled under my touch. "Pity me a little, for they will not permit me
+any friends, and who is friendless is indeed pitiful."
+
+And then, whether the phrase touched her, so that her simple little
+nature was roused and she shook off what self-control she had ever
+learnt, or whether she felt secure enough in my protection to dare
+proclaim her mind before them all, she caught my hand, and, stooping,
+kissed it.
+
+"O Madonnino!" she faltered, and her tears showered upon that hand of
+mine. "God reward you your sweet thought for me. I shall pray for you,
+Madonnino."
+
+"Do, Luisina," said I. "I begin to think I need it."
+
+"Indeed, indeed!" said my mother very sombrely. And as she spoke,
+Luisina, as if her fears were reawakened, turned suddenly and went
+quickly along the terrace, past Rinolfo, who in that moment smiled
+viciously, and round the angle of the wall.
+
+"What... what are my orders, Madonna?" quoth the wretched seneschal,
+reminding her that all had not yet been resolved.
+
+She lowered her eyes to the ground, and folded her hands. She was by now
+quite composed again, her habitual sorrowful self.
+
+"Let be," she said. "Let the wench depart. So that she goes we may count
+ourselves fortunate."
+
+"Fortunate, I think, is she," said I. "Fortunate to return to the world
+beyond all this--the world of life and love that God made and that St.
+Francis praises. I do not think he would have praised Mondolfo, for I
+greatly doubt that God had a hand in making it as it is to-day. It is
+too... too arid."
+
+O, my mood was finely rebellious that May morning.
+
+"Are you mad, Agostino?" gasped my mother.
+
+"I think that I am growing sane," said I very sadly. She flashed me one
+of her rare glances, and I saw her lips tighten.
+
+"We must talk," she said. "That girl..." And then she checked. "Come
+with me," she bade me.
+
+But in that moment I remembered something, and I turned aside to look
+for my friend Rinolfo. He was moving stealthily away, following the road
+Luisina had taken. The conviction that he went to plague and jeer at
+her, to exult over her expulsion from Mondolfo, kindled my anger all
+anew.
+
+"Stay! You there! Rinolfo!" I called.
+
+He halted in his strides, and looked over his shoulder, impudently.
+
+I had never yet been paid by any the deference that was my due. Indeed,
+I think that among the grooms and serving-men at Mondolfo I must have
+been held in a certain measure of contempt, as one who would never come
+to more manhood than that of the cassock.
+
+"Come here," I bade him, and as he appeared to hesitate I had to repeat
+the order more peremptorily. At last he turned and came.
+
+"What now, Agostino?" cried my mother, setting a pale hand upon my
+sleeve
+
+But I was all intent upon that lout, who stood there before me shifting
+uneasily upon his feet, his air mutinous and sullen. Over his shoulder I
+had a glimpse of his father's yellow face, wide-eyed with alarm.
+
+"I think you smiled just now," said I.
+
+"Heh! By Bacchus!" said he impudently, as who would say: "How could I
+help smiling?"
+
+"Will you tell me why you smiled?" I asked him.
+
+"Heh! By Bacchus!" said he again, and shrugged to give his insolence a
+barb.
+
+"Will you answer me?" I roared, and under my display of anger he looked
+truculent, and thus exhausted the last remnant of my patience.
+
+"Agostino!" came my mothers voice in remonstrance, and such is the power
+of habit that for a moment it controlled me and subdued my violence.
+
+Nevertheless I went on, "You smiled to see your spite succeed. You
+smiled to see that poor child driven hence by your contriving; you
+smiled to see your broken snares avenged. And you were following after
+her no doubt to tell her all this and to smile again. This is all so, it
+is not?"
+
+"Heh! By Bacchus!" said he for the third time, and at that my patience
+gave out utterly. Ere any could stop me I had seized him by throat and
+belt and shaken him savagely.
+
+"Will you answer me like a fool?" I cried. "Must you be taught sense and
+a proper respect of me?"
+
+"Agostino! Agostino!" wailed my mother. "Help, Ser Giojoso! Do you not
+see that he is mad!"
+
+I do not believe that it was in my mind to do the fellow any grievous
+hurt. But he was so ill-advised in that moment as to attempt to defend
+himself. He rashly struck at one of the arms that held him, and by the
+act drove me into a fury ungovernable.
+
+"You dog!" I snarled at him from between clenched teeth. "Would you
+raise your hand to me? Am I your lord, or am I dirt of your own kind?
+Go learn submission." And I flung him almost headlong down the flight of
+steps.
+
+There were twelve of them and all of stone with edges still sharp enough
+though blunted here and there by time. The fool had never suspected in
+me the awful strength which until that hour I had never suspected in
+myself. Else, perhaps, there had been fewer insolent shrugs, fewer
+foolish answers, and, last of all, no attempt to defy me physically.
+
+He screamed as I flung him; my mother screamed; and Giojoso screamed.
+
+After that there was a panic-stricken silence whilst he went thudding
+and bumping to the bottom of the flight. I did not greatly care if I
+killed him. But he was fortunate enough to get no worse hurt than a
+broken leg, which should keep him out of mischief for a season and teach
+him respect for me for all time.
+
+His father scuttled down the steps to the assistance of that precious
+son, who lay moaning where he had fallen, the angle at which the half of
+one of his legs stood to the rest of it, plainly announcing the nature
+of his punishment.
+
+My mother swept me indoors, loading me with reproaches as we went. She
+dispatched some to help Giojoso, others she sent in urgent quest of Fra
+Gervasio, me she hurried along to her private dining-room. I went very
+obediently, and even a little fearfully now that my passion had fallen
+from me.
+
+There, in that cheerless room, which not even the splashes of sunlight
+falling from the high-placed windows upon the whitewashed wall could
+help to gladden, I stood a little sullenly what time she first upbraided
+me and then wept bitterly, sitting in her high-backed chair at the
+table's head.
+
+At last Gervasio came, anxious and flurried, for already he had heard
+some rumour of what had chanced. His keen eyes went from me to my mother
+and then back again to me.
+
+"What has happened?" he asked.
+
+"What has not happened?" wailed my mother. "Agostino is possessed."
+
+He knit his brows. "Possessed?" quoth he.
+
+"Ay, possessed--possessed of devils. He has been violent. He has broken
+poor Rinolfo's leg."
+
+"Ah!" said Gervasio, and turned to me frowning with full tutorial
+sternness. "And what have you to say, Agostino?"
+
+"Why, that I am sorry," answered I, rebellious once more. "I had hoped
+to break his dirty neck."
+
+"You hear him!" cried my mother. "It is the end of the world, Gervasio.
+The boy is possessed, I say."
+
+"What was the cause of your quarrel?" quoth the friar, his manner still
+more stern.
+
+"Quarrel?" quoth I, throwing back my head and snorting audibly. "I do
+not quarrel with Rinolfos. I chastise them when they are insolent or
+displease me. This one did both."
+
+He halted before me, erect and very stern--indeed almost threatening.
+And I began to grow afraid; for, after all, I had a kindness for
+Gervasio, and I would not willingly engage in a quarrel with him. Yet
+here I was determined to carry through this thing as I had begun it.
+
+It was my mother who saved the situation.
+
+"Alas!" she moaned, "there is wicked blood in him. He has the abominable
+pride that was the ruin and downfall of his father."
+
+Now that was not the way to make an ally of Fra Gervasio. It did the
+very opposite. It set him instantly on my side, in antagonism to
+the abuser of my father's memory, a memory which he, poor man, still
+secretly revered.
+
+The sternness fell away from him. He looked at her and sighed. Then,
+with bowed head, and hands clasped behind him, he moved away from me a
+little.
+
+"Do not let us judge rashly," he said. "Perhaps Agostino received some
+provocation. Let us hear..."
+
+"O, you shall hear," she promised tearfully, exultant to prove him
+wrong. "You shall hear a yet worse abomination that was the cause of
+it."
+
+And out she poured the story that Rinolfo and his father had run to
+tell her--of how I had shown the fellow violence in the first instance
+because he had surprised me with Luisina in my arms.
+
+The friar's face grew dark and grave as he listened. But ere she had
+quite done, unable longer to contain myself, I interrupted.
+
+"In that he lied like the muckworm that he is," I exclaimed. "And it
+increases my regrets that I did not break his neck as I intended."
+
+"He lied?" quoth she, her eyes wide open in amazement--not at the fact,
+but at the audacity of what she conceived my falsehood.
+
+"It is not impossible," said Fra Gervasio. "What is your story,
+Agostino?"
+
+I told it--how the child out of a very gentle and Christian pity had
+released the poor birds that were taken in Rinolfo's limed twigs, and
+how in a fury he had made to beat her, so that she had fled to me for
+shelter and protection; and how, thereupon, I had bidden him begone out
+of that garden, and never set foot in it again.
+
+"And now," I ended, "you know all the violence that I showed him, and
+the reason for it. If you say that I did wrong, I warn you that I shall
+not believe you."
+
+"Indeed..." began the friar with a faint smile of friendliness. But my
+mother interrupted him, betwixt sorrow and anger.
+
+"He lies, Gervasio. He lies shamelessly. O, into what a morass of sin
+has he not fallen, and every moment he goes deeper! Have I not said that
+he is possessed? We shall need the exorcist."
+
+"We shall indeed, madam mother, to clear your mind of foolishness," I
+answered hotly, for it stung me to the soul to be branded thus a liar,
+to have my word discredited by that of a lout such as Rinolfo.
+
+She rose a sombre pillar of indignation. "Agostino, I am your mother,"
+she reminded me.
+
+"Let us thank God that for that, at least, you cannot blame me,"
+answered I, utterly reckless now.
+
+The answer crushed her back into her chair. She looked appealingly at
+Fra Gervasio, who stood glum and frowning. "Is he... is he perchance
+bewitched?" she asked the friar, quite seriously. "Do you think that any
+spells might have."
+
+He interrupted her with a wave of the hand and an impatient snort
+
+"We are at cross purposes here," he said. "Agostino does not lie. For
+that I will answer."
+
+"But, Fra Gervasio, I tell you that I saw them--that I saw them with
+these two eyes--sitting together on the terrace steps, and he had his
+arm about her. Yet he denies it shamelessly to my face."
+
+"Said I ever a word of that?" I appealed me to the friar. "Why, that was
+after Rinolfo left us. My tale never got so far. It is quite true. I did
+sit beside her. The child was troubled. I comforted her. Where was the
+harm?"
+
+"The harm?" quoth he. "And you had your arm about her--and you to be a
+priest one day?"
+
+"And why not, pray?" quoth I. "Is this some new sin that you have
+discovered--or that you have kept hidden from me until now? To
+console the afflicted is an ordination of Mother Church; to love our
+fellow-creatures an ordination of our Blessed Lord Himself. I was
+performing both. Am I to be abused for that?"
+
+He looked at me very searchingly, seeking in my countenance--as I
+now know--some trace of irony or guile. Finding none, he turned to my
+mother. He was very solemn.
+
+"Madonna," he said quietly, "I think that Agostino is nearer to being a
+saint than either you or I will ever get."
+
+She looked at him, first in surprise, then very sadly. Slowly she shook
+her head. "Unhappily for him there is another arbiter of saintship, Who
+sees deeper than do you, Gervasio."
+
+He bowed his head. "Better not to look deep enough than to do as you
+seem in danger of doing, Madonna, and by looking too deep imagine things
+which do not exist."
+
+"Ah, you will defend him against reason even," she complained. "His
+anger exists. His thirst to kill--to stamp himself with the brand of
+Cain--exists. He confesses that himself. His insubordination to me you
+have seen for yourself; and that again is sin, for it is ordained that
+we shall honour our parents.
+
+"O!" she moaned. "My authority is all gone. He is beyond my control. He
+has shaken off the reins by which I sought to guide him."
+
+"You had done well to have taken my advice a year ago, Madonna. Even now
+it is not too late. Let him go to Pavia, to the Sapienza, to study his
+humanities."
+
+"Out into the world!" she cried in horror. "O, no, no! I have sheltered
+him here so carefully!"
+
+"Yet you cannot shelter him for ever," said he. "He must go out into the
+world some day."
+
+"He need not," she faltered. "If the call were strong enough within him,
+a convent..." She left her sentence unfinished, and looked at me.
+
+"Go, Agostino," she bade me. "Fra Gervasio and I must talk."
+
+I went reluctantly, since in the matter of their talk none could have
+had a greater interest than I, seeing that my fate stood in the balance
+of it. But I went, none the less, and her last words to me as I was
+departing were an injunction that I should spend the time until I should
+take up my studies for the day with Fra Gervasio in seeking forgiveness
+for the morning's sins and grace to do better in the future.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VI. FRA GERVASIO
+
+
+I did not again see my mother that day, nor did she sup with us that
+evening. I was told by Fra Gervasio that on my account was she in
+retreat, praying for light and guidance in the thing that must be
+determined concerning me.
+
+I withdrew early to my little bedroom overlooking the gardens, a room
+that had more the air of a monastic cell than a bedchamber fitting the
+estate of the Lord of Mondolfo. The walls were whitewashed, and besides
+the crucifix that hung over my bed, their only decoration was a crude
+painting of St. Augustine disputing with the little boy on the seashore.
+
+For bed I had a plain hard pallet, and the room contained, in addition,
+a wooden chair, a stool upon which was set a steel basin with its ewer
+for my ablutions, and a cupboard for the few sombre black garments I
+possessed--for the amiable vanity of raiment usual in young men of my
+years had never yet assailed me; I had none to emulate in that respect.
+
+I got me to bed, blew out my taper, and composed myself to sleep. But
+sleep was playing truant from me. Long I lay there surveying the events
+of that day--the day in which I had embarked upon the discovery of
+myself; the most stirring day that I had yet lived; the day in which,
+although I scarcely realized it, if at all, I had at once tasted love
+and battle, the strongest meats that are in the dish of life.
+
+For some hours, I think, had I lain there, reflecting and putting
+together pieces of the riddle of existence, when my door was softly
+opened, and I started up in bed to behold Fra Gervasio bearing a taper
+which he sheltered with one hand, so that the light of it was thrown
+upwards into his pale, gaunt face.
+
+Seeing me astir he came forward and closed the door.
+
+"What is it?" I asked.
+
+"Sh!" he admonished me, a finger to his lips. He advanced to my side,
+set down the taper on the chair, and seated himself upon the edge of my
+bed.
+
+"Lie down again, my son," he bade me. "I have something to say to you."
+
+He paused a moment, whilst I settled down again and drew the coverlet to
+my chin not without a certain premonition of important things to come.
+
+"Madonna has decided," he informed me then. "She fears that having once
+resisted her authority, you are now utterly beyond her control; and that
+to keep you here would be bad for yourself and for her. Therefore she
+has resolved that to-morrow you leave Mondolfo."
+
+A faint excitement began to stir in me. To leave Mondolfo--to go
+out into that world of which I had read so much; to mingle with my
+fellow-man, with youths of my own age, perhaps with maidens like
+Luisina, to see cities and the ways of cities; here indeed was matter
+for excitement. Yet it was an excitement not altogether pleasurable;
+for with my very natural curiosity, and with my eagerness to have it
+gratified, were blended certain fears imbibed from the only quality of
+reading that had been mine.
+
+The world was an evil place in which temptations seethed, and through
+which it was difficult to come unscathed. Therefore, I feared the world
+and the adventuring beyond the shelter of the walls of the castle of
+Mondolfo; and yet I desired to judge for myself the evil of which I
+read, the evil which in moments of doubt I even permitted myself to
+question.
+
+My reasoning followed the syllogism that God being good and God having
+created the world, it was not possible that the creation should be evil.
+It was well enough to say that the devil was loose in it. But that was
+not to say that the devil had created it; and it would be necessary to
+prove this ere it could be established that it was evil in itself--as
+many theologians appeared to seek to show--and a place to be avoided.
+
+Such was the question that very frequently arose in my mind, ultimately
+to be dismissed as a lure of Satan's to imperil my poor soul. It battled
+for existence now amid my fears; and it gained some little ascendancy.
+
+"And whither am I to go?" I asked. "To Pavia, or to the University of
+Bologna?"
+
+"Had my advice been heeded," said he, "one or the other would have been
+your goal. But your mother took counsel with Messer Arcolano."
+
+He shrugged, and there was contempt in the lines of his mouth. He
+distrusted Arcolano, the regular cleric who was my mother's confessor
+and spiritual adviser, exerting over her a very considerable influence.
+She, herself, had admitted that it was this Arcolano who had induced
+her to that horrid traffic in my father's life and liberty which she was
+mercifully spared from putting into effect.
+
+"Messer Arcolano," he resumed after a pause, "has a good friend in
+Piacenza, a pedagogue, a doctor of civil and canon law, a man who, he
+says, is very learned and very pious, named Astorre Fifanti. I have
+heard of this Fifanti, and I do not at all agree with Messer Arcolano. I
+have said so. But your mother..." He broke off. "It is decided that you
+go to him at once, to take up your study of the humanities under his
+tutelage, and that you abide with him until you are of an age for
+ordination, which your mother hopes will be very soon. Indeed, it is
+her wish that you should enter the subdeaconate in the autumn, and your
+novitiate next year, to fit you for the habit of St. Augustine."
+
+He fell silent, adding no comment of any sort, as if he waited to hear
+what of my own accord I might have to urge. But my mind was incapable
+of travelling beyond the fact that I was to go out into the world
+to-morrow.
+
+The circumstance that I should become a monk was no departure from the
+idea to which I had been trained, although explicitly no more than my
+mere priesthood had been spoken of. So I lay there without thinking of
+any words in which to answer him.
+
+Gervasio considered me steadily, and sighed a little. "Agostino," he
+said presently, "you are upon the eve of taking a great step, a step
+whose import you may never fully have considered. I have been your
+tutor, and your rearing has been my charge. That charge I have
+faithfully carried out as was ordained me, but not as I would have
+carried it out had I been free to follow my heart and my conscience in
+the matter.
+
+"The idea of your ultimate priesthood has been so fostered in your mind
+that you may well have come to believe that to be a priest is your own
+inherent desire. I would have you consider it well now that the time
+approaches for a step which is irrevocable."
+
+His words and his manner startled me alike.
+
+"How?" I cried. "Do you say that it might be better if I did not seek
+ordination? What better can the world offer than the priesthood? Have
+you not, yourself, taught me that it is man's noblest calling?"
+
+"To be a good priest, fulfilling all the teachings of the Master,
+becoming in your turn His mouthpiece, living a life of self-abnegation,
+of self-sacrifice and purity," he answered slowly, "that is the noblest
+thing a man can be. But to be a bad priest--there are other ways of
+being damned less hurtful to the Church."
+
+"To be a bad priest?" quoth I. "Is it possible to be a bad priest?"
+
+"It is not only possible, my son, but in these days it is very frequent.
+Many men, Agostino, enter the Church out of motives of self-seeking.
+Through such as these Rome has come to be spoken of as the Necropolis
+of the Living. Others, Agostino--and these are men most worthy of
+pity--enter the Church because they are driven to it in youth by
+ill-advised parents. I would not have you one of these, my son."
+
+I stared at him, my amazement ever growing. "Do you... do you think I am
+in danger of it?" I asked.
+
+"That is a question you must answer for yourself. No man can know what
+is in another's heart. I have trained you as I was bidden train you. I
+have seen you devout, increasing in piety, and yet..." He paused, and
+looked at me again. "It may be that this is no more than the fruit
+of your training; it may be that your piety and devotion are purely
+intellectual. It is very often so. Men know the precepts of religion
+as a lawyer knows the law. It no more follows out of that that they are
+religious--though they conceive that it does--than it follows that a
+lawyer is law-abiding. It is in the acts of their lives that we must
+seek their real natures, and no single act of your life, Agostino, has
+yet given sign that the call is in your heart.
+
+"To-day, for instance, at what is almost your first contact with the
+world, you indulge your human feelings to commit a violence; that you
+did not kill is as much an accident as that you broke Rinolfo's leg. I
+do not say that you did a very sinful thing. In a worldly youth of your
+years the provocation you received would have more than justified
+your action. But not in one who aims at a life of humility and
+self-forgetfulness such as the priesthood imposes."
+
+"And yet," said I, "I heard you tell my mother below stairs that I was
+nearer sainthood than either of you."
+
+He smiled sadly, and shook his head. "They were rash words, Agostino. I
+mistook ignorance for purity--a common error. I have pondered it since,
+and my reflection brings me to utter what in this household amounts to
+treason."
+
+"I do not understand," I confessed.
+
+"My duty to your mother I have discharged more faithfully perhaps than I
+had the right to do. My duty to my God I am discharging now, although
+to you I may rather appear as an advocatus diaboli. This duty is to warn
+you; to bid you consider well the step you are to take.
+
+"Listen, Agostino. I am speaking to you out of the bitter experience of
+a very cruel life. I would not have you tread the path I have trodden.
+It seldom leads to happiness in this world or the next; it seldom leads
+anywhere but straight to Hell."
+
+He paused, and I looked into his haggard face in utter stupefaction
+to hear such words from the lips of one whom I had ever looked upon as
+goodness incarnate.
+
+"Had I not known that some day I must speak to you as I am speaking now,
+I had long since abandoned a task which I did not consider good. But I
+feared to leave you. I feared that if I were removed my place might be
+taken by some time-server who to earn a livelihood would tutor you as
+your mother would have you tutored, and thrust you forth without warning
+upon the life to which you have been vowed.
+
+"Once, years ago, I was on the point of resisting your mother." He
+passed a hand wearily across his brow. "It was on the night that Gino
+Falcone left us, driven forth by her because she accounted it her duty.
+Do you remember, Agostino?"
+
+"O, I remember!" I answered.
+
+"That night," he pursued, "I was angered--righteously angered to see
+so wicked and unchristian an act performed in blasphemous
+self-righteousness. I was on the point of denouncing the deed as it
+deserved, of denouncing your mother for it to her face. And then I
+remembered you. I remembered the love I had borne your father, and my
+duty to him, to see that no such wrong was done you in the end as that
+which I feared. I reflected that if I spoke the words that were burning
+my tongue for utterance, I should go as Gino Falcone had gone.
+
+"Not that the going mattered. I could better save my soul elsewhere than
+here in this atmosphere of Christianity misunderstood; and there
+are always convents of my order to afford me shelter. But your being
+abandoned mattered; and I felt that if I went, abandoned you would be to
+the influences that drove and moulded you without consideration for
+your nature and your inborn inclinations. Therefore I remained, and left
+Falcone's cause unchampioned. Later I was to learn that he had found a
+friend, and that he was... that he was being cared for."
+
+"By whom?" quoth I, more interested perhaps in this than in anything
+that he had yet said.
+
+"By one who was your father's friend," he said, after a moment's
+hesitation, "a soldier of fortune by name of Galeotto--a leader of free
+lances who goes by the name of Il Gran Galeotto. But let that be. I want
+to tell you of myself, that you may judge with what authority I speak.
+
+"I was destined," Agostino, for a soldier's life in the following of my
+valiant foster-brother, your father. Had I preserved the strength of
+my early youth, undoubtedly a soldier's harness would be strapped here
+to-day in the place of this scapulary. But it happened that an illness
+left me sickly and ailing, and unfitted me utterly for such a life.
+Similarly it unfitted me for the labour of the fields, so that I
+threatened to become a useless burden upon my parents, who were
+peasant-folk. To avoid this they determined to make a monk of me; they
+offered me to God because they found me unfitted for the service of man;
+and, poor, simple, self-deluded folk, they accounted that in doing so
+they did a good and pious thing.
+
+"I showed aptitude in learning; I became interested in the things I
+studied; I was absorbed by them in fact, and never gave a thought to the
+future; I submitted without question to the wishes of my parents, and
+before I awakened to a sense of what was done and what I was, myself, I
+was in orders."
+
+He sank his voice impressively as he concluded--"For ten years
+thereafter, Agostino, I wore a hair-shirt day and night, and for girdle
+a knotted length of whip-cord in which were embedded thorns that stung
+and chafed me and tore my body. For ten years, then, I never knew bodily
+ease or proper rest at night. Only thus could I bring into subjection my
+rebellious flesh, and save myself from the way of ordinary men which to
+me must have been a path of sacrilege and sin. I was devout. Had I not
+been devout and strong in my devotion I could never have endured what
+I was forced to endure as the alternative to damnation, because without
+consideration for my nature I had been ordained a priest.
+
+"Consider this, Agostino; consider it well. I would not have you go that
+way, nor feel the need to drive yourself from temptation by such a spur.
+Because I know--I say it in all humility, Agostino, I hope, and thanking
+God for the exceptional grace He vouchsafed me to support me--that for
+one priest without vocation who can quench temptation by such agonizing
+means, a hundred perish, which is bad; and by the scandal of their
+example they drive many from the Church and set a weapon in the hands of
+her enemies, which is a still heavier reckoning to meet hereafter."
+
+A spell of silence followed. I was strangely moved by his tale,
+strangely impressed by the warning that I perceived in it. And yet my
+confidence, I think, was all unshaken.
+
+And when presently he rose, took up his taper, and stood by my bedside
+to ask me once again did I believe myself to be called, I showed my
+confidence in my answer.
+
+"It is my hope and prayer that I am called, indeed," I said. "The life
+that will best prepare me for the world to come is the life I would
+follow."
+
+He looked at me long and sadly. "You must do as your heart bids you," he
+sighed. "And when you have seen the world, your heart will have learnt
+to speak to you more plainly." And upon that he left me.
+
+Next day I set out.
+
+My leave-takings were brief. My mother shed some tears and many prayers
+over me at parting. Not that she was moved to any grief at losing me.
+That were a grief I should respect and the memory of which I should
+treasure as a sacred thing. Her tears were tears of dread lest,
+surrounded by perils in the world, I should succumb and thus falsify her
+vows.
+
+She, herself, confessed it in the valedictory words she addressed to me.
+Words that left the conviction clear upon my mind that the fulfilment
+of her vow was the only thing concerning me that mattered. To the price
+that later might be paid for it I cannot think that she ever gave a
+single thought.
+
+Tears there were too in the eyes of Fra Gervasio. My mother had suffered
+me to do no more than kiss her hand--as was my custom. But the friar
+took me to his bosom, and held me tight a moment in his long arms.
+
+"Remember!" he murmured huskily and impressively. And then, putting me
+from him, "God help and guide you, my son," were his last words.
+
+I went down the steps into the courtyard where most of the servants were
+gathered to see their lord's departure, whilst Messer Arcolano, who was
+to go with me, paused to assure my mother of the care that he would have
+of me, and to receive her final commands concerning me.
+
+Four men, mounted and armed, stood waiting to escort us, and with
+them were three mules, one for Arcolano, one for myself, and the third
+already laden with my baggage.
+
+A servant held my stirrup, and I swung myself up into the saddle, with
+which I was but indifferently acquainted. Then Arcolano mounted too,
+puffing over the effort, for he was a corpulent, rubicund man with the
+fattest hands I have ever seen.
+
+I touched my mule with the whip, and the beast began to move. Arcolano
+ambled beside me; and behind us, abreast, came the men-at-arms. Thus
+we rode down towards the gateway, and as we went the servants murmured
+their valedictory words.
+
+"A safe journey, Madonnino!"
+
+"A good return, Madonnino!"
+
+I smiled back at them, and in the eyes of more than one I detected a
+look of commiseration.
+
+Once I turned, when the end of the quadrangle was reached, and I waved
+my cap to my mother and Fra Gervasio, who stood upon the steps where I
+had left them. The friar responded by waving back to me. But my mother
+made no sign. Likely enough her eyes were upon the ground again already
+
+Her unresponsiveness almost angered me. I felt that a man had the right
+to some slight display of tenderness from the woman who had borne him.
+Her frigidity wounded me. It wounded me the more in comparison with the
+affectionate clasp of old Gervasio's arms. With a knot in my throat I
+passed from the sunlight of the courtyard into the gloom of the gateway,
+and out again beyond, upon the drawbridge. Our hooves thudded briskly
+upon the timbers, and then with a sharper note upon the cobbles beyond.
+
+I was outside the walls of the castle for the first time. Before me the
+long, rudely paved street of the borgo sloped away to the market-place
+of the town of Mondolfo. Beyond that lay the world, itself--all at my
+feet, as I imagined.
+
+The knot in my throat was dissolved. My pulses quickened with
+anticipation. I dug my heels into the mule's belly and pushed on, the
+portly cleric at my side.
+
+And thus I left my home and the gloomy, sorrowful influence of my most
+dolorous mother.
+
+
+
+
+
+
+BOOK II. GIULIANA
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER I. THE HOUSE OF ASTORRE FIFANTI. Let me not follow in too close
+detail the incidents of that journey lest I be in danger of becoming
+tedious. In themselves they contained laughable matter enough, but in
+the mere relation they may seem dull.
+
+Down the borgo, ahead of us, ran the rumour that here was the Madonnino
+of Mondolfo, and the excitement that the announcement caused was
+something at which I did not know whether to be flattered or offended.
+
+The houses gave up their inhabitants, and all stood at gaze as we
+passed, to behold for the first time this lord of theirs of whom they
+had heard Heaven knows what stories--for where there are elements of
+mystery human invention can be very active.
+
+At first so many eyes confused me; so that I kept my own steadily upon
+the glossy neck of my mule. Very soon, however, growing accustomed to
+being stared at, I lost some of my shyness, and now it was that I became
+a trouble to Messer Arcolano. For as I looked about me there were a
+hundred things to hold my attention and to call for inquiry and nearer
+inspection.
+
+We had come by this into the market-place, and it chanced that it was a
+market-day and that the square was thronged with peasants from the Val
+di Taro who had come to sell their produce and to buy their necessaries.
+
+I was for halting at each booth and inspecting the wares, and each time
+that I made as if to do so, the obsequious peasantry fell away before
+me, making way invitingly. But Messer Arcolano urged me along, saying
+that we had far to go, and that in Piacenza there were better shops and
+that I should have more time to view them.
+
+Then it was the fountain with its surmounting statues that caught my
+eye--Durfreno's arresting, vigorous group of the Laocoon--and I must
+draw rein and cry out in my amazement at so wonderful a piece of work,
+plaguing Arcolano with a score of questions concerning the identity of
+the main figure and how he came beset by so monstrous a reptile, and
+whether he had succeeded in the end in his attempt to strangle it.
+
+Arcolano, out of patience by now, answered me shortly that the reptile
+was the sculptor's pious symbolization of sin, which St. Hercules was
+overcoming.
+
+I am by no means sure that such was not indeed his own conception of the
+matter, and that there did not exist in his mind some confusion as to
+whether the pagan demigod had a place in the Calendar or not. For he was
+an uncultured, plebeian fellow, and what my mother should have found
+in him to induce her to prefer him for her confessor and spiritual
+counsellor to the learned Fra Gervasio is one more of the many mysteries
+which an attempt to understand her must ever present to me.
+
+Then there were the young peasant girls who thronged about and stood in
+groups, blushing furiously under my glance, which Arcolano vainly
+bade me lower. A score of times did it seem to me that one of these
+brown-legged, lithe, comely creatures was my little Luisina; and more
+than once I was on the point of addressing one or another, to discover
+my mistake and be admonished for my astounding frivolousness by Messer
+Arcolano.
+
+And when once or twice I returned the friendly laughter of these girls,
+whilst the grinning serving-men behind me would nudge one another and
+wink to see me--as they thought--so very far off the road to priesthood
+to which I was vowed, hot anathema poured from the fat cleric's lips,
+and he urged me roughly to go faster.
+
+His tortures ended at last when we came into the open country. We rode
+in silence for a mile or two, I being full of thought of all that I had
+seen, and infected a little by the fever of life through which I had
+just passed. At last, I remember that I turned to Arcolano, who was
+riding with the ears of his mule in line with my saddle-bow, and asked
+him to point out to me where my dominions ended.
+
+The meek question provoked an astonishingly churlish answer. I was
+shortly bidden to give my mind to other than worldly things; and with
+that he began a homily, which lasted for many a weary mile, upon the
+vanities of the world and the glories of Paradise--a homily of the very
+tritest, upon subjects whereupon I, myself, could have dilated to better
+purpose than could His Ignorance.
+
+The distance from Mondolfo to Piacenza is a good eight leagues, and
+though we had set out very early, it was past noon before we caught our
+first glimpse of the city by the Po, lying low as it does in the vast
+Aemilian plain, and Arcolano set himself to name to me this church and
+that whose spires stood out against the cobalt background of the sky.
+
+An hour or so after our first glimpse of the city, our weary beasts
+brought us up to the Gate of San Lazzaro. But we did not enter, as I
+had hoped. Messer Arcolano had had enough of me and my questions at
+Mondolfo, and he was not minded to expose himself to worse behaviour on
+my part in the more interesting thoroughfares of this great city.
+
+So we passed it by, and rode under the very walls by way of an avenue
+of flowering chestnuts, round to the northern side, until we emerged
+suddenly upon the sands of Po, and I had my first view at close quarters
+of that mighty river flowing gently about the islands, all thick with
+willows, that seemed to float upon its gleaming waters.
+
+Fishermen were at work in a boat out in mid-stream, heaving their nets
+to the sound of the oddest cantilena, and I was all for pausing there
+to watch their operations. But Arcolano urged me onward with that
+impatience of his which took no account of my very natural curiosity.
+Presently I drew rein again with exclamations of delight and surprise to
+see the wonderful bridge of boats that spanned the river a little higher
+up.
+
+But we had reached our destination. Arcolano called a halt at the gates
+of a villa that stood a little way back from the road on slightly rising
+ground near the Fodesta Gate. He bade one of the grooms get down and
+open, and presently we ambled up a short avenue between tall banks of
+laurel, to the steps of the villa itself.
+
+It was a house of fair proportions, though to me at the time, accustomed
+to the vast spaces of Mondolfo, it seemed the merest hut. It was painted
+white, and it had green Venetian shutters which gave it a cool and
+pleasant air; and through one of the open windows floated a sound of
+merry voices, in which a woman's laugh was predominant.
+
+The double doors stood open and through these there emerged a moment
+after our halting a tall, thin man whose restless eyes surveyed us
+swiftly, whose thin-lipped mouth smiled a greeting to Messer Arcolano
+in the pause he made before hurrying down the steps with a slip-slop of
+ill-fitting shoes.
+
+This was Messer Astorre Fifanti, the pedant under whom I was to study,
+and with whom I was to take up my residence for some months to come.
+
+Seeing in him one who was to be set in authority over me, I surveyed him
+with the profoundest interest, and from that instant I disliked him.
+
+He was, as I have said, a tall, thin man; and he had long hands
+that were very big and bony in the knuckles. Indeed they looked like
+monstrous skeleton hands with a glove of skin stretched over them. He
+was quite bald, save for a curly grizzled fringe that surrounded the
+back of his head, on a level with his enormous ears, and his forehead
+ran up to the summit of his egg-shaped head. His nose was pendulous and
+his eyes were closely set, with too crafty a look for honesty. He wore
+no beard, and his leathery cheeks were blue from the razor. His age
+may have been fifty; his air was mean and sycophantic. Finally he was
+dressed in a black gaberdine that descended to his knees, and he ended
+in a pair of the leanest shanks and largest feet conceivable.
+
+To greet us he fawned and washed his bony hands in the air.
+
+"You have made a safe journey, then," he purred. "Benedicamus Dominum!"
+
+"Deo gratias!" rumbled the fat priest, as he heaved his rotundity from
+the saddle with the assistance of one of the grooms.
+
+They shook hands, and Fifanti turned to survey me for the second time.
+
+"And this is my noble charge!" said he. "Salve! Be welcome to my house,
+Messer Agostino."
+
+I got to earth, accepted his proffered hand, and thanked him.
+
+Meanwhile the grooms were unpacking my baggage, and from the house came
+hurrying an elderly servant to receive it and convey it within doors.
+
+I stood there a little awkwardly, shifting from leg to leg, what time
+Doctor Fifanti pressed Arcolano to come within and rest; he spoke, too,
+of some Vesuvian wine that had been sent him from the South and upon
+which he desired the priest's rare judgment.
+
+Arcolano hesitated, and his gluttonous mouth quivered and twitched. But
+he excused himself in the end. He must on. He had business to discharge
+in the town, and he must return at once and render an account of our
+safe journey to the Countess at Mondolfo. If he tarried now it would
+grow late ere he reached Mondolfo, and late travelling pleased him not
+at all. As it was his bones would be weary and his flesh tender from so
+much riding; but he would offer it up to Heaven for his sins.
+
+And when the too-amiable Fifanti had protested how little there could
+be the need in the case of one so saintly as Messer Arcolano, the
+priest made his farewells. He gave me his blessing and enjoined upon me
+obedience to one who stood to me in loco parentis, heaved himself back
+on to his mule, and departed with the grooms at his heels.
+
+Then Doctor Fifanti set a bony hand upon my shoulder, and opined that
+after my journey I must be in need of refreshment; and with that he led
+me within doors, assuring me that in his house the needs of the body
+were as closely cared for as the needs of the mind.
+
+"For an empty belly," he ended with his odious, sycophantic geniality,
+"makes an empty heart and an empty head."
+
+We passed through a hall that was prettily paved in mosaics, into a
+chamber of good proportions, which seemed gay to me after the gloom by
+which I had been surrounded.
+
+The ceiling was painted blue and flecked with golden stars, whilst the
+walls were hung with deep blue tapestries on which was figured in grey
+and brownish red a scene which, I was subsequently to learn, represented
+the metamorphosis of Actaeon. At the moment I did not look too closely.
+The figures of Diana in her bath with her plump attendant nymphs caused
+me quickly to withdraw my bashful eyes.
+
+A good-sized table stood in the middle of the floor, bearing, upon a
+broad strip of embroidered white napery, sparkling crystal and silver,
+vessels of wine and platters of early fruits. About it sat a very noble
+company of some half-dozen men and two very resplendent women. One of
+these was slight and little, very dark and vivacious with eyes full of
+a malicious humour. The other, of very noble proportions, of a fine,
+willowy height, with coiled ropes of hair of a colour such as I had
+never dreamed could be found upon human being. It was ruddy and glowed
+like metal. Her face and neck--and of the latter there was a very
+considerable display--were of the warm pale tint of old ivory. She had
+large, low-lidded eyes, which lent her face a languid air. Her brow was
+low and broad, and her lips of a most startling red against the pallor
+of the rest.
+
+She rose instantly upon my entrance, and came towards me with a slow
+smile, holding out her hand, and murmuring words of most courteous
+welcome.
+
+"This, Ser Agostino," said Fifanti, "is my wife."
+
+Had he announced her to be his daughter it would have been more credible
+on the score of their respective years, though equally incredible on the
+score of their respective personalities.
+
+I gaped foolishly in my amazement, a little dazzled, too, by the
+effulgence of her eyes, which were now raised to the level of my own. I
+lowered my glance abashed, and answered her as courteously as I could.
+Then she led me to the table, and presented me to the company, naming
+each to me.
+
+The first was a slim and very dainty young gentleman in a scarlet
+walking-suit, over which he wore a long scarlet mantle. A gold cross was
+suspended from his neck by a massive chain of gold. He was delicately
+featured, with a little pointed beard, tiny mustachios, and long, fair
+hair that fell in waves about his effeminate face. He had the whitest
+of hands, very delicately veined in blue, and it was--as I soon
+observed--his habit to carry them raised, so that the blood might not
+flow into them to coarsen their beauty. Attached to his left wrist by a
+fine chain was a gold pomander-ball of the size of a small apple, very
+beautifully chiselled. Upon one of his fingers he wore the enormous
+sapphire ring of his rank.
+
+That he was a prince of the Church I saw for myself; but I was far from
+being prepared for the revelation of his true eminence--never dreaming
+that a man of the humble position of Doctor Fifanti would entertain a
+guest so exalted.
+
+He was no less a person than the Lord Egidio Oberto Gambara, Cardinal of
+Brescia, Governor of Piacenza and Papal Legate to Cisalpine Gaul.
+
+The revelation of the identity of this elegant, effeminate, perfumed
+personage was a shock to me; for it was not thus by much that I had
+pictured the representative of our Holy Father the Pope.
+
+He smiled upon me amiably and something wearily, the satiate smile of
+the man of the world, and he languidly held out to me the hand bearing
+his ring. I knelt to kiss it, overawed by his ecclesiastical rank,
+however little awed by the man within it.
+
+As I rose again he looked up at me considering my inches.
+
+"Why," said he, "here is a fine soldier lost to glory." And as he spoke,
+he half turned to a young man who sat beside him, a man at whom I was
+eager to take a fuller look, for his face was most strangely familiar to
+me.
+
+He was tall and graceful, very beautifully dressed in purple and gold,
+and his blue-black hair was held in a net or coif of finest gold thread.
+His garments clung as tightly and smoothly as if he had been kneaded
+into them--as, indeed, he had. But it was his face that held my eyes. It
+was a sun-tanned, shaven hawk-face with black level brows, black eyes,
+and a strong jaw, handsome save for something displeasing in the lines
+of the mouth, something sardonic, proud, and contemptuous.
+
+The Cardinal addressed him. "You breed fine fellows in your family,
+Cosimo," were the words with which he startled me, and then I knew where
+I had seen that face before. In my mirror.
+
+He was as like me--save that he was blacker and not so tall--as if he
+had been own brother to me instead of merely cousin as I knew at once
+he was. For he must be that guelphic Anguissola renegade who served
+the Pope and was high in favour with Farnese, and Captain of Justice in
+Piacenza. In age he may have been some seven or eight years older than
+myself.
+
+I stared at him now with interest, and I found attractions in him, the
+chief of which was his likeness to my father. So must my father have
+looked when he was this fellow's age. He returned my glance with a smile
+that did not improve his countenance, so contemptuously languid was it,
+so very supercilious.
+
+"You may stare, cousin," said he, "for I think I do you the honour to be
+something like you."
+
+"You will find him," lisped the Cardinal to me, "the most
+self-complacent dog in Italy. When he sees in you a likeness to himself
+he flatters himself grossly, which, as you know him better, you will
+discover to be his inveterate habit. He is his own most assiduous
+courtier." And my Lord Gambara sank back into his chair, languishing,
+the pomander to his nostrils.
+
+All laughed, and Messer Cosimo with them, still considering me.
+
+But Messer Fifanti's wife had yet to make me known to three others who
+sat there, beside the little sloe-eyed lady. This last was a cousin of
+her own--Donna Leocadia degli Allogati, whom I saw now for the first and
+last time.
+
+The three remaining men of the company are of little interest save one,
+whose name was to be well known--nay, was well known already, though not
+to one who had lived in such seclusion as mine.
+
+This was that fine poet Annibale Caro, whom I have heard judged to be
+all but the equal of the great Petrarca himself. A man who had less the
+air of a poet it would not be easy to conceive. He was of middle height
+and of a habit of body inclining to portliness, and his age may have
+been forty. His face was bearded, ruddy, and small-featured, and there
+was about him an air of smug prosperity; he was dressed with care, but
+he had none of the splendour of the Cardinal or my cousin. Let me add
+that he was secretary to the Duke Pier Luigi Farnese, and that he was
+here in Piacenza on a mission to the Governor in which his master's
+interests were concerned.
+
+The other two who completed that company are of no account, and indeed
+their names escape me, though I seem to remember that one was named
+Pacini and that he was said to be a philosopher of considerable parts.
+
+Bidden to table by Messer Fifanti, I took the chair he offered me beside
+his lady, and presently came the old servant whom already I had seen,
+bearing meat for me. I was hungry, and I fell to with zest, what time
+a pleasant ripple of talk ran round the board. Facing me sat my cousin,
+and I never observed until my hunger was become less clamorous with what
+an insistence he regarded me. At last, however, our eyes met across the
+board. He smiled that crooked, somewhat unpleasant smile of his.
+
+"And so, Ser Agostino, they are to make a priest of you?" said he.
+
+"God pleasing," I answered soberly, and perhaps shortly.
+
+"And if his brains at all resemble his body," lisped the
+Cardinal-legate, "you may live to see an Anguissola Pope, my Cosimo."
+
+My stare must have betrayed my amazement at such words. "Not so,
+magnificent," I made answer. "I am destined for the life monastic."
+
+"Monastic!" quoth he, in a sort of horror, and looking as if a bad smell
+had suddenly been thrust under his nose. He shrugged and pouted and
+had fresh recourse to his pomander. "O, well! Friars have become popes
+before to-day."
+
+"I am to enter the hermit order of St. Augustine," I again corrected.
+
+"Ah!" said Caro, in his big, full voice. "He aspires not to Rome but to
+Heaven, my lord."
+
+"Then what the devil does he in your house, Fifanti?" quoth the
+Cardinal. "Are you to teach him sanctity?"
+
+And the table shook with laughter at a jest I did not understand any
+more than I understood my Lord Cardinal.
+
+Messer Fifanti, sitting at the table-head, shot me a glance of anxious
+inquiry; he smiled foolishly, and washed his hands in the air again, his
+mind fumbling for an answer that should turn aside that barbed jest. But
+he was forestalled by my cousin Cosimo.
+
+"The teaching might come more aptly from Monna Giuliana," said he, and
+smiled very boldly across at Fifanti's lady who sat beside me, whilst a
+frown grew upon the prodigious brow of the pedant.
+
+"Indeed, indeed," the Cardinal murmured, considering her through
+half-closed eyes, "there is no man but may enter Paradise at her
+bidding." And he sighed furiously, whilst she chid him for his boldness;
+and for all that much of what they said was in a language that might
+have been unknown to me, yet was I lost in amazement to see a prelate
+made so free with. She turned to me, and the glory of her eyes fell
+about my soul like an effulgence.
+
+"Do not heed them, Ser Agostino. They are profane and wicked men,"
+she said, "and if you aspire to holiness, the less you see of them the
+better will it be for you."
+
+I did not doubt it, yet I dared not make so bold as to confess it, and I
+wondered why they should laugh to hear her earnest censure of them.
+
+"It is a thorny path, this path of holiness," said the Cardinal sighing.
+
+"Your excellency has been told so, we assume," quoth Caro, who had a
+very bitter tongue for one who looked so well-nourished and contented.
+
+"I might have found it so for myself but that my lot has been cast among
+sinners," answered the Cardinal, comprehending the company in his glance
+and gesture. "As it is, I do what I can to mend their lot."
+
+"Now here is gallantry of a different sort!" cried the little Leocadia
+with a giggle.
+
+"O, as to that," quoth Cosimo, showing his fine teeth in a smile, "there
+is a proverb as to the gallantry of priests. It is like the love of
+women, which again is like water in a basket--as soon in as out." And
+his eyes hung upon Giuliana.
+
+"When you are the basket, sir captain, shall anyone blame the women?"
+she countered with her lazy insolence.
+
+"Body of God!" cried the Cardinal, and laughed wholeheartedly, whilst
+my cousin scowled. "There you have the truth, Cosimo, and the truth is
+better than proverbs."
+
+"It is unlucky to speak of the dead at table," put in Caro.
+
+"And who spoke of the dead, Messer Annibale?" quoth Leocadia.
+
+"Did not my Lord Cardinal mention Truth?" answered the brutal poet.
+
+"You are a derider--a gross sinner," said the Cardinal languidly. "Stick
+to your verses, man, and leave Truth alone."
+
+"Agreed--if your excellency will stick to Truth and quit writing verses.
+I offer the compact in the interest of humanity, which will be the
+gainer."
+
+The company shook with laughter at this direct and offensive hit. But my
+Lord Gambara seemed nowise incensed. Indeed, I was beginning to conclude
+that the man had a sweetness and tolerance of nature that bordered on
+the saintly.
+
+He sipped his wine thoughtfully, and held it up to the light so that the
+deep ruby of it sparkled in the Venetian crystal.
+
+"You remind me that I have written a new song," said he.
+
+"Then have I sinned indeed," groaned Caro.
+
+But Gambara, disregarding the interruption, his glass still raised, his
+mild eyes upon the wine, began to recite:
+
+ "Bacchus saepe visitans
+ Mulierum genus
+ Facit eas subditas
+ Tibi, O tu Venus!"
+
+Without completely understanding it, yet scandalized beyond measure at
+as much as I understood, to hear such sentiments upon his priestly lips,
+I stared at him in candid horror.
+
+But he got no farther. Caro smote the table with his fist.
+
+"When wrote you that, my lord?" he cried.
+
+"When?" quoth the Cardinal, frowning at the interruption. "Why,
+yestereve."
+
+"Ha!" It was something between a bark and a laugh from Messer Caro. "In
+that case, my lord, memory usurped the place of invention. That song was
+sung at Pavia when I was a student--which is more years ago than I care
+to think of."
+
+The Cardinal smiled upon him, unabashed. "And what then, pray? Can we
+avoid these things? Why, the very Virgil whom you plagiarize so freely
+was himself a plagiarist."
+
+Now this, as you may well conceive, provoked a discussion about the
+board, in which all joined, not excepting Fifanti's lady and Donna
+Leocadia.
+
+I listened in some amazement and deep interest to matters that were
+entirely strange to me, to the arguing of mysteries which seemed to
+me--even from what I heard of them--to be strangely attractive.
+
+Anon Fifanti joined in the discussion, and I observed how as soon as he
+began to speak they all fell silent, all listened to him as to a master,
+what time he delivered himself of his opinions and criticisms of this
+Virgil, with a force, a lucidity and an eloquence that revealed his
+learning even to one so ignorant as myself.
+
+He was listened to with deference by all, if we except perhaps my Lord
+Gambara, who had no respect for anything and who preferred to whisper
+to Leocadia under cover of his hand, ogling her what time she simpered.
+Once or twice Monna Giuliana flashed him an unfriendly glance, and this
+I accounted natural, deeming that she resented this lack of attention to
+the erudite dissertation of her husband.
+
+But as for the others, they were attentive, as I have said, and even
+Messer Caro, who at the time--as I gathered then--was engaged upon
+a translation of Virgil into Tuscan, and who, therefore, might be
+accounted something of an authority, held his peace and listened what
+time the doctor reasoned and discoursed.
+
+Fifanti's mean, sycophantic air fell away from him as by magic. Warmed
+by his subject and his enthusiasm he seemed suddenly ennobled, and I
+found him less antipathic; indeed, I began to see something admirable in
+the man, some of that divine quality that only deep culture and learning
+can impart.
+
+I conceived that now, at last, I held the explanation of how it came to
+pass that so distinguished a company frequented his house and gathered
+on such familiar terms about his board.
+
+And I began to be less amazed at the circumstance that he should possess
+for wife so beautiful and superb a creature as Madonna Giuliana. I
+thought that I obtained glimpses of the charm which that elderly man
+might be able to exert upon a fine and cultured young nature with
+aspirations for things above the commonplace.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER II. HUMANITIES
+
+
+As the days passed and swelled into weeks, and these, in their turn,
+accumulated into months, I grew rapidly learned in worldly matters at
+Doctor Fifanti's house.
+
+The curriculum I now pursued was so vastly different from that which my
+mother had bidden Fra Gervasio to set me, and my acquaintance with the
+profane writers advanced so swiftly once it was engaged upon, that I
+acquired knowledge as a weed grows.
+
+Fifanti flung into strange passions when he discovered the extent of my
+ignorance and the amazing circumstance that whilst Fra Gervasio had made
+of me a fluent Latin scholar, he had kept me in utter ignorance of the
+classic writers, and almost in as great an ignorance of history itself.
+This the pedant set himself at once to redress, and amongst the earliest
+works he gave me as preparation were Latin translations of Thucydides
+and Herodotus which I devoured--especially the glowing pages of the
+latter--at a speed that alarmed my tutor.
+
+But mere studiousness was not my spur, as he imagined. I was enthralled
+by the novelty of the matters that I read, so different from all those
+with which I had been allowed to become acquainted hitherto.
+
+There followed Tacitus, and after him Cicero and Livy, which latter two
+I found less arresting; then came Lucretius, and his De Rerum Naturae
+proved a succulent dish to my inquisitive appetite.
+
+But the cream and glory of the ancient writers I had yet to taste. My
+first acquaintance with the poets came from the translation of Virgil
+upon which Messer Caro was at the time engaged. He had definitely taken
+up his residence in Piacenza, whither it was said that Farnese, his
+master, who was to be made our Duke, would shortly come. And in the
+interval of labouring for Farnese, as Caro was doing, he would toil at
+his translation, and from time to time he would bring sheaves of his
+manuscript to the doctor's house, to read what he had accomplished.
+
+He came, I remember, one languid afternoon in August, when I had been
+with Messer Fifanti for close upon three months, during which time my
+mind had gradually, yet swiftly, been opening out like a bud under the
+sunlight of much new learning. We sat in the fine garden behind the
+house, on the lawn, in the shade of mulberry trees laden with yellow
+translucent fruit, by a pond that was all afloat with water-lilies.
+
+There was a crescent-shaped seat of hewn marble, over which Messer
+Gambara, who was with us, had thrown his scarlet cardinal's cloak, the
+day being oppressively hot. He was as usual in plain, walking clothes,
+and save for the ring on his finger and the cross on his breast, you
+had never conceived him an ecclesiastic. He sat near his cloak, upon
+the marble seat, and beside him sat Monna Giuliana, who was all in white
+save for the gold girdle at her waist.
+
+Caro, himself, stood to read, his bulky manuscript in his hands. Against
+the sundial, facing the poet, leaned the tall figure of Messer Fifanti,
+his bald head uncovered and shining humidly, his eyes ever and anon
+stealing a look at his splendid wife where she sat so demurely at the
+prelate's side.
+
+Myself, I lay on the grass near the pond, my hand trailing in the cool
+water, and at first I was not greatly interested. The heat of the day
+and the circumstance that we had dined, when played upon by the poet's
+booming and somewhat monotonous voice, had a lulling effect from which
+I was in danger of falling asleep. But anon, as the narrative warmed
+and quickened, the danger was well overpast. I was very wide-awake, my
+pulses throbbing, my imagination all on fire. I sat up and listened
+with an enthralled attention, unconscious of everything and everybody,
+unconscious even of the very voice of the reader, intent only upon the
+amazing, tragic matter that he read.
+
+For it happened that this was the Fourth Book of the Aeneid, and the
+most lamentable, heartrending story of Dido's love for Aeneas, of his
+desertion of her, of her grief and death upon the funeral pyre.
+
+It held me spellbound. It was more real then anything that I had ever
+read or heard; and the fate of Dido moved me as if I had known and loved
+her; so that long ere Messer Caro came to an end I was weeping freely in
+a most exquisite misery.
+
+Thereafter I was as one who has tasted strong wine and finds his thirst
+fired by it. Within a week I had read the Aeneid through, and was
+reading it a second time. Then came the Comedies of Terence, the
+Metamorphoses of Ovid, Martial, and the Satires of Juvenal. And
+with those my transformation was complete. No longer could I find
+satisfaction in the writings of the fathers of the church, or in
+contemplating the lives of the saints, after the pageantries which the
+eyes of my soul had looked upon in the profane authors.
+
+What instructions my mother supposed Fifanti to have received concerning
+me from Arcolano, I cannot think. But certain it is that she could never
+have dreamed under what influences I was so soon to come, no more than
+she could conceive what havoc they played with all that hitherto I had
+learnt and with the resolutions that I had formed--and that she had
+formed for me--concerning the future.
+
+All this reading perturbed me very oddly, as one is perturbed who having
+long dwelt in darkness is suddenly brought into the sunlight and dazzled
+by it, so that, grown conscious of his sight, he is more effectively
+blinded than he was before. For the process that should have been a
+gradual one from tender years was carried through in what amounted to
+little more than a few weeks.
+
+My Lord Gambara took an odd interest in me. He was something of
+a philosopher in his trivial way; something of a student of his
+fellow-man; and he looked upon me as an odd human growth that was being
+subjected to an unusual experiment. I think he took a certain delight in
+helping that experiment forward; and certain it is that he had more to
+do with the debauching of my mind than any other, or than any reading
+that I did.
+
+It was not that he told me more than elsewhere I could have learnt; it
+was the cynical manner in which he conveyed his information. He had a
+way of telling me of monstrous things as if they were purely normal and
+natural to a properly focussed eye, and as if any monstrousness they
+might present to me were due to some distortion imparted to them solely
+by the imperfection of my intellectual vision.
+
+Thus it was from him that I learnt certain unsuspected things concerning
+Pier Luigi Farnese, who, it was said, was coming to be our Duke, and on
+whose behalf the Emperor was being importuned to invest him in the Duchy
+of Parma and Piacenza.
+
+One day as we walked together in the garden--my Lord Gambara and I--I
+asked him plainly what was Messer Farnese's claim.
+
+"His claim?" quoth he, checking, to give me a long, cool stare. He
+laughed shortly and resumed his pacing, I keeping step with him. "Why,
+is he not the Pope's son, and is not that claim enough?"
+
+"The Pope's son!" I exclaimed. "But how is it possible that the Holy
+Father should have a son?"
+
+"How is it possible?" he echoed mockingly. "Why, I will tell you, sir.
+When our present Holy Father went as Cardinal-legate to the Mark of
+Ancona, he met there a certain lady whose name was Lola, who pleased
+him, and who was pleased with him. Alessandro Farnese was a handsome
+man, Ser Agostino. She bore him three children, of whom one is dead,
+another is Madonna Costanza, who is wed to Sforza of Santafiora, and the
+third--who really happens to have been the first-born--is Messer Pier
+Luigi, present Duke of Castro and future Duke of Piacenza."
+
+It was some time ere I could speak.
+
+"But his vows, then?" I exclaimed at last.
+
+"Ah! His vows!" said the Cardinal-legate. "True, there were his vows.
+I had forgotten that. No doubt he did the same." And he smiled
+sardonically, sniffing at his pomander-ball.
+
+From that beginning in a fresh branch of knowledge much followed
+quickly. Under my questionings, Messer Gambara very readily made me
+acquainted through his unsparing eyes with that cesspool that was known
+as the Roman Curia. And my horror, my disillusionment increased at every
+word he said.
+
+I learnt from him that Pope Paul III was no exception to the rule, no
+such scandal as I had imagined; that his own elevation to the purple was
+due in origin to the favour which his sister, the beautiful Giulia, had
+found in the eyes of the Borgia Pope, some fifty years ago. Through him
+I came to know the Sacred College as it really was; not the very home
+and fount of Christianity, as I had deemed it, controlled and guided
+by men of a sublime saintliness of ways, but a gathering of ambitious
+worldlings, who had become so brazen in their greed of temporal power
+that they did not even trouble to cloak the sin and evil in which they
+lived; men in whom the spirit that had actuated those saints the study
+of whose lives had been my early delight, lived no more than it might
+live in the bosom of a harlot.
+
+I said so to him one day in a wild, furious access of boldness, in one
+of those passionate outbursts that are begotten of illusions blighted.
+
+He heard me through quite calmly, without the least trace of anger,
+smiling ever his quiet mocking smile, and plucking at his little, auburn
+beard.
+
+"You are wrong, I think," he said. "Say that the Church has fallen
+a prey to self-seekers who have entered it under the cloak of the
+priesthood. What then? In their hands the Church has been enriched. She
+has gained power, which she must retain. And that is to the Church's
+good."
+
+"And what of the scandal of it?" I stormed.
+
+"O, as to that--why, boy, have you never read Boccaccio?"
+
+"Never," said I.
+
+"Read him, then," he urged me. "He will teach you much that you need
+to know. And read in particular the story of Abraam, the Jew, who upon
+visiting Rome was so scandalized by the licence and luxury of the
+clergy that he straightway had himself baptized and became a Christian,
+accounting that a religion that could survive such wiles of Satan to
+destroy it must indeed be the true religion, divinely inspired." He
+laughed his little cynical laugh to see my confusion increased by that
+bitter paradox.
+
+It is little wonder that I was all bewildered, that I was like some poor
+mariner upon unknown waters, without stars or compass.
+
+Thus that summer ebbed slowly, and the time of my projected minor
+ordination approached. Messer Gambara's visits to Fifanti's grew more
+and more frequent, until they became a daily occurrence; and now my
+cousin Cosimo came oftener too. But it was their custom to come in the
+forenoon, when I was at work with Fifanti. And often I observed the
+doctor to be oddly preoccupied, and to spend much time in creeping to
+the window that was all wreathed in clematis, and in peeping through
+that purple-decked green curtain into the garden where his excellency
+and Cosimo walked with Monna Giuliana.
+
+When both visitors were there his anxiety seemed less. But if only
+one were present he would give himself no peace. And once when Messer
+Gambara and she went together within doors, he abruptly interrupted my
+studies, saying that it was enough for that day; and he went below to
+join them.
+
+Half a year earlier I should have had no solution for his strange
+behaviour. But I had learnt enough of the world by now to perceive what
+maggot was stirring in that egg-shaped head. Yet I blushed for him, and
+for his foul and unworthy suspicions. As soon would I have suspected the
+painted Madonna from the brush of Raffaele Santi that I had seen over
+the high altar of the Church of San Sisto, as suspect the beautiful
+and noble-souled Giuliana of giving that old pedant cause for his
+uneasiness. Still, I conceived that this was the penalty that such a
+withered growth of humanity must pay for having presumed to marry a
+young wife.
+
+We were much together in those days, Monna Giuliana and I. Our intimacy
+had grown over a little incident that it were well I should mention.
+
+A young painter, Gianantonio Regillo, better known to the world as Il
+Pordenone, had come to Piacenza that summer to decorate the Church
+of Santa Maria della Campagna. He came furnished with letters to the
+Governor, and Gambara had brought him to Fifanti's villa. From Monna
+Giuliana the young painter heard the curious story of my having been
+vowed prenatally to the cloister by my mother, learnt her name and mine,
+and the hope that was entertained that I should walk in the ways of St.
+Augustine after whom I had been christened.
+
+It happened that he was about to paint a picture of St. Augustine, as a
+fresco for the chapel of the Magi of the church I have named. And having
+seen me and heard that story of mine, he conceived the curious notion
+of using me as the model for the figure of the saint. I consented, and
+daily for a week he came to us in the afternoons to paint; and all the
+time Monna Giuliana would be with us, deeply interested in his work.
+
+That picture he eventually transferred to his fresco, and there--O
+bitter irony!--you may see me to this day, as the saint in whose ways it
+was desired that I should follow.
+
+Monna Giuliana and I would linger together in talk after the painter had
+gone; and this would be at about the time that I had my first lessons
+of Curial life from my Lord Gambara. You will remember that he mentioned
+Boccaccio to me, and I chanced to ask her was there in the library a
+copy of that author's tales.
+
+"Has that wicked priest bidden you to read them?" she inquired, 'twixt
+seriousness and mockery, her dark eyes upon me in one of those glances
+that never left me easy.
+
+I told her what had passed; and with a sigh and a comment that I would
+get an indigestion from so much mental nourishment as I was consuming,
+she led me to the little library to find the book.
+
+Messer Fifanti's was a very choice collection of works, and every one
+in manuscript; for the doctor was something of an idealist, and greatly
+averse to the printing-press and the wide dissemination of books to
+which it led. Out of his opposition to the machine grew a dislike to
+its productions, which he denounced as vulgar; and not even their
+comparative cheapness and the fact that, when all was said, he was a man
+of limited means, would induce him to harbour a single volume that was
+so produced.
+
+Along the shelves she sought, and finally drew down four heavy tomes.
+Turning the pages of the first, she found there, with a readiness that
+argued a good acquaintance with the work, the story of Abraam the Jew,
+which I desired to read as it had been set down. She bade me read it
+aloud, which I did, she seated in the window, listening to me.
+
+At first I read with some constraint and shyness, but presently warming
+to my task and growing interested, I became animated and vivacious in my
+manner, so that when I ceased I saw her sitting there, her hands clasped
+about one knee, her eyes upon my face, her lips parted a little, the
+very picture of interest.
+
+And with that it happened that we established a custom, and very often,
+almost daily, after dinner, we would repair together to the library, and
+I--who hitherto had no acquaintance with any save Latin works--began to
+make and soon to widen my knowledge of our Tuscan writers. We varied our
+reading. We dipped into our poets. Dante we read, and Petrarca, and both
+we loved, though better than the works of either--and this for the sake
+of the swift movement and action that is in his narrative, though his
+melodies, I realized, were not so pure--the Orlando of Ariosto.
+
+Sometimes we would be joined by Fifanti himself; but he never stayed
+very long. He had an old-fashioned contempt for writings in what he
+called the "dialettale," and he loved the solemn injuvenations of
+the Latin tongue. Soon, as he listened, he would begin to yawn, and
+presently grunt and rise and depart, flinging a contemptuous word at
+the matter of my reading, and telling me at times that I might find more
+profitable amusement.
+
+But I persisted in it, guided ever by Fifanti's lady. And whatever
+we read by way of divergence, ever and anon we would come back to the
+stilted, lucid, vivid pages of Boccaccio.
+
+One day I chanced upon the tragical story of "Isabetta and the Pot of
+Basil," and whilst I read I was conscious that she had moved from where
+she had been sitting and had come to stand behind my chair. And when I
+reached the point at which the heart-broken Isabetta takes the head of
+her murdered lover to her room, a tear fell suddenly upon my hand.
+
+I stopped, and looked up at Giuliana. She smiled at me through unshed
+tears that magnified her matchless eyes.
+
+"I will read no more," I said. "It is too sad."
+
+"Ah, no!" she begged. "Read on, Agostino! I love its sadness."
+
+So I read on to the story's cruel end, and when it was done I sat quite
+still, myself a little moved by the tragedy of it, whilst Giuliana
+continued to lean against my chair. I was moved, too, in another way;
+curiously and unaccountably; and I could scarcely have defined what it
+was that moved me.
+
+I sought to break the spell of it, and turned the pages. "Let me read
+something else," said I. "Something more gay, to dispel the sadness of
+this."
+
+But her hand fell suddenly upon mine, enclasping and holding it. "Ah,
+no!" she begged me gently. "Give me the book. Let us read no more
+to-day."
+
+I was trembling under her touch--trembling, my every nerve a-quiver and
+my breath shortened--and suddenly there flashed through my mind a line
+of Dante's in the story of Paolo and Francesca:
+
+ "Quel giorno piu non vi leggemo avanti."
+
+Giuliana's words: "Let us read no more to-day"--had seemed an echo of
+that line, and the echo made me of a sudden conscious of an unsuspected
+parallel. All at once our position seemed to me strangely similar to
+that of the ill-starred lovers of Rimini.
+
+But the next moment I was sane again. She had withdrawn her hand, and
+had taken the volume to restore it to its shelf.
+
+Ah, no! At Rimini there had been two fools. Here there was but one. Let
+me make an end of him by persuading him of his folly.
+
+Yet Giuliana did nothing to assist me in that task. She returned from
+the book-shelf, and in passing lightly swept her fingers over my hair.
+
+"Come, Agostino; let us walk in the garden," said she.
+
+We went, my mood now overpast. I was as sober and self-contained as
+was my habit. And soon thereafter came my Lord Gambara--a rare thing to
+happen in the afternoon.
+
+Awhile the three of us were together in the garden, talking of trivial
+matters. Then she fell to wrangling with him concerning something that
+Caro had written and of which she had the manuscript. In the end she
+begged me would I go seek the writing in her chamber. I went, and hunted
+where she had bidden me and elsewhere, and spent a good ten minutes
+vainly in the task. Chagrined that I could not discover the thing, I
+went into the library, thinking that it might be there.
+
+Doctor Fifanti was writing busily at the table when I intruded. He
+looked up, thrusting his horn-rimmed spectacles high upon his peaked
+forehead.
+
+"What the devil!" quoth he very testily. "I thought you were in the
+garden with Madonna Giuliana."
+
+"My Lord Gambara is there," said I.
+
+He crimsoned and banged the table with his bony hand. "Do I not know
+that?" he roared, though I could see no reason for all this heat. "And
+why are you not with them?"
+
+You are not to suppose that I was still the meek, sheepish lad who had
+come to Piacenza three months ago. I had not been learning my world and
+discovering Man to no purpose all this while.
+
+"It has yet to be explained to me," said I, "under what obligation I
+am to be anywhere but where I please. That firstly. Secondly--but of
+infinitely lesser moment--Monna Giuliana has sent me for the manuscript
+of Messer Caro's Gigli d'Oro."
+
+I know not whether it was my cool, firm tones that quieted him. But
+quiet he became.
+
+"I... I was vexed by your interruption," he said lamely, to explain his
+late choler. "Here is the thing. I found it here when I came. Messer
+Caro might discover better employment for his leisure. But there,
+there"--he seemed in sudden haste again. "Take it to her in God's name.
+She will be impatient." I thought he sneered. "O, she will praise your
+diligence," he added, and this time I was sure that he sneered.
+
+I took it, thanked him, and left the room intrigued. And when I rejoined
+them, and handed her the manuscript, the odd thing was that the subject
+of their discourse having meanwhile shifted, it no longer interested
+her, and she never once opened the pages she had been in such haste to
+have me procure.
+
+This, too, was puzzling, even to one who was beginning to know his world
+
+But I was not done with riddles. For presently out came Fifanti himself,
+looking, if possible, yellower and more sour and lean than usual. He
+was arrayed in his long, rusty gown, and there were the usual shabby
+slippers on his long, lean feet. He was ever a man of most indifferent
+personal habits.
+
+"Ah, Astorre," his wife greeted him. "My Lord Cardinal brings you good
+tidings."
+
+"Does he so?" quoth Fifanti, sourly as I thought; and he looked at
+the legate as though his excellency were the very reverse of a happy
+harbinger.
+
+"You will rejoice, I think, doctor," said the smiling prelate, "to hear
+that I have letters from my Lord Pier Luigi appointing you one of the
+ducal secretaries. And this, I doubt not, will be followed, on his
+coming hither, by an appointment to his council. Meanwhile, the stipend
+is three hundred ducats, and the work is light."
+
+There followed a long and baffling silence, during which the doctor grew
+first red, then pale, then red again, and Messer Gambara stood with his
+scarlet cloak sweeping about his shapely limbs, sniffing his pomander
+and smiling almost insolently into the other's face; and some of the
+insolence of his look, I thought, was reflected upon the pale, placid
+countenance of Giuliana.
+
+At last, Fifanti spoke, his little eyes narrowing.
+
+"It is too much for my poor deserts," he said curtly.
+
+"You are too humble," said the prelate. "Your loyalty to the House of
+Farnese, and the hospitality which I, its deputy, have received..."
+
+"Hospitality!" barked Fifanti, and looked very oddly at Giuliana; so
+oddly that a faint colour began to creep into her cheeks. "You would pay
+for that?" he questioned, half mockingly. "Oh, but for that a stipend of
+three hundred ducats is too little."
+
+And all the time his eyes were upon his wife, and I saw her stiffen as
+if she had been struck.
+
+But the Cardinal laughed outright. "Come now, you use me with an amiable
+frankness," he said. "The stipend shall be doubled when you join the
+council."
+
+"Doubled?" he said. "Six hundred...?" He checked. The sum was vast. I
+saw greed creep into his little eyes. What had troubled him hitherto,
+I could not fathom even yet. He washed his bony hands in the air, and
+looked at his wife again. "It... it is a fair price, no doubt, my lord,"
+said he, his tone contemptuous.
+
+"The Duke shall be informed of the value of your learning," lisped the
+Cardinal.
+
+Fifanti knit his brows. "The value of my learning?" he echoed, as if
+slowly puzzled. "My learning? Oh! Is that in question?"
+
+"Why else should we give you the appointment?" smiled the Cardinal, with
+a smile that was full of significance.
+
+"It is what the town will be asking, no doubt," said Messer Fifanti. "I
+hope you will be able to satisfy its curiosity, my lord."
+
+And on that he turned, and stalked off again, very white and trembling,
+as I could perceive.
+
+My Lord Gambara laughed carelessly again, and over the pale face of
+Monna Giuliana there stole a slow smile, the memory of which was to be
+hateful to me soon, but which at the moment went to increase my already
+profound mystification.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER III. PREUX-CHEVALIER
+
+
+In the days that followed I found Messer Fifanti in queerer moods than
+ever. Ever impatient, he would be easily moved to anger now, and not
+a day passed but he stormed at me over the Greek with which, under his
+guidance, I was wrestling.
+
+And with Giuliana his manner was the oddest thing conceivable; at times
+he was mocking as an ape, at times his manner had in it a suggestion of
+the serpent; more rarely he was his usual, vulturine self. He watched
+her curiously, ever between anger and derision, to all of which she
+presented a calm front and a patience almost saintly. He was as a man
+with some mighty burden on his mind, undecided whether he shall bear it
+or cast it off.
+
+Her patience moved me most oddly to pity; and pity for so beautiful a
+creature is Satan's most subtle snare, especially when you consider
+what a power her beauty had to move me as I had already discovered to
+my erstwhile terror. She confided in me a little in those days, but ever
+with a most saintly resignation. She had been sold into wedlock, she
+admitted, with a man who might have been her father, and she confessed
+to finding her lot a cruel one; but confessed it with the air of one who
+intends none the less to bear her cross with fortitude.
+
+And then, one day, I did a very foolish thing. We had been reading
+together, she and I, as was become our custom. She had fetched me a
+volume of the lascivious verse of Panormitano, and we sat side by side
+on the marble seat in the garden what time I read to her, her shoulder
+touching mine, the fragrance of her all about me.
+
+She wore, I remember, a clinging gown of russet silk, which did rare
+justice to the splendid beauty of her, and her heavy ruddy hair was
+confined in a golden net that was set with gems--a gift from my Lord
+Gambara. Concerning this same gift words had passed but yesterday
+between Giuliana and her husband; and I deemed the doctor's anger to be
+the fruit of a base and unworthy mind.
+
+I read, curiously enthralled--though whether by the beauty of the lines
+or the beauty of the woman there beside me I could not then have told
+you.
+
+Presently she checked me. "Leave now Panormitano," she said. "Here is
+something else upon which you shall give me your judgment." And she set
+before me a sheet upon which there was a sonnet writ in her own hand,
+which was as beautiful as any copyist's that I have ever seen.
+
+I read the poem. It was the tenderest and saddest little cry from a
+heart that ached and starved for an ideal love; and good as the manner
+seemed, the matter itself it was that chiefly moved me. At my admission
+of its moving quality her white hand closed over mine as it had done
+that day in the library when we had read of "Isabetta and the Pot of
+Basil." Her hand was warm, but not warm enough to burn me as it did.
+
+"Ah, thanks, Agostino," she murmured. "Your praise is sweet to me. The
+verses are my own."
+
+I was dumbfounded at this fresh and more intimate glimpse of her. The
+beauty of her body was there for all to see and worship; but here was my
+first glimpse of the rare beauties of her mind. In what words I should
+have answered her I do not know, for at that moment we suffered an
+interruption.
+
+Sudden and harsh as the crackling of a twig came from behind us the
+voice of Messer Fifanti. "What do you read?"
+
+We started apart, and turned.
+
+Either he, of set purpose, had crept up behind us so softly that we
+should not suspect his approach, or else so engrossed were we that our
+ears had been deafened for the time. He stood there now in his untidy
+gown of black, and there was a leer of mockery on his long, white face.
+Slowly he put a lean arm between us, and took the sheet in his bony
+claw.
+
+He peered at it very closely, being without glasses, and screwed his
+eyes up until they all but disappeared.
+
+Thus he stood, and slowly read, whilst I looked on a trifle uneasy, and
+Giuliana's face wore an odd look of fear, her bosom heaving unsteadily
+in its russet sheath.
+
+He sniffed contemptuously when he had read, and looked at me.
+
+"Have I not bidden you leave the vulgarities of dialect to the vulgar?"
+quoth he. "Is there not enough written for you in Latin, that you
+must be wasting your time and perverting your senses with such poor
+illiterate gibberish as this? And what is it that you have there?" He
+took the book. "Panormitano!" he roared. "Now, there's a fitting author
+for a saint in embryo! There's a fine preparation for the cloister!"
+
+He turned to Giuliana. He put forward his hand and touched her bare
+shoulder with his hideous forefinger. She cringed under the touch as if
+it were barbed.
+
+"There is not the need that you should render yourself his preceptress,"
+he said, with his deadly smile.
+
+"I do not," she replied indignantly. "Agostino has a taste for letters,
+and..."
+
+"Tcha! Tcha!" he interrupted, tapping her shoulder sharply. "I had
+no thought for letters. There is my Lord Gambara, and there is Messer
+Cosimo d'Anguissola, and there is Messer Caro. There is even Pordenone,
+the painter." His lips writhed over their names. "You have friends
+enough, I think. Leave, then, Ser Agostino here. Do not dispute him with
+God to whom he has been vowed."
+
+She rose in a fine anger, and stood quivering there, magnificently tall,
+and Juno, I imagined, must have looked to the poets as she looked then
+to me.
+
+"This is too much!" she cried.
+
+"It is, madam," he snapped. "I agree with you." She considered him with
+eyes that held a loathing and contempt unutterable. Then she looked
+at me, and shrugged her shoulders as who would say: "You see how I am
+used!" Lastly she turned, and took her way across the lawn towards the
+house.
+
+There was a little silence between us after she had gone. I was on fire
+with indignation, and yet I could think of no words in which I might
+express it, realizing how utterly I lacked the right to be angry with a
+husband for the manner in which he chose to treat his wife.
+
+At last, pondering me very gravely, he spoke.
+
+"It were best you read no more with Madonna Giuliana," he said slowly.
+"Her tastes are not the tastes that become a man who is about to enter
+holy orders." He closed the book, which hitherto he had held open;
+closed it with an angry snap, and held it out to me.
+
+"Restore it to its shelf," he bade me.
+
+I took it, and quite submissively I went to do his bidding. But to gain
+the library I had to pass the door of Giuliana's room. It stood open,
+and Giuliana herself in the doorway. We looked at each other, and seeing
+her so sorrowful, with tears in her great dark eyes, I stepped forward
+to speak, to utter something of the deep sympathy that stirred me.
+
+She stretched forth a hand to me. I took it and held it tight, looking
+up into her eyes.
+
+"Dear Agostino!" she murmured in gratitude for my sympathy; and I,
+distraught, inflamed by tone and look, answered by uttering her name for
+the first time.
+
+"Giuliana!"
+
+Having uttered it I dared not look at her. But I stooped to kiss the
+hand which she had left in mine. And having kissed it I started upright
+and made to advance again; but she snatched her hand from my clasp and
+waved me away, at once so imperiously and beseechingly that I turned and
+went to shut myself in the library with my bewilderment.
+
+For full two days thereafter, for no reason that I could clearly give,
+I avoided her, and save at table and in her husband's presence we were
+never once together.
+
+The repasts were sullen things at which there was little said, Madonna
+sitting in a frozen dignity, and the doctor, a silent man at all times,
+being now utterly and forbiddingly mute.
+
+But once my Lord Gambara supped with us, and he was light and trivial
+as ever, an incarnation of frivolity and questionable jests, apparently
+entirely unconscious of Fifanti's chill reserve and frequent sneers.
+Indeed, I greatly marvelled that a man of my Lord Gambara's eminence and
+Governor of Piacenza should so very amiably endure the boorishness of
+that pedant.
+
+Explanation was about to be afforded me.
+
+On the third day, as we were dining, Giuliana announced that she was
+going afoot into the town, and solicited my escort. It was an honour
+that never before had been offered me. I reddened violently, but
+accepted it, and soon thereafter we set out, just she and I together.
+
+We went by way of the Fodesta Gate, and passed the old Castle of Sant'
+Antonio, then in ruins--for Gambara was demolishing it and employing
+the material to construct a barrack for the Pontifical troops that
+garrisoned Piacenza. And presently we came upon the works of this new
+building, and stepped out into mid-street to avoid the scaffoldings, and
+so pursued our way into the city's main square--the Piazza del Commune,
+overshadowed by the red-and-white bulk of the Communal Palace. This
+was a noble building, rather in the Saracenic manner, borrowing a very
+warlike air from the pointed battlements that crowned it.
+
+Near the Duomo we came upon a great concourse of people who were staring
+up at the iron cage attached to the square tower of the belfry near its
+summit. In this cage there was what appeared at first to be a heap of
+rags, but which presently resolved itself into a human shape, crouching
+in that narrow, cruel space, exposed there to the pitiless beating of
+the sun, and suffering Heaven alone can say what agonies. The murmuring
+crowd looked up in mingled fear and sympathy.
+
+He had been there since last night, a peasant girl informed us, and he
+had been confined there by order of my Lord the Cardinal-legate for the
+odious sin of sacrilege.
+
+"What!" I cried out, in such a tone of astonished indignation that Monna
+Giuliana seized my arm and pressed it to enjoin prudence.
+
+It was not until she had made her purchases in a shop under the Duomo
+and we were returning home that I touched upon the matter. She chid me
+for the lack of caution that might have led me into some unpardonable
+indiscretions but for her warning.
+
+"But the very thought of such a man as my Lord Gambara torturing a poor
+wretch for sacrilege!" I cried. "It is grotesque; it is ludicrous; it is
+infamous!"
+
+"Not so loud," she laughed. "You are being stared at." And then she
+delivered herself of an amazing piece of casuistry. "If a man being
+a sinner himself, shall on that account refrain from punishing sin in
+others, then is he twice a sinner."
+
+"It was my Lord Gambara taught you that," said I, and involuntarily I
+sneered.
+
+She considered me with a very searching look.
+
+"Now, what precisely do you mean, Agostino?"
+
+"Why, that it is by just such sophistries that the Cardinal-legate seeks
+to cloak the disorders of his life. 'Video meliora proboque, deteriora
+sequor?' is his philosophy. If he would encage the most sacrilegious
+fellow in Piacenza, let him encage himself."
+
+"You do not love him?" said she.
+
+"O--as to that--as a man he is well enough. But as an ecclesiastic...O,
+but there!" I broke off shortly, and laughed. "The devil take Messer
+Gambara!"
+
+She smiled. "It is greatly to be feared that he will."
+
+But my Lord Gambara was not so lightly to be dismissed that afternoon.
+As we were passing the Porta Fodesta, a little group of country-folk
+that had gathered there fell away before us, all eyes upon the dazzling
+beauty of Giuliana--as, indeed, had been the case ever since we had come
+into the town, so that I had been singularly and sweetly proud of being
+her escort. I had been conscious of the envious glances that many a
+tall fellow had sent after me, though, after all, theirs was but as the
+jealousy of Phoebus for Adonis.
+
+Wherever we had passed and eyes had followed us, men and women had
+fallen to whispering and pointing after us. And so did they now, here at
+the Fodesta Gate, but with this difference, that, at last, I overheard
+for once what was said, for there was one who did not whisper.
+
+"There goes the leman of my Lord Gambara," quoth a gruff, sneering
+voice, "the light of love of the saintly legate who is starving Domenico
+to death in a cage for the sin of sacrilege."
+
+Not a doubt but that he would have added more, but that at that moment
+a woman's shrill voice drowned his utterance. "Silence, Giuffre!" she
+admonished him fearfully. "Silence, on your life!"
+
+I had halted in my stride, suddenly cold from head to foot, as on that
+day when I had flung Rinolfo from top to bottom of the terrace steps
+at Mondolfo. It happened that I wore a sword for the first time in my
+life--a matter from which I gathered great satisfaction--having been
+adjudged worthy of the honour by virtue that I was to be Madonna's
+escort. To the hilt I now set hand impetuously, and would have turned to
+strike that foul slanderer dead, but that Giuliana restrained me, a wild
+alarm in her eyes.
+
+"Come!" she panted in a whisper. "Come away!"
+
+So imperious was the command that it conveyed to my mind some notion of
+the folly I should commit did I not obey it. I saw at once that did
+I make an ensample of this scurrilous scandalmonger I should thereby
+render her the talk of that vile town. So I went on, but very white and
+stiff, and breathing somewhat hard; for pent-up passion is an evil thing
+to house.
+
+Thus came we out of the town and to the shady banks of the gleaming
+Po. And then, at last, when we were quite alone, and within two hundred
+yards of Fifanti's house, I broke at last the silence.
+
+I had been thinking very busily, and the peasant's words had illumined
+for me a score of little obscure matters, had explained to me the queer
+behaviour and the odd speeches of Fifanti himself since that evening in
+the garden when the Cardinal-legate had announced to him his appointment
+as ducal secretary. I checked now in my stride, and turned to face her.
+
+"Was it true?" I asked, rendered brutally direct by a queer pain I felt
+as a result of my thinking.
+
+She looked up into my face so sadly and wistfully that my suspicions
+fell from me upon the instant, and I reddened from shame at having
+harboured them.
+
+"Agostino!" she cried, such a poor little cry of pain that I set my
+teeth hard and bowed my head in self-contempt.
+
+Then I looked at her again.
+
+"Yet the foul suspicion of that lout is shared by your husband himself,"
+said I.
+
+"The foul suspicion--yes," she answered, her eyes downcast, her cheeks
+faintly tinted. And then, quite suddenly, she moved forward. "Come," she
+bade me. "You are being foolish."
+
+"I shall be mad," said I, "ere I have done with this." And I fell into
+step again beside her. "If I could not avenge you there, I can avenge
+you here." And I pointed to the house. "I can smite this rumour at its
+foulest point."
+
+Her hand fell on my arm. "What would you do?" she cried.
+
+"Bid your husband retract and sue to you for pardon, or else tear out
+his lying throat," I answered, for I was in a great rage by now.
+
+She stiffened suddenly. "You go too fast, Messer Agostino," said she.
+"And you are over-eager to enter into that which does not concern you.
+I do not know that I have given you the right to demand of my husband
+reason of the manner in which he deals with me. It is a thing that
+touches only my husband and myself."
+
+I was abashed; I was humiliated; I was nigh to tears. I choked it all
+down, and I strode on beside her, my rage smouldering within me. But it
+was flaring up again by the time we reached the house with no more words
+spoken between us. She went to her room without another glance at me,
+and I repaired straight in quest of Fifanti.
+
+I found him in the library. He had locked himself in, as was his
+frequent habit when at his studies, but he opened to my knock. I stalked
+in, unbuckled my sword, and set it in a corner. Then I turned to him.
+
+"You are doing your wife a shameful wrong, sir doctor," said I, with all
+the directness of youth and indiscretion.
+
+He stared at me as if I had struck him--as he might have stared, rather,
+at a child who had struck him, undecided whether to strike back for the
+child's good, or to be amused and smile.
+
+"Ah!" he said at last. "She has been talking to you?" And he clasped his
+hands behind him and stood before me, his head thrust forward, his legs
+wide apart, his long gown, which was open, clinging to his ankles.
+
+"No," said I. "I have been thinking."
+
+"In that case nothing will surprise me," he said in his sour,
+contemptuous manner. "And so you have concluded...?"
+
+"That you are harbouring an infamous suspicion."
+
+"Your assurance that it is infamous would offend me did it not comfort
+me," he sneered. "And what, pray, is this suspicion?
+
+"You suspect that... that--O God! I can't utter the thing."
+
+"Take courage," he mocked me. And he thrust his head farther forward. He
+looked singularly like a vulture in that moment.
+
+"You suspect that Messer Gambara... that Messer Gambara and Madonna...
+that..." I clenched my hands together, and looked into his leering face.
+"You understand me well enough," I cried, almost angrily.
+
+He looked at me seriously now, a cold glitter in his small eyes.
+
+"I wonder do you understand yourself?" he asked. "I think not. I think
+not. Since God has made you a fool, it but remains for man to make you a
+priest, and thus complete God's work."
+
+"You cannot move me by your taunts," I said. "You have a foul mind,
+Messer Fifanti."
+
+He approached me slowly, his untidily shod feet slip-slopping on the
+wooden floor.
+
+"Because," said he, "I suspect that Messer Gambara... that Messer Gambara
+and Madonna... that... You understand me," he mocked me, with a mimicry of
+my own confusion. "And what affair may it be of yours whom I suspect or
+of what I suspect them where my own are concerned?"
+
+"It is my affair, as it is the affair of every man who would be
+accounted gentle, to defend the honour of a pure and saintly lady from
+the foul aspersions of slander."
+
+"Knight-errantry, by the Host!" quoth he, and his brows shot up on
+his steep brow. Then they came down again to scowl. "No doubt, my
+preux-chevalier, you will have definite knowledge of the groundlessness
+of these same slanders," he said, moving backwards, away from me,
+towards the door; and as he moved now his feet made no sound, though I
+did not yet notice this nor, indeed, his movement at all.
+
+"Knowledge?" I roared at him. "What knowledge can you need beyond what
+is afforded by her face? Look in it, Messer Fifanti, if you would see
+innocence and purity and chastity! Look in it!"
+
+"Very well," said he. "Let us look in it."
+
+And quite suddenly he pulled the door open to disclose Giuliana standing
+there, erect but in a listening attitude.
+
+"Look in it!" he mocked me, and waved one of his bony hands towards that
+perfect countenance.
+
+There was shame and confusion in her face, and some anger. But she
+turned without a word, and went quickly down the passage, followed by
+his evil, cackling laugh.
+
+Then he looked at me quite solemnly. "I think," said he, "you had best
+get to your studies. You will find more than enough to engage you there.
+Leave my affairs to me, boy."
+
+There was almost a menace in his voice, and after what had happened it
+was impossible to pursue the matter.
+
+Sheepishly, overwhelmed with confusion, I went out--a knight-errant with
+a shorn crest.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IV. MY LORD GAMBARA CLEARS THE GROUND
+
+
+I had angered her! Worse; I had exposed her to humiliation at the hands
+of that unworthy animal who soiled her in thought with the slime of
+his suspicions. Through me she had been put to the shameful need of
+listening at a door, and had been subjected to the ignominy of being so
+discovered. Through me she had been mocked and derided!
+
+It was all anguish to me. For her there was no shame, no humiliation, no
+pain I would not suffer, and take joy in the suffering so that it be for
+her. But to have submitted that sweet, angelic woman to suffering--to
+have incurred her just anger! Woe me!
+
+I came to the table that evening full of uneasiness, very unhappy,
+feeling it an effort to bring myself into her presence and endure be it
+her regard or her neglect. To my relief she sent word that she was not
+well and would keep her chamber; and Fifanti smiled oddly as he stroked
+his blue chin and gave me a sidelong glance. We ate in silence, and when
+the meal was done, I departed, still without a word to my preceptor, and
+went to shut myself up again in my room.
+
+I slept ill that night, and very early next morning I was astir. I went
+down into the garden somewhere about the hour of sunrise, through the
+wet grass that was all scintillant with dew. On the marble bench by the
+pond, where the water-lilies were now rotting, I flung myself down, and
+there was I found a half-hour later by Giuliana herself.
+
+She stole up gently behind me, and all absorbed and moody as I was, I
+had no knowledge of her presence until her crisp boyish voice startled
+me out of my musings.
+
+"Of what do we brood here so early, sir saint?" quoth she.
+
+I turned to meet her laughing eyes. "You... you can forgive me?" I
+faltered foolishly.
+
+She pouted tenderly. "Should I not forgive one who has acted foolishly
+out of love for me?"
+
+"It was, it was..." I cried; and there stopped, all confused, feeling
+myself growing red under her lazy glance.
+
+"I know it was," she answered. She set her elbows on the seat's tall
+back until I could feel her sweet breath upon my brow. "And should I
+bear you a resentment, then? My poor Agostino, have I no heart to feel?
+Am I but a cold, reasoning intelligence like that thing my husband?
+O God! To have been mated to that withered pedant! To have been
+sacrificed, to have been sold into such bondage! Me miserable!"
+
+"Giuliana!" I murmured soothingly, yet agonized myself.
+
+"Could none have foretold me that you must come some day?"
+
+"Hush!" I implored her. "What are you saying?"
+
+But though I begged her to be silent, my soul was avid for more such
+words from her--from her, the most perfect and beautiful of women.
+
+"Why should I not?" said she. "Is truth ever to be stifled? Ever?"
+
+I was mad, I know--quite mad. Her words had made me so. And when, to ask
+me that insistent question, she brought her face still nearer, I flung
+down the reins of my unreason and let it ride amain upon its desperate,
+reckless course. In short, I too leaned forward, I leaned forward, and I
+kissed her full upon those scarlet, parted lips.
+
+I kissed her, and fell back with a cry that was of anguish almost--so
+poignantly had the sweet, fierce pain of that kiss run through my every
+fibre. And as I cried out, so too did she, stepping back, her hands
+suddenly to her face. But the next moment she was peering up at the
+windows of the house--those inscrutable eyes that looked upon our deed;
+that looked and of which it was impossible to discern how much they
+might have seen.
+
+"If he should have seen us!" was her cry; and it moved me unpleasantly
+that such should have been the first thought my kiss inspired in her.
+"If he should have seen us! Gesu! I have enough to bear already!"
+
+"I care not," said I. "Let him see. I am not Messer Gambara. No man
+shall put an insult upon you on my account, and live."
+
+I was become the very ranting, roaring, fire-breathing type of lover who
+will slaughter a whole world to do pleasure to his mistress or to spare
+her pain--I--I--I, Agostino d'Anguissola--who was to be ordained next
+month and walk in the ways of St. Augustine!
+
+Laugh as you read--for very pity, laugh!
+
+"Nay, nay," she reassured herself. "He will be still abed. He was
+snoring when I left." And she dismissed her fears, and looked at me
+again, and returned to the matter of that kiss.
+
+"What have you done to me, Agostino?"
+
+I dropped my glance before her languid eyes. "What I have done to
+no other woman yet," I answered, a certain gloom creeping over the
+exultation that still thrilled me. "O Giuliana, what have you done to
+me? You have bewitched me; You have made me mad!" And I set my elbows on
+my knees and took my head in my hands, and sat there, overwhelmed now by
+the full consciousness of the irrevocable thing that I had done, a thing
+that must brand my soul for ever, so it seemed.
+
+To have kissed a maid would have been ill enough for one whose aims were
+mine. But to kiss a wife, to become a cicisbeo! The thing assumed in my
+mind proportions foolishly, extravagantly beyond its evil reality.
+
+"You are cruel, Agostino," she whispered behind me. She had come to lean
+again upon the back of the bench. "Am I alone to blame? Can the iron
+withstand the lodestone? Can the rain help falling upon the earth? Can
+the stream flow other than downhill?" She sighed. "Woe me! It is I who
+should be angered that you have made free of my lips. And yet I am here,
+wooing you to forgive me for the sin that is your own."
+
+I cried out at that and turned to her again, and I was very white, I
+know.
+
+"You tempted me!" was my coward's cry.
+
+"So said Adam once. Yet God thought otherwise, for Adam was as fully
+punished as was Eve." She smiled wistfully into my eyes, and my senses
+reeled again. And then old Busio, the servant, came suddenly forth
+from the house upon some domestic errand to Giuliana, and thus was that
+situation mercifully brought to an end.
+
+For the rest of the day I lived upon the memory of that morning,
+reciting to myself each word that she had uttered, conjuring up in
+memory the vision of her every look. And my absent-mindedness was
+visible to Fifanti when I came to my studies with him later. He grew
+more peevish with me than was habitual, dubbed me dunce and wooden-head,
+and commended the wisdom of those who had determined upon a claustral
+life for me, admitting that I knew enough Latin to enable me to
+celebrate as well as another without too clear a knowledge of the
+meaning of what I pattered. All of which was grossly untrue, for, as
+none knew better than himself, the fluency of my Latin was above the
+common wont of students. When I told him so, he delivered himself of his
+opinion upon the common wont of students with all the sourness of his
+crabbed nature.
+
+"I'll write an ode for you upon any subject that you may set me," I
+challenged him.
+
+"Then write one upon impudence," said he. "It is a subject you should
+understand." And upon that he got up and flung out of the room in a pet
+before I could think of an answer.
+
+Left alone, I began an ode which should prove to him his lack of
+justice. But I got no further than two lines of it. Then for a spell I
+sat biting my quill, my mind and the eyes of my soul full of Giuliana.
+
+Presently I began to write again. It was not an ode, but a prayer,
+oddly profane--and it was in Italian, in the "dialettale" that provoked
+Fifanti's sneers. How it ran I have forgotten these many years. But I
+recall that in it I likened myself to a sailor navigating shoals and
+besought the pharos of Giuliana's eyes to bring me safely through,
+besought her to anoint me with her glance and so hearten me to brave the
+dangers of that procellous sea.
+
+I read it first with satisfaction, then with dismay as I realized to the
+full its amorous meaning. Lastly I tore it up and went below to dine.
+
+We were still at table when my Lord Gambara arrived. He came on
+horseback attended by two grooms whom he left to await him. He was all
+in black velvet, I remember, even to his thigh-boots which were laced
+up the sides with gold, and on his breast gleamed a fine medallion of
+diamonds. Of the prelate there was about him, as usual, nothing but the
+scarlet cloak and the sapphire ring.
+
+Fifanti rose and set a chair for him, smiling a crooked smile that
+held more hostility than welcome. None the less did his excellency pay
+Madonna Giuliana a thousand compliments as he took his seat, supremely
+calm and easy in his manner. I watched him closely, and I watched
+Giuliana, a queer fresh uneasiness pervading me.
+
+The talk was trivial and chiefly concerned with the progress of the
+barracks the legate was building and the fine new road from the middle
+of the city to the Church of Santa Chiara, which he intended should
+be called the Via Gambara, but which, despite his intentions, is known
+to-day as the Stradone Farnese.
+
+Presently my cousin arrived, full-armed and very martial by contrast
+with the velvety Cardinal. He frowned to see Messer Gambara, then
+effaced the frown and smiled as, one by one, he greeted us. Last of all
+he turned to me.
+
+"And how fares his saintliness?" quoth he.
+
+"Indeed, none too saintly," said I, speaking my thoughts aloud.
+
+He laughed. "Why, then, the sooner we are in orders, the sooner shall we
+be on the road to mending that. Is it not so, Messer Fifanti?
+
+"His ordination will profit you, I nothing doubt," said Fifanti, with
+his habitual discourtesy and acidity. "So you do well to urge it."
+
+The answer put my cousin entirely out of countenance a moment. It was
+a blunt way of reminding me that in this Cosimo I saw one who followed
+after me in the heirship to Mondolfo, and in whose interests it was that
+I should don the conventual scapulary.
+
+I looked at Cosimo's haughty face and cruel mouth, and conjectured in
+that hour whether I should have found him so very civil and pleasant a
+cousin had things been other than they were.
+
+O, a very serpent was Messer Fifanti; and I have since wondered whether
+of intent he sought to sow in my heart hatred of my guelphic cousin,
+that he might make of me a tool for his own service--as you shall come
+to understand.
+
+Meanwhile, Cosimo, having recovered, waved aside the imputation, and
+smiled easily.
+
+"Nay, there you wrong me. The Anguissola lose more than I shall gain by
+Agostino's renunciation of the world. And I am sorry for it. You believe
+me, cousin?"
+
+I answered his courteous speech as it deserved, in very courteous terms.
+This set a pleasanter humour upon all. Yet some restraint abode. Each
+sat, it seemed, as a man upon his guard. My cousin watched Gambara's
+every look whenever the latter turned to speak to Giuliana; the
+Cardinal-legate did the like by him; and Messer Fifanti watched them
+both.
+
+And, meantime, Giuliana sat there, listening now to one, now to the
+other, her lazy smile parting those scarlet lips--those lips that I had
+kissed that morning--I, whom no one thought of watching!
+
+And soon came Messer Annibale Caro, with lines from the last pages of
+his translation oozing from him. And when presently Giuliana smote her
+hands together in ecstatic pleasure at one of those same lines and
+bade him repeat it to her, he swore roundly by all the gods that are
+mentioned in Virgil that he would dedicate the work to her upon its
+completion.
+
+At this the surliness became general once more and my Lord Gambara
+ventured the opinion--and there was a note of promise, almost of threat,
+in his sleek tones--that the Duke would shortly be needing Messer Caro's
+presence in Parma; whereupon Messer Caro cursed the Duke roundly and
+with all a poet's volubility of invective.
+
+They stayed late, each intent, no doubt, upon outstaying the others.
+But since none would give way they were forced in the end to depart
+together.
+
+And whilst Messer Fifanti, as became a host, was seeing them to their
+horses, I was left alone with Giuliana.
+
+"Why do you suffer those men?" I asked her bluntly. Her delicate
+brows were raised in surprise. "Why, what now? They are very pleasant
+gentlemen, Agostino."
+
+"Too pleasant," said I, and rising I crossed to the window whence I
+could watch them getting to horse, all save Caro, who had come afoot.
+"Too pleasant by much. That prelate out of Hell, now..."
+
+"Sh!" she hissed at me, smiling, her hand raised. "Should he hear you,
+he might send you to the cage for sacrilege. O Agostino!" she cried,
+and the smiles all vanished from her face. "Will you grow cruel and
+suspicious, too?"
+
+I was disarmed. I realized my meanness and unworthiness.
+
+"Have patience with me," I implored her. "I... I am not myself to-day."
+I sighed ponderously, and fell silent as I watched them ride away. Yet
+I hated them all; and most of all I hated the dainty, perfumed,
+golden-headed Cardinal-legate.
+
+He came again upon the morrow, and we learnt from the news of which
+he was the bearer that he had carried out his threat concerning Messer
+Caro. The poet was on his way to Parma, to Duke Pier Luigi, dispatched
+thither on a mission of importance by the Cardinal. He spoke, too, of
+sending my cousin to Perugia, where a strong hand was needed, as the
+town showed signs of mutiny against the authority of the Holy See.
+
+When he had departed, Messer Fifanti permitted himself one of his bitter
+insinuations.
+
+"He desires a clear field," he said, smiling his cold smile upon
+Giuliana. "It but remains for him to discover that his Duke has need of
+me as well."
+
+He spoke of it as a possible contingency, but sarcastically, as men
+speak of things too remote to be seriously considered. He was to
+remember his words two days later when the very thing came to pass.
+
+We were at breakfast when the blow fell.
+
+There came a clatter of hooves under our windows, which stood open to
+the tepid September morning, and soon there was old Busio ushering in
+an officer of the Pontificals with a parchment tied in scarlet silk and
+sealed with the arms of Piacenza.
+
+Messer Fifanti took the package and weighed it in his hand, frowning.
+Perhaps already some foreboding of the nature of its contents was in his
+mind. Meanwhile, Giuliana poured wine for the officer, and Busio bore
+him the cup upon a salver.
+
+Fifanti ripped away silk and seals, and set himself to read. I can see
+him now, standing near the window to which he had moved to gain a better
+light, the parchment under his very nose, his short-sighted eyes screwed
+up as he acquainted himself with the letter's contents. Then I saw him
+turn a sickly leaden hue. He stared at the officer a moment and then at
+Giuliana. But I do not think that he saw either of them. His look was
+the blank look of one whose thoughts are very distant.
+
+He thrust his hands behind him, and with head forward, in that curious
+attitude so reminiscent of a bird of prey, he stepped slowly back to his
+place at the table-head. Slowly his cheeks resumed their normal tint.
+
+"Very well, sir," he said, addressing the officer. "Inform his
+excellency that I shall obey the summons of the Duke's magnificence
+without delay."
+
+The officer bowed to Giuliana, took his leave, and went, old Busio
+escorting him.
+
+"A summons from the Duke?" cried Giuliana, and then the storm broke
+
+"Ay," he answered, grimly quiet, "a summons from the Duke." And he
+tossed it across the table to her.
+
+I saw that fateful document float an instant in the air, and then,
+thrown out of poise by the blob of wax, swoop slanting to her lap.
+
+"It will come no doubt as a surprise to you," he growled; and upon that
+his hard-held passion burst all bonds that he could impose upon it.
+His great bony fist crashed down upon the board and swept a precious
+Venetian beaker to the ground, where it burst into a thousand atoms,
+spreading red wine like a bloodstain upon the floor.
+
+"Said I not that this rascal Cardinal would make a clear field for
+himself? Said I not so?" He laughed shrill and fiercely. "He would send
+your husband packing as he has sent his other rivals. O, there is a
+stipend waiting--a stipend of three hundred ducats yearly that shall be
+made into six hundred presently, and all for my complaisance, all that I
+may be a joyous and content cornuto!"
+
+He strode to the window cursing horribly, whilst Giuliana sat white of
+face with lips compressed and heaving bosom, her eyes upon her plate.
+
+"My Lord Cardinal and his Duke may take themselves together to Hell ere
+I obey the summons that the one has sent me at the desire of the other.
+Here I stay to guard what is my own."
+
+"You are a fool," said Giuliana at length, "and a knave, too, for you
+insult me without cause."
+
+"Without cause? O, without cause, eh? By the Host! Yet you would not
+have me stay?"
+
+"I would not have you gaoled, which is what will happen if you disobey
+the Duke's magnificence," said she.
+
+"Gaoled?" quoth he, of a sudden trembling in the increasing intensity of
+his passion. "Caged, perhaps--to die of hunger and thirst and exposure,
+like that poor wretch Domenico who perished yesterday, at last, because
+he dared to speak the truth. Gesu!" he groaned. "O, miserable me!" And
+he sank into a chair.
+
+But the next instant he was up again, and his long arms were waving
+fiercely. "By the Eyes of God! They shall have cause to cage me. If I
+am to be horned like a bull, I'll use those same horns. I'll gore their
+vitals. O madam, since of your wantonness you inclined to harlotry, you
+should have wedded another than Astorre Fifanti."
+
+It was too much. I leapt to my feet.
+
+"Messer Fifanti," I blazed at him. "I'll not remain to hear such words
+addressed to this sweet lady."
+
+"Ah, yes," he snarled, wheeling suddenly upon me as if he would strike
+me. "I had forgot the champion, the preux-chevalier, the saint in
+embryo! You will not remain to hear the truth, sir, eh?" And he strode,
+mouthing, to the door, and flung it wide so that it crashed against the
+wall. "This is your remedy. Get you hence! Go! What passes here concerns
+you not. Go!" he roared like a mad beast, his rage a thing terrific.
+
+I looked at him and from him to Giuliana, and my eyes most clearly
+invited her to tell me how she would have me act.
+
+"Indeed, you had best go, Agostino," she answered sadly. "I shall bear
+his insults easier if there be no witness. Yes, go."
+
+"Since it is your wish, Madonna," I bowed to her, and very erect, very
+defiant of mien, I went slowly past the livid Fifanti, and so out. I
+heard the door slammed after me, and in the little hall I came upon
+Busio, who was wringing his hand and looking very white. He ran to me.
+
+"He will murder her, Messer Agostino," moaned the old man. "He can be a
+devil in his anger."
+
+"He is a devil always, in anger and out of it," said I. "He needs an
+exorcist. It is a task that I should relish. I'd beat the devils out of
+him, Busio, and she would let me. Meanwhile, stay we here, and if she
+needs our help, it shall be hers."
+
+I dropped on to the carved settle that stood there, old Busio standing
+at my elbow, more tranquil now that there was help at hand for Madonna
+in case of need. And through the door came the sound of his storming,
+and presently the crash of more broken glassware, as once more he
+thumped the table. For well-high half an hour his fury lasted, and it
+was seldom that her voice was interposed. Once we heard her laugh, cold
+and cutting as a sword's edge, and I shivered at the sound, for it was
+not good to hear.
+
+At last the door was opened and he came forth. His face was inflamed,
+his eyes wild and blood-injected. He paused for a moment on the
+threshold, but I do not think that he noticed us at first. He looked
+back at her over his shoulder, still sitting at table, the outline of
+her white-gowned body sharply defined against the deep blue tapestry of
+the wall behind her.
+
+"You are warned," said he. "Do you heed the warning!" And he came
+forward.
+
+Perceiving me at last where I sat, he bared his broken teeth in a
+snarling smile. But it was to Busio that he spoke. "Have my mule saddled
+for me in an hour," he said, and passed on and up the stairs to make
+his preparations. It seemed, therefore, that she had conquered his
+suspicions.
+
+I went in to offer her comfort, for she was weeping and all shaken by
+that cruel encounter. But she waved me away.
+
+"Not now, Agostino. Not now," she implored me. "Leave me to myself, my
+friend."
+
+I had not been her friend had I not obeyed her without question.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER V. PABULUM ACHERONTIS
+
+
+It was late that afternoon when Astorre Fifanti set out. He addressed
+a few brief words to me, informing me that he should return within four
+days, betide what might, setting me tasks upon which I was meanwhile
+to work, and bidding me keep the house and be circumspect during his
+absence.
+
+From the window of my room I saw the doctor get astride his mule. He
+was girt with a big sword, but he still wore his long, absurd and shabby
+gown and his loose, ill-fitting shoes, so that it was very likely that
+the stirrup-leathers would engage his thoughts ere he had ridden far.
+
+I saw him dig his heels into the beast's sides and go ambling down the
+little avenue and out at the gate. In the road he drew rein, and stood
+in talk some moments with a lad who idled there, a lad whom he was wont
+to employ upon odd tasks about the garden and elsewhere.
+
+This, Madonna also saw, for she was watching his departure from the
+window of a room below. That she attached more importance to that little
+circumstance than did I, I was to learn much later.
+
+At last he pushed on, and I watched him as he dwindled down the long
+grey road that wound along the river-side until in the end he was lost
+to view--for all time, I hoped; and well had it been for me had my idle
+hope been realized.
+
+I supped alone that night with no other company than Busio's, who
+ministered to my needs.
+
+Madonna sent word that she would keep her chamber. When I had supped
+and after night had fallen I went upstairs to the library, and, shutting
+myself in, I attempted to read, lighted by the three beaks of the tall
+brass lamp that stood upon the table. Being plagued by moths, I drew the
+curtains close across the open window, and settled down to wrestle with
+the opening lines of the [Title in Greek] of Aeschylus.
+
+But my thoughts wandered from the doings of the son of Iapetus, until at
+last I flung down the book and sat back in my chair all lost in thought,
+in doubt, and in conjecture. I became seriously introspective. I made an
+examination not only of conscience, but of heart and mind, and I found
+that I had gone woefully astray from the path that had been prepared for
+me. Very late I sat there and sought to determine upon what I should do.
+
+Suddenly, like a manna to my starving soul, came the memory of the last
+talk I had with Fra Gervasio and the solemn warning he had given me.
+That memory inspired me rightly. To-morrow--despite Messer Fifanti's
+orders--I would take horse and ride to Mondolfo, there to confess
+myself to Fra Gervasio and to be guided by his counsel. My mother's vows
+concerning me I saw in their true light. They were not binding upon me;
+indeed, I should be doing a hideous wrong were I to follow them against
+my inclinations. I must not damn my soul for anything that my mother had
+vowed or ever I was born, however much she might account that it would
+be no more than filial piety so to do.
+
+I was easier in mind after my resolve was taken, and I allowed that
+mind of mine to stray thereafter as it listed. It took to thoughts of
+Giuliana--Giuliana for whom I ached in every nerve, although I still
+sought to conceal from myself the true cause of my suffering. Better
+a thousand times had I envisaged that sinful fact and wrestled with it
+boldly. Thus should I have had a chance of conquering myself and winning
+clear of all the horror that lay before me.
+
+That I was weak and irresolute at such a time, when I most needed
+strength, I still think to-day--when I can take a calm survey of
+all--was the fault of the outrageous rearing that was mine. At Mondolfo
+they had so nurtured me and so sheltered me from the stinging blasts of
+the world that I was grown into a very ripe and succulent fruit for the
+Devil's mouth. The things to whose temptation usage would have rendered
+me in some degree immune were irresistible to one who had been tutored
+as had I.
+
+Let youth know wickedness, lest when wickedness seeks a man out in his
+riper years he shall be fooled and conquered by the beauteous garb in
+which the Devil has the cunning to array it.
+
+And yet to pretend that I was entirely innocent of where I stood and in
+what perils were to play the hypocrite. Largely I knew; just as I knew
+that lacking strength to resist, I must seek safety in flight. And
+to-morrow I would go. That point was settled, and the page, meanwhile,
+turned down. And for to-night I delivered myself up to the savouring of
+this hunger that was upon me.
+
+And then, towards the third hour of night, as I still sat there, the
+door was very gently opened, and I beheld Giuliana standing before me.
+She detached from the black background of the passage, and the light of
+my three-beaked lamp set her ruddy hair aglow so that it seemed there
+was a luminous nimbus all about her head. For a moment this gave colour
+to my fancy that I beheld a vision evoked by the too great intentness
+of my thoughts. The pale face seemed so transparent, the white robe was
+almost diaphanous, and the great dark eyes looked so sad and wistful.
+Only in the vivid scarlet of her lips was there life and blood.
+
+I stared at her. "Giuliana!" I murmured.
+
+"Why do you sit so late?" she asked me, and closed the door as she
+spoke.
+
+"I have been thinking, Giuliana," I answered wearily, and I passed a
+hand over my brow to find it moist and clammy. "To-morrow I go hence."
+
+She started round and her eyes grew distended, her hand clutched her
+breast. "You go hence?" she cried, a note as of fear in her deep voice.
+"Hence? Whither?"
+
+"Back to Mondolfo, to tell my mother that her dream is at an end."
+
+She came slowly towards me. "And... and then?" she asked.
+
+"And then? I do not know. What God wills. But the scapulary is not for
+me. I am unworthy. I have no call. This I now know. And sooner than
+be such a priest as Messer Gambara--of whom there are too many in the
+Church to-day--I will find some other way of serving God."
+
+"Since... since when have you thought thus?"
+
+"Since this morning, when I kissed you," I answered fiercely.
+
+She sank into a chair beyond the table and stretched a hand across it to
+me, inviting the clasp of mine. "But if this is so, why leave us?"
+
+"Because I am afraid," I answered. "Because... O God! Giuliana, do you
+not see?" And I sank my head into my hands.
+
+Steps shuffled along the corridor. I looked up sharply. She set a finger
+to her lips. There fell a knock, and old Busio stood before us.
+
+"Madonna," he announced, "my Lord the Cardinal-legate is below and asks
+for you."
+
+I started up as if I had been stung. So! At this hour! Then Messer
+Fifanti's suspicions did not entirely lack for grounds.
+
+Giuliana flashed me a glance ere she made answer.
+
+"You will tell my Lord Gambara that I have retired for the night and
+that... But stay!" She caught up a quill and dipped it in the ink-horn,
+drew paper to herself, and swiftly wrote three lines; then dusted it
+with sand, and proffered that brief epistle to the servant.
+
+"Give this to my lord."
+
+Busio took the note, bowed, and departed.
+
+After the door had closed a silence followed, in which I paced the room
+in long strides, aflame now with the all-consuming fire of jealousy.
+I do believe that Satan had set all the legions of hell to achieve my
+overthrow that night. Naught more had been needed to undo me than this
+spur of jealousy. It brought me now to her side. I stood over her,
+looking down at her between tenderness and fierceness, she returning my
+glance with such a look as may haunt the eyes of sacrificial victims.
+
+"Why dared he come?" I asked.
+
+"Perhaps... perhaps some affair connected with Astorre..." she faltered.
+
+I sneered. "That would be natural seeing that he has sent Astorre to
+Parma."
+
+"If there was aught else, I am no party to it," she assured me.
+
+How could I do other than believe her? How could I gauge the turpitude
+of that beauty's mind--I, all unversed in the wiles that Satan teaches
+women? How could I have guessed that when she saw Fifanti speak to that
+lad at the gate that afternoon she had feared that he had set a spy upon
+the house, and that fearing this she had bidden the Cardinal begone? I
+knew it later. But not then.
+
+"Will you swear that it is as you say?" I asked her, white with passion.
+
+As I have said, I was standing over her and very close. Her answer now
+was suddenly to rise. Like a snake came she gliding upwards into my arms
+until she lay against my breast, her face upturned, her eyes languidly
+veiled, her lips a-pout.
+
+"Can you do me so great a wrong, thinking you love me, knowing that I
+love you?" she asked me.
+
+For an instant we swayed together in that sweetly hideous embrace. I was
+as a man sapped of all strength by some portentous struggle. I trembled
+from head to foot. I cried out once--a despairing prayer for help,
+I think it was--and then I seemed to plunge headlong down through an
+immensity of space until my lips found hers. The ecstasy, the living
+fire, the anguish, and the torture of it have left their indelible scars
+upon my memory. Even as I write the cruelly sweet poignancy of that
+moment is with me again--though very hateful now.
+
+Thus I, blindly and recklessly, under the sway and thrall of that
+terrific and overpowering temptation. And then there leapt in my mind a
+glimmer of returning consciousness: a glimmer that grew rapidly to be
+a blazing light in which I saw revealed the hideousness of the thing I
+did. I tore myself away from her in that second of revulsion and hurled
+her from me, fiercely and violently, so that, staggering to the seat
+from which she had risen, she fell into it rather than sat down.
+
+And whilst, breathless with parted lips and galloping bosom, she
+observed me, something near akin to terror in her eyes, I stamped about
+that room and raved and heaped abuse and recriminations upon myself,
+ending by going down upon my knees to her, imploring her forgiveness for
+the thing I had done--believing like a fatuous fool that it was all my
+doing--and imploring her still more passionately to leave me and to go.
+
+She set a trembling hand upon my head; she took my chin in the other,
+and raised my face until she could look into it.
+
+"If it be your will--if it will bring you peace and happiness, I will
+leave you now and never see you more. But are you not deluded, my
+Agostino?"
+
+And then, as if her self-control gave way, she fell to weeping.
+
+"And what of me if you go? What of me wedded to that monster, to that
+cruel and inhuman pedant who tortures and insults me as you have seen?"
+
+"Beloved, will another wrong cure the wrong of that?" I pleaded. "O, if
+you love me, go--go, leave me. It is too late--too late!"
+
+I drew away from her touch, and crossed the room to fling myself upon
+the window-seat. For a space we sat apart thus, panting like wrestlers
+who have flung away from each other. At length--"Listen, Giuliana," I
+said more calmly. "Were I to heed you, were I to obey my own desires, I
+should bid you come away with me from this to-morrow."
+
+"If you but would!" she sighed. "You would be taking me out of hell."
+
+"Into another worse," I countered swiftly. "I should do you such a wrong
+as naught could ever right again."
+
+She looked at me for a spell in silence. Her back was to the light and
+her face in shadow, so that I could not read what passed there. Then,
+very slowly, like one utterly weary, she got to her feet.
+
+"I will do your will, beloved; but I do it not for the wrong that I
+should suffer--for that I should count no wrong--but for the wrong that
+I should be doing you."
+
+She paused as if for an answer. I had none for her. I raised my arms,
+then let them fall again, and bowed my head. I heard the gentle rustle
+of her robe, and I looked up to see her staggering towards the door, her
+arms in front of her like one who is blind. She reached it, pulled it
+open, and from the threshold gave me one last ineffable look of her
+great eyes, heavy now with tears. Then the door closed again, and I was
+alone.
+
+From my heart there rose a great surge of thankfulness. I fell upon my
+knees and prayed. For an hour at least I must have knelt there, seeking
+grace and strength; and comforted at last, my calm restored, I rose, and
+went to the window. I drew back the curtains, and leaned out to breathe
+the physical calm of that tepid September night.
+
+And presently out of the gloom a great grey shape came winging towards
+the window, the heavy pinions moving ponderously with their uncanny
+sough. It was an owl attracted by the light. Before that bird of evil
+omen, that harbinger of death, I drew back and crossed myself. I had a
+sight of its sphinx-like face and round, impassive eyes ere it circled
+to melt again into the darkness, startled by any sudden movement. I
+closed the window and left the room.
+
+Very softly I crept down the passage towards my chamber, leaving the
+light burning in the library, for it was not my habit to extinguish it,
+and I gave no thought to the lateness of the hour.
+
+Midway down the passage I halted. I was level with Giuliana's door, and
+from under it there came a slender blade of light. But it was not this
+that checked me. She was singing, Such a pitiful little heartbroken song
+it was:
+
+ "Amor mi muojo; mi muojo amore mio!"
+
+ran its last line.
+
+I leaned against the wall, and a sob broke from me. Then, in an instant,
+the passage was flooded with light, and in the open doorway Giuliana
+stood all white before me, her arms held out.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VI. THE IRON GIRDLE
+
+
+From the distance, drawing rapidly nearer and ringing sharply in the
+stillness of the night, came the clatter of a mule's hooves.
+
+But, though heard, it was scarcely heard consciously, and it certainly
+went unheeded until it was beneath the window and ceasing at the door.
+
+Giuliana's fingers locked themselves upon my arm in a grip of fear.
+
+"Who comes?" she asked, below her breath, fearfully. I sprang from the
+bed and crouched, listening, by the window, and so lost precious time.
+
+Out of the darkness Giuliana's voice spoke again, hoarsely now and
+trembling.
+
+"It will be Astorre," she said, with conviction. "At this hour it can
+be none else. I suspected when I saw him talking to that boy at the gate
+this afternoon that he was setting a spy upon me, to warn him wherever
+he was lurking, did the need arise."
+
+"But how should the boy know...?" I began, when she interrupted me
+almost impatiently.
+
+"The boy saw Messer Gambara ride up. He waited for no more, but went at
+once to warn Astorre. He has been long in coming," she added in the tone
+of one who is still searching for the exact explanation of the thing
+that is happening. And then, suddenly and very urgently, "Go, go--go
+quickly!" she bade me.
+
+As in the dark I was groping my way towards the door she spoke again:
+
+"Why does he not knock? For what does he wait?" Immediately, from
+the stairs, came a terrific answer to her question--the unmistakable,
+slip-slopping footstep of the doctor.
+
+I halted, and for an instant stood powerless to move. How he had entered
+I could not guess, nor did I ever discover. Sufficient was the awful
+fact that he was in.
+
+I was ice-cold from head to foot. Then I was all on fire and groping
+forward once more whilst those footsteps, sinister and menacing as the
+very steps of Doom, came higher and nearer.
+
+At last I found the door and wrenched it open. I stayed to close it
+after me, and already at the end of the passage beat the reflection of
+the light Fifanti carried. A second I stood there hesitating which way
+to turn. My first thought was to gain my own chamber. But to attempt it
+were assuredly to run into his arms. So I turned, and went as swiftly
+and stealthily as possible towards the library.
+
+I was all but in when he turned the corner of the passage, and so caught
+sight of me before I had closed the door.
+
+I stood in the library, where the lamp still burned, sweating, panting,
+and trembling. For even as he had had a glimpse of me, so had I had a
+glimpse of him, and the sight was terrifying to one in my situation.
+
+I had seen, his tall, gaunt figure bending forward in his eager, angry
+haste. In one hand he carried a lanthorn; a naked sword in the other.
+His face was malign and ghastly, and his bald, egg-like head shone
+yellow. The fleeting glimpse he had of me drew from him a sound between
+a roar and a snarl, and with quickened feet he came slip-slopping down
+the passage.
+
+I had meant, I think, to play the fox: to seat myself at the table, a
+book before me, and feigning slumber, present the appearance of one who
+had been overcome by weariness at his labours. But now all thought
+of that was at an end. I had been seen, and that I fled was all too
+apparent. So that in every way I was betrayed.
+
+The thing I did, I did upon instinct rather than reason; and this again
+was not well done. I slammed the door, and turned the key, placing
+at least that poor barrier between myself and the man I had so deeply
+wronged, the man whom I had given the right to slay me. A second later
+the door shook as if a hurricane had smitten it. He had seized the
+handle, and he was pulling at it frenziedly with a maniacal strength.
+
+"Open!" he thundered, and fell to snarling and whimpering horribly.
+"Open!"
+
+Then, quite abruptly he became oddly calm. It was as if his rage grew
+coldly purposeful; and the next words he uttered acted upon me as a
+dagger-prod, and reawakened my mind from its momentary stupefaction.
+
+"Do you think these poor laths can save you from my vengeance, my Lord
+Gambara?" quoth he, with a chuckle horrible to hear.
+
+My Lord Gambara! He mistook me for the Legate! In an instant I saw the
+reason of this. It was as Giuliana had conceived. The boy had run to
+warn him wherever he was--at Roncaglia, perhaps, a league away upon the
+road to Parma. And the boy's news was that my Lord the Governor had
+gone to Fifanti's house. The boy had never waited to see the Legate come
+forth again; but had obeyed his instructions to the letter, and it was
+Gambara whom Fifanti came to take red-handed and to kill as he had the
+right to do.
+
+When he had espied my flying shape, the length of the corridor had lain
+between us, Fifanti was short-sighted, and since it was Gambara whom he
+expected to find, Gambara at once he concluded it to be who fled before
+him.
+
+There was no villainy for which I was not ripe that night, it seemed.
+For no sooner did I perceive this error than I set myself to scheme how
+I might profit by it. Let Gambara by all means suffer in my place if
+the thing could be contrived. If not in fact, at least in intent, the
+Cardinal-legate had certainly sinned. If he was not in my place now,
+it was through the too great good fortune that attended him. Besides,
+Gambara would be in better case to protect himself from the consequences
+and from Fifanti's anger.
+
+Thus cravenly I reasoned; and reasoning thus, I reached the window. If
+I could climb down to the garden, and then perhaps up again to my own
+chamber, I might get me to bed, what time Fifanti still hammered at that
+door. Meanwhile his voice came rasping through those slender timbers, as
+he mocked the Lord Cardinal he supposed me.
+
+"You would not be warned, my lord, and yet I warned you enough. You
+would plant horns upon my head. Well, well! Do not complain if you are
+gored by them."
+
+Then he laughed hideously. "This poor Astorre Fifanti is blind and a
+fool. He is to be sent packing on a journey to the Duke, devised to suit
+my Lord Cardinal's convenience. But you should have bethought you that
+suspicious husbands have a trick of pretending to depart whilst they
+remain."
+
+Next his voice swelled up again in passion, and again the door was
+shaken.
+
+"Will you open, then, or must I break down the door! There is no barrier
+in the world shall keep me from you, there is no power can save you. I
+have the right to kill you by every law of God and man. Shall I forgo
+that right?" He laughed snarlingly.
+
+"Three hundred ducats yearly to recompense the hospitality I have given
+you--and six hundred later upon the coming of the Duke!" he mocked.
+"That was the price, my lord, of my hospitality--which was to include
+my wife's harlotry. Three hundred ducats! Ha! ha! Three hundred thousand
+million years in Hell! That is the price, my lord--the price that you
+shall pay, for I present the reckoning and enforce it. You shall be
+shriven in iron--you and your wanton after you.
+
+"Shall I be caged for having shed a prelate's sacred blood? for having
+sent a prelate's soul to Hell with all its filth of sin upon it? Shall
+I? Speak, magnificent; out of the fullness of your theological knowledge
+inform me."
+
+I had listened in a sort of fascination to that tirade of venomous
+mockery. But now I stirred, and pulled the casement open. I peered
+down into the darkness and hesitated. The wall was creeper-clad to the
+window's height; but I feared the frail tendrils of the clematis would
+never bear me. I hesitated. Then I resolved to jump. It was but little
+more than some twelve feet to the ground, and that was nothing to daunt
+an active lad of my own build, with the soft turf to land upon below. It
+should have been done without hesitation; for that moment's hesitation
+was my ruin.
+
+Fifanti had heard the opening of the casement, and fearing that, after
+all, his prey might yet escape him, he suddenly charged the door like an
+infuriated bull, and borrowing from his rage a strength far greater than
+his usual he burst away the fastenings of that crazy door.
+
+Into the room hurtled the doctor, to check and stand there blinking at
+me, too much surprised for a moment to grasp the situation.
+
+When, at last, he understood, the returning flow of rage was
+overwhelming.
+
+"You!" he gasped, and then his voice mounting--"You dog!" he screamed.
+"So it was you! You!"
+
+He crouched and his little eyes, all blood-injected, peered at me with
+horrid malice. He grew cold again as he mastered his surprise. "You!" he
+repeated. "Blind fool that I have been! You! The walker in the ways
+of St. Augustine--in his early ways, I think. You saint in embryo, you
+postulant for holy orders! You shall be ordained this night--with this!"
+And he raised his sword so that little yellow runnels of light sped down
+the livid blade.
+
+"I will ordain you into Hell, you hound!" And thereupon he leapt at me.
+
+I sprang away from the window, urged by fear of him into a very sudden
+activity. As I crossed the room I had a glimpse of the white figure of
+Giuliana in the gloom of the passage, watching.
+
+He came after me, snarling. I seized a stool and hurled it at him. He
+avoided it nimbly, and it went crashing through the half of the casement
+that was still closed.
+
+And as he avoided it, grown suddenly cunning, he turned back towards the
+door to bar my exit should I attempt to lead him round the table.
+
+We stood at gaze, the length of the little low-ceilinged chamber between
+us, both of us breathing hard.
+
+Then I looked round for something with which to defend myself; for
+it was plain that he meant to have my life. By a great ill-chance it
+happened that the sword which I had worn upon that day when I went as
+Giuliana's escort into Piacenza was still standing in the very corner
+where I had set it down. Instinctively I sprang for it, and Fifanti,
+never suspecting my quest until he saw me with a naked iron in my hand,
+did nothing to prevent my reaching it.
+
+Seeing me armed, he laughed. "Ho, ho! The saint-at-arms!" he mocked.
+"You'll be as skilled with weapons as with holiness!" And he advanced
+upon me in long stealthy strides. The width of the table was between us,
+and he smote at me across it. I parried, and cut back at him, for being
+armed now, I no more feared him than I should have feared a child.
+Little he knew of the swordcraft I had learnt from old Falcone, a thing
+which once learnt is never forgotten though lack of exercise may make us
+slow.
+
+He cut at me again, and narrowly missed the lamp in his stroke. And now,
+I can most solemnly make oath that in the thing that followed there was
+no intent. It was over and done before I was conscious of the happening.
+I had acted purely upon instinct as men will in performing what they
+have been taught.
+
+To ward his blow, I came almost unconsciously into that guard of
+Marozzo's which is known as the iron girdle. I parried and on the stroke
+I lunged, and so, taking the poor wretch entirely unawares, I sank the
+half of my iron into his vitals ere he or I had any thought that the
+thing was possible.
+
+I saw his little eyes grow very wide, and the whole expression of his
+face become one of intense astonishment.
+
+He moved his lips as if to speak, and then the sword clattered from his
+one hand, the lanthorn from his other; he sank forward quietly, still
+looking at me with the same surprised glance, and so came further on to
+my rigidly held blade, until his breast brought up against the quillons.
+For a moment he remained supported thus, by just that rigid arm of mine
+and the table against which his weight was leaning. Then I withdrew the
+blade, and in the same movement flung the weapon from me. Before the
+sword had rattled to the floor, his body had sunk down into a heap
+beyond the table, so that I could see no more than the yellow, egg-like
+top of his bald head.
+
+Awhile I stood watching it, filled with an extraordinary curiosity and
+a queer awe. Very slowly was it that I began to realize the thing I had
+done. It might be that I had killed Fifanti. It might be. And slowly,
+gradually I grew cold with the thought and the apprehension of its
+horrid meaning.
+
+Then from the passage came a stifled scream, and Giuliana staggered
+forward, one hand holding flimsy draperies to her heaving bosom, the
+other at her mouth, which had grown hideously loose and uncontrolled.
+Her glowing copper hair, all unbound, fell about her shoulders like a
+mantle.
+
+Behind her with ashen face and trembling limbs came old Busio. He
+was groaning and ringing his hands. Thus I saw the pair of them creep
+forward to approach Fifanti, who had made no sound since my sword had
+gone through him.
+
+But Fifanti was no longer there to heed them--the faithful servant and
+the unfaithful wife. All that remained, huddled there at the foot of the
+table, was a heap of bleeding flesh and shabby garments.
+
+It was Giuliana who gave me the information. With a courage that was
+almost stupendous she looked down into his face, then up into mine,
+which I doubt not was as livid.
+
+"You have killed him," she whispered. "He is dead."
+
+He was dead and I had killed him! My lips moved.
+
+"He would have killed me," I answered in a strangled voice, and knew
+that what I said was a sort of lie to cloak the foulness of my deed.
+
+Old Busio uttered a long, croaking wail, and went down on his knees
+beside the master he had served so long--the master who would never more
+need servant in this world.
+
+It was upon the wings of that pitiful cry that the full understanding
+of the thing I had done was borne in upon my soul. I bowed my head, and
+took my face in my hands. I saw myself in that moment for what I was. I
+accounted myself wholly and irrevocably damned, Be God never so clement,
+surely here was something for which even His illimitable clemency could
+find no pardon.
+
+I had come to Fifanti's house as a student of humanities and divinities;
+all that I had learnt there had been devilries culminating in this
+hour's work. And all through no fault of that poor, mean, ugly pedant,
+who indeed had been my victim--whom I had robbed of honour and of life.
+
+Never man felt self-horror as I felt it then, self-loathing and
+self-contempt. And then, whilst the burden of it all, the horror of
+it all was full upon me, a soft hand touched my shoulder, and a soft,
+quivering voice murmured urgently in my ear:
+
+"Agostino, we must go; we must go."
+
+I plucked away my hands, and showed her a countenance before which she
+shrank in fear.
+
+"We?" I snarled at her. "We?" I repeated still more fiercely, and drove
+her back before me as if I had done her a bodily hurt.
+
+O, I should have imagined--had I had time in which to imagine
+anything--that already I had descended to the very bottom of the pit of
+infamy. But it seems that one more downward step remained me; and that
+step I took. Not by act, nor yet by speech, but just by thought.
+
+For without the manliness to take the whole blame of this great crime
+upon myself, I must in my soul and mind fling the burden of it upon her.
+Like Adam of old, I blamed the woman, and charged her in my thoughts
+with having tempted me. Charging her thus, I loathed her as the cause of
+all this sin that had engulfed me; loathed her in that moment as a thing
+unclean and hideous; loathed her with a completeness of loathing such as
+I had never experienced before for any fellow-creature.
+
+Instead of beholding in her one whom I had dragged with me into my pit
+of sin and whom it was incumbent upon my manhood thenceforth to shelter
+and protect from the consequences of my own iniquity, I attributed to
+her the blame of all that had befallen.
+
+To-day I know that in so doing I did no more than justice. But it was
+not justly done. I had then no such knowledge as I have to-day by which
+to correct my judgment. The worst I had the right to think of her in
+that hour was that her guilt was something less than mine. In thinking
+otherwise was it that I took that last step to the very bottom of the
+hell that I had myself created for myself that night.
+
+The rest was as nothing by comparison. I have said that it was not by
+act or speech that I added to the sum of my iniquities; and yet it was
+by both. First, in that fiercely echoed "We?" that I hurled at her to
+strike her from me; then in my precipitate flight alone.
+
+How I stumbled from that room I scarcely know. The events of the time
+that followed immediately upon Fifanti's death are all blurred as the
+impressions of a sick man's dream.
+
+I dimly remember that as she backed away from me until her shoulders
+touched the wall, that as she stood so, all white and lovely as any
+snare that Satan ever devised for man's ruin, staring at me with mutely
+pleading eyes, I staggered forward, avoiding the sight of that dreadful
+huddle on the floor, over which Busio was weeping foolishly.
+
+As I stepped a sudden moisture struck my stockinged feet. Its nature
+I knew by instinct upon the instant, and filled by it with a sudden
+unreasoning terror, I dashed with a loud cry from the room.
+
+Along the passage and down the dark stairs I plunged until I reached
+the door of the house. It stood open and I went heedlessly forth. From
+overhead I heard Giuliana calling me in a voice that held a note of
+despair. But I never checked in my headlong career.
+
+Fifanti's mule, I have since reflected, was tethered near the steps. I
+saw the beast, but it conveyed no meaning to my mind, which I think was
+numbed. I sped past it and on, through the gate, round the road by the
+Po, under the walls of the city, and so away into the open country.
+
+Without cap, without doublet, without shoes, just in my trunks and shirt
+and hose, as I was, I ran, heading by instinct for home as heads the
+animal that has been overtaken by danger whilst abroad. Never since
+Phidippides, the Athenian courier, do I believe that any man had run as
+desperately and doggedly as I ran that night.
+
+By dawn, having in some three hours put twenty miles or so between
+myself and Piacenza, I staggered exhausted and with cut and bleeding
+feet through the open door of a peasant's house.
+
+The family, sat at breakfast in the stone-flagged room into which I
+stumbled. I halted under their astonished eyes.
+
+"I am the Lord of Mondolfo," I panted hoarsely, "and I need a beast to
+carry me home."
+
+The head of that considerable family, a grizzled, suntanned peasant,
+rose from his seat and pondered my condition with a glance that was
+laden with mistrust.
+
+"The Lord of Mondolfo--you, thus?" quoth he. "Now, by Bacchus, I am the
+Pope of Rome!"
+
+But his wife, more tender-hearted, saw in my disorder cause for pity
+rather than irony.
+
+"Poor lad!" she murmured, as I staggered and fell into a chair, unable
+longer to retain my feet. She rose immediately, and came hurrying
+towards me with a basin of goat's milk. The draught refreshed my body as
+her gentle words of comfort soothed my troubled soul. Seated there, her
+stout arm about my shoulders, my head pillowed upon her ample, motherly
+breast, I was very near to tears, loosened in my overwrought state by
+the sweet touch of sympathy, for which may God reward her.
+
+I rested in that place awhile. Three hours I slept upon a litter of
+straw in an outhouse; whereupon, strengthened by my repose, I renewed my
+claim to be the Lord of Mondolfo and my demand for a horse to carry me
+to my fortress.
+
+Still doubting me too much to trust me alone with any beast of his, the
+peasant nevertheless fetched out a couple of mules and set out with me
+for Mondolfo.
+
+
+
+
+
+BOOK III. THE WILDERNESS
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER I. THE HOME-COMING
+
+
+It was still early morning when we came into the town of Mondolfo, my
+peasant escort and I.
+
+The day being Sunday there was little stir in the town at such an hour,
+and it presented a very different appearance from that which it had worn
+when last I had seen it. But the difference lay not only in the absence
+of bustle and the few folk abroad now as compared with that market-day
+on which, departing, I had ridden through it. I viewed the place to-day
+with eyes that were able to draw comparisons, and after the wide streets
+and imposing buildings of Piacenza, I found my little township mean and
+rustic.
+
+We passed the Duomo, consecrated to Our Lady of Mondolfo. Its
+portals stood wide, and in the opening swung a heavy crimson curtain,
+embroidered with a huge golden cross which was bellying outward like an
+enormous gonfalon. On the steps a few crippled beggars whined, and a few
+faithful took their way to early Mass.
+
+On, up the steep, ill-paved street we climbed to the mighty grey citadel
+looming on the hill's crest, like a gigantic guardian brooding over the
+city of his trust. We crossed the drawbridge unchallenged, passed under
+the tunnel of the gateway, and so came into the vast, untenanted bailey
+of the fortress.
+
+I looked about me, beat my hands together, and raised my voice to shout
+
+"Ola! Ola!"
+
+In answer to my call the door of the guardhouse opened presently, and
+a man looked out. He frowned at first; then his brows went up and his
+mouth fell open.
+
+"It is the Madonnino!" he shouted over his shoulder, and hurried forward
+to take my reins, uttering words of respectful welcome, which seemed to
+relieve the fears of my peasant, who had never quite believed me what I
+proclaimed myself.
+
+There was a stir in the guardhouse, and two or three men of the absurd
+garrison my mother kept there shuffled in the doorway, whilst a burly
+fellow in leather with a sword girt on him thrust his way through
+and hurried forward, limping slightly. In the dark, lowering face
+I recognized my old friend Rinolfo, and I marvelled to see him thus
+accoutred.
+
+He halted before me, and gave me a stiff and unfriendly salute; then he
+bade the man-at-arms to hold my stirrup.
+
+"What is your authority here, Rinolfo?" I asked him shortly.
+
+I am the castellan," he informed me.
+
+"The castellan? But what of Messer Giorgio?"
+
+"He died a month ago."
+
+"And who gave you this authority?"
+
+"Madonna the Countess, in some recompense for the hurt you did me," he
+replied, thrusting forward his lame leg.
+
+His tone was surly and hostile; but it provoked no resentment in me
+now. I deserved his unfriendliness. I had crippled him. At the moment I
+forgot the provocation I had received--forgot that since he had raised
+his hand to his lord, it would have been no great harshness to have
+hanged him. I saw in him but another instance of my wickedness, another
+sufferer at my hands; and I hung my head under the rebuke implicit in
+his surly tone and glance.
+
+"I had not thought, Rinolfo, to do you an abiding hurt," said I, and
+here checked, bethinking me that I lied; for had I not expressed regret
+that I had not broken his neck?
+
+I got down slowly and painfully, for my limbs were stiff and my feet
+very sore. He smiled darkly at my words and my sudden faltering; but I
+affected not to see.
+
+"Where is Madonna?" I asked.
+
+"She will have returned by now from chapel," he answered.
+
+I turned to the man-at-arms. "You will announce me," I bade him. "And
+you, Rinolfo, see to these beasts and to this good fellow here. Let him
+have wine and food and what he needs. I will see him again ere he sets
+forth."
+
+Rinolfo muttered that all should be done as I ordered, and I signed to
+the man-at-arms to lead the way.
+
+We went up the steps and into the cool of the great hall. There the
+soldier, whose every feeling had been outraged no doubt by Rinolfo's
+attitude towards his lord, ventured to express his sympathy and
+indignation.
+
+"Rinolfo is a black beast, Madonnino," he muttered.
+
+"We are all black beasts, Eugenio," I answered heavily, and so startled
+him by words and tone that he ventured upon no further speech, but led
+me straight to my mother's private dining-room, opened the door and
+calmly announced me.
+
+"Madonna, here is my Lord Agostino."
+
+I heard the gasp she uttered before I caught sight of her. She was
+seated at the table's head in her great wooden chair, and Fra Gervasio
+was pacing the rush-strewn floor in talk with her, his hands behind his
+back, his head thrust forward.
+
+At the announcement he straightened suddenly and wheeled round to face
+me, inquiry in his glance. My mother, too, half rose, and remained
+so, staring at me, her amazement at seeing me increased by the strange
+appearance I presented.
+
+Eugenio closed the door and departed, leaving me standing there, just
+within it; and for a moment no word was spoken.
+
+The cheerless, familiar room, looking more cheerless than it had done
+of old, with its high-set windows and ghastly Crucifix, affected me in
+a singular manner. In this room I had known a sort of peace--the peace
+that is peculiarly childhood's own, whatever the troubles that may haunt
+it. I came into it now with hell in my soul, sin-blackened before God
+and man, a fugitive in quest of sanctuary.
+
+A knot rose in my throat and paralysed awhile my speech. Then with a
+sudden sob, I sprang forward and hobbled to her upon my wounded feet. I
+flung myself down upon my knees, buried my head in her lap, and all that
+I could cry was:
+
+"Mother! Mother!"
+
+Whether perceiving my disorder, my distraught and suffering condition,
+what remained of the woman in her was moved to pity; whether my cry
+acting like a rod of Moses upon that rock of her heart which excess of
+piety had long since sterilized, touched into fresh life the springs
+that had long since been dry, and reminded her of the actual bond
+between us, her tone was more kindly and gentle than I had ever known
+it.
+
+"Agostino, my child! Why are you here?" And her wax-like fingers very
+gently touched my head. "Why are you here--and thus? What has happened
+to you?"
+
+"Me miserable!" I groaned.
+
+"What is it?" she pressed me, an increasing anxiety in her voice.
+
+At last I found courage to tell her sufficient to prepare her mind.
+
+"Mother, I am a sinner," I faltered miserably.
+
+I felt her recoiling from me as from the touch of something unclean and
+contagious, her mind conceiving already by some subtle premonition some
+shadow of the thing that I had done. And then Gervasio spoke, and his
+voice was soothing as oil upon troubled waters.
+
+"Sinners are we all, Agostino. But repentance purges sin. Do not abandon
+yourself to despair, my son."
+
+But the mother who bore me took no such charitable and Christian view.
+
+"What is it? Wretched boy, what have you done?" And the cold repugnance
+in her voice froze anew the courage I was forming.
+
+"O God help me! God help me!" I groaned miserably.
+
+Gervasio, seeing my condition, with that quick and saintly sympathy that
+was his, came softly towards me and set a hand upon my shoulder.
+
+"Dear Agostino," he murmured, "would you find it easier to tell me
+first? Will you confess to me, my son? Will you let me lift this burden
+from your soul?"
+
+Still on my knees I turned and looked up into that pale, kindly face.
+I caught his thin hand, and kissed it ere he could snatch it away.
+"If there were more priests like you," I cried, "there would be fewer
+sinners like me."
+
+A shadow crossed his face; he smiled very wanly, a smile that was like a
+gleam of pale sunshine from an over-clouded sky, and he spoke in gentle,
+soothing words of the Divine Mercy.
+
+I staggered to my bruised feet. "I will confess to you, Fra Gervasio," I
+said, "and afterwards we will tell my mother."
+
+She looked as she would make demur. But Fra Gervasio checked any such
+intent.
+
+"It is best so, Madonna," he said gravely. "His most urgent need is the
+consolation that the Church alone can give."
+
+He took me by the arm very gently, and led me forth. We went to his
+modest chamber, with its waxed floor, the hard, narrow pallet upon
+which he slept, the blue and gold image of the Virgin, and the little
+writing-pulpit upon which lay open a manuscript he was illuminating,
+for he was very skilled in that art which already was falling into
+desuetude.
+
+At this pulpit, by the window, he took his seat, and signed to me to
+kneel. I recited the Confiteor. Thereafter, with my face buried in my
+hands, my soul writhing in an agony of penitence and shame, I poured out
+the hideous tale of the evil I had wrought.
+
+Rarely did he speak while I was at that recitation. Save when I halted
+or hesitated he would interject a word of pity and of comfort that fell
+like a blessed balsam upon my spiritual wounds and gave me strength to
+pursue my awful story.
+
+When I had done and he knew me to the full for the murderer and
+adulterer that I was, there fell a long pause, during which I waited as
+a felon awaits sentence. But it did not come. Instead, he set himself
+to examine more closely the thing I had told him. He probed it with
+a question here and a question there, and all of a shrewdness that
+revealed the extent of his knowledge of humanity, and the infinite
+compassion and gentleness that must be the inevitable fruits of such sad
+knowledge.
+
+He caused me to go back to the very day of my arrival at Fifanti's; and
+thence, step by step, he led me again over the road that in the past
+four months I had trodden, until he had traced the evil to its very
+source, and could see the tiny spring that had formed the brook which,
+gathering volume as it went, had swollen at last into a raging torrent
+that had laid waste its narrow confines.
+
+"Who that knows all that goes to the making of a sin shall dare to
+condemn a sinner?" he cried at last, so that I looked up at him,
+startled, and penetrated by a ray of hope and comfort. He returned my
+glance with one of infinite pity.
+
+"It is the woman here upon whom must fall the greater blame," said he.
+
+But at that I cried out in hot remonstrance, adding that I had yet
+another vileness to confess--for it was now that for the first time I
+realized it. And I related to him how last night I had repudiated her,
+cast her off and fled, leaving her to bear the punishment alone.
+
+Of my conduct in that he withheld his criticism. "The sin is hers," he
+repeated. "She was a wife, and the adultery is hers. More, she was the
+seducer. It was she who debauched your mind with lascivious readings,
+and tore away the foundations of virtue from your soul. If in the
+cataclysm that followed she was crushed and smothered, it is no more
+than she had incurred."
+
+I still protested that this view was all too lenient to me, that it
+sprang of his love for me, that it was not just. Thereupon he began to
+make clear to me many things that may have been clear to you worldly
+ones who have read my scrupulous and exact confessions, but which at the
+time were still all wrapped in obscurity for me.
+
+It was as if he held up a mirror--an intelligent and informing
+mirror--in which my deeds were reflected by the light of his own deep
+knowledge. He showed me the gradual seduction to which I had been
+subjected; he showed me Giuliana as she really was, as she must be from
+what I had told him; he reminded me that she was older by ten years than
+I, and greatly skilled in men and worldliness; that where I had gone
+blindly, never seeing what was the inevitable goal and end of the road
+I trod, she had consciously been leading me thither, knowing full well
+what the end must be, and desiring it.
+
+As for the murder of Fifanti, the thing was grievous; but it had been
+done in the heat of combat, and he could not think that I had meant the
+poor man's death. And Fifanti himself was not entirely without blame.
+Largely had he contributed to the tragedy. There had been evil in his
+heart. A good man would have withdrawn his wife from surroundings which
+he knew to be perilous and foul, not used her as a decoy to enable him
+to trap and slay his enemy.
+
+And the greatest blame of all he attached to that Messer Arcolano who
+had recommended Fifanti to my mother as a tutor for me, knowing full
+well--as he must have known--what manner of house the doctor kept
+and what manner of wanton was Giuliana. Arcolano had sought to serve
+Fifanti's interests in pretending to serve mine and my mother's; and my
+mother should be enlightened that at last she might know that evil man
+for what he really was.
+
+"But all this," he concluded, "does not mean, Agostino, that you are
+to regard yourself as other than a great sinner. You have sinned
+monstrously, even when all these extenuations are considered."
+
+"I know, I know!" I groaned.
+
+"But beyond forgiveness no man has ever sinned, nor have you now. So
+that your repentance is deep and real, and when by some penance that
+I shall impose you shall have cleansed yourself of all this mire that
+clings to your poor soul, you shall have absolution from me."
+
+"Impose your penance," I cried eagerly. "There is none I will not
+undertake, to purchase pardon and some little peace of mind.
+
+"I will consider it," he answered gravely. "And now let us seek your
+mother. She must be told, for a great deals hangs upon this, Agostino.
+The career to which you were destined is no longer for you, my son."
+
+My spirit quailed under those last words; and yet I felt an immense
+relief at the same time, as if some overwhelming burden had been lifted
+from me.
+
+"I am indeed unworthy," I said.
+
+"It is not your unworthiness that I am considering, my son, but your
+nature. The world calls you over-strongly. It is not for nothing that
+you are the child of Giovanni d'Anguissola. His blood runs thick in your
+veins, and it is very human blood. For such as you there is no hope
+in the cloister. Your mother must be made to realize it, and she must
+abandon her dreams concerning you. It will wound her very sorely. But
+better that than..." He shrugged and rose. "Come, Agostino."
+
+And I rose, too, immensely comforted and soothed already, for all that
+I was yet very far from ease or peace of mind. Outside his room he set a
+hand upon my arm.
+
+"Wait," he said, "we have ministered in some degree to your poor spirit.
+Let us take thought for the body, too. You need garments and other
+things. Come with me."
+
+He led me up to my own little chamber, took fresh raiment for me from
+a press, called Lorenza and bade her bring bread and wine, vinegar and
+warm water.
+
+In a very weak dilution of the latter he bade me bathe my lacerated
+feet, and then he found fine strips of linen in which to bind them ere I
+drew fresh hose and shoes. And meanwhile munching my bread and salt and
+taking great draughts of the pure if somewhat sour wine, my mental peace
+was increased by the refreshment of my body.
+
+At last I stood up more myself than I had been in these last twelve
+awful hours--for it was just noon, and into twelve hours had been packed
+the events that well might have filled a lifetime.
+
+He put an arm about my shoulder, fondly as a father might have done, and
+so led me below again and into my mother's presence.
+
+We found her kneeling before the Crucifix, telling her beads; and we
+stood waiting a few moments in silence until with a sigh and a rustle of
+her stiff black dress she rose gently and turned to face us.
+
+My heart thudded violently in that moment, as I looked into that pale
+face of sorrow. Then Fra Gervasio began to speak very gently and softly.
+
+"Your son, Madonna, has been lured into sin by a wanton woman," he
+began, and there she interrupted him with a sudden and very piteous cry.
+
+"Not that! Ah, not that!" she exclaimed, putting out hands gropingly
+before her.
+
+"That and more, Madonna," he answered gravely. "Be brave to hear the
+rest. It is a very piteous story. But the founts of Divine Mercy are
+inexhaustible, and Agostino shall drink therefrom when by penitence he
+shall have cleansed his lips."
+
+Very erect she stood there, silent and ghostly, her face looking
+diaphanous by contrast with the black draperies that enshrouded her,
+whilst her eyes were great pools of sorrow. Poor, poor mother! It is the
+last recollection I have of her; for after that day we never met again,
+and I would give ten years to purgatory if I might recall the last words
+that passed between us.
+
+As briefly as possible and ever thrusting into the foreground the
+immensity of the snare that had been spread for me and the temptation
+that had enmeshed me, Gervasio told her the story of my sin.
+
+She heard him through in that immovable attitude, one hand pressed to
+her heart, her poor pale lips moving now and again, but no sound coming
+from them, her face a white mask of pain and horror.
+
+When he had done, so wrought upon was I by the sorrow of that
+countenance that I went forward again to fling myself upon my knees
+before her.
+
+"Mother, forgive!" I pleaded. And getting no answer I put up my hands to
+take hers. "Mother!" I cried, and the tears were streaming down my face.
+
+But she recoiled before me.
+
+"Are you my child?" she asked in a voice of horror. "Are you the thing
+that has grown out of that little child I vowed to chastity and to
+God? Then has my sin overtaken me--the sin of bearing a son to Giovanni
+d'Anguissola, that enemy of God!"
+
+"Ah, mother, mother!" I cried again, thinking perhaps by that
+all-powerful word to move her yet to pity and to gentleness.
+
+"Madonna," cried Gervasio, "be merciful if you would look for mercy."
+
+"He has falsified my vows," she answered stonily. "He was my votive
+offering for the life of his impious father. I am punished for the
+unworthiness of my offering and the unworthiness of the cause in which I
+offered it. Accursed is the fruit of my womb!" She moaned, and sank her
+head upon her breast.
+
+"I will atone!" I cried, overwhelmed to see her so distraught.
+
+She wrung her pale hands.
+
+"Atone!" she cried, and her voice trembled. "Go then, and atone. But
+never let me see you more; never let me be reminded of the sinner to
+whom I have given life. Go! Begone!" And she raised a hand in tragical
+dismissal.
+
+I shrank back, and came slowly to my feet. And then Gervasio spoke, and
+his voice boomed and thundered with righteous indignation.
+
+"Madonna, this is inhuman!" he denounced. "Shall you dare to hope for
+mercy being yourself unmerciful?"
+
+"I shall pray for strength to forgive him; but the sight of him might
+tempt me back with the memory of the thing that he has done," she
+answered, and she had returned to that cold and terrible reserve of
+hers.
+
+And then things that Fra Gervasio had repressed for years welled up in a
+mighty flood. "He is your son, and he is as you have made him."
+
+"As I have made him?" quoth she, and her glance challenged the friar.
+
+"By what right did you make of him a votive offering? By what right
+did you seek to consecrate a child unborn to a claustral life without
+thought of his character, without reck of the desires that should be
+his? By what right did you make yourself the arbiter of the future of a
+man unborn?"
+
+"By what right?" quoth she. "Are you a priest, and do you ask me by what
+right I vowed him to the service of God?"
+
+"And is there, think you, no way of serving God but in the sterility of
+the cloister?" he demanded. "Why, since no man is born to damnation,
+and since by your reasoning the world must mean damnation, then all men
+should be encloistered, and soon, thus, there would be an end to man.
+You are too arrogant, Madonna, when you presume to judge what pleases
+God. Beware lest you fall into the sin of the Pharisee, for often have I
+seen you stand in danger of it."
+
+She swayed as if her strength were failing her, and again her pale lips
+moved.
+
+"Enough, Fra Gervasio! I will go," I cried.
+
+"Nay, it is not yet enough," he answered, and strode down the room until
+he stood between her and me. "He is what you have made him," he repeated
+in denunciation. "Had you studied his nature and his inclinations, had
+you left them free to develop along the way that God intended, you would
+have seen whether or not the cloister called him; and then would have
+been the time to have taken a resolve. But you thought to change his
+nature by repressing it; and you never saw that if he was not such as
+you would have him be, then most surely would you doom him to damnation
+by making an evil priest of him.
+
+"In your Pharisaic arrogance, Madonna, you sought to superimpose your
+will to God's will concerning him--you confounded God's will with your
+own. And so his sins recoil upon you as much as upon any. Therefore,
+Madonna, do I bid you beware. Take a humbler view if you would be
+acceptable in the Divine sight. Learn to forgive, for I say to you
+to-day that you stand as greatly in need of forgiveness for the thing
+that Agostino has done, as does Agostino himself."
+
+He paused at last, and stood trembling before her, his eyes aflame, his
+high cheek-bones faintly tinted. And she measured him very calmly and
+coldly with her sombre eyes.
+
+"Are you a priest?" she asked with steady scorn. "Are you indeed a
+priest?" And then her invective was loosened, and her voice shrilled and
+mounted as her anger swayed her. "What a snake have I harboured here!"
+she cried. "Blasphemer! You show me clearly whence came the impiety and
+ungodliness of Giovanni d'Anguissola. It had the same source as your
+own. It was suckled at your mother's breast."
+
+A sob shook him. "My mother is dead, Madonna!" he rebuked her.
+
+"She is more blessed, then, than I; since she has not lived to see what
+a power for sin she has brought forth. Go, pitiful friar. Go, both of
+you. You are very choicely mated. Begone from Mondolfo, and never let me
+see either of you more."
+
+She staggered to her great chair and sank into it, whilst we stood
+there, mute, regarding her. For myself, it was with difficulty that I
+repressed the burning things that rose to my lips. Had I given free rein
+to my tongue, I had made of it a whip of scorpions. And my anger sprang
+not from the things she said to me, but from what she said to that
+saintly man who held out a hand to help me out of the morass of sin in
+which I was being sunk. That he, that sweet and charitable follower of
+his Master, should be abused by her, should be dubbed blasphemer
+and have the cherished memory of his mother defiled by her pietistic
+utterances, was something that inflamed me horribly.
+
+But he set a hand upon my shoulder.
+
+"Come, Agostino," he said very gently. He was calm once more. "We will
+go, as we are bidden, you and I."
+
+And then, out of the sweetness of his nature, he forged all unwittingly
+the very iron that should penetrate most surely into her soul.
+
+"Forgive her, my son. Forgive her as you need forgiveness. She does not
+understand the thing she does. Come, we will pray for her, that God in
+His infinite mercy may teach her humility and true knowledge of Him."
+
+I saw her start as if she had been stung.
+
+"Blasphemer, begone!" she cried again; and her voice was hoarse with
+suppressed anger.
+
+And then the door was suddenly flung open, and Rinolfo clanked in, very
+martial and important, his hand thrusting up his sword behind him.
+
+"Madonna," he announced, "the Captain of Justice from Piacenza is here."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER II. THE CAPTAIN OF JUSTICE
+
+
+There was a moment's silence after Rinolfo had flung that announcement.
+
+"The Captain of Justice?" quoth my mother at length, her voice startled.
+"What does he seek?"
+
+"The person of my Lord Agostino d'Anguissola," said Rinolfo steadily.
+
+She sighed very heavily. "A felon's end!" she murmured, and turned to
+me. "If thus you may expiate your sins," she said, speaking more gently,
+"let the will of Heaven be done. Admit the captain, Ser Rinolfo."
+
+He bowed, and turned sharply to depart.
+
+"Stay!" I cried, and rooted him there by the imperative note of my
+command.
+
+Fra Gervasio was more than right when he said that mine was not a nature
+for the cloister. In that moment I might have realized it to the full by
+the readiness with which the thought of battle occurred to me, and more
+by the anticipatory glow that warmed me at the very thought of it. I was
+the very son of Giovanni d'Anguissola.
+
+"What force attends the captain?" I inquired.
+
+"He has six mounted men with him," replied Rinolfo. "In that case," I
+answered, "you will bid him begone in my name."
+
+"And if he should not go?" was Rinolfo's impudent question.
+
+"You will tell him that I will drive him hence--him and his braves. We
+keep a garrison of a score of men at least--sufficient to compel him to
+depart."
+
+"He will return again with more," said Rinolfo.
+
+"Does that concern you?" I snapped. "Let him return with what he
+pleases. To-day I enrol more forces from the countryside, take up the
+bridge and mount our cannon. This is my lair and fortress, and I'll
+defend it and myself as becomes my name and blood. For I am the lord and
+master here, and the Lord of Mondolfo is not to be dragged away thus at
+the heels of a Captain of Justice. You have my orders, obey them. About
+it, sir."
+
+Circumstances had shown me the way that I must take, and the folly of
+going forth a fugitive outcast at my mother's bidding. I was Lord of
+Mondolfo, as I had said, and they should know and feel it from this
+hour--all of them, not excepting my mother.
+
+But I reckoned without the hatred Rinolfo bore me. Instead of the prompt
+obedience that I had looked for, he had turned again to my mother.
+
+"Is it your wish, Madonna?" he inquired.
+
+"It is my wish that counts, you knave," I thundered and advanced upon
+him.
+
+But he fronted me intrepidly. "I hold my office from my Lady the
+Countess. I obey none other here."
+
+"Body of God! Do you defy me?" I cried. "Am I Lord of Mondolfo, or am
+I a lackey in my own house? You'ld best obey me ere I break you, Ser
+Rinolfo. We shall see whether the men will take my orders," I added
+confidently.
+
+The faintest smile illumined his dark face. "The men will not stir a
+finger at the bidding of any but Madonna the Countess and myself," he
+answered hardily.
+
+It was by an effort that I refrained from striking him. And then my
+mother spoke again.
+
+"It is as Ser Rinolfo says," she informed me. "So cease this futile
+resistance, sir son, and accept the expiation that is offered you."
+
+I looked at her, she avoiding my glance.
+
+"Madonna, I cannot think that it is so," said I. "These men have known
+me since I was a little lad. Many of them have followed the fortunes of
+my father. They'll never turn their backs upon his son in the hour of
+his need. They are not all so inhuman as my mother."
+
+"You mistake, sir," said Rinolfo. "Of the men you knew but one or two
+remain. Most of our present force has been enrolled by me in the past
+month."
+
+This was defeat, utter and pitiful. His tone was too confident, he was
+too sure of his ground to leave me a doubt as to what would befall if
+I made appeal to his knavish followers. My arms fell to my sides, and I
+looked at Gervasio. His face was haggard, and his eyes were very full of
+sorrow as they rested on me.
+
+"It is true, Agostino," he said.
+
+And as he spoke, Rinolfo limped out of the room to fetch the Captain of
+Justice, as my mother had bidden him; and his lips smiled cruelly.
+
+"Madam mother," I said bitterly, "you do a monstrous thing. You usurp
+the power that is mine, and you deliver me--me, your son--to the
+gallows. I hope that, hereafter, when you come to realize to the full
+your deed, you will be able to give your conscience peace."
+
+"My first duty is to God," she answered; and to that pitiable answer
+there was nothing to be rejoined.
+
+So I turned my shoulder to her and stood waiting, Fra Gervasio beside
+me, clenching his hands in his impotence and mute despair. And then an
+approaching clank of mail heralded the coming of the captain.
+
+Rinolfo held the door, and Cosimo d'Anguissola entered with a firm,
+proud tread, two of his men, following at his heels.
+
+He wore a buff-coat, under which no doubt there would be a shirt of
+mail; his gorget and wristlets were of polished steel, and his headgear
+was a steel cap under a cover of peach-coloured velvet. Thigh-boots
+encased his legs; sword and dagger hung in the silver carriages at his
+belt; his handsome, aquiline face was very solemn.
+
+He bowed profoundly to my mother, who rose to respond, and then he
+flashed me one swift glance of his piercing eyes.
+
+"I deplore my business here," he announced shortly. "No doubt it will be
+known to you already." And he looked at me again, allowing his eyes to
+linger on my face.
+
+"I am ready, sir," I said.
+
+"Then we had best be going, for I understand that none could be less
+welcome here than I. Yet in this, Madonna, let me assure you that there
+is nothing personal to myself. I am the slave of my office. I do but
+perform it."
+
+"So much protesting where no doubt has been expressed," said Fra
+Gervasio, "in itself casts a doubt upon your good faith. Are you not
+Cosimo d'Anguissola--my lord's cousin and heir?"
+
+"I am," said he, "yet that has no part in this, sir friar."
+
+"Then let it have part. Let it have the part it should have. Will you
+bear one of your own name and blood to the gallows? What will men say of
+that when they perceive your profit in the deed?"
+
+Cosimo looked him boldly between the eyes, his hawk-face very white.
+
+"Sir priest, I know not by what right you address me so. But you do
+me wrong. I am the Podesta of Piacenza bound by an oath that it would
+dishonour me to break; and break it I must or else fulfil my duty here.
+Enough!" he added, in his haughty, peremptory fashion. "Ser Agostino, I
+await your pleasure."
+
+"I will appeal to Rome," cried Fra Gervasio, now beside himself with
+grief.
+
+Cosimo smiled darkly, pityingly. "It is to be feared that Rome will turn
+a deaf ear to appeals on behalf of the son of Giovanni d'Anguissola."
+
+And with that he motioned me to precede him. Silently I pressed Fra
+Gervasio's hand, and on that departed without so much as another look at
+my mother, who sat there a silent witness of a scene which she approved.
+
+The men-at-arms fell into step, one on either side of me, and so we
+passed out into the courtyard, where Cosimo's other men were waiting,
+and where was gathered the entire family of the castle--a gaping, rather
+frightened little crowd.
+
+They brought forth a mule for me, and I mounted. Then suddenly there was
+Fra Gervasio at my side again.
+
+"I, too, am going hence," he said. "Be of good courage, Agostino. There
+is no effort I will not make on your behalf." In a broken voice he added
+his farewells ere he stood back at the captain's peremptory bidding. The
+little troop closed round me, and thus, within a couple of hours of my
+coming, I departed again from Mondolfo, surrendered to the hangman
+by the pious hands of my mother, who on her knees, no doubt, would be
+thanking God for having afforded her the grace to act in so righteous a
+manner.
+
+Once only did my cousin address me, and that was soon after we had left
+the town behind us. He motioned the men away, and rode to my side. Then
+he looked at me with mocking, hating eyes.
+
+"You had done better to have continued in your saint's trade than have
+become so very magnificent a sinner," said he.
+
+I did not answer him, and he rode on beside me in silence some little
+way.
+
+"Ah, well," he sighed at last. "Your course has been a brief one, but
+very eventful. And who would have suspected so very fierce a wolf under
+so sheepish an outside? Body of God! You fooled us all, you and that
+white-faced trull."
+
+He said it through his teeth with such a concentration of rage in his
+tones that it was easy to guess where the sore rankled.
+
+I looked at him gravely. "Does it become you, sir, do you think, to gird
+at one who is your prisoner?"
+
+"And did you not gird at me when it was your turn?" he flashed back
+fiercely. "Did not you and she laugh together over that poor, fond fool
+Cosimo whose money she took so very freely, and yet who seems to have
+been the only one excluded from her favours?"
+
+"You lie, you dog!" I blazed at him, so fiercely that the men turned in
+their saddles. He paled, and half raised the gauntleted hand in which he
+carried his whip. But he controlled himself, and barked an order to his
+followers:
+
+"Ride on, there!"
+
+When they had drawn off a little, and we were alone again, "I do not
+lie, sir," he said. "It is a practice which I leave to shavelings of all
+degrees."
+
+"If you say that she took aught from you, then you lie," I repeated.
+
+He considered me steadily. "Fool!" he said at last. "Whence else
+came her jewels and fine clothes? From Fifanti, do you think--that
+impecunious pedant? Or perhaps you imagine that it was from Gambara?
+In time that grasping prelate might have made the Duke pay. But pay,
+himself? By the Blood of God! he was never known to pay for anything.
+
+"Or, yet again, do you suppose her finery was afforded her by
+Caro?--Messer Annibale Caro--who is so much in debt that he is never
+like to return to Piacenza, unless some dolt of a patron rewards him for
+his poetaster's labours.
+
+"No, no, my shaveling. It was I who paid--I who was the fool. God! I
+more than suspected the others. But you. You saint... You!"
+
+He flung up his head, and laughed bitterly and unpleasantly. "Ah,
+well!" he ended, "You are to pay, though in different kind. It is in the
+family, you see." And abruptly raising his voice he shouted to the men
+to wait.
+
+Thereafter he rode ahead, alone and gloomy, whilst no less alone and
+gloomy rode I amid my guards. The thing he had revealed to me had torn
+away a veil from my silly eyes. It had made me understand a hundred
+little matters that hitherto had been puzzling me. And I saw how utterly
+and fatuously blind I had been to things which even Fra Gervasio had
+apprehended from just the relation he had drawn from me.
+
+It was as we were entering Piacenza by the Gate of San Lazzaro that I
+again drew my cousin to my side.
+
+"Sir Captain!" I called to him, for I could not bring myself to address
+him as cousin now. He came, inquiry in his eyes.
+
+"Where is she now?" I asked.
+
+He stared at me a moment, as if my effrontery astonished him. Then
+he shrugged and sneered. "I would I knew for certain," was his fierce
+answer. "I would I knew. Then should I have the pair of you." And I saw
+it in his face how unforgivingly he hated me out of his savage jealousy.
+"My Lord Gambara might tell you. I scarcely doubt it. Were I but
+certain, what a reckoning should I not present! He may be Governor of
+Piacenza, but were he Governor of Hell he should not escape me." And
+with that he rode ahead again, and left me.
+
+The rumour of our coming sped through the streets ahead of us, and out
+of the houses poured the townsfolk to watch our passage and to point me
+out one to another with many whisperings and solemn head-waggings. And
+the farther we advanced, the greater was the concourse, until by the
+time we reached the square before the Communal Palace we found there
+what amounted to a mob awaiting us.
+
+My guards closed round me as if to protect me from that crowd. But I
+was strangely without fear, and presently I was to see how little cause
+there was for any, and to realize that the action of my guards was
+sprung from a very different motive.
+
+The people stood silent, and on every upturned face of which I caught a
+glimpse I saw something that was akin to pity. Presently, however, as we
+drew nearer to the Palace, a murmur began to rise. It swelled and grew
+fierce. Suddenly a cry rose vehement and clear.
+
+"Rescue! Rescue!"
+
+"He is the Lord of Mondolfo," shouted one tall fellow, "and the
+Cardinal-legate makes a cat's-paw of him! He is to suffer for Messer
+Gambara's villainy!"
+
+Again he was answered by the cry--"Rescue! Rescue!" whilst some added an
+angry--"Death to the Legate!"
+
+Whilst I was deeply marvelling at all this, Cosimo looked at me over
+his shoulder, and though his lips were steady, his eyes seemed to smile,
+charged with a message of derision--and something more, something that I
+could not read. Then I heard his hard, metallic voice.
+
+"Back there, you curs! To your kennels! Out of the way, or we ride you
+down."
+
+He had drawn his sword, and his white hawk-face was so cruel and
+determined that they fell away before him and their cries died down.
+
+We passed into the courtyard of the Communal Palace, and the great
+studded gates were slammed in the faces of the mob, and barred.
+
+I got down from my mule, and was conducted at Cosimo's bidding to one
+of the dungeons under the Palace, where I was left with the announcement
+that I must present myself to-morrow before the Tribunal of the Ruota.
+
+I flung myself down upon the dried rushes that had been heaped in
+a corner to do duty for a bed, and I abandoned myself to my bitter
+thoughts. In particular I pondered the meaning of the crowd's strange
+attitude. Nor was it a riddle difficult to resolve. It was evident that
+believing Gambara, as they did, to be Giuliana's lover, and informed
+perhaps--invention swelling rumour as it will--that the Cardinal-legate
+had ridden late last night to Fifanti's house, it had been put about
+that the foul murder done there was Messer Gambara's work.
+
+Thus was the Legate reaping the harvest of all the hatred he had sown,
+of all the tyranny and extortion of his iron rule in Piacenza. And
+willing to believe any evil of the man they hated, they not only laid
+Fifanti's death at his door, but they went to further lengths and
+accounted that I was the cat's-paw; that I was to be sacrificed to save
+the Legate's face and reputation. They remembered perhaps the ill-odour
+in which we Anguissola of Mondolfo had been at Rome, for the ghibelline
+leanings that ever had been ours and for the rebellion of my father
+against the Pontifical sway; and their conclusions gathered a sort of
+confirmation from that circumstance.
+
+Long upon the very edge of mutiny and revolt against Gambara's
+injustice, it had needed but what seemed a crowning one such as this to
+quicken their hatred into expression.
+
+It was all very clear and obvious, and it seemed to me that to-morrow's
+trial should be very interesting. I had but to deny; I had but to make
+myself the mouthpiece of the rumour that was abroad, and Heaven alone
+could foretell what the consequences might be.
+
+Then I smiled bitterly to myself. Deny? O, no! That was a last vileness
+I could not perpetrate. The Ruota should hear the truth, and Gambara
+should be left to shelter Giuliana, who--Cosimo was assured--had fled to
+him in her need as to a natural protector.
+
+It was a bitter thought. The intensity of that bitterness made me
+realize with alarm how it still was with me. And pondering this, I fell
+asleep, utterly worn out in body and in mind by the awful turmoil of
+that day.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER III. GAMBARA'S INTERESTS
+
+
+I awakened to find a man standing beside me. He was muffled in a black
+cloak and carried a lanthorn. Behind him the door gaped as he had left
+it.
+
+Instantly I sat up, conscious of my circumstance and surroundings, and
+at my movement this visitor spoke.
+
+"You sleep very soundly for a man in your case." said he, and the voice
+was that of my Lord Gambara, its tone quite coldly critical.
+
+He set down the lanthorn on a stool, whence it shed a wheel of yellow
+light intersected with black beams. His cloak fell apart, and I saw that
+he was dressed for riding, very plainly, in sombre garments, and that he
+was armed.
+
+He stood slightly to one side that the light might fall upon my face,
+leaving his own in shadow; thus he considered me for some moments in
+silence. At last, very slowly, very bitterly, shaking his head as he
+spoke.
+
+"You fool, you clumsy fool!" he said.
+
+Having drawn, as you have seen, my own conclusions from the attitude of
+the mob, I was in little doubt as to the precise bearing of his words.
+
+I answered him sincerely. "If folly were all my guilt," said I, "it
+would be well."
+
+He sniffed impatiently. "Still sanctimonious!" he sneered. "Tcha! Up
+now, and play the man, at least. You have shed your robe of sanctity,
+Messer Agostino; have done with pretence!"
+
+"I do not pretend," I answered him. "And as for playing the man, I shall
+accept what punishment the law may have for me with fortitude at least.
+If I can but expiate..."
+
+"Expiate a fig!" he snapped, interrupting me. "Why do you suppose that I
+am here?"
+
+"I wait to learn."
+
+"I am here because through your folly you have undone us all. What
+need," he cried, the anger of expostulation quivering in his voice,
+"what need was there to kill that oaf Fifanti?"
+
+"He would have killed me," said I. "I slew him in self-defence."
+
+"Ha! And do you hope to save your neck with such a plea?"
+
+"Nay. I have no thought of urging it. I but tell it you."
+
+"There is not the need to tell me anything," he answered, his anger
+very plain. "I am very well informed of all. Rather, let me tell you
+something. Do you realize, sir, that you have made it impossible for me
+to abide another day in Piacenza?"
+
+"I am sorry..." I began lamely.
+
+"Present your regrets to Satan," he snapped. "Me they avail nothing.
+I am put to the necessity of abandoning my governorship and fleeing by
+night like a hunted thief. And I have you to thank for it. You see me on
+the point of departure. My horses wait above. So you may add my ruin to
+the other fine things you accomplished yesternight. For a saint you are
+over-busy, sir." And he turned away and strode the length of my cell and
+back, so that, at last, I had a glimpse of his face, which was drawn and
+scowling. Gone now was the last vestige of his habitual silkiness; the
+pomander-ball hung neglected, and his delicate fingers tugged viciously
+at his little pointed beard, his great sapphire ring flashing sombrely.
+
+"Look you, Ser Agostino, I could kill you and take joy in it. I could,
+by God!"
+
+His eyes upon me, he drew from his breast a folded paper. "Instead, I
+bring you liberty. I open your doors for you, and bid you escape. Here,
+man, take this paper. Present it to the officer at the Fodesta Gate.
+He will let you pass. And then away with you, out of the territory of
+Piacenza."
+
+For an instant my heart-beats seemed suspended by astonishment. I swung
+my legs round, and half rose, excitedly. Then I sank back again. My mind
+was made up. I was tired of the world; sick of life the first draught of
+which had turned so bitter in my throat. If by my death I might expiate
+my sins and win pardon by my submission and humility, it was all I could
+desire. I should be glad to be released from all the misery and sorrow
+into which I had been born.
+
+I told him so in some few words. "You mean me well, my lord," I ended,
+"and I thank you. But..."
+
+"By God and the Saints!" he blazed, "I do not mean you well at all. I
+mean you anything but well. Have I not said that I could kill you
+with satisfaction? Whatever be the sins of Egidio Gambara, he is no
+hypocrite, and he lets his enemies see his face unmasked."
+
+"But, then," I cried, amazed, "why do you offer me my freedom?"
+
+"Because this cursed populace is in such a temper that if you are
+brought to trial I know not what may happen. As likely as not we shall
+have an insurrection, open revolt against the Pontifical authority, and
+red war in the streets. And this is not the time for it.
+
+"The Holy Father requires the submission of these people. We are upon
+the eve of Duke Pier Luigi's coming to occupy his new States, and it
+imports that he should be well received, that he should be given a
+loving welcome by his subjects. If, instead, they meet him with revolt
+and defiance, the reasons will be sought, and the blame of the affair
+will recoil upon me. Your cousin Cosimo will see to that. He is a very
+subtle gentleman, this cousin of yours, and he has a way of working to
+his own profit. So now you understand. I have no mind to be crushed in
+this business. Enough have I suffered already through you, enough am
+I suffering in resigning my governorship. So there is but one way
+out. There must be no trial to-morrow. It must be known that you have
+escaped. Thus they will be quieted, and the matter will blow over. So
+now, Ser Agostino, we understand each other. You must go."
+
+"And whither am I to go?" I cried, remembering my mother and that
+Mondolfo--the only place of safety--was closed to me by her cruelly
+pious hands.
+
+"Whither?" he echoed. "What do I care? To Hell--anywhere, so that you
+get out of this."
+
+"I'd sooner hang," said I quite seriously.
+
+"You'ld hang and welcome, for all the love I bear you," he answered, his
+impatience growing. "But if you hang blood will be shed, innocent lives
+will be lost, and I myself may come to suffer."
+
+"For you, sir, I care nothing," I answered him, taking his own tone, and
+returning him the same brutal frankness that he used with me. "That you
+deserve to suffer I do not doubt. But since other blood than yours might
+be shed as you say, since innocent lives might be lost... Give me the
+paper."
+
+He was frowning upon me, and smiling viperishly at the same time.
+"I like your frankness better than your piety," said he. "So now we
+understand each other, and know that neither is in the other's debt.
+Hereafter beware of Egidio Gambara. I give you this last loyal warning.
+See that you do not come into my way again."
+
+I rose and looked at him--looked down from my greater height. I knew
+well the source of this last, parting show of hatred. Like Cosimo's
+it sprang from jealousy. And a growth more potential of evil does not
+exist.
+
+He bore my glance a moment, then turned and took up the lanthorn.
+"Come," he said, and obediently I followed him up the winding stone
+staircase, and so to the very gates of the Palace.
+
+We met no one. What had become of the guards, I cannot think; but I am
+satisfied that Gambara himself had removed them. He opened the wicket
+for me, and as I stepped out he gave me the paper and whistled softly.
+Almost at once I heard a sound of muffled hooves under the colonnade,
+and presently loomed the figures of a man and a mule; both dim and
+ghostly in the pearly light of dawn--for that was the hour.
+
+Gambara followed me out, and pulled the wicket after him.
+
+"That beast is for you," he said curtly. "It will the better enable you
+to get away."
+
+As curtly I acknowledged the gift, and mounted whilst the groom held the
+stirrup for me.
+
+O! it was the oddest of transactions! My Lord Gambara with death in his
+heart very reluctantly giving me a life I did not want.
+
+I dug my heels into the mule's sides and started across the silent,
+empty square, then plunged into a narrow street where the gloom was
+almost as of midnight, and so pushed on.
+
+I came out into the open space before the Porta Fodesta, and so to the
+gate itself. From one of the windows of the gatehouse, a light shone
+yellow, and, presently, in answer to my call, out came an officer
+followed by two men, one of whom carried a lanthorn swinging from his
+pike. He held this light aloft, whilst the officer surveyed me.
+
+"What now?" he challenged. "None passes out to-night."
+
+For answer I thrust the paper under his nose. "Orders from my Lord
+Gambara," said I.
+
+But he never looked at it. "None passes out to-night," he repeated
+imperturbably. "So run my orders."
+
+"Orders from whom?" quoth I, surprised by his tone and manner.
+
+"From the Captain of Justice, if you must know. So you may get you back
+whence you came, and wait till daylight."
+
+"Ah, but stay," I said. "I do not think you can have heard me. I carry
+orders from my Lord the Governor. The Captain of Justice cannot overbear
+these." And I shook the paper insistently.
+
+"My orders are that none is to pass--not even the Governor himself," he
+answered firmly.
+
+It was very daring of Cosimo, and I saw his aim. He was, as Gambara
+had said, a very subtle gentleman. He, too, had set his finger upon the
+pulse of the populace, and perceived what might be expected of it.
+He was athirst for vengeance, as he had shown me, and determined that
+neither I nor Gambara should escape. First, I must be tried, condemned,
+and hanged, and then he trusted, no doubt, that Gambara would be torn
+in pieces; and it was quite possible that Messer Cosimo himself would
+secretly find means to fan the mob's indignation against the Legate into
+fierce activity. And it seemed that the game was in his hands, for this
+officer's resoluteness showed how implicitly my cousin was obeyed.
+
+Of that same resoluteness of the lieutenant's I was to have a yet
+more signal proof. For presently, whilst still I stood there vainly
+remonstrating, down the street behind me rode Gambara himself on a tall
+horse, followed by a mule-litter and an escort of half a score of armed
+grooms.
+
+He uttered an exclamation when he saw me still there, the gate shut and
+the officer in talk with me. He spurred quickly forward.
+
+"How is this?" he demanded haughtily and angrily. "This man rides upon
+the business of the State. Why this delay to open for him?"
+
+"My orders," said the lieutenant, civilly but firmly, "are that none
+passes out to-night."
+
+"Do you know me?" demanded Gambara.
+
+"Yes, my lord."
+
+"And you dare talk to me of your orders? There are no orders here in
+Piacenza but my orders. Set me wide the wicket of that gate. I myself
+must pass."
+
+"My lord, I dare not."
+
+"You are insubordinate," said the Legate, of a sudden very cold.
+
+He had no need to ask whose orders were these. At once he saw the
+trammel spread for him. But if Messer Cosimo was subtle, so, too, was
+Messer Gambara. By not so much as a word did he set his authority in
+question with the officer.
+
+"You are insubordinate," was all he answered him, and then to the two
+men-at-arms behind the lieutenant--"Ho, there!" he called. "Bring out
+the guard. I am Egidio Gambara, your Governor."
+
+So calm and firm and full of assurance was his tone, so unquestionable
+his right to command them, that the men sprang instantly to obey him.
+
+"What would you do, my lord?" quoth the officer, and he seemed daunted.
+
+"Buffoon," said Gambara between his teeth. "You shall see."
+
+Six men came hurrying from the gatehouse, and the Cardinal called to
+them.
+
+"Let the corporal stand forth," he said.
+
+A man advanced a pace from the rank they had hastily formed and saluted.
+
+"Place me your officer under arrest," said the Legate coldly, advancing
+no reason for the order. "Let him be locked in the gatehouse until my
+return; and do you, sir corporal, take command here meanwhile."
+
+The startled fellow saluted again, and advanced upon his officer. The
+lieutenant looked up with sudden uneasiness in his eyes. He had gone too
+far. He had not reckoned upon being dealt with in this summary fashion.
+He had been bold so long as he conceived himself no more than Cosimo's
+mouthpiece, obeying orders for the issuing of which Cosimo must answer.
+Instead, it seemed, the Governor intended that he should answer for them
+himself. Whatever he now dared, he knew--as Gambara knew--that his men
+would never dare to disobey the Governor, who was the supreme authority
+there under the Pope.
+
+"My lord," he exclaimed, "I had my orders from the Captain of Justice."
+
+"And dare you to say that your orders included my messengers and my own
+self?" thundered the dainty prelate.
+
+"Explicitly, my lord," answered the lieutenant.
+
+"It shall be dealt with on my return, and if what you say is proved
+true, the Captain of Justice shall suffer with yourself for this
+treason--for that is the offence. Take him away, and someone open me
+that gate."
+
+There was an end to disobedience, and a moment or two later we stood
+outside the town, on the bank of the river, which gurgled and flowed
+away smoothly and mistily in the growing light, between the rows of
+stalwart poplars that stood like sentinels to guard it.
+
+"And now begone," said Gambara curtly to me, and wheeling my mule I rode
+for the bridge of boats, crossed it, and set myself to breast the slopes
+beyond.
+
+Midway up I checked and looked back across the wide water. The light had
+grown quite strong by now, and in the east there was a faint pink flush
+to herald the approaching sun. Away beyond the river, moving southward,
+I could just make out the Legate's little cavalcade. And then, for the
+first time, a question leapt in my mind concerning the litter whose
+leathern curtains had remained so closely drawn. Whom did it contain?
+Could it be Giuliana? Had Cosimo spoken the truth when he said that she
+had gone to Gambara for shelter?
+
+A little while ago I had sighed for death and exulted in the chance of
+expiation and of purging myself of the foulness of sin. And now, at
+the sudden thought that occurred to me, I fell a prey to an insensate
+jealousy touching the woman whom I had lately loathed as the cause of my
+downfall. O, the inconstancy of the human heart, and the eternal battles
+in such poor natures as mine between the knowledge of right and the
+desire for wrong!
+
+It was in vain that I sought to turn my thoughts to other things;
+in vain that I cast them back upon my recent condition and my recent
+resolves; in vain that I remembered the penitence of yestermorn, the
+confession at Fra Gervasio's knee, and the strong resolve to do penance
+and make amends by the purity of all my after-life. Vain was it all.
+
+I turned my mule about, and still wrestling with my conscience, choking
+it, I rode down the hill again, and back across the bridge, and then
+away to the south, to follow Messer Gambara and set an end to doubt.
+
+I must know. I must! It was no matter that conscience told me that here
+was no affair of mine; that Giuliana belonged to the past from which I
+was divorced, the past for which I must atone and seek forgiveness. I
+must know. And so I rode along the dusty highway in pursuit of Messer
+Gambara, who was proceeding, I imagined, to join the Duke at Parma.
+
+I had no difficulty in following them. A question here, and a question
+there, accompanied by a description of the party, was all that was
+necessary to keep me on their track. And ever, it seemed to me from the
+answers that I got, was I lessening the distance that separated us.
+
+I was weak for want of food, for the last time that I had eaten was
+yesterday at noon, at Mondolfo; and then but little. Yet all I had this
+day were some bunches of grapes that I stole in passing from a vineyard
+and ate as I trotted on along that eternal Via Aemilia.
+
+It was towards noon, at last, that a taverner at Castel Guelfo informed
+me that my party had passed through the town but half an hour ahead of
+me. At the news I urged my already weary beast along, for unless I made
+good haste now it might well happen that Parma should swallow up Gambara
+and his party ere I overtook them. And then, some ten minutes later,
+I caught a flutter of garments half a mile or so ahead of me, amid the
+elms. I quitted the road and entered the woodland. A little way I still
+rode; then, dismounting, I tethered my mule, and went forward cautiously
+on foot.
+
+I found them in a little sunken dell by a tiny rivulet. Lying on my
+belly in the long grass above, I looked down upon them with a black
+hatred of jealousy in my heart.
+
+They were reclining there, in that cool, fragrant spot in the shadow of
+a great beech-tree. A cloth had been spread upon the ground, and upon
+this were platters of roast meats, white bread and fruits, and a flagon
+of wine, a second flagon standing in the brook to cool.
+
+My Lord Gambara was talking and she was regarding him with eyes that
+were half veiled, a slow, insolent smile upon her matchless face.
+Presently at something that he said she laughed outright, a laugh so
+tuneful and light-hearted that I thought I must be dreaming all this. It
+was the gay, frank, innocent laughter of a child; and I never heard in
+all my life a sound that caused me so much horror. He leaned across to
+her, and stroked her velvet cheek with his delicate hand, whilst she
+suffered it in that lazy fashion that was so peculiarly her own.
+
+I stayed for no more. I wriggled back a little way to where a clump of
+hazel permitted me to rise without being seen. Thence I fled the spot.
+And as I went, my heart seemed as it must burst, and my lips could frame
+but one word which I kept hurling out of me like an imprecation, and
+that word was "Trull!"
+
+Two nights ago had happened enough to stamp her soul for ever with
+sorrow and despair. Yet she could sit there, laughing and feasting and
+trulling it lightly with the Legate!
+
+The little that remained me of my illusions was shivered in that hour.
+There was, I swore, no good in all the world; for even where goodness
+sought to find a way, it grew distorted, as in my mother's case. And yet
+through all her pietism surely she had been right! There was no peace,
+no happiness save in the cloister. And at last the full bitterness of
+penitence and regret overtook me when I reflected that by my own act I
+had rendered myself for ever unworthy of the cloister's benign shelter.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IV. THE ANCHORITE OF MONTE ORSARO
+
+
+I went blindly through the tangle of undergrowth, stumbling at every
+step and scarce noticing that I stumbled; and in this fashion I came
+presently back to my mule.
+
+I mounted and rode amain, not by the way that I had come, but westward;
+not by road, but by bridle-paths, through meadow-land and forest, up
+hill and down, like a man entranced, not knowing whither I went nor
+caring.
+
+Besides, whither was I to go? Like my father before me I was an outcast,
+a fugitive outlaw. But this troubled me not yet. My mind, my wounded,
+tortured mind was all upon the past. It was of Giuliana that I thought
+as I rode in the noontide warmth of that September day. And never can
+human brain have held a sorer conflict of reflection than was mine.
+
+No shadow now remained of the humour that had possessed me in the hour
+in which I had repudiated her after the murder of Fifanti. I had heard
+Fra Gervasio deliver judgment upon her, and I had doubted his justice,
+felt that he used her mercilessly. My own sight had now confirmed to me
+the truth of what he had said; but in doing so--in allowing me to
+see her in another man's possession--a very rage of jealousy had been
+stirred in me and a greater rage of longing.
+
+This longing followed upon my first bitter denunciation of her; and it
+followed soon. It is in our natures, as I then experienced, never more
+to desire a thing than when we see it lost to us. Bitterly now did I
+reproach myself for not having borne her off with me two nights ago when
+I had fled Fifanti's house, when she herself had urged that course upon
+me. I despised myself, out of my present want, for my repudiation of
+her--a hundred times more bitterly than I had despised myself when I
+imagined that I had done a vileness by that repudiation.
+
+Never until now, did it seem to me, had I known how deeply I loved her,
+how deeply the roots of our passion had burrowed down into my heart,
+and fastened there to be eradicated only with life itself. So thought I
+then; and thinking so I cried her name aloud, called to her through the
+scented pine-woods, thus voicing my longing and my despair.
+
+And swift on the heels of this would come another mood. There would come
+the consciousness of the sin of it all, the imperative need to cleanse
+myself of this, to efface her memory from my soul which could not hold
+it without sinning anew in fierce desire. I strove to do so with all my
+poor weak might. I denounced her to myself again for a soulless harlot;
+blamed her for all the ill that had befallen me; accounted her the
+very hand that had wielded me, a senseless instrument, to slay her
+importunate husband.
+
+And then I perceived that this was as pitiful a ruse of self-deception
+as that of the fox in the fable unable to reach the luscious grapes
+above him. For as well might a starving man seek to compel by an effort
+of his will the hunger to cease from gnawing at his vitals.
+
+Thus were desire and conscience locked in conflict, and each held the
+ascendancy alternately what time I pushed onward aimlessly until I came
+to the broad bed of a river.
+
+A grey waste of sun-parched boulders spread away to the stream, which
+was diminished by the long drought. Beyond the narrow sheen of water,
+stretched another rocky space, and then came the green of meadows and a
+brown city upon the rising ground.
+
+The city was Fornovo, and the diminished river was the Taro, the
+ancient boundary between the Gaulish and Ligurian folk. I stood upon the
+historic spot where Charles VIII had cut his way through the allies to
+win back to France after the occupation of Naples. But the grotesque
+little king who had been dust for a quarter of a century troubled my
+thoughts not at all just then. The Taro brought me memories not of
+battle, but of home. To reach Mondolfo I had but to follow the river up
+the valley towards that long ridge of the Apennines arrayed before me,
+with the tall bulks of Mount Giso and Mount Orsaro, their snow-caps
+sparkling in the flood of sunshine that poured down upon them.
+Two hours, or perhaps three at most, along the track of that cool,
+glittering water, and the grey citadel of Mondolfo would come into view.
+
+It was this very reflection that brought me now to consider my
+condition; to ask myself whither I should turn. Money I had none--not so
+much as a single copper grosso. To sell I had nothing but the clothes I
+stood in--black, clerkly garments that I had got yesterday at Mondolfo.
+Not so much as a weapon had I that I might have bartered for a few
+coins. There was the mule; that should yield a ducat or two. But when
+this was spent, what then? To go a suppliant to that pious icicle my
+mother were worse than useless.
+
+Whither was I to turn--I, Lord of Mondolfo and Carmina, one of the
+wealthiest and most puissant tyrants of this Val di Taro? It provoked me
+almost to laughter, of a fierce and bitter sort. Perhaps some peasant
+of the contado would take pity on his lord and give him shelter and
+nourishment in exchange for such labour as his lord might turn his stout
+limbs to upon that peasant's land, which was my own.
+
+I might perhaps essay it. Certainly it was the only thing that was left
+me. For against my mother and to support my rights I might not invoke
+a law which had placed me under a ban, a law that would deal me out its
+rigours did I reveal myself.
+
+Then I had thoughts of seeking sanctuary in some monastery, of offering
+myself as a lay-brother, to do menial work, and in this way perhaps I
+might find peace, and, in a lesser degree than was originally intended,
+the comforts of the religion to which I had been so grossly unfaithful.
+The thought grew and developed into a resolve. It brought me some
+comfort. It became a desire.
+
+I pushed on, following the river along ground that grew swiftly steeper,
+conscious that perforce my journey must end soon, for my mule was
+showing signs of weariness.
+
+Some three miles farther, having by then penetrated the green rampart
+of the foothills, I came upon the little village of Pojetta. It is a
+village composed of a single street throwing out as its branches a few
+narrow alleys, possessing a dingy church and a dingier tavern; this last
+had for only sign a bunch of withered rosemary that hung above its grimy
+doors.
+
+I drew rein there as utterly weary as my mule, hungry and thirsty
+and weak. I got down and invited the suspicious scrutiny of the
+lantern-jawed taverner, who, for all that my appearance was humble
+enough in such garments as I wore, must have accounted me none the less
+of too fine an air for such a house as his.
+
+"Care for my beast," I bade him. "I shall stay here an hour or two."
+
+He nodded surlily, and led the mule away, whilst I entered the tavern's
+single room. Coming into it from the sunlight I could scarcely see
+anything at first, so dark did the place seem. What light there was came
+through the open door; for the chamber's single window had long since
+been rendered opaque by a screen of accumulated dust and cobwebs. It
+was a roomy place, low-ceilinged with blackened rafters running parallel
+across its dirty yellow wash.
+
+The floor was strewn with foul rushes that must have lain unchanged for
+months, slippery with grease and littered with bones that had been flung
+there by the polite guests the place was wont to entertain. And it stank
+most vilely of rancid oil and burnt meats and other things indefinable
+in all but their acrid, nauseating, unclean pungency.
+
+A fire was burning low at the room's far end, and over this a girl
+was stooping, tending something in a stew-pot. She looked round at my
+advent, and revealed herself for a tall, black-haired, sloe-eyed wench,
+comely in a rude, brown way, and strong, to judge by the muscular arms
+which were bared to the elbow.
+
+Interest quickened her face at sight of so unusual a patron. She
+slouched forward, wiping her hands upon her hips as she came, and pulled
+out a stool for me at the long trestle-table that ran down the middle of
+the floor.
+
+Grouped about the upper end of this table sat four men of the peasant
+type, sun-tanned, bearded, and rudely garbed in loose jerkins and cross
+gartered leg cloths.
+
+A silence had fallen upon them as I entered, and they too were now
+inspecting me with a frank interest which in their simple way they made
+no attempt to conceal.
+
+I sank wearily to the stool, paying little heed to them, and in answer
+to the girl's invitation to command her, I begged for meat and bread
+and wine. Whilst she was preparing these, one of the men addressed me
+civilly; and I answered him as civilly but absently, for I had enough of
+other matters to engage my thoughts. Then another of them questioned me
+in a friendly tone as to whence I came. Instinctively I concealed the
+truth, answering vaguely that I was from Castel Guelfo--which was the
+neighbourhood in which I had overtaken my Lord Gambara and Giuliana.
+
+"And what do they say at Castel Guelfo of the things that are happening
+in Piacenza?" asked another.
+
+"In Piacenza?" quoth I. "Why, what is happening in Piacenza?"
+
+Eagerly, with an ardour to show themselves intimate with the affairs of
+towns, as is the way of rustics, they related to me what already I had
+gathered to be the vulgar version of Fifanti's death. Each spoke in
+turn, cutting in the moment another paused to breathe, and sometimes
+they spoke together, each anxious to have the extent of his information
+revealed and appreciated.
+
+And their tale, of course, was that Gambara, being the lover of
+Fifanti's wife, had dispatched the doctor on a trumped-up mission, and
+had gone to visit her by night. But that the suspicious Fifanti lying
+near by in wait, and having seen the Cardinal enter, followed him soon
+after and attacked him, whereupon the Lord Gambara had slain him. And
+then that wily, fiendish prelate had sought to impose the blame upon the
+young Lord of Mondolfo, who was a student in the pedant's house, and
+he had caused the young man's arrest. But this the Piacentini would not
+endure. They had risen, and threatened the Governor's life; and he was
+fled to Rome or Parma, whilst the authorities to avoid a scandal had
+connived at the escape of Messer d'Anguissola, who was also gone, no man
+knew whither.
+
+The news had travelled speedily into that mountain fastness, it seemed.
+But it had been garbled at its source. The Piacentini conceived that
+they held some evidence of what they believed--the evidence of the lad
+whom Fifanti had left to spy and who had borne him the tale that the
+Cardinal was within. This evidence they accounted well-confirmed by the
+Legate's flight.
+
+Thus is history written. Not a doubt but that some industrious scribe in
+Piacenza with a grudge against Gambara, would set down what was the
+talk of the town; and hereafter, it is not to be doubted, the murder of
+Astorre Fifanti for the vilest of all motives will be added to the many
+crimes of Egidio Gambara, that posterity may execrate his name even
+beyond its already rich enough deserts.
+
+I heard them in silence and but little moved, yet with a question now
+and then to probe how far this silly story went in detail. And whilst
+they were still heaping abuse upon the Legate--of whom they spoke as
+Jews may speak of pork--came the lantern-jawed host with a dish of
+broiled goat, some bread, and a jug of wine. This he set before me, then
+joined them in their vituperation of Messer Gambara.
+
+I ate ravenously, and for all that I do not doubt the meat was tough
+and burnt, yet at the time those pieces of broiled goat upon that dirty
+table seemed the sweetest food that ever had been set before me.
+
+Finding that I was but indifferently communicative and had little news
+to give them, the peasants fell to gossiping among themselves, and
+they were presently joined by the girl, whose name, it seemed, was
+Giovannozza. She came to startle them with the rumour of a fresh miracle
+attributed to the hermit of Monte Orsaro.
+
+I looked up with more interest than I had hitherto shown in anything
+that had been said, and I inquired who might be this anchorite.
+
+"Sainted Virgin!" cried the girl, setting her hands upon her generous
+hips, and turning her bold sloe-eyes upon me in a stare of incredulity.
+"Whence are you, sir, that you seem to know nothing of the world? You
+had not heard the news of Piacenza, which must be known to everyone by
+now; and you have never heard of the anchorite of Monte Orsaro!" She
+appealed by a gesture to Heaven against the Stygian darkness of my mind.
+
+"He is a very holy man," said one of the peasants.
+
+"And he dwells alone in a hut midway up the mountain," added a second.
+
+"In a hut which he built for himself with his own hands," a third
+explained.
+
+"And he lives on nuts and herbs and such scraps of food as are left
+him by the charitable," put in the fourth, to show himself as full of
+knowledge as his fellows.
+
+But now it was Giovannozza who took up the story, firmly and resolutely;
+and being a woman she easily kept her tongue going and overbore the
+peasants so that they had no further share in the tale until it was
+entirely told. From her I learnt that the anchorite, one Fra Sebastiano,
+possessed a miraculous image of the blessed martyr St. Sebastian, whose
+wounds miraculously bled during Passion Week, and that there were no
+ills in the world that this blood would not cure, provided that those to
+whom it was applied were clean of mortal sin and imbued with the spirit
+of grace and faith.
+
+No pious wayfarer going over the Pass of Cisa into Tuscany but would
+turn aside to kiss the image and ask a blessing at the hands of the
+anchorite; and yearly in the season of the miraculous manifestation,
+great pilgrimages were made to the hermitage by folk from the Valleys of
+the Taro and Bagnanza, and even from beyond the Apennines. So that Fra
+Sebastiano gathered great store of alms, part of which he redistributed
+amongst the poor, part of which he was saving to build a bridge over
+the Bagnanza torrent, in crossing which so many poor folk had lost their
+lives.
+
+I listened intently to the tale of wonders that followed, and now the
+peasants joined in again, each with a story of some marvellous cure of
+which he had direct knowledge. And many and amazing were the details
+they gave me of the saint--for they spoke of him as a saint already--so
+that no doubt lingered in my mind of the holiness of this anchorite.
+
+Giovannozza related how a goatherd coming one night over the pass had
+heard from the neighbourhood of the hut the sounds of singing, and the
+music was the strangest and sweetest ever sounded on earth, so that it
+threw the poor fellow into a strange ecstasy, and it was beyond doubt
+that what he had heard was an angel choir. And then one of the peasants,
+the tallest and blackest of the four, swore with a great oath that one
+night when he himself had been in the hills he had seen the hermit's hut
+all aglow with heavenly light against the black mass of the mountain.
+
+All this left me presently very thoughtful, filled with wonder and
+amazement. Then their talk shifted again, and it was of the vintage they
+discoursed, the fine yield of grapes about Fontana Fredda, and the heavy
+crop of oil that there would be that year. And then with the hum of
+their voices gradually receding, it ceased altogether for me, and I was
+asleep with my head pillowed upon my arms.
+
+It would be an hour later when I awakened, a little stiff and cramped
+from the uncomfortable position in which I had rested. The peasants had
+departed and the surly-faced host was standing at my side.
+
+"You should be resuming your journey," said he, seeing me awake. "It
+wants but a couple of hours to sunset, and if you are going over the
+pass it were well not to let the night overtake you."
+
+"My journey?" said I aloud, and looked askance at him.
+
+Whither, in Heaven's name, was I journeying?
+
+Then I bethought me of my earlier resolve to seek shelter in some
+convent, and his mention of the pass caused me to think now that it
+would be wiser to cross the mountains into Tuscany. There I should be
+beyond the reach of the talons of the Farnese law, which might close
+upon me again at any time so long as I was upon Pontifical territory.
+
+I rose heavily, and suddenly bethought me of my utter lack of money.
+It dismayed me for a moment. Then I remembered the mule, and determined
+that I must go afoot.
+
+"I have a mule to sell," said I, "the beast in your stables."
+
+He scratched his ear, reflecting no doubt upon the drift of my
+announcement. "Yes?" he said dubiously. "And to what market are you
+taking it?"
+
+"I am offering it to you," said I.
+
+"To me?" he cried, and instantly suspicion entered his crafty eye and
+darkened his brow. "Where got you the mule?" he asked, and snapped his
+lips together.
+
+The girl entering at that moment stood at gaze, listening.
+
+"Where did I get it?" I echoed. "What is that to you?"
+
+He smiled unpleasantly. "It is this to me: that if the bargelli were to
+come up here and discover a stolen mule in my stables, it would be an
+ill thing for me."
+
+I flushed angrily. "Do you imply that I stole the mule?" said I, so
+fiercely that he changed his air.
+
+"Nay now, nay now," he soothed me. "And, after all, it happens that I do
+not want a mule. I have one mule already, and I am a poor man, and..."
+
+"A fig for your whines," said I. "Here is the case. I have no money--not
+a grosso. So the mule must pay for my dinner. Name your price, and let
+us have done."
+
+"Ha!" he fumed at me. "I am to buy your stolen beast, am I? I am to be
+frightened by your violence into buying it? Be off, you rogue, or I'll
+raise the village and make short work of you. Be off, I say!"
+
+He backed away as he spoke, towards the fireplace, and from the corner
+took a stout oaken staff. He was a villain, a thieving rogue. That much
+was plain. And it was no less plain that I must submit, and leave my
+beast to him, or else perhaps suffer a worse alternative.
+
+Had those four honest peasants still been there, he would not have dared
+to have so borne himself. But as it was, without witnesses to say how
+the thing had truly happened, if he raised the village against me how
+should they believe a man who confessed that he had eaten a dinner for
+which he could not pay? It must go very ill with me.
+
+If I tried conclusions with him, I could break him in two
+notwithstanding his staff. But there would remain the girl to give the
+alarm, and when to dishonesty I should have added violence, my case
+would be that of any common bandit.
+
+"Very well," I said. "You are a dirty, thieving rascal, and a vile one
+to take advantage of one in my position. I shall return for the mule
+another day. Meanwhile consider it in pledge for what I owe you. But see
+that you are ready for the reckoning when I present it."
+
+With that, I swung on my heel, strode past the big-eyed girl, out of
+that foul kennel into God's sweet air, followed by the ordures of speech
+which that knave flung after me.
+
+I turned up the street, setting my face towards the mountains, and
+trudged amain.
+
+Soon I was out of the village and ascending the steep road towards the
+Pass of Cisa that leads over the Apennines to Pontremoli. This way had
+Hannibal come when he penetrated into Etruria some two thousand years
+ago. I quitted the road and took to bridle-paths under the shoulder
+of the mighty Mount Prinzera. Thus I pushed on and upward through
+grey-green of olive and deep enamelled green of fig-trees, and came at
+last into a narrow gorge between two great mountains, a place of ferns
+and moisture where all was shadow and the air felt chill.
+
+Above me the mountains towered to the blue heavens, their flanks of a
+green that was in places turned to golden, where Autumn's fingers had
+already touched those heights, in places gashed with grey and purple
+wounds, where the bare rock thrust through.
+
+I went on aimlessly, and came presently upon a little fir thicket,
+through which I pushed towards a sound of tumbling waters. I stood at
+last upon the rocks above a torrent that went thundering down the mighty
+gorge which it had cloven itself between the hills. Thence I looked
+down a long, wavering valley over which the rays of the evening sun
+were slanting, and hazily in the distance I could see the russet city
+of Fornovo which I had earlier passed that day. This torrent was the
+Bagnanza, and it effectively barred all passage. So I went up, along its
+bed, scrambling over lichened rocks or sinking my feet into carpets of
+soft, yielding moss.
+
+At length, grown weary and uncertain of my way, I sank down to rest and
+think. And my thoughts were chiefly of that hermit somewhere above me
+in these hills, and of the blessedness of such a life, remote from the
+world that man had made so evil. And then, with thinking of the world,
+came thoughts of Giuliana. Two nights ago I had held her in my arms. Two
+nights ago! And already it seemed a century remote--as remote as all the
+rest of that life of which it seemed a part. For there had been a break
+in my existence with the murder of Fifanti, and in the past two days I
+had done more living and I had aged more than in all the eighteen years
+before.
+
+Thinking of Giuliana, I evoked her image, the glowing, ruddy copper of
+her hair, the dark mystery of her eyes, so heavy-lidded and languorous
+in their smile. My spirit conjured her to stand before me all white and
+seductive as I had known her, and my longings were again upon me like a
+searing torture.
+
+I fought them hard. I sought to shut that image out. But it abode to
+mock me. And then faintly from the valley, borne upon the breeze that
+came sighing through the fir-trees, rose the tinkle of an Angelus bell.
+
+I fell upon my knees and prayed to the Mother of Purity for strength,
+and thus I came once more to peace. That done I crept under the shelter
+of a projecting rock, wrapped my cloak tightly about me, and lay down
+upon the hard ground to rest, for I was very weary.
+
+Lying there I watched the colour fading from the sky. I saw the purple
+lights in the east turn to an orange that paled into faintest yellow,
+and this again into turquoise. The shadows crept up those heights. A
+star came out overhead, then another, then a score of stars to sparkle
+silvery in the blue-black heavens.
+
+I turned on my side, and closed my eyes, seeking to sleep; and then
+quite suddenly I heard a sound of unutterable sweetness--a melody so
+faint and subtle that it had none of the form and rhythm of earthly
+music. I sat up, my breath almost arrested, and listened more intently.
+I could still hear it, but very faint and distant. It was as a sound of
+silver bells, and yet it was not quite that. I remembered the stories I
+had heard that day in the tavern at Pojetta, and the talk of the mystic
+melodies by which travellers had been drawn to the anchorite's abode. I
+noted the direction of the sound, and I determined to be guided by it,
+and to cast myself at the feet of that holy man, to implore of him who
+could heal bodies the miracle of my soul's healing and my mind's purging
+from its torment.
+
+I pushed on, then, through the luminous night, keeping as much as
+possible to the open, for under trees lesser obstacles were not to be
+discerned. The melody grew louder as I advanced, ever following the
+Bagnanza towards its source; and the stream, too, being much less
+turbulent now, did not overbear that other sound.
+
+It was a melody on long humming notes, chiefly, it seemed to me, upon
+two notes with the occasional interjection of a third and fourth, and,
+at long and rare intervals, of a fifth. It was harmonious beyond all
+description, just as it was weird and unearthly; but now that I heard
+it more distinctly it had much more the sound of bells--very sweet and
+silvery.
+
+And then, quite suddenly, I was startled by a human cry--a piteous,
+wailing cry that told of helplessness and pain. I went forward more
+quickly in the direction whence it came, rounded a stout hazel coppice,
+and stood suddenly before a rude hut of pine logs built against the
+side of the rock. Through a small unglazed window came a feeble shaft of
+light.
+
+I halted there, breathless and a little afraid. This must be the
+dwelling of the anchorite. I stood upon holy ground.
+
+And then the cry was repeated. It proceeded from the hut. I advanced to
+the window, took courage and peered in. By the light of a little brass
+oil lamp with a single wick I could faintly make out the interior.
+
+The rock itself formed the far wall of it, and in this a niche was
+carved--a deep, capacious niche in the shadows of which I could faintly
+discern a figure some two feet in height, which I doubted not would
+be the miraculous image of St. Sebastian. In front of this was a rude
+wooden pulpit set very low, and upon it a great book with iron clasps
+and a yellow, grinning skull.
+
+All this I beheld at a single glance. There was no other furniture in
+that little place, neither chair nor table; and the brass lamp was set
+upon the floor, near a heaped-up bed of rushes and dried leaves upon
+which I beheld the anchorite himself. He was lying upon his back, and
+seemed a vigorous, able-bodied man of a good length.
+
+He wore a loose brown habit roughly tied about his middle by a piece of
+rope from which was suspended an enormous string of beads. His beard and
+hair were black, but his face was livid as a corpse's, and as I looked
+at him he emitted a fresh groan, and writhed as if in mortal suffering.
+
+"O my God! My God!" I heard him crying. "Am I to die alone? Mercy! I
+repent me!" And he writhed moaning, and rolled over on his side so that
+he faced me, and I saw that his livid countenance was glistening with
+sweat.
+
+I stepped aside and lifted the latch of the rude door.
+
+"Are you suffering, father?" I asked, almost fearfully. At the sound of
+my voice, he suddenly sat up, and there was a great fear in his eyes.
+Then he fell back again with a cry.
+
+"I thank Thee, my God! I thank Thee!"
+
+I entered, and crossing to his side, I went down on my knees beside him.
+
+Without giving me time to speak, he clutched my arm with one of his
+clammy hands, and raised himself painfully upon his elbow, his eyes
+burning with the fever that was in him.
+
+"A priest!" he gasped. "Get me a priest! Oh, if you would be saved
+from the flames of everlasting Hell, get me a priest to shrive me. I am
+dying, and I would not go hence with the burden of all this sin upon my
+soul."
+
+I could feel the heat of his hand through the sleeve of my coat. His
+condition was plain. A raging fever was burning out his life.
+
+"Be comforted," I said. "I will go at once." And I rose, whilst he
+poured forth his blessings upon me.
+
+At the door I checked to ask what was the nearest place.
+
+"Casi," he said hoarsely. "To your right, you will see the path down the
+hill-side. You cannot miss it. In half an hour you should be there. And
+return at once, for I have not long. I feel it."
+
+With a last word of reassurance and comfort I closed the door, and
+plunged away into the darkness.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER V. THE RENUNCIATION
+
+
+I found the path the hermit spoke of, and followed its sinuous
+downhill course, now running when the ground was open, now moving more
+cautiously, yet always swiftly, when it led me through places darkened
+by trees.
+
+At the end of a half-hour I espied below me the twinkling lights of a
+village on the hill-side, and a few minutes later I was among the houses
+of Casi. To find the priest in his little cottage by the church was an
+easy matter; to tell him my errand and to induce him to come with me, to
+tend the holy man who lay dying alone in the mountain, was as easy. To
+return, however, was the most difficult part of the undertaking; for the
+upward path was steep, and the priest was old and needed such assistance
+as my own very weary limbs could scarcely render him. We had the
+advantage of a lanthorn which he insisted upon bringing, and we made as
+good progress as could be expected. But it was best part of two hours
+after my setting out before we stood once more upon the little platform
+where the hermit had his hut.
+
+We found the place in utter darkness. Through lack of oil his little
+lamp had burned itself out; and when we entered, the man on the bed of
+wattles lay singing a lewd tavern-song, which, coming from such holy
+lips, filled me with horror and amazement.
+
+But the old priest, with that vast and doleful experience of death-beds
+which belongs to men of his class, was quick to perceive the cause of
+this. The fever was flickering up before life's final extinction, and
+the poor moribund was delirious and knew not what he said.
+
+For an hour we watched beside him, waiting. The priest was confident
+that there would be a return of consciousness and a spell of lucidity
+before the end.
+
+Through that lugubrious hour I squatted there, watching the awful
+process of human dissolution for the first time.
+
+Save in the case of Fifanti I had never yet seen death; nor could it be
+said that I had really seen it then. With the pedant, death had been a
+sudden sharp severing of the thread of life, and I had been conscious
+that he was dead without any appreciation of death itself, blinded in
+part by my own exalted condition at the time.
+
+But in this death of Fra Sebastiano I was heated by no participation.
+I was an unwilling and detached spectator, brought there by force of
+circumstance; and my mind received from the spectacle an impression not
+easily to be effaced, an impression which may have been answerable in
+part for that which followed.
+
+Towards dawn at last the sick man's babblings--and they were mostly as
+profane and lewd as his occasional bursts of song--were quieted. The
+unseeing glitter of his eyes that had ever and anon been turned upon us
+was changed to a dull and heavy consciousness, and he struggled to rise,
+but his limbs refused their office.
+
+The priest leaned over him with a whispered word of comfort, then turned
+and signed to me to leave the hut. I rose, and went towards the door.
+But I had scarcely reached it when there was a hoarse cry behind me
+followed by a gasping sob from the priest. I started round to see the
+hermit lying on his back, his face rigid, his mouth open and idiotic,
+his eyes more leaden than they had been a moment since.
+
+"What is it?" I cried, despite myself.
+
+"He has gone, my son," answered the old priest sorrowfully. "But he
+was contrite, and he had lived a saint." And drawing from his breast a
+little silver box, he proceeded to perform the last rites upon the body
+from which the soul was already fled.
+
+I came slowly back and knelt beside him, and long we remained there
+in silent prayer for the repose of that blessed spirit. And whilst we
+prayed the wind rose outside, and a storm grew in the bosom of the night
+that had been so fair and tranquil. The lightning flashed and illumined
+the interior of that hut with a vividness as of broad daylight, throwing
+into livid relief the arrow-pierced St. Sebastian in the niche and the
+ghastly, grinning skull upon the hermit's pulpit.
+
+The thunder crashed and crackled, and the echoes of its artillery went
+booming and rolling round the hills, whilst the rain fell in a terrific
+lashing downpour. Some of it finding a weakness in the roof, trickled
+and dripped and formed a puddle in the middle of the hut.
+
+For upwards of an hour the storm raged, and all the while we remained
+upon our knees beside the dead anchorite. Then the thunder receded and
+gradually died away in the distance; the rain ceased; and the dawn crept
+pale as a moon-stone adown the valley.
+
+We went out to breathe the freshened air just as the first touches of
+the sun quickened to an opal splendour the pallor of that daybreak.
+All the earth was steaming, and the Bagnanza, suddenly swollen, went
+thundering down the gorge.
+
+At sunrise we dug a grave just below the platform with a spade which I
+found in the hut. There we buried the hermit, and over the spot I made a
+great cross with the largest stones that I could find. The priest would
+have given him burial in the hut itself; but I suggested that perhaps
+there might be some other who would be willing to take the hermit's
+place, and consecrate his life to carrying on the man's pious work
+of guarding that shrine and collecting alms for the poor and for the
+building of the bridge.
+
+My tone caused the priest to look at me with sharp, kindly eyes.
+
+"Have you such thoughts for yourself, perchance?" he asked me.
+
+"Unless you should adjudge me too unworthy for the office," I answered
+humbly.
+
+"But you are very young, my son," he said, and laid a kindly hand upon
+my shoulder. "Have you suffered, then, so sorely at the hands of the
+world that you should wish to renounce it and to take up this lonely
+life?"
+
+"I was intended for the priesthood, father," I replied. "I aspired to
+holy orders. But through the sins of the flesh I have rendered myself
+unworthy. Here, perhaps, I can expiate and cleanse my heart of all the
+foulness it gathered in the world."
+
+He left me an hour or so later, to make his way back to Casi, having
+heard enough of my past and having judged sufficiently of my attitude of
+mind to approve me in my determination to do penance and seek peace in
+that isolation. Before going he bade me seek him out at Casi at any
+time should any doubts assail me, or should I find that the burden I had
+taken up was too heavy for my shoulders.
+
+I watched him go down the winding, mountain path, watched the bent old
+figure in his long black gaberdine, until a turn in the path and a clump
+of chestnuts hid him from my sight.
+
+Then I first tasted the loneliness to which on that fair morning I had
+vowed myself. The desolation of it touched me and awoke self-pity in my
+heart, to extinguish utterly the faint flame of ecstasy that had warmed
+me when first I thought of taking the dead anchorite's place.
+
+I was not yet twenty, I was lord of great possessions, and of life I had
+tasted no more than one poisonous, reckless draught; yet I was done
+with the world--driven out of it by penitence. It was just; but it was
+bitter. And then I felt again that touch of ecstasy to reflect that it
+was the bitterness of the resolve that made it worthy, that through its
+very harshness was it that this path should lead to grace.
+
+Later on I busied myself with an inspection of the hut, and my first
+attentions were for the miraculous image. I looked upon it with awe, and
+I knelt to it in prayer for forgiveness for the unworthiness I brought
+to the service of the shrine.
+
+The image itself was very crude of workmanship and singularly ghastly.
+It reminded me poignantly of the Crucifix that had hung upon the
+whitewashed wall of my mother's private dining-room and had been so
+repellent to my young eyes.
+
+From two arrow wounds in the breast descended two brown streaks, relics
+of the last miraculous manifestation. The face of the young Roman
+centurion who had suffered martyrdom for his conversion to Christianity
+was smiling very sweetly and looking upwards, and in that part of his
+work the sculptor had been very happy. But the rest of the carving
+was gruesome and the anatomy was gross and bad, the figure being so
+disproportionately broad as to convey the impression of a stunted dwarf.
+
+The big book standing upon the pulpit of plain deal proved, as I had
+expected, to be a missal; and it became my custom to recite from it each
+morning thereafter the office for the day.
+
+In a rude cupboard I found a jar of baked earth that was half full of
+oil, and another larger jar containing some cakes of maize bread and
+a handful of chestnuts. There was also a brown bundle which resolved
+itself into a monkish habit within which was rolled a hair-shirt.
+
+I took pleasure in this discovery, and I set myself at once to strip off
+my secular garments and to don this coarse brown habit, which, by reason
+of my great height, descended but midway down my calves. For lack of
+sandals I went barefoot, and having made a bundle of the clothes I had
+removed I thrust them into the cupboard in the place of those which I
+had taken thence.
+
+Thus did I, who had been vowed to the anchorite order of St. Augustine,
+enter upon my life as an unordained anchorite. I dragged out the wattles
+upon which my blessed predecessor had breathed his last, and having
+swept the place clean with a bundle of hazel-switches which I cut for
+the purpose, I went to gather fresh boughs and rushes by the swollen
+torrent, and with these I made myself a bed.
+
+My existence became not only one of loneliness, but of grim privation.
+People rarely came my way, save for a few faithful women from Casi or
+Fiori who solicited my prayers in return for the oil and maize-cakes
+which they left me, and sometimes whole days would pass without the
+sight of a single human being. These maize-cakes formed my chief
+nourishment, together with a store or nuts from the hazel coppice that
+grew before my door and some chestnuts which I went further afield to
+gather in the woods. Occasionally, as a gift, there would be a jar of
+olives, which was the greatest delicacy that I savoured in those days.
+No flesh-food or fish did I ever taste, so that I grew very lean and
+often suffered hunger.
+
+My days were spent partly in prayer and partly in meditation, and I
+pondered much upon what I could remember of the Confessions of St.
+Augustine, deriving great consolation from the thought that if that
+great father of the Church had been able to win to grace out of so much
+sin as had befouled his youth, I had no reason to despair. And as yet
+I had received no absolution for the mortal offences I had committed
+at Piacenza. I had confessed to Fra Gervasio, and he had bidden me do
+penance first, but the penance had never been imposed. I was imposing it
+now. All my life should I impose it thus.
+
+Yet, ere it was consummated I might come to die; and the thought
+appalled me, for I must not die in sin.
+
+So I resolved that when I should have spent a year in that fastness I
+would send word to the priest at Casi by some of those who visited my
+hermitage, and desire him to come to me that I might seek absolution at
+his hands.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VI. HYPNEROTOMACHIA
+
+
+At first I seemed to make good progress in my quest after grace, and a
+certain solatium of peace descended upon me, beneficent as the dew of a
+summer night upon the parched and thirsty earth. But anon this changed
+and I would catch the thoughts that should have been bent upon pious
+meditation glancing backward with regretful longings at that life out of
+which I had departed.
+
+I would start up in a pious rage and cast out such thoughts by more
+strenuous prayer and still more strenuous fasting. But as my body grew
+accustomed to the discomforts to which it was subjected, my mind assumed
+a rebellious freedom that clogged the work of purification upon which
+I strove to engage it. My stomach out of its very emptiness conjured
+up evil visions to torment me in the night, and with these I vainly
+wrestled until I remembered the measures which Fra Gervasio told me
+that he had taken in like case. I had then the happy inspiration to have
+recourse to the hair-shirt, which hitherto I had dreaded.
+
+It would be towards the end of October, as the days were growing colder,
+that I first put on that armour against the shafts of Satan. It galled
+me horribly and fretted my tender flesh at almost every movement; but so
+at least, at the expense of the body, I won back to some peace of mind,
+and the flesh, being quelled and subdued, no longer interposed its evil
+humours to the purity I desired for my meditations.
+
+For upwards of a month, then, the mild torture of the goat's-hair cilice
+did the office I required of it. But towards December, my skin having
+grown tough and callous from the perpetual irritation, and inured to
+the fretting of the sharp hair, my mind once more began to wander
+mutinously. To check it again I put off the cilice, and with it all
+other undergarments, retaining no more clothing than just the rough
+brown monkish habit. Thus I exposed myself to the rigours of the
+weather, for it had grown very cold in those heights where I dwelt, and
+the snows were creeping nearer adown the mountain-side.
+
+I had seen the green of the valley turn to gold and then to flaming
+brown. I had seen the fire perish out of those autumnal tints, and with
+the falling of the leaves, a slow, grey, bald decrepitude covering the
+world. And to this had now succeeded chill wintry gales that howled and
+whistled through the logs of my wretched hut, whilst the western wind
+coming down over the frozen zone above cut into me like a knife's edge.
+
+And famished as I was I felt this coldness the more, and daily I grew
+leaner until there was little left of my erstwhile lusty vigour, and I
+was reduced to a parcel of bones held together in a bag of skin, so that
+it almost seemed that I must rattle as I walked.
+
+I suffered, and yet I was glad to suffer, and took a joy in my pain,
+thanking God for the grace of permitting me to endure it, since the
+greater the discomforts of my body, the more numbed became the pain of
+my mind, the more removed from me were the lures of longing with which
+Satan still did battle for my soul. In pain itself I seemed to find
+the nepenthes that others seek from pain; in suffering was my Lethean
+draught that brought the only oblivion that I craved.
+
+I think that in those months my reason wandered a little under all this
+strain; and I think to-day that the long ecstasies into which I fell
+were largely the result of a feverishness that burned in me as a
+consequence of a chill that I had taken.
+
+I would spend long hours upon my knees in prayer and meditation. And
+remembering how others in such case as mine had known the great boon and
+blessing of heavenly visions, I prayed and hoped for some such sign
+of grace, confident in its power to sustain me thereafter against all
+possible temptation.
+
+And then, one night, as the year was touching its end, it seemed to me
+that my prayer was answered. I do not think that my vision was a dream;
+leastways, I do not think that I was asleep when it visited me. I was on
+my knees at the time, beside my bed of wattles, and it was very late
+at night. Suddenly the far end of my hut grew palely lucent, as if a
+phosphorescent vapour were rising from the ground; it waved and rolled
+as it ascended in billows of incandescence, and then out of the heart
+of it there gradually grew a figure all in white over which there was a
+cloak of deepest blue all flecked with golden stars, and in the folded
+hands a sheaf of silver lilies.
+
+I knew no fear. My pulses throbbed and my heart beat ponderously but
+rapturously as I watched the vision growing more and more distinct until
+I could make out the pale face of ineffable sweetness and the veiled
+eyes.
+
+It was the Blessed Madonna, as Messer Pordenone had painted her in the
+Church of Santa Chiara at Piacenza; the dress, the lilies, the sweet
+pale visage, all were known to me, even the billowing cloud upon which
+one little naked foot was resting.
+
+I cried out in longing and in rapture, and I held out my arms to that
+sweet vision. But even as I did so its aspect gradually changed. Under
+the upper part of the blue mantle, which formed a veil, was spread a
+mass of ruddy, gleaming hair; the snowy pallor of the face was warmed
+to the tint of ivory, and the lips deepened to scarlet and writhed in a
+voluptuous smile; the dark eyes glowed languidly; the lilies faded away,
+and the pale hands were held out to me.
+
+"Giuliana!" I cried, and my pure and piously joyous ecstasy was changed
+upon the instant to fierce, carnal longings.
+
+"Giuliana!" I held out my arms, and slowly she floated towards me, over
+the rough earthen floor of my cell.
+
+A frenzy of craving seized me. I was impatient to lock my arms once more
+about that fair sleek body. I sought to rise, to go to meet her slow
+approach, to lessen by a second this agony of waiting. But my limbs were
+powerless. I was as if cast in lead, whilst more and more slowly she
+approached me, so languorously mocking.
+
+And then revulsion took me, suddenly and without any cause or warning.
+I put my hands to my face to shut out a vision whose true significance I
+realized as in a flash.
+
+"Retro me, Sathanas!" I thundered. "Jesus! Maria!"
+
+I rose at last numbed and stiff. I looked again. The vision had
+departed. I was alone in my cell, and the rain was falling steadily
+outside. I groaned despairingly. Then I swayed, reeled sideways and lost
+all consciousness.
+
+When I awoke it was broad day, and the pale wintry sun shone silvery
+from a winter sky. I was very weak and very cold, and when I attempted
+to rise all things swam round me, and the floor of my cell appeared to
+heave like the deck of a ship upon a rolling sea.
+
+For days thereafter I was as a man entranced, alternately frozen with
+cold and burning with fever; and but that a shepherd who had turned
+aside to ask the hermit's blessing discovered me in that condition, and
+remained, out of his charity, for some three days to tend me, it is more
+than likely I should have died.
+
+He nourished me with the milk of goats, a luxury upon which my strength
+grew swiftly, and even after he had quitted my hut he still came daily
+for a week to visit me, and daily he insisted that I should consume the
+milk he brought me, overruling my protests that my need being overpast
+there was no longer the necessity to pamper me.
+
+Thereafter I knew a season of peace.
+
+It was, I then reasoned, as if the Devil having tried me with a
+masterstroke of temptation, and having suffered defeat, had abandoned
+the contest. Yet I was careful not to harbour that thought unduly, nor
+glory in my power, lest such presumption should lead to worse. I thanked
+Heaven for the strength it had lent me, and implored a continuance of
+its protection for a vessel so weak.
+
+And now the hill-side and valley began to put on the raiment of a new
+year. February, like a benignant nymph, tripped down by meadow and
+stream, and touched the slumbering earth with gentler breezes. And
+soon, where she had passed, the crocus reared its yellow head, anemones,
+scarlet, blue and purple, tossed from her lap, sang the glories of
+spring in their tender harmonies of hue, coy violet and sweet-smelling
+nardosmia waved their incense on her altars, and the hellebore sprouted
+by the streams.
+
+Then as birch and beech and oak and chestnut put forth a garb of tender
+pallid green, March advanced and Easter came on apace.
+
+But the approach of Easter filled me with a staggering dread. It was in
+Passion Week that the miracle of the image that I guarded was wont to
+manifest itself. What if through my unworthiness it should fail? The
+fear appalled me, and I redoubled my prayers. There was need; for spring
+which touched the earth so benignly had not passed me by. And at moments
+certain longings for the world would stir in me again, and again would
+come those agonizing thoughts of Giuliana which I had conceived were for
+ever laid to rest, so that I sought refuge once more in the hair-shirt;
+and when this had once more lost its efficacy, I took long whip-like
+branches of tender eglantine to fashion a scourge with which I
+flagellated my naked body so that the thorns tore my flesh and set my
+rebellious blood to flow.
+
+One evening, at last, as I sat outside my hut, gazing over the rolling
+emerald uplands, I had my reward. I almost fainted when first I realized
+it in the extremity of my joy and thankfulness. Very faintly, just as I
+had heard it that night when first I came to the hermitage, I heard now
+the mystic, bell-like music that had guided my footsteps thither. Never
+since that night had the sound of it reached me, though often I had
+listened for it.
+
+It came now wafted down to me, it seemed, upon the evening breeze, a
+sound of angelic chimes infinitely ravishing to my senses, and stirring
+my heart to such an ecstasy of faith and happiness as I had never yet
+known since my coming thither.
+
+It was a sign--a sign of pardon, a sign of grace. It could be naught
+else. I fell upon my knees and rendered my deep and joyous thanks.
+
+And in all the week that followed that unearthly silver music was with
+me, infinitely soothing and solacing. I could wander afield, yet it
+never left me, unless I chanced to go so near the tumbling waters of
+the Bagnanza that their thunder drowned that other blessed sound. I took
+courage and confidence. Passion Week drew nigh; but it no longer had any
+terrors for me. I was adjudged worthy of the guardianship of the shrine.
+Yet I prayed, and made St. Sebastian the special object of my devotions,
+that he should not fail me.
+
+April came, as I learnt of the stray visitors who, of their charity,
+brought me the alms of bread, and the second day of it was the first of
+Holy Week.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VII. INTRUDERS
+
+
+It was on Holy Thursday that the image usually began to bleed, and it
+would continue so to do until the dawn of Easter Sunday.
+
+Each day now, as the time drew nearer, I watched the image closely, and
+on the Wednesday I watched it with a dread anxiety I could not repress,
+for as yet there was no faintest sign. The brown streaks that marked
+the course of the last bleeding continued dry. All that night I prayed
+intently, in a torture of doubt, yet soothed a little by the gentle
+music that was never absent now.
+
+With the first glint of dawn I heard steps outside the hut; but I did
+not stir. By sunrise there was a murmur of voices like the muttering of
+a sea upon its shore. I rose and peered more closely at the saint. He
+was just wood, inanimate and insensible, and there was still no sign.
+Outside, I knew, a crowd of pilgrims was already gathered. They were
+waiting, poor souls. But what was their waiting compared with mine?
+
+Another hour I knelt there, still beseeching Heaven to take mercy
+upon me. But Heaven remained unresponsive and the wounds of the image
+continued dry.
+
+I rose, at last, in a sort of despair, and going to the door of the hut,
+I flung it wide.
+
+The platform was filled with a great crowd of peasantry, and an overflow
+poured down the sides of it and surged up the hill on the right and the
+left. At sight of me, so gaunt and worn, my eyes wild with despair and
+feverish from sleeplessness, a tangled growth of beard upon my hollow
+cheeks, they uttered as with one voice a great cry of awe. The multitude
+swayed and rippled, and then with a curious sound as that of a great
+wind, all went down upon their knees before me--all save the array of
+cripples huddled in the foreground, brought thither, poor wretches, in
+the hope of a miraculous healing.
+
+As I was looking round upon that assembly, my eyes were caught by a
+flash and glitter on the road above us leading to the Cisa Pass. A
+little troop of men-at-arms was descending that way. A score of them
+there would be, and from their lance-heads fluttered scarlet bannerols
+bearing a white device which at that distance I could not make out.
+
+The troop had halted, and one upon a great black horse, a man whose
+armour shone like the sun itself, was pointing down with his mail-clad
+hand. Then they began to move again, and the brightness of their armour,
+the fluttering pennons on their lances, stirred me strangely in that
+fleeting moment, ere I turned again to the faithful who knelt there
+waiting for my words. Dolefully, with hanging head and downcast eyes, I
+made the dread announcement.
+
+"My children, there is yet no miracle."
+
+A deathly stillness followed the words. Then came an uproar, a clamour,
+a wailing. One bold mountaineer thrust forward to the foremost ranks,
+though without rising from his knees.
+
+"Father," he cried, "how can that be? The saint has never failed to
+bleed by dawn on Holy Thursday, these five years past."
+
+"Alas!" I groaned, "I do not know. I but tell you what is. All night
+have I held vigil. But all has been vain. I will go pray again, and do
+you, too, pray."
+
+I dared not tell them of my growing suspicion and fear that the fault
+was in myself; that here was a sign of Heaven's displeasure at the
+impurity of the guardian of that holy place.
+
+"But the music!" cried one of the cripples raucously. "I hear the
+blessed music!"
+
+I halted, and the crowd fell very still to listen. We all heard it
+pealing softly, soothingly, as from the womb of the mountain, and a
+great cry went up once more from that vast assembly, a hopeful cry that
+where one miracle was happening another must happen, that where the
+angelic choirs were singing all must be well.
+
+And then with a thunder of hooves and clank of metal the troop that I
+had seen came over the pasture-lands, heading straight for my hermitage,
+having turned aside from the road. At the foot of the hillock upon which
+my hut was perched they halted at a word from their leader.
+
+I stood at gaze, and most of the people too craned their necks to see
+what unusual pilgrim was this who came to the shrine of St. Sebastian.
+
+The leader swung himself unaided from the saddle, full-armed as he was;
+then going to a litter in the rear, he assisted a woman to alight from
+it.
+
+All this I watched, and I observed too that the device upon the
+bannerols was the head of a white horse. By that device I knew them.
+They were of the house of Cavalcanti--a house that had, as I had heard,
+been in alliance and great friendship with my father. But that their
+coming hither should have anything to do with me or with that friendship
+I was assured was impossible. Not a single soul could know of my
+whereabouts or the identity of the present hermit of Monte Orsaro.
+
+The pair advanced, leaving the troop below to await their return, and as
+they came I considered them, as did, too, the multitude.
+
+The man was of middle height, very broad and active, with long arms, to
+one of which the little lady clung for help up the steep path. He had a
+proud, stern aquiline face that was shaven, so that the straight lines
+of his strong mouth and powerful length of jaw looked as if chiselled
+out of stone. It was only at closer quarters that I observed how the
+general hardness of that countenance was softened by the kindliness of
+his deep brown eyes. In age I judged him to be forty, though in reality
+he was nearer fifty.
+
+The little lady at his side was the daintiest maid that I had ever
+seen. The skin, white as a water-lily, was very gently flushed upon her
+cheeks; the face was delicately oval; the little mouth, the tenderest
+in all the world; the forehead low and broad, and the slightly
+slanting eyes--when she raised the lashes that hung over them like long
+shadows--were of the deep blue of sapphires. Her dark brown hair was
+coifed in a jewelled net of thread of gold, and on her white neck a
+chain of emeralds sparkled sombrely. Her close-fitting robe and her
+mantle were of the hue of bronze, and the light shifted along the silken
+fabric as she moved, so that it gleamed like metal. About her waist
+there was a girdle of hammered gold, and pearls were sewn upon the back
+of her brown velvet gloves.
+
+One glance of her deep blue eyes she gave me as she approached; then she
+lowered them instantly, and so weak--so full of worldly vanities was I
+still that in that moment I took shame at the thought that she should
+see me thus, in this rough hermit's habit, my face a tangle of unshorn
+beard, my hair long and unkempt. And the shame of it dyed my gaunt
+cheeks. And then I turned pale again, for it seemed to me that out of
+nowhere a voice had asked me:
+
+"Do you still marvel that the image will not bleed?"
+
+So sharp and clear did those words arise from the lips of Conscience
+that it seemed to me as if they had been uttered aloud, and I looked
+almost in alarm to see if any other had overheard them.
+
+The cavalier was standing before me, and his brows were knit, a
+deep amazement in his eyes. Thus awhile in utter silence. Then quite
+suddenly, his voice a ringing challenge:
+
+"What is your name?" he said.
+
+"My name?" quoth I, astonished by such a question, and remarking now
+the intentness and surprise of his own glance. "It is Sebastian," I
+answered, and truthfully, for that was the name of my adoption, the name
+I had taken when I entered upon my hermitage.
+
+"Sebastian of what and where?" quoth he.
+
+He stood before me, his back to the peasant crowd, ignoring them as
+completely as if they had no existence, supremely master of himself. And
+meanwhile, the little lady on his arm stole furtive upward glances at
+me.
+
+"Sebastian of nowhere," I answered. "Sebastian the hermit, the guardian
+of this shrine. If you are come to..."
+
+"What was your name in the world?" he interrupted impatiently, and all
+the time his eyes were devouring my gaunt face.
+
+"The name of a sinner," answered I. "I have stripped it off and cast it
+from me."
+
+An expression of impatience rippled across the white face
+
+"But the name of your father?" he insisted.
+
+"I have none," answered I. "I have no kin or ties of any sort. I am
+Sebastian the hermit."
+
+His lips smacked testily. "Were you baptized Sebastian?" he inquired.
+
+"No," I answered him. "I took the name when I became the guardian of
+this shrine."
+
+"And when was that?"
+
+"In September of last year, when the holy man who was here before me
+died."
+
+I saw a sudden light leap to his eyes and a faint smile to his lips.
+He leaned towards me. "Heard you ever of the name of Anguissola?" he
+inquired, and watched me closely, his face within a foot of mine.
+
+But I did not betray myself, for the question no longer took me by
+surprise. I was accounted to be very like my father, and that a member
+of the house of Cavalcanti, with which Giovanni d'Anguissola had been so
+intimate, should detect the likeness was not unnatural. I was convinced,
+moreover, that he had been guided thither by merest curiosity at the
+sight of that crowd of pilgrims.
+
+"Sir," I said, "I know not your intentions; but in all humility let me
+say that I am not here to answer questions of worldly import. The world
+has done with me, and I with the world. So that unless you are come
+hither out of piety for this shrine, I beg that you will depart with God
+and molest me no further. You come at a singularly inauspicious time,
+when I need all my strength to forget the world and my sinful past, that
+through me the will of Heaven may be done here."
+
+I saw the maid's tender eyes raised to my face with a look of great
+compassion and sweetness whilst I spoke. I observed the pressure which
+she put on his arm. Whether he gave way to that, or whether it was the
+sad firmness of my tone that prevailed upon him I cannot say. But he
+nodded shortly.
+
+"Well, well!" he said, and with a final searching look, he turned, the
+little lady with him, and went clanking off through the lane which the
+crowd opened out for him.
+
+That they resented his presence, since it was not due to motives of
+piety, they very plainly signified. They feared that the intrusion at
+such a time of a personality so worldly must raise fresh difficulties
+against the performance of the expected miracle.
+
+Nor were matters improved when at the crowd's edge he halted and
+questioned one of them as to the meaning of this pilgrimage. I did not
+hear the peasant's answer; but I saw the white, haughty face suddenly
+thrown up, and I caught his next question:
+
+"When did it last bleed?"
+
+Again an inaudible reply, and again his ringing voice--"That would be
+before this young hermit came? And to-day it will not bleed, you say?"
+
+He flashed me a last keen glance of his eyes, which had grown narrow and
+seemed laden with mockery. The little lady whispered something to him,
+in answer to which he laughed contemptuously.
+
+"Fool's mummery," he snapped, and drew her on, she going, it seemed to
+me, reluctantly.
+
+But the crowd had heard him and the insult offered to the shrine. A
+deep-throated bay rose up in menace, and some leapt to their feet as if
+they would attack him.
+
+He checked, and wheeled at the sound. "How now?" he cried, his voice a
+trumpet-call, his eyes flashing terribly upon them; and as dogs crouch
+to heel at the angry bidding of their master, the multitude grew silent
+and afraid under the eyes of that single steel-clad man.
+
+He laughed a deep-throated laugh, and strode down the hill with his
+little lady on his arm.
+
+But when he had mounted and was riding off, the crowd, recovering
+courage from his remoteness, hurled its curses after him and shrilly
+branded him, "Derider!" and "Blasphemer!"
+
+He rode contemptuously amain, however, looking back but once, and then
+to laugh at them.
+
+Soon he had dipped out of sight, and of his company nothing was visible
+but the fluttering red pennons with the device of the white horse-head.
+Gradually these also sank and vanished, and once more I was alone with
+the crowd of pilgrims.
+
+Enjoining prayer upon them again, I turned and re-entered the hut.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VIII. THE VISION
+
+
+Pray as we might, night came and still the image gave no sign. The crowd
+melted away, with promises to return at dawn--promises that sounded
+almost like a menace in my ears.
+
+I was alone once more, alone with my thoughts and these made sport of
+me. It was not only upon the unresponsiveness of St. Sebastian that my
+mind now dwelt, nor yet upon the horrid dread that this unresponsiveness
+might be a sign of Heaven's displeasure, an indication that as a
+custodian of that shrine I was unacceptable through the mire of sin
+that still clung to me. Rather, my thoughts went straying down the
+mountain-side in the wake of that gallant company, that stern-faced man
+and that gentle-eyed little lady who had hung upon his arm. Before the
+eyes of my mind there flashed again the brilliance of their arms, in my
+ears rang the thunder of their chargers' hooves, whilst the image of the
+girl in her shimmering, bronze-hued robe remained insistently.
+
+Theirs the life that should have been mine! She such a companion as
+should have shared my life and borne me children of my own. And I would
+burn with shame again in memory, as I had burnt in actual fact, to think
+that she should have beheld me in so unkempt and bedraggled a condition.
+
+How must I compare in her eyes with the gay courtiers who would daily
+hover in her presence and hang upon her gentle speech? What thought of
+me could I hope should ever abide with her, as the image of her abode
+with me? Or, if she thought of me at all, she must think of me just as
+a poor hermit, a man who had donned the anchorite's sackcloth and turned
+his back upon a world that for him was empty.
+
+It is very easy for you worldly ones who read, to conjecture what had
+befallen me. I was enamoured. In a meeting of eyes had the thing come to
+me. And you will say that it is little marvel, considering the seclusion
+of all my life and particularly that of the past few months, that the
+first sweet maid I beheld should have wrought such havoc, and conquered
+my heart by the mere flicker of her lashes.
+
+Yet so much I cannot grant your shrewdness.
+
+That meeting was predestined. It was written that she should come and
+tear the foolish bandage from my eyes, allowing me to see for myself
+that, as Fra Gervasio had opined, my vocation was neither for hermitage
+nor cloister; that what called me was the world; and that in the world
+must I find salvation since I was needed for the world's work.
+
+And none but she could have done that. Of this I am persuaded, as you
+shall be when you have read on.
+
+The yearnings with which she filled my soul were very different from
+those inspired by the memory of Giuliana. That other sinful longing,
+she entirely effaced at last, thereby achieving something that had been
+impossible to prayers and fasting, to scourge and cilice. I longed for
+her almost beatifically, as those whose natures are truly saintly long
+for the presence of the blessed ones of Heaven. By the sight of her I
+was purified and sanctified, washed clean of all that murk of sinful
+desire in which I had lain despite myself; for my desire of her was the
+blessed, noble desire to serve, to guard, to cherish.
+
+Pure was she as the pale narcissus by the streams, and serving her what
+could I be but pure?
+
+And then, quite suddenly, upon the heels of such thoughts came the
+reaction. Horror and revulsion were upon me. This was but a fresh
+snare of Satan's baiting to lure me to destruction. Where the memory
+of Giuliana had failed to move me to aught but penance and increasing
+rigours, the foul fiend sought to engage me with a seeming purity to my
+ultimate destruction. Thus had Anthony, the Egyptian monk, been tempted;
+and under one guise or another it was ever the same Circean lure.
+
+I would make an end. I swore it in a mighty frenzy of repentance, in a
+very lust to do battle with Satan and with my own flesh and a phrenetic
+joy to engage in the awful combat.
+
+I stripped off my ragged habit, and standing naked I took up my scourge
+of eglantine and beat myself until the blood flowed freely. But that was
+not enough. All naked as I was, I went forth into the blue night, and
+ran to a pool of the Bagnanza, going of intent through thickets of
+bramble and briar-rose that gripped and tore my flesh and lacerated me
+so that at times I screamed aloud in pain, to laugh ecstatically the
+next moment and joyfully taunt Satan with his defeat.
+
+Thus I tore on, my very body ragged and bleeding from head to foot, and
+thus I came to the pool in the torrent's course. Into this I plunged,
+and stood with the icy waters almost to my neck, to purge the unholy
+fevers out of me. The snows above were melting at the time, and the pool
+was little more than liquid ice. The chill of it struck through me to
+the very marrow, and I felt my flesh creep and contract until it seemed
+like the rough hide of some fabled monster, and my wounds stung as if
+fire were being poured into them.
+
+Thus awhile; then all feeling passed, and a complete insensibility
+to the cold of the water or the fire of the wounds succeeded. All was
+numbed, and every nerve asleep. At last I had conquered. I laughed
+aloud, and in a great voice of triumph I shouted so that the shout went
+echoing round the hills in the stillness of the night:
+
+"Satan, thou art defeated!"
+
+And upon that I crawled up the mossy bank, the water gliding from my
+long limbs. I attempted to stand. But the earth rocked under my feet;
+the blueness of the night deepened into black, and consciousness was
+extinguished like a candle that is blown out.
+
+ . . . . . . . .
+
+She appeared above me in a great effulgence that emanated from herself
+as if she were grown luminous. Her robe was of cloth of silver and of
+a dazzling sheen, and it hung closely to her lissom, virginal form,
+defining every line and curve of it; and by the chaste beauty of her I
+was moved to purest ecstasy of awe and worship.
+
+The pale, oval face was infinitely sweet, the slanting eyes of heavenly
+blue were infinitely tender, the brown hair was plaited into two long
+tresses that hung forward upon either breast and were entwined with
+threads of gold and shimmering jewels. On the pale brow a brilliant
+glowed with pure white fires, and her hands were held out to me in
+welcome.
+
+Her lips parted to breathe my name.
+
+"Agostino d'Anguissola!" There were whole tomes of tender meaning in
+those syllables, so that hearing her utter them I seemed to learn all
+that was in her heart.
+
+And then her shining whiteness suggested to me the name that must be
+hers.
+
+"Bianca!" I cried, and in my turn held out my arms and made as if to
+advance towards her. But I was held back in icy, clinging bonds, whose
+relentlessness drew from me a groan of misery.
+
+"Agostino, I am waiting for you at Pagliano," she said, and it did not
+occur to me to wonder where might be this Pagliano of which I could not
+remember ever to have heard. "Come to me soon."
+
+"I may not come," I answered miserably. "I am an anchorite, the guardian
+of a shrine; and my life that has been full of sin must be given
+henceforth to expiation. It is the will of Heaven."
+
+She smiled all undismayed, smiled confidently and tenderly.
+
+"Presumptuous!" she gently chid me. "What know you of the will of
+Heaven? The will of Heaven is inscrutable. If you have sinned in
+the world, in the world must you atone by deeds that shall serve the
+world--God's world. In your hermitage you are become barren soil that
+will yield naught to yourself or any. Come then from the wilderness.
+Come soon! I am waiting!"
+
+And on that the splendid vision faded, and utter darkness once more
+encompassed me, a darkness through which still boomed repeatedly the
+fading echo of the words:
+
+"Come soon! I am waiting!"
+
+ . . . . . . . .
+
+I lay upon my bed of wattles in the hut, and through the little unglazed
+windows the sun was pouring, but the dripping eaves told of rain that
+had lately ceased.
+
+Over me was bending a kindly faced old man in whom I recognized the good
+priest of Casi.
+
+I lay quite still for a long while, just gazing up at him. Soon my
+memory got to work of its own accord, and I bethought me of the pilgrims
+who must by now have come and who must be impatiently awaiting news.
+
+How came I to have slept so long? Vaguely I remembered my last night's
+penance, and then came a black gulf in my memory, a gap I could not
+bridge. But uppermost leapt the anxieties concerning the image of St.
+Sebastian.
+
+I struggled up to discover that I was very weak; so weak that I was glad
+to sink back again.
+
+"Does it bleed? Does it bleed yet?" I asked, and my voice was so small
+and feeble that the sound of it startled me.
+
+The old priest shook his head, and his eyes were very full of
+compassion.
+
+"Poor youth, poor youth!" he sighed.
+
+Without all was silent; there was no such rustle of a multitude as I
+listened for. And then I observed in my cell a little shepherd-lad who
+had been wont to come that way for my blessing upon occasions. He was
+half naked, as lithe as a snake and almost as brown. What did he there?
+And then someone else stirred--an elderly peasant-woman with a wrinkled
+kindly face and soft dark eyes, whom I did not know at all.
+
+Somehow, as my mind grew clearer, last night seemed ages remote. I
+looked at the priest again.
+
+"Father," I murmured, "what has happened?"
+
+His answer amazed me. He started violently. Looked more closely, and
+suddenly cried out:
+
+"He knows me! He knows me! Deo gratias!" And he fell upon his knees
+
+Now here it seemed to me was a sort of madness. "Why should I not know
+you?" quoth I.
+
+The old woman peered at me. "Ay, blessed be Heaven! He is awake at
+last, and himself again." She turned to the lad, who was staring at me,
+grinning. "Go tell them, Beppo! Haste!"
+
+"Tell them?" I cried. "The pilgrims? Ah, no, no--not unless the miracle
+has come to pass!"
+
+"There are no pilgrims here, my son," said the priest.
+
+"Not?" I cried, and cold horror descended upon me. "But they should have
+come. This is Holy Friday, father."
+
+"Nay, my son, Holy Friday was a fortnight ago."
+
+I stared askance at him, in utter silence. Then I smiled half
+tolerantly. "But father, yesterday they were all here. Yesterday was..."
+
+"Your yesterday, my son, is sped these fifteen days," he answered. "All
+that long while, since the night you wrestled with the Devil, you have
+lain exhausted by that awful combat, lying there betwixt life and death.
+All that time we have watched by you, Leocadia here and I and the lad
+Beppo."
+
+Now here was news that left me speechless for some little while. My
+amazement and slow understanding were spurred on by a sight of my hands
+lying on the rude coverlet which had been flung over me. Emaciated they
+had been for some months now. But at present they were as white as
+snow and almost as translucent in their extraordinary frailty. I became
+increasingly conscious, too, of the great weakness of my body and the
+great lassitude that filled me.
+
+"Have I had the fever?" I asked him presently.
+
+"Ay, my son. And who would not? Blessed Virgin! who would not after what
+you underwent?"
+
+And now he poured into my astonished ears the amazing story that had
+overrun the country-side. It would seem that my cry in the night, my
+exultant cry to Satan that I had defeated him, had been overheard by
+a goatherd who guarded his flock in the hills. In the stillness he
+distinctly heard the words that I had uttered, and he came trembling
+down, drawn by a sort of pious curiosity to the spot whence it had
+seemed to him that the cry had proceeded.
+
+And there by a pool of the Bagnanza he had found me lying prone, my
+white body glistening like marble and almost as cold. Recognizing in me
+the anchorite of Monte Orsaro, he had taken me up in his strong arms
+and had carried me back to my hut. There he had set about reviving me by
+friction and by forcing between my teeth some of the grape-spirit that
+he carried in a gourd.
+
+Finding that I lived, but that he could not arouse me and that my icy
+coldness was succeeded by the fire of fever, he had covered me with my
+habit and his own cloak, and had gone down to Casi to fetch the priest
+and relate his story.
+
+This story was no less than that the hermit of Monte Orsaro had been
+fighting with the devil, who had dragged him naked from his hut and had
+sought to hurl him into the torrent; but that on the very edge of
+the river the anchorite had found strength, by the grace of God, to
+overthrow the tormentor and to render him powerless; and in proof of
+it there was my body all covered with Satan's claw-marks by which I had
+been torn most cruelly.
+
+The priest had come at once, bringing with him such restoratives as he
+needed, and it is a thousand mercies that he did not bring a leech, or
+else I might have been bled of the last drops remaining in my shrunken
+veins.
+
+And meanwhile the goatherd's story had gone abroad. By morning it was on
+the lips of all the country-side, so that explanations were not lacking
+to account for St. Sebastian's refusal to perform the usual miracle, and
+no miracle was expected--nor had the image yielded any.
+
+The priest was mistaken. A miracle there had been. But for what had
+chanced, the multitude must have come again confidently expecting the
+bleeding of the image which had never failed in five years, and had the
+image not bled it must have fared ill with the guardian of the
+shrine. In punishment for his sacrilegious ministry which must be held
+responsible for the absence of the miracle they so eagerly awaited, well
+might the crowd have torn me limb from limb.
+
+Next the old man went on to tell me how three days ago there had come to
+the hermitage a little troop of men-at-arms, led by a tall, bearded man
+whose device was a sable band upon an argent field, and accompanied by a
+friar of the order of St. Francis, a tall, gaunt fellow who had wept at
+sight of me.
+
+"That would be Fra Gervasio!" I exclaimed. "How came he to discover me?"
+
+"Yes--Fra Gervasio is his name," replied the priest.
+
+"Where is he now?" I asked.
+
+"I think he is here."
+
+In that moment I caught the sound of approaching steps. The door opened,
+and before me stood the tall figure of my best friend, his eyes all
+eagerness, his pale face flushed with joyous excitement.
+
+I smiled my welcome.
+
+"Agostino! Agostino!" he cried, and ran to kneel beside me and take my
+hand in his. "O, blessed be God!" he murmured.
+
+In the doorway stood now another man, who had followed him--one whose
+face I had seen somewhere yet could not at first remember where. He was
+very tall, so that he was forced to stoop to avoid the lintel of the low
+door--as tall as Gervasio or myself--and the tanned face was bearded by
+a heavy brown beard in which a few strands of grey were showing. Across
+his face there ran the hideous livid scar of a blow that must have
+crushed the bridge of his nose. It began just under the left eye, and
+crossed the face downwards until it was lost in the beard on the
+right side almost in line with the mouth. Yet, notwithstanding that
+disfigurement, he still possessed a certain beauty, and the deep-set,
+clear, grey-blue eyes were the eyes of a brave and kindly man.
+
+He wore a leather jerkin and great thigh-boots of grey leather, and from
+his girdle of hammered steel hung a dagger and the empty carriages of a
+sword. His cropped black head was bare, and in his hand he carried a cap
+of black velvet.
+
+We looked at each other awhile, and his eyes were sad and wistful, laden
+with pity, as I thought, for my condition. Then he moved forward with a
+creak of leather and jingle of spurs that made pleasant music.
+
+He set a hand upon the shoulder of the kneeling Gervasio.
+
+"He will live now, Gervasio?" he asked.
+
+"O, he will live," answered the friar with an almost fierce satisfaction
+in his positive assurance. "He will live and in a week we can move him
+hence. Meanwhile he must be nourished." He rose. "My good Leocadia, have
+you the broth? Come, then, let us build up this strength of his. There
+is haste, good soul; great haste!" She bustled at his bidding, and soon
+outside the door there was a crackling of twigs to announce the lighting
+of a fire. And then Gervasio made known to me the stranger.
+
+"This is Galeotto," he said. "He was your father's friend, and would be
+yours."
+
+"Sir," said I, "I could not desire otherwise with any who was my
+father's friend. You are not, perchance, the Gran Galeotto?" I inquired,
+remembering the sable device on argent of which the priest had told me.
+
+"I am that same," he answered, and I looked with interest upon one whose
+name had been ringing through Italy these last few years. And then, I
+suddenly realized why his face was familiar to me. This was the man who
+in a monkish robe had stared so insistently at me that day at Mondolfo
+five years ago.
+
+He was a sort of outlaw, a remnant of the days of chivalry and
+free-lances, whose sword was at the disposal of any purchaser. He rode
+at the head of a last fragment of the famous company that Giovanni de'
+Medici had raised and captained until his death. The sable band which
+they adopted in mourning for that warrior, earned for their founder the
+posthumous title of Giovanni delle Bande Nere.
+
+He was called Il Gran Galeotto (as another was called Il Gran Diavolo)
+in play upon the name he bore and the life he followed. He had been in
+bad odour with the Pope for his sometime association with my father, and
+he was not well-viewed in the Pontifical domains until, as I was soon
+to learn, he had patched up a sort of peace with Pier Luigi Farnese,
+who thought that the day might come when he should need the support of
+Galeotto's free-lances.
+
+"I was," he said, "your father's closest friend. I took this at Perugia,
+where he fell," he added, and pointed to his terrific scar. Then he
+laughed. "I wear it gladly in memory of him."
+
+He turned to Gervasio, smiling. "I hope that Giovanni d'Anguissola's son
+will hold me in some affection for his father's sake, when he shall come
+to know me better."
+
+"Sir," I said, "from my heart I thank you for that pious, kindly
+wish; and I would that I might fully correspond to it. But Agostino
+d'Anguissola, who has been so near to death in the body, is, indeed,
+dead to the world already. Here you see but a poor hermit named
+Sebastian, who is the guardian of this shrine."
+
+Gervasio rose suddenly. "This shrine..." he began in a fierce voice,
+his face inflamed as with sudden wrath. And there he stopped short. The
+priest was staring at him, and through the open door came Leocadia with
+a bowl of steaming broth. "We'll talk of this again," he said, and there
+was a sort of thunder rumbling in the promise.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IX. THE ICONOCLAST
+
+
+It was a week later before we returned to the subject.
+
+Meanwhile, the good priest of Casi and Leocadia had departed, bearing
+with them a princely reward from the silent, kindly eyed Galeotto.
+
+To tend me there remained only the boy Beppo; and after my long six
+months of lenten fare there followed now a period of feasting that began
+to trouble me as my strength returned. When, finally, on the seventh
+day, I was able to stand, and, by leaning on Gervasio's arm, to reach
+the door of the hut and to look out upon the sweet spring landscape and
+the green tents that Galeotto's followers had pitched for themselves in
+the dell below my platform, I vowed that I would make an end of broths
+and capons' breasts and trout and white bread and red wine and all such
+succulences.
+
+But when I spoke so to Gervasio, he grew very grave.
+
+"There has been enough of this, Agostino," said he. "You have gone
+near your death; and had you died, you had died a suicide and had been
+damned--deserving it for your folly if for naught else."
+
+I looked at him with surprise and reproach. "How, Fra Gervasio?" I said.
+
+"How?" he answered. "Do you conceive that I am to be fooled by tales of
+fights with Satan in the night and the marks of the fiend's claws
+upon your body? Is this your sense of piety, to add to the other foul
+impostures of this place by allowing such a story to run the breadth of
+the country-side?"
+
+"Foul impostures?" I echoed, aghast. "Fra Gervasio, your words are
+sacrilege."
+
+"Sacrilege?" he cried, and laughed bitterly. "Sacrilege? And what of
+that?" And he flung out a stern, rigid, accusing arm at the image of St.
+Sebastian in its niche.
+
+"You think because it did not bleed..." I began.
+
+"It did not bleed," he cut in, "because you are not a knave. That is the
+only reason. This man who was here before you was an impious rogue.
+He was no priest. He was a follower of Simon Mage, trafficking in holy
+things, battening upon the superstition of poor humble folk. A black
+villain who is dead--dead and damned, for he was not allowed time when
+the end took him to confess his ghastly sin of sacrilege and the money
+that he had extorted by his simonies."
+
+"My God! Fra Gervasio, what do you say? How dare you say so much?
+
+"Where is the money that he took to build his precious bridge?" he asked
+me sharply. "Did you find any when you came hither? No. I'll take oath
+that you did not. A little longer, and this brigand had grown rich and
+had vanished in the night--carried off by the Devil, or borne away to
+realms of bliss by the angels, the poor rustics would have said."
+
+Amazed at his vehemence, I sank to a tree-bole that stood near the door
+to do the office of a stool.
+
+"But he gave alms!" I cried, my senses all bewildered.
+
+"Dust in the eyes of fools. No more than that. That image--" his scorn
+became tremendous--"is an impious fraud, Agostino."
+
+Could the monstrous thing that he suggested be possible? Could any man
+be so lost to all sense of God as to perpetrate such a deed as that
+without fear that the lightnings of Heaven would blast him?
+
+I asked the question. Gervasio smiled.
+
+"Your notions of God are heathen notions," he said more quietly.
+"You confound Him with Jupiter the Thunderer. But He does not use His
+lightnings as did the father of Olympus. And yet--reflect! Consider the
+manner in which that brigand met his death."
+
+"But... but..." I stammered. And then, quite suddenly, I stopped short,
+and listened. "Hark, Fra Gervasio! Do you not hear it?"
+
+"Hear it? Hear what?"
+
+"The music--the angelic melodies! And you can say that this place is
+a foul imposture; this holy image an impious fraud! And you a priest!
+Listen! It is a sign to warn you against stubborn unbelief."
+
+He listened, with frowning brows, a moment; then he smiled.
+
+"Angelic melodies!" he echoed with gentlest scorn. "By what snares does
+the Devil delude men, using even suggested holiness for his purpose!
+That, boy--that is no more than the dripping of water into little wells
+of different depths, producing different notes. It is in there, in some
+cave in the mountain where the Bagnanza springs from the earth."
+
+I listened, half disillusioned by his explanation, yet fearing that my
+senses were too slavishly obeying his suggestion. "The proof of that?
+The proof!" I cried.
+
+"The proof is that you have never heard it after heavy rain, or while
+the river was swollen."
+
+That answer shattered my last illusion. I looked back upon the time
+I had spent there, upon the despair that had beset me when the music
+ceased, upon the joy that had been mine when again I heard it,
+accepting it always as a sign of grace. And it was as he said. Not my
+unworthiness, but the rain, had ever silenced it. In memory I ran over
+the occasions, and so clearly did I perceive the truth of this, that I
+marvelled the coincidence should not earlier have discovered it to me.
+
+Moreover, now that my illusions concerning it were gone, the sound was
+clearly no more than he had said. I recognized its nature. It might have
+intrigued a sane man for a day or a night. But it could never longer
+have deceived any but one whose mind was become fevered with fanatic
+ecstasy.
+
+Then I looked again at the image in the niche, and the pendulum of my
+faith was suddenly checked in its counter-swing. About that image there
+could be no delusions. The whole country-side had witnessed the miracle
+of the bleeding, and it had wrought cures, wondrous cures, among the
+faithful. They could not all have been deceived. Besides, from the
+wounds in the breast there were still the brown signs of the last
+manifestation.
+
+But when I had given some utterance to these thoughts Gervasio for only
+answer stooped and picked up a wood-man's axe that stood against the
+wall. With this he went straight towards the image.
+
+"Fra Gervasio!" I cried, leaping to my feet, a premonition of what he
+was about turning me cold with horror. "Stay!" I almost screamed.
+
+But too late. My answer was a crashing blow. The next instant, as I sank
+back to my seat and covered my face, the two halves of the image fell at
+my feet, flung there by the friar.
+
+"Look!" he bade me in a roar.
+
+Fearfully I looked. I saw. And yet I could not believe.
+
+He came quickly back, and picked up the two halves. "The oracle of
+Delphi was not more impudently worked," he said. "Observe this sponge,
+these plates of metal that close down upon it and exert the pressure
+necessary to send the liquid with which it is laden oozing forth." As he
+spoke he tore out the fiendish mechanism. "And see now how ingeniously
+it was made to work--by pressure upon this arrow in the flank."
+
+There was a burst of laughter from the door. I looked up, startled, to
+find Galeotto standing at my elbow. So engrossed had I been that I had
+never heard his soft approach over the turf.
+
+"Body of Bacchus!" said he. "Here is Gervasio become an image breaker to
+some purpose. What now of your miraculous saint, Agostino?"
+
+My answer was first a groan over my shattered illusion, and then a
+deep-throated curse at the folly that had made a mock of me.
+
+The friar set a hand upon my shoulder. "You see, Agostino, that your
+excursions into holy things do not promise well. Away with you, boy! Off
+with this hypocrite robe, and get you out into the world to do useful
+work for God and man. Had your heart truly called you to the priesthood,
+I had been the first to have guided your steps thither. But your mind
+upon such matters has been warped, and your views are all false; you
+confound mysticism with true religion, and mouldering in a hermitage
+with the service of God. How can you serve God here? Is not the world
+God's world that you must shun it as if the Devil had fashioned it? Go,
+I say--and I say it with the authority of the orders that I bear--go and
+serve man, and thus shall you best serve God. All else are but snares to
+such a nature as yours."
+
+I looked at him helplessly, and from him to Galeotto who stood there,
+his black brows knit; watching me with intentness as if great issues
+hung upon my answer. And Gervasio's words touched in my mind some chord
+of memory. They were words that I had heard before--or something very
+like them, something whose import was the same.
+
+Then I groaned miserably and took my head in my hands. "Whither am I
+to go?" I cried. "What place is there in all the world for me? I am an
+outcast. My very home is held against me. Whither, then, shall I go?"
+
+"If that is all that troubles you," said Galeotto, his tone unctuously
+humorous, "why we will ride to Pagliano."
+
+I leapt at the word--literally leapt to my feet, and stared at him with
+blazing eyes.
+
+"Why, what ails him now?" quoth he.
+
+Well might he ask. That name--Pagliano--had stirred my memory so
+violently, that of a sudden as in a flash I had seen again the strange
+vision that visited my delirium; I had seen again the inviting eyes,
+the beckoning hands, and heard again the gentle voice saying, "Come to
+Pagliano! Come soon!"
+
+And now I knew, too, where I had heard words urging my return to the
+world that were of the same import as those which Gervasio used.
+
+What magic was there here? What wizardry was at play? I knew--for they
+had told me--that it had been that cavalier who had visited me, that man
+whose name was Ettore de' Cavalcanti, who had borne news to them of one
+who was strangely like what Giovanni d'Anguissola had been. But Pagliano
+had never yet been mentioned.
+
+"Where is Pagliano?" I asked.
+
+"In Lombardy--in the Milanes," replied Galeotto.
+
+"It is the home of Cavalcanti."
+
+"You are faint, Agostino," cried Gervasio, with a sudden solicitude, and
+put an arm about my shoulders as I staggered.
+
+"No, no," said I. "It is nothing. Tell me--" And I paused almost afraid
+to put the question, lest the answer should dash my sudden hope. For it
+seemed to me that in this place of false miracles, one true miracle at
+least had been wrought; if it should be proved so indeed, then would
+I accept it as a sign that my salvation lay indeed in the world. If
+not...
+
+"Tell me," I began again; "this Cavalcanti has a daughter. She was with
+him upon that day when he came here. What is her name?"
+
+Galeotto looked at me out of narrowing eyes.
+
+"Why, what has that to do with anything?" quoth Gervasio.
+
+"More than you think. Answer me, then. What is her name?"
+
+"Her name is Bianca," said Caleotto.
+
+Something within me seemed to give way, so that I fell to laughing
+foolishly as women laugh who are on the verge of tears. By an effort I
+regained my self-control.
+
+"It is very well," I said. "I will ride with you to Pagliano."
+
+Both stared at me in utter amazement at the suddenness of my consent
+following upon information that, in their minds, could have no possible
+bearing upon the matter at issue.
+
+"Is he quite sane, do you think?" cried Galeotto gruffly.
+
+"I think he has just become so," said Fra Gervasio after a pause.
+
+"God give me patience, then," grumbled the soldier, and left me puzzled
+by the words.
+
+
+
+
+
+BOOK IV. THE WORLD
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER I. PAGLIANO
+
+
+The lilac was in bloom when we came to the grey walls of Pagliano in
+that May of '45, and its scent, arousing the memory of my return to the
+world, has ever since been to me symbolical of the world itself.
+
+Mine was no half-hearted, backward-glancing return. Having determined
+upon the step, I took it resolutely and completely at a single stride.
+Since Galeotto placed his resources at my disposal, to be repaid him
+later when I should have entered upon the enjoyment of my heritage of
+Mondolfo, I did not scruple to draw upon them for my needs.
+
+I accepted the fine linen and noble raiment that he offered, and I took
+pleasure in the brave appearance that I made in them, my face shorn
+now of its beard and my hair trimmed to a proper length. Similarly I
+accepted weapons, money, and a horse; and thus equipped, looking for the
+first time in my life like a patrician of my own lofty station, I rode
+forth from Monte Orsaro with Galeotto and Gervasio, attended by the
+former's troop of twenty lances.
+
+And from the moment of our setting out there came upon me a curious
+peace, a happiness and a great sense of expectancy. No longer was
+I oppressed by the fear of proving unworthy of the life which I had
+chosen--as had been the case when that life had been monastic.
+
+Galeotto was in high spirits to see me so blithe, and he surveyed with
+pride the figure that I made, vowing that I should prove a worthy son of
+my father ere all was done.
+
+The first act of my new life was performed as we were passing through
+the village of Pojetta.
+
+I called a halt before the doors of that mean hostelry, over which hung
+what no doubt would still be the same withered bunch of rosemary that
+had been there in autumn when last I went that way.
+
+To the sloe-eyed, deep-bosomed girl who lounged against the door-post to
+see so fine a company ride by, I gave an order to fetch the taverner.
+He came with a slouch, a bent back, and humble, timid eyes--a very
+different attitude from that which he had last adopted towards me.
+
+"Where is my mule, you rogue?" quoth I.
+
+He looked at me askance. "Your mule, magnificent? said he.
+
+"You have forgotten me, I think--forgotten the lad in rusty black who
+rode this way last autumn and whom you robbed."
+
+At the words be turned a sickly yellow, and fell to trembling and
+babbling protestations and excuses.
+
+"Have done," I broke in. "You would not buy the mule then. You shall buy
+it now, and pay for it with interest."
+
+"What is this, Agostino?" quoth Galeotto at my elbow. "An act of
+justice, sir," I answered shortly, whereupon he questioned me no
+further, but looked on with a grim smile. Then to the taverner, "Your
+manners to-day are not quite the same as on the last occasion when we
+met. I spare you the gallows that you may live to profit by the lesson
+of your present near escape. And now, rogue, ten ducats for that mule."
+And I held out my hand.
+
+"Ten ducats!" he cried, and gathering courage perhaps since he was not
+to hang. "It is twice the value of the beast," he protested.
+
+"I know," I said. "It will be five ducats for the mule, and five for
+your life. I am merciful to rate the latter as cheaply as it deserves.
+Come, thief, the ten ducats without more ado, or I'll burn your nest of
+infamy and hang you above the ruins."
+
+He cowered and shrivelled. Then he scuttled within doors to fetch the
+money, whilst Galeotto laughed deep in his throat.
+
+"You are well-advised," said I, when the rogue returned and handed me
+the ducats. "I told you I should come back to present my reckoning. Be
+warned by this."
+
+As we rode on Galeotto laughed again. "Body of Satan! There is a
+thoroughness about you, Agustino. As a hermit you did not spare
+yourself; and now as a tyrant you do not seem likely to spare others."
+
+"It is the Anguissola way," said Gervasio quietly.
+
+"You mistake," said I. "I conceive myself in the world for some good
+purpose, and the act you have witnessed is a part of it. It was not a
+revengeful deed. Vengeance would have taken a harsher course. It was
+justice, and justice is righteous."
+
+"Particularly a justice that puts ten ducats in your pocket," laughed
+Galeotto.
+
+"There, again, you mistake me," said I. "My aim is that thieves be
+mulcted to the end that the poor shall profit." And I drew rein again.
+
+A little crowd had gathered about us, mostly of very ragged, half-clad
+people, for this village of Pojetta was a very poverty-stricken place.
+Into that little crowd I flung the ten ducats--with the consequence
+that on the instant it became a seething, howling, snarling, quarrelling
+mass. In the twinkling of an eye a couple of heads were cracked and
+blood was flowing, so that to quell the riot my charity had provoked, I
+was forced to spur my horse forward and bid them with threats disperse.
+
+"And I think now," said Galeotto when it was done, "that you are just as
+reckless in the manner of doing charity. For the future, Agostino, you
+would do well to appoint an almoner."
+
+I bit my lip in vexation; but soon I smiled again. Were such little
+things to fret me? Did we not ride to Pagliano and to Bianca de'
+Cavalcanti? At the very thought my pulses would quicken, and a sweetness
+of anticipation would invade my soul, to be clouded at moments by an
+indefinable dread.
+
+And thus we came to Pagliano in that month of May, when the lilac was in
+bloom, as I have said, and after Fra Gervasio had left us, to return to
+his convent at Piacenza.
+
+We were received in the courtyard of that mighty fortress by that
+sturdy, hawk-faced man who had recognized me in the hermitage on Monte
+Orsaro. But he was no longer in armour. He wore a surcoat of yellow
+velvet, and his eyes were very kindly and affectionate when they rested
+on Galeotto and from Galeotto passed on to take survey of me.
+
+"So this is our hermit!" quoth he, a note of some surprise in his crisp
+tones. "Somewhat changed!"
+
+"By a change that goes deeper than his pretty doublet," said Galeotto.
+
+We dismounted, and grooms, in the Cavalcanti livery of scarlet with
+the horse-head in white upon their breasts, led away our horses. The
+seneschal acted as quarter-master to our lances, whilst Cavalcanti
+himself led us up the great stone staircase with its carved balustrade
+of marble, from which rose a file of pillars to support the groined
+ceiling. This last was frescoed in dull red with the white horse-head
+at intervals. On our right, on every third step, stood orange-trees in
+tubs, all flowering and shedding the most fragrant perfume.
+
+Thus we ascended to a spacious gallery, and through a succession of
+magnificent rooms we came to the noble apartments that had been made
+ready for us.
+
+A couple of pages came to tend me, bringing perfumed water and macerated
+herbs for my ablutions. These performed, they helped me into fresh
+garments that awaited me--black hose of finest silk and velvet trunks
+of the same sable hue, and for my body a fine close-fitting doublet of
+cloth of gold, caught at the waist by a jewelled girdle from which hung
+a dagger that was the merest toy.
+
+When I was ready they went before me, to lead the way to what they
+called the private dining-room, where supper awaited us. At the very
+mention of a private dining-room I had a vision of whitewashed walls and
+high-set windows and a floor strewn with rushes. Instead we came into
+the most beautiful chamber that I had ever seen. From floor to ceiling
+it was hung with arras of purple brocade alternating with cloth of gold;
+thus on three sides. On the fourth there was an opening for the embayed
+window which glowed like a gigantic sapphire in the deepening twilight.
+
+The floor was spread with a carpet of the ruddy purple of porphyry, very
+soft and silent to the feet. From the frescoed ceiling, where a joyous
+Phoebus drove a team of spirited white stallions, hung a chain that
+was carved in the semblance of interlocked Titans to support a great
+candelabrum, each branch of which was in the image of a Titan holding
+a stout candle of scented wax. It was all in gilded bronze and the
+workmanship--as I was presently to learn--of that great artist and rogue
+Benvenuto Cellini. From this candelabrum there fell upon the board a
+soft golden radiance that struck bright gleams from crystals and plate
+of gold and silver.
+
+By a buffet laden with meats stood the master of the household in black
+velvet, his chain of office richly carved, his badge a horse's head in
+silver, and he was flanked on either hand by a nimble-looking page.
+
+Of all this my first glance gathered but the most fleeting of
+impressions. For my eyes were instantly arrested by her who stood
+between Cavalcanti and Galeotto, awaiting my arrival. And, miracle of
+miracles, she was arrayed exactly as I had seen her in my vision.
+
+Her supple maiden body was sheathed in a gown of cloth of silver; her
+brown hair was dressed into two plaits interlaced with gold threads and
+set with tiny gems, and these plaits hung one on either breast. Upon the
+low, white brow a single jewel gleamed--a brilliant of the very whitest
+fire.
+
+Her long blue eyes were raised to look at me as I entered, and their
+glance grew startled when it encountered mine, the delicate colour
+faded gradually from her cheeks, and her eyes fell at last as she moved
+forward to bid me welcome to Pagliano in her own name.
+
+They must have perceived her emotion as they perceived mine. But they
+gave no sign. We got to the round table--myself upon Cavalcanti's left,
+Galeotto in the place of honour, and Bianca facing her father so that I
+was on her right.
+
+The seneschal bestirred himself, and the silken ministering pages
+fluttered round us. My Lord of Pagliano was one who kept a table as
+luxurious as all else in his splendid palace. First came a broth of veal
+in silver basins, then a stew of cocks' combs and capons' breasts, then
+the ham of a roasted boar, the flesh very lusciously saturated with the
+flavour of rosemary; and there was venison that was as soft as velvet,
+and other things that I no longer call to mind. And to drink there was a
+fragrant, well-sunned wine of Lombardy that had been cooled in snow.
+
+Galeotto ate enormously, Cavalcanti daintily, I but little, and Bianca
+nothing. Her presence had set up such emotions in me that I had no
+thought for food. But I drank deeply, and so came presently to a
+spurious ease which enabled me to take my share in the talk that
+was toward, though when all is said it was but a slight share, since
+Cavalcanti and Galeotto discoursed of matters wherein my knowledge was
+not sufficient to enable me to bear a conspicuous part.
+
+More than once I was on the point of addressing Bianca herself, but
+always courage failed me. I had ever in mind the memory she must have of
+me as she had last seen me, to increase the painful diffidence which her
+presence itself imposed upon me. Nor did I hear her voice more than once
+or twice when she demurely answered such questions as her father set
+her. And though once or twice I found her stealing a look at me, she
+would instantly avert her eyes when our glances crossed.
+
+Thus was our first meeting, and for a little time it was to be our last,
+because I lacked the courage to seek her out. She had her own apartments
+at Pagliano with her own maids of honour, like a princess; and the
+castle garden was entirely her domain into which even her father seldom
+intruded. He gave me the freedom of it; but it was a freedom of which I
+never took advantage in the week that we abode there. Several times
+was I on the point of doing so. But I was ever restrained by my
+unconquerable diffidence.
+
+And there was something else to impose restraint upon me. Hitherto the
+memory of Giuliana had come to haunt me in my hermitage, by arousing in
+me yearnings which I had to combat with fasting and prayer, with scourge
+and dice. Now the memory of her haunted me again; but in a vastly
+different way. It haunted me with the reminder of all the sin in which
+through her I had steeped myself; and just as the memory of that sin had
+made me in purer moments deem myself unworthy to be the guardian of
+the shrine on Monte Orsaro, so now did it cause me to deem myself
+all unworthy to enter the garden that enshrined Madonna Bianca de'
+Cavalcanti.
+
+Before the purity that shone from her I recoiled in an awe whose nature
+was as the feelings of a religion. I felt that to seek her presence
+would be almost to defile her. And so I abstained, my mind very full
+of her the while, for all that the time was beguiled for me in daily
+exercise with horse and arms under the guidance of Galeotto.
+
+I was not so tutored merely for the sake of repairing a grave omission
+in my education. It had a definite scope, as Galeotto frankly told me,
+informing me that the time approached in which to avenge my father and
+strike a blow for my own rights.
+
+And then at the end of a week a man rode into the courtyard of Pagliano
+one day, and flung down from his horse shouting to be led to Messer
+Galeotto. There was something about this courier's mien and person that
+awoke a poignant memory. I was walking in the gallery when the clatter
+of his advent drew my attention, and his voice sent a strange thrill
+through me.
+
+One glance I gave to make quite sure, and then I leapt down the broad
+steps four at a time, and a moment later, to the amazement of all
+present, I had caught the dusty rider in my arms, and I was kissing the
+wrinkled, scarred, and leathery old cheeks.
+
+"Falcone!" I cried. "Falcone, do you not know me?"
+
+He was startled by the violence of my passionate onslaught. Indeed, he
+was almost borne to the ground by it, for his old legs were stiff now
+from riding.
+
+And then--how he stared! What oaths he swore!
+
+"Madonnino!" he babbled. "Madonnino!" And he shook himself free of my
+embrace, and stood back that he might view me. "Body of Satan! But you
+are finely grown, and how like to what your father was when he was no
+older than are you! And they have not made a shaveling of you, after
+all. Now blessed be God for that!" Then he stopped short, and his eyes
+went past me, and he seemed to hesitate.
+
+I turned, and there, leaning on the balustrade of the staircase, looking
+on with smiling eyes stood Galeotto with Messer Cavalcanti at his elbow.
+
+I heard Galeotto's words to the Lord of Pagliano. "His heart is
+sound--which is a miracle. That woman, it seems, could not quite
+dehumanize him." And he came down heavily, to ask Falcone what news he
+bore.
+
+The old equerry drew a letter from under his leathern jacket.
+
+"From Ferrante?" quoth the Lord of Pagliano eagerly, peering over
+Galeotto's shoulder.
+
+"Ay," said Galeotto, and he broke the seal. He stood to read, with
+knitted brows. "It is well," he said, at last, and passed the sheet to
+Cavalcanti. "Farnese is in Piacenza already, and the Pope will sway the
+College to give his bastard the ducal crown. It is time we stirred."
+
+He turned to Falcone, whilst Cavalcanti read the letter. "Take food and
+rest, good Gino. For to-morrow you ride again with me. And so shall you,
+Agostino."
+
+"I ride again?" I echoed, my heart sinking and some of my dismay showing
+upon my face. "Whither?"
+
+"To right the wrongs of Mondolfo," he answered shortly, and turned away.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER II. THE GOVERNOR OF MILAN
+
+
+We rode again upon the morrow as he had said, and with us went Falcone
+and the same goodly company of twenty lances that had escorted me from
+Monte Orsaro. But I took little thought for them or pride in such an
+escort now. My heart was leaden. I had not seen Bianca again ere I
+departed, and Heaven knew when we should return to Pagliano. Thus at
+least was I answered by Galeotto when I made bold to ask the question.
+
+Two days we rode, going by easy stages, and came at last upon that
+wondrously fair and imposing city of Milan, in the very heart of the
+vast plain of Lombardy with the distant Alps for background and northern
+rampart.
+
+Our destination was the castle; and in a splendid ante-chamber, packed
+with rustling, silken courtiers and clanking captains in steel, a
+sprinkling of prelates and handsome, insolent-eyed women, more than one
+of whom reminded me of Giuliana, and every one of whom I disparaged by
+comparing her with Bianca, Galeotto and I stood waiting.
+
+To many there he seemed known, and several came to greet him and some to
+whisper in his ear. At last a pert boy in a satin suit that was striped
+in the Imperial livery of black and yellow, pushed his way through the
+throng.
+
+"Messer Galeotto," his shrill voice announced, "his excellency awaits
+you."
+
+Galeotto took my arm, and drew me forward with him. Thus we went through
+a lane that opened out before us in that courtly throng, and came to a
+curtained door. An usher raised the curtain for us at a sign from the
+page, who, opening, announced us to the personage within.
+
+We stood in a small closet, whose tall, slender windows overlooked
+the courtyard, and from the table, on which there was a wealth of
+parchments, rose a very courtly gentleman to receive us out of a
+gilded chair, the arms of which were curiously carved into the shape of
+serpents' heads.
+
+He was a well-nourished, florid man of middle height, with a resolute
+mouth, high cheek-bones, and crafty, prominent eyes that reminded
+me vaguely of the eyes of the taverner of Pojetta. He was splendidly
+dressed in a long gown of crimson damask edged with lynx fur, and
+the fingers of his fat hands and one of his thumbs were burdened with
+jewels.
+
+This was Ferrante Gonzaga, Prince of Molfetta, Duke of Ariano, the
+Emperor's Lieutenant and Governor of the State of Milan.
+
+The smile with which he had been ready to greet Galeotto froze slightly
+at sight of me. But before he could voice the question obviously in his
+mind my companion had presented me.
+
+"Here, my lord, is one upon whom I trust that we may count when the time
+comes. This is Agostino d'Anguissola, of Mondolfo and Carmina."
+
+Surprise overspread Gonzaga's face. He seemed about to speak, and
+checked, and his eyes were very searchingly bent upon Galeotto's face,
+which remained inscrutable as stone. Then the Governor looked at me, and
+from me back again at Galeotto. At last he smiled, whilst I bowed before
+him, but very vaguely conscious of what might impend.
+
+"The time," he said, "seems to be none too distant. The Duke of
+Castro--this Pier Luigi Farnese--is so confident of ultimate success
+that already he has taken up his residence in Piacenza, and already, I
+am informed, is being spoken of as Duke of Parma and Piacenza."
+
+"He has cause," said Galeotto. "Who is to withstand his election since
+the Emperor, like Pilate, has washed his hands of the affair?"
+
+A smile overspread Gonzaga's crafty face. "Do not assume too much
+concerning the Emperor's wishes in the matter. His answer to the Pope
+was that if Parma and Piacenza are Imperial fiefs--integral parts of the
+State of Milan--it would ill become the Emperor to alienate them from
+an empire which he holds merely in trust; whereas if they can be shown
+rightly to belong to the Holy See, why then the matter concerns him not,
+and the Holy See may settle it."
+
+Galeotto shrugged and his face grew dark. "It amounts to an assent," he
+said.
+
+"Not so," purred Gonzaga, seating himself once more. "It amounts to
+nothing. It is a Sibylline answer which nowise prejudices what he may do
+in future. We still hope," he added, "that the Sacred College may refuse
+the investiture. Pier Luigi Farnese is not in good odour in the Curia."
+
+"The Sacred College cannot withstand the Pope's desires. He has bribed
+it with the undertaking to restore Nepi and Camerino to the States of
+the Church in exchange for Parma and Piacenza, which are to form a State
+for his son. How long, my lord, do you think the College will resist
+him?"
+
+"The Spanish Cardinals all have the Emperor's desires at heart."
+
+"The Spanish Cardinals may oppose the measure until they choke
+themselves with their vehemence," was the ready answer. "There are
+enough of the Pope's creatures to carry the election, and if there were
+not it would be his to create more until there should be sufficient for
+his purpose. It is an old subterfuge."
+
+"Well, then," said Gonzaga, smiling, "since you are so assured, it
+is for you and the nobles of Piacenza to be up and doing. The Emperor
+depends upon you; and you may depend upon him."
+
+Galeotto looked at the Governor out of his scarred face, and his eyes
+were very grave.
+
+"I had hoped otherwise," he said. "That is why I have been slow to move.
+That is why I have waited, why I have even committed the treachery
+of permitting Pier Luigi to suppose me ready at need to engage in his
+service."
+
+"Ah, there you play a dangerous game," said Gonzaga frankly.
+
+"I'll play a more dangerous still ere I have done," he answered stoutly.
+"Neither Pope nor Devil shall dismay me. I have great wrongs to right,
+as none knows better than your excellency, and if my life should go in
+the course of it, why"--he shrugged and sneered--"it is all that is left
+me; and life is a little thing when a man has lost all else."
+
+"I know, I know," said the sly Governor, wagging his big head, "else I
+had not warned you. For we need you, Messer Galeotto."
+
+"Ay, you need me; you'll make a tool of me--you and your Emperor. You'll
+use me as a cat's-paw to pull down this inconvenient duke."
+
+Gonzaga rose, frowning. "You go a little far, Messer Galeotto," he said.
+
+"I go no farther than you urge me," answered the other.
+
+"But patience, patience!" the Lieutenant soothed him, growing sleek
+again in tone and manner. "Consider now the position. What the Emperor
+has answered the Pope is no more than the bare and precise truth. It is
+not clear whether the States of Parma and Piacenza belong to the
+Empire or the Holy See. But let the people rise and show themselves
+ill-governed, let them revolt against Farnese once he has been created
+their duke and when thus the State shall have been alienated from the
+Holy See, and then you may count upon the Emperor to step in as your
+liberator and to buttress up your revolt."
+
+"Do you promise us so much?" asked Galeotto.
+
+"Explicitly," was the ready answer, "upon my most sacred honour. Send
+me word that you are in arms, that the first blow has been struck, and
+I shall be with you with all the force that I can raise in the Emperor's
+name."
+
+"Your excellency has warrant for this?" demanded Galeotto.
+
+"Should I promise it else? About it, sir. You may work with confidence."
+
+"With confidence, yes," replied Galeotto gloomily, "but with no great
+hope. The Pontifical government has ground the spirit out of half
+the nobles of the Val di Taro. They have suffered so much and so
+repeatedly--in property, in liberty, in life itself--that they are grown
+rabbit-hearted, and would sooner cling to the little liberty that is
+still theirs than strike a blow to gain what belongs to them by every
+right. Oh, I know them of old! What man can do, I shall do; but..." He
+shrugged, and shook his head sorrowfully.
+
+"Can you count on none?" asked Gonzaga, very serious, stroking his
+smooth, fat chin.
+
+"I can count upon one," answered Galeotto. "The Lord of Pagliano; he is
+ghibelline to the very marrow, and he belongs to me. At my bidding there
+is nothing he will not do. There is an old debt between us, and he is
+a noble soul who will not leave his debts unpaid. Upon him I can count;
+and he is rich and powerful. But then, he is not really a Piacentino
+himself. He holds his fief direct from the Emperor. Pagliano is part of
+the State of Milan, and Cavalcanti is no subject of Farnese. His case,
+therefore, is exceptional and he has less than the usual cause for
+timidity. But the others..." Again he shrugged. "What man can do to stir
+them, that will I do. You shall hear from me soon again, my lord."
+
+Gonzaga looked at me. "Did you not say that here was another?"
+
+Galeotto smiled sadly. "Ay--just one arm and one sword. That is all.
+Unless this emprise succeeds he is never like to rule in Mondolfo. He
+may be counted upon; but he brings no lances with him."
+
+"I see," said Gonzaga, his lip between thumb and forefinger. "But his
+name..."
+
+"That and his wrongs shall be used, depend upon it, my lord--the wrongs
+which are his by inheritance."
+
+I said no word. A certain resentment filled me to hear myself so
+disposed of without being consulted; and yet it was tempered by a
+certain trust in Galeotto, a faith that he would lead me into nothing
+unworthy.
+
+Gonzaga conducted us to the door of the closet. "I shall look to hear
+from you, Ser Galeotto," he said. "And if at first the nobles of the
+Val di Taro are not to be moved, perhaps after they have had a taste
+of Messer Pier Luigi's ways they will gather courage out of despair.
+I think we may be hopeful if patient. Meanwhile, my master the Emperor
+shall be informed."
+
+Another moment and we were out of that florid, crafty, well-nourished
+presence. The curtains had dropped behind us, and we were thrusting our
+way through the press in the ante-chamber, Galeotto muttering to himself
+things which as we gained the open air I gathered to be curses directed
+against the Emperor and his Milanese Lieutenant.
+
+In the inn of the sign of the Sun, by the gigantic Duomo of Visconti's
+building, he opened the gates to his anger and let it freely forth.
+
+"It is a world of cravens," he said, "a world of slothful, self-seeking,
+supine cowards, Agostino. In the Emperor, at least, I conceived that we
+should have found a man who would not be averse to acting boldly where
+his interests must be served. More I had not expected of him; but that,
+at least. And even in that he fails me. Oh, this Charles V!" he cried.
+"This prince upon whose dominions the sun never sets! Fortune has
+bestowed upon him all the favours in her gift, yet for himself he can do
+nothing.
+
+"He is crafty, cruel, irresolute, and mistrustful of all. He is without
+greatness of any sort, and he is all but Emperor of the World! Others
+must do his work for him; others must compass the conquests which he is
+to enjoy.
+
+"Ah, well!" he ended, with a sneer, "perhaps as the world views these
+things there is a certain greatness in that--the greatness of the fox."
+
+Naturally there was much in this upon which I needed explanation, and I
+made bold to intrude upon his anger to crave it. And it was then that I
+learnt the true position of affairs.
+
+Between France and the Empire, the State of Milan had been in contention
+until quite lately, when Henri II had abandoned it to Charles V. And
+in the State of Milan were the States of Parma and Piacenza, which Pope
+Julius II had wrested from it and incorporated in the domain of the
+Church. The act, however, was unlawful, and although these States
+had ever since been under Pontifical rule, it was to Milan that they
+belonged, though Milan never yet had had the power to enforce her
+rights. She had that power at last, now that the Emperor's rule there
+was a thing determined, and it was in this moment that papal nepotism
+was to make a further alienation of them by constituting them into
+a duchy for the Farnese bastard, Pier Luigi, who was already Duke of
+Castro.
+
+Under papal rule the nobles--more particularly the ghibellines--and
+the lesser tyrants of the Val di Taro had suffered rudely, plundered by
+Pontifical brigandage, enduring confiscations and extortions until they
+were reduced to a miserable condition. It was against the beginnings of
+this that my father had raised his standard, to be crushed thorough the
+supineness of his peers, who would not support him to save themselves
+from being consumed in the capacious maw of Rome.
+
+But what they had suffered hitherto would be as nothing to what they
+must suffer if the Pope now had his way and if Pier Luigi Farnese were
+to become their duke--an independent prince. He would break the nobles
+utterly, to remain undisputed master of the territory. That was a
+conclusion foregone. And yet our princelings saw the evil approaching
+them, and cowered irresolute to await and suffer it.
+
+They had depended, perhaps, upon the Emperor, who, it was known, did
+not favour the investiture, nor would confirm it. It was remembered that
+Ottavio Farnese--Pier Luigi's son--was married to Margaret of Austria,
+the Emperor's daughter, and that if a Farnese dominion there was to be
+in Parma and Piacenza, the Emperor would prefer that it should be that
+of his own son-in-law, who would hold the duchy as a fief of the Empire.
+Further was it known that Ottavio was intriguing with Pope and Emperor
+to gain the investiture in his own father's stead.
+
+"The unnatural son!" I exclaimed upon learning that.
+
+Galeotto looked at me, and smiled darkly, stroking his great beard.
+
+"Say, rather, the unnatural father," he replied. "More honour to Ottavio
+Farnese in that he has chosen to forget that he is Pier Luigi's son.
+It is not a parentage in which any man--be he the most abandoned--could
+take pride."
+
+"How so?" quoth I.
+
+"You have, indeed, lived out of the world if you know nothing of Pier
+Luigi Farnese. I should have imagined that some echo of his turpitudes
+must have penetrated even to a hermitage--that they would be written
+upon the very face of Nature, which he outrages at every step of his
+infamous life. He is a monster, a sort of antichrist; the most ruthless,
+bloody, vicious man that ever drew the breath of life. Indeed, there are
+not wanting those who call him a warlock, a dealer in black magic who
+has sold his soul to the Devil. Though, for that matter, they say the
+same of the Pope his father, and I doubt not that his magic is just the
+magic of a wickedness that is scarcely human.
+
+"There is a fellow named Paolo Giovio, Bishop of Nocera, a charlatan and
+a wretched dabbler in necromancy and something of an alchemist, who has
+lately written the life of another Pope's son--Cesare Borgia, who
+lived nigh upon half a century ago, and who did more than any man to
+consolidate the States of the Church, though his true aim, like Pier
+Luigi's, was to found a State for himself. I am given to think that for
+his model of a Pope's bastard this Giovio has taken the wretched Farnese
+rogue, and attributed to the son of Alexander VI the vices and infamies
+of this son of Paul III.
+
+"Even to attempt to draw a parallel is to insult the memory of the
+Borgia; for he, at least, was a great captain and a great ruler, and he
+knew how to endear to himself the fold that he governed; so that when I
+was a lad--thirty years ago--there were still those in the Romagna who
+awaited the Borgia's return, and prayed for it as earnestly as pray the
+faithful for the second coming of the Messiah, refusing to believe that
+he was dead. But this Pier Luigi!" He thrust out a lip contemptuously.
+"He is no better than a thief, a murderer, a defiler, a bestial,
+lecherous dog!"
+
+And with that he began to relate some of the deeds of this man; and his
+life, it seemed, was written in blood and filth--a tale of murders
+and rapes and worse. And when as a climax he told me of the horrible,
+inhuman outrage done to Cosimo Gheri, the young Bishop of Fano, I begged
+him to cease, for my horror turned me almost physically sick.1
+
+1 The incident to which Agostino here alludes is fully set forth by
+Benedetto Varchi at the end of Book XVI of his Storia Fiorentina.
+
+
+"That bishop was a holy man, of very saintly life," Galeotto insisted,
+"and the deed permitted the German Lutherans to say that here was a new
+form of martyrdom for saints invented by the Pope's son. And his father
+pardoned him the deed, and others as bad, by a secret bull, absolving
+him from all pains and penalties that he might have incurred through
+youthful frailty or human incontinence!"
+
+It was the relation of those horrors, I think, which, stirring my
+indignation, spurred me even more than the thought of redressing the
+wrongs which the Pontifical or Farnesian government would permit my
+mother to do me.
+
+I held out my hand to Galeotto. "To the utmost of my little might,"
+said I, "you may depend upon me in this good cause in which you have
+engaged."
+
+"There speaks the son of the house of Anguissola," said he, a light
+of affection in his steel-coloured eyes. "And there are your father's
+wrongs to right as well as the wrongs of humanity, remember. By this
+Pier Luigi was he crushed; whilst those who bore arms with him at
+Perugia and were taken alive..." He paused and turned livid, great beads
+of perspiration standing upon his brow. "I cannot," he faltered, "I
+cannot even now, after all these years, bear to think upon those horrors
+perpetrated by that monster."
+
+I was strangely moved at the sight of emotion in one who seemed
+emotionless as iron.
+
+"I left the hermitage," said I, "in the hope that I might the better be
+able to serve God in the world. I think you are showing me the way, Ser
+Galeotto."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER III. PIER LUIGI FARNESE
+
+
+We left Milan that same day, and there followed for some months a season
+of wandering through Lombardy, going from castle to castle, from tyranny
+to tyranny, just the three of us--Galeotto and myself with Falcone for
+our equerry and attendant.
+
+Surely something of the fanatic's temperament there must have been
+in me; for now that I had embraced a cause, I served it with all the
+fanaticism with which on Monte Orsaro I sought to be worthy of the
+course I had taken then.
+
+I was become as an apostle, preaching a crusade or holy war against the
+Devil's lieutenant on earth, Messer Pier Luigi Farnese, sometime Duke
+of Castro, now Duke of Parma and Piacenza--for the investiture duly
+followed in the August of that year, and soon his iron hand began to
+be felt throughout the State of which the Pope had constituted him a
+prince.
+
+And to the zest that was begotten of pure righteousness, Galeotto
+cunningly added yet another and more worldly spur. We were riding one
+day in late September of that year from Cortemaggiore, where we had
+spent a month in seeking to stir the Pallavicini to some spirit of
+resistance, and we were making our way towards Romagnese, the stronghold
+of that great Lombard family of dal Verme.
+
+As we were ambling by a forest path, Galeotto abruptly turned to me,
+Falcone at the time being some little way in advance of us, and startled
+me by his words.
+
+"Cavalcanti's daughter seemed to move you strangely, Agostino," he said,
+and watched me turn pale under his keen glance.
+
+In my confusion--more or less at random--"What should Cavalcanti's
+daughter be to me?" I asked.
+
+"Why, what you will, I think," he answered, taking my question
+literally. "Cavalcanti would consider the Lord of Mondolfo and Carmina
+a suitable mate for his daughter, however he might hesitate to marry her
+to the landless Agostino d'Anguissola. He loved your father better than
+any man that ever lived, and such an alliance was mutually desired."
+
+"Do you think I need this added spur?" quoth I.
+
+"Nay, I know that you do not. But it is well to know what reward
+may wait upon our labour. It makes that labour lighter and increases
+courage."
+
+I hung my head, without answering him, and we rode silently amain.
+
+He had touched me where the flesh was raw and tender. Bianca de'
+Cavalcanti! It was a name I uttered like a prayer, like a holy
+invocation. Just so had I been in a measure content to carry that name
+and the memory of her sweet face. To consider her as the possible
+Lady of Mondolfo when I should once more have come into my own, was to
+consider things that filled me almost with despair.
+
+Again I experienced such hesitations as had kept me from ever seeking
+her at Pagliano, though I had been given the freedom of her garden.
+Giuliana had left her brand upon me. And though Bianca had by now
+achieved for me what neither prayers nor fasting could accomplish, and
+had exorcized the unholy visions of Giuliana from my mind, yet when I
+came to consider Bianca as a possible companion--as something more
+or something less than a saint enthroned in the heaven created by my
+worship of her--there rose between us ever that barrier of murder
+and adultery, a barrier which not even in imagination did I dare to
+overstep.
+
+I strove to put such thoughts from my mind that I might leave it free to
+do the work to which I had now vowed myself.
+
+All through that winter we pursued our mission. With the dal Verme we
+had but indifferent success, for they accounted themselves safe, being,
+like Cavalcanti, feudatories of the Emperor himself, and nowise included
+in the territories of Parma and Piacenza. From Romagnese we made our way
+to the stronghold of the Anguissola of Albarola, my cousins, who gave
+me a very friendly welcome, and who, though with us in spirit and
+particularly urged by their hatred of our guelphic cousin Cosimo who was
+now Pier Luigi's favourite, yet hesitated as the others had done. And
+we met with little better success with Sforza of Santafiora, to
+whose castle we next repaired, or yet with the Landi, the Scotti, or
+Confalonieri. Everywhere the same spirit of awe was abroad, and the same
+pusillanimity, content to hug the little that remained rather than rear
+its head to demand that which by right belonged.
+
+So that when the spring came round again, and our mission done, our
+crusade preached to hearts that would not be inflamed, we turned
+our steps once more towards Pagliano, we were utterly dispirited
+men--although, for myself, my despondency was tempered a little by the
+thought that I was to see Bianca once more.
+
+Yet before I come to speak of her again, let me have done with these
+historical matters in so far as they touched ourselves.
+
+We had left the nobles unresponsive, as you have seen. But soon the
+prognostications of the crafty Gonzaga were realized. Soon Farnese,
+through his excessive tyranny, stung them out of their apathy. The first
+to feel his iron hand were the Pallavicini, whom he stripped of their
+lands of Cortemaggiore, taking as hostages Girolamo Pallavicini's wife
+and mother. Next he hurled his troops against the dal Verme, forcing
+Romagnese to capitulate, and then seeking similarly to reduce their
+other fief of Bobbio. Thence upon his all-conquering way, he marched
+upon Castel San Giovanni, whence he sought to oust the Sforza, and
+at the same time he committed the mistake of attempting to drive the
+Gonzaga out of Soragna.
+
+This last rashness brought down upon his head the direct personal
+resentment of Ferrante Gonzaga. With the Imperial troops at his heels
+the Governor of Milan not only intervened to save Soragna for his
+family, but forced Pier Luigi to disgorge Bobbio and Romagnese,
+restoring them to the dal Verme, and compelled him to raise the siege of
+San Giovanni upon which he was at the time engaged--claiming that both
+these noble houses were feudatories of the Empire.
+
+Intimidated by that rude lesson, Pier Luigi was forced to draw in his
+steely claws. To console himself, he turned his attention to the Val di
+Taro, and issued an edict commanding all nobles there to disarm, disband
+their troops, quit their fortresses, and go to reside in the principal
+cities of their districts. Those who resisted or demurred, he crushed
+at once with exile and confiscation; and even those who meekly did his
+will, he stripped of all privileges as feudal lords.
+
+Even my mother, we heard, was forced to dismiss her trivial garrison,
+having been ordered to close the Citadel of Mondolfo, and take up her
+residence in our palace in the city itself. But she went further than
+she was bidden--she took the veil in the Convent of Santa Chiara, and so
+retired from the world.
+
+The State began to ferment in secret at so much and such harsh tyranny.
+Farnese was acting in Piacenza as Tarquin of old had acted in his
+garden, slicing the tallest poppies from their stems. And soon to swell
+his treasury, which not even his plunder, brigandage, and extortionate
+confiscations could fill sufficiently to satisfy his greed, he set
+himself to look into the past lives of the nobles, and to promulgate
+laws that were retroactive, so that he was enabled to levy fresh fines
+and perpetrate fresh sequestrations in punishment of deeds that had been
+done long years ago.
+
+Amongst these, we heard that he had Giovanni d'Anguissola decapitated in
+effigy for his rebellion against the authority of the Holy See, and that
+my tyrannies of Mondolfo and Carmina were confiscated from me because of
+my offence in being Giovanni d'Anguissola's son. And presently we heard
+that Mondolfo had been conferred by Farnese upon his good and loyal
+servant and captain, the Lord Cosimo d'Anguissola, subject to a tax of a
+thousand ducats yearly!
+
+Galeotto ground his teeth and swore horribly when the news was brought
+us from Piacenza, whilst I felt my heart sink and the last hope
+of Bianca--the hope secretly entertained almost against hope
+itself--withering in my soul.
+
+But soon came consolation. Pier Luigi had gone too far. Even rats when
+cornered will turn at bay and bare their teeth for combat. So now the
+nobles of the Valnure and the Val di Taro.
+
+The Scotti, the Pallavicini, the Landi, and the Anguissola of Albarola,
+came one after the other in secret to Pagliano to interview the gloomy
+Galeotto. And at one gathering that was secretly held in a chamber of
+the castle, he lashed them with his furious scorn.
+
+"You are come now," he jeered at them, "now that you are maimed; now
+that you have been bled of half your strength; now that most of your
+teeth are drawn. Had you but had the spirit and good sense to rise six
+months ago when I summoned you so to do, the struggle had been brief
+and the victory certain. Now the fight will be all fraught with risk,
+dangerous to engage, and uncertain of issue."
+
+But it was they--these men who themselves had been so pusillanimous at
+first--who now urged him to take the lead, swearing to follow him to the
+death, to save for their children what little was still left them.
+
+"In that spirit I will not lead you a step," he answered them. "If we
+raise our standard, we fight for all our ancient rights, for all our
+privileges, and for the restoration of all that has been confiscated;
+in short, for the expulsion of the Farnese from these lands. If that is
+your spirit, then I will consider what is to be done--for, believe me,
+open warfare will no longer avail us here. What we have to do must
+be done by guile. You have waited too long to resolve yourselves. And
+whilst you have grown weak, Farnese has been growing strong. He has
+fawned upon and flattered the populace; he has set the people against
+the nobles; he has pretended that in crushing the nobles he was serving
+the people, and they--poor fools!--have so far believed him that they
+will run to his banner in any struggle that may ensue."
+
+He dismissed them at last with the promise that they should hear from
+him, and on the morrow, attended by Falcone only, he rode forth again
+from Pagliano, to seek out the dal Verme and the Sforza of Santafiora
+and endeavour to engage their interest against the man who had outraged
+them.
+
+And that was early in August of the year '46.
+
+I remained at Pagliano by Galeotto's request. He would have no need
+of me upon his mission. But he might desire me to seek out some of the
+others of the Val di Taro with such messages as he should send me.
+
+And in all this time I had seen but little of Monna Bianca. We met under
+her father's eye in that gold-and-purple dining-room; and there I would
+devoutly, though surreptitiously, feast my eyes upon the exquisite
+beauty of her. But I seldom spoke to her, and then it was upon the most
+trivial matters; whilst although the summer was now full fragrantly
+unfolded, yet I never dared to intrude into that garden of hers to which
+I had been bidden, ever restrained by the overwhelming memory of the
+past.
+
+So poignant was this memory that at times I caught myself wondering
+whether, after all, I had not been mistaken in lending an ear so readily
+to the arguments of Fra Gervasio, whether Fra Gervasio himself had not
+been mistaken in assuming that my place was in the world, and whether I
+had not done best to have carried out my original intention of seeking
+refuge in some monastery in the lowly position of a lay brother.
+
+Meanwhile the Lord of Pagliano used me in the most affectionate and
+fatherly manner. But not even this sufficed to encourage me where
+his daughter was concerned, and I seemed to observe also that Bianca
+herself, if she did not actually avoid my society, was certainly at no
+pains to seek it.
+
+What the end would have been but for the terrible intervention there was
+in our affairs, I have often surmised without result.
+
+It happened that one day, about a week after Galeotto had left us there
+rode up to the gates of Pagliano a very magnificent company, and there
+was great braying of horns, stamping of horses and rattle of arms.
+
+My Lord Pier Luigi Farnese had been on a visit to his city of Parma, and
+on his return journey had thought well to turn aside into the lands of
+ultra-Po, and pay a visit to the Lord of Pagliano, whom he did not love,
+yet whom, perhaps, it may have been his intention to conciliate, since
+hurt him he could not.
+
+Sufficiently severe had been the lesson he had received for meddling
+with Imperial fiefs; and he must have been mad had he thought of
+provoking further the resentment of the Emperor. To Farnese, Charles V
+was a sleeping dog it was as well to leave sleeping.
+
+He rode, then, upon his friendly visit into the Castle of Pagliano,
+attended by a vast retinue of courtiers and ladies, pages, lackeys, and
+a score of men-at-arms. A messenger had ridden on in advance to
+warn Cavalcanti of the honour that the Duke proposed to do him,
+and Cavalcanti, relishing the honour no whit, yet submitting out of
+discreetness, stood to receive his excellency at the foot of the marble
+staircase with Bianca on one side and myself upon the other.
+
+Under the archway they rode, Farnese at the head of the cavalcade. He
+bestrode a splendid white palfrey, whose mane and tail were henna-dyed,
+whose crimson velvet trappings trailed almost to the ground. He was
+dressed in white velvet, even to his thigh-boots, which were laced with
+gold and armed with heavy gold spurs. A scarlet plume was clasped by a
+great diamond in his velvet cap, and on his right wrist was perched a
+hooded falcon.
+
+He was a tall and gracefully shaped man of something over forty years of
+age, black-haired and olive-skinned, wearing a small pointed beard that
+added length to his face. His nose was aquiline, and he had fine eyes,
+but under them there were heavy brown shadows, and as he came nearer it
+was seen that his countenance was marred by an unpleasant eruption of
+sores.
+
+After him came his gentlemen, a round dozen of them, with half that
+number of splendid ladies, all a very dazzling company. Behind these,
+in blazing liveries, there was a cloud of pages upon mules, and lackeys
+leading sumpter-beasts; and then to afford them an effective background,
+a grey, steel phalanx of men-at-arms.
+
+I describe his entrance as it appeared at a glance, for I did not study
+it or absorb any of its details. My horrified gaze was held by a figure
+that rode on his right hand, a queenly woman with a beautiful pale
+countenance and a lazy, insolent smile.
+
+It was Giuliana.
+
+How she came there I did not at the moment trouble to reflect. She was
+there. That was the hideous fact that made me doubt the sight of my own
+eyes, made me conceive almost that I was at my disordered visions again,
+the fruit of too much brooding. I felt as if all the blood were being
+exhausted from my heart, as if my limbs would refuse their office, and
+I leaned for support against the terminal of the balustrade by which I
+stood.
+
+She saw me. And after the first slight start of astonishment, her lazy
+smile grew broader and more insolent. I was but indifferently conscious
+of the hustle about me, of the fact that Cavalcanti himself was holding
+the Duke's stirrup, whilst the latter got slowly to the ground and
+relinquished his falcon to a groom who wore a perch suspended from his
+neck, bearing three other hooded birds. Similarly I was no more than
+conscious of being forced to face the Duke by words that Cavalcanti was
+uttering. He was presenting me.
+
+"This, my lord, is Agostino d'Anguissola."
+
+I saw, as through a haze, the swarthy, pustuled visage frown down upon
+me. I heard a voice which was at once harsh and effeminate and quite
+detestable, saying in unfriendly tones:
+
+"The son of Giovanni d'Anguissola of Mondolfo, eh?"
+
+"The same, my lord," said Cavalcanti, adding generously--"Giovanni
+d'Anguissola was my friend."
+
+"It is a friendship that does you little credit, sir," was the harsh
+answer. "It is not well to befriend the enemies of God."
+
+Was it possible that I had heard aright? Had this human foulness dared
+to speak of God?
+
+"That is a matter upon which I will not dispute with a guest," said
+Cavalcanti with an urbanity of tone belied by the anger that flashed
+from his brown eyes.
+
+At the time I thought him greatly daring, little dreaming that,
+forewarned of the Duke's coming, his measures were taken, and that
+one blast from the silver whistle that hung upon his breast would have
+produced a tide of men-at-arms that would have engulfed and overwhelmed
+Messer Pier Luigi and his suite.
+
+Farnese dismissed the matter with a casual laugh. And then a lazy,
+drawling voice--a voice that once had been sweetest music to my ears,
+but now was loathsome as the croaking of Stygian frogs--addressed me.
+
+"Why, here is a great change, sir saint! We had heard you had turned
+anchorite; and behold you in cloth of gold, shining as you would
+out-dazzle Phoebus."
+
+I stood palely before her, striving to keep the loathing from my face,
+and I was conscious that Bianca had suddenly turned and was regarding us
+with eyes of grave concern.
+
+"I like you better for the change," pursued Giuliana. "And I vow
+that you have grown at least another inch. Have you no word for me,
+Agostino?"
+
+I was forced to answer her. "I trust that all is well with you,
+Madonna," I said.
+
+Her lazy smile grew broader, displaying the dazzling whiteness of
+her strong teeth. "Why, all is very well with me," said she, and her
+sidelong glance at the Duke, half mocking, half kindly with an odious
+kindliness, seemed to give added explanations.
+
+That he should have dared bring here this woman whom no doubt he had
+wrested from his creature Gambara--here into the shrine of my pure and
+saintly Bianca--was something for which I could have killed him then,
+for which I hated him far more bitterly than for any of those dark
+turpitudes that I had heard associated with his odious name.
+
+And meanwhile there he stood, that Pope's bastard, leaning over my
+Bianca, speaking to her, and in his eyes the glow of a dark and unholy
+fire what time they fed upon her beauty as the slug feeds upon the lily.
+He seemed to have no thought for any other, nor for the circumstance
+that he kept us all standing there.
+
+"You must come to our Court at Piacenza, Madonna," I heard him
+murmuring. "We knew not that so fair a flower was blossoming unseen
+in this garden of Pagliano. It is not well that such a jewel should
+be hidden in this grey casket. You were made to queen it in a court,
+Madonna; and at Piacenza you shall be hailed and honoured as its queen."
+And so he rambled on with his rough and trivial flattery, his foully
+pimpled face within a foot of hers, and she shrinking before him, very
+white and mute and frightened. Her father looked on with darkling brows,
+and Giuliana began to gnaw her lip and look less lazy, whilst in the
+courtly background there was a respectful murmuring babble, supplying a
+sycophantic chorus to the Duke's detestable adulation.
+
+It was Cavalcanti, at last, who came to his daughter's rescue by a
+peremptory offer to escort the Duke and his retinue within.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IV. MADONNA BIANCA
+
+
+Pier Luigi's original intent had been to spend no more than a night at
+Pagliano. But when the morrow came, he showed no sign of departing, nor
+upon the next day, nor yet upon the next.
+
+A week passed, and still he lingered, seeming to settle more and more in
+the stronghold of the Cavalcanti, leaving the business of his Duchy to
+his secretary Filarete and to his council, at the head of which, as I
+learnt, was my old friend Annibale Caro.
+
+And meanwhile, Cavalcanti, using great discreetness, suffered the Duke's
+presence, and gave him and his suite most noble entertainment.
+
+His position was perilous and precarious in the extreme, and it needed
+all his strength of character to hold in curb the resentment that boiled
+within him to see himself thus preyed upon; and that was not the
+worst. The worst was Pier Luigi's ceaseless attentions to Bianca,
+the attentions of the satyr for the nymph, a matter in which I think
+Cavalcanti suffered little less than did I.
+
+He hoped for the best, content to wait until cause for action should
+be forced upon him. And meanwhile that courtly throng took its ease at
+Pagliano. The garden that hitherto had been Bianca's own sacred domain,
+the garden into which I had never yet dared set foot, was overrun now
+by the Duke's gay suite--a cloud of poisonous butterflies. There in the
+green, shaded alleys they disported themselves; in the lemon-grove,
+in the perfumed rose-garden, by hedges of box and screens of purple
+clematis they fluttered.
+
+Bianca sought to keep her chamber in those days, and kept it for as
+long on each day as was possible to her. But the Duke, hobbling on
+the terrace--for as a consequence of his journey on horseback he had
+developed a slight lameness, being all rotten with disease--would grow
+irritable at her absence, and insistent upon her presence, hinting that
+her retreat was a discourtesy; so that she was forced to come forth
+again, and suffer his ponderous attentions and gross flatteries.
+
+And three days later there came another to Pagliano, bidden thither by
+the Duke, and this other was none else than my cousin Cosimo, who now
+called himself Lord of Mondolfo, having been invested in that tyranny,
+as I have said.
+
+On the morning after his arrival we met upon the terrace.
+
+"My saintly cousin!" was his derisive greeting. "And yet another change
+in you--out of sackcloth into velvet! The calendar shall know you as St.
+Weathercock, I think--or, perhaps, St. Mountebank."
+
+What followed was equally bitter and sardonic on his part, fiercely and
+openly hostile on mine. At my hostility he had smiled cruelly.
+
+"Be content with what is, my strolling saint," he said, in the tone of
+one who gives a warning, "unless you would be back in your hermitage, or
+within the walls of some cloister, or even worse. Already have you found
+it a troublesome matter to busy yourself with the affairs of the world.
+You were destined for sanctity." He came closer, and grew very fierce.
+"Do not put it upon me to make a saint of you by sending you to Heaven."
+
+"It might end in your own dispatch to Hell," said I. "Shall we essay
+it?"
+
+"Body of God!" he snarled, laughter still lingering on his white face.
+"Is this the mood of your holiness at present? What a bloodthirsty brave
+are you become! Consider, pray, sir, that if you trouble me I have no
+need to do my own office of hangman. There is sufficient against you
+to make the Tribunal of the Ruota very busy; there is--can you have
+forgotten it?--that little affair at the house of Messer Fifanti."
+
+I dropped my glance, browbeaten for an instant. Then I looked at him
+again, and smiled.
+
+"You are but a poor coward, Messer Cosimo," said I, "to use a shadow as
+a screen. You know that nothing can be proved against me unless Giuliana
+speaks, and that she dare not for her own sake. There are witnesses who
+will swear that Gambara went to Fifanti's house that night. There is not
+one to swear that Gambara did not kill Fifanti ere he came forth
+again; and it is the popular belief, for his traffic with Giuliana
+is well-known, as it is well-known that she fled with him after the
+murder--which, in itself, is evidence of a sort. Your Duke has too great
+a respect for the feelings of the populace," I sneered, "to venture to
+outrage them in such a matter. Besides," I ended, "it is impossible to
+incriminate me without incriminating Giuliana and, Messer Pier Luigi
+seems, I should say, unwilling to relinquish the lady to the brutalities
+of a tribunal."
+
+"You are greatly daring," said he, and he was pale now, for in that last
+mention of Giuliana, it seemed that I had touched him where he was still
+sensitive.
+
+"Daring?" I rejoined. "It is more than I can say for you, Ser Cosimo.
+Yours is the coward's fault of caution."
+
+I thought to spur him. If this failed, I was prepared to strike him, for
+my temper was beyond control. That he, standing towards me as he did,
+should dare to mock me, was more than I could brook. But at that moment
+there spoke a harsh voice just behind me.
+
+"How, sir? What words are these?"
+
+There, very magnificent in his suit of ivory velvet, stood the Duke. He
+was leaning heavily upon his cane, and his face was more blotched than
+ever, the sunken eyes more sunken.
+
+"Are you seeking to quarrel with the Lord of Mondolfo?" quoth he, and I
+saw by his smile that he used my cousin's title as a taunt.
+
+Behind him was Cavalcanti with Bianca leaning upon his arm just as I had
+seen her that day when she came with him to Monte Orsaro, save that now
+there was a look as of fear in the blue depths of her eyes. A little
+on one side there was a group composed of three of the Duke's gentlemen
+with Giuliana and another of the ladies, and Giuliana was watching us
+with half-veiled eyes.
+
+"My lord," I answered, very stiff and erect, and giving him back look
+for look, something perhaps of the loathing with which he inspired
+me imprinted on my face, "my lord, you give yourself idle alarms. Ser
+Cosimo is too cautious to embroil himself."
+
+He limped toward me; leaning heavily upon his stick, and it pleased me
+that of a good height though he was, he was forced to look up into my
+face.
+
+"There is too much bad Anguissola blood in you," he said. "Be careful
+lest out of our solicitude for you, we should find it well to let our
+leech attend you."
+
+I laughed, looking into his blotched face, considering his lame leg and
+all the evil humours in him.
+
+"By my faith, I think it is your excellency needs the attentions of a
+leech," said I, and flung all present into consternation by that answer.
+
+I saw his face turn livid, and I saw the hand shake upon the golden
+head of his cane. He was very sensitive upon the score of his foul
+infirmities. His eyes grew baleful as he controlled himself. Then he
+smiled, displaying a ruin of blackened teeth.
+
+"You had best take care," he said. "It were a pity to cripple such fine
+limbs as yours. But there is a certain matter upon which the Holy Office
+might desire to set you some questions. Best be careful, sir, and avoid
+disagreements with my captains."
+
+He turned away. He had had the last word, and had left me cold with
+apprehension, yet warmed by the consciousness that in the brief
+encounter it was he who had taken the deeper wound.
+
+He bowed before Bianca. "Oh, pardon me," he said. "I did not dream you
+stood so near. Else no such harsh sounds should have offended your fair
+ears. As for Messer d'Anguissola..." He shrugged as who would say, "Have
+pity on such a boor!"
+
+But her answer, crisp and sudden as come words that are spoken on
+impulse or inspiration, dashed his confidence.
+
+"Nothing that he said offended me," she told him boldly, almost
+scornfully.
+
+He flashed me a glance that was full of venom, and I saw Cosimo smile,
+whilst Cavalcanti started slightly at such boldness from his meek child.
+But the Duke was sufficiently master of himself to bow again.
+
+"Then am I less aggrieved," said he, and changed the subject. "Shall we
+to the bowling lawn?" And his invitation was direct to Bianca, whilst
+his eyes passed over her father. Without waiting for their answer,
+his question, indeed, amounting to a command, he turned sharply to
+my cousin. "Your arm, Cosimo," said he, and leaning heavily upon his
+captain he went down the broad granite steps, followed by the little
+knot of courtiers, and, lastly, by Bianca and her father.
+
+As for me, I turned and went indoors, and there was little of the saint
+left in me in that hour. All was turmoil in my soul, turmoil and hatred
+and anger. Anon to soothe me came the memory of those sweet words that
+Bianca had spoken in my defence, and those words emboldened me at last
+to seek her but as I had never yet dared in all the time that I had
+spent at Pagliano.
+
+I found her that evening, by chance, in the gallery over the courtyard.
+She was pacing slowly, having fled thither to avoid that hateful throng
+of courtiers. Seeing me she smiled timidly, and her smile gave me what
+little further encouragement I needed. I approached, and very earnestly
+rendered her my thanks for having championed my cause and supported me
+with the express sign of her approval.
+
+She lowered her eyes; her bosom quickened slightly, and the colour ebbed
+and flowed in her cheeks.
+
+"You should not thank me," said she. "What I did was done for justice's
+sake."
+
+"I have been presumptuous," I answered humbly, "in conceiving that it
+might have been for the sake of me."
+
+"But it was that also," she answered quickly, fearing perhaps that she
+had pained me. "It offended me that the Duke should attempt to browbeat
+you. I took pride in you to see you bear yourself so well and return
+thrust for thrust."
+
+"I think your presence must have heartened me," said I. "No pain could
+be so cruel as to seem base or craven in your eyes."
+
+Again the tell-tale colour showed upon her lovely cheek. She began to
+pace slowly down the gallery, and I beside her. Presently she spoke
+again.
+
+"And yet," she said, "I would have you cautious. Do not wantonly affront
+the Duke, for he is very powerful."
+
+"I have little left to lose," said I.
+
+"You have your life," said she.
+
+"A life which I have so much misused that it must ever cry out to me in
+reproach."
+
+She gave me a little fluttering, timid glance, and looked away again.
+Thus we came in silence to the gallery's end, where a marble seat was
+placed, with gay cushions of painted and gilded leather. She sank to
+it with a little sigh, and I leaned on the balustrade beside her and
+slightly over her. And now I grew strangely bold.
+
+"Set me some penance," I cried, "that shall make me worthy."
+
+Again came that little fluttering, frightened glance.
+
+"A penance?" quoth she. "I do not understand."
+
+"All my life," I explained, "has been a vain striving after something
+that eluded me. Once I deemed myself devout; and because I had sinned
+and rendered myself unworthy, you found me a hermit on Monte Orsaro,
+seeking by penance to restore myself to the estate from which I had
+succumbed. That shrine was proved a blasphemy; and so the penance I had
+done, the signs I believed I had received, were turned to mockery. It
+was not there that I should save myself. One night I was told so in a
+vision."
+
+She gave an audible gasp, and looked at me so fearfully that I fell
+silent, staring back at her.
+
+"You knew!" I cried.
+
+Long did her blue, slanting eyes meet my glance without wavering, as
+never yet they had met it. She seemed to hesitate, and at the same time
+openly to consider me.
+
+"I know now," she breathed.
+
+"What do you know?" My voice was tense with excitement.
+
+"What was your vision?" she rejoined.
+
+"Have I not told you? There appeared to me one who called me back to the
+world; who assured me that there I should best serve God; who filled me
+with the conviction that she needed me. She addressed me by name, and
+spoke of a place of which I had never heard until that hour, but which
+to-day I know."
+
+"And you? And you?" she asked. "What answer did you make?"
+
+"I called her by name, although until that hour I did not know it."
+
+She bowed her head. Emotion set her all a-tremble.
+
+"It is what I have so often wondered," she confessed, scarce above a
+whisper. "And it is true--as true as it is strange!"
+
+"True?" I echoed. "It was the only true miracle in that place of false
+ones, and it was so clear a call of destiny that it decided me to return
+to the world which I had abandoned. And yet I have since wondered why.
+Here there seems to be no place for me any more than there was yonder.
+I am devout again with a worldly devotion now, yet with a devotion that
+must be Heaven-inspired, so pure and sweet it is. It has shut out from
+me all the foulness of that past; and yet I am unworthy. And that is why
+I cry to you to set me some penance ere I can make my prayer."
+
+She could not understand me, nor did she. We were not as ordinary
+lovers. We were not as man and maid who, meeting and being drawn each to
+the other, fence and trifle in a pretty game of dalliance until the maid
+opines that the appearances are safe, and that, her resistance having
+been of a seemly length, she may now make the ardently desired surrender
+with all war's honours. Nothing of that was in our wooing, a wooing
+which seemed to us, now that we spoke of it, to have been done when we
+had scarcely met, done in the vision that I had of her, and the vision
+that she had of me.
+
+With averted eyes she set me now a question.
+
+"Madonna Giuliana used you with a certain freedom on her arrival, and
+I have since heard your name coupled with her own by the Duke's ladies.
+But I have asked no questions of them. I know how false can be the
+tongues of courtly folk. I ask it now of you. What is or was this
+Madonna Giuliana to you?"
+
+"She was," I answered bitterly, "and God pity me that I must say it to
+you--she was to me what Circe was to the followers of Ulysses."
+
+She made a little moan, and I saw her clasp her hands in her lap; and
+the sound and sight filled me with sorrow and despair. She must know.
+Better that the knowledge should stand between us as a barrier which
+both could see than that it should remain visible only to the eyes of my
+own soul, to daunt me.
+
+"O Bianca! Forgive me!" I cried. "I did not know! I did not know! I
+was a poor fool reared in seclusion and ripened thus for the first
+temptation that should touch me. That is what on Monte Orsaro I sought
+to expiate, that I might be worthy of the shrine I guarded then. That
+is what I would expiate now that I might be worthy of the shrine whose
+guardian I would become, the shrine at which I worship now."
+
+I was bending very low above her little brown head, in which the threads
+of the gold coif-net gleamed in the fading light.
+
+"If I had but had my vision sooner," I murmured, "how easy it would have
+been! Can you find mercy for me in your gentle heart? Can you forgive
+me, Bianca?
+
+"O Agostino," she answered very sadly, and the sound of my name from her
+lips, coming so naturally and easily, thrilled me like the sound of the
+mystic music of Monte Orsaro. "What shall I answer you? I cannot now.
+Give me leisure to think. My mind is all benumbed. You have hurt me so!"
+
+"Me miserable!" I cried.
+
+"I had believed you one who erred through excess of holiness."
+
+"Whereas I am one who attempted holiness through excess of error."
+
+"I had believed you so, so...O Agostino!" It was a little wail of pain.
+
+"Set me a penance," I implored her.
+
+"What penance can I set you? Will any penance restore to me my shattered
+faith?"
+
+I groaned miserably and covered my face with my hands. It seemed that I
+was indeed come to the end of all my hopes; that the world was become as
+much a mockery to me as had been the hermitage; that the one was to end
+for me upon the discovery of a fraud, as had the other ended--with the
+difference that in this case the fraud was in myself.
+
+It seemed, indeed, that our first communion must be our last. Ever since
+she had seen me step into that gold-and-purple dining-room at Pagliano,
+the incarnation of her vision, as she was the incarnation of mine,
+Bianca must have waited confidently for this hour, knowing that it was
+foreordained to come. Bitterness and disillusion were all that it had
+brought her.
+
+And then, ere more could be said, a thin, flute-like voice hissed down
+the vaulted gallery:
+
+"Madonna Bianca! To hide your beauty from our hungry eyes. To quench the
+light by which we guide our footsteps. To banish from us the happiness
+and joy of your presence! Unkind, unkind!"
+
+It was the Duke. In his white velvet suit he looked almost ghostly in
+the deepening twilight. He hobbled towards us, his stick tapping the
+black-and-white squares of the marble floor. He halted before her, and
+she put aside her emotion, donned a worldly mask, and rose to meet him.
+
+Then he looked at me, and his brooding eyes seemed to scan my face.
+
+"Why! It is Ser Agostino, Lord of Nothing," he sneered, and down the
+gallery rang the laugh of my cousin Cosimo, and there came, too, a
+ripple of other voices.
+
+Whether to save me from friction with those steely gentlemen who aimed
+at grinding me to powder, whether from other motives, Bianca set her
+finger-tips upon the Duke's white sleeve and moved away with him.
+
+I leaned against the balustrade all numb, watching them depart. I saw
+Cosimo come upon her other side and lean over her as he moved, so slim
+and graceful, beside her own slight, graceful figure. Then I sank to the
+cushions of the seat she had vacated, and stayed there with my misery
+until the night had closed about the place, and the white marble pillars
+looked ghostly and unreal.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER V. THE WARNING
+
+
+I prayed that evening more fervently than I had prayed since quitting
+Monte Orsaro. It was as if all the influences of my youth, which lately
+had been shaken off in the stir of intrigue and of rides that had seemed
+the prelude to battle, were closing round me again.
+
+Even as a woman had lured me once from the ways to which I seemed
+predestined, only to drive me back once more the more frenziedly, so now
+it almost seemed as if again a woman should have lured me to the world
+but to drive me from it again and more resolutely than ever. For I was
+anew upon the edge of a resolve to have done with all human interests
+and to seek the peace and seclusion of the cloister.
+
+And then I bethought me of Gervasio. I would go to him for guidance, as
+I had done aforetime. I would ride on the morrow to seek him out in the
+convent near Piacenza to which he had withdrawn.
+
+I was disturbed at last by the coming of a page to my chamber with the
+announcement that my lord was already at supper.
+
+I had thoughts of excusing myself, but in the end I went.
+
+The repast was spread, as usual, in the banqueting-hall of the castle;
+and about the splendid table was Pier Luigi's company, amounting to
+nigh upon a score in all. The Duke himself sat on Monna Bianca's right,
+whilst on her left was Cosimo.
+
+Heeding little whether I was observed or not, I sank to a vacant place,
+midway down the board, between one of the Duke's pretty young gentlemen
+and one of the ladies of that curious train--a bold-eyed Roman woman,
+whose name, I remember, was Valeria Cesarini, but who matters nothing in
+these pages. Almost facing me sat Giuliana, but I was hardly conscious
+of her, or conscious, indeed, of any save Monna Bianca.
+
+Once or twice Bianca's glance met mine, but it fell away again upon the
+instant. She was very pale, and there were wistful lines about her lips;
+yet her mood was singular. Her eyes had an unnatural sparkle, and ever
+and anon she would smile at what was said to her in half-whispers, now
+by the Duke, now by Cosimo, whilst once or twice she laughed outright.
+Gone was the usual chill reserve with which she hedged herself about to
+distance the hateful advances of Pier Luigi. There were moments now when
+she seemed almost flattered by his vile ogling and adulatory speeches,
+as if she had been one of those brazen ladies of his Court.
+
+It wounded me sorely. I could not understand it, lacking the wit to see
+that this queer mood sprang from the blow I had dealt her, and was the
+outward manifestation of her own pain at the shattering of the illusions
+she had harboured concerning myself.
+
+And so I sat there moodily, gnawing my lip and scowling darkly upon Pier
+Luigi and upon my cousin, who was as assiduous in his attentions as his
+master, and who seemed to be receiving an even greater proportion of her
+favours. One little thing there was to hearten me. Looking at the Lord
+of Pagliano, who sat at the table's head, I observed that his glance
+was dark as it kept watch upon his daughter--that chaste white lily that
+seemed of a sudden to have assumed such wanton airs.
+
+It was a matter that stirred me to battle, and forgotten again were my
+resolves to seek Gervasio, forgotten all notion of abandoning the world
+for the second time. Here was work to be done. Bianca was to be guarded.
+Perhaps it was in this that she would come to have need of me.
+
+Once Cosimo caught my gloomy looks, and he leaned over to speak to the
+Duke, who glanced my way with languid, sneering eyes. He had a score to
+settle with me for the discomfiture he had that morning suffered at my
+hands thanks to Bianca's collaboration. He was a clumsy fool, when all
+is said, and confident now of her support--from the sudden and extreme
+friendliness of her mood--he ventured to let loose a shaft at me in a
+tone that all the table might overhear.
+
+"That cousin of yours wears a very conventual hang-dog look," said he to
+Cosimo. And then to the lady on my right--"Forgive, Valeria," he begged,
+"the scurvy chance that should have sat a shaveling next to you." Lastly
+he turned to me to complete this gross work of offensiveness.
+
+"When do you look, sir, to enter the life monastic for which Heaven has
+so clearly designed you?"
+
+There were some sycophants who tittered at his stupid pleasantry; then
+the table fell silent to hear what answer I should make, and a frown sat
+like a thundercloud upon the brow of Cavalcanti.
+
+I toyed with my goblet, momentarily tempted to fling its contents in
+his pustuled face, and risk the consequences. But I bethought me of
+something else that would make a deadlier missile.
+
+"Alas!" I sighed. "I have abandoned the notion--constrained to it."
+
+He took my bait. "Constrained?" quoth he. "Now what fool did so
+constrain you?"
+
+"No fool, but circumstance," I answered. "It has occurred to me," I
+explained, and I boldly held his glance with my own, "that as a simple
+monk my life would be fraught with perils, seeing that in these times
+even a bishop is not safe."
+
+Saving Bianca (who in her sweet innocence did not so much as dream of
+the existence of such vileness as that to which I was referring and by
+which a saintly man had met his death) I do not imagine that there was
+a single person present who did not understand to what foul crime I
+alluded.
+
+The silence that followed my words was as oppressive as the silence
+which in Nature preludes thunder.
+
+A vivid flame of scarlet had overspread the Duke's countenance. It
+receded, leaving his cheeks a greenish white, even to the mottling
+pimples. Abashed, his smouldering eyes fell away before my bold, defiant
+glance. The fingers of his trembling hand tightened about the slender
+stem of his Venetian goblet, so that it snapped, and there was a gush
+of crimson wine upon the snowy napery. His lips were drawn back--like a
+dog's in the act of snarling--and showed the black stumps of his broken
+teeth. But he made no sound, uttered no word. It was Cosimo who spoke,
+half rising as he did so.
+
+"This insolence, my lord Duke, must be punished; this insult wiped out.
+Suffer me..."
+
+But Pier Luigi reached forward across Bianca, set a hand upon my
+cousin's sleeve, and pressed him back into his seat silencing him.
+
+"Let be," he said. And looked up the board at Cavalcanti. "It is for
+my Lord of Pagliano to say if a guest shall be thus affronted at his
+board."
+
+Cavalcanti's face was set and rigid. "You place a heavy burden on my
+shoulders," said he, "when your excellency, my guest, appeals to me
+against another guest of mine--against one who is all but friendless and
+the son of my own best friend."
+
+"And my worst enemy," cried Pier Luigi hotly.
+
+"That is your excellency's own concern, not mine," said Cavalcanti
+coldly. "But since you appeal to me I will say that Messer
+d'Anguissola's words were ill-judged in such a season. Yet in justice
+I must add that it is not the way of youth to weigh its words too
+carefully; and you gave him provocation. When a man--be he never so
+high--permits himself to taunt another, he would do well to see that he
+is not himself vulnerable to taunts."
+
+Farnese rose with a horrible oath, and every one of his gentlemen with
+him.
+
+"My lord," he said, "this is to take sides against me; to endorse the
+affront."
+
+"Then you mistake my intention," rejoined Cavalcanti, with an icy
+dignity. "You appeal to me for judgment. And between guests I must hold
+the scales dead-level, with no thought for the rank of either. Of your
+chivalry, my lord Duke, you must perceive that I could not do else."
+
+It was the simplest way in which he could have told Farnese that he
+cared nothing for the rank of either, and of reminding his excellency
+that Pagliano, being an Imperial fief, was not a place where the Duke of
+Parma might ruffle it unchecked.
+
+Messer Pier Luigi hesitated, entirely out of countenance. Then his eyes
+turned to Bianca, and his expression softened.
+
+"What says Madonna Bianca?" he inquired, his manner reassuming some
+measure of its courtliness. "Is her judgment as unmercifully level?"
+
+She looked up, startled, and laughed a little excitedly, touched by the
+tenseness of a situation which she did not understand.
+
+"What say I?" quoth she. "Why, that here is a deal of pother about some
+foolish words."
+
+"And there," cried Pier Luigi, "spoke, I think, not only beauty but
+wisdom--Minerva's utterances from the lips of Diana!"
+
+In glad relief the company echoed his forced laugh, and all sat down
+again, the incident at an end, and my contempt of the Duke increased to
+see him permit such a matter to be so lightly ended.
+
+But that night, when I had retired to my chamber, I was visited by
+Cavalcanti. He was very grave.
+
+"Agostino," he said, "let me implore you to be circumspect, to keep a
+curb upon your bitter tongue. Be patient, boy, as I am--and I have more
+to endure."
+
+"I marvel, sir, that you endure it," answered I, for my mood was
+petulant.
+
+"You will marvel less when you are come to my years--if, indeed, you
+come to them. For if you pursue this course, and strike back when such
+men as Pier Luigi tap you, you will not be likely to see old age. Body
+of Satan! I would that Galeotto were here! If aught should happen to
+you..." He checked, and set a hand upon my shoulder.
+
+"For your father's sake I love you, Agostino, and I speak as one who
+loves you."
+
+"I know, I know!" I cried, seizing his hand in a sudden penitence. "I
+am an ingrate and a fool. And you upheld me nobly at table. Sir, I swear
+that I will not submit you to so much concern again."
+
+He patted my shoulder in a very friendly fashion, and his kindly
+eyes smiled upon me. "If you but promise that--for your own sake,
+Agostino--we need say no more. God send this papal by-blow takes his
+departure soon, for he is as unwelcome here as he is unbidden."
+
+"The foul toad!" said I. "To see him daily, hourly bending over Monna
+Bianca, whispering and ogling--ugh!"
+
+"It offends you, eh? And for that I love you! There. Be circumspect and
+patient, and all will be well. Put your faith in Galeotto, and endure
+insults which you may depend upon him to avenge when the hour strikes."
+
+Upon that he left me, and he left me with a certain comfort. And in the
+days that followed, I acted upon his injunction, though, truth to tell,
+there was little provocation to do otherwise. The Duke ignored me, and
+all the gentlemen of his following did the like, including Cosimo. And
+meanwhile they revelled at Pagliano and made free with the hospitality
+to which they had not been bidden.
+
+Thus sped another week in which I had not the courage again to approach
+Bianca after what had passed between us at our single interview. Nor
+for that matter was I afforded the opportunity. The Duke and Cosimo
+were ever at her side, and yet it almost seemed as if the Duke had given
+place to his captain, for Cosimo's was the greater assiduity now.
+
+The days were spent at bowls or pallone within the castle, or upon
+hawking-parties or hunting-parties when presently the Duke's health was
+sufficiently improved to enable him to sit his horse; and at night there
+was feasting which Cavalcanti must provide, and on some evenings we
+danced, though that was a diversion in which I took no part, having
+neither the will nor the art.
+
+One night as I sat in the gallery above the great hall, watching them
+footing it upon the mosaic floor below, Giuliana's deep, slow voice
+behind me stirred me out of my musings. She had espied me up there and
+had come to join me, although hitherto I had most sedulously avoided
+her, neither addressing her nor giving her the opportunity to address me
+since the first brazen speech on her arrival.
+
+"That white-faced lily, Madonna Bianca de' Cavalcanti, seems to have
+caught the Duke in her net of innocence," said she.
+
+I started round as if I had been stung, and at sight of my empurpling
+face she slowly smiled, the same hateful smile that I had seen upon
+her face that day in the garden when Gambara had bargained for her with
+Fifanti.
+
+"You are greatly daring," said I.
+
+"To take in vain the name of her white innocence?" she answered, smiling
+superciliously. And then she grew more serious. "Look, Agostino, we were
+friends once. I would be your friend now."
+
+"It is a friendship, Madonna, best not given expression."
+
+"Ha! We are very scrupulous--are we not?--since we have abandoned the
+ways of holiness, and returned to this world of wickedness, and raised
+our eyes to the pale purity of the daughter of Cavalcanti!" She spoke
+sneeringly.
+
+"What is that to you?" I asked.
+
+"Nothing," she answered frankly. "But that another may have raised his
+eyes to her is something. I am honest with you. If this child is aught
+to you, and you would not lose her, you would do well to guard her more
+closely than you are wont. A word in season. That is all my message."
+
+"Stay!" I begged her now, for already she was gliding away through the
+shadows of the gallery.
+
+She laughed over her shoulder at me--the very incarnation of effrontery
+and insolence.
+
+"Have I moved you into sensibility?" quoth she. "Will you condescend
+to questions with one whom you despise?--as, indeed," she added with a
+stinging scorn, "you have every right to do."
+
+"Tell me more precisely what you mean," I begged her, for her words had
+moved me fearfully.
+
+"Gesu!" she exclaimed. "Can I be more precise? Must I add counsels?
+Why, then, I counsel that a change of air might benefit Madonna Bianca's
+health, and that if my Lord of Pagliano is wise, he will send her into
+retreat in some convent until the Duke's visit here is at an end. And
+I can promise you that in that case it will be the sooner ended. Now, I
+think that even a saint should understand me."
+
+With that last gibe she moved resolutely on and left me.
+
+Of the gibe I took little heed. What imported was her warning. And I
+did not doubt that she had good cause to warn me. I remembered with a
+shudder her old-time habit of listening at doors. It was very probable
+that in like manner had she now gathered information that entitled her
+to give me such advice.
+
+It was incredible. And yet I knew that it was true, and I cursed my
+blindness and Cavalcanti's. What precisely Farnese's designs might be I
+could not conceive. It was hard to think that he should dare so much as
+Giuliana more than hinted. It may be that, after all, there was no more
+than just the danger of it, and that her own base interests urged her to
+do what she could to avert it.
+
+In any case, her advice was sound; and perhaps, as she said, the removal
+of Bianca quietly might be the means of helping Pier Luigi's unwelcome
+visit to an end.
+
+Indeed, it was so. It was Bianca who held him at Pagliano, as the
+blindest idiot should have perceived.
+
+That very night I would seek out Cavalcanti ere I retired to sleep.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VI. THE TALONS OF THE HOLY OFFICE
+
+
+Acting upon my resolve, I went to wait for Cavalcanti in the little
+anteroom that communicated with his bedroom. My patience was tried, for
+he was singularly late in coming; fully an hour passed after all
+the sounds had died down in the castle and it was known that all had
+retired, and still there was no sign of him.
+
+I asked one of the pages who lounged there waiting for their master, did
+he think my lord would be in the library, and the boy was conjecturing
+upon this unusual tardiness of Cavalcanti's in seeking his bed, when the
+door opened, and at last he appeared.
+
+When he found me awaiting him, a certain eagerness seemed to light
+his face; a second's glance showed me that he was in the grip of some
+unusual agitation. He was pale, with a dull flush under the eyes, and
+the hand with which he waved away the pages shook, as did his voice when
+he bade them depart, saying that he desired to be alone with me awhile.
+
+When the two slim lads had gone, he let himself fall wearily into a
+tall, carved chair that was placed near an ebony table with silver feet
+in the middle of the room.
+
+But instead of unburdening himself as I fully expected, he looked at me,
+and--
+
+"What is it, Agostino?" he inquired.
+
+"I have thought," I answered after a moment's hesitation, "of a means by
+which this unwelcome visit of Farnese's might be brought to an end."
+
+And with that I told him as delicately as was possible that I believed
+Madonna Bianca to be the lodestone that held him there, and that were
+she removed from his detestable attentions, Pagliano would cease to
+amuse him and he would go his ways.
+
+There was no outburst such as I had almost looked for at the mere
+suggestion contained in my faltering words. He looked at me gravely and
+sadly out of that stern face of his.
+
+"I would you had given me this advice two weeks ago," he said. "But who
+was to have guessed that this pope's bastard would have so prolonged his
+visit? For the rest, however, you are mistaken, Agostino. It is not he
+who has dared to raise his eyes as you suppose to Bianca. Were such the
+case, I should have killed him with my hands were he twenty times the
+Duke of Parma. No, no. My Bianca is being honourably wooed by your
+cousin Cosimo."
+
+I looked at him, amazed. It could not be. I remembered Giuliana's words.
+Giuliana did not love me, and were it as he supposed she would have seen
+no cause to intervene. Rather might she have taken a malicious pleasure
+in witnessing my own discomfiture, in seeing the sweet maid to whom
+I had raised my eyes, snatched away from me by my cousin who already
+usurped so much that was my own.
+
+"O, you must be mistaken," I cried.
+
+"Mistaken?" he echoed. He shook his head, smiling bitterly. "There is no
+possibility of mistake. I am just come from an interview with the Duke
+and his fine captain. Together they sought me out to ask my daughter's
+hand for Cosimo d'Anguissola."
+
+"And you?" I cried, for this thrust aside my every doubt.
+
+"And I declined the honour," he answered sternly, rising in his
+agitation. "I declined it in such terms as to leave them no doubt upon
+the irrevocable quality of my determination; and then this pestilential
+Duke had the effrontery to employ smiling menaces, to remind me that he
+had the power to compel folk to bend the knee to his will, to remind
+me that behind him he had the might of the Pontiff and even of the Holy
+Office. And when I defied him with the answer that I was a feudatory of
+the Emperor, he suggested that the Emperor himself must bow before the
+Court of the Inquisition."
+
+"My God!" I cried in liveliest fear.
+
+"An idle threat!" he answered contemptuously, and set himself to stride
+the room, his hands clasped behind his broad back.
+
+"What have I to do with the Holy Office?" he snorted. "But they had
+worse indignities for me, Agostino. They mocked me with a reminder that
+Giovanni d'Anguissola had been my firmest friend. They told me they knew
+it to have been my intention that my daughter should become the Lady of
+Mondolfo, and to cement the friendship by making one State of Pagliano,
+Mondolfo and Carmina. And they added that by wedding her to Cosimo
+d'Anguissola was the way to execute that plan, for Cosimo, Lord of
+Mondolfo already, should receive Carmina as a wedding-gift from the
+Duke."
+
+"Was such indeed your intention?" I asked scarce above a whisper,
+overawed as men are when they perceive precisely what their folly and
+wickedness have cost them.
+
+He halted before me, and set one hand of his upon my shoulder, looking
+up into my face. "It has been my fondest dream, Agostino," he said.
+
+I groaned. "It is a dream that never can be realized now," said I
+miserably.
+
+"Never, indeed, if Cosimo d'Anguissola continues to be Lord of
+Mondolfo," he answered, his keen, friendly eyes considering me.
+
+I reddened and paled under his glance.
+
+"Nor otherwise," said I. "For Monna Bianca holds me in the contempt
+which I deserve. Better a thousand times that I should have remained
+out of this world to which you caused me to return--unless, indeed, my
+present torment is the expiation that is required of me unless, indeed,
+I was but brought back that I might pay with suffering for all the evil
+that I have wrought."
+
+He smiled a little. "Is it so with you? Why, then, you afflict yourself
+too soon, boy. You are over-hasty to judge. I am her father, and my
+little Bianca is a book in which I have studied deeply. I read her
+better than do you, Agostino. But we will talk of this again."
+
+He turned away to resume his pacing in the very moment in which he had
+fired me with such exalted hopes. "Meanwhile, there is this Farnese
+dog with his parcel of minions and harlots making a sty of my house.
+He threatens to remain until I come to what he terms a reasonable
+mind--until I consent to do his will and allow my daughter to marry his
+henchman; and he parted from me enjoining me to give the matter thought,
+and impudently assuring me that in Cosimo d'Anguissola--in that guelphic
+jackal--I had a husband worthy of Bianca de' Cavalcanti."
+
+He spoke it between his teeth, his eyes kindling angrily again.
+
+"The remedy, my lord, is to send Bianca hence," I said. "Let her seek
+shelter in a convent until Messer Pier Luigi shall have taken his
+departure. And if she is no longer here, Cosimo will have little
+inclination to linger."
+
+He flung back his head, and there was defiance in every line of his
+clear-cut face. "Never!" he snapped. "The thing could have been done two
+weeks ago, when they first came. It would have seemed that the step was
+determined before his coming, and that in my independence I would not
+alter my plans. But to do it now were to show fear of him; and that is
+not my way.
+
+"Go, Agostino. Let me have the night to think. I know not how to act.
+But we will talk again to-morrow."
+
+It was best so; best leave it to the night to bring counsel, for we were
+face to face with grave issues which might need determining sword in
+hand.
+
+That I slept little will be readily conceived. I plagued my mind
+with this matter of Cosimo's suit, thinking that I saw the ultimate
+intent--to bring Pagliano under the ducal sway by rendering master of it
+one who was devoted to Farnese.
+
+And then, too, I would think of that other thing that Cavalcanti had
+said: that I had been hasty in my judgment of his daughter's mind. My
+hopes rose and tortured me with the suspense they held. Then came to me
+the awful thought that here there might be a measure of retribution,
+and that it might be intended as my punishment that Cosimo, whom I had
+unconsciously bested in my sinful passion, should best me now in this
+pure and holy love.
+
+I was astir betimes, and out in the gardens before any, hoping, I think,
+that Bianca, too, might seek the early morning peace of that place, and
+that so we might have speech.
+
+Instead, it was Giuliana who came to me. I had been pacing the terrace
+some ten minutes, inhaling the matutinal fragrance, drawing my hands
+through the cool dew that glistened upon the boxwood hedges, when I saw
+her issue from the loggia that opened to the gardens.
+
+Upon her coming I turned to go within, and I would have passed her
+without a word, but that she put forth a hand to detain me.
+
+"I was seeking you, Agostino," she said in greeting.
+
+"Having found me, Madonna, you will give me leave to go," said I.
+
+But she was resolutely barring my way. A slow smile parted her scarlet
+lips and broke over that ivory countenance that once I had deemed so
+lovely and now I loathed.
+
+"I mind me another occasion in a garden betimes one morning when you
+were in no such haste to shun me."
+
+I crimsoned under her insolent regard. "Have you the courage to
+remember?" I exclaimed.
+
+"Half the art of life is to harbour happy memories," said she.
+
+"Happy?" quoth I.
+
+"Do you deny that we were happy on that morning?--it would be just about
+this time of year, two years ago. And what a change in you since then!
+Heigho! And yet men say that woman is inconstant!"
+
+"I did not know you then," I answered harshly.
+
+"And do you know me now? Has womanhood no mysteries for you since you
+gathered wisdom in the wilderness?"
+
+I looked at her with detestation in my eyes. The effrontery, the ease
+and insolence of her bearing, all confirmed my conviction of her utter
+shamelessness and heartlessness.
+
+"The day after... after your husband died," I said, "I saw you in a dell
+near Castel Guelfo with my Lord Gambara. In that hour I knew you."
+
+She bit her lip, then smiled again. "What would you?" answered she.
+"Through your folly and crime I was become an outcast. I went in danger
+of my life. You had basely deserted me. My Lord Gambara, more generous,
+offered me shelter and protection. I was not born for martyrdom and
+dungeons," she added, and sighed with smiling plaintiveness. "Are you,
+of all men, the one to blame me?"
+
+"I have not the right, I know," I answered. "Nor do I blame you more
+than I blame myself. But since I blame myself most bitterly--since I
+despise and hate myself for what is past, you may judge what my feelings
+are for you. And judging them, I think it were well you gave me leave to
+go."
+
+"I came to speak of other than ourselves, Ser Agostino," she answered,
+all unmoved still by my scorn, or leastways showing nothing of what
+emotions might be hers. "It is of that simpering daughter of my Lord of
+Pagliano."
+
+"There is nothing I could less desire to hear you talk upon," said I.
+
+"It is so very like a man to scorn the thing I could tell him after he
+has already heard it from me."
+
+"The thing you told me was false," said I. "It was begotten of fear
+to see your own base interests thwarted. It is proven so by the
+circumstance that the Duke has sought the hand of Madonna Bianca for
+Cosimo d'Anguissola."
+
+"For Cosimo?" she cried, and I never saw her so serious and thoughtful.
+"For Cosimo? You are sure of this?" The urgency of her tone was such
+that it held me there and compelled my answer.
+
+"I have it from my lord himself."
+
+She knit her brows, her eyes upon the ground; then slowly she raised
+them, and looked at me again, the same unusual seriousness and alertness
+in every line of her face.
+
+"Why, by what dark ways does he burrow to his ends?" she mused.
+
+And then her eyes grew lively, her expression cunning and vengeful. "I
+see it!" she exclaimed. "O, it is as clear as crystal. This is the Roman
+manner of using complaisant husbands."
+
+"Madonna!" I rebuked her angrily--angry to think that anyone should
+conceive that Bianca could be so abused.
+
+"Gesu!" she returned with a shrug. "The thing is plain enough if you
+will but look at it. Here his excellency dares nothing, lest he should
+provoke the resentment of that uncompromising Lord of Pagliano. But once
+she is safely away--as Cosimo's wife..."
+
+"Stop!" I cried, putting out a hand as if I would cover her mouth. Then
+collecting myself. "Do you suggest that Cosimo could lend himself to so
+infamous a compact?"
+
+"Lend himself? That pander? You do not know your cousin. If you have any
+interest in this Madonna Bianca you will get her hence without delay,
+and see that Pier Luigi has no knowledge of the convent to which she is
+consigned. He enjoys the privileges of a papal offspring, and there is
+no sanctuary he will respect. So let the thing be done speedily and in
+secret."
+
+I looked at her between doubt and horror.
+
+"Why should you mistrust me?" she asked, answering my look. "I have been
+frank with you. It is not you nor that white-faced ninny I would serve.
+You may both go hang for me, though I loved you once, Agostino." And the
+sudden tenderness of tone and smile were infinitely mocking. "No, no,
+beloved, if I meddle in this at all, it is because my own interests are
+in peril."
+
+I shuddered at the cold, matter-of-fact tone in which she alluded to
+such interests as those which she could have in Pier Luigi.
+
+"Ay, shrink and cringe, sir saint," she sneered. "Having cast me off
+and taken up holiness, you have the right, of course." And with that she
+moved past me, and down the terrace-steps without ever turning her head
+to look at me again. And that was the last I ever saw of her, as you
+shall find, though little was it to have been supposed so then.
+
+I stood hesitating, half minded to go after her and question her more
+closely as to what she knew and what she did no more than surmise. But
+then I reflected that it mattered little. What really mattered was that
+her good advice should be acted upon without delay.
+
+I went towards the house and in the loggia came face to face with
+Cosimo.
+
+"Still pursuing the old love," he greeted me, smiling and jerking his
+head in the direction of Giuliana. "We ever return to it in the end,
+they say; yet you had best have a care. It is not well to cross my Lord
+Pier Luigi in such matters; he can be a very jealous tyrant."
+
+I wondered was there some double meaning in the words. I made shift to
+pass on, leaving his taunt unanswered, when suddenly he stepped up to me
+and tapped my shoulder.
+
+"One other thing, sweet cousin. You little deserve a warning at my
+hands. Yet you shall have it. Make haste to shake the dust of Pagliano
+from your feet. An evil is hanging over you here."
+
+I looked into his wickedly handsome face, and smiled coldly.
+
+"It is a warning which in my turn I will give to you, you jackal," said
+I, and watched the expression of his countenance grow set and frozen,
+the colour recede from it.
+
+"What do you mean?" he growled, touched to suspicion of my knowledge by
+the term I had employed. "What things has that trull dared to..."
+
+I cut in. "I mean, sir, to warn you. Do not drive me to do more."
+
+We were quite alone. Behind us stretched the long, empty room, before us
+the empty gardens. He was without weapons as was I. But my manner was
+so fierce that he recoiled before me, in positive fear of my hands, I
+think.
+
+I swung on my heel and pursued my way.
+
+I went above to seek Cavalcanti, and found him newly risen. Wrapped in
+a gown of miniver, he received me with the news that having given the
+matter thought, he had determined to sacrifice his pride and remove
+Bianca not later than the morrow, as soon as he could arrange it. And to
+arrange it he would ride forth at once.
+
+I offered to go with him, and that offer he accepted, whereafter I
+lounged in his antechamber waiting until he should be dressed, and
+considering whether to impart to him the further information I had that
+morning gleaned. In the end I decided not to do so, unable to bring
+myself to tell him that so much turpitude might possibly be plotting
+against Bianca. It was a statement that soiled her, so it seemed to me.
+Indeed I could scarcely bear to think of it.
+
+Presently he came forth full-dressed, booted, and armed, and we went
+along the corridor and out upon the gallery. As side by side we were
+descending the steps, we caught sight of a singular group in the
+courtyard.
+
+Six mounted men in black were drawn up there, and a little in the
+foreground a seventh, in a corselet of blackened steel and with a steel
+cap upon his head, stood by his horse in conversation with Farnese. In
+attendance upon the Duke were Cosimo and some three of his gentlemen.
+
+We halted upon the steps, and I felt Cavalcanti's hand suddenly tighten
+upon my arm.
+
+"What is it?" I asked innocently, entirely unalarmed. "These are
+familiars of the Holy Office," he answered me, his tone very grave. In
+that moment the Duke, turning, espied us. He came towards the staircase
+to meet us, and his face, too, was very solemn.
+
+We went down, I filled by a strange uneasiness, which I am sure was
+entirely shared by Cavalcanti.
+
+"Evil tidings, my Lord of Pagliano," said Farnese. "The Holy Office has
+sent to arrest the person of Agostino d'Anguissola, for whom it has been
+seeking for over a year."
+
+"For me?" I cried, stepping forward ahead of Cavalcanti. "What has the
+Holy Office to do with me?"
+
+The leading familiar advanced. "If you are Agostino d'Anguissola, there
+is a charge of sacrilege against you, for which you are required to
+answer before the courts of the Holy Office in Rome."
+
+"Sacrilege?" I echoed, entirely bewildered--for my first thought had
+been that here might be something concerning the death of Fifanti,
+and that the dread tribunal of the Inquisition dealing with the matter
+secretly, there would be no disclosures to be feared by those who had
+evoked its power.
+
+The thought was, after all, a foolish one; for the death of Fifanti was
+a matter that concerned the Ruota and the open courts, and those, as I
+well knew, did not dare to move against me, on Messer Gambara's account.
+
+"Of what sacrilege can I be guilty?" I asked.
+
+"The tribunal will inform you," replied the familiar--a tall, sallow,
+elderly man.
+
+"The tribunal will need, then, to await some other opportunity," said
+Cavalcanti suddenly. "Messer d'Anguissola is my guest; and my guests are
+not so rudely plucked forth from Pagliano."
+
+The Duke drew away, and leaned upon the arm of Cosimo, watching. Behind
+me in the gallery I heard a rustle of feminine gowns; but I did not turn
+to look. My eyes were upon the stern sable figure of the familiar.
+
+"You will not be so ill-advised, my lord," he was saying, "as to compel
+us to use force."
+
+"You will not, I trust, be so ill-advised as to attempt it," laughed
+Cavalcanti, tossing his great head. "I have five score men-at-arms
+within these walls, Messer Black-clothes."
+
+The familiar bowed. "That being so, the force for to-day is yours, as
+you say. But I would solemnly warn you not to employ it contumaciously
+against the officers of the Holy Office, nor to hinder them in the duty
+which they are here to perform, lest you render yourself the object of
+their just resentment."
+
+Cavalcanti took a step forward, his face purple with anger that this
+tipstaff ruffian should take such a tone with him. But in that instant I
+seized his arm.
+
+"It is a trap!" I muttered in his ear. "Beware!"
+
+I was no more than in time. I had surprised upon Farnese's mottled face
+a sly smile--the smile of the cat which sees the mouse come
+venturing from its lair. And I saw the smile perish--to confirm my
+suspicions--when at my whispered words Cavalcanti checked in his
+rashness.
+
+Still holding him by the arm, I turned to the familiar.
+
+"I shall surrender to you in a moment, sir," said I. "Meanwhile,
+and you, gentlemen--give us leave apart." And I drew the bewildered
+Cavalcanti aside and down the courtyard under the colonnade of the
+gallery.
+
+"My lord, be wise for Bianca's sake," I implored him. "I am assured that
+here is nothing but a trap baited for you. Do not gorge their bait as
+your valour urges you. Defeat them, my lord, by circumspection. Do you
+not see that if you resist the Holy Office, they can issue a ban against
+you, and that against such a ban not even the Emperor can defend you?
+Indeed, if they told him that his feudatory, the Lord of Pagliano,
+had been guilty of contumaciously thwarting the ends of the Holy
+Inquisition, that bigot Charles V would be the first to deliver you over
+to the ghastly practices of that tribunal. It should not need, my lord,
+that I should tell you this."
+
+"My God!" he groaned in utter misery. "But you, Agostino?"
+
+"There is nothing against me," I answered impatiently. "What sacrilege
+have I ever committed? The thing is a trumped-up business, conceived
+with a foul purpose by Messer Pier Luigi there. Courage, then, and
+self-restraint; and thus we shall foil their aims. Come, my lord, I will
+ride to Rome with them. And do not doubt that I shall return very soon."
+
+He looked at me with eyes that were full of trouble, indecision in
+every line of a face that was wont to look so resolute. He knew himself
+between the sword and the wall.
+
+"I would that Galeotto were here!" cried that man usually so
+self-reliant. "What will he say to me when he comes? You were a sacred
+charge, boy."
+
+"Say to him that I will be returning shortly--which must be true. Come,
+then. You may serve me this way. The other way you will but have to
+endure ultimate arrest, and so leave Bianca at their mercy, which is
+precisely what they seek."
+
+He braced himself at the thought of Bianca. We turned, and in silence
+we paced back, quite leisurely as if entirely at our ease, for all that
+Cavalcanti's face had grown very haggard.
+
+"I yield me, sir," I said to the familiar.
+
+"A wise decision," sneered the Duke.
+
+"I trust you'll find it so, my lord," I answered, sneering too.
+
+They led forward a horse for me, and when I had embraced Cavalcanti,
+I mounted and my funereal escort closed about me. We rode across the
+courtyard under the startled eyes of the folk of Pagliano, for the
+familiars of the Holy Office were dread and fearful objects even to the
+stoutest-hearted man. As we neared the gateway a shrill cry rang out on
+the morning air:
+
+"Agostino!"
+
+Fear and tenderness and pain were all blent in that cry.
+
+I swung round in the saddle to behold the white form of Bianca, standing
+in the gallery with parted lips and startled eyes that were gazing after
+me, her arms outheld. And then, even as I looked, she crumpled and sank
+with a little moan into the arms of the ladies who were with her.
+
+I looked at Pier Luigi and from the depths of my heart I cursed him, and
+I prayed that the day might not be far distant when he should be made to
+pay for all the sins of his recreant life.
+
+And then, as we rode out into the open country, my thoughts were turned
+to tenderer matters, and it came to me that when all was done, that cry
+of Bianca's made it worth while to have been seized by the talons of the
+Holy Office.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VII. THE PAPAL BULL
+
+
+And now, that you may understand to the full the thing that happened,
+it is necessary that I should relate it here in its proper sequence,
+although that must entail my own withdrawal for a time from pages upon
+which too long I have intruded my own doings and thoughts and feelings.
+
+I set it down as it was told to me later by those who bore their share
+in it, and particularly by Falcone, who, as you shall learn, came to be
+a witness of all, and retailed to me the affair with the greatest detail
+of what this one said and how that one looked.
+
+I reached Rome on the fourth day after my setting out with my grim
+escort, and on that same day, at much the same hour as that in which the
+door of my dungeon in Sant' Angelo closed upon me, Galeotto rode into
+the courtyard of Pagliano on his return from his treasonable journey.
+
+He was attended only by Falcone, and it so chanced that his arrival was
+witnessed by Farnese, who with various members of his suite was lounging
+in the gallery at the time.
+
+Surprise was mutual at the encounter; for Galeotto had known nothing
+of the Duke's sojourn at Pagliano, believing him to be still at Parma,
+whilst the Duke as little suspected that of the five score men-at-arms
+garrisoned in Pagliano, three score lances were of Galeotto's free
+company.
+
+But at sight of this condottiero, whose true aims he was far from
+suspecting, and whose services he was eager to enlist, the Duke heaved
+himself up from his seat and went down the staircase shouting greetings
+to the soldier, and playfully calling him Galeotto in its double sense,
+and craving to know where he had been hiding himself this while.
+
+The condottiero swung down from his saddle unaided--a thing which
+he could do even when full-armed--and stood before Farnese, a grim,
+dust-stained figure, with a curious smile twisting his scarred face.
+
+"Why," said he, in answer, "I have been upon business that concerns your
+magnificence somewhat closely."
+
+And with Falcone at his heels he advanced, the horses relinquished to
+the grooms who had hastened forward.
+
+"Upon business that concerns me?" quoth the Duke, intrigued.
+
+"Why, yes," said Galeotto, who stood now face to face with Farnese at
+the foot of the steps up which the Duke's attendants were straggling.
+"I have been recruiting forces, and since one of these days your
+magnificence is to give me occupation, you will see that the matter
+concerns you."
+
+Above leaned Cavalcanti, his face grey and haggard, without the heart to
+relish the wicked humour of Galeotto that could make jests for his own
+entertainment. True there was also Falcone to overhear, appreciate, and
+grin under cover of his great brown hand.
+
+"Does this mean that you are come to your senses on the score of a
+stipend, Ser Galeotto?" quoth the Duke.
+
+"I am not a trader out of the Giudecca to haggle over my wares," replied
+the burly condottiero. "But I nothing doubt that your magnificence and I
+will come to an understanding at the last."
+
+"Five thousand ducats yearly is my offer," said Farnese, "provided that
+you bring three hundred lances."
+
+"Ah, well!" said Galeotto softly, "you may come to regret one of these
+days, highness, that you did not think well to pay me the price I ask."
+
+"Regret?" quoth the Duke, with a frown of displeasure at so much
+frankness.
+
+"When you see me engaged in the service of some other," Galeotto
+explained. "You need a condottiero, my lord; and you may come to need
+one even more than you do now."
+
+"I have the Lord of Mondolfo," said the Duke.
+
+Galeotto stared at him with round eyes. "The Lord of Mondolfo?" quoth
+he, intentionally uncomprehending.
+
+"You have not heard? Why, here he stands." And he waved a jewelled hand
+towards Cosimo, a handsome figure in green and blue, standing nearest to
+Farnese.
+
+Galeotto looked at this Anguissola, and his brow grew very black.
+
+"So," he said slowly, "you are the Lord of Mondolfo, eh? I think you are
+very brave."
+
+"I trust my valour will not be lacking when the proof of it is needed,"
+answered Cosimo haughtily, feeling the other's unfriendly mood and
+responding to it.
+
+"It cannot," said Galeotto, "since you have the courage to assume that
+title, for the lordship of Mondolfo is an unlucky one to bear, Ser
+Cosimo. Giovanni d'Anguissola was unhappy in all things, and his was
+a truly miserable end. His father before him was poisoned by his best
+friend, and as for the last who legitimately bore that title--why, none
+can say that the poor lad was fortunate."
+
+"The last who legitimately bore that title?" cried Cosimo, very ruffled.
+"I think, sir, it is your aim to affront me."
+
+"And what is more," continued the condottiero, as if Cosimo had not
+spoken, "not only are the lords of Mondolfo unlucky in themselves, but
+they are a source of ill luck to those they serve. Giovanni's father had
+but taken service with Cesare Borgia when the latter's ruin came at the
+hands of Pope Julius II. What Giovanni's own friendship cost his friends
+none knows better than your highness. So that, when all is said, I think
+you had better look about you for another condottiero, magnificent."
+
+The magnificent stood gnawing his beard and brooding darkly, for he
+was a grossly superstitious fellow who studied omens and dabbled in
+horoscopes, divinations, and the like. And he was struck by the thing
+that Galeotto said. He looked at Cosimo darkly. But Cosimo laughed.
+
+"Who believes such old wives' tales? Not I, for one."
+
+"The more fool you!" snapped the Duke.
+
+"Indeed, indeed," Galeotto applauded. "A disbelief in omens can but
+spring from an ignorance of such matters. You should study them, Messer
+Cosimo. I have done so, and I tell you that the lordship of Mondolfo
+is unlucky to all dark-complexioned men. And when such a man has a mole
+under the left ear as you have--in itself a sign of death by hanging--it
+is well to avoid all risks."
+
+"Now that is very strange!" muttered the Duke, much struck by this
+whittling down of Cosimo's chances, whilst Cosimo shrugged impatiently
+and smiled contemptuously. "You seem to be greatly versed in these
+matters, Ser Galeotto," added Farnese.
+
+"He who would succeed in whatever he may undertake should qualify
+to read all signs," said Galeotto sententiously. "I have sought this
+knowledge."
+
+"Do you see aught in me that you can read?" inquired the Duke in all
+seriousness.
+
+Galeotto considered him a moment without any trace in his eyes of the
+wicked mockery that filled his soul. "Why," he answered slowly, "not in
+your own person, magnificent--leastways, not upon so brief a glance. But
+since you ask me, I have lately been considering the new coinage of your
+highness."
+
+"Yes, yes!" exclaimed the Duke, all eagerness, whilst several of his
+followers came crowding nearer--for all the world is interested in
+omens. "What do you read there?"
+
+"Your fate, I think."
+
+"My fate?"
+
+"Have you a coin upon you?"
+
+Farnese produced a gold ducat, fire-new from the mint. The condottiero
+took it and placed his finger upon the four letters P L A C--the
+abbreviation of "Placentia" in the inscription.
+
+"P--L--A--C," he spelled. "That contains your fate, magnificent, and
+you may read it for yourself." And he returned the coin to the Duke, who
+stared at the letters foolishly and then at this reader of omens.
+
+"But what is the meaning of PLAC?" he asked, and he had paled a little
+with excitement.
+
+"I have a feeling that it is a sign. I cannot say more. I can but point
+it out to you, my lord, and leave the deciphering of it to yourself, who
+are more skilled than most men in such matters. Have I your excellency's
+leave to go doff this dusty garb?" he concluded.
+
+"Ay, go, sir," answered the Duke abstractedly, puzzling now with knitted
+brows over the coin that bore his image.
+
+"Come, Falcone," said Galeotto, and with his equerry at his heels he set
+his foot on the first step.
+
+Cosimo leaned forward, a sneer on his white hawk-face, "I trust, Ser
+Galeotto, that you are a better condottiero than a charlatan."
+
+"And you, sir," said Galeotto, smiling his sweetest in return, "are, I
+trust, a better charlatan than a condottiero."
+
+He went up the stairs, the gaudy throng making way before him, and he
+came at last to the top, where stood the Lord of Pagliano awaiting
+him, a great trouble in his eyes. They clasped hands in silence, and
+Cavalcanti went in person to lead his guest to his apartments.
+
+"You have not a happy air," said Galeotto as they went. "And, Body of
+God! it is no matter for marvel considering the company you keep. How
+long has the Farnese beast been here?"
+
+"His visit is now in its third week," said Cavalcanti, answering
+mechanically.
+
+Galeotto swore in sheer surprise. "By the Host! And what keeps him?"
+
+Cavalcanti shrugged and let his arms fall to his sides. To Galeotto this
+proud, stern baron seemed most oddly dispirited.
+
+"I see that we must talk," he said. "Things are speeding well and
+swiftly now," he added, dropping his voice. "But more of that presently.
+I have much to tell you."
+
+When they had reached the chamber that was Galeotto's, and the doors
+were closed and Falcone was unbuckling his master's spurs--"Now for my
+news," said the condottiero. "But first, to spare me repetitions, let us
+have Agostino here. Where is he?"
+
+The look on Cavalcanti's face caused Galeotto to throw up his head like
+a spirited animal that scents danger.
+
+"Where is he?" he repeated, and old Falcone's fingers fell idle upon the
+buckle on which they were engaged.
+
+Cavalcanti's answer was a groan. He flung his long arms to the ceiling,
+as if invoking Heaven's aid; then he let them fall again heavily, all
+strength gone out of them.
+
+Galeotto stood an instant looking at him and turning very white.
+Suddenly he stepped forward, leaving Falcone upon his knees.
+
+"What is this?" he said, his voice a rumble of thunder. "Where is the
+boy? I say."
+
+The Lord of Pagliano could not meet the gaze of those steel coloured
+eyes.
+
+"O God!" he groaned. "How shall I tell you?"
+
+"Is he dead?" asked Galeotto, his voice hard.
+
+"No, no--not dead. But... But..." The plight of one usually so strong, so
+full of mastery and arrogance, was pitiful.
+
+"But what?" demanded the condottiero. "Gesu! Am I a woman, or a man
+without sorrows, that you need to stand hesitating? Whatever it may be,
+speak, then, and tell me."
+
+"He is in the clutches of the Holy Office," answered Cavalcanti
+miserably.
+
+Galeotto looked at him, his pallor increasing. Then he sat down
+suddenly, and, elbows on knees, he took his head in his hands and spoke
+no word for a spell, during which time Falcone, still kneeling, looked
+from one to the other in an agony of apprehension and impatience to hear
+more.
+
+Neither noticed the presence of the equerry; nor would it have mattered
+if they had, for he was trusty as steel, and they had no secrets from
+him.
+
+At last, having gained some measure of self-control, Galeotto begged to
+know what had happened, and Cavalcanti related the event.
+
+"What could I do? What could I do?" he cried when he had finished.
+
+"You let them take him?" said Galeotto, like a man who repeats the thing
+he has been told, because he cannot credit it. "You let them take him?"
+
+"What alternative had I?" groaned Cavalcanti, his face ashen and seared
+with pain.
+
+"There is that between us, Ettore, that... that will not let me credit
+this, even though you tell it me."
+
+And now the wretched Lord of Pagliano began to use the very arguments
+that I had used to him. He spoke of Cosimo's suit of his daughter, and
+how the Duke sought to constrain him to consent to the alliance. He
+urged that in this matter of the Holy Office was a trap set for him to
+place him in Farnese's power.
+
+"A trap?" roared the condottiero, leaping up. "What trap? Where is this
+trap? You had five score men-at-arms under your orders here--three score
+of them my own men, each one of whom would have laid down his life for
+me, and you allowed the boy to be taken hence by six rascals from the
+Holy Office, intimidated by a paltry score of troopers that rode with
+this filthy Duke!"
+
+"Nay, nay--not that," the other protested. "Had I dared to raise a
+finger I should have brought myself within the reach of the Inquisition
+without benefiting Agostino. That was the trap, as Agostino himself
+perceived. It was he himself who urged me not to intervene, but to let
+them take him hence, since there was no possible charge which the Holy
+Office could prefer against him."
+
+"No charge!" cried Galeotto, with a withering scorn. "Did villainy ever
+want for invention? And this trap? Body of God, Ettore, am I to account
+you a fool after all these years? What trap was there that could be
+sprung upon you as things stood? Why, man, the game was in your hands
+entirely. Here was this Farnese in your power. What better hostage than
+that could you have held? You had but to whistle your war-dogs to
+heel and seize his person, demanding of the Pope his father a plenary
+absolution and indemnity for yourself and for Agostino from any
+prosecutions of the Holy Office ere you surrendered him. And had they
+attempted to employ force against you, you could have held them in check
+by threatening to hang the Duke unless the parchments you demanded were
+signed and delivered to you. My God, Ettore! Must I tell you this?"
+
+Cavalcanti sank to a seat and took his head in his hands.
+
+"You are right," he said. "I deserve all your reproaches. I have been a
+fool. Worse--I have wanted for courage." And then, suddenly, he reared
+his head again, and his glance kindled. "But it is not yet too late," he
+cried, and started up. "It is still time!"
+
+"Time!" sneered Galeotto. "Why, the boy is in their hands. It is hostage
+for hostage now, a very different matter. He is lost--irretrievably
+lost!" he ended, groaning. "We can but avenge him. To save him is beyond
+our power."
+
+"No," said Cavalcanti. "It is not. I am a dolt, a dotard; and I have
+been the cause of it. Then I shall pay the price."
+
+"What price?" quoth the condottiero, pondering the other with an eye
+that held no faintest gleam of hope.
+
+"Within an hour you shall have in your hands the necessary papers to set
+Agostino at liberty; and you shall carry them yourself to Rome. It is
+the amend I owe you. It shall be made."
+
+"But how is it possible?"
+
+"It is possible, and it shall be done. And when it is done you may count
+upon me to the last breath to help you to pull down this pestilential
+Duke in ruin."
+
+He strode to the door, his step firm once more and his face set, though
+it was very grey. "I will leave you now. But you may count upon the
+fulfilment of my promise."
+
+He went out, leaving Galeotto and Falcone alone, and the condottiero
+flung himself into a chair and sat there moodily, deep in thought, still
+in his dusty garments and with no thought for changing them. Falcone
+stood by the window, looking out upon the gardens and not daring to
+intrude upon his master's mood.
+
+Thus Cavalcanti found them a hour later when he returned. He brought
+a parchment, to which was appended a great seal bearing the Pontifical
+arms. He thrust it into Galeotto's hand.
+
+"There," he said, "is the discharge of the debt which through my
+weakness and folly I have incurred."
+
+Galeotto looked at the parchment, then at Cavalcanti, and then at the
+parchment once more. It was a papal bull of plenary pardon and indemnity
+to me.
+
+"How came you by this?" he asked, astonished.
+
+"Is not Farnese the Pope's son?" quoth Cavalcanti scornfully.
+
+"But upon what terms was it conceded? If it involves your honour, your
+life, or your liberty, here's to make an end of it." And he held
+it across in his hands as if to tear it, looking up at the Lord of
+Pagliano.
+
+"It involves none of these," the latter answered steadily. "You had best
+set out at once. The Holy Office can be swift to act."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VIII. THE THIRD DEGREE
+
+
+I was haled from my dungeon by my gaoler accompanied by two figures
+that looked immensely tall in their black monkish gowns, their heads
+and faces covered by vizored cowls in which two holes were cut for their
+eyes. Seen by the ruddy glare of the torch which the gaoler carried to
+that subterranean place of darkness, those black, silent figures, their
+very hands tucked away into the wide-mouthed sleeves of their habits,
+looked spectral and lurid--horrific messengers of death.
+
+By chill, dark passages of stone, through which our steps reverberated,
+they brought me to a pillared, vaulted underground chamber, lighted by
+torches in iron brackets on the walls.
+
+On a dais stood an oaken writing-table bearing two massive wax tapers
+and a Crucifix. At this table sat a portly, swarthy-visaged man in the
+black robes of the order of St. Dominic. Immediately below and flanking
+him on either hand sat two mute cowled figures to do the office of
+amanuenses.
+
+Away on the right, where the shadows were but faintly penetrated by the
+rays of the torches, stood an engine of wood somewhat of the size and
+appearance of the framework of a couch, but with stout straps of leather
+to pinion the patient, and enormous wooden screws upon which the frame
+could be made to lengthen or contract. From the ceiling grey ropes
+dangled from pulleys, like the tentacles of some dread monster of
+cruelty.
+
+One glance into that gloomy part of the chamber was enough for me.
+
+Repressing a shudder, I faced the inquisitor, and thereafter kept my
+eyes upon him to avoid the sight of those other horrors. And he was
+horror enough for any man in my circumstances to envisage.
+
+He was very fat, with a shaven, swarthy face and the dewlap of an ox.
+In that round fleshliness his eyes were sunken like two black buttons,
+malicious through their very want of expression. His mouth was
+loose-lipped and gluttonous and cruel.
+
+When he spoke, the deep rumbling quality of his voice was increased by
+the echoes of that vaulted place.
+
+"What is your name?" he said.
+
+"I am Agostino d'Anguissola, Lord of Mondolfo and..."
+
+"Pass over your titles," he boomed. "The Holy Office takes no account of
+worldly rank. What is your age?"
+
+
+"I am in my twenty-first year."
+
+"Benedicamus Dominum," he commented, though I could not grasp the
+appositeness of the comment. "You stand accused, Agostino d'Anguissola,
+of sacrilege and of defiling holy things. What have you to say? Do you
+confess your guilt?"
+
+"I am so far from confessing it," I answered, "that I have yet to
+learn what is the nature of the sacrilege with which I am charged. I am
+conscious of no such sin. Far from it, indeed..."
+
+"You shall be informed," he interrupted, imposing silence upon me by a
+wave of his fat hand; and heaving his vast bulk sideways--"Read him the
+indictment," he bade one of the amanuenses.
+
+From the depths of a vizored cowl came a thin, shrill voice:
+
+"The Holy Office has knowledge that Agostino d'Anguissola did for a
+space of some six months, during the winter of the year of Our Blessed
+Lord 1544, and the spring of the year of Our Blessed Lord 1545, pursue
+a fraudulent and sacrilegious traffic, adulterating, for moneys which
+he extorted from the poor and the faithful, things which are holy, and
+adapting them to his own base purposes. It is charged against him
+that in a hermitage on Monte Orsaro he did claim for an image of St.
+Sebastian that it was miraculous, that it had power to heal suffering
+and that miraculously it bled from its wounds each year during Passion
+Week, whence it resulted that pilgrimages were made to this false shrine
+and great store of alms was collected by the said Agostino d'Anguissola,
+which moneys he appropriated to his own purposes. It is further known
+that ultimately he fled the place, fearing discovery, and that after his
+flight the image was discovered broken and the cunning engine by which
+this diabolical sacrilege was perpetrated was revealed."
+
+Throughout the reading, the fleshy eyes of the inquisitor had been
+steadily, inscrutably regarding me. He passed a hand over his pendulous
+chin, as the thin voice faded into silence.
+
+"You have heard," said he.
+
+"I have heard a tangle of falsehood," answered I. "Never was truth more
+untruly told than this."
+
+The beady eyes vanished behind narrowing creases of fat; and yet I knew
+that they were still regarding me. Presently they appeared again.
+
+"Do you deny that the image contained this hideous engine of fraud?"
+
+"I do not," I answered.
+
+"Set it down," he eagerly bade one of the amanuenses. "He confesses thus
+much." And then to me--"Do you deny that you occupied that hermitage
+during the season named?"
+
+"I do not."
+
+"Set it down," he said again. "What, then, remains?" he asked me.
+
+"It remains that I knew nothing of the fraud. The trickster was a
+pretended monk who dwelt there before me and at whose death I was
+present. I took his place thereafter, implicitly believing in the
+miraculous image, refusing, when its fraud was ultimately suggested to
+me, to credit that any man could have dared so vile and sacrilegious
+a thing. In the end, when it was broken and its fraud discovered, I
+quitted that ghastly shrine of Satan's in horror and disgust."
+
+There was no emotion on the huge, yellow face. "That is the obvious
+defence," he said slowly. "But it does not explain the appropriation of
+the moneys."
+
+"I appropriated none," I cried angrily. That is the foulest lie of all."
+
+"Do you deny that alms were made?"
+
+"Certainly they were made; though to what extent I am unaware. A
+vessel of baked earth stood at the door to receive the offerings of the
+faithful. It had been my predecessor's practice to distribute a part
+of these alms among the poor; a part, it was said, he kept to build a
+bridge over the Bagnanza torrent, which was greatly needed."
+
+"Well, well?" quoth he. "And when you left you took with you the moneys
+that had been collected?"
+
+"I did not," I answered. "I gave the matter no thought. When I left
+I took nothing with me--not so much as the habit I had worn in that
+hermitage."
+
+There was a pause. Then he spoke slowly. "Such is not the evidence
+before the Holy Office."
+
+"What evidence?" I cried, breaking in upon his speech. "Where is my
+accuser? Set me face to face with him."
+
+Slowly he shook his huge head with its absurd fringe of greasy locks
+about the tonsured scalp--that symbol of the Crown of Thorns.
+
+"You must surely know that such is not the way of the Holy Office. In
+its wisdom this tribunal holds that to produce delators would be to
+subject them perhaps to molestation, and thus dry up the springs of
+knowledge and information which it now enjoys. So that your request
+is idle as idle as is the attempt at defence that you have made, the
+falsehoods with which you have sought to clog the wheels of justice."
+
+"Falsehood, sir monk?" quoth I, so fiercely that one of my attendants
+set a restraining hand upon my arm.
+
+The beady eyes vanished and reappeared, and they considered me
+impassively.
+
+"Your sin, Agostino d'Anguissola," said he in his booming, level voice,
+"is the most hideous that the wickedness of man could conceive or
+diabolical greed put into execution. It is the sin that more than any
+other closes the door to mercy. It is the offence of Simon Mage, and
+it is to be expiated only through the gates of death. You shall return
+hence to your cell, and when the door closes upon you, it closes upon
+you for all time in life, nor shall you ever see your fellow-man again.
+There hunger and thirst shall be your executioners, slowly to deprive
+you of a life of which you have not known how to make better use.
+Without light or food or drink shall you remain there until you die.
+This is the punishment for such sacrilege as yours."
+
+I could not believe it. I stood before him what time he mouthed out
+those horrible and emotionless words. He paused a moment, and again came
+that broad gesture of his that stroked mouth and chin. Then he resumed:
+
+"So much for your body. There remains your soul. In its infinite mercy,
+the Holy Office desires that your expiation be fulfilled in this
+life, and that you may be rescued from the fires of everlasting Hell.
+Therefore it urges you to cleanse yourself by a full and contrite avowal
+ere you go hence. Confess, then, my son, and save your soul."
+
+"Confess?" I echoed. "Confess to a falsehood? I have told you the truth
+of this matter. I tell you that in all the world there is none less
+prone to sacrilege than I that I am by nature and rearing devout and
+faithful. These are lies which have been uttered to my hurt. In dooming
+me you doom an innocent man. Be it so. I do not know that I have found
+the world so delectable a place as to quit it with any great regret.
+My blood be upon your own heads and upon this iniquitous and monstrous
+tribunal. But spare yourselves at least the greater offence of asking my
+confession of a falsehood."
+
+The little eyes had vanished. The face grew very evil, stirred at last
+into animosity by my denunciation of that court. Then the inscrutable
+mask slipped once more over that odious countenance.
+
+He took up a little mallet, and struck a gong that stood beside him.
+
+I heard a creaking of hinges, and saw an opening in the wall to my
+right, where I had perceived no door. Two men came forth--brawny,
+muscular, bearded men in coarse, black hose and leathern waistcoats
+cut deep at the neck and leaving their great arms entirely naked. The
+foremost carried a thong of leather in his hands.
+
+"The hoist," said the inquisitor shortly.
+
+The men advanced towards me and came to replace the familiars between
+whom I had been standing. Each seized an arm, and they held me so. I
+made no resistance.
+
+"Will you confess?" the inquisitor demanded. "There is still time to save
+yourself from torture."
+
+But already the torture had commenced, for the very threat of it is
+known as the first degree. I was in despair. Death I could suffer. But
+under torments I feared that my strength might fail. I felt my flesh
+creeping and tightening upon my body, which had grown very cold with
+the awful chill of fear; my hair seemed to bristle and stiffen until I
+thought that I could feel each separate thread of it.
+
+"I swear to you that I have spoken the truth," I cried desperately. "I
+swear it by the sacred image of Our Redeemer standing there before you."
+
+"Shall we believe the oath of an unbeliever attainted of sacrilege?" he
+grumbled, and he almost seemed to sneer.
+
+"Believe or not," I answered. "But believe this--that one day you shall
+stand face to face with a Judge Whom there is no deceiving, to answer
+for the abomination that you make of justice in His Holy Name. Let loose
+against me your worst cruelties, then; they shall be as caresses to the
+torments that will be loosed against you when your turn for Judgment
+comes."
+
+"To the hoist with him," he commanded, stretching an arm towards the
+grey tentacle-like ropes. "We must soften his heart and break the
+diabolical pride that makes him persevere in blasphemy."
+
+They led me aside into that place of torments, and one of them drew down
+the ropes from the pulley overhead, until the ends fell on a level
+with my wrists. And this was torture of the second degree--to see its
+imminence.
+
+"Will you confess?" boomed the inquisitor's voice. I made him no answer.
+
+"Strip and attach him," he commanded.
+
+The executioners laid hold of me, and in the twinkling of an eye I stood
+naked to the waist. I caught my lips in my teeth as the ropes were
+being adjusted to my wrists, and as thus I suffered torture of the third
+degree.
+
+"Will you confess?" came again the question.
+
+And scarcely had it been put--for the last time, as I well knew--than
+the door was flung open, and a young man in black sprang into the
+chamber, and ran to thrust a parchment before the inquisitor.
+
+The inquisitor made a sign to the executioners to await his pleasure.
+
+I stood with throbbing pulses, and waited, instinctively warned that
+this concerned me. The inquisitor took the parchment, considered its
+seals and then the writing upon it.
+
+That done he set it down and turned to face us.
+
+"Release him," he bade the executioners, whereat I felt as I would faint
+in the intensity of this reaction.
+
+When they had done his bidding, the Dominican beckoned me forward. I
+went, still marvelling.
+
+"See," he said, "how inscrutable are the Divine ways, and how truth must
+in the end prevail. Your innocence is established, after all, since the
+Holy Father himself has seen cause to intervene to save you. You are
+at liberty. You are free to depart and to go wheresoever you will. This
+bull concerns you." And he held it out to me.
+
+My mind moved through these happenings as a man moves through a dense
+fog, faltering and hesitating at every step. I took the parchment and
+considered it. Satisfied as to its nature, however mystified as to how
+the Pope had come to intervene, I folded the document and thrust it into
+my belt.
+
+Then the familiars of the Holy Office assisted me to resume my garments;
+and all was done now in utter silence, and for my own part in the same
+mental and dream-like confusion.
+
+At length the inquisitor waved a huge hand doorwards. "Ite!" he said,
+and added, whilst his raised hand seemed to perform a benedictory
+gesture--"Pax Domini sit tecum."
+
+"Et cum spiritu tuo," I replied mechanically, as, turning, I stumbled
+out of that dread place in the wake of the messenger who had brought the
+bull, and who went ahead to guide me.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IX. THE RETURN
+
+
+Above in the blessed sunlight, which hurt my eyes--for I had not seen
+it for a full week--I found Galeotto awaiting me in a bare room; and
+scarcely was I aware of his presence than his great arms went round me
+and enclasped me so fervently that his corselet almost hurt my breast,
+and brought back as in a flash a poignant memory of another man fully as
+tall, who had held me to him one night many years ago, and whose armour,
+too, had hurt me in that embrace.
+
+Then he held me at arms' length and considered me, and his steely eyes
+were blurred and moist. He muttered something to the familiar, linked
+his arm through mine and drew me away, down passages, through doors, and
+so at last into the busy Roman street.
+
+We went in silence by ways that were well known to him but in which
+I should assuredly have lost myself, and so we came at last to a fair
+tavern--the Osteria del Sole--near the Tower of Nona.
+
+His horse was stalled here, and a servant led the way above-stairs to
+the room that he had hired.
+
+How wrong had I not been, I reflected, to announce before the
+Inquisition that I should have no regrets in leaving this world. How
+ungrateful was that speech, considering this faithful one who loved me
+for my father's sake! And was there not Bianca, who, surely--if her last
+cry, wrung from her by anguish, contained the truth--must love me for my
+own?
+
+How sweet the revulsion that now came upon me as I sank into a chair
+by the window, and gave myself up to the enjoyment of that truly happy
+moment in which the grey shadow of death had been lifted from me.
+
+Servants bustled in, to spread the board with the choice meats that
+Galeotto had ordered, and great baskets of luscious fruits and flagons
+of red Puglia wine; and soon we seated ourselves to the feast.
+
+But ere I began to eat, I asked Galeotto how this miracle had been
+wrought; what magic powers he wielded that even the Holy Office must
+open its doors at his bidding. With a glance at the servants who
+attended us, he bade me eat, saying that we should talk anon. And as
+my reaction had brought a sharp hunger in its train, I fell to with the
+best will in all the world, and from broth to figs there were few words
+between us.
+
+At last, our goblets charged and the servants with-drawn, I repeated my
+inquiry.
+
+"The magic is not mine," said Galeotto. "It is Cavalcanti's. It was he
+who obtained this bull."
+
+And with that he set himself briefly to relate the matters that already
+are contained here concerning that transaction, but the minuter details
+of which I was later to extract from Falcone. And as he proceeded with
+his narrative I felt myself growing cold again with apprehension, just
+as I had grown cold that morning in the hands of the executioners. Until
+at last, seeing me dead-white, Galeotto checked to inquire what ailed
+me.
+
+"What--what was the price that Cavalcanti paid for this?" I inquired in
+answer.
+
+"I could not glean it, nor did I stay to insist, for there was haste.
+He assured me that the thing had been accomplished without hurt to his
+honour, life, or liberty; and with that I was content, and spurred for
+Rome."
+
+"And you have never since thought what the price was that Cavalcanti
+might have paid?"
+
+He looked at me with troubled eyes. "I confess that in this matter the
+satisfaction of coming to your salvation has made me selfish. I have had
+thoughts for nothing else."
+
+I groaned, and flung out my arms across the table. "He has paid such a
+price," I said, "that a thousand times sooner would I that you had left
+me where I was."
+
+He leaned forward, frowning darkly. "What do you mean?" he cried.
+
+And then I told him what I feared; told him how Farnese had sued
+for Bianca's hand for Cosimo; how proudly and finally Cavalcanti had
+refused; how the Duke had insisted that he would remain at Pagliano
+until my lord changed his mind; how I had learned from Giuliana the
+horrible motive that urged the Duke to press for that marriage.
+
+Lastly--"And that is the price he consented to pay," I cried wildly.
+"His daughter--that sweet virgin--was the price! And at this hour,
+maybe, the price is paid and that detestable bargain consummated. O,
+Galeotto! Galeotto! Why was I not left to rot in that dungeon of the
+Inquisition--since I could have died happily, knowing naught of this?"
+
+"By the Blood of God, boy! Do you imply that I had knowledge? Do you
+suggest that I would have bought any life at such a price?"
+
+"No, no!" I answered. "I know that you did not--that you could
+not..." And then I leaped to my feet. "And we sit talking here, whilst
+this... whilst this... O God!" I sobbed. "We may yet be in time. To horse,
+then! Let us away!"
+
+He, too, came to his feet. "Ay, you are right. It but remains to remedy
+the evil. Come, then. Anger shall mend my spent strength. It can be
+done in three days. We will ride as none ever rode yet since the world
+began."
+
+And we did--so desperately that by the morning of the third day,
+which was a Sunday, we were in Forli (having crossed the Apennines at
+Arcangelo) and by that same evening in Bologna. We had not slept and
+we had scarcely rested since leaving Rome. We were almost dead from
+weariness.
+
+Since such was my own case, what must have been Galeotto's? He was
+of iron, it is true. But consider that he had ridden this way at
+as desperate a pace already, to save me from the clutches of the
+Inquisition; and that, scarce rested, he was riding north again.
+Consider this, and you will not marvel that his weariness conquered him
+at last.
+
+At the inn at Bologna where we dismounted, we found old Falcone awaiting
+us. He had set out with his master to ride to Rome. But being himself
+saddle-worn at the time, he had been unable to proceed farther than
+this, and here Galeotto in his fierce impatience had left him, pursuing
+his way alone.
+
+Here, then, we found the equerry again, consumed by anxiety. He leapt
+forward to greet me, addressing me by the old title of Madonnino which
+I loved to hear from him, however much that title might otherwise arouse
+harsh and gloomy memories.
+
+Here at Bologna Galeotto announced that he would be forced to rest, and
+we slept for three hours--until night had closed in. We were shaken out
+of our slumbers by the host as he had been ordered; but even then I lay
+entranced, my limbs refusing their office, until the memory of what was
+at issue acted like a spur upon me, and caused me to fling my weariness
+aside as if it had been a cloak.
+
+Galeotto, however, was in a deplorable case. He could not move a limb.
+He was exhausted--utterly and hopelessly exhausted with fatigue and
+want of sleep. Falcone and I pulled him to his feet between us; but he
+collapsed again, unable to stand.
+
+"I am spent," he muttered. "Give me twelve hours--twelve hours' sleep,
+Agostino, and I'll ride with you to the Devil."
+
+I groaned and cursed in one. "Twelve hours!" I cried. "And she... I can't
+wait, Galeotto. I must ride on alone."
+
+He lay on his back and stared up at me, and his eyes had a glassy stare.
+Then he roused himself by an effort, and raised himself upon his elbow.
+
+"That is it, boy--ride on alone. Take Falcone. Listen, there are three
+score men of mine at Pagliano who will follow you to Hell at a word that
+Falcone shall speak to them from me. About it, then, and save her. But
+wait, boy! Do no violence to Farnese, if you can help it."
+
+"But if I can't?" I asked.
+
+"If you can't--no matter. But endeavour not to offer him any hurt! Leave
+that to me--anon when all is ripe for it. To-day it would be premature,
+and... and we... we should be... crushed by the..." His speech trailed off
+into incoherent mutterings; his eyelids dropped, and he was fast asleep
+again.
+
+Ten minutes later we were riding north again, and all that night we
+rode, along the endless Aemilian Way, pausing for no more than a draught
+of wine from time to time, and munching a loaf as we rode. We crossed
+the Po, and kept steadily on, taking fresh horses when we could, until
+towards sunset a turn in the road brought Pagliano into our view--grey
+and lichened on the crest of its smooth emerald hill.
+
+The dusk was falling and lights began to gleam from some of the castle
+windows when we brought up in the shadow of the gateway.
+
+A man-at-arms lounged out of the guardhouse to inquire our business.
+
+"Is Madonna Bianca wed yet?" was the breathless greeting I gave him.
+
+He peered at me, and then at Falcone, and he swore in some surprise.
+
+"Well, returned my lord! Madonna Bianca? The nuptials were celebrated
+to-day. The bride has gone."
+
+"Gone?" I roared. "Gone whither, man?"
+
+"Why, to Piacenza--to my Lord Cosimo's palace there. They set out some
+three hours since."
+
+"Where is your lord?" I asked him, flinging myself from the saddle.
+
+"Within doors, most noble."
+
+How I found him, or by what ways I went to do so, are things that are
+effaced completely from my memory. But I know that I came upon him in
+the library. He was sitting hunched in a great chair, his face ashen,
+his eyes fevered. At sight of me--the cause, however innocent, of all
+this evil--his brows grew dark, and his eyes angry. If he had reproaches
+for me, I gave him no time to utter them, but hurled him mine.
+
+"What have you done, sir?" I demanded. "By what right did you do this
+thing? By what right did you make a sacrifice of that sweet dove?
+Did you conceive me so vile as to think that I should ever owe you
+gratitude--that I should ever do aught but abhor the deed, abhor all who
+had a hand in it, abhor the very life itself purchased for me at such a
+cost?"
+
+He cowered before my furious wrath; for I must have seemed terrific as
+I stood thundering there, my face wild, my eyes bloodshot, half mad from
+pain and rage and sleeplessness.
+
+"And do you know what you have done?" I went on. "Do you know to what
+you have sold her? Must I tell you?"
+
+And I told him, in a dozen brutal words that brought him to his feet,
+the lion in him roused at last, his eyes ablaze.
+
+"We must after them," I urged. "We must wrest her from these beasts,
+and make a widow of her for the purpose. Galeotto's lances are below and
+they will follow me. You may bring what more you please. Come, sir--to
+horse!"
+
+He sprang forward with no answer beyond a muttered prayer that we might
+come in time.
+
+"We must," I answered fiercely, and ran madly from the room, along
+the gallery and down the stairs, shouting and raging like a maniac,
+Cavalcanti following me.
+
+Within ten minutes, Galeotto's three score men and another score of
+those who garrisoned Pagliano for Cavalcanti were in the saddle and
+galloping hell-for-leather to Piacenza. Ahead on fresh horses went
+Falcone and I, the Lord of Pagliano spurring beside me and pestering me
+with questions as to the source of my knowledge.
+
+Our great fear was lest we should find the gates of Piacenza closed on
+our arrival. But we covered the ten miles in something under an hour,
+and the head of our little column was already through the Fodesta Gate
+when the first hour of night rang out from the Duomo, giving the signal
+for the closing of the gates.
+
+The officer in charge turned out to view so numerous a company, and
+challenged us to stand. But I flung him the answer that we were the
+Black Bands of Ser Galeotto and that we rode by order of the Duke, with
+which perforce he had to be content; for we did not stay for more and
+were too numerous to be detained by such meagre force as he commanded.
+
+Up the dark street we swept--the same street down which I had last
+ridden on that night when Gambara had opened the gates of the prison for
+me--and so we came to the square and to Cosimo's palace.
+
+All was in darkness, and the great doors were closed. A strange
+appearance this for a house to which a bride had so newly come.
+
+I dismounted as lightly as if I had not ridden lately more than just
+the ten miles from Pagliano. Indeed, I had become unconscious of all
+fatigue, entirely oblivious of the fact that for three nights now I had
+not slept--save for the three hours at Bologna.
+
+I knocked briskly on the iron-studded gates. We stood there waiting,
+Cavalcanti and Falcone afoot with me, the men on horseback still, a
+silent phalanx.
+
+I issued an order to Falcone. "Ten of them to secure our egress, the
+rest to remain here and allow none to leave the house."
+
+The equerry stepped back to convey the command in his turn to the men,
+and the ten he summoned slipped instantly from their saddles and ranged
+themselves in the shadow of the wall.
+
+I knocked again, more imperatively, and at last the postern in the door
+was opened by an elderly serving-man.
+
+"What's this?" he asked, and thrust a lanthorn into my face.
+
+"We seek Messer Cosimo d'Anguissola," I answered. He looked beyond me
+at the troop that lined the street, and his face became troubled. "Why,
+what is amiss?" quoth he.
+
+"Fool, I shall tell that to your master. Conduct me to him. The matter
+presses."
+
+"Nay, then--but have you not heard? My lord was wed to-day. You would
+not have my lord disturbed at such a time?" He seemed to leer.
+
+I put my foot into his stomach, and bore him backward, flinging him
+full length upon the ground. He went over and rolled away into a corner,
+where he lay bellowing.
+
+"Silence him!" I bade the men who followed us in. "Then, half of you
+remain here to guard the stairs; the rest attend us."
+
+The house was vast, and it remained silent, so that it did not seem that
+the clown's scream when he went over had been heard by any.
+
+Up the broad staircase we sped, guided by the light of the lanthorn,
+which Falcone had picked up--for the place was ominously in darkness.
+Cavalcanti kept pace with me, panting with rage and anxiety.
+
+At the head of the stairs we came upon a man whom I recognized for one
+of the Duke's gentlemen-in-waiting. He had been attracted, no doubt,
+by the sound of our approach; but at sight of us he turned to escape.
+Cavalcanti reached forward in time to take him by the ankle, so that he
+came down heavily upon his face.
+
+In an instant I was sitting upon him, my dagger at his throat.
+
+"A sound," said I, "and you shall finish it in Hell!" Eyes bulging with
+fear stared at me out of his white face. He was an effeminate cur, of
+the sort that the Duke was wont to keep about him, and at once I saw
+that we should have no trouble with him.
+
+"Where is Cosimo?" I asked him shortly. "Come, man, conduct us to the
+room that holds him if you would buy your dirty life."
+
+"He is not here," wailed the fellow.
+
+"You lie, you hound," said Cavalcanti, and turning to me--"Finish him,
+Agostino," he bade me.
+
+The man under me writhed, filled now by the terror that Cavalcanti had
+so cunningly known how to inspire in him. "I swear to God that he is not
+here," he answered, and but that fear had robbed him of his voice, he
+would have screamed it. "Gesu! I swear it--it is true!"
+
+I looked up at Cavalcanti, baffled, and sick with sudden dismay. I saw
+Cavalcanti's eye, which had grown dull, kindle anew. He stooped over the
+prostrate man.
+
+"Is the bride here--is my daughter in this house?"
+
+The fellow whimpered and did not answer until my dagger's edge was at
+his throat again. Then he suddenly screeched--"Yes!"
+
+In an instant I had dragged him to his feet again, his pretty clothes
+and daintily curled hair all crumpled, so that he looked the most
+pitiful thing in all the world.
+
+"Lead us to her chamber," I bade him.
+
+And he obeyed as men obey when the fear of death is upon them.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER X. THE NUPTIALS OF BIANCA
+
+
+An awful thought was in my mind as we went, evoked by the presence in
+such a place of one of the Duke's gentlemen; an awful question rose
+again and again to my lips, and yet I could not bring myself to utter
+it.
+
+So we went on in utter silence now, my hand upon his shoulder, clutching
+velvet doublet and flesh and bone beneath it, my dagger bare in my other
+hand.
+
+We crossed an antechamber whose heavy carpet muffled our footsteps, and
+we halted before tapestry curtains that masked a door, Here, curbing my
+fierce impatience, I paused. I signed to the five attendant soldiers to
+come no farther; then I consigned the courtier who had guided us to the
+care of Falcone, and I restrained Cavalcanti, who was shaking from head
+to foot.
+
+I raised the heavy, muffling curtain, and standing there an instant by
+the door, I heard my Bianca's voice, and her words seemed to freeze the
+very marrow in my bones.
+
+"O, my lord," she was imploring in a choking voice, "O, my lord, have
+pity on me!"
+
+"Sweet," came the answer, "it is I who beseech pity at your hands. Do
+you not see how I suffer? Do you not see how fiercely love of you is
+torturing me--how I burn--that you can so cruelly deny me?"
+
+It was Farnese's voice. Cosimo, that dastard, had indeed carried out the
+horrible compact of which Giuliana had warned me, carried it out in
+a more horrible and inhuman manner than even she had suggested or
+suspected.
+
+Cavalcanti would have hurled himself against the door but that I set a
+hand upon his arm to restrain him, and a finger of my other hand--the
+one that held the dagger--to my lips.
+
+Softly I tried the latch. I was amazed to find the door yield. And yet,
+where was the need to lock it? What interruption could he have feared in
+a house that evidently had been delivered over to him by the bridegroom,
+a house that was in the hands of his own people?
+
+Very quietly I thrust the door open, and we stood there upon the
+threshold--Cavalcanti and I--father and lover of that sweet maid who was
+the prey of this foul Duke. We stood whilst a man might count a dozen,
+silent witnesses of that loathsome scene.
+
+The bridal chamber was all hung in golden arras, save the great carved
+bed which was draped in dead-white velvet and ivory damask--symbolizing
+the purity of the sweet victim to be offered up upon that sacrificial
+altar.
+
+And to that dread sacrifice she had come--for my sake, as I was to
+learn--with the fearful willingness of Iphigenia. For that sacrifice she
+had been prepared; but not for this horror that was thrust upon her now.
+
+She crouched upon a tall-backed praying-stool, her gown not more white
+than her face, her little hands convulsively clasped to make her prayer
+to that monster who stood over her, his mottled face all flushed,
+his eyes glowing as they considered her helplessness and terror with
+horrible, pitiless greed.
+
+Thus we observed them, ourselves unperceived for some moments, for
+the praying-stool on which she crouched was placed to the left, by the
+cowled fire-place, in which a fire of scented wood was crackling, the
+scene lighted by two golden candlebranches that stood upon the table
+near the curtained window.
+
+"O, my lord!" she cried in her despair, "of your mercy leave me, and no
+man shall ever know that you sought me thus. I will be silent, my lord.
+O, if you have no pity for me, have, at least, pity for yourself. Do not
+cover yourself with the infamy of such a deed--a deed that will make you
+hateful to all men."
+
+"Gladly at such a price would I purchase your love, my Bianca! What
+pains could daunt me? Ah, you are mine, you are mine!"
+
+As the hawk that has been long poised closes its wings and drops at
+last upon its prey, so swooped he of a sudden down upon her, caught and
+dragged her up from the praying-stool to crush her to him.
+
+She screamed in that embrace, and sought to battle, swinging round so
+that her back was fully towards us, and Farnese, swinging round also in
+that struggle, faced us and beheld us.
+
+It was as if a mask had been abruptly plucked from his face, so sudden
+and stupendous was its alteration. From flushed that it had been it grew
+livid and sickly; the unholy fires were spent in his eyes, and they grew
+dull and dead as a snake's; his jaw was loosened, and the sensual mouth
+looked unutterably foolish.
+
+For a moment I think I smiled upon him, and then Cavalcanti and I sprang
+forward, both together. As we moved, his arms loosened their hold, and
+Bianca would have fallen but that I caught her.
+
+Her terror still upon her, she glanced upwards to see what fresh enemy
+was this, and then, at sight of my face, as my arms closed about her,
+and held her safe--
+
+"Agostino!" she cried, and closed her eyes to lie panting on my breast.
+
+The Duke, fleeing like a scared rat before the anger of Cavalcanti,
+scuttled down the room to a small door in the wall that held the
+fire-place. He tore it open and sprang through, Cavalcanti following
+recklessly.
+
+There was a snarl and a cry, and the Lord of Pagliano staggered back,
+clutching one hand to his breast, and through his fingers came an ooze
+of blood. Falcone ran to him. But Cavalcanti swore like a man possessed.
+
+"It is nothing!" he snapped. "By the horns of Satan! it is nothing. A
+flesh wound, and like a fool I gave back before it. After him! In there!
+Kill! Kill!"
+
+Out came Falcone's sword with a swish, and into the dark closet beyond
+went the equerry with a roar, Cavalcanti after him.
+
+It seemed that scarce had Farnese got within that closet than,
+flattening himself against the wall, he had struck at Cavalcanti as the
+latter followed, thus driving him back and gaining all the respite he
+needed. For now they found the closet empty. There was a door beyond,
+that opened to a corridor, and this was locked. Not a doubt but that
+Farnese had gone that way. They broke that door down. I heard them at
+it what time I comforted Bianca, and soothed her, stroking her head,
+her cheek, and murmuring fondly to her until presently she was weeping
+softly.
+
+Thus Cavalcanti and Falcone found us presently when they returned.
+Farnese had escaped with one of his gentlemen who had reached him in
+time to warn him that the street was full of soldiers and the palace
+itself invaded. Thereupon the Duke had dropped from one of the windows
+to the garden, his gentleman with him, and Cavalcanti had been no more
+than in time to see them disappearing through the garden gate.
+
+The Lord of Pagliano's buff-coat was covered with blood where Pier Luigi
+had stabbed him. But he would give the matter no thought. He was like a
+tiger now. He dashed out into the antechamber, and I heard him bellowing
+orders. Someone screamed horribly, and then followed a fierce din as if
+the very place were coming down about our ears.
+
+"What is it?" cried Bianca, quivering in my arms. "Are... are they
+fighting?"
+
+"I do not think so, sweet," I answered her. "We are in great strength.
+Have no fear."
+
+And then Falcone came in again.
+
+"The Lord of Pagliano is raging like a madman," he said. "We had best be
+getting away or we shall have a brush with the Captain of Justice."
+
+Supporting Bianca, I led her from that chamber.
+
+"Where are we going?" she asked me.
+
+"Home to Pagliano," I answered her, and with that answer comforted that
+sorely tried maid.
+
+We found the antechamber in wreckage. The great chandelier had been
+dragged from the ceiling, pictures were slashed and cut to ribbons, the
+arras had been torn from the walls and the costly furniture was reduced
+to fire-wood; the double-windows opening to the balcony stood wide, and
+not a pane of glass left whole, the fragments lying all about the place.
+
+Thus, it seemed, childishly almost, had Cavalcanti vented his terrible
+rage, and I could well conceive what would have befallen any of the
+Duke's people upon whom in that hour he had chanced. I did not know
+then that the poor pimp who had acted as our guide was hanging from the
+balcony dead, nor that his had been the horrible scream I had heard.
+
+On the stairs we met the raging Cavalcanti reascending, the stump of his
+shivered sword in his hand.
+
+"Hasten!" he cried. "I was coming for you. Let us begone!"
+
+Below, just within the main doors we found a pile of furniture set on a
+heap of straw.
+
+"What is this?" I asked.
+
+"You shall see," he roared. "Get to horse."
+
+I hesitated a moment, then obeyed him, and took Bianca on the withers in
+front of me, my arm about her to support her.
+
+Then he called to one of the men-at-arms who stood by with a flaring
+torch. He snatched the brand from his hand, and stabbed the straw with
+it in a dozen places, from each of which there leapt at once a tongue of
+flame. When, at last, he flung the torch into the heart of the pile, it
+was all a roaring, hissing, crackling blaze.
+
+He stood back and laughed. "If there are any more of his brothel-mates
+in the house, they can escape as he did. They will be more fortunate
+than that one." And he pointed up to the limp figure hanging from the
+balcony, so that I now learnt what already I have told you.
+
+With my hand I screened Bianca's eyes. "Do not look," I bade her.
+
+I shuddered at the sight of that limply hanging body. And yet I
+reflected that it was just. Any man who could have lent his aid to the
+foul crime that was attempted there that night deserved this fate and
+worse.
+
+Cavalcanti got to horse, and we rode down the street, bringing folk to
+their windows in alarm. Behind us the flames began to lick out from the
+ground floor of Cosimo's palace.
+
+We reached the Porta Fodesta, and peremptorily bade the guard to open
+for us. He answered, as became his duty, with the very words that had
+been addressed to me at that place on a night two years ago:
+
+"None passes out to-night."
+
+In an instant a group of our men surrounded him, others made a living
+barrier before the guard-house, whilst two or three dismounted, drew the
+bolts, and dragged the great gates open.
+
+We rode on, crossing the river, and heading straight for Pagliano.
+
+For a while it was the sweetest ride that ever I rode, with my
+Bianca nestling against my breast, and responding faintly to all the
+foolishness that poured from me in that ambrosial hour.
+
+And then it seemed to me that we rode not by night but in the blazing
+light of day, along a dusty road, flanking an arid, sun-drenched stretch
+of the Campagna; and despite the aridity there must be water somewhere,
+for I heard it thundering as the Bagnanza had thundered after rain, and
+yet I knew that could not be the Bagnanza, for the Bagnanza was nowhere
+in the neighbourhood of Rome.
+
+Suddenly a great voice, and I knew it for the voice of Bianca, called me
+by name.
+
+"Agostino!"
+
+The vision was dissipated. It was night again and we were riding for
+Pagliano through the fertile lands of ultra-Po; and there was Bianca
+clutching at my breast and uttering my name in accents of fear, whilst
+the company about me was halting.
+
+"What is it?" cried Cavalcanti. "Are you hurt?" I understood. I had been
+dozing in the saddle, and I must have rolled out of it but that Bianca
+awakened me with her cry. I said so.
+
+"Body of Satan!" he swore. "To doze at such a time!"
+
+"I have scarce been out of the saddle for three days and three
+nights--this is the fourth," I informed him. "I have had but three hours'
+sleep since we left Rome. I am done," I admitted. "You, sir, had best
+take your daughter. She is no longer safe with me."
+
+It was so. The fierce tension which had banished sleep from me whilst
+these things were doing, being now relaxed, left me exhausted as
+Galeotto had been at Bologna. And Galeotto had urged me to halt and rest
+there! He had begged for twelve hours! I could now thank Heaven from a
+full heart for having given me the strength and resolution to ride on,
+for those twelve hours would have made all the difference between Heaven
+and Hell.
+
+Cavalcanti himself would not take her, confessing to some weakness. For
+all that he insisted that his wound was not serious, yet he had lost
+much blood through having neglected in his rage to stanch it. So it was
+to Falcone that fell the charge of that sweet burden.
+
+The last thing I remember was Cavalcanti's laugh, as, from the high
+ground we had mounted, he stopped to survey a ruddy glare above the city
+of Piacenza, where, in a vomit of sparks, Cosimo's fine palace was being
+consumed.
+
+Then we rode down into the valley again; and as we went the thud of
+hooves grew more and more distant, and I slept in the saddle as I rode,
+a man-at-arms on either side of me, so that I remember no more of the
+doings of that strenuous night.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XI. THE PENANCE
+
+
+I awakened in the chamber that had been mine at Pagliano before my
+arrest by order of the Holy Office, and I was told upon awakening that I
+had slept a night and a day and that it was eventide once more.
+
+I rose, bathed, and put on a robe of furs, and then Galeotto came to
+visit me.
+
+He had arrived at dawn, and he too had slept for some ten hours since
+his arrival, yet despite of it his air was haggard, his glance overcast
+and heavy.
+
+I greeted him joyously, conscious that we had done well. But he remained
+gloomy and unresponsive.
+
+"There is ill news," he said at last. "Cavalcanti is in a raging fever,
+and he is sapped of strength, his body almost drained of blood. I even
+fear that he is poisoned, that Farnese's dagger was laden with some
+venom."
+
+"O, surely... it will be well with him!" I faltered. He shook his head
+sombrely, his brows furrowed.
+
+"He must have been stark mad last night. To have raged as he did with
+such a wound upon him, and to have ridden ten miles afterwards! O, it
+was midsummer frenzy that sustained him. Here in the courtyard he reeled
+unconscious from the saddle; they found him drenched with blood from
+head to foot; and he has been unconscious ever since. I am afraid..." He
+shrugged despondently.
+
+"Do you mean that... that he may die?" I asked scarce above a whisper.
+
+"It will be a miracle if he does not. And that is one more crime to the
+score of Pier Luigi." He said it in a tone of indescribable passion,
+shaking his clenched fist at the ceiling.
+
+The miracle did not come to pass. Two days later, in the presence of
+Galeotto, Bianca, Fra Gervasio, who had been summoned from his Piacenza
+convent to shrive the unfortunate baron, and myself, Ettore Cavalcanti
+sank quietly to rest.
+
+Whether he was dealt an envenomed wound, as Galeotto swore, or whether
+he died as a result of the awful draining of his veins, I do not know.
+
+At the end he had a moment of lucidity.
+
+"You will guard my Bianca, Agostino," he said to me, and I swore it
+fervently, as he bade me, whilst upon her knees beyond the bed, clasping
+one of his hands that had grown white as marble, Bianca was sobbing
+brokenheartedly.
+
+Then the dying man turned his head to Galeotto. "You will see justice
+done upon that monster ere you die," he said. "It is God's holy work."
+
+And then his mind became clouded again by the mists of approaching
+dissolution, and he sank into a sleep, from which he never awakened.
+
+We buried him on the morrow in the Chapel of Pagliano, and on the
+next day Galeotto drew up a memorial wherein he set forth all the
+circumstances of the affair in which that gallant gentleman had met
+his end. It was a terrible indictment of Pier Luigi Farnese. Of this
+memorial he prepared two copies, and to these--as witnesses of all the
+facts therein related--Bianca, Falcone, and I appended our signatures,
+and Fra Gervasio added his own. One of these copies Galeotto dispatched
+to the Pope, the other to Ferrante Gonzaga in Milan, with a request that
+it should be submitted to the Emperor.
+
+When the memorial was signed, he rose, and taking Bianca's hand in his
+own, he swore by his every hope of salvation that ere another year was
+sped her father should be avenged together with all the other of Pier
+Luigi's victims.
+
+That same day he set out again upon his conspirator's work, whose aim
+was not only the life of Pier Luigi, but the entire shattering of
+the Pontifical sway in Parma and Piacenza. Some days later he sent me
+another score of lances--for he kept his forces scattered about the
+country whilst gradually he increased their numbers.
+
+Thereafter we waited for events at Pagliano, the drawbridge raised, and
+none entering save after due challenge.
+
+We expected an attack which never came; for Pier Luigi did not dare to
+lead an army against an Imperial fief upon such hopeless grounds as were
+his own. Possibly, too, Galeotto's memorial may have caused the Pope to
+impose restraint upon his dissolute son.
+
+Cosimo d'Anguissola, however, had the effrontery to send a messenger a
+week later to Pagliano, to demand the surrender of his wife, saying
+that she was his by God's law and man's, and threatening to enforce his
+rights by an appeal to the Vatican.
+
+That we sent the messenger empty-handed away, it is scarce necessary to
+chronicle. I was in command at Pagliano, holding it in Bianca's name,
+as Bianca's lieutenant and castellan, and I made oath that I would never
+lower the bridge to admit an enemy.
+
+But Cosimo's message aroused in us a memory that had lain dormant these
+days. She was no longer for my wooing. She was the wife of another.
+
+It came to us almost as a flash of lightning in the night; and it
+startled us by all that it revealed.
+
+"The fault of it is all mine," said she, as we sat that evening in the
+gold-and-purple dining-room where we had supped.
+
+It was with those words that she broke the silence that had endured
+throughout the repast, until the departure of the pages and the
+seneschal who had ministered to us precisely as in the days when
+Cavalcanti had been alive.
+
+"Ah, not that, sweet!" I implored her, reaching a hand to her across the
+table.
+
+"But it is true, my dear," she answered, covering my hand with her own.
+"If I had shown you more mercy when so contritely you confessed your
+sin, mercy would have been shown to me. I should have known from the
+sign I had that we were destined for each other; that nothing that you
+had done could alter that. I did know it, and yet..." She halted there,
+her lip tremulous.
+
+"And yet you did the only thing that you could do when your sweet purity
+was outraged by the knowledge of what I really had been."
+
+"But you were so no more," she said with a something of pleading in her
+voice.
+
+"It was you--the blessed sight of you that cleansed me," I cried. "When
+love for you awoke in me, I knew love for the first time, for that other
+thing which I deemed love had none of love's holiness. Your image drove
+out all the sin from my soul. The peace which half a year of penance, of
+fasting and flagellation could not bring me, was brought me by my love
+for you when it awoke. It was as a purifying fire that turned to ashes
+all the evil of desires that my heart had held."
+
+Her hand pressed mine. She was weeping softly.
+
+"I was an outcast," I continued. "I was a mariner without compass,
+far from the sight of land, striving to find my way by the light
+of sentiments implanted in me from early youth. I sought salvation
+desperately--sought it in a hermitage, as I would have sought it in
+a cloister but that I had come to regard myself as unworthy of
+the cloistered life. I found it at last, in you, in the blessed
+contemplation of you. It was you who taught me the lesson that the world
+is God's world and that God is in the world as much as in the cloister.
+Such was the burden of your message that night when you appeared to me
+on Monte Orsaro."
+
+"O, Agostino!" she cried, "and all this being so can you refrain from
+blaming me for what has come to pass? If I had but had faith in you--the
+faith in the sign which we both received--I should have known all this;
+known that if you had sinned you had been tempted and that you had
+atoned."
+
+"I think the atonement lies here and now, in this," I answered very
+gravely. "She was the wife of another who dragged me down. You are the
+wife of another who have lifted me up. She through sin was attainable.
+That you can never, never be, else should I have done with life in
+earnest. But do not blame yourself, sweet saint. You did as your pure
+spirit bade you; soon all would have been well but that already Messer
+Pier Luigi had seen you."
+
+She shuddered.
+
+"You know, dear that if I submitted to wed your cousin, it was to save
+you--that such was the price imposed?"
+
+"Dear saint!" I cried.
+
+"I but mention it that upon such a score you may have no doubt of my
+motives."
+
+"How could I doubt?" I protested.
+
+I rose, and moved down the room towards the window, behind which the
+night gleamed deepest blue. I looked out upon the gardens from which
+the black shadows of stark poplars thrust upward against the sky, and I
+thought out this thing. Then I turned to her, having as I imagined found
+the only and rather obvious solution.
+
+"There is but one thing to do, Bianca."
+
+"And that?" her eyes were very anxious, and looked perhaps even more so
+in consequence of the pallor of her face and the lines of pain that had
+come into it in these weeks of such sore trial.
+
+"I must remove the barrier that stands between us. I must seek out
+Cosimo and kill him."
+
+I said it without anger, without heat of any sort: a calm, cold
+statement of a step that it was necessary to take. It was a just
+measure, the only measure that could mend an unjust situation. And so,
+I think, she too viewed it. For she did not start, or cry out in horror,
+or manifest the slightest surprise at my proposal. But she shook her
+head, and smiled very wistfully.
+
+"What a folly would not that be!" she said. "How would it amend what is?
+You would be taken, and justice would be done upon you summarily. Would
+that make it any easier or any better for me? I should be alone in the
+world and entirely undefended."
+
+"Ah, but you go too fast," I cried. "By justice I could not suffer, I
+need but to state the case, the motive of my quarrel, the iniquitous
+wrong that was attempted against you, the odious traffic of this
+marriage, and all men would applaud my act. None would dare do me a
+hurt."
+
+"You are too generous in your faith in man," she said. "Who would
+believe your claims?"
+
+"The courts," I said.
+
+"The courts of a State in which Pier Luigi governs?"
+
+"But I have witnesses of the facts."
+
+"Those witnesses would never be allowed to testify. Your protests would
+be smothered. And how would your case really look?" she cried. "The
+world would conceive that the lover of Bianca de' Cavalcanti had killed
+her husband that he might take her for his own. What could you hope for,
+against such a charge as that? Men might even remember that other affair
+of Fifanti's and even the populace, which may be said to have saved you
+erstwhile, might veer round and change from the opinion which it has
+ever held. They would say that one who has done such a thing once may do
+it twice; that..."
+
+"O, for pity's sake, stop! Have mercy!" I cried, flinging out my arms
+towards her. And mercifully she ceased, perceiving that she had said
+enough.
+
+I turned to the window again, and pressed my brow against the cool
+glass. She was right. That acute mind of hers had pierced straight to
+the very core of this matter. To do the thing that had been in my mind
+would be not only to destroy myself, but to defile her; for upon her
+would recoil a portion of the odium that must be flung at me. And--as
+she said--what then must be her position? They would even have a case
+upon which to drag her from these walls of Pagliano. She would be a
+victim of the civil courts; she might, at Pier Luigi's instigation,
+be proceeded against as my accomplice in what would be accounted a
+dastardly murder for the basest of motives.
+
+I turned to her again.
+
+"You are right," I said. "I see that you are right. Just as I was right
+when I said that my atonement lies here and now. The penance for which
+I have cried out so long is imposed at last. It is as just as it is
+cruelly apt."
+
+I came slowly back to the table, and stood facing her across it. She
+looking up at me with very piteous eyes.
+
+"Bianca, I must go hence," I said. "That, too, is clear."
+
+Her lips parted; her eyes dilated; her face, if anything, grew paler.
+
+"O, no, no!" she cried piteously.
+
+"It must be," I said. "How can I remain? Cosimo may appeal for justice
+against me, claiming that I hold his wife in duress--and justice will be
+done."
+
+"But can you not resist? Pagliano is strong and well-manned. The Black
+Bands are very faithful men, and they will stand by you to the end."
+
+"And the world?" I cried. "What will the world say of you? It is you
+yourself have made me see it. Shall your name be dragged in the foul
+mire of scandal? The wife of Cosimo d'Anguissola a runagate with her
+husband's cousin? Shall the world say that?"
+
+She moaned, and covered her face with her hands. Then she controlled
+herself again, and looked at me almost fiercely.
+
+"Do you care so much for what men say?"
+
+"I am thinking of you."
+
+"Then think of me to better purpose, my Agostino. Consider that we are
+confronted by two evils, and that the choice of the lesser is forced
+upon us. If you go, I am all unprotected, and... and... the harm is done
+already."
+
+Long I looked at her with such a yearning to take her in my arms and
+comfort her! And I had the knowledge that if I remained, daily must I
+experience this yearning which must daily grow crueller and more fierce
+from the very restraint I must impose upon it. And then that rearing of
+mine, all drenched in sanctity misunderstood, came to my help, and made
+me see in this an added burden to my penance, a burden which I must
+accept if I would win to ultimate grace.
+
+And so I consented to remain, and I parted from her with no more than
+a kiss bestowed upon her finger-tips, and went to pray for patience and
+strength to bear my heavy cross and so win to my ultimate reward, be it
+in this world or the next.
+
+In the morning came news by a messenger from Galeotto--news of one more
+foul crime that the Duke had committed on that awful night when we had
+rescued Bianca from his evil claws. The unfortunate Giuliana had been
+found dead in her bed upon the following morning, and the popular voice
+said that the Duke had strangled her.
+
+Of that rumour I subsequently had confirmation. It would appear that
+maddened with rage at the loss of his prey, that ravening wolf had
+looked about to discover who might have betrayed his purpose and
+procured that intervention. He bethought him of Giuliana. Had not Cosimo
+seen her in intimate talk with me on the morning of my arrest, and would
+he not have reported it to his master?
+
+So to the handsome mansion in which he housed her, and to which at all
+hours he had access, the Duke went instantly. He must have taxed
+her with it; and knowing her nature, I can imagine that she not only
+admitted that his thwarting was due to her, but admitted it mockingly,
+exultingly, jeering as only a jealous woman can jeer, until in his rage
+he seized her by the throat.
+
+How bitterly must she not have repented that she had not kept a better
+guard upon her tongue, during those moments of her agony, brief in
+themselves, yet horribly long to her, until her poor wanton spirit went
+forth from the weak clay that she had loved too well.
+
+When I heard of the end of that unfortunate, all my bitterness against
+her went out of me, and in my heart I set myself to find excuses for
+her. Witty and cultured in much; in much else she had been as stupid as
+the dumb beast. She was irreligious as were many because what she saw
+of religion did not inspire respect in her, and whilst one of her lovers
+had been a prince of the Church another had been the son of the Pope.
+She was by nature sensuous, and her sensuousness stifled in her all
+perception of right or wrong.
+
+I like to think that her death was brought about as the result of a good
+deed--so easily might it have been the consequence of an evil one. And I
+trust that that deed--good in itself, whatever the sources from which
+it may have sprung--may have counted in her favour and weighed in the
+balance against the sins that were largely of her nature.
+
+I bethought me of Fra Gervasio's words to me: "Who that knows all that
+goes to the making of a sin shall ever dare to blame a sinner?" He had
+applied those words to my own case where Giuliana was concerned. But do
+they not apply equally to Giuliana? Do they not apply to every sinner,
+when all is said?
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XII. BLOOD
+
+
+The words that passed between Bianca and me that evening in the
+dining-room express all that can be said of our attitude to each other
+during the months that followed. Daily we met, and the things which our
+lips no longer dared to utter, our eyes expressed.
+
+Days passed and grew to weeks, and these accumulated into months. The
+autumn faded from gold to grey, and the winter came and laid the earth
+to sleep, and then followed spring to awaken it once more.
+
+None troubled us at Pagliano, and we began with some justice to consider
+ourselves secure. Galeotto's memorial, not a doubt, had stirred up
+matters; and Pier Luigi would be under orders from his father not to add
+one more scandal to the many of his life by venturing to disturb Madonna
+Bianca in her stronghold at Pagliano.
+
+From time to time we were visited by Galeotto. It was well for him that
+fatigue had overwhelmed him that day at Bologna, and so hindered him
+from taking a hand with us in the doings of that hideous night, else he
+might no longer have freedom to roam the State unchallenged as he did.
+
+He told us of the new citadel the Duke was building in Piacenza, and
+how for the purpose he was pulling down houses relentlessly to obtain
+material and to clear himself a space, and how, further, he was widening
+and strengthening the walls of the city.
+
+"But I doubt," he said one morning in that spring, "if he will live to
+see the work completed. For we are resolved at last. There is no
+need for an armed rising. Five score of my lances will be all that is
+necessary. We are planning a surprise, and Ferrante Gonzaga is to be at
+hand to support us with Imperial troops and to receive the State as the
+Emperor's vicegerent when the hour strikes. It will strike soon," he
+added, "and this, too, shall be paid for with the rest." And he touched
+the black mourning gown that Bianca wore.
+
+He rode away again that day, and he went north for a last interview with
+the Emperor's Lieutenant, but promising to return before the blow was
+struck to give me the opportunity to bear my share in it.
+
+Spring turned to summer, and we waited, wandering in the gardens
+together; reading together, playing at bowls or tennis, though the
+latter game was not considered one for women, and sometimes exercising
+the men-at-arms in the great inner bailey where they lodged. Twice we
+rode out ahawking, accompanied by a strong escort, and returned without
+mishap, though I would not consent to a third excursion, lest a rumour
+having gone abroad, our enemies should lie in wait to trap us. I grew
+strangely fearful of losing her who did not and who never might belong
+to me.
+
+And all this time my penance, as I regarded it, grew daily heavier to
+bear. Long since I had ceased so much as to kiss her finger-tips. But
+to kiss the very air she breathed was fraught with danger to my peace
+of mind. And then one evening, as we paced the garden together, I had
+a moment's madness, a moment in which my yearnings would no longer be
+repressed. Without warning I swung about, caught her in my arms, and
+crushed her to me.
+
+I saw the sudden flicker of her eyelids, the one swift upward glance of
+her blue eyes, and I beheld in them a yearning akin to my own, but also
+a something of fear that gave me pause.
+
+I put her from me. I knelt and kissed the hem of her mourning gown.
+
+"Forgive me, sweet." I besought her very humbly.
+
+"My poor Agostino," was all she answered me, what time her fingers
+fluttered gently over my sable hair.
+
+Thereafter I shunned her for a whole week, and was never in her company
+save at meals under the eyes of our attendants.
+
+At last, one day in the early part of September, on the very anniversary
+of her father's death--the eighth of that month it was, and a
+Thursday--came Galeotto with a considerable company of men-at-arms; and
+that night he was gay and blithe as I had never seen him in these twelve
+months past.
+
+When we were alone, the cause of it, which already I suspected, at last
+transpired.
+
+"It is the hour," he said very pregnantly. "His sands are swiftly
+running out. To-morrow, Agostino, you ride with me to Piacenza. Falcone
+shall remain here to captain the men in case any attempt should be made
+upon Pagliano, which is not likely."
+
+And now he told us of the gay doings there had been in Piacenza for the
+occasion of the visit of the Duke's son Ottavio--that same son-in-law of
+the Emperor whom the latter befriended, yet not to the extent of giving
+him the duchy in his father's place when that father should have gone to
+answer for his sins.
+
+Daily there had been jousts and tournaments and all manner of gaieties,
+for which the Piacentini had been sweated until they could sweat no
+more. Having fawned upon the people that they might help him to crush
+the barons, Farnese was now crushing the people whose service he no
+longer needed. Extortion had reduced them to poverty and despair and
+their very houses were being pulled down to supply material for the new
+citadel, the Duke recking little who might thus be left without a roof
+over his head.
+
+"He has gone mad," said Galeotto, and laughed. "Pier Luigi could not
+more effectively have played his part so as to serve our ends. The
+nobles he alienated long ago, and now the very populace is incensed
+against him and weary of his rapine. It is so bad with him that of late
+he has remained shut in the citadel, and seldom ventures abroad, so as
+to avoid the sight of the starving faces of the poor and the general
+ruin that he is making of that fair city. He has given out that he is
+ill. A little blood-letting will cure all his ills for ever."
+
+Upon the morrow Galeotto picked thirty of his men, and gave them
+their orders. They were to depose their black liveries, and clad as
+countryfolk, but armed as countryfolk would be for a long journey, they
+were severally to repair afoot to Piacenza, and assemble there upon the
+morning of Saturday at the time and place he indicated. They went, and
+that afternoon we followed.
+
+"You will come back to me, Agostino?" Bianca said to me at parting.
+
+"I will come back," I answered, and bowing I left her, my heart very
+heavy.
+
+But as we rode the prospect of the thing to do warmed me a little, and
+I shook off my melancholy. Optimism coloured the world for me all of the
+rosy hue of promise.
+
+We slept in Piacenza that night, in a big house in the street that leads
+to the Church of San Lazzaro, and there was a company of perhaps a
+dozen assembled there, the principals being the brothers Pallavicini
+of Cortemaggiore, who had been among the first to feel the iron hand of
+Pier Luigi; there were also present Agostino Landi, and the head of the
+house of Confalonieri.
+
+We sat after supper about a long table of smooth brown oak, which
+reflected as in a pool the beakers and flagons with which it was
+charged, when suddenly Galeotto span a coin upon the middle of it. It
+fell flat presently, showing the ducal arms and the inscription of which
+the abbreviation PLAC was a part.
+
+Galeotto set his finger to it. "A year ago I warned him," said he, "that
+his fate was written there in that shortened word. To-morrow I shall
+read the riddle for him."
+
+I did not understand the allusion and said so.
+
+"Why," he explained, not only to me but to others whose brows had also
+been knit, "first 'Plac' stands for Placentia where he will meet his
+doom; and then it contains the initials of the four chief movers in this
+undertaking--Pallavicini, Landi, Anguissola, and Confalonieri."
+
+"You force the omen to come true when you give me a leader's rank in
+this affair," said I.
+
+He smiled but did not answer, and returned the coin to his pocket.
+
+And now the happening that is to be related is to be found elsewhere,
+for it is a matter of which many men have written in different ways,
+according to their feelings or to the hand that hired them to the
+writing.
+
+Soon after dawn Galeotto quitted us, each of us instructed how to act.
+
+Later in the morning, as I was on my way to the castle, where we were
+to assemble at noon, I saw Galeotto riding through the streets at
+the Duke's side. He had been beyond the gates with Pier Luigi on an
+inspection of the new fortress that was building. It appeared that once
+more there was talk between the Duke and Galeotto of the latter's taking
+service under him, and Galeotto made use of this circumstance to forward
+his plans. He was, I think, the most self-contained and patient man that
+it would have been possible to find for such an undertaking.
+
+In addition to the condottiero, a couple of gentlemen on horseback
+attended the Duke, and half a score of his Swiss lanzknechte in gleaming
+corselets and steel morions, shouldering their formidable pikes, went
+afoot to hedge his excellency.
+
+The people fell back before that little company; the citizens doffed
+their caps with the respect that is begotten of fear, but their air
+was sullen and in the main they were silent, though here and there some
+knave, with the craven adulation of those born to serve at all costs,
+raised a feeble shout of "Duca!"
+
+The Duke moved slowly at little more than a walking pace, for he was all
+crippled again by the disease that ravaged him, and his face, handsome
+in itself, was now repulsive to behold; it was a livid background for
+the fiery pustules that mottled it, and under the sunken eyes there were
+great brown stains of suffering.
+
+I flattened myself against a wall in the shadow of a doorway lest he
+should see me, for my height made me an easy mark in that crowd. But he
+looked neither to right nor to left as he rode. Indeed, it was said
+that he could no longer bear to meet the glances of the people he had
+so grossly abused and outraged with deeds that are elsewhere abundantly
+related, and with which I need not turn your stomachs here.
+
+When they had gone by, I followed slowly in their wake towards the
+castle. As I turned out of the fine road that Gambara had built, I
+was joined by the brothers Pallavicini, a pair of resolute, grizzled
+gentlemen, the elder of whom, as you will remember, was slightly lame.
+With an odd sense of fitness they had dressed themselves in black. They
+were accompanied by half a dozen of Galeotto's men, but these bore no
+device by which they could be identified. We exchanged greetings, and
+stepped out together across the open space of the Piazza della Citadella
+towards the fortress.
+
+We crossed the drawbridge, and entered unchallenged by the guard. People
+were wont to come and go, and to approach the Duke it was necessary
+to pass the guard in the ante-chamber above, whose business it was to
+question all comers.
+
+Moreover the only guard set consisted of a couple of Swiss who lounged
+in the gateway, the garrison being all at dinner, a circumstance upon
+which Galeotto had calculated in appointing noon as the hour for the
+striking of the blow.
+
+We crossed the quadrangle, and passing under a second archway came
+into the inner bailey as we had been bidden. Here we were met by
+Confalonieri, who also had half a dozen men with him. He greeted us, and
+issued his orders sharply.
+
+"You, Ser Agostino, are to come with us, whilst you others are to remain
+here until Messer Landi arrives with the remainder of our forces. He
+should have a score of men with him, and they will cut down the guard
+when they enter. The moment that is done let a pistol-shot be discharged
+as the signal to us above, and proceed immediately to take up the bridge
+and overpower the Swiss who should still be at table. Landi has his
+orders and knows how to act."
+
+The Pallavicini briefly spoke their assents, and Confalonieri, taking
+me by the arm, led me quickly above-stairs, his half-dozen men following
+close upon our heels. Upon none was there any sign of armour. But every
+man wore a shirt of mail under his doublet or jerkin.
+
+We entered the ante-chamber--a fine, lofty apartment, richly hung and
+richly furnished. It was empty of courtiers, for all were gone to dine
+with the captain of the guard, who had been married upon that very
+morning and was giving a banquet in honour of the event, as Galeotto had
+informed himself when he appointed the day.
+
+Over by a window sat four of the Swiss--the entire guard--about a table
+playing at dice, their lances deposited in an angle of the wall.
+
+Watching their game--for which he had lingered after accompanying the
+Duke thus far--stood the tall, broad-shouldered figure of Galeotto. He
+turned as we entered, and gave us an indifferent glance as if we were of
+no interest to him, then returned his attention to the dicers.
+
+One or two of the Swiss looked up at us casually. The dice rattled
+merrily, and there came from the players little splutters of laughter
+and deep guttural, German oaths.
+
+At the room's far end, by the curtains that masked the door of the
+chamber where Farnese sat at dinner, stood an usher in black velvet,
+staff in hand, who took no more interest in us than did the Swiss.
+
+We sauntered over to the dicers' table, and in placing ourselves the
+better to watch their game, we so contrived that we entirely hemmed them
+into the embrasure, whilst Confalonieri himself stood with his back to
+the pikes, an effective barrier between the men and their weapons.
+
+We remained thus for some moments whilst the game went on, and we
+laughed with the winners and swore with the losers, as if our hearts
+were entirely in the dicing and we had not another thought in the world.
+
+Suddenly a pistol-shot crackled below, and startled the Swiss, who
+looked at one another. One burly fellow whom they named Hubli held the
+dice-box poised for a throw that was never made.
+
+Across the courtyard below men were running with drawn swords, shouting
+as they ran, and hurled themselves through the doorway leading to the
+quarters where the Swiss were at table. This the guards saw through the
+open window, and they stared, muttering German oaths to express their
+deep bewilderment.
+
+And then there came a creak of winches and a grinding of chains to
+inform us that the bridge was being taken up. At last those four
+lanzknechte looked at us.
+
+"Beim blute Gottes!" swore Hubli. "Was giebt es?"
+
+Our set faces, showing no faintest trace of surprise, quickened their
+alarm, and this became flavoured by suspicion when they perceived at
+last how closely we pressed about them.
+
+"Continue your game," said Confalonieri quietly, "it will be best for
+you."
+
+The great blonde fellow Hubli flung down the dice-box and heaved himself
+up truculently to face the speaker who stood between him and the lances.
+Instantly Confalonieri stabbed him, and he sank back into his chair with
+a cry, intensest surprise in his blue eyes, so sudden and unlooked-for
+had the action been.
+
+Galeotto had already left the group about the table, and with a blow of
+his great hand he felled the usher who sought to bar his passage to
+the Duke's chamber. He tore down the curtains, and he was wrapping
+and entangling the fellow in the folds of them when I came to his aid
+followed by Confalonieri, whose six men remained to hold the three sound
+and the one wounded Swiss in check.
+
+And now from below there rose such a din of steel on steel, of shouts
+and screams and curses, that it behoved us to make haste.
+
+Bidding us follow him, Galeotto flung open the door. At table sat
+Farnese with two of his gentlemen, one of whom was the Marquis
+Sforza-Fogliani, the other a doctor of canon law named Copallati.
+
+Alarm was already written on their faces. At sight of Galeotto--"Ah! You
+are still here!" cried Farnese. "What is taking place below? Have the
+Swiss fallen to fighting among themselves?"
+
+Galeotto returned no answer, but advanced slowly into the room; and
+now Farnese's eyes went past him and fastened upon me, and I saw
+them suddenly dilate; beyond me they went and met the cold glance of
+Confalonieri, that other gentleman he had so grievously wronged and whom
+he had stripped of the last rag of his possessions and his rights. The
+sun coming through the window caught the steel that Confalonieri still
+carried in his hands; its glint drew the eyes of the Duke, and he must
+have seen that the baron's sleeve was bloody.
+
+He rose, leaning heavily upon the table.
+
+"What does this mean?" he demanded in a quavering voice, and his face
+had turned grey with apprehension.
+
+"It means," Galeotto answered him, firmly and coldly, "that your rule
+in Piacenza is at an end, that the Pontifical sway is broken in these
+States, and that beyond the Po Ferrante Gonzaga waits with an army to
+take possession here in the Emperor's name. Finally, my Lord Duke, it
+means that the Devil's patience is to be rewarded, and that he is at
+last to have you who have so faithfully served him upon earth."
+
+Farnese made a gurgling sound and put a jewelled hand to his throat
+as if he choked. He was all in green velvet, and every button of
+his doublet was a brilliant of price; and that gay raiment by its
+incongruity seemed to heighten the tragedy of the moment.
+
+Of his gentlemen the doctor sat frozen with terror in his high-backed
+seat, clutching the arms of it so that his knuckles showed white
+as marble. In like case were the two attendant servants, who hung
+motionless by the buffet. But Sforza-Fogliani, a man of some spirit for
+all his effeminate appearance, leapt to his feet and set a hand to his
+weapons.
+
+Instantly Confalonieri's sword flashed from its sheath. He had passed
+his dagger into his left hand.
+
+"On your life, my Lord Marquis, do not meddle here," he warned him in a
+voice that was like a trumpet-call.
+
+And before that ferocious aspect and those naked weapons Sforza-Fogliani
+stood checked and intimidated.
+
+I too had drawn my poniard, determined that Farnese should fall to my
+steel in settlement of the score that lay between us. He saw the act,
+and if possible his fears were increased, for he knew that the wrongs he
+had done me were personal matters between us for which it was not likely
+I should prove forgiving.
+
+"Mercy!" he gasped, and held out supplicating hands to Galeotto.
+
+"Mercy?" I echoed, and laughed fiercely. "What mercy would you have
+shown me against whom you set the Holy Office, but that you could sell
+my life at a price that was merciless? What mercy would you have shown
+to the daughter of Cavalcanti when she lay in your foul power? What
+mercy did you show her father who died by your hand? What mercy did you
+show the unfortunate Giuliana whom you strangled in her bed? What mercy
+did you ever show to any that you dare ask now for mercy?"
+
+He looked at me with dazed eyes, and from me to Galeotto. He shuddered
+and turned a greenish hue. His knees were loosened by terror, and he
+sank back into the chair from which he had risen.
+
+"At least... at least," he gasped, "let me have a priest to shrive me. Do
+not... do not let me die with all my sins upon me!"
+
+In that moment there came from the ante-chamber the sound of swiftly
+moving feet, and the clash of steel mingling with cries. The sound
+heartened him. He conceived that someone came to his assistance. He
+raised his voice in a desperate screech:
+
+"To me! To me! Help!"
+
+As he shouted I sprang towards him, to find my passage suddenly barred
+by Galeotto's arm. He shot it out, and my breast came against it
+as against a rod of iron. It threw me out of balance, and ere I had
+recovered it had thrust me back again.
+
+"Back there!" said Galeotto's brazen voice. "This affair is mine. Mine
+are the older wrongs and the greater."
+
+With that he stepped behind the Duke's chair, and Farnese in a fresh
+spurt of panic came to his feet. Galeotto locked an arm about his neck
+and pulled his head back. Into his ear he muttered words that I could
+not overhear, but it was matter that stilled Farnese's last struggle.
+Only the Duke's eyes moved, rolling in his head as he sought to look
+upon the face of the man who spoke to him. And in that moment Galeotto
+wrenched his victim's head still farther back, laying entirely bare the
+long brown throat, across which he swiftly drew his dagger.
+
+Copallati screamed and covered his face with his hands; Sforza-Fogliani,
+white to the lips, looked on like a man entranced.
+
+There was a screech from Farnese that ended in a gurgle, and suddenly
+the blood spurted from his neck as from a fountain. Galeotto let him go.
+He dropped to his chair and fell forward against the table, drenching it
+in blood. Thence he went over sideways and toppled to the floor, where
+he lay twitching, a huddle of arms and legs, the head lolling sideways,
+the eyes vitreous, and blood, blood, blood all about him.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIII. THE OVERTHROW
+
+
+The sight turned me almost physically sick.
+
+I faced about, and sprang from the room out into the ante-chamber, where
+a battle was in progress. Some three or four of the Duke's gentlemen
+and a couple of Swiss had come to attempt a rescue. They had compelled
+Galeotto's six men to draw and defend themselves, the odds being
+suddenly all against them. Into that medley I went with drawn sword,
+hacking and cutting madly, giving knocks and taking them, glad of the
+excitement of it; glad of anything that would shut out from my mind the
+horror of the scene I had witnessed.
+
+Presently Confalonieri came out to take a hand, leaving Galeotto
+on guard within, and in a few minutes we had made an end of that
+resistance--the last splutter of resistance within those walls.
+
+Beyond some cuts and scratches that some of us had taken, not a man
+of ours was missing, whilst of the Duke's followers not a single one
+remained alive in that ante-chamber. The place was a shambles. Hangings
+that had been clutched had been torn from the walls; a great mirror was
+cracked from top to bottom; tables were overset and wrecked; chairs were
+splintered; and hardly a pane of glass remained in any of the windows.
+And everywhere there was blood, everywhere dead men.
+
+Up the stairs came trooping now our assembled forces led by Landi
+and the Pallavicini. Below all was quiet. The Swiss garrison taken by
+surprise at table, as was planned, had been disarmed and all were safe
+and impotent under lock and bolt. The guards at the gate had been cut
+down, and we were entirely masters of the place.
+
+Sforza-Fogliani, Copallati, and the two servants were fetched from the
+Duke's chamber and taken away to be locked up in another room until the
+business should be ended. For after all, it was but begun.
+
+In the town the alarm-bell was ringing from the tower of the Communal
+Palace, and at the sound I saw Galeotto's eyes kindling. He took
+command, none disputing it him, and under his orders men went briskly to
+turn the cannon of the fortress upon the square, that an attack might be
+repulsed if it were attempted. And three salvoes were fired, to notify
+Ferrante Gonzaga where he waited that the castle was in the hands of the
+conspirators and Pier Luigi slain.
+
+Meanwhile we had returned with Galeotto to the room where the Duke
+had died, and where his body still lay, huddled as it had fallen. The
+windows of this chamber were set in the outer wall of the fortress,
+immediately above the gates and commanding a view of the square. We were
+six--Confalonieri, Landi, the two Pallavicini, Galeotto, and myself,
+besides a slight fellow named Malvicini, who had been an officer of
+light-horse in the Duke's service, but who had taken a hand in betraying
+him.
+
+In the square there was by now a seething, excited mob through which
+a little army of perhaps a thousand men of the town militia with their
+captain, da Terni, riding at their head, was forcing its way. And they
+were shouting "Duca!" and crying out that the castle had been seized by
+Spaniards--by which they meant the Emperor's troops.
+
+Galeotto dragged a chair to the window, and standing upon it, showed
+himself to the people.
+
+"Disperse!" he shouted to them. "To your homes! The Duke is dead!"
+
+But his voice could not surmount that raging din, above which continued
+to ring the cry of "Duca! Duca!"
+
+"Let me show them their Duca," said a voice. It was Malvicini's.
+
+He had torn down a curtain-rope, and had attached an end of it to one
+of the dead man's legs. Thus he dragged the body forward towards the
+window. The other end of the rope he now knotted very firmly to a
+mullion. Then he took the body up in his arms, whilst Galeotto stood
+aside to make way for him, and staggering under his ghastly burden,
+Malvicini reached the window, and heaved it over the sill.
+
+It fell the length of the rope and there was arrested with a jerk
+to hang head downwards, spread-eagle against the brown wall; and the
+diamond buttons in his green velvet doublet sparkled merrily in the
+sunshine.
+
+At that sight a great silence swept across the multitude, and availing
+himself of this, Galeotto again addressed those Piacentini.
+
+"To your homes," he cried to them, "and arm yourselves to defend the
+State from your enemies if the need should arise. There hangs the
+Duke--dead. He has been slain to liberate our country from unjust
+oppression."
+
+Still, it seemed, they did not hear him; for though to us they appeared
+to be almost silent, yet there was a rustle and stir amongst them, which
+must have deafened each to what was being announced.
+
+They renewed their cries of "Duca!" of "Spaniards!" and "To arms!"
+
+"A curse on your 'Spaniards!'" cried Malvicini. "Here! Take your Duke.
+Look at him, and understand." And he slashed the rope across, so that
+the body plunged down into the castle ditch.
+
+A few of the foremost of the crowd ran forward and scrambled down into
+the ditch to view the body, and from them the rumour of the truth ran
+like a ripple over water through that mob, so that in the twinkling of
+an eye there was no man in that vast concourse--and all Piacenza seemed
+by now to be packed into the square--but knew that Pier Luigi Farnese
+was dead.
+
+A sudden hush fell. There were no more cries of "Duca!" They stood
+silent, and not a doubt but that in the breasts of the majority surged
+a great relief. Even the militia ceased to advance. If the Duke was dead
+there was nothing left to do.
+
+Again Galeotto spoke to them, and this time his words were caught by
+those in the ditch immediately below us, and from them they were passed
+on, and suddenly a great cry went up--a shout of relief, a paean of joy.
+If Farnese was dead, and well dead, they could, at last, express the
+thing that was in their hearts.
+
+And now at the far end of the square a glint of armour appeared; a troop
+of horse emerged, and began slowly to press forward through the crowd,
+driving it back on either side, but very gently. They came three
+abreast, and there were six score of them, and from their lance-heads
+fluttered bannerols showing a sable bar on an argent field. They were
+Galeotto's free company, headed by one of his lieutenants. Beyond the Po
+they too had been awaiting the salvo of artillery that should be their
+signal to advance.
+
+When their identity was understood, and when the crowd had perceived
+that they rode to support the holders of the castle, they were greeted
+with lusty cheers, in which presently even the militia joined, for these
+last were Piacentini and no Swiss hireling soldiers of the Duke's.
+
+The drawbridge was let down, and the company thundered over it to draw
+up in the courtyard under the eyes of Galeotto. He issued his orders
+once more to his companions. Then calling for horses for himself and for
+me, and bidding a score of lances to detach themselves to ride with us,
+we quitted the fortress.
+
+We pressed through the clamant multitude until we had reached the
+middle of the square. Here Galeotto drew rein and, raising his hand for
+silence, informed the people once more that the Duke had been done to
+death by the nobles of Piacenza, thus to avenge alike their own and the
+people's wrongs, and to free them from unjust oppression and tyranny.
+
+They cheered him when he had done, and the cry now was "Piacenza!
+Piacenza!"
+
+When they had fallen silent again--"I would have you remember," he
+cried, "that Pier Luigi was the Pontiff's son, and that the Pontiff will
+make haste to avenge his death and to re-establish here in Piacenza the
+Farnese sway. So that all that we have done this day may go for naught
+unless we take our measures."
+
+The silence deepened.
+
+"But you have been served by men who have the interest of the State at
+heart; and more has been done to serve you than the mere slaying of Pier
+Luigi Farnese. Our plans are made, and we but wait to know is it your
+will that the State should incorporate itself as of old with that of
+Milan, and place itself under the protection of the Emperor, who will
+appoint you fellow-countrymen for rulers, and will govern you wisely and
+justly, abolishing extortion and oppression?"
+
+A thunder of assent was his answer. "Cesare! Cesare!" was now the cry,
+and caps were tossed into the air.
+
+"Then go arm yourselves and repair to the Commune, and there make known
+your will to the Anziani and councillors, and see that it is given
+effect by them. The Emperor's Lieutenant is at your gates. I ride to
+surrender to him the city in your name, and before nightfall he will be
+here to protect you from any onslaught of the Pontificals."
+
+With that he pushed on, the mob streaming along with us, intent upon
+going there and then to do the thing that Galeotto advised. And by
+now they had discovered Galeotto's name, and they were shouting it in
+acclamation of him, and at the sound he smiled, though his eyes seemed
+very wistful.
+
+He leaned over to me, and gripped my hand where it lay on the saddle-bow
+clutching the reins.
+
+"Thus is Giovanni d'Anguissola at last avenged!" he said to me in a deep
+voice that thrilled me.
+
+"I would that he were here to know," I answered.
+
+And again Galeotto's eyes grew wistful as they looked at me.
+
+We won out of the town at last, and when we came to the high ground
+beyond the river, we saw in the plain below phalanx upon phalanx of a
+great army. It was Ferrante Gonzaga's Imperial force.
+
+Galeotto pointed to it. "That is my goal," he said. "You had best ride
+on to Pagliano with these lances. You may need them there. I had hoped
+that Cosimo would have been found in the castle with Pier Luigi. His
+absence makes me uneasy. Away with you, then. You shall have news of me
+within three days."
+
+We embraced, on horseback as we were. Then he wheeled his charger and
+went down the steep ground, riding hard for Ferrante's army, whilst
+we pursued our way, and came some two hours later without mishap to
+Pagliano.
+
+I found Bianca awaiting me in the gallery above the courtyard, drawn
+thither by the sounds of our approach.
+
+"Dear Agostino, I have been so fearful for you," was her greeting when I
+had leapt up the staircase to take her hand.
+
+I led her to the marble seat she had occupied on that night, two years
+ago, when first we had spoken of our visions. Briefly I gave her the
+news of what had befallen in Piacenza.
+
+When I had done, she sighed and looked at me.
+
+"It brings us no nearer to each other," she said.
+
+"Nay, now--this much nearer, at least, that the Imperial decree will
+return me the lordships of Mondolfo and Carmina, dispossessing the
+usurper. Thus I shall have something to offer you, my Bianca."
+
+She smiled at me very sadly, almost reproachfully.
+
+"Foolish," said she. "What matter the possessions that it may be yours
+to cast into my lap? Is that what we wait for, Agostino? Is there not
+Pagliano for you? Would not that, at need, be lordship enough?"
+
+"The meanest cottage of the countryside were lordship enough so that you
+shared it," I answered passionately, as many in like case have answered
+before and since.
+
+"You see, then, that you are wrong to attach importance to so slight
+a thing as this Imperial decree where you and I are concerned. Can an
+Imperial decree annul my marriage?"
+
+"For that a papal bull would be necessary."
+
+"And how is a papal bull to be obtained?"
+
+"It is not for us," I admitted miserably.
+
+"I have been wicked," she said, her eyes upon the ground, a faint
+colour stirring in her cheeks. "I have prayed that the usurper might be
+dispossessed of his rights in me. I have prayed that when the attack
+was made and revolt was carried into the Citadel of Piacenza, Cosimo
+d'Anguissola might stand at his usual post beside the Duke and might
+fall with him. Surely justice demanded it!" she cried out. "God's
+justice, as well as man's. His act in marrying me was a defilement
+of one of the holiest of sacraments, and for that he should surely be
+punished and struck down!"
+
+I went upon my knees to her. "Dear love!" I cried. "See, I have you
+daily in my sight. Let me not be ungrateful for so much."
+
+She took my face in her hands and looked into my eyes, saying no word.
+Then she leaned forward, and very gently touched my forehead with her
+lips.
+
+"God pity us a little, Agostino," she murmured, her eyes shining with
+unshed tears.
+
+"The fault is mine--all mine!" I denounced myself. "We are being visited
+with my sins. When I can take you for my own--if that blessed day
+should ever dawn--I shall know that I have attained to pardon, that I am
+cleansed and worthy of you at last."
+
+She rose and I escorted her within; then went to my own chamber to bathe
+and rest.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIV. THE CITATION
+
+
+We were breaking our fast upon the following morning when Falcone sent
+word to me by one of the pages that a considerable force was advancing
+towards us from the south.
+
+I rose, somewhat uneasy. Yet I reflected that it was possible that,
+news of the revolt in Piacenza having reached Parma, this was an army
+of Pontificals moving thence upon the rebellious city. But in that case,
+what should they be doing this side of Po?
+
+An hour later, from the battlements where we paced side by side--Bianca
+and I--we were able to estimate this force and we fixed its strength
+at five score lances. Soon we could make out the device upon their
+bannerols--a boar's head azure upon an argent field--my own device, that
+of the Anguissola of Mondolfo; and instantly I knew them for Cosimo's
+men.
+
+On the lower parapet six culverins had been dragged into position under
+the supervision of Falcone--who was still with us at Pagliano. These
+pieces stood loaded and manned by the soldiers to whom I had assigned
+the office of engineers.
+
+Thus we waited until the little army came to a halt about a quarter of a
+mile away, and a trumpeter with a flag of truce rode forward accompanied
+by a knight armed cap-a-pie, his beaver down.
+
+The herald wound a challenge; and it was answered from the postern by a
+man-at-arms, whereupon the herald delivered his message.
+
+"In the name of our Holy Father and Lord, Paul III, we summon
+Agostino d'Anguissola here to confer with the High and Mighty Cosimo
+d'Anguissola, Tyrant of Mondolfo and Carmina."
+
+Three minutes later, to their infinite surprise, the bridge thudded down
+to span the ditch, and I walked out upon it with Bianca at my side.
+
+"Will the Lord Cosimo come within to deliver his message?" I demanded.
+
+The Lord Cosimo would not, fearing a trap.
+
+"Will he meet us here upon the bridge, divesting himself first of his
+weapons? Myself I am unarmed."
+
+The herald conveyed the words to Cosimo, who hesitated still. Indeed, he
+had wheeled his horse when the bridge fell, ready to gallop off at the
+first sign of a sortie.
+
+I laughed. "You are a paltry coward, Cosimo, when all is said," I
+shouted. "Do you not see that had I planned to take you, I need resort
+to no subterfuge? I have," I added--though untruthfully--"twice your
+number of lances under arms, and by now I could have flung them across
+the bridge and taken you under the very eyes of your own men. You were
+rash to venture so far. But if you will not venture farther, at least
+send me your herald."
+
+At that he got down from his horse, delivered up sword and dagger to his
+single attendant, received from the man a parchment, and came towards
+us, opening his vizor as he advanced. Midway upon the bridge we met. His
+lips curled in a smile of scorn.
+
+"Greetings, my strolling saint," he said. "Through all your vagaries you
+are at least consistent in that you ever engage your neighbour's wife to
+bear you company in your wanderings."
+
+I went hot and cold, red and white by turns. With difficulty I
+controlled myself under that taunt--the cruellest he could have flung at
+me in Bianca's hearing.
+
+"Your business here?" I snarled.
+
+He held out the parchment, his eyes watching me intently, so that they
+never once strayed to Bianca.
+
+"Read, St. Mountebank," he bade me.
+
+I took the paper, but before I lowered my eyes to it, I gave him
+warning.
+
+"If on your part you attempt the slightest treachery," I said, "you
+shall be repaid in kind. My men are at the winches, and they have my
+orders that at the first treacherous movement on your part they are to
+take up the bridge. You will see that you could not reach the end of it
+in time to save yourself."
+
+It was his turn to change colour under the shadow of his beaver. "Have
+you trapped me?" he asked between his teeth.
+
+"If you had anything of the Anguissola besides the name," I answered,
+"you would know me incapable of such a thing. It is because I know that
+of the Anguissola you have nothing but the name, that you are a craven,
+a dastard and a dog, that I have taken my precautions."
+
+"Is it your conception of valour to insult a man whom you hold as if
+bound hand and foot against striking you as you deserve?"
+
+I smiled sweetly into that white, scowling face.
+
+"Throw down your gauntlet upon this bridge, Cosimo, if you deem yourself
+affronted, if you think that I have lied; and most joyfully will I take
+it up and give you the trial by battle of your seeking."
+
+For an instant I almost thought that he would take me at my word, as
+most fervently I hoped. But he restrained himself.
+
+"Read!" he bade me again, with a fierce gesture. And accounting him well
+warned by now, I read with confidence.
+
+It was a papal brief ordering me under pain of excommunication and death
+to make surrender to Cosimo d'Anguissola of the Castle of Pagliano which
+I traitorously held, and of the person of his wife, Madonna Bianca.
+
+"This document is not exact," said I. "I do not hold this castle
+traitorously. It is an Imperial fief, and I hold it in the Emperor's
+name."
+
+He smiled. "Persist if you are weary of life," he said. "Surrender now,
+and you are free to depart and go wheresoever you list. Continue in
+your offence, and the consequences shall daunt you ere all is done. This
+Imperial fief belongs to me, and it is for me, who am Lord of Pagliano
+by virtue of my marriage and the late lord's death, to hold it for the
+Emperor.
+
+"And you are not to doubt that when this brief is laid before the
+Emperor's Lieutenant at Milan, he will move instantly against you to
+cast you out and to invest me in those rights which are mine by God's
+law and man's alike."
+
+My answer may, at first, have seemed hardly to the point. I held out the
+brief to him.
+
+"To seek the Emperor's Lieutenant you need not go as far as Milan. You
+will find him in Piacenza."
+
+He looked at me, as if he did not understand. "How?" he asked.
+
+I explained. "While you have been cooling your heels in the
+ante-chambers of the Vatican to obtain this endorsement of your infamy,
+the world hereabouts has moved a little. Yesterday Ferrante Gonzaga took
+possession of Piacenza in the Emperor's name. To-day the Council will be
+swearing fealty to Caesar upon his Lieutenant's hands."
+
+He stared at me for a long moment, speechless in his utter amazement.
+Then he swallowed hard.
+
+"And the Duke?" he asked.
+
+"The Duke has been in Hell these four-and-twenty hours."
+
+"Dead?" he questioned, his voice hushed.
+
+"Dead," said I.
+
+He leaned against the rail of the bridge, his arms fallen limply to
+his sides, one hand crushing the Pontifical parchment. Then he braced
+himself again. He had reviewed the situation, and did not see that it
+hurt his position, when all was said.
+
+"Even so," he urged, "what can you hope for? The Emperor himself must
+bow before this, and do me justice." And he smacked the document. "I
+demand my wife, and my demand is backed by Pontifical authority. You are
+mad if you think that Charles V can fail to support it."
+
+"It is possible that Charles V may take a different view of the memorial
+setting forth the circumstances of your marriage, from that which the
+Holy Father appears to have taken. I counsel you to seek the Imperial
+Lieutenant at Piacenza without delay. Here you waste time."
+
+His lips closed with a snap. Then, at last, his eyes wandered to Bianca,
+who stood just beside and slightly behind me.
+
+"Let me appeal to you, Monna Bianca..." he began.
+
+But at that I got between them. "Are you so dead to shame," I roared,
+"that you dare address her, you pimp, you jackal, you eater of dirt? Be
+off, or I will have this drawbridge raised and deal with you here and
+now, in despite of Pope and Emperor and all the other powers you can
+invoke. Away with you, then!"
+
+"You shall pay!" he snarled, "By God, you shall pay!"
+
+And on that he went off, in some fear lest I should put my threat into
+execution.
+
+But Bianca was in a panic. "He will do as he says." she cried as soon as
+we had re-entered the courtyard. "The Emperor cannot deny him justice.
+He must, he must! O, Agostino, it is the end. And see to what a pass I
+have brought you!"
+
+I comforted her. I spoke brave words. I swore to hold that castle as
+long as one stone of it stood upon another. But deep down in my heart
+there was naught but presages of evil.
+
+On the following day, which was Sunday, we had peace. But towards noon
+on Monday the blow fell. An Imperial herald from Piacenza rode out to
+Pagliano with a small escort.
+
+We were in the garden when word was brought us, and I bade the herald be
+admitted. Then I looked at Bianca. She was trembling and had turned very
+white.
+
+We spoke no word whilst they brought the messenger--a brisk fellow in
+his black-and-yellow Austrian livery. He delivered me a sealed letter.
+It proved to be a summons from Ferrante Gonzaga to appear upon the
+morrow before the Imperial Court which would sit in the Communal Palace
+of Piacenza to deliver judgment upon an indictment laid against me by
+Cosimo d'Anguissola.
+
+I looked at the herald, hesitation in my mind and glance. He held out a
+second letter.
+
+"This, my lord, I was asked by favour to deliver to you also."
+
+I took it, and considered the superscription:
+
+"These to the Most Noble Agostino d'Anguissola, at Pagliano.
+
+ Quickly.
+ Quickly.
+ Quickly."
+
+The hand was Galeotto's. I tore it open. It contained but two lines:
+
+"Upon your life do not fail to obey the Imperial summons. Send Falcone
+to me here at once." And it was signed--"GALEOTTO."
+
+"It is well," I said to the herald, "I will not fail to attend."
+
+I bade the seneschal who stood in attendance to give the messenger
+refreshment ere he left, and upon that dismissed him.
+
+When we were alone I turned to Bianca. "Galeotto bids me go," I said.
+"There is surely hope."
+
+She took the note, and passing a hand over her eyes, as if to clear away
+some mist that obscured her vision, she read it. Then she considered the
+curt summons that gave no clue, and lastly looked at me.
+
+"It is the end," I said. "One way or the other, it is the end. But
+for Galeotto's letter, I think I should have refused to obey, and made
+myself an outlaw indeed. As it is--there is surely hope!"
+
+"O, Agostino, surely, surely!" she cried. "Have we not suffered enough?
+Have we not paid enough already for the happiness that should be ours?
+To-morrow I shall go with you to Piacenza."
+
+"No, no," I implored her.
+
+"Could I remain here?" she pleaded. "Could I sit here and wait? Could
+you be so cruel as to doom me to such a torture of suspense?"
+
+"But if... if the worst befalls?"
+
+"It cannot," she answered. "I believe in God."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XV. THE WILL OF HEAVEN
+
+
+In the Chamber of Justice of the Communal Palace sat that day not the
+Assessors of the Ruota, but the Councillors in their damask robes--the
+Council of Ten of the City of Piacenza. And to preside over them sat not
+their Prior, but Ferrante Gonzaga himself, in a gown of scarlet velvet
+edged with miniver.
+
+They sat at a long table draped in red at the room's end, Gonzaga
+slightly above them on a raised dais, under a canopy. Behind him hung a
+golden shield upon which was figured, between two upright columns each
+surmounted by a crown, the double-headed black eagle of Austria; a
+scroll intertwining the pillars was charged with the motto "PLUS ULTRA."
+
+At the back of the court stood the curious who had come to see the show,
+held in bounds by a steel line of Spanish halberdiers. But the concourse
+was slight, for the folk of Piacenza still had weightier matters to
+concern them than the trial of a wife-stealer.
+
+I had ridden in with an escort of twenty lances. But I left these in
+the square when I entered the palace and formally made surrender to
+the officer who met me. This officer led me at once into the Chamber of
+Justice, two men-at-arms opening a lane for me through the people with
+the butts of their pikes, so that I came into the open space before my
+judges, and bowed profoundly to Gonzaga.
+
+Coldly he returned the salutation, his prominent eyes regarding me from
+out of that florid, crafty countenance.
+
+On my left, but high up the room and immediately at right angles to the
+judges' tables, sat Galeotto, full-armed. He was flanked on the one
+side by Fra Gervasio, who greeted me with a melancholy smile, and on the
+other by Falcone, who sat rigid.
+
+Opposite to this group on the judges' other hand stood Cosimo. He was
+flushed, and his eyes gleamed as they measured me with haughty triumph.
+From me they passed to Bianca, who followed after me with her women,
+pale, but intrepid and self-contained, her face the whiter by contrast
+with the mourning-gown which she still wore for her father, and which it
+might well come to pass that she should continue hereafter to wear for
+me.
+
+I did not look at her again as she passed on and up towards Galeotto,
+who had risen to receive her. He came some few steps to meet her, and
+escorted her to a seat next to his own, so that Falcone moved down to
+another vacant stool. Her women found place behind her.
+
+An usher set a chair for me, and I, too, sat down, immediately facing
+the Emperor's Lieutenant. Then another usher in a loud voice summoned
+Cosimo to appear and state his grievance.
+
+He advanced a step or two, when Gonzaga raised his hand, to sign to him
+to remain where he was so that all could see him whilst he spoke.
+
+Forthwith, quickly, fluently, and lucidly, as if he had got the thing
+by heart, Cosimo recited his accusation: How he had married Bianca
+de' Cavalcanti by her father's consent in her father's own Castle of
+Pagliano; how that same night his palace in Piacenza had been violently
+invested by myself and others abetting me, and how we had carried off
+his bride and burnt his palace to the ground; how I had since held her
+from him, shut up in the Castle of Pagliano, which was his fief in his
+quality as her husband; and how similarly I had unlawfully held Pagliano
+against him to his hurt.
+
+Finally he reminded the Court that he had appealed to the Pope, who had
+issued a brief commanding me, under pain of excommunication and death,
+to make surrender; that I had flouted the Pontifical authority, and that
+it was only upon his appeal to Caesar and upon the Imperial mandate
+that I had surrendered. Wherefore he begged the Court to uphold the Holy
+Father's authority, and forthwith to pronounce me excommunicate and
+my life forfeit, restoring to him his wife Bianca and his domain of
+Pagliano, which he would hold as the Emperor's liege and loyal servitor.
+
+Having spoken thus, he bowed to the Court, stepped back, and sat down.
+
+The Ten looked at Gonzaga. Gonzaga looked at me.
+
+"Have you anything to say?" he asked.
+
+I rose imbued by a calm that surprised me.
+
+"Messer Cosimo has left something out of his narrative," said I. "When
+he says that I violently invested his palace here in Piacenza on the
+night of his marriage, and dragged thence the Lady Bianca, others
+abetting me, he would do well to add in the interests of justice, the
+names of those who were my abettors."
+
+Cosimo rose again. "Does it matter to this Court and to the affair at
+issue what caitiffs he employed?" he asked haughtily.
+
+"If they were caitiffs it would not matter," said I. "But they were not.
+Indeed, to say that it was I who invested his palace is to say too much.
+The leader of that expedition was Monna Bianca's own father, who, having
+discovered the truth of the nefarious traffic in which Messer Cosimo was
+engaged, hastened to rescue his daughter from an infamy."
+
+Cosimo shrugged. "These are mere words," he said.
+
+"The lady herself is present, and can bear witness to their truth," I
+cried.
+
+"A prejudiced witness, indeed!" said Cosimo with confidence; and Gonzaga
+nodded, whereupon my heart sank.
+
+"Will Messer Agostino give us the names of any of the braves who were
+with him?" quoth Cosimo. "It will no doubt assist the ends of justice,
+for those men should be standing by him now."
+
+He checked me no more than in time. I had been on the point of citing
+Falcone; and suddenly I perceived that to do so would be to ruin Falcone
+without helping myself.
+
+I looked at my cousin. "In that case," said I, "I will not name them."
+
+Falcone, however, was minded to name himself, for with a grunt he made
+suddenly to rise. But Galeotto stretched an arm across Bianca, and
+forced the equerry back into his seat.
+
+Cosimo saw and smiled. He was very sure of himself by now.
+
+"The only witness whose word would carry weight would be the late Lord
+of Pagliano," he said. "And the prisoner is more crafty than honest in
+naming one who is dead. Your excellency will know the precise importance
+to attach to that."
+
+Again his excellency nodded. Could it indeed be that I was enmeshed? My
+calm deserted me.
+
+"Will Messer Cosimo tell your excellency under what circumstances the
+Lord of Pagliano died?" I cried.
+
+"It is yourself should be better able to inform the Court of that,"
+answered Cosimo quickly, "since he died at Pagliano after you had borne
+his daughter thither, as we have proof."
+
+Gonzaga looked at him sharply. "Are you implying, sir, that there is
+a further crime for which Messer Agostino d'Anguissola should be
+indicted?" he inquired.
+
+Cosimo shrugged and pursed his lips. "I will not go so far, since the
+matter of Ettore Cavalcanti's death does not immediately concern me.
+Besides, there is enough contained in the indictment as it stands."
+
+The imputation was none the less terrible, and could not fail of
+an effect upon the minds of the Ten. I was in despair, for at every
+question it seemed that the tide of destruction rose higher about me. I
+deemed myself irrevocably lost. The witnesses I might have called were
+as good as gagged.
+
+Yet there was one last question in my quiver--a question which I thought
+must crumple up his confidence.
+
+"Can you tell his excellency where you were upon your marriage night?" I
+cried hoarsely, my temples throbbing.
+
+Superbly Cosimo looked round at the Court; he shrugged, and shook his
+head as if in utter pity.
+
+"I leave it to your excellency to say where a man should be upon his
+marriage night," he said, with an astounding impudence, and there
+were some who tittered in the crowd behind me. "Let me again beg your
+excellency and your worthinesses to pass to judgment, and so conclude
+this foolish comedy."
+
+Gonzaga nodded gravely, as if entirely approving, whilst with a fat
+jewelled hand he stroked his ample chin.
+
+"I, too, think that it is time," he said, whereupon Cosimo, with a sigh
+of relief, would have resumed his seat but that I stayed him with the
+last thing I had to say.
+
+"My lord," I cried, appealing to Gonzaga, "the true events of that night
+are set forth in a memorial of which two copies were drawn up, one for
+the Pope and the other for your excellency, as the Emperor's vicegerent.
+Shall I recite its contents--that Messer Cosimo may be examined upon
+them.
+
+"It is not necessary," came Gonzaga's icy voice. "The memorial is here
+before me." And he tapped a document upon the table. Then he fixed his
+prominent eyes upon Cosimo. "You are aware of its contents?" he asked.
+
+Cosimo bowed, and Galeotto moved at last, for the first time since the
+trial's inception.
+
+Until now he had sat like a carved image, save when he had thrust out
+a hand to restrain Falcone, and his attitude had filled me with an
+unspeakable dread. But at this moment he leaned forward turning an ear
+towards Cosimo, as if anxious not to miss a single word that the man
+might utter. And Cosimo, intent as he was, did not observe the movement.
+
+"I saw its fellow at the Vatican," said my cousin, "and since the
+Pope in his wisdom and goodness judged worthless the witnesses whose
+signatures it bears, his holiness thought well to issue the brief upon
+which your excellency has acted in summoning Agostino d'Anguissola
+before you here.
+
+"Thus is that memorial disposed of as a false and lying document."
+
+"And yet," said Gonzaga thoughtfully, his heavy lip between thumb and
+forefinger, "it bears, amongst others, the signature of the Lord of
+Pagliano's confessor."
+
+"Without violation of the seal of the confessional, it is impossible
+for that friar to testify," was the answer. "And the Holy Father cannot
+grant him dispensation for so much. His signature, therefore, stands for
+nothing."
+
+There followed a moment's silence. The Ten whispered among themselves.
+But Gonzaga never consulted them by so much as a glance. They appeared
+to serve none but a decorative office in that Court of his, for they
+bore no share in the dispensing of a justice of which he constituted
+himself the sole arbiter.
+
+At last the Governor spoke.
+
+"It seems, indeed, that there is no more to say and the Court has a
+clear course before it, since the Emperor cannot contravene the mandates
+of the Holy See. Nothing remains, then, but to deliver sentence;
+unless..."
+
+He paused, and his eyes singularly sly, his lips pursed almost
+humorously, he turned his glance upon Galeotto.
+
+"Ser Cosimo," he said, "has pronounced this memorial a false and lying
+document. Is there anything that you, Messer Galeotto, as its author,
+can have to tell the Court?"
+
+Instantly the condottiero rose, his great scarred face very solemn, his
+eyes brooding. He advanced almost to the very centre of the table, so
+that he all but stood immediately before Gonzaga, yet sideways, so that
+I had him in profile, whilst he fully faced Cosimo.
+
+Cosimo at least had ceased to smile. His handsome white face had lost
+some of its supercilious confidence. Here was something unexpected,
+something upon which he had not reckoned, against which he had not
+provided.
+
+"What has Ser Galeotto to do with this?" he demanded harshly.
+
+"That, sir, no doubt he will tell us, if you will have patience,"
+Gonzaga answered, so sweetly and deferentially that of a certainty some
+of Cosimo's uneasiness must have been dissipated.
+
+I leaned forward now, scarce daring to draw breath lest I should lose a
+word of what was to follow. The blood that had earlier surged to my face
+had now all receded again, and my pulses throbbed like hammers.
+
+Then Galeotto spoke, his voice very calm and level.
+
+"Will your excellency first permit me to see the papal brief upon which
+you acted in summoning hither the accused?"
+
+Silently Gonzaga delivered a parchment into Galeotto's hands. The
+condottiero studied it, frowning. Then he smote it sharply with his
+right hand.
+
+"This document is not in order," he announced.
+
+"How?" quoth Cosimo, and he smiled again, reassured completely by now,
+convinced that here was no more than a minor quibble of the law.
+
+"You are here described as Cosimo d'Anguissola, Lord of Mondolfo and
+Carmina. These titles are not yours."
+
+The blood stirred faintly in Cosimo's cheeks.
+
+"Those fiefs were conferred upon me by our late lord, Duke Pier Luigi,"
+he replied.
+
+Gonzaga spoke. "The confiscations effected by the late usurping Duke,
+and the awards made out of such confiscations, have been cancelled by
+Imperial decree. All lands so confiscated are by this decree revertible
+to their original holders upon their taking oath of allegiance to
+Caesar."
+
+Cosimo continued to smile. "This is no matter of a confiscation effected
+by Duke Pier Luigi," he said. "The confiscation and my own investiture
+in the confiscated fiefs are a consequence of Agostino d'Anguissola's
+recreancy--at least, it is in such terms that my investiture is
+expressly announced in the papal bull that has been granted me and
+in the brief which lies before your excellency. Nor was such express
+announcement necessary, for since I was next heir after Ser Agostino to
+the Tyranny of Mondolfo, it follows that upon his being outlawed and his
+life forfeit I enter upon my succession."
+
+Here, thought I, were we finally checkmated. But Galeotto showed no sign
+of defeat.
+
+"Where is this bull you speak of?" he demanded, as though he were the
+judge himself.
+
+Cosimo haughtily looked past him at Gonzaga. "Does your excellency ask
+to see it?"
+
+"Assuredly," said Gonzaga shortly. "I may not take your word for its
+existence."
+
+Cosimo plucked a parchment from the breast of his brown satin doublet,
+unfolded it, and advanced to lay it before Gonzaga, so that he stood
+near Galeotto--not more than an arm's length between them.
+
+The Governor conned it; then passed it to Galeotto. "It seems in order,"
+he said.
+
+Nevertheless, Galeotto studied it awhile; and then, still holding it, he
+looked at Cosimo, and the scarred face that hitherto had been so sombre
+now wore a smile.
+
+"It is as irregular as the other," he said. "It is entirely worthless."
+
+"Worthless?" quoth Cosimo, in an amazement that was almost scornful.
+"But have I not already explained..."
+
+"It sets forth here," cut in Galeotto with assurance, "that the fief of
+Mondolfo and Carmina are confiscated from Agostino d'Anguissola. Now I
+submit to your excellency, and to your worthinesses," he added, turning
+aside, "that this confiscation is grotesque and impossible, since
+Mondolfo and Carmina never were the property of Agostino d'Anguissola,
+and could no more be taken from him than can a coat be taken from the
+back of a naked man--unless," he added, sneering, "a papal bull is
+capable of miracles."
+
+Cosimo stared at him with round eyes, and I stared too, no glimmer of
+the enormous truth breaking yet upon my bewildered mind. In the court
+the silence was deathly until Gonzaga spoke.
+
+"Do you say that Mondolfo and Carmina did not belong--that they never
+were the fiefs of Agostino d'Anguissola?" he asked.
+
+"That is what I say," returned Galeotto, towering there, immense and
+formidable in his gleaming armour.
+
+"To whom, then, did they belong?"
+
+"They did and do belong to Giovanni d'Anguissola--Agostino's father."
+
+Cosimo shrugged at this, and some of the dismay passed from his
+countenance.
+
+"What folly is this?" he cried. "Giovanni d'Anguissola died at Perugia
+eight years ago."
+
+"That is what is generally believed, and what Giovanni d'Anguissola has
+left all to believe, even to his own priest-ridden wife, even to his own
+son, sitting there, lest had the world known the truth whilst Pier Luigi
+lived such a confiscation as this should, indeed, have been perpetrated.
+
+"But he did not die at Perugia. At Perugia, Ser Cosimo, he took this
+scar which for thirteen years has served him for a mask." And he pointed
+to his own face.
+
+I came to my feet, scarce believing what I heard. Galeotto was Giovanni
+d'Anguissola--my father! And my heart had never told me so!
+
+In a flash I saw things that hitherto had been obscure, things that
+should have guided me to the truth had I but heeded their indications.
+
+How, for instance, had I assumed that the Anguissola whom he had
+mentioned as one of the heads of the conspiracy against Pier Luigi could
+have been myself?
+
+I stood swaying there, whilst his voice boomed out again.
+
+"Now that I have sworn fealty to the Emperor in my true name, upon the
+hands of my Lord Gonzaga here; now that the Imperial aegis protects me
+from Pope and Pope's bastards; now that I have accomplished my life's
+work, and broken the Pontifical sway in this Piacenza, I can stand forth
+again and resume the state that is my own.
+
+"There stands my foster-brother, who has borne witness to my true
+identity; there Falcone, who has been my equerry these thirty years; and
+there are the brothers Pallavicini, who tended me and sheltered me
+when I lay at the point of death from the wounds that disfigured me at
+Perugia."
+
+"So, my Lord Cosimo, ere you can proceed further in this matter against
+my son, you will need to take your brief and your bull back to Rome and
+get them amended, for there is in Italy no Lord of Mondolfo and Carmina
+other than myself."
+
+Cosimo fell back before him limp and trembling, his spirit broken by
+this shattering blow.
+
+And then Gonzaga uttered words that might have heartened him. But
+after being hurled from what he accounted the pinnacle of success, he
+mistrusted now the crafty Lieutenant, saw that he had been played with
+as a mouse by this Imperial cat with the soft, deadly paws.
+
+"We might waive the formalities in the interests of justice," purred the
+Lieutenant. "There is this memorial, my lord," he said, and tapped the
+document, his eyes upon my father.
+
+"Since your excellency wishes the matter to be disposed of out of hand,
+it can, I think, be done," he said, and he looked again at Cosimo.
+
+"You have said that this memorial is false, because the witnesses whose
+names are here cannot be admitted to testify."
+
+Cosimo braced himself for a last effort. "Do you defy the Pope?" he
+thundered.
+
+"If necessary," was the answer. "I have done so all my life."
+
+Cosimo turned to Gonzaga. "It is not I who have branded this memorial
+false," he said, "but the Holy Father himself."
+
+"The Emperor," said my father, "may opine that in this matter the Holy
+Father has been deluded by liars. There are other witnesses. There is
+myself, for one. This memorial contains nothing but what was imparted
+to me by the Lord of Pagliano on his death-bed, in the presence of his
+confessor."
+
+"We cannot admit the confessor," Gonzaga thrust in.
+
+"Give me leave, your excellency. It was not in his quality as confessor
+that Fra Gervasio heard the dying man depone. Cavalcanti's confession
+followed upon that. And there was in addition present the seneschal
+of Pagliano who is present here. Sufficient to establish this memorial
+alike before the Imperial and the Pontifical Courts.
+
+"And I swear to God, as I stand here in His sight," he continued in a
+ringing voice, "that every word there set down is as spoken by Ettore
+Cavalcanti, Lord of Pagliano, some hours before he died; and so
+will those others swear. And I charge your excellency, as Caesar's
+vicegerent, to accept that memorial as an indictment of that caitiff
+Cosimo d'Anguissola, who lent himself to so foul and sacrilegious a
+deed--for it involved the defilement of the Sacrament of Marriage."
+
+"In that you lie!" screamed Cosimo, crimson now with rage, the veins at
+his throat and brow swelling like ropes.
+
+A silence followed. My father turned to Falcone, and held out his hand.
+Falcone sprang to give him a heavy iron gauntlet. Holding this by the
+fingers, my father took a step towards Cosimo, and he was smiling, very
+calm again after his late furious mood.
+
+"Be it so," he said. "Since you say that I lie, I do here challenge you
+to prove it upon my body."
+
+And he crashed the iron glove straight into Cosimo's face so that the
+skin was broken, and blood flowed about the mouth, leaving the lower
+half of the visage crimson, the upper dead-white.
+
+Gonzaga sat on, entirely unmoved, and waited, indifferent to the stir
+there was amid the Ten. For by the ancient laws of chivalry--however
+much they might be falling now into desuetude--if Cosimo took up the
+glove, the matter passed beyond the jurisdiction of the Court, and all
+men must abide by the issue of the trial by battle.
+
+For a long moment Cosimo hesitated. Then he saw ruin all about him.
+He--who had come to this court so confidently--had walked into a trap.
+He saw it now, and saw that the only loophole was the chance this combat
+offered him. He played the man in the end. He stooped and took up the
+glove.
+
+"Upon your body, then--God helping me," he said.
+
+Unable longer to control myself, I sprang to my father's side. I caught
+his arm.
+
+"Let me! Father, let me!"
+
+He looked into my face and smiled, and the steel-coloured eyes seemed
+moist and singularly soft.
+
+"My son!" he said, and his voice was gentle and soothing as a woman's
+caress.
+
+"My father!" I answered him, a knot in my throat.
+
+"Alas, that I must deny you the first thing you ask me by that name,"
+he said. "But the challenge is given and accepted. Do you take Bianca
+to the Duomo and pray that right may be done and God's will prevail.
+Gervasio shall go with you."
+
+And then came an interruption from Gonzaga.
+
+"My lord," he said, "will you determine when and where this battle is to
+be fought?"
+
+"Upon the instant," answered my father, "on the banks of Po with a score
+of lances to keep the lists."
+
+Gonzaga looked at Cosimo. "Do you agree to this?"
+
+"It cannot be too soon for me," replied the quivering Cosimo, black
+hatred in his glance.
+
+"Be it so, then," said the Governor, and he rose, the Court rising with
+him.
+
+My father pressed my hand again. "To the Duomo, Agostino, till I come,"
+he said, and on that we parted.
+
+My sword was returned to me by Gonzaga's orders. In so far as it
+concerned myself the trial was at an end, and I was free.
+
+At Gonzaga's invitation, very gladly I there and then swore fealty to
+the Emperor upon his hands, and then, with Bianca and Gervasio, I made
+my way through the cheering crowd and came out into the sunshine, where
+my lances, who had already heard the news, set up a great shout at sight
+of me.
+
+Thus we crossed the square, and went to the Duomo, to render thanks. We
+knelt at the altar-rail, and Gervasio knelt above us upon the altar's
+lowest step.
+
+Somewhere behind us knelt Bianca's women, who had followed us to the
+church.
+
+Thus we waited for close upon two hours that were as an eternity.
+
+And kneeling there, the eyes of my soul conned closely the scroll of my
+young life as it had been unfolded hitherto. I reviewed its beginnings
+in the greyness of Mondolfo, under the tutelage of my poor, dolorous
+mother who had striven so fiercely to set my feet upon the ways of
+sanctity. But my ways had been errant ways, even though, myself, I had
+sought to walk as she directed. I had strayed and blundered, veered and
+veered again, a very mockery of what she strove to make me--a strolling
+saint, indeed, as Cosimo had dubbed me, a wandering mummer when I sought
+after holiness.
+
+But my strolling, my errantry ended here at last at the steps of this
+altar, as I knew.
+
+Deeply had I sinned. But deeply and strenuously had I expiated, and the
+heaviest burden of my expiation had been that endured in the past year
+at Pagliano beside my gentle Bianca who was another's wedded wife. That
+cross of penitence--so singularly condign to my sin--I had borne with
+fortitude, heartened by the confidence that thus should I win to pardon
+and that the burden would be mercifully lifted when the expiation was
+complete. In the lifting of that burden from me I should see a sign that
+pardon was mine at last, that at last I was accounted worthy of this
+pure maid through whom I should have won to grace, through whom I had
+come to learn that Love--God's greatest gift--is the great sanctifier of
+man.
+
+That the stroke of that ardently awaited hour was even now impending I
+did not for a moment doubt.
+
+Behind us, the door opened and steps clanked upon the granite floor.
+
+Fra Gervasio rose very tall and gaunt, his gaze anxious.
+
+He looked, and the anxiety passed. Thankfulness overspread his face. He
+smiled serenely, tears in his deep-set eyes. Seeing this, I, too, dared
+to look at last.
+
+Up the aisle came my father very erect and solemn, and behind him
+followed Falcone with eyes a-twinkle in his weather-beaten face.
+
+"Let the will of Heaven be done," said my father. And Gervasio came down
+to pronounce the nuptial blessing over us.
+
+
+
+
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+The Strolling Saint
+Being the Confessions of the High & Mighty Agostino D'Anguissola
+Tyrant of Mondolfo & Lord of Carmina, in the State of Piacenza
+
+By Raphael Sabatini
+
+
+
+
+CONTENTS
+
+
+
+BOOK ONE
+
+THE OBLATE
+
+
+CHAPTER
+
+ I. NOMEN ET OMEN
+
+ II. GINO FALCONE
+
+ III. THE PIETISTIC THRALL
+
+ IV. LUISINA
+
+ V. REBELLION
+
+ VI. FRA GERVASIO
+
+
+
+BOOK TWO
+
+GIULIANA
+
+
+ I. THE HOUSE OF ASTORRE FIFANTI
+
+ II. HUMANITIES
+
+ III. PREUX-CHEVALIER
+
+ IV. MY LORD GAMBARA CLEARS THE GROUND
+
+ V. PABULUM ACHERONTIS
+
+ VI. THE IRON GIRDLE
+
+
+
+BOOK THREE
+
+THE WILDERNESS
+
+
+ I. THE HOME-COMING
+
+ II. THE CAPTAIN OF JUSTICE
+
+ III. GAMBARA'S INTERESTS
+
+ IV. THE ANCHORITE OF MONTE ORSARO
+
+ V. THE RENUNCIATION
+
+ VI. HYPNEROTOMACHIA
+
+ VII. INTRUDERS
+
+ VIII. THE VISION
+
+ IX. THE ICONOCLAST
+
+
+
+BOOK FOUR
+
+THE WORLD
+
+
+ I. PAGLIANO
+
+ II. THE GOVERNOR OF MILAN
+
+ III. PIER LUIGI FARNESE
+
+ IV. MADONNA BIANCA
+
+ V. THE WARNING
+
+ VI. THE TALONS OF THE HOLY OFFICE
+
+ VII. THE PAPAL BULL
+
+ VIII. THE THIRD DEGREE
+
+ IX. THE RETURN
+
+ X. THE NUPTIALS OF BIANCA
+
+ XI. THE PENANCE
+
+ XII. BLOOD
+
+ XIII. THE OVERTHROW
+
+ XIV. THE CITATION
+
+ XV. THE WILL OF HEAVEN
+
+
+
+
+BOOK ONE
+
+THE OBLATE
+
+
+
+CHAPTER I
+
+NOMEN ET OMEN
+
+
+In seeking other than in myself--as men will--the causes of my
+tribulations, I have often inclined to lay the blame of much of the ill
+that befell me, and the ill that in my sinful life I did to others, upon
+those who held my mother at the baptismal font and concerted that she
+should bear the name of Monica.
+
+There are in life many things which, in themselves, seeming to the vulgar
+and the heedless to be trivial and without consequence, may yet be causes
+pregnant of terrible effects, mainsprings of Destiny itself. Amid such
+portentous trifles I would number the names so heedlessly bestowed upon us.
+
+It surprises me that in none of the philosophic writings of the learned
+scholars of antiquity can I find that this matter of names has been touched
+upon, much less given the importance of which I account it to be deserving.
+
+Possibly it is because no one of them ever suffered, as I have suffered,
+from the consequences of a name. Had it but been so, they might in their
+weighty and impressive manner have set down a lesson on the subject, and so
+relieved me--who am all-conscious of my shortcomings in this direction-
+from the necessity of repairing that omission out of my own experience.
+
+Let it then, even at this late hour, be considered what a subtle influence
+for good or ill, what a very mould of character may lie within a name.
+
+To the dull clod of earth, perhaps, or, again, to the truly strong-minded
+nature that is beyond such influences, it can matter little that he be
+called Alexander or Achilles; and once there was a man named Judas who fell
+so far short of the noble associations of that name that he has changed for
+all time the very sound and meaning of it.
+
+But to him who has been endowed with imagination--that greatest boon and
+greatest affliction of mankind--or whose nature is such as to crave for
+models, the name he bears may become a thing portentous by the images it
+conjures up of some mighty dead who bore it erstwhile and whose life
+inspires to emulation.
+
+Whatever may be accounted the general value of this premiss, at least as it
+concerns my mother I shall hope to prove it apt.
+
+They named her Monica. Why the name was chosen I have never learnt; but I
+do not conceive that there was any reason for the choice other than the
+taste of her parents in the matter of sounds. It is a pleasing enough
+name, euphoniously considered, and beyond that--as is so commonly the
+case--no considerations were taken into account.
+
+To her, however, at once imaginative and of a feeble and dependent spirit,
+the name was fateful. St. Monica was made the special object of her
+devotions in girlhood, and remained so later when she became a wife. The
+Life of St. Monica was the most soiled and fingered portion of an old
+manuscript collection of the life histories of a score or so of saints that
+was one of her dearest possessions. To render herself worthy of the name
+she bore, to model her life upon that of the sainted woman who had sorrowed
+and rejoiced so much in her famous offspring, became the obsession of my
+mother's soul. And but that St. Monica had wed and borne a son, I do not
+believe that my mother would ever have adventured herself within the bonds
+of wedlock.
+
+How often in the stressful, stormy hours of my most unhappy youth did I not
+wish that she had preferred the virginal life of the cloister, and thus
+spared me the heavy burden of an existence which her unholy and mistaken
+saintliness went so near to laying waste!
+
+I like to think that in the days when my father wooed her, she forgot for a
+spell in the strong arms of that fierce ghibelline the pattern upon which
+it had become her wont to weave her life; so that in all that drab,
+sackcloth tissue there was embroidered at least one warm and brilliant
+little wedge of colour; so that in all that desert waste, in all that
+parched aridity of her existence, there was at least one little patch of
+garden-land, fragrant, fruitful, and cool.
+
+I like to think it, for at best such a spell must have been brief indeed;
+and for that I pity her--I, who once blamed her so very bitterly. Before
+ever I was born it must have ceased; whilst still she bore me she put from
+her lips the cup that holds the warm and potent wine of life, and turned
+her once more to her fasting, her contemplations, and her prayers.
+
+That was in the year in which the battle of Pavia was fought and won by the
+Emperor. My father, who had raised a condotta to lend a hand in the
+expulsion of the French, was left for dead upon that glorious field.
+Afterwards he was found still living, but upon the very edge and border of
+Eternity; and when the news of it was borne to my mother I have little
+doubt but that she imagined it to be a visitation--a punishment upon her
+for having strayed for that brief season of her adolescence from the narrow
+flinty path that she had erst claimed to tread in the footsteps of Holy
+Monica.
+
+How much the love of my father may still have swayed her I do not know.
+But to me it seems that in what next she did there was more of duty, more
+of penitence, more of reparation for the sin of having been a woman as God
+made her, than of love. Indeed, I almost know this to be so. In delicate
+health as she was, she bade her people prepare a litter for her, and so she
+had herself carried into Piacenza, to the Church of St. Augustine. There,
+having confessed and received the Sacrament, upon her knees before a minor
+altar consecrated to St. Monica, she made solemn vow that if my father's
+life was spared she would devote the unborn child she carried to the
+service of God and Holy Church.
+
+Two months thereafter word was brought her that my father, his recovery by
+now well-nigh complete, was making his way home.
+
+On the morrow was I born--a votive offering, an oblate, ere yet I had drawn
+the breath of life.
+
+It has oft diverted me to conjecture what would have chanced had I been
+born a girl--since that could have afforded her no proper parallel. In the
+circumstance that I was a boy, I have no faintest doubt but that she saw a
+Sign, for she was given to seeing signs in the slightest and most natural
+happenings. It was as it should be; it was as it had been with the Sainted
+Monica in whose ways she strove, poor thing, to walk. Monica had borne a
+son, and he had been named Augustine. It was very well. My name, too,
+should be Augustine, that I might walk in the ways of that other Augustine,
+that great theologian whose mother's name was Monica.
+
+And even as the influence of her name had been my mother's guide, so was
+the influence of my name to exert its sway upon me. It was made to do so.
+Ere I could read for myself, the life of that great saint--with such
+castrations as my tender years demanded--was told me and repeated until I
+knew by heart its every incident and act. Anon his writings were my
+school-books. His De Civitate Dei and De Vita Beata were the paps at which
+I suckled my earliest mental nourishment.
+
+And even to-day, after all the tragedy and sin and turbulence of my life,
+that was intended to have been so different, it is from his Confessions
+that I have gathered inspiration to set down my own--although betwixt the
+two you may discern little indeed that is comparable.
+
+I was prenatally made a votive offering for the preservation of my father's
+life, for his restoration to my mother safe and sound. That restoration
+she had, as you have seen; and yet, had she been other than she was, she
+must have accounted herself cheated of her bargain in the end. For betwixt
+my father and my mother I became from my earliest years a subject of
+contentions that drove them far asunder and set them almost in enmity the
+one against the other.
+
+I was his only son, heir to the noble lordships of Mondolfo and Carmina.
+Was it likely, then, that he should sacrifice me willingly to the seclusion
+of the cloister, whilst our lordship passed into the hands of our renegade,
+guelphic cousin, Cosimo d'Anguissola of Codogno?
+
+I can picture his outbursts at the very thought of it; I can hear him
+reasoning, upbraiding, storming. But he was as an ocean of energy hurling
+himself against the impassive rock of my mother's pietistic obstinacy.
+She had vowed me to the service of Holy Church, and she would suffer
+tribulation and death so that her vow should be fulfilled. And hers was a
+manner against which that strong man, my father, never could prevail.
+She would stand before him white-faced and mute, never presuming to return
+an answer to his pleading or to enter into argument.
+
+"I have vowed," she would say, just once; and thereafter, avoiding his
+fiery glance, she would bow her head meekly, fold her hands, the very
+incarnation of long-suffering and martyrdom.
+
+Anon, as the storm of his anger crashed about her, two glistening lines
+would appear upon her pallid face, and her tears--horrid, silent weeping
+that brought no trace of emotion to her countenance--showered down. At
+that he would fling out of her presence and away, cursing the day in which
+he had mated with a fool.
+
+His hatred of these moods of hers, of the vow she had made which bade fair
+to deprive him of his son, drove him ere long to hatred of the cause of it
+all. A ghibelline by inheritance, he was not long in becoming an utter
+infidel, at war with Rome and the Pontifical sway. Nor was he one to
+content himself with passive enmity. He must be up and doing, seeking the
+destruction of the thing he hated. And so it befell that upon the death of
+Pope Clement (the second Medici Pontiff), profiting by the weak condition
+from which the papal army had not yet recovered since the Emperor's
+invasion and the sack of Rome, my father raised an army and attempted to
+shatter the ancient yoke which Julius II had imposed upon Parma and
+Piacenza when he took them from the State of Milan.
+
+A little lad of seven was I at the time, and well do I remember the martial
+stir and bustle there was about our citadel of Mondolfo, the armed
+multitudes that thronged the fortress that was our home, or drilled and
+manoeuvred upon the green plains beyond the river.
+
+I was all wonder-stricken and fascinated by the sight. My blood was
+quickened by the brazen notes of their trumpets, and to balance a pike in
+my hands was to procure me the oddest and most exquisite thrills that I had
+known. But my mother, perceiving with alarm the delight afforded me by
+such warlike matters, withdrew me so that I might see as little as possible
+of it all.
+
+And there followed scenes between her and my father of which hazy
+impressions linger in my memory. No longer was she a mute statue, enduring
+with fearful stoicism his harsh upbraidings. She was turned into a
+suppliant, now fierce, now lachrymose; by her prayers, by her prophecies of
+the evil that must attend his ungodly aims, she strove with all her poor,
+feeble might to turn him from the path of revolt to which he had set his
+foot.
+
+And he would listen now in silence, his face grim and sardonic; and when
+from very weariness the flow of her inspired oratory began to falter, he
+would deliver ever the same answer.
+
+"It is you who have driven me to this; and this is no more than a
+beginning. You have made a vow--an outrageous votive offering of something
+that is not yours to bestow. That vow you cannot break, you say. Be it
+so. But I must seek a remedy elsewhere. To save my son from the Church to
+which you would doom him, I will, ere I have done, tear down the Church and
+make an end of it in Italy."
+
+And at that she would shrivel up before him with a little moan of horror,
+taking her poor white face in her hands.
+
+"Blasphemer!" she would cry in mingled terror and aversion, and upon that
+word--the "Amen" to all their conferences in those last days they spent
+together--she would turn, and dragging me with her, all stunned and
+bewildered by something beyond my understanding, she would hurry me to the
+chapel of the citadel, and there, before the high altar, prostrate herself
+and spend long hours in awful sobbing intercessions.
+
+And so the gulf between them widened until the day of his departure.
+
+I was not present at their parting. What farewells may have been spoken
+between them, what premonitions may have troubled one or the other that
+they were destined never to meet again, I do not know.
+
+I remember being rudely awakened one dark morning early in the year, and
+lifted from my bed by arms to whose clasp I never failed to thrill. Close
+to mine was pressed a hot, dark, shaven hawk-face; a pair of great eyes,
+humid with tears, considered me passionately. Then a ringing voice--that
+commanding voice that was my father's--spoke to Falcone, the man-at-arms
+who attended him and who ever acted as his equerry.
+
+"Shall we take him with us to the wars, Falcone?"
+
+My little arms went round his neck and tightened there convulsively until
+the steel rim of his gorget bit into them.
+
+"Take me!" I sobbed. "Take me!"
+
+He laughed for answer, with something of exultation in his voice. He swung
+me to his shoulder, and held me poised there, looking up at me. And then
+he laughed again.
+
+"Dost hear the whelp?" he cried to Falcone. "Still with his milk-teeth in
+his head, and already does he yelp for battle!"
+
+Then he looked up at me again, and swore one of his great oaths.
+
+"I can trust you, son of mine," he laughed. "They'll never make a
+shaveling of you. When your thews are grown it will not be on thuribles
+they'll spend their strength, or I'm a liar else. Be patient yet awhile,
+and we shall ride together, never doubt it."
+
+With that he pulled me down again to kiss me, and he clasped me to his
+breast so that the studs of his armour remained stamped upon my tender
+flesh after he had departed.
+
+The next instant he was gone, and I lay weeping, a very lonely little
+child.
+
+But in the revolt that he led he had not reckoned upon the might and vigour
+of the new Farnese Pontiff. He had conceived, perhaps, that one pope must
+be as supine as another, and that Paul III would prove no more redoubtable
+than Clement VIII. To his bitter cost did he discover his mistake. Beyond
+the Po he was surprised by the Pontifical army under Ferrante Orsini, and
+there his force was cut to pieces.
+
+My father himself escaped and with him some other gentlemen of Piacenza,
+notably one of the scions of the great house of Pallavicini, who took a
+wound in the leg which left him lame for life, so that ever after he was
+known as Pallavicini il Zopo.
+
+They were all under the pope's ban, outlaws with a price upon the head of
+each, hunted and harried from State to State by the papal emissaries, so
+that my father never more dared set foot in Mondolfo, or, indeed, within
+the State of Piacenza, which had been rudely punished for the
+insubordination it had permitted to be reared upon its soil.
+
+And Mondolfo went near to suffering confiscation. Assuredly it would have
+suffered it but for the influence exerted on my mother's and my own behalf
+by her brother, the powerful Cardinal of San Paulo in Carcere, seconded by
+that guelphic cousin of my father's, Cosimo d'Anguissola, who, after me,
+was heir to Mondolfo, and had, therefore, good reason not to see it
+confiscated to the Holy See.
+
+Thus it fell out that we were left in peace and not made to suffer from my
+father's rebellion. For that, he himself should suffer when taken. But
+taken he never was. From time to time we had news of him. Now he was in
+Venice, now in Milan, now in Naples; but never long in any place for his
+safety's sake. And then one night, six years later, a scarred and grizzled
+veteran, coming none knew whence, dropped from exhaustion in the courtyard
+of our citadel, whither he had struggled. Some went to minister to him,
+and amongst these there was a groom who recognized him.
+
+"It is Messer Falcone!" he cried, and ran to bear the news to my mother,
+with whom I was at table at the time. With us, too, was Fra Gervasio, our
+chaplain.
+
+It was grim news that old Falcone brought us. He had never quitted my
+father in those six weary years of wandering until now that my father was
+beyond the need of his or any other's service.
+
+There had been a rising and a bloody battle at Perugia, Falcone informed
+us. An attempt had been made to overthrow the rule there of Pier Luigi
+Farnese, Duke of Castro, the pope's own abominable son. For some months my
+father had been enjoying the shelter of the Perugians, and he had repaid
+their hospitality by joining them and bearing arms with them in the
+ill-starred blow they struck for liberty. They had been crushed in the
+encounter by the troops of Pier Luigi, and my father had been among the
+slain.
+
+And well was it for him that he came by so fine and merciful an end,
+thought I, when I had heard the tale of horrors that had been undergone by
+the unfortunates who had fallen into the hands of Farnese.
+
+My mother heard him to the end without any sign of emotion. She sat there,
+cold and impassive as a thing of marble, what time Fra Gervasio--who was my
+father's foster-brother, as you shall presently learn more fully--sank his
+head upon his arm and wept like a child to hear the piteous tale of it.
+And whether from force of example, whether from the memories that came to
+me so poignantly in that moment of a fine strong man with a brown, shaven
+face and a jovial, mighty voice, who had promised me that one day we should
+ride together, I fell a-weeping too.
+
+When the tale was done, my mother coldly gave orders that Falcone be cared
+for, and went to pray, taking me with her.
+
+Oftentimes since have I wondered what was the tenour of her prayers that
+night. Were they for the rest of the great turbulent soul that was gone
+forth in sin, in arms against the Holy Church, excommunicate and foredoomed
+to Hell? Or were they of thanksgiving that at last she was completely
+mistress of my destinies, her mind at rest, since no longer need she fear
+opposition to her wishes concerning me? I do not know, nor will I do her
+the possible injustice that I should were I to guess.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER II
+
+GINO FALCONE
+
+
+When I think of my mother now I do not see her as she appeared in any of
+the scenes that already I have set down. There is one picture of her that
+is burnt as with an acid upon my memory, a picture which the mere mention
+of her name, the mere thought of her, never fails to evoke like a ghost
+before me. I see her always as she appeared one evening when she came
+suddenly and without warning upon Falcone and me in the armoury of the
+citadel.
+
+I see her again, a tall, slight, graceful woman, her oval face of the
+translucent pallor of wax, framed in a nun-like coif, over which was thrown
+a long black veil that fell to her waist and there joined the black
+unrelieved draperies that she always wore. This sable garb was no mere
+mourning for my father. His death had made as little change in her apparel
+as in her general life. It had been ever thus as far as my memory can
+travel; always had her raiment been the same, those trailing funereal
+draperies. Again I see them, and that pallid face with its sunken eyes,
+around which there were great brown patches that seemed to intensify the
+depth at which they were set and the sombre lustre of them on the rare
+occasions when she raised them; those slim, wax-like hands, with a chaplet
+of beads entwined about the left wrist and hanging thence to a silver
+crucifix at the end.
+
+She moved almost silently, as a ghost; and where she passed she seemed to
+leave a trail of sorrow and sadness in her wake, just as a worldly woman
+leaves a trail of perfume.
+
+Thus looked she when she came upon us there that evening, and thus will she
+live for ever in my memory, for that was the first time that I knew
+rebellion against the yoke she was imposing upon me; the first time that
+our wills clashed, hers and mine; and as a consequence, maybe, was it the
+first time that I considered her with purpose and defined her to myself.
+
+The thing befell some three months after the coming of Falcone to Mondolfo.
+
+That the old man-at-arms should have exerted a strong attraction upon my
+young mind, you will readily understand. His intimate connection with that
+dimly remembered father, who stood secretly in my imagination in the
+position that my mother would have had St. Augustine occupy, drew me to his
+equerry like metal to a lodestone.
+
+And this attraction was reciprocal. Of his own accord old Falcone sought
+me out, lingering in my neighbourhood at first like a dog that looks for a
+kindly word. He had not long to wait. Daily we had our meetings and our
+talks and daily did these grow in length; and they were stolen hours of
+which I said no word to my mother, nor did others for a season, so that all
+was well.
+
+Our talks were naturally of my father, and it was through Falcone that I
+came to know something of the greatness of that noble-souled, valiant
+gentleman, whom the old servant painted for me as one who combined with the
+courage of the lion the wiliness of the fox.
+
+He discoursed of their feats of arms together, he described charges of
+horse that set my nerves a-tingle as in fancy I heard the blare of trumpets
+and the deafening thunder of hooves upon the turf. Of escalades, of
+surprises, of breaches stormed, of camisades and ambushes, of dark
+treacheries and great heroisms did he descant to fire my youthful fancy, to
+fill me first with delight, and then with frenzy when I came to think that
+in all these things my life must have no part, that for me another road was
+set--a grey, gloomy road at the end of which was dangled a reward which did
+not greatly interest me.
+
+And then one day from fighting as an endeavour, as a pitting of force
+against force and astuteness against astuteness, he came to talk of
+fighting as an art.
+
+It was from old Falcone that first I heard of Marozzo, that miracle-worker
+in weapons, that master at whose academy in Bologna the craft of
+swordsmanship was to be acquired, so that from fighting with his irons as a
+beast with its claws, by sheer brute strength and brute instinct, man might
+by practised skill and knowledge gain advantages against which mere
+strength must spend itself in vain.
+
+What he told me amazed me beyond anything that I had ever heard, even from
+himself, and what he told me he illustrated, flinging himself into the
+poises taught by Marozzo that I might appreciate the marvellous science of
+the thing.
+
+Thus was it that for the first time I made the acquaintance--an
+acquaintance held by few men in those days--of those marvellous guards of
+Marozzo's devising; Falcone showed me the difference between the mandritto
+and the roverso, the false edge and the true, the stramazone and the tondo;
+and he left me spellbound by that marvellous guard appropriately called by
+Marozzo the iron girdle--a low guard on the level of the waist, which on
+the very parry gives an opening for the point, so that in one movement you
+may ward and strike.
+
+At last, when I questioned him, he admitted that during their wanderings,
+my father, with that recklessness that alternated curiously with his
+caution, had ventured into the city of Bologna notwithstanding that it was
+a Papal fief, for the sole purpose of studying with Marozzo that Falcone
+himself had daily accompanied him, witnessed the lessons, and afterwards
+practised with my father, so that he had come to learn most of the secrets
+that Marozzo taught.
+
+One day, at last, very timidly, like one who, whilst overconscious of his
+utter unworthiness, ventures to crave a boon which he knows himself without
+the right to expect, I asked Falcone would he show me something of
+Marozzo's art with real weapons.
+
+I had feared a rebuff. I had thought that even old Falcone might laugh at
+one predestined to the study of theology, desiring to enter into the
+mysteries of sword-craft. But my fears were far indeed from having a
+foundation. There was no laughter in the equerry's grey eyes, whilst the
+smile upon his lips was a smile of gladness, of eagerness, almost of
+thankfulness to see me so set.
+
+And so it came to pass that daily thereafter did we practise for an hour or
+so in the armoury with sword and buckler, and with every lesson my
+proficiency with the iron grew in a manner that Falcone termed prodigious,
+swearing that I was born to the sword, that the knack of it was in the very
+blood of me.
+
+It may be that affection for me caused him to overrate the progress that I
+made and the aptitude I showed; it may even be that what he said was no
+more than the good-natured flattery of one who loved me and would have me
+take pleasure in myself. And yet when I look back at the lad I was, I
+incline to think that he spoke no more than sober truth.
+
+I have alluded to the curious, almost inexplicable delight it afforded me
+to feel in my hands the balance of a pike for the first time. Fain would I
+tell you something of all that I felt when first my fingers closed about a
+sword-hilt, the forefinger passed over the quillons in the new manner, as
+Falcone showed me. But it defies all power of words. The sweet seduction
+of its balance, the white gleaming beauty of the blade, were things that
+thrilled me with something akin to the thrill of the first kiss of passion.
+It was not quite the same, I know; yet I can think of nothing else in life
+that is worthy of being compared with it.
+
+I was at the time a lad in my thirteenth year, but I was well-grown and
+strong beyond my age, despite the fact that my mother had restrained me
+from all those exercises of horsemanship, of arms, and of wrestling by
+which boys of my years attain development. I stood almost as tall then as
+Falcone himself--who was accounted of a good height--and if my reach fell
+something short of his, I made up for this by the youthful quickness of my
+movements; so that soon--unless out of good nature he refrained from
+exerting his full vigour--I found myself Falcone's match.
+
+Fra Gervasio, who was then my tutor, and with whom my mornings were spent
+in perfecting my Latin and giving me the rudiments of Greek, soon had his
+suspicions of where the hour of the siesta was spent by me with old
+Falcone. But the good, saintly man held his peace, a matter which at that
+time intrigued me. Others there were, however, who thought well to bear
+the tale of our doings to my mother, and thus it happened that she came
+upon us that day in the armoury, each of us in shirt and breeches at
+sword-and-target play.
+
+We fell apart upon her entrance, each with a guilty feeling, like children
+caught in a forbidden orchard, for all that Falcone held himself proudly
+erect, his grizzled head thrown back, his eyes cold and hard.
+
+A long while it seemed ere she spoke, and once or twice I shot her a
+furtive comprehensive glance, and saw her as I shall ever see her to my
+dying day.
+
+Her eyes were upon me. I do not believe that she gave Falcone a single
+thought at first. It was at me only that she looked, and with such a
+sorrow in her glance to see me so vigorous and lusty, as surely could not
+have been fetched there by the sight of my corpse itself. Her lips moved
+awhile in silence; and whether she was at her everlasting prayers, or
+whether she was endeavouring to speak but could not for emotion, I do not
+know. At last her voice came, laden with a chill reproach.
+
+"Agostino!" she said, and waited as if for some answer from me.
+
+It was in that instant that rebellion stirred in me. Her coming had turned
+me cold, for all that my body was overheated from the exercise and I was
+sweating furiously. Now, at the sound of her voice, something of the
+injustice that oppressed me, something of the unreasoning bigotry that
+chained and fettered me, stood clear before my mental vision for the first
+time. It warmed me again with the warmth of sullen indignation. I
+returned her no answer beyond a curtly respectful invitation that she
+should speak her mind, couched--as had been her reproof--in a single word
+of address.
+
+"Madonna?" I challenged, and emulating something of old Falcone's attitude,
+I drew myself erect, flung back my head, and brought my eyes to the level
+of her own by an effort of will such as I had never yet exerted.
+
+It was, I think, the bravest thing I ever did. I felt, in doing it, as one
+feels who has nerved himself to enter fire. And when the thing was done,
+the ease of it surprised me. There followed no catastrophe such as I
+expected. Before my glance, grown suddenly so very bold, her own eyes
+drooped and fell away as was her habit. She spoke thereafter without
+looking at me, in that cold, emotionless voice that was peculiar to her
+always, the voice of one in whom the founts of all that is sweet and
+tolerant and tender in life are for ever frozen.
+
+"What are you doing with weapons, Agostino?" she asked me.
+
+"As you see, madam mother, I am at practice," I answered, and out of the
+corner of my eye I caught the grim approving twitch of old Falcone's lips.
+
+"At practice?" she echoed, dully as one who does not understand. Then very
+slowly she shook her sorrowful head. "Men practise what they must one day
+perform, Agostino. To your books, then, and leave swords for bloody men,
+nor ever let me see you again with weapons in your hands if you respect
+me."
+
+"Had you not come hither, madam mother, you had been spared the sight
+to-day," I answered with some lingering spark of my rebellious fire still
+smouldering.
+
+"It was God's will that I should come to set a term to such vanities before
+they take too strong a hold upon you," answered she. "Lay down those
+weapons."
+
+Had she been angry, I think I could have withstood her. Anger in her at
+such a time must have been as steel upon the flint of my own nature. But
+against that incarnation of sorrow and sadness, my purpose, my strength of
+character were turned to water. By similar means had she ever prevailed
+with my poor father. And I had, too, the habit of obedience which is not
+so lightly broken as I had at first accounted possible.
+
+Sullenly then I set down my sword upon a bench that stood against the wall,
+and my target with it. As I turned aside to do so, her gloomy eyes were
+poised for an instant upon Falcone, who stood grim and silent. Then they
+were lowered again ere she began to address him.
+
+"You have done very ill, Falcone," said she. "You have abused my trust in
+you, and you have sought to pervert my son and to lead him into ways of
+evil."
+
+He started under that reproof like a fiery stallion under the spur. His
+face flushed scarlet. The habit of obedience may have been strong in
+Falcone too; but it was obedience to men; with women he had never had much
+to do, old warrior though he was. Moreover, in this he felt that an
+affront had been put upon the memory of Giovanni d'Anguissola, who was my
+father and who went nigh to being Falcone's god. And this his answer
+plainly showed.
+
+"The ways into which I lead your son, Madonna," said he in a low voice that
+boomed up and echoed in the groined ceiling overhead, "are the ways that
+were trod by my lord his father. And who says that the ways of Giovanni
+d'Anguissola were evil ways lies foully, be he man or woman, patrician or
+villein, pope or devil." And upon that he paused magnificently, his eyes
+aflash.
+
+She shuddered under his rough speech. Then answered without looking up,
+and with no trace of anger in her voice:
+
+"You are restored to health and strength by now, Messer Falcone. The
+seneschal shall have orders to pay you ten gold ducats in discharge of all
+that may be still your due from us. See that by night you have left
+Mondolfo."
+
+And then, without changing her deadly inflection, or even making a
+noticeable pause, "Come, Agostino," she commanded.
+
+But I did not move. Her words had fixed me there with horror. I heard
+from Falcone a sound that was between a growl and a sob. I dared not look
+at him, but the eye of my fancy saw him standing rigid, pale, and
+self-contained.
+
+What would he do, what would he say? Oh, she had done a cruel, a bitterly
+cruel wrong. This poor old warrior, all scarred and patched from wounds
+that he had taken in my father's service, to be turned away in his old age,
+as we should not have turned away a dog! It was a monstrous thing.
+Mondolfo was his home. The Anguissola were his family, and their honour
+was his honour, since as a villein he had no honour of his own. To cast
+him out thus!
+
+All this flashed through my anguished mind in one brief throb of time, as I
+waited, marvelling what he would do, what say, in answer to that dismissal.
+
+He would not plead, or else I did not know him; and I was sure of that,
+without knowing what else there was that must make it impossible for old
+Falcone to stoop to ask a favour of my mother.
+
+Awhile he just stood there, his wits overthrown by sheer surprise. And
+then, when at last he moved, the thing he did was the last thing that I had
+looked for. Not to her did he turn; not to her, but to me, and he dropped
+on one knee before me.
+
+"My lord!" he cried, and before he added another word I knew already what
+else he was about to say. For never yet had I been so addressed in my
+lordship of Mondolfo. To all there I was just the Madonnino. But to
+Falcone, in that supreme hour of his need, I was become his lord.
+
+"My lord," he said, then. "Is it your wish that I should go?"
+
+I drew back, still wrought upon by my surprise; and then my mother's voice
+came cold and acid.
+
+"The Madonnino's wish is not concerned in this, Mester Falcone. It is I
+who order your departure."
+
+Falcone did not answer her; he affected not to hear her, and continued to
+address himself to me.
+
+"You are the master here, my lord," he urged. "You are the law in
+Mondolfo. You carry life and death in your right hand, and against your
+will no man or woman in your lordship can prevail."
+
+He spoke the truth, a mighty truth which had stood like a mountain before
+me all these months, yet which I had not seen.
+
+"I shall go or remain as you decree, my lord," he added; and then, almost
+in a snarl of defiance, "I obey none other," he concluded, "nor pope nor
+devil."
+
+"Agostino, I am waiting for you," came my mother's voice from the doorway
+
+Something had me by the throat. It was Temptation, and old Falcone was the
+tempter. More than that was he--though how much more I did not dream, nor
+with what authority he acted there. He was the Mentor who showed me the
+road to freedom and to manhood; he showed me how at a blow I might shiver
+the chains that held me, and shake them from me like the cobwebs that they
+were. He tested me, too; tried my courage and my will; and to my undoing
+was it that he found me wanting in that hour. My regrets for him went near
+to giving me the resolution that I lacked. Yet even these fell short.
+
+I would to God I had given heed to him. I would to God I had flung back my
+head and told my mother--as he prompted me--that I was lord of Mondolfo,
+and that Falcone must remain since I so willed it.
+
+I strove to do so out of my love for him rather than out of any such fine
+spirit as he sought to inspire in me. Had I succeeded I had established my
+dominion, I had become arbiter of my fate; and how much of misery, of
+anguish, and of sin might I not thereafter have been spared!
+
+The hour was crucial, though I knew it not. I stood at a parting of ways;
+yet for lack of courage I hesitated to take the road to which so invitingly
+he beckoned me.
+
+And then, before I could make any answer such as I desired, such as I
+strove to make, my mother spoke again, and by her tone, which had grown
+faltering and tearful--as was her wont in the old days when she ruled my
+father--she riveted anew the fetters I was endeavouring with all the
+strength of my poor young soul to snap.
+
+"Tell him, Agostino, that your will is as your mother's. Tell him so and
+come. I am waiting for you."
+
+I stifled a groan, and let my arms fall limply to my sides. I was a
+weakling and contemptible. I realized it. And yet to-day when I look back
+I see how vast a strength I should have needed. I was but thirteen and of
+a spirit that had been cowed by her, and was held under her thrall.
+
+I...I am sorry, Falcone," I faltered, and there were tears in my eyes.
+
+I shrugged again--shrugged in token of my despair and grief and impotence--
+and I moved down the long room towards the door where my mother waited.
+
+I did not dare to bestow another look upon that poor broken old warrior,
+that faithful, lifelong servant, turned thus cruelly upon the world by a
+woman whom bigotry had sapped of all human feelings and a boy who was a
+coward masquerading under a great name.
+
+I heard his gasping sob, and the sound smote upon my heart and hurt me as
+if it had been iron. I had failed him. He must suffer more in the
+knowledge of my unworthiness to be called the son of that master whom he
+had worshipped than in the destitution that might await him.
+
+I reached the door.
+
+"My lord! My lord!" he cried after me despairingly. On the very threshold
+I stood arrested by that heartbroken cry of his. I half turned.
+
+"Falcone..." I began.
+
+And then my mother's white hand fell upon my wrist.
+
+"Come, my son," she said, once more impassive.
+
+Nervelessly I obeyed her, and as I passed out I heard Falcone's voice
+crying:
+
+"My lord, my lord! God help me, and God help you!" An hour later he had
+left the citadel, and on the stones of the courtyard lay ten golden ducats
+which he had scattered there, and which not one of the greedy grooms or
+serving-men could take courage to pick up, so fearful a curse had old
+Falcone laid upon that money when he cast it from him.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER III
+
+THE PIETISTIC THRALL
+
+
+That evening my mother talked to me at longer length than I remember her
+ever to have done before.
+
+It may be that she feared lest Gino Falcone should have aroused in me
+notions which it was best to lull back at once into slumber. It may be
+that she, too, had felt something of the crucial quality of that moment in
+the armoury, just as she must have perceived my first hesitation to obey
+her slightest word, whence came her resolve to check this mutiny ere it
+should spread and become too big for her.
+
+We sat in the room that was called her private diningroom, but which, in
+fact, was all things to her save the chamber in which she slept.
+
+The fine apartments through which I had strayed as a little lad in my
+father's day, the handsome lofty chambers, with their frescoed ceilings,
+their walls hung with costly tapestries, many of which had come from the
+looms of Flanders, their floors of wood mosaics, and their great carved
+movables, had been shut up these many years.
+
+For my mother's claustral needs sufficient was provided by the alcove in
+which she slept, the private chapel of the citadel in which she would spend
+long hours, and this private dining-room where we now sat. Into the
+spacious gardens of the castle she would seldom wander, into our town of
+Mondolfo never. Not since my father's departure upon his ill-starred
+rebellion had she set foot across the drawbridge.
+
+"Tell me whom you go with, and I will tell you what you are," says the
+proverb. "Show me your dwelling, and I shall see your character," say I.
+
+And surely never was there a chamber so permeated by the nature of its
+tenant as that private dining-room of my mother's.
+
+It was a narrow room in the shape of a small parallelogram, with the
+windows set high up near the timbered, whitewashed ceiling, so that it was
+impossible either to look in or to look out, as is sometimes the case with
+the windows of a chapel.
+
+On the white space of wall that faced the door hung a great wooden
+Crucifix, very rudely carved by one who either knew nothing of anatomy, or
+else--as is more probable--was utterly unable to set down his knowledge
+upon timber. The crudely tinted figure would be perhaps half the natural
+size of a man; and it was the most repulsive and hideous representation of
+the Tragedy of Golgotha that I have ever seen. It filled one with a horror
+which was far indeed removed from the pious horror which that Symbol is
+intended to arouse in every true believer. It emphasized all the ghastly
+ugliness of death upon that most barbarous of gallows, without any
+suggestion of the beauty and immensity of the Divine Martyrdom of Him Who
+in the likeness of the sinful flesh was Alone without sin.
+
+And to me the ghastliest and most pitiful thing of all was an artifice
+which its maker had introduced for the purpose of conveying some suggestion
+of the supernatural to that mangled, malformed, less than human
+representation. Into the place of the wound made by the spear of Longinus,
+he had introduced a strip of crystal which caught the light at certain
+angles--more particularly when there were lighted tapers in the room--so
+that in reflecting this it seemed to shed forth luminous rays.
+
+An odd thing was that my mother--who looked upon that Crucifix with eyes
+that were very different from mine--would be at pains in the evening when
+lights were fetched to set a taper at such an angle as was best calculated
+to produce the effect upon which the sculptor had counted. What
+satisfaction it can have been to her to see reflected from that glazed
+wound the light which she herself had provided for the purpose, I am lost
+to think. And yet I am assured that she would contemplate that shining
+effluence in a sort of ecstatic awe, accounting it something very near akin
+to miracle.
+
+Under this Crucifix hung a little alabaster font of holywater, into the
+back of which was stuck a withered, yellow branch of palm, which was
+renewed on each Palm Sunday. Before it was set a praying-stool of plain
+oak, without any cushion to mitigate its harshness to the knees.
+
+In the corner of the room stood a tall, spare, square cupboard, capacious
+but very plain, in which the necessaries of the table were disposed. In
+the opposite corner there was another smaller cupboard with a sort of
+writingpulpit beneath. Here my mother kept the accounts of her household,
+her books of recipes, her homely medicines and the heavy devotional tomes
+and lesser volumes--mostly manuscript--out of which she nourished her poor
+starving soul.
+
+Amongst these was the Treatise of the Mental Sufferings of Christ--the book
+of the Blessed Battista of Varano, Princess of Camerino, who founded the
+convent of Poor Clares in that city--a book whose almost blasphemous
+presumption fired the train of my earliest misgivings.
+
+Another was The Spiritual Combat, that queer yet able book of the cleric
+Scupoli--described as the "aureo libro," dedicated "Al Supremo Capitano e
+Gloriosissimo Trionfatore, Gesu Cristo, Figliuolo di Maria," and this
+dedication in the form of a letter to Our Saviour, signed, "Your most
+humble servant, purchased with Your Blood."1
+
+1 This work, which achieved a great vogue and of which several editions
+were issued down to 1750, was first printed in 1589. Clearly, however, MS.
+copies were in existence earlier, and it is to one of these that Agostino
+here refers.
+
+
+Down the middle of the chamber ran a long squareended table of oak, very
+plain like all the rest of the room's scant furnishings. At the head of
+this table was an arm-chair for my mother, of bare wood without any cushion
+to relieve its hardness, whilst on either side of the board stood a few
+lesser chairs for those who habitually dined there. These were, besides
+myself, Fra Gervasio, my tutor; Messer Giorgio, the castellan, a
+bald-headed old man long since past the fighting age and who in times of
+stress would have been as useful for purposes of defending Mondolfo as
+Lorenza, my mother's elderly woman, who sat below him at the board; he was
+toothless, bowed, and decrepit, but he was very devout--as he had need to
+be, seeing that he was half dead already--and this counted with my mother
+above any other virtue.2
+
+2 Virtu is the word used by Agostino, and it is susceptible to a wider
+translation than that which the English language affords, comprising as it
+does a sense of courage and address at arms. Indeed, it is not clear that
+Agostino is not playing here upon the double meaning of the word.
+
+
+The last of the four who habitually sat with us was Giojoso, the seneschal,
+a lantern-jawed fellow with black, beetling brows, about whom the only
+joyous thing was his misnomer of a name.
+
+Of the table that we kept, beyond noting that the fare was ever of a lenten
+kind and that the wine was watered, I will but mention that my mother did
+not observe the barrier of the salt. There was no sitting above it or
+below at our board, as, from time immemorial, is the universal custom in
+feudal homes. That her having abolished it was an act of humility on her
+part there can be little doubt, although this was a subject upon which she
+never expressed herself in my hearing.
+
+The walls of that room were whitewashed and bare.
+
+The floor was of stone overlain by a carpet of rushes that was changed no
+oftener than once a week.
+
+From what I have told you, you may picture something of the chill gloom of
+the place, something of the pietism which hung upon the very air of that
+apartment in which so much of my early youth was spent. And it had, too,
+an odour that is peculiarly full of character, the smell which is never
+absent from a sacristy and rarely from conventual chambers; a smell
+difficult to define, faint and yet tenuously pungent, and like no other
+smell in all the world that I have ever known. It is a musty odour, an
+odour of staleness which perhaps an open window and the fresh air of heaven
+might relieve but could not dissipate; and to this is wed, but so subtly
+that it would be impossible to say which is predominant, the slight, sickly
+aroma of wax.
+
+We supped there that night in silence at about the hour that poor Gino
+Falcone would be taking his departure. Silence was habitual with us at
+meal-times, eating being performed--like everything else in that drab
+household--as a sort of devotional act. Occasionally the silence would be
+relieved by readings aloud from some pious work, undertaken at my mother's
+bidding by one or another of the amanuenses.
+
+But on the night in question there was just silence, broken chiefly by the
+toothless slobber of the castellan over the soft meats that were especially
+prepared for him. And there was something of grimness in that silence; for
+none--and Fra Gervasio less than any--approved the unchristian thing that
+out of excess of Christianity my mother had done in driving old Falcone
+forth.
+
+Myself, I could not eat at all. My misery choked me. The thought of that
+old servitor whom I had loved being sent a wanderer and destitute, and all
+through my own weakness, all because I had failed him in his need, just as
+I had failed myself, was anguish to me. My lip would quiver at the
+thought, and it was with difficulty that I repressed my tears.
+
+At last that hideous repast came to an end in prayers of thanksgiving whose
+immoderate length was out of all proportion to the fare provided.
+
+The castellan shuffled forth upon the arm of the seneschal; Lorenza
+followed at a sign from my mother, and we three--Gervasio, my mother, and
+I--were left alone.
+
+And here let me say a word of Fra Gervasio. He was, as I have already
+written, my father's foster-brother. That is to say, he was the child of a
+sturdy peasant-woman of the Val di Taro, from whose lusty, healthy breast
+my father had suckled the first of that fine strength that had been his
+own.
+
+He was older than my father by a month or so, and as often happens in such
+cases, he was brought to Mondolfo to be first my father's playmate, and
+later, no doubt, to have followed him as a man-at-arms. But a chill that
+he took in his tenth year as a result of a long winter immersion in the icy
+waters of the Taro laid him at the point of death, and left him thereafter
+of a rather weak and sickly nature. But he was quick and intelligent, and
+was admitted to learn his letters with my father, whence it ensued that he
+developed a taste for study. Seeing that by his health he was debarred
+from the hardy open life of a soldier, his scholarly aptitude was
+encouraged, and it was decided that he should follow a clerical career.
+
+He had entered the order of St. Francis; but after some years at the
+Convent of Aguilona, his health having been indifferent and the conventual
+rules too rigorous for his condition, he was given licence to become the
+chaplain of Mondolfo. Here he had received the kindliest treatment at the
+hands of my father, who entertained for his sometime playmate a very real
+affection.
+
+He was a tall, gaunt man with a sweet, kindly face, reflecting his sweet,
+kindly nature; he had deep-set, dark eyes, very gentle in their gaze, a
+tender mouth that was a little drawn by lines of suffering and an upright
+wrinkle, deep as a gash, between his brows at the root of his long, slender
+nose.
+
+He it was that night who broke the silence that endured even after the
+others had departed. He spoke at first as if communing with himself, like
+a man who thinks aloud; and between his thumb and his long forefinger, I
+remember that he kneaded a crumb of bread upon which his eyes were intent.
+
+"Gino Falcone is an old man, and he was my lord's best-loved servant. He
+would have died for my lord, and joyfully; and now he is turned adrift, to
+die to no purpose. Ah, well." He heaved a deep sigh and fell silent,
+whilst I--the pent-up anguish in me suddenly released to hear my thoughts
+thus expressed--fell soundlessly to weeping.
+
+"Do you reprove me, Fra Gervasio?" quoth my mother, quite emotionless.
+
+The monk pushed back his stool and rose ere he replied. "I must," he said,
+"or I am unworthy of the scapulary I wear. I must reprove this unchristian
+act, or else am I no true servant of my Master."
+
+She crossed herself with her thumb-nail upon the brow and upon the lips, to
+repress all evil thoughts and evil words--an unfailing sign that she was
+stirred to anger and sought to combat the sin of it. Then she spoke,
+meekly enough, in the same cold, level voice.
+
+"I think it is you who are at fault," she told him, "when you call
+unchristian an act which was necessary to secure this child to Christ."
+
+He smiled a sad little smile. "Yet even so, it were well you should
+proceed with caution and with authority; and in this you have none."
+
+It was her turn to smile, the palest, ghostliest of smiles, and even for so
+much she must have been oddly moved. "I think I have," said she, and
+quoted, "'If thy right hand offend thee, hack it off.'"
+
+I saw a hot flush mount to the friar's prominent cheekbones. Indeed, he
+was a very human man under his conventual robe, with swift stirrings of
+passion which the long habit of repression had not yet succeeded in
+extinguishing. He cast his eyes to the ceiling in such a glance of despair
+as left me thoughtful. It was as an invocation to Heaven to look down upon
+the obstinate, ignorant folly of this woman who accounted herself wise and
+who so garbled the Divine teaching as to blaspheme with complacency.
+
+I know that now; at the time I was not quite so clearsighted as to read
+the full message of that glance.
+
+Her audacity was as the audacity of fools. Where wisdom, full-fledged,
+might have halted, trembling, she swept resolutely onward. Before her
+stood this friar, this teacher and interpreter, this man of holy life who
+was accounted profoundly learned in the Divinities; and he told her that
+she had done an evil thing. Yet out of the tiny pittance of her knowledge
+and her little intellectual sight--which was no better than a blindness--
+must she confidently tell him that he was at fault.
+
+Argument was impossible between him and her. Thus much I saw, and I feared
+an explosion of the wrath of which I perceived in him the signs. But he
+quelled it. Yet his voice rumbled thunderously upon his next words.
+
+"It matters something that Gino Falcone should not starve," he said.
+
+"It matters more that my son should not be damned," she answered him, and
+with that answer left him weapon-less, for against the armour of a
+crassness so dense and one-ideaed there are no weapons that can prevail.
+
+"Listen," she said, and her eyes, raised for a moment, comprehended both of
+us in their glance. "There is something that it were best I tell you, that
+once for all you may fathom the depth of my purpose for Agostino here. My
+lord his father was a man of blood and strife..."
+
+"And so were many whose names stand to-day upon the roll of saints and are
+its glory," answered the friar with quick asperity.
+
+"But they did not raise their arms against the Holy Church and against
+Christ's Own most holy Vicar, as did he," she reminded him sorrowfully.
+"The sword is an ill thing save when it is wielded in a holy cause. In my
+lord's hands, wielded in the unholiest of all causes, it became a thing
+accursed. But God's anger overtook him and laid him low at Perugia in all
+the strength and vigour that had made him arrogant as Lucifer. It was
+perhaps well for all of us that it so befell."
+
+"Madonna!" cried Gervasio in stern horror.
+
+But she went on quite heedless of him. "Best of all was it for me, since I
+was spared the harshest duty that can be imposed upon a woman and a wife.
+It was necessary that he should expiate the evil he had wrought; moreover,
+his life was become a menace to my child's salvation. It was his wish to
+make of Agostino such another as himself, to lead his only son adown the
+path of Hell. It was my duty to my God and to my son to shield this boy.
+And to accomplish that I would have delivered up his father to the papal
+emissaries who sought him."
+
+"Ah, never that!" the friar protested. "You could never have done that!"
+
+"Could I not? I tell you it was as good as done. I tell you that the
+thing was planned. I took counsel with my confessor, and he showed me my
+plain duty."
+
+She paused a moment, whilst we stared, Fra Gervasio white-faced and with
+mouth that gaped in sheer horror.
+
+"For years had he eluded the long arm of the pope's justice," she resumed.
+"And during those years he had never ceased to plot and plan the overthrow
+of the Pontifical dominion. He was blinded by his arrogance to think that
+he could stand against the hosts of Heaven. His stubbornness in sin had
+made him mad. Quem Deus vult perdere..." And she waved one of her
+emaciated hands, leaving the quotation unfinished. "Heaven showed me the
+way, chose me for Its instrument. I sent him word, offering him shelter
+here at Mondolfo where none would look to find him, assuming it to be the
+last place to which he would adventure. He was to have come when death
+took him on the field of Perugia."
+
+There was something here that I did not understand at all. And in like
+case, it seemed, was Fra Gervasio, for he passed a hand over his brow, as
+if to clear thence some veils that clogged his understanding.
+
+"He was to have come?" he echoed. "To shelter?" he asked.
+
+"Nay," said she quietly, "to death. The papal emissaries had knowledge of
+it and would have been here to await him."
+
+"You would have betrayed him?" Fra Gervasio's voice was hoarse, his eyes
+were burning sombrely.
+
+"I would have saved my son," said she, with quiet satisfaction, in a tone
+that revealed how incontestably right she conceived herself to be.
+
+He stood there, and he seemed taller and more gaunt than usual, for he had
+drawn himself erect to the full of his great height--and he was a man who
+usually went bowed. His hands were clenched and the knuckles showed
+blue-white like marble. His face was very pale and in his temple a little
+pulse was throbbing visibly. He swayed slightly upon his feet, and the
+sight of him frightened me a little. He seemed so full of terrible
+potentialities.
+
+When I think of vengeance, I picture to myself Fra Gervasio as I beheld him
+in that hour. Nothing that he could have done would have surprised me.
+Had he fallen upon my mother then, and torn her limb from limb, it would
+have been no more than from the sight of him I might have expected.
+
+I have said that nothing that he could have done would have surprised me.
+Rather should I have said that nothing would have surprised me save the
+thing he did.
+
+Whilst a man might have counted ten stood he so--she seeing nothing of the
+strange transfiguration that had come over him, for her eyes were downcast
+as ever. Then quite slowly, his hands unclenched, his arms fell limply to
+his sides, his head sank forward upon his breast, and his figure bowed
+itself lower than was usual. Quite suddenly, quite softly, almost as a man
+who swoons, he sank down again into the chair from which he had risen.
+
+He set his elbows on the table, and took his head in his hands. A groan
+escaped him. She heard it, and looked at him in her furtive way.
+
+"You are moved by this knowledge, Fra Gervasio," she said and sighed. "I
+have told you this--and you, Agostino--that you may know how deep, how
+ineradicable is my purpose. You were a votive offering, Agostino; you were
+vowed to the service of God that your father's life might be spared, years
+ago, ere you were born. From the very edge of death was your father
+brought back to life and strength. He would have used that life and that
+strength to cheat God of the price of His boon to me."
+
+"And if," Fra Gervasio questioned almost fiercely, "Agostino in the end
+should have no vocation, should have no call to such a life?"
+
+She looked at him very wistfully, almost pityingly. "How should that be?"
+she asked. "He was offered to God. And that God accepted the gift, He
+showed when He gave Giovanni back to life. How, then, could it come to
+pass that Agostino should have no call? Would God reject that which He had
+accepted?"
+
+Fra Gervasio rose again. "You go too deep for me, Madonna," he said
+bitterly. "It is not for me to speak of my gifts save reverently and in
+profound and humble gratitude for that grace by which God bestowed them
+upon me. But I am accounted something of a casuist. I am a doctor of
+theology and of canon law, and but for the weak state of my health I should
+be sitting to-day in the chair of canon law at the University of Pavia.
+And yet, Madonna, the things you tell me with such assurance make a mock of
+everything I have ever learnt."
+
+Even I, lad as I was, perceived the bitter irony in which he spoke. Not so
+she. I vow she flushed under what she accounted his praise of her wisdom
+and divine revelation; for vanity is the last human weakness to be
+discarded. Then she seemed to recollect herself. She bowed her head very
+reverently.
+
+"It is God's grace that reveals to me the truth," she said.
+
+He fell back a step in his amazement at having been so thoroughly
+misunderstood. Then he drew away from the table. He looked at her as he
+would speak, but checked on the thought. He turned, and so, without
+another word, departed, and left us sitting there together.
+
+It was then that we had our talk; or, rather, that she talked, whilst I sat
+listening. And presently as I listened, I came gradually once more under
+the spell of which I had more than once that day been on the point of
+casting off the yoke.
+
+For, after all, you are to discern in what I have written here, between
+what were my feelings at the time and what are my criticisms of to-day in
+the light of the riper knowledge to which I have come. The handling of a
+sword had thrilled me strangely, as I have shown. Yet was I ready to
+believe that such a thrill was but a lure of Satan's, as my mother assured
+me. In deeper matters she might harbour error, as Fra Gervasio's irony had
+shown me that he believed. But we went that night into no great depths.
+
+She spent an hour or so in vague discourse upon the joys of Paradise, in
+showing me the folly of jeopardizing them for the sake of the fleeting
+vanities of this ephemeral world. She dealt at length upon the love of God
+for us, and the love which we should bear to Him, and she read to me
+passages from the book of the Blessed Varano and from Scupoli to add point
+to her teachings upon the beauty and nobility of a life that is devoted to
+God's service--the only service of this world in which nobility can exist.
+
+And then she added little stories of martyrs who had suffered for the
+faith, of the tortures to which they had been subjected, and of the
+happiness they had felt in actual suffering, of the joy that their very
+torments had brought them, borne up as they were by their faith and the
+strength of their love of God.
+
+There was in all this nothing that was new to me, nothing that I did not
+freely accept and implicitly believe without pausing to judge or criticize.
+And yet, it was shrewd of her to have plied me then as she did; for
+thereby, beyond doubt, she checked me upon the point of self-questioning to
+which that day's happenings were urging me, and she brought me once more
+obediently to heel and caused me to fix my eyes more firmly than ever
+beyond the things of this world and upon the glories of the next which I
+was to make my goal and aim.
+
+Thus came I back within the toils from which I had been for a moment
+tempted to escape; and what is more, my imagination fired to some touch of
+ecstasy by those tales of sainted martyrs, I returned willingly to the
+pietistic thrall, to be held in it more firmly than ever yet before.
+
+We parted as we always parted, and when I had kissed her cold hand I went
+my way to bed. And if I knelt that night to pray that God might watch over
+poor errant Falcone, it was to the end that Falcone might be brought to see
+the sin and error of his ways and win to the grace of a happy death when
+his hour came.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IV
+
+LUISINA
+
+
+Of the four years that followed little mention need be made in these pages,
+save for one incident whose importance is derived entirely from that which
+subsequently befell, for at the time it had no meaning for me. Yet since
+later it was to have much, it is fitting that it should be recorded here.
+
+It happened that a month or so after old Falcone had left us there wandered
+one noontide into the outer courtyard of the castle two pilgrim fathers, on
+their way--as they announced--from Milan to visit the Holy House at Loreto.
+
+It was my mother's custom to receive all pilgrim wayfarers and beggars in
+this courtyard at noontide twice in each week to bestow upon them food and
+alms. Rarely was she, herself, present at that alms-giving; more rarely
+still was I. It was Fra Gervasio who discharged the office of almoner on
+the Countess of Mondolfo's behalf. Occasionally the whines and snarls of
+the motley crowd that gathered there--for they were not infrequently
+quarrelsome--reached us in the maschio tower where we had our apartments.
+But on the day of which I speak I chanced to stand in the pillared gallery
+above the courtyard, watching the heaving, surging human mass below, for
+the concourse was greater than usual.
+
+Cripples there were of every sort, and all in rags; some with twisted,
+withered limbs, others with mere stumps where limbs had been lopped off,
+others again-- and there were many of these--with hideous running sores,
+some of which no doubt would be counterfeit--as I now know--and contrived
+with poultices of salt for the purpose of exciting charity in the piteous.
+All were dishevelled, unkempt, ragged, dirty, and, doubtless, verminous.
+Most were greedy and wolfish as they thrust one another aside to reach Fra
+Gervasio, as if they feared that the supply of alms and food should be
+exhausted ere their turn arrived. Amongst them there was commonly a small
+sprinkling of mendicant friars, some of these, perhaps, just the hypocrite
+rogues that I have since discovered many of them to be, though at the time
+all who wore the scapulary were holy men in my innocent eyes. They were
+mostly, or so they pretended, bent upon pilgrimages to distant parts,
+living upon such alms as they could gather on their way.
+
+On the steps of the chapel Fra Gervasio would stand--gaunt and impassive--
+with his posse of attendant grooms behind him. One of the latter, standing
+nearest to our almoner, held a great sack of broken bread; another
+presented a wooden, trough-like platter filled with slices of meat, and a
+third dispensed out of horn cups a poor, thin, and rather sour, but very
+wholesome wine, which he drew from the skins that were his charge.
+
+From one to the other were the beggars passed on by Fra Gervasio, and
+lastly came they back to him, to receive from his hands a piece of money--a
+grosso, of which he held the bag himself.
+
+On the day of which I write, as I stood there gazing down upon that mass of
+misery, marvelling perhaps a little upon the inequality of fortune, and
+wondering vaguely what God could be about to inflict so much suffering upon
+certain of His creatures, to cause one to be born into purple and another
+into rags, my eyes were drawn by the insistent stare of two monks who stood
+at the back of the crowd with their shoulders to the wall.
+
+They were both tall men, and they stood with their cowls over their
+tonsures, in the conventual attitude, their hands tucked away into the
+ample sleeves of their brown habits. One of this twain was broader than
+his companion and very erect of carriage, such as was unusual in a monk.
+His mouth and the half of his face were covered by a thick brown beard, and
+athwart his countenance, from under the left eye across his nose and cheek,
+ran a great livid scar to lose itself in the beard towards the right jaw.
+His deep-set eyes regarded me so intently that I coloured uncomfortably
+under their gaze; for accustomed as I was to seclusion, I was easily
+abashed. I turned away and went slowly along the gallery to the end; and
+yet I had a feeling that those eyes were following me, and, indeed, casting
+a swift glance over my shoulder ere I went indoors, I saw that this was so.
+
+That evening at supper I chanced to mention the matter to Fra Gervasio.
+
+"There was a big bearded capuchin in the yard at alms-time to-day--" I was
+beginning, when the friar's knife clattered from his hand, and he looked at
+me with eyes of positive fear out of a face from which the last drop of
+blood had abruptly receded. I checked my inquiry at the sight of him thus
+suddenly disordered, whilst my mother, who, as usual, observed nothing,
+made a foolish comment.
+
+"The little brothers are never absent, Agostino."
+
+"This brother was a big brother," said I.
+
+"It is not seemly to make jest of holy men," she reproved me in her
+chilling voice.
+
+"I had no thought to jest," I answered soberly. "I should never have
+remarked this friar but that he gazed upon me with so great an intentness--
+so great that I was unable to bear it."
+
+It was her turn to betray emotion. She looked at me full and long--for
+once--and very searchingly. She, too, had grown paler than was her habit.
+
+"Agostino, what do you tell me?" quoth she, and her voice quivered.
+
+Now here was a deal of pother about a capuchin who had stared at the
+Madonnino of Anguissola! The matter was out of all proportion to the stir
+it made, and I conveyed in my next words some notion of that opinion.
+
+But she stared wistfully. "Never think it, Agostino," she besought me.
+"You know not what it may import." And then she turned to Fra Gervasio.
+"Who was this mendicant?" she asked.
+
+He had by now recovered from his erstwhile confusion. But he was still
+pale, and I observed that his hand trembled.
+
+"He must have been one of the two little brothers of St. Francis on their
+way, they said, from Milan to Loreto on a pilgrimage."
+
+"Not those you told me are resting here until tomorrow?"
+
+From his face I saw that he would have denied it had it lain within his
+power to utter a deliberate falsehood.
+
+"They are the same," he answered in a low voice.
+
+She rose. "I must see this friar," she announced, and never in all my life
+had I beheld in her such a display of emotion.
+
+"In the morning, then," said Fra Gervasio. "It is after sunset," he
+explained. "They have retired, and their rule..." He left the sentence
+unfinished, but he had said enough to be understood by her.
+
+She sank back to her chair, folded her hands in her lap and fell into
+meditation. The faintest of flushes crept into her wax-like cheeks.
+
+"If it should be a sign!" she murmured raptly, and then she turned again to
+Fra Gervasio. "You heard Agostino say that he could not bear this friar's
+gaze. You remember, brother, how a pilgrim appeared near San Rufino to the
+nurse of Saint Francis, and took from her arms the child that he might
+bless it ere once more he vanished? If this should be a sign such as
+that!"
+
+She clasped her hands together fervently. "I must see this friar ere he
+departs again," she said to the staring, dumbfounded Fra Gervasio.
+
+At last, then, I understood her emotion. All her life she had prayed for a
+sign of grace for herself or for me, and she believed that here at last was
+something that might well be discovered upon inquiry to be an answer to her
+prayer. This capuchin who had stared at me from the courtyard became at
+once to her mind--so ill-balanced upon such matters--a supernatural
+visitant, harbinger, as it were, of my future saintly glory.
+
+But though she rose betimes upon the morrow, to see the holy man ere he
+fared forth again, she was not early enough. In the courtyard whither she
+descended to make her way to the outhouse where the two were lodged, she
+met Fra Gervasio, who was astir before her.
+
+"The friar?" she cried anxiously, filled already with forebodings. "The
+holy man?"
+
+Gervasio stood before her, pale and trembling. "You are too late, Madonna.
+Already he is gone."
+
+She observed his agitation now, and beheld in it a reflection of her own,
+springing from the selfsame causes. "Oh, it was a sign indeed!" she
+exclaimed. "And you have come to realize it, too, I see." Next, in a
+burst of gratitude that was almost pitiful upon such slight foundation,
+"Oh, blessed Agostino!" she cried out.
+
+Then the momentary exaltation fell from that woman of sorrows. "This but
+makes my burden heavier, my responsibility greater," she wailed. "God help
+me bear it!"
+
+Thus passed that incident so trifling in itself and so misunderstood by
+her. But it was never forgotten, and from time to time she would allude to
+it as the sign which had been vouchsafed me and for which great should be
+my thankfulness and my joy.
+
+Save for that, in the four years that followed, time flowed an uneventful
+course within the four walls of the big citadel--for beyond those four
+walls I was never once permitted to set foot; and although from time to
+time I heard rumours of doings in the town itself, of the affairs of the
+State whereof I was by right of birth the tyrant, and of the greater
+business of the big world beyond, yet so trained and schooled was I that I
+had no great desire for a nearer acquaintance with that world.
+
+A certain curiosity did at times beset me, spurred not so much by the
+little that I heard as by things that I read in such histories as my
+studies demanded I should read. For even the lives of saints, and Holy
+Writ itself, afford their student glimpses of the world. But this
+curiosity I came to look upon as a lure of the flesh, and to resist.
+Blessed are they who are out of all contact with the world, since to them
+salvation comes more easily; so I believed implicitly, as I was taught by
+my mother and by Fra Gervasio at my mother's bidding.
+
+And as the years passed under such influences as had been at work upon me
+from the cradle, influences which had known no check save that brief one
+afforded by Gino Falcone, I became perforce devout and pious from very
+inclination.
+
+Joyous transports were afforded me by the study of the life of that Saint
+Luigi of the noble Mantuan House of Gonzaga--in whom I saw an ideal to be
+emulated, since he seemed to me to be much in my own case and of my own
+estate--who had counted the illusory greatness of this world well lost so
+that he might win the bliss of Paradise. Similarly did I take delight in
+the Life, written by Tommaso da Celano, of that blessed son of Pietro
+Bernardone, the merchant of Assisi, that Francis who became the Troubadour
+of the Lord and sang so sweetly the praises of His Creation. My heart
+would swell within me and I would weep hot and very bitter tears over the
+narrative of the early and sinful part of his life, as we may weep to see a
+beloved brother beset by deadly perils. And greater, hence, was the joy,
+the exultation, and finally the sweet peace and comfort that I gathered
+from the tale of his conversion, of his wondrous works, and of the Three
+Companions.
+
+In these pages--so lively was my young imagination and so wrought upon by
+what I read--I suffered with him again his agonies of hope, I thrilled with
+some of the joy of his stupendous ecstasies, and I almost envied him the
+signal mark of Heavenly grace that had imprinted the stigmata upon his
+living body.
+
+All that concerned him, too, I read: his Little Flowers, his Testament, The
+Mirror of Perfection; but my greatest delight was derived from his Song of
+the Creatures, which I learnt by heart.
+
+Oftentimes since have I wondered and sought to determine whether it was the
+piety of those lauds that charmed me spiritually, or an appeal to my senses
+made by the beauty of the lines and the imagery which the Assisian used in
+his writings.
+
+Similarly I am at a loss to determine whether the pleasure I took in
+reading of the joyous, perfumed life of that other stigmatized saint, the
+blessed Catherine of Siena, was not a sensuous pleasure rather than the
+soul-ecstasy I supposed it at the time.
+
+And as I wept over the early sins of St. Francis, so too did I weep over
+the rhapsodical Confessions of St. Augustine, that mighty theologian after
+whom I had been named, and whose works--after those concerning St.
+Francis--exerted a great influence upon me in those early days.
+
+Thus did I grow in grace until Fra Gervasio, who watched me narrowly and
+anxiously, seemed more at ease, setting aside the doubts that earlier had
+tormented him lest I should be forced upon a life for which I had no
+vocation. He grew more tender and loving towards me, as if something of
+pity lurked within the strong affection in which he held me.
+
+And, meanwhile, as I grew in grace of spirit, so too did I grow in grace of
+body, waxing tall and very strong, which would have been nowise surprising
+but that those nurtured as was I are seldom lusty. The mind feeding
+overmuch upon the growing body is apt to sap its strength and vigour,
+besides which there was the circumstance that I continued throughout those
+years a life almost of confinement, deprived of all the exercises by which
+youth is brought to its fine flower of strength.
+
+As I was approaching my eighteenth year there befell another incident,
+which, trivial in itself, yet has its place in my development and so should
+have its place within these confessions. Nor did I judge it trivial at the
+time--nor were trivial the things that followed out of it--trivial though
+it may seem to me to-day as I look back upon it through all the murk of
+later life.
+
+Giojoso, the seneschal, of whom I have spoken, had a son, a great raw-boned
+lad whom he would have trained as an amanuensis, but who was one of
+Nature's dunces out of which there is nothing useful to be made. He was
+strong-limbed, however, and he was given odd menial duties to perform about
+the castle. But these he shirked where possible, as he had shirked his
+lessons in earlier days.
+
+Now it happened that I was walking one spring morning--it was in May of
+that year '44 of which I am now writing--on the upper of the three spacious
+terraces that formed the castle garden. It was but an indifferently tended
+place, and yet perhaps the more agreeable on that account, since Nature had
+been allowed to have her prodigal, luxuriant way. It is true that the
+great boxwood hedges needed trimming, and that weeds were sprouting between
+the stones of the flights of steps that led from terrace to terrace; but
+the place was gay and fragrant with wild blossoms, and the great trees
+afforded generous shade, and the long rank grass beneath them made a
+pleasant couch to lie on during the heat of the day in summer. The lowest
+terrace of all was in better case. It was a well-planted and well-tended
+orchard, where I got many a colic in my earlier days from a gluttony of
+figs and peaches whose complete ripening I was too impatient to await.
+
+I walked there, then, one morning quite early on the upper terrace
+immediately under the castle wall, and alternately I read from the De
+Civitate Dei which I had brought with me, alternately mused upon the matter
+of my reading. Suddenly I was disturbed by a sound of voices just below
+me.
+
+The boxwood hedge, being twice my height and fully two feet thick, entirely
+screened the speakers from my sight.
+
+There were two voices, and one of these, angry and threatening, I
+recognized for that of Rinolfo--Messer Giojoso's graceless son; the other,
+a fresh young feminine voice, was entirely unknown to me; indeed it was the
+first girl's voice I could recall having heard in all my eighteen years,
+and the sound was as pleasantly strange as it was strangely pleasant.
+
+I stood quite still, to listen to its expostulations.
+
+"You are a cruel fellow, Ser Rinolfo, and Madonna the Countess shall be
+told of this."
+
+There followed a crackling of twigs and a rush of heavy feet.
+
+"You shall have something else of which to tell Madonna's beatitude,"
+threatened the harsh voice of Rinolfo.
+
+That and his advances were answered by a frightened screech, a screech that
+moved rapidly to the right as it was emitted. There came more snapping of
+twigs, a light scurrying sound followed by a heavier one, and lastly a
+panting of breath and a soft pattering of running feet upon the steps that
+led up to the terrace where I walked.
+
+I moved forward rapidly to the opening in the hedge where these steps
+debouched, and no sooner had I appeared there than a soft, lithe body
+hurtled against me so suddenly that my arms mechanically went round it, my
+right hand still holding the De Civitate Dei, forefinger enclosed within
+its pages to mark the place.
+
+Two moist dark eyes looked up appealingly into mine out of a frightened but
+very winsome, sun-tinted face.
+
+"0 Madonnino!" she panted. "Protect me! Save me!"
+
+Below us, checked midway in his furious ascent, halted Rinolfo, his big
+face red with anger, scowling up at me in sudden doubt and resentment.
+
+The situation was not only extraordinary in itself, but singularly
+disturbing to me. Who the girl was, or whence she came, I had no thought
+or notion as I surveyed her. She would be of about my own age, or perhaps
+a little younger, and from her garb it was plain that she belonged to the
+peasant class. She wore a spotless bodice of white linen, which but
+indifferently concealed the ripening swell of her young breast. Her
+petticoat, of dark red homespun, stopped short above her bare brown ankles,
+and her little feet were naked. Her brown hair, long and abundant, was
+still fastened at the nape of her slim neck, but fell loose beyond that,
+having been disturbed, no doubt, in her scuffle with Rinolfo. Her little
+mouth was deeply red and it held strong young teeth that were as white as
+milk.
+
+I have since wondered whether she was as beautiful as I deemed her in that
+moment. For it must be remembered that mine was the case of the son of
+Filippo Balducci--related by Messer Boccaccio in the merry tales of his
+Decamerone1--who had come to years of adolescence without ever having
+beheld womanhood, so that the first sight of it in the streets of Florence
+affected him so oddly that he vexed his sire with foolish questions and
+still more foolish prayers.
+
+1 In the Introduction to the Fourth Day.
+
+
+So was it now with me. In all my eighteen years I had by my mother's
+careful contriving never set eyes upon a woman of an age inferior to her
+own. And--consider me foolish if you will but so it is--I do not think
+that it had occurred to me that they existed, or else, if they did, that in
+youth they differed materially from what in age I found them. Thus I had
+come to look upon women as just feeble, timid creatures, over-prone to
+gossip, tears, and lamentations, and good for very little that I could
+perceive.
+
+I had been unable to understand for what reason it was that San Luigi of
+Gonzaga had from years of discretion never allowed his eyes to rest upon a
+woman; nor could I see wherein lay the special merit attributed to this.
+And certain passages in the Confessions of St. Augustine and in the early
+life of St. Francis of Assisi bewildered me and left me puzzled.
+
+But now, quite suddenly, it was as if revelation had come to me. It was as
+if the Book of Life had at last been opened for me, and at a glance I had
+read one of its dazzling pages. So that whether this brown peasant girl
+was beautiful or not, beautiful she seemed to me with the radiant beauty
+that is attributed to the angels of Paradise. Nor did I doubt that she
+would be as holy, for to see in beauty a mark of divine favour is not
+peculiar only to the ancient Greeks.
+
+And because of the appeal of this beauty--real or supposed--I was very
+ready with my protection, since I felt that protection must carry with it
+certain rights of ownership which must be very sweet and were certainly
+desired.
+
+Holding her, therefore, within the shelter of my arms, where in her
+heedless innocence she had flung herself, and by very instinct stroking
+with one hand her little brown head to soothe her fears, I became truculent
+for the first time in my new-found manhood, and boldly challenged her
+pursuer.
+
+"What is this, Rinolfo?" I demanded. "Why do you plague her?"
+
+"She broke up my snares," he answered sullenly, and let the birds go free."
+
+"What snares? What birds?" quoth I.
+
+"He is a cruel beast," she shrilled. "And he will lie to you, Madonnino."
+
+"If he does I'll break the bones of his body," I promised in a tone
+entirely new to me. And then to him--"The truth now, poltroon!" I
+admonished him.
+
+At last I got the story out of them: how Rinolfo had scattered grain in a
+little clearing in the garden, and all about it had set twigs that were
+heavily smeared with viscum; that he set this trap almost daily, and daily
+took a great number of birds whose necks he wrung and had them cooked for
+him with rice by his silly mother; that it was a sin in any case to take
+little birds by such cowardly means, but that since amongst these birds
+there were larks and thrushes and plump blackbirds and other sweet
+musicians of the air, whose innocent lives were spent in singing the
+praises of God, his sin became a hideous sacrilege.
+
+Finally I learnt that coming that morning upon half a score of poor
+fluttering terrified birds held fast in Rinolfo's viscous snares, the
+little girl had given them their liberty and had set about breaking up the
+springes. At this occupation he had caught her, and there is no doubt that
+he would have taken a rude vengeance but for the sanctuary which she had
+found in me.
+
+And when I had heard, behold me for the first time indulging the
+prerogative that was mine by right of birth, and dispensing justice at
+Mondolfo like the lord of life and death that I was there.
+
+"You, Rinolfo," I said, "will set no more snares here at Mondolfo, nor will
+you ever again enter these gardens under pain of my displeasure and its
+consequences. And as for this child, if you dare to molest her for what
+has happened now, or if you venture so much as to lay a finger upon her at
+any time and I have word of it, I shall deal with you as with a felon. Now
+go."
+
+He went straight to his father, the seneschal, with a lying tale of my
+having threatened him with violence and forbidden him ever to enter the
+garden again because he had caught me there with Luisina--as the child was
+called--in my arms. And Messer Giojoso, full of parental indignation at
+this gross treatment of his child, and outraged chastity at the notion of a
+young man of churchly aims, as were mine, being in perversive dalliance
+with that peasant-wench, repaired straight to my mother with the story of
+it, which I doubt not lost nothing by its repetition.
+
+Meanwhile I abode there with Luisina. I was in no haste to let her go.
+Her presence pleased me in some subtle, quite indefinable manner; and my
+sense of beauty, which, always strong, had hitherto lain dormant within me,
+was awake at last and was finding nourishment in the graces of her.
+
+I sat down upon the topmost of the terrace steps, and made her sit beside
+me. This she did after some demur about the honour of it and her own
+unworthiness, objections which I brushed peremptorily aside.
+
+So we sat there on that May morning, quite close together, for which there
+was, after all, no need, seeing that the steps were of a noble width. At
+our feet spread the garden away down the flight of terraces to end in the
+castle's grey, buttressed wall. But from where we sat we could look beyond
+this, our glance meeting the landscape a mile or so away with the waters of
+the Taro glittering in the sunshine, and the Apennines, all hazy, for an
+ultimate background.
+
+I took her hand, which she relinquished to me quite freely and frankly with
+an innocence as great as my own; and I asked her who she was and how she
+came to Mondolfo. It was then that I learnt that her name was Luisina,
+that she was the daughter of one of the women employed in the castle
+kitchen, who had brought her to help there a week ago from Borgo Taro,
+where she had been living with an aunt.
+
+To-day the notion of the Tyrant of Mondolfo sitting--almost coram populo--
+on the steps of the garden of his castle, clasping the hand of the daughter
+of one of his scullions, is grotesque and humiliating. At the time the
+thought never presented itself to me at all, and had it done so it would
+have troubled me no whit. She was my first glimpse of fresh young
+maidenhood, and I was filled with pleasant interest and desirous of more
+acquaintance with this phenomenon. Beyond that I did not go.
+
+I told her frankly that she was very beautiful. Whereupon she looked at me
+with suddenly startled eyes that were full of fearful questionings, and
+made to draw her hand from mine. Unable to understand her fears, and
+seeking to reassure her, to convince her that in me she had a friend, one
+who would ever protect her from the brutalities of all the Rinolfos in the
+world, I put an arm about her shoulders and drew her closer to me, gently
+and protectingly.
+
+She suffered it very stonily, like a poor fascinated thing that is robbed
+by fear of its power to resist the evil that it feels enfolding it.
+
+"0 Madonnino!" she whispered fearfully, and sighed. "Nay, you must not.
+It...it is not good."
+
+"Not good?" quoth I, and it was just so that that fool of a son of
+Balducci's must have protested in the story when he was told by his father
+that it was not good to look on women. "Nay, now, but it is good to me."
+
+"And they say you are to be a priest," she added, which seemed to me a very
+foolish and inconsequent thing to add.
+
+"Well, then? And what of that?" I asked.
+
+She looked at me again with those timid eyes of hers. "You should be at
+your studies," said she.
+
+"I am," said I, and smiled. "I am studying a new subject."
+
+"Madonnino, it is not a subject whose study makes good priests," she
+announced, and puzzled me again by the foolish inconsequence of her words.
+
+Already, indeed, she began to disappoint me. Saving my mother--whom I did
+not presume to judge at all, and who seemed a being altogether apart from
+what little humanity I had known until then--I had found that foolishness
+was as natural to women as its bleat to a sheep or its cackle to a goose;
+and in this opinion I had been warmly confirmed by Fra Gervasio. Now here
+in Luisina I had imagined at first that I had discovered a phase of
+womanhood unsuspected and exceptional. She was driving me to conclude,
+however, that I had been mistaken, and that here was just a pretty husk
+containing a very trivial spirit, whose companionship must prove a dull
+affair when custom should have staled the first impression of her fresh
+young beauty.
+
+It is plain now that I did her an injustice, for there was about her words
+none of the inconsequence I imagined. The fault was in myself and in the
+profound ignorance of the ways of men and women which went hand in hand
+with my deep but ineffectual learning in the ways of saints.
+
+Our entertainment, however, was not destined to go further. For at the
+moment in which I puzzled over her words and sought to attach to them some
+intelligent meaning, there broke from behind us a scream that flung us
+apart, as startled as if we had been conscious indeed of guilt.
+
+We looked round to find that it had been uttered by my mother. Not ten
+yards away she stood, a tall black figure against the grey background of
+the lichened wall, with Giojoso in attendance and Rinolfo slinking behind
+his father, leering.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER V
+
+REBELLION
+
+
+The sight of my mother startled me more than I can say. It filled me with
+a positive dread of things indefinable. Never before had I seen her coldly
+placid countenance so strangely disordered, and her unwonted aspect it must
+have been that wrought so potently upon me.
+
+No longer was she the sorrowful spectre, white-faced, with downcast eyes
+and level, almost inanimate, tones. Her cheeks were flushed unnaturally,
+her lips were quivering, and angry fires were smouldering in her deep-set
+eyes.
+
+Swiftly she came down to us, seeming almost to glide over the ground. Not
+me she addressed, but poor Luisina; and her voice was hoarse with an awful
+anger.
+
+"Who are you, wench?" quoth she. "What make you here in Mondolfo?"
+
+Luisina had risen and stood swaying there, very white and with averted
+eyes, her hands clasping and unclasping. Her lips moved; but she was too
+terrified to answer. It was Giojoso who stepped forward to inform my
+mother of the girl's name and condition. And upon learning it her anger
+seemed to increase.
+
+"A kitchen-wench!" she cried. "0 horror!"
+
+And quite suddenly, as if by inspiration, scarce knowing what I said or
+that I spoke at all, I answered her out of the store of the theological
+learning with which she had had me stuffed.
+
+"We are all equals in the sight of God, madam mother."
+
+She flashed me a glance of anger, of pious anger than which none can be
+more terrible.
+
+"Blasphemer!" she denounced me. "What has God to do with this?"
+
+She waited for no answer, rightly judging, perhaps, that I had none to
+offer.
+
+"And as for that wanton," she commanded, turning fiercely to Giojoso, "let
+her be whipped hence and out of the town of Mondolfo. Set the grooms to
+it."
+
+But upon that command of hers I leapt of a sudden to my feet, a tightening
+about my heart, and beset by a certain breathlessness that turned me pale.
+
+Here again, it seemed, was to be repeated--though with methods a thousand
+times more barbarous and harsh--the wrong that was done years ago in the
+case of poor Gino Falcone. And the reason for it in this instance was not
+even dimly apparent to me. Falcone I had loved; indeed, in my eighteen
+years of life he was the only human being who had knocked for admission
+upon the portals of my heart. Him they had driven forth. And now, here
+was a child--the fairest creature of God's that until that hour I had
+beheld, whose companionship seemed to me a thing sweet and desirable, and
+whom I felt that I might love as I had loved Falcone. Her too they would
+drive forth, and with a brutality and cruelty that revolted me.
+
+Later I was to perceive the reasons better, and much food for reflection
+was I to derive from realizing that there are no spirits so vengeful, so
+fierce, so utterly intolerant, ungovernable, and feral as the spirits of
+the devout when they conceive themselves justified to anger.
+
+All the sweet teaching of Charity and brotherly love and patience is
+jettisoned, and by the most amazing paradox that Christianity has ever
+known, Catholic burns heretic, and heretic butchers Catholic, all for the
+love of Christ; and each glories devoutly in the deed, never heeding the
+blasphemy of his belief that thus he obeys the sweet and gentle mandates of
+the God Incarnate.
+
+Thus, then, my mother now, commanding that hideous deed with a mind at
+peace in pharisaic self-righteousness.
+
+But not again would I stand by as I had stood by in the case of Falcone,
+and let her cruel, pietistic will be done. I had grown since then, and I
+had ripened more than I was aware. It remained for this moment to reveal
+to me the extent. Besides, the subtle influence of sex--all unconscious of
+it as I was--stirred me now to prove my new-found manhood.
+
+"Stay!" I said to Giojoso, and in uttering the command I grew very cold and
+steady, and my breathing resumed the normal.
+
+He checked in the act of turning away to do my mother's hideous bidding.
+
+"You will give Madonna's order to the grooms, Ser Giojoso, as you have been
+bidden. But you will add from me that if there is one amongst them dares
+to obey it and to lay be it so much as a finger upon Luisina, him will I
+kill with these two hands."
+
+Never was consternation more profound than that which I flung amongst them
+by those words. Giojoso fell to trembling; behind him, Rinolfo, the cause
+of all this garboil, stared with round big eyes; whilst my mother, all
+a-quiver, clutched at her bosom and looked at me fearfully, but spoke no
+word.
+
+I smiled upon them, towering there, conscious and glad of my height for the
+first time in my life.
+
+"Well?" I demanded of Giojoso. "For what do you wait? About it, sir, and
+do as my mother has commanded you."
+
+He turned to her, all bent and grovelling, arms outstretched in ludicrous
+bewilderment, every line of him beseeching guidance along this path so
+suddenly grown thorny.
+
+Ma--madonna!" he stammered.
+
+She swallowed hard, and spoke at last.
+
+"Do you defy my will, Agostino?"
+
+"On the contrary, madam mother, I am enforcing it. Your will shall be
+done; your order shall be given. I insist upon it. But it shall lie with
+the discretion of the grooms whether they obey you. Am I to blame if they
+turn cowards?"
+
+0, I had found myself at last, and I was making a furious, joyous use of
+the discovery.
+
+"That...that were to make a mock of me and my authority," she protested.
+She was still rather helpless, rather breathless and confused, like one who
+has suddenly been hurled into cold water.
+
+"If you fear that, madam, perhaps you had better countermand your order."
+
+"Is the girl to remain in Mondolfo against my wishes? Are you so...so lost
+to shame?" A returning note of warmth in her accents warned me that she
+was collecting herself to deal with the situation.
+
+"Nay," said I, and I looked at Luisina, who stood there so pale and
+tearful. "I think that for her own sake, poor maid, it were better that
+she went, since you desire it. But she shall not be whipped hence like a
+stray dog."
+
+"Come, child," I said to her, as gently as I could. "Go pack, and quit
+this home of misery. And be easy. For if any man in Mondolfo attempts to
+hasten your going, he shall reckon with me."
+
+I laid a hand for an instant in kindliness and friendliness upon her
+shoulder. "Poor little Luisina," said I, sighing. But she shrank and
+trembled under my touch. "Pity me a little, for they will not permit me
+any friends, and who is friendless is indeed pitiful."
+
+And then, whether the phrase touched her, so that her simple little nature
+was roused and she shook off what self-control she had ever learnt, or
+whether she felt secure enough in my protection to dare proclaim her mind
+before them all, she caught my hand, and, stooping, kissed it.
+
+"0 Madonnino!" she faltered, and her tears showered upon that hand of mine.
+"God reward you your sweet thought for me. I shall pray for you,
+Madonnino."
+
+"Do, Luisina," said I. "I begin to think I need it."
+
+"Indeed, indeed!" said my mother very sombrely. And as she spoke, Luisina,
+as if her fears were reawakened, turned suddenly and went quickly along the
+terrace, past Rinolfo, who in that moment smiled viciously, and round the
+angle of the wall.
+
+"What...what are my orders, Madonna?" quoth the wretched seneschal,
+reminding her that all had not yet been resolved.
+
+She lowered her eyes to the ground, and folded her hands. She was by now
+quite composed again, her habitual sorrowful self.
+
+"Let be," she said. "Let the wench depart. So that she goes we may count
+ourselves fortunate."
+
+"Fortunate, I think, is she," said I. "Fortunate to return to the world
+beyond all this--the world of life and love that God made and that St.
+Francis praises. I do not think he would have praised Mondolfo, for I
+greatly doubt that God had a hand in making it as it is to-day. It is
+too...too arid."
+
+0, my mood was finely rebellious that May morning.
+
+"Are you mad, Agostino?" gasped my mother.
+
+"I think that I am growing sane," said I very sadly. She flashed me one of
+her rare glances, and I saw her lips tighten.
+
+"We must talk," she said. "That girl..." And then she checked. "Come
+with me," she bade me.
+
+But in that moment I remembered something, and I turned aside to look for
+my friend Rinolfo. He was moving stealthily away, following the road
+Luisina had taken. The conviction that he went to plague and jeer at her,
+to exult over her expulsion from Mondolfo, kindled my anger all anew.
+
+"Stay! You there! Rinolfo!" I called.
+
+He halted in his strides, and looked over his shoulder, impudently.
+
+I had never yet been paid by any the deference that was my due. Indeed, I
+think that among the grooms and serving-men at Mondolfo I must have been
+held in a certain measure of contempt, as one who would never come to more
+manhood than that of the cassock.
+
+"Come here," I bade him, and as he appeared to hesitate I had to repeat the
+order more peremptorily. At last he turned and came.
+
+"What now, Agostino?" cried my mother, setting a pale hand upon my sleeve
+
+But I was all intent upon that lout, who stood there before me shifting
+uneasily upon his feet, his air mutinous and sullen. Over his shoulder I
+had a glimpse of his father's yellow face, wide-eyed with alarm.
+
+"I think you smiled just now," said I.
+
+"Heh! By Bacchus!" said he impudently, as who would say: "How could I help
+smiling?"
+
+"Will you tell me why you smiled?" I asked him.
+
+"Heh! By Bacchus!" said he again, and shrugged to give his insolence a
+barb.
+
+"Will you answer me?" I roared, and under my display of anger he looked
+truculent, and thus exhausted the last remnant of my patience.
+
+"Agostino!" came my mothers voice in remonstrance, and such is the power of
+habit that for a moment it controlled me and subdued my violence.
+
+Nevertheless I went on, "You smiled to see your spite succeed. You smiled
+to see that poor child driven hence by your contriving; you smiled to see
+your broken snares avenged. And you were following after her no doubt to
+tell her all this and to smile again. This is all so, it is not?"
+
+"Heh! By Bacchus!" said he for the third time, and at that my patience
+gave out utterly. Ere any could stop me I had seized him by throat and
+belt and shaken him savagely.
+
+"Will you answer me like a fool?" I cried. "Must you be taught sense and a
+proper respect of me?"
+
+"Agostino! Agostino!" wailed my mother. "Help, Ser Giojoso! Do you not
+see that he is mad!"
+
+I do not believe that it was in my mind to do the fellow any grievous hurt.
+But he was so ill-advised in that moment as to attempt to defend himself.
+He rashly struck at one of the arms that held him, and by the act drove me
+into a fury ungovernable.
+
+"You dog!" I snarled at him from between clenched teeth. "Would you raise
+your hand to me? Am I your lord, or am I dirt of your own kind? Go learn
+submission." And I flung him almost headlong down the flight of steps.
+
+There were twelve of them and all of stone with edges still sharp enough
+though blunted here and there by time. The fool had never suspected in me
+the awful strength which until that hour I had never suspected in myself.
+Else, perhaps, there had been fewer insolent shrugs, fewer foolish answers,
+and, last of all, no attempt to defy me physically.
+
+He screamed as I flung him; my mother screamed; and Giojoso screamed.
+
+After that there was a panic-stricken silence whilst he went thudding and
+bumping to the bottom of the flight. I did not greatly care if I killed
+him. But he was fortunate enough to get no worse hurt than a broken leg,
+which should keep him out of mischief for a season and teach him respect
+for me for all time.
+
+His father scuttled down the steps to the assistance of that precious son,
+who lay moaning where he had fallen, the angle at which the half of one of
+his legs stood to the rest of it, plainly announcing the nature of his
+punishment.
+
+My mother swept me indoors, loading me with reproaches as we went. She
+dispatched some to help Giojoso, others she sent in urgent quest of Fra
+Gervasio, me she hurried along to her private dining-room. I went very
+obediently, and even a little fearfully now that my passion had fallen from
+me.
+
+There, in that cheerless room, which not even the splashes of sunlight
+falling from the high-placed windows upon the whitewashed wall could help
+to gladden, I stood a little sullenly what time she first upbraided me and
+then wept bitterly, sitting in her high-backed chair at the table's head.
+
+At last Gervasio came, anxious and flurried, for already he had heard some
+rumour of what had chanced. His keen eyes went from me to my mother and
+then back again to me.
+
+"What has happened?" he asked.
+
+"What has not happened?" wailed my mother. "Agostino is possessed."
+
+He knit his brows. "Possessed?" quoth he.
+
+"Ay, possessed--possessed of devils. He has been violent. He has broken
+poor Rinolfo's leg."
+
+"Ah!" said Gervasio, and turned to me frowning with full tutorial
+sternness. "And what have you to say, Agostino?"
+
+"Why, that I am sorry," answered I, rebellious once more. "I had hoped to
+break his dirty neck."
+
+"You hear him!" cried my mother. "It is the end of the world, Gervasio.
+The boy is possessed, I say."
+
+"What was the cause of your quarrel?" quoth the friar, his manner still
+more stern.
+
+"Quarrel?" quoth I, throwing back my head and snorting audibly. "I do not
+quarrel with Rinolfos. I chastise them when they are insolent or displease
+me. This one did both."
+
+He halted before me, erect and very stern--indeed almost threatening. And
+I began to grow afraid; for, after all, I had a kindness for Gervasio, and
+I would not willingly engage in a quarrel with him. Yet here I was
+determined to carry through this thing as I had begun it.
+
+It was my mother who saved the situation.
+
+"Alas!" she moaned, "there is wicked blood in him. He has the abominable
+pride that was the ruin and downfall of his father."
+
+Now that was not the way to make an ally of Fra Gervasio. It did the very
+opposite. It set him instantly on my side, in antagonism to the abuser of
+my father's memory, a memory which he, poor man, still secretly revered.
+
+The sternness fell away from him. He looked at her and sighed. Then, with
+bowed head, and hands clasped behind him, he moved away from me a little.
+
+"Do not let us judge rashly," he said. "Perhaps Agostino received some
+provocation. Let us hear..."
+
+"0, you shall hear," she promised tearfully, exultant to prove him wrong.
+"You shall hear a yet worse abomination that was the cause of it."
+
+And out she poured the story that Rinolfo and his father had run to tell
+her--of how I had shown the fellow violence in the first instance because
+he had surprised me with Luisina in my arms.
+
+The friar's face grew dark and grave as he listened. But ere she had quite
+done, unable longer to contain myself, I interrupted.
+
+"In that he lied like the muckworm that he is," I exclaimed. "And it
+increases my regrets that I did not break his neck as I intended."
+
+"He lied?" quoth she, her eyes wide open in amazement--not at the fact, but
+at the audacity of what she conceived my falsehood.
+
+"It is not impossible," said Fra Gervasio. "What is your story, Agostino?"
+
+I told it--how the child out of a very gentle and Christian pity had
+released the poor birds that were taken in Rinolfo's limed twigs, and how
+in a fury he had made to beat her, so that she had fled to me for shelter
+and protection; and how, thereupon, I had bidden him begone out of that
+garden, and never set foot in it again.
+
+"And now," I ended, "you know all the violence that I showed him, and the
+reason for it. If you say that I did wrong, I warn you that I shall not
+believe you."
+
+"Indeed..." began the friar with a faint smile of friendliness. But my
+mother interrupted him, betwixt sorrow and anger.
+
+"He lies, Gervasio. He lies shamelessly. 0, into what a morass of sin has
+he not fallen, and every moment he goes deeper! Have I not said that he is
+possessed? We shall need the exorcist."
+
+"We shall indeed, madam mother, to clear your mind of foolishness," I
+answered hotly, for it stung me to the soul to be branded thus a liar, to
+have my word discredited by that of a lout such as Rinolfo.
+
+She rose a sombre pillar of indignation. "Agostino, I am your mother," she
+reminded me.
+
+"Let us thank God that for that, at least, you cannot blame me," answered
+I, utterly reckless now.
+
+The answer crushed her back into her chair. She looked appealingly at Fra
+Gervasio, who stood glum and frowning. "Is he...is he perchance
+bewitched?" she asked the friar, quite seriously. "Do you think that any
+spells might have..."
+
+He interrupted her with a wave of the hand and an impatient snort
+
+"We are at cross purposes here," he said. "Agostino does not lie. For
+that I will answer."
+
+"But, Fra Gervasio, I tell you that I saw them--that I saw them with these
+two eyes--sitting together on the terrace steps, and he had his arm about
+her. Yet he denies it shamelessly to my face."
+
+"Said I ever a word of that?" I appealed me to the friar. "Why, that was
+after Rinolfo left us. My tale never got so far. It is quite true. I did
+sit beside her. The child was troubled. I comforted her. Where was the
+harm?"
+
+"The harm?" quoth he. "And you had your arm about her--and you to be a
+priest one day?"
+
+"And why not, pray?" quoth I. "Is this some new sin that you have
+discovered--or that you have kept hidden from me until now? To console the
+afflicted is an ordination of Mother Church; to love our fellowcreatures
+an ordination of our Blessed Lord Himself. I was performing both. Am I to
+be abused for that?"
+
+He looked at me very searchingly, seeking in my countenance--as I now
+know--some trace of irony or guile. Finding none, he turned to my mother.
+He was very solemn.
+
+"Madonna," he said quietly, "I think that Agostino is nearer to being a
+saint than either you or I will ever get."
+
+She looked at him, first in surprise, then very sadly. Slowly she shook
+her head. "Unhappily for him there is another arbiter of saintship, Who
+sees deeper than do you, Gervasio."
+
+He bowed his head. "Better not to look deep enough than to do as you seem
+in danger of doing, Madonna, and by looking too deep imagine things which
+do not exist."
+
+"Ah, you will defend him against reason even," she complained. "His anger
+exists. His thirst to kill--to stamp himself with the brand of Cain--
+exists. He confesses that himself. His insubordination to me you have
+seen for yourself; and that again is sin, for it is ordained that we shall
+honour our parents.
+
+"0!" she moaned. "My authority is all gone. He is beyond my control. He
+has shaken off the reins by which I sought to guide him."
+
+"You had done well to have taken my advice a year ago, Madonna. Even now
+it is not too late. Let him go to Pavia, to the Sapienza, to study his
+humanities."
+
+"Out into the world!" she cried in horror. "0, no, no! I have sheltered
+him here so carefully!"
+
+"Yet you cannot shelter him for ever," said he. "He must go out into the
+world some day."
+
+"He need not," she faltered. "If the call were strong enough within him, a
+convent..." She left her sentence unfinished, and looked at me.
+
+"Go, Agostino," she bade me. "Fra Gervasio and I must talk."
+
+I went reluctantly, since in the matter of their talk none could have had a
+greater interest than I, seeing that my fate stood in the balance of it.
+But I went, none the less, and her last words to me as I was departing were
+an injunction that I should spend the time until I should take up my
+studies for the day with Fra Gervasio in seeking forgiveness for the
+morning's sins and grace to do better in the future.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VI
+
+FRA GERVASIO
+
+
+I did not again see my mother that day, nor did she sup with us that
+evening. I was told by Fra Gervasio that on my account was she in retreat,
+praying for light and guidance in the thing that must be determined
+concerning me.
+
+I withdrew early to my little bedroom overlooking the gardens, a room that
+had more the air of a monastic cell than a bedchamber fitting the estate of
+the Lord of Mondolfo. The walls were whitewashed, and besides the crucifix
+that hung over my bed, their only decoration was a crude painting of St.
+Augustine disputing with the little boy on the seashore.
+
+For bed I had a plain hard pallet, and the room contained, in addition, a
+wooden chair, a stool upon which was set a steel basin with its ewer for my
+ablutions, and a cupboard for the few sombre black garments I possessed--
+for the amiable vanity of raiment usual in young men of my years had never
+yet assailed me; I had none to emulate in that respect.
+
+I got me to bed, blew out my taper, and composed myself to sleep. But
+sleep was playing truant from me. Long I lay there surveying the events of
+that day--the day in which I had embarked upon the discovery of myself; the
+most stirring day that I had yet lived; the day in which, although I
+scarcely realized it, if at all, I had at once tasted love and battle, the
+strongest meats that are in the dish of life.
+
+For some hours, I think, had I lain there, reflecting and putting together
+pieces of the riddle of existence, when my door was softly opened, and I
+started up in bed to behold Fra Gervasio bearing a taper which he sheltered
+with one hand, so that the light of it was thrown upwards into his pale,
+gaunt face.
+
+Seeing me astir he came forward and closed the door.
+
+"What is it?" I asked.
+
+"Sh!" he admonished me, a finger to his lips. He advanced to my side, set
+down the taper on the chair, and seated himself upon the edge of my bed.
+
+"Lie down again, my son," he bade me. "I have something to say to you."
+
+He paused a moment, whilst I settled down again and drew the coverlet to my
+chin not without a certain premonition of important things to come.
+
+"Madonna has decided," he informed me then. "She fears that having once
+resisted her authority, you are now utterly beyond her control; and that to
+keep you here would be bad for yourself and for her. Therefore she has
+resolved that to-morrow you leave Mondolfo."
+
+A faint excitement began to stir in me. To leave Mondolfo--to go out into
+that world of which I had read so much; to mingle with my fellow-man, with
+youths of my own age, perhaps with maidens like Luisina, to see cities and
+the ways of cities; here indeed was matter for excitement. Yet it was an
+excitement not altogether pleasurable; for with my very natural curiosity,
+and with my eagerness to have it gratified, were blended certain fears
+imbibed from the only quality of reading that had been mine.
+
+The world was an evil place in which temptations seethed, and through which
+it was difficult to come unscathed. Therefore, I feared the world and the
+adventuring beyond the shelter of the walls of the castle of Mondolfo; and
+yet I desired to judge for myself the evil of which I read, the evil which
+in moments of doubt I even permitted myself to question.
+
+My reasoning followed the syllogism that God being good and God having
+created the world, it was not possible that the creation should be evil.
+It was well enough to say that the devil was loose in it. But that was not
+to say that the devil had created it; and it would be necessary to prove
+this ere it could be established that it was evil in itself--as many
+theologians appeared to seek to show--and a place to be avoided.
+
+Such was the question that very frequently arose in my mind, ultimately to
+be dismissed as a lure of Satan's to imperil my poor soul. It battled for
+existence now amid my fears; and it gained some little ascendancy.
+
+"And whither am I to go?" I asked. "To Pavia, or to the University of
+Bologna?"
+
+"Had my advice been heeded," said he, "one or the other would have been
+your goal. But your mother took counsel with Messer Arcolano."
+
+He shrugged, and there was contempt in the lines of his mouth. He
+distrusted Arcolano, the regular cleric who was my mother's confessor and
+spiritual adviser, exerting over her a very considerable influence. She,
+herself, had admitted that it was this Arcolano who had induced her to that
+horrid traffic in my father's life and liberty which she was mercifully
+spared from putting into effect.
+
+"Messer Arcolano," he resumed after a pause, "has a good friend in
+Piacenza, a pedagogue, a doctor of civil and canon law, a man who, he says,
+is very learned and very pious, named Astorre Fifanti. I have heard of
+this Fifanti, and I do not at all agree with Messer Arcolano. I have said
+so. But your mother..." He broke off. "It is decided that you go to him
+at once, to take up your study of the humanities under his tutelage, and
+that you abide with him until you are of an age for ordination, which your
+mother hopes will be very soon. Indeed, it is her wish that you should
+enter the subdeaconate in the autumn, and your novitiate next year, to fit
+you for the habit of St. Augustine."
+
+He fell silent, adding no comment of any sort, as if he waited to hear what
+of my own accord I might have to urge. But my mind was incapable of
+travelling beyond the fact that I was to go out into the world to-morrow.
+
+The circumstance that I should become a monk was no departure from the idea
+to which I had been trained, although explicitly no more than my mere
+priesthood had been spoken of. So I lay there without thinking of any
+words in which to answer him.
+
+Gervasio considered me steadily, and sighed a little. "Agostino," he said
+presently, "you are upon the eve of taking a great step, a step whose
+import you may never fully have considered. I have been your tutor, and
+your rearing has been my charge. That charge I have faithfully carried out
+as was ordained me, but not as I would have carried it out had I been free
+to follow my heart and my conscience in the matter.
+
+"The idea of your ultimate priesthood has been so fostered in your mind
+that you may well have come to believe that to be a priest is your own
+inherent desire. I would have you consider it well now that the time
+approaches for a step which is irrevocable."
+
+His words and his manner startled me alike.
+
+"How?" I cried. "Do you say that it might be better if I did not seek
+ordination? What better can the world offer than the priesthood? Have you
+not, yourself, taught me that it is man's noblest calling?"
+
+"To be a good priest, fulfilling all the teachings of the Master, becoming
+in your turn His mouthpiece, living a life of self-abnegation, of self-
+sacrifice and purity," he answered slowly, "that is the noblest thing a man
+can be. But to be a bad priest--there are other ways of being damned less
+hurtful to the Church."
+
+"To be a bad priest?" quoth I. "Is it possible to be a bad priest?"
+
+"It is not only possible, my son, but in these days it is very frequent.
+Many men, Agostino, enter the Church out of motives of self-seeking.
+Through such as these Rome has come to be spoken of as the Necropolis of
+the Living. Others, Agostino--and these are men most worthy of pity--enter
+the Church because they are driven to it in youth by ill-advised parents.
+I would not have you one of these, my son."
+
+I stared at him, my amazement ever growing. "Do you...do you think I am in
+danger of it?" I asked.
+
+"That is a question you must answer for yourself. No man can know what is
+in another's heart. I have trained you as I was bidden train you. I have
+seen you devout, increasing in piety, and yet..." He paused, and looked at
+me again. "It may be that this is no more than the fruit of your training;
+it may be that your piety and devotion are purely intellectual. It is very
+often so. Men know the precepts of religion as a lawyer knows the law. It
+no more follows out of that that they are religious--though they conceive
+that it does--than it follows that a lawyer is law-abiding. It is in the
+acts of their lives that we must seek their real natures, and no single act
+of your life, Agostino, has yet given sign that the call is in your heart.
+
+"To-day, for instance, at what is almost your first contact with the world,
+you indulge your human feelings to commit a violence; that you did not kill
+is as much an accident as that you broke Rinolfo's leg. I do not say that
+you did a very sinful thing. In a worldly youth of your years the
+provocation you received would have more than justified your action. But
+not in one who aims at a life of humility and self-forgetfulness such as
+the priesthood imposes."
+
+"And yet," said I, "I heard you tell my mother below stairs that I was
+nearer sainthood than either of you."
+
+He smiled sadly, and shook his head. "They were rash words, Agostino. I
+mistook ignorance for purity--a common error. I have pondered it since,
+and my reflection brings me to utter what in this household amounts to
+treason."
+
+"I do not understand," I confessed.
+
+"My duty to your mother I have discharged more faithfully perhaps than I
+had the right to do. My duty to my God I am discharging now, although to
+you I may rather appear as an advocatus diaboli. This duty is to warn you;
+to bid you consider well the step you are to take.
+
+"Listen, Agostino. I am speaking to you out of the bitter experience of a
+very cruel life. I would not have you tread the path I have trodden. It
+seldom leads to happiness in this world or the next; it seldom leads
+anywhere but straight to Hell."
+
+He paused, and I looked into his haggard face in utter stupefaction to hear
+such words from the lips of one whom I had ever looked upon as goodness
+incarnate.
+
+"Had I not known that some day I must speak to you as I am speaking now, I
+had long since abandoned a task which I did not consider good. But I
+feared to leave you. I feared that if I were removed my place might be
+taken by some time-server who to earn a livelihood would tutor you as your
+mother would have you tutored, and thrust you forth without warning upon
+the life to which you have been vowed.
+
+"Once, years ago, I was on the point of resisting your mother." He passed
+a hand wearily across his brow. "It was on the night that Gino Falcone
+left us, driven forth by her because she accounted it her duty. Do you
+remember, Agostino?"
+
+"0, I remember!" I answered.
+
+"That night," he pursued, "I was angered--righteously angered to see so
+wicked and unchristian an act performed in blasphemous self-righteousness.
+I was on the point of denouncing the deed as it deserved, of denouncing
+your mother for it to her face. And then I remembered you. I remembered
+the love I had borne your father, and my duty to him, to see that no such
+wrong was done you in the end as that which I feared. I reflected that if
+I spoke the words that were burning my tongue for utterance, I should go as
+Gino Falcone had gone.
+
+"Not that the going mattered. I could better save my soul elsewhere than
+here in this atmosphere of Christianity misunderstood; and there are always
+convents of my order to afford me shelter. But your being abandoned
+mattered; and I felt that if I went, abandoned you would be to the
+influences that drove and moulded you without consideration for your nature
+and your inborn inclinations. Therefore I remained, and left Falcone's
+cause unchampioned. Later I was to learn that he had found a friend, and
+that he was...that he was being cared for."
+
+"By whom?" quoth I, more interested perhaps in this than in anything that
+he had yet said.
+
+"By one who was your father's friend," he said, after a moment's
+hesitation, "a soldier of fortune by name of Galeotto--a leader of free
+lances who goes by the name of Il Gran Galeotto. But let that be. I want
+to tell you of myself, that you may judge with what authority I speak.
+
+"I was destined, Agostino, for a soldier's life in the following of my
+valiant foster-brother, your father. Had I preserved the strength of my
+early youth, undoubtedly a soldier's harness would be strapped here to-day
+in the place of this scapulary. But it happened that an illness left me
+sickly and ailing, and unfitted me utterly for such a life. Similarly it
+unfitted me for the labour of the fields, so that I threatened to become a
+useless burden upon my parents, who were peasant-folk. To avoid this they
+determined to make a monk of me; they offered me to God because they found
+me unfitted for the service of man; and, poor, simple, self-deluded folk,
+they accounted that in doing so they did a good and pious thing.
+
+I showed aptitude in learning; I became interested in the things I studied;
+I was absorbed by them in fact, and never gave a thought to the future; I
+submitted without question to the wishes of my parents, and before I
+awakened to a sense of what was done and what I was, myself, I was in
+orders."
+
+He sank his voice impressively as he concluded--"For ten years thereafter,
+Agostino, I wore a hair-shirt day and night, and for girdle a knotted
+length of whip-cord in which were embedded thorns that stung and chafed me
+and tore my body. For ten years, then, I never knew bodily ease or proper
+rest at night. Only thus could I bring into subjection my rebellious
+flesh, and save myself from the way of ordinary men which to me must have
+been a path of sacrilege and sin. I was devout. Had I not been devout and
+strong in my devotion I could never have endured what I was forced to
+endure as the alternative to damnation, because without consideration for
+my nature I had been ordained a priest.
+
+"Consider this, Agostino; consider it well. I would not have you go that
+way, nor feel the need to drive yourself from temptation by such a spur.
+Because I know--I say it in all humility, Agostino, I hope, and thanking
+God for the exceptional grace He vouchsafed me to support me--that for one
+priest without vocation who can quench temptation by such agonizing means,
+a hundred perish, which is bad; and by the scandal of their example they
+drive many from the Church and set a weapon in the hands of her enemies,
+which is a still heavier reckoning to meet hereafter."
+
+A spell of silence followed. I was strangely moved by his tale, strangely
+impressed by the warning that I perceived in it. And yet my confidence, I
+think, was all unshaken.
+
+And when presently he rose, took up his taper, and stood by my bedside to
+ask me once again did I believe myself to be called, I showed my confidence
+in my answer.
+
+"It is my hope and prayer that I am called, indeed," I said. "The life
+that will best prepare me for the world to come is the life I would
+follow."
+
+He looked at me long and sadly. "You must do as your heart bids you," he
+sighed. "And when you have seen the world, your heart will have learnt to
+speak to you more plainly." And upon that he left me.
+
+Next day I set out.
+
+My leave-takings were brief. My mother shed some tears and many prayers
+over me at parting. Not that she was moved to any grief at losing me.
+That were a grief I should respect and the memory of which I should
+treasure as a sacred thing. Her tears were tears of dread lest, surrounded
+by perils in the world, I should succumb and thus falsify her vows
+
+She, herself, confessed it in the valedictory words she addressed to me.
+Words that left the conviction clear upon my mind that the fulfilment of
+her vow was the only thing concerning me that mattered. To the price that
+later might be paid for it I cannot think that she ever gave a single
+thought.
+
+Tears there were too in the eyes of Fra Gervasio. My mother had suffered
+me to do no more than kiss her hand--as was my custom. But the friar took
+me to his bosom, and held me tight a moment in his long arms.
+
+"Remember!" he murmured huskily and impressively. And then, putting me
+from him, God help and guide you, my son," were his last words.
+
+I went down the steps into the courtyard where most of the servants were
+gathered to see their lord's departure, whilst Messer Arcolano, who was to
+go with me, paused to assure my mother of the care that he would have of
+me, and to receive her final commands concerning me.
+
+Four men, mounted and armed, stood waiting to escort us, and with them were
+three mules, one for Arcolano, one for myself, and the third already laden
+with my baggage.
+
+A servant held my stirrup, and I swung myself up into the saddle, with
+which I was but indifferently acquainted. Then Arcolano mounted too,
+puffing over the effort, for he was a corpulent, rubicund man with the
+fattest hands I have ever seen.
+
+I touched my mule with the whip, and the beast began to move. Arcolano
+ambled beside me; and behind us, abreast, came the men-at-arms. Thus we
+rode down towards the gateway, and as we went the servants murmured their
+valedictory words.
+
+"A safe journey, Madonnino!"
+
+"A good return, Madonnino!"
+
+I smiled back at them, and in the eyes of more than one I detected a look
+of commiseration.
+
+Once I turned, when the end of the quadrangle was reached, and I waved my
+cap to my mother and Fra Gervasio, who stood upon the steps where I had
+left them. The friar responded by waving back to me. But my mother made
+no sign. Likely enough her eyes were upon the ground again already
+
+Her unresponsiveness almost angered me. I felt that a man had the right to
+some slight display of tenderness from the woman who had borne him. Her
+frigidity wounded me. It wounded me the more in comparison with the
+affectionate clasp of old Gervasio's arms. With a knot in my throat I
+passed from the sunlight of the courtyard into the gloom of the gateway,
+and out again beyond, upon the drawbridge. Our hooves thudded briskly upon
+the timbers, and then with a sharper note upon the cobbles beyond.
+
+I was outside the walls of the castle for the first time. Before me the
+long, rudely paved street of the borgo sloped away to the market-place of
+the town of Mondolfo. Beyond that lay the world, itself--all at my feet,
+as I imagined.
+
+The knot in my throat was dissolved. My pulses quickened with
+anticipation. I dug my heels into the mule's belly and pushed on, the
+portly cleric at my side.
+
+And thus I left my home and the gloomy, sorrowful influence of my most
+dolorous mother.
+
+
+
+
+
+
+BOOK II
+
+GIULIANA
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER I
+
+THE HOUSE OF ASTORRE FIFANTI
+
+
+Let me not follow in too close detail the incidents of that journey lest I
+be in danger of becoming tedious. In themselves they contained laughable
+matter enough, but in the mere relation they may seem dull.
+
+Down the borgo, ahead of us, ran the rumour that here was the Madonnino of
+Mondolfo, and the excitement that the announcement caused was something at
+which I did not know whether to be flattered or offended.
+
+The houses gave up their inhabitants, and all stood at gaze as we passed,
+to behold for the first time this lord of theirs of whom they had heard
+Heaven knows what stories--for where there are elements of mystery human
+invention can be very active.
+
+At first so many eyes confused me; so that I kept my own steadily upon the
+glossy neck of my mule. Very soon, however, growing accustomed to being
+stared at, I lost some of my shyness, and now it was that I became a
+trouble to Messer Arcolano. For as I looked about me there were a hundred
+things to hold my attention and to call for inquiry and nearer inspection.
+
+We had come by this into the market-place, and it chanced that it was a
+market-day and that the square was thronged with peasants from the Val di
+Taro who had come to sell their produce and to buy their necessaries.
+
+I was for halting at each booth and inspecting the wares, and each time
+that I made as if to do so, the obsequious peasantry fell away before me,
+making way invitingly. But Messer Arcolano urged me along, saying that we
+had far to go, and that in Piacenza there were better shops and that I
+should have more time to view them.
+
+Then it was the fountain with its surmounting statues that caught my eye--
+Durfreno's arresting, vigorous group of the Laocoon--and I must draw rein
+and cry out in my amazement at so wonderful a piece of work, plaguing
+Arcolano with a score of questions concerning the identity of the main
+figure and how he came beset by so monstrous a reptile, and whether he had
+succeeded in the end in his attempt to strangle it.
+
+Arcolano, out of patience by now, answered me shortly that the reptile was
+the sculptor's pious symbolization of sin, which St. Hercules was
+overcoming.
+
+I am by no means sure that such was not indeed his own conception of the
+matter, and that there did not exist in his mind some confusion as to
+whether the pagan demigod had a place in the Calendar or not. For he was
+an uncultured, plebeian fellow, and what my mother should have found in him
+to induce her to prefer him for her confessor and spiritual counsellor to
+the learned Fra Gervasio is one more of the many mysteries which an attempt
+to understand her must ever present to me.
+
+Then there were the young peasant girls who thronged about and stood in
+groups, blushing furiously under my glance, which Arcolano vainly bade me
+lower. A score of times did it seem to me that one of these brown-legged,
+lithe, comely creatures was my little Luisina; and more than once I was on
+the point of addressing one or another, to discover my mistake and be
+admonished for my astounding frivolousness by Messer Arcolano.
+
+And when once or twice I returned the friendly laughter of these girls,
+whilst the grinning serving-men behind me would nudge one another and wink
+to see me--as they thought--so very far off the road to priesthood to which
+I was vowed, hot anathema poured from the fat cleric's lips, and he urged
+me roughly to go faster.
+
+His tortures ended at last when we came into the open country. We rode in
+silence for a mile or two, I being full of thought of all that I had seen,
+and infected a little by the fever of life through which I had just passed.
+At last, I remember that I turned to Arcolano, who was riding with the ears
+of his mule in line with my saddle-bow, and asked him to point out to me
+where my dominions ended.
+
+The meek question provoked an astonishingly churlish answer. I was shortly
+bidden to give my mind to other than worldly things; and with that he began
+a homily, which lasted for many a weary mile, upon the vanities of the
+world and the glories of Paradise--a homily of the very tritest, upon
+subjects whereupon I, myself, could have dilated to better purpose than
+could His Ignorance.
+
+The distance from Mondolfo to Piacenza is a good eight leagues, and though
+we had set out very early, it was past noon before we caught our first
+glimpse of the city by the Po, lying low as it does in the vast Aemilian
+plain, and Arcolano set himself to name to me this church and that whose
+spires stood out against the cobalt background of the sky.
+
+An hour or so after our first glimpse of the city, our weary beasts brought
+us up to the Gate of San Lazzaro. But we did not enter, as I had hoped.
+Messer Arcolano had had enough of me and my questions at Mondolfo, and he
+was not minded to expose himself to worse behaviour on my part in the more
+interesting thoroughfares of this great city.
+
+So we passed it by, and rode under the very walls by way of an avenue of
+flowering chestnuts, round to the northern side, until we emerged suddenly
+upon the sands of Po, and I had my first view at close quarters of that
+mighty river flowing gently about the islands, all thick with willows, that
+seemed to float upon its gleaming waters.
+
+Fishermen were at work in a boat out in mid-stream, heaving their nets to
+the sound of the oddest cantilena, and I was all for pausing there to watch
+their operations. But Arcolano urged me onward with that impatience of his
+which took no account of my very natural curiosity. Presently I drew rein
+again with exclamations of delight and surprise to see the wonderful bridge
+of boats that spanned the river a little higher up.
+
+But we had reached our destination. Arcolano called a halt at the gates of
+a villa that stood a little way back from the road on slightly rising
+ground near the Fodesta Gate. He bade one of the grooms get down and open,
+and presently we ambled up a short avenue between tall banks of laurel, to
+the steps of the villa itself.
+
+It was a house of fair proportions, though to me at the time, accustomed to
+the vast spaces of Mondolfo, it seemed the merest hut. It was painted
+white, and it had green Venetian shutters which gave it a cool and pleasant
+air; and through one of the open windows floated a sound of merry voices,
+in which a woman's laugh was predominant.
+
+The double doors stood open and through these there emerged a moment after
+our halting a tall, thin man whose restless eyes surveyed us swiftly, whose
+thin-lipped mouth smiled a greeting to Messer Arcolano in the pause he made
+before hurrying down the steps with a slip-slop of ill-fitting shoes.
+
+This was Messer Astorre Fifanti, the pedant under whom I was to study, and
+with whom I was to take up my residence for some months to come.
+
+Seeing in him one who was to be set in authority over me, I surveyed him
+with the profoundest interest, and from that instant I disliked him.
+
+He was, as I have said, a tall, thin man; and he had long hands that were
+very big and bony in the knuckles. Indeed they looked like monstrous
+skeleton hands with a glove of skin stretched over them. He was quite
+bald, save for a curly grizzled fringe that surrounded the back of his
+head, on a level with his enormous ears, and his forehead ran up to the
+summit of his egg-shaped head. His nose was pendulous and his eyes were
+closely set, with too crafty a look for honesty. He wore no beard, and his
+leathery cheeks were blue from the razor. His age may have been fifty; his
+air was mean and sycophantic. Finally he was dressed in a black gaberdine
+that descended to his knees, and he ended in a pair of the leanest shanks
+and largest feet conceivable.
+
+To greet us he fawned and washed his bony hands in the air.
+
+"You have made a safe journey, then," he purred. "Benedicamus Dominum!"
+
+"Deo gratias!" rumbled the fat priest, as he heaved his rotundity from the
+saddle with the assistance of one of the grooms.
+
+They shook hands, and Fifanti turned to survey me for the second time.
+
+"And this is my noble charge!" said he. "Salve! Be welcome to my house,
+Messer Agostino."
+
+I got to earth, accepted his proffered hand, and thanked him.
+
+Meanwhile the grooms were unpacking my baggage, and from the house came
+hurrying an elderly servant to receive it and convey it within doors.
+
+I stood there a little awkwardly, shifting from leg to leg, what time
+Doctor Fifanti pressed Arcolano to come within and rest; he spoke, too, of
+some Vesuvian wine that had been sent him from the South and upon which he
+desired the priest's rare judgment.
+
+Arcolano hesitated, and his gluttonous mouth quivered and twitched. But he
+excused himself in the end. He must on. He had business to discharge in
+the town, and he must return at once and render an account of our safe
+journey to the Countess at Mondolfo. If he tarried now it would grow late
+ere he reached Mondolfo, and late travelling pleased him not at all. As it
+was his bones would be weary and his flesh tender from so much riding; but
+he would offer it up to Heaven for his sins.
+
+And when the too-amiable Fifanti had protested how little there could be
+the need in the case of one so saintly as Messer Arcolano, the priest made
+his farewells. He gave me his blessing and enjoined upon me obedience to
+one who stood to me in loco parentis, heaved himself back on to his mule,
+and departed with the grooms at his heels.
+
+Then Doctor Fifanti set a bony hand upon my shoulder, and opined that after
+my journey I must be in need of refreshment; and with that he led me within
+doors, assuring me that in his house the needs of the body were as closely
+cared for as the needs of the mind.
+
+"For an empty belly," he ended with his odious, sycophantic geniality,
+"makes an empty heart and an empty head."
+
+We passed through a hall that was prettily paved in mosaics, into a chamber
+of good proportions, which seemed gay to me after the gloom by which I had
+been surrounded.
+
+The ceiling was painted blue and flecked with golden stars, whilst the
+walls were hung with deep blue tapestries on which was figured in grey and
+brownish red a scene which, I was subsequently to learn, represented the
+metamorphosis of Actaeon. At the moment I did not look too closely. The
+figures of Diana in her bath with her plump attendant nymphs caused me
+quickly to withdraw my bashful eyes.
+
+A good-sized table stood in the middle of the floor, bearing, upon a broad
+strip of embroidered white napery, sparkling crystal and silver, vessels of
+wine and platters of early fruits. About it sat a very noble company of
+some half-dozen men and two very resplendent women. One of these was
+slight and little, very dark and vivacious with eyes full of a malicious
+humour. The other, of very noble proportions, of a fine, willowy height,
+with coiled ropes of hair of a colour such as I had never dreamed could be
+found upon human being. It was ruddy and glowed like metal. Her face and
+neck--and of the latter there was a very considerable display--were of the
+warm pale tint of old ivory. She had large, low-lidded eyes, which lent
+her face a languid air. Her brow was low and broad, and her lips of a most
+startling red against the pallor of the rest.
+
+She rose instantly upon my entrance, and came towards me with a slow smile,
+holding out her hand, and murmuring words of most courteous welcome.
+
+"This, Ser Agostino," said Fifanti, "is my wife."
+
+Had he announced her to be his daughter it would have been more credible on
+the score of their respective years, though equally incredible on the score
+of their respective personalities.
+
+I gaped foolishly in my amazement, a little dazzled, too, by the effulgence
+of her eyes, which were now raised to the level of my own. I lowered my
+glance abashed, and answered her as courteously as I could. Then she led
+me to the table, and presented me to the company, naming each to me.
+
+The first was a slim and very dainty young gentleman in a scarlet walking-
+suit, over which he wore a long scarlet mantle. A gold cross was suspended
+from his neck by a massive chain of gold. He was delicately featured, with
+a little pointed beard, tiny mustachios, and long, fair hair that fell in
+waves about his effeminate face. He had the whitest of hands, very
+delicately veined in blue, and it was--as I soon observed--his habit to
+carry them raised, so that the blood might not flow into them to coarsen
+their beauty. Attached to his left wrist by a fine chain was a gold
+pomander-ball of the size of a small apple, very beautifully chiselled.
+Upon one of his fingers he wore the enormous sapphire ring of his rank.
+
+That he was a prince of the Church I saw for myself; but I was far from
+being prepared for the revelation of his true eminence--never dreaming that
+a man of the humble position of Doctor Fifanti would entertain a guest so
+exalted.
+
+He was no less a person than the Lord Egidio Oberto Gambara, Cardinal of
+Brescia, Governor of Piacenza and Papal Legate to Cisalpine Gaul.
+
+The revelation of the identity of this elegant, effeminate, perfumed
+personage was a shock to me; for it was not thus by much that I had
+pictured the representative of our Holy Father the Pope.
+
+He smiled upon me amiably and something wearily, the satiate smile of the
+man of the world, and he languidly held out to me the hand bearing his
+ring. I knelt to kiss it, overawed by his ecclesiastical rank, however
+little awed by the man within it.
+
+As I rose again he looked up at me considering my inches.
+
+"Why," said he, "here is a fine soldier lost to glory." And as he spoke,
+he half turned to a young man who sat beside him, a man at whom I was eager
+to take a fuller look, for his face was most strangely familiar to me.
+
+He was tall and graceful, very beautifully dressed in purple and gold, and
+his blue-black hair was held in a net or coif of finest gold thread. His
+garments clung as tightly and smoothly as if he had been kneaded into
+them--as, indeed, he had. But it was his face that held my eyes. It was a
+sun-tanned, shaven hawk-face with black level brows, black eyes, and a
+strong jaw, handsome save for something displeasing in the lines of the
+mouth, something sardonic, proud, and contemptuous.
+
+The Cardinal addressed him. "You breed fine fellows in your family,
+Cosimo," were the words with which he startled me, and then I knew where I
+had seen that face before. In my mirror.
+
+He was as like me--save that he was blacker and not so ta1l--as if he had
+been own brother to me instead of merely cousin as I knew at once he was.
+For he must be that guelphic Anguissola renegade who served the Pope and
+was high in favour with Farnese, and Captain of Justice in Piacenza. In
+age he may have been some seven or eight years older than myself.
+
+I stared at him now with interest, and I found attractions in him, the
+chief of which was his likeness to my father. So must my father have
+looked when he was this fellow's age. He returned my glance with a smile
+that did not improve his countenance, so contemptuously languid was it, so
+very supercilious.
+
+"You may stare, cousin," said he, "for I think I do you the honour to be
+something like you."
+
+"You will find him," lisped the Cardinal to me, "the most self-complacent
+dog in Italy. When he sees in you a likeness to himself he flatters
+himself grossly, which, as you know him better, you will discover to be his
+inveterate habit. He is his own most assiduous courtier." And my Lord
+Gambara sank back into his chair, languishing, the pomander to his
+nostrils.
+
+All laughed, and Messer Cosimo with them, still considering me.
+
+But Messer Fifanti's wife had yet to make me known to three others who sat
+there, beside the little sloe-eyed lady. This last was a cousin of her
+own--Donna Leocadia degli Allogati, whom I saw now for the first and last
+time.
+
+The three remaining men of the company are of little interest save one,
+whose name was to be well known--nay, was well known already, though not to
+one who had lived in such seclusion as mine.
+
+This was that fine poet Annibale Caro, whom I have heard judged to be all
+but the equal of the great Petrarca himself. A man who had less the air of
+a poet it would not be easy to conceive. He was of middle height and of a
+habit of body inclining to portliness, and his age may have been forty.
+His face was bearded, ruddy, and small-featured, and there was about him an
+air of smug prosperity; he was dressed with care, but he had none of the
+splendour of the Cardinal or my cousin. Let me add that he was secretary
+to the Duke Pier Luigi Farnese, and that he was here in Piacenza on a
+mission to the Governor in which his master's interests were concerned.
+
+The other two who completed that company are of no account, and indeed
+their names escape me, though I seem to remember that one was named Pacini
+and that he was said to be a philosopher of considerable parts.
+
+Bidden to table by Messer Fifanti, I took the chair he offered me beside
+his lady, and presently came the old servant whom already I had seen,
+bearing meat for me. I was hungry, and I fell to with zest, what time a
+pleasant ripple of talk ran round the board. Facing me sat my cousin, and
+I never observed until my hunger was become less clamorous with what an
+insistence he regarded me. At last, however, our eyes met across the
+board. He smiled that crooked, somewhat unpleasant smile of his.
+
+"And so, Ser Agostino, they are to make a priest of you?" said he.
+
+"God pleasing," I answered soberly, and perhaps shortly.
+
+"And if his brains at all resemble his body," lisped the Cardinal-legate,
+"you may live to see an Anguissola Pope, my Cosimo."
+
+My stare must have betrayed my amazement at such words. "Not so,
+magnificent," I made answer. "I am destined for the life monastic."
+
+"Monastic!" quoth he, in a sort of horror, and looking as if a bad smell
+had suddenly been thrust under his nose. He shrugged and pouted and had
+fresh recourse to his pomander. "0, well! Friars have become popes before
+to-day."
+
+"I am to enter the hermit order of St. Augustine," I again corrected.
+
+"Ah!" said Caro, in his big, full voice. "He aspires not to Rome but to
+Heaven, my lord."
+
+"Then what the devil does he in your house, Fifanti?" quoth the Cardinal.
+"Are you to teach him sanctity?"
+
+And the table shook with laughter at a jest I did not understand any more
+than I understood my Lord Cardinal.
+
+Messer Fifanti, sitting at the table-head, shot me a glance of anxious
+inquiry; he smiled foolishly, and washed his hands in the air again, his
+mind fumbling for an answer that should turn aside that barbed jest. But
+he was forestalled by my cousin Cosimo.
+
+"The teaching might come more aptly from Monna Giuliana," said he, and
+smiled very boldly across at Fifanti's lady who sat beside me, whilst a
+frown grew upon the prodigious brow of the pedant.
+
+"Indeed, indeed," the Cardinal murmured, considering her through half-
+closed eyes, "there is no man but may enter Paradise at her bidding." And
+he sighed furiously, whilst she chid him for his boldness; and for all that
+much of what they said was in a language that might have been unknown to
+me, yet was I lost in amazement to see a prelate made so free with. She
+turned to me, and the glory of her eyes fell about my soul like an
+effulgence.
+
+"Do not heed them, Ser Agostino. They are profane and wicked men," she
+said, "and if you aspire to holiness, the less you see of them the better
+will it be for you."
+
+I did not doubt it, yet I dared not make so bold as to confess it, and I
+wondered why they should laugh to hear her earnest censure of them.
+
+"It is a thorny path, this path of holiness," said the Cardinal sighing.
+
+"Your excellency has been told so, we assume," quoth Caro, who had a very
+bitter tongue for one who looked so well-nourished and contented.
+
+"I might have found it so for myself but that my lot has been cast among
+sinners," answered the Cardinal, comprehending the company in his glance
+and gesture. "As it is, I do what I can to mend their lot."
+
+"Now here is gallantry of a different sort!" cried the little Leocadia with
+a giggle.
+
+"0, as to that," quoth Cosimo, showing his fine teeth in a smile, "there is
+a proverb as to the gallantry of priests. It is like the love of women,
+which again is like water in a basket--as soon in as out." And his eyes
+hung upon Giuliana.
+
+"When you are the basket, sir captain, shall anyone blame the women?" she
+countered with her lazy insolence.
+
+"Body of God!" cried the Cardinal, and laughed wholeheartedly, whilst my
+cousin scowled. "There you have the truth, Cosimo, and the truth is better
+than proverbs."
+
+"It is unlucky to speak of the dead at table," put in Caro.
+
+"And who spoke of the dead, Messer Annibale?" quoth Leocadia.
+
+"Did not my Lord Cardinal mention Truth?" answered the brutal poet.
+
+You are a derider--a gross sinner," said the Cardinal languidly. "Stick to
+your verses, man, and leave Truth alone."
+
+"Agreed--if your excellency will stick to Truth and quit writing verses. I
+offer the compact in the interest of humanity, which will be the gainer."
+
+The company shook with laughter at this direct and offensive hit. But my
+Lord Gambara seemed nowise incensed. Indeed, I was beginning to conclude
+that the man had a sweetness and tolerance of nature that bordered on the
+saintly.
+
+He sipped his wine thoughtfully, and held it up to the light so that the
+deep ruby of it sparkled in the Venetian crystal.
+
+"You remind me that I have written a new song," said he.
+
+"Then have I sinned indeed," groaned Caro.
+
+But Gambara, disregarding the interruption, his glass still raised, his
+mild eyes upon the wine, began to recite:
+
+ "Bacchus saepe visitans
+ Mulierum genus
+ Facit eas subditas
+ Tibi, 0 tu Venus!"
+
+Without completely understanding it, yet scandalized beyond measure at as
+much as I understood, to hear such sentiments upon his priestly lips, I
+stared at him in candid horror.
+
+But he got no farther. Caro smote the table with his fist.
+
+"When wrote you that, my lord?" he cried.
+
+"When?" quoth the Cardinal, frowning at the interruption. "Why,
+yestereve."
+
+"Ha!" It was something between a bark and a laugh from Messer Caro. "In
+that case, my lord, memory usurped the place of invention. That song was
+sung at Pavia when I was a student--which is more years ago than I care to
+think of."
+
+The Cardinal smiled upon him, unabashed. "And what then, pray? Can we
+avoid these things? Why, the very Virgil whom you plagiarize so freely was
+himself a plagiarist."
+
+Now this, as you may well conceive, provoked a discussion about the board,
+in which all joined, not excepting Fifanti's lady and Donna Leocadia.
+
+I listened in some amazement and deep interest to matters that were
+entirely strange to me, to the arguing of mysteries which seemed to me--
+even from what I heard of them--to be strangely attractive.
+
+Anon Fifanti joined in the discussion, and I observed how as soon as he
+began to speak they all fell silent, all listened to him as to a master,
+what time he delivered himself of his opinions and criticisms of this
+Virgil, with a force, a lucidity and an eloquence that revealed his
+learning even to one so ignorant as myself.
+
+He was listened to with deference by all, if we except perhaps my Lord
+Gambara, who had no respect for anything and who preferred to whisper to
+Leocadia under cover of his hand, ogling her what time she simpered. Once
+or twice Monna Giuliana flashed him an unfriendly glance, and this I
+accounted natural, deeming that she resented this lack of attention to the
+erudite dissertation of her husband.
+
+But as for the others, they were attentive, as I have said, and even Messer
+Caro, who at the time--as I gathered then--was engaged upon a translation
+of Virgil into Tuscan, and who, therefore, might be accounted something of
+an authority, held his peace and listened what time the doctor reasoned and
+discoursed.
+
+Fifanti's mean, sycophantic air fell away from him as by magic. Warmed by
+his subject and his enthusiasm he seemed suddenly ennobled, and I found him
+less antipathic; indeed, I began to see something admirable in the man,
+some of that divine quality that only deep culture and learning can impart.
+
+I conceived that now, at last, I held the explanation of how it came to
+pass that so distinguished a company frequented his house and gathered on
+such familiar terms about his board.
+
+And I began to be less amazed at the circumstance that he should possess
+for wife so beautiful and superb a creature as Madonna Giuliana. I thought
+that I obtained glimpses of the charm which that elderly man might be able
+to exert upon a fine and cultured young nature with aspirations for things
+above the commonplace.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER II
+
+HUMANITIES
+
+
+As the days passed and swelled into weeks, and these, in their turn,
+accumulated into months, I grew rapidly learned in worldly matters at
+Doctor Fifanti's house.
+
+The curriculum I now pursued was so vastly different from that which my
+mother had bidden Fra Gervasio to set me, and my acquaintance with the
+profane writers advanced so swiftly once it was engaged upon, that I
+acquired knowledge as a weed grows.
+
+Fifanti flung into strange passions when he discovered the extent of my
+ignorance and the amazing circumstance that whilst Fra Gervasio had made of
+me a fluent Latin scholar, he had kept me in utter ignorance of the classic
+writers, and almost in as great an ignorance of history itself. This the
+pedant set himself at once to redress, and amongst the earliest works he
+gave me as preparation were Latin translations of Thucydides and Herodotus
+which I devoured--especially the glowing pages of the latter--at a speed
+that alarmed my tutor.
+
+But mere studiousness was not my spur, as he imagined. I was enthralled by
+the novelty of the matters that I read, so different from all those with
+which I had been allowed to become acquainted hitherto.
+
+There followed Tacitus, and after him Cicero and Livy, which latter two I
+found less arresting; then came Lucretius, and his De Rerum Naturae proved
+a succulent dish to my inquisitive appetite.
+
+But the cream and glory of the ancient writers I had yet to taste. My
+first acquaintance with the poets came from the translation of Virgil upon
+which Messer Caro was at the time engaged. He had definitely taken up his
+residence in Piacenza, whither it was said that Farnese, his master, who
+was to be made our Duke, would shortly come. And in the interval of
+labouring for Farnese, as Caro was doing, he would toil at his translation,
+and from time to time he would bring sheaves of his manuscript to the
+doctor's house, to read what he had accomplished.
+
+He came, I remember, one languid afternoon in August, when I had been with
+Messer Fifanti for close upon three months, during which time my mind had
+gradually, yet swiftly, been opening out like a bud under the sunlight of
+much new learning. We sat in the fine garden behind the house, on the
+lawn, in the shade of mulberry trees laden with yellow translucent fruit,
+by a pond that was all afloat with water-lilies.
+
+There was a crescent-shaped seat of hewn marble, over which Messer Gambara,
+who was with us, had thrown his scarlet cardinal's cloak, the day being
+oppressively hot. He was as usual in plain, walking clothes, and save for
+the ring on his finger and the cross on his breast, you had never conceived
+him an ecclesiastic. He sat near his cloak, upon the marble seat, and
+beside him sat Monna Giuliana, who was all in white save for the gold
+girdle at her waist.
+
+Caro, himself, stood to read, his bulky manuscript in his hands. Against
+the sundial, facing the poet, leaned the tall figure of Messer Fifanti, his
+bald head uncovered and shining humidly, his eyes ever and anon stealing a
+look at his splendid wife where she sat so demurely at the prelate's side.
+
+Myself, I lay on the grass near the pond, my hand trailing in the cool
+water, and at first I was not greatly interested. The heat of the day and
+the circumstance that we had dined, when played upon by the poet's booming
+and somewhat monotonous voice, had a lulling effect from which I was in
+danger of falling asleep. But anon, as the narrative warmed and quickened,
+the danger was well overpast. I was very wide-awake, my pulses throbbing,
+my imagination all on fire. I sat up and listened with an enthralled
+attention, unconscious of everything and everybody, unconscious even of the
+very voice of the reader, intent only upon the amazing, tragic matter that
+he read.
+
+For it happened that this was the Fourth Book of the Aeneid, and the most
+lamentable, heartrending story of Dido's love for Aeneas, of his desertion
+of her, of her grief and death upon the funeral pyre.
+
+It held me spellbound. It was more real then anything that I had ever read
+or heard; and the fate of Dido moved me as if I had known and loved her; so
+that long ere Messer Caro came to an end I was weeping freely in a most
+exquisite misery.
+
+Thereafter I was as one who has tasted strong wine and finds his thirst
+fired by it. Within a week I had read the Aeneid through, and was reading
+it a second time. Then came the Comedies of Terence, the Metamorphoses of
+Ovid, Martial, and the Satires of Juvenal. And with those my
+transformation was complete. No longer could I find satisfaction in the
+writings of the fathers of the church, or in contemplating the lives of the
+saints, after the pageantries which the eyes of my soul had looked upon in
+the profane authors.
+
+What instructions my mother supposed Fifanti to have received concerning me
+from Arcolano, I cannot think. But certain it is that she could never have
+dreamed under what influences I was so soon to come, no more than she could
+conceive what havoc they played with all that hitherto I had learnt and
+with the resolutions that I had formed--and that she had formed for me--
+concerning the future.
+
+All this reading perturbed me very oddly, as one is perturbed who having
+long dwelt in darkness is suddenly brought into the sunlight and dazzled by
+it, so that, grown conscious of his sight, he is more effectively blinded
+than he was before. For the process that should have been a gradual one
+from tender years was carried through in what amounted to little more than
+a few weeks.
+
+My Lord Gambara took an odd interest in me. He was something of a
+philosopher in his trivial way; something of a student of his fellow-man;
+and he looked upon me as an odd human growth that was being subjected to an
+unusual experiment. I think he took a certain delight in helping that
+experiment forward; and certain it is that he had more to do with the
+debauching of my mind than any other, or than any reading that I did.
+
+It was not that he told me more than elsewhere I could have learnt; it was
+the cynical manner in which he conveyed his information. He had a way of
+telling me of monstrous things as if they were purely normal and natural to
+a properly focussed eye, and as if any monstrousness they might present to
+me were due to some distortion imparted to them solely by the imperfection
+of my intellectual vision.
+
+Thus it was from him that I learnt certain unsuspected things concerning
+Pier Luigi Farnese, who, it was said, was coming to be our Duke, and on
+whose behalf the Emperor was being importuned to invest him in the Duchy of
+Parma and Piacenza.
+
+One day as we walked together in the garden--my Lord Gambara and I--I asked
+him plainly what was Messer Farnese's claim.
+
+"His claim?" quoth he, checking, to give me a long, cool stare. He laughed
+shortly and resumed his pacing, I keeping step with him. "Why, is he not
+the Pope's son, and is not that claim enough?"
+
+"The Pope's son!" I exclaimed. "But how is it possible that the Holy
+Father should have a son?"
+
+"How is it possible?" he echoed mockingly. "Why, I will tell you, sir.
+When our present Holy Father went as Cardinal-legate to the Mark of Ancona,
+he met there a certain lady whose name was Lola, who pleased him, and who
+was pleased with him. Alessandro Farnese was a handsome man, Ser Agostino.
+She bore him three children, of whom one is dead, another is Madonna
+Costanza, who is wed to Sforza of Santafiora, and the third--who really
+happens to have been the first-born--is Messer Pier Luigi, present Duke of
+Castro and future Duke of Piacenza."
+
+It was some time ere I could speak.
+
+"But his vows, then?" I exclaimed at last.
+
+"Ah! His vows!" said the Cardinal-legate. "True, there were his vows. I
+had forgotten that. No doubt he did the same." And he smiled
+sardonically, sniffing at his pomander-ball.
+
+From that beginning in a fresh branch of knowledge much followed quickly.
+Under my questionings, Messer Gambara very readily made me acquainted
+through his unsparing eyes with that cesspool that was known as the Roman
+Curia. And my horror, my disillusionment increased at every word he said.
+
+I learnt from him that Pope Paul III was no exception to the rule, no such
+scandal as I had imagined; that his own elevation to the purple was due in
+origin to the favour which his sister, the beautiful Giulia, had found in
+the eyes of the Borgia Pope, some fifty years ago. Through him I came to
+know the Sacred College as it really was; not the very home and fount of
+Christianity, as I had deemed it, controlled and guided by men of a sublime
+saintliness of ways, but a gathering of ambitious worldlings, who had
+become so brazen in their greed of temporal power that they did not even
+trouble to cloak the sin and evil in which they lived; men in whom the
+spirit that had actuated those saints the study of whose lives had been my
+early delight, lived no more than it might live in the bosom of a harlot.
+
+I said so to him one day in a wild, furious access of boldness, in one of
+those passionate outbursts that are begotten of illusions blighted.
+
+He heard me through quite calmly, without the least trace of anger, smiling
+ever his quiet mocking smile, and plucking at his little, auburn beard.
+
+"You are wrong, I think," he said. "Say that the Church has fallen a prey
+to self-seekers who have entered it under the cloak of the priesthood.
+What then? In their hands the Church has been enriched. She has gained
+power, which she must retain. And that is to the Church's good."
+
+"And what of the scandal of it?" I stormed.
+
+"0, as to that--why, boy, have you never read Boccaccio?"
+
+"Never," said I.
+
+"Read him, then," he urged me. "He will teach you much that you need to
+know. And read in particular the story of Abraam, the Jew, who upon
+visiting Rome was so scandalized by the licence and luxury of the clergy
+that he straightway had himself baptized and became a Christian, accounting
+that a religion that could survive such wiles of Satan to destroy it must
+indeed be the true religion, divinely inspired." He laughed his little
+cynical laugh to see my confusion increased by that bitter paradox.
+
+It is little wonder that I was all bewildered, that I was like some poor
+mariner upon unknown waters, without stars or compass.
+
+Thus that summer ebbed slowly, and the time of my projected minor
+ordination approached. Messer Gambara's visits to Fifanti's grew more and
+more frequent, until they became a daily occurrence; and now my cousin
+Cosimo came oftener too. But it was their custom to come in the forenoon,
+when I was at work with Fifanti. And often I observed the doctor to be
+oddly preoccupied, and to spend much time in creeping to the window that
+was all wreathed in clematis, and in peeping through that purple-decked
+green curtain into the garden where his excellency and Cosimo walked with
+Monna Giuliana.
+
+When both visitors were there his anxiety seemed less. But if only one
+were present he would give himself no peace. And once when Messer Gambara
+and she went together within doors, he abruptly interrupted my studies,
+saying that it was enough for that day; and he went below to join them.
+
+Half a year earlier I should have had no solution for his strange
+behaviour. But I had learnt enough of the world by now to perceive what
+maggot was stirring in that egg-shaped head. Yet I blushed for him, and
+for his foul and unworthy suspicions. As soon would I have suspected the
+painted Madonna from the brush of Raffaele Santi that I had seen over the
+high altar of the Church of San Sisto, as suspect the beautiful and
+noblesouled Giuliana of giving that old pedant cause for his uneasiness.
+Still, I conceived that this was the penalty that such a withered growth of
+humanity must pay for having presumed to marry a young wife.
+
+We were much together in those days, Monna Giuliana and I. Our intimacy
+had grown over a little incident that it were well I should mention.
+
+A young painter, Gianantonio Regillo, better known to the world as Il
+Pordenone, had come to Piacenza that summer to decorate the Church of Santa
+Maria della Campagna. He came furnished with letters to the Governor, and
+Gambara had brought him to Fifanti's villa. From Monna Giuliana the young
+painter heard the curious story of my having been vowed prenatally to the
+cloister by my mother, learnt her name and mine, and the hope that was
+entertained that I should walk in the ways of St. Augustine after whom I
+had been christened.
+
+It happened that he was about to paint a picture of St. Augustine, as a
+fresco for the chapel of the Magi of the church I have named. And having
+seen me and heard that story of mine, he conceived the curious notion of
+using me as the model for the figure of the saint. I consented, and daily
+for a week he came to us in the afternoons to paint; and all the time Monna
+Giuliana would be with us, deeply interested in his work.
+
+That picture he eventually transferred to his fresco, and there--O bitter
+irony !--you may see me to this day, as the saint in whose ways it was
+desired that I should follow.
+
+Monna Giuliana and I would linger together in talk after the painter had
+gone; and this would be at about the time that I had my first lessons of
+Curial life from my Lord Gambara. You will remember that he mentioned
+Boccaccio to me, and I chanced to ask her was there in the library a copy
+of that author's tales.
+
+"Has that wicked priest bidden you to read them?" she inquired, 'twixt
+seriousness and mockery, her dark eyes upon me in one of those glances that
+never left me easy.
+
+I told her what had passed; and with a sigh and a comment that I would get
+an indigestion from so much mental nourishment as I was consuming, she led
+me to the little library to find the book.
+
+Messer Fifanti's was a very choice collection of works, and every one in
+manuscript; for the doctor was something of an idealist, and greatly averse
+to the printing-press and the wide dissemination of books to which it led.
+Out of his opposition to the machine grew a dislike to its productions,
+which he denounced as vulgar; and not even their comparative cheapness and
+the fact that, when all was said, he was a man of limited means, would
+induce him to harbour a single volume that was so produced.
+
+Along the shelves she sought, and finally drew down four heavy tomes.
+Turning the pages of the first, she found there, with a readiness that
+argued a good acquaintance with the work, the story of Abraam the Jew,
+which I desired to read as it had been set down. She bade me read it
+aloud, which I did, she seated in the window, listening to me.
+
+At first I read with some constraint and shyness, but presently warming to
+my task and growing interested, I became animated and vivacious in my
+manner, so that when I ceased I saw her sitting there, her hands clasped
+about one knee, her eyes upon my face, her lips parted a little, the very
+picture of interest.
+
+And with that it happened that we established a custom, and very often,
+almost daily, after dinner, we would repair together to the library, and
+I--who hitherto had no acquaintance with any save Latin works--began to
+make and soon to widen my knowledge of our Tuscan writers. We varied our
+reading. We dipped into our poets. Dante we read, and Petrarca, and both
+we loved, though better than the works of either--and this for the sake of
+the swift movement and action that is in his narrative, though his
+melodies, I realized, were not so pure--the Orlando of Ariosto.
+
+Sometimes we would be joined by Fifanti himself; but he never stayed very
+long. He had an old-fashioned contempt for writings in what he called the
+"dialettale," and he loved the solemn injuvenations of the Latin tongue.
+Soon, as he listened, he would begin to yawn, and presently grunt and rise
+and depart, flinging a contemptuous word at the matter of my reading, and
+telling me at times that I might find more profitable amusement.
+
+But I persisted in it, guided ever by Fifanti's lady. And whatever we read
+by way of divergence, ever and anon we would come back to the stilted,
+lucid, vivid pages of Boccaccio.
+
+One day I chanced upon the tragical story of "Isabetta and the Pot of
+Basil," and whilst I read I was conscious that she had moved from where she
+had been sitting and had come to stand behind my chair. And when I reached
+the point at which the heart-broken Isabetta takes the head of her murdered
+lover to her room, a tear fell suddenly upon my hand.
+
+I stopped, and looked up at Giuliana. She smiled at me through unshed
+tears that magnified her matchless eyes.
+
+"I will read no more," I said. "It is too sad."
+
+"Ah, no!" she begged. "Read on, Agostino! I love its sadness."
+
+So I read on to the story's cruel end, and when it was done I sat quite
+still, myself a little moved by the tragedy of it, whilst Giuliana
+continued to lean against my chair. I was moved, too, in another way;
+curiously and unaccountably; and I could scarcely have defined what it was
+that moved me.
+
+I sought to break the spell of it, and turned the pages. "Let me read
+something else," said I. "Something more gay, to dispel the sadness of
+this."
+
+But her hand fell suddenly upon mine, enclasping and holding it. "Ah, no!"
+she begged me gently. "Give me the book. Let us read no more to-day.
+
+I was trembling under her touch--trembling, my every nerve a-quiver and my
+breath shortened--and suddenly there flashed through my mind a line of
+Dante's in the story of Paolo and Francesca:
+
+ "Quel giorno piu non vi leggemo avanti."
+
+Giuliana's words: "Let us read no more to-day"--had seemed an echo of that
+line, and the echo made me of a sudden conscious of an unsuspected
+parallel. All at once our position seemed to me strangely similar to that
+of the ill-starred lovers of Rimini.
+
+But the next moment I was sane again. She had withdrawn her hand, and had
+taken the volume to restore it to its shelf.
+
+Ah, no! At Rimini there had been two fools. Here there was but one. Let
+me make an end of him by persuading him of his folly.
+
+Yet Giuliana did nothing to assist me in that task. She returned from the
+book-shelf, and in passing lightly swept her fingers over my hair.
+
+"Come, Agostino; let us walk in the garden," said she.
+
+We went, my mood now overpast. I was as sober and self-contained as was my
+habit. And soon thereafter came my Lord Gambara--a rare thing to happen in
+the afternoon.
+
+Awhile the three of us were together in the garden, talking of trivial
+matters. Then she fell to wrangling with him concerning something that
+Caro had written and of which she had the manuscript. In the end she
+begged me would I go seek the writing in her chamber. I went, and hunted
+where she had bidden me and elsewhere, and spent a good ten minutes vainly
+in the task. Chagrined that I could not discover the thing, I went into
+the library, thinking that it might be there.
+
+Doctor Fifanti was writing busily at the table when I intruded. He looked
+up, thrusting his horn-rimmed spectacles high upon his peaked forehead
+
+"What the devil!" quoth he very testily. "I thought you were in the garden
+with Madonna Giuliana."
+
+"My Lord Gambara is there," said I.
+
+He crimsoned and banged the table with his bony hand. "Do I not know
+that?" he roared, though I could see no reason for all this heat. "And why
+are you not with them?"
+
+You are not to suppose that I was still the meek, sheepish lad who had come
+to Piacenza three months ago. I had not been learning my world and
+discovering Man to no purpose all this while.
+
+"It has yet to be explained to me," said I, "under what obligation I am to
+be anywhere but where I please. That firstly. Secondly--but of infinitely
+lesser moment--Monna Giuliana has sent me for the manuscript of Messer
+Caro's Gigli d'Oro."
+
+I know not whether it was my cool, firm tones that quieted him. But quiet
+he became.
+
+"I...I was vexed by your interruption," he said lamely, to explain his late
+choler. "Here is the thing. I found it here when I came. Messer Caro
+might discover better employment for his leisure. But there, there"--he
+seemed in sudden haste again. "Take it to her in God's name. She will be
+impatient." I thought he sneered. "0, she will praise your diligence," he
+added, and this time I was sure that he sneered.
+
+I took it, thanked him, and left the room intrigued. And when I rejoined
+them, and handed her the manuscript, the odd thing was that the subject of
+their discourse having meanwhile shifted, it no longer interested her, and
+she never once opened the pages she had been in such haste to have me
+procure.
+
+This, too, was puzzling, even to one who was beginning to know his world
+
+But I was not done with riddles. For presently out came Fifanti himself,
+looking, if possible, yellower and more sour and lean than usual. He was
+arrayed in his long, rusty gown, and there were the usual shabby slippers
+on his long, lean feet. He was ever a man of most indifferent personal
+habits.
+
+"Ah, Astorre," his wife greeted him. "My Lord Cardinal brings you good
+tidings."
+
+"Does he so?" quoth Fifanti, sourly as I thought; and he looked at the
+legate as though his excellency were the very reverse of a happy harbinger.
+
+"You will rejoice, I think, doctor," said the smiling prelate, "to hear
+that I have letters from my Lord Pier Luigi appointing you one of the ducal
+secretaries. And this, I doubt not, will be followed, on his coming
+hither, by an appointment to his council. Meanwhile, the stipend is three
+hundred ducats, and the work is light."
+
+There followed a long and baffling silence, during which the doctor grew
+first red, then pale, then red again, and Messer Gambara stood with his
+scarlet cloak sweeping about his shapely limbs, sniffing his pomander and
+smiling almost insolently into the other's face; and some of the insolence
+of his look, I thought, was reflected upon the pale, placid countenance of
+Giuliana.
+
+At last, Fifanti spoke, his little eyes narrowing.
+
+"It is too much for my poor deserts," he said curtly.
+
+"You are too humble," said the prelate. "Your loyalty to the House of
+Farnese, and the hospitality which I, its deputy, have received..."
+
+"Hospitality!" barked Fifanti, and looked very oddly at Giuliana; so oddly
+that a faint colour began to creep into her cheeks. "You would pay for
+that?" he questioned, half mockingly. "Oh, but for that a stipend of three
+hundred ducats is too little."
+
+And all the time his eyes were upon his wife, and I saw her stiffen as if
+she had been struck.
+
+But the Cardinal laughed outright. "Come now, you use me with an amiable
+frankness," he said. "The stipend shall be doubled when you join the
+council."
+
+"Doubled?" he said. "Six hundred...?" He checked. The sum was vast. I
+saw greed creep into his little eyes. What had troubled him hitherto, I
+could not fathom even yet. He washed his bony hands in the air, and looked
+at his wife again. "It...it is a fair price, no doubt, my lord," said he,
+his tone contemptuous.
+
+"The Duke shall be informed of the value of your learning," lisped the
+Cardinal.
+
+Fifanti knit his brows. "The value of my learning?" he echoed, as if
+slowly puzzled. "My learning? Oh! Is that in question?"
+
+"Why else should we give you the appointment?" smiled the Cardinal, with a
+smile that was full of significance.
+
+"It is what the town will be asking, no doubt," said Messer Fifanti. "I
+hope you will be able to satisfy its curiosity, my lord."
+
+And on that he turned, and stalked off again, very white and trembling, as
+I could perceive.
+
+My Lord Gambara laughed carelessly again, and over the pale face of Monna
+Giuliana there stole a slow smile, the memory of which was to be hateful to
+me soon, but which at the moment went to increase my already profound
+mystification.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER III
+
+PREUX-CHEVALIER
+
+
+In the days that followed I found Messer Fifanti in queerer moods than
+ever. Ever impatient, he would be easily moved to anger now, and not a day
+passed but he stormed at me over the Greek with which, under his guidance,
+I was wrestling.
+
+And with Giuliana his manner was the oddest thing conceivable; at times he
+was mocking as an ape, at times his manner had in it a suggestion of the
+serpent; more rarely he was his usual, vulturine self. He watched her
+curiously, ever between anger and derision, to all of which she presented a
+calm front and a patience almost saintly. He was as a man with some mighty
+burden on his mind, undecided whether he shall bear it or cast it off.
+
+Her patience moved me most oddly to pity; and pity for so beautiful a
+creature is Satan's most subtle snare, especially when you consider what a
+power her beauty had to move me as I had already discovered to my erstwhile
+terror. She confided in me a little in those days, but ever with a most
+saintly resignation. She had been sold into wedlock, she admitted, with a
+man who might have been her father, and she confessed to finding her lot a
+cruel one; but confessed it with the air of one who intends none the less
+to bear her cross with fortitude.
+
+And then, one day, I did a very foolish thing. We had been reading
+together, she and I, as was become our custom. She had fetched me a volume
+of the lascivious verse of Panormitano, and we sat side by side on the
+marble seat in the garden what time I read to her, her shoulder touching
+mine, the fragrance of her all about me.
+
+She wore, I remember, a clinging gown of russet silk, which did rare
+justice to the splendid beauty of her, and her heavy ruddy hair was
+confined in a golden net that was set with gems--a gift from my Lord
+Gambara. Concerning this same gift words had passed but yesterday between
+Giuliana and her husband; and I deemed the doctor's anger to be the fruit
+of a base and unworthy mind.
+
+I read, curiously enthralled--though whether by the beauty of the lines or
+the beauty of the woman there beside me I could not then have told you
+
+Presently she checked me. "Leave now Panormitano," she said. "Here is
+something else upon which you shall give me your judgment." And she set
+before me a sheet upon which there was a sonnet writ in her own hand, which
+was as beautiful as any copyist's that I have ever seen.
+
+I read the poem. It was the tenderest and saddest little cry from a heart
+that ached and starved for an ideal love; and good as the manner seemed,
+the matter itself it was that chiefly moved me. At my admission of its
+moving quality her white hand closed over mine as it had done that day in
+the library when we had read of "Isabetta and the Pot of Basil." Her hand
+was warm, but not warm enough to burn me as it did.
+
+"Ah, thanks, Agostino," she murmured. "Your praise is sweet to me. The
+verses are my own."
+
+I was dumbfounded at this fresh and more intimate glimpse of her. The
+beauty of her body was there for all to see and worship; but here was my
+first glimpse of the rare beauties of her mind. In what words I should
+have answered her I do not know, for at that moment we suffered an
+interruption.
+
+Sudden and harsh as the crackling of a twig came from behind us the voice
+of Messer Fifanti. "What do you read?"
+
+We started apart, and turned.
+
+Either he, of set purpose, had crept up behind us so softly that we should
+not suspect his approach, or else so engrossed were we that our ears had
+been deafened for the time. He stood there now in his untidy gown of
+black, and there was a leer of mockery on his long, white face. Slowly he
+put a lean arm between us, and took the sheet in his bony claw.
+
+He peered at it very closely, being without glasses, and screwed his eyes
+up until they all but disappeared.
+
+Thus he stood, and slowly read, whilst I looked on a trifle uneasy, and
+Giuliana's face wore an odd look of fear, her bosom heaving unsteadily in
+its russet sheath.
+
+He sniffed contemptuously when he had read, and looked at me.
+
+"Have I not bidden you leave the vulgarities of dialect to the vulgar?"
+quoth he. "Is there not enough written for you in Latin, that you must be
+wasting your time and perverting your senses with such poor illiterate
+gibberish as this? And what is it that you have there?" He took the book.
+"Panormitano!" he roared. "Now, there's a fitting author for a saint in
+embryo! There's a fine preparation for the cloister!"
+
+He turned to Giuliana. He put forward his hand and touched her bare
+shoulder with his hideous forefinger. She cringed under the touch as if it
+were barbed.
+
+"There is not the need that you should render yourself his preceptress," he
+said, with his deadly smile.
+
+"I do not," she replied indignantly. "Agostino has a taste for letters,
+and..."
+
+"Tcha! Tcha!" he interrupted, tapping her shoulder sharply. "I had no
+thought for letters. There is my Lord Gambara, and there is Messer Cosimo
+d'Anguissola, and there is Messer Caro. There is even Pordenone, the
+painter." His lips writhed over their names. "You have friends enough, I
+think. Leave, then, Ser Agostino here. Do not dispute him with God to
+whom he has been vowed."
+
+She rose in a fine anger, and stood quivering there, magnificently tall,
+and Juno, I imagined, must have looked to the poets as she looked then to
+me.
+
+"This is too much!" she cried.
+
+"It is, madam," he snapped. "I agree with you." She considered him with
+eyes that held a loathing and contempt unutterable. Then she looked at me,
+and shrugged her shoulders as who would say: "You see how I am used!"
+Lastly she turned, and took her way across the lawn towards the house.
+
+There was a little silence between us after she had gone. I was on fire
+with indignation, and yet I could think of no words in which I might
+express it, realizing how utterly I lacked the right to be angry with a
+husband for the manner in which he chose to treat his wife.
+
+At last, pondering me very gravely, he spoke.
+
+"It were best you read no more with Madonna Giuliana," he said slowly.
+"Her tastes are not the tastes that become a man who is about to enter holy
+orders." He closed the book, which hitherto he had held open; closed it
+with an angry snap, and held it out to me.
+
+"Restore it to its shelf," he bade me.
+
+I took it, and quite submissively I went to do his bidding. But to gain
+the library I had to pass the door of Giuliana's room. It stood open, and
+Giuliana herself in the doorway. We looked at each other, and seeing her
+so sorrowful, with tears in her great dark eyes, I stepped forward to
+speak, to utter something of the deep sympathy that stirred me.
+
+She stretched forth a hand to me. I took it and held it tight, looking up
+into her eyes.
+
+"Dear Agostino!" she murmured in gratitude for my sympathy; and I,
+distraught, inflamed by tone and look, answered by uttering her name for
+the first time.
+
+"Giuliana!"
+
+Having uttered it I dared not look at her. But I stooped to kiss the hand
+which she had left in mine. And having kissed it I started upright and
+made to advance again; but she snatched her hand from my clasp and waved me
+away, at once so imperiously and beseechingly that I turned and went to
+shut myself in the library with my bewilderment.
+
+For full two days thereafter, for no reason that I could clearly give, I
+avoided her, and save at table and in her husband's presence we were never
+once together.
+
+The repasts were sullen things at which there was little said, Madonna
+sitting in a frozen dignity, and the doctor, a silent man at all times,
+being now utterly and forbiddingly mute.
+
+But once my Lord Gambara supped with us, and he was light and trivial as
+ever, an incarnation of frivolity and questionable jests, apparently
+entirely unconscious of Fifanti's chill reserve and frequent sneers.
+Indeed, I greatly marvelled that a man of my Lord Gambara's eminence and
+Governor of Piacenza should so very amiably endure the boorishness of that
+pedant.
+
+Explanation was about to be afforded me.
+
+On the third day, as we were dining, Giuliana announced that she was going
+afoot into the town, and solicited my escort. It was an honour that never
+before had been offered me. I reddened violently, but accepted it, and
+soon thereafter we set out, just she and I together.
+
+We went by way of the Fodesta Gate, and passed the old Castle of Sant'
+Antonio, then in ruins--for Gambara was demolishing it and employing the
+material to construct a barrack for the Pontifical troops that garrisoned
+Piacenza. And presently we came upon the works of this new building, and
+stepped out into mid-street to avoid the scaffoldings, and so pursued our
+way into the city's main square--the Piazza del Commune, overshadowed by
+the red-and-white bulk of the Communal Palace. This was a noble building,
+rather in the Saracenic manner, borrowing a very warlike air from the
+pointed battlements that crowned it.
+
+Near the Duomo we came upon a great concourse of people who were staring up
+at the iron cage attached to the square tower of the belfry near its
+summit. In this cage there was what appeared at first to be a heap of
+rags, but which presently resolved itself into a human shape, crouching in
+that narrow, cruel space, exposed there to the pitiless beating of the sun,
+and suffering Heaven alone can say what agonies. The murmuring crowd
+looked up in mingled fear and sympathy.
+
+He had been there since last night, a peasant girl informed us, and he had
+been confined there by order of my Lord the Cardinal-legate for the odious
+sin of sacrilege.
+
+"What!" I cried out, in such a tone of astonished indignation that Monna
+Giuliana seized my arm and pressed it to enjoin prudence.
+
+It was not until she had made her purchases in a shop under the Duomo and
+we were returning home that I touched upon the matter. She chid me for the
+lack of caution that might have led me into some unpardonable indiscretions
+but for her warning.
+
+"But the very thought of such a man as my Lord Gambara torturing a poor
+wretch for sacrilege!" I cried. "It is grotesque; it is ludicrous; it is
+infamous!"
+
+"Not so loud," she laughed. "You are being stared at." And then she
+delivered herself of an amazing piece of casuistry. "If a man being a
+sinner himself, shall on that account refrain from punishing sin in others,
+then is he twice a sinner."
+
+"It was my Lord Gambara taught you that," said I, and involuntarily I
+sneered.
+
+She considered me with a very searching look.
+
+"Now, what precisely do you mean, Agostino?"
+
+"Why, that it is by just such sophistries that the Cardinal-legate seeks to
+cloak the disorders of his life. 'Video meliora proboque, deteriora
+sequor?' is his philosophy. If he would encage the most sacrilegious
+fellow in Piacenza, let him encage himself."
+
+"You do not love him?" said she.
+
+"0--as to that--as a man he is well enough. But as an ecclesiastic...0,
+but there!" I broke off shortly, and laughed. "The devil take Messer
+Gambara!"
+
+She smiled. "It is greatly to be feared that he will."
+
+But my Lord Gambara was not so lightly to be dismissed that afternoon. As
+we were passing the Porta Fodesta, a little group of country-folk that had
+gathered there fell away before us, all eyes upon the dazzling beauty of
+Giuliana--as, indeed, had been the case ever since we had come into the
+town, so that I had been singularly and sweetly proud of being her escort.
+I had been conscious of the envious glances that many a tall fellow had
+sent after me, though, after all, theirs was but as the jealousy of Phoebus
+for Adonis.
+
+Wherever we had passed and eyes had followed us, men and women had fallen
+to whispering and pointing after us. And so did they now, here at the
+Fodesta Gate, but with this difference, that, at last, I overheard for once
+what was said, for there was one who did not whisper.
+
+"There goes the leman of my Lord Gambara," quoth a gruff, sneering voice,
+"the light of love of the saintly legate who is starving Domenico to death
+in a cage for the sin of sacrilege."
+
+Not a doubt but that he would have added more, but that at that moment a
+woman's shrill voice drowned his utterance. "Silence, Giuffre!" she
+admonished him fearfully. "Silence, on your life!"
+
+I had halted in my stride, suddenly cold from head to foot, as on that day
+when I had flung Rinolfo from top to bottom of the terrace steps at
+Mondolfo. It happened that I wore a sword for the first time in my life--a
+matter from which I gathered great satisfaction--having been adjudged
+worthy of the honour by virtue that I was to be Madonna's escort. To the
+hilt I now set hand impetuously, and would have turned to strike that foul
+slanderer dead, but that Giuliana restrained me, a wild alarm in her eyes.
+
+"Come!" she panted in a whisper. "Come away!"
+
+So imperious was the command that it conveyed to my mind some notion of the
+folly I should commit did I not obey it. I saw at once that did I make an
+ensample of this scurrilous scandalmonger I should thereby render her the
+talk of that vile town. So I went on, but very white and stiff, and
+breathing somewhat hard; for pent-up passion is an evil thing to house.
+
+Thus came we out of the town and to the shady banks of the gleaming Po.
+And then, at last, when we were quite alone, and within two hundred yards
+of Fifanti's house, I broke at last the silence.
+
+I had been thinking very busily, and the peasant's words had illumined for
+me a score of little obscure matters, had explained to me the queer
+behaviour and the odd speeches of Fifanti himself since that evening in the
+garden when the Cardinal-legate had announced to him his appointment as
+ducal secretary. I checked now in my stride, and turned to face her.
+
+"Was it true?" I asked, rendered brutally direct by a queer pain I felt as
+a result of my thinking.
+
+She looked up into my face so sadly and wistfully that my suspicions fell
+from me upon the instant, and I reddened from shame at having harboured
+them.
+
+"Agostino!" she cried, such a poor little cry of pain that I set my teeth
+hard and bowed my head in self-contempt.
+
+Then I looked at her again.
+
+"Yet the foul suspicion of that lout is shared by your husband himself,"
+said I.
+
+"The foul suspicion--yes," she answered, her eyes downcast, her cheeks
+faintly tinted. And then, quite suddenly, she moved forward. "Come," she
+bade me. "You are being foolish."
+
+"I shall be mad," said I, "ere I have done with this." And I fell into
+step again beside her. "If I could not avenge you there, I can avenge you
+here." And I pointed to the house. "I can smite this rumour at its
+foulest point."
+
+Her hand fell on my arm. "What would you do?" she cried.
+
+"Bid your husband retract and sue to you for pardon, or else tear out his
+lying throat," I answered, for I was in a great rage by now.
+
+She stiffened suddenly. "You go too fast, Messer Agostino," said she.
+"And you are over-eager to enter into that which does not concern you. I
+do not know that I have given you the right to demand of my husband reason
+of the manner in which he deals with me. It is a thing that touches only
+my husband and myself."
+
+I was abashed; I was humiliated; I was nigh to tears. I choked it all
+down, and I strode on beside her, my rage smouldering within me. But it
+was flaring up again by the time we reached the house with no more words
+spoken between us. She went to her room without another glance at me, and
+I repaired straight in quest of Fifanti.
+
+I found him in the library. He had locked himself in, as was his frequent
+habit when at his studies, but he opened to my knock. I stalked in,
+unbuckled my sword, and set it in a corner. Then I turned to him.
+
+"You are doing your wife a shameful wrong, sir doctor," said I, with all
+the directness of youth and indiscretion.
+
+He stared at me as if I had struck him--as he might have stared, rather, at
+a child who had struck him, undecided whether to strike back for the
+child's good, or to be amused and smile.
+
+"Ah!" he said at last. "She has been talking to you?" And he clasped his
+hands behind him and stood before me, his head thrust forward, his legs
+wide apart, his long gown, which was open, clinging to his ankles.
+
+"No," said I. "I have been thinking."
+
+"In that case nothing will surprise me," he said in his sour, contemptuous
+manner. "And so you have concluded...?"
+
+"That you are harbouring an infamous suspicion."
+
+"Your assurance that it is infamous would offend me did it not comfort me,"
+he sneered. "And what, pray, is this suspicion?
+
+"You suspect that...that--0 God! I can't utter the thing."
+
+"Take courage," he mocked me. And he thrust his head farther forward. He
+looked singularly like a vulture in that moment.
+
+"You suspect that Messer Gambara...that Messer Gambara and Madonna...
+that..." I clenched my hands together, and looked into his leering face.
+"You understand me well enough," I cried, almost angrily.
+
+He looked at me seriously now, a cold glitter in his small eyes.
+
+"I wonder do you understand yourself?" he asked. "I think not. I think
+not. Since God has made you a fool, it but remains for man to make you a
+priest, and thus complete God's work."
+
+"You cannot move me by your taunts," I said. You have a foul mind, Messer
+Fifanti."
+
+He approached me slowly, his untidily shod feet slip-slopping on the wooden
+floor.
+
+"Because," said he, "I suspect that Messer Gambara...that Messer Gambara
+and Madonna...that...You understand me," he mocked me, with a mimicry of my
+own confusion. "And what affair may it be of yours whom I suspect or of
+what I suspect them where my own are concerned?"
+
+"It is my affair, as it is the affair of every man who would be accounted
+gentle, to defend the honour of a pure and saintly lady from the foul
+aspersions of slander."
+
+"Knight-errantry, by the Host!" quoth he, and his brows shot up on his
+steep brow. Then they came down again to scowl. "No doubt, my preux-
+chevalier, you will have definite knowledge of the groundlessness of these
+same slanders," he said, moving backwards, away from me, towards the door;
+and as he moved now his feet made no sound, though I did not yet notice
+this nor, indeed, his movement at all.
+
+"Knowledge?" I roared at him. "What knowledge can you need beyond what is
+afforded by her face? Look in it, Messer Fifanti, if you would see
+innocence and purity and chastity! Look in it!"
+
+"Very well," said he. "Let us look in it."
+
+And quite suddenly he pulled the door open to disclose Giuliana standing
+there, erect but in a listening attitude.
+
+"Look in it!" he mocked me, and waved one of his bony hands towards that
+perfect countenance.
+
+There was shame and confusion in her face, and some anger. But she turned
+without a word, and went quickly down the passage, followed by his evil,
+cackling laugh.
+
+Then he looked at me quite solemnly. "I think," said he, "you had best get
+to your studies. You will find more than enough to engage you there.
+Leave my affairs to me, boy."
+
+There was almost a menace in his voice, and after what had happened it was
+impossible to pursue the matter.
+
+Sheepishly, overwhelmed with confusion, I went out--a knight-errant with a
+shorn crest.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IV
+
+MY LORD GAMBARA CLEARS THE GROUND
+
+
+I had angered her! Worse; I had exposed her to humiliation at the hands of
+that unworthy animal who soiled her in thought with the slime of his
+suspicions. Through me she had been put to the shameful need of listening
+at a door, and had been subjected to the ignominy of being so discovered.
+Through me she had been mocked and derided!
+
+It was all anguish to me. For her there was no shame, no humiliation, no
+pain I would not suffer, and take joy in the suffering so that it be for
+her. But to have submitted that sweet, angelic woman to suffering--to have
+incurred her just anger! Woe me!
+
+I came to the table that evening full of uneasiness, very unhappy, feeling
+it an effort to bring myself into her presence and endure be it her regard
+or her neglect. To my relief she sent word that she was not well and would
+keep her chamber; and Fifanti smiled oddly as he stroked his blue chin and
+gave me a sidelong glance. We ate in silence, and when the meal was done,
+I departed, still without a word to my preceptor, and went to shut myself
+up again in my room.
+
+I slept ill that night, and very early next morning I was astir. I went
+down into the garden somewhere about the hour of sunrise, through the wet
+grass that was all scintillant with dew. On the marble bench by the pond,
+where the water-lilies were now rotting, I flung myself down, and there was
+I found a half-hour later by Giuliana herself.
+
+She stole up gently behind me, and all absorbed and moody as I was, I had
+no knowledge of her presence until her crisp boyish voice startled me out
+of my musings.
+
+"Of what do we brood here so early, sir saint?" quoth she.
+
+I turned to meet her laughing eyes. "You...you can forgive me?" I faltered
+foolishly.
+
+She pouted tenderly. "Should I not forgive one who has acted foolishly out
+of love for me?"
+
+"It was, it was..." I cried; and there stopped, all confused, feeling
+myself growing red under her lazy glance.
+
+"I know it was," she answered. She set her elbows on the seat's tall back
+until I could feel her sweet breath upon my brow. "And should I bear you a
+resentment, then? My poor Agostino, have I no heart to feel? Am I but a
+cold, reasoning intelligence like that thing my husband? 0 God! To have
+been mated to that withered pedant! To have been sacrificed, to have been
+sold into such bondage! Me miserable!"
+
+"Giuliana!" I murmured soothingly, yet agonized myself.
+
+"Could none have foretold me that you must come some day?"
+
+"Hush!" I implored her. "What are you saying?"
+
+But though I begged her to be silent, my soul was avid for more such words
+from her--from her, the most perfect and beautiful of women.
+
+"Why should I not?" said she. "Is truth ever to be stifled? Ever?"
+
+I was mad, I know--quite mad. Her words had made me so. And when, to ask
+me that insistent question, she brought her face still nearer, I flung down
+the reins of my unreason and let it ride amain upon its desperate, reckless
+course. In short, I too leaned forward, I leaned forward, and I kissed her
+full upon those scarlet, parted lips.
+
+I kissed her, and fell back with a cry that was of anguish almost--so
+poignantly had the sweet, fierce pain of that kiss run through my every
+fibre. And as I cried out, so too did she, stepping back, her hands
+suddenly to her face. But the next moment she was peering up at the
+windows of the house--those inscrutable eyes that looked upon our deed;
+that looked and of which it was impossible to discern how much they might
+have seen.
+
+"If he should have seen us!" was her cry; and it moved me unpleasantly that
+such should have been the first thought my kiss inspired in her. "If he
+should have seen us! Gesu! I have enough to bear already!"
+
+"I care not," said I. "Let him see. I am not Messer Gambara. No man
+shall put an insult upon you on my account, and live."
+
+I was become the very ranting, roaring, fire-breathing type of lover who
+will slaughter a whole world to do pleasure to his mistress or to spare her
+pain--I--I--I, Agostino d'Anguissola--who was to be ordained next month and
+walk in the ways of St. Augustine!
+
+Laugh as you read--for very pity, laugh!
+
+"Nay, nay," she reassured herself. "He will be still abed. He was snoring
+when I left." And she dismissed her fears, and looked at me again, and
+returned to the matter of that kiss.
+
+"What have you done to me, Agostino?"
+
+I dropped my glance before her languid eyes. "What I have done to no other
+woman yet," I answered, a certain gloom creeping over the exultation that
+still thrilled me. "0 Giuliana, what have you done to me? You have
+bewitched me; You have made me mad!" And I set my elbows on my knees and
+took my head in my hands, and sat there, overwhelmed now by the full
+consciousness of the irrevocable thing that I had done, a thing that must
+brand my soul for ever, so it seemed.
+
+To have kissed a maid would have been ill enough for one whose aims were
+mine. But to kiss a wife, to become a cicisbeo! The thing assumed in my
+mind proportions foolishly, extravagantly beyond its evil reality.
+
+"You are cruel, Agostino," she whispered behind me. She had come to lean
+again upon the back of the bench. "Am I alone to blame? Can the iron
+withstand the lodestone? Can the rain help falling upon the earth? Can
+the stream flow other than downhill?" She sighed. "Woe me! It is I who
+should be angered that you have made free of my lips. And yet I am here,
+wooing you to forgive me for the sin that is your own."
+
+I cried out at that and turned to her again, and I was very white, I know.
+
+"You tempted me!" was my coward's cry.
+
+"So said Adam once. Yet God thought otherwise, for Adam was as fully
+punished as was Eve." She smiled wistfully into my eyes, and my senses
+reeled again. And then old Busio, the servant, came suddenly forth from
+the house upon some domestic errand to Giuliana, and thus was that
+situation mercifully brought to an end.
+
+For the rest of the day I lived upon the memory of that morning, reciting
+to myself each word that she had uttered, conjuring up in memory the vision
+of her every look. And my absent-mindedness was visible to Fifanti when I
+came to my studies with him later. He grew more peevish with me than was
+habitual, dubbed me dunce and wooden-head, and commended the wisdom of
+those who had determined upon a claustral life for me, admitting that I
+knew enough Latin to enable me to celebrate as well as another without too
+clear a knowledge of the meaning of what I pattered. All of which was
+grossly untrue, for, as none knew better than himself, the fluency of my
+Latin was above the common wont of students. When I told him so, he
+delivered himself of his opinion upon the common wont of students with all
+the sourness of his crabbed nature.
+
+"I'll write an ode for you upon any subject that you may set me," I
+challenged him.
+
+"Then write one upon impudence," said he. "It is a subject you should
+understand." And upon that he got up and flung out of the room in a pet
+before I could think of an answer.
+
+Left alone, I began an ode which should prove to him his lack of justice.
+But I got no further than two lines of it. Then for a spell I sat biting
+my quill, my mind and the eyes of my soul full of Giuliana.
+
+Presently I began to write again. It was not an ode, but a prayer, oddly
+profane--and it was in Italian, in the "dialettale" that provoked Fifanti's
+sneers. How it ran I have forgotten these many years. But I recall that
+in it I likened myself to a sailor navigating shoals and besought the
+pharos of Giuliana's eyes to bring me safely through, besought her to
+anoint me with her glance and so hearten me to brave the dangers of that
+procellous sea.
+
+I read it first with satisfaction, then with dismay as I realized to the
+full its amorous meaning. Lastly I tore it up and went below to dine.
+
+We were still at table when my Lord Gambara arrived. He came on horseback
+attended by two grooms whom he left to await him. He was all in black
+velvet, I remember, even to his thigh-boots which were laced up the sides
+with gold, and on his breast gleamed a fine medallion of diamonds. Of the
+prelate there was about him, as usual, nothing but the scarlet cloak and
+the sapphire ring.
+
+Fifanti rose and set a chair for him, smiling a crooked smile that held
+more hostility than welcome. None the less did his excellency pay Madonna
+Giuliana a thousand compliments as he took his seat, supremely calm and
+easy in his manner. I watched him closely, and I watched Giuliana, a queer
+fresh uneasiness pervading me.
+
+The talk was trivial and chiefly concerned with the progress of the
+barracks the legate was building and the fine new road from the middle of
+the city to the Church of Santa Chiara, which he intended should be called
+the Via Gambara, but which, despite his intentions, is known to-day as the
+Stradone Farnese.
+
+Presently my cousin arrived, full-armed and very martial by contrast with
+the velvety Cardinal. He frowned to see Messer Gambara, then effaced the
+frown and smiled as, one by one, he greeted us. Last of all he turned to
+me.
+
+"And how fares his saintliness?" quoth he.
+
+"Indeed, none too saintly," said I, speaking my thoughts aloud.
+
+He laughed. "Why, then, the sooner we are in orders, the sooner shall we
+be on the road to mending that. Is it not so, Messer Fifanti?
+
+"His ordination will profit you, I nothing doubt," said Fifanti, with his
+habitual discourtesy and acidity. "So you do well to urge it."
+
+The answer put my cousin entirely out of countenance a moment. It was a
+blunt way of reminding me that in this Cosimo I saw one who followed after
+me in the heirship to Mondolfo, and in whose interests it was that I should
+don the conventual scapulary.
+
+I looked at Cosimo's haughty face and cruel mouth, and conjectured in that
+hour whether I should have found him so very civil and pleasant a cousin
+had things been other than they were.
+
+0, a very serpent was Messer Fifanti; and I have since wondered whether of
+intent he sought to sow in my heart hatred of my guelphic cousin, that he
+might make of me a tool for his own service--as you shall come to
+understand.
+
+Meanwhile, Cosimo, having recovered, waved aside the imputation, and smiled
+easily.
+
+"Nay, there you wrong me. The Anguissola lose more than I shall gain by
+Agostino's renunciation of the world. And I am sorry for it. You believe
+me, cousin?"
+
+I answered his courteous speech as it deserved, in very courteous terms.
+This set a pleasanter humour upon all. Yet some restraint abode. Each
+sat, it seemed, as a man upon his guard. My cousin watched Gambara's every
+look whenever the latter turned to speak to Giuliana; the Cardinal-legate
+did the like by him; and Messer Fifanti watched them both.
+
+And, meantime, Giuliana sat there, listening now to one, now to the other,
+her lazy smile parting those scarlet lips--those lips that I had kissed
+that morning--I, whom no one thought of watching!
+
+And soon came Messer Annibale Caro, with lines from the last pages of his
+translation oozing from him. And when presently Giuliana smote her hands
+together in ecstatic pleasure at one of those same lines and bade him
+repeat it to her, he swore roundly by all the gods that are mentioned in
+Virgil that he would dedicate the work to her upon its completion.
+
+At this the surliness became general once more and my Lord Gambara ventured
+the opinion--and there was a note of promise, almost of threat, in his
+sleek tones-- that the Duke would shortly be needing Messer Caro's presence
+in Parma; whereupon Messer Caro cursed the Duke roundly and with all a
+poet's volubility of invective.
+
+They stayed late, each intent, no doubt, upon outstaying the others. But
+since none would give way they were forced in the end to depart together.
+
+And whilst Messer Fifanti, as became a host, was seeing them to their
+horses, I was left alone with Giuliana.
+
+"Why do you suffer those men?" I asked her bluntly. Her delicate brows
+were raised in surprise. "Why, what now? They are very pleasant
+gentlemen, Agostino."
+
+"Too pleasant," said I, and rising I crossed to the window whence I could
+watch them getting to horse, all save Caro, who had come afoot. "Too
+pleasant by much. That prelate out of Hell, now..."
+
+"Sh!" she hissed at me, smiling, her hand raised. "Should he hear you, he
+might send you to the cage for sacrilege. 0 Agostino!" she cried, and the
+smiles all vanished from her face. "Will you grow cruel and suspicious,
+too?"
+
+I was disarmed. I realized my meanness and unworthiness.
+
+"Have patience with me," I implored her. "I...I am not myself to-day." I
+sighed ponderously, and fell silent as I watched them ride away. Yet I
+hated them all; and most of all I hated the dainty, perfumed, golden-headed
+Cardinal-legate.
+
+He came again upon the morrow, and we learnt from the news of which he was
+the bearer that he had carried out his threat concerning Messer Caro. The
+poet was on his way to Parma, to Duke Pier Luigi, dispatched thither on a
+mission of importance by the Cardinal. He spoke, too, of sending my cousin
+to Perugia, where a strong hand was needed, as the town showed signs of
+mutiny against the authority of the Holy See.
+
+When he had departed, Messer Fifanti permitted himself one of his bitter
+insinuations.
+
+"He desires a clear field," he said, smiling his cold smile upon Giuliana.
+"It but remains for him to discover that his Duke has need of me as well."
+
+He spoke of it as a possible contingency, but sarcastically, as men speak
+of things too remote to be seriously considered. He was to remember his
+words two days later when the very thing came to pass.
+
+We were at breakfast when the blow fell.
+
+There came a clatter of hooves under our windows, which stood open to the
+tepid September morning, and soon there was old Busio ushering in an
+officer of the Pontificals with a parchment tied in scarlet silk and sealed
+with the arms of Piacenza.
+
+Messer Fifanti took the package and weighed it in his hand, frowning.
+Perhaps already some foreboding of the nature of its contents was in his
+mind. Meanwhile, Giuliana poured wine for the officer, and Busio bore him
+the cup upon a salver.
+
+Fifanti ripped away silk and seals, and set himself to read. I can see him
+now, standing near the window to which he had moved to gain a better light,
+the parchment under his very nose, his short-sighted eyes screwed up as he
+acquainted himself with the letter's contents. Then I saw him turn a
+sickly leaden hue. He stared at the officer a moment and then at Giuliana.
+But I do not think that he saw either of them. His look was the blank look
+of one whose thoughts are very distant.
+
+He thrust his hands behind him, and with head forward, in that curious
+attitude so reminiscent of a bird of prey, he stepped slowly back to his
+place at the table-head. Slowly his cheeks resumed their normal tint.
+
+"Very well, sir," he said, addressing the officer. "Inform his excellency
+that I shall obey the summons of the Duke's magnificence without delay."
+
+The officer bowed to Giuliana, took his leave, and went, old Busio
+escorting him.
+
+"A summons from the Duke?" cried Giuliana, and then the storm broke
+
+"Ay," he answered, grimly quiet, "a summons from the Duke." And he tossed
+it across the table to her.
+
+I saw that fateful document float an instant in the air, and then, thrown
+out of poise by the blob of wax, swoop slanting to her lap.
+
+"It will come no doubt as a surprise to you," he growled; and upon that his
+hard-held passion burst all bonds that he could impose upon it. His great
+bony fist crashed down upon the board and swept a precious Venetian beaker
+to the ground, where it burst into a thousand atoms, spreading red wine
+like a bloodstain upon the floor.
+
+"Said I not that this rascal Cardinal would make a clear field for himself?
+Said I not so?" He laughed shrill and fiercely. "He would send your
+husband packing as he has sent his other rivals. 0, there is a stipend
+waiting--a stipend of three hundred ducats yearly that shall be made into
+six hundred presently, and all for my complaisance, all that I may be a
+joyous and content cornuto!"
+
+He strode to the window cursing horribly, whilst Giuliana sat white of face
+with lips compressed and heaving bosom, her eyes upon her plate.
+
+"My Lord Cardinal and his Duke may take themselves together to Hell ere I
+obey the summons that the one has sent me at the desire of the other. Here
+I stay to guard what is my own."
+
+"You are a fool," said Giuliana at length, "and a knave, too, for you
+insult me without cause."
+
+"Without cause? 0, without cause, eh? By the Host! Yet you would not
+have me stay?"
+
+"I would not have you gaoled, which is what will happen if you disobey the
+Duke's magnificence," said she.
+
+"Gaoled?" quoth he, of a sudden trembling in the increasing intensity of
+his passion. "Caged, perhaps--to die of hunger and thirst and exposure,
+like that poor wretch Domenico who perished yesterday, at last, because he
+dared to speak the truth. Gesu!" he groaned. "0, miserable me!" And he
+sank into a chair.
+
+But the next instant he was up again, and his long arms were waving
+fiercely. "By the Eyes of God! They shall have cause to cage me. If I am
+to be horned like a bull, I'll use those same horns. I'll gore their
+vitals. O madam, since of your wantonness you inclined to harlotry, you
+should have wedded another than Astorre Fifanti."
+
+It was too much. I leapt to my feet.
+
+"Messer Fifanti," I blazed at him. "I'll not remain to hear such words
+addressed to this sweet lady."
+
+"Ah, yes," he snarled, wheeling suddenly upon me as if he would strike me.
+"I had forgot the champion, the preux-chevalier, the saint in embryo! You
+will not remain to hear the truth, sir, eh?" And he strode, mouthing, to
+the door, and flung it wide so that it crashed against the wall. "This is
+your remedy. Get you hence! Go! What passes here concerns you not. Go!"
+he roared like a mad beast, his rage a thing terrific.
+
+I looked at him and from him to Giuliana, and my eyes most clearly invited
+her to tell me how she would have me act.
+
+"Indeed, you had best go, Agostino," she answered sadly. "I shall bear his
+insults easier if there be no witness. Yes, go."
+
+"Since it is your wish, Madonna," I bowed to her, and very erect, very
+defiant of mien, I went slowly past the livid Fifanti, and so out. I heard
+the door slammed after me, and in the little hall I came upon Busio, who
+was wringing his hand and looking very white. He ran to me.
+
+"He will murder her, Messer Agostino," moaned the old man. "He can be a
+devil in his anger."
+
+"He is a devil always, in anger and out of it," said I. "He needs an
+exorcist. It is a task that I should relish. I'd beat the devils out of
+him, Busio, and she would let me. Meanwhile, stay we here, and if she
+needs our help, it shall be hers."
+
+I dropped on to the carved settle that stood there, old Busio standing at
+my elbow, more tranquil now that there was help at hand for Madonna in case
+of need. And through the door came the sound of his storming, and
+presently the crash of more broken glassware, as once more he thumped the
+table. For well-high half an hour his fury lasted, and it was seldom that
+her voice was interposed. Once we heard her laugh, cold and cutting as a
+sword's edge, and I shivered at the sound, for it was not good to hear.
+
+At last the door was opened and he came forth. His face was inflamed, his
+eyes wild and blood-injected. He paused for a moment on the threshold, but
+I do not think that he noticed us at first. He looked back at her over his
+shoulder, still sitting at table, the outline of her white-gowned body
+sharply defined against the deep blue tapestry of the wall behind her.
+
+"You are warned," said he. "Do you heed the warning!" And he came
+forward.
+
+Perceiving me at last where I sat, he bared his broken teeth in a snarling
+smile. But it was to Busio that he spoke. "Have my mule saddled for me in
+an hour," he said, and passed on and up the stairs to make his
+preparations. It seemed, therefore, that she had conquered his suspicions.
+
+I went in to offer her comfort, for she was weeping and all shaken by that
+cruel encounter. But she waved me away.
+
+"Not now, Agostino. Not now," she implored me. "Leave me to myself, my
+friend."
+
+I had not been her friend had I not obeyed her without question.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER V
+
+PABULUM ACHERONTIS
+
+
+It was late that afternoon when Astorre Fifanti set out. He addressed a
+few brief words to me, informing me that he should return within four days,
+betide what might, setting me tasks upon which I was meanwhile to work, and
+bidding me keep the house and be circumspect during his absence.
+
+From the window of my room I saw the doctor get astride his mule. He was
+girt with a big sword, but he still wore his long, absurd and shabby gown
+and his loose, ill-fitting shoes, so that it was very likely that the
+stirrup-leathers would engage his thoughts ere he had ridden far.
+
+I saw him dig his heels into the beast's sides and go ambling down the
+little avenue and out at the gate. In the road he drew rein, and stood in
+talk some moments with a lad who idled there, a lad whom he was wont to
+employ upon odd tasks about the garden and elsewhere.
+
+This, Madonna also saw, for she was watching his departure from the window
+of a room below. That she attached more importance to that little
+circumstance than did I, I was to learn much later.
+
+At last he pushed on, and I watched him as he dwindled down the long grey
+road that wound along the river-side until in the end he was lost to view--
+for all time, I hoped; and well had it been for me had my idle hope been
+realized.
+
+I supped alone that night with no other company than Busio's, who
+ministered to my needs.
+
+Madonna sent word that she would keep her chamber. When I had supped and
+after night had fallen I went upstairs to the library, and, shutting myself
+in, I attempted to read, lighted by the three beaks of the tall brass lamp
+that stood upon the table. Being plagued by moths, I drew the curtains
+close across the open window, and settled down to wrestle with the opening
+lines of the [Title in Greek] of Aeschylus.
+
+But my thoughts wandered from the doings of the son of Iapetus, until at
+last I flung down the book and sat back in my chair all lost in thought, in
+doubt, and in conjecture. I became seriously introspective. I made an
+examination not only of conscience, but of heart and mind, and I found that
+I had gone woefully astray from the path that had been prepared for me.
+Very late I sat there and sought to determine upon what I should do.
+
+Suddenly, like a manna to my starving soul, came the memory of the last
+talk I had with Fra Gervasio and the solemn warning he had given me. That
+memory inspired me rightly. To-morrow--despite Messer Fifanti's orders--I
+would take horse and ride to Mondolfo, there to confess myself to Fra
+Gervasio and to be guided by his counsel. My mother's vows concerning me I
+saw in their true light. They were not binding upon me; indeed, I should
+be doing a hideous wrong were I to follow them against my inclinations. I
+must not damn my soul for anything that my mother had vowed or ever I was
+born, however much she might account that it would be no more than filial
+piety so to do.
+
+I was easier in mind after my resolve was taken, and I allowed that mind of
+mine to stray thereafter as it listed. It took to thoughts of Giuliana--
+Giuliana for whom I ached in every nerve, although I still sought to
+conceal from myself the true cause of my suffering. Better a thousand
+times had I envisaged that sinful fact and wrestled with it boldly. Thus
+should I have had a chance of conquering myself and winning clear of all
+the horror that lay before me.
+
+That I was weak and irresolute at such a time, when I most needed strength,
+I still think to-day--when I can take a calm survey of all--was the fault
+of the outrageous rearing that was mine. At Mondolfo they had so nurtured
+me and so sheltered me from the stinging blasts of the world that I was
+grown into a very ripe and succulent fruit for the Devil's mouth. The
+things to whose temptation usage would have rendered me in some degree
+immune were irresistible to one who had been tutored as had I.
+
+Let youth know wickedness, lest when wickedness seeks a man out in his
+riper years he shall be fooled and conquered by the beauteous garb in which
+the Devil has the cunning to array it.
+
+And yet to pretend that I was entirely innocent of where I stood and in
+what perils were to play the hypocrite. Largely I knew; just as I knew
+that lacking strength to resist, I must seek safety in flight. And
+tomorrow I would go. That point was settled, and the page, meanwhile,
+turned down. And for to-night I delivered myself up to the savouring of
+this hunger that was upon me.
+
+And then, towards the third hour of night, as I still sat there, the door
+was very gently opened, and I beheld Giuliana standing before me. She
+detached from the black background of the passage, and the light of my
+three-beaked lamp set her ruddy hair aglow so that it seemed there was a
+luminous nimbus all about her head. For a moment this gave colour to my
+fancy that I beheld a vision evoked by the too great intentness of my
+thoughts. The pale face seemed so transparent, the white robe was almost
+diaphanous, and the great dark eyes looked so sad and wistful. Only in the
+vivid scarlet of her lips was there life and blood.
+
+I stared at her. "Giuliana!" I murmured.
+
+"Why do you sit so late?" she asked me, and closed the door as she spoke.
+
+"I have been thinking, Giuliana," I answered wearily, and I passed a hand
+over my brow to find it moist and clammy. "To-morrow I go hence."
+
+She started round and her eyes grew distended, her hand clutched her
+breast. "You go hence?" she cried, a note as of fear in her deep voice.
+"Hence? Whither?"
+
+"Back to Mondolfo, to tell my mother that her dream is at an end."
+
+She came slowly towards me. "And...and then?" she asked.
+
+"And then? I do not know. What God wills. But the scapulary is not for
+me. I am unworthy. I have no call. This I now know. And sooner than be
+such a priest as Messer Gambara--of whom there are too many in the Church
+to-day--I will find some other way of serving God."
+
+"Since...since when have you thought thus?"
+
+"Since this morning, when I kissed you," I answered fiercely.
+
+She sank into a chair beyond the table and stretched a hand across it to
+me, inviting the clasp of mine. "But if this is so, why leave us?"
+
+"Because I am afraid," I answered. "Because...O God! Giuliana, do you not
+see?" And I sank my head into my hands.
+
+Steps shuffled along the corridor. I looked up sharply. She set a finger
+to her lips. There fell a knock, and old Busio stood before us.
+
+"Madonna," he announced, "my Lord the Cardinal-legate is below and asks for
+you."
+
+I started up as if I had been stung. So! At this hour! Then Messer
+Fifanti's suspicions did not entirely lack for grounds.
+
+Giuliana flashed me a glance ere she made answer.
+
+"You will tell my Lord Gambara that I have retired for the night and
+that...But stay!" She caught up a quill and dipped it in the ink-horn,
+drew paper to herself, and swiftly wrote three lines; then dusted it with
+sand, and proffered that brief epistle to the servant.
+
+"Give this to my lord."
+
+Busio took the note, bowed, and departed.
+
+After the door had closed a silence followed, in which I paced the room in
+long strides, aflame now with the all-consuming fire of jealousy. I do
+believe that Satan had set all the legions of hell to achieve my overthrow
+that night. Naught more had been needed to undo me than this spur of
+jealousy. It brought me now to her side. I stood over her, looking down
+at her between tenderness and fierceness, she returning my glance with such
+a look as may haunt the eyes of sacrificial victims.
+
+"Why dared he come?" I asked.
+
+"Perhaps...perhaps some affair connected with Astorre..." she faltered.
+
+I sneered. "That would be natural seeing that he has sent Astorre to
+Parma."
+
+"If there was aught else, I am no party to it," she assured me.
+
+How could I do other than believe her? How could I gauge the turpitude of
+that beauty's mind--I, all unversed in the wiles that Satan teaches women?
+How could I have guessed that when she saw Fifanti speak to that lad at the
+gate that afternoon she had feared that he had set a spy upon the house,
+and that fearing this she had bidden the Cardinal begone? I knew it later.
+But not then.
+
+"Will you swear that it is as you say?" I asked her, white with passion.
+
+As I have said, I was standing over her and very close. Her answer now was
+suddenly to rise. Like a snake came she gliding upwards into my arms until
+she lay against my breast, her face upturned, her eyes languidly veiled,
+her lips a-pout.
+
+"Can you do me so great a wrong, thinking you love me, knowing that I love
+you?" she asked me.
+
+For an instant we swayed together in that sweetly hideous embrace. I was
+as a man sapped of all strength by some portentous struggle. I trembled
+from head to foot. I cried out once--a despairing prayer for help, I think
+it was--and then I seemed to plunge headlong down through an immensity of
+space until my lips found hers. The ecstasy, the living fire, the anguish,
+and the torture of it have left their indelible scars upon my memory. Even
+as I write the cruelly sweet poignancy of that moment is with me again--
+though very hateful now.
+
+Thus I, blindly and recklessly, under the sway and thrall of that terrific
+and overpowering temptation. And then there leapt in my mind a glimmer of
+returning consciousness: a glimmer that grew rapidly to be a blazing light
+in which I saw revealed the hideousness of the thing I did. I tore myself
+away from her in that second of revulsion and hurled her from me, fiercely
+and violently, so that, staggering to the seat from which she had risen,
+she fell into it rather than sat down.
+
+And whilst, breathless with parted lips and galloping bosom, she observed
+me, something near akin to terror in her eyes, I stamped about that room
+and raved and heaped abuse and recriminations upon myself, ending by going
+down upon my knees to her, imploring her forgiveness for the thing I had
+done--believing like a fatuous fool that it was all my doing--and imploring
+her still more passionately to leave me and to go.
+
+She set a trembling hand upon my head; she took my chin in the other, and
+raised my face until she could look into it.
+
+"If it be your will--if it will bring you peace and happiness, I will leave
+you now and never see you more. But are you not deluded, my Agostino?"
+
+And then, as if her self-control gave way, she fell to weeping.
+
+"And what of me if you go? What of me wedded to that monster, to that
+cruel and inhuman pedant who tortures and insults me as you have seen?"
+
+"Beloved, will another wrong cure the wrong of that?" I pleaded. "0, if
+you love me, go--go, leave me. It is too late--too late!"
+
+I drew away from her touch, and crossed the room to fling myself upon the
+window-seat. For a space we sat apart thus, panting like wrestlers who
+have flung away from each other. At length--"Listen, Giuliana," I said
+more calmly. "Were I to heed you, were I to obey my own desires, I should
+bid you come away with me from this to-morrow."
+
+"If you but would!" she sighed. "You would be taking me out of hell."
+
+"Into another worse," I countered swiftly. "I should do you such a wrong
+as naught could ever right again."
+
+She looked at me for a spell in silence. Her back was to the light and her
+face in shadow, so that I could not read what passed there. Then, very
+slowly, like one utterly weary, she got to her feet.
+
+"I will do your will, beloved; but I do it not for the wrong that I should
+suffer--for that I should count no wrong--but for the wrong that I should
+be doing you."
+
+She paused as if for an answer. I had none for her. I raised my arms,
+then let them fall again, and bowed my head. I heard the gentle rustle of
+her robe, and I looked up to see her staggering towards the door, her arms
+in front of her like one who is blind. She reached it, pulled it open, and
+from the threshold gave me one last ineffable look of her great eyes, heavy
+now with tears. Then the door closed again, and I was alone.
+
+From my heart there rose a great surge of thankfulness. I fell upon my
+knees and prayed. For an hour at least I must have knelt there, seeking
+grace and strength; and comforted at last, my calm restored, I rose, and
+went to the window. I drew back the curtains, and leaned out to breathe
+the physical calm of that tepid September night.
+
+And presently out of the gloom a great grey shape came winging towards the
+window, the heavy pinions moving ponderously with their uncanny sough. It
+was an owl attracted by the light. Before that bird of evil omen, that
+harbinger of death, I drew back and crossed myself. I had a sight of its
+sphinx-like face and round, impassive eyes ere it circled to melt again
+into the darkness, startled by any sudden movement. I closed the window
+and left the room.
+
+Very softly I crept down the passage towards my chamber, leaving the light
+burning in the library, for it was not my habit to extinguish it, and I
+gave no thought to the lateness of the hour.
+
+Midway down the passage I halted. I was level with Giuliana's door, and
+from under it there came a slender blade of light. But it was not this
+that checked me. She was singing, Such a pitiful little heartbroken song
+it was:
+
+ "Amor mi muojo; mi muojo amore mio!"
+
+ran its last line.
+
+I leaned against the wall, and a sob broke from me. Then, in an instant,
+the passage was flooded with light, and in the open doorway Giuliana stood
+all white before me, her arms held out.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VI
+
+THE IRON GIRDLE
+
+
+From the distance, drawing rapidly nearer and ringing sharply in the
+stillness of the night, came the clatter of a mule's hooves.
+
+But, though heard, it was scarcely heard consciously, and it certainly went
+unheeded until it was beneath the window and ceasing at the door.
+
+Giuliana's fingers locked themselves upon my arm in a grip of fear.
+
+"Who comes?" she asked, below her breath, fearfully. I sprang from the bed
+and crouched, listening, by the window, and so lost precious time.
+
+Out of the darkness Giuliana's voice spoke again, hoarsely now and
+trembling.
+
+"It will be Astorre," she said, with conviction. "At this hour it can be
+none else. I suspected when I saw him talking to that boy at the gate this
+afternoon that he was setting a spy upon me, to warn him wherever he was
+lurking, did the need arise."
+
+"But how should the boy know...?" I began, when she interrupted me almost
+impatiently.
+
+"The boy saw Messer Gambara ride up. He waited for no more, but went at
+once to warn Astorre. He has been long in coming," she added in the tone
+of one who is still searching for the exact explanation of the thing that
+is happening. And then, suddenly and very urgently, "Go, go--go quickly!"
+she bade me.
+
+As in the dark I was groping my way towards the door she spoke again:
+
+"Why does he not knock? For what does he wait?" Immediately, from the
+stairs, came a terrific answer to her question--the unmistakable, slip-
+slopping footstep of the doctor.
+
+I halted, and for an instant stood powerless to move. How he had entered I
+could not guess, nor did I ever discover. Sufficient was the awful fact
+that he was in.
+
+I was ice-cold from head to foot. Then I was all on fire and groping
+forward once more whilst those footsteps, sinister and menacing as the very
+steps of Doom, came higher and nearer.
+
+At last I found the door and wrenched it open. I stayed to close it after
+me, and already at the end of the passage beat the reflection of the light
+Fifanti carried. A second I stood there hesitating which way to turn. My
+first thought was to gain my own chamber. But to attempt it were assuredly
+to run into his arms. So I turned, and went as swiftly and stealthily as
+possible towards the library.
+
+I was all but in when he turned the corner of the passage, and so caught
+sight of me before I had closed the door.
+
+I stood in the library, where the lamp still burned, sweating, panting, and
+trembling. For even as he had had a glimpse of me, so had I had a glimpse
+of him, and the sight was terrifying to one in my situation.
+
+I had seen, his tall, gaunt figure bending forward in his eager, angry
+haste. In one hand he carried a lanthorn; a naked sword in the other. His
+face was malign and ghastly, and his bald, egg-like head shone yellow. The
+fleeting glimpse he had of me drew from him a sound between a roar and a
+snarl, and with quickened feet he came slip-slopping down the passage.
+
+I had meant, I think, to play the fox: to seat myself at the table, a book
+before me, and feigning slumber, present the appearance of one who had been
+overcome by weariness at his labours. But now all thought of that was at
+an end. I had been seen, and that I fled was all too apparent. So that in
+every way I was betrayed.
+
+The thing I did, I did upon instinct rather than reason; and this again was
+not well done. I slammed the door, and turned the key, placing at least
+that poor barrier between myself and the man I had so deeply wronged, the
+man whom I had given the right to slay me. A second later the door shook
+as if a hurricane had smitten it. He had seized the handle, and he was
+pulling at it frenziedly with a maniacal strength.
+
+"Open!" he thundered, and fell to snarling and whimpering horribly.
+"Open!"
+
+Then, quite abruptly he became oddly calm. It was as if his rage grew
+coldly purposeful; and the next words he uttered acted upon me as a dagger-
+prod, and reawakened my mind from its momentary stupefaction.
+
+"Do you think these poor laths can save you from my vengeance, my Lord
+Gambara?" quoth he, with a chuckle horrible to hear.
+
+My Lord Gambara! He mistook me for the Legate! In an instant I saw the
+reason of this. It was as Giuliana had conceived. The boy had run to warn
+him wherever he was--at Roncaglia, perhaps, a league away upon the road to
+Parma. And the boy's news was that my Lord the Governor had gone to
+Fifanti's house. The boy had never waited to see the Legate come forth
+again; but had obeyed his instructions to the letter, and it was Gambara
+whom Fifanti came to take red-handed and to kill as he had the right to do.
+
+When he had espied my flying shape, the length of the corridor had lain
+between us, Fifanti was short-sighted, and since it was Gambara whom he
+expected to find, Gambara at once he concluded it to be who fled before
+him.
+
+There was no villainy for which I was not ripe that night, it seemed. For
+no sooner did I perceive this error than I set myself to scheme how I might
+profit by it. Let Gambara by all means suffer in my place if the thing
+could be contrived. If not in fact, at least in intent, the Cardinal-
+legate had certainly sinned. If he was not in my place now, it was through
+the too great good fortune that attended him. Besides, Gambara would be in
+better case to protect himself from the consequences and from Fifanti's
+anger.
+
+Thus cravenly I reasoned; and reasoning thus, I reached the window. If I
+could climb down to the garden, and then perhaps up again to my own
+chamber, I might get me to bed, what time Fifanti still hammered at that
+door. Meanwhile his voice came rasping through those slender timbers, as
+he mocked the Lord Cardinal he supposed me.
+
+"You would not be warned, my lord, and yet I warned you enough. You would
+plant horns upon my head. Well, well! Do not complain if you are gored by
+them."
+
+Then he laughed hideously. "This poor Astorre Fifanti is blind and a fool.
+He is to be sent packing on a journey to the Duke, devised to suit my Lord
+Cardinal's convenience. But you should have bethought you that suspicious
+husbands have a trick of pretending to depart whilst they remain."
+
+Next his voice swelled up again in passion, and again the door was shaken.
+
+"Will you open, then, or must I break down the door! There is no barrier
+in the world shall keep me from you, there is no power can save you. I
+have the right to kill you by every law of God and man. Shall I forgo that
+right?" He laughed snarlingly.
+
+"Three hundred ducats yearly to recompense the hospitality I have given
+you--and six hundred later upon the coming of the Duke!" he mocked. "That
+was the price, my lord, of my hospitality--which was to include my wife's
+harlotry. Three hundred ducats! Ha! ha! Three hundred thousand million
+years in Hell! That is the price, my lord--the price that you shall pay,
+for I present the reckoning and enforce it. You shall be shriven in iron--
+you and your wanton after you.
+
+"Shall I be caged for having shed a prelate's sacred blood? for having sent
+a prelate's soul to Hell with all its filth of sin upon it? Shall I?
+Speak, magnificent; out of the fullness of your theological knowledge
+inform me."
+
+I had listened in a sort of fascination to that tirade of venomous mockery.
+But now I stirred, and pulled the casement open. I peered down into the
+darkness and hesitated. The wall was creeper-clad to the window's height;
+but I feared the frail tendrils of the clematis would never bear me. I
+hesitated. Then I resolved to jump. It was but little more than some
+twelve feet to the ground, and that was nothing to daunt an active lad of
+my own build, with the soft turf to land upon below. It should have been
+done without hesitation; for that moment's hesitation was my ruin.
+
+Fifanti had heard the opening of the casement, and fearing that, after all,
+his prey might yet escape him, he suddenly charged the door like an
+infuriated bull, and borrowing from his rage a strength far greater than
+his usual he burst away the fastenings of that crazy door.
+
+Into the room hurtled the doctor, to check and stand there blinking at me,
+too much surprised for a moment to grasp the situation.
+
+When, at last, he understood, the returning flow of rage was overwhelming.
+
+"You!" he gasped, and then his voice mounting--"You dog!" he screamed. "So
+it was you! You!"
+
+He crouched and his little eyes, all blood-injected, peered at me with
+horrid malice. He grew cold again as he mastered his surprise. "You!" he
+repeated. "Blind fool that I have been! You! The walker in the ways of
+St. Augustine--in his early ways, I think. You saint in embryo, you
+postulant for holy orders! You shall be ordained this night--with this!"
+And he raised his sword so that little yellow runnels of light sped down
+the livid blade.
+
+"I will ordain you into Hell, you hound!" And thereupon he leapt at me.
+
+I sprang away from the window, urged by fear of him into a very sudden
+activity. As I crossed the room I had a glimpse of the white figure of
+Giuliana in the gloom of the passage, watching.
+
+He came after me, snarling. I seized a stool and hurled it at him. He
+avoided it nimbly, and it went crashing through the half of the casement
+that was still closed.
+
+And as he avoided it, grown suddenly cunning, he turned back towards the
+door to bar my exit should I attempt to lead him round the table.
+
+We stood at gaze, the length of the little low-ceilinged chamber between
+us, both of us breathing hard.
+
+Then I looked round for something with which to defend myself; for it was
+plain that he meant to have my life. By a great ill-chance it happened
+that the sword which I had worn upon that day when I went as Giuliana's
+escort into Piacenza was still standing in the very corner where I had set
+it down. Instinctively I sprang for it, and Fifanti, never suspecting my
+quest until he saw me with a naked iron in my hand, did nothing to prevent
+my reaching it.
+
+Seeing me armed, he laughed. "Ho, ho! The saint-at-arms!" he mocked.
+"You'll be as skilled with weapons as with holiness!" And he advanced upon
+me in long stealthy strides. The width of the table was between us, and he
+smote at me across it. I parried, and cut back at him, for being armed
+now, I no more feared him than I should have feared a child. Little he
+knew of the swordcraft I had learnt from old Falcone, a thing which once
+learnt is never forgotten though lack of exercise may make us slow.
+
+He cut at me again, and narrowly missed the lamp in his stroke. And now, I
+can most solemnly make oath that in the thing that followed there was no
+intent. It was over and done before I was conscious of the happening. I
+had acted purely upon instinct as men will in performing what they have
+been taught.
+
+To ward his blow, I came almost unconsciously into that guard of Marozzo's
+which is known as the iron girdle. I parried and on the stroke I lunged,
+and so, taking the poor wretch entirely unawares, I sank the half of my
+iron into his vitals ere he or I had any thought that the thing was
+possible.
+
+I saw his little eyes grow very wide, and the whole expression of his face
+become one of intense astonishment.
+
+He moved his lips as if to speak, and then the sword clattered from his one
+hand, the lanthorn from his other; he sank forward quietly, still looking
+at me with the same surprised glance, and so came further on to my rigidly
+held blade, until his breast brought up against the quillons. For a moment
+he remained supported thus, by just that rigid arm of mine and the table
+against which his weight was leaning. Then I withdrew the blade, and in
+the same movement flung the weapon from me. Before the sword had rattled
+to the floor, his body had sunk down into a heap beyond the table, so that
+I could see no more than the yellow, egg-like top of his bald head.
+
+Awhile I stood watching it, filled with an extraordinary curiosity and a
+queer awe. Very slowly was it that I began to realize the thing I had
+done. It might be that I had killed Fifanti. It might be. And slowly,
+gradually I grew cold with the thought and the apprehension of its horrid
+meaning.
+
+Then from the passage came a stifled scream, and Giuliana staggered
+forward, one hand holding flimsy draperies to her heaving bosom, the other
+at her mouth, which had grown hideously loose and uncontrolled. Her
+glowing copper hair, all unbound, fell about her shoulders like a mantle.
+
+Behind her with ashen face and trembling limbs came old Busio. He was
+groaning and ringing his hands. Thus I saw the pair of them creep forward
+to approach Fifanti, who had made no sound since my sword had gone through
+him.
+
+But Fifanti was no longer there to heed them--the faithful servant and the
+unfaithful wife. All that remained, huddled there at the foot of the
+table, was a heap of bleeding flesh and shabby garments.
+
+It was Giuliana who gave me the information. With a courage that was
+almost stupendous she looked down into his face, then up into mine, which I
+doubt not was as livid.
+
+"You have killed him," she whispered. "He is dead."
+
+He was dead and I had killed him! My lips moved.
+
+"He would have killed me," I answered in a strangled voice, and knew that
+what I said was a sort of lie to cloak the foulness of my deed.
+
+Old Busio uttered a long, croaking wail, and went down on his knees beside
+the master he had served so long--the master who would never more need
+servant in this world.
+
+It was upon the wings of that pitiful cry that the full understanding of
+the thing I had done was borne in upon my soul. I bowed my head, and took
+my face in my hands. I saw myself in that moment for what I was. I
+accounted myself wholly and irrevocably damned, Be God never so clement,
+surely here was something for which even His illimitable clemency could
+find no pardon.
+
+I had come to Fifanti's house as a student of humanities and divinities;
+all that I had learnt there had been devilries culminating in this hour's
+work. And all through no fault of that poor, mean, ugly pedant, who indeed
+had been my victim--whom I had robbed of honour and of life.
+
+Never man felt self-horror as I felt it then, self-loathing and self-
+contempt. And then, whilst the burden of it all, the horror of it all was
+full upon me, a soft hand touched my shoulder, and a soft, quivering voice
+murmured urgently in my ear:
+
+"Agostino, we must go; we must go."
+
+I plucked away my hands, and showed her a countenance before which she
+shrank in fear.
+
+"We?" I snarled at her. "We?" I repeated still more fiercely, and drove
+her back before me as if I had done her a bodily hurt.
+
+0, I should have imagined--had I had time in which to imagine anything--
+that already I had descended to the very bottom of the pit of infamy. But
+it seems that one more downward step remained me; and that step I took.
+Not by act, nor yet by speech, but just by thought.
+
+For without the manliness to take the whole blame of this great crime upon
+myself, I must in my soul and mind fling the burden of it upon her. Like
+Adam of old, I blamed the woman, and charged her in my thoughts with having
+tempted me. Charging her thus, I loathed her as the cause of all this sin
+that had engulfed me; loathed her in that moment as a thing unclean and
+hideous; loathed her with a completeness of loathing such as I had never
+experienced before for any fellowcreature.
+
+Instead of beholding in her one whom I had dragged with me into my pit of
+sin and whom it was incumbent upon my manhood thenceforth to shelter and
+protect from the consequences of my own iniquity, I attributed to her the
+blame of all that had befallen.
+
+To-day I know that in so doing I did no more than justice. But it was not
+justly done. I had then no such knowledge as I have to-day by which to
+correct my judgment. The worst I had the right to think of her in that
+hour was that her guilt was something less than mine. In thinking
+otherwise was it that I took that last step to the very bottom of the hell
+that I had myself created for myself that night.
+
+The rest was as nothing by comparison. I have said that it was not by act
+or speech that I added to the sum of my iniquities; and yet it was by both.
+First, in that fiercely echoed "We?" that I hurled at her to strike her
+from me; then in my precipitate flight alone.
+
+How I stumbled from that room I scarcely know. The events of the time that
+followed immediately upon Fifanti's death are all blurred as the
+impressions of a sick man's dream.
+
+I dimly remember that as she backed away from me until her shoulders
+touched the wall, that as she stood so, all white and lovely as any snare
+that Satan ever devised for man's ruin, staring at me with mutely pleading
+eyes, I staggered forward, avoiding the sight of that dreadful huddle on
+the floor, over which Busio was weeping foolishly.
+
+As I stepped a sudden moisture struck my stockinged feet. Its nature I
+knew by instinct upon the instant, and filled by it with a sudden
+unreasoning terror, I dashed with a loud cry from the room.
+
+Along the passage and down the dark stairs I plunged until I reached the
+door of the house. It stood open and I went heedlessly forth. From
+overhead I heard Giuliana calling me in a voice that held a note of
+despair. But I never checked in my headlong career.
+
+Fifanti's mule, I have since reflected, was tethered near the steps. I saw
+the beast, but it conveyed no meaning to my mind, which I think was numbed.
+I sped past it and on, through the gate, round the road by the Po, under
+the walls of the city, and so away into the open country.
+
+Without cap, without doublet, without shoes, just in my trunks and shirt
+and hose, as I was, I ran, heading by instinct for home as heads the animal
+that has been overtaken by danger whilst abroad. Never since Phidippides,
+the Athenian courier, do I believe that any man had run as desperately and
+doggedly as I ran that night.
+
+By dawn, having in some three hours put twenty miles or so between myself
+and Piacenza, I staggered exhausted and with cut and bleeding feet through
+the open door of a peasant's house.
+
+The family, sat at breakfast in the stone-flagged room into which I
+stumbled. I halted under their astonished eyes.
+
+"I am the Lord of Mondolfo," I panted hoarsely, "and I need a beast to
+carry me home."
+
+The head of that considerable family, a grizzled, suntanned peasant, rose
+from his seat and pondered my condition with a glance that was laden with
+mistrust.
+
+"The Lord of Mondolfo--you, thus?" quoth he. "Now, by Bacchus, I am the
+Pope of Rome!"
+
+But his wife, more tender-hearted, saw in my disorder cause for pity rather
+than irony.
+
+"Poor lad!" she murmured, as I staggered and fell into a chair, unable
+longer to retain my feet. She rose immediately, and came hurrying towards
+me with a basin of goat's milk. The draught refreshed my body as her
+gentle words of comfort soothed my troubled soul. Seated there, her stout
+arm about my shoulders, my head pillowed upon her ample, motherly breast, I
+was very near to tears, loosened in my overwrought state by the sweet touch
+of sympathy, for which may God reward her.
+
+I rested in that place awhile. Three hours I slept upon a litter of straw
+in an outhouse; whereupon, strengthened by my repose, I renewed my claim to
+be the Lord of Mondolfo and my demand for a horse to carry me to my
+fortress.
+
+Still doubting me too much to trust me alone with any beast of his, the
+peasant nevertheless fetched out a couple of mules and set out with me for
+Mondolfo.
+
+
+
+
+
+BOOK III
+
+THE WILDERNESS
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER I
+
+THE HOME-COMING
+
+
+It was still early morning when we came into the town of Mondolfo, my
+peasant escort and I.
+
+The day being Sunday there was little stir in the town at such an hour, and
+it presented a very different appearance from that which it had worn when
+last I had seen it. But the difference lay not only in the absence of
+bustle and the few folk abroad now as compared with that market-day on
+which, departing, I had ridden through it. I viewed the place to-day with
+eyes that were able to draw comparisons, and after the wide streets and
+imposing buildings of Piacenza, I found my little township mean and rustic.
+
+We passed the Duomo, consecrated to Our Lady of Mondolfo. Its portals
+stood wide, and in the opening swung a heavy crimson curtain, embroidered
+with a huge golden cross which was bellying outward like an enormous
+gonfalon. On the steps a few crippled beggars whined, and a few faithful
+took their way to early Mass.
+
+On, up the steep, ill-paved street we climbed to the mighty grey citadel
+looming on the hill's crest, like a gigantic guardian brooding over the
+city of his trust. We crossed the drawbridge unchallenged, passed under
+the tunnel of the gateway, and so came into the vast, untenanted bailey of
+the fortress.
+
+I looked about me, beat my hands together, and raised my voice to shout
+
+"0la! Ola!"
+
+In answer to my call the door of the guardhouse opened presently, and a man
+looked out. He frowned at first; then his brows went up and his mouth fell
+open.
+
+"It is the Madonnino!" he shouted over his shoulder, and hurried forward to
+take my reins, uttering words of respectful welcome, which seemed to
+relieve the fears of my peasant, who had never quite believed me what I
+proclaimed myself.
+
+There was a stir in the guardhouse, and two or three men of the absurd
+garrison my mother kept there shuffled in the doorway, whilst a burly
+fellow in leather with a sword girt on him thrust his way through and
+hurried forward, limping slightly. In the dark, lowering face I recognized
+my old friend Rinolfo, and I marvelled to see him thus accoutred.
+
+He halted before me, and gave me a stiff and unfriendly salute; then he
+bade the man-at-arms to hold my stirrup.
+
+"What is your authority here, Rinolfo?" I asked him shortly.
+
+I am the castellan," he informed me.
+
+"The castellan? But what of Messer Giorgio?"
+
+"He died a month ago."
+
+"And who gave you this authority?"
+
+"Madonna the Countess, in some recompense for the hurt you did me," he
+replied, thrusting forward his lame leg.
+
+His tone was surly and hostile; but it provoked no resentment in me now. I
+deserved his unfriendliness. I had crippled him. At the moment I forgot
+the provocation I had received--forgot that since he had raised his hand to
+his lord, it would have been no great harshness to have hanged him. I saw
+in him but another instance of my wickedness, another sufferer at my hands;
+and I hung my head under the rebuke implicit in his surly tone and glance.
+
+"I had not thought, Rinolfo, to do you an abiding hurt," said I, and here
+checked, bethinking me that I lied; for had I not expressed regret that I
+had not broken his neck?
+
+I got down slowly and painfully, for my limbs were stiff and my feet very
+sore. He smiled darkly at my words and my sudden faltering; but I affected
+not to see.
+
+"Where is Madonna?" I asked.
+
+"She will have returned by now from chapel," he answered.
+
+I turned to the man-at-arms. "You will announce me," I bade him. "And
+you, Rinolfo, see to these beasts and to this good fellow here. Let him
+have wine and food and what he needs. I will see him again ere he sets
+forth."
+
+Rinolfo muttered that all should be done as I ordered, and I signed to the
+man-at-arms to lead the way.
+
+We went up the steps and into the cool of the great hall. There the
+soldier, whose every feeling had been outraged no doubt by Rinolfo's
+attitude towards his lord, ventured to express his sympathy and
+indignation.
+
+"Rinolfo is a black beast, Madonnino," he muttered.
+
+"We are all black beasts, Eugenio," I answered heavily, and so startled him
+by words and tone that he ventured upon no further speech, but led me
+straight to my mother's private dining-room, opened the door and calmly
+announced me.
+
+"Madonna, here is my Lord Agostino."
+
+I heard the gasp she uttered before I caught sight of her. She was seated
+at the table's head in her great wooden chair, and Fra Gervasio was pacing
+the rush-strewn floor in talk with her, his hands behind his back, his head
+thrust forward.
+
+At the announcement he straightened suddenly and wheeled round to face me,
+inquiry in his glance. My mother, too, half rose, and remained so, staring
+at me, her amazement at seeing me increased by the strange appearance I
+presented.
+
+Eugenio closed the door and departed, leaving me standing there, just
+within it; and for a moment no word was spoken.
+
+The cheerless, familiar room, looking more cheerless than it had done of
+old, with its high-set windows and ghastly Crucifix, affected me in a
+singular manner. In this room I had known a sort of peace--the peace that
+is peculiarly childhood's own, whatever the troubles that may haunt it. I
+came into it now with hell in my soul, sin-blackened before God and man, a
+fugitive in quest of sanctuary.
+
+A knot rose in my throat and paralysed awhile my speech. Then with a
+sudden sob, I sprang forward and hobbled to her upon my wounded feet. I
+flung myself down upon my knees, buried my head in her lap, and all that I
+could cry was:
+
+"Mother! Mother!"
+
+Whether perceiving my disorder, my distraught and suffering condition, what
+remained of the woman in her was moved to pity; whether my cry acting like
+a rod of Moses upon that rock of her heart which excess of piety had long
+since sterilized, touched into fresh life the springs that had long since
+been dry, and reminded her of the actual bond between us, her tone was more
+kindly and gentle than I had ever known it.
+
+"Agostino, my child! Why are you here?" And her wax-like fingers very
+gently touched my head. "Why are you here--and thus? What has happened to
+you?"
+
+"Me miserable!" I groaned.
+
+"What is it?" she pressed me, an increasing anxiety in her voice.
+
+At last I found courage to tell her sufficient to prepare her mind.
+
+"Mother, I am a sinner," I faltered miserably.
+
+I felt her recoiling from me as from the touch of something unclean and
+contagious, her mind conceiving already by some subtle premonition some
+shadow of the thing that I had done. And then Gervasio spoke, and his
+voice was soothing as oil upon troubled waters.
+
+"Sinners are we all, Agostino. But repentance purges sin. Do not abandon
+yourself to despair, my son."
+
+But the mother who bore me took no such charitable and Christian view.
+
+"What is it? Wretched boy, what have you done?" And the cold repugnance
+in her voice froze anew the courage I was forming.
+
+"0 God help me! God help me!" I groaned miserably.
+
+Gervasio, seeing my condition, with that quick and saintly sympathy that
+was his, came softly towards me and set a hand upon my shoulder.
+
+"Dear Agostino," he murmured, "would you find it easier to tell me first?
+Will you confess to me, my son? Will you let me lift this burden from your
+soul?"
+
+Still on my knees I turned and looked up into that pale, kindly face. I
+caught his thin hand, and kissed it ere he could snatch it away. "If there
+were more priests like you," I cried, "there would be fewer sinners like
+me."
+
+A shadow crossed his face; he smiled very wanly, a smile that was like a
+gleam of pale sunshine from an overclouded sky, and he spoke in gentle,
+soothing words of the Divine Mercy.
+
+I staggered to my bruised feet. "I will confess to you, Fra Gervasio," I
+said, "and afterwards we will tell my mother."
+
+She looked as she would make demur. But Fra Gervasio checked any such
+intent.
+
+"It is best so, Madonna," he said gravely. "His most urgent need is the
+consolation that the Church alone can give."
+
+He took me by the arm very gently, and led me forth. We went to his modest
+chamber, with its waxed floor, the hard, narrow pallet upon which he slept,
+the blue and gold image of the Virgin, and the little writing-pulpit upon
+which lay open a manuscript he was illuminating, for he was very skilled in
+that art which already was falling into desuetude.
+
+At this pulpit, by the window, he took his seat, and signed to me to kneel.
+I recited the Confiteor. Thereafter, with my face buried in my hands, my
+soul writhing in an agony of penitence and shame, I poured out the hideous
+tale of the evil I had wrought.
+
+Rarely did he speak while I was at that recitation. Save when I halted or
+hesitated he would interject a word of pity and of comfort that fell like a
+blessed balsam upon my spiritual wounds and gave me strength to pursue my
+awful story.
+
+When I had done and he knew me to the full for the murderer and adulterer
+that I was, there fell a long pause, during which I waited as a felon
+awaits sentence. But it did not come. Instead, he set himself to examine
+more closely the thing I had told him. He probed it with a question here
+and a question there, and all of a shrewdness that revealed the extent of
+his knowledge of humanity, and the infinite compassion and gentleness that
+must be the inevitable fruits of such sad knowledge.
+
+He caused me to go back to the very day of my arrival at Fifanti's; and
+thence, step by step, he led me again over the road that in the past four
+months I had trodden, until he had traced the evil to its very source, and
+could see the tiny spring that had formed the brook which, gathering volume
+as it went, had swollen at last into a raging torrent that had laid waste
+its narrow confines.
+
+"Who that knows all that goes to the making of a sin shall dare to condemn
+a sinner?" he cried at last, so that I looked up at him, startled, and
+penetrated by a ray of hope and comfort. He returned my glance with one of
+infinite pity.
+
+"It is the woman here upon whom must fall the greater blame," said he.
+
+But at that I cried out in hot remonstrance, adding that I had yet another
+vileness to confess--for it was now that for the first time I realized it.
+And I related to him how last night I had repudiated her, cast her off and
+fled, leaving her to bear the punishment alone.
+
+Of my conduct in that he withheld his criticism. "The sin is hers," he
+repeated. "She was a wife, and the adultery is hers. More, she was the
+seducer. It was she who debauched your mind with lascivious readings, and
+tore away the foundations of virtue from your soul. If in the cataclysm
+that followed she was crushed and smothered, it is no more than she had
+incurred."
+
+I still protested that this view was all too lenient to me, that it sprang
+of his love for me, that it was not just. Thereupon he began to make clear
+to me many things that may have been clear to you worldly ones who have
+read my scrupulous and exact confessions, but which at the time were still
+all wrapped in obscurity for me.
+
+It was as if he held up a mirror--an intelligent and informing mirror--in
+which my deeds were reflected by the light of his own deep knowledge. He
+showed me the gradual seduction to which I had been subjected; he showed me
+Giuliana as she really was, as she must be from what I had told him; he
+reminded me that she was older by ten years than I, and greatly skilled in
+men and worldliness; that where I had gone blindly, never seeing what was
+the inevitable goal and end of the road I trod, she had consciously been
+leading me thither, knowing full well what the end must be, and desiring
+it.
+
+As for the murder of Fifanti, the thing was grievous; but it had been done
+in the heat of combat, and he could not think that I had meant the poor
+man's death. And Fifanti himself was not entirely without blame. Largely
+had he contributed to the tragedy. There had been evil in his heart. A
+good man would have withdrawn his wife from surroundings which he knew to
+be perilous and foul, not used her as a decoy to enable him to trap and
+slay his enemy.
+
+And the greatest blame of all he attached to that Messer Arcolano who had
+recommended Fifanti to my mother as a tutor for me, knowing full well--as
+he must have known--what manner of house the doctor kept and what manner of
+wanton was Giuliana. Arcolano had sought to serve Fifanti's interests in
+pretending to serve mine and my mother's; and my mother should be
+enlightened that at last she might know that evil man for what he really
+was.
+
+"But all this," he concluded, "does not mean, Agostino, that you are to
+regard yourself as other than a great sinner. You have sinned monstrously,
+even when all these extenuations are considered."
+
+"I know, I know!" I groaned.
+
+"But beyond forgiveness no man has ever sinned, nor have you now. So that
+your repentance is deep and real, and when by some penance that I shall
+impose you shall have cleansed yourself of all this mire that clings to
+your poor soul, you shall have absolution from me."
+
+"Impose your penance," I cried eagerly. "There is none I will not
+undertake, to purchase pardon and some little peace of mind.
+
+"I will consider it," he answered gravely. "And now let us seek your
+mother. She must be told, for a great deals hangs upon this, Agostino.
+The career to which you were destined is no longer for you, my son."
+
+My spirit quailed under those last words; and yet I felt an immense relief
+at the same time, as if some overwhelming burden had been lifted from me.
+
+"I am indeed unworthy," I said.
+
+"It is not your unworthiness that I am considering, my son, but your
+nature. The world calls you over-strongly. It is not for nothing that you
+are the child of Giovanni d'Anguissola. His blood runs thick in your
+veins, and it is very human blood. For such as you there is no hope in the
+cloister. Your mother must be made to realize it, and she must abandon her
+dreams concerning you. It will wound her very sorely. But better that
+than..." He shrugged and rose. "Come, Agostino."
+
+And I rose, too, immensely comforted and soothed already, for all that I
+was yet very far from ease or peace of mind. Outside his room he set a
+hand upon my arm.
+
+"Wait," he said, "we have ministered in some degree to your poor spirit.
+Let us take thought for the body, too. You need garments and other things.
+Come with me."
+
+He led me up to my own little chamber, took fresh raiment for me from a
+press, called Lorenza and bade her bring bread and wine, vinegar and warm
+water.
+
+In a very weak dilution of the latter he bade me bathe my lacerated feet,
+and then he found fine strips of linen in which to bind them ere I drew
+fresh hose and shoes. And meanwhile munching my bread and salt and taking
+great draughts of the pure if somewhat sour wine, my mental peace was
+increased by the refreshment of my body.
+
+At last I stood up more myself than I had been in these last twelve awful
+hours--for it was just noon, and into twelve hours had been packed the
+events that well might have filled a lifetime.
+
+He put an arm about my shoulder, fondly as a father might have done, and so
+led me below again and into my mother's presence.
+
+We found her kneeling before the Crucifix, telling her beads; and we stood
+waiting a few moments in silence until with a sigh and a rustle of her
+stiff black dress she rose gently and turned to face us.
+
+My heart thudded violently in that moment, as I looked into that pale face
+of sorrow. Then Fra Gervasio began to speak very gently and softly.
+
+"Your son, Madonna, has been lured into sin by a wanton woman," he began,
+and there she interrupted him with a sudden and very piteous cry.
+
+"Not that! Ah, not that!" she exclaimed, putting out hands gropingly
+before her.
+
+"That and more, Madonna," he answered gravely. "Be brave to hear the rest.
+It is a very piteous story. But the founts of Divine Mercy are
+inexhaustible, and Agostino shall drink therefrom when by penitence he
+shall have cleansed his lips."
+
+Very erect she stood there, silent and ghostly, her face looking diaphanous
+by contrast with the black draperies that enshrouded her, whilst her eyes
+were great pools of sorrow. Poor, poor mother! It is the last
+recollection I have of her; for after that day we never met again, and I
+would give ten years to purgatory if I might recall the last words that
+passed between us.
+
+As briefly as possible and ever thrusting into the foreground the immensity
+of the snare that had been spread for me and the temptation that had
+enmeshed me, Gervasio told her the story of my sin.
+
+She heard him through in that immovable attitude, one hand pressed to her
+heart, her poor pale lips moving now and again, but no sound coming from
+them, her face a white mask of pain and horror.
+
+When he had done, so wrought upon was I by the sorrow of that countenance
+that I went forward again to fling myself upon my knees before her.
+
+"Mother, forgive!" I pleaded. And getting no answer I put up my hands to
+take hers. "Mother!" I cried, and the tears were streaming down my face.
+
+But she recoiled before me.
+
+"Are you my child?" she asked in a voice of horror. "Are you the thing
+that has grown out of that little child I vowed to chastity and to God?
+Then has my sin overtaken me--the sin of bearing a son to Giovanni
+d'Anguissola, that enemy of God!"
+
+"Ah, mother, mother!" I cried again, thinking perhaps by that all-powerful
+word to move her yet to pity and to gentleness.
+
+"Madonna," cried Gervasio, "be merciful if you would look for mercy."
+
+"He has falsified my vows," she answered stonily. "He was my votive
+offering for the life of his impious father. I am punished for the
+unworthiness of my offering and the unworthiness of the cause in which I
+offered it. Accursed is the fruit of my womb!" She moaned, and sank her
+head upon her breast.
+
+"I will atone!" I cried, overwhelmed to see her so distraught.
+
+She wrung her pale hands.
+
+"Atone!" she cried, and her voice trembled. "Go then, and atone. But
+never let me see you more; never let me be reminded of the sinner to whom I
+have given life. Go! Begone!" And she raised a hand in tragical
+dismissal.
+
+I shrank back, and came slowly to my feet. And then Gervasio spoke, and
+his voice boomed and thundered with righteous indignation.
+
+"Madonna, this is inhuman!" he denounced. "Shall you dare to hope for
+mercy being yourself unmerciful?"
+
+"I shall pray for strength to forgive him; but the sight of him might tempt
+me back with the memory of the thing that he has done," she answered, and
+she had returned to that cold and terrible reserve of hers.
+
+And then things that Fra Gervasio had repressed for years welled up in a
+mighty flood. "He is your son, and he is as you have made him."
+
+"As I have made him?" quoth she, and her glance challenged the friar.
+
+"By what right did you make of him a votive offering? By what right did
+you seek to consecrate a child unborn to a claustral life without thought
+of his character, without reck of the desires that should be his? By what
+right did you make yourself the arbiter of the future of a man unborn?"
+
+"By what right?" quoth she. "Are you a priest, and do you ask me by what
+right I vowed him to the service of God?"
+
+"And is there, think you, no way of serving God but in the sterility of the
+cloister?" he demanded. "Why, since no man is born to damnation, and since
+by your reasoning the world must mean damnation, then all men should be
+encloistered, and soon, thus, there would be an end to man. You are too
+arrogant, Madonna, when you presume to judge what pleases God. Beware lest
+you fall into the sin of the Pharisee, for often have I seen you stand in
+danger of it."
+
+She swayed as if her strength were failing her, and again her pale lips
+moved.
+
+"Enough, Fra Gervasio! I will go," I cried.
+
+"Nay, it is not yet enough," he answered, and strode down the room until he
+stood between her and me. "He is what you have made him," he repeated in
+denunciation. "Had you studied his nature and his inclinations, had you
+left them free to develop along the way that God intended, you would have
+seen whether or not the cloister called him; and then would have been the
+time to have taken a resolve. But you thought to change his nature by
+repressing it; and you never saw that if he was not such as you would have
+him be, then most surely would you doom him to damnation by making an evil
+priest of him.
+
+"In your Pharisaic arrogance, Madonna, you sought to superimpose your will
+to God's will concerning him--you confounded God's will with your own. And
+so his sins recoil upon you as much as upon any. Therefore, Madonna, do I
+bid you beware. Take a humbler view if you would be acceptable in the
+Divine sight. Learn to forgive, for I say to you to-day that you stand as
+greatly in need of forgiveness for the thing that Agostino has done, as
+does Agostino himself."
+
+He paused at last, and stood trembling before her, his eyes aflame, his
+high cheek-bones faintly tinted. And she measured him very calmly and
+coldly with her sombre eyes.
+
+"Are you a priest?" she asked with steady scorn. "Are you indeed a
+priest?" And then her invective was loosened, and her voice shrilled and
+mounted as her anger swayed her. "What a snake have I harboured here!" she
+cried. "Blasphemer! You show me clearly whence came the impiety and
+ungodliness of Giovanni d'Anguissola. It had the same source as your own.
+It was suckled at your mother's breast."
+
+A sob shook him. "My mother is dead, Madonna!" he rebuked her.
+
+"She is more blessed, then, than I; since she has not lived to see what a
+power for sin she has brought forth. Go, pitiful friar. Go, both of you.
+You are very choicely mated. Begone from Mondolfo, and never let me see
+either of you more."
+
+She staggered to her great chair and sank into it, whilst we stood there,
+mute, regarding her. For myself, it was with difficulty that I repressed
+the burning things that rose to my lips. Had I given free rein to my
+tongue, I had made of it a whip of scorpions. And my anger sprang not from
+the things she said to me, but from what she said to that saintly man who
+held out a hand to help me out of the morass of sin in which I was being
+sunk. That he, that sweet and charitable follower of his Master, should be
+abused by her, should be dubbed blasphemer and have the cherished memory of
+his mother defiled by her pietistic utterances, was something that inflamed
+me horribly.
+
+But he set a hand upon my shoulder.
+
+"Come, Agostino," he said very gently. He was calm once more. "We will
+go, as we are bidden, you and I."
+
+And then, out of the sweetness of his nature, he forged all unwittingly the
+very iron that should penetrate most surely into her soul.
+
+"Forgive her, my son. Forgive her as you need forgiveness. She does not
+understand the thing she does. Come, we will pray for her, that God in His
+infinite mercy may teach her humility and true knowledge of Him."
+
+I saw her start as if she had been stung.
+
+"Blasphemer, begone!" she cried again; and her voice was hoarse with
+suppressed anger.
+
+And then the door was suddenly flung open, and Rinolfo clanked in, very
+martial and important, his hand thrusting up his sword behind him.
+
+"Madonna," he announced, "the Captain of Justice from Piacenza is here."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER II
+
+THE CAPTAIN OF JUSTICE
+
+
+There was a moment's silence after Rinolfo had flung that announcement.
+
+"The Captain of Justice?" quoth my mother at length, her voice startled.
+"What does he seek?"
+
+"The person of my Lord Agostino d'Anguissola," said Rinolfo steadily.
+
+She sighed very heavily. "A felon's end!" she murmured, and turned to me.
+"If thus you may expiate your sins," she said, speaking more gently, "let
+the will of Heaven be done. Admit the captain, Ser Rinolfo."
+
+He bowed, and turned sharply to depart.
+
+"Stay!" I cried, and rooted him there by the imperative note of my command.
+
+Fra Gervasio was more than right when he said that mine was not a nature
+for the cloister. In that moment I might have realized it to the full by
+the readiness with which the thought of battle occurred to me, and more by
+the anticipatory glow that warmed me at the very thought of it. I was the
+very son of Giovanni d'Anguissola.
+
+"What force attends the captain?" I inquired.
+
+"He has six mounted men with him," replied Rinolfo. "In that case," I
+answered, "you will bid him begone in my name."
+
+"And if he should not go?" was Rinolfo's impudent question.
+
+"You will tell him that I will drive him hence--him and his braves. We
+keep a garrison of a score of men at least--sufficient to compel him to
+depart."
+
+"He will return again with more," said Rinolfo.
+
+"Does that concern you?" I snapped. "Let him return with what he pleases.
+To-day I enrol more forces from the countryside, take up the bridge and
+mount our cannon. This is my lair and fortress, and I'll defend it and
+myself as becomes my name and blood. For I am the lord and master here,
+and the Lord of Mondolfo is not to be dragged away thus at the heels of a
+Captain of Justice. You have my orders, obey them. About it, sir."
+
+Circumstances had shown me the way that I must take, and the folly of going
+forth a fugitive outcast at my mother's bidding. I was Lord of Mondolfo,
+as I had said, and they should know and feel it from this hour--all of
+them, not excepting my mother.
+
+But I reckoned without the hatred Rinolfo bore me. Instead of the prompt
+obedience that I had looked for, he had turned again to my mother.
+
+"Is it your wish, Madonna?" he inquired.
+
+"It is my wish that counts, you knave," I thundered and advanced upon him.
+
+But he fronted me intrepidly. "I hold my office from my Lady the Countess.
+I obey none other here."
+
+"Body of God! Do you defy me?" I cried. "Am I Lord of Mondolfo, or am I a
+lackey in my own house? You'ld best obey me ere I break you, Ser Rinolfo.
+We shall see whether the men will take my orders," I added confidently.
+
+The faintest smile illumined his dark face. "The men will not stir a
+finger at the bidding of any but Madonna the Countess and myself," he
+answered hardily.
+
+It was by an effort that I refrained from striking him. And then my mother
+spoke again.
+
+"It is as Ser Rinolfo says," she informed me. "So cease this futile
+resistance, sir son, and accept the expiation that is offered you."
+
+I looked at her, she avoiding my glance.
+
+"Madonna, I cannot think that it is so," said I. "These men have known me
+since I was a little lad. Many of them have followed the fortunes of my
+father. They'll never turn their backs upon his son in the hour of his
+need. They are not all so inhuman as my mother."
+
+"You mistake, sir," said Rinolfo. "Of the men you knew but one or two
+remain. Most of our present force has been enrolled by me in the past
+month."
+
+This was defeat, utter and pitiful. His tone was too confident, he was too
+sure of his ground to leave me a doubt as to what would befall if I made
+appeal to his knavish followers. My arms fell to my sides, and I looked at
+Gervasio. His face was haggard, and his eyes were very full of sorrow as
+they rested on me.
+
+"It is true, Agostino," he said.
+
+And as he spoke, Rinolfo limped out of the room to fetch the Captain of
+Justice, as my mother had bidden him; and his lips smiled cruelly.
+
+"Madam mother," I said bitterly, "you do a monstrous thing. You usurp the
+power that is mine, and you deliver me--me, your son--to the gallows. I
+hope that, hereafter, when you come to realize to the full your deed, you
+will be able to give your conscience peace."
+
+"My first duty is to God," she answered; and to that pitiable answer there
+was nothing to be rejoined.
+
+So I turned my shoulder to her and stood waiting, Fra Gervasio beside me,
+clenching his hands in his impotence and mute despair. And then an
+approaching clank of mail heralded the coming of the captain.
+
+Rinolfo held the door, and Cosimo d'Anguissola entered with a firm, proud
+tread, two of his men, following at his heels.
+
+He wore a buff-coat, under which no doubt there would be a shirt of mail;
+his gorget and wristlets were of polished steel, and his headgear was a
+steel cap under a cover of peach-coloured velvet. Thigh-boots encased his
+legs; sword and dagger hung in the silver carriages at his belt; his
+handsome, aquiline face was very solemn.
+
+He bowed profoundly to my mother, who rose to respond, and then he flashed
+me one swift glance of his piercing eyes.
+
+"I deplore my business here," he announced shortly. "No doubt it will be
+known to you already." And he looked at me again, allowing his eyes to
+linger on my face.
+
+"I am ready, sir," I said.
+
+"Then we had best be going, for I understand that none could be less
+welcome here than I. Yet in this, Madonna, let me assure you that there is
+nothing personal to myself. I am the slave of my office. I do but perform
+it."
+
+"So much protesting where no doubt has been expressed," said Fra Gervasio,
+"in itself casts a doubt upon your good faith. Are you not Cosimo
+d'Anguissola--my lord's cousin and heir?"
+
+"I am," said he, "yet that has no part in this, sir friar."
+
+"Then let it have part. Let it have the part it should have. Will you
+bear one of your own name and blood to the gallows? What will men say of
+that when they perceive your profit in the deed?"
+
+Cosimo looked him boldly between the eyes, his hawk-face very white.
+
+"Sir priest, I know not by what right you address me so. But you do me
+wrong. I am the Podesta of Piacenza bound by an oath that it would
+dishonour me to break; and break it I must or else fulfil my duty here.
+Enough!" he added, in his haughty, peremptory fashion. "Ser Agostino, I
+await your pleasure."
+
+"I will appeal to Rome," cried Fra Gervasio, now beside himself with grief.
+
+Cosimo smiled darkly, pityingly. "It is to be feared that Rome will turn a
+deaf ear to appeals on behalf of the son of Giovanni d'Anguissola."
+
+And with that he motioned me to precede him. Silently I pressed Fra
+Gervasio's hand, and on that departed without so much as another look at my
+mother, who sat there a silent witness of a scene which she approved.
+
+The men-at-arms fell into step, one on either side of me, and so we passed
+out into the courtyard, where Cosimo's other men were waiting, and where
+was gathered the entire family of the castle--a gaping, rather frightened
+little crowd.
+
+They brought forth a mule for me, and I mounted. Then suddenly there was
+Fra Gervasio at my side again.
+
+"I, too, am going hence," he said. "Be of good courage, Agostino. There
+is no effort I will not make on your behalf." In a broken voice he added
+his farewells ere he stood back at the captain's peremptory bidding. The
+little troop closed round me, and thus, within a couple of hours of my
+coming, I departed again from Mondolfo, surrendered to the hangman by the
+pious hands of my mother, who on her knees, no doubt, would be thanking God
+for having afforded her the grace to act in so righteous a manner.
+
+Once only did my cousin address me, and that was soon after we had left the
+town behind us. He motioned the men away, and rode to my side. Then he
+looked at me with mocking, hating eyes.
+
+"You had done better to have continued in your saint's trade than have
+become so very magnificent a sinner," said he.
+
+I did not answer him, and he rode on beside me in silence some little way.
+
+"Ah, well," he sighed at last. "Your course has been a brief one, but very
+eventful. And who would have suspected so very fierce a wolf under so
+sheepish an outside? Body of God! You fooled us all, you and that white-
+faced trull."
+
+He said it through his teeth with such a concentration of rage in his tones
+that it was easy to guess where the sore rankled.
+
+I looked at him gravely. "Does it become you, sir, do you think, to gird
+at one who is your prisoner?"
+
+"And did you not gird at me when it was your turn?" he flashed back
+fiercely. "Did not you and she laugh together over that poor, fond fool
+Cosimo whose money she took so very freely, and yet who seems to have been
+the only one excluded from her favours?"
+
+"You lie, you dog!" I blazed at him, so fiercely that the men turned in
+their saddles. He paled, and half raised the gauntleted hand in which he
+carried his whip. But he controlled himself, and barked an order to his
+followers:
+
+"Ride on, there!"
+
+When they had drawn off a little, and we were alone again, "I do not lie,
+sir," he said. "It is a practice which I leave to shavelings of all
+degrees."
+
+"If you say that she took aught from you, then you lie," I repeated.
+
+He considered me steadily. "Fool!" he said at last. "Whence else came her
+jewels and fine clothes? From Fifanti, do you think--that impecunious
+pedant? Or perhaps you imagine that it was from Gambara? In time that
+grasping prelate might have made the Duke pay. But pay, himself? By the
+Blood of God! he was never known to pay for anything.
+
+"Or, yet again, do you suppose her finery was afforded her by Caro?--Messer
+Annibale Caro--who is so much in debt that he is never like to return to
+Piacenza, unless some dolt of a patron rewards him for his poetaster's
+labours.
+
+"No, no, my shaveling. It was I who paid--I who was the fool. God! I more
+than suspected the others. But you. You saint...You!"
+
+He flung up his head, and laughed bitterly and unpleasantly. "Ah, well!"
+he ended, "You are to pay, though in different kind. It is in the family,
+you see." And abruptly raising his voice he shouted to the men to wait.
+
+Thereafter he rode ahead, alone and gloomy, whilst no less alone and gloomy
+rode I amid my guards. The thing he had revealed to me had torn away a
+veil from my silly eyes. It had made me understand a hundred little
+matters that hitherto had been puzzling me. And I saw how utterly and
+fatuously blind I had been to things which even Fra Gervasio had
+apprehended from just the relation he had drawn from me.
+
+It was as we were entering Piacenza by the Gate of San Lazzaro that I again
+drew my cousin to my side.
+
+"Sir Captain!" I called to him, for I could not bring myself to address him
+as cousin now. He came, inquiry in his eyes.
+
+"Where is she now?" I asked.
+
+He stared at me a moment, as if my effrontery astonished him. Then he
+shrugged and sneered. "I would I knew for certain," was his fierce answer.
+"I would I knew. Then should I have the pair of you." And I saw it in his
+face how unforgivingly he hated me out of his savage jealousy. "My Lord
+Gambara might tell you. I scarcely doubt it. Were I but certain, what a
+reckoning should I not present! He may be Governor of Piacenza, but were
+he Governor of Hell he should not escape me." And with that he rode ahead
+again, and left me.
+
+The rumour of our coming sped through the streets ahead of us, and out of
+the houses poured the townsfolk to watch our passage and to point me out
+one to another with many whisperings and solemn head-waggings. And the
+farther we advanced, the greater was the concourse, until by the time we
+reached the square before the Communal Palace we found there what amounted
+to a mob awaiting us.
+
+My guards closed round me as if to protect me from that crowd. But I was
+strangely without fear, and presently I was to see how little cause there
+was for any, and to realize that the action of my guards was sprung from a
+very different motive.
+
+The people stood silent, and on every upturned face of which I caught a
+glimpse I saw something that was akin to pity. Presently, however, as we
+drew nearer to the Palace, a murmur began to rise. It swelled and grew
+fierce. Suddenly a cry rose vehement and clear.
+
+"Rescue! Rescue!"
+
+"He is the Lord of Mondolfo," shouted one tall fellow, "and the Cardinal-
+legate makes a cat's-paw of him! He is to suffer for Messer Gambara's
+villainy!"
+
+Again he was answered by the cry--"Rescue! Rescue!" whilst some added an
+angry--"Death to the Legate!"
+
+Whilst I was deeply marvelling at all this, Cosimo looked at me over his
+shoulder, and though his lips were steady, his eyes seemed to smile,
+charged with a message of derision--and something more, something that I
+could not read. Then I heard his hard, metallic voice.
+
+"Back there, you curs! To your kennels! Out of the way, or we ride you
+down."
+
+He had drawn his sword, and his white hawk-face was so cruel and determined
+that they fell away before him and their cries died down.
+
+We passed into the courtyard of the Communal Palace, and the great studded
+gates were slammed in the faces of the mob, and barred.
+
+I got down from my mule, and was conducted at Cosimo's bidding to one of
+the dungeons under the Palace, where I was left with the announcement that
+I must present myself to-morrow before the Tribunal of the Ruota.
+
+I flung myself down upon the dried rushes that had been heaped in a corner
+to do duty for a bed, and I abandoned myself to my bitter thoughts. In
+particular I pondered the meaning of the crowd's strange attitude. Nor was
+it a riddle difficult to resolve. It was evident that believing Gambara,
+as they did, to be Giuliana's lover, and informed perhaps--invention
+swelling rumour as it will--that the Cardinal-legate had ridden late last
+night to Fifanti's house, it had been put about that the foul murder done
+there was Messer Gambara's work.
+
+Thus was the Legate reaping the harvest of all the hatred he had sown, of
+all the tyranny and extortion of his iron rule in Piacenza. And willing to
+believe any evil of the man they hated, they not only laid Fifanti's death
+at his door, but they went to further lengths and accounted that I was the
+cat's-paw; that I was to be sacrificed to save the Legate's face and
+reputation. They remembered perhaps the ill-odour in which we Anguissola
+of Mondolfo had been at Rome, for the ghibelline leanings that ever had
+been ours and for the rebellion of my father against the Pontifical sway;
+and their conclusions gathered a sort of confirmation from that
+circumstance.
+
+Long upon the very edge of mutiny and revolt against Gambara's injustice,
+it had needed but what seemed a crowning one such as this to quicken their
+hatred into expression.
+
+It was all very clear and obvious, and it seemed to me that to-morrow's
+trial should be very interesting. I had but to deny; I had but to make
+myself the mouthpiece of the rumour that was abroad, and Heaven alone could
+foretell what the consequences might be.
+
+Then I smiled bitterly to myself. Deny? 0, no! That was a last vileness
+I could not perpetrate. The Ruota should hear the truth, and Gambara
+should be left to shelter Giuliana, who--Cosimo was assured--had fled to
+him in her need as to a natural protector.
+
+It was a bitter thought. The intensity of that bitterness made me realize
+with alarm how it still was with me. And pondering this, I fell asleep,
+utterly worn out in body and in mind by the awful turmoil of that day.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER III
+
+GAMBARA'S INTERESTS
+
+
+I awakened to find a man standing beside me. He was muffled in a black
+cloak and carried a lanthorn. Behind him the door gaped as he had left it.
+
+Instantly I sat up, conscious of my circumstance and surroundings, and at
+my movement this visitor spoke.
+
+"You sleep very soundly for a man in your case." said he, and the voice was
+that of my Lord Gambara, its tone quite coldly critical.
+
+He set down the lanthorn on a stool, whence it shed a wheel of yellow light
+intersected with black beams. His cloak fell apart, and I saw that he was
+dressed for riding, very plainly, in sombre garments, and that he was
+armed.
+
+He stood slightly to one side that the light might fall upon my face,
+leaving his own in shadow; thus he considered me for some moments in
+silence. At last, very slowly, very bitterly, shaking his head as he
+spoke.
+
+"You fool, you clumsy fool!" he said.
+
+Having drawn, as you have seen, my own conclusions from the attitude of the
+mob, I was in little doubt as to the precise bearing of his words.
+
+I answered him sincerely. "If folly were all my guilt," said I, "it would
+be well."
+
+He sniffed impatiently. "Still sanctimonious!" he sneered. "Tcha! Up
+now, and play the man, at least. You have shed your robe of sanctity,
+Messer Agostino; have done with pretence!"
+
+"I do not pretend," I answered him. "And as for playing the man, I shall
+accept what punishment the law may have for me with fortitude at least. If
+I can but expiate..."
+
+"Expiate a fig!" he snapped, interrupting me. "Why do you suppose that I
+am here?"
+
+"I wait to learn."
+
+"I am here because through your folly you have undone us all. What need,"
+he cried, the anger of expostulation quivering in his voice, "what need was
+there to kill that oaf Fifanti?"
+
+"He would have killed me," said I. "I slew him in self-defence."
+
+"Ha! And do you hope to save your neck with such a plea?"
+
+"Nay. I have no thought of urging it. I but tell it you."
+
+"There is not the need to tell me anything," he answered, his anger very
+plain. "I am very well informed of all. Rather, let me tell you
+something. Do you realize, sir, that you have made it impossible for me to
+abide another day in Piacenza?"
+
+"I am sorry..." I began lamely.
+
+"Present your regrets to Satan," he snapped. "Me they avail nothing. I am
+put to the necessity of abandoning my governorship and fleeing by night
+like a hunted thief. And I have you to thank for it. You see me on the
+point of departure. My horses wait above. So you may add my ruin to the
+other fine things you accomplished yesternight. For a saint you are over-
+busy, sir." And he turned away and strode the length of my cell and back,
+so that, at last, I had a glimpse of his face, which was drawn and
+scowling. Gone now was the last vestige of his habitual silkiness; the
+pomander-ball hung neglected, and his delicate fingers tugged viciously at
+his little pointed beard, his great sapphire ring flashing sombrely.
+
+"Look you, Ser Agostino, I could kill you and take joy in it. I could, by
+God!"
+
+His eyes upon me, he drew from his breast a folded paper. "Instead, I
+bring you liberty. I open your doors for you, and bid you escape. Here,
+man, take this paper. Present it to the officer at the Fodesta Gate. He
+will let you pass. And then away with you, out of the territory of
+Piacenza."
+
+For an instant my heart-beats seemed suspended by astonishment. I swung my
+legs round, and half rose, excitedly. Then I sank back again. My mind was
+made up. I was tired of the world; sick of life the first draught of which
+had turned so bitter in my throat. If by my death I might expiate my sins
+and win pardon by my submission and humility, it was all I could desire. I
+should be glad to be released from all the misery and sorrow into which I
+had been born.
+
+I told him so in some few words. "You mean me well, my lord," I ended,
+"and I thank you. But..."
+
+"By God and the Saints!" he blazed, "I do not mean you well at all. I mean
+you anything but well. Have I not said that I could kill you with
+satisfaction? Whatever be the sins of Egidio Gambara, he is no hypocrite,
+and he lets his enemies see his face unmasked."
+
+"But, then," I cried, amazed, "why do you offer me my freedom?"
+
+"Because this cursed populace is in such a temper that if you are brought
+to trial I know not what may happen. As likely as not we shall have an
+insurrection, open revolt against the Pontifical authority, and red war in
+the streets. And this is not the time for it.
+
+"The Holy Father requires the submission of these people. We are upon the
+eve of Duke Pier Luigi's coming to occupy his new States, and it imports
+that he should be well received, that he should be given a loving welcome
+by his subjects. If, instead, they meet him with revolt and defiance, the
+reasons will be sought, and the blame of the affair will recoil upon me.
+Your cousin Cosimo will see to that. He is a very subtle gentleman, this
+cousin of yours, and he has a way of working to his own profit. So now you
+understand. I have no mind to be crushed in this business. Enough have I
+suffered already through you, enough am I suffering in resigning my
+governorship. So there is but one way out. There must be no trial
+to-morrow. It must be known that you have escaped. Thus they will be
+quieted, and the matter will blow over. So now, Ser Agostino, we
+understand each other. You must go."
+
+"And whither am I to go?" I cried, remembering my mother and that
+Mondolfo--the only place of safety--was closed to me by her cruelly pious
+hands.
+
+"Whither?" he echoed. "What do I care? To Hell--anywhere, so that you get
+out of this."
+
+"I'ld sooner hang," said I quite seriously.
+
+"You'ld hang and welcome, for all the love I bear you," he answered, his
+impatience growing. "But if you hang blood will be shed, innocent lives
+will be lost, and I myself may come to suffer."
+
+"For you, sir, I care nothing," I answered him, taking his own tone, and
+returning him the same brutal frankness that he used with me. "That you
+deserve to suffer I do not doubt. But since other blood than yours might
+be shed as you say, since innocent lives might be lost...Give me the
+paper."
+
+He was frowning upon me, and smiling viperishly at the same time. "I like
+your frankness better than your piety," said he. "So now we understand
+each other, and know that neither is in the other's debt. Hereafter beware
+of Egidio Gambara. I give you this last loyal warning. See that you do
+not come into my way again."
+
+I rose and looked at him--looked down from my greater height. I knew well
+the source of this last, parting show of hatred. Like Cosimo's it sprang
+from jealousy. And a growth more potential of evil does not exist.
+
+He bore my glance a moment, then turned and took up the lanthorn. "Come,"
+he said, and obediently I followed him up the winding stone staircase, and
+so to the very gates of the Palace.
+
+We met no one. What had become of the guards, I cannot think; but I am
+satisfied that Gambara himself had removed them. He opened the wicket for
+me, and as I stepped out he gave me the paper and whistled softly. Almost
+at once I heard a sound of muffled hooves under the colonnade, and
+presently loomed the figures of a man and a mule; both dim and ghostly in
+the pearly light of dawn--for that was the hour.
+
+Gambara followed me out, and pulled the wicket after him.
+
+"That beast is for you," he said curtly. "It will the better enable you to
+get away."
+
+As curtly I acknowledged the gift, and mounted whilst the groom held the
+stirrup for me.
+
+0! it was the oddest of transactions! My Lord Gambara with death in his
+heart very reluctantly giving me a life I did not want.
+
+I dug my heels into the mule's sides and started across the silent, empty
+square, then plunged into a narrow street where the gloom was almost as of
+midnight, and so pushed on.
+
+I came out into the open space before the Porta Fodesta, and so to the gate
+itself. From one of the windows of the gatehouse, a light shone yellow,
+and, presently, in answer to my call, out came an officer followed by two
+men, one of whom carried a lanthorn swinging from his pike. He held this
+light aloft, whilst the officer surveyed me.
+
+"What now?" he challenged. "None passes out to-night."
+
+For answer I thrust the paper under his nose. "Orders from my Lord
+Gambara," said I.
+
+But he never looked at it. "None passes out to-night," he repeated
+imperturbably. "So run my orders."
+
+"Orders from whom?" quoth I, surprised by his tone and manner.
+
+"From the Captain of Justice, if you must know. So you may get you back
+whence you came, and wait till daylight."
+
+"Ah, but stay," I said. "I do not think you can have heard me. I carry
+orders from my Lord the Governor. The Captain of Justice cannot overbear
+these." And I shook the paper insistently.
+
+"My orders are that none is to pass--not even the Governor himself," he
+answered firmly.
+
+It was very daring of Cosimo, and I saw his aim. He was, as Gambara had
+said, a very subtle gentleman. He, too, had set his finger upon the pulse
+of the populace, and perceived what might be expected of it. He was
+athirst for vengeance, as he had shown me, and determined that neither I
+nor Gambara should escape. First, I must be tried, condemned, and hanged,
+and then he trusted, no doubt, that Gambara would be torn in pieces; and it
+was quite possible that Messer Cosimo himself would secretly find means to
+fan the mob's indignation against the Legate into fierce activity. And it
+seemed that the game was in his hands, for this officer's resoluteness
+showed how implicitly my cousin was obeyed.
+
+Of that same resoluteness of the lieutenant's I was to have a yet more
+signal proof. For presently, whilst still I stood there vainly
+remonstrating, down the street behind me rode Gambara himself on a tall
+horse, followed by a mule-litter and an escort of half a score of armed
+grooms.
+
+He uttered an exclamation when he saw me still there, the gate shut and the
+officer in talk with me. He spurred quickly forward.
+
+"How is this?" he demanded haughtily and angrily. "This man rides upon the
+business of the State. Why this delay to open for him?"
+
+"My orders," said the lieutenant, civilly but firmly, "are that none passes
+out to-night."
+
+"Do you know me?" demanded Gambara.
+
+"Yes, my lord."
+
+"And you dare talk to me of your orders? There are no orders here in
+Piacenza but my orders. Set me wide the wicket of that gate. I myself
+must pass."
+
+"My lord, I dare not."
+
+"You are insubordinate," said the Legate, of a sudden very cold.
+
+He had no need to ask whose orders were these. At once he saw the trammel
+spread for him. But if Messer Cosimo was subtle, so, too, was Messer
+Gambara. By not so much as a word did he set his authority in question
+with the officer.
+
+"You are insubordinate," was all he answered him, and then to the two
+men-at-arms behind the lieutenant--"Ho, there!" he called. "Bring out the
+guard. I am Egidio Gambara, your Governor."
+
+So calm and firm and full of assurance was his tone, so unquestionable his
+right to command them, that the men sprang instantly to obey him.
+
+"What would you do, my lord?" quoth the officer, and he seemed daunted.
+
+"Buffoon," said Gambara between his teeth. "You shall see."
+
+Six men came hurrying from the gatehouse, and the Cardinal called to them.
+
+"Let the corporal stand forth," he said.
+
+A man advanced a pace from the rank they had hastily formed and saluted.
+
+"Place me your officer under arrest," said the Legate coldly, advancing no
+reason for the order. "Let him be locked in the gatehouse until my return;
+and do you, sir corporal, take command here meanwhile."
+
+The startled fellow saluted again, and advanced upon his officer. The
+lieutenant looked up with sudden uneasiness in his eyes. He had gone too
+far. He had not reckoned upon being dealt with in this summary fashion.
+He had been bold so long as he conceived himself no more than Cosimo's
+mouthpiece, obeying orders for the issuing of which Cosimo must answer.
+Instead, it seemed, the Governor intended that he should answer for them
+himself. Whatever he now dared, he knew--as Gambara knew--that his men
+would never dare to disobey the Governor, who was the supreme authority
+there under the Pope.
+
+"My lord," he exclaimed, "I had my orders from the Captain of Justice."
+
+"And dare you to say that your orders included my messengers and my own
+self?" thundered the dainty prelate.
+
+"Explicitly, my lord," answered the lieutenant.
+
+"It shall be dealt with on my return, and if what you say is proved true,
+the Captain of Justice shall suffer with yourself for this treason--for
+that is the offence. Take him away, and someone open me that gate."
+
+There was an end to disobedience, and a moment or two later we stood
+outside the town, on the bank of the river, which gurgled and flowed away
+smoothly and mistily in the growing light, between the rows of stalwart
+poplars that stood like sentinels to guard it.
+
+"And now begone," said Gambara curtly to me, and wheeling my mule I rode
+for the bridge of boats, crossed it, and set myself to breast the slopes
+beyond.
+
+Midway up I checked and looked back across the wide water. The light had
+grown quite strong by now, and in the east there was a faint pink flush to
+herald the approaching sun. Away beyond the river, moving southward, I
+could just make out the Legate's little cavalcade. And then, for the first
+time, a question leapt in my mind concerning the litter whose leathern
+curtains had remained so closely drawn. Whom did it contain? Could it be
+Giuliana? Had Cosimo spoken the truth when he said that she had gone to
+Gambara for shelter?
+
+A little while ago I had sighed for death and exulted in the chance of
+expiation and of purging myself of the foulness of sin. And now, at the
+sudden thought that occurred to me, I fell a prey to an insensate jealousy
+touching the woman whom I had lately loathed as the cause of my downfall.
+0, the inconstancy of the human heart, and the eternal battles in such poor
+natures as mine between the knowledge of right and the desire for wrong!
+
+It was in vain that I sought to turn my thoughts to other things; in vain
+that I cast them back upon my recent condition and my recent resolves; in
+vain that I remembered the penitence of yestermorn, the confession at Fra
+Gervasio's knee, and the strong resolve to do penance and make amends by
+the purity of all my after-life. Vain was it all.
+
+I turned my mule about, and still wrestling with my conscience, choking it,
+I rode down the hill again, and back across the bridge, and then away to
+the south, to follow Messer Gambara and set an end to doubt.
+
+I must know. I must! It was no matter that conscience told me that here
+was no affair of mine; that Giuliana belonged to the past from which I was
+divorced, the past for which I must atone and seek forgiveness. I must
+know. And so I rode along the dusty highway in pursuit of Messer Gambara,
+who was proceeding, I imagined, to join the Duke at Parma.
+
+I had no difficulty in following them. A question here, and a question
+there, accompanied by a description of the party, was all that was
+necessary to keep me on their track. And ever, it seemed to me from the
+answers that I got, was I lessening the distance that separated us.
+
+I was weak for want of food, for the last time that I had eaten was
+yesterday at noon, at Mondolfo; and then but little. Yet all I had this
+day were some bunches of grapes that I stole in passing from a vineyard and
+ate as I trotted on along that eternal Via Aemilia.
+
+It was towards noon, at last, that a taverner at Castel Guelfo informed me
+that my party had passed through the town but half an hour ahead of me. At
+the news I urged my already weary beast along, for unless I made good haste
+now it might well happen that Parma should swallow up Gambara and his party
+ere I overtook them. And then, some ten minutes later, I caught a flutter
+of garments half a mile or so ahead of me, amid the elms. I quitted the
+road and entered the woodland. A little way I still rode; then,
+dismounting, I tethered my mule, and went forward cautiously on foot.
+
+I found them in a little sunken dell by a tiny rivulet. Lying on my belly
+in the long grass above, I looked down upon them with a black hatred of
+jealousy in my heart.
+
+They were reclining there, in that cool, fragrant spot in the shadow of a
+great beech-tree. A cloth had been spread upon the ground, and upon this
+were platters of roast meats, white bread and fruits, and a flagon of wine,
+a second flagon standing in the brook to cool.
+
+My Lord Gambara was talking and she was regarding him with eyes that were
+half veiled, a slow, insolent smile upon her matchless face. Presently at
+something that he said she laughed outright, a laugh so tuneful and light-
+hearted that I thought I must be dreaming all this. It was the gay, frank,
+innocent laughter of a child; and I never heard in all my life a sound that
+caused me so much horror. He leaned across to her, and stroked her velvet
+cheek with his delicate hand, whilst she suffered it in that lazy fashion
+that was so peculiarly her own.
+
+I stayed for no more. I wriggled back a little way to where a clump of
+hazel permitted me to rise without being seen. Thence I fled the spot.
+And as I went, my heart seemed as it must burst, and my lips could frame
+but one word which I kept hurling out of me like an imprecation, and that
+word was "Trull!"
+
+Two nights ago had happened enough to stamp her soul for ever with sorrow
+and despair. Yet she could sit there, laughing and feasting and trulling
+it lightly with the Legate!
+
+The little that remained me of my illusions was shivered in that hour.
+There was, I swore, no good in all the world; for even where goodness
+sought to find a way, it grew distorted, as in my mother's case. And yet
+through all her pietism surely she had been right! There was no peace, no
+happiness save in the cloister. And at last the full bitterness of
+penitence and regret overtook me when I reflected that by my own act I had
+rendered myself for ever unworthy of the cloister's benign shelter.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IV
+
+THE ANCHORITE OF MONTE ORSARO
+
+
+I went blindly through the tangle of undergrowth, stumbling at every step
+and scarce noticing that I stumbled; and in this fashion I came presently
+back to my mule.
+
+I mounted and rode amain, not by the way that I had come, but westward; not
+by road, but by bridle-paths, through meadow-land and forest, up hill and
+down, like a man entranced, not knowing whither I went nor caring.
+
+Besides, whither was I to go? Like my father before me I was an outcast, a
+fugitive outlaw. But this troubled me not yet. My mind, my wounded,
+tortured mind was all upon the past. It was of Giuliana that I thought as
+I rode in the noontide warmth of that September day. And never can human
+brain have held a sorer conflict of reflection than was mine.
+
+No shadow now remained of the humour that had possessed me in the hour in
+which I had repudiated her after the murder of Fifanti. I had heard Fra
+Gervasio deliver judgment upon her, and I had doubted his justice, felt
+that he used her mercilessly. My own sight had now confirmed to me the
+truth of what he had said; but in doing so--in allowing me to see her in
+another man's possession--a very rage of jealousy had been stirred in me
+and a greater rage of longing.
+
+This longing followed upon my first bitter denunciation of her; and it
+followed soon. It is in our natures, as I then experienced, never more to
+desire a thing than when we see it lost to us. Bitterly now did I reproach
+myself for not having borne her off with me two nights ago when I had fled
+Fifanti's house, when she herself had urged that course upon me. I
+despised myself, out of my present want, for my repudiation of her--a
+hundred times more bitterly than I had despised myself when I imagined that
+I had done a vileness by that repudiation.
+
+Never until now, did it seem to me, had I known how deeply I loved her, how
+deeply the roots of our passion had burrowed down into my heart, and
+fastened there to be eradicated only with life itself. So thought I then;
+and thinking so I cried her name aloud, called to her through the scented
+pine-woods, thus voicing my longing and my despair.
+
+And swift on the heels of this would come another mood. There would come
+the consciousness of the sin of it all, the imperative need to cleanse
+myself of this, to efface her memory from my soul which could not hold it
+without sinning anew in fierce desire. I strove to do so with all my poor
+weak might. I denounced her to myself again for a soulless harlot; blamed
+her for all the ill that had befallen me; accounted her the very hand that
+had wielded me, a senseless instrument, to slay her importunate husband.
+
+And then I perceived that this was as pitiful a ruse of self-deception as
+that of the fox in the fable unable to reach the luscious grapes above him.
+For as well might a starving man seek to compel by an effort of his will
+the hunger to cease from gnawing at his vitals.
+
+Thus were desire and conscience locked in conflict, and each held the
+ascendancy alternately what time I pushed onward aimlessly until I came to
+the broad bed of a river.
+
+A grey waste of sun-parched boulders spread away to the stream, which was
+diminished by the long drought. Beyond the narrow sheen of water,
+stretched another rocky space, and then came the green of meadows and a
+brown city upon the rising ground.
+
+The city was Fornovo, and the diminished river was the Taro, the ancient
+boundary between the Gaulish and Ligurian folk. I stood upon the historic
+spot where Charles VIII had cut his way through the allies to win back to
+France after the occupation of Naples. But the grotesque little king who
+had been dust for a quarter of a century troubled my thoughts not at all
+just then. The Taro brought me memories not of battle, but of home. To
+reach Mondolfo I had but to follow the river up the valley towards that
+long ridge of the Apennines arrayed before me, with the tall bulks of Mount
+Giso and Mount Orsaro, their snow-caps sparkling in the flood of sunshine
+that poured down upon them. Two hours, or perhaps three at most, along the
+track of that cool, glittering water, and the grey citadel of Mondolfo
+would come into view.
+
+It was this very reflection that brought me now to consider my condition;
+to ask myself whither I should turn. Money I had none--not so much as a
+single copper grosso. To sell I had nothing but the clothes I stood
+in--black, clerkly garments that I had got yesterday at Mondolfo. Not so
+much as a weapon had I that I might have bartered for a few coins. There
+was the mule; that should yield a ducat or two. But when this was spent,
+what then? To go a suppliant to that pious icicle my mother were worse
+than useless.
+
+Whither was I to turn--I, Lord of Mondolfo and Carmina, one of the
+wealthiest and most puissant tyrants of this Val di Taro? It provoked me
+almost to laughter, of a fierce and bitter sort. Perhaps some peasant of
+the contado would take pity on his lord and give him shelter and
+nourishment in exchange for such labour as his lord might turn his stout
+limbs to upon that peasant's land, which was my own.
+
+I might perhaps essay it. Certainly it was the only thing that was left
+me. For against my mother and to support my rights I might not invoke a
+law which had placed me under a ban, a law that would deal me out its
+rigours did I reveal myself.
+
+Then I had thoughts of seeking sanctuary in some monastery, of offering
+myself as a lay-brother, to do menial work, and in this way perhaps I might
+find peace, and, in a lesser degree than was originally intended, the
+comforts of the religion to which I had been so grossly unfaithful. The
+thought grew and developed into a resolve. It brought me some comfort. It
+became a desire.
+
+I pushed on, following the river along ground that grew swiftly steeper,
+conscious that perforce my journey must end soon, for my mule was showing
+signs of weariness.
+
+Some three miles farther, having by then penetrated the green rampart of
+the foothills, I came upon the little village of Pojetta. It is a village
+composed of a single street throwing out as its branches a few narrow
+alleys, possessing a dingy church and a dingier tavern; this last had for
+only sign a bunch of withered rosemary that hung above its grimy doors.
+
+I drew rein there as utterly weary as my mule, hungry and thirsty and weak.
+I got down and invited the suspicious scrutiny of the lantern-jawed
+taverner, who, for all that my appearance was humble enough in such
+garments as I wore, must have accounted me none the less of too fine an air
+for such a house as his.
+
+"Care for my beast," I bade him. "I shall stay here an hour or two.
+
+He nodded surlily, and led the mule away, whilst I entered the tavern's
+single room. Coming into it from the sunlight I could scarcely see
+anything at first, so dark did the place seem. What light there was came
+through the open door; for the chamber's single window had long since been
+rendered opaque by a screen of accumulated dust and cobwebs. It was a
+roomy place, low-ceilinged with blackened rafters running parallel across
+its dirty yellow wash.
+
+The floor was strewn with foul rushes that must have lain unchanged for
+months, slippery with grease and littered with bones that had been flung
+there by the polite guests the place was wont to entertain. And it stank
+most vilely of rancid oil and burnt meats and other things indefinable in
+all but their acrid, nauseating, unclean pungency.
+
+A fire was burning low at the room's far end, and over this a girl was
+stooping, tending something in a stew-pot. She looked round at my advent,
+and revealed herself for a tall, black-haired, sloe-eyed wench, comely in a
+rude, brown way, and strong, to judge by the muscular arms which were bared
+to the elbow.
+
+Interest quickened her face at sight of so unusual a patron. She slouched
+forward, wiping her hands upon her hips as she came, and pulled out a stool
+for me at the long trestle-table that ran down the middle of the floor.
+
+Grouped about the upper end of this table sat four men of the peasant type,
+sun-tanned, bearded, and rudely garbed in loose jerkins and cross gartered
+leg cloths.
+
+A silence had fallen upon them as I entered, and they too were now
+inspecting me with a frank interest which in their simple way they made no
+attempt to conceal.
+
+I sank wearily to the stool, paying little heed to them, and in answer to
+the girl's invitation to command her, I begged for meat and bread and wine.
+Whilst she was preparing these, one of the men addressed me civilly; and I
+answered him as civilly but absently, for I had enough of other matters to
+engage my thoughts. Then another of them questioned me in a friendly tone
+as to whence I came. Instinctively I concealed the truth, answering
+vaguely that I was from Castel Guelfo--which was the neighbourhood in which
+I had overtaken my Lord Gambara and Giuliana.
+
+"And what do they say at Castel Guelfo of the things that are happening in
+Piacenza?" asked another.
+
+"In Piacenza?" quoth I. "Why, what is happening in Piacenza?"
+
+Eagerly, with an ardour to show themselves intimate with the affairs of
+towns, as is the way of rustics, they related to me what already I had
+gathered to be the vulgar version of Fifanti's death. Each spoke in turn,
+cutting in the moment another paused to breathe, and sometimes they spoke
+together, each anxious to have the extent of his information revealed and
+appreciated.
+
+And their tale, of course, was that Gambara, being the lover of Fifanti's
+wife, had dispatched the doctor on a trumped-up mission, and had gone to
+visit her by night. But that the suspicious Fifanti lying near by in wait,
+and having seen the Cardinal enter, followed him soon after and attacked
+him, whereupon the Lord Gambara had slain him. And then that wily,
+fiendish prelate had sought to impose the blame upon the young Lord of
+Mondolfo, who was a student in the pedant's house, and he had caused the
+young man's arrest. But this the Piacentini would not endure. They had
+risen, and threatened the Governor's life; and he was fled to Rome or
+Parma, whilst the authorities to avoid a scandal had connived at the escape
+of Messer d'Anguissola, who was also gone, no man knew whither.
+
+The news had travelled speedily into that mountain fastness, it seemed.
+But it had been garbled at its source. The Piacentini conceived that they
+held some evidence of what they believed--the evidence of the lad whom
+Fifanti had left to spy and who had borne him the tale that the Cardinal
+was within. This evidence they accounted well-confirmed by the Legate's
+flight.
+
+Thus is history written. Not a doubt but that some industrious scribe in
+Piacenza with a grudge against Gambara, would set down what was the talk of
+the town; and hereafter, it is not to be doubted, the murder of Astorre
+Fifanti for the vilest of all motives will be added to the many crimes of
+Egidio Gambara, that posterity may execrate his name even beyond its
+already rich enough deserts.
+
+I heard them in silence and but little moved, yet with a question now and
+then to probe how far this silly story went in detail. And whilst they
+were still heaping abuse upon the Legate--of whom they spoke as Jews may
+speak of pork--came the lantern-jawed host with a dish of broiled goat,
+some bread, and a jug of wine. This he set before me, then joined them in
+their vituperation of Messer Gambara.
+
+I ate ravenously, and for all that I do not doubt the meat was tough and
+burnt, yet at the time those pieces of broiled goat upon that dirty table
+seemed the sweetest food that ever had been set before me.
+
+Finding that I was but indifferently communicative and had little news to
+give them, the peasants fell to gossiping among themselves, and they were
+presently joined by the girl, whose name, it seemed, was Giovannozza. She
+came to startle them with the rumour of a fresh miracle attributed to the
+hermit of Monte Orsaro.
+
+I looked up with more interest than I had hitherto shown in anything that
+had been said, and I inquired who might be this anchorite.
+
+"Sainted Virgin!" cried the girl, setting her hands upon her generous hips,
+and turning her bold sloe-eyes upon me in a stare of incredulity. "Whence
+are you, sir, that you seem to know nothing of the world? You had not
+heard the news of Piacenza, which must be known to everyone by now; and you
+have never heard of the anchorite of Monte Orsaro!" She appealed by a
+gesture to Heaven against the Stygian darkness of my mind.
+
+"He is a very holy man," said one of the peasants.
+
+"And he dwells alone in a hut midway up the mountain," added a second.
+
+"In a hut which he built for himself with his own hands," a third
+explained.
+
+"And he lives on nuts and herbs and such scraps of food as are left him by
+the charitable," put in the fourth, to show himself as full of knowledge as
+his fellows.
+
+But now it was Giovannozza who took up the story, firmly and resolutely;
+and being a woman she easily kept her tongue going and overbore the
+peasants so that they had no further share in the tale until it was
+entirely told. From her I learnt that the anchorite, one Fra Sebastiano,
+possessed a miraculous image of the blessed martyr St. Sebastian, whose
+wounds miraculously bled during Passion Week, and that there were no ills
+in the world that this blood would not cure, provided that those to whom it
+was applied were clean of mortal sin and imbued with the spirit of grace
+and faith.
+
+No pious wayfarer going over the Pass of Cisa into Tuscany but would turn
+aside to kiss the image and ask a blessing at the hands of the anchorite;
+and yearly in the season of the miraculous manifestation, great pilgrimages
+were made to the hermitage by folk from the Valleys of the Taro and
+Bagnanza, and even from beyond the Apennines. So that Fra Sebastiano
+gathered great store of alms, part of which he redistributed amongst the
+poor, part of which he was saving to build a bridge over the Bagnanza
+torrent, in crossing which so many poor folk had lost their lives.
+
+I listened intently to the tale of wonders that followed, and now the
+peasants joined in again, each with a story of some marvellous cure of
+which he had direct knowledge. And many and amazing were the details they
+gave me of the saint--for they spoke of him as a saint already--so that no
+doubt lingered in my mind of the holiness of this anchorite.
+
+Giovannozza related how a goatherd coming one night over the pass had heard
+from the neighbourhood of the hut the sounds of singing, and the music was
+the strangest and sweetest ever sounded on earth, so that it threw the poor
+fellow into a strange ecstasy, and it was beyond doubt that what he had
+heard was an angel choir. And then one of the peasants, the tallest and
+blackest of the four, swore with a great oath that one night when he
+himself had been in the hills he had seen the hermit's hut all aglow with
+heavenly light against the black mass of the mountain.
+
+All this left me presently very thoughtful, filled with wonder and
+amazement. Then their talk shifted again, and it was of the vintage they
+discoursed, the fine yield of grapes about Fontana Fredda, and the heavy
+crop of oil that there would be that year. And then with the hum of their
+voices gradually receding, it ceased altogether for me, and I was asleep
+with my head pillowed upon my arms.
+
+It would be an hour later when I awakened, a little stiff and cramped from
+the uncomfortable position in which I had rested. The peasants had
+departed and the surly-faced host was standing at my side.
+
+"You should be resuming your journey," said he, seeing me awake. "It wants
+but a couple of hours to sunset, and if you are going over the pass it were
+well not to let the night overtake you."
+
+"My journey?" said I aloud, and looked askance at him.
+
+Whither, in Heaven's name, was I journeying?
+
+Then I bethought me of my earlier resolve to seek shelter in some convent,
+and his mention of the pass caused me to think now that it would be wiser
+to cross the mountains into Tuscany. There I should be beyond the reach of
+the talons of the Farnese law, which might close upon me again at any time
+so long as I was upon Pontifical territory.
+
+I rose heavily, and suddenly bethought me of my utter lack of money. It
+dismayed me for a moment. Then I remembered the mule, and determined that
+I must go afoot.
+
+"I have a mule to sell," said I, "the beast in your stables."
+
+He scratched his ear, reflecting no doubt upon the drift of my
+announcement. "Yes?" he said dubiously. "And to what market are you
+taking it?"
+
+"I am offering it to you," said I.
+
+"To me?" he cried, and instantly suspicion entered his crafty eye and
+darkened his brow. "Where got you the mule?" he asked, and snapped his
+lips together.
+
+The girl entering at that moment stood at gaze, listening.
+
+"Where did I get it?" I echoed. "What is that to you?"
+
+He smiled unpleasantly. "It is this to me: that if the bargelli were to
+come up here and discover a stolen mule in my stables, it would be an ill
+thing for me."
+
+I flushed angrily. "Do you imply that I stole the mule?" said I, so
+fiercely that he changed his air.
+
+"Nay now, nay now," he soothed me. "And, after all, it happens that I do
+not want a mule. I have one mule already, and I am a poor man, and..."
+
+"A fig for your whines," said I. "Here is the case. I have no money--not
+a grosso. So the mule must pay for my dinner. Name your price, and let us
+have done."
+
+"Ha!" he fumed at me. "I am to buy your stolen beast, am I? I am to be
+frightened by your violence into buying it? Be off, you rogue, or I'll
+raise the village and make short work of you. Be off, I say!"
+
+He backed away as he spoke, towards the fireplace, and from the corner took
+a stout oaken staff. He was a villain, a thieving rogue. That much was
+plain. And it was no less plain that I must submit, and leave my beast to
+him, or else perhaps suffer a worse alternative.
+
+Had those four honest peasants still been there, he would not have dared to
+have so borne himself. But as it was, without witnesses to say how the
+thing had truly happened, if he raised the village against me how should
+they believe a man who confessed that he had eaten a dinner for which he
+could not pay? It must go very ill with me.
+
+If I tried conclusions with him, I could break him in two notwithstanding
+his staff. But there would remain the girl to give the alarm, and when to
+dishonesty I should have added violence, my case would be that of any
+common bandit.
+
+"Very well," I said. "You are a dirty, thieving rascal, and a vile one to
+take advantage of one in my position. I shall return for the mule another
+day. Meanwhile consider it in pledge for what I owe you. But see that you
+are ready for the reckoning when I present it."
+
+With that, I swung on my heel, strode past the bigeyed girl, out of that
+foul kennel into God's sweet air, followed by the ordures of speech which
+that knave flung after me.
+
+I turned up the street, setting my face towards the mountains, and trudged
+amain.
+
+Soon I was out of the village and ascending the steep road towards the Pass
+of Cisa that leads over the Apennines to Pontremoli. This way had Hannibal
+come when he penetrated into Etruria some two thousand years ago. I
+quitted the road and took to bridle-paths under the shoulder of the mighty
+Mount Prinzera. Thus I pushed on and upward through grey-green of olive
+and deep enamelled green of fig-trees, and came at last into a narrow gorge
+between two great mountains, a place of ferns and moisture where all was
+shadow and the air felt chill.
+
+Above me the mountains towered to the blue heavens, their flanks of a green
+that was in places turned to golden, where Autumn's fingers had already
+touched those heights, in places gashed with grey and purple wounds, where
+the bare rock thrust through.
+
+I went on aimlessly, and came presently upon a little fir thicket, through
+which I pushed towards a sound of tumbling waters. I stood at last upon
+the rocks above a torrent that went thundering down the mighty gorge which
+it had cloven itself between the hills. Thence I looked down a long,
+wavering valley over which the rays of the evening sun were slanting, and
+hazily in the distance I could see the russet city of Fornovo which I had
+earlier passed that day. This torrent was the Bagnanza, and it effectively
+barred all passage. So I went up, along its bed, scrambling over lichened
+rocks or sinking my feet into carpets of soft, yielding moss.
+
+At length, grown weary and uncertain of my way, I sank down to rest and
+think. And my thoughts were chiefly of that hermit somewhere above me in
+these hills, and of the blessedness of such a life, remote from the world
+that man had made so evil. And then, with thinking of the world, came
+thoughts of Giuliana. Two nights ago I had held her in my arms. Two
+nights ago! And already it seemed a century remote--as remote as all the
+rest of that life of which it seemed a part. For there had been a break in
+my existence with the murder of Fifanti, and in the past two days I had
+done more living and I had aged more than in all the eighteen years before.
+
+Thinking of Giuliana, I evoked her image, the glowing, ruddy copper of her
+hair, the dark mystery of her eyes, so heavy-lidded and languorous in their
+smile. My spirit conjured her to stand before me all white and seductive
+as I had known her, and my longings were again upon me like a searing
+torture.
+
+I fought them hard. I sought to shut that image out. But it abode to mock
+me. And then faintly from the valley, borne upon the breeze that came
+sighing through the fir-trees, rose the tinkle of an Angelus bell.
+
+I fell upon my knees and prayed to the Mother of Purity for strength, and
+thus I came once more to peace. That done I crept under the shelter of a
+projecting rock, wrapped my cloak tightly about me, and lay down upon the
+hard ground to rest, for I was very weary.
+
+Lying there I watched the colour fading from the sky. I saw the purple
+lights in the east turn to an orange that paled into faintest yellow, and
+this again into turquoise. The shadows crept up those heights. A star
+came out overhead, then another, then a score of stars to sparkle silvery
+in the blue-black heavens.
+
+I turned on my side, and closed my eyes, seeking to sleep; and then quite
+suddenly I heard a sound of unutterable sweetness--a melody so faint and
+subtle that it had none of the form and rhythm of earthly music. I sat up,
+my breath almost arrested, and listened more intently. I could still hear
+it, but very faint and distant. It was as a sound of silver bells, and yet
+it was not quite that. I remembered the stories I had heard that day in
+the tavern at Pojetta, and the talk of the mystic melodies by which
+travellers had been drawn to the anchorite's abode. I noted the direction
+of the sound, and I determined to be guided by it, and to cast myself at
+the feet of that holy man, to implore of him who could heal bodies the
+miracle of my soul's healing and my mind's purging from its torment.
+
+I pushed on, then, through the luminous night, keeping as much as possible
+to the open, for under trees lesser obstacles were not to be discerned.
+The melody grew louder as I advanced, ever following the Bagnanza towards
+its source; and the stream, too, being much less turbulent now, did not
+overbear that other sound.
+
+It was a melody on long humming notes, chiefly, it seemed to me, upon two
+notes with the occasional interjection of a third and fourth, and, at long
+and rare intervals, of a fifth. It was harmonious beyond all description,
+just as it was weird and unearthly; but now that I heard it more distinctly
+it had much more the sound of bells--very sweet and silvery.
+
+And then, quite suddenly, I was startled by a human cry--a piteous, wailing
+cry that told of helplessness and pain. I went forward more quickly in the
+direction whence it came, rounded a stout hazel coppice, and stood suddenly
+before a rude hut of pine logs built against the side of the rock. Through
+a small unglazed window came a feeble shaft of light.
+
+I halted there, breathless and a little afraid. This must be the dwelling
+of the anchorite. I stood upon holy ground.
+
+And then the cry was repeated. It proceeded from the hut. I advanced to
+the window, took courage and peered in. By the light of a little brass oil
+lamp with a single wick I could faintly make out the interior.
+
+The rock itself formed the far wall of it, and in this a niche was
+carved--a deep, capacious niche in the shadows of which I could faintly
+discern a figure some two feet in height, which I doubted not would be the
+miraculous image of St. Sebastian. In front of this was a rude wooden
+pulpit set very low, and upon it a great book with iron clasps and a
+yellow, grinning skull.
+
+All this I beheld at a single glance. There was no other furniture in that
+little place, neither chair nor table; and the brass lamp was set upon the
+floor, near a heaped-up bed of rushes and dried leaves upon which I beheld
+the anchorite himself. He was lying upon his back, and seemed a vigorous,
+able-bodied man of a good length.
+
+He wore a loose brown habit roughly tied about his middle by a piece of
+rope from which was suspended an enormous string of beads. His beard and
+hair were black, but his face was livid as a corpse's, and as I looked at
+him he emitted a fresh groan, and writhed as if in mortal suffering.
+
+"0 my God! My God!" I heard him crying. "Am I to die alone? Mercy! I
+repent me!" And he writhed moaning, and rolled over on his side so that he
+faced me, and I saw that his livid countenance was glistening with sweat.
+
+I stepped aside and lifted the latch of the rude door.
+
+"Are you suffering, father?" I asked, almost fearfully. At the sound of my
+voice, he suddenly sat up, and there was a great fear in his eyes. Then he
+fell back again with a cry.
+
+"I thank Thee, my God! I thank Thee!"
+
+I entered, and crossing to his side, I went down on my knees beside him.
+
+Without giving me time to speak, he clutched my arm with one of his clammy
+hands, and raised himself painfully upon his elbow, his eyes burning with
+the fever that was in him.
+
+"A priest!" he gasped. "Get me a priest! Oh, if you would be saved from
+the flames of everlasting Hell, get me a priest to shrive me. I am dying,
+and I would not go hence with the burden of all this sin upon my soul."
+
+I could feel the heat of his hand through the sleeve of my coat. His
+condition was plain. A raging fever was burning out his life.
+
+"Be comforted," I said. "I will go at once." And I rose, whilst he poured
+forth his blessings upon me.
+
+At the door I checked to ask what was the nearest place.
+
+"Casi," he said hoarsely. "To your right, you will see the path down the
+hill-side. You cannot miss it. In half an hour you should be there. And
+return at once, for I have not long. I feel it."
+
+With a last word of reassurance and comfort I closed the door, and plunged
+away into the darkness.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER V
+
+THE RENUNCIATION
+
+
+I found the path the hermit spoke of, and followed its sinuous downhill
+course, now running when the ground was open, now moving more cautiously,
+yet always swiftly, when it led me through places darkened by trees.
+
+At the end of a half-hour I espied below me the twinkling lights of a
+village on the hill-side, and a few minutes later I was among the houses of
+Casi. To find the priest in his little cottage by the church was an easy
+matter; to tell him my errand and to induce him to come with me, to tend
+the holy man who lay dying alone in the mountain, was as easy. To return,
+however, was the most difficult part of the undertaking; for the upward
+path was steep, and the priest was old and needed such assistance as my own
+very weary limbs could scarcely render him. We had the advantage of a
+lanthorn which he insisted upon bringing, and we made as good progress as
+could be expected. But it was best part of two hours after my setting out
+before we stood once more upon the little platform where the hermit had his
+hut.
+
+We found the place in utter darkness. Through lack of oil his little lamp
+had burned itself out; and when we entered, the man on the bed of wattles
+lay singing a lewd tavern-song, which, coming from such holy lips, filled
+me with horror and amazement.
+
+But the old priest, with that vast and doleful experience of death-beds
+which belongs to men of his class, was quick to perceive the cause of this.
+The fever was flickering up before life's final extinction, and the poor
+moribund was delirious and knew not what he said.
+
+For an hour we watched beside him, waiting. The priest was confident that
+there would be a return of consciousness and a spell of lucidity before the
+end.
+
+Through that lugubrious hour I squatted there, watching the awful process
+of human dissolution for the first time.
+
+Save in the case of Fifanti I had never yet seen death; nor could it be
+said that I had really seen it then. With the pedant, death had been a
+sudden sharp severing of the thread of life, and I had been conscious that
+he was dead without any appreciation of death itself, blinded in part by my
+own exalted condition at the time.
+
+But in this death of Fra Sebastiano I was heated by no participation. I
+was an unwilling and detached spectator, brought there by force of
+circumstance; and my mind received from the spectacle an impression not
+easily to be effaced, an impression which may have been answerable in part
+for that which followed.
+
+Towards dawn at last the sick man's babblings--and they were mostly as
+profane and lewd as his occasional bursts of song--were quieted. The
+unseeing glitter of his eyes that had ever and anon been turned upon us was
+changed to a dull and heavy consciousness, and he struggled to rise, but
+his limbs refused their office.
+
+The priest leaned over him with a whispered word of comfort, then turned
+and signed to me to leave the hut. I rose, and went towards the door. But
+I had scarcely reached it when there was a hoarse cry behind me followed by
+a gasping sob from the priest. I started round to see the hermit lying on
+his back, his face rigid, his mouth open and idiotic, his eyes more leaden
+than they had been a moment since.
+
+"What is it?" I cried, despite myself.
+
+"He has gone, my son," answered the old priest sorrowfully. "But he was
+contrite, and he had lived a saint." And drawing from his breast a little
+silver box, he proceeded to perform the last rites upon the body from which
+the soul was already fled.
+
+I came slowly back and knelt beside him, and long we remained there in
+silent prayer for the repose of that blessed spirit. And whilst we prayed
+the wind rose outside, and a storm grew in the bosom of the night that had
+been so fair and tranquil. The lightning flashed and illumined the
+interior of that hut with a vividness as of broad daylight, throwing into
+livid relief the arrow-pierced St. Sebastian in the niche and the ghastly,
+grinning skull upon the hermit's pulpit.
+
+The thunder crashed and crackled, and the echoes of its artillery went
+booming and rolling round the hills, whilst the rain fell in a terrific
+lashing downpour. Some of it finding a weakness in the roof, trickled and
+dripped and formed a puddle in the middle of the hut.
+
+For upwards of an hour the storm raged, and all the while we remained upon
+our knees beside the dead anchorite. Then the thunder receded and
+gradually died away in the distance; the rain ceased; and the dawn crept
+pale as a moon-stone adown the valley.
+
+We went out to breathe the freshened air just as the first touches of the
+sun quickened to an opal splendour the pallor of that daybreak. All the
+earth was steaming, and the Bagnanza, suddenly swollen, went thundering
+down the gorge.
+
+At sunrise we dug a grave just below the platform with a spade which I
+found in the hut. There we buried the hermit, and over the spot I made a
+great cross with the largest stones that I could find. The priest would
+have given him burial in the hut itself; but I suggested that perhaps there
+might be some other who would be willing to take the hermit's place, and
+consecrate his life to carrying on the man's pious work of guarding that
+shrine and collecting alms for the poor and for the building of the bridge.
+
+My tone caused the priest to look at me with sharp, kindly eyes.
+
+"Have you such thoughts for yourself, perchance?" he asked me.
+
+"Unless you should adjudge me too unworthy for the office," I answered
+humbly.
+
+"But you are very young, my son," he said, and laid a kindly hand upon my
+shoulder. "Have you suffered, then, so sorely at the hands of the world
+that you should wish to renounce it and to take up this lonely life?"
+
+"I was intended for the priesthood, father," I replied. "I aspired to holy
+orders. But through the sins of the flesh I have rendered myself unworthy.
+Here, perhaps, I can expiate and cleanse my heart of all the foulness it
+gathered in the world."
+
+He left me an hour or so later, to make his way back to Casi, having heard
+enough of my past and having judged sufficiently of my attitude of mind to
+approve me in my determination to do penance and seek peace in that
+isolation. Before going he bade me seek him out at Casi at any time should
+any doubts assail me, or should I find that the burden I had taken up was
+too heavy for my shoulders.
+
+I watched him go down the winding, mountain path, watched the bent old
+figure in his long black gaberdine, until a turn in the path and a clump of
+chestnuts hid him from my sight.
+
+Then I first tasted the loneliness to which on that fair morning I had
+vowed myself. The desolation of it touched me and awoke self-pity in my
+heart, to extinguish utterly the faint flame of ecstasy that had warmed me
+when first I thought of taking the dead anchorite's place.
+
+I was not yet twenty, I was lord of great possessions, and of life I had
+tasted no more than one poisonous, reckless draught; yet I was done with
+the world--driven out of it by penitence. It was just; but it was bitter.
+And then I felt again that touch of ecstasy to reflect that it was the
+bitterness of the resolve that made it worthy, that through its very
+harshness was it that this path should lead to grace.
+
+Later on I busied myself with an inspection of the hut, and my first
+attentions were for the miraculous image. I looked upon it with awe, and I
+knelt to it in prayer for forgiveness for the unworthiness I brought to the
+service of the shrine.
+
+The image itself was very crude of workmanship and singularly ghastly. It
+reminded me poignantly of the Crucifix that had hung upon the whitewashed
+wall of my mother's private dining-room and had been so repellent to my
+young eyes.
+
+From two arrow wounds in the breast descended two brown streaks, relics of
+the last miraculous manifestation. The face of the young Roman centurion
+who had suffered martyrdom for his conversion to Christianity was smiling
+very sweetly and looking upwards, and in that part of his work the sculptor
+had been very happy. But the rest of the carving was gruesome and the
+anatomy was gross and bad, the figure being so disproportionately broad as
+to convey the impression of a stunted dwarf.
+
+The big book standing upon the pulpit of plain deal proved, as I had
+expected, to be a missal; and it became my custom to recite from it each
+morning thereafter the office for the day.
+
+In a rude cupboard I found a jar of baked earth that was half full of oil,
+and another larger jar containing some cakes of maize bread and a handful
+of chestnuts. There was also a brown bundle which resolved itself into a
+monkish habit within which was rolled a hair-shirt.
+
+I took pleasure in this discovery, and I set myself at once to strip off my
+secular garments and to don this coarse brown habit, which, by reason of my
+great height, descended but midway down my calves. For lack of sandals I
+went barefoot, and having made a bundle of the clothes I had removed I
+thrust them into the cupboard in the place of those which I had taken
+thence.
+
+Thus did I, who had been vowed to the anchorite order of St. Augustine,
+enter upon my life as an unordained anchorite. I dragged out the wattles
+upon which my blessed predecessor had breathed his last, and having swept
+the place clean with a bundle of hazel-switches which I cut for the
+purpose, I went to gather fresh boughs and rushes by the swollen torrent,
+and with these I made myself a bed.
+
+My existence became not only one of loneliness, but of grim privation.
+People rarely came my way, save for a few faithful women from Casi or Fiori
+who solicited my prayers in return for the oil and maize-cakes which they
+left me, and sometimes whole days would pass without the sight of a single
+human being. These maize-cakes formed my chief nourishment, together with
+a store or nuts from the hazel coppice that grew before my door and some
+chestnuts which I went further afield to gather in the woods.
+Occasionally, as a gift, there would be a jar of olives, which was the
+greatest delicacy that I savoured in those days. No flesh-food or fish did
+I ever taste, so that I grew very lean and often suffered hunger.
+
+My days were spent partly in prayer and partly in meditation, and I
+pondered much upon what I could remember of the Confessions of St.
+Augustine, deriving great consolation from the thought that if that great
+father of the Church had been able to win to grace out of so much sin as
+had befouled his youth, I had no reason to despair. And as yet I had
+received no absolution for the mortal offences I had committed at Piacenza.
+I had confessed to Fra Gervasio, and he had bidden me do penance first, but
+the penance had never been imposed. I was imposing it now. All my life
+should I impose it thus.
+
+Yet, ere it was consummated I might come to die; and the thought appalled
+me, for I must not die in sin.
+
+So I resolved that when I should have spent a year in that fastness I would
+send word to the priest at Casi by some of those who visited my hermitage,
+and desire him to come to me that I might seek absolution at his hands.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VI
+
+HYPNEROTOMACHIA
+
+
+At first I seemed to make good progress in my quest after grace, and a
+certain solatium of peace descended upon me, beneficent as the dew of a
+summer night upon the parched and thirsty earth. But anon this changed and
+I would catch the thoughts that should have been bent upon pious meditation
+glancing backward with regretful longings at that life out of which I had
+departed.
+
+I would start up in a pious rage and cast out such thoughts by more
+strenuous prayer and still more strenuous fasting. But as my body grew
+accustomed to the discomforts to which it was subjected, my mind assumed a
+rebellious freedom that clogged the work of purification upon which I
+strove to engage it. My stomach out of its very emptiness conjured up evil
+visions to torment me in the night, and with these I vainly wrestled until
+I remembered the measures which Fra Gervasio told me that he had taken in
+like case. I had then the happy inspiration to have recourse to the hair-
+shirt, which hitherto I had dreaded.
+
+It would be towards the end of October, as the days were growing colder,
+that I first put on that armour against the shafts of Satan. It galled me
+horribly and fretted my tender flesh at almost every movement; but so at
+least, at the expense of the body, I won back to some peace of mind, and
+the flesh, being quelled and subdued, no longer interposed its evil humours
+to the purity I desired for my meditations.
+
+For upwards of a month, then, the mild torture of the goat's-hair cilice
+did the office I required of it. But towards December, my skin having
+grown tough and callous from the perpetual irritation, and inured to the
+fretting of the sharp hair, my mind once more began to wander mutinously.
+To check it again I put off the cilice, and with it all other
+undergarments, retaining no more clothing than just the rough brown monkish
+habit. Thus I exposed myself to the rigours of the weather, for it had
+grown very cold in those heights where I dwelt, and the snows were creeping
+nearer adown the mountain-side.
+
+I had seen the green of the valley turn to gold and then to flaming brown.
+I had seen the fire perish out of those autumnal tints, and with the
+falling of the leaves, a slow, grey, bald decrepitude covering the world.
+And to this had now succeeded chill wintry gales that howled and whistled
+through the logs of my wretched hut, whilst the western wind coming down
+over the frozen zone above cut into me like a knife's edge.
+
+And famished as I was I felt this coldness the more, and daily I grew
+leaner until there was little left of my erstwhile lusty vigour, and I was
+reduced to a parcel of bones held together in a bag of skin, so that it
+almost seemed that I must rattle as I walked.
+
+I suffered, and yet I was glad to suffer, and took a joy in my pain,
+thanking God for the grace of permitting me to endure it, since the greater
+the discomforts of my body, the more numbed became the pain of my mind, the
+more removed from me were the lures of longing with which Satan still did
+battle for my soul. In pain itself I seemed to find the nepenthes that
+others seek from pain; in suffering was my Lethean draught that brought the
+only oblivion that I craved.
+
+I think that in those months my reason wandered a little under all this
+strain; and I think to-day that the long ecstasies into which I fell were
+largely the result of a feverishness that burned in me as a consequence of
+a chill that I had taken.
+
+I would spend long hours upon my knees in prayer and meditation. And
+remembering how others in such case as mine had known the great boon and
+blessing of heavenly visions, I prayed and hoped for some such sign of
+grace, confident in its power to sustain me thereafter against all possible
+temptation.
+
+And then, one night, as the year was touching its end, it seemed to me that
+my prayer was answered. I do not think that my vision was a dream;
+leastways, I do not think that I was asleep when it visited me. I was on
+my knees at the time, beside my bed of wattles, and it was very late at
+night. Suddenly the far end of my hut grew palely lucent, as if a
+phosphorescent vapour were rising from the ground; it waved and rolled as
+it ascended in billows of incandescence, and then out of the heart of it
+there gradually grew a figure all in white over which there was a cloak of
+deepest blue all flecked with golden stars, and in the folded hands a sheaf
+of silver lilies.
+
+I knew no fear. My pulses throbbed and my heart beat ponderously but
+rapturously as I watched the vision growing more and more distinct until I
+could make out the pale face of ineffable sweetness and the veiled eyes.
+
+It was the Blessed Madonna, as Messer Pordenone had painted her in the
+Church of Santa Chiara at Piacenza; the dress, the lilies, the sweet pale
+visage, all were known to me, even the billowing cloud upon which one
+little naked foot was resting.
+
+I cried out in longing and in rapture, and I held out my arms to that sweet
+vision. But even as I did so its aspect gradually changed. Under the
+upper part of the blue mantle, which formed a veil, was spread a mass of
+ruddy, gleaming hair; the snowy pallor of the face was warmed to the tint
+of ivory, and the lips deepened to scarlet and writhed in a voluptuous
+smile; the dark eyes glowed languidly; the lilies faded away, and the pale
+hands were held out to me.
+
+"Giuliana!" I cried, and my pure and piously joyous ecstasy was changed
+upon the instant to fierce, carnal longings.
+
+"Giuliana!" I held out my arms, and slowly she floated towards me, over the
+rough earthen floor of my cell.
+
+A frenzy of craving seized me. I was impatient to lock my arms once more
+about that fair sleek body. I sought to rise, to go to meet her slow
+approach, to lessen by a second this agony of waiting. But my limbs were
+powerless. I was as if cast in lead, whilst more and more slowly she
+approached me, so languorously mocking.
+
+And then revulsion took me, suddenly and without any cause or warning. I
+put my hands to my face to shut out a vision whose true significance I
+realized as in a flash.
+
+"Retro me, Sathanas!" I thundered. "Jesus! Maria!"
+
+I rose at last numbed and stiff. I looked again. The vision had departed.
+I was alone in my cell, and the rain was falling steadily outside. I
+groaned despairingly. Then I swayed, reeled sideways and lost all
+consciousness.
+
+When I awoke it was broad day, and the pale wintry sun shone silvery from a
+winter sky. I was very weak and very cold, and when I attempted to rise
+all things swam round me, and the floor of my cell appeared to heave like
+the deck of a ship upon a rolling sea.
+
+For days thereafter I was as a man entranced, alternately frozen with cold
+and burning with fever; and but that a shepherd who had turned aside to ask
+the hermit's blessing discovered me in that condition, and remained, out of
+his charity, for some three days to tend me, it is more than likely I
+should have died.
+
+He nourished me with the milk of goats, a luxury upon which my strength
+grew swiftly, and even after he had quitted my hut he still came daily for
+a week to visit me, and daily he insisted that I should consume the milk he
+brought me, overruling my protests that my need being overpast there was no
+longer the necessity to pamper me.
+
+Thereafter I knew a season of peace.
+
+It was, I then reasoned, as if the Devil having tried me with a
+masterstroke of temptation, and having suffered defeat, had abandoned the
+contest. Yet I was careful not to harbour that thought unduly, nor glory
+in my power, lest such presumption should lead to worse. I thanked Heaven
+for the strength it had lent me, and implored a continuance of its
+protection for a vessel so weak.
+
+And now the hill-side and valley began to put on the raiment of a new year.
+February, like a benignant nymph, tripped down by meadow and stream, and
+touched the slumbering earth with gentler breezes. And soon, where she had
+passed, the crocus reared its yellow head, anemones, scarlet, blue and
+purple, tossed from her lap, sang the glories of spring in their tender
+harmonies of hue, coy violet and sweet-smelling nardosmia waved their
+incense on her altars, and the hellebore sprouted by the streams.
+
+Then as birch and beech and oak and chestnut put forth a garb of tender
+pallid green, March advanced and Easter came on apace.
+
+But the approach of Easter filled me with a staggering dread. It was in
+Passion Week that the miracle of the image that I guarded was wont to
+manifest itself. What if through my unworthiness it should fail? The fear
+appalled me, and I redoubled my prayers. There was need; for spring which
+touched the earth so benignly had not passed me by. And at moments certain
+longings for the world would stir in me again, and again would come those
+agonizing thoughts of Giuliana which I had conceived were for ever laid to
+rest, so that I sought refuge once more in the hair-shirt; and when this
+had once more lost its efficacy, I took long whip-like branches of tender
+eglantine to fashion a scourge with which I flagellated my naked body so
+that the thorns tore my flesh and set my rebellious blood to flow.
+
+One evening, at last, as I sat outside my hut, gazing over the rolling
+emerald uplands, I had my reward. I almost fainted when first I realized
+it in the extremity of my joy and thankfulness. Very faintly, just as I
+had heard it that night when first I came to the hermitage, I heard now the
+mystic, bell-like music that had guided my footsteps thither. Never since
+that night had the sound of it reached me, though often I had listened for
+it.
+
+It came now wafted down to me, it seemed, upon the evening breeze, a sound
+of angelic chimes infinitely ravishing to my senses, and stirring my heart
+to such an ecstasy of faith and happiness as I had never yet known since my
+coming thither.
+
+It was a sign--a sign of pardon, a sign of grace. It could be naught else.
+I fell upon my knees and rendered my deep and joyous thanks.
+
+And in all the week that followed that unearthly silver music was with me,
+infinitely soothing and solacing. I could wander afield, yet it never left
+me, unless I chanced to go so near the tumbling waters of the Bagnanza that
+their thunder drowned that other blessed sound. I took courage and
+confidence. Passion Week drew nigh; but it no longer had any terrors for
+me. I was adjudged worthy of the guardianship of the shrine. Yet I
+prayed, and made St. Sebastian the special object of my devotions, that he
+should not fail me.
+
+April came, as I learnt of the stray visitors who, of their charity,
+brought me the alms of bread, and the second day of it was the first of
+Holy Week.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VII
+
+INTRUDERS
+
+
+It was on Holy Thursday that the image usually began to bleed, and it would
+continue so to do until the dawn of Easter Sunday.
+
+Each day now, as the time drew nearer, I watched the image closely, and on
+the Wednesday I watched it with a dread anxiety I could not repress, for as
+yet there was no faintest sign. The brown streaks that marked the course
+of the last bleeding continued dry. All that night I prayed intently, in a
+torture of doubt, yet soothed a little by the gentle music that was never
+absent now.
+
+With the first glint of dawn I heard steps outside the hut; but I did not
+stir. By sunrise there was a murmur of voices like the muttering of a sea
+upon its shore. I rose and peered more closely at the saint. He was just
+wood, inanimate and insensible, and there was still no sign. Outside, I
+knew, a crowd of pilgrims was already gathered. They were waiting, poor
+souls. But what was their waiting compared with mine?
+
+Another hour I knelt there, still beseeching Heaven to take mercy upon me.
+But Heaven remained unresponsive and the wounds of the image continued dry.
+
+I rose, at last, in a sort of despair, and going to the door of the hut, I
+flung it wide.
+
+The platform was filled with a great crowd of peasantry, and an overflow
+poured down the sides of it and surged up the hill on the right and the
+left. At sight of me, so gaunt and worn, my eyes wild with despair and
+feverish from sleeplessness, a tangled growth of beard upon my hollow
+cheeks, they uttered as with one voice a great cry of awe. The multitude
+swayed and rippled, and then with a curious sound as that of a great wind,
+all went down upon their knees before me--all save the array of cripples
+huddled in the foreground, brought thither, poor wretches, in the hope of a
+miraculous healing.
+
+As I was looking round upon that assembly, my eyes were caught by a flash
+and glitter on the road above us leading to the Cisa Pass. A little troop
+of men-at-arms was descending that way. A score of them there would be,
+and from their lance-heads fluttered scarlet bannerols bearing a white
+device which at that distance I could not make out.
+
+The troop had halted, and one upon a great black horse, a man whose armour
+shone like the sun itself, was pointing down with his mail-clad hand. Then
+they began to move again, and the brightness of their armour, the
+fluttering pennons on their lances, stirred me strangely in that fleeting
+moment, ere I turned again to the faithful who knelt there waiting for my
+words. Dolefully, with hanging head and downcast eyes, I made the dread
+announcement.
+
+"My children, there is yet no miracle."
+
+A deathly stillness followed the words. Then came an uproar, a clamour, a
+wailing. One bold mountaineer thrust forward to the foremost ranks, though
+without rising from his knees.
+
+"Father," he cried, "how can that be? The saint has never failed to bleed
+by dawn on Holy Thursday, these five years past."
+
+"Alas!" I groaned, "I do not know. I but tell you what is. All night have
+I held vigil. But all has been vain. I will go pray again, and do you,
+too, pray."
+
+I dared not tell them of my growing suspicion and fear that the fault was
+in myself; that here was a sign of Heaven's displeasure at the impurity of
+the guardian of that holy place.
+
+"But the music!" cried one of the cripples raucously. "I hear the blessed
+music!"
+
+I halted, and the crowd fell very still to listen. We all heard it pealing
+softly, soothingly, as from the womb of the mountain, and a great cry went
+up once more from that vast assembly, a hopeful cry that where one miracle
+was happening another must happen, that where the angelic choirs were
+singing all must be well.
+
+And then with a thunder of hooves and clank of metal the troop that I had
+seen came over the pasture-lands, heading straight for my hermitage, having
+turned aside from the road. At the foot of the hillock upon which my hut
+was perched they halted at a word from their leader.
+
+I stood at gaze, and most of the people too craned their necks to see what
+unusual pilgrim was this who came to the shrine of St. Sebastian
+
+The leader swung himself unaided from the saddle, full-armed as he was;
+then going to a litter in the rear, he assisted a woman to alight from it.
+
+All this I watched, and I observed too that the device upon the bannerols
+was the head of a white horse. By that device I knew them. They were of
+the house of Cavalcanti--a house that had, as I had heard, been in alliance
+and great friendship with my father. But that their coming hither should
+have anything to do with me or with that friendship I was assured was
+impossible. Not a single soul could know of my whereabouts or the identity
+of the present hermit of Monte Orsaro.
+
+The pair advanced, leaving the troop below to await their return, and as
+they came I considered them, as did, too, the multitude.
+
+The man was of middle height, very broad and active, with long arms, to one
+of which the little lady clung for help up the steep path. He had a proud,
+stern aquiline face that was shaven, so that the straight lines of his
+strong mouth and powerful length of jaw looked as if chiselled out of
+stone. It was only at closer quarters that I observed how the general
+hardness of that countenance was softened by the kindliness of his deep
+brown eyes. In age I judged him to be forty, though in reality he was
+nearer fifty.
+
+The little lady at his side was the daintiest maid that I had ever seen.
+The skin, white as a water-lily, was very gently flushed upon her cheeks;
+the face was delicately oval; the little mouth, the tenderest in all the
+world; the forehead low and broad, and the slightly slanting eyes--when she
+raised the lashes that hung over them like long shadows--were of the deep
+blue of sapphires. Her dark brown hair was coifed in a jewelled net of
+thread of gold, and on her white neck a chain of emeralds sparkled
+sombrely. Her close-fitting robe and her mantle were of the hue of bronze,
+and the light shifted along the silken fabric as she moved, so that it
+gleamed like metal. About her waist there was a girdle of hammered gold,
+and pearls were sewn upon the back of her brown velvet gloves.
+
+One glance of her deep blue eyes she gave me as she approached; then she
+lowered them instantly, and so weak--so full of worldly vanities was I
+still that in that moment I took shame at the thought that she should see
+me thus, in this rough hermit's habit, my face a tangle of unshorn beard,
+my hair long and unkempt. And the shame of it dyed my gaunt cheeks. And
+then I turned pale again, for it seemed to me that out of nowhere a voice
+had asked me:
+
+"Do you still marvel that the image will not bleed?"
+
+So sharp and clear did those words arise from the lips of Conscience that
+it seemed to me as if they had been uttered aloud, and I looked almost in
+alarm to see if any other had overheard them.
+
+The cavalier was standing before me, and his brows were knit, a deep
+amazement in his eyes. Thus awhile in utter silence. Then quite suddenly,
+his voice a ringing challenge:
+
+"What is your name?" he said.
+
+"My name?" quoth I, astonished by such a question, and remarking now the
+intentness and surprise of his own glance. "It is Sebastian," I answered,
+and truthfully, for that was the name of my adoption, the name I had taken
+when I entered upon my hermitage.
+
+"Sebastian of what and where?" quoth he.
+
+He stood before me, his back to the peasant crowd, ignoring them as
+completely as if they had no existence, supremely master of himself. And
+meanwhile, the little lady on his arm stole furtive upward glances at me.
+
+"Sebastian of nowhere," I answered. "Sebastian the hermit, the guardian of
+this shrine. If you are come to..."
+
+"What was your name in the world?" he interrupted impatiently, and all the
+time his eyes were devouring my gaunt face.
+
+"The name of a sinner," answered I. "I have stripped it off and cast it
+from me."
+
+An expression of impatience rippled across the white face
+
+"But the name of your father?" he insisted.
+
+"I have none," answered I. "I have no kin or ties of any sort. I am
+Sebastian the hermit."
+
+His lips smacked testily. "Were you baptized Sebastian?" he inquired.
+
+"No," I answered him. "I took the name when I became the guardian of this
+shrine."
+
+"And when was that?"
+
+"In September of last year, when the holy man who was here before me died."
+
+I saw a sudden light leap to his eyes and a faint smile to his lips. He
+leaned towards me. "Heard you ever of the name of Anguissola?" he
+inquired, and watched me closely, his face within a foot of mine.
+
+But I did not betray myself, for the question no longer took me by
+surprise. I was accounted to be very like my father, and that a member of
+the house of Cavalcanti, with which Giovanni d'Anguissola had been so
+intimate, should detect the likeness was not unnatural. I was convinced,
+moreover, that he had been guided thither by merest curiosity at the sight
+of that crowd of pilgrims.
+
+"Sir," I said, "I know not your intentions; but in all humility let me say
+that I am not here to answer questions of worldly import. The world has
+done with me, and I with the world. So that unless you are come hither out
+of piety for this shrine, I beg that you will depart with God and molest me
+no further. You come at a singularly inauspicious time, when I need all my
+strength to forget the world and my sinful past, that through me the will
+of Heaven may be done here."
+
+I saw the maid's tender eyes raised to my face with a look of great
+compassion and sweetness whilst I spoke. I observed the pressure which she
+put on his arm. Whether he gave way to that, or whether it was the sad
+firmness of my tone that prevailed upon him I cannot say. But he nodded
+shortly.
+
+"Well, well!" he said, and with a final searching look, he turned, the
+little lady with him, and went clanking off through the lane which the
+crowd opened out for him.
+
+That they resented his presence, since it was not due to motives of piety,
+they very plainly signified. They feared that the intrusion at such a time
+of a personality so worldly must raise fresh difficulties against the
+performance of the expected miracle.
+
+Nor were matters improved when at the crowd's edge he halted and questioned
+one of them as to the meaning of this pilgrimage. I did not hear the
+peasant's answer; but I saw the white, haughty face suddenly thrown up, and
+I caught his next question:
+
+"When did it last bleed?"
+
+Again an inaudible reply, and again his ringing voice--"That would be
+before this young hermit came? And to-day it will not bleed, you say?"
+
+He flashed me a last keen glance of his eyes, which had grown narrow and
+seemed laden with mockery. The little lady whispered something to him, in
+answer to which he laughed contemptuously.
+
+"Fool's mummery," he snapped, and drew her on, she going, it seemed to me,
+reluctantly.
+
+But the crowd had heard him and the insult offered to the shrine. A deep-
+throated bay rose up in menace, and some leapt to their feet as if they
+would attack him.
+
+He checked, and wheeled at the sound. "How now?" he cried, his voice a
+trumpet-call, his eyes flashing terribly upon them; and as dogs crouch to
+heel at the angry bidding of their master, the multitude grew silent and
+afraid under the eyes of that single steel-clad man.
+
+He laughed a deep-throated laugh, and strode down the hill with his little
+lady on his arm.
+
+But when he had mounted and was riding off, the crowd, recovering courage
+from his remoteness, hurled its curses after him and shrilly branded him,
+"Derider!" and "Blasphemer!"
+
+He rode contemptuously amain, however, looking back but once, and then to
+laugh at them.
+
+Soon he had dipped out of sight, and of his company nothing was visible but
+the fluttering red pennons with the device of the white horse-head.
+Gradually these also sank and vanished, and once more I was alone with the
+crowd of pilgrims.
+
+Enjoining prayer upon them again, I turned and re-entered the hut.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VIII
+
+THE VISION
+
+
+Pray as we might, night came and still the image gave no sign. The crowd
+melted away, with promises to return at dawn--promises that sounded almost
+like a menace in my ears.
+
+I was alone once more, alone with my thoughts and these made sport of me.
+It was not only upon the unresponsiveness of St. Sebastian that my mind now
+dwelt, nor yet upon the horrid dread that this unresponsiveness might be a
+sign of Heaven's displeasure, an indication that as a custodian of that
+shrine I was unacceptable through the mire of sin that still clung to me.
+Rather, my thoughts went straying down the mountain-side in the wake of
+that gallant company, that stern-faced man and that gentle-eyed little lady
+who had hung upon his arm. Before the eyes of my mind there flashed again
+the brilliance of their arms, in my ears rang the thunder of their
+chargers' hooves, whilst the image of the girl in her shimmering, bronze-
+hued robe remained insistently.
+
+Theirs the life that should have been mine! She such a companion as should
+have shared my life and borne me children of my own. And I would burn with
+shame again in memory, as I had burnt in actual fact, to think that she
+should have beheld me in so unkempt and bedraggled a condition.
+
+How must I compare in her eyes with the gay courtiers who would daily hover
+in her presence and hang upon her gentle speech? What thought of me could
+I hope should ever abide with her, as the image of her abode with me? Or,
+if she thought of me at all, she must think of me just as a poor hermit, a
+man who had donned the anchorite's sackcloth and turned his back upon a
+world that for him was empty.
+
+It is very easy for you worldly ones who read, to conjecture what had
+befallen me. I was enamoured. In a meeting of eyes had the thing come to
+me. And you will say that it is little marvel, considering the seclusion
+of all my life and particularly that of the past few months, that the first
+sweet maid I beheld should have wrought such havoc, and conquered my heart
+by the mere flicker of her lashes.
+
+Yet so much I cannot grant your shrewdness.
+
+That meeting was predestined. It was written that she should come and tear
+the foolish bandage from my eyes, allowing me to see for myself that, as
+Fra Gervasio had opined, my vocation was neither for hermitage nor
+cloister; that what called me was the world; and that in the world must I
+find salvation since I was needed for the world's work.
+
+And none but she could have done that. Of this I am persuaded, as you
+shall be when you have read on.
+
+The yearnings with which she filled my soul were very different from those
+inspired by the memory of Giuliana. That other sinful longing, she
+entirely effaced at last, thereby achieving something that had been
+impossible to prayers and fasting, to scourge and cilice. I longed for her
+almost beatifically, as those whose natures are truly saintly long for the
+presence of the blessed ones of Heaven. By the sight of her I was purified
+and sanctified, washed clean of all that murk of sinful desire in which I
+had lain despite myself; for my desire of her was the blessed, noble desire
+to serve, to guard, to cherish.
+
+Pure was she as the pale narcissus by the streams, and serving her what
+could I be but pure?
+
+And then, quite suddenly, upon the heels of such thoughts came the
+reaction. Horror and revulsion were upon me. This was but a fresh snare
+of Satan's baiting to lure me to destruction. Where the memory of Giuliana
+had failed to move me to aught but penance and increasing rigours, the foul
+fiend sought to engage me with a seeming purity to my ultimate destruction.
+Thus had Anthony, the Egyptian monk, been tempted; and under one guise or
+another it was ever the same Circean lure.
+
+I would make an end. I swore it in a mighty frenzy of repentance, in a
+very lust to do battle with Satan and with my own flesh and a phrenetic joy
+to engage in the awful combat.
+
+I stripped off my ragged habit, and standing naked I took up my scourge of
+eglantine and beat myself until the blood flowed freely. But that was not
+enough. All naked as I was, I went forth into the blue night, and ran to a
+pool of the Bagnanza, going of intent through thickets of bramble and
+briar-rose that gripped and tore my flesh and lacerated me so that at times
+I screamed aloud in pain, to laugh ecstatically the next moment and
+joyfully taunt Satan with his defeat.
+
+Thus I tore on, my very body ragged and bleeding from head to foot, and
+thus I came to the pool in the torrent's course. Into this I plunged, and
+stood with the icy waters almost to my neck, to purge the unholy fevers out
+of me. The snows above were melting at the time, and the pool was little
+more than liquid ice. The chill of it struck through me to the very
+marrow, and I felt my flesh creep and contract until it seemed like the
+rough hide of some fabled monster, and my wounds stung as if fire were
+being poured into them.
+
+Thus awhile; then all feeling passed, and a complete insensibility to the
+cold of the water or the fire of the wounds succeeded. All was numbed, and
+every nerve asleep. At last I had conquered. I laughed aloud, and in a
+great voice of triumph I shouted so that the shout went echoing round the
+hills in the stillness of the night:
+
+"Satan, thou art defeated!"
+
+And upon that I crawled up the mossy bank, the water gliding from my long
+limbs. I attempted to stand. But the earth rocked under my feet; the
+blueness of the night deepened into black, and consciousness was
+extinguished like a candle that is blown out.
+
+ . . . . . . . .
+
+She appeared above me in a great effulgence that emanated from herself as
+if she were grown luminous. Her robe was of cloth of silver and of a
+dazzling sheen, and it hung closely to her lissom, virginal form, defining
+every line and curve of it; and by the chaste beauty of her I was moved to
+purest ecstasy of awe and worship.
+
+The pale, oval face was infinitely sweet, the slanting eyes of heavenly
+blue were infinitely tender, the brown hair was plaited into two long
+tresses that hung forward upon either breast and were entwined with threads
+of gold and shimmering jewels. On the pale brow a brilliant glowed with
+pure white fires, and her hands were held out to me in welcome.
+
+Her lips parted to breathe my name.
+
+"Agostino d'Anguissola!" There were whole tomes of tender meaning in those
+syllables, so that hearing her utter them I seemed to learn all that was in
+her heart.
+
+And then her shining whiteness suggested to me the name that must be hers
+
+"Bianca!" I cried, and in my turn held out my arms and made as if to
+advance towards her. But I was held back in icy, clinging bonds, whose
+relentlessness drew from me a groan of misery.
+
+"Agostino, I am waiting for you at Pagliano," she said, and it did not
+occur to me to wonder where might be this Pagliano of which I could not
+remember ever to have heard. "Come to me soon."
+
+"I may not come," I answered miserably. "I am an anchorite, the guardian
+of a shrine; and my life that has been full of sin must be given henceforth
+to expiation. It is the will of Heaven."
+
+She smiled all undismayed, smiled confidently and tenderly.
+
+"Presumptuous!" she gently chid me. "What know you of the will of Heaven?
+The will of Heaven is inscrutable. If you have sinned in the world, in the
+world must you atone by deeds that shall serve the world--God's world. In
+your hermitage you are become barren soil that will yield naught to
+yourself or any. Come then from the wilderness. Come soon! I am
+waiting!"
+
+And on that the splendid vision faded, and utter darkness once more
+encompassed me, a darkness through which still boomed repeatedly the fading
+echo of the words:
+
+"Come soon! I am waiting!"
+
+ . . . . . . . .
+
+I lay upon my bed of wattles in the hut, and through the little unglazed
+windows the sun was pouring, but the dripping eaves told of rain that had
+lately ceased.
+
+Over me was bending a kindly faced old man in whom I recognized the good
+priest of Casi.
+
+I lay quite still for a long while, just gazing up at him. Soon my memory
+got to work of its own accord, and I bethought me of the pilgrims who must
+by now have come and who must be impatiently awaiting news.
+
+How came I to have slept so long? Vaguely I remembered my last night's
+penance, and then came a black gulf in my memory, a gap I could not bridge.
+But uppermost leapt the anxieties concerning the image of St. Sebastian.
+
+I struggled up to discover that I was very weak; so weak that I was glad to
+sink back again.
+
+"Does it bleed? Does it bleed yet?" I asked, and my voice was so small and
+feeble that the sound of it startled me.
+
+The old priest shook his head, and his eyes were very full of compassion.
+
+"Poor youth, poor youth!" he sighed.
+
+Without all was silent; there was no such rustle of a multitude as I
+listened for. And then I observed in my cell a little shepherd-lad who had
+been wont to come that way for my blessing upon occasions. He was half
+naked, as lithe as a snake and almost as brown. What did he there? And
+then someone else stirred--an elderly peasant-woman with a wrinkled kindly
+face and soft dark eyes, whom I did not know at all.
+
+Somehow, as my mind grew clearer, last night seemed ages remote. I looked
+at the priest again.
+
+"Father," I murmured, "what has happened?"
+
+His answer amazed me. He started violently. Looked more closely, and
+suddenly cried out:
+
+"He knows me! He knows me! Deo gratias!" And he fell upon his knees
+
+Now here it seemed to me was a sort of madness. "Why should I not know
+you?" quoth I.
+
+The old woman peered at me. "Ay, blessed be Heaven! He is awake at last,
+and himself again." She turned to the lad, who was staring at me,
+grinning. "Go tell them, Beppo! Haste!"
+
+"Tell them?" I cried. "The pilgrims? Ah, no, no--not unless the miracle
+has come to pass!"
+
+"There are no pilgrims here, my son," said the priest.
+
+"Not?" I cried, and cold horror descended upon me. "But they should have
+come. This is Holy Friday, father."
+
+"Nay, my son, Holy Friday was a fortnight ago."
+
+I stared askance at him, in utter silence. Then I smiled half tolerantly.
+"But father, yesterday they were all here. Yesterday was..."
+
+"Your yesterday, my son, is sped these fifteen days," he answered. "All
+that long while, since the night you wrestled with the Devil, you have lain
+exhausted by that awful combat, lying there betwixt life and death. All
+that time we have watched by you, Leocadia here and I and the lad Beppo."
+
+Now here was news that left me speechless for some little while. My
+amazement and slow understanding were spurred on by a sight of my hands
+lying on the rude coverlet which had been flung over me. Emaciated they
+had been for some months now. But at present they were as white as snow
+and almost as translucent in their extraordinary frailty. I became
+increasingly conscious, too, of the great weakness of my body and the great
+lassitude that filled me.
+
+"Have I had the fever?" I asked him presently.
+
+"Ay, my son. And who would not? Blessed Virgin! who would not after what
+you underwent?"
+
+And now he poured into my astonished ears the amazing story that had
+overrun the country-side. It would seem that my cry in the night, my
+exultant cry to Satan that I had defeated him, had been overheard by a
+goatherd who guarded his flock in the hills. In the stillness he
+distinctly heard the words that I had uttered, and he came trembling down,
+drawn by a sort of pious curiosity to the spot whence it had seemed to him
+that the cry had proceeded.
+
+And there by a pool of the Bagnanza he had found me lying prone, my white
+body glistening like marble and almost as cold. Recognizing in me the
+anchorite of Monte Orsaro, he had taken me up in his strong arms and had
+carried me back to my hut. There he had set about reviving me by friction
+and by forcing between my teeth some of the grape-spirit that he carried in
+a gourd.
+
+Finding that I lived, but that he could not arouse me and that my icy
+coldness was succeeded by the fire of fever, he had covered me with my
+habit and his own cloak, and had gone down to Casi to fetch the priest and
+relate his story.
+
+This story was no less than that the hermit of Monte Orsaro had been
+fighting with the devil, who had dragged him naked from his hut and had
+sought to hurl him into the torrent; but that on the very edge of the river
+the anchorite had found strength, by the grace of God, to overthrow the
+tormentor and to render him powerless; and in proof of it there was my body
+all covered with Satan's claw-marks by which I had been torn most cruelly.
+
+The priest had come at once, bringing with him such restoratives as he
+needed, and it is a thousand mercies that he did not bring a leech, or else
+I might have been bled of the last drops remaining in my shrunken veins.
+
+And meanwhile the goatherd's story had gone abroad. By morning it was on
+the lips of all the country-side, so that explanations were not lacking to
+account for St. Sebastian's refusal to perform the usual miracle, and no
+miracle was expected--nor had the image yielded any.
+
+The priest was mistaken. A miracle there had been. But for what had
+chanced, the multitude must have come again confidently expecting the
+bleeding of the image which had never failed in five years, and had the
+image not bled it must have fared ill with the guardian of the shrine. In
+punishment for his sacrilegious ministry which must be held responsible for
+the absence of the miracle they so eagerly awaited, well might the crowd
+have torn me limb from limb.
+
+Next the old man went on to tell me how three days ago there had come to
+the hermitage a little troop of men-at-arms, led by a tall, bearded man
+whose device was a sable band upon an argent field, and accompanied by a
+friar of the order of St. Francis, a tall, gaunt fellow who had wept at
+sight of me.
+
+"That would be Fra Gervasio!" I exclaimed. "How came he to discover me?"
+
+"Yes--Fra Gervasio is his name," replied the priest.
+
+"Where is he now?" I asked.
+
+"I think he is here."
+
+In that moment I caught the sound of approaching steps. The door opened,
+and before me stood the tall figure of my best friend, his eyes all
+eagerness, his pale face flushed with joyous excitement.
+
+I smiled my welcome.
+
+"Agostino! Agostino!" he cried, and ran to kneel beside me and take my
+hand in his. "0, blessed be God!" he murmured.
+
+In the doorway stood now another man, who had followed him--one whose face
+I had seen somewhere yet could not at first remember where. He was very
+tall, so that he was forced to stoop to avoid the lintel of the low
+door--as tall as Gervasio or myself--and the tanned face was bearded by a
+heavy brown beard in which a few strands of grey were showing. Across his
+face there ran the hideous livid scar of a blow that must have crushed the
+bridge of his nose. It began just under the left eye, and crossed the face
+downwards until it was lost in the beard on the right side almost in line
+with the mouth. Yet, notwithstanding that disfigurement, he still
+possessed a certain beauty, and the deep-set, clear, grey-blue eyes were
+the eyes of a brave and kindly man.
+
+He wore a leather jerkin and great thigh-boots of grey leather, and from
+his girdle of hammered steel hung a dagger and the empty carriages of a
+sword. His cropped black head was bare, and in his hand he carried a cap
+of black velvet.
+
+We looked at each other awhile, and his eyes were sad and wistful, laden
+with pity, as I thought, for my condition. Then he moved forward with a
+creak of leather and jingle of spurs that made pleasant music.
+
+He set a hand upon the shoulder of the kneeling Gervasio.
+
+"He will live now, Gervasio?" he asked.
+
+"0, he will live," answered the friar with an almost fierce satisfaction in
+his positive assurance. "He will live and in a week we can move him hence.
+Meanwhile he must be nourished." He rose. "My good Leocadia, have you the
+broth? Come, then, let us build up this strength of his. There is haste,
+good soul; great haste!" She bustled at his bidding, and soon outside the
+door there was a crackling of twigs to announce the lighting of a fire.
+And then Gervasio made known to me the stranger.
+
+"This is Galeotto," he said. "He was your father's friend, and would be
+yours."
+
+"Sir," said I, "I could not desire otherwise with any who was my father's
+friend. You are not, perchance, the Gran Galeotto?" I inquired,
+remembering the sable device on argent of which the priest had told me.
+
+"I am that same," he answered, and I looked with interest upon one whose
+name had been ringing through Italy these last few years. And then, I
+suddenly realized why his face was familiar to me. This was the man who in
+a monkish robe had stared so insistently at me that day at Mondolfo five
+years ago.
+
+He was a sort of outlaw, a remnant of the days of chivalry and free-lances,
+whose sword was at the disposal of any purchaser. He rode at the head of a
+last fragment of the famous company that Giovanni de' Medici had raised and
+captained until his death. The sable band which they adopted in mourning
+for that warrior, earned for their founder the posthumous title of Giovanni
+delle Bande Nere.
+
+He was called Il Gran Galeotto (as another was called Il Gran Diavolo) in
+play upon the name he bore and the life he followed. He had been in bad
+odour with the Pope for his sometime association with my father, and he was
+not well-viewed in the Pontifical domains until, as I was soon to learn, he
+had patched up a sort of peace with Pier Luigi Farnese, who thought that
+the day might come when he should need the support of Galeotto's free-
+lances.
+
+"I was," he said, "your father's closest friend. I took this at Perugia,
+where he fell," he added, and pointed to his terrific scar. Then he
+laughed. "I wear it gladly in memory of him."
+
+He turned to Gervasio, smiling. "I hope that Giovanni d'Anguissola's son
+will hold me in some affection for his father's sake, when he shall come to
+know me better."
+
+"Sir," I said, "from my heart I thank you for that pious, kindly wish; and
+I would that I might fully correspond to it. But Agostino d'Anguissola,
+who has been so near to death in the body, is, indeed, dead to the world
+already. Here you see but a poor hermit named Sebastian, who is the
+guardian of this shrine."
+
+Gervasio rose suddenly. "This shrine..." he began in a fierce voice, his
+face inflamed as with sudden wrath. And there he stopped short. The
+priest was staring at him, and through the open door came Leocadia with a
+bowl of steaming broth. "We'll talk of this again," he said, and there was
+a sort of thunder rumbling in the promise.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IX
+
+THE ICONOCLAST
+
+
+It was a week later before we returned to the subject.
+
+Meanwhile, the good priest of Casi and Leocadia had departed, bearing with
+them a princely reward from the silent, kindly eyed Galeotto.
+
+To tend me there remained only the boy Beppo; and after my long six months
+of lenten fare there followed now a period of feasting that began to
+trouble me as my strength returned. When, finally, on the seventh day, I
+was able to stand, and, by leaning on Gervasio's arm, to reach the door of
+the hut and to look out upon the sweet spring landscape and the green tents
+that Galeotto's followers had pitched for themselves in the dell below my
+platform, I vowed that I would make an end of broths and capons' breasts
+and trout and white bread and red wine and all such succulences.
+
+But when I spoke so to Gervasio, he grew very grave.
+
+"There has been enough of this, Agostino," said he. "You have gone near
+your death; and had you died, you had died a suicide and had been damned--
+deserving it for your folly if for naught else."
+
+I looked at him with surprise and reproach. "How, Fra Gervasio?" I said.
+
+"How?" he answered. "Do you conceive that I am to be fooled by tales of
+fights with Satan in the night and the marks of the fiend's claws upon your
+body? Is this your sense of piety, to add to the other foul impostures of
+this place by allowing such a story to run the breadth of the country-
+side?"
+
+"Foul impostures?" I echoed, aghast. "Fra Gervasio, your words are
+sacrilege."
+
+"Sacrilege?" he cried, and laughed bitterly. "Sacrilege? And what of
+that?" And he flung out a stern, rigid, accusing arm at the image of St.
+Sebastian in its niche.
+
+"You think because it did not bleed..." I began.
+
+"It did not bleed," he cut in, "because you are not a knave. That is the
+only reason. This man who was here before you was an impious rogue. He
+was no priest. He was a follower of Simon Mage, trafficking in holy
+things, battening upon the superstition of poor humble folk. A black
+villain who is dead--dead and damned, for he was not allowed time when the
+end took him to confess his ghastly sin of sacrilege and the money that he
+had extorted by his simonies."
+
+"My God! Fra Gervasio, what do you say? How dare you say so much?
+
+"Where is the money that he took to build his precious bridge?" he asked me
+sharply. "Did you find any when you came hither? No. I'll take oath that
+you did not. A little longer, and this brigand had grown rich and had
+vanished in the night--carried off by the Devil, or borne away to realms of
+bliss by the angels, the poor rustics would have said."
+
+Amazed at his vehemence, I sank to a tree-bole that stood near the door to
+do the office of a stool.
+
+"But he gave alms!" I cried, my senses all bewildered.
+
+"Dust in the eyes of fools. No more than that. That image--" his scorn
+became tremendous--"is an impious fraud, Agostino."
+
+Could the monstrous thing that he suggested be possible? Could any man be
+so lost to all sense of God as to perpetrate such a deed as that without
+fear that the lightnings of Heaven would blast him?
+
+I asked the question. Gervasio smiled.
+
+"Your notions of God are heathen notions," he said more quietly. "You
+confound Him with Jupiter the Thunderer. But He does not use His
+lightnings as did the father of Olympus. And yet--reflect! Consider the
+manner in which that brigand met his death."
+
+"But...but..." I stammered. And then, quite suddenly, I stopped short, and
+listened. "Hark, Fra Gervasio! Do you not hear it?"
+
+"Hear it? Hear what?"
+
+"The music--the angelic melodies! And you can say that this place is a
+foul imposture; this holy image an impious fraud! And you a priest!
+Listen! It is a sign to warn you against stubborn unbelief."
+
+He listened, with frowning brows, a moment; then he smiled.
+
+"Angelic melodies!" he echoed with gentlest scorn. "By what snares does
+the Devil delude men, using even suggested holiness for his purpose! That,
+boy--that is no more than the dripping of water into little wells of
+different depths, producing different notes. It is in there, in some cave
+in the mountain where the Bagnanza springs from the earth."
+
+I listened, half disillusioned by his explanation, yet fearing that my
+senses were too slavishly obeying his suggestion. "The proof of that? The
+proof!" I cried.
+
+"The proof is that you have never heard it after heavy rain, or while the
+river was swollen."
+
+That answer shattered my last illusion. I looked back upon the time I had
+spent there, upon the despair that had beset me when the music ceased, upon
+the joy that had been mine when again I heard it, accepting it always as a
+sign of grace. And it was as he said. Not my unworthiness, but the rain,
+had ever silenced it. In memory I ran over the occasions, and so clearly
+did I perceive the truth of this, that I marvelled the coincidence should
+not earlier have discovered it to me.
+
+Moreover, now that my illusions concerning it were gone, the sound was
+clearly no more than he had said. I recognized its nature. It might have
+intrigued a sane man for a day or a night. But it could never longer have
+deceived any but one whose mind was become fevered with fanatic ecstasy.
+
+Then I looked again at the image in the niche, and the pendulum of my faith
+was suddenly checked in its counter-swing. About that image there could be
+no delusions. The whole country-side had witnessed the miracle of the
+bleeding, and it had wrought cures, wondrous cures, among the faithful.
+They could not all have been deceived. Besides, from the wounds in the
+breast there were still the brown signs of the last manifestation.
+
+But when I had given some utterance to these thoughts Gervasio for only
+answer stooped and picked up a wood-man's axe that stood against the wall.
+With this he went straight towards the image.
+
+"Fra Gervasio!" I cried, leaping to my feet, a premonition of what he was
+about turning me cold with horror. "Stay!" I almost screamed.
+
+But too late. My answer was a crashing blow. The next instant, as I sank
+back to my seat and covered my face, the two halves of the image fell at my
+feet, flung there by the friar.
+
+"Look!" he bade me in a roar.
+
+Fearfully I looked. I saw. And yet I could not believe.
+
+He came quickly back, and picked up the two halves. "The oracle of Delphi
+was not more impudently worked," he said. "Observe this sponge, these
+plates of metal that close down upon it and exert the pressure necessary to
+send the liquid with which it is laden oozing forth." As he spoke he tore
+out the fiendish mechanism. "And see now how ingeniously it was made to
+work--by pressure upon this arrow in the flank."
+
+There was a burst of laughter from the door. I looked up, startled, to
+find Galeotto standing at my elbow. So engrossed had I been that I had
+never heard his soft approach over the turf.
+
+"Body of Bacchus!" said he. "Here is Gervasio become an image breaker to
+some purpose. What now of your miraculous saint, Agostino?"
+
+My answer was first a groan over my shattered illusion, and then a deep-
+throated curse at the folly that had made a mock of me.
+
+The friar set a hand upon my shoulder. "You see, Agostino, that your
+excursions into holy things do not promise well. Away with you, boy! Off
+with this hypocrite robe, and get you out into the world to do useful work
+for God and man. Had your heart truly called you to the priesthood, I had
+been the first to have guided your steps thither. But your mind upon such
+matters has been warped, and your views are all false; you confound
+mysticism with true religion, and mouldering in a hermitage with the
+service of God. How can you serve God here? Is not the world God's world
+that you must shun it as if the Devil had fashioned it? Go, I say--and I
+say it with the authority of the orders that I bear--go and serve man, and
+thus shall you best serve God. All else are but snares to such a nature as
+yours."
+
+I looked at him helplessly, and from him to Galeotto who stood there, his
+black brows knit; watching me with intentness as if great issues hung upon
+my answer. And Gervasio's words touched in my mind some chord of memory.
+They were words that I had heard before--or something very like them,
+something whose import was the same.
+
+Then I groaned miserably and took my head in my hands. "Whither am I to
+go?" I cried. "What place is there in all the world for me? I am an
+outcast. My very home is held against me. Whither, then, shall I go?"
+
+"If that is all that troubles you," said Galeotto, his tone unctuously
+humorous, "why we will ride to Pagliano."
+
+I leapt at the word--literally leapt to my feet, and stared at him with
+blazing eyes.
+
+"Why, what ails him now?" quoth he.
+
+Well might he ask. That name--Pagliano--had stirred my memory so
+violently, that of a sudden as in a flash I had seen again the strange
+vision that visited my delirium; I had seen again the inviting eyes, the
+beckoning hands, and heard again the gentle voice saying, "Come to
+Pagliano! Come soon!"
+
+And now I knew, too, where I had heard words urging my return to the world
+that were of the same import as those which Gervasio used.
+
+What magic was there here? What wizardry was at play? I knew--for they
+had told me--that it had been that cavalier who had visited me, that man
+whose name was Ettore de' Cavalcanti, who had borne news to them of one who
+was strangely like what Giovanni d'Anguissola had been. But Pagliano had
+never yet been mentioned.
+
+"Where is Pagliano?" I asked.
+
+In Lombardy--in the Milanes," replied Galeotto.
+
+"It is the home of Cavalcanti."
+
+"You are faint, Agostino," cried Gervasio, with a sudden solicitude, and
+put an arm about my shoulders as I staggered.
+
+"No, no," said I. "It is nothing. Tell me--" And I paused almost afraid
+to put the question, lest the answer should dash my sudden hope. For it
+seemed to me that in this place of false miracles, one true miracle at
+least had been wrought; if it should be proved so indeed, then would I
+accept it as a sign that my salvation lay indeed in the world. If not..."
+
+"Tell me," I began again; "this Cavalcanti has a daughter. She was with
+him upon that day when he came here. What is her name?"
+
+Galeotto looked at me out of narrowing eyes.
+
+"Why, what has that to do with anything?" quoth Gervasio.
+
+"More than you think. Answer me, then. What is her name?"
+
+"Her name is Bianca," said Caleotto.
+
+Something within me seemed to give way, so that I fell to laughing
+foolishly as women laugh who are on the verge of tears. By an effort I
+regained my self-control.
+
+"It is very well," I said. "I will ride with you to Pagliano."
+
+Both stared at me in utter amazement at the suddenness of my consent
+following upon information that, in their minds, could have no possible
+bearing upon the matter at issue.
+
+"Is he quite sane, do you think?" cried Galeotto gruffly.
+
+"I think he has just become so," said Fra Gervasio after a pause.
+
+"God give me patience, then," grumbled the soldier, and left me puzzled by
+the words.
+
+
+
+
+
+BOOK IV
+
+THE WORLD
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER I
+
+PAGLIANO
+
+
+The lilac was in bloom when we came to the grey walls of Pagliano in that
+May of '45, and its scent, arousing the memory of my return to the world,
+has ever since been to me symbolical of the world itself.
+
+Mine was no half-hearted, backward-glancing return. Having determined upon
+the step, I took it resolutely and completely at a single stride. Since
+Galeotto placed his resources at my disposal, to be repaid him later when I
+should have entered upon the enjoyment of my heritage of Mondolfo, I did
+not scruple to draw upon them for my needs.
+
+I accepted the fine linen and noble raiment that he offered, and I took
+pleasure in the brave appearance that I made in them, my face shorn now of
+its beard and my hair trimmed to a proper length. Similarly I accepted
+weapons, money, and a horse; and thus equipped, looking for the first time
+in my life like a patrician of my own lofty station, I rode forth from
+Monte Orsaro with Galeotto and Gervasio, attended by the former's troop of
+twenty lances.
+
+And from the moment of our setting out there came upon me a curious peace,
+a happiness and a great sense of expectancy. No longer was I oppressed by
+the fear of proving unworthy of the life which I had chosen--as had been
+the case when that life had been monastic.
+
+Galeotto was in high spirits to see me so blithe, and he surveyed with
+pride the figure that I made, vowing that I should prove a worthy son of my
+father ere all was done.
+
+The first act of my new life was performed as we were passing through the
+village of Pojetta.
+
+I called a halt before the doors of that mean hostelry, over which hung
+what no doubt would still be the same withered bunch of rosemary that had
+been there in autumn when last I went that way.
+
+To the sloe-eyed, deep-bosomed girl who lounged against the door-post to
+see so fine a company ride by, I gave an order to fetch the taverner. He
+came with a slouch, a bent back, and humble, timid eyes--a very different
+attitude from that which he had last adopted towards me.
+
+"Where is my mule, you rogue?" quoth I.
+
+He looked at me askance. "Your mule, magnificent? said he.
+
+"You have forgotten me, I think--forgotten the lad in rusty black who rode
+this way last autumn and whom you robbed."
+
+At the words be turned a sickly yellow, and fell to trembling and babbling
+protestations and excuses.
+
+"Have done," I broke in. "You would not buy the mule then. You shall buy
+it now, and pay for it with interest."
+
+"What is this, Agostino?" quoth Galeotto at my elbow. "An act of justice,
+sir," I answered shortly, whereupon he questioned me no further, but looked
+on with a grim smile. Then to the taverner, "Your manners to-day are not
+quite the same as on the last occasion when we met. I spare you the
+gallows that you may live to profit by the lesson of your present near
+escape. And now, rogue, ten ducats for that mule." And I held out my
+hand.
+
+"Ten ducats!" he cried, and gathering courage perhaps since he was not to
+hang. "It is twice the value of the beast," he protested.
+
+"I know," I said. "It will be five ducats for the mule, and five for your
+life. I am merciful to rate the latter as cheaply as it deserves. Come,
+thief, the ten ducats without more ado, or I'll burn your nest of infamy
+and hang you above the ruins."
+
+He cowered and shrivelled. Then he scuttled within doors to fetch the
+money, whilst Galeotto laughed deep in his throat.
+
+"You are well-advised," said I, when the rogue returned and handed me the
+ducats. "I told you I should come back to present my reckoning. Be warned
+by this."
+
+As we rode on Galeotto laughed again. "Body of Satan! There is a
+thoroughness about you, Agustino. As a hermit you did not spare yourself;
+and now as a tyrant you do not seem likely to spare others."
+
+"It is the Anguissola way," said Gervasio quietly.
+
+"You mistake," said I. "I conceive myself in the world for some good
+purpose, and the act you have witnessed is a part of it. It was not a
+revengeful deed. Vengeance would have taken a harsher course. It was
+justice, and justice is righteous."
+
+"Particularly a justice that puts ten ducats in your pocket," laughed
+Galeotto.
+
+"There, again, you mistake me," said I. "My aim is that thieves be mulcted
+to the end that the poor shall profit." And I drew rein again.
+
+A little crowd had gathered about us, mostly of very ragged, half-clad
+people, for this village of Pojetta was a very poverty-stricken place.
+Into that little crowd I flung the ten ducats--with the consequence that on
+the instant it became a seething, howling, snarling, quarrelling mass. In
+the twinkling of an eye a couple of heads were cracked and blood was
+flowing, so that to quell the riot my charity had provoked, I was forced to
+spur my horse forward and bid them with threats disperse.
+
+And I think now," said Galeotto when it was done, "that you are just as
+reckless in the manner of doing charity. For the future, Agostino, you
+would do well to appoint an almoner."
+
+I bit my lip in vexation; but soon I smiled again. Were such little things
+to fret me? Did we not ride to Pagliano and to Bianca de' Cavalcanti? At
+the very thought my pulses would quicken, and a sweetness of anticipation
+would invade my soul, to be clouded at moments by an indefinable dread.
+
+And thus we came to Pagliano in that month of May, when the lilac was in
+bloom, as I have said, and after Fra Gervasio had left us, to return to his
+convent at Piacenza.
+
+We were received in the courtyard of that mighty fortress by that sturdy,
+hawk-faced man who had recognized me in the hermitage on Monte Orsaro. But
+he was no longer in armour. He wore a surcoat of yellow velvet, and his
+eyes were very kindly and affectionate when they rested on Galeotto and
+from Galeotto passed on to take survey of me.
+
+"So this is our hermit!" quoth he, a note of some surprise in his crisp
+tones. "Somewhat changed!"
+
+"By a change that goes deeper than his pretty doublet," said Galeotto.
+
+We dismounted, and grooms, in the Cavalcanti livery of scarlet with the
+horse-head in white upon their breasts, led away our horses. The seneschal
+acted as quartermaster to our lances, whilst Cavalcanti himself led us up
+the great stone staircase with its carved balustrade of marble, from which
+rose a file of pillars to support the groined ceiling. This last was
+frescoed in dull red with the white horse-head at intervals. On our right,
+on every third step, stood orange-trees in tubs, all flowering and shedding
+the most fragrant perfume.
+
+Thus we ascended to a spacious gallery, and through a succession of
+magnificent rooms we came to the noble apartments that had been made ready
+for us.
+
+A couple of pages came to tend me, bringing perfumed water and macerated
+herbs for my ablutions. These performed, they helped me into fresh
+garments that awaited me--black hose of finest silk and velvet trunks of
+the same sable hue, and for my body a fine close-fitting doublet of cloth
+of gold, caught at the waist by a jewelled girdle from which hung a dagger
+that was the merest toy.
+
+When I was ready they went before me, to lead the way to what they called
+the private dining-room, where supper awaited us. At the very mention of a
+private dining-room I had a vision of whitewashed walls and high-set
+windows and a floor strewn with rushes. Instead we came into the most
+beautiful chamber that I had ever seen. From floor to ceiling it was hung
+with arras of purple brocade alternating with cloth of gold; thus on three
+sides. On the fourth there was an opening for the embayed window which
+glowed like a gigantic sapphire in the deepening twilight.
+
+The floor was spread with a carpet of the ruddy purple of porphyry, very
+soft and silent to the feet. From the frescoed ceiling, where a joyous
+Phoebus drove a team of spirited white stallions, hung a chain that was
+carved in the semblance of interlocked Titans to support a great
+candelabrum, each branch of which was in the image of a Titan holding a
+stout candle of scented wax. It was all in gilded bronze and the
+workmanship--as I was presently to learn--of that great artist and rogue
+Benvenuto Cellini. From this candelabrum there fell upon the board a soft
+golden radiance that struck bright gleams from crystals and plate of gold
+and silver.
+
+By a buffet laden with meats stood the master of the household in black
+velvet, his chain of office richly carved, his badge a horse's head in
+silver, and he was flanked on either hand by a nimble-looking page.
+
+Of all this my first glance gathered but the most fleeting of impressions.
+For my eyes were instantly arrested by her who stood between Cavalcanti and
+Galeotto, awaiting my arrival. And, miracle of miracles, she was arrayed
+exactly as I had seen her in my vision.
+
+Her supple maiden body was sheathed in a gown of cloth of silver; her brown
+hair was dressed into two plaits interlaced with gold threads and set with
+tiny gems, and these plaits hung one on either breast. Upon the low, white
+brow a single jewel gleamed--a brilliant of the very whitest fire.
+
+Her long blue eyes were raised to look at me as I entered, and their glance
+grew startled when it encountered mine, the delicate colour faded gradually
+from her cheeks, and her eyes fell at last as she moved forward to bid me
+welcome to Pagliano in her own name.
+
+They must have perceived her emotion as they perceived mine. But they gave
+no sign. We got to the round table--myself upon Cavalcanti's left,
+Galeotto in the place of honour, and Bianca facing her father so that I was
+on her right.
+
+The seneschal bestirred himself, and the silken ministering pages fluttered
+round us. My Lord of Pagliano was one who kept a table as luxurious as all
+else in his splendid palace. First came a broth of veal in silver basins,
+then a stew of cocks' combs and capons' breasts, then the ham of a roasted
+boar, the flesh very lusciously saturated with the flavour of rosemary; and
+there was venison that was as soft as velvet, and other things that I no
+longer call to mind. And to drink there was a fragrant, well-sunned wine
+of Lombardy that had been cooled in snow.
+
+Galeotto ate enormously, Cavalcanti daintily, I but little, and Bianca
+nothing. Her presence had set up such emotions in me that I had no thought
+for food. But I drank deeply, and so came presently to a spurious ease
+which enabled me to take my share in the talk that was toward, though when
+all is said it was but a slight share, since Cavalcanti and Galeotto
+discoursed of matters wherein my knowledge was not sufficient to enable me
+to bear a conspicuous part.
+
+More than once I was on the point of addressing Bianca herself, but always
+courage failed me. I had ever in mind the memory she must have of me as
+she had last seen me, to increase the painful diffidence which her presence
+itself imposed upon me. Nor did I hear her voice more than once or twice
+when she demurely answered such questions as her father set her. And
+though once or twice I found her stealing a look at me, she would instantly
+avert her eyes when our glances crossed.
+
+Thus was our first meeting, and for a little time it was to be our last,
+because I lacked the courage to seek her out. She had her own apartments
+at Pagliano with her own maids of honour, like a princess; and the castle
+garden was entirely her domain into which even her father seldom intruded.
+He gave me the freedom of it; but it was a freedom of which I never took
+advantage in the week that we abode there. Several times was I on the
+point of doing so. But I was ever restrained by my unconquerable
+diffidence.
+
+And there was something else to impose restraint upon me. Hitherto the
+memory of Giuliana had come to haunt me in my hermitage, by arousing in me
+yearnings which I had to combat with fasting and prayer, with scourge and
+dice. Now the memory of her haunted me again; but in a vastly different
+way. It haunted me with the reminder of all the sin in which through her I
+had steeped myself; and just as the memory of that sin had made me in purer
+moments deem myself unworthy to be the guardian of the shrine on Monte
+Orsaro, so now did it cause me to deem myself all unworthy to enter the
+garden that enshrined Madonna Bianca de' Cavalcanti.
+
+Before the purity that shone from her I recoiled in an awe whose nature was
+as the feelings of a religion. I felt that to seek her presence would be
+almost to defile her. And so I abstained, my mind very full of her the
+while, for all that the time was beguiled for me in daily exercise with
+horse and arms under the guidance of Galeotto.
+
+I was not so tutored merely for the sake of repairing a grave omission in
+my education. It had a definite scope, as Galeotto frankly told me,
+informing me that the time approached in which to avenge my father and
+strike a blow for my own rights.
+
+And then at the end of a week a man rode into the courtyard of Pagliano one
+day, and flung down from his horse shouting to be led to Messer Galeotto.
+There was something about this courier's mien and person that awoke a
+poignant memory. I was walking in the gallery when the clatter of his
+advent drew my attention, and his voice sent a strange thrill through me.
+
+One glance I gave to make quite sure, and then I leapt down the broad steps
+four at a time, and a moment later, to the amazement of all present, I had
+caught the dusty rider in my arms, and I was kissing the wrinkled, scarred,
+and leathery old cheeks.
+
+"Falcone!" I cried. "Falcone, do you not know me?"
+
+He was startled by the violence of my passionate onslaught. Indeed, he was
+almost borne to the ground by it, for his old legs were stiff now from
+riding.
+
+And then--how he stared! What oaths he swore!
+
+"Madonnino!" he babbled. "Madonnino!" And he shook himself free of my
+embrace, and stood back that he might view me. "Body of Satan! But you
+are finely grown, and how like to what your father was when he was no older
+than are you! And they have not made a shaveling of you, after all. Now
+blessed be God for that!" Then he stopped short, and his eyes went past
+me, and he seemed to hesitate.
+
+I turned, and there, leaning on the balustrade of the staircase, looking on
+with smiling eyes stood Galeotto with Messer Cavalcanti at his elbow.
+
+I heard Galeotto's words to the Lord of Pagliano. "His heart is sound--
+which is a miracle. That woman, it seems, could not quite dehumanize him."
+And he came down heavily, to ask Falcone what news he bore.
+
+The old equerry drew a letter from under his leathern jacket.
+
+"From Ferrante?" quoth the Lord of Pagliano eagerly, peering over
+Galeotto's shoulder.
+
+"Ay," said Galeotto, and he broke the seal. He stood to read, with knitted
+brows. "It is well," he said, at last, and passed the sheet to Cavalcanti.
+"Farnese is in Piacenza already, and the Pope will sway the College to give
+his bastard the ducal crown. It is time we stirred."
+
+He turned to Falcone, whilst Cavalcanti read the letter. "Take food and
+rest, good Gino. For to-morrow you ride again with me. And so shall you,
+Agostino."
+
+"I ride again?" I echoed, my heart sinking and some of my dismay showing
+upon my face. "Whither?"
+
+"To right the wrongs of Mondolfo," he answered shortly, and turned away.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER II
+
+THE GOVERNOR OF MILAN
+
+
+We rode again upon the morrow as he had said, and with us went Falcone and
+the same goodly company of twenty lances that had escorted me from Monte
+Orsaro. But I took little thought for them or pride in such an escort now.
+My heart was leaden. I had not seen Bianca again ere I departed, and
+Heaven knew when we should return to Pagliano. Thus at least was I
+answered by Galeotto when I made bold to ask the question.
+
+Two days we rode, going by easy stages, and came at last upon that
+wondrously fair and imposing city of Milan, in the very heart of the vast
+plain of Lombardy with the distant Alps for background and northern
+rampart.
+
+Our destination was the castle; and in a splendid ante-chamber, packed with
+rustling, silken courtiers and clanking captains in steel, a sprinkling of
+prelates and handsome, insolent-eyed women, more than one of whom reminded
+me of Giuliana, and every one of whom I disparaged by comparing her with
+Bianca, Galeotto and I stood waiting.
+
+To many there he seemed known, and several came to greet him and some to
+whisper in his ear. At last a pert boy in a satin suit that was striped in
+the Imperial livery of black and yellow, pushed his way through the throng.
+
+"Messer Galeotto," his shrill voice announced, "his excellency awaits you."
+
+Galeotto took my arm, and drew me forward with him. Thus we went through a
+lane that opened out before us in that courtly throng, and came to a
+curtained door. An usher raised the curtain for us at a sign from the
+page, who, opening, announced us to the personage within.
+
+We stood in a small closet, whose tall, slender windows overlooked the
+courtyard, and from the table, on which there was a wealth of parchments,
+rose a very courtly gentleman to receive us out of a gilded chair, the arms
+of which were curiously carved into the shape of serpents' heads.
+
+He was a well-nourished, florid man of middle height, with a resolute
+mouth, high cheek-bones, and crafty, prominent eyes that reminded me
+vaguely of the eyes of the taverner of Pojetta. He was splendidly dressed
+in a long gown of crimson damask edged with lynx fur, and the fingers of
+his fat hands and one of his thumbs were burdened with jewels.
+
+This was Ferrante Gonzaga, Prince of Molfetta, Duke of Ariano, the
+Emperor's Lieutenant and Governor of the State of Milan.
+
+The smile with which he had been ready to greet Galeotto froze slightly at
+sight of me. But before he could voice the question obviously in his mind
+my companion had presented me.
+
+"Here, my lord, is one upon whom I trust that we may count when the time
+comes. This is Agostino d'Anguissola, of Mondolfo and Carmina."
+
+Surprise overspread Gonzaga's face. He seemed about to speak, and checked,
+and his eyes were very searchingly bent upon Galeotto's face, which
+remained inscrutable as stone. Then the Governor looked at me, and from me
+back again at Galeotto. At last he smiled, whilst I bowed before him, but
+very vaguely conscious of what might impend.
+
+"The time," he said, "seems to be none too distant. The Duke of Castro--
+this Pier Luigi Farnese--is so confident of ultimate success that already
+he has taken up his residence in Piacenza, and already, I am informed, is
+being spoken of as Duke of Parma and Piacenza."
+
+"He has cause," said Galeotto. "Who is to withstand his election since the
+Emperor, like Pilate, has washed his hands of the affair?"
+
+A smile overspread Gonzaga's crafty face. "Do not assume too much
+concerning the Emperor's wishes in the matter. His answer to the Pope was
+that if Parma and Piacenza are Imperial fiefs--integral parts of the State
+of Milan--it would ill become the Emperor to alienate them from an empire
+which he holds merely in trust; whereas if they can be shown rightly to
+belong to the Holy See, why then the matter concerns him not, and the Holy
+See may settle it."
+
+Galeotto shrugged and his face grew dark. "It amounts to an assent," he
+said.
+
+"Not so," purred Gonzaga, seating himself once more. "It amounts to
+nothing. It is a Sibylline answer which nowise prejudices what he may do
+in future. We still hope," he added, "that the Sacred College may refuse
+the investiture. Pier Luigi Farnese is not in good odour in the Curia."
+
+"The Sacred College cannot withstand the Pope's desires. He has bribed it
+with the undertaking to restore Nepi and Camerino to the States of the
+Church in exchange for Parma and Piacenza, which are to form a State for
+his son. How long, my lord, do you think the College will resist him?"
+
+"The Spanish Cardinals all have the Emperor's desires at heart."
+
+"The Spanish Cardinals may oppose the measure until they choke themselves
+with their vehemence," was the ready answer. "There are enough of the
+Pope's creatures to carry the election, and if there were not it would be
+his to create more until there should be sufficient for his purpose. It is
+an old subterfuge."
+
+"Well, then," said Gonzaga, smiling, "since you are so assured, it is for
+you and the nobles of Piacenza to be up and doing. The Emperor depends
+upon you; and you may depend upon him."
+
+Galeotto looked at the Governor out of his scarred face, and his eyes were
+very grave.
+
+"I had hoped otherwise," he said. "That is why I have been slow to move.
+That is why I have waited, why I have even committed the treachery of
+permitting Pier Luigi to suppose me ready at need to engage in his
+service."
+
+"Ah, there you play a dangerous game," said Gonzaga frankly.
+
+"I'll play a more dangerous still ere I have done," he answered stoutly.
+"Neither Pope nor Devil shall dismay me. I have great wrongs to right, as
+none knows better than your excellency, and if my life should go in the
+course of it, why"--he shrugged and sneered--"it is all that is left me;
+and life is a little thing when a man has lost all else."
+
+"I know, I know," said the sly Governor, wagging his big head, "else I had
+not warned you. For we need you, Messer Galeotto."
+
+"Ay, you need me; you'll make a tool of me--you and your Emperor. You'll
+use me as a cat's-paw to pull down this inconvenient duke."
+
+Gonzaga rose, frowning. "You go a little far, Messer Galeotto," he said.
+
+"I go no farther than you urge me," answered the other.
+
+"But patience, patience!" the Lieutenant soothed him, growing sleek again
+in tone and manner. "Consider now the position. What the Emperor has
+answered the Pope is no more than the bare and precise truth. It is not
+clear whether the States of Parma and Piacenza belong to the Empire or the
+Holy See. But let the people rise and show themselves ill-governed, let
+them revolt against Farnese once he has been created their duke and when
+thus the State shall have been alienated from the Holy See, and then you
+may count upon the Emperor to step in as your liberator and to buttress up
+your revolt."
+
+"Do you promise us so much?" asked Galeotto.
+
+"Explicitly," was the ready answer, "upon my most sacred honour. Send me
+word that you are in arms, that the first blow has been struck, and I shall
+be with you with all the force that I can raise in the Emperor's name."
+
+"Your excellency has warrant for this?" demanded Galeotto.
+
+"Should I promise it else? About it, sir. You may work with confidence."
+
+"With confidence, yes," replied Galeotto gloomily, "but with no great hope.
+The Pontifical government has ground the spirit out of half the nobles of
+the Val di Taro. They have suffered so much and so repeatedly--in
+property, in liberty, in life itself--that they are grown rabbit-hearted,
+and would sooner cling to the little liberty that is still theirs than
+strike a blow to gain what belongs to them by every right. Oh, I know them
+of old! What man can do, I shall do; but..." He shrugged, and shook his
+head sorrowfully.
+
+"Can you count on none?" asked Gonzaga, very serious, stroking his smooth,
+fat chin.
+
+"I can count upon one," answered Galeotto. "The Lord of Pagliano; he is
+ghibelline to the very marrow, and he belongs to me. At my bidding there
+is nothing he will not do. There is an old debt between us, and he is a
+noble soul who will not leave his debts unpaid. Upon him I can count; and
+he is rich and powerful. But then, he is not really a Piacentino himself.
+He holds his fief direct from the Emperor. Pagliano is part of the State
+of Milan, and Cavalcanti is no subject of Farnese. His case, therefore, is
+exceptional and he has less than the usual cause for timidity. But the
+others..." Again he shrugged. "What man can do to stir them, that will I
+do. You shall hear from me soon again, my lord."
+
+Gonzaga looked at me. "Did you not say that here was another?"
+
+Galeotto smiled sadly. "Ay--just one arm and one sword. That is all.
+Unless this emprise succeeds he is never like to rule in Mondolfo. He may
+be counted upon; but he brings no lances with him."
+
+"I see," said Gonzaga, his lip between thumb and forefinger. "But his
+name..."
+
+"That and his wrongs shall be used, depend upon it, my lord--the wrongs
+which are his by inheritance."
+
+I said no word. A certain resentment filled me to hear myself so disposed
+of without being consulted; and yet it was tempered by a certain trust in
+Galeotto, a faith that he would lead me into nothing unworthy.
+
+Gonzaga conducted us to the door of the closet. "I shall look to hear from
+you, Ser Galeotto," he said. "And if at first the nobles of the Val di
+Taro are not to be moved, perhaps after they have had a taste of Messer
+Pier Luigi's ways they will gather courage out of despair. I think we may
+be hopeful if patient. Meanwhile, my master the Emperor shall be
+informed."
+
+Another moment and we were out of that florid, crafty, well-nourished
+presence. The curtains had dropped behind us, and we were thrusting our
+way through the press in the ante-chamber, Galeotto muttering to himself
+things which as we gained the open air I gathered to be curses directed
+against the Emperor and his Milanese Lieutenant.
+
+In the inn of the sign of the Sun, by the gigantic Duomo of Visconti's
+building, he opened the gates to his anger and let it freely forth.
+
+"It is a world of cravens," he said, "a world of slothful, self-seeking,
+supine cowards, Agostino. In the Emperor, at least, I conceived that we
+should have found a man who would not be averse to acting boldly where his
+interests must be served. More I had not expected of him; but that, at
+least. And even in that he fails me. Oh, this Charles V!" he cried.
+"This prince upon whose dominions the sun never sets! Fortune has bestowed
+upon him all the favours in her gift, yet for himself he can do nothing.
+
+"He is crafty, cruel, irresolute, and mistrustful of all. He is without
+greatness of any sort, and he is all but Emperor of the World! Others must
+do his work for him; others must compass the conquests which he is to
+enjoy.
+
+"Ah, well!" he ended, with a sneer, "perhaps as the world views these
+things there is a certain greatness in that--the greatness of the fox."
+
+Naturally there was much in this upon which I needed explanation, and I
+made bold to intrude upon his anger to crave it. And it was then that I
+learnt the true position of affairs.
+
+Between France and the Empire, the State of Milan had been in contention
+until quite lately, when Henri II had abandoned it to Charles V. And in
+the State of Milan were the States of Parma and Piacenza, which Pope Julius
+II had wrested from it and incorporated in the domain of the Church. The
+act, however, was unlawful, and although these States had ever since been
+under Pontifical rule, it was to Milan that they belonged, though Milan
+never yet had had the power to enforce her rights. She had that power at
+last, now that the Emperor's rule there was a thing determined, and it was
+in this moment that papal nepotism was to make a further alienation of them
+by constituting them into a duchy for the Farnese bastard, Pier Luigi, who
+was already Duke of Castro.
+
+Under papal rule the nobles--more particularly the ghibellines--and the
+lesser tyrants of the Val di Taro had suffered rudely, plundered by
+Pontifical brigandage, enduring confiscations and extortions until they
+were reduced to a miserable condition. It was against the beginnings of
+this that my father had raised his standard, to be crushed thorough the
+supineness of his peers, who would not support him to save themselves from
+being consumed in the capacious maw of Rome.
+
+But what they had suffered hitherto would be as nothing to what they must
+suffer if the Pope now had his way and if Pier Luigi Farnese were to become
+their duke--an independent prince. He would break the nobles utterly, to
+remain undisputed master of the territory. That was a conclusion foregone.
+And yet our princelings saw the evil approaching them, and cowered
+irresolute to await and suffer it.
+
+They had depended, perhaps, upon the Emperor, who, it was known, did not
+favour the investiture, nor would confirm it. It was remembered that
+Ottavio Farnese-- Pier Luigi's son--was married to Margaret of Austria, the
+Emperor's daughter, and that if a Farnese dominion there was to be in Parma
+and Piacenza, the Emperor would prefer that it should be that of his own
+son-in-law, who would hold the duchy as a fief of the Empire. Further was
+it known that Ottavio was intriguing with Pope and Emperor to gain the
+investiture in his own father's stead.
+
+"The unnatural son!" I exclaimed upon learning that.
+
+Galeotto looked at me, and smiled darkly, stroking his great beard.
+
+"Say, rather, the unnatural father," he replied. "More honour to Ottavio
+Farnese in that he has chosen to forget that he is Pier Luigi's son. It is
+not a parentage in which any man--be he the most abandoned--could take
+pride."
+
+"How so?" quoth I.
+
+"You have, indeed, lived out of the world if you know nothing of Pier Luigi
+Farnese. I should have imagined that some echo of his turpitudes must have
+penetrated even to a hermitage--that they would be written upon the very
+face of Nature, which he outrages at every step of his infamous life. He
+is a monster, a sort of antichrist; the most ruthless, bloody, vicious man
+that ever drew the breath of life. Indeed, there are not wanting those who
+call him a warlock, a dealer in black magic who has sold his soul to the
+Devil. Though, for that matter, they say the same of the Pope his father,
+and I doubt not that his magic is just the magic of a wickedness that is
+scarcely human.
+
+"There is a fellow named Paolo Giovio, Bishop of Nocera, a charlatan and a
+wretched dabbler in necromancy and something of an alchemist, who has
+lately written the life of another Pope's son--Cesare Borgia, who lived
+nigh upon half a century ago, and who did more than any man to consolidate
+the States of the Church, though his true aim, like Pier Luigi's, was to
+found a State for himself. I am given to think that for his model of a
+Pope's bastard this Giovio has taken the wretched Farnese rogue, and
+attributed to the son of Alexander VI the vices and infamies of this son of
+Paul III.
+
+"Even to attempt to draw a parallel is to insult the memory of the Borgia;
+for he, at least, was a great captain and a great ruler, and he knew how to
+endear to himself the fold that he governed; so that when I was a lad--
+thirty years ago--there were still those in the Romagna who awaited the
+Borgia's return, and prayed for it as earnestly as pray the faithful for
+the second coming of the Messiah, refusing to believe that he was dead.
+But this Pier Luigi!" He thrust out a lip contemptuously. "He is no
+better than a thief, a murderer, a defiler, a bestial, lecherous dog!
+
+And with that he began to relate some of the deeds of this man; and his
+life, it seemed, was written in blood and filth--a tale of murders and
+rapes and worse. And when as a climax he told me of the horrible, inhuman
+outrage done to Cosimo Gheri, the young Bishop of Fano, I begged him to
+cease, for my horror turned me almost physically sick.1
+
+1 The incident to which Agostino here alludes is fully set forth by
+Benedetto Varchi at the end of Book XVI of his Storia Fiorentina.
+
+
+"That bishop was a holy man, of very saintly life," Galeotto insisted, "and
+the deed permitted the German Lutherans to say that here was a new form of
+martyrdom for saints invented by the Pope's son. And his father pardoned
+him the deed, and others as bad, by a secret bull, absolving him from all
+pains and penalties that he might have incurred through youthful frailty or
+human incontinence!"
+
+It was the relation of those horrors, I think, which, stirring my
+indignation, spurred me even more than the thought of redressing the wrongs
+which the Pontifical or Farnesian government would permit my mother to do
+me.
+
+I held out my hand to Galeotto. "To the utmost of my little might," said
+I, "you may depend upon me in this good cause in which you have engaged."
+
+"There speaks the son of the house of Anguissola," said he, a light of
+affection in his steel-coloured eyes. "And there are your father's wrongs
+to right as well as the wrongs of humanity, remember. By this Pier Luigi
+was he crushed; whilst those who bore arms with him at Perugia and were
+taken alive..." He paused and turned livid, great beads of perspiration
+standing upon his brow. "I cannot," he faltered, "I cannot even now, after
+all these years, bear to think upon those horrors perpetrated by that
+monster."
+
+I was strangely moved at the sight of emotion in one who seemed emotionless
+as iron.
+
+"I left the hermitage," said I, "in the hope that I might the better be
+able to serve God in the world. I think you are showing me the way, Ser
+Galeotto."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER III
+
+PIER LUIGI FARNESE
+
+
+We left Milan that same day, and there followed for some months a season of
+wandering through Lombardy, going from castle to castle, from tyranny to
+tyranny, just the three of us--Galeotto and myself with Falcone for our
+equerry and attendant.
+
+Surely something of the fanatic's temperament there must have been in me;
+for now that I had embraced a cause, I served it with all the fanaticism
+with which on Monte Orsaro I sought to be worthy of the course I had taken
+then.
+
+I was become as an apostle, preaching a crusade or holy war against the
+Devil's lieutenant on earth, Messer Pier Luigi Farnese, sometime Duke of
+Castro, now Duke of Parma and Piacenza--for the investiture duly followed
+in the August of that year, and soon his iron hand began to be felt
+throughout the State of which the Pope had constituted him a prince.
+
+And to the zest that was begotten of pure righteousness, Galeotto cunningly
+added yet another and more worldly spur. We were riding one day in late
+September of that year from Cortemaggiore, where we had spent a month in
+seeking to stir the Pallavicini to some spirit of resistance, and we were
+making our way towards Romagnese, the stronghold of that great Lombard
+family of dal Verme.
+
+As we were ambling by a forest path, Galeotto abruptly turned to me,
+Falcone at the time being some little way in advance of us, and startled me
+by his words.
+
+"Cavalcanti's daughter seemed to move you strangely, Agostino," he said,
+and watched me turn pale under his keen glance.
+
+In my confusion--more or less at random--"What should Cavalcanti's daughter
+be to me?" I asked.
+
+"Why, what you will, I think," he answered, taking my question literally.
+"Cavalcanti would consider the Lord of Mondolfo and Carmina a suitable mate
+for his daughter, however he might hesitate to marry her to the landless
+Agostino d'Anguissola. He loved your father better than any man that ever
+lived, and such an alliance was mutually desired."
+
+"Do you think I need this added spur?" quoth I.
+
+"Nay, I know that you do not. But it is well to know what reward may wait
+upon our labour. It makes that labour lighter and increases courage."
+
+I hung my head, without answering him, and we rode silently amain.
+
+He had touched me where the flesh was raw and tender. Bianca de'
+Cavalcanti! It was a name I uttered like a prayer, like a holy invocation.
+Just so had I been in a measure content to carry that name and the memory
+of her sweet face. To consider her as the possible Lady of Mondolfo when I
+should once more have come into my own, was to consider things that filled
+me almost with despair.
+
+Again I experienced such hesitations as had kept me from ever seeking her
+at Pagliano, though I had been given the freedom of her garden. Giuliana
+had left her brand upon me. And though Bianca had by now achieved for me
+what neither prayers nor fasting could accomplish, and had exorcized the
+unholy visions of Giuliana from my mind, yet when I came to consider Bianca
+as a possible companion--as something more or something less than a saint
+enthroned in the heaven created by my worship of her--there rose between us
+ever that barrier of murder and adultery, a barrier which not even in
+imagination did I dare to overstep.
+
+I strove to put such thoughts from my mind that I might leave it free to do
+the work to which I had now vowed myself.
+
+All through that winter we pursued our mission. With the dal Verme we had
+but indifferent success, for they accounted themselves safe, being, like
+Cavalcanti, feudatories of the Emperor himself, and nowise included in the
+territories of Parma and Piacenza. From Romagnese we made our way to the
+stronghold of the Anguissola of Albarola, my cousins, who gave me a very
+friendly welcome, and who, though with us in spirit and particularly urged
+by their hatred of our guelphic cousin Cosimo who was now Pier Luigi's
+favourite, yet hesitated as the others had done. And we met with little
+better success with Sforza of Santafiora, to whose castle we next repaired,
+or yet with the Landi, the Scotti, or Confalonieri. Everywhere the same
+spirit of awe was abroad, and the same pusillanimity, content to hug the
+little that remained rather than rear its head to demand that which by
+right belonged.
+
+So that when the spring came round again, and our mission done, our crusade
+preached to hearts that would not be inflamed, we turned our steps once
+more towards Pagliano, we were utterly dispirited men--although, for
+myself, my despondency was tempered a little by the thought that I was to
+see Bianca once more.
+
+Yet before I come to speak of her again, let me have done with these
+historical matters in so far as they touched ourselves.
+
+We had left the nobles unresponsive, as you have seen. But soon the
+prognostications of the crafty Gonzaga were realized. Soon Farnese,
+through his excessive tyranny, stung them out of their apathy. The first
+to feel his iron hand were the Pallavicini, whom he stripped of their lands
+of Cortemaggiore, taking as hostages Girolamo Pallavicini's wife and
+mother. Next he hurled his troops against the dal Verme, forcing Romagnese
+to capitulate, and then seeking similarly to reduce their other fief of
+Bobbio. Thence upon his all-conquering way, he marched upon Castel San
+Giovanni, whence he sought to oust the Sforza, and at the same time he
+committed the mistake of attempting to drive the Gonzaga out of Soragna.
+
+This last rashness brought down upon his head the direct personal
+resentment of Ferrante Gonzaga. With the Imperial troops at his heels the
+Governor of Milan not only intervened to save Soragna for his family, but
+forced Pier Luigi to disgorge Bobbio and Romagnese, restoring them to the
+dal Verme, and compelled him to raise the siege of San Giovanni upon which
+he was at the time engaged--claiming that both these noble houses were
+feudatories of the Empire.
+
+Intimidated by that rude lesson, Pier Luigi was forced to draw in his
+steely claws. To console himself, he turned his attention to the Val di
+Taro, and issued an edict commanding all nobles there to disarm, disband
+their troops, quit their fortresses, and go to reside in the principal
+cities of their districts. Those who resisted or demurred, he crushed at
+once with exile and confiscation; and even those who meekly did his will,
+he stripped of all privileges as feudal lords.
+
+Even my mother, we heard, was forced to dismiss her trivial garrison,
+having been ordered to close the Citadel of Mondolfo, and take up her
+residence in our palace in the city itself. But she went further than she
+was bidden--she took the veil in the Convent of Santa Chiara, and so
+retired from the world.
+
+The State began to ferment in secret at so much and such harsh tyranny.
+Farnese was acting in Piacenza as Tarquin of old had acted in his garden,
+slicing the tallest poppies from their stems. And soon to swell his
+treasury, which not even his plunder, brigandage, and extortionate
+confiscations could fill sufficiently to satisfy his greed, he set himself
+to look into the past lives of the nobles, and to promulgate laws that were
+retroactive, so that he was enabled to levy fresh fines and perpetrate
+fresh sequestrations in punishment of deeds that had been done long years
+ago.
+
+Amongst these, we heard that he had Giovanni d'Anguissola decapitated in
+effigy for his rebellion against the authority of the Holy See, and that my
+tyrannies of Mondolfo and Carmina were confiscated from me because of my
+offence in being Giovanni d'Anguissola's son. And presently we heard that
+Mondolfo had been conferred by Farnese upon his good and loyal servant and
+captain, the Lord Cosimo d'Anguissola, subject to a tax of a thousand
+ducats yearly!
+
+Galeotto ground his teeth and swore horribly when the news was brought us
+from Piacenza, whilst I felt my heart sink and the last hope of Bianca--the
+hope secretly entertained almost against hope itself--withering in my soul.
+
+But soon came consolation. Pier Luigi had gone too far. Even rats when
+cornered will turn at bay and bare their teeth for combat. So now the
+nobles of the Valnure and the Val di Taro.
+
+The Scotti, the Pallavicini, the Landi, and the Anguissola of Albarola,
+came one after the other in secret to Pagliano to interview the gloomy
+Galeotto. And at one gathering that was secretly held in a chamber of the
+castle, he lashed them with his furious scorn.
+
+"You are come now," he jeered at them, "now that you are maimed; now that
+you have been bled of half your strength; now that most of your teeth are
+drawn. Had you but had the spirit and good sense to rise six months ago
+when I summoned you so to do, the struggle had been brief and the victory
+certain. Now the fight will be all fraught with risk, dangerous to engage,
+and uncertain of issue."
+
+But it was they--these men who themselves had been so pusillanimous at
+first--who now urged him to take the lead, swearing to follow him to the
+death, to save for their children what little was still left them.
+
+"In that spirit I will not lead you a step," he answered them. "If we
+raise our standard, we fight for all our ancient rights, for all our
+privileges, and for the restoration of all that has been confiscated; in
+short, for the expulsion of the Farnese from these lands. If that is your
+spirit, then I will consider what is to be done--for, believe me, open
+warfare will no longer avail us here. What we have to do must be done by
+guile. You have waited too long to resolve yourselves. And whilst you
+have grown weak, Farnese has been growing strong. He has fawned upon and
+flattered the populace; he has set the people against the nobles; he has
+pretended that in crushing the nobles he was serving the people, and they--
+poor fools!--have so far believed him that they will run to his banner in
+any struggle that may ensue."
+
+He dismissed them at last with the promise that they should hear from him,
+and on the morrow, attended by Falcone only, he rode forth again from
+Pagliano, to seek out the dal Verme and the Sforza of Santafiora and
+endeavour to engage their interest against the man who had outraged them.
+
+And that was early in August of the year '46.
+
+I remained at Pagliano by Galeotto's request. He would have no need of me
+upon his mission. But he might desire me to seek out some of the others of
+the Val di Taro with such messages as he should send me.
+
+And in all this time I had seen but little of Monna Bianca. We met under
+her father's eye in that gold-and-purple dining-room; and there I would
+devoutly, though surreptitiously, feast my eyes upon the exquisite beauty
+of her. But I seldom spoke to her, and then it was upon the most trivial
+matters; whilst although the summer was now full fragrantly unfolded, yet I
+never dared to intrude into that garden of hers to which I had been bidden,
+ever restrained by the overwhelming memory of the past.
+
+So poignant was this memory that at times I caught myself wondering
+whether, after all, I had not been mistaken in lending an ear so readily to
+the arguments of Fra Gervasio, whether Fra Gervasio himself had not been
+mistaken in assuming that my place was in the world, and whether I had not
+done best to have carried out my original intention of seeking refuge in
+some monastery in the lowly position of a lay brother.
+
+Meanwhile the Lord of Pagliano used me in the most affectionate and
+fatherly manner. But not even this sufficed to encourage me where his
+daughter was concerned, and I seemed to observe also that Bianca herself,
+if she did not actually avoid my society, was certainly at no pains to seek
+it.
+
+What the end would have been but for the terrible intervention there was in
+our affairs, I have often surmised without result.
+
+It happened that one day, about a week after Galeotto had left us there
+rode up to the gates of Pagliano a very magnificent company, and there was
+great braying of horns, stamping of horses and rattle of arms.
+
+My Lord Pier Luigi Farnese had been on a visit to his city of Parma, and on
+his return journey had thought well to turn aside into the lands of ultra-
+Po, and pay a visit to the Lord of Pagliano, whom he did not love, yet
+whom, perhaps, it may have been his intention to conciliate, since hurt him
+he could not.
+
+Sufficiently severe had been the lesson he had received for meddling with
+Imperial fiefs; and he must have been mad had he thought of provoking
+further the resentment of the Emperor. To Farnese, Charles V was a
+sleeping dog it was as well to leave sleeping.
+
+He rode, then, upon his friendly visit into the Castle of Pagliano,
+attended by a vast retinue of courtiers and ladies, pages, lackeys, and a
+score of men-at-arms. A messenger had ridden on in advance to warn
+Cavalcanti of the honour that the Duke proposed to do him, and Cavalcanti,
+relishing the honour no whit, yet submitting out of discreetness, stood to
+receive his excellency at the foot of the marble staircase with Bianca on
+one side and myself upon the other.
+
+Under the archway they rode, Farnese at the head of the cavalcade. He
+bestrode a splendid white palfrey, whose mane and tail were henna-dyed,
+whose crimson velvet trappings trailed almost to the ground. He was
+dressed in white velvet, even to his thigh-boots, which were laced with
+gold and armed with heavy gold spurs. A scarlet plume was clasped by a
+great diamond in his velvet cap, and on his right wrist was perched a
+hooded falcon.
+
+He was a tall and gracefully shaped man of something over forty years of
+age, black-haired and olive-skinned, wearing a small pointed beard that
+added length to his face. His nose was aquiline, and he had fine eyes, but
+under them there were heavy brown shadows, and as he came nearer it was
+seen that his countenance was marred by an unpleasant eruption of sores.
+
+After him came his gentlemen, a round dozen of them, with half that number
+of splendid ladies, all a very dazzling company. Behind these, in blazing
+liveries, there was a cloud of pages upon mules, and lackeys leading
+sumpter-beasts; and then to afford them an effective background, a grey,
+steel phalanx of men-at-arms.
+
+I describe his entrance as it appeared at a glance, for I did not study it
+or absorb any of its details. My horrified gaze was held by a figure that
+rode on his right hand, a queenly woman with a beautiful pale countenance
+and a lazy, insolent smile.
+
+It was Giuliana.
+
+How she came there I did not at the moment trouble to reflect. She was
+there. That was the hideous fact that made me doubt the sight of my own
+eyes, made me conceive almost that I was at my disordered visions again,
+the fruit of too much brooding. I felt as if all the blood were being
+exhausted from my heart, as if my limbs would refuse their office, and I
+leaned for support against the terminal of the balustrade by which I stood.
+
+She saw me. And after the first slight start of astonishment, her lazy
+smile grew broader and more insolent. I was but indifferently conscious of
+the hustle about me, of the fact that Cavalcanti himself was holding the
+Duke's stirrup, whilst the latter got slowly to the ground and relinquished
+his falcon to a groom who wore a perch suspended from his neck, bearing
+three other hooded birds. Similarly I was no more than conscious of being
+forced to face the Duke by words that Cavalcanti was uttering. He was
+presenting me.
+
+"This, my lord, is Agostino d'Anguissola."
+
+I saw, as through a haze, the swarthy, pustuled visage frown down upon me.
+I heard a voice which was at once harsh and effeminate and quite
+detestable, saying in unfriendly tones:
+
+"The son of Giovanni d'Anguissola of Mondolfo, eh?"
+
+"The same, my lord," said Cavalcanti, adding generously--"Giovanni
+d'Anguissola was my friend."
+
+"It is a friendship that does you little credit, sir," was the harsh
+answer. "It is not well to befriend the enemies of God."
+
+Was it possible that I had heard aright? Had this human foulness dared to
+speak of God?
+
+"That is a matter upon which I will not dispute with a guest," said
+Cavalcanti with an urbanity of tone belied by the anger that flashed from
+his brown eyes.
+
+At the time I thought him greatly daring, little dreaming that, forewarned
+of the Duke's coming, his measures were taken, and that one blast from the
+silver whistle that hung upon his breast would have produced a tide of men-
+at-arms that would have engulfed and overwhelmed Messer Pier Luigi and his
+suite.
+
+Farnese dismissed the matter with a casual laugh. And then a lazy,
+drawling voice--a voice that once had been sweetest music to my ears, but
+now was loathsome as the croaking of Stygian frogs--addressed me.
+
+"Why, here is a great change, sir saint! We had heard you had turned
+anchorite; and behold you in cloth of gold, shining as you would out-dazzle
+Phoebus."
+
+I stood palely before her, striving to keep the loathing from my face, and
+I was conscious that Bianca had suddenly turned and was regarding us with
+eyes of grave concern.
+
+"I like you better for the change," pursued Giuliana. "And I vow that you
+have grown at least another inch. Have you no word for me, Agostino?"
+
+I was forced to answer her. "I trust that all is well with you, Madonna,"
+I said.
+
+Her lazy smile grew broader, displaying the dazzling whiteness of her
+strong teeth. "Why, all is very well with me," said she, and her sidelong
+glance at the Duke, half mocking, half kindly with an odious kindliness,
+seemed to give added explanations.
+
+That he should have dared bring here this woman whom no doubt he had
+wrested from his creature Gambara--here into the shrine of my pure and
+saintly Bianca--was something for which I could have killed him then, for
+which I hated him far more bitterly than for any of those dark turpitudes
+that I had heard associated with his odious name.
+
+And meanwhile there he stood, that Pope's bastard, leaning over my Bianca,
+speaking to her, and in his eyes the glow of a dark and unholy fire what
+time they fed upon her beauty as the slug feeds upon the lily. He seemed
+to have no thought for any other, nor for the circumstance that he kept us
+all standing there.
+
+"You must come to our Court at Piacenza, Madonna," I heard him murmuring.
+"We knew not that so fair a flower was blossoming unseen in this garden of
+Pagliano. It is not well that such a jewel should be hidden in this grey
+casket. You were made to queen it in a court, Madonna; and at Piacenza you
+shall be hailed and honoured as its queen." And so he rambled on with his
+rough and trivial flattery, his foully pimpled face within a foot of hers,
+and she shrinking before him, very white and mute and frightened. Her
+father looked on with darkling brows, and Giuliana began to gnaw her lip
+and look less lazy, whilst in the courtly background there was a respectful
+murmuring babble, supplying a sycophantic chorus to the Duke's detestable
+adulation.
+
+It was Cavalcanti, at last, who came to his daughter's rescue by a
+peremptory offer to escort the Duke and his retinue within.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IV
+
+MADONNA BIANCA
+
+
+Pier Luigi's original intent had been to spend no more than a night at
+Pagliano. But when the morrow came, he showed no sign of departing, nor
+upon the next day, nor yet upon the next.
+
+A week passed, and still he lingered, seeming to settle more and more in
+the stronghold of the Cavalcanti, leaving the business of his Duchy to his
+secretary Filarete and to his council, at the head of which, as I learnt,
+was my old friend Annibale Caro.
+
+And meanwhile, Cavalcanti, using great discreetness, suffered the Duke's
+presence, and gave him and his suite most noble entertainment.
+
+His position was perilous and precarious in the extreme, and it needed all
+his strength of character to hold in curb the resentment that boiled within
+him to see himself thus preyed upon; and that was not the worst. The worst
+was Pier Luigi's ceaseless attentions to Bianca, the attentions of the
+satyr for the nymph, a matter in which I think Cavalcanti suffered little
+less than did I.
+
+He hoped for the best, content to wait until cause for action should be
+forced upon him. And meanwhile that courtly throng took its ease at
+Pagliano. The garden that hitherto had been Bianca's own sacred domain,
+the garden into which I had never yet dared set foot, was overrun now by
+the Duke's gay suite--a cloud of poisonous butterflies. There in the
+green, shaded alleys they disported themselves; in the lemon-grove, in the
+perfumed rose-garden, by hedges of box and screens of purple clematis they
+fluttered.
+
+Bianca sought to keep her chamber in those days, and kept it for as long on
+each day as was possible to her. But the Duke, hobbling on the terrace--
+for as a consequence of his journey on horseback he had developed a slight
+lameness, being all rotten with disease--would grow irritable at her
+absence, and insistent upon her presence, hinting that her retreat was a
+discourtesy; so that she was forced to come forth again, and suffer his
+ponderous attentions and gross flatteries.
+
+And three days later there came another to Pagliano, bidden thither by the
+Duke, and this other was none else than my cousin Cosimo, who now called
+himself Lord of Mondolfo, having been invested in that tyranny, as I have
+said.
+
+On the morning after his arrival we met upon the terrace.
+
+"My saintly cousin!" was his derisive greeting. "And yet another change in
+you--out of sackcloth into velvet! The calendar shall know you as St.
+Weathercock, I think--or, perhaps, St. Mountebank."
+
+What followed was equally bitter and sardonic on his part, fiercely and
+openly hostile on mine. At my hostility he had smiled cruelly.
+
+"Be content with what is, my strolling saint," he said, in the tone of one
+who gives a warning, "unless you would be back in your hermitage, or within
+the walls of some cloister, or even worse. Already have you found it a
+troublesome matter to busy yourself with the affairs of the world. You
+were destined for sanctity." He came closer, and grew very fierce. "Do
+not put it upon me to make a saint of you by sending you to Heaven."
+
+"It might end in your own dispatch to Hell," said I. "Shall we essay it?"
+
+"Body of God!" he snarled, laughter still lingering on his white face. "Is
+this the mood of your holiness at present? What a bloodthirsty brave are
+you become! Consider, pray, sir, that if you trouble me I have no need to
+do my own office of hangman. There is sufficient against you to make the
+Tribunal of the Ruota very busy; there is--can you have forgotten it?--that
+little affair at the house of Messer Fifanti."
+
+I dropped my glance, browbeaten for an instant. Then I looked at him
+again, and smiled
+
+"You are but a poor coward, Messer Cosimo," said I, "to use a shadow as a
+screen. You know that nothing can be proved against me unless Giuliana
+speaks, and that she dare not for her own sake. There are witnesses who
+will swear that Gambara went to Fifanti's house that night. There is not
+one to swear that Gambara did not kill Fifanti ere he came forth again; and
+it is the popular belief, for his traffic with Giuliana is well-known, as
+it is well-known that she fled with him after the murder--which, in itself,
+is evidence of a sort. Your Duke has too great a respect for the feelings
+of the populace," I sneered, "to venture to outrage them in such a matter.
+Besides," I ended, "it is impossible to incriminate me without
+incriminating Giuliana and, Messer Pier Luigi seems, I should say,
+unwilling to relinquish the lady to the brutalities of a tribunal."
+
+"You are greatly daring," said he, and he was pale now, for in that last
+mention of Giuliana, it seemed that I had touched him where he was still
+sensitive.
+
+"Daring?" I rejoined. "It is more than I can say for you, Ser Cosimo.
+Yours is the coward's fault of caution."
+
+I thought to spur him. If this failed, I was prepared to strike him, for
+my temper was beyond control. That he, standing towards me as he did,
+should dare to mock me, was more than I could brook. But at that moment
+there spoke a harsh voice just behind me.
+
+"How, sir? What words are these?"
+
+There, very magnificent in his suit of ivory velvet, stood the Duke. He
+was leaning heavily upon his cane, and his face was more blotched than
+ever, the sunken eyes more sunken.
+
+"Are you seeking to quarrel with the Lord of Mondolfo?" quoth he, and I saw
+by his smile that he used my cousin's title as a taunt.
+
+Behind him was Cavalcanti with Bianca leaning upon his arm just as I had
+seen her that day when she came with him to Monte Orsaro, save that now
+there was a look as of fear in the blue depths of her eyes. A little on
+one side there was a group composed of three of the Duke's gentlemen with
+Giuliana and another of the ladies, and Giuliana was watching us with half-
+veiled eyes.
+
+"My lord," I answered, very stiff and erect, and giving him back look for
+look, something perhaps of the loathing with which he inspired me imprinted
+on my face, "my lord, you give yourself idle alarms. Ser Cosimo is too
+cautious to embroil himself."
+
+He limped toward me; leaning heavily upon his stick, and it pleased me that
+of a good height though he was, he was forced to look up into my face.
+
+"There is too much bad Anguissola blood in you," he said. "Be careful lest
+out of our solicitude for you, we should find it well to let our leech
+attend you."
+
+I laughed, looking into his blotched face, considering his lame leg and all
+the evil humours in him.
+
+"By my faith, I think it is your excellency needs the attentions of a
+leech," said I, and flung all present into consternation by that answer.
+
+I saw his face turn livid, and I saw the hand shake upon the golden head of
+his cane. He was very sensitive upon the score of his foul infirmities.
+His eyes grew baleful as he controlled himself. Then he smiled, displaying
+a ruin of blackened teeth.
+
+"You had best take care," he said. "It were a pity to cripple such fine
+limbs as yours. But there is a certain matter upon which the Holy Office
+might desire to set you some questions. Best be careful, sir, and avoid
+disagreements with my captains."
+
+He turned away. He had had the last word, and had left me cold with
+apprehension, yet warmed by the consciousness that in the brief encounter
+it was he who had taken the deeper wound.
+
+He bowed before Bianca. "Oh, pardon me," he said. "I did not dream you
+stood so near. Else no such harsh sounds should have offended your fair
+ears. As for Messer d'Anguissola..." He shrugged as who would say, "Have
+pity on such a boor!"
+
+But her answer, crisp and sudden as come words that are spoken on impulse
+or inspiration, dashed his confidence.
+
+"Nothing that he said offended me," she told him boldly, almost scornfully.
+
+He flashed me a glance that was full of venom, and I saw Cosimo smile,
+whilst Cavalcanti started slightly at such boldness from his meek child.
+But the Duke was sufficiently master of himself to bow again.
+
+"Then am I less aggrieved," said he, and changed the subject. "Shall we to
+the bowling lawn?" And his invitation was direct to Bianca, whilst his
+eyes passed over her father. Without waiting for their answer, his
+question, indeed, amounting to a command, he turned sharply to my cousin.
+"Your arm, Cosimo," said he, and leaning heavily upon his captain he went
+down the broad granite steps, followed by the little knot of courtiers,
+and, lastly, by Bianca and her father.
+
+As for me, I turned and went indoors, and there was little of the saint
+left in me in that hour. All was turmoil in my soul, turmoil and hatred
+and anger. Anon to soothe me came the memory of those sweet words that
+Bianca had spoken in my defence, and those words emboldened me at last to
+seek her but as I had never yet dared in all the time that I had spent at
+Pagliano.
+
+I found her that evening, by chance, in the gallery over the courtyard.
+She was pacing slowly, having fled thither to avoid that hateful throng of
+courtiers. Seeing me she smiled timidly, and her smile gave me what little
+further encouragement I needed. I approached, and very earnestly rendered
+her my thanks for having championed my cause and supported me with the
+express sign of her approval.
+
+She lowered her eyes; her bosom quickened slightly, and the colour ebbed
+and flowed in her cheeks.
+
+"You should not thank me," said she. "What I did was done for justice's
+sake."
+
+"I have been presumptuous," I answered humbly, "in conceiving that it might
+have been for the sake of me."
+
+"But it was that also," she answered quickly, fearing perhaps that she had
+pained me. "It offended me that the Duke should attempt to browbeat you.
+I took pride in you to see you bear yourself so well and return thrust for
+thrust."
+
+"I think your presence must have heartened me," said I. "No pain could be
+so cruel as to seem base or craven in your eyes."
+
+Again the tell-tale colour showed upon her lovely cheek. She began to pace
+slowly down the gallery, and I beside her. Presently she spoke again.
+
+"And yet," she said, " I would have you cautious. Do not wantonly affront
+the Duke, for he is very powerful."
+
+"I have little left to lose," said I.
+
+"You have your life," said she.
+
+"A life which I have so much misused that it must ever cry out to me in
+reproach."
+
+She gave me a little fluttering, timid glance, and looked away again. Thus
+we came in silence to the gallery's end, where a marble seat was placed,
+with gay cushions of painted and gilded leather. She sank to it with a
+little sigh, and I leaned on the balustrade beside her and slightly over
+her. And now I grew strangely bold.
+
+"Set me some penance," I cried, "that shall make me worthy."
+
+Again came that little fluttering, frightened glance.
+
+"A penance?" quoth she. "I do not understand."
+
+"All my life," I explained, "has been a vain striving after something that
+eluded me. Once I deemed myself devout; and because I had sinned and
+rendered myself unworthy, you found me a hermit on Monte Orsaro, seeking by
+penance to restore myself to the estate from which I had succumbed. That
+shrine was proved a blasphemy; and so the penance I had done, the signs I
+believed I had received, were turned to mockery. It was not there that I
+should save myself. One night I was told so in a vision."
+
+She gave an audible gasp, and looked at me so fearfully that I fell silent,
+staring back at her.
+
+"You knew!" I cried.
+
+Long did her blue, slanting eyes meet my glance without wavering, as never
+yet they had met it. She seemed to hesitate, and at the same time openly
+to consider me.
+
+"I know now," she breathed.
+
+"What do you know?" My voice was tense with excitement.
+
+"What was your vision?" she rejoined.
+
+"Have I not told you? There appeared to me one who called me back to the
+world; who assured me that there I should best serve God; who filled me
+with the conviction that she needed me. She addressed me by name, and
+spoke of a place of which I had never heard until that hour, but which
+to-day I know."
+
+"And you? And you?" she asked. "What answer did you make?"
+
+"I called her by name, although until that hour I did not know it."
+
+She bowed her head. Emotion set her all a-tremble.
+
+"It is what I have so often wondered," she confessed, scarce above a
+whisper. "And it is true--as true as it is strange!"
+
+"True?" I echoed. "It was the only true miracle in that place of false
+ones, and it was so clear a call of destiny that it decided me to return to
+the world which I had abandoned. And yet I have since wondered why. Here
+there seems to be no place for me any more than there was yonder. I am
+devout again with a worldly devotion now, yet with a devotion that must be
+Heaven-inspired, so pure and sweet it is. It has shut out from me all the
+foulness of that past; and yet I am unworthy. And that is why I cry to you
+to set me some penance ere I can make my prayer."
+
+She could not understand me, nor did she. We were not as ordinary lovers.
+We were not as man and maid who, meeting and being drawn each to the other,
+fence and trifle in a pretty game of dalliance until the maid opines that
+the appearances are safe, and that, her resistance having been of a seemly
+length, she may now make the ardently desired surrender with all war's
+honours. Nothing of that was in our wooing, a wooing which seemed to us,
+now that we spoke of it, to have been done when we had scarcely met, done
+in the vision that I had of her, and the vision that she had of me.
+
+With averted eyes she set me now a question.
+
+"Madonna Giuliana used you with a certain freedom on her arrival, and I
+have since heard your name coupled with her own by the Duke's ladies. But
+I have asked no questions of them. I know how false can be the tongues of
+courtly folk. I ask it now of you. What is or was this Madonna Giuliana
+to you?"
+
+"She was," I answered bitterly, "and God pity me that I must say it to
+you--she was to me what Circe was to the followers of Ulysses."
+
+She made a little moan, and I saw her clasp her hands in her lap; and the
+sound and sight filled me with sorrow and despair. She must know. Better
+that the knowledge should stand between us as a barrier which both could
+see than that it should remain visible only to the eyes of my own soul, to
+daunt me.
+
+"0 Bianca! Forgive me!" I cried. "I did not know! I did not know! I was
+a poor fool reared in seclusion and ripened thus for the first temptation
+that should touch me. That is what on Monte Orsaro I sought to expiate,
+that I might be worthy of the shrine I guarded then. That is what I would
+expiate now that I might be worthy of the shrine whose guardian I would
+become, the shrine at which I worship now."
+
+I was bending very low above her little brown head, in which the threads of
+the gold coif-net gleamed in the fading light.
+
+"If I had but had my vision sooner," I murmured, "how easy it would have
+been! Can you find mercy for me in your gentle heart? Can you forgive me,
+Bianca?
+
+"0 Agostino," she answered very sadly, and the sound of my name from her
+lips, coming so naturally and easily, thrilled me like the sound of the
+mystic music of Monte Orsaro. "What shall I answer you? I cannot now.
+Give me leisure to think. My mind is all benumbed. You have hurt me so!"
+
+"Me miserable!" I cried.
+
+"I had believed you one who erred through excess of holiness."
+
+"Whereas I am one who attempted holiness through excess of error."
+
+"I had believed you so, so...0 Agostino!" It was a little wail of pain.
+
+"Set me a penance," I implored her.
+
+"What penance can I set you? Will any penance restore to me my shattered
+faith?"
+
+I groaned miserably and covered my face with my hands. It seemed that I
+was indeed come to the end of all my hopes; that the world was become as
+much a mockery to me as had been the hermitage; that the one was to end for
+me upon the discovery of a fraud, as had the other ended--with the
+difference that in this case the fraud was in myself.
+
+It seemed, indeed, that our first communion must be our last. Ever since
+she had seen me step into that gold-and-purple dining-room at Pagliano, the
+incarnation of her vision, as she was the incarnation of mine, Bianca must
+have waited confidently for this hour, knowing that it was foreordained to
+come. Bitterness and disillusion were all that it had brought her.
+
+And then, ere more could be said, a thin, flute-like voice hissed down the
+vaulted gallery:
+
+"Madonna Bianca! To hide your beauty from our hungry eyes. To quench the
+light by which we guide our footsteps. To banish from us the happiness and
+joy of your presence! Unkind, unkind!"
+
+It was the Duke. In his white velvet suit he looked almost ghostly in the
+deepening twilight. He hobbled towards us, his stick tapping the black-
+and-white squares of the marble floor. He halted before her, and she put
+aside her emotion, donned a worldly mask, and rose to meet him.
+
+Then he looked at me, and his brooding eyes seemed to scan my face.
+
+"Why! It is Ser Agostino, Lord of Nothing," he sneered, and down the
+gallery rang the laugh of my cousin Cosimo, and there came, too, a ripple
+of other voices.
+
+Whether to save me from friction with those steely gentlemen who aimed at
+grinding me to powder, whether from other motives, Bianca set her finger-
+tips upon the Duke's white sleeve and moved away with him.
+
+I leaned against the balustrade all numb, watching them depart. I saw
+Cosimo come upon her other side and lean over her as he moved, so slim and
+graceful, beside her own slight, graceful figure. Then I sank to the
+cushions of the seat she had vacated, and stayed there with my misery until
+the night had closed about the place, and the white marble pillars looked
+ghostly and unreal.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER V
+
+THE WARNING
+
+
+I prayed that evening more fervently than I had prayed since quitting Monte
+Orsaro. It was as if all the influences of my youth, which lately had been
+shaken off in the stir of intrigue and of rides that had seemed the prelude
+to battle, were closing round me again.
+
+Even as a woman had lured me once from the ways to which I seemed
+predestined, only to drive me back once more the more frenziedly, so now it
+almost seemed as if again a woman should have lured me to the world but to
+drive me from it again and more resolutely than ever. For I was anew upon
+the edge of a resolve to have done with all human interests and to seek the
+peace and seclusion of the cloister.
+
+And then I bethought me of Gervasio. I would go to him for guidance, as I
+had done aforetime. I would ride on the morrow to seek him out in the
+convent near Piacenza to which he had withdrawn.
+
+I was disturbed at last by the coming of a page to my chamber with the
+announcement that my lord was already at supper.
+
+I had thoughts of excusing myself, but in the end I went.
+
+The repast was spread, as usual, in the banqueting-hall of the castle; and
+about the splendid table was Pier Luigi's company, amounting to nigh upon a
+score in all. The Duke himself sat on Monna Bianca's right, whilst on her
+left was Cosimo.
+
+Heeding little whether I was observed or not, I sank to a vacant place,
+midway down the board, between one of the Duke's pretty young gentlemen and
+one of the ladies of that curious train--a bold-eyed Roman woman, whose
+name, I remember, was Valeria Cesarini, but who matters nothing in these
+pages. Almost facing me sat Giuliana, but I was hardly conscious of her,
+or conscious, indeed, of any save Monna Bianca.
+
+Once or twice Bianca's glance met mine, but it fell away again upon the
+instant. She was very pale, and there were wistful lines about her lips;
+yet her mood was singular. Her eyes had an unnatural sparkle, and ever and
+anon she would smile at what was said to her in half-whispers, now by the
+Duke, now by Cosimo, whilst once or twice she laughed outright. Gone was
+the usual chill reserve with which she hedged herself about to distance the
+hateful advances of Pier Luigi. There were moments now when she seemed
+almost flattered by his vile ogling and adulatory speeches, as if she had
+been one of those brazen ladies of his Court.
+
+It wounded me sorely. I could not understand it, lacking the wit to see
+that this queer mood sprang from the blow I had dealt her, and was the
+outward manifestation of her own pain at the shattering of the illusions
+she had harboured concerning myself.
+
+And so I sat there moodily, gnawing my lip and scowling darkly upon Pier
+Luigi and upon my cousin, who was as assiduous in his attentions as his
+master, and who seemed to be receiving an even greater proportion of her
+favours. One little thing there was to hearten me. Looking at the Lord of
+Pagliano, who sat at the table's head, I observed that his glance was dark
+as it kept watch upon his daughter--that chaste white lily that seemed of a
+sudden to have assumed such wanton airs.
+
+It was a matter that stirred me to battle, and forgotten again were my
+resolves to seek Gervasio, forgotten all notion of abandoning the world for
+the second time. Here was work to be done. Bianca was to be guarded.
+Perhaps it was in this that she would come to have need of me.
+
+Once Cosimo caught my gloomy looks, and he leaned over to speak to the
+Duke, who glanced my way with languid, sneering eyes. He had a score to
+settle with me for the discomfiture he had that morning suffered at my
+hands thanks to Bianca's collaboration. He was a clumsy fool, when all is
+said, and confident now of her support--from the sudden and extreme
+friendliness of her mood--he ventured to let loose a shaft at me in a tone
+that all the table might overhear.
+
+"That cousin of yours wears a very conventual hang-dog look," said he to
+Cosimo. And then to the lady on my right--"Forgive, Valeria," he begged,
+"the scurvy chance that should have sat a shaveling next to you." Lastly
+he turned to me to complete this gross work of offensiveness.
+
+"When do you look, sir, to enter the life monastic for which Heaven has so
+clearly designed you?"
+
+There were some sycophants who tittered at his stupid pleasantry; then the
+table fell silent to hear what answer I should make, and a frown sat like a
+thundercloud upon the brow of Cavalcanti.
+
+I toyed with my goblet, momentarily tempted to fling its contents in his
+pustuled face, and risk the consequences. But I bethought me of something
+else that would make a deadlier missile.
+
+"Alas!" I sighed. "I have abandoned the notion--constrained to it."
+
+He took my bait. "Constrained?" quoth he. "Now what fool did so constrain
+you?"
+
+"No fool, but circumstance," I answered. "It has occurred to me," I
+explained, and I boldly held his glance with my own, "that as a simple monk
+my life would be fraught with perils, seeing that in these times even a
+bishop is not safe."
+
+Saving Bianca (who in her sweet innocence did not so much as dream of the
+existence of such vileness as that to which I was referring and by which a
+saintly man had met his death) I do not imagine that there was a single
+person present who did not understand to what foul crime I alluded.
+
+The silence that followed my words was as oppressive as the silence which
+in Nature preludes thunder.
+
+A vivid flame of scarlet had overspread the Duke's countenance. It
+receded, leaving his cheeks a greenish white, even to the mottling pimples.
+Abashed, his smouldering eyes fell away before my bold, defiant glance.
+The fingers of his trembling hand tightened about the slender stem of his
+Venetian goblet, so that it snapped, and there was a gush of crimson wine
+upon the snowy napery. His lips were drawn back--like a dog's in the act
+of snarling--and showed the black stumps of his broken teeth. But he made
+no sound, uttered no word. It was Cosimo who spoke, half rising as he did
+so.
+
+"This insolence, my lord Duke, must be punished; this insult wiped out.
+Suffer me..."
+
+But Pier Luigi reached forward across Bianca, set a hand upon my cousin's
+sleeve, and pressed him back into his seat silencing him.
+
+"Let be," he said. And looked up the board at Cavalcanti. "It is for my
+Lord of Pagliano to say if a guest shall be thus affronted at his board."
+
+Cavalcanti's face was set and rigid. "You place a heavy burden on my
+shoulders," said he, "when your excellency, my guest, appeals to me against
+another guest of mine--against one who is all but friendless and the son of
+my own best friend."
+
+"And my worst enemy," cried Pier Luigi hotly.
+
+"That is your excellency's own concern, not mine," said Cavalcanti coldly.
+"But since you appeal to me I will say that Messer d'Anguissola's words
+were ill-judged in such a season. Yet in justice I must add that it is not
+the way of youth to weigh its words too carefully; and you gave him
+provocation. When a man--be he never so high--permits himself to taunt
+another, he would do well to see that he is not himself vulnerable to
+taunts."
+
+Farnese rose with a horrible oath, and every one of his gentlemen with him.
+
+"My lord," he said, "this is to take sides against me; to endorse the
+affront."
+
+"Then you mistake my intention," rejoined Cavalcanti, with an icy dignity.
+"You appeal to me for judgment. And between guests I must hold the scales
+dead-level, with no thought for the rank of either. Of your chivalry, my
+lord Duke, you must perceive that I could not do else."
+
+It was the simplest way in which he could have told Farnese that he cared
+nothing for the rank of either, and of reminding his excellency that
+Pagliano, being an Imperial fief, was not a place where the Duke of Parma
+might ruffle it unchecked.
+
+Messer Pier Luigi hesitated, entirely out of countenance. Then his eyes
+turned to Bianca, and his expression softened.
+
+"What says Madonna Bianca?" he inquired, his manner reassuming some measure
+of its courtliness. "Is her judgment as unmercifully level?"
+
+She looked up, startled, and laughed a little excitedly, touched by the
+tenseness of a situation which she did not understand.
+
+"What say I?" quoth she. "Why, that here is a deal of pother about some
+foolish words."
+
+"And there," cried Pier Luigi, "spoke, I think, not only beauty but
+wisdom--Minerva's utterances from the lips of Diana!"
+
+In glad relief the company echoed his forced laugh, and all sat down again,
+the incident at an end, and my contempt of the Duke increased to see him
+permit such a matter to be so lightly ended.
+
+But that night, when I had retired to my chamber, I was visited by
+Cavalcanti. He was very grave.
+
+"Agostino," he said, "let me implore you to be circumspect, to keep a curb
+upon your bitter tongue. Be patient, boy, as I am--and I have more to
+endure."
+
+"I marvel, sir, that you endure it," answered I, for my mood was petulant.
+
+"You will marvel less when you are come to my years--if, indeed, you come
+to them. For if you pursue this course, and strike back when such men as
+Pier Luigi tap you, you will not be likely to see old age. Body of Satan!
+I would that Galeotto were here! If aught should happen to you..." He
+checked, and set a hand upon my shoulder.
+
+"For your father's sake I love you, Agostino, and I speak as one who loves
+you."
+
+"I know, I know!" I cried, seizing his hand in a sudden penitence. "I am
+an ingrate and a fool. And you upheld me nobly at table. Sir, I swear
+that I will not submit you to so much concern again."
+
+He patted my shoulder in a very friendly fashion, and his kindly eyes
+smiled upon me. "If you but promise that--for your own sake, Agostino--we
+need say no more. God send this papal by-blow takes his departure soon,
+for he is as unwelcome here as he is unbidden."
+
+"The foul toad!" said I. "To see him daily, hourly bending over Monna
+Bianca, whispering and ogling--ugh!"
+
+"It offends you, eh? And for that I love you! There. Be circumspect and
+patient, and all will be well. Put your faith in Galeotto, and endure
+insults which you may depend upon him to avenge when the hour strikes."
+
+Upon that he left me, and he left me with a certain comfort. And in the
+days that followed, I acted upon his injunction, though, truth to tell,
+there was little provocation to do otherwise. The Duke ignored me, and all
+the gentlemen of his following did the like, including Cosimo. And
+meanwhile they revelled at Pagliano and made free with the hospitality to
+which they had not been bidden.
+
+Thus sped another week in which I had not the courage again to approach
+Bianca after what had passed between us at our single interview. Nor for
+that matter was I afforded the opportunity. The Duke and Cosimo were ever
+at her side, and yet it almost seemed as if the Duke had given place to his
+captain, for Cosimo's was the greater assiduity now.
+
+The days were spent at bowls or pallone within the castle, or upon hawking-
+parties or hunting-parties when presently the Duke's health was
+sufficiently improved to enable him to sit his horse; and at night there
+was feasting which Cavalcanti must provide, and on some evenings we danced,
+though that was a diversion in which I took no part, having neither the
+will nor the art.
+
+One night as I sat in the gallery above the great hall, watching them
+footing it upon the mosaic floor below, Giuliana's deep, slow voice behind
+me stirred me out of my musings. She had espied me up there and had come
+to join me, although hitherto I had most sedulously avoided her, neither
+addressing her nor giving her the opportunity to address me since the first
+brazen speech on her arrival.
+
+"That white-faced lily, Madonna Bianca de' Cavalcanti, seems to have caught
+the Duke in her net of innocence," said she.
+
+I started round as if I had been stung, and at sight of my empurpling face
+she slowly smiled, the same hateful smile that I had seen upon her face
+that day in the garden when Gambara had bargained for her with Fifanti.
+
+"You are greatly daring," said I.
+
+"To take in vain the name of her white innocence?" she answered, smiling
+superciliously. And then she grew more serious. "Look, Agostino, we were
+friends once. I would be your friend now."
+
+"It is a friendship, Madonna, best not given expression."
+
+"Ha! We are very scrupulous--are we not?--since we have abandoned the ways
+of holiness, and returned to this world of wickedness, and raised our eyes
+to the pale purity of the daughter of Cavalcanti!" She spoke sneeringly.
+
+"What is that to you?" I asked.
+
+"Nothing," she answered frankly. "But that another may have raised his
+eyes to her is something. I am honest with you. If this child is aught to
+you, and you would not lose her, you would do well to guard her more
+closely than you are wont. A word in season. That is all my message."
+
+"Stay!" I begged her now, for already she was gliding away through the
+shadows of the gallery.
+
+She laughed over her shoulder at me--the very incarnation of effrontery and
+insolence.
+
+"Have I moved you into sensibility?" quoth she. "Will you condescend to
+questions with one whom you despise?--as, indeed," she added with a
+stinging scorn, you have every right to do."
+
+"Tell me more precisely what you mean," I begged her, for her words had
+moved me fearfully.
+
+"Gesu!" she exclaimed. "Can I be more precise? Must I add counsels? Why,
+then, I counsel that a change of air might benefit Madonna Bianca's health,
+and that if my Lord of Pagliano is wise, he will send her into retreat in
+some convent until the Duke's visit here is at an end. And I can promise
+you that in that case it will be the sooner ended. Now, I think that even
+a saint should understand me."
+
+With that last gibe she moved resolutely on and left me.
+
+Of the gibe I took little heed. What imported was her warning. And I did
+not doubt that she had good cause to warn me. I remembered with a shudder
+her old-time habit of listening at doors. It was very probable that in
+like manner had she now gathered information that entitled her to give me
+such advice.
+
+It was incredible. And yet I knew that it was true, and I cursed my
+blindness and Cavalcanti's. What precisely Farnese's designs might be I
+could not conceive. It was hard to think that he should dare so much as
+Giuliana more than hinted. It may be that, after all, there was no more
+than just the danger of it, and that her own base interests urged her to do
+what she could to avert it.
+
+In any case, her advice was sound; and perhaps, as she said, the removal of
+Bianca quietly might be the means of helping Pier Luigi's unwelcome visit
+to an end.
+
+Indeed, it was so. It was Bianca who held him at Pagliano, as the blindest
+idiot should have perceived.
+
+That very night I would seek out Cavalcanti ere I retired to sleep.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VI
+
+THE TALONS OF THE HOLY OFFICE
+
+
+Acting upon my resolve, I went to wait for Cavalcanti in the little
+anteroom that communicated with his bedroom. My patience was tried, for he
+was singularly late in coming; fully an hour passed after all the sounds
+had died down in the castle and it was known that all had retired, and
+still there was no sign of him.
+
+I asked one of the pages who lounged there waiting for their master, did he
+think my lord would be in the library, and the boy was conjecturing upon
+this unusual tardiness of Cavalcanti's in seeking his bed, when the door
+opened, and at last he appeared.
+
+When he found me awaiting him, a certain eagerness seemed to light his
+face; a second's glance showed me that he was in the grip of some unusual
+agitation. He was pale, with a dull flush under the eyes, and the hand
+with which he waved away the pages shook, as did his voice when he bade
+them depart, saying that he desired to be alone with me awhile.
+
+When the two slim lads had gone, he let himself fall wearily into a tall,
+carved chair that was placed near an ebony table with silver feet in the
+middle of the room.
+
+But instead of unburdening himself as I fully expected, he looked at me,
+and--
+
+"What is it, Agostino?" he inquired.
+
+"I have thought," I answered after a moment's hesitation, "of a means by
+which this unwelcome visit of Farnese's might be brought to an end."
+
+And with that I told him as delicately as was possible that I believed
+Madonna Bianca to be the lodestone that held him there, and that were she
+removed from his detestable attentions, Pagliano would cease to amuse him
+and he would go his ways.
+
+There was no outburst such as I had almost looked for at the mere
+suggestion contained in my faltering words. He looked at me gravely and
+sadly out of that stern face of his.
+
+"I would you had given me this advice two weeks ago," he said. "But who
+was to have guessed that this pope's bastard would have so prolonged his
+visit? For the rest, however, you are mistaken, Agostino. It is not he
+who has dared to raise his eyes as you suppose to Bianca. Were such the
+case, I should have killed him with my hands were he twenty times the Duke
+of Parma. No, no. My Bianca is being honourably wooed by your cousin
+Cosimo."
+
+I looked at him, amazed. It could not be. I remembered Giuliana's words.
+Giuliana did not love me, and were it as he supposed she would have seen no
+cause to intervene. Rather might she have taken a malicious pleasure in
+witnessing my own discomfiture, in seeing the sweet maid to whom I had
+raised my eyes, snatched away from me by my cousin who already usurped so
+much that was my own.
+
+"0, you must be mistaken," I cried.
+
+"Mistaken?" he echoed. He shook his head, smiling bitterly. "There is no
+possibility of mistake. I am just come from an interview with the Duke and
+his fine captain. Together they sought me out to ask my daughter's hand
+for Cosimo d'Anguissola."
+
+"And you?" I cried, for this thrust aside my every doubt.
+
+"And I declined the honour," he answered sternly, rising in his agitation.
+"I declined it in such terms as to leave them no doubt upon the irrevocable
+quality of my determination; and then this pestilential Duke had the
+effrontery to employ smiling menaces, to remind me that he had the power to
+compel folk to bend the knee to his will, to remind me that behind him he
+had the might of the Pontiff and even of the Holy Office. And when I
+defied him with the answer that I was a feudatory of the Emperor, he
+suggested that the Emperor himself must bow before the Court of the
+Inquisition."
+
+"My God!" I cried in liveliest fear.
+
+"An idle threat!" he answered contemptuously, and set himself to stride the
+room, his hands clasped behind his broad back.
+
+"What have I to do with the Holy Office?" he snorted. "But they had worse
+indignities for me, Agostino. They mocked me with a reminder that Giovanni
+d'Anguissola had been my firmest friend. They told me they knew it to have
+been my intention that my daughter should become the Lady of Mondolfo, and
+to cement the friendship by making one State of Pagliano, Mondolfo and
+Carmina. And they added that by wedding her to Cosimo d'Anguissola was the
+way to execute that plan, for Cosimo, Lord of Mondolfo already, should
+receive Carmina as a wedding-gift from the Duke."
+
+"Was such indeed your intention?" I asked scarce above a whisper, overawed
+as men are when they perceive precisely what their folly and wickedness
+have cost them.
+
+He halted before me, and set one hand of his upon my shoulder, looking up
+into my face. "It has been my fondest dream, Agostino," he said.
+
+I groaned. "It is a dream that never can be realized now," said I
+miserably.
+
+"Never, indeed, if Cosimo d'Anguissola continues to be Lord of Mondolfo,"
+he answered, his keen, friendly eyes considering me.
+
+I reddened and paled under his glance.
+
+"Nor otherwise," said I. "For Monna Bianca holds me in the contempt which
+I deserve. Better a thousand times that I should have remained out of this
+world to which you caused me to return--unless, indeed, my present torment
+is the expiation that is required of me unless, indeed, I was but brought
+back that I might pay with suffering for all the evil that I have wrought."
+
+He smiled a little. "Is it so with you? Why, then, you afflict yourself
+too soon, boy. You are over-hasty to judge. I am her father, and my
+little Bianca is a book in which I have studied deeply. I read her better
+than do you, Agostino. But we will talk of this again."
+
+He turned away to resume his pacing in the very moment in which he had
+fired me with such exalted hopes. "Meanwhile, there is this Farnese dog
+with his parcel of minions and harlots making a sty of my house. He
+threatens to remain until I come to what he terms a reasonable mind--until
+I consent to do his will and allow my daughter to marry his henchman; and
+he parted from me enjoining me to give the matter thought, and impudently
+assuring me that in Cosimo d'Anguissola--in that guelphic jackal--I had a
+husband worthy of Bianca de' Cavalcanti."
+
+He spoke it between his teeth, his eyes kindling angrily again.
+
+"The remedy, my lord, is to send Bianca hence," I said. "Let her seek
+shelter in a convent until Messer Pier Luigi shall have taken his
+departure. And if she is no longer here, Cosimo will have little
+inclination to linger."
+
+He flung back his head, and there was defiance in every line of his clear-
+cut face. "Never!" he snapped. "The thing could have been done two weeks
+ago, when they first came. It would have seemed that the step was
+determined before his coming, and that in my independence I would not alter
+my plans. But to do it now were to show fear of him; and that is not my
+way.
+
+"Go, Agostino. Let me have the night to think. I know not how to act.
+But we will talk again to-morrow."
+
+It was best so; best leave it to the night to bring counsel, for we were
+face to face with grave issues which might need determining sword in hand.
+
+That I slept little will be readily conceived. I plagued my mind with this
+matter of Cosimo's suit, thinking that I saw the ultimate intent--to bring
+Pagliano under the ducal sway by rendering master of it one who was devoted
+to Farnese.
+
+And then, too, I would think of that other thing that Cavalcanti had said:
+that I had been hasty in my judgment of his daughter's mind. My hopes rose
+and tortured me with the suspense they held. Then came to me the awful
+thought that here there might be a measure of retribution, and that it
+might be intended as my punishment that Cosimo, whom I had unconsciously
+bested in my sinful passion, should best me now in this pure and holy love.
+
+I was astir betimes, and out in the gardens before any, hoping, I think,
+that Bianca, too, might seek the early morning peace of that place, and
+that so we might have speech.
+
+Instead, it was Giuliana who came to me. I had been pacing the terrace
+some ten minutes, inhaling the matutinal fragrance, drawing my hands
+through the cool dew that glistened upon the boxwood hedges, when I saw her
+issue from the loggia that opened to the gardens.
+
+Upon her coming I turned to go within, and I would have passed her without
+a word, but that she put forth a hand to detain me.
+
+"I was seeking you, Agostino," she said in greeting.
+
+"Having found me, Madonna, you will give me leave to go," said I.
+
+But she was resolutely barring my way. A slow smile parted her scarlet
+lips and broke over that ivory countenance that once I had deemed so lovely
+and now I loathed.
+
+"I mind me another occasion in a garden betimes one morning when you were
+in no such haste to shun me."
+
+I crimsoned under her insolent regard. "Have you the courage to remember?"
+I exclaimed.
+
+"Half the art of life is to harbour happy memories," said she.
+
+"Happy?" quoth I.
+
+"Do you deny that we were happy on that morning?--it would be just about
+this time of year, two years ago. And what a change in you since then!
+Heigho! And yet men say that woman is inconstant!"
+
+"I did not know you then," I answered harshly.
+
+"And do you know me now? Has womanhood no mysteries for you since you
+gathered wisdom in the wilderness?"
+
+I looked at her with detestation in my eyes. The effrontery, the ease and
+insolence of her bearing, all confirmed my conviction of her utter
+shamelessness and heartlessness.
+
+"The day after...after your husband died," I said, "I saw you in a dell
+near Castel Guelfo with my Lord Gambara. In that hour I knew you."
+
+She bit her lip, then smiled again. "What would you?" answered she.
+"Through your folly and crime I was become an outcast. I went in danger of
+my life. You had basely deserted me. My Lord Gambara, more generous,
+offered me shelter and protection. I was not born for martyrdom and
+dungeons," she added, and sighed with smiling plaintiveness. "Are you, of
+all men, the one to blame me?"
+
+"I have not the right, I know," I answered. "Nor do I blame you more than
+I blame myself. But since I blame myself most bitterly--since I despise
+and hate myself for what is past, you may judge what my feelings are for
+you. And judging them, I think it were well you gave me leave to go."
+
+"I came to speak of other than ourselves, Ser Agostino," she answered, all
+unmoved still by my scorn, or leastways showing nothing of what emotions
+might be hers. "It is of that simpering daughter of my Lord of Pagliano."
+
+"There is nothing I could less desire to hear you talk upon," said I.
+
+"It is so very like a man to scorn the thing I could tell him after he has
+already heard it from me."
+
+"The thing you told me was false," said I. "It was begotten of fear to see
+your own base interests thwarted. It is proven so by the circumstance that
+the Duke has sought the hand of Madonna Bianca for Cosimo d'Anguissola."
+
+"For Cosimo?" she cried, and I never saw her so serious and thoughtful.
+"For Cosimo? You are sure of this?" The urgency of her tone was such that
+it held me there and compelled my answer.
+
+"I have it from my lord himself."
+
+She knit her brows, her eyes upon the ground; then slowly she raised them,
+and looked at me again, the same unusual seriousness and alertness in every
+line of her face.
+
+"Why, by what dark ways does he burrow to his ends?" she mused.
+
+And then her eyes grew lively, her expression cunning and vengeful. "I see
+it!" she exclaimed. "0, it is as clear as crystal. This is the Roman
+manner of using complaisant husbands."
+
+"Madonna!" I rebuked her angrily--angry to think that anyone should
+conceive that Bianca could be so abused.
+
+"Gesu!" she returned with a shrug. "The thing is plain enough if you will
+but look at it. Here his excellency dares nothing, lest he should provoke
+the resentment of that uncompromising Lord of Pagliano. But once she is
+safely away--as Cosimo's wife..."
+
+"Stop!" I cried, putting out a hand as if I would cover her mouth. Then
+collecting myself. "Do you suggest that Cosimo could lend himself to so
+infamous a compact?"
+
+"Lend himself? That pander? You do not know your cousin. If you have any
+interest in this Madonna Bianca you will get her hence without delay, and
+see that Pier Luigi has no knowledge of the convent to which she is
+consigned. He enjoys the privileges of a papal offspring, and there is no
+sanctuary he will respect. So let the thing be done speedily and in
+secret."
+
+I looked at her between doubt and horror.
+
+"Why should you mistrust me?" she asked, answering my look. "I have been
+frank with you. It is not you nor that white-faced ninny I would serve.
+You may both go hang for me, though I loved you once, Agostino." And the
+sudden tenderness of tone and smile were infinitely mocking. "No, no,
+beloved, if I meddle in this at all, it is because my own interests are in
+peril."
+
+I shuddered at the cold, matter-of-fact tone in which she alluded to such
+interests as those which she could have in Pier Luigi.
+
+"Ay, shrink and cringe, sir saint," she sneered. "Having cast me off and
+taken up holiness, you have the right, of course." And with that she moved
+past me, and down the terrace-steps without ever turning her head to look
+at me again. And that was the last I ever saw of her, as you shall find,
+though little was it to have been supposed so then.
+
+I stood hesitating, half minded to go after her and question her more
+closely as to what she knew and what she did no more than surmise. But
+then I reflected that it mattered little. What really mattered was that
+her good advice should be acted upon without delay.
+
+I went towards the house and in the loggia came face to face with Cosimo.
+
+"Still pursuing the old love," he greeted me, smiling and jerking his head
+in the direction of Giuliana. "We ever return to it in the end, they say;
+yet you had best have a care. It is not well to cross my Lord Pier Luigi
+in such matters; he can be a very jealous tyrant."
+
+I wondered was there some double meaning in the words. I made shift to
+pass on, leaving his taunt unanswered, when suddenly he stepped up to me
+and tapped my shoulder.
+
+"One other thing, sweet cousin. You little deserve a warning at my hands.
+Yet you shall have it. Make haste to shake the dust of Pagliano from your
+feet. An evil is hanging over you here."
+
+I looked into his wickedly handsome face, and smiled coldly.
+
+"It is a warning which in my turn I will give to you, you jackal," said I,
+and watched the expression of his countenance grow set and frozen, the
+colour recede from it.
+
+"What do you mean?" he growled, touched to suspicion of my knowledge by the
+term I had employed. "What things has that trull dared to..."
+
+I cut in. "I mean, sir, to warn you. "Do not drive me to do more."
+
+We were quite alone. Behind us stretched the long, empty room, before us
+the empty gardens. He was without weapons as was I. But my manner was so
+fierce that he recoiled before me, in positive fear of my hands, I think.
+
+I swung on my heel and pursued my way.
+
+I went above to seek Cavalcanti, and found him newly risen. Wrapped in a
+gown of miniver, he received me with the news that having given the matter
+thought, he had determined to sacrifice his pride and remove Bianca not
+later than the morrow, as soon as he could arrange it. And to arrange it
+he would ride forth at once.
+
+I offered to go with him, and that offer he accepted, whereafter I lounged
+in his antechamber waiting until he should be dressed, and considering
+whether to impart to him the further information I had that morning
+gleaned. In the end I decided not to do so, unable to bring myself to tell
+him that so much turpitude might possibly be plotting against Bianca. It
+was a statement that soiled her, so it seemed to me. Indeed I could
+scarcely bear to think of it.
+
+Presently he came forth full-dressed, booted, and armed, and we went along
+the corridor and out upon the gallery. As side by side we were descending
+the steps, we caught sight of a singular group in the courtyard.
+
+Six mounted men in black were drawn up there, and a little in the
+foreground a seventh, in a corselet of blackened steel and with a steel cap
+upon his head, stood by his horse in conversation with Farnese. In
+attendance upon the Duke were Cosimo and some three of his gentlemen.
+
+We halted upon the steps, and I felt Cavalcanti's hand suddenly tighten
+upon my arm.
+
+"What is it?" I asked innocently, entirely unalarmed. "These are familiars
+of the Holy Office," he answered me, his tone very grave. In that moment
+the Duke, turning, espied us. He came towards the staircase to meet us,
+and his face, too, was very solemn.
+
+We went down, I filled by a strange uneasiness, which I am sure was
+entirely shared by Cavalcanti.
+
+"Evil tidings, my Lord of Pagliano," said Farnese. "The Holy Office has
+sent to arrest the person of Agostino d'Anguissola, for whom it has been
+seeking for over a year."
+
+"For me?" I cried, stepping forward ahead of Cavalcanti. "What has the
+Holy Office to do with me?"
+
+The leading familiar advanced. "If you are Agostino d'Anguissola, there is
+a charge of sacrilege against you, for which you are required to answer
+before the courts of the Holy Office in Rome."
+
+"Sacrilege?" I echoed, entirely bewildered--for my first thought had been
+that here might be something concerning the death of Fifanti, and that the
+dread tribunal of the Inquisition dealing with the matter secretly, there
+would be no disclosures to be feared by those who had evoked its power.
+
+The thought was, after all, a foolish one; for the death of Fifanti was a
+matter that concerned the Ruota and the open courts, and those, as I well
+knew, did not dare to move against me, on Messer Gambara's account.
+
+"Of what sacrilege can I be guilty?" I asked.
+
+"The tribunal will inform you," replied the familiar--a tall, sallow,
+elderly man.
+
+"The tribunal will need, then, to await some other opportunity," said
+Cavalcanti suddenly. "Messer d'Anguissola is my guest; and my guests are
+not so rudely plucked forth from Pagliano."
+
+The Duke drew away, and leaned upon the arm of Cosimo, watching. Behind me
+in the gallery I heard a rustle of feminine gowns; but I did not turn to
+look. My eyes were upon the stern sable figure of the familiar.
+
+"You will not be so ill-advised, my lord," he was saying, "as to compel us
+to use force."
+
+"You will not, I trust, be so ill-advised as to attempt it," laughed
+Cavalcanti, tossing his great head. "I have five score men-at-arms within
+these walls, Messer Blackclothes."
+
+The familiar bowed. "That being so, the force for to-day is yours, as you
+say. But I would solemnly warn you not to employ it contumaciously against
+the officers of the Holy Office, nor to hinder them in the duty which they
+are here to perform, lest you render yourself the object of their just
+resentment."
+
+Cavalcanti took a step forward, his face purple with anger that this
+tipstaff ruffian should take such a tone with him. But in that instant I
+seized his arm.
+
+"It is a trap!" I muttered in his ear. "Beware!"
+
+I was no more than in time. I had surprised upon Farnese's mottled face a
+sly smile--the smile of the cat which sees the mouse come venturing from
+its lair. And I saw the smile perish--to confirm my suspicions--when at my
+whispered words Cavalcanti checked in his rashness.
+
+Still holding him by the arm, I turned to the familiar.
+
+"I shall surrender to you in a moment, sir," said I. "Meanwhile, and you,
+gentlemen--give us leave apart." And I drew the bewildered Cavalcanti
+aside and down the courtyard under the colonnade of the gallery.
+
+"My lord, be wise for Bianca's sake," I implored him. "I am assured that
+here is nothing but a trap baited for you. Do not gorge their bait as your
+valour urges you. Defeat them, my lord, by circumspection. Do you not see
+that if you resist the Holy Office, they can issue a ban against you, and
+that against such a ban not even the Emperor can defend you? Indeed, if
+they told him that his feudatory, the Lord of Pagliano, had been guilty of
+contumaciously thwarting the ends of the Holy Inquisition, that bigot
+Charles V would be the first to deliver you over to the ghastly practices
+of that tribunal. It should not need, my lord, that I should tell you
+this."
+
+"My God!" he groaned in utter misery. "But you, Agostino?"
+
+"There is nothing against me," I answered impatiently. "What sacrilege
+have I ever committed? The thing is a trumped-up business, conceived with
+a foul purpose by Messer Pier Luigi there. Courage, then, and self-
+restraint; and thus we shall foil their aims. Come, my lord, I will ride
+to Rome with them. And do not doubt that I shall return very soon."
+
+He looked at me with eyes that were full of trouble, indecision in every
+line of a face that was wont to look so resolute. He knew himself between
+the sword and the wall.
+
+"I would that Galeotto were here!" cried that man usually so self-reliant.
+"What will he say to me when he comes? You were a sacred charge, boy."
+
+"Say to him that I will be returning shortly--which must be true. Come,
+then. You may serve me this way. The other way you will but have to
+endure ultimate arrest, and so leave Bianca at their mercy, which is
+precisely what they seek."
+
+He braced himself at the thought of Bianca. We turned, and in silence we
+paced back, quite leisurely as if entirely at our ease, for all that
+Cavalcanti's face had grown very haggard.
+
+"I yield me, sir," I said to the familiar.
+
+"A wise decision," sneered the Duke.
+
+"I trust you'll find it so, my lord," I answered, sneering too.
+
+They led forward a horse for me, and when I had embraced Cavalcanti, I
+mounted and my funereal escort closed about me. We rode across the
+courtyard under the startled eyes of the folk of Pagliano, for the
+familiars of the Holy Office were dread and fearful objects even to the
+stoutest-hearted man. As we neared the gateway a shrill cry rang out on
+the morning air:
+
+"Agostino!"
+
+Fear and tenderness and pain were all blent in that cry.
+
+I swung round in the saddle to behold the white form of Bianca, standing in
+the gallery with parted lips and startled eyes that were gazing after me,
+her arms outheld. And then, even as I looked, she crumpled and sank with a
+little moan into the arms of the ladies who were with her.
+
+I looked at Pier Luigi and from the depths of my heart I cursed him, and I
+prayed that the day might not be far distant when he should be made to pay
+for all the sins of his recreant life.
+
+And then, as we rode out into the open country, my thoughts were turned to
+tenderer matters, and it came to me that when all was done, that cry of
+Bianca's made it worth while to have been seized by the talons of the Holy
+Office.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VII
+
+THE PAPAL BULL
+
+
+And now, that you may understand to the full the thing that happened, it is
+necessary that I should relate it here in its proper sequence, although
+that must entail my own withdrawal for a time from pages upon which too
+long I have intruded my own doings and thoughts and feelings.
+
+I set it down as it was told to me later by those who bore their share in
+it, and particularly by Falcone, who, as you shall learn, came to be a
+witness of all, and retailed to me the affair with the greatest detail of
+what this one said and how that one looked.
+
+I reached Rome on the fourth day after my setting out with my grim escort,
+and on that same day, at much the same hour as that in which the door of my
+dungeon in Sant' Angelo closed upon me, Galeotto rode into the courtyard of
+Pagliano on his return from his treasonable journey.
+
+He was attended only by Falcone, and it so chanced that his arrival was
+witnessed by Farnese, who with various members of his suite was lounging in
+the gallery at the time.
+
+Surprise was mutual at the encounter; for Galeotto had known nothing of the
+Duke's sojourn at Pagliano, believing him to be still at Parma, whilst the
+Duke as little suspected that of the five score men-at-arms garrisoned in
+Pagliano, three score lances were of Galeotto's free company.
+
+But at sight of this condottiero, whose true aims he was far from
+suspecting, and whose services he was eager to enlist, the Duke heaved
+himself up from his seat and went down the staircase shouting greetings to
+the soldier, and playfully calling him Galeotto in its double sense, and
+craving to know where he had been hiding himself this while.
+
+The condottiero swung down from his saddle unaided--a thing which he could
+do even when full-armed--and stood before Farnese, a grim, dust-stained
+figure, with a curious smile twisting his scarred face.
+
+"Why," said he, in answer, "I have been upon business that concerns your
+magnificence somewhat closely."
+
+And with Falcone at his heels he advanced, the horses relinquished to the
+grooms who had hastened forward.
+
+"Upon business that concerns me?" quoth the Duke, intrigued.
+
+"Why, yes," said Galeotto, who stood now face to face with Farnese at the
+foot of the steps up which the Duke's attendants were straggling. "I have
+been recruiting forces, and since one of these days your magnificence is to
+give me occupation, you will see that the matter concerns you."
+
+Above leaned Cavalcanti, his face grey and haggard, without the heart to
+relish the wicked humour of Galeotto that could make jests for his own
+entertainment. True there was also Falcone to overhear, appreciate, and
+grin under cover of his great brown hand.
+
+"Does this mean that you are come to your senses on the score of a stipend,
+Ser Galeotto?" quoth the Duke.
+
+"I am not a trader out of the Giudecca to haggle over my wares," replied
+the burly condottiero. "But I nothing doubt that your magnificence and I
+will come to an understanding at the last."
+
+"Five thousand ducats yearly is my offer," said Farnese, "provided that you
+bring three hundred lances."
+
+"Ah, well!" said Galeotto softly, "you may come to regret one of these
+days, highness, that you did not think well to pay me the price I ask."
+
+"Regret?" quoth the Duke, with a frown of displeasure at so much frankness.
+
+"When you see me engaged in the service of some other," Galeotto explained.
+"You need a condottiero, my lord; and you may come to need one even more
+than you do now."
+
+"I have the Lord of Mondolfo," said the Duke.
+
+Galeotto stared at him with round eyes. "The Lord of Mondolfo?" quoth he,
+intentionally uncomprehending.
+
+"You have not heard? Why, here he stands." And he waved a jewelled hand
+towards Cosimo, a handsome figure in green and blue, standing nearest to
+Farnese.
+
+Galeotto looked at this Anguissola, and his brow grew very black.
+
+"So," he said slowly, "you are the Lord of Mondolfo, eh? I think you are
+very brave."
+
+"I trust my valour will not be lacking when the proof of it is needed,"
+answered Cosimo haughtily, feeling the other's unfriendly mood and
+responding to it.
+
+"It cannot," said Galeotto, "since you have the courage to assume that
+title, for the lordship of Mondolfo is an unlucky one to bear, Ser Cosimo.
+Giovanni d'Anguissola was unhappy in all things, and his was a truly
+miserable end. His father before him was poisoned by his best friend, and
+as for the last who legitimately bore that title--why, none can say that
+the poor lad was fortunate."
+
+"The last who legitimately bore that title?" cried Cosimo, very ruffled.
+"I think, sir, it is your aim to affront me."
+
+"And what is more," continued the condottiero, as if Cosimo had not spoken,
+"not only are the lords of Mondolfo unlucky in themselves, but they are a
+source of ill luck to those they serve. Giovanni's father had but taken
+service with Cesare Borgia when the latter's ruin came at the hands of Pope
+Julius II. What Giovanni's own friendship cost his friends none knows
+better than your highness. So that, when all is said, I think you had
+better look about you for another condottiero, magnificent."
+
+The magnificent stood gnawing his beard and brooding darkly, for he was a
+grossly superstitious fellow who studied omens and dabbled in horoscopes,
+divinations, and the like. And he was struck by the thing that Galeotto
+said. He looked at Cosimo darkly. But Cosimo laughed.
+
+"Who believes such old wives' tales? Not I, for one."
+
+"The more fool you!" snapped the Duke.
+
+"Indeed, indeed," Galeotto applauded. "A disbelief in omens can but spring
+from an ignorance of such matters. You should study them, Messer Cosimo.
+I have done so, and I tell you that the lordship of Mondolfo is unlucky to
+all dark-complexioned men. And when such a man has a mole under the left
+ear as you have--in itself a sign of death by hanging--it is well to avoid
+all risks."
+
+"Now that is very strange!" muttered the Duke, much struck by this
+whittling down of Cosimo's chances, whilst Cosimo shrugged impatiently and
+smiled contemptuously. "You seem to be greatly versed in these matters,
+Ser Galeotto," added Farnese.
+
+"He who would succeed in whatever he may undertake should qualify to read
+all signs," said Galeotto sententiously. "I have sought this knowledge."
+
+"Do you see aught in me that you can read?" inquired the Duke in all
+seriousness.
+
+Galeotto considered him a moment without any trace in his eyes of the
+wicked mockery that filled his soul. "Why," he answered slowly, "not in
+your own person, magnificent--leastways, not upon so brief a glance. But
+since you ask me, I have lately been considering the new coinage of your
+highness."
+
+"Yes, yes!" exclaimed the Duke, all eagerness, whilst several of his
+followers came crowding nearer--for all the world is interested in omens.
+"What do you read there?"
+
+"Your fate, I think."
+
+"My fate?"
+
+"Have you a coin upon you?"
+
+Farnese produced a gold ducat, fire-new from the mint. The condottiero
+took it and placed his finger upon the four letters P L A C--the
+abbreviation of "Placentia" in the inscription.
+
+"P--L--A--C," he spelled. "That contains your fate, magnificent, and you
+may read it for yourself." And he returned the coin to the Duke, who
+stared at the letters foolishly and then at this reader of omens.
+
+"But what is the meaning of PLAC?" he asked, and he had paled a little with
+excitement.
+
+"I have a feeling that it is a sign. I cannot say more. I can but point
+it out to you, my lord, and leave the deciphering of it to yourself, who
+are more skilled than most men in such matters. Have I your excellency's
+leave to go doff this dusty garb?" he concluded.
+
+"Ay, go, sir," answered the Duke abstractedly, puzzling now with knitted
+brows over the coin that bore his image.
+
+"Come, Falcone," said Galeotto, and with his equerry at his heels he set
+his foot on the first step.
+
+Cosimo leaned forward, a sneer on his white hawk-face, "I trust, Ser
+Galeotto, that you are a better condottiero than a charlatan."
+
+"And you, sir," said Galeotto, smiling his sweetest in return, "are, I
+trust, a better charlatan than a condottiero."
+
+He went up the stairs, the gaudy throng making way before him, and he came
+at last to the top, where stood the Lord of Pagliano awaiting him, a great
+trouble in his eyes. They clasped hands in silence, and Cavalcanti went in
+person to lead his guest to his apartments.
+
+"You have not a happy air," said Galeotto as they went. "And, Body of God!
+it is no matter for marvel considering the company you keep. How long has
+the Farnese beast been here?"
+
+"His visit is now in its third week," said Cavalcanti, answering
+mechanically.
+
+Galeotto swore in sheer surprise. "By the Host! And what keeps him?"
+
+Cavalcanti shrugged and let his arms fall to his sides. To Galeotto this
+proud, stern baron seemed most oddly dispirited.
+
+"I see that we must talk," he said. "Things are speeding well and swiftly
+now," he added, dropping his voice. "But more of that presently. I have
+much to tell you."
+
+When they had reached the chamber that was Galeotto's, and the doors were
+closed and Falcone was unbuckling his master's spurs--"Now for my news,"
+said the condottiero. "But first, to spare me repetitions, let us have
+Agostino here. Where is he?"
+
+The look on Cavalcanti's face caused Galeotto to throw up his head like a
+spirited animal that scents danger.
+
+"Where is he?" he repeated, and old Falcone's fingers fell idle upon the
+buckle on which they were engaged.
+
+Cavalcanti's answer was a groan. He flung his long arms to the ceiling, as
+if invoking Heaven's aid; then he let them fall again heavily, all strength
+gone out of them.
+
+Galeotto stood an instant looking at him and turning very white. Suddenly
+he stepped forward, leaving Falcone upon his knees.
+
+"What is this?" he said, his voice a rumble of thunder. "Where is the boy?
+I say."
+
+The Lord of Pagliano could not meet the gaze of those steel coloured eyes.
+
+"0 God!" he groaned. "How shall I tell you?"
+
+"Is he dead?" asked Galeotto, his voice hard.
+
+"No, no--not dead. But...But..." The plight of one usually so strong, so
+full of mastery and arrogance, was pitiful.
+
+"But what?" demanded the condottiero. "Gesu! Am I a woman, or a man
+without sorrows, that you need to stand hesitating? Whatever it may be,
+speak, then, and tell me."
+
+"He is in the clutches of the Holy Office," answered Cavalcanti miserably.
+
+Galeotto looked at him, his pallor increasing. Then he sat down suddenly,
+and, elbows on knees, he took his head in his hands and spoke no word for a
+spell, during which time Falcone, still kneeling, looked from one to the
+other in an agony of apprehension and impatience to hear more.
+
+Neither noticed the presence of the equerry; nor would it have mattered if
+they had, for he was trusty as steel, and they had no secrets from him.
+
+At last, having gained some measure of self-control, Galeotto begged to
+know what had happened, and Cavalcanti related the event.
+
+"What could I do? What could I do?" he cried when he had finished.
+
+"You let them take him?" said Galeotto, like a man who repeats the thing he
+has been told, because he cannot credit it. "You let them take him?"
+
+"What alternative had I?" groaned Cavalcanti, his face ashen and seared
+with pain.
+
+"There is that between us, Ettore, that...that will not let me credit this,
+even though you tell it me."
+
+And now the wretched Lord of Pagliano began to use the very arguments that
+I had used to him. He spoke of Cosimo's suit of his daughter, and how the
+Duke sought to constrain him to consent to the alliance. He urged that in
+this matter of the Holy Office was a trap set for him to place him in
+Farnese's power.
+
+"A trap?" roared the condottiero, leaping up. "What trap? Where is this
+trap? You had five score men-at-arms under your orders here--three score
+of them my own men, each one of whom would have laid down his life for me,
+and you allowed the boy to be taken hence by six rascals from the Holy
+Office, intimidated by a paltry score of troopers that rode with this
+filthy Duke!"
+
+"Nay, nay--not that," the other protested. "Had I dared to raise a finger
+I should have brought myself within the reach of the Inquisition without
+benefiting Agostino. That was the trap, as Agostino himself perceived. It
+was he himself who urged me not to intervene, but to let them take him
+hence, since there was no possible charge which the Holy Office could
+prefer against him."
+
+"No charge!" cried Galeotto, with a withering scorn. "Did villainy ever
+want for invention? And this trap? Body of God, Ettore, am I to account
+you a fool after all these years? What trap was there that could be sprung
+upon you as things stood? Why, man, the game was in your hands entirely.
+Here was this Farnese in your power. What better hostage than that could
+you have held? You had but to whistle your war-dogs to heel and seize his
+person, demanding of the Pope his father a plenary absolution and indemnity
+for yourself and for Agostino from any prosecutions of the Holy Office ere
+you surrendered him. And had they attempted to employ force against you,
+you could have held them in check by threatening to hang the Duke unless
+the parchments you demanded were signed and delivered to you. My God,
+Ettore! Must I tell you this?"
+
+Cavalcanti sank to a seat and took his head in his hands.
+
+"You are right," he said. "I deserve all your reproaches. I have been a
+fool. Worse--I have wanted for courage." And then, suddenly, he reared
+his head again, and his glance kindled. "But it is not yet too late," he
+cried, and started up. "It is still time!"
+
+"Time!" sneered Galeotto. "Why, the boy is in their hands. It is hostage
+for hostage now, a very different matter. He is lost--irretrievably lost!"
+he ended, groaning. "We can but avenge him. To save him is beyond our
+power."
+
+"No," said Cavalcanti. "It is not. I am a dolt, a dotard; and I have been
+the cause of it. Then I shall pay the price."
+
+"What price?" quoth the condottiero, pondering the other with an eye that
+held no faintest gleam of hope.
+
+"Within an hour you shall have in your hands the necessary papers to set
+Agostino at liberty; and you shall carry them yourself to Rome. It is the
+amend I owe you. It shall be made."
+
+"But how is it possible?"
+
+"It is possible, and it shall be done. And when it is done you may count
+upon me to the last breath to help you to pull down this pestilential Duke
+in ruin."
+
+He strode to the door, his step firm once more and his face set, though it
+was very grey. "I will leave you now. But you may count upon the
+fulfilment of my promise."
+
+He went out, leaving Galeotto and Falcone alone, and the condottiero flung
+himself into a chair and sat there moodily, deep in thought, still in his
+dusty garments and with no thought for changing them. Falcone stood by the
+window, looking out upon the gardens and not daring to intrude upon his
+master's mood.
+
+Thus Cavalcanti found them a hour later when he returned. He brought a
+parchment, to which was appended a great seal bearing the Pontifical arms.
+He thrust it into Galeotto's hand.
+
+"There," he said, "is the discharge of the debt which through my weakness
+and folly I have incurred."
+
+Galeotto looked at the parchment, then at Cavalcanti, and then at the
+parchment once more. It was a papal bull of plenary pardon and indemnity
+to me.
+
+"How came you by this?" he asked, astonished.
+
+"Is not Farnese the Pope's son?" quoth Cavalcanti scornfully.
+
+"But upon what terms was it conceded? If it involves your honour, your
+life, or your liberty, here's to make an end of it." And he held it across
+in his hands as if to tear it, looking up at the Lord of Pagliano.
+
+"It involves none of these," the latter answered steadily. "You had best
+set out at once. The Holy Office can be swift to act."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER VIII
+
+THE THIRD DEGREE
+
+
+I was haled from my dungeon by my gaoler accompanied by two figures that
+looked immensely tall in their black monkish gowns, their heads and faces
+covered by vizored cowls in which two holes were cut for their eyes. Seen
+by the ruddy glare of the torch which the gaoler carried to that
+subterranean place of darkness, those black, silent figures, their very
+hands tucked away into the widemouthed sleeves of their habits, looked
+spectral and lurid--horrific messengers of death.
+
+By chill, dark passages of stone, through which our steps reverberated,
+they brought me to a pillared, vaulted underground chamber, lighted by
+torches in iron brackets on the walls.
+
+On a dais stood an oaken writing-table bearing two massive wax tapers and a
+Crucifix. At this table sat a portly, swarthy-visaged man in the black
+robes of the order of St. Dominic. Immediately below and flanking him on
+either hand sat two mute cowled figures to do the office of amanuenses.
+
+Away on the right, where the shadows were but faintly penetrated by the
+rays of the torches, stood an engine of wood somewhat of the size and
+appearance of the framework of a couch, but with stout straps of leather to
+pinion the patient, and enormous wooden screws upon which the frame could
+be made to lengthen or contract. From the ceiling grey ropes dangled from
+pulleys, like the tentacles of some dread monster of cruelty.
+
+One glance into that gloomy part of the chamber was enough for me.
+
+Repressing a shudder, I faced the inquisitor, and thereafter kept my eyes
+upon him to avoid the sight of those other horrors. And he was horror
+enough for any man in my circumstances to envisage.
+
+He was very fat, with a shaven, swarthy face and the dewlap of an ox. In
+that round fleshliness his eyes were sunken like two black buttons,
+malicious through their very want of expression. His mouth was loose-
+lipped and gluttonous and cruel.
+
+When he spoke, the deep rumbling quality of his voice was increased by the
+echoes of that vaulted place.
+
+"What is your name?" he said.
+
+I am Agostino d'Anguissola, Lord of Mondolfo and..."
+
+"Pass over your titles," he boomed. "The Holy Office takes no account of
+worldly rank. What is your age?"
+
+"I am in my twenty-first year."
+
+"Benedicamus Dominum," he commented, though I could not grasp the
+appositeness of the comment. "You stand accused, Agostino d'Anguissola, of
+sacrilege and of defiling holy things. What have you to say? Do you
+confess your guilt?"
+
+"I am so far from confessing it," I answered, "that I have yet to learn
+what is the nature of the sacrilege with which I am charged. I am
+conscious of no such sin. Far from it, indeed..."
+
+"You shall be informed," he interrupted, imposing silence upon me by a wave
+of his fat hand; and heaving his vast bulk sideways--"Read him the
+indictment," he bade one of the amanuenses.
+
+From the depths of a vizored cowl came a thin, shrill voice:
+
+"The Holy Office has knowledge that Agostino d'Anguissola did for a space
+of some six months, during the winter of the year of Our Blessed Lord 1544,
+and the spring of the year of Our Blessed Lord 1545, pursue a fraudulent
+and sacrilegious traffic, adulterating, for moneys which he extorted from
+the poor and the faithful, things which are holy, and adapting them to his
+own base purposes. It is charged against him that in a hermitage on Monte
+Orsaro he did claim for an image of St. Sebastian that it was miraculous,
+that it had power to heal suffering and that miraculously it bled from its
+wounds each year during Passion Week, whence it resulted that pilgrimages
+were made to this false shrine and great store of alms was collected by the
+said Agostino d'Anguissola, which moneys he appropriated to his own
+purposes. It is further known that ultimately he fled the place, fearing
+discovery, and that after his flight the image was discovered broken and
+the cunning engine by which this diabolical sacrilege was perpetrated was
+revealed."
+
+Throughout the reading, the fleshy eyes of the inquisitor had been
+steadily, inscrutably regarding me. He passed a hand over his pendulous
+chin, as the thin voice faded into silence.
+
+"You have heard," said he.
+
+"I have heard a tangle of falsehood," answered I. "Never was truth more
+untruly told than this."
+
+The beady eyes vanished behind narrowing creases of fat; and yet I knew
+that they were still regarding me. Presently they appeared again.
+
+"Do you deny that the image contained this hideous engine of fraud?"
+
+"I do not," I answered.
+
+"Set it down," he eagerly bade one of the amanuenses. "He confesses thus
+much." And then to me--" Do you deny that you occupied that hermitage
+during the season named?"
+
+"I do not."
+
+"Set it down," he said again. "What, then, remains?" he asked me.
+
+"It remains that I knew nothing of the fraud. The trickster was a
+pretended monk who dwelt there before me and at whose death I was present.
+I took his place thereafter, implicitly believing in the miraculous image,
+refusing, when its fraud was ultimately suggested to me, to credit that any
+man could have dared so vile and sacrilegious a thing. In the end, when it
+was broken and its fraud discovered, I quitted that ghastly shrine of
+Satan's in horror and disgust."
+
+There was no emotion on the huge, yellow face. "That is the obvious
+defence," he said slowly. "But it does not explain the appropriation of
+the moneys."
+
+"I appropriated none," I cried angrily. That is the foulest lie of all."
+
+"Do you deny that alms were made?"
+
+"Certainly they were made; though to what extent I am unaware. A vessel of
+baked earth stood at the door to receive the offerings of the faithful. It
+had been my predecessor's practice to distribute a part of these alms among
+the poor; a part, it was said, he kept to build a bridge over the Bagnanza
+torrent, which was greatly needed."
+
+"Well, well?" quoth he. "And when you left you took with you the moneys
+that had been collected?"
+
+"I did not," I answered. "I gave the matter no thought. When I left I
+took nothing with me--not so much as the habit I had worn in that
+hermitage."
+
+There was a pause. Then he spoke slowly. "Such is not the evidence before
+the Holy Office."
+
+"What evidence?" I cried, breaking in upon his speech. "Where is my
+accuser? Set me face to face with him."
+
+Slowly he shook his huge head with its absurd fringe of greasy locks about
+the tonsured scalp--that symbol of the Crown of Thorns.
+
+"You must surely know that such is not the way of the Holy Office. In its
+wisdom this tribunal holds that to produce delators would be to subject
+them perhaps to molestation, and thus dry up the springs of knowledge and
+information which it now enjoys. So that your request is idle as idle as
+is the attempt at defence that you have made, the falsehoods with which you
+have sought to clog the wheels of justice."
+
+"Falsehood, sir monk?" quoth I, so fiercely that one of my attendants set a
+restraining hand upon my arm.
+
+The beady eyes vanished and reappeared, and they considered me impassively.
+
+"Your sin, Agostino d'Anguissola," said he in his booming, level voice, "is
+the most hideous that the wickedness of man could conceive or diabolical
+greed put into execution. It is the sin that more than any other closes
+the door to mercy. It is the offence of Simon Mage, and it is to be
+expiated only through the gates of death. You shall return hence to your
+cell, and when the door closes upon you, it closes upon you for all time in
+life, nor shall you ever see your fellow-man again. There hunger and
+thirst shall be your executioners, slowly to deprive you of a life of which
+you have not known how to make better use. Without light or food or drink
+shall you remain there until you die. This is the punishment for such
+sacrilege as yours."
+
+I could not believe it. I stood before him what time he mouthed out those
+horrible and emotionless words. He paused a moment, and again came that
+broad gesture of his that stroked mouth and chin. Then he resumed:
+
+"So much for your body. There remains your soul. In its infinite mercy,
+the Holy Office desires that your expiation be fulfilled in this life, and
+that you may be rescued from the fires of everlasting Hell. Therefore it
+urges you to cleanse yourself by a full and contrite avowal ere you go
+hence. Confess, then, my son, and save your soul."
+
+"Confess?" I echoed. "Confess to a falsehood? I have told you the truth
+of this matter. I tell you that in all the world there is none less prone
+to sacrilege than I that I am by nature and rearing devout and faithful.
+These are lies which have been uttered to my hurt. In dooming me you doom
+an innocent man. Be it so. I do not know that I have found the world so
+delectable a place as to quit it with any great regret. My blood be upon
+your own heads and upon this iniquitous and monstrous tribunal. But spare
+yourselves at least the greater offence of asking my confession of a
+falsehood."
+
+The little eyes had vanished. The face grew very evil, stirred at last
+into animosity by my denunciation of that court. Then the inscrutable mask
+slipped once more over that odious countenance.
+
+He took up a little mallet, and struck a gong that stood beside him.
+
+I heard a creaking of hinges, and saw an opening in the wall to my right,
+where I had perceived no door. Two men came forth--brawny, muscular,
+bearded men in coarse, black hose and leathern waistcoats cut deep at the
+neck and leaving their great arms entirely naked. The foremost carried a
+thong of leather in his hands.
+
+"The hoist," said the inquisitor shortly.
+
+The men advanced towards me and came to replace the familiars between whom
+I had been standing. Each seized an arm, and they held me so. I made no
+resistance.
+
+"Will you confess?" the inquisitor demanded. There is still time to save
+yourself from torture."
+
+But already the torture had commenced, for the very threat of it is known
+as the first degree. I was in despair. Death I could suffer. But under
+torments I feared that my strength might fail. I felt my flesh creeping
+and tightening upon my body, which had grown very cold with the awful chill
+of fear; my hair seemed to bristle and stiffen until I thought that I could
+feel each separate thread of it.
+
+"I swear to you that I have spoken the truth," I cried desperately. "I
+swear it by the sacred image of Our Redeemer standing there before you."
+
+"Shall we believe the oath of an unbeliever attainted of sacrilege?" he
+grumbled, and he almost seemed to sneer.
+
+"Believe or not," I answered. "But believe this--that one day you shall
+stand face to face with a Judge Whom there is no deceiving, to answer for
+the abomination that you make of justice in His Holy Name. Let loose
+against me your worst cruelties, then; they shall be as caresses to the
+torments that will be loosed against you when your turn for Judgment
+comes."
+
+"To the hoist with him," he commanded, stretching an arm towards the grey
+tentacle-like ropes. "We must soften his heart and break the diabolical
+pride that makes him persevere in blasphemy."
+
+They led me aside into that place of torments, and one of them drew down
+the ropes from the pulley overhead, until the ends fell on a level with my
+wrists. And this was torture of the second degree--to see its imminence.
+
+"Will you confess?" boomed the inquisitor's voice. I made him no answer.
+
+"Strip and attach him," he commanded.
+
+The executioners laid hold of me, and in the twinkling of an eye I stood
+naked to the waist. I caught my lips in my teeth as the ropes were being
+adjusted to my wrists, and as thus I suffered torture of the third degree.
+
+"Will you confess?" came again the question.
+
+And scarcely had it been put--for the last time, as I well knew--than the
+door was flung open, and a young man in black sprang into the chamber, and
+ran to thrust a parchment before the inquisitor.
+
+The inquisitor made a sign to the executioners to await his pleasure.
+
+I stood with throbbing pulses, and waited, instinctively warned that this
+concerned me. The inquisitor took the parchment, considered its seals and
+then the writing upon it.
+
+That done he set it down and turned to face us.
+
+"Release him," he bade the executioners, whereat I felt as I would faint in
+the intensity of this reaction.
+
+When they had done his bidding, the Dominican beckoned me forward. I went,
+still marvelling.
+
+"See," he said, "how inscrutable are the Divine ways, and how truth must in
+the end prevail. Your innocence is established, after all, since the Holy
+Father himself has seen cause to intervene to save you. You are at
+liberty. You are free to depart and to go wheresoever you will. This bull
+concerns you." And he held it out to me.
+
+My mind moved through these happenings as a man moves through a dense fog,
+faltering and hesitating at every step. I took the parchment and
+considered it. Satisfied as to its nature, however mystified as to how the
+Pope had come to intervene, I folded the document and thrust it into my
+belt.
+
+Then the familiars of the Holy Office assisted me to resume my garments;
+and all was done now in utter silence, and for my own part in the same
+mental and dream-like confusion.
+
+At length the inquisitor waved a huge hand doorwards. "Ite!" he said, and
+added, whilst his raised hand seemed to perform a benedictory gesture--"Pax
+Domini sit tecum."
+
+"Et cum spiritu tuo," I replied mechanically, as, turning, I stumbled out
+of that dread place in the wake of the messenger who had brought the bull,
+and who went ahead to guide me.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER IX
+
+THE RETURN
+
+
+Above in the blessed sunlight, which hurt my eyes--for I had not seen it
+for a full week--I found Galeotto awaiting me in a bare room; and scarcely
+was I aware of his presence than his great arms went round me and enclasped
+me so fervently that his corselet almost hurt my breast, and brought back
+as in a flash a poignant memory of another man fully as tall, who had held
+me to him one night many years ago, and whose armour, too, had hurt me in
+that embrace.
+
+Then he held me at arms' length and considered me, and his steely eyes were
+blurred and moist. He muttered something to the familiar, linked his arm
+through mine and drew me away, down passages, through doors, and so at last
+into the busy Roman street.
+
+We went in silence by ways that were well known to him but in which I
+should assuredly have lost myself, and so we came at last to a fair
+tavern--the Osteria del Sole--near the Tower of Nona.
+
+His horse was stalled here, and a servant led the way above-stairs to the
+room that he had hired.
+
+How wrong had I not been, I reflected, to announce before the Inquisition
+that I should have no regrets in leaving this world. How ungrateful was
+that speech, considering this faithful one who loved me for my father's
+sake! And was there not Bianca, who, surely--if her last cry, wrung from
+her by anguish, contained the truth--must love me for my own?
+
+How sweet the revulsion that now came upon me as I sank into a chair by the
+window, and gave myself up to the enjoyment of that truly happy moment in
+which the grey shadow of death had been lifted from me.
+
+Servants bustled in, to spread the board with the choice meats that
+Galeotto had ordered, and great baskets of luscious fruits and flagons of
+red Puglia wine; and soon we seated ourselves to the feast.
+
+But ere I began to eat, I asked Galeotto how this miracle had been wrought;
+what magic powers he wielded that even the Holy Office must open its doors
+at his bidding. With a glance at the servants who attended us, he bade me
+eat, saying that we should talk anon. And as my reaction had brought a
+sharp hunger in its train, I fell to with the best will in all the world,
+and from broth to figs there were few words between us.
+
+At last, our goblets charged and the servants withdrawn, I repeated my
+inquiry.
+
+"The magic is not mine," said Galeotto. "It is Cavalcanti's. It was he
+who obtained this bull."
+
+And with that he set himself briefly to relate the matters that already are
+contained here concerning that transaction, but the minuter details of
+which I was later to extract from Falcone. And as he proceeded with his
+narrative I felt myself growing cold again with apprehension, just as I had
+grown cold that morning in the hands of the executioners. Until at last,
+seeing me dead-white, Galeotto checked to inquire what ailed me.
+
+"What--what was the price that Cavalcanti paid for this?" I inquired in
+answer.
+
+"I could not glean it, nor did I stay to insist, for there was haste. He
+assured me that the thing had been accomplished without hurt to his honour,
+life, or liberty; and with that I was content, and spurred for Rome."
+
+"And you have never since thought what the price was that Cavalcanti might
+have paid?"
+
+He looked at me with troubled eyes. "I confess that in this matter the
+satisfaction of coming to your salvation has made me selfish. I have had
+thoughts for nothing else."
+
+I groaned, and flung out my arms across the table. "He has paid such a
+price," I said, "that a thousand times sooner would I that you had left me
+where I was."
+
+He leaned forward, frowning darkly. "What do you mean?" he cried.
+
+And then I told him what I feared; told him how Farnese had sued for
+Bianca's hand for Cosimo; how proudly and finally Cavalcanti had refused;
+how the Duke had insisted that he would remain at Pagliano until my lord
+changed his mind; how I had learned from Giuliana the horrible motive that
+urged the Duke to press for that marriage.
+
+Lastly--"And that is the price he consented to pay," I cried wildly. "His
+daughter--that sweet virgin--was the price! And at this hour, maybe, the
+price is paid and that detestable bargain consummated. 0, Galeotto!
+Galeotto! Why was I not left to rot in that dungeon of the Inquisition--
+since I could have died happily, knowing naught of this?"
+
+"By the Blood of God, boy! Do you imply that I had knowledge? Do you
+suggest that I would have bought any life at such a price?"
+
+"No, no!" I answered. "I know that you did not--that you could not..."
+And then I leaped to my feet. "And we sit talking here, whilst
+this...whilst this...O God!" I sobbed. "We may yet be in time. To horse,
+then! Let us away!"
+
+He, too, came to his feet. "Ay, you are right. It but remains to remedy
+the evil. Come, then. Anger shall mend my spent strength. It can be done
+in three days. We will ride as none ever rode yet since the world began."
+
+And we did--so desperately that by the morning of the third day, which was
+a Sunday, we were in Forli (having crossed the Apennines at Arcangelo) and
+by that same evening in Bologna. We had not slept and we had scarcely
+rested since leaving Rome. We were almost dead from weariness.
+
+Since such was my own case, what must have been Galeotto's? He was of
+iron, it is true. But consider that he had ridden this way at as desperate
+a pace already, to save me from the clutches of the Inquisition; and that,
+scarce rested, he was riding north again. Consider this, and you will not
+marvel that his weariness conquered him at last.
+
+At the inn at Bologna where we dismounted, we found old Falcone awaiting
+us. He had set out with his master to ride to Rome. But being himself
+saddle-worn at the time, he had been unable to proceed farther than this,
+and here Galeotto in his fierce impatience had left him, pursuing his way
+alone.
+
+Here, then, we found the equerry again, consumed by anxiety. He leapt
+forward to greet me, addressing me by the old title of Madonnino which I
+loved to hear from him, however much that title might otherwise arouse
+harsh and gloomy memories.
+
+Here at Bologna Galeotto announced that he would be forced to rest, and we
+slept for three hours--until night had closed in. We were shaken out of
+our slumbers by the host as he had been ordered; but even then I lay
+entranced, my limbs refusing their office, until the memory of what was at
+issue acted like a spur upon me, and caused me to fling my weariness aside
+as if it had been a cloak.
+
+Galeotto, however, was in a deplorable case. He could not move a limb. He
+was exhausted--utterly and hopelessly exhausted with fatigue and want of
+sleep. Falcone and I pulled him to his feet between us; but he collapsed
+again, unable to stand.
+
+"I am spent," he muttered. "Give me twelve hours--twelve hours' sleep,
+Agostino, and I'll ride with you to the Devil."
+
+I groaned and cursed in one. "Twelve hours!" I cried. "And she...I can't
+wait, Galeotto. I must ride on alone."
+
+He lay on his back and stared up at me, and his eyes had a glassy stare.
+Then he roused himself by an effort, and raised himself upon his elbow.
+
+"That is it, boy--ride on alone. Take Falcone. Listen, there are three
+score men of mine at Pagliano who will follow you to Hell at a word that
+Falcone shall speak to them from me. About it, then, and save her. But
+wait, boy! Do no violence to Farnese, if you can help it."
+
+"But if I can't?" I asked.
+
+"If you can't--no matter. But endeavour not to offer him any hurt! Leave
+that to me--anon when all is ripe for it. To-day it would be premature,
+and...and we ...we should be...crushed by the..." His speech trailed off
+into incoherent mutterings; his eyelids dropped, and he was fast asleep
+again.
+
+Ten minutes later we were riding north again, and all that night we rode,
+along the endless Aemilian Way, pausing for no more than a draught of wine
+from time to time, and munching a loaf as we rode. We crossed the Po, and
+kept steadily on, taking fresh horses when we could, until towards sunset a
+turn in the road brought Pagliano into our view--grey and lichened on the
+crest of its smooth emerald hill.
+
+The dusk was falling and lights began to gleam from some of the castle
+windows when we brought up in the shadow of the gateway.
+
+A man-at-arms lounged out of the guardhouse to inquire our business.
+
+"Is Madonna Bianca wed yet?" was the breathless greeting I gave him.
+
+He peered at me, and then at Falcone, and he swore in some surprise.
+
+"Well, returned my lord! Madonna Bianca? The nuptials were celebrated
+to-day. The bride has gone."
+
+"Gone?" I roared. "Gone whither, man?"
+
+"Why, to Piacenza--to my Lord Cosimo's palace there. They set out some
+three hours since."
+
+"Where is your lord?" I asked him, flinging myself from the saddle.
+
+"Within doors, most noble."
+
+How I found him, or by what ways I went to do so, are things that are
+effaced completely from my memory. But I know that I came upon him in the
+library. He was sitting hunched in a great chair, his face ashen, his eyes
+fevered. At sight of me--the cause, however innocent, of all this evil--
+his brows grew dark, and his eyes angry. If he had reproaches for me, I
+gave him no time to utter them, but hurled him mine.
+
+"What have you done, sir?" I demanded. "By what right did you do this
+thing? By what right did you make a sacrifice of that sweet dove? Did you
+conceive me so vile as to think that I should ever owe you gratitude--that
+I should ever do aught but abhor the deed, abhor all who had a hand in it,
+abhor the very life itself purchased for me at such a cost?"
+
+He cowered before my furious wrath; for I must have seemed terrific as I
+stood thundering there, my face wild, my eyes bloodshot, half mad from pain
+and rage and sleeplessness.
+
+"And do you know what you have done?" I went on. "Do you know to what you
+have sold her? Must I tell you?"
+
+And I told him, in a dozen brutal words that brought him to his feet, the
+lion in him roused at last, his eyes ablaze.
+
+"We must after them," I urged. "We must wrest her from these beasts, and
+make a widow of her for the purpose. Galeotto's lances are below and they
+will follow me. You may bring what more you please. Come, sir--to horse!"
+
+He sprang forward with no answer beyond a muttered prayer that we might
+come in time.
+
+"We must," I answered fiercely, and ran madly from the room, along the
+gallery and down the stairs, shouting and raging like a maniac, Cavalcanti
+following me.
+
+Within ten minutes, Galeotto's three score men and another score of those
+who garrisoned Pagliano for Cavalcanti were in the saddle and galloping
+hell-for-leather to Piacenza. Ahead on fresh horses went Falcone and I,
+the Lord of Pagliano spurring beside me and pestering me with questions as
+to the source of my knowledge.
+
+Our great fear was lest we should find the gates of Piacenza closed on our
+arrival. But we covered the ten miles in something under an hour, and the
+head of our little column was already through the Fodesta Gate when the
+first hour of night rang out from the Duomo, giving the signal for the
+closing of the gates.
+
+The officer in charge turned out to view so numerous a company, and
+challenged us to stand. But I flung him the answer that we were the Black
+Bands of Ser Galeotto and that we rode by order of the Duke, with which
+perforce he had to be content; for we did not stay for more and were too
+numerous to be detained by such meagre force as he commanded.
+
+Up the dark street we swept--the same street down which I had last ridden
+on that night when Gambara had opened the gates of the prison for me--and
+so we came to the square and to Cosimo's palace.
+
+All was in darkness, and the great doors were closed. A strange appearance
+this for a house to which a bride had so newly come.
+
+I dismounted as lightly as if I had not ridden lately more than just the
+ten miles from Pagliano. Indeed, I had become unconscious of all fatigue,
+entirely oblivious of the fact that for three nights now I had not slept--
+save for the three hours at Bologna.
+
+I knocked briskly on the iron-studded gates. We stood there waiting,
+Cavalcanti and Falcone afoot with me, the men on horseback still, a silent
+phalanx.
+
+I issued an order to Falcone. "Ten of them to secure our egress, the rest
+to remain here and allow none to leave the house."
+
+The equerry stepped back to convey the command in his turn to the men, and
+the ten he summoned slipped instantly from their saddles and ranged
+themselves in the shadow of the wall.
+
+I knocked again, more imperatively, and at last the postern in the door was
+opened by an elderly serving-man.
+
+"What's this?" he asked, and thrust a lanthorn into my face.
+
+"We seek Messer Cosimo d'Anguissola," I answered. He looked beyond me at
+the troop that lined the street, and his face became troubled. "Why, what
+is amiss?" quoth he.
+
+"Fool, I shall tell that to your master. Conduct me to him. The matter
+presses."
+
+"Nay, then--but have you not heard? My lord was wed to-day. You would not
+have my lord disturbed at such a time?" He seemed to leer.
+
+I put my foot into his stomach, and bore him backward, flinging him full
+length upon the ground. He went over and rolled away into a corner, where
+he lay bellowing.
+
+"Silence him!" I bade the men who followed us in. "Then, half of you
+remain here to guard the stairs; the rest attend us."
+
+The house was vast, and it remained silent, so that it did not seem that
+the clown's scream when he went over had been heard by any.
+
+Up the broad staircase we sped, guided by the light of the lanthorn, which
+Falcone had picked up--for the place was ominously in darkness. Cavalcanti
+kept pace with me, panting with rage and anxiety.
+
+At the head of the stairs we came upon a man whom I recognized for one of
+the Duke's gentlemen-in-waiting. He had been attracted, no doubt, by the
+sound of our approach; but at sight of us he turned to escape. Cavalcanti
+reached forward in time to take him by the ankle, so that he came down
+heavily upon his face.
+
+In an instant I was sitting upon him, my dagger at his throat.
+
+"A sound," said I, "and you shall finish it in Hell!" Eyes bulging with
+fear stared at me out of his white face. He was an effeminate cur, of the
+sort that the Duke was wont to keep about him, and at once I saw that we
+should have no trouble with him.
+
+"Where is Cosimo?" I asked him shortly. "Come, man, conduct us to the room
+that holds him if you would buy your dirty life."
+
+"He is not here," wailed the fellow.
+
+"You lie, you hound," said Cavalcanti, and turning to me--"Finish him,
+Agostino," he bade me.
+
+The man under me writhed, filled now by the terror that Cavalcanti had so
+cunningly known how to inspire in him. "I swear to God that he is not
+here," he answered, and but that fear had robbed him of his voice, he would
+have screamed it. "Gesu! I swear it--it is true!"
+
+I looked up at Cavalcanti, baffled, and sick with sudden dismay. I saw
+Cavalcanti's eye, which had grown dull, kindle anew. He stooped over the
+prostrate man.
+
+"Is the bride here--is my daughter in this house?"
+
+The fellow whimpered and did not answer until my dagger's edge was at his
+throat again. Then he suddenly screeched--"Yes!"
+
+In an instant I had dragged him to his feet again, his pretty clothes and
+daintily curled hair all crumpled, so that he looked the most pitiful thing
+in all the world.
+
+"Lead us to her chamber," I bade him.
+
+And he obeyed as men obey when the fear of death is upon them.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER X
+
+THE NUPTIALS OF BIANCA
+
+
+An awful thought was in my mind as we went, evoked by the presence in such
+a place of one of the Duke's gentlemen; an awful question rose again and
+again to my lips, and yet I could not bring myself to utter it.
+
+So we went on in utter silence now, my hand upon his shoulder, clutching
+velvet doublet and flesh and bone beneath it, my dagger bare in my other
+hand.
+
+We crossed an antechamber whose heavy carpet muffled our footsteps, and we
+halted before tapestry curtains that masked a door, Here, curbing my fierce
+impatience, I paused. I signed to the five attendant soldiers to come no
+farther; then I consigned the courtier who had guided us to the care of
+Falcone, and I restrained Cavalcanti, who was shaking from head to foot.
+
+I raised the heavy, muffling curtain, and standing there an instant by the
+door, I heard my Bianca's voice, and her words seemed to freeze the very
+marrow in my bones.
+
+"0, my lord," she was imploring in a choking voice, "0, my lord, have pity
+on me!"
+
+"Sweet," came the answer, "it is I who beseech pity at your hands. Do you
+not see how I suffer? Do you not see how fiercely love of you is torturing
+me--how I burn--that you can so cruelly deny me?"
+
+It was Farnese's voice. Cosimo, that dastard, had indeed carried out the
+horrible compact of which Giuliana had warned me, carried it out in a more
+horrible and inhuman manner than even she had suggested or suspected.
+
+Cavalcanti would have hurled himself against the door but that I set a hand
+upon his arm to restrain him, and a finger of my other hand--the one that
+held the dagger--to my lips.
+
+Softly I tried the latch. I was amazed to find the door yield. And yet,
+where was the need to lock it? What interruption could he have feared in a
+house that evidently had been delivered over to him by the bridegroom, a
+house that was in the hands of his own people?
+
+Very quietly I thrust the door open, and we stood there upon the
+threshold--Cavalcanti and I--father and lover of that sweet maid who was
+the prey of this foul Duke. We stood whilst a man might count a dozen,
+silent witnesses of that loathsome scene.
+
+The bridal chamber was all hung in golden arras, save the great carved bed
+which was draped in dead-white velvet and ivory damask--symbolizing the
+purity of the sweet victim to be offered up upon that sacrificial altar.
+
+And to that dread sacrifice she had come--for my sake, as I was to learn--
+with the fearful willingness of Iphigenia. For that sacrifice she had been
+prepared; but not for this horror that was thrust upon her now.
+
+She crouched upon a tall-backed praying-stool, her gown not more white than
+her face, her little hands convulsively clasped to make her prayer to that
+monster who stood over her, his mottled face all flushed, his eyes glowing
+as they considered her helplessness and terror with horrible, pitiless
+greed.
+
+Thus we observed them, ourselves unperceived for some moments, for the
+praying-stool on which she crouched was placed to the left, by the cowled
+fire-place, in which a fire of scented wood was crackling, the scene
+lighted by two golden candlebranches that stood upon the table near the
+curtained window.
+
+"0, my lord!" she cried in her despair, "of your mercy leave me, and no man
+shall ever know that you sought me thus. I will be silent, my lord. 0, if
+you have no pity for me, have, at least, pity for yourself. Do not cover
+yourself with the infamy of such a deed--a deed that will make you hateful
+to all men."
+
+"Gladly at such a price would I purchase your love, my Bianca! What pains
+could daunt me? Ah, you are mine, you are mine!"
+
+As the hawk that has been long poised closes its wings and drops at last
+upon its prey, so swooped he of a sudden down upon her, caught and dragged
+her up from the praying-stool to crush her to him.
+
+She screamed in that embrace, and sought to battle, swinging round so that
+her back was fully towards us, and Farnese, swinging round also in that
+struggle, faced us and beheld us.
+
+It was as if a mask had been abruptly plucked from his face, so sudden and
+stupendous was its alteration. From flushed that it had been it grew livid
+and sickly; the unholy fires were spent in his eyes, and they grew dull and
+dead as a snake's; his jaw was loosened, and the sensual mouth looked
+unutterably foolish.
+
+For a moment I think I smiled upon him, and then Cavalcanti and I sprang
+forward, both together. As we moved, his arms loosened their hold, and
+Bianca would have fallen but that I caught her.
+
+Her terror still upon her, she glanced upwards to see what fresh enemy was
+this, and then, at sight of my face, as my arms closed about her, and held
+her safe--
+
+"Agostino!" she cried, and closed her eyes to lie panting on my breast.
+
+The Duke, fleeing like a scared rat before the anger of Cavalcanti,
+scuttled down the room to a small door in the wall that held the fire-
+place. He tore it open and sprang through, Cavalcanti following
+recklessly.
+
+There was a snarl and a cry, and the Lord of Pagliano staggered back,
+clutching one hand to his breast, and through his fingers came an ooze of
+blood. Falcone ran to him. But Cavalcanti swore like a man possessed.
+
+"It is nothing!" he snapped. "By the horns of Satan! it is nothing. A
+flesh wound, and like a fool I gave back before it. After him! In there!
+Kill! Kill!"
+
+Out came Falcone's sword with a swish, and into the dark closet beyond went
+the equerry with a roar, Cavalcanti after him.
+
+It seemed that scarce had Farnese got within that closet than, flattening
+himself against the wall, he had struck at Cavalcanti as the latter
+followed, thus driving him back and gaining all the respite he needed. For
+now they found the closet empty. There was a door beyond, that opened to a
+corridor, and this was locked. Not a doubt but that Farnese had gone that
+way. They broke that door down. I heard them at it what time I comforted
+Bianca, and soothed her, stroking her head, her cheek, and murmuring fondly
+to her until presently she was weeping softly.
+
+Thus Cavalcanti and Falcone found us presently when they returned. Farnese
+had escaped with one of his gentlemen who had reached him in time to warn
+him that the street was full of soldiers and the palace itself invaded.
+Thereupon the Duke had dropped from one of the windows to the garden, his
+gentleman with him, and Cavalcanti had been no more than in time to see
+them disappearing through the garden gate.
+
+The Lord of Pagliano's buff-coat was covered with blood where Pier Luigi
+had stabbed him. But he would give the matter no thought. He was like a
+tiger now. He dashed out into the antechamber, and I heard him bellowing
+orders. Someone screamed horribly, and then followed a fierce din as if
+the very place were coming down about our ears.
+
+"What is it?" cried Bianca, quivering in my arms. "Are...are they
+fighting?"
+
+"I do not think so, sweet," I answered her. "We are in great strength.
+Have no fear."
+
+And then Falcone came in again.
+
+"The Lord of Pagliano is raging like a madman," he said. "We had best be
+getting away or we shall have a brush with the Captain of Justice."
+
+Supporting Bianca, I led her from that chamber.
+
+"Where are we going?" she asked me.
+
+"Home to Pagliano," I answered her, and with that answer comforted that
+sorely tried maid.
+
+We found the antechamber in wreckage. The great chandelier had been
+dragged from the ceiling, pictures were slashed and cut to ribbons, the
+arras had been torn from the walls and the costly furniture was reduced to
+fire-wood; the double-windows opening to the balcony stood wide, and not a
+pane of glass left whole, the fragments lying all about the place.
+
+Thus, it seemed, childishly almost, had Cavalcanti vented his terrible
+rage, and I could well conceive what would have befallen any of the Duke's
+people upon whom in that hour he had chanced. I did not know then that the
+poor pimp who had acted as our guide was hanging from the balcony dead, nor
+that his had been the horrible scream I had heard.
+
+On the stairs we met the raging Cavalcanti reascending, the stump of his
+shivered sword in his hand.
+
+"Hasten!" he cried. "I was coming for you. Let us begone!"
+
+Below, just within the main doors we found a pile of furniture set on a
+heap of straw.
+
+"What is this?" I asked.
+
+"You shall see," he roared. "Get to horse."
+
+I hesitated a moment, then obeyed him, and took Bianca on the withers in
+front of me, my arm about her to support her.
+
+Then he called to one of the men-at-arms who stood by with a flaring torch.
+He snatched the brand from his hand, and stabbed the straw with it in a
+dozen places, from each of which there leapt at once a tongue of flame.
+When, at last, he flung the torch into the heart of the pile, it was all a
+roaring, hissing, crackling blaze.
+
+He stood back and laughed. "If there are any more of his brothel-mates in
+the house, they can escape as he did. They will be more fortunate than
+that one." And he pointed up to the limp figure hanging from the balcony,
+so that I now learnt what already I have told you.
+
+With my hand I screened Bianca's eyes. "Do not look," I bade her.
+
+I shuddered at the sight of that limply hanging body. And yet I reflected
+that it was just. Any man who could have lent his aid to the foul crime
+that was attempted there that night deserved this fate and worse.
+
+Cavalcanti got to horse, and we rode down the street, bringing folk to
+their windows in alarm. Behind us the flames began to lick out from the
+ground floor of Cosimo's palace.
+
+We reached the Porta Fodesta, and peremptorily bade the guard to open for
+us. He answered, as became his duty, with the very words that had been
+addressed to me at that place on a night two years ago:
+
+"None passes out to-night."
+
+In an instant a group of our men surrounded him, others made a living
+barrier before the guard-house, whilst two or three dismounted, drew the
+bolts, and dragged the great gates open.
+
+We rode on, crossing the river, and heading straight for Pagliano.
+
+For a while it was the sweetest ride that ever I rode, with my Bianca
+nestling against my breast, and responding faintly to all the foolishness
+that poured from me in that ambrosial hour.
+
+And then it seemed to me that we rode not by night but in the blazing light
+of day, along a dusty road, flanking an arid, sun-drenched stretch of the
+Campagna; and despite the aridity there must be water somewhere, for I
+heard it thundering as the Bagnanza had thundered after rain, and yet I
+knew that could not be the Bagnanza, for the Bagnanza was nowhere in the
+neighbourhood of Rome.
+
+Suddenly a great voice, and I knew it for the voice of Bianca, called me by
+name.
+
+"Agostino!"
+
+The vision was dissipated. It was night again and we were riding for
+Pagliano through the fertile lands of ultra-Po; and there was Bianca
+clutching at my breast and uttering my name in accents of fear, whilst the
+company about me was halting.
+
+"What is it?" cried Cavalcanti. Are you hurt?" I understood. I had been
+dozing in the saddle, and I must have rolled out of it but that Bianca
+awakened me with her cry. I said so.
+
+"Body of Satan!" he swore. "To doze at such a time!"
+
+"I have scarce been out of the saddle for three days and three nights--this
+is the fourth," I informed him. I have had but three hours' sleep since we
+left Rome. I am done," I admitted. "You, sir, had best take your
+daughter. She is no longer safe with me."
+
+It was so. The fierce tension which had banished sleep from me whilst
+these things were doing, being now relaxed, left me exhausted as Galeotto
+had been at Bologna. And Galeotto had urged me to halt and rest there! He
+had begged for twelve hours! I could now thank Heaven from a full heart
+for having given me the strength and resolution to ride on, for those
+twelve hours would have made all the difference between Heaven and Hell.
+
+Cavalcanti himself would not take her, confessing to some weakness. For
+all that he insisted that his wound was not serious, yet he had lost much
+blood through having neglected in his rage to stanch it. So it was to
+Falcone that fell the charge of that sweet burden.
+
+The last thing I remember was Cavalcanti's laugh, as, from the high ground
+we had mounted, he stopped to survey a ruddy glare above the city of
+Piacenza, where, in a vomit of sparks, Cosimo's fine palace was being
+consumed.
+
+Then we rode down into the valley again; and as we went the thud of hooves
+grew more and more distant, and I slept in the saddle as I rode, a man-at-
+arms on either side of me, so that I remember no more of the doings of that
+strenuous night.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XI
+
+THE PENANCE
+
+
+I awakened in the chamber that had been mine at Pagliano before my arrest
+by order of the Holy Office, and I was told upon awakening that I had slept
+a night and a day and that it was eventide once more.
+
+I rose, bathed, and put on a robe of furs, and then Galeotto came to visit
+me.
+
+He had arrived at dawn, and he too had slept for some ten hours since his
+arrival, yet despite of it his air was haggard, his glance overcast and
+heavy.
+
+I greeted him joyously, conscious that we had done well. But he remained
+gloomy and unresponsive.
+
+"There is ill news," he said at last. "Cavalcanti is in a raging fever,
+and he is sapped of strength, his body almost drained of blood. I even
+fear that he is poisoned, that Farnese's dagger was laden with some venom."
+
+"0, surely...it will be well with him!"I faltered. He shook his head
+sombrely, his brows furrowed.
+
+"He must have been stark mad last night. To have raged as he did with such
+a wound upon him, and to have ridden ten miles afterwards! 0, it was
+midsummer frenzy that sustained him. Here in the courtyard he reeled
+unconscious from the saddle; they found him drenched with blood from head
+to foot; and he has been unconscious ever since. I am afraid..." He
+shrugged despondently.
+
+"Do you mean that...that he may die?" I asked scarce above a whisper.
+
+"It will be a miracle if he does not. And that is one more crime to the
+score of Pier Luigi." He said it in a tone of indescribable passion,
+shaking his clenched fist at the ceiling.
+
+The miracle did not come to pass. Two days later, in the presence of
+Galeotto, Bianca, Fra Gervasio, who had been summoned from his Piacenza
+convent to shrive the unfortunate baron, and myself, Ettore Cavalcanti sank
+quietly to rest.
+
+Whether he was dealt an envenomed wound, as Galeotto swore, or whether he
+died as a result of the awful draining of his veins, I do not know.
+
+At the end he had a moment of lucidity.
+
+"You will guard my Bianca, Agostino," he said to me, and I swore it
+fervently, as he bade me, whilst upon her knees beyond the bed, clasping
+one of his hands that had grown white as marble, Bianca was sobbing
+brokenheartedly.
+
+Then the dying man turned his head to Galeotto. "You will see justice done
+upon that monster ere you die," he said. "It is God's holy work."
+
+And then his mind became clouded again by the mists of approaching
+dissolution, and he sank into a sleep, from which he never awakened.
+
+We buried him on the morrow in the Chapel of Pagliano, and on the next day
+Galeotto drew up a memorial wherein he set forth all the circumstances of
+the affair in which that gallant gentleman had met his end. It was a
+terrible indictment of Pier Luigi Farnese. Of this memorial he prepared
+two copies, and to these--as witnesses of all the facts therein related--
+Bianca, Falcone, and I appended our signatures, and Fra Gervasio added his
+own. One of these copies Galeotto dispatched to the Pope, the other to
+Ferrante Gonzaga in Milan, with a request that it should be submitted to
+the Emperor.
+
+When the memorial was signed, he rose, and taking Bianca's hand in his own,
+he swore by his every hope of salvation that ere another year was sped her
+father should be avenged together with all the other of Pier Luigi's
+victims.
+
+That same day he set out again upon his conspirator's work, whose aim was
+not only the life of Pier Luigi, but the entire shattering of the
+Pontifical sway in Parma and Piacenza. Some days later he sent me another
+score of lances--for he kept his forces scattered about the country whilst
+gradually he increased their numbers.
+
+Thereafter we waited for events at Pagliano, the drawbridge raised, and
+none entering save after due challenge.
+
+We expected an attack which never came; for Pier Luigi did not dare to lead
+an army against an Imperial fief upon such hopeless grounds as were his
+own. Possibly, too, Galeotto's memorial may have caused the Pope to impose
+restraint upon his dissolute son.
+
+Cosimo d'Anguissola, however, had the effrontery to send a messenger a week
+later to Pagliano, to demand the surrender of his wife, saying that she was
+his by God's law and man's, and threatening to enforce his rights by an
+appeal to the Vatican.
+
+That we sent the messenger empty-handed away, it is scarce necessary to
+chronicle. I was in command at Pagliano, holding it in Bianca's name, as
+Bianca's lieutenant and castellan, and I made oath that I would never lower
+the bridge to admit an enemy.
+
+But Cosimo's message aroused in us a memory that had lain dormant these
+days. She was no longer for my wooing. She was the wife of another.
+
+It came to us almost as a flash of lightning in the night; and it startled
+us by all that it revealed.
+
+"The fault of it is all mine," said she, as we sat that evening in the
+gold-and-purple dining-room where we had supped.
+
+It was with those words that she broke the silence that had endured
+throughout the repast, until the departure of the pages and the seneschal
+who had ministered to us precisely as in the days when Cavalcanti had been
+alive.
+
+"Ah, not that, sweet!" I implored her, reaching a hand to her across the
+table.
+
+"But it is true, my dear," she answered, covering my hand with her own.
+"If I had shown you more mercy when so contritely you confessed your sin,
+mercy would have been shown to me. I should have known from the sign I had
+that we were destined for each other; that nothing that you had done could
+alter that. I did know it, and yet..." She halted there, her lip
+tremulous.
+
+"And yet you did the only thing that you could do when your sweet purity
+was outraged by the knowledge of what I really had been."
+
+"But you were so no more," she said with a something of pleading in her
+voice.
+
+"It was you--the blessed sight of you that cleansed me," I cried. "When
+love for you awoke in me, I knew love for the first time, for that other
+thing which I deemed love had none of love's holiness. Your image drove
+out all the sin from my soul. The peace which half a year of penance, of
+fasting and flagellation could not bring me, was brought me by my love for
+you when it awoke. It was as a purifying fire that turned to ashes all the
+evil of desires that my heart had held."
+
+Her hand pressed mine. She was weeping softly.
+
+"I was an outcast," I continued. "I was a mariner without compass, far
+from the sight of land, striving to find my way by the light of sentiments
+implanted in me from early youth. I sought salvation desperately-sought
+it in a hermitage, as I would have sought it in a cloister but that I had
+come to regard myself as unworthy of the cloistered life. I found it at
+last, in you, in the blessed contemplation of you. It was you who taught
+me the lesson that the world is God's world and that God is in the world as
+much as in the cloister. Such was the burden of your message that night
+when you appeared to me on Monte Orsaro."
+
+"0, Agostino!" she cried, "and all this being so can you refrain from
+blaming me for what has come to pass? If I had but had faith in you--the
+faith in the sign which we both received--I should have known all this;
+known that if you had sinned you had been tempted and that you had atoned."
+
+"I think the atonement lies here and now, in this," I answered very
+gravely. "She was the wife of another who dragged me down. You are the
+wife of another who have lifted me up. She through sin was attainable.
+That you can never, never be, else should I have done with life in earnest.
+But do not blame yourself, sweet saint. You did as your pure spirit bade
+you; soon all would have been well but that already Messer Pier Luigi had
+seen you."
+
+She shuddered.
+
+"You know, dear that if I submitted to wed your cousin, it was to save
+you--that such was the price imposed?"
+
+"Dear saint!" I cried.
+
+"I but mention it that upon such a score you may have no doubt of my
+motives."
+
+"How could I doubt?" I protested.
+
+I rose, and moved down the room towards the window, behind which the night
+gleamed deepest blue. I looked out upon the gardens from which the black
+shadows of stark poplars thrust upward against the sky, and I thought out
+this thing. Then I turned to her, having as I imagined found the only and
+rather obvious solution.
+
+"There is but one thing to do, Bianca."
+
+"And that?" her eyes were very anxious, and looked perhaps even more so in
+consequence of the pallor of her face and the lines of pain that had come
+into it in these weeks of such sore trial.
+
+"I must remove the barrier that stands between us. I must seek out Cosimo
+and kill him."
+
+I said it without anger, without heat of any sort: a calm, cold statement
+of a step that it was necessary to take. It was a just measure, the only
+measure that could mend an unjust situation. And so, I think, she too
+viewed it. For she did not start, or cry out in horror, or manifest the
+slightest surprise at my proposal. But she shook her head, and smiled very
+wistfully.
+
+"What a folly would not that be!" she said. "How would it amend what is?
+You would be taken, and justice would be done upon you summarily. Would
+that make it any easier or any better for me? I should be alone in the
+world and entirely undefended."
+
+"Ah, but you go too fast," I cried. "By justice I could not suffer, I need
+but to state the case, the motive of my quarrel, the iniquitous wrong that
+was attempted against you, the odious traffic of this marriage, and all men
+would applaud my act. None would dare do me a hurt."
+
+"You are too generous in your faith in man," she said. "Who would believe
+your claims?"
+
+"The courts," I said.
+
+"The courts of a State in which Pier Luigi governs?"
+
+"But I have witnesses of the facts."
+
+"Those witnesses would never be allowed to testify. Your protests would be
+smothered. And how would your case really look?" she cried. "The world
+would conceive that the lover of Bianca de' Cavalcanti had killed her
+husband that he might take her for his own. What could you hope for,
+against such a charge as that? Men might even remember that other affair
+of Fifanti's and even the populace, which may be said to have saved you
+erstwhile, might veer round and change from the opinion which it has ever
+held. They would say that one who has done such a thing once may do it
+twice; that..."
+
+"0, for pity's sake, stop! Have mercy!" I cried, flinging out my arms
+towards her. And mercifully she ceased, perceiving that she had said
+enough.
+
+I turned to the window again, and pressed my brow against the cool glass.
+She was right. That acute mind of hers had pierced straight to the very
+core of this matter. To do the thing that had been in my mind would be not
+only to destroy myself, but to defile her; for upon her would recoil a
+portion of the odium that must be flung at me. And--as she said--what then
+must be her position? They would even have a case upon which to drag her
+from these walls of Pagliano. She would be a victim of the civil courts;
+she might, at Pier Luigi's instigation, be proceeded against as my
+accomplice in what would be accounted a dastardly murder for the basest of
+motives.
+
+I turned to her again.
+
+"You are right," I said. "I see that you are right. Just as I was right
+when I said that my atonement lies here and now. The penance for which I
+have cried out so long is imposed at last. It is as just as it is cruelly
+apt."
+
+I came slowly back to the table, and stood facing her across it. She
+looking up at me with very piteous eyes.
+
+"Bianca, I must go hence," I said. "That, too, is clear."
+
+Her lips parted; her eyes dilated; her face, if anything, grew paler.
+
+"0, no, no!" she cried piteously.
+
+"It must be," I said. "How can I remain? Cosimo may appeal for justice
+against me, claiming that I hold his wife in duress--and justice will be
+done."
+
+"But can you not resist? Pagliano is strong and wellmanned. The Black
+Bands are very faithful men, and they will stand by you to the end."
+
+"And the world?" I cried. "What will the world say of you? It is you
+yourself have made me see it. Shall your name be dragged in the foul mire
+of scandal? The wife of Cosimo d'Anguissola a runagate with her husband's
+cousin? Shall the world say that?"
+
+She moaned, and covered her face with her hands. Then she controlled
+herself again, and looked at me almost fiercely.
+
+"Do you care so much for what men say?"
+
+"I am thinking of you."
+
+"Then think of me to better purpose, my Agostino. Consider that we are
+confronted by two evils, and that the choice of the lesser is forced upon
+us. If you go, I am all unprotected, and...and...the harm is done
+already."
+
+Long I looked at her with such a yearning to take her in my arms and
+comfort her! And I had the knowledge that if I remained, daily must I
+experience this yearning which must daily grow crueller and more fierce
+from the very restraint I must impose upon it. And then that rearing of
+mine, all drenched in sanctity misunderstood, came to my help, and made me
+see in this an added burden to my penance, a burden which I must accept if
+I would win to ultimate grace.
+
+And so I consented to remain, and I parted from her with no more than a
+kiss bestowed upon her finger-tips, and went to pray for patience and
+strength to bear my heavy cross and so win to my ultimate reward, be it in
+this world or the next.
+
+In the morning came news by a messenger from Galeotto--news of one more
+foul crime that the Duke had committed on that awful night when we had
+rescued Bianca from his evil claws. The unfortunate Giuliana had been
+found dead in her bed upon the following morning, and the popular voice
+said that the Duke had strangled her.
+
+Of that rumour I subsequently had confirmation. It would appear that
+maddened with rage at the loss of his prey, that ravening wolf had looked
+about to discover who might have betrayed his purpose and procured that
+intervention. He bethought him of Giuliana. Had not Cosimo seen her in
+intimate talk with me on the morning of my arrest, and would he not have
+reported it to his master?
+
+So to the handsome mansion in which he housed her, and to which at all
+hours he had access, the Duke went instantly. He must have taxed her with
+it; and knowing her nature, I can imagine that she not only admitted that
+his thwarting was due to her, but admitted it mockingly, exultingly,
+jeering as only a jealous woman can jeer, until in his rage he seized her
+by the throat.
+
+How bitterly must she not have repented that she had not kept a better
+guard upon her tongue, during those moments of her agony, brief in
+themselves, yet horribly long to her, until her poor wanton spirit went
+forth from the weak clay that she had loved too well.
+
+When I heard of the end of that unfortunate, all my bitterness against her
+went out of me, and in my heart I set myself to find excuses for her.
+Witty and cultured in much; in much else she had been as stupid as the dumb
+beast. She was irreligious as were many because what she saw of religion
+did not inspire respect in her, and whilst one of her lovers had been a
+prince of the Church another had been the son of the Pope. She was by
+nature sensuous, and her sensuousness stifled in her all perception of
+right or wrong.
+
+I like to think that her death was brought about as the result of a good
+deed--so easily might it have been the consequence of an evil one. And I
+trust that that deed--good in itself, whatever the sources from which it
+may have sprung--may have counted in her favour and weighed in the balance
+against the sins that were largely of her nature.
+
+I bethought me of Fra Gervasio's words to me: "Who that knows all that goes
+to the making of a sin shall ever dare to blame a sinner?" He had applied
+those words to my own case where Giuliana was concerned. But do they not
+apply equally to Giuliana? Do they not apply to every sinner, when all is
+said?
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XII
+
+BLOOD
+
+
+The words that passed between Bianca and me that evening in the dining-room
+express all that can be said of our attitude to each other during the
+months that followed. Daily we met, and the things which our lips no
+longer dared to utter, our eyes expressed.
+
+Days passed and grew to weeks, and these accumulated into months. The
+autumn faded from gold to grey, and the winter came and laid the earth to
+sleep, and then followed spring to awaken it once more.
+
+None troubled us at Pagliano, and we began with some justice to consider
+ourselves secure. Galeotto's memorial, not a doubt, had stirred up
+matters; and Pier Luigi would be under orders from his father not to add
+one more scandal to the many of his life by venturing to disturb Madonna
+Bianca in her stronghold at Pagliano.
+
+From time to time we were visited by Galeotto. It was well for him that
+fatigue had overwhelmed him that day at Bologna, and so hindered him from
+taking a hand with us in the doings of that hideous night, else he might no
+longer have freedom to roam the State unchallenged as he did.
+
+He told us of the new citadel the Duke was building in Piacenza, and how
+for the purpose he was pulling down houses relentlessly to obtain material
+and to clear himself a space, and how, further, he was widening and
+strengthening the walls of the city.
+
+"But I doubt," he said one morning in that spring, "if he will live to see
+the work completed. For we are resolved at last. There is no need for an
+armed rising. Five score of my lances will be all that is necessary. We
+are planning a surprise, and Ferrante Gonzaga is to be at hand to support
+us with Imperial troops and to receive the State as the Emperor's
+vicegerent when the hour strikes. It will strike soon," he added, "and
+this, too, shall be paid for with the rest." And he touched the black
+mourning gown that Bianca wore.
+
+He rode away again that day, and he went north for a last interview with
+the Emperor's Lieutenant, but promising to return before the blow was
+struck to give me the opportunity to bear my share in it.
+
+Spring turned to summer, and we waited, wandering in the gardens together;
+reading together, playing at bowls or tennis, though the latter game was
+not considered one for women, and sometimes exercising the men-at-arms in
+the great inner bailey where they lodged. Twice we rode out ahawking,
+accompanied by a strong escort, and returned without mishap, though I would
+not consent to a third excursion, lest a rumour having gone abroad, our
+enemies should lie in wait to trap us. I grew strangely fearful of losing
+her who did not and who never might belong to me.
+
+And all this time my penance, as I regarded it, grew daily heavier to bear.
+Long since I had ceased so much as to kiss her finger-tips. But to kiss
+the very air she breathed was fraught with danger to my peace of mind. And
+then one evening, as we paced the garden together, I had a moment's
+madness, a moment in which my yearnings would no longer be repressed.
+Without warning I swung about, caught her in my arms, and crushed her to
+me.
+
+I saw the sudden flicker of her eyelids, the one swift upward glance of her
+blue eyes, and I beheld in them a yearning akin to my own, but also a
+something of fear that gave me pause.
+
+I put her from me. I knelt and kissed the hem of her mourning gown.
+
+"Forgive me, sweet." I besought her very humbly.
+
+"My poor Agostino," was all she answered me, what time her fingers
+fluttered gently over my sable hair.
+
+Thereafter I shunned her for a whole week, and was never in her company
+save at meals under the eyes of our attendants.
+
+At last, one day in the early part of September, on the very anniversary of
+her father's death--the eighth of that month it was, and a Thursday--came
+Galeotto with a considerable company of men-at-arms; and that night he was
+gay and blithe as I had never seen him in these twelve months past.
+
+When we were alone, the cause of it, which already I suspected, at last
+transpired.
+
+"It is the hour," he said very pregnantly. "His sands are swiftly running
+out. To-morrow, Agostino, you ride with me to Piacenza. Falcone shall
+remain here to captain the men in case any attempt should be made upon
+Pagliano, which is not likely."
+
+And now he told us of the gay doings there had been in Piacenza for the
+occasion of the visit of the Duke's son Ottavio--that same son-in-law of
+the Emperor whom the latter befriended, yet not to the extent of giving him
+the duchy in his father's place when that father should have gone to answer
+for his sins.
+
+Daily there had been jousts and tournaments and all manner of gaieties, for
+which the Piacentini had been sweated until they could sweat no more.
+Having fawned upon the people that they might help him to crush the barons,
+Farnese was now crushing the people whose service he no longer needed.
+Extortion had reduced them to poverty and despair and their very houses
+were being pulled down to supply material for the new citadel, the Duke
+recking little who might thus be left without a roof over his head.
+
+"He has gone mad," said Galeotto, and laughed. "Pier Luigi could not more
+effectively have played his part so as to serve our ends. The nobles he
+alienated long ago, and now the very populace is incensed against him and
+weary of his rapine. It is so bad with him that of late he has remained
+shut in the citadel, and seldom ventures abroad, so as to avoid the sight
+of the starving faces of the poor and the general ruin that he is making of
+that fair city. He has given out that he is ill. A little blood-letting
+will cure all his ills for ever."
+
+Upon the morrow Galeotto picked thirty of his men, and gave them their
+orders. They were to depose their black liveries, and clad as countryfolk,
+but armed as countryfolk would be for a long journey, they were severally
+to repair afoot to Piacenza, and assemble there upon the morning of
+Saturday at the time and place he indicated. They went, and that afternoon
+we followed.
+
+"You will come back to me, Agostino?" Bianca said to me at parting.
+
+"I will come back," I answered, and bowing I left her, my heart very heavy.
+
+But as we rode the prospect of the thing to do warmed me a little, and I
+shook off my melancholy. Optimism coloured the world for me all of the
+rosy hue of promise.
+
+We slept in Piacenza that night, in a big house in the street that leads to
+the Church of San Lazzaro, and there was a company of perhaps a dozen
+assembled there, the principals being the brothers Pallavicini of
+Cortemaggiore, who had been among the first to feel the iron hand of Pier
+Luigi; there were also present Agostino Landi, and the head of the house of
+Confalonieri.
+
+We sat after supper about a long table of smooth brown oak, which reflected
+as in a pool the beakers and flagons with which it was charged, when
+suddenly Galeotto span a coin upon the middle of it. It fell flat
+presently, showing the ducal arms and the inscription of which the
+abbreviation PLAC was a part.
+
+Galeotto set his finger to it. "A year ago I warned him," said he, "that
+his fate was written there in that shortened word. To-morrow I shall read
+the riddle for him."
+
+I did not understand the allusion and said so.
+
+"Why," he explained, not only to me but to others whose brows had also been
+knit, "first 'Plac' stands for Placentia where he will meet his doom; and
+then it contains the initials of the four chief movers in this
+undertaking--Pallavicini, Landi, Anguissola, and Confalonieri."
+
+"You force the omen to come true when you give me a leader's rank in this
+affair," said I.
+
+He smiled but did not answer, and returned the coin to his pocket.
+
+And now the happening that is to be related is to be found elsewhere, for
+it is a matter of which many men have written in different ways, according
+to their feelings or to the hand that hired them to the writing.
+
+Soon after dawn Galeotto quitted us, each of us instructed how to act.
+
+Later in the morning, as I was on my way to the castle, where we were to
+assemble at noon, I saw Galeotto riding through the streets at the Duke's
+side. He had been beyond the gates with Pier Luigi on an inspection of the
+new fortress that was building. It appeared that once more there was talk
+between the Duke and Galeotto of the latter's taking service under him, and
+Galeotto made use of this circumstance to forward his plans. He was, I
+think, the most self-contained and patient man that it would have been
+possible to find for such an undertaking.
+
+In addition to the condottiero, a couple of gentlemen on horseback attended
+the Duke, and half a score of his Swiss lanzknechte in gleaming corselets
+and steel morions, shouldering their formidable pikes, went afoot to hedge
+his excellency.
+
+The people fell back before that little company; the citizens doffed their
+caps with the respect that is begotten of fear, but their air was sullen
+and in the main they were silent, though here and there some knave, with
+the craven adulation of those born to serve at all costs, raised a feeble
+shout of "Duca!"
+
+The Duke moved slowly at little more than a walking pace, for he was all
+crippled again by the disease that ravaged him, and his face, handsome in
+itself, was now repulsive to behold; it was a livid background for the
+fiery pustules that mottled it, and under the sunken eyes there were great
+brown stains of suffering.
+
+I flattened myself against a wall in the shadow of a doorway lest he should
+see me, for my height made me an easy mark in that crowd. But he looked
+neither to right nor to left as he rode. Indeed, it was said that he could
+no longer bear to meet the glances of the people he had so grossly abused
+and outraged with deeds that are elsewhere abundantly related, and with
+which I need not turn your stomachs here.
+
+When they had gone by, I followed slowly in their wake towards the castle.
+As I turned out of the fine road that Gambara had built, I was joined by
+the brothers Pallavicini, a pair of resolute, grizzled gentlemen, the elder
+of whom, as you will remember, was slightly lame. With an odd sense of
+fitness they had dressed themselves in black. They were accompanied by
+half a dozen of Galeotto's men, but these bore no device by which they
+could be identified. We exchanged greetings, and stepped out together
+across the open space of the Piazza della Citadella towards the fortress.
+
+We crossed the drawbridge, and entered unchallenged by the guard. People
+were wont to come and go, and to approach the Duke it was necessary to pass
+the guard in the ante-chamber above, whose business it was to question all
+comers.
+
+Moreover the only guard set consisted of a couple of Swiss who lounged in
+the gateway, the garrison being all at dinner, a circumstance upon which
+Galeotto had calculated in appointing noon as the hour for the striking of
+the blow.
+
+We crossed the quadrangle, and passing under a second archway came into the
+inner bailey as we had been bidden. Here we were met by Confalonieri, who
+also had half a dozen men with him. He greeted us, and issued his orders
+sharply.
+
+"You, Ser Agostino, are to come with us, whilst you others are to remain
+here until Messer Landi arrives with the remainder of our forces. He
+should have a score of men with him, and they will cut down the guard when
+they enter. The moment that is done let a pistol-shot be discharged as the
+signal to us above, and proceed immediately to take up the bridge and
+overpower the Swiss who should still be at table. Landi has his orders and
+knows how to act."
+
+The Pallavicini briefly spoke their assents, and Confalonieri, taking me by
+the arm, led me quickly above-stairs, his half-dozen men following close
+upon our heels. Upon none was there any sign of armour. But every man
+wore a shirt of mail under his doublet or jerkin.
+
+We entered the ante-chamber--a fine, lofty apartment, richly hung and
+richly furnished. It was empty of courtiers, for all were gone to dine
+with the captain of the guard, who had been married upon that very morning
+and was giving a banquet in honour of the event, as Galeotto had informed
+himself when he appointed the day.
+
+Over by a window sat four of the Swiss--the entire guard--about a table
+playing at dice, their lances deposited in an angle of the wall.
+
+Watching their game--for which he had lingered after accompanying the Duke
+thus far--stood the tall, broad-shouldered figure of Galeotto. He turned
+as we entered, and gave us an indifferent glance as if we were of no
+interest to him, then returned his attention to the dicers.
+
+One or two of the Swiss looked up at us casually. The dice rattled
+merrily, and there came from the players little splutters of laughter and
+deep guttural, German oaths.
+
+At the room's far end, by the curtains that masked the door of the chamber
+where Farnese sat at dinner, stood an usher in black velvet, staff in hand,
+who took no more interest in us than did the Swiss.
+
+We sauntered over to the dicers' table, and in placing ourselves the better
+to watch their game, we so contrived that we entirely hemmed them into the
+embrasure, whilst Confalonieri himself stood with his back to the pikes, an
+effective barrier between the men and their weapons.
+
+We remained thus for some moments whilst the game went on, and we laughed
+with the winners and swore with the losers, as if our hearts were entirely
+in the dicing and we had not another thought in the world.
+
+Suddenly a pistol-shot crackled below, and startled the Swiss, who looked
+at one another. One burly fellow whom they named Hubli held the dice-box
+poised for a throw that was never made.
+
+Across the courtyard below men were running with drawn swords, shouting as
+they ran, and hurled themselves through the doorway leading to the quarters
+where the Swiss were at table. This the guards saw through the open
+window, and they stared, muttering German oaths to express their deep
+bewilderment.
+
+And then there came a creak of winches and a grinding of chains to inform
+us that the bridge was being taken up. At last those four lanzknechte
+looked at us.
+
+"Beim blute Gottes!" swore Hubli. "Was giebt es?"
+
+Our set faces, showing no faintest trace of surprise, quickened their
+alarm, and this became flavoured by suspicion when they perceived at last
+how closely we pressed about them.
+
+"Continue your game," said Confalonieri quietly, "it will be best for you."
+
+The great blonde fellow Hubli flung down the dice-box and heaved himself up
+truculently to face the speaker who stood between him and the lances.
+Instantly Confalonieri stabbed him, and he sank back into his chair with a
+cry, intensest surprise in his blue eyes, so sudden and unlooked-for had
+the action been.
+
+Galeotto had already left the group about the table, and with a blow of his
+great hand he felled the usher who sought to bar his passage to the Duke's
+chamber. He tore down the curtains, and he was wrapping and entangling the
+fellow in the folds of them when I came to his aid followed by
+Confalonieri, whose six men remained to hold the three sound and the one
+wounded Swiss in check.
+
+And now from below there rose such a din of steel on steel, of shouts and
+screams and curses, that it behoved us to make haste.
+
+Bidding us follow him, Galeotto flung open the door. At table sat Farnese
+with two of his gentlemen, one of whom was the Marquis Sforza-Fogliani, the
+other a doctor of canon law named Copallati.
+
+Alarm was already written on their faces. At sight of Galeotto--"Ah! You
+are still here!" cried Farnese. "What is taking place below? Have the
+Swiss fallen to fighting among themselves?"
+
+Galeotto returned no answer, but advanced slowly into the room; and now
+Farnese's eyes went past him and fastened upon me, and I saw them suddenly
+dilate; beyond me they went and met the cold glance of Confalonieri, that
+other gentleman he had so grievously wronged and whom he had stripped of
+the last rag of his possessions and his rights. The sun coming through the
+window caught the steel that Confalonieri still carried in his hands; its
+glint drew the eyes of the Duke, and he must have seen that the baron's
+sleeve was bloody.
+
+He rose, leaning heavily upon the table.
+
+"What does this mean?" he demanded in a quavering voice, and his face had
+turned grey with apprehension.
+
+"It means," Galeotto answered him, firmly and coldly, "that your rule in
+Piacenza is at an end, that the Pontifical sway is broken in these States,
+and that beyond the Po Ferrante Gonzaga waits with an army to take
+possession here in the Emperor's name. Finally, my Lord Duke, it means
+that the Devil's patience is to be rewarded, and that he is at last to have
+you who have so faithfully served him upon earth."
+
+Farnese made a gurgling sound and put a jewelled hand to his throat as if
+he choked. He was all in green velvet, and every button of his doublet was
+a brilliant of price; and that gay raiment by its incongruity seemed to
+heighten the tragedy of the moment.
+
+Of his gentlemen the doctor sat frozen with terror in his high-backed seat,
+clutching the arms of it so that his knuckles showed white as marble. In
+like case were the two attendant servants, who hung motionless by the
+buffet. But Sforza-Fogliani, a man of some spirit for all his effeminate
+appearance, leapt to his feet and set a hand to his weapons.
+
+Instantly Confalonieri's sword flashed from its sheath. He had passed his
+dagger into his left hand.
+
+"On your life, my Lord Marquis, do not meddle here," he warned him in a
+voice that was like a trumpet-call.
+
+And before that ferocious aspect and those naked weapons Sforza-Fogliani
+stood checked and intimidated.
+
+I too had drawn my poniard, determined that Farnese should fall to my steel
+in settlement of the score that lay between us. He saw the act, and if
+possible his fears were increased, for he knew that the wrongs he had done
+me were personal matters between us for which it was not likely I should
+prove forgiving.
+
+"Mercy!" he gasped, and held out supplicating hands to Galeotto.
+
+"Mercy?" I echoed, and laughed fiercely. "What mercy would you have shown
+me against whom you set the Holy Office, but that you could sell my life at
+a price that was merciless? What mercy would you have shown to the
+daughter of Cavalcanti when she lay in your foul power? What mercy did you
+show her father who died by your hand? What mercy did you show the
+unfortunate Giuliana whom you strangled in her bed? What mercy did you
+ever show to any that you dare ask now for mercy?"
+
+He looked at me with dazed eyes, and from me to Galeotto. He shuddered and
+turned a greenish hue. His knees were loosened by terror, and he sank back
+into the chair from which he had risen.
+
+"At least...at least," he gasped, "let me have a priest to shrive me. Do
+not...do not let me die with all my sins upon me!"
+
+In that moment there came from the ante-chamber the sound of swiftly moving
+feet, and the clash of steel mingling with cries. The sound heartened him.
+He conceived that someone came to his assistance. He raised his voice in a
+desperate screech:
+
+"To me! To me! Help!"
+
+As he shouted I sprang towards him, to find my passage suddenly barred by
+Galeotto's arm. He shot it out, and my breast came against it as against a
+rod of iron. It threw me out of balance, and ere I had recovered it had
+thrust me back again.
+
+"Back there!" said Galeotto's brazen voice. "This affair is mine. Mine
+are the older wrongs and the greater."
+
+With that he stepped behind the Duke's chair, and Farnese in a fresh spurt
+of panic came to his feet. Galeotto locked an arm about his neck and
+pulled his head back. Into his ear he muttered words that I could not
+overhear, but it was matter that stilled Farnese's last struggle. Only the
+Duke's eyes moved, rolling in his head as he sought to look upon the face
+of the man who spoke to him. And in that moment Galeotto wrenched his
+victim's head still farther back, laying entirely bare the long brown
+throat, across which he swiftly drew his dagger.
+
+Copallati screamed and covered his face with his hands; Sforza-Fogliani,
+white to the lips, looked on like a man entranced.
+
+There was a screech from Farnese that ended in a gurgle, and suddenly the
+blood spurted from his neck as from a fountain. Galeotto let him go. He
+dropped to his chair and fell forward against the table, drenching it in
+blood. Thence he went over sideways and toppled to the floor, where he lay
+twitching, a huddle of arms and legs, the head lolling sideways, the eyes
+vitreous, and blood, blood, blood all about him.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIII
+
+THE OVERTHROW
+
+
+The sight turned me almost physically sick.
+
+I faced about, and sprang from the room out into the ante-chamber, where a
+battle was in progress. Some three or four of the Duke's gentlemen and a
+couple of Swiss had come to attempt a rescue. They had compelled
+Galeotto's six men to draw and defend themselves, the odds being suddenly
+all against them. Into that medley I went with drawn sword, hacking and
+cutting madly, giving knocks and taking them, glad of the excitement of it;
+glad of anything that would shut out from my mind the horror of the scene I
+had witnessed.
+
+Presently Confalonieri came out to take a hand, leaving Galeotto on guard
+within, and in a few minutes we had made an end of that resistance--the
+last splutter of resistance within those walls.
+
+Beyond some cuts and scratches that some of us had taken, not a man of ours
+was missing, whilst of the Duke's followers not a single one remained alive
+in that antechamber. The place was a shambles. Hangings that had been
+clutched had been torn from the walls; a great mirror was cracked from top
+to bottom; tables were overset and wrecked; chairs were splintered; and
+hardly a pane of glass remained in any of the windows. And everywhere
+there was blood, everywhere dead men.
+
+Up the stairs came trooping now our assembled forces led by Landi and the
+Pallavicini. Below all was quiet. The Swiss garrison taken by surprise at
+table, as was planned, had been disarmed and all were safe and impotent
+under lock and bolt. The guards at the gate had been cut down, and we were
+entirely masters of the place.
+
+Sforza-Fogliani, Copallati, and the two servants were fetched from the
+Duke's chamber and taken away to be locked up in another room until the
+business should be ended. For after all, it was but begun.
+
+In the town the alarm-bell was ringing from the tower of the Communal
+Palace, and at the sound I saw Galeotto's eyes kindling. He took command,
+none disputing it him, and under his orders men went briskly to turn the
+cannon of the fortress upon the square, that an attack might be repulsed if
+it were attempted. And three salvoes were fired, to notify Ferrante
+Gonzaga where he waited that the castle was in the hands of the
+conspirators and Pier Luigi slain.
+
+Meanwhile we had returned with Galeotto to the room where the Duke had
+died, and where his body still lay, huddled as it had fallen. The windows
+of this chamber were set in the outer wall of the fortress, immediately
+above the gates and commanding a view of the square. We were six--
+Confalonieri, Landi, the two Pallavicini, Galeotto, and myself, besides a
+slight fellow named Malvicini, who had been an officer of light-horse in
+the Duke's service, but who had taken a hand in betraying him.
+
+In the square there was by now a seething, excited mob through which a
+little army of perhaps a thousand men of the town militia with their
+captain, da Terni, riding at their head, was forcing its way. And they
+were shouting "Duca!" and crying out that the castle had been seized by
+Spaniards--by which they meant the Emperor's troops.
+
+Galeotto dragged a chair to the window, and standing upon it, showed
+himself to the people.
+
+"Disperse!" he shouted to them. "To your homes! The Duke is dead!"
+
+But his voice could not surmount that raging din, above which continued to
+ring the cry of "Duca! Duca!"
+
+"Let me show them their Duca," said a voice. It was Malvicini's.
+
+He had torn down a curtain-rope, and had attached an end of it to one of
+the dead man's legs. Thus he dragged the body forward towards the window.
+The other end of the rope he now knotted very firmly to a mullion. Then he
+took the body up in his arms, whilst Galeotto stood aside to make way for
+him, and staggering under his ghastly burden, Malvicini reached the window,
+and heaved it over the sill.
+
+It fell the length of the rope and there was arrested with a jerk to hang
+head downwards, spread-eagle against the brown wall; and the diamond
+buttons in his green velvet doublet sparkled merrily in the sunshine.
+
+At that sight a great silence swept across the multitude, and availing
+himself of this, Galeotto again addressed those Piacentini.
+
+"To your homes," he cried to them, "and arm yourselves to defend the State
+from your enemies if the need should arise. There hangs the Duke--dead.
+He has been slain to liberate our country from unjust oppression."
+
+Still, it seemed, they did not hear him; for though to us they appeared to
+be almost silent, yet there was a rustle and stir amongst them, which must
+have deafened each to what was being announced.
+
+They renewed their cries of "Duca!" of "Spaniards!" and "To arms!"
+
+"A curse on your 'Spaniards!'" cried Malvicini. "Here! Take your Duke.
+Look at him, and understand." And he slashed the rope across, so that the
+body plunged down into the castle ditch.
+
+A few of the foremost of the crowd ran forward and scrambled down into the
+ditch to view the body, and from them the rumour of the truth ran like a
+ripple over water through that mob, so that in the twinkling of an eye
+there was no man in that vast concourse--and all Piacenza seemed by now to
+be packed into the square--but knew that Pier Luigi Farnese was dead.
+
+A sudden hush fell. There were no more cries of "Duca!" They stood
+silent, and not a doubt but that in the breasts of the majority surged a
+great relief. Even the militia ceased to advance. If the Duke was dead
+there was nothing left to do.
+
+Again Galeotto spoke to them, and this time his words were caught by those
+in the ditch immediately below us, and from them they were passed on, and
+suddenly a great cry went up--a shout of relief, a paean of joy. If
+Farnese was dead, and well dead, they could, at last, express the thing
+that was in their hearts.
+
+And now at the far end of the square a glint of armour appeared; a troop of
+horse emerged, and began slowly to press forward through the crowd, driving
+it back on either side, but very gently. They came three abreast, and
+there were six score of them, and from their lance-heads fluttered
+bannerols showing a sable bar on an argent field. They were Galeotto's
+free company, headed by one of his lieutenants. Beyond the Po they too had
+been awaiting the salvo of artillery that should be their signal to
+advance.
+
+When their identity was understood, and when the crowd had perceived that
+they rode to support the holders of the castle, they were greeted with
+lusty cheers, in which presently even the militia joined, for these last
+were Piacentini and no Swiss hireling soldiers of the Duke's.
+
+The drawbridge was let down, and the company thundered over it to draw up
+in the courtyard under the eyes of Galeotto. He issued his orders once
+more to his companions. Then calling for horses for himself and for me,
+and bidding a score of lances to detach themselves to ride with us, we
+quitted the fortress.
+
+We pressed through the clamant multitude until we had reached the middle of
+the square. Here Galeotto drew rein and, raising his hand for silence,
+informed the people once more that the Duke had been done to death by the
+nobles of Piacenza, thus to avenge alike their own and the people's wrongs,
+and to free them from unjust oppression and tyranny.
+
+They cheered him when he had done, and the cry now was "Piacenza!
+Piacenza!"
+
+When they had fallen silent again--"I would have you remember," he cried,
+"that Pier Luigi was the Pontiff's son, and that the Pontiff will make
+haste to avenge his death and to re-establish here in Piacenza the Farnese
+sway. So that all that we have done this day may go for naught unless we
+take our measures."
+
+The silence deepened.
+
+"But you have been served by men who have the interest of the State at
+heart; and more has been done to serve you than the mere slaying of Pier
+Luigi Farnese. Our plans are made, and we but wait to know is it your will
+that the State should incorporate itself as of old with that of Milan, and
+place itself under the protection of the Emperor, who will appoint you
+fellow-countrymen for rulers, and will govern you wisely and justly,
+abolishing extortion and oppression?"
+
+A thunder of assent was his answer. "Cesare! Cesare!" was now the cry,
+and caps were tossed into the air.
+
+"Then go arm yourselves and repair to the Commune, and there make known
+your will to the Anziani and councillors, and see that it is given effect
+by them. The Emperor's Lieutenant is at your gates. I ride to surrender
+to him the city in your name, and before nightfall he will be here to
+protect you from any onslaught of the Pontificals."
+
+With that he pushed on, the mob streaming along with us, intent upon going
+there and then to do the thing that Galeotto advised. And by now they had
+discovered Galeotto's name, and they were shouting it in acclamation of
+him, and at the sound he smiled, though his eyes seemed very wistful.
+
+He leaned over to me, and gripped my hand where it lay on the saddle-bow
+clutching the reins.
+
+"Thus is Giovanni d'Anguissola at last avenged!" he said to me in a deep
+voice that thrilled me.
+
+"I would that he were here to know," I answered.
+
+And again Galeotto's eyes grew wistful as they looked at me.
+
+We won out of the town at last, and when we came to the high ground beyond
+the river, we saw in the plain below phalanx upon phalanx of a great army.
+It was Ferrante Gonzaga's Imperial force.
+
+Galeotto pointed to it. "That is my goal," he said. "You had best ride on
+to Pagliano with these lances. You may need them there. I had hoped that
+Cosimo would have been found in the castle with Pier Luigi. His absence
+makes me uneasy. Away with you, then. You shall have news of me within
+three days."
+
+We embraced, on horseback as we were. Then he wheeled his charger and went
+down the steep ground, riding hard for Ferrante's army, whilst we pursued
+our way, and came some two hours later without mishap to Pagliano.
+
+I found Bianca awaiting me in the gallery above the courtyard, drawn
+thither by the sounds of our approach.
+
+"Dear Agostino, I have been so fearful for you," was her greeting when I
+had leapt up the staircase to take her hand.
+
+I led her to the marble seat she had occupied on that night, two years ago,
+when first we had spoken of our visions. Briefly I gave her the news of
+what had befallen in Piacenza.
+
+When I had done, she sighed and looked at me.
+
+"It brings us no nearer to each other," she said.
+
+"Nay, now--this much nearer, at least, that the Imperial decree will return
+me the lordships of Mondolfo and Carmina, dispossessing the usurper. Thus
+I shall have something to offer you, my Bianca."
+
+She smiled at me very sadly, almost reproachfully.
+
+"Foolish," said she. "What matter the possessions that it may be yours to
+cast into my lap? Is that what we wait for, Agostino? Is there not
+Pagliano for you? Would not that, at need, be lordship enough?"
+
+"The meanest cottage of the countryside were lordship enough so that you
+shared it," I answered passionately, as many in like case have answered
+before and since.
+
+"You see, then, that you are wrong to attach importance to so slight a
+thing as this Imperial decree where you and I are concerned. Can an
+Imperial decree annul my marriage?"
+
+"For that a papal bull would be necessary."
+
+"And how is a papal bull to be obtained?"
+
+"It is not for us," I admitted miserably.
+
+"I have been wicked," she said, her eyes upon the ground, a faint colour
+stirring in her cheeks. "I have prayed that the usurper might be
+dispossessed of his rights in me. I have prayed that when the attack was
+made and revolt was carried into the Citadel of Piacenza, Cosimo
+d'Anguissola might stand at his usual post beside the Duke and might fall
+with him. Surely justice demanded it!" she cried out. "God's justice, as
+well as man's. His act in marrying me was a defilement of one of the
+holiest of sacraments, and for that he should surely be punished and struck
+down!"
+
+I went upon my knees to her. "Dear love!" I cried. "See, I have you daily
+in my sight. Let me not be ungrateful for so much."
+
+She took my face in her hands and looked into my eyes, saying no word.
+Then she leaned forward, and very gently touched my forehead with her 1ips.
+
+"God pity us a little, Agostino," she murmured, her eyes shining with
+unshed tears.
+
+"The fault is mine--all mine!" I denounced myself. "We are being visited
+with my sins. When I can take you for my own--if that blessed day should
+ever dawn--I shall know that I have attained to pardon, that I am cleansed
+and worthy of you at last."
+
+She rose and I escorted her within; then went to my own chamber to bathe
+and rest.
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XIV
+
+THE CITATION
+
+
+We were breaking our fast upon the following morning when Falcone sent word
+to me by one of the pages that a considerable force was advancing towards
+us from the south.
+
+I rose, somewhat uneasy. Yet I reflected that it was possible that, news
+of the revolt in Piacenza having reached Parma, this was an army of
+Pontificals moving thence upon the rebellious city. But in that case, what
+should they be doing this side of Po?
+
+An hour later, from the battlements where we paced side by side--Bianca and
+I--we were able to estimate this force and we fixed its strength at five
+score lances. Soon we could make out the device upon their bannerols--a
+boar's head azure upon an argent field--my own device, that of the
+Anguissola of Mondolfo; and instantly I knew them for Cosimo's men.
+
+On the lower parapet six culverins had been dragged into position under the
+supervision of Falcone--who was still with us at Pagliano. These pieces
+stood loaded and manned by the soldiers to whom I had assigned the office
+of engineers.
+
+Thus we waited until the little army came to a halt about a quarter of a
+mile away, and a trumpeter with a flag of truce rode forward accompanied by
+a knight armed cap-a-pie, his beaver down.
+
+The herald wound a challenge; and it was answered from the postern by a
+man-at-arms, whereupon the herald delivered his message.
+
+"In the name of our Holy Father and Lord, Paul III, we summon Agostino
+d'Anguissola here to confer with the High and Mighty Cosimo d'Anguissola,
+Tyrant of Mondolfo and Carmina."
+
+Three minutes later, to their infinite surprise, the bridge thudded down to
+span the ditch, and I walked out upon it with Bianca at my side.
+
+"Will the Lord Cosimo come within to deliver his message?" I demanded.
+
+The Lord Cosimo would not, fearing a trap.
+
+"Will he meet us here upon the bridge, divesting himself first of his
+weapons? Myself I am unarmed."
+
+The herald conveyed the words to Cosimo, who hesitated still. Indeed, he
+had wheeled his horse when the bridge fell, ready to gallop off at the
+first sign of a sortie.
+
+I laughed. "You are a paltry coward, Cosimo, when all is said," I shouted.
+"Do you not see that had I planned to take you, I need resort to no
+subterfuge? I have," I added--though untruthfully--" twice your number of
+lances under arms, and by now I could have flung them across the bridge and
+taken you under the very eyes of your own men. You were rash to venture so
+far. But if you will not venture farther, at least send me your herald."
+
+At that he got down from his horse, delivered up sword and dagger to his
+single attendant, received from the man a parchment, and came towards us,
+opening his vizor as he advanced. Midway upon the bridge we met. His lips
+curled in a smile of scorn.
+
+"Greetings, my strolling saint," he said. "Through all your vagaries you
+are at least consistent in that you ever engage your neighbour's wife to
+bear you company in your wanderings."
+
+I went hot and cold, red and white by turns. With difficulty I controlled
+myself under that taunt--the cruellest he could have flung at me in
+Bianca's hearing.
+
+"Your business here?" I snarled.
+
+He held out the parchment, his eyes watching me intently, so that they
+never once strayed to Bianca.
+
+"Read, St. Mountebank," he bade me.
+
+I took the paper, but before I lowered my eyes to it, I gave him warning.
+
+"If on your part you attempt the slightest treachery," I said, "you shall
+be repaid in kind. My men are at the winches, and they have my orders that
+at the first treacherous movement on your part they are to take up the
+bridge. You will see that you could not reach the end of it in time to
+save yourself."
+
+It was his turn to change colour under the shadow of his beaver. "Have you
+trapped me?" he asked between his teeth.
+
+"If you had anything of the Anguissola besides the name," I answered, "you
+would know me incapable of such a thing. It is because I know that of the
+Anguissola you have nothing but the name, that you are a craven, a dastard
+and a dog, that I have taken my precautions."
+
+"Is it your conception of valour to insult a man whom you hold as if bound
+hand and foot against striking you as you deserve?"
+
+I smiled sweetly into that white, scowling face.
+
+"Throw down your gauntlet upon this bridge, Cosimo, if you deem yourself
+affronted, if you think that I have lied; and most joyfully will I take it
+up and give you the trial by battle of your seeking."
+
+For an instant I almost thought that he would take me at my word, as most
+fervently I hoped. But he restrained himself.
+
+"Read!" he bade me again, with a fierce gesture. And accounting him well
+warned by now, I read with confidence.
+
+It was a papal brief ordering me under pain of excommunication and death to
+make surrender to Cosimo d'Anguissola of the Castle of Pagliano which I
+traitorously held, and of the person of his wife, Madonna Bianca.
+
+"This document is not exact," said I. "I do not hold this castle
+traitorously. It is an Imperial fief, and I hold it in the Emperor's
+name."
+
+He smiled. "Persist if you are weary of life," he said. "Surrender now,
+and you are free to depart and go wheresoever you list. Continue in your
+offence, and the consequences shall daunt you ere all is done. This
+Imperial fief belongs to me, and it is for me, who am Lord of Pagliano by
+virtue of my marriage and the late lord's death, to hold it for the
+Emperor.
+
+"And you are not to doubt that when this brief is laid before the Emperor's
+Lieutenant at Milan, he will move instantly against you to cast you out and
+to invest me in those rights which are mine by God's law and man's alike."
+
+My answer may, at first, have seemed hardly to the point. I held out the
+brief to him.
+
+"To seek the Emperor's Lieutenant you need not go as far as Milan. You
+will find him in Piacenza."
+
+He looked at me, as if he did not understand. "How?" he asked.
+
+I explained. "While you have been cooling your heels in the ante-chambers
+of the Vatican to obtain this endorsement of your infamy, the world
+hereabouts has moved a little. Yesterday Ferrante Gonzaga took possession
+of Piacenza in the Emperor's name. To-day the Council will be swearing
+fealty to Caesar upon his Lieutenant's hands."
+
+He stared at me for a long moment, speechless in his utter amazement. Then
+he swallowed hard.
+
+"And the Duke?" he asked.
+
+"The Duke has been in Hell these four-and-twenty hours."
+
+"Dead?" he questioned, his voice hushed.
+
+"Dead," said I.
+
+He leaned against the rail of the bridge, his arms fallen limply to his
+sides, one hand crushing the Pontifical parchment. Then he braced himself
+again. He had reviewed the situation, and did not see that it hurt his
+position, when all was said.
+
+"Even so," he urged, "what can you hope for? The Emperor himself must bow
+before this, and do me justice." And he smacked the document. "I demand
+my wife, and my demand is backed by Pontifical authority. You are mad if
+you think that Charles V can fail to support it."
+
+"It is possible that Charles V may take a different view of the memorial
+setting forth the circumstances of your marriage, from that which the Holy
+Father appears to have taken. I counsel you to seek the Imperial
+Lieutenant at Piacenza without delay. Here you waste time."
+
+His lips closed with a snap. Then, at last, his eyes wandered to Bianca,
+who stood just beside and slightly behind me.
+
+"Let me appeal to you, Monna Bianca..." he began.
+
+But at that I got between them. "Are you so dead to shame," I roared,
+"that you dare address her, you pimp, you jackal, you eater of dirt? Be
+off, or I will have this drawbridge raised and deal with you here and now,
+in despite of Pope and Emperor and all the other powers you can invoke.
+Away with you, then!"
+
+"You shall pay!" he snarled, "By God, you shall pay!"
+
+And on that he went off, in some fear lest I should put my threat into
+execution.
+
+But Bianca was in a panic. "He will do as he says." she cried as soon as
+we had re-entered the courtyard. "The Emperor cannot deny him justice. He
+must, he must! 0, Agostino, it is the end. And see to what a pass I have
+brought you!"
+
+I comforted her. I spoke brave words. I swore to hold that castle as long
+as one stone of it stood upon another. But deep down in my heart there was
+naught but presages of evil.
+
+On the following day, which was Sunday, we had peace. But towards noon on
+Monday the blow fell. An Imperial herald from Piacenza rode out to
+Pagliano with a small escort.
+
+We were in the garden when word was brought us, and I bade the herald be
+admitted. Then I looked at Bianca. She was trembling and had turned very
+white.
+
+We spoke no word whilst they brought the messenger--a brisk fellow in his
+black-and-yellow Austrian livery. He delivered me a sealed letter. It
+proved to be a summons from Ferrante Gonzaga to appear upon the morrow
+before the Imperial Court which would sit in the Communal Palace of
+Piacenza to deliver judgment upon an indictment laid against me by Cosimo
+d'Anguissola.
+
+I looked at the herald, hesitation in my mind and glance. He held out a
+second letter.
+
+"This, my lord, I was asked by favour to deliver to you also."
+
+I took it, and considered the superscription:
+
+"These to the Most Noble Agostino d'Anguissola, at Pagliano.
+
+ Quickly.
+ Quickly.
+ Quickly."
+
+The hand was Galeotto's. I tore it open. It contained but two lines:
+
+"Upon your life do not fail to obey the Imperial summons. Send Falcone to
+me here at once." And it was signed--"GALEOTTO."
+
+"It is well," I said to the herald, "I will not fail to attend."
+
+I bade the seneschal who stood in attendance to give the messenger
+refreshment ere he left, and upon that dismissed him.
+
+When we were alone I turned to Bianca. "Galeotto bids me go," I said.
+"There is surely hope."
+
+She took the note, and passing a hand over her eyes, as if to clear away
+some mist that obscured her vision, she read it. Then she considered the
+curt summons that gave no clue, and lastly looked at me.
+
+"It is the end," I said. "One way or the other, it is the end. But for
+Galeotto's letter, I think I should have refused to obey, and made myself
+an outlaw indeed. As it is--there is surely hope!"
+
+"0, Agostino, surely, surely!" she cried. "Have we not suffered enough?
+Have we not paid enough already for the happiness that should be ours?
+Tomorrow I shall go with you to Piacenza."
+
+"No, no," I implored her.
+
+"Could I remain here?" she pleaded. "Could I sit here and wait? Could you
+be so cruel as to doom me to such a torture of suspense?"
+
+"But if...if the worst befalls?"
+
+"It cannot," she answered. "I believe in God."
+
+
+
+
+CHAPTER XV
+
+THE WILL OF HEAVEN
+
+
+In the Chamber of Justice of the Communal Palace sat that day not the
+Assessors of the Ruota, but the Councillors in their damask robes--the
+Council of Ten of the City of Piacenza. And to preside over them sat not
+their Prior, but Ferrante Gonzaga himself, in a gown of scarlet velvet
+edged with miniver.
+
+They sat at a long table draped in red at the room's end, Gonzaga slightly
+above them on a raised dais, under a canopy. Behind him hung a golden
+shield upon which was figured, between two upright columns each surmounted
+by a crown, the double-headed black eagle of Austria; a scroll intertwining
+the pillars was charged with the motto "PLUS ULTRA."
+
+At the back of the court stood the curious who had come to see the show,
+held in bounds by a steel line of Spanish halberdiers. But the concourse
+was slight, for the folk of Piacenza still had weightier matters to concern
+them than the trial of a wife-stealer.
+
+I had ridden in with an escort of twenty lances. But I left these in the
+square when I entered the palace and formally made surrender to the officer
+who met me. This officer led me at once into the Chamber of Justice, two
+men-at-arms opening a lane for me through the people with the butts of
+their pikes, so that I came into the open space before my judges, and bowed
+profoundly to Gonzaga.
+
+Coldly he returned the salutation, his prominent eyes regarding me from out
+of that florid, crafty countenance.
+
+On my left, but high up the room and immediately at right angles to the
+judges' tables, sat Galeotto, full-armed. He was flanked on the one side
+by Fra Gervasio, who greeted me with a melancholy smile, and on the other
+by Falcone, who sat rigid.
+
+Opposite to this group on the judges' other hand stood Cosimo. He was
+flushed, and his eyes gleamed as they measured me with haughty triumph.
+From me they passed to Bianca, who followed after me with her women, pale,
+but intrepid and self-contained, her face the whiter by contrast with the
+mourning-gown which she still wore for her father, and which it might well
+come to pass that she should continue hereafter to wear for me.
+
+I did not look at her again as she passed on and up towards Galeotto, who
+had risen to receive her. He came some few steps to meet her, and escorted
+her to a seat next to his own, so that Falcone moved down to another vacant
+stool. Her women found place behind her.
+
+An usher set a chair for me, and I, too, sat down, immediately facing the
+Emperor's Lieutenant. Then another usher in a loud voice summoned Cosimo
+to appear and state his grievance.
+
+He advanced a step or two, when Gonzaga raised his hand, to sign to him to
+remain where he was so that all could see him whilst he spoke.
+
+Forthwith, quickly, fluently, and lucidly, as if he had got the thing by
+heart, Cosimo recited his accusation: How he had married Bianca de'
+Cavalcanti by her father's consent in her father's own Castle of Pagliano;
+how that same night his palace in Piacenza had been violently invested by
+myself and others abetting me, and how we had carried off his bride and
+burnt his palace to the ground; how I had since held her from him, shut up
+in the Castle of Pagliano, which was his fief in his quality as her
+husband; and how similarly I had unlawfully held Pagliano against him to
+his hurt.
+
+Finally he reminded the Court that he had appealed to the Pope, who had
+issued a brief commanding me, under pain of excommunication and death, to
+make surrender; that I had flouted the Pontifical authority, and that it
+was only upon his appeal to Caesar and upon the Imperial mandate that I had
+surrendered. Wherefore he begged the Court to uphold the Holy Father's
+authority, and forthwith to pronounce me excommunicate and my life forfeit,
+restoring to him his wife Bianca and his domain of Pagliano, which be would
+hold as the Emperor's liege and loyal servitor.
+
+Having spoken thus, he bowed to the Court, stepped back, and sat down.
+
+The Ten looked at Gonzaga. Gonzaga looked at me.
+
+"Have you anything to say?" he asked.
+
+I rose imbued by a calm that surprised me.
+
+"Messer Cosimo has left something out of his narrative," said I. "When he
+says that I violently invested his palace here in Piacenza on the night of
+his marriage, and dragged thence the Lady Bianca, others abetting me, he
+would do well to add in the interests of justice, the names of those who
+were my abettors."
+
+Cosimo rose again. "Does it matter to this Court and to the affair at
+issue what caitiffs he employed?" he asked haughtily.
+
+"If they were caitiffs it would not matter," said I. "But they were not.
+Indeed, to say that it was I who invested his palace is to say too much.
+The leader of that expedition was Monna Bianca's own father, who, having
+discovered the truth of the nefarious traffic in which Messer Cosimo was
+engaged, hastened to rescue his daughter from an infamy."
+
+Cosimo shrugged. "These are mere words," he said.
+
+"The lady herself is present, and can bear witness to their truth," I
+cried.
+
+"A prejudiced witness, indeed!" said Cosimo with confidence; and Gonzaga
+nodded, whereupon my heart sank.
+
+"Will Messer Agostino give us the names of any of the braves who were with
+him?" quoth Cosimo. "It will no doubt assist the ends of justice, for
+those men should be standing by him now."
+
+He checked me no more than in time. I had been on the point of citing
+Falcone; and suddenly I perceived that to do so would be to ruin Falcone
+without helping myself.
+
+I looked at my cousin. "In that case," said I, "I will not name them."
+
+Falcone, however, was minded to name himself, for with a grunt he made
+suddenly to rise. But Galeotto stretched an arm across Bianca, and forced
+the equerry back into his seat.
+
+Cosimo saw and smiled. He was very sure of himself by now.
+
+"The only witness whose word would carry weight would be the late Lord of
+Pagliano," he said. "And the prisoner is more crafty than honest in naming
+one who is dead. Your excellency will know the precise importance to
+attach to that."
+
+Again his excellency nodded. Could it indeed be that I was enmeshed? My
+calm deserted me.
+
+"Will Messer Cosimo tell your excellency under what circumstances the Lord
+of Pagliano died?" I cried.
+
+"It is yourself should be better able to inform the Court of that,"
+answered Cosimo quickly, "since he died at Pagliano after you had borne his
+daughter thither, as we have proof."
+
+Gonzaga looked at him sharply. "Are you implying, sir, that there is a
+further crime for which Messer Agostino d'Anguissola should be indicted?"
+he inquired.
+
+Cosimo shrugged and pursed his lips. "I will not go so far, since the
+matter of Ettore Cavalcanti's death does not immediately concern me.
+Besides, there is enough contained in the indictment as it stands."
+
+The imputation was none the less terrible, and could not fail of an effect
+upon the minds of the Ten. I was in despair, for at every question it
+seemed that the tide of destruction rose higher about me. I deemed myself
+irrevocably lost. The witnesses I might have called were as good as
+gagged.
+
+Yet there was one last question in my quiver--a question which I thought
+must crumple up his confidence.
+
+"Can you tell his excellency where you were upon your marriage night?" I
+cried hoarsely, my temples throbbing.
+
+Superbly Cosimo looked round at the Court; he shrugged, and shook his head
+as if in utter pity.
+
+"I leave it to your excellency to say where a man should be upon his
+marriage night," he said, with an astounding impudence, and there were some
+who tittered in the crowd behind me. "Let me again beg your excellency and
+your worthinesses to pass to judgment, and so conclude this foolish
+comedy."
+
+Gonzaga nodded gravely, as if entirely approving, whilst with a fat
+jewelled hand he stroked his ample chin.
+
+"I, too, think that it is time," he said, whereupon Cosimo, with a sigh of
+relief, would have resumed his seat but that I stayed him with the last
+thing I had to say.
+
+"My lord," I cried, appealing to Gonzaga, "the true events of that night
+are set forth in a memorial of which two copies were drawn up, one for the
+Pope and the other for your excellency, as the Emperor's vicegerent. Shall
+I recite its contents--that Messer Cosimo may be examined upon them.
+
+"It is not necessary," came Gonzaga's icy voice. "The memorial is here
+before me." And he tapped a document upon the table. Then he fixed his
+prominent eyes upon Cosimo. "You are aware of its contents?" he asked.
+
+Cosimo bowed, and Galeotto moved at last, for the first time since the
+trial's inception.
+
+Until now he had sat like a carved image, save when he had thrust out a
+hand to restrain Falcone, and his attitude had filled me with an
+unspeakable dread. But at this moment he leaned forward turning an ear
+towards Cosimo, as if anxious not to miss a single word that the man might
+utter. And Cosimo, intent as he was, did not observe the movement.
+
+"I saw its fellow at the Vatican," said my cousin, "and since the Pope in
+his wisdom and goodness judged worthless the witnesses whose signatures it
+bears, his holiness thought well to issue the brief upon which your
+excellency has acted in summoning Agostino d'Anguissola before you here.
+
+"Thus is that memorial disposed of as a false and lying document."
+
+"And yet," said Gonzaga thoughtfully, his heavy lip between thumb and
+forefinger, "it bears, amongst others, the signature of the Lord of
+Pagliano's confessor."
+
+"Without violation of the seal of the confessional, it is impossible for
+that friar to testify," was the answer. "And the Holy Father cannot grant
+him dispensation for so much. His signature, therefore, stands for
+nothing."
+
+There followed a moment's silence. The Ten whispered among themselves.
+But Gonzaga never consulted them by so much as a glance. They appeared to
+serve none but a decorative office in that Court of his, for they bore no
+share in the dispensing of a justice of which he constituted himself the
+sole arbiter.
+
+At last the Governor spoke.
+
+"It seems, indeed, that there is no more to say and the Court has a clear
+course before it, since the Emperor cannot contravene the mandates of the
+Holy See. Nothing remains, then, but to deliver sentence; unless..."
+
+He paused, and his eyes singularly sly, his lips pursed almost humorously,
+he turned his glance upon Galeotto.
+
+"Ser Cosimo," he said, "has pronounced this memorial a false and lying
+document. Is there anything that you, Messer Galeotto, as its author, can
+have to tell the Court?"
+
+Instantly the condottiero rose, his great scarred face very solemn, his
+eyes brooding. He advanced almost to the very centre of the table, so that
+he all but stood immediately before Gonzaga, yet sideways, so that I had
+him in profile, whilst he fully faced Cosimo.
+
+Cosimo at least had ceased to smile. His handsome white face had lost some
+of its supercilious confidence. Here was something unexpected, something
+upon which he had not reckoned, against which he had not provided.
+
+"What has Ser Galeotto to do with this?" he demanded harshly.
+
+"That, sir, no doubt he will tell us, if you will have patience," Gonzaga
+answered, so sweetly and deferentially that of a certainty some of Cosimo's
+uneasiness must have been dissipated.
+
+I leaned forward now, scarce daring to draw breath lest I should lose a
+word of what was to follow. The blood that had earlier surged to my face
+had now all receded again, and my pulses throbbed like hammers.
+
+Then Galeotto spoke, his voice very calm and level.
+
+"Will your excellency first permit me to see the papal brief upon which you
+acted in summoning hither the accused?"
+
+Silently Gonzaga delivered a parchment into Galeotto's hands. The
+condottiero studied it, frowning. Then he smote it sharply with his right
+hand.
+
+"This document is not in order," he announced.
+
+"How?" quoth Cosimo, and he smiled again, reassured completely by now,
+convinced that here was no more than a minor quibble of the law.
+
+"You are here described as Cosimo d'Anguissola, Lord of Mondolfo and
+Carmina. These titles are not yours."
+
+The blood stirred faintly in Cosimo's cheeks.
+
+"Those fiefs were conferred upon me by our late lord, Duke Pier Luigi," he
+replied.
+
+Gonzaga spoke. "The confiscations effected by the late usurping Duke, and
+the awards made out of such confiscations, have been cancelled by Imperial
+decree. All lands so confiscated are by this decree revertible to their
+original holders upon their taking oath of allegiance to Caesar."
+
+Cosimo continued to smile. "This is no matter of a confiscation effected
+by Duke Pier Luigi," he said. "The confiscation and my own investiture in
+the confiscated fiefs are a consequence of Agostino d'Anguissola's
+recreancy--at least, it is in such terms that my investiture is expressly
+announced in the papal bull that has been granted me and in the brief which
+lies before your excellency. Nor was such express announcement necessary,
+for since I was next heir after Ser Agostino to the Tyranny of Mondolfo, it
+follows that upon his being outlawed and his life forfeit I enter upon my
+succession."
+
+Here, thought I, were we finally checkmated. But Galeotto showed no sign
+of defeat.
+
+"Where is this bull you speak of?" he demanded, as though he were the judge
+himself.
+
+Cosimo haughtily looked past him at Gonzaga. "Does your excellency ask to
+see it?"
+
+"Assuredly," said Gonzaga shortly. "I may not take your word for its
+existence."
+
+Cosimo plucked a parchment from the breast of his brown satin doublet,
+unfolded it, and advanced to lay it before Gonzaga, so that he stood near
+Galeotto--not more than an arm's length between them.
+
+The Governor conned it; then passed it to Galeotto. "It seems in order,"
+he said.
+
+Nevertheless, Galeotto studied it awhile; and then, still holding it, he
+looked at Cosimo, and the scarred face that hitherto had been so sombre now
+wore a smile.
+
+"It is as irregular as the other," he said. "It is entirely worthless."
+
+"Worthless?" quoth Cosimo, in an amazement that was almost scornful. "But
+have I not already explained..."
+
+"It sets forth here," cut in Galeotto with assurance, "that the fief of
+Mondolfo and Carmina are confiscated from Agostino d'Anguissola. Now I
+submit to your excellency, and to your worthinesses," he added, turning
+aside, "that this confiscation is grotesque and impossible, since Mondolfo
+and Carmina never were the property of Agostino d'Anguissola, and could no
+more be taken from him than can a coat be taken from the back of a naked
+man--unless," he added, sneering, "a papal bull is capable of miracles."
+
+Cosimo stared at him with round eyes, and I stared too, no glimmer of the
+enormous truth breaking yet upon my bewildered mind. In the court the
+silence was deathly until Gonzaga spoke.
+
+"Do you say that Mondolfo and Carmina did not belong--that they never were
+the fiefs of Agostino d'Anguissola?" he asked.
+
+"That is what I say," returned Galeotto, towering there, immense and
+formidable in his gleaming armour.
+
+"To whom, then, did they belong?"
+
+"They did and do belong to Giovanni d'Anguissola--Agostino's father."
+
+Cosimo shrugged at this, and some of the dismay passed from his
+countenance.
+
+"What folly is this?" he cried. "Giovanni d'Anguissola died at Perugia
+eight years ago."
+
+"That is what is generally believed, and what Giovanni d'Anguissola has
+left all to believe, even to his own priest-ridden wife, even to his own
+son, sitting there, lest had the world known the truth whilst Pier Luigi
+lived such a confiscation as this should, indeed, have been perpetrated.
+
+"But he did not die at Perugia. At Perugia, Ser Cosimo, he took this scar
+which for thirteen years has served him for a mask." And he pointed to his
+own face.
+
+I came to my feet, scarce believing what I heard. Galeotto was Giovanni
+d'Anguissola--my father! And my heart had never told me so!
+
+In a flash I saw things that hitherto had been obscure, things that should
+have guided me to the truth had I but heeded their indications.
+
+How, for instance, had I assumed that the Anguissola whom he had mentioned
+as one of the heads of the conspiracy against Pier Luigi could have been
+myself?
+
+I stood swaying there, whilst his voice boomed out again.
+
+"Now that I have sworn fealty to the Emperor in my true name, upon the
+hands of my Lord Gonzaga here; now that the Imperial aegis protects me from
+Pope and Pope's bastards; now that I have accomplished my life's work, and
+broken the Pontifical sway in this Piacenza, I can stand forth again and
+resume the state that is my own.
+
+"There stands my foster-brother, who has borne witness to my true identity;
+there Falcone, who has been my equerry these thirty years; and there are
+the brothers Pallavicini, who tended me and sheltered me when I lay at the
+point of death from the wounds that disfigured me at Perugia."
+
+"So, my Lord Cosimo, ere you can proceed further in this matter against my
+son, you will need to take your brief and your bull back to Rome and get
+them amended, for there is in Italy no Lord of Mondolfo and Carmina other
+than myself."
+
+Cosimo fell back before him limp and trembling, his spirit broken by this
+shattering blow.
+
+And then Gonzaga uttered words that might have heartened him. But after
+being hurled from what he accounted the pinnacle of success, he mistrusted
+now the crafty Lieutenant, saw that he had been played with as a mouse by
+this Imperial cat with the soft, deadly paws.
+
+"We might waive the formalities in the interests of justice," purred the
+Lieutenant. "There is this memorial, my lord," he said, and tapped the
+document, his eyes upon my father.
+
+"Since your excellency wishes the matter to be disposed of out of hand, it
+can, I think, be done," he said, and he looked again at Cosimo.
+
+"You have said that this memorial is false, because the witnesses whose
+names are here cannot be admitted to testify."
+
+Cosimo braced himself for a last effort. "Do you defy the Pope?" he
+thundered.
+
+"If necessary," was the answer. "I have done so all my life."
+
+Cosimo turned to Gonzaga. "It is not I who have branded this memorial
+false," he said, "but the Holy Father himself."
+
+"The Emperor," said my father, "may opine that in this matter the Holy
+Father has been deluded by liars. There are other witnesses. There is
+myself, for one. This memorial contains nothing but what was imparted to
+me by the Lord of Pagliano on his death-bed, in the presence of his
+confessor."
+
+"We cannot admit the confessor," Gonzaga thrust in.
+
+"Give me leave, your excellency. It was not in his quality as confessor
+that Fra Gervasio heard the dying man depone. Cavalcanti's confession
+followed upon that. And there was in addition present the seneschal of
+Pagliano who is present here. Sufficient to establish this memorial alike
+before the Imperial and the Pontifical Courts.
+
+"And I swear to God, as I stand here in His sight," he continued in a
+ringing voice, "that every word there set down is as spoken by Ettore
+Cavalcanti, Lord of Pagliano, some hours before he died; and so will those
+others swear. And I charge your excellency, as Caesar's vicegerent, to
+accept that memorial as an indictment of that caitiff Cosimo d'Anguissola,
+who lent himself to so foul and sacrilegious a deed--for it involved the
+defilement of the Sacrament of Marriage."
+
+"In that you lie!" screamed Cosimo, crimson now with rage, the veins at his
+throat and brow swelling like ropes.
+
+A silence followed. My father turned to Falcone, and held out his hand.
+Falcone sprang to give him a heavy iron gauntlet. Holding this by the
+fingers, my father took a step towards Cosimo, and he was smiling, very
+calm again after his late furious mood.
+
+"Be it so," he said. "Since you say that I lie, I do here challenge you to
+prove it upon my body."
+
+And he crashed the iron glove straight into Cosimo's face so that the skin
+was broken, and blood flowed about the mouth, leaving the lower half of the
+visage crimson, the upper dead-white.
+
+Gonzaga sat on, entirely unmoved, and waited, indifferent to the stir there
+was amid the Ten. For by the ancient laws of chivalry--however much they
+might be falling now into desuetude--if Cosimo took up the glove, the
+matter passed beyond the jurisdiction of the Court, and all men must abide
+by the issue of the trial by battle.
+
+For a long moment Cosimo hesitated. Then he saw ruin all about him. He--
+who had come to this court so confidently--had walked into a trap. He saw
+it now, and saw that the only loophole was the chance this combat offered
+him. He played the man in the end. He stooped and took up the glove.
+
+"Upon your body, then--God helping me," he said.
+
+Unable longer to control myself, I sprang to my father's side. I caught
+his arm.
+
+"Let me! Father, let me!
+
+He looked into my face and smiled, and the steel-coloured eyes seemed moist
+and singularly soft.
+
+"My son!" he said, and his voice was gentle and soothing as a woman's
+caress.
+
+"My father!" I answered him, a knot in my throat.
+
+"Alas, that I must deny you the first thing you ask me by that name," he
+said. "But the challenge is given and accepted. Do you take Bianca to the
+Duomo and pray that right may be done and God's will prevail. Gervasio
+shall go with you."
+
+And then came an interruption from Gonzaga.
+
+"My lord," he said, "will you determine when and where this battle is to be
+fought?"
+
+"Upon the instant," answered my father, "on the banks of Po with a score of
+lances to keep the lists."
+
+Gonzaga looked at Cosimo. "Do you agree to this?"
+
+"It cannot be too soon for me," replied the quivering Cosimo, black hatred
+in his glance.
+
+"Be it so, then," said the Governor, and he rose, the Court rising with
+him.
+
+My father pressed my hand again. "To the Duomo, Agostino, till I come," he
+said, and on that we parted.
+
+My sword was returned to me by Gonzaga's orders. In so far as it concerned
+myself the trial was at an end, and I was free.
+
+At Gonzaga's invitation, very gladly I there and then swore fealty to the
+Emperor upon his hands, and then, with Bianca and Gervasio, I made my way
+through the cheering crowd and came out into the sunshine, where my lances,
+who had already heard the news, set up a great shout at sight of me.
+
+Thus we crossed the square, and went to the Duomo, to render thanks. We
+knelt at the altar-rail, and Gervasio knelt above us upon the altar's
+lowest step.
+
+Somewhere behind us knelt Bianca's women, who had followed us to the
+church.
+
+Thus we waited for close upon two hours that were as an eternity.
+
+And kneeling there, the eyes of my soul conned closely the scroll of my
+young life as it had been unfolded hitherto. I reviewed its beginnings in
+the greyness of Mondolfo, under the tutelage of my poor, dolorous mother
+who had striven so fiercely to set my feet upon the ways of sanctity. But
+my ways had been errant ways, even though, myself, I had sought to walk as
+she directed. I had strayed and blundered, veered and veered again, a very
+mockery of what she strove to make me--a strolling saint, indeed, as Cosimo
+had dubbed me, a wandering mummer when I sought after holiness.
+
+But my strolling, my errantry ended here at last at the steps of this
+altar, as I knew.
+
+Deeply had I sinned. But deeply and strenuously had I expiated, and the
+heaviest burden of my expiation had been that endured in the past year at
+Pagliano beside my gentle Bianca who was another's wedded wife. That cross
+of penitence--so singularly condign to my sin--I had borne with fortitude,
+heartened by the confidence that thus should I win to pardon and that the
+burden would be mercifully lifted when the expiation was complete. In the
+lifting of that burden from me I should see a sign that pardon was mine at
+last, that at last I was accounted worthy of this pure maid through whom I
+should have won to grace, through whom I had come to learn that Love--God's
+greatest gift--is the great sanctifier of man.
+
+That the stroke of that ardently awaited hour was even now impending I did
+not for a moment doubt.
+
+Behind us, the door opened and steps clanked upon the granite floor.
+
+Fra Gervasio rose very tall and gaunt, his gaze anxious.
+
+He looked, and the anxiety passed. Thankfulness overspread his face. He
+smiled serenely, tears in his deep-set eyes. Seeing this, I, too, dared to
+look at last.
+
+Up the aisle came my father very erect and solemn, and behind him followed
+Falcone with eyes a-twinkle in his weather-beaten face.
+
+"Let the will of Heaven be done," said my father. And Gervasio came down
+to pronounce the nuptial blessing over us.
+
+
+
+
+
+End of The Project Gutenberg Etext The Strolling Saint, by Rafael Sabatini
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