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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/33928-8.txt b/33928-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..f47abf3 --- /dev/null +++ b/33928-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,12720 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Works of Guy de Maupassant, Vol. 6, by +Guy de Maupassant + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Works of Guy de Maupassant, Vol. 6 + +Author: Guy de Maupassant + +Release Date: October 13, 2010 [EBook #33928] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE WORKS OF GUY DE *** + + + + +Produced by Juliet Sutherland, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + BEL AMI + + The Works of Guy de Maupassant + + VOLUME VI + + +NATIONAL LIBRARY COMPANY +NEW YORK + +COPYRIGHT, 1909, BY +BIGELOW, SMITH & CO. + + + + +BEL AMI + +(A LADIES' MAN) + + + + +I + + +When the cashier had given him the change out of his five francpiece, +George Duroy left the restaurant. + +As he had a good carriage, both naturally and from his military +training, he drew himself up, twirled his moustache, and threw upon the +lingering customers a rapid and sweeping glance--one of those glances +which take in everything within their range like a casting net. + +The women looked up at him in turn--three little work-girls, a +middle-aged music mistress, disheveled, untidy, and wearing a bonnet +always dusty and a dress always awry; and two shopkeepers' wives dining +with their husbands--all regular customers at this slap-bang +establishment. + +When he was on the pavement outside, he stood still for a moment, asking +himself what he should do. It was the 28th of June, and he had just +three francs forty centimes in his pocket to carry him to the end of the +month. This meant the option of two dinners without lunch or two lunches +without dinner. He reflected that as the earlier repasts cost twenty +sous apiece, and the latter thirty, he would, if he were content with +the lunches, be one franc twenty centimes to the good, which would +further represent two snacks of bread and sausage and two bocks of beer +on the boulevards. This latter item was his greatest extravagance and +his chief pleasure of a night; and he began to descend the Rue +Notre-Dame de Lorette. + +He walked as in the days when he had worn a hussar uniform, his chest +thrown out and his legs slightly apart, as if he had just left the +saddle, pushing his way through the crowded street, and shouldering folk +to avoid having to step aside. He wore his somewhat shabby hat on one +side, and brought his heels smartly down on the pavement. He seemed ever +ready to defy somebody or something, the passers-by, the houses, the +whole city, retaining all the swagger of a dashing cavalry-man in civil +life. + +Although wearing a sixty-franc suit, he was not devoid of a certain +somewhat loud elegance. Tall, well-built, fair, with a curly moustache +twisted up at the ends, bright blue eyes with small pupils, and +reddish-brown hair curling naturally and parted in the middle, he bore a +strong resemblance to the dare-devil of popular romances. + +It was one of those summer evenings on which air seems to be lacking in +Paris. The city, hot as an oven, seemed to swelter in the stifling +night. The sewers breathed out their poisonous breath through their +granite mouths, and the underground kitchens gave forth to the street +through their windows the stench of dishwater and stale sauces. + +The doorkeepers in their shirtsleeves sat astride straw-bottomed chairs +within the carriage entrances to the houses, smoking their pipes, and +the pedestrians walked with flagging steps, head bare, and hat in hand. + + +When George Duroy reached the boulevards he paused again, undecided as +to what he should do. He now thought of going on to the Champs Elysées +and the Avenue du Bois de Boulogne to seek a little fresh air under the +trees, but another wish also assailed him, a desire for a love affair. + +What shape would it take? He did not know, but he had been awaiting it +for three months, night and day. Occasionally, thanks to his good looks +and gallant bearing, he gleaned a few crumbs of love here and there, but +he was always hoping for something further and better. + +With empty pockets and hot blood, he kindled at the contact of the +prowlers who murmur at street corners: "Will you come home with me, +dear?" but he dared not follow them, not being able to pay them, and, +besides, he was awaiting something else, less venally vulgar kisses. + +He liked, however, the localities in which women of the town +swarm--their balls, their cafés, and their streets. He liked to rub +shoulders with them, speak to them, chaff them, inhale their strong +perfumes, feel himself near them. They were women at any rate, women +made for love. He did not despise them with the innate contempt of a +well-born man. + +He turned towards the Madeleine, following the flux of the crowd which +flowed along overcome by the heat. The chief cafés, filled with +customers, were overflowing on to the pavement, and displayed their +drinking public under the dazzling glare of their lit-up facias. In +front of them, on little tables, square or round, were glasses holding +fluids of every shade, red, yellow, green, brown, and inside the +decanters glittered the large transparent cylinders of ice, serving to +cool the bright, clear water. Duroy had slackened his pace, a longing to +drink parched his throat. + + +A hot thirst, a summer evening's thirst assailed him, and he fancied the +delightful sensation of cool drinks flowing across his palate. But if he +only drank two bocks of beer in the evening, farewell to the slender +supper of the morrow, and he was only too well acquainted with the hours +of short commons at the end of the month. + +He said to himself: "I must hold out till ten o'clock, and then I'll +have my bock at the American café. Confound it, how thirsty I am +though." And he scanned the men seated at the tables drinking, all the +people who could quench their thirst as much as they pleased. He went +on, passing in front of the cafés with a sprightly swaggering air, and +guessing at a glance from their dress and bearing how much money each +customer ought to have about him. Wrath against these men quietly +sitting there rose up within him. If their pockets were rummaged, gold, +silver, and coppers would be found in them. On an average each one must +have at least two louis. There were certainly a hundred to a café, a +hundred times two louis is four thousand francs. He murmured "the +swine," as he walked gracefully past them. If he could have had hold of +one of them at a nice dark corner he would have twisted his neck without +scruple, as he used to do the country-folk's fowls on field-days. + +And he recalled his two years in Africa and the way in which he used to +pillage the Arabs when stationed at little out-posts in the south. A +bright and cruel smile flitted across his lips at the recollection of an +escapade which had cost the lives of three men of the Ouled-Alane +tribe, and had furnished him and his comrades with a score of fowls, a +couple of sheep, some gold, and food for laughter for six months. + +The culprits had never been found, and, what is more, they had hardly +been looked for, the Arab being looked upon as somewhat in the light of +the natural prey of the soldier. + +In Paris it was another thing. One could not plunder prettily, sword by +side and revolver in hand, far from civil authority. He felt in his +heart all the instincts of a sub-officer let loose in a conquered +country. He certainly regretted his two years in the desert. What a pity +he had not stopped there. But, then, he had hoped something better in +returning home. And now--ah! yes, it was very nice now, was it not? + +He clicked his tongue as if to verify the parched state of his palate. + +The crowd swept past him slowly, and he kept thinking. "Set of hogs--all +these idiots have money in their waistcoat pockets." He pushed against +people and softly whistled a lively tune. Gentlemen whom he thus elbowed +turned grumbling, and women murmured: "What a brute!" + +He passed the Vaudeville Theater and stopped before the American café, +asking himself whether he should not take his bock, so greatly did +thirst torture him. Before making up his mind, he glanced at the +illuminated clock. It was a quarter past nine. He knew himself that as +soon as the glassful of beer was before him he would gulp it down. What +would he do then up to eleven o'clock? + +He passed on. "I will go as far as the Madeleine," he said, "and walk +back slowly." + +As he reached the corner of the Palace de l'Opera, he passed a stout +young fellow, whose face he vaguely recollected having seen somewhere. +He began to follow him, turning over his recollections and repeating to +himself half-aloud: "Where the deuce did I know that joker?" + +He searched without being able to recollect, and then all at once, by a +strange phenomenon of memory, the same man appeared to him thinner, +younger, and clad in a hussar uniform. He exclaimed aloud: "What, +Forestier!" and stepping out he tapped the other on the shoulder. The +promenader turned round and looked at him, and then said: "What is it, +sir?" + +Duroy broke into a laugh. "Don't you know me?" said he. + +"No." + +"George Duroy, of the 6th Hussars." + +Forestier held out his hands, exclaiming: "What, old fellow! How are +you?" + +"Very well, and you?" + +"Oh, not very brilliant! Just fancy, I have a chest in brown paper now. +I cough six months out of twelve, through a cold I caught at Bougival +the year of my return to Paris, four years ago." + +And Forestier, taking his old comrade's arm, spoke to him of his +illness, related the consultations, opinions, and advice of the doctors, +and the difficulty of following this advice in his position. He was told +to spend the winter in the South, but how could he? He was married, and +a journalist in a good position. + +"I am political editor of the _Vie Francaise_. I write the proceedings +in the Senate for the _Salut_, and from time to time literary criticisms +for the _Planète_. That is so. I have made my way." + +Duroy looked at him with surprise. He was greatly changed, matured. He +had now the manner, bearing, and dress of a man in a good position and +sure of himself, and the stomach of a man who dines well. Formerly he +had been thin, slight, supple, heedless, brawling, noisy, and always +ready for a spree. In three years Paris had turned him into someone +quite different, stout and serious, and with some white hairs about his +temples, though he was not more than twenty-seven. + +Forestier asked: "Where are you going?" + +Duroy answered: "Nowhere; I am just taking a stroll before turning in." + +"Well, will you come with me to the _Vie Francaise_, where I have some +proofs to correct, and then we will take a bock together?" + +"All right." + +They began to walk on, arm-in-arm, with that easy familiarity existing +between school-fellows and men in the same regiment. + +"What are you doing in Paris?" asked Forestier. + +Duroy shrugged his shoulders. "Simply starving. As soon as I finished my +term of service I came here--to make a fortune, or rather for the sake +of living in Paris; and for six months I have been a clerk in the +offices of the Northern Railway at fifteen hundred francs a year, +nothing more." + +Forestier murmured: "Hang it, that's not much!" + +"I should think not. But how can I get out of it? I am alone; I don't +know anyone; I can get no one to recommend me. It is not goodwill that +is lacking, but means." + +His comrade scanned him from head to foot, like a practical man +examining a subject, and then said, in a tone of conviction: "You see, +my boy, everything depends upon assurance here. A clever fellow can more +easily become a minister than an under-secretary. One must obtrude one's +self on people; not ask things of them. But how the deuce is it that you +could not get hold of anything better than a clerk's berth on the +Northern Railway?" + +Duroy replied: "I looked about everywhere, but could not find anything. +But I have something in view just now; I have been offered a +riding-master's place at Pellerin's. There I shall get three thousand +francs at the lowest." + +Forestier stopped short. "Don't do that; it is stupid, when you ought to +be earning ten thousand francs. You would nip your future in the bud. In +your office, at any rate, you are hidden; no one knows you; you can +emerge from it if you are strong enough to make your way. But once a +riding-master, and it is all over. It is as if you were head-waiter at a +place where all Paris goes to dine. When once you have given riding +lessons to people in society or to their children, they will never be +able to look upon you as an equal." + +He remained silent for a few moments, evidently reflecting, and then +asked: + +"Have you a bachelor's degree?" + +"No; I failed to pass twice." + +"That is no matter, as long as you studied for it. If anyone mentions +Cicero or Tiberius, you know pretty well what they are talking about?" + +"Yes; pretty well." + +"Good; no one knows any more, with the exception of a score of idiots +who have taken the trouble. It is not difficult to pass for being well +informed; the great thing is not to be caught in some blunder. You can +maneuver, avoid the difficulty, turn the obstacle, and floor others by +means of a dictionary. Men are all as stupid as geese and ignorant as +donkeys." + +He spoke like a self-possessed blade who knows what life is, and smiled +as he watched the crowd go by. But all at once he began to cough, and +stopped again until the fit was over, adding, in a tone of +discouragement: "Isn't it aggravating not to be able to get rid of this +cough? And we are in the middle of summer. Oh! this winter I shall go +and get cured at Mentone. Health before everything." + +They halted on the Boulevard Poissonière before a large glass door, on +the inner side of which an open newspaper was pasted. Three passers-by +had stopped and were reading it. + +Above the door, stretched in large letters of flame, outlined by gas +jets, the inscription _La Vie Francaise_. The pedestrians passing into +the light shed by these three dazzling words suddenly appeared as +visible as in broad daylight, then disappeared again into darkness. + +Forestier pushed the door open, saying, "Come in." Duroy entered, +ascended an ornate yet dirty staircase, visible from the street, passed +through an ante-room where two messengers bowed to his companion, and +reached a kind of waiting-room, shabby and dusty, upholstered in dirty +green Utrecht velvet, covered with spots and stains, and worn in places +as if mice had been gnawing it. + +"Sit down," said Forestier. "I will be back in five minutes." + +And he disappeared through one of the three doors opening into the room. + +A strange, special, indescribable odor, the odor of a newspaper office, +floated in the air of the room. Duroy remained motionless, slightly +intimidated, above all surprised. From time to time folk passed +hurriedly before him, coming in at one door and going out at another +before he had time to look at them. + +They were now young lads, with an appearance of haste, holding in their +hand a sheet of paper which fluttered from the hurry of their progress; +now compositors, whose white blouses, spotted with ink, revealed a clean +shirt collar and cloth trousers like those of men of fashion, and who +carefully carried strips of printed paper, fresh proofs damp from the +press. Sometimes a gentleman entered rather too elegantly attired, his +waist too tightly pinched by his frock-coat, his leg too well set off by +the cut of his trousers, his foot squeezed into a shoe too pointed at +the toe, some fashionable reporter bringing in the echoes of the + +evening. + +Others, too, arrived, serious, important-looking men, wearing tall hats +with flat brims, as if this shape distinguished them from the rest of +mankind. + +Forestier reappeared holding the arm of a tall, thin fellow, between +thirty and forty years of age, in evening dress, very dark, with his +moustache ends stiffened in sharp points, and an insolent and +self-satisfied bearing. + +Forestier said to him: "Good night, dear master." + +The other shook hands with him, saying: "Good night, my dear fellow," +and went downstairs whistling, with his cane under his arm. + +Duroy asked: "Who is that?" + +"Jacques Rival, you know, the celebrated descriptive writer, the +duellist. He has just been correcting his proofs. Garin, Montel, and he +are the three best descriptive writers, for facts and points, we have in +Paris. He gets thirty thousand francs a year here for two articles a +week." + +As they were leaving they met a short, stout man, with long hair and +untidy appearance, who was puffing as he came up the stairs. + +Forestier bowed low to him. "Norbert de Varenne," said he, "the poet; +the author of '_Les Soleils Morts_'; another who gets long prices. Every +tale he writes for us costs three hundred francs, and the longest do not +run to two hundred lines. But let us turn into the Neapolitan _café_, I +am beginning to choke with thirst." + +As soon as they were seated at a table in the _café_, Forestier called +for two bocks, and drank off his own at a single draught, while Duroy +sipped his beer in slow mouthfuls, tasting it and relishing it like +something rare and precious. + +His companion was silent, and seemed to be reflecting. Suddenly he +exclaimed: "Why don't you try journalism?" + +The other looked at him in surprise, and then said: "But, you know, I +have never written anything." + +"Bah! everyone must begin. I could give you a job to hunt up information +for me--to make calls and inquiries. You would have to start with two +hundred and fifty francs a month and your cab hire. Shall I speak to the +manager about it?" + +"Certainly!" + +"Very well, then, come and dine with me to-morrow. I shall only have +five or six people--the governor, Monsieur Walter and his wife, Jacques +Rival, and Norbert de Varenne, whom you have just seen, and a lady, a +friend of my wife. Is it settled?" + +Duroy hesitated, blushing and perplexed. At length he murmured: "You +see, I have no clothes." + +Forestier was astounded. "You have no dress clothes? Hang it all, they +are indispensable, though. In Paris one would be better off without a +bed than without a dress suit." + +Then, suddenly feeling in his waistcoat pocket, he drew out some gold, +took two louis, placed them in front of his old comrade, and said in a +cordial and familiar tone: "You will pay me back when you can. Hire or +arrange to pay by installments for the clothes you want, whichever you +like, but come and dine with me to-morrow, half-past seven, number +seventeen Rue Fontaine." + +Duroy, confused, picked up the money, stammering: "You are too good; I +am very much obliged to you; you may be sure I shall not forget." + +The other interrupted him. "All right. Another bock, eh? Waiter, two +bocks." + +Then, when they had drunk them, the journalist said: "Will you stroll +about a bit for an hour?" + +"Certainly." + +And they set out again in the direction of the Madeleine. + +"What shall we, do?" said Forestier. "They say that in Paris a lounger +can always find something to amuse him, but it is not true. I, when I +want to lounge about of an evening, never know where to go. A drive +round the Bois de Boulogne is only amusing with a woman, and one has not +always one to hand; the _café_ concerts may please my chemist and his +wife, but not me. Then what is there to do? Nothing. There ought to be a +summer garden like the Parc Monceau, open at night, where one would hear +very good music while sipping cool drinks under the trees. It should not +be a pleasure resort, but a lounging place, with a high price for +entrance in order to attract the fine ladies. One ought to be able to +stroll along well-graveled walks lit up by electric light, and to sit +down when one wished to hear the music near or at a distance. We had +about the sort of thing formerly at Musard's, but with a smack of the +low-class dancing-room, and too much dance music, not enough space, not +enough shade, not enough gloom. It would want a very fine garden and a +very extensive one. It would be delightful. Where shall we go?" + +Duroy, rather perplexed, did not know what to say; at length he made up +his mind. "I have never been in the Folies Bergère. I should not mind +taking a look round there," he said. + +"The Folies Bergère," exclaimed his companion, "the deuce; we shall +roast there as in an oven. But, very well, then, it is always funny +there." + +And they turned on their heels to make their way to the Rue du Faubourg +Montmartre. + +The lit-up front of the establishment threw a bright light into the four +streets which met in front of it. A string of cabs were waiting for the +close of the performance. + +Forestier was walking in when Duroy checked him. + +"You are passing the pay-box," said he. + +"I never pay," was the reply, in a tone of importance. + +When he approached the check-takers they bowed, and one of them held out +his hand. The journalist asked: "Have you a good box?" + +"Certainly, Monsieur Forestier." + +He took the ticket held out to him, pushed the padded door with its +leather borders, and they found themselves in the auditorium. + +Tobacco smoke slightly veiled like a faint mist the stage and the +further side of the theater. Rising incessantly in thin white spirals +from the cigars and pipes, this light fog ascended to the ceiling, and +there, accumulating, formed under the dome above the crowded gallery a +cloudy sky. + +In the broad corridor leading to the circular promenade a group of women +were awaiting new-comers in front of one of the bars, at which sat +enthroned three painted and faded vendors of love and liquor. + +The tall mirrors behind them reflected their backs and the faces of +passers-by. + +Forestier pushed his way through the groups, advancing quickly with the +air of a man entitled to consideration. + +He went up to a box-keeper. "Box seventeen," said he. + +"This way, sir." + +And they were shut up in a little open box draped with red, and holding +four chairs of the same color, so near to one another that one could +scarcely slip between them. The two friends sat down. To the right, as +to the left, following a long curved line, the two ends of which joined +the proscenium, a row of similar cribs held people seated in like +fashion, with only their heads and chests visible. + +On the stage, three young fellows in fleshings, one tall, one of middle +size, and one small, were executing feats in turn upon a trapeze. + +The tall one first advanced with short, quick steps, smiling and waving +his hand as though wafting a kiss. + +The muscles of his arms and legs stood out under his tights. He expanded +his chest to take off the effect of his too prominent stomach, and his +face resembled that of a barber's block, for a careful parting divided +his locks equally on the center of the skull. He gained the trapeze by a +graceful bound, and, hanging by the hands, whirled round it like a wheel +at full speed, or, with stiff arms and straightened body, held himself +out horizontally in space. + +Then he jumped down, saluted the audience again with a smile amidst the +applause of the stalls, and went and leaned against the scenery, showing +off the muscles of his legs at every step. + +The second, shorter and more squarely built, advanced in turn, and went +through the same performance, which the third also recommenced amidst +most marked expressions of approval from the public. + +But Duroy scarcely noticed the performance, and, with head averted, kept +his eyes on the promenade behind him, full of men and prostitutes. + +Said Forestier to him: "Look at the stalls; nothing but middle-class +folk with their wives and children, good noodlepates who come to see +the show. In the boxes, men about town, some artistes, some girls, good +second-raters; and behind us, the strangest mixture in Paris. Who are +these men? Watch them. There is something of everything, of every +profession, and every caste; but blackguardism predominates. There are +clerks of all kinds--bankers' clerks, government clerks, shopmen, +reporters, ponces, officers in plain clothes, swells in evening dress, +who have dined out, and have dropped in here on their way from the Opera +to the Théatre des Italiens; and then again, too, quite a crowd of +suspicious folk who defy analysis. As to the women, only one type, the +girl who sups at the American _café_, the girl at one or two louis who +looks out for foreigners at five louis, and lets her regular customers +know when she is disengaged. We have known them for the last ten years; +we see them every evening all the year round in the same places, except +when they are making a hygienic sojourn at Saint Lazare or at Lourcine." + +Duroy no longer heard him. One of these women was leaning against their +box and looking at him. She was a stout brunette, her skin whitened with +paint, her black eyes lengthened at the corners with pencil and shaded +by enormous and artificial eyebrows. Her too exuberant bosom stretched +the dark silk of her dress almost to bursting; and her painted lips, red +as a fresh wound, gave her an aspect bestial, ardent, unnatural, but +which, nevertheless, aroused desire. + +She beckoned with her head one of the friends who was passing, a blonde +with red hair, and stout, like herself, and said to her, in a voice loud +enough to be heard: "There is a pretty fellow; if he would like to have +me for ten louis I should not say no." + +Forestier turned and tapped Duroy on the knee, with a smile. "That is +meant for you; you are a success, my dear fellow. I congratulate you." + +The ex-sub-officer blushed, and mechanically fingered the two pieces of +gold in his waistcoat pocket. + +The curtain had dropped, and the orchestra was now playing a waltz. + +Duroy said: "Suppose we take a turn round the promenade." + +"Just as you like." + +They left their box, and were at once swept away by the throng of +promenaders. Pushed, pressed, squeezed, shaken, they went on, having +before their eyes a crowd of hats. The girls, in pairs, passed amidst +this crowd of men, traversing it with facility, gliding between elbows, +chests, and backs as if quite at home, perfectly at their ease, like +fish in water, amidst this masculine flood. + +Duroy, charmed, let himself be swept along, drinking in with +intoxication the air vitiated by tobacco, the odor of humanity, and the +perfumes of the hussies. But Forestier sweated, puffed, and coughed. + +"Let us go into the garden," said he. + +And turning to the left, they entered a kind of covered garden, cooled +by two large and ugly fountains. Men and women were drinking at zinc +tables placed beneath evergreen trees growing in boxes. + +"Another bock, eh?" said Forestier. + +"Willingly." + +They sat down and watched the passing throng. + +From time to time a woman would stop and ask, with stereotyped smile: +"Are you going to stand me anything?" + +And as Forestier answered: "A glass of water from the fountain," she +would turn away, muttering: "Go on, you duffer." + +But the stout brunette, who had been leaning, just before, against the +box occupied by the two comrades, reappeared, walking proudly arm-in-arm +with the stout blonde. They were really a fine pair of women, well +matched. + +She smiled on perceiving Duroy, as though their eyes had already told +secrets, and, taking a chair, sat down quietly in face of him, and +making her friend sit down, too, gave the order in a clear voice: +"Waiter, two grenadines!" + +Forestier, rather surprised, said: "You make yourself at home." + +She replied: "It is your friend that captivates me. He is really a +pretty fellow. I believe that I could make a fool of myself for his +sake." + +Duroy, intimidated, could find nothing to say. He twisted his curly +moustache, smiling in a silly fashion. The waiter brought the drinks, +which the women drank off at a draught; then they rose, and the +brunette, with a friendly nod of the head, and a tap on the arm with her +fan, said to Duroy: "Thanks, dear, you are not very talkative." + +And they went off swaying their trains. + +Forestier laughed. "I say, old fellow, you are very successful with the +women. You must look after it. It may lead to something." He was silent +for a moment, and then continued in the dreamy tone of men who think +aloud: "It is through them, too, that one gets on quickest." + +And as Duroy still smiled without replying, he asked: "Are you going to +stop any longer? I have had enough of it. I am going home." + +The other murmured: "Yes, I shall stay a little longer. It is not late." + +Forestier rose. "Well, good-night, then. Till to-morrow. Don't forget. +Seventeen Rue Fontaine, at half-past seven." + +"That is settled. Till to-morrow. Thanks." + +They shook hands, and the journalist walked away. + +As soon as he had disappeared Duroy felt himself free, and again he +joyfully felt the two pieces of gold in his pocket; then rising, he +began to traverse the crowd, which he followed with his eyes. + +He soon caught sight of the two women, the blonde and the brunette, who +were still making their way, with their proud bearing of beggars, +through the throng of men. + +He went straight up to them, and when he was quite close he no longer +dared to do anything. + +The brunette said: "Have you found your tongue again?" + +He stammered "By Jove!" without being able to say anything else. + +The three stood together, checking the movement, the current of which +swept round them. + +All at once she asked: "Will you come home with me?" + +And he, quivering with desire, answered roughly: "Yes, but I have only a +louis in my pocket." + +She smiled indifferently. "It is all the same to me,"' and took his arm +in token of possession. + +As they went out he thought that with the other louis he could easily +hire a suit of dress clothes for the next evening. + + + + +II + + +"Monsieur Forestier, if you please?" + +"Third floor, the door on the left," the concierge had replied, in a +voice the amiable tone of which betokened a certain consideration for +the tenant, and George Duroy ascended the stairs. + +He felt somewhat abashed, awkward, and ill at ease. He was wearing a +dress suit for the first time in his life, and was uneasy about the +general effect of his toilet. He felt it was altogether defective, from +his boots, which were not of patent leather, though neat, for he was +naturally smart about his foot-gear, to his shirt, which he had bought +that very morning for four franc fifty centimes at the Masgasin du +Louvre, and the limp front of which was already rumpled. His everyday +shirts were all more or less damaged, so that he had not been able to +make use of even the least worn of them. + +His trousers, rather too loose, set off his leg badly, seeming to flap +about the calf with that creased appearance which second-hand clothes +present. The coat alone did not look bad, being by chance almost a +perfect fit. + +He was slowly ascending the stairs with beating heart and anxious mind, +tortured above all by the fear of appearing ridiculous, when suddenly he +saw in front of him a gentleman in full dress looking at him. They were +so close to one another that Duroy took a step back and then remained +stupefied; it was himself, reflected by a tall mirror on the first-floor +landing. A thrill of pleasure shot through him to find himself so much +more presentable than he had imagined. + +Only having a small shaving-glass in his room, he had not been able to +see himself all at once, and as he had only an imperfect glimpse of the +various items of his improvised toilet, he had mentally exaggerated its +imperfections, and harped to himself on the idea of appearing grotesque. + +But on suddenly coming upon his reflection in the mirror, he had not +even recognized himself; he had taken himself for someone else, for a +gentleman whom at the first glance he had thought very well dressed and +fashionable looking. And now, looking at himself carefully, he +recognized that really the general effect was satisfactory. + +He studied himself as actors do when learning their parts. He smiled, +held out his hand, made gestures, expressed sentiments of astonishment, +pleasure, and approbation, and essayed smiles and glances, with a view +of displaying his gallantry towards the ladies, and making them +understand that they were admired and desired. + +A door opened somewhere. He was afraid of being caught, and hurried +upstairs, filled with the fear of having been seen grimacing thus by one +of his friend's guests. + +On reaching the second story he noticed another mirror, and slackened +his pace to view himself in it as he went by. His bearing seemed to him +really graceful. He walked well. And now he was filled with an unbounded +confidence in himself. Certainly he must be successful with such an +appearance, his wish to succeed, his native resolution, and his +independence of mind. He wanted to run, to jump, as he ascended the last +flight of stairs. He stopped in front of the third mirror, twirled his +moustache as he had a trick of doing, took off his hat to run his +fingers through his hair, and muttered half-aloud as he often did: "What +a capital notion." Then raising his hand to the bell handle, he rang. + +The door opened almost at once, and he found himself face to face with a +man-servant out of livery, serious, clean-shaven, and so perfect in his +get-up that Duroy became uneasy again without understanding the reason +of his vague emotion, due, perhaps, to an unwitting comparison of the +cut of their respective garments. The man-servant, who had +patent-leather shoes, asked, as he took the overcoat which Duroy had +carried on his arm, to avoid exposing the stains on it: "Whom shall I +announce?" + +And he announced the name through a door with a looped-back draping +leading into a drawing-room. + +But Duroy, suddenly losing his assurance, felt himself breathless and +paralyzed by terror. He was about to take his first step in the world he +had looked forward to and longed for. He advanced, nevertheless. A fair +young woman, quite alone, was standing awaiting him in a large room, +well lit up and full of plants as a greenhouse. + +He stopped short, quite disconcerted. Who was this lady who was smiling +at him? Then he remembered that Forestier was married, and the thought +that this pretty and elegant blonde must be his friend's wife completed +his alarm. + +He stammered: "Madame, I am--" + +She held out her hand, saying: "I know, sir; Charles has told me of your +meeting last evening, and I am very pleased that he had the idea of +asking you to dine with us to-day." + +He blushed up to his ears, not knowing what to say, and felt himself +examined from head to foot, reckoned up, and judged. + +He longed to excuse himself, to invent some pretext for explaining the +deficiencies of his toilet, but he could not think of one, and did not +dare touch on this difficult subject. + +He sat down on an armchair she pointed out to him, and as he felt the +soft and springy velvet-covered seat yield beneath his weight, as he +felt himself, as it were, supported and clasped by the padded back and +arms, it seemed to him that he was entering upon a new and enchanting +life, that he was taking possession of something delightful, that he was +becoming somebody, that he was saved, and he looked at Madame Forestier, +whose eyes had not quitted him. + +She was attired in a dress of pale blue cashmere, which set off the +outline of her slender waist and full bust. Her arms and neck issued +from a cloud of white lace, with which the bodice and short sleeves were +trimmed, and her fair hair, dressed high, left a fringe of tiny curls at +the nape of her neck. + +Duroy recovered his assurance beneath her glance, which reminded him, +without his knowing why, of that of the girl met overnight at the Folies +Bergére. She had gray eyes, of a bluish gray, which imparted to them a +strange expression; a thin nose, full lips, a rather fleshy chin, and +irregular but inviting features, full of archness and charm. It was one +of those faces, every trait of which reveals a special grace, and seems +to have its meaning--every movement to say or to hide something. After a +brief silence she asked: "Have you been long in Paris?" + +He replied slowly, recovering his self-possession: "A few months only, +Madame. I have a berth in one of the railway companies, but Forestier +holds out the hope that I may, thanks to him, enter journalism." + +She smiled more plainly and kindly, and murmured, lowering her voice: +"Yes, I know." + +The bell had rung again. The servant announced "Madame de Marelle." + +This was a little brunette, who entered briskly, and seemed to be +outlined--modeled, as it were--from head to foot in a dark dress made +quite plainly. A red rose placed in her black hair caught the eye at +once, and seemed to stamp her physiognomy, accentuate her character, and +strike the sharp and lively note needed. + +A little girl in short frocks followed her. + +Madame Forestier darted forward, exclaiming: "Good evening, Clotilde." + +"Good evening, Madeleine." They kissed one another, and then the child +offered her forehead, with the assurance of a grown-up person, saying: +"Good evening, cousin." + +Madame Forestier kissed her, and then introduced them, saying: "Monsieur +George Duroy, an old friend of Charles; Madame de Marelle, my friend, +and in some degree my relation." She added: "You know we have no +ceremonious affectation here. You quite understand, eh?" + +The young man bowed. + +The door opened again, and a short, stout gentleman appeared, having on +his arm a tall, handsome woman, much younger than himself, and of +distinguished appearance and grave bearing. They were Monsieur Walter, a +Jew from the South of France, deputy, financier, capitalist, and manager +of the _Vie Francaise_, and his wife, the daughter of Monsieur +Basile-Ravalau, the banker. + +Then came, one immediately after the other, Jacques Rival, very +elegantly got up, and Norbert de Varenne, whose coat collar shone +somewhat from the friction of the long locks falling on his shoulders +and scattering over them a few specks of white scurf. His badly-tied +cravat looked as if it had already done duty. He advanced with the air +and graces of an old beau, and taking Madame Forestier's hand, printed a +kiss on her wrist. As he bent forward his long hair spread like water +over her bare arm. + +Forestier entered in his turn, offering excuses for being late. He had +been detained at the office of the paper by the Morel affair. Monsieur +Morel, a Radical deputy, had just addressed a question to the Ministry +respecting a vote of credit for the colonization of Algeria. + +The servant announced: "Dinner is served, Madame," and they passed into +the dining-room. + +Duroy found himself seated between Madame de Marelle and her daughter. +He again felt ill at ease, being afraid of making some mistake in the +conventional handling of forks, spoons, and glasses. There were four of +these, one of a faint blue tint. What could be meant to be drunk out of +that? + +Nothing was said while the soup was being consumed, and then Norbert de +Varenne asked: "Have you read the Gauthier case? What a funny business +it is." + +After a discussion on this case of adultery, complicated with +blackmailing, followed. They did not speak of it as the events recorded +in newspapers are spoken of in private families, but as a disease is +spoken of among doctors, or vegetables among market gardeners. They were +neither shocked nor astonished at the facts, but sought out their hidden +and secret motives with professional curiosity, and an utter +indifference for the crime itself. They sought to clearly explain the +origin of certain acts, to determine all the cerebral phenomena which +had given birth to the drama, the scientific result due to an especial +condition of mind. The women, too, were interested in this +investigation. And other recent events were examined, commented upon, +turned so as to show every side of them, and weighed correctly, with the +practical glance, and from the especial standpoint of dealers in news, +and vendors of the drama of life at so much a line, just as articles +destined for sale are examined, turned over, and weighed by tradesmen. + +Then it was a question of a duel, and Jacques Rival spoke. This was his +business; no one else could handle it. + +Duroy dared not put in a word. He glanced from time to time at his +neighbor, whose full bosom captivated him. A diamond, suspended by a +thread of gold, dangled from her ear like a drop of water that had +rolled down it. From time to time she made an observation which always +brought a smile to her hearers' lips. She had a quaint, pleasant wit, +that of an experienced tomboy who views things with indifference and +judges them with frivolous and benevolent skepticism. + +Duroy sought in vain for some compliment to pay her, and, not finding +one, occupied himself with her daughter, filling her glass, holding her +plate, and helping her. The child, graver than her mother, thanked him +in a serious tone and with a slight bow, saying: "You are very good, +sir," and listened to her elders with an air of reflection. + +The dinner was very good, and everyone was enraptured. Monsieur Walter +ate like an ogre, hardly spoke, and glanced obliquely under his glasses +at the dishes offered to him. Norbert de Varenne kept him company, and +from time to time let drops of gravy fall on his shirt front. Forestier, +silent and serious, watched everything, exchanging glances of +intelligence with his wife, like confederates engaged together on a +difficult task which is going on swimmingly. + +Faces grew red, and voices rose, as from time to time the man-servant +murmured in the guests' ears: "Corton or Chateau-Laroze." + +Duroy had found the Corton to his liking, and let his glass be filled +every time. A delicious liveliness stole over him, a warm cheerfulness, +that mounted from the stomach to the head, flowed through his limbs and +penetrated him throughout. He felt himself wrapped in perfect comfort of +life and thought, body and soul. + +A longing to speak assailed him, to bring himself into notice, to be +appreciated like these men, whose slightest words were relished. + +But the conversation, which had been going on unchecked, linking ideas +one to another, jumping from one topic to another at a chance word, a +mere trifle, and skimming over a thousand matters, turned again on the +great question put by Monsieur Morel in the Chamber respecting the +colonization of Algeria. + +Monsieur Walter, between two courses, made a few jests, for his wit was +skeptical and broad. Forestier recited his next day's leader. Jacques +Rival insisted on a military government with land grants to all officers +after thirty years of colonial service. + +"By this plan," he said, "you will create an energetic class of +colonists, who will have already learned to love and understand the +country, and will be acquainted with its language, and with all those +grave local questions against which new-comers invariably run their +heads." + +Norbert de Varenne interrupted him with: "Yes; they will be acquainted +with everything except agriculture. They will speak Arabic, but they +will be ignorant how beet-root is planted out and wheat sown. They will +be good at fencing, but very shaky as regards manures. On the contrary, +this new land should be thrown entirely open to everyone. Intelligent +men will achieve a position there; the others will go under. It is the +social law." + +A brief silence followed, and the listeners smiled at one another. + +George Duroy opened his mouth, and said, feeling as much surprised at +the sound of his own voice as if he had never heard himself speak: "What +is most lacking there is good land. The really fertile estates cost as +much as in France, and are bought up as investments by rich Parisians. +The real colonists, the poor fellows who leave home for lack of bread, +are forced into the desert, where nothing will grow for want of water." + +Everyone looked at him, and he felt himself blushing. + +Monsieur Walter asked: "Do you know Algeria, sir?" + +George replied: "Yes, sir; I was there nearly two years and a half, and +I was quartered in all three provinces." + +Suddenly unmindful of the Morel question, Norbert de Varenne +interrogated him respecting a detail of manners and customs of which he +had been informed by an officer. It was with respect to the Mzab, that +strange little Arab republic sprung up in the midst of the Sahara, in +the driest part of that burning region. + +Duroy had twice visited the Mzab, and he narrated some of the customs of +this singular country, where drops of water are valued as gold; where +every inhabitant is bound to discharge all public duties; and where +commercial honesty is carried further than among civilized nations. + +He spoke with a certain raciness excited by the wine and the desire to +please, and told regimental yarns, incidents of Arab life and military +adventure. He even hit on some telling phrases to depict these bare and +yellow lands, eternally laid waste by the devouring fire of the sun. + +All the women had their eyes turned upon him, and Madame Walter said, in +her deliberate tones: "You could make a charming series of articles out +of your recollections." + +Then Walter looked at the young fellow over the glasses of his +spectacles, as was his custom when he wanted to see anyone's face +distinctly. He looked at the dishes underneath them. + +Forestier seized the opportunity. "My dear sir, I had already spoken to +you about Monsieur George Duroy, asking you to let me have him for my +assistant in gleaning political topics. Since Marambot left us, I have +no one to send in quest of urgent and confidential information, and the +paper suffers from it." + +Daddy Walter became serious, and pushed his spectacles upon his +forehead, in order to look Duroy well in the face. Then he said: "It is +true that Monsieur Duroy has evidently an original turn of thought. If +he will come and have a chat with us to-morrow at three o'clock, we will +settle the matter." Then, after a short silence, turning right round +towards George, he added: "But write us a little fancy series of +articles on Algeria at once. Relate your experiences, and mix up the +colonization question with them as you did just now. They are facts, +genuine facts, and I am sure they will greatly please our readers. But +be quick. I must have the first article to-morrow or the day after, +while the subject is being discussed in the Chamber, in order to catch +the public." + +Madame Walter added, with that serious grace which characterized +everything she did, and which lent an air of favor to her words: "And +you have a charming title, 'Recollections of a Chasseur d'Afrique.' Is +it not so, Monsieur Norbert?" + +The old poet, who had worn renown late in life, feared and hated +new-comers. He replied dryly: "Yes, excellent, provided that the keynote +be followed, for that is the great difficulty; the exact note, what in +music is called the pitch." + +Madame Forestier cast on Duroy a smiling and protective glance, the +glance of a connoisseur, which seemed to say: "Yes, you will get on." +Madame de Marelle had turned towards him several times, and the diamond +in her ear quivered incessantly as though the drop of water was about to +fall. + +The little girl remained quiet and serious, her head bent over her +plate. + +But the servant passed round the table, filling the blue glasses with +Johannisberg, and Forestier proposed a toast, drinking with a bow to +Monsieur Walter: "Prosperity to the _Vie Francaise_." + +Everyone bowed towards the proprietor, who smiled, and Duroy, +intoxicated with success, emptied his glass at a draught. He would have +emptied a whole barrel after the same fashion; it seemed to him that he +could have eaten a bullock or strangled a lion. He felt a superhuman +strength in his limbs, unconquerable resolution and unbounded hope in +his mind. He was now at home among these people; he had just taken his +position, won his place. His glance rested on their faces with a +new-born assurance, and he ventured for the first time to address his +neighbor. "You have the prettiest earrings I have ever seen, Madame." + +She turned towards him with a smile. "It was an idea of my own to have +the diamonds hung like that, just at the end of a thread. They really +look like dew-drops, do they not?" + +He murmured, ashamed of his own daring, and afraid of making a fool of +himself: + +"It is charming; but the ear, too, helps to set it off." + +She thanked him with a look, one of those woman's looks that go straight +to the heart. And as he turned his head he again met Madame Forestier's +eye, always kindly, but now he thought sparkling with a livelier mirth, +an archness, an encouragement. + +All the men were now talking at once with gesticulations and raised +voices. They were discussing the great project of the metropolitan +railway. The subject was not exhausted till dessert was finished, +everyone having a deal to say about the slowness of the methods of +communication in Paris, the inconvenience of the tramway, the delays of +omnibus traveling, and the rudeness of cabmen. + +Then they left the dining-room to take coffee. Duroy, in jest, offered +his arm to the little girl. She gravely thanked him, and rose on tiptoe +in order to rest her hand on it. + +On returning to the drawing-room he again experienced the sensation of +entering a greenhouse. In each of the four corners of the room tall +palms unfolded their elegantly shaped leaves, rising to the ceiling, and +there spreading fountain-wise. + +On each side of the fireplace were india-rubber plants like round +columns, with their dark green leaves tapering one above the other; and +on the piano two unknown shrubs covered with flowers, those of one all +crimson and those of the other all white, had the appearance of +artificial plants, looking too beautiful to be real. + +The air was cool, and laden with a soft, vague perfume that could +scarcely be defined. The young fellow, now more himself, considered the +room more attentively. It was not large; nothing attracted attention +with the exception of the shrubs, no bright color struck one, but one +felt at one's ease in it; one felt soothed and refreshed, and, as it +were, caressed by one's surroundings. The walls were covered with an +old-fashioned stuff of faded violet, spotted with little flowers in +yellow silk about the size of flies. Hangings of grayish-blue cloth, +embroidered here and there with crimson poppies, draped the doorways, +and the chairs of all shapes and sizes, scattered about the room, +lounging chairs, easy chairs, ottomans, and stools, were upholstered in +Louise Seize silk or Utrecht velvet, with a crimson pattern on a +cream-colored ground. + +"Do you take coffee, Monsieur Duroy?" and Madame Forestier held out a +cup towards him with that smile which never left her lips. + +"Thank you, Madame." He took the cup, and as he bent forward to take a +lump of sugar from the sugar-basin carried by the little girl, Madame +Forestier said to him in a low voice: "Pay attention to Madame Walter." + +Then she drew back before he had time to answer a word. + +He first drank off his coffee, which he was afraid of dropping onto the +carpet; then, his mind more at ease, he sought for some excuse to +approach the wife of his new governor, and begin a conversation. All at +once he noticed that she was holding an empty cup in her hand, and as +she was at some distance from a table, did not know where to put it. He +darted forward with, "Allow me, Madame?" + +"Thank you, sir." + +He took away the cup and then returned. + +"If you knew, Madame," he began, "the happy hours the _Vie Francaise_ +helped me to pass when I was away in the desert. It is really the only +paper that is readable out of France, for it is more literary, wittier, +and less monotonous than the others. There is something of everything in +it." + +She smiled with amiable indifference, and answered, seriously: + +"Monsieur Walter has had a great deal of trouble to create a type of +newspaper supplying the want of the day." + +And they began to chat. He had an easy flow of commonplace conversation, +a charm in his voice and look, and an irresistible seductiveness about +his moustache. It curled coquettishly about his lips, reddish brown, +with a paler tint about the ends. They chatted about Paris, its suburbs, +the banks of the Seine, watering places, summer amusements, all the +current topics on which one can prate to infinity without wearying +oneself. + +Then as Monsieur Norbert de Varenne approached with a liqueur glass in +his hand, Duroy discreetly withdrew. + +Madame de Marelle, who had been speaking with Madame Forestier, summoned +him. + +"Well, sir," she said, abruptly, "so you want to try your hand at +journalism?" + +He spoke vaguely of his prospects, and there recommenced with her the +conversation he had just had with Madame Walter, but as he was now a +better master of his subject, he showed his superiority in it, repeating +as his own the things he had just heard. And he continually looked his +companion in the eyes, as though to give deep meaning to what he was +saying. + +She, in her turn, related anecdotes with the easy flow of spirits of a +woman who knows she is witty, and is always seeking to appear so, and +becoming familiar, she laid her hand from time to time on his arm, and +lowered her voice to make trifling remarks which thus assumed a +character of intimacy. He was inwardly excited by her contact. He would +have liked to have shown his devotion for her on the spot, to have +defended her, shown her what he was worth, and his delay in his replies +to her showed the preoccupation of his mind. + +But suddenly, without any reason, Madame de Marelle called, "Laurine!" +and the little girl came. + +"Sit down here, child; you will catch cold near the window." + +Duroy was seized with a wild longing to kiss the child. It was as though +some part of the kiss would reach the mother. + +He asked in a gallant, and at the same time fatherly, tone: "Will you +allow me to kiss you, Mademoiselle?" + +The child looked up at him in surprise. + +"Answer, my dear," said Madame de Marelle, laughingly. + +"Yes, sir, this time; but it will not do always." + +Duroy, sitting down, lifted Laurine onto his knees and brushed the fine +curly hair above her forehead with his lips. + +Her mother was surprised. "What! she has not run away; it is astounding. +Usually she will only let ladies kiss her. You are irresistible, +Monsieur Duroy." + +He blushed without answering, and gently jogged the little girl on his +knee. + +Madame Forestier drew near, and exclaimed, with astonishment: "What, +Laurine tamed! What a miracle!" + +Jacques Rival also came up, cigar in mouth, and Duroy rose to take +leave, afraid of spoiling, by some unlucky remark, the work done, his +task of conquest begun. + +He bowed, softly pressed the little outstretched hands of the women, and +then heartily shook those of the men. He noted that the hand of Jacques +Rival, warm and dry, answered cordially to his grip; that of Norbert de +Varenne, damp and cold, slipped through his fingers; that of Daddy +Walter, cold and flabby, was without expression or energy; and that of +Forestier was plump and moist. His friend said to him in a low tone, +"To-morrow, at three o'clock; do not forget." + +"Oh! no; don't be afraid of that." + +When he found himself once more on the stairs he felt a longing to run +down them, so great was his joy, and he darted forward, going down two +steps at a time, but suddenly he caught sight in a large mirror on the +second-floor landing of a gentleman in a hurry, who was advancing +briskly to meet him, and he stopped short, ashamed, as if he had been +caught tripping. Then he looked at himself in the glass for some time, +astonished at being really such a handsome fellow, smiled complacently, +and taking leave of his reflection, bowed low to it as one bows to a +personage of importance. + + + + +III + + +When George Duroy found himself in the street he hesitated as to what he +should do. He wanted to run, to dream, to walk about thinking of the +future as he breathed the soft night air, but the thought of the series +of articles asked for by Daddy Walter haunted him, and he decided to go +home at once and set to work. + +He walked along quickly, reached the outer boulevards, and followed +their line as far as the Rue Boursault, where he dwelt. The house, six +stories high, was inhabited by a score of small households, +trades-people or workmen, and he experienced a sickening sensation of +disgust, a longing to leave the place and live like well-to-do people in +a clean dwelling, as he ascended the stairs, lighting himself with wax +matches on his way up the dirty steps, littered with bits of paper, +cigarette ends, and scraps of kitchen refuse. A stagnant stench of +cooking, cesspools and humanity, a close smell of dirt and old walls, +which no rush of air could have driven out of the building, filled it +from top to bottom. + +The young fellow's room, on the fifth floor, looked into a kind of +abyss, the huge cutting of the Western Railway just above the outlet by +the tunnel of the Batignolles station. Duroy opened his window and +leaned against the rusty iron cross-bar. + +Below him, at the bottom of the dark hole, three motionless red lights +resembled the eyes of huge wild animals, and further on a glimpse could +be caught of others, and others again still further. Every moment +whistles, prolonged or brief, pierced the silence of the night, some +near at hand, others scarcely discernible, coming from a distance from +the direction of Asnières. Their modulations were akin to those of the +human voice. One of them came nearer and nearer, with its plaintive +appeal growing louder and louder every moment, and soon a big yellow +light appeared advancing with a loud noise, and Duroy watched the +string of railway carriages swallowed up by the tunnel. + +Then he said to himself: "Come, let's go to work." + +He placed his light upon the table, but at the moment of commencing he +found that he had only a quire of letter paper in the place. More the +pity, but he would make use of it by opening out each sheet to its full +extent. He dipped his pen in ink, and wrote at the head of the page, in +his best hand, "Recollections of a Chasseur d'Afrique." + +Then he tried to frame the opening sentence. He remained with his head +on his hands and his eyes fixed on the white sheet spread out before +him. What should he say? He could no longer recall anything of what he +had been relating a little while back; not an anecdote, not a fact, +nothing. + +All at once the thought struck him: "I must begin with my departure." + +And he wrote: "It was in 1874, about the middle of May, when France, in +her exhaustion, was reposing after the catastrophe of the terrible +year." + +He stopped short, not knowing how to lead up to what should follow--his +embarkation, his voyage, his first impressions. + +After ten minutes' reflection, he resolved to put off the introductory +slip till to-morrow, and to set to work at once to describe Algiers. + +And he traced on his paper the words: "Algiers is a white city," without +being able to state anything further. He recalled in his mind the pretty +white city flowing down in a cascade of flat-roofed dwellings from the +summit of its hills to the sea, but he could no longer find a word to +express what he had seen and felt. + +After a violent effort, he added: "It is partly inhabited by Arabs." + +Then he threw down his pen and rose from his chair. + +On his little iron bedstead, hollowed in the center by the pressure of +his body, he saw his everyday garments cast down there, empty, worn, +limp, ugly as the clothing at the morgue. On a straw-bottomed chair his +tall hat, his only one, brim uppermost, seemed to be awaiting an alms. + +The wall paper, gray with blue bouquets, showed as many stains as +flowers, old suspicious-looking stains, the origin of which could not be +defined; crushed insects or drops of oil; finger tips smeared with +pomatum or soapy water scattered while washing. It smacked of shabby, +genteel poverty, the poverty of a Paris lodging-house. Anger rose within +him at the wretchedness of his mode of living. He said to himself that +he must get out of it at once; that he must finish with this irksome +existence the very next day. + +A frantic desire of working having suddenly seized on him again, he sat +down once more at the table, and began anew to seek for phrases to +describe the strange and charming physiognomy of Algiers, that ante-room + +of vast and mysterious Africa; the Africa of wandering Arabs and unknown +tribes of negroes; that unexplored Africa of which we are sometimes +shown in public gardens the improbable-looking animals seemingly made to +figure in fairy tales; the ostriches, those exaggerated fowls; the +gazelles, those divine goats; the surprising and grotesque giraffes; the +grave-looking camels, the monstrous hippopotomi, the shapeless +rhinosceri, and the gorillas, those frightful-looking brothers of +mankind. + +He vaguely felt ideas occurring to him; he might perhaps have uttered +them, but he could not put them into writing. And his impotence +exasperated him, he got up again, his hands damp with perspiration, and +his temples throbbing. + +His eyes falling on his washing bill, brought up that evening by the +concierge, he was suddenly seized with wild despair. All his joy +vanishing in a twinkling, with his confidence in himself and his faith +in the future. It was all up; he could not do anything, he would never +be anybody; he felt played out, incapable, good for nothing, damned. + +And he went and leaned out of the window again, just as a train issued +from the tunnel with a loud and violent noise. It was going away, afar +off, across the fields and plains towards the sea. And the recollection +of his parents stirred in Duroy's breast. It would pass near them, that +train, within a few leagues of their house. He saw it again, the little +house at the entrance to the village of Canteleu, on the summit of the +slope overlooking Rouen and the immense valley of the Seine. + +His father and mother kept a little inn, a place where the tradesfolk of +the suburbs of Rouen came out to lunch on Sunday at the sign of the +Belle Vue. They had wanted to make a gentleman of their son, and had +sent him to college. Having finished his studies, and been plowed for +his bachelor's degree, he had entered on his military service with the +intention of becoming an officer, a colonel, a general. But, disgusted +with military life long before the completion of his five years' term +of service, he had dreamed of making a fortune at Paris. + +He came there at the expiration of his term of service, despite the +entreaties of his father and mother, whose visions having evaporated, +wanted now to have him at home with them. In his turn he hoped to +achieve a future; he foresaw a triumph by means as yet vaguely defined +in his mind, but which he felt sure he could scheme out and further. + +He had had some successful love affairs in the regiment, some easy +conquests, and even some adventures in a better class of society, having +seduced a tax collector's daughter, who wanted to leave her home for his +sake, and a lawyer's wife, who had tried to drown herself in despair at +being abandoned. + +His comrades used to say of him: "He is a sharp fellow, a deep one to +get out of a scrape, a chap who knows which side his bread is buttered," +and he had promised himself to act up to this character. + +His conscience, Norman by birth, worn by the daily dealings of garrison +life, rendered elastic by the examples of pillaging in Africa, illicit +commissions, shaky dodges; spurred, too, by the notions of honor current +in the army, military bravadoes, patriotic sentiments, the fine-sounding +tales current among sub-officers, and the vain glory of the profession +of arms, had become a kind of box of tricks in which something of +everything was to be found. + +But the wish to succeed reigned sovereign in it. + +He had, without noticing it, began to dream again as he did every +evening. He pictured to himself some splendid love adventure which +should bring about all at once the realization of his hopes. He married +the daughter of some banker or nobleman met with in the street, and +captivated at the first glance. + +The shrill whistle of a locomotive which, issuing from the tunnel like a +big rabbit bolting out of its hole, and tearing at full speed along the +rails towards the machine shed where it was to take its rest, awoke him +from his dream. + +Then, repossessed by the vague and joyful hope which ever haunted his +mind, he wafted a kiss into the night, a kiss of love addressed to the +vision of the woman he was awaiting, a kiss of desire addressed to the +fortune he coveted. Then he closed his window and began to undress, +murmuring: + +"I shall feel in a better mood for it to-morrow. My thoughts are not +clear to-night. Perhaps, too, I have had just a little too much to +drink. One can't work well under those circumstances." + +He got into bed, blew out his light, and went off to sleep almost +immediately. + +He awoke early, as one awakes on mornings of hope and trouble, and +jumping out of bed, opened his window to drink a cup of fresh air, as he +phrased it. + +The houses of the Rue de Rome opposite, on the other side of the broad +railway cutting, glittering in the rays of the rising sun, seemed to be +painted with white light. Afar off on the right a glimpse was caught of +the slopes of Argenteuil, the hills of Sannois, and the windmills of +Orgemont through a light bluish mist; like a floating and transparent +veil cast onto the horizon. + +Duroy remained for some minutes gazing at the distant country side, and +he murmured: "It would be devilish nice out there a day like this." Then +he bethought himself that he must set to work, and that at once, and +also send his concierge's lad, at a cost of ten sous, to the office to +say that he was ill. + +He sat down at his table, dipped his pen in the ink, leaned his forehead +on his hand, and sought for ideas. All in vain, nothing came. + +He was not discouraged, however. He thought, "Bah! I am not accustomed +to it. It is a trade to be learned like all other trades. I must have +some help the first time. I will go and find Forestier, who will give me +a start for my article in ten minutes." + +And he dressed himself. + +When he got into the street he came to the conclusion that it was still +too early to present himself at the residence of his friend, who must be +a late sleeper. He therefore walked slowly along beneath the trees of +the outer boulevards. It was not yet nine o'clock when he reached the +Parc Monceau, fresh from its morning watering. Sitting down upon a bench +he began to dream again. A well-dressed young man was walking up and +down at a short distance, awaiting a woman, no doubt. Yes, she appeared, +close veiled and quick stepping, and taking his arm, after a brief clasp +of the hand, they walked away together. + +A riotous need of love broke out in Duroy's heart, a need of amours at +once distinguished and delicate. He rose and resumed his journey, +thinking of Forestier. What luck the fellow had! + +He reached the door at the moment his friend was coming out of it. "You +here at this time of day. What do you want of me?" + +Duroy, taken aback at meeting him thus, just as he was starting off, +stammered: "You see, you see, I can't manage to write my article; you +know the article Monsieur Walter asked me to write on Algeria. It is +not very surprising, considering that I have never written anything. +Practice is needed for that, as for everything else. I shall get used to +it very quickly, I am sure, but I do not know how to set about +beginning. I have plenty of ideas, but I cannot manage to express them." + +He stopped, hesitatingly, and Forestier smiled somewhat slyly, saying: +"I know what it is." + +Duroy went on: "Yes, it must happen to everyone at the beginning. Well, +I came, I came to ask you for a lift. In ten minutes you can give me a +start, you can show me how to shape it. It will be a good lesson in +style you will give me, and really without you I do not see how I can +get on with it." + +Forestier still smiled, and tapping his old comrade on the arm, said: +"Go in and see my wife; she will settle your business quite as well as I +could. I have trained her for that kind of work. I, myself, have not +time this morning, or I would willingly have done it for you." + +Duroy suddenly abashed, hesitated, feeling afraid. + +"But I cannot call on her at this time of the day." + +"Oh, yes; she is up. You will find her in my study arranging some notes +for me." + +Duroy refused to go upstairs, saying: "No, I can't think of such a +thing." + +Forestier took him by the shoulders, twisted him round on his heels, and +pushing him towards the staircase, said: "Go along, you great donkey, +when I tell you to. You are not going to oblige me to go up these +flights of stairs again to introduce you and explain the fix you are +in." + +Then Duroy made up his mind. "Thanks, then, I will go up," he said. "I +shall tell her that you forced me, positively forced me to come and see +her." + +"All right. She won't scratch your eyes out. Above all, do not forget +our appointment for three o'clock." + +"Oh! don't be afraid about that." + +Forestier hastened off, and Duroy began to ascend the stairs slowly, +step by step, thinking over what he should say, and feeling uneasy as to +his probable reception. + +The man servant, wearing a blue apron, and holding a broom in his hand, +opened the door to him. + +"Master is not at home," he said, without waiting to be spoken to. + +Duroy persisted. + +"Ask Madame Forestier," said he, "whether she will receive me, and tell +her that I have come from her husband, whom I met in the street." + +Then he waited while the man went away, returned, and opening the door +on the right, said: "Madame will see you, sir." + +She was seated in an office armchair in a small room, the walls of which +were wholly hidden by books carefully ranged on shelves of black wood. +The bindings, of various tints, red, yellow, green, violet, and blue, +gave some color and liveliness to those monotonous lines of volumes. + +She turned round, still smiling. She was wrapped in a white dressing +gown, trimmed with lace, and as she held out her hand, displayed her +bare arm in its wide sleeve. + +"Already?" said she, and then added: "That is not meant for a reproach, +but a simple question." + +"Oh, madame, I did not want to come up, but your husband, whom I met at +the bottom of the house, obliged me to. I am so confused that I dare not +tell you what brings me." + +She pointed to a chair, saying: "Sit down and tell me about it." + +She was twirling a goose-quill between her fingers, and in front of her +was a half-written page, interrupted by the young fellow's arrival. She +seemed quite at home at this work table, as much at her ease as if in +her drawing-room, engaged on everyday tasks. A faint perfume emanated +from her dressing gown, the fresh perfume of a recent toilet. Duroy +sought to divine, fancied he could trace, the outline of her plump, +youthful figure through the soft material enveloping it. + +She went on, as he did not reply: "Well, come tell me what is it." + +He murmured, hesitatingly: "Well, you see--but I really dare not--I was +working last night very late and quite early this morning on the article +upon Algeria, upon which Monsieur Walter asked me to write, and I could +not get on with it--I tore up all my attempts. I am not accustomed to +this kind of work, and I came to ask Forestier to help me this once--" + +She interrupted him, laughing heartily. "And he told you to come and see +me? That is a nice thing." + +"Yes, madame. He said that you will get me out of my difficulty better +than himself, but I did not dare, I did not wish to--you understand." + +She rose, saying: "It will be delightful to work in collaboration with +you like that. I am charmed at the notion. Come, sit down in my place, +for they know my hand-writing at the office. And we will knock you off +an article; oh, but a good one." + +He sat down, took a pen, spread a sheet of paper before him, and waited. + +Madame Forestier, standing by, watched him make these preparations, then +took a cigarette from the mantel-shelf, and lit it. + +"I cannot work without smoking," said she. "Come, what are you going to +say?" + +He lifted his head towards her with astonishment. + +"But that is just what I don't know, since it is that I came to see you +about." + +She replied: "Oh, I will put it in order for you. I will make the sauce, +but then I want the materials of the dish." + +He remained embarrassed before her. At length he said, hesitatingly: "I +should like to relate my journey, then, from the beginning." + +Then she sat down before him on the other side of the table, and looking +him in the eyes: + +"Well, tell it me first; for myself alone, you understand, slowly and +without forgetting anything, and I will select what is to be used of +it." + +But as he did not know where to commence, she began to question him as a +priest would have done in the confessional, putting precise questions +which recalled to him forgotten details, people encountered and faces +merely caught sight of. + +When she had made him speak thus for about a quarter of an hour, she +suddenly interrupted him with: "Now we will begin. In the first place, +we will imagine that you are narrating your impressions to a friend, +which will allow you to write a lot of tom-foolery, to make remarks of +all kinds, to be natural and funny if we can. Begin: + +"'My Dear Henry,--You want to know what Algeria is like, and you shall. +I will send you, having nothing else to do in a little cabin of dried +mud which serves me as a habitation, a kind of journal of my life, day +by day, and hour by hour. It will be a little lively at times, more is +the pity, but you are not obliged to show it to your lady friends.'" + +She paused to re-light her cigarette, which had gone out, and the faint +creaking of the quill on the paper stopped, too. + +"Let us continue," said she. + +"Algeria is a great French country on the frontiers of the great unknown +countries called the Desert, the Sahara, central Africa, etc., etc. + +"Algiers is the door, the pretty white door of this strange continent. + +"But it is first necessary to get to it, which is not a rosy job for +everyone. I am, you know, an excellent horseman, since I break in the +colonel's horses; but a man may be a very good rider and a very bad +sailor. That is my case. + +"You remember Surgeon-Major Simbretras, whom we used to call Old +Ipecacuanha, and how, when we thought ourselves ripe for a twenty-four +hours' stay in the infirmary, that blessed sojourning place, we used to +go up before him. + +"How he used to sit in his chair, with his fat legs in his red trousers, +wide apart, his hands on his knees, and his elbows stuck, rolling his +great eyes and gnawing his white moustache. + +"You remember his favorite mode of treatment: 'This man's stomach is +out of order. Give him a dose of emetic number three, according to my +prescription, and then twelve hours off duty, and he will be all right.' + +"It was a sovereign remedy that emetic--sovereign and irresistible. One +swallowed it because one had to. Then when one had undergone the effects +of Old Ipecacuanha's prescription, one enjoyed twelve well-earned hours' +rest. + +"Well, my dear fellow, to reach Africa, it is necessary to undergo for +forty hours the effects of another kind of irresistible emetic, +according to the prescription of the Compagnie Transatlantique." + +She rubbed her hands, delighted with the idea. + +She got up and walked about, after having lit another cigarette, and +dictated as she puffed out little whiffs of smoke, which, issuing at +first through a little round hole in the midst of her compressed lips, +slowly evaporated, leaving in the air faint gray lines, a kind of +transparent mist, like a spider's web. Sometimes with her open hand she +would brush these light traces aside; at others she would cut them +asunder with her forefinger, and then watch with serious attention the +two halves of the almost impenetrable vapor slowly disappear. + +Duroy, with his eyes, followed all her gestures, her attitudes, the +movements of her form and features--busied with this vague pastime which +did not preoccupy her thoughts. + +She now imagined the incidents of the journey, sketched traveling +companions invented by herself, and a love affair with the wife of a +captain of infantry on her way to join her husband. + +Then, sitting down again, she questioned Duroy on the topography of +Algeria, of which she was absolutely ignorant. In ten minutes she knew +as much about it as he did, and she dictated a little chapter of +political and colonial geography to coach the reader up in such matters +and prepare him to understand the serious questions which were to be +brought forward in the following articles. She continued by a trip into +the provinces of Oran, a fantastic trip, in which it was, above all, a +question of women, Moorish, Jewish, and Spanish. + +"That is what interests most," she said. + +She wound up by a sojourn at Saïda, at the foot of the great tablelands; +and by a pretty little intrigue between the sub-officer, George Duroy, +and a Spanish work-girl employed at the _alfa_ factory at Ain el Hadjar. +She described their rendezvous at night amidst the bare, stony hills, +with jackals, hyenas, and Arab dogs yelling, barking and howling among +the rocks. + +And she gleefully uttered the words: "To be continued." Then rising, she +added: "That is how one writes an article, my dear sir. Sign it, if you +please." + +He hesitated. + +"But sign it, I tell you." + +Then he began to laugh, and wrote at the bottom of the page, "George +Duroy." + +She went on smoking as she walked up and down; and he still kept looking +at her, unable to find anything to say to thank her, happy to be with +her, filled with gratitude, and with the sensual pleasure of this +new-born intimacy. It seemed to him that everything surrounding him was +part of her, everything down to the walls covered with books. The +chairs, the furniture, the air in which the perfume of tobacco was +floating, had something special, nice, sweet, and charming, which +emanated from her. + +Suddenly she asked: "What do you think of my friend, Madame de Marelle?" + +He was surprised, and answered: "I think--I think--her very charming." + +"Is it not so?" + +"Yes, certainly." + +He longed to add: "But not so much as yourself," but dared not. + +She resumed: "And if you only knew how funny, original, and intelligent +she is. She is a Bohemian--a true Bohemian. That is why her husband +scarcely cares for her. He only sees her defects, and does not +appreciate her good qualities." + +Duroy felt stupefied at learning that Madame de Marelle was married, and +yet it was only natural that she should be. + +He said: "Oh, she is married, then! And what is her husband?" + +Madame Forestier gently shrugged her shoulders, and raised her eyebrows, +with a gesture of incomprehensible meaning. + +"Oh! he is an inspector on the Northern Railway. He spends eight days +out of the month in Paris. What his wife calls 'obligatory service,' or +'weekly duty,' or 'holy week.' When you know her better you will see how +nice and bright she is. Go and call on her one of these days." + +Duroy no longer thought of leaving. It seemed to him that he was going +to stop for ever; that he was at home. + +But the door opened noiselessly, and a tall gentleman entered without +being announced. He stopped short on seeing a stranger. Madame Forestier +seemed troubled for a moment; then she said in natural tones, though a +slight rosy flush had risen to her cheeks: + +"Come in, my dear sir. I must introduce one of Charles' old friends, +Monsieur George Duroy, a future journalist." Then in another tone, she +added: "Our best and most intimate friend, the Count de Vaudrec." + +The two men bowed, looking each other in the eyes, and Duroy at once +took his leave. + +There was no attempt to detain him. He stammered a few thanks, grasped +the outstretched hand of Madame Forestier, bowed again to the new-comer, +who preserved the cold, grave air of a man of position, and went out +quite disturbed, as if he had made a fool of himself. + +On finding himself once more in the street, he felt sad and uneasy, +haunted by the vague idea of some hidden vexation. He walked on, asking +himself whence came this sudden melancholy. He could not tell, but the +stern face of the Count de Vaudrec, already somewhat aged, with gray +hair, and the calmly insolent look of a very wealthy man, constantly +recurred to his recollection. He noted that the arrival of this unknown, +breaking off a charming _tête-à-tête_, had produced in him that chilly, +despairing sensation that a word overheard, a trifle noticed, the least +thing suffices sometimes to bring about. It seemed to him, too, that +this man, without his being able to guess why, had been displeased at +finding him there. + +He had nothing more to do till three o'clock, and it was not yet noon. +He had still six francs fifty centimes in his pocket, and he went and +lunched at a Bouillon Duval. Then he prowled about the boulevard, and +as three o'clock struck, ascended the staircase, in itself an +advertisement, of the _Vie Francaise_. + +The messengers-in-waiting were seated with folded arms on a bench, while +at a kind of desk a doorkeeper was sorting the correspondence that had +just arrived. The entire get-up of the place, intended to impress +visitors, was perfect. Everyone had the appearance, bearing, dignity, +and smartness suitable to the ante-room of a large newspaper. + +"Monsieur Walter, if you please?" inquired Duroy. + +"The manager is engaged, sir," replied the doorkeeper. "Will you take a +seat, sir?" and he indicated the waiting-room, already full of people. + +There were men grave, important-looking, and decorated; and men without +visible linen, whose frock-coats, buttoned up to the chin, bore upon the +breast stains recalling the outlines of continents and seas on +geographical maps. There were three women among them. One of them was +pretty, smiling, and decked out, and had the air of a gay woman; her +neighbor, with a wrinkled, tragic countenance, decked out also, but in +more severe fashion, had about her something worn and artificial which +old actresses generally have; a kind of false youth, like a scent of +stale love. The third woman, in mourning, sat in a corner, with the air +of a desolate widow. Duroy thought that she had come to ask for charity. + +However, no one was ushered into the room beyond, and more than twenty +minutes had elapsed. + +Duroy was seized with an idea, and going back to the doorkeeper, said: +"Monsieur Walter made an appointment for me to call on him here at three +o'clock. At all events, see whether my friend, Monsieur Forestier, is +here." + +He was at once ushered along a lengthy passage, which brought him to a +large room where four gentlemen were writing at a large green-covered +table. + +Forestier standing before the fireplace was smoking a cigarette and +playing at cup and ball. He was very clever at this, and kept spiking +the huge ball of yellow boxwood on the wooden point. He was counting +"Twenty-two, twenty-three, twenty-four, twenty-five." + +"Twenty-six," said Duroy. + +His friend raised his eyes without interrupting the regular movement of +his arm, saying: "Oh! here you are, then. Yesterday I landed the ball +fifty-seven times right off. There is only Saint-Potin who can beat me +at it among those here. Have you seen the governor? There is nothing +funnier than to see that old tubby Norbert playing at cup and ball. He +opens his mouth as if he was going to swallow the ball every time." + +One of the others turned round towards him, saying: "I say, Forestier, I +know of one for sale, a beauty in West Indian wood; it is said to have +belonged to the Queen of Spain. They want sixty francs for it. Not +dear." + +Forestier asked: "Where does it hang out?" + +And as he had missed his thirty-seventh shot, he opened a cupboard in +which Duroy saw a score of magnificent cups and balls, arranged and +numbered like a collection of art objects. Then having put back the one +he had been using in its usual place, he repeated: "Where does this gem +hang out?" + +The journalist replied: "At a box-office keeper's of the Vaudeville. I +will bring it you to-morrow, if you like." + +"All right. If it is really a good one I will take it; one can never +have too many." Then turning to Duroy he added: "Come with me. I will +take you in to see the governor; otherwise you might be getting mouldy +here till seven in the evening." + +They re-crossed the waiting-room, in which the same people were waiting +in the same order. As soon as Forestier appeared the young woman and the +old actress, rising quickly, came up to him. He took them aside one +after the other into the bay of the window, and although they took care +to talk in low tones, Duroy noticed that they were on familiar terms. + +Then, having passed through two padded doors, they entered the manager's +room. The conference which had been going on for an hour or so was +nothing more than a game at ecarté with some of the gentlemen with the +flat brimmed hats whom Duroy had noticed the night before. + +Monsieur Walter dealt and played with concentrated attention and crafty +movements, while his adversary threw down, picked up, and handled the +light bits of colored pasteboard with the swiftness, skill, and grace of +a practiced player. Norbert de Varenne, seated in the managerial +armchair, was writing an article. Jacques Rival, stretched at full +length on a couch, was smoking a cigar with his eyes closed. + +The room smelled close, with that blended odor of leather-covered +furniture, stale tobacco, and printing-ink peculiar to editors' rooms +and familiar to all journalists. Upon the black wood table, inlaid with +brass, lay an incredible pile of papers, letters, cards, newspapers, +magazines, bills, and printed matter of every description. + +Forestier shook hands with the punters standing behind the card players, +and without saying a word watched the progress of the game; then, as +soon as Daddy Walter had won, he said: "Here is my friend, Duroy." + +The manager glanced sharply at the young fellow over the glasses of his +spectacles, and said: + +"Have you brought my article? It would go very well to-day with the +Morel debate." + +Duroy took the sheets of paper folded in four from his pocket, saying: +"Here it is sir." + +The manager seemed pleased, and remarked, with a smile: "Very good, very +good. You are a man of your word. You must look through this for me, +Forestier." + +But Forestier hastened to reply: "It is not worth while, Monsieur +Walter. I did it with him to give him a lesson in the tricks of the +trade. It is very well done." + +And the manager, who was gathering up the cards dealt by a tall, thin +gentleman, a deputy belonging to the Left Center, remarked with +indifference: "All right, then." + +Forestier, however, did not let him begin the new game, but stooping, +murmured in his ear: "You know you promised me to take on Duroy to +replace Marambot. Shall I engage him on the same terms?" + +"Yes, certainly." + +Taking his friend's arm, the journalist led him away, while Monsieur +Walter resumed the game. + +Norbert de Varenne had not lifted his head; he did not appear to have +seen or recognized Duroy. Jacques Rival, on the contrary, had taken his +hand with the marked and demonstrative energy of a comrade who may be +reckoned upon in the case of any little difficulty. + +They passed through the waiting-room again, and as everyone looked at +them, Forestier said to the youngest of the women, in a tone loud enough +to be heard by the rest: "The manager will see you directly. He is just +now engaged with two members of the Budget Committee." + +Then he passed swiftly on, with an air of hurry and importance, as +though about to draft at once an article of the utmost weight. + +As soon as they were back in the reporters' room Forestier at once took +up his cup and ball, and as he began to play with it again, said to +Duroy, breaking his sentences in order to count: "You will come here +every day at three o'clock, and I will tell you the places you are to go +to, either during the day or in the evening, or the next morning--one--I +will give you, first of all, a letter of introduction to the head of the +First Department of the Préfecture of Police--two--who will put you in +communication with one of his clerks. You will settle with him about all +the important information--three--from the Préfecture, official and +quasi-official information, you know. In all matters of detail you will +apply to Saint-Potin, who is up in the work--four--You can see him +by-and-by, or to-morrow. You must, above all, cultivate the knack of +dragging information out of men I send you to see--five--and to get in +everywhere, in spite of closed doors--six--You will have for this a +salary of two hundred francs a month, with two sous a line for the +paragraphs you glean--seven--and two sous a line for all articles +written by you to order on different subjects--eight." + +Then he gave himself up entirely to his occupation, and went on slowly +counting: "Nine, ten, eleven, twelve, thirteen." He missed the +fourteenth, and swore, "Damn that thirteen, it always brings me bad +luck. I shall die on the thirteenth of some month, I am certain." + +One of his colleagues who had finished his work also took a cup and ball +from the cupboard. He was a little man, who looked like a boy, although +he was really five-and-thirty. Several other journalists having come in, +went one after the other and got out the toy belonging to each of them. +Soon there were six standing side by side, with their backs to the wall, +swinging into the air, with even and regular motion, the balls of red, +yellow, and black, according to the wood they were made of. And a match +having begun, the two who were still working got up to act as umpires. +Forestier won by eleven points. Then the little man, with the juvenile +aspect, who had lost, rang for the messenger, and gave the order, "Nine +bocks." And they began to play again pending the arrival of these +refreshments. + +Duroy drank a glass of beer with his new comrades, and then said to his +friend: "What am I to do now?" + +"I have nothing for you to-day. You can go if you want to." + +"And our--our--article, will it go in to-night?" + +"Yes, but do not bother yourself about it; I will correct the proofs. +Write the continuation for to-morrow, and come here at three o'clock, +the same as to-day." + +Duroy having shaken hands with everyone, without even knowing their +names, went down the magnificent staircase with a light heart and high +spirits. + + + + +IV + + +George Duroy slept badly, so excited was he by the wish to see his +article in print. He was up as soon as it was daylight, and was prowling +about the streets long before the hour at which the porters from the +newspaper offices run with their papers from kiosque to kiosque. He went +on to the Saint Lazare terminus, knowing that the _Vie Francaise_ would +be delivered there before it reached his own district. As he was still +too early, he wandered up and down on the footpath. + +He witnessed the arrival of the newspaper vendor who opened her glass +shop, and then saw a man bearing on his head a pile of papers. He rushed +forward. There were the _Figaro_, the _Gil Blas_, the _Gaulois_, the +_Evenement_, and two or three morning journals, but the _Vie Francaise_ +was not among them. Fear seized him. Suppose the "Recollections of a +Chasseur d'Afrique" had been kept over for the next day, or that by +chance they had not at the last moment seemed suitable to Daddy Walter. + +Turning back to the kiosque, he saw that the paper was on sale without +his having seen it brought there. He darted forward, unfolded it, after +having thrown down the three sous, and ran through the headings of the +articles on the first page. Nothing. His heart began to beat, and he +experienced strong emotion on reading at the foot of a column in large +letters, "George Duroy." It was in; what happiness! + +He began to walk along unconsciously, the paper in his hand and his hat +on one side of his head, with a longing to stop the passers-by in order +to say to them: "Buy this, buy this, there is an article by me in it." +He would have liked to have bellowed with all the power of his lungs, +like some vendors of papers at night on the boulevards, "Read the _Vie +Francaise_; read George Duroy's article, 'Recollections of a Chasseur +d'Afrique.'" And suddenly he felt a wish to read this article himself, +read it in a public place, a _café_, in sight of all. He looked about +for some establishment already filled with customers. He had to walk in +search of one for some time. He sat down at last in front of a kind of +wine shop, where several customers were already installed, and asked for +a glass of rum, as he would have asked for one of absinthe, without +thinking of the time. Then he cried: "Waiter, bring me the _Vie +Francaise_." + +A man in a white apron stepped up, saying: "We have not got it, sir; we +only take in the _Rappel_, the _Siecle_, the _Lanierne_, and the _Petit +Parisien_." + +"What a den!" exclaimed Duroy, in a tone of anger and disgust. "Here, go +and buy it for me." + +The waiter hastened to do so, and brought back the paper. Duroy began to +read his article, and several times said aloud: "Very good, very well +put," to attract the attention of his neighbors, and inspire them with +the wish to know what there was in this sheet. Then, on going away, he +left it on the table. The master of the place, noticing this, called him +back, saying: "Sir, sir, you are forgetting your paper." + +And Duroy replied: "I will leave it to you. I have finished with it. +There is a very interesting article in it this morning." + +He did not indicate the article, but he noticed as he went away one of +his neighbors take the _Vie Francaise_ up from the table on which he had +left it. + +He thought: "What shall I do now?" And he decided to go to his office, +take his month's salary, and tender his resignation. He felt a thrill of +anticipatory pleasure at the thought of the faces that would be pulled +up by the chief of his room and his colleagues. The notion of the +bewilderment of the chief above all charmed him. + +He walked slowly, so as not to get there too early, the cashier's office +not opening before ten o'clock. + +His office was a large, gloomy room, in which gas had to be kept burning +almost all day long in winter. It looked into a narrow court-yard, with +other offices on the further side of it. There were eight clerks there, +besides a sub-chief hidden behind a screen in one corner. + +Duroy first went to get the hundred and eighteen francs twenty-five +centimes enclosed in a yellow envelope, and placed in the drawer of the +clerk entrusted with such payments, and then, with a conquering air, +entered the large room in which he had already spent so many days. + +As soon as he came in the sub-chief, Monsieur Potel, called out to him: +"Ah! it is you, Monsieur Duroy? The chief has already asked for you +several times. You know that he will not allow anyone to plead illness +two days running without a doctor's certificate." + +Duroy, who was standing in the middle of the room preparing his +sensational effect, replied in a loud voice: + + +"I don't care a damn whether he does or not." + +There was a movement of stupefaction among the clerks, and Monsieur +Potel's features showed affrightedly over the screen which shut him up +as in a box. He barricaded himself behind it for fear of draughts, for +he was rheumatic, but had pierced a couple of holes through the paper to +keep an eye on his staff. A pin might have been heard to fall. At length +the sub-chief said, hesitatingly: "You said?" + +"I said that I don't care a damn about it. I have only called to-day to +tender my resignation. I am engaged on the staff of the _Vie Francaise_ +at five hundred francs a month, and extra pay for all I write. Indeed, I +made my _début_ this morning." + +He had promised himself to spin out his enjoyment, but had not been able +to resist the temptation of letting it all out at once. + +The effect, too, was overwhelming. No one stirred. + +Duroy went on: "I will go and inform Monsieur Perthuis, and then come +and wish you good-bye." + +And he went out in search of the chief, who exclaimed, on seeing him: +"Ah, here you are. You know that I won't have--" + +His late subordinate cut him short with: "It's not worth while yelling +like that." + +Monsieur Perthuis, a stout man, as red as a turkey cock, was choked with +bewilderment. + +Duroy continued: "I have had enough of this crib. I made my _début_ this +morning in journalism, where I am assured of a very good position. I +have the honor to bid you good-day." And he went out. He was avenged. + +As he promised, he went and shook hands with his old colleagues, who +scarcely dared to speak to him, for fear of compromising themselves, for +they had overheard his conversation with the chief, the door having +remained open. + +He found himself in the street again, with his salary in his pocket. He +stood himself a substantial breakfast at a good but cheap restaurant he +was acquainted with, and having again purchased the _Vie Francaise_, and +left it on the table, went into several shops, where he bought some +trifles, solely for the sake of ordering them to be sent home, and +giving his name: "George Duroy," with the addition, "I am the editor of +the _Vie Francaise_." + +Then he gave the name of the street and the number, taking care to add: +"Leave it with the doorkeeper." + +As he had still some time to spare he went into the shop of a +lithographer, who executed visiting cards at a moment's notice before +the eyes of passers-by, and had a hundred, bearing his new occupation +under his name, printed off while he waited. + +Then he went to the office of the paper. + +Forestier received him loftily, as one receives a subordinate. "Ah! here +you are. Good. I have several things for you to attend to. Just wait ten +minutes. I will just finish what I am about." + +And he went on with a letter he was writing. + +At the other end of the large table a fat, bald little man, with a very +pale, puffy face, and a white and shining head, was writing, with his +nose on the paper owing to extreme shortsightedness. Forestier said to +him: "I say, Saint-Potin, when are you going to interview those +people?" + +"At four o'clock." + +"Will you take young Duroy here with you, and let him into the way of +doing it?" + +"All right." + +Then turning to his friend, Forestier added: "Have you brought the +continuation of the Algerian article? The opening this morning was very +successful." + +Duroy, taken aback, stammered: "No. I thought I should have time this +afternoon. I had heaps of things to do. I was not able." + +The other shrugged his shoulders with a dissatisfied air. "If you are +not more exact than that you will spoil your future. Daddy Walter was +reckoning on your copy. I will tell him it will be ready to-morrow. If +you think you are to be paid for doing nothing you are mistaken." + +Then, after a short silence, he added: "One must strike the iron while +it is hot, or the deuce is in it." + +Saint-Potin rose, saying: "I am ready." + +Then Forestier, leaning back in his chair, assumed a serious attitude in +order to give his instructions, and turning to Duroy, said: "This is +what it is. Within the last two days the Chinese General, Li Theng Fao, +has arrived at the Hotel Continental, and the Rajah Taposahib Ramaderao +Pali at the Hotel Bristol. You will go and interview them." Turning to +Saint-Potin, he continued: "Don't forget the main points I told you of. +Ask the General and the Rajah their opinion upon the action of England +in the East, their ideas upon her system of colonization and domination, +and their hopes respecting the intervention of Europe, and especially of +France." He was silent for a moment, and then added in a theatrical +aside: "It will be most interesting to our readers to learn at the same +time what is thought in China and India upon these matters which so +forcibly occupy public attention at this moment." He continued, for the +benefit of Duroy: "Watch how Saint-Potin sets to work; he is a capital +reporter; and try to learn the trick of pumping a man in five minutes." + +Then he gravely resumed his writing, with the evident intention of +defining their relative positions, and putting his old comrade and +present colleague in his proper place. + +As soon as they had crossed the threshold Saint-Potin began to laugh, +and said to Duroy: "There's a fluffer for you. He tried to fluff even +us. One would really think he took us for his readers." + +They reached the boulevard, and the reporter observed: "Will you have a +drink?" + +"Certainly. It is awfully hot." + +They turned into a _café_ and ordered cooling drinks. Saint-Potin began +to talk. He talked about the paper and everyone connected with it with +an abundance of astonishing details. + +"The governor? A regular Jew? And you know, nothing can alter a Jew. +What a breed!" And he instanced some astounding traits of avariciousness +peculiar to the children of Israel, economies of ten centimes, petty +bargaining, shameful reductions asked for and obtained, all the ways of +a usurer and pawnbroker. + +"And yet with all this, a good fellow who believes in nothing and does +everyone. His paper, which is Governmental, Catholic, Liberal, +Republican, Orleanist, pay your money and take your choice, was only +started to help him in his speculations on the Bourse, and bolster up +his other schemes. At that game he is very clever, and nets millions +through companies without four sous of genuine capital." + +He went on, addressing Duroy as "My dear fellow." + +"And he says things worthy of Balzac, the old shark. Fancy, the other +day I was in his room with that old tub Norbert, and that Don Quixote +Rival, when Montelin, our business manager, came in with his morocco +bill-case, that bill-case that everyone in Paris knows, under his arm. +Walter raised his head and asked: 'What news?' Montelin answered simply: +'I have just paid the sixteen thousand francs we owed the paper maker.' +The governor gave a jump, an astonishing jump. 'What do you mean?' said +he. 'I have just paid Monsieur Privas,' replied Montelin. 'But you are +mad.' 'Why?' 'Why--why--why--' he took off his spectacles and wiped +them. Then he smiled with that queer smile that flits across his fat +cheeks whenever he is going to say something deep or smart, and went on +in a mocking and derisive tone, 'Why? Because we could have obtained a +reduction of from four to five thousand francs.' Montelin replied, in +astonishment: 'But, sir, all the accounts were correct, checked by me +and passed by yourself.' Then the governor, quite serious again, +observed: 'What a fool you are. Don't you know, Monsieur Montelin, that +one should always let one's debts mount up, in order to offer a +composition?'" + +And Saint-Potin added, with a knowing shake of his head, "Eh! isn't that +worthy of Balzac?" + +Duroy had not read Balzac, but he replied, "By Jove! yes." + +Then the reporter spoke of Madame Walter, an old goose; of Norbert de +Varenne, an old failure; of Rival, a copy of Fervacques. Next he came +to Forestier. "As to him, he has been lucky in marrying his wife, that +is all." + +Duroy asked: "What is his wife, really?" + +Saint-Potin rubbed his hands. "Oh! a deep one, a smart woman. She was +the mistress of an old rake named Vaudrec, the Count de Vaudrec, who +gave her a dowry and married her off." + +Duroy suddenly felt a cold shiver run through him, a tingling of the +nerves, a longing to smack this gabbler on the face. But he merely +interrupted him by asking: + +"And your name is Saint-Potin?" + +The other replied, simply enough: + +"No, my name is Thomas. It is in the office that they have nicknamed me +Saint-Potin." + +Duroy, as he paid for the drinks, observed: "But it seems to me that +time is getting on, and that we have two noble foreigners to call on." + +Saint-Potin began to laugh. "You are still green. So you fancy I am +going to ask the Chinese and the Hindoo what they think of England? As +if I did not know better than themselves what they ought to think in +order to please the readers of the _Vie Francaise_. I have already +interviewed five hundred of these Chinese, Persians, Hindoos, Chilians, +Japanese, and others. They all reply the same, according to me. I have +only to take my article on the last comer and copy it word for word. +What has to be changed, though, is their appearance, their name, their +title, their age, and their suite. Oh! on that point it does not do to +make a mistake, for I should be snapped up sharp by the _Figaro_ or the +_Gaulois_. But on these matters the hall porters at the Hotel Bristol +and the Hotel Continental will put me right in five minutes. We will +smoke a cigar as we walk there. Five francs cab hire to charge to the +paper. That is how one sets about it, my dear fellow, when one is +practically inclined." + +"It must be worth something decent to be a reporter under these +circumstances," said Duroy. + +The journalist replied mysteriously: "Yes, but nothing pays so well as +paragraphs, on account of the veiled advertisements." + +They had got up and were passing down the boulevards towards the +Madeleine. Saint-Potin suddenly observed to his companion: "You know if +you have anything else to do, I shall not need you in any way." + +Duroy shook hands and left him. The notion of the article to be written +that evening worried him, and he began to think. He stored his mind with +ideas, reflections, opinions, and anecdotes as he walked along, and went +as far as the end of the Avenue des Champs Elysées, where only a few +strollers were to be seen, the heat having caused Paris to be evacuated. + +Having dined at a wine shop near the Arc de Triomphe, he walked slowly +home along the outer boulevards and sat down at his table to work. But +as soon as he had the sheet of blank paper before his eyes, all the +materials that he had accumulated fled from his mind as though his brain +had evaporated. He tried to seize on fragments of his recollections and +to retain them, but they escaped him as fast as he laid hold of them, or +else they rushed on him altogether pell-mell, and he did not know how to +clothe and present them, nor which one to begin with. + +After an hour of attempts and five sheets of paper blackened by opening +phrases that had no continuation, he said to himself: "I am not yet +well enough up in the business. I must have another lesson." And all at +once the prospect of another morning's work with Madame Forestier, the +hope of another long and intimate _tête-à-tête_ so cordial and so +pleasant, made him quiver with desire. He went to bed in a hurry, almost +afraid now of setting to work again and succeeding all at once. + +He did not get up the next day till somewhat late, putting off and +tasting in advance the pleasure of this visit. + +It was past ten when he rang his friend's bell. + +The man-servant replied: "Master is engaged at his work." + +Duroy had not thought that the husband might be at home. He insisted, +however, saying: "Tell him that I have called on a matter requiring +immediate attention." + +After waiting five minutes he was shown into the study in which he had +passed such a pleasant morning. In the chair he had occupied Forestier +was now seated writing, in a dressing-gown and slippers and with a +little Scotch bonnet on his head, while his wife in the same white gown +leant against the mantelpiece and dictated, cigarette in mouth. + +Duroy, halting on the threshold, murmured: "I really beg your pardon; I +am afraid I am disturbing you." + +His friend, turning his face towards him--an angry face, too--growled: +"What is it you want now? Be quick; we are pressed for time." + +The intruder, taken back, stammered: "It is nothing; I beg your +pardon." + +But Forestier, growing angry, exclaimed: "Come, hang it all, don't waste +time about it; you have not forced your way in just for the sake of +wishing us good-morning, I suppose?" + +Then Duroy, greatly perturbed, made up his mind. "No--you see--the fact +is--I can't quite manage my article--and you were--so--so kind last +time--that I hoped--that I ventured to come--" + +Forestier cut him short. "You have a pretty cheek. So you think I am +going to do your work, and that all you have to do is to call on the +cashier at the end of the month to draw your screw? No, that is too +good." + +The young woman went on smoking without saying a word, smiling with a +vague smile, which seemed like an amiable mask, concealing the irony of +her thoughts. + +Duroy, colored up, stammered: "Excuse me--I fancied--I thought--" then +suddenly, and in a clear voice, he went on: "I beg your pardon a +thousand times, Madame, while again thanking you most sincerely for the +charming article you produced for me yesterday." He bowed, remarked to +Charles: "I shall be at the office at three," and went out. + +He walked home rapidly, grumbling: "Well, I will do it all alone, and +they shall see--" + +Scarcely had he got in than, excited by anger, he began to write. He +continued the adventure began by Madame Forestier, heaping up details of +catch-penny romance, surprising incidents, and inflated descriptions, +with the style of a schoolboy and the phraseology of the barrack-room. +Within an hour he had finished an article which was a chaos of nonsense, +and took it with every assurance to the _Vie Francaise_. + +The first person he met was Saint-Potin, who, grasping his hand with the +energy of an accomplice, said: "You have read my interview with the +Chinese and the Hindoo? Isn't it funny? It has amused everyone. And I +did not even get a glimpse of them." + +Duroy, who had not read anything, at once took up the paper and ran his +eye over a long article headed: "India and China," while the reporter +pointed out the most interesting passages. + +Forestier came in puffing, in a hurry, with a busy air, saying: + +"Good; I want both of you." + +And he mentioned a number of items of political information that would +have to be obtained that very afternoon. + +Duroy held out his article. + +"Here is the continuation about Algeria." + +"Very good; hand it over; and I will give it to the governor." + +That was all. + +Saint-Potin led away his new colleague, and when they were in the +passage, he said to him: "Have you seen the cashier?" + +"No; why?" + +"Why? To draw your money. You see you should always draw a month in +advance. One never knows what may happen." + +"But--I ask for nothing better." + +"I will introduce you to the cashier. He will make no difficulty about +it. They pay up well here." + +Duroy went and drew his two hundred francs, with twenty-eight more for +his article of the day before, which, added to what remained of his +salary from the railway company, gave him three hundred and forty +francs in his pocket. He had never owned such a sum, and thought himself +possessed of wealth for an indefinite period. + +Saint-Potin then took him to have a gossip in the offices of four or +five rival papers, hoping that the news he was entrusted to obtain had +already been gleaned by others, and that he should be able to draw it +out of them--thanks to the flow and artfulness of his conversation. + +When evening had come, Duroy, who had nothing more to do, thought of +going again to the Folies Bergères, and putting a bold face on, he went +up to the box office. + +"I am George Duroy, on the staff of the _Vie Francaise_. I came here the +other day with Monsieur Forestier, who promised me to see about my being +put on the free list; I do not know whether he has thought of it." + +The list was referred to. His name was not entered. + +However, the box office-keeper, a very affable man, at once said: "Pray, +go in all the same, sir, and write yourself to the manager, who, I am +sure, will pay attention to your letter." + +He went in and almost immediately met Rachel, the woman he had gone off +with the first evening. She came up to him, saying: "Good evening, +ducky. Are you quite well?" + +"Very well, thanks--and you?" + +"I am all right. Do you know, I have dreamed of you twice since last +time?" + +Duroy smiled, feeling flattered. "Ah! and what does that mean?" + +"It means that you pleased me, you old dear, and that we will begin +again whenever you please." + +"To-day, if you like." + +"Yes, I am quite willing." + +"Good, but--" He hesitated, a little ashamed of what he was going to do. +"The fact is that this time I have not a penny; I have just come from +the club, where I have dropped everything." + +She looked him full in the eyes, scenting a lie with the instinct and +habit of a girl accustomed to the tricks and bargainings of men, and +remarked: "Bosh! That is not a nice sort of thing to try on me." + +He smiled in an embarrassed way. "If you will take ten francs, it is all +I have left." + +She murmured, with the disinterestedness of a courtesan gratifying a +fancy: "What you please, my lady; I only want you." + +And lifting her charming eyes towards the young man's moustache, she +took his arm and leant lovingly upon it. + +"Let us go and have a grenadine first of all," she remarked. "And then +we will take a stroll together. I should like to go to the opera like +this, with you, to show you off. And we will go home early, eh?" + + * * * * * + +He lay late at this girl's place. It was broad day when he left, and the +notion occurred to him to buy the _Vie Francaise_. He opened the paper +with feverish hand. His article was not there, and he stood on the +footpath, anxiously running his eye down the printed columns with the +hope of at length finding what he was in search of. A weight suddenly +oppressed his heart, for after the fatigue of a night of love, this +vexation came upon him with the weight of a disaster. + +He reached home and went to sleep in his clothes on the bed. + +Entering the office some hours later, he went on to see Monsieur Walter. + +"I was surprised at not seeing my second article on Algeria in the paper +this morning, sir," said he. + +The manager raised his head, and replied in a dry tone: "I gave it to +your friend Forestier, and asked him to read it through. He did not +think it up to the mark; you must rewrite it." + +Duroy, in a rage, went out without saying a word, and abruptly entering +his old comrade's room, said: + +"Why didn't you let my article go in this morning?" + +The journalist was smoking a cigarette with his back almost on the seat +of his armchair and his feet on the table, his heels soiling an article +already commenced. He said slowly, in a bored and distant voice, as +though speaking from the depths of a hole: "The governor thought it +poor, and told me to give it back to you to do over again. There it is." +And he pointed out the slips flattened out under a paperweight. + +Duroy, abashed, could find nothing to say in reply, and as he was +putting his prose into his pocket, Forestier went on: "To-day you must +first of all go to the Préfecture." And he proceeded to give a list of +business errands and items of news to be attended to. + +Duroy went off without having been able to find the cutting remark he +wanted to. He brought back his article the next day. It was returned to +him again. Having rewritten it a third time, and finding it still +refused, he understood that he was trying to go ahead too fast, and +that Forestier's hand alone could help him on his way. He did not +therefore say anything more about the "Recollections of a Chasseur +d'Afrique," promising himself to be supple and cunning since it was +needful, and while awaiting something better to zealously discharge his +duties as a reporter. + + +He learned to know the way behind the scenes in theatrical and political +life; the waiting-rooms of statesmen and the lobby of the Chamber of +Deputies; the important countenances of permanent secretaries, and the +grim looks of sleepy ushers. He had continual relations with ministers, +doorkeepers, generals, police agents, princes, bullies, courtesans, +ambassadors, bishops, panders, adventurers, men of fashion, +card-sharpers, cab drivers, waiters, and many others, having become the +interested yet indifferent friend of all these; confounding them +together in his estimation, measuring them with the same measure, +judging them with the same eye, though having to see them every day at +every hour, without any transition, and to speak with them all on the + +same business of his own. He compared himself to a man who had to drink +off samples of every kind of wine one after the other, and who would +soon be unable to tell Château Margaux from Argenteuil. + +He became in a short time a remarkable reporter, certain of his +information, artful, swift, subtle, a real find for the paper, as was +observed by Daddy Walter, who knew what newspaper men were. However, as +he got only centimes a line in addition to his monthly screw of two +hundred francs, and as life on the boulevards and in _cafés_ and +restaurants is costly, he never had a halfpenny, and was disgusted with +his poverty. There is some knack to be got hold of, he thought, seeing +some of his fellows with their pockets full of money without ever being +able to understand what secret methods they could make use of to procure +this abundance. He enviously suspected unknown and suspicious +transactions, services rendered, a whole system of contraband accepted +and agreed to. But it was necessary that he should penetrate the +mystery, enter into the tacit partnership, make himself one with the +comrades who were sharing without him. + +And he often thought of an evening, as he watched the trains go by from +his window, of the steps he ought to take. + + + + +V + + +Two months had gone by, September was at hand, and the rapid fortune +which Duroy had hoped for seemed to him slow in coming. He was, above +all, uneasy at the mediocrity of his position, and did not see by what +path he could scale the heights on the summit of which one finds +respect, power, and money. He felt shut up in the mediocre calling of a +reporter, so walled in as to be unable to get out of it. He was +appreciated, but estimated in accordance with his position. Even +Forestier, to whom he rendered a thousand services, no longer invited +him to dinner, and treated him in every way as an inferior, though still +accosting him as a friend. + +From time to time, it is true, Duroy, seizing an opportunity, got in a +short article, and having acquired through his paragraphs a mastery over +his pen, and a tact which was lacking to him when he wrote his second +article on Algeria, no longer ran any risk of having his descriptive +efforts refused. But from this to writing leaders according to his +fancy, or dealing with political questions with authority, there was as +great a difference as driving in the Bois de Boulogne as a coachman, and +as the owner of an equipage. That which humiliated him above everything +was to see the door of society closed to him, to have no equal relations +with it, not to be able to penetrate into the intimacy of its women, +although several well-known actresses had occasionally received him with +an interested familiarity. + +He knew, moreover, from experience that all the sex, ladies or +actresses, felt a singular attraction towards him, an instantaneous +sympathy, and he experienced the impatience of a hobbled horse at not +knowing those whom his future may depend on. + +He had often thought of calling on Madame Forestier, but the +recollection of their last meeting checked and humiliated him; and +besides, he was awaiting an invitation to do so from her husband. Then +the recollection of Madame de Marelle occurred to him, and recalling +that she had asked him to come and see her, he called one afternoon when +he had nothing to do. + +"I am always at home till three o'clock," she had said. + +He rang at the bell of her residence, a fourth floor in the Rue de +Verneuil, at half-past two. + +At the sound of the bell a servant opened the door, an untidy girl, who +tied her cap strings as she replied: "Yes, Madame is at home, but I +don't know whether she is up." + +And she pushed open the drawing-room door, which was ajar. Duroy went +in. The room was fairly large, scantily furnished and neglected looking. +The chairs, worn and old, were arranged along the walls, as placed by +the servant, for there was nothing to reveal the tasty care of the woman +who loves her home. Four indifferent pictures, representing a boat on a +stream, a ship at sea, a mill on a plain, and a wood-cutter in a wood, +hung in the center of the four walls by cords of unequal length, and all +four on one side. It could be divined that they had been dangling thus +askew ever so long before indifferent eyes. + + +Duroy sat down immediately. He waited a long time. Then a door opened, +and Madame de Marelle hastened in, wearing a Japanese morning gown of +rose-colored silk embroidered with yellow landscapes, blue flowers, and +white birds. + +"Fancy! I was still in bed!" she exclaimed. "How good of you to come and +see me! I had made up my mind that you had forgotten me." + +She held out both her hands with a delighted air, and Duroy, whom the +commonplace appearance of the room had put at his ease, kissed one, as + +he had seen Norbert de Varenne do. + +She begged him to sit down, and then scanning him from head to foot, +said: "How you have altered! You have improved in looks. Paris has done +you good. Come, tell me the news." + +And they began to gossip at once, as if they had been old acquaintances, +feeling an instantaneous familiarity spring up between them; feeling one +of those mutual currents of confidence, intimacy, and affection, which, +in five minutes, make two beings of the same breed and character good +friends. + +Suddenly, Madame de Marelle exclaimed in astonishment: "It is funny how +I get on with you. It seems to me as though I had known you for ten +years. We shall become good friends, no doubt. Would you like it?" + +He answered: "Certainly," with a smile which said still more. + +He thought her very tempting in her soft and bright-hued gown, less +refined and delicate than the other in her white one, but more exciting +and spicy. When he was beside Madame Forestier, with her continual and +gracious smile which attracted and checked at the same time; which +seemed to say: "You please me," and also "Take care," and of which the +real meaning was never clear, he felt above all the wish to lie down at +her feet, or to kiss the lace bordering of her bodice, and slowly inhale +the warm and perfumed atmosphere that must issue from it. With Madame de +Marelle he felt within him a more definite, a more brutal desire--a +desire that made his fingers quiver in presence of the rounded outlines +of the light silk. + +She went on talking, scattering in each phrase that ready wit of which +she had acquired the habit just as a workman acquires the knack needed +to accomplish a task reputed difficult, and at which other folk are +astonished. He listened, thinking: "All this is worth remembering. A man +could write charming articles of Paris gossip by getting her to chat +over the events of the day." + +Some one tapped softly, very softly, at the door by which she had +entered, and she called out: "You can come in, pet." + +Her little girl made her appearance, walked straight up to Duroy, and +held out her hand to him. The astonished mother murmured: "But this is a +complete conquest. I no longer recognize her." + +The young fellow, having kissed the child, made her sit down beside him, +and with a serious manner asked her pleasant questions as to what she +had been doing since they last met. She replied, in her little +flute-like voice, with her grave and grown-up air. + +The clock struck three, and the journalist arose. + + +"Come often," said Madame de Marelle, "and we will chat as we have done +to-day; it will always give me pleasure. But how is it one no longer +sees you at the Forestiers?" He replied: "Oh! for no reason. I have been +very busy. I hope to meet you there again one of these days." + +He went out, his heart full of hope, though without knowing why. + +He did not speak to Forestier of this visit. But he retained the +recollection of it the following days, and more than the recollection--a +sensation of the unreal yet persistent presence of this woman. It seemed +to him that he had carried away something of her, the reflection of her +form in his eyes, and the smack of her moral self in his heart. He +remained under the haunted influence of her image, as it happens +sometimes when we have passed pleasant hours with some one. + +He paid a second visit a few days later. + +The maid ushered him into the drawing-room, and Laurine at once +appeared. She held out no longer her hand, but her forehead, and said: +"Mamma has told me to request you to wait for her. She will be a +quarter-of-an-hour, because she is not dressed yet. I will keep you +company." + +Duroy, who was amused by the ceremonious manners of the little girl, +replied: "Certainly, Mademoiselle. I shall be delighted to pass a +quarter-of-an-hour with you, but I warn you that for my part I am not at +all serious, and that I play all day long, so I suggest a game at +touch." + +The girl was astonished; then she smiled as a woman would have done at +this idea, which shocked her a little as well as astonished her, and +murmured: "Rooms are not meant to be played in." + +He said: "It is all the same to me. I play everywhere. Come, catch me." + +And he began to go round the table, exciting her to pursue him, while +she came after him, smiling with a species of polite condescension, and +sometimes extending her hand to touch him, but without ever giving way +so far as to run. He stopped, stooped down, and when she drew near with +her little hesitating steps, sprung up in the air like a +jack-in-the-box, and then bounded with a single stride to the other end +of the dining-room. She thought it funny, ended by laughing, and +becoming aroused, began to trot after him, giving little gleeful yet +timid cries when she thought she had him. He shifted the chairs and used +them as obstacles, forcing her to go round and round one of them for a +minute at a time, and then leaving that one to seize upon another. +Laurine ran now, giving herself wholly up to the charm of this new game, +and with flushed face, rushed forward with the bound of a delighted +child at each of the flights, the tricks, the feints of her companion. +Suddenly, just as she thought she had got him, he seized her in his +arms, and lifting her to the ceiling, exclaimed: "Touch." + +The delighted girl wriggled her legs to escape, and laughed with all her +heart. + +Madame de Marelle came in at that moment, and was amazed. "What, +Laurine, Laurine, playing! You are a sorcerer, sir." + +He put down the little girl, kissed her mother's hand, and they sat down +with the child between them. They began to chat, but Laurine, usually so +silent, kept talking all the while, and had to be sent to her room. She +obeyed without a word, but with tears in her eyes. + +As soon as they were alone, Madame de Marelle lowered her voice. "You do +not know, but I have a grand scheme, and I have thought of you. This is +it. As I dine every week at the Forestiers, I return their hospitality +from time to time at some restaurant. I do not like to entertain company +at home, my household is not arranged for that, and besides, I do not +understand anything about domestic affairs, anything about the kitchen, +anything at all. I like to live anyhow. So I entertain them now and then +at a restaurant, but it is not very lively when there are only three, +and my own acquaintances scarcely go well with them. I tell you all this +in order to explain a somewhat irregular invitation. You understand, do +you not, that I want you to make one of us on Saturday at the Café +Riche, at half-past seven. You know the place?" + +He accepted with pleasure, and she went on: "There will be only us four. +These little outings are very amusing to us women who are not accustomed +to them." + +She was wearing a dark brown dress, which showed off the lines of her +waist, her hips, her bosom, and her arm in a coquettishly provocative +way. Duroy felt confusedly astonished at the lack of harmony between +this carefully refined elegance and her evident carelessness as regarded +her dwelling. All that clothed her body, all that closely and directly +touched her flesh was fine and delicate, but that which surrounded her +did not matter to her. + +He left her, retaining, as before, the sense of her continued presence +in species of hallucination of the senses. And he awaited the day of the +dinner with growing impatience. + +Having hired, for the second time, a dress suit--his funds not yet +allowing him to buy one--he arrived first at the rendezvous, a few +minutes before the time. He was ushered up to the second story, and into +a small private dining-room hung with red and white, its single window +opening into the boulevard. A square table, laid for four, displaying +its white cloth, so shining that it seemed to be varnished, and the +glasses and the silver glittered brightly in the light of the twelve +candles of two tall candelabra. Without was a broad patch of light +green, due to the leaves of a tree lit up by the bright light from the +dining-rooms. + +Duroy sat down in a low armchair, upholstered in red to match the +hangings on the walls. The worn springs yielding beneath him caused him +to feel as though sinking into a hole. He heard throughout the huge +house a confused murmur, the murmur of a large restaurant, made up of +the clattering of glass and silver, the hurried steps of the waiters, +deadened by the carpets in the passages, and the opening of doors +letting out the sound of voices from the numerous private rooms in which +people were dining. Forestier came in and shook hands with him, with a +cordial familiarity which he never displayed at the offices of the _Vie +Francaise_. + +"The ladies are coming together," said he; "these little dinners are +very pleasant." + +Then he glanced at the table, turned a gas jet that was feebly burning +completely off, closed one sash of the window on account of the draught, +and chose a sheltered place for himself, with a remark: "I must be +careful; I have been better for a month, and now I am queer again these +last few days. I must have caught cold on Tuesday, coming out of the +theater." + +The door was opened, and, followed by a waiter, the two ladies appeared, +veiled, muffled, reserved, with that charmingly mysterious bearing they +assume in such places, where the surroundings are suspicious. + +As Duroy bowed to Madame Forestier she scolded him for not having come +to see her again; then she added with a smile, in the direction of her +friend: "I know what it is; you prefer Madame de Marelle, you can find +time to visit her." + +They sat down to table, and the waiter having handed the wine card to +Forestier, Madame de Marelle exclaimed: "Give these gentlemen whatever +they like, but for us iced champagne, the best, sweet champagne, +mind--nothing else." And the man having withdrawn, she added with an +excited laugh: "I am going to get tipsy this evening; we will have a +spree--a regular spree." + +Forestier, who did not seem to have heard, said: "Would you mind the +window being closed? My chest has been rather queer the last few days." + +"No, not at all." + +He pushed too the sash left open, and returned to his place with a +reassured and tranquil countenance. His wife said nothing. Seemingly +lost in thought, and with her eyes lowered towards the table, she smiled + +at the glasses with that vague smile which seemed always to promise and +never to grant. + +The Ostend oysters were brought in, tiny and plump like little ears +enclosed in shells, and melting between the tongue and the palate like +salt bon-bons. Then, after the soup, was served a trout as rose-tinted +as a young girl, and the guests began to talk. + +They spoke at first of a current scandal; the story of a lady of +position, surprised by one of her husband's friends supping in a private +room with a foreign prince. Forestier laughed a great deal at the +adventure; the two ladies declared that the indiscreet gossip was +nothing less than a blackguard and a coward. Duroy was of their opinion, +and loudly proclaimed that it is the duty of a man in these matters, +whether he be actor, confidant, or simple spectator, to be silent as the +grave. He added: "How full life would be of pleasant things if we could +reckon upon the absolute discretion of one another. That which often, +almost always, checks women is the fear of the secret being revealed. +Come, is it not true?" he continued. "How many are there who would yield +to a sudden desire, the caprice of an hour, a passing fancy, did they +not fear to pay for a short-lived and fleeting pleasure by an +irremediable scandal and painful tears?" + +He spoke with catching conviction, as though pleading a cause, his own +cause, as though he had said: "It is not with me that one would have to +dread such dangers. Try me and see." + +They both looked at him approvingly, holding that he spoke rightly and +justly, confessing by their friendly silence that their flexible +morality as Parisians would not have held out long before the certainty +of secrecy. And Forestier, leaning back in his place on the divan, one +leg bent under him, and his napkin thrust into his waistcoat, suddenly +said with the satisfied laugh of a skeptic: "The deuce! yes, they would +all go in for it if they were certain of silence. Poor husbands!" + +And they began to talk of love. Without admitting it to be eternal, +Duroy understood it as lasting, creating a bond, a tender friendship, a +confidence. The union of the senses was only a seal to the union of +hearts. But he was angry at the outrageous jealousies, melodramatic +scenes, and unpleasantness which almost always accompany ruptures. + +When he ceased speaking, Madame de Marelle replied: "Yes, it is the only +pleasant thing in life, and we often spoil it by preposterous +unreasonableness." + +Madame Forestier, who was toying with her knife, added: "Yes--yes--it is +pleasant to be loved." + +And she seemed to be carrying her dream further, to be thinking things +that she dared not give words to. + +As the first _entreé_ was slow in coming, they sipped from time to time +a mouthful of champagne, and nibbled bits of crust. And the idea of +love, entering into them, slowly intoxicated their souls, as the bright +wine, rolling drop by drop down their throats, fired their blood and +perturbed their minds. + +The waiter brought in some lamb cutlets, delicate and tender, upon a +thick bed of asparagus tips. + +"Ah! this is good," exclaimed Forestier; and they ate slowly, savoring +the delicate meat and vegetables as smooth as cream. + +Duroy resumed: "For my part, when I love a woman everything else in the +world disappears." He said this in a tone of conviction. + +Madame Forestier murmured, with her let-me-alone air: + +"There is no happiness comparable to that of the first hand-clasp, when +the one asks, 'Do you love me?' and the other replies, 'Yes.'" + +Madame de Marelle, who had just tossed a fresh glass of champagne off at +a draught, said gayly, as she put down her glass: "For my part, I am not +so Platonic." + +And all began to smile with kindling eyes at these words. + +Forestier, stretched out in his seat on the divan, opened his arms, +rested them on the cushions, and said in a serious tone: "This frankness +does you honor, and proves that you are a practical woman. But may one +ask you what is the opinion of Monsieur de Marelle?" + +She shrugged her shoulders slightly, with infinite and prolonged +disdain; and then in a decided tone remarked: "Monsieur de Marelle has +no opinions on this point. He only has--abstentions." + +And the conversation, descending from the elevated theories, concerning +love, strayed into the flowery garden of polished blackguardism. It was +the moment of clever double meanings; veils raised by words, as +petticoats are lifted by the wind; tricks of language; clever disguised +audacities; sentences which reveal nude images in covered phrases; which +cause the vision of all that may not be said to flit rapidly before the +eye and the mind, and allow the well-bred people the enjoyment of a +kind of subtle and mysterious love, a species of impure mental contact, +due to the simultaneous evocation of secret, shameful, and longed-for +pleasures. The roast, consisting of partridges flanked by quails, had +been served; then a dish of green peas, and then a terrine of foie gras, +accompanied by a curly-leaved salad, filling a salad bowl as though with +green foam. They had partaken of all these things without tasting them, +without knowing, solely taken up by what they were talking of, plunged +as it were in a bath of love. + +The two ladies were now going it strongly in their remarks. Madame de +Marelle, with a native audacity which resembled a direct provocation, +and Madame Forestier with a charming reserve, a modesty in her tone, +voice, smile, and bearing that underlined while seeming to soften the +bold remarks falling from her lips. Forestier, leaning quite back on the +cushions, laughed, drank and ate without leaving off, and sometimes +threw in a word so risque or so crude that the ladies, somewhat shocked +by its appearance, and for appearance sake, put on a little air of +embarrassment that lasted two or three seconds. When he had given vent +to something a little too coarse, he added: "You are going ahead nicely, +my children. If you go on like that you will end by making fools of +yourselves." + +Dessert came, and then coffee; and the liquors poured a yet warmer dose +of commotion into the excited minds. + +As she had announced on sitting down to table, Madame de Marelle was +intoxicated, and acknowledged it in the lively and graceful rabble of a +woman emphasizing, in order to amuse her guests, a very real +commencement of drunkenness. + +Madame Forestier was silent now, perhaps out of prudence, and Duroy, +feeling himself too much excited not to be in danger of compromising +himself, maintained a prudent reserve. + +Cigarettes were lit, and all at once Forestier began to cough. It was a +terrible fit, that seemed to tear his chest, and with red face and +forehead damp with perspiration, he choked behind his napkin. When the +fit was over he growled angrily: "These feeds are very bad for me; they +are ridiculous." All his good humor had vanished before his terror of +the illness that haunted his thoughts. "Let us go home," said he. + +Madame de Marelle rang for the waiter, and asked for the bill. It was +brought almost immediately. She tried to read it, but the figures danced +before her eyes, and she passed it to Duroy, saying: "Here, pay for me; +I can't see, I am too tipsy." + +And at the same time she threw him her purse. The bill amounted to one +hundred and thirty francs. Duroy checked it, and then handed over two +notes and received back the change, saying in a low tone: "What shall I +give the waiter?" + +"What you like; I do not know." + +He put five francs on the salver, and handed back the purse, saying: +"Shall I see you to your door?" + +"Certainly. I am incapable of finding my way home." + +They shook hands with the Forestiers, and Duroy found himself alone with +Madame de Marelle in a cab. He felt her close to him, so close, in this +dark box, suddenly lit up for a moment by the lamps on the sidewalk. He +felt through his sleeve the warmth of her shoulder, and he could find +nothing to say to her, absolutely nothing, his mind being paralyzed by +the imperative desire to seize her in his arms. + +"If I dared to, what would she do?" he thought. The recollection of all +the things uttered during dinner emboldened him, but the fear of scandal +restrained him at the same time. + +Nor did she say anything either, but remained motionless in her corner. +He would have thought that she was asleep if he had not seen her eyes +glitter every time that a ray of light entered the carriage. + +"What was she thinking?" He felt that he must not speak, that a word, a +single word, breaking this silence would destroy his chance; yet courage +failed him, the courage needed for abrupt and brutal action. All at once +he felt her foot move. She had made a movement, a quick, nervous +movement of impatience, perhaps of appeal. This almost imperceptible +gesture caused a thrill to run through him from head to foot, and he +threw himself upon her, seeking her mouth with his lips, her form with +his hands. + +But the cab having shortly stopped before the house in which she +resided, Duroy, surprised, had no time to seek passionate phrases to +thank her, and express his grateful love. However, stunned by what had +taken place, she did not rise, she did not stir. Then he was afraid that +the driver might suspect something, and got out first to help her to +alight. + +At length she got out of the cab, staggering and without saying a word. +He rang the bell, and as the door opened, said, tremblingly: "When shall +I see you again?" + +She murmured so softly that he scarcely heard it: "Come and lunch with +me to-morrow." And she disappeared in the entry, pushed to the heavy +door, which closed with a noise like that of a cannon. He gave the +driver five francs, and began to walk along with rapid and triumphant +steps, and heart overflowing with joy. + +He had won at last--a married woman, a lady. How easy and unexpected it +had all been. He had fancied up till then that to assail and conquer one +of these so greatly longed-for beings, infinite pains, interminable +expectations, a skillful siege carried on by means of gallant +attentions, words of love, sighs, and gifts were needed. And, lo! +suddenly, at the faintest attack, the first whom he had encountered had +yielded to him so quickly that he was stupefied at it. + +"She was tipsy," he thought; "to-morrow it will be another story. She +will meet me with tears." This notion disturbed him, but he added: +"Well, so much the worse. Now I have her, I mean to keep her." + +He was somewhat agitated the next day as he ascended Madame de Marelle's +staircase. How would she receive him? And suppose she would not receive +him at all? Suppose she had forbidden them to admit him? Suppose she had +said--but, no, she could not have said anything without letting the +whole truth be guessed. So he was master of the situation. + +The little servant opened the door. She wore her usual expression. He +felt reassured, as if he had anticipated her displaying a troubled +countenance, and asked: "Is your mistress quite well?" + +She replied: "Oh! yes, sir, the same as usual," and showed him into the +drawing-room. + +He went straight to the chimney-glass to ascertain the state of his hair +and his toilet, and was arranging his necktie before it, when he saw in +it the young woman watching him as she stood at the door leading from +her room. He pretended not to have noticed her, and the pair looked at +one another for a few moments in the glass, observing and watching +before finding themselves face to face. He turned round. She had not +moved, and seemed to be waiting. He darted forward, stammering: "My +darling! my darling!" + + +She opened her arms and fell upon his breast; then having lifted her +head towards him, their lips met in a long kiss. + +He thought: "It is easier than I should have imagined. It is all going +on very well." + +And their lips separating, he smiled without saying a word, while +striving to throw a world of love into his looks. She, too, smiled, with +that smile by which women show their desire, their consent, their wish +to yield themselves, and murmured: "We are alone. I have sent Laurine to +lunch with one of her young friends." + +He sighed as he kissed her. "Thanks, I will worship you." + +Then she took his arm, as if he had been her husband, to go to the sofa, +on which they sat down side by side. He wanted to start a clever and +attractive chat, but not being able to do so to his liking, stammered: +"Then you are not too angry with me?" + +She put her hand on his mouth, saying "Be quiet." + +They sat in silence, looking into one another's eyes, with burning +fingers interlaced. + +"How I did long for you!" said he. + +She repeated: "Be quiet." + +They heard the servant arranging the table in the adjoining +dining-room, and he rose, saying: "I must not remain so close to you. I +shall lose my head." + +The door opened, and the servant announced that lunch was ready. Duroy +gravely offered his arm. + +They lunched face to face, looking at one another and constantly +smiling, solely taken up by themselves, and enveloped in the sweet +enchantment of a growing love. They ate, without knowing what. He felt a +foot, a little foot, straying under the table. He took it between his +own and kept it there, squeezing it with all his might. The servant came +and went, bringing and taking away the dishes with a careless air, +without seeming to notice anything. + +When they had finished they returned to the drawing-room, and resumed +their place on the sofa, side by side. Little by little he pressed up +against her, striving to take her in his arms. But she calmly repulsed +him, saying: "Take care; someone may come in." + +He murmured: "When can I see you quite alone, to tell you how I love +you?" + +She leant over towards him and whispered: "I will come and pay you a +visit one of these days." + +He felt himself redden. "You know--you know--my place is very small." + +She smiled: "That does not matter. It is you I shall call to see, and +not your rooms." + +Then he pressed her to know when she would come. She named a day in the +latter half of the week. He begged of her to advance the date in broken +sentences, playing with and squeezing her hands, with glittering eyes, +and flushed face, heated and torn by desire, that imperious desire which +follows _tête-à-tête_ repasts. She was amazed to see him implore her +with such ardor, and yielded a day from time to time. But he kept +repeating: "To-morrow, only say to-morrow." + +She consented at length. "Yes, to-morrow; at five o'clock." + +He gave a long sigh of joy, and they then chatted almost quietly with an +air of intimacy, as though they had known one another twenty years. The +sound of the door bell made them start, and with a bound they separated +to a distance. She murmured: "It must be Laurine." + +The child made her appearance, stopped short in amazement, and then ran +to Duroy, clapping her hands with pleasure at seeing him, and +exclaiming: "Ah! pretty boy." + +Madame de Marelle began to laugh. "What! Pretty boy! Laurine has +baptized you. It's a nice little nickname for you, and I will call you +Pretty-boy, too." + +He had taken the little girl on his knee, and he had to play with her at +all the games he had taught her. He rose to take his leave at twenty +minutes to three to go to the office of the paper, and on the staircase, +through the half-closed door, he still whispered: "To-morrow, at five." + +She answered "Yes," with a smile, and disappeared. + +As soon as he had got through his day's work, he speculated how he +should arrange his room to receive his mistress, and hide as far as +possible the poverty of the place. He was struck by the idea of pinning + +a lot of Japanese trifles on the walls, and he bought for five francs +quite a collection of little fans and screens, with which he hid the +most obvious of the marks on the wall paper. He pasted on the window +panes transparent pictures representing boats floating down rivers, +flocks of birds flying across rosy skies, multi-colored ladies on +balconies, and processions of little black men over plains covered with +snow. His room, just big enough to sleep and sit down in, soon looked +like the inside of a Chinese lantern. He thought the effect +satisfactory, and passed the evening in pasting on the ceiling birds +that he had cut from the colored sheets remaining over. Then he went to +bed, lulled by the whistle of the trains. + +He went home early the next day, carrying a paper bag of cakes and a +bottle of Madeira, purchased at the grocer's. He had to go out again to +buy two plates and two glasses, and arranged this collation on his +dressing-table, the dirty wood of which was covered by a napkin, the jug +and basin being hidden away beneath it. + +Then he waited. + +She came at about a quarter-past five; and, attracted by the bright +colors of the pictures, exclaimed: "Dear me, yours is a nice place. But +there are a lot of people about on the staircase." + +He had clasped her in his arms, and was eagerly kissing the hair between +her forehead and her bonnet through her veil. + +An hour and a half later he escorted her back to the cab-stand in the +Rue de Rome. When she was in the carriage he murmured: "Tuesday at the +same time?" + +She replied: "Tuesday at the same time." And as it had grown dark, she +drew his head into the carriage and kissed him on the lips. Then the +driver, having whipped up his beast, she exclaimed: "Good-bye, +Pretty-boy," and the old vehicle started at the weary trot of its old +white horse. + +For three weeks Duroy received Madame de Marelle in this way every two +or three days, now in the evening and now in the morning. While he was +expecting her one afternoon, a loud uproar on the stairs drew him to the +door. A child was crying. A man's angry voice shouted: "What is that +little devil howling about now?" The yelling and exasperated voice of a +woman replied: "It is that dirty hussy who comes to see the +penny-a-liner upstairs; she has upset Nicholas on the landing. As if +dabs like that, who pay no attention to children on the staircase, +should be allowed here." + +Duroy drew back, distracted, for he could hear the rapid rustling of +skirts and a hurried step ascending from the story just beneath him. +There was soon a knock at the door, which he had reclosed. He opened it, +and Madame de Marelle rushed into the room, terrified and breathless, +stammering: "Did you hear?" + +He pretended to know nothing. "No; what?" + +"How they have insulted me." + +"Who? Who?" + +"The blackguards who live down below." + +"But, surely not; what does it all mean, tell me?" + +She began to sob, without being able to utter a word. He had to take off +her bonnet, undo her dress, lay her on the bed, moisten her forehead +with a wet towel. She was choking, and then when her emotion was +somewhat abated, all her wrathful indignation broke out. She wanted him +to go down at once, to thrash them, to kill them. + +He repeated: "But they are only work-people, low creatures. Just +remember that it would lead to a police court, that you might be +recognized, arrested, ruined. One cannot lower one's self to have +anything to do with such people." + +She passed on to another idea. "What shall we do now? For my part, I +cannot come here again." + +He replied: "It is very simple; I will move." + +She murmured: "Yes, but that will take some time." Then all at once she +framed a plan, and reassured, added softly: "No, listen, I know what to +do; let me act, do not trouble yourself about anything. I will send you +a telegram to-morrow morning." + +She smiled now, delighted with her plan, which she would not reveal, and +indulged in a thousand follies. She was very agitated, however, as she +went downstairs, leaning with all her weight on her lover's arm, her +legs trembled so beneath her. They did not meet anyone, though. + +As he usually got up late, he was still in bed the next day, when, about +eleven o'clock, the telegraph messenger brought him the promised +telegram. He opened it and read: + +"Meet me at five; 127, Rue de Constantinople. Rooms hired by Madame +Duroy.--Clo." + +At five o'clock to the minute he entered the doorkeeper's lodge of a +large furnished house, and asked: "It is here that Madame Duroy has +taken rooms, is it not?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Will you show me to them, if you please." + +The man, doubtless used to delicate situations in which prudence is +necessary, looked him straight in the eyes, and then, selecting one of +the long range of keys, said: "You are Monsieur Duroy?" + +"Yes, certainly." + +The man opened the door of a small suite of rooms on the ground floor in +front of the lodge. The sitting-room, with a tolerably fresh wall-paper +of floral design, and a carpet so thin that the boards of the floor +could be felt through it, had mahogany furniture, upholstered in green +rep with a yellow pattern. The bedroom was so small that the bed +three-parts filled it. It occupied the further end, stretching from one +wall to the other--the large bed of a furnished lodging-house, shrouded +in heavy blue curtains also of rep, and covered with an eider-down quilt +of red silk stained with suspicious-looking spots. + +Duroy, uneasy and displeased, thought: "This place will cost, Lord knows +how much. I shall have to borrow again. It is idiotic what she has +done." + +The door opened, and Clotilde came in like a whirlwind, with +outstretched arms and rustling skirts. She was delighted. "Isn't it +nice, eh, isn't it nice? And on the ground floor, too; no stairs to go +up. One could get in and out of the windows without the doorkeeper +seeing one. How we will love one another here!" + +He kissed her coldly, not daring to put the question that rose to his +lips. She had placed a large parcel on the little round table in the +middle of the room. She opened it, and took out a cake of soap, a bottle +of scent, a sponge, a box of hairpins, a buttonhook, and a small pair of +curling tongs to set right her fringe, which she got out of curl every +time. And she played at moving in, seeking a place for everything, and +derived great amusement from it. + +She kept on chattering as she opened the drawers. "I must bring a little +linen, so as to be able to make a change if necessary. It will be very +convenient. If I get wet, for instance, while I am out, I can run in +here to dry myself. We shall each have one key, beside the one left with +the doorkeeper in case we forget it. I have taken the place for three +months, in your name, of course, since I could not give my own." + +Then he said: "You will let me know when the rent is to be paid." + +She replied, simply: "But it is paid, dear." + +"Then I owe it to you." + +"No, no, my dear; it does not concern you at all; this is a little fancy +of my own." + +He seemed annoyed: "Oh, no, indeed; I can't allow that." + +She came to him in a supplicating way, and placing her hands on his +shoulders, said: "I beg of you, George; it will give me so much pleasure +to feel that our little nest here is mine--all my own. You cannot be +annoyed at that. How can you? I wanted to contribute that much towards +our loves. Say you agree, Georgy; say you agree." + +She implored him with looks, lips, the whole of her being. He held out, +refusing with an irritated air, and then he yielded, thinking that, +after all, it was fair. And when she had gone, he murmured, rubbing his +hands, and without seeking in the depths of his heart whence the opinion +came on that occasion: "She is very nice." + +He received, a few days later, another telegram running thus: "My +husband returns to-night, after six weeks' inspection, so we shall have +a week off. What a bore, darling.--Clo." + +Duroy felt astounded. He had really lost all idea of her being married. +But here was a man whose face he would have liked to see just once, in +order to know him. He patiently awaited the husband's departure, but he +passed two evenings at the Folies Bergère, which wound up with Rachel. + +Then one morning came a fresh telegram: "To-day at five.--Clo." + +They both arrived at the meeting-place before the time. She threw +herself into his arms with an outburst of passion, and kissed him all +over the face, and then said: "If you like, when we have loved one +another a great deal, you shall take me to dinner somewhere. I have kept + +myself disengaged." + +It was at the beginning of the month, and although his salary was long +since drawn in advance, and he lived from day to day upon money gleaned +on every side, Duroy happened to be in funds, and was pleased at the +opportunity of spending something upon her, so he replied: "Yes, +darling, wherever you like." + +They started off, therefore, at about seven, and gained the outer +boulevards. She leaned closely against him, and whispered in his ear: +"If you only knew how pleased I am to walk out on your arm; how I love +to feel you beside me." + +He said: "Would you like to go to Père Lathuile's?" + +"Oh, no, it is too swell. I should like something funny, out of the way! +a restaurant that shopmen and work-girls go to. I adore dining at a +country inn. Oh! if we only had been able to go into the country." + +As he knew nothing of the kind in the neighborhood, they wandered along +the boulevard, and ended by going into a wine-shop where there was a +dining-room. She had seen through the window two bareheaded girls +seated at tables with two soldiers. Three cab-drivers were dining at the +further end of the long and narrow room, and an individual impossible to +classify under any calling was smoking, stretched on a chair, with his +legs stuck out in front of him, his hands in the waist-band of his +trousers, and his head thrown back over the top bar. His jacket was a +museum of stains, and in his swollen pockets could be noted the neck of +a bottle, a piece of bread, a parcel wrapped up in a newspaper, and a +dangling piece of string. He had thick, tangled, curly hair, gray with +scurf, and his cap was on the floor under his chair. + +The entrance of Clotilde created a sensation, due to the elegance of her +toilet. The couples ceased whispering together, the three cab-drivers +left off arguing, and the man who was smoking, having taken his pipe +from his mouth and spat in front of him, turned his head slightly to +look. + +Madame de Marelle murmured: "It is very nice; we shall be very +comfortable here. Another time I will dress like a work-girl." And she +sat down, without embarrassment or disgust, before the wooden table, +polished by the fat of dishes, washed by spilt liquors, and cleaned by a +wisp of the waiter's napkin. Duroy, somewhat ill at ease, and slightly +ashamed, sought a peg to hang his tall hat on. Not finding one, he put +it on a chair. + +They had a ragout, a slice of melon, and a salad. Clotilde repeated: "I +delight in this. I have low tastes. I like this better than the Café +Anglais." Then she added: "If you want to give me complete enjoyment, +you will take me to a dancing place. I know a very funny one close by +called the Reine Blanche." + +Duroy, surprised at this, asked: "Whoever took you there?" + +He looked at her and saw her blush, somewhat disturbed, as though this +sudden question had aroused within her some delicate recollections. +After one of these feminine hesitations, so short that they can scarcely +be guessed, she replied: "A friend of mine," and then, after a brief +silence, added, "who is dead." And she cast down her eyes with a very +natural sadness. + +Duroy, for the first time, thought of all that he did not know as +regarded the past life of this woman. Certainly she already had lovers, +but of what kind, in what class of society? A vague jealousy, a species +of enmity awoke within him; an enmity against all that he did not know, +all that had not belonged to him. He looked at her, irritated at the +mystery wrapped up within that pretty, silent head, which was thinking, +perhaps, at that very moment, of the other, the others, regretfully. How +he would have liked to have looked into her recollections--to have known +all. + +She repeated: "Will you take me to the Reine Blanche? That will be a +perfect treat." + +He thought: "What matters the past? I am very foolish to bother about +it," and smilingly replied: "Certainly, darling." + +When they were in the street she resumed, in that low and mysterious +tone in which confidences are made: "I dared not ask you this until now, +but you cannot imagine how I love these escapades in places ladies do +not go to. During the carnival I will dress up as a schoolboy. I make +such a capital boy." + +When they entered the ball-room she clung close to him, gazing with +delighted eyes on the girls and the bullies, and from time to time, as +though to reassure herself as regards any possible danger, saying, as +she noticed some serious and motionless municipal guard: "That is a +strong-looking fellow." In a quarter of an hour she had had enough of it +and he escorted her home. + +Then began quite a series of excursions in all the queer places where +the common people amuse themselves, and Duroy discovered in his mistress +quite a liking for this vagabondage of students bent on a spree. She +came to their meeting-place in a cotton frock and with a servant's +cap--a theatrical servant's cap--on her head; and despite the elegant +and studied simplicity of her toilet, retained her rings, her bracelets, +and her diamond earrings, saying, when he begged her to remove them: +"Bah! they will think they are paste." + +She thought she was admirably disguised, and although she was really +only concealed after the fashion of an ostrich, she went into the most +ill-famed drinking places. She wanted Duroy to dress himself like a +workman, but he resisted, and retained his correct attire, without even +consenting to exchange his tall hat for one of soft felt. She was +consoled for this obstinacy on his part by the reflection that she would +be taken for a chambermaid engaged in a love affair with a gentleman, +and thought this delightful. In this guise they went into popular +wine-shops, and sat down on rickety chairs at old wooden tables in +smoke-filled rooms. A cloud of strong tobacco smoke, with which still +blended the smell of fish fried at dinner time, filled the room; men in +blouses shouted at one another as they tossed off nips of spirits; and +the astonished waiter would stare at this strange couple as he placed +before them two cherry brandies. She--trembling, fearsome, yet +charmed--began to sip the red liquid, looking round her with uneasy and +kindling eye. Each cherry swallowed gave her the sensation of a sin +committed, each drop of burning liquor flowing down her throat gave her + +the pleasure of a naughty and forbidden joy. + +Then she would say, "Let us go," and they would leave. She would pass +rapidly, with bent head and the short steps of an actress leaving the +stage, among the drinkers, who, with their elbows on the tables, watched +her go by with suspicious and dissatisfied glances; and when she had +crossed the threshold would give a deep sigh, as if she had just escaped +some terrible danger. + +Sometimes she asked Duroy, with a shudder: "If I were insulted in these +places, what would you do?" + +He would answer, with a swaggering air: "Take your part, by Jove!" + +And she would clasp his arm with happiness, with, perhaps, a vague wish +to be insulted and defended, to see men fight on her account, even such +men as those, with her lover. + +But these excursions taking place two or three times a week began to +weary Duroy, who had great difficulty, besides, for some time past, in +procuring the ten francs necessary for the cake and the drinks. He now +lived very hardly and with more difficulty than when he was a clerk in +the Northern Railway; for having spent lavishly during his first month +of journalism, in the constant hope of gaining large sums of money in a +day or two, he had exhausted all his resources and all means of +procuring money. A very simple method, that of borrowing from the +cashier, was very soon exhausted; and he already owed the paper four +months' salary, besides six hundred francs advanced on his lineage +account. He owed, besides, a hundred francs to Forestier, three hundred +to Jacques Rival, who was free-handed with his money; and he was also +eaten up by a number of small debts of from five francs to twenty. +Saint-Potin, consulted as to the means of raising another hundred +francs, had discovered no expedient, although a man of inventive mind, +and Duroy was exasperated at this poverty, of which he was more sensible +now than formerly, since he had more wants. A sullen rage against +everyone smouldered within him, with an ever-increasing irritation, + +which manifested itself at every moment on the most futile pretexts. He +sometimes asked himself how he could have spent an average of a thousand +francs a month, without any excess and the gratification of any +extravagant fancy, and he found that, by adding a lunch at eight +francs to a dinner at twelve, partaken of in some large café on the +boulevards, he at once came to a louis, which, added to ten francs +pocket-money--that pocket-money that melts away, one does not know +how--makes a total of thirty francs. But thirty francs a day is nine +hundred francs at the end of the month. And he did not reckon in the +cost of clothes, boots, linen, washing, etc. + +So on the 14th December he found himself without a sou in his pocket, +and without a notion in his mind how to get any money. He went, as he +had often done of old, without lunch, and passed the afternoon working +at the newspaper office, angry and preoccupied. About four o'clock he +received a telegram from his mistress, running: "Shall we dine together, +and have a lark afterwards?" + +He at once replied: "Cannot dine." Then he reflected that he would be +very stupid to deprive himself of the pleasant moments she might afford +him, and added: "But will wait at nine at our place." And having sent +one of the messengers with this, to save the cost of a telegram, he +began to reflect what he should do to procure himself a dinner. + +At seven o'clock he had not yet hit upon anything and a terrible hunger +assailed him. Then he had recourse to the stratagem of a despairing man. +He let all his colleagues depart, one after the other, and when he was +alone rang sharply. Monsieur Walter's messenger, left in charge of the +offices, came in. Duroy was standing feeling in his pockets, and said in +an abrupt voice: "Foucart, I have left my purse at home, and I have to +go and dine at the Luxembourg. Lend me fifty sous for my cab." + +The man took three francs from his waistcoat pocket and said: "Do you +want any more, sir?" + +"No, no, that will be enough. Thanks." + +And having seized on the coins, Duroy ran downstairs and dined at a +slap-bank, to which he drifted on his days of poverty. + +At nine o'clock he was awaiting his mistress, with his feet on the +fender, in the little sitting-room. She came in, lively and animated, +brisked up by the keen air of the street. "If you like," said she, "we +will first go for a stroll, and then come home here at eleven. The +weather is splendid for walking." + +He replied, in a grumbling tone: "Why go out? We are very comfortable +here." + +She said, without taking off her bonnet: "If you knew, the moonlight is +beautiful. It is splendid walking about to-night." + +"Perhaps so, but I do not care for walking about!" + +He had said this in an angry fashion. She was struck and hurt by it, and +asked: "What is the matter with you? Why do you go on in this way? I +should like to go for a stroll, and I don't see how that can vex you." + +He got up in a rage. "It does not vex me. It is a bother, that is all." + +She was one of those sort of women whom resistance irritates and +impoliteness exasperates, and she said disdainfully and with angry calm: +"I am not accustomed to be spoken to like that. I will go alone, then. +Good-bye." + +He understood that it was serious, and darting towards her, seized her +hands and kissed them, saying: "Forgive me, darling, forgive me. I am +very nervous this evening, very irritable. I have had vexations and +annoyances, you know--matters of business." + +She replied, somewhat softened, but not calmed down: "That does not +concern me, and I will not bear the consequences of your ill-temper." + +He took her in his arms, and drew her towards the couch. + +"Listen, darling, I did not want to hurt you; I was not thinking of what +I was saying." + +He had forced her to sit down, and, kneeling before her, went on: "Have +you forgiven me? Tell me you have forgiven me?" + +She murmured, coldly: "Very well, but do not do so again;" and rising, +she added: "Now let us go for a stroll." + +He had remained at her feet, with his arms clasped about her hips, and +stammered: "Stay here, I beg of you. Grant me this much. I should so +like to keep you here this evening all to myself, here by the fire. Say +yes, I beg of you, say yes." + +She answered plainly and firmly: "No, I want to go out, and I am not +going to give way to your fancies." + +He persisted. "I beg of you, I have a reason, a very serious reason." + +She said again: "No; and if you won't go out with me, I shall go. +Good-bye." + +She had freed herself with a jerk, and gained the door. He ran towards +her, and clasped her in his arms, crying: + +"Listen, Clo, my little Clo; listen, grant me this much." + +She shook her head without replying, avoiding his kisses, and striving +to escape from his grasp and go. + + +He stammered: "Clo, my little Clo, I have a reason." + +She stopped, and looking him full in the face, said: "You are lying. +What is it?" + +He blushed not knowing what to say, and she went on in an indignant +tone: "You see very well that you are lying, you low brute." And with an +angry gesture and tears in her eyes, she escaped him. + +He again caught her by the shoulders, and, in despair, ready to +acknowledge anything in order to avoid a rupture, he said, in a +despairing tone: "I have not a son. That's what it all means." She +stopped short, and looking into his eyes to read the truth in them, +said: "You say?" + +He had flushed to the roots of his hair. "I say that I have not a sou. +Do you understand? Not twenty sous, not ten, not enough to pay for a +glass of cassis in the café we may go into. You force me to confess what +I am ashamed of. It was, however, impossible for me to go out with you, +and when we were seated with refreshments in front of us to tell you +quietly that I could not pay for them." + +She was still looking him in the face. "It is true, then?" + +In a moment he had turned out all his pockets, those of his trousers, +coat, and waistcoat, and murmured: "There, are you satisfied now?" + +Suddenly opening her arms, in an outburst of passion, she threw them +around his neck, crying: "Oh, my poor darling, my poor darling, if I had +only known. How did it happen?" + +She made him sit down, and sat down herself on his knees; then, with her +arm round his neck, kissing him every moment on his moustache, his +mouth, his eyes, she obliged him to tell her how this misfortune had +come about. + +He invented a touching story. He had been obliged to come to the +assistance of his father, who found himself in difficulties. He had not +only handed over to him all his savings, but had even incurred heavy +debts on his behalf. He added: "I shall be pinched to the last degree +for at least six months, for I have exhausted all my resources. So much +the worse; there are crises in every life. Money, after all, is not +worth troubling about." + +She whispered: "I will lend you some; will you let me?" + +He answered, with dignity: "You are very kind, pet; but do not think of +that, I beg of you. You would hurt my feelings." + +She was silent, and then clasping him in her arms, murmured: "You will +never know how much I love you." + +It was one of their most pleasant evenings. + +As she was leaving, she remarked, smilingly: "How nice it is when one is +in your position to find money you had forgotten in your pocket--a coin +that had worked its way between the stuff and the lining." + +He replied, in a tone of conviction: "Ah, yes, that it is." + +She insisted on walking home, under the pretense that the moon was +beautiful and went into ecstasies over it. It was a cold, still night at +the beginning of winter. Pedestrians and horses went by quickly, spurred +by a sharp frost. Heels rang on the pavement. As she left him she said: +"Shall we meet again the day after to-morrow?" + +"Certainly." + +"At the same time?" + +"The same time." + +"Good-bye, dearest." And they kissed lovingly. + +Then he walked home swiftly, asking himself what plan he could hit on +the morrow to get out of his difficulty. But as he opened the door of +his room, and fumbled in his waistcoat pocket for a match, he was +stupefied to find a coin under his fingers. As soon as he had a light he +hastened to examine it. It was a louis. He thought he must be mad. He +turned it over and over, seeking by what miracle it could have found +its way there. It could not, however, have fallen from heaven into his +pocket. + +Then all at once he guessed, and an angry indignation awoke within him. +His mistress had spoken of money slipping into the lining, and being +found in times of poverty. It was she who had tendered him this alms. +How shameful! He swore: "Ah! I'll talk to her the day after to-morrow. +She shall have a nice time over it." + +And he went to bed, his heart filled with anger and humiliation. + +He woke late. He was hungry. He tried to go to sleep again, in order not +to get up till two o'clock, and then said to himself: "That will not +forward matters. I must end by finding some money." Then he went out, +hoping that an idea might occur to him in the street. It did not; but at +every restaurant he passed a longing to eat made his mouth water. As by +noon he had failed to hit on any plan, he suddenly made up his mind: "I +will lunch out of Clotilde's twenty francs. That won't hinder me from +paying them back to-morrow." + +He, therefore, lunched for two francs fifty centimes. On reaching the +office he also gave three francs to the messenger, saying: "Here, +Foucart, here is the money you lent me last night for my cab." + +He worked till seven o'clock. Then he went and dined taking another +three francs. The two evening bocks brought the expenditure of the day +up to nine francs thirty centimes. But as he could not re-establish a +credit or create fresh resources in twenty-four hours, he borrowed +another six francs fifty centimes the next day from the twenty he was +going to return that very evening, so that he came to keep his +appointment with just four francs twenty centimes in his pocket. + +He was in a deuce of a temper, and promised himself that he would pretty +soon explain things. He would say to his mistress: "You know, I found +the twenty francs you slipped into my pocket the other day. I cannot +give them back to you now, because my situation is unaltered, and I have +not had time to occupy myself with money matters. But I will give them +to you the next time we meet." + +She arrived, loving, eager, full of alarm. How would he receive her? She +kissed him persistently to avoid an explanation at the outset. + +He said to himself: "It will be time enough to enter on the matter +by-and-by. I will find an opportunity of doing so." + +He did not find the opportunity, and said nothing, shirking before the +difficulty of opening this delicate subject. She did not speak of going +out, and was in every way charming. They separated about midnight, after +making an appointment for the Wednesday of the following week, for +Madame de Marelle was engaged to dine out several days in succession. + +The next day, as Duroy, on paying for his breakfast, felt for the four +coins that ought to be remaining to him, he perceived that they were +five, and one of them a gold one. At the outset he thought that he had +received it by mistake in his change the day before, then he understood +it, and his heart throbbed with humiliation at this persistent charity. +How he now regretted not having said anything! If he had spoken +energetically this would not have happened. + +For four days he made efforts, as numerous as they were fruitless, to +raise five louis, and spent Clotilde's second one. She managed, although +he had said to her savagely, "Don't play that joke of the other +evening's again, or I shall get angry," to slip another twenty francs +into his trouser pockets the first time they met. When he found them he +swore bitterly, and transferred them to his waistcoat to have them under +his hand, for he had not a rap. He appeased his conscience by this +argument: "I will give it all back to her in a lump. After all, it is +only borrowed money." + +At length the cashier of the paper agreed, on his desperate appeals, to +let him have five francs daily. It was just enough to live upon, but not +enough to repay sixty francs with. But as Clotilde was again seized by +her passion for nocturnal excursions in all the suspicious localities in +Paris, he ended by not being unbearably annoyed to find a yellow boy in +one of his pockets, once even in his boot, and another time in his +watch-case, after their adventurous excursions. Since she had wishes +which he could not for the moment gratify himself, was it not natural +that she should pay for them rather than go without them? He kept an +account, too, of all he received in this way, in order to return it to +her some day. + +One evening she said to him: "Would you believe that I have never been +to the Folies-Bergère? Will you take me there?" + +He hesitated a moment, afraid of meeting Rachel. Then he thought: "Bah! +I am not married, after all. If that girl sees me she will understand +the state of things, and will not speak to me. Besides, we will have a +box." + +Another reason helped his decision. He was well pleased of this +opportunity of offering Madame de Marelle a box at the theater without +its costing anything. It was a kind of compensation. + +He left her in the cab while he got the order for the box, in order that +she might not see it offered him, and then came to fetch her. They went +in, and were received with bows by the acting manager. An immense crowd +filled the lounge, and they had great difficulty in making their way +through the swarm of men and women. At length they reached the box and +settled themselves in it, shut in between the motionless orchestra and +the eddy of the gallery. But Madame de Marelle rarely glanced at the +stage. Wholly taken up with the women promenading behind her back, she +constantly turned round to look at them, with a longing to touch them, +to feel their bodices, their skirts, their hair, to know what these +creatures were made of. + +Suddenly she said: "There is a stout, dark girl who keeps watching us +all the time. I thought just now that she was going to speak to us. Did +you notice her?" + +He answered: "No, you must be mistaken." But he had already noticed her +for some time back. It was Rachel who was prowling about in their +neighborhood, with anger in her eyes and hard words upon her lips. + +Duroy had brushed against her in making his way through the crowd, and +she had whispered, "Good evening," with a wink which signified, "I +understand." But he had not replied to this mark of attention for fear +of being seen by his mistress, and he had passed on coldly, with haughty +look and disdainful lip. The woman, whom unconscious jealousy already +assailed, turned back, brushed against him again, and said in louder +tones: "Good evening, George." He had not answered even then. Then she +made up her mind to be recognized and bowed to, and she kept continually +passing in the rear of the box, awaiting a favorable moment. + +As soon as she saw that Madame de Marelle was looking at her she touched +Duroy's shoulder, saying: "Good evening, are you quite well?" + +He did not turn round, and she went on: "What, have you grown deaf since +Thursday?" He did not reply, affecting a contempt which would not allow +him to compromise himself even by a word with this slut. + +She began to laugh an angry laugh, and said: "So you are dumb, then? +Perhaps the lady has bitten your tongue off?" + +He made an angry movement, and exclaimed, in an exasperated tone: "What +do you mean by speaking to me? Be off, or I will have you locked up." + +Then, with fiery eye and swelling bosom, she screeched out: "So that's +it, is it? Ah! you lout. When a man sleeps with a woman the least he can +do is to nod to her. It is no reason because you are with someone else +that you should cut me to-day. If you had only nodded to me when I +passed you just now, I should have left you alone. But you wanted to do +the grand. I'll pay you out! Ah, so you won't say good evening when you +meet me!" + +She would have gone on for a long time, but Madame de Marelle had opened +the door of the box and fled through the crowd, blindly seeking the way +out. Duroy started off in her rear and strove to catch her up, while +Rachel, seeing them flee, yelled triumphantly: "Stop her, she has stolen +my sweetheart." + +People began to laugh. Two gentlemen for fun seized the fugitive by the +shoulders and sought to bring her back, trying, too, to kiss her. But +Duroy, having caught her up, freed her forcibly and led her away into +the street. She jumped into an empty cab standing at the door. He jumped +in after her, and when the driver asked, "Where to, sir?" replied, +"Wherever you like." + +The cab slowly moved off, jolting over the paving stones. Clotilde, +seized by a kind of hysterical attack, sat choking and gasping with her +hands covering her face, and Duroy neither knew what to do nor what to +say. At last, as he heard her sobbing, he stammered out: "Clo, my dear +little Clo, just listen, let me explain. It is not my fault. I used to +know that woman, some time ago, you know--" + +She suddenly took her hands from her face, and overcome by the wrath of +a loving and deceitful woman, a furious wrath that enabled her to +recover her speech, she pantingly jerked out, in rapid and broken +sentences: "Oh!--you wretch--you wretch--what a scoundrel you are--can +it be possible? How shameful--O Lord--how shameful!" Then, getting +angrier and angrier as her ideas grew clearer and arguments suggested +themselves to her, she went on: "It was with my money you paid her, +wasn't it? And I was giving him money--for that creature. Oh, the +scoundrel!" She seemed for a few minutes to be seeking some stronger +expression that would not come, and then all at once she spat out, as it +were, the words: "Oh! you swine--you swine--you swine--you paid her +with my money--you swine--you swine!" She could not think of anything +else, and kept repeating, "You swine, you swine!" + +Suddenly she leant out of the window, and catching the driver by the +sleeve, cried, "Stop," and opening the door, sprang out. + +George wanted to follow, but she cried, "I won't have you get out," in +such loud tones that the passers-by began to gather about her, and Duroy +did not move for fear of a scandal. She took her purse from her pocket +and looked for some change by the light of the cab lantern, then taking +two francs fifty centimes she put them in the driver's hand, saying, in +ringing tones: "There is your fare--I pay you, now take this blackguard +to the Rue Boursault, Batignolles." + +Mirth was aroused in the group surrounding her. A gentleman said: "Well +done, little woman," and a young rapscallion standing close to the cab +thrust his head into the open door and sang out, in shrill tones, +"Good-night, lovey!" Then the cab started off again, followed by a burst +of laughter. + + + + +VI + + +George Duroy woke up chapfallen the next morning. + +He dressed himself slowly, and then sat down at his window and began to +reflect. He felt a kind of aching sensation all over, just as though he +had received a drubbing over night. At last the necessity of finding +some money spurred him up, and he went first to Forestier. + +His friend received him in his study with his feet on the fender. + +"What has brought you out so early?" said he. + +"A very serious matter, a debt of honor." + +"At play?" + +He hesitated a moment, and then said: "At play." + +"Heavy?" + +"Five hundred francs." + +He only owed two hundred and eighty. + +Forestier, skeptical on the point, inquired: "Whom do you owe it to?" + +Duroy could not answer right off. "To--to--a Monsieur de Carleville." + +"Ah! and where does he live?" + +"At--at--" + +Forestier began to laugh. "Number ought, Nowhere Street, eh? I know that +gentleman, my dear fellow. If you want twenty francs, I have still that +much at your service, but no more." + +Duroy took the offered louis. Then he went from door to door among the +people he knew, and wound up by having collected at about five o'clock +the sum of eighty francs. And he still needed two hundred more; he made +up his mind, and keeping for himself what he had thus gleaned, murmured: +"Bah! I am not going to put myself out for that cat. I will pay her when +I can." + +For a fortnight he lived regularly, economically, and chastely, his mind +filled with energetic resolves. Then he was seized with a strong longing +for love. It seemed to him that several years had passed since he last +clasped a woman in his arms, and like the sailor who goes wild on seeing +land, every passing petticoat made him quiver. So he went one evening +to the Folies Bergère in the hope of finding Rachel. He caught sight of +her indeed, directly he entered, for she scarcely went elsewhere, and +went up to her smiling with outstretched hand. But she merely looked him +down from head to foot, saying: "What do you want with me?" + +He tried to laugh it off with, "Come, don't be stuck-up." + +She turned on her heels, saying: "I don't associate with ponces." + +She had picked out the bitterest insult. He felt the blood rush to his +face, and went home alone. + +Forestier, ill, weak, always coughing, led him a hard life at the paper, +and seemed to rack his brain to find him tiresome jobs. One day, even, +in a moment of nervous irritation, and after a long fit of coughing, as +Duroy had not brought him a piece of information he wanted, he growled +out: "Confound it! you are a bigger fool than I thought." + +The other almost struck him, but restrained himself, and went away +muttering: "I'll manage to pay you out some day." An idea shot through +his mind, and he added: "I will make a cuckold of you, old fellow!" And +he took himself off, rubbing his hands, delighted at this project. + +He resolved to set about it the very next day. He paid Madame Forestier +a visit as a reconnaissance. He found her lying at full length on a +couch, reading a book. She held out her hand without rising, merely +turning her head, and said: "Good-day, Pretty-boy!" + +He felt as though he had received a blow. "Why do you call me that?" he +said. + +She replied, with a smile: "I saw Madame de Marelle the other day, and +learned how you had been baptized at her place." + +He felt reassured by her amiable air. Besides, what was there for him to +be afraid of? + +She resumed: "You spoil her. As to me, people come to see me when they +think of it--the thirty-second of the month, or something like it." + +He sat down near her, and regarded her with a new species of curiosity, +the curiosity of the amateur who is bargain-hunting. She was charming, a +soft and tender blonde, made for caresses, and he thought: "She is +better than the other, certainly." He did not doubt his success, it +seemed to him that he had only to stretch out his hand and take her, as +one gathers a fruit. + +He said, resolutely: "I did not come to see you, because it was better +so." + +She asked, without understanding: "What? Why?" + +"No, not at all." + +"Because I am in love with you; oh! only a little, and I do not want to +be head over ears." + +She seemed neither astonished, nor shocked, nor flattered; she went on +smiling the same indifferent smile, and replied with the same +tranquillity: "Oh! you can come all the same. No one is in love with me +long." + +He was surprised, more by the tone than by the words, and asked: "Why +not?" + +"Because it is useless. I let this be understood at once. If you had +told me of your fear before, I should have reassured you, and invited +you, on the contrary, to come as often as possible." + +He exclaimed, in a pathetic tone: "Can we command our feelings?" + +She turned towards him: "My dear friend, for me a man in love is struck +off the list of the living. He becomes idiotic, and not only idiotic, +but dangerous. I cease all intimate relations with people who are in +love with me, or who pretend to be so--because they bore me, in the +first place; and, secondly, because they are as much objects of +suspicion to me as a mad dog, which may have a fit of biting. I +therefore put them into a kind of moral quarantine until their illness +is over. Do not forget this. I know very well that in your case love is +only a species of appetite, while with me it would be, on the contrary, +a kind of--of--of communion of souls, which does not enter into a man's +religion. You understand its letter, and its spirit. But look me well in +the face." She no longer smiled. Her face was calm and cold, and she +continued, emphatically: "I will never, never be your mistress; you +understand. It is therefore absolutely useless, it would even be +hurtful, for you to persist in this desire. And now that the operation +is over, will you agree to be friends--good friends--real friends, I +mean, without any mental reservation." + +He had understood that any attempt would be useless in face of this +irrevocable sentence. He made up his mind at once, frankly, and, +delighted at being able to secure this ally in the battle of life, held +out both hands, saying: "I am yours, madame, as you will." + +She read the sincerity of his intention in his voice, and gave him her +hands. He kissed them both, one after the other, and then said simply, +as he raised his head: "Ah, if I had found a woman like you, how gladly +I would have married her." + +She was touched this time--soothed by this phrase, as women are by the +compliments which reach their hearts, and she gave him one of those +rapid and grateful looks which make us their slaves. Then, as he could +find no change of subject to renew the conversation, she said softly, +laying her finger on his arm: "And I am going to play my part of a +friend at once. You are clumsy." She hesitated a moment, and then asked: +"May I speak plainly?" + +"Yes." + +"Quite plainly?" + +"Quite." + +"Well, go and see Madame Walter, who greatly appreciates you, and do +your best to please her. You will find a place there for your +compliments, although she is virtuous, you understand me, perfectly +virtuous. Oh! there is no hope of--of poaching there, either. You may +find something better, though, by showing yourself. I know that you +still hold an inferior position on the paper. But do not be afraid, they +receive all their staff with the same kindness. Go there--believe me." + +He said, with a smile: "Thanks, you are an angel, a guardian angel." + +They spoke of one thing and another. He stayed for some time, wishing to +prove that he took pleasure in being with her, and on leaving, remarked: +"It is understood, then, that we are friends?" + +"It is." + +As he had noted the effect of the compliment he had paid her shortly +before, he seconded it by adding: "And if ever you become a widow, I +enter the lists." + +Then he hurried away, so as not to give her time to get angry. + +A visit to Madame Walter was rather awkward for Duroy, for he had not +been authorized to call, and he did not want to commit a blunder. The +governor displayed some good will towards him, appreciated his services, +and employed him by preference on difficult jobs, so why should he not +profit by this favor to enter the house? One day, then, having risen +early, he went to the market while the morning sales were in progress, +and for ten francs obtained a score of splendid pears. Having carefully +packed them in a hamper to make it appear that they had come from a +distance, he left them with the doorkeeper at Madame Walter's with his +card, on which he had written: "George Duroy begs Madame Walter to +accept a little fruit which he received this morning from Normandy." + +He found the next morning, among his letters at the office, an envelope +in reply, containing the card of Madame Walter, who "thanked Monsieur +George Duroy, and was at home every Saturday." + +On the following Saturday he called. Monsieur Walter occupied, on the +Boulevard Malesherbes, a double house, which belonged to him, and of +which a part was let off, in the economical way of practical people. A +single doorkeeper, quartered between the two carriage entrances, opened +the door for both landlord and tenant, and imparted to each of the +entrances an air of wealth by his get-up like a beadle, his big calves +in white stockings, and his coat with gilt buttons and scarlet facings. +The reception-rooms were on the first floor, preceded by an ante-room +hung with tapestry, and shut in by curtains over the doorways. Two +footmen were dozing on benches. One of them took Duroy's overcoat and +the other relieved him of his cane, opened the door, advanced a few +steps in front of the visitor, and then drawing aside, let him pass, +calling out his name, into an empty room. + +The young fellow, somewhat embarrassed, looked round on all sides when +he perceived in a glass some people sitting down who seemed very far +off. He was at sea at first as to the direction in which they were, the +mirror having deceived his eyes. Then he passed through two empty +drawing-rooms and reached a small boudoir hung with blue silk, where +four ladies were chatting round a table bearing cups of tea. Despite the +assurance he had acquired in course of his Parisian life, and above all +in his career as a reporter, which constantly brought him into contact +with important personages, Duroy felt somewhat intimidated by the get-up +of the entrance and the passage through the deserted drawing-room. He +stammered: "Madame, I have ventured," as his eyes sought the mistress of +the house. + +She held out her hand, which he took with a bow, and having remarked: +"You are very kind sir, to call and see me," she pointed to a chair, in +seeking to sit down in which he almost fell, having thought it much +higher. + +They had become silent. One of the ladies began to talk again. It was a +question of the frost, which was becoming sharper, though not enough, +however, to check the epidemic of typhoid fever, nor to allow skating. +Every one gave her opinion on this advent of frost in Paris, then they +expressed their preference for the different seasons with all the +trivial reasons that lie about in people's minds like dust in rooms. The +faint noise made by a door caused Duroy to turn his head, and he saw in +a glass a stout lady approaching. As soon as she made her appearance in +the boudoir one of the other visitors rose, shook hands and left, and +the young fellow followed her black back glittering with jet through the +drawing-rooms with his eyes. When the agitation due to this change had +subsided they spoke without transition of the Morocco question and the +war in the East and also of the difficulties of England in South Africa. +These ladies discussed these matters from memory, as if they had been +reciting passages from a fashionable play, frequently rehearsed. + +A fresh arrival took place, that of a little curly-headed blonde, which +brought about the departure of a tall, thin lady of middle age. They now +spoke of the chance Monsieur Linet had of getting into the +Academie-Francaise. The new-comer formerly believed that he would be +beaten by Monsieur Cabanon-Lebas, the author of the fine dramatic +adaption of Don Quixote in verse. + +"You know it is to be played at the Odeon next winter?" + +"Really, I shall certainly go and see such a very excellent literary +effort." + +Madame Walter answered gracefully with calm indifference, without ever +hesitating as to what she should say, her mind being always made up +beforehand. But she saw that night was coming on, and rang for the +lamps, while listening to the conversation that trickled on like a +stream of honey, and thinking that she had forgotten to call on the +stationer about the invitation cards for her next dinner. She was a +little too stout, though still beautiful, at the dangerous age when the +general break-up is at hand. She preserved herself by dint of care, +hygienic precautions, and salves for the skin. She seemed discreet in +all matters; moderate and reasonable; one of those women whose mind is +correctly laid out like a French garden. One walks through it with +surprise, but experiencing a certain charm. She had keen, discreet, and +sound sense, that stood her instead of fancy, generosity, and affection, +together with a calm kindness for everybody and everything. + +She noted that Duroy had not said anything, that he had not been spoken +to, and that he seemed slightly ill at ease; and as the ladies had not +yet quitted the Academy, that favorite subject always occupying them +some time, she said: "And you who should be better informed than any +one, Monsieur Duroy, who is your favorite?" + +He replied unhesitatingly: "In this matter, madame, I should never +consider the merit, always disputable, of the candidates, but their age +and their state of health. I should not ask about their credentials, but +their disease. I should not seek to learn whether they have made a +metrical translation of Lope de Vega, but I should take care to obtain +information as to the state of their liver, their heart, their lungs, +and their spinal marrow. For me a good hypertrophy, a good aneurism, and +above all, a good beginning of locomotor ataxy, would be a hundred times +more valuable than forty volumes of disgressions on the idea of +patriotism as embodied in barbaric poetry." + +An astonished silence followed this opinion, and Madame Walter asked +with a smile: "But why?" + +He replied: "Because I never seek aught else than the pleasure that any +one can give the ladies. But, Madame, the Academy only has any real +interest for you when an Academician dies. The more of them die the +happier you must be. But in order that they may die quickly they must be +elected sick and old." As they still remained somewhat surprised, he +continued. "Besides, I am like you, and I like to read of the death of +an Academician. I at once ask myself: 'Who will replace him?' And I draw +up my list. It is a game, a very pretty little game that is played in +all Parisian salons at each decease of one of the Immortals, the game of +'Death and the Forty Fogies.'" + +The ladies, still slightly disconcerted, began however, to smile, so +true were his remarks. He concluded, as he rose: "It is you who really +elect them, ladies, and you only elect them to see them die. Choose them +old, therefore, very old; as old as possible, and do not trouble +yourselves about anything else." + +He then retired very gracefully. As soon as he was gone, one of the +ladies said: "He is very funny, that young fellow. Who is he?" + +Madame Walter replied: "One of the staff of our paper, who does not do +much yet; but I feel sure that he will get on." + +Duroy strode gayly down the Boulevard Malesherbes, content with his +exit, and murmuring: "A capital start." + +He made it up with Rachel that evening. + +The following week two things happened to him. He was appointed chief +reporter and invited to dinner at Madame Walter's. He saw at once a +connection between these things. The _Vie Francaise_ was before +everything a financial paper, the head of it being a financier, to whom +the press and the position of a deputy served as levers. Making use of +every cordiality as a weapon, he had always worked under the smiling +mask of a good fellow; but he only employed men whom he had sounded, +tried, and proved; whom he knew to be crafty, bold, and supple. Duroy, +appointed chief of the reporting staff, seemed to him a valuable fellow. + +This duty had been filled up till then by the chief sub-editor, Monsieur +Boisrenard, an old journalist, as correct, punctual, and scrupulous as a +clerk. In course of thirty years he had been sub-editor of eleven +different papers, without in any way modifying his way of thinking or +acting. He passed from one office to another as one changes one's +restaurant, scarcely noticing that the cookery was not quite the same. +Political and religious opinions were foreign to him. He was devoted to +his paper, whatever it might be, well up in his work, and valuable from +his experience. He worked like a blind man who sees nothing, like a deaf +man who hears nothing, and like a dumb man who never speaks of anything. +He had, however, a strong instinct of professional loyalty, and would +not stoop to aught he did not think honest and right from the special +point of view of his business. + +Monsieur Walter, who thoroughly appreciated him, had however, often +wished for another man to whom to entrust the "Echoes," which he held to +be the very marrow of the paper. It is through them that rumors are set +afloat and the public and the funds influenced. It is necessary to know +how to slip the all-important matter, rather hinted at than said right +out, in between the description of two fashionable entertainments, +without appearing to intend it. It is necessary to imply a thing by +judicious reservations; let what is desired be guessed at; contradict in +such a fashion as to confirm, or affirm in such a way that no one shall +believe the statement. It is necessary that in the "Echoes" everyone +shall find every day at least one line of interest, in order that every +one may read them. Every one must be thought of, all classes, all +professions, Paris and the provinces, the army and the art world, the +clergy and the university, the bar and the world of gallantry. The man +who has the conduct of them, and who commands an army of reporters, must +be always on the alert and always on his guard; mistrustful, far-seeing, +cunning, alert, and supple; armed with every kind of cunning, and gifted +with an infallible knack of spotting false news at the first glance, of +judging which is good to announce and good to hide, of divining what +will catch the public, and of putting it forward in such a way as to +double its effect. + +Monsieur Boisrenard, who had in his favor the skill acquired by long +habit, nevertheless lacked mastery and dash; he lacked, above all, the +native cunning needed to put forth day by day the secret ideas of the +manager. Duroy could do it to perfection, and was an admirable addition +to the staff. The wire-pullers and real editors of the _Vie Francaise_ +were half a dozen deputies, interested in all the speculations brought +out or backed up by the manager. They were known in the Chamber as +"Walter's gang," and envied because they gained money with him and +through him. Forestier, the political editor, was only the man of straw +of these men of business, the worker-out of ideas suggested by them. +They prompted his leaders, which he always wrote at home, so as to do so +in quiet, he said. But in order to give the paper a literary and truly +Parisian smack, the services of two celebrated writers in different +styles had been secured--Jacques Rival, a descriptive writer, and +Norbert de Varenne, a poet and story-writer. To these had been added, at +a cheap rate, theatrical, musical and art critics, a law reporter, and a +sporting reporter, from the mercenary tribe of all-round pressmen. Two +ladies, "Pink Domino" and "Lily Fingers," sent in fashion articles, and +dealt with questions of dress, etiquette, and society. + +Duroy was in all the joy of his appointment as chief of the "Echoes" +when he received a printed card on which he read: "Monsieur and Madame +Walter request the pleasure of Monsieur Geo. Duroy's company at dinner, +on Thursday, January 20." This new mark of favor following on the other +filled him with such joy that he kissed the invitation as he would have +done a love letter. Then he went in search of the cashier to deal with +the important question of money. A chief of the reporting staff on a +Paris paper generally has his budget out of which he pays his reporters +for the intelligence, important or trifling, brought in by them, as +gardeners bring in their fruits to a dealer. Twelve hundred francs a +month were allotted at the outset to Duroy, who proposed to himself to +retain a considerable share of it. The cashier, on his pressing +instances, ended by advancing him four hundred francs. He had at first +the intention of sending Madame de Marelle the two hundred and eighty +francs he owed her, but he almost immediately reflected that he would +only have a hundred and twenty left, a sum utterly insufficient to carry +on his new duties in suitable fashion, and so put off this resolution to +a future day. + +During a couple of days he was engaged in settling down, for he had +inherited a special table and a set of pigeon holes in the large room +serving for the whole of the staff. He occupied one end of the room, +while Boisrenard, whose head, black as a crow's, despite his age, was +always bent over a sheet of paper, had the other. The long table in the +middle belonged to the staff. Generally it served them to sit on, either +with their legs dangling over the edges, or squatted like tailors in the +center. Sometimes five or six would be sitting on it in that fashion, +perseveringly playing cup and ball. Duroy had ended by having a taste +for this amusement, and was beginning to get expert at it, under the +guidance, and thanks to the advice of Saint-Potin. Forestier, grown +worse, had lent him his fine cup and ball in West Indian wood, the last +he had bought, and which he found rather too heavy for him, and Duroy +swung with vigorous arm the big black ball at the end of its string, +counting quickly to himself: "One--two--three--four--five--six." It +happened precisely that for the first time he spiked the ball twenty +times running, the very day that he was to dine at Madame Walter's. "A +good day," he thought, "I am successful in everything." For skill at +cup and ball really conferred a kind of superiority in the office of +the _Vie Francaise_. + +He left the office early to have time to dress, and was going up the Rue +de Londres when he saw, trotting along in front of him, a little woman +whose figure recalled that of Madame de Marelle. He felt his cheeks +flush, and his heart began to beat. He crossed the road to get a view of +her. She stopped, in order to cross over, too. He had made a mistake, +and breathed again. He had often asked how he ought to behave if he met +her face to face. Should he bow, or should he seem not to have seen +her. "I should not see her," he thought. + +It was cold; the gutters were frozen, and the pavement dry and gray in +the gas-light. When he got home he thought: "I must change my lodgings; +this is no longer good enough for me." He felt nervous and lively, +capable of anything; and he said aloud, as he walked from his bed to the +window: "It is fortune at last--it is fortune! I must write to father." +From time to time he wrote to his father, and the letter always brought +happiness to the little Norman inn by the roadside, at the summit of the +slope overlooking Rouen and the broad valley of the Seine. From time to +time, too, he received a blue envelope, addressed in a large, shaky +hand, and read the same unvarying lines at the beginning of the paternal +epistle. "My Dear Son: This leaves your mother and myself in good +health. There is not much news here. I must tell you, however," etc. In +his heart he retained a feeling of interest for the village matters, for +the news of the neighbours, and the condition of the crops. + +He repeated to himself, as he tied his white tie before his little +looking-glass: "I must write to father to-morrow. Wouldn't the old +fellow be staggered if he could see me this evening in the house I am +going to? By Jove! I am going to have such a dinner as he never tasted." +And he suddenly saw the dark kitchen behind the empty _café_; the copper +stewpans casting their yellow reflections on the wall; the cat on the +hearth, with her nose to the fire, in sphinx-like attitude; the wooden +table, greasy with time and spilt liquids, a soup tureen smoking upon +it, and a lighted candle between two plates. He saw them, too--his +father and mother, two slow-moving peasants, eating their soup. He knew +the smallest wrinkles on their old faces, the slightest movements of +their arms and heads. He knew even what they talked about every evening +as they sat at supper. He thought, too: "I must really go and see them;" +but his toilet being ended, he blew out his light and went downstairs. + +As he passed along the outer boulevard girls accosted him from time to +time. He replied, as he pulled away his arm: "Go to the devil!" with a +violent disdain, as though they had insulted him. What did they take him +for? Could not these hussies tell what a man was? The sensation of his +dress coat, put on in order to go to dinner with such well-known and +important people, inspired him with the sentiment of a new +impersonality--the sense of having become another man, a man in society, +genuine society. + +He entered the ante-room, lit by tall bronze candelabra, with +confidence, and handed in easy fashion his cane and overcoat to two +valets who approached. All the drawing-rooms were lit up. Madame Walter +received her guests in the second, the largest. She welcomed him with a +charming smile, and he shook hands with two gentlemen who had arrived +before him--Monsieur Firmin and Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu, deputies, and +anonymous editors of the _Vie Francaise_. Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu had a +special authority at the paper, due to a great influence he enjoyed in +the Chamber. No one doubted his being a minister some day. Then came the +Forestiers; the wife in pink, and looking charming. Duroy was stupefied +to see her on terms of intimacy with the two deputies. She chatted in +low tones beside the fireplace, for more than five minutes, with +Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu. Charles seemed worn out. He had grown much +thinner during the past month, and coughed incessantly as he repeated: +"I must make up my mind to finish the winter in the south." Norbert de +Varenne and Jacques Rival made their appearance together. Then a door +having opened at the further end of the room, Monsieur Walter came in +with two tall young girls, of from sixteen to eighteen, one ugly and the +other pretty. + +Duroy knew that the governor was the father of a family; but he was +struck with astonishment. He had never thought of his daughters, save as +one thinks of distant countries which one will never see. And then he +had fancied them quite young, and here they were grown-up women. They +held out their hands to him after being introduced, and then went and +sat down at a little table, without doubt reserved to them, at which +they began to turn over a number of reels of silk in a work-basket. They +were still awaiting someone, and all were silent with that sense of +oppression, preceding dinners, between people who do not find themselves +in the same mental atmosphere after the different occupations of the +day. + +Duroy having, for want of occupation, raised his eyes towards the wall, +Monsieur Walter called to him from a distance, with an evident wish to +show off his property: "Are you looking at my pictures? I will show them +to you," and he took a lamp, so that the details might be distinguished. + +"Here we have landscapes," said he. + +In the center of the wall was a large canvas by Guillemet, a bit of the +Normandy coast under a lowering sky. Below it a wood, by Harpignies, and +a plain in Algeria, by Guillemet, with a camel on the horizon, a tall +camel with long legs, like some strange monument. Monsieur Walter passed +on to the next wall, and announced in a grave tone, like a master of the +ceremonies: "High Art." There were four: "A Hospital Visit," by Gervex; +"A Harvester," by Bastien-Lepage; "A Widow," by Bouguereau; and "An +Execution," by Jean Paul Laurens. The last work represented a Vendean +priest shot against the wall of his church by a detachment of Blues. A +smile flitted across the governor's grave countenance as he indicated +the next wall. "Here the fanciful school." First came a little canvas by +Jean Beraud, entitled, "Above and Below." It was a pretty Parisian +mounting to the roof of a tramcar in motion. Her head appeared on a +level with the top, and the gentlemen on the seats viewed with +satisfaction the pretty face approaching them, while those standing on +the platform below considered the young woman's legs with a different +expression of envy and desire. Monsieur Walter held the lamp at arm's +length, and repeated, with a sly laugh: "It is funny, isn't it?" Then he +lit up "A Rescue," by Lambert. In the middle of a table a kitten, +squatted on its haunches, was watching with astonishment and perplexity +a fly drowning in a glass of water. It had its paw raised ready to fish +out the insect with a rapid sweep of it. But it had not quite made up +its mind. It hesitated. What would it do? Then the governor showed a +Detaille, "The Lesson," which represented a soldier in a barrack-room +teaching a poodle to play the drum, and said: "That is very witty." + +Duroy laughed a laugh of approbation, and exclaimed: "It is charming, +charm--" He stopped short on hearing behind him the voice of Madame de +Marelle, who had just come in. + +The governor continued to light up the pictures as he explained them. He +now showed a water-color by Maurice Leloir, "The Obstacle." It was a +sedan chair checked on its way, the street being blocked by a fight +between two laborers, two fellows struggling like Hercules. From out of +the window of the chair peered the head of a charming woman, who watched +without impatience, without alarm, and with a certain admiration, the +combat of these two brutes. Monsieur Walter continued: "I have others in +the adjoining rooms, but they are by less known men. I buy of the young +artists now, the very young ones, and hang their works in the more + +private rooms until they become known." He then went on in a low tone: +"Now is the time to buy! The painters are all dying of hunger! They have +not a sou, not a sou!" + +But Duroy saw nothing, and heard without understanding. Madame de +Marelle was there behind him. What ought he to do? If he spoke to her, +might she not turn her back on him, or treat him with insolence? If he +did not approach her, what would people think? He said to himself: "I +will gain time, at any rate." He was so moved that for a moment he +thought of feigning a sudden illness, which would allow him to withdraw. +The examination of the walls was over. The governor went to put down his +lamp and welcome the last comer, while Duroy began to re-examine the +pictures as if he could not tire of admiring them. He was quite upset. +What should he do? Madame Forestier called to him: "Monsieur Duroy." He +went to her. It was to speak to him of a friend of hers who was about +to give a fête, and who would like to have a line to that effect in the +_Vie Francaise_. He gasped out: "Certainly, Madame, certainly." + +Madame de Marelle was now quite close to him. He dared not turn round to +go away. All at once he thought he was going mad; she had said aloud: +"Good evening, Pretty-boy. So you no longer recognize me." + +He rapidly turned on his heels. She stood before him smiling, her eyes +beaming with sprightliness and affection, and held out her hand. He took +it tremblingly, still fearing some trick, some perfidy. She added, +calmly: "What has become of you? One no longer sees anything of you." + +He stammered, without being able to recover his coolness: "I have a +great deal to do, Madame, a great deal to do. Monsieur Walter has +entrusted me with new duties which give me a great deal of occupation." + +She replied, still looking him in the face, but without his being able +to discover anything save good will in her glance: "I know it. But that +is no reason for forgetting your friends." + +They were separated by a lady who came in, with red arms and red face, a +stout lady in a very low dress, got up with pretentiousness, and walking +so heavily that one guessed by her motions the size and weight of her +legs. As she seemed to be treated with great attention, Duroy asked +Madame Forestier: "Who is that lady?" + +"The Viscomtesse de Percemur, who signs her articles 'Lily Fingers.'" + +He was astounded, and seized on by an inclination to laugh. + +"'Lily Fingers!' 'Lily Fingers!' and I imagined her young like +yourself. So that is 'Lily Fingers.' That is very funny, very funny." + +A servant appeared in the doorway and announced dinner. The dinner was +commonplace and lively, one of those dinners at which people talk about +everything, without saying anything. Duroy found himself between the +elder daughter of the master of the house, the ugly one, Mademoiselle +Rose and Madame de Marelle. The neighborhood of the latter made him feel +very ill at ease, although she seemed very much at her ease, and chatted +with her usual vivacity. He was troubled at first, constrained, +hesitating, like a musician who has lost the keynote. By degrees, +however, he recovered his assurance, and their eyes continually meeting +questioned one another, exchanging looks in an intimate, almost sensual, +fashion as of old. All at once he thought he felt something brush +against his foot under the table. He softly pushed forward his leg and +encountered that of his neighbor, which did not shrink from the contact. +They did not speak, each being at that moment turned towards their +neighbor. Duroy, his heart beating, pushed a little harder with his +knee. A slight pressure replied to him. Then he understood that their +loves were beginning anew. What did they say then? Not much, but their +lips quivered every time that they looked at one another. + +The young fellow, however, wishing to do the amiable to his employer's +daughter, spoke to her from time to time. She replied as the mother +would have done, never hesitating as to what she should say. On the +right of Monsieur Walter the Viscomtesse de Percemur gave herself the +airs of a princess, and Duroy, amused at watching her, said in a low +voice to Madame de Marelle. "Do you know the other, the one who signs +herself 'Pink Domino'?" + +"Yes, very well, the Baroness de Livar." + +"Is she of the same breed?" + +"No, but quite as funny. A tall, dried-up woman of sixty, false curls, +projecting teeth, ideas dating from the Restoration, and toilets of the +same epoch." + +"Where did they unearth these literary phenomena?" + +"The scattered waifs of the nobility are always sheltered by enriched +cits." + +"No other reason?" + +"None." + +Then a political discussion began between the master of the house, the +two deputies, Norbert de Varenne, and Jacques Rival, and lasted till +dessert. + +When they returned to the drawing-room, Duroy again approached Madame de +Marelle, and looking her in the eyes, said: "Shall I see you home +to-night?" + +"No." + +"Why not?" + +"Because Monsieur Laroche Mathieu, who is my neighbor, drops me at my +door every time I dine here." + +"When shall I see you?" + +"Come and lunch with me to-morrow." + +And they separated without saying anything more. + +Duroy did not remain late, finding the evening dull. As he went +downstairs he overtook Norbert de Varenne, who was also leaving. The old +poet took him by the arm. No longer having to fear any rivalry as +regards the paper, their work being essentially different, he now +manifested a fatherly kindness towards the young fellow. + +"Well, will you walk home a bit of my way with me?" said he. + +"With pleasure, my dear master," replied Duroy. + +And they went out, walking slowly along the Boulevard Malesherbes. Paris +was almost deserted that night--a cold night--one of those nights that +seem vaster, as it were, than others, when the stars seem higher above, +and the air seems to bear on its icy breath something coming from +further than even the stars. The two men did not speak at first. Then +Duroy, in order to say something, remarked: "Monsieur Laroche Mathieu +seems very intelligent and well informed." + +The old poet murmured: "Do you think so?" + +The young fellow, surprised at this remark, hesitated in replying: "Yes; +besides, he passes for one of the most capable men in the Chamber." + +"It is possible. In the kingdom of the blind the one-eyed man is king. +All these people are commonplace because their mind is shut in between +two walls, money and politics. They are dullards, my dear fellow, with +whom it is impossible to talk about anything we care for. Their minds +are at the bottom mud, or rather sewage; like the Seine Asnières. Ah! +how difficult it is to find a man with breadth of thought, one who +causes you the same sensation as the breeze from across the broad ocean +one breathes on the seashore. I have known some such; they are dead." + +Norbert de Varenne spoke with a clear but restrained voice, which would +have rung out in the silence of the night had he given it rein. He +seemed excited and sad, and went on: "What matter, besides, a little + +more or less talent, since all must come to an end." + +He was silent, and Duroy, who felt light hearted that evening, said with +a smile: "You are gloomy to-day, dear master." + +The poet replied: "I am always so, my lad, so will you be in a few +years. Life is a hill. As long as one is climbing up one looks towards +the summit and is happy, but when one reaches the top one suddenly +perceives the descent before one, and its bottom, which is death. One +climbs up slowly, but one goes down quickly. At your age a man is happy. +He hopes for many things, which, by the way, never come to pass. At +mine, one no longer expects anything--but death." + +Duroy began to laugh: "You make me shudder all over." + +Norbert de Varenne went on: "No, you do not understand me now, but later +on you will remember what I am saying to you at this moment. A day +comes, and it comes early for many, when there is an end to mirth, for +behind everything one looks at one sees death. You do not even +understand the word. At your age it means nothing; at mine it is +terrible. Yes, one understands it all at once, one does not know how or +why, and then everything in life changes its aspect. For fifteen years I +have felt death assail me as if I bore within me some gnawing beast. I +have felt myself decaying little by little, month by month, hour by +hour, like a house crumbling to ruin. Death has disfigured me so +completely that I do not recognize myself. I have no longer anything +about me of myself--of the fresh, strong man I was at thirty. I have +seen death whiten my black hairs, and with what skillful and spiteful +slowness. Death has taken my firm skin, my muscles, my teeth, my whole +body of old, only leaving me a despairing soul, soon to be taken too. +Every step brings me nearer to death, every moment, every breath hastens +his odious work. To breathe, sleep, drink, eat, work, dream, everything +we do is to die. To live, in short, is to die. I now see death so near +that I often want to stretch my arms to push it back. I see it +everywhere. The insects crushed on the path, the falling leaves, the +white hair in a friend's head, rend my heart and cry to me, "Behold it!" +It spoils for me all I do, all I see, all that I eat and drink, all that +I love; the bright moonlight, the sunrise, the broad ocean, the noble +rivers, and the soft summer evening air so sweet to breathe." + +He walked on slowly, dreaming aloud, almost forgetting that he had a +listener: "And no one ever returns--never. The model of a statue may be +preserved, but my body, my face, my thoughts, my desires will never +reappear again. And yet millions of beings will be born with a nose, +eyes, forehead, cheeks, and mouth like me, and also a soul like me, +without my ever returning, without even anything recognizable of me +appearing in these countless different beings. What can we cling to? +What can we believe in? All religions are stupid, with their puerile +morality and their egoistical promises, monstrously absurd. Death alone +is certain." + +He stopped, reflected for a few moments, and then, with a look of +resignation, said: "I am a lost creature. I have neither father nor +mother, nor sister nor brother; no wife, no children, no God." + +He added, after a pause: "I have only verse." + +They reached the Pont de la Concorde, crossed it in silence, and walked +past the Palais Bourbon. Norbert de Varenne began to speak again, +saying: "Marry, my friend; you do not know what it is to live alone at +my age. Solitude now fills me with horrible agony--solitude at home by +the fireside of a night. It is so profound, so sad; the silence of the +room in which one dwells alone. It is not alone silence about the body, +but silence about the soul; and when the furniture creaks I shudder to +the heart, for no sound but is unexpected in my gloomy dwelling." He was +silent again for a moment, and then added: "When one is old it is well, +all the same, to have children." + +They had got half way down the Rue de Bourgoyne. The poet halted in +front of a tall house, rang the bell, shook Duroy by the hand, and said: +"Forget all this old man's doddering, youngster, and live as befits your +age. Good-night." + +And he disappeared in the dark passage. + +Duroy resumed his route with a pain at his heart. It seemed to him as +though he had been shown a hole filled with bones, an unavoidable gulf +into which all must fall one day. He muttered: "By Jove, it can't be +very lively in his place. I should not care for a front seat to see the +procession of his thoughts go by. The deuce, no." + +But having paused to allow a perfumed lady, alighting from her carriage +and entering her house, to pass before him, he drew in with eager breath +the scent of vervain and orris root floating in the air. His lungs and +heart throbbed suddenly with hope and joy, and the recollection of +Madame de Marelle, whom he was to see the next day, assailed him from +head to foot. All smiled on him, life welcomed him with kindness. How +sweet was the realization of hopes! + +He fell asleep, intoxicated with this idea, and rose early to take a +stroll down the Avenue du Bois de Boulogne before keeping his +appointment. The wind having changed, the weather had grown milder +during the night, and it was as warm and as sunny as in April. All the +frequenters of the Bois had sallied out that morning, yielding to the +summons of a bright, clear day. Duroy walked along slowly. He passed the +Arc de Triomphe, and went along the main avenue. He watched the people +on horseback, ladies and gentlemen, trotting and galloping, the rich +folk of the world, and scarcely envied them now. He knew them almost all +by name--knew the amount of their fortune, and the secret history of +their life, his duties having made him a kind of directory of the +celebrities and the scandals of Paris. + +Ladies rode past, slender, and sharply outlined in the dark cloth of +their habits, with that proud and unassailable air many women have on +horseback, and Duroy amused himself by murmuring the names, titles, and +qualities of the lovers whom they had had, or who were attributed to +them. Sometimes, instead of saying "Baron de Tanquelot," "Prince de la +Tour-Enguerrand," he murmured "Lesbian fashion, Louise Michot of the +Vaudeville, Rose Marquetin of the Opera." + +The game greatly amused him, as if he had verified, beneath grave +outward appearances, the deep, eternal infamy of mankind, and as if this +had excited, rejoiced, and consoled him. Then he said aloud: "Set of +hypocrites!" and sought out with his eye the horsemen concerning whom +the worst tales were current. He saw many, suspected of cheating at +play, for whom their clubs were, at all events, their chief, their sole +source of livelihood, a suspicious one, at any rate. Others, very +celebrated, lived only, it was well known, on the income of their wives; +others, again, it was affirmed, on that of their mistresses. Many had +paid their debts, an honorable action, without it ever being guessed +whence the money had come--a very equivocal mystery. He saw financiers +whose immense fortune had had its origin in a theft, and who were +received everywhere, even in the most noble houses; then men so +respected that the lower middle-class took off their hats on their +passage, but whose shameless speculations in connection with great +national enterprises were a mystery for none of those really acquainted +with the inner side of things. All had a haughty look, a proud lip, an +insolent eye. Duroy still laughed, repeating: "A fine lot; a lot of +blackguards, of sharpers." + +But a pretty little open carriage passed, drawn by two white ponies with +flowing manes and tails, and driven by a pretty fair girl, a well-known +courtesan, who had two grooms seated behind her. Duroy halted with a +desire to applaud this mushroom of love, who displayed so boldly at this +place and time set apart for aristocratic hypocrites the dashing luxury +earned between her sheets. He felt, perhaps vaguely, that there was +something in common between them--a tie of nature, that they were of the +same race, the same spirit, and that his success would be achieved by +daring steps of the same kind. He walked back more slowly, his heart +aglow with satisfaction, and arrived a little in advance of the time at +the door of his former mistress. + +She received him with proffered lips, as though no rupture had taken +place, and she even forgot for a few moments the prudence that made her +opposed to all caresses at her home. Then she said, as she kissed the +ends of his moustache: "You don't know what a vexation has happened to +me, darling? I was hoping for a nice honeymoon, and here is my husband +home for six weeks. He has obtained leave. But I won't remain six weeks +without seeing you, especially after our little tiff, and this is how I +have arranged matters. You are to come and dine with us on Monday. I +have already spoken to him about you, and I will introduce you." + +Duroy hesitated, somewhat perplexed, never yet having found himself face +to face with a man whose wife he had enjoyed. He was afraid lest +something might betray him--a slight embarrassment, a look, no matter +what. He stammered out: "No, I would rather not make your husband's +acquaintance." + +She insisted, very much astonished, standing before him with wide open, +wondering eyes. "But why? What a funny thing. It happens every day. I +should not have thought you such a goose." + +He was hurt, and said: "Very well, I will come to dinner on Monday." + +She went on: "In order that it may seem more natural I will ask the +Forestiers, though I really do not like entertaining people at home." + +Until Monday Duroy scarcely thought any more about the interview, but on +mounting the stairs at Madame de Marelle's he felt strangely uneasy, not +that it was so repugnant to him to take her husband's hand, to drink his +wine, and eat his bread, but because he felt afraid of something without +knowing what. He was shown into the drawing-room and waited as usual. +Soon the door of the inner room opened, and he saw a tall, white-bearded +man, wearing the ribbon of the Legion of Honor, grave and correct, who +advanced towards him with punctilious politeness, saying: "My wife has +often spoken to me of you, sir, and I am delighted to make your +acquaintance." + +Duroy stepped forward, seeking to impart to his face a look of +expressive cordiality, and grasped his host's hand with exaggerated +energy. Then, having sat down, he could find nothing to say. + +Monsieur de Marelle placed a log upon the fire, and inquired: "Have you +been long engaged in journalism?" + +"Only a few months." + +"Ah! you have got on quickly?" + +"Yes, fairly so," and he began to chat at random, without thinking very +much about what he was saying, talking of all the trifles customary +among men who do not know one another. He was growing seasoned now, and +thought the situation a very amusing one. He looked at Monsieur de +Marelle's serious and respectable face, with a temptation to laugh, as +he thought: "I have cuckolded you, old fellow, I have cuckolded you." A +vicious, inward satisfaction stole over him--the satisfaction of a thief +who has been successful, and is not even suspected--a delicious, roguish +joy. He suddenly longed to be the friend of this man, to win his +confidence, to get him to relate the secrets of his life. + +Madame de Marelle came in suddenly, and having taken them in with a +smiling and impenetrable glance, went toward Duroy, who dared not, in +the presence of her husband, kiss her hand as he always did. She was +calm, and light-hearted as a person accustomed to everything, finding +this meeting simple and natural in her frank and native trickery. +Laurine appeared, and went and held up her forehead to George more +quietly than usual, her father's presence intimidating her. Her mother +said to her: "Well, you don't call him Pretty-boy to-day." And the child +blushed as if a serious indiscretion had been committed, a thing that +ought not to have been mentioned, revealed, an intimate and, so to say, +guilty secret of her heart laid bare. + +When the Forestiers arrived, all were alarmed at the condition of +Charles. He had grown frightfully thin and pale within a week, and +coughed incessantly. He stated, besides, that he was leaving for Cannes +on the following Thursday, by the doctor's imperative orders. They left +early, and Duroy said, shaking his head: "I think he is very bad. He +will never make old bones." + +Madame de Marelle said, calmly: "Oh! he is done for. There is a man who +was lucky in finding the wife he did." + +Duroy asked: "Does she help him much?" + +"She does everything. She is acquainted with everything that is going +on; she knows everyone without seeming to go and see anybody; she +obtains what she wants as she likes. Oh! she is keen, clever, and +intriguing as no one else is. She is a treasure for anyone wanting to +get on." + + +George said: "She will marry again very quickly, no doubt?" + +Madame de Marelle replied: "Yes. I should not be surprised if she had +some one already in her eye--a deputy, unless, indeed, he +objects--for--for--there may be serious--moral--obstacles. But then--I +don't really know." + +Monsieur de Marelle grumbled with slow impatience: "You are always +suspecting a number of things that I do not like. Do not let us meddle +with the affairs of others. Our conscience is enough to guide us. That +should be a rule with everyone." + +Duroy withdrew, uneasy at heart, and with his mind full of vague plans. +The next day he paid a visit to the Forestiers, and found them finishing +their packing up. Charles, stretched on a sofa, exaggerated his +difficulty of breathing, and repeated: "I ought to have been off a month +ago." + +Then he gave George a series of recommendations concerning the paper, +although everything had been agreed upon and settled with Monsieur +Walter. As George left, he energetically squeezed his old comrade's +hand, saying: "Well, old fellow, we shall have you back soon." But as +Madame Forestier was showing him out, he said to her, quickly: "You have +not forgotten our agreement? We are friends and allies, are we not? So +if you have need of me, for no matter what, do not hesitate. Send a +letter or a telegram, and I will obey." + +She murmured: "Thanks, I will not forget." And her eye, too, said +"Thanks," in a deeper and tenderer fashion. + +As Duroy went downstairs, he met slowly coming up Monsieur de Vaudrec, +whom he had met there once before. The Count appeared sad, at this +departure, perhaps. Wishing to show his good breeding, the journalist +eagerly bowed. The other returned the salutation courteously, but in a +somewhat dignified manner. + +The Forestiers left on Thursday evening. + + + + +VII + + +Charles's absence gave Duroy increased importance in the editorial +department of the _Vie Francaise_. He signed several leaders besides his +"Echoes," for the governor insisted on everyone assuming the +responsibility of his "copy." He became engaged in several newspaper +controversies, in which he acquitted himself creditably, and his +constant relations with different statesmen were gradually preparing him +to become in his turn a clever and perspicuous political editor. There +was only one cloud on his horizon. It came from a little free-lance +newspaper, which continually assailed him, or rather in him assailed the +chief writer of "Echoes" in the _Vie Francaise_, the chief of "Monsieur +Walter's startlers," as it was put by the anonymous writer of the +_Plume_. Day by day cutting paragraphs, insinuations of every kind, +appeared in it. + +One day Jacques Rival said to Duroy: "You are very patient." + +Duroy replied: "What can I do, there is no direct attack?" + +But one afternoon, as he entered the editor's room, Boisrenard held out +the current number of the _Plume_, saying: "Here's another spiteful dig +at you." + +"Ah! what about?" + +"Oh! a mere nothing--the arrest of a Madame Aubert by the police." + +George took the paper, and read, under the heading, "Duroy's Latest": + +"The illustrious reporter of the _Vie Francaise_ to-day informs us that +Madame Aubert, whose arrest by a police agent belonging to the odious +_brigade des moeurs_ we announced, exists only in our imagination. Now +the person in question lives at 18 Rue de l'Ecureuil, Montmartre. We +understand only too well, however, the interest the agents of Walter's +bank have in supporting those of the Prefect of Police, who tolerates +their commerce. As to the reporter of whom it is a question, he would do +better to give us one of those good sensational bits of news of which he +has the secret--news of deaths contradicted the following day, news of +battles which have never taken place, announcements of important +utterances by sovereigns who have not said anything--all the news, in +short, which constitutes Walter's profits, or even one of those little +indiscretions concerning entertainments given by would-be fashionable +ladies, or the excellence of certain articles of consumption which are +of such resource to some of our compeers." + +The young fellow was more astonished than annoyed, only understanding +that there was something very disagreeable for him in all this. + +Boisrenard went on: "Who gave you this 'Echo'?" + +Duroy thought for a moment, having forgotten. Then all at once the +recollection occurred to him, "Saint-Potin." He re-read the paragraph in +the _Plume_ and reddened, roused by the accusation of venality. He +exclaimed: "What! do they mean to assert that I am paid--" + +Boisrenard interrupted him: "They do, though. It is very annoying for +you. The governor is very strict about that sort of thing. It might +happen so often in the 'Echoes.'" + +Saint-Potin came in at that moment. Duroy hastened to him. "Have you +seen the paragraph in the _Plume_?" + +"Yes, and I have just come from Madame Aubert. She does exist, but she +was not arrested. That much of the report has no foundation." + +Duroy hastened to the room of the governor, whom he found somewhat cool, +and with a look of suspicion in his eye. After having listened to the +statement of the case, Monsieur Walter said: "Go and see the woman +yourself, and contradict the paragraph in such terms as will put a stop +to such things being written about you any more. I mean the latter part +of the paragraph. It is very annoying for the paper, for yourself, and +for me. A journalist should no more be suspected than Cæsar's wife." + +Duroy got into a cab, with Saint-Potin as his guide, and called out to +the driver: "Number 18 Rue de l'Ecureuil, Montmartre." + +It was a huge house, in which they had to go up six flights of stairs. +An old woman in a woolen jacket opened the door to them. "What is it you +want with me now?" said she, on catching sight of Saint-Potin. + +He replied: "I have brought this gentleman, who is an inspector of +police, and who would like to hear your story." + +Then she let him in, saying: "Two more have been here since you, for +some paper or other, I don't know which," and turning towards Duroy, +added: "So this gentleman wants to know about it?" + +"Yes. Were you arrested by an _agent des moeurs_?" + +She lifted her arms into the air. "Never in my life, sir, never in my +life. This is what it is all about. I have a butcher who sells good +meat, but who gives bad weight. I have often noticed it without saying +anything; but the other day, when I asked him for two pounds of chops, +as I had my daughter and my son-in-law to dinner, I caught him weighing +in bits of trimmings--trimmings of chops, it is true, but not of mine. I +could have made a stew of them, it is true, as well, but when I ask for +chops it is not to get other people's trimmings. I refused to take them, +and he calls me an old shark. I called him an old rogue, and from one +thing to another we picked up such a row that there were over a hundred +people round the shop, some of them laughing fit to split. So that at +last a police agent came up and asked us to settle it before the +commissary. We went, and he dismissed the case. Since then I get my meat +elsewhere, and don't even pass his door, in order to avoid his +slanders." + +She ceased talking, and Duroy asked: "Is that all?" + +"It is the whole truth, sir," and having offered him a glass of cordial, +which he declined, the old woman insisted on the short weight of the +butcher being spoken of in the report. + +On his return to the office, Duroy wrote his reply: + + "An anonymous scribbler in the _Plume_ seeks to pick a quarrel + with me on the subject of an old woman whom he states was + arrested by an _agent des moeurs_, which fact I deny. I have + myself seen Madame Aubert--who is at least sixty years of + age--and she told me in detail her quarrel with the butcher + over the weighing of some chops, which led to an explanation + before the commissary of police. This is the whole truth. As to + the other insinuations of the writer in the _Plume_, I despise + them. Besides, a man does not reply to such things when they + are written under a mask. + + "GEORGE DUROY." + +Monsieur Walter and Jacques Rival, who had come in, thought this note +satisfactory, and it was settled that it should go in at once. + +Duroy went home early, somewhat agitated and slightly uneasy. What reply +would the other man make? Who was he? Why this brutal attack? With the +brusque manners of journalists this affair might go very far. He slept +badly. When he read his reply in the paper next morning, it seemed to +him more aggressive in print than in manuscript. He might, it seemed to +him, have softened certain phrases. He felt feverish all day, and slept +badly again at night. He rose at dawn to get the number of the _Plume_ +that must contain a reply to him. + +The weather had turned cold again, it was freezing hard. The gutters, +frozen while still flowing, showed like two ribbons of ice alongside the +pavement. The morning papers had not yet come in, and Duroy recalled the +day of his first article, "The Recollections of a Chasseur d'Afrique." +His hands and feet getting numbed, grew painful, especially the tips of +his fingers, and he began to trot round the glazed kiosque in which the +newspaper seller, squatting over her foot warmer, only showed through +the little window a red nose and a pair of cheeks to match in a woolen +hood. At length the newspaper porter passed the expected parcel through +the opening, and the woman held out to Duroy an unfolded copy of the +_Plume_. + +He glanced through it in search of his name, and at first saw nothing. +He was breathing again, when he saw between two dashes: + + "Monsieur Duroy, of the _Vie Francaise_, contradicts us, and in + contradicting us, lies. He admits, however, that there is a + Madame Aubert, and that an agent took her before the commissary + of police. It only remains, therefore, to add two words, '_des + moeurs_,' after the word 'agent,' and he is right. But the + conscience of certain journalists is on a level with their + talent. And I sign, + + "LOUIS LANGREMONT." + +George's heart began to beat violently, and he went home to dress +without being too well aware of what he was doing. So he had been +insulted, and in such a way that no hesitation was possible. And why? +For nothing at all. On account of an old woman who had quarreled with +her butcher. + +He dressed quickly and went to see Monsieur Walter, although it was +barely eight o'clock. Monsieur Walter, already up, was reading the +_Plume_. "Well," said he, with a grave face, on seeing Duroy, "you +cannot draw back now." The young fellow did not answer, and the other +went on: "Go at once and see Rival, who will act for you." + +Duroy stammered a few vague words, and went out in quest of the +descriptive writer, who was still asleep. He jumped out of bed, and, +having read the paragraph, said: "By Jove, you must go out. Whom do you +think of for the other second?" + +"I really don't know." + +"Boisrenard? What do you think?" + +"Yes. Boisrenard." + +"Are you a good swordsman?" + +"Not at all." + +"The devil! And with the pistol?" + +"I can shoot a little." + +"Good. You shall practice while I look after everything else. Wait for +me a moment." + +He went into his dressing-room, and soon reappeared washed, shaved, +correct-looking. + +"Come with me," said he. + +He lived on the ground floor of a small house, and he led Duroy to the +cellar, an enormous cellar, converted into a fencing-room and shooting +gallery, all the openings on the street being closed. After having lit a +row of gas jets running the whole length of a second cellar, at the +end of which was an iron man painted red and blue; he placed on a +table two pairs of breech-loading pistols, and began to give the word +of command in a sharp tone, as though on the ground: "Ready? +Fire--one--two--three." + +Duroy, dumbfounded, obeyed, raising his arm, aiming and firing, and as +he often hit the mark fair on the body, having frequently made use of an +old horse pistol of his father's when a boy, against the birds, Jacques +Rival, well satisfied, exclaimed: "Good--very good--very good--you will +do--you will do." + +Then he left George, saying: "Go on shooting till noon; here is plenty +of ammunition, don't be afraid to use it. I will come back to take you +to lunch and tell you how things are going." + +Left to himself, Duroy fired a few more shots, and then sat down and +began to reflect. How absurd these things were, all the same! What did a +duel prove? Was a rascal less of a rascal after going out? What did an +honest man, who had been insulted, gain by risking his life against a +scoundrel? And his mind, gloomily inclined, recalled the words of +Norbert de Varenne. + +Then he felt thirsty, and having heard the sound of water dropping +behind him, found that there was a hydrant serving as a douche bath, and +drank from the nozzle of the hose. Then he began to think again. It was +gloomy in this cellar, as gloomy as a tomb. The dull and distant rolling +of vehicles sounded like the rumblings of a far-off storm. What o'clock +could it be? The hours passed by there as they must pass in prisons, +without anything to indicate or mark them save the visits of the warder. +He waited a long time. Then all at once he heard footsteps and voices, +and Jacques Rival reappeared, accompanied by Boisrenard. He called out +as soon as he saw Duroy: "It's all settled." + +The latter thought the matter terminated by a letter of apology, his +heart beat, and he stammered: "Ah! thanks." + +The descriptive writer continued: "That fellow Langremont is very +square; he accepted all our conditions. Twenty-five paces, one shot, at +the word of command raising the pistol. The hand is much steadier that +way than bringing it down. See here, Boisrenard, what I told you." + +And taking a pistol he began to fire, pointed out how much better one +kept the line by raising the arm. Then he said: "Now let's go and lunch; +it is past twelve o'clock." + +They went to a neighboring restaurant. Duroy scarcely spoke. He ate in +order not to appear afraid, and then, in course of the afternoon, +accompanied Boisrenard to the office, where he got through his work in +an abstracted and mechanical fashion. They thought him plucky. Jacques +Rival dropped in in the course of the afternoon, and it was settled that +his seconds should call for him in a landau at seven o'clock the next +morning, and drive to the Bois de Vesinet, where the meeting was to take +place. All this had been done so unexpectedly, without his taking part +in it, without his saying a word, without his giving his opinion, +without accepting or refusing, and with such rapidity, too, that he was +bewildered, scared, and scarcely able to understand what was going on. + +He found himself at home at nine o'clock, after having dined with +Boisrenard, who, out of self-devotion, had not left him all day. As soon +as he was alone he strode quickly up and down his room for several +minutes. He was too uneasy to think about anything. One solitary idea +filled his mind, that of a duel on the morrow, without this idea +awakening in him anything else save a powerful emotion. He had been a +soldier, he had been engaged with the Arabs, without much danger to +himself though, any more than when one hunts a wild boar. + +To reckon things up, he had done his duty. He had shown himself what he +should be. He would be talked of, approved of, and congratulated. Then +he said aloud, as one does under powerful impressions: "What a brute of +a fellow." + +He sat down and began to reflect. He had thrown upon his little table +one of his adversary's cards, given him by Rival in order to retain his +address. He read, as he had already done a score of times during the +day: "Louis Langremont, 176 Rue Montmartre." Nothing more. He examined +these assembled letters, which seemed to him mysterious and full of some +disturbing import. Louis Langremont. Who was this man? What was his age, +his height, his appearance? Was it not disgusting that a stranger, an +unknown, should thus come and suddenly disturb one's existence without +cause and from sheer caprice, on account of an old woman who had had a +quarrel with her butcher. He again repeated aloud: "What a brute." + +And he stood lost in thought, his eyes fixed on the card. Anger was +aroused in him against this bit of paper, an anger with which was +blended a strange sense of uneasiness. What a stupid business it was. He +took a pair of nail scissors which were lying about, and stuck their +points into the printed name, as though he was stabbing someone. So he +was to fight, and with pistols. Why had he not chosen swords? He would +have got off with a prick in the hand or arm, while with the pistols one +never knew the possible result. He said: "Come, I must keep my pluck +up." + +The sound of his own voice made him shudder, and he glanced about him. +He began to feel very nervous. He drank a glass of water and went to +bed. + +As soon as he was in bed he blew out his candle and closed his eyes. He +was warm between the sheets, though it was very cold in his room, but +he could not manage to doze off. He turned over and over, remained five +minutes on his back, then lay on his left side, then rolled on the +right. He was still thirsty, and got up to drink. Then a sense of +uneasiness assailed him. Was he going to be afraid? Why did his heart +beat wildly at each well-known sound in the room? When his clock was +going to strike, the faint squeak of the lever made him jump, and he had +to open his mouth for some moments in order to breathe, so oppressed did +he feel. He began to reason philosophically on the possibility of his +being afraid. + +No, certainly he would not be afraid, now he had made up his mind to go +through with it to the end, since he was firmly decided to fight and not +to tremble. But he felt so deeply moved that he asked himself: "Can one +be afraid in spite of one's self?" This doubt assailed him. If some +power stronger than his will overcame it, what would happen? Yes, what +would happen? Certainly he would go on the ground, since he meant to. +But suppose he shook? suppose he fainted? And he thought of his +position, his reputation, his future. + +A strange need of getting up to look at himself in the glass suddenly +seized him. He relit the candle. When he saw his face so reflected, he +scarcely recognized himself, and it seemed to him that he had never seen +himself before. His eyes appeared enormous, and he was pale; yes, he was +certainly pale, very pale. Suddenly the thought shot through his mind: +"By this time to-morrow I may be dead." And his heart began to beat +again furiously. He turned towards his bed, and distinctly saw himself +stretched on his back between the same sheets as he had just left. He +had the hollow cheeks of the dead, and the whiteness of those hands that +no longer move. Then he grew afraid of his bed, and in order to see it +no longer he opened the window to look out. An icy coldness assailed him +from head to foot, and he drew back breathless. + +The thought occurred to him to make a fire. He built it up slowly, +without looking around. His hands shook slightly with a kind of nervous +tremor when he touched anything. His head wandered, his disjointed, +drifting thoughts became fleeting and painful, an intoxication invaded +his mind as though he had been drinking. And he kept asking himself: +"What shall I do? What will become of me?" + +He began to walk up and down, repeating mechanically: "I must pull +myself together. I must pull myself together." Then he added: "I will +write to my parents, in case of accident." He sat down again, took some +notepaper, and wrote: "Dear papa, dear mamma." Then, thinking these +words rather too familiar under such tragic circumstances, he tore up +the first sheet, and began anew, "My dear father, my dear mother, I am +to fight a duel at daybreak, and as it might happen that--" He did not +dare write the rest, and sprang up with a jump. He was now crushed by +one besetting idea. He was going to fight a duel. He could no longer +avoid it. What was the matter with him, then? He meant to fight, his +mind was firmly made up to do so, and yet it seemed to him that, despite +every effort of will, he could not retain strength enough to go to the +place appointed for the meeting. From time to time his teeth absolutely +chattered, and he asked himself: "Has my adversary been out before? Is +he a frequenter of the shooting galleries? Is he known and classed as a +shot?" He had never heard his name mentioned. And yet, if this man was +not a remarkably good pistol shot, he would scarcely have accepted that +dangerous weapon without discussion or hesitation. + +Then Duroy pictured to himself their meeting, his own attitude, and the +bearing of his opponent. He wearied himself in imagining the slightest +details of the duel, and all at once saw in front of him the little +round black hole in the barrel from which the ball was about to issue. +He was suddenly seized with a fit of terrible despair. His whole body +quivered, shaken by short, sharp shudderings. He clenched his teeth to +avoid crying out, and was assailed by a wild desire to roll on the +ground, to tear something to pieces, to bite. But he caught sight of a +glass on the mantelpiece, and remembered that there was in the cupboard +a bottle of brandy almost full, for he had kept up a military habit of a +morning dram. He seized the bottle and greedily drank from its mouth in +long gulps. He only put it down when his breath failed him. It was a +third empty. A warmth like that of flame soon kindled within his body, +and spreading through his limbs, buoyed up his mind by deadening his +thoughts. He said to himself: "I have hit upon the right plan." And as +his skin now seemed burning he reopened the window. + + +Day was breaking, calm and icy cold. On high the stars seemed dying away +in the brightening sky, and in the deep cutting of the railway, the red, +green, and white signal lamps were paling. The first locomotives were +leaving the engine shed, and went off whistling, to be coupled to the +first trains. Others, in the distance, gave vent to shrill and repeated +screeches, their awakening cries, like cocks of the country. Duroy +thought: "Perhaps I shall never see all this again." But as he felt that +he was going again to be moved by the prospect of his own fate, he +fought against it strongly, saying: "Come, I must not think of anything +till the moment of the meeting; it is the only way to keep up my pluck." + +And he set about his toilet. He had another moment of weakness while +shaving, in thinking that it was perhaps the last time he should see his +face. But he swallowed another mouthful of brandy, and finished +dressing. The hour which followed was difficult to get through. He +walked up and down, trying to keep from thinking. When he heard a knock +at the door he almost dropped, so violent was the shock to him. It was +his seconds. Already! + +They were wrapped up in furs, and Rival, after shaking his principal's +hand, said: "It is as cold as Siberia." Then he added: "Well, how goes +it?" + +"Very well." + +"You are quite steady?" + +"Quite." + +"That's it; we shall get on all right. Have you had something to eat and +drink?" + +"Yes; I don't need anything." + +Boisrenard, in honor of the occasion, sported a foreign order, yellow +and green, that Duroy had never seen him display before. + +They went downstairs. A gentleman was awaiting them in the carriage. +Rival introduced him as "Doctor Le Brument." Duroy shook hands, saying, +"I am very much obliged to you," and sought to take his place on the +front seat. He sat down on something hard that made him spring up again, +as though impelled by a spring. It was the pistol case. + +Rival observed: "No, the back seat for the doctor and the principal, the +back seat." + +Duroy ended by understanding him, and sank down beside the doctor. The +two seconds got in in their turn, and the driver started. He knew where +to go. But the pistol case was in the way of everyone, above all of +Duroy, who would have preferred it out of sight. They tried to put it at +the back of the seat and it hurt their own; they stuck it upright +between Rival and Boisrenard, and it kept falling all the time. They +finished by stowing it away under their feet. Conversation languished, +although the doctor related some anecdotes. Rival alone replied to him. +Duroy would have liked to have given a proof of presence of mind, but he +was afraid of losing the thread of his ideas, of showing the troubled +state of his mind, and was haunted, too, by the disturbing fear of +beginning to tremble. + +The carriage was soon right out in the country. It was about nine +o'clock. It was one of those sharp winter mornings when everything is as +bright and brittle as glass. The trees, coated with hoar frost, seemed +to have been sweating ice; the earth rang under a footstep, the dry air +carried the slightest sound to a distance, the blue sky seemed to shine +like a mirror, and the sun, dazzling and cold itself, shed upon the +frozen universe rays which did not warm anything. + +Rival observed to Duroy: "I got the pistols at Gastine Renette's. He +loaded them himself. The box is sealed. We shall toss up, besides, +whether we use them or those of our adversary." + +Duroy mechanically replied: "I am very much obliged to you." + +Then Rival gave him a series of circumstantial recommendations, for he +was anxious that his principal should not make any mistake. He +emphasized each point several times, saying: "When they say, 'Are you +ready, gentlemen?' you must answer 'Yes' in a loud tone. When they give +the word 'Fire!' you must raise your arm quickly, and you must fire +before they have finished counting 'One, two, three.'" + +And Duroy kept on repeating to himself: "When they give the word to +fire, I must raise my arm. When they give the word to fire, I must raise +my arm." He learnt it as children learn their lessons, by murmuring them +to satiety in order to fix them on their minds. "When they give the word +to fire, I must raise my arm." + +The carriage entered a wood, turned down an avenue on the right, and +then to the right again. Rival suddenly opened the door to cry to the +driver: "That way, down the narrow road." The carriage turned into a +rutty road between two copses, in which dead leaves fringed with ice +were quivering. Duroy was still murmuring: "When they give the word to +fire, I must raise my arm." And he thought how a carriage accident would +settle the whole affair. "Oh! if they could only upset, what luck; if he +could only break a leg." + +But he caught sight, at the further side of a clearing, of another +carriage drawn up, and four gentlemen stamping to keep their feet warm, +and he was obliged to open his mouth, so difficult did his breathing +become. + +The seconds got out first, and then the doctor and the principal. Rival +had taken the pistol-case and walked away with Boisrenard to meet two of +the strangers who came towards them. Duroy watched them salute one +another ceremoniously, and then walk up and down the clearing, looking +now on the ground and now at the trees, as though they were looking for +something that had fallen down or might fly away. Then they measured off +a certain number of paces, and with great difficulty stuck two walking +sticks into the frozen ground. They then reassembled in a group and went +through the action of tossing, like children playing heads or tails. + +Doctor Le Brument said to Duroy: "Do you feel all right? Do you want +anything?" + +"No, nothing, thanks." + +It seemed to him that he was mad, that he was asleep, that he was +dreaming, that supernatural influences enveloped him. Was he afraid? +Perhaps. But he did not know. Everything about him had altered. + +Jacques Rival returned, and announced in low tones of satisfaction: "It +is all ready. Luck has favored us as regards the pistols." + +That, so far as Duroy was concerned, was a matter of profound +indifference. + +They took off his overcoat, which he let them do mechanically. They felt +the breast-pocket of his frock-coat to make certain that he had no +pocketbook or papers likely to deaden a ball. He kept repeating to +himself like a prayer: "When the word is given to fire, I must raise my +arm." + +They led him up to one of the sticks stuck in the ground and handed him +his pistol. Then he saw a man standing just in front of him--a short, +stout, bald-headed man, wearing spectacles. It was his adversary. He saw +him very plainly, but he could only think: "When the word to fire is +given, I must raise my arm and fire at once." + +A voice rang out in the deep silence, a voice that seemed to come from a +great distance, saying: "Are you ready, gentlemen?" + +George exclaimed "Yes." + +The same voice gave the word "Fire!" + +He heard nothing more, he saw nothing more, he took note of nothing +more, he only knew that he raised his arm, pressing strongly on the +trigger. And he heard nothing. But he saw all at once a little smoke at +the end of his pistol barrel, and as the man in front of him still stood +in the same position, he perceived, too, a little cloud of smoke +drifting off over his head. + +They had both fired. It was over. + +His seconds and the doctor touched him, felt him and unbuttoned his +clothes, asking, anxiously: "Are you hit?" + +He replied at haphazard: "No, I do not think so." + +Langremont, too, was as unhurt as his enemy, and Jacques Rival murmured +in a discontented tone: "It is always so with those damned pistols; you +either miss or kill. What a filthy weapon." + +Duroy did not move, paralyzed by surprise and joy. It was over. They had +to take away his weapon, which he still had clenched in his hand. It +seemed to him now that he could have done battle with the whole world. +It was over. What happiness! He felt suddenly brave enough to defy no +matter whom. + +The whole of the seconds conversed together for a few moments, making an +appointment to draw up their report of the proceedings in the course of +the day. Then they got into the carriage again, and the driver, who was +laughing on the box, started off, cracking his whip. They breakfasted +together on the boulevards, and in chatting over the event, Duroy +narrated his impressions. "I felt quite unconcerned, quite. You must, +besides, have seen it yourself." + +Rival replied: "Yes, you bore yourself very well." + +When the report was drawn up it was handed to Duroy, who was to insert +it in the paper. He was astonished to read that he had exchanged a +couple of shots with Monsieur Louis Langremont, and rather uneasily +interrogated Rival, saying: "But we only fired once." + +The other smiled. "Yes, one shot apiece, that makes a couple of shots." + +Duroy, deeming the explanation satisfactory, did not persist. Daddy +Walter embraced him, saying: "Bravo, bravo, you have defended the colors +of _Vie Francaise_; bravo!" + +George showed himself in the course of the evening at the principal +newspaper offices, and at the chief _cafés_ on the boulevards. He twice +encountered his adversary, who was also showing himself. They did not +bow to one another. If one of them had been wounded they would have +shaken hands. Each of them, moreover, swore with conviction that he had +heard the whistling of the other's bullet. + +The next day, at about eleven, Duroy received a telegram. "Awfully +alarmed. Come at once. Rue de Constantinople.--Clo." + +He hastened to their meeting-place, and she threw herself into his arms, +smothering him with kisses. + +"Oh, my darling! if you only knew what I felt when I saw the papers this +morning. Oh, tell me all about it! I want to know everything." + +He had to give minute details. She said: "What a dreadful night you must +have passed before the duel." + +"No, I slept very well." + +"I should not have closed an eye. And on the ground--tell me all that +happened." + +He gave a dramatic account. "When we were face to face with one another +at twenty paces, only four times the length of this room, Jacques, after +asking if we were ready, gave the word 'Fire.' I raised my arm at once, +keeping a good line, but I made the mistake of trying to aim at the +head. I had a pistol with an unusually stiff pull, and I am accustomed +to very easy ones, so that the resistance of the trigger caused me to +fire too high. No matter, it could not have gone very far off him. He +shoots well, too, the rascal. His bullet skimmed by my temple. I felt +the wind of it." + +She was sitting on his knees, and holding him in her arms as though to +share his dangers. She murmured: "Oh, my poor darling! my poor darling!" + +When he had finished his narration, she said: "Do you know, I cannot +live without you. I must see you, and with my husband in Paris it is not +easy. Often I could find an hour in the morning before you were up to +run in and kiss you, but I won't enter that awful house of yours. What +is to be done?" + +He suddenly had an inspiration, and asked: "What is the rent here?" + +"A hundred francs a month." + +"Well, I will take the rooms over on my own account, and live here +altogether. Mine are no longer good enough for my new position." + +She reflected a few moments, and then said: "No, I won't have that." + +He was astonished, and asked: "Why not?" + +"Because I won't." + +"That is not a reason. These rooms suit me very well. I am here, and +shall remain here. Besides," he added, with a laugh, "they are taken in +my name." + +But she kept on refusing, "No, no, I won't have it." + +"Why not, then?" + +Then she whispered tenderly: "Because you would bring women here, and I +won't have it." + +He grew indignant. "Never. I can promise you that." + +"No, you will bring them all the same." + +"I swear I won't." + +"Truly?" + +"Truly, on my word of honor. This is our place, our very own." + +She clasped him to her in an outburst of love, exclaiming: "Very well, +then, darling. But you know if you once deceive me, only once, it will +be all over between us, all over for ever." + +He swore again with many protestations, and it was agreed that he should +install himself there that very day, so that she could look in on him as +she passed the door. Then she said: "In any case, come and dine with us +on Sunday. My husband thinks you are charming." + +He was flattered "Really!" + +"Yes, you have captivated him. And then, listen, you have told me that +you were brought up in a country-house." + +"Yes; why?" + +"Then you must know something about agriculture?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, talk to him about gardening and the crops. He is very fond of +that sort of thing." + +"Good; I will not forget." + +She left him, after kissing him to an indefinite extent, the duel having +stimulated her affection. + +Duroy thought, as he made his way to the office, "What a strange being. +What a feather brain. Can one tell what she wants and what she cares +for? And what a strange household. What fanciful being arranged the +union of that old man and this madcap? What made the inspector marry +this giddy girl? A mystery. Who knows? Love, perhaps." And he concluded: +"After all, she is a very nice little mistress, and I should be a very +big fool to let her slip away from me." + + + + +VIII + + +His duel had given Duroy a position among the leader-writers of the _Vie +Francaise_, but as he had great difficulty in finding ideas, he made a +specialty of declamatory articles on the decadence of morality, the +lowering of the standard of character, the weakening of the patriotic +fiber and the anemia of French honor. He had discovered the word anemia, +and was very proud of it. And when Madame de Marelle, filled with that +skeptical, mocking, and incredulous spirit characteristic of the +Parisian, laughed at his tirades, which she demolished with an epigram, +he replied with a smile: "Bah! this sort of thing will give me a good +reputation later on." + +He now resided in the Rue de Constantinople, whither he had shifted his +portmanteau, his hair-brush, his razor, and his soap, which was what his +moving amounted to. Twice or thrice a week she would call before he was +up, undress in a twinkling, and slip into bed, shivering from the cold +prevailing out of doors. As a set off, Duroy dined every Thursday at her +residence, and paid court to her husband by talking agriculture with +him. As he was himself fond of everything relating to the cultivation of +the soil, they sometimes both grew so interested in the subject of their +conversation that they quite forgot the wife dozing on the sofa. Laurine +would also go to sleep, now on the knee of her father and now on that of +Pretty-boy. And when the journalist had left, Monsieur de Marelle never +failed to assert, in that doctrinal tone in which he said the least +thing: "That young fellow is really very pleasant company, he has a +well-informed mind." + +February was drawing to a close. One began to smell the violets in the +street, as one passed the barrows of the flower-sellers of a morning. +Duroy was living beneath a sky without a cloud. + +One night, on returning home, he found a letter that had been slipped +under his door. He glanced at the post-mark, and read "Cannes." Having +opened it, he read: + + "Villa Jolie, Cannes. + + "DEAR SIR AND FRIEND,--You told me, did you not, that I could + reckon upon you for anything? Well, I have a very painful + service to ask of you; it is to come and help me, so that I may + not be left alone during the last moments of Charles, who is + dying. He may not last out the week, as the doctor has + forewarned me, although he has not yet taken to his bed. I have + no longer strength nor courage to witness this hourly death, + and I think with terror of those last moments which are drawing + near. I can only ask such a service of you, as my husband has + no relatives. You were his comrade; he opened the door of the + paper to you. Come, I beg of you; I have no one else to ask. + + "Believe me, your very sincere friend, + + + "MADELEINE FORESTIER." + +A strange feeling filled George's heart, a sense of freedom and of a +space opening before him, and he murmured: "To be sure, I'll go. Poor +Charles! What are we, after all?" + +The governor, to whom he read the letter, grumblingly granted +permission, repeating: "But be back soon, you are indispensable to us." + +George left for Cannes next day by the seven o'clock express, after +letting the Marelles know of his departure by a telegram. He arrived the +following evening about four o'clock. A commissionaire guided him to the +Villa Jolie, built half-way up the slope of the pine forest clothed +with white houses, which extends from Cannes to the Golfe Juan. The +house--small, low, and in the Italian style--was built beside the road +which winds zig-zag fashion up through the trees, revealing a succession +of charming views at every turning it makes. + +The man servant opened the door, and exclaimed: "Oh! Sir, madame is +expecting you most impatiently." + +"How is your master?" inquired Duroy. + +"Not at all well, sir. He cannot last much longer." + +The drawing-room, into which George was shown, was hung with pink and +blue chintz. The tall and wide windows overlooked the town and the sea. +Duroy muttered: "By Jove, this is nice and swell for a country house. +Where the deuce do they get the money from?" + +The rustle of a dress made him turn round. Madame Forestier held out +both hands to him. "How good of you to come, how good of you to come," +said she. + +And suddenly she kissed him on the cheek. Then they looked at +one another. She was somewhat paler and thinner, but still +fresh-complexioned, and perhaps still prettier for her additional +delicacy. She murmured: "He is dreadful, do you know; he knows that he + +is doomed, and he leads me a fearful life. But where is your +portmanteau?" + +"I have left it at the station, not knowing what hotel you would like me +to stop at in order to be near you." + +She hesitated a moment, and then said: "You must stay here. Besides, +your room is all ready. He might die at any moment, and if it were to +happen during the night I should be alone. I will send for your +luggage." + +He bowed, saying: "As you please." + +"Now let us go upstairs," she said. + +He followed her. She opened a door on the first floor, and Duroy saw, +wrapped in rugs and seated in an armchair near the window, a kind of +living corpse, livid even under the red light of the setting sun, and +looking towards him. He scarcely recognized, but rather guessed, that it +was his friend. The room reeked of fever, medicated drinks, ether, tar, +the nameless and oppressive odor of a consumptive's sick room. Forestier +held out his hand slowly and with difficulty. "So here you are; you have +come to see me die, then! Thanks." + +Duroy affected to laugh. "To see you die? That would not be a very +amusing sight, and I should not select such an occasion to visit Cannes. +I came to give you a look in, and to rest myself a bit." + +Forestier murmured, "Sit down," and then bent his head, as though lost +in painful thoughts. He breathed hurriedly and pantingly, and from time +to time gave a kind of groan, as if he wanted to remind the others how +ill he was. + +Seeing that he would not speak, his wife came and leaned against the +window-sill, and indicating the view with a motion of her head, said, +"Look! Is not that beautiful?" + +Before them the hillside, dotted with villas, sloped downwards towards +the town, which stretched in a half-circle along the shore with its head +to the right in the direction of the pier, overlooked by the old city +surmounted by its belfry, and its feet to the left towards the point of +La Croisette, facing the Isles of Lerins. These two islands appeared +like two green spots amidst the blue water. They seemed to be floating +on it like two huge green leaves, so low and flat did they appear from +this height. Afar off, bounding the view on the other side of the bay, +beyond the pier and the belfry, a long succession of blue hills showed +up against a dazzling sky, their strange and picturesque line of summits +now rounded, now forked, now pointed, ending with a huge pyramidal +mountain, its foot in the sea itself. + +Madame Forestier pointed it out, saying: "This is L'Estherel." + +The void beyond the dark hill tops was red, a glowing red that the eye +would not fear, and Duroy, despite himself, felt the majesty of the +close of the day. He murmured, finding no other term strong enough to +express his admiration, "It is stunning." + +Forestier raised his head, and turning to his wife, said: "Let me have +some fresh air." + +"Pray, be careful," was her reply. "It is late, and the sun is setting; +you will catch a fresh cold, and you know how bad that is for you." + +He made a feverish and feeble movement with his right hand that was +almost meant for a blow, and murmured with a look of anger, the grin of +a dying man that showed all the thinness of his lips, the hollowness of +the cheeks, and the prominence of all the bones of the face: "I tell you +I am stifling. What does it matter to you whether I die a day sooner or +a day later, since I am done for?" + +She opened the window quite wide. The air that entered surprised all +three like a caress. It was a soft, warm breeze, a breeze of spring, +already laden with the scents of the odoriferous shrubs and flowers +which sprang up along this shore. A powerful scent of turpentine and +the harsh savor of the eucalyptus could be distinguished. + +Forestier drank it in with short and fevered gasps. He clutched the arm +of his chair with his nails, and said in low, hissing, and savage tones: +"Shut the window. It hurts me; I would rather die in a cellar." + +His wife slowly closed the window, and then looked out in space, her +forehead against the pane. Duroy, feeling very ill at ease, would have +liked to have chatted with the invalid and reassured him. But he could +think of nothing to comfort him. At length he said: "Then you have not +got any better since you have been here?" + +Forestier shrugged his shoulders with low-spirited impatience. "You see +very well I have not," he replied, and again lowered his head. + +Duroy went on: "Hang it all, it is ever so much nicer here than in +Paris. We are still in the middle of winter there. It snows, it freezes, +it rains, and it is dark enough for the lamps to be lit at three in the +afternoon." + +"Anything new at the paper?" asked Forestier. + +"Nothing. They have taken on young Lacrin, who has left the _Voltaire_, +to do your work, but he is not up to it. It is time that you came back." + +The invalid muttered: "I--I shall do all my work six feet under the sod +now." + +This fixed idea recurred like a knell _apropos_ of everything, +continually cropping up in every idea, every sentence. There was a long +silence, a deep and painful silence. The glow of the sunset was slowly +fading, and the mountains were growing black against the red sky, which +was getting duller. A colored shadow, a commencement of night, which yet +retained the glow of an expiring furnace, stole into the room and seemed +to tinge the furniture, the walls, the hangings, with mingled tints of +sable and crimson. The chimney-glass, reflecting the horizon, seemed +like a patch of blood. Madame Forestier did not stir, but remained +standing with her back to the room, her face to the window pane. + +Forestier began to speak in a broken, breathless voice, heartrending to +listen to. "How many more sunsets shall I see? Eight, ten, fifteen, or +twenty, perhaps thirty--no more. You have time before you; for me it is +all over. And it will go on all the same, after I am gone, as if I was +still here." He was silent for a few moments, and then continued: "All +that I see reminds me that in a few days I shall see it no more. It is +horrible. I shall see nothing--nothing of all that exists; not the +smallest things one makes use of--the plates, the glasses, the beds in +which one rests so comfortably, the carriages. How nice it is to drive +out of an evening! How fond I was of all those things!" + +He nervously moved the fingers of both hands, as though playing the +piano on the arms of his chair. Each of his silences was more painful +than his words, so evident was it that his thoughts must be fearful. +Duroy suddenly recalled what Norbert de Varenne had said to him some +weeks before, "I now see death so near that I often want to stretch out +my arms to put it back. I see it everywhere. The insects crushed on the +path, the falling leaves, the white hair in a friend's beard, rend my +heart and cry to me, 'Behold!'" + +He had not understood all this on that occasion; now, seeing Forestier, +he did. An unknown pain assailed him, as if he himself was sensible of +the presence of death, hideous death, hard by, within reach of his hand, +on the chair in which his friend lay gasping. He longed to get up, to go +away, to fly, to return to Paris at once. Oh! if he had known he would +not have come. + +Darkness had now spread over the room, like premature mourning for the +dying man. The window alone remained still visible, showing, within the +lighter square formed by it, the motionless outline of the young wife. + +Forestier remarked, with irritation, "Well, are they going to bring in +the lamp to-night? This is what they call looking after an invalid." + +The shadow outlined against the window panes disappeared, and the sound +of an electric bell rang through the house. A servant shortly entered +and placed a lamp on the mantelpiece. Madame Forestier said to her +husband, "Will you go to bed, or would you rather come down to dinner?" + +He murmured: "I will come down." + +Waiting for this meal kept them all three sitting still for nearly an +hour, only uttering from time to time some needless commonplace remark, +as if there had been some danger, some mysterious danger in letting +silence endure too long, in letting the air congeal in this room where +death was prowling. + +At length dinner was announced. The meal seemed interminable to Duroy. +They did not speak, but ate noiselessly, and then crumbled their bread +with their fingers. The man servant who waited upon them went to and fro +without the sound of his footsteps being heard, for as the creak of a +boot-sole irritated Charles, he wore list slippers. The harsh tick of a +wooden clock alone disturbed the calm with its mechanical and regular +sound. + +As soon as dinner was over Duroy, on the plea of fatigue, retired to his +room, and leaning on the window-sill watched the full moon, in the midst +of the sky like an immense lamp, casting its cold gleam upon the white +walls of the villas, and scattering over the sea a soft and moving +dappled light. He strove to find some reason to justify a swift +departure, inventing plans, telegrams he was to receive, a recall from +Monsieur Walter. + +But his resolves to fly appeared more difficult to realize on awakening +the next morning. Madame Forestier would not be taken in by his devices, +and he would lose by his cowardice all the benefit of his self-devotion. +He said to himself: "Bah! it is awkward; well so much the worse, there +must be unpleasant situations in life, and, besides, it will perhaps be +soon over." + +It was a bright day, one of those bright Southern days that make the +heart feel light, and Duroy walked down to the sea, thinking that it +would be soon enough to see Forestier some time in course of the +afternoon. When he returned to lunch, the servant remarked, "Master has +already asked for you two or three times, sir. Will you please step up +to his room, sir?" + +He went upstairs. Forestier appeared to be dozing in his armchair. His +wife was reading, stretched out on the sofa. + +The invalid raised his head, and Duroy said, "Well, how do you feel? You +seem quite fresh this morning." + +"Yes, I am better, I have recovered some of my strength. Get through + +your lunch with Madeleine as soon as you can, for we are going out for +a drive." + +As soon as she was alone with Duroy, the young wife said to him, "There, +to-day he thinks he is all right again. He has been making plans all the +morning. We are going to the Golfe Juan now to buy some pottery for our +rooms in Paris. He is determined to go out, but I am horribly afraid of +some mishap. He cannot bear the shaking of the drive." + +When the landau arrived, Forestier came down stairs a step at a time, +supported by his servant. But as soon as he caught sight of the +carriage, he ordered the hood to be taken off. His wife opposed this, +saying, "You will catch cold. It is madness." + +He persisted, repeating, "Oh, I am much better. I feel it." + +They passed at first along some of those shady roads, bordered by +gardens, which cause Cannes to resemble a kind of English Park, and then +reached the highway to Antibes, running along the seashore. Forestier +acted as guide. He had already pointed out the villa of the Court de +Paris, and now indicated others. He was lively, with the forced and +feeble gayety of a doomed man. He lifted his finger, no longer having +strength to stretch out his arm, and said, "There is the Ile Sainte +Marguerite, and the chateau from which Bazaine escaped. How they did +humbug us over that matter!" + +Then regimental recollections recurred to him, and he mentioned various +officers whose names recalled incidents to them. But all at once, the +road making a turn, they caught sight of the whole of the Golfe Juan, +with the white village in the curve of the bay, and the point of Antibes +at the further side of it. Forestier, suddenly seized upon by childish +glee, exclaimed, "Ah! the squadron, you will see the squadron." + +Indeed they could perceive, in the middle of the broad bay, half-a-dozen +large ships resembling rocks covered with leafless trees. They were +huge, strange, mis-shapen, with excrescences, turrets, rams, burying +themselves in the water as though to take root beneath the waves. One +could scarcely imagine how they could stir or move about, they seemed so +heavy and so firmly fixed to the bottom. A floating battery, circular +and high out of water, resembling the light-houses that are built on +shoals. A tall three-master passed near them, with all its white sails +set. It looked graceful and pretty beside these iron war monsters +squatted on the water. Forestier tried to make them out. He pointed out +the Colbert, the Suffren, the Admiral Duperre, the Redoubtable, the +Devastation, and then checking himself, added, "No I made a mistake; +that one is the Devastation." + +They arrived opposite a species of large pavilion, on the front of which +was the inscription, "Art Pottery of the Golfe Juan," and the carriage, +driving up the sweep, stopped before the door. Forestier wanted to buy a +couple of vases for his study. As he felt unequal to getting out of the +carriage, specimens were brought out to him one after the other. He was +a long time in making a choice, and consulted his wife and Duroy. + +"You know," he said, "it is for the cabinet at the end of the study. +Sitting in my chair, I have it before my eyes all the time. I want an +antique form, a Greek outline." He examined the specimens, had others +brought, and then turned again to the first ones. At length he made up +his mind, and having paid, insisted upon the articles being sent on at +once. "I shall be going back to Paris in a few days," he said. + +They drove home, but as they skirted the bay a rush of cold air from one +of the valleys suddenly met them, and the invalid began to cough. It was +nothing at first, but it augmented and became an unbroken fit of +coughing, and then a kind of gasping hiccough. + +Forestier was choking, and every time he tried to draw breath the cough +seemed to rend his chest. Nothing would soothe or check it. He had to be +borne from the carriage to his room, and Duroy, who supported his legs, +felt the jerking of his feet at each convulsion of his lungs. The warmth +of the bed did not check the attack, which lasted till midnight, when, +at length, narcotics lulled its deadly spasm. The sick man remained till +morning sitting up in his bed, with his eyes open. + +The first words he uttered were to ask for the barber, for he insisted +on being shaved every morning. He got up for this operation, but had to +be helped back into bed at once, and his breathing grew so short, so +hard, and so difficult, that Madame Forestier, in alarm, had Duroy, who +had just turned in, roused up again in order to beg him to go for the +doctor. + +He came back almost immediately with Dr. Gavaut, who prescribed a +soothing drink and gave some advice; but when the journalist saw him to +the door, in order to ask his real opinion, he said, "It is the end. He +will be dead to-morrow morning. Break it to his poor wife, and send for +a priest. I, for my part, can do nothing more. I am, however, entirely +at your service." + +Duroy sent for Madame Forestier. "He is dying," said he. "The doctor +advises a priest being sent for. What would you like done?" + +She hesitated for some time, and then, in slow tones, as though she had +calculated everything, replied, "Yes, that will be best--in many +respects. I will break it to him--tell him the vicar wants to see him, +or something or other; I really don't know what. You would be very kind +if you would go and find a priest for me and pick one out. Choose one +who won't raise too many difficulties over the business. One who will be +satisfied with confession, and will let us off with the rest of it all." + +The young fellow returned with a complaisant old ecclesiastic, who +accommodated himself to the state of affairs. As soon as he had gone +into the dying man's room, Madame Forestier came out of it, and sat down +with Duroy in the one adjoining. + +"It has quite upset him," said she. "When I spoke to him about a priest +his face assumed a frightful expression as if he had felt the +breath--the breath of--you know. He understood that it was all over at +last, and that his hours were numbered." She was very pale as she +continued, "I shall never forget the expression of his face. He +certainly saw death face to face at that moment. He saw him." + +They could hear the priest, who spoke in somewhat loud tones, being +slightly deaf, and who was saying, "No, no; you are not so bad as all +that. You are ill, but in no danger. And the proof is that I have called +in as a friend as a neighbor." + +They could not make out Forestier's reply, but the old man went on, "No, +I will not ask you to communicate. We will talk of that when you are +better. If you wish to profit by my visit--to confess, for instance--I +ask nothing better. I am a shepherd, you know, and seize on every +occasion to bring a lamb back to the fold." + +A long silence followed. Forestier must have been speaking in a faint +voice. Then all at once the priest uttered in a different tone, the tone +of one officiating at the altar. "The mercy of God is infinite. Repeat +the Comfiteor, my son. You have perhaps forgotten it; I will help you. +Repeat after me: 'Comfiteor Deo omnipotenti--Beata Maria semper +virgini.'" + +He paused from time to time to allow the dying man to catch him up. Then +he said, "And now confess." + +The young wife and Duroy sat still seized on by a strange uneasiness, +stirred by anxious expectation. The invalid had murmured something. The +priest repeated, "You have given way to guilty pleasures--of what kind, +my son?" + +Madeleine rose and said, "Let us go down into the garden for a short +time. We must not listen to his secrets." + +And they went and sat down on a bench before the door beneath a rose +tree in bloom, and beside a bed of pinks, which shed their soft and +powerful perfume abroad in the pure air. Duroy, after a few moments' +silence, inquired, "Shall you be long before you return to Paris?" + +"Oh, no," she replied. "As soon as it is all over I shall go back +there." + +"Within ten days?" + +"Yes, at the most." + +"He has no relations, then?" + +"None except cousins. His father and mother died when he was quite +young." + +They both watched a butterfly sipping existence from the pinks, passing +from one to another with a soft flutter of his wings, which continued to +flap slowly when he alighted on a flower. They remained silent for a +considerable time. + +The servant came to inform them that "the priest had finished," and they +went upstairs together. + +Forestier seemed to have grown still thinner since the day before. The +priest held out his hand to him, saying, "Good-day, my son, I shall call +in again to-morrow morning," and took his departure. + +As soon as he had left the room the dying man, who was panting for +breath, strove to hold out his two hands to his wife, and gasped, "Save +me--save me, darling, I don't want to die--I don't want to die. Oh! save +me--tell me what I had better do; send for the doctor. I will take +whatever you like. I won't die--I won't die." + +He wept. Big tears streamed from his eyes down his fleshless cheeks, and +the corners of his mouth contracted like those of a vexed child. Then +his hands, falling back on the bed clothes, began a slow, regular, and +continuous movement, as though trying to pick something off the sheet. + +His wife, who began to cry too, said: "No, no, it is nothing. It is only +a passing attack, you will be better to-morrow, you tired yourself too +much going out yesterday." + +Forestier's breathing was shorter than that of a dog who has been +running, so quick that it could not be counted, so faint that it could +scarcely be heard. + +He kept repeating: "I don't want to die. Oh! God--God--God; what is to +become of me? I shall no longer see anything--anything any more. Oh! +God." + +He saw before him some hideous thing invisible to the others, and his +staring eyes reflected the terror it inspired. His two hands continued +their horrible and wearisome action. All at once he started with a sharp +shudder that could be seen to thrill the whole of his body, and jerked +out the words, "The graveyard--I--Oh! God." + +He said no more, but lay motionless, haggard and panting. + +Time sped on, noon struck by the clock of a neighboring convent. Duroy +left the room to eat a mouthful or two. He came back an hour later. +Madame Forestier refused to take anything. The invalid had not stirred. +He still continued to draw his thin fingers along the sheet as though to +pull it up over his face. + +His wife was seated in an armchair at the foot of the bed. Duroy took +another beside her, and they waited in silence. A nurse had come, sent +in by the doctor, and was dozing near the window. + +Duroy himself was beginning to doze off when he felt that something was +happening. He opened his eyes just in time to see Forestier close his, +like two lights dying out. A faint rattle stirred in the throat of the +dying man, and two streaks of blood appeared at the corners of his +mouth, and then flowed down into his shirt. His hands ceased their +hideous motion. He had ceased to breathe. + +His wife understood this, and uttering a kind of shriek, she fell on her +knees sobbing, with her face buried in the bed-clothes. George, +surprised and scared, mechanically made the sign of the cross. The nurse +awakened, drew near the bed. "It is all over," said she. + +Duroy, who was recovering his self-possession, murmured, with a sigh of +relief: "It was sooner over than I thought for." + +When the first shock was over and the first tears shed, they had to busy +themselves with all the cares and all the necessary steps a dead man +exacts. Duroy was running about till nightfall. He was very hungry when +he got back. Madame Forestier ate a little, and then they both installed +themselves in the chamber of death to watch the body. Two candles burned +on the night-table beside a plate filled with holy water, in which lay a +sprig of mimosa, for they had not been able to get the necessary twig of +consecrated box. + +They were alone, the young man and the young wife, beside him who was no +more. They sat without speaking, thinking and watching. + +George, whom the darkness rendered uneasy in presence of the corpse, +kept his eyes on this persistently. His eye and his mind were both +attracted and fascinated by this fleshless visage, which the vacillating +light caused to appear yet more hollow. That was his friend Charles +Forestier, who was chatting with him only the day before! What a strange +and fearful thing was this end of a human being! Oh! how he recalled the +words of Norbert de Varenne haunted by the fear of death: "No one ever +comes back." Millions on millions would be born almost identical, with +eyes, a nose, a mouth, a skull and a mind within it, without he who lay +there on the bed ever reappearing again. + +For some years he had lived, eaten, laughed, loved, hoped like all the +world. And it was all over for him all over for ever. Life; a few days, +and then nothing. One is born, one grows up, one is happy, one waits, +and then one dies. Farewell, man or woman, you will not return again to +earth. Plants, beast, men, stars, worlds, all spring to life, and then +die to be transformed anew. But never one of them comes back--insect, +man, nor planet. + +A huge, confused, and crushing sense of terror weighed down the soul of +Duroy, the terror of that boundless and inevitable annihilation +destroying all existence. He already bowed his head before its menace. +He thought of the flies who live a few hours, the beasts who live a few +days, the men who live a few years, the worlds which live a few +centuries. What was the difference between one and the other? A few more +days' dawn that was all. + +He turned away his eyes in order no longer to have the corpse before +them. Madame Forestier, with bent head, seemed also absorbed in painful +thoughts. Her fair hair showed so prettily with her pale face, that a +feeling, sweet as the touch of hope flitted through the young fellow's +breast. Why grieve when he had still so many years before him? And he +began to observe her. Lost in thought she did not notice him. He said to +himself, "That, though, is the only good thing in life, to love, to hold +the woman one loves in one's arms. That is the limit of human +happiness." + +What luck the dead man had had to meet such an intelligent and charming +companion! How had they become acquainted? How ever had she agreed on +her part to marry that poor and commonplace young fellow? How had she +succeeded in making someone of him? Then he thought of all the hidden +mysteries of people's lives. He remembered what had been whispered about +the Count de Vaudrec, who had dowered and married her off it was said. + +What would she do now? Whom would she marry? A deputy, as Madame de +Marelle fancied, or some young fellow with a future before him, a higher +class Forestier? Had she any projects, any plans, any settled ideas? How +he would have liked to know that. But why this anxiety as to what she +would do? He asked himself this, and perceived that his uneasiness was +due to one of those half-formed and secret ideas which one hides from +even one's self, and only discovers when fathoming one's self to the +very bottom. + +Yes, why should he not attempt this conquest himself? How strong and +redoubtable he would be with her beside him! + +How quick, and far, and surely he would fly! And why should he not +succeed too? He felt that he pleased her, that she had for him more than +mere sympathy; in fact, one of those affections which spring up between +two kindred spirits and which partake as much of silent seduction as of +a species of mute complicity. She knew him to be intelligent, resolute, +and tenacious, she would have confidence in him. + +Had she not sent for him under the present grave circumstances? And why +had she summoned him? Ought he not to see in this a kind of choice, a +species of confession. If she had thought of him just at the moment she +was about to become a widow, it was perhaps that she had thought of one +who was again to become her companion and ally? An impatient desire to +know this, to question her, to learn her intentions, assailed him. He +would have to leave on the next day but one, as he could not remain +alone with her in the house. So it was necessary to be quick, it was +necessary before returning to Paris to become acquainted, cleverly and +delicately, with her projects, and not to allow her to go back on them, +to yield perhaps to the solicitations of another, and pledge herself +irrevocably. + +The silence in the room was intense, nothing was audible save the +regular and metallic tick of the pendulum of the clock on the +mantelpiece. + +He murmured: "You must be very tired?" + +She replied: "Yes; but I am, above all, overwhelmed." + +The sound of their own voices startled them, ringing strangely in this +gloomy room, and they suddenly glanced at the dead man's face as though +they expected to see it move on hearing them, as it had done some hours +before. + +Duroy resumed: "Oh! it is a heavy blow for you, and such a complete +change in your existence, a shock to your heart and your whole life." + +She gave a long sigh, without replying, and he continued, "It is so +painful for a young woman to find herself alone as you will be." + +He paused, but she said nothing, and he again went on, "At all events, +you know the compact entered into between us. You can make what use of +me you will. I belong to you." + +She held out her hand, giving him at the same time one of those sweet, +sad looks which stir us to the very marrow. + +"Thank you, you are very kind," she said. "If I dared, and if I could do +anything for you, I, too, should say, 'You may count upon me.'" + +He had taken the proffered hand and kept it clasped in his, with a +burning desire to kiss it. He made up his mind to this at last, and +slowly raising it to his mouth, held the delicate skin, warm, slightly +feverish and perfumed, to his lips for some time. Then, when he felt +that his friendly caress was on the point of becoming too prolonged, he +let fall the little hand. It sank back gently onto the knee of its +mistress, who said, gravely: "Yes, I shall be very lonely, but I shall +strive to be brave." + +He did not know how to give her to understand that he would be happy, +very happy, to have her for his wife in his turn. Certainly he could not +tell her so at that hour, in that place, before that corpse; yet he +might, it seemed to him, hit upon one of those ambiguous, decorous, and +complicated phrases which have a hidden meaning under their words, and +which express all one wants to by their studied reticence. But the +corpse incommoded him, the stiffened corpse stretched out before them, +and which he felt between them. For some time past, too, he fancied he +detected in the close atmosphere of the room a suspicious odor, a +foetid breath exhaling from the decomposing chest, the first whiff of +carrion which the dead lying on their bed throw out to the relatives +watching them, and with which they soon fill the hollow of their +coffin. + +"Cannot we open the window a little?" said Duroy. "It seems to me that +the air is tainted." + +"Yes," she replied, "I have just noticed it, too." + +He went to the window and opened it. All the perfumed freshness of night +flowed in, agitating the flame of the two lighted candles beside the +bed. The moon was shedding, as on the former evening, her full mellow +light upon the white walls of the villas and the broad glittering +expanse of the sea. Duroy, drawing in the air to the full depth of his +lungs, felt himself suddenly seized with hope, and, as it were buoyed up +by the approach of happiness. He turned round, saying: "Come and get a +little fresh air. It is delightful." + +She came quietly, and leant on the window-sill beside him. Then he +murmured in a low tone: "Listen to me, and try to understand what I want +to tell you. Above all, do not be indignant at my speaking to you of +such a matter at such a moment, for I shall leave you the day after +to-morrow, and when you return to Paris it may be too late. I am only a +poor devil without fortune, and with a position yet to make, as you +know. But I have a firm will, some brains I believe, and I am well on +the right track. With a man who has made his position, one knows what +one gets; with one who is starting, one never knows where he may finish. +So much the worse, or so much the better. In short, I told you one day +at your house that my brightest dream would have been to have married a +woman like you. I repeat this wish to you now. Do not answer, let me +continue. It is not a proposal I am making to you. The time and place +would render that odious. I wish only not to leave you ignorant that you +can make me happy with a word; that you can make me either a friend and +brother, or a husband, at your will; that my heart and myself are yours. +I do not want you to answer me now. I do not want us to speak any more +about the matter here. When we meet again in Paris you will let me know +what you have resolved upon. Until then, not a word. Is it not so?" He +had uttered all this without looking at her, as though scattering his +words abroad in the night before him. She seemed not to have heard them, +so motionless had she remained, looking also straight before her with a +fixed and vague stare at the vast landscape lit up by the moon. They +remained for some time side by side, elbow touching elbow, silent and +reflecting. Then she murmured: "It is rather cold," and turning round, +returned towards the bed. + +He followed her. When he drew near he recognized that Forestier's body +was really beginning to smell, and drew his chair to a distance, for he +could not have stood this odor of putrefaction long. He said: "He must +be put in a coffin the first thing in the morning." + +"Yes, yes, it is arranged," she replied. "The undertaker will be here at +eight o'clock." + +Duroy having sighed out the words, "Poor fellow," she, too, gave a long +sigh of heartrending resignation. + +They did not look at the body so often now, already accustomed to the +idea of it, and beginning to mentally consent to the decease which but a +short time back had shocked and angered them--them who were mortals, +too. They no longer spoke, continuing to keep watch in befitting fashion +without going to sleep. But towards midnight Duroy dozed off the first. +When he woke up he saw that Madame Forestier was also slumbering, and +having shifted to a more comfortable position, he reclosed his eyes, +growling: "Confound it all, it is more comfortable between the sheets +all the same." + +A sudden noise made him start up. The nurse was entering the room. It +was broad daylight. The young wife in the armchair in front of him +seemed as surprised as himself. She was somewhat pale, but still pretty, +fresh-looking, and nice, in spite of this night passed in a chair. + +Then, having glanced at the corpse, Duroy started and exclaimed: "Oh, +his beard!" The beard had grown in a few hours on this decomposing flesh +as much as it would have in several days on a living face. And they +stood scared by this life continuing in death, as though in presence of +some fearful prodigy, some supernatural threat of resurrection, one of +these startling and abnormal events which upset and confound the mind. + +They both went and lay down until eleven o'clock. Then they placed +Charles in his coffin, and at once felt relieved and soothed. They had +sat down face to face at lunch with an aroused desire to speak of the +livelier and more consolatory matters, to return to the things of life +again, since they had done with the dead. Through the wide-open window +the soft warmth of spring flowed in, bearing the perfumed breath of the +bed of pinks in bloom before the door. + +Madame Forestier suggested a stroll in the garden to Duroy, and they +began to walk slowly round the little lawn, inhaling with pleasure the +balmy air, laden with the scent of pine and eucalyptus. Suddenly she +began to speak, without turning her head towards him, as he had done +during the night upstairs. She uttered her words slowly, in a low and +serious voice. + +"Look here, my dear friend, I have deeply reflected already on what you +proposed to me, and I do not want you to go away without an answer. +Besides, I am neither going to say yes nor no. We will wait, we will +see, we will know one another better. Reflect, too, on your side. Do not +give way to impulse. But if I speak to you of this before even poor +Charles is lowered into the tomb, it is because it is necessary, after +what you have said to me, that you should thoroughly understand what +sort of woman I am, in order that you may no longer cherish the wish you +expressed to me, in case you are not of a--of a--disposition to +comprehend and bear with me. Understand me well. Marriage for me is not +a charm, but a partnership. I mean to be free, perfectly free as to my +ways, my acts, my going and coming. I could neither tolerate +supervision, nor jealousy, nor arguments as to my behavior. I should +undertake, be it understood, never to compromise the name of the man who +takes me as his wife, never to render him hateful and ridiculous. But +this man must also undertake to see in me an equal, an ally, and not an +inferior or an obedient and submissive wife. My notions, I know, are not +those of every one, but I shall not change them. There you are. I will +also add, do not answer me; it would be useless and unsuitable. We shall +see one another again, and shall perhaps speak of all this again later +on. Now, go for a stroll. I shall return to watch beside him. Till this +evening." + +He printed a long kiss on her hand, and went away without uttering a +word. That evening they only saw one another at dinnertime. Then they +retired to their rooms, both exhausted with fatigue. + +Charles Forestier was buried the next day, without any funeral display, +in the cemetery at Cannes. George Duroy wished to take the Paris +express, which passed through the town at half-past one. + +Madame Forestier drove with him to the station. They walked quietly up +and down the platform pending the time for his departure, speaking of +trivial matters. + +The train rolled into the station. The journalist took his seat, and +then got out again to have a few more moments' conversation with her, +suddenly seized as he was with sadness and a strong regret at leaving +her, as though he were about to lose her for ever. + +A porter shouted, "Take your seats for Marseilles, Lyons, and Paris." +Duroy got in and leant out of the window to say a few more words. The +engine whistled, and the train began to move slowly on. + +The young fellow, leaning out of the carriage, watched the woman +standing still on the platform and following him with her eyes. +Suddenly, as he was about to lose sight of her, he put his hand to his +mouth and threw a kiss towards her. She returned it with a discreet and +hesitating gesture. + + + + +IX + + +George Duroy had returned to all his old habits. + +Installed at present in the little ground-floor suite of rooms in the +Rue de Constantinople, he lived soberly, like a man preparing a new +existence for himself. + +Madame Forestier had not yet returned. She was lingering at Cannes. He +received a letter from her merely announcing her return about the middle +of April, without a word of allusion to their farewell. He was waiting, +his mind was thoroughly made up now to employ every means in order to +marry her, if she seemed to hesitate. But he had faith in his luck, +confidence in that power of seduction which he felt within him, a vague +and irresistible power which all women felt the influence of. + +A short note informed him that the decisive hour was about to strike: "I +am in Paris. Come and see me.--Madeleine Forestier." + +Nothing more. He received it by the nine o'clock post. He arrived at her +residence at three on the same day. She held out both hands to him +smiling with her pleasant smile, and they looked into one another's eyes +for a few seconds. Then she said: "How good you were to come to me there +under those terrible circumstances." + +"I should have done anything you told me to," he replied. + +And they sat down. She asked the news, inquired about the Walters, about +all the staff, about the paper. She had often thought about the paper. + +"I miss that a great deal," she said, "really a very great deal. I had +become at heart a journalist. What would you, I love the profession?" + +Then she paused. He thought he understood, he thought he divined in her +smile, in the tone of her voice, in her words themselves a kind of +invitation, and although he had promised to himself not to precipitate +matters, he stammered out: "Well, then--why--why should you not +resume--this occupation--under--under the name of Duroy?" + +She suddenly became serious again, and placing her hand on his arm, +murmured: "Do not let us speak of that yet a while." + +But he divined that she accepted, and falling at her knees began to +passionately kiss her hands, repeating: "Thanks, thanks; oh, how I love +you!" + +She rose. He did so, too, and noted that she was very pale. Then he +understood that he had pleased her, for a long time past, perhaps, and +as they found themselves face to face, he clasped her to him and printed +a long, tender, and decorous kiss on her forehead. When she had freed +herself, slipping through his arms, she said in a serious tone: "Listen, +I have not yet made up my mind to anything. However, it may be--yes. But +you must promise me the most absolute secrecy till I give you leave to +speak." + +He swore this, and left, his heart overflowing with joy. + +He was from that time forward very discreet as regards the visits he +paid her, and did not ask for any more definite consent on her part, for +she had a way of speaking of the future, of saying "by-and-by," and of +shaping plans in which these two lives were blended, which answered him +better and more delicately than a formal acceptation. + +Duroy worked hard and spent little, trying to save money so as not to be +without a penny at the date fixed for his marriage, and becoming as +close as he had been prodigal. The summer went by, and then the autumn, +without anyone suspecting anything, for they met very little, and only +in the most natural way in the world. + +One evening, Madeleine, looking him straight in the eyes said: "You have +not yet announced our intentions to Madame de Marelle?" + +"No, dear, having promised you to be secret, I have not opened my mouth +to a living soul." + +"Well, it is about time to tell her. I will undertake to inform the +Walters. You will do so this week, will you not?" + +He blushed as he said: "Yes, to-morrow." + +She had turned away her eyes in order not to notice his confusion, and +said: "If you like we will be married in the beginning of May. That will +be a very good time." + +"I obey you in all things with joy." + +"The tenth of May, which is a Saturday, will suit me very nicely, for it +is my birthday." + +"Very well, the tenth of May." + +"Your parents live near Rouen, do they not? You have told me so, at +least." + +"Yes, near Rouen, at Canteleu." + +"What are they?" + +"They are--they are small annuitants." + +"Ah! I should very much like to know them." + +He hesitated, greatly perplexed, and said: "But, you see, they are--" +Then making up his mind, like a really clever man, he went on: "My dear, +they are mere country folk, innkeepers, who have pinched themselves to +the utmost to enable me to pursue my studies. For my part, I am not +ashamed of them, but their--simplicity--their rustic manners--might, +perhaps, render you uncomfortable." + +She smiled, delightfully, her face lit up with gentle kindness as she +replied: "No. I shall be very fond of them. We will go and see them. I +want to. I will speak of this to you again. I, too, am a daughter of +poor people, but I have lost my parents. I have no longer anyone in the +world." She held out her hand to him as she added: "But you." + +He felt softened, moved, overcome, as he had been by no other woman. + +"I had thought about one matter," she continued, "but it is rather +difficult to explain." + +"What is it?" he asked. + +"Well, it is this, my dear boy, I am like all women, I have my +weaknesses, my pettinesses. I love all that glitters, that catches the +ear. I should have so delighted to have borne a noble name. Could you +not, on the occasion of your marriage, ennoble yourself a little?" + +She had blushed in her turn, as if she had proposed something +indelicate. + +He replied simply enough: "I have often thought about it, but it did not +seem to me so easy." + +"Why so?" + +He began to laugh, saying: "Because I was afraid of making myself look +ridiculous." + +She shrugged her shoulders. "Not at all, not at all Every one does it, +and nobody laughs. Separate your name in two--Du Roy. That looks very +well." + +He replied at once like a man who understands the matter in question: +"No, that will not do at all. It is too simple, too common, too +well-known. I had thought of taking the name of my native place, as a +literary pseudonym at first, then of adding it to my own by degrees, and +then, later on, of even cutting my name in two, as you suggest." + +"Your native place is Canteleu?" she queried. + +"Yes." + +She hesitated, saying: "No, I do not like the termination. Come, cannot +we modify this word Canteleu a little?" + +She had taken up a pen from the table, and was scribbling names and +studying their physiognomy. All at once she exclaimed: "There, there it +is!" and held out to him a paper, on which read--"Madame Duroy de +Cantel." + +He reflected a few moments, and then said gravely: "Yes, that does very +well." + +She was delighted, and kept repeating "Duroy de Cantel, Duroy de Cantel, +Madame Duroy de Cantel. It is capital, capital." She went on with an air +of conviction: "And you will see how easy it is to get everyone to +accept it. But one must know how to seize the opportunity, for it will +be too late afterwards. You must from to-morrow sign your descriptive +articles D. de Cantel, and your 'Echoes' simply Duroy. It is done every +day in the press, and no one will be astonished to see you take a +pseudonym. At the moment of our marriage we can modify it yet a little +more, and tell our friends that you had given up the 'Du' out of modesty +on account of your position, or even say nothing about it. What is your +father's Christian name?" + +"Alexander." + +She murmured: "Alexander, Alexander," two or three times, listening to +the sonorous roll of the syllables, and then wrote on a blank sheet of +paper: + +"Monsieur and Madame Alexander Du Roy de Cantel have the honor to inform +you of the marriage of Monsieur George Du Roy de Cantel, their son, to +Madame Madeleine Forestier." She looked at her writing, holding it at a +distance, charmed by the effect, and said: "With a little method we can +manage whatever we wish." + +When he found himself once more in the street, firmly resolved to call +himself in future Du Roy, and even Du Roy de Cantel, it seemed to him +that he had acquired fresh importance. He walked with more swagger, his +head higher, his moustache fiercer, as a gentleman should walk. He felt +in himself a species of joyous desire to say to the passers-by: "My name +is Du Roy de Cantel." + +But scarcely had he got home than the thought of Madame de Marelle made +him feel uneasy, and he wrote to her at once to ask her to make an +appointment for the next day. + +"It will be a tough job," he thought. "I must look out for squalls." + +Then he made up his mind for it, with the native carelessness which +caused him to slur over the disagreeable side of life, and began to + +write a fancy article on the fresh taxes needed in order to make the +Budget balance. He set down in this the nobiliary "De" at a hundred +francs a year, and titles, from baron to prince, at from five hundred to +five thousand francs. And he signed it "D. de Cantel." + +He received a telegram from his mistress next morning saying that she +would call at one o'clock. He waited for her somewhat feverishly, his +mind made up to bring things to a point at once, to say everything right +out, and then, when the first emotion had subsided, to argue cleverly in +order to prove to her that he could not remain a bachelor for ever, and +that as Monsieur de Marelle insisted on living, he had been obliged to +think of another than herself as his legitimate companion. He felt +moved, though, and when he heard her ring his heart began to beat. + +She threw herself into his arms, exclaiming: "Good morning, Pretty-boy." +Then, finding his embrace cold, looked at him, and said: "What is the +matter with you?" + +"Sit down," he said, "we have to talk seriously." + +She sat down without taking her bonnet off, only turning back her veil, +and waited. + +He had lowered his eyes, and was preparing the beginning of his speech. +He commenced in a low tone of voice: "My dear one, you see me very +uneasy, very sad, and very much embarrassed at what I have to admit to +you. I love you dearly. I really love you from the bottom of my heart, +so that the fear of causing you pain afflicts me more than even the news +I am going to tell you." + + +She grew pale, felt herself tremble, and stammered out: "What is the +matter? Tell me at once." + +He said in sad but resolute tones, with that feigned dejection which we +make use of to announce fortunate misfortunes: "I am going to be +married." + +She gave the sigh of a woman who is about to faint, a painful sigh from +the very depths of her bosom, and then began to choke and gasp without +being able to speak. + +Seeing that she did not say anything, he continued: "You cannot imagine +how much I suffered before coming to this resolution. But I have neither +position nor money. I am alone, lost in Paris. I needed beside me +someone who above all would be an adviser, a consoler, and a stay. It is +a partner, an ally, that I have sought, and that I have found." + +He was silent, hoping that she would reply, expecting furious rage, +violence, and insults. She had placed one hand on her heart as though to +restrain its throbbings, and continued to draw her breath by painful +efforts, which made her bosom heave spasmodically and her head nod to +and fro. He took her other hand, which was resting on the arm of the +chair, but she snatched it away abruptly. Then she murmured, as though +in a state of stupefaction: "Oh, my God!" + +He knelt down before her, without daring to touch her, however, and more +deeply moved by this silence than he would have been by a fit of anger, +stammered out: "Clo! my darling Clo! just consider my situation, +consider what I am. Oh! if I had been able to marry you, what happiness +it would have been. But you are married. What could I do? Come, think of +it, now. I must take a place in society, and I cannot do it so long as I +have not a home. If you only knew. There are days when I have felt a +longing to kill your husband." + +He spoke in his soft, subdued, seductive voice, a voice which entered +the ear like music. He saw two tears slowly gather in the fixed and +staring eyes of his mistress and then roll down her cheeks, while two +more were already formed on the eyelids. + +He murmured: "Do not cry, Clo; do not cry, I beg of you. You rend my +very heart." + +Then she made an effort, a strong effort, to be proud and dignified, and +asked, in the quivering tone of a woman about to burst into sobs: "Who +is it?" + +He hesitated a moment, and then understanding that he must, said: + +"Madeleine Forestier." + +Madame de Marelle shuddered all over, and remained silent, so deep in +thought that she seemed to have forgotten that he was at her feet. And +two transparent drops kept continually forming in her eyes, falling and +forming again. + +She rose. Duroy guessed that she was going away without saying a word, +without reproach or forgiveness, and he felt hurt and humiliated to the +bottom of his soul. Wishing to stay her, he threw his arms about the +skirt of her dress, clasping through the stuff her rounded legs, which +he felt stiffen in resistance. He implored her, saying: "I beg of you, +do not go away like that." + +Then she looked down on him from above with that moistened and +despairing eye, at once so charming and so sad, which shows all the +grief of a woman's heart, and gasped out: "I--I have nothing to say. I +have nothing to do with it. You--you are right. You--you have chosen +well." + +And, freeing herself by a backward movement, she left the room without +his trying to detain her further. + +Left to himself, he rose as bewildered as if he had received a blow on +the head. Then, making up his mind, he muttered: "Well, so much the +worse or the better. It is over, and without a scene; I prefer that," +and relieved from an immense weight, suddenly feeling himself free, +delivered, at ease as to his future life, he began to spar at the wall, +hitting out with his fists in a kind of intoxication of strength and +triumph, as if he had been fighting Fate. + +When Madame Forestier asked: "Have you told Madame de Marelle?" he +quietly answered, "Yes." + +She scanned him closely with her bright eyes, saying: "And did it not +cause her any emotion?" + +"No, not at all. She thought it, on the contrary, a very good idea." + +The news was soon known. Some were astonished, others asserted that they +had foreseen it; others, again, smiled, and let it be understood that +they were not surprised. + +The young man who now signed his descriptive articles D. de Cantel, his +"Echoes" Duroy, and the political articles which he was beginning to +write from time to time Du Roy, passed half his time with his betrothed, +who treated him with a fraternal familiarity into which, however, +entered a real but hidden love, a species of desire concealed as a +weakness. She had decided that the marriage should be quite private, +only the witnesses being present, and that they should leave the same +evening for Rouen. They would go the next day to see the journalist's +parents, and remain with them some days. Duroy had striven to get her to +renounce this project, but not having been able to do so, had ended by +giving in to it. + +So the tenth of May having come, the newly-married couple, having +considered the religious ceremony useless since they had not invited +anyone, returned to finish packing their boxes after a brief visit to +the Town Hall. They took, at the Saint Lazare terminus, the six o'clock +train, which bore them away towards Normandy. They had scarcely +exchanged twenty words up to the time that they found themselves alone +in the railway carriage. As soon as they felt themselves under way, they +looked at one another and began to laugh, to hide a certain feeling of +awkwardness which they did not want to manifest. + +The train slowly passed through the long station of Batignolles, and +then crossed the mangy-looking plain extending from the fortifications +to the Seine. Duroy and his wife from time to time made a few idle +remarks, and then turned again towards the windows. When they crossed +the bridge of Asniéres, a feeling of greater liveliness was aroused in +them at the sight of the river covered with boats, fishermen, and +oarsmen. The sun, a bright May sun, shed its slanting rays upon the +craft and upon the smooth stream, which seemed motionless, without +current or eddy, checked, as it were, beneath the heat and brightness of +the declining day. A sailing boat in the middle of the river having +spread two large triangular sails of snowy canvas, wing and wing, to +catch the faintest puffs of wind, looked like an immense bird preparing +to take flight. + +Duroy murmured: "I adore the neighborhood of Paris. I have memories of +dinners which I reckon among the pleasantest in my life." + +"And the boats," she replied. "How nice it is to glide along at sunset." + +Then they became silent, as though afraid to continue their outpourings +as to their past life, and remained so, already enjoying, perhaps, the +poesy of regret. + +Duroy, seated face to face with his wife, took her hand and slowly +kissed it. "When we get back again," said he, "we will go and dine +sometimes at Chatou." + +She murmured: "We shall have so many things to do," in a tone of voice +that seemed to imply, "The agreeable must be sacrificed to the useful." + +He still held her hand, asking himself with some uneasiness by what +transition he should reach the caressing stage. He would not have felt +uneasy in the same way in presence of the ignorance of a young girl, but +the lively and artful intelligence he felt existed in Madeleine, +rendered his attitude an embarrassed one. He was afraid of appearing +stupid to her, too timid or too brutal, too slow or too prompt. He kept +pressing her hand gently, without her making any response to this +appeal. At length he said: "It seems to me very funny for you to be my +wife." + +She seemed surprised as she said: "Why so?" + +"I do not know. It seems strange to me. I want to kiss you, and I feel +astonished at having the right to do so." + +She calmly held out her cheek to him, which he kissed as he would have +kissed that of a sister. + +He continued: "The first time I saw you--you remember the dinner +Forestier invited me to--I thought, 'Hang it all, if I could only find a +wife like that.' Well, it's done. I have one." + +She said, in a low tone: "That is very nice," and looked him straight in +the face, shrewdly, and with smiling eyes. + +He reflected, "I am too cold. I am stupid. I ought to get along quicker +than this," and asked: "How did you make Forestier's acquaintance?" + +She replied, with provoking archness: "Are we going to Rouen to talk +about him?" + +He reddened, saying: "I am a fool. But you frighten me a great deal." + +She was delighted, saying: "I--impossible! How is it?" + +He had seated himself close beside her. She suddenly exclaimed: "Oh! a +stag." + +The train was passing through the forest of Saint Germaine, and she had +seen a frightened deer clear one of the paths at a bound. Duroy, leaning +forward as she looked out of the open window, printed a long kiss, a +lover's kiss, among the hair on her neck. She remained still for a few +seconds, and then, raising her head, said: "You are tickling me. Leave +off." + +But he would not go away, but kept on pressing his curly moustache +against her white skin in a long and thrilling caress. + +She shook herself, saying: "Do leave off." + +He had taken her head in his right hand, passed around her, and turned +it towards him. Then he darted on her mouth like a hawk on its prey. She +struggled, repulsed him, tried to free herself. She succeeded at last, +and repeated: "Do leave off." + +He remained seated, very red and chilled by this sensible remark; then, +having recovered more self-possession, he said, with some liveliness: +"Very well, I will wait, but I shan't be able to say a dozen words till +we get to Rouen. And remember that we are only passing through Poissy." + +"I will do the talking then," she said, and sat down quietly beside him. + +She spoke with precision of what they would do on their return. They +must keep on the suite of apartments that she had resided in with her +first husband, and Duroy would also inherit the duties and salary of +Forestier at the _Vie Francaise_. Before their union, besides, she had +planned out, with the certainty of a man of business, all the financial +details of their household. They had married under a settlement +preserving to each of them their respective estates, and every incident +that might arise--death, divorce, the birth of one or more children--was +duly provided for. The young fellow contributed a capital of four +thousand francs, he said, but of that sum he had borrowed fifteen +hundred. The rest was due to savings effected during the year in view of +the event. Her contribution was forty thousand francs, which she said +had been left her by Forestier. + +She returned to him as a subject of conversation. "He was a very steady, +economical, hard-working fellow. He would have made a fortune in a very +short time." + +Duroy no longer listened, wholly absorbed by other thoughts. She stopped +from time to time to follow out some inward train of ideas, and then +went on: "In three or four years you can be easily earning thirty to +forty thousand francs a year. That is what Charles would have had if he +had lived." + +George, who began to find the lecture rather a long one, replied: "I +thought we were not going to Rouen to talk about him." + +She gave him a slight tap on the cheek, saying, with a laugh: "That is +so. I am in the wrong." + +He made a show of sitting with his hands on his knees like a very good +boy. + +"You look very like a simpleton like that," said she. + +He replied: "That is my part, of which, by the way, you reminded me just +now, and I shall continue to play it." + + +"Why?" she asked. + +"Because it is you who take management of the household, and even of me. +That, indeed, concerns you, as being a widow." + +She was amazed, saying: "What do you really mean?" + +"That you have an experience that should enlighten my ignorance, and +matrimonial practice that should polish up my bachelor innocence, that's +all." + +"That is too much," she exclaimed. + +He replied: "That is so. I don't know anything about ladies; no, and you +know all about gentlemen, for you are a widow. You must undertake my +education--this evening--and you can begin at once if you like." + +She exclaimed, very much amused: "Oh, indeed, if you reckon on me for +that!" + +He repeated, in the tone of a school boy stumbling through his lesson: +"Yes, I do. I reckon that you will give me solid information--in twenty +lessons. Ten for the elements, reading and grammar; ten for finishing +accomplishments. I don't know anything myself." + +She exclaimed, highly amused: "You goose." + +He replied: "If that is the familiar tone you take, I will follow your +example, and tell you, darling, that I adore you more and more every +moment, and that I find Rouen a very long way off." + +He spoke now with a theatrical intonation and with a series of changes +of facial expression, which amused his companion, accustomed to the ways +of literary Bohemia. She glanced at him out of the corner of her eye, +finding him really charming, and experiencing the longing we have to +pluck a fruit from the tree at once, and the check of reason which +advises us to wait till dinner to eat it at the proper time. Then she +observed, blushing somewhat at the thoughts which assailed her: "My dear +little pupil, trust my experience, my great experience. Kisses in a +railway train are not worth anything. They only upset one." Then she +blushed still more as she murmured: "One should never eat one's corn in +the ear." + +He chuckled, kindling at the double meanings from her pretty mouth, and +made the sign of the cross, with a movement of the lips, as though +murmuring a prayer, adding aloud: "I have placed myself under the +protection of St. Anthony, patron-saint of temptations. Now I am +adamant." + +Night was stealing gently on, wrapping in its transparent shadow, like a +fine gauze, the broad landscape stretching away to the right. The train +was running along the Seine, and the young couple began to watch the +crimson reflections on the surface of the river, winding like a broad +strip of polished metal alongside the line, patches fallen from the sky, +which the departing sun had kindled into flame. These reflections slowly +died out, grew deeper, faded sadly. The landscape became dark with that +sinister thrill, that deathlike quiver, which each twilight causes to +pass over the earth. This evening gloom, entering the open window, +penetrated the two souls, but lately so lively, of the now silent pair. + +They had drawn more closely together to watch the dying day. At Nantes +the railway people had lit the little oil lamp, which shed its yellow, + +trembling light upon the drab cloth of the cushions. Duroy passed his +arms round the waist of his wife, and clasped her to him. His recent +keen desire had become a softened one, a longing for consoling little +caresses, such as we lull children with. + + +He murmured softly: "I shall love you very dearly, my little Made." + +The softness of his voice stirred the young wife, and caused a rapid +thrill to run through her. She offered her mouth, bending towards him, +for he was resting his cheek upon the warm pillow of her bosom, until +the whistle of the train announced that they were nearing a station. She +remarked, flattening the ruffled locks about her forehead with the tips +of her fingers: "It was very silly. We are quite childish." + +But he was kissing her hands in turn with feverish rapidity, and +replied: "I adore you, my little Made." + +Until they reached Rouen they remained almost motionless, cheek against +cheek, their eyes turned to the window, through which, from time to +time, the lights of houses could be seen in the darkness, satisfied with +feeling themselves so close to one another, and with the growing +anticipation of a freer and more intimate embrace. + +They put up at a hotel overlooking the quay, and went to bed after a +very hurried supper. + +The chambermaid aroused them next morning as it was striking eight. When +they had drank the cup of tea she had placed on the night-table, Duroy +looked at his wife, then suddenly, with the joyful impulse of the +fortunate man who has just found a treasure, he clasped her in his arms, +exclaiming: "My little Made, I am sure that I love you ever so much, +ever so much, ever so much." + +She smiled with her confident and satisfied smile, and murmured, as she +returned his kisses: "And I too--perhaps." + +But he still felt uneasy about the visit of his parents. He had already +forewarned his wife, had prepared and lectured her, but he thought fit +to do so again. + +"You know," he said, "they are only rustics--country rustics, not +theatrical ones." + +She laughed. + +"But I know that: you have told me so often enough. Come, get up and let +me get up." + +He jumped out of bed, and said, as he drew on his socks: + +"We shall be very uncomfortable there, very uncomfortable. There is only +an old straw palliasse in my room. Spring mattresses are unknown at +Canteleu." + +She seemed delighted. + +"So much the better. It will be delightful to sleep +badly--beside--beside you, and to be woke up by the crowing of the +cocks." + +She had put on her dressing-gown--a white flannel dressing-gown--which +Duroy at once recognized. The sight of it was unpleasant to him. Why? +His wife had, he was aware, a round dozen of these morning garments. She +could not destroy her trousseau in order to buy a new one. No matter, he +would have preferred that her bed-linen, her night-linen, her +under-clothing were not the same she had made use of with the other. It +seemed to him that the soft, warm stuff must have retained something +from its contact with Forestier. + +He walked to the window, lighting a cigarette. The sight of the port, +the broad stream covered with vessels with tapering spars, the steamers +noisily unloading alongside the quay, stirred him, although he had been +acquainted with it all for a long time past, and he exclaimed: "By Jove! +it is a fine sight." + +Madeleine approached, and placing both hands on one of her husband's +shoulders, leaned against him with careless grace, charmed and +delighted. She kept repeating: "Oh! how pretty, how pretty. I did not +know that there were so many ships as that." + +They started an hour later, for they were to lunch with the old people, +who had been forewarned some days beforehand. A rusty open carriage bore +them along with a noise of jolting ironmongery. They followed a long and +rather ugly boulevard, passed between some fields through which flowed a +stream, and began to ascend the slope. Madeleine, somewhat fatigued, had +dozed off beneath the penetrating caress of the sun, which warmed her +delightfully as she lay stretched back in the old carriage as though in +a bath of light and country air. + +Her husband awoke her, saying: "Look!" + +They had halted two-thirds of the way up the slope, at a spot famous for +the view, and to which all tourists drive. They overlooked the long and +broad valley through which the bright river flowed in sweeping curves. +It could be caught sight of in the distance, dotted with numerous +islands, and describing a wide sweep before flowing through Rouen. Then +the town appeared on the right bank, slightly veiled in the morning +mist, but with rays of sunlight falling on its roofs; its thousand squat +or pointed spires, light, fragile-looking, wrought like gigantic jewels; +its round or square towers topped with heraldic crowns; its belfries; +the numerous Gothic summits of its churches, overtopped by the sharp +spire of the cathedral, that surprising spike of bronze--strange, ugly, +and out of all proportion, the tallest in the world. Facing it, on the +other side of the river, rose the factory chimneys of the suburb of +Saint Serves--tall, round, and broadening at their summit. More numerous +than their sister spires, they reared even in the distant country, their +tall brick columns, and vomited into the blue sky their black and coaly +breath. Highest of all, as high as the second of the summits reared by +human labor, the pyramid of Cheops, almost level with its proud +companion the cathedral spire, the great steam-pump of La Foudre seemed +the queen of the busy, smoking factories, as the other was the queen of +the sacred edifices. Further on, beyond the workmen's town, stretched a +forest of pines, and the Seine, having passed between the two divisions +of the city, continued its way, skirting a tall rolling slope, wooded at +the summit, and showing here and there its bare bone of white stone. +Then the river disappeared on the horizon, after again describing a long +sweeping curve. Ships could be seen ascending and descending the stream, +towed by tugs as big as flies and belching forth thick smoke. Islands +were stretched along the water in a line, one close to the other, or +with wide intervals between them, like the unequal beads of a verdant +rosary. + +The driver waited until the travelers' ecstasies were over. He knew from +experience the duration of the admiration of all the breed of tourists. +But when he started again Duroy suddenly caught sight of two old people +advancing towards them some hundreds of yards further on, and jumped +out, exclaiming: "There they are. I recognize them." + +There were two country-folk, a man and a woman, walking with irregular +steps, rolling in their gait, and sometimes knocking their shoulders +together. The man was short and strongly built, high colored and +inclined to stoutness, but powerful, despite his years. The woman was +tall, spare, bent, careworn, the real hard-working country-woman who has +toiled afield from childhood, and has never had time to amuse herself, +while her husband has been joking and drinking with the customers. +Madeleine had also alighted from the carriage, and she watched these two +poor creatures coming towards them with a pain at her heart, a sadness +she had not anticipated. They had not recognized their son in this fine +gentleman and would never have guessed this handsome lady in the light +dress to be their daughter-in-law. They were walking on quickly and in +silence to meet their long-looked-for boy, without noticing these city +folk followed by their carriage. + +They passed by when George, who was laughing, cried out: "Good-day, +Daddy Duroy!" + +They both stopped short, amazed at first, then stupefied with surprise. +The old woman recovered herself first, and stammered, without advancing +a step: "Is't thou, boy?" + +The young fellow answered: "Yes, it is I, mother," and stepping up to +her, kissed her on both cheeks with a son's hearty smack. Then he rubbed +noses with his father, who had taken off his cap, a very tall, black +silk cap, made Rouen fashion, like those worn by cattle dealers. + +Then George said: "This is my wife," and the two country people looked +at Madeleine. They looked at her as one looks at a phenomenon, with an +uneasy fear, united in the father with a species of approving +satisfaction, in the mother with a kind of jealous enmity. + +The man, who was of a joyous nature and inspired by a loveliness born of +sweet cider and alcohol, grew bolder, and asked, with a twinkle in the +corner of his eyes: "I may kiss her all the same?" + +"Certainly," replied his son, and Madeleine, ill at ease, held out both +cheeks to the sounding smacks of the rustic, who then wiped his lips +with the back of his hand. The old woman, in her turn, kissed her +daughter-in-law with a hostile reserve. No, this was not the +daughter-in-law of her dreams; the plump, fresh housewife, rosy-cheeked +as an apple, and round as a brood mare. She looked like a hussy, the +fine lady with her furbelows and her musk. For the old girl all perfumes +were musk. + +They set out again, walking behind the carriage which bore the trunk of +the newly-wedded pair. The old fellow took his son by the arm, and +keeping him a little in the rear of the others, asked with interest: +"Well, how goes business, lad?" + +"Pretty fair." + +"So much the better. Has thy wife any money?" + +"Forty thousand francs," answered George. + +His father gave vent to an admiring whistle, and could only murmur, +"Dang it!" so overcome was he by the mention of the sum. Then he added, +in a tone of serious conviction: "Dang it all, she's a fine woman!" For +he found her to his taste, and he had passed for a good judge in his +day. + +Madeleine and her mother-in-law were walking side by side without +exchanging a word. The two men rejoined them. They reached the village, +a little roadside village formed of half-a-score houses on each side of +the highway, cottages and farm buildings, the former of brick and the +latter of clay, these covered with thatch and those with slates. Father +Duroy's tavern, "The Bellevue," a bit of a house consisting of a ground +floor and a garret, stood at the beginning of the village to the left. A +pine branch above the door indicated, in ancient fashion, that thirsty +folk could enter. + +The things were laid for lunch, in the common room of the tavern, on two +tables placed together and covered with two napkins. A neighbor, come in +to help to serve the lunch, bowed low on seeing such a fine lady appear; +and then, recognizing George, exclaimed: "Good Lord! is that the +youngster?" + +He replied gayly: "Yes, it is I, Mother Brulin," and kissed her as he +had kissed his father and mother. Then turning to his wife, he said: +"Come into our room and take your hat off." + +He ushered her through a door to the right into a cold-looking room with +tiled floor, white-washed walls, and a bed with white cotton curtains. A +crucifix above a holy-water stoup, and two colored pictures, one +representing Paul and Virginia under a blue palm tree, and the other +Napoleon the First on a yellow horse, were the only ornaments of this +clean and dispiriting apartment. + +As soon as they were alone he kissed Madeleine, saying: "Thanks, Made. I +am glad to see the old folks again. When one is in Paris one does not +think about it; but when one meets again, it gives one pleasure all the +same." + +But his father, thumbing the partition with his fist, cried out: "Come +along, come along, the soup is ready," and they had to sit down to +table. + +It was a long, countrified repast, with a succession of ill-assorted +dishes, a sausage after a leg of mutton, and an omelette after a +sausage. Father Duroy, excited by cider and some glasses of wine, turned +on the tap of his choicest jokes--those he reserved for great occasions +of festivity, smutty adventures that had happened, as he maintained, to +friends of his. George, who knew all these stories, laughed, +nevertheless, intoxicated by his native air, seized on by the innate +love of one's birthplace and of spots familiar from childhood, by all +the sensations and recollections once more renewed, by all the objects +of yore seen again once more; by trifles, such as the mark of a knife on +a door, a broken chair recalling some pretty event, the smell of the +soil, the breath of the neighboring forest, the odors of the dwelling, +the gutter, the dunghill. + +Mother Duroy did not speak, but remained sad and grim, watching her +daughter-in-law out of the corner of her eye, with hatred awakened in +her heart--the hatred of an old toiler, an old rustic with fingers worn +and limbs bent by hard work--for the city madame, who inspired her with +the repulsion of an accursed creature, an impure being, created for +idleness and sin. She kept getting up every moment to fetch the dishes +or fill the glasses with cider, sharp and yellow from the decanter, or +sweet, red, and frothing from the bottles, the corks of which popped +like those of ginger beer. + +Madeleine scarcely ate or spoke. She wore her wonted smile upon her +lips, but it was a sad and resigned one. She was downcast. Why? She had +wanted to come. She had not been unaware that she was going among +country folk--poor country folk. What had she fancied them to be--she, +who did not usually dream? Did she know herself? Do not women always +hope for something that is not? Had she fancied them more poetical? No; +but perhaps better informed, more noble, more affectionate, more +ornamental. Yet she did not want them high-bred, like those in novels. +Whence came it, then, that they shocked her by a thousand trifling, +imperceptible details, by a thousand indefinable coarsenesses, by their +very nature as rustics, by their words, their gestures, and their mirth? +She recalled her own mother, of whom she never spoke to anyone--a +governess, brought up at Saint Denis--seduced, and died from poverty and +grief when she, Madeleine, was twelve years old. An unknown hand had had +her brought up. Her father, no doubt. Who was he? She did not exactly +know, although she had vague suspicions. + +The lunch still dragged on. Customers were now coming in and shaking +hands with the father, uttering exclamations of wonderment on seeing his +son, and slyly winking as they scanned the young wife out of the corner +of their eye, which was as much as to say: "Hang it all, she's not a +duffer, George Duroy's wife." Others, less intimate, sat down at the +wooden tables, calling for "A pot," "A jugful," "Two brandies," "A +raspail," and began to play at dominoes, noisily rattling the little +bits of black and white bone. Mother Duroy kept passing to and fro, +serving the customers, with her melancholy air, taking money, and wiping +the tables with the corner of her blue apron. + +The smoke of clay pipes and sou cigars filled the room. Madeleine began +to cough, and said: "Suppose we go out; I cannot stand it." + +They had not quite finished, and old Duroy was annoyed at this. Then she +got up and went and sat on a chair outside the door, while her +father-in-law and her husband were finishing their coffee and their nip +of brandy. + +George soon rejoined her. "Shall we stroll down as far as the Seine?" +said he. + +She consented with pleasure, saying: "Oh, yes; let us go." + +They descended the slope, hired a boat at Croisset, and passed the rest +of the afternoon drowsily moored under the willows alongside an island, +soothed to slumber by the soft spring weather, and rocked by the +wavelets of the river. Then they went back at nightfall. + +The evening's repast, eaten by the light of a tallow candle, was still +more painful for Madeleine than that of the morning. Father Duroy, who +was half drunk, no longer spoke. The mother maintained her dogged +manner. The wretched light cast upon the gray walls the shadows of heads +with enormous noses and exaggerated movements. A great hand was seen to +raise a pitchfork to a mouth opening like a dragon's maw whenever any +one of them, turning a little, presented a profile to the yellow, +flickering flame. + +As soon as dinner was over, Madeleine drew her husband out of the house, +in order not to stay in this gloomy room, always reeking with an acrid +smell of old pipes and spilt liquor. As soon as they were outside, he +said: "You are tired of it already." + +She began to protest, but he stopped her, saying: "No, I saw it very +plainly. If you like, we will leave to-morrow." + +"Very well," she murmured. + +They strolled gently onward. It was a mild night, the deep, +all-embracing shadow of which seemed filled with faint murmurings, +rustlings, and breathings. They had entered a narrow path, overshadowed +by tall trees, and running between two belts of underwood of +impenetrable blackness. + +"Where are we?" asked she. + +"In the forest," he replied. + +"Is it a large one?" + +"Very large; one of the largest in France." + +An odor of earth, trees, and moss--that fresh yet old scent of the +woods, made up of the sap of bursting buds and the dead and moldering +foliage of the thickets, seemed to linger in the path. Raising her head, +Madeleine could see the stars through the tree-tops; and although no +breeze stirred the boughs, she could yet feel around her the vague +quivering of this ocean of leaves. A strange thrill shot through her +soul and fleeted across her skin--a strange pain gripped her at the +heart. Why, she did not understand. But it seemed to her that she was +lost, engulfed, surrounded by perils, abandoned by everyone; alone, +alone in the world beneath this living vault quivering there above her. + +She murmured: "I am rather frightened. I should like to go back." + +"Well, let us do so." + +"And--we will leave for Paris to-morrow?" + +"Yes, to-morrow." + +"To-morrow morning?" + +"To-morrow morning, if you like." + +They returned home. The old folks had gone to bed. She slept badly, +continually aroused by all the country sounds so new to her--the cry of +the screech owl, the grunting of a pig in a sty adjoining the house, and +the noise of a cock who kept on crowing from midnight. She was up and +ready to start at daybreak. + +When George announced to his parents that he was going back they were +both astonished; then they understood the origin of his wish. + +The father merely said: "Shall I see you again soon?" + +"Yes, in the course of the summer." + +"So much the better." + +The old woman growled: "I hope you won't regret what you have done." + +He left them two hundred francs as a present to assuage their +discontent, and the carriage, which a boy had been sent in quest of, +having made its appearance at about ten o'clock, the newly-married +couple embraced the old country folk and started off once more. + +As they were descending the hill Duroy began to laugh. + + +"There," he said, "I had warned you. I ought not to have introduced you +to Monsieur and Madame du Roy de Cantel, Senior." + +She began to laugh, too, and replied: "I am delighted now. They are good +folk, whom I am beginning to like very well. I will send them some +presents from Paris." Then she murmured: "Du Roy de Cantel, you will +see that no one will be astonished at the terms of the notification of +our marriage. We will say that we have been staying for a week with your +parents on their estate." And bending towards him she kissed the tip of +his moustache, saying: "Good morning, George." + +He replied: "Good morning, Made," as he passed an arm around her waist. + +In the valley below they could see the broad river like a ribbon of +silver unrolled beneath the morning sun, the factory chimneys belching +forth their clouds of smoke into the sky, and the pointed spires rising +above the old town. + + + + +X + + +The Du Roys had been back in Paris a couple of days, and the journalist +had taken up his old work pending the moment when he should definitely +assume Forestier's duties, and give himself wholly up to politics. He +was going home that evening to his predecessor's abode to dinner, with a +light heart and a keen desire to embrace his wife, whose physical +attractions and imperceptible domination exercised a powerful impulse +over him. Passing by a florist's at the bottom of the Rue Notre Dame de +Lorette, he was struck by the notion of buying a bouquet for Madeleine, +and chose a large bunch of half-open roses, a very bundle of perfumed +buds. + +At each story of his new staircase he eyed himself complacently in the +mirrors, the sight of which continually recalled to him his first visit +to the house. He rang the bell, having forgotten his key, and the same +man-servant, whom he had also kept on by his wife's advice, opened the +door. + +"Has your mistress come home?" asked George. + +"Yes, sir." + +But on passing through the dining-room he was greatly surprised to find +the table laid for three, and the hangings of the drawing-room door +being looped up, saw Madeleine arranging in a vase on the mantelpiece a +bunch of roses exactly similar to his own. He was vexed and displeased; +it was as though he had been robbed of his idea, his mark of attention, +and all the pleasure he anticipated from it. + +"You have invited some one to dinner, then?" he inquired, as he entered +the room. + +She answered without turning round, and while continuing to arrange the +flowers: "Yes, and no. It is my old friend, the Count de Vaudrec, who +has been accustomed to dine here every Monday, and who has come as +usual." + +George murmured: "Ah! very good." + +He remained standing behind her, bouquet in hand, with a longing to hide +it or throw it away. He said, however: "I have brought you some roses." + +She turned round suddenly, smiling, and exclaimed: "Ah! how nice of you +to have thought of that." + +And she held out her arms and lips to him with an outburst of joy so +real that he felt consoled. She took the flowers, smelt them, and with +the liveliness of a delighted child, placed them in the vase that +remained empty opposite the other. Then she murmured, as she viewed the +result: "How glad I am. My mantelpiece is furnished now." She added +almost immediately, in a tone of conviction: "You know Vaudrec is +awfully nice; you will be friends with him at once." + +A ring announced the Count. He entered quietly, and quite at his ease, +as though at home. After having gallantly kissed the young wife's +fingers, he turned to the husband and cordially held out his hand, +saying: "How goes it, my dear Du Roy?" + +It was no longer his former stiff and starched bearing, but an affable +one, showing that the situation was no longer the same. The journalist, +surprised, strove to make himself agreeable in response to these +advances. It might have been believed within five minutes that they had +known and loved one another for ten years past. + +Then Madeleine, whose face was radiant, said: "I will leave you +together, I must give a look to my dinner." And she went out, followed +by a glance from both men. When she returned she found them talking +theatricals apropos of a new piece, and so thoroughly of the same +opinion that a species of rapid friendship awoke in their eyes at the +discovery of this absolute identity of ideas. + +The dinner was delightful, so intimate and cordial, and the Count stayed +on quite late, so comfortable did he feel in this nice little new +household. + +As soon as he had left Madeleine said to her husband: "Is he not +perfect? He gains in every way by being known. He is a true +friend--safe, devoted, faithful. Ah, without him--" + +She did not finish the sentence, and George replied: "Yes, I find him +very agreeable. I think that we shall get on very well together." + +She resumed: "You do not know, but we have some work to do together +before going to bed. I had not time to speak to you about it before +dinner, because Vaudrec came in at once. I have had some important news, +news from Morocco. It was Laroche-Mathieu, the deputy, the future +minister, who brought it to me. We must work up an important article, a +sensational one. I have the facts and figures. We will set to work at +once. Bring the lamp." + +He took it, and they passed into the study. The same books were ranged +in the bookcase, which now bore on its summit the three vases bought at +the Golfe Juan by Forestier on the eve of his death. Under the table the +dead man's mat awaited the feet of Du Roy, who, on sitting down, took up +an ivory penholder slightly gnawed at the end by the other's teeth. +Madeleine leant against the mantelpiece, and having lit a cigarette +related her news, and then explained her notions and the plan of the +article she meditated. He listened attentively, scribbling notes as he +did so, and when she had finished, raised objections, took up the +question again, enlarged its bearing, and sketched in turn, not the plan +of an article, but of a campaign against the existing Ministry. This +attack would be its commencement. His wife had left off smoking, so +strongly was her interest aroused, so vast was the vision that opened +before her as she followed out George's train of thought. + +She murmured, from time to time: "Yes, yes; that is very good. That is +capital. That is very clever." + +And when he had finished speaking in turn, she said: "Now let us write." + +But he always found it hard to make a start, and with difficulty sought +his expressions. Then she came gently, and, leaning over his shoulder, +began to whisper sentences in his ear. From time to time she would +hesitate, and ask: "Is that what you want to say?" + +He answered: "Yes, exactly." + +She had piercing shafts, the poisoned shafts of a woman, to wound the +head of the Cabinet, and she blended jests about his face with others +respecting his policy in a curious fashion, that made one laugh, and, at +the same time, impressed one by their truth of observation. + +Du Roy from time to time added a few lines which widened and +strengthened the range of attack. He understood, too, the art of +perfidious insinuation, which he had learned in sharpening up his +"Echoes"; and when a fact put forward as certain by Madeleine appeared +doubtful or compromising, he excelled in allowing it to be divined and +in impressing it upon the mind more strongly than if he had affirmed it. +When their article was finished, George read it aloud. They both thought +it excellent, and smiled, delighted and surprised, as if they had just +mutually revealed themselves to one another. They gazed into the depths +of one another's eyes with yearnings of love and admiration, and they +embraced one another with an ardor communicated from their minds to +their bodies. + +Du Roy took up the lamp again. "And now to bye-bye," said he, with a + +kindling glance. + +She replied: "Go first, sir, since you light the way." + +He went first, and she followed him into their bedroom, tickling his +neck to make him go quicker, for he could not stand that. + +The article appeared with the signature of George Duroy de Cantel, and +caused a great sensation. There was an excitement about it in the +Chamber. Daddy Walter congratulated the author, and entrusted him with +the political editorship of the _Vie Francaise_. The "Echoes" fell again +to Boisrenard. + +Then there began in the paper a violent and cleverly conducted campaign +against the Ministry. The attack, now ironical, now serious, now +jesting, and now virulent, but always skillful and based on facts, was +delivered with a certitude and continuity which astonished everyone. +Other papers continually cited the _Vie Francaise_, taking whole +passages from it, and those in office asked themselves whether they +could not gag this unknown and inveterate foe with the gift of a +prefecture. + +Du Roy became a political celebrity. He felt his influence increasing by +the pressure of hands and the lifting of hats. His wife, too, filled him +with stupefaction and admiration by the ingenuity of her mind, the value +of her information, and the number of her acquaintances. Continually he +would find in his drawing-room, on returning home, a senator, a deputy, +a magistrate, a general, who treated Madeleine as an old friend, with +serious familiarity. Where had she met all these people? In society, so +she said. But how had she been able to gain their confidence and their +affection? He could not understand it. + +"She would make a terrible diplomatist," he thought. + +She often came in late at meal times, out of breath, flushed, quivering, +and before even taking off her veil would say: "I have something good +to-day. Fancy, the Minister of Justice has just appointed two +magistrates who formed a part of the mixed commission. We will give him +a dose he will not forget in a hurry." + +And they would give the minister a dose, and another the next day, and +a third the day after. The deputy, Laroche-Mathieu, who dined at the Rue +Fontaine every Tuesday, after the Count de Vaudrec, who began the week, +would shake the hands of husband and wife with demonstrations of extreme +joy. He never ceased repeating: "By Jove, what a campaign! If we don't +succeed after all?" + +He hoped, indeed, to succeed in getting hold of the portfolio of foreign +affairs, which he had had in view for a long time. + +He was one of those many-faced politicians, without strong convictions, +without great abilities, without boldness, and without any depth of +knowledge, a provincial barrister, a local dandy, preserving a cunning +balance between all parties, a species of Republican Jesuit and Liberal +mushroom of uncertain character, such as spring up by hundreds on the +popular dunghill of universal suffrage. His village machiavelism caused +him to be reckoned able among his colleagues, among all the adventurers +and abortions who are made deputies. He was sufficiently well-dressed, +correct, familiar, and amiable to succeed. He had his successes in +society, in the mixed, perturbed, and somewhat rough society of the high +functionaries of the day. It was said everywhere of him: "Laroche will +be a minister," and he believed more firmly than anyone else that he +would be. He was one of the chief shareholders in Daddy Walter's paper, +and his colleague and partner in many financial schemes. + +Du Roy backed him up with confidence and with vague hopes as to the +future. He was, besides, only continuing the work begun by Forestier, to +whom Laroche-Mathieu had promised the Cross of the Legion of Honor when +the day of triumph should come. The decoration would adorn the breast of +Madeleine's second husband, that was all. Nothing was changed in the +main. + +It was seen so well that nothing was changed that Du Roy's comrades +organized a joke against him, at which he was beginning to grow angry. +They no longer called him anything but Forestier. As soon as he entered +the office some one would call out: "I say, Forestier." + +He would pretend not to hear, and would look for the letters in his +pigeon-holes. The voice would resume in louder tones, "Hi! Forestier." +Some stifled laughs would be heard, and as Du Roy was entering the +manager's room, the comrade who had called out would stop him, saying: +"Oh, I beg your pardon, it is you I want to speak to. It is stupid, but +I am always mixing you up with poor Charles. It is because your articles +are so infernally like his. Everyone is taken in by them." + +Du Roy would not answer, but he was inwardly furious, and a sullen wrath +sprang up in him against the dead man. Daddy Walter himself had +declared, when astonishment was expressed at the flagrant similarity in +style and inspiration between the leaders of the new political editor +and his predecessor: "Yes, it is Forestier, but a fuller, stronger, more +manly Forestier." + +Another time Du Roy, opening by chance the cupboard in which the cup and +balls were kept, had found all those of his predecessor with crape round +the handles, and his own, the one he had made use of when he practiced +under the direction of Saint-Potin, ornamented with a pink ribbon. All +had been arranged on the same shelf according to size, and a card like +those in museums bore the inscription: "The Forestier-Du Roy (late +Forestier and Co.) Collection." He quietly closed the cupboard, saying, +in tones loud enough to be heard: "There are fools and envious people +everywhere." + +But he was wounded in his pride, wounded in his vanity, that touchy +pride and vanity of the writer, which produce the nervous susceptibility +ever on the alert, equally in the reporter and the genial poet. The word +"Forestier" made his ears tingle. He dreaded to hear it, and felt +himself redden when he did so. This name was to him a biting jest, more +than a jest, almost an insult. It said to him: "It is your wife who does +your work, as she did that of the other. You would be nothing without +her." + + +He admitted that Forestier would have been no one without Madeleine; but +as to himself, come now! + +Then, at home, the haunting impression continued. It was the whole place +now that recalled the dead man to him, the whole of the furniture, the +whole of the knicknacks, everything he laid hands on. He had scarcely +thought of this at the outset, but the joke devised by his comrades had +caused a kind of mental wound, which a number of trifles, unnoticed up +to the present, now served to envenom. He could not take up anything +without at once fancying he saw the hand of Charles upon it. He only +looked at it and made use of things the latter had made use of formerly; +things that he had purchased, liked, and enjoyed. And George began even +to grow irritated at the thought of the bygone relations between his +friend and his wife. He was sometimes astonished at this revolt of his +heart, which he did not understand, and said to himself, "How the deuce +is it? I am not jealous of Madeleine's friends. I am never uneasy about +what she is up to. She goes in and out as she chooses, and yet the +recollection of that brute of a Charles puts me in a rage." He added, +"At the bottom, he was only an idiot, and it is that, no doubt, that +wounds me. I am vexed that Madeleine could have married such a fool." +And he kept continually repeating, "How is it that she could have +stomached such a donkey for a single moment?" + +His rancor was daily increased by a thousand insignificant details, +which stung him like pin pricks, by the incessant reminders of the other +arising out of a word from Madeleine, from the man-servant, from the +waiting-maid. + +One evening Du Roy, who liked sweet dishes, said, "How is it we never +have sweets at dinner?" + +His wife replied, cheerfully, "That is quite true. I never think about +them. It is all through Charles, who hated--" + +He cut her short in a fit of impatience he was unable to control, +exclaiming, "Hang it all! I am sick of Charles. It is always Charles +here and Charles there, Charles liked this and Charles liked that. Since +Charles is dead, for goodness sake leave him in peace." + +Madeleine looked at her husband in amazement, without being able to +understand his sudden anger. Then, as she was sharp, she guessed what +was going on within him; this slow working of posthumous jealousy, +swollen every moment by all that recalled the other. She thought it +puerile, may be, but was flattered by it, and did not reply. + +He was vexed with himself at this irritation, which he had not been +able to conceal. As they were writing after dinner an article for the +next day, his feet got entangled in the foot mat. He kicked it aside, +and said with a laugh: + +"Charles was always chilly about the feet, I suppose?" + +She replied, also laughing: "Oh! he lived in mortal fear of catching +cold; his chest was very weak." + +Du Roy replied grimly: "He has given us a proof of that." Then kissing +his wife's hand, he added gallantly: "Luckily for me." + +But on going to bed, still haunted by the same idea, he asked: "Did +Charles wear nightcaps for fear of the draughts?" + +She entered into the joke, and replied: "No; only a silk handkerchief +tied round his head." + +George shrugged his shoulders, and observed, with contempt, "What a +baby." + +From that time forward Charles became for him an object of continual +conversation. He dragged him in on all possible occasions, speaking of +him as "Poor Charles," with an air of infinite pity. When he returned +home from the office, where he had been accosted twice or thrice as +Forestier, he avenged himself by bitter railleries against the dead man +in his tomb. He recalled his defects, his absurdities, his littleness, +enumerating them with enjoyment, developing and augmenting them as +though he had wished to combat the influence of a dreaded rival over the +heart of his wife. He would say, "I say, Made, do you remember the day +when that duffer Forestier tried to prove to us that stout men were +stronger than spare ones?" + +Then he sought to learn a number of private and secret details +respecting the departed, which his wife, ill at ease, refused to tell +him. But he obstinately persisted, saying, "Come, now, tell me all about +it. He must have been very comical at such a time?" + +She murmured, "Oh! do leave him alone." + +But he went on, "No, but tell me now, he must have been a duffer to +sleep with?" And he always wound up with, "What a donkey he was." + +One evening, towards the end of June, as he was smoking a cigarette at +the window, the fineness of the evening inspired him with a wish for a +drive, and he said, "Made, shall we go as far as the Bois de Boulogne?" + +"Certainly." + +They took an open carriage and drove up the Champs Elysées, and then +along the main avenue of the Bois de Boulogne. It was a breezeless +night, one of those stifling nights when the overheated air of Paris +fills the chest like the breath of a furnace. A host of carriages bore +along beneath the trees a whole population of lovers. They came one +behind the other in an unbroken line. George and Madeleine amused +themselves with watching all these couples, the woman in summer toilet +and the man darkly outlined beside her. It was a huge flood of lovers +towards the Bois, beneath the starry and heated sky. No sound was heard + +save the dull rumble of wheels. They kept passing by, two by two in each +vehicle, leaning back on the seat, silent, clasped one against the +other, lost in dreams of desire, quivering with the anticipation of +coming caresses. The warm shadow seemed full of kisses. A sense of +spreading lust rendered the air heavier and more suffocating. All the +couples, intoxicated with the same idea, the same ardor, shed a fever +about them. + +George and Madeleine felt the contagion. They clasped hands without a +word, oppressed by the heaviness of the atmosphere and the emotion that +assailed them. As they reached the turning which follows the line of the +fortification, they kissed one another, and she stammered somewhat +confusedly, "We are as great babies as on the way to Rouen." + +The great flood of vehicles divided at the entrance of the wood. On the +road to the lake, which the young couple were following, they were now +thinner, but the dark shadow of the trees, the air freshened by the +leaves and by the dampness arising from the streamlets that could be +heard flowing beneath them, and the coolness of the vast nocturnal vault +bedecked with stars, gave to the kisses of the perambulating pairs a +more penetrating charm. + +George murmured, "Dear little Made," as he pressed her to him. + +"Do you remember the forest close to your home, how gloomy it was?" said +she. "It seemed to me that it was full of horrible creatures, and that +there was no end to it, while here it is delightful. One feels caresses +in the breeze, and I know that Sevres lies on the other side of the +wood." + +He replied, "Oh! in the forest at home there was nothing but deer, +foxes, and wild boars, and here and there the hut of a forester." + +This word, akin to the dead man's name, issuing from his mouth, +surprised him just as if some one had shouted it out to him from the +depths of a thicket, and he became suddenly silent, assailed anew by +the strange and persistent uneasiness, and gnawing, invincible, jealous +irritation that had been spoiling his existence for some time past. +After a minute or so, he asked: "Did you ever come here like this of an +evening with Charles?" + +"Yes, often," she answered. + +And all of a sudden he was seized with a wish to return home, a nervous +desire that gripped him at the heart. But the image of Forestier had +returned to his mind and possessed and laid hold of him. He could no +longer speak or think of anything else and said in a spiteful tone, "I +say, Made?" + +"Yes, dear." + +"Did you ever cuckold poor Charles?" + +She murmured disdainfully, "How stupid you are with your stock joke." + +But he would not abandon the idea. + +"Come, Made, dear, be frank and acknowledge it. You cuckolded him, eh? +Come, admit that you cuckolded him?" + +She was silent, shocked as all women are by this expression. + +He went on obstinately, "Hang it all, if ever anyone had the head for a +cuckold it was he. Oh! yes. It would please me to know that he was one. +What a fine head for horns." He felt that she was smiling at some +recollection, perhaps, and persisted, saying, "Come out with it. What +does it matter? It would be very comical to admit that you had deceived +him, to me." + +He was indeed quivering with hope and desire that Charles, the hateful +Charles, the detested dead, had borne this shameful ridicule. And +yet--yet--another emotion, less definite. "My dear little Made, tell me, +I beg of you. He deserved it. You would have been wrong not to have +given him a pair of horns. Come, Made, confess." + +She now, no doubt, found this persistence amusing, for she was laughing +a series of short, jerky laughs. + +He had put his lips close to his wife's ear and whispered: "Come, come, +confess." + +She jerked herself away, and said, abruptly: "You are crazy. As if one +answered such questions." + +She said this in so singular a tone that a cold shiver ran through her +husband's veins, and he remained dumbfounded, scared, almost breathless, +as though from some mental shock. + +The carriage was now passing along the lake, on which the sky seemed to +have scattered its stars. Two swans, vaguely outlined, were swimming +slowly, scarcely visible in the shadow. George called out to the driver: +"Turn back!" and the carriage returned, meeting the others going at a +walk, with their lanterns gleaming like eyes in the night. + +What a strange manner in which she had said it. Was it a confession? Du +Roy kept asking himself. And the almost certainty that she had deceived +her first husband now drove him wild with rage. He longed to beat her, +to strangle her, to tear her hair out. Oh, if she had only replied: "But +darling, if I had deceived him, it would have been with yourself," how +he would have kissed, clasped, worshiped her. + +He sat still, his arms crossed, his eyes turned skyward, his mind too +agitated to think as yet. He only felt within him the rancor fermenting +and the anger swelling which lurk at the heart of all mankind in +presence of the caprices of feminine desire. He felt for the first time +that vague anguish of the husband who suspects. He was jealous at last, +jealous on behalf of the dead, jealous on Forestier's account, jealous +in a strange and poignant fashion, into which there suddenly entered a +hatred of Madeleine. Since she had deceived the other, how could he have +confidence in her himself? Then by degrees his mind became calmer, and +bearing up against his pain, he thought: "All women are prostitutes. We +must make use of them, and not give them anything of ourselves." The +bitterness in his heart rose to his lips in words of contempt and +disgust. He repeated to himself: "The victory in this world is to the +strong. One must be strong. One must be above all prejudices." + +The carriage was going faster. It repassed the fortifications. Du Roy +saw before him a reddish light in the sky like the glow of an immense +forge, and heard a vast, confused, continuous rumor, made up of +countless different sounds, the breath of Paris panting this summer +night like an exhausted giant. + +George reflected: "I should be very stupid to fret about it. Everyone +for himself. Fortune favors the bold. Egotism is everything. Egotism as +regards ambition and fortune is better than egotism as regards woman and +love." + +The Arc de Triomphe appeared at the entrance to the city on its two tall +supports like a species of shapeless giant ready to start off and march +down the broad avenue open before him. George and Madeleine found +themselves once more in the stream of carriages bearing homeward and +bedwards the same silent and interlaced couples. It seemed that the +whole of humanity was passing by intoxicated with joy, pleasure, and +happiness. The young wife, who had divined something of what was passing +through her husband's mind, said, in her soft voice: "What are you +thinking of, dear? You have not said a word for the last half hour." + +He answered, sneeringly: "I was thinking of all these fools cuddling one +another, and saying to myself that there is something else to do in +life." + +She murmured: "Yes, but it is nice sometimes." + +"It is nice--when one has nothing better to do." + +George's thoughts were still hard at it, stripping life of its poesy in +a kind of spiteful anger. "I should be very foolish to trouble myself, +to deprive myself of anything whatever, to worry as I have done for some +time past." Forestier's image crossed his mind without causing any +irritation. It seemed to him that they had just been reconciled, that +they had become friends again. He wanted to cry out: "Good evening, old +fellow." + +Madeleine, to whom this silence was irksome, said: "Suppose we have an +ice at Tortoni's before we go in." + +He glanced at her sideways. Her fine profile was lit up by the bright +light from the row of gas jets of a café. He thought, "She is pretty. +Well, so much the better. Jack is as good as his master, my dear. But if +ever they catch me worrying again about you, it will be hot at the North +Pole." Then he replied aloud: "Certainly, my dear," and in order that +she should not guess anything, he kissed her. + +It seemed to the young wife that her husband's lips were frozen. He +smiled, however, with his wonted smile, as he gave her his hand to +alight in front of the café. + + + + +XI + + +On reaching the office next day, Du Roy sought out Boisrenard. + +"My dear fellow," said he, "I have a service to ask of you. It has been +thought funny for some time past to call me Forestier. I begin to find +it very stupid. Will you have the kindness to quietly let our friends +know that I will smack the face of the first that starts the joke again? +It will be for them to reflect whether it is worth risking a sword +thrust for. I address myself to you because you are a calm-minded +fellow, who can hinder matters from coming to painful extremities, and +also because you were my second." + +Boisrenard undertook the commission. Du Roy went out on business, and +returned an hour later. No one called him Forestier. + +When he reached home he heard ladies' voices in the drawing-room, and +asked, "Who is there?" + +"Madame Walter and Madame de Marelle," replied the servant. + +His heart beat fast for a moment, and then he said to himself, "Well, +let's see," and opened the door. + +Clotilde was beside the fireplace, full in a ray of light from the +window. It seemed to George that she grew slightly paler on perceiving +him. Having first bowed to Madame Walter and her two daughters, seated +like two sentinels on each side of their mother, he turned towards his +late mistress. She held out her hand, and he took it and pressed it +meaningly, as though to say, "I still love you." She responded to this +pressure. + +He inquired: "How have you been during the century that has elapsed +since our last meeting?" + +She replied with perfect ease: "Quite well; and you, Pretty-boy?" and +turning to Madeleine, added: "You will allow me to call him Pretty-boy +still?" + +"Certainly, dear; I will allow whatever you please." + +A shade of irony seemed hidden in these words. + +Madame Walter spoke of an entertainment that was going to be given by + +Jacques Rival at his residence, a grand assault-at-arms, at which ladies +of fashion were to be present, saying: "It will be very interesting. But +I am so vexed we have no one to take us there, my husband being obliged +to be away at that time." + +Du Roy at once offered his services. She accepted, saying: "My daughters +and I will be very much obliged to you." + +He looked at the younger daughter, and thought: "She is not at all bad +looking, this little Susan; not at all." She resembled a fair, fragile + +doll, too short but slender, with a small waist and fairly developed +hips and bust, a face like a miniature, grayish-blue, enamel-like eyes, +which seemed shaded by a careful yet fanciful painter, a polished, +colorless skin, too white and too smooth, and fluffy, curly hair, in a +charming aureola, like, indeed the hair of the pretty and expensive +dolls we see in the arms of children much smaller than their plaything. + +The elder sister, Rose, was ugly, dull-looking, and insignificant; one +of those girls whom you do not notice, do not speak to, and do not talk +about. + +The mother rose, and, turning to George, said: + +"Then I may reckon upon you for next Thursday, two o'clock?" + +"You may reckon upon me, madame," he replied. + +As soon as she had taken her departure, Madame de Marelle rose in turn, +saying: "Good afternoon, Pretty-boy." + +It was she who then clasped his hand firmly and for some time, and he +felt moved by this silent avowal, struck again with a sudden caprice for +this good-natured little, respectable Bohemian of a woman, who really +loved him, perhaps. + +As soon as he was alone with his wife, Madeleine broke out into a laugh, +a frank, gay laugh, and, looking him fair in the face, said, "You know +that Madame Walter is smitten with you." + +"Nonsense," he answered, incredulously. + +"It is so, I tell you; she spoke to me about you with wild enthusiasm. +It is strange on her part. She would like to find two husbands such as +you for her daughters. Fortunately, as regards her such things are of no +moment." + +He did not understand what she meant, and inquired, "How of no moment?" + +She replied with the conviction of a woman certain of the soundness of +her judgment, "Oh! Madame Walter is one of those who have never even had +a whisper about them, never, you know, never. She is unassailable in +every respect. Her husband you know as well as I do. But with her it is +quite another thing. She has suffered enough through marrying a Jew, but +she has remained faithful to him. She is an honest woman." + +Du Roy was surprised. "I thought her a Jewess, too," said he. + +"She, not at all. She is a lady patroness of all the good works of the +Church of Madeleine. Her marriage, even, was celebrated religiously. I +do not know whether there was a dummy baptism as regards the governor, +or whether the Church winked at it." + +George murmured: "Ah! so she fancied me." + +"Positively and thoroughly. If you were not bespoken, I should advise +you to ask for the hand of--Susan, eh? rather than that of Rose." + +He replied, twisting his moustache: "Hum; their mother is not yet out of +date." + +Madeleine, somewhat out of patience, answered: + +"Their mother! I wish you may get her, dear. But I am not alarmed on +that score. It is not at her age that a woman is guilty of a first +fault. One must set about it earlier." + +George was reflecting: "If it were true, though, that I could have +married Susan." Then he shrugged his shoulders. "Bah! it is absurd. As +if her father would have ever have accepted me as a suitor." + +He promised himself, though, to keep a more careful watch in the future +over Madame Walter's bearing towards him, without asking whether he +might ever derive any advantage from this. All the evening he was +haunted by the recollection of his love passages with Clotilde, +recollections at once tender and sensual. He recalled her drolleries, +her pretty ways, and their adventures together. He repeated to himself, +"She is really very charming. Yes, I will go and see her to-morrow." + +As soon as he had lunched the next morning he indeed set out for the +Rue de Verneuil. The same servant opened the door, and with the +familiarity of servants of the middle-class, asked: "Are you quite well, +sir?" + +"Yes, thanks, my girl," he replied, and entered the drawing-room, in +which an unskilled hand could be heard practicing scales on the piano. +It was Laurine. He thought that she would throw her arms round his neck. +But she rose gravely, bowed ceremoniously like a grown-up person, and +withdrew with dignity. She had so much the bearing of an insulted woman +that he remained in surprise. Her mother came in, and he took and kissed +her hands. + +"How I have thought of you," said he. + +"And I," she replied. + +They sat down and smiled at one another, looking into each other's eyes +with a longing to kiss. + +"My dear little Clo, I do love you." + +"I love you, too." + +"Then--then--you have not been so very angry with me?" + +"Yes, and no. It hurt me a great deal, but I understood your reasons, +and said to myself, 'He will come back to me some fine day or other.'" + +"I dared not come back. I asked myself how I should be received. I did +not dare, but I dearly wanted to. By the way, tell me what is the matter +with Laurine. She scarcely said good-morning to me, and went out looking +furious." + +"I do not know. But we cannot speak of you to her since your marriage. I +really believe she is jealous." + +"Nonsense." + +"It is so, dear. She no longer calls you Pretty-boy, but Monsieur +Forestier." + +Du Roy reddened, and then drawing close to her said: + +"Kiss me." + +She did so. + +"Where can we meet again?" said he. + +"Rue de Constantinople." + +"Ah! the rooms are not let, then?" + +"No, I kept them on." + +"You kept them on?" + +"Yes, I thought you would come back again." + +A gush of joyful pride swelled his bosom. She loved him then, this +woman, with a real, deep, constant love. + +He murmured, "I love you," and then inquired, "Is your husband quite +well?" + +"Yes, very well. He has been spending a month at home, and was off again +the day before yesterday." + +Du Roy could not help laughing. "How lucky," said he. + +She replied simply: "Yes, it is very lucky. But, all the same, he is not +troublesome when he is here. You know that." + +"That is true. Besides, he is a very nice fellow." + +"And you," she asked, "how do you like your new life?" + +"Not much one way or the other. My wife is a companion, a partner." + +"Nothing more?" + +"Nothing more. As to the heart--" + +"I understand. She is pretty, though." + +"Yes, but I do not put myself out about her." + +He drew closer to Clotilde, and whispered. "When shall we see one +another again?" + +"To-morrow, if you like." + +"Yes, to-morrow at two o'clock." + +"Two o'clock." + +He rose to take leave, and then stammered, with some embarrassment: "You +know I shall take on the rooms in the Rue de Constantinople myself. I +mean it. A nice thing for the rent to be paid by you." + +It was she who kissed his hands adoringly, murmuring: "Do as you like. +It is enough for me to have kept them for us to meet again there." + +Du Roy went away, his soul filled with satisfaction. As he passed by a +photographer's, the portrait of a tall woman with large eyes reminded +him of Madame Walter. "All the same," he said to himself, "she must be +still worth looking at. How is it that I never noticed it? I want to see +how she will receive me on Thursday?" + +He rubbed his hands as he walked along with secret pleasure, the +pleasure of success in every shape, the egotistical joy of the clever +man who is successful, the subtle pleasure made up of flattered vanity +and satisfied sensuality conferred by woman's affection. + +On the Thursday he said to Madeleine: "Are you not coming to the +assault-at-arms at Rival's?" + +"No. It would not interest me. I shall go to the Chamber of Deputies." + +He went to call for Madame Walter in an open landau, for the weather was +delightful. He experienced a surprise on seeing her, so handsome and +young-looking did he find her. She wore a light-colored dress, the +somewhat open bodice of which allowed the fullness of her bosom to be +divined beneath the blonde lace. She had never seemed to him so +well-looking. He thought her really desirable. She wore her calm and +ladylike manner, a certain matronly bearing that caused her to pass +almost unnoticed before the eyes of gallants. She scarcely spoke +besides, save on well-known, suitable, and respectable topics, her ideas +being proper, methodical, well ordered, and void of all extravagance. + +Her daughter, Susan, in pink, looked like a newly-varnished Watteau, +while her elder sister seemed the governess entrusted with the care of +this pretty doll of a girl. + +Before Rival's door a line of carriages were drawn up. Du Roy offered +Madame Walter his arm, and they went in. + +The assault-at-arms was given under the patronage of the wives of all +the senators and deputies connected with the _Vie Francaise_, for the +benefit of the orphans of the Sixth Arrondissement of Paris. Madame +Walter had promised to come with her daughters, while refusing the +position of lady patroness, for she only aided with her name works +undertaken by the clergy. Not that she was very devout, but her marriage +with a Jew obliged her, in her own opinion, to observe a certain +religious attitude, and the gathering organized by the journalist had a +species of Republican import that might be construed as anti-clerical. + +In papers of every shade of opinion, during the past three weeks, +paragraphs had appeared such as: "Our eminent colleague, Jacques Rival, +has conceived the idea, as ingenious as it is generous, of organizing +for the benefit of the orphans of the Sixth Arrondissement of Paris a +grand assault-at-arms in the pretty fencing-room attached to his +apartments. The invitations will be sent out by Mesdames Laloigue, +Remontel, and Rissolin, wives of the senators bearing these names, and +by Mesdames Laroche-Mathieu, Percerol, and Firmin, wives of the +well-known deputies. A collection will take place during the interval, +and the amount will at once be placed in the hands of the mayor of the +Sixth Arrondissement, or of his representative." + +It was a gigantic advertisement that the clever journalist had devised +to his own advantage. + +Jacques Rival received all-comers in the hall of his dwelling, where a +refreshment buffet had been fitted up, the cost of which was to be +deducted from the receipts. He indicated with an amiable gesture the +little staircase leading to the cellar, saying: "Downstairs, ladies, +downstairs; the assault will take place in the basement." + +He darted forward to meet the wife of the manager, and then shaking Du +Roy by the hand, said: "How are you, Pretty-boy?" + +His friend was surprised, and exclaimed: "Who told you that--" + +Rival interrupted him with: "Madame Walter, here, who thinks the +nickname a very nice one." + +Madame Walter blushed, saying: "Yes, I will admit that, if I knew you +better, I would do like little Laurine and call you Pretty-boy, too. The +name suits you very well." + +Du Roy laughed, as he replied: "But I beg of you, madame, to do so." + +She had lowered her eyes, and remarked: "No. We are not sufficiently +intimate." + +He murmured: "Will you allow me the hope that we shall be more so?" + +"Well, we will see then," said she. + +He drew on one side to let her precede him at the beginning of the +narrow stairs lit by a gas jet. The abrupt transition from daylight to +this yellow gleam had something depressing about it. A cellar-like odor +rose up this winding staircase, a smell of damp heat and of moldy walls +wiped down for the occasion, and also whiffs of incense recalling sacred +offices and feminine emanations of vervain, orris root, and violets. A +loud murmur of voices and the quivering thrill of an agitated crowd +could also be heard down this hole. + +The entire cellar was lit up by wreaths of gas jets and Chinese lanterns +hidden in the foliage, masking the walls of stone. Nothing could be seen +but green boughs. The ceiling was ornamented with ferns, the ground +hidden by flowers and leaves. This was thought charming, and a +delightful triumph of imagination. In the small cellar, at the end, was +a platform for the fencers, between two rows of chairs for the judges. +In the remaining space the front seats, ranged by tens to the right and +to the left, would accommodate about two hundred people. Four hundred +had been invited. + +In front of the platform young fellows in fencing costume, with long +limbs, erect figures, and moustaches curled up at the ends, were already +showing themselves off to the spectators. People were pointing them out +as notabilities of the art, professionals, and amateurs. Around them +were chatting old and young gentlemen in frock coats, who bore a family +resemblance to the fencers in fighting array. They were also seeking to +be seen, recognized, and spoken of, being masters of the sword out of +uniform, experts on foil play. Almost all the seats were occupied by +ladies, who kept up a loud rustling of garments and a continuous murmur +of voices. They were fanning themselves as though at a theater, for it +was already as hot as an oven in this leafy grotto. A joker kept crying +from time to time: "Orgeat, lemonade, beer." + +Madame Walter and her daughters reached the seats reserved for them in +the front row. Du Roy, having installed them there, was about to quit +them, saying: "I am obliged to leave you; we men must not collar the +seats." + +But Madame Walter remarked, in a hesitating tone: "I should very much +like to have you with us all the same. You can tell me the names of the +fencers. Come, if you stand close to the end of the seat you will not be +in anyone's way." She looked at him with her large mild eyes, and +persisted, saying: "Come, stay with us, Monsieur--Pretty-boy. We have +need of you." + +He replied: "I will obey with pleasure, madame." + +On all sides could be heard the remark: "It is very funny, this cellar; +very pretty, too." + +George knew it well, this vault. He recalled the morning he had passed +there on the eve of his duel, alone in front of the little white carton +target that had glared at him from the depths of the inner cellar like a +huge and terrible eye. + +The voice of Jacques Rival sounded from the staircase: "Just about to +begin, ladies." And six gentlemen, in very tight-fitting clothes, to set +off their chests, mounted the platform, and took their seats on the +chairs reserved for the judges. Their names flew about. General de +Reynaldi, the president, a short man, with heavy moustaches; the + +painter, Joséphin Roudet, a tall, ball-headed man, with a long beard; +Matthéo de Ujar, Simon Ramoncel, Pierre de Carvin, three +fashionable-looking young fellows; and Gaspard Merleron, a master. Two +placards were hung up on the two sides of the vault. That on the right +was inscribed "M. Crévecoeur," and that on the left "M. Plumeau." + +They were two professors, two good second-class masters. They made their +appearance, both sparely built, with military air and somewhat stiff +movements. Having gone through the salute with automatic action, they +began to attack one another, resembling in their white costumes of +leather and duck, two soldier pierrots fighting for fun. From time to +time the word "Touched" was heard, and the six judges nodded with the +air of connoisseurs. The public saw nothing but two living marionettes +moving about and extending their arms; they understood nothing, but they +were satisfied. These two men seemed to them, however, not over +graceful, and vaguely ridiculous. They reminded them of the wooden +wrestlers sold on the boulevards at the New Year's Fair. + +The first couple of fencers were succeeded by Monsieur Planton and +Monsieur Carapin, a civilian master and a military one. Monsieur Planton +was very little, and Monsieur Carapin immensely stout. One would have +thought that the first thrust would have reduced his volume like that of +a balloon. People laughed. Monsieur Planton skipped about like a monkey: +Monsieur Carapin, only moved his arm, the rest of his frame being + +paralyzed by fat. He lunged every five minutes with such heaviness and +such effort that it seemed to need the most energetic resolution on his +part to accomplish it, and then had great difficulty in recovering +himself. The connoisseurs pronounced his play very steady and close, and +the confiding public appreciated it as such. + +Then came Monsieur Porion and Monsieur Lapalme, a master and an amateur, +who gave way to exaggerated gymnastics; charging furiously at one +another, obliging the judges to scuttle off with their chairs, crossing +and re-crossing from one end of the platform to the other, one advancing +and the other retreating, with vigorous and comic leaps and bounds. They +indulged in little jumps backwards that made the ladies laugh, and long +springs forward that caused them some emotion. This galloping assault +was aptly criticized by some young rascal, who sang out: "Don't burst +yourselves over it; it is a time job!" The spectators, shocked at this +want of taste, cried "Ssh!" The judgment of the experts was passed +around. The fencers had shown much vigor, and played somewhat loosely. + +The first half of the entertainment was concluded by a very fine bout +between Jacques Rival and the celebrated Belgian professor, Lebegue. +Rival greatly pleased the ladies. He was really a handsome fellow, well +made, supple, agile, and more graceful than any of those who had +preceded him. He brought, even into his way of standing on guard and +lunging, a certain fashionable elegance which pleased people, and +contrasted with the energetic, but more commonplace style of his +adversary. "One can perceive the well-bred man at once," was the remark. +He scored the last hit, and was applauded. + +But for some minutes past a singular noise on the floor above had +disturbed the spectators. It was a loud trampling, accompanied by noisy +laughter. The two hundred guests who had not been able to get down into +the cellar were no doubt amusing themselves in their own way. On the +narrow, winding staircase fifty men were packed. The heat down below was +getting terrible. Cries of "More air," "Something to drink," were heard. +The same joker kept on yelping in a shrill tone that rose above the +murmur of conversation, "Orgeat, lemonade, beer." Rival made his +appearance, very flushed, and still in his fencing costume. "I will have +some refreshments brought," said he, and made his way to the staircase. +But all communication with the ground floor was cut off. It would have +been as easy to have pierced the ceiling as to have traversed the human +wall piled up on the stairs. + +Rival called out: "Send down some ices for the ladies." Fifty voices +called out: "Some ices!" A tray at length made its appearance. But it +only bore empty glasses, the refreshments having been snatched on the +way. + +A loud voice shouted: "We are suffocating down here. Get it over and let +us be off." Another cried out: "The collection." And the whole of the +public, gasping, but good-humored all the same, repeated: "The +collection, the collection." + +Six ladies began to pass along between the seats, and the sound of money +falling into the collecting-bags could be heard. + +Du Roy pointed out the celebrities to Madame Walter. There were men of +fashion and journalists, those attached to the great newspapers, the +old-established newspapers, which looked down upon the _Vie Francaise_ +with a certain reserve, the fruit of their experience. They had +witnessed the death of so many of these politico-financial sheets, +offspring of a suspicious partnership, and crushed by the fall of a +ministry. There were also painters and sculptors, who are generally men +with a taste for sport; a poet who was also a member of the Academy, and +who was pointed out generally, and a number of distinguished foreigners. + +Someone called out: "Good-day, my dear fellow." It was the Count de +Vaudrec. Making his excuses to the ladies, Du Roy hastened to shake +hands with him. On returning, he remarked: "What a charming fellow +Vaudrec is! How thoroughly blood tells in him." + +Madame Walter did not reply. She was somewhat fatigued, and her bosom +rose with an effort every time she drew breath, which caught the eye of +Du Roy. From time to time he caught her glance, a troubled, hesitating +glance, which lighted upon him, and was at once averted, and he said to +himself: "Eh! what! Have I caught her, too?" + +The ladies who had been collecting passed to their seats, their bags +full of gold and silver, and a fresh placard was hung in front of the +platform, announcing a "surprising novelty." The judges resumed their +seats, and the public waited expectantly. + +Two women appeared, foil in hand and in fencing costume; dark tights, a +very short petticoat half-way to the knee, and a plastron so padded +above the bosom that it obliged them to keep their heads well up. They +were both young and pretty. They smiled as they saluted the spectators, +and were loudly applauded. They fell on guard, amidst murmured +gallantries and whispered jokes. An amiable smile graced the lips of the +judges, who approved the hits with a low "bravo." The public warmly +appreciated this bout, and testified this much to the two combatants, +who kindled desire among the men and awakened among the women the native +taste of the Parisian for graceful indecency, naughty elegance, music +hall singers, and couplets from operettas. Every time that one of the +fencers lunged a thrill of pleasure ran through the public. The one who +turned her back to the seats, a plump back, caused eyes and mouths to +open, and it was not the play of her wrist that was most closely +scanned. They were frantically applauded. + +A bout with swords followed, but no one looked at it, for the attention +of all was occupied by what was going on overhead. For some minutes they +had heard the noise of furniture being dragged across the floor, as +though moving was in progress. Then all at once the notes of a piano +were heard, and the rhythmic beat of feet moving in cadence was +distinctly audible. The people above had treated themselves to a dance +to make up for not being able to see anything. A loud laugh broke out at +first among the public in the fencing saloon, and then a wish for a +dance being aroused among the ladies, they ceased to pay attention to +what was taking place on the platform, and began to chatter out loud. +This notion of a ball got up by the late-comers struck them as comical. +They must be amusing themselves nicely, and it must be much better up +there. + +But two new combatants had saluted each other and fell on guard in such +masterly style that all eyes followed their movements. They lunged and +recovered themselves with such easy grace, such measured strength, such +certainty, such sobriety in action, such correctness in attitude, such +measure in their play, that even the ignorant were surprised and +charmed. Their calm promptness, their skilled suppleness, their rapid +motions, so nicely timed that they appeared slow, attracted and +captivated the eye by their power of perfection. The public felt that +they were looking at something good and rare; that two great artists in +their own profession were showing them their best, all of skill, +cunning, thought-out science and physical ability that it was possible +for two masters to put forth. No one spoke now, so closely were they +watched. Then, when they shook hands after the last hit, shouts of +bravoes broke out. People stamped and yelled. Everyone knew their +names--they were Sergent and Ravignac. + +The excitable grew quarrelsome. Men looked at their neighbors with +longings for a row. They would have challenged one another on account of +a smile. Those who had never held a foil in their hand sketched attacks +and parries with their canes. + +But by degrees the crowd worked up the little staircase. At last they +would be able to get something to drink. There was an outburst of +indignation when they found that those who had got up the ball had +stripped the refreshment buffet, and had then gone away declaring that +it was very impolite to bring together two hundred people and not show +them anything. There was not a cake, not a drop of champagne, syrup, or +beer left; not a sweetmeat, not a fruit--nothing. They had sacked, +pillaged, swept away everything. These details were related by the +servants, who pulled long faces to hide their impulse to laugh right +out. "The ladies were worse than the gentlemen," they asserted, "and +ate and drank enough to make themselves ill." It was like the story of +the survivors after the sack of a captured town. + +There was nothing left but to depart. Gentlemen openly regretted the +twenty francs given at the collection; they were indignant that those +upstairs should have feasted without paying anything. The lady +patronesses had collected upwards of three thousand francs. All expenses +paid, there remained two hundred and twenty for the orphans of the Sixth +Arrondissement. + +Du Roy, escorting the Walter family, waited for his landau. As he drove +back with them, seated in face of Madame Walter, he again caught her +caressing and fugitive glance, which seemed uneasy. He thought: "Hang it +all! I fancy she is nibbling," and smiled to recognize that he was +really very lucky as regarded women, for Madame de Marelle, since the +recommencement of their amour, seemed frantically in love with him. + +He returned home joyously. Madeleine was waiting for him in the +drawing-room. + +"I have some news," said she. "The Morocco business is getting into a +complication. France may very likely send out an expeditionary force +within a few months. At all events, the opportunity will be taken of it +to upset the Ministry, and Laroche-Mathieu will profit by this to get +hold of the portfolio of foreign affairs." + +Du Roy, to tease his wife, pretended not to believe anything of the +kind. They would never be mad enough to recommence the Tunisian bungle +over again. But she shrugged her shoulders impatiently, saying: "But I +tell you yes, I tell you yes. You don't understand that it is a matter +of money. Now-a-days, in political complications we must not ask: 'Who +is the woman?' but 'What is the business?'" + +He murmured "Bah!" in a contemptuous tone, in order to excite her, and +she, growing irritated, exclaimed: "You are just as stupid as +Forestier." + +She wished to wound him, and expected an outburst of anger. But he +smiled, and replied: "As that cuckold of a Forestier?" + +She was shocked, and murmured: "Oh, George!" + +He wore an insolent and chaffing air as he said: "Well, what? Did you +not admit to me the other evening that Forestier was a cuckold?" And he +added: "Poor devil!" in a tone of pity. + +Madeleine turned her back on him, disdaining to answer; and then, after +a moment's silence, resumed: "We shall have visitors on Tuesday. Madame +Laroche-Mathieu is coming to dinner with the Viscountess de Percemur. +Will you invite Rival and Norbert de Varenne? I will call to-morrow and +ask Madame Walter and Madame de Marelle. Perhaps we shall have Madame +Rissolin, too." + +For some time past she had been strengthening her connections, making +use of her husband's political influence to attract to her house, +willy-nilly, the wives of the senators and deputies who had need of the +support of the _Vie Francaise_. + +George replied: "Very well. I will see about Rival and Norbert." + +He was satisfied, and rubbed his hands, for he had found a good trick to +annoy his wife and gratify the obscure rancor, the undefined and gnawing +jealousy born in him since their drive in the Bois. He would never +speak of Forestier again without calling him cuckold. He felt very well +that this would end by enraging Madeleine. And half a score of times, in +the course of the evening, he found means to mention with ironical good +humor the name of "that cuckold of a Forestier." He was no longer angry +with the dead! he was avenging him. + +His wife pretended not to notice it, and remained smilingly indifferent. + +The next day, as she was to go and invite Madame Walter, he resolved to +forestall her, in order to catch the latter alone, and see if she really + +cared for him. It amused and flattered him. And then--why not--if it +were possible? + +He arrived at the Boulevard Malesherbes about two, and was shown into +the drawing-room, where he waited till Madame Walter made her +appearance, her hand outstretched with pleased eagerness, saying: "What +good wind brings you hither?" + +"No good wind, but the wish to see you. Some power has brought me here, +I do not know why, for I have nothing to say to you. I came, here I am; +will you forgive me this early visit and the frankness of this +explanation?" + +He uttered this in a gallant and jesting tone, with a smile on his lips. +She was astonished, and colored somewhat, stammering: "But really--I do +not understand--you surprise me." + +He observed: "It is a declaration made to a lively tune, in order not to +alarm you." + +They had sat down in front of one another. She took the matter +pleasantly, saying: "A serious declaration?" + +"Yes. For a long time I have been wanting to utter it--for a very long +time. But I dared not. They say you are so strict, so rigid." + +She had recovered her assurance, and observed: "Why to-day, then?" + +"I do not know." Then lowering his voice he added: "Or rather, because I +have been thinking of nothing but you since yesterday." + + +She stammered, growing suddenly pale: "Come, enough of nonsense; let us +speak of something else." + +But he had fallen at her feet so suddenly that she was frightened. She +tried to rise, but he kept her seated by the strength of his arms passed +round her waist, and repeated in a voice of passion: "Yes, it is true +that I have loved you madly for a long time past. Do not answer me. What +would you have? I am mad. I love you. Oh! if you knew how I love you!" + +She was suffocating, gasping, and strove to speak, without being able to +utter a word. She pushed him away with her two hands, having seized him +by the hair to hinder the approach of the mouth that she felt coming +towards her own. She kept turning her head from right to left and from +left to right with a rapid motion, closing her eyes, in order no longer +to see him. He touched her through her dress, handled her, pressed her, +and she almost fainted under his strong and rude caress. He rose +suddenly and sought to clasp her to him, but, free for a moment, she had +managed to escape by throwing herself back, and she now fled from behind +one chair to another. He felt that pursuit was ridiculous, and he fell +into a chair, his face hidden by his hands, feigning convulsive sobs. +Then he got up, exclaimed "Farewell, farewell," and rushed away. + +He quietly took his stick in the hall and gained the street, saying to +himself: "By Jove, I believe it is all right there." And he went into a +telegraph office to send a wire to Clotilde, making an appointment for +the next day. + +On returning home at his usual time, he said to his wife: "Well, have +you secured all the people for your dinner?" + +She answered: "Yes, there is only Madame Walter, who is not quite sure +whether she will be free to come. She hesitated and talked about I don't +know what--an engagement, her conscience. In short, she seemed very +strange. No matter, I hope she will come all the same." + +He shrugged his shoulders, saying: "Oh, yes, she'll come." + +He was not certain, however, and remained anxious until the day of the +dinner. That very morning Madeleine received a note from her: "I have +managed to get free from my engagements with great difficulty, and shall +be with you this evening. But my husband cannot accompany me." + +Du Roy thought: "I did very well indeed not to go back. She has calmed +down. Attention." + +He, however, awaited her appearance with some slight uneasiness. She +came, very calm, rather cool, and slightly haughty. He became humble, +discreet, and submissive. Madame Laroche-Mathieu and Madame Rissolin +accompanied their husbands. The Viscountess de Percemur talked society. +Madame de Marelle looked charming in a strangely fanciful toilet, a +species of Spanish costume in black and yellow, which set off her neat +figure, her bosom, her rounded arms, and her bird-like head. + +Du Roy had Madame Walter on his right hand, and during dinner only spoke +to her on serious topics, and with an exaggerated respect. From time to +time he glanced at Clotilde. "She is really prettier and fresher looking +than ever," he thought. Then his eyes returned to his wife, whom he +found not bad-looking either, although he retained towards her a hidden, +tenacious, and evil anger. + +But Madame Walter excited him by the difficulty of victory and by that +novelty always desired by man. She wanted to return home early. "I will +escort you," said he. + +She refused, but he persisted, saying: "Why will not you permit me? You +will wound me keenly. Do not let me think that you have not forgiven me. +You see how quiet I am." + +She answered: "But you cannot abandon your guests like that." + +He smiled. "But I shall only be away twenty minutes. They will not even +notice it. If you refuse you will cut me to the heart." + +She murmured: "Well, then I agree." + +But as soon as they were in the carriage he seized her hand, and, +kissing it passionately, exclaimed: "I love you, I love you. Let me tell +you that much. I will not touch you. I only want to repeat to you that I +love you." + +She stammered: "Oh! after what you promised me! This is wrong, very +wrong." + +He appeared to make a great effort, and then resumed in a restrained +tone: "There, you see how I master myself. And yet--But let me only tell +you that I love you, and repeat it to you every day; yes, let me come to +your house and kneel down for five minutes at your feet to utter those +three words while gazing on your beloved face." + +She had yielded her hand to him, and replied pantingly: "No, I cannot, I +will not. Think of what would be said, of the servants, of my daughters. +No, no, it is impossible." + +He went on: "I can no longer live without seeing you. Whether at your +house or elsewhere, I must see you, if only for a moment, every day, to +touch your hand, to breathe the air stirred by your dress, to gaze on +the outline of your form, and on your great calm eyes that madden me." + +She listened, quivering, to this commonplace love-song, and stammered: +"No, it is out of the question." + +He whispered in her ear, understanding that he must capture her by +degrees, this simple woman, that he must get her to make appointments +with him, where she would at first, where he wished afterwards. "Listen, +I must see you; I shall wait for you at your door like a beggar; but I +will see you, I will see you to-morrow." + +She repeated: "No, do not come. I shall not receive you. Think of my +daughters." + +"Then tell me where I shall meet you--in the street, no matter where, at +whatever hour you like, provided I see you. I will bow to you; I will +say 'I love you,' and I will go away." + +She hesitated, bewildered. And as the brougham entered the gateway of +her residence she murmured hurriedly: "Well, then, I shall be at the +Church of the Trinity to-morrow at half-past three." Then, having +alighted, she said to her coachman: "Drive Monsieur Du Roy back to his +house." + +As he re-entered his home, his wife said: "Where did you get to?" + +He replied, in a low tone: "I went to the telegraph office to send off a +message." + +Madame de Marelle approached them. "You will see me home, Pretty-boy?" +said she. "You know I only came such a distance to dinner on that +condition." And turning to Madeleine, she added: "You are not jealous?" + +Madame Du Roy answered slowly: "Not over much." + +The guests were taking their leave. Madame Laroche-Mathieu looked like a +housemaid from the country. She was the daughter of a notary, and had +been married to the deputy when he was only a barrister of small +standing. Madame Rissolin, old and stuck-up, gave one the idea of a +midwife whose fashionable education had been acquired through a +circulating library. The Viscountess de Percemur looked down upon them. +Her "Lily Fingers" touched these vulgar hands with repugnance. + +Clotilde, wrapped in lace, said to Madeleine as she went out: "Your +dinner was perfection. In a little while you will have the leading +political drawing-room in Paris." + +As soon as she was alone with George she clasped him in her arms, +exclaiming: "Oh, my darling Pretty-boy, I love you more and more every +day!" + + + + +XII + + +The Place de la Trinité lay, almost deserted, under a dazzling July sun. +An oppressive heat was crushing Paris. It was as though the upper air, +scorched and deadened, had fallen upon the city--a thick, burning air +that pained the chests inhaling it. The fountains in front of the church +fell lazily. They seemed weary of flowing, tired out, limp, too; and the +water of the basins, in which leaves and bits of paper were floating, +looked greenish, thick and glaucous. A dog having jumped over the stone +rim, was bathing in the dubious fluid. A few people, seated on the +benches of the little circular garden skirting the front of the church, +watched the animal curiously. + +Du Roy pulled out his watch. It was only three o'clock. He was half an +hour too soon. He laughed as he thought of this appointment. "Churches +serve for anything as far as she is concerned," said he to himself. +"They console her for having married a Jew, enable her to assume an +attitude of protestation in the world of politics and a respectable one +in that of fashion, and serve as a shelter to her gallant rendezvous. So +much for the habit of making use of religion as an umbrella. If it is +fine it is a walking stick; if sunshiny, a parasol; if it rains, a +shelter; and if one does not go out, why, one leaves it in the hall. And +there are hundreds like that who care for God about as much as a cherry +stone, but who will not hear him spoken against. If it were suggested to +them to go to a hotel, they would think it infamous, but it seems to +them quite simple to make love at the foot of the altar." + +He walked slowly along the edge of the fountain, and then again looked +at the church clock, which was two minutes faster than his watch. It was +five minutes past three. He thought that he would be more comfortable +inside, and entered the church. The coolness of a cellar assailed him, +he breathed it with pleasure, and then took a turn round the nave to +reconnoiter the place. Other regular footsteps, sometimes halting and +then beginning anew, replied from the further end of the vast pile to +the sound of his own, which rang sonorously beneath the vaulted roof. A +curiosity to know who this other promenader was seized him. It was a +stout, bald-headed gentleman who was strolling about with his nose in +the air, and his hat behind his back. Here and there an old woman was +praying, her face hidden in her hands. A sensation of solitude and rest +stole over the mind. The light, softened by the stained-glass windows, +was refreshing to the eyes. Du Roy thought that it was "deucedly +comfortable" inside there. + +He returned towards the door and again looked at his watch. It was still +only a quarter-past three. He sat down at the entrance to the main +aisle, regretting that one could not smoke a cigarette. The slow +footsteps of the stout gentleman could still be heard at the further end +of the church, near the choir. + +Someone came in, and George turned sharply round. It was a poor woman in +a woolen skirt, who fell on her knees close to the first chair, and +remained motionless, with clasped hands, her eyes turned to heaven, her +soul absorbed in prayer. Du Roy watched her with interest, asking +himself what grief, what pain, what despair could have crushed her +heart. She was worn out by poverty, it was plain. She had, perhaps, too, +a husband who was beating her to death, or a dying child. He murmured +mentally: "Poor creatures. How some of them do suffer." Anger rose up in +him against pitiless Nature. Then he reflected that these poor wretches +believed, at any rate, that they were taken into consideration up above, +and that they were duly entered in the registers of heaven with a debtor +and creditor balance. Up above! And Du Roy, whom the silence of the +church inclined to sweeping reflections, judging creation at a bound, +muttered contemptuously: "What bosh all that sort of thing is!" + +The rustle of a dress made him start. It was she. + +He rose, and advanced quickly. She did not hold out her hand, but +murmured in a low voice: "I have only a few moments. I must get back +home. Kneel down near me, so that we may not be noticed." And she +advanced up the aisle, seeking a safe and suitable spot, like a woman +well acquainted with the place. Her face was hidden by a thick veil, and +she walked with careful footsteps that could scarcely be heard. + +When she reached the choir she turned, and muttered, in that mysterious +tone of voice we always assume in church: "The side aisles will be +better. We are too much in view here." + +She bowed low to the high altar, turned to the right, and returned a +little way towards the entrance; then, making up her mind, she took a +chair and knelt down. George took possession of the next one to her, and +as soon as they were in an attitude of prayer, began: "Thanks; oh, +thanks; I adore you! I should like to be always telling you so, to tell +you how I began to love you, how I was captivated the first time I saw +you. Will you allow me some day to open my heart to tell you all this?" + +She listened to him in an attitude of deep meditation, as if she heard +nothing. She replied between her fingers: "I am mad to allow you to +speak to me like this, mad to have come here, mad to do what I am doing, +mad to let you believe that--that--this adventure can have any issue. +Forget all this; you must, and never speak to me again of it." + +She paused. He strove to find an answer, decisive and passionate words, +but not being able to join action to words, was partially paralyzed. He +replied: "I expect nothing, I hope for nothing. I love you. Whatever you +may do, I will repeat it to you so often, with such power and ardor, +that you will end by understanding it. I want to make my love penetrate +you, to pour it into your soul, word by word, hour by hour, day by day, +so that at length it impregnates you like a liquid, falling drop by +drop; softens you, mollifies you, and obliges you later on to reply to +me: 'I love you, too.'" + +He felt her shoulder trembling against him and her bosom throbbing, and +she stammered, abruptly: "I love you, too!" + +He started as though he had received a blow, and sighed: "Good God." + +She replied, in panting tones: "Ought I to have told you that? I feel I +am guilty and contemptible. I, who have two daughters, but I cannot help +it, I cannot help it. I could not have believed, I should never have +thought--but it is stronger than I. Listen, listen: I have never loved +anyone but you; I swear it. And I have loved you for a year past in +secret, in my secret heart. Oh! I have suffered and struggled till I can +do so no more. I love you." + +She was weeping, with her hands crossed in front of her face, and her +whole frame was quivering, shaken by the violence of her emotion. + +George murmured: "Give me your hand, that I may touch it, that I may +press it." + +She slowly withdrew her hand from her face. He saw her cheek quite wet +and a tear ready to fall on her lashes. He had taken her hand and was +pressing it, saying: "Oh, how I should like to drink your tears!" + +She said, in a low and broken voice, which resembled a moan: "Do not +take advantage of me; I am lost." + +He felt an impulse to smile. How could he take advantage of her in that +place? He placed the hand he held upon his heart, saying: "Do you feel +it beat?" For he had come to the end of his passionate phrases. + +For some moments past the regular footsteps of the promenader had been +coming nearer. He had gone the round of the altars, and was now, for the +second time at least, coming down the little aisle on the right. When +Madame Walter heard him close to the pillar which hid her, she snatched +her fingers from George's grasp, and again hid her face. And both +remained motionless, kneeling as though they had been addressing fervent +supplications to heaven together. The stout gentleman passed close to +them, cast an indifferent look upon them, and walked away to the lower +end of the church, still holding his hat behind his back. + +Du Roy, who was thinking of obtaining an appointment elsewhere than at +the Church of the Trinity, murmured: "Where shall I see you to-morrow?" + +She did not answer. She seemed lifeless--turned into a statue of prayer. +He went on: "To-morrow, will you let me meet you in the Parc Monseau?" + +She turned towards him her again uncovered face, a livid face, +contracted by fearful suffering, and in a jerky voice ejaculated: "Leave +me, leave me now; go away, go away, only for five minutes! I suffer too +much beside you. I want to pray, and I cannot. Go away, let me pray +alone for five minutes. I cannot. Let me implore God to pardon me--to +save me. Leave me for five minutes." + +Her face was so upset, so full of pain, that he rose without saying a +word, and then, after a little hesitation, asked: "Shall I come back +presently?" + +She gave a nod, which meant, "Yes, presently," and he walked away +towards the choir. Then she strove to pray. She made a superhuman effort +to invoke the Deity, and with quivering frame and bewildering soul +appealed for mercy to heaven. She closed her eyes with rage, in order no +longer to see him who just left her. She sought to drive him from her +mind, she struggled against him, but instead of the celestial apparition +awaited in the distress of her heart, she still perceived the young +fellow's curly moustache. For a year past she had been struggling thus +every day, every night, against the growing possession, against this +image which haunted her dreams, haunted her flesh, and disturbed her +nights. She felt caught like a beast in a net, bound, thrown into the +arms of this man, who had vanquished, conquered her, simply by the hair +on his lip and the color of his eyes. And now in this church, close to +God, she felt still weaker, more abandoned, and more lost than at home. +She could no longer pray, she could only think of him. She suffered +already that he had quitted her. She struggled, however, despairingly, +resisted, implored help with all the strength of her soul. She would +liked to have died rather than fall thus, she who had never faltered in +her duty. She murmured wild words of supplication, but she was listening +to George's footsteps dying away in the distance. + +She understood that it was all over, that the struggle was a useless +one. She would not yield, however; and she was seized by one of those +nervous crises that hurl women quivering, yelling, and writhing on the +ground. She trembled in every limb, feeling that she was going to fall +and roll among the chairs, uttering shrill cries. Someone approached +with rapid steps. It was a priest. She rose and rushed towards him, +holding out her clasped hands, and stammering: "Oh! save me, save me!" + +He halted in surprise, saying: "What is it you wish, madame?" + +"I want you to save me. Have pity on me. If you do not come to my +assistance, I am lost." + +He looked at her, asking himself whether she was not mad, and then said: +"What can I do for you?" + +He was a tall, and somewhat stout young man, with full, pendulous +cheeks, dark, with a carefully shaven face, a good-looking city curate +belonging to a wealthy district, and accustomed to rich penitents. + +"Hear my confession, and advise me, sustain me, tell me what I am to +do." + +He replied: "I hear confessions every Saturday, from three to six +o'clock." + +Having seized his arm, she gripped it tightly as she repeated: "No, no, +no; at once, at once! You must. He is here, in the church. He is waiting +for me." + +"Who is waiting for you?" asked the priest. + +"A man who will ruin me, who will carry me off, if you do not save me. +I cannot flee from him. I am too weak--too weak! Oh, so weak, so weak!" +She fell at his feet sobbing: "Oh, have pity on me, father! Save me, in +God's name, save me!" + +She held him by his black gown lest he should escape, and he with +uneasiness glanced around, lest some malevolent or devout eye should see +this woman fallen at his feet. Understanding at length that he could not +escape, he said: "Get up; I have the key of the confessional with me." + +And fumbling in his pocket he drew out a ring full of keys, selected +one, and walked rapidly towards the little wooden cabin, dust holes of +the soul into which believers cast their sins. He entered the center +door, which he closed behind him, and Madame Walter, throwing herself +into the narrow recess at the side, stammered fervently, with a +passionate burst of hope: "Bless me father, for I have sinned." + +Du Roy, having taken a turn round the choir, was passing down the left +aisle. He had got half-way when he met the stout, bald gentleman still +walking quietly along, and said to himself: "What the deuce is that +customer doing here?" + +The promenader had also slackened his pace, and was looking at George +with an evident wish to speak to him. When he came quite close he bowed, +and said in a polite fashion: "I beg your pardon, sir, for troubling +you, but can you tell me when this church was built?" + +Du Roy replied: "Really, I am not quite certain. I think within the last +twenty or five-and-twenty years. It is, besides, the first time I ever +was inside it." + +"It is the same with me. I have never seen it." + +The journalist, whose interest was awakened, remarked: "It seems to me +that you are going over it very carefully. You are studying it in +detail." + +The other replied, with resignation: "I am not examining it; I am +waiting for my wife, who made an appointment with me here, and who is +very much behind time." Then, after a few moments' silence, he added: +"It is fearfully hot outside." + +Du Roy looked at him, and all at once fancied that he resembled +Forestier. + +"You are from the country?" said he, inquiringly. + +"Yes, from Rennes. And you, sir, is it out of curiosity that you entered +this church?" + +"No, I am expecting a lady," and bowing, the journalist walked away, +with a smile on his lips. + +Approaching the main entrance, he saw the poor woman still on her knees, +and still praying. He thought: "By Jove! she keeps hard at it." He was +no longer moved, and no longer pitied her. + +He passed on, and began quietly to walk up the right-hand aisle to find +Madame Walter again. He marked the place where he had left her from a +distance, astonished at not seeing her. He thought he had made a mistake +in the pillar; went on as far as the end one, and then returned. She had +gone, then. He was surprised and enraged. Then he thought she might be +looking for him, and made the circuit of the church again. Not finding +her, he returned, and sat down on the chair she had occupied, hoping she +would rejoin him there, and waited. Soon a low murmur of voices aroused +his attention. He had not seen anyone in that part of the church. Whence +came this whispering? He rose to see, and perceived in the adjacent +chapel the doors of the confessional. The skirt of a dress issuing from +one of these trailed on the pavement. He approached to examine the +woman. He recognized her. She was confessing. + +He felt a violent inclination to take her by the shoulders and to pull +her out of the box. Then he thought: "Bah! it is the priest's turn now; +it will be mine to-morrow." And he sat down quietly in front of the +confessional, biding his time, and chuckling now over the adventure. He +waited a long time. At length Madame Walter rose, turned round, saw him, +and came up to him. Her expression was cold and severe, "Sir," said she, +"I beg of you not to accompany me, not to follow me, and not to come to +my house alone. You will not be received. Farewell." + +And she walked away with a dignified bearing. He let her depart, for one +of his principles was never to force matters. Then, as the priest, +somewhat upset, issued in turn from his box, he walked up to him, and, +looking him straight in the eyes, growled to his face: "If you did not +wear a petticoat, what a smack you would get across your ugly chops." +After which he turned on his heels and went out of the church, whistling +between his teeth. Standing under the porch, the stout gentleman, with +the hat on his head and his hands behind his back, tired of waiting, was +scanning the broad squares and all the streets opening onto it. As Du +Roy passed him they bowed to one another. + +The journalist, finding himself at liberty, went to the office of the +_Vie Francaise_. As soon as he entered he saw by the busy air of the +messengers that something out of the common was happening, and at once +went into the manager's room. Daddy Walter, in a state of nervous +excitement, was standing up dictating an article in broken sentences; +issuing orders to the reporters, who surrounded him, between two +paragraphs; giving instructions to Boisrenard; and opening letters. + +As Du Roy came in, the governor uttered a cry of joy: "Ah! how lucky; +here is Pretty-boy!" He stopped short, somewhat confused, and excused +himself: "I beg your pardon for speaking like that, but I am very much +disturbed by certain events. And then I hear my wife and daughter +speaking of you as Pretty-boy from morning till night, and have ended by +falling into the habit myself. You are not offended?" + +"Not at all!" said George, laughingly; "there is nothing in that +nickname to displease me." + +Daddy Walter went on: "Very well, then, I christen you Pretty-boy, like +everyone else. Well, the fact is, great things are taking place. The +Ministry has been overthrown by a vote of three hundred and ten to a +hundred and two. Our prorogation is again postponed--postponed to the +Greek calends, and here we are at the twenty-eighth of July. Spain is +angry about the Morocco business, and it is that which has overthrown +Durand de l'Aine and his following. We are right in the swim. Marrot is +entrusted with the formation of a new Cabinet. He takes General Boutin +d'Acre as minister of war, and our friend Laroche-Mathieu for foreign +affairs. We are going to become an official organ. I am writing a +leader, a simple declaration of our principles, pointing out the line to +be followed by the Ministry." The old boy smiled, and continued: "The +line they intend following, be it understood. But I want something +interesting about Morocco; an actuality; a sensational article; +something or other. Find one for me." + +Du Roy reflected for a moment, and then replied: "I have the very thing +for you. I will give you a study of the political situation of the whole +of our African colony, with Tunis on the left, Algeria in the middle, +and Morocco on the right; the history of the races inhabiting this vast +extent of territory; and the narrative of an excursion on the frontier +of Morocco to the great oasis of Figuig, where no European has +penetrated, and which is the cause of the present conflict. Will that +suit you?" + +"Admirably!" exclaimed Daddy Walter. "And the title?" + +"From Tunis to Tangiers." + +"Splendid!" + +Du Roy went off to search the files of the _Vie Francaise_ for his first +article, "The Recollections of a Chasseur d'Afrique," which, rebaptized, +touched up, and modified, would do admirably, since it dealt with +colonial policy, the Algerian population, and an excursion in the +province of Oran. In three-quarters of an hour it was rewritten, touched +up, and brought to date, with a flavor of realism, and praises of the +new Cabinet. The manager, having read the article, said: "It is capital, +capital, capital! You are an invaluable fellow. I congratulate you." + +And Du Roy went home to dinner delighted with his day's work, despite +the check at the Church of the Trinity, for he felt the battle won. His +wife was anxiously waiting for him. She exclaimed, as soon as she saw +him: "Do you know that Laroche-Mathieu is Minister for Foreign Affairs?" + +"Yes; I have just written an article on Algeria, in connection with +it." + +"What?" + +"You know, the first we wrote together, 'The Recollections of a Chasseur +d'Afrique,' revised and corrected for the occasion." + +She smiled, saying: "Ah, that is very good!" Then, after a few moments' +reflection, she continued: "I was thinking--that continuation you were +to have written then, and that you--put off. We might set to work on it +now. It would make a nice series, and very appropriate to the +situation." + +He replied, sitting down to table: "Exactly, and there is nothing in the +way of it now that cuckold of a Forestier is dead." + +She said quietly, in a dry and hurt tone: "That joke is more than out of +place, and I beg of you to put an end to it. It has lasted too long +already." + +He was about to make an ironical answer, when a telegram was brought +him, containing these words: "I had lost my senses. Forgive me, and come +at four o'clock to-morrow to the Parc Monceau." + +He understood, and with heart suddenly filled with joy, he said to his +wife, as he slipped the message into his pocket: "I will not do so any +more, darling; it was stupid, I admit." + +And he began his dinner. While eating he kept repeating to himself the + +words: "I had lost my senses. Forgive me, and come at four o'clock +to-morrow to the Parc Monceau." So she was yielding. That meant: "I +surrender, I am yours when you like and where you like." He began to +laugh, and Madeleine asked: "What is it?" + +"Nothing," he answered; "I was thinking of a priest I met just now, and +who had a very comical mug." + +Du Roy arrived to the time at the appointed place next day. On the +benches of the park were seated citizens overcome by heat, and careless +nurses, who seemed to be dreaming while their children were rolling on +the gravel of the paths. He found Madame Walter in the little antique +ruins from which a spring flows. She was walking round the little circle +of columns with an uneasy and unhappy air. As soon as he had greeted +her, she exclaimed: "What a number of people there are in the garden." + +He seized the opportunity: "It is true; will you come somewhere else?" + +"But where?" + +"No matter where; in a cab, for instance. You can draw down the blind on +your side, and you will be quite invisible." + +"Yes, I prefer that; here I am dying with fear." + +"Well, come and meet me in five minutes at the gate opening onto the +outer boulevard. I will have a cab." + +And he darted off. + +As soon as she had rejoined him, and had carefully drawn down the blind +on her side, she asked: "Where have you told the driver to take us?" + +George replied: "Do not trouble yourself, he knows what to do." + +He had given the man his address in the Rue de Constantinople. + +She resumed: "You cannot imagine what I suffer on account of you, how I +am tortured and tormented. Yesterday, in the church, I was cruel, but I +wanted to flee from you at any cost. I was so afraid to find myself +alone with you. Have you forgiven me?" + +He squeezed her hands: "Yes, yes, what would I not forgive you, loving +you as I do?" + +She looked at him with a supplicating air: "Listen, you must promise to +respect me--not to--not to--otherwise I cannot see you again." + +He did not reply at once; he wore under his moustache that keen smile +that disturbed women. He ended by murmuring: "I am your slave." + +Then she began to tell him how she had perceived that she was in love +with him on learning that he was going to marry Madeleine Forestier. She +gave details, little details of dates and the like. Suddenly she paused. +The cab had stopped. Du Roy opened the door. + +"Where are we?" she asked. + +"Get out and come into this house," he replied. "We shall be more at +ease there." + +"But where are we?" + + +"At my rooms," and here we will leave them to their _tête-à-tête_. + + + + +XIII + + +Autumn had come. The Du Roys had passed the whole of the summer in +Paris, carrying on a vigorous campaign in the _Vie Francaise_ during the +short vacation of the deputies. + +Although it was only the beginning of October, the Chambers were about +to resume their sittings, for matters as regarded Morocco were becoming +threatening. No one at the bottom believed in an expedition against +Tangiers, although on the day of the prorogation of the Chamber, a +deputy of the Right, Count de Lambert-Serrazin, in a witty speech, +applauded even by the Center had offered to stake his moustache, after +the example of a celebrated Viceroy of the Indies, against the whiskers +of the President of the Council, that the new Cabinet could not help +imitating the old one, and sending an army to Tangiers, as a pendant to +that of Tunis, out of love of symmetry, as one puts two vases on a +fireplace. + +He had added: "Africa is indeed, a fireplace for France, gentleman--a +fireplace which consumes our best wood; a fireplace with a strong +draught, which is lit with bank notes. You have had the artistic fancy +of ornamenting the left-hand corner with a Tunisian knick-knack which +had cost you dear. You will see that Monsieur Marrot will want to +imitate his predecessor, and ornament the right-hand corner with one +from Morocco." + +This speech, which became famous, served as a peg for Du Roy for a half +a score of articles upon the Algerian colony--indeed, for the entire +series broken short off after his _début_ on the paper. He had +energetically supported the notion of a military expedition, although +convinced that it would not take place. He had struck the chord of +patriotism, and bombarded Spain with the entire arsenal of contemptuous +arguments which we make use of against nations whose interests are +contrary to our own. The _Vie Francaise_ had gained considerable +importance through its own connection with the party in office. It +published political intelligence in advance of the most important +papers, and hinted discreetly the intentions of its friends the +Ministry, so that all the papers of Paris and the provinces took their +news from it. It was quoted and feared, and people began to respect it. +It was no longer the suspicious organ of a knot of political jugglers, +but the acknowledged one of the Cabinet. Laroche-Mathieu was the soul of +the paper, and Du Roy his mouthpiece. Daddy Walter, a silent member and +a crafty manager, knowing when to keep in the background, was busying +himself on the quiet, it is said, with an extensive transaction with +some copper mines in Morocco. + +Madeleine's drawing-room had been an influential center, in which +several members of the Cabinet met every week. The President of the +Council had even dined twice at her house, and the wives of the +statesmen who had formerly hesitated to cross her threshold now boasted +of being her friends, and paid her more visits than were returned by +her. The Minister for Foreign Affairs reigned almost as a master in the +household. He called at all hours, bringing dispatches, news, items of +information, which he dictated either to the husband or the wife, as if +they had been his secretaries. + + +When Du Roy, after the minister's departure, found himself alone with +Madeleine, he would break out in a menacing tone with bitter +insinuations against the goings-on of this commonplace parvenu. + +But she would shrug her shoulders contemptuously, repeating: "Do as much +as he has done yourself. Become a minister, and you can have your own +way. Till then, hold your tongue." + +He twirled his moustache, looking at her askance: "People do not know of +what I am capable," he said, "They will learn it, perhaps, some day." + +She replied, philosophically: "Who lives long enough will see it." + +The morning on which the Chambers reassembled the young wife, still in +bed, was giving a thousand recommendations to her husband, who was +dressing himself in order to lunch with M. Laroche-Mathieu, and receive +his instructions prior to the sitting for the next day's political +leader in the _Vie Francaise_, this leader being meant to be a kind of +semi-official declaration of the real objects of the Cabinet. + +Madeleine was saying: "Above all, do not forget to ask him whether +General Belloncle is to be sent to Oran, as has been reported. That +would mean a great deal." + +George replied irritably: "But I know just as well as you what I have to +do. Spare me your preaching." + +She answered quietly: "My dear, you always forget half the commissions I +entrust you with for the minister." + +He growled: "He worries me to death, that minister of yours. He is a +nincompoop." + +She remarked quietly: "He is no more my minister than he is yours. He is +more useful to you than to me." + +He turned half round towards her, saying, sneeringly: "I beg your +pardon, but he does not pay court to me." + +She observed slowly: "Nor to me either; but he is making our fortune." + +He was silent for a few moments, and then resumed: "If I had to make a +choice among your admirers, I should still prefer that old fossil De +Vaudrec. What has become of him, I have not seen him for a week?" + +"He is unwell," replied she, unmoved. "He wrote to me that he was even +obliged to keep his bed from an attack of gout. You ought to call and +ask how he is. You know he likes you very well, and it would please +him." + +George said: "Yes, certainly; I will go some time to-day." + +He had finished his toilet, and, hat on head, glanced at himself in the +glass to see if he had neglected anything. Finding nothing, he came up +to the bed and kissed his wife on the forehead, saying: "Good-bye, dear, +I shall not be in before seven o'clock at the earliest." + +And he went out. Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu was awaiting him, for he was +lunching at ten o'clock that morning, the Council having to meet at +noon, before the opening of Parliament. As soon as they were seated at +table alone with the minister's private secretary, for Madame +Laroche-Mathieu had been unwilling to change her own meal times, Du Roy +spoke of his article, sketched out the line he proposed to take, +consulting notes scribbled on visiting cards, and when he had finished, +said: "Is there anything you think should be modified, my dear +minister?" + +"Very little, my dear fellow. You are perhaps a trifle too strongly +affirmative as regards the Morocco business. Speak of the expedition as +if it were going to take place; but, at the same time, letting it be +understood that it will not take place, and that you do not believe in +it in the least in the world. Write in such a way that the public can +easily read between the lines that we are not going to poke our noses +into that adventure." + +"Quite so. I understand, and I will make myself thoroughly understood. +My wife commissioned me to ask you, on this point, whether General +Belloncle will be sent to Oran. After what you have said, I conclude he +will not." + +The statesman answered, "No." + + +Then they spoke of the coming session. Laroche-Mathieu began to spout, +rehearsing the phrases that he was about to pour forth on his colleagues +a few hours later. He waved his right hand, raising now his knife, now +his fork, now a bit of bread, and without looking at anyone, addressing +himself to the invisible assembly, he poured out his dulcet eloquence, +the eloquence of a good-looking, dandified fellow. A tiny, twisted +moustache curled up at its two ends above his lip like scorpion's tails, +and his hair, anointed with brilliantine and parted in the middle, was +puffed out like his temples, after the fashion of a provincial +lady-killer. He was a little too stout, puffy, though still young, and +his stomach stretched his waistcoat. + +The private secretary ate and drank quietly, no doubt accustomed to +these floods of loquacity; but Du Roy, whom jealousy of achieved success +cut to the quick, thought: "Go on you proser. What idiots these +political jokers are." And comparing his own worth to the frothy +importance of the minister, he said to himself, "By Jove! if I had only +a clear hundred thousand francs to offer myself as a candidate at home, +near Rouen, and dish my sunning dullards of Normandy folk in their own +sauce, what a statesman I should make beside these short-sighted +rascals!" + +Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu went on spouting until coffee was served; then, +seeing that he was behind hand, he rang for his brougham, and holding +out his hand to the journalist, said: "You quite understand, my dear +fellow?" + +"Perfectly, my dear minister; you may rely upon me." + +And Du Roy strolled leisurely to the office to begin his article, for he +had nothing to do till four o'clock. At four o'clock he was to meet, at +the Rue de Constantinople, Madame de Marelle, whom he met there +regularly twice a week--on Mondays and Fridays. But on reaching the +office a telegram was handed to him. It was from Madame Walter, and ran +as follows: "I must see you to-day. Most important. Expect me at two +o'clock, Rue de Constantinople. Can render you a great service. Till +death.--Virginie." + +He began to swear: "Hang it all, what an infernal bore!" And seized with +a fit of ill-temper, he went out again at once too irritated to work. + +For six weeks he had been trying to break off with her, without being +able to wear out her eager attachment. She had had, after her fall, a +frightful fit of remorse, and in three successive rendezvous had +overwhelmed her lover with reproaches and maledictions. Bored by these +scenes and already tired of this mature and melodramatic conquest, he +had simply kept away, hoping to put an end to the adventure in that way. +But then she had distractedly clutched on to him, throwing herself into +this amour as a man throws himself into a river with a stone about his +neck. He had allowed himself to be recaptured out of weakness and +consideration for her, and she had enwrapt him in an unbridled and +fatiguing passion, persecuting him with her affection. She insisted on +seeing him every day, summoning him at all hours to a hasty meeting at a +street corner, at a shop, or in a public garden. She would then repeat +to him in a few words, always the same, that she worshiped and idolized +him, and leave him, vowing that she felt so happy to have seen him. She +showed herself quite another creature than he had fancied her, striving +to charm him with puerile glances, a childishness in love affairs +ridiculous at her age. Having remained up till then strictly honest, +virgin in heart, inaccessible to all sentiment, ignorant of sensuality, +a strange outburst of youthful tenderness, of ardent, naive and tardy +love, made up of unlooked-for outbursts, exclamations of a girl of +sixteen, graces grown old without ever having been young, had taken +place in this staid woman. She wrote him ten letters a day, maddeningly +foolish letters, couched in a style at once poetic and ridiculous, full +of the pet names of birds and beasts. + +As soon as they found themselves alone together she would kiss him with +the awkward prettiness of a great tomboy, pouting of the lips that were +grotesque, and bounds that made her too full bosom shake beneath her +bodice. He was above all, sickened with hearing her say, "My pet," "My +doggie," "My jewel," "My birdie," "My treasure," "My own," "My +precious," and to see her offer herself to him every time with a little +comedy of infantile modesty, little movements of alarm that she thought +pretty, and the tricks of a depraved schoolgirl. She would ask, "Whose +mouth is this?" and when he did not reply "Mine," would persist till she +made him grow pale with nervous irritability. She ought to have felt, it +seemed to him, that in love extreme tact, skill, prudence, and exactness +are requisite; that having given herself to him, she, a woman of mature +years, the mother of a family, and holding a position in society, should +yield herself gravely, with a kind of restrained eagerness, with tears, +perhaps, but with those of Dido, not of Juliet. + +She kept incessantly repeating to him, "How I love you, my little pet. +Do you love me as well, baby?" + +He could no longer bear to be called "my little pet," or "baby," without +an inclination to call her "old girl." + +She would say to him, "What madness of me to yield to you. But I do not +regret it. It is so sweet to love." + +All this seemed to George irritating from her mouth. She murmured, "It +is so sweet to love," like the village maiden at a theater. + +Then she exasperated him by the clumsiness of her caresses. Having +become all at once sensual beneath the kisses of this young fellow who +had so warmed her blood, she showed an unskilled ardor and a serious +application that made Du Roy laugh and think of old men trying to learn +to read. When she would have gripped him in her embrace, ardently gazing +at him with the deep and terrible glance of certain aging women, +splendid in their last loves, when she should have bitten him with +silent and quivering mouth, crushing him beneath her warmth and weight, +she would wriggle about like a girl, and lisp with the idea of being +pleasant: "Me love 'ou so, ducky, me love 'ou so. Have nice lovey-lovey +with 'ittle wifey." + +He then would be seized with a wild desire to take his hat and rush out, +slamming the door behind him. + +They had frequently met at the outset at the Rue de Constantinople; but +Du Roy, who dreaded a meeting there with Madame de Marelle, now found a +thousand pretexts for refusing such appointments. He had then to call on +her almost every day at her home, now to lunch, now to dinner. She +squeezed his hand under the table, held out her mouth to him behind the +doors. But he, for his part, took pleasure above all in playing with +Susan, who amused him with her whimsicalities. In her doll-like frame +was lodged an active, arch, sly, and startling wit, always ready to show +itself off. She joked at everything and everybody with biting readiness. +George stimulated her imagination, excited it to irony and they +understood one another marvelously. She kept appealing to him every +moment, "I say, Pretty-boy. Come here, Pretty-boy." + +He would at once leave the mother and go to the daughter, who would +whisper some bit of spitefulness, at which they would laugh heartily. + +However, disgusted with the mother's love, he began to feel an +insurmountable repugnance for her; he could no longer see, hear, or +think of her without anger. He ceased, therefore, to visit her, to +answer her letters, or to yield to her appeals. She understood at length +that he no longer loved her, and suffered terribly. But she grew +insatiable, kept watch on him, followed him, waited for him in a cab +with the blinds drawn down, at the door of the office, at the door of +his dwelling, in the streets through which she hoped he might pass. He +longed to ill-treat her, swear at her, strike her, say to her plainly, +"I have had enough of it, you worry my life out." But he observed some +circumspection on account of the _Vie Francaise_, and strove by dint of +coolness, harshness, tempered by attention, and even rude words at +times, to make her understand that there must be an end to it. She +strove, above all, to devise schemes to allure him to a meeting in the +Rue de Constantinople, and he was in a perpetual state of alarm lest the +two women should find themselves some day face to face at the door. + +His affection for Madame de Marelle had, on the contrary, augmented +during the summer. He called her his "young rascal," and she certainly +charmed him. Their two natures had kindred links; they were both members +of the adventurous race of vagabonds, those vagabonds in society who so +strongly resemble, without being aware of it, the vagabonds of the +highways. They had had a summer of delightful love-making, a summer of +students on the spree, bolting off to lunch or dine at Argenteuil, +Bougival, Maisons, or Poissy, and passing hours in a boat gathering +flowers from the bank. She adored the fried fish served on the banks of +the Seine, the stewed rabbits, the arbors in the tavern gardens, and the +shouts of the boating men. He liked to start off with her on a bright +day on a suburban line, and traverse the ugly environs of Paris, +sprouting with tradesmen's hideous boxes, talking lively nonsense. And +when he had to return to dine at Madame Walter's he hated the eager old +mistress from the mere recollection of the young one whom he had left, +and who had ravished his desires and harvested his ardor among the grass +by the water side. + +He had fancied himself at length pretty well rid of Madame Walter, to +whom he had expressed, in a plain and almost brutal fashion, his +intentions of breaking off with her, when he received at the office of +the paper the telegram summoning him to meet her at two o'clock at the +Rue de Constantinople. He re-read it as he walked along, "Must see you +to-day. Most important. Expect me two o'clock, Rue de Constantinople. +Can render you a great service. Till death.--Virginie." + +He thought, "What does this old screech-owl want with me now? I wager +she has nothing to tell me. She will only repeat that she adores me. Yet +I must see what it means. She speaks of an important affair and a great +service; perhaps it is so. And Clotilde, who is coming at four o'clock! +I must get the first of the pair off by three at the latest. By Jove, +provided they don't run up against one another! What bothers women are." + +And he reflected that, after all, his own wife was the only one who +never bothered him at all. She lived in her own way, and seemed to be +very fond of him during the hours destined to love, for she would not +admit that the unchangeable order of the ordinary occupations of life +should be interfered with. + +He walked slowly towards the rendezvous, mentally working himself up +against Madame Walter. "Ah! I will just receive her nicely if she has +nothing to tell me. Cambronne's language will be academical compared to +mine. I will tell her that I will never set foot in her house again, to +begin with." + +He went in to wait for Madame Walter. She arrived almost immediately, +and as soon as she caught sight of him, she exclaimed, "Ah, you have had +my telegram! How fortunate." + +He put on a grumpy expression, saying: "By Jove, yes; I found it at the +office just as I was going to start off to the Chamber. What is it you +want now?" + +She had raised her veil to kiss him, and drew nearer with the timid and +submissive air of an oft-beaten dog. + +"How cruel you are towards me! How harshly you speak to me! What have I +done to you? You cannot imagine how I suffer through you." + + +He growled: "Don't go on again in that style." + +She was standing close to him, only waiting for a smile, a gesture, to +throw herself into his arms, and murmured: "You should not have taken me +to treat me thus, you should have left me sober-minded and happy as I +was. Do you remember what you said to me in the church, and how you +forced me into this house? And now, how do you speak to me? how do you +receive me? Oh, God! oh, God! what pain you give me!" + +He stamped his foot, and exclaimed, violently: "Ah, bosh! That's enough +of it! I can't see you a moment without hearing all that foolery. One +would really think that I had carried you off at twelve years of age, +and that you were as ignorant as an angel. No, my dear, let us put +things in their proper light; there was no seduction of a young girl in +the business. You gave yourself to me at full years of discretion. I +thank you. I am infinitely grateful to you, but I am not bound to be +tied till death to your petticoat strings. You have a husband and I a +wife. We are neither of us free. We indulged in a mutual caprice, and it +is over." + +"Oh, you are brutal, coarse, shameless," she said; "I was indeed no +longer a young girl, but I had never loved, never faltered." + +He cut her short with: "I know it. You have told me so twenty times. But +you had had two children." + +She drew back, exclaiming: "Oh, George, that is unworthy of you," and +pressing her two hands to her heart, began to choke and sob. + +When he saw the tears come he took his hat from the corner of the +mantelpiece, saying: "Oh, you are going to cry, are you? Good-bye, then. +So it was to show off in this way that you came here, eh?" + +She had taken a step forward in order to bar the way, and quickly +pulling out a handkerchief from her pocket, wiped her eyes with an +abrupt movement. Her voice grew firmer by the effort of her will, as she +said, in tones tremulous with pain, "No--I came to--to tell you some +news--political news--to put you in the way of gaining fifty thousand +francs--or even more--if you like." + +He inquired, suddenly softening, "How so? What do you mean?" + +"I caught, by chance, yesterday evening, some words between my husband +and Laroche-Mathieu. They do not, besides, trouble themselves to hide +much from me. But Walter recommended the Minister not to let you into +the secret, as you would reveal everything." + +Du Roy had put his hat down on a chair, and was waiting very +attentively. + +"What is up, then?" said he. + +"They are going to take possession of Morocco." + +"Nonsense! I lunched with Laroche-Mathieu, who almost dictated to me the +intention of the Cabinet." + +"No, darling, they are humbugging you, because they were afraid lest +their plan should be known." + +"Sit down," said George, and sat down himself in an armchair. Then she +drew towards him a low stool, and sitting down on it between his knees, +went on in a coaxing tone, "As I am always thinking about you, I pay +attention now to everything that is whispered around me." + +And she began quietly to explain to him how she had guessed for some +time past that something was being hatched unknown to him; that they +were making use of him, while dreading his co-operation. She said, "You +know, when one is in love, one grows cunning." + +At length, the day before, she had understood it all. It was a business +transaction, a thumping affair, worked out on the quiet. She smiled now, +happy in her dexterity, and grew excited, speaking like a financier's +wife accustomed to see the market rigged, used to rises and falls that +ruin, in two hours of speculation, thousands of little folk who have +placed their savings in undertakings guaranteed by the names of men +honored and respected in the world of politics of finance. + +She repeated, "Oh, it is very smart what they have been up to! Very +smart. It was Walter who did it all, though, and he knows all about such +things. Really, it is a first-class job." + +He grew impatient at these preliminaries, and exclaimed, "Come, tell me +what it is at once." + +"Well, then, this is what it is. The Tangiers expedition was decided +upon between them on the day that Laroche-Mathieu took the ministry of +foreign affairs, and little by little they have bought up the whole of +the Morocco loan, which had fallen to sixty-four or sixty-five francs. +They have bought it up very cleverly by means of shady brokers, who did +not awaken any mistrust. They have even sold the Rothschilds, who grew +astonished to find Morocco stock always asked for, and who were +astonished by having agents pointed out to them--all lame ducks. That +quieted the big financiers. And now the expedition is to take place, and +as soon as we are there the French Government will guarantee the debt. +Our friends will gain fifty or sixty millions. You understand the +matter? You understand, too, how afraid they have been of everyone, of +the slightest indiscretion?" + +She had leaned her head against the young fellow's waistcoat, and with +her arms resting on his legs, pressed up against him, feeling that she +was interesting him now, and ready to do anything for a caress, for a +smile. + +"You are quite certain?" he asked. + +"I should think so," she replied, with confidence. + +"It is very smart indeed. As to that swine of a Laroche-Mathieu, just +see if I don't pay him out one of these days. Oh, the scoundrel, just +let him look out for himself! He shall go through my hands." Then he +began to reflect, and went on, "We ought, though, to profit by all +this." + +"You can still buy some of the loan," said she; "it is only at +seventy-two francs." + +He said, "Yes, but I have no money under my hand." + +She raised her eyes towards him, eyes full of entreaty, saying, "I have +thought of that, darling, and if you were very nice, very nice, if you +loved me a little, you would let me lend you some." + +He answered, abruptly and almost harshly, "As to that, no, indeed." + +She murmured, in an imploring voice: "Listen, there is something that +you can do without borrowing money. I wanted to buy ten thousand francs' +worth of the loan to make a little nest-egg. Well, I will take twenty +thousand, and you shall stand in for half. You understand that I am not +going to hand the money over to Walter. So there is nothing to pay for +the present. If it all succeeds, you gain seventy thousand francs. If +not, you will owe me ten thousand, which you can pay when you please." + +He remarked, "No, I do not like such pains." + +Then she argued, in order to get him to make up his mind. She proved to +him that he was really pledging his word for ten thousand francs, that +he was running risks, and that she was not advancing him anything, since +the actual outlay was made by Walter's bank. She pointed out to him, +besides, that it was he who had carried on in the _Vie Francaise_ the +whole of the political campaign that had rendered the scheme possible. +He would be very foolish not to profit by it. He still hesitated, and +she added, "But just reflect that in reality it is Walter who is +advancing you these ten thousand Francs, and that you have rendered him +services worth a great deal more than that." + +"Very well, then," said he, "I will go halves with you. If we lose, I +will repay you the ten thousand francs." + +She was so pleased that she rose, took his head in both her hands, and +began to kiss him eagerly. He did not resist at first, but as she grew +bolder, clasping him to her and devouring him with caresses, he +reflected that the other would be there shortly, and that if he yielded +he would lose time and exhaust in the arms of the old woman an ardor +that he had better reserve for the young one. So he repulsed her gently, +saying, "Come, be good now." + +She looked at him disconsolately, saying, "Oh, George, can't I even kiss +you?" + +He replied, "No, not to-day. I have a headache, and it upsets me." + +She sat down again docilely between his knees, and asked, "Will you come +and dine with us to-morrow? You would give me much pleasure." + +He hesitated, but dared not refuse, so said, "Certainly." + +"Thanks, darling." + + +She rubbed her cheek slowly against his breast with a regular and +coaxing movement, and one of her long black hairs caught in his +waistcoat. She noticed it, and a wild idea crossed her mind, one of +those superstitious notions which are often the whole of a woman's +reason. She began to twist this hair gently round a button. Then she +fastened another hair to the next button, and a third to the next. One +to every button. He would tear them out of her head presently when he +rose, and hurt her. What happiness! And he would carry away something of +her without knowing it; he would carry away a tiny lock of her hair +which he had never yet asked for. It was a tie by which she attached him +to her, a secret, invisible bond, a talisman she left with him. Without +willing it he would think of her, dream of her, and perhaps love her a +little more the next day. + +He said, all at once, "I must leave you, because I am expected at the +Chamber at the close of the sitting. I cannot miss attending to-day." + +She sighed, "Already!" and then added, resignedly, "Go, dear, but you +will come to dinner to-morrow." + +And suddenly she drew aside. There was a short and sharp pain in her +head, as though needles had been stuck into the skin. Her heart +throbbed; she was pleased to have suffered a little by him. "Good-bye," +said she. + +He took her in his arms with a compassionate smile, and coldly kissed +her eyes. But she, maddened by this contact, again murmured, "Already!" +while her suppliant glance indicated the bedroom, the door of which was +open. + +He stepped away from her, and said in a hurried tone, "I must be off; I +shall be late." + +Then she held out her lips, which he barely brushed with his, and having +handed her her parasol, which she was forgetting, he continued, "Come, +come, we must be quick, it is past three o'clock." + +She went out before him, saying, "To-morrow, at seven," and he repeated, +"To-morrow, at seven." + +They separated, she turning to the right and he to the left. Du Roy +walked as far as the outer boulevard. Then he slowly strolled back along +the Boulevard Malesherbes. Passing a pastry cook's, he noticed some +_marrons glaces_ in a glass jar, and thought, "I will take in a pound +for Clotilde." + +He bought a bag of these sweetmeats, which she was passionately fond of, +and at four o'clock returned to wait for his young mistress. She was a +little late, because her husband had come home for a week, and said, +"Can you come and dine with us to-morrow? He will be so pleased to see +you." + +"No, I dine with the governor. We have a heap of political and financial +matters to talk over." + +She had taken off her bonnet, and was now laying aside her bodice, which +was too tight for her. He pointed out the bag on the mantel-shelf, +saying, "I have bought you some _marrons glaces_." + +She clapped her hands, exclaiming: "How nice; what a dear you are." + +She took one, tasted them, and said: "They are delicious. I feel sure I +shall not leave one of them." Then she added, looking at George with +sensual merriment: "You flatter all my vices, then." + +She slowly ate the sweetmeats, looking continually into the bag to see +if there were any left. "There, sit down in the armchair," said she, +"and I will squat down between your knees and nibble my bon-bons. I +shall be very comfortable." + +He smiled, sat down, and took her between his knees, as he had had +Madame Walter shortly before. She raised her head in order to speak to +him, and said, with her mouth full: "Do you know, darling, I dreamt of +you? I dreamt that we were both taking a long journey together on a +camel. He had two humps, and we were each sitting astride on a hump, +crossing the desert. We had taken some sandwiches in a piece of paper +and some wine in a bottle, and were dining on our humps. But it annoyed +me because we could not do anything else; we were too far off from one +another, and I wanted to get down." + +He answered: "I want to get down, too." + +He laughed, amused at the story, and encouraged her to talk nonsense, to +chatter, to indulge in all the child's play of conversation which lovers +utter. The nonsense which he thought delightful in the mouth of Madame +de Marelle would have exasperated him in that of Madame Walter. +Clotilde, too, called him "My darling," "My pet," "My own." These words +seemed sweet and caressing. Said by the other woman shortly before, they +had irritated and sickened him. For words of love, which are always the +same, take the flavor of the lips they come from. + +But he was thinking, even while amusing himself with this nonsense, of +the seventy thousand francs he was going to gain, and suddenly checked +the gabble of his companion by two little taps with his finger on her +head. "Listen, pet," said he. + +"I am going to entrust you with a commission for your husband. Tell him +from me to buy to-morrow ten thousand francs' worth of the Morocco loan, +which is quoted at seventy-two, and I promise him that he will gain from +sixty to eighty thousand francs before three months are over. Recommend +the most positive silence to him. Tell him from me that the expedition +to Tangiers is decided on, and that the French government will guarantee +the debt of Morocco. But do not let anything out about it. It is a State +secret that I am entrusting to you." + +She listened to him seriously, and murmured: "Thank you, I will tell my +husband this evening. You can reckon on him; he will not talk. He is a +very safe man, and there is no danger." + +But she had eaten all the sweetmeats. She crushed up the bag between her +hands and flung it into the fireplace. Then she said, "Let us go to +bed," and without getting up, began to unbutton George's waistcoat. All +at once she stopped, and pulling out between two fingers a long hair, +caught in a buttonhole, began to laugh. "There, you have brought away +one of Madeleine's hairs. There is a faithful husband for you." + +Then, becoming once more serious, she carefully examined on her head the +almost imperceptible thread she had found, and murmured: "It is not +Madeleine's, it is too dark." + +He smiled, saying: "It is very likely one of the maid's." + +But she was inspecting the waistcoat with the attention of a detective, +and collected a second hair rolled round a button; then she perceived a +third, and pale and somewhat trembling, exclaimed: "Oh, you have been +sleeping with a woman who has wrapped her hair round all your buttons." + +He was astonished, and gasped out: "No, you are mad." + +All at once he remembered, understood it all, was uneasy at first, and +then denied the charge with a chuckle, not vexed at the bottom that she +should suspect him of other loves. She kept on searching, and still +found hairs, which she rapidly untwisted and threw on the carpet. She +had guessed matters with her artful woman's instinct, and stammered out, +vexed, angry, and ready to cry: "She loves you, she does--and she wanted +you to take away something belonging to her. Oh, what a traitor you +are!" But all at once she gave a cry, a shrill cry of nervous joy. "Oh! +oh! it is an old woman--here is a white hair. Ah, you go in for old +women now! Do they pay you, eh--do they pay you? Ah, so you have come to +old women, have you? Then you have no longer any need of me. Keep the +other one." + +She rose, ran to her bodice thrown onto a chair, and began hurriedly to +put it on again. He sought to retain her, stammering confusedly: "But, +no, Clo, you are silly. I do not know anything about it. Listen +now--stay here. Come, now--stay here." + +She repeated: "Keep your old woman--keep her. Have a ring made out of +her hair--out of her white hair. You have enough of it for that." + +With abrupt and swift movements she had dressed herself and put on her +bonnet and veil, and when he sought to take hold of her, gave him a +smack with all her strength. While he remained bewildered, she opened +the door and fled. + +As soon as he was alone he was seized with furious anger against that +old hag of a Mother Walter. Ah, he would send her about her business, +and pretty roughly, too! He bathed his reddened cheek and then went out, +in turn meditating vengeance. This time he would not forgive her. Ah, +no! He walked down as far as the boulevard, and sauntering along stopped +in front of a jeweler's shop to look at a chronometer he had fancied for +a long time back, and which was ticketed eighteen hundred francs. He +thought all at once, with a thrill of joy at his heart, "If I gain my +seventy thousand francs I can afford it." + +And he began to think of all the things he would do with these seventy +thousand francs. In the first place, he would get elected deputy. Then +he would buy his chronometer, and would speculate on the Bourse, and +would-- + +He did not want to go to the office, preferring to consult Madeleine +before seeing Walter and writing his article, and started for home. He +had reached the Rue Druot, when he stopped short. He had forgotten to +ask after the Count de Vaudrec, who lived in the Chaussee d'Antin. He +therefore turned back, still sauntering, thinking of a thousand things, +mainly pleasant, of his coming fortune, and also of that scoundrel of a +Laroche-Mathieu, and that old stickfast of a Madame Walter. He was not +uneasy about the wrath of Clotilde, knowing very well that she forgave +quickly. + +He asked the doorkeeper of the house in which the Count de Vaudrec +resided: "How is Monsieur de Vaudrec? I hear that he has been unwell +these last few days." + +The man replied: "The Count is very bad indeed, sir. They are afraid he +will not live through the night; the gout has mounted to his heart." + +Du Roy was so startled that he no longer knew what he ought to do. +Vaudrec dying! Confused and disquieting ideas shot through his mind that +he dared not even admit to himself. He stammered: "Thank you; I will +call again," without knowing what he was saying. + +Then he jumped into a cab and was driven home. His wife had come in. He +went into her room breathless, and said at once: "Have you heard? +Vaudrec is dying." + +She was sitting down reading a letter. She raised her eyes, and +repeating thrice: "Oh! what do you say, what do you say, what do you +say?" + +"I say that Vaudrec is dying from a fit of gout that has flown to the +heart." Then he added: "What do you think of doing?" + +She had risen livid, and with her cheeks shaken by a nervous quivering, +then she began to cry terribly, hiding her face in her hands. She stood +shaken by sobs and torn by grief. But suddenly she mastered her sorrow, +and wiping her eyes, said: "I--I am going there--don't bother about +me--I don't know when I shall be back--don't wait for me." + +He replied: "Very well, dear." They shook hands, and she went off so +hurriedly that she forgot her gloves. + +George, having dined alone, began to write his article. He did so +exactly in accordance with the minister's instructions, giving his +readers to understand that the expedition to Morocco would not take +place. Then he took it to the office, chatted for a few minutes with the +governor, and went out smoking, light-hearted, though he knew not why. +His wife had not come home, and he went to bed and fell asleep. + +Madeleine came in towards midnight. George, suddenly roused, sat up in +bed. "Well?" he asked. + +He had never seen her so pale and so deeply moved. She murmured: "He is +dead." + +"Ah!--and he did not say anything?" + +"Nothing. He had lost consciousness when I arrived." + +George was thinking. Questions rose to his lips that he did not dare to +put. "Come to bed," said he. + +She undressed rapidly, and slipped into bed beside him, when he resumed: +"Were there any relations present at his death-bed?" + +"Only a nephew." + +"Ah! Did he see this nephew often?" + +"Never. They had not met for ten years." + +"Had he any other relatives?" + +"No, I do not think so." + +"Then it is his nephew who will inherit?" + +"I do not know." + +"He was very well off, Vaudrec?" + +"Yes, very well off." + +"Do you know what his fortune was?" + +"No, not exactly. One or two millions, perhaps." + +He said no more. She blew out the light, and they remained stretched +out, side by side, in the darkness--silent, wakeful, and reflecting. He +no longer felt inclined for sleep. He now thought the seventy thousand +francs promised by Madame Walter insignificant. Suddenly he fancied that +Madeleine was crying. He inquired, in order to make certain: "Are you +asleep?" + +"No." + +Her voice was tearful and quavering, and he said: "I forgot to tell you +when I came in that your minister has let us in nicely." + +"How so?" + +He told her at length, with all details, the plan hatched between +Laroche-Mathieu and Walter. When he had finished, she asked: "How do you +know this?" + +He replied: "You will excuse me not telling you. You have your means of +information, which I do not seek to penetrate. I have mine, which I wish +to keep to myself. I can, in any case, answer for the correctness of my +information." + +Then she murmured: "Yes, it is quite possible. I fancied they were up to +something without us." + +But George, who no longer felt sleepy, had drawn closer to his wife, and +gently kissed her ear. She repulsed him sharply. "I beg of you to leave +me alone. I am not in a mood to romp." He turned resignedly towards the +wall, and having closed his eyes, ended by falling asleep. + + + + +XIV + + +The church was draped with black, and over the main entrance a huge +scutcheon, surmounted by a coronet, announced to the passers-by that a +gentleman was being buried. The ceremony was just over, and those +present at it were slowly dispersing, defiling past the coffin and the +nephew of the Count de Vaudrec, who was shaking extended hands and +returning bows. When George Du Roy and his wife came out of the church +they began to walk homeward side by side, silent and preoccupied. At +length George said, as though speaking to himself: "Really, it is very +strange." + +"What, dear?" asked Madeleine. + +"That Vaudrec should not have left us anything." + +She blushed suddenly, as though a rosy veil had been cast over her white +skin, and said: "Why should he have left us anything? There was no +reason for it." Then, after a few moments' silence, she went on: "There +is perhaps a will in the hands of some notary. We know nothing as yet." + +He reflected for a short time, and then murmured: "Yes, it is probable, +for, after all, he was the most intimate friend of us both. He dined +with us twice a week, called at all hours, and was at home at our place, +quite at home in every respect. He loved you like a father, and had no +children, no brothers and sisters, nothing but a nephew, and a nephew he +never used to see. Yes, there must be a will. I do not care for much, +only a remembrance to show that he thought of us, that he loved us, that +he recognized the affection we felt for him. He certainly owed us some +such mark of friendship." + +She said in a pensive and indifferent manner: "It is possible, indeed, +that there may be a will." + +As they entered their rooms, the man-servant handed a letter to +Madeleine. She opened it, and then held it out to her husband. It ran as +follows: + + "Office of Maitre Lamaneur, Notary, + "17 Rue des Vosges. + + "MADAME: I have the honor to beg you to favor me with a call + here on Tuesday, Wednesday, or Thursday between the hours of + two and four, on business concerning you.--I am, + etc.--LAMANEUR." + +George had reddened in turn. "That is what it must be," said he. "It is +strange, though, that it is you who are summoned, and not myself, who am +legally the head of the family." + +She did not answer at once, but after a brief period of reflection, +said: "Shall we go round there by and by?" + +"Yes, certainly." + +They set out as soon as they had lunched. When they entered Maitre +Lamaneur's office, the head clerk rose with marked attention and ushered +them in to his master. The notary was a round, little man, round all +over. His head looked like a ball nailed onto another ball, which had +legs so short that they almost resembled balls too. He bowed, pointed to +two chairs, and turning towards Madeleine, said: "Madame, I have sent +for you in order to acquaint you with the will of the Count de Vaudrec, +in which you are interested." + +George could not help muttering: "I thought so." + +The notary went on: "I will read to you the document, which is very +brief." + +He took a paper from a box in front of him, and read as follows: + +"I, the undersigned, Paul Emile Cyprien Gontran, Count de Vaudrec, being +sound in body and mind, hereby express my last wishes. As death may +overtake us at any moment, I wish, in provision of his attacks, to take +the precaution of making my will, which will be placed in the hands of +Maitre Lamaneur. Having no direct heirs, I leave the whole of my +fortune, consisting of stock to the amount of six hundred thousand +francs, and landed property worth about five hundred thousand francs, to +Madame Claire Madeleine Du Roy without any charge or condition. I beg +her to accept this gift of a departed friend as a proof of a deep, +devoted, and respectful affection." + +The notary added: "That is all. This document is dated last August, and +replaces one of the same nature, written two years back, with the name +of Madame Claire Madeleine Forestier. I have this first will, too, which +would prove, in the case of opposition on the part of the family, that +the wishes of Count de Vaudrec did not vary." + +Madeleine, very pale, looked at her feet. George nervously twisted the +end of his moustache between his fingers. The notary continued after a +moment of silence: "It is, of course, understood, sir, that your wife +cannot accept the legacy without your consent." + +Du Roy rose and said, dryly: "I must ask time to reflect." + +The notary, who was smiling, bowed, and said in an amiable tone: "I +understand the scruples that cause you to hesitate, sir. I should say +that the nephew of Monsieur de Vaudrec, who became acquainted this very +morning with his uncle's last wishes, stated that he was prepared to +respect them, provided the sum of a hundred thousand francs was allowed +him. In my opinion the will is unattackable, but a law-suit would cause +a stir, which it may perhaps suit you to avoid. The world often judges +things ill-naturedly. In any case, can you give me your answer on all +these points before Saturday?" + +George bowed, saying: "Yes, sir." + +Then he bowed again ceremoniously, ushered out his wife, who had +remained silent, and went out himself with so stiff an air that the +notary no longer smiled. + +As soon as they got home, Du Roy abruptly closed the door, and throwing +his hat onto the bed, said: "You were Vaudrec's mistress." + +Madeleine, who was taking off her veil, turned round with a start, +exclaiming: "I? Oh!" + +"Yes, you. A man does not leave the whole of his fortune to a woman, +unless--" + +She was trembling, and was unable to remove the pins fastening the +transparent tissue. After a moment's reflection she stammered, in an +agitated tone: "Come, come--you are mad--you are--you are. Did not you, +yourself, just now have hopes that he would leave us something?" + +George remained standing beside her, following all her emotions like a +magistrate seeking to note the least faltering on the part of an +accused. He said, laying stress on every word: "Yes, he might have left +something to me, your husband--to me, his friend--you understand, but +not to you--my wife. The distinction is capital, essential from the +point of propriety and of public opinion." + +Madeleine in turn looked at him fixedly in the eyes, in profound and +singular fashion, as though seeking to read something there, as though +trying to discover that unknown part of a human being which we never +fathom, and of which we can scarcely even catch rapid glimpses in those +moments of carelessness or inattention, which are like doors left open, +giving onto the mysterious depths of the mind. She said slowly: "It +seems to me, however, that a legacy of this importance would have been +looked on as at least equally strange left to you." + +He asked abruptly: "Why so?" + +She said: "Because--" hesitated, and then continued: "Because you are my +husband, and have only known him for a short time, after all--because I +have been his friend for a very long while--and because his first will, +made during Forestier's lifetime, was already in my favor." + +George began to stride up and down. He said: "You cannot accept." + +She replied in a tone of indifference: "Precisely so; then it is not +worth while waiting till Saturday, we can let Maitre Lamaneur know at +once." + +He stopped short in front of her, and they again stood for some moments +with their eyes riveted on one another, striving to fathom the +impenetrable secret of their hearts, to cut down to the quick of their +thoughts. They tried to see one another's conscience unveiled in an +ardent and mute interrogation; the struggle of two beings who, living +side by side, were always ignorant of one another, suspecting, sniffing +round, watching, but never understanding one another to the muddy +depths of their souls. And suddenly he murmured to her face, in a low +voice: "Come, admit that you were De Vaudrec's mistress." + +She shrugged her shoulders, saying: "You are ridiculous. Vaudrec was +very fond of me, very--but there was nothing more--never." + +He stamped his foot. "You lie. It is not possible." + +She replied, quietly: "It is so, though." + +He began to walk up and down again, and then, halting once more, said: +"Explain, then, how he came to leave the whole of his fortune to you." + +She did so in a careless and disinterested tone, saying: "It is quite +simple. As you said just now, he had only ourselves for friends, or +rather myself, for he has known me from a child. My mother was a +companion at the house of some relatives of his. He was always coming +here, and as he had no natural heirs he thought of me. That there was a +little love for me in the matter is possible. But where is the woman who +has not been loved thus? Why should not such secret, hidden affection +have placed my name at the tip of his pen when he thought of expressing +his last wishes? He brought me flowers every Monday. You were not at all +astonished at that, and yet he did not bring you any, did he? Now he has +given me his fortune for the same reason, and because he had no one to +offer it to. It would have been, on the contrary, very surprising for +him to have left it to you. Why should he have done so? What were you to +him?" + +She spoke so naturally and quietly that George hesitated. He said, +however: "All the same, we cannot accept this inheritance under such +conditions. The effect would be deplorable. All the world would believe +it; all the world would gossip about it, and laugh at me. My fellow +journalists are already only too disposed to feel jealous of me and to +attack me. I should have, before anyone, a care for my honor and my +reputation. It is impossible for me to allow my wife to accept a legacy +of this kind from a man whom public report has already assigned to her +as a lover. Forestier might perhaps have tolerated it, but not me." + +She murmured, mildly: "Well, dear, do not let us accept it. It will be a +million the less in our pockets, that is all." + +He was still walking up and down, and began to think aloud, speaking for +his wife's benefit without addressing himself directly to her: "Yes, a +million, so much the worse. He did not understand, in making his will, +what a fault in tact, what a breach of propriety he was committing. He +did not see in what a false, a ridiculous position he would place me. +Everything is a matter of detail in this life. He should have left me +half; that would have settled everything." + +He sat down, crossed his legs, and began to twist the end of his +moustache, as he did in moments of boredom, uneasiness, and difficult +reflection. Madeleine took up some embroidery at which she worked from +time to time, and said, while selecting her wools: "I have only to hold +my tongue. It is for you to reflect." + +He was a long time without replying, and then said, hesitatingly: "The +world will never understand that Vaudrec made you his sole heiress, and +that I allowed it. To receive his fortune in that way would be an +acknowledgment on your part of a guilty connection, and on mine of a +shameful complaisance. Do you understand now how our acceptance of it +would be interpreted? It would be necessary to find a side issue, some +clever way of palliating matters. To let it go abroad, for instance, +that he had divided the money between us, leaving half to the husband +and half to the wife." + +She observed: "I do not see how that can be done, since the will is +plain." + +"Oh, it is very simple. You could leave me half the inheritance by a +deed of gift. We have no children, so it is feasible. In that way the +mouth of public malevolence would be closed." + +She replied, somewhat impatiently: "I do not see any the more how the +mouth of public malevolence is to be closed, since the will is there, +signed by Vaudrec?" + +He said, angrily: "Have we any need to show it and to paste it up on all +the walls? You are really stupid. We will say that the Count de Vaudrec +left his fortune between us. That is all. But you cannot accept this +legacy without my authorization. I will only give it on condition of a +division, which will hinder me from becoming a laughing stock." + +She looked at him again with a penetrating glance, and said: "As you +like. I am agreeable." + +Then he rose, and began to walk up and down again. He seemed to be +hesitating anew, and now avoided his wife's penetrating glance. He was +saying: "No, certainly not. Perhaps it would be better to give it up +altogether. That is more worthy, more correct, more honorable. And yet +by this plan nothing could be imagined against us--absolutely nothing. +The most unscrupulous people could only admit things as they were." He +paused in front of Madeleine. "Well, then, if you like, darling, I will +go back alone to Maitre Lamaneur to explain matters to him and consult +him. I will tell him of my scruples, and add that we have arrived at the +notion of a division to prevent gossip. From the moment that I accept +half this inheritance, it is plain that no one has the right to smile. +It is equal to saying aloud: 'My wife accepts because I accept--I, her +husband, the best judge of what she may do without compromising herself. +Otherwise a scandal would have arisen.'" + +Madeleine merely murmured: "Just as you like." + +He went on with a flow of words: "Yes, it is all as clear as daylight +with this arrangement of a division in two. We inherit from a friend who +did not want to make any difference between us, any distinction; who did +not wish to appear to say: 'I prefer one or the other after death, as I +did during life.' He liked the wife best, be it understood, but in +leaving the fortune equally to both, he wished plainly to express that +his preference was purely platonic. And you may be sure that, if he had +thought of it, that is what he would have done. He did not reflect. He +did not foresee the consequences. As you said very appropriately just +now, it was you to whom he offered flowers every week, it is to you he +wished to leave his last remembrance, without taking into consideration +that--" + +She checked him, with a shade of irritation: "All right; I understand. +You have no need to make so many explanations. Go to the notary's at +once." + +He stammered, reddening: "You are right. I am off." + +He took his hat, and then, at the moment of going out, said: "I will +try to settle the difficulty with the nephew for fifty thousand francs, +eh?" + +She replied, with dignity: "No. Give him the hundred thousand francs he +asks. Take them from my share, if you like." + +He muttered, shamefacedly: "Oh, no; we will share that. Giving up fifty +thousand francs apiece, there still remains to us a clear million." He +added: "Good-bye, then, for the present, Made." And he went off to +explain to the notary the plan which he asserted had been imagined by +his wife. + +They signed the next day a deed of gift of five hundred thousand francs, +which Madeleine Du Roy abandoned to her husband. On leaving the notary's +office, as the day was fine, George suggested that they should walk as +far as the boulevards. He showed himself pleasant and full of attention +and affection. He laughed, pleased at everything, while she remained +thoughtful and somewhat severe. + +It was a somewhat cool autumn day. The people in the streets seemed in a +hurry, and walked rapidly. Du Roy led his wife to the front of the shop +in which he had so often gazed at the longed-for chronometer. "Shall I +stand you some jewelry?" said he. + +She replied, indifferently: "Just as you like." + +They went in, and he asked: "What would you prefer--a necklace, a +bracelet, or a pair of earrings?" + +The sight of the trinkets in gold, and precious stones overcame her +studied coolness, and she scanned with kindling and inquisitive eyes the +glass cases filled with jewelry. And, suddenly moved by desire, said: +"That is a very pretty bracelet." + +It was a chain of quaint pattern, every link of which had a different +stone set in it. + +George inquired: "How much is this bracelet?" + +"Three thousand francs, sir," replied the jeweler. + +"If you will let me have it for two thousand five hundred, it is a +bargain." + +The man hesitated, and then replied: "No, sir; that is impossible." + +Du Roy went on: "Come, you can throw in that chronometer for fifteen +hundred; that will make four thousand, which I will pay at once. Is it +agreed? If not, I will go somewhere else." + +The jeweler, in a state of perplexity, ended by agreeing, saying: "Very +good, sir." + +And the journalist, after giving his address, added: "You will have the +monogram, G. R. C., engraved on the chronometer under a baron's +coronet." + +Madeleine, surprised, began to smile, and when they went out, took his +arm with a certain affection. She found him really clever and capable. +Now that he had an income, he needed a title. It was quite right. + +The jeweler bowed them out, saying: "You can depend upon me; it will be +ready on Thursday, Baron." + +They paused before the Vaudeville, at which a new piece was being +played. + +"If you like," said he, "we will go to the theater this evening. Let us +see if we can have a box." + +They took a box, and he continued: "Suppose we dine at a restaurant." + +"Oh, yes; I should like that!" + + +He was as happy as a king, and sought what else they could do. "Suppose +we go and ask Madame de Marelle to spend the evening with us. Her +husband is at home, I hear, and I shall be delighted to see him." + +They went there. George, who slightly dreaded the first meeting with his +mistress, was not ill-pleased that his wife was present to prevent +anything like an explanation. But Clotilde did not seem to remember +anything against him, and even obliged her husband to accept the +invitation. + +The dinner was lovely, and the evening pleasant. George and Madeleine +got home late. The gas was out, and to light them upstairs, the +journalist struck a wax match from time to time. On reaching the +first-floor landing the flame, suddenly starting forth as he struck, +caused their two lit-up faces to show in the glass standing out against +the darkness of the staircase. They resembled phantoms, appearing and +ready to vanish into the night. + +Du Roy raised his hand to light up their reflections, and said, with a + +laugh of triumph: "Behold the millionaires!" + + + + +XV + + +The conquest of Morocco had been accomplished two months back. France, +mistress of Tangiers, held the whole of the African shore of the +Mediterranean as far as Tripoli, and had guaranteed the debt of the +newly annexed territory. It was said that two ministers had gained a +score of millions over the business, and Laroche-Mathieu was almost +openly named. As to Walter, no one in Paris was ignorant of the fact +that he had brought down two birds with one stone, and made thirty or +forty millions out of the loan and eight to ten millions out of the +copper and iron mines, as well as out of a large stretch of territory +bought for almost nothing prior to the conquest, and sold after the +French occupation to companies formed to promote colonization. He had +become in a few days one of the lords of creation, one of those +omnipotent financiers more powerful than monarchs who cause heads to +bow, mouths to stammer, and all that is base, cowardly, and envious, to +well up from the depths of the human heart. He was no longer the Jew +Walter, head of a shady bank, manager of a fishy paper, deputy suspected +of illicit jobbery. He was Monsieur Walter, the wealthy Israelite. + +He wished to show himself off. Aware of the monetary embarrassments of +the Prince de Carlsbourg, who owned one of the finest mansions in the +Rue de Faubourg, Saint Honoré, with a garden giving onto the Champs +Elysées, he proposed to him to buy house and furniture, without shifting +a stick, within twenty-four hours. He offered three millions, and the +prince, tempted by the amount, accepted. The following day Walter +installed himself in his new domicile. Then he had another idea, the +idea of a conqueror who wishes to conquer Paris, the idea of a +Bonaparte. The whole city was flocking at that moment to see a great +painting by the Hungarian artist, Karl Marcowitch, exhibited at a +dealer's named Jacques Lenoble, and representing Christ walking on the +water. The art critics, filled with enthusiasm, declared the picture the +most superb masterpiece of the century. Walter bought it for four +hundred thousand francs, and took it away, thus cutting suddenly short a +flow of public curiosity, and forcing the whole of Paris to speak of him +in terms of envy, blame, or approbation. Then he had it announced in the +papers that he would invite everyone known in Parisian society to view +at his house some evening this triumph of the foreign master, in order +that it might not be said that he had hidden away a work of art. His +house would be open; let those who would, come. It would be enough to +show at the door the letter of invitation. + +This ran as follows: "Monsieur and Madame Walter beg of you to honor +them with your company on December 30th, between 9 and 12 p. m., to view +the picture by Karl Marcowitch, 'Jesus Walking on the Waters,' lit up by +electric light." Then, as a postscript, in small letters: "Dancing after +midnight." So those who wished to stay could, and out of these the + +Walters would recruit their future acquaintances. The others would view +the picture, the mansion, and their owners with worldly curiosity, +insolent and indifferent, and would then go away as they came. But Daddy +Walter knew very well that they would return later on, as they had come +to his Israelite brethren grown rich like himself. The first thing was +that they should enter his house, all these titled paupers who were +mentioned in the papers, and they would enter it to see the face of a +man who had gained fifty millions in six weeks; they would enter it to +see and note who else came there; they would also enter it because he +had had the good taste and dexterity to summon them to admire a +Christian picture at the home of a child of Israel. He seemed to say to +them: "You see I have given five hundred thousand francs for the +religious masterpiece of Marcowitch, 'Jesus Walking on the Waters.' And +this masterpiece will always remain before my eyes in the house of the +Jew, Walter." + +In society there had been a great deal of talk over these invitations, +which, after all, did not pledge one in any way. One could go there as +one went to see watercolors at Monsieur Petit's. The Walters owned a +masterpiece, and threw open their doors one evening so that everyone +could admire it. Nothing could be better. The _Vie Francaise_ for a +fortnight past had published every morning a note on this coming event +of the 30th December, and had striven to kindle public curiosity. + +Du Roy was furious at the governor's triumph. He had thought himself +rich with the five hundred thousand francs extorted from his wife, and +now he held himself to be poor, fearfully poor, when comparing his +modest fortune with the shower of millions that had fallen around him, +without his being able to pick any of it up. His envious hatred waxed +daily. He was angry with everyone--with the Walters, whom he had not +been to see at their new home; with his wife, who, deceived by +Laroche-Mathieu, had persuaded him not to invest in the Morocco loan; +and, above all, with the minister who had tricked him, who had made use +of him, and who dined at his table twice a week. George was his agent, +his secretary, his mouthpiece, and when he was writing from his +dictation felt wild longings to strangle this triumphant foe. As a +minister, Laroche-Mathieu had shown modesty in mien, and in order to +retain his portfolio, did not let it be seen that he was gorged with +gold. But Du Roy felt the presence of this gold in the haughtier tone of +the parvenu barrister, in his more insolent gestures, his more daring +affirmation, his perfect self-confidence. Laroche-Mathieu now reigned in +the Du Roy household, having taken the place and the days of the Count +de Vaudrec, and spoke to the servants like a second master. George +tolerated him with a quiver running through him like a dog who wants to +bite, and dares not. But he was often harsh and brutal towards +Madeleine, who shrugged her shoulders and treated him like a clumsy +child. She was, besides, astonished at his continual ill-humor, and +repeated: "I cannot make you out. You are always grumbling, and yet your +position is a splendid one." + +He would turn his back without replying. + +He had declared at first that he would not go to the governor's +entertainment, and that he would never more set foot in the house of +that dirty Jew. For two months Madame Walter had been writing to him +daily, begging him to come, to make an appointment with her whenever he +liked, in order, she said, that she might hand over the seventy thousand +francs she had gained for him. He did not reply, and threw these +despairing letters into the fire. Not that he had renounced receiving +his share of their profits, but he wanted to madden her, to treat her +with contempt, to trample her under feet. She was too rich. He wanted to +show his pride. The very day of the exhibition of the picture, as +Madeleine pointed out to him that he was very wrong not to go, he +replied: "Hold your tongue. I shall stay at home." + +Then after dinner he suddenly said: "It will be better after all to +undergo this affliction. Get dressed at once." + +She was expecting this, and said: "I will be ready in a quarter of an +hour." He dressed growling, and even in the cab he continued to spit out +his spleen. + +The court-yard of the Carlsbourg mansion was lit up by four electric +lights, looking like four small bluish moons, one at each corner. A +splendid carpet was laid down the high flight of steps, on each of which +a footman in livery stood motionless as a statue. + +Du Roy muttered: "Here's a fine show-off for you," and shrugged his +shoulders, his heart contracted by jealousy. + +His wife said: "Be quiet and do likewise." + +They went in and handed their heavy outer garments to the footmen who +advanced to meet them. Several ladies were also there with their +husbands, freeing themselves from their furs. Murmurs of: "It is very +beautiful, very beautiful," could be heard. The immense entrance hall +was hung with tapestry, representing the adventures of Mars and Venus. +To the right and left were the two branches of a colossal double +staircase, which met on the first floor. The banisters were a marvel of +wrought-iron work, the dull old gilding of which glittered with discreet +luster beside the steps of pink marble. At the entrance to the +reception-rooms two little girls, one in a pink folly costume, and the +other in a blue one, offered a bouquet of flowers to each lady. This was +held to be charming. + +The reception-rooms were already crowded. Most of the ladies were in +outdoor dress, showing that they came there as to any other exhibition. +Those who intended remaining for the ball were bare armed and bare +necked. Madame Walter, surrounded by her friends, was in the second room +acknowledging the greetings of the visitors. Many of these did not know +her, and walked about as though in a museum, without troubling +themselves about the masters of the house. + +When she perceived Du Roy she grew livid, and made a movement as though +to advance towards him. Then she remained motionless, awaiting him. He +greeted her ceremoniously, while Madeleine overwhelmed her with +affection and compliments. Then George left his wife with her and lost +himself in the crowd, to listen to the spiteful things that assuredly +must be said. + +Five reception-rooms opened one into the other, hung with costly stuffs, +Italian embroideries, or oriental rugs of varying shades and styles, and +bearing on their walls pictures by old masters. People stopped, above +all, to admire a small room in the Louis XVI style, a kind of boudoir, +lined with silk, with bouquets of roses on a pale blue ground. The +furniture, of gilt wood, upholstered in the same material, was admirably +finished. + +George recognized some well-known people--the Duchess de Ferraciné, the +Count and Countess de Ravenal, General Prince d'Andremont, the beautiful +Marchioness des Dunes, and all those folk who are seen at first +performances. He was suddenly seized by the arm, and a young and pleased +voice murmured in his ear: "Ah! here you are at last, you naughty +Pretty-boy. How is it one no longer sees you?" + +It was Susan Walter, scanning him with her enamel-like eyes from beneath +the curly cloud of her fair hair. He was delighted to see her again, and +frankly pressed her hand. Then, excusing himself, he said: "I have not +been able to come. I have had so much to do during the past two months +that I have not been out at all." + +She said, with her serious air: "That is wrong, very wrong. You have +caused us a great deal of pain, for we adore you, mamma and I. As to +myself, I cannot get on without you. When you are not here I am bored +to death. You see I tell you so plainly, so that you may no longer have +the right of disappearing like that. Give me your arm, I will show you +'Jesus Walking on the Waters' myself; it is right away at the end, +beyond the conservatory. Papa had it put there so that they should be +obliged to see everything before they could get to it. It is astonishing +how he is showing off this place." + +They went on quietly among the crowd. People turned round to look at +this good-looking fellow and this charming little doll. A well-known +painter said: "What a pretty pair. They go capitally together." + +George thought: "If I had been really clever, this is the girl I should +have married. It was possible. How is it I did not think of it? How did +I come to take that other one? What a piece of stupidity. We always act +too impetuously, and never reflect sufficiently." + +And envy, bitter envy, sank drop by drop into his mind like a gall, +embittering all his pleasures, and rendering existence hateful. + +Susan was saying: "Oh! do come often, Pretty-boy; we will go in for all +manner of things now, papa is so rich. We will amuse ourselves like +madcaps." + +He answered, still following up his idea: "Oh! you will marry now. You +will marry some prince, a ruined one, and we shall scarcely see one +another." + +She exclaimed, frankly: "Oh! no, not yet. I want someone who pleases me, +who pleases me a great deal, who pleases me altogether. I am rich enough +for two." + +He smiled with a haughty and ironical smile, and began to point out to +her people that were passing, very noble folk who had sold their rusty +titles to the daughters of financiers like herself, and who now lived +with or away from their wives, but free, impudent, known, and respected. +He concluded with: "I will not give you six months before you are caught +with that same bait. You will be a marchioness, a duchess or a princess, +and will look down on me from a very great height, miss." + +She grew indignant, tapped him on the arm with her fan, and vowed that +she would marry according to the dictates of her heart. + +He sneered: "We shall see about all that, you are too rich." + +She remarked: "But you, too, have come in for an inheritance." + +He uttered in a tone of contempt: "Oh! not worth speaking about. +Scarcely twenty thousand francs a year, not much in these days." + +"But your wife has also inherited." + +"Yes. A million between us. Forty thousand francs' income. We cannot +even keep a carriage on it." + +They had reached the last of the reception-rooms, and before them lay +the conservatory--a huge winter garden full of tall, tropical trees, +sheltering clumps of rare flowers. Penetrating beneath this somber +greenery, through which the light streamed like a flood of silver, they +breathed the warm odor of damp earth, and an air heavy with perfumes. It +was a strange sensation, at once sweet, unwholesome, and pleasant, of a +nature that was artificial, soft, and enervating. They walked on carpets +exactly like moss, between two thick clumps of shrubs. All at once Du +Roy noticed on his left, under a wide dome of palms, a broad basin of +white marble, large enough to bathe in, and on the edge of which four +large Delft swans poured forth water through their open beaks. The +bottom of the basin was strewn with golden sand, and swimming about in +it were some enormous goldfish, quaint Chinese monsters, with projecting +eyes and scales edged with blue, mandarins of the waters, who recalled, +thus suspended above this gold-colored ground, the embroideries of the +Flowery Land. The journalist halted with beating heart. He said to +himself: "Here is luxury. These are the houses in which one ought to +live. Others have arrived at it. Why should not I?" + +He thought of means of doing so; did not find them at once, and grew +irritated at his powerlessness. His companion, somewhat thoughtful, did +not speak. He looked at her in sidelong fashion, and again thought: "To +marry this little puppet would suffice." + +But Susan all at once seemed to wake up. "Attention!" said she; and +pushing George through a group which barred their way, she made him turn +sharply to the right. + + +In the midst of a thicket of strange plants, which extended in the air +their quivering leaves, opening like hands with slender fingers, was +seen the motionless figure of a man standing on the sea. The effect was +surprising. The picture, the sides of which were hidden in the moving +foliage, seemed a black spot upon a fantastic and striking horizon. It +had to be carefully looked at in order to understand it. The frame cut +the center of the ship in which were the apostles, scarcely lit up by +the oblique rays from a lantern, the full light of which one of them, +seated on the bulwarks, was casting upon the approaching Savior. Jesus +was advancing with his foot upon a wave, which flattened itself +submissively and caressingly beneath the divine tread. All was dark +about him. Only the stars shone in the sky. The faces of the apostles, +in the vague light of the lantern, seemed convulsed with surprise. It +was a wonderful and unexpected work of a master; one of those works +which agitate the mind and give you something to dream of for years. +People who look at such things at the outset remain silent, and then go +thoughtfully away, and only speak later on of the worth of the painting. +Du Roy, having contemplated it for some time, said: "It is nice to be + +able to afford such trifles." + +But as he was pushed against by others coming to see it, he went away, +still keeping on his arm Susan's little hand, which he squeezed +slightly. She said: "Would you like a glass of champagne? Come to the +refreshment buffet. We shall find papa there." + +And they slowly passed back through the saloons, in which the crowd was +increasing, noisy and at home, the fashionable crowd of a public fête. +George all at once thought he heard a voice say: "It is Laroche-Mathieu +and Madame Du Roy." These words flitted past his ear like those distant +sounds borne by the wind. Whence came they? He looked about on all +sides, and indeed saw his wife passing by on the minister's arm. They +were chatting intimately in a low tone, smiling, and with their eyes +fixed on one another's. He fancied he noticed that people whispered as +they looked at them, and he felt within him a stupid and brutal desire +to spring upon them, these two creatures, and smite them down. She was +making him ridiculous. He thought of Forestier. Perhaps they were +saying: "That cuckold Du Roy." Who was she? A little parvenu sharp +enough, but really not over-gifted with parts. People visited him +because they feared him, because they felt his strength, but they must +speak in unrestrained fashion of this little journalistic household. He +would never make any great way with this woman, who would always render +his home a suspected one, who would always compromise herself, whose +very bearing betrayed the woman of intrigue. She would now be a cannon +ball riveted to his ankle. Ah! if he had only known, if he had only +guessed. What a bigger game he would have played. What a fine match he +might have won with this little Susan for stakes. How was it he had been +blind enough not to understand that? + +They reached the dining-room--an immense apartment, with marble columns, +and walls hung with old tapestry. Walter perceived his descriptive +writer, and darted forward to take him by the hands. He was intoxicated +with joy. "Have you seen everything? Have you shown him everything, +Susan? What a lot of people, eh, Pretty-boy! Did you see the Prince de +Guerche? He came and drank a glass of punch here just now," he +exclaimed. + +Then he darted towards the Senator Rissolin, who was towing along his +wife, bewildered, and bedecked like a stall at a fair. A gentleman bowed +to Susan, a tall, thin fellow, slightly bald, with yellow whiskers, and +that air of good breeding which is everywhere recognizable. George heard +his name mentioned, the Marquis de Cazolles, and became suddenly jealous +of him. How long had she known him? Since her accession to wealth, no +doubt. He divined a suitor. + +He was taken by the arm. It was Norbert de Varenne. The old poet was +airing his long hair and worn dress-coat with a weary and indifferent +air. "This is what they call amusing themselves," said he. "By and by +they will dance, and then they will go bed, and the little girls will be +delighted. Have some champagne. It is capital." + +He had a glass filled for himself, and bowing to Du Roy, who had taken +another, said: "I drink to the triumph of wit over wealth." Then he +added softly: "Not that wealth on the part of others hurts me; or that I +am angry at it. But I protest on principle." + +George no longer listened to him. He was looking for Susan, who had just +disappeared with the Marquis de Cazolles, and abruptly quitting Norbert +de Varenne, set out in pursuit of the young girl. A dense crowd in quest +of refreshments checked him. When he at length made his way through it, +he found himself face to face with the de Marelles. He was still in the +habit of meeting the wife, but he had not for some time past met the +husband, who seized both his hands, saying: "How can I thank you, my +dear fellow, for the advice you gave me through Clotilde. I have gained +close on a hundred thousand francs over the Morocco loan. It is to you I +owe them. You are a valuable friend." + +Several men turned round to look at the pretty and elegant brunette. Du +Roy replied: "In exchange for that service, my dear fellow, I am going +to take your wife, or rather to offer her my arm. Husband and wife are +best apart, you know." + +Monsieur de Marelle bowed, saying: "You are quite right. If I lose you, +we will meet here in an hour." + +"Exactly." + +The pair plunged into the crowd, followed by the husband. Clotilde kept +saying: "How lucky these Walters are! That is what it is to have +business intelligence." + +George replied: "Bah! Clever men always make a position one way or +another." + +She said: "Here are two girls who will have from twenty to thirty +millions apiece. Without reckoning that Susan is pretty." + +He said nothing. His own idea, coming from another's mouth, irritated +him. She had not yet seen the picture of "Jesus Walking on the Water," +and he proposed to take her to it. They amused themselves by talking +scandal of the people they recognized, and making fun of those they did +not. Saint-Potin passed by, bearing on the lapel of his coat a number of + +decorations, which greatly amused them. An ex-ambassador following him +showed far fewer. + +Du Roy remarked: "What a mixed salad of society." + +Boisrenard, who shook hands with him, had also adorned his buttonhole +with the green and yellow ribbon worn on the day of the duel. The +Viscountess de Percemur, fat and bedecked, was chatting with a duke in +the little Louis XVI boudoir. + +George whispered: "An amorous _tête-à-tête_." + +But on passing through the greenhouse, he noticed his wife seated beside +Laroche-Mathieu, both almost hidden behind a clump of plants. They +seemed to be asserting: "We have appointed a meeting here, a meeting in +public. For we do not care a rap what people think." + +Madame de Marelle agreed that the Jesus of Karl Marcowitch was +astounding, and they retraced their steps. They had lost her husband. +George inquired: "And Laurine, is she still angry with me?" + +"Yes, still so as much as ever. She refuses to see you, and walks away +when you are spoken of." + +He did not reply. The sudden enmity of this little girl vexed and +oppressed him. Susan seized on them as they passed through a doorway, +exclaiming: "Ah! here you are. Well, Pretty-boy, you must remain alone. +I am going to take away Clotilde to show her my room." + +The two moved rapidly away, gliding through the throng with that +undulating snake-like motion women know how to adopt in a crowd. Almost +immediately a voice murmured: "George." + +It was Madame Walter, who went on in a low tone: "Oh! how ferociously +cruel you are. How you do make me suffer without reason. I told Susan to +get your companion away in order to be able to say a word to you. +Listen, I must speak to you this evening, I must, or you don't know what +I will do. Go into the conservatory. You will find a door on the left +leading into the garden. Follow the path in front of it. At the end of +it you will find an arbor. Wait for me there in ten minutes' time. If +you won't, I declare to you that I will create a scene here at once." + +He replied loftily: "Very well. I will be at the spot you mention within +ten minutes." + +And they separated. But Jacques Rival almost made him behindhand. He had +taken him by the arm and was telling him a lot of things in a very +excited manner. He had no doubt come from the refreshment buffet. At +length Du Roy left him in the hands of Monsieur de Marelle, whom he had +come across, and bolted. He still had to take precautions not to be seen +by his wife or Laroche-Mathieu. He succeeded, for they seemed deeply +interested in something, and found himself in the garden. The cold air +struck him like an ice bath. He thought: "Confound it, I shall catch +cold," and tied his pocket-handkerchief round his neck. Then he slowly +went along the walk, seeing his way with difficulty after coming out of +the bright light of the reception-rooms. He could distinguish to the +right and left leafless shrubs, the branches of which were quivering. +Light filtered through their branches, coming from the windows of the +mansion. He saw something white in the middle of the path in front of +him, and Madame Walter, with bare arms and bosom, said in a quivering +voice; "Ah here you are; you want to kill me, then?" + +He answered quickly: "No melodramatics, I beg of you, or I shall bolt at +once." + +She had seized him round the neck, and with her lips close to his, said: +"But what have I done to you? You are behaving towards me like a wretch. +What have I done to you?" + +He tried to repulse her. "You wound your hair round every one of my +buttons the last time I saw you, and it almost brought about a rupture +between my wife and myself." + +She was surprised for a moment, and then, shaking her head, said: "Oh! +your wife would not mind. It was one of your mistresses who had made a +scene over it." + +"I have no mistresses." + +"Nonsense. But why do you no longer ever come to see me? Why do you +refuse to come to dinner, even once a week, with me? What I suffer is +fearful. I love you to that degree that I no longer have a thought that +is not for you; that I see you continually before my eyes; that I can no +longer say a word without being afraid of uttering your name. You cannot +understand that, I know. It seems to me that I am seized in some one's +clutches, tied up in a sack, I don't know what. Your remembrance, always +with me, clutches my throat, tears my chest, breaks my legs so as to no +longer leave me strength to walk. And I remain like an animal sitting +all day on a chair thinking of you." + +He looked at her with astonishment. She was no longer the big frolicsome +tomboy he had known, but a bewildered despairing woman, capable of +anything. A vague project, however, arose in his mind. He replied: "My +dear, love is not eternal. We take and we leave one another. But when it +drags on, as between us two, it becomes a terrible drag. I will have no +more of it. That is the truth. However, if you can be reasonable, and +receive and treat me as a friend, I will come as I used to. Do you feel +capable of that?" + +She placed her two bare arms on George's coat, and murmured: "I am +capable of anything in order to see you." + +"Then it is agreed on," said he; "we are friends, and nothing more." + +She stammered: "It is agreed on;" and then, holding out her lips to him: +"One more kiss; the last." + +He refused gently, saying: "No, we must keep to our agreement." + +She turned aside, wiping away a couple of tears, and then, drawing from +her bosom a bundle of papers tied with pink silk ribbon, offered it to +Du Roy, saying: "Here; it is your share of the profit in the Morocco +affair. I was so pleased to have gained it for you. Here, take it." + +He wanted to refuse, observing: "No, I will not take that money." + +Then she grew indignant. "Ah! so you won't take it now. It is yours, +yours, only. If you do not take it, I will throw it into the gutter. You +won't act like that, George?" + +He received the little bundle, and slipped it into his pocket. + +"We must go in," said he, "you will catch cold." + +She murmured: "So much the better, if I could die." + +She took one of his hands, kissed it passionately, with rage and +despair, and fled towards the mansion. He returned, quietly reflecting. +Then he re-entered the conservatory with haughty forehead and smiling +lip. His wife and Laroche-Mathieu were no longer there. The crowd was +thinning. It was becoming evident that they would not stay for the +dance. He perceived Susan arm-in-arm with her sister. They both came +towards him to ask him to dance the first quadrille with the Count de +Latour Yvelin. + +He was astonished, and asked: "Who is he, too?" + +Susan answered maliciously: "A new friend of my sister's." Rose blushed, +and murmured: "You are very spiteful, Susan; he is no more my friend +than yours." + +Susan smiled, saying: "Oh! I know all about it." + +Rose annoyed, turned her back on them and went away. Du Roy familiarly +took the elbow of the young girl left standing beside him, and said in +his caressing voice: "Listen, my dear, you believe me to be your +friend?" + +"Yes, Pretty-boy." + + +"You have confidence in me?" "Quite." + +"You remember what I said to you just now?" + +"What about?" + +"About your marriage, or rather about the man you are going to marry." +"Yes." + +"Well, then, you will promise me one thing?" + +"Yes; but what is it?" + +"To consult me every time that your hand is asked for, and not to accept +anyone without taking my advice." + +"Very well." + +"And to keep this a secret between us two. Not a word of it to your +father or your mother." + +"Not a word." + +"It is a promise, then?" "It is a promise." + +Rival came up with a bustling air. "Mademoiselle, your papa wants you +for the dance." + +She said: "Come along, Pretty-boy." + +But he refused, having made up his mind to leave at once, wishing to be +alone in order to think. Too many new ideas had entered his mind, and he +began to look for his wife. In a short time he saw her drinking +chocolate at the buffet with two gentlemen unknown to him. She +introduced her husband without mentioning their names to him. After a +few moments, he said, "Shall we go?" + +"When you like." + +She took his arm, and they walked back through the reception-rooms, in +which the public were growing few. She said: "Where is Madame Walter, I +should like to wish her good-bye?" + +"It is better not to. She would try to keep us for the ball, and I have +had enough of this." + +"That is so, you are quite right." + +All the way home they were silent. But as soon as they were in their +room Madeleine said smilingly, before even taking off her veil. "I have +a surprise for you." + +He growled ill-temperedly: "What is it?" + +"Guess." "I will make no such effort." + +"Well, the day after to-morrow is the first of January." + +"Yes." + +"The time for New Year's gifts." + +"Yes." + +"Here's one for you that Laroche-Mathieu gave me just now." + +She gave him a little black box resembling a jewel-case. He opened it +indifferently, and saw the cross of the Legion of Honor. He grew +somewhat pale, then smiled, and said: "I should have preferred ten +millions. That did not cost him much." + +She had expected an outburst of joy, and was irritated at this coolness. +"You are really incredible. Nothing satisfies you now," said she. + +He replied, tranquilly: "That man is only paying his debt, and he still +owes me a great deal." + +She was astonished at his tone, and resumed: "It is though, a big thing +at your age." + +He remarked: "All things are relative. I could have something bigger +now." + +He had taken the case, and placing it on the mantel-shelf, looked for +some moments at the glittering star it contained. Then he closed it and +went to bed, shrugging his shoulders. + +The _Journal Officiel_ of the first of January announced the nomination +of Monsieur Prosper George Du Roy, journalist, to the dignity of +chevalier of the Legion of Honor, for special services. The name was +written in two words, which gave George more pleasure than the +derivation itself. + +An hour after having read this piece of news he received a note from +Madame Walter begging him to come and dine with her that evening with +his wife, to celebrate his new honors. He hesitated for a few moments, +and then throwing this note, written in ambiguous terms, into the fire, +said to Madeleine: + +"We are going to dinner at the Walter's this evening." + +She was astonished. "Why, I thought you never wanted to set foot in the +house again." + +He only remarked: "I have changed my mind." + +When they arrived Madame Walter was alone in the little Louis XVI. +boudoir she had adopted for the reception of personal friends. Dressed +in black, she had powdered her hair, which rendered her charming. She +had the air at a distance of an old woman, and close at hand, of a young +one, and when one looked at her well, of a pretty snare for the eyes. + + +"You are in mourning?" inquired Madeleine. + +She replied, sadly: "Yes, and no. I have not lost any relative. But I +have reached the age when one wears the mourning of one's life. I wear +it to-day to inaugurate it. In future I shall wear it in my heart." + +Du Roy thought: "Will this resolution hold good?" + +The dinner was somewhat dull. Susan alone chattered incessantly. Rose +seemed preoccupied. The journalist was warmly congratulated. During the +evening they strolled chatting through the saloons and the conservatory. +As Du Roy was walking in the rear with Madame Walter, she checked him by +the arm. + +"Listen," said she, in a low voice, "I will never speak to you of +anything again, never. But come and see me, George. It is impossible for +me to live without you, impossible. It is indescribable torture. I feel +you, I cherish you before my eyes, in my heart, all day and all night. +It is as though you had caused me to drink a poison which was eating me +away within. I cannot bear it, no, I cannot bear it. I am willing to be +nothing but an old woman for you. I have made my hair white to show you +so, but come here, only come here from time to time as a friend." + +She had taken his hand and was squeezing it, crushing it, burying her +nails in his flesh. + +He answered, quietly: "It is understood, then. It is useless to speak of +all that again. You see I came to-day at once on receiving your letter." + +Walter, who had walked on in advance with his two daughters and +Madeleine, was waiting for Du Roy beside the picture of "Jesus Walking +on the Waters." + +"Fancy," said he, laughing, "I found my wife yesterday on her knees +before this picture, as if in a chapel. She was paying her devotions. +How I did laugh." + +Madame Walter replied in a firm voice--a voice thrilling with secret +exultation: "It is that Christ who will save my soul. He gives me +strength and courage every time I look at Him." And pausing in front of +the Divinity standing amidst the waters, she murmured: "How handsome he +is. How afraid of Him those men are, and yet how they love Him. Look at +His head, His eyes--how simple yet how supernatural at the same time." + +Susan exclaimed, "But He resembles you, Pretty-boy. I am sure He +resembles you. If you had a beard, or if He was clean shaven, you would +be both alike. Oh, but it is striking!" + +She insisted on his standing beside the picture, and they all, indeed, +recognized that the two faces resembled one another. Everyone was +astonished. Walter thought it very singular. Madeleine, smiling, +declared that Jesus had a more manly air. Madame Walter stood +motionless, gazing fixedly at the face of her lover beside the face of +Christ, and had become as white as her hair. + + + + +XVI + + +During the remainder of the winter the Du Roys often visited the +Walters. George even dined there by himself continually, Madeleine +saying she was tired, and preferring to remain at home. He had adopted +Friday as a fixed day, and Madame Walter never invited anyone that +evening; it belonged to Pretty-boy, to him alone. After dinner they +played cards, and fed the goldfish, amusing themselves like a family +circle. Several times behind a door or a clump of shrubs in the +conservatory, Madame Walter had suddenly clasped George in her arms, and +pressing him with all her strength to her breast, had whispered in his +ear, "I love you, I love you till it is killing me." But he had always +coldly repulsed her, replying, in a dry tone: "If you begin that +business once again, I shall not come here any more." + + +Towards the end of March the marriage of the two sisters was all at once +spoken about. Rose, it was said, was to marry the Count de +Latour-Yvelin, and Susan the Marquis de Cazolles. These two gentlemen +had become familiars of the household, those familiars to whom special +favors and marked privileges are granted. George and Susan continued to +live in a species of free and fraternal intimacy, romping for hours, +making fun of everyone, and seeming greatly to enjoy one another's +company. They had never spoken again of the possible marriage of the +young girl, nor of the suitors who offered themselves. + +The governor had brought George home to lunch one morning. Madame Walter +was called away immediately after the repast to see one of the +tradesmen, and the young fellow said to Susan: "Let us go and feed the +goldfish." + +They each took a piece of crumb of bread from the table and went into +the conservatory. All along the marble brim cushions were left lying on +the ground, so that one could kneel down round the basin, so as to be +nearer the fish. They each took one of these, side by side, and bending +over the water, began to throw in pellets of bread rolled between the +fingers. The fish, as soon as they caught sight of them, flocked round, +wagging their tails, waving their fins, rolling their great projecting +eyes, turning round, diving to catch the bait as it sank, and coming up +at once to ask for more. They had a funny action of the mouth, sudden +and rapid movements, a strangely monstrous appearance, and against the +sand of the bottom stood out a bright red, passing like flames through +the transparent water, or showing, as soon as they halted, the blue +edging to their scales. George and Susan saw their own faces looking up +in the water, and smiled at them. All at once he said in a low voice: +"It is not kind to hide things from me, Susan." + +"What do you mean, Pretty-boy?" asked she. + +"Don't you remember, what you promised me here on the evening of the +fête?" + +"No." + +"To consult me every time your hand was asked for." + +"Well?" + +"Well, it has been asked for." + +"By whom?" + +"You know very well." + +"No. I swear to you." + +"Yes, you do. That great fop, the Marquis de Cazolles." + +"He is not a fop, in the first place." + +"It may be so, but he is stupid, ruined by play, and worn out by +dissipation. It is really a nice match for you, so pretty, so fresh, and +so intelligent." + +She inquired, smiling: "What have you against him?" + +"I, nothing." + +"Yes, you have. He is not all that you say." + +"Nonsense. He is a fool and an intriguer." + +She turned round somewhat, leaving off looking into the water, and said: +"Come, what is the matter with you?" + +He said, as though a secret was being wrenched from the bottom of his +heart: "I--I--am jealous of him." + +She was slightly astonished, saying: "You?" + +"Yes, I." + +"Why so?" + +"Because I am in love with you, and you know it very well, you naughty +girl." + +She said, in a severe tone: "You are mad, Pretty-boy." + +He replied; "I know very well that I am mad. Ought I to have admitted +that--I, a married man, to you, a young girl? I am more than mad, I am +guilty. I have no possible hope, and the thought of that drives me out +of my senses. And when I hear it said that you are going to be married, +I have fits of rage enough to kill someone. You must forgive me this, +Susan." + +He was silent. The whole of the fish, to whom bread was no longer being +thrown, were motionless, drawn up in line like English soldiers, and +looking at the bent heads of those two who were no longer troubling +themselves about them. The young girl murmured, half sadly, half gayly: +"It is a pity that you are married. What would you? Nothing can be done. +It is settled." + +He turned suddenly towards her, and said right in her face: "If I were +free, would you marry me?" + +She replied, in a tone of sincerity: "Yes, Pretty-boy, I would marry +you, for you please me far better than any of the others." + +He rose, and stammered: "Thanks, thanks; do not say 'yes' to anyone yet, +I beg of you; wait a little longer, I entreat you. Will you promise me +this much?" + +She murmured, somewhat uneasily, and without understanding what he +wanted: "Yes, I promise you." + +Du Roy threw the lump of bread he still held in his hand into the water, +and fled as though he had lost his head, without wishing her good-bye. +All the fish rushed eagerly at this lump of crumb, which floated, not +having been kneaded in the fingers, and nibbled it with greedy mouths. +They dragged it away to the other end of the basin, and forming a moving +cluster, a kind of animated and twisting flower, a live flower fallen +into the water head downwards. + +Susan, surprised and uneasy, got up and returned slowly to the +dining-room. The journalist had left. + +He came home very calm, and as Madeleine was writing letters, said to +her: "Are you going to dine at the Walters' on Friday? I am going." + +She hesitated, and replied: "No. I do not feel very well. I would rather +stay at home." + +He remarked: "Just as you like." + +Then he took his hat and went out again at once. For some time past he +had been keeping watch over her, following her about, knowing all her +movements. The hour he had been awaiting was at length at hand. He had +not been deceived by the tone in which she had said: "I would rather +stay at home." + +He was very amiable towards her during the next few days. He even +appeared lively, which was not usual, and she said: "You are growing +quite nice again." + +He dressed early on the Friday, in order to make some calls before going +to the governor's, he said. He started just before six, after kissing +his wife, and went and took a cab at the Place Notre Dame de Lorette. He +said to the driver: "Pull up in front of No. 17, Rue Fontaine, and stay +there till I tell you to go on again. Then drive to the Cock Pheasant +restaurant in the Rue Lafayette." + +The cab started at a slow trot, and Du Roy drew down the blinds. As soon +as he was opposite the door he did not take his eyes off it. After +waiting ten minutes he saw Madeleine come out and go in the direction of +the outer boulevards. As soon as she had got far enough off he put his +head through the window, and said to the driver: "Go on." The cab +started again, and landed him in front of the Cock Pheasant, a +well-known middle-class restaurant. George went into the main +dining-room and ate slowly, looking at his watch from time to time. At +half-past seven, when he had finished his coffee, drank two liqueurs of +brandy, and slowly smoked a good cigar, he went out, hailed another cab +that was going by empty, and was driven to the Rue La Rochefoucauld. He +ascended without making any inquiry of the doorkeeper, to the third +story of the house he had told the man to drive to, and when a servant +opened the door to him, said: "Monsieur Guibert de Lorme is at home, is +he not?" + +"Yes sir." + +He was ushered into the drawing-room, where he waited for a few minutes. +Then a gentleman came in, tall, and with a military bearing, gray-haired +though still young, and wearing the ribbon of the Legion of Honor. Du +Roy bowed, and said: "As I foresaw, Mr. Commissionary, my wife is now +dining with her lover in the furnished rooms they have hired in the Rue +des Martyrs." + +The commissary of police bowed, saying: "I am at your service, sir." + +George continued: "You have until nine o'clock, have you not? That limit +of time passed, you can no longer enter a private dwelling to prove +adultery." + +"No, sir; seven o'clock in winter, nine o'clock from the 31st March. It +is the 5th of April, so we have till nine o'clock. + +"Very well, Mr. Commissionary, I have a cab downstairs; we can take the +officers who will accompany you, and wait a little before the door. The +later we arrive the best chance we have of catching them in the act." + +"As you like, sir." + +The commissary left the room, and then returned with an overcoat, hiding +his tri-colored sash. He drew back to let Du Roy pass out first. But the +journalist, who was preoccupied, declined to do so, and kept saying: +"After you, sir, after you." + +The commissary said: "Go first, sir, I am at home." + +George bowed, and passed out. They went first to the police office to +pick up three officers in plain clothes who were awaiting them, for +George had given notice during the day that the surprise would take +place that evening. One of the men got on the box beside the driver. The +other two entered the cab, which reached the Rue des Martyrs. Du Roy +said: "I have a plan of the rooms. They are on the second floor. We +shall first find a little ante-room, then a dining-room, then the +bedroom. The three rooms open into one another. There is no way out to +facilitate flight. There is a locksmith a little further on. He is +holding himself in readiness to be called upon by you." + +When they arrived opposite the house it was only a quarter past eight, +and they waited in silence for more than twenty minutes. But when he +saw the three quarters about to strike, George said: "Let us start now." + +They went up the stairs without troubling themselves about the +doorkeeper, who, indeed, did not notice them. One of the officers +remained in the street to keep watch on the front door. The four men +stopped at the second floor, and George put his ear to the door and then +looked through the keyhole. He neither heard nor saw anything. He rang +the bell. + +The commissary said to the officers: "You will remain in readiness till +called on." + +And they waited. At the end of two or three minutes George again pulled +the bell several times in succession. They noted a noise from the +further end of the rooms, and then a slight step approached. Someone was +coming to spy who was there. The journalist then rapped smartly on the +panel of the door. A voice, a woman's voice, that an attempt was +evidently being made to disguise asked: "Who is there?" + +The commissary replied: "Open, in the name of the law." + +The voice repeated: "Who are you?" + +"I am the commissary of police. Open the door, or I will have it broken +in." + +The voice went on: "What do you want?" + +Du Roy said: "It is I. It is useless to seek to escape." + +The light steps, the tread of bare feet, was heard to withdraw, and then +in a few seconds to return. + +George said: "If you won't open, we will break in the door." + +He grasped the handle, and pushed slowly with his shoulder. As there +was no longer any reply, he suddenly gave such a violent and vigorous +shock that the old lock gave way. The screws were torn out of the wood, +and he almost fell over Madeleine, who was standing in the ante-room, +clad in a chemise and petticoat, her hair down, her legs bare, and a +candle in her hand. + +He exclaimed: "It is she, we have them," and darted forward into the +rooms. The commissary, having taken off his hat, followed him, and the +startled woman came after, lighting the way. They crossed a +drawing-room, the uncleaned table of which displayed the remnants of a +repast--empty champagne bottles, an open pot of fatted goose liver, the +body of a fowl, and some half-eaten bits of bread. Two plates piled on +the sideboard were piled with oyster shells. + +The bedroom seemed disordered, as though by a struggle. A dress was +thrown over a chair, a pair of trousers hung astride the arm of another. +Four boots, two large and two small, lay on their sides at the foot of +the bed. It was the room of a house let out in furnished lodgings, with +commonplace furniture, filled with that hateful and sickening smell of +all such places, the odor of all the people who had slept or lived there +a day or six months. A plate of cakes, a bottle of chartreuse, and two +liqueur glasses, still half full, encumbered the mantel-shelf. The upper +part of the bronze clock was hidden by a man's hat. + +The commissary turned round sharply, and looking Madeleine straight in +the face, said: "You are Madame Claire Madeleine Du Roy, wife of +Monsieur Prosper George Du Roy, journalist, here present?" + +She uttered in a choking voice: "Yes, sir." + +"What are you doing here?" She did not answer. + +The commissary went on: "What are you doing here? I find you away from +home, almost undressed, in furnished apartments. What did you come here +for?" He waited for a few moments. Then, as she still remained silent, +he continued: "Since you will not confess, madame, I shall be obliged to +verify the state of things." + +In the bed could be seen the outline of a form hidden beneath the +clothes. The commissary approached and said: "Sir." + +The man in bed did not stir. He seemed to have his back turned, and his +head buried under a pillow. The commissary touched what seemed to be his +shoulder, and said: "Sir, do not, I beg of you, force me to take +action." + +But the form still remained as motionless as a corpse. Du Roy, who had +advanced quickly, seized the bed-clothes, pulled them down, and tearing +away the pillow, revealed the pale face of Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu. He +bent over him, and, quivering with the desire to seize him by the throat +and strangle him, said, between his clenched teeth: "Have at least the +courage of your infamy." + +The commissary again asked: "Who are you?" + +The bewildered lover not replying, he continued: "I am a commissary of +police, and I summon you to tell me your name." + +George, who was quivering with brutal wrath, shouted: "Answer, you +coward, or I will tell your name myself." + +Then the man in the bed stammered: "Mr. Commissary, you ought not to +allow me to be insulted by this person. Is it with you or with him that +I have to do? Is it to you or to him that I have to answer?" + +His mouth seemed to be dried up as he spoke. + +The commissary replied: "With me, sir; with me alone. I ask you who you +are?" + +The other was silent. He held the sheet close up to his neck, and rolled +his startled eyes. His little, curled-up moustache showed up black upon +his blanched face. + +The commissary continued: "You will not answer, eh? Then I shall be +forced to arrest you. In any case, get up. I will question you when you +are dressed." + +The body wriggled in the bed, and the head murmured: "But I cannot, +before you." + +The commissary asked: "Why not?" + +The other stammered: "Because I am--I am--quite naked." + +Du Roy began to chuckle sneeringly, and picking up a shirt that had +fallen onto the floor, threw it onto the bed, exclaiming: "Come, get up. +Since you have undressed in my wife's presence, you can very well dress +in mine." + +Then he turned his back, and returned towards the fireplace. Madeleine +had recovered all her coolness, and seeing that all was lost, was ready +to dare anything. Her eyes glittered with bravado, and twisting up a +piece of paper she lit, as though for a reception, the ten candles in +the ugly candelabra, placed at the corners of the mantel-shelf. Then, +leaning against this, and holding out backwards to the dying fire one of +her bare feet which she lifted up behind the petticoat, scarcely +sticking to her hips, she took a cigarette from a pink paper case, lit +it, and began to smoke. The commissary had returned towards her, pending +that her accomplice got up. + +She inquired insolently: "Do you often have such jobs as these, sir?" + +He replied gravely: "As seldom as possible, madame." + +She smiled in his face, saying: "I congratulate you; it is dirty work." + +She affected not to look at or even to see her husband. + +But the gentleman in the bed was dressing. He had put on his trousers, +pulled on his boots, and now approached putting on his waistcoat. The +commissary turned towards him, saying: "Now, sir, will you tell me who +you are?" + +He made no reply, and the official said: "I find myself obliged to +arrest you." + +Then the man exclaimed suddenly: "Do not lay hands on me. My person is +inviolable." + +Du Roy darted towards him as though to throw him down, and growled in +his face: "Caught in the act, in the act. I can have you arrested if I +choose; yes, I can." Then, in a ringing tone, he added: "This man is +Laroche-Mathieu, Minister of Foreign Affairs." + +The commissary drew back, stupefied, and stammered: "Really, sir, will +you tell me who you are?" + +The other had made up his mind, and said in forcible tones: "For once +that scoundrel has not lied. I am, indeed, Laroche-Mathieu, the +minister." Then, holding out his hand towards George's chest, in which a +little bit of red ribbon showed itself, he added: "And that rascal wears +on his coat the cross of honor which I gave him." + +Du Roy had become livid. With a rapid movement he tore the bit of ribbon +from his buttonhole, and, throwing it into the fireplace, exclaimed: + +"That is all that is fit for a decoration coming from a swine like +you." + +They were quite close, face to face, exasperated, their fists clenched, +the one lean, with a flowing moustache, the other stout, with a twisted +one. The commissary stepped rapidly between the pair, and pushing them +apart with his hands, observed: "Gentlemen, you are forgetting +yourselves; you are lacking in self-respect." + +They became quiet and turned on their heels. Madeleine, motionless, was +still smoking in silence. + +The police official resumed: "Sir, I have found you alone with Madame Du +Roy here, you in bed, she almost naked, with your clothes scattered +about the room. This is legal evidence of adultery. You cannot deny this +evidence. What have you to say for yourself?" + +Laroche-Mathieu murmured: "I have nothing to say; do your duty." + +The commissary addressed himself to Madeleine: "Do you admit, madame, +that this gentleman is your lover?" + +She said with a certain swagger: "I do not deny it; he is my lover." + + +"That is enough." + +The commissary made some notes as to the condition and arrangement of +the rooms. As he was finishing writing, the minister, who had finished +dressing, and was waiting with his greatcoat over his arm and his hat in +his hand, said: "Have you still need of me, sir? What am I to do? Can I +withdraw?" + +Du Roy turned towards him, and smiling insolently, said: "Why so? We +have finished. You can go to bed again, sir; we will leave you alone." +And placing a finger on the official's arm, he continued: "Let us +retire, Mr. Commissary, we have nothing more to do in this place." + +Somewhat surprised, the commissary followed, but on the threshold of the +room George stopped to allow him to pass. The other declined, out of +politeness. Du Roy persisted, saying: "Pass first, sir." + +"After you, sir," replied the commissary. + +The journalist bowed, and in a tone of ironical politeness, said: "It is +your turn, sir; I am almost at home here." + +Then he softly reclosed the door with an air of discretion. + +An hour later George Du Roy entered the offices of the _Vie Francaise_. +Monsieur Walter was already there, for he continued to manage and +supervise with solicitude his paper, which had enormously increased in +circulation, and greatly helped the schemes of his bank. The manager +raised his head and said: "Ah! here you are. You look very strange. Why +did you not come to dinner with us? What have you been up to?" + +The young fellow, sure of his effect, said, emphasizing every word: "I + +have just upset the Minister of Foreign Affairs." + +The other thought he was joking, and said: "Upset what?" + +"I am going to turn out the Cabinet. That is all. It is quite time to +get rid of that rubbish." + +The old man thought that his leader-writer must be drunk. He murmured: +"Come, you are talking nonsense." + +"Not at all. I have just caught Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu committing +adultery with my wife. The commissary of police has verified the fact. +The minister is done for." + +Walter, amazed, pushed his spectacles right back on his forehead, and +said: "You are not joking?" + +"Not at all. I am even going to write an article on it." + +"But what do you want to do?" + +"To upset that scoundrel, that wretch, that open evil-doer." George +placed his hat on an armchair, and added: "Woe to those who cross my +path. I never forgive." + +The manager still hesitated at understanding matters. He murmured: +"But--your wife?" + +"My application for a divorce will be lodged to-morrow morning. I shall +send her back to the departed Forestier." + +"You mean to get a divorce?" + +"Yes. I was ridiculous. But I had to play the idiot in order to catch +them. That's done. I am master of the situation." + +Monsieur Walter could not get over it, and watched Du Roy with startling +eyes, thinking: "Hang it, here is a fellow to be looked after." + +George went on: "I am now free. I have some money. I shall offer myself +as a candidate at the October elections for my native place, where I am +well known. I could not take a position or make myself respected with +that woman, who was suspected by every one. She had caught me like a +fool, humbugged and ensnared me. But since I became alive to her little +game I kept watch on her, the slut." He began to laugh, and added: "It +was poor Forestier who was cuckold, a cuckold without imagining it, +confiding and tranquil. Now I am free from the leprosy he left me. My +hands are free. Now I shall get on." He had seated himself astride a +chair, and repeated, as though thinking aloud, "I shall get on." + +And Daddy Walter, still looking at him with unveiled eyes, his +spectacles remaining pushed up on his forehead, said to himself: "Yes, +he will get on, the rascal." + +George rose. "I am going to write the article. It must be done +discreetly. But you know it will be terrible for the minister. He has +gone to smash. He cannot be picked up again. The _Vie Francaise_ has no +longer any interest to spare him." + +The old fellow hesitated for a few moments, and then made up his mind. +"Do so," said he; "so much the worse for those who get into such +messes." + + + + +XVII + + +Three months had elapsed. Du Roy's divorce had just been granted. His +wife had resumed the name of Forestier, and, as the Walters were to +leave on the 15th of July for Trouville, it was decided that he and they +should spend a day in the country together before they started. A +Thursday was selected, and they started at nine in the morning in a +large traveling landau with six places, drawn by four horses with +postilions. They were going to lunch at the Pavilion Henri-Quatre at +Saint Germain. Pretty-boy had asked to be the only man of the party, for +he could not endure the presence of the Marquis de Cazolles. But at the +last moment it was decided that the Count de Latour-Yvelin should be +called for on the way. He had been told the day before. + +The carriage passed up the Avenue of the Champs Elyseés at a swinging +trot, and then traversed the Bois de Boulogne. It was splendid summer +weather, not too warm. The swallows traced long sweeping lines across +the blue sky that one fancied one could still see after they had passed. +The three ladies occupied the back seat, the mother between her +daughters, and the men were with their backs to the horses, Walter +between the two guests. They crossed the Seine, skirted Mount Valerien, +and gained Bougival in order to follow the river as far as Le Pecq. + +The Count de Latour-Yvelin, a man advancing towards middle-age, with +long, light whiskers, gazed tenderly at Rose. They had been engaged for +a month. George, who was very pale, often looked at Susan, who was pale +too. Their eyes often met, and seemed to concert something, to +understand one another, to secretly exchange a thought, and then to flee +one another. Madame Walter was quiet and happy. + +The lunch was a long one. Before starting back for Paris, George +suggested a turn on the terrace. They stopped at first to admire the +view. All ranged themselves in a line along the parapet, and went into +ecstasies over the far-stretching horizon. The Seine at the foot of a +long hill flowed towards Maisons-Lafitte like an immense serpent +stretched in the herbage. To the right, on the summit of the slope, the +aqueduct of Marly showed against the skyline its outline, resembling +that of a gigantic, long-legged caterpillar, and Marly was lost beneath +it in a thick cluster of trees. On the immense plain extending in front +of them, villages could be seen dotted. The pieces of water at Le +Vesinet showed like clear spots amidst the thin foliage of the little +forest. To the left, away in the distance, the pointed steeple of +Sastrouville could be seen. + +Walter said: "Such a panorama is not to be found anywhere in the world. +There is not one to match it in Switzerland." + +Then they began to walk on gently, to have a stroll and enjoy the +prospect. George and Susan remained behind. As soon as they were a few +paces off, he said to her in a low and restrained voice: "Susan, I adore +you. I love you to madness." + +She murmured: "So do I you, Pretty-boy." + +He went on: "If I do not have you for my wife, I shall leave Paris and +this country." + +She replied: "Ask Papa for my hand. Perhaps he will consent." + +He made a gesture of impatience. "No, I tell you for the twentieth time +that is useless. The door of your house would be closed to me. I should +be dismissed from the paper, and we should not be able even to see one +another. That is a pretty result, at which I am sure to arrive by a +formal demand for you. They have promised you to the Marquis de +Cazolles. They hope that you will end by saying 'yes,' and they are +waiting for that." + +She asked: "What is to be done?" + +He hesitated, glancing at her, sidelong fashion. "Do you love me enough +to run a risk?" + +She answered resolutely: "Yes." + +"A great risk?" + +"Yes." + +"The greatest of risks?" + +"Yes." + +"Have you the courage to set your father and mother at defiance?" + +"Yes." + +"Really now?" + +"Yes." + +"Very well, there is one way and only one. The thing must come from you +and not from me. You are a spoilt child; they let you say whatever you +like, and they will not be too much astonished at an act of daring the +more on your part. Listen, then. This evening, on reaching home, you +must go to your mamma first, your mamma alone, and tell her you want to +marry me. She will be greatly moved and very angry--" + +Susan interrupted him with: "Oh, mamma will agree." + +He went on quickly: "No, you do not know her. She will be more vexed and +angrier than your father. You will see how she will refuse. But you must +be firm, you must not give way, you must repeat that you want to marry +me, and no one else. Will you do this?" + +"I will." + +"On leaving your mother you must tell your father the same thing in a +very serious and decided manner." + +"Yes, yes; and then?" + +"And then it is that matters become serious. If you are determined, very +determined--very, very determined to be my wife, my dear, dear little +Susan--I will--run away with you." + +She experienced a joyful shock, and almost clapped her hands. "Oh! how +delightful. You will run away with me. When will you run away with me?" + +All the old poetry of nocturnal elopements, post-chaises, country inns; +all the charming adventures told in books, flashed through her mind, +like an enchanting dream about to be realized. She repeated: "When will +you run away with me?" + +He replied, in low tones: "This evening--to-night." + +She asked, quivering: "And where shall we go to?" + +"That is my secret. Reflect on what you are doing. Remember that after +such a flight you can only be my wife. It is the only way, but is--it is +very dangerous--for you." + +She declared: "I have made up my mind; where shall I rejoin you?" + +"Can you get out of the hotel alone?" + +"Yes. I know how to undo the little door." + +"Well, when the doorkeeper has gone to bed, towards midnight, come and +meet me on the Place de la Concorde. You will find me in a cab drawn up +in front of the Ministry of Marine." + +"I will come." + +"Really?" + +"Really." + +He took her hand and pressed it. "Oh! how I love you. How good and brave +you are! So you don't want to marry Monsieur de Cazolles?" + +"Oh! no." + +"Your father was very angry when you said no?" + +"I should think so. He wanted to send me back to the convent." + +"You see that it is necessary to be energetic." + +"I will be so." + +She looked at the vast horizon, her head full of the idea of being ran +off with. She would go further than that with him. She would be ran away +with. She was proud of it. She scarcely thought of her reputation--of +what shame might befall her. Was she aware of it? Did she even suspect +it? + +Madame Walter, turning round, exclaimed: "Come along, little one. What +are you doing with Pretty-boy?" + +They rejoined the others and spoke of the seaside, where they would soon +be. Then they returned home by way of Chatou, in order not to go over +the same road twice. George no longer spoke. He reflected. If the little +girl had a little courage, he was going to succeed at last. For three +months he had been enveloping her in the irresistible net of his love. +He was seducing, captivating, conquering her. He had made himself loved +by her, as he knew how to make himself loved. He had captured her +childish soul without difficulty. He had at first obtained of her that +she should refuse Monsieur de Cazolles. He had just obtained that she +would fly with him. For there was no other way. Madame Walter, he well +understood, would never agree to give him her daughter. She still loved +him; she would always love him with unmanageable violence. He restrained +her by his studied coldness; but he felt that she was eaten up by hungry +and impotent passion. He could never bend her. She would never allow him +to have Susan. But once he had the girl away he would deal on a level +footing with her father. Thinking of all this, he replied by broken +phrases to the remarks addressed to him, and which he did not hear. He +only seemed to come to himself when they returned to Paris. + +Susan, too, was thinking, and the bells of the four horses rang in her +ears, making her see endless miles of highway under eternal moonlight, +gloomy forests traversed, wayside inns, and the hurry of the hostlers to +change horses, for every one guesses that they are pursued. + +When the landau entered the court-yard of the mansion, they wanted to +keep George to dinner. He refused, and went home. After having eaten a +little, he went through his papers as if about to start on a long +journey. He burnt some compromising letters, hid others, and wrote to +some friends. From time to time he looked at the clock, thinking: +"Things must be getting warm there." And a sense of uneasiness gnawed at +his heart. Suppose he was going to fail? But what could he fear? He +could always get out of it. Yet it was a big game he was playing that +evening. + +He went out towards eleven o'clock, wandered about some time, took a +cab, and had it drawn up in the Place de la Concorde, by the Ministry of +Marine. From time to time he struck a match to see the time by his +watch. When he saw midnight approaching, his impatience became feverish. +Every moment he thrust his head out of the window to look. A distant +clock struck twelve, then another nearer, then two together, then a last +one, very far away. When the latter had ceased to sound, he thought: "It +is all over. It is a failure. She won't come." He had made up his mind, +however, to wait till daylight. In these matters one must be patient. + +He heard the quarter strike, then the half-hour, then the quarter to, +and all the clocks repeated "one," as they had announced midnight. He no +longer expected her; he was merely remaining, racking his brain to +divine what could have happened. All at once a woman's head was passed +through the window, and asked: "Are you there, Pretty-boy?" + +He started, almost choked with emotion, "Is that you, Susan?" + +"Yes, it is I." + +He could not manage to turn the handle quickly enough, and repeated: +"Ah! it is you, it is you; come inside." + +She came in and fell against him. He said, "Go on," to the driver, and +the cab started. + +She gasped, without saying a word. + +He asked: "Well, how did it go off?" + +She murmured, almost fainting: "Oh! it was terrible, above all with +mamma." + +He was uneasy and quivering. "Your mamma. What did she say? Tell me." + +"Oh! it was awful. I went into her room and told her my little story +that I had carefully prepared. She grew pale, and then she cried: +'Never, never.' I cried, I grew angry. I vowed I would marry no one but +you. I thought that she was going to strike me. She went on just as if +she were mad; she declared that I should be sent back to the convent the +next day. I had never seen her like that--never. Then papa came in, +hearing her shouting all her nonsense. He was not so angry as she was, +but he declared that you were not a good enough match. As they had put +me in a rage, too, I shouted louder than they did. And papa told me to +leave the room, with a melodramatic air that did not suit him at all. +This is what decided me to run off with you. Here I am. Where are we +going to?" + +He had passed his arm gently round her and was listening with all his +ears, his heart throbbing, and a ravenous hatred awakening within him +against these people. But he had got their daughter. They should just +see. + +He answered: "It is too late to catch a train, so this cab will take us +to Sevres, where we shall pass the night. To-morrow we shall start for +La Roche-Guyon. It is a pretty village on the banks of the Seine, +between Nantes and Bonnieres." + +She murmured: "But I have no clothes. I have nothing." + +He smiled carelessly: "Bah! we will arrange all that there." + +The cab rolled along the street. George took one of the young girl's +hands and began to kiss it slowly and with respect. He scarcely knew +what to say to her, being scarcely accustomed to platonic love-making. +But all at once he thought he noted that she was crying. He inquired, +with alarm: "What is the matter with you, darling?" + +She replied in tearful tones: "Poor mamma, she will not be able to sleep +if she has found out my departure." + +Her mother, indeed, was not asleep. + +As soon as Susan had left the room, Madame Walter remained face to face +with her husband. She asked, bewildered and cast down: "Good heavens! +What is the meaning of this?" + +Walter exclaimed furiously: "It means that that schemer has bewitched +her. It is he who made her refuse Cazolles. He thinks her dowry worth +trying for." He began to walk angrily up and down the room, and went +on: "You were always luring him here, too, yourself; you flattered him, +you cajoled him, you could not cosset him enough. It was Pretty-boy +here, Pretty-boy there, from morning till night, and this is the return +for it." + +She murmured, livid: "I--I lured him?" + +He shouted in her face: "Yes, you. You were all mad over him--Madame de +Marelle, Susan, and the rest. Do you think I did not see that you could +not pass a couple of days without having him here?" + +She drew herself up tragically: "I will not allow you to speak to me +like that. You forget that I was not brought up like you, behind a +counter." + +He stood for a moment stupefied, and then uttered a furious "Damn it +all!" and rushed out, slamming the door after him. As soon as she was +alone she went instinctively to the glass to see if anything was changed +in her, so impossible and monstrous did what had happened appear. Susan +in love with Pretty-boy, and Pretty-boy wanting to marry Susan! No, she +was mistaken; it was not true. The girl had had a very natural fancy for +this good-looking fellow; she had hoped that they would give him her for +a husband, and had made her little scene because she wanted to have her +own way. But he--he could not be an accomplice in that. She reflected, +disturbed, as one in presence of great catastrophes. No, Pretty-boy +could know nothing of Susan's prank. + +She thought for a long time over the possible innocence or perfidy of +this man. What a scoundrel, if he had prepared the blow! And what would +happen! What dangers and tortures she foresaw. If he knew nothing, all +could yet be arranged. They would travel about with Susan for six +months, and it would be all over. But how could she meet him herself +afterwards? For she still loved him. This passion had entered into her +being like those arrowheads that cannot be withdrawn. To live without +him was impossible. She might as well die. + +Her thoughts wandered amidst these agonies and uncertainties. A pain +began in her head; her ideas became painful and disturbed. She worried +herself by trying to work things out; grew mad at not knowing. She +looked at the clock; it was past one. She said to herself: "I cannot +remain like this, I shall go mad. I must know. I will wake up Susan and +question her." + +She went barefooted, in order not to make a noise, and with a candle in +her hand, towards her daughter's room. She opened the door softly, went +in, and looked at the bed. She did not comprehend matters at first, and +thought that the girl might still be arguing with her father. But all at +once a horrible suspicion crossed her mind, and she rushed to her +husband's room. She reached it in a bound, blanched and panting. He was +in bed reading. + +He asked, startled: "Well, what is it? What is the matter with you?" + +She stammered: "Have you seen Susan?" + +"I? No. Why?" + +"She has--she has--gone! She is not in her room." + +He sprang onto the carpet, thrust his feet into his slippers, and, with +his shirt tails floating in the air, rushed in turn to his daughter's +room. As soon as he saw it, he no longer retained any doubt. She had +fled. He dropped into a chair and placed his lamp on the ground in +front of him. + +His wife had rejoined him, and stammered: "Well?" + +He had no longer the strength to reply; he was no longer enraged, he +only groaned: "It is done; he has got her. We are done for." + +She did not understand, and said: "What do you mean? done for?" + +"Yes, by Jove! He will certainly marry her now." + +She gave a cry like that of a wild beast: "He, never! You must be mad!" + +He replied, sadly: "It is no use howling. He has run away with her, he +has dishonored her. The best thing is to give her to him. By setting to +work in the right way no one will be aware of this escapade." + +She repeated, shaken by terrible emotion: "Never, never; he shall never +have Susan. I will never consent." + +Walter murmured, dejectedly: "But he has got her. It is done. And he +will keep her and hide her as long as we do not yield. So, to avoid + +scandal, we must give in at once." + +His wife, torn by pangs she could not acknowledge, repeated: "No, no, I +will never consent." + +He said, growing impatient: "But there is no disputing about it. It must +be done. Ah, the rascal, how he has done us! He is a sharp one. All the +same, we might have made a far better choice as regards position, but +not as regards intelligence and prospects. He will be a deputy and a +minister." + +Madame Walter declared, with savage energy: "I will never allow him to +marry Susan. You understand--never." + +He ended by getting angry and taking up, as a practical man, the cudgels +on behalf of Pretty-boy. "Hold your tongue," said he. "I tell you again +that it must be so; it absolutely must. And who knows? Perhaps we shall +not regret it. With men of that stamp one never knows what may happen. +You saw how he overthrew in three articles that fool of a +Laroche-Mathieu, and how he did it with dignity, which was infernally +difficult in his position as the husband. At all events, we shall see. +It always comes to this, that we are nailed. We cannot get out of it." + +She felt a longing to scream, to roll on the ground, to tear her hair +out. She said at length, in exasperated tones: "He shall not have her. I +won't have it." + +Walter rose, picked up his lamp, and remarked: "There, you are stupid, +just like all women. You never do anything except from passion. You do +not know how to bend yourself to circumstances. You are stupid. I will +tell you that he shall marry her. It must be." + +He went out, shuffling along in his slippers. He traversed--a comical +phantom in his nightshirt--the broad corridor of the huge slumbering +house, and noiselessly re-entered his room. + +Madame Walter remained standing, torn by intolerable grief. She did not +yet quite understand it. She was only conscious of suffering. Then it +seemed to her that she could not remain there motionless till daylight. +She felt within her a violent necessity of fleeing, of running away, of +seeking help, of being succored. She sought whom she could summon to +her. What man? She could not find one. A priest; yes, a priest! She +would throw herself at his feet, acknowledge everything, confess her +fault and her despair. He would understand that this wretch must not + +marry Susan, and would prevent it. She must have a priest at once. But +where could she find one? Whither could she go? Yet she could not remain +like that. + +Then there passed before her eyes, like a vision, the calm figure of +Jesus walking on the waters. She saw it as she saw it in the picture. So +he was calling her. He was saying: "Come to me; come and kneel at my +feet. I will console you, and inspire you with what should be done." + +She took her candle, left the room, and went downstairs to the +conservatory. The picture of Jesus was right at the end of it in a small +drawing-room, shut off by a glass door, in order that the dampness of +the soil should not damage the canvas. It formed a kind of chapel in a +forest of strange trees. When Madame Walter entered the winter garden, +never having seen it before save full of light, she was struck by its +obscure profundity. The dense plants of the tropics made the atmosphere +thick with their heavy breath; and the doors no longer being open, the +air of this strange wood, enclosed beneath a glass roof, entered the +chest with difficulty; intoxicated, caused pleasure and pain, and +imparted a confused sensation of enervation, pleasure, and death. The +poor woman walked slowly, oppressed by the shadows, amidst which +appeared, by the flickering light of her candle, extravagant plants, +recalling monsters, living creatures, hideous deformities. All at once +she caught sight of the picture of Christ. She opened the door +separating her from it, and fell on her knees. She prayed to him, +wildly, at first, stammering forth words of true, passionate, and +despairing invocations. Then, the ardor of her appeal slackening, she +raised her eyes towards him, and was struck with anguish. He resembled +Pretty-boy so strongly, in the trembling light of this solitary candle, +lighting the picture from below, that it was no longer Christ--it was +her lover who was looking at her. They were his eyes, his forehead, the +expression of his face, his cold and haughty air. + +She stammered: "Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!" and the name "George" rose to her +lips. All at once she thought that at that very moment, perhaps, George +had her daughter. He was alone with her somewhere. He with Susan! She +repeated: "Jesus, Jesus!" but she was thinking of them--her daughter and +her lover. They were alone in a room, and at night. She saw them. She +saw them so plainly that they rose up before her in place of the +picture. They were smiling at one another. They were embracing. She rose +to go towards them, to take her daughter by the hair and tear her from +his clasp. She would seize her by the throat and strangle her, this +daughter whom she hated--this daughter who was joining herself to this +man. She touched her; her hands encountered the canvas; she was pressing +the feet of Christ. She uttered a loud cry and fell on her back. Her +candle, overturned, went out. + +What took place then? She dreamed for a long time wild, frightful +dreams. George and Susan continually passed before her eyes, with Christ +blessing their horrible loves. She felt vaguely that she was not in her +room. She wished to rise and flee; she could not. A torpor had seized +upon her, which fettered her limbs, and only left her mind on the alert, +tortured by frightful and fantastic visions, lost in an unhealthy +dream--the strange and sometimes fatal dream engendered in human minds +by the soporific plants of the tropics, with their strange and +oppressive perfumes. + +The next morning Madame Walter was found stretched out senseless, almost +asphyxiated before "Jesus Walking on the Waters." She was so ill that +her life was feared for. She only fully recovered the use of her senses +the following day. Then she began to weep. The disappearance of Susan +was explained to the servants as due to her being suddenly sent back to +the convent. And Monsieur Walter replied to a long letter of Du Roy by +granting him his daughter's hand. + +Pretty-boy had posted this letter at the moment of leaving Paris, for he +had prepared it in advance the evening of his departure. He said in it, +in respectful terms, that he had long loved the young girl; that there +had never been any agreement between them; but that finding her come +freely to him to say, "I wish to be your wife," he considered himself +authorized in keeping her, even in hiding her, until he had obtained an +answer from her parents, whose legal power had for him less weight than +the wish of his betrothed. He demanded that Monsieur Walter should +reply, "post restante," a friend being charged to forward the letter to +him. + +When he had obtained what he wished he brought back Susan to Paris, and +sent her on to her parents, abstaining himself from appearing for some +little time. + +They had spent six days on the banks of the Seine at La Roche-Guyon. + +The young girl had never enjoyed herself so much. She had played at +pastoral life. As he passed her off as his sister, they lived in a free +and chaste intimacy--a kind of loving friendship. He thought it a clever +stroke to respect her. On the day after their arrival she had purchased +some linen and some country-girl's clothes, and set to work fishing, +with a huge straw hat, ornamented with wild flowers, on her head. She +thought the country there delightful. There was an old tower and an old +chateau, in which beautiful tapestry was shown. + +George, dressed in a boating jersey, bought ready-made from a local +tradesman, escorted Susan, now on foot along the banks of the river, now +in a boat. They kissed at every moment, she in all innocence, and he +ready to succumb to temptation. But he was able to restrain himself; and +when he said to her, "We will go back to Paris to-morrow; your father +has granted me your hand," she murmured simply, "Already? It was so nice +being your wife here." + + + + +XVIII + + +It was dark in the little suite of rooms in the Rue de Constantinople; +for George Du Roy and Clotilde de Marelle, having met at the door, had +gone in at once, and she had said to him, without giving him time to +open the Venetian blinds: "So you are going to marry Susan Walter?" + +He admitted it quietly, and added: "Did not you know it?" + +She exclaimed, standing before him, furious and indignant: + +"You are going to marry Susan Walter? That is too much of a good thing. +For three months you have been humbugging in order to hide that from me. +Everyone knew it but me. It was my husband who told me of it." + +Du Roy began to laugh, though somewhat confused all the same; and having +placed his hat on a corner of the mantel-shelf, sat down in an armchair. +She looked at him straight in the face, and said, in a low and irritated +tone: "Ever since you left your wife you have been preparing this move, +and you only kept me on as a mistress to fill up the interim nicely. +What a rascal you are!" + +He asked: "Why so? I had a wife who deceived me. I caught her, I +obtained a divorce, and I am going to marry another. What could be +simpler?" + +She murmured, quivering: "Oh! how cunning and dangerous you are." + +He began to smile again. "By Jove! Simpletons and fools are always +someone's dupes." + +But she continued to follow out her idea: "I ought to have divined your +nature from the beginning. But no, I could not believe that you could be +such a blackguard as that." + +He assumed an air of dignity, saying: "I beg of you to pay attention to +the words you are making use of." + +His indignation revolted her. "What? You want me to put on gloves to +talk to you now. You have behaved towards me like a vagabond ever since +I have known you, and you want to make out that I am not to tell you so. +You deceive everyone; you take advantage of everyone; you filch money +and enjoyment wherever you can, and you want me to treat you as an +honest man!" + +He rose, and with quivering lip, said: "Be quiet, or I will turn you out +of here." + +She stammered: "Turn me out of here; turn me out of here! You will turn +me out of here--you--you?" She could not speak for a moment for choking +with anger, and then suddenly, as though the door of her wrath had been + +burst open, she broke out with: "Turn me out of here? You forget, then, +that it is I who have paid for these rooms from the beginning. Ah, yes, +you have certainly taken them on from time to time. But who first took +them? I did. Who kept them on? I did. And you want to turn me out of +here. Hold your tongue, you good-for-nothing fellow. Do you think I +don't know you robbed Madeleine of half Vaudrec's money? Do you think I +don't know how you slept with Susan to oblige her to marry you?" + +He seized her by the shoulders, and, shaking her with both hands, +exclaimed: "Don't speak of her, at any rate. I won't have it." + +She screamed out: "You slept with her; I know you did." + +He would have accepted no matter what, but this falsehood exasperated +him. The truths she had told him to his face had caused thrills of anger +to run through him, but this lie respecting the young girl who was going +to be his wife, awakened in the palm of his hand a furious longing to +strike her. + +He repeated: "Be quiet--have a care--be quiet," and shook her as we +shake a branch to make the fruit fall. + +She yelled, with her hair coming down, her mouth wide open, her eyes +aglow: "You slept with her!" + +He let her go, and gave her such a smack on the face that she fell down +beside the wall. But she turned towards him, and raising herself on her +hands, once more shouted: "You slept with her!" + +He rushed at her, and, holding her down, struck her as though striking a +man. She left off shouting, and began to moan beneath his blows. She no +longer stirred, but hid her face against the bottom of the wall and +uttered plaintive cries. He left off beating her and rose up. Then he +walked about the room a little to recover his coolness, and, an idea +occurring to him, went into the bedroom, filled the basin with cold +water, and dipped his head into it. Then he washed his hands and came +back to see what she was doing, carefully wiping his fingers. She had +not budged. She was still lying on the ground quietly weeping. + +"Shall you have done grizzling soon?" + +She did not answer. He stood in the middle of the room, feeling somewhat +awkward and ashamed in the presence of the form stretched out before +him. All at once he formed a resolution, and took his hat from the +mantel-shelf, saying: "Good-night. Give the key to the doorkeeper when +you leave. I shan't wait for your convenience." + +He went out, closed the door, went to the doorkeeper's, and said: +"Madame is still there. She will be leaving in a few minutes. Tell the +landlord that I give notice to leave at the end of September. It is the +15th of August, so I am within the limits." + +And he walked hastily away, for he had some pressing calls to make +touching the purchase of the last wedding gifts. + +The wedding was fixed for the 20th of October after the meeting of the +Chambers. It was to take place at the Church of the Madeleine. There had +been a great deal of gossip about it without anyone knowing the exact +truth. Different tales were in circulation. It was whispered that an +elopement had taken place, but no one was certain about anything. +According to the servants, Madame Walter, who would no longer speak to +her future son-in-law, had poisoned herself out of rage the very evening +the match was decided on, after having taken her daughter off to a +convent at midnight. She had been brought back almost dead. Certainly, +she would never get over it. She had now the appearance of an old woman; +her hair had become quite gray, and she had gone in for religion, taking +the Sacrament every Sunday. + +At the beginning of September the _Vie Francaise_ announced that the +Baron Du Roy de Cantel had become chief editor, Monsieur Walter +retaining the title of manager. A battalion of well-known writers, +reporters, political editors, art and theatrical critics, detached from +old important papers by dint of monetary influence, were taken on. The +old journalists, the serious and respectable ones, no longer shrugged +their shoulders when speaking of the _Vie Francaise_. Rapid and complete +success had wiped out the contempt of serious writers for the beginnings +of this paper. + +The marriage of its chief editor was what is styled a Parisian event, +George Du Roy and the Walters having excited a great deal of curiosity +for some time past. All the people who are written about in the papers +promised themselves to be there. + +The event took place on a bright autumn day. + +At eight in the morning the sight of the staff of the Madeleine +stretching a broad red carpet down the lofty flight of steps overlooking +the Rue Royale caused passers-by to pause, and announced to the people +of Paris that an important ceremony was about to take place. The clerks +on the way to their offices, the work-girls, the shopmen, paused, +looked, and vaguely speculated about the rich folk who spent so much +money over getting spliced. Towards ten o'clock idlers began to halt. +They would remain for a few minutes, hoping that perhaps it would begin +at once, and then moved away. At eleven squads of police arrived and set +to work almost at once to make the crowd move on, groups forming every +moment. The first guests soon made their appearance--those who wanted to +be well placed for seeing everything. They took the chairs bordering the +main aisles. By degrees came others, ladies in rustling silks, and +serious-looking gentlemen, almost all bald, walking with well-bred air, +and graver than usual in this locality. + +The church slowly filled. A flood of sunlight entered by the huge +doorway lit up the front row of guests. In the choir, which looked +somewhat gloomy, the altar, laden with tapers, shed a yellow light, pale +and humble in face of that of the main entrance. People recognized one +another, beckoned to one another, and gathered in groups. The men of +letters, less respectful than the men in society, chatted in low tones +and looked at the ladies. + +Norbert de Varenne, who was looking out for an acquaintance, perceived +Jacques Rival near the center of the rows of chair, and joined him. +"Well," said he, "the race is for the cunning." + +The other, who was not envious, replied: "So much the better for him. +His career is safe." And they began to point out the people they +recognized. + +"Do you know what became of his wife?" asked Rival. + +The poet smiled. "Yes, and no. She is living in a very retired style, I +am told, in the Montmartre district. But--there is a but--I have noticed +for some time past in the _Plume_ some political articles terribly like +those of Forestier and Du Roy. They are by Jean Le Dal, a handsome, +intelligent young fellow, of the same breed as our friend George, and +who has made the acquaintance of his late wife. From whence I conclude +that she had, and always will have, a fancy for beginners. She is, +besides, rich. Vaudrec and Laroche-Mathieu were not assiduous visitors +at the house for nothing." + +Rival observed: "She is not bad looking, Madeleine. Very clever and very +sharp. She must be charming on terms of intimacy. But, tell me, how is +it that Du Roy comes to be married in church after a divorce?" + +Norbert replied: "He is married in church because, in the eyes of the +Church, he was not married before." + +"How so?" + +"Our friend, Pretty-boy, from indifference or economy, thought the +registrar sufficient when marrying Madeleine Forestier. He therefore +dispensed with the ecclesiastical benediction, which constituted in the +eyes of Holy Mother Church a simple state of concubinage. Consequently +he comes before her to-day as a bachelor, and she lends him all her pomp +and ceremony, which will cost Daddy Walter a pretty penny." + +The murmur of the augmented throng swelled beneath the vaulted room. +Voices could be heard speaking almost out loud. People pointed out to +one another celebrities who attitudinized, pleased to be seen, and +carefully maintained the bearing adopted by them towards the public +accustomed to exhibit themselves thus at all such gatherings, of which +they were, it seemed to them, the indispensable ornaments. + +Rival resumed: "Tell me, my dear fellow, you who go so often to the +governor's, is it true that Du Roy and Madame Walter no longer speak to +one another?" + +"Never. She did not want to give him the girl. But he had a hold, it +seems, on the father through skeletons in the house--skeletons connected +with the Morocco business. He threatened the old man with frightful +revelations. Walter recollected the example he made of Laroche-Mathieu, +and gave in at once. But the mother, obstinate like all women, swore +that she would never again speak a word to her son-in-law. She looks +like a statue, a statue of Vengeance, and he is very uneasy at it, +although he puts a good face on the matter, for he knows how to control +himself, that fellow does." + +Fellow-journalists came up and shook hands with them. Bits of political +conversation could be caught. Vague as the sound of a distant sea, the +noise of the crowd massed in front of the church entered the doorway +with the sunlight, and rose up beneath the roof, above the more discreet +murmur of the choicer public gathered within it. + +All at once the beadle struck the pavement thrice with the butt of his +halberd. Every one turned round with a prolonged rustling of skirts and +a moving of chairs. The bride appeared on her father's arm in the +bright light of the doorway. + +She had still the air of a doll, a charming white doll crowned with +orange flowers. She stood for a few moments on the threshold, then, when +she made her first step up the aisle, the organ gave forth a powerful +note, announcing the entrance of the bride in loud metallic tones. She +advanced with bent head, but not timidly; vaguely moved, pretty, +charming, a miniature bride. The women smiled and murmured as they +watched her pass. The men muttered: "Exquisite! Adorable!" Monsieur +Walter walked with exaggerated dignity, somewhat pale, and with his +spectacles straight on his nose. Behind them four bridesmaids, all four +dressed in pink, and all four pretty, formed the court of this gem of a +queen. The groomsmen, carefully chosen to match, stepped as though +trained by a ballet master. Madame Walter followed them, giving her arm +to the father of her other son-in-law, the Marquis de Latour-Yvelin, +aged seventy-two. She did not walk, she dragged herself along, ready to +faint at each forward movement. It could be felt that her feet stuck to +the flagstones, that her legs refused to advance, and that her heart was +beating within her breast like an animal bounding to escape. She had +grown thin. Her white hair made her face appear still more blanched and +her cheeks hollower. She looked straight before her in order not to see +any one--in order not to recall, perhaps, that which was torturing her. + +Then George Du Roy appeared with an old lady unknown. He, too, kept his +head up without turning aside his eyes, fixed and stern under his +slightly bent brows. His moustache seemed to bristle on his lip. He was +set down as a very good-looking fellow. He had a proud bearing, a good +figure, and a straight leg. He wore his clothes well, the little red +ribbon of the Legion of Honor showing like a drop of blood on his dress +coat. + +Then came the relations, Rose with the Senator Rissolin. She had been +married six weeks. The Count de Latour-Yvelin accompanied by the +Viscountess de Percemur. Finally, there was a strange procession of the +friends and allies of Du Roy, whom he introduced to his new family; +people known in the Parisian world, who became at once the intimates, +and, if need be, the distant cousins of rich parvenus; gentlemen ruined, +blemished; married, in some cases, which is worse. There were Monsieur +de Belvigne, the Marquis de Banjolin, the Count and Countess de Ravenel, +Prince Kravalow, the Chevalier, Valréali; then some guests of Walter's, +the Prince de Guerche, the Duke and the Duchess de Ferraciné, the +beautiful Marchioness des Dunes. Some of Madame Walter's relatives +preserved a well-to-do, countrified appearance amidst the throng. + +The organ was still playing, pouring forth through the immense building +the sonorous and rhythmic accents of its glittering throats, which cry +aloud unto heaven the joy or grief of mankind. The great doors were +closed, and all at once it became as gloomy as if the sun had just been +turned out. + +Now, George was kneeling beside his wife in the choir, before the lit-up +altar. The new Bishop of Tangiers, crozier in hand and miter on head, +made his appearance from the vestry to join them together in the Eternal +name. He put the customary questions, exchanged the rings, uttered the +words that bind like chains, and addressed the newly-wedded couple a +Christian allocution. He was a tall, stout man, one of those handsome +prelates to whom a rounded belly lends dignity. + +The sound of sobs caused several people to look round. Madame Walter was +weeping, with her face buried in her hands. She had to give way. What +could she have done else? But since the day when she had driven from her +room her daughter on her return home, refusing to embrace her; since the +day when she had said, in a low voice, to Du Roy, who had greeted her +ceremoniously on again making his appearance: "You are the vilest +creature I know of; never speak to me again, for I shall not answer +you," she had been suffering intolerable and unappeasable tortures. She +hated Susan with a keen hatred, made up of exasperated passion and +heartrending jealousy, the strange jealousy of a mother and +mistress--unacknowledgable, ferocious, burning like a new wound. And now +a bishop was marrying them--her lover and her daughter--in a church, in +presence of two thousand people, and before her. And she could say +nothing. She could not hinder it. She could not cry out: "But that man +belongs to me; he is my lover. This union you are blessing is infamous!" + +Some ladies, touched at the sight, murmured: "How deeply the poor mother +feels it!" + +The bishop was declaiming: "You are among the fortunate ones of this +world, among the wealthiest and most respected. You, sir, whom your +talent raises above others; you who write, who teach, who advise, who +guide the people, you who have a noble mission to fulfill, a noble +example to set." + +Du Roy listened, intoxicated with pride. A prelate of the Roman Catholic +Church was speaking thus to him. And he felt behind him a crowd, an +illustrious crowd, gathered on his account. It seemed to him that some +power impelled and lifted him up. He was becoming one of the masters of +the world--he, the son of two poor peasants at Canteleu. He saw them all +at once in their humble wayside inn, at the summit of the slope +overlooking the broad valley of Rouen, his father and mother, serving +the country-folk of the district with drink, He had sent them five +thousand francs on inheriting from the Count de Vaudrec. He would now +send them fifty thousand, and they would buy a little estate. They would +be satisfied and happy. + +The bishop had finished his harangue. A priest, clad in a golden stole, +ascended the steps of the altar, and the organ began anew to celebrate +the glory of the newly-wedded couple. Now it gave forth long, loud +notes, swelling like waves, so sonorous and powerful that it seemed as +though they must lift and break through the roof to spend abroad into +the sky. Their vibrating sound filled the church, causing body and +spirit to thrill. Then all at once they grew calmer, and delicate notes +floated through the air, little graceful, twittering notes, fluttering +like birds; and suddenly again this coquettish music waxed once more, in +turn becoming terrible in its strength and fullness, as if a grain of +sand had transformed itself into a world. Then human voices rose, and +were wafted over the bowed heads--Vauri and Landeck, of the Opera, were +singing. The incense shed abroad a delicate odor, and the Divine +Sacrifice was accomplished on the altar, to consecrate the triumph of +the Baron George Du Roy! + +Pretty-boy, on his knees beside Susan, had bowed his head. He felt at +that moment almost a believer, almost religious; full of gratitude +towards the divinity who had thus favored him, who treated him with such +consideration. And without exactly knowing to whom he was addressing +himself, he thanked him for his success. + +When the ceremony was concluded he rose up, and giving his wife his arm, +he passed into the vestry. Then began the interminable defiling past of +the visitors. George, with wild joy, believed himself a king whom a +nation had come to acclaim. He shook hands, stammered unmeaning remarks, +bowed, and replied: "You are very good to say so." + +All at once he caught sight of Madame de Marelle, and the recollection +of all the kisses that he had given her, and that she had returned; the +recollection of all their caresses, of her pretty ways, of the sound of +her voice, of the taste of her lips, caused the desire to have her once +more for his own to shoot through his veins. She was so pretty and +elegant, with her boyish air and bright eyes. George thought to himself: +"What a charming mistress, all the same." + +She drew near, somewhat timid, somewhat uneasy, and held out her hand. +He took it in his, and retained it. Then he felt the discreet appeal of +a woman's fingers, the soft pressure that forgives and takes possession +again. And for his own part, he squeezed it, that little hand, as though +to say: "I still love you; I am yours." + +Their eyes met, smiling, bright, full of love. She murmured in her +pleasant voice: "I hope to have the pleasure of seeing you again soon, +sir." + +He replied, gayly: "Soon, madame." + +She passed on. Other people were pushing forward. The crowd flowed by +like a stream. At length it grew thinner. The last guests took leave. + +George took Susan's arm in his to pass through the church again. It was +full of people, for everyone had regained their seats in order to see +them pass together. They went by slowly, with calm steps and uplifted +heads, their eyes fixed on the wide sunlit space of the open door. He +felt little quiverings run all over his skin those cold shivers caused +by over-powering happiness. He saw no one. His thoughts were solely for +himself. When he gained the threshold he saw the crowd collected--a +dense, agitated crowd, gathered there on his account--on account of +George Du Roy. The people of Paris were gazing at and envying him. Then, +raising his eyes, he could see afar off, beyond the Palace de la +Concorde, the Chamber of Deputies, and it seemed to him that he was +going to make but one jump from the portico of the Madeleine to that of +the Palais Bourbon. + +He slowly descended the long flight of steps between two ranks of +spectators. But he did not see them; his thoughts had now flown +backwards, and before his eyes, dazzled by the brilliant sun, now +floated the image of Madame de Marelle, re-adjusting before the glass +the little curls on her temples, always disarranged when she rose. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Works of Guy de Maupassant, Vol. 6, by +Guy de Maupassant + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE WORKS OF GUY DE *** + +***** This file should be named 33928-8.txt or 33928-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/3/9/2/33928/ + +Produced by Juliet Sutherland, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Works of Guy de Maupassant, Vol. 6 + +Author: Guy de Maupassant + +Release Date: October 13, 2010 [EBook #33928] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE WORKS OF GUY DE *** + + + + +Produced by Juliet Sutherland, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + + + + + + +<h1>BEL AMI</h1> + +<h1>The Works of Guy de Maupassant</h1> + +<h3>VOLUME VI</h3> + + +<h3>NATIONAL LIBRARY COMPANY<br /> +NEW YORK</h3> + +<h3><span class="smcap">Copyright, 1909, By</span><br /> +BIGELOW, SMITH & CO.</h3> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> + +<!-- Autogenerated TOC. Modify or delete as required. --> +<p> +<a href="#I">I</a><br /> +<a href="#II">II</a><br /> +<a href="#III">III</a><br /> +<a href="#IV">IV</a><br /> +<a href="#V">V</a><br /> +<a href="#VI">VI</a><br /> +<a href="#VII">VII</a><br /> +<a href="#VIII">VIII</a><br /> +<a href="#IX">IX</a><br /> +<a href="#X">X</a><br /> +<a href="#XI">XI</a><br /> +<a href="#XII">XII</a><br /> +<a href="#XIII">XIII</a><br /> +<a href="#XIV">XIV</a><br /> +<a href="#XV">XV</a><br /> +<a href="#XVI">XVI</a><br /> +<a href="#XVII">XVII</a><br /> +<a href="#XVIII">XVIII</a><br /> +</p> +<!-- End Autogenerated TOC. --> + + + + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>BEL AMI</h2> + +<h3>(A LADIES' MAN)</h3> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="I" id="I"></a>I</h2> + + +<p>When the cashier had given him the change out of his five francpiece, +George Duroy left the restaurant.</p> + +<p>As he had a good carriage, both naturally and from his military +training, he drew himself up, twirled his moustache, and threw upon the +lingering customers a rapid and sweeping glance—one of those glances +which take in everything within their range like a casting net.</p> + +<p>The women looked up at him in turn—three little work-girls, a +middle-aged music mistress, disheveled, untidy, and wearing a bonnet +always dusty and a dress always awry; and two shopkeepers' wives dining +with their husbands—all regular customers at this slap-bang +establishment.</p> + +<p>When he was on the pavement outside, he stood still for a moment, asking +himself what he should do. It was the 28th of June, and he had just +three francs forty centimes in his pocket to carry him to the end of the +month. This meant the option of two dinners without lunch or two lunches +without dinner. He reflected that as the earlier repasts cost twenty +sous apiece, and the latter thirty, he would, if he were content with +the lunches, be one franc twenty centimes to the good, which would +further represent two snacks of bread and sausage and two bocks of beer +on the boulevards. This latter item was his greatest extravagance and +his chief pleasure of a night; and he began to descend the Rue +Notre-Dame de Lorette.</p> + +<p>He walked as in the days when he had worn a hussar uniform, his chest +thrown out and his legs slightly apart, as if he had just left the +saddle, pushing his way through the crowded street, and shouldering folk +to avoid having to step aside. He wore his somewhat shabby hat on one +side, and brought his heels smartly down on the pavement. He seemed ever +ready to defy somebody or something, the passers-by, the houses, the +whole city, retaining all the swagger of a dashing cavalry-man in civil +life.</p> + +<p>Although wearing a sixty-franc suit, he was not devoid of a certain +somewhat loud elegance. Tall, well-built, fair, with a curly moustache +twisted up at the ends, bright blue eyes with small pupils, and +reddish-brown hair curling naturally and parted in the middle, he bore a +strong resemblance to the dare-devil of popular romances.</p> + +<p>It was one of those summer evenings on which air seems to be lacking in +Paris. The city, hot as an oven, seemed to swelter in the stifling +night. The sewers breathed out their poisonous breath through their +granite mouths, and the underground kitchens gave forth to the street +through their windows the stench of dishwater and stale sauces.</p> + +<p>The doorkeepers in their shirtsleeves sat astride straw-bottomed chairs +within the carriage entrances to the houses, smoking their pipes, and +the pedestrians walked with flagging steps, head bare, and hat in hand.</p> + +<p>When George Duroy reached the boulevards he paused again, undecided as +to what he should do. He now thought of going on to the Champs Elysées +and the Avenue du Bois de Boulogne to seek a little fresh air under the +trees, but another wish also assailed him, a desire for a love affair.</p> + +<p>What shape would it take? He did not know, but he had been awaiting it +for three months, night and day. Occasionally, thanks to his good looks +and gallant bearing, he gleaned a few crumbs of love here and there, but +he was always hoping for something further and better.</p> + +<p>With empty pockets and hot blood, he kindled at the contact of the +prowlers who murmur at street corners: "Will you come home with me, +dear?" but he dared not follow them, not being able to pay them, and, +besides, he was awaiting something else, less venally vulgar kisses.</p> + +<p>He liked, however, the localities in which women of the town +swarm—their balls, their cafés, and their streets. He liked to rub +shoulders with them, speak to them, chaff them, inhale their strong +perfumes, feel himself near them. They were women at any rate, women +made for love. He did not despise them with the innate contempt of a +well-born man.</p> + +<p>He turned towards the Madeleine, following the flux of the crowd which +flowed along overcome by the heat. The chief cafés, filled with +customers, were overflowing on to the pavement, and displayed their +drinking public under the dazzling glare of their lit-up facias. In +front of them, on little tables, square or round, were glasses holding +fluids of every shade, red, yellow, green, brown, and inside the +decanters glittered the large transparent cylinders of ice, serving to +cool the bright, clear water. Duroy had slackened his pace, a longing to +drink parched his throat.</p> + +<p>A hot thirst, a summer evening's thirst assailed him, and he fancied the +delightful sensation of cool drinks flowing across his palate. But if he +only drank two bocks of beer in the evening, farewell to the slender +supper of the morrow, and he was only too well acquainted with the hours +of short commons at the end of the month.</p> + +<p>He said to himself: "I must hold out till ten o'clock, and then I'll +have my bock at the American café. Confound it, how thirsty I am +though." And he scanned the men seated at the tables drinking, all the +people who could quench their thirst as much as they pleased. He went +on, passing in front of the cafés with a sprightly swaggering air, and +guessing at a glance from their dress and bearing how much money each +customer ought to have about him. Wrath against these men quietly +sitting there rose up within him. If their pockets were rummaged, gold, +silver, and coppers would be found in them. On an average each one must +have at least two louis. There were certainly a hundred to a café, a +hundred times two louis is four thousand francs. He murmured "the +swine," as he walked gracefully past them. If he could have had hold of +one of them at a nice dark corner he would have twisted his neck without +scruple, as he used to do the country-folk's fowls on field-days.</p> + +<p>And he recalled his two years in Africa and the way in which he used to +pillage the Arabs when stationed at little out-posts in the south. A +bright and cruel smile flitted across his lips at the recollection of an +escapade which had cost the lives of three men of the Ouled-Alane +tribe, and had furnished him and his comrades with a score of fowls, a +couple of sheep, some gold, and food for laughter for six months.</p> + +<p>The culprits had never been found, and, what is more, they had hardly +been looked for, the Arab being looked upon as somewhat in the light of +the natural prey of the soldier.</p> + +<p>In Paris it was another thing. One could not plunder prettily, sword by +side and revolver in hand, far from civil authority. He felt in his +heart all the instincts of a sub-officer let loose in a conquered +country. He certainly regretted his two years in the desert. What a pity +he had not stopped there. But, then, he had hoped something better in +returning home. And now—ah! yes, it was very nice now, was it not?</p> + +<p>He clicked his tongue as if to verify the parched state of his palate.</p> + +<p>The crowd swept past him slowly, and he kept thinking. "Set of hogs—all +these idiots have money in their waistcoat pockets." He pushed against +people and softly whistled a lively tune. Gentlemen whom he thus elbowed +turned grumbling, and women murmured: "What a brute!"</p> + +<p>He passed the Vaudeville Theater and stopped before the American café, +asking himself whether he should not take his bock, so greatly did +thirst torture him. Before making up his mind, he glanced at the +illuminated clock. It was a quarter past nine. He knew himself that as +soon as the glassful of beer was before him he would gulp it down. What +would he do then up to eleven o'clock?</p> + +<p>He passed on. "I will go as far as the Madeleine," he said, "and walk +back slowly."</p> + +<p>As he reached the corner of the Palace de l'Opera, he passed a stout +young fellow, whose face he vaguely recollected having seen somewhere. +He began to follow him, turning over his recollections and repeating to +himself half-aloud: "Where the deuce did I know that joker?"</p> + +<p>He searched without being able to recollect, and then all at once, by a +strange phenomenon of memory, the same man appeared to him thinner, +younger, and clad in a hussar uniform. He exclaimed aloud: "What, +Forestier!" and stepping out he tapped the other on the shoulder. The +promenader turned round and looked at him, and then said: "What is it, +sir?"</p> + +<p>Duroy broke into a laugh. "Don't you know me?" said he.</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"George Duroy, of the 6th Hussars."</p> + +<p>Forestier held out his hands, exclaiming: "What, old fellow! How are +you?"</p> + +<p>"Very well, and you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, not very brilliant! Just fancy, I have a chest in brown paper now. +I cough six months out of twelve, through a cold I caught at Bougival +the year of my return to Paris, four years ago."</p> + +<p>And Forestier, taking his old comrade's arm, spoke to him of his +illness, related the consultations, opinions, and advice of the doctors, +and the difficulty of following this advice in his position. He was told +to spend the winter in the South, but how could he? He was married, and +a journalist in a good position.</p> + +<p>"I am political editor of the <i>Vie Francaise</i>. I write the proceedings +in the Senate for the <i>Salut</i>, and from time to time literary criticisms +for the <i>Planète</i>. That is so. I have made my way."</p> + +<p>Duroy looked at him with surprise. He was greatly changed, matured. He +had now the manner, bearing, and dress of a man in a good position and +sure of himself, and the stomach of a man who dines well. Formerly he +had been thin, slight, supple, heedless, brawling, noisy, and always +ready for a spree. In three years Paris had turned him into someone +quite different, stout and serious, and with some white hairs about his +temples, though he was not more than twenty-seven.</p> + +<p>Forestier asked: "Where are you going?"</p> + +<p>Duroy answered: "Nowhere; I am just taking a stroll before turning in."</p> + +<p>"Well, will you come with me to the <i>Vie Francaise</i>, where I have some +proofs to correct, and then we will take a bock together?"</p> + +<p>"All right."</p> + +<p>They began to walk on, arm-in-arm, with that easy familiarity existing +between school-fellows and men in the same regiment.</p> + +<p>"What are you doing in Paris?" asked Forestier.</p> + +<p>Duroy shrugged his shoulders. "Simply starving. As soon as I finished my +term of service I came here—to make a fortune, or rather for the sake +of living in Paris; and for six months I have been a clerk in the +offices of the Northern Railway at fifteen hundred francs a year, +nothing more."</p> + +<p>Forestier murmured: "Hang it, that's not much!"</p> + +<p>"I should think not. But how can I get out of it? I am alone; I don't +know anyone; I can get no one to recommend me. It is not goodwill that +is lacking, but means."</p> + +<p>His comrade scanned him from head to foot, like a practical man +examining a subject, and then said, in a tone of conviction: "You see, +my boy, everything depends upon assurance here. A clever fellow can more +easily become a minister than an under-secretary. One must obtrude one's +self on people; not ask things of them. But how the deuce is it that you +could not get hold of anything better than a clerk's berth on the +Northern Railway?"</p> + +<p>Duroy replied: "I looked about everywhere, but could not find anything. +But I have something in view just now; I have been offered a +riding-master's place at Pellerin's. There I shall get three thousand +francs at the lowest."</p> + +<p>Forestier stopped short. "Don't do that; it is stupid, when you ought to +be earning ten thousand francs. You would nip your future in the bud. In +your office, at any rate, you are hidden; no one knows you; you can +emerge from it if you are strong enough to make your way. But once a +riding-master, and it is all over. It is as if you were head-waiter at a +place where all Paris goes to dine. When once you have given riding +lessons to people in society or to their children, they will never be +able to look upon you as an equal."</p> + +<p>He remained silent for a few moments, evidently reflecting, and then +asked:</p> + +<p>"Have you a bachelor's degree?"</p> + +<p>"No; I failed to pass twice."</p> + +<p>"That is no matter, as long as you studied for it. If anyone mentions +Cicero or Tiberius, you know pretty well what they are talking about?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; pretty well."</p> + +<p>"Good; no one knows any more, with the exception of a score of idiots +who have taken the trouble. It is not difficult to pass for being well +informed; the great thing is not to be caught in some blunder. You can +maneuver, avoid the difficulty, turn the obstacle, and floor others by +means of a dictionary. Men are all as stupid as geese and ignorant as +donkeys."</p> + +<p>He spoke like a self-possessed blade who knows what life is, and smiled +as he watched the crowd go by. But all at once he began to cough, and +stopped again until the fit was over, adding, in a tone of +discouragement: "Isn't it aggravating not to be able to get rid of this +cough? And we are in the middle of summer. Oh! this winter I shall go +and get cured at Mentone. Health before everything."</p> + +<p>They halted on the Boulevard Poissonière before a large glass door, on +the inner side of which an open newspaper was pasted. Three passers-by +had stopped and were reading it.</p> + +<p>Above the door, stretched in large letters of flame, outlined by gas +jets, the inscription <i>La Vie Francaise</i>. The pedestrians passing into +the light shed by these three dazzling words suddenly appeared as +visible as in broad daylight, then disappeared again into darkness.</p> + +<p>Forestier pushed the door open, saying, "Come in." Duroy entered, +ascended an ornate yet dirty staircase, visible from the street, passed +through an ante-room where two messengers bowed to his companion, and +reached a kind of waiting-room, shabby and dusty, upholstered in dirty +green Utrecht velvet, covered with spots and stains, and worn in places +as if mice had been gnawing it.</p> + +<p>"Sit down," said Forestier. "I will be back in five minutes."</p> + +<p>And he disappeared through one of the three doors opening into the room.</p> + +<p>A strange, special, indescribable odor, the odor of a newspaper office, +floated in the air of the room. Duroy remained motionless, slightly +intimidated, above all surprised. From time to time folk passed +hurriedly before him, coming in at one door and going out at another +before he had time to look at them.</p> + +<p>They were now young lads, with an appearance of haste, holding in their +hand a sheet of paper which fluttered from the hurry of their progress; +now compositors, whose white blouses, spotted with ink, revealed a clean +shirt collar and cloth trousers like those of men of fashion, and who +carefully carried strips of printed paper, fresh proofs damp from the +press. Sometimes a gentleman entered rather too elegantly attired, his +waist too tightly pinched by his frock-coat, his leg too well set off by +the cut of his trousers, his foot squeezed into a shoe too pointed at +the toe, some fashionable reporter bringing in the echoes of the +evening.</p> + +<p>Others, too, arrived, serious, important-looking men, wearing tall hats +with flat brims, as if this shape distinguished them from the rest of +mankind.</p> + +<p>Forestier reappeared holding the arm of a tall, thin fellow, between +thirty and forty years of age, in evening dress, very dark, with his +moustache ends stiffened in sharp points, and an insolent and +self-satisfied bearing.</p> + +<p>Forestier said to him: "Good night, dear master."</p> + +<p>The other shook hands with him, saying: "Good night, my dear fellow," +and went downstairs whistling, with his cane under his arm.</p> + +<p>Duroy asked: "Who is that?"</p> + +<p>"Jacques Rival, you know, the celebrated descriptive writer, the +duellist. He has just been correcting his proofs. Garin, Montel, and he +are the three best descriptive writers, for facts and points, we have in +Paris. He gets thirty thousand francs a year here for two articles a +week."</p> + +<p>As they were leaving they met a short, stout man, with long hair and +untidy appearance, who was puffing as he came up the stairs.</p> + +<p>Forestier bowed low to him. "Norbert de Varenne," said he, "the poet; +the author of '<i>Les Soleils Morts</i>'; another who gets long prices. Every +tale he writes for us costs three hundred francs, and the longest do not +run to two hundred lines. But let us turn into the Neapolitan <i>café</i>, I +am beginning to choke with thirst."</p> + +<p>As soon as they were seated at a table in the <i>café</i>, Forestier called +for two bocks, and drank off his own at a single draught, while Duroy +sipped his beer in slow mouthfuls, tasting it and relishing it like +something rare and precious.</p> + +<p>His companion was silent, and seemed to be reflecting. Suddenly he +exclaimed: "Why don't you try journalism?"</p> + +<p>The other looked at him in surprise, and then said: "But, you know, I +have never written anything."</p> + +<p>"Bah! everyone must begin. I could give you a job to hunt up information +for me—to make calls and inquiries. You would have to start with two +hundred and fifty francs a month and your cab hire. Shall I speak to the +manager about it?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly!"</p> + +<p>"Very well, then, come and dine with me to-morrow. I shall only have +five or six people—the governor, Monsieur Walter and his wife, Jacques +Rival, and Norbert de Varenne, whom you have just seen, and a lady, a +friend of my wife. Is it settled?"</p> + +<p>Duroy hesitated, blushing and perplexed. At length he murmured: "You +see, I have no clothes."</p> + +<p>Forestier was astounded. "You have no dress clothes? Hang it all, they +are indispensable, though. In Paris one would be better off without a +bed than without a dress suit."</p> + +<p>Then, suddenly feeling in his waistcoat pocket, he drew out some gold, +took two louis, placed them in front of his old comrade, and said in a +cordial and familiar tone: "You will pay me back when you can. Hire or +arrange to pay by installments for the clothes you want, whichever you +like, but come and dine with me to-morrow, half-past seven, number +seventeen Rue Fontaine."</p> + +<p>Duroy, confused, picked up the money, stammering: "You are too good; I +am very much obliged to you; you may be sure I shall not forget."</p> + +<p>The other interrupted him. "All right. Another bock, eh? Waiter, two +bocks."</p> + +<p>Then, when they had drunk them, the journalist said: "Will you stroll +about a bit for an hour?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly."</p> + +<p>And they set out again in the direction of the Madeleine.</p> + +<p>"What shall we, do?" said Forestier. "They say that in Paris a lounger +can always find something to amuse him, but it is not true. I, when I +want to lounge about of an evening, never know where to go. A drive +round the Bois de Boulogne is only amusing with a woman, and one has not +always one to hand; the <i>café</i> concerts may please my chemist and his +wife, but not me. Then what is there to do? Nothing. There ought to be a +summer garden like the Parc Monceau, open at night, where one would hear +very good music while sipping cool drinks under the trees. It should not +be a pleasure resort, but a lounging place, with a high price for +entrance in order to attract the fine ladies. One ought to be able to +stroll along well-graveled walks lit up by electric light, and to sit +down when one wished to hear the music near or at a distance. We had +about the sort of thing formerly at Musard's, but with a smack of the +low-class dancing-room, and too much dance music, not enough space, not +enough shade, not enough gloom. It would want a very fine garden and a +very extensive one. It would be delightful. Where shall we go?"</p> + +<p>Duroy, rather perplexed, did not know what to say; at length he made up +his mind. "I have never been in the Folies Bergère. I should not mind +taking a look round there," he said.</p> + +<p>"The Folies Bergère," exclaimed his companion, "the deuce; we shall +roast there as in an oven. But, very well, then, it is always funny +there."</p> + +<p>And they turned on their heels to make their way to the Rue du Faubourg +Montmartre.</p> + +<p>The lit-up front of the establishment threw a bright light into the four +streets which met in front of it. A string of cabs were waiting for the +close of the performance.</p> + +<p>Forestier was walking in when Duroy checked him.</p> + +<p>"You are passing the pay-box," said he.</p> + +<p>"I never pay," was the reply, in a tone of importance.</p> + +<p>When he approached the check-takers they bowed, and one of them held out +his hand. The journalist asked: "Have you a good box?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly, Monsieur Forestier."</p> + +<p>He took the ticket held out to him, pushed the padded door with its +leather borders, and they found themselves in the auditorium.</p> + +<p>Tobacco smoke slightly veiled like a faint mist the stage and the +further side of the theater. Rising incessantly in thin white spirals +from the cigars and pipes, this light fog ascended to the ceiling, and +there, accumulating, formed under the dome above the crowded gallery a +cloudy sky.</p> + +<p>In the broad corridor leading to the circular promenade a group of women +were awaiting new-comers in front of one of the bars, at which sat +enthroned three painted and faded vendors of love and liquor.</p> + +<p>The tall mirrors behind them reflected their backs and the faces of +passers-by.</p> + +<p>Forestier pushed his way through the groups, advancing quickly with the +air of a man entitled to consideration.</p> + +<p>He went up to a box-keeper. "Box seventeen," said he.</p> + +<p>"This way, sir."</p> + +<p>And they were shut up in a little open box draped with red, and holding +four chairs of the same color, so near to one another that one could +scarcely slip between them. The two friends sat down. To the right, as +to the left, following a long curved line, the two ends of which joined +the proscenium, a row of similar cribs held people seated in like +fashion, with only their heads and chests visible.</p> + +<p>On the stage, three young fellows in fleshings, one tall, one of middle +size, and one small, were executing feats in turn upon a trapeze.</p> + +<p>The tall one first advanced with short, quick steps, smiling and waving +his hand as though wafting a kiss.</p> + +<p>The muscles of his arms and legs stood out under his tights. He expanded +his chest to take off the effect of his too prominent stomach, and his +face resembled that of a barber's block, for a careful parting divided +his locks equally on the center of the skull. He gained the trapeze by a +graceful bound, and, hanging by the hands, whirled round it like a wheel +at full speed, or, with stiff arms and straightened body, held himself +out horizontally in space.</p> + +<p>Then he jumped down, saluted the audience again with a smile amidst the +applause of the stalls, and went and leaned against the scenery, showing +off the muscles of his legs at every step.</p> + +<p>The second, shorter and more squarely built, advanced in turn, and went +through the same performance, which the third also recommenced amidst +most marked expressions of approval from the public.</p> + +<p>But Duroy scarcely noticed the performance, and, with head averted, kept +his eyes on the promenade behind him, full of men and prostitutes.</p> + +<p>Said Forestier to him: "Look at the stalls; nothing but middle-class +folk with their wives and children, good noodlepates who come to see +the show. In the boxes, men about town, some artistes, some girls, good +second-raters; and behind us, the strangest mixture in Paris. Who are +these men? Watch them. There is something of everything, of every +profession, and every caste; but blackguardism predominates. There are +clerks of all kinds—bankers' clerks, government clerks, shopmen, +reporters, ponces, officers in plain clothes, swells in evening dress, +who have dined out, and have dropped in here on their way from the Opera +to the Théatre des Italiens; and then again, too, quite a crowd of +suspicious folk who defy analysis. As to the women, only one type, the +girl who sups at the American <i>café</i>, the girl at one or two louis who +looks out for foreigners at five louis, and lets her regular customers +know when she is disengaged. We have known them for the last ten years; +we see them every evening all the year round in the same places, except +when they are making a hygienic sojourn at Saint Lazare or at Lourcine."</p> + +<p>Duroy no longer heard him. One of these women was leaning against their +box and looking at him. She was a stout brunette, her skin whitened with +paint, her black eyes lengthened at the corners with pencil and shaded +by enormous and artificial eyebrows. Her too exuberant bosom stretched +the dark silk of her dress almost to bursting; and her painted lips, red +as a fresh wound, gave her an aspect bestial, ardent, unnatural, but +which, nevertheless, aroused desire.</p> + +<p>She beckoned with her head one of the friends who was passing, a blonde +with red hair, and stout, like herself, and said to her, in a voice loud +enough to be heard: "There is a pretty fellow; if he would like to have +me for ten louis I should not say no."</p> + +<p>Forestier turned and tapped Duroy on the knee, with a smile. "That is +meant for you; you are a success, my dear fellow. I congratulate you."</p> + +<p>The ex-sub-officer blushed, and mechanically fingered the two pieces of +gold in his waistcoat pocket.</p> + +<p>The curtain had dropped, and the orchestra was now playing a waltz.</p> + +<p>Duroy said: "Suppose we take a turn round the promenade."</p> + +<p>"Just as you like."</p> + +<p>They left their box, and were at once swept away by the throng of +promenaders. Pushed, pressed, squeezed, shaken, they went on, having +before their eyes a crowd of hats. The girls, in pairs, passed amidst +this crowd of men, traversing it with facility, gliding between elbows, +chests, and backs as if quite at home, perfectly at their ease, like +fish in water, amidst this masculine flood.</p> + +<p>Duroy, charmed, let himself be swept along, drinking in with +intoxication the air vitiated by tobacco, the odor of humanity, and the +perfumes of the hussies. But Forestier sweated, puffed, and coughed.</p> + +<p>"Let us go into the garden," said he.</p> + +<p>And turning to the left, they entered a kind of covered garden, cooled +by two large and ugly fountains. Men and women were drinking at zinc +tables placed beneath evergreen trees growing in boxes.</p> + +<p>"Another bock, eh?" said Forestier.</p> + +<p>"Willingly."</p> + +<p>They sat down and watched the passing throng.</p> + +<p>From time to time a woman would stop and ask, with stereotyped smile: +"Are you going to stand me anything?"</p> + +<p>And as Forestier answered: "A glass of water from the fountain," she +would turn away, muttering: "Go on, you duffer."</p> + +<p>But the stout brunette, who had been leaning, just before, against the +box occupied by the two comrades, reappeared, walking proudly arm-in-arm +with the stout blonde. They were really a fine pair of women, well +matched.</p> + +<p>She smiled on perceiving Duroy, as though their eyes had already told +secrets, and, taking a chair, sat down quietly in face of him, and +making her friend sit down, too, gave the order in a clear voice: +"Waiter, two grenadines!"</p> + +<p>Forestier, rather surprised, said: "You make yourself at home."</p> + +<p>She replied: "It is your friend that captivates me. He is really a +pretty fellow. I believe that I could make a fool of myself for his +sake."</p> + +<p>Duroy, intimidated, could find nothing to say. He twisted his curly +moustache, smiling in a silly fashion. The waiter brought the drinks, +which the women drank off at a draught; then they rose, and the +brunette, with a friendly nod of the head, and a tap on the arm with her +fan, said to Duroy: "Thanks, dear, you are not very talkative."</p> + +<p>And they went off swaying their trains.</p> + +<p>Forestier laughed. "I say, old fellow, you are very successful with the +women. You must look after it. It may lead to something." He was silent +for a moment, and then continued in the dreamy tone of men who think +aloud: "It is through them, too, that one gets on quickest."</p> + +<p>And as Duroy still smiled without replying, he asked: "Are you going to +stop any longer? I have had enough of it. I am going home."</p> + +<p>The other murmured: "Yes, I shall stay a little longer. It is not late."</p> + +<p>Forestier rose. "Well, good-night, then. Till to-morrow. Don't forget. +Seventeen Rue Fontaine, at half-past seven."</p> + +<p>"That is settled. Till to-morrow. Thanks."</p> + +<p>They shook hands, and the journalist walked away.</p> + +<p>As soon as he had disappeared Duroy felt himself free, and again he +joyfully felt the two pieces of gold in his pocket; then rising, he +began to traverse the crowd, which he followed with his eyes.</p> + +<p>He soon caught sight of the two women, the blonde and the brunette, who +were still making their way, with their proud bearing of beggars, +through the throng of men.</p> + +<p>He went straight up to them, and when he was quite close he no longer +dared to do anything.</p> + +<p>The brunette said: "Have you found your tongue again?"</p> + +<p>He stammered "By Jove!" without being able to say anything else.</p> + +<p>The three stood together, checking the movement, the current of which +swept round them.</p> + +<p>All at once she asked: "Will you come home with me?"</p> + +<p>And he, quivering with desire, answered roughly: "Yes, but I have only a +louis in my pocket."</p> + +<p>She smiled indifferently. "It is all the same to me,"' and took his arm +in token of possession.</p> + +<p>As they went out he thought that with the other louis he could easily +hire a suit of dress clothes for the next evening.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="II" id="II"></a>II</h2> + + +<p>"Monsieur Forestier, if you please?"</p> + +<p>"Third floor, the door on the left," the concierge had replied, in a +voice the amiable tone of which betokened a certain consideration for +the tenant, and George Duroy ascended the stairs.</p> + +<p>He felt somewhat abashed, awkward, and ill at ease. He was wearing a +dress suit for the first time in his life, and was uneasy about the +general effect of his toilet. He felt it was altogether defective, from +his boots, which were not of patent leather, though neat, for he was +naturally smart about his foot-gear, to his shirt, which he had bought +that very morning for four franc fifty centimes at the Masgasin du +Louvre, and the limp front of which was already rumpled. His everyday +shirts were all more or less damaged, so that he had not been able to +make use of even the least worn of them.</p> + +<p>His trousers, rather too loose, set off his leg badly, seeming to flap +about the calf with that creased appearance which second-hand clothes +present. The coat alone did not look bad, being by chance almost a +perfect fit.</p> + +<p>He was slowly ascending the stairs with beating heart and anxious mind, +tortured above all by the fear of appearing ridiculous, when suddenly he +saw in front of him a gentleman in full dress looking at him. They were +so close to one another that Duroy took a step back and then remained +stupefied; it was himself, reflected by a tall mirror on the first-floor +landing. A thrill of pleasure shot through him to find himself so much +more presentable than he had imagined.</p> + +<p>Only having a small shaving-glass in his room, he had not been able to +see himself all at once, and as he had only an imperfect glimpse of the +various items of his improvised toilet, he had mentally exaggerated its +imperfections, and harped to himself on the idea of appearing grotesque.</p> + +<p>But on suddenly coming upon his reflection in the mirror, he had not +even recognized himself; he had taken himself for someone else, for a +gentleman whom at the first glance he had thought very well dressed and +fashionable looking. And now, looking at himself carefully, he +recognized that really the general effect was satisfactory.</p> + +<p>He studied himself as actors do when learning their parts. He smiled, +held out his hand, made gestures, expressed sentiments of astonishment, +pleasure, and approbation, and essayed smiles and glances, with a view +of displaying his gallantry towards the ladies, and making them +understand that they were admired and desired.</p> + +<p>A door opened somewhere. He was afraid of being caught, and hurried +upstairs, filled with the fear of having been seen grimacing thus by one +of his friend's guests.</p> + +<p>On reaching the second story he noticed another mirror, and slackened +his pace to view himself in it as he went by. His bearing seemed to him +really graceful. He walked well. And now he was filled with an unbounded +confidence in himself. Certainly he must be successful with such an +appearance, his wish to succeed, his native resolution, and his +independence of mind. He wanted to run, to jump, as he ascended the last +flight of stairs. He stopped in front of the third mirror, twirled his +moustache as he had a trick of doing, took off his hat to run his +fingers through his hair, and muttered half-aloud as he often did: "What +a capital notion." Then raising his hand to the bell handle, he rang.</p> + +<p>The door opened almost at once, and he found himself face to face with a +man-servant out of livery, serious, clean-shaven, and so perfect in his +get-up that Duroy became uneasy again without understanding the reason +of his vague emotion, due, perhaps, to an unwitting comparison of the +cut of their respective garments. The man-servant, who had +patent-leather shoes, asked, as he took the overcoat which Duroy had +carried on his arm, to avoid exposing the stains on it: "Whom shall I +announce?"</p> + +<p>And he announced the name through a door with a looped-back draping +leading into a drawing-room.</p> + +<p>But Duroy, suddenly losing his assurance, felt himself breathless and +paralyzed by terror. He was about to take his first step in the world he +had looked forward to and longed for. He advanced, nevertheless. A fair +young woman, quite alone, was standing awaiting him in a large room, +well lit up and full of plants as a greenhouse.</p> + +<p>He stopped short, quite disconcerted. Who was this lady who was smiling +at him? Then he remembered that Forestier was married, and the thought +that this pretty and elegant blonde must be his friend's wife completed +his alarm.</p> + +<p>He stammered: "Madame, I am—"</p> + +<p>She held out her hand, saying: "I know, sir; Charles has told me of your +meeting last evening, and I am very pleased that he had the idea of +asking you to dine with us to-day."</p> + +<p>He blushed up to his ears, not knowing what to say, and felt himself +examined from head to foot, reckoned up, and judged.</p> + +<p>He longed to excuse himself, to invent some pretext for explaining the +deficiencies of his toilet, but he could not think of one, and did not +dare touch on this difficult subject.</p> + +<p>He sat down on an armchair she pointed out to him, and as he felt the +soft and springy velvet-covered seat yield beneath his weight, as he +felt himself, as it were, supported and clasped by the padded back and +arms, it seemed to him that he was entering upon a new and enchanting +life, that he was taking possession of something delightful, that he was +becoming somebody, that he was saved, and he looked at Madame Forestier, +whose eyes had not quitted him.</p> + +<p>She was attired in a dress of pale blue cashmere, which set off the +outline of her slender waist and full bust. Her arms and neck issued +from a cloud of white lace, with which the bodice and short sleeves were +trimmed, and her fair hair, dressed high, left a fringe of tiny curls at +the nape of her neck.</p> + +<p>Duroy recovered his assurance beneath her glance, which reminded him, +without his knowing why, of that of the girl met overnight at the Folies +Bergére. She had gray eyes, of a bluish gray, which imparted to them a +strange expression; a thin nose, full lips, a rather fleshy chin, and +irregular but inviting features, full of archness and charm. It was one +of those faces, every trait of which reveals a special grace, and seems +to have its meaning—every movement to say or to hide something. After a +brief silence she asked: "Have you been long in Paris?"</p> + +<p>He replied slowly, recovering his self-possession: "A few months only, +Madame. I have a berth in one of the railway companies, but Forestier +holds out the hope that I may, thanks to him, enter journalism."</p> + +<p>She smiled more plainly and kindly, and murmured, lowering her voice: +"Yes, I know."</p> + +<p>The bell had rung again. The servant announced "Madame de Marelle."</p> + +<p>This was a little brunette, who entered briskly, and seemed to be +outlined—modeled, as it were—from head to foot in a dark dress made +quite plainly. A red rose placed in her black hair caught the eye at +once, and seemed to stamp her physiognomy, accentuate her character, and +strike the sharp and lively note needed.</p> + +<p>A little girl in short frocks followed her.</p> + +<p>Madame Forestier darted forward, exclaiming: "Good evening, Clotilde."</p> + +<p>"Good evening, Madeleine." They kissed one another, and then the child +offered her forehead, with the assurance of a grown-up person, saying: +"Good evening, cousin."</p> + +<p>Madame Forestier kissed her, and then introduced them, saying: "Monsieur +George Duroy, an old friend of Charles; Madame de Marelle, my friend, +and in some degree my relation." She added: "You know we have no +ceremonious affectation here. You quite understand, eh?"</p> + +<p>The young man bowed.</p> + +<p>The door opened again, and a short, stout gentleman appeared, having on +his arm a tall, handsome woman, much younger than himself, and of +distinguished appearance and grave bearing. They were Monsieur Walter, a +Jew from the South of France, deputy, financier, capitalist, and manager +of the <i>Vie Francaise</i>, and his wife, the daughter of Monsieur +Basile-Ravalau, the banker.</p> + +<p>Then came, one immediately after the other, Jacques Rival, very +elegantly got up, and Norbert de Varenne, whose coat collar shone +somewhat from the friction of the long locks falling on his shoulders +and scattering over them a few specks of white scurf. His badly-tied +cravat looked as if it had already done duty. He advanced with the air +and graces of an old beau, and taking Madame Forestier's hand, printed a +kiss on her wrist. As he bent forward his long hair spread like water +over her bare arm.</p> + +<p>Forestier entered in his turn, offering excuses for being late. He had +been detained at the office of the paper by the Morel affair. Monsieur +Morel, a Radical deputy, had just addressed a question to the Ministry +respecting a vote of credit for the colonization of Algeria.</p> + +<p>The servant announced: "Dinner is served, Madame," and they passed into +the dining-room.</p> + +<p>Duroy found himself seated between Madame de Marelle and her daughter. +He again felt ill at ease, being afraid of making some mistake in the +conventional handling of forks, spoons, and glasses. There were four of +these, one of a faint blue tint. What could be meant to be drunk out of +that?</p> + +<p>Nothing was said while the soup was being consumed, and then Norbert de +Varenne asked: "Have you read the Gauthier case? What a funny business +it is."</p> + +<p>After a discussion on this case of adultery, complicated with +blackmailing, followed. They did not speak of it as the events recorded +in newspapers are spoken of in private families, but as a disease is +spoken of among doctors, or vegetables among market gardeners. They were +neither shocked nor astonished at the facts, but sought out their hidden +and secret motives with professional curiosity, and an utter +indifference for the crime itself. They sought to clearly explain the +origin of certain acts, to determine all the cerebral phenomena which +had given birth to the drama, the scientific result due to an especial +condition of mind. The women, too, were interested in this +investigation. And other recent events were examined, commented upon, +turned so as to show every side of them, and weighed correctly, with the +practical glance, and from the especial standpoint of dealers in news, +and vendors of the drama of life at so much a line, just as articles +destined for sale are examined, turned over, and weighed by tradesmen.</p> + +<p>Then it was a question of a duel, and Jacques Rival spoke. This was his +business; no one else could handle it.</p> + +<p>Duroy dared not put in a word. He glanced from time to time at his +neighbor, whose full bosom captivated him. A diamond, suspended by a +thread of gold, dangled from her ear like a drop of water that had +rolled down it. From time to time she made an observation which always +brought a smile to her hearers' lips. She had a quaint, pleasant wit, +that of an experienced tomboy who views things with indifference and +judges them with frivolous and benevolent skepticism.</p> + +<p>Duroy sought in vain for some compliment to pay her, and, not finding +one, occupied himself with her daughter, filling her glass, holding her +plate, and helping her. The child, graver than her mother, thanked him +in a serious tone and with a slight bow, saying: "You are very good, +sir," and listened to her elders with an air of reflection.</p> + +<p>The dinner was very good, and everyone was enraptured. Monsieur Walter +ate like an ogre, hardly spoke, and glanced obliquely under his glasses +at the dishes offered to him. Norbert de Varenne kept him company, and +from time to time let drops of gravy fall on his shirt front. Forestier, +silent and serious, watched everything, exchanging glances of +intelligence with his wife, like confederates engaged together on a +difficult task which is going on swimmingly.</p> + +<p>Faces grew red, and voices rose, as from time to time the man-servant +murmured in the guests' ears: "Corton or Chateau-Laroze."</p> + +<p>Duroy had found the Corton to his liking, and let his glass be filled +every time. A delicious liveliness stole over him, a warm cheerfulness, +that mounted from the stomach to the head, flowed through his limbs and +penetrated him throughout. He felt himself wrapped in perfect comfort of +life and thought, body and soul.</p> + +<p>A longing to speak assailed him, to bring himself into notice, to be +appreciated like these men, whose slightest words were relished.</p> + +<p>But the conversation, which had been going on unchecked, linking ideas +one to another, jumping from one topic to another at a chance word, a +mere trifle, and skimming over a thousand matters, turned again on the +great question put by Monsieur Morel in the Chamber respecting the +colonization of Algeria.</p> + +<p>Monsieur Walter, between two courses, made a few jests, for his wit was +skeptical and broad. Forestier recited his next day's leader. Jacques +Rival insisted on a military government with land grants to all officers +after thirty years of colonial service.</p> + +<p>"By this plan," he said, "you will create an energetic class of +colonists, who will have already learned to love and understand the +country, and will be acquainted with its language, and with all those +grave local questions against which new-comers invariably run their +heads."</p> + +<p>Norbert de Varenne interrupted him with: "Yes; they will be acquainted +with everything except agriculture. They will speak Arabic, but they +will be ignorant how beet-root is planted out and wheat sown. They will +be good at fencing, but very shaky as regards manures. On the contrary, +this new land should be thrown entirely open to everyone. Intelligent +men will achieve a position there; the others will go under. It is the +social law."</p> + +<p>A brief silence followed, and the listeners smiled at one another.</p> + +<p>George Duroy opened his mouth, and said, feeling as much surprised at +the sound of his own voice as if he had never heard himself speak: "What +is most lacking there is good land. The really fertile estates cost as +much as in France, and are bought up as investments by rich Parisians. +The real colonists, the poor fellows who leave home for lack of bread, +are forced into the desert, where nothing will grow for want of water."</p> + +<p>Everyone looked at him, and he felt himself blushing.</p> + +<p>Monsieur Walter asked: "Do you know Algeria, sir?"</p> + +<p>George replied: "Yes, sir; I was there nearly two years and a half, and +I was quartered in all three provinces."</p> + +<p>Suddenly unmindful of the Morel question, Norbert de Varenne +interrogated him respecting a detail of manners and customs of which he +had been informed by an officer. It was with respect to the Mzab, that +strange little Arab republic sprung up in the midst of the Sahara, in +the driest part of that burning region.</p> + +<p>Duroy had twice visited the Mzab, and he narrated some of the customs of +this singular country, where drops of water are valued as gold; where +every inhabitant is bound to discharge all public duties; and where +commercial honesty is carried further than among civilized nations.</p> + +<p>He spoke with a certain raciness excited by the wine and the desire to +please, and told regimental yarns, incidents of Arab life and military +adventure. He even hit on some telling phrases to depict these bare and +yellow lands, eternally laid waste by the devouring fire of the sun.</p> + +<p>All the women had their eyes turned upon him, and Madame Walter said, in +her deliberate tones: "You could make a charming series of articles out +of your recollections."</p> + +<p>Then Walter looked at the young fellow over the glasses of his +spectacles, as was his custom when he wanted to see anyone's face +distinctly. He looked at the dishes underneath them.</p> + +<p>Forestier seized the opportunity. "My dear sir, I had already spoken to +you about Monsieur George Duroy, asking you to let me have him for my +assistant in gleaning political topics. Since Marambot left us, I have +no one to send in quest of urgent and confidential information, and the +paper suffers from it."</p> + +<p>Daddy Walter became serious, and pushed his spectacles upon his +forehead, in order to look Duroy well in the face. Then he said: "It is +true that Monsieur Duroy has evidently an original turn of thought. If +he will come and have a chat with us to-morrow at three o'clock, we will +settle the matter." Then, after a short silence, turning right round +towards George, he added: "But write us a little fancy series of +articles on Algeria at once. Relate your experiences, and mix up the +colonization question with them as you did just now. They are facts, +genuine facts, and I am sure they will greatly please our readers. But +be quick. I must have the first article to-morrow or the day after, +while the subject is being discussed in the Chamber, in order to catch +the public."</p> + +<p>Madame Walter added, with that serious grace which characterized +everything she did, and which lent an air of favor to her words: "And +you have a charming title, 'Recollections of a Chasseur d'Afrique.' Is +it not so, Monsieur Norbert?"</p> + +<p>The old poet, who had worn renown late in life, feared and hated +new-comers. He replied dryly: "Yes, excellent, provided that the keynote +be followed, for that is the great difficulty; the exact note, what in +music is called the pitch."</p> + +<p>Madame Forestier cast on Duroy a smiling and protective glance, the +glance of a connoisseur, which seemed to say: "Yes, you will get on." +Madame de Marelle had turned towards him several times, and the diamond +in her ear quivered incessantly as though the drop of water was about to +fall.</p> + +<p>The little girl remained quiet and serious, her head bent over her +plate.</p> + +<p>But the servant passed round the table, filling the blue glasses with +Johannisberg, and Forestier proposed a toast, drinking with a bow to +Monsieur Walter: "Prosperity to the <i>Vie Francaise</i>."</p> + +<p>Everyone bowed towards the proprietor, who smiled, and Duroy, +intoxicated with success, emptied his glass at a draught. He would have +emptied a whole barrel after the same fashion; it seemed to him that he +could have eaten a bullock or strangled a lion. He felt a superhuman +strength in his limbs, unconquerable resolution and unbounded hope in +his mind. He was now at home among these people; he had just taken his +position, won his place. His glance rested on their faces with a +new-born assurance, and he ventured for the first time to address his +neighbor. "You have the prettiest earrings I have ever seen, Madame."</p> + +<p>She turned towards him with a smile. "It was an idea of my own to have +the diamonds hung like that, just at the end of a thread. They really +look like dew-drops, do they not?"</p> + +<p>He murmured, ashamed of his own daring, and afraid of making a fool of +himself:</p> + +<p>"It is charming; but the ear, too, helps to set it off."</p> + +<p>She thanked him with a look, one of those woman's looks that go straight +to the heart. And as he turned his head he again met Madame Forestier's +eye, always kindly, but now he thought sparkling with a livelier mirth, +an archness, an encouragement.</p> + +<p>All the men were now talking at once with gesticulations and raised +voices. They were discussing the great project of the metropolitan +railway. The subject was not exhausted till dessert was finished, +everyone having a deal to say about the slowness of the methods of +communication in Paris, the inconvenience of the tramway, the delays of +omnibus traveling, and the rudeness of cabmen.</p> + +<p>Then they left the dining-room to take coffee. Duroy, in jest, offered +his arm to the little girl. She gravely thanked him, and rose on tiptoe +in order to rest her hand on it.</p> + +<p>On returning to the drawing-room he again experienced the sensation of +entering a greenhouse. In each of the four corners of the room tall +palms unfolded their elegantly shaped leaves, rising to the ceiling, and +there spreading fountain-wise.</p> + +<p>On each side of the fireplace were india-rubber plants like round +columns, with their dark green leaves tapering one above the other; and +on the piano two unknown shrubs covered with flowers, those of one all +crimson and those of the other all white, had the appearance of +artificial plants, looking too beautiful to be real.</p> + +<p>The air was cool, and laden with a soft, vague perfume that could +scarcely be defined. The young fellow, now more himself, considered the +room more attentively. It was not large; nothing attracted attention +with the exception of the shrubs, no bright color struck one, but one +felt at one's ease in it; one felt soothed and refreshed, and, as it +were, caressed by one's surroundings. The walls were covered with an +old-fashioned stuff of faded violet, spotted with little flowers in +yellow silk about the size of flies. Hangings of grayish-blue cloth, +embroidered here and there with crimson poppies, draped the doorways, +and the chairs of all shapes and sizes, scattered about the room, +lounging chairs, easy chairs, ottomans, and stools, were upholstered in +Louise Seize silk or Utrecht velvet, with a crimson pattern on a +cream-colored ground.</p> + +<p>"Do you take coffee, Monsieur Duroy?" and Madame Forestier held out a +cup towards him with that smile which never left her lips.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Madame." He took the cup, and as he bent forward to take a +lump of sugar from the sugar-basin carried by the little girl, Madame +Forestier said to him in a low voice: "Pay attention to Madame Walter."</p> + +<p>Then she drew back before he had time to answer a word.</p> + +<p>He first drank off his coffee, which he was afraid of dropping onto the +carpet; then, his mind more at ease, he sought for some excuse to +approach the wife of his new governor, and begin a conversation. All at +once he noticed that she was holding an empty cup in her hand, and as +she was at some distance from a table, did not know where to put it. He +darted forward with, "Allow me, Madame?"</p> + +<p>"Thank you, sir."</p> + +<p>He took away the cup and then returned.</p> + +<p>"If you knew, Madame," he began, "the happy hours the <i>Vie Francaise</i> +helped me to pass when I was away in the desert. It is really the only +paper that is readable out of France, for it is more literary, wittier, +and less monotonous than the others. There is something of everything in +it."</p> + +<p>She smiled with amiable indifference, and answered, seriously:</p> + +<p>"Monsieur Walter has had a great deal of trouble to create a type of +newspaper supplying the want of the day."</p> + +<p>And they began to chat. He had an easy flow of commonplace conversation, +a charm in his voice and look, and an irresistible seductiveness about +his moustache. It curled coquettishly about his lips, reddish brown, +with a paler tint about the ends. They chatted about Paris, its suburbs, +the banks of the Seine, watering places, summer amusements, all the +current topics on which one can prate to infinity without wearying +oneself.</p> + +<p>Then as Monsieur Norbert de Varenne approached with a liqueur glass in +his hand, Duroy discreetly withdrew.</p> + +<p>Madame de Marelle, who had been speaking with Madame Forestier, summoned +him.</p> + +<p>"Well, sir," she said, abruptly, "so you want to try your hand at +journalism?"</p> + +<p>He spoke vaguely of his prospects, and there recommenced with her the +conversation he had just had with Madame Walter, but as he was now a +better master of his subject, he showed his superiority in it, repeating +as his own the things he had just heard. And he continually looked his +companion in the eyes, as though to give deep meaning to what he was +saying.</p> + +<p>She, in her turn, related anecdotes with the easy flow of spirits of a +woman who knows she is witty, and is always seeking to appear so, and +becoming familiar, she laid her hand from time to time on his arm, and +lowered her voice to make trifling remarks which thus assumed a +character of intimacy. He was inwardly excited by her contact. He would +have liked to have shown his devotion for her on the spot, to have +defended her, shown her what he was worth, and his delay in his replies +to her showed the preoccupation of his mind.</p> + +<p>But suddenly, without any reason, Madame de Marelle called, "Laurine!" +and the little girl came.</p> + +<p>"Sit down here, child; you will catch cold near the window."</p> + +<p>Duroy was seized with a wild longing to kiss the child. It was as though +some part of the kiss would reach the mother.</p> + +<p>He asked in a gallant, and at the same time fatherly, tone: "Will you +allow me to kiss you, Mademoiselle?"</p> + +<p>The child looked up at him in surprise.</p> + +<p>"Answer, my dear," said Madame de Marelle, laughingly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir, this time; but it will not do always."</p> + +<p>Duroy, sitting down, lifted Laurine onto his knees and brushed the fine +curly hair above her forehead with his lips.</p> + +<p>Her mother was surprised. "What! she has not run away; it is astounding. +Usually she will only let ladies kiss her. You are irresistible, +Monsieur Duroy."</p> + +<p>He blushed without answering, and gently jogged the little girl on his +knee.</p> + +<p>Madame Forestier drew near, and exclaimed, with astonishment: "What, +Laurine tamed! What a miracle!"</p> + +<p>Jacques Rival also came up, cigar in mouth, and Duroy rose to take +leave, afraid of spoiling, by some unlucky remark, the work done, his +task of conquest begun.</p> + +<p>He bowed, softly pressed the little outstretched hands of the women, and +then heartily shook those of the men. He noted that the hand of Jacques +Rival, warm and dry, answered cordially to his grip; that of Norbert de +Varenne, damp and cold, slipped through his fingers; that of Daddy +Walter, cold and flabby, was without expression or energy; and that of +Forestier was plump and moist. His friend said to him in a low tone, +"To-morrow, at three o'clock; do not forget."</p> + +<p>"Oh! no; don't be afraid of that."</p> + +<p>When he found himself once more on the stairs he felt a longing to run +down them, so great was his joy, and he darted forward, going down two +steps at a time, but suddenly he caught sight in a large mirror on the +second-floor landing of a gentleman in a hurry, who was advancing +briskly to meet him, and he stopped short, ashamed, as if he had been +caught tripping. Then he looked at himself in the glass for some time, +astonished at being really such a handsome fellow, smiled complacently, +and taking leave of his reflection, bowed low to it as one bows to a +personage of importance.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="III" id="III"></a>III</h2> + + +<p>When George Duroy found himself in the street he hesitated as to what he +should do. He wanted to run, to dream, to walk about thinking of the +future as he breathed the soft night air, but the thought of the series +of articles asked for by Daddy Walter haunted him, and he decided to go +home at once and set to work.</p> + +<p>He walked along quickly, reached the outer boulevards, and followed +their line as far as the Rue Boursault, where he dwelt. The house, six +stories high, was inhabited by a score of small households, +trades-people or workmen, and he experienced a sickening sensation of +disgust, a longing to leave the place and live like well-to-do people in +a clean dwelling, as he ascended the stairs, lighting himself with wax +matches on his way up the dirty steps, littered with bits of paper, +cigarette ends, and scraps of kitchen refuse. A stagnant stench of +cooking, cesspools and humanity, a close smell of dirt and old walls, +which no rush of air could have driven out of the building, filled it +from top to bottom.</p> + +<p>The young fellow's room, on the fifth floor, looked into a kind of +abyss, the huge cutting of the Western Railway just above the outlet by +the tunnel of the Batignolles station. Duroy opened his window and +leaned against the rusty iron cross-bar.</p> + +<p>Below him, at the bottom of the dark hole, three motionless red lights +resembled the eyes of huge wild animals, and further on a glimpse could +be caught of others, and others again still further. Every moment +whistles, prolonged or brief, pierced the silence of the night, some +near at hand, others scarcely discernible, coming from a distance from +the direction of Asnières. Their modulations were akin to those of the +human voice. One of them came nearer and nearer, with its plaintive +appeal growing louder and louder every moment, and soon a big yellow +light appeared advancing with a loud noise, and Duroy watched the +string of railway carriages swallowed up by the tunnel.</p> + +<p>Then he said to himself: "Come, let's go to work."</p> + +<p>He placed his light upon the table, but at the moment of commencing he +found that he had only a quire of letter paper in the place. More the +pity, but he would make use of it by opening out each sheet to its full +extent. He dipped his pen in ink, and wrote at the head of the page, in +his best hand, "Recollections of a Chasseur d'Afrique."</p> + +<p>Then he tried to frame the opening sentence. He remained with his head +on his hands and his eyes fixed on the white sheet spread out before +him. What should he say? He could no longer recall anything of what he +had been relating a little while back; not an anecdote, not a fact, +nothing.</p> + +<p>All at once the thought struck him: "I must begin with my departure."</p> + +<p>And he wrote: "It was in 1874, about the middle of May, when France, in +her exhaustion, was reposing after the catastrophe of the terrible +year."</p> + +<p>He stopped short, not knowing how to lead up to what should follow—his +embarkation, his voyage, his first impressions.</p> + +<p>After ten minutes' reflection, he resolved to put off the introductory +slip till to-morrow, and to set to work at once to describe Algiers.</p> + +<p>And he traced on his paper the words: "Algiers is a white city," without +being able to state anything further. He recalled in his mind the pretty +white city flowing down in a cascade of flat-roofed dwellings from the +summit of its hills to the sea, but he could no longer find a word to +express what he had seen and felt.</p> + +<p>After a violent effort, he added: "It is partly inhabited by Arabs."</p> + +<p>Then he threw down his pen and rose from his chair.</p> + +<p>On his little iron bedstead, hollowed in the center by the pressure of +his body, he saw his everyday garments cast down there, empty, worn, +limp, ugly as the clothing at the morgue. On a straw-bottomed chair his +tall hat, his only one, brim uppermost, seemed to be awaiting an alms.</p> + +<p>The wall paper, gray with blue bouquets, showed as many stains as +flowers, old suspicious-looking stains, the origin of which could not be +defined; crushed insects or drops of oil; finger tips smeared with +pomatum or soapy water scattered while washing. It smacked of shabby, +genteel poverty, the poverty of a Paris lodging-house. Anger rose within +him at the wretchedness of his mode of living. He said to himself that +he must get out of it at once; that he must finish with this irksome +existence the very next day.</p> + +<p>A frantic desire of working having suddenly seized on him again, he sat +down once more at the table, and began anew to seek for phrases to +describe the strange and charming physiognomy of Algiers, that ante-room +of vast and mysterious Africa; the Africa of wandering Arabs and unknown +tribes of negroes; that unexplored Africa of which we are sometimes +shown in public gardens the improbable-looking animals seemingly made to +figure in fairy tales; the ostriches, those exaggerated fowls; the +gazelles, those divine goats; the surprising and grotesque giraffes; the +grave-looking camels, the monstrous hippopotomi, the shapeless +rhinosceri, and the gorillas, those frightful-looking brothers of +mankind.</p> + +<p>He vaguely felt ideas occurring to him; he might perhaps have uttered +them, but he could not put them into writing. And his impotence +exasperated him, he got up again, his hands damp with perspiration, and +his temples throbbing.</p> + +<p>His eyes falling on his washing bill, brought up that evening by the +concierge, he was suddenly seized with wild despair. All his joy +vanishing in a twinkling, with his confidence in himself and his faith +in the future. It was all up; he could not do anything, he would never +be anybody; he felt played out, incapable, good for nothing, damned.</p> + +<p>And he went and leaned out of the window again, just as a train issued +from the tunnel with a loud and violent noise. It was going away, afar +off, across the fields and plains towards the sea. And the recollection +of his parents stirred in Duroy's breast. It would pass near them, that +train, within a few leagues of their house. He saw it again, the little +house at the entrance to the village of Canteleu, on the summit of the +slope overlooking Rouen and the immense valley of the Seine.</p> + +<p>His father and mother kept a little inn, a place where the tradesfolk of +the suburbs of Rouen came out to lunch on Sunday at the sign of the +Belle Vue. They had wanted to make a gentleman of their son, and had +sent him to college. Having finished his studies, and been plowed for +his bachelor's degree, he had entered on his military service with the +intention of becoming an officer, a colonel, a general. But, disgusted +with military life long before the completion of his five years' term +of service, he had dreamed of making a fortune at Paris.</p> + +<p>He came there at the expiration of his term of service, despite the +entreaties of his father and mother, whose visions having evaporated, +wanted now to have him at home with them. In his turn he hoped to +achieve a future; he foresaw a triumph by means as yet vaguely defined +in his mind, but which he felt sure he could scheme out and further.</p> + +<p>He had had some successful love affairs in the regiment, some easy +conquests, and even some adventures in a better class of society, having +seduced a tax collector's daughter, who wanted to leave her home for his +sake, and a lawyer's wife, who had tried to drown herself in despair at +being abandoned.</p> + +<p>His comrades used to say of him: "He is a sharp fellow, a deep one to +get out of a scrape, a chap who knows which side his bread is buttered," +and he had promised himself to act up to this character.</p> + +<p>His conscience, Norman by birth, worn by the daily dealings of garrison +life, rendered elastic by the examples of pillaging in Africa, illicit +commissions, shaky dodges; spurred, too, by the notions of honor current +in the army, military bravadoes, patriotic sentiments, the fine-sounding +tales current among sub-officers, and the vain glory of the profession +of arms, had become a kind of box of tricks in which something of +everything was to be found.</p> + +<p>But the wish to succeed reigned sovereign in it.</p> + +<p>He had, without noticing it, began to dream again as he did every +evening. He pictured to himself some splendid love adventure which +should bring about all at once the realization of his hopes. He married +the daughter of some banker or nobleman met with in the street, and +captivated at the first glance.</p> + +<p>The shrill whistle of a locomotive which, issuing from the tunnel like a +big rabbit bolting out of its hole, and tearing at full speed along the +rails towards the machine shed where it was to take its rest, awoke him +from his dream.</p> + +<p>Then, repossessed by the vague and joyful hope which ever haunted his +mind, he wafted a kiss into the night, a kiss of love addressed to the +vision of the woman he was awaiting, a kiss of desire addressed to the +fortune he coveted. Then he closed his window and began to undress, +murmuring:</p> + +<p>"I shall feel in a better mood for it to-morrow. My thoughts are not +clear to-night. Perhaps, too, I have had just a little too much to +drink. One can't work well under those circumstances."</p> + +<p>He got into bed, blew out his light, and went off to sleep almost +immediately.</p> + +<p>He awoke early, as one awakes on mornings of hope and trouble, and +jumping out of bed, opened his window to drink a cup of fresh air, as he +phrased it.</p> + +<p>The houses of the Rue de Rome opposite, on the other side of the broad +railway cutting, glittering in the rays of the rising sun, seemed to be +painted with white light. Afar off on the right a glimpse was caught of +the slopes of Argenteuil, the hills of Sannois, and the windmills of +Orgemont through a light bluish mist; like a floating and transparent +veil cast onto the horizon.</p> + +<p>Duroy remained for some minutes gazing at the distant country side, and +he murmured: "It would be devilish nice out there a day like this." Then +he bethought himself that he must set to work, and that at once, and +also send his concierge's lad, at a cost of ten sous, to the office to +say that he was ill.</p> + +<p>He sat down at his table, dipped his pen in the ink, leaned his forehead +on his hand, and sought for ideas. All in vain, nothing came.</p> + +<p>He was not discouraged, however. He thought, "Bah! I am not accustomed +to it. It is a trade to be learned like all other trades. I must have +some help the first time. I will go and find Forestier, who will give me +a start for my article in ten minutes."</p> + +<p>And he dressed himself.</p> + +<p>When he got into the street he came to the conclusion that it was still +too early to present himself at the residence of his friend, who must be +a late sleeper. He therefore walked slowly along beneath the trees of +the outer boulevards. It was not yet nine o'clock when he reached the +Parc Monceau, fresh from its morning watering. Sitting down upon a bench +he began to dream again. A well-dressed young man was walking up and +down at a short distance, awaiting a woman, no doubt. Yes, she appeared, +close veiled and quick stepping, and taking his arm, after a brief clasp +of the hand, they walked away together.</p> + +<p>A riotous need of love broke out in Duroy's heart, a need of amours at +once distinguished and delicate. He rose and resumed his journey, +thinking of Forestier. What luck the fellow had!</p> + +<p>He reached the door at the moment his friend was coming out of it. "You +here at this time of day. What do you want of me?"</p> + +<p>Duroy, taken aback at meeting him thus, just as he was starting off, +stammered: "You see, you see, I can't manage to write my article; you +know the article Monsieur Walter asked me to write on Algeria. It is +not very surprising, considering that I have never written anything. +Practice is needed for that, as for everything else. I shall get used to +it very quickly, I am sure, but I do not know how to set about +beginning. I have plenty of ideas, but I cannot manage to express them."</p> + +<p>He stopped, hesitatingly, and Forestier smiled somewhat slyly, saying: +"I know what it is."</p> + +<p>Duroy went on: "Yes, it must happen to everyone at the beginning. Well, +I came, I came to ask you for a lift. In ten minutes you can give me a +start, you can show me how to shape it. It will be a good lesson in +style you will give me, and really without you I do not see how I can +get on with it."</p> + +<p>Forestier still smiled, and tapping his old comrade on the arm, said: +"Go in and see my wife; she will settle your business quite as well as I +could. I have trained her for that kind of work. I, myself, have not +time this morning, or I would willingly have done it for you."</p> + +<p>Duroy suddenly abashed, hesitated, feeling afraid.</p> + +<p>"But I cannot call on her at this time of the day."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes; she is up. You will find her in my study arranging some notes +for me."</p> + +<p>Duroy refused to go upstairs, saying: "No, I can't think of such a +thing."</p> + +<p>Forestier took him by the shoulders, twisted him round on his heels, and +pushing him towards the staircase, said: "Go along, you great donkey, +when I tell you to. You are not going to oblige me to go up these +flights of stairs again to introduce you and explain the fix you are +in."</p> + +<p>Then Duroy made up his mind. "Thanks, then, I will go up," he said. "I +shall tell her that you forced me, positively forced me to come and see +her."</p> + +<p>"All right. She won't scratch your eyes out. Above all, do not forget +our appointment for three o'clock."</p> + +<p>"Oh! don't be afraid about that."</p> + +<p>Forestier hastened off, and Duroy began to ascend the stairs slowly, +step by step, thinking over what he should say, and feeling uneasy as to +his probable reception.</p> + +<p>The man servant, wearing a blue apron, and holding a broom in his hand, +opened the door to him.</p> + +<p>"Master is not at home," he said, without waiting to be spoken to.</p> + +<p>Duroy persisted.</p> + +<p>"Ask Madame Forestier," said he, "whether she will receive me, and tell +her that I have come from her husband, whom I met in the street."</p> + +<p>Then he waited while the man went away, returned, and opening the door +on the right, said: "Madame will see you, sir."</p> + +<p>She was seated in an office armchair in a small room, the walls of which +were wholly hidden by books carefully ranged on shelves of black wood. +The bindings, of various tints, red, yellow, green, violet, and blue, +gave some color and liveliness to those monotonous lines of volumes.</p> + +<p>She turned round, still smiling. She was wrapped in a white dressing +gown, trimmed with lace, and as she held out her hand, displayed her +bare arm in its wide sleeve.</p> + +<p>"Already?" said she, and then added: "That is not meant for a reproach, +but a simple question."</p> + +<p>"Oh, madame, I did not want to come up, but your husband, whom I met at +the bottom of the house, obliged me to. I am so confused that I dare not +tell you what brings me."</p> + +<p>She pointed to a chair, saying: "Sit down and tell me about it."</p> + +<p>She was twirling a goose-quill between her fingers, and in front of her +was a half-written page, interrupted by the young fellow's arrival. She +seemed quite at home at this work table, as much at her ease as if in +her drawing-room, engaged on everyday tasks. A faint perfume emanated +from her dressing gown, the fresh perfume of a recent toilet. Duroy +sought to divine, fancied he could trace, the outline of her plump, +youthful figure through the soft material enveloping it.</p> + +<p>She went on, as he did not reply: "Well, come tell me what is it."</p> + +<p>He murmured, hesitatingly: "Well, you see—but I really dare not—I was +working last night very late and quite early this morning on the article +upon Algeria, upon which Monsieur Walter asked me to write, and I could +not get on with it—I tore up all my attempts. I am not accustomed to +this kind of work, and I came to ask Forestier to help me this once—"</p> + +<p>She interrupted him, laughing heartily. "And he told you to come and see +me? That is a nice thing."</p> + +<p>"Yes, madame. He said that you will get me out of my difficulty better +than himself, but I did not dare, I did not wish to—you understand."</p> + +<p>She rose, saying: "It will be delightful to work in collaboration with +you like that. I am charmed at the notion. Come, sit down in my place, +for they know my hand-writing at the office. And we will knock you off +an article; oh, but a good one."</p> + +<p>He sat down, took a pen, spread a sheet of paper before him, and waited.</p> + +<p>Madame Forestier, standing by, watched him make these preparations, then +took a cigarette from the mantel-shelf, and lit it.</p> + +<p>"I cannot work without smoking," said she. "Come, what are you going to +say?"</p> + +<p>He lifted his head towards her with astonishment.</p> + +<p>"But that is just what I don't know, since it is that I came to see you +about."</p> + +<p>She replied: "Oh, I will put it in order for you. I will make the sauce, +but then I want the materials of the dish."</p> + +<p>He remained embarrassed before her. At length he said, hesitatingly: "I +should like to relate my journey, then, from the beginning."</p> + +<p>Then she sat down before him on the other side of the table, and looking +him in the eyes:</p> + +<p>"Well, tell it me first; for myself alone, you understand, slowly and +without forgetting anything, and I will select what is to be used of +it."</p> + +<p>But as he did not know where to commence, she began to question him as a +priest would have done in the confessional, putting precise questions +which recalled to him forgotten details, people encountered and faces +merely caught sight of.</p> + +<p>When she had made him speak thus for about a quarter of an hour, she +suddenly interrupted him with: "Now we will begin. In the first place, +we will imagine that you are narrating your impressions to a friend, +which will allow you to write a lot of tom-foolery, to make remarks of +all kinds, to be natural and funny if we can. Begin:</p> + +<p>"'My Dear Henry,—You want to know what Algeria is like, and you shall. +I will send you, having nothing else to do in a little cabin of dried +mud which serves me as a habitation, a kind of journal of my life, day +by day, and hour by hour. It will be a little lively at times, more is +the pity, but you are not obliged to show it to your lady friends.'"</p> + +<p>She paused to re-light her cigarette, which had gone out, and the faint +creaking of the quill on the paper stopped, too.</p> + +<p>"Let us continue," said she.</p> + +<p>"Algeria is a great French country on the frontiers of the great unknown +countries called the Desert, the Sahara, central Africa, etc., etc.</p> + +<p>"Algiers is the door, the pretty white door of this strange continent.</p> + +<p>"But it is first necessary to get to it, which is not a rosy job for +everyone. I am, you know, an excellent horseman, since I break in the +colonel's horses; but a man may be a very good rider and a very bad +sailor. That is my case.</p> + +<p>"You remember Surgeon-Major Simbretras, whom we used to call Old +Ipecacuanha, and how, when we thought ourselves ripe for a twenty-four +hours' stay in the infirmary, that blessed sojourning place, we used to +go up before him.</p> + +<p>"How he used to sit in his chair, with his fat legs in his red trousers, +wide apart, his hands on his knees, and his elbows stuck, rolling his +great eyes and gnawing his white moustache.</p> + +<p>"You remember his favorite mode of treatment: 'This man's stomach is +out of order. Give him a dose of emetic number three, according to my +prescription, and then twelve hours off duty, and he will be all right.'</p> + +<p>"It was a sovereign remedy that emetic—sovereign and irresistible. One +swallowed it because one had to. Then when one had undergone the effects +of Old Ipecacuanha's prescription, one enjoyed twelve well-earned hours' +rest.</p> + +<p>"Well, my dear fellow, to reach Africa, it is necessary to undergo for +forty hours the effects of another kind of irresistible emetic, +according to the prescription of the Compagnie Transatlantique."</p> + +<p>She rubbed her hands, delighted with the idea.</p> + +<p>She got up and walked about, after having lit another cigarette, and +dictated as she puffed out little whiffs of smoke, which, issuing at +first through a little round hole in the midst of her compressed lips, +slowly evaporated, leaving in the air faint gray lines, a kind of +transparent mist, like a spider's web. Sometimes with her open hand she +would brush these light traces aside; at others she would cut them +asunder with her forefinger, and then watch with serious attention the +two halves of the almost impenetrable vapor slowly disappear.</p> + +<p>Duroy, with his eyes, followed all her gestures, her attitudes, the +movements of her form and features—busied with this vague pastime which +did not preoccupy her thoughts.</p> + +<p>She now imagined the incidents of the journey, sketched traveling +companions invented by herself, and a love affair with the wife of a +captain of infantry on her way to join her husband.</p> + +<p>Then, sitting down again, she questioned Duroy on the topography of +Algeria, of which she was absolutely ignorant. In ten minutes she knew +as much about it as he did, and she dictated a little chapter of +political and colonial geography to coach the reader up in such matters +and prepare him to understand the serious questions which were to be +brought forward in the following articles. She continued by a trip into +the provinces of Oran, a fantastic trip, in which it was, above all, a +question of women, Moorish, Jewish, and Spanish.</p> + +<p>"That is what interests most," she said.</p> + +<p>She wound up by a sojourn at Saïda, at the foot of the great tablelands; +and by a pretty little intrigue between the sub-officer, George Duroy, +and a Spanish work-girl employed at the <i>alfa</i> factory at Ain el Hadjar. +She described their rendezvous at night amidst the bare, stony hills, +with jackals, hyenas, and Arab dogs yelling, barking and howling among +the rocks.</p> + +<p>And she gleefully uttered the words: "To be continued." Then rising, she +added: "That is how one writes an article, my dear sir. Sign it, if you +please."</p> + +<p>He hesitated.</p> + +<p>"But sign it, I tell you."</p> + +<p>Then he began to laugh, and wrote at the bottom of the page, "George +Duroy."</p> + +<p>She went on smoking as she walked up and down; and he still kept looking +at her, unable to find anything to say to thank her, happy to be with +her, filled with gratitude, and with the sensual pleasure of this +new-born intimacy. It seemed to him that everything surrounding him was +part of her, everything down to the walls covered with books. The +chairs, the furniture, the air in which the perfume of tobacco was +floating, had something special, nice, sweet, and charming, which +emanated from her.</p> + +<p>Suddenly she asked: "What do you think of my friend, Madame de Marelle?"</p> + +<p>He was surprised, and answered: "I think—I think—her very charming."</p> + +<p>"Is it not so?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, certainly."</p> + +<p>He longed to add: "But not so much as yourself," but dared not.</p> + +<p>She resumed: "And if you only knew how funny, original, and intelligent +she is. She is a Bohemian—a true Bohemian. That is why her husband +scarcely cares for her. He only sees her defects, and does not +appreciate her good qualities."</p> + +<p>Duroy felt stupefied at learning that Madame de Marelle was married, and +yet it was only natural that she should be.</p> + +<p>He said: "Oh, she is married, then! And what is her husband?"</p> + +<p>Madame Forestier gently shrugged her shoulders, and raised her eyebrows, +with a gesture of incomprehensible meaning.</p> + +<p>"Oh! he is an inspector on the Northern Railway. He spends eight days +out of the month in Paris. What his wife calls 'obligatory service,' or +'weekly duty,' or 'holy week.' When you know her better you will see how +nice and bright she is. Go and call on her one of these days."</p> + +<p>Duroy no longer thought of leaving. It seemed to him that he was going +to stop for ever; that he was at home.</p> + +<p>But the door opened noiselessly, and a tall gentleman entered without +being announced. He stopped short on seeing a stranger. Madame Forestier +seemed troubled for a moment; then she said in natural tones, though a +slight rosy flush had risen to her cheeks:</p> + +<p>"Come in, my dear sir. I must introduce one of Charles' old friends, +Monsieur George Duroy, a future journalist." Then in another tone, she +added: "Our best and most intimate friend, the Count de Vaudrec."</p> + +<p>The two men bowed, looking each other in the eyes, and Duroy at once +took his leave.</p> + +<p>There was no attempt to detain him. He stammered a few thanks, grasped +the outstretched hand of Madame Forestier, bowed again to the new-comer, +who preserved the cold, grave air of a man of position, and went out +quite disturbed, as if he had made a fool of himself.</p> + +<p>On finding himself once more in the street, he felt sad and uneasy, +haunted by the vague idea of some hidden vexation. He walked on, asking +himself whence came this sudden melancholy. He could not tell, but the +stern face of the Count de Vaudrec, already somewhat aged, with gray +hair, and the calmly insolent look of a very wealthy man, constantly +recurred to his recollection. He noted that the arrival of this unknown, +breaking off a charming <i>tête-à-tête</i>, had produced in him that chilly, +despairing sensation that a word overheard, a trifle noticed, the least +thing suffices sometimes to bring about. It seemed to him, too, that +this man, without his being able to guess why, had been displeased at +finding him there.</p> + +<p>He had nothing more to do till three o'clock, and it was not yet noon. +He had still six francs fifty centimes in his pocket, and he went and +lunched at a Bouillon Duval. Then he prowled about the boulevard, and +as three o'clock struck, ascended the staircase, in itself an +advertisement, of the <i>Vie Francaise</i>.</p> + +<p>The messengers-in-waiting were seated with folded arms on a bench, while +at a kind of desk a doorkeeper was sorting the correspondence that had +just arrived. The entire get-up of the place, intended to impress +visitors, was perfect. Everyone had the appearance, bearing, dignity, +and smartness suitable to the ante-room of a large newspaper.</p> + +<p>"Monsieur Walter, if you please?" inquired Duroy.</p> + +<p>"The manager is engaged, sir," replied the doorkeeper. "Will you take a +seat, sir?" and he indicated the waiting-room, already full of people.</p> + +<p>There were men grave, important-looking, and decorated; and men without +visible linen, whose frock-coats, buttoned up to the chin, bore upon the +breast stains recalling the outlines of continents and seas on +geographical maps. There were three women among them. One of them was +pretty, smiling, and decked out, and had the air of a gay woman; her +neighbor, with a wrinkled, tragic countenance, decked out also, but in +more severe fashion, had about her something worn and artificial which +old actresses generally have; a kind of false youth, like a scent of +stale love. The third woman, in mourning, sat in a corner, with the air +of a desolate widow. Duroy thought that she had come to ask for charity.</p> + +<p>However, no one was ushered into the room beyond, and more than twenty +minutes had elapsed.</p> + +<p>Duroy was seized with an idea, and going back to the doorkeeper, said: +"Monsieur Walter made an appointment for me to call on him here at three +o'clock. At all events, see whether my friend, Monsieur Forestier, is +here."</p> + +<p>He was at once ushered along a lengthy passage, which brought him to a +large room where four gentlemen were writing at a large green-covered +table.</p> + +<p>Forestier standing before the fireplace was smoking a cigarette and +playing at cup and ball. He was very clever at this, and kept spiking +the huge ball of yellow boxwood on the wooden point. He was counting +"Twenty-two, twenty-three, twenty-four, twenty-five."</p> + +<p>"Twenty-six," said Duroy.</p> + +<p>His friend raised his eyes without interrupting the regular movement of +his arm, saying: "Oh! here you are, then. Yesterday I landed the ball +fifty-seven times right off. There is only Saint-Potin who can beat me +at it among those here. Have you seen the governor? There is nothing +funnier than to see that old tubby Norbert playing at cup and ball. He +opens his mouth as if he was going to swallow the ball every time."</p> + +<p>One of the others turned round towards him, saying: "I say, Forestier, I +know of one for sale, a beauty in West Indian wood; it is said to have +belonged to the Queen of Spain. They want sixty francs for it. Not +dear."</p> + +<p>Forestier asked: "Where does it hang out?"</p> + +<p>And as he had missed his thirty-seventh shot, he opened a cupboard in +which Duroy saw a score of magnificent cups and balls, arranged and +numbered like a collection of art objects. Then having put back the one +he had been using in its usual place, he repeated: "Where does this gem +hang out?"</p> + +<p>The journalist replied: "At a box-office keeper's of the Vaudeville. I +will bring it you to-morrow, if you like."</p> + +<p>"All right. If it is really a good one I will take it; one can never +have too many." Then turning to Duroy he added: "Come with me. I will +take you in to see the governor; otherwise you might be getting mouldy +here till seven in the evening."</p> + +<p>They re-crossed the waiting-room, in which the same people were waiting +in the same order. As soon as Forestier appeared the young woman and the +old actress, rising quickly, came up to him. He took them aside one +after the other into the bay of the window, and although they took care +to talk in low tones, Duroy noticed that they were on familiar terms.</p> + +<p>Then, having passed through two padded doors, they entered the manager's +room. The conference which had been going on for an hour or so was +nothing more than a game at ecarté with some of the gentlemen with the +flat brimmed hats whom Duroy had noticed the night before.</p> + +<p>Monsieur Walter dealt and played with concentrated attention and crafty +movements, while his adversary threw down, picked up, and handled the +light bits of colored pasteboard with the swiftness, skill, and grace of +a practiced player. Norbert de Varenne, seated in the managerial +armchair, was writing an article. Jacques Rival, stretched at full +length on a couch, was smoking a cigar with his eyes closed.</p> + +<p>The room smelled close, with that blended odor of leather-covered +furniture, stale tobacco, and printing-ink peculiar to editors' rooms +and familiar to all journalists. Upon the black wood table, inlaid with +brass, lay an incredible pile of papers, letters, cards, newspapers, +magazines, bills, and printed matter of every description.</p> + +<p>Forestier shook hands with the punters standing behind the card players, +and without saying a word watched the progress of the game; then, as +soon as Daddy Walter had won, he said: "Here is my friend, Duroy."</p> + +<p>The manager glanced sharply at the young fellow over the glasses of his +spectacles, and said:</p> + +<p>"Have you brought my article? It would go very well to-day with the +Morel debate."</p> + +<p>Duroy took the sheets of paper folded in four from his pocket, saying: +"Here it is sir."</p> + +<p>The manager seemed pleased, and remarked, with a smile: "Very good, very +good. You are a man of your word. You must look through this for me, +Forestier."</p> + +<p>But Forestier hastened to reply: "It is not worth while, Monsieur +Walter. I did it with him to give him a lesson in the tricks of the +trade. It is very well done."</p> + +<p>And the manager, who was gathering up the cards dealt by a tall, thin +gentleman, a deputy belonging to the Left Center, remarked with +indifference: "All right, then."</p> + +<p>Forestier, however, did not let him begin the new game, but stooping, +murmured in his ear: "You know you promised me to take on Duroy to +replace Marambot. Shall I engage him on the same terms?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, certainly."</p> + +<p>Taking his friend's arm, the journalist led him away, while Monsieur +Walter resumed the game.</p> + +<p>Norbert de Varenne had not lifted his head; he did not appear to have +seen or recognized Duroy. Jacques Rival, on the contrary, had taken his +hand with the marked and demonstrative energy of a comrade who may be +reckoned upon in the case of any little difficulty.</p> + +<p>They passed through the waiting-room again, and as everyone looked at +them, Forestier said to the youngest of the women, in a tone loud enough +to be heard by the rest: "The manager will see you directly. He is just +now engaged with two members of the Budget Committee."</p> + +<p>Then he passed swiftly on, with an air of hurry and importance, as +though about to draft at once an article of the utmost weight.</p> + +<p>As soon as they were back in the reporters' room Forestier at once took +up his cup and ball, and as he began to play with it again, said to +Duroy, breaking his sentences in order to count: "You will come here +every day at three o'clock, and I will tell you the places you are to go +to, either during the day or in the evening, or the next morning—one—I +will give you, first of all, a letter of introduction to the head of the +First Department of the Préfecture of Police—two—who will put you in +communication with one of his clerks. You will settle with him about all +the important information—three—from the Préfecture, official and +quasi-official information, you know. In all matters of detail you will +apply to Saint-Potin, who is up in the work—four—You can see him +by-and-by, or to-morrow. You must, above all, cultivate the knack of +dragging information out of men I send you to see—five—and to get in +everywhere, in spite of closed doors—six—You will have for this a +salary of two hundred francs a month, with two sous a line for the +paragraphs you glean—seven—and two sous a line for all articles +written by you to order on different subjects—eight."</p> + +<p>Then he gave himself up entirely to his occupation, and went on slowly +counting: "Nine, ten, eleven, twelve, thirteen." He missed the +fourteenth, and swore, "Damn that thirteen, it always brings me bad +luck. I shall die on the thirteenth of some month, I am certain."</p> + +<p>One of his colleagues who had finished his work also took a cup and ball +from the cupboard. He was a little man, who looked like a boy, although +he was really five-and-thirty. Several other journalists having come in, +went one after the other and got out the toy belonging to each of them. +Soon there were six standing side by side, with their backs to the wall, +swinging into the air, with even and regular motion, the balls of red, +yellow, and black, according to the wood they were made of. And a match +having begun, the two who were still working got up to act as umpires. +Forestier won by eleven points. Then the little man, with the juvenile +aspect, who had lost, rang for the messenger, and gave the order, "Nine +bocks." And they began to play again pending the arrival of these +refreshments.</p> + +<p>Duroy drank a glass of beer with his new comrades, and then said to his +friend: "What am I to do now?"</p> + +<p>"I have nothing for you to-day. You can go if you want to."</p> + +<p>"And our—our—article, will it go in to-night?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, but do not bother yourself about it; I will correct the proofs. +Write the continuation for to-morrow, and come here at three o'clock, +the same as to-day."</p> + +<p>Duroy having shaken hands with everyone, without even knowing their +names, went down the magnificent staircase with a light heart and high +spirits.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="IV" id="IV"></a>IV</h2> + + +<p>George Duroy slept badly, so excited was he by the wish to see his +article in print. He was up as soon as it was daylight, and was prowling +about the streets long before the hour at which the porters from the +newspaper offices run with their papers from kiosque to kiosque. He went +on to the Saint Lazare terminus, knowing that the <i>Vie Francaise</i> would +be delivered there before it reached his own district. As he was still +too early, he wandered up and down on the footpath.</p> + +<p>He witnessed the arrival of the newspaper vendor who opened her glass +shop, and then saw a man bearing on his head a pile of papers. He rushed +forward. There were the <i>Figaro</i>, the <i>Gil Blas</i>, the <i>Gaulois</i>, the +<i>Evenement</i>, and two or three morning journals, but the <i>Vie Francaise</i> +was not among them. Fear seized him. Suppose the "Recollections of a +Chasseur d'Afrique" had been kept over for the next day, or that by +chance they had not at the last moment seemed suitable to Daddy Walter.</p> + +<p>Turning back to the kiosque, he saw that the paper was on sale without +his having seen it brought there. He darted forward, unfolded it, after +having thrown down the three sous, and ran through the headings of the +articles on the first page. Nothing. His heart began to beat, and he +experienced strong emotion on reading at the foot of a column in large +letters, "George Duroy." It was in; what happiness!</p> + +<p>He began to walk along unconsciously, the paper in his hand and his hat +on one side of his head, with a longing to stop the passers-by in order +to say to them: "Buy this, buy this, there is an article by me in it." +He would have liked to have bellowed with all the power of his lungs, +like some vendors of papers at night on the boulevards, "Read the <i>Vie +Francaise</i>; read George Duroy's article, 'Recollections of a Chasseur +d'Afrique.'" And suddenly he felt a wish to read this article himself, +read it in a public place, a <i>café</i>, in sight of all. He looked about +for some establishment already filled with customers. He had to walk in +search of one for some time. He sat down at last in front of a kind of +wine shop, where several customers were already installed, and asked for +a glass of rum, as he would have asked for one of absinthe, without +thinking of the time. Then he cried: "Waiter, bring me the <i>Vie +Francaise</i>."</p> + +<p>A man in a white apron stepped up, saying: "We have not got it, sir; we +only take in the <i>Rappel</i>, the <i>Siecle</i>, the <i>Lanierne</i>, and the <i>Petit +Parisien</i>."</p> + +<p>"What a den!" exclaimed Duroy, in a tone of anger and disgust. "Here, go +and buy it for me."</p> + +<p>The waiter hastened to do so, and brought back the paper. Duroy began to +read his article, and several times said aloud: "Very good, very well +put," to attract the attention of his neighbors, and inspire them with +the wish to know what there was in this sheet. Then, on going away, he +left it on the table. The master of the place, noticing this, called him +back, saying: "Sir, sir, you are forgetting your paper."</p> + +<p>And Duroy replied: "I will leave it to you. I have finished with it. +There is a very interesting article in it this morning."</p> + +<p>He did not indicate the article, but he noticed as he went away one of +his neighbors take the <i>Vie Francaise</i> up from the table on which he had +left it.</p> + +<p>He thought: "What shall I do now?" And he decided to go to his office, +take his month's salary, and tender his resignation. He felt a thrill of +anticipatory pleasure at the thought of the faces that would be pulled +up by the chief of his room and his colleagues. The notion of the +bewilderment of the chief above all charmed him.</p> + +<p>He walked slowly, so as not to get there too early, the cashier's office +not opening before ten o'clock.</p> + +<p>His office was a large, gloomy room, in which gas had to be kept burning +almost all day long in winter. It looked into a narrow court-yard, with +other offices on the further side of it. There were eight clerks there, +besides a sub-chief hidden behind a screen in one corner.</p> + +<p>Duroy first went to get the hundred and eighteen francs twenty-five +centimes enclosed in a yellow envelope, and placed in the drawer of the +clerk entrusted with such payments, and then, with a conquering air, +entered the large room in which he had already spent so many days.</p> + +<p>As soon as he came in the sub-chief, Monsieur Potel, called out to him: +"Ah! it is you, Monsieur Duroy? The chief has already asked for you +several times. You know that he will not allow anyone to plead illness +two days running without a doctor's certificate."</p> + +<p>Duroy, who was standing in the middle of the room preparing his +sensational effect, replied in a loud voice:</p> + +<p>"I don't care a damn whether he does or not."</p> + +<p>There was a movement of stupefaction among the clerks, and Monsieur +Potel's features showed affrightedly over the screen which shut him up +as in a box. He barricaded himself behind it for fear of draughts, for +he was rheumatic, but had pierced a couple of holes through the paper to +keep an eye on his staff. A pin might have been heard to fall. At length +the sub-chief said, hesitatingly: "You said?"</p> + +<p>"I said that I don't care a damn about it. I have only called to-day to +tender my resignation. I am engaged on the staff of the <i>Vie Francaise</i> +at five hundred francs a month, and extra pay for all I write. Indeed, I +made my <i>début</i> this morning."</p> + +<p>He had promised himself to spin out his enjoyment, but had not been able +to resist the temptation of letting it all out at once.</p> + +<p>The effect, too, was overwhelming. No one stirred.</p> + +<p>Duroy went on: "I will go and inform Monsieur Perthuis, and then come +and wish you good-bye."</p> + +<p>And he went out in search of the chief, who exclaimed, on seeing him: +"Ah, here you are. You know that I won't have—"</p> + +<p>His late subordinate cut him short with: "It's not worth while yelling +like that."</p> + +<p>Monsieur Perthuis, a stout man, as red as a turkey cock, was choked with +bewilderment.</p> + +<p>Duroy continued: "I have had enough of this crib. I made my <i>début</i> this +morning in journalism, where I am assured of a very good position. I +have the honor to bid you good-day." And he went out. He was avenged.</p> + +<p>As he promised, he went and shook hands with his old colleagues, who +scarcely dared to speak to him, for fear of compromising themselves, for +they had overheard his conversation with the chief, the door having +remained open.</p> + +<p>He found himself in the street again, with his salary in his pocket. He +stood himself a substantial breakfast at a good but cheap restaurant he +was acquainted with, and having again purchased the <i>Vie Francaise</i>, and +left it on the table, went into several shops, where he bought some +trifles, solely for the sake of ordering them to be sent home, and +giving his name: "George Duroy," with the addition, "I am the editor of +the <i>Vie Francaise</i>."</p> + +<p>Then he gave the name of the street and the number, taking care to add: +"Leave it with the doorkeeper."</p> + +<p>As he had still some time to spare he went into the shop of a +lithographer, who executed visiting cards at a moment's notice before +the eyes of passers-by, and had a hundred, bearing his new occupation +under his name, printed off while he waited.</p> + +<p>Then he went to the office of the paper.</p> + +<p>Forestier received him loftily, as one receives a subordinate. "Ah! here +you are. Good. I have several things for you to attend to. Just wait ten +minutes. I will just finish what I am about."</p> + +<p>And he went on with a letter he was writing.</p> + +<p>At the other end of the large table a fat, bald little man, with a very +pale, puffy face, and a white and shining head, was writing, with his +nose on the paper owing to extreme shortsightedness. Forestier said to +him: "I say, Saint-Potin, when are you going to interview those +people?"</p> + +<p>"At four o'clock."</p> + +<p>"Will you take young Duroy here with you, and let him into the way of +doing it?"</p> + +<p>"All right."</p> + +<p>Then turning to his friend, Forestier added: "Have you brought the +continuation of the Algerian article? The opening this morning was very +successful."</p> + +<p>Duroy, taken aback, stammered: "No. I thought I should have time this +afternoon. I had heaps of things to do. I was not able."</p> + +<p>The other shrugged his shoulders with a dissatisfied air. "If you are +not more exact than that you will spoil your future. Daddy Walter was +reckoning on your copy. I will tell him it will be ready to-morrow. If +you think you are to be paid for doing nothing you are mistaken."</p> + +<p>Then, after a short silence, he added: "One must strike the iron while +it is hot, or the deuce is in it."</p> + +<p>Saint-Potin rose, saying: "I am ready."</p> + +<p>Then Forestier, leaning back in his chair, assumed a serious attitude in +order to give his instructions, and turning to Duroy, said: "This is +what it is. Within the last two days the Chinese General, Li Theng Fao, +has arrived at the Hotel Continental, and the Rajah Taposahib Ramaderao +Pali at the Hotel Bristol. You will go and interview them." Turning to +Saint-Potin, he continued: "Don't forget the main points I told you of. +Ask the General and the Rajah their opinion upon the action of England +in the East, their ideas upon her system of colonization and domination, +and their hopes respecting the intervention of Europe, and especially of +France." He was silent for a moment, and then added in a theatrical +aside: "It will be most interesting to our readers to learn at the same +time what is thought in China and India upon these matters which so +forcibly occupy public attention at this moment." He continued, for the +benefit of Duroy: "Watch how Saint-Potin sets to work; he is a capital +reporter; and try to learn the trick of pumping a man in five minutes."</p> + +<p>Then he gravely resumed his writing, with the evident intention of +defining their relative positions, and putting his old comrade and +present colleague in his proper place.</p> + +<p>As soon as they had crossed the threshold Saint-Potin began to laugh, +and said to Duroy: "There's a fluffer for you. He tried to fluff even +us. One would really think he took us for his readers."</p> + +<p>They reached the boulevard, and the reporter observed: "Will you have a +drink?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly. It is awfully hot."</p> + +<p>They turned into a <i>café</i> and ordered cooling drinks. Saint-Potin began +to talk. He talked about the paper and everyone connected with it with +an abundance of astonishing details.</p> + +<p>"The governor? A regular Jew? And you know, nothing can alter a Jew. +What a breed!" And he instanced some astounding traits of avariciousness +peculiar to the children of Israel, economies of ten centimes, petty +bargaining, shameful reductions asked for and obtained, all the ways of +a usurer and pawnbroker.</p> + +<p>"And yet with all this, a good fellow who believes in nothing and does +everyone. His paper, which is Governmental, Catholic, Liberal, +Republican, Orleanist, pay your money and take your choice, was only +started to help him in his speculations on the Bourse, and bolster up +his other schemes. At that game he is very clever, and nets millions +through companies without four sous of genuine capital."</p> + +<p>He went on, addressing Duroy as "My dear fellow."</p> + +<p>"And he says things worthy of Balzac, the old shark. Fancy, the other +day I was in his room with that old tub Norbert, and that Don Quixote +Rival, when Montelin, our business manager, came in with his morocco +bill-case, that bill-case that everyone in Paris knows, under his arm. +Walter raised his head and asked: 'What news?' Montelin answered simply: +'I have just paid the sixteen thousand francs we owed the paper maker.' +The governor gave a jump, an astonishing jump. 'What do you mean?' said +he. 'I have just paid Monsieur Privas,' replied Montelin. 'But you are +mad.' 'Why?' 'Why—why—why—' he took off his spectacles and wiped +them. Then he smiled with that queer smile that flits across his fat +cheeks whenever he is going to say something deep or smart, and went on +in a mocking and derisive tone, 'Why? Because we could have obtained a +reduction of from four to five thousand francs.' Montelin replied, in +astonishment: 'But, sir, all the accounts were correct, checked by me +and passed by yourself.' Then the governor, quite serious again, +observed: 'What a fool you are. Don't you know, Monsieur Montelin, that +one should always let one's debts mount up, in order to offer a +composition?'"</p> + +<p>And Saint-Potin added, with a knowing shake of his head, "Eh! isn't that +worthy of Balzac?"</p> + +<p>Duroy had not read Balzac, but he replied, "By Jove! yes."</p> + +<p>Then the reporter spoke of Madame Walter, an old goose; of Norbert de +Varenne, an old failure; of Rival, a copy of Fervacques. Next he came +to Forestier. "As to him, he has been lucky in marrying his wife, that +is all."</p> + +<p>Duroy asked: "What is his wife, really?"</p> + +<p>Saint-Potin rubbed his hands. "Oh! a deep one, a smart woman. She was +the mistress of an old rake named Vaudrec, the Count de Vaudrec, who +gave her a dowry and married her off."</p> + +<p>Duroy suddenly felt a cold shiver run through him, a tingling of the +nerves, a longing to smack this gabbler on the face. But he merely +interrupted him by asking:</p> + +<p>"And your name is Saint-Potin?"</p> + +<p>The other replied, simply enough:</p> + +<p>"No, my name is Thomas. It is in the office that they have nicknamed me +Saint-Potin."</p> + +<p>Duroy, as he paid for the drinks, observed: "But it seems to me that +time is getting on, and that we have two noble foreigners to call on."</p> + +<p>Saint-Potin began to laugh. "You are still green. So you fancy I am +going to ask the Chinese and the Hindoo what they think of England? As +if I did not know better than themselves what they ought to think in +order to please the readers of the <i>Vie Francaise</i>. I have already +interviewed five hundred of these Chinese, Persians, Hindoos, Chilians, +Japanese, and others. They all reply the same, according to me. I have +only to take my article on the last comer and copy it word for word. +What has to be changed, though, is their appearance, their name, their +title, their age, and their suite. Oh! on that point it does not do to +make a mistake, for I should be snapped up sharp by the <i>Figaro</i> or the +<i>Gaulois</i>. But on these matters the hall porters at the Hotel Bristol +and the Hotel Continental will put me right in five minutes. We will +smoke a cigar as we walk there. Five francs cab hire to charge to the +paper. That is how one sets about it, my dear fellow, when one is +practically inclined."</p> + +<p>"It must be worth something decent to be a reporter under these +circumstances," said Duroy.</p> + +<p>The journalist replied mysteriously: "Yes, but nothing pays so well as +paragraphs, on account of the veiled advertisements."</p> + +<p>They had got up and were passing down the boulevards towards the +Madeleine. Saint-Potin suddenly observed to his companion: "You know if +you have anything else to do, I shall not need you in any way."</p> + +<p>Duroy shook hands and left him. The notion of the article to be written +that evening worried him, and he began to think. He stored his mind with +ideas, reflections, opinions, and anecdotes as he walked along, and went +as far as the end of the Avenue des Champs Elysées, where only a few +strollers were to be seen, the heat having caused Paris to be evacuated.</p> + +<p>Having dined at a wine shop near the Arc de Triomphe, he walked slowly +home along the outer boulevards and sat down at his table to work. But +as soon as he had the sheet of blank paper before his eyes, all the +materials that he had accumulated fled from his mind as though his brain +had evaporated. He tried to seize on fragments of his recollections and +to retain them, but they escaped him as fast as he laid hold of them, or +else they rushed on him altogether pell-mell, and he did not know how to +clothe and present them, nor which one to begin with.</p> + +<p>After an hour of attempts and five sheets of paper blackened by opening +phrases that had no continuation, he said to himself: "I am not yet +well enough up in the business. I must have another lesson." And all at +once the prospect of another morning's work with Madame Forestier, the +hope of another long and intimate <i>tête-à-tête</i> so cordial and so +pleasant, made him quiver with desire. He went to bed in a hurry, almost +afraid now of setting to work again and succeeding all at once.</p> + +<p>He did not get up the next day till somewhat late, putting off and +tasting in advance the pleasure of this visit.</p> + +<p>It was past ten when he rang his friend's bell.</p> + +<p>The man-servant replied: "Master is engaged at his work."</p> + +<p>Duroy had not thought that the husband might be at home. He insisted, +however, saying: "Tell him that I have called on a matter requiring +immediate attention."</p> + +<p>After waiting five minutes he was shown into the study in which he had +passed such a pleasant morning. In the chair he had occupied Forestier +was now seated writing, in a dressing-gown and slippers and with a +little Scotch bonnet on his head, while his wife in the same white gown +leant against the mantelpiece and dictated, cigarette in mouth.</p> + +<p>Duroy, halting on the threshold, murmured: "I really beg your pardon; I +am afraid I am disturbing you."</p> + +<p>His friend, turning his face towards him—an angry face, too—growled: +"What is it you want now? Be quick; we are pressed for time."</p> + +<p>The intruder, taken back, stammered: "It is nothing; I beg your +pardon."</p> + +<p>But Forestier, growing angry, exclaimed: "Come, hang it all, don't waste +time about it; you have not forced your way in just for the sake of +wishing us good-morning, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>Then Duroy, greatly perturbed, made up his mind. "No—you see—the fact +is—I can't quite manage my article—and you were—so—so kind last +time—that I hoped—that I ventured to come—"</p> + +<p>Forestier cut him short. "You have a pretty cheek. So you think I am +going to do your work, and that all you have to do is to call on the +cashier at the end of the month to draw your screw? No, that is too +good."</p> + +<p>The young woman went on smoking without saying a word, smiling with a +vague smile, which seemed like an amiable mask, concealing the irony of +her thoughts.</p> + +<p>Duroy, colored up, stammered: "Excuse me—I fancied—I thought—" then +suddenly, and in a clear voice, he went on: "I beg your pardon a +thousand times, Madame, while again thanking you most sincerely for the +charming article you produced for me yesterday." He bowed, remarked to +Charles: "I shall be at the office at three," and went out.</p> + +<p>He walked home rapidly, grumbling: "Well, I will do it all alone, and +they shall see—"</p> + +<p>Scarcely had he got in than, excited by anger, he began to write. He +continued the adventure began by Madame Forestier, heaping up details of +catch-penny romance, surprising incidents, and inflated descriptions, +with the style of a schoolboy and the phraseology of the barrack-room. +Within an hour he had finished an article which was a chaos of nonsense, +and took it with every assurance to the <i>Vie Francaise</i>.</p> + +<p>The first person he met was Saint-Potin, who, grasping his hand with the +energy of an accomplice, said: "You have read my interview with the +Chinese and the Hindoo? Isn't it funny? It has amused everyone. And I +did not even get a glimpse of them."</p> + +<p>Duroy, who had not read anything, at once took up the paper and ran his +eye over a long article headed: "India and China," while the reporter +pointed out the most interesting passages.</p> + +<p>Forestier came in puffing, in a hurry, with a busy air, saying:</p> + +<p>"Good; I want both of you."</p> + +<p>And he mentioned a number of items of political information that would +have to be obtained that very afternoon.</p> + +<p>Duroy held out his article.</p> + +<p>"Here is the continuation about Algeria."</p> + +<p>"Very good; hand it over; and I will give it to the governor."</p> + +<p>That was all.</p> + +<p>Saint-Potin led away his new colleague, and when they were in the +passage, he said to him: "Have you seen the cashier?"</p> + +<p>"No; why?"</p> + +<p>"Why? To draw your money. You see you should always draw a month in +advance. One never knows what may happen."</p> + +<p>"But—I ask for nothing better."</p> + +<p>"I will introduce you to the cashier. He will make no difficulty about +it. They pay up well here."</p> + +<p>Duroy went and drew his two hundred francs, with twenty-eight more for +his article of the day before, which, added to what remained of his +salary from the railway company, gave him three hundred and forty +francs in his pocket. He had never owned such a sum, and thought himself +possessed of wealth for an indefinite period.</p> + +<p>Saint-Potin then took him to have a gossip in the offices of four or +five rival papers, hoping that the news he was entrusted to obtain had +already been gleaned by others, and that he should be able to draw it +out of them—thanks to the flow and artfulness of his conversation.</p> + +<p>When evening had come, Duroy, who had nothing more to do, thought of +going again to the Folies Bergères, and putting a bold face on, he went +up to the box office.</p> + +<p>"I am George Duroy, on the staff of the <i>Vie Francaise</i>. I came here the +other day with Monsieur Forestier, who promised me to see about my being +put on the free list; I do not know whether he has thought of it."</p> + +<p>The list was referred to. His name was not entered.</p> + +<p>However, the box office-keeper, a very affable man, at once said: "Pray, +go in all the same, sir, and write yourself to the manager, who, I am +sure, will pay attention to your letter."</p> + +<p>He went in and almost immediately met Rachel, the woman he had gone off +with the first evening. She came up to him, saying: "Good evening, +ducky. Are you quite well?"</p> + +<p>"Very well, thanks—and you?"</p> + +<p>"I am all right. Do you know, I have dreamed of you twice since last +time?"</p> + +<p>Duroy smiled, feeling flattered. "Ah! and what does that mean?"</p> + +<p>"It means that you pleased me, you old dear, and that we will begin +again whenever you please."</p> + +<p>"To-day, if you like."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am quite willing."</p> + +<p>"Good, but—" He hesitated, a little ashamed of what he was going to do. +"The fact is that this time I have not a penny; I have just come from +the club, where I have dropped everything."</p> + +<p>She looked him full in the eyes, scenting a lie with the instinct and +habit of a girl accustomed to the tricks and bargainings of men, and +remarked: "Bosh! That is not a nice sort of thing to try on me."</p> + +<p>He smiled in an embarrassed way. "If you will take ten francs, it is all +I have left."</p> + +<p>She murmured, with the disinterestedness of a courtesan gratifying a +fancy: "What you please, my lady; I only want you."</p> + +<p>And lifting her charming eyes towards the young man's moustache, she +took his arm and leant lovingly upon it.</p> + +<p>"Let us go and have a grenadine first of all," she remarked. "And then +we will take a stroll together. I should like to go to the opera like +this, with you, to show you off. And we will go home early, eh?"</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>He lay late at this girl's place. It was broad day when he left, and the +notion occurred to him to buy the <i>Vie Francaise</i>. He opened the paper +with feverish hand. His article was not there, and he stood on the +footpath, anxiously running his eye down the printed columns with the +hope of at length finding what he was in search of. A weight suddenly +oppressed his heart, for after the fatigue of a night of love, this +vexation came upon him with the weight of a disaster.</p> + +<p>He reached home and went to sleep in his clothes on the bed.</p> + +<p>Entering the office some hours later, he went on to see Monsieur Walter.</p> + +<p>"I was surprised at not seeing my second article on Algeria in the paper +this morning, sir," said he.</p> + +<p>The manager raised his head, and replied in a dry tone: "I gave it to +your friend Forestier, and asked him to read it through. He did not +think it up to the mark; you must rewrite it."</p> + +<p>Duroy, in a rage, went out without saying a word, and abruptly entering +his old comrade's room, said:</p> + +<p>"Why didn't you let my article go in this morning?"</p> + +<p>The journalist was smoking a cigarette with his back almost on the seat +of his armchair and his feet on the table, his heels soiling an article +already commenced. He said slowly, in a bored and distant voice, as +though speaking from the depths of a hole: "The governor thought it +poor, and told me to give it back to you to do over again. There it is." +And he pointed out the slips flattened out under a paperweight.</p> + +<p>Duroy, abashed, could find nothing to say in reply, and as he was +putting his prose into his pocket, Forestier went on: "To-day you must +first of all go to the Préfecture." And he proceeded to give a list of +business errands and items of news to be attended to.</p> + +<p>Duroy went off without having been able to find the cutting remark he +wanted to. He brought back his article the next day. It was returned to +him again. Having rewritten it a third time, and finding it still +refused, he understood that he was trying to go ahead too fast, and +that Forestier's hand alone could help him on his way. He did not +therefore say anything more about the "Recollections of a Chasseur +d'Afrique," promising himself to be supple and cunning since it was +needful, and while awaiting something better to zealously discharge his +duties as a reporter.</p> + +<p>He learned to know the way behind the scenes in theatrical and political +life; the waiting-rooms of statesmen and the lobby of the Chamber of +Deputies; the important countenances of permanent secretaries, and the +grim looks of sleepy ushers. He had continual relations with ministers, +doorkeepers, generals, police agents, princes, bullies, courtesans, +ambassadors, bishops, panders, adventurers, men of fashion, +card-sharpers, cab drivers, waiters, and many others, having become the +interested yet indifferent friend of all these; confounding them +together in his estimation, measuring them with the same measure, +judging them with the same eye, though having to see them every day at +every hour, without any transition, and to speak with them all on the +same business of his own. He compared himself to a man who had to drink +off samples of every kind of wine one after the other, and who would +soon be unable to tell Château Margaux from Argenteuil.</p> + +<p>He became in a short time a remarkable reporter, certain of his +information, artful, swift, subtle, a real find for the paper, as was +observed by Daddy Walter, who knew what newspaper men were. However, as +he got only centimes a line in addition to his monthly screw of two +hundred francs, and as life on the boulevards and in <i>cafés</i> and +restaurants is costly, he never had a halfpenny, and was disgusted with +his poverty. There is some knack to be got hold of, he thought, seeing +some of his fellows with their pockets full of money without ever being +able to understand what secret methods they could make use of to procure +this abundance. He enviously suspected unknown and suspicious +transactions, services rendered, a whole system of contraband accepted +and agreed to. But it was necessary that he should penetrate the +mystery, enter into the tacit partnership, make himself one with the +comrades who were sharing without him.</p> + +<p>And he often thought of an evening, as he watched the trains go by from +his window, of the steps he ought to take.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="V" id="V"></a>V</h2> + + +<p>Two months had gone by, September was at hand, and the rapid fortune +which Duroy had hoped for seemed to him slow in coming. He was, above +all, uneasy at the mediocrity of his position, and did not see by what +path he could scale the heights on the summit of which one finds +respect, power, and money. He felt shut up in the mediocre calling of a +reporter, so walled in as to be unable to get out of it. He was +appreciated, but estimated in accordance with his position. Even +Forestier, to whom he rendered a thousand services, no longer invited +him to dinner, and treated him in every way as an inferior, though still +accosting him as a friend.</p> + +<p>From time to time, it is true, Duroy, seizing an opportunity, got in a +short article, and having acquired through his paragraphs a mastery over +his pen, and a tact which was lacking to him when he wrote his second +article on Algeria, no longer ran any risk of having his descriptive +efforts refused. But from this to writing leaders according to his +fancy, or dealing with political questions with authority, there was as +great a difference as driving in the Bois de Boulogne as a coachman, and +as the owner of an equipage. That which humiliated him above everything +was to see the door of society closed to him, to have no equal relations +with it, not to be able to penetrate into the intimacy of its women, +although several well-known actresses had occasionally received him with +an interested familiarity.</p> + +<p>He knew, moreover, from experience that all the sex, ladies or +actresses, felt a singular attraction towards him, an instantaneous +sympathy, and he experienced the impatience of a hobbled horse at not +knowing those whom his future may depend on.</p> + +<p>He had often thought of calling on Madame Forestier, but the +recollection of their last meeting checked and humiliated him; and +besides, he was awaiting an invitation to do so from her husband. Then +the recollection of Madame de Marelle occurred to him, and recalling +that she had asked him to come and see her, he called one afternoon when +he had nothing to do.</p> + +<p>"I am always at home till three o'clock," she had said.</p> + +<p>He rang at the bell of her residence, a fourth floor in the Rue de +Verneuil, at half-past two.</p> + +<p>At the sound of the bell a servant opened the door, an untidy girl, who +tied her cap strings as she replied: "Yes, Madame is at home, but I +don't know whether she is up."</p> + +<p>And she pushed open the drawing-room door, which was ajar. Duroy went +in. The room was fairly large, scantily furnished and neglected looking. +The chairs, worn and old, were arranged along the walls, as placed by +the servant, for there was nothing to reveal the tasty care of the woman +who loves her home. Four indifferent pictures, representing a boat on a +stream, a ship at sea, a mill on a plain, and a wood-cutter in a wood, +hung in the center of the four walls by cords of unequal length, and all +four on one side. It could be divined that they had been dangling thus +askew ever so long before indifferent eyes.</p> + +<p>Duroy sat down immediately. He waited a long time. Then a door opened, +and Madame de Marelle hastened in, wearing a Japanese morning gown of +rose-colored silk embroidered with yellow landscapes, blue flowers, and +white birds.</p> + +<p>"Fancy! I was still in bed!" she exclaimed. "How good of you to come and +see me! I had made up my mind that you had forgotten me."</p> + +<p>She held out both her hands with a delighted air, and Duroy, whom the +commonplace appearance of the room had put at his ease, kissed one, as +he had seen Norbert de Varenne do.</p> + +<p>She begged him to sit down, and then scanning him from head to foot, +said: "How you have altered! You have improved in looks. Paris has done +you good. Come, tell me the news."</p> + +<p>And they began to gossip at once, as if they had been old acquaintances, +feeling an instantaneous familiarity spring up between them; feeling one +of those mutual currents of confidence, intimacy, and affection, which, +in five minutes, make two beings of the same breed and character good +friends.</p> + +<p>Suddenly, Madame de Marelle exclaimed in astonishment: "It is funny how +I get on with you. It seems to me as though I had known you for ten +years. We shall become good friends, no doubt. Would you like it?"</p> + +<p>He answered: "Certainly," with a smile which said still more.</p> + +<p>He thought her very tempting in her soft and bright-hued gown, less +refined and delicate than the other in her white one, but more exciting +and spicy. When he was beside Madame Forestier, with her continual and +gracious smile which attracted and checked at the same time; which +seemed to say: "You please me," and also "Take care," and of which the +real meaning was never clear, he felt above all the wish to lie down at +her feet, or to kiss the lace bordering of her bodice, and slowly inhale +the warm and perfumed atmosphere that must issue from it. With Madame de +Marelle he felt within him a more definite, a more brutal desire—a +desire that made his fingers quiver in presence of the rounded outlines +of the light silk.</p> + +<p>She went on talking, scattering in each phrase that ready wit of which +she had acquired the habit just as a workman acquires the knack needed +to accomplish a task reputed difficult, and at which other folk are +astonished. He listened, thinking: "All this is worth remembering. A man +could write charming articles of Paris gossip by getting her to chat +over the events of the day."</p> + +<p>Some one tapped softly, very softly, at the door by which she had +entered, and she called out: "You can come in, pet."</p> + +<p>Her little girl made her appearance, walked straight up to Duroy, and +held out her hand to him. The astonished mother murmured: "But this is a +complete conquest. I no longer recognize her."</p> + +<p>The young fellow, having kissed the child, made her sit down beside him, +and with a serious manner asked her pleasant questions as to what she +had been doing since they last met. She replied, in her little +flute-like voice, with her grave and grown-up air.</p> + +<p>The clock struck three, and the journalist arose.</p> + +<p>"Come often," said Madame de Marelle, "and we will chat as we have done +to-day; it will always give me pleasure. But how is it one no longer +sees you at the Forestiers?" He replied: "Oh! for no reason. I have been +very busy. I hope to meet you there again one of these days."</p> + +<p>He went out, his heart full of hope, though without knowing why.</p> + +<p>He did not speak to Forestier of this visit. But he retained the +recollection of it the following days, and more than the recollection—a +sensation of the unreal yet persistent presence of this woman. It seemed +to him that he had carried away something of her, the reflection of her +form in his eyes, and the smack of her moral self in his heart. He +remained under the haunted influence of her image, as it happens +sometimes when we have passed pleasant hours with some one.</p> + +<p>He paid a second visit a few days later.</p> + +<p>The maid ushered him into the drawing-room, and Laurine at once +appeared. She held out no longer her hand, but her forehead, and said: +"Mamma has told me to request you to wait for her. She will be a +quarter-of-an-hour, because she is not dressed yet. I will keep you +company."</p> + +<p>Duroy, who was amused by the ceremonious manners of the little girl, +replied: "Certainly, Mademoiselle. I shall be delighted to pass a +quarter-of-an-hour with you, but I warn you that for my part I am not at +all serious, and that I play all day long, so I suggest a game at +touch."</p> + +<p>The girl was astonished; then she smiled as a woman would have done at +this idea, which shocked her a little as well as astonished her, and +murmured: "Rooms are not meant to be played in."</p> + +<p>He said: "It is all the same to me. I play everywhere. Come, catch me."</p> + +<p>And he began to go round the table, exciting her to pursue him, while +she came after him, smiling with a species of polite condescension, and +sometimes extending her hand to touch him, but without ever giving way +so far as to run. He stopped, stooped down, and when she drew near with +her little hesitating steps, sprung up in the air like a +jack-in-the-box, and then bounded with a single stride to the other end +of the dining-room. She thought it funny, ended by laughing, and +becoming aroused, began to trot after him, giving little gleeful yet +timid cries when she thought she had him. He shifted the chairs and used +them as obstacles, forcing her to go round and round one of them for a +minute at a time, and then leaving that one to seize upon another. +Laurine ran now, giving herself wholly up to the charm of this new game, +and with flushed face, rushed forward with the bound of a delighted +child at each of the flights, the tricks, the feints of her companion. +Suddenly, just as she thought she had got him, he seized her in his +arms, and lifting her to the ceiling, exclaimed: "Touch."</p> + +<p>The delighted girl wriggled her legs to escape, and laughed with all her +heart.</p> + +<p>Madame de Marelle came in at that moment, and was amazed. "What, +Laurine, Laurine, playing! You are a sorcerer, sir."</p> + +<p>He put down the little girl, kissed her mother's hand, and they sat down +with the child between them. They began to chat, but Laurine, usually so +silent, kept talking all the while, and had to be sent to her room. She +obeyed without a word, but with tears in her eyes.</p> + +<p>As soon as they were alone, Madame de Marelle lowered her voice. "You do +not know, but I have a grand scheme, and I have thought of you. This is +it. As I dine every week at the Forestiers, I return their hospitality +from time to time at some restaurant. I do not like to entertain company +at home, my household is not arranged for that, and besides, I do not +understand anything about domestic affairs, anything about the kitchen, +anything at all. I like to live anyhow. So I entertain them now and then +at a restaurant, but it is not very lively when there are only three, +and my own acquaintances scarcely go well with them. I tell you all this +in order to explain a somewhat irregular invitation. You understand, do +you not, that I want you to make one of us on Saturday at the Café +Riche, at half-past seven. You know the place?"</p> + +<p>He accepted with pleasure, and she went on: "There will be only us four. +These little outings are very amusing to us women who are not accustomed +to them."</p> + +<p>She was wearing a dark brown dress, which showed off the lines of her +waist, her hips, her bosom, and her arm in a coquettishly provocative +way. Duroy felt confusedly astonished at the lack of harmony between +this carefully refined elegance and her evident carelessness as regarded +her dwelling. All that clothed her body, all that closely and directly +touched her flesh was fine and delicate, but that which surrounded her +did not matter to her.</p> + +<p>He left her, retaining, as before, the sense of her continued presence +in species of hallucination of the senses. And he awaited the day of the +dinner with growing impatience.</p> + +<p>Having hired, for the second time, a dress suit—his funds not yet +allowing him to buy one—he arrived first at the rendezvous, a few +minutes before the time. He was ushered up to the second story, and into +a small private dining-room hung with red and white, its single window +opening into the boulevard. A square table, laid for four, displaying +its white cloth, so shining that it seemed to be varnished, and the +glasses and the silver glittered brightly in the light of the twelve +candles of two tall candelabra. Without was a broad patch of light +green, due to the leaves of a tree lit up by the bright light from the +dining-rooms.</p> + +<p>Duroy sat down in a low armchair, upholstered in red to match the +hangings on the walls. The worn springs yielding beneath him caused him +to feel as though sinking into a hole. He heard throughout the huge +house a confused murmur, the murmur of a large restaurant, made up of +the clattering of glass and silver, the hurried steps of the waiters, +deadened by the carpets in the passages, and the opening of doors +letting out the sound of voices from the numerous private rooms in which +people were dining. Forestier came in and shook hands with him, with a +cordial familiarity which he never displayed at the offices of the <i>Vie +Francaise</i>.</p> + +<p>"The ladies are coming together," said he; "these little dinners are +very pleasant."</p> + +<p>Then he glanced at the table, turned a gas jet that was feebly burning +completely off, closed one sash of the window on account of the draught, +and chose a sheltered place for himself, with a remark: "I must be +careful; I have been better for a month, and now I am queer again these +last few days. I must have caught cold on Tuesday, coming out of the +theater."</p> + +<p>The door was opened, and, followed by a waiter, the two ladies appeared, +veiled, muffled, reserved, with that charmingly mysterious bearing they +assume in such places, where the surroundings are suspicious.</p> + +<p>As Duroy bowed to Madame Forestier she scolded him for not having come +to see her again; then she added with a smile, in the direction of her +friend: "I know what it is; you prefer Madame de Marelle, you can find +time to visit her."</p> + +<p>They sat down to table, and the waiter having handed the wine card to +Forestier, Madame de Marelle exclaimed: "Give these gentlemen whatever +they like, but for us iced champagne, the best, sweet champagne, +mind—nothing else." And the man having withdrawn, she added with an +excited laugh: "I am going to get tipsy this evening; we will have a +spree—a regular spree."</p> + +<p>Forestier, who did not seem to have heard, said: "Would you mind the +window being closed? My chest has been rather queer the last few days."</p> + +<p>"No, not at all."</p> + +<p>He pushed too the sash left open, and returned to his place with a +reassured and tranquil countenance. His wife said nothing. Seemingly +lost in thought, and with her eyes lowered towards the table, she smiled +at the glasses with that vague smile which seemed always to promise and +never to grant.</p> + +<p>The Ostend oysters were brought in, tiny and plump like little ears +enclosed in shells, and melting between the tongue and the palate like +salt bon-bons. Then, after the soup, was served a trout as rose-tinted +as a young girl, and the guests began to talk.</p> + +<p>They spoke at first of a current scandal; the story of a lady of +position, surprised by one of her husband's friends supping in a private +room with a foreign prince. Forestier laughed a great deal at the +adventure; the two ladies declared that the indiscreet gossip was +nothing less than a blackguard and a coward. Duroy was of their opinion, +and loudly proclaimed that it is the duty of a man in these matters, +whether he be actor, confidant, or simple spectator, to be silent as the +grave. He added: "How full life would be of pleasant things if we could +reckon upon the absolute discretion of one another. That which often, +almost always, checks women is the fear of the secret being revealed. +Come, is it not true?" he continued. "How many are there who would yield +to a sudden desire, the caprice of an hour, a passing fancy, did they +not fear to pay for a short-lived and fleeting pleasure by an +irremediable scandal and painful tears?"</p> + +<p>He spoke with catching conviction, as though pleading a cause, his own +cause, as though he had said: "It is not with me that one would have to +dread such dangers. Try me and see."</p> + +<p>They both looked at him approvingly, holding that he spoke rightly and +justly, confessing by their friendly silence that their flexible +morality as Parisians would not have held out long before the certainty +of secrecy. And Forestier, leaning back in his place on the divan, one +leg bent under him, and his napkin thrust into his waistcoat, suddenly +said with the satisfied laugh of a skeptic: "The deuce! yes, they would +all go in for it if they were certain of silence. Poor husbands!"</p> + +<p>And they began to talk of love. Without admitting it to be eternal, +Duroy understood it as lasting, creating a bond, a tender friendship, a +confidence. The union of the senses was only a seal to the union of +hearts. But he was angry at the outrageous jealousies, melodramatic +scenes, and unpleasantness which almost always accompany ruptures.</p> + +<p>When he ceased speaking, Madame de Marelle replied: "Yes, it is the only +pleasant thing in life, and we often spoil it by preposterous +unreasonableness."</p> + +<p>Madame Forestier, who was toying with her knife, added: "Yes—yes—it is +pleasant to be loved."</p> + +<p>And she seemed to be carrying her dream further, to be thinking things +that she dared not give words to.</p> + +<p>As the first <i>entreé</i> was slow in coming, they sipped from time to time +a mouthful of champagne, and nibbled bits of crust. And the idea of +love, entering into them, slowly intoxicated their souls, as the bright +wine, rolling drop by drop down their throats, fired their blood and +perturbed their minds.</p> + +<p>The waiter brought in some lamb cutlets, delicate and tender, upon a +thick bed of asparagus tips.</p> + +<p>"Ah! this is good," exclaimed Forestier; and they ate slowly, savoring +the delicate meat and vegetables as smooth as cream.</p> + +<p>Duroy resumed: "For my part, when I love a woman everything else in the +world disappears." He said this in a tone of conviction.</p> + +<p>Madame Forestier murmured, with her let-me-alone air:</p> + +<p>"There is no happiness comparable to that of the first hand-clasp, when +the one asks, 'Do you love me?' and the other replies, 'Yes.'"</p> + +<p>Madame de Marelle, who had just tossed a fresh glass of champagne off at +a draught, said gayly, as she put down her glass: "For my part, I am not +so Platonic."</p> + +<p>And all began to smile with kindling eyes at these words.</p> + +<p>Forestier, stretched out in his seat on the divan, opened his arms, +rested them on the cushions, and said in a serious tone: "This frankness +does you honor, and proves that you are a practical woman. But may one +ask you what is the opinion of Monsieur de Marelle?"</p> + +<p>She shrugged her shoulders slightly, with infinite and prolonged +disdain; and then in a decided tone remarked: "Monsieur de Marelle has +no opinions on this point. He only has—abstentions."</p> + +<p>And the conversation, descending from the elevated theories, concerning +love, strayed into the flowery garden of polished blackguardism. It was +the moment of clever double meanings; veils raised by words, as +petticoats are lifted by the wind; tricks of language; clever disguised +audacities; sentences which reveal nude images in covered phrases; which +cause the vision of all that may not be said to flit rapidly before the +eye and the mind, and allow the well-bred people the enjoyment of a +kind of subtle and mysterious love, a species of impure mental contact, +due to the simultaneous evocation of secret, shameful, and longed-for +pleasures. The roast, consisting of partridges flanked by quails, had +been served; then a dish of green peas, and then a terrine of foie gras, +accompanied by a curly-leaved salad, filling a salad bowl as though with +green foam. They had partaken of all these things without tasting them, +without knowing, solely taken up by what they were talking of, plunged +as it were in a bath of love.</p> + +<p>The two ladies were now going it strongly in their remarks. Madame de +Marelle, with a native audacity which resembled a direct provocation, +and Madame Forestier with a charming reserve, a modesty in her tone, +voice, smile, and bearing that underlined while seeming to soften the +bold remarks falling from her lips. Forestier, leaning quite back on the +cushions, laughed, drank and ate without leaving off, and sometimes +threw in a word so risque or so crude that the ladies, somewhat shocked +by its appearance, and for appearance sake, put on a little air of +embarrassment that lasted two or three seconds. When he had given vent +to something a little too coarse, he added: "You are going ahead nicely, +my children. If you go on like that you will end by making fools of +yourselves."</p> + +<p>Dessert came, and then coffee; and the liquors poured a yet warmer dose +of commotion into the excited minds.</p> + +<p>As she had announced on sitting down to table, Madame de Marelle was +intoxicated, and acknowledged it in the lively and graceful rabble of a +woman emphasizing, in order to amuse her guests, a very real +commencement of drunkenness.</p> + +<p>Madame Forestier was silent now, perhaps out of prudence, and Duroy, +feeling himself too much excited not to be in danger of compromising +himself, maintained a prudent reserve.</p> + +<p>Cigarettes were lit, and all at once Forestier began to cough. It was a +terrible fit, that seemed to tear his chest, and with red face and +forehead damp with perspiration, he choked behind his napkin. When the +fit was over he growled angrily: "These feeds are very bad for me; they +are ridiculous." All his good humor had vanished before his terror of +the illness that haunted his thoughts. "Let us go home," said he.</p> + +<p>Madame de Marelle rang for the waiter, and asked for the bill. It was +brought almost immediately. She tried to read it, but the figures danced +before her eyes, and she passed it to Duroy, saying: "Here, pay for me; +I can't see, I am too tipsy."</p> + +<p>And at the same time she threw him her purse. The bill amounted to one +hundred and thirty francs. Duroy checked it, and then handed over two +notes and received back the change, saying in a low tone: "What shall I +give the waiter?"</p> + +<p>"What you like; I do not know."</p> + +<p>He put five francs on the salver, and handed back the purse, saying: +"Shall I see you to your door?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly. I am incapable of finding my way home."</p> + +<p>They shook hands with the Forestiers, and Duroy found himself alone with +Madame de Marelle in a cab. He felt her close to him, so close, in this +dark box, suddenly lit up for a moment by the lamps on the sidewalk. He +felt through his sleeve the warmth of her shoulder, and he could find +nothing to say to her, absolutely nothing, his mind being paralyzed by +the imperative desire to seize her in his arms.</p> + +<p>"If I dared to, what would she do?" he thought. The recollection of all +the things uttered during dinner emboldened him, but the fear of scandal +restrained him at the same time.</p> + +<p>Nor did she say anything either, but remained motionless in her corner. +He would have thought that she was asleep if he had not seen her eyes +glitter every time that a ray of light entered the carriage.</p> + +<p>"What was she thinking?" He felt that he must not speak, that a word, a +single word, breaking this silence would destroy his chance; yet courage +failed him, the courage needed for abrupt and brutal action. All at once +he felt her foot move. She had made a movement, a quick, nervous +movement of impatience, perhaps of appeal. This almost imperceptible +gesture caused a thrill to run through him from head to foot, and he +threw himself upon her, seeking her mouth with his lips, her form with +his hands.</p> + +<p>But the cab having shortly stopped before the house in which she +resided, Duroy, surprised, had no time to seek passionate phrases to +thank her, and express his grateful love. However, stunned by what had +taken place, she did not rise, she did not stir. Then he was afraid that +the driver might suspect something, and got out first to help her to +alight.</p> + +<p>At length she got out of the cab, staggering and without saying a word. +He rang the bell, and as the door opened, said, tremblingly: "When shall +I see you again?"</p> + +<p>She murmured so softly that he scarcely heard it: "Come and lunch with +me to-morrow." And she disappeared in the entry, pushed to the heavy +door, which closed with a noise like that of a cannon. He gave the +driver five francs, and began to walk along with rapid and triumphant +steps, and heart overflowing with joy.</p> + +<p>He had won at last—a married woman, a lady. How easy and unexpected it +had all been. He had fancied up till then that to assail and conquer one +of these so greatly longed-for beings, infinite pains, interminable +expectations, a skillful siege carried on by means of gallant +attentions, words of love, sighs, and gifts were needed. And, lo! +suddenly, at the faintest attack, the first whom he had encountered had +yielded to him so quickly that he was stupefied at it.</p> + +<p>"She was tipsy," he thought; "to-morrow it will be another story. She +will meet me with tears." This notion disturbed him, but he added: +"Well, so much the worse. Now I have her, I mean to keep her."</p> + +<p>He was somewhat agitated the next day as he ascended Madame de Marelle's +staircase. How would she receive him? And suppose she would not receive +him at all? Suppose she had forbidden them to admit him? Suppose she had +said—but, no, she could not have said anything without letting the +whole truth be guessed. So he was master of the situation.</p> + +<p>The little servant opened the door. She wore her usual expression. He +felt reassured, as if he had anticipated her displaying a troubled +countenance, and asked: "Is your mistress quite well?"</p> + +<p>She replied: "Oh! yes, sir, the same as usual," and showed him into the +drawing-room.</p> + +<p>He went straight to the chimney-glass to ascertain the state of his hair +and his toilet, and was arranging his necktie before it, when he saw in +it the young woman watching him as she stood at the door leading from +her room. He pretended not to have noticed her, and the pair looked at +one another for a few moments in the glass, observing and watching +before finding themselves face to face. He turned round. She had not +moved, and seemed to be waiting. He darted forward, stammering: "My +darling! my darling!"</p> + +<p>She opened her arms and fell upon his breast; then having lifted her +head towards him, their lips met in a long kiss.</p> + +<p>He thought: "It is easier than I should have imagined. It is all going +on very well."</p> + +<p>And their lips separating, he smiled without saying a word, while +striving to throw a world of love into his looks. She, too, smiled, with +that smile by which women show their desire, their consent, their wish +to yield themselves, and murmured: "We are alone. I have sent Laurine to +lunch with one of her young friends."</p> + +<p>He sighed as he kissed her. "Thanks, I will worship you."</p> + +<p>Then she took his arm, as if he had been her husband, to go to the sofa, +on which they sat down side by side. He wanted to start a clever and +attractive chat, but not being able to do so to his liking, stammered: +"Then you are not too angry with me?"</p> + +<p>She put her hand on his mouth, saying "Be quiet."</p> + +<p>They sat in silence, looking into one another's eyes, with burning +fingers interlaced.</p> + +<p>"How I did long for you!" said he.</p> + +<p>She repeated: "Be quiet."</p> + +<p>They heard the servant arranging the table in the adjoining +dining-room, and he rose, saying: "I must not remain so close to you. I +shall lose my head."</p> + +<p>The door opened, and the servant announced that lunch was ready. Duroy +gravely offered his arm.</p> + +<p>They lunched face to face, looking at one another and constantly +smiling, solely taken up by themselves, and enveloped in the sweet +enchantment of a growing love. They ate, without knowing what. He felt a +foot, a little foot, straying under the table. He took it between his +own and kept it there, squeezing it with all his might. The servant came +and went, bringing and taking away the dishes with a careless air, +without seeming to notice anything.</p> + +<p>When they had finished they returned to the drawing-room, and resumed +their place on the sofa, side by side. Little by little he pressed up +against her, striving to take her in his arms. But she calmly repulsed +him, saying: "Take care; someone may come in."</p> + +<p>He murmured: "When can I see you quite alone, to tell you how I love +you?"</p> + +<p>She leant over towards him and whispered: "I will come and pay you a +visit one of these days."</p> + +<p>He felt himself redden. "You know—you know—my place is very small."</p> + +<p>She smiled: "That does not matter. It is you I shall call to see, and +not your rooms."</p> + +<p>Then he pressed her to know when she would come. She named a day in the +latter half of the week. He begged of her to advance the date in broken +sentences, playing with and squeezing her hands, with glittering eyes, +and flushed face, heated and torn by desire, that imperious desire which +follows <i>tête-à-tête</i> repasts. She was amazed to see him implore her +with such ardor, and yielded a day from time to time. But he kept +repeating: "To-morrow, only say to-morrow."</p> + +<p>She consented at length. "Yes, to-morrow; at five o'clock."</p> + +<p>He gave a long sigh of joy, and they then chatted almost quietly with an +air of intimacy, as though they had known one another twenty years. The +sound of the door bell made them start, and with a bound they separated +to a distance. She murmured: "It must be Laurine."</p> + +<p>The child made her appearance, stopped short in amazement, and then ran +to Duroy, clapping her hands with pleasure at seeing him, and +exclaiming: "Ah! pretty boy."</p> + +<p>Madame de Marelle began to laugh. "What! Pretty boy! Laurine has +baptized you. It's a nice little nickname for you, and I will call you +Pretty-boy, too."</p> + +<p>He had taken the little girl on his knee, and he had to play with her at +all the games he had taught her. He rose to take his leave at twenty +minutes to three to go to the office of the paper, and on the staircase, +through the half-closed door, he still whispered: "To-morrow, at five."</p> + +<p>She answered "Yes," with a smile, and disappeared.</p> + +<p>As soon as he had got through his day's work, he speculated how he +should arrange his room to receive his mistress, and hide as far as +possible the poverty of the place. He was struck by the idea of pinning +a lot of Japanese trifles on the walls, and he bought for five francs +quite a collection of little fans and screens, with which he hid the +most obvious of the marks on the wall paper. He pasted on the window +panes transparent pictures representing boats floating down rivers, +flocks of birds flying across rosy skies, multi-colored ladies on +balconies, and processions of little black men over plains covered with +snow. His room, just big enough to sleep and sit down in, soon looked +like the inside of a Chinese lantern. He thought the effect +satisfactory, and passed the evening in pasting on the ceiling birds +that he had cut from the colored sheets remaining over. Then he went to +bed, lulled by the whistle of the trains.</p> + +<p>He went home early the next day, carrying a paper bag of cakes and a +bottle of Madeira, purchased at the grocer's. He had to go out again to +buy two plates and two glasses, and arranged this collation on his +dressing-table, the dirty wood of which was covered by a napkin, the jug +and basin being hidden away beneath it.</p> + +<p>Then he waited.</p> + +<p>She came at about a quarter-past five; and, attracted by the bright +colors of the pictures, exclaimed: "Dear me, yours is a nice place. But +there are a lot of people about on the staircase."</p> + +<p>He had clasped her in his arms, and was eagerly kissing the hair between +her forehead and her bonnet through her veil.</p> + +<p>An hour and a half later he escorted her back to the cab-stand in the +Rue de Rome. When she was in the carriage he murmured: "Tuesday at the +same time?"</p> + +<p>She replied: "Tuesday at the same time." And as it had grown dark, she +drew his head into the carriage and kissed him on the lips. Then the +driver, having whipped up his beast, she exclaimed: "Good-bye, +Pretty-boy," and the old vehicle started at the weary trot of its old +white horse.</p> + +<p>For three weeks Duroy received Madame de Marelle in this way every two +or three days, now in the evening and now in the morning. While he was +expecting her one afternoon, a loud uproar on the stairs drew him to the +door. A child was crying. A man's angry voice shouted: "What is that +little devil howling about now?" The yelling and exasperated voice of a +woman replied: "It is that dirty hussy who comes to see the +penny-a-liner upstairs; she has upset Nicholas on the landing. As if +dabs like that, who pay no attention to children on the staircase, +should be allowed here."</p> + +<p>Duroy drew back, distracted, for he could hear the rapid rustling of +skirts and a hurried step ascending from the story just beneath him. +There was soon a knock at the door, which he had reclosed. He opened it, +and Madame de Marelle rushed into the room, terrified and breathless, +stammering: "Did you hear?"</p> + +<p>He pretended to know nothing. "No; what?"</p> + +<p>"How they have insulted me."</p> + +<p>"Who? Who?"</p> + +<p>"The blackguards who live down below."</p> + +<p>"But, surely not; what does it all mean, tell me?"</p> + +<p>She began to sob, without being able to utter a word. He had to take off +her bonnet, undo her dress, lay her on the bed, moisten her forehead +with a wet towel. She was choking, and then when her emotion was +somewhat abated, all her wrathful indignation broke out. She wanted him +to go down at once, to thrash them, to kill them.</p> + +<p>He repeated: "But they are only work-people, low creatures. Just +remember that it would lead to a police court, that you might be +recognized, arrested, ruined. One cannot lower one's self to have +anything to do with such people."</p> + +<p>She passed on to another idea. "What shall we do now? For my part, I +cannot come here again."</p> + +<p>He replied: "It is very simple; I will move."</p> + +<p>She murmured: "Yes, but that will take some time." Then all at once she +framed a plan, and reassured, added softly: "No, listen, I know what to +do; let me act, do not trouble yourself about anything. I will send you +a telegram to-morrow morning."</p> + +<p>She smiled now, delighted with her plan, which she would not reveal, and +indulged in a thousand follies. She was very agitated, however, as she +went downstairs, leaning with all her weight on her lover's arm, her +legs trembled so beneath her. They did not meet anyone, though.</p> + +<p>As he usually got up late, he was still in bed the next day, when, about +eleven o'clock, the telegraph messenger brought him the promised +telegram. He opened it and read:</p> + +<p>"Meet me at five; 127, Rue de Constantinople. Rooms hired by Madame +Duroy.—Clo."</p> + +<p>At five o'clock to the minute he entered the doorkeeper's lodge of a +large furnished house, and asked: "It is here that Madame Duroy has +taken rooms, is it not?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>"Will you show me to them, if you please."</p> + +<p>The man, doubtless used to delicate situations in which prudence is +necessary, looked him straight in the eyes, and then, selecting one of +the long range of keys, said: "You are Monsieur Duroy?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, certainly."</p> + +<p>The man opened the door of a small suite of rooms on the ground floor in +front of the lodge. The sitting-room, with a tolerably fresh wall-paper +of floral design, and a carpet so thin that the boards of the floor +could be felt through it, had mahogany furniture, upholstered in green +rep with a yellow pattern. The bedroom was so small that the bed +three-parts filled it. It occupied the further end, stretching from one +wall to the other—the large bed of a furnished lodging-house, shrouded +in heavy blue curtains also of rep, and covered with an eider-down quilt +of red silk stained with suspicious-looking spots.</p> + +<p>Duroy, uneasy and displeased, thought: "This place will cost, Lord knows +how much. I shall have to borrow again. It is idiotic what she has +done."</p> + +<p>The door opened, and Clotilde came in like a whirlwind, with +outstretched arms and rustling skirts. She was delighted. "Isn't it +nice, eh, isn't it nice? And on the ground floor, too; no stairs to go +up. One could get in and out of the windows without the doorkeeper +seeing one. How we will love one another here!"</p> + +<p>He kissed her coldly, not daring to put the question that rose to his +lips. She had placed a large parcel on the little round table in the +middle of the room. She opened it, and took out a cake of soap, a bottle +of scent, a sponge, a box of hairpins, a buttonhook, and a small pair of +curling tongs to set right her fringe, which she got out of curl every +time. And she played at moving in, seeking a place for everything, and +derived great amusement from it.</p> + +<p>She kept on chattering as she opened the drawers. "I must bring a little +linen, so as to be able to make a change if necessary. It will be very +convenient. If I get wet, for instance, while I am out, I can run in +here to dry myself. We shall each have one key, beside the one left with +the doorkeeper in case we forget it. I have taken the place for three +months, in your name, of course, since I could not give my own."</p> + +<p>Then he said: "You will let me know when the rent is to be paid."</p> + +<p>She replied, simply: "But it is paid, dear."</p> + +<p>"Then I owe it to you."</p> + +<p>"No, no, my dear; it does not concern you at all; this is a little fancy +of my own."</p> + +<p>He seemed annoyed: "Oh, no, indeed; I can't allow that."</p> + +<p>She came to him in a supplicating way, and placing her hands on his +shoulders, said: "I beg of you, George; it will give me so much pleasure +to feel that our little nest here is mine—all my own. You cannot be +annoyed at that. How can you? I wanted to contribute that much towards +our loves. Say you agree, Georgy; say you agree."</p> + +<p>She implored him with looks, lips, the whole of her being. He held out, +refusing with an irritated air, and then he yielded, thinking that, +after all, it was fair. And when she had gone, he murmured, rubbing his +hands, and without seeking in the depths of his heart whence the opinion +came on that occasion: "She is very nice."</p> + +<p>He received, a few days later, another telegram running thus: "My +husband returns to-night, after six weeks' inspection, so we shall have +a week off. What a bore, darling.—Clo."</p> + +<p>Duroy felt astounded. He had really lost all idea of her being married. +But here was a man whose face he would have liked to see just once, in +order to know him. He patiently awaited the husband's departure, but he +passed two evenings at the Folies Bergère, which wound up with Rachel.</p> + +<p>Then one morning came a fresh telegram: "To-day at five.—Clo."</p> + +<p>They both arrived at the meeting-place before the time. She threw +herself into his arms with an outburst of passion, and kissed him all +over the face, and then said: "If you like, when we have loved one +another a great deal, you shall take me to dinner somewhere. I have kept +myself disengaged."</p> + +<p>It was at the beginning of the month, and although his salary was long +since drawn in advance, and he lived from day to day upon money gleaned +on every side, Duroy happened to be in funds, and was pleased at the +opportunity of spending something upon her, so he replied: "Yes, +darling, wherever you like."</p> + +<p>They started off, therefore, at about seven, and gained the outer +boulevards. She leaned closely against him, and whispered in his ear: +"If you only knew how pleased I am to walk out on your arm; how I love +to feel you beside me."</p> + +<p>He said: "Would you like to go to Père Lathuile's?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, it is too swell. I should like something funny, out of the way! +a restaurant that shopmen and work-girls go to. I adore dining at a +country inn. Oh! if we only had been able to go into the country."</p> + +<p>As he knew nothing of the kind in the neighborhood, they wandered along +the boulevard, and ended by going into a wine-shop where there was a +dining-room. She had seen through the window two bareheaded girls +seated at tables with two soldiers. Three cab-drivers were dining at the +further end of the long and narrow room, and an individual impossible to +classify under any calling was smoking, stretched on a chair, with his +legs stuck out in front of him, his hands in the waist-band of his +trousers, and his head thrown back over the top bar. His jacket was a +museum of stains, and in his swollen pockets could be noted the neck of +a bottle, a piece of bread, a parcel wrapped up in a newspaper, and a +dangling piece of string. He had thick, tangled, curly hair, gray with +scurf, and his cap was on the floor under his chair.</p> + +<p>The entrance of Clotilde created a sensation, due to the elegance of her +toilet. The couples ceased whispering together, the three cab-drivers +left off arguing, and the man who was smoking, having taken his pipe +from his mouth and spat in front of him, turned his head slightly to +look.</p> + +<p>Madame de Marelle murmured: "It is very nice; we shall be very +comfortable here. Another time I will dress like a work-girl." And she +sat down, without embarrassment or disgust, before the wooden table, +polished by the fat of dishes, washed by spilt liquors, and cleaned by a +wisp of the waiter's napkin. Duroy, somewhat ill at ease, and slightly +ashamed, sought a peg to hang his tall hat on. Not finding one, he put +it on a chair.</p> + +<p>They had a ragout, a slice of melon, and a salad. Clotilde repeated: "I +delight in this. I have low tastes. I like this better than the Café +Anglais." Then she added: "If you want to give me complete enjoyment, +you will take me to a dancing place. I know a very funny one close by +called the Reine Blanche."</p> + +<p>Duroy, surprised at this, asked: "Whoever took you there?"</p> + +<p>He looked at her and saw her blush, somewhat disturbed, as though this +sudden question had aroused within her some delicate recollections. +After one of these feminine hesitations, so short that they can scarcely +be guessed, she replied: "A friend of mine," and then, after a brief +silence, added, "who is dead." And she cast down her eyes with a very +natural sadness.</p> + +<p>Duroy, for the first time, thought of all that he did not know as +regarded the past life of this woman. Certainly she already had lovers, +but of what kind, in what class of society? A vague jealousy, a species +of enmity awoke within him; an enmity against all that he did not know, +all that had not belonged to him. He looked at her, irritated at the +mystery wrapped up within that pretty, silent head, which was thinking, +perhaps, at that very moment, of the other, the others, regretfully. How +he would have liked to have looked into her recollections—to have known +all.</p> + +<p>She repeated: "Will you take me to the Reine Blanche? That will be a +perfect treat."</p> + +<p>He thought: "What matters the past? I am very foolish to bother about +it," and smilingly replied: "Certainly, darling."</p> + +<p>When they were in the street she resumed, in that low and mysterious +tone in which confidences are made: "I dared not ask you this until now, +but you cannot imagine how I love these escapades in places ladies do +not go to. During the carnival I will dress up as a schoolboy. I make +such a capital boy."</p> + +<p>When they entered the ball-room she clung close to him, gazing with +delighted eyes on the girls and the bullies, and from time to time, as +though to reassure herself as regards any possible danger, saying, as +she noticed some serious and motionless municipal guard: "That is a +strong-looking fellow." In a quarter of an hour she had had enough of it +and he escorted her home.</p> + +<p>Then began quite a series of excursions in all the queer places where +the common people amuse themselves, and Duroy discovered in his mistress +quite a liking for this vagabondage of students bent on a spree. She +came to their meeting-place in a cotton frock and with a servant's +cap—a theatrical servant's cap—on her head; and despite the elegant +and studied simplicity of her toilet, retained her rings, her bracelets, +and her diamond earrings, saying, when he begged her to remove them: +"Bah! they will think they are paste."</p> + +<p>She thought she was admirably disguised, and although she was really +only concealed after the fashion of an ostrich, she went into the most +ill-famed drinking places. She wanted Duroy to dress himself like a +workman, but he resisted, and retained his correct attire, without even +consenting to exchange his tall hat for one of soft felt. She was +consoled for this obstinacy on his part by the reflection that she would +be taken for a chambermaid engaged in a love affair with a gentleman, +and thought this delightful. In this guise they went into popular +wine-shops, and sat down on rickety chairs at old wooden tables in +smoke-filled rooms. A cloud of strong tobacco smoke, with which still +blended the smell of fish fried at dinner time, filled the room; men in +blouses shouted at one another as they tossed off nips of spirits; and +the astonished waiter would stare at this strange couple as he placed +before them two cherry brandies. She—trembling, fearsome, yet +charmed—began to sip the red liquid, looking round her with uneasy and +kindling eye. Each cherry swallowed gave her the sensation of a sin +committed, each drop of burning liquor flowing down her throat gave her +the pleasure of a naughty and forbidden joy.</p> + +<p>Then she would say, "Let us go," and they would leave. She would pass +rapidly, with bent head and the short steps of an actress leaving the +stage, among the drinkers, who, with their elbows on the tables, watched +her go by with suspicious and dissatisfied glances; and when she had +crossed the threshold would give a deep sigh, as if she had just escaped +some terrible danger.</p> + +<p>Sometimes she asked Duroy, with a shudder: "If I were insulted in these +places, what would you do?"</p> + +<p>He would answer, with a swaggering air: "Take your part, by Jove!"</p> + +<p>And she would clasp his arm with happiness, with, perhaps, a vague wish +to be insulted and defended, to see men fight on her account, even such +men as those, with her lover.</p> + +<p>But these excursions taking place two or three times a week began to +weary Duroy, who had great difficulty, besides, for some time past, in +procuring the ten francs necessary for the cake and the drinks. He now +lived very hardly and with more difficulty than when he was a clerk in +the Northern Railway; for having spent lavishly during his first month +of journalism, in the constant hope of gaining large sums of money in a +day or two, he had exhausted all his resources and all means of +procuring money. A very simple method, that of borrowing from the +cashier, was very soon exhausted; and he already owed the paper four +months' salary, besides six hundred francs advanced on his lineage +account. He owed, besides, a hundred francs to Forestier, three hundred +to Jacques Rival, who was free-handed with his money; and he was also +eaten up by a number of small debts of from five francs to twenty. +Saint-Potin, consulted as to the means of raising another hundred +francs, had discovered no expedient, although a man of inventive mind, +and Duroy was exasperated at this poverty, of which he was more sensible +now than formerly, since he had more wants. A sullen rage against +everyone smouldered within him, with an ever-increasing irritation, +which manifested itself at every moment on the most futile pretexts. He +sometimes asked himself how he could have spent an average of a thousand +francs a month, without any excess and the gratification of any +extravagant fancy, and he found that, by adding a lunch at eight +francs to a dinner at twelve, partaken of in some large café on the +boulevards, he at once came to a louis, which, added to ten francs +pocket-money—that pocket-money that melts away, one does not know +how—makes a total of thirty francs. But thirty francs a day is nine +hundred francs at the end of the month. And he did not reckon in the +cost of clothes, boots, linen, washing, etc.</p> + +<p>So on the 14th December he found himself without a sou in his pocket, +and without a notion in his mind how to get any money. He went, as he +had often done of old, without lunch, and passed the afternoon working +at the newspaper office, angry and preoccupied. About four o'clock he +received a telegram from his mistress, running: "Shall we dine together, +and have a lark afterwards?"</p> + +<p>He at once replied: "Cannot dine." Then he reflected that he would be +very stupid to deprive himself of the pleasant moments she might afford +him, and added: "But will wait at nine at our place." And having sent +one of the messengers with this, to save the cost of a telegram, he +began to reflect what he should do to procure himself a dinner.</p> + +<p>At seven o'clock he had not yet hit upon anything and a terrible hunger +assailed him. Then he had recourse to the stratagem of a despairing man. +He let all his colleagues depart, one after the other, and when he was +alone rang sharply. Monsieur Walter's messenger, left in charge of the +offices, came in. Duroy was standing feeling in his pockets, and said in +an abrupt voice: "Foucart, I have left my purse at home, and I have to +go and dine at the Luxembourg. Lend me fifty sous for my cab."</p> + +<p>The man took three francs from his waistcoat pocket and said: "Do you +want any more, sir?"</p> + +<p>"No, no, that will be enough. Thanks."</p> + +<p>And having seized on the coins, Duroy ran downstairs and dined at a +slap-bank, to which he drifted on his days of poverty.</p> + +<p>At nine o'clock he was awaiting his mistress, with his feet on the +fender, in the little sitting-room. She came in, lively and animated, +brisked up by the keen air of the street. "If you like," said she, "we +will first go for a stroll, and then come home here at eleven. The +weather is splendid for walking."</p> + +<p>He replied, in a grumbling tone: "Why go out? We are very comfortable +here."</p> + +<p>She said, without taking off her bonnet: "If you knew, the moonlight is +beautiful. It is splendid walking about to-night."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps so, but I do not care for walking about!"</p> + +<p>He had said this in an angry fashion. She was struck and hurt by it, and +asked: "What is the matter with you? Why do you go on in this way? I +should like to go for a stroll, and I don't see how that can vex you."</p> + +<p>He got up in a rage. "It does not vex me. It is a bother, that is all."</p> + +<p>She was one of those sort of women whom resistance irritates and +impoliteness exasperates, and she said disdainfully and with angry calm: +"I am not accustomed to be spoken to like that. I will go alone, then. +Good-bye."</p> + +<p>He understood that it was serious, and darting towards her, seized her +hands and kissed them, saying: "Forgive me, darling, forgive me. I am +very nervous this evening, very irritable. I have had vexations and +annoyances, you know—matters of business."</p> + +<p>She replied, somewhat softened, but not calmed down: "That does not +concern me, and I will not bear the consequences of your ill-temper."</p> + +<p>He took her in his arms, and drew her towards the couch.</p> + +<p>"Listen, darling, I did not want to hurt you; I was not thinking of what +I was saying."</p> + +<p>He had forced her to sit down, and, kneeling before her, went on: "Have +you forgiven me? Tell me you have forgiven me?"</p> + +<p>She murmured, coldly: "Very well, but do not do so again;" and rising, +she added: "Now let us go for a stroll."</p> + +<p>He had remained at her feet, with his arms clasped about her hips, and +stammered: "Stay here, I beg of you. Grant me this much. I should so +like to keep you here this evening all to myself, here by the fire. Say +yes, I beg of you, say yes."</p> + +<p>She answered plainly and firmly: "No, I want to go out, and I am not +going to give way to your fancies."</p> + +<p>He persisted. "I beg of you, I have a reason, a very serious reason."</p> + +<p>She said again: "No; and if you won't go out with me, I shall go. +Good-bye."</p> + +<p>She had freed herself with a jerk, and gained the door. He ran towards +her, and clasped her in his arms, crying:</p> + +<p>"Listen, Clo, my little Clo; listen, grant me this much."</p> + +<p>She shook her head without replying, avoiding his kisses, and striving +to escape from his grasp and go.</p> + +<p>He stammered: "Clo, my little Clo, I have a reason."</p> + +<p>She stopped, and looking him full in the face, said: "You are lying. +What is it?"</p> + +<p>He blushed not knowing what to say, and she went on in an indignant +tone: "You see very well that you are lying, you low brute." And with an +angry gesture and tears in her eyes, she escaped him.</p> + +<p>He again caught her by the shoulders, and, in despair, ready to +acknowledge anything in order to avoid a rupture, he said, in a +despairing tone: "I have not a son. That's what it all means." She +stopped short, and looking into his eyes to read the truth in them, +said: "You say?"</p> + +<p>He had flushed to the roots of his hair. "I say that I have not a sou. +Do you understand? Not twenty sous, not ten, not enough to pay for a +glass of cassis in the café we may go into. You force me to confess what +I am ashamed of. It was, however, impossible for me to go out with you, +and when we were seated with refreshments in front of us to tell you +quietly that I could not pay for them."</p> + +<p>She was still looking him in the face. "It is true, then?"</p> + +<p>In a moment he had turned out all his pockets, those of his trousers, +coat, and waistcoat, and murmured: "There, are you satisfied now?"</p> + +<p>Suddenly opening her arms, in an outburst of passion, she threw them +around his neck, crying: "Oh, my poor darling, my poor darling, if I had +only known. How did it happen?"</p> + +<p>She made him sit down, and sat down herself on his knees; then, with her +arm round his neck, kissing him every moment on his moustache, his +mouth, his eyes, she obliged him to tell her how this misfortune had +come about.</p> + +<p>He invented a touching story. He had been obliged to come to the +assistance of his father, who found himself in difficulties. He had not +only handed over to him all his savings, but had even incurred heavy +debts on his behalf. He added: "I shall be pinched to the last degree +for at least six months, for I have exhausted all my resources. So much +the worse; there are crises in every life. Money, after all, is not +worth troubling about."</p> + +<p>She whispered: "I will lend you some; will you let me?"</p> + +<p>He answered, with dignity: "You are very kind, pet; but do not think of +that, I beg of you. You would hurt my feelings."</p> + +<p>She was silent, and then clasping him in her arms, murmured: "You will +never know how much I love you."</p> + +<p>It was one of their most pleasant evenings.</p> + +<p>As she was leaving, she remarked, smilingly: "How nice it is when one is +in your position to find money you had forgotten in your pocket—a coin +that had worked its way between the stuff and the lining."</p> + +<p>He replied, in a tone of conviction: "Ah, yes, that it is."</p> + +<p>She insisted on walking home, under the pretense that the moon was +beautiful and went into ecstasies over it. It was a cold, still night at +the beginning of winter. Pedestrians and horses went by quickly, spurred +by a sharp frost. Heels rang on the pavement. As she left him she said: +"Shall we meet again the day after to-morrow?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly."</p> + +<p>"At the same time?"</p> + +<p>"The same time."</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, dearest." And they kissed lovingly.</p> + +<p>Then he walked home swiftly, asking himself what plan he could hit on +the morrow to get out of his difficulty. But as he opened the door of +his room, and fumbled in his waistcoat pocket for a match, he was +stupefied to find a coin under his fingers. As soon as he had a light he +hastened to examine it. It was a louis. He thought he must be mad. He +turned it over and over, seeking by what miracle it could have found +its way there. It could not, however, have fallen from heaven into his +pocket.</p> + +<p>Then all at once he guessed, and an angry indignation awoke within him. +His mistress had spoken of money slipping into the lining, and being +found in times of poverty. It was she who had tendered him this alms. +How shameful! He swore: "Ah! I'll talk to her the day after to-morrow. +She shall have a nice time over it."</p> + +<p>And he went to bed, his heart filled with anger and humiliation.</p> + +<p>He woke late. He was hungry. He tried to go to sleep again, in order not +to get up till two o'clock, and then said to himself: "That will not +forward matters. I must end by finding some money." Then he went out, +hoping that an idea might occur to him in the street. It did not; but at +every restaurant he passed a longing to eat made his mouth water. As by +noon he had failed to hit on any plan, he suddenly made up his mind: "I +will lunch out of Clotilde's twenty francs. That won't hinder me from +paying them back to-morrow."</p> + +<p>He, therefore, lunched for two francs fifty centimes. On reaching the +office he also gave three francs to the messenger, saying: "Here, +Foucart, here is the money you lent me last night for my cab."</p> + +<p>He worked till seven o'clock. Then he went and dined taking another +three francs. The two evening bocks brought the expenditure of the day +up to nine francs thirty centimes. But as he could not re-establish a +credit or create fresh resources in twenty-four hours, he borrowed +another six francs fifty centimes the next day from the twenty he was +going to return that very evening, so that he came to keep his +appointment with just four francs twenty centimes in his pocket.</p> + +<p>He was in a deuce of a temper, and promised himself that he would pretty +soon explain things. He would say to his mistress: "You know, I found +the twenty francs you slipped into my pocket the other day. I cannot +give them back to you now, because my situation is unaltered, and I have +not had time to occupy myself with money matters. But I will give them +to you the next time we meet."</p> + +<p>She arrived, loving, eager, full of alarm. How would he receive her? She +kissed him persistently to avoid an explanation at the outset.</p> + +<p>He said to himself: "It will be time enough to enter on the matter +by-and-by. I will find an opportunity of doing so."</p> + +<p>He did not find the opportunity, and said nothing, shirking before the +difficulty of opening this delicate subject. She did not speak of going +out, and was in every way charming. They separated about midnight, after +making an appointment for the Wednesday of the following week, for +Madame de Marelle was engaged to dine out several days in succession.</p> + +<p>The next day, as Duroy, on paying for his breakfast, felt for the four +coins that ought to be remaining to him, he perceived that they were +five, and one of them a gold one. At the outset he thought that he had +received it by mistake in his change the day before, then he understood +it, and his heart throbbed with humiliation at this persistent charity. +How he now regretted not having said anything! If he had spoken +energetically this would not have happened.</p> + +<p>For four days he made efforts, as numerous as they were fruitless, to +raise five louis, and spent Clotilde's second one. She managed, although +he had said to her savagely, "Don't play that joke of the other +evening's again, or I shall get angry," to slip another twenty francs +into his trouser pockets the first time they met. When he found them he +swore bitterly, and transferred them to his waistcoat to have them under +his hand, for he had not a rap. He appeased his conscience by this +argument: "I will give it all back to her in a lump. After all, it is +only borrowed money."</p> + +<p>At length the cashier of the paper agreed, on his desperate appeals, to +let him have five francs daily. It was just enough to live upon, but not +enough to repay sixty francs with. But as Clotilde was again seized by +her passion for nocturnal excursions in all the suspicious localities in +Paris, he ended by not being unbearably annoyed to find a yellow boy in +one of his pockets, once even in his boot, and another time in his +watch-case, after their adventurous excursions. Since she had wishes +which he could not for the moment gratify himself, was it not natural +that she should pay for them rather than go without them? He kept an +account, too, of all he received in this way, in order to return it to +her some day.</p> + +<p>One evening she said to him: "Would you believe that I have never been +to the Folies-Bergère? Will you take me there?"</p> + +<p>He hesitated a moment, afraid of meeting Rachel. Then he thought: "Bah! +I am not married, after all. If that girl sees me she will understand +the state of things, and will not speak to me. Besides, we will have a +box."</p> + +<p>Another reason helped his decision. He was well pleased of this +opportunity of offering Madame de Marelle a box at the theater without +its costing anything. It was a kind of compensation.</p> + +<p>He left her in the cab while he got the order for the box, in order that +she might not see it offered him, and then came to fetch her. They went +in, and were received with bows by the acting manager. An immense crowd +filled the lounge, and they had great difficulty in making their way +through the swarm of men and women. At length they reached the box and +settled themselves in it, shut in between the motionless orchestra and +the eddy of the gallery. But Madame de Marelle rarely glanced at the +stage. Wholly taken up with the women promenading behind her back, she +constantly turned round to look at them, with a longing to touch them, +to feel their bodices, their skirts, their hair, to know what these +creatures were made of.</p> + +<p>Suddenly she said: "There is a stout, dark girl who keeps watching us +all the time. I thought just now that she was going to speak to us. Did +you notice her?"</p> + +<p>He answered: "No, you must be mistaken." But he had already noticed her +for some time back. It was Rachel who was prowling about in their +neighborhood, with anger in her eyes and hard words upon her lips.</p> + +<p>Duroy had brushed against her in making his way through the crowd, and +she had whispered, "Good evening," with a wink which signified, "I +understand." But he had not replied to this mark of attention for fear +of being seen by his mistress, and he had passed on coldly, with haughty +look and disdainful lip. The woman, whom unconscious jealousy already +assailed, turned back, brushed against him again, and said in louder +tones: "Good evening, George." He had not answered even then. Then she +made up her mind to be recognized and bowed to, and she kept continually +passing in the rear of the box, awaiting a favorable moment.</p> + +<p>As soon as she saw that Madame de Marelle was looking at her she touched +Duroy's shoulder, saying: "Good evening, are you quite well?"</p> + +<p>He did not turn round, and she went on: "What, have you grown deaf since +Thursday?" He did not reply, affecting a contempt which would not allow +him to compromise himself even by a word with this slut.</p> + +<p>She began to laugh an angry laugh, and said: "So you are dumb, then? +Perhaps the lady has bitten your tongue off?"</p> + +<p>He made an angry movement, and exclaimed, in an exasperated tone: "What +do you mean by speaking to me? Be off, or I will have you locked up."</p> + +<p>Then, with fiery eye and swelling bosom, she screeched out: "So that's +it, is it? Ah! you lout. When a man sleeps with a woman the least he can +do is to nod to her. It is no reason because you are with someone else +that you should cut me to-day. If you had only nodded to me when I +passed you just now, I should have left you alone. But you wanted to do +the grand. I'll pay you out! Ah, so you won't say good evening when you +meet me!"</p> + +<p>She would have gone on for a long time, but Madame de Marelle had opened +the door of the box and fled through the crowd, blindly seeking the way +out. Duroy started off in her rear and strove to catch her up, while +Rachel, seeing them flee, yelled triumphantly: "Stop her, she has stolen +my sweetheart."</p> + +<p>People began to laugh. Two gentlemen for fun seized the fugitive by the +shoulders and sought to bring her back, trying, too, to kiss her. But +Duroy, having caught her up, freed her forcibly and led her away into +the street. She jumped into an empty cab standing at the door. He jumped +in after her, and when the driver asked, "Where to, sir?" replied, +"Wherever you like."</p> + +<p>The cab slowly moved off, jolting over the paving stones. Clotilde, +seized by a kind of hysterical attack, sat choking and gasping with her +hands covering her face, and Duroy neither knew what to do nor what to +say. At last, as he heard her sobbing, he stammered out: "Clo, my dear +little Clo, just listen, let me explain. It is not my fault. I used to +know that woman, some time ago, you know—"</p> + +<p>She suddenly took her hands from her face, and overcome by the wrath of +a loving and deceitful woman, a furious wrath that enabled her to +recover her speech, she pantingly jerked out, in rapid and broken +sentences: "Oh!—you wretch—you wretch—what a scoundrel you are—can +it be possible? How shameful—O Lord—how shameful!" Then, getting +angrier and angrier as her ideas grew clearer and arguments suggested +themselves to her, she went on: "It was with my money you paid her, +wasn't it? And I was giving him money—for that creature. Oh, the +scoundrel!" She seemed for a few minutes to be seeking some stronger +expression that would not come, and then all at once she spat out, as it +were, the words: "Oh! you swine—you swine—you swine—you paid her +with my money—you swine—you swine!" She could not think of anything +else, and kept repeating, "You swine, you swine!"</p> + +<p>Suddenly she leant out of the window, and catching the driver by the +sleeve, cried, "Stop," and opening the door, sprang out.</p> + +<p>George wanted to follow, but she cried, "I won't have you get out," in +such loud tones that the passers-by began to gather about her, and Duroy +did not move for fear of a scandal. She took her purse from her pocket +and looked for some change by the light of the cab lantern, then taking +two francs fifty centimes she put them in the driver's hand, saying, in +ringing tones: "There is your fare—I pay you, now take this blackguard +to the Rue Boursault, Batignolles."</p> + +<p>Mirth was aroused in the group surrounding her. A gentleman said: "Well +done, little woman," and a young rapscallion standing close to the cab +thrust his head into the open door and sang out, in shrill tones, +"Good-night, lovey!" Then the cab started off again, followed by a burst +of laughter.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="VI" id="VI"></a>VI</h2> + + +<p>George Duroy woke up chapfallen the next morning.</p> + +<p>He dressed himself slowly, and then sat down at his window and began to +reflect. He felt a kind of aching sensation all over, just as though he +had received a drubbing over night. At last the necessity of finding +some money spurred him up, and he went first to Forestier.</p> + +<p>His friend received him in his study with his feet on the fender.</p> + +<p>"What has brought you out so early?" said he.</p> + +<p>"A very serious matter, a debt of honor."</p> + +<p>"At play?"</p> + +<p>He hesitated a moment, and then said: "At play."</p> + +<p>"Heavy?"</p> + +<p>"Five hundred francs."</p> + +<p>He only owed two hundred and eighty.</p> + +<p>Forestier, skeptical on the point, inquired: "Whom do you owe it to?"</p> + +<p>Duroy could not answer right off. "To—to—a Monsieur de Carleville."</p> + +<p>"Ah! and where does he live?"</p> + +<p>"At—at—"</p> + +<p>Forestier began to laugh. "Number ought, Nowhere Street, eh? I know that +gentleman, my dear fellow. If you want twenty francs, I have still that +much at your service, but no more."</p> + +<p>Duroy took the offered louis. Then he went from door to door among the +people he knew, and wound up by having collected at about five o'clock +the sum of eighty francs. And he still needed two hundred more; he made +up his mind, and keeping for himself what he had thus gleaned, murmured: +"Bah! I am not going to put myself out for that cat. I will pay her when +I can."</p> + +<p>For a fortnight he lived regularly, economically, and chastely, his mind +filled with energetic resolves. Then he was seized with a strong longing +for love. It seemed to him that several years had passed since he last +clasped a woman in his arms, and like the sailor who goes wild on seeing +land, every passing petticoat made him quiver. So he went one evening +to the Folies Bergère in the hope of finding Rachel. He caught sight of +her indeed, directly he entered, for she scarcely went elsewhere, and +went up to her smiling with outstretched hand. But she merely looked him +down from head to foot, saying: "What do you want with me?"</p> + +<p>He tried to laugh it off with, "Come, don't be stuck-up."</p> + +<p>She turned on her heels, saying: "I don't associate with ponces."</p> + +<p>She had picked out the bitterest insult. He felt the blood rush to his +face, and went home alone.</p> + +<p>Forestier, ill, weak, always coughing, led him a hard life at the paper, +and seemed to rack his brain to find him tiresome jobs. One day, even, +in a moment of nervous irritation, and after a long fit of coughing, as +Duroy had not brought him a piece of information he wanted, he growled +out: "Confound it! you are a bigger fool than I thought."</p> + +<p>The other almost struck him, but restrained himself, and went away +muttering: "I'll manage to pay you out some day." An idea shot through +his mind, and he added: "I will make a cuckold of you, old fellow!" And +he took himself off, rubbing his hands, delighted at this project.</p> + +<p>He resolved to set about it the very next day. He paid Madame Forestier +a visit as a reconnaissance. He found her lying at full length on a +couch, reading a book. She held out her hand without rising, merely +turning her head, and said: "Good-day, Pretty-boy!"</p> + +<p>He felt as though he had received a blow. "Why do you call me that?" he +said.</p> + +<p>She replied, with a smile: "I saw Madame de Marelle the other day, and +learned how you had been baptized at her place."</p> + +<p>He felt reassured by her amiable air. Besides, what was there for him to +be afraid of?</p> + +<p>She resumed: "You spoil her. As to me, people come to see me when they +think of it—the thirty-second of the month, or something like it."</p> + +<p>He sat down near her, and regarded her with a new species of curiosity, +the curiosity of the amateur who is bargain-hunting. She was charming, a +soft and tender blonde, made for caresses, and he thought: "She is +better than the other, certainly." He did not doubt his success, it +seemed to him that he had only to stretch out his hand and take her, as +one gathers a fruit.</p> + +<p>He said, resolutely: "I did not come to see you, because it was better +so."</p> + +<p>She asked, without understanding: "What? Why?"</p> + +<p>"No, not at all."</p> + +<p>"Because I am in love with you; oh! only a little, and I do not want to +be head over ears."</p> + +<p>She seemed neither astonished, nor shocked, nor flattered; she went on +smiling the same indifferent smile, and replied with the same +tranquillity: "Oh! you can come all the same. No one is in love with me +long."</p> + +<p>He was surprised, more by the tone than by the words, and asked: "Why +not?"</p> + +<p>"Because it is useless. I let this be understood at once. If you had +told me of your fear before, I should have reassured you, and invited +you, on the contrary, to come as often as possible."</p> + +<p>He exclaimed, in a pathetic tone: "Can we command our feelings?"</p> + +<p>She turned towards him: "My dear friend, for me a man in love is struck +off the list of the living. He becomes idiotic, and not only idiotic, +but dangerous. I cease all intimate relations with people who are in +love with me, or who pretend to be so—because they bore me, in the +first place; and, secondly, because they are as much objects of +suspicion to me as a mad dog, which may have a fit of biting. I +therefore put them into a kind of moral quarantine until their illness +is over. Do not forget this. I know very well that in your case love is +only a species of appetite, while with me it would be, on the contrary, +a kind of—of—of communion of souls, which does not enter into a man's +religion. You understand its letter, and its spirit. But look me well in +the face." She no longer smiled. Her face was calm and cold, and she +continued, emphatically: "I will never, never be your mistress; you +understand. It is therefore absolutely useless, it would even be +hurtful, for you to persist in this desire. And now that the operation +is over, will you agree to be friends—good friends—real friends, I +mean, without any mental reservation."</p> + +<p>He had understood that any attempt would be useless in face of this +irrevocable sentence. He made up his mind at once, frankly, and, +delighted at being able to secure this ally in the battle of life, held +out both hands, saying: "I am yours, madame, as you will."</p> + +<p>She read the sincerity of his intention in his voice, and gave him her +hands. He kissed them both, one after the other, and then said simply, +as he raised his head: "Ah, if I had found a woman like you, how gladly +I would have married her."</p> + +<p>She was touched this time—soothed by this phrase, as women are by the +compliments which reach their hearts, and she gave him one of those +rapid and grateful looks which make us their slaves. Then, as he could +find no change of subject to renew the conversation, she said softly, +laying her finger on his arm: "And I am going to play my part of a +friend at once. You are clumsy." She hesitated a moment, and then asked: +"May I speak plainly?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Quite plainly?"</p> + +<p>"Quite."</p> + +<p>"Well, go and see Madame Walter, who greatly appreciates you, and do +your best to please her. You will find a place there for your +compliments, although she is virtuous, you understand me, perfectly +virtuous. Oh! there is no hope of—of poaching there, either. You may +find something better, though, by showing yourself. I know that you +still hold an inferior position on the paper. But do not be afraid, they +receive all their staff with the same kindness. Go there—believe me."</p> + +<p>He said, with a smile: "Thanks, you are an angel, a guardian angel."</p> + +<p>They spoke of one thing and another. He stayed for some time, wishing to +prove that he took pleasure in being with her, and on leaving, remarked: +"It is understood, then, that we are friends?"</p> + +<p>"It is."</p> + +<p>As he had noted the effect of the compliment he had paid her shortly +before, he seconded it by adding: "And if ever you become a widow, I +enter the lists."</p> + +<p>Then he hurried away, so as not to give her time to get angry.</p> + +<p>A visit to Madame Walter was rather awkward for Duroy, for he had not +been authorized to call, and he did not want to commit a blunder. The +governor displayed some good will towards him, appreciated his services, +and employed him by preference on difficult jobs, so why should he not +profit by this favor to enter the house? One day, then, having risen +early, he went to the market while the morning sales were in progress, +and for ten francs obtained a score of splendid pears. Having carefully +packed them in a hamper to make it appear that they had come from a +distance, he left them with the doorkeeper at Madame Walter's with his +card, on which he had written: "George Duroy begs Madame Walter to +accept a little fruit which he received this morning from Normandy."</p> + +<p>He found the next morning, among his letters at the office, an envelope +in reply, containing the card of Madame Walter, who "thanked Monsieur +George Duroy, and was at home every Saturday."</p> + +<p>On the following Saturday he called. Monsieur Walter occupied, on the +Boulevard Malesherbes, a double house, which belonged to him, and of +which a part was let off, in the economical way of practical people. A +single doorkeeper, quartered between the two carriage entrances, opened +the door for both landlord and tenant, and imparted to each of the +entrances an air of wealth by his get-up like a beadle, his big calves +in white stockings, and his coat with gilt buttons and scarlet facings. +The reception-rooms were on the first floor, preceded by an ante-room +hung with tapestry, and shut in by curtains over the doorways. Two +footmen were dozing on benches. One of them took Duroy's overcoat and +the other relieved him of his cane, opened the door, advanced a few +steps in front of the visitor, and then drawing aside, let him pass, +calling out his name, into an empty room.</p> + +<p>The young fellow, somewhat embarrassed, looked round on all sides when +he perceived in a glass some people sitting down who seemed very far +off. He was at sea at first as to the direction in which they were, the +mirror having deceived his eyes. Then he passed through two empty +drawing-rooms and reached a small boudoir hung with blue silk, where +four ladies were chatting round a table bearing cups of tea. Despite the +assurance he had acquired in course of his Parisian life, and above all +in his career as a reporter, which constantly brought him into contact +with important personages, Duroy felt somewhat intimidated by the get-up +of the entrance and the passage through the deserted drawing-room. He +stammered: "Madame, I have ventured," as his eyes sought the mistress of +the house.</p> + +<p>She held out her hand, which he took with a bow, and having remarked: +"You are very kind sir, to call and see me," she pointed to a chair, in +seeking to sit down in which he almost fell, having thought it much +higher.</p> + +<p>They had become silent. One of the ladies began to talk again. It was a +question of the frost, which was becoming sharper, though not enough, +however, to check the epidemic of typhoid fever, nor to allow skating. +Every one gave her opinion on this advent of frost in Paris, then they +expressed their preference for the different seasons with all the +trivial reasons that lie about in people's minds like dust in rooms. The +faint noise made by a door caused Duroy to turn his head, and he saw in +a glass a stout lady approaching. As soon as she made her appearance in +the boudoir one of the other visitors rose, shook hands and left, and +the young fellow followed her black back glittering with jet through the +drawing-rooms with his eyes. When the agitation due to this change had +subsided they spoke without transition of the Morocco question and the +war in the East and also of the difficulties of England in South Africa. +These ladies discussed these matters from memory, as if they had been +reciting passages from a fashionable play, frequently rehearsed.</p> + +<p>A fresh arrival took place, that of a little curly-headed blonde, which +brought about the departure of a tall, thin lady of middle age. They now +spoke of the chance Monsieur Linet had of getting into the +Academie-Francaise. The new-comer formerly believed that he would be +beaten by Monsieur Cabanon-Lebas, the author of the fine dramatic +adaption of Don Quixote in verse.</p> + +<p>"You know it is to be played at the Odeon next winter?"</p> + +<p>"Really, I shall certainly go and see such a very excellent literary +effort."</p> + +<p>Madame Walter answered gracefully with calm indifference, without ever +hesitating as to what she should say, her mind being always made up +beforehand. But she saw that night was coming on, and rang for the +lamps, while listening to the conversation that trickled on like a +stream of honey, and thinking that she had forgotten to call on the +stationer about the invitation cards for her next dinner. She was a +little too stout, though still beautiful, at the dangerous age when the +general break-up is at hand. She preserved herself by dint of care, +hygienic precautions, and salves for the skin. She seemed discreet in +all matters; moderate and reasonable; one of those women whose mind is +correctly laid out like a French garden. One walks through it with +surprise, but experiencing a certain charm. She had keen, discreet, and +sound sense, that stood her instead of fancy, generosity, and affection, +together with a calm kindness for everybody and everything.</p> + +<p>She noted that Duroy had not said anything, that he had not been spoken +to, and that he seemed slightly ill at ease; and as the ladies had not +yet quitted the Academy, that favorite subject always occupying them +some time, she said: "And you who should be better informed than any +one, Monsieur Duroy, who is your favorite?"</p> + +<p>He replied unhesitatingly: "In this matter, madame, I should never +consider the merit, always disputable, of the candidates, but their age +and their state of health. I should not ask about their credentials, but +their disease. I should not seek to learn whether they have made a +metrical translation of Lope de Vega, but I should take care to obtain +information as to the state of their liver, their heart, their lungs, +and their spinal marrow. For me a good hypertrophy, a good aneurism, and +above all, a good beginning of locomotor ataxy, would be a hundred times +more valuable than forty volumes of disgressions on the idea of +patriotism as embodied in barbaric poetry."</p> + +<p>An astonished silence followed this opinion, and Madame Walter asked +with a smile: "But why?"</p> + +<p>He replied: "Because I never seek aught else than the pleasure that any +one can give the ladies. But, Madame, the Academy only has any real +interest for you when an Academician dies. The more of them die the +happier you must be. But in order that they may die quickly they must be +elected sick and old." As they still remained somewhat surprised, he +continued. "Besides, I am like you, and I like to read of the death of +an Academician. I at once ask myself: 'Who will replace him?' And I draw +up my list. It is a game, a very pretty little game that is played in +all Parisian salons at each decease of one of the Immortals, the game of +'Death and the Forty Fogies.'"</p> + +<p>The ladies, still slightly disconcerted, began however, to smile, so +true were his remarks. He concluded, as he rose: "It is you who really +elect them, ladies, and you only elect them to see them die. Choose them +old, therefore, very old; as old as possible, and do not trouble +yourselves about anything else."</p> + +<p>He then retired very gracefully. As soon as he was gone, one of the +ladies said: "He is very funny, that young fellow. Who is he?"</p> + +<p>Madame Walter replied: "One of the staff of our paper, who does not do +much yet; but I feel sure that he will get on."</p> + +<p>Duroy strode gayly down the Boulevard Malesherbes, content with his +exit, and murmuring: "A capital start."</p> + +<p>He made it up with Rachel that evening.</p> + +<p>The following week two things happened to him. He was appointed chief +reporter and invited to dinner at Madame Walter's. He saw at once a +connection between these things. The <i>Vie Francaise</i> was before +everything a financial paper, the head of it being a financier, to whom +the press and the position of a deputy served as levers. Making use of +every cordiality as a weapon, he had always worked under the smiling +mask of a good fellow; but he only employed men whom he had sounded, +tried, and proved; whom he knew to be crafty, bold, and supple. Duroy, +appointed chief of the reporting staff, seemed to him a valuable fellow.</p> + +<p>This duty had been filled up till then by the chief sub-editor, Monsieur +Boisrenard, an old journalist, as correct, punctual, and scrupulous as a +clerk. In course of thirty years he had been sub-editor of eleven +different papers, without in any way modifying his way of thinking or +acting. He passed from one office to another as one changes one's +restaurant, scarcely noticing that the cookery was not quite the same. +Political and religious opinions were foreign to him. He was devoted to +his paper, whatever it might be, well up in his work, and valuable from +his experience. He worked like a blind man who sees nothing, like a deaf +man who hears nothing, and like a dumb man who never speaks of anything. +He had, however, a strong instinct of professional loyalty, and would +not stoop to aught he did not think honest and right from the special +point of view of his business.</p> + +<p>Monsieur Walter, who thoroughly appreciated him, had however, often +wished for another man to whom to entrust the "Echoes," which he held to +be the very marrow of the paper. It is through them that rumors are set +afloat and the public and the funds influenced. It is necessary to know +how to slip the all-important matter, rather hinted at than said right +out, in between the description of two fashionable entertainments, +without appearing to intend it. It is necessary to imply a thing by +judicious reservations; let what is desired be guessed at; contradict in +such a fashion as to confirm, or affirm in such a way that no one shall +believe the statement. It is necessary that in the "Echoes" everyone +shall find every day at least one line of interest, in order that every +one may read them. Every one must be thought of, all classes, all +professions, Paris and the provinces, the army and the art world, the +clergy and the university, the bar and the world of gallantry. The man +who has the conduct of them, and who commands an army of reporters, must +be always on the alert and always on his guard; mistrustful, far-seeing, +cunning, alert, and supple; armed with every kind of cunning, and gifted +with an infallible knack of spotting false news at the first glance, of +judging which is good to announce and good to hide, of divining what +will catch the public, and of putting it forward in such a way as to +double its effect.</p> + +<p>Monsieur Boisrenard, who had in his favor the skill acquired by long +habit, nevertheless lacked mastery and dash; he lacked, above all, the +native cunning needed to put forth day by day the secret ideas of the +manager. Duroy could do it to perfection, and was an admirable addition +to the staff. The wire-pullers and real editors of the <i>Vie Francaise</i> +were half a dozen deputies, interested in all the speculations brought +out or backed up by the manager. They were known in the Chamber as +"Walter's gang," and envied because they gained money with him and +through him. Forestier, the political editor, was only the man of straw +of these men of business, the worker-out of ideas suggested by them. +They prompted his leaders, which he always wrote at home, so as to do so +in quiet, he said. But in order to give the paper a literary and truly +Parisian smack, the services of two celebrated writers in different +styles had been secured—Jacques Rival, a descriptive writer, and +Norbert de Varenne, a poet and story-writer. To these had been added, at +a cheap rate, theatrical, musical and art critics, a law reporter, and a +sporting reporter, from the mercenary tribe of all-round pressmen. Two +ladies, "Pink Domino" and "Lily Fingers," sent in fashion articles, and +dealt with questions of dress, etiquette, and society.</p> + +<p>Duroy was in all the joy of his appointment as chief of the "Echoes" +when he received a printed card on which he read: "Monsieur and Madame +Walter request the pleasure of Monsieur Geo. Duroy's company at dinner, +on Thursday, January 20." This new mark of favor following on the other +filled him with such joy that he kissed the invitation as he would have +done a love letter. Then he went in search of the cashier to deal with +the important question of money. A chief of the reporting staff on a +Paris paper generally has his budget out of which he pays his reporters +for the intelligence, important or trifling, brought in by them, as +gardeners bring in their fruits to a dealer. Twelve hundred francs a +month were allotted at the outset to Duroy, who proposed to himself to +retain a considerable share of it. The cashier, on his pressing +instances, ended by advancing him four hundred francs. He had at first +the intention of sending Madame de Marelle the two hundred and eighty +francs he owed her, but he almost immediately reflected that he would +only have a hundred and twenty left, a sum utterly insufficient to carry +on his new duties in suitable fashion, and so put off this resolution to +a future day.</p> + +<p>During a couple of days he was engaged in settling down, for he had +inherited a special table and a set of pigeon holes in the large room +serving for the whole of the staff. He occupied one end of the room, +while Boisrenard, whose head, black as a crow's, despite his age, was +always bent over a sheet of paper, had the other. The long table in the +middle belonged to the staff. Generally it served them to sit on, either +with their legs dangling over the edges, or squatted like tailors in the +center. Sometimes five or six would be sitting on it in that fashion, +perseveringly playing cup and ball. Duroy had ended by having a taste +for this amusement, and was beginning to get expert at it, under the +guidance, and thanks to the advice of Saint-Potin. Forestier, grown +worse, had lent him his fine cup and ball in West Indian wood, the last +he had bought, and which he found rather too heavy for him, and Duroy +swung with vigorous arm the big black ball at the end of its string, +counting quickly to himself: "One—two—three—four—five—six." It +happened precisely that for the first time he spiked the ball twenty +times running, the very day that he was to dine at Madame Walter's. "A +good day," he thought, "I am successful in everything." For skill at +cup and ball really conferred a kind of superiority in the office of +the <i>Vie Francaise</i>.</p> + +<p>He left the office early to have time to dress, and was going up the Rue +de Londres when he saw, trotting along in front of him, a little woman +whose figure recalled that of Madame de Marelle. He felt his cheeks +flush, and his heart began to beat. He crossed the road to get a view of +her. She stopped, in order to cross over, too. He had made a mistake, +and breathed again. He had often asked how he ought to behave if he met +her face to face. Should he bow, or should he seem not to have seen +her. "I should not see her," he thought.</p> + +<p>It was cold; the gutters were frozen, and the pavement dry and gray in +the gas-light. When he got home he thought: "I must change my lodgings; +this is no longer good enough for me." He felt nervous and lively, +capable of anything; and he said aloud, as he walked from his bed to the +window: "It is fortune at last—it is fortune! I must write to father." +From time to time he wrote to his father, and the letter always brought +happiness to the little Norman inn by the roadside, at the summit of the +slope overlooking Rouen and the broad valley of the Seine. From time to +time, too, he received a blue envelope, addressed in a large, shaky +hand, and read the same unvarying lines at the beginning of the paternal +epistle. "My Dear Son: This leaves your mother and myself in good +health. There is not much news here. I must tell you, however," etc. In +his heart he retained a feeling of interest for the village matters, for +the news of the neighbours, and the condition of the crops.</p> + +<p>He repeated to himself, as he tied his white tie before his little +looking-glass: "I must write to father to-morrow. Wouldn't the old +fellow be staggered if he could see me this evening in the house I am +going to? By Jove! I am going to have such a dinner as he never tasted." +And he suddenly saw the dark kitchen behind the empty <i>café</i>; the copper +stewpans casting their yellow reflections on the wall; the cat on the +hearth, with her nose to the fire, in sphinx-like attitude; the wooden +table, greasy with time and spilt liquids, a soup tureen smoking upon +it, and a lighted candle between two plates. He saw them, too—his +father and mother, two slow-moving peasants, eating their soup. He knew +the smallest wrinkles on their old faces, the slightest movements of +their arms and heads. He knew even what they talked about every evening +as they sat at supper. He thought, too: "I must really go and see them;" +but his toilet being ended, he blew out his light and went downstairs.</p> + +<p>As he passed along the outer boulevard girls accosted him from time to +time. He replied, as he pulled away his arm: "Go to the devil!" with a +violent disdain, as though they had insulted him. What did they take him +for? Could not these hussies tell what a man was? The sensation of his +dress coat, put on in order to go to dinner with such well-known and +important people, inspired him with the sentiment of a new +impersonality—the sense of having become another man, a man in society, +genuine society.</p> + +<p>He entered the ante-room, lit by tall bronze candelabra, with +confidence, and handed in easy fashion his cane and overcoat to two +valets who approached. All the drawing-rooms were lit up. Madame Walter +received her guests in the second, the largest. She welcomed him with a +charming smile, and he shook hands with two gentlemen who had arrived +before him—Monsieur Firmin and Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu, deputies, and +anonymous editors of the <i>Vie Francaise</i>. Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu had a +special authority at the paper, due to a great influence he enjoyed in +the Chamber. No one doubted his being a minister some day. Then came the +Forestiers; the wife in pink, and looking charming. Duroy was stupefied +to see her on terms of intimacy with the two deputies. She chatted in +low tones beside the fireplace, for more than five minutes, with +Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu. Charles seemed worn out. He had grown much +thinner during the past month, and coughed incessantly as he repeated: +"I must make up my mind to finish the winter in the south." Norbert de +Varenne and Jacques Rival made their appearance together. Then a door +having opened at the further end of the room, Monsieur Walter came in +with two tall young girls, of from sixteen to eighteen, one ugly and the +other pretty.</p> + +<p>Duroy knew that the governor was the father of a family; but he was +struck with astonishment. He had never thought of his daughters, save as +one thinks of distant countries which one will never see. And then he +had fancied them quite young, and here they were grown-up women. They +held out their hands to him after being introduced, and then went and +sat down at a little table, without doubt reserved to them, at which +they began to turn over a number of reels of silk in a work-basket. They +were still awaiting someone, and all were silent with that sense of +oppression, preceding dinners, between people who do not find themselves +in the same mental atmosphere after the different occupations of the +day.</p> + +<p>Duroy having, for want of occupation, raised his eyes towards the wall, +Monsieur Walter called to him from a distance, with an evident wish to +show off his property: "Are you looking at my pictures? I will show them +to you," and he took a lamp, so that the details might be distinguished.</p> + +<p>"Here we have landscapes," said he.</p> + +<p>In the center of the wall was a large canvas by Guillemet, a bit of the +Normandy coast under a lowering sky. Below it a wood, by Harpignies, and +a plain in Algeria, by Guillemet, with a camel on the horizon, a tall +camel with long legs, like some strange monument. Monsieur Walter passed +on to the next wall, and announced in a grave tone, like a master of the +ceremonies: "High Art." There were four: "A Hospital Visit," by Gervex; +"A Harvester," by Bastien-Lepage; "A Widow," by Bouguereau; and "An +Execution," by Jean Paul Laurens. The last work represented a Vendean +priest shot against the wall of his church by a detachment of Blues. A +smile flitted across the governor's grave countenance as he indicated +the next wall. "Here the fanciful school." First came a little canvas by +Jean Beraud, entitled, "Above and Below." It was a pretty Parisian +mounting to the roof of a tramcar in motion. Her head appeared on a +level with the top, and the gentlemen on the seats viewed with +satisfaction the pretty face approaching them, while those standing on +the platform below considered the young woman's legs with a different +expression of envy and desire. Monsieur Walter held the lamp at arm's +length, and repeated, with a sly laugh: "It is funny, isn't it?" Then he +lit up "A Rescue," by Lambert. In the middle of a table a kitten, +squatted on its haunches, was watching with astonishment and perplexity +a fly drowning in a glass of water. It had its paw raised ready to fish +out the insect with a rapid sweep of it. But it had not quite made up +its mind. It hesitated. What would it do? Then the governor showed a +Detaille, "The Lesson," which represented a soldier in a barrack-room +teaching a poodle to play the drum, and said: "That is very witty."</p> + +<p>Duroy laughed a laugh of approbation, and exclaimed: "It is charming, +charm—" He stopped short on hearing behind him the voice of Madame de +Marelle, who had just come in.</p> + +<p>The governor continued to light up the pictures as he explained them. He +now showed a water-color by Maurice Leloir, "The Obstacle." It was a +sedan chair checked on its way, the street being blocked by a fight +between two laborers, two fellows struggling like Hercules. From out of +the window of the chair peered the head of a charming woman, who watched +without impatience, without alarm, and with a certain admiration, the +combat of these two brutes. Monsieur Walter continued: "I have others in +the adjoining rooms, but they are by less known men. I buy of the young +artists now, the very young ones, and hang their works in the more +private rooms until they become known." He then went on in a low tone: +"Now is the time to buy! The painters are all dying of hunger! They have +not a sou, not a sou!"</p> + +<p>But Duroy saw nothing, and heard without understanding. Madame de +Marelle was there behind him. What ought he to do? If he spoke to her, +might she not turn her back on him, or treat him with insolence? If he +did not approach her, what would people think? He said to himself: "I +will gain time, at any rate." He was so moved that for a moment he +thought of feigning a sudden illness, which would allow him to withdraw. +The examination of the walls was over. The governor went to put down his +lamp and welcome the last comer, while Duroy began to re-examine the +pictures as if he could not tire of admiring them. He was quite upset. +What should he do? Madame Forestier called to him: "Monsieur Duroy." He +went to her. It was to speak to him of a friend of hers who was about +to give a fête, and who would like to have a line to that effect in the +<i>Vie Francaise</i>. He gasped out: "Certainly, Madame, certainly."</p> + +<p>Madame de Marelle was now quite close to him. He dared not turn round to +go away. All at once he thought he was going mad; she had said aloud: +"Good evening, Pretty-boy. So you no longer recognize me."</p> + +<p>He rapidly turned on his heels. She stood before him smiling, her eyes +beaming with sprightliness and affection, and held out her hand. He took +it tremblingly, still fearing some trick, some perfidy. She added, +calmly: "What has become of you? One no longer sees anything of you."</p> + +<p>He stammered, without being able to recover his coolness: "I have a +great deal to do, Madame, a great deal to do. Monsieur Walter has +entrusted me with new duties which give me a great deal of occupation."</p> + +<p>She replied, still looking him in the face, but without his being able +to discover anything save good will in her glance: "I know it. But that +is no reason for forgetting your friends."</p> + +<p>They were separated by a lady who came in, with red arms and red face, a +stout lady in a very low dress, got up with pretentiousness, and walking +so heavily that one guessed by her motions the size and weight of her +legs. As she seemed to be treated with great attention, Duroy asked +Madame Forestier: "Who is that lady?"</p> + +<p>"The Viscomtesse de Percemur, who signs her articles 'Lily Fingers.'"</p> + +<p>He was astounded, and seized on by an inclination to laugh.</p> + +<p>"'Lily Fingers!' 'Lily Fingers!' and I imagined her young like +yourself. So that is 'Lily Fingers.' That is very funny, very funny."</p> + +<p>A servant appeared in the doorway and announced dinner. The dinner was +commonplace and lively, one of those dinners at which people talk about +everything, without saying anything. Duroy found himself between the +elder daughter of the master of the house, the ugly one, Mademoiselle +Rose and Madame de Marelle. The neighborhood of the latter made him feel +very ill at ease, although she seemed very much at her ease, and chatted +with her usual vivacity. He was troubled at first, constrained, +hesitating, like a musician who has lost the keynote. By degrees, +however, he recovered his assurance, and their eyes continually meeting +questioned one another, exchanging looks in an intimate, almost sensual, +fashion as of old. All at once he thought he felt something brush +against his foot under the table. He softly pushed forward his leg and +encountered that of his neighbor, which did not shrink from the contact. +They did not speak, each being at that moment turned towards their +neighbor. Duroy, his heart beating, pushed a little harder with his +knee. A slight pressure replied to him. Then he understood that their +loves were beginning anew. What did they say then? Not much, but their +lips quivered every time that they looked at one another.</p> + +<p>The young fellow, however, wishing to do the amiable to his employer's +daughter, spoke to her from time to time. She replied as the mother +would have done, never hesitating as to what she should say. On the +right of Monsieur Walter the Viscomtesse de Percemur gave herself the +airs of a princess, and Duroy, amused at watching her, said in a low +voice to Madame de Marelle. "Do you know the other, the one who signs +herself 'Pink Domino'?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, very well, the Baroness de Livar."</p> + +<p>"Is she of the same breed?"</p> + +<p>"No, but quite as funny. A tall, dried-up woman of sixty, false curls, +projecting teeth, ideas dating from the Restoration, and toilets of the +same epoch."</p> + +<p>"Where did they unearth these literary phenomena?"</p> + +<p>"The scattered waifs of the nobility are always sheltered by enriched +cits."</p> + +<p>"No other reason?"</p> + +<p>"None."</p> + +<p>Then a political discussion began between the master of the house, the +two deputies, Norbert de Varenne, and Jacques Rival, and lasted till +dessert.</p> + +<p>When they returned to the drawing-room, Duroy again approached Madame de +Marelle, and looking her in the eyes, said: "Shall I see you home +to-night?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>"Because Monsieur Laroche Mathieu, who is my neighbor, drops me at my +door every time I dine here."</p> + +<p>"When shall I see you?"</p> + +<p>"Come and lunch with me to-morrow."</p> + +<p>And they separated without saying anything more.</p> + +<p>Duroy did not remain late, finding the evening dull. As he went +downstairs he overtook Norbert de Varenne, who was also leaving. The old +poet took him by the arm. No longer having to fear any rivalry as +regards the paper, their work being essentially different, he now +manifested a fatherly kindness towards the young fellow.</p> + +<p>"Well, will you walk home a bit of my way with me?" said he.</p> + +<p>"With pleasure, my dear master," replied Duroy.</p> + +<p>And they went out, walking slowly along the Boulevard Malesherbes. Paris +was almost deserted that night—a cold night—one of those nights that +seem vaster, as it were, than others, when the stars seem higher above, +and the air seems to bear on its icy breath something coming from +further than even the stars. The two men did not speak at first. Then +Duroy, in order to say something, remarked: "Monsieur Laroche Mathieu +seems very intelligent and well informed."</p> + +<p>The old poet murmured: "Do you think so?"</p> + +<p>The young fellow, surprised at this remark, hesitated in replying: "Yes; +besides, he passes for one of the most capable men in the Chamber."</p> + +<p>"It is possible. In the kingdom of the blind the one-eyed man is king. +All these people are commonplace because their mind is shut in between +two walls, money and politics. They are dullards, my dear fellow, with +whom it is impossible to talk about anything we care for. Their minds +are at the bottom mud, or rather sewage; like the Seine Asnières. Ah! +how difficult it is to find a man with breadth of thought, one who +causes you the same sensation as the breeze from across the broad ocean +one breathes on the seashore. I have known some such; they are dead."</p> + +<p>Norbert de Varenne spoke with a clear but restrained voice, which would +have rung out in the silence of the night had he given it rein. He +seemed excited and sad, and went on: "What matter, besides, a little +more or less talent, since all must come to an end."</p> + +<p>He was silent, and Duroy, who felt light hearted that evening, said with +a smile: "You are gloomy to-day, dear master."</p> + +<p>The poet replied: "I am always so, my lad, so will you be in a few +years. Life is a hill. As long as one is climbing up one looks towards +the summit and is happy, but when one reaches the top one suddenly +perceives the descent before one, and its bottom, which is death. One +climbs up slowly, but one goes down quickly. At your age a man is happy. +He hopes for many things, which, by the way, never come to pass. At +mine, one no longer expects anything—but death."</p> + +<p>Duroy began to laugh: "You make me shudder all over."</p> + +<p>Norbert de Varenne went on: "No, you do not understand me now, but later +on you will remember what I am saying to you at this moment. A day +comes, and it comes early for many, when there is an end to mirth, for +behind everything one looks at one sees death. You do not even +understand the word. At your age it means nothing; at mine it is +terrible. Yes, one understands it all at once, one does not know how or +why, and then everything in life changes its aspect. For fifteen years I +have felt death assail me as if I bore within me some gnawing beast. I +have felt myself decaying little by little, month by month, hour by +hour, like a house crumbling to ruin. Death has disfigured me so +completely that I do not recognize myself. I have no longer anything +about me of myself—of the fresh, strong man I was at thirty. I have +seen death whiten my black hairs, and with what skillful and spiteful +slowness. Death has taken my firm skin, my muscles, my teeth, my whole +body of old, only leaving me a despairing soul, soon to be taken too. +Every step brings me nearer to death, every moment, every breath hastens +his odious work. To breathe, sleep, drink, eat, work, dream, everything +we do is to die. To live, in short, is to die. I now see death so near +that I often want to stretch my arms to push it back. I see it +everywhere. The insects crushed on the path, the falling leaves, the +white hair in a friend's head, rend my heart and cry to me, "Behold it!" +It spoils for me all I do, all I see, all that I eat and drink, all that +I love; the bright moonlight, the sunrise, the broad ocean, the noble +rivers, and the soft summer evening air so sweet to breathe."</p> + +<p>He walked on slowly, dreaming aloud, almost forgetting that he had a +listener: "And no one ever returns—never. The model of a statue may be +preserved, but my body, my face, my thoughts, my desires will never +reappear again. And yet millions of beings will be born with a nose, +eyes, forehead, cheeks, and mouth like me, and also a soul like me, +without my ever returning, without even anything recognizable of me +appearing in these countless different beings. What can we cling to? +What can we believe in? All religions are stupid, with their puerile +morality and their egoistical promises, monstrously absurd. Death alone +is certain."</p> + +<p>He stopped, reflected for a few moments, and then, with a look of +resignation, said: "I am a lost creature. I have neither father nor +mother, nor sister nor brother; no wife, no children, no God."</p> + +<p>He added, after a pause: "I have only verse."</p> + +<p>They reached the Pont de la Concorde, crossed it in silence, and walked +past the Palais Bourbon. Norbert de Varenne began to speak again, +saying: "Marry, my friend; you do not know what it is to live alone at +my age. Solitude now fills me with horrible agony—solitude at home by +the fireside of a night. It is so profound, so sad; the silence of the +room in which one dwells alone. It is not alone silence about the body, +but silence about the soul; and when the furniture creaks I shudder to +the heart, for no sound but is unexpected in my gloomy dwelling." He was +silent again for a moment, and then added: "When one is old it is well, +all the same, to have children."</p> + +<p>They had got half way down the Rue de Bourgoyne. The poet halted in +front of a tall house, rang the bell, shook Duroy by the hand, and said: +"Forget all this old man's doddering, youngster, and live as befits your +age. Good-night."</p> + +<p>And he disappeared in the dark passage.</p> + +<p>Duroy resumed his route with a pain at his heart. It seemed to him as +though he had been shown a hole filled with bones, an unavoidable gulf +into which all must fall one day. He muttered: "By Jove, it can't be +very lively in his place. I should not care for a front seat to see the +procession of his thoughts go by. The deuce, no."</p> + +<p>But having paused to allow a perfumed lady, alighting from her carriage +and entering her house, to pass before him, he drew in with eager breath +the scent of vervain and orris root floating in the air. His lungs and +heart throbbed suddenly with hope and joy, and the recollection of +Madame de Marelle, whom he was to see the next day, assailed him from +head to foot. All smiled on him, life welcomed him with kindness. How +sweet was the realization of hopes!</p> + +<p>He fell asleep, intoxicated with this idea, and rose early to take a +stroll down the Avenue du Bois de Boulogne before keeping his +appointment. The wind having changed, the weather had grown milder +during the night, and it was as warm and as sunny as in April. All the +frequenters of the Bois had sallied out that morning, yielding to the +summons of a bright, clear day. Duroy walked along slowly. He passed the +Arc de Triomphe, and went along the main avenue. He watched the people +on horseback, ladies and gentlemen, trotting and galloping, the rich +folk of the world, and scarcely envied them now. He knew them almost all +by name—knew the amount of their fortune, and the secret history of +their life, his duties having made him a kind of directory of the +celebrities and the scandals of Paris.</p> + +<p>Ladies rode past, slender, and sharply outlined in the dark cloth of +their habits, with that proud and unassailable air many women have on +horseback, and Duroy amused himself by murmuring the names, titles, and +qualities of the lovers whom they had had, or who were attributed to +them. Sometimes, instead of saying "Baron de Tanquelot," "Prince de la +Tour-Enguerrand," he murmured "Lesbian fashion, Louise Michot of the +Vaudeville, Rose Marquetin of the Opera."</p> + +<p>The game greatly amused him, as if he had verified, beneath grave +outward appearances, the deep, eternal infamy of mankind, and as if this +had excited, rejoiced, and consoled him. Then he said aloud: "Set of +hypocrites!" and sought out with his eye the horsemen concerning whom +the worst tales were current. He saw many, suspected of cheating at +play, for whom their clubs were, at all events, their chief, their sole +source of livelihood, a suspicious one, at any rate. Others, very +celebrated, lived only, it was well known, on the income of their wives; +others, again, it was affirmed, on that of their mistresses. Many had +paid their debts, an honorable action, without it ever being guessed +whence the money had come—a very equivocal mystery. He saw financiers +whose immense fortune had had its origin in a theft, and who were +received everywhere, even in the most noble houses; then men so +respected that the lower middle-class took off their hats on their +passage, but whose shameless speculations in connection with great +national enterprises were a mystery for none of those really acquainted +with the inner side of things. All had a haughty look, a proud lip, an +insolent eye. Duroy still laughed, repeating: "A fine lot; a lot of +blackguards, of sharpers."</p> + +<p>But a pretty little open carriage passed, drawn by two white ponies with +flowing manes and tails, and driven by a pretty fair girl, a well-known +courtesan, who had two grooms seated behind her. Duroy halted with a +desire to applaud this mushroom of love, who displayed so boldly at this +place and time set apart for aristocratic hypocrites the dashing luxury +earned between her sheets. He felt, perhaps vaguely, that there was +something in common between them—a tie of nature, that they were of the +same race, the same spirit, and that his success would be achieved by +daring steps of the same kind. He walked back more slowly, his heart +aglow with satisfaction, and arrived a little in advance of the time at +the door of his former mistress.</p> + +<p>She received him with proffered lips, as though no rupture had taken +place, and she even forgot for a few moments the prudence that made her +opposed to all caresses at her home. Then she said, as she kissed the +ends of his moustache: "You don't know what a vexation has happened to +me, darling? I was hoping for a nice honeymoon, and here is my husband +home for six weeks. He has obtained leave. But I won't remain six weeks +without seeing you, especially after our little tiff, and this is how I +have arranged matters. You are to come and dine with us on Monday. I +have already spoken to him about you, and I will introduce you."</p> + +<p>Duroy hesitated, somewhat perplexed, never yet having found himself face +to face with a man whose wife he had enjoyed. He was afraid lest +something might betray him—a slight embarrassment, a look, no matter +what. He stammered out: "No, I would rather not make your husband's +acquaintance."</p> + +<p>She insisted, very much astonished, standing before him with wide open, +wondering eyes. "But why? What a funny thing. It happens every day. I +should not have thought you such a goose."</p> + +<p>He was hurt, and said: "Very well, I will come to dinner on Monday."</p> + +<p>She went on: "In order that it may seem more natural I will ask the +Forestiers, though I really do not like entertaining people at home."</p> + +<p>Until Monday Duroy scarcely thought any more about the interview, but on +mounting the stairs at Madame de Marelle's he felt strangely uneasy, not +that it was so repugnant to him to take her husband's hand, to drink his +wine, and eat his bread, but because he felt afraid of something without +knowing what. He was shown into the drawing-room and waited as usual. +Soon the door of the inner room opened, and he saw a tall, white-bearded +man, wearing the ribbon of the Legion of Honor, grave and correct, who +advanced towards him with punctilious politeness, saying: "My wife has +often spoken to me of you, sir, and I am delighted to make your +acquaintance."</p> + +<p>Duroy stepped forward, seeking to impart to his face a look of +expressive cordiality, and grasped his host's hand with exaggerated +energy. Then, having sat down, he could find nothing to say.</p> + +<p>Monsieur de Marelle placed a log upon the fire, and inquired: "Have you +been long engaged in journalism?"</p> + +<p>"Only a few months."</p> + +<p>"Ah! you have got on quickly?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, fairly so," and he began to chat at random, without thinking very +much about what he was saying, talking of all the trifles customary +among men who do not know one another. He was growing seasoned now, and +thought the situation a very amusing one. He looked at Monsieur de +Marelle's serious and respectable face, with a temptation to laugh, as +he thought: "I have cuckolded you, old fellow, I have cuckolded you." A +vicious, inward satisfaction stole over him—the satisfaction of a thief +who has been successful, and is not even suspected—a delicious, roguish +joy. He suddenly longed to be the friend of this man, to win his +confidence, to get him to relate the secrets of his life.</p> + +<p>Madame de Marelle came in suddenly, and having taken them in with a +smiling and impenetrable glance, went toward Duroy, who dared not, in +the presence of her husband, kiss her hand as he always did. She was +calm, and light-hearted as a person accustomed to everything, finding +this meeting simple and natural in her frank and native trickery. +Laurine appeared, and went and held up her forehead to George more +quietly than usual, her father's presence intimidating her. Her mother +said to her: "Well, you don't call him Pretty-boy to-day." And the child +blushed as if a serious indiscretion had been committed, a thing that +ought not to have been mentioned, revealed, an intimate and, so to say, +guilty secret of her heart laid bare.</p> + +<p>When the Forestiers arrived, all were alarmed at the condition of +Charles. He had grown frightfully thin and pale within a week, and +coughed incessantly. He stated, besides, that he was leaving for Cannes +on the following Thursday, by the doctor's imperative orders. They left +early, and Duroy said, shaking his head: "I think he is very bad. He +will never make old bones."</p> + +<p>Madame de Marelle said, calmly: "Oh! he is done for. There is a man who +was lucky in finding the wife he did."</p> + +<p>Duroy asked: "Does she help him much?"</p> + +<p>"She does everything. She is acquainted with everything that is going +on; she knows everyone without seeming to go and see anybody; she +obtains what she wants as she likes. Oh! she is keen, clever, and +intriguing as no one else is. She is a treasure for anyone wanting to +get on."</p> + +<p>George said: "She will marry again very quickly, no doubt?"</p> + +<p>Madame de Marelle replied: "Yes. I should not be surprised if she had +some one already in her eye—a deputy, unless, indeed, he +objects—for—for—there may be serious—moral—obstacles. But then—I +don't really know."</p> + +<p>Monsieur de Marelle grumbled with slow impatience: "You are always +suspecting a number of things that I do not like. Do not let us meddle +with the affairs of others. Our conscience is enough to guide us. That +should be a rule with everyone."</p> + +<p>Duroy withdrew, uneasy at heart, and with his mind full of vague plans. +The next day he paid a visit to the Forestiers, and found them finishing +their packing up. Charles, stretched on a sofa, exaggerated his +difficulty of breathing, and repeated: "I ought to have been off a month +ago."</p> + +<p>Then he gave George a series of recommendations concerning the paper, +although everything had been agreed upon and settled with Monsieur +Walter. As George left, he energetically squeezed his old comrade's +hand, saying: "Well, old fellow, we shall have you back soon." But as +Madame Forestier was showing him out, he said to her, quickly: "You have +not forgotten our agreement? We are friends and allies, are we not? So +if you have need of me, for no matter what, do not hesitate. Send a +letter or a telegram, and I will obey."</p> + +<p>She murmured: "Thanks, I will not forget." And her eye, too, said +"Thanks," in a deeper and tenderer fashion.</p> + +<p>As Duroy went downstairs, he met slowly coming up Monsieur de Vaudrec, +whom he had met there once before. The Count appeared sad, at this +departure, perhaps. Wishing to show his good breeding, the journalist +eagerly bowed. The other returned the salutation courteously, but in a +somewhat dignified manner.</p> + +<p>The Forestiers left on Thursday evening.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="VII" id="VII"></a>VII</h2> + + +<p>Charles's absence gave Duroy increased importance in the editorial +department of the <i>Vie Francaise</i>. He signed several leaders besides his +"Echoes," for the governor insisted on everyone assuming the +responsibility of his "copy." He became engaged in several newspaper +controversies, in which he acquitted himself creditably, and his +constant relations with different statesmen were gradually preparing him +to become in his turn a clever and perspicuous political editor. There +was only one cloud on his horizon. It came from a little free-lance +newspaper, which continually assailed him, or rather in him assailed the +chief writer of "Echoes" in the <i>Vie Francaise</i>, the chief of "Monsieur +Walter's startlers," as it was put by the anonymous writer of the +<i>Plume</i>. Day by day cutting paragraphs, insinuations of every kind, +appeared in it.</p> + +<p>One day Jacques Rival said to Duroy: "You are very patient."</p> + +<p>Duroy replied: "What can I do, there is no direct attack?"</p> + +<p>But one afternoon, as he entered the editor's room, Boisrenard held out +the current number of the <i>Plume</i>, saying: "Here's another spiteful dig +at you."</p> + +<p>"Ah! what about?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! a mere nothing—the arrest of a Madame Aubert by the police."</p> + +<p>George took the paper, and read, under the heading, "Duroy's Latest":</p> + +<p>"The illustrious reporter of the <i>Vie Francaise</i> to-day informs us that +Madame Aubert, whose arrest by a police agent belonging to the odious +<i>brigade des mœurs</i> we announced, exists only in our imagination. Now +the person in question lives at 18 Rue de l'Ecureuil, Montmartre. We +understand only too well, however, the interest the agents of Walter's +bank have in supporting those of the Prefect of Police, who tolerates +their commerce. As to the reporter of whom it is a question, he would do +better to give us one of those good sensational bits of news of which he +has the secret—news of deaths contradicted the following day, news of +battles which have never taken place, announcements of important +utterances by sovereigns who have not said anything—all the news, in +short, which constitutes Walter's profits, or even one of those little +indiscretions concerning entertainments given by would-be fashionable +ladies, or the excellence of certain articles of consumption which are +of such resource to some of our compeers."</p> + +<p>The young fellow was more astonished than annoyed, only understanding +that there was something very disagreeable for him in all this.</p> + +<p>Boisrenard went on: "Who gave you this 'Echo'?"</p> + +<p>Duroy thought for a moment, having forgotten. Then all at once the +recollection occurred to him, "Saint-Potin." He re-read the paragraph in +the <i>Plume</i> and reddened, roused by the accusation of venality. He +exclaimed: "What! do they mean to assert that I am paid—"</p> + +<p>Boisrenard interrupted him: "They do, though. It is very annoying for +you. The governor is very strict about that sort of thing. It might +happen so often in the 'Echoes.'"</p> + +<p>Saint-Potin came in at that moment. Duroy hastened to him. "Have you +seen the paragraph in the <i>Plume</i>?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and I have just come from Madame Aubert. She does exist, but she +was not arrested. That much of the report has no foundation."</p> + +<p>Duroy hastened to the room of the governor, whom he found somewhat cool, +and with a look of suspicion in his eye. After having listened to the +statement of the case, Monsieur Walter said: "Go and see the woman +yourself, and contradict the paragraph in such terms as will put a stop +to such things being written about you any more. I mean the latter part +of the paragraph. It is very annoying for the paper, for yourself, and +for me. A journalist should no more be suspected than Cæsar's wife."</p> + +<p>Duroy got into a cab, with Saint-Potin as his guide, and called out to +the driver: "Number 18 Rue de l'Ecureuil, Montmartre."</p> + +<p>It was a huge house, in which they had to go up six flights of stairs. +An old woman in a woolen jacket opened the door to them. "What is it you +want with me now?" said she, on catching sight of Saint-Potin.</p> + +<p>He replied: "I have brought this gentleman, who is an inspector of +police, and who would like to hear your story."</p> + +<p>Then she let him in, saying: "Two more have been here since you, for +some paper or other, I don't know which," and turning towards Duroy, +added: "So this gentleman wants to know about it?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Were you arrested by an <i>agent des mœurs</i>?"</p> + +<p>She lifted her arms into the air. "Never in my life, sir, never in my +life. This is what it is all about. I have a butcher who sells good +meat, but who gives bad weight. I have often noticed it without saying +anything; but the other day, when I asked him for two pounds of chops, +as I had my daughter and my son-in-law to dinner, I caught him weighing +in bits of trimmings—trimmings of chops, it is true, but not of mine. I +could have made a stew of them, it is true, as well, but when I ask for +chops it is not to get other people's trimmings. I refused to take them, +and he calls me an old shark. I called him an old rogue, and from one +thing to another we picked up such a row that there were over a hundred +people round the shop, some of them laughing fit to split. So that at +last a police agent came up and asked us to settle it before the +commissary. We went, and he dismissed the case. Since then I get my meat +elsewhere, and don't even pass his door, in order to avoid his +slanders."</p> + +<p>She ceased talking, and Duroy asked: "Is that all?"</p> + +<p>"It is the whole truth, sir," and having offered him a glass of cordial, +which he declined, the old woman insisted on the short weight of the +butcher being spoken of in the report.</p> + +<p>On his return to the office, Duroy wrote his reply:</p> + +<blockquote><p>"An anonymous scribbler in the <i>Plume</i> seeks to pick a quarrel +with me on the subject of an old woman whom he states was +arrested by an <i>agent des mœurs</i>, which fact I deny. I have +myself seen Madame Aubert—who is at least sixty years of +age—and she told me in detail her quarrel with the butcher +over the weighing of some chops, which led to an explanation +before the commissary of police. This is the whole truth. As to +the other insinuations of the writer in the <i>Plume</i>, I despise +them. Besides, a man does not reply to such things when they +are written under a mask.</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">George Duroy.</span>"</p></blockquote> + +<p>Monsieur Walter and Jacques Rival, who had come in, thought this note +satisfactory, and it was settled that it should go in at once.</p> + +<p>Duroy went home early, somewhat agitated and slightly uneasy. What reply +would the other man make? Who was he? Why this brutal attack? With the +brusque manners of journalists this affair might go very far. He slept +badly. When he read his reply in the paper next morning, it seemed to +him more aggressive in print than in manuscript. He might, it seemed to +him, have softened certain phrases. He felt feverish all day, and slept +badly again at night. He rose at dawn to get the number of the <i>Plume</i> +that must contain a reply to him.</p> + +<p>The weather had turned cold again, it was freezing hard. The gutters, +frozen while still flowing, showed like two ribbons of ice alongside the +pavement. The morning papers had not yet come in, and Duroy recalled the +day of his first article, "The Recollections of a Chasseur d'Afrique." +His hands and feet getting numbed, grew painful, especially the tips of +his fingers, and he began to trot round the glazed kiosque in which the +newspaper seller, squatting over her foot warmer, only showed through +the little window a red nose and a pair of cheeks to match in a woolen +hood. At length the newspaper porter passed the expected parcel through +the opening, and the woman held out to Duroy an unfolded copy of the +<i>Plume</i>.</p> + +<p>He glanced through it in search of his name, and at first saw nothing. +He was breathing again, when he saw between two dashes:</p> + +<blockquote><p>"Monsieur Duroy, of the <i>Vie Francaise</i>, contradicts us, and in +contradicting us, lies. He admits, however, that there is a +Madame Aubert, and that an agent took her before the commissary +of police. It only remains, therefore, to add two words, '<i>des +mœurs</i>,' after the word 'agent,' and he is right. But the +conscience of certain journalists is on a level with their +talent. And I sign,</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Louis Langremont.</span>"</p></blockquote> + +<p>George's heart began to beat violently, and he went home to dress +without being too well aware of what he was doing. So he had been +insulted, and in such a way that no hesitation was possible. And why? +For nothing at all. On account of an old woman who had quarreled with +her butcher.</p> + +<p>He dressed quickly and went to see Monsieur Walter, although it was +barely eight o'clock. Monsieur Walter, already up, was reading the +<i>Plume</i>. "Well," said he, with a grave face, on seeing Duroy, "you +cannot draw back now." The young fellow did not answer, and the other +went on: "Go at once and see Rival, who will act for you."</p> + +<p>Duroy stammered a few vague words, and went out in quest of the +descriptive writer, who was still asleep. He jumped out of bed, and, +having read the paragraph, said: "By Jove, you must go out. Whom do you +think of for the other second?"</p> + +<p>"I really don't know."</p> + +<p>"Boisrenard? What do you think?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Boisrenard."</p> + +<p>"Are you a good swordsman?"</p> + +<p>"Not at all."</p> + +<p>"The devil! And with the pistol?"</p> + +<p>"I can shoot a little."</p> + +<p>"Good. You shall practice while I look after everything else. Wait for +me a moment."</p> + +<p>He went into his dressing-room, and soon reappeared washed, shaved, +correct-looking.</p> + +<p>"Come with me," said he.</p> + +<p>He lived on the ground floor of a small house, and he led Duroy to the +cellar, an enormous cellar, converted into a fencing-room and shooting +gallery, all the openings on the street being closed. After having lit a +row of gas jets running the whole length of a second cellar, at the +end of which was an iron man painted red and blue; he placed on a +table two pairs of breech-loading pistols, and began to give the word +of command in a sharp tone, as though on the ground: "Ready? +Fire—one—two—three."</p> + +<p>Duroy, dumbfounded, obeyed, raising his arm, aiming and firing, and as +he often hit the mark fair on the body, having frequently made use of an +old horse pistol of his father's when a boy, against the birds, Jacques +Rival, well satisfied, exclaimed: "Good—very good—very good—you will +do—you will do."</p> + +<p>Then he left George, saying: "Go on shooting till noon; here is plenty +of ammunition, don't be afraid to use it. I will come back to take you +to lunch and tell you how things are going."</p> + +<p>Left to himself, Duroy fired a few more shots, and then sat down and +began to reflect. How absurd these things were, all the same! What did a +duel prove? Was a rascal less of a rascal after going out? What did an +honest man, who had been insulted, gain by risking his life against a +scoundrel? And his mind, gloomily inclined, recalled the words of +Norbert de Varenne.</p> + +<p>Then he felt thirsty, and having heard the sound of water dropping +behind him, found that there was a hydrant serving as a douche bath, and +drank from the nozzle of the hose. Then he began to think again. It was +gloomy in this cellar, as gloomy as a tomb. The dull and distant rolling +of vehicles sounded like the rumblings of a far-off storm. What o'clock +could it be? The hours passed by there as they must pass in prisons, +without anything to indicate or mark them save the visits of the warder. +He waited a long time. Then all at once he heard footsteps and voices, +and Jacques Rival reappeared, accompanied by Boisrenard. He called out +as soon as he saw Duroy: "It's all settled."</p> + +<p>The latter thought the matter terminated by a letter of apology, his +heart beat, and he stammered: "Ah! thanks."</p> + +<p>The descriptive writer continued: "That fellow Langremont is very +square; he accepted all our conditions. Twenty-five paces, one shot, at +the word of command raising the pistol. The hand is much steadier that +way than bringing it down. See here, Boisrenard, what I told you."</p> + +<p>And taking a pistol he began to fire, pointed out how much better one +kept the line by raising the arm. Then he said: "Now let's go and lunch; +it is past twelve o'clock."</p> + +<p>They went to a neighboring restaurant. Duroy scarcely spoke. He ate in +order not to appear afraid, and then, in course of the afternoon, +accompanied Boisrenard to the office, where he got through his work in +an abstracted and mechanical fashion. They thought him plucky. Jacques +Rival dropped in in the course of the afternoon, and it was settled that +his seconds should call for him in a landau at seven o'clock the next +morning, and drive to the Bois de Vesinet, where the meeting was to take +place. All this had been done so unexpectedly, without his taking part +in it, without his saying a word, without his giving his opinion, +without accepting or refusing, and with such rapidity, too, that he was +bewildered, scared, and scarcely able to understand what was going on.</p> + +<p>He found himself at home at nine o'clock, after having dined with +Boisrenard, who, out of self-devotion, had not left him all day. As soon +as he was alone he strode quickly up and down his room for several +minutes. He was too uneasy to think about anything. One solitary idea +filled his mind, that of a duel on the morrow, without this idea +awakening in him anything else save a powerful emotion. He had been a +soldier, he had been engaged with the Arabs, without much danger to +himself though, any more than when one hunts a wild boar.</p> + +<p>To reckon things up, he had done his duty. He had shown himself what he +should be. He would be talked of, approved of, and congratulated. Then +he said aloud, as one does under powerful impressions: "What a brute of +a fellow."</p> + +<p>He sat down and began to reflect. He had thrown upon his little table +one of his adversary's cards, given him by Rival in order to retain his +address. He read, as he had already done a score of times during the +day: "Louis Langremont, 176 Rue Montmartre." Nothing more. He examined +these assembled letters, which seemed to him mysterious and full of some +disturbing import. Louis Langremont. Who was this man? What was his age, +his height, his appearance? Was it not disgusting that a stranger, an +unknown, should thus come and suddenly disturb one's existence without +cause and from sheer caprice, on account of an old woman who had had a +quarrel with her butcher. He again repeated aloud: "What a brute."</p> + +<p>And he stood lost in thought, his eyes fixed on the card. Anger was +aroused in him against this bit of paper, an anger with which was +blended a strange sense of uneasiness. What a stupid business it was. He +took a pair of nail scissors which were lying about, and stuck their +points into the printed name, as though he was stabbing someone. So he +was to fight, and with pistols. Why had he not chosen swords? He would +have got off with a prick in the hand or arm, while with the pistols one +never knew the possible result. He said: "Come, I must keep my pluck +up."</p> + +<p>The sound of his own voice made him shudder, and he glanced about him. +He began to feel very nervous. He drank a glass of water and went to +bed.</p> + +<p>As soon as he was in bed he blew out his candle and closed his eyes. He +was warm between the sheets, though it was very cold in his room, but +he could not manage to doze off. He turned over and over, remained five +minutes on his back, then lay on his left side, then rolled on the +right. He was still thirsty, and got up to drink. Then a sense of +uneasiness assailed him. Was he going to be afraid? Why did his heart +beat wildly at each well-known sound in the room? When his clock was +going to strike, the faint squeak of the lever made him jump, and he had +to open his mouth for some moments in order to breathe, so oppressed did +he feel. He began to reason philosophically on the possibility of his +being afraid.</p> + +<p>No, certainly he would not be afraid, now he had made up his mind to go +through with it to the end, since he was firmly decided to fight and not +to tremble. But he felt so deeply moved that he asked himself: "Can one +be afraid in spite of one's self?" This doubt assailed him. If some +power stronger than his will overcame it, what would happen? Yes, what +would happen? Certainly he would go on the ground, since he meant to. +But suppose he shook? suppose he fainted? And he thought of his +position, his reputation, his future.</p> + +<p>A strange need of getting up to look at himself in the glass suddenly +seized him. He relit the candle. When he saw his face so reflected, he +scarcely recognized himself, and it seemed to him that he had never seen +himself before. His eyes appeared enormous, and he was pale; yes, he was +certainly pale, very pale. Suddenly the thought shot through his mind: +"By this time to-morrow I may be dead." And his heart began to beat +again furiously. He turned towards his bed, and distinctly saw himself +stretched on his back between the same sheets as he had just left. He +had the hollow cheeks of the dead, and the whiteness of those hands that +no longer move. Then he grew afraid of his bed, and in order to see it +no longer he opened the window to look out. An icy coldness assailed him +from head to foot, and he drew back breathless.</p> + +<p>The thought occurred to him to make a fire. He built it up slowly, +without looking around. His hands shook slightly with a kind of nervous +tremor when he touched anything. His head wandered, his disjointed, +drifting thoughts became fleeting and painful, an intoxication invaded +his mind as though he had been drinking. And he kept asking himself: +"What shall I do? What will become of me?"</p> + +<p>He began to walk up and down, repeating mechanically: "I must pull +myself together. I must pull myself together." Then he added: "I will +write to my parents, in case of accident." He sat down again, took some +notepaper, and wrote: "Dear papa, dear mamma." Then, thinking these +words rather too familiar under such tragic circumstances, he tore up +the first sheet, and began anew, "My dear father, my dear mother, I am +to fight a duel at daybreak, and as it might happen that—" He did not +dare write the rest, and sprang up with a jump. He was now crushed by +one besetting idea. He was going to fight a duel. He could no longer +avoid it. What was the matter with him, then? He meant to fight, his +mind was firmly made up to do so, and yet it seemed to him that, despite +every effort of will, he could not retain strength enough to go to the +place appointed for the meeting. From time to time his teeth absolutely +chattered, and he asked himself: "Has my adversary been out before? Is +he a frequenter of the shooting galleries? Is he known and classed as a +shot?" He had never heard his name mentioned. And yet, if this man was +not a remarkably good pistol shot, he would scarcely have accepted that +dangerous weapon without discussion or hesitation.</p> + +<p>Then Duroy pictured to himself their meeting, his own attitude, and the +bearing of his opponent. He wearied himself in imagining the slightest +details of the duel, and all at once saw in front of him the little +round black hole in the barrel from which the ball was about to issue. +He was suddenly seized with a fit of terrible despair. His whole body +quivered, shaken by short, sharp shudderings. He clenched his teeth to +avoid crying out, and was assailed by a wild desire to roll on the +ground, to tear something to pieces, to bite. But he caught sight of a +glass on the mantelpiece, and remembered that there was in the cupboard +a bottle of brandy almost full, for he had kept up a military habit of a +morning dram. He seized the bottle and greedily drank from its mouth in +long gulps. He only put it down when his breath failed him. It was a +third empty. A warmth like that of flame soon kindled within his body, +and spreading through his limbs, buoyed up his mind by deadening his +thoughts. He said to himself: "I have hit upon the right plan." And as +his skin now seemed burning he reopened the window.</p> + +<p>Day was breaking, calm and icy cold. On high the stars seemed dying away +in the brightening sky, and in the deep cutting of the railway, the red, +green, and white signal lamps were paling. The first locomotives were +leaving the engine shed, and went off whistling, to be coupled to the +first trains. Others, in the distance, gave vent to shrill and repeated +screeches, their awakening cries, like cocks of the country. Duroy +thought: "Perhaps I shall never see all this again." But as he felt that +he was going again to be moved by the prospect of his own fate, he +fought against it strongly, saying: "Come, I must not think of anything +till the moment of the meeting; it is the only way to keep up my pluck."</p> + +<p>And he set about his toilet. He had another moment of weakness while +shaving, in thinking that it was perhaps the last time he should see his +face. But he swallowed another mouthful of brandy, and finished +dressing. The hour which followed was difficult to get through. He +walked up and down, trying to keep from thinking. When he heard a knock +at the door he almost dropped, so violent was the shock to him. It was +his seconds. Already!</p> + +<p>They were wrapped up in furs, and Rival, after shaking his principal's +hand, said: "It is as cold as Siberia." Then he added: "Well, how goes +it?"</p> + +<p>"Very well."</p> + +<p>"You are quite steady?"</p> + +<p>"Quite."</p> + +<p>"That's it; we shall get on all right. Have you had something to eat and +drink?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; I don't need anything."</p> + +<p>Boisrenard, in honor of the occasion, sported a foreign order, yellow +and green, that Duroy had never seen him display before.</p> + +<p>They went downstairs. A gentleman was awaiting them in the carriage. +Rival introduced him as "Doctor Le Brument." Duroy shook hands, saying, +"I am very much obliged to you," and sought to take his place on the +front seat. He sat down on something hard that made him spring up again, +as though impelled by a spring. It was the pistol case.</p> + +<p>Rival observed: "No, the back seat for the doctor and the principal, the +back seat."</p> + +<p>Duroy ended by understanding him, and sank down beside the doctor. The +two seconds got in in their turn, and the driver started. He knew where +to go. But the pistol case was in the way of everyone, above all of +Duroy, who would have preferred it out of sight. They tried to put it at +the back of the seat and it hurt their own; they stuck it upright +between Rival and Boisrenard, and it kept falling all the time. They +finished by stowing it away under their feet. Conversation languished, +although the doctor related some anecdotes. Rival alone replied to him. +Duroy would have liked to have given a proof of presence of mind, but he +was afraid of losing the thread of his ideas, of showing the troubled +state of his mind, and was haunted, too, by the disturbing fear of +beginning to tremble.</p> + +<p>The carriage was soon right out in the country. It was about nine +o'clock. It was one of those sharp winter mornings when everything is as +bright and brittle as glass. The trees, coated with hoar frost, seemed +to have been sweating ice; the earth rang under a footstep, the dry air +carried the slightest sound to a distance, the blue sky seemed to shine +like a mirror, and the sun, dazzling and cold itself, shed upon the +frozen universe rays which did not warm anything.</p> + +<p>Rival observed to Duroy: "I got the pistols at Gastine Renette's. He +loaded them himself. The box is sealed. We shall toss up, besides, +whether we use them or those of our adversary."</p> + +<p>Duroy mechanically replied: "I am very much obliged to you."</p> + +<p>Then Rival gave him a series of circumstantial recommendations, for he +was anxious that his principal should not make any mistake. He +emphasized each point several times, saying: "When they say, 'Are you +ready, gentlemen?' you must answer 'Yes' in a loud tone. When they give +the word 'Fire!' you must raise your arm quickly, and you must fire +before they have finished counting 'One, two, three.'"</p> + +<p>And Duroy kept on repeating to himself: "When they give the word to +fire, I must raise my arm. When they give the word to fire, I must raise +my arm." He learnt it as children learn their lessons, by murmuring them +to satiety in order to fix them on their minds. "When they give the word +to fire, I must raise my arm."</p> + +<p>The carriage entered a wood, turned down an avenue on the right, and +then to the right again. Rival suddenly opened the door to cry to the +driver: "That way, down the narrow road." The carriage turned into a +rutty road between two copses, in which dead leaves fringed with ice +were quivering. Duroy was still murmuring: "When they give the word to +fire, I must raise my arm." And he thought how a carriage accident would +settle the whole affair. "Oh! if they could only upset, what luck; if he +could only break a leg."</p> + +<p>But he caught sight, at the further side of a clearing, of another +carriage drawn up, and four gentlemen stamping to keep their feet warm, +and he was obliged to open his mouth, so difficult did his breathing +become.</p> + +<p>The seconds got out first, and then the doctor and the principal. Rival +had taken the pistol-case and walked away with Boisrenard to meet two of +the strangers who came towards them. Duroy watched them salute one +another ceremoniously, and then walk up and down the clearing, looking +now on the ground and now at the trees, as though they were looking for +something that had fallen down or might fly away. Then they measured off +a certain number of paces, and with great difficulty stuck two walking +sticks into the frozen ground. They then reassembled in a group and went +through the action of tossing, like children playing heads or tails.</p> + +<p>Doctor Le Brument said to Duroy: "Do you feel all right? Do you want +anything?"</p> + +<p>"No, nothing, thanks."</p> + +<p>It seemed to him that he was mad, that he was asleep, that he was +dreaming, that supernatural influences enveloped him. Was he afraid? +Perhaps. But he did not know. Everything about him had altered.</p> + +<p>Jacques Rival returned, and announced in low tones of satisfaction: "It +is all ready. Luck has favored us as regards the pistols."</p> + +<p>That, so far as Duroy was concerned, was a matter of profound +indifference.</p> + +<p>They took off his overcoat, which he let them do mechanically. They felt +the breast-pocket of his frock-coat to make certain that he had no +pocketbook or papers likely to deaden a ball. He kept repeating to +himself like a prayer: "When the word is given to fire, I must raise my +arm."</p> + +<p>They led him up to one of the sticks stuck in the ground and handed him +his pistol. Then he saw a man standing just in front of him—a short, +stout, bald-headed man, wearing spectacles. It was his adversary. He saw +him very plainly, but he could only think: "When the word to fire is +given, I must raise my arm and fire at once."</p> + +<p>A voice rang out in the deep silence, a voice that seemed to come from a +great distance, saying: "Are you ready, gentlemen?"</p> + +<p>George exclaimed "Yes."</p> + +<p>The same voice gave the word "Fire!"</p> + +<p>He heard nothing more, he saw nothing more, he took note of nothing +more, he only knew that he raised his arm, pressing strongly on the +trigger. And he heard nothing. But he saw all at once a little smoke at +the end of his pistol barrel, and as the man in front of him still stood +in the same position, he perceived, too, a little cloud of smoke +drifting off over his head.</p> + +<p>They had both fired. It was over.</p> + +<p>His seconds and the doctor touched him, felt him and unbuttoned his +clothes, asking, anxiously: "Are you hit?"</p> + +<p>He replied at haphazard: "No, I do not think so."</p> + +<p>Langremont, too, was as unhurt as his enemy, and Jacques Rival murmured +in a discontented tone: "It is always so with those damned pistols; you +either miss or kill. What a filthy weapon."</p> + +<p>Duroy did not move, paralyzed by surprise and joy. It was over. They had +to take away his weapon, which he still had clenched in his hand. It +seemed to him now that he could have done battle with the whole world. +It was over. What happiness! He felt suddenly brave enough to defy no +matter whom.</p> + +<p>The whole of the seconds conversed together for a few moments, making an +appointment to draw up their report of the proceedings in the course of +the day. Then they got into the carriage again, and the driver, who was +laughing on the box, started off, cracking his whip. They breakfasted +together on the boulevards, and in chatting over the event, Duroy +narrated his impressions. "I felt quite unconcerned, quite. You must, +besides, have seen it yourself."</p> + +<p>Rival replied: "Yes, you bore yourself very well."</p> + +<p>When the report was drawn up it was handed to Duroy, who was to insert +it in the paper. He was astonished to read that he had exchanged a +couple of shots with Monsieur Louis Langremont, and rather uneasily +interrogated Rival, saying: "But we only fired once."</p> + +<p>The other smiled. "Yes, one shot apiece, that makes a couple of shots."</p> + +<p>Duroy, deeming the explanation satisfactory, did not persist. Daddy +Walter embraced him, saying: "Bravo, bravo, you have defended the colors +of <i>Vie Francaise</i>; bravo!"</p> + +<p>George showed himself in the course of the evening at the principal +newspaper offices, and at the chief <i>cafés</i> on the boulevards. He twice +encountered his adversary, who was also showing himself. They did not +bow to one another. If one of them had been wounded they would have +shaken hands. Each of them, moreover, swore with conviction that he had +heard the whistling of the other's bullet.</p> + +<p>The next day, at about eleven, Duroy received a telegram. "Awfully +alarmed. Come at once. Rue de Constantinople.—Clo."</p> + +<p>He hastened to their meeting-place, and she threw herself into his arms, +smothering him with kisses.</p> + +<p>"Oh, my darling! if you only knew what I felt when I saw the papers this +morning. Oh, tell me all about it! I want to know everything."</p> + +<p>He had to give minute details. She said: "What a dreadful night you must +have passed before the duel."</p> + +<p>"No, I slept very well."</p> + +<p>"I should not have closed an eye. And on the ground—tell me all that +happened."</p> + +<p>He gave a dramatic account. "When we were face to face with one another +at twenty paces, only four times the length of this room, Jacques, after +asking if we were ready, gave the word 'Fire.' I raised my arm at once, +keeping a good line, but I made the mistake of trying to aim at the +head. I had a pistol with an unusually stiff pull, and I am accustomed +to very easy ones, so that the resistance of the trigger caused me to +fire too high. No matter, it could not have gone very far off him. He +shoots well, too, the rascal. His bullet skimmed by my temple. I felt +the wind of it."</p> + +<p>She was sitting on his knees, and holding him in her arms as though to +share his dangers. She murmured: "Oh, my poor darling! my poor darling!"</p> + +<p>When he had finished his narration, she said: "Do you know, I cannot +live without you. I must see you, and with my husband in Paris it is not +easy. Often I could find an hour in the morning before you were up to +run in and kiss you, but I won't enter that awful house of yours. What +is to be done?"</p> + +<p>He suddenly had an inspiration, and asked: "What is the rent here?"</p> + +<p>"A hundred francs a month."</p> + +<p>"Well, I will take the rooms over on my own account, and live here +altogether. Mine are no longer good enough for my new position."</p> + +<p>She reflected a few moments, and then said: "No, I won't have that."</p> + +<p>He was astonished, and asked: "Why not?"</p> + +<p>"Because I won't."</p> + +<p>"That is not a reason. These rooms suit me very well. I am here, and +shall remain here. Besides," he added, with a laugh, "they are taken in +my name."</p> + +<p>But she kept on refusing, "No, no, I won't have it."</p> + +<p>"Why not, then?"</p> + +<p>Then she whispered tenderly: "Because you would bring women here, and I +won't have it."</p> + +<p>He grew indignant. "Never. I can promise you that."</p> + +<p>"No, you will bring them all the same."</p> + +<p>"I swear I won't."</p> + +<p>"Truly?"</p> + +<p>"Truly, on my word of honor. This is our place, our very own."</p> + +<p>She clasped him to her in an outburst of love, exclaiming: "Very well, +then, darling. But you know if you once deceive me, only once, it will +be all over between us, all over for ever."</p> + +<p>He swore again with many protestations, and it was agreed that he should +install himself there that very day, so that she could look in on him as +she passed the door. Then she said: "In any case, come and dine with us +on Sunday. My husband thinks you are charming."</p> + +<p>He was flattered "Really!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, you have captivated him. And then, listen, you have told me that +you were brought up in a country-house."</p> + +<p>"Yes; why?"</p> + +<p>"Then you must know something about agriculture?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Well, talk to him about gardening and the crops. He is very fond of +that sort of thing."</p> + +<p>"Good; I will not forget."</p> + +<p>She left him, after kissing him to an indefinite extent, the duel having +stimulated her affection.</p> + +<p>Duroy thought, as he made his way to the office, "What a strange being. +What a feather brain. Can one tell what she wants and what she cares +for? And what a strange household. What fanciful being arranged the +union of that old man and this madcap? What made the inspector marry +this giddy girl? A mystery. Who knows? Love, perhaps." And he concluded: +"After all, she is a very nice little mistress, and I should be a very +big fool to let her slip away from me."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="VIII" id="VIII"></a>VIII</h2> + + +<p>His duel had given Duroy a position among the leader-writers of the <i>Vie +Francaise</i>, but as he had great difficulty in finding ideas, he made a +specialty of declamatory articles on the decadence of morality, the +lowering of the standard of character, the weakening of the patriotic +fiber and the anemia of French honor. He had discovered the word anemia, +and was very proud of it. And when Madame de Marelle, filled with that +skeptical, mocking, and incredulous spirit characteristic of the +Parisian, laughed at his tirades, which she demolished with an epigram, +he replied with a smile: "Bah! this sort of thing will give me a good +reputation later on."</p> + +<p>He now resided in the Rue de Constantinople, whither he had shifted his +portmanteau, his hair-brush, his razor, and his soap, which was what his +moving amounted to. Twice or thrice a week she would call before he was +up, undress in a twinkling, and slip into bed, shivering from the cold +prevailing out of doors. As a set off, Duroy dined every Thursday at her +residence, and paid court to her husband by talking agriculture with +him. As he was himself fond of everything relating to the cultivation of +the soil, they sometimes both grew so interested in the subject of their +conversation that they quite forgot the wife dozing on the sofa. Laurine +would also go to sleep, now on the knee of her father and now on that of +Pretty-boy. And when the journalist had left, Monsieur de Marelle never +failed to assert, in that doctrinal tone in which he said the least +thing: "That young fellow is really very pleasant company, he has a +well-informed mind."</p> + +<p>February was drawing to a close. One began to smell the violets in the +street, as one passed the barrows of the flower-sellers of a morning. +Duroy was living beneath a sky without a cloud.</p> + +<p>One night, on returning home, he found a letter that had been slipped +under his door. He glanced at the post-mark, and read "Cannes." Having +opened it, he read:</p> + +<blockquote><p>"Villa Jolie, Cannes.</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Dear Sir and Friend</span>,—You told me, did you not, that I could +reckon upon you for anything? Well, I have a very painful +service to ask of you; it is to come and help me, so that I may +not be left alone during the last moments of Charles, who is +dying. He may not last out the week, as the doctor has +forewarned me, although he has not yet taken to his bed. I have +no longer strength nor courage to witness this hourly death, +and I think with terror of those last moments which are drawing +near. I can only ask such a service of you, as my husband has +no relatives. You were his comrade; he opened the door of the +paper to you. Come, I beg of you; I have no one else to ask.</p> + +<p>"Believe me, your very sincere friend,</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Madeleine Forestier.</span>"</p></blockquote> + +<p>A strange feeling filled George's heart, a sense of freedom and of a +space opening before him, and he murmured: "To be sure, I'll go. Poor +Charles! What are we, after all?"</p> + +<p>The governor, to whom he read the letter, grumblingly granted +permission, repeating: "But be back soon, you are indispensable to us."</p> + +<p>George left for Cannes next day by the seven o'clock express, after +letting the Marelles know of his departure by a telegram. He arrived the +following evening about four o'clock. A commissionaire guided him to the +Villa Jolie, built half-way up the slope of the pine forest clothed +with white houses, which extends from Cannes to the Golfe Juan. The +house—small, low, and in the Italian style—was built beside the road +which winds zig-zag fashion up through the trees, revealing a succession +of charming views at every turning it makes.</p> + +<p>The man servant opened the door, and exclaimed: "Oh! Sir, madame is +expecting you most impatiently."</p> + +<p>"How is your master?" inquired Duroy.</p> + +<p>"Not at all well, sir. He cannot last much longer."</p> + +<p>The drawing-room, into which George was shown, was hung with pink and +blue chintz. The tall and wide windows overlooked the town and the sea. +Duroy muttered: "By Jove, this is nice and swell for a country house. +Where the deuce do they get the money from?"</p> + +<p>The rustle of a dress made him turn round. Madame Forestier held out +both hands to him. "How good of you to come, how good of you to come," +said she.</p> + +<p>And suddenly she kissed him on the cheek. Then they looked at +one another. She was somewhat paler and thinner, but still +fresh-complexioned, and perhaps still prettier for her additional +delicacy. She murmured: "He is dreadful, do you know; he knows that he +is doomed, and he leads me a fearful life. But where is your +portmanteau?"</p> + +<p>"I have left it at the station, not knowing what hotel you would like me +to stop at in order to be near you."</p> + +<p>She hesitated a moment, and then said: "You must stay here. Besides, +your room is all ready. He might die at any moment, and if it were to +happen during the night I should be alone. I will send for your +luggage."</p> + +<p>He bowed, saying: "As you please."</p> + +<p>"Now let us go upstairs," she said.</p> + +<p>He followed her. She opened a door on the first floor, and Duroy saw, +wrapped in rugs and seated in an armchair near the window, a kind of +living corpse, livid even under the red light of the setting sun, and +looking towards him. He scarcely recognized, but rather guessed, that it +was his friend. The room reeked of fever, medicated drinks, ether, tar, +the nameless and oppressive odor of a consumptive's sick room. Forestier +held out his hand slowly and with difficulty. "So here you are; you have +come to see me die, then! Thanks."</p> + +<p>Duroy affected to laugh. "To see you die? That would not be a very +amusing sight, and I should not select such an occasion to visit Cannes. +I came to give you a look in, and to rest myself a bit."</p> + +<p>Forestier murmured, "Sit down," and then bent his head, as though lost +in painful thoughts. He breathed hurriedly and pantingly, and from time +to time gave a kind of groan, as if he wanted to remind the others how +ill he was.</p> + +<p>Seeing that he would not speak, his wife came and leaned against the +window-sill, and indicating the view with a motion of her head, said, +"Look! Is not that beautiful?"</p> + +<p>Before them the hillside, dotted with villas, sloped downwards towards +the town, which stretched in a half-circle along the shore with its head +to the right in the direction of the pier, overlooked by the old city +surmounted by its belfry, and its feet to the left towards the point of +La Croisette, facing the Isles of Lerins. These two islands appeared +like two green spots amidst the blue water. They seemed to be floating +on it like two huge green leaves, so low and flat did they appear from +this height. Afar off, bounding the view on the other side of the bay, +beyond the pier and the belfry, a long succession of blue hills showed +up against a dazzling sky, their strange and picturesque line of summits +now rounded, now forked, now pointed, ending with a huge pyramidal +mountain, its foot in the sea itself.</p> + +<p>Madame Forestier pointed it out, saying: "This is L'Estherel."</p> + +<p>The void beyond the dark hill tops was red, a glowing red that the eye +would not fear, and Duroy, despite himself, felt the majesty of the +close of the day. He murmured, finding no other term strong enough to +express his admiration, "It is stunning."</p> + +<p>Forestier raised his head, and turning to his wife, said: "Let me have +some fresh air."</p> + +<p>"Pray, be careful," was her reply. "It is late, and the sun is setting; +you will catch a fresh cold, and you know how bad that is for you."</p> + +<p>He made a feverish and feeble movement with his right hand that was +almost meant for a blow, and murmured with a look of anger, the grin of +a dying man that showed all the thinness of his lips, the hollowness of +the cheeks, and the prominence of all the bones of the face: "I tell you +I am stifling. What does it matter to you whether I die a day sooner or +a day later, since I am done for?"</p> + +<p>She opened the window quite wide. The air that entered surprised all +three like a caress. It was a soft, warm breeze, a breeze of spring, +already laden with the scents of the odoriferous shrubs and flowers +which sprang up along this shore. A powerful scent of turpentine and +the harsh savor of the eucalyptus could be distinguished.</p> + +<p>Forestier drank it in with short and fevered gasps. He clutched the arm +of his chair with his nails, and said in low, hissing, and savage tones: +"Shut the window. It hurts me; I would rather die in a cellar."</p> + +<p>His wife slowly closed the window, and then looked out in space, her +forehead against the pane. Duroy, feeling very ill at ease, would have +liked to have chatted with the invalid and reassured him. But he could +think of nothing to comfort him. At length he said: "Then you have not +got any better since you have been here?"</p> + +<p>Forestier shrugged his shoulders with low-spirited impatience. "You see +very well I have not," he replied, and again lowered his head.</p> + +<p>Duroy went on: "Hang it all, it is ever so much nicer here than in +Paris. We are still in the middle of winter there. It snows, it freezes, +it rains, and it is dark enough for the lamps to be lit at three in the +afternoon."</p> + +<p>"Anything new at the paper?" asked Forestier.</p> + +<p>"Nothing. They have taken on young Lacrin, who has left the <i>Voltaire</i>, +to do your work, but he is not up to it. It is time that you came back."</p> + +<p>The invalid muttered: "I—I shall do all my work six feet under the sod +now."</p> + +<p>This fixed idea recurred like a knell <i>apropos</i> of everything, +continually cropping up in every idea, every sentence. There was a long +silence, a deep and painful silence. The glow of the sunset was slowly +fading, and the mountains were growing black against the red sky, which +was getting duller. A colored shadow, a commencement of night, which yet +retained the glow of an expiring furnace, stole into the room and seemed +to tinge the furniture, the walls, the hangings, with mingled tints of +sable and crimson. The chimney-glass, reflecting the horizon, seemed +like a patch of blood. Madame Forestier did not stir, but remained +standing with her back to the room, her face to the window pane.</p> + +<p>Forestier began to speak in a broken, breathless voice, heartrending to +listen to. "How many more sunsets shall I see? Eight, ten, fifteen, or +twenty, perhaps thirty—no more. You have time before you; for me it is +all over. And it will go on all the same, after I am gone, as if I was +still here." He was silent for a few moments, and then continued: "All +that I see reminds me that in a few days I shall see it no more. It is +horrible. I shall see nothing—nothing of all that exists; not the +smallest things one makes use of—the plates, the glasses, the beds in +which one rests so comfortably, the carriages. How nice it is to drive +out of an evening! How fond I was of all those things!"</p> + +<p>He nervously moved the fingers of both hands, as though playing the +piano on the arms of his chair. Each of his silences was more painful +than his words, so evident was it that his thoughts must be fearful. +Duroy suddenly recalled what Norbert de Varenne had said to him some +weeks before, "I now see death so near that I often want to stretch out +my arms to put it back. I see it everywhere. The insects crushed on the +path, the falling leaves, the white hair in a friend's beard, rend my +heart and cry to me, 'Behold!'"</p> + +<p>He had not understood all this on that occasion; now, seeing Forestier, +he did. An unknown pain assailed him, as if he himself was sensible of +the presence of death, hideous death, hard by, within reach of his hand, +on the chair in which his friend lay gasping. He longed to get up, to go +away, to fly, to return to Paris at once. Oh! if he had known he would +not have come.</p> + +<p>Darkness had now spread over the room, like premature mourning for the +dying man. The window alone remained still visible, showing, within the +lighter square formed by it, the motionless outline of the young wife.</p> + +<p>Forestier remarked, with irritation, "Well, are they going to bring in +the lamp to-night? This is what they call looking after an invalid."</p> + +<p>The shadow outlined against the window panes disappeared, and the sound +of an electric bell rang through the house. A servant shortly entered +and placed a lamp on the mantelpiece. Madame Forestier said to her +husband, "Will you go to bed, or would you rather come down to dinner?"</p> + +<p>He murmured: "I will come down."</p> + +<p>Waiting for this meal kept them all three sitting still for nearly an +hour, only uttering from time to time some needless commonplace remark, +as if there had been some danger, some mysterious danger in letting +silence endure too long, in letting the air congeal in this room where +death was prowling.</p> + +<p>At length dinner was announced. The meal seemed interminable to Duroy. +They did not speak, but ate noiselessly, and then crumbled their bread +with their fingers. The man servant who waited upon them went to and fro +without the sound of his footsteps being heard, for as the creak of a +boot-sole irritated Charles, he wore list slippers. The harsh tick of a +wooden clock alone disturbed the calm with its mechanical and regular +sound.</p> + +<p>As soon as dinner was over Duroy, on the plea of fatigue, retired to his +room, and leaning on the window-sill watched the full moon, in the midst +of the sky like an immense lamp, casting its cold gleam upon the white +walls of the villas, and scattering over the sea a soft and moving +dappled light. He strove to find some reason to justify a swift +departure, inventing plans, telegrams he was to receive, a recall from +Monsieur Walter.</p> + +<p>But his resolves to fly appeared more difficult to realize on awakening +the next morning. Madame Forestier would not be taken in by his devices, +and he would lose by his cowardice all the benefit of his self-devotion. +He said to himself: "Bah! it is awkward; well so much the worse, there +must be unpleasant situations in life, and, besides, it will perhaps be +soon over."</p> + +<p>It was a bright day, one of those bright Southern days that make the +heart feel light, and Duroy walked down to the sea, thinking that it +would be soon enough to see Forestier some time in course of the +afternoon. When he returned to lunch, the servant remarked, "Master has +already asked for you two or three times, sir. Will you please step up +to his room, sir?"</p> + +<p>He went upstairs. Forestier appeared to be dozing in his armchair. His +wife was reading, stretched out on the sofa.</p> + +<p>The invalid raised his head, and Duroy said, "Well, how do you feel? You +seem quite fresh this morning."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am better, I have recovered some of my strength. Get through +your lunch with Madeleine as soon as you can, for we are going out for +a drive."</p> + +<p>As soon as she was alone with Duroy, the young wife said to him, "There, +to-day he thinks he is all right again. He has been making plans all the +morning. We are going to the Golfe Juan now to buy some pottery for our +rooms in Paris. He is determined to go out, but I am horribly afraid of +some mishap. He cannot bear the shaking of the drive."</p> + +<p>When the landau arrived, Forestier came down stairs a step at a time, +supported by his servant. But as soon as he caught sight of the +carriage, he ordered the hood to be taken off. His wife opposed this, +saying, "You will catch cold. It is madness."</p> + +<p>He persisted, repeating, "Oh, I am much better. I feel it."</p> + +<p>They passed at first along some of those shady roads, bordered by +gardens, which cause Cannes to resemble a kind of English Park, and then +reached the highway to Antibes, running along the seashore. Forestier +acted as guide. He had already pointed out the villa of the Court de +Paris, and now indicated others. He was lively, with the forced and +feeble gayety of a doomed man. He lifted his finger, no longer having +strength to stretch out his arm, and said, "There is the Ile Sainte +Marguerite, and the chateau from which Bazaine escaped. How they did +humbug us over that matter!"</p> + +<p>Then regimental recollections recurred to him, and he mentioned various +officers whose names recalled incidents to them. But all at once, the +road making a turn, they caught sight of the whole of the Golfe Juan, +with the white village in the curve of the bay, and the point of Antibes +at the further side of it. Forestier, suddenly seized upon by childish +glee, exclaimed, "Ah! the squadron, you will see the squadron."</p> + +<p>Indeed they could perceive, in the middle of the broad bay, half-a-dozen +large ships resembling rocks covered with leafless trees. They were +huge, strange, mis-shapen, with excrescences, turrets, rams, burying +themselves in the water as though to take root beneath the waves. One +could scarcely imagine how they could stir or move about, they seemed so +heavy and so firmly fixed to the bottom. A floating battery, circular +and high out of water, resembling the light-houses that are built on +shoals. A tall three-master passed near them, with all its white sails +set. It looked graceful and pretty beside these iron war monsters +squatted on the water. Forestier tried to make them out. He pointed out +the Colbert, the Suffren, the Admiral Duperre, the Redoubtable, the +Devastation, and then checking himself, added, "No I made a mistake; +that one is the Devastation."</p> + +<p>They arrived opposite a species of large pavilion, on the front of which +was the inscription, "Art Pottery of the Golfe Juan," and the carriage, +driving up the sweep, stopped before the door. Forestier wanted to buy a +couple of vases for his study. As he felt unequal to getting out of the +carriage, specimens were brought out to him one after the other. He was +a long time in making a choice, and consulted his wife and Duroy.</p> + +<p>"You know," he said, "it is for the cabinet at the end of the study. +Sitting in my chair, I have it before my eyes all the time. I want an +antique form, a Greek outline." He examined the specimens, had others +brought, and then turned again to the first ones. At length he made up +his mind, and having paid, insisted upon the articles being sent on at +once. "I shall be going back to Paris in a few days," he said.</p> + +<p>They drove home, but as they skirted the bay a rush of cold air from one +of the valleys suddenly met them, and the invalid began to cough. It was +nothing at first, but it augmented and became an unbroken fit of +coughing, and then a kind of gasping hiccough.</p> + +<p>Forestier was choking, and every time he tried to draw breath the cough +seemed to rend his chest. Nothing would soothe or check it. He had to be +borne from the carriage to his room, and Duroy, who supported his legs, +felt the jerking of his feet at each convulsion of his lungs. The warmth +of the bed did not check the attack, which lasted till midnight, when, +at length, narcotics lulled its deadly spasm. The sick man remained till +morning sitting up in his bed, with his eyes open.</p> + +<p>The first words he uttered were to ask for the barber, for he insisted +on being shaved every morning. He got up for this operation, but had to +be helped back into bed at once, and his breathing grew so short, so +hard, and so difficult, that Madame Forestier, in alarm, had Duroy, who +had just turned in, roused up again in order to beg him to go for the +doctor.</p> + +<p>He came back almost immediately with Dr. Gavaut, who prescribed a +soothing drink and gave some advice; but when the journalist saw him to +the door, in order to ask his real opinion, he said, "It is the end. He +will be dead to-morrow morning. Break it to his poor wife, and send for +a priest. I, for my part, can do nothing more. I am, however, entirely +at your service."</p> + +<p>Duroy sent for Madame Forestier. "He is dying," said he. "The doctor +advises a priest being sent for. What would you like done?"</p> + +<p>She hesitated for some time, and then, in slow tones, as though she had +calculated everything, replied, "Yes, that will be best—in many +respects. I will break it to him—tell him the vicar wants to see him, +or something or other; I really don't know what. You would be very kind +if you would go and find a priest for me and pick one out. Choose one +who won't raise too many difficulties over the business. One who will be +satisfied with confession, and will let us off with the rest of it all."</p> + +<p>The young fellow returned with a complaisant old ecclesiastic, who +accommodated himself to the state of affairs. As soon as he had gone +into the dying man's room, Madame Forestier came out of it, and sat down +with Duroy in the one adjoining.</p> + +<p>"It has quite upset him," said she. "When I spoke to him about a priest +his face assumed a frightful expression as if he had felt the +breath—the breath of—you know. He understood that it was all over at +last, and that his hours were numbered." She was very pale as she +continued, "I shall never forget the expression of his face. He +certainly saw death face to face at that moment. He saw him."</p> + +<p>They could hear the priest, who spoke in somewhat loud tones, being +slightly deaf, and who was saying, "No, no; you are not so bad as all +that. You are ill, but in no danger. And the proof is that I have called +in as a friend as a neighbor."</p> + +<p>They could not make out Forestier's reply, but the old man went on, "No, +I will not ask you to communicate. We will talk of that when you are +better. If you wish to profit by my visit—to confess, for instance—I +ask nothing better. I am a shepherd, you know, and seize on every +occasion to bring a lamb back to the fold."</p> + +<p>A long silence followed. Forestier must have been speaking in a faint +voice. Then all at once the priest uttered in a different tone, the tone +of one officiating at the altar. "The mercy of God is infinite. Repeat +the Comfiteor, my son. You have perhaps forgotten it; I will help you. +Repeat after me: 'Comfiteor Deo omnipotenti—Beata Maria semper +virgini.'"</p> + +<p>He paused from time to time to allow the dying man to catch him up. Then +he said, "And now confess."</p> + +<p>The young wife and Duroy sat still seized on by a strange uneasiness, +stirred by anxious expectation. The invalid had murmured something. The +priest repeated, "You have given way to guilty pleasures—of what kind, +my son?"</p> + +<p>Madeleine rose and said, "Let us go down into the garden for a short +time. We must not listen to his secrets."</p> + +<p>And they went and sat down on a bench before the door beneath a rose +tree in bloom, and beside a bed of pinks, which shed their soft and +powerful perfume abroad in the pure air. Duroy, after a few moments' +silence, inquired, "Shall you be long before you return to Paris?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no," she replied. "As soon as it is all over I shall go back +there."</p> + +<p>"Within ten days?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, at the most."</p> + +<p>"He has no relations, then?"</p> + +<p>"None except cousins. His father and mother died when he was quite +young."</p> + +<p>They both watched a butterfly sipping existence from the pinks, passing +from one to another with a soft flutter of his wings, which continued to +flap slowly when he alighted on a flower. They remained silent for a +considerable time.</p> + +<p>The servant came to inform them that "the priest had finished," and they +went upstairs together.</p> + +<p>Forestier seemed to have grown still thinner since the day before. The +priest held out his hand to him, saying, "Good-day, my son, I shall call +in again to-morrow morning," and took his departure.</p> + +<p>As soon as he had left the room the dying man, who was panting for +breath, strove to hold out his two hands to his wife, and gasped, "Save +me—save me, darling, I don't want to die—I don't want to die. Oh! save +me—tell me what I had better do; send for the doctor. I will take +whatever you like. I won't die—I won't die."</p> + +<p>He wept. Big tears streamed from his eyes down his fleshless cheeks, and +the corners of his mouth contracted like those of a vexed child. Then +his hands, falling back on the bed clothes, began a slow, regular, and +continuous movement, as though trying to pick something off the sheet.</p> + +<p>His wife, who began to cry too, said: "No, no, it is nothing. It is only +a passing attack, you will be better to-morrow, you tired yourself too +much going out yesterday."</p> + +<p>Forestier's breathing was shorter than that of a dog who has been +running, so quick that it could not be counted, so faint that it could +scarcely be heard.</p> + +<p>He kept repeating: "I don't want to die. Oh! God—God—God; what is to +become of me? I shall no longer see anything—anything any more. Oh! +God."</p> + +<p>He saw before him some hideous thing invisible to the others, and his +staring eyes reflected the terror it inspired. His two hands continued +their horrible and wearisome action. All at once he started with a sharp +shudder that could be seen to thrill the whole of his body, and jerked +out the words, "The graveyard—I—Oh! God."</p> + +<p>He said no more, but lay motionless, haggard and panting.</p> + +<p>Time sped on, noon struck by the clock of a neighboring convent. Duroy +left the room to eat a mouthful or two. He came back an hour later. +Madame Forestier refused to take anything. The invalid had not stirred. +He still continued to draw his thin fingers along the sheet as though to +pull it up over his face.</p> + +<p>His wife was seated in an armchair at the foot of the bed. Duroy took +another beside her, and they waited in silence. A nurse had come, sent +in by the doctor, and was dozing near the window.</p> + +<p>Duroy himself was beginning to doze off when he felt that something was +happening. He opened his eyes just in time to see Forestier close his, +like two lights dying out. A faint rattle stirred in the throat of the +dying man, and two streaks of blood appeared at the corners of his +mouth, and then flowed down into his shirt. His hands ceased their +hideous motion. He had ceased to breathe.</p> + +<p>His wife understood this, and uttering a kind of shriek, she fell on her +knees sobbing, with her face buried in the bed-clothes. George, +surprised and scared, mechanically made the sign of the cross. The nurse +awakened, drew near the bed. "It is all over," said she.</p> + +<p>Duroy, who was recovering his self-possession, murmured, with a sigh of +relief: "It was sooner over than I thought for."</p> + +<p>When the first shock was over and the first tears shed, they had to busy +themselves with all the cares and all the necessary steps a dead man +exacts. Duroy was running about till nightfall. He was very hungry when +he got back. Madame Forestier ate a little, and then they both installed +themselves in the chamber of death to watch the body. Two candles burned +on the night-table beside a plate filled with holy water, in which lay a +sprig of mimosa, for they had not been able to get the necessary twig of +consecrated box.</p> + +<p>They were alone, the young man and the young wife, beside him who was no +more. They sat without speaking, thinking and watching.</p> + +<p>George, whom the darkness rendered uneasy in presence of the corpse, +kept his eyes on this persistently. His eye and his mind were both +attracted and fascinated by this fleshless visage, which the vacillating +light caused to appear yet more hollow. That was his friend Charles +Forestier, who was chatting with him only the day before! What a strange +and fearful thing was this end of a human being! Oh! how he recalled the +words of Norbert de Varenne haunted by the fear of death: "No one ever +comes back." Millions on millions would be born almost identical, with +eyes, a nose, a mouth, a skull and a mind within it, without he who lay +there on the bed ever reappearing again.</p> + +<p>For some years he had lived, eaten, laughed, loved, hoped like all the +world. And it was all over for him all over for ever. Life; a few days, +and then nothing. One is born, one grows up, one is happy, one waits, +and then one dies. Farewell, man or woman, you will not return again to +earth. Plants, beast, men, stars, worlds, all spring to life, and then +die to be transformed anew. But never one of them comes back—insect, +man, nor planet.</p> + +<p>A huge, confused, and crushing sense of terror weighed down the soul of +Duroy, the terror of that boundless and inevitable annihilation +destroying all existence. He already bowed his head before its menace. +He thought of the flies who live a few hours, the beasts who live a few +days, the men who live a few years, the worlds which live a few +centuries. What was the difference between one and the other? A few more +days' dawn that was all.</p> + +<p>He turned away his eyes in order no longer to have the corpse before +them. Madame Forestier, with bent head, seemed also absorbed in painful +thoughts. Her fair hair showed so prettily with her pale face, that a +feeling, sweet as the touch of hope flitted through the young fellow's +breast. Why grieve when he had still so many years before him? And he +began to observe her. Lost in thought she did not notice him. He said to +himself, "That, though, is the only good thing in life, to love, to hold +the woman one loves in one's arms. That is the limit of human +happiness."</p> + +<p>What luck the dead man had had to meet such an intelligent and charming +companion! How had they become acquainted? How ever had she agreed on +her part to marry that poor and commonplace young fellow? How had she +succeeded in making someone of him? Then he thought of all the hidden +mysteries of people's lives. He remembered what had been whispered about +the Count de Vaudrec, who had dowered and married her off it was said.</p> + +<p>What would she do now? Whom would she marry? A deputy, as Madame de +Marelle fancied, or some young fellow with a future before him, a higher +class Forestier? Had she any projects, any plans, any settled ideas? How +he would have liked to know that. But why this anxiety as to what she +would do? He asked himself this, and perceived that his uneasiness was +due to one of those half-formed and secret ideas which one hides from +even one's self, and only discovers when fathoming one's self to the +very bottom.</p> + +<p>Yes, why should he not attempt this conquest himself? How strong and +redoubtable he would be with her beside him!</p> + +<p>How quick, and far, and surely he would fly! And why should he not +succeed too? He felt that he pleased her, that she had for him more than +mere sympathy; in fact, one of those affections which spring up between +two kindred spirits and which partake as much of silent seduction as of +a species of mute complicity. She knew him to be intelligent, resolute, +and tenacious, she would have confidence in him.</p> + +<p>Had she not sent for him under the present grave circumstances? And why +had she summoned him? Ought he not to see in this a kind of choice, a +species of confession. If she had thought of him just at the moment she +was about to become a widow, it was perhaps that she had thought of one +who was again to become her companion and ally? An impatient desire to +know this, to question her, to learn her intentions, assailed him. He +would have to leave on the next day but one, as he could not remain +alone with her in the house. So it was necessary to be quick, it was +necessary before returning to Paris to become acquainted, cleverly and +delicately, with her projects, and not to allow her to go back on them, +to yield perhaps to the solicitations of another, and pledge herself +irrevocably.</p> + +<p>The silence in the room was intense, nothing was audible save the +regular and metallic tick of the pendulum of the clock on the +mantelpiece.</p> + +<p>He murmured: "You must be very tired?"</p> + +<p>She replied: "Yes; but I am, above all, overwhelmed."</p> + +<p>The sound of their own voices startled them, ringing strangely in this +gloomy room, and they suddenly glanced at the dead man's face as though +they expected to see it move on hearing them, as it had done some hours +before.</p> + +<p>Duroy resumed: "Oh! it is a heavy blow for you, and such a complete +change in your existence, a shock to your heart and your whole life."</p> + +<p>She gave a long sigh, without replying, and he continued, "It is so +painful for a young woman to find herself alone as you will be."</p> + +<p>He paused, but she said nothing, and he again went on, "At all events, +you know the compact entered into between us. You can make what use of +me you will. I belong to you."</p> + +<p>She held out her hand, giving him at the same time one of those sweet, +sad looks which stir us to the very marrow.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, you are very kind," she said. "If I dared, and if I could do +anything for you, I, too, should say, 'You may count upon me.'"</p> + +<p>He had taken the proffered hand and kept it clasped in his, with a +burning desire to kiss it. He made up his mind to this at last, and +slowly raising it to his mouth, held the delicate skin, warm, slightly +feverish and perfumed, to his lips for some time. Then, when he felt +that his friendly caress was on the point of becoming too prolonged, he +let fall the little hand. It sank back gently onto the knee of its +mistress, who said, gravely: "Yes, I shall be very lonely, but I shall +strive to be brave."</p> + +<p>He did not know how to give her to understand that he would be happy, +very happy, to have her for his wife in his turn. Certainly he could not +tell her so at that hour, in that place, before that corpse; yet he +might, it seemed to him, hit upon one of those ambiguous, decorous, and +complicated phrases which have a hidden meaning under their words, and +which express all one wants to by their studied reticence. But the +corpse incommoded him, the stiffened corpse stretched out before them, +and which he felt between them. For some time past, too, he fancied he +detected in the close atmosphere of the room a suspicious odor, a +fœtid breath exhaling from the decomposing chest, the first whiff of +carrion which the dead lying on their bed throw out to the relatives +watching them, and with which they soon fill the hollow of their +coffin.</p> + +<p>"Cannot we open the window a little?" said Duroy. "It seems to me that +the air is tainted."</p> + +<p>"Yes," she replied, "I have just noticed it, too."</p> + +<p>He went to the window and opened it. All the perfumed freshness of night +flowed in, agitating the flame of the two lighted candles beside the +bed. The moon was shedding, as on the former evening, her full mellow +light upon the white walls of the villas and the broad glittering +expanse of the sea. Duroy, drawing in the air to the full depth of his +lungs, felt himself suddenly seized with hope, and, as it were buoyed up +by the approach of happiness. He turned round, saying: "Come and get a +little fresh air. It is delightful."</p> + +<p>She came quietly, and leant on the window-sill beside him. Then he +murmured in a low tone: "Listen to me, and try to understand what I want +to tell you. Above all, do not be indignant at my speaking to you of +such a matter at such a moment, for I shall leave you the day after +to-morrow, and when you return to Paris it may be too late. I am only a +poor devil without fortune, and with a position yet to make, as you +know. But I have a firm will, some brains I believe, and I am well on +the right track. With a man who has made his position, one knows what +one gets; with one who is starting, one never knows where he may finish. +So much the worse, or so much the better. In short, I told you one day +at your house that my brightest dream would have been to have married a +woman like you. I repeat this wish to you now. Do not answer, let me +continue. It is not a proposal I am making to you. The time and place +would render that odious. I wish only not to leave you ignorant that you +can make me happy with a word; that you can make me either a friend and +brother, or a husband, at your will; that my heart and myself are yours. +I do not want you to answer me now. I do not want us to speak any more +about the matter here. When we meet again in Paris you will let me know +what you have resolved upon. Until then, not a word. Is it not so?" He +had uttered all this without looking at her, as though scattering his +words abroad in the night before him. She seemed not to have heard them, +so motionless had she remained, looking also straight before her with a +fixed and vague stare at the vast landscape lit up by the moon. They +remained for some time side by side, elbow touching elbow, silent and +reflecting. Then she murmured: "It is rather cold," and turning round, +returned towards the bed.</p> + +<p>He followed her. When he drew near he recognized that Forestier's body +was really beginning to smell, and drew his chair to a distance, for he +could not have stood this odor of putrefaction long. He said: "He must +be put in a coffin the first thing in the morning."</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, it is arranged," she replied. "The undertaker will be here at +eight o'clock."</p> + +<p>Duroy having sighed out the words, "Poor fellow," she, too, gave a long +sigh of heartrending resignation.</p> + +<p>They did not look at the body so often now, already accustomed to the +idea of it, and beginning to mentally consent to the decease which but a +short time back had shocked and angered them—them who were mortals, +too. They no longer spoke, continuing to keep watch in befitting fashion +without going to sleep. But towards midnight Duroy dozed off the first. +When he woke up he saw that Madame Forestier was also slumbering, and +having shifted to a more comfortable position, he reclosed his eyes, +growling: "Confound it all, it is more comfortable between the sheets +all the same."</p> + +<p>A sudden noise made him start up. The nurse was entering the room. It +was broad daylight. The young wife in the armchair in front of him +seemed as surprised as himself. She was somewhat pale, but still pretty, +fresh-looking, and nice, in spite of this night passed in a chair.</p> + +<p>Then, having glanced at the corpse, Duroy started and exclaimed: "Oh, +his beard!" The beard had grown in a few hours on this decomposing flesh +as much as it would have in several days on a living face. And they +stood scared by this life continuing in death, as though in presence of +some fearful prodigy, some supernatural threat of resurrection, one of +these startling and abnormal events which upset and confound the mind.</p> + +<p>They both went and lay down until eleven o'clock. Then they placed +Charles in his coffin, and at once felt relieved and soothed. They had +sat down face to face at lunch with an aroused desire to speak of the +livelier and more consolatory matters, to return to the things of life +again, since they had done with the dead. Through the wide-open window +the soft warmth of spring flowed in, bearing the perfumed breath of the +bed of pinks in bloom before the door.</p> + +<p>Madame Forestier suggested a stroll in the garden to Duroy, and they +began to walk slowly round the little lawn, inhaling with pleasure the +balmy air, laden with the scent of pine and eucalyptus. Suddenly she +began to speak, without turning her head towards him, as he had done +during the night upstairs. She uttered her words slowly, in a low and +serious voice.</p> + +<p>"Look here, my dear friend, I have deeply reflected already on what you +proposed to me, and I do not want you to go away without an answer. +Besides, I am neither going to say yes nor no. We will wait, we will +see, we will know one another better. Reflect, too, on your side. Do not +give way to impulse. But if I speak to you of this before even poor +Charles is lowered into the tomb, it is because it is necessary, after +what you have said to me, that you should thoroughly understand what +sort of woman I am, in order that you may no longer cherish the wish you +expressed to me, in case you are not of a—of a—disposition to +comprehend and bear with me. Understand me well. Marriage for me is not +a charm, but a partnership. I mean to be free, perfectly free as to my +ways, my acts, my going and coming. I could neither tolerate +supervision, nor jealousy, nor arguments as to my behavior. I should +undertake, be it understood, never to compromise the name of the man who +takes me as his wife, never to render him hateful and ridiculous. But +this man must also undertake to see in me an equal, an ally, and not an +inferior or an obedient and submissive wife. My notions, I know, are not +those of every one, but I shall not change them. There you are. I will +also add, do not answer me; it would be useless and unsuitable. We shall +see one another again, and shall perhaps speak of all this again later +on. Now, go for a stroll. I shall return to watch beside him. Till this +evening."</p> + +<p>He printed a long kiss on her hand, and went away without uttering a +word. That evening they only saw one another at dinnertime. Then they +retired to their rooms, both exhausted with fatigue.</p> + +<p>Charles Forestier was buried the next day, without any funeral display, +in the cemetery at Cannes. George Duroy wished to take the Paris +express, which passed through the town at half-past one.</p> + +<p>Madame Forestier drove with him to the station. They walked quietly up +and down the platform pending the time for his departure, speaking of +trivial matters.</p> + +<p>The train rolled into the station. The journalist took his seat, and +then got out again to have a few more moments' conversation with her, +suddenly seized as he was with sadness and a strong regret at leaving +her, as though he were about to lose her for ever.</p> + +<p>A porter shouted, "Take your seats for Marseilles, Lyons, and Paris." +Duroy got in and leant out of the window to say a few more words. The +engine whistled, and the train began to move slowly on.</p> + +<p>The young fellow, leaning out of the carriage, watched the woman +standing still on the platform and following him with her eyes. +Suddenly, as he was about to lose sight of her, he put his hand to his +mouth and threw a kiss towards her. She returned it with a discreet and +hesitating gesture.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="IX" id="IX"></a>IX</h2> + + +<p>George Duroy had returned to all his old habits.</p> + +<p>Installed at present in the little ground-floor suite of rooms in the +Rue de Constantinople, he lived soberly, like a man preparing a new +existence for himself.</p> + +<p>Madame Forestier had not yet returned. She was lingering at Cannes. He +received a letter from her merely announcing her return about the middle +of April, without a word of allusion to their farewell. He was waiting, +his mind was thoroughly made up now to employ every means in order to +marry her, if she seemed to hesitate. But he had faith in his luck, +confidence in that power of seduction which he felt within him, a vague +and irresistible power which all women felt the influence of.</p> + +<p>A short note informed him that the decisive hour was about to strike: "I +am in Paris. Come and see me.—Madeleine Forestier."</p> + +<p>Nothing more. He received it by the nine o'clock post. He arrived at her +residence at three on the same day. She held out both hands to him +smiling with her pleasant smile, and they looked into one another's eyes +for a few seconds. Then she said: "How good you were to come to me there +under those terrible circumstances."</p> + +<p>"I should have done anything you told me to," he replied.</p> + +<p>And they sat down. She asked the news, inquired about the Walters, about +all the staff, about the paper. She had often thought about the paper.</p> + +<p>"I miss that a great deal," she said, "really a very great deal. I had +become at heart a journalist. What would you, I love the profession?"</p> + +<p>Then she paused. He thought he understood, he thought he divined in her +smile, in the tone of her voice, in her words themselves a kind of +invitation, and although he had promised to himself not to precipitate +matters, he stammered out: "Well, then—why—why should you not +resume—this occupation—under—under the name of Duroy?"</p> + +<p>She suddenly became serious again, and placing her hand on his arm, +murmured: "Do not let us speak of that yet a while."</p> + +<p>But he divined that she accepted, and falling at her knees began to +passionately kiss her hands, repeating: "Thanks, thanks; oh, how I love +you!"</p> + +<p>She rose. He did so, too, and noted that she was very pale. Then he +understood that he had pleased her, for a long time past, perhaps, and +as they found themselves face to face, he clasped her to him and printed +a long, tender, and decorous kiss on her forehead. When she had freed +herself, slipping through his arms, she said in a serious tone: "Listen, +I have not yet made up my mind to anything. However, it may be—yes. But +you must promise me the most absolute secrecy till I give you leave to +speak."</p> + +<p>He swore this, and left, his heart overflowing with joy.</p> + +<p>He was from that time forward very discreet as regards the visits he +paid her, and did not ask for any more definite consent on her part, for +she had a way of speaking of the future, of saying "by-and-by," and of +shaping plans in which these two lives were blended, which answered him +better and more delicately than a formal acceptation.</p> + +<p>Duroy worked hard and spent little, trying to save money so as not to be +without a penny at the date fixed for his marriage, and becoming as +close as he had been prodigal. The summer went by, and then the autumn, +without anyone suspecting anything, for they met very little, and only +in the most natural way in the world.</p> + +<p>One evening, Madeleine, looking him straight in the eyes said: "You have +not yet announced our intentions to Madame de Marelle?"</p> + +<p>"No, dear, having promised you to be secret, I have not opened my mouth +to a living soul."</p> + +<p>"Well, it is about time to tell her. I will undertake to inform the +Walters. You will do so this week, will you not?"</p> + +<p>He blushed as he said: "Yes, to-morrow."</p> + +<p>She had turned away her eyes in order not to notice his confusion, and +said: "If you like we will be married in the beginning of May. That will +be a very good time."</p> + +<p>"I obey you in all things with joy."</p> + +<p>"The tenth of May, which is a Saturday, will suit me very nicely, for it +is my birthday."</p> + +<p>"Very well, the tenth of May."</p> + +<p>"Your parents live near Rouen, do they not? You have told me so, at +least."</p> + +<p>"Yes, near Rouen, at Canteleu."</p> + +<p>"What are they?"</p> + +<p>"They are—they are small annuitants."</p> + +<p>"Ah! I should very much like to know them."</p> + +<p>He hesitated, greatly perplexed, and said: "But, you see, they are—" +Then making up his mind, like a really clever man, he went on: "My dear, +they are mere country folk, innkeepers, who have pinched themselves to +the utmost to enable me to pursue my studies. For my part, I am not +ashamed of them, but their—simplicity—their rustic manners—might, +perhaps, render you uncomfortable."</p> + +<p>She smiled, delightfully, her face lit up with gentle kindness as she +replied: "No. I shall be very fond of them. We will go and see them. I +want to. I will speak of this to you again. I, too, am a daughter of +poor people, but I have lost my parents. I have no longer anyone in the +world." She held out her hand to him as she added: "But you."</p> + +<p>He felt softened, moved, overcome, as he had been by no other woman.</p> + +<p>"I had thought about one matter," she continued, "but it is rather +difficult to explain."</p> + +<p>"What is it?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Well, it is this, my dear boy, I am like all women, I have my +weaknesses, my pettinesses. I love all that glitters, that catches the +ear. I should have so delighted to have borne a noble name. Could you +not, on the occasion of your marriage, ennoble yourself a little?"</p> + +<p>She had blushed in her turn, as if she had proposed something +indelicate.</p> + +<p>He replied simply enough: "I have often thought about it, but it did not +seem to me so easy."</p> + +<p>"Why so?"</p> + +<p>He began to laugh, saying: "Because I was afraid of making myself look +ridiculous."</p> + +<p>She shrugged her shoulders. "Not at all, not at all Every one does it, +and nobody laughs. Separate your name in two—Du Roy. That looks very +well."</p> + +<p>He replied at once like a man who understands the matter in question: +"No, that will not do at all. It is too simple, too common, too +well-known. I had thought of taking the name of my native place, as a +literary pseudonym at first, then of adding it to my own by degrees, and +then, later on, of even cutting my name in two, as you suggest."</p> + +<p>"Your native place is Canteleu?" she queried.</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>She hesitated, saying: "No, I do not like the termination. Come, cannot +we modify this word Canteleu a little?"</p> + +<p>She had taken up a pen from the table, and was scribbling names and +studying their physiognomy. All at once she exclaimed: "There, there it +is!" and held out to him a paper, on which read—"Madame Duroy de +Cantel."</p> + +<p>He reflected a few moments, and then said gravely: "Yes, that does very +well."</p> + +<p>She was delighted, and kept repeating "Duroy de Cantel, Duroy de Cantel, +Madame Duroy de Cantel. It is capital, capital." She went on with an air +of conviction: "And you will see how easy it is to get everyone to +accept it. But one must know how to seize the opportunity, for it will +be too late afterwards. You must from to-morrow sign your descriptive +articles D. de Cantel, and your 'Echoes' simply Duroy. It is done every +day in the press, and no one will be astonished to see you take a +pseudonym. At the moment of our marriage we can modify it yet a little +more, and tell our friends that you had given up the 'Du' out of modesty +on account of your position, or even say nothing about it. What is your +father's Christian name?"</p> + +<p>"Alexander."</p> + +<p>She murmured: "Alexander, Alexander," two or three times, listening to +the sonorous roll of the syllables, and then wrote on a blank sheet of +paper:</p> + +<p>"Monsieur and Madame Alexander Du Roy de Cantel have the honor to inform +you of the marriage of Monsieur George Du Roy de Cantel, their son, to +Madame Madeleine Forestier." She looked at her writing, holding it at a +distance, charmed by the effect, and said: "With a little method we can +manage whatever we wish."</p> + +<p>When he found himself once more in the street, firmly resolved to call +himself in future Du Roy, and even Du Roy de Cantel, it seemed to him +that he had acquired fresh importance. He walked with more swagger, his +head higher, his moustache fiercer, as a gentleman should walk. He felt +in himself a species of joyous desire to say to the passers-by: "My name +is Du Roy de Cantel."</p> + +<p>But scarcely had he got home than the thought of Madame de Marelle made +him feel uneasy, and he wrote to her at once to ask her to make an +appointment for the next day.</p> + +<p>"It will be a tough job," he thought. "I must look out for squalls."</p> + +<p>Then he made up his mind for it, with the native carelessness which +caused him to slur over the disagreeable side of life, and began to +write a fancy article on the fresh taxes needed in order to make the +Budget balance. He set down in this the nobiliary "De" at a hundred +francs a year, and titles, from baron to prince, at from five hundred to +five thousand francs. And he signed it "D. de Cantel."</p> + +<p>He received a telegram from his mistress next morning saying that she +would call at one o'clock. He waited for her somewhat feverishly, his +mind made up to bring things to a point at once, to say everything right +out, and then, when the first emotion had subsided, to argue cleverly in +order to prove to her that he could not remain a bachelor for ever, and +that as Monsieur de Marelle insisted on living, he had been obliged to +think of another than herself as his legitimate companion. He felt +moved, though, and when he heard her ring his heart began to beat.</p> + +<p>She threw herself into his arms, exclaiming: "Good morning, Pretty-boy." +Then, finding his embrace cold, looked at him, and said: "What is the +matter with you?"</p> + +<p>"Sit down," he said, "we have to talk seriously."</p> + +<p>She sat down without taking her bonnet off, only turning back her veil, +and waited.</p> + +<p>He had lowered his eyes, and was preparing the beginning of his speech. +He commenced in a low tone of voice: "My dear one, you see me very +uneasy, very sad, and very much embarrassed at what I have to admit to +you. I love you dearly. I really love you from the bottom of my heart, +so that the fear of causing you pain afflicts me more than even the news +I am going to tell you."</p> + +<p>She grew pale, felt herself tremble, and stammered out: "What is the +matter? Tell me at once."</p> + +<p>He said in sad but resolute tones, with that feigned dejection which we +make use of to announce fortunate misfortunes: "I am going to be +married."</p> + +<p>She gave the sigh of a woman who is about to faint, a painful sigh from +the very depths of her bosom, and then began to choke and gasp without +being able to speak.</p> + +<p>Seeing that she did not say anything, he continued: "You cannot imagine +how much I suffered before coming to this resolution. But I have neither +position nor money. I am alone, lost in Paris. I needed beside me +someone who above all would be an adviser, a consoler, and a stay. It is +a partner, an ally, that I have sought, and that I have found."</p> + +<p>He was silent, hoping that she would reply, expecting furious rage, +violence, and insults. She had placed one hand on her heart as though to +restrain its throbbings, and continued to draw her breath by painful +efforts, which made her bosom heave spasmodically and her head nod to +and fro. He took her other hand, which was resting on the arm of the +chair, but she snatched it away abruptly. Then she murmured, as though +in a state of stupefaction: "Oh, my God!"</p> + +<p>He knelt down before her, without daring to touch her, however, and more +deeply moved by this silence than he would have been by a fit of anger, +stammered out: "Clo! my darling Clo! just consider my situation, +consider what I am. Oh! if I had been able to marry you, what happiness +it would have been. But you are married. What could I do? Come, think of +it, now. I must take a place in society, and I cannot do it so long as I +have not a home. If you only knew. There are days when I have felt a +longing to kill your husband."</p> + +<p>He spoke in his soft, subdued, seductive voice, a voice which entered +the ear like music. He saw two tears slowly gather in the fixed and +staring eyes of his mistress and then roll down her cheeks, while two +more were already formed on the eyelids.</p> + +<p>He murmured: "Do not cry, Clo; do not cry, I beg of you. You rend my +very heart."</p> + +<p>Then she made an effort, a strong effort, to be proud and dignified, and +asked, in the quivering tone of a woman about to burst into sobs: "Who +is it?"</p> + +<p>He hesitated a moment, and then understanding that he must, said:</p> + +<p>"Madeleine Forestier."</p> + +<p>Madame de Marelle shuddered all over, and remained silent, so deep in +thought that she seemed to have forgotten that he was at her feet. And +two transparent drops kept continually forming in her eyes, falling and +forming again.</p> + +<p>She rose. Duroy guessed that she was going away without saying a word, +without reproach or forgiveness, and he felt hurt and humiliated to the +bottom of his soul. Wishing to stay her, he threw his arms about the +skirt of her dress, clasping through the stuff her rounded legs, which +he felt stiffen in resistance. He implored her, saying: "I beg of you, +do not go away like that."</p> + +<p>Then she looked down on him from above with that moistened and +despairing eye, at once so charming and so sad, which shows all the +grief of a woman's heart, and gasped out: "I—I have nothing to say. I +have nothing to do with it. You—you are right. You—you have chosen +well."</p> + +<p>And, freeing herself by a backward movement, she left the room without +his trying to detain her further.</p> + +<p>Left to himself, he rose as bewildered as if he had received a blow on +the head. Then, making up his mind, he muttered: "Well, so much the +worse or the better. It is over, and without a scene; I prefer that," +and relieved from an immense weight, suddenly feeling himself free, +delivered, at ease as to his future life, he began to spar at the wall, +hitting out with his fists in a kind of intoxication of strength and +triumph, as if he had been fighting Fate.</p> + +<p>When Madame Forestier asked: "Have you told Madame de Marelle?" he +quietly answered, "Yes."</p> + +<p>She scanned him closely with her bright eyes, saying: "And did it not +cause her any emotion?"</p> + +<p>"No, not at all. She thought it, on the contrary, a very good idea."</p> + +<p>The news was soon known. Some were astonished, others asserted that they +had foreseen it; others, again, smiled, and let it be understood that +they were not surprised.</p> + +<p>The young man who now signed his descriptive articles D. de Cantel, his +"Echoes" Duroy, and the political articles which he was beginning to +write from time to time Du Roy, passed half his time with his betrothed, +who treated him with a fraternal familiarity into which, however, +entered a real but hidden love, a species of desire concealed as a +weakness. She had decided that the marriage should be quite private, +only the witnesses being present, and that they should leave the same +evening for Rouen. They would go the next day to see the journalist's +parents, and remain with them some days. Duroy had striven to get her to +renounce this project, but not having been able to do so, had ended by +giving in to it.</p> + +<p>So the tenth of May having come, the newly-married couple, having +considered the religious ceremony useless since they had not invited +anyone, returned to finish packing their boxes after a brief visit to +the Town Hall. They took, at the Saint Lazare terminus, the six o'clock +train, which bore them away towards Normandy. They had scarcely +exchanged twenty words up to the time that they found themselves alone +in the railway carriage. As soon as they felt themselves under way, they +looked at one another and began to laugh, to hide a certain feeling of +awkwardness which they did not want to manifest.</p> + +<p>The train slowly passed through the long station of Batignolles, and +then crossed the mangy-looking plain extending from the fortifications +to the Seine. Duroy and his wife from time to time made a few idle +remarks, and then turned again towards the windows. When they crossed +the bridge of Asniéres, a feeling of greater liveliness was aroused in +them at the sight of the river covered with boats, fishermen, and +oarsmen. The sun, a bright May sun, shed its slanting rays upon the +craft and upon the smooth stream, which seemed motionless, without +current or eddy, checked, as it were, beneath the heat and brightness of +the declining day. A sailing boat in the middle of the river having +spread two large triangular sails of snowy canvas, wing and wing, to +catch the faintest puffs of wind, looked like an immense bird preparing +to take flight.</p> + +<p>Duroy murmured: "I adore the neighborhood of Paris. I have memories of +dinners which I reckon among the pleasantest in my life."</p> + +<p>"And the boats," she replied. "How nice it is to glide along at sunset."</p> + +<p>Then they became silent, as though afraid to continue their outpourings +as to their past life, and remained so, already enjoying, perhaps, the +poesy of regret.</p> + +<p>Duroy, seated face to face with his wife, took her hand and slowly +kissed it. "When we get back again," said he, "we will go and dine +sometimes at Chatou."</p> + +<p>She murmured: "We shall have so many things to do," in a tone of voice +that seemed to imply, "The agreeable must be sacrificed to the useful."</p> + +<p>He still held her hand, asking himself with some uneasiness by what +transition he should reach the caressing stage. He would not have felt +uneasy in the same way in presence of the ignorance of a young girl, but +the lively and artful intelligence he felt existed in Madeleine, +rendered his attitude an embarrassed one. He was afraid of appearing +stupid to her, too timid or too brutal, too slow or too prompt. He kept +pressing her hand gently, without her making any response to this +appeal. At length he said: "It seems to me very funny for you to be my +wife."</p> + +<p>She seemed surprised as she said: "Why so?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know. It seems strange to me. I want to kiss you, and I feel +astonished at having the right to do so."</p> + +<p>She calmly held out her cheek to him, which he kissed as he would have +kissed that of a sister.</p> + +<p>He continued: "The first time I saw you—you remember the dinner +Forestier invited me to—I thought, 'Hang it all, if I could only find a +wife like that.' Well, it's done. I have one."</p> + +<p>She said, in a low tone: "That is very nice," and looked him straight in +the face, shrewdly, and with smiling eyes.</p> + +<p>He reflected, "I am too cold. I am stupid. I ought to get along quicker +than this," and asked: "How did you make Forestier's acquaintance?"</p> + +<p>She replied, with provoking archness: "Are we going to Rouen to talk +about him?"</p> + +<p>He reddened, saying: "I am a fool. But you frighten me a great deal."</p> + +<p>She was delighted, saying: "I—impossible! How is it?"</p> + +<p>He had seated himself close beside her. She suddenly exclaimed: "Oh! a +stag."</p> + +<p>The train was passing through the forest of Saint Germaine, and she had +seen a frightened deer clear one of the paths at a bound. Duroy, leaning +forward as she looked out of the open window, printed a long kiss, a +lover's kiss, among the hair on her neck. She remained still for a few +seconds, and then, raising her head, said: "You are tickling me. Leave +off."</p> + +<p>But he would not go away, but kept on pressing his curly moustache +against her white skin in a long and thrilling caress.</p> + +<p>She shook herself, saying: "Do leave off."</p> + +<p>He had taken her head in his right hand, passed around her, and turned +it towards him. Then he darted on her mouth like a hawk on its prey. She +struggled, repulsed him, tried to free herself. She succeeded at last, +and repeated: "Do leave off."</p> + +<p>He remained seated, very red and chilled by this sensible remark; then, +having recovered more self-possession, he said, with some liveliness: +"Very well, I will wait, but I shan't be able to say a dozen words till +we get to Rouen. And remember that we are only passing through Poissy."</p> + +<p>"I will do the talking then," she said, and sat down quietly beside him.</p> + +<p>She spoke with precision of what they would do on their return. They +must keep on the suite of apartments that she had resided in with her +first husband, and Duroy would also inherit the duties and salary of +Forestier at the <i>Vie Francaise</i>. Before their union, besides, she had +planned out, with the certainty of a man of business, all the financial +details of their household. They had married under a settlement +preserving to each of them their respective estates, and every incident +that might arise—death, divorce, the birth of one or more children—was +duly provided for. The young fellow contributed a capital of four +thousand francs, he said, but of that sum he had borrowed fifteen +hundred. The rest was due to savings effected during the year in view of +the event. Her contribution was forty thousand francs, which she said +had been left her by Forestier.</p> + +<p>She returned to him as a subject of conversation. "He was a very steady, +economical, hard-working fellow. He would have made a fortune in a very +short time."</p> + +<p>Duroy no longer listened, wholly absorbed by other thoughts. She stopped +from time to time to follow out some inward train of ideas, and then +went on: "In three or four years you can be easily earning thirty to +forty thousand francs a year. That is what Charles would have had if he +had lived."</p> + +<p>George, who began to find the lecture rather a long one, replied: "I +thought we were not going to Rouen to talk about him."</p> + +<p>She gave him a slight tap on the cheek, saying, with a laugh: "That is +so. I am in the wrong."</p> + +<p>He made a show of sitting with his hands on his knees like a very good +boy.</p> + +<p>"You look very like a simpleton like that," said she.</p> + +<p>He replied: "That is my part, of which, by the way, you reminded me just +now, and I shall continue to play it."</p> + +<p>"Why?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Because it is you who take management of the household, and even of me. +That, indeed, concerns you, as being a widow."</p> + +<p>She was amazed, saying: "What do you really mean?"</p> + +<p>"That you have an experience that should enlighten my ignorance, and +matrimonial practice that should polish up my bachelor innocence, that's +all."</p> + +<p>"That is too much," she exclaimed.</p> + +<p>He replied: "That is so. I don't know anything about ladies; no, and you +know all about gentlemen, for you are a widow. You must undertake my +education—this evening—and you can begin at once if you like."</p> + +<p>She exclaimed, very much amused: "Oh, indeed, if you reckon on me for +that!"</p> + +<p>He repeated, in the tone of a school boy stumbling through his lesson: +"Yes, I do. I reckon that you will give me solid information—in twenty +lessons. Ten for the elements, reading and grammar; ten for finishing +accomplishments. I don't know anything myself."</p> + +<p>She exclaimed, highly amused: "You goose."</p> + +<p>He replied: "If that is the familiar tone you take, I will follow your +example, and tell you, darling, that I adore you more and more every +moment, and that I find Rouen a very long way off."</p> + +<p>He spoke now with a theatrical intonation and with a series of changes +of facial expression, which amused his companion, accustomed to the ways +of literary Bohemia. She glanced at him out of the corner of her eye, +finding him really charming, and experiencing the longing we have to +pluck a fruit from the tree at once, and the check of reason which +advises us to wait till dinner to eat it at the proper time. Then she +observed, blushing somewhat at the thoughts which assailed her: "My dear +little pupil, trust my experience, my great experience. Kisses in a +railway train are not worth anything. They only upset one." Then she +blushed still more as she murmured: "One should never eat one's corn in +the ear."</p> + +<p>He chuckled, kindling at the double meanings from her pretty mouth, and +made the sign of the cross, with a movement of the lips, as though +murmuring a prayer, adding aloud: "I have placed myself under the +protection of St. Anthony, patron-saint of temptations. Now I am +adamant."</p> + +<p>Night was stealing gently on, wrapping in its transparent shadow, like a +fine gauze, the broad landscape stretching away to the right. The train +was running along the Seine, and the young couple began to watch the +crimson reflections on the surface of the river, winding like a broad +strip of polished metal alongside the line, patches fallen from the sky, +which the departing sun had kindled into flame. These reflections slowly +died out, grew deeper, faded sadly. The landscape became dark with that +sinister thrill, that deathlike quiver, which each twilight causes to +pass over the earth. This evening gloom, entering the open window, +penetrated the two souls, but lately so lively, of the now silent pair.</p> + +<p>They had drawn more closely together to watch the dying day. At Nantes +the railway people had lit the little oil lamp, which shed its yellow, +trembling light upon the drab cloth of the cushions. Duroy passed his +arms round the waist of his wife, and clasped her to him. His recent +keen desire had become a softened one, a longing for consoling little +caresses, such as we lull children with.</p> + +<p>He murmured softly: "I shall love you very dearly, my little Made."</p> + +<p>The softness of his voice stirred the young wife, and caused a rapid +thrill to run through her. She offered her mouth, bending towards him, +for he was resting his cheek upon the warm pillow of her bosom, until +the whistle of the train announced that they were nearing a station. She +remarked, flattening the ruffled locks about her forehead with the tips +of her fingers: "It was very silly. We are quite childish."</p> + +<p>But he was kissing her hands in turn with feverish rapidity, and +replied: "I adore you, my little Made."</p> + +<p>Until they reached Rouen they remained almost motionless, cheek against +cheek, their eyes turned to the window, through which, from time to +time, the lights of houses could be seen in the darkness, satisfied with +feeling themselves so close to one another, and with the growing +anticipation of a freer and more intimate embrace.</p> + +<p>They put up at a hotel overlooking the quay, and went to bed after a +very hurried supper.</p> + +<p>The chambermaid aroused them next morning as it was striking eight. When +they had drank the cup of tea she had placed on the night-table, Duroy +looked at his wife, then suddenly, with the joyful impulse of the +fortunate man who has just found a treasure, he clasped her in his arms, +exclaiming: "My little Made, I am sure that I love you ever so much, +ever so much, ever so much."</p> + +<p>She smiled with her confident and satisfied smile, and murmured, as she +returned his kisses: "And I too—perhaps."</p> + +<p>But he still felt uneasy about the visit of his parents. He had already +forewarned his wife, had prepared and lectured her, but he thought fit +to do so again.</p> + +<p>"You know," he said, "they are only rustics—country rustics, not +theatrical ones."</p> + +<p>She laughed.</p> + +<p>"But I know that: you have told me so often enough. Come, get up and let +me get up."</p> + +<p>He jumped out of bed, and said, as he drew on his socks:</p> + +<p>"We shall be very uncomfortable there, very uncomfortable. There is only +an old straw palliasse in my room. Spring mattresses are unknown at +Canteleu."</p> + +<p>She seemed delighted.</p> + +<p>"So much the better. It will be delightful to sleep +badly—beside—beside you, and to be woke up by the crowing of the +cocks."</p> + +<p>She had put on her dressing-gown—a white flannel dressing-gown—which +Duroy at once recognized. The sight of it was unpleasant to him. Why? +His wife had, he was aware, a round dozen of these morning garments. She +could not destroy her trousseau in order to buy a new one. No matter, he +would have preferred that her bed-linen, her night-linen, her +under-clothing were not the same she had made use of with the other. It +seemed to him that the soft, warm stuff must have retained something +from its contact with Forestier.</p> + +<p>He walked to the window, lighting a cigarette. The sight of the port, +the broad stream covered with vessels with tapering spars, the steamers +noisily unloading alongside the quay, stirred him, although he had been +acquainted with it all for a long time past, and he exclaimed: "By Jove! +it is a fine sight."</p> + +<p>Madeleine approached, and placing both hands on one of her husband's +shoulders, leaned against him with careless grace, charmed and +delighted. She kept repeating: "Oh! how pretty, how pretty. I did not +know that there were so many ships as that."</p> + +<p>They started an hour later, for they were to lunch with the old people, +who had been forewarned some days beforehand. A rusty open carriage bore +them along with a noise of jolting ironmongery. They followed a long and +rather ugly boulevard, passed between some fields through which flowed a +stream, and began to ascend the slope. Madeleine, somewhat fatigued, had +dozed off beneath the penetrating caress of the sun, which warmed her +delightfully as she lay stretched back in the old carriage as though in +a bath of light and country air.</p> + +<p>Her husband awoke her, saying: "Look!"</p> + +<p>They had halted two-thirds of the way up the slope, at a spot famous for +the view, and to which all tourists drive. They overlooked the long and +broad valley through which the bright river flowed in sweeping curves. +It could be caught sight of in the distance, dotted with numerous +islands, and describing a wide sweep before flowing through Rouen. Then +the town appeared on the right bank, slightly veiled in the morning +mist, but with rays of sunlight falling on its roofs; its thousand squat +or pointed spires, light, fragile-looking, wrought like gigantic jewels; +its round or square towers topped with heraldic crowns; its belfries; +the numerous Gothic summits of its churches, overtopped by the sharp +spire of the cathedral, that surprising spike of bronze—strange, ugly, +and out of all proportion, the tallest in the world. Facing it, on the +other side of the river, rose the factory chimneys of the suburb of +Saint Serves—tall, round, and broadening at their summit. More numerous +than their sister spires, they reared even in the distant country, their +tall brick columns, and vomited into the blue sky their black and coaly +breath. Highest of all, as high as the second of the summits reared by +human labor, the pyramid of Cheops, almost level with its proud +companion the cathedral spire, the great steam-pump of La Foudre seemed +the queen of the busy, smoking factories, as the other was the queen of +the sacred edifices. Further on, beyond the workmen's town, stretched a +forest of pines, and the Seine, having passed between the two divisions +of the city, continued its way, skirting a tall rolling slope, wooded at +the summit, and showing here and there its bare bone of white stone. +Then the river disappeared on the horizon, after again describing a long +sweeping curve. Ships could be seen ascending and descending the stream, +towed by tugs as big as flies and belching forth thick smoke. Islands +were stretched along the water in a line, one close to the other, or +with wide intervals between them, like the unequal beads of a verdant +rosary.</p> + +<p>The driver waited until the travelers' ecstasies were over. He knew from +experience the duration of the admiration of all the breed of tourists. +But when he started again Duroy suddenly caught sight of two old people +advancing towards them some hundreds of yards further on, and jumped +out, exclaiming: "There they are. I recognize them."</p> + +<p>There were two country-folk, a man and a woman, walking with irregular +steps, rolling in their gait, and sometimes knocking their shoulders +together. The man was short and strongly built, high colored and +inclined to stoutness, but powerful, despite his years. The woman was +tall, spare, bent, careworn, the real hard-working country-woman who has +toiled afield from childhood, and has never had time to amuse herself, +while her husband has been joking and drinking with the customers. +Madeleine had also alighted from the carriage, and she watched these two +poor creatures coming towards them with a pain at her heart, a sadness +she had not anticipated. They had not recognized their son in this fine +gentleman and would never have guessed this handsome lady in the light +dress to be their daughter-in-law. They were walking on quickly and in +silence to meet their long-looked-for boy, without noticing these city +folk followed by their carriage.</p> + +<p>They passed by when George, who was laughing, cried out: "Good-day, +Daddy Duroy!"</p> + +<p>They both stopped short, amazed at first, then stupefied with surprise. +The old woman recovered herself first, and stammered, without advancing +a step: "Is't thou, boy?"</p> + +<p>The young fellow answered: "Yes, it is I, mother," and stepping up to +her, kissed her on both cheeks with a son's hearty smack. Then he rubbed +noses with his father, who had taken off his cap, a very tall, black +silk cap, made Rouen fashion, like those worn by cattle dealers.</p> + +<p>Then George said: "This is my wife," and the two country people looked +at Madeleine. They looked at her as one looks at a phenomenon, with an +uneasy fear, united in the father with a species of approving +satisfaction, in the mother with a kind of jealous enmity.</p> + +<p>The man, who was of a joyous nature and inspired by a loveliness born of +sweet cider and alcohol, grew bolder, and asked, with a twinkle in the +corner of his eyes: "I may kiss her all the same?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly," replied his son, and Madeleine, ill at ease, held out both +cheeks to the sounding smacks of the rustic, who then wiped his lips +with the back of his hand. The old woman, in her turn, kissed her +daughter-in-law with a hostile reserve. No, this was not the +daughter-in-law of her dreams; the plump, fresh housewife, rosy-cheeked +as an apple, and round as a brood mare. She looked like a hussy, the +fine lady with her furbelows and her musk. For the old girl all perfumes +were musk.</p> + +<p>They set out again, walking behind the carriage which bore the trunk of +the newly-wedded pair. The old fellow took his son by the arm, and +keeping him a little in the rear of the others, asked with interest: +"Well, how goes business, lad?"</p> + +<p>"Pretty fair."</p> + +<p>"So much the better. Has thy wife any money?"</p> + +<p>"Forty thousand francs," answered George.</p> + +<p>His father gave vent to an admiring whistle, and could only murmur, +"Dang it!" so overcome was he by the mention of the sum. Then he added, +in a tone of serious conviction: "Dang it all, she's a fine woman!" For +he found her to his taste, and he had passed for a good judge in his +day.</p> + +<p>Madeleine and her mother-in-law were walking side by side without +exchanging a word. The two men rejoined them. They reached the village, +a little roadside village formed of half-a-score houses on each side of +the highway, cottages and farm buildings, the former of brick and the +latter of clay, these covered with thatch and those with slates. Father +Duroy's tavern, "The Bellevue," a bit of a house consisting of a ground +floor and a garret, stood at the beginning of the village to the left. A +pine branch above the door indicated, in ancient fashion, that thirsty +folk could enter.</p> + +<p>The things were laid for lunch, in the common room of the tavern, on two +tables placed together and covered with two napkins. A neighbor, come in +to help to serve the lunch, bowed low on seeing such a fine lady appear; +and then, recognizing George, exclaimed: "Good Lord! is that the +youngster?"</p> + +<p>He replied gayly: "Yes, it is I, Mother Brulin," and kissed her as he +had kissed his father and mother. Then turning to his wife, he said: +"Come into our room and take your hat off."</p> + +<p>He ushered her through a door to the right into a cold-looking room with +tiled floor, white-washed walls, and a bed with white cotton curtains. A +crucifix above a holy-water stoup, and two colored pictures, one +representing Paul and Virginia under a blue palm tree, and the other +Napoleon the First on a yellow horse, were the only ornaments of this +clean and dispiriting apartment.</p> + +<p>As soon as they were alone he kissed Madeleine, saying: "Thanks, Made. I +am glad to see the old folks again. When one is in Paris one does not +think about it; but when one meets again, it gives one pleasure all the +same."</p> + +<p>But his father, thumbing the partition with his fist, cried out: "Come +along, come along, the soup is ready," and they had to sit down to +table.</p> + +<p>It was a long, countrified repast, with a succession of ill-assorted +dishes, a sausage after a leg of mutton, and an omelette after a +sausage. Father Duroy, excited by cider and some glasses of wine, turned +on the tap of his choicest jokes—those he reserved for great occasions +of festivity, smutty adventures that had happened, as he maintained, to +friends of his. George, who knew all these stories, laughed, +nevertheless, intoxicated by his native air, seized on by the innate +love of one's birthplace and of spots familiar from childhood, by all +the sensations and recollections once more renewed, by all the objects +of yore seen again once more; by trifles, such as the mark of a knife on +a door, a broken chair recalling some pretty event, the smell of the +soil, the breath of the neighboring forest, the odors of the dwelling, +the gutter, the dunghill.</p> + +<p>Mother Duroy did not speak, but remained sad and grim, watching her +daughter-in-law out of the corner of her eye, with hatred awakened in +her heart—the hatred of an old toiler, an old rustic with fingers worn +and limbs bent by hard work—for the city madame, who inspired her with +the repulsion of an accursed creature, an impure being, created for +idleness and sin. She kept getting up every moment to fetch the dishes +or fill the glasses with cider, sharp and yellow from the decanter, or +sweet, red, and frothing from the bottles, the corks of which popped +like those of ginger beer.</p> + +<p>Madeleine scarcely ate or spoke. She wore her wonted smile upon her +lips, but it was a sad and resigned one. She was downcast. Why? She had +wanted to come. She had not been unaware that she was going among +country folk—poor country folk. What had she fancied them to be—she, +who did not usually dream? Did she know herself? Do not women always +hope for something that is not? Had she fancied them more poetical? No; +but perhaps better informed, more noble, more affectionate, more +ornamental. Yet she did not want them high-bred, like those in novels. +Whence came it, then, that they shocked her by a thousand trifling, +imperceptible details, by a thousand indefinable coarsenesses, by their +very nature as rustics, by their words, their gestures, and their mirth? +She recalled her own mother, of whom she never spoke to anyone—a +governess, brought up at Saint Denis—seduced, and died from poverty and +grief when she, Madeleine, was twelve years old. An unknown hand had had +her brought up. Her father, no doubt. Who was he? She did not exactly +know, although she had vague suspicions.</p> + +<p>The lunch still dragged on. Customers were now coming in and shaking +hands with the father, uttering exclamations of wonderment on seeing his +son, and slyly winking as they scanned the young wife out of the corner +of their eye, which was as much as to say: "Hang it all, she's not a +duffer, George Duroy's wife." Others, less intimate, sat down at the +wooden tables, calling for "A pot," "A jugful," "Two brandies," "A +raspail," and began to play at dominoes, noisily rattling the little +bits of black and white bone. Mother Duroy kept passing to and fro, +serving the customers, with her melancholy air, taking money, and wiping +the tables with the corner of her blue apron.</p> + +<p>The smoke of clay pipes and sou cigars filled the room. Madeleine began +to cough, and said: "Suppose we go out; I cannot stand it."</p> + +<p>They had not quite finished, and old Duroy was annoyed at this. Then she +got up and went and sat on a chair outside the door, while her +father-in-law and her husband were finishing their coffee and their nip +of brandy.</p> + +<p>George soon rejoined her. "Shall we stroll down as far as the Seine?" +said he.</p> + +<p>She consented with pleasure, saying: "Oh, yes; let us go."</p> + +<p>They descended the slope, hired a boat at Croisset, and passed the rest +of the afternoon drowsily moored under the willows alongside an island, +soothed to slumber by the soft spring weather, and rocked by the +wavelets of the river. Then they went back at nightfall.</p> + +<p>The evening's repast, eaten by the light of a tallow candle, was still +more painful for Madeleine than that of the morning. Father Duroy, who +was half drunk, no longer spoke. The mother maintained her dogged +manner. The wretched light cast upon the gray walls the shadows of heads +with enormous noses and exaggerated movements. A great hand was seen to +raise a pitchfork to a mouth opening like a dragon's maw whenever any +one of them, turning a little, presented a profile to the yellow, +flickering flame.</p> + +<p>As soon as dinner was over, Madeleine drew her husband out of the house, +in order not to stay in this gloomy room, always reeking with an acrid +smell of old pipes and spilt liquor. As soon as they were outside, he +said: "You are tired of it already."</p> + +<p>She began to protest, but he stopped her, saying: "No, I saw it very +plainly. If you like, we will leave to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Very well," she murmured.</p> + +<p>They strolled gently onward. It was a mild night, the deep, +all-embracing shadow of which seemed filled with faint murmurings, +rustlings, and breathings. They had entered a narrow path, overshadowed +by tall trees, and running between two belts of underwood of +impenetrable blackness.</p> + +<p>"Where are we?" asked she.</p> + +<p>"In the forest," he replied.</p> + +<p>"Is it a large one?"</p> + +<p>"Very large; one of the largest in France."</p> + +<p>An odor of earth, trees, and moss—that fresh yet old scent of the +woods, made up of the sap of bursting buds and the dead and moldering +foliage of the thickets, seemed to linger in the path. Raising her head, +Madeleine could see the stars through the tree-tops; and although no +breeze stirred the boughs, she could yet feel around her the vague +quivering of this ocean of leaves. A strange thrill shot through her +soul and fleeted across her skin—a strange pain gripped her at the +heart. Why, she did not understand. But it seemed to her that she was +lost, engulfed, surrounded by perils, abandoned by everyone; alone, +alone in the world beneath this living vault quivering there above her.</p> + +<p>She murmured: "I am rather frightened. I should like to go back."</p> + +<p>"Well, let us do so."</p> + +<p>"And—we will leave for Paris to-morrow?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"To-morrow morning?"</p> + +<p>"To-morrow morning, if you like."</p> + +<p>They returned home. The old folks had gone to bed. She slept badly, +continually aroused by all the country sounds so new to her—the cry of +the screech owl, the grunting of a pig in a sty adjoining the house, and +the noise of a cock who kept on crowing from midnight. She was up and +ready to start at daybreak.</p> + +<p>When George announced to his parents that he was going back they were +both astonished; then they understood the origin of his wish.</p> + +<p>The father merely said: "Shall I see you again soon?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, in the course of the summer."</p> + +<p>"So much the better."</p> + +<p>The old woman growled: "I hope you won't regret what you have done."</p> + +<p>He left them two hundred francs as a present to assuage their +discontent, and the carriage, which a boy had been sent in quest of, +having made its appearance at about ten o'clock, the newly-married +couple embraced the old country folk and started off once more.</p> + +<p>As they were descending the hill Duroy began to laugh.</p> + +<p>"There," he said, "I had warned you. I ought not to have introduced you +to Monsieur and Madame du Roy de Cantel, Senior."</p> + +<p>She began to laugh, too, and replied: "I am delighted now. They are good +folk, whom I am beginning to like very well. I will send them some +presents from Paris." Then she murmured: "Du Roy de Cantel, you will +see that no one will be astonished at the terms of the notification of +our marriage. We will say that we have been staying for a week with your +parents on their estate." And bending towards him she kissed the tip of +his moustache, saying: "Good morning, George."</p> + +<p>He replied: "Good morning, Made," as he passed an arm around her waist.</p> + +<p>In the valley below they could see the broad river like a ribbon of +silver unrolled beneath the morning sun, the factory chimneys belching +forth their clouds of smoke into the sky, and the pointed spires rising +above the old town.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="X" id="X"></a>X</h2> + + +<p>The Du Roys had been back in Paris a couple of days, and the journalist +had taken up his old work pending the moment when he should definitely +assume Forestier's duties, and give himself wholly up to politics. He +was going home that evening to his predecessor's abode to dinner, with a +light heart and a keen desire to embrace his wife, whose physical +attractions and imperceptible domination exercised a powerful impulse +over him. Passing by a florist's at the bottom of the Rue Notre Dame de +Lorette, he was struck by the notion of buying a bouquet for Madeleine, +and chose a large bunch of half-open roses, a very bundle of perfumed +buds.</p> + +<p>At each story of his new staircase he eyed himself complacently in the +mirrors, the sight of which continually recalled to him his first visit +to the house. He rang the bell, having forgotten his key, and the same +man-servant, whom he had also kept on by his wife's advice, opened the +door.</p> + +<p>"Has your mistress come home?" asked George.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>But on passing through the dining-room he was greatly surprised to find +the table laid for three, and the hangings of the drawing-room door +being looped up, saw Madeleine arranging in a vase on the mantelpiece a +bunch of roses exactly similar to his own. He was vexed and displeased; +it was as though he had been robbed of his idea, his mark of attention, +and all the pleasure he anticipated from it.</p> + +<p>"You have invited some one to dinner, then?" he inquired, as he entered +the room.</p> + +<p>She answered without turning round, and while continuing to arrange the +flowers: "Yes, and no. It is my old friend, the Count de Vaudrec, who +has been accustomed to dine here every Monday, and who has come as +usual."</p> + +<p>George murmured: "Ah! very good."</p> + +<p>He remained standing behind her, bouquet in hand, with a longing to hide +it or throw it away. He said, however: "I have brought you some roses."</p> + +<p>She turned round suddenly, smiling, and exclaimed: "Ah! how nice of you +to have thought of that."</p> + +<p>And she held out her arms and lips to him with an outburst of joy so +real that he felt consoled. She took the flowers, smelt them, and with +the liveliness of a delighted child, placed them in the vase that +remained empty opposite the other. Then she murmured, as she viewed the +result: "How glad I am. My mantelpiece is furnished now." She added +almost immediately, in a tone of conviction: "You know Vaudrec is +awfully nice; you will be friends with him at once."</p> + +<p>A ring announced the Count. He entered quietly, and quite at his ease, +as though at home. After having gallantly kissed the young wife's +fingers, he turned to the husband and cordially held out his hand, +saying: "How goes it, my dear Du Roy?"</p> + +<p>It was no longer his former stiff and starched bearing, but an affable +one, showing that the situation was no longer the same. The journalist, +surprised, strove to make himself agreeable in response to these +advances. It might have been believed within five minutes that they had +known and loved one another for ten years past.</p> + +<p>Then Madeleine, whose face was radiant, said: "I will leave you +together, I must give a look to my dinner." And she went out, followed +by a glance from both men. When she returned she found them talking +theatricals apropos of a new piece, and so thoroughly of the same +opinion that a species of rapid friendship awoke in their eyes at the +discovery of this absolute identity of ideas.</p> + +<p>The dinner was delightful, so intimate and cordial, and the Count stayed +on quite late, so comfortable did he feel in this nice little new +household.</p> + +<p>As soon as he had left Madeleine said to her husband: "Is he not +perfect? He gains in every way by being known. He is a true +friend—safe, devoted, faithful. Ah, without him—"</p> + +<p>She did not finish the sentence, and George replied: "Yes, I find him +very agreeable. I think that we shall get on very well together."</p> + +<p>She resumed: "You do not know, but we have some work to do together +before going to bed. I had not time to speak to you about it before +dinner, because Vaudrec came in at once. I have had some important news, +news from Morocco. It was Laroche-Mathieu, the deputy, the future +minister, who brought it to me. We must work up an important article, a +sensational one. I have the facts and figures. We will set to work at +once. Bring the lamp."</p> + +<p>He took it, and they passed into the study. The same books were ranged +in the bookcase, which now bore on its summit the three vases bought at +the Golfe Juan by Forestier on the eve of his death. Under the table the +dead man's mat awaited the feet of Du Roy, who, on sitting down, took up +an ivory penholder slightly gnawed at the end by the other's teeth. +Madeleine leant against the mantelpiece, and having lit a cigarette +related her news, and then explained her notions and the plan of the +article she meditated. He listened attentively, scribbling notes as he +did so, and when she had finished, raised objections, took up the +question again, enlarged its bearing, and sketched in turn, not the plan +of an article, but of a campaign against the existing Ministry. This +attack would be its commencement. His wife had left off smoking, so +strongly was her interest aroused, so vast was the vision that opened +before her as she followed out George's train of thought.</p> + +<p>She murmured, from time to time: "Yes, yes; that is very good. That is +capital. That is very clever."</p> + +<p>And when he had finished speaking in turn, she said: "Now let us write."</p> + +<p>But he always found it hard to make a start, and with difficulty sought +his expressions. Then she came gently, and, leaning over his shoulder, +began to whisper sentences in his ear. From time to time she would +hesitate, and ask: "Is that what you want to say?"</p> + +<p>He answered: "Yes, exactly."</p> + +<p>She had piercing shafts, the poisoned shafts of a woman, to wound the +head of the Cabinet, and she blended jests about his face with others +respecting his policy in a curious fashion, that made one laugh, and, at +the same time, impressed one by their truth of observation.</p> + +<p>Du Roy from time to time added a few lines which widened and +strengthened the range of attack. He understood, too, the art of +perfidious insinuation, which he had learned in sharpening up his +"Echoes"; and when a fact put forward as certain by Madeleine appeared +doubtful or compromising, he excelled in allowing it to be divined and +in impressing it upon the mind more strongly than if he had affirmed it. +When their article was finished, George read it aloud. They both thought +it excellent, and smiled, delighted and surprised, as if they had just +mutually revealed themselves to one another. They gazed into the depths +of one another's eyes with yearnings of love and admiration, and they +embraced one another with an ardor communicated from their minds to +their bodies.</p> + +<p>Du Roy took up the lamp again. "And now to bye-bye," said he, with a +kindling glance.</p> + +<p>She replied: "Go first, sir, since you light the way."</p> + +<p>He went first, and she followed him into their bedroom, tickling his +neck to make him go quicker, for he could not stand that.</p> + +<p>The article appeared with the signature of George Duroy de Cantel, and +caused a great sensation. There was an excitement about it in the +Chamber. Daddy Walter congratulated the author, and entrusted him with +the political editorship of the <i>Vie Francaise</i>. The "Echoes" fell again +to Boisrenard.</p> + +<p>Then there began in the paper a violent and cleverly conducted campaign +against the Ministry. The attack, now ironical, now serious, now +jesting, and now virulent, but always skillful and based on facts, was +delivered with a certitude and continuity which astonished everyone. +Other papers continually cited the <i>Vie Francaise</i>, taking whole +passages from it, and those in office asked themselves whether they +could not gag this unknown and inveterate foe with the gift of a +prefecture.</p> + +<p>Du Roy became a political celebrity. He felt his influence increasing by +the pressure of hands and the lifting of hats. His wife, too, filled him +with stupefaction and admiration by the ingenuity of her mind, the value +of her information, and the number of her acquaintances. Continually he +would find in his drawing-room, on returning home, a senator, a deputy, +a magistrate, a general, who treated Madeleine as an old friend, with +serious familiarity. Where had she met all these people? In society, so +she said. But how had she been able to gain their confidence and their +affection? He could not understand it.</p> + +<p>"She would make a terrible diplomatist," he thought.</p> + +<p>She often came in late at meal times, out of breath, flushed, quivering, +and before even taking off her veil would say: "I have something good +to-day. Fancy, the Minister of Justice has just appointed two +magistrates who formed a part of the mixed commission. We will give him +a dose he will not forget in a hurry."</p> + +<p>And they would give the minister a dose, and another the next day, and +a third the day after. The deputy, Laroche-Mathieu, who dined at the Rue +Fontaine every Tuesday, after the Count de Vaudrec, who began the week, +would shake the hands of husband and wife with demonstrations of extreme +joy. He never ceased repeating: "By Jove, what a campaign! If we don't +succeed after all?"</p> + +<p>He hoped, indeed, to succeed in getting hold of the portfolio of foreign +affairs, which he had had in view for a long time.</p> + +<p>He was one of those many-faced politicians, without strong convictions, +without great abilities, without boldness, and without any depth of +knowledge, a provincial barrister, a local dandy, preserving a cunning +balance between all parties, a species of Republican Jesuit and Liberal +mushroom of uncertain character, such as spring up by hundreds on the +popular dunghill of universal suffrage. His village machiavelism caused +him to be reckoned able among his colleagues, among all the adventurers +and abortions who are made deputies. He was sufficiently well-dressed, +correct, familiar, and amiable to succeed. He had his successes in +society, in the mixed, perturbed, and somewhat rough society of the high +functionaries of the day. It was said everywhere of him: "Laroche will +be a minister," and he believed more firmly than anyone else that he +would be. He was one of the chief shareholders in Daddy Walter's paper, +and his colleague and partner in many financial schemes.</p> + +<p>Du Roy backed him up with confidence and with vague hopes as to the +future. He was, besides, only continuing the work begun by Forestier, to +whom Laroche-Mathieu had promised the Cross of the Legion of Honor when +the day of triumph should come. The decoration would adorn the breast of +Madeleine's second husband, that was all. Nothing was changed in the +main.</p> + +<p>It was seen so well that nothing was changed that Du Roy's comrades +organized a joke against him, at which he was beginning to grow angry. +They no longer called him anything but Forestier. As soon as he entered +the office some one would call out: "I say, Forestier."</p> + +<p>He would pretend not to hear, and would look for the letters in his +pigeon-holes. The voice would resume in louder tones, "Hi! Forestier." +Some stifled laughs would be heard, and as Du Roy was entering the +manager's room, the comrade who had called out would stop him, saying: +"Oh, I beg your pardon, it is you I want to speak to. It is stupid, but +I am always mixing you up with poor Charles. It is because your articles +are so infernally like his. Everyone is taken in by them."</p> + +<p>Du Roy would not answer, but he was inwardly furious, and a sullen wrath +sprang up in him against the dead man. Daddy Walter himself had +declared, when astonishment was expressed at the flagrant similarity in +style and inspiration between the leaders of the new political editor +and his predecessor: "Yes, it is Forestier, but a fuller, stronger, more +manly Forestier."</p> + +<p>Another time Du Roy, opening by chance the cupboard in which the cup and +balls were kept, had found all those of his predecessor with crape round +the handles, and his own, the one he had made use of when he practiced +under the direction of Saint-Potin, ornamented with a pink ribbon. All +had been arranged on the same shelf according to size, and a card like +those in museums bore the inscription: "The Forestier-Du Roy (late +Forestier and Co.) Collection." He quietly closed the cupboard, saying, +in tones loud enough to be heard: "There are fools and envious people +everywhere."</p> + +<p>But he was wounded in his pride, wounded in his vanity, that touchy +pride and vanity of the writer, which produce the nervous susceptibility +ever on the alert, equally in the reporter and the genial poet. The word +"Forestier" made his ears tingle. He dreaded to hear it, and felt +himself redden when he did so. This name was to him a biting jest, more +than a jest, almost an insult. It said to him: "It is your wife who does +your work, as she did that of the other. You would be nothing without +her."</p> + +<p>He admitted that Forestier would have been no one without Madeleine; but +as to himself, come now!</p> + +<p>Then, at home, the haunting impression continued. It was the whole place +now that recalled the dead man to him, the whole of the furniture, the +whole of the knicknacks, everything he laid hands on. He had scarcely +thought of this at the outset, but the joke devised by his comrades had +caused a kind of mental wound, which a number of trifles, unnoticed up +to the present, now served to envenom. He could not take up anything +without at once fancying he saw the hand of Charles upon it. He only +looked at it and made use of things the latter had made use of formerly; +things that he had purchased, liked, and enjoyed. And George began even +to grow irritated at the thought of the bygone relations between his +friend and his wife. He was sometimes astonished at this revolt of his +heart, which he did not understand, and said to himself, "How the deuce +is it? I am not jealous of Madeleine's friends. I am never uneasy about +what she is up to. She goes in and out as she chooses, and yet the +recollection of that brute of a Charles puts me in a rage." He added, +"At the bottom, he was only an idiot, and it is that, no doubt, that +wounds me. I am vexed that Madeleine could have married such a fool." +And he kept continually repeating, "How is it that she could have +stomached such a donkey for a single moment?"</p> + +<p>His rancor was daily increased by a thousand insignificant details, +which stung him like pin pricks, by the incessant reminders of the other +arising out of a word from Madeleine, from the man-servant, from the +waiting-maid.</p> + +<p>One evening Du Roy, who liked sweet dishes, said, "How is it we never +have sweets at dinner?"</p> + +<p>His wife replied, cheerfully, "That is quite true. I never think about +them. It is all through Charles, who hated—"</p> + +<p>He cut her short in a fit of impatience he was unable to control, +exclaiming, "Hang it all! I am sick of Charles. It is always Charles +here and Charles there, Charles liked this and Charles liked that. Since +Charles is dead, for goodness sake leave him in peace."</p> + +<p>Madeleine looked at her husband in amazement, without being able to +understand his sudden anger. Then, as she was sharp, she guessed what +was going on within him; this slow working of posthumous jealousy, +swollen every moment by all that recalled the other. She thought it +puerile, may be, but was flattered by it, and did not reply.</p> + +<p>He was vexed with himself at this irritation, which he had not been +able to conceal. As they were writing after dinner an article for the +next day, his feet got entangled in the foot mat. He kicked it aside, +and said with a laugh:</p> + +<p>"Charles was always chilly about the feet, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>She replied, also laughing: "Oh! he lived in mortal fear of catching +cold; his chest was very weak."</p> + +<p>Du Roy replied grimly: "He has given us a proof of that." Then kissing +his wife's hand, he added gallantly: "Luckily for me."</p> + +<p>But on going to bed, still haunted by the same idea, he asked: "Did +Charles wear nightcaps for fear of the draughts?"</p> + +<p>She entered into the joke, and replied: "No; only a silk handkerchief +tied round his head."</p> + +<p>George shrugged his shoulders, and observed, with contempt, "What a +baby."</p> + +<p>From that time forward Charles became for him an object of continual +conversation. He dragged him in on all possible occasions, speaking of +him as "Poor Charles," with an air of infinite pity. When he returned +home from the office, where he had been accosted twice or thrice as +Forestier, he avenged himself by bitter railleries against the dead man +in his tomb. He recalled his defects, his absurdities, his littleness, +enumerating them with enjoyment, developing and augmenting them as +though he had wished to combat the influence of a dreaded rival over the +heart of his wife. He would say, "I say, Made, do you remember the day +when that duffer Forestier tried to prove to us that stout men were +stronger than spare ones?"</p> + +<p>Then he sought to learn a number of private and secret details +respecting the departed, which his wife, ill at ease, refused to tell +him. But he obstinately persisted, saying, "Come, now, tell me all about +it. He must have been very comical at such a time?"</p> + +<p>She murmured, "Oh! do leave him alone."</p> + +<p>But he went on, "No, but tell me now, he must have been a duffer to +sleep with?" And he always wound up with, "What a donkey he was."</p> + +<p>One evening, towards the end of June, as he was smoking a cigarette at +the window, the fineness of the evening inspired him with a wish for a +drive, and he said, "Made, shall we go as far as the Bois de Boulogne?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly."</p> + +<p>They took an open carriage and drove up the Champs Elysées, and then +along the main avenue of the Bois de Boulogne. It was a breezeless +night, one of those stifling nights when the overheated air of Paris +fills the chest like the breath of a furnace. A host of carriages bore +along beneath the trees a whole population of lovers. They came one +behind the other in an unbroken line. George and Madeleine amused +themselves with watching all these couples, the woman in summer toilet +and the man darkly outlined beside her. It was a huge flood of lovers +towards the Bois, beneath the starry and heated sky. No sound was heard +save the dull rumble of wheels. They kept passing by, two by two in each +vehicle, leaning back on the seat, silent, clasped one against the +other, lost in dreams of desire, quivering with the anticipation of +coming caresses. The warm shadow seemed full of kisses. A sense of +spreading lust rendered the air heavier and more suffocating. All the +couples, intoxicated with the same idea, the same ardor, shed a fever +about them.</p> + +<p>George and Madeleine felt the contagion. They clasped hands without a +word, oppressed by the heaviness of the atmosphere and the emotion that +assailed them. As they reached the turning which follows the line of the +fortification, they kissed one another, and she stammered somewhat +confusedly, "We are as great babies as on the way to Rouen."</p> + +<p>The great flood of vehicles divided at the entrance of the wood. On the +road to the lake, which the young couple were following, they were now +thinner, but the dark shadow of the trees, the air freshened by the +leaves and by the dampness arising from the streamlets that could be +heard flowing beneath them, and the coolness of the vast nocturnal vault +bedecked with stars, gave to the kisses of the perambulating pairs a +more penetrating charm.</p> + +<p>George murmured, "Dear little Made," as he pressed her to him.</p> + +<p>"Do you remember the forest close to your home, how gloomy it was?" said +she. "It seemed to me that it was full of horrible creatures, and that +there was no end to it, while here it is delightful. One feels caresses +in the breeze, and I know that Sevres lies on the other side of the +wood."</p> + +<p>He replied, "Oh! in the forest at home there was nothing but deer, +foxes, and wild boars, and here and there the hut of a forester."</p> + +<p>This word, akin to the dead man's name, issuing from his mouth, +surprised him just as if some one had shouted it out to him from the +depths of a thicket, and he became suddenly silent, assailed anew by +the strange and persistent uneasiness, and gnawing, invincible, jealous +irritation that had been spoiling his existence for some time past. +After a minute or so, he asked: "Did you ever come here like this of an +evening with Charles?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, often," she answered.</p> + +<p>And all of a sudden he was seized with a wish to return home, a nervous +desire that gripped him at the heart. But the image of Forestier had +returned to his mind and possessed and laid hold of him. He could no +longer speak or think of anything else and said in a spiteful tone, "I +say, Made?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear."</p> + +<p>"Did you ever cuckold poor Charles?"</p> + +<p>She murmured disdainfully, "How stupid you are with your stock joke."</p> + +<p>But he would not abandon the idea.</p> + +<p>"Come, Made, dear, be frank and acknowledge it. You cuckolded him, eh? +Come, admit that you cuckolded him?"</p> + +<p>She was silent, shocked as all women are by this expression.</p> + +<p>He went on obstinately, "Hang it all, if ever anyone had the head for a +cuckold it was he. Oh! yes. It would please me to know that he was one. +What a fine head for horns." He felt that she was smiling at some +recollection, perhaps, and persisted, saying, "Come out with it. What +does it matter? It would be very comical to admit that you had deceived +him, to me."</p> + +<p>He was indeed quivering with hope and desire that Charles, the hateful +Charles, the detested dead, had borne this shameful ridicule. And +yet—yet—another emotion, less definite. "My dear little Made, tell me, +I beg of you. He deserved it. You would have been wrong not to have +given him a pair of horns. Come, Made, confess."</p> + +<p>She now, no doubt, found this persistence amusing, for she was laughing +a series of short, jerky laughs.</p> + +<p>He had put his lips close to his wife's ear and whispered: "Come, come, +confess."</p> + +<p>She jerked herself away, and said, abruptly: "You are crazy. As if one +answered such questions."</p> + +<p>She said this in so singular a tone that a cold shiver ran through her +husband's veins, and he remained dumbfounded, scared, almost breathless, +as though from some mental shock.</p> + +<p>The carriage was now passing along the lake, on which the sky seemed to +have scattered its stars. Two swans, vaguely outlined, were swimming +slowly, scarcely visible in the shadow. George called out to the driver: +"Turn back!" and the carriage returned, meeting the others going at a +walk, with their lanterns gleaming like eyes in the night.</p> + +<p>What a strange manner in which she had said it. Was it a confession? Du +Roy kept asking himself. And the almost certainty that she had deceived +her first husband now drove him wild with rage. He longed to beat her, +to strangle her, to tear her hair out. Oh, if she had only replied: "But +darling, if I had deceived him, it would have been with yourself," how +he would have kissed, clasped, worshiped her.</p> + +<p>He sat still, his arms crossed, his eyes turned skyward, his mind too +agitated to think as yet. He only felt within him the rancor fermenting +and the anger swelling which lurk at the heart of all mankind in +presence of the caprices of feminine desire. He felt for the first time +that vague anguish of the husband who suspects. He was jealous at last, +jealous on behalf of the dead, jealous on Forestier's account, jealous +in a strange and poignant fashion, into which there suddenly entered a +hatred of Madeleine. Since she had deceived the other, how could he have +confidence in her himself? Then by degrees his mind became calmer, and +bearing up against his pain, he thought: "All women are prostitutes. We +must make use of them, and not give them anything of ourselves." The +bitterness in his heart rose to his lips in words of contempt and +disgust. He repeated to himself: "The victory in this world is to the +strong. One must be strong. One must be above all prejudices."</p> + +<p>The carriage was going faster. It repassed the fortifications. Du Roy +saw before him a reddish light in the sky like the glow of an immense +forge, and heard a vast, confused, continuous rumor, made up of +countless different sounds, the breath of Paris panting this summer +night like an exhausted giant.</p> + +<p>George reflected: "I should be very stupid to fret about it. Everyone +for himself. Fortune favors the bold. Egotism is everything. Egotism as +regards ambition and fortune is better than egotism as regards woman and +love."</p> + +<p>The Arc de Triomphe appeared at the entrance to the city on its two tall +supports like a species of shapeless giant ready to start off and march +down the broad avenue open before him. George and Madeleine found +themselves once more in the stream of carriages bearing homeward and +bedwards the same silent and interlaced couples. It seemed that the +whole of humanity was passing by intoxicated with joy, pleasure, and +happiness. The young wife, who had divined something of what was passing +through her husband's mind, said, in her soft voice: "What are you +thinking of, dear? You have not said a word for the last half hour."</p> + +<p>He answered, sneeringly: "I was thinking of all these fools cuddling one +another, and saying to myself that there is something else to do in +life."</p> + +<p>She murmured: "Yes, but it is nice sometimes."</p> + +<p>"It is nice—when one has nothing better to do."</p> + +<p>George's thoughts were still hard at it, stripping life of its poesy in +a kind of spiteful anger. "I should be very foolish to trouble myself, +to deprive myself of anything whatever, to worry as I have done for some +time past." Forestier's image crossed his mind without causing any +irritation. It seemed to him that they had just been reconciled, that +they had become friends again. He wanted to cry out: "Good evening, old +fellow."</p> + +<p>Madeleine, to whom this silence was irksome, said: "Suppose we have an +ice at Tortoni's before we go in."</p> + +<p>He glanced at her sideways. Her fine profile was lit up by the bright +light from the row of gas jets of a café. He thought, "She is pretty. +Well, so much the better. Jack is as good as his master, my dear. But if +ever they catch me worrying again about you, it will be hot at the North +Pole." Then he replied aloud: "Certainly, my dear," and in order that +she should not guess anything, he kissed her.</p> + +<p>It seemed to the young wife that her husband's lips were frozen. He +smiled, however, with his wonted smile, as he gave her his hand to +alight in front of the café.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XI" id="XI"></a>XI</h2> + + +<p>On reaching the office next day, Du Roy sought out Boisrenard.</p> + +<p>"My dear fellow," said he, "I have a service to ask of you. It has been +thought funny for some time past to call me Forestier. I begin to find +it very stupid. Will you have the kindness to quietly let our friends +know that I will smack the face of the first that starts the joke again? +It will be for them to reflect whether it is worth risking a sword +thrust for. I address myself to you because you are a calm-minded +fellow, who can hinder matters from coming to painful extremities, and +also because you were my second."</p> + +<p>Boisrenard undertook the commission. Du Roy went out on business, and +returned an hour later. No one called him Forestier.</p> + +<p>When he reached home he heard ladies' voices in the drawing-room, and +asked, "Who is there?"</p> + +<p>"Madame Walter and Madame de Marelle," replied the servant.</p> + +<p>His heart beat fast for a moment, and then he said to himself, "Well, +let's see," and opened the door.</p> + +<p>Clotilde was beside the fireplace, full in a ray of light from the +window. It seemed to George that she grew slightly paler on perceiving +him. Having first bowed to Madame Walter and her two daughters, seated +like two sentinels on each side of their mother, he turned towards his +late mistress. She held out her hand, and he took it and pressed it +meaningly, as though to say, "I still love you." She responded to this +pressure.</p> + +<p>He inquired: "How have you been during the century that has elapsed +since our last meeting?"</p> + +<p>She replied with perfect ease: "Quite well; and you, Pretty-boy?" and +turning to Madeleine, added: "You will allow me to call him Pretty-boy +still?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly, dear; I will allow whatever you please."</p> + +<p>A shade of irony seemed hidden in these words.</p> + +<p>Madame Walter spoke of an entertainment that was going to be given by +Jacques Rival at his residence, a grand assault-at-arms, at which ladies +of fashion were to be present, saying: "It will be very interesting. But +I am so vexed we have no one to take us there, my husband being obliged +to be away at that time."</p> + +<p>Du Roy at once offered his services. She accepted, saying: "My daughters +and I will be very much obliged to you."</p> + +<p>He looked at the younger daughter, and thought: "She is not at all bad +looking, this little Susan; not at all." She resembled a fair, fragile +doll, too short but slender, with a small waist and fairly developed +hips and bust, a face like a miniature, grayish-blue, enamel-like eyes, +which seemed shaded by a careful yet fanciful painter, a polished, +colorless skin, too white and too smooth, and fluffy, curly hair, in a +charming aureola, like, indeed the hair of the pretty and expensive +dolls we see in the arms of children much smaller than their plaything.</p> + +<p>The elder sister, Rose, was ugly, dull-looking, and insignificant; one +of those girls whom you do not notice, do not speak to, and do not talk +about.</p> + +<p>The mother rose, and, turning to George, said:</p> + +<p>"Then I may reckon upon you for next Thursday, two o'clock?"</p> + +<p>"You may reckon upon me, madame," he replied.</p> + +<p>As soon as she had taken her departure, Madame de Marelle rose in turn, +saying: "Good afternoon, Pretty-boy."</p> + +<p>It was she who then clasped his hand firmly and for some time, and he +felt moved by this silent avowal, struck again with a sudden caprice for +this good-natured little, respectable Bohemian of a woman, who really +loved him, perhaps.</p> + +<p>As soon as he was alone with his wife, Madeleine broke out into a laugh, +a frank, gay laugh, and, looking him fair in the face, said, "You know +that Madame Walter is smitten with you."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense," he answered, incredulously.</p> + +<p>"It is so, I tell you; she spoke to me about you with wild enthusiasm. +It is strange on her part. She would like to find two husbands such as +you for her daughters. Fortunately, as regards her such things are of no +moment."</p> + +<p>He did not understand what she meant, and inquired, "How of no moment?"</p> + +<p>She replied with the conviction of a woman certain of the soundness of +her judgment, "Oh! Madame Walter is one of those who have never even had +a whisper about them, never, you know, never. She is unassailable in +every respect. Her husband you know as well as I do. But with her it is +quite another thing. She has suffered enough through marrying a Jew, but +she has remained faithful to him. She is an honest woman."</p> + +<p>Du Roy was surprised. "I thought her a Jewess, too," said he.</p> + +<p>"She, not at all. She is a lady patroness of all the good works of the +Church of Madeleine. Her marriage, even, was celebrated religiously. I +do not know whether there was a dummy baptism as regards the governor, +or whether the Church winked at it."</p> + +<p>George murmured: "Ah! so she fancied me."</p> + +<p>"Positively and thoroughly. If you were not bespoken, I should advise +you to ask for the hand of—Susan, eh? rather than that of Rose."</p> + +<p>He replied, twisting his moustache: "Hum; their mother is not yet out of +date."</p> + +<p>Madeleine, somewhat out of patience, answered:</p> + +<p>"Their mother! I wish you may get her, dear. But I am not alarmed on +that score. It is not at her age that a woman is guilty of a first +fault. One must set about it earlier."</p> + +<p>George was reflecting: "If it were true, though, that I could have +married Susan." Then he shrugged his shoulders. "Bah! it is absurd. As +if her father would have ever have accepted me as a suitor."</p> + +<p>He promised himself, though, to keep a more careful watch in the future +over Madame Walter's bearing towards him, without asking whether he +might ever derive any advantage from this. All the evening he was +haunted by the recollection of his love passages with Clotilde, +recollections at once tender and sensual. He recalled her drolleries, +her pretty ways, and their adventures together. He repeated to himself, +"She is really very charming. Yes, I will go and see her to-morrow."</p> + +<p>As soon as he had lunched the next morning he indeed set out for the +Rue de Verneuil. The same servant opened the door, and with the +familiarity of servants of the middle-class, asked: "Are you quite well, +sir?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, thanks, my girl," he replied, and entered the drawing-room, in +which an unskilled hand could be heard practicing scales on the piano. +It was Laurine. He thought that she would throw her arms round his neck. +But she rose gravely, bowed ceremoniously like a grown-up person, and +withdrew with dignity. She had so much the bearing of an insulted woman +that he remained in surprise. Her mother came in, and he took and kissed +her hands.</p> + +<p>"How I have thought of you," said he.</p> + +<p>"And I," she replied.</p> + +<p>They sat down and smiled at one another, looking into each other's eyes +with a longing to kiss.</p> + +<p>"My dear little Clo, I do love you."</p> + +<p>"I love you, too."</p> + +<p>"Then—then—you have not been so very angry with me?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and no. It hurt me a great deal, but I understood your reasons, +and said to myself, 'He will come back to me some fine day or other.'"</p> + +<p>"I dared not come back. I asked myself how I should be received. I did +not dare, but I dearly wanted to. By the way, tell me what is the matter +with Laurine. She scarcely said good-morning to me, and went out looking +furious."</p> + +<p>"I do not know. But we cannot speak of you to her since your marriage. I +really believe she is jealous."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense."</p> + +<p>"It is so, dear. She no longer calls you Pretty-boy, but Monsieur +Forestier."</p> + +<p>Du Roy reddened, and then drawing close to her said:</p> + +<p>"Kiss me."</p> + +<p>She did so.</p> + +<p>"Where can we meet again?" said he.</p> + +<p>"Rue de Constantinople."</p> + +<p>"Ah! the rooms are not let, then?"</p> + +<p>"No, I kept them on."</p> + +<p>"You kept them on?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I thought you would come back again."</p> + +<p>A gush of joyful pride swelled his bosom. She loved him then, this +woman, with a real, deep, constant love.</p> + +<p>He murmured, "I love you," and then inquired, "Is your husband quite +well?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, very well. He has been spending a month at home, and was off again +the day before yesterday."</p> + +<p>Du Roy could not help laughing. "How lucky," said he.</p> + +<p>She replied simply: "Yes, it is very lucky. But, all the same, he is not +troublesome when he is here. You know that."</p> + +<p>"That is true. Besides, he is a very nice fellow."</p> + +<p>"And you," she asked, "how do you like your new life?"</p> + +<p>"Not much one way or the other. My wife is a companion, a partner."</p> + +<p>"Nothing more?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing more. As to the heart—"</p> + +<p>"I understand. She is pretty, though."</p> + +<p>"Yes, but I do not put myself out about her."</p> + +<p>He drew closer to Clotilde, and whispered. "When shall we see one +another again?"</p> + +<p>"To-morrow, if you like."</p> + +<p>"Yes, to-morrow at two o'clock."</p> + +<p>"Two o'clock."</p> + +<p>He rose to take leave, and then stammered, with some embarrassment: "You +know I shall take on the rooms in the Rue de Constantinople myself. I +mean it. A nice thing for the rent to be paid by you."</p> + +<p>It was she who kissed his hands adoringly, murmuring: "Do as you like. +It is enough for me to have kept them for us to meet again there."</p> + +<p>Du Roy went away, his soul filled with satisfaction. As he passed by a +photographer's, the portrait of a tall woman with large eyes reminded +him of Madame Walter. "All the same," he said to himself, "she must be +still worth looking at. How is it that I never noticed it? I want to see +how she will receive me on Thursday?"</p> + +<p>He rubbed his hands as he walked along with secret pleasure, the +pleasure of success in every shape, the egotistical joy of the clever +man who is successful, the subtle pleasure made up of flattered vanity +and satisfied sensuality conferred by woman's affection.</p> + +<p>On the Thursday he said to Madeleine: "Are you not coming to the +assault-at-arms at Rival's?"</p> + +<p>"No. It would not interest me. I shall go to the Chamber of Deputies."</p> + +<p>He went to call for Madame Walter in an open landau, for the weather was +delightful. He experienced a surprise on seeing her, so handsome and +young-looking did he find her. She wore a light-colored dress, the +somewhat open bodice of which allowed the fullness of her bosom to be +divined beneath the blonde lace. She had never seemed to him so +well-looking. He thought her really desirable. She wore her calm and +ladylike manner, a certain matronly bearing that caused her to pass +almost unnoticed before the eyes of gallants. She scarcely spoke +besides, save on well-known, suitable, and respectable topics, her ideas +being proper, methodical, well ordered, and void of all extravagance.</p> + +<p>Her daughter, Susan, in pink, looked like a newly-varnished Watteau, +while her elder sister seemed the governess entrusted with the care of +this pretty doll of a girl.</p> + +<p>Before Rival's door a line of carriages were drawn up. Du Roy offered +Madame Walter his arm, and they went in.</p> + +<p>The assault-at-arms was given under the patronage of the wives of all +the senators and deputies connected with the <i>Vie Francaise</i>, for the +benefit of the orphans of the Sixth Arrondissement of Paris. Madame +Walter had promised to come with her daughters, while refusing the +position of lady patroness, for she only aided with her name works +undertaken by the clergy. Not that she was very devout, but her marriage +with a Jew obliged her, in her own opinion, to observe a certain +religious attitude, and the gathering organized by the journalist had a +species of Republican import that might be construed as anti-clerical.</p> + +<p>In papers of every shade of opinion, during the past three weeks, +paragraphs had appeared such as: "Our eminent colleague, Jacques Rival, +has conceived the idea, as ingenious as it is generous, of organizing +for the benefit of the orphans of the Sixth Arrondissement of Paris a +grand assault-at-arms in the pretty fencing-room attached to his +apartments. The invitations will be sent out by Mesdames Laloigue, +Remontel, and Rissolin, wives of the senators bearing these names, and +by Mesdames Laroche-Mathieu, Percerol, and Firmin, wives of the +well-known deputies. A collection will take place during the interval, +and the amount will at once be placed in the hands of the mayor of the +Sixth Arrondissement, or of his representative."</p> + +<p>It was a gigantic advertisement that the clever journalist had devised +to his own advantage.</p> + +<p>Jacques Rival received all-comers in the hall of his dwelling, where a +refreshment buffet had been fitted up, the cost of which was to be +deducted from the receipts. He indicated with an amiable gesture the +little staircase leading to the cellar, saying: "Downstairs, ladies, +downstairs; the assault will take place in the basement."</p> + +<p>He darted forward to meet the wife of the manager, and then shaking Du +Roy by the hand, said: "How are you, Pretty-boy?"</p> + +<p>His friend was surprised, and exclaimed: "Who told you that—"</p> + +<p>Rival interrupted him with: "Madame Walter, here, who thinks the +nickname a very nice one."</p> + +<p>Madame Walter blushed, saying: "Yes, I will admit that, if I knew you +better, I would do like little Laurine and call you Pretty-boy, too. The +name suits you very well."</p> + +<p>Du Roy laughed, as he replied: "But I beg of you, madame, to do so."</p> + +<p>She had lowered her eyes, and remarked: "No. We are not sufficiently +intimate."</p> + +<p>He murmured: "Will you allow me the hope that we shall be more so?"</p> + +<p>"Well, we will see then," said she.</p> + +<p>He drew on one side to let her precede him at the beginning of the +narrow stairs lit by a gas jet. The abrupt transition from daylight to +this yellow gleam had something depressing about it. A cellar-like odor +rose up this winding staircase, a smell of damp heat and of moldy walls +wiped down for the occasion, and also whiffs of incense recalling sacred +offices and feminine emanations of vervain, orris root, and violets. A +loud murmur of voices and the quivering thrill of an agitated crowd +could also be heard down this hole.</p> + +<p>The entire cellar was lit up by wreaths of gas jets and Chinese lanterns +hidden in the foliage, masking the walls of stone. Nothing could be seen +but green boughs. The ceiling was ornamented with ferns, the ground +hidden by flowers and leaves. This was thought charming, and a +delightful triumph of imagination. In the small cellar, at the end, was +a platform for the fencers, between two rows of chairs for the judges. +In the remaining space the front seats, ranged by tens to the right and +to the left, would accommodate about two hundred people. Four hundred +had been invited.</p> + +<p>In front of the platform young fellows in fencing costume, with long +limbs, erect figures, and moustaches curled up at the ends, were already +showing themselves off to the spectators. People were pointing them out +as notabilities of the art, professionals, and amateurs. Around them +were chatting old and young gentlemen in frock coats, who bore a family +resemblance to the fencers in fighting array. They were also seeking to +be seen, recognized, and spoken of, being masters of the sword out of +uniform, experts on foil play. Almost all the seats were occupied by +ladies, who kept up a loud rustling of garments and a continuous murmur +of voices. They were fanning themselves as though at a theater, for it +was already as hot as an oven in this leafy grotto. A joker kept crying +from time to time: "Orgeat, lemonade, beer."</p> + +<p>Madame Walter and her daughters reached the seats reserved for them in +the front row. Du Roy, having installed them there, was about to quit +them, saying: "I am obliged to leave you; we men must not collar the +seats."</p> + +<p>But Madame Walter remarked, in a hesitating tone: "I should very much +like to have you with us all the same. You can tell me the names of the +fencers. Come, if you stand close to the end of the seat you will not be +in anyone's way." She looked at him with her large mild eyes, and +persisted, saying: "Come, stay with us, Monsieur—Pretty-boy. We have +need of you."</p> + +<p>He replied: "I will obey with pleasure, madame."</p> + +<p>On all sides could be heard the remark: "It is very funny, this cellar; +very pretty, too."</p> + +<p>George knew it well, this vault. He recalled the morning he had passed +there on the eve of his duel, alone in front of the little white carton +target that had glared at him from the depths of the inner cellar like a +huge and terrible eye.</p> + +<p>The voice of Jacques Rival sounded from the staircase: "Just about to +begin, ladies." And six gentlemen, in very tight-fitting clothes, to set +off their chests, mounted the platform, and took their seats on the +chairs reserved for the judges. Their names flew about. General de +Reynaldi, the president, a short man, with heavy moustaches; the +painter, Joséphin Roudet, a tall, ball-headed man, with a long beard; +Matthéo de Ujar, Simon Ramoncel, Pierre de Carvin, three +fashionable-looking young fellows; and Gaspard Merleron, a master. Two +placards were hung up on the two sides of the vault. That on the right +was inscribed "M. Crévecœur," and that on the left "M. Plumeau."</p> + +<p>They were two professors, two good second-class masters. They made their +appearance, both sparely built, with military air and somewhat stiff +movements. Having gone through the salute with automatic action, they +began to attack one another, resembling in their white costumes of +leather and duck, two soldier pierrots fighting for fun. From time to +time the word "Touched" was heard, and the six judges nodded with the +air of connoisseurs. The public saw nothing but two living marionettes +moving about and extending their arms; they understood nothing, but they +were satisfied. These two men seemed to them, however, not over +graceful, and vaguely ridiculous. They reminded them of the wooden +wrestlers sold on the boulevards at the New Year's Fair.</p> + +<p>The first couple of fencers were succeeded by Monsieur Planton and +Monsieur Carapin, a civilian master and a military one. Monsieur Planton +was very little, and Monsieur Carapin immensely stout. One would have +thought that the first thrust would have reduced his volume like that of +a balloon. People laughed. Monsieur Planton skipped about like a monkey: +Monsieur Carapin, only moved his arm, the rest of his frame being +paralyzed by fat. He lunged every five minutes with such heaviness and +such effort that it seemed to need the most energetic resolution on his +part to accomplish it, and then had great difficulty in recovering +himself. The connoisseurs pronounced his play very steady and close, and +the confiding public appreciated it as such.</p> + +<p>Then came Monsieur Porion and Monsieur Lapalme, a master and an amateur, +who gave way to exaggerated gymnastics; charging furiously at one +another, obliging the judges to scuttle off with their chairs, crossing +and re-crossing from one end of the platform to the other, one advancing +and the other retreating, with vigorous and comic leaps and bounds. They +indulged in little jumps backwards that made the ladies laugh, and long +springs forward that caused them some emotion. This galloping assault +was aptly criticized by some young rascal, who sang out: "Don't burst +yourselves over it; it is a time job!" The spectators, shocked at this +want of taste, cried "Ssh!" The judgment of the experts was passed +around. The fencers had shown much vigor, and played somewhat loosely.</p> + +<p>The first half of the entertainment was concluded by a very fine bout +between Jacques Rival and the celebrated Belgian professor, Lebegue. +Rival greatly pleased the ladies. He was really a handsome fellow, well +made, supple, agile, and more graceful than any of those who had +preceded him. He brought, even into his way of standing on guard and +lunging, a certain fashionable elegance which pleased people, and +contrasted with the energetic, but more commonplace style of his +adversary. "One can perceive the well-bred man at once," was the remark. +He scored the last hit, and was applauded.</p> + +<p>But for some minutes past a singular noise on the floor above had +disturbed the spectators. It was a loud trampling, accompanied by noisy +laughter. The two hundred guests who had not been able to get down into +the cellar were no doubt amusing themselves in their own way. On the +narrow, winding staircase fifty men were packed. The heat down below was +getting terrible. Cries of "More air," "Something to drink," were heard. +The same joker kept on yelping in a shrill tone that rose above the +murmur of conversation, "Orgeat, lemonade, beer." Rival made his +appearance, very flushed, and still in his fencing costume. "I will have +some refreshments brought," said he, and made his way to the staircase. +But all communication with the ground floor was cut off. It would have +been as easy to have pierced the ceiling as to have traversed the human +wall piled up on the stairs.</p> + +<p>Rival called out: "Send down some ices for the ladies." Fifty voices +called out: "Some ices!" A tray at length made its appearance. But it +only bore empty glasses, the refreshments having been snatched on the +way.</p> + +<p>A loud voice shouted: "We are suffocating down here. Get it over and let +us be off." Another cried out: "The collection." And the whole of the +public, gasping, but good-humored all the same, repeated: "The +collection, the collection."</p> + +<p>Six ladies began to pass along between the seats, and the sound of money +falling into the collecting-bags could be heard.</p> + +<p>Du Roy pointed out the celebrities to Madame Walter. There were men of +fashion and journalists, those attached to the great newspapers, the +old-established newspapers, which looked down upon the <i>Vie Francaise</i> +with a certain reserve, the fruit of their experience. They had +witnessed the death of so many of these politico-financial sheets, +offspring of a suspicious partnership, and crushed by the fall of a +ministry. There were also painters and sculptors, who are generally men +with a taste for sport; a poet who was also a member of the Academy, and +who was pointed out generally, and a number of distinguished foreigners.</p> + +<p>Someone called out: "Good-day, my dear fellow." It was the Count de +Vaudrec. Making his excuses to the ladies, Du Roy hastened to shake +hands with him. On returning, he remarked: "What a charming fellow +Vaudrec is! How thoroughly blood tells in him."</p> + +<p>Madame Walter did not reply. She was somewhat fatigued, and her bosom +rose with an effort every time she drew breath, which caught the eye of +Du Roy. From time to time he caught her glance, a troubled, hesitating +glance, which lighted upon him, and was at once averted, and he said to +himself: "Eh! what! Have I caught her, too?"</p> + +<p>The ladies who had been collecting passed to their seats, their bags +full of gold and silver, and a fresh placard was hung in front of the +platform, announcing a "surprising novelty." The judges resumed their +seats, and the public waited expectantly.</p> + +<p>Two women appeared, foil in hand and in fencing costume; dark tights, a +very short petticoat half-way to the knee, and a plastron so padded +above the bosom that it obliged them to keep their heads well up. They +were both young and pretty. They smiled as they saluted the spectators, +and were loudly applauded. They fell on guard, amidst murmured +gallantries and whispered jokes. An amiable smile graced the lips of the +judges, who approved the hits with a low "bravo." The public warmly +appreciated this bout, and testified this much to the two combatants, +who kindled desire among the men and awakened among the women the native +taste of the Parisian for graceful indecency, naughty elegance, music +hall singers, and couplets from operettas. Every time that one of the +fencers lunged a thrill of pleasure ran through the public. The one who +turned her back to the seats, a plump back, caused eyes and mouths to +open, and it was not the play of her wrist that was most closely +scanned. They were frantically applauded.</p> + +<p>A bout with swords followed, but no one looked at it, for the attention +of all was occupied by what was going on overhead. For some minutes they +had heard the noise of furniture being dragged across the floor, as +though moving was in progress. Then all at once the notes of a piano +were heard, and the rhythmic beat of feet moving in cadence was +distinctly audible. The people above had treated themselves to a dance +to make up for not being able to see anything. A loud laugh broke out at +first among the public in the fencing saloon, and then a wish for a +dance being aroused among the ladies, they ceased to pay attention to +what was taking place on the platform, and began to chatter out loud. +This notion of a ball got up by the late-comers struck them as comical. +They must be amusing themselves nicely, and it must be much better up +there.</p> + +<p>But two new combatants had saluted each other and fell on guard in such +masterly style that all eyes followed their movements. They lunged and +recovered themselves with such easy grace, such measured strength, such +certainty, such sobriety in action, such correctness in attitude, such +measure in their play, that even the ignorant were surprised and +charmed. Their calm promptness, their skilled suppleness, their rapid +motions, so nicely timed that they appeared slow, attracted and +captivated the eye by their power of perfection. The public felt that +they were looking at something good and rare; that two great artists in +their own profession were showing them their best, all of skill, +cunning, thought-out science and physical ability that it was possible +for two masters to put forth. No one spoke now, so closely were they +watched. Then, when they shook hands after the last hit, shouts of +bravoes broke out. People stamped and yelled. Everyone knew their +names—they were Sergent and Ravignac.</p> + +<p>The excitable grew quarrelsome. Men looked at their neighbors with +longings for a row. They would have challenged one another on account of +a smile. Those who had never held a foil in their hand sketched attacks +and parries with their canes.</p> + +<p>But by degrees the crowd worked up the little staircase. At last they +would be able to get something to drink. There was an outburst of +indignation when they found that those who had got up the ball had +stripped the refreshment buffet, and had then gone away declaring that +it was very impolite to bring together two hundred people and not show +them anything. There was not a cake, not a drop of champagne, syrup, or +beer left; not a sweetmeat, not a fruit—nothing. They had sacked, +pillaged, swept away everything. These details were related by the +servants, who pulled long faces to hide their impulse to laugh right +out. "The ladies were worse than the gentlemen," they asserted, "and +ate and drank enough to make themselves ill." It was like the story of +the survivors after the sack of a captured town.</p> + +<p>There was nothing left but to depart. Gentlemen openly regretted the +twenty francs given at the collection; they were indignant that those +upstairs should have feasted without paying anything. The lady +patronesses had collected upwards of three thousand francs. All expenses +paid, there remained two hundred and twenty for the orphans of the Sixth +Arrondissement.</p> + +<p>Du Roy, escorting the Walter family, waited for his landau. As he drove +back with them, seated in face of Madame Walter, he again caught her +caressing and fugitive glance, which seemed uneasy. He thought: "Hang it +all! I fancy she is nibbling," and smiled to recognize that he was +really very lucky as regarded women, for Madame de Marelle, since the +recommencement of their amour, seemed frantically in love with him.</p> + +<p>He returned home joyously. Madeleine was waiting for him in the +drawing-room.</p> + +<p>"I have some news," said she. "The Morocco business is getting into a +complication. France may very likely send out an expeditionary force +within a few months. At all events, the opportunity will be taken of it +to upset the Ministry, and Laroche-Mathieu will profit by this to get +hold of the portfolio of foreign affairs."</p> + +<p>Du Roy, to tease his wife, pretended not to believe anything of the +kind. They would never be mad enough to recommence the Tunisian bungle +over again. But she shrugged her shoulders impatiently, saying: "But I +tell you yes, I tell you yes. You don't understand that it is a matter +of money. Now-a-days, in political complications we must not ask: 'Who +is the woman?' but 'What is the business?'"</p> + +<p>He murmured "Bah!" in a contemptuous tone, in order to excite her, and +she, growing irritated, exclaimed: "You are just as stupid as +Forestier."</p> + +<p>She wished to wound him, and expected an outburst of anger. But he +smiled, and replied: "As that cuckold of a Forestier?"</p> + +<p>She was shocked, and murmured: "Oh, George!"</p> + +<p>He wore an insolent and chaffing air as he said: "Well, what? Did you +not admit to me the other evening that Forestier was a cuckold?" And he +added: "Poor devil!" in a tone of pity.</p> + +<p>Madeleine turned her back on him, disdaining to answer; and then, after +a moment's silence, resumed: "We shall have visitors on Tuesday. Madame +Laroche-Mathieu is coming to dinner with the Viscountess de Percemur. +Will you invite Rival and Norbert de Varenne? I will call to-morrow and +ask Madame Walter and Madame de Marelle. Perhaps we shall have Madame +Rissolin, too."</p> + +<p>For some time past she had been strengthening her connections, making +use of her husband's political influence to attract to her house, +willy-nilly, the wives of the senators and deputies who had need of the +support of the <i>Vie Francaise</i>.</p> + +<p>George replied: "Very well. I will see about Rival and Norbert."</p> + +<p>He was satisfied, and rubbed his hands, for he had found a good trick to +annoy his wife and gratify the obscure rancor, the undefined and gnawing +jealousy born in him since their drive in the Bois. He would never +speak of Forestier again without calling him cuckold. He felt very well +that this would end by enraging Madeleine. And half a score of times, in +the course of the evening, he found means to mention with ironical good +humor the name of "that cuckold of a Forestier." He was no longer angry +with the dead! he was avenging him.</p> + +<p>His wife pretended not to notice it, and remained smilingly indifferent.</p> + +<p>The next day, as she was to go and invite Madame Walter, he resolved to +forestall her, in order to catch the latter alone, and see if she really +cared for him. It amused and flattered him. And then—why not—if it +were possible?</p> + +<p>He arrived at the Boulevard Malesherbes about two, and was shown into +the drawing-room, where he waited till Madame Walter made her +appearance, her hand outstretched with pleased eagerness, saying: "What +good wind brings you hither?"</p> + +<p>"No good wind, but the wish to see you. Some power has brought me here, +I do not know why, for I have nothing to say to you. I came, here I am; +will you forgive me this early visit and the frankness of this +explanation?"</p> + +<p>He uttered this in a gallant and jesting tone, with a smile on his lips. +She was astonished, and colored somewhat, stammering: "But really—I do +not understand—you surprise me."</p> + +<p>He observed: "It is a declaration made to a lively tune, in order not to +alarm you."</p> + +<p>They had sat down in front of one another. She took the matter +pleasantly, saying: "A serious declaration?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. For a long time I have been wanting to utter it—for a very long +time. But I dared not. They say you are so strict, so rigid."</p> + +<p>She had recovered her assurance, and observed: "Why to-day, then?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know." Then lowering his voice he added: "Or rather, because I +have been thinking of nothing but you since yesterday."</p> + +<p>She stammered, growing suddenly pale: "Come, enough of nonsense; let us +speak of something else."</p> + +<p>But he had fallen at her feet so suddenly that she was frightened. She +tried to rise, but he kept her seated by the strength of his arms passed +round her waist, and repeated in a voice of passion: "Yes, it is true +that I have loved you madly for a long time past. Do not answer me. What +would you have? I am mad. I love you. Oh! if you knew how I love you!"</p> + +<p>She was suffocating, gasping, and strove to speak, without being able to +utter a word. She pushed him away with her two hands, having seized him +by the hair to hinder the approach of the mouth that she felt coming +towards her own. She kept turning her head from right to left and from +left to right with a rapid motion, closing her eyes, in order no longer +to see him. He touched her through her dress, handled her, pressed her, +and she almost fainted under his strong and rude caress. He rose +suddenly and sought to clasp her to him, but, free for a moment, she had +managed to escape by throwing herself back, and she now fled from behind +one chair to another. He felt that pursuit was ridiculous, and he fell +into a chair, his face hidden by his hands, feigning convulsive sobs. +Then he got up, exclaimed "Farewell, farewell," and rushed away.</p> + +<p>He quietly took his stick in the hall and gained the street, saying to +himself: "By Jove, I believe it is all right there." And he went into a +telegraph office to send a wire to Clotilde, making an appointment for +the next day.</p> + +<p>On returning home at his usual time, he said to his wife: "Well, have +you secured all the people for your dinner?"</p> + +<p>She answered: "Yes, there is only Madame Walter, who is not quite sure +whether she will be free to come. She hesitated and talked about I don't +know what—an engagement, her conscience. In short, she seemed very +strange. No matter, I hope she will come all the same."</p> + +<p>He shrugged his shoulders, saying: "Oh, yes, she'll come."</p> + +<p>He was not certain, however, and remained anxious until the day of the +dinner. That very morning Madeleine received a note from her: "I have +managed to get free from my engagements with great difficulty, and shall +be with you this evening. But my husband cannot accompany me."</p> + +<p>Du Roy thought: "I did very well indeed not to go back. She has calmed +down. Attention."</p> + +<p>He, however, awaited her appearance with some slight uneasiness. She +came, very calm, rather cool, and slightly haughty. He became humble, +discreet, and submissive. Madame Laroche-Mathieu and Madame Rissolin +accompanied their husbands. The Viscountess de Percemur talked society. +Madame de Marelle looked charming in a strangely fanciful toilet, a +species of Spanish costume in black and yellow, which set off her neat +figure, her bosom, her rounded arms, and her bird-like head.</p> + +<p>Du Roy had Madame Walter on his right hand, and during dinner only spoke +to her on serious topics, and with an exaggerated respect. From time to +time he glanced at Clotilde. "She is really prettier and fresher looking +than ever," he thought. Then his eyes returned to his wife, whom he +found not bad-looking either, although he retained towards her a hidden, +tenacious, and evil anger.</p> + +<p>But Madame Walter excited him by the difficulty of victory and by that +novelty always desired by man. She wanted to return home early. "I will +escort you," said he.</p> + +<p>She refused, but he persisted, saying: "Why will not you permit me? You +will wound me keenly. Do not let me think that you have not forgiven me. +You see how quiet I am."</p> + +<p>She answered: "But you cannot abandon your guests like that."</p> + +<p>He smiled. "But I shall only be away twenty minutes. They will not even +notice it. If you refuse you will cut me to the heart."</p> + +<p>She murmured: "Well, then I agree."</p> + +<p>But as soon as they were in the carriage he seized her hand, and, +kissing it passionately, exclaimed: "I love you, I love you. Let me tell +you that much. I will not touch you. I only want to repeat to you that I +love you."</p> + +<p>She stammered: "Oh! after what you promised me! This is wrong, very +wrong."</p> + +<p>He appeared to make a great effort, and then resumed in a restrained +tone: "There, you see how I master myself. And yet—But let me only tell +you that I love you, and repeat it to you every day; yes, let me come to +your house and kneel down for five minutes at your feet to utter those +three words while gazing on your beloved face."</p> + +<p>She had yielded her hand to him, and replied pantingly: "No, I cannot, I +will not. Think of what would be said, of the servants, of my daughters. +No, no, it is impossible."</p> + +<p>He went on: "I can no longer live without seeing you. Whether at your +house or elsewhere, I must see you, if only for a moment, every day, to +touch your hand, to breathe the air stirred by your dress, to gaze on +the outline of your form, and on your great calm eyes that madden me."</p> + +<p>She listened, quivering, to this commonplace love-song, and stammered: +"No, it is out of the question."</p> + +<p>He whispered in her ear, understanding that he must capture her by +degrees, this simple woman, that he must get her to make appointments +with him, where she would at first, where he wished afterwards. "Listen, +I must see you; I shall wait for you at your door like a beggar; but I +will see you, I will see you to-morrow."</p> + +<p>She repeated: "No, do not come. I shall not receive you. Think of my +daughters."</p> + +<p>"Then tell me where I shall meet you—in the street, no matter where, at +whatever hour you like, provided I see you. I will bow to you; I will +say 'I love you,' and I will go away."</p> + +<p>She hesitated, bewildered. And as the brougham entered the gateway of +her residence she murmured hurriedly: "Well, then, I shall be at the +Church of the Trinity to-morrow at half-past three." Then, having +alighted, she said to her coachman: "Drive Monsieur Du Roy back to his +house."</p> + +<p>As he re-entered his home, his wife said: "Where did you get to?"</p> + +<p>He replied, in a low tone: "I went to the telegraph office to send off a +message."</p> + +<p>Madame de Marelle approached them. "You will see me home, Pretty-boy?" +said she. "You know I only came such a distance to dinner on that +condition." And turning to Madeleine, she added: "You are not jealous?"</p> + +<p>Madame Du Roy answered slowly: "Not over much."</p> + +<p>The guests were taking their leave. Madame Laroche-Mathieu looked like a +housemaid from the country. She was the daughter of a notary, and had +been married to the deputy when he was only a barrister of small +standing. Madame Rissolin, old and stuck-up, gave one the idea of a +midwife whose fashionable education had been acquired through a +circulating library. The Viscountess de Percemur looked down upon them. +Her "Lily Fingers" touched these vulgar hands with repugnance.</p> + +<p>Clotilde, wrapped in lace, said to Madeleine as she went out: "Your +dinner was perfection. In a little while you will have the leading +political drawing-room in Paris."</p> + +<p>As soon as she was alone with George she clasped him in her arms, +exclaiming: "Oh, my darling Pretty-boy, I love you more and more every +day!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XII" id="XII"></a>XII</h2> + + +<p>The Place de la Trinité lay, almost deserted, under a dazzling July sun. +An oppressive heat was crushing Paris. It was as though the upper air, +scorched and deadened, had fallen upon the city—a thick, burning air +that pained the chests inhaling it. The fountains in front of the church +fell lazily. They seemed weary of flowing, tired out, limp, too; and the +water of the basins, in which leaves and bits of paper were floating, +looked greenish, thick and glaucous. A dog having jumped over the stone +rim, was bathing in the dubious fluid. A few people, seated on the +benches of the little circular garden skirting the front of the church, +watched the animal curiously.</p> + +<p>Du Roy pulled out his watch. It was only three o'clock. He was half an +hour too soon. He laughed as he thought of this appointment. "Churches +serve for anything as far as she is concerned," said he to himself. +"They console her for having married a Jew, enable her to assume an +attitude of protestation in the world of politics and a respectable one +in that of fashion, and serve as a shelter to her gallant rendezvous. So +much for the habit of making use of religion as an umbrella. If it is +fine it is a walking stick; if sunshiny, a parasol; if it rains, a +shelter; and if one does not go out, why, one leaves it in the hall. And +there are hundreds like that who care for God about as much as a cherry +stone, but who will not hear him spoken against. If it were suggested to +them to go to a hotel, they would think it infamous, but it seems to +them quite simple to make love at the foot of the altar."</p> + +<p>He walked slowly along the edge of the fountain, and then again looked +at the church clock, which was two minutes faster than his watch. It was +five minutes past three. He thought that he would be more comfortable +inside, and entered the church. The coolness of a cellar assailed him, +he breathed it with pleasure, and then took a turn round the nave to +reconnoiter the place. Other regular footsteps, sometimes halting and +then beginning anew, replied from the further end of the vast pile to +the sound of his own, which rang sonorously beneath the vaulted roof. A +curiosity to know who this other promenader was seized him. It was a +stout, bald-headed gentleman who was strolling about with his nose in +the air, and his hat behind his back. Here and there an old woman was +praying, her face hidden in her hands. A sensation of solitude and rest +stole over the mind. The light, softened by the stained-glass windows, +was refreshing to the eyes. Du Roy thought that it was "deucedly +comfortable" inside there.</p> + +<p>He returned towards the door and again looked at his watch. It was still +only a quarter-past three. He sat down at the entrance to the main +aisle, regretting that one could not smoke a cigarette. The slow +footsteps of the stout gentleman could still be heard at the further end +of the church, near the choir.</p> + +<p>Someone came in, and George turned sharply round. It was a poor woman in +a woolen skirt, who fell on her knees close to the first chair, and +remained motionless, with clasped hands, her eyes turned to heaven, her +soul absorbed in prayer. Du Roy watched her with interest, asking +himself what grief, what pain, what despair could have crushed her +heart. She was worn out by poverty, it was plain. She had, perhaps, too, +a husband who was beating her to death, or a dying child. He murmured +mentally: "Poor creatures. How some of them do suffer." Anger rose up in +him against pitiless Nature. Then he reflected that these poor wretches +believed, at any rate, that they were taken into consideration up above, +and that they were duly entered in the registers of heaven with a debtor +and creditor balance. Up above! And Du Roy, whom the silence of the +church inclined to sweeping reflections, judging creation at a bound, +muttered contemptuously: "What bosh all that sort of thing is!"</p> + +<p>The rustle of a dress made him start. It was she.</p> + +<p>He rose, and advanced quickly. She did not hold out her hand, but +murmured in a low voice: "I have only a few moments. I must get back +home. Kneel down near me, so that we may not be noticed." And she +advanced up the aisle, seeking a safe and suitable spot, like a woman +well acquainted with the place. Her face was hidden by a thick veil, and +she walked with careful footsteps that could scarcely be heard.</p> + +<p>When she reached the choir she turned, and muttered, in that mysterious +tone of voice we always assume in church: "The side aisles will be +better. We are too much in view here."</p> + +<p>She bowed low to the high altar, turned to the right, and returned a +little way towards the entrance; then, making up her mind, she took a +chair and knelt down. George took possession of the next one to her, and +as soon as they were in an attitude of prayer, began: "Thanks; oh, +thanks; I adore you! I should like to be always telling you so, to tell +you how I began to love you, how I was captivated the first time I saw +you. Will you allow me some day to open my heart to tell you all this?"</p> + +<p>She listened to him in an attitude of deep meditation, as if she heard +nothing. She replied between her fingers: "I am mad to allow you to +speak to me like this, mad to have come here, mad to do what I am doing, +mad to let you believe that—that—this adventure can have any issue. +Forget all this; you must, and never speak to me again of it."</p> + +<p>She paused. He strove to find an answer, decisive and passionate words, +but not being able to join action to words, was partially paralyzed. He +replied: "I expect nothing, I hope for nothing. I love you. Whatever you +may do, I will repeat it to you so often, with such power and ardor, +that you will end by understanding it. I want to make my love penetrate +you, to pour it into your soul, word by word, hour by hour, day by day, +so that at length it impregnates you like a liquid, falling drop by +drop; softens you, mollifies you, and obliges you later on to reply to +me: 'I love you, too.'"</p> + +<p>He felt her shoulder trembling against him and her bosom throbbing, and +she stammered, abruptly: "I love you, too!"</p> + +<p>He started as though he had received a blow, and sighed: "Good God."</p> + +<p>She replied, in panting tones: "Ought I to have told you that? I feel I +am guilty and contemptible. I, who have two daughters, but I cannot help +it, I cannot help it. I could not have believed, I should never have +thought—but it is stronger than I. Listen, listen: I have never loved +anyone but you; I swear it. And I have loved you for a year past in +secret, in my secret heart. Oh! I have suffered and struggled till I can +do so no more. I love you."</p> + +<p>She was weeping, with her hands crossed in front of her face, and her +whole frame was quivering, shaken by the violence of her emotion.</p> + +<p>George murmured: "Give me your hand, that I may touch it, that I may +press it."</p> + +<p>She slowly withdrew her hand from her face. He saw her cheek quite wet +and a tear ready to fall on her lashes. He had taken her hand and was +pressing it, saying: "Oh, how I should like to drink your tears!"</p> + +<p>She said, in a low and broken voice, which resembled a moan: "Do not +take advantage of me; I am lost."</p> + +<p>He felt an impulse to smile. How could he take advantage of her in that +place? He placed the hand he held upon his heart, saying: "Do you feel +it beat?" For he had come to the end of his passionate phrases.</p> + +<p>For some moments past the regular footsteps of the promenader had been +coming nearer. He had gone the round of the altars, and was now, for the +second time at least, coming down the little aisle on the right. When +Madame Walter heard him close to the pillar which hid her, she snatched +her fingers from George's grasp, and again hid her face. And both +remained motionless, kneeling as though they had been addressing fervent +supplications to heaven together. The stout gentleman passed close to +them, cast an indifferent look upon them, and walked away to the lower +end of the church, still holding his hat behind his back.</p> + +<p>Du Roy, who was thinking of obtaining an appointment elsewhere than at +the Church of the Trinity, murmured: "Where shall I see you to-morrow?"</p> + +<p>She did not answer. She seemed lifeless—turned into a statue of prayer. +He went on: "To-morrow, will you let me meet you in the Parc Monseau?"</p> + +<p>She turned towards him her again uncovered face, a livid face, +contracted by fearful suffering, and in a jerky voice ejaculated: "Leave +me, leave me now; go away, go away, only for five minutes! I suffer too +much beside you. I want to pray, and I cannot. Go away, let me pray +alone for five minutes. I cannot. Let me implore God to pardon me—to +save me. Leave me for five minutes."</p> + +<p>Her face was so upset, so full of pain, that he rose without saying a +word, and then, after a little hesitation, asked: "Shall I come back +presently?"</p> + +<p>She gave a nod, which meant, "Yes, presently," and he walked away +towards the choir. Then she strove to pray. She made a superhuman effort +to invoke the Deity, and with quivering frame and bewildering soul +appealed for mercy to heaven. She closed her eyes with rage, in order no +longer to see him who just left her. She sought to drive him from her +mind, she struggled against him, but instead of the celestial apparition +awaited in the distress of her heart, she still perceived the young +fellow's curly moustache. For a year past she had been struggling thus +every day, every night, against the growing possession, against this +image which haunted her dreams, haunted her flesh, and disturbed her +nights. She felt caught like a beast in a net, bound, thrown into the +arms of this man, who had vanquished, conquered her, simply by the hair +on his lip and the color of his eyes. And now in this church, close to +God, she felt still weaker, more abandoned, and more lost than at home. +She could no longer pray, she could only think of him. She suffered +already that he had quitted her. She struggled, however, despairingly, +resisted, implored help with all the strength of her soul. She would +liked to have died rather than fall thus, she who had never faltered in +her duty. She murmured wild words of supplication, but she was listening +to George's footsteps dying away in the distance.</p> + +<p>She understood that it was all over, that the struggle was a useless +one. She would not yield, however; and she was seized by one of those +nervous crises that hurl women quivering, yelling, and writhing on the +ground. She trembled in every limb, feeling that she was going to fall +and roll among the chairs, uttering shrill cries. Someone approached +with rapid steps. It was a priest. She rose and rushed towards him, +holding out her clasped hands, and stammering: "Oh! save me, save me!"</p> + +<p>He halted in surprise, saying: "What is it you wish, madame?"</p> + +<p>"I want you to save me. Have pity on me. If you do not come to my +assistance, I am lost."</p> + +<p>He looked at her, asking himself whether she was not mad, and then said: +"What can I do for you?"</p> + +<p>He was a tall, and somewhat stout young man, with full, pendulous +cheeks, dark, with a carefully shaven face, a good-looking city curate +belonging to a wealthy district, and accustomed to rich penitents.</p> + +<p>"Hear my confession, and advise me, sustain me, tell me what I am to +do."</p> + +<p>He replied: "I hear confessions every Saturday, from three to six +o'clock."</p> + +<p>Having seized his arm, she gripped it tightly as she repeated: "No, no, +no; at once, at once! You must. He is here, in the church. He is waiting +for me."</p> + +<p>"Who is waiting for you?" asked the priest.</p> + +<p>"A man who will ruin me, who will carry me off, if you do not save me. +I cannot flee from him. I am too weak—too weak! Oh, so weak, so weak!" +She fell at his feet sobbing: "Oh, have pity on me, father! Save me, in +God's name, save me!"</p> + +<p>She held him by his black gown lest he should escape, and he with +uneasiness glanced around, lest some malevolent or devout eye should see +this woman fallen at his feet. Understanding at length that he could not +escape, he said: "Get up; I have the key of the confessional with me."</p> + +<p>And fumbling in his pocket he drew out a ring full of keys, selected +one, and walked rapidly towards the little wooden cabin, dust holes of +the soul into which believers cast their sins. He entered the center +door, which he closed behind him, and Madame Walter, throwing herself +into the narrow recess at the side, stammered fervently, with a +passionate burst of hope: "Bless me father, for I have sinned."</p> + +<p>Du Roy, having taken a turn round the choir, was passing down the left +aisle. He had got half-way when he met the stout, bald gentleman still +walking quietly along, and said to himself: "What the deuce is that +customer doing here?"</p> + +<p>The promenader had also slackened his pace, and was looking at George +with an evident wish to speak to him. When he came quite close he bowed, +and said in a polite fashion: "I beg your pardon, sir, for troubling +you, but can you tell me when this church was built?"</p> + +<p>Du Roy replied: "Really, I am not quite certain. I think within the last +twenty or five-and-twenty years. It is, besides, the first time I ever +was inside it."</p> + +<p>"It is the same with me. I have never seen it."</p> + +<p>The journalist, whose interest was awakened, remarked: "It seems to me +that you are going over it very carefully. You are studying it in +detail."</p> + +<p>The other replied, with resignation: "I am not examining it; I am +waiting for my wife, who made an appointment with me here, and who is +very much behind time." Then, after a few moments' silence, he added: +"It is fearfully hot outside."</p> + +<p>Du Roy looked at him, and all at once fancied that he resembled +Forestier.</p> + +<p>"You are from the country?" said he, inquiringly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, from Rennes. And you, sir, is it out of curiosity that you entered +this church?"</p> + +<p>"No, I am expecting a lady," and bowing, the journalist walked away, +with a smile on his lips.</p> + +<p>Approaching the main entrance, he saw the poor woman still on her knees, +and still praying. He thought: "By Jove! she keeps hard at it." He was +no longer moved, and no longer pitied her.</p> + +<p>He passed on, and began quietly to walk up the right-hand aisle to find +Madame Walter again. He marked the place where he had left her from a +distance, astonished at not seeing her. He thought he had made a mistake +in the pillar; went on as far as the end one, and then returned. She had +gone, then. He was surprised and enraged. Then he thought she might be +looking for him, and made the circuit of the church again. Not finding +her, he returned, and sat down on the chair she had occupied, hoping she +would rejoin him there, and waited. Soon a low murmur of voices aroused +his attention. He had not seen anyone in that part of the church. Whence +came this whispering? He rose to see, and perceived in the adjacent +chapel the doors of the confessional. The skirt of a dress issuing from +one of these trailed on the pavement. He approached to examine the +woman. He recognized her. She was confessing.</p> + +<p>He felt a violent inclination to take her by the shoulders and to pull +her out of the box. Then he thought: "Bah! it is the priest's turn now; +it will be mine to-morrow." And he sat down quietly in front of the +confessional, biding his time, and chuckling now over the adventure. He +waited a long time. At length Madame Walter rose, turned round, saw him, +and came up to him. Her expression was cold and severe, "Sir," said she, +"I beg of you not to accompany me, not to follow me, and not to come to +my house alone. You will not be received. Farewell."</p> + +<p>And she walked away with a dignified bearing. He let her depart, for one +of his principles was never to force matters. Then, as the priest, +somewhat upset, issued in turn from his box, he walked up to him, and, +looking him straight in the eyes, growled to his face: "If you did not +wear a petticoat, what a smack you would get across your ugly chops." +After which he turned on his heels and went out of the church, whistling +between his teeth. Standing under the porch, the stout gentleman, with +the hat on his head and his hands behind his back, tired of waiting, was +scanning the broad squares and all the streets opening onto it. As Du +Roy passed him they bowed to one another.</p> + +<p>The journalist, finding himself at liberty, went to the office of the +<i>Vie Francaise</i>. As soon as he entered he saw by the busy air of the +messengers that something out of the common was happening, and at once +went into the manager's room. Daddy Walter, in a state of nervous +excitement, was standing up dictating an article in broken sentences; +issuing orders to the reporters, who surrounded him, between two +paragraphs; giving instructions to Boisrenard; and opening letters.</p> + +<p>As Du Roy came in, the governor uttered a cry of joy: "Ah! how lucky; +here is Pretty-boy!" He stopped short, somewhat confused, and excused +himself: "I beg your pardon for speaking like that, but I am very much +disturbed by certain events. And then I hear my wife and daughter +speaking of you as Pretty-boy from morning till night, and have ended by +falling into the habit myself. You are not offended?"</p> + +<p>"Not at all!" said George, laughingly; "there is nothing in that +nickname to displease me."</p> + +<p>Daddy Walter went on: "Very well, then, I christen you Pretty-boy, like +everyone else. Well, the fact is, great things are taking place. The +Ministry has been overthrown by a vote of three hundred and ten to a +hundred and two. Our prorogation is again postponed—postponed to the +Greek calends, and here we are at the twenty-eighth of July. Spain is +angry about the Morocco business, and it is that which has overthrown +Durand de l'Aine and his following. We are right in the swim. Marrot is +entrusted with the formation of a new Cabinet. He takes General Boutin +d'Acre as minister of war, and our friend Laroche-Mathieu for foreign +affairs. We are going to become an official organ. I am writing a +leader, a simple declaration of our principles, pointing out the line to +be followed by the Ministry." The old boy smiled, and continued: "The +line they intend following, be it understood. But I want something +interesting about Morocco; an actuality; a sensational article; +something or other. Find one for me."</p> + +<p>Du Roy reflected for a moment, and then replied: "I have the very thing +for you. I will give you a study of the political situation of the whole +of our African colony, with Tunis on the left, Algeria in the middle, +and Morocco on the right; the history of the races inhabiting this vast +extent of territory; and the narrative of an excursion on the frontier +of Morocco to the great oasis of Figuig, where no European has +penetrated, and which is the cause of the present conflict. Will that +suit you?"</p> + +<p>"Admirably!" exclaimed Daddy Walter. "And the title?"</p> + +<p>"From Tunis to Tangiers."</p> + +<p>"Splendid!"</p> + +<p>Du Roy went off to search the files of the <i>Vie Francaise</i> for his first +article, "The Recollections of a Chasseur d'Afrique," which, rebaptized, +touched up, and modified, would do admirably, since it dealt with +colonial policy, the Algerian population, and an excursion in the +province of Oran. In three-quarters of an hour it was rewritten, touched +up, and brought to date, with a flavor of realism, and praises of the +new Cabinet. The manager, having read the article, said: "It is capital, +capital, capital! You are an invaluable fellow. I congratulate you."</p> + +<p>And Du Roy went home to dinner delighted with his day's work, despite +the check at the Church of the Trinity, for he felt the battle won. His +wife was anxiously waiting for him. She exclaimed, as soon as she saw +him: "Do you know that Laroche-Mathieu is Minister for Foreign Affairs?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; I have just written an article on Algeria, in connection with +it."</p> + +<p>"What?"</p> + +<p>"You know, the first we wrote together, 'The Recollections of a Chasseur +d'Afrique,' revised and corrected for the occasion."</p> + +<p>She smiled, saying: "Ah, that is very good!" Then, after a few moments' +reflection, she continued: "I was thinking—that continuation you were +to have written then, and that you—put off. We might set to work on it +now. It would make a nice series, and very appropriate to the +situation."</p> + +<p>He replied, sitting down to table: "Exactly, and there is nothing in the +way of it now that cuckold of a Forestier is dead."</p> + +<p>She said quietly, in a dry and hurt tone: "That joke is more than out of +place, and I beg of you to put an end to it. It has lasted too long +already."</p> + +<p>He was about to make an ironical answer, when a telegram was brought +him, containing these words: "I had lost my senses. Forgive me, and come +at four o'clock to-morrow to the Parc Monceau."</p> + +<p>He understood, and with heart suddenly filled with joy, he said to his +wife, as he slipped the message into his pocket: "I will not do so any +more, darling; it was stupid, I admit."</p> + +<p>And he began his dinner. While eating he kept repeating to himself the +words: "I had lost my senses. Forgive me, and come at four o'clock +to-morrow to the Parc Monceau." So she was yielding. That meant: "I +surrender, I am yours when you like and where you like." He began to +laugh, and Madeleine asked: "What is it?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing," he answered; "I was thinking of a priest I met just now, and +who had a very comical mug."</p> + +<p>Du Roy arrived to the time at the appointed place next day. On the +benches of the park were seated citizens overcome by heat, and careless +nurses, who seemed to be dreaming while their children were rolling on +the gravel of the paths. He found Madame Walter in the little antique +ruins from which a spring flows. She was walking round the little circle +of columns with an uneasy and unhappy air. As soon as he had greeted +her, she exclaimed: "What a number of people there are in the garden."</p> + +<p>He seized the opportunity: "It is true; will you come somewhere else?"</p> + +<p>"But where?"</p> + +<p>"No matter where; in a cab, for instance. You can draw down the blind on +your side, and you will be quite invisible."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I prefer that; here I am dying with fear."</p> + +<p>"Well, come and meet me in five minutes at the gate opening onto the +outer boulevard. I will have a cab."</p> + +<p>And he darted off.</p> + +<p>As soon as she had rejoined him, and had carefully drawn down the blind +on her side, she asked: "Where have you told the driver to take us?"</p> + +<p>George replied: "Do not trouble yourself, he knows what to do."</p> + +<p>He had given the man his address in the Rue de Constantinople.</p> + +<p>She resumed: "You cannot imagine what I suffer on account of you, how I +am tortured and tormented. Yesterday, in the church, I was cruel, but I +wanted to flee from you at any cost. I was so afraid to find myself +alone with you. Have you forgiven me?"</p> + +<p>He squeezed her hands: "Yes, yes, what would I not forgive you, loving +you as I do?"</p> + +<p>She looked at him with a supplicating air: "Listen, you must promise to +respect me—not to—not to—otherwise I cannot see you again."</p> + +<p>He did not reply at once; he wore under his moustache that keen smile +that disturbed women. He ended by murmuring: "I am your slave."</p> + +<p>Then she began to tell him how she had perceived that she was in love +with him on learning that he was going to marry Madeleine Forestier. She +gave details, little details of dates and the like. Suddenly she paused. +The cab had stopped. Du Roy opened the door.</p> + +<p>"Where are we?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Get out and come into this house," he replied. "We shall be more at +ease there."</p> + +<p>"But where are we?"</p> + +<p>"At my rooms," and here we will leave them to their <i>tête-à-tête</i>.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XIII" id="XIII"></a>XIII</h2> + + +<p>Autumn had come. The Du Roys had passed the whole of the summer in +Paris, carrying on a vigorous campaign in the <i>Vie Francaise</i> during the +short vacation of the deputies.</p> + +<p>Although it was only the beginning of October, the Chambers were about +to resume their sittings, for matters as regarded Morocco were becoming +threatening. No one at the bottom believed in an expedition against +Tangiers, although on the day of the prorogation of the Chamber, a +deputy of the Right, Count de Lambert-Serrazin, in a witty speech, +applauded even by the Center had offered to stake his moustache, after +the example of a celebrated Viceroy of the Indies, against the whiskers +of the President of the Council, that the new Cabinet could not help +imitating the old one, and sending an army to Tangiers, as a pendant to +that of Tunis, out of love of symmetry, as one puts two vases on a +fireplace.</p> + +<p>He had added: "Africa is indeed, a fireplace for France, gentleman—a +fireplace which consumes our best wood; a fireplace with a strong +draught, which is lit with bank notes. You have had the artistic fancy +of ornamenting the left-hand corner with a Tunisian knick-knack which +had cost you dear. You will see that Monsieur Marrot will want to +imitate his predecessor, and ornament the right-hand corner with one +from Morocco."</p> + +<p>This speech, which became famous, served as a peg for Du Roy for a half +a score of articles upon the Algerian colony—indeed, for the entire +series broken short off after his <i>début</i> on the paper. He had +energetically supported the notion of a military expedition, although +convinced that it would not take place. He had struck the chord of +patriotism, and bombarded Spain with the entire arsenal of contemptuous +arguments which we make use of against nations whose interests are +contrary to our own. The <i>Vie Francaise</i> had gained considerable +importance through its own connection with the party in office. It +published political intelligence in advance of the most important +papers, and hinted discreetly the intentions of its friends the +Ministry, so that all the papers of Paris and the provinces took their +news from it. It was quoted and feared, and people began to respect it. +It was no longer the suspicious organ of a knot of political jugglers, +but the acknowledged one of the Cabinet. Laroche-Mathieu was the soul of +the paper, and Du Roy his mouthpiece. Daddy Walter, a silent member and +a crafty manager, knowing when to keep in the background, was busying +himself on the quiet, it is said, with an extensive transaction with +some copper mines in Morocco.</p> + +<p>Madeleine's drawing-room had been an influential center, in which +several members of the Cabinet met every week. The President of the +Council had even dined twice at her house, and the wives of the +statesmen who had formerly hesitated to cross her threshold now boasted +of being her friends, and paid her more visits than were returned by +her. The Minister for Foreign Affairs reigned almost as a master in the +household. He called at all hours, bringing dispatches, news, items of +information, which he dictated either to the husband or the wife, as if +they had been his secretaries.</p> + +<p>When Du Roy, after the minister's departure, found himself alone with +Madeleine, he would break out in a menacing tone with bitter +insinuations against the goings-on of this commonplace parvenu.</p> + +<p>But she would shrug her shoulders contemptuously, repeating: "Do as much +as he has done yourself. Become a minister, and you can have your own +way. Till then, hold your tongue."</p> + +<p>He twirled his moustache, looking at her askance: "People do not know of +what I am capable," he said, "They will learn it, perhaps, some day."</p> + +<p>She replied, philosophically: "Who lives long enough will see it."</p> + +<p>The morning on which the Chambers reassembled the young wife, still in +bed, was giving a thousand recommendations to her husband, who was +dressing himself in order to lunch with M. Laroche-Mathieu, and receive +his instructions prior to the sitting for the next day's political +leader in the <i>Vie Francaise</i>, this leader being meant to be a kind of +semi-official declaration of the real objects of the Cabinet.</p> + +<p>Madeleine was saying: "Above all, do not forget to ask him whether +General Belloncle is to be sent to Oran, as has been reported. That +would mean a great deal."</p> + +<p>George replied irritably: "But I know just as well as you what I have to +do. Spare me your preaching."</p> + +<p>She answered quietly: "My dear, you always forget half the commissions I +entrust you with for the minister."</p> + +<p>He growled: "He worries me to death, that minister of yours. He is a +nincompoop."</p> + +<p>She remarked quietly: "He is no more my minister than he is yours. He is +more useful to you than to me."</p> + +<p>He turned half round towards her, saying, sneeringly: "I beg your +pardon, but he does not pay court to me."</p> + +<p>She observed slowly: "Nor to me either; but he is making our fortune."</p> + +<p>He was silent for a few moments, and then resumed: "If I had to make a +choice among your admirers, I should still prefer that old fossil De +Vaudrec. What has become of him, I have not seen him for a week?"</p> + +<p>"He is unwell," replied she, unmoved. "He wrote to me that he was even +obliged to keep his bed from an attack of gout. You ought to call and +ask how he is. You know he likes you very well, and it would please +him."</p> + +<p>George said: "Yes, certainly; I will go some time to-day."</p> + +<p>He had finished his toilet, and, hat on head, glanced at himself in the +glass to see if he had neglected anything. Finding nothing, he came up +to the bed and kissed his wife on the forehead, saying: "Good-bye, dear, +I shall not be in before seven o'clock at the earliest."</p> + +<p>And he went out. Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu was awaiting him, for he was +lunching at ten o'clock that morning, the Council having to meet at +noon, before the opening of Parliament. As soon as they were seated at +table alone with the minister's private secretary, for Madame +Laroche-Mathieu had been unwilling to change her own meal times, Du Roy +spoke of his article, sketched out the line he proposed to take, +consulting notes scribbled on visiting cards, and when he had finished, +said: "Is there anything you think should be modified, my dear +minister?"</p> + +<p>"Very little, my dear fellow. You are perhaps a trifle too strongly +affirmative as regards the Morocco business. Speak of the expedition as +if it were going to take place; but, at the same time, letting it be +understood that it will not take place, and that you do not believe in +it in the least in the world. Write in such a way that the public can +easily read between the lines that we are not going to poke our noses +into that adventure."</p> + +<p>"Quite so. I understand, and I will make myself thoroughly understood. +My wife commissioned me to ask you, on this point, whether General +Belloncle will be sent to Oran. After what you have said, I conclude he +will not."</p> + +<p>The statesman answered, "No."</p> + +<p>Then they spoke of the coming session. Laroche-Mathieu began to spout, +rehearsing the phrases that he was about to pour forth on his colleagues +a few hours later. He waved his right hand, raising now his knife, now +his fork, now a bit of bread, and without looking at anyone, addressing +himself to the invisible assembly, he poured out his dulcet eloquence, +the eloquence of a good-looking, dandified fellow. A tiny, twisted +moustache curled up at its two ends above his lip like scorpion's tails, +and his hair, anointed with brilliantine and parted in the middle, was +puffed out like his temples, after the fashion of a provincial +lady-killer. He was a little too stout, puffy, though still young, and +his stomach stretched his waistcoat.</p> + +<p>The private secretary ate and drank quietly, no doubt accustomed to +these floods of loquacity; but Du Roy, whom jealousy of achieved success +cut to the quick, thought: "Go on you proser. What idiots these +political jokers are." And comparing his own worth to the frothy +importance of the minister, he said to himself, "By Jove! if I had only +a clear hundred thousand francs to offer myself as a candidate at home, +near Rouen, and dish my sunning dullards of Normandy folk in their own +sauce, what a statesman I should make beside these short-sighted +rascals!"</p> + +<p>Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu went on spouting until coffee was served; then, +seeing that he was behind hand, he rang for his brougham, and holding +out his hand to the journalist, said: "You quite understand, my dear +fellow?"</p> + +<p>"Perfectly, my dear minister; you may rely upon me."</p> + +<p>And Du Roy strolled leisurely to the office to begin his article, for he +had nothing to do till four o'clock. At four o'clock he was to meet, at +the Rue de Constantinople, Madame de Marelle, whom he met there +regularly twice a week—on Mondays and Fridays. But on reaching the +office a telegram was handed to him. It was from Madame Walter, and ran +as follows: "I must see you to-day. Most important. Expect me at two +o'clock, Rue de Constantinople. Can render you a great service. Till +death.—Virginie."</p> + +<p>He began to swear: "Hang it all, what an infernal bore!" And seized with +a fit of ill-temper, he went out again at once too irritated to work.</p> + +<p>For six weeks he had been trying to break off with her, without being +able to wear out her eager attachment. She had had, after her fall, a +frightful fit of remorse, and in three successive rendezvous had +overwhelmed her lover with reproaches and maledictions. Bored by these +scenes and already tired of this mature and melodramatic conquest, he +had simply kept away, hoping to put an end to the adventure in that way. +But then she had distractedly clutched on to him, throwing herself into +this amour as a man throws himself into a river with a stone about his +neck. He had allowed himself to be recaptured out of weakness and +consideration for her, and she had enwrapt him in an unbridled and +fatiguing passion, persecuting him with her affection. She insisted on +seeing him every day, summoning him at all hours to a hasty meeting at a +street corner, at a shop, or in a public garden. She would then repeat +to him in a few words, always the same, that she worshiped and idolized +him, and leave him, vowing that she felt so happy to have seen him. She +showed herself quite another creature than he had fancied her, striving +to charm him with puerile glances, a childishness in love affairs +ridiculous at her age. Having remained up till then strictly honest, +virgin in heart, inaccessible to all sentiment, ignorant of sensuality, +a strange outburst of youthful tenderness, of ardent, naive and tardy +love, made up of unlooked-for outbursts, exclamations of a girl of +sixteen, graces grown old without ever having been young, had taken +place in this staid woman. She wrote him ten letters a day, maddeningly +foolish letters, couched in a style at once poetic and ridiculous, full +of the pet names of birds and beasts.</p> + +<p>As soon as they found themselves alone together she would kiss him with +the awkward prettiness of a great tomboy, pouting of the lips that were +grotesque, and bounds that made her too full bosom shake beneath her +bodice. He was above all, sickened with hearing her say, "My pet," "My +doggie," "My jewel," "My birdie," "My treasure," "My own," "My +precious," and to see her offer herself to him every time with a little +comedy of infantile modesty, little movements of alarm that she thought +pretty, and the tricks of a depraved schoolgirl. She would ask, "Whose +mouth is this?" and when he did not reply "Mine," would persist till she +made him grow pale with nervous irritability. She ought to have felt, it +seemed to him, that in love extreme tact, skill, prudence, and exactness +are requisite; that having given herself to him, she, a woman of mature +years, the mother of a family, and holding a position in society, should +yield herself gravely, with a kind of restrained eagerness, with tears, +perhaps, but with those of Dido, not of Juliet.</p> + +<p>She kept incessantly repeating to him, "How I love you, my little pet. +Do you love me as well, baby?"</p> + +<p>He could no longer bear to be called "my little pet," or "baby," without +an inclination to call her "old girl."</p> + +<p>She would say to him, "What madness of me to yield to you. But I do not +regret it. It is so sweet to love."</p> + +<p>All this seemed to George irritating from her mouth. She murmured, "It +is so sweet to love," like the village maiden at a theater.</p> + +<p>Then she exasperated him by the clumsiness of her caresses. Having +become all at once sensual beneath the kisses of this young fellow who +had so warmed her blood, she showed an unskilled ardor and a serious +application that made Du Roy laugh and think of old men trying to learn +to read. When she would have gripped him in her embrace, ardently gazing +at him with the deep and terrible glance of certain aging women, +splendid in their last loves, when she should have bitten him with +silent and quivering mouth, crushing him beneath her warmth and weight, +she would wriggle about like a girl, and lisp with the idea of being +pleasant: "Me love 'ou so, ducky, me love 'ou so. Have nice lovey-lovey +with 'ittle wifey."</p> + +<p>He then would be seized with a wild desire to take his hat and rush out, +slamming the door behind him.</p> + +<p>They had frequently met at the outset at the Rue de Constantinople; but +Du Roy, who dreaded a meeting there with Madame de Marelle, now found a +thousand pretexts for refusing such appointments. He had then to call on +her almost every day at her home, now to lunch, now to dinner. She +squeezed his hand under the table, held out her mouth to him behind the +doors. But he, for his part, took pleasure above all in playing with +Susan, who amused him with her whimsicalities. In her doll-like frame +was lodged an active, arch, sly, and startling wit, always ready to show +itself off. She joked at everything and everybody with biting readiness. +George stimulated her imagination, excited it to irony and they +understood one another marvelously. She kept appealing to him every +moment, "I say, Pretty-boy. Come here, Pretty-boy."</p> + +<p>He would at once leave the mother and go to the daughter, who would +whisper some bit of spitefulness, at which they would laugh heartily.</p> + +<p>However, disgusted with the mother's love, he began to feel an +insurmountable repugnance for her; he could no longer see, hear, or +think of her without anger. He ceased, therefore, to visit her, to +answer her letters, or to yield to her appeals. She understood at length +that he no longer loved her, and suffered terribly. But she grew +insatiable, kept watch on him, followed him, waited for him in a cab +with the blinds drawn down, at the door of the office, at the door of +his dwelling, in the streets through which she hoped he might pass. He +longed to ill-treat her, swear at her, strike her, say to her plainly, +"I have had enough of it, you worry my life out." But he observed some +circumspection on account of the <i>Vie Francaise</i>, and strove by dint of +coolness, harshness, tempered by attention, and even rude words at +times, to make her understand that there must be an end to it. She +strove, above all, to devise schemes to allure him to a meeting in the +Rue de Constantinople, and he was in a perpetual state of alarm lest the +two women should find themselves some day face to face at the door.</p> + +<p>His affection for Madame de Marelle had, on the contrary, augmented +during the summer. He called her his "young rascal," and she certainly +charmed him. Their two natures had kindred links; they were both members +of the adventurous race of vagabonds, those vagabonds in society who so +strongly resemble, without being aware of it, the vagabonds of the +highways. They had had a summer of delightful love-making, a summer of +students on the spree, bolting off to lunch or dine at Argenteuil, +Bougival, Maisons, or Poissy, and passing hours in a boat gathering +flowers from the bank. She adored the fried fish served on the banks of +the Seine, the stewed rabbits, the arbors in the tavern gardens, and the +shouts of the boating men. He liked to start off with her on a bright +day on a suburban line, and traverse the ugly environs of Paris, +sprouting with tradesmen's hideous boxes, talking lively nonsense. And +when he had to return to dine at Madame Walter's he hated the eager old +mistress from the mere recollection of the young one whom he had left, +and who had ravished his desires and harvested his ardor among the grass +by the water side.</p> + +<p>He had fancied himself at length pretty well rid of Madame Walter, to +whom he had expressed, in a plain and almost brutal fashion, his +intentions of breaking off with her, when he received at the office of +the paper the telegram summoning him to meet her at two o'clock at the +Rue de Constantinople. He re-read it as he walked along, "Must see you +to-day. Most important. Expect me two o'clock, Rue de Constantinople. +Can render you a great service. Till death.—Virginie."</p> + +<p>He thought, "What does this old screech-owl want with me now? I wager +she has nothing to tell me. She will only repeat that she adores me. Yet +I must see what it means. She speaks of an important affair and a great +service; perhaps it is so. And Clotilde, who is coming at four o'clock! +I must get the first of the pair off by three at the latest. By Jove, +provided they don't run up against one another! What bothers women are."</p> + +<p>And he reflected that, after all, his own wife was the only one who +never bothered him at all. She lived in her own way, and seemed to be +very fond of him during the hours destined to love, for she would not +admit that the unchangeable order of the ordinary occupations of life +should be interfered with.</p> + +<p>He walked slowly towards the rendezvous, mentally working himself up +against Madame Walter. "Ah! I will just receive her nicely if she has +nothing to tell me. Cambronne's language will be academical compared to +mine. I will tell her that I will never set foot in her house again, to +begin with."</p> + +<p>He went in to wait for Madame Walter. She arrived almost immediately, +and as soon as she caught sight of him, she exclaimed, "Ah, you have had +my telegram! How fortunate."</p> + +<p>He put on a grumpy expression, saying: "By Jove, yes; I found it at the +office just as I was going to start off to the Chamber. What is it you +want now?"</p> + +<p>She had raised her veil to kiss him, and drew nearer with the timid and +submissive air of an oft-beaten dog.</p> + +<p>"How cruel you are towards me! How harshly you speak to me! What have I +done to you? You cannot imagine how I suffer through you."</p> + +<p>He growled: "Don't go on again in that style."</p> + +<p>She was standing close to him, only waiting for a smile, a gesture, to +throw herself into his arms, and murmured: "You should not have taken me +to treat me thus, you should have left me sober-minded and happy as I +was. Do you remember what you said to me in the church, and how you +forced me into this house? And now, how do you speak to me? how do you +receive me? Oh, God! oh, God! what pain you give me!"</p> + +<p>He stamped his foot, and exclaimed, violently: "Ah, bosh! That's enough +of it! I can't see you a moment without hearing all that foolery. One +would really think that I had carried you off at twelve years of age, +and that you were as ignorant as an angel. No, my dear, let us put +things in their proper light; there was no seduction of a young girl in +the business. You gave yourself to me at full years of discretion. I +thank you. I am infinitely grateful to you, but I am not bound to be +tied till death to your petticoat strings. You have a husband and I a +wife. We are neither of us free. We indulged in a mutual caprice, and it +is over."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you are brutal, coarse, shameless," she said; "I was indeed no +longer a young girl, but I had never loved, never faltered."</p> + +<p>He cut her short with: "I know it. You have told me so twenty times. But +you had had two children."</p> + +<p>She drew back, exclaiming: "Oh, George, that is unworthy of you," and +pressing her two hands to her heart, began to choke and sob.</p> + +<p>When he saw the tears come he took his hat from the corner of the +mantelpiece, saying: "Oh, you are going to cry, are you? Good-bye, then. +So it was to show off in this way that you came here, eh?"</p> + +<p>She had taken a step forward in order to bar the way, and quickly +pulling out a handkerchief from her pocket, wiped her eyes with an +abrupt movement. Her voice grew firmer by the effort of her will, as she +said, in tones tremulous with pain, "No—I came to—to tell you some +news—political news—to put you in the way of gaining fifty thousand +francs—or even more—if you like."</p> + +<p>He inquired, suddenly softening, "How so? What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"I caught, by chance, yesterday evening, some words between my husband +and Laroche-Mathieu. They do not, besides, trouble themselves to hide +much from me. But Walter recommended the Minister not to let you into +the secret, as you would reveal everything."</p> + +<p>Du Roy had put his hat down on a chair, and was waiting very +attentively.</p> + +<p>"What is up, then?" said he.</p> + +<p>"They are going to take possession of Morocco."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense! I lunched with Laroche-Mathieu, who almost dictated to me the +intention of the Cabinet."</p> + +<p>"No, darling, they are humbugging you, because they were afraid lest +their plan should be known."</p> + +<p>"Sit down," said George, and sat down himself in an armchair. Then she +drew towards him a low stool, and sitting down on it between his knees, +went on in a coaxing tone, "As I am always thinking about you, I pay +attention now to everything that is whispered around me."</p> + +<p>And she began quietly to explain to him how she had guessed for some +time past that something was being hatched unknown to him; that they +were making use of him, while dreading his co-operation. She said, "You +know, when one is in love, one grows cunning."</p> + +<p>At length, the day before, she had understood it all. It was a business +transaction, a thumping affair, worked out on the quiet. She smiled now, +happy in her dexterity, and grew excited, speaking like a financier's +wife accustomed to see the market rigged, used to rises and falls that +ruin, in two hours of speculation, thousands of little folk who have +placed their savings in undertakings guaranteed by the names of men +honored and respected in the world of politics of finance.</p> + +<p>She repeated, "Oh, it is very smart what they have been up to! Very +smart. It was Walter who did it all, though, and he knows all about such +things. Really, it is a first-class job."</p> + +<p>He grew impatient at these preliminaries, and exclaimed, "Come, tell me +what it is at once."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, this is what it is. The Tangiers expedition was decided +upon between them on the day that Laroche-Mathieu took the ministry of +foreign affairs, and little by little they have bought up the whole of +the Morocco loan, which had fallen to sixty-four or sixty-five francs. +They have bought it up very cleverly by means of shady brokers, who did +not awaken any mistrust. They have even sold the Rothschilds, who grew +astonished to find Morocco stock always asked for, and who were +astonished by having agents pointed out to them—all lame ducks. That +quieted the big financiers. And now the expedition is to take place, and +as soon as we are there the French Government will guarantee the debt. +Our friends will gain fifty or sixty millions. You understand the +matter? You understand, too, how afraid they have been of everyone, of +the slightest indiscretion?"</p> + +<p>She had leaned her head against the young fellow's waistcoat, and with +her arms resting on his legs, pressed up against him, feeling that she +was interesting him now, and ready to do anything for a caress, for a +smile.</p> + +<p>"You are quite certain?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"I should think so," she replied, with confidence.</p> + +<p>"It is very smart indeed. As to that swine of a Laroche-Mathieu, just +see if I don't pay him out one of these days. Oh, the scoundrel, just +let him look out for himself! He shall go through my hands." Then he +began to reflect, and went on, "We ought, though, to profit by all +this."</p> + +<p>"You can still buy some of the loan," said she; "it is only at +seventy-two francs."</p> + +<p>He said, "Yes, but I have no money under my hand."</p> + +<p>She raised her eyes towards him, eyes full of entreaty, saying, "I have +thought of that, darling, and if you were very nice, very nice, if you +loved me a little, you would let me lend you some."</p> + +<p>He answered, abruptly and almost harshly, "As to that, no, indeed."</p> + +<p>She murmured, in an imploring voice: "Listen, there is something that +you can do without borrowing money. I wanted to buy ten thousand francs' +worth of the loan to make a little nest-egg. Well, I will take twenty +thousand, and you shall stand in for half. You understand that I am not +going to hand the money over to Walter. So there is nothing to pay for +the present. If it all succeeds, you gain seventy thousand francs. If +not, you will owe me ten thousand, which you can pay when you please."</p> + +<p>He remarked, "No, I do not like such pains."</p> + +<p>Then she argued, in order to get him to make up his mind. She proved to +him that he was really pledging his word for ten thousand francs, that +he was running risks, and that she was not advancing him anything, since +the actual outlay was made by Walter's bank. She pointed out to him, +besides, that it was he who had carried on in the <i>Vie Francaise</i> the +whole of the political campaign that had rendered the scheme possible. +He would be very foolish not to profit by it. He still hesitated, and +she added, "But just reflect that in reality it is Walter who is +advancing you these ten thousand Francs, and that you have rendered him +services worth a great deal more than that."</p> + +<p>"Very well, then," said he, "I will go halves with you. If we lose, I +will repay you the ten thousand francs."</p> + +<p>She was so pleased that she rose, took his head in both her hands, and +began to kiss him eagerly. He did not resist at first, but as she grew +bolder, clasping him to her and devouring him with caresses, he +reflected that the other would be there shortly, and that if he yielded +he would lose time and exhaust in the arms of the old woman an ardor +that he had better reserve for the young one. So he repulsed her gently, +saying, "Come, be good now."</p> + +<p>She looked at him disconsolately, saying, "Oh, George, can't I even kiss +you?"</p> + +<p>He replied, "No, not to-day. I have a headache, and it upsets me."</p> + +<p>She sat down again docilely between his knees, and asked, "Will you come +and dine with us to-morrow? You would give me much pleasure."</p> + +<p>He hesitated, but dared not refuse, so said, "Certainly."</p> + +<p>"Thanks, darling."</p> + +<p>She rubbed her cheek slowly against his breast with a regular and +coaxing movement, and one of her long black hairs caught in his +waistcoat. She noticed it, and a wild idea crossed her mind, one of +those superstitious notions which are often the whole of a woman's +reason. She began to twist this hair gently round a button. Then she +fastened another hair to the next button, and a third to the next. One +to every button. He would tear them out of her head presently when he +rose, and hurt her. What happiness! And he would carry away something of +her without knowing it; he would carry away a tiny lock of her hair +which he had never yet asked for. It was a tie by which she attached him +to her, a secret, invisible bond, a talisman she left with him. Without +willing it he would think of her, dream of her, and perhaps love her a +little more the next day.</p> + +<p>He said, all at once, "I must leave you, because I am expected at the +Chamber at the close of the sitting. I cannot miss attending to-day."</p> + +<p>She sighed, "Already!" and then added, resignedly, "Go, dear, but you +will come to dinner to-morrow."</p> + +<p>And suddenly she drew aside. There was a short and sharp pain in her +head, as though needles had been stuck into the skin. Her heart +throbbed; she was pleased to have suffered a little by him. "Good-bye," +said she.</p> + +<p>He took her in his arms with a compassionate smile, and coldly kissed +her eyes. But she, maddened by this contact, again murmured, "Already!" +while her suppliant glance indicated the bedroom, the door of which was +open.</p> + +<p>He stepped away from her, and said in a hurried tone, "I must be off; I +shall be late."</p> + +<p>Then she held out her lips, which he barely brushed with his, and having +handed her her parasol, which she was forgetting, he continued, "Come, +come, we must be quick, it is past three o'clock."</p> + +<p>She went out before him, saying, "To-morrow, at seven," and he repeated, +"To-morrow, at seven."</p> + +<p>They separated, she turning to the right and he to the left. Du Roy +walked as far as the outer boulevard. Then he slowly strolled back along +the Boulevard Malesherbes. Passing a pastry cook's, he noticed some +<i>marrons glaces</i> in a glass jar, and thought, "I will take in a pound +for Clotilde."</p> + +<p>He bought a bag of these sweetmeats, which she was passionately fond of, +and at four o'clock returned to wait for his young mistress. She was a +little late, because her husband had come home for a week, and said, +"Can you come and dine with us to-morrow? He will be so pleased to see +you."</p> + +<p>"No, I dine with the governor. We have a heap of political and financial +matters to talk over."</p> + +<p>She had taken off her bonnet, and was now laying aside her bodice, which +was too tight for her. He pointed out the bag on the mantel-shelf, +saying, "I have bought you some <i>marrons glaces</i>."</p> + +<p>She clapped her hands, exclaiming: "How nice; what a dear you are."</p> + +<p>She took one, tasted them, and said: "They are delicious. I feel sure I +shall not leave one of them." Then she added, looking at George with +sensual merriment: "You flatter all my vices, then."</p> + +<p>She slowly ate the sweetmeats, looking continually into the bag to see +if there were any left. "There, sit down in the armchair," said she, +"and I will squat down between your knees and nibble my bon-bons. I +shall be very comfortable."</p> + +<p>He smiled, sat down, and took her between his knees, as he had had +Madame Walter shortly before. She raised her head in order to speak to +him, and said, with her mouth full: "Do you know, darling, I dreamt of +you? I dreamt that we were both taking a long journey together on a +camel. He had two humps, and we were each sitting astride on a hump, +crossing the desert. We had taken some sandwiches in a piece of paper +and some wine in a bottle, and were dining on our humps. But it annoyed +me because we could not do anything else; we were too far off from one +another, and I wanted to get down."</p> + +<p>He answered: "I want to get down, too."</p> + +<p>He laughed, amused at the story, and encouraged her to talk nonsense, to +chatter, to indulge in all the child's play of conversation which lovers +utter. The nonsense which he thought delightful in the mouth of Madame +de Marelle would have exasperated him in that of Madame Walter. +Clotilde, too, called him "My darling," "My pet," "My own." These words +seemed sweet and caressing. Said by the other woman shortly before, they +had irritated and sickened him. For words of love, which are always the +same, take the flavor of the lips they come from.</p> + +<p>But he was thinking, even while amusing himself with this nonsense, of +the seventy thousand francs he was going to gain, and suddenly checked +the gabble of his companion by two little taps with his finger on her +head. "Listen, pet," said he.</p> + +<p>"I am going to entrust you with a commission for your husband. Tell him +from me to buy to-morrow ten thousand francs' worth of the Morocco loan, +which is quoted at seventy-two, and I promise him that he will gain from +sixty to eighty thousand francs before three months are over. Recommend +the most positive silence to him. Tell him from me that the expedition +to Tangiers is decided on, and that the French government will guarantee +the debt of Morocco. But do not let anything out about it. It is a State +secret that I am entrusting to you."</p> + +<p>She listened to him seriously, and murmured: "Thank you, I will tell my +husband this evening. You can reckon on him; he will not talk. He is a +very safe man, and there is no danger."</p> + +<p>But she had eaten all the sweetmeats. She crushed up the bag between her +hands and flung it into the fireplace. Then she said, "Let us go to +bed," and without getting up, began to unbutton George's waistcoat. All +at once she stopped, and pulling out between two fingers a long hair, +caught in a buttonhole, began to laugh. "There, you have brought away +one of Madeleine's hairs. There is a faithful husband for you."</p> + +<p>Then, becoming once more serious, she carefully examined on her head the +almost imperceptible thread she had found, and murmured: "It is not +Madeleine's, it is too dark."</p> + +<p>He smiled, saying: "It is very likely one of the maid's."</p> + +<p>But she was inspecting the waistcoat with the attention of a detective, +and collected a second hair rolled round a button; then she perceived a +third, and pale and somewhat trembling, exclaimed: "Oh, you have been +sleeping with a woman who has wrapped her hair round all your buttons."</p> + +<p>He was astonished, and gasped out: "No, you are mad."</p> + +<p>All at once he remembered, understood it all, was uneasy at first, and +then denied the charge with a chuckle, not vexed at the bottom that she +should suspect him of other loves. She kept on searching, and still +found hairs, which she rapidly untwisted and threw on the carpet. She +had guessed matters with her artful woman's instinct, and stammered out, +vexed, angry, and ready to cry: "She loves you, she does—and she wanted +you to take away something belonging to her. Oh, what a traitor you +are!" But all at once she gave a cry, a shrill cry of nervous joy. "Oh! +oh! it is an old woman—here is a white hair. Ah, you go in for old +women now! Do they pay you, eh—do they pay you? Ah, so you have come to +old women, have you? Then you have no longer any need of me. Keep the +other one."</p> + +<p>She rose, ran to her bodice thrown onto a chair, and began hurriedly to +put it on again. He sought to retain her, stammering confusedly: "But, +no, Clo, you are silly. I do not know anything about it. Listen +now—stay here. Come, now—stay here."</p> + +<p>She repeated: "Keep your old woman—keep her. Have a ring made out of +her hair—out of her white hair. You have enough of it for that."</p> + +<p>With abrupt and swift movements she had dressed herself and put on her +bonnet and veil, and when he sought to take hold of her, gave him a +smack with all her strength. While he remained bewildered, she opened +the door and fled.</p> + +<p>As soon as he was alone he was seized with furious anger against that +old hag of a Mother Walter. Ah, he would send her about her business, +and pretty roughly, too! He bathed his reddened cheek and then went out, +in turn meditating vengeance. This time he would not forgive her. Ah, +no! He walked down as far as the boulevard, and sauntering along stopped +in front of a jeweler's shop to look at a chronometer he had fancied for +a long time back, and which was ticketed eighteen hundred francs. He +thought all at once, with a thrill of joy at his heart, "If I gain my +seventy thousand francs I can afford it."</p> + +<p>And he began to think of all the things he would do with these seventy +thousand francs. In the first place, he would get elected deputy. Then +he would buy his chronometer, and would speculate on the Bourse, and +would—</p> + +<p>He did not want to go to the office, preferring to consult Madeleine +before seeing Walter and writing his article, and started for home. He +had reached the Rue Druot, when he stopped short. He had forgotten to +ask after the Count de Vaudrec, who lived in the Chaussee d'Antin. He +therefore turned back, still sauntering, thinking of a thousand things, +mainly pleasant, of his coming fortune, and also of that scoundrel of a +Laroche-Mathieu, and that old stickfast of a Madame Walter. He was not +uneasy about the wrath of Clotilde, knowing very well that she forgave +quickly.</p> + +<p>He asked the doorkeeper of the house in which the Count de Vaudrec +resided: "How is Monsieur de Vaudrec? I hear that he has been unwell +these last few days."</p> + +<p>The man replied: "The Count is very bad indeed, sir. They are afraid he +will not live through the night; the gout has mounted to his heart."</p> + +<p>Du Roy was so startled that he no longer knew what he ought to do. +Vaudrec dying! Confused and disquieting ideas shot through his mind that +he dared not even admit to himself. He stammered: "Thank you; I will +call again," without knowing what he was saying.</p> + +<p>Then he jumped into a cab and was driven home. His wife had come in. He +went into her room breathless, and said at once: "Have you heard? +Vaudrec is dying."</p> + +<p>She was sitting down reading a letter. She raised her eyes, and +repeating thrice: "Oh! what do you say, what do you say, what do you +say?"</p> + +<p>"I say that Vaudrec is dying from a fit of gout that has flown to the +heart." Then he added: "What do you think of doing?"</p> + +<p>She had risen livid, and with her cheeks shaken by a nervous quivering, +then she began to cry terribly, hiding her face in her hands. She stood +shaken by sobs and torn by grief. But suddenly she mastered her sorrow, +and wiping her eyes, said: "I—I am going there—don't bother about +me—I don't know when I shall be back—don't wait for me."</p> + +<p>He replied: "Very well, dear." They shook hands, and she went off so +hurriedly that she forgot her gloves.</p> + +<p>George, having dined alone, began to write his article. He did so +exactly in accordance with the minister's instructions, giving his +readers to understand that the expedition to Morocco would not take +place. Then he took it to the office, chatted for a few minutes with the +governor, and went out smoking, light-hearted, though he knew not why. +His wife had not come home, and he went to bed and fell asleep.</p> + +<p>Madeleine came in towards midnight. George, suddenly roused, sat up in +bed. "Well?" he asked.</p> + +<p>He had never seen her so pale and so deeply moved. She murmured: "He is +dead."</p> + +<p>"Ah!—and he did not say anything?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing. He had lost consciousness when I arrived."</p> + +<p>George was thinking. Questions rose to his lips that he did not dare to +put. "Come to bed," said he.</p> + +<p>She undressed rapidly, and slipped into bed beside him, when he resumed: +"Were there any relations present at his death-bed?"</p> + +<p>"Only a nephew."</p> + +<p>"Ah! Did he see this nephew often?"</p> + +<p>"Never. They had not met for ten years."</p> + +<p>"Had he any other relatives?"</p> + +<p>"No, I do not think so."</p> + +<p>"Then it is his nephew who will inherit?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know."</p> + +<p>"He was very well off, Vaudrec?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, very well off."</p> + +<p>"Do you know what his fortune was?"</p> + +<p>"No, not exactly. One or two millions, perhaps."</p> + +<p>He said no more. She blew out the light, and they remained stretched +out, side by side, in the darkness—silent, wakeful, and reflecting. He +no longer felt inclined for sleep. He now thought the seventy thousand +francs promised by Madame Walter insignificant. Suddenly he fancied that +Madeleine was crying. He inquired, in order to make certain: "Are you +asleep?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>Her voice was tearful and quavering, and he said: "I forgot to tell you +when I came in that your minister has let us in nicely."</p> + +<p>"How so?"</p> + +<p>He told her at length, with all details, the plan hatched between +Laroche-Mathieu and Walter. When he had finished, she asked: "How do you +know this?"</p> + +<p>He replied: "You will excuse me not telling you. You have your means of +information, which I do not seek to penetrate. I have mine, which I wish +to keep to myself. I can, in any case, answer for the correctness of my +information."</p> + +<p>Then she murmured: "Yes, it is quite possible. I fancied they were up to +something without us."</p> + +<p>But George, who no longer felt sleepy, had drawn closer to his wife, and +gently kissed her ear. She repulsed him sharply. "I beg of you to leave +me alone. I am not in a mood to romp." He turned resignedly towards the +wall, and having closed his eyes, ended by falling asleep.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XIV" id="XIV"></a>XIV</h2> + + +<p>The church was draped with black, and over the main entrance a huge +scutcheon, surmounted by a coronet, announced to the passers-by that a +gentleman was being buried. The ceremony was just over, and those +present at it were slowly dispersing, defiling past the coffin and the +nephew of the Count de Vaudrec, who was shaking extended hands and +returning bows. When George Du Roy and his wife came out of the church +they began to walk homeward side by side, silent and preoccupied. At +length George said, as though speaking to himself: "Really, it is very +strange."</p> + +<p>"What, dear?" asked Madeleine.</p> + +<p>"That Vaudrec should not have left us anything."</p> + +<p>She blushed suddenly, as though a rosy veil had been cast over her white +skin, and said: "Why should he have left us anything? There was no +reason for it." Then, after a few moments' silence, she went on: "There +is perhaps a will in the hands of some notary. We know nothing as yet."</p> + +<p>He reflected for a short time, and then murmured: "Yes, it is probable, +for, after all, he was the most intimate friend of us both. He dined +with us twice a week, called at all hours, and was at home at our place, +quite at home in every respect. He loved you like a father, and had no +children, no brothers and sisters, nothing but a nephew, and a nephew he +never used to see. Yes, there must be a will. I do not care for much, +only a remembrance to show that he thought of us, that he loved us, that +he recognized the affection we felt for him. He certainly owed us some +such mark of friendship."</p> + +<p>She said in a pensive and indifferent manner: "It is possible, indeed, +that there may be a will."</p> + +<p>As they entered their rooms, the man-servant handed a letter to +Madeleine. She opened it, and then held it out to her husband. It ran as +follows:</p> + +<blockquote> +<p>"Office of Maitre Lamaneur, Notary,<br /> +"17 Rue des Vosges.</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Madame</span>: I have the honor to beg you to favor me with a call +here on Tuesday, Wednesday, or Thursday between the hours of +two and four, on business concerning you.—I am, +etc.—<span class="smcap">Lamaneur.</span>"</p></blockquote> + +<p>George had reddened in turn. "That is what it must be," said he. "It is +strange, though, that it is you who are summoned, and not myself, who am +legally the head of the family."</p> + +<p>She did not answer at once, but after a brief period of reflection, +said: "Shall we go round there by and by?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, certainly."</p> + +<p>They set out as soon as they had lunched. When they entered Maitre +Lamaneur's office, the head clerk rose with marked attention and ushered +them in to his master. The notary was a round, little man, round all +over. His head looked like a ball nailed onto another ball, which had +legs so short that they almost resembled balls too. He bowed, pointed to +two chairs, and turning towards Madeleine, said: "Madame, I have sent +for you in order to acquaint you with the will of the Count de Vaudrec, +in which you are interested."</p> + +<p>George could not help muttering: "I thought so."</p> + +<p>The notary went on: "I will read to you the document, which is very +brief."</p> + +<p>He took a paper from a box in front of him, and read as follows:</p> + +<p>"I, the undersigned, Paul Emile Cyprien Gontran, Count de Vaudrec, being +sound in body and mind, hereby express my last wishes. As death may +overtake us at any moment, I wish, in provision of his attacks, to take +the precaution of making my will, which will be placed in the hands of +Maitre Lamaneur. Having no direct heirs, I leave the whole of my +fortune, consisting of stock to the amount of six hundred thousand +francs, and landed property worth about five hundred thousand francs, to +Madame Claire Madeleine Du Roy without any charge or condition. I beg +her to accept this gift of a departed friend as a proof of a deep, +devoted, and respectful affection."</p> + +<p>The notary added: "That is all. This document is dated last August, and +replaces one of the same nature, written two years back, with the name +of Madame Claire Madeleine Forestier. I have this first will, too, which +would prove, in the case of opposition on the part of the family, that +the wishes of Count de Vaudrec did not vary."</p> + +<p>Madeleine, very pale, looked at her feet. George nervously twisted the +end of his moustache between his fingers. The notary continued after a +moment of silence: "It is, of course, understood, sir, that your wife +cannot accept the legacy without your consent."</p> + +<p>Du Roy rose and said, dryly: "I must ask time to reflect."</p> + +<p>The notary, who was smiling, bowed, and said in an amiable tone: "I +understand the scruples that cause you to hesitate, sir. I should say +that the nephew of Monsieur de Vaudrec, who became acquainted this very +morning with his uncle's last wishes, stated that he was prepared to +respect them, provided the sum of a hundred thousand francs was allowed +him. In my opinion the will is unattackable, but a law-suit would cause +a stir, which it may perhaps suit you to avoid. The world often judges +things ill-naturedly. In any case, can you give me your answer on all +these points before Saturday?"</p> + +<p>George bowed, saying: "Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>Then he bowed again ceremoniously, ushered out his wife, who had +remained silent, and went out himself with so stiff an air that the +notary no longer smiled.</p> + +<p>As soon as they got home, Du Roy abruptly closed the door, and throwing +his hat onto the bed, said: "You were Vaudrec's mistress."</p> + +<p>Madeleine, who was taking off her veil, turned round with a start, +exclaiming: "I? Oh!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, you. A man does not leave the whole of his fortune to a woman, +unless—"</p> + +<p>She was trembling, and was unable to remove the pins fastening the +transparent tissue. After a moment's reflection she stammered, in an +agitated tone: "Come, come—you are mad—you are—you are. Did not you, +yourself, just now have hopes that he would leave us something?"</p> + +<p>George remained standing beside her, following all her emotions like a +magistrate seeking to note the least faltering on the part of an +accused. He said, laying stress on every word: "Yes, he might have left +something to me, your husband—to me, his friend—you understand, but +not to you—my wife. The distinction is capital, essential from the +point of propriety and of public opinion."</p> + +<p>Madeleine in turn looked at him fixedly in the eyes, in profound and +singular fashion, as though seeking to read something there, as though +trying to discover that unknown part of a human being which we never +fathom, and of which we can scarcely even catch rapid glimpses in those +moments of carelessness or inattention, which are like doors left open, +giving onto the mysterious depths of the mind. She said slowly: "It +seems to me, however, that a legacy of this importance would have been +looked on as at least equally strange left to you."</p> + +<p>He asked abruptly: "Why so?"</p> + +<p>She said: "Because—" hesitated, and then continued: "Because you are my +husband, and have only known him for a short time, after all—because I +have been his friend for a very long while—and because his first will, +made during Forestier's lifetime, was already in my favor."</p> + +<p>George began to stride up and down. He said: "You cannot accept."</p> + +<p>She replied in a tone of indifference: "Precisely so; then it is not +worth while waiting till Saturday, we can let Maitre Lamaneur know at +once."</p> + +<p>He stopped short in front of her, and they again stood for some moments +with their eyes riveted on one another, striving to fathom the +impenetrable secret of their hearts, to cut down to the quick of their +thoughts. They tried to see one another's conscience unveiled in an +ardent and mute interrogation; the struggle of two beings who, living +side by side, were always ignorant of one another, suspecting, sniffing +round, watching, but never understanding one another to the muddy +depths of their souls. And suddenly he murmured to her face, in a low +voice: "Come, admit that you were De Vaudrec's mistress."</p> + +<p>She shrugged her shoulders, saying: "You are ridiculous. Vaudrec was +very fond of me, very—but there was nothing more—never."</p> + +<p>He stamped his foot. "You lie. It is not possible."</p> + +<p>She replied, quietly: "It is so, though."</p> + +<p>He began to walk up and down again, and then, halting once more, said: +"Explain, then, how he came to leave the whole of his fortune to you."</p> + +<p>She did so in a careless and disinterested tone, saying: "It is quite +simple. As you said just now, he had only ourselves for friends, or +rather myself, for he has known me from a child. My mother was a +companion at the house of some relatives of his. He was always coming +here, and as he had no natural heirs he thought of me. That there was a +little love for me in the matter is possible. But where is the woman who +has not been loved thus? Why should not such secret, hidden affection +have placed my name at the tip of his pen when he thought of expressing +his last wishes? He brought me flowers every Monday. You were not at all +astonished at that, and yet he did not bring you any, did he? Now he has +given me his fortune for the same reason, and because he had no one to +offer it to. It would have been, on the contrary, very surprising for +him to have left it to you. Why should he have done so? What were you to +him?"</p> + +<p>She spoke so naturally and quietly that George hesitated. He said, +however: "All the same, we cannot accept this inheritance under such +conditions. The effect would be deplorable. All the world would believe +it; all the world would gossip about it, and laugh at me. My fellow +journalists are already only too disposed to feel jealous of me and to +attack me. I should have, before anyone, a care for my honor and my +reputation. It is impossible for me to allow my wife to accept a legacy +of this kind from a man whom public report has already assigned to her +as a lover. Forestier might perhaps have tolerated it, but not me."</p> + +<p>She murmured, mildly: "Well, dear, do not let us accept it. It will be a +million the less in our pockets, that is all."</p> + +<p>He was still walking up and down, and began to think aloud, speaking for +his wife's benefit without addressing himself directly to her: "Yes, a +million, so much the worse. He did not understand, in making his will, +what a fault in tact, what a breach of propriety he was committing. He +did not see in what a false, a ridiculous position he would place me. +Everything is a matter of detail in this life. He should have left me +half; that would have settled everything."</p> + +<p>He sat down, crossed his legs, and began to twist the end of his +moustache, as he did in moments of boredom, uneasiness, and difficult +reflection. Madeleine took up some embroidery at which she worked from +time to time, and said, while selecting her wools: "I have only to hold +my tongue. It is for you to reflect."</p> + +<p>He was a long time without replying, and then said, hesitatingly: "The +world will never understand that Vaudrec made you his sole heiress, and +that I allowed it. To receive his fortune in that way would be an +acknowledgment on your part of a guilty connection, and on mine of a +shameful complaisance. Do you understand now how our acceptance of it +would be interpreted? It would be necessary to find a side issue, some +clever way of palliating matters. To let it go abroad, for instance, +that he had divided the money between us, leaving half to the husband +and half to the wife."</p> + +<p>She observed: "I do not see how that can be done, since the will is +plain."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it is very simple. You could leave me half the inheritance by a +deed of gift. We have no children, so it is feasible. In that way the +mouth of public malevolence would be closed."</p> + +<p>She replied, somewhat impatiently: "I do not see any the more how the +mouth of public malevolence is to be closed, since the will is there, +signed by Vaudrec?"</p> + +<p>He said, angrily: "Have we any need to show it and to paste it up on all +the walls? You are really stupid. We will say that the Count de Vaudrec +left his fortune between us. That is all. But you cannot accept this +legacy without my authorization. I will only give it on condition of a +division, which will hinder me from becoming a laughing stock."</p> + +<p>She looked at him again with a penetrating glance, and said: "As you +like. I am agreeable."</p> + +<p>Then he rose, and began to walk up and down again. He seemed to be +hesitating anew, and now avoided his wife's penetrating glance. He was +saying: "No, certainly not. Perhaps it would be better to give it up +altogether. That is more worthy, more correct, more honorable. And yet +by this plan nothing could be imagined against us—absolutely nothing. +The most unscrupulous people could only admit things as they were." He +paused in front of Madeleine. "Well, then, if you like, darling, I will +go back alone to Maitre Lamaneur to explain matters to him and consult +him. I will tell him of my scruples, and add that we have arrived at the +notion of a division to prevent gossip. From the moment that I accept +half this inheritance, it is plain that no one has the right to smile. +It is equal to saying aloud: 'My wife accepts because I accept—I, her +husband, the best judge of what she may do without compromising herself. +Otherwise a scandal would have arisen.'"</p> + +<p>Madeleine merely murmured: "Just as you like."</p> + +<p>He went on with a flow of words: "Yes, it is all as clear as daylight +with this arrangement of a division in two. We inherit from a friend who +did not want to make any difference between us, any distinction; who did +not wish to appear to say: 'I prefer one or the other after death, as I +did during life.' He liked the wife best, be it understood, but in +leaving the fortune equally to both, he wished plainly to express that +his preference was purely platonic. And you may be sure that, if he had +thought of it, that is what he would have done. He did not reflect. He +did not foresee the consequences. As you said very appropriately just +now, it was you to whom he offered flowers every week, it is to you he +wished to leave his last remembrance, without taking into consideration +that—"</p> + +<p>She checked him, with a shade of irritation: "All right; I understand. +You have no need to make so many explanations. Go to the notary's at +once."</p> + +<p>He stammered, reddening: "You are right. I am off."</p> + +<p>He took his hat, and then, at the moment of going out, said: "I will +try to settle the difficulty with the nephew for fifty thousand francs, +eh?"</p> + +<p>She replied, with dignity: "No. Give him the hundred thousand francs he +asks. Take them from my share, if you like."</p> + +<p>He muttered, shamefacedly: "Oh, no; we will share that. Giving up fifty +thousand francs apiece, there still remains to us a clear million." He +added: "Good-bye, then, for the present, Made." And he went off to +explain to the notary the plan which he asserted had been imagined by +his wife.</p> + +<p>They signed the next day a deed of gift of five hundred thousand francs, +which Madeleine Du Roy abandoned to her husband. On leaving the notary's +office, as the day was fine, George suggested that they should walk as +far as the boulevards. He showed himself pleasant and full of attention +and affection. He laughed, pleased at everything, while she remained +thoughtful and somewhat severe.</p> + +<p>It was a somewhat cool autumn day. The people in the streets seemed in a +hurry, and walked rapidly. Du Roy led his wife to the front of the shop +in which he had so often gazed at the longed-for chronometer. "Shall I +stand you some jewelry?" said he.</p> + +<p>She replied, indifferently: "Just as you like."</p> + +<p>They went in, and he asked: "What would you prefer—a necklace, a +bracelet, or a pair of earrings?"</p> + +<p>The sight of the trinkets in gold, and precious stones overcame her +studied coolness, and she scanned with kindling and inquisitive eyes the +glass cases filled with jewelry. And, suddenly moved by desire, said: +"That is a very pretty bracelet."</p> + +<p>It was a chain of quaint pattern, every link of which had a different +stone set in it.</p> + +<p>George inquired: "How much is this bracelet?"</p> + +<p>"Three thousand francs, sir," replied the jeweler.</p> + +<p>"If you will let me have it for two thousand five hundred, it is a +bargain."</p> + +<p>The man hesitated, and then replied: "No, sir; that is impossible."</p> + +<p>Du Roy went on: "Come, you can throw in that chronometer for fifteen +hundred; that will make four thousand, which I will pay at once. Is it +agreed? If not, I will go somewhere else."</p> + +<p>The jeweler, in a state of perplexity, ended by agreeing, saying: "Very +good, sir."</p> + +<p>And the journalist, after giving his address, added: "You will have the +monogram, G. R. C., engraved on the chronometer under a baron's +coronet."</p> + +<p>Madeleine, surprised, began to smile, and when they went out, took his +arm with a certain affection. She found him really clever and capable. +Now that he had an income, he needed a title. It was quite right.</p> + +<p>The jeweler bowed them out, saying: "You can depend upon me; it will be +ready on Thursday, Baron."</p> + +<p>They paused before the Vaudeville, at which a new piece was being +played.</p> + +<p>"If you like," said he, "we will go to the theater this evening. Let us +see if we can have a box."</p> + +<p>They took a box, and he continued: "Suppose we dine at a restaurant."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes; I should like that!"</p> + +<p>He was as happy as a king, and sought what else they could do. "Suppose +we go and ask Madame de Marelle to spend the evening with us. Her +husband is at home, I hear, and I shall be delighted to see him."</p> + +<p>They went there. George, who slightly dreaded the first meeting with his +mistress, was not ill-pleased that his wife was present to prevent +anything like an explanation. But Clotilde did not seem to remember +anything against him, and even obliged her husband to accept the +invitation.</p> + +<p>The dinner was lovely, and the evening pleasant. George and Madeleine +got home late. The gas was out, and to light them upstairs, the +journalist struck a wax match from time to time. On reaching the +first-floor landing the flame, suddenly starting forth as he struck, +caused their two lit-up faces to show in the glass standing out against +the darkness of the staircase. They resembled phantoms, appearing and +ready to vanish into the night.</p> + +<p>Du Roy raised his hand to light up their reflections, and said, with a +laugh of triumph: "Behold the millionaires!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XV" id="XV"></a>XV</h2> + + +<p>The conquest of Morocco had been accomplished two months back. France, +mistress of Tangiers, held the whole of the African shore of the +Mediterranean as far as Tripoli, and had guaranteed the debt of the +newly annexed territory. It was said that two ministers had gained a +score of millions over the business, and Laroche-Mathieu was almost +openly named. As to Walter, no one in Paris was ignorant of the fact +that he had brought down two birds with one stone, and made thirty or +forty millions out of the loan and eight to ten millions out of the +copper and iron mines, as well as out of a large stretch of territory +bought for almost nothing prior to the conquest, and sold after the +French occupation to companies formed to promote colonization. He had +become in a few days one of the lords of creation, one of those +omnipotent financiers more powerful than monarchs who cause heads to +bow, mouths to stammer, and all that is base, cowardly, and envious, to +well up from the depths of the human heart. He was no longer the Jew +Walter, head of a shady bank, manager of a fishy paper, deputy suspected +of illicit jobbery. He was Monsieur Walter, the wealthy Israelite.</p> + +<p>He wished to show himself off. Aware of the monetary embarrassments of +the Prince de Carlsbourg, who owned one of the finest mansions in the +Rue de Faubourg, Saint Honoré, with a garden giving onto the Champs +Elysées, he proposed to him to buy house and furniture, without shifting +a stick, within twenty-four hours. He offered three millions, and the +prince, tempted by the amount, accepted. The following day Walter +installed himself in his new domicile. Then he had another idea, the +idea of a conqueror who wishes to conquer Paris, the idea of a +Bonaparte. The whole city was flocking at that moment to see a great +painting by the Hungarian artist, Karl Marcowitch, exhibited at a +dealer's named Jacques Lenoble, and representing Christ walking on the +water. The art critics, filled with enthusiasm, declared the picture the +most superb masterpiece of the century. Walter bought it for four +hundred thousand francs, and took it away, thus cutting suddenly short a +flow of public curiosity, and forcing the whole of Paris to speak of him +in terms of envy, blame, or approbation. Then he had it announced in the +papers that he would invite everyone known in Parisian society to view +at his house some evening this triumph of the foreign master, in order +that it might not be said that he had hidden away a work of art. His +house would be open; let those who would, come. It would be enough to +show at the door the letter of invitation.</p> + +<p>This ran as follows: "Monsieur and Madame Walter beg of you to honor +them with your company on December 30th, between 9 and 12 p. m., to view +the picture by Karl Marcowitch, 'Jesus Walking on the Waters,' lit up by +electric light." Then, as a postscript, in small letters: "Dancing after +midnight." So those who wished to stay could, and out of these the +Walters would recruit their future acquaintances. The others would view +the picture, the mansion, and their owners with worldly curiosity, +insolent and indifferent, and would then go away as they came. But Daddy +Walter knew very well that they would return later on, as they had come +to his Israelite brethren grown rich like himself. The first thing was +that they should enter his house, all these titled paupers who were +mentioned in the papers, and they would enter it to see the face of a +man who had gained fifty millions in six weeks; they would enter it to +see and note who else came there; they would also enter it because he +had had the good taste and dexterity to summon them to admire a +Christian picture at the home of a child of Israel. He seemed to say to +them: "You see I have given five hundred thousand francs for the +religious masterpiece of Marcowitch, 'Jesus Walking on the Waters.' And +this masterpiece will always remain before my eyes in the house of the +Jew, Walter."</p> + +<p>In society there had been a great deal of talk over these invitations, +which, after all, did not pledge one in any way. One could go there as +one went to see watercolors at Monsieur Petit's. The Walters owned a +masterpiece, and threw open their doors one evening so that everyone +could admire it. Nothing could be better. The <i>Vie Francaise</i> for a +fortnight past had published every morning a note on this coming event +of the 30th December, and had striven to kindle public curiosity.</p> + +<p>Du Roy was furious at the governor's triumph. He had thought himself +rich with the five hundred thousand francs extorted from his wife, and +now he held himself to be poor, fearfully poor, when comparing his +modest fortune with the shower of millions that had fallen around him, +without his being able to pick any of it up. His envious hatred waxed +daily. He was angry with everyone—with the Walters, whom he had not +been to see at their new home; with his wife, who, deceived by +Laroche-Mathieu, had persuaded him not to invest in the Morocco loan; +and, above all, with the minister who had tricked him, who had made use +of him, and who dined at his table twice a week. George was his agent, +his secretary, his mouthpiece, and when he was writing from his +dictation felt wild longings to strangle this triumphant foe. As a +minister, Laroche-Mathieu had shown modesty in mien, and in order to +retain his portfolio, did not let it be seen that he was gorged with +gold. But Du Roy felt the presence of this gold in the haughtier tone of +the parvenu barrister, in his more insolent gestures, his more daring +affirmation, his perfect self-confidence. Laroche-Mathieu now reigned in +the Du Roy household, having taken the place and the days of the Count +de Vaudrec, and spoke to the servants like a second master. George +tolerated him with a quiver running through him like a dog who wants to +bite, and dares not. But he was often harsh and brutal towards +Madeleine, who shrugged her shoulders and treated him like a clumsy +child. She was, besides, astonished at his continual ill-humor, and +repeated: "I cannot make you out. You are always grumbling, and yet your +position is a splendid one."</p> + +<p>He would turn his back without replying.</p> + +<p>He had declared at first that he would not go to the governor's +entertainment, and that he would never more set foot in the house of +that dirty Jew. For two months Madame Walter had been writing to him +daily, begging him to come, to make an appointment with her whenever he +liked, in order, she said, that she might hand over the seventy thousand +francs she had gained for him. He did not reply, and threw these +despairing letters into the fire. Not that he had renounced receiving +his share of their profits, but he wanted to madden her, to treat her +with contempt, to trample her under feet. She was too rich. He wanted to +show his pride. The very day of the exhibition of the picture, as +Madeleine pointed out to him that he was very wrong not to go, he +replied: "Hold your tongue. I shall stay at home."</p> + +<p>Then after dinner he suddenly said: "It will be better after all to +undergo this affliction. Get dressed at once."</p> + +<p>She was expecting this, and said: "I will be ready in a quarter of an +hour." He dressed growling, and even in the cab he continued to spit out +his spleen.</p> + +<p>The court-yard of the Carlsbourg mansion was lit up by four electric +lights, looking like four small bluish moons, one at each corner. A +splendid carpet was laid down the high flight of steps, on each of which +a footman in livery stood motionless as a statue.</p> + +<p>Du Roy muttered: "Here's a fine show-off for you," and shrugged his +shoulders, his heart contracted by jealousy.</p> + +<p>His wife said: "Be quiet and do likewise."</p> + +<p>They went in and handed their heavy outer garments to the footmen who +advanced to meet them. Several ladies were also there with their +husbands, freeing themselves from their furs. Murmurs of: "It is very +beautiful, very beautiful," could be heard. The immense entrance hall +was hung with tapestry, representing the adventures of Mars and Venus. +To the right and left were the two branches of a colossal double +staircase, which met on the first floor. The banisters were a marvel of +wrought-iron work, the dull old gilding of which glittered with discreet +luster beside the steps of pink marble. At the entrance to the +reception-rooms two little girls, one in a pink folly costume, and the +other in a blue one, offered a bouquet of flowers to each lady. This was +held to be charming.</p> + +<p>The reception-rooms were already crowded. Most of the ladies were in +outdoor dress, showing that they came there as to any other exhibition. +Those who intended remaining for the ball were bare armed and bare +necked. Madame Walter, surrounded by her friends, was in the second room +acknowledging the greetings of the visitors. Many of these did not know +her, and walked about as though in a museum, without troubling +themselves about the masters of the house.</p> + +<p>When she perceived Du Roy she grew livid, and made a movement as though +to advance towards him. Then she remained motionless, awaiting him. He +greeted her ceremoniously, while Madeleine overwhelmed her with +affection and compliments. Then George left his wife with her and lost +himself in the crowd, to listen to the spiteful things that assuredly +must be said.</p> + +<p>Five reception-rooms opened one into the other, hung with costly stuffs, +Italian embroideries, or oriental rugs of varying shades and styles, and +bearing on their walls pictures by old masters. People stopped, above +all, to admire a small room in the Louis XVI style, a kind of boudoir, +lined with silk, with bouquets of roses on a pale blue ground. The +furniture, of gilt wood, upholstered in the same material, was admirably +finished.</p> + +<p>George recognized some well-known people—the Duchess de Ferraciné, the +Count and Countess de Ravenal, General Prince d'Andremont, the beautiful +Marchioness des Dunes, and all those folk who are seen at first +performances. He was suddenly seized by the arm, and a young and pleased +voice murmured in his ear: "Ah! here you are at last, you naughty +Pretty-boy. How is it one no longer sees you?"</p> + +<p>It was Susan Walter, scanning him with her enamel-like eyes from beneath +the curly cloud of her fair hair. He was delighted to see her again, and +frankly pressed her hand. Then, excusing himself, he said: "I have not +been able to come. I have had so much to do during the past two months +that I have not been out at all."</p> + +<p>She said, with her serious air: "That is wrong, very wrong. You have +caused us a great deal of pain, for we adore you, mamma and I. As to +myself, I cannot get on without you. When you are not here I am bored +to death. You see I tell you so plainly, so that you may no longer have +the right of disappearing like that. Give me your arm, I will show you +'Jesus Walking on the Waters' myself; it is right away at the end, +beyond the conservatory. Papa had it put there so that they should be +obliged to see everything before they could get to it. It is astonishing +how he is showing off this place."</p> + +<p>They went on quietly among the crowd. People turned round to look at +this good-looking fellow and this charming little doll. A well-known +painter said: "What a pretty pair. They go capitally together."</p> + +<p>George thought: "If I had been really clever, this is the girl I should +have married. It was possible. How is it I did not think of it? How did +I come to take that other one? What a piece of stupidity. We always act +too impetuously, and never reflect sufficiently."</p> + +<p>And envy, bitter envy, sank drop by drop into his mind like a gall, +embittering all his pleasures, and rendering existence hateful.</p> + +<p>Susan was saying: "Oh! do come often, Pretty-boy; we will go in for all +manner of things now, papa is so rich. We will amuse ourselves like +madcaps."</p> + +<p>He answered, still following up his idea: "Oh! you will marry now. You +will marry some prince, a ruined one, and we shall scarcely see one +another."</p> + +<p>She exclaimed, frankly: "Oh! no, not yet. I want someone who pleases me, +who pleases me a great deal, who pleases me altogether. I am rich enough +for two."</p> + +<p>He smiled with a haughty and ironical smile, and began to point out to +her people that were passing, very noble folk who had sold their rusty +titles to the daughters of financiers like herself, and who now lived +with or away from their wives, but free, impudent, known, and respected. +He concluded with: "I will not give you six months before you are caught +with that same bait. You will be a marchioness, a duchess or a princess, +and will look down on me from a very great height, miss."</p> + +<p>She grew indignant, tapped him on the arm with her fan, and vowed that +she would marry according to the dictates of her heart.</p> + +<p>He sneered: "We shall see about all that, you are too rich."</p> + +<p>She remarked: "But you, too, have come in for an inheritance."</p> + +<p>He uttered in a tone of contempt: "Oh! not worth speaking about. +Scarcely twenty thousand francs a year, not much in these days."</p> + +<p>"But your wife has also inherited."</p> + +<p>"Yes. A million between us. Forty thousand francs' income. We cannot +even keep a carriage on it."</p> + +<p>They had reached the last of the reception-rooms, and before them lay +the conservatory—a huge winter garden full of tall, tropical trees, +sheltering clumps of rare flowers. Penetrating beneath this somber +greenery, through which the light streamed like a flood of silver, they +breathed the warm odor of damp earth, and an air heavy with perfumes. It +was a strange sensation, at once sweet, unwholesome, and pleasant, of a +nature that was artificial, soft, and enervating. They walked on carpets +exactly like moss, between two thick clumps of shrubs. All at once Du +Roy noticed on his left, under a wide dome of palms, a broad basin of +white marble, large enough to bathe in, and on the edge of which four +large Delft swans poured forth water through their open beaks. The +bottom of the basin was strewn with golden sand, and swimming about in +it were some enormous goldfish, quaint Chinese monsters, with projecting +eyes and scales edged with blue, mandarins of the waters, who recalled, +thus suspended above this gold-colored ground, the embroideries of the +Flowery Land. The journalist halted with beating heart. He said to +himself: "Here is luxury. These are the houses in which one ought to +live. Others have arrived at it. Why should not I?"</p> + +<p>He thought of means of doing so; did not find them at once, and grew +irritated at his powerlessness. His companion, somewhat thoughtful, did +not speak. He looked at her in sidelong fashion, and again thought: "To +marry this little puppet would suffice."</p> + +<p>But Susan all at once seemed to wake up. "Attention!" said she; and +pushing George through a group which barred their way, she made him turn +sharply to the right.</p> + +<p>In the midst of a thicket of strange plants, which extended in the air +their quivering leaves, opening like hands with slender fingers, was +seen the motionless figure of a man standing on the sea. The effect was +surprising. The picture, the sides of which were hidden in the moving +foliage, seemed a black spot upon a fantastic and striking horizon. It +had to be carefully looked at in order to understand it. The frame cut +the center of the ship in which were the apostles, scarcely lit up by +the oblique rays from a lantern, the full light of which one of them, +seated on the bulwarks, was casting upon the approaching Savior. Jesus +was advancing with his foot upon a wave, which flattened itself +submissively and caressingly beneath the divine tread. All was dark +about him. Only the stars shone in the sky. The faces of the apostles, +in the vague light of the lantern, seemed convulsed with surprise. It +was a wonderful and unexpected work of a master; one of those works +which agitate the mind and give you something to dream of for years. +People who look at such things at the outset remain silent, and then go +thoughtfully away, and only speak later on of the worth of the painting. +Du Roy, having contemplated it for some time, said: "It is nice to be +able to afford such trifles."</p> + +<p>But as he was pushed against by others coming to see it, he went away, +still keeping on his arm Susan's little hand, which he squeezed +slightly. She said: "Would you like a glass of champagne? Come to the +refreshment buffet. We shall find papa there."</p> + +<p>And they slowly passed back through the saloons, in which the crowd was +increasing, noisy and at home, the fashionable crowd of a public fête. +George all at once thought he heard a voice say: "It is Laroche-Mathieu +and Madame Du Roy." These words flitted past his ear like those distant +sounds borne by the wind. Whence came they? He looked about on all +sides, and indeed saw his wife passing by on the minister's arm. They +were chatting intimately in a low tone, smiling, and with their eyes +fixed on one another's. He fancied he noticed that people whispered as +they looked at them, and he felt within him a stupid and brutal desire +to spring upon them, these two creatures, and smite them down. She was +making him ridiculous. He thought of Forestier. Perhaps they were +saying: "That cuckold Du Roy." Who was she? A little parvenu sharp +enough, but really not over-gifted with parts. People visited him +because they feared him, because they felt his strength, but they must +speak in unrestrained fashion of this little journalistic household. He +would never make any great way with this woman, who would always render +his home a suspected one, who would always compromise herself, whose +very bearing betrayed the woman of intrigue. She would now be a cannon +ball riveted to his ankle. Ah! if he had only known, if he had only +guessed. What a bigger game he would have played. What a fine match he +might have won with this little Susan for stakes. How was it he had been +blind enough not to understand that?</p> + +<p>They reached the dining-room—an immense apartment, with marble columns, +and walls hung with old tapestry. Walter perceived his descriptive +writer, and darted forward to take him by the hands. He was intoxicated +with joy. "Have you seen everything? Have you shown him everything, +Susan? What a lot of people, eh, Pretty-boy! Did you see the Prince de +Guerche? He came and drank a glass of punch here just now," he +exclaimed.</p> + +<p>Then he darted towards the Senator Rissolin, who was towing along his +wife, bewildered, and bedecked like a stall at a fair. A gentleman bowed +to Susan, a tall, thin fellow, slightly bald, with yellow whiskers, and +that air of good breeding which is everywhere recognizable. George heard +his name mentioned, the Marquis de Cazolles, and became suddenly jealous +of him. How long had she known him? Since her accession to wealth, no +doubt. He divined a suitor.</p> + +<p>He was taken by the arm. It was Norbert de Varenne. The old poet was +airing his long hair and worn dress-coat with a weary and indifferent +air. "This is what they call amusing themselves," said he. "By and by +they will dance, and then they will go bed, and the little girls will be +delighted. Have some champagne. It is capital."</p> + +<p>He had a glass filled for himself, and bowing to Du Roy, who had taken +another, said: "I drink to the triumph of wit over wealth." Then he +added softly: "Not that wealth on the part of others hurts me; or that I +am angry at it. But I protest on principle."</p> + +<p>George no longer listened to him. He was looking for Susan, who had just +disappeared with the Marquis de Cazolles, and abruptly quitting Norbert +de Varenne, set out in pursuit of the young girl. A dense crowd in quest +of refreshments checked him. When he at length made his way through it, +he found himself face to face with the de Marelles. He was still in the +habit of meeting the wife, but he had not for some time past met the +husband, who seized both his hands, saying: "How can I thank you, my +dear fellow, for the advice you gave me through Clotilde. I have gained +close on a hundred thousand francs over the Morocco loan. It is to you I +owe them. You are a valuable friend."</p> + +<p>Several men turned round to look at the pretty and elegant brunette. Du +Roy replied: "In exchange for that service, my dear fellow, I am going +to take your wife, or rather to offer her my arm. Husband and wife are +best apart, you know."</p> + +<p>Monsieur de Marelle bowed, saying: "You are quite right. If I lose you, +we will meet here in an hour."</p> + +<p>"Exactly."</p> + +<p>The pair plunged into the crowd, followed by the husband. Clotilde kept +saying: "How lucky these Walters are! That is what it is to have +business intelligence."</p> + +<p>George replied: "Bah! Clever men always make a position one way or +another."</p> + +<p>She said: "Here are two girls who will have from twenty to thirty +millions apiece. Without reckoning that Susan is pretty."</p> + +<p>He said nothing. His own idea, coming from another's mouth, irritated +him. She had not yet seen the picture of "Jesus Walking on the Water," +and he proposed to take her to it. They amused themselves by talking +scandal of the people they recognized, and making fun of those they did +not. Saint-Potin passed by, bearing on the lapel of his coat a number of +decorations, which greatly amused them. An ex-ambassador following him +showed far fewer.</p> + +<p>Du Roy remarked: "What a mixed salad of society."</p> + +<p>Boisrenard, who shook hands with him, had also adorned his buttonhole +with the green and yellow ribbon worn on the day of the duel. The +Viscountess de Percemur, fat and bedecked, was chatting with a duke in +the little Louis XVI boudoir.</p> + +<p>George whispered: "An amorous <i>tête-à-tête</i>."</p> + +<p>But on passing through the greenhouse, he noticed his wife seated beside +Laroche-Mathieu, both almost hidden behind a clump of plants. They +seemed to be asserting: "We have appointed a meeting here, a meeting in +public. For we do not care a rap what people think."</p> + +<p>Madame de Marelle agreed that the Jesus of Karl Marcowitch was +astounding, and they retraced their steps. They had lost her husband. +George inquired: "And Laurine, is she still angry with me?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, still so as much as ever. She refuses to see you, and walks away +when you are spoken of."</p> + +<p>He did not reply. The sudden enmity of this little girl vexed and +oppressed him. Susan seized on them as they passed through a doorway, +exclaiming: "Ah! here you are. Well, Pretty-boy, you must remain alone. +I am going to take away Clotilde to show her my room."</p> + +<p>The two moved rapidly away, gliding through the throng with that +undulating snake-like motion women know how to adopt in a crowd. Almost +immediately a voice murmured: "George."</p> + +<p>It was Madame Walter, who went on in a low tone: "Oh! how ferociously +cruel you are. How you do make me suffer without reason. I told Susan to +get your companion away in order to be able to say a word to you. +Listen, I must speak to you this evening, I must, or you don't know what +I will do. Go into the conservatory. You will find a door on the left +leading into the garden. Follow the path in front of it. At the end of +it you will find an arbor. Wait for me there in ten minutes' time. If +you won't, I declare to you that I will create a scene here at once."</p> + +<p>He replied loftily: "Very well. I will be at the spot you mention within +ten minutes."</p> + +<p>And they separated. But Jacques Rival almost made him behindhand. He had +taken him by the arm and was telling him a lot of things in a very +excited manner. He had no doubt come from the refreshment buffet. At +length Du Roy left him in the hands of Monsieur de Marelle, whom he had +come across, and bolted. He still had to take precautions not to be seen +by his wife or Laroche-Mathieu. He succeeded, for they seemed deeply +interested in something, and found himself in the garden. The cold air +struck him like an ice bath. He thought: "Confound it, I shall catch +cold," and tied his pocket-handkerchief round his neck. Then he slowly +went along the walk, seeing his way with difficulty after coming out of +the bright light of the reception-rooms. He could distinguish to the +right and left leafless shrubs, the branches of which were quivering. +Light filtered through their branches, coming from the windows of the +mansion. He saw something white in the middle of the path in front of +him, and Madame Walter, with bare arms and bosom, said in a quivering +voice; "Ah here you are; you want to kill me, then?"</p> + +<p>He answered quickly: "No melodramatics, I beg of you, or I shall bolt at +once."</p> + +<p>She had seized him round the neck, and with her lips close to his, said: +"But what have I done to you? You are behaving towards me like a wretch. +What have I done to you?"</p> + +<p>He tried to repulse her. "You wound your hair round every one of my +buttons the last time I saw you, and it almost brought about a rupture +between my wife and myself."</p> + +<p>She was surprised for a moment, and then, shaking her head, said: "Oh! +your wife would not mind. It was one of your mistresses who had made a +scene over it."</p> + +<p>"I have no mistresses."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense. But why do you no longer ever come to see me? Why do you +refuse to come to dinner, even once a week, with me? What I suffer is +fearful. I love you to that degree that I no longer have a thought that +is not for you; that I see you continually before my eyes; that I can no +longer say a word without being afraid of uttering your name. You cannot +understand that, I know. It seems to me that I am seized in some one's +clutches, tied up in a sack, I don't know what. Your remembrance, always +with me, clutches my throat, tears my chest, breaks my legs so as to no +longer leave me strength to walk. And I remain like an animal sitting +all day on a chair thinking of you."</p> + +<p>He looked at her with astonishment. She was no longer the big frolicsome +tomboy he had known, but a bewildered despairing woman, capable of +anything. A vague project, however, arose in his mind. He replied: "My +dear, love is not eternal. We take and we leave one another. But when it +drags on, as between us two, it becomes a terrible drag. I will have no +more of it. That is the truth. However, if you can be reasonable, and +receive and treat me as a friend, I will come as I used to. Do you feel +capable of that?"</p> + +<p>She placed her two bare arms on George's coat, and murmured: "I am +capable of anything in order to see you."</p> + +<p>"Then it is agreed on," said he; "we are friends, and nothing more."</p> + +<p>She stammered: "It is agreed on;" and then, holding out her lips to him: +"One more kiss; the last."</p> + +<p>He refused gently, saying: "No, we must keep to our agreement."</p> + +<p>She turned aside, wiping away a couple of tears, and then, drawing from +her bosom a bundle of papers tied with pink silk ribbon, offered it to +Du Roy, saying: "Here; it is your share of the profit in the Morocco +affair. I was so pleased to have gained it for you. Here, take it."</p> + +<p>He wanted to refuse, observing: "No, I will not take that money."</p> + +<p>Then she grew indignant. "Ah! so you won't take it now. It is yours, +yours, only. If you do not take it, I will throw it into the gutter. You +won't act like that, George?"</p> + +<p>He received the little bundle, and slipped it into his pocket.</p> + +<p>"We must go in," said he, "you will catch cold."</p> + +<p>She murmured: "So much the better, if I could die."</p> + +<p>She took one of his hands, kissed it passionately, with rage and +despair, and fled towards the mansion. He returned, quietly reflecting. +Then he re-entered the conservatory with haughty forehead and smiling +lip. His wife and Laroche-Mathieu were no longer there. The crowd was +thinning. It was becoming evident that they would not stay for the +dance. He perceived Susan arm-in-arm with her sister. They both came +towards him to ask him to dance the first quadrille with the Count de +Latour Yvelin.</p> + +<p>He was astonished, and asked: "Who is he, too?"</p> + +<p>Susan answered maliciously: "A new friend of my sister's." Rose blushed, +and murmured: "You are very spiteful, Susan; he is no more my friend +than yours."</p> + +<p>Susan smiled, saying: "Oh! I know all about it."</p> + +<p>Rose annoyed, turned her back on them and went away. Du Roy familiarly +took the elbow of the young girl left standing beside him, and said in +his caressing voice: "Listen, my dear, you believe me to be your +friend?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Pretty-boy."</p> + +<p>"You have confidence in me?" "Quite."</p> + +<p>"You remember what I said to you just now?"</p> + +<p>"What about?"</p> + +<p>"About your marriage, or rather about the man you are going to marry." +"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, you will promise me one thing?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; but what is it?"</p> + +<p>"To consult me every time that your hand is asked for, and not to accept +anyone without taking my advice."</p> + +<p>"Very well."</p> + +<p>"And to keep this a secret between us two. Not a word of it to your +father or your mother."</p> + +<p>"Not a word."</p> + +<p>"It is a promise, then?" "It is a promise."</p> + +<p>Rival came up with a bustling air. "Mademoiselle, your papa wants you +for the dance."</p> + +<p>She said: "Come along, Pretty-boy."</p> + +<p>But he refused, having made up his mind to leave at once, wishing to be +alone in order to think. Too many new ideas had entered his mind, and he +began to look for his wife. In a short time he saw her drinking +chocolate at the buffet with two gentlemen unknown to him. She +introduced her husband without mentioning their names to him. After a +few moments, he said, "Shall we go?"</p> + +<p>"When you like."</p> + +<p>She took his arm, and they walked back through the reception-rooms, in +which the public were growing few. She said: "Where is Madame Walter, I +should like to wish her good-bye?"</p> + +<p>"It is better not to. She would try to keep us for the ball, and I have +had enough of this."</p> + +<p>"That is so, you are quite right."</p> + +<p>All the way home they were silent. But as soon as they were in their +room Madeleine said smilingly, before even taking off her veil. "I have +a surprise for you."</p> + +<p>He growled ill-temperedly: "What is it?"</p> + +<p>"Guess." "I will make no such effort."</p> + +<p>"Well, the day after to-morrow is the first of January."</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"The time for New Year's gifts."</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Here's one for you that Laroche-Mathieu gave me just now."</p> + +<p>She gave him a little black box resembling a jewel-case. He opened it +indifferently, and saw the cross of the Legion of Honor. He grew +somewhat pale, then smiled, and said: "I should have preferred ten +millions. That did not cost him much."</p> + +<p>She had expected an outburst of joy, and was irritated at this coolness. +"You are really incredible. Nothing satisfies you now," said she.</p> + +<p>He replied, tranquilly: "That man is only paying his debt, and he still +owes me a great deal."</p> + +<p>She was astonished at his tone, and resumed: "It is though, a big thing +at your age."</p> + +<p>He remarked: "All things are relative. I could have something bigger +now."</p> + +<p>He had taken the case, and placing it on the mantel-shelf, looked for +some moments at the glittering star it contained. Then he closed it and +went to bed, shrugging his shoulders.</p> + +<p>The <i>Journal Officiel</i> of the first of January announced the nomination +of Monsieur Prosper George Du Roy, journalist, to the dignity of +chevalier of the Legion of Honor, for special services. The name was +written in two words, which gave George more pleasure than the +derivation itself.</p> + +<p>An hour after having read this piece of news he received a note from +Madame Walter begging him to come and dine with her that evening with +his wife, to celebrate his new honors. He hesitated for a few moments, +and then throwing this note, written in ambiguous terms, into the fire, +said to Madeleine:</p> + +<p>"We are going to dinner at the Walter's this evening."</p> + +<p>She was astonished. "Why, I thought you never wanted to set foot in the +house again."</p> + +<p>He only remarked: "I have changed my mind."</p> + +<p>When they arrived Madame Walter was alone in the little Louis XVI. +boudoir she had adopted for the reception of personal friends. Dressed +in black, she had powdered her hair, which rendered her charming. She +had the air at a distance of an old woman, and close at hand, of a young +one, and when one looked at her well, of a pretty snare for the eyes.</p> + +<p>"You are in mourning?" inquired Madeleine.</p> + +<p>She replied, sadly: "Yes, and no. I have not lost any relative. But I +have reached the age when one wears the mourning of one's life. I wear +it to-day to inaugurate it. In future I shall wear it in my heart."</p> + +<p>Du Roy thought: "Will this resolution hold good?"</p> + +<p>The dinner was somewhat dull. Susan alone chattered incessantly. Rose +seemed preoccupied. The journalist was warmly congratulated. During the +evening they strolled chatting through the saloons and the conservatory. +As Du Roy was walking in the rear with Madame Walter, she checked him by +the arm.</p> + +<p>"Listen," said she, in a low voice, "I will never speak to you of +anything again, never. But come and see me, George. It is impossible for +me to live without you, impossible. It is indescribable torture. I feel +you, I cherish you before my eyes, in my heart, all day and all night. +It is as though you had caused me to drink a poison which was eating me +away within. I cannot bear it, no, I cannot bear it. I am willing to be +nothing but an old woman for you. I have made my hair white to show you +so, but come here, only come here from time to time as a friend."</p> + +<p>She had taken his hand and was squeezing it, crushing it, burying her +nails in his flesh.</p> + +<p>He answered, quietly: "It is understood, then. It is useless to speak of +all that again. You see I came to-day at once on receiving your letter."</p> + +<p>Walter, who had walked on in advance with his two daughters and +Madeleine, was waiting for Du Roy beside the picture of "Jesus Walking +on the Waters."</p> + +<p>"Fancy," said he, laughing, "I found my wife yesterday on her knees +before this picture, as if in a chapel. She was paying her devotions. +How I did laugh."</p> + +<p>Madame Walter replied in a firm voice—a voice thrilling with secret +exultation: "It is that Christ who will save my soul. He gives me +strength and courage every time I look at Him." And pausing in front of +the Divinity standing amidst the waters, she murmured: "How handsome he +is. How afraid of Him those men are, and yet how they love Him. Look at +His head, His eyes—how simple yet how supernatural at the same time."</p> + +<p>Susan exclaimed, "But He resembles you, Pretty-boy. I am sure He +resembles you. If you had a beard, or if He was clean shaven, you would +be both alike. Oh, but it is striking!"</p> + +<p>She insisted on his standing beside the picture, and they all, indeed, +recognized that the two faces resembled one another. Everyone was +astonished. Walter thought it very singular. Madeleine, smiling, +declared that Jesus had a more manly air. Madame Walter stood +motionless, gazing fixedly at the face of her lover beside the face of +Christ, and had become as white as her hair.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XVI" id="XVI"></a>XVI</h2> + + +<p>During the remainder of the winter the Du Roys often visited the +Walters. George even dined there by himself continually, Madeleine +saying she was tired, and preferring to remain at home. He had adopted +Friday as a fixed day, and Madame Walter never invited anyone that +evening; it belonged to Pretty-boy, to him alone. After dinner they +played cards, and fed the goldfish, amusing themselves like a family +circle. Several times behind a door or a clump of shrubs in the +conservatory, Madame Walter had suddenly clasped George in her arms, and +pressing him with all her strength to her breast, had whispered in his +ear, "I love you, I love you till it is killing me." But he had always +coldly repulsed her, replying, in a dry tone: "If you begin that +business once again, I shall not come here any more."</p> + +<p>Towards the end of March the marriage of the two sisters was all at once +spoken about. Rose, it was said, was to marry the Count de +Latour-Yvelin, and Susan the Marquis de Cazolles. These two gentlemen +had become familiars of the household, those familiars to whom special +favors and marked privileges are granted. George and Susan continued to +live in a species of free and fraternal intimacy, romping for hours, +making fun of everyone, and seeming greatly to enjoy one another's +company. They had never spoken again of the possible marriage of the +young girl, nor of the suitors who offered themselves.</p> + +<p>The governor had brought George home to lunch one morning. Madame Walter +was called away immediately after the repast to see one of the +tradesmen, and the young fellow said to Susan: "Let us go and feed the +goldfish."</p> + +<p>They each took a piece of crumb of bread from the table and went into +the conservatory. All along the marble brim cushions were left lying on +the ground, so that one could kneel down round the basin, so as to be +nearer the fish. They each took one of these, side by side, and bending +over the water, began to throw in pellets of bread rolled between the +fingers. The fish, as soon as they caught sight of them, flocked round, +wagging their tails, waving their fins, rolling their great projecting +eyes, turning round, diving to catch the bait as it sank, and coming up +at once to ask for more. They had a funny action of the mouth, sudden +and rapid movements, a strangely monstrous appearance, and against the +sand of the bottom stood out a bright red, passing like flames through +the transparent water, or showing, as soon as they halted, the blue +edging to their scales. George and Susan saw their own faces looking up +in the water, and smiled at them. All at once he said in a low voice: +"It is not kind to hide things from me, Susan."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean, Pretty-boy?" asked she.</p> + +<p>"Don't you remember, what you promised me here on the evening of the +fête?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"To consult me every time your hand was asked for."</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"Well, it has been asked for."</p> + +<p>"By whom?"</p> + +<p>"You know very well."</p> + +<p>"No. I swear to you."</p> + +<p>"Yes, you do. That great fop, the Marquis de Cazolles."</p> + +<p>"He is not a fop, in the first place."</p> + +<p>"It may be so, but he is stupid, ruined by play, and worn out by +dissipation. It is really a nice match for you, so pretty, so fresh, and +so intelligent."</p> + +<p>She inquired, smiling: "What have you against him?"</p> + +<p>"I, nothing."</p> + +<p>"Yes, you have. He is not all that you say."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense. He is a fool and an intriguer."</p> + +<p>She turned round somewhat, leaving off looking into the water, and said: +"Come, what is the matter with you?"</p> + +<p>He said, as though a secret was being wrenched from the bottom of his +heart: "I—I—am jealous of him."</p> + +<p>She was slightly astonished, saying: "You?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I."</p> + +<p>"Why so?"</p> + +<p>"Because I am in love with you, and you know it very well, you naughty +girl."</p> + +<p>She said, in a severe tone: "You are mad, Pretty-boy."</p> + +<p>He replied; "I know very well that I am mad. Ought I to have admitted +that—I, a married man, to you, a young girl? I am more than mad, I am +guilty. I have no possible hope, and the thought of that drives me out +of my senses. And when I hear it said that you are going to be married, +I have fits of rage enough to kill someone. You must forgive me this, +Susan."</p> + +<p>He was silent. The whole of the fish, to whom bread was no longer being +thrown, were motionless, drawn up in line like English soldiers, and +looking at the bent heads of those two who were no longer troubling +themselves about them. The young girl murmured, half sadly, half gayly: +"It is a pity that you are married. What would you? Nothing can be done. +It is settled."</p> + +<p>He turned suddenly towards her, and said right in her face: "If I were +free, would you marry me?"</p> + +<p>She replied, in a tone of sincerity: "Yes, Pretty-boy, I would marry +you, for you please me far better than any of the others."</p> + +<p>He rose, and stammered: "Thanks, thanks; do not say 'yes' to anyone yet, +I beg of you; wait a little longer, I entreat you. Will you promise me +this much?"</p> + +<p>She murmured, somewhat uneasily, and without understanding what he +wanted: "Yes, I promise you."</p> + +<p>Du Roy threw the lump of bread he still held in his hand into the water, +and fled as though he had lost his head, without wishing her good-bye. +All the fish rushed eagerly at this lump of crumb, which floated, not +having been kneaded in the fingers, and nibbled it with greedy mouths. +They dragged it away to the other end of the basin, and forming a moving +cluster, a kind of animated and twisting flower, a live flower fallen +into the water head downwards.</p> + +<p>Susan, surprised and uneasy, got up and returned slowly to the +dining-room. The journalist had left.</p> + +<p>He came home very calm, and as Madeleine was writing letters, said to +her: "Are you going to dine at the Walters' on Friday? I am going."</p> + +<p>She hesitated, and replied: "No. I do not feel very well. I would rather +stay at home."</p> + +<p>He remarked: "Just as you like."</p> + +<p>Then he took his hat and went out again at once. For some time past he +had been keeping watch over her, following her about, knowing all her +movements. The hour he had been awaiting was at length at hand. He had +not been deceived by the tone in which she had said: "I would rather +stay at home."</p> + +<p>He was very amiable towards her during the next few days. He even +appeared lively, which was not usual, and she said: "You are growing +quite nice again."</p> + +<p>He dressed early on the Friday, in order to make some calls before going +to the governor's, he said. He started just before six, after kissing +his wife, and went and took a cab at the Place Notre Dame de Lorette. He +said to the driver: "Pull up in front of No. 17, Rue Fontaine, and stay +there till I tell you to go on again. Then drive to the Cock Pheasant +restaurant in the Rue Lafayette."</p> + +<p>The cab started at a slow trot, and Du Roy drew down the blinds. As soon +as he was opposite the door he did not take his eyes off it. After +waiting ten minutes he saw Madeleine come out and go in the direction of +the outer boulevards. As soon as she had got far enough off he put his +head through the window, and said to the driver: "Go on." The cab +started again, and landed him in front of the Cock Pheasant, a +well-known middle-class restaurant. George went into the main +dining-room and ate slowly, looking at his watch from time to time. At +half-past seven, when he had finished his coffee, drank two liqueurs of +brandy, and slowly smoked a good cigar, he went out, hailed another cab +that was going by empty, and was driven to the Rue La Rochefoucauld. He +ascended without making any inquiry of the doorkeeper, to the third +story of the house he had told the man to drive to, and when a servant +opened the door to him, said: "Monsieur Guibert de Lorme is at home, is +he not?"</p> + +<p>"Yes sir."</p> + +<p>He was ushered into the drawing-room, where he waited for a few minutes. +Then a gentleman came in, tall, and with a military bearing, gray-haired +though still young, and wearing the ribbon of the Legion of Honor. Du +Roy bowed, and said: "As I foresaw, Mr. Commissionary, my wife is now +dining with her lover in the furnished rooms they have hired in the Rue +des Martyrs."</p> + +<p>The commissary of police bowed, saying: "I am at your service, sir."</p> + +<p>George continued: "You have until nine o'clock, have you not? That limit +of time passed, you can no longer enter a private dwelling to prove +adultery."</p> + +<p>"No, sir; seven o'clock in winter, nine o'clock from the 31st March. It +is the 5th of April, so we have till nine o'clock.</p> + +<p>"Very well, Mr. Commissionary, I have a cab downstairs; we can take the +officers who will accompany you, and wait a little before the door. The +later we arrive the best chance we have of catching them in the act."</p> + +<p>"As you like, sir."</p> + +<p>The commissary left the room, and then returned with an overcoat, hiding +his tri-colored sash. He drew back to let Du Roy pass out first. But the +journalist, who was preoccupied, declined to do so, and kept saying: +"After you, sir, after you."</p> + +<p>The commissary said: "Go first, sir, I am at home."</p> + +<p>George bowed, and passed out. They went first to the police office to +pick up three officers in plain clothes who were awaiting them, for +George had given notice during the day that the surprise would take +place that evening. One of the men got on the box beside the driver. The +other two entered the cab, which reached the Rue des Martyrs. Du Roy +said: "I have a plan of the rooms. They are on the second floor. We +shall first find a little ante-room, then a dining-room, then the +bedroom. The three rooms open into one another. There is no way out to +facilitate flight. There is a locksmith a little further on. He is +holding himself in readiness to be called upon by you."</p> + +<p>When they arrived opposite the house it was only a quarter past eight, +and they waited in silence for more than twenty minutes. But when he +saw the three quarters about to strike, George said: "Let us start now."</p> + +<p>They went up the stairs without troubling themselves about the +doorkeeper, who, indeed, did not notice them. One of the officers +remained in the street to keep watch on the front door. The four men +stopped at the second floor, and George put his ear to the door and then +looked through the keyhole. He neither heard nor saw anything. He rang +the bell.</p> + +<p>The commissary said to the officers: "You will remain in readiness till +called on."</p> + +<p>And they waited. At the end of two or three minutes George again pulled +the bell several times in succession. They noted a noise from the +further end of the rooms, and then a slight step approached. Someone was +coming to spy who was there. The journalist then rapped smartly on the +panel of the door. A voice, a woman's voice, that an attempt was +evidently being made to disguise asked: "Who is there?"</p> + +<p>The commissary replied: "Open, in the name of the law."</p> + +<p>The voice repeated: "Who are you?"</p> + +<p>"I am the commissary of police. Open the door, or I will have it broken +in."</p> + +<p>The voice went on: "What do you want?"</p> + +<p>Du Roy said: "It is I. It is useless to seek to escape."</p> + +<p>The light steps, the tread of bare feet, was heard to withdraw, and then +in a few seconds to return.</p> + +<p>George said: "If you won't open, we will break in the door."</p> + +<p>He grasped the handle, and pushed slowly with his shoulder. As there +was no longer any reply, he suddenly gave such a violent and vigorous +shock that the old lock gave way. The screws were torn out of the wood, +and he almost fell over Madeleine, who was standing in the ante-room, +clad in a chemise and petticoat, her hair down, her legs bare, and a +candle in her hand.</p> + +<p>He exclaimed: "It is she, we have them," and darted forward into the +rooms. The commissary, having taken off his hat, followed him, and the +startled woman came after, lighting the way. They crossed a +drawing-room, the uncleaned table of which displayed the remnants of a +repast—empty champagne bottles, an open pot of fatted goose liver, the +body of a fowl, and some half-eaten bits of bread. Two plates piled on +the sideboard were piled with oyster shells.</p> + +<p>The bedroom seemed disordered, as though by a struggle. A dress was +thrown over a chair, a pair of trousers hung astride the arm of another. +Four boots, two large and two small, lay on their sides at the foot of +the bed. It was the room of a house let out in furnished lodgings, with +commonplace furniture, filled with that hateful and sickening smell of +all such places, the odor of all the people who had slept or lived there +a day or six months. A plate of cakes, a bottle of chartreuse, and two +liqueur glasses, still half full, encumbered the mantel-shelf. The upper +part of the bronze clock was hidden by a man's hat.</p> + +<p>The commissary turned round sharply, and looking Madeleine straight in +the face, said: "You are Madame Claire Madeleine Du Roy, wife of +Monsieur Prosper George Du Roy, journalist, here present?"</p> + +<p>She uttered in a choking voice: "Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>"What are you doing here?" She did not answer.</p> + +<p>The commissary went on: "What are you doing here? I find you away from +home, almost undressed, in furnished apartments. What did you come here +for?" He waited for a few moments. Then, as she still remained silent, +he continued: "Since you will not confess, madame, I shall be obliged to +verify the state of things."</p> + +<p>In the bed could be seen the outline of a form hidden beneath the +clothes. The commissary approached and said: "Sir."</p> + +<p>The man in bed did not stir. He seemed to have his back turned, and his +head buried under a pillow. The commissary touched what seemed to be his +shoulder, and said: "Sir, do not, I beg of you, force me to take +action."</p> + +<p>But the form still remained as motionless as a corpse. Du Roy, who had +advanced quickly, seized the bed-clothes, pulled them down, and tearing +away the pillow, revealed the pale face of Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu. He +bent over him, and, quivering with the desire to seize him by the throat +and strangle him, said, between his clenched teeth: "Have at least the +courage of your infamy."</p> + +<p>The commissary again asked: "Who are you?"</p> + +<p>The bewildered lover not replying, he continued: "I am a commissary of +police, and I summon you to tell me your name."</p> + +<p>George, who was quivering with brutal wrath, shouted: "Answer, you +coward, or I will tell your name myself."</p> + +<p>Then the man in the bed stammered: "Mr. Commissary, you ought not to +allow me to be insulted by this person. Is it with you or with him that +I have to do? Is it to you or to him that I have to answer?"</p> + +<p>His mouth seemed to be dried up as he spoke.</p> + +<p>The commissary replied: "With me, sir; with me alone. I ask you who you +are?"</p> + +<p>The other was silent. He held the sheet close up to his neck, and rolled +his startled eyes. His little, curled-up moustache showed up black upon +his blanched face.</p> + +<p>The commissary continued: "You will not answer, eh? Then I shall be +forced to arrest you. In any case, get up. I will question you when you +are dressed."</p> + +<p>The body wriggled in the bed, and the head murmured: "But I cannot, +before you."</p> + +<p>The commissary asked: "Why not?"</p> + +<p>The other stammered: "Because I am—I am—quite naked."</p> + +<p>Du Roy began to chuckle sneeringly, and picking up a shirt that had +fallen onto the floor, threw it onto the bed, exclaiming: "Come, get up. +Since you have undressed in my wife's presence, you can very well dress +in mine."</p> + +<p>Then he turned his back, and returned towards the fireplace. Madeleine +had recovered all her coolness, and seeing that all was lost, was ready +to dare anything. Her eyes glittered with bravado, and twisting up a +piece of paper she lit, as though for a reception, the ten candles in +the ugly candelabra, placed at the corners of the mantel-shelf. Then, +leaning against this, and holding out backwards to the dying fire one of +her bare feet which she lifted up behind the petticoat, scarcely +sticking to her hips, she took a cigarette from a pink paper case, lit +it, and began to smoke. The commissary had returned towards her, pending +that her accomplice got up.</p> + +<p>She inquired insolently: "Do you often have such jobs as these, sir?"</p> + +<p>He replied gravely: "As seldom as possible, madame."</p> + +<p>She smiled in his face, saying: "I congratulate you; it is dirty work."</p> + +<p>She affected not to look at or even to see her husband.</p> + +<p>But the gentleman in the bed was dressing. He had put on his trousers, +pulled on his boots, and now approached putting on his waistcoat. The +commissary turned towards him, saying: "Now, sir, will you tell me who +you are?"</p> + +<p>He made no reply, and the official said: "I find myself obliged to +arrest you."</p> + +<p>Then the man exclaimed suddenly: "Do not lay hands on me. My person is +inviolable."</p> + +<p>Du Roy darted towards him as though to throw him down, and growled in +his face: "Caught in the act, in the act. I can have you arrested if I +choose; yes, I can." Then, in a ringing tone, he added: "This man is +Laroche-Mathieu, Minister of Foreign Affairs."</p> + +<p>The commissary drew back, stupefied, and stammered: "Really, sir, will +you tell me who you are?"</p> + +<p>The other had made up his mind, and said in forcible tones: "For once +that scoundrel has not lied. I am, indeed, Laroche-Mathieu, the +minister." Then, holding out his hand towards George's chest, in which a +little bit of red ribbon showed itself, he added: "And that rascal wears +on his coat the cross of honor which I gave him."</p> + +<p>Du Roy had become livid. With a rapid movement he tore the bit of ribbon +from his buttonhole, and, throwing it into the fireplace, exclaimed: +"That is all that is fit for a decoration coming from a swine like +you."</p> + +<p>They were quite close, face to face, exasperated, their fists clenched, +the one lean, with a flowing moustache, the other stout, with a twisted +one. The commissary stepped rapidly between the pair, and pushing them +apart with his hands, observed: "Gentlemen, you are forgetting +yourselves; you are lacking in self-respect."</p> + +<p>They became quiet and turned on their heels. Madeleine, motionless, was +still smoking in silence.</p> + +<p>The police official resumed: "Sir, I have found you alone with Madame Du +Roy here, you in bed, she almost naked, with your clothes scattered +about the room. This is legal evidence of adultery. You cannot deny this +evidence. What have you to say for yourself?"</p> + +<p>Laroche-Mathieu murmured: "I have nothing to say; do your duty."</p> + +<p>The commissary addressed himself to Madeleine: "Do you admit, madame, +that this gentleman is your lover?"</p> + +<p>She said with a certain swagger: "I do not deny it; he is my lover."</p> + +<p>"That is enough."</p> + +<p>The commissary made some notes as to the condition and arrangement of +the rooms. As he was finishing writing, the minister, who had finished +dressing, and was waiting with his greatcoat over his arm and his hat in +his hand, said: "Have you still need of me, sir? What am I to do? Can I +withdraw?"</p> + +<p>Du Roy turned towards him, and smiling insolently, said: "Why so? We +have finished. You can go to bed again, sir; we will leave you alone." +And placing a finger on the official's arm, he continued: "Let us +retire, Mr. Commissary, we have nothing more to do in this place."</p> + +<p>Somewhat surprised, the commissary followed, but on the threshold of the +room George stopped to allow him to pass. The other declined, out of +politeness. Du Roy persisted, saying: "Pass first, sir."</p> + +<p>"After you, sir," replied the commissary.</p> + +<p>The journalist bowed, and in a tone of ironical politeness, said: "It is +your turn, sir; I am almost at home here."</p> + +<p>Then he softly reclosed the door with an air of discretion.</p> + +<p>An hour later George Du Roy entered the offices of the <i>Vie Francaise</i>. +Monsieur Walter was already there, for he continued to manage and +supervise with solicitude his paper, which had enormously increased in +circulation, and greatly helped the schemes of his bank. The manager +raised his head and said: "Ah! here you are. You look very strange. Why +did you not come to dinner with us? What have you been up to?"</p> + +<p>The young fellow, sure of his effect, said, emphasizing every word: "I +have just upset the Minister of Foreign Affairs."</p> + +<p>The other thought he was joking, and said: "Upset what?"</p> + +<p>"I am going to turn out the Cabinet. That is all. It is quite time to +get rid of that rubbish."</p> + +<p>The old man thought that his leader-writer must be drunk. He murmured: +"Come, you are talking nonsense."</p> + +<p>"Not at all. I have just caught Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu committing +adultery with my wife. The commissary of police has verified the fact. +The minister is done for."</p> + +<p>Walter, amazed, pushed his spectacles right back on his forehead, and +said: "You are not joking?"</p> + +<p>"Not at all. I am even going to write an article on it."</p> + +<p>"But what do you want to do?"</p> + +<p>"To upset that scoundrel, that wretch, that open evil-doer." George +placed his hat on an armchair, and added: "Woe to those who cross my +path. I never forgive."</p> + +<p>The manager still hesitated at understanding matters. He murmured: +"But—your wife?"</p> + +<p>"My application for a divorce will be lodged to-morrow morning. I shall +send her back to the departed Forestier."</p> + +<p>"You mean to get a divorce?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I was ridiculous. But I had to play the idiot in order to catch +them. That's done. I am master of the situation."</p> + +<p>Monsieur Walter could not get over it, and watched Du Roy with startling +eyes, thinking: "Hang it, here is a fellow to be looked after."</p> + +<p>George went on: "I am now free. I have some money. I shall offer myself +as a candidate at the October elections for my native place, where I am +well known. I could not take a position or make myself respected with +that woman, who was suspected by every one. She had caught me like a +fool, humbugged and ensnared me. But since I became alive to her little +game I kept watch on her, the slut." He began to laugh, and added: "It +was poor Forestier who was cuckold, a cuckold without imagining it, +confiding and tranquil. Now I am free from the leprosy he left me. My +hands are free. Now I shall get on." He had seated himself astride a +chair, and repeated, as though thinking aloud, "I shall get on."</p> + +<p>And Daddy Walter, still looking at him with unveiled eyes, his +spectacles remaining pushed up on his forehead, said to himself: "Yes, +he will get on, the rascal."</p> + +<p>George rose. "I am going to write the article. It must be done +discreetly. But you know it will be terrible for the minister. He has +gone to smash. He cannot be picked up again. The <i>Vie Francaise</i> has no +longer any interest to spare him."</p> + +<p>The old fellow hesitated for a few moments, and then made up his mind. +"Do so," said he; "so much the worse for those who get into such +messes."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XVII" id="XVII"></a>XVII</h2> + + +<p>Three months had elapsed. Du Roy's divorce had just been granted. His +wife had resumed the name of Forestier, and, as the Walters were to +leave on the 15th of July for Trouville, it was decided that he and they +should spend a day in the country together before they started. A +Thursday was selected, and they started at nine in the morning in a +large traveling landau with six places, drawn by four horses with +postilions. They were going to lunch at the Pavilion Henri-Quatre at +Saint Germain. Pretty-boy had asked to be the only man of the party, for +he could not endure the presence of the Marquis de Cazolles. But at the +last moment it was decided that the Count de Latour-Yvelin should be +called for on the way. He had been told the day before.</p> + +<p>The carriage passed up the Avenue of the Champs Elyseés at a swinging +trot, and then traversed the Bois de Boulogne. It was splendid summer +weather, not too warm. The swallows traced long sweeping lines across +the blue sky that one fancied one could still see after they had passed. +The three ladies occupied the back seat, the mother between her +daughters, and the men were with their backs to the horses, Walter +between the two guests. They crossed the Seine, skirted Mount Valerien, +and gained Bougival in order to follow the river as far as Le Pecq.</p> + +<p>The Count de Latour-Yvelin, a man advancing towards middle-age, with +long, light whiskers, gazed tenderly at Rose. They had been engaged for +a month. George, who was very pale, often looked at Susan, who was pale +too. Their eyes often met, and seemed to concert something, to +understand one another, to secretly exchange a thought, and then to flee +one another. Madame Walter was quiet and happy.</p> + +<p>The lunch was a long one. Before starting back for Paris, George +suggested a turn on the terrace. They stopped at first to admire the +view. All ranged themselves in a line along the parapet, and went into +ecstasies over the far-stretching horizon. The Seine at the foot of a +long hill flowed towards Maisons-Lafitte like an immense serpent +stretched in the herbage. To the right, on the summit of the slope, the +aqueduct of Marly showed against the skyline its outline, resembling +that of a gigantic, long-legged caterpillar, and Marly was lost beneath +it in a thick cluster of trees. On the immense plain extending in front +of them, villages could be seen dotted. The pieces of water at Le +Vesinet showed like clear spots amidst the thin foliage of the little +forest. To the left, away in the distance, the pointed steeple of +Sastrouville could be seen.</p> + +<p>Walter said: "Such a panorama is not to be found anywhere in the world. +There is not one to match it in Switzerland."</p> + +<p>Then they began to walk on gently, to have a stroll and enjoy the +prospect. George and Susan remained behind. As soon as they were a few +paces off, he said to her in a low and restrained voice: "Susan, I adore +you. I love you to madness."</p> + +<p>She murmured: "So do I you, Pretty-boy."</p> + +<p>He went on: "If I do not have you for my wife, I shall leave Paris and +this country."</p> + +<p>She replied: "Ask Papa for my hand. Perhaps he will consent."</p> + +<p>He made a gesture of impatience. "No, I tell you for the twentieth time +that is useless. The door of your house would be closed to me. I should +be dismissed from the paper, and we should not be able even to see one +another. That is a pretty result, at which I am sure to arrive by a +formal demand for you. They have promised you to the Marquis de +Cazolles. They hope that you will end by saying 'yes,' and they are +waiting for that."</p> + +<p>She asked: "What is to be done?"</p> + +<p>He hesitated, glancing at her, sidelong fashion. "Do you love me enough +to run a risk?"</p> + +<p>She answered resolutely: "Yes."</p> + +<p>"A great risk?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"The greatest of risks?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Have you the courage to set your father and mother at defiance?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Really now?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Very well, there is one way and only one. The thing must come from you +and not from me. You are a spoilt child; they let you say whatever you +like, and they will not be too much astonished at an act of daring the +more on your part. Listen, then. This evening, on reaching home, you +must go to your mamma first, your mamma alone, and tell her you want to +marry me. She will be greatly moved and very angry—"</p> + +<p>Susan interrupted him with: "Oh, mamma will agree."</p> + +<p>He went on quickly: "No, you do not know her. She will be more vexed and +angrier than your father. You will see how she will refuse. But you must +be firm, you must not give way, you must repeat that you want to marry +me, and no one else. Will you do this?"</p> + +<p>"I will."</p> + +<p>"On leaving your mother you must tell your father the same thing in a +very serious and decided manner."</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes; and then?"</p> + +<p>"And then it is that matters become serious. If you are determined, very +determined—very, very determined to be my wife, my dear, dear little +Susan—I will—run away with you."</p> + +<p>She experienced a joyful shock, and almost clapped her hands. "Oh! how +delightful. You will run away with me. When will you run away with me?"</p> + +<p>All the old poetry of nocturnal elopements, post-chaises, country inns; +all the charming adventures told in books, flashed through her mind, +like an enchanting dream about to be realized. She repeated: "When will +you run away with me?"</p> + +<p>He replied, in low tones: "This evening—to-night."</p> + +<p>She asked, quivering: "And where shall we go to?"</p> + +<p>"That is my secret. Reflect on what you are doing. Remember that after +such a flight you can only be my wife. It is the only way, but is—it is +very dangerous—for you."</p> + +<p>She declared: "I have made up my mind; where shall I rejoin you?"</p> + +<p>"Can you get out of the hotel alone?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I know how to undo the little door."</p> + +<p>"Well, when the doorkeeper has gone to bed, towards midnight, come and +meet me on the Place de la Concorde. You will find me in a cab drawn up +in front of the Ministry of Marine."</p> + +<p>"I will come."</p> + +<p>"Really?"</p> + +<p>"Really."</p> + +<p>He took her hand and pressed it. "Oh! how I love you. How good and brave +you are! So you don't want to marry Monsieur de Cazolles?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! no."</p> + +<p>"Your father was very angry when you said no?"</p> + +<p>"I should think so. He wanted to send me back to the convent."</p> + +<p>"You see that it is necessary to be energetic."</p> + +<p>"I will be so."</p> + +<p>She looked at the vast horizon, her head full of the idea of being ran +off with. She would go further than that with him. She would be ran away +with. She was proud of it. She scarcely thought of her reputation—of +what shame might befall her. Was she aware of it? Did she even suspect +it?</p> + +<p>Madame Walter, turning round, exclaimed: "Come along, little one. What +are you doing with Pretty-boy?"</p> + +<p>They rejoined the others and spoke of the seaside, where they would soon +be. Then they returned home by way of Chatou, in order not to go over +the same road twice. George no longer spoke. He reflected. If the little +girl had a little courage, he was going to succeed at last. For three +months he had been enveloping her in the irresistible net of his love. +He was seducing, captivating, conquering her. He had made himself loved +by her, as he knew how to make himself loved. He had captured her +childish soul without difficulty. He had at first obtained of her that +she should refuse Monsieur de Cazolles. He had just obtained that she +would fly with him. For there was no other way. Madame Walter, he well +understood, would never agree to give him her daughter. She still loved +him; she would always love him with unmanageable violence. He restrained +her by his studied coldness; but he felt that she was eaten up by hungry +and impotent passion. He could never bend her. She would never allow him +to have Susan. But once he had the girl away he would deal on a level +footing with her father. Thinking of all this, he replied by broken +phrases to the remarks addressed to him, and which he did not hear. He +only seemed to come to himself when they returned to Paris.</p> + +<p>Susan, too, was thinking, and the bells of the four horses rang in her +ears, making her see endless miles of highway under eternal moonlight, +gloomy forests traversed, wayside inns, and the hurry of the hostlers to +change horses, for every one guesses that they are pursued.</p> + +<p>When the landau entered the court-yard of the mansion, they wanted to +keep George to dinner. He refused, and went home. After having eaten a +little, he went through his papers as if about to start on a long +journey. He burnt some compromising letters, hid others, and wrote to +some friends. From time to time he looked at the clock, thinking: +"Things must be getting warm there." And a sense of uneasiness gnawed at +his heart. Suppose he was going to fail? But what could he fear? He +could always get out of it. Yet it was a big game he was playing that +evening.</p> + +<p>He went out towards eleven o'clock, wandered about some time, took a +cab, and had it drawn up in the Place de la Concorde, by the Ministry of +Marine. From time to time he struck a match to see the time by his +watch. When he saw midnight approaching, his impatience became feverish. +Every moment he thrust his head out of the window to look. A distant +clock struck twelve, then another nearer, then two together, then a last +one, very far away. When the latter had ceased to sound, he thought: "It +is all over. It is a failure. She won't come." He had made up his mind, +however, to wait till daylight. In these matters one must be patient.</p> + +<p>He heard the quarter strike, then the half-hour, then the quarter to, +and all the clocks repeated "one," as they had announced midnight. He no +longer expected her; he was merely remaining, racking his brain to +divine what could have happened. All at once a woman's head was passed +through the window, and asked: "Are you there, Pretty-boy?"</p> + +<p>He started, almost choked with emotion, "Is that you, Susan?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, it is I."</p> + +<p>He could not manage to turn the handle quickly enough, and repeated: +"Ah! it is you, it is you; come inside."</p> + +<p>She came in and fell against him. He said, "Go on," to the driver, and +the cab started.</p> + +<p>She gasped, without saying a word.</p> + +<p>He asked: "Well, how did it go off?"</p> + +<p>She murmured, almost fainting: "Oh! it was terrible, above all with +mamma."</p> + +<p>He was uneasy and quivering. "Your mamma. What did she say? Tell me."</p> + +<p>"Oh! it was awful. I went into her room and told her my little story +that I had carefully prepared. She grew pale, and then she cried: +'Never, never.' I cried, I grew angry. I vowed I would marry no one but +you. I thought that she was going to strike me. She went on just as if +she were mad; she declared that I should be sent back to the convent the +next day. I had never seen her like that—never. Then papa came in, +hearing her shouting all her nonsense. He was not so angry as she was, +but he declared that you were not a good enough match. As they had put +me in a rage, too, I shouted louder than they did. And papa told me to +leave the room, with a melodramatic air that did not suit him at all. +This is what decided me to run off with you. Here I am. Where are we +going to?"</p> + +<p>He had passed his arm gently round her and was listening with all his +ears, his heart throbbing, and a ravenous hatred awakening within him +against these people. But he had got their daughter. They should just +see.</p> + +<p>He answered: "It is too late to catch a train, so this cab will take us +to Sevres, where we shall pass the night. To-morrow we shall start for +La Roche-Guyon. It is a pretty village on the banks of the Seine, +between Nantes and Bonnieres."</p> + +<p>She murmured: "But I have no clothes. I have nothing."</p> + +<p>He smiled carelessly: "Bah! we will arrange all that there."</p> + +<p>The cab rolled along the street. George took one of the young girl's +hands and began to kiss it slowly and with respect. He scarcely knew +what to say to her, being scarcely accustomed to platonic love-making. +But all at once he thought he noted that she was crying. He inquired, +with alarm: "What is the matter with you, darling?"</p> + +<p>She replied in tearful tones: "Poor mamma, she will not be able to sleep +if she has found out my departure."</p> + +<p>Her mother, indeed, was not asleep.</p> + +<p>As soon as Susan had left the room, Madame Walter remained face to face +with her husband. She asked, bewildered and cast down: "Good heavens! +What is the meaning of this?"</p> + +<p>Walter exclaimed furiously: "It means that that schemer has bewitched +her. It is he who made her refuse Cazolles. He thinks her dowry worth +trying for." He began to walk angrily up and down the room, and went +on: "You were always luring him here, too, yourself; you flattered him, +you cajoled him, you could not cosset him enough. It was Pretty-boy +here, Pretty-boy there, from morning till night, and this is the return +for it."</p> + +<p>She murmured, livid: "I—I lured him?"</p> + +<p>He shouted in her face: "Yes, you. You were all mad over him—Madame de +Marelle, Susan, and the rest. Do you think I did not see that you could +not pass a couple of days without having him here?"</p> + +<p>She drew herself up tragically: "I will not allow you to speak to me +like that. You forget that I was not brought up like you, behind a +counter."</p> + +<p>He stood for a moment stupefied, and then uttered a furious "Damn it +all!" and rushed out, slamming the door after him. As soon as she was +alone she went instinctively to the glass to see if anything was changed +in her, so impossible and monstrous did what had happened appear. Susan +in love with Pretty-boy, and Pretty-boy wanting to marry Susan! No, she +was mistaken; it was not true. The girl had had a very natural fancy for +this good-looking fellow; she had hoped that they would give him her for +a husband, and had made her little scene because she wanted to have her +own way. But he—he could not be an accomplice in that. She reflected, +disturbed, as one in presence of great catastrophes. No, Pretty-boy +could know nothing of Susan's prank.</p> + +<p>She thought for a long time over the possible innocence or perfidy of +this man. What a scoundrel, if he had prepared the blow! And what would +happen! What dangers and tortures she foresaw. If he knew nothing, all +could yet be arranged. They would travel about with Susan for six +months, and it would be all over. But how could she meet him herself +afterwards? For she still loved him. This passion had entered into her +being like those arrowheads that cannot be withdrawn. To live without +him was impossible. She might as well die.</p> + +<p>Her thoughts wandered amidst these agonies and uncertainties. A pain +began in her head; her ideas became painful and disturbed. She worried +herself by trying to work things out; grew mad at not knowing. She +looked at the clock; it was past one. She said to herself: "I cannot +remain like this, I shall go mad. I must know. I will wake up Susan and +question her."</p> + +<p>She went barefooted, in order not to make a noise, and with a candle in +her hand, towards her daughter's room. She opened the door softly, went +in, and looked at the bed. She did not comprehend matters at first, and +thought that the girl might still be arguing with her father. But all at +once a horrible suspicion crossed her mind, and she rushed to her +husband's room. She reached it in a bound, blanched and panting. He was +in bed reading.</p> + +<p>He asked, startled: "Well, what is it? What is the matter with you?"</p> + +<p>She stammered: "Have you seen Susan?"</p> + +<p>"I? No. Why?"</p> + +<p>"She has—she has—gone! She is not in her room."</p> + +<p>He sprang onto the carpet, thrust his feet into his slippers, and, with +his shirt tails floating in the air, rushed in turn to his daughter's +room. As soon as he saw it, he no longer retained any doubt. She had +fled. He dropped into a chair and placed his lamp on the ground in +front of him.</p> + +<p>His wife had rejoined him, and stammered: "Well?"</p> + +<p>He had no longer the strength to reply; he was no longer enraged, he +only groaned: "It is done; he has got her. We are done for."</p> + +<p>She did not understand, and said: "What do you mean? done for?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, by Jove! He will certainly marry her now."</p> + +<p>She gave a cry like that of a wild beast: "He, never! You must be mad!"</p> + +<p>He replied, sadly: "It is no use howling. He has run away with her, he +has dishonored her. The best thing is to give her to him. By setting to +work in the right way no one will be aware of this escapade."</p> + +<p>She repeated, shaken by terrible emotion: "Never, never; he shall never +have Susan. I will never consent."</p> + +<p>Walter murmured, dejectedly: "But he has got her. It is done. And he +will keep her and hide her as long as we do not yield. So, to avoid +scandal, we must give in at once."</p> + +<p>His wife, torn by pangs she could not acknowledge, repeated: "No, no, I +will never consent."</p> + +<p>He said, growing impatient: "But there is no disputing about it. It must +be done. Ah, the rascal, how he has done us! He is a sharp one. All the +same, we might have made a far better choice as regards position, but +not as regards intelligence and prospects. He will be a deputy and a +minister."</p> + +<p>Madame Walter declared, with savage energy: "I will never allow him to +marry Susan. You understand—never."</p> + +<p>He ended by getting angry and taking up, as a practical man, the cudgels +on behalf of Pretty-boy. "Hold your tongue," said he. "I tell you again +that it must be so; it absolutely must. And who knows? Perhaps we shall +not regret it. With men of that stamp one never knows what may happen. +You saw how he overthrew in three articles that fool of a +Laroche-Mathieu, and how he did it with dignity, which was infernally +difficult in his position as the husband. At all events, we shall see. +It always comes to this, that we are nailed. We cannot get out of it."</p> + +<p>She felt a longing to scream, to roll on the ground, to tear her hair +out. She said at length, in exasperated tones: "He shall not have her. I +won't have it."</p> + +<p>Walter rose, picked up his lamp, and remarked: "There, you are stupid, +just like all women. You never do anything except from passion. You do +not know how to bend yourself to circumstances. You are stupid. I will +tell you that he shall marry her. It must be."</p> + +<p>He went out, shuffling along in his slippers. He traversed—a comical +phantom in his nightshirt—the broad corridor of the huge slumbering +house, and noiselessly re-entered his room.</p> + +<p>Madame Walter remained standing, torn by intolerable grief. She did not +yet quite understand it. She was only conscious of suffering. Then it +seemed to her that she could not remain there motionless till daylight. +She felt within her a violent necessity of fleeing, of running away, of +seeking help, of being succored. She sought whom she could summon to +her. What man? She could not find one. A priest; yes, a priest! She +would throw herself at his feet, acknowledge everything, confess her +fault and her despair. He would understand that this wretch must not +marry Susan, and would prevent it. She must have a priest at once. But +where could she find one? Whither could she go? Yet she could not remain +like that.</p> + +<p>Then there passed before her eyes, like a vision, the calm figure of +Jesus walking on the waters. She saw it as she saw it in the picture. So +he was calling her. He was saying: "Come to me; come and kneel at my +feet. I will console you, and inspire you with what should be done."</p> + +<p>She took her candle, left the room, and went downstairs to the +conservatory. The picture of Jesus was right at the end of it in a small +drawing-room, shut off by a glass door, in order that the dampness of +the soil should not damage the canvas. It formed a kind of chapel in a +forest of strange trees. When Madame Walter entered the winter garden, +never having seen it before save full of light, she was struck by its +obscure profundity. The dense plants of the tropics made the atmosphere +thick with their heavy breath; and the doors no longer being open, the +air of this strange wood, enclosed beneath a glass roof, entered the +chest with difficulty; intoxicated, caused pleasure and pain, and +imparted a confused sensation of enervation, pleasure, and death. The +poor woman walked slowly, oppressed by the shadows, amidst which +appeared, by the flickering light of her candle, extravagant plants, +recalling monsters, living creatures, hideous deformities. All at once +she caught sight of the picture of Christ. She opened the door +separating her from it, and fell on her knees. She prayed to him, +wildly, at first, stammering forth words of true, passionate, and +despairing invocations. Then, the ardor of her appeal slackening, she +raised her eyes towards him, and was struck with anguish. He resembled +Pretty-boy so strongly, in the trembling light of this solitary candle, +lighting the picture from below, that it was no longer Christ—it was +her lover who was looking at her. They were his eyes, his forehead, the +expression of his face, his cold and haughty air.</p> + +<p>She stammered: "Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!" and the name "George" rose to her +lips. All at once she thought that at that very moment, perhaps, George +had her daughter. He was alone with her somewhere. He with Susan! She +repeated: "Jesus, Jesus!" but she was thinking of them—her daughter and +her lover. They were alone in a room, and at night. She saw them. She +saw them so plainly that they rose up before her in place of the +picture. They were smiling at one another. They were embracing. She rose +to go towards them, to take her daughter by the hair and tear her from +his clasp. She would seize her by the throat and strangle her, this +daughter whom she hated—this daughter who was joining herself to this +man. She touched her; her hands encountered the canvas; she was pressing +the feet of Christ. She uttered a loud cry and fell on her back. Her +candle, overturned, went out.</p> + +<p>What took place then? She dreamed for a long time wild, frightful +dreams. George and Susan continually passed before her eyes, with Christ +blessing their horrible loves. She felt vaguely that she was not in her +room. She wished to rise and flee; she could not. A torpor had seized +upon her, which fettered her limbs, and only left her mind on the alert, +tortured by frightful and fantastic visions, lost in an unhealthy +dream—the strange and sometimes fatal dream engendered in human minds +by the soporific plants of the tropics, with their strange and +oppressive perfumes.</p> + +<p>The next morning Madame Walter was found stretched out senseless, almost +asphyxiated before "Jesus Walking on the Waters." She was so ill that +her life was feared for. She only fully recovered the use of her senses +the following day. Then she began to weep. The disappearance of Susan +was explained to the servants as due to her being suddenly sent back to +the convent. And Monsieur Walter replied to a long letter of Du Roy by +granting him his daughter's hand.</p> + +<p>Pretty-boy had posted this letter at the moment of leaving Paris, for he +had prepared it in advance the evening of his departure. He said in it, +in respectful terms, that he had long loved the young girl; that there +had never been any agreement between them; but that finding her come +freely to him to say, "I wish to be your wife," he considered himself +authorized in keeping her, even in hiding her, until he had obtained an +answer from her parents, whose legal power had for him less weight than +the wish of his betrothed. He demanded that Monsieur Walter should +reply, "post restante," a friend being charged to forward the letter to +him.</p> + +<p>When he had obtained what he wished he brought back Susan to Paris, and +sent her on to her parents, abstaining himself from appearing for some +little time.</p> + +<p>They had spent six days on the banks of the Seine at La Roche-Guyon.</p> + +<p>The young girl had never enjoyed herself so much. She had played at +pastoral life. As he passed her off as his sister, they lived in a free +and chaste intimacy—a kind of loving friendship. He thought it a clever +stroke to respect her. On the day after their arrival she had purchased +some linen and some country-girl's clothes, and set to work fishing, +with a huge straw hat, ornamented with wild flowers, on her head. She +thought the country there delightful. There was an old tower and an old +chateau, in which beautiful tapestry was shown.</p> + +<p>George, dressed in a boating jersey, bought ready-made from a local +tradesman, escorted Susan, now on foot along the banks of the river, now +in a boat. They kissed at every moment, she in all innocence, and he +ready to succumb to temptation. But he was able to restrain himself; and +when he said to her, "We will go back to Paris to-morrow; your father +has granted me your hand," she murmured simply, "Already? It was so nice +being your wife here."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XVIII" id="XVIII"></a>XVIII</h2> + + +<p>It was dark in the little suite of rooms in the Rue de Constantinople; +for George Du Roy and Clotilde de Marelle, having met at the door, had +gone in at once, and she had said to him, without giving him time to +open the Venetian blinds: "So you are going to marry Susan Walter?"</p> + +<p>He admitted it quietly, and added: "Did not you know it?"</p> + +<p>She exclaimed, standing before him, furious and indignant:</p> + +<p>"You are going to marry Susan Walter? That is too much of a good thing. +For three months you have been humbugging in order to hide that from me. +Everyone knew it but me. It was my husband who told me of it."</p> + +<p>Du Roy began to laugh, though somewhat confused all the same; and having +placed his hat on a corner of the mantel-shelf, sat down in an armchair. +She looked at him straight in the face, and said, in a low and irritated +tone: "Ever since you left your wife you have been preparing this move, +and you only kept me on as a mistress to fill up the interim nicely. +What a rascal you are!"</p> + +<p>He asked: "Why so? I had a wife who deceived me. I caught her, I +obtained a divorce, and I am going to marry another. What could be +simpler?"</p> + +<p>She murmured, quivering: "Oh! how cunning and dangerous you are."</p> + +<p>He began to smile again. "By Jove! Simpletons and fools are always +someone's dupes."</p> + +<p>But she continued to follow out her idea: "I ought to have divined your +nature from the beginning. But no, I could not believe that you could be +such a blackguard as that."</p> + +<p>He assumed an air of dignity, saying: "I beg of you to pay attention to +the words you are making use of."</p> + +<p>His indignation revolted her. "What? You want me to put on gloves to +talk to you now. You have behaved towards me like a vagabond ever since +I have known you, and you want to make out that I am not to tell you so. +You deceive everyone; you take advantage of everyone; you filch money +and enjoyment wherever you can, and you want me to treat you as an +honest man!"</p> + +<p>He rose, and with quivering lip, said: "Be quiet, or I will turn you out +of here."</p> + +<p>She stammered: "Turn me out of here; turn me out of here! You will turn +me out of here—you—you?" She could not speak for a moment for choking +with anger, and then suddenly, as though the door of her wrath had been +burst open, she broke out with: "Turn me out of here? You forget, then, +that it is I who have paid for these rooms from the beginning. Ah, yes, +you have certainly taken them on from time to time. But who first took +them? I did. Who kept them on? I did. And you want to turn me out of +here. Hold your tongue, you good-for-nothing fellow. Do you think I +don't know you robbed Madeleine of half Vaudrec's money? Do you think I +don't know how you slept with Susan to oblige her to marry you?"</p> + +<p>He seized her by the shoulders, and, shaking her with both hands, +exclaimed: "Don't speak of her, at any rate. I won't have it."</p> + +<p>She screamed out: "You slept with her; I know you did."</p> + +<p>He would have accepted no matter what, but this falsehood exasperated +him. The truths she had told him to his face had caused thrills of anger +to run through him, but this lie respecting the young girl who was going +to be his wife, awakened in the palm of his hand a furious longing to +strike her.</p> + +<p>He repeated: "Be quiet—have a care—be quiet," and shook her as we +shake a branch to make the fruit fall.</p> + +<p>She yelled, with her hair coming down, her mouth wide open, her eyes +aglow: "You slept with her!"</p> + +<p>He let her go, and gave her such a smack on the face that she fell down +beside the wall. But she turned towards him, and raising herself on her +hands, once more shouted: "You slept with her!"</p> + +<p>He rushed at her, and, holding her down, struck her as though striking a +man. She left off shouting, and began to moan beneath his blows. She no +longer stirred, but hid her face against the bottom of the wall and +uttered plaintive cries. He left off beating her and rose up. Then he +walked about the room a little to recover his coolness, and, an idea +occurring to him, went into the bedroom, filled the basin with cold +water, and dipped his head into it. Then he washed his hands and came +back to see what she was doing, carefully wiping his fingers. She had +not budged. She was still lying on the ground quietly weeping.</p> + +<p>"Shall you have done grizzling soon?"</p> + +<p>She did not answer. He stood in the middle of the room, feeling somewhat +awkward and ashamed in the presence of the form stretched out before +him. All at once he formed a resolution, and took his hat from the +mantel-shelf, saying: "Good-night. Give the key to the doorkeeper when +you leave. I shan't wait for your convenience."</p> + +<p>He went out, closed the door, went to the doorkeeper's, and said: +"Madame is still there. She will be leaving in a few minutes. Tell the +landlord that I give notice to leave at the end of September. It is the +15th of August, so I am within the limits."</p> + +<p>And he walked hastily away, for he had some pressing calls to make +touching the purchase of the last wedding gifts.</p> + +<p>The wedding was fixed for the 20th of October after the meeting of the +Chambers. It was to take place at the Church of the Madeleine. There had +been a great deal of gossip about it without anyone knowing the exact +truth. Different tales were in circulation. It was whispered that an +elopement had taken place, but no one was certain about anything. +According to the servants, Madame Walter, who would no longer speak to +her future son-in-law, had poisoned herself out of rage the very evening +the match was decided on, after having taken her daughter off to a +convent at midnight. She had been brought back almost dead. Certainly, +she would never get over it. She had now the appearance of an old woman; +her hair had become quite gray, and she had gone in for religion, taking +the Sacrament every Sunday.</p> + +<p>At the beginning of September the <i>Vie Francaise</i> announced that the +Baron Du Roy de Cantel had become chief editor, Monsieur Walter +retaining the title of manager. A battalion of well-known writers, +reporters, political editors, art and theatrical critics, detached from +old important papers by dint of monetary influence, were taken on. The +old journalists, the serious and respectable ones, no longer shrugged +their shoulders when speaking of the <i>Vie Francaise</i>. Rapid and complete +success had wiped out the contempt of serious writers for the beginnings +of this paper.</p> + +<p>The marriage of its chief editor was what is styled a Parisian event, +George Du Roy and the Walters having excited a great deal of curiosity +for some time past. All the people who are written about in the papers +promised themselves to be there.</p> + +<p>The event took place on a bright autumn day.</p> + +<p>At eight in the morning the sight of the staff of the Madeleine +stretching a broad red carpet down the lofty flight of steps overlooking +the Rue Royale caused passers-by to pause, and announced to the people +of Paris that an important ceremony was about to take place. The clerks +on the way to their offices, the work-girls, the shopmen, paused, +looked, and vaguely speculated about the rich folk who spent so much +money over getting spliced. Towards ten o'clock idlers began to halt. +They would remain for a few minutes, hoping that perhaps it would begin +at once, and then moved away. At eleven squads of police arrived and set +to work almost at once to make the crowd move on, groups forming every +moment. The first guests soon made their appearance—those who wanted to +be well placed for seeing everything. They took the chairs bordering the +main aisles. By degrees came others, ladies in rustling silks, and +serious-looking gentlemen, almost all bald, walking with well-bred air, +and graver than usual in this locality.</p> + +<p>The church slowly filled. A flood of sunlight entered by the huge +doorway lit up the front row of guests. In the choir, which looked +somewhat gloomy, the altar, laden with tapers, shed a yellow light, pale +and humble in face of that of the main entrance. People recognized one +another, beckoned to one another, and gathered in groups. The men of +letters, less respectful than the men in society, chatted in low tones +and looked at the ladies.</p> + +<p>Norbert de Varenne, who was looking out for an acquaintance, perceived +Jacques Rival near the center of the rows of chair, and joined him. +"Well," said he, "the race is for the cunning."</p> + +<p>The other, who was not envious, replied: "So much the better for him. +His career is safe." And they began to point out the people they +recognized.</p> + +<p>"Do you know what became of his wife?" asked Rival.</p> + +<p>The poet smiled. "Yes, and no. She is living in a very retired style, I +am told, in the Montmartre district. But—there is a but—I have noticed +for some time past in the <i>Plume</i> some political articles terribly like +those of Forestier and Du Roy. They are by Jean Le Dal, a handsome, +intelligent young fellow, of the same breed as our friend George, and +who has made the acquaintance of his late wife. From whence I conclude +that she had, and always will have, a fancy for beginners. She is, +besides, rich. Vaudrec and Laroche-Mathieu were not assiduous visitors +at the house for nothing."</p> + +<p>Rival observed: "She is not bad looking, Madeleine. Very clever and very +sharp. She must be charming on terms of intimacy. But, tell me, how is +it that Du Roy comes to be married in church after a divorce?"</p> + +<p>Norbert replied: "He is married in church because, in the eyes of the +Church, he was not married before."</p> + +<p>"How so?"</p> + +<p>"Our friend, Pretty-boy, from indifference or economy, thought the +registrar sufficient when marrying Madeleine Forestier. He therefore +dispensed with the ecclesiastical benediction, which constituted in the +eyes of Holy Mother Church a simple state of concubinage. Consequently +he comes before her to-day as a bachelor, and she lends him all her pomp +and ceremony, which will cost Daddy Walter a pretty penny."</p> + +<p>The murmur of the augmented throng swelled beneath the vaulted room. +Voices could be heard speaking almost out loud. People pointed out to +one another celebrities who attitudinized, pleased to be seen, and +carefully maintained the bearing adopted by them towards the public +accustomed to exhibit themselves thus at all such gatherings, of which +they were, it seemed to them, the indispensable ornaments.</p> + +<p>Rival resumed: "Tell me, my dear fellow, you who go so often to the +governor's, is it true that Du Roy and Madame Walter no longer speak to +one another?"</p> + +<p>"Never. She did not want to give him the girl. But he had a hold, it +seems, on the father through skeletons in the house—skeletons connected +with the Morocco business. He threatened the old man with frightful +revelations. Walter recollected the example he made of Laroche-Mathieu, +and gave in at once. But the mother, obstinate like all women, swore +that she would never again speak a word to her son-in-law. She looks +like a statue, a statue of Vengeance, and he is very uneasy at it, +although he puts a good face on the matter, for he knows how to control +himself, that fellow does."</p> + +<p>Fellow-journalists came up and shook hands with them. Bits of political +conversation could be caught. Vague as the sound of a distant sea, the +noise of the crowd massed in front of the church entered the doorway +with the sunlight, and rose up beneath the roof, above the more discreet +murmur of the choicer public gathered within it.</p> + +<p>All at once the beadle struck the pavement thrice with the butt of his +halberd. Every one turned round with a prolonged rustling of skirts and +a moving of chairs. The bride appeared on her father's arm in the +bright light of the doorway.</p> + +<p>She had still the air of a doll, a charming white doll crowned with +orange flowers. She stood for a few moments on the threshold, then, when +she made her first step up the aisle, the organ gave forth a powerful +note, announcing the entrance of the bride in loud metallic tones. She +advanced with bent head, but not timidly; vaguely moved, pretty, +charming, a miniature bride. The women smiled and murmured as they +watched her pass. The men muttered: "Exquisite! Adorable!" Monsieur +Walter walked with exaggerated dignity, somewhat pale, and with his +spectacles straight on his nose. Behind them four bridesmaids, all four +dressed in pink, and all four pretty, formed the court of this gem of a +queen. The groomsmen, carefully chosen to match, stepped as though +trained by a ballet master. Madame Walter followed them, giving her arm +to the father of her other son-in-law, the Marquis de Latour-Yvelin, +aged seventy-two. She did not walk, she dragged herself along, ready to +faint at each forward movement. It could be felt that her feet stuck to +the flagstones, that her legs refused to advance, and that her heart was +beating within her breast like an animal bounding to escape. She had +grown thin. Her white hair made her face appear still more blanched and +her cheeks hollower. She looked straight before her in order not to see +any one—in order not to recall, perhaps, that which was torturing her.</p> + +<p>Then George Du Roy appeared with an old lady unknown. He, too, kept his +head up without turning aside his eyes, fixed and stern under his +slightly bent brows. His moustache seemed to bristle on his lip. He was +set down as a very good-looking fellow. He had a proud bearing, a good +figure, and a straight leg. He wore his clothes well, the little red +ribbon of the Legion of Honor showing like a drop of blood on his dress +coat.</p> + +<p>Then came the relations, Rose with the Senator Rissolin. She had been +married six weeks. The Count de Latour-Yvelin accompanied by the +Viscountess de Percemur. Finally, there was a strange procession of the +friends and allies of Du Roy, whom he introduced to his new family; +people known in the Parisian world, who became at once the intimates, +and, if need be, the distant cousins of rich parvenus; gentlemen ruined, +blemished; married, in some cases, which is worse. There were Monsieur +de Belvigne, the Marquis de Banjolin, the Count and Countess de Ravenel, +Prince Kravalow, the Chevalier, Valréali; then some guests of Walter's, +the Prince de Guerche, the Duke and the Duchess de Ferraciné, the +beautiful Marchioness des Dunes. Some of Madame Walter's relatives +preserved a well-to-do, countrified appearance amidst the throng.</p> + +<p>The organ was still playing, pouring forth through the immense building +the sonorous and rhythmic accents of its glittering throats, which cry +aloud unto heaven the joy or grief of mankind. The great doors were +closed, and all at once it became as gloomy as if the sun had just been +turned out.</p> + +<p>Now, George was kneeling beside his wife in the choir, before the lit-up +altar. The new Bishop of Tangiers, crozier in hand and miter on head, +made his appearance from the vestry to join them together in the Eternal +name. He put the customary questions, exchanged the rings, uttered the +words that bind like chains, and addressed the newly-wedded couple a +Christian allocution. He was a tall, stout man, one of those handsome +prelates to whom a rounded belly lends dignity.</p> + +<p>The sound of sobs caused several people to look round. Madame Walter was +weeping, with her face buried in her hands. She had to give way. What +could she have done else? But since the day when she had driven from her +room her daughter on her return home, refusing to embrace her; since the +day when she had said, in a low voice, to Du Roy, who had greeted her +ceremoniously on again making his appearance: "You are the vilest +creature I know of; never speak to me again, for I shall not answer +you," she had been suffering intolerable and unappeasable tortures. She +hated Susan with a keen hatred, made up of exasperated passion and +heartrending jealousy, the strange jealousy of a mother and +mistress—unacknowledgable, ferocious, burning like a new wound. And now +a bishop was marrying them—her lover and her daughter—in a church, in +presence of two thousand people, and before her. And she could say +nothing. She could not hinder it. She could not cry out: "But that man +belongs to me; he is my lover. This union you are blessing is infamous!"</p> + +<p>Some ladies, touched at the sight, murmured: "How deeply the poor mother +feels it!"</p> + +<p>The bishop was declaiming: "You are among the fortunate ones of this +world, among the wealthiest and most respected. You, sir, whom your +talent raises above others; you who write, who teach, who advise, who +guide the people, you who have a noble mission to fulfill, a noble +example to set."</p> + +<p>Du Roy listened, intoxicated with pride. A prelate of the Roman Catholic +Church was speaking thus to him. And he felt behind him a crowd, an +illustrious crowd, gathered on his account. It seemed to him that some +power impelled and lifted him up. He was becoming one of the masters of +the world—he, the son of two poor peasants at Canteleu. He saw them all +at once in their humble wayside inn, at the summit of the slope +overlooking the broad valley of Rouen, his father and mother, serving +the country-folk of the district with drink, He had sent them five +thousand francs on inheriting from the Count de Vaudrec. He would now +send them fifty thousand, and they would buy a little estate. They would +be satisfied and happy.</p> + +<p>The bishop had finished his harangue. A priest, clad in a golden stole, +ascended the steps of the altar, and the organ began anew to celebrate +the glory of the newly-wedded couple. Now it gave forth long, loud +notes, swelling like waves, so sonorous and powerful that it seemed as +though they must lift and break through the roof to spend abroad into +the sky. Their vibrating sound filled the church, causing body and +spirit to thrill. Then all at once they grew calmer, and delicate notes +floated through the air, little graceful, twittering notes, fluttering +like birds; and suddenly again this coquettish music waxed once more, in +turn becoming terrible in its strength and fullness, as if a grain of +sand had transformed itself into a world. Then human voices rose, and +were wafted over the bowed heads—Vauri and Landeck, of the Opera, were +singing. The incense shed abroad a delicate odor, and the Divine +Sacrifice was accomplished on the altar, to consecrate the triumph of +the Baron George Du Roy!</p> + +<p>Pretty-boy, on his knees beside Susan, had bowed his head. He felt at +that moment almost a believer, almost religious; full of gratitude +towards the divinity who had thus favored him, who treated him with such +consideration. And without exactly knowing to whom he was addressing +himself, he thanked him for his success.</p> + +<p>When the ceremony was concluded he rose up, and giving his wife his arm, +he passed into the vestry. Then began the interminable defiling past of +the visitors. George, with wild joy, believed himself a king whom a +nation had come to acclaim. He shook hands, stammered unmeaning remarks, +bowed, and replied: "You are very good to say so."</p> + +<p>All at once he caught sight of Madame de Marelle, and the recollection +of all the kisses that he had given her, and that she had returned; the +recollection of all their caresses, of her pretty ways, of the sound of +her voice, of the taste of her lips, caused the desire to have her once +more for his own to shoot through his veins. She was so pretty and +elegant, with her boyish air and bright eyes. George thought to himself: +"What a charming mistress, all the same."</p> + +<p>She drew near, somewhat timid, somewhat uneasy, and held out her hand. +He took it in his, and retained it. Then he felt the discreet appeal of +a woman's fingers, the soft pressure that forgives and takes possession +again. And for his own part, he squeezed it, that little hand, as though +to say: "I still love you; I am yours."</p> + +<p>Their eyes met, smiling, bright, full of love. She murmured in her +pleasant voice: "I hope to have the pleasure of seeing you again soon, +sir."</p> + +<p>He replied, gayly: "Soon, madame."</p> + +<p>She passed on. Other people were pushing forward. The crowd flowed by +like a stream. At length it grew thinner. The last guests took leave.</p> + +<p>George took Susan's arm in his to pass through the church again. It was +full of people, for everyone had regained their seats in order to see +them pass together. They went by slowly, with calm steps and uplifted +heads, their eyes fixed on the wide sunlit space of the open door. He +felt little quiverings run all over his skin those cold shivers caused +by over-powering happiness. He saw no one. His thoughts were solely for +himself. When he gained the threshold he saw the crowd collected—a +dense, agitated crowd, gathered there on his account—on account of +George Du Roy. The people of Paris were gazing at and envying him. Then, +raising his eyes, he could see afar off, beyond the Palace de la +Concorde, the Chamber of Deputies, and it seemed to him that he was +going to make but one jump from the portico of the Madeleine to that of +the Palais Bourbon.</p> + +<p>He slowly descended the long flight of steps between two ranks of +spectators. But he did not see them; his thoughts had now flown +backwards, and before his eyes, dazzled by the brilliant sun, now +floated the image of Madame de Marelle, re-adjusting before the glass +the little curls on her temples, always disarranged when she rose.</p> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Works of Guy de Maupassant, Vol. 6, by +Guy de Maupassant + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE WORKS OF GUY DE *** + +***** This file should be named 33928-h.htm or 33928-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/3/9/2/33928/ + +Produced by Juliet Sutherland, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Works of Guy de Maupassant, Vol. 6 + +Author: Guy de Maupassant + +Release Date: October 13, 2010 [EBook #33928] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE WORKS OF GUY DE *** + + + + +Produced by Juliet Sutherland, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + BEL AMI + + The Works of Guy de Maupassant + + VOLUME VI + + +NATIONAL LIBRARY COMPANY +NEW YORK + +COPYRIGHT, 1909, BY +BIGELOW, SMITH & CO. + + + + +BEL AMI + +(A LADIES' MAN) + + + + +I + + +When the cashier had given him the change out of his five francpiece, +George Duroy left the restaurant. + +As he had a good carriage, both naturally and from his military +training, he drew himself up, twirled his moustache, and threw upon the +lingering customers a rapid and sweeping glance--one of those glances +which take in everything within their range like a casting net. + +The women looked up at him in turn--three little work-girls, a +middle-aged music mistress, disheveled, untidy, and wearing a bonnet +always dusty and a dress always awry; and two shopkeepers' wives dining +with their husbands--all regular customers at this slap-bang +establishment. + +When he was on the pavement outside, he stood still for a moment, asking +himself what he should do. It was the 28th of June, and he had just +three francs forty centimes in his pocket to carry him to the end of the +month. This meant the option of two dinners without lunch or two lunches +without dinner. He reflected that as the earlier repasts cost twenty +sous apiece, and the latter thirty, he would, if he were content with +the lunches, be one franc twenty centimes to the good, which would +further represent two snacks of bread and sausage and two bocks of beer +on the boulevards. This latter item was his greatest extravagance and +his chief pleasure of a night; and he began to descend the Rue +Notre-Dame de Lorette. + +He walked as in the days when he had worn a hussar uniform, his chest +thrown out and his legs slightly apart, as if he had just left the +saddle, pushing his way through the crowded street, and shouldering folk +to avoid having to step aside. He wore his somewhat shabby hat on one +side, and brought his heels smartly down on the pavement. He seemed ever +ready to defy somebody or something, the passers-by, the houses, the +whole city, retaining all the swagger of a dashing cavalry-man in civil +life. + +Although wearing a sixty-franc suit, he was not devoid of a certain +somewhat loud elegance. Tall, well-built, fair, with a curly moustache +twisted up at the ends, bright blue eyes with small pupils, and +reddish-brown hair curling naturally and parted in the middle, he bore a +strong resemblance to the dare-devil of popular romances. + +It was one of those summer evenings on which air seems to be lacking in +Paris. The city, hot as an oven, seemed to swelter in the stifling +night. The sewers breathed out their poisonous breath through their +granite mouths, and the underground kitchens gave forth to the street +through their windows the stench of dishwater and stale sauces. + +The doorkeepers in their shirtsleeves sat astride straw-bottomed chairs +within the carriage entrances to the houses, smoking their pipes, and +the pedestrians walked with flagging steps, head bare, and hat in hand. + + +When George Duroy reached the boulevards he paused again, undecided as +to what he should do. He now thought of going on to the Champs Elysees +and the Avenue du Bois de Boulogne to seek a little fresh air under the +trees, but another wish also assailed him, a desire for a love affair. + +What shape would it take? He did not know, but he had been awaiting it +for three months, night and day. Occasionally, thanks to his good looks +and gallant bearing, he gleaned a few crumbs of love here and there, but +he was always hoping for something further and better. + +With empty pockets and hot blood, he kindled at the contact of the +prowlers who murmur at street corners: "Will you come home with me, +dear?" but he dared not follow them, not being able to pay them, and, +besides, he was awaiting something else, less venally vulgar kisses. + +He liked, however, the localities in which women of the town +swarm--their balls, their cafes, and their streets. He liked to rub +shoulders with them, speak to them, chaff them, inhale their strong +perfumes, feel himself near them. They were women at any rate, women +made for love. He did not despise them with the innate contempt of a +well-born man. + +He turned towards the Madeleine, following the flux of the crowd which +flowed along overcome by the heat. The chief cafes, filled with +customers, were overflowing on to the pavement, and displayed their +drinking public under the dazzling glare of their lit-up facias. In +front of them, on little tables, square or round, were glasses holding +fluids of every shade, red, yellow, green, brown, and inside the +decanters glittered the large transparent cylinders of ice, serving to +cool the bright, clear water. Duroy had slackened his pace, a longing to +drink parched his throat. + + +A hot thirst, a summer evening's thirst assailed him, and he fancied the +delightful sensation of cool drinks flowing across his palate. But if he +only drank two bocks of beer in the evening, farewell to the slender +supper of the morrow, and he was only too well acquainted with the hours +of short commons at the end of the month. + +He said to himself: "I must hold out till ten o'clock, and then I'll +have my bock at the American cafe. Confound it, how thirsty I am +though." And he scanned the men seated at the tables drinking, all the +people who could quench their thirst as much as they pleased. He went +on, passing in front of the cafes with a sprightly swaggering air, and +guessing at a glance from their dress and bearing how much money each +customer ought to have about him. Wrath against these men quietly +sitting there rose up within him. If their pockets were rummaged, gold, +silver, and coppers would be found in them. On an average each one must +have at least two louis. There were certainly a hundred to a cafe, a +hundred times two louis is four thousand francs. He murmured "the +swine," as he walked gracefully past them. If he could have had hold of +one of them at a nice dark corner he would have twisted his neck without +scruple, as he used to do the country-folk's fowls on field-days. + +And he recalled his two years in Africa and the way in which he used to +pillage the Arabs when stationed at little out-posts in the south. A +bright and cruel smile flitted across his lips at the recollection of an +escapade which had cost the lives of three men of the Ouled-Alane +tribe, and had furnished him and his comrades with a score of fowls, a +couple of sheep, some gold, and food for laughter for six months. + +The culprits had never been found, and, what is more, they had hardly +been looked for, the Arab being looked upon as somewhat in the light of +the natural prey of the soldier. + +In Paris it was another thing. One could not plunder prettily, sword by +side and revolver in hand, far from civil authority. He felt in his +heart all the instincts of a sub-officer let loose in a conquered +country. He certainly regretted his two years in the desert. What a pity +he had not stopped there. But, then, he had hoped something better in +returning home. And now--ah! yes, it was very nice now, was it not? + +He clicked his tongue as if to verify the parched state of his palate. + +The crowd swept past him slowly, and he kept thinking. "Set of hogs--all +these idiots have money in their waistcoat pockets." He pushed against +people and softly whistled a lively tune. Gentlemen whom he thus elbowed +turned grumbling, and women murmured: "What a brute!" + +He passed the Vaudeville Theater and stopped before the American cafe, +asking himself whether he should not take his bock, so greatly did +thirst torture him. Before making up his mind, he glanced at the +illuminated clock. It was a quarter past nine. He knew himself that as +soon as the glassful of beer was before him he would gulp it down. What +would he do then up to eleven o'clock? + +He passed on. "I will go as far as the Madeleine," he said, "and walk +back slowly." + +As he reached the corner of the Palace de l'Opera, he passed a stout +young fellow, whose face he vaguely recollected having seen somewhere. +He began to follow him, turning over his recollections and repeating to +himself half-aloud: "Where the deuce did I know that joker?" + +He searched without being able to recollect, and then all at once, by a +strange phenomenon of memory, the same man appeared to him thinner, +younger, and clad in a hussar uniform. He exclaimed aloud: "What, +Forestier!" and stepping out he tapped the other on the shoulder. The +promenader turned round and looked at him, and then said: "What is it, +sir?" + +Duroy broke into a laugh. "Don't you know me?" said he. + +"No." + +"George Duroy, of the 6th Hussars." + +Forestier held out his hands, exclaiming: "What, old fellow! How are +you?" + +"Very well, and you?" + +"Oh, not very brilliant! Just fancy, I have a chest in brown paper now. +I cough six months out of twelve, through a cold I caught at Bougival +the year of my return to Paris, four years ago." + +And Forestier, taking his old comrade's arm, spoke to him of his +illness, related the consultations, opinions, and advice of the doctors, +and the difficulty of following this advice in his position. He was told +to spend the winter in the South, but how could he? He was married, and +a journalist in a good position. + +"I am political editor of the _Vie Francaise_. I write the proceedings +in the Senate for the _Salut_, and from time to time literary criticisms +for the _Planete_. That is so. I have made my way." + +Duroy looked at him with surprise. He was greatly changed, matured. He +had now the manner, bearing, and dress of a man in a good position and +sure of himself, and the stomach of a man who dines well. Formerly he +had been thin, slight, supple, heedless, brawling, noisy, and always +ready for a spree. In three years Paris had turned him into someone +quite different, stout and serious, and with some white hairs about his +temples, though he was not more than twenty-seven. + +Forestier asked: "Where are you going?" + +Duroy answered: "Nowhere; I am just taking a stroll before turning in." + +"Well, will you come with me to the _Vie Francaise_, where I have some +proofs to correct, and then we will take a bock together?" + +"All right." + +They began to walk on, arm-in-arm, with that easy familiarity existing +between school-fellows and men in the same regiment. + +"What are you doing in Paris?" asked Forestier. + +Duroy shrugged his shoulders. "Simply starving. As soon as I finished my +term of service I came here--to make a fortune, or rather for the sake +of living in Paris; and for six months I have been a clerk in the +offices of the Northern Railway at fifteen hundred francs a year, +nothing more." + +Forestier murmured: "Hang it, that's not much!" + +"I should think not. But how can I get out of it? I am alone; I don't +know anyone; I can get no one to recommend me. It is not goodwill that +is lacking, but means." + +His comrade scanned him from head to foot, like a practical man +examining a subject, and then said, in a tone of conviction: "You see, +my boy, everything depends upon assurance here. A clever fellow can more +easily become a minister than an under-secretary. One must obtrude one's +self on people; not ask things of them. But how the deuce is it that you +could not get hold of anything better than a clerk's berth on the +Northern Railway?" + +Duroy replied: "I looked about everywhere, but could not find anything. +But I have something in view just now; I have been offered a +riding-master's place at Pellerin's. There I shall get three thousand +francs at the lowest." + +Forestier stopped short. "Don't do that; it is stupid, when you ought to +be earning ten thousand francs. You would nip your future in the bud. In +your office, at any rate, you are hidden; no one knows you; you can +emerge from it if you are strong enough to make your way. But once a +riding-master, and it is all over. It is as if you were head-waiter at a +place where all Paris goes to dine. When once you have given riding +lessons to people in society or to their children, they will never be +able to look upon you as an equal." + +He remained silent for a few moments, evidently reflecting, and then +asked: + +"Have you a bachelor's degree?" + +"No; I failed to pass twice." + +"That is no matter, as long as you studied for it. If anyone mentions +Cicero or Tiberius, you know pretty well what they are talking about?" + +"Yes; pretty well." + +"Good; no one knows any more, with the exception of a score of idiots +who have taken the trouble. It is not difficult to pass for being well +informed; the great thing is not to be caught in some blunder. You can +maneuver, avoid the difficulty, turn the obstacle, and floor others by +means of a dictionary. Men are all as stupid as geese and ignorant as +donkeys." + +He spoke like a self-possessed blade who knows what life is, and smiled +as he watched the crowd go by. But all at once he began to cough, and +stopped again until the fit was over, adding, in a tone of +discouragement: "Isn't it aggravating not to be able to get rid of this +cough? And we are in the middle of summer. Oh! this winter I shall go +and get cured at Mentone. Health before everything." + +They halted on the Boulevard Poissoniere before a large glass door, on +the inner side of which an open newspaper was pasted. Three passers-by +had stopped and were reading it. + +Above the door, stretched in large letters of flame, outlined by gas +jets, the inscription _La Vie Francaise_. The pedestrians passing into +the light shed by these three dazzling words suddenly appeared as +visible as in broad daylight, then disappeared again into darkness. + +Forestier pushed the door open, saying, "Come in." Duroy entered, +ascended an ornate yet dirty staircase, visible from the street, passed +through an ante-room where two messengers bowed to his companion, and +reached a kind of waiting-room, shabby and dusty, upholstered in dirty +green Utrecht velvet, covered with spots and stains, and worn in places +as if mice had been gnawing it. + +"Sit down," said Forestier. "I will be back in five minutes." + +And he disappeared through one of the three doors opening into the room. + +A strange, special, indescribable odor, the odor of a newspaper office, +floated in the air of the room. Duroy remained motionless, slightly +intimidated, above all surprised. From time to time folk passed +hurriedly before him, coming in at one door and going out at another +before he had time to look at them. + +They were now young lads, with an appearance of haste, holding in their +hand a sheet of paper which fluttered from the hurry of their progress; +now compositors, whose white blouses, spotted with ink, revealed a clean +shirt collar and cloth trousers like those of men of fashion, and who +carefully carried strips of printed paper, fresh proofs damp from the +press. Sometimes a gentleman entered rather too elegantly attired, his +waist too tightly pinched by his frock-coat, his leg too well set off by +the cut of his trousers, his foot squeezed into a shoe too pointed at +the toe, some fashionable reporter bringing in the echoes of the + +evening. + +Others, too, arrived, serious, important-looking men, wearing tall hats +with flat brims, as if this shape distinguished them from the rest of +mankind. + +Forestier reappeared holding the arm of a tall, thin fellow, between +thirty and forty years of age, in evening dress, very dark, with his +moustache ends stiffened in sharp points, and an insolent and +self-satisfied bearing. + +Forestier said to him: "Good night, dear master." + +The other shook hands with him, saying: "Good night, my dear fellow," +and went downstairs whistling, with his cane under his arm. + +Duroy asked: "Who is that?" + +"Jacques Rival, you know, the celebrated descriptive writer, the +duellist. He has just been correcting his proofs. Garin, Montel, and he +are the three best descriptive writers, for facts and points, we have in +Paris. He gets thirty thousand francs a year here for two articles a +week." + +As they were leaving they met a short, stout man, with long hair and +untidy appearance, who was puffing as he came up the stairs. + +Forestier bowed low to him. "Norbert de Varenne," said he, "the poet; +the author of '_Les Soleils Morts_'; another who gets long prices. Every +tale he writes for us costs three hundred francs, and the longest do not +run to two hundred lines. But let us turn into the Neapolitan _cafe_, I +am beginning to choke with thirst." + +As soon as they were seated at a table in the _cafe_, Forestier called +for two bocks, and drank off his own at a single draught, while Duroy +sipped his beer in slow mouthfuls, tasting it and relishing it like +something rare and precious. + +His companion was silent, and seemed to be reflecting. Suddenly he +exclaimed: "Why don't you try journalism?" + +The other looked at him in surprise, and then said: "But, you know, I +have never written anything." + +"Bah! everyone must begin. I could give you a job to hunt up information +for me--to make calls and inquiries. You would have to start with two +hundred and fifty francs a month and your cab hire. Shall I speak to the +manager about it?" + +"Certainly!" + +"Very well, then, come and dine with me to-morrow. I shall only have +five or six people--the governor, Monsieur Walter and his wife, Jacques +Rival, and Norbert de Varenne, whom you have just seen, and a lady, a +friend of my wife. Is it settled?" + +Duroy hesitated, blushing and perplexed. At length he murmured: "You +see, I have no clothes." + +Forestier was astounded. "You have no dress clothes? Hang it all, they +are indispensable, though. In Paris one would be better off without a +bed than without a dress suit." + +Then, suddenly feeling in his waistcoat pocket, he drew out some gold, +took two louis, placed them in front of his old comrade, and said in a +cordial and familiar tone: "You will pay me back when you can. Hire or +arrange to pay by installments for the clothes you want, whichever you +like, but come and dine with me to-morrow, half-past seven, number +seventeen Rue Fontaine." + +Duroy, confused, picked up the money, stammering: "You are too good; I +am very much obliged to you; you may be sure I shall not forget." + +The other interrupted him. "All right. Another bock, eh? Waiter, two +bocks." + +Then, when they had drunk them, the journalist said: "Will you stroll +about a bit for an hour?" + +"Certainly." + +And they set out again in the direction of the Madeleine. + +"What shall we, do?" said Forestier. "They say that in Paris a lounger +can always find something to amuse him, but it is not true. I, when I +want to lounge about of an evening, never know where to go. A drive +round the Bois de Boulogne is only amusing with a woman, and one has not +always one to hand; the _cafe_ concerts may please my chemist and his +wife, but not me. Then what is there to do? Nothing. There ought to be a +summer garden like the Parc Monceau, open at night, where one would hear +very good music while sipping cool drinks under the trees. It should not +be a pleasure resort, but a lounging place, with a high price for +entrance in order to attract the fine ladies. One ought to be able to +stroll along well-graveled walks lit up by electric light, and to sit +down when one wished to hear the music near or at a distance. We had +about the sort of thing formerly at Musard's, but with a smack of the +low-class dancing-room, and too much dance music, not enough space, not +enough shade, not enough gloom. It would want a very fine garden and a +very extensive one. It would be delightful. Where shall we go?" + +Duroy, rather perplexed, did not know what to say; at length he made up +his mind. "I have never been in the Folies Bergere. I should not mind +taking a look round there," he said. + +"The Folies Bergere," exclaimed his companion, "the deuce; we shall +roast there as in an oven. But, very well, then, it is always funny +there." + +And they turned on their heels to make their way to the Rue du Faubourg +Montmartre. + +The lit-up front of the establishment threw a bright light into the four +streets which met in front of it. A string of cabs were waiting for the +close of the performance. + +Forestier was walking in when Duroy checked him. + +"You are passing the pay-box," said he. + +"I never pay," was the reply, in a tone of importance. + +When he approached the check-takers they bowed, and one of them held out +his hand. The journalist asked: "Have you a good box?" + +"Certainly, Monsieur Forestier." + +He took the ticket held out to him, pushed the padded door with its +leather borders, and they found themselves in the auditorium. + +Tobacco smoke slightly veiled like a faint mist the stage and the +further side of the theater. Rising incessantly in thin white spirals +from the cigars and pipes, this light fog ascended to the ceiling, and +there, accumulating, formed under the dome above the crowded gallery a +cloudy sky. + +In the broad corridor leading to the circular promenade a group of women +were awaiting new-comers in front of one of the bars, at which sat +enthroned three painted and faded vendors of love and liquor. + +The tall mirrors behind them reflected their backs and the faces of +passers-by. + +Forestier pushed his way through the groups, advancing quickly with the +air of a man entitled to consideration. + +He went up to a box-keeper. "Box seventeen," said he. + +"This way, sir." + +And they were shut up in a little open box draped with red, and holding +four chairs of the same color, so near to one another that one could +scarcely slip between them. The two friends sat down. To the right, as +to the left, following a long curved line, the two ends of which joined +the proscenium, a row of similar cribs held people seated in like +fashion, with only their heads and chests visible. + +On the stage, three young fellows in fleshings, one tall, one of middle +size, and one small, were executing feats in turn upon a trapeze. + +The tall one first advanced with short, quick steps, smiling and waving +his hand as though wafting a kiss. + +The muscles of his arms and legs stood out under his tights. He expanded +his chest to take off the effect of his too prominent stomach, and his +face resembled that of a barber's block, for a careful parting divided +his locks equally on the center of the skull. He gained the trapeze by a +graceful bound, and, hanging by the hands, whirled round it like a wheel +at full speed, or, with stiff arms and straightened body, held himself +out horizontally in space. + +Then he jumped down, saluted the audience again with a smile amidst the +applause of the stalls, and went and leaned against the scenery, showing +off the muscles of his legs at every step. + +The second, shorter and more squarely built, advanced in turn, and went +through the same performance, which the third also recommenced amidst +most marked expressions of approval from the public. + +But Duroy scarcely noticed the performance, and, with head averted, kept +his eyes on the promenade behind him, full of men and prostitutes. + +Said Forestier to him: "Look at the stalls; nothing but middle-class +folk with their wives and children, good noodlepates who come to see +the show. In the boxes, men about town, some artistes, some girls, good +second-raters; and behind us, the strangest mixture in Paris. Who are +these men? Watch them. There is something of everything, of every +profession, and every caste; but blackguardism predominates. There are +clerks of all kinds--bankers' clerks, government clerks, shopmen, +reporters, ponces, officers in plain clothes, swells in evening dress, +who have dined out, and have dropped in here on their way from the Opera +to the Theatre des Italiens; and then again, too, quite a crowd of +suspicious folk who defy analysis. As to the women, only one type, the +girl who sups at the American _cafe_, the girl at one or two louis who +looks out for foreigners at five louis, and lets her regular customers +know when she is disengaged. We have known them for the last ten years; +we see them every evening all the year round in the same places, except +when they are making a hygienic sojourn at Saint Lazare or at Lourcine." + +Duroy no longer heard him. One of these women was leaning against their +box and looking at him. She was a stout brunette, her skin whitened with +paint, her black eyes lengthened at the corners with pencil and shaded +by enormous and artificial eyebrows. Her too exuberant bosom stretched +the dark silk of her dress almost to bursting; and her painted lips, red +as a fresh wound, gave her an aspect bestial, ardent, unnatural, but +which, nevertheless, aroused desire. + +She beckoned with her head one of the friends who was passing, a blonde +with red hair, and stout, like herself, and said to her, in a voice loud +enough to be heard: "There is a pretty fellow; if he would like to have +me for ten louis I should not say no." + +Forestier turned and tapped Duroy on the knee, with a smile. "That is +meant for you; you are a success, my dear fellow. I congratulate you." + +The ex-sub-officer blushed, and mechanically fingered the two pieces of +gold in his waistcoat pocket. + +The curtain had dropped, and the orchestra was now playing a waltz. + +Duroy said: "Suppose we take a turn round the promenade." + +"Just as you like." + +They left their box, and were at once swept away by the throng of +promenaders. Pushed, pressed, squeezed, shaken, they went on, having +before their eyes a crowd of hats. The girls, in pairs, passed amidst +this crowd of men, traversing it with facility, gliding between elbows, +chests, and backs as if quite at home, perfectly at their ease, like +fish in water, amidst this masculine flood. + +Duroy, charmed, let himself be swept along, drinking in with +intoxication the air vitiated by tobacco, the odor of humanity, and the +perfumes of the hussies. But Forestier sweated, puffed, and coughed. + +"Let us go into the garden," said he. + +And turning to the left, they entered a kind of covered garden, cooled +by two large and ugly fountains. Men and women were drinking at zinc +tables placed beneath evergreen trees growing in boxes. + +"Another bock, eh?" said Forestier. + +"Willingly." + +They sat down and watched the passing throng. + +From time to time a woman would stop and ask, with stereotyped smile: +"Are you going to stand me anything?" + +And as Forestier answered: "A glass of water from the fountain," she +would turn away, muttering: "Go on, you duffer." + +But the stout brunette, who had been leaning, just before, against the +box occupied by the two comrades, reappeared, walking proudly arm-in-arm +with the stout blonde. They were really a fine pair of women, well +matched. + +She smiled on perceiving Duroy, as though their eyes had already told +secrets, and, taking a chair, sat down quietly in face of him, and +making her friend sit down, too, gave the order in a clear voice: +"Waiter, two grenadines!" + +Forestier, rather surprised, said: "You make yourself at home." + +She replied: "It is your friend that captivates me. He is really a +pretty fellow. I believe that I could make a fool of myself for his +sake." + +Duroy, intimidated, could find nothing to say. He twisted his curly +moustache, smiling in a silly fashion. The waiter brought the drinks, +which the women drank off at a draught; then they rose, and the +brunette, with a friendly nod of the head, and a tap on the arm with her +fan, said to Duroy: "Thanks, dear, you are not very talkative." + +And they went off swaying their trains. + +Forestier laughed. "I say, old fellow, you are very successful with the +women. You must look after it. It may lead to something." He was silent +for a moment, and then continued in the dreamy tone of men who think +aloud: "It is through them, too, that one gets on quickest." + +And as Duroy still smiled without replying, he asked: "Are you going to +stop any longer? I have had enough of it. I am going home." + +The other murmured: "Yes, I shall stay a little longer. It is not late." + +Forestier rose. "Well, good-night, then. Till to-morrow. Don't forget. +Seventeen Rue Fontaine, at half-past seven." + +"That is settled. Till to-morrow. Thanks." + +They shook hands, and the journalist walked away. + +As soon as he had disappeared Duroy felt himself free, and again he +joyfully felt the two pieces of gold in his pocket; then rising, he +began to traverse the crowd, which he followed with his eyes. + +He soon caught sight of the two women, the blonde and the brunette, who +were still making their way, with their proud bearing of beggars, +through the throng of men. + +He went straight up to them, and when he was quite close he no longer +dared to do anything. + +The brunette said: "Have you found your tongue again?" + +He stammered "By Jove!" without being able to say anything else. + +The three stood together, checking the movement, the current of which +swept round them. + +All at once she asked: "Will you come home with me?" + +And he, quivering with desire, answered roughly: "Yes, but I have only a +louis in my pocket." + +She smiled indifferently. "It is all the same to me,"' and took his arm +in token of possession. + +As they went out he thought that with the other louis he could easily +hire a suit of dress clothes for the next evening. + + + + +II + + +"Monsieur Forestier, if you please?" + +"Third floor, the door on the left," the concierge had replied, in a +voice the amiable tone of which betokened a certain consideration for +the tenant, and George Duroy ascended the stairs. + +He felt somewhat abashed, awkward, and ill at ease. He was wearing a +dress suit for the first time in his life, and was uneasy about the +general effect of his toilet. He felt it was altogether defective, from +his boots, which were not of patent leather, though neat, for he was +naturally smart about his foot-gear, to his shirt, which he had bought +that very morning for four franc fifty centimes at the Masgasin du +Louvre, and the limp front of which was already rumpled. His everyday +shirts were all more or less damaged, so that he had not been able to +make use of even the least worn of them. + +His trousers, rather too loose, set off his leg badly, seeming to flap +about the calf with that creased appearance which second-hand clothes +present. The coat alone did not look bad, being by chance almost a +perfect fit. + +He was slowly ascending the stairs with beating heart and anxious mind, +tortured above all by the fear of appearing ridiculous, when suddenly he +saw in front of him a gentleman in full dress looking at him. They were +so close to one another that Duroy took a step back and then remained +stupefied; it was himself, reflected by a tall mirror on the first-floor +landing. A thrill of pleasure shot through him to find himself so much +more presentable than he had imagined. + +Only having a small shaving-glass in his room, he had not been able to +see himself all at once, and as he had only an imperfect glimpse of the +various items of his improvised toilet, he had mentally exaggerated its +imperfections, and harped to himself on the idea of appearing grotesque. + +But on suddenly coming upon his reflection in the mirror, he had not +even recognized himself; he had taken himself for someone else, for a +gentleman whom at the first glance he had thought very well dressed and +fashionable looking. And now, looking at himself carefully, he +recognized that really the general effect was satisfactory. + +He studied himself as actors do when learning their parts. He smiled, +held out his hand, made gestures, expressed sentiments of astonishment, +pleasure, and approbation, and essayed smiles and glances, with a view +of displaying his gallantry towards the ladies, and making them +understand that they were admired and desired. + +A door opened somewhere. He was afraid of being caught, and hurried +upstairs, filled with the fear of having been seen grimacing thus by one +of his friend's guests. + +On reaching the second story he noticed another mirror, and slackened +his pace to view himself in it as he went by. His bearing seemed to him +really graceful. He walked well. And now he was filled with an unbounded +confidence in himself. Certainly he must be successful with such an +appearance, his wish to succeed, his native resolution, and his +independence of mind. He wanted to run, to jump, as he ascended the last +flight of stairs. He stopped in front of the third mirror, twirled his +moustache as he had a trick of doing, took off his hat to run his +fingers through his hair, and muttered half-aloud as he often did: "What +a capital notion." Then raising his hand to the bell handle, he rang. + +The door opened almost at once, and he found himself face to face with a +man-servant out of livery, serious, clean-shaven, and so perfect in his +get-up that Duroy became uneasy again without understanding the reason +of his vague emotion, due, perhaps, to an unwitting comparison of the +cut of their respective garments. The man-servant, who had +patent-leather shoes, asked, as he took the overcoat which Duroy had +carried on his arm, to avoid exposing the stains on it: "Whom shall I +announce?" + +And he announced the name through a door with a looped-back draping +leading into a drawing-room. + +But Duroy, suddenly losing his assurance, felt himself breathless and +paralyzed by terror. He was about to take his first step in the world he +had looked forward to and longed for. He advanced, nevertheless. A fair +young woman, quite alone, was standing awaiting him in a large room, +well lit up and full of plants as a greenhouse. + +He stopped short, quite disconcerted. Who was this lady who was smiling +at him? Then he remembered that Forestier was married, and the thought +that this pretty and elegant blonde must be his friend's wife completed +his alarm. + +He stammered: "Madame, I am--" + +She held out her hand, saying: "I know, sir; Charles has told me of your +meeting last evening, and I am very pleased that he had the idea of +asking you to dine with us to-day." + +He blushed up to his ears, not knowing what to say, and felt himself +examined from head to foot, reckoned up, and judged. + +He longed to excuse himself, to invent some pretext for explaining the +deficiencies of his toilet, but he could not think of one, and did not +dare touch on this difficult subject. + +He sat down on an armchair she pointed out to him, and as he felt the +soft and springy velvet-covered seat yield beneath his weight, as he +felt himself, as it were, supported and clasped by the padded back and +arms, it seemed to him that he was entering upon a new and enchanting +life, that he was taking possession of something delightful, that he was +becoming somebody, that he was saved, and he looked at Madame Forestier, +whose eyes had not quitted him. + +She was attired in a dress of pale blue cashmere, which set off the +outline of her slender waist and full bust. Her arms and neck issued +from a cloud of white lace, with which the bodice and short sleeves were +trimmed, and her fair hair, dressed high, left a fringe of tiny curls at +the nape of her neck. + +Duroy recovered his assurance beneath her glance, which reminded him, +without his knowing why, of that of the girl met overnight at the Folies +Bergere. She had gray eyes, of a bluish gray, which imparted to them a +strange expression; a thin nose, full lips, a rather fleshy chin, and +irregular but inviting features, full of archness and charm. It was one +of those faces, every trait of which reveals a special grace, and seems +to have its meaning--every movement to say or to hide something. After a +brief silence she asked: "Have you been long in Paris?" + +He replied slowly, recovering his self-possession: "A few months only, +Madame. I have a berth in one of the railway companies, but Forestier +holds out the hope that I may, thanks to him, enter journalism." + +She smiled more plainly and kindly, and murmured, lowering her voice: +"Yes, I know." + +The bell had rung again. The servant announced "Madame de Marelle." + +This was a little brunette, who entered briskly, and seemed to be +outlined--modeled, as it were--from head to foot in a dark dress made +quite plainly. A red rose placed in her black hair caught the eye at +once, and seemed to stamp her physiognomy, accentuate her character, and +strike the sharp and lively note needed. + +A little girl in short frocks followed her. + +Madame Forestier darted forward, exclaiming: "Good evening, Clotilde." + +"Good evening, Madeleine." They kissed one another, and then the child +offered her forehead, with the assurance of a grown-up person, saying: +"Good evening, cousin." + +Madame Forestier kissed her, and then introduced them, saying: "Monsieur +George Duroy, an old friend of Charles; Madame de Marelle, my friend, +and in some degree my relation." She added: "You know we have no +ceremonious affectation here. You quite understand, eh?" + +The young man bowed. + +The door opened again, and a short, stout gentleman appeared, having on +his arm a tall, handsome woman, much younger than himself, and of +distinguished appearance and grave bearing. They were Monsieur Walter, a +Jew from the South of France, deputy, financier, capitalist, and manager +of the _Vie Francaise_, and his wife, the daughter of Monsieur +Basile-Ravalau, the banker. + +Then came, one immediately after the other, Jacques Rival, very +elegantly got up, and Norbert de Varenne, whose coat collar shone +somewhat from the friction of the long locks falling on his shoulders +and scattering over them a few specks of white scurf. His badly-tied +cravat looked as if it had already done duty. He advanced with the air +and graces of an old beau, and taking Madame Forestier's hand, printed a +kiss on her wrist. As he bent forward his long hair spread like water +over her bare arm. + +Forestier entered in his turn, offering excuses for being late. He had +been detained at the office of the paper by the Morel affair. Monsieur +Morel, a Radical deputy, had just addressed a question to the Ministry +respecting a vote of credit for the colonization of Algeria. + +The servant announced: "Dinner is served, Madame," and they passed into +the dining-room. + +Duroy found himself seated between Madame de Marelle and her daughter. +He again felt ill at ease, being afraid of making some mistake in the +conventional handling of forks, spoons, and glasses. There were four of +these, one of a faint blue tint. What could be meant to be drunk out of +that? + +Nothing was said while the soup was being consumed, and then Norbert de +Varenne asked: "Have you read the Gauthier case? What a funny business +it is." + +After a discussion on this case of adultery, complicated with +blackmailing, followed. They did not speak of it as the events recorded +in newspapers are spoken of in private families, but as a disease is +spoken of among doctors, or vegetables among market gardeners. They were +neither shocked nor astonished at the facts, but sought out their hidden +and secret motives with professional curiosity, and an utter +indifference for the crime itself. They sought to clearly explain the +origin of certain acts, to determine all the cerebral phenomena which +had given birth to the drama, the scientific result due to an especial +condition of mind. The women, too, were interested in this +investigation. And other recent events were examined, commented upon, +turned so as to show every side of them, and weighed correctly, with the +practical glance, and from the especial standpoint of dealers in news, +and vendors of the drama of life at so much a line, just as articles +destined for sale are examined, turned over, and weighed by tradesmen. + +Then it was a question of a duel, and Jacques Rival spoke. This was his +business; no one else could handle it. + +Duroy dared not put in a word. He glanced from time to time at his +neighbor, whose full bosom captivated him. A diamond, suspended by a +thread of gold, dangled from her ear like a drop of water that had +rolled down it. From time to time she made an observation which always +brought a smile to her hearers' lips. She had a quaint, pleasant wit, +that of an experienced tomboy who views things with indifference and +judges them with frivolous and benevolent skepticism. + +Duroy sought in vain for some compliment to pay her, and, not finding +one, occupied himself with her daughter, filling her glass, holding her +plate, and helping her. The child, graver than her mother, thanked him +in a serious tone and with a slight bow, saying: "You are very good, +sir," and listened to her elders with an air of reflection. + +The dinner was very good, and everyone was enraptured. Monsieur Walter +ate like an ogre, hardly spoke, and glanced obliquely under his glasses +at the dishes offered to him. Norbert de Varenne kept him company, and +from time to time let drops of gravy fall on his shirt front. Forestier, +silent and serious, watched everything, exchanging glances of +intelligence with his wife, like confederates engaged together on a +difficult task which is going on swimmingly. + +Faces grew red, and voices rose, as from time to time the man-servant +murmured in the guests' ears: "Corton or Chateau-Laroze." + +Duroy had found the Corton to his liking, and let his glass be filled +every time. A delicious liveliness stole over him, a warm cheerfulness, +that mounted from the stomach to the head, flowed through his limbs and +penetrated him throughout. He felt himself wrapped in perfect comfort of +life and thought, body and soul. + +A longing to speak assailed him, to bring himself into notice, to be +appreciated like these men, whose slightest words were relished. + +But the conversation, which had been going on unchecked, linking ideas +one to another, jumping from one topic to another at a chance word, a +mere trifle, and skimming over a thousand matters, turned again on the +great question put by Monsieur Morel in the Chamber respecting the +colonization of Algeria. + +Monsieur Walter, between two courses, made a few jests, for his wit was +skeptical and broad. Forestier recited his next day's leader. Jacques +Rival insisted on a military government with land grants to all officers +after thirty years of colonial service. + +"By this plan," he said, "you will create an energetic class of +colonists, who will have already learned to love and understand the +country, and will be acquainted with its language, and with all those +grave local questions against which new-comers invariably run their +heads." + +Norbert de Varenne interrupted him with: "Yes; they will be acquainted +with everything except agriculture. They will speak Arabic, but they +will be ignorant how beet-root is planted out and wheat sown. They will +be good at fencing, but very shaky as regards manures. On the contrary, +this new land should be thrown entirely open to everyone. Intelligent +men will achieve a position there; the others will go under. It is the +social law." + +A brief silence followed, and the listeners smiled at one another. + +George Duroy opened his mouth, and said, feeling as much surprised at +the sound of his own voice as if he had never heard himself speak: "What +is most lacking there is good land. The really fertile estates cost as +much as in France, and are bought up as investments by rich Parisians. +The real colonists, the poor fellows who leave home for lack of bread, +are forced into the desert, where nothing will grow for want of water." + +Everyone looked at him, and he felt himself blushing. + +Monsieur Walter asked: "Do you know Algeria, sir?" + +George replied: "Yes, sir; I was there nearly two years and a half, and +I was quartered in all three provinces." + +Suddenly unmindful of the Morel question, Norbert de Varenne +interrogated him respecting a detail of manners and customs of which he +had been informed by an officer. It was with respect to the Mzab, that +strange little Arab republic sprung up in the midst of the Sahara, in +the driest part of that burning region. + +Duroy had twice visited the Mzab, and he narrated some of the customs of +this singular country, where drops of water are valued as gold; where +every inhabitant is bound to discharge all public duties; and where +commercial honesty is carried further than among civilized nations. + +He spoke with a certain raciness excited by the wine and the desire to +please, and told regimental yarns, incidents of Arab life and military +adventure. He even hit on some telling phrases to depict these bare and +yellow lands, eternally laid waste by the devouring fire of the sun. + +All the women had their eyes turned upon him, and Madame Walter said, in +her deliberate tones: "You could make a charming series of articles out +of your recollections." + +Then Walter looked at the young fellow over the glasses of his +spectacles, as was his custom when he wanted to see anyone's face +distinctly. He looked at the dishes underneath them. + +Forestier seized the opportunity. "My dear sir, I had already spoken to +you about Monsieur George Duroy, asking you to let me have him for my +assistant in gleaning political topics. Since Marambot left us, I have +no one to send in quest of urgent and confidential information, and the +paper suffers from it." + +Daddy Walter became serious, and pushed his spectacles upon his +forehead, in order to look Duroy well in the face. Then he said: "It is +true that Monsieur Duroy has evidently an original turn of thought. If +he will come and have a chat with us to-morrow at three o'clock, we will +settle the matter." Then, after a short silence, turning right round +towards George, he added: "But write us a little fancy series of +articles on Algeria at once. Relate your experiences, and mix up the +colonization question with them as you did just now. They are facts, +genuine facts, and I am sure they will greatly please our readers. But +be quick. I must have the first article to-morrow or the day after, +while the subject is being discussed in the Chamber, in order to catch +the public." + +Madame Walter added, with that serious grace which characterized +everything she did, and which lent an air of favor to her words: "And +you have a charming title, 'Recollections of a Chasseur d'Afrique.' Is +it not so, Monsieur Norbert?" + +The old poet, who had worn renown late in life, feared and hated +new-comers. He replied dryly: "Yes, excellent, provided that the keynote +be followed, for that is the great difficulty; the exact note, what in +music is called the pitch." + +Madame Forestier cast on Duroy a smiling and protective glance, the +glance of a connoisseur, which seemed to say: "Yes, you will get on." +Madame de Marelle had turned towards him several times, and the diamond +in her ear quivered incessantly as though the drop of water was about to +fall. + +The little girl remained quiet and serious, her head bent over her +plate. + +But the servant passed round the table, filling the blue glasses with +Johannisberg, and Forestier proposed a toast, drinking with a bow to +Monsieur Walter: "Prosperity to the _Vie Francaise_." + +Everyone bowed towards the proprietor, who smiled, and Duroy, +intoxicated with success, emptied his glass at a draught. He would have +emptied a whole barrel after the same fashion; it seemed to him that he +could have eaten a bullock or strangled a lion. He felt a superhuman +strength in his limbs, unconquerable resolution and unbounded hope in +his mind. He was now at home among these people; he had just taken his +position, won his place. His glance rested on their faces with a +new-born assurance, and he ventured for the first time to address his +neighbor. "You have the prettiest earrings I have ever seen, Madame." + +She turned towards him with a smile. "It was an idea of my own to have +the diamonds hung like that, just at the end of a thread. They really +look like dew-drops, do they not?" + +He murmured, ashamed of his own daring, and afraid of making a fool of +himself: + +"It is charming; but the ear, too, helps to set it off." + +She thanked him with a look, one of those woman's looks that go straight +to the heart. And as he turned his head he again met Madame Forestier's +eye, always kindly, but now he thought sparkling with a livelier mirth, +an archness, an encouragement. + +All the men were now talking at once with gesticulations and raised +voices. They were discussing the great project of the metropolitan +railway. The subject was not exhausted till dessert was finished, +everyone having a deal to say about the slowness of the methods of +communication in Paris, the inconvenience of the tramway, the delays of +omnibus traveling, and the rudeness of cabmen. + +Then they left the dining-room to take coffee. Duroy, in jest, offered +his arm to the little girl. She gravely thanked him, and rose on tiptoe +in order to rest her hand on it. + +On returning to the drawing-room he again experienced the sensation of +entering a greenhouse. In each of the four corners of the room tall +palms unfolded their elegantly shaped leaves, rising to the ceiling, and +there spreading fountain-wise. + +On each side of the fireplace were india-rubber plants like round +columns, with their dark green leaves tapering one above the other; and +on the piano two unknown shrubs covered with flowers, those of one all +crimson and those of the other all white, had the appearance of +artificial plants, looking too beautiful to be real. + +The air was cool, and laden with a soft, vague perfume that could +scarcely be defined. The young fellow, now more himself, considered the +room more attentively. It was not large; nothing attracted attention +with the exception of the shrubs, no bright color struck one, but one +felt at one's ease in it; one felt soothed and refreshed, and, as it +were, caressed by one's surroundings. The walls were covered with an +old-fashioned stuff of faded violet, spotted with little flowers in +yellow silk about the size of flies. Hangings of grayish-blue cloth, +embroidered here and there with crimson poppies, draped the doorways, +and the chairs of all shapes and sizes, scattered about the room, +lounging chairs, easy chairs, ottomans, and stools, were upholstered in +Louise Seize silk or Utrecht velvet, with a crimson pattern on a +cream-colored ground. + +"Do you take coffee, Monsieur Duroy?" and Madame Forestier held out a +cup towards him with that smile which never left her lips. + +"Thank you, Madame." He took the cup, and as he bent forward to take a +lump of sugar from the sugar-basin carried by the little girl, Madame +Forestier said to him in a low voice: "Pay attention to Madame Walter." + +Then she drew back before he had time to answer a word. + +He first drank off his coffee, which he was afraid of dropping onto the +carpet; then, his mind more at ease, he sought for some excuse to +approach the wife of his new governor, and begin a conversation. All at +once he noticed that she was holding an empty cup in her hand, and as +she was at some distance from a table, did not know where to put it. He +darted forward with, "Allow me, Madame?" + +"Thank you, sir." + +He took away the cup and then returned. + +"If you knew, Madame," he began, "the happy hours the _Vie Francaise_ +helped me to pass when I was away in the desert. It is really the only +paper that is readable out of France, for it is more literary, wittier, +and less monotonous than the others. There is something of everything in +it." + +She smiled with amiable indifference, and answered, seriously: + +"Monsieur Walter has had a great deal of trouble to create a type of +newspaper supplying the want of the day." + +And they began to chat. He had an easy flow of commonplace conversation, +a charm in his voice and look, and an irresistible seductiveness about +his moustache. It curled coquettishly about his lips, reddish brown, +with a paler tint about the ends. They chatted about Paris, its suburbs, +the banks of the Seine, watering places, summer amusements, all the +current topics on which one can prate to infinity without wearying +oneself. + +Then as Monsieur Norbert de Varenne approached with a liqueur glass in +his hand, Duroy discreetly withdrew. + +Madame de Marelle, who had been speaking with Madame Forestier, summoned +him. + +"Well, sir," she said, abruptly, "so you want to try your hand at +journalism?" + +He spoke vaguely of his prospects, and there recommenced with her the +conversation he had just had with Madame Walter, but as he was now a +better master of his subject, he showed his superiority in it, repeating +as his own the things he had just heard. And he continually looked his +companion in the eyes, as though to give deep meaning to what he was +saying. + +She, in her turn, related anecdotes with the easy flow of spirits of a +woman who knows she is witty, and is always seeking to appear so, and +becoming familiar, she laid her hand from time to time on his arm, and +lowered her voice to make trifling remarks which thus assumed a +character of intimacy. He was inwardly excited by her contact. He would +have liked to have shown his devotion for her on the spot, to have +defended her, shown her what he was worth, and his delay in his replies +to her showed the preoccupation of his mind. + +But suddenly, without any reason, Madame de Marelle called, "Laurine!" +and the little girl came. + +"Sit down here, child; you will catch cold near the window." + +Duroy was seized with a wild longing to kiss the child. It was as though +some part of the kiss would reach the mother. + +He asked in a gallant, and at the same time fatherly, tone: "Will you +allow me to kiss you, Mademoiselle?" + +The child looked up at him in surprise. + +"Answer, my dear," said Madame de Marelle, laughingly. + +"Yes, sir, this time; but it will not do always." + +Duroy, sitting down, lifted Laurine onto his knees and brushed the fine +curly hair above her forehead with his lips. + +Her mother was surprised. "What! she has not run away; it is astounding. +Usually she will only let ladies kiss her. You are irresistible, +Monsieur Duroy." + +He blushed without answering, and gently jogged the little girl on his +knee. + +Madame Forestier drew near, and exclaimed, with astonishment: "What, +Laurine tamed! What a miracle!" + +Jacques Rival also came up, cigar in mouth, and Duroy rose to take +leave, afraid of spoiling, by some unlucky remark, the work done, his +task of conquest begun. + +He bowed, softly pressed the little outstretched hands of the women, and +then heartily shook those of the men. He noted that the hand of Jacques +Rival, warm and dry, answered cordially to his grip; that of Norbert de +Varenne, damp and cold, slipped through his fingers; that of Daddy +Walter, cold and flabby, was without expression or energy; and that of +Forestier was plump and moist. His friend said to him in a low tone, +"To-morrow, at three o'clock; do not forget." + +"Oh! no; don't be afraid of that." + +When he found himself once more on the stairs he felt a longing to run +down them, so great was his joy, and he darted forward, going down two +steps at a time, but suddenly he caught sight in a large mirror on the +second-floor landing of a gentleman in a hurry, who was advancing +briskly to meet him, and he stopped short, ashamed, as if he had been +caught tripping. Then he looked at himself in the glass for some time, +astonished at being really such a handsome fellow, smiled complacently, +and taking leave of his reflection, bowed low to it as one bows to a +personage of importance. + + + + +III + + +When George Duroy found himself in the street he hesitated as to what he +should do. He wanted to run, to dream, to walk about thinking of the +future as he breathed the soft night air, but the thought of the series +of articles asked for by Daddy Walter haunted him, and he decided to go +home at once and set to work. + +He walked along quickly, reached the outer boulevards, and followed +their line as far as the Rue Boursault, where he dwelt. The house, six +stories high, was inhabited by a score of small households, +trades-people or workmen, and he experienced a sickening sensation of +disgust, a longing to leave the place and live like well-to-do people in +a clean dwelling, as he ascended the stairs, lighting himself with wax +matches on his way up the dirty steps, littered with bits of paper, +cigarette ends, and scraps of kitchen refuse. A stagnant stench of +cooking, cesspools and humanity, a close smell of dirt and old walls, +which no rush of air could have driven out of the building, filled it +from top to bottom. + +The young fellow's room, on the fifth floor, looked into a kind of +abyss, the huge cutting of the Western Railway just above the outlet by +the tunnel of the Batignolles station. Duroy opened his window and +leaned against the rusty iron cross-bar. + +Below him, at the bottom of the dark hole, three motionless red lights +resembled the eyes of huge wild animals, and further on a glimpse could +be caught of others, and others again still further. Every moment +whistles, prolonged or brief, pierced the silence of the night, some +near at hand, others scarcely discernible, coming from a distance from +the direction of Asnieres. Their modulations were akin to those of the +human voice. One of them came nearer and nearer, with its plaintive +appeal growing louder and louder every moment, and soon a big yellow +light appeared advancing with a loud noise, and Duroy watched the +string of railway carriages swallowed up by the tunnel. + +Then he said to himself: "Come, let's go to work." + +He placed his light upon the table, but at the moment of commencing he +found that he had only a quire of letter paper in the place. More the +pity, but he would make use of it by opening out each sheet to its full +extent. He dipped his pen in ink, and wrote at the head of the page, in +his best hand, "Recollections of a Chasseur d'Afrique." + +Then he tried to frame the opening sentence. He remained with his head +on his hands and his eyes fixed on the white sheet spread out before +him. What should he say? He could no longer recall anything of what he +had been relating a little while back; not an anecdote, not a fact, +nothing. + +All at once the thought struck him: "I must begin with my departure." + +And he wrote: "It was in 1874, about the middle of May, when France, in +her exhaustion, was reposing after the catastrophe of the terrible +year." + +He stopped short, not knowing how to lead up to what should follow--his +embarkation, his voyage, his first impressions. + +After ten minutes' reflection, he resolved to put off the introductory +slip till to-morrow, and to set to work at once to describe Algiers. + +And he traced on his paper the words: "Algiers is a white city," without +being able to state anything further. He recalled in his mind the pretty +white city flowing down in a cascade of flat-roofed dwellings from the +summit of its hills to the sea, but he could no longer find a word to +express what he had seen and felt. + +After a violent effort, he added: "It is partly inhabited by Arabs." + +Then he threw down his pen and rose from his chair. + +On his little iron bedstead, hollowed in the center by the pressure of +his body, he saw his everyday garments cast down there, empty, worn, +limp, ugly as the clothing at the morgue. On a straw-bottomed chair his +tall hat, his only one, brim uppermost, seemed to be awaiting an alms. + +The wall paper, gray with blue bouquets, showed as many stains as +flowers, old suspicious-looking stains, the origin of which could not be +defined; crushed insects or drops of oil; finger tips smeared with +pomatum or soapy water scattered while washing. It smacked of shabby, +genteel poverty, the poverty of a Paris lodging-house. Anger rose within +him at the wretchedness of his mode of living. He said to himself that +he must get out of it at once; that he must finish with this irksome +existence the very next day. + +A frantic desire of working having suddenly seized on him again, he sat +down once more at the table, and began anew to seek for phrases to +describe the strange and charming physiognomy of Algiers, that ante-room + +of vast and mysterious Africa; the Africa of wandering Arabs and unknown +tribes of negroes; that unexplored Africa of which we are sometimes +shown in public gardens the improbable-looking animals seemingly made to +figure in fairy tales; the ostriches, those exaggerated fowls; the +gazelles, those divine goats; the surprising and grotesque giraffes; the +grave-looking camels, the monstrous hippopotomi, the shapeless +rhinosceri, and the gorillas, those frightful-looking brothers of +mankind. + +He vaguely felt ideas occurring to him; he might perhaps have uttered +them, but he could not put them into writing. And his impotence +exasperated him, he got up again, his hands damp with perspiration, and +his temples throbbing. + +His eyes falling on his washing bill, brought up that evening by the +concierge, he was suddenly seized with wild despair. All his joy +vanishing in a twinkling, with his confidence in himself and his faith +in the future. It was all up; he could not do anything, he would never +be anybody; he felt played out, incapable, good for nothing, damned. + +And he went and leaned out of the window again, just as a train issued +from the tunnel with a loud and violent noise. It was going away, afar +off, across the fields and plains towards the sea. And the recollection +of his parents stirred in Duroy's breast. It would pass near them, that +train, within a few leagues of their house. He saw it again, the little +house at the entrance to the village of Canteleu, on the summit of the +slope overlooking Rouen and the immense valley of the Seine. + +His father and mother kept a little inn, a place where the tradesfolk of +the suburbs of Rouen came out to lunch on Sunday at the sign of the +Belle Vue. They had wanted to make a gentleman of their son, and had +sent him to college. Having finished his studies, and been plowed for +his bachelor's degree, he had entered on his military service with the +intention of becoming an officer, a colonel, a general. But, disgusted +with military life long before the completion of his five years' term +of service, he had dreamed of making a fortune at Paris. + +He came there at the expiration of his term of service, despite the +entreaties of his father and mother, whose visions having evaporated, +wanted now to have him at home with them. In his turn he hoped to +achieve a future; he foresaw a triumph by means as yet vaguely defined +in his mind, but which he felt sure he could scheme out and further. + +He had had some successful love affairs in the regiment, some easy +conquests, and even some adventures in a better class of society, having +seduced a tax collector's daughter, who wanted to leave her home for his +sake, and a lawyer's wife, who had tried to drown herself in despair at +being abandoned. + +His comrades used to say of him: "He is a sharp fellow, a deep one to +get out of a scrape, a chap who knows which side his bread is buttered," +and he had promised himself to act up to this character. + +His conscience, Norman by birth, worn by the daily dealings of garrison +life, rendered elastic by the examples of pillaging in Africa, illicit +commissions, shaky dodges; spurred, too, by the notions of honor current +in the army, military bravadoes, patriotic sentiments, the fine-sounding +tales current among sub-officers, and the vain glory of the profession +of arms, had become a kind of box of tricks in which something of +everything was to be found. + +But the wish to succeed reigned sovereign in it. + +He had, without noticing it, began to dream again as he did every +evening. He pictured to himself some splendid love adventure which +should bring about all at once the realization of his hopes. He married +the daughter of some banker or nobleman met with in the street, and +captivated at the first glance. + +The shrill whistle of a locomotive which, issuing from the tunnel like a +big rabbit bolting out of its hole, and tearing at full speed along the +rails towards the machine shed where it was to take its rest, awoke him +from his dream. + +Then, repossessed by the vague and joyful hope which ever haunted his +mind, he wafted a kiss into the night, a kiss of love addressed to the +vision of the woman he was awaiting, a kiss of desire addressed to the +fortune he coveted. Then he closed his window and began to undress, +murmuring: + +"I shall feel in a better mood for it to-morrow. My thoughts are not +clear to-night. Perhaps, too, I have had just a little too much to +drink. One can't work well under those circumstances." + +He got into bed, blew out his light, and went off to sleep almost +immediately. + +He awoke early, as one awakes on mornings of hope and trouble, and +jumping out of bed, opened his window to drink a cup of fresh air, as he +phrased it. + +The houses of the Rue de Rome opposite, on the other side of the broad +railway cutting, glittering in the rays of the rising sun, seemed to be +painted with white light. Afar off on the right a glimpse was caught of +the slopes of Argenteuil, the hills of Sannois, and the windmills of +Orgemont through a light bluish mist; like a floating and transparent +veil cast onto the horizon. + +Duroy remained for some minutes gazing at the distant country side, and +he murmured: "It would be devilish nice out there a day like this." Then +he bethought himself that he must set to work, and that at once, and +also send his concierge's lad, at a cost of ten sous, to the office to +say that he was ill. + +He sat down at his table, dipped his pen in the ink, leaned his forehead +on his hand, and sought for ideas. All in vain, nothing came. + +He was not discouraged, however. He thought, "Bah! I am not accustomed +to it. It is a trade to be learned like all other trades. I must have +some help the first time. I will go and find Forestier, who will give me +a start for my article in ten minutes." + +And he dressed himself. + +When he got into the street he came to the conclusion that it was still +too early to present himself at the residence of his friend, who must be +a late sleeper. He therefore walked slowly along beneath the trees of +the outer boulevards. It was not yet nine o'clock when he reached the +Parc Monceau, fresh from its morning watering. Sitting down upon a bench +he began to dream again. A well-dressed young man was walking up and +down at a short distance, awaiting a woman, no doubt. Yes, she appeared, +close veiled and quick stepping, and taking his arm, after a brief clasp +of the hand, they walked away together. + +A riotous need of love broke out in Duroy's heart, a need of amours at +once distinguished and delicate. He rose and resumed his journey, +thinking of Forestier. What luck the fellow had! + +He reached the door at the moment his friend was coming out of it. "You +here at this time of day. What do you want of me?" + +Duroy, taken aback at meeting him thus, just as he was starting off, +stammered: "You see, you see, I can't manage to write my article; you +know the article Monsieur Walter asked me to write on Algeria. It is +not very surprising, considering that I have never written anything. +Practice is needed for that, as for everything else. I shall get used to +it very quickly, I am sure, but I do not know how to set about +beginning. I have plenty of ideas, but I cannot manage to express them." + +He stopped, hesitatingly, and Forestier smiled somewhat slyly, saying: +"I know what it is." + +Duroy went on: "Yes, it must happen to everyone at the beginning. Well, +I came, I came to ask you for a lift. In ten minutes you can give me a +start, you can show me how to shape it. It will be a good lesson in +style you will give me, and really without you I do not see how I can +get on with it." + +Forestier still smiled, and tapping his old comrade on the arm, said: +"Go in and see my wife; she will settle your business quite as well as I +could. I have trained her for that kind of work. I, myself, have not +time this morning, or I would willingly have done it for you." + +Duroy suddenly abashed, hesitated, feeling afraid. + +"But I cannot call on her at this time of the day." + +"Oh, yes; she is up. You will find her in my study arranging some notes +for me." + +Duroy refused to go upstairs, saying: "No, I can't think of such a +thing." + +Forestier took him by the shoulders, twisted him round on his heels, and +pushing him towards the staircase, said: "Go along, you great donkey, +when I tell you to. You are not going to oblige me to go up these +flights of stairs again to introduce you and explain the fix you are +in." + +Then Duroy made up his mind. "Thanks, then, I will go up," he said. "I +shall tell her that you forced me, positively forced me to come and see +her." + +"All right. She won't scratch your eyes out. Above all, do not forget +our appointment for three o'clock." + +"Oh! don't be afraid about that." + +Forestier hastened off, and Duroy began to ascend the stairs slowly, +step by step, thinking over what he should say, and feeling uneasy as to +his probable reception. + +The man servant, wearing a blue apron, and holding a broom in his hand, +opened the door to him. + +"Master is not at home," he said, without waiting to be spoken to. + +Duroy persisted. + +"Ask Madame Forestier," said he, "whether she will receive me, and tell +her that I have come from her husband, whom I met in the street." + +Then he waited while the man went away, returned, and opening the door +on the right, said: "Madame will see you, sir." + +She was seated in an office armchair in a small room, the walls of which +were wholly hidden by books carefully ranged on shelves of black wood. +The bindings, of various tints, red, yellow, green, violet, and blue, +gave some color and liveliness to those monotonous lines of volumes. + +She turned round, still smiling. She was wrapped in a white dressing +gown, trimmed with lace, and as she held out her hand, displayed her +bare arm in its wide sleeve. + +"Already?" said she, and then added: "That is not meant for a reproach, +but a simple question." + +"Oh, madame, I did not want to come up, but your husband, whom I met at +the bottom of the house, obliged me to. I am so confused that I dare not +tell you what brings me." + +She pointed to a chair, saying: "Sit down and tell me about it." + +She was twirling a goose-quill between her fingers, and in front of her +was a half-written page, interrupted by the young fellow's arrival. She +seemed quite at home at this work table, as much at her ease as if in +her drawing-room, engaged on everyday tasks. A faint perfume emanated +from her dressing gown, the fresh perfume of a recent toilet. Duroy +sought to divine, fancied he could trace, the outline of her plump, +youthful figure through the soft material enveloping it. + +She went on, as he did not reply: "Well, come tell me what is it." + +He murmured, hesitatingly: "Well, you see--but I really dare not--I was +working last night very late and quite early this morning on the article +upon Algeria, upon which Monsieur Walter asked me to write, and I could +not get on with it--I tore up all my attempts. I am not accustomed to +this kind of work, and I came to ask Forestier to help me this once--" + +She interrupted him, laughing heartily. "And he told you to come and see +me? That is a nice thing." + +"Yes, madame. He said that you will get me out of my difficulty better +than himself, but I did not dare, I did not wish to--you understand." + +She rose, saying: "It will be delightful to work in collaboration with +you like that. I am charmed at the notion. Come, sit down in my place, +for they know my hand-writing at the office. And we will knock you off +an article; oh, but a good one." + +He sat down, took a pen, spread a sheet of paper before him, and waited. + +Madame Forestier, standing by, watched him make these preparations, then +took a cigarette from the mantel-shelf, and lit it. + +"I cannot work without smoking," said she. "Come, what are you going to +say?" + +He lifted his head towards her with astonishment. + +"But that is just what I don't know, since it is that I came to see you +about." + +She replied: "Oh, I will put it in order for you. I will make the sauce, +but then I want the materials of the dish." + +He remained embarrassed before her. At length he said, hesitatingly: "I +should like to relate my journey, then, from the beginning." + +Then she sat down before him on the other side of the table, and looking +him in the eyes: + +"Well, tell it me first; for myself alone, you understand, slowly and +without forgetting anything, and I will select what is to be used of +it." + +But as he did not know where to commence, she began to question him as a +priest would have done in the confessional, putting precise questions +which recalled to him forgotten details, people encountered and faces +merely caught sight of. + +When she had made him speak thus for about a quarter of an hour, she +suddenly interrupted him with: "Now we will begin. In the first place, +we will imagine that you are narrating your impressions to a friend, +which will allow you to write a lot of tom-foolery, to make remarks of +all kinds, to be natural and funny if we can. Begin: + +"'My Dear Henry,--You want to know what Algeria is like, and you shall. +I will send you, having nothing else to do in a little cabin of dried +mud which serves me as a habitation, a kind of journal of my life, day +by day, and hour by hour. It will be a little lively at times, more is +the pity, but you are not obliged to show it to your lady friends.'" + +She paused to re-light her cigarette, which had gone out, and the faint +creaking of the quill on the paper stopped, too. + +"Let us continue," said she. + +"Algeria is a great French country on the frontiers of the great unknown +countries called the Desert, the Sahara, central Africa, etc., etc. + +"Algiers is the door, the pretty white door of this strange continent. + +"But it is first necessary to get to it, which is not a rosy job for +everyone. I am, you know, an excellent horseman, since I break in the +colonel's horses; but a man may be a very good rider and a very bad +sailor. That is my case. + +"You remember Surgeon-Major Simbretras, whom we used to call Old +Ipecacuanha, and how, when we thought ourselves ripe for a twenty-four +hours' stay in the infirmary, that blessed sojourning place, we used to +go up before him. + +"How he used to sit in his chair, with his fat legs in his red trousers, +wide apart, his hands on his knees, and his elbows stuck, rolling his +great eyes and gnawing his white moustache. + +"You remember his favorite mode of treatment: 'This man's stomach is +out of order. Give him a dose of emetic number three, according to my +prescription, and then twelve hours off duty, and he will be all right.' + +"It was a sovereign remedy that emetic--sovereign and irresistible. One +swallowed it because one had to. Then when one had undergone the effects +of Old Ipecacuanha's prescription, one enjoyed twelve well-earned hours' +rest. + +"Well, my dear fellow, to reach Africa, it is necessary to undergo for +forty hours the effects of another kind of irresistible emetic, +according to the prescription of the Compagnie Transatlantique." + +She rubbed her hands, delighted with the idea. + +She got up and walked about, after having lit another cigarette, and +dictated as she puffed out little whiffs of smoke, which, issuing at +first through a little round hole in the midst of her compressed lips, +slowly evaporated, leaving in the air faint gray lines, a kind of +transparent mist, like a spider's web. Sometimes with her open hand she +would brush these light traces aside; at others she would cut them +asunder with her forefinger, and then watch with serious attention the +two halves of the almost impenetrable vapor slowly disappear. + +Duroy, with his eyes, followed all her gestures, her attitudes, the +movements of her form and features--busied with this vague pastime which +did not preoccupy her thoughts. + +She now imagined the incidents of the journey, sketched traveling +companions invented by herself, and a love affair with the wife of a +captain of infantry on her way to join her husband. + +Then, sitting down again, she questioned Duroy on the topography of +Algeria, of which she was absolutely ignorant. In ten minutes she knew +as much about it as he did, and she dictated a little chapter of +political and colonial geography to coach the reader up in such matters +and prepare him to understand the serious questions which were to be +brought forward in the following articles. She continued by a trip into +the provinces of Oran, a fantastic trip, in which it was, above all, a +question of women, Moorish, Jewish, and Spanish. + +"That is what interests most," she said. + +She wound up by a sojourn at Saida, at the foot of the great tablelands; +and by a pretty little intrigue between the sub-officer, George Duroy, +and a Spanish work-girl employed at the _alfa_ factory at Ain el Hadjar. +She described their rendezvous at night amidst the bare, stony hills, +with jackals, hyenas, and Arab dogs yelling, barking and howling among +the rocks. + +And she gleefully uttered the words: "To be continued." Then rising, she +added: "That is how one writes an article, my dear sir. Sign it, if you +please." + +He hesitated. + +"But sign it, I tell you." + +Then he began to laugh, and wrote at the bottom of the page, "George +Duroy." + +She went on smoking as she walked up and down; and he still kept looking +at her, unable to find anything to say to thank her, happy to be with +her, filled with gratitude, and with the sensual pleasure of this +new-born intimacy. It seemed to him that everything surrounding him was +part of her, everything down to the walls covered with books. The +chairs, the furniture, the air in which the perfume of tobacco was +floating, had something special, nice, sweet, and charming, which +emanated from her. + +Suddenly she asked: "What do you think of my friend, Madame de Marelle?" + +He was surprised, and answered: "I think--I think--her very charming." + +"Is it not so?" + +"Yes, certainly." + +He longed to add: "But not so much as yourself," but dared not. + +She resumed: "And if you only knew how funny, original, and intelligent +she is. She is a Bohemian--a true Bohemian. That is why her husband +scarcely cares for her. He only sees her defects, and does not +appreciate her good qualities." + +Duroy felt stupefied at learning that Madame de Marelle was married, and +yet it was only natural that she should be. + +He said: "Oh, she is married, then! And what is her husband?" + +Madame Forestier gently shrugged her shoulders, and raised her eyebrows, +with a gesture of incomprehensible meaning. + +"Oh! he is an inspector on the Northern Railway. He spends eight days +out of the month in Paris. What his wife calls 'obligatory service,' or +'weekly duty,' or 'holy week.' When you know her better you will see how +nice and bright she is. Go and call on her one of these days." + +Duroy no longer thought of leaving. It seemed to him that he was going +to stop for ever; that he was at home. + +But the door opened noiselessly, and a tall gentleman entered without +being announced. He stopped short on seeing a stranger. Madame Forestier +seemed troubled for a moment; then she said in natural tones, though a +slight rosy flush had risen to her cheeks: + +"Come in, my dear sir. I must introduce one of Charles' old friends, +Monsieur George Duroy, a future journalist." Then in another tone, she +added: "Our best and most intimate friend, the Count de Vaudrec." + +The two men bowed, looking each other in the eyes, and Duroy at once +took his leave. + +There was no attempt to detain him. He stammered a few thanks, grasped +the outstretched hand of Madame Forestier, bowed again to the new-comer, +who preserved the cold, grave air of a man of position, and went out +quite disturbed, as if he had made a fool of himself. + +On finding himself once more in the street, he felt sad and uneasy, +haunted by the vague idea of some hidden vexation. He walked on, asking +himself whence came this sudden melancholy. He could not tell, but the +stern face of the Count de Vaudrec, already somewhat aged, with gray +hair, and the calmly insolent look of a very wealthy man, constantly +recurred to his recollection. He noted that the arrival of this unknown, +breaking off a charming _tete-a-tete_, had produced in him that chilly, +despairing sensation that a word overheard, a trifle noticed, the least +thing suffices sometimes to bring about. It seemed to him, too, that +this man, without his being able to guess why, had been displeased at +finding him there. + +He had nothing more to do till three o'clock, and it was not yet noon. +He had still six francs fifty centimes in his pocket, and he went and +lunched at a Bouillon Duval. Then he prowled about the boulevard, and +as three o'clock struck, ascended the staircase, in itself an +advertisement, of the _Vie Francaise_. + +The messengers-in-waiting were seated with folded arms on a bench, while +at a kind of desk a doorkeeper was sorting the correspondence that had +just arrived. The entire get-up of the place, intended to impress +visitors, was perfect. Everyone had the appearance, bearing, dignity, +and smartness suitable to the ante-room of a large newspaper. + +"Monsieur Walter, if you please?" inquired Duroy. + +"The manager is engaged, sir," replied the doorkeeper. "Will you take a +seat, sir?" and he indicated the waiting-room, already full of people. + +There were men grave, important-looking, and decorated; and men without +visible linen, whose frock-coats, buttoned up to the chin, bore upon the +breast stains recalling the outlines of continents and seas on +geographical maps. There were three women among them. One of them was +pretty, smiling, and decked out, and had the air of a gay woman; her +neighbor, with a wrinkled, tragic countenance, decked out also, but in +more severe fashion, had about her something worn and artificial which +old actresses generally have; a kind of false youth, like a scent of +stale love. The third woman, in mourning, sat in a corner, with the air +of a desolate widow. Duroy thought that she had come to ask for charity. + +However, no one was ushered into the room beyond, and more than twenty +minutes had elapsed. + +Duroy was seized with an idea, and going back to the doorkeeper, said: +"Monsieur Walter made an appointment for me to call on him here at three +o'clock. At all events, see whether my friend, Monsieur Forestier, is +here." + +He was at once ushered along a lengthy passage, which brought him to a +large room where four gentlemen were writing at a large green-covered +table. + +Forestier standing before the fireplace was smoking a cigarette and +playing at cup and ball. He was very clever at this, and kept spiking +the huge ball of yellow boxwood on the wooden point. He was counting +"Twenty-two, twenty-three, twenty-four, twenty-five." + +"Twenty-six," said Duroy. + +His friend raised his eyes without interrupting the regular movement of +his arm, saying: "Oh! here you are, then. Yesterday I landed the ball +fifty-seven times right off. There is only Saint-Potin who can beat me +at it among those here. Have you seen the governor? There is nothing +funnier than to see that old tubby Norbert playing at cup and ball. He +opens his mouth as if he was going to swallow the ball every time." + +One of the others turned round towards him, saying: "I say, Forestier, I +know of one for sale, a beauty in West Indian wood; it is said to have +belonged to the Queen of Spain. They want sixty francs for it. Not +dear." + +Forestier asked: "Where does it hang out?" + +And as he had missed his thirty-seventh shot, he opened a cupboard in +which Duroy saw a score of magnificent cups and balls, arranged and +numbered like a collection of art objects. Then having put back the one +he had been using in its usual place, he repeated: "Where does this gem +hang out?" + +The journalist replied: "At a box-office keeper's of the Vaudeville. I +will bring it you to-morrow, if you like." + +"All right. If it is really a good one I will take it; one can never +have too many." Then turning to Duroy he added: "Come with me. I will +take you in to see the governor; otherwise you might be getting mouldy +here till seven in the evening." + +They re-crossed the waiting-room, in which the same people were waiting +in the same order. As soon as Forestier appeared the young woman and the +old actress, rising quickly, came up to him. He took them aside one +after the other into the bay of the window, and although they took care +to talk in low tones, Duroy noticed that they were on familiar terms. + +Then, having passed through two padded doors, they entered the manager's +room. The conference which had been going on for an hour or so was +nothing more than a game at ecarte with some of the gentlemen with the +flat brimmed hats whom Duroy had noticed the night before. + +Monsieur Walter dealt and played with concentrated attention and crafty +movements, while his adversary threw down, picked up, and handled the +light bits of colored pasteboard with the swiftness, skill, and grace of +a practiced player. Norbert de Varenne, seated in the managerial +armchair, was writing an article. Jacques Rival, stretched at full +length on a couch, was smoking a cigar with his eyes closed. + +The room smelled close, with that blended odor of leather-covered +furniture, stale tobacco, and printing-ink peculiar to editors' rooms +and familiar to all journalists. Upon the black wood table, inlaid with +brass, lay an incredible pile of papers, letters, cards, newspapers, +magazines, bills, and printed matter of every description. + +Forestier shook hands with the punters standing behind the card players, +and without saying a word watched the progress of the game; then, as +soon as Daddy Walter had won, he said: "Here is my friend, Duroy." + +The manager glanced sharply at the young fellow over the glasses of his +spectacles, and said: + +"Have you brought my article? It would go very well to-day with the +Morel debate." + +Duroy took the sheets of paper folded in four from his pocket, saying: +"Here it is sir." + +The manager seemed pleased, and remarked, with a smile: "Very good, very +good. You are a man of your word. You must look through this for me, +Forestier." + +But Forestier hastened to reply: "It is not worth while, Monsieur +Walter. I did it with him to give him a lesson in the tricks of the +trade. It is very well done." + +And the manager, who was gathering up the cards dealt by a tall, thin +gentleman, a deputy belonging to the Left Center, remarked with +indifference: "All right, then." + +Forestier, however, did not let him begin the new game, but stooping, +murmured in his ear: "You know you promised me to take on Duroy to +replace Marambot. Shall I engage him on the same terms?" + +"Yes, certainly." + +Taking his friend's arm, the journalist led him away, while Monsieur +Walter resumed the game. + +Norbert de Varenne had not lifted his head; he did not appear to have +seen or recognized Duroy. Jacques Rival, on the contrary, had taken his +hand with the marked and demonstrative energy of a comrade who may be +reckoned upon in the case of any little difficulty. + +They passed through the waiting-room again, and as everyone looked at +them, Forestier said to the youngest of the women, in a tone loud enough +to be heard by the rest: "The manager will see you directly. He is just +now engaged with two members of the Budget Committee." + +Then he passed swiftly on, with an air of hurry and importance, as +though about to draft at once an article of the utmost weight. + +As soon as they were back in the reporters' room Forestier at once took +up his cup and ball, and as he began to play with it again, said to +Duroy, breaking his sentences in order to count: "You will come here +every day at three o'clock, and I will tell you the places you are to go +to, either during the day or in the evening, or the next morning--one--I +will give you, first of all, a letter of introduction to the head of the +First Department of the Prefecture of Police--two--who will put you in +communication with one of his clerks. You will settle with him about all +the important information--three--from the Prefecture, official and +quasi-official information, you know. In all matters of detail you will +apply to Saint-Potin, who is up in the work--four--You can see him +by-and-by, or to-morrow. You must, above all, cultivate the knack of +dragging information out of men I send you to see--five--and to get in +everywhere, in spite of closed doors--six--You will have for this a +salary of two hundred francs a month, with two sous a line for the +paragraphs you glean--seven--and two sous a line for all articles +written by you to order on different subjects--eight." + +Then he gave himself up entirely to his occupation, and went on slowly +counting: "Nine, ten, eleven, twelve, thirteen." He missed the +fourteenth, and swore, "Damn that thirteen, it always brings me bad +luck. I shall die on the thirteenth of some month, I am certain." + +One of his colleagues who had finished his work also took a cup and ball +from the cupboard. He was a little man, who looked like a boy, although +he was really five-and-thirty. Several other journalists having come in, +went one after the other and got out the toy belonging to each of them. +Soon there were six standing side by side, with their backs to the wall, +swinging into the air, with even and regular motion, the balls of red, +yellow, and black, according to the wood they were made of. And a match +having begun, the two who were still working got up to act as umpires. +Forestier won by eleven points. Then the little man, with the juvenile +aspect, who had lost, rang for the messenger, and gave the order, "Nine +bocks." And they began to play again pending the arrival of these +refreshments. + +Duroy drank a glass of beer with his new comrades, and then said to his +friend: "What am I to do now?" + +"I have nothing for you to-day. You can go if you want to." + +"And our--our--article, will it go in to-night?" + +"Yes, but do not bother yourself about it; I will correct the proofs. +Write the continuation for to-morrow, and come here at three o'clock, +the same as to-day." + +Duroy having shaken hands with everyone, without even knowing their +names, went down the magnificent staircase with a light heart and high +spirits. + + + + +IV + + +George Duroy slept badly, so excited was he by the wish to see his +article in print. He was up as soon as it was daylight, and was prowling +about the streets long before the hour at which the porters from the +newspaper offices run with their papers from kiosque to kiosque. He went +on to the Saint Lazare terminus, knowing that the _Vie Francaise_ would +be delivered there before it reached his own district. As he was still +too early, he wandered up and down on the footpath. + +He witnessed the arrival of the newspaper vendor who opened her glass +shop, and then saw a man bearing on his head a pile of papers. He rushed +forward. There were the _Figaro_, the _Gil Blas_, the _Gaulois_, the +_Evenement_, and two or three morning journals, but the _Vie Francaise_ +was not among them. Fear seized him. Suppose the "Recollections of a +Chasseur d'Afrique" had been kept over for the next day, or that by +chance they had not at the last moment seemed suitable to Daddy Walter. + +Turning back to the kiosque, he saw that the paper was on sale without +his having seen it brought there. He darted forward, unfolded it, after +having thrown down the three sous, and ran through the headings of the +articles on the first page. Nothing. His heart began to beat, and he +experienced strong emotion on reading at the foot of a column in large +letters, "George Duroy." It was in; what happiness! + +He began to walk along unconsciously, the paper in his hand and his hat +on one side of his head, with a longing to stop the passers-by in order +to say to them: "Buy this, buy this, there is an article by me in it." +He would have liked to have bellowed with all the power of his lungs, +like some vendors of papers at night on the boulevards, "Read the _Vie +Francaise_; read George Duroy's article, 'Recollections of a Chasseur +d'Afrique.'" And suddenly he felt a wish to read this article himself, +read it in a public place, a _cafe_, in sight of all. He looked about +for some establishment already filled with customers. He had to walk in +search of one for some time. He sat down at last in front of a kind of +wine shop, where several customers were already installed, and asked for +a glass of rum, as he would have asked for one of absinthe, without +thinking of the time. Then he cried: "Waiter, bring me the _Vie +Francaise_." + +A man in a white apron stepped up, saying: "We have not got it, sir; we +only take in the _Rappel_, the _Siecle_, the _Lanierne_, and the _Petit +Parisien_." + +"What a den!" exclaimed Duroy, in a tone of anger and disgust. "Here, go +and buy it for me." + +The waiter hastened to do so, and brought back the paper. Duroy began to +read his article, and several times said aloud: "Very good, very well +put," to attract the attention of his neighbors, and inspire them with +the wish to know what there was in this sheet. Then, on going away, he +left it on the table. The master of the place, noticing this, called him +back, saying: "Sir, sir, you are forgetting your paper." + +And Duroy replied: "I will leave it to you. I have finished with it. +There is a very interesting article in it this morning." + +He did not indicate the article, but he noticed as he went away one of +his neighbors take the _Vie Francaise_ up from the table on which he had +left it. + +He thought: "What shall I do now?" And he decided to go to his office, +take his month's salary, and tender his resignation. He felt a thrill of +anticipatory pleasure at the thought of the faces that would be pulled +up by the chief of his room and his colleagues. The notion of the +bewilderment of the chief above all charmed him. + +He walked slowly, so as not to get there too early, the cashier's office +not opening before ten o'clock. + +His office was a large, gloomy room, in which gas had to be kept burning +almost all day long in winter. It looked into a narrow court-yard, with +other offices on the further side of it. There were eight clerks there, +besides a sub-chief hidden behind a screen in one corner. + +Duroy first went to get the hundred and eighteen francs twenty-five +centimes enclosed in a yellow envelope, and placed in the drawer of the +clerk entrusted with such payments, and then, with a conquering air, +entered the large room in which he had already spent so many days. + +As soon as he came in the sub-chief, Monsieur Potel, called out to him: +"Ah! it is you, Monsieur Duroy? The chief has already asked for you +several times. You know that he will not allow anyone to plead illness +two days running without a doctor's certificate." + +Duroy, who was standing in the middle of the room preparing his +sensational effect, replied in a loud voice: + + +"I don't care a damn whether he does or not." + +There was a movement of stupefaction among the clerks, and Monsieur +Potel's features showed affrightedly over the screen which shut him up +as in a box. He barricaded himself behind it for fear of draughts, for +he was rheumatic, but had pierced a couple of holes through the paper to +keep an eye on his staff. A pin might have been heard to fall. At length +the sub-chief said, hesitatingly: "You said?" + +"I said that I don't care a damn about it. I have only called to-day to +tender my resignation. I am engaged on the staff of the _Vie Francaise_ +at five hundred francs a month, and extra pay for all I write. Indeed, I +made my _debut_ this morning." + +He had promised himself to spin out his enjoyment, but had not been able +to resist the temptation of letting it all out at once. + +The effect, too, was overwhelming. No one stirred. + +Duroy went on: "I will go and inform Monsieur Perthuis, and then come +and wish you good-bye." + +And he went out in search of the chief, who exclaimed, on seeing him: +"Ah, here you are. You know that I won't have--" + +His late subordinate cut him short with: "It's not worth while yelling +like that." + +Monsieur Perthuis, a stout man, as red as a turkey cock, was choked with +bewilderment. + +Duroy continued: "I have had enough of this crib. I made my _debut_ this +morning in journalism, where I am assured of a very good position. I +have the honor to bid you good-day." And he went out. He was avenged. + +As he promised, he went and shook hands with his old colleagues, who +scarcely dared to speak to him, for fear of compromising themselves, for +they had overheard his conversation with the chief, the door having +remained open. + +He found himself in the street again, with his salary in his pocket. He +stood himself a substantial breakfast at a good but cheap restaurant he +was acquainted with, and having again purchased the _Vie Francaise_, and +left it on the table, went into several shops, where he bought some +trifles, solely for the sake of ordering them to be sent home, and +giving his name: "George Duroy," with the addition, "I am the editor of +the _Vie Francaise_." + +Then he gave the name of the street and the number, taking care to add: +"Leave it with the doorkeeper." + +As he had still some time to spare he went into the shop of a +lithographer, who executed visiting cards at a moment's notice before +the eyes of passers-by, and had a hundred, bearing his new occupation +under his name, printed off while he waited. + +Then he went to the office of the paper. + +Forestier received him loftily, as one receives a subordinate. "Ah! here +you are. Good. I have several things for you to attend to. Just wait ten +minutes. I will just finish what I am about." + +And he went on with a letter he was writing. + +At the other end of the large table a fat, bald little man, with a very +pale, puffy face, and a white and shining head, was writing, with his +nose on the paper owing to extreme shortsightedness. Forestier said to +him: "I say, Saint-Potin, when are you going to interview those +people?" + +"At four o'clock." + +"Will you take young Duroy here with you, and let him into the way of +doing it?" + +"All right." + +Then turning to his friend, Forestier added: "Have you brought the +continuation of the Algerian article? The opening this morning was very +successful." + +Duroy, taken aback, stammered: "No. I thought I should have time this +afternoon. I had heaps of things to do. I was not able." + +The other shrugged his shoulders with a dissatisfied air. "If you are +not more exact than that you will spoil your future. Daddy Walter was +reckoning on your copy. I will tell him it will be ready to-morrow. If +you think you are to be paid for doing nothing you are mistaken." + +Then, after a short silence, he added: "One must strike the iron while +it is hot, or the deuce is in it." + +Saint-Potin rose, saying: "I am ready." + +Then Forestier, leaning back in his chair, assumed a serious attitude in +order to give his instructions, and turning to Duroy, said: "This is +what it is. Within the last two days the Chinese General, Li Theng Fao, +has arrived at the Hotel Continental, and the Rajah Taposahib Ramaderao +Pali at the Hotel Bristol. You will go and interview them." Turning to +Saint-Potin, he continued: "Don't forget the main points I told you of. +Ask the General and the Rajah their opinion upon the action of England +in the East, their ideas upon her system of colonization and domination, +and their hopes respecting the intervention of Europe, and especially of +France." He was silent for a moment, and then added in a theatrical +aside: "It will be most interesting to our readers to learn at the same +time what is thought in China and India upon these matters which so +forcibly occupy public attention at this moment." He continued, for the +benefit of Duroy: "Watch how Saint-Potin sets to work; he is a capital +reporter; and try to learn the trick of pumping a man in five minutes." + +Then he gravely resumed his writing, with the evident intention of +defining their relative positions, and putting his old comrade and +present colleague in his proper place. + +As soon as they had crossed the threshold Saint-Potin began to laugh, +and said to Duroy: "There's a fluffer for you. He tried to fluff even +us. One would really think he took us for his readers." + +They reached the boulevard, and the reporter observed: "Will you have a +drink?" + +"Certainly. It is awfully hot." + +They turned into a _cafe_ and ordered cooling drinks. Saint-Potin began +to talk. He talked about the paper and everyone connected with it with +an abundance of astonishing details. + +"The governor? A regular Jew? And you know, nothing can alter a Jew. +What a breed!" And he instanced some astounding traits of avariciousness +peculiar to the children of Israel, economies of ten centimes, petty +bargaining, shameful reductions asked for and obtained, all the ways of +a usurer and pawnbroker. + +"And yet with all this, a good fellow who believes in nothing and does +everyone. His paper, which is Governmental, Catholic, Liberal, +Republican, Orleanist, pay your money and take your choice, was only +started to help him in his speculations on the Bourse, and bolster up +his other schemes. At that game he is very clever, and nets millions +through companies without four sous of genuine capital." + +He went on, addressing Duroy as "My dear fellow." + +"And he says things worthy of Balzac, the old shark. Fancy, the other +day I was in his room with that old tub Norbert, and that Don Quixote +Rival, when Montelin, our business manager, came in with his morocco +bill-case, that bill-case that everyone in Paris knows, under his arm. +Walter raised his head and asked: 'What news?' Montelin answered simply: +'I have just paid the sixteen thousand francs we owed the paper maker.' +The governor gave a jump, an astonishing jump. 'What do you mean?' said +he. 'I have just paid Monsieur Privas,' replied Montelin. 'But you are +mad.' 'Why?' 'Why--why--why--' he took off his spectacles and wiped +them. Then he smiled with that queer smile that flits across his fat +cheeks whenever he is going to say something deep or smart, and went on +in a mocking and derisive tone, 'Why? Because we could have obtained a +reduction of from four to five thousand francs.' Montelin replied, in +astonishment: 'But, sir, all the accounts were correct, checked by me +and passed by yourself.' Then the governor, quite serious again, +observed: 'What a fool you are. Don't you know, Monsieur Montelin, that +one should always let one's debts mount up, in order to offer a +composition?'" + +And Saint-Potin added, with a knowing shake of his head, "Eh! isn't that +worthy of Balzac?" + +Duroy had not read Balzac, but he replied, "By Jove! yes." + +Then the reporter spoke of Madame Walter, an old goose; of Norbert de +Varenne, an old failure; of Rival, a copy of Fervacques. Next he came +to Forestier. "As to him, he has been lucky in marrying his wife, that +is all." + +Duroy asked: "What is his wife, really?" + +Saint-Potin rubbed his hands. "Oh! a deep one, a smart woman. She was +the mistress of an old rake named Vaudrec, the Count de Vaudrec, who +gave her a dowry and married her off." + +Duroy suddenly felt a cold shiver run through him, a tingling of the +nerves, a longing to smack this gabbler on the face. But he merely +interrupted him by asking: + +"And your name is Saint-Potin?" + +The other replied, simply enough: + +"No, my name is Thomas. It is in the office that they have nicknamed me +Saint-Potin." + +Duroy, as he paid for the drinks, observed: "But it seems to me that +time is getting on, and that we have two noble foreigners to call on." + +Saint-Potin began to laugh. "You are still green. So you fancy I am +going to ask the Chinese and the Hindoo what they think of England? As +if I did not know better than themselves what they ought to think in +order to please the readers of the _Vie Francaise_. I have already +interviewed five hundred of these Chinese, Persians, Hindoos, Chilians, +Japanese, and others. They all reply the same, according to me. I have +only to take my article on the last comer and copy it word for word. +What has to be changed, though, is their appearance, their name, their +title, their age, and their suite. Oh! on that point it does not do to +make a mistake, for I should be snapped up sharp by the _Figaro_ or the +_Gaulois_. But on these matters the hall porters at the Hotel Bristol +and the Hotel Continental will put me right in five minutes. We will +smoke a cigar as we walk there. Five francs cab hire to charge to the +paper. That is how one sets about it, my dear fellow, when one is +practically inclined." + +"It must be worth something decent to be a reporter under these +circumstances," said Duroy. + +The journalist replied mysteriously: "Yes, but nothing pays so well as +paragraphs, on account of the veiled advertisements." + +They had got up and were passing down the boulevards towards the +Madeleine. Saint-Potin suddenly observed to his companion: "You know if +you have anything else to do, I shall not need you in any way." + +Duroy shook hands and left him. The notion of the article to be written +that evening worried him, and he began to think. He stored his mind with +ideas, reflections, opinions, and anecdotes as he walked along, and went +as far as the end of the Avenue des Champs Elysees, where only a few +strollers were to be seen, the heat having caused Paris to be evacuated. + +Having dined at a wine shop near the Arc de Triomphe, he walked slowly +home along the outer boulevards and sat down at his table to work. But +as soon as he had the sheet of blank paper before his eyes, all the +materials that he had accumulated fled from his mind as though his brain +had evaporated. He tried to seize on fragments of his recollections and +to retain them, but they escaped him as fast as he laid hold of them, or +else they rushed on him altogether pell-mell, and he did not know how to +clothe and present them, nor which one to begin with. + +After an hour of attempts and five sheets of paper blackened by opening +phrases that had no continuation, he said to himself: "I am not yet +well enough up in the business. I must have another lesson." And all at +once the prospect of another morning's work with Madame Forestier, the +hope of another long and intimate _tete-a-tete_ so cordial and so +pleasant, made him quiver with desire. He went to bed in a hurry, almost +afraid now of setting to work again and succeeding all at once. + +He did not get up the next day till somewhat late, putting off and +tasting in advance the pleasure of this visit. + +It was past ten when he rang his friend's bell. + +The man-servant replied: "Master is engaged at his work." + +Duroy had not thought that the husband might be at home. He insisted, +however, saying: "Tell him that I have called on a matter requiring +immediate attention." + +After waiting five minutes he was shown into the study in which he had +passed such a pleasant morning. In the chair he had occupied Forestier +was now seated writing, in a dressing-gown and slippers and with a +little Scotch bonnet on his head, while his wife in the same white gown +leant against the mantelpiece and dictated, cigarette in mouth. + +Duroy, halting on the threshold, murmured: "I really beg your pardon; I +am afraid I am disturbing you." + +His friend, turning his face towards him--an angry face, too--growled: +"What is it you want now? Be quick; we are pressed for time." + +The intruder, taken back, stammered: "It is nothing; I beg your +pardon." + +But Forestier, growing angry, exclaimed: "Come, hang it all, don't waste +time about it; you have not forced your way in just for the sake of +wishing us good-morning, I suppose?" + +Then Duroy, greatly perturbed, made up his mind. "No--you see--the fact +is--I can't quite manage my article--and you were--so--so kind last +time--that I hoped--that I ventured to come--" + +Forestier cut him short. "You have a pretty cheek. So you think I am +going to do your work, and that all you have to do is to call on the +cashier at the end of the month to draw your screw? No, that is too +good." + +The young woman went on smoking without saying a word, smiling with a +vague smile, which seemed like an amiable mask, concealing the irony of +her thoughts. + +Duroy, colored up, stammered: "Excuse me--I fancied--I thought--" then +suddenly, and in a clear voice, he went on: "I beg your pardon a +thousand times, Madame, while again thanking you most sincerely for the +charming article you produced for me yesterday." He bowed, remarked to +Charles: "I shall be at the office at three," and went out. + +He walked home rapidly, grumbling: "Well, I will do it all alone, and +they shall see--" + +Scarcely had he got in than, excited by anger, he began to write. He +continued the adventure began by Madame Forestier, heaping up details of +catch-penny romance, surprising incidents, and inflated descriptions, +with the style of a schoolboy and the phraseology of the barrack-room. +Within an hour he had finished an article which was a chaos of nonsense, +and took it with every assurance to the _Vie Francaise_. + +The first person he met was Saint-Potin, who, grasping his hand with the +energy of an accomplice, said: "You have read my interview with the +Chinese and the Hindoo? Isn't it funny? It has amused everyone. And I +did not even get a glimpse of them." + +Duroy, who had not read anything, at once took up the paper and ran his +eye over a long article headed: "India and China," while the reporter +pointed out the most interesting passages. + +Forestier came in puffing, in a hurry, with a busy air, saying: + +"Good; I want both of you." + +And he mentioned a number of items of political information that would +have to be obtained that very afternoon. + +Duroy held out his article. + +"Here is the continuation about Algeria." + +"Very good; hand it over; and I will give it to the governor." + +That was all. + +Saint-Potin led away his new colleague, and when they were in the +passage, he said to him: "Have you seen the cashier?" + +"No; why?" + +"Why? To draw your money. You see you should always draw a month in +advance. One never knows what may happen." + +"But--I ask for nothing better." + +"I will introduce you to the cashier. He will make no difficulty about +it. They pay up well here." + +Duroy went and drew his two hundred francs, with twenty-eight more for +his article of the day before, which, added to what remained of his +salary from the railway company, gave him three hundred and forty +francs in his pocket. He had never owned such a sum, and thought himself +possessed of wealth for an indefinite period. + +Saint-Potin then took him to have a gossip in the offices of four or +five rival papers, hoping that the news he was entrusted to obtain had +already been gleaned by others, and that he should be able to draw it +out of them--thanks to the flow and artfulness of his conversation. + +When evening had come, Duroy, who had nothing more to do, thought of +going again to the Folies Bergeres, and putting a bold face on, he went +up to the box office. + +"I am George Duroy, on the staff of the _Vie Francaise_. I came here the +other day with Monsieur Forestier, who promised me to see about my being +put on the free list; I do not know whether he has thought of it." + +The list was referred to. His name was not entered. + +However, the box office-keeper, a very affable man, at once said: "Pray, +go in all the same, sir, and write yourself to the manager, who, I am +sure, will pay attention to your letter." + +He went in and almost immediately met Rachel, the woman he had gone off +with the first evening. She came up to him, saying: "Good evening, +ducky. Are you quite well?" + +"Very well, thanks--and you?" + +"I am all right. Do you know, I have dreamed of you twice since last +time?" + +Duroy smiled, feeling flattered. "Ah! and what does that mean?" + +"It means that you pleased me, you old dear, and that we will begin +again whenever you please." + +"To-day, if you like." + +"Yes, I am quite willing." + +"Good, but--" He hesitated, a little ashamed of what he was going to do. +"The fact is that this time I have not a penny; I have just come from +the club, where I have dropped everything." + +She looked him full in the eyes, scenting a lie with the instinct and +habit of a girl accustomed to the tricks and bargainings of men, and +remarked: "Bosh! That is not a nice sort of thing to try on me." + +He smiled in an embarrassed way. "If you will take ten francs, it is all +I have left." + +She murmured, with the disinterestedness of a courtesan gratifying a +fancy: "What you please, my lady; I only want you." + +And lifting her charming eyes towards the young man's moustache, she +took his arm and leant lovingly upon it. + +"Let us go and have a grenadine first of all," she remarked. "And then +we will take a stroll together. I should like to go to the opera like +this, with you, to show you off. And we will go home early, eh?" + + * * * * * + +He lay late at this girl's place. It was broad day when he left, and the +notion occurred to him to buy the _Vie Francaise_. He opened the paper +with feverish hand. His article was not there, and he stood on the +footpath, anxiously running his eye down the printed columns with the +hope of at length finding what he was in search of. A weight suddenly +oppressed his heart, for after the fatigue of a night of love, this +vexation came upon him with the weight of a disaster. + +He reached home and went to sleep in his clothes on the bed. + +Entering the office some hours later, he went on to see Monsieur Walter. + +"I was surprised at not seeing my second article on Algeria in the paper +this morning, sir," said he. + +The manager raised his head, and replied in a dry tone: "I gave it to +your friend Forestier, and asked him to read it through. He did not +think it up to the mark; you must rewrite it." + +Duroy, in a rage, went out without saying a word, and abruptly entering +his old comrade's room, said: + +"Why didn't you let my article go in this morning?" + +The journalist was smoking a cigarette with his back almost on the seat +of his armchair and his feet on the table, his heels soiling an article +already commenced. He said slowly, in a bored and distant voice, as +though speaking from the depths of a hole: "The governor thought it +poor, and told me to give it back to you to do over again. There it is." +And he pointed out the slips flattened out under a paperweight. + +Duroy, abashed, could find nothing to say in reply, and as he was +putting his prose into his pocket, Forestier went on: "To-day you must +first of all go to the Prefecture." And he proceeded to give a list of +business errands and items of news to be attended to. + +Duroy went off without having been able to find the cutting remark he +wanted to. He brought back his article the next day. It was returned to +him again. Having rewritten it a third time, and finding it still +refused, he understood that he was trying to go ahead too fast, and +that Forestier's hand alone could help him on his way. He did not +therefore say anything more about the "Recollections of a Chasseur +d'Afrique," promising himself to be supple and cunning since it was +needful, and while awaiting something better to zealously discharge his +duties as a reporter. + + +He learned to know the way behind the scenes in theatrical and political +life; the waiting-rooms of statesmen and the lobby of the Chamber of +Deputies; the important countenances of permanent secretaries, and the +grim looks of sleepy ushers. He had continual relations with ministers, +doorkeepers, generals, police agents, princes, bullies, courtesans, +ambassadors, bishops, panders, adventurers, men of fashion, +card-sharpers, cab drivers, waiters, and many others, having become the +interested yet indifferent friend of all these; confounding them +together in his estimation, measuring them with the same measure, +judging them with the same eye, though having to see them every day at +every hour, without any transition, and to speak with them all on the + +same business of his own. He compared himself to a man who had to drink +off samples of every kind of wine one after the other, and who would +soon be unable to tell Chateau Margaux from Argenteuil. + +He became in a short time a remarkable reporter, certain of his +information, artful, swift, subtle, a real find for the paper, as was +observed by Daddy Walter, who knew what newspaper men were. However, as +he got only centimes a line in addition to his monthly screw of two +hundred francs, and as life on the boulevards and in _cafes_ and +restaurants is costly, he never had a halfpenny, and was disgusted with +his poverty. There is some knack to be got hold of, he thought, seeing +some of his fellows with their pockets full of money without ever being +able to understand what secret methods they could make use of to procure +this abundance. He enviously suspected unknown and suspicious +transactions, services rendered, a whole system of contraband accepted +and agreed to. But it was necessary that he should penetrate the +mystery, enter into the tacit partnership, make himself one with the +comrades who were sharing without him. + +And he often thought of an evening, as he watched the trains go by from +his window, of the steps he ought to take. + + + + +V + + +Two months had gone by, September was at hand, and the rapid fortune +which Duroy had hoped for seemed to him slow in coming. He was, above +all, uneasy at the mediocrity of his position, and did not see by what +path he could scale the heights on the summit of which one finds +respect, power, and money. He felt shut up in the mediocre calling of a +reporter, so walled in as to be unable to get out of it. He was +appreciated, but estimated in accordance with his position. Even +Forestier, to whom he rendered a thousand services, no longer invited +him to dinner, and treated him in every way as an inferior, though still +accosting him as a friend. + +From time to time, it is true, Duroy, seizing an opportunity, got in a +short article, and having acquired through his paragraphs a mastery over +his pen, and a tact which was lacking to him when he wrote his second +article on Algeria, no longer ran any risk of having his descriptive +efforts refused. But from this to writing leaders according to his +fancy, or dealing with political questions with authority, there was as +great a difference as driving in the Bois de Boulogne as a coachman, and +as the owner of an equipage. That which humiliated him above everything +was to see the door of society closed to him, to have no equal relations +with it, not to be able to penetrate into the intimacy of its women, +although several well-known actresses had occasionally received him with +an interested familiarity. + +He knew, moreover, from experience that all the sex, ladies or +actresses, felt a singular attraction towards him, an instantaneous +sympathy, and he experienced the impatience of a hobbled horse at not +knowing those whom his future may depend on. + +He had often thought of calling on Madame Forestier, but the +recollection of their last meeting checked and humiliated him; and +besides, he was awaiting an invitation to do so from her husband. Then +the recollection of Madame de Marelle occurred to him, and recalling +that she had asked him to come and see her, he called one afternoon when +he had nothing to do. + +"I am always at home till three o'clock," she had said. + +He rang at the bell of her residence, a fourth floor in the Rue de +Verneuil, at half-past two. + +At the sound of the bell a servant opened the door, an untidy girl, who +tied her cap strings as she replied: "Yes, Madame is at home, but I +don't know whether she is up." + +And she pushed open the drawing-room door, which was ajar. Duroy went +in. The room was fairly large, scantily furnished and neglected looking. +The chairs, worn and old, were arranged along the walls, as placed by +the servant, for there was nothing to reveal the tasty care of the woman +who loves her home. Four indifferent pictures, representing a boat on a +stream, a ship at sea, a mill on a plain, and a wood-cutter in a wood, +hung in the center of the four walls by cords of unequal length, and all +four on one side. It could be divined that they had been dangling thus +askew ever so long before indifferent eyes. + + +Duroy sat down immediately. He waited a long time. Then a door opened, +and Madame de Marelle hastened in, wearing a Japanese morning gown of +rose-colored silk embroidered with yellow landscapes, blue flowers, and +white birds. + +"Fancy! I was still in bed!" she exclaimed. "How good of you to come and +see me! I had made up my mind that you had forgotten me." + +She held out both her hands with a delighted air, and Duroy, whom the +commonplace appearance of the room had put at his ease, kissed one, as + +he had seen Norbert de Varenne do. + +She begged him to sit down, and then scanning him from head to foot, +said: "How you have altered! You have improved in looks. Paris has done +you good. Come, tell me the news." + +And they began to gossip at once, as if they had been old acquaintances, +feeling an instantaneous familiarity spring up between them; feeling one +of those mutual currents of confidence, intimacy, and affection, which, +in five minutes, make two beings of the same breed and character good +friends. + +Suddenly, Madame de Marelle exclaimed in astonishment: "It is funny how +I get on with you. It seems to me as though I had known you for ten +years. We shall become good friends, no doubt. Would you like it?" + +He answered: "Certainly," with a smile which said still more. + +He thought her very tempting in her soft and bright-hued gown, less +refined and delicate than the other in her white one, but more exciting +and spicy. When he was beside Madame Forestier, with her continual and +gracious smile which attracted and checked at the same time; which +seemed to say: "You please me," and also "Take care," and of which the +real meaning was never clear, he felt above all the wish to lie down at +her feet, or to kiss the lace bordering of her bodice, and slowly inhale +the warm and perfumed atmosphere that must issue from it. With Madame de +Marelle he felt within him a more definite, a more brutal desire--a +desire that made his fingers quiver in presence of the rounded outlines +of the light silk. + +She went on talking, scattering in each phrase that ready wit of which +she had acquired the habit just as a workman acquires the knack needed +to accomplish a task reputed difficult, and at which other folk are +astonished. He listened, thinking: "All this is worth remembering. A man +could write charming articles of Paris gossip by getting her to chat +over the events of the day." + +Some one tapped softly, very softly, at the door by which she had +entered, and she called out: "You can come in, pet." + +Her little girl made her appearance, walked straight up to Duroy, and +held out her hand to him. The astonished mother murmured: "But this is a +complete conquest. I no longer recognize her." + +The young fellow, having kissed the child, made her sit down beside him, +and with a serious manner asked her pleasant questions as to what she +had been doing since they last met. She replied, in her little +flute-like voice, with her grave and grown-up air. + +The clock struck three, and the journalist arose. + + +"Come often," said Madame de Marelle, "and we will chat as we have done +to-day; it will always give me pleasure. But how is it one no longer +sees you at the Forestiers?" He replied: "Oh! for no reason. I have been +very busy. I hope to meet you there again one of these days." + +He went out, his heart full of hope, though without knowing why. + +He did not speak to Forestier of this visit. But he retained the +recollection of it the following days, and more than the recollection--a +sensation of the unreal yet persistent presence of this woman. It seemed +to him that he had carried away something of her, the reflection of her +form in his eyes, and the smack of her moral self in his heart. He +remained under the haunted influence of her image, as it happens +sometimes when we have passed pleasant hours with some one. + +He paid a second visit a few days later. + +The maid ushered him into the drawing-room, and Laurine at once +appeared. She held out no longer her hand, but her forehead, and said: +"Mamma has told me to request you to wait for her. She will be a +quarter-of-an-hour, because she is not dressed yet. I will keep you +company." + +Duroy, who was amused by the ceremonious manners of the little girl, +replied: "Certainly, Mademoiselle. I shall be delighted to pass a +quarter-of-an-hour with you, but I warn you that for my part I am not at +all serious, and that I play all day long, so I suggest a game at +touch." + +The girl was astonished; then she smiled as a woman would have done at +this idea, which shocked her a little as well as astonished her, and +murmured: "Rooms are not meant to be played in." + +He said: "It is all the same to me. I play everywhere. Come, catch me." + +And he began to go round the table, exciting her to pursue him, while +she came after him, smiling with a species of polite condescension, and +sometimes extending her hand to touch him, but without ever giving way +so far as to run. He stopped, stooped down, and when she drew near with +her little hesitating steps, sprung up in the air like a +jack-in-the-box, and then bounded with a single stride to the other end +of the dining-room. She thought it funny, ended by laughing, and +becoming aroused, began to trot after him, giving little gleeful yet +timid cries when she thought she had him. He shifted the chairs and used +them as obstacles, forcing her to go round and round one of them for a +minute at a time, and then leaving that one to seize upon another. +Laurine ran now, giving herself wholly up to the charm of this new game, +and with flushed face, rushed forward with the bound of a delighted +child at each of the flights, the tricks, the feints of her companion. +Suddenly, just as she thought she had got him, he seized her in his +arms, and lifting her to the ceiling, exclaimed: "Touch." + +The delighted girl wriggled her legs to escape, and laughed with all her +heart. + +Madame de Marelle came in at that moment, and was amazed. "What, +Laurine, Laurine, playing! You are a sorcerer, sir." + +He put down the little girl, kissed her mother's hand, and they sat down +with the child between them. They began to chat, but Laurine, usually so +silent, kept talking all the while, and had to be sent to her room. She +obeyed without a word, but with tears in her eyes. + +As soon as they were alone, Madame de Marelle lowered her voice. "You do +not know, but I have a grand scheme, and I have thought of you. This is +it. As I dine every week at the Forestiers, I return their hospitality +from time to time at some restaurant. I do not like to entertain company +at home, my household is not arranged for that, and besides, I do not +understand anything about domestic affairs, anything about the kitchen, +anything at all. I like to live anyhow. So I entertain them now and then +at a restaurant, but it is not very lively when there are only three, +and my own acquaintances scarcely go well with them. I tell you all this +in order to explain a somewhat irregular invitation. You understand, do +you not, that I want you to make one of us on Saturday at the Cafe +Riche, at half-past seven. You know the place?" + +He accepted with pleasure, and she went on: "There will be only us four. +These little outings are very amusing to us women who are not accustomed +to them." + +She was wearing a dark brown dress, which showed off the lines of her +waist, her hips, her bosom, and her arm in a coquettishly provocative +way. Duroy felt confusedly astonished at the lack of harmony between +this carefully refined elegance and her evident carelessness as regarded +her dwelling. All that clothed her body, all that closely and directly +touched her flesh was fine and delicate, but that which surrounded her +did not matter to her. + +He left her, retaining, as before, the sense of her continued presence +in species of hallucination of the senses. And he awaited the day of the +dinner with growing impatience. + +Having hired, for the second time, a dress suit--his funds not yet +allowing him to buy one--he arrived first at the rendezvous, a few +minutes before the time. He was ushered up to the second story, and into +a small private dining-room hung with red and white, its single window +opening into the boulevard. A square table, laid for four, displaying +its white cloth, so shining that it seemed to be varnished, and the +glasses and the silver glittered brightly in the light of the twelve +candles of two tall candelabra. Without was a broad patch of light +green, due to the leaves of a tree lit up by the bright light from the +dining-rooms. + +Duroy sat down in a low armchair, upholstered in red to match the +hangings on the walls. The worn springs yielding beneath him caused him +to feel as though sinking into a hole. He heard throughout the huge +house a confused murmur, the murmur of a large restaurant, made up of +the clattering of glass and silver, the hurried steps of the waiters, +deadened by the carpets in the passages, and the opening of doors +letting out the sound of voices from the numerous private rooms in which +people were dining. Forestier came in and shook hands with him, with a +cordial familiarity which he never displayed at the offices of the _Vie +Francaise_. + +"The ladies are coming together," said he; "these little dinners are +very pleasant." + +Then he glanced at the table, turned a gas jet that was feebly burning +completely off, closed one sash of the window on account of the draught, +and chose a sheltered place for himself, with a remark: "I must be +careful; I have been better for a month, and now I am queer again these +last few days. I must have caught cold on Tuesday, coming out of the +theater." + +The door was opened, and, followed by a waiter, the two ladies appeared, +veiled, muffled, reserved, with that charmingly mysterious bearing they +assume in such places, where the surroundings are suspicious. + +As Duroy bowed to Madame Forestier she scolded him for not having come +to see her again; then she added with a smile, in the direction of her +friend: "I know what it is; you prefer Madame de Marelle, you can find +time to visit her." + +They sat down to table, and the waiter having handed the wine card to +Forestier, Madame de Marelle exclaimed: "Give these gentlemen whatever +they like, but for us iced champagne, the best, sweet champagne, +mind--nothing else." And the man having withdrawn, she added with an +excited laugh: "I am going to get tipsy this evening; we will have a +spree--a regular spree." + +Forestier, who did not seem to have heard, said: "Would you mind the +window being closed? My chest has been rather queer the last few days." + +"No, not at all." + +He pushed too the sash left open, and returned to his place with a +reassured and tranquil countenance. His wife said nothing. Seemingly +lost in thought, and with her eyes lowered towards the table, she smiled + +at the glasses with that vague smile which seemed always to promise and +never to grant. + +The Ostend oysters were brought in, tiny and plump like little ears +enclosed in shells, and melting between the tongue and the palate like +salt bon-bons. Then, after the soup, was served a trout as rose-tinted +as a young girl, and the guests began to talk. + +They spoke at first of a current scandal; the story of a lady of +position, surprised by one of her husband's friends supping in a private +room with a foreign prince. Forestier laughed a great deal at the +adventure; the two ladies declared that the indiscreet gossip was +nothing less than a blackguard and a coward. Duroy was of their opinion, +and loudly proclaimed that it is the duty of a man in these matters, +whether he be actor, confidant, or simple spectator, to be silent as the +grave. He added: "How full life would be of pleasant things if we could +reckon upon the absolute discretion of one another. That which often, +almost always, checks women is the fear of the secret being revealed. +Come, is it not true?" he continued. "How many are there who would yield +to a sudden desire, the caprice of an hour, a passing fancy, did they +not fear to pay for a short-lived and fleeting pleasure by an +irremediable scandal and painful tears?" + +He spoke with catching conviction, as though pleading a cause, his own +cause, as though he had said: "It is not with me that one would have to +dread such dangers. Try me and see." + +They both looked at him approvingly, holding that he spoke rightly and +justly, confessing by their friendly silence that their flexible +morality as Parisians would not have held out long before the certainty +of secrecy. And Forestier, leaning back in his place on the divan, one +leg bent under him, and his napkin thrust into his waistcoat, suddenly +said with the satisfied laugh of a skeptic: "The deuce! yes, they would +all go in for it if they were certain of silence. Poor husbands!" + +And they began to talk of love. Without admitting it to be eternal, +Duroy understood it as lasting, creating a bond, a tender friendship, a +confidence. The union of the senses was only a seal to the union of +hearts. But he was angry at the outrageous jealousies, melodramatic +scenes, and unpleasantness which almost always accompany ruptures. + +When he ceased speaking, Madame de Marelle replied: "Yes, it is the only +pleasant thing in life, and we often spoil it by preposterous +unreasonableness." + +Madame Forestier, who was toying with her knife, added: "Yes--yes--it is +pleasant to be loved." + +And she seemed to be carrying her dream further, to be thinking things +that she dared not give words to. + +As the first _entree_ was slow in coming, they sipped from time to time +a mouthful of champagne, and nibbled bits of crust. And the idea of +love, entering into them, slowly intoxicated their souls, as the bright +wine, rolling drop by drop down their throats, fired their blood and +perturbed their minds. + +The waiter brought in some lamb cutlets, delicate and tender, upon a +thick bed of asparagus tips. + +"Ah! this is good," exclaimed Forestier; and they ate slowly, savoring +the delicate meat and vegetables as smooth as cream. + +Duroy resumed: "For my part, when I love a woman everything else in the +world disappears." He said this in a tone of conviction. + +Madame Forestier murmured, with her let-me-alone air: + +"There is no happiness comparable to that of the first hand-clasp, when +the one asks, 'Do you love me?' and the other replies, 'Yes.'" + +Madame de Marelle, who had just tossed a fresh glass of champagne off at +a draught, said gayly, as she put down her glass: "For my part, I am not +so Platonic." + +And all began to smile with kindling eyes at these words. + +Forestier, stretched out in his seat on the divan, opened his arms, +rested them on the cushions, and said in a serious tone: "This frankness +does you honor, and proves that you are a practical woman. But may one +ask you what is the opinion of Monsieur de Marelle?" + +She shrugged her shoulders slightly, with infinite and prolonged +disdain; and then in a decided tone remarked: "Monsieur de Marelle has +no opinions on this point. He only has--abstentions." + +And the conversation, descending from the elevated theories, concerning +love, strayed into the flowery garden of polished blackguardism. It was +the moment of clever double meanings; veils raised by words, as +petticoats are lifted by the wind; tricks of language; clever disguised +audacities; sentences which reveal nude images in covered phrases; which +cause the vision of all that may not be said to flit rapidly before the +eye and the mind, and allow the well-bred people the enjoyment of a +kind of subtle and mysterious love, a species of impure mental contact, +due to the simultaneous evocation of secret, shameful, and longed-for +pleasures. The roast, consisting of partridges flanked by quails, had +been served; then a dish of green peas, and then a terrine of foie gras, +accompanied by a curly-leaved salad, filling a salad bowl as though with +green foam. They had partaken of all these things without tasting them, +without knowing, solely taken up by what they were talking of, plunged +as it were in a bath of love. + +The two ladies were now going it strongly in their remarks. Madame de +Marelle, with a native audacity which resembled a direct provocation, +and Madame Forestier with a charming reserve, a modesty in her tone, +voice, smile, and bearing that underlined while seeming to soften the +bold remarks falling from her lips. Forestier, leaning quite back on the +cushions, laughed, drank and ate without leaving off, and sometimes +threw in a word so risque or so crude that the ladies, somewhat shocked +by its appearance, and for appearance sake, put on a little air of +embarrassment that lasted two or three seconds. When he had given vent +to something a little too coarse, he added: "You are going ahead nicely, +my children. If you go on like that you will end by making fools of +yourselves." + +Dessert came, and then coffee; and the liquors poured a yet warmer dose +of commotion into the excited minds. + +As she had announced on sitting down to table, Madame de Marelle was +intoxicated, and acknowledged it in the lively and graceful rabble of a +woman emphasizing, in order to amuse her guests, a very real +commencement of drunkenness. + +Madame Forestier was silent now, perhaps out of prudence, and Duroy, +feeling himself too much excited not to be in danger of compromising +himself, maintained a prudent reserve. + +Cigarettes were lit, and all at once Forestier began to cough. It was a +terrible fit, that seemed to tear his chest, and with red face and +forehead damp with perspiration, he choked behind his napkin. When the +fit was over he growled angrily: "These feeds are very bad for me; they +are ridiculous." All his good humor had vanished before his terror of +the illness that haunted his thoughts. "Let us go home," said he. + +Madame de Marelle rang for the waiter, and asked for the bill. It was +brought almost immediately. She tried to read it, but the figures danced +before her eyes, and she passed it to Duroy, saying: "Here, pay for me; +I can't see, I am too tipsy." + +And at the same time she threw him her purse. The bill amounted to one +hundred and thirty francs. Duroy checked it, and then handed over two +notes and received back the change, saying in a low tone: "What shall I +give the waiter?" + +"What you like; I do not know." + +He put five francs on the salver, and handed back the purse, saying: +"Shall I see you to your door?" + +"Certainly. I am incapable of finding my way home." + +They shook hands with the Forestiers, and Duroy found himself alone with +Madame de Marelle in a cab. He felt her close to him, so close, in this +dark box, suddenly lit up for a moment by the lamps on the sidewalk. He +felt through his sleeve the warmth of her shoulder, and he could find +nothing to say to her, absolutely nothing, his mind being paralyzed by +the imperative desire to seize her in his arms. + +"If I dared to, what would she do?" he thought. The recollection of all +the things uttered during dinner emboldened him, but the fear of scandal +restrained him at the same time. + +Nor did she say anything either, but remained motionless in her corner. +He would have thought that she was asleep if he had not seen her eyes +glitter every time that a ray of light entered the carriage. + +"What was she thinking?" He felt that he must not speak, that a word, a +single word, breaking this silence would destroy his chance; yet courage +failed him, the courage needed for abrupt and brutal action. All at once +he felt her foot move. She had made a movement, a quick, nervous +movement of impatience, perhaps of appeal. This almost imperceptible +gesture caused a thrill to run through him from head to foot, and he +threw himself upon her, seeking her mouth with his lips, her form with +his hands. + +But the cab having shortly stopped before the house in which she +resided, Duroy, surprised, had no time to seek passionate phrases to +thank her, and express his grateful love. However, stunned by what had +taken place, she did not rise, she did not stir. Then he was afraid that +the driver might suspect something, and got out first to help her to +alight. + +At length she got out of the cab, staggering and without saying a word. +He rang the bell, and as the door opened, said, tremblingly: "When shall +I see you again?" + +She murmured so softly that he scarcely heard it: "Come and lunch with +me to-morrow." And she disappeared in the entry, pushed to the heavy +door, which closed with a noise like that of a cannon. He gave the +driver five francs, and began to walk along with rapid and triumphant +steps, and heart overflowing with joy. + +He had won at last--a married woman, a lady. How easy and unexpected it +had all been. He had fancied up till then that to assail and conquer one +of these so greatly longed-for beings, infinite pains, interminable +expectations, a skillful siege carried on by means of gallant +attentions, words of love, sighs, and gifts were needed. And, lo! +suddenly, at the faintest attack, the first whom he had encountered had +yielded to him so quickly that he was stupefied at it. + +"She was tipsy," he thought; "to-morrow it will be another story. She +will meet me with tears." This notion disturbed him, but he added: +"Well, so much the worse. Now I have her, I mean to keep her." + +He was somewhat agitated the next day as he ascended Madame de Marelle's +staircase. How would she receive him? And suppose she would not receive +him at all? Suppose she had forbidden them to admit him? Suppose she had +said--but, no, she could not have said anything without letting the +whole truth be guessed. So he was master of the situation. + +The little servant opened the door. She wore her usual expression. He +felt reassured, as if he had anticipated her displaying a troubled +countenance, and asked: "Is your mistress quite well?" + +She replied: "Oh! yes, sir, the same as usual," and showed him into the +drawing-room. + +He went straight to the chimney-glass to ascertain the state of his hair +and his toilet, and was arranging his necktie before it, when he saw in +it the young woman watching him as she stood at the door leading from +her room. He pretended not to have noticed her, and the pair looked at +one another for a few moments in the glass, observing and watching +before finding themselves face to face. He turned round. She had not +moved, and seemed to be waiting. He darted forward, stammering: "My +darling! my darling!" + + +She opened her arms and fell upon his breast; then having lifted her +head towards him, their lips met in a long kiss. + +He thought: "It is easier than I should have imagined. It is all going +on very well." + +And their lips separating, he smiled without saying a word, while +striving to throw a world of love into his looks. She, too, smiled, with +that smile by which women show their desire, their consent, their wish +to yield themselves, and murmured: "We are alone. I have sent Laurine to +lunch with one of her young friends." + +He sighed as he kissed her. "Thanks, I will worship you." + +Then she took his arm, as if he had been her husband, to go to the sofa, +on which they sat down side by side. He wanted to start a clever and +attractive chat, but not being able to do so to his liking, stammered: +"Then you are not too angry with me?" + +She put her hand on his mouth, saying "Be quiet." + +They sat in silence, looking into one another's eyes, with burning +fingers interlaced. + +"How I did long for you!" said he. + +She repeated: "Be quiet." + +They heard the servant arranging the table in the adjoining +dining-room, and he rose, saying: "I must not remain so close to you. I +shall lose my head." + +The door opened, and the servant announced that lunch was ready. Duroy +gravely offered his arm. + +They lunched face to face, looking at one another and constantly +smiling, solely taken up by themselves, and enveloped in the sweet +enchantment of a growing love. They ate, without knowing what. He felt a +foot, a little foot, straying under the table. He took it between his +own and kept it there, squeezing it with all his might. The servant came +and went, bringing and taking away the dishes with a careless air, +without seeming to notice anything. + +When they had finished they returned to the drawing-room, and resumed +their place on the sofa, side by side. Little by little he pressed up +against her, striving to take her in his arms. But she calmly repulsed +him, saying: "Take care; someone may come in." + +He murmured: "When can I see you quite alone, to tell you how I love +you?" + +She leant over towards him and whispered: "I will come and pay you a +visit one of these days." + +He felt himself redden. "You know--you know--my place is very small." + +She smiled: "That does not matter. It is you I shall call to see, and +not your rooms." + +Then he pressed her to know when she would come. She named a day in the +latter half of the week. He begged of her to advance the date in broken +sentences, playing with and squeezing her hands, with glittering eyes, +and flushed face, heated and torn by desire, that imperious desire which +follows _tete-a-tete_ repasts. She was amazed to see him implore her +with such ardor, and yielded a day from time to time. But he kept +repeating: "To-morrow, only say to-morrow." + +She consented at length. "Yes, to-morrow; at five o'clock." + +He gave a long sigh of joy, and they then chatted almost quietly with an +air of intimacy, as though they had known one another twenty years. The +sound of the door bell made them start, and with a bound they separated +to a distance. She murmured: "It must be Laurine." + +The child made her appearance, stopped short in amazement, and then ran +to Duroy, clapping her hands with pleasure at seeing him, and +exclaiming: "Ah! pretty boy." + +Madame de Marelle began to laugh. "What! Pretty boy! Laurine has +baptized you. It's a nice little nickname for you, and I will call you +Pretty-boy, too." + +He had taken the little girl on his knee, and he had to play with her at +all the games he had taught her. He rose to take his leave at twenty +minutes to three to go to the office of the paper, and on the staircase, +through the half-closed door, he still whispered: "To-morrow, at five." + +She answered "Yes," with a smile, and disappeared. + +As soon as he had got through his day's work, he speculated how he +should arrange his room to receive his mistress, and hide as far as +possible the poverty of the place. He was struck by the idea of pinning + +a lot of Japanese trifles on the walls, and he bought for five francs +quite a collection of little fans and screens, with which he hid the +most obvious of the marks on the wall paper. He pasted on the window +panes transparent pictures representing boats floating down rivers, +flocks of birds flying across rosy skies, multi-colored ladies on +balconies, and processions of little black men over plains covered with +snow. His room, just big enough to sleep and sit down in, soon looked +like the inside of a Chinese lantern. He thought the effect +satisfactory, and passed the evening in pasting on the ceiling birds +that he had cut from the colored sheets remaining over. Then he went to +bed, lulled by the whistle of the trains. + +He went home early the next day, carrying a paper bag of cakes and a +bottle of Madeira, purchased at the grocer's. He had to go out again to +buy two plates and two glasses, and arranged this collation on his +dressing-table, the dirty wood of which was covered by a napkin, the jug +and basin being hidden away beneath it. + +Then he waited. + +She came at about a quarter-past five; and, attracted by the bright +colors of the pictures, exclaimed: "Dear me, yours is a nice place. But +there are a lot of people about on the staircase." + +He had clasped her in his arms, and was eagerly kissing the hair between +her forehead and her bonnet through her veil. + +An hour and a half later he escorted her back to the cab-stand in the +Rue de Rome. When she was in the carriage he murmured: "Tuesday at the +same time?" + +She replied: "Tuesday at the same time." And as it had grown dark, she +drew his head into the carriage and kissed him on the lips. Then the +driver, having whipped up his beast, she exclaimed: "Good-bye, +Pretty-boy," and the old vehicle started at the weary trot of its old +white horse. + +For three weeks Duroy received Madame de Marelle in this way every two +or three days, now in the evening and now in the morning. While he was +expecting her one afternoon, a loud uproar on the stairs drew him to the +door. A child was crying. A man's angry voice shouted: "What is that +little devil howling about now?" The yelling and exasperated voice of a +woman replied: "It is that dirty hussy who comes to see the +penny-a-liner upstairs; she has upset Nicholas on the landing. As if +dabs like that, who pay no attention to children on the staircase, +should be allowed here." + +Duroy drew back, distracted, for he could hear the rapid rustling of +skirts and a hurried step ascending from the story just beneath him. +There was soon a knock at the door, which he had reclosed. He opened it, +and Madame de Marelle rushed into the room, terrified and breathless, +stammering: "Did you hear?" + +He pretended to know nothing. "No; what?" + +"How they have insulted me." + +"Who? Who?" + +"The blackguards who live down below." + +"But, surely not; what does it all mean, tell me?" + +She began to sob, without being able to utter a word. He had to take off +her bonnet, undo her dress, lay her on the bed, moisten her forehead +with a wet towel. She was choking, and then when her emotion was +somewhat abated, all her wrathful indignation broke out. She wanted him +to go down at once, to thrash them, to kill them. + +He repeated: "But they are only work-people, low creatures. Just +remember that it would lead to a police court, that you might be +recognized, arrested, ruined. One cannot lower one's self to have +anything to do with such people." + +She passed on to another idea. "What shall we do now? For my part, I +cannot come here again." + +He replied: "It is very simple; I will move." + +She murmured: "Yes, but that will take some time." Then all at once she +framed a plan, and reassured, added softly: "No, listen, I know what to +do; let me act, do not trouble yourself about anything. I will send you +a telegram to-morrow morning." + +She smiled now, delighted with her plan, which she would not reveal, and +indulged in a thousand follies. She was very agitated, however, as she +went downstairs, leaning with all her weight on her lover's arm, her +legs trembled so beneath her. They did not meet anyone, though. + +As he usually got up late, he was still in bed the next day, when, about +eleven o'clock, the telegraph messenger brought him the promised +telegram. He opened it and read: + +"Meet me at five; 127, Rue de Constantinople. Rooms hired by Madame +Duroy.--Clo." + +At five o'clock to the minute he entered the doorkeeper's lodge of a +large furnished house, and asked: "It is here that Madame Duroy has +taken rooms, is it not?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Will you show me to them, if you please." + +The man, doubtless used to delicate situations in which prudence is +necessary, looked him straight in the eyes, and then, selecting one of +the long range of keys, said: "You are Monsieur Duroy?" + +"Yes, certainly." + +The man opened the door of a small suite of rooms on the ground floor in +front of the lodge. The sitting-room, with a tolerably fresh wall-paper +of floral design, and a carpet so thin that the boards of the floor +could be felt through it, had mahogany furniture, upholstered in green +rep with a yellow pattern. The bedroom was so small that the bed +three-parts filled it. It occupied the further end, stretching from one +wall to the other--the large bed of a furnished lodging-house, shrouded +in heavy blue curtains also of rep, and covered with an eider-down quilt +of red silk stained with suspicious-looking spots. + +Duroy, uneasy and displeased, thought: "This place will cost, Lord knows +how much. I shall have to borrow again. It is idiotic what she has +done." + +The door opened, and Clotilde came in like a whirlwind, with +outstretched arms and rustling skirts. She was delighted. "Isn't it +nice, eh, isn't it nice? And on the ground floor, too; no stairs to go +up. One could get in and out of the windows without the doorkeeper +seeing one. How we will love one another here!" + +He kissed her coldly, not daring to put the question that rose to his +lips. She had placed a large parcel on the little round table in the +middle of the room. She opened it, and took out a cake of soap, a bottle +of scent, a sponge, a box of hairpins, a buttonhook, and a small pair of +curling tongs to set right her fringe, which she got out of curl every +time. And she played at moving in, seeking a place for everything, and +derived great amusement from it. + +She kept on chattering as she opened the drawers. "I must bring a little +linen, so as to be able to make a change if necessary. It will be very +convenient. If I get wet, for instance, while I am out, I can run in +here to dry myself. We shall each have one key, beside the one left with +the doorkeeper in case we forget it. I have taken the place for three +months, in your name, of course, since I could not give my own." + +Then he said: "You will let me know when the rent is to be paid." + +She replied, simply: "But it is paid, dear." + +"Then I owe it to you." + +"No, no, my dear; it does not concern you at all; this is a little fancy +of my own." + +He seemed annoyed: "Oh, no, indeed; I can't allow that." + +She came to him in a supplicating way, and placing her hands on his +shoulders, said: "I beg of you, George; it will give me so much pleasure +to feel that our little nest here is mine--all my own. You cannot be +annoyed at that. How can you? I wanted to contribute that much towards +our loves. Say you agree, Georgy; say you agree." + +She implored him with looks, lips, the whole of her being. He held out, +refusing with an irritated air, and then he yielded, thinking that, +after all, it was fair. And when she had gone, he murmured, rubbing his +hands, and without seeking in the depths of his heart whence the opinion +came on that occasion: "She is very nice." + +He received, a few days later, another telegram running thus: "My +husband returns to-night, after six weeks' inspection, so we shall have +a week off. What a bore, darling.--Clo." + +Duroy felt astounded. He had really lost all idea of her being married. +But here was a man whose face he would have liked to see just once, in +order to know him. He patiently awaited the husband's departure, but he +passed two evenings at the Folies Bergere, which wound up with Rachel. + +Then one morning came a fresh telegram: "To-day at five.--Clo." + +They both arrived at the meeting-place before the time. She threw +herself into his arms with an outburst of passion, and kissed him all +over the face, and then said: "If you like, when we have loved one +another a great deal, you shall take me to dinner somewhere. I have kept + +myself disengaged." + +It was at the beginning of the month, and although his salary was long +since drawn in advance, and he lived from day to day upon money gleaned +on every side, Duroy happened to be in funds, and was pleased at the +opportunity of spending something upon her, so he replied: "Yes, +darling, wherever you like." + +They started off, therefore, at about seven, and gained the outer +boulevards. She leaned closely against him, and whispered in his ear: +"If you only knew how pleased I am to walk out on your arm; how I love +to feel you beside me." + +He said: "Would you like to go to Pere Lathuile's?" + +"Oh, no, it is too swell. I should like something funny, out of the way! +a restaurant that shopmen and work-girls go to. I adore dining at a +country inn. Oh! if we only had been able to go into the country." + +As he knew nothing of the kind in the neighborhood, they wandered along +the boulevard, and ended by going into a wine-shop where there was a +dining-room. She had seen through the window two bareheaded girls +seated at tables with two soldiers. Three cab-drivers were dining at the +further end of the long and narrow room, and an individual impossible to +classify under any calling was smoking, stretched on a chair, with his +legs stuck out in front of him, his hands in the waist-band of his +trousers, and his head thrown back over the top bar. His jacket was a +museum of stains, and in his swollen pockets could be noted the neck of +a bottle, a piece of bread, a parcel wrapped up in a newspaper, and a +dangling piece of string. He had thick, tangled, curly hair, gray with +scurf, and his cap was on the floor under his chair. + +The entrance of Clotilde created a sensation, due to the elegance of her +toilet. The couples ceased whispering together, the three cab-drivers +left off arguing, and the man who was smoking, having taken his pipe +from his mouth and spat in front of him, turned his head slightly to +look. + +Madame de Marelle murmured: "It is very nice; we shall be very +comfortable here. Another time I will dress like a work-girl." And she +sat down, without embarrassment or disgust, before the wooden table, +polished by the fat of dishes, washed by spilt liquors, and cleaned by a +wisp of the waiter's napkin. Duroy, somewhat ill at ease, and slightly +ashamed, sought a peg to hang his tall hat on. Not finding one, he put +it on a chair. + +They had a ragout, a slice of melon, and a salad. Clotilde repeated: "I +delight in this. I have low tastes. I like this better than the Cafe +Anglais." Then she added: "If you want to give me complete enjoyment, +you will take me to a dancing place. I know a very funny one close by +called the Reine Blanche." + +Duroy, surprised at this, asked: "Whoever took you there?" + +He looked at her and saw her blush, somewhat disturbed, as though this +sudden question had aroused within her some delicate recollections. +After one of these feminine hesitations, so short that they can scarcely +be guessed, she replied: "A friend of mine," and then, after a brief +silence, added, "who is dead." And she cast down her eyes with a very +natural sadness. + +Duroy, for the first time, thought of all that he did not know as +regarded the past life of this woman. Certainly she already had lovers, +but of what kind, in what class of society? A vague jealousy, a species +of enmity awoke within him; an enmity against all that he did not know, +all that had not belonged to him. He looked at her, irritated at the +mystery wrapped up within that pretty, silent head, which was thinking, +perhaps, at that very moment, of the other, the others, regretfully. How +he would have liked to have looked into her recollections--to have known +all. + +She repeated: "Will you take me to the Reine Blanche? That will be a +perfect treat." + +He thought: "What matters the past? I am very foolish to bother about +it," and smilingly replied: "Certainly, darling." + +When they were in the street she resumed, in that low and mysterious +tone in which confidences are made: "I dared not ask you this until now, +but you cannot imagine how I love these escapades in places ladies do +not go to. During the carnival I will dress up as a schoolboy. I make +such a capital boy." + +When they entered the ball-room she clung close to him, gazing with +delighted eyes on the girls and the bullies, and from time to time, as +though to reassure herself as regards any possible danger, saying, as +she noticed some serious and motionless municipal guard: "That is a +strong-looking fellow." In a quarter of an hour she had had enough of it +and he escorted her home. + +Then began quite a series of excursions in all the queer places where +the common people amuse themselves, and Duroy discovered in his mistress +quite a liking for this vagabondage of students bent on a spree. She +came to their meeting-place in a cotton frock and with a servant's +cap--a theatrical servant's cap--on her head; and despite the elegant +and studied simplicity of her toilet, retained her rings, her bracelets, +and her diamond earrings, saying, when he begged her to remove them: +"Bah! they will think they are paste." + +She thought she was admirably disguised, and although she was really +only concealed after the fashion of an ostrich, she went into the most +ill-famed drinking places. She wanted Duroy to dress himself like a +workman, but he resisted, and retained his correct attire, without even +consenting to exchange his tall hat for one of soft felt. She was +consoled for this obstinacy on his part by the reflection that she would +be taken for a chambermaid engaged in a love affair with a gentleman, +and thought this delightful. In this guise they went into popular +wine-shops, and sat down on rickety chairs at old wooden tables in +smoke-filled rooms. A cloud of strong tobacco smoke, with which still +blended the smell of fish fried at dinner time, filled the room; men in +blouses shouted at one another as they tossed off nips of spirits; and +the astonished waiter would stare at this strange couple as he placed +before them two cherry brandies. She--trembling, fearsome, yet +charmed--began to sip the red liquid, looking round her with uneasy and +kindling eye. Each cherry swallowed gave her the sensation of a sin +committed, each drop of burning liquor flowing down her throat gave her + +the pleasure of a naughty and forbidden joy. + +Then she would say, "Let us go," and they would leave. She would pass +rapidly, with bent head and the short steps of an actress leaving the +stage, among the drinkers, who, with their elbows on the tables, watched +her go by with suspicious and dissatisfied glances; and when she had +crossed the threshold would give a deep sigh, as if she had just escaped +some terrible danger. + +Sometimes she asked Duroy, with a shudder: "If I were insulted in these +places, what would you do?" + +He would answer, with a swaggering air: "Take your part, by Jove!" + +And she would clasp his arm with happiness, with, perhaps, a vague wish +to be insulted and defended, to see men fight on her account, even such +men as those, with her lover. + +But these excursions taking place two or three times a week began to +weary Duroy, who had great difficulty, besides, for some time past, in +procuring the ten francs necessary for the cake and the drinks. He now +lived very hardly and with more difficulty than when he was a clerk in +the Northern Railway; for having spent lavishly during his first month +of journalism, in the constant hope of gaining large sums of money in a +day or two, he had exhausted all his resources and all means of +procuring money. A very simple method, that of borrowing from the +cashier, was very soon exhausted; and he already owed the paper four +months' salary, besides six hundred francs advanced on his lineage +account. He owed, besides, a hundred francs to Forestier, three hundred +to Jacques Rival, who was free-handed with his money; and he was also +eaten up by a number of small debts of from five francs to twenty. +Saint-Potin, consulted as to the means of raising another hundred +francs, had discovered no expedient, although a man of inventive mind, +and Duroy was exasperated at this poverty, of which he was more sensible +now than formerly, since he had more wants. A sullen rage against +everyone smouldered within him, with an ever-increasing irritation, + +which manifested itself at every moment on the most futile pretexts. He +sometimes asked himself how he could have spent an average of a thousand +francs a month, without any excess and the gratification of any +extravagant fancy, and he found that, by adding a lunch at eight +francs to a dinner at twelve, partaken of in some large cafe on the +boulevards, he at once came to a louis, which, added to ten francs +pocket-money--that pocket-money that melts away, one does not know +how--makes a total of thirty francs. But thirty francs a day is nine +hundred francs at the end of the month. And he did not reckon in the +cost of clothes, boots, linen, washing, etc. + +So on the 14th December he found himself without a sou in his pocket, +and without a notion in his mind how to get any money. He went, as he +had often done of old, without lunch, and passed the afternoon working +at the newspaper office, angry and preoccupied. About four o'clock he +received a telegram from his mistress, running: "Shall we dine together, +and have a lark afterwards?" + +He at once replied: "Cannot dine." Then he reflected that he would be +very stupid to deprive himself of the pleasant moments she might afford +him, and added: "But will wait at nine at our place." And having sent +one of the messengers with this, to save the cost of a telegram, he +began to reflect what he should do to procure himself a dinner. + +At seven o'clock he had not yet hit upon anything and a terrible hunger +assailed him. Then he had recourse to the stratagem of a despairing man. +He let all his colleagues depart, one after the other, and when he was +alone rang sharply. Monsieur Walter's messenger, left in charge of the +offices, came in. Duroy was standing feeling in his pockets, and said in +an abrupt voice: "Foucart, I have left my purse at home, and I have to +go and dine at the Luxembourg. Lend me fifty sous for my cab." + +The man took three francs from his waistcoat pocket and said: "Do you +want any more, sir?" + +"No, no, that will be enough. Thanks." + +And having seized on the coins, Duroy ran downstairs and dined at a +slap-bank, to which he drifted on his days of poverty. + +At nine o'clock he was awaiting his mistress, with his feet on the +fender, in the little sitting-room. She came in, lively and animated, +brisked up by the keen air of the street. "If you like," said she, "we +will first go for a stroll, and then come home here at eleven. The +weather is splendid for walking." + +He replied, in a grumbling tone: "Why go out? We are very comfortable +here." + +She said, without taking off her bonnet: "If you knew, the moonlight is +beautiful. It is splendid walking about to-night." + +"Perhaps so, but I do not care for walking about!" + +He had said this in an angry fashion. She was struck and hurt by it, and +asked: "What is the matter with you? Why do you go on in this way? I +should like to go for a stroll, and I don't see how that can vex you." + +He got up in a rage. "It does not vex me. It is a bother, that is all." + +She was one of those sort of women whom resistance irritates and +impoliteness exasperates, and she said disdainfully and with angry calm: +"I am not accustomed to be spoken to like that. I will go alone, then. +Good-bye." + +He understood that it was serious, and darting towards her, seized her +hands and kissed them, saying: "Forgive me, darling, forgive me. I am +very nervous this evening, very irritable. I have had vexations and +annoyances, you know--matters of business." + +She replied, somewhat softened, but not calmed down: "That does not +concern me, and I will not bear the consequences of your ill-temper." + +He took her in his arms, and drew her towards the couch. + +"Listen, darling, I did not want to hurt you; I was not thinking of what +I was saying." + +He had forced her to sit down, and, kneeling before her, went on: "Have +you forgiven me? Tell me you have forgiven me?" + +She murmured, coldly: "Very well, but do not do so again;" and rising, +she added: "Now let us go for a stroll." + +He had remained at her feet, with his arms clasped about her hips, and +stammered: "Stay here, I beg of you. Grant me this much. I should so +like to keep you here this evening all to myself, here by the fire. Say +yes, I beg of you, say yes." + +She answered plainly and firmly: "No, I want to go out, and I am not +going to give way to your fancies." + +He persisted. "I beg of you, I have a reason, a very serious reason." + +She said again: "No; and if you won't go out with me, I shall go. +Good-bye." + +She had freed herself with a jerk, and gained the door. He ran towards +her, and clasped her in his arms, crying: + +"Listen, Clo, my little Clo; listen, grant me this much." + +She shook her head without replying, avoiding his kisses, and striving +to escape from his grasp and go. + + +He stammered: "Clo, my little Clo, I have a reason." + +She stopped, and looking him full in the face, said: "You are lying. +What is it?" + +He blushed not knowing what to say, and she went on in an indignant +tone: "You see very well that you are lying, you low brute." And with an +angry gesture and tears in her eyes, she escaped him. + +He again caught her by the shoulders, and, in despair, ready to +acknowledge anything in order to avoid a rupture, he said, in a +despairing tone: "I have not a son. That's what it all means." She +stopped short, and looking into his eyes to read the truth in them, +said: "You say?" + +He had flushed to the roots of his hair. "I say that I have not a sou. +Do you understand? Not twenty sous, not ten, not enough to pay for a +glass of cassis in the cafe we may go into. You force me to confess what +I am ashamed of. It was, however, impossible for me to go out with you, +and when we were seated with refreshments in front of us to tell you +quietly that I could not pay for them." + +She was still looking him in the face. "It is true, then?" + +In a moment he had turned out all his pockets, those of his trousers, +coat, and waistcoat, and murmured: "There, are you satisfied now?" + +Suddenly opening her arms, in an outburst of passion, she threw them +around his neck, crying: "Oh, my poor darling, my poor darling, if I had +only known. How did it happen?" + +She made him sit down, and sat down herself on his knees; then, with her +arm round his neck, kissing him every moment on his moustache, his +mouth, his eyes, she obliged him to tell her how this misfortune had +come about. + +He invented a touching story. He had been obliged to come to the +assistance of his father, who found himself in difficulties. He had not +only handed over to him all his savings, but had even incurred heavy +debts on his behalf. He added: "I shall be pinched to the last degree +for at least six months, for I have exhausted all my resources. So much +the worse; there are crises in every life. Money, after all, is not +worth troubling about." + +She whispered: "I will lend you some; will you let me?" + +He answered, with dignity: "You are very kind, pet; but do not think of +that, I beg of you. You would hurt my feelings." + +She was silent, and then clasping him in her arms, murmured: "You will +never know how much I love you." + +It was one of their most pleasant evenings. + +As she was leaving, she remarked, smilingly: "How nice it is when one is +in your position to find money you had forgotten in your pocket--a coin +that had worked its way between the stuff and the lining." + +He replied, in a tone of conviction: "Ah, yes, that it is." + +She insisted on walking home, under the pretense that the moon was +beautiful and went into ecstasies over it. It was a cold, still night at +the beginning of winter. Pedestrians and horses went by quickly, spurred +by a sharp frost. Heels rang on the pavement. As she left him she said: +"Shall we meet again the day after to-morrow?" + +"Certainly." + +"At the same time?" + +"The same time." + +"Good-bye, dearest." And they kissed lovingly. + +Then he walked home swiftly, asking himself what plan he could hit on +the morrow to get out of his difficulty. But as he opened the door of +his room, and fumbled in his waistcoat pocket for a match, he was +stupefied to find a coin under his fingers. As soon as he had a light he +hastened to examine it. It was a louis. He thought he must be mad. He +turned it over and over, seeking by what miracle it could have found +its way there. It could not, however, have fallen from heaven into his +pocket. + +Then all at once he guessed, and an angry indignation awoke within him. +His mistress had spoken of money slipping into the lining, and being +found in times of poverty. It was she who had tendered him this alms. +How shameful! He swore: "Ah! I'll talk to her the day after to-morrow. +She shall have a nice time over it." + +And he went to bed, his heart filled with anger and humiliation. + +He woke late. He was hungry. He tried to go to sleep again, in order not +to get up till two o'clock, and then said to himself: "That will not +forward matters. I must end by finding some money." Then he went out, +hoping that an idea might occur to him in the street. It did not; but at +every restaurant he passed a longing to eat made his mouth water. As by +noon he had failed to hit on any plan, he suddenly made up his mind: "I +will lunch out of Clotilde's twenty francs. That won't hinder me from +paying them back to-morrow." + +He, therefore, lunched for two francs fifty centimes. On reaching the +office he also gave three francs to the messenger, saying: "Here, +Foucart, here is the money you lent me last night for my cab." + +He worked till seven o'clock. Then he went and dined taking another +three francs. The two evening bocks brought the expenditure of the day +up to nine francs thirty centimes. But as he could not re-establish a +credit or create fresh resources in twenty-four hours, he borrowed +another six francs fifty centimes the next day from the twenty he was +going to return that very evening, so that he came to keep his +appointment with just four francs twenty centimes in his pocket. + +He was in a deuce of a temper, and promised himself that he would pretty +soon explain things. He would say to his mistress: "You know, I found +the twenty francs you slipped into my pocket the other day. I cannot +give them back to you now, because my situation is unaltered, and I have +not had time to occupy myself with money matters. But I will give them +to you the next time we meet." + +She arrived, loving, eager, full of alarm. How would he receive her? She +kissed him persistently to avoid an explanation at the outset. + +He said to himself: "It will be time enough to enter on the matter +by-and-by. I will find an opportunity of doing so." + +He did not find the opportunity, and said nothing, shirking before the +difficulty of opening this delicate subject. She did not speak of going +out, and was in every way charming. They separated about midnight, after +making an appointment for the Wednesday of the following week, for +Madame de Marelle was engaged to dine out several days in succession. + +The next day, as Duroy, on paying for his breakfast, felt for the four +coins that ought to be remaining to him, he perceived that they were +five, and one of them a gold one. At the outset he thought that he had +received it by mistake in his change the day before, then he understood +it, and his heart throbbed with humiliation at this persistent charity. +How he now regretted not having said anything! If he had spoken +energetically this would not have happened. + +For four days he made efforts, as numerous as they were fruitless, to +raise five louis, and spent Clotilde's second one. She managed, although +he had said to her savagely, "Don't play that joke of the other +evening's again, or I shall get angry," to slip another twenty francs +into his trouser pockets the first time they met. When he found them he +swore bitterly, and transferred them to his waistcoat to have them under +his hand, for he had not a rap. He appeased his conscience by this +argument: "I will give it all back to her in a lump. After all, it is +only borrowed money." + +At length the cashier of the paper agreed, on his desperate appeals, to +let him have five francs daily. It was just enough to live upon, but not +enough to repay sixty francs with. But as Clotilde was again seized by +her passion for nocturnal excursions in all the suspicious localities in +Paris, he ended by not being unbearably annoyed to find a yellow boy in +one of his pockets, once even in his boot, and another time in his +watch-case, after their adventurous excursions. Since she had wishes +which he could not for the moment gratify himself, was it not natural +that she should pay for them rather than go without them? He kept an +account, too, of all he received in this way, in order to return it to +her some day. + +One evening she said to him: "Would you believe that I have never been +to the Folies-Bergere? Will you take me there?" + +He hesitated a moment, afraid of meeting Rachel. Then he thought: "Bah! +I am not married, after all. If that girl sees me she will understand +the state of things, and will not speak to me. Besides, we will have a +box." + +Another reason helped his decision. He was well pleased of this +opportunity of offering Madame de Marelle a box at the theater without +its costing anything. It was a kind of compensation. + +He left her in the cab while he got the order for the box, in order that +she might not see it offered him, and then came to fetch her. They went +in, and were received with bows by the acting manager. An immense crowd +filled the lounge, and they had great difficulty in making their way +through the swarm of men and women. At length they reached the box and +settled themselves in it, shut in between the motionless orchestra and +the eddy of the gallery. But Madame de Marelle rarely glanced at the +stage. Wholly taken up with the women promenading behind her back, she +constantly turned round to look at them, with a longing to touch them, +to feel their bodices, their skirts, their hair, to know what these +creatures were made of. + +Suddenly she said: "There is a stout, dark girl who keeps watching us +all the time. I thought just now that she was going to speak to us. Did +you notice her?" + +He answered: "No, you must be mistaken." But he had already noticed her +for some time back. It was Rachel who was prowling about in their +neighborhood, with anger in her eyes and hard words upon her lips. + +Duroy had brushed against her in making his way through the crowd, and +she had whispered, "Good evening," with a wink which signified, "I +understand." But he had not replied to this mark of attention for fear +of being seen by his mistress, and he had passed on coldly, with haughty +look and disdainful lip. The woman, whom unconscious jealousy already +assailed, turned back, brushed against him again, and said in louder +tones: "Good evening, George." He had not answered even then. Then she +made up her mind to be recognized and bowed to, and she kept continually +passing in the rear of the box, awaiting a favorable moment. + +As soon as she saw that Madame de Marelle was looking at her she touched +Duroy's shoulder, saying: "Good evening, are you quite well?" + +He did not turn round, and she went on: "What, have you grown deaf since +Thursday?" He did not reply, affecting a contempt which would not allow +him to compromise himself even by a word with this slut. + +She began to laugh an angry laugh, and said: "So you are dumb, then? +Perhaps the lady has bitten your tongue off?" + +He made an angry movement, and exclaimed, in an exasperated tone: "What +do you mean by speaking to me? Be off, or I will have you locked up." + +Then, with fiery eye and swelling bosom, she screeched out: "So that's +it, is it? Ah! you lout. When a man sleeps with a woman the least he can +do is to nod to her. It is no reason because you are with someone else +that you should cut me to-day. If you had only nodded to me when I +passed you just now, I should have left you alone. But you wanted to do +the grand. I'll pay you out! Ah, so you won't say good evening when you +meet me!" + +She would have gone on for a long time, but Madame de Marelle had opened +the door of the box and fled through the crowd, blindly seeking the way +out. Duroy started off in her rear and strove to catch her up, while +Rachel, seeing them flee, yelled triumphantly: "Stop her, she has stolen +my sweetheart." + +People began to laugh. Two gentlemen for fun seized the fugitive by the +shoulders and sought to bring her back, trying, too, to kiss her. But +Duroy, having caught her up, freed her forcibly and led her away into +the street. She jumped into an empty cab standing at the door. He jumped +in after her, and when the driver asked, "Where to, sir?" replied, +"Wherever you like." + +The cab slowly moved off, jolting over the paving stones. Clotilde, +seized by a kind of hysterical attack, sat choking and gasping with her +hands covering her face, and Duroy neither knew what to do nor what to +say. At last, as he heard her sobbing, he stammered out: "Clo, my dear +little Clo, just listen, let me explain. It is not my fault. I used to +know that woman, some time ago, you know--" + +She suddenly took her hands from her face, and overcome by the wrath of +a loving and deceitful woman, a furious wrath that enabled her to +recover her speech, she pantingly jerked out, in rapid and broken +sentences: "Oh!--you wretch--you wretch--what a scoundrel you are--can +it be possible? How shameful--O Lord--how shameful!" Then, getting +angrier and angrier as her ideas grew clearer and arguments suggested +themselves to her, she went on: "It was with my money you paid her, +wasn't it? And I was giving him money--for that creature. Oh, the +scoundrel!" She seemed for a few minutes to be seeking some stronger +expression that would not come, and then all at once she spat out, as it +were, the words: "Oh! you swine--you swine--you swine--you paid her +with my money--you swine--you swine!" She could not think of anything +else, and kept repeating, "You swine, you swine!" + +Suddenly she leant out of the window, and catching the driver by the +sleeve, cried, "Stop," and opening the door, sprang out. + +George wanted to follow, but she cried, "I won't have you get out," in +such loud tones that the passers-by began to gather about her, and Duroy +did not move for fear of a scandal. She took her purse from her pocket +and looked for some change by the light of the cab lantern, then taking +two francs fifty centimes she put them in the driver's hand, saying, in +ringing tones: "There is your fare--I pay you, now take this blackguard +to the Rue Boursault, Batignolles." + +Mirth was aroused in the group surrounding her. A gentleman said: "Well +done, little woman," and a young rapscallion standing close to the cab +thrust his head into the open door and sang out, in shrill tones, +"Good-night, lovey!" Then the cab started off again, followed by a burst +of laughter. + + + + +VI + + +George Duroy woke up chapfallen the next morning. + +He dressed himself slowly, and then sat down at his window and began to +reflect. He felt a kind of aching sensation all over, just as though he +had received a drubbing over night. At last the necessity of finding +some money spurred him up, and he went first to Forestier. + +His friend received him in his study with his feet on the fender. + +"What has brought you out so early?" said he. + +"A very serious matter, a debt of honor." + +"At play?" + +He hesitated a moment, and then said: "At play." + +"Heavy?" + +"Five hundred francs." + +He only owed two hundred and eighty. + +Forestier, skeptical on the point, inquired: "Whom do you owe it to?" + +Duroy could not answer right off. "To--to--a Monsieur de Carleville." + +"Ah! and where does he live?" + +"At--at--" + +Forestier began to laugh. "Number ought, Nowhere Street, eh? I know that +gentleman, my dear fellow. If you want twenty francs, I have still that +much at your service, but no more." + +Duroy took the offered louis. Then he went from door to door among the +people he knew, and wound up by having collected at about five o'clock +the sum of eighty francs. And he still needed two hundred more; he made +up his mind, and keeping for himself what he had thus gleaned, murmured: +"Bah! I am not going to put myself out for that cat. I will pay her when +I can." + +For a fortnight he lived regularly, economically, and chastely, his mind +filled with energetic resolves. Then he was seized with a strong longing +for love. It seemed to him that several years had passed since he last +clasped a woman in his arms, and like the sailor who goes wild on seeing +land, every passing petticoat made him quiver. So he went one evening +to the Folies Bergere in the hope of finding Rachel. He caught sight of +her indeed, directly he entered, for she scarcely went elsewhere, and +went up to her smiling with outstretched hand. But she merely looked him +down from head to foot, saying: "What do you want with me?" + +He tried to laugh it off with, "Come, don't be stuck-up." + +She turned on her heels, saying: "I don't associate with ponces." + +She had picked out the bitterest insult. He felt the blood rush to his +face, and went home alone. + +Forestier, ill, weak, always coughing, led him a hard life at the paper, +and seemed to rack his brain to find him tiresome jobs. One day, even, +in a moment of nervous irritation, and after a long fit of coughing, as +Duroy had not brought him a piece of information he wanted, he growled +out: "Confound it! you are a bigger fool than I thought." + +The other almost struck him, but restrained himself, and went away +muttering: "I'll manage to pay you out some day." An idea shot through +his mind, and he added: "I will make a cuckold of you, old fellow!" And +he took himself off, rubbing his hands, delighted at this project. + +He resolved to set about it the very next day. He paid Madame Forestier +a visit as a reconnaissance. He found her lying at full length on a +couch, reading a book. She held out her hand without rising, merely +turning her head, and said: "Good-day, Pretty-boy!" + +He felt as though he had received a blow. "Why do you call me that?" he +said. + +She replied, with a smile: "I saw Madame de Marelle the other day, and +learned how you had been baptized at her place." + +He felt reassured by her amiable air. Besides, what was there for him to +be afraid of? + +She resumed: "You spoil her. As to me, people come to see me when they +think of it--the thirty-second of the month, or something like it." + +He sat down near her, and regarded her with a new species of curiosity, +the curiosity of the amateur who is bargain-hunting. She was charming, a +soft and tender blonde, made for caresses, and he thought: "She is +better than the other, certainly." He did not doubt his success, it +seemed to him that he had only to stretch out his hand and take her, as +one gathers a fruit. + +He said, resolutely: "I did not come to see you, because it was better +so." + +She asked, without understanding: "What? Why?" + +"No, not at all." + +"Because I am in love with you; oh! only a little, and I do not want to +be head over ears." + +She seemed neither astonished, nor shocked, nor flattered; she went on +smiling the same indifferent smile, and replied with the same +tranquillity: "Oh! you can come all the same. No one is in love with me +long." + +He was surprised, more by the tone than by the words, and asked: "Why +not?" + +"Because it is useless. I let this be understood at once. If you had +told me of your fear before, I should have reassured you, and invited +you, on the contrary, to come as often as possible." + +He exclaimed, in a pathetic tone: "Can we command our feelings?" + +She turned towards him: "My dear friend, for me a man in love is struck +off the list of the living. He becomes idiotic, and not only idiotic, +but dangerous. I cease all intimate relations with people who are in +love with me, or who pretend to be so--because they bore me, in the +first place; and, secondly, because they are as much objects of +suspicion to me as a mad dog, which may have a fit of biting. I +therefore put them into a kind of moral quarantine until their illness +is over. Do not forget this. I know very well that in your case love is +only a species of appetite, while with me it would be, on the contrary, +a kind of--of--of communion of souls, which does not enter into a man's +religion. You understand its letter, and its spirit. But look me well in +the face." She no longer smiled. Her face was calm and cold, and she +continued, emphatically: "I will never, never be your mistress; you +understand. It is therefore absolutely useless, it would even be +hurtful, for you to persist in this desire. And now that the operation +is over, will you agree to be friends--good friends--real friends, I +mean, without any mental reservation." + +He had understood that any attempt would be useless in face of this +irrevocable sentence. He made up his mind at once, frankly, and, +delighted at being able to secure this ally in the battle of life, held +out both hands, saying: "I am yours, madame, as you will." + +She read the sincerity of his intention in his voice, and gave him her +hands. He kissed them both, one after the other, and then said simply, +as he raised his head: "Ah, if I had found a woman like you, how gladly +I would have married her." + +She was touched this time--soothed by this phrase, as women are by the +compliments which reach their hearts, and she gave him one of those +rapid and grateful looks which make us their slaves. Then, as he could +find no change of subject to renew the conversation, she said softly, +laying her finger on his arm: "And I am going to play my part of a +friend at once. You are clumsy." She hesitated a moment, and then asked: +"May I speak plainly?" + +"Yes." + +"Quite plainly?" + +"Quite." + +"Well, go and see Madame Walter, who greatly appreciates you, and do +your best to please her. You will find a place there for your +compliments, although she is virtuous, you understand me, perfectly +virtuous. Oh! there is no hope of--of poaching there, either. You may +find something better, though, by showing yourself. I know that you +still hold an inferior position on the paper. But do not be afraid, they +receive all their staff with the same kindness. Go there--believe me." + +He said, with a smile: "Thanks, you are an angel, a guardian angel." + +They spoke of one thing and another. He stayed for some time, wishing to +prove that he took pleasure in being with her, and on leaving, remarked: +"It is understood, then, that we are friends?" + +"It is." + +As he had noted the effect of the compliment he had paid her shortly +before, he seconded it by adding: "And if ever you become a widow, I +enter the lists." + +Then he hurried away, so as not to give her time to get angry. + +A visit to Madame Walter was rather awkward for Duroy, for he had not +been authorized to call, and he did not want to commit a blunder. The +governor displayed some good will towards him, appreciated his services, +and employed him by preference on difficult jobs, so why should he not +profit by this favor to enter the house? One day, then, having risen +early, he went to the market while the morning sales were in progress, +and for ten francs obtained a score of splendid pears. Having carefully +packed them in a hamper to make it appear that they had come from a +distance, he left them with the doorkeeper at Madame Walter's with his +card, on which he had written: "George Duroy begs Madame Walter to +accept a little fruit which he received this morning from Normandy." + +He found the next morning, among his letters at the office, an envelope +in reply, containing the card of Madame Walter, who "thanked Monsieur +George Duroy, and was at home every Saturday." + +On the following Saturday he called. Monsieur Walter occupied, on the +Boulevard Malesherbes, a double house, which belonged to him, and of +which a part was let off, in the economical way of practical people. A +single doorkeeper, quartered between the two carriage entrances, opened +the door for both landlord and tenant, and imparted to each of the +entrances an air of wealth by his get-up like a beadle, his big calves +in white stockings, and his coat with gilt buttons and scarlet facings. +The reception-rooms were on the first floor, preceded by an ante-room +hung with tapestry, and shut in by curtains over the doorways. Two +footmen were dozing on benches. One of them took Duroy's overcoat and +the other relieved him of his cane, opened the door, advanced a few +steps in front of the visitor, and then drawing aside, let him pass, +calling out his name, into an empty room. + +The young fellow, somewhat embarrassed, looked round on all sides when +he perceived in a glass some people sitting down who seemed very far +off. He was at sea at first as to the direction in which they were, the +mirror having deceived his eyes. Then he passed through two empty +drawing-rooms and reached a small boudoir hung with blue silk, where +four ladies were chatting round a table bearing cups of tea. Despite the +assurance he had acquired in course of his Parisian life, and above all +in his career as a reporter, which constantly brought him into contact +with important personages, Duroy felt somewhat intimidated by the get-up +of the entrance and the passage through the deserted drawing-room. He +stammered: "Madame, I have ventured," as his eyes sought the mistress of +the house. + +She held out her hand, which he took with a bow, and having remarked: +"You are very kind sir, to call and see me," she pointed to a chair, in +seeking to sit down in which he almost fell, having thought it much +higher. + +They had become silent. One of the ladies began to talk again. It was a +question of the frost, which was becoming sharper, though not enough, +however, to check the epidemic of typhoid fever, nor to allow skating. +Every one gave her opinion on this advent of frost in Paris, then they +expressed their preference for the different seasons with all the +trivial reasons that lie about in people's minds like dust in rooms. The +faint noise made by a door caused Duroy to turn his head, and he saw in +a glass a stout lady approaching. As soon as she made her appearance in +the boudoir one of the other visitors rose, shook hands and left, and +the young fellow followed her black back glittering with jet through the +drawing-rooms with his eyes. When the agitation due to this change had +subsided they spoke without transition of the Morocco question and the +war in the East and also of the difficulties of England in South Africa. +These ladies discussed these matters from memory, as if they had been +reciting passages from a fashionable play, frequently rehearsed. + +A fresh arrival took place, that of a little curly-headed blonde, which +brought about the departure of a tall, thin lady of middle age. They now +spoke of the chance Monsieur Linet had of getting into the +Academie-Francaise. The new-comer formerly believed that he would be +beaten by Monsieur Cabanon-Lebas, the author of the fine dramatic +adaption of Don Quixote in verse. + +"You know it is to be played at the Odeon next winter?" + +"Really, I shall certainly go and see such a very excellent literary +effort." + +Madame Walter answered gracefully with calm indifference, without ever +hesitating as to what she should say, her mind being always made up +beforehand. But she saw that night was coming on, and rang for the +lamps, while listening to the conversation that trickled on like a +stream of honey, and thinking that she had forgotten to call on the +stationer about the invitation cards for her next dinner. She was a +little too stout, though still beautiful, at the dangerous age when the +general break-up is at hand. She preserved herself by dint of care, +hygienic precautions, and salves for the skin. She seemed discreet in +all matters; moderate and reasonable; one of those women whose mind is +correctly laid out like a French garden. One walks through it with +surprise, but experiencing a certain charm. She had keen, discreet, and +sound sense, that stood her instead of fancy, generosity, and affection, +together with a calm kindness for everybody and everything. + +She noted that Duroy had not said anything, that he had not been spoken +to, and that he seemed slightly ill at ease; and as the ladies had not +yet quitted the Academy, that favorite subject always occupying them +some time, she said: "And you who should be better informed than any +one, Monsieur Duroy, who is your favorite?" + +He replied unhesitatingly: "In this matter, madame, I should never +consider the merit, always disputable, of the candidates, but their age +and their state of health. I should not ask about their credentials, but +their disease. I should not seek to learn whether they have made a +metrical translation of Lope de Vega, but I should take care to obtain +information as to the state of their liver, their heart, their lungs, +and their spinal marrow. For me a good hypertrophy, a good aneurism, and +above all, a good beginning of locomotor ataxy, would be a hundred times +more valuable than forty volumes of disgressions on the idea of +patriotism as embodied in barbaric poetry." + +An astonished silence followed this opinion, and Madame Walter asked +with a smile: "But why?" + +He replied: "Because I never seek aught else than the pleasure that any +one can give the ladies. But, Madame, the Academy only has any real +interest for you when an Academician dies. The more of them die the +happier you must be. But in order that they may die quickly they must be +elected sick and old." As they still remained somewhat surprised, he +continued. "Besides, I am like you, and I like to read of the death of +an Academician. I at once ask myself: 'Who will replace him?' And I draw +up my list. It is a game, a very pretty little game that is played in +all Parisian salons at each decease of one of the Immortals, the game of +'Death and the Forty Fogies.'" + +The ladies, still slightly disconcerted, began however, to smile, so +true were his remarks. He concluded, as he rose: "It is you who really +elect them, ladies, and you only elect them to see them die. Choose them +old, therefore, very old; as old as possible, and do not trouble +yourselves about anything else." + +He then retired very gracefully. As soon as he was gone, one of the +ladies said: "He is very funny, that young fellow. Who is he?" + +Madame Walter replied: "One of the staff of our paper, who does not do +much yet; but I feel sure that he will get on." + +Duroy strode gayly down the Boulevard Malesherbes, content with his +exit, and murmuring: "A capital start." + +He made it up with Rachel that evening. + +The following week two things happened to him. He was appointed chief +reporter and invited to dinner at Madame Walter's. He saw at once a +connection between these things. The _Vie Francaise_ was before +everything a financial paper, the head of it being a financier, to whom +the press and the position of a deputy served as levers. Making use of +every cordiality as a weapon, he had always worked under the smiling +mask of a good fellow; but he only employed men whom he had sounded, +tried, and proved; whom he knew to be crafty, bold, and supple. Duroy, +appointed chief of the reporting staff, seemed to him a valuable fellow. + +This duty had been filled up till then by the chief sub-editor, Monsieur +Boisrenard, an old journalist, as correct, punctual, and scrupulous as a +clerk. In course of thirty years he had been sub-editor of eleven +different papers, without in any way modifying his way of thinking or +acting. He passed from one office to another as one changes one's +restaurant, scarcely noticing that the cookery was not quite the same. +Political and religious opinions were foreign to him. He was devoted to +his paper, whatever it might be, well up in his work, and valuable from +his experience. He worked like a blind man who sees nothing, like a deaf +man who hears nothing, and like a dumb man who never speaks of anything. +He had, however, a strong instinct of professional loyalty, and would +not stoop to aught he did not think honest and right from the special +point of view of his business. + +Monsieur Walter, who thoroughly appreciated him, had however, often +wished for another man to whom to entrust the "Echoes," which he held to +be the very marrow of the paper. It is through them that rumors are set +afloat and the public and the funds influenced. It is necessary to know +how to slip the all-important matter, rather hinted at than said right +out, in between the description of two fashionable entertainments, +without appearing to intend it. It is necessary to imply a thing by +judicious reservations; let what is desired be guessed at; contradict in +such a fashion as to confirm, or affirm in such a way that no one shall +believe the statement. It is necessary that in the "Echoes" everyone +shall find every day at least one line of interest, in order that every +one may read them. Every one must be thought of, all classes, all +professions, Paris and the provinces, the army and the art world, the +clergy and the university, the bar and the world of gallantry. The man +who has the conduct of them, and who commands an army of reporters, must +be always on the alert and always on his guard; mistrustful, far-seeing, +cunning, alert, and supple; armed with every kind of cunning, and gifted +with an infallible knack of spotting false news at the first glance, of +judging which is good to announce and good to hide, of divining what +will catch the public, and of putting it forward in such a way as to +double its effect. + +Monsieur Boisrenard, who had in his favor the skill acquired by long +habit, nevertheless lacked mastery and dash; he lacked, above all, the +native cunning needed to put forth day by day the secret ideas of the +manager. Duroy could do it to perfection, and was an admirable addition +to the staff. The wire-pullers and real editors of the _Vie Francaise_ +were half a dozen deputies, interested in all the speculations brought +out or backed up by the manager. They were known in the Chamber as +"Walter's gang," and envied because they gained money with him and +through him. Forestier, the political editor, was only the man of straw +of these men of business, the worker-out of ideas suggested by them. +They prompted his leaders, which he always wrote at home, so as to do so +in quiet, he said. But in order to give the paper a literary and truly +Parisian smack, the services of two celebrated writers in different +styles had been secured--Jacques Rival, a descriptive writer, and +Norbert de Varenne, a poet and story-writer. To these had been added, at +a cheap rate, theatrical, musical and art critics, a law reporter, and a +sporting reporter, from the mercenary tribe of all-round pressmen. Two +ladies, "Pink Domino" and "Lily Fingers," sent in fashion articles, and +dealt with questions of dress, etiquette, and society. + +Duroy was in all the joy of his appointment as chief of the "Echoes" +when he received a printed card on which he read: "Monsieur and Madame +Walter request the pleasure of Monsieur Geo. Duroy's company at dinner, +on Thursday, January 20." This new mark of favor following on the other +filled him with such joy that he kissed the invitation as he would have +done a love letter. Then he went in search of the cashier to deal with +the important question of money. A chief of the reporting staff on a +Paris paper generally has his budget out of which he pays his reporters +for the intelligence, important or trifling, brought in by them, as +gardeners bring in their fruits to a dealer. Twelve hundred francs a +month were allotted at the outset to Duroy, who proposed to himself to +retain a considerable share of it. The cashier, on his pressing +instances, ended by advancing him four hundred francs. He had at first +the intention of sending Madame de Marelle the two hundred and eighty +francs he owed her, but he almost immediately reflected that he would +only have a hundred and twenty left, a sum utterly insufficient to carry +on his new duties in suitable fashion, and so put off this resolution to +a future day. + +During a couple of days he was engaged in settling down, for he had +inherited a special table and a set of pigeon holes in the large room +serving for the whole of the staff. He occupied one end of the room, +while Boisrenard, whose head, black as a crow's, despite his age, was +always bent over a sheet of paper, had the other. The long table in the +middle belonged to the staff. Generally it served them to sit on, either +with their legs dangling over the edges, or squatted like tailors in the +center. Sometimes five or six would be sitting on it in that fashion, +perseveringly playing cup and ball. Duroy had ended by having a taste +for this amusement, and was beginning to get expert at it, under the +guidance, and thanks to the advice of Saint-Potin. Forestier, grown +worse, had lent him his fine cup and ball in West Indian wood, the last +he had bought, and which he found rather too heavy for him, and Duroy +swung with vigorous arm the big black ball at the end of its string, +counting quickly to himself: "One--two--three--four--five--six." It +happened precisely that for the first time he spiked the ball twenty +times running, the very day that he was to dine at Madame Walter's. "A +good day," he thought, "I am successful in everything." For skill at +cup and ball really conferred a kind of superiority in the office of +the _Vie Francaise_. + +He left the office early to have time to dress, and was going up the Rue +de Londres when he saw, trotting along in front of him, a little woman +whose figure recalled that of Madame de Marelle. He felt his cheeks +flush, and his heart began to beat. He crossed the road to get a view of +her. She stopped, in order to cross over, too. He had made a mistake, +and breathed again. He had often asked how he ought to behave if he met +her face to face. Should he bow, or should he seem not to have seen +her. "I should not see her," he thought. + +It was cold; the gutters were frozen, and the pavement dry and gray in +the gas-light. When he got home he thought: "I must change my lodgings; +this is no longer good enough for me." He felt nervous and lively, +capable of anything; and he said aloud, as he walked from his bed to the +window: "It is fortune at last--it is fortune! I must write to father." +From time to time he wrote to his father, and the letter always brought +happiness to the little Norman inn by the roadside, at the summit of the +slope overlooking Rouen and the broad valley of the Seine. From time to +time, too, he received a blue envelope, addressed in a large, shaky +hand, and read the same unvarying lines at the beginning of the paternal +epistle. "My Dear Son: This leaves your mother and myself in good +health. There is not much news here. I must tell you, however," etc. In +his heart he retained a feeling of interest for the village matters, for +the news of the neighbours, and the condition of the crops. + +He repeated to himself, as he tied his white tie before his little +looking-glass: "I must write to father to-morrow. Wouldn't the old +fellow be staggered if he could see me this evening in the house I am +going to? By Jove! I am going to have such a dinner as he never tasted." +And he suddenly saw the dark kitchen behind the empty _cafe_; the copper +stewpans casting their yellow reflections on the wall; the cat on the +hearth, with her nose to the fire, in sphinx-like attitude; the wooden +table, greasy with time and spilt liquids, a soup tureen smoking upon +it, and a lighted candle between two plates. He saw them, too--his +father and mother, two slow-moving peasants, eating their soup. He knew +the smallest wrinkles on their old faces, the slightest movements of +their arms and heads. He knew even what they talked about every evening +as they sat at supper. He thought, too: "I must really go and see them;" +but his toilet being ended, he blew out his light and went downstairs. + +As he passed along the outer boulevard girls accosted him from time to +time. He replied, as he pulled away his arm: "Go to the devil!" with a +violent disdain, as though they had insulted him. What did they take him +for? Could not these hussies tell what a man was? The sensation of his +dress coat, put on in order to go to dinner with such well-known and +important people, inspired him with the sentiment of a new +impersonality--the sense of having become another man, a man in society, +genuine society. + +He entered the ante-room, lit by tall bronze candelabra, with +confidence, and handed in easy fashion his cane and overcoat to two +valets who approached. All the drawing-rooms were lit up. Madame Walter +received her guests in the second, the largest. She welcomed him with a +charming smile, and he shook hands with two gentlemen who had arrived +before him--Monsieur Firmin and Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu, deputies, and +anonymous editors of the _Vie Francaise_. Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu had a +special authority at the paper, due to a great influence he enjoyed in +the Chamber. No one doubted his being a minister some day. Then came the +Forestiers; the wife in pink, and looking charming. Duroy was stupefied +to see her on terms of intimacy with the two deputies. She chatted in +low tones beside the fireplace, for more than five minutes, with +Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu. Charles seemed worn out. He had grown much +thinner during the past month, and coughed incessantly as he repeated: +"I must make up my mind to finish the winter in the south." Norbert de +Varenne and Jacques Rival made their appearance together. Then a door +having opened at the further end of the room, Monsieur Walter came in +with two tall young girls, of from sixteen to eighteen, one ugly and the +other pretty. + +Duroy knew that the governor was the father of a family; but he was +struck with astonishment. He had never thought of his daughters, save as +one thinks of distant countries which one will never see. And then he +had fancied them quite young, and here they were grown-up women. They +held out their hands to him after being introduced, and then went and +sat down at a little table, without doubt reserved to them, at which +they began to turn over a number of reels of silk in a work-basket. They +were still awaiting someone, and all were silent with that sense of +oppression, preceding dinners, between people who do not find themselves +in the same mental atmosphere after the different occupations of the +day. + +Duroy having, for want of occupation, raised his eyes towards the wall, +Monsieur Walter called to him from a distance, with an evident wish to +show off his property: "Are you looking at my pictures? I will show them +to you," and he took a lamp, so that the details might be distinguished. + +"Here we have landscapes," said he. + +In the center of the wall was a large canvas by Guillemet, a bit of the +Normandy coast under a lowering sky. Below it a wood, by Harpignies, and +a plain in Algeria, by Guillemet, with a camel on the horizon, a tall +camel with long legs, like some strange monument. Monsieur Walter passed +on to the next wall, and announced in a grave tone, like a master of the +ceremonies: "High Art." There were four: "A Hospital Visit," by Gervex; +"A Harvester," by Bastien-Lepage; "A Widow," by Bouguereau; and "An +Execution," by Jean Paul Laurens. The last work represented a Vendean +priest shot against the wall of his church by a detachment of Blues. A +smile flitted across the governor's grave countenance as he indicated +the next wall. "Here the fanciful school." First came a little canvas by +Jean Beraud, entitled, "Above and Below." It was a pretty Parisian +mounting to the roof of a tramcar in motion. Her head appeared on a +level with the top, and the gentlemen on the seats viewed with +satisfaction the pretty face approaching them, while those standing on +the platform below considered the young woman's legs with a different +expression of envy and desire. Monsieur Walter held the lamp at arm's +length, and repeated, with a sly laugh: "It is funny, isn't it?" Then he +lit up "A Rescue," by Lambert. In the middle of a table a kitten, +squatted on its haunches, was watching with astonishment and perplexity +a fly drowning in a glass of water. It had its paw raised ready to fish +out the insect with a rapid sweep of it. But it had not quite made up +its mind. It hesitated. What would it do? Then the governor showed a +Detaille, "The Lesson," which represented a soldier in a barrack-room +teaching a poodle to play the drum, and said: "That is very witty." + +Duroy laughed a laugh of approbation, and exclaimed: "It is charming, +charm--" He stopped short on hearing behind him the voice of Madame de +Marelle, who had just come in. + +The governor continued to light up the pictures as he explained them. He +now showed a water-color by Maurice Leloir, "The Obstacle." It was a +sedan chair checked on its way, the street being blocked by a fight +between two laborers, two fellows struggling like Hercules. From out of +the window of the chair peered the head of a charming woman, who watched +without impatience, without alarm, and with a certain admiration, the +combat of these two brutes. Monsieur Walter continued: "I have others in +the adjoining rooms, but they are by less known men. I buy of the young +artists now, the very young ones, and hang their works in the more + +private rooms until they become known." He then went on in a low tone: +"Now is the time to buy! The painters are all dying of hunger! They have +not a sou, not a sou!" + +But Duroy saw nothing, and heard without understanding. Madame de +Marelle was there behind him. What ought he to do? If he spoke to her, +might she not turn her back on him, or treat him with insolence? If he +did not approach her, what would people think? He said to himself: "I +will gain time, at any rate." He was so moved that for a moment he +thought of feigning a sudden illness, which would allow him to withdraw. +The examination of the walls was over. The governor went to put down his +lamp and welcome the last comer, while Duroy began to re-examine the +pictures as if he could not tire of admiring them. He was quite upset. +What should he do? Madame Forestier called to him: "Monsieur Duroy." He +went to her. It was to speak to him of a friend of hers who was about +to give a fete, and who would like to have a line to that effect in the +_Vie Francaise_. He gasped out: "Certainly, Madame, certainly." + +Madame de Marelle was now quite close to him. He dared not turn round to +go away. All at once he thought he was going mad; she had said aloud: +"Good evening, Pretty-boy. So you no longer recognize me." + +He rapidly turned on his heels. She stood before him smiling, her eyes +beaming with sprightliness and affection, and held out her hand. He took +it tremblingly, still fearing some trick, some perfidy. She added, +calmly: "What has become of you? One no longer sees anything of you." + +He stammered, without being able to recover his coolness: "I have a +great deal to do, Madame, a great deal to do. Monsieur Walter has +entrusted me with new duties which give me a great deal of occupation." + +She replied, still looking him in the face, but without his being able +to discover anything save good will in her glance: "I know it. But that +is no reason for forgetting your friends." + +They were separated by a lady who came in, with red arms and red face, a +stout lady in a very low dress, got up with pretentiousness, and walking +so heavily that one guessed by her motions the size and weight of her +legs. As she seemed to be treated with great attention, Duroy asked +Madame Forestier: "Who is that lady?" + +"The Viscomtesse de Percemur, who signs her articles 'Lily Fingers.'" + +He was astounded, and seized on by an inclination to laugh. + +"'Lily Fingers!' 'Lily Fingers!' and I imagined her young like +yourself. So that is 'Lily Fingers.' That is very funny, very funny." + +A servant appeared in the doorway and announced dinner. The dinner was +commonplace and lively, one of those dinners at which people talk about +everything, without saying anything. Duroy found himself between the +elder daughter of the master of the house, the ugly one, Mademoiselle +Rose and Madame de Marelle. The neighborhood of the latter made him feel +very ill at ease, although she seemed very much at her ease, and chatted +with her usual vivacity. He was troubled at first, constrained, +hesitating, like a musician who has lost the keynote. By degrees, +however, he recovered his assurance, and their eyes continually meeting +questioned one another, exchanging looks in an intimate, almost sensual, +fashion as of old. All at once he thought he felt something brush +against his foot under the table. He softly pushed forward his leg and +encountered that of his neighbor, which did not shrink from the contact. +They did not speak, each being at that moment turned towards their +neighbor. Duroy, his heart beating, pushed a little harder with his +knee. A slight pressure replied to him. Then he understood that their +loves were beginning anew. What did they say then? Not much, but their +lips quivered every time that they looked at one another. + +The young fellow, however, wishing to do the amiable to his employer's +daughter, spoke to her from time to time. She replied as the mother +would have done, never hesitating as to what she should say. On the +right of Monsieur Walter the Viscomtesse de Percemur gave herself the +airs of a princess, and Duroy, amused at watching her, said in a low +voice to Madame de Marelle. "Do you know the other, the one who signs +herself 'Pink Domino'?" + +"Yes, very well, the Baroness de Livar." + +"Is she of the same breed?" + +"No, but quite as funny. A tall, dried-up woman of sixty, false curls, +projecting teeth, ideas dating from the Restoration, and toilets of the +same epoch." + +"Where did they unearth these literary phenomena?" + +"The scattered waifs of the nobility are always sheltered by enriched +cits." + +"No other reason?" + +"None." + +Then a political discussion began between the master of the house, the +two deputies, Norbert de Varenne, and Jacques Rival, and lasted till +dessert. + +When they returned to the drawing-room, Duroy again approached Madame de +Marelle, and looking her in the eyes, said: "Shall I see you home +to-night?" + +"No." + +"Why not?" + +"Because Monsieur Laroche Mathieu, who is my neighbor, drops me at my +door every time I dine here." + +"When shall I see you?" + +"Come and lunch with me to-morrow." + +And they separated without saying anything more. + +Duroy did not remain late, finding the evening dull. As he went +downstairs he overtook Norbert de Varenne, who was also leaving. The old +poet took him by the arm. No longer having to fear any rivalry as +regards the paper, their work being essentially different, he now +manifested a fatherly kindness towards the young fellow. + +"Well, will you walk home a bit of my way with me?" said he. + +"With pleasure, my dear master," replied Duroy. + +And they went out, walking slowly along the Boulevard Malesherbes. Paris +was almost deserted that night--a cold night--one of those nights that +seem vaster, as it were, than others, when the stars seem higher above, +and the air seems to bear on its icy breath something coming from +further than even the stars. The two men did not speak at first. Then +Duroy, in order to say something, remarked: "Monsieur Laroche Mathieu +seems very intelligent and well informed." + +The old poet murmured: "Do you think so?" + +The young fellow, surprised at this remark, hesitated in replying: "Yes; +besides, he passes for one of the most capable men in the Chamber." + +"It is possible. In the kingdom of the blind the one-eyed man is king. +All these people are commonplace because their mind is shut in between +two walls, money and politics. They are dullards, my dear fellow, with +whom it is impossible to talk about anything we care for. Their minds +are at the bottom mud, or rather sewage; like the Seine Asnieres. Ah! +how difficult it is to find a man with breadth of thought, one who +causes you the same sensation as the breeze from across the broad ocean +one breathes on the seashore. I have known some such; they are dead." + +Norbert de Varenne spoke with a clear but restrained voice, which would +have rung out in the silence of the night had he given it rein. He +seemed excited and sad, and went on: "What matter, besides, a little + +more or less talent, since all must come to an end." + +He was silent, and Duroy, who felt light hearted that evening, said with +a smile: "You are gloomy to-day, dear master." + +The poet replied: "I am always so, my lad, so will you be in a few +years. Life is a hill. As long as one is climbing up one looks towards +the summit and is happy, but when one reaches the top one suddenly +perceives the descent before one, and its bottom, which is death. One +climbs up slowly, but one goes down quickly. At your age a man is happy. +He hopes for many things, which, by the way, never come to pass. At +mine, one no longer expects anything--but death." + +Duroy began to laugh: "You make me shudder all over." + +Norbert de Varenne went on: "No, you do not understand me now, but later +on you will remember what I am saying to you at this moment. A day +comes, and it comes early for many, when there is an end to mirth, for +behind everything one looks at one sees death. You do not even +understand the word. At your age it means nothing; at mine it is +terrible. Yes, one understands it all at once, one does not know how or +why, and then everything in life changes its aspect. For fifteen years I +have felt death assail me as if I bore within me some gnawing beast. I +have felt myself decaying little by little, month by month, hour by +hour, like a house crumbling to ruin. Death has disfigured me so +completely that I do not recognize myself. I have no longer anything +about me of myself--of the fresh, strong man I was at thirty. I have +seen death whiten my black hairs, and with what skillful and spiteful +slowness. Death has taken my firm skin, my muscles, my teeth, my whole +body of old, only leaving me a despairing soul, soon to be taken too. +Every step brings me nearer to death, every moment, every breath hastens +his odious work. To breathe, sleep, drink, eat, work, dream, everything +we do is to die. To live, in short, is to die. I now see death so near +that I often want to stretch my arms to push it back. I see it +everywhere. The insects crushed on the path, the falling leaves, the +white hair in a friend's head, rend my heart and cry to me, "Behold it!" +It spoils for me all I do, all I see, all that I eat and drink, all that +I love; the bright moonlight, the sunrise, the broad ocean, the noble +rivers, and the soft summer evening air so sweet to breathe." + +He walked on slowly, dreaming aloud, almost forgetting that he had a +listener: "And no one ever returns--never. The model of a statue may be +preserved, but my body, my face, my thoughts, my desires will never +reappear again. And yet millions of beings will be born with a nose, +eyes, forehead, cheeks, and mouth like me, and also a soul like me, +without my ever returning, without even anything recognizable of me +appearing in these countless different beings. What can we cling to? +What can we believe in? All religions are stupid, with their puerile +morality and their egoistical promises, monstrously absurd. Death alone +is certain." + +He stopped, reflected for a few moments, and then, with a look of +resignation, said: "I am a lost creature. I have neither father nor +mother, nor sister nor brother; no wife, no children, no God." + +He added, after a pause: "I have only verse." + +They reached the Pont de la Concorde, crossed it in silence, and walked +past the Palais Bourbon. Norbert de Varenne began to speak again, +saying: "Marry, my friend; you do not know what it is to live alone at +my age. Solitude now fills me with horrible agony--solitude at home by +the fireside of a night. It is so profound, so sad; the silence of the +room in which one dwells alone. It is not alone silence about the body, +but silence about the soul; and when the furniture creaks I shudder to +the heart, for no sound but is unexpected in my gloomy dwelling." He was +silent again for a moment, and then added: "When one is old it is well, +all the same, to have children." + +They had got half way down the Rue de Bourgoyne. The poet halted in +front of a tall house, rang the bell, shook Duroy by the hand, and said: +"Forget all this old man's doddering, youngster, and live as befits your +age. Good-night." + +And he disappeared in the dark passage. + +Duroy resumed his route with a pain at his heart. It seemed to him as +though he had been shown a hole filled with bones, an unavoidable gulf +into which all must fall one day. He muttered: "By Jove, it can't be +very lively in his place. I should not care for a front seat to see the +procession of his thoughts go by. The deuce, no." + +But having paused to allow a perfumed lady, alighting from her carriage +and entering her house, to pass before him, he drew in with eager breath +the scent of vervain and orris root floating in the air. His lungs and +heart throbbed suddenly with hope and joy, and the recollection of +Madame de Marelle, whom he was to see the next day, assailed him from +head to foot. All smiled on him, life welcomed him with kindness. How +sweet was the realization of hopes! + +He fell asleep, intoxicated with this idea, and rose early to take a +stroll down the Avenue du Bois de Boulogne before keeping his +appointment. The wind having changed, the weather had grown milder +during the night, and it was as warm and as sunny as in April. All the +frequenters of the Bois had sallied out that morning, yielding to the +summons of a bright, clear day. Duroy walked along slowly. He passed the +Arc de Triomphe, and went along the main avenue. He watched the people +on horseback, ladies and gentlemen, trotting and galloping, the rich +folk of the world, and scarcely envied them now. He knew them almost all +by name--knew the amount of their fortune, and the secret history of +their life, his duties having made him a kind of directory of the +celebrities and the scandals of Paris. + +Ladies rode past, slender, and sharply outlined in the dark cloth of +their habits, with that proud and unassailable air many women have on +horseback, and Duroy amused himself by murmuring the names, titles, and +qualities of the lovers whom they had had, or who were attributed to +them. Sometimes, instead of saying "Baron de Tanquelot," "Prince de la +Tour-Enguerrand," he murmured "Lesbian fashion, Louise Michot of the +Vaudeville, Rose Marquetin of the Opera." + +The game greatly amused him, as if he had verified, beneath grave +outward appearances, the deep, eternal infamy of mankind, and as if this +had excited, rejoiced, and consoled him. Then he said aloud: "Set of +hypocrites!" and sought out with his eye the horsemen concerning whom +the worst tales were current. He saw many, suspected of cheating at +play, for whom their clubs were, at all events, their chief, their sole +source of livelihood, a suspicious one, at any rate. Others, very +celebrated, lived only, it was well known, on the income of their wives; +others, again, it was affirmed, on that of their mistresses. Many had +paid their debts, an honorable action, without it ever being guessed +whence the money had come--a very equivocal mystery. He saw financiers +whose immense fortune had had its origin in a theft, and who were +received everywhere, even in the most noble houses; then men so +respected that the lower middle-class took off their hats on their +passage, but whose shameless speculations in connection with great +national enterprises were a mystery for none of those really acquainted +with the inner side of things. All had a haughty look, a proud lip, an +insolent eye. Duroy still laughed, repeating: "A fine lot; a lot of +blackguards, of sharpers." + +But a pretty little open carriage passed, drawn by two white ponies with +flowing manes and tails, and driven by a pretty fair girl, a well-known +courtesan, who had two grooms seated behind her. Duroy halted with a +desire to applaud this mushroom of love, who displayed so boldly at this +place and time set apart for aristocratic hypocrites the dashing luxury +earned between her sheets. He felt, perhaps vaguely, that there was +something in common between them--a tie of nature, that they were of the +same race, the same spirit, and that his success would be achieved by +daring steps of the same kind. He walked back more slowly, his heart +aglow with satisfaction, and arrived a little in advance of the time at +the door of his former mistress. + +She received him with proffered lips, as though no rupture had taken +place, and she even forgot for a few moments the prudence that made her +opposed to all caresses at her home. Then she said, as she kissed the +ends of his moustache: "You don't know what a vexation has happened to +me, darling? I was hoping for a nice honeymoon, and here is my husband +home for six weeks. He has obtained leave. But I won't remain six weeks +without seeing you, especially after our little tiff, and this is how I +have arranged matters. You are to come and dine with us on Monday. I +have already spoken to him about you, and I will introduce you." + +Duroy hesitated, somewhat perplexed, never yet having found himself face +to face with a man whose wife he had enjoyed. He was afraid lest +something might betray him--a slight embarrassment, a look, no matter +what. He stammered out: "No, I would rather not make your husband's +acquaintance." + +She insisted, very much astonished, standing before him with wide open, +wondering eyes. "But why? What a funny thing. It happens every day. I +should not have thought you such a goose." + +He was hurt, and said: "Very well, I will come to dinner on Monday." + +She went on: "In order that it may seem more natural I will ask the +Forestiers, though I really do not like entertaining people at home." + +Until Monday Duroy scarcely thought any more about the interview, but on +mounting the stairs at Madame de Marelle's he felt strangely uneasy, not +that it was so repugnant to him to take her husband's hand, to drink his +wine, and eat his bread, but because he felt afraid of something without +knowing what. He was shown into the drawing-room and waited as usual. +Soon the door of the inner room opened, and he saw a tall, white-bearded +man, wearing the ribbon of the Legion of Honor, grave and correct, who +advanced towards him with punctilious politeness, saying: "My wife has +often spoken to me of you, sir, and I am delighted to make your +acquaintance." + +Duroy stepped forward, seeking to impart to his face a look of +expressive cordiality, and grasped his host's hand with exaggerated +energy. Then, having sat down, he could find nothing to say. + +Monsieur de Marelle placed a log upon the fire, and inquired: "Have you +been long engaged in journalism?" + +"Only a few months." + +"Ah! you have got on quickly?" + +"Yes, fairly so," and he began to chat at random, without thinking very +much about what he was saying, talking of all the trifles customary +among men who do not know one another. He was growing seasoned now, and +thought the situation a very amusing one. He looked at Monsieur de +Marelle's serious and respectable face, with a temptation to laugh, as +he thought: "I have cuckolded you, old fellow, I have cuckolded you." A +vicious, inward satisfaction stole over him--the satisfaction of a thief +who has been successful, and is not even suspected--a delicious, roguish +joy. He suddenly longed to be the friend of this man, to win his +confidence, to get him to relate the secrets of his life. + +Madame de Marelle came in suddenly, and having taken them in with a +smiling and impenetrable glance, went toward Duroy, who dared not, in +the presence of her husband, kiss her hand as he always did. She was +calm, and light-hearted as a person accustomed to everything, finding +this meeting simple and natural in her frank and native trickery. +Laurine appeared, and went and held up her forehead to George more +quietly than usual, her father's presence intimidating her. Her mother +said to her: "Well, you don't call him Pretty-boy to-day." And the child +blushed as if a serious indiscretion had been committed, a thing that +ought not to have been mentioned, revealed, an intimate and, so to say, +guilty secret of her heart laid bare. + +When the Forestiers arrived, all were alarmed at the condition of +Charles. He had grown frightfully thin and pale within a week, and +coughed incessantly. He stated, besides, that he was leaving for Cannes +on the following Thursday, by the doctor's imperative orders. They left +early, and Duroy said, shaking his head: "I think he is very bad. He +will never make old bones." + +Madame de Marelle said, calmly: "Oh! he is done for. There is a man who +was lucky in finding the wife he did." + +Duroy asked: "Does she help him much?" + +"She does everything. She is acquainted with everything that is going +on; she knows everyone without seeming to go and see anybody; she +obtains what she wants as she likes. Oh! she is keen, clever, and +intriguing as no one else is. She is a treasure for anyone wanting to +get on." + + +George said: "She will marry again very quickly, no doubt?" + +Madame de Marelle replied: "Yes. I should not be surprised if she had +some one already in her eye--a deputy, unless, indeed, he +objects--for--for--there may be serious--moral--obstacles. But then--I +don't really know." + +Monsieur de Marelle grumbled with slow impatience: "You are always +suspecting a number of things that I do not like. Do not let us meddle +with the affairs of others. Our conscience is enough to guide us. That +should be a rule with everyone." + +Duroy withdrew, uneasy at heart, and with his mind full of vague plans. +The next day he paid a visit to the Forestiers, and found them finishing +their packing up. Charles, stretched on a sofa, exaggerated his +difficulty of breathing, and repeated: "I ought to have been off a month +ago." + +Then he gave George a series of recommendations concerning the paper, +although everything had been agreed upon and settled with Monsieur +Walter. As George left, he energetically squeezed his old comrade's +hand, saying: "Well, old fellow, we shall have you back soon." But as +Madame Forestier was showing him out, he said to her, quickly: "You have +not forgotten our agreement? We are friends and allies, are we not? So +if you have need of me, for no matter what, do not hesitate. Send a +letter or a telegram, and I will obey." + +She murmured: "Thanks, I will not forget." And her eye, too, said +"Thanks," in a deeper and tenderer fashion. + +As Duroy went downstairs, he met slowly coming up Monsieur de Vaudrec, +whom he had met there once before. The Count appeared sad, at this +departure, perhaps. Wishing to show his good breeding, the journalist +eagerly bowed. The other returned the salutation courteously, but in a +somewhat dignified manner. + +The Forestiers left on Thursday evening. + + + + +VII + + +Charles's absence gave Duroy increased importance in the editorial +department of the _Vie Francaise_. He signed several leaders besides his +"Echoes," for the governor insisted on everyone assuming the +responsibility of his "copy." He became engaged in several newspaper +controversies, in which he acquitted himself creditably, and his +constant relations with different statesmen were gradually preparing him +to become in his turn a clever and perspicuous political editor. There +was only one cloud on his horizon. It came from a little free-lance +newspaper, which continually assailed him, or rather in him assailed the +chief writer of "Echoes" in the _Vie Francaise_, the chief of "Monsieur +Walter's startlers," as it was put by the anonymous writer of the +_Plume_. Day by day cutting paragraphs, insinuations of every kind, +appeared in it. + +One day Jacques Rival said to Duroy: "You are very patient." + +Duroy replied: "What can I do, there is no direct attack?" + +But one afternoon, as he entered the editor's room, Boisrenard held out +the current number of the _Plume_, saying: "Here's another spiteful dig +at you." + +"Ah! what about?" + +"Oh! a mere nothing--the arrest of a Madame Aubert by the police." + +George took the paper, and read, under the heading, "Duroy's Latest": + +"The illustrious reporter of the _Vie Francaise_ to-day informs us that +Madame Aubert, whose arrest by a police agent belonging to the odious +_brigade des moeurs_ we announced, exists only in our imagination. Now +the person in question lives at 18 Rue de l'Ecureuil, Montmartre. We +understand only too well, however, the interest the agents of Walter's +bank have in supporting those of the Prefect of Police, who tolerates +their commerce. As to the reporter of whom it is a question, he would do +better to give us one of those good sensational bits of news of which he +has the secret--news of deaths contradicted the following day, news of +battles which have never taken place, announcements of important +utterances by sovereigns who have not said anything--all the news, in +short, which constitutes Walter's profits, or even one of those little +indiscretions concerning entertainments given by would-be fashionable +ladies, or the excellence of certain articles of consumption which are +of such resource to some of our compeers." + +The young fellow was more astonished than annoyed, only understanding +that there was something very disagreeable for him in all this. + +Boisrenard went on: "Who gave you this 'Echo'?" + +Duroy thought for a moment, having forgotten. Then all at once the +recollection occurred to him, "Saint-Potin." He re-read the paragraph in +the _Plume_ and reddened, roused by the accusation of venality. He +exclaimed: "What! do they mean to assert that I am paid--" + +Boisrenard interrupted him: "They do, though. It is very annoying for +you. The governor is very strict about that sort of thing. It might +happen so often in the 'Echoes.'" + +Saint-Potin came in at that moment. Duroy hastened to him. "Have you +seen the paragraph in the _Plume_?" + +"Yes, and I have just come from Madame Aubert. She does exist, but she +was not arrested. That much of the report has no foundation." + +Duroy hastened to the room of the governor, whom he found somewhat cool, +and with a look of suspicion in his eye. After having listened to the +statement of the case, Monsieur Walter said: "Go and see the woman +yourself, and contradict the paragraph in such terms as will put a stop +to such things being written about you any more. I mean the latter part +of the paragraph. It is very annoying for the paper, for yourself, and +for me. A journalist should no more be suspected than Caesar's wife." + +Duroy got into a cab, with Saint-Potin as his guide, and called out to +the driver: "Number 18 Rue de l'Ecureuil, Montmartre." + +It was a huge house, in which they had to go up six flights of stairs. +An old woman in a woolen jacket opened the door to them. "What is it you +want with me now?" said she, on catching sight of Saint-Potin. + +He replied: "I have brought this gentleman, who is an inspector of +police, and who would like to hear your story." + +Then she let him in, saying: "Two more have been here since you, for +some paper or other, I don't know which," and turning towards Duroy, +added: "So this gentleman wants to know about it?" + +"Yes. Were you arrested by an _agent des moeurs_?" + +She lifted her arms into the air. "Never in my life, sir, never in my +life. This is what it is all about. I have a butcher who sells good +meat, but who gives bad weight. I have often noticed it without saying +anything; but the other day, when I asked him for two pounds of chops, +as I had my daughter and my son-in-law to dinner, I caught him weighing +in bits of trimmings--trimmings of chops, it is true, but not of mine. I +could have made a stew of them, it is true, as well, but when I ask for +chops it is not to get other people's trimmings. I refused to take them, +and he calls me an old shark. I called him an old rogue, and from one +thing to another we picked up such a row that there were over a hundred +people round the shop, some of them laughing fit to split. So that at +last a police agent came up and asked us to settle it before the +commissary. We went, and he dismissed the case. Since then I get my meat +elsewhere, and don't even pass his door, in order to avoid his +slanders." + +She ceased talking, and Duroy asked: "Is that all?" + +"It is the whole truth, sir," and having offered him a glass of cordial, +which he declined, the old woman insisted on the short weight of the +butcher being spoken of in the report. + +On his return to the office, Duroy wrote his reply: + + "An anonymous scribbler in the _Plume_ seeks to pick a quarrel + with me on the subject of an old woman whom he states was + arrested by an _agent des moeurs_, which fact I deny. I have + myself seen Madame Aubert--who is at least sixty years of + age--and she told me in detail her quarrel with the butcher + over the weighing of some chops, which led to an explanation + before the commissary of police. This is the whole truth. As to + the other insinuations of the writer in the _Plume_, I despise + them. Besides, a man does not reply to such things when they + are written under a mask. + + "GEORGE DUROY." + +Monsieur Walter and Jacques Rival, who had come in, thought this note +satisfactory, and it was settled that it should go in at once. + +Duroy went home early, somewhat agitated and slightly uneasy. What reply +would the other man make? Who was he? Why this brutal attack? With the +brusque manners of journalists this affair might go very far. He slept +badly. When he read his reply in the paper next morning, it seemed to +him more aggressive in print than in manuscript. He might, it seemed to +him, have softened certain phrases. He felt feverish all day, and slept +badly again at night. He rose at dawn to get the number of the _Plume_ +that must contain a reply to him. + +The weather had turned cold again, it was freezing hard. The gutters, +frozen while still flowing, showed like two ribbons of ice alongside the +pavement. The morning papers had not yet come in, and Duroy recalled the +day of his first article, "The Recollections of a Chasseur d'Afrique." +His hands and feet getting numbed, grew painful, especially the tips of +his fingers, and he began to trot round the glazed kiosque in which the +newspaper seller, squatting over her foot warmer, only showed through +the little window a red nose and a pair of cheeks to match in a woolen +hood. At length the newspaper porter passed the expected parcel through +the opening, and the woman held out to Duroy an unfolded copy of the +_Plume_. + +He glanced through it in search of his name, and at first saw nothing. +He was breathing again, when he saw between two dashes: + + "Monsieur Duroy, of the _Vie Francaise_, contradicts us, and in + contradicting us, lies. He admits, however, that there is a + Madame Aubert, and that an agent took her before the commissary + of police. It only remains, therefore, to add two words, '_des + moeurs_,' after the word 'agent,' and he is right. But the + conscience of certain journalists is on a level with their + talent. And I sign, + + "LOUIS LANGREMONT." + +George's heart began to beat violently, and he went home to dress +without being too well aware of what he was doing. So he had been +insulted, and in such a way that no hesitation was possible. And why? +For nothing at all. On account of an old woman who had quarreled with +her butcher. + +He dressed quickly and went to see Monsieur Walter, although it was +barely eight o'clock. Monsieur Walter, already up, was reading the +_Plume_. "Well," said he, with a grave face, on seeing Duroy, "you +cannot draw back now." The young fellow did not answer, and the other +went on: "Go at once and see Rival, who will act for you." + +Duroy stammered a few vague words, and went out in quest of the +descriptive writer, who was still asleep. He jumped out of bed, and, +having read the paragraph, said: "By Jove, you must go out. Whom do you +think of for the other second?" + +"I really don't know." + +"Boisrenard? What do you think?" + +"Yes. Boisrenard." + +"Are you a good swordsman?" + +"Not at all." + +"The devil! And with the pistol?" + +"I can shoot a little." + +"Good. You shall practice while I look after everything else. Wait for +me a moment." + +He went into his dressing-room, and soon reappeared washed, shaved, +correct-looking. + +"Come with me," said he. + +He lived on the ground floor of a small house, and he led Duroy to the +cellar, an enormous cellar, converted into a fencing-room and shooting +gallery, all the openings on the street being closed. After having lit a +row of gas jets running the whole length of a second cellar, at the +end of which was an iron man painted red and blue; he placed on a +table two pairs of breech-loading pistols, and began to give the word +of command in a sharp tone, as though on the ground: "Ready? +Fire--one--two--three." + +Duroy, dumbfounded, obeyed, raising his arm, aiming and firing, and as +he often hit the mark fair on the body, having frequently made use of an +old horse pistol of his father's when a boy, against the birds, Jacques +Rival, well satisfied, exclaimed: "Good--very good--very good--you will +do--you will do." + +Then he left George, saying: "Go on shooting till noon; here is plenty +of ammunition, don't be afraid to use it. I will come back to take you +to lunch and tell you how things are going." + +Left to himself, Duroy fired a few more shots, and then sat down and +began to reflect. How absurd these things were, all the same! What did a +duel prove? Was a rascal less of a rascal after going out? What did an +honest man, who had been insulted, gain by risking his life against a +scoundrel? And his mind, gloomily inclined, recalled the words of +Norbert de Varenne. + +Then he felt thirsty, and having heard the sound of water dropping +behind him, found that there was a hydrant serving as a douche bath, and +drank from the nozzle of the hose. Then he began to think again. It was +gloomy in this cellar, as gloomy as a tomb. The dull and distant rolling +of vehicles sounded like the rumblings of a far-off storm. What o'clock +could it be? The hours passed by there as they must pass in prisons, +without anything to indicate or mark them save the visits of the warder. +He waited a long time. Then all at once he heard footsteps and voices, +and Jacques Rival reappeared, accompanied by Boisrenard. He called out +as soon as he saw Duroy: "It's all settled." + +The latter thought the matter terminated by a letter of apology, his +heart beat, and he stammered: "Ah! thanks." + +The descriptive writer continued: "That fellow Langremont is very +square; he accepted all our conditions. Twenty-five paces, one shot, at +the word of command raising the pistol. The hand is much steadier that +way than bringing it down. See here, Boisrenard, what I told you." + +And taking a pistol he began to fire, pointed out how much better one +kept the line by raising the arm. Then he said: "Now let's go and lunch; +it is past twelve o'clock." + +They went to a neighboring restaurant. Duroy scarcely spoke. He ate in +order not to appear afraid, and then, in course of the afternoon, +accompanied Boisrenard to the office, where he got through his work in +an abstracted and mechanical fashion. They thought him plucky. Jacques +Rival dropped in in the course of the afternoon, and it was settled that +his seconds should call for him in a landau at seven o'clock the next +morning, and drive to the Bois de Vesinet, where the meeting was to take +place. All this had been done so unexpectedly, without his taking part +in it, without his saying a word, without his giving his opinion, +without accepting or refusing, and with such rapidity, too, that he was +bewildered, scared, and scarcely able to understand what was going on. + +He found himself at home at nine o'clock, after having dined with +Boisrenard, who, out of self-devotion, had not left him all day. As soon +as he was alone he strode quickly up and down his room for several +minutes. He was too uneasy to think about anything. One solitary idea +filled his mind, that of a duel on the morrow, without this idea +awakening in him anything else save a powerful emotion. He had been a +soldier, he had been engaged with the Arabs, without much danger to +himself though, any more than when one hunts a wild boar. + +To reckon things up, he had done his duty. He had shown himself what he +should be. He would be talked of, approved of, and congratulated. Then +he said aloud, as one does under powerful impressions: "What a brute of +a fellow." + +He sat down and began to reflect. He had thrown upon his little table +one of his adversary's cards, given him by Rival in order to retain his +address. He read, as he had already done a score of times during the +day: "Louis Langremont, 176 Rue Montmartre." Nothing more. He examined +these assembled letters, which seemed to him mysterious and full of some +disturbing import. Louis Langremont. Who was this man? What was his age, +his height, his appearance? Was it not disgusting that a stranger, an +unknown, should thus come and suddenly disturb one's existence without +cause and from sheer caprice, on account of an old woman who had had a +quarrel with her butcher. He again repeated aloud: "What a brute." + +And he stood lost in thought, his eyes fixed on the card. Anger was +aroused in him against this bit of paper, an anger with which was +blended a strange sense of uneasiness. What a stupid business it was. He +took a pair of nail scissors which were lying about, and stuck their +points into the printed name, as though he was stabbing someone. So he +was to fight, and with pistols. Why had he not chosen swords? He would +have got off with a prick in the hand or arm, while with the pistols one +never knew the possible result. He said: "Come, I must keep my pluck +up." + +The sound of his own voice made him shudder, and he glanced about him. +He began to feel very nervous. He drank a glass of water and went to +bed. + +As soon as he was in bed he blew out his candle and closed his eyes. He +was warm between the sheets, though it was very cold in his room, but +he could not manage to doze off. He turned over and over, remained five +minutes on his back, then lay on his left side, then rolled on the +right. He was still thirsty, and got up to drink. Then a sense of +uneasiness assailed him. Was he going to be afraid? Why did his heart +beat wildly at each well-known sound in the room? When his clock was +going to strike, the faint squeak of the lever made him jump, and he had +to open his mouth for some moments in order to breathe, so oppressed did +he feel. He began to reason philosophically on the possibility of his +being afraid. + +No, certainly he would not be afraid, now he had made up his mind to go +through with it to the end, since he was firmly decided to fight and not +to tremble. But he felt so deeply moved that he asked himself: "Can one +be afraid in spite of one's self?" This doubt assailed him. If some +power stronger than his will overcame it, what would happen? Yes, what +would happen? Certainly he would go on the ground, since he meant to. +But suppose he shook? suppose he fainted? And he thought of his +position, his reputation, his future. + +A strange need of getting up to look at himself in the glass suddenly +seized him. He relit the candle. When he saw his face so reflected, he +scarcely recognized himself, and it seemed to him that he had never seen +himself before. His eyes appeared enormous, and he was pale; yes, he was +certainly pale, very pale. Suddenly the thought shot through his mind: +"By this time to-morrow I may be dead." And his heart began to beat +again furiously. He turned towards his bed, and distinctly saw himself +stretched on his back between the same sheets as he had just left. He +had the hollow cheeks of the dead, and the whiteness of those hands that +no longer move. Then he grew afraid of his bed, and in order to see it +no longer he opened the window to look out. An icy coldness assailed him +from head to foot, and he drew back breathless. + +The thought occurred to him to make a fire. He built it up slowly, +without looking around. His hands shook slightly with a kind of nervous +tremor when he touched anything. His head wandered, his disjointed, +drifting thoughts became fleeting and painful, an intoxication invaded +his mind as though he had been drinking. And he kept asking himself: +"What shall I do? What will become of me?" + +He began to walk up and down, repeating mechanically: "I must pull +myself together. I must pull myself together." Then he added: "I will +write to my parents, in case of accident." He sat down again, took some +notepaper, and wrote: "Dear papa, dear mamma." Then, thinking these +words rather too familiar under such tragic circumstances, he tore up +the first sheet, and began anew, "My dear father, my dear mother, I am +to fight a duel at daybreak, and as it might happen that--" He did not +dare write the rest, and sprang up with a jump. He was now crushed by +one besetting idea. He was going to fight a duel. He could no longer +avoid it. What was the matter with him, then? He meant to fight, his +mind was firmly made up to do so, and yet it seemed to him that, despite +every effort of will, he could not retain strength enough to go to the +place appointed for the meeting. From time to time his teeth absolutely +chattered, and he asked himself: "Has my adversary been out before? Is +he a frequenter of the shooting galleries? Is he known and classed as a +shot?" He had never heard his name mentioned. And yet, if this man was +not a remarkably good pistol shot, he would scarcely have accepted that +dangerous weapon without discussion or hesitation. + +Then Duroy pictured to himself their meeting, his own attitude, and the +bearing of his opponent. He wearied himself in imagining the slightest +details of the duel, and all at once saw in front of him the little +round black hole in the barrel from which the ball was about to issue. +He was suddenly seized with a fit of terrible despair. His whole body +quivered, shaken by short, sharp shudderings. He clenched his teeth to +avoid crying out, and was assailed by a wild desire to roll on the +ground, to tear something to pieces, to bite. But he caught sight of a +glass on the mantelpiece, and remembered that there was in the cupboard +a bottle of brandy almost full, for he had kept up a military habit of a +morning dram. He seized the bottle and greedily drank from its mouth in +long gulps. He only put it down when his breath failed him. It was a +third empty. A warmth like that of flame soon kindled within his body, +and spreading through his limbs, buoyed up his mind by deadening his +thoughts. He said to himself: "I have hit upon the right plan." And as +his skin now seemed burning he reopened the window. + + +Day was breaking, calm and icy cold. On high the stars seemed dying away +in the brightening sky, and in the deep cutting of the railway, the red, +green, and white signal lamps were paling. The first locomotives were +leaving the engine shed, and went off whistling, to be coupled to the +first trains. Others, in the distance, gave vent to shrill and repeated +screeches, their awakening cries, like cocks of the country. Duroy +thought: "Perhaps I shall never see all this again." But as he felt that +he was going again to be moved by the prospect of his own fate, he +fought against it strongly, saying: "Come, I must not think of anything +till the moment of the meeting; it is the only way to keep up my pluck." + +And he set about his toilet. He had another moment of weakness while +shaving, in thinking that it was perhaps the last time he should see his +face. But he swallowed another mouthful of brandy, and finished +dressing. The hour which followed was difficult to get through. He +walked up and down, trying to keep from thinking. When he heard a knock +at the door he almost dropped, so violent was the shock to him. It was +his seconds. Already! + +They were wrapped up in furs, and Rival, after shaking his principal's +hand, said: "It is as cold as Siberia." Then he added: "Well, how goes +it?" + +"Very well." + +"You are quite steady?" + +"Quite." + +"That's it; we shall get on all right. Have you had something to eat and +drink?" + +"Yes; I don't need anything." + +Boisrenard, in honor of the occasion, sported a foreign order, yellow +and green, that Duroy had never seen him display before. + +They went downstairs. A gentleman was awaiting them in the carriage. +Rival introduced him as "Doctor Le Brument." Duroy shook hands, saying, +"I am very much obliged to you," and sought to take his place on the +front seat. He sat down on something hard that made him spring up again, +as though impelled by a spring. It was the pistol case. + +Rival observed: "No, the back seat for the doctor and the principal, the +back seat." + +Duroy ended by understanding him, and sank down beside the doctor. The +two seconds got in in their turn, and the driver started. He knew where +to go. But the pistol case was in the way of everyone, above all of +Duroy, who would have preferred it out of sight. They tried to put it at +the back of the seat and it hurt their own; they stuck it upright +between Rival and Boisrenard, and it kept falling all the time. They +finished by stowing it away under their feet. Conversation languished, +although the doctor related some anecdotes. Rival alone replied to him. +Duroy would have liked to have given a proof of presence of mind, but he +was afraid of losing the thread of his ideas, of showing the troubled +state of his mind, and was haunted, too, by the disturbing fear of +beginning to tremble. + +The carriage was soon right out in the country. It was about nine +o'clock. It was one of those sharp winter mornings when everything is as +bright and brittle as glass. The trees, coated with hoar frost, seemed +to have been sweating ice; the earth rang under a footstep, the dry air +carried the slightest sound to a distance, the blue sky seemed to shine +like a mirror, and the sun, dazzling and cold itself, shed upon the +frozen universe rays which did not warm anything. + +Rival observed to Duroy: "I got the pistols at Gastine Renette's. He +loaded them himself. The box is sealed. We shall toss up, besides, +whether we use them or those of our adversary." + +Duroy mechanically replied: "I am very much obliged to you." + +Then Rival gave him a series of circumstantial recommendations, for he +was anxious that his principal should not make any mistake. He +emphasized each point several times, saying: "When they say, 'Are you +ready, gentlemen?' you must answer 'Yes' in a loud tone. When they give +the word 'Fire!' you must raise your arm quickly, and you must fire +before they have finished counting 'One, two, three.'" + +And Duroy kept on repeating to himself: "When they give the word to +fire, I must raise my arm. When they give the word to fire, I must raise +my arm." He learnt it as children learn their lessons, by murmuring them +to satiety in order to fix them on their minds. "When they give the word +to fire, I must raise my arm." + +The carriage entered a wood, turned down an avenue on the right, and +then to the right again. Rival suddenly opened the door to cry to the +driver: "That way, down the narrow road." The carriage turned into a +rutty road between two copses, in which dead leaves fringed with ice +were quivering. Duroy was still murmuring: "When they give the word to +fire, I must raise my arm." And he thought how a carriage accident would +settle the whole affair. "Oh! if they could only upset, what luck; if he +could only break a leg." + +But he caught sight, at the further side of a clearing, of another +carriage drawn up, and four gentlemen stamping to keep their feet warm, +and he was obliged to open his mouth, so difficult did his breathing +become. + +The seconds got out first, and then the doctor and the principal. Rival +had taken the pistol-case and walked away with Boisrenard to meet two of +the strangers who came towards them. Duroy watched them salute one +another ceremoniously, and then walk up and down the clearing, looking +now on the ground and now at the trees, as though they were looking for +something that had fallen down or might fly away. Then they measured off +a certain number of paces, and with great difficulty stuck two walking +sticks into the frozen ground. They then reassembled in a group and went +through the action of tossing, like children playing heads or tails. + +Doctor Le Brument said to Duroy: "Do you feel all right? Do you want +anything?" + +"No, nothing, thanks." + +It seemed to him that he was mad, that he was asleep, that he was +dreaming, that supernatural influences enveloped him. Was he afraid? +Perhaps. But he did not know. Everything about him had altered. + +Jacques Rival returned, and announced in low tones of satisfaction: "It +is all ready. Luck has favored us as regards the pistols." + +That, so far as Duroy was concerned, was a matter of profound +indifference. + +They took off his overcoat, which he let them do mechanically. They felt +the breast-pocket of his frock-coat to make certain that he had no +pocketbook or papers likely to deaden a ball. He kept repeating to +himself like a prayer: "When the word is given to fire, I must raise my +arm." + +They led him up to one of the sticks stuck in the ground and handed him +his pistol. Then he saw a man standing just in front of him--a short, +stout, bald-headed man, wearing spectacles. It was his adversary. He saw +him very plainly, but he could only think: "When the word to fire is +given, I must raise my arm and fire at once." + +A voice rang out in the deep silence, a voice that seemed to come from a +great distance, saying: "Are you ready, gentlemen?" + +George exclaimed "Yes." + +The same voice gave the word "Fire!" + +He heard nothing more, he saw nothing more, he took note of nothing +more, he only knew that he raised his arm, pressing strongly on the +trigger. And he heard nothing. But he saw all at once a little smoke at +the end of his pistol barrel, and as the man in front of him still stood +in the same position, he perceived, too, a little cloud of smoke +drifting off over his head. + +They had both fired. It was over. + +His seconds and the doctor touched him, felt him and unbuttoned his +clothes, asking, anxiously: "Are you hit?" + +He replied at haphazard: "No, I do not think so." + +Langremont, too, was as unhurt as his enemy, and Jacques Rival murmured +in a discontented tone: "It is always so with those damned pistols; you +either miss or kill. What a filthy weapon." + +Duroy did not move, paralyzed by surprise and joy. It was over. They had +to take away his weapon, which he still had clenched in his hand. It +seemed to him now that he could have done battle with the whole world. +It was over. What happiness! He felt suddenly brave enough to defy no +matter whom. + +The whole of the seconds conversed together for a few moments, making an +appointment to draw up their report of the proceedings in the course of +the day. Then they got into the carriage again, and the driver, who was +laughing on the box, started off, cracking his whip. They breakfasted +together on the boulevards, and in chatting over the event, Duroy +narrated his impressions. "I felt quite unconcerned, quite. You must, +besides, have seen it yourself." + +Rival replied: "Yes, you bore yourself very well." + +When the report was drawn up it was handed to Duroy, who was to insert +it in the paper. He was astonished to read that he had exchanged a +couple of shots with Monsieur Louis Langremont, and rather uneasily +interrogated Rival, saying: "But we only fired once." + +The other smiled. "Yes, one shot apiece, that makes a couple of shots." + +Duroy, deeming the explanation satisfactory, did not persist. Daddy +Walter embraced him, saying: "Bravo, bravo, you have defended the colors +of _Vie Francaise_; bravo!" + +George showed himself in the course of the evening at the principal +newspaper offices, and at the chief _cafes_ on the boulevards. He twice +encountered his adversary, who was also showing himself. They did not +bow to one another. If one of them had been wounded they would have +shaken hands. Each of them, moreover, swore with conviction that he had +heard the whistling of the other's bullet. + +The next day, at about eleven, Duroy received a telegram. "Awfully +alarmed. Come at once. Rue de Constantinople.--Clo." + +He hastened to their meeting-place, and she threw herself into his arms, +smothering him with kisses. + +"Oh, my darling! if you only knew what I felt when I saw the papers this +morning. Oh, tell me all about it! I want to know everything." + +He had to give minute details. She said: "What a dreadful night you must +have passed before the duel." + +"No, I slept very well." + +"I should not have closed an eye. And on the ground--tell me all that +happened." + +He gave a dramatic account. "When we were face to face with one another +at twenty paces, only four times the length of this room, Jacques, after +asking if we were ready, gave the word 'Fire.' I raised my arm at once, +keeping a good line, but I made the mistake of trying to aim at the +head. I had a pistol with an unusually stiff pull, and I am accustomed +to very easy ones, so that the resistance of the trigger caused me to +fire too high. No matter, it could not have gone very far off him. He +shoots well, too, the rascal. His bullet skimmed by my temple. I felt +the wind of it." + +She was sitting on his knees, and holding him in her arms as though to +share his dangers. She murmured: "Oh, my poor darling! my poor darling!" + +When he had finished his narration, she said: "Do you know, I cannot +live without you. I must see you, and with my husband in Paris it is not +easy. Often I could find an hour in the morning before you were up to +run in and kiss you, but I won't enter that awful house of yours. What +is to be done?" + +He suddenly had an inspiration, and asked: "What is the rent here?" + +"A hundred francs a month." + +"Well, I will take the rooms over on my own account, and live here +altogether. Mine are no longer good enough for my new position." + +She reflected a few moments, and then said: "No, I won't have that." + +He was astonished, and asked: "Why not?" + +"Because I won't." + +"That is not a reason. These rooms suit me very well. I am here, and +shall remain here. Besides," he added, with a laugh, "they are taken in +my name." + +But she kept on refusing, "No, no, I won't have it." + +"Why not, then?" + +Then she whispered tenderly: "Because you would bring women here, and I +won't have it." + +He grew indignant. "Never. I can promise you that." + +"No, you will bring them all the same." + +"I swear I won't." + +"Truly?" + +"Truly, on my word of honor. This is our place, our very own." + +She clasped him to her in an outburst of love, exclaiming: "Very well, +then, darling. But you know if you once deceive me, only once, it will +be all over between us, all over for ever." + +He swore again with many protestations, and it was agreed that he should +install himself there that very day, so that she could look in on him as +she passed the door. Then she said: "In any case, come and dine with us +on Sunday. My husband thinks you are charming." + +He was flattered "Really!" + +"Yes, you have captivated him. And then, listen, you have told me that +you were brought up in a country-house." + +"Yes; why?" + +"Then you must know something about agriculture?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, talk to him about gardening and the crops. He is very fond of +that sort of thing." + +"Good; I will not forget." + +She left him, after kissing him to an indefinite extent, the duel having +stimulated her affection. + +Duroy thought, as he made his way to the office, "What a strange being. +What a feather brain. Can one tell what she wants and what she cares +for? And what a strange household. What fanciful being arranged the +union of that old man and this madcap? What made the inspector marry +this giddy girl? A mystery. Who knows? Love, perhaps." And he concluded: +"After all, she is a very nice little mistress, and I should be a very +big fool to let her slip away from me." + + + + +VIII + + +His duel had given Duroy a position among the leader-writers of the _Vie +Francaise_, but as he had great difficulty in finding ideas, he made a +specialty of declamatory articles on the decadence of morality, the +lowering of the standard of character, the weakening of the patriotic +fiber and the anemia of French honor. He had discovered the word anemia, +and was very proud of it. And when Madame de Marelle, filled with that +skeptical, mocking, and incredulous spirit characteristic of the +Parisian, laughed at his tirades, which she demolished with an epigram, +he replied with a smile: "Bah! this sort of thing will give me a good +reputation later on." + +He now resided in the Rue de Constantinople, whither he had shifted his +portmanteau, his hair-brush, his razor, and his soap, which was what his +moving amounted to. Twice or thrice a week she would call before he was +up, undress in a twinkling, and slip into bed, shivering from the cold +prevailing out of doors. As a set off, Duroy dined every Thursday at her +residence, and paid court to her husband by talking agriculture with +him. As he was himself fond of everything relating to the cultivation of +the soil, they sometimes both grew so interested in the subject of their +conversation that they quite forgot the wife dozing on the sofa. Laurine +would also go to sleep, now on the knee of her father and now on that of +Pretty-boy. And when the journalist had left, Monsieur de Marelle never +failed to assert, in that doctrinal tone in which he said the least +thing: "That young fellow is really very pleasant company, he has a +well-informed mind." + +February was drawing to a close. One began to smell the violets in the +street, as one passed the barrows of the flower-sellers of a morning. +Duroy was living beneath a sky without a cloud. + +One night, on returning home, he found a letter that had been slipped +under his door. He glanced at the post-mark, and read "Cannes." Having +opened it, he read: + + "Villa Jolie, Cannes. + + "DEAR SIR AND FRIEND,--You told me, did you not, that I could + reckon upon you for anything? Well, I have a very painful + service to ask of you; it is to come and help me, so that I may + not be left alone during the last moments of Charles, who is + dying. He may not last out the week, as the doctor has + forewarned me, although he has not yet taken to his bed. I have + no longer strength nor courage to witness this hourly death, + and I think with terror of those last moments which are drawing + near. I can only ask such a service of you, as my husband has + no relatives. You were his comrade; he opened the door of the + paper to you. Come, I beg of you; I have no one else to ask. + + "Believe me, your very sincere friend, + + + "MADELEINE FORESTIER." + +A strange feeling filled George's heart, a sense of freedom and of a +space opening before him, and he murmured: "To be sure, I'll go. Poor +Charles! What are we, after all?" + +The governor, to whom he read the letter, grumblingly granted +permission, repeating: "But be back soon, you are indispensable to us." + +George left for Cannes next day by the seven o'clock express, after +letting the Marelles know of his departure by a telegram. He arrived the +following evening about four o'clock. A commissionaire guided him to the +Villa Jolie, built half-way up the slope of the pine forest clothed +with white houses, which extends from Cannes to the Golfe Juan. The +house--small, low, and in the Italian style--was built beside the road +which winds zig-zag fashion up through the trees, revealing a succession +of charming views at every turning it makes. + +The man servant opened the door, and exclaimed: "Oh! Sir, madame is +expecting you most impatiently." + +"How is your master?" inquired Duroy. + +"Not at all well, sir. He cannot last much longer." + +The drawing-room, into which George was shown, was hung with pink and +blue chintz. The tall and wide windows overlooked the town and the sea. +Duroy muttered: "By Jove, this is nice and swell for a country house. +Where the deuce do they get the money from?" + +The rustle of a dress made him turn round. Madame Forestier held out +both hands to him. "How good of you to come, how good of you to come," +said she. + +And suddenly she kissed him on the cheek. Then they looked at +one another. She was somewhat paler and thinner, but still +fresh-complexioned, and perhaps still prettier for her additional +delicacy. She murmured: "He is dreadful, do you know; he knows that he + +is doomed, and he leads me a fearful life. But where is your +portmanteau?" + +"I have left it at the station, not knowing what hotel you would like me +to stop at in order to be near you." + +She hesitated a moment, and then said: "You must stay here. Besides, +your room is all ready. He might die at any moment, and if it were to +happen during the night I should be alone. I will send for your +luggage." + +He bowed, saying: "As you please." + +"Now let us go upstairs," she said. + +He followed her. She opened a door on the first floor, and Duroy saw, +wrapped in rugs and seated in an armchair near the window, a kind of +living corpse, livid even under the red light of the setting sun, and +looking towards him. He scarcely recognized, but rather guessed, that it +was his friend. The room reeked of fever, medicated drinks, ether, tar, +the nameless and oppressive odor of a consumptive's sick room. Forestier +held out his hand slowly and with difficulty. "So here you are; you have +come to see me die, then! Thanks." + +Duroy affected to laugh. "To see you die? That would not be a very +amusing sight, and I should not select such an occasion to visit Cannes. +I came to give you a look in, and to rest myself a bit." + +Forestier murmured, "Sit down," and then bent his head, as though lost +in painful thoughts. He breathed hurriedly and pantingly, and from time +to time gave a kind of groan, as if he wanted to remind the others how +ill he was. + +Seeing that he would not speak, his wife came and leaned against the +window-sill, and indicating the view with a motion of her head, said, +"Look! Is not that beautiful?" + +Before them the hillside, dotted with villas, sloped downwards towards +the town, which stretched in a half-circle along the shore with its head +to the right in the direction of the pier, overlooked by the old city +surmounted by its belfry, and its feet to the left towards the point of +La Croisette, facing the Isles of Lerins. These two islands appeared +like two green spots amidst the blue water. They seemed to be floating +on it like two huge green leaves, so low and flat did they appear from +this height. Afar off, bounding the view on the other side of the bay, +beyond the pier and the belfry, a long succession of blue hills showed +up against a dazzling sky, their strange and picturesque line of summits +now rounded, now forked, now pointed, ending with a huge pyramidal +mountain, its foot in the sea itself. + +Madame Forestier pointed it out, saying: "This is L'Estherel." + +The void beyond the dark hill tops was red, a glowing red that the eye +would not fear, and Duroy, despite himself, felt the majesty of the +close of the day. He murmured, finding no other term strong enough to +express his admiration, "It is stunning." + +Forestier raised his head, and turning to his wife, said: "Let me have +some fresh air." + +"Pray, be careful," was her reply. "It is late, and the sun is setting; +you will catch a fresh cold, and you know how bad that is for you." + +He made a feverish and feeble movement with his right hand that was +almost meant for a blow, and murmured with a look of anger, the grin of +a dying man that showed all the thinness of his lips, the hollowness of +the cheeks, and the prominence of all the bones of the face: "I tell you +I am stifling. What does it matter to you whether I die a day sooner or +a day later, since I am done for?" + +She opened the window quite wide. The air that entered surprised all +three like a caress. It was a soft, warm breeze, a breeze of spring, +already laden with the scents of the odoriferous shrubs and flowers +which sprang up along this shore. A powerful scent of turpentine and +the harsh savor of the eucalyptus could be distinguished. + +Forestier drank it in with short and fevered gasps. He clutched the arm +of his chair with his nails, and said in low, hissing, and savage tones: +"Shut the window. It hurts me; I would rather die in a cellar." + +His wife slowly closed the window, and then looked out in space, her +forehead against the pane. Duroy, feeling very ill at ease, would have +liked to have chatted with the invalid and reassured him. But he could +think of nothing to comfort him. At length he said: "Then you have not +got any better since you have been here?" + +Forestier shrugged his shoulders with low-spirited impatience. "You see +very well I have not," he replied, and again lowered his head. + +Duroy went on: "Hang it all, it is ever so much nicer here than in +Paris. We are still in the middle of winter there. It snows, it freezes, +it rains, and it is dark enough for the lamps to be lit at three in the +afternoon." + +"Anything new at the paper?" asked Forestier. + +"Nothing. They have taken on young Lacrin, who has left the _Voltaire_, +to do your work, but he is not up to it. It is time that you came back." + +The invalid muttered: "I--I shall do all my work six feet under the sod +now." + +This fixed idea recurred like a knell _apropos_ of everything, +continually cropping up in every idea, every sentence. There was a long +silence, a deep and painful silence. The glow of the sunset was slowly +fading, and the mountains were growing black against the red sky, which +was getting duller. A colored shadow, a commencement of night, which yet +retained the glow of an expiring furnace, stole into the room and seemed +to tinge the furniture, the walls, the hangings, with mingled tints of +sable and crimson. The chimney-glass, reflecting the horizon, seemed +like a patch of blood. Madame Forestier did not stir, but remained +standing with her back to the room, her face to the window pane. + +Forestier began to speak in a broken, breathless voice, heartrending to +listen to. "How many more sunsets shall I see? Eight, ten, fifteen, or +twenty, perhaps thirty--no more. You have time before you; for me it is +all over. And it will go on all the same, after I am gone, as if I was +still here." He was silent for a few moments, and then continued: "All +that I see reminds me that in a few days I shall see it no more. It is +horrible. I shall see nothing--nothing of all that exists; not the +smallest things one makes use of--the plates, the glasses, the beds in +which one rests so comfortably, the carriages. How nice it is to drive +out of an evening! How fond I was of all those things!" + +He nervously moved the fingers of both hands, as though playing the +piano on the arms of his chair. Each of his silences was more painful +than his words, so evident was it that his thoughts must be fearful. +Duroy suddenly recalled what Norbert de Varenne had said to him some +weeks before, "I now see death so near that I often want to stretch out +my arms to put it back. I see it everywhere. The insects crushed on the +path, the falling leaves, the white hair in a friend's beard, rend my +heart and cry to me, 'Behold!'" + +He had not understood all this on that occasion; now, seeing Forestier, +he did. An unknown pain assailed him, as if he himself was sensible of +the presence of death, hideous death, hard by, within reach of his hand, +on the chair in which his friend lay gasping. He longed to get up, to go +away, to fly, to return to Paris at once. Oh! if he had known he would +not have come. + +Darkness had now spread over the room, like premature mourning for the +dying man. The window alone remained still visible, showing, within the +lighter square formed by it, the motionless outline of the young wife. + +Forestier remarked, with irritation, "Well, are they going to bring in +the lamp to-night? This is what they call looking after an invalid." + +The shadow outlined against the window panes disappeared, and the sound +of an electric bell rang through the house. A servant shortly entered +and placed a lamp on the mantelpiece. Madame Forestier said to her +husband, "Will you go to bed, or would you rather come down to dinner?" + +He murmured: "I will come down." + +Waiting for this meal kept them all three sitting still for nearly an +hour, only uttering from time to time some needless commonplace remark, +as if there had been some danger, some mysterious danger in letting +silence endure too long, in letting the air congeal in this room where +death was prowling. + +At length dinner was announced. The meal seemed interminable to Duroy. +They did not speak, but ate noiselessly, and then crumbled their bread +with their fingers. The man servant who waited upon them went to and fro +without the sound of his footsteps being heard, for as the creak of a +boot-sole irritated Charles, he wore list slippers. The harsh tick of a +wooden clock alone disturbed the calm with its mechanical and regular +sound. + +As soon as dinner was over Duroy, on the plea of fatigue, retired to his +room, and leaning on the window-sill watched the full moon, in the midst +of the sky like an immense lamp, casting its cold gleam upon the white +walls of the villas, and scattering over the sea a soft and moving +dappled light. He strove to find some reason to justify a swift +departure, inventing plans, telegrams he was to receive, a recall from +Monsieur Walter. + +But his resolves to fly appeared more difficult to realize on awakening +the next morning. Madame Forestier would not be taken in by his devices, +and he would lose by his cowardice all the benefit of his self-devotion. +He said to himself: "Bah! it is awkward; well so much the worse, there +must be unpleasant situations in life, and, besides, it will perhaps be +soon over." + +It was a bright day, one of those bright Southern days that make the +heart feel light, and Duroy walked down to the sea, thinking that it +would be soon enough to see Forestier some time in course of the +afternoon. When he returned to lunch, the servant remarked, "Master has +already asked for you two or three times, sir. Will you please step up +to his room, sir?" + +He went upstairs. Forestier appeared to be dozing in his armchair. His +wife was reading, stretched out on the sofa. + +The invalid raised his head, and Duroy said, "Well, how do you feel? You +seem quite fresh this morning." + +"Yes, I am better, I have recovered some of my strength. Get through + +your lunch with Madeleine as soon as you can, for we are going out for +a drive." + +As soon as she was alone with Duroy, the young wife said to him, "There, +to-day he thinks he is all right again. He has been making plans all the +morning. We are going to the Golfe Juan now to buy some pottery for our +rooms in Paris. He is determined to go out, but I am horribly afraid of +some mishap. He cannot bear the shaking of the drive." + +When the landau arrived, Forestier came down stairs a step at a time, +supported by his servant. But as soon as he caught sight of the +carriage, he ordered the hood to be taken off. His wife opposed this, +saying, "You will catch cold. It is madness." + +He persisted, repeating, "Oh, I am much better. I feel it." + +They passed at first along some of those shady roads, bordered by +gardens, which cause Cannes to resemble a kind of English Park, and then +reached the highway to Antibes, running along the seashore. Forestier +acted as guide. He had already pointed out the villa of the Court de +Paris, and now indicated others. He was lively, with the forced and +feeble gayety of a doomed man. He lifted his finger, no longer having +strength to stretch out his arm, and said, "There is the Ile Sainte +Marguerite, and the chateau from which Bazaine escaped. How they did +humbug us over that matter!" + +Then regimental recollections recurred to him, and he mentioned various +officers whose names recalled incidents to them. But all at once, the +road making a turn, they caught sight of the whole of the Golfe Juan, +with the white village in the curve of the bay, and the point of Antibes +at the further side of it. Forestier, suddenly seized upon by childish +glee, exclaimed, "Ah! the squadron, you will see the squadron." + +Indeed they could perceive, in the middle of the broad bay, half-a-dozen +large ships resembling rocks covered with leafless trees. They were +huge, strange, mis-shapen, with excrescences, turrets, rams, burying +themselves in the water as though to take root beneath the waves. One +could scarcely imagine how they could stir or move about, they seemed so +heavy and so firmly fixed to the bottom. A floating battery, circular +and high out of water, resembling the light-houses that are built on +shoals. A tall three-master passed near them, with all its white sails +set. It looked graceful and pretty beside these iron war monsters +squatted on the water. Forestier tried to make them out. He pointed out +the Colbert, the Suffren, the Admiral Duperre, the Redoubtable, the +Devastation, and then checking himself, added, "No I made a mistake; +that one is the Devastation." + +They arrived opposite a species of large pavilion, on the front of which +was the inscription, "Art Pottery of the Golfe Juan," and the carriage, +driving up the sweep, stopped before the door. Forestier wanted to buy a +couple of vases for his study. As he felt unequal to getting out of the +carriage, specimens were brought out to him one after the other. He was +a long time in making a choice, and consulted his wife and Duroy. + +"You know," he said, "it is for the cabinet at the end of the study. +Sitting in my chair, I have it before my eyes all the time. I want an +antique form, a Greek outline." He examined the specimens, had others +brought, and then turned again to the first ones. At length he made up +his mind, and having paid, insisted upon the articles being sent on at +once. "I shall be going back to Paris in a few days," he said. + +They drove home, but as they skirted the bay a rush of cold air from one +of the valleys suddenly met them, and the invalid began to cough. It was +nothing at first, but it augmented and became an unbroken fit of +coughing, and then a kind of gasping hiccough. + +Forestier was choking, and every time he tried to draw breath the cough +seemed to rend his chest. Nothing would soothe or check it. He had to be +borne from the carriage to his room, and Duroy, who supported his legs, +felt the jerking of his feet at each convulsion of his lungs. The warmth +of the bed did not check the attack, which lasted till midnight, when, +at length, narcotics lulled its deadly spasm. The sick man remained till +morning sitting up in his bed, with his eyes open. + +The first words he uttered were to ask for the barber, for he insisted +on being shaved every morning. He got up for this operation, but had to +be helped back into bed at once, and his breathing grew so short, so +hard, and so difficult, that Madame Forestier, in alarm, had Duroy, who +had just turned in, roused up again in order to beg him to go for the +doctor. + +He came back almost immediately with Dr. Gavaut, who prescribed a +soothing drink and gave some advice; but when the journalist saw him to +the door, in order to ask his real opinion, he said, "It is the end. He +will be dead to-morrow morning. Break it to his poor wife, and send for +a priest. I, for my part, can do nothing more. I am, however, entirely +at your service." + +Duroy sent for Madame Forestier. "He is dying," said he. "The doctor +advises a priest being sent for. What would you like done?" + +She hesitated for some time, and then, in slow tones, as though she had +calculated everything, replied, "Yes, that will be best--in many +respects. I will break it to him--tell him the vicar wants to see him, +or something or other; I really don't know what. You would be very kind +if you would go and find a priest for me and pick one out. Choose one +who won't raise too many difficulties over the business. One who will be +satisfied with confession, and will let us off with the rest of it all." + +The young fellow returned with a complaisant old ecclesiastic, who +accommodated himself to the state of affairs. As soon as he had gone +into the dying man's room, Madame Forestier came out of it, and sat down +with Duroy in the one adjoining. + +"It has quite upset him," said she. "When I spoke to him about a priest +his face assumed a frightful expression as if he had felt the +breath--the breath of--you know. He understood that it was all over at +last, and that his hours were numbered." She was very pale as she +continued, "I shall never forget the expression of his face. He +certainly saw death face to face at that moment. He saw him." + +They could hear the priest, who spoke in somewhat loud tones, being +slightly deaf, and who was saying, "No, no; you are not so bad as all +that. You are ill, but in no danger. And the proof is that I have called +in as a friend as a neighbor." + +They could not make out Forestier's reply, but the old man went on, "No, +I will not ask you to communicate. We will talk of that when you are +better. If you wish to profit by my visit--to confess, for instance--I +ask nothing better. I am a shepherd, you know, and seize on every +occasion to bring a lamb back to the fold." + +A long silence followed. Forestier must have been speaking in a faint +voice. Then all at once the priest uttered in a different tone, the tone +of one officiating at the altar. "The mercy of God is infinite. Repeat +the Comfiteor, my son. You have perhaps forgotten it; I will help you. +Repeat after me: 'Comfiteor Deo omnipotenti--Beata Maria semper +virgini.'" + +He paused from time to time to allow the dying man to catch him up. Then +he said, "And now confess." + +The young wife and Duroy sat still seized on by a strange uneasiness, +stirred by anxious expectation. The invalid had murmured something. The +priest repeated, "You have given way to guilty pleasures--of what kind, +my son?" + +Madeleine rose and said, "Let us go down into the garden for a short +time. We must not listen to his secrets." + +And they went and sat down on a bench before the door beneath a rose +tree in bloom, and beside a bed of pinks, which shed their soft and +powerful perfume abroad in the pure air. Duroy, after a few moments' +silence, inquired, "Shall you be long before you return to Paris?" + +"Oh, no," she replied. "As soon as it is all over I shall go back +there." + +"Within ten days?" + +"Yes, at the most." + +"He has no relations, then?" + +"None except cousins. His father and mother died when he was quite +young." + +They both watched a butterfly sipping existence from the pinks, passing +from one to another with a soft flutter of his wings, which continued to +flap slowly when he alighted on a flower. They remained silent for a +considerable time. + +The servant came to inform them that "the priest had finished," and they +went upstairs together. + +Forestier seemed to have grown still thinner since the day before. The +priest held out his hand to him, saying, "Good-day, my son, I shall call +in again to-morrow morning," and took his departure. + +As soon as he had left the room the dying man, who was panting for +breath, strove to hold out his two hands to his wife, and gasped, "Save +me--save me, darling, I don't want to die--I don't want to die. Oh! save +me--tell me what I had better do; send for the doctor. I will take +whatever you like. I won't die--I won't die." + +He wept. Big tears streamed from his eyes down his fleshless cheeks, and +the corners of his mouth contracted like those of a vexed child. Then +his hands, falling back on the bed clothes, began a slow, regular, and +continuous movement, as though trying to pick something off the sheet. + +His wife, who began to cry too, said: "No, no, it is nothing. It is only +a passing attack, you will be better to-morrow, you tired yourself too +much going out yesterday." + +Forestier's breathing was shorter than that of a dog who has been +running, so quick that it could not be counted, so faint that it could +scarcely be heard. + +He kept repeating: "I don't want to die. Oh! God--God--God; what is to +become of me? I shall no longer see anything--anything any more. Oh! +God." + +He saw before him some hideous thing invisible to the others, and his +staring eyes reflected the terror it inspired. His two hands continued +their horrible and wearisome action. All at once he started with a sharp +shudder that could be seen to thrill the whole of his body, and jerked +out the words, "The graveyard--I--Oh! God." + +He said no more, but lay motionless, haggard and panting. + +Time sped on, noon struck by the clock of a neighboring convent. Duroy +left the room to eat a mouthful or two. He came back an hour later. +Madame Forestier refused to take anything. The invalid had not stirred. +He still continued to draw his thin fingers along the sheet as though to +pull it up over his face. + +His wife was seated in an armchair at the foot of the bed. Duroy took +another beside her, and they waited in silence. A nurse had come, sent +in by the doctor, and was dozing near the window. + +Duroy himself was beginning to doze off when he felt that something was +happening. He opened his eyes just in time to see Forestier close his, +like two lights dying out. A faint rattle stirred in the throat of the +dying man, and two streaks of blood appeared at the corners of his +mouth, and then flowed down into his shirt. His hands ceased their +hideous motion. He had ceased to breathe. + +His wife understood this, and uttering a kind of shriek, she fell on her +knees sobbing, with her face buried in the bed-clothes. George, +surprised and scared, mechanically made the sign of the cross. The nurse +awakened, drew near the bed. "It is all over," said she. + +Duroy, who was recovering his self-possession, murmured, with a sigh of +relief: "It was sooner over than I thought for." + +When the first shock was over and the first tears shed, they had to busy +themselves with all the cares and all the necessary steps a dead man +exacts. Duroy was running about till nightfall. He was very hungry when +he got back. Madame Forestier ate a little, and then they both installed +themselves in the chamber of death to watch the body. Two candles burned +on the night-table beside a plate filled with holy water, in which lay a +sprig of mimosa, for they had not been able to get the necessary twig of +consecrated box. + +They were alone, the young man and the young wife, beside him who was no +more. They sat without speaking, thinking and watching. + +George, whom the darkness rendered uneasy in presence of the corpse, +kept his eyes on this persistently. His eye and his mind were both +attracted and fascinated by this fleshless visage, which the vacillating +light caused to appear yet more hollow. That was his friend Charles +Forestier, who was chatting with him only the day before! What a strange +and fearful thing was this end of a human being! Oh! how he recalled the +words of Norbert de Varenne haunted by the fear of death: "No one ever +comes back." Millions on millions would be born almost identical, with +eyes, a nose, a mouth, a skull and a mind within it, without he who lay +there on the bed ever reappearing again. + +For some years he had lived, eaten, laughed, loved, hoped like all the +world. And it was all over for him all over for ever. Life; a few days, +and then nothing. One is born, one grows up, one is happy, one waits, +and then one dies. Farewell, man or woman, you will not return again to +earth. Plants, beast, men, stars, worlds, all spring to life, and then +die to be transformed anew. But never one of them comes back--insect, +man, nor planet. + +A huge, confused, and crushing sense of terror weighed down the soul of +Duroy, the terror of that boundless and inevitable annihilation +destroying all existence. He already bowed his head before its menace. +He thought of the flies who live a few hours, the beasts who live a few +days, the men who live a few years, the worlds which live a few +centuries. What was the difference between one and the other? A few more +days' dawn that was all. + +He turned away his eyes in order no longer to have the corpse before +them. Madame Forestier, with bent head, seemed also absorbed in painful +thoughts. Her fair hair showed so prettily with her pale face, that a +feeling, sweet as the touch of hope flitted through the young fellow's +breast. Why grieve when he had still so many years before him? And he +began to observe her. Lost in thought she did not notice him. He said to +himself, "That, though, is the only good thing in life, to love, to hold +the woman one loves in one's arms. That is the limit of human +happiness." + +What luck the dead man had had to meet such an intelligent and charming +companion! How had they become acquainted? How ever had she agreed on +her part to marry that poor and commonplace young fellow? How had she +succeeded in making someone of him? Then he thought of all the hidden +mysteries of people's lives. He remembered what had been whispered about +the Count de Vaudrec, who had dowered and married her off it was said. + +What would she do now? Whom would she marry? A deputy, as Madame de +Marelle fancied, or some young fellow with a future before him, a higher +class Forestier? Had she any projects, any plans, any settled ideas? How +he would have liked to know that. But why this anxiety as to what she +would do? He asked himself this, and perceived that his uneasiness was +due to one of those half-formed and secret ideas which one hides from +even one's self, and only discovers when fathoming one's self to the +very bottom. + +Yes, why should he not attempt this conquest himself? How strong and +redoubtable he would be with her beside him! + +How quick, and far, and surely he would fly! And why should he not +succeed too? He felt that he pleased her, that she had for him more than +mere sympathy; in fact, one of those affections which spring up between +two kindred spirits and which partake as much of silent seduction as of +a species of mute complicity. She knew him to be intelligent, resolute, +and tenacious, she would have confidence in him. + +Had she not sent for him under the present grave circumstances? And why +had she summoned him? Ought he not to see in this a kind of choice, a +species of confession. If she had thought of him just at the moment she +was about to become a widow, it was perhaps that she had thought of one +who was again to become her companion and ally? An impatient desire to +know this, to question her, to learn her intentions, assailed him. He +would have to leave on the next day but one, as he could not remain +alone with her in the house. So it was necessary to be quick, it was +necessary before returning to Paris to become acquainted, cleverly and +delicately, with her projects, and not to allow her to go back on them, +to yield perhaps to the solicitations of another, and pledge herself +irrevocably. + +The silence in the room was intense, nothing was audible save the +regular and metallic tick of the pendulum of the clock on the +mantelpiece. + +He murmured: "You must be very tired?" + +She replied: "Yes; but I am, above all, overwhelmed." + +The sound of their own voices startled them, ringing strangely in this +gloomy room, and they suddenly glanced at the dead man's face as though +they expected to see it move on hearing them, as it had done some hours +before. + +Duroy resumed: "Oh! it is a heavy blow for you, and such a complete +change in your existence, a shock to your heart and your whole life." + +She gave a long sigh, without replying, and he continued, "It is so +painful for a young woman to find herself alone as you will be." + +He paused, but she said nothing, and he again went on, "At all events, +you know the compact entered into between us. You can make what use of +me you will. I belong to you." + +She held out her hand, giving him at the same time one of those sweet, +sad looks which stir us to the very marrow. + +"Thank you, you are very kind," she said. "If I dared, and if I could do +anything for you, I, too, should say, 'You may count upon me.'" + +He had taken the proffered hand and kept it clasped in his, with a +burning desire to kiss it. He made up his mind to this at last, and +slowly raising it to his mouth, held the delicate skin, warm, slightly +feverish and perfumed, to his lips for some time. Then, when he felt +that his friendly caress was on the point of becoming too prolonged, he +let fall the little hand. It sank back gently onto the knee of its +mistress, who said, gravely: "Yes, I shall be very lonely, but I shall +strive to be brave." + +He did not know how to give her to understand that he would be happy, +very happy, to have her for his wife in his turn. Certainly he could not +tell her so at that hour, in that place, before that corpse; yet he +might, it seemed to him, hit upon one of those ambiguous, decorous, and +complicated phrases which have a hidden meaning under their words, and +which express all one wants to by their studied reticence. But the +corpse incommoded him, the stiffened corpse stretched out before them, +and which he felt between them. For some time past, too, he fancied he +detected in the close atmosphere of the room a suspicious odor, a +foetid breath exhaling from the decomposing chest, the first whiff of +carrion which the dead lying on their bed throw out to the relatives +watching them, and with which they soon fill the hollow of their +coffin. + +"Cannot we open the window a little?" said Duroy. "It seems to me that +the air is tainted." + +"Yes," she replied, "I have just noticed it, too." + +He went to the window and opened it. All the perfumed freshness of night +flowed in, agitating the flame of the two lighted candles beside the +bed. The moon was shedding, as on the former evening, her full mellow +light upon the white walls of the villas and the broad glittering +expanse of the sea. Duroy, drawing in the air to the full depth of his +lungs, felt himself suddenly seized with hope, and, as it were buoyed up +by the approach of happiness. He turned round, saying: "Come and get a +little fresh air. It is delightful." + +She came quietly, and leant on the window-sill beside him. Then he +murmured in a low tone: "Listen to me, and try to understand what I want +to tell you. Above all, do not be indignant at my speaking to you of +such a matter at such a moment, for I shall leave you the day after +to-morrow, and when you return to Paris it may be too late. I am only a +poor devil without fortune, and with a position yet to make, as you +know. But I have a firm will, some brains I believe, and I am well on +the right track. With a man who has made his position, one knows what +one gets; with one who is starting, one never knows where he may finish. +So much the worse, or so much the better. In short, I told you one day +at your house that my brightest dream would have been to have married a +woman like you. I repeat this wish to you now. Do not answer, let me +continue. It is not a proposal I am making to you. The time and place +would render that odious. I wish only not to leave you ignorant that you +can make me happy with a word; that you can make me either a friend and +brother, or a husband, at your will; that my heart and myself are yours. +I do not want you to answer me now. I do not want us to speak any more +about the matter here. When we meet again in Paris you will let me know +what you have resolved upon. Until then, not a word. Is it not so?" He +had uttered all this without looking at her, as though scattering his +words abroad in the night before him. She seemed not to have heard them, +so motionless had she remained, looking also straight before her with a +fixed and vague stare at the vast landscape lit up by the moon. They +remained for some time side by side, elbow touching elbow, silent and +reflecting. Then she murmured: "It is rather cold," and turning round, +returned towards the bed. + +He followed her. When he drew near he recognized that Forestier's body +was really beginning to smell, and drew his chair to a distance, for he +could not have stood this odor of putrefaction long. He said: "He must +be put in a coffin the first thing in the morning." + +"Yes, yes, it is arranged," she replied. "The undertaker will be here at +eight o'clock." + +Duroy having sighed out the words, "Poor fellow," she, too, gave a long +sigh of heartrending resignation. + +They did not look at the body so often now, already accustomed to the +idea of it, and beginning to mentally consent to the decease which but a +short time back had shocked and angered them--them who were mortals, +too. They no longer spoke, continuing to keep watch in befitting fashion +without going to sleep. But towards midnight Duroy dozed off the first. +When he woke up he saw that Madame Forestier was also slumbering, and +having shifted to a more comfortable position, he reclosed his eyes, +growling: "Confound it all, it is more comfortable between the sheets +all the same." + +A sudden noise made him start up. The nurse was entering the room. It +was broad daylight. The young wife in the armchair in front of him +seemed as surprised as himself. She was somewhat pale, but still pretty, +fresh-looking, and nice, in spite of this night passed in a chair. + +Then, having glanced at the corpse, Duroy started and exclaimed: "Oh, +his beard!" The beard had grown in a few hours on this decomposing flesh +as much as it would have in several days on a living face. And they +stood scared by this life continuing in death, as though in presence of +some fearful prodigy, some supernatural threat of resurrection, one of +these startling and abnormal events which upset and confound the mind. + +They both went and lay down until eleven o'clock. Then they placed +Charles in his coffin, and at once felt relieved and soothed. They had +sat down face to face at lunch with an aroused desire to speak of the +livelier and more consolatory matters, to return to the things of life +again, since they had done with the dead. Through the wide-open window +the soft warmth of spring flowed in, bearing the perfumed breath of the +bed of pinks in bloom before the door. + +Madame Forestier suggested a stroll in the garden to Duroy, and they +began to walk slowly round the little lawn, inhaling with pleasure the +balmy air, laden with the scent of pine and eucalyptus. Suddenly she +began to speak, without turning her head towards him, as he had done +during the night upstairs. She uttered her words slowly, in a low and +serious voice. + +"Look here, my dear friend, I have deeply reflected already on what you +proposed to me, and I do not want you to go away without an answer. +Besides, I am neither going to say yes nor no. We will wait, we will +see, we will know one another better. Reflect, too, on your side. Do not +give way to impulse. But if I speak to you of this before even poor +Charles is lowered into the tomb, it is because it is necessary, after +what you have said to me, that you should thoroughly understand what +sort of woman I am, in order that you may no longer cherish the wish you +expressed to me, in case you are not of a--of a--disposition to +comprehend and bear with me. Understand me well. Marriage for me is not +a charm, but a partnership. I mean to be free, perfectly free as to my +ways, my acts, my going and coming. I could neither tolerate +supervision, nor jealousy, nor arguments as to my behavior. I should +undertake, be it understood, never to compromise the name of the man who +takes me as his wife, never to render him hateful and ridiculous. But +this man must also undertake to see in me an equal, an ally, and not an +inferior or an obedient and submissive wife. My notions, I know, are not +those of every one, but I shall not change them. There you are. I will +also add, do not answer me; it would be useless and unsuitable. We shall +see one another again, and shall perhaps speak of all this again later +on. Now, go for a stroll. I shall return to watch beside him. Till this +evening." + +He printed a long kiss on her hand, and went away without uttering a +word. That evening they only saw one another at dinnertime. Then they +retired to their rooms, both exhausted with fatigue. + +Charles Forestier was buried the next day, without any funeral display, +in the cemetery at Cannes. George Duroy wished to take the Paris +express, which passed through the town at half-past one. + +Madame Forestier drove with him to the station. They walked quietly up +and down the platform pending the time for his departure, speaking of +trivial matters. + +The train rolled into the station. The journalist took his seat, and +then got out again to have a few more moments' conversation with her, +suddenly seized as he was with sadness and a strong regret at leaving +her, as though he were about to lose her for ever. + +A porter shouted, "Take your seats for Marseilles, Lyons, and Paris." +Duroy got in and leant out of the window to say a few more words. The +engine whistled, and the train began to move slowly on. + +The young fellow, leaning out of the carriage, watched the woman +standing still on the platform and following him with her eyes. +Suddenly, as he was about to lose sight of her, he put his hand to his +mouth and threw a kiss towards her. She returned it with a discreet and +hesitating gesture. + + + + +IX + + +George Duroy had returned to all his old habits. + +Installed at present in the little ground-floor suite of rooms in the +Rue de Constantinople, he lived soberly, like a man preparing a new +existence for himself. + +Madame Forestier had not yet returned. She was lingering at Cannes. He +received a letter from her merely announcing her return about the middle +of April, without a word of allusion to their farewell. He was waiting, +his mind was thoroughly made up now to employ every means in order to +marry her, if she seemed to hesitate. But he had faith in his luck, +confidence in that power of seduction which he felt within him, a vague +and irresistible power which all women felt the influence of. + +A short note informed him that the decisive hour was about to strike: "I +am in Paris. Come and see me.--Madeleine Forestier." + +Nothing more. He received it by the nine o'clock post. He arrived at her +residence at three on the same day. She held out both hands to him +smiling with her pleasant smile, and they looked into one another's eyes +for a few seconds. Then she said: "How good you were to come to me there +under those terrible circumstances." + +"I should have done anything you told me to," he replied. + +And they sat down. She asked the news, inquired about the Walters, about +all the staff, about the paper. She had often thought about the paper. + +"I miss that a great deal," she said, "really a very great deal. I had +become at heart a journalist. What would you, I love the profession?" + +Then she paused. He thought he understood, he thought he divined in her +smile, in the tone of her voice, in her words themselves a kind of +invitation, and although he had promised to himself not to precipitate +matters, he stammered out: "Well, then--why--why should you not +resume--this occupation--under--under the name of Duroy?" + +She suddenly became serious again, and placing her hand on his arm, +murmured: "Do not let us speak of that yet a while." + +But he divined that she accepted, and falling at her knees began to +passionately kiss her hands, repeating: "Thanks, thanks; oh, how I love +you!" + +She rose. He did so, too, and noted that she was very pale. Then he +understood that he had pleased her, for a long time past, perhaps, and +as they found themselves face to face, he clasped her to him and printed +a long, tender, and decorous kiss on her forehead. When she had freed +herself, slipping through his arms, she said in a serious tone: "Listen, +I have not yet made up my mind to anything. However, it may be--yes. But +you must promise me the most absolute secrecy till I give you leave to +speak." + +He swore this, and left, his heart overflowing with joy. + +He was from that time forward very discreet as regards the visits he +paid her, and did not ask for any more definite consent on her part, for +she had a way of speaking of the future, of saying "by-and-by," and of +shaping plans in which these two lives were blended, which answered him +better and more delicately than a formal acceptation. + +Duroy worked hard and spent little, trying to save money so as not to be +without a penny at the date fixed for his marriage, and becoming as +close as he had been prodigal. The summer went by, and then the autumn, +without anyone suspecting anything, for they met very little, and only +in the most natural way in the world. + +One evening, Madeleine, looking him straight in the eyes said: "You have +not yet announced our intentions to Madame de Marelle?" + +"No, dear, having promised you to be secret, I have not opened my mouth +to a living soul." + +"Well, it is about time to tell her. I will undertake to inform the +Walters. You will do so this week, will you not?" + +He blushed as he said: "Yes, to-morrow." + +She had turned away her eyes in order not to notice his confusion, and +said: "If you like we will be married in the beginning of May. That will +be a very good time." + +"I obey you in all things with joy." + +"The tenth of May, which is a Saturday, will suit me very nicely, for it +is my birthday." + +"Very well, the tenth of May." + +"Your parents live near Rouen, do they not? You have told me so, at +least." + +"Yes, near Rouen, at Canteleu." + +"What are they?" + +"They are--they are small annuitants." + +"Ah! I should very much like to know them." + +He hesitated, greatly perplexed, and said: "But, you see, they are--" +Then making up his mind, like a really clever man, he went on: "My dear, +they are mere country folk, innkeepers, who have pinched themselves to +the utmost to enable me to pursue my studies. For my part, I am not +ashamed of them, but their--simplicity--their rustic manners--might, +perhaps, render you uncomfortable." + +She smiled, delightfully, her face lit up with gentle kindness as she +replied: "No. I shall be very fond of them. We will go and see them. I +want to. I will speak of this to you again. I, too, am a daughter of +poor people, but I have lost my parents. I have no longer anyone in the +world." She held out her hand to him as she added: "But you." + +He felt softened, moved, overcome, as he had been by no other woman. + +"I had thought about one matter," she continued, "but it is rather +difficult to explain." + +"What is it?" he asked. + +"Well, it is this, my dear boy, I am like all women, I have my +weaknesses, my pettinesses. I love all that glitters, that catches the +ear. I should have so delighted to have borne a noble name. Could you +not, on the occasion of your marriage, ennoble yourself a little?" + +She had blushed in her turn, as if she had proposed something +indelicate. + +He replied simply enough: "I have often thought about it, but it did not +seem to me so easy." + +"Why so?" + +He began to laugh, saying: "Because I was afraid of making myself look +ridiculous." + +She shrugged her shoulders. "Not at all, not at all Every one does it, +and nobody laughs. Separate your name in two--Du Roy. That looks very +well." + +He replied at once like a man who understands the matter in question: +"No, that will not do at all. It is too simple, too common, too +well-known. I had thought of taking the name of my native place, as a +literary pseudonym at first, then of adding it to my own by degrees, and +then, later on, of even cutting my name in two, as you suggest." + +"Your native place is Canteleu?" she queried. + +"Yes." + +She hesitated, saying: "No, I do not like the termination. Come, cannot +we modify this word Canteleu a little?" + +She had taken up a pen from the table, and was scribbling names and +studying their physiognomy. All at once she exclaimed: "There, there it +is!" and held out to him a paper, on which read--"Madame Duroy de +Cantel." + +He reflected a few moments, and then said gravely: "Yes, that does very +well." + +She was delighted, and kept repeating "Duroy de Cantel, Duroy de Cantel, +Madame Duroy de Cantel. It is capital, capital." She went on with an air +of conviction: "And you will see how easy it is to get everyone to +accept it. But one must know how to seize the opportunity, for it will +be too late afterwards. You must from to-morrow sign your descriptive +articles D. de Cantel, and your 'Echoes' simply Duroy. It is done every +day in the press, and no one will be astonished to see you take a +pseudonym. At the moment of our marriage we can modify it yet a little +more, and tell our friends that you had given up the 'Du' out of modesty +on account of your position, or even say nothing about it. What is your +father's Christian name?" + +"Alexander." + +She murmured: "Alexander, Alexander," two or three times, listening to +the sonorous roll of the syllables, and then wrote on a blank sheet of +paper: + +"Monsieur and Madame Alexander Du Roy de Cantel have the honor to inform +you of the marriage of Monsieur George Du Roy de Cantel, their son, to +Madame Madeleine Forestier." She looked at her writing, holding it at a +distance, charmed by the effect, and said: "With a little method we can +manage whatever we wish." + +When he found himself once more in the street, firmly resolved to call +himself in future Du Roy, and even Du Roy de Cantel, it seemed to him +that he had acquired fresh importance. He walked with more swagger, his +head higher, his moustache fiercer, as a gentleman should walk. He felt +in himself a species of joyous desire to say to the passers-by: "My name +is Du Roy de Cantel." + +But scarcely had he got home than the thought of Madame de Marelle made +him feel uneasy, and he wrote to her at once to ask her to make an +appointment for the next day. + +"It will be a tough job," he thought. "I must look out for squalls." + +Then he made up his mind for it, with the native carelessness which +caused him to slur over the disagreeable side of life, and began to + +write a fancy article on the fresh taxes needed in order to make the +Budget balance. He set down in this the nobiliary "De" at a hundred +francs a year, and titles, from baron to prince, at from five hundred to +five thousand francs. And he signed it "D. de Cantel." + +He received a telegram from his mistress next morning saying that she +would call at one o'clock. He waited for her somewhat feverishly, his +mind made up to bring things to a point at once, to say everything right +out, and then, when the first emotion had subsided, to argue cleverly in +order to prove to her that he could not remain a bachelor for ever, and +that as Monsieur de Marelle insisted on living, he had been obliged to +think of another than herself as his legitimate companion. He felt +moved, though, and when he heard her ring his heart began to beat. + +She threw herself into his arms, exclaiming: "Good morning, Pretty-boy." +Then, finding his embrace cold, looked at him, and said: "What is the +matter with you?" + +"Sit down," he said, "we have to talk seriously." + +She sat down without taking her bonnet off, only turning back her veil, +and waited. + +He had lowered his eyes, and was preparing the beginning of his speech. +He commenced in a low tone of voice: "My dear one, you see me very +uneasy, very sad, and very much embarrassed at what I have to admit to +you. I love you dearly. I really love you from the bottom of my heart, +so that the fear of causing you pain afflicts me more than even the news +I am going to tell you." + + +She grew pale, felt herself tremble, and stammered out: "What is the +matter? Tell me at once." + +He said in sad but resolute tones, with that feigned dejection which we +make use of to announce fortunate misfortunes: "I am going to be +married." + +She gave the sigh of a woman who is about to faint, a painful sigh from +the very depths of her bosom, and then began to choke and gasp without +being able to speak. + +Seeing that she did not say anything, he continued: "You cannot imagine +how much I suffered before coming to this resolution. But I have neither +position nor money. I am alone, lost in Paris. I needed beside me +someone who above all would be an adviser, a consoler, and a stay. It is +a partner, an ally, that I have sought, and that I have found." + +He was silent, hoping that she would reply, expecting furious rage, +violence, and insults. She had placed one hand on her heart as though to +restrain its throbbings, and continued to draw her breath by painful +efforts, which made her bosom heave spasmodically and her head nod to +and fro. He took her other hand, which was resting on the arm of the +chair, but she snatched it away abruptly. Then she murmured, as though +in a state of stupefaction: "Oh, my God!" + +He knelt down before her, without daring to touch her, however, and more +deeply moved by this silence than he would have been by a fit of anger, +stammered out: "Clo! my darling Clo! just consider my situation, +consider what I am. Oh! if I had been able to marry you, what happiness +it would have been. But you are married. What could I do? Come, think of +it, now. I must take a place in society, and I cannot do it so long as I +have not a home. If you only knew. There are days when I have felt a +longing to kill your husband." + +He spoke in his soft, subdued, seductive voice, a voice which entered +the ear like music. He saw two tears slowly gather in the fixed and +staring eyes of his mistress and then roll down her cheeks, while two +more were already formed on the eyelids. + +He murmured: "Do not cry, Clo; do not cry, I beg of you. You rend my +very heart." + +Then she made an effort, a strong effort, to be proud and dignified, and +asked, in the quivering tone of a woman about to burst into sobs: "Who +is it?" + +He hesitated a moment, and then understanding that he must, said: + +"Madeleine Forestier." + +Madame de Marelle shuddered all over, and remained silent, so deep in +thought that she seemed to have forgotten that he was at her feet. And +two transparent drops kept continually forming in her eyes, falling and +forming again. + +She rose. Duroy guessed that she was going away without saying a word, +without reproach or forgiveness, and he felt hurt and humiliated to the +bottom of his soul. Wishing to stay her, he threw his arms about the +skirt of her dress, clasping through the stuff her rounded legs, which +he felt stiffen in resistance. He implored her, saying: "I beg of you, +do not go away like that." + +Then she looked down on him from above with that moistened and +despairing eye, at once so charming and so sad, which shows all the +grief of a woman's heart, and gasped out: "I--I have nothing to say. I +have nothing to do with it. You--you are right. You--you have chosen +well." + +And, freeing herself by a backward movement, she left the room without +his trying to detain her further. + +Left to himself, he rose as bewildered as if he had received a blow on +the head. Then, making up his mind, he muttered: "Well, so much the +worse or the better. It is over, and without a scene; I prefer that," +and relieved from an immense weight, suddenly feeling himself free, +delivered, at ease as to his future life, he began to spar at the wall, +hitting out with his fists in a kind of intoxication of strength and +triumph, as if he had been fighting Fate. + +When Madame Forestier asked: "Have you told Madame de Marelle?" he +quietly answered, "Yes." + +She scanned him closely with her bright eyes, saying: "And did it not +cause her any emotion?" + +"No, not at all. She thought it, on the contrary, a very good idea." + +The news was soon known. Some were astonished, others asserted that they +had foreseen it; others, again, smiled, and let it be understood that +they were not surprised. + +The young man who now signed his descriptive articles D. de Cantel, his +"Echoes" Duroy, and the political articles which he was beginning to +write from time to time Du Roy, passed half his time with his betrothed, +who treated him with a fraternal familiarity into which, however, +entered a real but hidden love, a species of desire concealed as a +weakness. She had decided that the marriage should be quite private, +only the witnesses being present, and that they should leave the same +evening for Rouen. They would go the next day to see the journalist's +parents, and remain with them some days. Duroy had striven to get her to +renounce this project, but not having been able to do so, had ended by +giving in to it. + +So the tenth of May having come, the newly-married couple, having +considered the religious ceremony useless since they had not invited +anyone, returned to finish packing their boxes after a brief visit to +the Town Hall. They took, at the Saint Lazare terminus, the six o'clock +train, which bore them away towards Normandy. They had scarcely +exchanged twenty words up to the time that they found themselves alone +in the railway carriage. As soon as they felt themselves under way, they +looked at one another and began to laugh, to hide a certain feeling of +awkwardness which they did not want to manifest. + +The train slowly passed through the long station of Batignolles, and +then crossed the mangy-looking plain extending from the fortifications +to the Seine. Duroy and his wife from time to time made a few idle +remarks, and then turned again towards the windows. When they crossed +the bridge of Asnieres, a feeling of greater liveliness was aroused in +them at the sight of the river covered with boats, fishermen, and +oarsmen. The sun, a bright May sun, shed its slanting rays upon the +craft and upon the smooth stream, which seemed motionless, without +current or eddy, checked, as it were, beneath the heat and brightness of +the declining day. A sailing boat in the middle of the river having +spread two large triangular sails of snowy canvas, wing and wing, to +catch the faintest puffs of wind, looked like an immense bird preparing +to take flight. + +Duroy murmured: "I adore the neighborhood of Paris. I have memories of +dinners which I reckon among the pleasantest in my life." + +"And the boats," she replied. "How nice it is to glide along at sunset." + +Then they became silent, as though afraid to continue their outpourings +as to their past life, and remained so, already enjoying, perhaps, the +poesy of regret. + +Duroy, seated face to face with his wife, took her hand and slowly +kissed it. "When we get back again," said he, "we will go and dine +sometimes at Chatou." + +She murmured: "We shall have so many things to do," in a tone of voice +that seemed to imply, "The agreeable must be sacrificed to the useful." + +He still held her hand, asking himself with some uneasiness by what +transition he should reach the caressing stage. He would not have felt +uneasy in the same way in presence of the ignorance of a young girl, but +the lively and artful intelligence he felt existed in Madeleine, +rendered his attitude an embarrassed one. He was afraid of appearing +stupid to her, too timid or too brutal, too slow or too prompt. He kept +pressing her hand gently, without her making any response to this +appeal. At length he said: "It seems to me very funny for you to be my +wife." + +She seemed surprised as she said: "Why so?" + +"I do not know. It seems strange to me. I want to kiss you, and I feel +astonished at having the right to do so." + +She calmly held out her cheek to him, which he kissed as he would have +kissed that of a sister. + +He continued: "The first time I saw you--you remember the dinner +Forestier invited me to--I thought, 'Hang it all, if I could only find a +wife like that.' Well, it's done. I have one." + +She said, in a low tone: "That is very nice," and looked him straight in +the face, shrewdly, and with smiling eyes. + +He reflected, "I am too cold. I am stupid. I ought to get along quicker +than this," and asked: "How did you make Forestier's acquaintance?" + +She replied, with provoking archness: "Are we going to Rouen to talk +about him?" + +He reddened, saying: "I am a fool. But you frighten me a great deal." + +She was delighted, saying: "I--impossible! How is it?" + +He had seated himself close beside her. She suddenly exclaimed: "Oh! a +stag." + +The train was passing through the forest of Saint Germaine, and she had +seen a frightened deer clear one of the paths at a bound. Duroy, leaning +forward as she looked out of the open window, printed a long kiss, a +lover's kiss, among the hair on her neck. She remained still for a few +seconds, and then, raising her head, said: "You are tickling me. Leave +off." + +But he would not go away, but kept on pressing his curly moustache +against her white skin in a long and thrilling caress. + +She shook herself, saying: "Do leave off." + +He had taken her head in his right hand, passed around her, and turned +it towards him. Then he darted on her mouth like a hawk on its prey. She +struggled, repulsed him, tried to free herself. She succeeded at last, +and repeated: "Do leave off." + +He remained seated, very red and chilled by this sensible remark; then, +having recovered more self-possession, he said, with some liveliness: +"Very well, I will wait, but I shan't be able to say a dozen words till +we get to Rouen. And remember that we are only passing through Poissy." + +"I will do the talking then," she said, and sat down quietly beside him. + +She spoke with precision of what they would do on their return. They +must keep on the suite of apartments that she had resided in with her +first husband, and Duroy would also inherit the duties and salary of +Forestier at the _Vie Francaise_. Before their union, besides, she had +planned out, with the certainty of a man of business, all the financial +details of their household. They had married under a settlement +preserving to each of them their respective estates, and every incident +that might arise--death, divorce, the birth of one or more children--was +duly provided for. The young fellow contributed a capital of four +thousand francs, he said, but of that sum he had borrowed fifteen +hundred. The rest was due to savings effected during the year in view of +the event. Her contribution was forty thousand francs, which she said +had been left her by Forestier. + +She returned to him as a subject of conversation. "He was a very steady, +economical, hard-working fellow. He would have made a fortune in a very +short time." + +Duroy no longer listened, wholly absorbed by other thoughts. She stopped +from time to time to follow out some inward train of ideas, and then +went on: "In three or four years you can be easily earning thirty to +forty thousand francs a year. That is what Charles would have had if he +had lived." + +George, who began to find the lecture rather a long one, replied: "I +thought we were not going to Rouen to talk about him." + +She gave him a slight tap on the cheek, saying, with a laugh: "That is +so. I am in the wrong." + +He made a show of sitting with his hands on his knees like a very good +boy. + +"You look very like a simpleton like that," said she. + +He replied: "That is my part, of which, by the way, you reminded me just +now, and I shall continue to play it." + + +"Why?" she asked. + +"Because it is you who take management of the household, and even of me. +That, indeed, concerns you, as being a widow." + +She was amazed, saying: "What do you really mean?" + +"That you have an experience that should enlighten my ignorance, and +matrimonial practice that should polish up my bachelor innocence, that's +all." + +"That is too much," she exclaimed. + +He replied: "That is so. I don't know anything about ladies; no, and you +know all about gentlemen, for you are a widow. You must undertake my +education--this evening--and you can begin at once if you like." + +She exclaimed, very much amused: "Oh, indeed, if you reckon on me for +that!" + +He repeated, in the tone of a school boy stumbling through his lesson: +"Yes, I do. I reckon that you will give me solid information--in twenty +lessons. Ten for the elements, reading and grammar; ten for finishing +accomplishments. I don't know anything myself." + +She exclaimed, highly amused: "You goose." + +He replied: "If that is the familiar tone you take, I will follow your +example, and tell you, darling, that I adore you more and more every +moment, and that I find Rouen a very long way off." + +He spoke now with a theatrical intonation and with a series of changes +of facial expression, which amused his companion, accustomed to the ways +of literary Bohemia. She glanced at him out of the corner of her eye, +finding him really charming, and experiencing the longing we have to +pluck a fruit from the tree at once, and the check of reason which +advises us to wait till dinner to eat it at the proper time. Then she +observed, blushing somewhat at the thoughts which assailed her: "My dear +little pupil, trust my experience, my great experience. Kisses in a +railway train are not worth anything. They only upset one." Then she +blushed still more as she murmured: "One should never eat one's corn in +the ear." + +He chuckled, kindling at the double meanings from her pretty mouth, and +made the sign of the cross, with a movement of the lips, as though +murmuring a prayer, adding aloud: "I have placed myself under the +protection of St. Anthony, patron-saint of temptations. Now I am +adamant." + +Night was stealing gently on, wrapping in its transparent shadow, like a +fine gauze, the broad landscape stretching away to the right. The train +was running along the Seine, and the young couple began to watch the +crimson reflections on the surface of the river, winding like a broad +strip of polished metal alongside the line, patches fallen from the sky, +which the departing sun had kindled into flame. These reflections slowly +died out, grew deeper, faded sadly. The landscape became dark with that +sinister thrill, that deathlike quiver, which each twilight causes to +pass over the earth. This evening gloom, entering the open window, +penetrated the two souls, but lately so lively, of the now silent pair. + +They had drawn more closely together to watch the dying day. At Nantes +the railway people had lit the little oil lamp, which shed its yellow, + +trembling light upon the drab cloth of the cushions. Duroy passed his +arms round the waist of his wife, and clasped her to him. His recent +keen desire had become a softened one, a longing for consoling little +caresses, such as we lull children with. + + +He murmured softly: "I shall love you very dearly, my little Made." + +The softness of his voice stirred the young wife, and caused a rapid +thrill to run through her. She offered her mouth, bending towards him, +for he was resting his cheek upon the warm pillow of her bosom, until +the whistle of the train announced that they were nearing a station. She +remarked, flattening the ruffled locks about her forehead with the tips +of her fingers: "It was very silly. We are quite childish." + +But he was kissing her hands in turn with feverish rapidity, and +replied: "I adore you, my little Made." + +Until they reached Rouen they remained almost motionless, cheek against +cheek, their eyes turned to the window, through which, from time to +time, the lights of houses could be seen in the darkness, satisfied with +feeling themselves so close to one another, and with the growing +anticipation of a freer and more intimate embrace. + +They put up at a hotel overlooking the quay, and went to bed after a +very hurried supper. + +The chambermaid aroused them next morning as it was striking eight. When +they had drank the cup of tea she had placed on the night-table, Duroy +looked at his wife, then suddenly, with the joyful impulse of the +fortunate man who has just found a treasure, he clasped her in his arms, +exclaiming: "My little Made, I am sure that I love you ever so much, +ever so much, ever so much." + +She smiled with her confident and satisfied smile, and murmured, as she +returned his kisses: "And I too--perhaps." + +But he still felt uneasy about the visit of his parents. He had already +forewarned his wife, had prepared and lectured her, but he thought fit +to do so again. + +"You know," he said, "they are only rustics--country rustics, not +theatrical ones." + +She laughed. + +"But I know that: you have told me so often enough. Come, get up and let +me get up." + +He jumped out of bed, and said, as he drew on his socks: + +"We shall be very uncomfortable there, very uncomfortable. There is only +an old straw palliasse in my room. Spring mattresses are unknown at +Canteleu." + +She seemed delighted. + +"So much the better. It will be delightful to sleep +badly--beside--beside you, and to be woke up by the crowing of the +cocks." + +She had put on her dressing-gown--a white flannel dressing-gown--which +Duroy at once recognized. The sight of it was unpleasant to him. Why? +His wife had, he was aware, a round dozen of these morning garments. She +could not destroy her trousseau in order to buy a new one. No matter, he +would have preferred that her bed-linen, her night-linen, her +under-clothing were not the same she had made use of with the other. It +seemed to him that the soft, warm stuff must have retained something +from its contact with Forestier. + +He walked to the window, lighting a cigarette. The sight of the port, +the broad stream covered with vessels with tapering spars, the steamers +noisily unloading alongside the quay, stirred him, although he had been +acquainted with it all for a long time past, and he exclaimed: "By Jove! +it is a fine sight." + +Madeleine approached, and placing both hands on one of her husband's +shoulders, leaned against him with careless grace, charmed and +delighted. She kept repeating: "Oh! how pretty, how pretty. I did not +know that there were so many ships as that." + +They started an hour later, for they were to lunch with the old people, +who had been forewarned some days beforehand. A rusty open carriage bore +them along with a noise of jolting ironmongery. They followed a long and +rather ugly boulevard, passed between some fields through which flowed a +stream, and began to ascend the slope. Madeleine, somewhat fatigued, had +dozed off beneath the penetrating caress of the sun, which warmed her +delightfully as she lay stretched back in the old carriage as though in +a bath of light and country air. + +Her husband awoke her, saying: "Look!" + +They had halted two-thirds of the way up the slope, at a spot famous for +the view, and to which all tourists drive. They overlooked the long and +broad valley through which the bright river flowed in sweeping curves. +It could be caught sight of in the distance, dotted with numerous +islands, and describing a wide sweep before flowing through Rouen. Then +the town appeared on the right bank, slightly veiled in the morning +mist, but with rays of sunlight falling on its roofs; its thousand squat +or pointed spires, light, fragile-looking, wrought like gigantic jewels; +its round or square towers topped with heraldic crowns; its belfries; +the numerous Gothic summits of its churches, overtopped by the sharp +spire of the cathedral, that surprising spike of bronze--strange, ugly, +and out of all proportion, the tallest in the world. Facing it, on the +other side of the river, rose the factory chimneys of the suburb of +Saint Serves--tall, round, and broadening at their summit. More numerous +than their sister spires, they reared even in the distant country, their +tall brick columns, and vomited into the blue sky their black and coaly +breath. Highest of all, as high as the second of the summits reared by +human labor, the pyramid of Cheops, almost level with its proud +companion the cathedral spire, the great steam-pump of La Foudre seemed +the queen of the busy, smoking factories, as the other was the queen of +the sacred edifices. Further on, beyond the workmen's town, stretched a +forest of pines, and the Seine, having passed between the two divisions +of the city, continued its way, skirting a tall rolling slope, wooded at +the summit, and showing here and there its bare bone of white stone. +Then the river disappeared on the horizon, after again describing a long +sweeping curve. Ships could be seen ascending and descending the stream, +towed by tugs as big as flies and belching forth thick smoke. Islands +were stretched along the water in a line, one close to the other, or +with wide intervals between them, like the unequal beads of a verdant +rosary. + +The driver waited until the travelers' ecstasies were over. He knew from +experience the duration of the admiration of all the breed of tourists. +But when he started again Duroy suddenly caught sight of two old people +advancing towards them some hundreds of yards further on, and jumped +out, exclaiming: "There they are. I recognize them." + +There were two country-folk, a man and a woman, walking with irregular +steps, rolling in their gait, and sometimes knocking their shoulders +together. The man was short and strongly built, high colored and +inclined to stoutness, but powerful, despite his years. The woman was +tall, spare, bent, careworn, the real hard-working country-woman who has +toiled afield from childhood, and has never had time to amuse herself, +while her husband has been joking and drinking with the customers. +Madeleine had also alighted from the carriage, and she watched these two +poor creatures coming towards them with a pain at her heart, a sadness +she had not anticipated. They had not recognized their son in this fine +gentleman and would never have guessed this handsome lady in the light +dress to be their daughter-in-law. They were walking on quickly and in +silence to meet their long-looked-for boy, without noticing these city +folk followed by their carriage. + +They passed by when George, who was laughing, cried out: "Good-day, +Daddy Duroy!" + +They both stopped short, amazed at first, then stupefied with surprise. +The old woman recovered herself first, and stammered, without advancing +a step: "Is't thou, boy?" + +The young fellow answered: "Yes, it is I, mother," and stepping up to +her, kissed her on both cheeks with a son's hearty smack. Then he rubbed +noses with his father, who had taken off his cap, a very tall, black +silk cap, made Rouen fashion, like those worn by cattle dealers. + +Then George said: "This is my wife," and the two country people looked +at Madeleine. They looked at her as one looks at a phenomenon, with an +uneasy fear, united in the father with a species of approving +satisfaction, in the mother with a kind of jealous enmity. + +The man, who was of a joyous nature and inspired by a loveliness born of +sweet cider and alcohol, grew bolder, and asked, with a twinkle in the +corner of his eyes: "I may kiss her all the same?" + +"Certainly," replied his son, and Madeleine, ill at ease, held out both +cheeks to the sounding smacks of the rustic, who then wiped his lips +with the back of his hand. The old woman, in her turn, kissed her +daughter-in-law with a hostile reserve. No, this was not the +daughter-in-law of her dreams; the plump, fresh housewife, rosy-cheeked +as an apple, and round as a brood mare. She looked like a hussy, the +fine lady with her furbelows and her musk. For the old girl all perfumes +were musk. + +They set out again, walking behind the carriage which bore the trunk of +the newly-wedded pair. The old fellow took his son by the arm, and +keeping him a little in the rear of the others, asked with interest: +"Well, how goes business, lad?" + +"Pretty fair." + +"So much the better. Has thy wife any money?" + +"Forty thousand francs," answered George. + +His father gave vent to an admiring whistle, and could only murmur, +"Dang it!" so overcome was he by the mention of the sum. Then he added, +in a tone of serious conviction: "Dang it all, she's a fine woman!" For +he found her to his taste, and he had passed for a good judge in his +day. + +Madeleine and her mother-in-law were walking side by side without +exchanging a word. The two men rejoined them. They reached the village, +a little roadside village formed of half-a-score houses on each side of +the highway, cottages and farm buildings, the former of brick and the +latter of clay, these covered with thatch and those with slates. Father +Duroy's tavern, "The Bellevue," a bit of a house consisting of a ground +floor and a garret, stood at the beginning of the village to the left. A +pine branch above the door indicated, in ancient fashion, that thirsty +folk could enter. + +The things were laid for lunch, in the common room of the tavern, on two +tables placed together and covered with two napkins. A neighbor, come in +to help to serve the lunch, bowed low on seeing such a fine lady appear; +and then, recognizing George, exclaimed: "Good Lord! is that the +youngster?" + +He replied gayly: "Yes, it is I, Mother Brulin," and kissed her as he +had kissed his father and mother. Then turning to his wife, he said: +"Come into our room and take your hat off." + +He ushered her through a door to the right into a cold-looking room with +tiled floor, white-washed walls, and a bed with white cotton curtains. A +crucifix above a holy-water stoup, and two colored pictures, one +representing Paul and Virginia under a blue palm tree, and the other +Napoleon the First on a yellow horse, were the only ornaments of this +clean and dispiriting apartment. + +As soon as they were alone he kissed Madeleine, saying: "Thanks, Made. I +am glad to see the old folks again. When one is in Paris one does not +think about it; but when one meets again, it gives one pleasure all the +same." + +But his father, thumbing the partition with his fist, cried out: "Come +along, come along, the soup is ready," and they had to sit down to +table. + +It was a long, countrified repast, with a succession of ill-assorted +dishes, a sausage after a leg of mutton, and an omelette after a +sausage. Father Duroy, excited by cider and some glasses of wine, turned +on the tap of his choicest jokes--those he reserved for great occasions +of festivity, smutty adventures that had happened, as he maintained, to +friends of his. George, who knew all these stories, laughed, +nevertheless, intoxicated by his native air, seized on by the innate +love of one's birthplace and of spots familiar from childhood, by all +the sensations and recollections once more renewed, by all the objects +of yore seen again once more; by trifles, such as the mark of a knife on +a door, a broken chair recalling some pretty event, the smell of the +soil, the breath of the neighboring forest, the odors of the dwelling, +the gutter, the dunghill. + +Mother Duroy did not speak, but remained sad and grim, watching her +daughter-in-law out of the corner of her eye, with hatred awakened in +her heart--the hatred of an old toiler, an old rustic with fingers worn +and limbs bent by hard work--for the city madame, who inspired her with +the repulsion of an accursed creature, an impure being, created for +idleness and sin. She kept getting up every moment to fetch the dishes +or fill the glasses with cider, sharp and yellow from the decanter, or +sweet, red, and frothing from the bottles, the corks of which popped +like those of ginger beer. + +Madeleine scarcely ate or spoke. She wore her wonted smile upon her +lips, but it was a sad and resigned one. She was downcast. Why? She had +wanted to come. She had not been unaware that she was going among +country folk--poor country folk. What had she fancied them to be--she, +who did not usually dream? Did she know herself? Do not women always +hope for something that is not? Had she fancied them more poetical? No; +but perhaps better informed, more noble, more affectionate, more +ornamental. Yet she did not want them high-bred, like those in novels. +Whence came it, then, that they shocked her by a thousand trifling, +imperceptible details, by a thousand indefinable coarsenesses, by their +very nature as rustics, by their words, their gestures, and their mirth? +She recalled her own mother, of whom she never spoke to anyone--a +governess, brought up at Saint Denis--seduced, and died from poverty and +grief when she, Madeleine, was twelve years old. An unknown hand had had +her brought up. Her father, no doubt. Who was he? She did not exactly +know, although she had vague suspicions. + +The lunch still dragged on. Customers were now coming in and shaking +hands with the father, uttering exclamations of wonderment on seeing his +son, and slyly winking as they scanned the young wife out of the corner +of their eye, which was as much as to say: "Hang it all, she's not a +duffer, George Duroy's wife." Others, less intimate, sat down at the +wooden tables, calling for "A pot," "A jugful," "Two brandies," "A +raspail," and began to play at dominoes, noisily rattling the little +bits of black and white bone. Mother Duroy kept passing to and fro, +serving the customers, with her melancholy air, taking money, and wiping +the tables with the corner of her blue apron. + +The smoke of clay pipes and sou cigars filled the room. Madeleine began +to cough, and said: "Suppose we go out; I cannot stand it." + +They had not quite finished, and old Duroy was annoyed at this. Then she +got up and went and sat on a chair outside the door, while her +father-in-law and her husband were finishing their coffee and their nip +of brandy. + +George soon rejoined her. "Shall we stroll down as far as the Seine?" +said he. + +She consented with pleasure, saying: "Oh, yes; let us go." + +They descended the slope, hired a boat at Croisset, and passed the rest +of the afternoon drowsily moored under the willows alongside an island, +soothed to slumber by the soft spring weather, and rocked by the +wavelets of the river. Then they went back at nightfall. + +The evening's repast, eaten by the light of a tallow candle, was still +more painful for Madeleine than that of the morning. Father Duroy, who +was half drunk, no longer spoke. The mother maintained her dogged +manner. The wretched light cast upon the gray walls the shadows of heads +with enormous noses and exaggerated movements. A great hand was seen to +raise a pitchfork to a mouth opening like a dragon's maw whenever any +one of them, turning a little, presented a profile to the yellow, +flickering flame. + +As soon as dinner was over, Madeleine drew her husband out of the house, +in order not to stay in this gloomy room, always reeking with an acrid +smell of old pipes and spilt liquor. As soon as they were outside, he +said: "You are tired of it already." + +She began to protest, but he stopped her, saying: "No, I saw it very +plainly. If you like, we will leave to-morrow." + +"Very well," she murmured. + +They strolled gently onward. It was a mild night, the deep, +all-embracing shadow of which seemed filled with faint murmurings, +rustlings, and breathings. They had entered a narrow path, overshadowed +by tall trees, and running between two belts of underwood of +impenetrable blackness. + +"Where are we?" asked she. + +"In the forest," he replied. + +"Is it a large one?" + +"Very large; one of the largest in France." + +An odor of earth, trees, and moss--that fresh yet old scent of the +woods, made up of the sap of bursting buds and the dead and moldering +foliage of the thickets, seemed to linger in the path. Raising her head, +Madeleine could see the stars through the tree-tops; and although no +breeze stirred the boughs, she could yet feel around her the vague +quivering of this ocean of leaves. A strange thrill shot through her +soul and fleeted across her skin--a strange pain gripped her at the +heart. Why, she did not understand. But it seemed to her that she was +lost, engulfed, surrounded by perils, abandoned by everyone; alone, +alone in the world beneath this living vault quivering there above her. + +She murmured: "I am rather frightened. I should like to go back." + +"Well, let us do so." + +"And--we will leave for Paris to-morrow?" + +"Yes, to-morrow." + +"To-morrow morning?" + +"To-morrow morning, if you like." + +They returned home. The old folks had gone to bed. She slept badly, +continually aroused by all the country sounds so new to her--the cry of +the screech owl, the grunting of a pig in a sty adjoining the house, and +the noise of a cock who kept on crowing from midnight. She was up and +ready to start at daybreak. + +When George announced to his parents that he was going back they were +both astonished; then they understood the origin of his wish. + +The father merely said: "Shall I see you again soon?" + +"Yes, in the course of the summer." + +"So much the better." + +The old woman growled: "I hope you won't regret what you have done." + +He left them two hundred francs as a present to assuage their +discontent, and the carriage, which a boy had been sent in quest of, +having made its appearance at about ten o'clock, the newly-married +couple embraced the old country folk and started off once more. + +As they were descending the hill Duroy began to laugh. + + +"There," he said, "I had warned you. I ought not to have introduced you +to Monsieur and Madame du Roy de Cantel, Senior." + +She began to laugh, too, and replied: "I am delighted now. They are good +folk, whom I am beginning to like very well. I will send them some +presents from Paris." Then she murmured: "Du Roy de Cantel, you will +see that no one will be astonished at the terms of the notification of +our marriage. We will say that we have been staying for a week with your +parents on their estate." And bending towards him she kissed the tip of +his moustache, saying: "Good morning, George." + +He replied: "Good morning, Made," as he passed an arm around her waist. + +In the valley below they could see the broad river like a ribbon of +silver unrolled beneath the morning sun, the factory chimneys belching +forth their clouds of smoke into the sky, and the pointed spires rising +above the old town. + + + + +X + + +The Du Roys had been back in Paris a couple of days, and the journalist +had taken up his old work pending the moment when he should definitely +assume Forestier's duties, and give himself wholly up to politics. He +was going home that evening to his predecessor's abode to dinner, with a +light heart and a keen desire to embrace his wife, whose physical +attractions and imperceptible domination exercised a powerful impulse +over him. Passing by a florist's at the bottom of the Rue Notre Dame de +Lorette, he was struck by the notion of buying a bouquet for Madeleine, +and chose a large bunch of half-open roses, a very bundle of perfumed +buds. + +At each story of his new staircase he eyed himself complacently in the +mirrors, the sight of which continually recalled to him his first visit +to the house. He rang the bell, having forgotten his key, and the same +man-servant, whom he had also kept on by his wife's advice, opened the +door. + +"Has your mistress come home?" asked George. + +"Yes, sir." + +But on passing through the dining-room he was greatly surprised to find +the table laid for three, and the hangings of the drawing-room door +being looped up, saw Madeleine arranging in a vase on the mantelpiece a +bunch of roses exactly similar to his own. He was vexed and displeased; +it was as though he had been robbed of his idea, his mark of attention, +and all the pleasure he anticipated from it. + +"You have invited some one to dinner, then?" he inquired, as he entered +the room. + +She answered without turning round, and while continuing to arrange the +flowers: "Yes, and no. It is my old friend, the Count de Vaudrec, who +has been accustomed to dine here every Monday, and who has come as +usual." + +George murmured: "Ah! very good." + +He remained standing behind her, bouquet in hand, with a longing to hide +it or throw it away. He said, however: "I have brought you some roses." + +She turned round suddenly, smiling, and exclaimed: "Ah! how nice of you +to have thought of that." + +And she held out her arms and lips to him with an outburst of joy so +real that he felt consoled. She took the flowers, smelt them, and with +the liveliness of a delighted child, placed them in the vase that +remained empty opposite the other. Then she murmured, as she viewed the +result: "How glad I am. My mantelpiece is furnished now." She added +almost immediately, in a tone of conviction: "You know Vaudrec is +awfully nice; you will be friends with him at once." + +A ring announced the Count. He entered quietly, and quite at his ease, +as though at home. After having gallantly kissed the young wife's +fingers, he turned to the husband and cordially held out his hand, +saying: "How goes it, my dear Du Roy?" + +It was no longer his former stiff and starched bearing, but an affable +one, showing that the situation was no longer the same. The journalist, +surprised, strove to make himself agreeable in response to these +advances. It might have been believed within five minutes that they had +known and loved one another for ten years past. + +Then Madeleine, whose face was radiant, said: "I will leave you +together, I must give a look to my dinner." And she went out, followed +by a glance from both men. When she returned she found them talking +theatricals apropos of a new piece, and so thoroughly of the same +opinion that a species of rapid friendship awoke in their eyes at the +discovery of this absolute identity of ideas. + +The dinner was delightful, so intimate and cordial, and the Count stayed +on quite late, so comfortable did he feel in this nice little new +household. + +As soon as he had left Madeleine said to her husband: "Is he not +perfect? He gains in every way by being known. He is a true +friend--safe, devoted, faithful. Ah, without him--" + +She did not finish the sentence, and George replied: "Yes, I find him +very agreeable. I think that we shall get on very well together." + +She resumed: "You do not know, but we have some work to do together +before going to bed. I had not time to speak to you about it before +dinner, because Vaudrec came in at once. I have had some important news, +news from Morocco. It was Laroche-Mathieu, the deputy, the future +minister, who brought it to me. We must work up an important article, a +sensational one. I have the facts and figures. We will set to work at +once. Bring the lamp." + +He took it, and they passed into the study. The same books were ranged +in the bookcase, which now bore on its summit the three vases bought at +the Golfe Juan by Forestier on the eve of his death. Under the table the +dead man's mat awaited the feet of Du Roy, who, on sitting down, took up +an ivory penholder slightly gnawed at the end by the other's teeth. +Madeleine leant against the mantelpiece, and having lit a cigarette +related her news, and then explained her notions and the plan of the +article she meditated. He listened attentively, scribbling notes as he +did so, and when she had finished, raised objections, took up the +question again, enlarged its bearing, and sketched in turn, not the plan +of an article, but of a campaign against the existing Ministry. This +attack would be its commencement. His wife had left off smoking, so +strongly was her interest aroused, so vast was the vision that opened +before her as she followed out George's train of thought. + +She murmured, from time to time: "Yes, yes; that is very good. That is +capital. That is very clever." + +And when he had finished speaking in turn, she said: "Now let us write." + +But he always found it hard to make a start, and with difficulty sought +his expressions. Then she came gently, and, leaning over his shoulder, +began to whisper sentences in his ear. From time to time she would +hesitate, and ask: "Is that what you want to say?" + +He answered: "Yes, exactly." + +She had piercing shafts, the poisoned shafts of a woman, to wound the +head of the Cabinet, and she blended jests about his face with others +respecting his policy in a curious fashion, that made one laugh, and, at +the same time, impressed one by their truth of observation. + +Du Roy from time to time added a few lines which widened and +strengthened the range of attack. He understood, too, the art of +perfidious insinuation, which he had learned in sharpening up his +"Echoes"; and when a fact put forward as certain by Madeleine appeared +doubtful or compromising, he excelled in allowing it to be divined and +in impressing it upon the mind more strongly than if he had affirmed it. +When their article was finished, George read it aloud. They both thought +it excellent, and smiled, delighted and surprised, as if they had just +mutually revealed themselves to one another. They gazed into the depths +of one another's eyes with yearnings of love and admiration, and they +embraced one another with an ardor communicated from their minds to +their bodies. + +Du Roy took up the lamp again. "And now to bye-bye," said he, with a + +kindling glance. + +She replied: "Go first, sir, since you light the way." + +He went first, and she followed him into their bedroom, tickling his +neck to make him go quicker, for he could not stand that. + +The article appeared with the signature of George Duroy de Cantel, and +caused a great sensation. There was an excitement about it in the +Chamber. Daddy Walter congratulated the author, and entrusted him with +the political editorship of the _Vie Francaise_. The "Echoes" fell again +to Boisrenard. + +Then there began in the paper a violent and cleverly conducted campaign +against the Ministry. The attack, now ironical, now serious, now +jesting, and now virulent, but always skillful and based on facts, was +delivered with a certitude and continuity which astonished everyone. +Other papers continually cited the _Vie Francaise_, taking whole +passages from it, and those in office asked themselves whether they +could not gag this unknown and inveterate foe with the gift of a +prefecture. + +Du Roy became a political celebrity. He felt his influence increasing by +the pressure of hands and the lifting of hats. His wife, too, filled him +with stupefaction and admiration by the ingenuity of her mind, the value +of her information, and the number of her acquaintances. Continually he +would find in his drawing-room, on returning home, a senator, a deputy, +a magistrate, a general, who treated Madeleine as an old friend, with +serious familiarity. Where had she met all these people? In society, so +she said. But how had she been able to gain their confidence and their +affection? He could not understand it. + +"She would make a terrible diplomatist," he thought. + +She often came in late at meal times, out of breath, flushed, quivering, +and before even taking off her veil would say: "I have something good +to-day. Fancy, the Minister of Justice has just appointed two +magistrates who formed a part of the mixed commission. We will give him +a dose he will not forget in a hurry." + +And they would give the minister a dose, and another the next day, and +a third the day after. The deputy, Laroche-Mathieu, who dined at the Rue +Fontaine every Tuesday, after the Count de Vaudrec, who began the week, +would shake the hands of husband and wife with demonstrations of extreme +joy. He never ceased repeating: "By Jove, what a campaign! If we don't +succeed after all?" + +He hoped, indeed, to succeed in getting hold of the portfolio of foreign +affairs, which he had had in view for a long time. + +He was one of those many-faced politicians, without strong convictions, +without great abilities, without boldness, and without any depth of +knowledge, a provincial barrister, a local dandy, preserving a cunning +balance between all parties, a species of Republican Jesuit and Liberal +mushroom of uncertain character, such as spring up by hundreds on the +popular dunghill of universal suffrage. His village machiavelism caused +him to be reckoned able among his colleagues, among all the adventurers +and abortions who are made deputies. He was sufficiently well-dressed, +correct, familiar, and amiable to succeed. He had his successes in +society, in the mixed, perturbed, and somewhat rough society of the high +functionaries of the day. It was said everywhere of him: "Laroche will +be a minister," and he believed more firmly than anyone else that he +would be. He was one of the chief shareholders in Daddy Walter's paper, +and his colleague and partner in many financial schemes. + +Du Roy backed him up with confidence and with vague hopes as to the +future. He was, besides, only continuing the work begun by Forestier, to +whom Laroche-Mathieu had promised the Cross of the Legion of Honor when +the day of triumph should come. The decoration would adorn the breast of +Madeleine's second husband, that was all. Nothing was changed in the +main. + +It was seen so well that nothing was changed that Du Roy's comrades +organized a joke against him, at which he was beginning to grow angry. +They no longer called him anything but Forestier. As soon as he entered +the office some one would call out: "I say, Forestier." + +He would pretend not to hear, and would look for the letters in his +pigeon-holes. The voice would resume in louder tones, "Hi! Forestier." +Some stifled laughs would be heard, and as Du Roy was entering the +manager's room, the comrade who had called out would stop him, saying: +"Oh, I beg your pardon, it is you I want to speak to. It is stupid, but +I am always mixing you up with poor Charles. It is because your articles +are so infernally like his. Everyone is taken in by them." + +Du Roy would not answer, but he was inwardly furious, and a sullen wrath +sprang up in him against the dead man. Daddy Walter himself had +declared, when astonishment was expressed at the flagrant similarity in +style and inspiration between the leaders of the new political editor +and his predecessor: "Yes, it is Forestier, but a fuller, stronger, more +manly Forestier." + +Another time Du Roy, opening by chance the cupboard in which the cup and +balls were kept, had found all those of his predecessor with crape round +the handles, and his own, the one he had made use of when he practiced +under the direction of Saint-Potin, ornamented with a pink ribbon. All +had been arranged on the same shelf according to size, and a card like +those in museums bore the inscription: "The Forestier-Du Roy (late +Forestier and Co.) Collection." He quietly closed the cupboard, saying, +in tones loud enough to be heard: "There are fools and envious people +everywhere." + +But he was wounded in his pride, wounded in his vanity, that touchy +pride and vanity of the writer, which produce the nervous susceptibility +ever on the alert, equally in the reporter and the genial poet. The word +"Forestier" made his ears tingle. He dreaded to hear it, and felt +himself redden when he did so. This name was to him a biting jest, more +than a jest, almost an insult. It said to him: "It is your wife who does +your work, as she did that of the other. You would be nothing without +her." + + +He admitted that Forestier would have been no one without Madeleine; but +as to himself, come now! + +Then, at home, the haunting impression continued. It was the whole place +now that recalled the dead man to him, the whole of the furniture, the +whole of the knicknacks, everything he laid hands on. He had scarcely +thought of this at the outset, but the joke devised by his comrades had +caused a kind of mental wound, which a number of trifles, unnoticed up +to the present, now served to envenom. He could not take up anything +without at once fancying he saw the hand of Charles upon it. He only +looked at it and made use of things the latter had made use of formerly; +things that he had purchased, liked, and enjoyed. And George began even +to grow irritated at the thought of the bygone relations between his +friend and his wife. He was sometimes astonished at this revolt of his +heart, which he did not understand, and said to himself, "How the deuce +is it? I am not jealous of Madeleine's friends. I am never uneasy about +what she is up to. She goes in and out as she chooses, and yet the +recollection of that brute of a Charles puts me in a rage." He added, +"At the bottom, he was only an idiot, and it is that, no doubt, that +wounds me. I am vexed that Madeleine could have married such a fool." +And he kept continually repeating, "How is it that she could have +stomached such a donkey for a single moment?" + +His rancor was daily increased by a thousand insignificant details, +which stung him like pin pricks, by the incessant reminders of the other +arising out of a word from Madeleine, from the man-servant, from the +waiting-maid. + +One evening Du Roy, who liked sweet dishes, said, "How is it we never +have sweets at dinner?" + +His wife replied, cheerfully, "That is quite true. I never think about +them. It is all through Charles, who hated--" + +He cut her short in a fit of impatience he was unable to control, +exclaiming, "Hang it all! I am sick of Charles. It is always Charles +here and Charles there, Charles liked this and Charles liked that. Since +Charles is dead, for goodness sake leave him in peace." + +Madeleine looked at her husband in amazement, without being able to +understand his sudden anger. Then, as she was sharp, she guessed what +was going on within him; this slow working of posthumous jealousy, +swollen every moment by all that recalled the other. She thought it +puerile, may be, but was flattered by it, and did not reply. + +He was vexed with himself at this irritation, which he had not been +able to conceal. As they were writing after dinner an article for the +next day, his feet got entangled in the foot mat. He kicked it aside, +and said with a laugh: + +"Charles was always chilly about the feet, I suppose?" + +She replied, also laughing: "Oh! he lived in mortal fear of catching +cold; his chest was very weak." + +Du Roy replied grimly: "He has given us a proof of that." Then kissing +his wife's hand, he added gallantly: "Luckily for me." + +But on going to bed, still haunted by the same idea, he asked: "Did +Charles wear nightcaps for fear of the draughts?" + +She entered into the joke, and replied: "No; only a silk handkerchief +tied round his head." + +George shrugged his shoulders, and observed, with contempt, "What a +baby." + +From that time forward Charles became for him an object of continual +conversation. He dragged him in on all possible occasions, speaking of +him as "Poor Charles," with an air of infinite pity. When he returned +home from the office, where he had been accosted twice or thrice as +Forestier, he avenged himself by bitter railleries against the dead man +in his tomb. He recalled his defects, his absurdities, his littleness, +enumerating them with enjoyment, developing and augmenting them as +though he had wished to combat the influence of a dreaded rival over the +heart of his wife. He would say, "I say, Made, do you remember the day +when that duffer Forestier tried to prove to us that stout men were +stronger than spare ones?" + +Then he sought to learn a number of private and secret details +respecting the departed, which his wife, ill at ease, refused to tell +him. But he obstinately persisted, saying, "Come, now, tell me all about +it. He must have been very comical at such a time?" + +She murmured, "Oh! do leave him alone." + +But he went on, "No, but tell me now, he must have been a duffer to +sleep with?" And he always wound up with, "What a donkey he was." + +One evening, towards the end of June, as he was smoking a cigarette at +the window, the fineness of the evening inspired him with a wish for a +drive, and he said, "Made, shall we go as far as the Bois de Boulogne?" + +"Certainly." + +They took an open carriage and drove up the Champs Elysees, and then +along the main avenue of the Bois de Boulogne. It was a breezeless +night, one of those stifling nights when the overheated air of Paris +fills the chest like the breath of a furnace. A host of carriages bore +along beneath the trees a whole population of lovers. They came one +behind the other in an unbroken line. George and Madeleine amused +themselves with watching all these couples, the woman in summer toilet +and the man darkly outlined beside her. It was a huge flood of lovers +towards the Bois, beneath the starry and heated sky. No sound was heard + +save the dull rumble of wheels. They kept passing by, two by two in each +vehicle, leaning back on the seat, silent, clasped one against the +other, lost in dreams of desire, quivering with the anticipation of +coming caresses. The warm shadow seemed full of kisses. A sense of +spreading lust rendered the air heavier and more suffocating. All the +couples, intoxicated with the same idea, the same ardor, shed a fever +about them. + +George and Madeleine felt the contagion. They clasped hands without a +word, oppressed by the heaviness of the atmosphere and the emotion that +assailed them. As they reached the turning which follows the line of the +fortification, they kissed one another, and she stammered somewhat +confusedly, "We are as great babies as on the way to Rouen." + +The great flood of vehicles divided at the entrance of the wood. On the +road to the lake, which the young couple were following, they were now +thinner, but the dark shadow of the trees, the air freshened by the +leaves and by the dampness arising from the streamlets that could be +heard flowing beneath them, and the coolness of the vast nocturnal vault +bedecked with stars, gave to the kisses of the perambulating pairs a +more penetrating charm. + +George murmured, "Dear little Made," as he pressed her to him. + +"Do you remember the forest close to your home, how gloomy it was?" said +she. "It seemed to me that it was full of horrible creatures, and that +there was no end to it, while here it is delightful. One feels caresses +in the breeze, and I know that Sevres lies on the other side of the +wood." + +He replied, "Oh! in the forest at home there was nothing but deer, +foxes, and wild boars, and here and there the hut of a forester." + +This word, akin to the dead man's name, issuing from his mouth, +surprised him just as if some one had shouted it out to him from the +depths of a thicket, and he became suddenly silent, assailed anew by +the strange and persistent uneasiness, and gnawing, invincible, jealous +irritation that had been spoiling his existence for some time past. +After a minute or so, he asked: "Did you ever come here like this of an +evening with Charles?" + +"Yes, often," she answered. + +And all of a sudden he was seized with a wish to return home, a nervous +desire that gripped him at the heart. But the image of Forestier had +returned to his mind and possessed and laid hold of him. He could no +longer speak or think of anything else and said in a spiteful tone, "I +say, Made?" + +"Yes, dear." + +"Did you ever cuckold poor Charles?" + +She murmured disdainfully, "How stupid you are with your stock joke." + +But he would not abandon the idea. + +"Come, Made, dear, be frank and acknowledge it. You cuckolded him, eh? +Come, admit that you cuckolded him?" + +She was silent, shocked as all women are by this expression. + +He went on obstinately, "Hang it all, if ever anyone had the head for a +cuckold it was he. Oh! yes. It would please me to know that he was one. +What a fine head for horns." He felt that she was smiling at some +recollection, perhaps, and persisted, saying, "Come out with it. What +does it matter? It would be very comical to admit that you had deceived +him, to me." + +He was indeed quivering with hope and desire that Charles, the hateful +Charles, the detested dead, had borne this shameful ridicule. And +yet--yet--another emotion, less definite. "My dear little Made, tell me, +I beg of you. He deserved it. You would have been wrong not to have +given him a pair of horns. Come, Made, confess." + +She now, no doubt, found this persistence amusing, for she was laughing +a series of short, jerky laughs. + +He had put his lips close to his wife's ear and whispered: "Come, come, +confess." + +She jerked herself away, and said, abruptly: "You are crazy. As if one +answered such questions." + +She said this in so singular a tone that a cold shiver ran through her +husband's veins, and he remained dumbfounded, scared, almost breathless, +as though from some mental shock. + +The carriage was now passing along the lake, on which the sky seemed to +have scattered its stars. Two swans, vaguely outlined, were swimming +slowly, scarcely visible in the shadow. George called out to the driver: +"Turn back!" and the carriage returned, meeting the others going at a +walk, with their lanterns gleaming like eyes in the night. + +What a strange manner in which she had said it. Was it a confession? Du +Roy kept asking himself. And the almost certainty that she had deceived +her first husband now drove him wild with rage. He longed to beat her, +to strangle her, to tear her hair out. Oh, if she had only replied: "But +darling, if I had deceived him, it would have been with yourself," how +he would have kissed, clasped, worshiped her. + +He sat still, his arms crossed, his eyes turned skyward, his mind too +agitated to think as yet. He only felt within him the rancor fermenting +and the anger swelling which lurk at the heart of all mankind in +presence of the caprices of feminine desire. He felt for the first time +that vague anguish of the husband who suspects. He was jealous at last, +jealous on behalf of the dead, jealous on Forestier's account, jealous +in a strange and poignant fashion, into which there suddenly entered a +hatred of Madeleine. Since she had deceived the other, how could he have +confidence in her himself? Then by degrees his mind became calmer, and +bearing up against his pain, he thought: "All women are prostitutes. We +must make use of them, and not give them anything of ourselves." The +bitterness in his heart rose to his lips in words of contempt and +disgust. He repeated to himself: "The victory in this world is to the +strong. One must be strong. One must be above all prejudices." + +The carriage was going faster. It repassed the fortifications. Du Roy +saw before him a reddish light in the sky like the glow of an immense +forge, and heard a vast, confused, continuous rumor, made up of +countless different sounds, the breath of Paris panting this summer +night like an exhausted giant. + +George reflected: "I should be very stupid to fret about it. Everyone +for himself. Fortune favors the bold. Egotism is everything. Egotism as +regards ambition and fortune is better than egotism as regards woman and +love." + +The Arc de Triomphe appeared at the entrance to the city on its two tall +supports like a species of shapeless giant ready to start off and march +down the broad avenue open before him. George and Madeleine found +themselves once more in the stream of carriages bearing homeward and +bedwards the same silent and interlaced couples. It seemed that the +whole of humanity was passing by intoxicated with joy, pleasure, and +happiness. The young wife, who had divined something of what was passing +through her husband's mind, said, in her soft voice: "What are you +thinking of, dear? You have not said a word for the last half hour." + +He answered, sneeringly: "I was thinking of all these fools cuddling one +another, and saying to myself that there is something else to do in +life." + +She murmured: "Yes, but it is nice sometimes." + +"It is nice--when one has nothing better to do." + +George's thoughts were still hard at it, stripping life of its poesy in +a kind of spiteful anger. "I should be very foolish to trouble myself, +to deprive myself of anything whatever, to worry as I have done for some +time past." Forestier's image crossed his mind without causing any +irritation. It seemed to him that they had just been reconciled, that +they had become friends again. He wanted to cry out: "Good evening, old +fellow." + +Madeleine, to whom this silence was irksome, said: "Suppose we have an +ice at Tortoni's before we go in." + +He glanced at her sideways. Her fine profile was lit up by the bright +light from the row of gas jets of a cafe. He thought, "She is pretty. +Well, so much the better. Jack is as good as his master, my dear. But if +ever they catch me worrying again about you, it will be hot at the North +Pole." Then he replied aloud: "Certainly, my dear," and in order that +she should not guess anything, he kissed her. + +It seemed to the young wife that her husband's lips were frozen. He +smiled, however, with his wonted smile, as he gave her his hand to +alight in front of the cafe. + + + + +XI + + +On reaching the office next day, Du Roy sought out Boisrenard. + +"My dear fellow," said he, "I have a service to ask of you. It has been +thought funny for some time past to call me Forestier. I begin to find +it very stupid. Will you have the kindness to quietly let our friends +know that I will smack the face of the first that starts the joke again? +It will be for them to reflect whether it is worth risking a sword +thrust for. I address myself to you because you are a calm-minded +fellow, who can hinder matters from coming to painful extremities, and +also because you were my second." + +Boisrenard undertook the commission. Du Roy went out on business, and +returned an hour later. No one called him Forestier. + +When he reached home he heard ladies' voices in the drawing-room, and +asked, "Who is there?" + +"Madame Walter and Madame de Marelle," replied the servant. + +His heart beat fast for a moment, and then he said to himself, "Well, +let's see," and opened the door. + +Clotilde was beside the fireplace, full in a ray of light from the +window. It seemed to George that she grew slightly paler on perceiving +him. Having first bowed to Madame Walter and her two daughters, seated +like two sentinels on each side of their mother, he turned towards his +late mistress. She held out her hand, and he took it and pressed it +meaningly, as though to say, "I still love you." She responded to this +pressure. + +He inquired: "How have you been during the century that has elapsed +since our last meeting?" + +She replied with perfect ease: "Quite well; and you, Pretty-boy?" and +turning to Madeleine, added: "You will allow me to call him Pretty-boy +still?" + +"Certainly, dear; I will allow whatever you please." + +A shade of irony seemed hidden in these words. + +Madame Walter spoke of an entertainment that was going to be given by + +Jacques Rival at his residence, a grand assault-at-arms, at which ladies +of fashion were to be present, saying: "It will be very interesting. But +I am so vexed we have no one to take us there, my husband being obliged +to be away at that time." + +Du Roy at once offered his services. She accepted, saying: "My daughters +and I will be very much obliged to you." + +He looked at the younger daughter, and thought: "She is not at all bad +looking, this little Susan; not at all." She resembled a fair, fragile + +doll, too short but slender, with a small waist and fairly developed +hips and bust, a face like a miniature, grayish-blue, enamel-like eyes, +which seemed shaded by a careful yet fanciful painter, a polished, +colorless skin, too white and too smooth, and fluffy, curly hair, in a +charming aureola, like, indeed the hair of the pretty and expensive +dolls we see in the arms of children much smaller than their plaything. + +The elder sister, Rose, was ugly, dull-looking, and insignificant; one +of those girls whom you do not notice, do not speak to, and do not talk +about. + +The mother rose, and, turning to George, said: + +"Then I may reckon upon you for next Thursday, two o'clock?" + +"You may reckon upon me, madame," he replied. + +As soon as she had taken her departure, Madame de Marelle rose in turn, +saying: "Good afternoon, Pretty-boy." + +It was she who then clasped his hand firmly and for some time, and he +felt moved by this silent avowal, struck again with a sudden caprice for +this good-natured little, respectable Bohemian of a woman, who really +loved him, perhaps. + +As soon as he was alone with his wife, Madeleine broke out into a laugh, +a frank, gay laugh, and, looking him fair in the face, said, "You know +that Madame Walter is smitten with you." + +"Nonsense," he answered, incredulously. + +"It is so, I tell you; she spoke to me about you with wild enthusiasm. +It is strange on her part. She would like to find two husbands such as +you for her daughters. Fortunately, as regards her such things are of no +moment." + +He did not understand what she meant, and inquired, "How of no moment?" + +She replied with the conviction of a woman certain of the soundness of +her judgment, "Oh! Madame Walter is one of those who have never even had +a whisper about them, never, you know, never. She is unassailable in +every respect. Her husband you know as well as I do. But with her it is +quite another thing. She has suffered enough through marrying a Jew, but +she has remained faithful to him. She is an honest woman." + +Du Roy was surprised. "I thought her a Jewess, too," said he. + +"She, not at all. She is a lady patroness of all the good works of the +Church of Madeleine. Her marriage, even, was celebrated religiously. I +do not know whether there was a dummy baptism as regards the governor, +or whether the Church winked at it." + +George murmured: "Ah! so she fancied me." + +"Positively and thoroughly. If you were not bespoken, I should advise +you to ask for the hand of--Susan, eh? rather than that of Rose." + +He replied, twisting his moustache: "Hum; their mother is not yet out of +date." + +Madeleine, somewhat out of patience, answered: + +"Their mother! I wish you may get her, dear. But I am not alarmed on +that score. It is not at her age that a woman is guilty of a first +fault. One must set about it earlier." + +George was reflecting: "If it were true, though, that I could have +married Susan." Then he shrugged his shoulders. "Bah! it is absurd. As +if her father would have ever have accepted me as a suitor." + +He promised himself, though, to keep a more careful watch in the future +over Madame Walter's bearing towards him, without asking whether he +might ever derive any advantage from this. All the evening he was +haunted by the recollection of his love passages with Clotilde, +recollections at once tender and sensual. He recalled her drolleries, +her pretty ways, and their adventures together. He repeated to himself, +"She is really very charming. Yes, I will go and see her to-morrow." + +As soon as he had lunched the next morning he indeed set out for the +Rue de Verneuil. The same servant opened the door, and with the +familiarity of servants of the middle-class, asked: "Are you quite well, +sir?" + +"Yes, thanks, my girl," he replied, and entered the drawing-room, in +which an unskilled hand could be heard practicing scales on the piano. +It was Laurine. He thought that she would throw her arms round his neck. +But she rose gravely, bowed ceremoniously like a grown-up person, and +withdrew with dignity. She had so much the bearing of an insulted woman +that he remained in surprise. Her mother came in, and he took and kissed +her hands. + +"How I have thought of you," said he. + +"And I," she replied. + +They sat down and smiled at one another, looking into each other's eyes +with a longing to kiss. + +"My dear little Clo, I do love you." + +"I love you, too." + +"Then--then--you have not been so very angry with me?" + +"Yes, and no. It hurt me a great deal, but I understood your reasons, +and said to myself, 'He will come back to me some fine day or other.'" + +"I dared not come back. I asked myself how I should be received. I did +not dare, but I dearly wanted to. By the way, tell me what is the matter +with Laurine. She scarcely said good-morning to me, and went out looking +furious." + +"I do not know. But we cannot speak of you to her since your marriage. I +really believe she is jealous." + +"Nonsense." + +"It is so, dear. She no longer calls you Pretty-boy, but Monsieur +Forestier." + +Du Roy reddened, and then drawing close to her said: + +"Kiss me." + +She did so. + +"Where can we meet again?" said he. + +"Rue de Constantinople." + +"Ah! the rooms are not let, then?" + +"No, I kept them on." + +"You kept them on?" + +"Yes, I thought you would come back again." + +A gush of joyful pride swelled his bosom. She loved him then, this +woman, with a real, deep, constant love. + +He murmured, "I love you," and then inquired, "Is your husband quite +well?" + +"Yes, very well. He has been spending a month at home, and was off again +the day before yesterday." + +Du Roy could not help laughing. "How lucky," said he. + +She replied simply: "Yes, it is very lucky. But, all the same, he is not +troublesome when he is here. You know that." + +"That is true. Besides, he is a very nice fellow." + +"And you," she asked, "how do you like your new life?" + +"Not much one way or the other. My wife is a companion, a partner." + +"Nothing more?" + +"Nothing more. As to the heart--" + +"I understand. She is pretty, though." + +"Yes, but I do not put myself out about her." + +He drew closer to Clotilde, and whispered. "When shall we see one +another again?" + +"To-morrow, if you like." + +"Yes, to-morrow at two o'clock." + +"Two o'clock." + +He rose to take leave, and then stammered, with some embarrassment: "You +know I shall take on the rooms in the Rue de Constantinople myself. I +mean it. A nice thing for the rent to be paid by you." + +It was she who kissed his hands adoringly, murmuring: "Do as you like. +It is enough for me to have kept them for us to meet again there." + +Du Roy went away, his soul filled with satisfaction. As he passed by a +photographer's, the portrait of a tall woman with large eyes reminded +him of Madame Walter. "All the same," he said to himself, "she must be +still worth looking at. How is it that I never noticed it? I want to see +how she will receive me on Thursday?" + +He rubbed his hands as he walked along with secret pleasure, the +pleasure of success in every shape, the egotistical joy of the clever +man who is successful, the subtle pleasure made up of flattered vanity +and satisfied sensuality conferred by woman's affection. + +On the Thursday he said to Madeleine: "Are you not coming to the +assault-at-arms at Rival's?" + +"No. It would not interest me. I shall go to the Chamber of Deputies." + +He went to call for Madame Walter in an open landau, for the weather was +delightful. He experienced a surprise on seeing her, so handsome and +young-looking did he find her. She wore a light-colored dress, the +somewhat open bodice of which allowed the fullness of her bosom to be +divined beneath the blonde lace. She had never seemed to him so +well-looking. He thought her really desirable. She wore her calm and +ladylike manner, a certain matronly bearing that caused her to pass +almost unnoticed before the eyes of gallants. She scarcely spoke +besides, save on well-known, suitable, and respectable topics, her ideas +being proper, methodical, well ordered, and void of all extravagance. + +Her daughter, Susan, in pink, looked like a newly-varnished Watteau, +while her elder sister seemed the governess entrusted with the care of +this pretty doll of a girl. + +Before Rival's door a line of carriages were drawn up. Du Roy offered +Madame Walter his arm, and they went in. + +The assault-at-arms was given under the patronage of the wives of all +the senators and deputies connected with the _Vie Francaise_, for the +benefit of the orphans of the Sixth Arrondissement of Paris. Madame +Walter had promised to come with her daughters, while refusing the +position of lady patroness, for she only aided with her name works +undertaken by the clergy. Not that she was very devout, but her marriage +with a Jew obliged her, in her own opinion, to observe a certain +religious attitude, and the gathering organized by the journalist had a +species of Republican import that might be construed as anti-clerical. + +In papers of every shade of opinion, during the past three weeks, +paragraphs had appeared such as: "Our eminent colleague, Jacques Rival, +has conceived the idea, as ingenious as it is generous, of organizing +for the benefit of the orphans of the Sixth Arrondissement of Paris a +grand assault-at-arms in the pretty fencing-room attached to his +apartments. The invitations will be sent out by Mesdames Laloigue, +Remontel, and Rissolin, wives of the senators bearing these names, and +by Mesdames Laroche-Mathieu, Percerol, and Firmin, wives of the +well-known deputies. A collection will take place during the interval, +and the amount will at once be placed in the hands of the mayor of the +Sixth Arrondissement, or of his representative." + +It was a gigantic advertisement that the clever journalist had devised +to his own advantage. + +Jacques Rival received all-comers in the hall of his dwelling, where a +refreshment buffet had been fitted up, the cost of which was to be +deducted from the receipts. He indicated with an amiable gesture the +little staircase leading to the cellar, saying: "Downstairs, ladies, +downstairs; the assault will take place in the basement." + +He darted forward to meet the wife of the manager, and then shaking Du +Roy by the hand, said: "How are you, Pretty-boy?" + +His friend was surprised, and exclaimed: "Who told you that--" + +Rival interrupted him with: "Madame Walter, here, who thinks the +nickname a very nice one." + +Madame Walter blushed, saying: "Yes, I will admit that, if I knew you +better, I would do like little Laurine and call you Pretty-boy, too. The +name suits you very well." + +Du Roy laughed, as he replied: "But I beg of you, madame, to do so." + +She had lowered her eyes, and remarked: "No. We are not sufficiently +intimate." + +He murmured: "Will you allow me the hope that we shall be more so?" + +"Well, we will see then," said she. + +He drew on one side to let her precede him at the beginning of the +narrow stairs lit by a gas jet. The abrupt transition from daylight to +this yellow gleam had something depressing about it. A cellar-like odor +rose up this winding staircase, a smell of damp heat and of moldy walls +wiped down for the occasion, and also whiffs of incense recalling sacred +offices and feminine emanations of vervain, orris root, and violets. A +loud murmur of voices and the quivering thrill of an agitated crowd +could also be heard down this hole. + +The entire cellar was lit up by wreaths of gas jets and Chinese lanterns +hidden in the foliage, masking the walls of stone. Nothing could be seen +but green boughs. The ceiling was ornamented with ferns, the ground +hidden by flowers and leaves. This was thought charming, and a +delightful triumph of imagination. In the small cellar, at the end, was +a platform for the fencers, between two rows of chairs for the judges. +In the remaining space the front seats, ranged by tens to the right and +to the left, would accommodate about two hundred people. Four hundred +had been invited. + +In front of the platform young fellows in fencing costume, with long +limbs, erect figures, and moustaches curled up at the ends, were already +showing themselves off to the spectators. People were pointing them out +as notabilities of the art, professionals, and amateurs. Around them +were chatting old and young gentlemen in frock coats, who bore a family +resemblance to the fencers in fighting array. They were also seeking to +be seen, recognized, and spoken of, being masters of the sword out of +uniform, experts on foil play. Almost all the seats were occupied by +ladies, who kept up a loud rustling of garments and a continuous murmur +of voices. They were fanning themselves as though at a theater, for it +was already as hot as an oven in this leafy grotto. A joker kept crying +from time to time: "Orgeat, lemonade, beer." + +Madame Walter and her daughters reached the seats reserved for them in +the front row. Du Roy, having installed them there, was about to quit +them, saying: "I am obliged to leave you; we men must not collar the +seats." + +But Madame Walter remarked, in a hesitating tone: "I should very much +like to have you with us all the same. You can tell me the names of the +fencers. Come, if you stand close to the end of the seat you will not be +in anyone's way." She looked at him with her large mild eyes, and +persisted, saying: "Come, stay with us, Monsieur--Pretty-boy. We have +need of you." + +He replied: "I will obey with pleasure, madame." + +On all sides could be heard the remark: "It is very funny, this cellar; +very pretty, too." + +George knew it well, this vault. He recalled the morning he had passed +there on the eve of his duel, alone in front of the little white carton +target that had glared at him from the depths of the inner cellar like a +huge and terrible eye. + +The voice of Jacques Rival sounded from the staircase: "Just about to +begin, ladies." And six gentlemen, in very tight-fitting clothes, to set +off their chests, mounted the platform, and took their seats on the +chairs reserved for the judges. Their names flew about. General de +Reynaldi, the president, a short man, with heavy moustaches; the + +painter, Josephin Roudet, a tall, ball-headed man, with a long beard; +Mattheo de Ujar, Simon Ramoncel, Pierre de Carvin, three +fashionable-looking young fellows; and Gaspard Merleron, a master. Two +placards were hung up on the two sides of the vault. That on the right +was inscribed "M. Crevecoeur," and that on the left "M. Plumeau." + +They were two professors, two good second-class masters. They made their +appearance, both sparely built, with military air and somewhat stiff +movements. Having gone through the salute with automatic action, they +began to attack one another, resembling in their white costumes of +leather and duck, two soldier pierrots fighting for fun. From time to +time the word "Touched" was heard, and the six judges nodded with the +air of connoisseurs. The public saw nothing but two living marionettes +moving about and extending their arms; they understood nothing, but they +were satisfied. These two men seemed to them, however, not over +graceful, and vaguely ridiculous. They reminded them of the wooden +wrestlers sold on the boulevards at the New Year's Fair. + +The first couple of fencers were succeeded by Monsieur Planton and +Monsieur Carapin, a civilian master and a military one. Monsieur Planton +was very little, and Monsieur Carapin immensely stout. One would have +thought that the first thrust would have reduced his volume like that of +a balloon. People laughed. Monsieur Planton skipped about like a monkey: +Monsieur Carapin, only moved his arm, the rest of his frame being + +paralyzed by fat. He lunged every five minutes with such heaviness and +such effort that it seemed to need the most energetic resolution on his +part to accomplish it, and then had great difficulty in recovering +himself. The connoisseurs pronounced his play very steady and close, and +the confiding public appreciated it as such. + +Then came Monsieur Porion and Monsieur Lapalme, a master and an amateur, +who gave way to exaggerated gymnastics; charging furiously at one +another, obliging the judges to scuttle off with their chairs, crossing +and re-crossing from one end of the platform to the other, one advancing +and the other retreating, with vigorous and comic leaps and bounds. They +indulged in little jumps backwards that made the ladies laugh, and long +springs forward that caused them some emotion. This galloping assault +was aptly criticized by some young rascal, who sang out: "Don't burst +yourselves over it; it is a time job!" The spectators, shocked at this +want of taste, cried "Ssh!" The judgment of the experts was passed +around. The fencers had shown much vigor, and played somewhat loosely. + +The first half of the entertainment was concluded by a very fine bout +between Jacques Rival and the celebrated Belgian professor, Lebegue. +Rival greatly pleased the ladies. He was really a handsome fellow, well +made, supple, agile, and more graceful than any of those who had +preceded him. He brought, even into his way of standing on guard and +lunging, a certain fashionable elegance which pleased people, and +contrasted with the energetic, but more commonplace style of his +adversary. "One can perceive the well-bred man at once," was the remark. +He scored the last hit, and was applauded. + +But for some minutes past a singular noise on the floor above had +disturbed the spectators. It was a loud trampling, accompanied by noisy +laughter. The two hundred guests who had not been able to get down into +the cellar were no doubt amusing themselves in their own way. On the +narrow, winding staircase fifty men were packed. The heat down below was +getting terrible. Cries of "More air," "Something to drink," were heard. +The same joker kept on yelping in a shrill tone that rose above the +murmur of conversation, "Orgeat, lemonade, beer." Rival made his +appearance, very flushed, and still in his fencing costume. "I will have +some refreshments brought," said he, and made his way to the staircase. +But all communication with the ground floor was cut off. It would have +been as easy to have pierced the ceiling as to have traversed the human +wall piled up on the stairs. + +Rival called out: "Send down some ices for the ladies." Fifty voices +called out: "Some ices!" A tray at length made its appearance. But it +only bore empty glasses, the refreshments having been snatched on the +way. + +A loud voice shouted: "We are suffocating down here. Get it over and let +us be off." Another cried out: "The collection." And the whole of the +public, gasping, but good-humored all the same, repeated: "The +collection, the collection." + +Six ladies began to pass along between the seats, and the sound of money +falling into the collecting-bags could be heard. + +Du Roy pointed out the celebrities to Madame Walter. There were men of +fashion and journalists, those attached to the great newspapers, the +old-established newspapers, which looked down upon the _Vie Francaise_ +with a certain reserve, the fruit of their experience. They had +witnessed the death of so many of these politico-financial sheets, +offspring of a suspicious partnership, and crushed by the fall of a +ministry. There were also painters and sculptors, who are generally men +with a taste for sport; a poet who was also a member of the Academy, and +who was pointed out generally, and a number of distinguished foreigners. + +Someone called out: "Good-day, my dear fellow." It was the Count de +Vaudrec. Making his excuses to the ladies, Du Roy hastened to shake +hands with him. On returning, he remarked: "What a charming fellow +Vaudrec is! How thoroughly blood tells in him." + +Madame Walter did not reply. She was somewhat fatigued, and her bosom +rose with an effort every time she drew breath, which caught the eye of +Du Roy. From time to time he caught her glance, a troubled, hesitating +glance, which lighted upon him, and was at once averted, and he said to +himself: "Eh! what! Have I caught her, too?" + +The ladies who had been collecting passed to their seats, their bags +full of gold and silver, and a fresh placard was hung in front of the +platform, announcing a "surprising novelty." The judges resumed their +seats, and the public waited expectantly. + +Two women appeared, foil in hand and in fencing costume; dark tights, a +very short petticoat half-way to the knee, and a plastron so padded +above the bosom that it obliged them to keep their heads well up. They +were both young and pretty. They smiled as they saluted the spectators, +and were loudly applauded. They fell on guard, amidst murmured +gallantries and whispered jokes. An amiable smile graced the lips of the +judges, who approved the hits with a low "bravo." The public warmly +appreciated this bout, and testified this much to the two combatants, +who kindled desire among the men and awakened among the women the native +taste of the Parisian for graceful indecency, naughty elegance, music +hall singers, and couplets from operettas. Every time that one of the +fencers lunged a thrill of pleasure ran through the public. The one who +turned her back to the seats, a plump back, caused eyes and mouths to +open, and it was not the play of her wrist that was most closely +scanned. They were frantically applauded. + +A bout with swords followed, but no one looked at it, for the attention +of all was occupied by what was going on overhead. For some minutes they +had heard the noise of furniture being dragged across the floor, as +though moving was in progress. Then all at once the notes of a piano +were heard, and the rhythmic beat of feet moving in cadence was +distinctly audible. The people above had treated themselves to a dance +to make up for not being able to see anything. A loud laugh broke out at +first among the public in the fencing saloon, and then a wish for a +dance being aroused among the ladies, they ceased to pay attention to +what was taking place on the platform, and began to chatter out loud. +This notion of a ball got up by the late-comers struck them as comical. +They must be amusing themselves nicely, and it must be much better up +there. + +But two new combatants had saluted each other and fell on guard in such +masterly style that all eyes followed their movements. They lunged and +recovered themselves with such easy grace, such measured strength, such +certainty, such sobriety in action, such correctness in attitude, such +measure in their play, that even the ignorant were surprised and +charmed. Their calm promptness, their skilled suppleness, their rapid +motions, so nicely timed that they appeared slow, attracted and +captivated the eye by their power of perfection. The public felt that +they were looking at something good and rare; that two great artists in +their own profession were showing them their best, all of skill, +cunning, thought-out science and physical ability that it was possible +for two masters to put forth. No one spoke now, so closely were they +watched. Then, when they shook hands after the last hit, shouts of +bravoes broke out. People stamped and yelled. Everyone knew their +names--they were Sergent and Ravignac. + +The excitable grew quarrelsome. Men looked at their neighbors with +longings for a row. They would have challenged one another on account of +a smile. Those who had never held a foil in their hand sketched attacks +and parries with their canes. + +But by degrees the crowd worked up the little staircase. At last they +would be able to get something to drink. There was an outburst of +indignation when they found that those who had got up the ball had +stripped the refreshment buffet, and had then gone away declaring that +it was very impolite to bring together two hundred people and not show +them anything. There was not a cake, not a drop of champagne, syrup, or +beer left; not a sweetmeat, not a fruit--nothing. They had sacked, +pillaged, swept away everything. These details were related by the +servants, who pulled long faces to hide their impulse to laugh right +out. "The ladies were worse than the gentlemen," they asserted, "and +ate and drank enough to make themselves ill." It was like the story of +the survivors after the sack of a captured town. + +There was nothing left but to depart. Gentlemen openly regretted the +twenty francs given at the collection; they were indignant that those +upstairs should have feasted without paying anything. The lady +patronesses had collected upwards of three thousand francs. All expenses +paid, there remained two hundred and twenty for the orphans of the Sixth +Arrondissement. + +Du Roy, escorting the Walter family, waited for his landau. As he drove +back with them, seated in face of Madame Walter, he again caught her +caressing and fugitive glance, which seemed uneasy. He thought: "Hang it +all! I fancy she is nibbling," and smiled to recognize that he was +really very lucky as regarded women, for Madame de Marelle, since the +recommencement of their amour, seemed frantically in love with him. + +He returned home joyously. Madeleine was waiting for him in the +drawing-room. + +"I have some news," said she. "The Morocco business is getting into a +complication. France may very likely send out an expeditionary force +within a few months. At all events, the opportunity will be taken of it +to upset the Ministry, and Laroche-Mathieu will profit by this to get +hold of the portfolio of foreign affairs." + +Du Roy, to tease his wife, pretended not to believe anything of the +kind. They would never be mad enough to recommence the Tunisian bungle +over again. But she shrugged her shoulders impatiently, saying: "But I +tell you yes, I tell you yes. You don't understand that it is a matter +of money. Now-a-days, in political complications we must not ask: 'Who +is the woman?' but 'What is the business?'" + +He murmured "Bah!" in a contemptuous tone, in order to excite her, and +she, growing irritated, exclaimed: "You are just as stupid as +Forestier." + +She wished to wound him, and expected an outburst of anger. But he +smiled, and replied: "As that cuckold of a Forestier?" + +She was shocked, and murmured: "Oh, George!" + +He wore an insolent and chaffing air as he said: "Well, what? Did you +not admit to me the other evening that Forestier was a cuckold?" And he +added: "Poor devil!" in a tone of pity. + +Madeleine turned her back on him, disdaining to answer; and then, after +a moment's silence, resumed: "We shall have visitors on Tuesday. Madame +Laroche-Mathieu is coming to dinner with the Viscountess de Percemur. +Will you invite Rival and Norbert de Varenne? I will call to-morrow and +ask Madame Walter and Madame de Marelle. Perhaps we shall have Madame +Rissolin, too." + +For some time past she had been strengthening her connections, making +use of her husband's political influence to attract to her house, +willy-nilly, the wives of the senators and deputies who had need of the +support of the _Vie Francaise_. + +George replied: "Very well. I will see about Rival and Norbert." + +He was satisfied, and rubbed his hands, for he had found a good trick to +annoy his wife and gratify the obscure rancor, the undefined and gnawing +jealousy born in him since their drive in the Bois. He would never +speak of Forestier again without calling him cuckold. He felt very well +that this would end by enraging Madeleine. And half a score of times, in +the course of the evening, he found means to mention with ironical good +humor the name of "that cuckold of a Forestier." He was no longer angry +with the dead! he was avenging him. + +His wife pretended not to notice it, and remained smilingly indifferent. + +The next day, as she was to go and invite Madame Walter, he resolved to +forestall her, in order to catch the latter alone, and see if she really + +cared for him. It amused and flattered him. And then--why not--if it +were possible? + +He arrived at the Boulevard Malesherbes about two, and was shown into +the drawing-room, where he waited till Madame Walter made her +appearance, her hand outstretched with pleased eagerness, saying: "What +good wind brings you hither?" + +"No good wind, but the wish to see you. Some power has brought me here, +I do not know why, for I have nothing to say to you. I came, here I am; +will you forgive me this early visit and the frankness of this +explanation?" + +He uttered this in a gallant and jesting tone, with a smile on his lips. +She was astonished, and colored somewhat, stammering: "But really--I do +not understand--you surprise me." + +He observed: "It is a declaration made to a lively tune, in order not to +alarm you." + +They had sat down in front of one another. She took the matter +pleasantly, saying: "A serious declaration?" + +"Yes. For a long time I have been wanting to utter it--for a very long +time. But I dared not. They say you are so strict, so rigid." + +She had recovered her assurance, and observed: "Why to-day, then?" + +"I do not know." Then lowering his voice he added: "Or rather, because I +have been thinking of nothing but you since yesterday." + + +She stammered, growing suddenly pale: "Come, enough of nonsense; let us +speak of something else." + +But he had fallen at her feet so suddenly that she was frightened. She +tried to rise, but he kept her seated by the strength of his arms passed +round her waist, and repeated in a voice of passion: "Yes, it is true +that I have loved you madly for a long time past. Do not answer me. What +would you have? I am mad. I love you. Oh! if you knew how I love you!" + +She was suffocating, gasping, and strove to speak, without being able to +utter a word. She pushed him away with her two hands, having seized him +by the hair to hinder the approach of the mouth that she felt coming +towards her own. She kept turning her head from right to left and from +left to right with a rapid motion, closing her eyes, in order no longer +to see him. He touched her through her dress, handled her, pressed her, +and she almost fainted under his strong and rude caress. He rose +suddenly and sought to clasp her to him, but, free for a moment, she had +managed to escape by throwing herself back, and she now fled from behind +one chair to another. He felt that pursuit was ridiculous, and he fell +into a chair, his face hidden by his hands, feigning convulsive sobs. +Then he got up, exclaimed "Farewell, farewell," and rushed away. + +He quietly took his stick in the hall and gained the street, saying to +himself: "By Jove, I believe it is all right there." And he went into a +telegraph office to send a wire to Clotilde, making an appointment for +the next day. + +On returning home at his usual time, he said to his wife: "Well, have +you secured all the people for your dinner?" + +She answered: "Yes, there is only Madame Walter, who is not quite sure +whether she will be free to come. She hesitated and talked about I don't +know what--an engagement, her conscience. In short, she seemed very +strange. No matter, I hope she will come all the same." + +He shrugged his shoulders, saying: "Oh, yes, she'll come." + +He was not certain, however, and remained anxious until the day of the +dinner. That very morning Madeleine received a note from her: "I have +managed to get free from my engagements with great difficulty, and shall +be with you this evening. But my husband cannot accompany me." + +Du Roy thought: "I did very well indeed not to go back. She has calmed +down. Attention." + +He, however, awaited her appearance with some slight uneasiness. She +came, very calm, rather cool, and slightly haughty. He became humble, +discreet, and submissive. Madame Laroche-Mathieu and Madame Rissolin +accompanied their husbands. The Viscountess de Percemur talked society. +Madame de Marelle looked charming in a strangely fanciful toilet, a +species of Spanish costume in black and yellow, which set off her neat +figure, her bosom, her rounded arms, and her bird-like head. + +Du Roy had Madame Walter on his right hand, and during dinner only spoke +to her on serious topics, and with an exaggerated respect. From time to +time he glanced at Clotilde. "She is really prettier and fresher looking +than ever," he thought. Then his eyes returned to his wife, whom he +found not bad-looking either, although he retained towards her a hidden, +tenacious, and evil anger. + +But Madame Walter excited him by the difficulty of victory and by that +novelty always desired by man. She wanted to return home early. "I will +escort you," said he. + +She refused, but he persisted, saying: "Why will not you permit me? You +will wound me keenly. Do not let me think that you have not forgiven me. +You see how quiet I am." + +She answered: "But you cannot abandon your guests like that." + +He smiled. "But I shall only be away twenty minutes. They will not even +notice it. If you refuse you will cut me to the heart." + +She murmured: "Well, then I agree." + +But as soon as they were in the carriage he seized her hand, and, +kissing it passionately, exclaimed: "I love you, I love you. Let me tell +you that much. I will not touch you. I only want to repeat to you that I +love you." + +She stammered: "Oh! after what you promised me! This is wrong, very +wrong." + +He appeared to make a great effort, and then resumed in a restrained +tone: "There, you see how I master myself. And yet--But let me only tell +you that I love you, and repeat it to you every day; yes, let me come to +your house and kneel down for five minutes at your feet to utter those +three words while gazing on your beloved face." + +She had yielded her hand to him, and replied pantingly: "No, I cannot, I +will not. Think of what would be said, of the servants, of my daughters. +No, no, it is impossible." + +He went on: "I can no longer live without seeing you. Whether at your +house or elsewhere, I must see you, if only for a moment, every day, to +touch your hand, to breathe the air stirred by your dress, to gaze on +the outline of your form, and on your great calm eyes that madden me." + +She listened, quivering, to this commonplace love-song, and stammered: +"No, it is out of the question." + +He whispered in her ear, understanding that he must capture her by +degrees, this simple woman, that he must get her to make appointments +with him, where she would at first, where he wished afterwards. "Listen, +I must see you; I shall wait for you at your door like a beggar; but I +will see you, I will see you to-morrow." + +She repeated: "No, do not come. I shall not receive you. Think of my +daughters." + +"Then tell me where I shall meet you--in the street, no matter where, at +whatever hour you like, provided I see you. I will bow to you; I will +say 'I love you,' and I will go away." + +She hesitated, bewildered. And as the brougham entered the gateway of +her residence she murmured hurriedly: "Well, then, I shall be at the +Church of the Trinity to-morrow at half-past three." Then, having +alighted, she said to her coachman: "Drive Monsieur Du Roy back to his +house." + +As he re-entered his home, his wife said: "Where did you get to?" + +He replied, in a low tone: "I went to the telegraph office to send off a +message." + +Madame de Marelle approached them. "You will see me home, Pretty-boy?" +said she. "You know I only came such a distance to dinner on that +condition." And turning to Madeleine, she added: "You are not jealous?" + +Madame Du Roy answered slowly: "Not over much." + +The guests were taking their leave. Madame Laroche-Mathieu looked like a +housemaid from the country. She was the daughter of a notary, and had +been married to the deputy when he was only a barrister of small +standing. Madame Rissolin, old and stuck-up, gave one the idea of a +midwife whose fashionable education had been acquired through a +circulating library. The Viscountess de Percemur looked down upon them. +Her "Lily Fingers" touched these vulgar hands with repugnance. + +Clotilde, wrapped in lace, said to Madeleine as she went out: "Your +dinner was perfection. In a little while you will have the leading +political drawing-room in Paris." + +As soon as she was alone with George she clasped him in her arms, +exclaiming: "Oh, my darling Pretty-boy, I love you more and more every +day!" + + + + +XII + + +The Place de la Trinite lay, almost deserted, under a dazzling July sun. +An oppressive heat was crushing Paris. It was as though the upper air, +scorched and deadened, had fallen upon the city--a thick, burning air +that pained the chests inhaling it. The fountains in front of the church +fell lazily. They seemed weary of flowing, tired out, limp, too; and the +water of the basins, in which leaves and bits of paper were floating, +looked greenish, thick and glaucous. A dog having jumped over the stone +rim, was bathing in the dubious fluid. A few people, seated on the +benches of the little circular garden skirting the front of the church, +watched the animal curiously. + +Du Roy pulled out his watch. It was only three o'clock. He was half an +hour too soon. He laughed as he thought of this appointment. "Churches +serve for anything as far as she is concerned," said he to himself. +"They console her for having married a Jew, enable her to assume an +attitude of protestation in the world of politics and a respectable one +in that of fashion, and serve as a shelter to her gallant rendezvous. So +much for the habit of making use of religion as an umbrella. If it is +fine it is a walking stick; if sunshiny, a parasol; if it rains, a +shelter; and if one does not go out, why, one leaves it in the hall. And +there are hundreds like that who care for God about as much as a cherry +stone, but who will not hear him spoken against. If it were suggested to +them to go to a hotel, they would think it infamous, but it seems to +them quite simple to make love at the foot of the altar." + +He walked slowly along the edge of the fountain, and then again looked +at the church clock, which was two minutes faster than his watch. It was +five minutes past three. He thought that he would be more comfortable +inside, and entered the church. The coolness of a cellar assailed him, +he breathed it with pleasure, and then took a turn round the nave to +reconnoiter the place. Other regular footsteps, sometimes halting and +then beginning anew, replied from the further end of the vast pile to +the sound of his own, which rang sonorously beneath the vaulted roof. A +curiosity to know who this other promenader was seized him. It was a +stout, bald-headed gentleman who was strolling about with his nose in +the air, and his hat behind his back. Here and there an old woman was +praying, her face hidden in her hands. A sensation of solitude and rest +stole over the mind. The light, softened by the stained-glass windows, +was refreshing to the eyes. Du Roy thought that it was "deucedly +comfortable" inside there. + +He returned towards the door and again looked at his watch. It was still +only a quarter-past three. He sat down at the entrance to the main +aisle, regretting that one could not smoke a cigarette. The slow +footsteps of the stout gentleman could still be heard at the further end +of the church, near the choir. + +Someone came in, and George turned sharply round. It was a poor woman in +a woolen skirt, who fell on her knees close to the first chair, and +remained motionless, with clasped hands, her eyes turned to heaven, her +soul absorbed in prayer. Du Roy watched her with interest, asking +himself what grief, what pain, what despair could have crushed her +heart. She was worn out by poverty, it was plain. She had, perhaps, too, +a husband who was beating her to death, or a dying child. He murmured +mentally: "Poor creatures. How some of them do suffer." Anger rose up in +him against pitiless Nature. Then he reflected that these poor wretches +believed, at any rate, that they were taken into consideration up above, +and that they were duly entered in the registers of heaven with a debtor +and creditor balance. Up above! And Du Roy, whom the silence of the +church inclined to sweeping reflections, judging creation at a bound, +muttered contemptuously: "What bosh all that sort of thing is!" + +The rustle of a dress made him start. It was she. + +He rose, and advanced quickly. She did not hold out her hand, but +murmured in a low voice: "I have only a few moments. I must get back +home. Kneel down near me, so that we may not be noticed." And she +advanced up the aisle, seeking a safe and suitable spot, like a woman +well acquainted with the place. Her face was hidden by a thick veil, and +she walked with careful footsteps that could scarcely be heard. + +When she reached the choir she turned, and muttered, in that mysterious +tone of voice we always assume in church: "The side aisles will be +better. We are too much in view here." + +She bowed low to the high altar, turned to the right, and returned a +little way towards the entrance; then, making up her mind, she took a +chair and knelt down. George took possession of the next one to her, and +as soon as they were in an attitude of prayer, began: "Thanks; oh, +thanks; I adore you! I should like to be always telling you so, to tell +you how I began to love you, how I was captivated the first time I saw +you. Will you allow me some day to open my heart to tell you all this?" + +She listened to him in an attitude of deep meditation, as if she heard +nothing. She replied between her fingers: "I am mad to allow you to +speak to me like this, mad to have come here, mad to do what I am doing, +mad to let you believe that--that--this adventure can have any issue. +Forget all this; you must, and never speak to me again of it." + +She paused. He strove to find an answer, decisive and passionate words, +but not being able to join action to words, was partially paralyzed. He +replied: "I expect nothing, I hope for nothing. I love you. Whatever you +may do, I will repeat it to you so often, with such power and ardor, +that you will end by understanding it. I want to make my love penetrate +you, to pour it into your soul, word by word, hour by hour, day by day, +so that at length it impregnates you like a liquid, falling drop by +drop; softens you, mollifies you, and obliges you later on to reply to +me: 'I love you, too.'" + +He felt her shoulder trembling against him and her bosom throbbing, and +she stammered, abruptly: "I love you, too!" + +He started as though he had received a blow, and sighed: "Good God." + +She replied, in panting tones: "Ought I to have told you that? I feel I +am guilty and contemptible. I, who have two daughters, but I cannot help +it, I cannot help it. I could not have believed, I should never have +thought--but it is stronger than I. Listen, listen: I have never loved +anyone but you; I swear it. And I have loved you for a year past in +secret, in my secret heart. Oh! I have suffered and struggled till I can +do so no more. I love you." + +She was weeping, with her hands crossed in front of her face, and her +whole frame was quivering, shaken by the violence of her emotion. + +George murmured: "Give me your hand, that I may touch it, that I may +press it." + +She slowly withdrew her hand from her face. He saw her cheek quite wet +and a tear ready to fall on her lashes. He had taken her hand and was +pressing it, saying: "Oh, how I should like to drink your tears!" + +She said, in a low and broken voice, which resembled a moan: "Do not +take advantage of me; I am lost." + +He felt an impulse to smile. How could he take advantage of her in that +place? He placed the hand he held upon his heart, saying: "Do you feel +it beat?" For he had come to the end of his passionate phrases. + +For some moments past the regular footsteps of the promenader had been +coming nearer. He had gone the round of the altars, and was now, for the +second time at least, coming down the little aisle on the right. When +Madame Walter heard him close to the pillar which hid her, she snatched +her fingers from George's grasp, and again hid her face. And both +remained motionless, kneeling as though they had been addressing fervent +supplications to heaven together. The stout gentleman passed close to +them, cast an indifferent look upon them, and walked away to the lower +end of the church, still holding his hat behind his back. + +Du Roy, who was thinking of obtaining an appointment elsewhere than at +the Church of the Trinity, murmured: "Where shall I see you to-morrow?" + +She did not answer. She seemed lifeless--turned into a statue of prayer. +He went on: "To-morrow, will you let me meet you in the Parc Monseau?" + +She turned towards him her again uncovered face, a livid face, +contracted by fearful suffering, and in a jerky voice ejaculated: "Leave +me, leave me now; go away, go away, only for five minutes! I suffer too +much beside you. I want to pray, and I cannot. Go away, let me pray +alone for five minutes. I cannot. Let me implore God to pardon me--to +save me. Leave me for five minutes." + +Her face was so upset, so full of pain, that he rose without saying a +word, and then, after a little hesitation, asked: "Shall I come back +presently?" + +She gave a nod, which meant, "Yes, presently," and he walked away +towards the choir. Then she strove to pray. She made a superhuman effort +to invoke the Deity, and with quivering frame and bewildering soul +appealed for mercy to heaven. She closed her eyes with rage, in order no +longer to see him who just left her. She sought to drive him from her +mind, she struggled against him, but instead of the celestial apparition +awaited in the distress of her heart, she still perceived the young +fellow's curly moustache. For a year past she had been struggling thus +every day, every night, against the growing possession, against this +image which haunted her dreams, haunted her flesh, and disturbed her +nights. She felt caught like a beast in a net, bound, thrown into the +arms of this man, who had vanquished, conquered her, simply by the hair +on his lip and the color of his eyes. And now in this church, close to +God, she felt still weaker, more abandoned, and more lost than at home. +She could no longer pray, she could only think of him. She suffered +already that he had quitted her. She struggled, however, despairingly, +resisted, implored help with all the strength of her soul. She would +liked to have died rather than fall thus, she who had never faltered in +her duty. She murmured wild words of supplication, but she was listening +to George's footsteps dying away in the distance. + +She understood that it was all over, that the struggle was a useless +one. She would not yield, however; and she was seized by one of those +nervous crises that hurl women quivering, yelling, and writhing on the +ground. She trembled in every limb, feeling that she was going to fall +and roll among the chairs, uttering shrill cries. Someone approached +with rapid steps. It was a priest. She rose and rushed towards him, +holding out her clasped hands, and stammering: "Oh! save me, save me!" + +He halted in surprise, saying: "What is it you wish, madame?" + +"I want you to save me. Have pity on me. If you do not come to my +assistance, I am lost." + +He looked at her, asking himself whether she was not mad, and then said: +"What can I do for you?" + +He was a tall, and somewhat stout young man, with full, pendulous +cheeks, dark, with a carefully shaven face, a good-looking city curate +belonging to a wealthy district, and accustomed to rich penitents. + +"Hear my confession, and advise me, sustain me, tell me what I am to +do." + +He replied: "I hear confessions every Saturday, from three to six +o'clock." + +Having seized his arm, she gripped it tightly as she repeated: "No, no, +no; at once, at once! You must. He is here, in the church. He is waiting +for me." + +"Who is waiting for you?" asked the priest. + +"A man who will ruin me, who will carry me off, if you do not save me. +I cannot flee from him. I am too weak--too weak! Oh, so weak, so weak!" +She fell at his feet sobbing: "Oh, have pity on me, father! Save me, in +God's name, save me!" + +She held him by his black gown lest he should escape, and he with +uneasiness glanced around, lest some malevolent or devout eye should see +this woman fallen at his feet. Understanding at length that he could not +escape, he said: "Get up; I have the key of the confessional with me." + +And fumbling in his pocket he drew out a ring full of keys, selected +one, and walked rapidly towards the little wooden cabin, dust holes of +the soul into which believers cast their sins. He entered the center +door, which he closed behind him, and Madame Walter, throwing herself +into the narrow recess at the side, stammered fervently, with a +passionate burst of hope: "Bless me father, for I have sinned." + +Du Roy, having taken a turn round the choir, was passing down the left +aisle. He had got half-way when he met the stout, bald gentleman still +walking quietly along, and said to himself: "What the deuce is that +customer doing here?" + +The promenader had also slackened his pace, and was looking at George +with an evident wish to speak to him. When he came quite close he bowed, +and said in a polite fashion: "I beg your pardon, sir, for troubling +you, but can you tell me when this church was built?" + +Du Roy replied: "Really, I am not quite certain. I think within the last +twenty or five-and-twenty years. It is, besides, the first time I ever +was inside it." + +"It is the same with me. I have never seen it." + +The journalist, whose interest was awakened, remarked: "It seems to me +that you are going over it very carefully. You are studying it in +detail." + +The other replied, with resignation: "I am not examining it; I am +waiting for my wife, who made an appointment with me here, and who is +very much behind time." Then, after a few moments' silence, he added: +"It is fearfully hot outside." + +Du Roy looked at him, and all at once fancied that he resembled +Forestier. + +"You are from the country?" said he, inquiringly. + +"Yes, from Rennes. And you, sir, is it out of curiosity that you entered +this church?" + +"No, I am expecting a lady," and bowing, the journalist walked away, +with a smile on his lips. + +Approaching the main entrance, he saw the poor woman still on her knees, +and still praying. He thought: "By Jove! she keeps hard at it." He was +no longer moved, and no longer pitied her. + +He passed on, and began quietly to walk up the right-hand aisle to find +Madame Walter again. He marked the place where he had left her from a +distance, astonished at not seeing her. He thought he had made a mistake +in the pillar; went on as far as the end one, and then returned. She had +gone, then. He was surprised and enraged. Then he thought she might be +looking for him, and made the circuit of the church again. Not finding +her, he returned, and sat down on the chair she had occupied, hoping she +would rejoin him there, and waited. Soon a low murmur of voices aroused +his attention. He had not seen anyone in that part of the church. Whence +came this whispering? He rose to see, and perceived in the adjacent +chapel the doors of the confessional. The skirt of a dress issuing from +one of these trailed on the pavement. He approached to examine the +woman. He recognized her. She was confessing. + +He felt a violent inclination to take her by the shoulders and to pull +her out of the box. Then he thought: "Bah! it is the priest's turn now; +it will be mine to-morrow." And he sat down quietly in front of the +confessional, biding his time, and chuckling now over the adventure. He +waited a long time. At length Madame Walter rose, turned round, saw him, +and came up to him. Her expression was cold and severe, "Sir," said she, +"I beg of you not to accompany me, not to follow me, and not to come to +my house alone. You will not be received. Farewell." + +And she walked away with a dignified bearing. He let her depart, for one +of his principles was never to force matters. Then, as the priest, +somewhat upset, issued in turn from his box, he walked up to him, and, +looking him straight in the eyes, growled to his face: "If you did not +wear a petticoat, what a smack you would get across your ugly chops." +After which he turned on his heels and went out of the church, whistling +between his teeth. Standing under the porch, the stout gentleman, with +the hat on his head and his hands behind his back, tired of waiting, was +scanning the broad squares and all the streets opening onto it. As Du +Roy passed him they bowed to one another. + +The journalist, finding himself at liberty, went to the office of the +_Vie Francaise_. As soon as he entered he saw by the busy air of the +messengers that something out of the common was happening, and at once +went into the manager's room. Daddy Walter, in a state of nervous +excitement, was standing up dictating an article in broken sentences; +issuing orders to the reporters, who surrounded him, between two +paragraphs; giving instructions to Boisrenard; and opening letters. + +As Du Roy came in, the governor uttered a cry of joy: "Ah! how lucky; +here is Pretty-boy!" He stopped short, somewhat confused, and excused +himself: "I beg your pardon for speaking like that, but I am very much +disturbed by certain events. And then I hear my wife and daughter +speaking of you as Pretty-boy from morning till night, and have ended by +falling into the habit myself. You are not offended?" + +"Not at all!" said George, laughingly; "there is nothing in that +nickname to displease me." + +Daddy Walter went on: "Very well, then, I christen you Pretty-boy, like +everyone else. Well, the fact is, great things are taking place. The +Ministry has been overthrown by a vote of three hundred and ten to a +hundred and two. Our prorogation is again postponed--postponed to the +Greek calends, and here we are at the twenty-eighth of July. Spain is +angry about the Morocco business, and it is that which has overthrown +Durand de l'Aine and his following. We are right in the swim. Marrot is +entrusted with the formation of a new Cabinet. He takes General Boutin +d'Acre as minister of war, and our friend Laroche-Mathieu for foreign +affairs. We are going to become an official organ. I am writing a +leader, a simple declaration of our principles, pointing out the line to +be followed by the Ministry." The old boy smiled, and continued: "The +line they intend following, be it understood. But I want something +interesting about Morocco; an actuality; a sensational article; +something or other. Find one for me." + +Du Roy reflected for a moment, and then replied: "I have the very thing +for you. I will give you a study of the political situation of the whole +of our African colony, with Tunis on the left, Algeria in the middle, +and Morocco on the right; the history of the races inhabiting this vast +extent of territory; and the narrative of an excursion on the frontier +of Morocco to the great oasis of Figuig, where no European has +penetrated, and which is the cause of the present conflict. Will that +suit you?" + +"Admirably!" exclaimed Daddy Walter. "And the title?" + +"From Tunis to Tangiers." + +"Splendid!" + +Du Roy went off to search the files of the _Vie Francaise_ for his first +article, "The Recollections of a Chasseur d'Afrique," which, rebaptized, +touched up, and modified, would do admirably, since it dealt with +colonial policy, the Algerian population, and an excursion in the +province of Oran. In three-quarters of an hour it was rewritten, touched +up, and brought to date, with a flavor of realism, and praises of the +new Cabinet. The manager, having read the article, said: "It is capital, +capital, capital! You are an invaluable fellow. I congratulate you." + +And Du Roy went home to dinner delighted with his day's work, despite +the check at the Church of the Trinity, for he felt the battle won. His +wife was anxiously waiting for him. She exclaimed, as soon as she saw +him: "Do you know that Laroche-Mathieu is Minister for Foreign Affairs?" + +"Yes; I have just written an article on Algeria, in connection with +it." + +"What?" + +"You know, the first we wrote together, 'The Recollections of a Chasseur +d'Afrique,' revised and corrected for the occasion." + +She smiled, saying: "Ah, that is very good!" Then, after a few moments' +reflection, she continued: "I was thinking--that continuation you were +to have written then, and that you--put off. We might set to work on it +now. It would make a nice series, and very appropriate to the +situation." + +He replied, sitting down to table: "Exactly, and there is nothing in the +way of it now that cuckold of a Forestier is dead." + +She said quietly, in a dry and hurt tone: "That joke is more than out of +place, and I beg of you to put an end to it. It has lasted too long +already." + +He was about to make an ironical answer, when a telegram was brought +him, containing these words: "I had lost my senses. Forgive me, and come +at four o'clock to-morrow to the Parc Monceau." + +He understood, and with heart suddenly filled with joy, he said to his +wife, as he slipped the message into his pocket: "I will not do so any +more, darling; it was stupid, I admit." + +And he began his dinner. While eating he kept repeating to himself the + +words: "I had lost my senses. Forgive me, and come at four o'clock +to-morrow to the Parc Monceau." So she was yielding. That meant: "I +surrender, I am yours when you like and where you like." He began to +laugh, and Madeleine asked: "What is it?" + +"Nothing," he answered; "I was thinking of a priest I met just now, and +who had a very comical mug." + +Du Roy arrived to the time at the appointed place next day. On the +benches of the park were seated citizens overcome by heat, and careless +nurses, who seemed to be dreaming while their children were rolling on +the gravel of the paths. He found Madame Walter in the little antique +ruins from which a spring flows. She was walking round the little circle +of columns with an uneasy and unhappy air. As soon as he had greeted +her, she exclaimed: "What a number of people there are in the garden." + +He seized the opportunity: "It is true; will you come somewhere else?" + +"But where?" + +"No matter where; in a cab, for instance. You can draw down the blind on +your side, and you will be quite invisible." + +"Yes, I prefer that; here I am dying with fear." + +"Well, come and meet me in five minutes at the gate opening onto the +outer boulevard. I will have a cab." + +And he darted off. + +As soon as she had rejoined him, and had carefully drawn down the blind +on her side, she asked: "Where have you told the driver to take us?" + +George replied: "Do not trouble yourself, he knows what to do." + +He had given the man his address in the Rue de Constantinople. + +She resumed: "You cannot imagine what I suffer on account of you, how I +am tortured and tormented. Yesterday, in the church, I was cruel, but I +wanted to flee from you at any cost. I was so afraid to find myself +alone with you. Have you forgiven me?" + +He squeezed her hands: "Yes, yes, what would I not forgive you, loving +you as I do?" + +She looked at him with a supplicating air: "Listen, you must promise to +respect me--not to--not to--otherwise I cannot see you again." + +He did not reply at once; he wore under his moustache that keen smile +that disturbed women. He ended by murmuring: "I am your slave." + +Then she began to tell him how she had perceived that she was in love +with him on learning that he was going to marry Madeleine Forestier. She +gave details, little details of dates and the like. Suddenly she paused. +The cab had stopped. Du Roy opened the door. + +"Where are we?" she asked. + +"Get out and come into this house," he replied. "We shall be more at +ease there." + +"But where are we?" + + +"At my rooms," and here we will leave them to their _tete-a-tete_. + + + + +XIII + + +Autumn had come. The Du Roys had passed the whole of the summer in +Paris, carrying on a vigorous campaign in the _Vie Francaise_ during the +short vacation of the deputies. + +Although it was only the beginning of October, the Chambers were about +to resume their sittings, for matters as regarded Morocco were becoming +threatening. No one at the bottom believed in an expedition against +Tangiers, although on the day of the prorogation of the Chamber, a +deputy of the Right, Count de Lambert-Serrazin, in a witty speech, +applauded even by the Center had offered to stake his moustache, after +the example of a celebrated Viceroy of the Indies, against the whiskers +of the President of the Council, that the new Cabinet could not help +imitating the old one, and sending an army to Tangiers, as a pendant to +that of Tunis, out of love of symmetry, as one puts two vases on a +fireplace. + +He had added: "Africa is indeed, a fireplace for France, gentleman--a +fireplace which consumes our best wood; a fireplace with a strong +draught, which is lit with bank notes. You have had the artistic fancy +of ornamenting the left-hand corner with a Tunisian knick-knack which +had cost you dear. You will see that Monsieur Marrot will want to +imitate his predecessor, and ornament the right-hand corner with one +from Morocco." + +This speech, which became famous, served as a peg for Du Roy for a half +a score of articles upon the Algerian colony--indeed, for the entire +series broken short off after his _debut_ on the paper. He had +energetically supported the notion of a military expedition, although +convinced that it would not take place. He had struck the chord of +patriotism, and bombarded Spain with the entire arsenal of contemptuous +arguments which we make use of against nations whose interests are +contrary to our own. The _Vie Francaise_ had gained considerable +importance through its own connection with the party in office. It +published political intelligence in advance of the most important +papers, and hinted discreetly the intentions of its friends the +Ministry, so that all the papers of Paris and the provinces took their +news from it. It was quoted and feared, and people began to respect it. +It was no longer the suspicious organ of a knot of political jugglers, +but the acknowledged one of the Cabinet. Laroche-Mathieu was the soul of +the paper, and Du Roy his mouthpiece. Daddy Walter, a silent member and +a crafty manager, knowing when to keep in the background, was busying +himself on the quiet, it is said, with an extensive transaction with +some copper mines in Morocco. + +Madeleine's drawing-room had been an influential center, in which +several members of the Cabinet met every week. The President of the +Council had even dined twice at her house, and the wives of the +statesmen who had formerly hesitated to cross her threshold now boasted +of being her friends, and paid her more visits than were returned by +her. The Minister for Foreign Affairs reigned almost as a master in the +household. He called at all hours, bringing dispatches, news, items of +information, which he dictated either to the husband or the wife, as if +they had been his secretaries. + + +When Du Roy, after the minister's departure, found himself alone with +Madeleine, he would break out in a menacing tone with bitter +insinuations against the goings-on of this commonplace parvenu. + +But she would shrug her shoulders contemptuously, repeating: "Do as much +as he has done yourself. Become a minister, and you can have your own +way. Till then, hold your tongue." + +He twirled his moustache, looking at her askance: "People do not know of +what I am capable," he said, "They will learn it, perhaps, some day." + +She replied, philosophically: "Who lives long enough will see it." + +The morning on which the Chambers reassembled the young wife, still in +bed, was giving a thousand recommendations to her husband, who was +dressing himself in order to lunch with M. Laroche-Mathieu, and receive +his instructions prior to the sitting for the next day's political +leader in the _Vie Francaise_, this leader being meant to be a kind of +semi-official declaration of the real objects of the Cabinet. + +Madeleine was saying: "Above all, do not forget to ask him whether +General Belloncle is to be sent to Oran, as has been reported. That +would mean a great deal." + +George replied irritably: "But I know just as well as you what I have to +do. Spare me your preaching." + +She answered quietly: "My dear, you always forget half the commissions I +entrust you with for the minister." + +He growled: "He worries me to death, that minister of yours. He is a +nincompoop." + +She remarked quietly: "He is no more my minister than he is yours. He is +more useful to you than to me." + +He turned half round towards her, saying, sneeringly: "I beg your +pardon, but he does not pay court to me." + +She observed slowly: "Nor to me either; but he is making our fortune." + +He was silent for a few moments, and then resumed: "If I had to make a +choice among your admirers, I should still prefer that old fossil De +Vaudrec. What has become of him, I have not seen him for a week?" + +"He is unwell," replied she, unmoved. "He wrote to me that he was even +obliged to keep his bed from an attack of gout. You ought to call and +ask how he is. You know he likes you very well, and it would please +him." + +George said: "Yes, certainly; I will go some time to-day." + +He had finished his toilet, and, hat on head, glanced at himself in the +glass to see if he had neglected anything. Finding nothing, he came up +to the bed and kissed his wife on the forehead, saying: "Good-bye, dear, +I shall not be in before seven o'clock at the earliest." + +And he went out. Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu was awaiting him, for he was +lunching at ten o'clock that morning, the Council having to meet at +noon, before the opening of Parliament. As soon as they were seated at +table alone with the minister's private secretary, for Madame +Laroche-Mathieu had been unwilling to change her own meal times, Du Roy +spoke of his article, sketched out the line he proposed to take, +consulting notes scribbled on visiting cards, and when he had finished, +said: "Is there anything you think should be modified, my dear +minister?" + +"Very little, my dear fellow. You are perhaps a trifle too strongly +affirmative as regards the Morocco business. Speak of the expedition as +if it were going to take place; but, at the same time, letting it be +understood that it will not take place, and that you do not believe in +it in the least in the world. Write in such a way that the public can +easily read between the lines that we are not going to poke our noses +into that adventure." + +"Quite so. I understand, and I will make myself thoroughly understood. +My wife commissioned me to ask you, on this point, whether General +Belloncle will be sent to Oran. After what you have said, I conclude he +will not." + +The statesman answered, "No." + + +Then they spoke of the coming session. Laroche-Mathieu began to spout, +rehearsing the phrases that he was about to pour forth on his colleagues +a few hours later. He waved his right hand, raising now his knife, now +his fork, now a bit of bread, and without looking at anyone, addressing +himself to the invisible assembly, he poured out his dulcet eloquence, +the eloquence of a good-looking, dandified fellow. A tiny, twisted +moustache curled up at its two ends above his lip like scorpion's tails, +and his hair, anointed with brilliantine and parted in the middle, was +puffed out like his temples, after the fashion of a provincial +lady-killer. He was a little too stout, puffy, though still young, and +his stomach stretched his waistcoat. + +The private secretary ate and drank quietly, no doubt accustomed to +these floods of loquacity; but Du Roy, whom jealousy of achieved success +cut to the quick, thought: "Go on you proser. What idiots these +political jokers are." And comparing his own worth to the frothy +importance of the minister, he said to himself, "By Jove! if I had only +a clear hundred thousand francs to offer myself as a candidate at home, +near Rouen, and dish my sunning dullards of Normandy folk in their own +sauce, what a statesman I should make beside these short-sighted +rascals!" + +Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu went on spouting until coffee was served; then, +seeing that he was behind hand, he rang for his brougham, and holding +out his hand to the journalist, said: "You quite understand, my dear +fellow?" + +"Perfectly, my dear minister; you may rely upon me." + +And Du Roy strolled leisurely to the office to begin his article, for he +had nothing to do till four o'clock. At four o'clock he was to meet, at +the Rue de Constantinople, Madame de Marelle, whom he met there +regularly twice a week--on Mondays and Fridays. But on reaching the +office a telegram was handed to him. It was from Madame Walter, and ran +as follows: "I must see you to-day. Most important. Expect me at two +o'clock, Rue de Constantinople. Can render you a great service. Till +death.--Virginie." + +He began to swear: "Hang it all, what an infernal bore!" And seized with +a fit of ill-temper, he went out again at once too irritated to work. + +For six weeks he had been trying to break off with her, without being +able to wear out her eager attachment. She had had, after her fall, a +frightful fit of remorse, and in three successive rendezvous had +overwhelmed her lover with reproaches and maledictions. Bored by these +scenes and already tired of this mature and melodramatic conquest, he +had simply kept away, hoping to put an end to the adventure in that way. +But then she had distractedly clutched on to him, throwing herself into +this amour as a man throws himself into a river with a stone about his +neck. He had allowed himself to be recaptured out of weakness and +consideration for her, and she had enwrapt him in an unbridled and +fatiguing passion, persecuting him with her affection. She insisted on +seeing him every day, summoning him at all hours to a hasty meeting at a +street corner, at a shop, or in a public garden. She would then repeat +to him in a few words, always the same, that she worshiped and idolized +him, and leave him, vowing that she felt so happy to have seen him. She +showed herself quite another creature than he had fancied her, striving +to charm him with puerile glances, a childishness in love affairs +ridiculous at her age. Having remained up till then strictly honest, +virgin in heart, inaccessible to all sentiment, ignorant of sensuality, +a strange outburst of youthful tenderness, of ardent, naive and tardy +love, made up of unlooked-for outbursts, exclamations of a girl of +sixteen, graces grown old without ever having been young, had taken +place in this staid woman. She wrote him ten letters a day, maddeningly +foolish letters, couched in a style at once poetic and ridiculous, full +of the pet names of birds and beasts. + +As soon as they found themselves alone together she would kiss him with +the awkward prettiness of a great tomboy, pouting of the lips that were +grotesque, and bounds that made her too full bosom shake beneath her +bodice. He was above all, sickened with hearing her say, "My pet," "My +doggie," "My jewel," "My birdie," "My treasure," "My own," "My +precious," and to see her offer herself to him every time with a little +comedy of infantile modesty, little movements of alarm that she thought +pretty, and the tricks of a depraved schoolgirl. She would ask, "Whose +mouth is this?" and when he did not reply "Mine," would persist till she +made him grow pale with nervous irritability. She ought to have felt, it +seemed to him, that in love extreme tact, skill, prudence, and exactness +are requisite; that having given herself to him, she, a woman of mature +years, the mother of a family, and holding a position in society, should +yield herself gravely, with a kind of restrained eagerness, with tears, +perhaps, but with those of Dido, not of Juliet. + +She kept incessantly repeating to him, "How I love you, my little pet. +Do you love me as well, baby?" + +He could no longer bear to be called "my little pet," or "baby," without +an inclination to call her "old girl." + +She would say to him, "What madness of me to yield to you. But I do not +regret it. It is so sweet to love." + +All this seemed to George irritating from her mouth. She murmured, "It +is so sweet to love," like the village maiden at a theater. + +Then she exasperated him by the clumsiness of her caresses. Having +become all at once sensual beneath the kisses of this young fellow who +had so warmed her blood, she showed an unskilled ardor and a serious +application that made Du Roy laugh and think of old men trying to learn +to read. When she would have gripped him in her embrace, ardently gazing +at him with the deep and terrible glance of certain aging women, +splendid in their last loves, when she should have bitten him with +silent and quivering mouth, crushing him beneath her warmth and weight, +she would wriggle about like a girl, and lisp with the idea of being +pleasant: "Me love 'ou so, ducky, me love 'ou so. Have nice lovey-lovey +with 'ittle wifey." + +He then would be seized with a wild desire to take his hat and rush out, +slamming the door behind him. + +They had frequently met at the outset at the Rue de Constantinople; but +Du Roy, who dreaded a meeting there with Madame de Marelle, now found a +thousand pretexts for refusing such appointments. He had then to call on +her almost every day at her home, now to lunch, now to dinner. She +squeezed his hand under the table, held out her mouth to him behind the +doors. But he, for his part, took pleasure above all in playing with +Susan, who amused him with her whimsicalities. In her doll-like frame +was lodged an active, arch, sly, and startling wit, always ready to show +itself off. She joked at everything and everybody with biting readiness. +George stimulated her imagination, excited it to irony and they +understood one another marvelously. She kept appealing to him every +moment, "I say, Pretty-boy. Come here, Pretty-boy." + +He would at once leave the mother and go to the daughter, who would +whisper some bit of spitefulness, at which they would laugh heartily. + +However, disgusted with the mother's love, he began to feel an +insurmountable repugnance for her; he could no longer see, hear, or +think of her without anger. He ceased, therefore, to visit her, to +answer her letters, or to yield to her appeals. She understood at length +that he no longer loved her, and suffered terribly. But she grew +insatiable, kept watch on him, followed him, waited for him in a cab +with the blinds drawn down, at the door of the office, at the door of +his dwelling, in the streets through which she hoped he might pass. He +longed to ill-treat her, swear at her, strike her, say to her plainly, +"I have had enough of it, you worry my life out." But he observed some +circumspection on account of the _Vie Francaise_, and strove by dint of +coolness, harshness, tempered by attention, and even rude words at +times, to make her understand that there must be an end to it. She +strove, above all, to devise schemes to allure him to a meeting in the +Rue de Constantinople, and he was in a perpetual state of alarm lest the +two women should find themselves some day face to face at the door. + +His affection for Madame de Marelle had, on the contrary, augmented +during the summer. He called her his "young rascal," and she certainly +charmed him. Their two natures had kindred links; they were both members +of the adventurous race of vagabonds, those vagabonds in society who so +strongly resemble, without being aware of it, the vagabonds of the +highways. They had had a summer of delightful love-making, a summer of +students on the spree, bolting off to lunch or dine at Argenteuil, +Bougival, Maisons, or Poissy, and passing hours in a boat gathering +flowers from the bank. She adored the fried fish served on the banks of +the Seine, the stewed rabbits, the arbors in the tavern gardens, and the +shouts of the boating men. He liked to start off with her on a bright +day on a suburban line, and traverse the ugly environs of Paris, +sprouting with tradesmen's hideous boxes, talking lively nonsense. And +when he had to return to dine at Madame Walter's he hated the eager old +mistress from the mere recollection of the young one whom he had left, +and who had ravished his desires and harvested his ardor among the grass +by the water side. + +He had fancied himself at length pretty well rid of Madame Walter, to +whom he had expressed, in a plain and almost brutal fashion, his +intentions of breaking off with her, when he received at the office of +the paper the telegram summoning him to meet her at two o'clock at the +Rue de Constantinople. He re-read it as he walked along, "Must see you +to-day. Most important. Expect me two o'clock, Rue de Constantinople. +Can render you a great service. Till death.--Virginie." + +He thought, "What does this old screech-owl want with me now? I wager +she has nothing to tell me. She will only repeat that she adores me. Yet +I must see what it means. She speaks of an important affair and a great +service; perhaps it is so. And Clotilde, who is coming at four o'clock! +I must get the first of the pair off by three at the latest. By Jove, +provided they don't run up against one another! What bothers women are." + +And he reflected that, after all, his own wife was the only one who +never bothered him at all. She lived in her own way, and seemed to be +very fond of him during the hours destined to love, for she would not +admit that the unchangeable order of the ordinary occupations of life +should be interfered with. + +He walked slowly towards the rendezvous, mentally working himself up +against Madame Walter. "Ah! I will just receive her nicely if she has +nothing to tell me. Cambronne's language will be academical compared to +mine. I will tell her that I will never set foot in her house again, to +begin with." + +He went in to wait for Madame Walter. She arrived almost immediately, +and as soon as she caught sight of him, she exclaimed, "Ah, you have had +my telegram! How fortunate." + +He put on a grumpy expression, saying: "By Jove, yes; I found it at the +office just as I was going to start off to the Chamber. What is it you +want now?" + +She had raised her veil to kiss him, and drew nearer with the timid and +submissive air of an oft-beaten dog. + +"How cruel you are towards me! How harshly you speak to me! What have I +done to you? You cannot imagine how I suffer through you." + + +He growled: "Don't go on again in that style." + +She was standing close to him, only waiting for a smile, a gesture, to +throw herself into his arms, and murmured: "You should not have taken me +to treat me thus, you should have left me sober-minded and happy as I +was. Do you remember what you said to me in the church, and how you +forced me into this house? And now, how do you speak to me? how do you +receive me? Oh, God! oh, God! what pain you give me!" + +He stamped his foot, and exclaimed, violently: "Ah, bosh! That's enough +of it! I can't see you a moment without hearing all that foolery. One +would really think that I had carried you off at twelve years of age, +and that you were as ignorant as an angel. No, my dear, let us put +things in their proper light; there was no seduction of a young girl in +the business. You gave yourself to me at full years of discretion. I +thank you. I am infinitely grateful to you, but I am not bound to be +tied till death to your petticoat strings. You have a husband and I a +wife. We are neither of us free. We indulged in a mutual caprice, and it +is over." + +"Oh, you are brutal, coarse, shameless," she said; "I was indeed no +longer a young girl, but I had never loved, never faltered." + +He cut her short with: "I know it. You have told me so twenty times. But +you had had two children." + +She drew back, exclaiming: "Oh, George, that is unworthy of you," and +pressing her two hands to her heart, began to choke and sob. + +When he saw the tears come he took his hat from the corner of the +mantelpiece, saying: "Oh, you are going to cry, are you? Good-bye, then. +So it was to show off in this way that you came here, eh?" + +She had taken a step forward in order to bar the way, and quickly +pulling out a handkerchief from her pocket, wiped her eyes with an +abrupt movement. Her voice grew firmer by the effort of her will, as she +said, in tones tremulous with pain, "No--I came to--to tell you some +news--political news--to put you in the way of gaining fifty thousand +francs--or even more--if you like." + +He inquired, suddenly softening, "How so? What do you mean?" + +"I caught, by chance, yesterday evening, some words between my husband +and Laroche-Mathieu. They do not, besides, trouble themselves to hide +much from me. But Walter recommended the Minister not to let you into +the secret, as you would reveal everything." + +Du Roy had put his hat down on a chair, and was waiting very +attentively. + +"What is up, then?" said he. + +"They are going to take possession of Morocco." + +"Nonsense! I lunched with Laroche-Mathieu, who almost dictated to me the +intention of the Cabinet." + +"No, darling, they are humbugging you, because they were afraid lest +their plan should be known." + +"Sit down," said George, and sat down himself in an armchair. Then she +drew towards him a low stool, and sitting down on it between his knees, +went on in a coaxing tone, "As I am always thinking about you, I pay +attention now to everything that is whispered around me." + +And she began quietly to explain to him how she had guessed for some +time past that something was being hatched unknown to him; that they +were making use of him, while dreading his co-operation. She said, "You +know, when one is in love, one grows cunning." + +At length, the day before, she had understood it all. It was a business +transaction, a thumping affair, worked out on the quiet. She smiled now, +happy in her dexterity, and grew excited, speaking like a financier's +wife accustomed to see the market rigged, used to rises and falls that +ruin, in two hours of speculation, thousands of little folk who have +placed their savings in undertakings guaranteed by the names of men +honored and respected in the world of politics of finance. + +She repeated, "Oh, it is very smart what they have been up to! Very +smart. It was Walter who did it all, though, and he knows all about such +things. Really, it is a first-class job." + +He grew impatient at these preliminaries, and exclaimed, "Come, tell me +what it is at once." + +"Well, then, this is what it is. The Tangiers expedition was decided +upon between them on the day that Laroche-Mathieu took the ministry of +foreign affairs, and little by little they have bought up the whole of +the Morocco loan, which had fallen to sixty-four or sixty-five francs. +They have bought it up very cleverly by means of shady brokers, who did +not awaken any mistrust. They have even sold the Rothschilds, who grew +astonished to find Morocco stock always asked for, and who were +astonished by having agents pointed out to them--all lame ducks. That +quieted the big financiers. And now the expedition is to take place, and +as soon as we are there the French Government will guarantee the debt. +Our friends will gain fifty or sixty millions. You understand the +matter? You understand, too, how afraid they have been of everyone, of +the slightest indiscretion?" + +She had leaned her head against the young fellow's waistcoat, and with +her arms resting on his legs, pressed up against him, feeling that she +was interesting him now, and ready to do anything for a caress, for a +smile. + +"You are quite certain?" he asked. + +"I should think so," she replied, with confidence. + +"It is very smart indeed. As to that swine of a Laroche-Mathieu, just +see if I don't pay him out one of these days. Oh, the scoundrel, just +let him look out for himself! He shall go through my hands." Then he +began to reflect, and went on, "We ought, though, to profit by all +this." + +"You can still buy some of the loan," said she; "it is only at +seventy-two francs." + +He said, "Yes, but I have no money under my hand." + +She raised her eyes towards him, eyes full of entreaty, saying, "I have +thought of that, darling, and if you were very nice, very nice, if you +loved me a little, you would let me lend you some." + +He answered, abruptly and almost harshly, "As to that, no, indeed." + +She murmured, in an imploring voice: "Listen, there is something that +you can do without borrowing money. I wanted to buy ten thousand francs' +worth of the loan to make a little nest-egg. Well, I will take twenty +thousand, and you shall stand in for half. You understand that I am not +going to hand the money over to Walter. So there is nothing to pay for +the present. If it all succeeds, you gain seventy thousand francs. If +not, you will owe me ten thousand, which you can pay when you please." + +He remarked, "No, I do not like such pains." + +Then she argued, in order to get him to make up his mind. She proved to +him that he was really pledging his word for ten thousand francs, that +he was running risks, and that she was not advancing him anything, since +the actual outlay was made by Walter's bank. She pointed out to him, +besides, that it was he who had carried on in the _Vie Francaise_ the +whole of the political campaign that had rendered the scheme possible. +He would be very foolish not to profit by it. He still hesitated, and +she added, "But just reflect that in reality it is Walter who is +advancing you these ten thousand Francs, and that you have rendered him +services worth a great deal more than that." + +"Very well, then," said he, "I will go halves with you. If we lose, I +will repay you the ten thousand francs." + +She was so pleased that she rose, took his head in both her hands, and +began to kiss him eagerly. He did not resist at first, but as she grew +bolder, clasping him to her and devouring him with caresses, he +reflected that the other would be there shortly, and that if he yielded +he would lose time and exhaust in the arms of the old woman an ardor +that he had better reserve for the young one. So he repulsed her gently, +saying, "Come, be good now." + +She looked at him disconsolately, saying, "Oh, George, can't I even kiss +you?" + +He replied, "No, not to-day. I have a headache, and it upsets me." + +She sat down again docilely between his knees, and asked, "Will you come +and dine with us to-morrow? You would give me much pleasure." + +He hesitated, but dared not refuse, so said, "Certainly." + +"Thanks, darling." + + +She rubbed her cheek slowly against his breast with a regular and +coaxing movement, and one of her long black hairs caught in his +waistcoat. She noticed it, and a wild idea crossed her mind, one of +those superstitious notions which are often the whole of a woman's +reason. She began to twist this hair gently round a button. Then she +fastened another hair to the next button, and a third to the next. One +to every button. He would tear them out of her head presently when he +rose, and hurt her. What happiness! And he would carry away something of +her without knowing it; he would carry away a tiny lock of her hair +which he had never yet asked for. It was a tie by which she attached him +to her, a secret, invisible bond, a talisman she left with him. Without +willing it he would think of her, dream of her, and perhaps love her a +little more the next day. + +He said, all at once, "I must leave you, because I am expected at the +Chamber at the close of the sitting. I cannot miss attending to-day." + +She sighed, "Already!" and then added, resignedly, "Go, dear, but you +will come to dinner to-morrow." + +And suddenly she drew aside. There was a short and sharp pain in her +head, as though needles had been stuck into the skin. Her heart +throbbed; she was pleased to have suffered a little by him. "Good-bye," +said she. + +He took her in his arms with a compassionate smile, and coldly kissed +her eyes. But she, maddened by this contact, again murmured, "Already!" +while her suppliant glance indicated the bedroom, the door of which was +open. + +He stepped away from her, and said in a hurried tone, "I must be off; I +shall be late." + +Then she held out her lips, which he barely brushed with his, and having +handed her her parasol, which she was forgetting, he continued, "Come, +come, we must be quick, it is past three o'clock." + +She went out before him, saying, "To-morrow, at seven," and he repeated, +"To-morrow, at seven." + +They separated, she turning to the right and he to the left. Du Roy +walked as far as the outer boulevard. Then he slowly strolled back along +the Boulevard Malesherbes. Passing a pastry cook's, he noticed some +_marrons glaces_ in a glass jar, and thought, "I will take in a pound +for Clotilde." + +He bought a bag of these sweetmeats, which she was passionately fond of, +and at four o'clock returned to wait for his young mistress. She was a +little late, because her husband had come home for a week, and said, +"Can you come and dine with us to-morrow? He will be so pleased to see +you." + +"No, I dine with the governor. We have a heap of political and financial +matters to talk over." + +She had taken off her bonnet, and was now laying aside her bodice, which +was too tight for her. He pointed out the bag on the mantel-shelf, +saying, "I have bought you some _marrons glaces_." + +She clapped her hands, exclaiming: "How nice; what a dear you are." + +She took one, tasted them, and said: "They are delicious. I feel sure I +shall not leave one of them." Then she added, looking at George with +sensual merriment: "You flatter all my vices, then." + +She slowly ate the sweetmeats, looking continually into the bag to see +if there were any left. "There, sit down in the armchair," said she, +"and I will squat down between your knees and nibble my bon-bons. I +shall be very comfortable." + +He smiled, sat down, and took her between his knees, as he had had +Madame Walter shortly before. She raised her head in order to speak to +him, and said, with her mouth full: "Do you know, darling, I dreamt of +you? I dreamt that we were both taking a long journey together on a +camel. He had two humps, and we were each sitting astride on a hump, +crossing the desert. We had taken some sandwiches in a piece of paper +and some wine in a bottle, and were dining on our humps. But it annoyed +me because we could not do anything else; we were too far off from one +another, and I wanted to get down." + +He answered: "I want to get down, too." + +He laughed, amused at the story, and encouraged her to talk nonsense, to +chatter, to indulge in all the child's play of conversation which lovers +utter. The nonsense which he thought delightful in the mouth of Madame +de Marelle would have exasperated him in that of Madame Walter. +Clotilde, too, called him "My darling," "My pet," "My own." These words +seemed sweet and caressing. Said by the other woman shortly before, they +had irritated and sickened him. For words of love, which are always the +same, take the flavor of the lips they come from. + +But he was thinking, even while amusing himself with this nonsense, of +the seventy thousand francs he was going to gain, and suddenly checked +the gabble of his companion by two little taps with his finger on her +head. "Listen, pet," said he. + +"I am going to entrust you with a commission for your husband. Tell him +from me to buy to-morrow ten thousand francs' worth of the Morocco loan, +which is quoted at seventy-two, and I promise him that he will gain from +sixty to eighty thousand francs before three months are over. Recommend +the most positive silence to him. Tell him from me that the expedition +to Tangiers is decided on, and that the French government will guarantee +the debt of Morocco. But do not let anything out about it. It is a State +secret that I am entrusting to you." + +She listened to him seriously, and murmured: "Thank you, I will tell my +husband this evening. You can reckon on him; he will not talk. He is a +very safe man, and there is no danger." + +But she had eaten all the sweetmeats. She crushed up the bag between her +hands and flung it into the fireplace. Then she said, "Let us go to +bed," and without getting up, began to unbutton George's waistcoat. All +at once she stopped, and pulling out between two fingers a long hair, +caught in a buttonhole, began to laugh. "There, you have brought away +one of Madeleine's hairs. There is a faithful husband for you." + +Then, becoming once more serious, she carefully examined on her head the +almost imperceptible thread she had found, and murmured: "It is not +Madeleine's, it is too dark." + +He smiled, saying: "It is very likely one of the maid's." + +But she was inspecting the waistcoat with the attention of a detective, +and collected a second hair rolled round a button; then she perceived a +third, and pale and somewhat trembling, exclaimed: "Oh, you have been +sleeping with a woman who has wrapped her hair round all your buttons." + +He was astonished, and gasped out: "No, you are mad." + +All at once he remembered, understood it all, was uneasy at first, and +then denied the charge with a chuckle, not vexed at the bottom that she +should suspect him of other loves. She kept on searching, and still +found hairs, which she rapidly untwisted and threw on the carpet. She +had guessed matters with her artful woman's instinct, and stammered out, +vexed, angry, and ready to cry: "She loves you, she does--and she wanted +you to take away something belonging to her. Oh, what a traitor you +are!" But all at once she gave a cry, a shrill cry of nervous joy. "Oh! +oh! it is an old woman--here is a white hair. Ah, you go in for old +women now! Do they pay you, eh--do they pay you? Ah, so you have come to +old women, have you? Then you have no longer any need of me. Keep the +other one." + +She rose, ran to her bodice thrown onto a chair, and began hurriedly to +put it on again. He sought to retain her, stammering confusedly: "But, +no, Clo, you are silly. I do not know anything about it. Listen +now--stay here. Come, now--stay here." + +She repeated: "Keep your old woman--keep her. Have a ring made out of +her hair--out of her white hair. You have enough of it for that." + +With abrupt and swift movements she had dressed herself and put on her +bonnet and veil, and when he sought to take hold of her, gave him a +smack with all her strength. While he remained bewildered, she opened +the door and fled. + +As soon as he was alone he was seized with furious anger against that +old hag of a Mother Walter. Ah, he would send her about her business, +and pretty roughly, too! He bathed his reddened cheek and then went out, +in turn meditating vengeance. This time he would not forgive her. Ah, +no! He walked down as far as the boulevard, and sauntering along stopped +in front of a jeweler's shop to look at a chronometer he had fancied for +a long time back, and which was ticketed eighteen hundred francs. He +thought all at once, with a thrill of joy at his heart, "If I gain my +seventy thousand francs I can afford it." + +And he began to think of all the things he would do with these seventy +thousand francs. In the first place, he would get elected deputy. Then +he would buy his chronometer, and would speculate on the Bourse, and +would-- + +He did not want to go to the office, preferring to consult Madeleine +before seeing Walter and writing his article, and started for home. He +had reached the Rue Druot, when he stopped short. He had forgotten to +ask after the Count de Vaudrec, who lived in the Chaussee d'Antin. He +therefore turned back, still sauntering, thinking of a thousand things, +mainly pleasant, of his coming fortune, and also of that scoundrel of a +Laroche-Mathieu, and that old stickfast of a Madame Walter. He was not +uneasy about the wrath of Clotilde, knowing very well that she forgave +quickly. + +He asked the doorkeeper of the house in which the Count de Vaudrec +resided: "How is Monsieur de Vaudrec? I hear that he has been unwell +these last few days." + +The man replied: "The Count is very bad indeed, sir. They are afraid he +will not live through the night; the gout has mounted to his heart." + +Du Roy was so startled that he no longer knew what he ought to do. +Vaudrec dying! Confused and disquieting ideas shot through his mind that +he dared not even admit to himself. He stammered: "Thank you; I will +call again," without knowing what he was saying. + +Then he jumped into a cab and was driven home. His wife had come in. He +went into her room breathless, and said at once: "Have you heard? +Vaudrec is dying." + +She was sitting down reading a letter. She raised her eyes, and +repeating thrice: "Oh! what do you say, what do you say, what do you +say?" + +"I say that Vaudrec is dying from a fit of gout that has flown to the +heart." Then he added: "What do you think of doing?" + +She had risen livid, and with her cheeks shaken by a nervous quivering, +then she began to cry terribly, hiding her face in her hands. She stood +shaken by sobs and torn by grief. But suddenly she mastered her sorrow, +and wiping her eyes, said: "I--I am going there--don't bother about +me--I don't know when I shall be back--don't wait for me." + +He replied: "Very well, dear." They shook hands, and she went off so +hurriedly that she forgot her gloves. + +George, having dined alone, began to write his article. He did so +exactly in accordance with the minister's instructions, giving his +readers to understand that the expedition to Morocco would not take +place. Then he took it to the office, chatted for a few minutes with the +governor, and went out smoking, light-hearted, though he knew not why. +His wife had not come home, and he went to bed and fell asleep. + +Madeleine came in towards midnight. George, suddenly roused, sat up in +bed. "Well?" he asked. + +He had never seen her so pale and so deeply moved. She murmured: "He is +dead." + +"Ah!--and he did not say anything?" + +"Nothing. He had lost consciousness when I arrived." + +George was thinking. Questions rose to his lips that he did not dare to +put. "Come to bed," said he. + +She undressed rapidly, and slipped into bed beside him, when he resumed: +"Were there any relations present at his death-bed?" + +"Only a nephew." + +"Ah! Did he see this nephew often?" + +"Never. They had not met for ten years." + +"Had he any other relatives?" + +"No, I do not think so." + +"Then it is his nephew who will inherit?" + +"I do not know." + +"He was very well off, Vaudrec?" + +"Yes, very well off." + +"Do you know what his fortune was?" + +"No, not exactly. One or two millions, perhaps." + +He said no more. She blew out the light, and they remained stretched +out, side by side, in the darkness--silent, wakeful, and reflecting. He +no longer felt inclined for sleep. He now thought the seventy thousand +francs promised by Madame Walter insignificant. Suddenly he fancied that +Madeleine was crying. He inquired, in order to make certain: "Are you +asleep?" + +"No." + +Her voice was tearful and quavering, and he said: "I forgot to tell you +when I came in that your minister has let us in nicely." + +"How so?" + +He told her at length, with all details, the plan hatched between +Laroche-Mathieu and Walter. When he had finished, she asked: "How do you +know this?" + +He replied: "You will excuse me not telling you. You have your means of +information, which I do not seek to penetrate. I have mine, which I wish +to keep to myself. I can, in any case, answer for the correctness of my +information." + +Then she murmured: "Yes, it is quite possible. I fancied they were up to +something without us." + +But George, who no longer felt sleepy, had drawn closer to his wife, and +gently kissed her ear. She repulsed him sharply. "I beg of you to leave +me alone. I am not in a mood to romp." He turned resignedly towards the +wall, and having closed his eyes, ended by falling asleep. + + + + +XIV + + +The church was draped with black, and over the main entrance a huge +scutcheon, surmounted by a coronet, announced to the passers-by that a +gentleman was being buried. The ceremony was just over, and those +present at it were slowly dispersing, defiling past the coffin and the +nephew of the Count de Vaudrec, who was shaking extended hands and +returning bows. When George Du Roy and his wife came out of the church +they began to walk homeward side by side, silent and preoccupied. At +length George said, as though speaking to himself: "Really, it is very +strange." + +"What, dear?" asked Madeleine. + +"That Vaudrec should not have left us anything." + +She blushed suddenly, as though a rosy veil had been cast over her white +skin, and said: "Why should he have left us anything? There was no +reason for it." Then, after a few moments' silence, she went on: "There +is perhaps a will in the hands of some notary. We know nothing as yet." + +He reflected for a short time, and then murmured: "Yes, it is probable, +for, after all, he was the most intimate friend of us both. He dined +with us twice a week, called at all hours, and was at home at our place, +quite at home in every respect. He loved you like a father, and had no +children, no brothers and sisters, nothing but a nephew, and a nephew he +never used to see. Yes, there must be a will. I do not care for much, +only a remembrance to show that he thought of us, that he loved us, that +he recognized the affection we felt for him. He certainly owed us some +such mark of friendship." + +She said in a pensive and indifferent manner: "It is possible, indeed, +that there may be a will." + +As they entered their rooms, the man-servant handed a letter to +Madeleine. She opened it, and then held it out to her husband. It ran as +follows: + + "Office of Maitre Lamaneur, Notary, + "17 Rue des Vosges. + + "MADAME: I have the honor to beg you to favor me with a call + here on Tuesday, Wednesday, or Thursday between the hours of + two and four, on business concerning you.--I am, + etc.--LAMANEUR." + +George had reddened in turn. "That is what it must be," said he. "It is +strange, though, that it is you who are summoned, and not myself, who am +legally the head of the family." + +She did not answer at once, but after a brief period of reflection, +said: "Shall we go round there by and by?" + +"Yes, certainly." + +They set out as soon as they had lunched. When they entered Maitre +Lamaneur's office, the head clerk rose with marked attention and ushered +them in to his master. The notary was a round, little man, round all +over. His head looked like a ball nailed onto another ball, which had +legs so short that they almost resembled balls too. He bowed, pointed to +two chairs, and turning towards Madeleine, said: "Madame, I have sent +for you in order to acquaint you with the will of the Count de Vaudrec, +in which you are interested." + +George could not help muttering: "I thought so." + +The notary went on: "I will read to you the document, which is very +brief." + +He took a paper from a box in front of him, and read as follows: + +"I, the undersigned, Paul Emile Cyprien Gontran, Count de Vaudrec, being +sound in body and mind, hereby express my last wishes. As death may +overtake us at any moment, I wish, in provision of his attacks, to take +the precaution of making my will, which will be placed in the hands of +Maitre Lamaneur. Having no direct heirs, I leave the whole of my +fortune, consisting of stock to the amount of six hundred thousand +francs, and landed property worth about five hundred thousand francs, to +Madame Claire Madeleine Du Roy without any charge or condition. I beg +her to accept this gift of a departed friend as a proof of a deep, +devoted, and respectful affection." + +The notary added: "That is all. This document is dated last August, and +replaces one of the same nature, written two years back, with the name +of Madame Claire Madeleine Forestier. I have this first will, too, which +would prove, in the case of opposition on the part of the family, that +the wishes of Count de Vaudrec did not vary." + +Madeleine, very pale, looked at her feet. George nervously twisted the +end of his moustache between his fingers. The notary continued after a +moment of silence: "It is, of course, understood, sir, that your wife +cannot accept the legacy without your consent." + +Du Roy rose and said, dryly: "I must ask time to reflect." + +The notary, who was smiling, bowed, and said in an amiable tone: "I +understand the scruples that cause you to hesitate, sir. I should say +that the nephew of Monsieur de Vaudrec, who became acquainted this very +morning with his uncle's last wishes, stated that he was prepared to +respect them, provided the sum of a hundred thousand francs was allowed +him. In my opinion the will is unattackable, but a law-suit would cause +a stir, which it may perhaps suit you to avoid. The world often judges +things ill-naturedly. In any case, can you give me your answer on all +these points before Saturday?" + +George bowed, saying: "Yes, sir." + +Then he bowed again ceremoniously, ushered out his wife, who had +remained silent, and went out himself with so stiff an air that the +notary no longer smiled. + +As soon as they got home, Du Roy abruptly closed the door, and throwing +his hat onto the bed, said: "You were Vaudrec's mistress." + +Madeleine, who was taking off her veil, turned round with a start, +exclaiming: "I? Oh!" + +"Yes, you. A man does not leave the whole of his fortune to a woman, +unless--" + +She was trembling, and was unable to remove the pins fastening the +transparent tissue. After a moment's reflection she stammered, in an +agitated tone: "Come, come--you are mad--you are--you are. Did not you, +yourself, just now have hopes that he would leave us something?" + +George remained standing beside her, following all her emotions like a +magistrate seeking to note the least faltering on the part of an +accused. He said, laying stress on every word: "Yes, he might have left +something to me, your husband--to me, his friend--you understand, but +not to you--my wife. The distinction is capital, essential from the +point of propriety and of public opinion." + +Madeleine in turn looked at him fixedly in the eyes, in profound and +singular fashion, as though seeking to read something there, as though +trying to discover that unknown part of a human being which we never +fathom, and of which we can scarcely even catch rapid glimpses in those +moments of carelessness or inattention, which are like doors left open, +giving onto the mysterious depths of the mind. She said slowly: "It +seems to me, however, that a legacy of this importance would have been +looked on as at least equally strange left to you." + +He asked abruptly: "Why so?" + +She said: "Because--" hesitated, and then continued: "Because you are my +husband, and have only known him for a short time, after all--because I +have been his friend for a very long while--and because his first will, +made during Forestier's lifetime, was already in my favor." + +George began to stride up and down. He said: "You cannot accept." + +She replied in a tone of indifference: "Precisely so; then it is not +worth while waiting till Saturday, we can let Maitre Lamaneur know at +once." + +He stopped short in front of her, and they again stood for some moments +with their eyes riveted on one another, striving to fathom the +impenetrable secret of their hearts, to cut down to the quick of their +thoughts. They tried to see one another's conscience unveiled in an +ardent and mute interrogation; the struggle of two beings who, living +side by side, were always ignorant of one another, suspecting, sniffing +round, watching, but never understanding one another to the muddy +depths of their souls. And suddenly he murmured to her face, in a low +voice: "Come, admit that you were De Vaudrec's mistress." + +She shrugged her shoulders, saying: "You are ridiculous. Vaudrec was +very fond of me, very--but there was nothing more--never." + +He stamped his foot. "You lie. It is not possible." + +She replied, quietly: "It is so, though." + +He began to walk up and down again, and then, halting once more, said: +"Explain, then, how he came to leave the whole of his fortune to you." + +She did so in a careless and disinterested tone, saying: "It is quite +simple. As you said just now, he had only ourselves for friends, or +rather myself, for he has known me from a child. My mother was a +companion at the house of some relatives of his. He was always coming +here, and as he had no natural heirs he thought of me. That there was a +little love for me in the matter is possible. But where is the woman who +has not been loved thus? Why should not such secret, hidden affection +have placed my name at the tip of his pen when he thought of expressing +his last wishes? He brought me flowers every Monday. You were not at all +astonished at that, and yet he did not bring you any, did he? Now he has +given me his fortune for the same reason, and because he had no one to +offer it to. It would have been, on the contrary, very surprising for +him to have left it to you. Why should he have done so? What were you to +him?" + +She spoke so naturally and quietly that George hesitated. He said, +however: "All the same, we cannot accept this inheritance under such +conditions. The effect would be deplorable. All the world would believe +it; all the world would gossip about it, and laugh at me. My fellow +journalists are already only too disposed to feel jealous of me and to +attack me. I should have, before anyone, a care for my honor and my +reputation. It is impossible for me to allow my wife to accept a legacy +of this kind from a man whom public report has already assigned to her +as a lover. Forestier might perhaps have tolerated it, but not me." + +She murmured, mildly: "Well, dear, do not let us accept it. It will be a +million the less in our pockets, that is all." + +He was still walking up and down, and began to think aloud, speaking for +his wife's benefit without addressing himself directly to her: "Yes, a +million, so much the worse. He did not understand, in making his will, +what a fault in tact, what a breach of propriety he was committing. He +did not see in what a false, a ridiculous position he would place me. +Everything is a matter of detail in this life. He should have left me +half; that would have settled everything." + +He sat down, crossed his legs, and began to twist the end of his +moustache, as he did in moments of boredom, uneasiness, and difficult +reflection. Madeleine took up some embroidery at which she worked from +time to time, and said, while selecting her wools: "I have only to hold +my tongue. It is for you to reflect." + +He was a long time without replying, and then said, hesitatingly: "The +world will never understand that Vaudrec made you his sole heiress, and +that I allowed it. To receive his fortune in that way would be an +acknowledgment on your part of a guilty connection, and on mine of a +shameful complaisance. Do you understand now how our acceptance of it +would be interpreted? It would be necessary to find a side issue, some +clever way of palliating matters. To let it go abroad, for instance, +that he had divided the money between us, leaving half to the husband +and half to the wife." + +She observed: "I do not see how that can be done, since the will is +plain." + +"Oh, it is very simple. You could leave me half the inheritance by a +deed of gift. We have no children, so it is feasible. In that way the +mouth of public malevolence would be closed." + +She replied, somewhat impatiently: "I do not see any the more how the +mouth of public malevolence is to be closed, since the will is there, +signed by Vaudrec?" + +He said, angrily: "Have we any need to show it and to paste it up on all +the walls? You are really stupid. We will say that the Count de Vaudrec +left his fortune between us. That is all. But you cannot accept this +legacy without my authorization. I will only give it on condition of a +division, which will hinder me from becoming a laughing stock." + +She looked at him again with a penetrating glance, and said: "As you +like. I am agreeable." + +Then he rose, and began to walk up and down again. He seemed to be +hesitating anew, and now avoided his wife's penetrating glance. He was +saying: "No, certainly not. Perhaps it would be better to give it up +altogether. That is more worthy, more correct, more honorable. And yet +by this plan nothing could be imagined against us--absolutely nothing. +The most unscrupulous people could only admit things as they were." He +paused in front of Madeleine. "Well, then, if you like, darling, I will +go back alone to Maitre Lamaneur to explain matters to him and consult +him. I will tell him of my scruples, and add that we have arrived at the +notion of a division to prevent gossip. From the moment that I accept +half this inheritance, it is plain that no one has the right to smile. +It is equal to saying aloud: 'My wife accepts because I accept--I, her +husband, the best judge of what she may do without compromising herself. +Otherwise a scandal would have arisen.'" + +Madeleine merely murmured: "Just as you like." + +He went on with a flow of words: "Yes, it is all as clear as daylight +with this arrangement of a division in two. We inherit from a friend who +did not want to make any difference between us, any distinction; who did +not wish to appear to say: 'I prefer one or the other after death, as I +did during life.' He liked the wife best, be it understood, but in +leaving the fortune equally to both, he wished plainly to express that +his preference was purely platonic. And you may be sure that, if he had +thought of it, that is what he would have done. He did not reflect. He +did not foresee the consequences. As you said very appropriately just +now, it was you to whom he offered flowers every week, it is to you he +wished to leave his last remembrance, without taking into consideration +that--" + +She checked him, with a shade of irritation: "All right; I understand. +You have no need to make so many explanations. Go to the notary's at +once." + +He stammered, reddening: "You are right. I am off." + +He took his hat, and then, at the moment of going out, said: "I will +try to settle the difficulty with the nephew for fifty thousand francs, +eh?" + +She replied, with dignity: "No. Give him the hundred thousand francs he +asks. Take them from my share, if you like." + +He muttered, shamefacedly: "Oh, no; we will share that. Giving up fifty +thousand francs apiece, there still remains to us a clear million." He +added: "Good-bye, then, for the present, Made." And he went off to +explain to the notary the plan which he asserted had been imagined by +his wife. + +They signed the next day a deed of gift of five hundred thousand francs, +which Madeleine Du Roy abandoned to her husband. On leaving the notary's +office, as the day was fine, George suggested that they should walk as +far as the boulevards. He showed himself pleasant and full of attention +and affection. He laughed, pleased at everything, while she remained +thoughtful and somewhat severe. + +It was a somewhat cool autumn day. The people in the streets seemed in a +hurry, and walked rapidly. Du Roy led his wife to the front of the shop +in which he had so often gazed at the longed-for chronometer. "Shall I +stand you some jewelry?" said he. + +She replied, indifferently: "Just as you like." + +They went in, and he asked: "What would you prefer--a necklace, a +bracelet, or a pair of earrings?" + +The sight of the trinkets in gold, and precious stones overcame her +studied coolness, and she scanned with kindling and inquisitive eyes the +glass cases filled with jewelry. And, suddenly moved by desire, said: +"That is a very pretty bracelet." + +It was a chain of quaint pattern, every link of which had a different +stone set in it. + +George inquired: "How much is this bracelet?" + +"Three thousand francs, sir," replied the jeweler. + +"If you will let me have it for two thousand five hundred, it is a +bargain." + +The man hesitated, and then replied: "No, sir; that is impossible." + +Du Roy went on: "Come, you can throw in that chronometer for fifteen +hundred; that will make four thousand, which I will pay at once. Is it +agreed? If not, I will go somewhere else." + +The jeweler, in a state of perplexity, ended by agreeing, saying: "Very +good, sir." + +And the journalist, after giving his address, added: "You will have the +monogram, G. R. C., engraved on the chronometer under a baron's +coronet." + +Madeleine, surprised, began to smile, and when they went out, took his +arm with a certain affection. She found him really clever and capable. +Now that he had an income, he needed a title. It was quite right. + +The jeweler bowed them out, saying: "You can depend upon me; it will be +ready on Thursday, Baron." + +They paused before the Vaudeville, at which a new piece was being +played. + +"If you like," said he, "we will go to the theater this evening. Let us +see if we can have a box." + +They took a box, and he continued: "Suppose we dine at a restaurant." + +"Oh, yes; I should like that!" + + +He was as happy as a king, and sought what else they could do. "Suppose +we go and ask Madame de Marelle to spend the evening with us. Her +husband is at home, I hear, and I shall be delighted to see him." + +They went there. George, who slightly dreaded the first meeting with his +mistress, was not ill-pleased that his wife was present to prevent +anything like an explanation. But Clotilde did not seem to remember +anything against him, and even obliged her husband to accept the +invitation. + +The dinner was lovely, and the evening pleasant. George and Madeleine +got home late. The gas was out, and to light them upstairs, the +journalist struck a wax match from time to time. On reaching the +first-floor landing the flame, suddenly starting forth as he struck, +caused their two lit-up faces to show in the glass standing out against +the darkness of the staircase. They resembled phantoms, appearing and +ready to vanish into the night. + +Du Roy raised his hand to light up their reflections, and said, with a + +laugh of triumph: "Behold the millionaires!" + + + + +XV + + +The conquest of Morocco had been accomplished two months back. France, +mistress of Tangiers, held the whole of the African shore of the +Mediterranean as far as Tripoli, and had guaranteed the debt of the +newly annexed territory. It was said that two ministers had gained a +score of millions over the business, and Laroche-Mathieu was almost +openly named. As to Walter, no one in Paris was ignorant of the fact +that he had brought down two birds with one stone, and made thirty or +forty millions out of the loan and eight to ten millions out of the +copper and iron mines, as well as out of a large stretch of territory +bought for almost nothing prior to the conquest, and sold after the +French occupation to companies formed to promote colonization. He had +become in a few days one of the lords of creation, one of those +omnipotent financiers more powerful than monarchs who cause heads to +bow, mouths to stammer, and all that is base, cowardly, and envious, to +well up from the depths of the human heart. He was no longer the Jew +Walter, head of a shady bank, manager of a fishy paper, deputy suspected +of illicit jobbery. He was Monsieur Walter, the wealthy Israelite. + +He wished to show himself off. Aware of the monetary embarrassments of +the Prince de Carlsbourg, who owned one of the finest mansions in the +Rue de Faubourg, Saint Honore, with a garden giving onto the Champs +Elysees, he proposed to him to buy house and furniture, without shifting +a stick, within twenty-four hours. He offered three millions, and the +prince, tempted by the amount, accepted. The following day Walter +installed himself in his new domicile. Then he had another idea, the +idea of a conqueror who wishes to conquer Paris, the idea of a +Bonaparte. The whole city was flocking at that moment to see a great +painting by the Hungarian artist, Karl Marcowitch, exhibited at a +dealer's named Jacques Lenoble, and representing Christ walking on the +water. The art critics, filled with enthusiasm, declared the picture the +most superb masterpiece of the century. Walter bought it for four +hundred thousand francs, and took it away, thus cutting suddenly short a +flow of public curiosity, and forcing the whole of Paris to speak of him +in terms of envy, blame, or approbation. Then he had it announced in the +papers that he would invite everyone known in Parisian society to view +at his house some evening this triumph of the foreign master, in order +that it might not be said that he had hidden away a work of art. His +house would be open; let those who would, come. It would be enough to +show at the door the letter of invitation. + +This ran as follows: "Monsieur and Madame Walter beg of you to honor +them with your company on December 30th, between 9 and 12 p. m., to view +the picture by Karl Marcowitch, 'Jesus Walking on the Waters,' lit up by +electric light." Then, as a postscript, in small letters: "Dancing after +midnight." So those who wished to stay could, and out of these the + +Walters would recruit their future acquaintances. The others would view +the picture, the mansion, and their owners with worldly curiosity, +insolent and indifferent, and would then go away as they came. But Daddy +Walter knew very well that they would return later on, as they had come +to his Israelite brethren grown rich like himself. The first thing was +that they should enter his house, all these titled paupers who were +mentioned in the papers, and they would enter it to see the face of a +man who had gained fifty millions in six weeks; they would enter it to +see and note who else came there; they would also enter it because he +had had the good taste and dexterity to summon them to admire a +Christian picture at the home of a child of Israel. He seemed to say to +them: "You see I have given five hundred thousand francs for the +religious masterpiece of Marcowitch, 'Jesus Walking on the Waters.' And +this masterpiece will always remain before my eyes in the house of the +Jew, Walter." + +In society there had been a great deal of talk over these invitations, +which, after all, did not pledge one in any way. One could go there as +one went to see watercolors at Monsieur Petit's. The Walters owned a +masterpiece, and threw open their doors one evening so that everyone +could admire it. Nothing could be better. The _Vie Francaise_ for a +fortnight past had published every morning a note on this coming event +of the 30th December, and had striven to kindle public curiosity. + +Du Roy was furious at the governor's triumph. He had thought himself +rich with the five hundred thousand francs extorted from his wife, and +now he held himself to be poor, fearfully poor, when comparing his +modest fortune with the shower of millions that had fallen around him, +without his being able to pick any of it up. His envious hatred waxed +daily. He was angry with everyone--with the Walters, whom he had not +been to see at their new home; with his wife, who, deceived by +Laroche-Mathieu, had persuaded him not to invest in the Morocco loan; +and, above all, with the minister who had tricked him, who had made use +of him, and who dined at his table twice a week. George was his agent, +his secretary, his mouthpiece, and when he was writing from his +dictation felt wild longings to strangle this triumphant foe. As a +minister, Laroche-Mathieu had shown modesty in mien, and in order to +retain his portfolio, did not let it be seen that he was gorged with +gold. But Du Roy felt the presence of this gold in the haughtier tone of +the parvenu barrister, in his more insolent gestures, his more daring +affirmation, his perfect self-confidence. Laroche-Mathieu now reigned in +the Du Roy household, having taken the place and the days of the Count +de Vaudrec, and spoke to the servants like a second master. George +tolerated him with a quiver running through him like a dog who wants to +bite, and dares not. But he was often harsh and brutal towards +Madeleine, who shrugged her shoulders and treated him like a clumsy +child. She was, besides, astonished at his continual ill-humor, and +repeated: "I cannot make you out. You are always grumbling, and yet your +position is a splendid one." + +He would turn his back without replying. + +He had declared at first that he would not go to the governor's +entertainment, and that he would never more set foot in the house of +that dirty Jew. For two months Madame Walter had been writing to him +daily, begging him to come, to make an appointment with her whenever he +liked, in order, she said, that she might hand over the seventy thousand +francs she had gained for him. He did not reply, and threw these +despairing letters into the fire. Not that he had renounced receiving +his share of their profits, but he wanted to madden her, to treat her +with contempt, to trample her under feet. She was too rich. He wanted to +show his pride. The very day of the exhibition of the picture, as +Madeleine pointed out to him that he was very wrong not to go, he +replied: "Hold your tongue. I shall stay at home." + +Then after dinner he suddenly said: "It will be better after all to +undergo this affliction. Get dressed at once." + +She was expecting this, and said: "I will be ready in a quarter of an +hour." He dressed growling, and even in the cab he continued to spit out +his spleen. + +The court-yard of the Carlsbourg mansion was lit up by four electric +lights, looking like four small bluish moons, one at each corner. A +splendid carpet was laid down the high flight of steps, on each of which +a footman in livery stood motionless as a statue. + +Du Roy muttered: "Here's a fine show-off for you," and shrugged his +shoulders, his heart contracted by jealousy. + +His wife said: "Be quiet and do likewise." + +They went in and handed their heavy outer garments to the footmen who +advanced to meet them. Several ladies were also there with their +husbands, freeing themselves from their furs. Murmurs of: "It is very +beautiful, very beautiful," could be heard. The immense entrance hall +was hung with tapestry, representing the adventures of Mars and Venus. +To the right and left were the two branches of a colossal double +staircase, which met on the first floor. The banisters were a marvel of +wrought-iron work, the dull old gilding of which glittered with discreet +luster beside the steps of pink marble. At the entrance to the +reception-rooms two little girls, one in a pink folly costume, and the +other in a blue one, offered a bouquet of flowers to each lady. This was +held to be charming. + +The reception-rooms were already crowded. Most of the ladies were in +outdoor dress, showing that they came there as to any other exhibition. +Those who intended remaining for the ball were bare armed and bare +necked. Madame Walter, surrounded by her friends, was in the second room +acknowledging the greetings of the visitors. Many of these did not know +her, and walked about as though in a museum, without troubling +themselves about the masters of the house. + +When she perceived Du Roy she grew livid, and made a movement as though +to advance towards him. Then she remained motionless, awaiting him. He +greeted her ceremoniously, while Madeleine overwhelmed her with +affection and compliments. Then George left his wife with her and lost +himself in the crowd, to listen to the spiteful things that assuredly +must be said. + +Five reception-rooms opened one into the other, hung with costly stuffs, +Italian embroideries, or oriental rugs of varying shades and styles, and +bearing on their walls pictures by old masters. People stopped, above +all, to admire a small room in the Louis XVI style, a kind of boudoir, +lined with silk, with bouquets of roses on a pale blue ground. The +furniture, of gilt wood, upholstered in the same material, was admirably +finished. + +George recognized some well-known people--the Duchess de Ferracine, the +Count and Countess de Ravenal, General Prince d'Andremont, the beautiful +Marchioness des Dunes, and all those folk who are seen at first +performances. He was suddenly seized by the arm, and a young and pleased +voice murmured in his ear: "Ah! here you are at last, you naughty +Pretty-boy. How is it one no longer sees you?" + +It was Susan Walter, scanning him with her enamel-like eyes from beneath +the curly cloud of her fair hair. He was delighted to see her again, and +frankly pressed her hand. Then, excusing himself, he said: "I have not +been able to come. I have had so much to do during the past two months +that I have not been out at all." + +She said, with her serious air: "That is wrong, very wrong. You have +caused us a great deal of pain, for we adore you, mamma and I. As to +myself, I cannot get on without you. When you are not here I am bored +to death. You see I tell you so plainly, so that you may no longer have +the right of disappearing like that. Give me your arm, I will show you +'Jesus Walking on the Waters' myself; it is right away at the end, +beyond the conservatory. Papa had it put there so that they should be +obliged to see everything before they could get to it. It is astonishing +how he is showing off this place." + +They went on quietly among the crowd. People turned round to look at +this good-looking fellow and this charming little doll. A well-known +painter said: "What a pretty pair. They go capitally together." + +George thought: "If I had been really clever, this is the girl I should +have married. It was possible. How is it I did not think of it? How did +I come to take that other one? What a piece of stupidity. We always act +too impetuously, and never reflect sufficiently." + +And envy, bitter envy, sank drop by drop into his mind like a gall, +embittering all his pleasures, and rendering existence hateful. + +Susan was saying: "Oh! do come often, Pretty-boy; we will go in for all +manner of things now, papa is so rich. We will amuse ourselves like +madcaps." + +He answered, still following up his idea: "Oh! you will marry now. You +will marry some prince, a ruined one, and we shall scarcely see one +another." + +She exclaimed, frankly: "Oh! no, not yet. I want someone who pleases me, +who pleases me a great deal, who pleases me altogether. I am rich enough +for two." + +He smiled with a haughty and ironical smile, and began to point out to +her people that were passing, very noble folk who had sold their rusty +titles to the daughters of financiers like herself, and who now lived +with or away from their wives, but free, impudent, known, and respected. +He concluded with: "I will not give you six months before you are caught +with that same bait. You will be a marchioness, a duchess or a princess, +and will look down on me from a very great height, miss." + +She grew indignant, tapped him on the arm with her fan, and vowed that +she would marry according to the dictates of her heart. + +He sneered: "We shall see about all that, you are too rich." + +She remarked: "But you, too, have come in for an inheritance." + +He uttered in a tone of contempt: "Oh! not worth speaking about. +Scarcely twenty thousand francs a year, not much in these days." + +"But your wife has also inherited." + +"Yes. A million between us. Forty thousand francs' income. We cannot +even keep a carriage on it." + +They had reached the last of the reception-rooms, and before them lay +the conservatory--a huge winter garden full of tall, tropical trees, +sheltering clumps of rare flowers. Penetrating beneath this somber +greenery, through which the light streamed like a flood of silver, they +breathed the warm odor of damp earth, and an air heavy with perfumes. It +was a strange sensation, at once sweet, unwholesome, and pleasant, of a +nature that was artificial, soft, and enervating. They walked on carpets +exactly like moss, between two thick clumps of shrubs. All at once Du +Roy noticed on his left, under a wide dome of palms, a broad basin of +white marble, large enough to bathe in, and on the edge of which four +large Delft swans poured forth water through their open beaks. The +bottom of the basin was strewn with golden sand, and swimming about in +it were some enormous goldfish, quaint Chinese monsters, with projecting +eyes and scales edged with blue, mandarins of the waters, who recalled, +thus suspended above this gold-colored ground, the embroideries of the +Flowery Land. The journalist halted with beating heart. He said to +himself: "Here is luxury. These are the houses in which one ought to +live. Others have arrived at it. Why should not I?" + +He thought of means of doing so; did not find them at once, and grew +irritated at his powerlessness. His companion, somewhat thoughtful, did +not speak. He looked at her in sidelong fashion, and again thought: "To +marry this little puppet would suffice." + +But Susan all at once seemed to wake up. "Attention!" said she; and +pushing George through a group which barred their way, she made him turn +sharply to the right. + + +In the midst of a thicket of strange plants, which extended in the air +their quivering leaves, opening like hands with slender fingers, was +seen the motionless figure of a man standing on the sea. The effect was +surprising. The picture, the sides of which were hidden in the moving +foliage, seemed a black spot upon a fantastic and striking horizon. It +had to be carefully looked at in order to understand it. The frame cut +the center of the ship in which were the apostles, scarcely lit up by +the oblique rays from a lantern, the full light of which one of them, +seated on the bulwarks, was casting upon the approaching Savior. Jesus +was advancing with his foot upon a wave, which flattened itself +submissively and caressingly beneath the divine tread. All was dark +about him. Only the stars shone in the sky. The faces of the apostles, +in the vague light of the lantern, seemed convulsed with surprise. It +was a wonderful and unexpected work of a master; one of those works +which agitate the mind and give you something to dream of for years. +People who look at such things at the outset remain silent, and then go +thoughtfully away, and only speak later on of the worth of the painting. +Du Roy, having contemplated it for some time, said: "It is nice to be + +able to afford such trifles." + +But as he was pushed against by others coming to see it, he went away, +still keeping on his arm Susan's little hand, which he squeezed +slightly. She said: "Would you like a glass of champagne? Come to the +refreshment buffet. We shall find papa there." + +And they slowly passed back through the saloons, in which the crowd was +increasing, noisy and at home, the fashionable crowd of a public fete. +George all at once thought he heard a voice say: "It is Laroche-Mathieu +and Madame Du Roy." These words flitted past his ear like those distant +sounds borne by the wind. Whence came they? He looked about on all +sides, and indeed saw his wife passing by on the minister's arm. They +were chatting intimately in a low tone, smiling, and with their eyes +fixed on one another's. He fancied he noticed that people whispered as +they looked at them, and he felt within him a stupid and brutal desire +to spring upon them, these two creatures, and smite them down. She was +making him ridiculous. He thought of Forestier. Perhaps they were +saying: "That cuckold Du Roy." Who was she? A little parvenu sharp +enough, but really not over-gifted with parts. People visited him +because they feared him, because they felt his strength, but they must +speak in unrestrained fashion of this little journalistic household. He +would never make any great way with this woman, who would always render +his home a suspected one, who would always compromise herself, whose +very bearing betrayed the woman of intrigue. She would now be a cannon +ball riveted to his ankle. Ah! if he had only known, if he had only +guessed. What a bigger game he would have played. What a fine match he +might have won with this little Susan for stakes. How was it he had been +blind enough not to understand that? + +They reached the dining-room--an immense apartment, with marble columns, +and walls hung with old tapestry. Walter perceived his descriptive +writer, and darted forward to take him by the hands. He was intoxicated +with joy. "Have you seen everything? Have you shown him everything, +Susan? What a lot of people, eh, Pretty-boy! Did you see the Prince de +Guerche? He came and drank a glass of punch here just now," he +exclaimed. + +Then he darted towards the Senator Rissolin, who was towing along his +wife, bewildered, and bedecked like a stall at a fair. A gentleman bowed +to Susan, a tall, thin fellow, slightly bald, with yellow whiskers, and +that air of good breeding which is everywhere recognizable. George heard +his name mentioned, the Marquis de Cazolles, and became suddenly jealous +of him. How long had she known him? Since her accession to wealth, no +doubt. He divined a suitor. + +He was taken by the arm. It was Norbert de Varenne. The old poet was +airing his long hair and worn dress-coat with a weary and indifferent +air. "This is what they call amusing themselves," said he. "By and by +they will dance, and then they will go bed, and the little girls will be +delighted. Have some champagne. It is capital." + +He had a glass filled for himself, and bowing to Du Roy, who had taken +another, said: "I drink to the triumph of wit over wealth." Then he +added softly: "Not that wealth on the part of others hurts me; or that I +am angry at it. But I protest on principle." + +George no longer listened to him. He was looking for Susan, who had just +disappeared with the Marquis de Cazolles, and abruptly quitting Norbert +de Varenne, set out in pursuit of the young girl. A dense crowd in quest +of refreshments checked him. When he at length made his way through it, +he found himself face to face with the de Marelles. He was still in the +habit of meeting the wife, but he had not for some time past met the +husband, who seized both his hands, saying: "How can I thank you, my +dear fellow, for the advice you gave me through Clotilde. I have gained +close on a hundred thousand francs over the Morocco loan. It is to you I +owe them. You are a valuable friend." + +Several men turned round to look at the pretty and elegant brunette. Du +Roy replied: "In exchange for that service, my dear fellow, I am going +to take your wife, or rather to offer her my arm. Husband and wife are +best apart, you know." + +Monsieur de Marelle bowed, saying: "You are quite right. If I lose you, +we will meet here in an hour." + +"Exactly." + +The pair plunged into the crowd, followed by the husband. Clotilde kept +saying: "How lucky these Walters are! That is what it is to have +business intelligence." + +George replied: "Bah! Clever men always make a position one way or +another." + +She said: "Here are two girls who will have from twenty to thirty +millions apiece. Without reckoning that Susan is pretty." + +He said nothing. His own idea, coming from another's mouth, irritated +him. She had not yet seen the picture of "Jesus Walking on the Water," +and he proposed to take her to it. They amused themselves by talking +scandal of the people they recognized, and making fun of those they did +not. Saint-Potin passed by, bearing on the lapel of his coat a number of + +decorations, which greatly amused them. An ex-ambassador following him +showed far fewer. + +Du Roy remarked: "What a mixed salad of society." + +Boisrenard, who shook hands with him, had also adorned his buttonhole +with the green and yellow ribbon worn on the day of the duel. The +Viscountess de Percemur, fat and bedecked, was chatting with a duke in +the little Louis XVI boudoir. + +George whispered: "An amorous _tete-a-tete_." + +But on passing through the greenhouse, he noticed his wife seated beside +Laroche-Mathieu, both almost hidden behind a clump of plants. They +seemed to be asserting: "We have appointed a meeting here, a meeting in +public. For we do not care a rap what people think." + +Madame de Marelle agreed that the Jesus of Karl Marcowitch was +astounding, and they retraced their steps. They had lost her husband. +George inquired: "And Laurine, is she still angry with me?" + +"Yes, still so as much as ever. She refuses to see you, and walks away +when you are spoken of." + +He did not reply. The sudden enmity of this little girl vexed and +oppressed him. Susan seized on them as they passed through a doorway, +exclaiming: "Ah! here you are. Well, Pretty-boy, you must remain alone. +I am going to take away Clotilde to show her my room." + +The two moved rapidly away, gliding through the throng with that +undulating snake-like motion women know how to adopt in a crowd. Almost +immediately a voice murmured: "George." + +It was Madame Walter, who went on in a low tone: "Oh! how ferociously +cruel you are. How you do make me suffer without reason. I told Susan to +get your companion away in order to be able to say a word to you. +Listen, I must speak to you this evening, I must, or you don't know what +I will do. Go into the conservatory. You will find a door on the left +leading into the garden. Follow the path in front of it. At the end of +it you will find an arbor. Wait for me there in ten minutes' time. If +you won't, I declare to you that I will create a scene here at once." + +He replied loftily: "Very well. I will be at the spot you mention within +ten minutes." + +And they separated. But Jacques Rival almost made him behindhand. He had +taken him by the arm and was telling him a lot of things in a very +excited manner. He had no doubt come from the refreshment buffet. At +length Du Roy left him in the hands of Monsieur de Marelle, whom he had +come across, and bolted. He still had to take precautions not to be seen +by his wife or Laroche-Mathieu. He succeeded, for they seemed deeply +interested in something, and found himself in the garden. The cold air +struck him like an ice bath. He thought: "Confound it, I shall catch +cold," and tied his pocket-handkerchief round his neck. Then he slowly +went along the walk, seeing his way with difficulty after coming out of +the bright light of the reception-rooms. He could distinguish to the +right and left leafless shrubs, the branches of which were quivering. +Light filtered through their branches, coming from the windows of the +mansion. He saw something white in the middle of the path in front of +him, and Madame Walter, with bare arms and bosom, said in a quivering +voice; "Ah here you are; you want to kill me, then?" + +He answered quickly: "No melodramatics, I beg of you, or I shall bolt at +once." + +She had seized him round the neck, and with her lips close to his, said: +"But what have I done to you? You are behaving towards me like a wretch. +What have I done to you?" + +He tried to repulse her. "You wound your hair round every one of my +buttons the last time I saw you, and it almost brought about a rupture +between my wife and myself." + +She was surprised for a moment, and then, shaking her head, said: "Oh! +your wife would not mind. It was one of your mistresses who had made a +scene over it." + +"I have no mistresses." + +"Nonsense. But why do you no longer ever come to see me? Why do you +refuse to come to dinner, even once a week, with me? What I suffer is +fearful. I love you to that degree that I no longer have a thought that +is not for you; that I see you continually before my eyes; that I can no +longer say a word without being afraid of uttering your name. You cannot +understand that, I know. It seems to me that I am seized in some one's +clutches, tied up in a sack, I don't know what. Your remembrance, always +with me, clutches my throat, tears my chest, breaks my legs so as to no +longer leave me strength to walk. And I remain like an animal sitting +all day on a chair thinking of you." + +He looked at her with astonishment. She was no longer the big frolicsome +tomboy he had known, but a bewildered despairing woman, capable of +anything. A vague project, however, arose in his mind. He replied: "My +dear, love is not eternal. We take and we leave one another. But when it +drags on, as between us two, it becomes a terrible drag. I will have no +more of it. That is the truth. However, if you can be reasonable, and +receive and treat me as a friend, I will come as I used to. Do you feel +capable of that?" + +She placed her two bare arms on George's coat, and murmured: "I am +capable of anything in order to see you." + +"Then it is agreed on," said he; "we are friends, and nothing more." + +She stammered: "It is agreed on;" and then, holding out her lips to him: +"One more kiss; the last." + +He refused gently, saying: "No, we must keep to our agreement." + +She turned aside, wiping away a couple of tears, and then, drawing from +her bosom a bundle of papers tied with pink silk ribbon, offered it to +Du Roy, saying: "Here; it is your share of the profit in the Morocco +affair. I was so pleased to have gained it for you. Here, take it." + +He wanted to refuse, observing: "No, I will not take that money." + +Then she grew indignant. "Ah! so you won't take it now. It is yours, +yours, only. If you do not take it, I will throw it into the gutter. You +won't act like that, George?" + +He received the little bundle, and slipped it into his pocket. + +"We must go in," said he, "you will catch cold." + +She murmured: "So much the better, if I could die." + +She took one of his hands, kissed it passionately, with rage and +despair, and fled towards the mansion. He returned, quietly reflecting. +Then he re-entered the conservatory with haughty forehead and smiling +lip. His wife and Laroche-Mathieu were no longer there. The crowd was +thinning. It was becoming evident that they would not stay for the +dance. He perceived Susan arm-in-arm with her sister. They both came +towards him to ask him to dance the first quadrille with the Count de +Latour Yvelin. + +He was astonished, and asked: "Who is he, too?" + +Susan answered maliciously: "A new friend of my sister's." Rose blushed, +and murmured: "You are very spiteful, Susan; he is no more my friend +than yours." + +Susan smiled, saying: "Oh! I know all about it." + +Rose annoyed, turned her back on them and went away. Du Roy familiarly +took the elbow of the young girl left standing beside him, and said in +his caressing voice: "Listen, my dear, you believe me to be your +friend?" + +"Yes, Pretty-boy." + + +"You have confidence in me?" "Quite." + +"You remember what I said to you just now?" + +"What about?" + +"About your marriage, or rather about the man you are going to marry." +"Yes." + +"Well, then, you will promise me one thing?" + +"Yes; but what is it?" + +"To consult me every time that your hand is asked for, and not to accept +anyone without taking my advice." + +"Very well." + +"And to keep this a secret between us two. Not a word of it to your +father or your mother." + +"Not a word." + +"It is a promise, then?" "It is a promise." + +Rival came up with a bustling air. "Mademoiselle, your papa wants you +for the dance." + +She said: "Come along, Pretty-boy." + +But he refused, having made up his mind to leave at once, wishing to be +alone in order to think. Too many new ideas had entered his mind, and he +began to look for his wife. In a short time he saw her drinking +chocolate at the buffet with two gentlemen unknown to him. She +introduced her husband without mentioning their names to him. After a +few moments, he said, "Shall we go?" + +"When you like." + +She took his arm, and they walked back through the reception-rooms, in +which the public were growing few. She said: "Where is Madame Walter, I +should like to wish her good-bye?" + +"It is better not to. She would try to keep us for the ball, and I have +had enough of this." + +"That is so, you are quite right." + +All the way home they were silent. But as soon as they were in their +room Madeleine said smilingly, before even taking off her veil. "I have +a surprise for you." + +He growled ill-temperedly: "What is it?" + +"Guess." "I will make no such effort." + +"Well, the day after to-morrow is the first of January." + +"Yes." + +"The time for New Year's gifts." + +"Yes." + +"Here's one for you that Laroche-Mathieu gave me just now." + +She gave him a little black box resembling a jewel-case. He opened it +indifferently, and saw the cross of the Legion of Honor. He grew +somewhat pale, then smiled, and said: "I should have preferred ten +millions. That did not cost him much." + +She had expected an outburst of joy, and was irritated at this coolness. +"You are really incredible. Nothing satisfies you now," said she. + +He replied, tranquilly: "That man is only paying his debt, and he still +owes me a great deal." + +She was astonished at his tone, and resumed: "It is though, a big thing +at your age." + +He remarked: "All things are relative. I could have something bigger +now." + +He had taken the case, and placing it on the mantel-shelf, looked for +some moments at the glittering star it contained. Then he closed it and +went to bed, shrugging his shoulders. + +The _Journal Officiel_ of the first of January announced the nomination +of Monsieur Prosper George Du Roy, journalist, to the dignity of +chevalier of the Legion of Honor, for special services. The name was +written in two words, which gave George more pleasure than the +derivation itself. + +An hour after having read this piece of news he received a note from +Madame Walter begging him to come and dine with her that evening with +his wife, to celebrate his new honors. He hesitated for a few moments, +and then throwing this note, written in ambiguous terms, into the fire, +said to Madeleine: + +"We are going to dinner at the Walter's this evening." + +She was astonished. "Why, I thought you never wanted to set foot in the +house again." + +He only remarked: "I have changed my mind." + +When they arrived Madame Walter was alone in the little Louis XVI. +boudoir she had adopted for the reception of personal friends. Dressed +in black, she had powdered her hair, which rendered her charming. She +had the air at a distance of an old woman, and close at hand, of a young +one, and when one looked at her well, of a pretty snare for the eyes. + + +"You are in mourning?" inquired Madeleine. + +She replied, sadly: "Yes, and no. I have not lost any relative. But I +have reached the age when one wears the mourning of one's life. I wear +it to-day to inaugurate it. In future I shall wear it in my heart." + +Du Roy thought: "Will this resolution hold good?" + +The dinner was somewhat dull. Susan alone chattered incessantly. Rose +seemed preoccupied. The journalist was warmly congratulated. During the +evening they strolled chatting through the saloons and the conservatory. +As Du Roy was walking in the rear with Madame Walter, she checked him by +the arm. + +"Listen," said she, in a low voice, "I will never speak to you of +anything again, never. But come and see me, George. It is impossible for +me to live without you, impossible. It is indescribable torture. I feel +you, I cherish you before my eyes, in my heart, all day and all night. +It is as though you had caused me to drink a poison which was eating me +away within. I cannot bear it, no, I cannot bear it. I am willing to be +nothing but an old woman for you. I have made my hair white to show you +so, but come here, only come here from time to time as a friend." + +She had taken his hand and was squeezing it, crushing it, burying her +nails in his flesh. + +He answered, quietly: "It is understood, then. It is useless to speak of +all that again. You see I came to-day at once on receiving your letter." + +Walter, who had walked on in advance with his two daughters and +Madeleine, was waiting for Du Roy beside the picture of "Jesus Walking +on the Waters." + +"Fancy," said he, laughing, "I found my wife yesterday on her knees +before this picture, as if in a chapel. She was paying her devotions. +How I did laugh." + +Madame Walter replied in a firm voice--a voice thrilling with secret +exultation: "It is that Christ who will save my soul. He gives me +strength and courage every time I look at Him." And pausing in front of +the Divinity standing amidst the waters, she murmured: "How handsome he +is. How afraid of Him those men are, and yet how they love Him. Look at +His head, His eyes--how simple yet how supernatural at the same time." + +Susan exclaimed, "But He resembles you, Pretty-boy. I am sure He +resembles you. If you had a beard, or if He was clean shaven, you would +be both alike. Oh, but it is striking!" + +She insisted on his standing beside the picture, and they all, indeed, +recognized that the two faces resembled one another. Everyone was +astonished. Walter thought it very singular. Madeleine, smiling, +declared that Jesus had a more manly air. Madame Walter stood +motionless, gazing fixedly at the face of her lover beside the face of +Christ, and had become as white as her hair. + + + + +XVI + + +During the remainder of the winter the Du Roys often visited the +Walters. George even dined there by himself continually, Madeleine +saying she was tired, and preferring to remain at home. He had adopted +Friday as a fixed day, and Madame Walter never invited anyone that +evening; it belonged to Pretty-boy, to him alone. After dinner they +played cards, and fed the goldfish, amusing themselves like a family +circle. Several times behind a door or a clump of shrubs in the +conservatory, Madame Walter had suddenly clasped George in her arms, and +pressing him with all her strength to her breast, had whispered in his +ear, "I love you, I love you till it is killing me." But he had always +coldly repulsed her, replying, in a dry tone: "If you begin that +business once again, I shall not come here any more." + + +Towards the end of March the marriage of the two sisters was all at once +spoken about. Rose, it was said, was to marry the Count de +Latour-Yvelin, and Susan the Marquis de Cazolles. These two gentlemen +had become familiars of the household, those familiars to whom special +favors and marked privileges are granted. George and Susan continued to +live in a species of free and fraternal intimacy, romping for hours, +making fun of everyone, and seeming greatly to enjoy one another's +company. They had never spoken again of the possible marriage of the +young girl, nor of the suitors who offered themselves. + +The governor had brought George home to lunch one morning. Madame Walter +was called away immediately after the repast to see one of the +tradesmen, and the young fellow said to Susan: "Let us go and feed the +goldfish." + +They each took a piece of crumb of bread from the table and went into +the conservatory. All along the marble brim cushions were left lying on +the ground, so that one could kneel down round the basin, so as to be +nearer the fish. They each took one of these, side by side, and bending +over the water, began to throw in pellets of bread rolled between the +fingers. The fish, as soon as they caught sight of them, flocked round, +wagging their tails, waving their fins, rolling their great projecting +eyes, turning round, diving to catch the bait as it sank, and coming up +at once to ask for more. They had a funny action of the mouth, sudden +and rapid movements, a strangely monstrous appearance, and against the +sand of the bottom stood out a bright red, passing like flames through +the transparent water, or showing, as soon as they halted, the blue +edging to their scales. George and Susan saw their own faces looking up +in the water, and smiled at them. All at once he said in a low voice: +"It is not kind to hide things from me, Susan." + +"What do you mean, Pretty-boy?" asked she. + +"Don't you remember, what you promised me here on the evening of the +fete?" + +"No." + +"To consult me every time your hand was asked for." + +"Well?" + +"Well, it has been asked for." + +"By whom?" + +"You know very well." + +"No. I swear to you." + +"Yes, you do. That great fop, the Marquis de Cazolles." + +"He is not a fop, in the first place." + +"It may be so, but he is stupid, ruined by play, and worn out by +dissipation. It is really a nice match for you, so pretty, so fresh, and +so intelligent." + +She inquired, smiling: "What have you against him?" + +"I, nothing." + +"Yes, you have. He is not all that you say." + +"Nonsense. He is a fool and an intriguer." + +She turned round somewhat, leaving off looking into the water, and said: +"Come, what is the matter with you?" + +He said, as though a secret was being wrenched from the bottom of his +heart: "I--I--am jealous of him." + +She was slightly astonished, saying: "You?" + +"Yes, I." + +"Why so?" + +"Because I am in love with you, and you know it very well, you naughty +girl." + +She said, in a severe tone: "You are mad, Pretty-boy." + +He replied; "I know very well that I am mad. Ought I to have admitted +that--I, a married man, to you, a young girl? I am more than mad, I am +guilty. I have no possible hope, and the thought of that drives me out +of my senses. And when I hear it said that you are going to be married, +I have fits of rage enough to kill someone. You must forgive me this, +Susan." + +He was silent. The whole of the fish, to whom bread was no longer being +thrown, were motionless, drawn up in line like English soldiers, and +looking at the bent heads of those two who were no longer troubling +themselves about them. The young girl murmured, half sadly, half gayly: +"It is a pity that you are married. What would you? Nothing can be done. +It is settled." + +He turned suddenly towards her, and said right in her face: "If I were +free, would you marry me?" + +She replied, in a tone of sincerity: "Yes, Pretty-boy, I would marry +you, for you please me far better than any of the others." + +He rose, and stammered: "Thanks, thanks; do not say 'yes' to anyone yet, +I beg of you; wait a little longer, I entreat you. Will you promise me +this much?" + +She murmured, somewhat uneasily, and without understanding what he +wanted: "Yes, I promise you." + +Du Roy threw the lump of bread he still held in his hand into the water, +and fled as though he had lost his head, without wishing her good-bye. +All the fish rushed eagerly at this lump of crumb, which floated, not +having been kneaded in the fingers, and nibbled it with greedy mouths. +They dragged it away to the other end of the basin, and forming a moving +cluster, a kind of animated and twisting flower, a live flower fallen +into the water head downwards. + +Susan, surprised and uneasy, got up and returned slowly to the +dining-room. The journalist had left. + +He came home very calm, and as Madeleine was writing letters, said to +her: "Are you going to dine at the Walters' on Friday? I am going." + +She hesitated, and replied: "No. I do not feel very well. I would rather +stay at home." + +He remarked: "Just as you like." + +Then he took his hat and went out again at once. For some time past he +had been keeping watch over her, following her about, knowing all her +movements. The hour he had been awaiting was at length at hand. He had +not been deceived by the tone in which she had said: "I would rather +stay at home." + +He was very amiable towards her during the next few days. He even +appeared lively, which was not usual, and she said: "You are growing +quite nice again." + +He dressed early on the Friday, in order to make some calls before going +to the governor's, he said. He started just before six, after kissing +his wife, and went and took a cab at the Place Notre Dame de Lorette. He +said to the driver: "Pull up in front of No. 17, Rue Fontaine, and stay +there till I tell you to go on again. Then drive to the Cock Pheasant +restaurant in the Rue Lafayette." + +The cab started at a slow trot, and Du Roy drew down the blinds. As soon +as he was opposite the door he did not take his eyes off it. After +waiting ten minutes he saw Madeleine come out and go in the direction of +the outer boulevards. As soon as she had got far enough off he put his +head through the window, and said to the driver: "Go on." The cab +started again, and landed him in front of the Cock Pheasant, a +well-known middle-class restaurant. George went into the main +dining-room and ate slowly, looking at his watch from time to time. At +half-past seven, when he had finished his coffee, drank two liqueurs of +brandy, and slowly smoked a good cigar, he went out, hailed another cab +that was going by empty, and was driven to the Rue La Rochefoucauld. He +ascended without making any inquiry of the doorkeeper, to the third +story of the house he had told the man to drive to, and when a servant +opened the door to him, said: "Monsieur Guibert de Lorme is at home, is +he not?" + +"Yes sir." + +He was ushered into the drawing-room, where he waited for a few minutes. +Then a gentleman came in, tall, and with a military bearing, gray-haired +though still young, and wearing the ribbon of the Legion of Honor. Du +Roy bowed, and said: "As I foresaw, Mr. Commissionary, my wife is now +dining with her lover in the furnished rooms they have hired in the Rue +des Martyrs." + +The commissary of police bowed, saying: "I am at your service, sir." + +George continued: "You have until nine o'clock, have you not? That limit +of time passed, you can no longer enter a private dwelling to prove +adultery." + +"No, sir; seven o'clock in winter, nine o'clock from the 31st March. It +is the 5th of April, so we have till nine o'clock. + +"Very well, Mr. Commissionary, I have a cab downstairs; we can take the +officers who will accompany you, and wait a little before the door. The +later we arrive the best chance we have of catching them in the act." + +"As you like, sir." + +The commissary left the room, and then returned with an overcoat, hiding +his tri-colored sash. He drew back to let Du Roy pass out first. But the +journalist, who was preoccupied, declined to do so, and kept saying: +"After you, sir, after you." + +The commissary said: "Go first, sir, I am at home." + +George bowed, and passed out. They went first to the police office to +pick up three officers in plain clothes who were awaiting them, for +George had given notice during the day that the surprise would take +place that evening. One of the men got on the box beside the driver. The +other two entered the cab, which reached the Rue des Martyrs. Du Roy +said: "I have a plan of the rooms. They are on the second floor. We +shall first find a little ante-room, then a dining-room, then the +bedroom. The three rooms open into one another. There is no way out to +facilitate flight. There is a locksmith a little further on. He is +holding himself in readiness to be called upon by you." + +When they arrived opposite the house it was only a quarter past eight, +and they waited in silence for more than twenty minutes. But when he +saw the three quarters about to strike, George said: "Let us start now." + +They went up the stairs without troubling themselves about the +doorkeeper, who, indeed, did not notice them. One of the officers +remained in the street to keep watch on the front door. The four men +stopped at the second floor, and George put his ear to the door and then +looked through the keyhole. He neither heard nor saw anything. He rang +the bell. + +The commissary said to the officers: "You will remain in readiness till +called on." + +And they waited. At the end of two or three minutes George again pulled +the bell several times in succession. They noted a noise from the +further end of the rooms, and then a slight step approached. Someone was +coming to spy who was there. The journalist then rapped smartly on the +panel of the door. A voice, a woman's voice, that an attempt was +evidently being made to disguise asked: "Who is there?" + +The commissary replied: "Open, in the name of the law." + +The voice repeated: "Who are you?" + +"I am the commissary of police. Open the door, or I will have it broken +in." + +The voice went on: "What do you want?" + +Du Roy said: "It is I. It is useless to seek to escape." + +The light steps, the tread of bare feet, was heard to withdraw, and then +in a few seconds to return. + +George said: "If you won't open, we will break in the door." + +He grasped the handle, and pushed slowly with his shoulder. As there +was no longer any reply, he suddenly gave such a violent and vigorous +shock that the old lock gave way. The screws were torn out of the wood, +and he almost fell over Madeleine, who was standing in the ante-room, +clad in a chemise and petticoat, her hair down, her legs bare, and a +candle in her hand. + +He exclaimed: "It is she, we have them," and darted forward into the +rooms. The commissary, having taken off his hat, followed him, and the +startled woman came after, lighting the way. They crossed a +drawing-room, the uncleaned table of which displayed the remnants of a +repast--empty champagne bottles, an open pot of fatted goose liver, the +body of a fowl, and some half-eaten bits of bread. Two plates piled on +the sideboard were piled with oyster shells. + +The bedroom seemed disordered, as though by a struggle. A dress was +thrown over a chair, a pair of trousers hung astride the arm of another. +Four boots, two large and two small, lay on their sides at the foot of +the bed. It was the room of a house let out in furnished lodgings, with +commonplace furniture, filled with that hateful and sickening smell of +all such places, the odor of all the people who had slept or lived there +a day or six months. A plate of cakes, a bottle of chartreuse, and two +liqueur glasses, still half full, encumbered the mantel-shelf. The upper +part of the bronze clock was hidden by a man's hat. + +The commissary turned round sharply, and looking Madeleine straight in +the face, said: "You are Madame Claire Madeleine Du Roy, wife of +Monsieur Prosper George Du Roy, journalist, here present?" + +She uttered in a choking voice: "Yes, sir." + +"What are you doing here?" She did not answer. + +The commissary went on: "What are you doing here? I find you away from +home, almost undressed, in furnished apartments. What did you come here +for?" He waited for a few moments. Then, as she still remained silent, +he continued: "Since you will not confess, madame, I shall be obliged to +verify the state of things." + +In the bed could be seen the outline of a form hidden beneath the +clothes. The commissary approached and said: "Sir." + +The man in bed did not stir. He seemed to have his back turned, and his +head buried under a pillow. The commissary touched what seemed to be his +shoulder, and said: "Sir, do not, I beg of you, force me to take +action." + +But the form still remained as motionless as a corpse. Du Roy, who had +advanced quickly, seized the bed-clothes, pulled them down, and tearing +away the pillow, revealed the pale face of Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu. He +bent over him, and, quivering with the desire to seize him by the throat +and strangle him, said, between his clenched teeth: "Have at least the +courage of your infamy." + +The commissary again asked: "Who are you?" + +The bewildered lover not replying, he continued: "I am a commissary of +police, and I summon you to tell me your name." + +George, who was quivering with brutal wrath, shouted: "Answer, you +coward, or I will tell your name myself." + +Then the man in the bed stammered: "Mr. Commissary, you ought not to +allow me to be insulted by this person. Is it with you or with him that +I have to do? Is it to you or to him that I have to answer?" + +His mouth seemed to be dried up as he spoke. + +The commissary replied: "With me, sir; with me alone. I ask you who you +are?" + +The other was silent. He held the sheet close up to his neck, and rolled +his startled eyes. His little, curled-up moustache showed up black upon +his blanched face. + +The commissary continued: "You will not answer, eh? Then I shall be +forced to arrest you. In any case, get up. I will question you when you +are dressed." + +The body wriggled in the bed, and the head murmured: "But I cannot, +before you." + +The commissary asked: "Why not?" + +The other stammered: "Because I am--I am--quite naked." + +Du Roy began to chuckle sneeringly, and picking up a shirt that had +fallen onto the floor, threw it onto the bed, exclaiming: "Come, get up. +Since you have undressed in my wife's presence, you can very well dress +in mine." + +Then he turned his back, and returned towards the fireplace. Madeleine +had recovered all her coolness, and seeing that all was lost, was ready +to dare anything. Her eyes glittered with bravado, and twisting up a +piece of paper she lit, as though for a reception, the ten candles in +the ugly candelabra, placed at the corners of the mantel-shelf. Then, +leaning against this, and holding out backwards to the dying fire one of +her bare feet which she lifted up behind the petticoat, scarcely +sticking to her hips, she took a cigarette from a pink paper case, lit +it, and began to smoke. The commissary had returned towards her, pending +that her accomplice got up. + +She inquired insolently: "Do you often have such jobs as these, sir?" + +He replied gravely: "As seldom as possible, madame." + +She smiled in his face, saying: "I congratulate you; it is dirty work." + +She affected not to look at or even to see her husband. + +But the gentleman in the bed was dressing. He had put on his trousers, +pulled on his boots, and now approached putting on his waistcoat. The +commissary turned towards him, saying: "Now, sir, will you tell me who +you are?" + +He made no reply, and the official said: "I find myself obliged to +arrest you." + +Then the man exclaimed suddenly: "Do not lay hands on me. My person is +inviolable." + +Du Roy darted towards him as though to throw him down, and growled in +his face: "Caught in the act, in the act. I can have you arrested if I +choose; yes, I can." Then, in a ringing tone, he added: "This man is +Laroche-Mathieu, Minister of Foreign Affairs." + +The commissary drew back, stupefied, and stammered: "Really, sir, will +you tell me who you are?" + +The other had made up his mind, and said in forcible tones: "For once +that scoundrel has not lied. I am, indeed, Laroche-Mathieu, the +minister." Then, holding out his hand towards George's chest, in which a +little bit of red ribbon showed itself, he added: "And that rascal wears +on his coat the cross of honor which I gave him." + +Du Roy had become livid. With a rapid movement he tore the bit of ribbon +from his buttonhole, and, throwing it into the fireplace, exclaimed: + +"That is all that is fit for a decoration coming from a swine like +you." + +They were quite close, face to face, exasperated, their fists clenched, +the one lean, with a flowing moustache, the other stout, with a twisted +one. The commissary stepped rapidly between the pair, and pushing them +apart with his hands, observed: "Gentlemen, you are forgetting +yourselves; you are lacking in self-respect." + +They became quiet and turned on their heels. Madeleine, motionless, was +still smoking in silence. + +The police official resumed: "Sir, I have found you alone with Madame Du +Roy here, you in bed, she almost naked, with your clothes scattered +about the room. This is legal evidence of adultery. You cannot deny this +evidence. What have you to say for yourself?" + +Laroche-Mathieu murmured: "I have nothing to say; do your duty." + +The commissary addressed himself to Madeleine: "Do you admit, madame, +that this gentleman is your lover?" + +She said with a certain swagger: "I do not deny it; he is my lover." + + +"That is enough." + +The commissary made some notes as to the condition and arrangement of +the rooms. As he was finishing writing, the minister, who had finished +dressing, and was waiting with his greatcoat over his arm and his hat in +his hand, said: "Have you still need of me, sir? What am I to do? Can I +withdraw?" + +Du Roy turned towards him, and smiling insolently, said: "Why so? We +have finished. You can go to bed again, sir; we will leave you alone." +And placing a finger on the official's arm, he continued: "Let us +retire, Mr. Commissary, we have nothing more to do in this place." + +Somewhat surprised, the commissary followed, but on the threshold of the +room George stopped to allow him to pass. The other declined, out of +politeness. Du Roy persisted, saying: "Pass first, sir." + +"After you, sir," replied the commissary. + +The journalist bowed, and in a tone of ironical politeness, said: "It is +your turn, sir; I am almost at home here." + +Then he softly reclosed the door with an air of discretion. + +An hour later George Du Roy entered the offices of the _Vie Francaise_. +Monsieur Walter was already there, for he continued to manage and +supervise with solicitude his paper, which had enormously increased in +circulation, and greatly helped the schemes of his bank. The manager +raised his head and said: "Ah! here you are. You look very strange. Why +did you not come to dinner with us? What have you been up to?" + +The young fellow, sure of his effect, said, emphasizing every word: "I + +have just upset the Minister of Foreign Affairs." + +The other thought he was joking, and said: "Upset what?" + +"I am going to turn out the Cabinet. That is all. It is quite time to +get rid of that rubbish." + +The old man thought that his leader-writer must be drunk. He murmured: +"Come, you are talking nonsense." + +"Not at all. I have just caught Monsieur Laroche-Mathieu committing +adultery with my wife. The commissary of police has verified the fact. +The minister is done for." + +Walter, amazed, pushed his spectacles right back on his forehead, and +said: "You are not joking?" + +"Not at all. I am even going to write an article on it." + +"But what do you want to do?" + +"To upset that scoundrel, that wretch, that open evil-doer." George +placed his hat on an armchair, and added: "Woe to those who cross my +path. I never forgive." + +The manager still hesitated at understanding matters. He murmured: +"But--your wife?" + +"My application for a divorce will be lodged to-morrow morning. I shall +send her back to the departed Forestier." + +"You mean to get a divorce?" + +"Yes. I was ridiculous. But I had to play the idiot in order to catch +them. That's done. I am master of the situation." + +Monsieur Walter could not get over it, and watched Du Roy with startling +eyes, thinking: "Hang it, here is a fellow to be looked after." + +George went on: "I am now free. I have some money. I shall offer myself +as a candidate at the October elections for my native place, where I am +well known. I could not take a position or make myself respected with +that woman, who was suspected by every one. She had caught me like a +fool, humbugged and ensnared me. But since I became alive to her little +game I kept watch on her, the slut." He began to laugh, and added: "It +was poor Forestier who was cuckold, a cuckold without imagining it, +confiding and tranquil. Now I am free from the leprosy he left me. My +hands are free. Now I shall get on." He had seated himself astride a +chair, and repeated, as though thinking aloud, "I shall get on." + +And Daddy Walter, still looking at him with unveiled eyes, his +spectacles remaining pushed up on his forehead, said to himself: "Yes, +he will get on, the rascal." + +George rose. "I am going to write the article. It must be done +discreetly. But you know it will be terrible for the minister. He has +gone to smash. He cannot be picked up again. The _Vie Francaise_ has no +longer any interest to spare him." + +The old fellow hesitated for a few moments, and then made up his mind. +"Do so," said he; "so much the worse for those who get into such +messes." + + + + +XVII + + +Three months had elapsed. Du Roy's divorce had just been granted. His +wife had resumed the name of Forestier, and, as the Walters were to +leave on the 15th of July for Trouville, it was decided that he and they +should spend a day in the country together before they started. A +Thursday was selected, and they started at nine in the morning in a +large traveling landau with six places, drawn by four horses with +postilions. They were going to lunch at the Pavilion Henri-Quatre at +Saint Germain. Pretty-boy had asked to be the only man of the party, for +he could not endure the presence of the Marquis de Cazolles. But at the +last moment it was decided that the Count de Latour-Yvelin should be +called for on the way. He had been told the day before. + +The carriage passed up the Avenue of the Champs Elysees at a swinging +trot, and then traversed the Bois de Boulogne. It was splendid summer +weather, not too warm. The swallows traced long sweeping lines across +the blue sky that one fancied one could still see after they had passed. +The three ladies occupied the back seat, the mother between her +daughters, and the men were with their backs to the horses, Walter +between the two guests. They crossed the Seine, skirted Mount Valerien, +and gained Bougival in order to follow the river as far as Le Pecq. + +The Count de Latour-Yvelin, a man advancing towards middle-age, with +long, light whiskers, gazed tenderly at Rose. They had been engaged for +a month. George, who was very pale, often looked at Susan, who was pale +too. Their eyes often met, and seemed to concert something, to +understand one another, to secretly exchange a thought, and then to flee +one another. Madame Walter was quiet and happy. + +The lunch was a long one. Before starting back for Paris, George +suggested a turn on the terrace. They stopped at first to admire the +view. All ranged themselves in a line along the parapet, and went into +ecstasies over the far-stretching horizon. The Seine at the foot of a +long hill flowed towards Maisons-Lafitte like an immense serpent +stretched in the herbage. To the right, on the summit of the slope, the +aqueduct of Marly showed against the skyline its outline, resembling +that of a gigantic, long-legged caterpillar, and Marly was lost beneath +it in a thick cluster of trees. On the immense plain extending in front +of them, villages could be seen dotted. The pieces of water at Le +Vesinet showed like clear spots amidst the thin foliage of the little +forest. To the left, away in the distance, the pointed steeple of +Sastrouville could be seen. + +Walter said: "Such a panorama is not to be found anywhere in the world. +There is not one to match it in Switzerland." + +Then they began to walk on gently, to have a stroll and enjoy the +prospect. George and Susan remained behind. As soon as they were a few +paces off, he said to her in a low and restrained voice: "Susan, I adore +you. I love you to madness." + +She murmured: "So do I you, Pretty-boy." + +He went on: "If I do not have you for my wife, I shall leave Paris and +this country." + +She replied: "Ask Papa for my hand. Perhaps he will consent." + +He made a gesture of impatience. "No, I tell you for the twentieth time +that is useless. The door of your house would be closed to me. I should +be dismissed from the paper, and we should not be able even to see one +another. That is a pretty result, at which I am sure to arrive by a +formal demand for you. They have promised you to the Marquis de +Cazolles. They hope that you will end by saying 'yes,' and they are +waiting for that." + +She asked: "What is to be done?" + +He hesitated, glancing at her, sidelong fashion. "Do you love me enough +to run a risk?" + +She answered resolutely: "Yes." + +"A great risk?" + +"Yes." + +"The greatest of risks?" + +"Yes." + +"Have you the courage to set your father and mother at defiance?" + +"Yes." + +"Really now?" + +"Yes." + +"Very well, there is one way and only one. The thing must come from you +and not from me. You are a spoilt child; they let you say whatever you +like, and they will not be too much astonished at an act of daring the +more on your part. Listen, then. This evening, on reaching home, you +must go to your mamma first, your mamma alone, and tell her you want to +marry me. She will be greatly moved and very angry--" + +Susan interrupted him with: "Oh, mamma will agree." + +He went on quickly: "No, you do not know her. She will be more vexed and +angrier than your father. You will see how she will refuse. But you must +be firm, you must not give way, you must repeat that you want to marry +me, and no one else. Will you do this?" + +"I will." + +"On leaving your mother you must tell your father the same thing in a +very serious and decided manner." + +"Yes, yes; and then?" + +"And then it is that matters become serious. If you are determined, very +determined--very, very determined to be my wife, my dear, dear little +Susan--I will--run away with you." + +She experienced a joyful shock, and almost clapped her hands. "Oh! how +delightful. You will run away with me. When will you run away with me?" + +All the old poetry of nocturnal elopements, post-chaises, country inns; +all the charming adventures told in books, flashed through her mind, +like an enchanting dream about to be realized. She repeated: "When will +you run away with me?" + +He replied, in low tones: "This evening--to-night." + +She asked, quivering: "And where shall we go to?" + +"That is my secret. Reflect on what you are doing. Remember that after +such a flight you can only be my wife. It is the only way, but is--it is +very dangerous--for you." + +She declared: "I have made up my mind; where shall I rejoin you?" + +"Can you get out of the hotel alone?" + +"Yes. I know how to undo the little door." + +"Well, when the doorkeeper has gone to bed, towards midnight, come and +meet me on the Place de la Concorde. You will find me in a cab drawn up +in front of the Ministry of Marine." + +"I will come." + +"Really?" + +"Really." + +He took her hand and pressed it. "Oh! how I love you. How good and brave +you are! So you don't want to marry Monsieur de Cazolles?" + +"Oh! no." + +"Your father was very angry when you said no?" + +"I should think so. He wanted to send me back to the convent." + +"You see that it is necessary to be energetic." + +"I will be so." + +She looked at the vast horizon, her head full of the idea of being ran +off with. She would go further than that with him. She would be ran away +with. She was proud of it. She scarcely thought of her reputation--of +what shame might befall her. Was she aware of it? Did she even suspect +it? + +Madame Walter, turning round, exclaimed: "Come along, little one. What +are you doing with Pretty-boy?" + +They rejoined the others and spoke of the seaside, where they would soon +be. Then they returned home by way of Chatou, in order not to go over +the same road twice. George no longer spoke. He reflected. If the little +girl had a little courage, he was going to succeed at last. For three +months he had been enveloping her in the irresistible net of his love. +He was seducing, captivating, conquering her. He had made himself loved +by her, as he knew how to make himself loved. He had captured her +childish soul without difficulty. He had at first obtained of her that +she should refuse Monsieur de Cazolles. He had just obtained that she +would fly with him. For there was no other way. Madame Walter, he well +understood, would never agree to give him her daughter. She still loved +him; she would always love him with unmanageable violence. He restrained +her by his studied coldness; but he felt that she was eaten up by hungry +and impotent passion. He could never bend her. She would never allow him +to have Susan. But once he had the girl away he would deal on a level +footing with her father. Thinking of all this, he replied by broken +phrases to the remarks addressed to him, and which he did not hear. He +only seemed to come to himself when they returned to Paris. + +Susan, too, was thinking, and the bells of the four horses rang in her +ears, making her see endless miles of highway under eternal moonlight, +gloomy forests traversed, wayside inns, and the hurry of the hostlers to +change horses, for every one guesses that they are pursued. + +When the landau entered the court-yard of the mansion, they wanted to +keep George to dinner. He refused, and went home. After having eaten a +little, he went through his papers as if about to start on a long +journey. He burnt some compromising letters, hid others, and wrote to +some friends. From time to time he looked at the clock, thinking: +"Things must be getting warm there." And a sense of uneasiness gnawed at +his heart. Suppose he was going to fail? But what could he fear? He +could always get out of it. Yet it was a big game he was playing that +evening. + +He went out towards eleven o'clock, wandered about some time, took a +cab, and had it drawn up in the Place de la Concorde, by the Ministry of +Marine. From time to time he struck a match to see the time by his +watch. When he saw midnight approaching, his impatience became feverish. +Every moment he thrust his head out of the window to look. A distant +clock struck twelve, then another nearer, then two together, then a last +one, very far away. When the latter had ceased to sound, he thought: "It +is all over. It is a failure. She won't come." He had made up his mind, +however, to wait till daylight. In these matters one must be patient. + +He heard the quarter strike, then the half-hour, then the quarter to, +and all the clocks repeated "one," as they had announced midnight. He no +longer expected her; he was merely remaining, racking his brain to +divine what could have happened. All at once a woman's head was passed +through the window, and asked: "Are you there, Pretty-boy?" + +He started, almost choked with emotion, "Is that you, Susan?" + +"Yes, it is I." + +He could not manage to turn the handle quickly enough, and repeated: +"Ah! it is you, it is you; come inside." + +She came in and fell against him. He said, "Go on," to the driver, and +the cab started. + +She gasped, without saying a word. + +He asked: "Well, how did it go off?" + +She murmured, almost fainting: "Oh! it was terrible, above all with +mamma." + +He was uneasy and quivering. "Your mamma. What did she say? Tell me." + +"Oh! it was awful. I went into her room and told her my little story +that I had carefully prepared. She grew pale, and then she cried: +'Never, never.' I cried, I grew angry. I vowed I would marry no one but +you. I thought that she was going to strike me. She went on just as if +she were mad; she declared that I should be sent back to the convent the +next day. I had never seen her like that--never. Then papa came in, +hearing her shouting all her nonsense. He was not so angry as she was, +but he declared that you were not a good enough match. As they had put +me in a rage, too, I shouted louder than they did. And papa told me to +leave the room, with a melodramatic air that did not suit him at all. +This is what decided me to run off with you. Here I am. Where are we +going to?" + +He had passed his arm gently round her and was listening with all his +ears, his heart throbbing, and a ravenous hatred awakening within him +against these people. But he had got their daughter. They should just +see. + +He answered: "It is too late to catch a train, so this cab will take us +to Sevres, where we shall pass the night. To-morrow we shall start for +La Roche-Guyon. It is a pretty village on the banks of the Seine, +between Nantes and Bonnieres." + +She murmured: "But I have no clothes. I have nothing." + +He smiled carelessly: "Bah! we will arrange all that there." + +The cab rolled along the street. George took one of the young girl's +hands and began to kiss it slowly and with respect. He scarcely knew +what to say to her, being scarcely accustomed to platonic love-making. +But all at once he thought he noted that she was crying. He inquired, +with alarm: "What is the matter with you, darling?" + +She replied in tearful tones: "Poor mamma, she will not be able to sleep +if she has found out my departure." + +Her mother, indeed, was not asleep. + +As soon as Susan had left the room, Madame Walter remained face to face +with her husband. She asked, bewildered and cast down: "Good heavens! +What is the meaning of this?" + +Walter exclaimed furiously: "It means that that schemer has bewitched +her. It is he who made her refuse Cazolles. He thinks her dowry worth +trying for." He began to walk angrily up and down the room, and went +on: "You were always luring him here, too, yourself; you flattered him, +you cajoled him, you could not cosset him enough. It was Pretty-boy +here, Pretty-boy there, from morning till night, and this is the return +for it." + +She murmured, livid: "I--I lured him?" + +He shouted in her face: "Yes, you. You were all mad over him--Madame de +Marelle, Susan, and the rest. Do you think I did not see that you could +not pass a couple of days without having him here?" + +She drew herself up tragically: "I will not allow you to speak to me +like that. You forget that I was not brought up like you, behind a +counter." + +He stood for a moment stupefied, and then uttered a furious "Damn it +all!" and rushed out, slamming the door after him. As soon as she was +alone she went instinctively to the glass to see if anything was changed +in her, so impossible and monstrous did what had happened appear. Susan +in love with Pretty-boy, and Pretty-boy wanting to marry Susan! No, she +was mistaken; it was not true. The girl had had a very natural fancy for +this good-looking fellow; she had hoped that they would give him her for +a husband, and had made her little scene because she wanted to have her +own way. But he--he could not be an accomplice in that. She reflected, +disturbed, as one in presence of great catastrophes. No, Pretty-boy +could know nothing of Susan's prank. + +She thought for a long time over the possible innocence or perfidy of +this man. What a scoundrel, if he had prepared the blow! And what would +happen! What dangers and tortures she foresaw. If he knew nothing, all +could yet be arranged. They would travel about with Susan for six +months, and it would be all over. But how could she meet him herself +afterwards? For she still loved him. This passion had entered into her +being like those arrowheads that cannot be withdrawn. To live without +him was impossible. She might as well die. + +Her thoughts wandered amidst these agonies and uncertainties. A pain +began in her head; her ideas became painful and disturbed. She worried +herself by trying to work things out; grew mad at not knowing. She +looked at the clock; it was past one. She said to herself: "I cannot +remain like this, I shall go mad. I must know. I will wake up Susan and +question her." + +She went barefooted, in order not to make a noise, and with a candle in +her hand, towards her daughter's room. She opened the door softly, went +in, and looked at the bed. She did not comprehend matters at first, and +thought that the girl might still be arguing with her father. But all at +once a horrible suspicion crossed her mind, and she rushed to her +husband's room. She reached it in a bound, blanched and panting. He was +in bed reading. + +He asked, startled: "Well, what is it? What is the matter with you?" + +She stammered: "Have you seen Susan?" + +"I? No. Why?" + +"She has--she has--gone! She is not in her room." + +He sprang onto the carpet, thrust his feet into his slippers, and, with +his shirt tails floating in the air, rushed in turn to his daughter's +room. As soon as he saw it, he no longer retained any doubt. She had +fled. He dropped into a chair and placed his lamp on the ground in +front of him. + +His wife had rejoined him, and stammered: "Well?" + +He had no longer the strength to reply; he was no longer enraged, he +only groaned: "It is done; he has got her. We are done for." + +She did not understand, and said: "What do you mean? done for?" + +"Yes, by Jove! He will certainly marry her now." + +She gave a cry like that of a wild beast: "He, never! You must be mad!" + +He replied, sadly: "It is no use howling. He has run away with her, he +has dishonored her. The best thing is to give her to him. By setting to +work in the right way no one will be aware of this escapade." + +She repeated, shaken by terrible emotion: "Never, never; he shall never +have Susan. I will never consent." + +Walter murmured, dejectedly: "But he has got her. It is done. And he +will keep her and hide her as long as we do not yield. So, to avoid + +scandal, we must give in at once." + +His wife, torn by pangs she could not acknowledge, repeated: "No, no, I +will never consent." + +He said, growing impatient: "But there is no disputing about it. It must +be done. Ah, the rascal, how he has done us! He is a sharp one. All the +same, we might have made a far better choice as regards position, but +not as regards intelligence and prospects. He will be a deputy and a +minister." + +Madame Walter declared, with savage energy: "I will never allow him to +marry Susan. You understand--never." + +He ended by getting angry and taking up, as a practical man, the cudgels +on behalf of Pretty-boy. "Hold your tongue," said he. "I tell you again +that it must be so; it absolutely must. And who knows? Perhaps we shall +not regret it. With men of that stamp one never knows what may happen. +You saw how he overthrew in three articles that fool of a +Laroche-Mathieu, and how he did it with dignity, which was infernally +difficult in his position as the husband. At all events, we shall see. +It always comes to this, that we are nailed. We cannot get out of it." + +She felt a longing to scream, to roll on the ground, to tear her hair +out. She said at length, in exasperated tones: "He shall not have her. I +won't have it." + +Walter rose, picked up his lamp, and remarked: "There, you are stupid, +just like all women. You never do anything except from passion. You do +not know how to bend yourself to circumstances. You are stupid. I will +tell you that he shall marry her. It must be." + +He went out, shuffling along in his slippers. He traversed--a comical +phantom in his nightshirt--the broad corridor of the huge slumbering +house, and noiselessly re-entered his room. + +Madame Walter remained standing, torn by intolerable grief. She did not +yet quite understand it. She was only conscious of suffering. Then it +seemed to her that she could not remain there motionless till daylight. +She felt within her a violent necessity of fleeing, of running away, of +seeking help, of being succored. She sought whom she could summon to +her. What man? She could not find one. A priest; yes, a priest! She +would throw herself at his feet, acknowledge everything, confess her +fault and her despair. He would understand that this wretch must not + +marry Susan, and would prevent it. She must have a priest at once. But +where could she find one? Whither could she go? Yet she could not remain +like that. + +Then there passed before her eyes, like a vision, the calm figure of +Jesus walking on the waters. She saw it as she saw it in the picture. So +he was calling her. He was saying: "Come to me; come and kneel at my +feet. I will console you, and inspire you with what should be done." + +She took her candle, left the room, and went downstairs to the +conservatory. The picture of Jesus was right at the end of it in a small +drawing-room, shut off by a glass door, in order that the dampness of +the soil should not damage the canvas. It formed a kind of chapel in a +forest of strange trees. When Madame Walter entered the winter garden, +never having seen it before save full of light, she was struck by its +obscure profundity. The dense plants of the tropics made the atmosphere +thick with their heavy breath; and the doors no longer being open, the +air of this strange wood, enclosed beneath a glass roof, entered the +chest with difficulty; intoxicated, caused pleasure and pain, and +imparted a confused sensation of enervation, pleasure, and death. The +poor woman walked slowly, oppressed by the shadows, amidst which +appeared, by the flickering light of her candle, extravagant plants, +recalling monsters, living creatures, hideous deformities. All at once +she caught sight of the picture of Christ. She opened the door +separating her from it, and fell on her knees. She prayed to him, +wildly, at first, stammering forth words of true, passionate, and +despairing invocations. Then, the ardor of her appeal slackening, she +raised her eyes towards him, and was struck with anguish. He resembled +Pretty-boy so strongly, in the trembling light of this solitary candle, +lighting the picture from below, that it was no longer Christ--it was +her lover who was looking at her. They were his eyes, his forehead, the +expression of his face, his cold and haughty air. + +She stammered: "Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!" and the name "George" rose to her +lips. All at once she thought that at that very moment, perhaps, George +had her daughter. He was alone with her somewhere. He with Susan! She +repeated: "Jesus, Jesus!" but she was thinking of them--her daughter and +her lover. They were alone in a room, and at night. She saw them. She +saw them so plainly that they rose up before her in place of the +picture. They were smiling at one another. They were embracing. She rose +to go towards them, to take her daughter by the hair and tear her from +his clasp. She would seize her by the throat and strangle her, this +daughter whom she hated--this daughter who was joining herself to this +man. She touched her; her hands encountered the canvas; she was pressing +the feet of Christ. She uttered a loud cry and fell on her back. Her +candle, overturned, went out. + +What took place then? She dreamed for a long time wild, frightful +dreams. George and Susan continually passed before her eyes, with Christ +blessing their horrible loves. She felt vaguely that she was not in her +room. She wished to rise and flee; she could not. A torpor had seized +upon her, which fettered her limbs, and only left her mind on the alert, +tortured by frightful and fantastic visions, lost in an unhealthy +dream--the strange and sometimes fatal dream engendered in human minds +by the soporific plants of the tropics, with their strange and +oppressive perfumes. + +The next morning Madame Walter was found stretched out senseless, almost +asphyxiated before "Jesus Walking on the Waters." She was so ill that +her life was feared for. She only fully recovered the use of her senses +the following day. Then she began to weep. The disappearance of Susan +was explained to the servants as due to her being suddenly sent back to +the convent. And Monsieur Walter replied to a long letter of Du Roy by +granting him his daughter's hand. + +Pretty-boy had posted this letter at the moment of leaving Paris, for he +had prepared it in advance the evening of his departure. He said in it, +in respectful terms, that he had long loved the young girl; that there +had never been any agreement between them; but that finding her come +freely to him to say, "I wish to be your wife," he considered himself +authorized in keeping her, even in hiding her, until he had obtained an +answer from her parents, whose legal power had for him less weight than +the wish of his betrothed. He demanded that Monsieur Walter should +reply, "post restante," a friend being charged to forward the letter to +him. + +When he had obtained what he wished he brought back Susan to Paris, and +sent her on to her parents, abstaining himself from appearing for some +little time. + +They had spent six days on the banks of the Seine at La Roche-Guyon. + +The young girl had never enjoyed herself so much. She had played at +pastoral life. As he passed her off as his sister, they lived in a free +and chaste intimacy--a kind of loving friendship. He thought it a clever +stroke to respect her. On the day after their arrival she had purchased +some linen and some country-girl's clothes, and set to work fishing, +with a huge straw hat, ornamented with wild flowers, on her head. She +thought the country there delightful. There was an old tower and an old +chateau, in which beautiful tapestry was shown. + +George, dressed in a boating jersey, bought ready-made from a local +tradesman, escorted Susan, now on foot along the banks of the river, now +in a boat. They kissed at every moment, she in all innocence, and he +ready to succumb to temptation. But he was able to restrain himself; and +when he said to her, "We will go back to Paris to-morrow; your father +has granted me your hand," she murmured simply, "Already? It was so nice +being your wife here." + + + + +XVIII + + +It was dark in the little suite of rooms in the Rue de Constantinople; +for George Du Roy and Clotilde de Marelle, having met at the door, had +gone in at once, and she had said to him, without giving him time to +open the Venetian blinds: "So you are going to marry Susan Walter?" + +He admitted it quietly, and added: "Did not you know it?" + +She exclaimed, standing before him, furious and indignant: + +"You are going to marry Susan Walter? That is too much of a good thing. +For three months you have been humbugging in order to hide that from me. +Everyone knew it but me. It was my husband who told me of it." + +Du Roy began to laugh, though somewhat confused all the same; and having +placed his hat on a corner of the mantel-shelf, sat down in an armchair. +She looked at him straight in the face, and said, in a low and irritated +tone: "Ever since you left your wife you have been preparing this move, +and you only kept me on as a mistress to fill up the interim nicely. +What a rascal you are!" + +He asked: "Why so? I had a wife who deceived me. I caught her, I +obtained a divorce, and I am going to marry another. What could be +simpler?" + +She murmured, quivering: "Oh! how cunning and dangerous you are." + +He began to smile again. "By Jove! Simpletons and fools are always +someone's dupes." + +But she continued to follow out her idea: "I ought to have divined your +nature from the beginning. But no, I could not believe that you could be +such a blackguard as that." + +He assumed an air of dignity, saying: "I beg of you to pay attention to +the words you are making use of." + +His indignation revolted her. "What? You want me to put on gloves to +talk to you now. You have behaved towards me like a vagabond ever since +I have known you, and you want to make out that I am not to tell you so. +You deceive everyone; you take advantage of everyone; you filch money +and enjoyment wherever you can, and you want me to treat you as an +honest man!" + +He rose, and with quivering lip, said: "Be quiet, or I will turn you out +of here." + +She stammered: "Turn me out of here; turn me out of here! You will turn +me out of here--you--you?" She could not speak for a moment for choking +with anger, and then suddenly, as though the door of her wrath had been + +burst open, she broke out with: "Turn me out of here? You forget, then, +that it is I who have paid for these rooms from the beginning. Ah, yes, +you have certainly taken them on from time to time. But who first took +them? I did. Who kept them on? I did. And you want to turn me out of +here. Hold your tongue, you good-for-nothing fellow. Do you think I +don't know you robbed Madeleine of half Vaudrec's money? Do you think I +don't know how you slept with Susan to oblige her to marry you?" + +He seized her by the shoulders, and, shaking her with both hands, +exclaimed: "Don't speak of her, at any rate. I won't have it." + +She screamed out: "You slept with her; I know you did." + +He would have accepted no matter what, but this falsehood exasperated +him. The truths she had told him to his face had caused thrills of anger +to run through him, but this lie respecting the young girl who was going +to be his wife, awakened in the palm of his hand a furious longing to +strike her. + +He repeated: "Be quiet--have a care--be quiet," and shook her as we +shake a branch to make the fruit fall. + +She yelled, with her hair coming down, her mouth wide open, her eyes +aglow: "You slept with her!" + +He let her go, and gave her such a smack on the face that she fell down +beside the wall. But she turned towards him, and raising herself on her +hands, once more shouted: "You slept with her!" + +He rushed at her, and, holding her down, struck her as though striking a +man. She left off shouting, and began to moan beneath his blows. She no +longer stirred, but hid her face against the bottom of the wall and +uttered plaintive cries. He left off beating her and rose up. Then he +walked about the room a little to recover his coolness, and, an idea +occurring to him, went into the bedroom, filled the basin with cold +water, and dipped his head into it. Then he washed his hands and came +back to see what she was doing, carefully wiping his fingers. She had +not budged. She was still lying on the ground quietly weeping. + +"Shall you have done grizzling soon?" + +She did not answer. He stood in the middle of the room, feeling somewhat +awkward and ashamed in the presence of the form stretched out before +him. All at once he formed a resolution, and took his hat from the +mantel-shelf, saying: "Good-night. Give the key to the doorkeeper when +you leave. I shan't wait for your convenience." + +He went out, closed the door, went to the doorkeeper's, and said: +"Madame is still there. She will be leaving in a few minutes. Tell the +landlord that I give notice to leave at the end of September. It is the +15th of August, so I am within the limits." + +And he walked hastily away, for he had some pressing calls to make +touching the purchase of the last wedding gifts. + +The wedding was fixed for the 20th of October after the meeting of the +Chambers. It was to take place at the Church of the Madeleine. There had +been a great deal of gossip about it without anyone knowing the exact +truth. Different tales were in circulation. It was whispered that an +elopement had taken place, but no one was certain about anything. +According to the servants, Madame Walter, who would no longer speak to +her future son-in-law, had poisoned herself out of rage the very evening +the match was decided on, after having taken her daughter off to a +convent at midnight. She had been brought back almost dead. Certainly, +she would never get over it. She had now the appearance of an old woman; +her hair had become quite gray, and she had gone in for religion, taking +the Sacrament every Sunday. + +At the beginning of September the _Vie Francaise_ announced that the +Baron Du Roy de Cantel had become chief editor, Monsieur Walter +retaining the title of manager. A battalion of well-known writers, +reporters, political editors, art and theatrical critics, detached from +old important papers by dint of monetary influence, were taken on. The +old journalists, the serious and respectable ones, no longer shrugged +their shoulders when speaking of the _Vie Francaise_. Rapid and complete +success had wiped out the contempt of serious writers for the beginnings +of this paper. + +The marriage of its chief editor was what is styled a Parisian event, +George Du Roy and the Walters having excited a great deal of curiosity +for some time past. All the people who are written about in the papers +promised themselves to be there. + +The event took place on a bright autumn day. + +At eight in the morning the sight of the staff of the Madeleine +stretching a broad red carpet down the lofty flight of steps overlooking +the Rue Royale caused passers-by to pause, and announced to the people +of Paris that an important ceremony was about to take place. The clerks +on the way to their offices, the work-girls, the shopmen, paused, +looked, and vaguely speculated about the rich folk who spent so much +money over getting spliced. Towards ten o'clock idlers began to halt. +They would remain for a few minutes, hoping that perhaps it would begin +at once, and then moved away. At eleven squads of police arrived and set +to work almost at once to make the crowd move on, groups forming every +moment. The first guests soon made their appearance--those who wanted to +be well placed for seeing everything. They took the chairs bordering the +main aisles. By degrees came others, ladies in rustling silks, and +serious-looking gentlemen, almost all bald, walking with well-bred air, +and graver than usual in this locality. + +The church slowly filled. A flood of sunlight entered by the huge +doorway lit up the front row of guests. In the choir, which looked +somewhat gloomy, the altar, laden with tapers, shed a yellow light, pale +and humble in face of that of the main entrance. People recognized one +another, beckoned to one another, and gathered in groups. The men of +letters, less respectful than the men in society, chatted in low tones +and looked at the ladies. + +Norbert de Varenne, who was looking out for an acquaintance, perceived +Jacques Rival near the center of the rows of chair, and joined him. +"Well," said he, "the race is for the cunning." + +The other, who was not envious, replied: "So much the better for him. +His career is safe." And they began to point out the people they +recognized. + +"Do you know what became of his wife?" asked Rival. + +The poet smiled. "Yes, and no. She is living in a very retired style, I +am told, in the Montmartre district. But--there is a but--I have noticed +for some time past in the _Plume_ some political articles terribly like +those of Forestier and Du Roy. They are by Jean Le Dal, a handsome, +intelligent young fellow, of the same breed as our friend George, and +who has made the acquaintance of his late wife. From whence I conclude +that she had, and always will have, a fancy for beginners. She is, +besides, rich. Vaudrec and Laroche-Mathieu were not assiduous visitors +at the house for nothing." + +Rival observed: "She is not bad looking, Madeleine. Very clever and very +sharp. She must be charming on terms of intimacy. But, tell me, how is +it that Du Roy comes to be married in church after a divorce?" + +Norbert replied: "He is married in church because, in the eyes of the +Church, he was not married before." + +"How so?" + +"Our friend, Pretty-boy, from indifference or economy, thought the +registrar sufficient when marrying Madeleine Forestier. He therefore +dispensed with the ecclesiastical benediction, which constituted in the +eyes of Holy Mother Church a simple state of concubinage. Consequently +he comes before her to-day as a bachelor, and she lends him all her pomp +and ceremony, which will cost Daddy Walter a pretty penny." + +The murmur of the augmented throng swelled beneath the vaulted room. +Voices could be heard speaking almost out loud. People pointed out to +one another celebrities who attitudinized, pleased to be seen, and +carefully maintained the bearing adopted by them towards the public +accustomed to exhibit themselves thus at all such gatherings, of which +they were, it seemed to them, the indispensable ornaments. + +Rival resumed: "Tell me, my dear fellow, you who go so often to the +governor's, is it true that Du Roy and Madame Walter no longer speak to +one another?" + +"Never. She did not want to give him the girl. But he had a hold, it +seems, on the father through skeletons in the house--skeletons connected +with the Morocco business. He threatened the old man with frightful +revelations. Walter recollected the example he made of Laroche-Mathieu, +and gave in at once. But the mother, obstinate like all women, swore +that she would never again speak a word to her son-in-law. She looks +like a statue, a statue of Vengeance, and he is very uneasy at it, +although he puts a good face on the matter, for he knows how to control +himself, that fellow does." + +Fellow-journalists came up and shook hands with them. Bits of political +conversation could be caught. Vague as the sound of a distant sea, the +noise of the crowd massed in front of the church entered the doorway +with the sunlight, and rose up beneath the roof, above the more discreet +murmur of the choicer public gathered within it. + +All at once the beadle struck the pavement thrice with the butt of his +halberd. Every one turned round with a prolonged rustling of skirts and +a moving of chairs. The bride appeared on her father's arm in the +bright light of the doorway. + +She had still the air of a doll, a charming white doll crowned with +orange flowers. She stood for a few moments on the threshold, then, when +she made her first step up the aisle, the organ gave forth a powerful +note, announcing the entrance of the bride in loud metallic tones. She +advanced with bent head, but not timidly; vaguely moved, pretty, +charming, a miniature bride. The women smiled and murmured as they +watched her pass. The men muttered: "Exquisite! Adorable!" Monsieur +Walter walked with exaggerated dignity, somewhat pale, and with his +spectacles straight on his nose. Behind them four bridesmaids, all four +dressed in pink, and all four pretty, formed the court of this gem of a +queen. The groomsmen, carefully chosen to match, stepped as though +trained by a ballet master. Madame Walter followed them, giving her arm +to the father of her other son-in-law, the Marquis de Latour-Yvelin, +aged seventy-two. She did not walk, she dragged herself along, ready to +faint at each forward movement. It could be felt that her feet stuck to +the flagstones, that her legs refused to advance, and that her heart was +beating within her breast like an animal bounding to escape. She had +grown thin. Her white hair made her face appear still more blanched and +her cheeks hollower. She looked straight before her in order not to see +any one--in order not to recall, perhaps, that which was torturing her. + +Then George Du Roy appeared with an old lady unknown. He, too, kept his +head up without turning aside his eyes, fixed and stern under his +slightly bent brows. His moustache seemed to bristle on his lip. He was +set down as a very good-looking fellow. He had a proud bearing, a good +figure, and a straight leg. He wore his clothes well, the little red +ribbon of the Legion of Honor showing like a drop of blood on his dress +coat. + +Then came the relations, Rose with the Senator Rissolin. She had been +married six weeks. The Count de Latour-Yvelin accompanied by the +Viscountess de Percemur. Finally, there was a strange procession of the +friends and allies of Du Roy, whom he introduced to his new family; +people known in the Parisian world, who became at once the intimates, +and, if need be, the distant cousins of rich parvenus; gentlemen ruined, +blemished; married, in some cases, which is worse. There were Monsieur +de Belvigne, the Marquis de Banjolin, the Count and Countess de Ravenel, +Prince Kravalow, the Chevalier, Valreali; then some guests of Walter's, +the Prince de Guerche, the Duke and the Duchess de Ferracine, the +beautiful Marchioness des Dunes. Some of Madame Walter's relatives +preserved a well-to-do, countrified appearance amidst the throng. + +The organ was still playing, pouring forth through the immense building +the sonorous and rhythmic accents of its glittering throats, which cry +aloud unto heaven the joy or grief of mankind. The great doors were +closed, and all at once it became as gloomy as if the sun had just been +turned out. + +Now, George was kneeling beside his wife in the choir, before the lit-up +altar. The new Bishop of Tangiers, crozier in hand and miter on head, +made his appearance from the vestry to join them together in the Eternal +name. He put the customary questions, exchanged the rings, uttered the +words that bind like chains, and addressed the newly-wedded couple a +Christian allocution. He was a tall, stout man, one of those handsome +prelates to whom a rounded belly lends dignity. + +The sound of sobs caused several people to look round. Madame Walter was +weeping, with her face buried in her hands. She had to give way. What +could she have done else? But since the day when she had driven from her +room her daughter on her return home, refusing to embrace her; since the +day when she had said, in a low voice, to Du Roy, who had greeted her +ceremoniously on again making his appearance: "You are the vilest +creature I know of; never speak to me again, for I shall not answer +you," she had been suffering intolerable and unappeasable tortures. She +hated Susan with a keen hatred, made up of exasperated passion and +heartrending jealousy, the strange jealousy of a mother and +mistress--unacknowledgable, ferocious, burning like a new wound. And now +a bishop was marrying them--her lover and her daughter--in a church, in +presence of two thousand people, and before her. And she could say +nothing. She could not hinder it. She could not cry out: "But that man +belongs to me; he is my lover. This union you are blessing is infamous!" + +Some ladies, touched at the sight, murmured: "How deeply the poor mother +feels it!" + +The bishop was declaiming: "You are among the fortunate ones of this +world, among the wealthiest and most respected. You, sir, whom your +talent raises above others; you who write, who teach, who advise, who +guide the people, you who have a noble mission to fulfill, a noble +example to set." + +Du Roy listened, intoxicated with pride. A prelate of the Roman Catholic +Church was speaking thus to him. And he felt behind him a crowd, an +illustrious crowd, gathered on his account. It seemed to him that some +power impelled and lifted him up. He was becoming one of the masters of +the world--he, the son of two poor peasants at Canteleu. He saw them all +at once in their humble wayside inn, at the summit of the slope +overlooking the broad valley of Rouen, his father and mother, serving +the country-folk of the district with drink, He had sent them five +thousand francs on inheriting from the Count de Vaudrec. He would now +send them fifty thousand, and they would buy a little estate. They would +be satisfied and happy. + +The bishop had finished his harangue. A priest, clad in a golden stole, +ascended the steps of the altar, and the organ began anew to celebrate +the glory of the newly-wedded couple. Now it gave forth long, loud +notes, swelling like waves, so sonorous and powerful that it seemed as +though they must lift and break through the roof to spend abroad into +the sky. Their vibrating sound filled the church, causing body and +spirit to thrill. Then all at once they grew calmer, and delicate notes +floated through the air, little graceful, twittering notes, fluttering +like birds; and suddenly again this coquettish music waxed once more, in +turn becoming terrible in its strength and fullness, as if a grain of +sand had transformed itself into a world. Then human voices rose, and +were wafted over the bowed heads--Vauri and Landeck, of the Opera, were +singing. The incense shed abroad a delicate odor, and the Divine +Sacrifice was accomplished on the altar, to consecrate the triumph of +the Baron George Du Roy! + +Pretty-boy, on his knees beside Susan, had bowed his head. He felt at +that moment almost a believer, almost religious; full of gratitude +towards the divinity who had thus favored him, who treated him with such +consideration. And without exactly knowing to whom he was addressing +himself, he thanked him for his success. + +When the ceremony was concluded he rose up, and giving his wife his arm, +he passed into the vestry. Then began the interminable defiling past of +the visitors. George, with wild joy, believed himself a king whom a +nation had come to acclaim. He shook hands, stammered unmeaning remarks, +bowed, and replied: "You are very good to say so." + +All at once he caught sight of Madame de Marelle, and the recollection +of all the kisses that he had given her, and that she had returned; the +recollection of all their caresses, of her pretty ways, of the sound of +her voice, of the taste of her lips, caused the desire to have her once +more for his own to shoot through his veins. She was so pretty and +elegant, with her boyish air and bright eyes. George thought to himself: +"What a charming mistress, all the same." + +She drew near, somewhat timid, somewhat uneasy, and held out her hand. +He took it in his, and retained it. Then he felt the discreet appeal of +a woman's fingers, the soft pressure that forgives and takes possession +again. And for his own part, he squeezed it, that little hand, as though +to say: "I still love you; I am yours." + +Their eyes met, smiling, bright, full of love. She murmured in her +pleasant voice: "I hope to have the pleasure of seeing you again soon, +sir." + +He replied, gayly: "Soon, madame." + +She passed on. Other people were pushing forward. The crowd flowed by +like a stream. At length it grew thinner. The last guests took leave. + +George took Susan's arm in his to pass through the church again. It was +full of people, for everyone had regained their seats in order to see +them pass together. They went by slowly, with calm steps and uplifted +heads, their eyes fixed on the wide sunlit space of the open door. He +felt little quiverings run all over his skin those cold shivers caused +by over-powering happiness. He saw no one. His thoughts were solely for +himself. When he gained the threshold he saw the crowd collected--a +dense, agitated crowd, gathered there on his account--on account of +George Du Roy. The people of Paris were gazing at and envying him. Then, +raising his eyes, he could see afar off, beyond the Palace de la +Concorde, the Chamber of Deputies, and it seemed to him that he was +going to make but one jump from the portico of the Madeleine to that of +the Palais Bourbon. + +He slowly descended the long flight of steps between two ranks of +spectators. But he did not see them; his thoughts had now flown +backwards, and before his eyes, dazzled by the brilliant sun, now +floated the image of Madame de Marelle, re-adjusting before the glass +the little curls on her temples, always disarranged when she rose. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Works of Guy de Maupassant, Vol. 6, by +Guy de Maupassant + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE WORKS OF GUY DE *** + +***** This file should be named 33928.txt or 33928.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/3/9/2/33928/ + +Produced by Juliet Sutherland, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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