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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/3371.txt b/3371.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6eb412e --- /dev/null +++ b/3371.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4588 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Their Silver Wedding Journey, Part I. +by William Dean Howells + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Their Silver Wedding Journey, Part I. + +Author: William Dean Howells + +Release Date: October 23, 2004 [EBook #3371] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THEIR SILVER WEDDING *** + + + + +Produced by David Widger + + + + + +THEIR SILVER WEDDING JOURNEY. + +By William Dean Howells + + +Part I. + +[NOTE: Several chapter heading numerals are out of order or missing in +this 1899 edition, however the text is all present in the three volumes. +D.W.] + + + +I. + +"You need the rest," said the Business End; "and your wife wants you to +go, as well as your doctor. Besides, it's your Sabbatical year, and you, +could send back a lot of stuff for the magazine." + +"Is that your notion of a Sabbatical year?" asked the editor. + +"No; I throw that out as a bait to your conscience. You needn't write a +line while you're gone. I wish you wouldn't for your own sake; although +every number that hasn't got you in it is a back number for me." + +"That's very nice of you, Fulkerson," said the editor. "I suppose you +realize that it's nine years since we took 'Every Other Week' from +Dryfoos?" + +"Well, that makes it all the more Sabbatical," said Fulkerson. "The two +extra years that you've put in here, over and above the old style +Sabbatical seven, are just so much more to your credit. It was your right +to go, two years ago, and now it's your duty. Couldn't you look at it in +that light?" + +"I dare say Mrs. March could," the editor assented. "I don't believe she +could be brought to regard it as a pleasure on any other terms." + +"Of course not," said Fulkerson. "If you won't take a year, take three +months, and call it a Sabbatical summer; but go, anyway. You can make up +half a dozen numbers ahead, and Tom, here, knows your ways so well that +you needn't think about 'Every Other Week' from the time you start till +the time you try to bribe the customs inspector when you get back. I can +take a hack at the editing myself, if Tom's inspiration gives out, and +put a little of my advertising fire into the thing." He laid his hand on +the shoulder of the young fellow who stood smiling by, and pushed and +shook him in the liking there was between them. "Now you go, March! Mrs. +Fulkerson feels just as I do about it; we had our outing last year, and +we want Mrs. March and you to have yours. You let me go down and engage +your passage, and--" + +"No, no!" the editor rebelled. "I'll think about it;" but as he turned to +the work he was so fond of and so weary of, he tried not to think of the +question again, till he closed his desk in the afternoon, and started to +walk home; the doctor had said he ought to walk, and he did so, though he +longed to ride, and looked wistfully at the passing cars. + +He knew he was in a rut, as his wife often said; but if it was a rut, it +was a support too; it kept him from wobbling: She always talked as if the +flowery fields of youth lay on either side of the dusty road he had been +going so long, and he had but to step aside from it, to be among the +butterflies and buttercups again; he sometimes indulged this illusion, +himself, in a certain ironical spirit which caressed while it mocked the +notion. They had a tacit agreement that their youth, if they were ever to +find it again, was to be looked for in Europe, where they met when they +were young, and they had never been quite without the hope of going back +there, some day, for a long sojourn. They had not seen the time when they +could do so; they were dreamers, but, as they recognized, even dreaming +is not free from care; and in his dream March had been obliged to work +pretty steadily, if not too intensely. He had been forced to forego the +distinctly literary ambition with which he had started in life because he +had their common living to make, and he could not make it by writing +graceful verse, or even graceful prose. He had been many years in a +sufficiently distasteful business, and he had lost any thought of leaving +it when it left him, perhaps because his hold on it had always been +rather lax, and he had not been able to conceal that he disliked it. At +any rate, he was supplanted in his insurance agency at Boston by a +subordinate in his office, and though he was at the same time offered a +place of nominal credit in the employ of the company, he was able to +decline it in grace of a chance which united the charm of congenial work +with the solid advantage of a better salary than he had been getting for +work he hated. It was an incredible chance, but it was rendered +appreciably real by the necessity it involved that they should leave +Boston, where they had lived all their married life, where Mrs. March as +well as their children was born, and where all their tender and familiar +ties were, and come to New York, where the literary enterprise which +formed his chance was to be founded. + +It was then a magazine of a new sort, which his business partner had +imagined in such leisure as the management of a newspaper syndicate +afforded him, and had always thought of getting March to edit. The +magazine which is also a book has since been realized elsewhere on more +or less prosperous terms, but not for any long period, and 'Every Other +Week' was apparently--the only periodical of the kind conditioned for +survival. It was at first backed by unlimited capital, and it had the +instant favor of a popular mood, which has since changed, but which did +not change so soon that the magazine had not time to establish itself in +a wide acceptance. It was now no longer a novelty, it was no longer in +the maiden blush of its first success, but it had entered upon its second +youth with the reasonable hope of many years of prosperity before it. In +fact it was a very comfortable living for all concerned, and the Marches +had the conditions, almost dismayingly perfect, in which they had often +promised themselves to go and be young again in Europe, when they +rebelled at finding themselves elderly in America. Their daughter was +married, and so very much to her mother's mind that she did not worry +about her, even though she lived so far away as Chicago, still a wild +frontier town to her Boston imagination; and their son, as soon as he +left college, had taken hold on 'Every Other Week', under his father's +instruction, with a zeal and intelligence which won him Fulkerson's +praise as a chip of the old block. These two liked each other, and worked +into each other's hands as cordially and aptly as Fulkerson and March had +ever done. It amused the father to see his son offering Fulkerson the +same deference which the Business End paid to seniority in March himself; +but in fact, Fulkerson's forehead was getting, as he said, more +intellectual every day; and the years were pushing them all along +together. + +Still, March had kept on in the old rut, and one day he fell down in it. +He had a long sickness, and when he was well of it, he was so slow in +getting his grip of work again that he was sometimes deeply discouraged. +His wife shared his depression, whether he showed or whether he hid it, +and when the doctor advised his going abroad, she abetted the doctor with +all the strength of a woman's hygienic intuitions. March himself +willingly consented, at first; but as soon as he got strength for his +work, he began to temporize and to demur. He said that he believed it +would do him just as much good to go to Saratoga, where they always had +such a good time, as to go to Carlsbad; and Mrs. March had been obliged +several times to leave him to his own undoing; she always took him more +vigorously in hand afterwards. + + + + +II. + +When he got home from the 'Every Other Week' office, the afternoon of +that talk with the Business End, he wanted to laugh with his wife at +Fulkerson's notion of a Sabbatical year. She did not think it was so very +droll; she even urged it seriously against him, as if she had now the +authority of Holy Writ for forcing him abroad; she found no relish of +absurdity in the idea that it was his duty to take this rest which had +been his right before. + +He abandoned himself to a fancy which had been working to the surface of +his thought. "We could call it our Silver Wedding Journey, and go round +to all the old places, and see them in the reflected light of the past." + +"Oh, we could!" she responded, passionately; and he had now the delicate +responsibility of persuading her that he was joking. + +He could think of nothing better than a return to Fulkerson's absurdity. +"It would be our Silver Wedding Journey just as it would be my Sabbatical +year--a good deal after date. But I suppose that would make it all the +more silvery." + +She faltered in her elation. "Didn't you say a Sabbatical year yourself?" +she demanded. + +"Fulkerson said it; but it was a figurative expression." + +"And I suppose the Silver Wedding Journey was a figurative expression +too!" + +"It was a notion that tempted me; I thought you would enjoy it. Don't you +suppose I should be glad too, if we could go over, and find ourselves +just as we were when we first met there?" + +"No; I don't believe now that you care anything about it." + +"Well, it couldn't be done, anyway; so that doesn't matter." + +"It could be done, if you were a mind to think so. And it would be the +greatest inspiration to you. You are always longing for some chance to do +original work, to get away from your editing, but you've let the time +slip by without really trying to do anything; I don't call those little +studies of yours in the magazine anything; and now you won't take the +chance that's almost forcing itself upon you. You could write an original +book of the nicest kind; mix up travel and fiction; get some love in." + +"Oh, that's the stalest kind of thing!" + +"Well, but you could see it from a perfectly new point of view. You could +look at it as a sort of dispassionate witness, and treat it +humorously--of course it is ridiculous--and do something entirely fresh." + +"It wouldn't work. It would be carrying water on both shoulders. The +fiction would kill the travel, the travel would kill the fiction; the +love and the humor wouldn't mingle any more than oil and vinegar." + +"Well, and what is better than a salad?" + +"But this would be all salad-dressing, and nothing to put it on." She was +silent, and he yielded to another fancy. "We might imagine coming upon +our former selves over there, and travelling round with them--a wedding +journey 'en partie carree'." + +"Something like that. I call it a very poetical idea," she said with a +sort of provisionality, as if distrusting another ambush. + +"It isn't so bad," he admitted. "How young we were, in those days!" + +"Too young to know what a good time we were having," she said, relaxing +her doubt for the retrospect. "I don't feel as if I really saw Europe, +then; I was too inexperienced, too ignorant, too simple. I would like to +go, just to make sure that I had been." He was smiling again in the way +he had when anything occurred to him that amused him, and she demanded, +"What is it?" + +"Nothing. I was wishing we could go in the consciousness of people who +actually hadn't been before--carry them all through Europe, and let them +see it in the old, simple-hearted American way." + +She shook her head. "You couldn't! They've all been!" + +"All but about sixty or seventy millions," said March. + +"Well, those are just the millions you don't know, and couldn't imagine." + +"I'm not so sure of that." + +"And even if you could imagine them, you couldn't make them interesting. +All the interesting ones have been, anyway." + +"Some of the uninteresting ones too. I used, to meet some of that sort +over there. I believe I would rather chance it for my pleasure with those +that hadn't been." + +"Then why not do it? I know you could get something out of it." + +"It might be a good thing," he mused, "to take a couple who had passed +their whole life here in New York, too poor and too busy ever to go; and +had a perfect famine for Europe all the time. I could have them spend +their Sunday afternoons going aboard the different boats, and looking up +their accommodations. I could have them sail, in imagination, and +discover an imaginary Europe, and give their grotesque misconceptions of +it from travels and novels against a background of purely American +experience. We needn't go abroad to manage that. I think it would be +rather nice." + +"I don't think it would be nice in the least," said Mrs. March, "and if +you don't want to talk seriously, I would rather not talk at all." + +"Well, then, let's talk about our Silver Wedding Journey." + +"I see. You merely want to tease and I am not in the humor for it." + +She said this in a great many different ways, and then she was really +silent. He perceived that she was hurt; and he tried to win her back to +good-humor. He asked her if she would not like to go over to Hoboken and +look at one of the Hanseatic League steamers, some day; and she refused. +When he sent the next day and got a permit to see the boat; she consented +to go. + + + + +III. + +He was one of those men who live from the inside outward; he often took a +hint for his actions from his fancies; and now because he had fancied +some people going to look at steamers on Sundays, he chose the next +Sunday himself for their visit to the Hanseatic boat at Hoboken. To be +sure it was a leisure day with him, but he might have taken the afternoon +of any other day, for that matter, and it was really that invisible +thread of association which drew him. + +The Colmannia had been in long enough to have made her toilet for the +outward voyage, and was looking her best. She was tipped and edged with +shining brass, without and within, and was red-carpeted and white-painted +as only a ship knows how to be. A little uniformed steward ran before the +visitors, and showed them through the dim white corridors into typical +state-rooms on the different decks; and then let them verify their first +impression of the grandeur of the dining-saloon, and the luxury of the +ladies' parlor and music-room. March made his wife observe that the +tables and sofas and easy-chairs, which seemed so carelessly scattered +about, were all suggestively screwed fast to the floor against rough +weather; and he amused himself with the heavy German browns and greens +and coppers in the decorations, which he said must have been studied in +color from sausage, beer, and spinach, to the effect of those large +march-panes in the roof. She laughed with him at the tastelessness of the +race which they were destined to marvel at more and more; but she made +him own that the stewardesses whom they saw were charmingly like +serving-maids in the 'Fliegende Blatter'; when they went ashore she +challenged his silence for some assent to her own conclusion that the +Colmannia was perfect. + +"She has only one fault," he assented. "She's a ship." + +"Yes," said his wife, "and I shall want to look at the Norumbia before I +decide." + +Then he saw that it was only a question which steamer they should take, +and not whether they should take any. He explained, at first gently and +afterwards savagely, that their visit to the Colmannia was quite enough +for him, and that the vessel was not built that he would be willing to +cross the Atlantic in. + +When a man has gone so far as that he has committed himself to the +opposite course in almost so many words; and March was neither surprised +nor abashed when he discovered himself, before they reached home, +offering his wife many reasons why they should go to Europe. She answered +to all, No, he had made her realize the horror of it so much that she was +glad to give it up. She gave it up, with the best feeling; all that she +would ask of him was that he should never mention Europe to her again. +She could imagine how much he disliked to go, if such a ship as the +Colmannia did not make him want to go. + +At the bottom of his heart he knew that he had not used her very well. He +had kindled her fancy with those notions of a Sabbatical year and a +Silver Wedding Journey, and when she was willing to renounce both he had +persisted in taking her to see the ship, only to tell her afterwards that +he would not go abroad on any account. It was by a psychological juggle +which some men will understand that he allowed himself the next day to +get the sailings of the Norumbia from the steamship office; he also got a +plan of the ship showing the most available staterooms, so that they +might be able to choose between her and the Colmannia from all the facts. + + + + +IV. + +From this time their decision to go was none the less explicit because so +perfectly tacit. + +They began to amass maps and guides. She got a Baedeker for Austria and +he got a Bradshaw for the continent, which was never of the least use +there, but was for the present a mine of unavailable information. He got +a phrase-book, too, and tried to rub up his German. He used to read +German, when he was a boy, with a young enthusiasm for its romantic +poetry, and now, for the sake of Schiller and Uhland and Heine, he held +imaginary conversations with a barber, a bootmaker, and a banker, and +tried to taste the joy which he had not known in the language of those +poets for a whole generation. He perceived, of course, that unless the +barber, the bootmaker, and the banker answered him in terms which the +author of the phrase-book directed them to use, he should not get on with +them beyond his first question; but he did not allow this to spoil his +pleasure in it. In fact, it was with a tender emotion that he realized +how little the world, which had changed in everything else so greatly, +had changed in its ideal of a phrase-book. + +Mrs. March postponed the study of her Baedeker to the time and place for +it; and addressed herself to the immediate business of ascertaining the +respective merits of the Colmannia and Norumbia. She carried on her +researches solely among persons of her own sex; its experiences were +alone of that positive character which brings conviction, and she valued +them equally at first or second hand. She heard of ladies who would not +cross in any boat but the Colmannia, and who waited for months to get a +room on her; she talked with ladies who said that nothing would induce +them to cross in her. There were ladies who said she had twice the motion +that the Norumbia had, and the vibration from her twin screws was +frightful; it always was, on those twin-screw boats, and it did not +affect their testimony with Mrs. March that the Norumbia was a twin-screw +boat too. It was repeated to her in the third or fourth degree of +hear-say that the discipline on the Colmannia was as perfect as that on +the Cunarders; ladies whose friends had tried every line assured her that +the table of the Norumbia was almost as good as the table of the French +boats. To the best of the belief of lady witnesses still living who had +friends on board, the Colmannia had once got aground, and the Norumbia +had once had her bridge carried off by a tidal wave; or it might be the +Colmannia; they promised to ask and let her know. Their lightest word +availed with her against the most solemn assurances of their husbands, +fathers, or brothers, who might be all very well on land, but in +navigation were not to be trusted; they would say anything from a +reckless and culpable optimism. She obliged March all the same to ask +among them, but she recognized their guilty insincerity when he came home +saying that one man had told him you could have played croquet on the +deck of the Colmannia the whole way over when he crossed, and another +that he never saw the racks on in three passages he had made in the +Norumbia. + +The weight of evidence was, he thought, in favor of the Norumbia, but +when they went another Sunday to Hoboken, and saw the ship, Mrs. March +liked her so much less than the Colmannia that she could hardly wait for +Monday to come; she felt sure all the good rooms on the Colmannia would +be gone before they could engage one. + +From a consensus of the nerves of all the ladies left in town so late in +the season, she knew that the only place on any steamer where your room +ought to be was probably just where they could not get it. If you went +too high, you felt the rolling terribly, and people tramping up and down +on the promenade under your window kept you awake the whole night; if you +went too low, you felt the engine thump, thump, thump in your head the +whole way over. If you went too far forward, you got the pitching; if you +went aft, on the kitchen side, you got the smell of the cooking. The only +place, really, was just back of the dining-saloon on the south side of +the ship; it was smooth there, and it was quiet, and you had the sun in +your window all the way over. He asked her if he must take their room +there or nowhere, and she answered that he must do his best, but that she +would not be satisfied with any other place. + +In his despair he went down to the steamer office, and took a room which +one of the clerks said was the best. When he got home, it appeared from +reference to the ship's plan that it was the very room his wife had +wanted from the beginning, and she praised him as if he had used a wisdom +beyond his sex in getting it. + +He was in the enjoyment of his unmerited honor when a belated lady came +with her husband for an evening call, before going into the country. At +sight of the plans of steamers on the Marches' table, she expressed the +greatest wonder and delight that they were going to Europe. They had +supposed everybody knew it, by this time, but she said she had not heard +a word of it; and she went on with some felicitations which March found +rather unduly filial. In getting a little past the prime of life he did +not like to be used with too great consideration of his years, and he did +not think that he and his wife were so old that they need be treated as +if they were going on a golden wedding journey, and heaped with all sorts +of impertinent prophecies of their enjoying it so much and being so much +the better for the little outing! Under his breath, he confounded this +lady for her impudence; but he schooled himself to let her rejoice at +their going on a Hanseatic boat, because the Germans were always so +careful of you. She made her husband agree with her, and it came out that +he had crossed several times on both the Colmannia and the Norumbia. He +volunteered to say that the Colmannia, was a capital sea-boat; she did +not have her nose under water all the time; she was steady as a rock; and +the captain and the kitchen were simply out of sight; some people did +call her unlucky. + +"Unlucky?" Mrs. March echoed, faintly. "Why do they call her unlucky?" + +"Oh, I don't know. People will say anything about any boat. You know she +broke her shaft, once, and once she got caught in the ice." + +Mrs. March joined him in deriding the superstition of people, and she +parted gayly with this over-good young couple. As soon as they were gone, +March knew that she would say: "You must change that ticket, my dear. We +will go in the Norumbia." + +"Suppose I can't get as good a room on the Norumbia?" + +"Then we must stay." + +In the morning after a night so bad that it was worse than no night at +all, she said she would go to the steamship office with him and question +them up about the Colmannia. The people there had never heard she was +called an unlucky boat; they knew of nothing disastrous in her history. +They were so frank and so full in their denials, and so kindly patient of +Mrs. March's anxieties, that he saw every word was carrying conviction of +their insincerity to her. At the end she asked what rooms were left on +the Norumbia, and the clerk whom they had fallen to looked through his +passenger list with a shaking head. He was afraid there was nothing they +would like. + +"But we would take anything," she entreated, and March smiled to think of +his innocence in supposing for a moment that she had ever dreamed of not +going. + +"We merely want the best," he put in. "One flight up, no noise or dust, +with sun in all the windows, and a place for fire on rainy days." + +They must be used to a good deal of American joking which they do not +understand, in the foreign steamship offices. The clerk turned +unsmilingly to one of his superiors and asked him some question in German +which March could not catch, perhaps because it formed no part of a +conversation with a barber, a bootmaker or a banker. A brief drama +followed, and then the clerk pointed to a room on the plan of the +Norumbia and said it had just been given up, and they could have it if +they decided to take it at once. + +They looked, and it was in the very place of their room on the Colmannia; +it was within one of being the same number. It was so providential, if it +was providential at all, that they were both humbly silent a moment; even +Mrs. March was silent. In this supreme moment she would not prompt her +husband by a word, a glance, and it was from his own free will that he +said, "We will take it." + +He thought it was his free will, but perhaps one's will is never free; +and this may have been an instance of pure determinism from all the +events before it. No event that followed affected it, though the day +after they had taken their passage on the Norumbia he heard that she had +once been in the worst sort of storm in the month of August. He felt +obliged to impart the fact to his wife, but she said that it proved +nothing for or against the ship, and confounded him more by her reason +than by all her previous unreason. Reason is what a man is never prepared +for in women; perhaps because he finds it so seldom in men. + + + + +V. + +During nearly the whole month that now passed before the date of sailing +it seemed to March that in some familiar aspects New York had never been +so interesting. He had not easily reconciled himself to the place after +his many years of Boston; but he had got used to the ugly grandeur, to +the noise and the rush, and he had divined more and more the careless +good-nature and friendly indifference of the vast, sprawling, ungainly +metropolis. There were happy moments when he felt a poetry unintentional +and unconscious in it, and he thought there was no point more favorable +for the sense of this than Stuyvesant Square, where they had a flat. +Their windows looked down into its tree-tops, and across them to the +truncated towers of St. George's, and to the plain red-brick, +white-trimmed front of the Friends' Meeting House; he came and went +between his dwelling and his office through the two places that form the +square, and after dinner his wife and he had a habit of finding seats by +one of the fountains in Livingston Place, among the fathers and mothers +of the hybrid East Side children swarming there at play. The elders read +their English or Italian or German or Yiddish journals, or gossiped, or +merely sat still and stared away the day's fatigue; while the little ones +raced in and out among them, crying and laughing, quarrelling and +kissing. Sometimes a mother darted forward and caught her child from the +brink of the basin; another taught hers to walk, holding it tightly up +behind by its short skirts; another publicly nursed her baby to sleep. + +While they still dreamed, but never thought, of going to Europe, the +Marches often said how European all this was; if these women had brought +their knitting or sewing it would have been quite European; but as soon +as they had decided to go, it all began to seem poignantly American. In +like manner, before the conditions of their exile changed, and they still +pined for the Old World, they contrived a very agreeable illusion of it +by dining now and then at an Austrian restaurant in Union Square; but +later when they began to be homesick for the American scenes they had not +yet left, they had a keener retrospective joy in the strictly New York +sunset they were bowed out into. + +The sunsets were uncommonly characteristic that May in Union Square. They +were the color of the red stripes in the American flag, and when they +were seen through the delirious architecture of the Broadway side, or +down the perspective of the cross-streets, where the elevated trains +silhouetted themselves against their pink, they imparted a feeling of +pervasive Americanism in which all impression of alien savors and +civilities was lost. One evening a fire flamed up in Hoboken, and burned +for hours against the west, in the lurid crimson tones of a conflagration +as memorably and appealingly native as the colors of the sunset. + +The weather for nearly the whole month was of a mood familiar enough in +our early summer, and it was this which gave the sunsets their vitreous +pink. A thrilling coolness followed a first blaze of heat, and in the +long respite the thoughts almost went back to winter flannels. But at +last a hot wave was telegraphed from the West, and the week before the +Norumbia sailed was an anguish of burning days and breathless nights, +which fused all regrets and reluctances in the hope of escape, and made +the exiles of two continents long for the sea, with no care for either +shore. + + + + +VI. + +Their steamer was to sail early; they were up at dawn because they had +scarcely lain down, and March crept out into the square for a last breath +of its morning air before breakfast. He was now eager to be gone; he had +broken with habit, and he wished to put all traces of the past out of +sight. But this was curiously like all other early mornings in his +consciousness, and he could not alienate himself from the wonted +environment. He stood talking on every-day terms of idle speculation with +the familiar policeman, about a stray parrot in the top of one of the +trees, where it screamed and clawed at the dead branch to which it clung. +Then he went carelessly indoors again as if he were secure of reading the +reporter's story of it in that next day's paper which he should not see. + +The sense of an inseverable continuity persisted through the breakfast, +which was like other breakfasts in the place they would be leaving in +summer shrouds just as they always left it at the end of June. The +illusion was even heightened by the fact that their son was to be in the +apartment all summer, and it would not be so much shut up as usual. The +heavy trunks had been sent to the ship by express the afternoon before, +and they had only themselves and their stateroom baggage to transport to +Hoboken; they came down to a carriage sent from a neighboring +livery-stable, and exchanged good-mornings with a driver they knew by +name. + +March had often fancied it a chief advantage of living in New York that +you could drive to the steamer and start for Europe as if you were +starting for Albany; he was in the enjoyment of this advantage now, but +somehow it was not the consolation he had expected. He knew, of course, +that if they had been coming from Boston, for instance, to sail in the +Norumbia, they would probably have gone on board the night before, and +sweltered through its heat among the strange smells and noises of the +dock and wharf, instead of breakfasting at their own table, and smoothly +bowling down the asphalt on to the ferryboat, and so to the very foot of +the gangway at the ship's side, all in the cool of the early morning. But +though he had now the cool of the early morning on these conditions, +there was by no means enough of it. + +The sun was already burning the life out of the air, with the threat of +another day of the terrible heat that had prevailed for a week past; and +that last breakfast at home had not been gay, though it had been lively, +in a fashion, through Mrs. March's efforts to convince her son that she +did not want him to come and see them off. Of, her daughter's coming all +the way from Chicago there was no question, and she reasoned that if he +did not come to say good-by on board it would be the same as if they were +not going. + +"Don't you want to go?" March asked with an obscure resentment. + +"I don't want to seem to go," she said, with the calm of those who have +logic on their side. + +As she drove away with her husband she was not so sure of her +satisfaction in the feint she had arranged, though when she saw the +ghastly partings of people on board, she was glad she had not allowed her +son to come. She kept saying this to herself, and when they climbed to +the ship from the wharf, and found themselves in the crowd that choked +the saloons and promenades and passages and stairways and landings, she +said it more than once to her husband. + +She heard weary elders pattering empty politenesses of farewell with +friends who had come to see them off, as they stood withdrawn in such +refuges as the ship's architecture afforded, or submitted to be pushed +and twirled about by the surging throng when they got in its way. She +pitied these in their affliction, which she perceived that they could not +lighten or shorten, but she had no patience with the young girls, who +broke into shrieks of nervous laughter at the coming of certain young +men, and kept laughing and beckoning till they made the young men see +them; and then stretched their hands to them and stood screaming and +shouting to them across the intervening heads and shoulders. Some girls, +of those whom no one had come to bid good-by, made themselves merry, or +at least noisy, by rushing off to the dining-room and looking at the +cards on the bouquets heaping the tables, to find whether any one had +sent them flowers. Others whom young men had brought bunches of violets +hid their noses in them, and dropped their fans and handkerchiefs and +card-cases, and thanked the young men for picking them up. Others, had +got places in the music-room, and sat there with open boxes of +long-stemmed roses in their laps, and talked up into the faces of the +men, with becoming lifts and slants of their eyes and chins. In the midst +of the turmoil children struggled against people's feet and knees, and +bewildered mothers flew at the ship's officers and battered them with +questions alien to their respective functions as they amiably stifled +about in their thick uniforms. + +Sailors, slung over the ship's side on swinging seats, were placidly +smearing it with paint at that last moment; the bulwarks were thickly set +with the heads and arms of passengers who were making signs to friends on +shore, or calling messages to them that lost themselves in louder noises +midway. Some of the women in the steerage were crying; they were probably +not going to Europe for pleasure like the first-cabin passengers, or even +for their health; on the wharf below March saw the face of one young girl +twisted with weeping, and he wished he had not seen it. He turned from +it, and looked into the eyes of his son, who was laughing at his +shoulder. He said that he had to come down with a good-by letter from his +sister, which he made an excuse for following them; but he had always +meant to see them off, he owned. The letter had just come with a special +delivery stamp, and it warned them that she had sent another good-by +letter with some flowers on board. Mrs. March scolded at them both, but +with tears in her eyes, and in the renewed stress of parting which he +thought he had put from him, March went on taking note, as with alien +senses, of the scene before him, while they all talked on together, and +repeated the nothings they had said already. + +A rank odor of beet-root sugar rose from the far-branching sheds where +some freight steamers of the line lay, and seemed to mingle chemically +with the noise which came up from the wharf next to the Norumbia. The +mass of spectators deepened and dimmed away into the shadow of the roofs, +and along their front came files of carriages and trucks and carts, and +discharged the arriving passengers and their baggage, and were lost in +the crowd, which they penetrated like slow currents, becoming clogged and +arrested from time to time, and then beginning to move again. + +The passengers incessantly mounted by the canvas-draped galleries +leading, fore and aft, into the ship. Bareheaded, blue-jacketed, +brass-buttoned stewards dodged skillfully in and out among them with +their hand-bags, holdalls, hat-boxes, and state-room trunks, and ran +before them into the different depths and heights where they hid these +burdens, and then ran back for more. Some of the passengers followed them +and made sure that their things were put in the right places; most of +them remained wedged among the earlier comers, or pushed aimlessly in and +out of the doors of the promenades. + +The baggage for the hold continually rose in huge blocks from the wharf, +with a loud clucking of the tackle, and sank into the open maw of the +ship, momently gathering herself for her long race seaward, with harsh +hissings and rattlings and gurglings. There was no apparent reason why it +should all or any of it end, but there came a moment when there began to +be warnings that were almost threats of the end. The ship's whistle +sounded, as if marking a certain interval; and Mrs. March humbly +entreated, sternly commanded, her son to go ashore, or else be carried to +Europe. They disputed whether that was the last signal or not; she was +sure it was, and she appealed to March, who was moved against his reason. +He affected to talk calmly with his son, and gave him some last charges +about 'Every Other Week'. + +Some people now interrupted their leave-taking; but the arriving +passengers only arrived more rapidly at the gang-ways; the bulks of +baggage swung more swiftly into the air. A bell rang, and there rose +women's cries, "Oh, that is the shore-bell!" and men's protests, "It is +only the first bell!" More and more began to descend the gangways, fore +and aft, and soon outnumbered those who were coming aboard. + +March tried not to be nervous about his son's lingering; he was ashamed +of his anxiety; but he said in a low voice, "Better be off, Tom." + +His mother now said she did not care if Tom were really carried to +Europe; and at last he said, Well, he guessed he must go ashore, as if +there had been no question of that before; and then she clung to him and +would not let him go; but she acquired merit with herself at last by +pushing him into the gangway with her own hands: he nodded and waved his +hat from its foot, and mixed with the crowd. + +Presently there was hardly any one coming aboard, and the sailors began +to undo the lashings of the gangways from the ship's side; files of men +on the wharf laid hold of their rails; the stewards guarding their +approach looked up for the signal to come aboard; and in vivid pantomime +forbade some belated leavetakers to ascend. These stood aside, exchanging +bows and grins with the friends whom they could not reach; they all tried +to make one another hear some last words. The moment came when the saloon +gangway was detached; then it was pulled ashore, and the section of the +bulwarks opening to it was locked, not to be unlocked on this side of the +world. An indefinable impulse communicated itself to the steamer: while +it still seemed motionless it moved. The thick spread of faces on the +wharf, which had looked at times like some sort of strange flowers in a +level field, broke into a universal tremor, and the air above them was +filled with hats and handkerchiefs, as if with the flight of birds rising +from the field. + +The Marches tried to make out their son's face; they believed that they +did; but they decided that they had not seen him, and his mother said +that she was glad; it would only have made it harder to bear, though she +was glad he had come over to say good-by it had seemed so unnatural that +he should not, when everybody else was saying good-by. + +On the wharf color was now taking the place of form; the scene ceased to +have the effect of an instantaneous photograph; it was like an +impressionistic study. As the ship swung free of the shed and got into +the stream, the shore lost reality. Up to a certain moment, all was still +New York, all was even Hoboken; then amidst the grotesque and monstrous +shows of the architecture on either shore March felt himself at sea and +on the way to Europe. + +The fact was accented by the trouble people were already making with the +deck-steward about their steamer chairs, which they all wanted put in the +best places, and March, with a certain heart-ache, was involuntarily +verifying the instant in which he ceased to be of his native shores, +while still in full sight of them, when he suddenly reverted to them, and +as it were landed on them again in an incident that held him breathless. +A man, bareheaded, and with his arms flung wildly abroad, came flying +down the promenade from the steerage. "Capitan! Capitan! There is a +woman!" he shouted in nondescript English. "She must go hout! She must go +hout!" Some vital fact imparted itself to the ship's command and seemed +to penetrate to the ship's heart; she stopped, as if with a sort of +majestic relenting. A tug panted to her side, and lifted a ladder to it; +the bareheaded man, and a woman gripping a baby in her arms, sprawled +safely down its rungs to the deck of the tug, and the steamer moved +seaward again. + +"What is it? Oh, what is it?" his wife demanded of March's share of their +common ignorance. A young fellow passing stopped, as if arrested by the +tragic note in her voice, and explained that the woman had left three +little children locked up in her tenement while she came to bid some +friends on board good-by. + +He passed on, and Mrs. March said, "What a charming face he had!" even +before she began to wreak upon that wretched mother the overwrought +sympathy which makes good women desire the punishment of people who have +escaped danger. She would not hear any excuse for her. "Her children +oughtn't to have been out of her mind for an instant." + +"Don't you want to send back a line to ours by the pilot?" March asked. + +She started from him. "Oh, was I really beginning to forget them?" + +In the saloon where people were scattered about writing pilot's letters +she made him join her in an impassioned epistle of farewell, which once +more left none of the nothings unsaid that they had many times +reiterated. She would not let him put the stamp on, for fear it would not +stick, and she had an agonizing moment of doubt whether it ought not to +be a German stamp; she was not pacified till the steward in charge of the +mail decided. + +"I shouldn't have forgiven myself," March said, "if we hadn't let Tom +know that twenty minutes after he left us we were still alive and well." + +"It's to Bella, too," she reasoned. + +He found her making their state-room look homelike with their familiar +things when he came with their daughter's steamer letter and the flowers +and fruit she had sent. She said, Very well, they would all keep, and +went on with her unpacking. He asked her if she did not think these home +things made it rather ghastly, and she said if he kept on in that way she +should certainly go back on the pilot-boat. He perceived that her nerves +were spent. He had resisted the impulse to an ill-timed joke about the +life-preservers under their berths when the sound of the breakfast-horn, +wavering first in the distance, found its way nearer and clearer down +their corridor. + + + + +VII. + +In one of the many visits to the steamship office which his wife's +anxieties obliged him to make, March had discussed the question of seats +in the dining-saloon. At first he had his ambition for the captain's +table, but they convinced him more easily than he afterwards convinced +Mrs. March that the captain's table had become a superstition of the +past, and conferred no special honor. It proved in the event that the +captain of the Norumbia had the good feeling to dine in a lower saloon +among the passengers who paid least for their rooms. But while the +Marches were still in their ignorance of this, they decided to get what +adventure they could out of letting the head steward put them where he +liked, and they came in to breakfast with a careless curiosity to see +what he had done for them. + +There seemed scarcely a vacant place in the huge saloon; through the oval +openings in the centre they looked down into the lower saloon and up into +the music-room, as thickly thronged with breakfasters. The tables were +brightened with the bouquets and the floral designs of ships, anchors, +harps, and doves sent to the lady passengers, and at one time the Marches +thought they were going to be put before a steam-yacht realized to the +last detail in blue and white violets. The ports of the saloon were open, +and showed the level sea; the ship rode with no motion except the tremor +from her screws. The sound of talking and laughing rose with the clatter +of knives and forks and the clash of crockery; the homely smell of the +coffee and steak and fish mixed with the spice of the roses and +carnations; the stewards ran hither and thither, and a young foolish joy +of travel welled up in the elderly hearts of the pair. When the head +steward turned out the swivel-chairs where they were to sit they both +made an inclination toward the people already at table, as if it had been +a company at some far-forgotten table d'hote in the later sixties. The +head steward seemed to understand as well as speak English, but the +table-stewards had only an effect of English, which they eked out with +"Bleace!" for all occasions of inquiry, apology, or reassurance, as the +equivalent of their native "Bitte!" Otherwise there was no reason to +suppose that they did not speak German, which was the language of a good +half of the passengers. The stewards looked English, however, in +conformity to what seems the ideal of every kind of foreign seafaring +people, and that went a good way toward making them intelligible. + +March, to whom his wife mainly left their obeisance, made it so tentative +that if it should meet no response he could feel that it had been nothing +more than a forward stoop, such as was natural in sitting down. He need +not really have taken this precaution; those whose eyes he caught more or +less nodded in return. + +A nice-looking boy of thirteen or fourteen, who had the place on the left +of the lady in the sofa seat under the port, bowed with almost +magisterial gravity, and made the lady on the sofa smile, as if she were +his mother and understood him. March decided that she had been some time +a widow; and he easily divined that the young couple on her right had +been so little time husband and wife that they would rather not have it +known. Next them was a young lady whom he did not at first think so +good-looking as she proved later to be, though she had at once a pretty +nose, with a slight upward slant at the point, long eyes under fallen +lashes, a straight forehead, not too high, and a mouth which perhaps the +exigencies of breakfasting did not allow all its characteristic charm. +She had what Mrs. March thought interesting hair, of a dull black, +roughly rolled away from her forehead and temples in a fashion not +particularly becoming to her, and she had the air of not looking so well +as she might if she had chosen. The elderly man on her right, it was easy +to see, was her father; they had a family likeness, though his fair hair, +now ashen with age, was so different from hers. He wore his beard cut in +the fashion of the Second Empire, with a Louis Napoleonic mustache, +imperial, and chin tuft; his neat head was cropt close; and there was +something Gallic in its effect and something remotely military: he had +blue eyes, really less severe than he meant, though be frowned a good +deal, and managed them with glances of a staccato quickness, as if +challenging a potential disagreement with his opinions. + +The gentleman on his right, who sat at the head of the table, was of the +humorous, subironical American expression, and a smile at the corner of +his kindly mouth, under an iron-gray full beard cut short, at once +questioned and tolerated the new-comers as he glanced at them. He +responded to March's bow almost as decidedly as the nice boy, whose +mother he confronted at the other end of the table, and with his comely +bulk formed an interesting contrast to her vivid slightness. She was +brilliantly dark, behind the gleam of the gold-rimmed glasses perched on +her pretty nose. + +If the talk had been general before the Marches came, it did not at once +renew itself in that form. Nothing was said while they were having their +first struggle with the table-stewards, who repeated the order as if to +show how fully they had misunderstood it. The gentleman at the head of +the table intervened at last, and then, "I'm obliged to you," March said, +for your German. I left mine in a phrase-book in my other coat pocket." + +"Oh, I wasn't speaking German," said the other. "It was merely their kind +of English." + +The company were in the excitement of a novel situation which disposes +people to acquaintance, and this exchange of small pleasantries made +every one laugh, except the father and daughter; but they had the effect +of being tacitly amused. + +The mother of the nice boy said to Mrs. March, "You may not get what you +ordered, but it will be good." + +"Even if you don't know what it is!" said the young bride, and then +blushed, as if she had been too bold. + +Mrs. March liked the blush and the young bride for it, and she asked, +"Have you ever been on one of these German boats before? They seem very +comfortable." + +"Oh, dear, no! we've never been on any boat before." She made a little +petted mouth of deprecation, and added, simple-heartedly, "My husband was +going out on business, and he thought he might as well take me along." + +The husband seemed to feel himself brought in by this, and said he did +not see why they should not make it a pleasure-trip, too. They put +themselves in a position to be patronized by their deference, and in the +pauses of his talk with the gentleman at the head of the table, March +heard his wife abusing their inexperience to be unsparingly instructive +about European travel. He wondered whether she would be afraid to own +that it was nearly thirty years since she had crossed the ocean; though +that might seem recent to people who had never crossed at all. + +They listened with respect as she boasted in what an anguish of wisdom +she had decided between the Colmannia and the Norumbia. The wife said she +did not know there was such a difference in steamers, but when Mrs. March +perfervidly assured her that there was all the difference in the world, +she submitted and said she supposed she ought to be thankful that they, +had hit upon the right one. They had telegraphed for berths and taken +what was given them; their room seemed to be very nice. + +"Oh," said Mrs. March, and her husband knew that she was saying it to +reconcile them to the inevitable, "all the rooms on the Norumbia are +nice. The only difference is that if they are on the south side you have +the sun." + +"I'm not sure which is the south side," said the bride. "We seem to have +been going west ever since we started, and I feel as if we should reach +home in the morning if we had a good night. Is the ocean always so smooth +as this?" + +"Oh, dear, no!" said Mrs. March. "It's never so smooth as this," and she +began to be outrageously authoritative about the ocean weather. She ended +by declaring that the June passages were always good, and that if the +ship kept a southerly course they would have no fogs and no icebergs. She +looked round, and caught her husband's eye. "What is it? Have I been +bragging? Well, you understand," she added to the bride, "I've only been +over once, a great while ago, and I don't really know anything about it," +and they laughed together. "But I talked so much with people after we +decided to go, that I feel as if I had been a hundred times." + +"I know," said the other lady, with caressing intelligence. "That is just +the way with--" She stopped, and looked at the young man whom the head +steward was bringing up to take the vacant place next to March. He came +forward, stuffing his cap into the pocket of his blue serge sack, and +smiled down on the company with such happiness in his gay eyes that March +wondered what chance at this late day could have given any human creature +his content so absolute, and what calamity could be lurking round the +corner to take it out of him. The new-comer looked at March as if he knew +him, and March saw at a second glance that he was the young fellow who +had told him about the mother put off after the start. He asked him +whether there was any change in the weather yet outside, and he answered +eagerly, as if the chance to put his happiness into the mere sound of +words were a favor done him, that their ship had just spoken one of the +big Hanseatic mailboats, and she had signalled back that she had met ice; +so that they would probably keep a southerly course, and not have it +cooler till they were off the Banks. + +The mother of the boy said, "I thought we must be off the Banks when I +came out of my room, but it was only the electric fan at the foot of the +stairs." + +"That was what I thought," said Mrs. March. "I almost sent my husband +back for my shawl!" Both the ladies laughed and liked each other for +their common experience. + +The gentleman at the head of the table said, "They ought to have fans +going there by that pillar, or else close the ports. They only let in +heat." + +They easily conformed to the American convention of jocosity in their +talk; it perhaps no more represents the individual mood than the +convention of dulness among other people; but it seemed to make the young +man feel at home. + +"Why, do you think it's uncomfortably warm?" he asked, from what March +perceived to be a meteorology of his own. He laughed and added, "It is +pretty summerlike," as if he had not thought of it before. He talked of +the big mail-boat, and said he would like to cross on such a boat as +that, and then he glanced at the possible advantage of having your own +steam-yacht like the one which he said they had just passed, so near that +you could see what a good time the people were having on board. He began +to speak to the Marches; his talk spread to the young couple across the +table; it visited the mother on the sofa in a remark which she might +ignore without apparent rejection, and without really avoiding the boy, +it glanced off toward the father and daughter, from whom it fell, to rest +with the gentleman at the head of the table. + +It was not that the father and daughter had slighted his overture, if it +was so much as that, but that they were tacitly preoccupied, or were of +some philosophy concerning their fellow-breakfasters which did not suffer +them, for the present, at least, to share in the common friendliness. +This is an attitude sometimes produced in people by a sense of just, or +even unjust, superiority; sometimes by serious trouble; sometimes by +transient annoyance. The cause was not so deep-seated but Mrs. March, +before she rose from her place, believed that she had detected a slant of +the young lady's eyes, from under her lashes, toward the young man; and +she leaped to a conclusion concerning them in a matter where all logical +steps are impertinent. She did not announce her arrival at this point +till the young man had overtaken her before she got out of the saloon, +and presented the handkerchief she had dropped under the table. + +He went away with her thanks, and then she said to her husband, "Well, +he's perfectly charming, and I don't wonder she's taken with him; that +kind of cold girl would be, though I'm not sure that she is cold. She's +interesting, and you could see that he thought so, the more he looked at +her; I could see him looking at her from the very first instant; he +couldn't keep his eyes off her; she piqued his curiosity, and made him +wonder about her." + +"Now, look here, Isabel! This won't do. I can stand a good deal, but I +sat between you and that young fellow, and you couldn't tell whether he +was looking at that girl or not." + +"I could! I could tell by the expression of her face." + +"Oh, well! If it's gone as far as that with you, I give it up. When are +you going to have them married?" + +"Nonsense! I want you to find out who all those people are. How are you +going to do it?" + +"Perhaps the passenger list will say," he suggested. + + + + +VIII. + +The list did not say of itself, but with the help of the head steward's +diagram it said that the gentleman at the head of the table was Mr. R. M. +Kenby; the father and the daughter were Mr. E. B. Triscoe and Miss +Triscoe; the bridal pair were Mr. and Mrs. Leffers; the mother and her +son were Mrs. Adding and Mr. Roswell Adding; the young man who came in +last was Mr. L. J. Burnamy. March carried the list, with these names +carefully checked and rearranged on a neat plan of the table, to his wife +in her steamer chair, and left her to make out the history and the +character of the people from it. In this sort of conjecture long +experience had taught him his futility, and he strolled up and down and +looked at the life about him with no wish to penetrate it deeply. + +Long Island was now a low yellow line on the left. Some fishing-boats +flickered off the shore; they met a few sail, and left more behind; but +already, and so near one of the greatest ports of the world, the spacious +solitude of the ocean was beginning. There was no swell; the sea lay +quite flat, with a fine mesh of wrinkles on its surface, and the sun +flamed down upon it from a sky without a cloud. With the light fair wind, +there was no resistance in the sultry air, the thin, dun smoke from the +smoke-stack fell about the decks like a stifling veil. + +The promenades, were as uncomfortably crowded as the sidewalk of +Fourteenth Street on a summer's day, and showed much the social average +of a New York shopping thoroughfare. Distinction is something that does +not always reveal itself at first sight on land, and at sea it is still +more retrusive. A certain democracy of looks and clothes was the most +notable thing to March in the apathetic groups and detached figures. His +criticism disabled the saloon passengers of even so much personal appeal +as he imagined in some of the second-cabin passengers whom he saw across +their barrier; they had at least the pathos of their exclusion, and he +could wonder if they felt it or envied him. At Hoboken he had seen +certain people coming on board who looked like swells; but they had now +either retired from the crowd, or they had already conformed to the +prevailing type. It was very well as a type; he was of it himself; but he +wished that beauty as well as distinction had not been so lost in it. + +In fact, he no longer saw so much beauty anywhere as he once did. It +might be that he saw life more truly than when he was young, and that his +glasses were better than his eyes had been; but there were analogies that +forbade his thinking so, and he sometimes had his misgivings that the +trouble was with his glasses. He made what he could of a pretty girl who +had the air of not meaning to lose a moment from flirtation, and was +luring her fellow-passengers from under her sailor hat. She had already +attached one of them; and she was hooking out for more. She kept moving +herself from the waist up, as if she worked there on a pivot, showing now +this side and now that side of her face, and visiting the admirer she had +secured with a smile as from the lamp of a revolving light as she turned. + +While he was dwelling upon this folly, with a sense of impersonal +pleasure in it as complete through his years as if he were already a +disembodied spirit, the pulse of the engines suddenly ceased, and he +joined the general rush to the rail, with a fantastic expectation of +seeing another distracted mother put off; but it was only the pilot +leaving the ship. He was climbing down the ladder which hung over the +boat, rising and sinking on the sea below, while the two men in her held +her from the ship's side with their oars; in the offing lay the white +steam-yacht which now replaces the picturesque pilot-sloop of other +times. The Norumbia's screws turned again under half a head of steam; the +pilot dropped from the last rung of the ladder into the boat, and caught +the bundle of letters tossed after him. Then his men let go the line that +was towing their craft, and the incident of the steamer's departure was +finally closed. It had been dramatically heightened perhaps by her final +impatience to be off at some added risks to the pilot and his men, but +not painfully so, and March smiled to think how men whose lives are all +of dangerous chances seem always to take as many of them as they can. + +He heard a girl's fresh voice saying at his shoulder, "Well, now we are +off; and I suppose you're glad, papa!" + +"I'm glad we're not taking the pilot on, at least," answered the elderly +man whom the girl had spoken to; and March turned to see the father and +daughter whose reticence at the breakfast table had interested him. He +wondered that he had left her out of the account in estimating the beauty +of the ship's passengers: he saw now that she was not only extremely +pretty, but as she moved away she was very graceful; she even had +distinction. He had fancied a tone of tolerance, and at the same time of +reproach in her voice, when she spoke, and a tone of defiance and not +very successful denial in her father's; and he went back with these +impressions to his wife, whom he thought he ought to tell why the ship +had stopped. + +She had not noticed the ship's stopping, in her study of the passenger +list, and she did not care for the pilot's leaving; but she seemed to +think his having overheard those words of the father and daughter an +event of prime importance. With a woman's willingness to adapt the means +to the end she suggested that he should follow them up and try to +overhear something more; she only partially realized the infamy of her +suggestion when he laughed in scornful refusal. + +"Of course I don't want you to eavesdrop, but I do want you to find out +about them. And about Mr. Burnamy, too. I can wait, about the others, or +manage for myself, but these are driving me to distraction. Now, will +you?" + +He said he would do anything he could with honor, and at one of the +earliest turns he made on the other side of the ship he was smilingly +halted by Mr. Burnamy, who asked to be excused, and then asked if he were +not Mr. March of 'Every Other Week'; he had seen the name on the +passenger list, and felt sure it must be the editor's. He seemed so +trustfully to expect March to remember his own name as that of a writer +from whom he had accepted a short poem, yet unprinted, that the editor +feigned to do so until he really did dimly recall it. He even recalled +the short poem, and some civil words he said about it caused Burnamy to +overrun in confidences that at once touched and amused him. + + + + +IX. + +Burnamy, it seemed, had taken passage on the Norumbia because he found, +when he arrived in New York the day before, that she was the first boat +out. His train was so much behind time that when he reached the office of +the Hanseatic League it was nominally shut, but he pushed in by +sufferance of the janitor, and found a berth, which had just been given +up, in one of the saloon-deck rooms. It was that or nothing; and he felt +rich enough to pay for it himself if the Bird of Prey, who had cabled him +to come out to Carlsbad as his secretary, would not stand the difference +between the price and that of the lower-deck six-in-a-room berth which he +would have taken if he had been allowed a choice. + +With the three hundred dollars he had got for his book, less the price of +his passage, changed into German bank-notes and gold pieces, and safely +buttoned in the breast pocket of his waistcoat, he felt as safe from +pillage as from poverty when he came out from buying his ticket; he +covertly pressed his arm against his breast from time to time, for the +joy of feeling his money there and not from any fear of finding it gone. +He wanted to sing, he wanted to dance; he could not believe it was he, as +he rode up the lonely length of Broadway in the cable-car, between the +wild, irregular walls of the canyon which the cable-cars have all to +themselves at the end of a summer afternoon. + +He went and dined, and he thought he dined well, at a Spanish-American +restaurant, for fifty cents, with a half-bottle of California claret +included. When he came back to Broadway he was aware that it was +stiflingly hot in the pinkish twilight, but he took a cable-car again in +lack of other pastime, and the motion served the purpose of a breeze, +which he made the most of by keeping his hat off. It did not really +matter to him whether it was hot or cool; he was imparadised in weather +which had nothing to do with the temperature. Partly because he was born +to such weather, in the gayety of soul which amused some people with him, +and partly because the world was behaving as he had always expected, he +was opulently content with the present moment. But he thought very +tolerantly of the future, and he confirmed himself in the decision he had +already made, to stick to Chicago when he came back to America. New York +was very well, and he had no sentiment about Chicago; but he had got a +foothold there; he had done better with an Eastern publisher, he +believed, by hailing from the West, and he did not believe it would hurt +him with the Eastern public to keep on hailing from the West. + +He was glad of a chance to see Europe, but he did not mean to come home +so dazzled as to see nothing else against the American sky. He fancied, +for he really knew nothing, that it was the light of Europe, not its +glare that he wanted, and he wanted it chiefly on his material, so as to +see it more and more objectively. It was his power of detachment from +this that had enabled him to do his sketches in the paper with such charm +as to lure a cash proposition from a publisher when he put them together +for a book, but he believed that his business faculty had much to do with +his success; and he was as proud of that as of the book itself. Perhaps +he was not so very proud of the book; he was at least not vain of it; he +could, detach himself from his art as well as his material. + +Like all literary temperaments he was of a certain hardness, in spite of +the susceptibilities that could be used to give coloring to his work. He +knew this well enough, but he believed that there were depths of +unprofessional tenderness in his nature. He was good to his mother, and +he sent her money, and wrote to her in the little Indiana town where he +had left her when he came to Chicago. After he got that invitation from +the Bird of Prey, he explored his heart for some affection that he had +not felt for him before, and he found a wish that his employer should not +know it was he who had invented that nickname for him. He promptly avowed +this in the newspaper office which formed one of the eyries of the Bird +of Prey, and made the fellows promise not to give him away. He failed to +move their imagination when he brought up as a reason for softening +toward him that he was from Burnamy's own part of Indiana, and was a +benefactor of Tippecanoe University, from which Burnamy was graduated. +But they, relished the cynicism of his attempt; and they were glad of his +good luck, which he was getting square and not rhomboid, as most people +seem to get their luck. They liked him, and some of them liked him for +his clean young life as well as for his cleverness. His life was known to +be as clean as a girl's, and he looked like a girl with his sweet eyes, +though he had rather more chin than most girls. + +The conductor came to reverse his seat, and Burnamy told him he guessed +he would ride back with him as far as the cars to the Hoboken Ferry, if +the conductor would put him off at the right place. It was nearly nine +o'clock, and he thought he might as well be going over to the ship, where +he had decided to pass the night. After he found her, and went on board, +he was glad he had not gone sooner. A queasy odor of drainage stole up +from the waters of the dock, and mixed with the rank, gross sweetness of +the bags of beet-root sugar from the freight-steamers; there was a coming +and going of carts and trucks on the wharf, and on the ship a rattling of +chains and a clucking of pulleys, with sudden outbreaks and then sudden +silences of trampling sea-boots. Burnamy looked into the dining-saloon +and the music-room, with the notion of trying for some naps there; then +he went to his state-room. His room-mate, whoever he was to be, had not +come; and he kicked off his shoes and threw off his coat and tumbled into +his berth. + +He meant to rest awhile, and then get up and spend the night in receiving +impressions. He could not think of any one who had done the facts of the +eve of sailing on an Atlantic liner. He thought he would use the material +first in a letter to the paper and afterwards in a poem; but he found +himself unable to grasp the notion of its essential relation to the +choice between chicken croquettes and sweetbreads as entrees of the +restaurant dinner where he had been offered neither; he knew that he had +begun to dream, and that he must get up. He was just going to get up, +when he woke to a sense of freshness in the air, penetrating from the new +day outside. He looked at his watch and found it was quarter past six; he +glanced round the state-room and saw that he had passed the night alone +in it. Then he splashed himself hastily at the basin next his berth, and +jumped into his clothes, and went on deck, anxious to lose no feature or +emotion of the ship's departure. + +When she was fairly off he returned to his room to change the thick coat +he had put on at the instigation of the early morning air. His room-mate +was still absent, but he was now represented by his state-room baggage, +and Burnamy tried to infer him from it. He perceived a social quality in +his dress-coat case, capacious gladstone, hat-box, rug, umbrella, and +sole-leather steamer trunk which he could not attribute to his own +equipment. The things were not so new as his; they had an effect of +polite experience, with a foreign registry and customs label on them here +and there. They had been chosen with both taste and knowledge, and +Burnamy would have said that they were certainly English things, if it +had not been for the initials U. S. A. which followed the name of E. B. +Triscoe on the end of the steamer trunk showing itself under the foot of +the lower berth. + +The lower berth had fallen to Burnamy through the default of the +passenger whose ticket he had got at the last hour; the clerk in the +steamer office had been careful to impress him with this advantage, and +he now imagined a trespass on his property. But he reassured himself by a +glance at his ticket, and went out to watch the ship's passage down the +stream and through the Narrows. After breakfast he came to his room +again, to see what could be done from his valise to make him look better +in the eyes of a girl whom he had seen across the table; of course he +professed a much more general purpose. He blamed himself for not having +got at least a pair of the white tennis-shoes which so many of the +passengers were wearing; his russet shoes had turned shabby on his feet; +but there was a, pair of enamelled leather boots in his bag which he +thought might do. + +His room was in the group of cabins on the upper deck; he had already +missed his way to it once by mistaking the corridor which it opened into; +and he was not sure that he was not blundering again when he peered down +the narrow passage where he supposed it was. A lady was standing at an +open state-room door, resting her hands against the jambs and leaning +forward with her head within and talking to some one there. Before he +could draw back and try another corridor he heard her say: "Perhaps he's +some young man, and wouldn't care." + +Burnamy could not make out the answer that came from within. The lady +spoke again in a tone of reluctant assent, "No, I don't suppose you +could; but if he understood, perhaps he would offer." + +She drew her head out of the room, stepping back a pace, and lingering a +moment at the threshold. She looked round over her shoulder and +discovered Burnamy, where he stood hesitating at the head of the passage. +She ebbed before him, and then flowed round him in her instant escape; +with some murmured incoherencies about speaking to her father, she +vanished in a corridor on the other side of the ship, while he stood +staring into the doorway of his room. + +He had seen that she was the young lady for whom he had come to put on +his enamelled shoes, and he saw that the person within was the elderly +gentleman who had sat next her at breakfast. He begged his pardon, as he +entered, and said he hoped he should not disturb him. "I'm afraid I left +my things all over the place, when I got up this morning." + +The other entreated him not to mention it and went on taking from his +hand-bag a variety of toilet appliances which the sight of made Burnamy +vow to keep his own simple combs and brushes shut in his valise all the +way over. "You slept on board, then," he suggested, arresting himself +with a pair of low shoes in his hand; he decided to put them in a certain +pocket of his steamer bag. + +"Oh, yes," Burnamy laughed, nervously: "I came near oversleeping, and +getting off to sea without knowing it; and I rushed out to save myself, +and so--" + +He began to gather up his belongings while he followed the movements of +Mr. Triscoe with a wistful eye. He would have liked to offer his lower +berth to this senior of his, when he saw him arranging to take possession +of the upper; but he did not quite know how to manage it. He noticed that +as the other moved about he limped slightly, unless it were rather a +weary easing of his person from one limb to the other. He stooped to pull +his trunk out from under the berth, and Burnamy sprang to help him. + +"Let me get that out for you!" He caught it up and put it on the sofa +under the port. "Is that where you want it?" + +"Why, yes," the other assented. "You're very good," and as he took out +his key to unlock the trunk he relented a little farther to the +intimacies of the situation. "Have you arranged with the bath-steward +yet? It's such a full boat." + +"No, I haven't," said Burnamy, as if he had tried and failed; till then +he had not known that there was a bath-steward. "Shall I get him for +you?" + +"No; no. Our bedroom-steward will send him, I dare say, thank you." + +Mr. Triscoe had got his trunk open, and Burnamy had no longer an excuse +for lingering. In his defeat concerning the bath-steward, as he felt it +to be, he had not the courage, now, to offer the lower berth. He went +away, forgetting to change his shoes; but he came back, and as soon as he +got the enamelled shoes on, and shut the shabby russet pair in his bag, +he said, abruptly: "Mr. Triscoe, I wish you'd take the lower berth. I got +it at the eleventh hour by some fellow's giving it up, and it isn't as if +I'd bargained for it a month ago." + +The elder man gave him one of his staccato glances in which Burnamy +fancied suspicion and even resentment. But he said, after the moment of +reflection which he gave himself, "Why, thank you, if you don't mind, +really." + +"Not at all!" cried the young man. "I should like the upper berth better. +We'll, have the steward change the sheets." + +"Oh, I'll see that he does that," said Mr. Triscoe. "I couldn't allow you +to take any trouble about it." He now looked as if he wished Burnamy +would go, and leave him to his domestic arrangements. + + + + +X. + +In telling about himself Burnamy touched only upon the points which he +believed would take his listener's intelligent fancy, and he stopped so +long before he had tired him that March said he would like to introduce +him to his wife. He saw in the agreeable young fellow an image of his own +youth, with some differences which, he was willing to own, were to the +young fellow's advantage. But they were both from the middle West; in +their native accent and their local tradition they were the same; they +were the same in their aspirations; they were of one blood in their +literary impulse to externate their thoughts and emotions. + +Burnamy answered, with a glance at his enamelled shoes, that he would be +delighted, and when her husband brought him up to her, Mrs. March said +she was always glad to meet the contributors to the magazine, and asked +him whether he knew Mr. Kendricks, who was her favorite. Without giving +him time to reply to a question that seemed to depress him, she said that +she had a son who must be nearly his own age, and whom his father had +left in charge of 'Every Other Week' for the few months they were to be +gone; that they had a daughter married and living in Chicago. She made +him sit down by her in March's chair, and before he left them March heard +him magnanimously asking whether Mr. Kendricks was going to do something +more for the magazine soon. He sauntered away and did not know how +quickly Burnamy left this question to say, with the laugh and blush which +became him in her eyes: + +"Mrs. March, there is something I should like to tell you about, if you +will let me." + +"Why, certainly, Mr. Burnamy," she began, but she saw that he did not +wish her to continue. + +"Because," he went on, "it's a little matter that I shouldn't like to go +wrong in." + +He told her of his having overheard what Miss Triscoe had said to her +father, and his belief that she was talking about the lower berth. He +said he would have wished to offer it, of course, but now he was afraid +they might think he had overheard them and felt obliged to do it. + +"I see," said Mrs. March, and she added, thoughtfully, "She looks like +rather a proud girl." + +"Yes," the young fellow sighed. + +"She is very charming," she continued, thoughtfully, but not so +judicially. + +"Well," Burnamy owned, "that is certainly one of the complications," and +they laughed together. + +She stopped herself after saying, "I see what you mean," and suggested, +"I think I should be guided by circumstances. It needn't be done at once, +I suppose." + +"Well," Burnamy began, and then he broke out, with a laugh of +embarrassment, "I've done it already." + +"Oh! Then it wasn't my advice, exactly, that you wanted." + +"No!" + +"And how did he take it?" + +"He said he should be glad to make the exchange if I really didn't mind." +Burnamy had risen restlessly, and she did not ask him to stay. She merely +said: + +"Oh, well, I'm glad it turned out so nicely." + +"I'm so glad you think it was the thing to do." He managed to laugh +again, but he could not hide from her that he was not feeling altogether +satisfied. "Would you like me to send Mr. March, if I see him?" he asked, +as if he did not know on what other terms to get away. + +"Do, please!" she entreated, and it seemed to her that he had hardly left +her when her husband came up. "Why, where in the world did he find you so +soon?" + +"Did you send him for me? I was just hanging round for him to go." March +sank into the chair at her side. "Well, is he going to marry her?" + +"Oh, you may laugh! But there is something very exciting!" She told him +what had happened, and of her belief that Burnamy's handsome behavior had +somehow not been met in kind. + +March gave himself the pleasure of an immense laugh. "It seems to me that +this Mr. Burnamy of yours wanted a little more gratitude than he was +entitled to. Why shouldn't he have offered him the lower berth? And why +shouldn't the old gentleman have taken it just as he did? Did you want +him to make a counteroffer of his daughter's hand? If he does, I hope Mr. +Burnamy won't come for your advice till after he's accepted her." + +"He wasn't very candid. I hoped you would speak about that. Don't you +think it was rather natural, though?" + +"For him, very likely. But I think you would call it sinuous in some one +you hadn't taken a fancy to." + +"No, no. I wish to be just. I don't see how he could have come straight +at it. And he did own up at last." She asked him what Burnamy had done +for the magazine, and he could remember nothing but that one small poem, +yet unprinted; he was rather vague about its value, but said it had +temperament. + +"He has temperament, too," she commented, and she had made him tell her +everything he knew, or could be forced to imagine about Burnamy, before +she let the talk turn to other things. + +The life of the promenade had already settled into seafaring form; the +steamer chairs were full, and people were reading or dozing in them with +an effect of long habit. Those who would be walking up and down had begun +their walks; some had begun going in and out of the smoking-room; ladies +who were easily affected by the motion were lying down in the music-room. +Groups of both sexes were standing at intervals along the rail, and the +promenaders were obliged to double on a briefer course or work slowly +round them. Shuffleboard parties at one point and ring-toss parties at +another were forming among the young people. It was as lively and it was +as dull as it would be two thousand miles at sea. It was not the least +cooler, yet; but if you sat still you did not suffer. + +In the prompt monotony the time was already passing swiftly. The +deck-steward seemed hardly to have been round with tea and bouillon, and +he had not yet gathered up all the empty cups, when the horn for lunch +sounded. It was the youngest of the table-stewards who gave the summons +to meals; and whenever the pretty boy appeared with his bugle, funny +passengers gathered round him to make him laugh, and stop him from +winding it. His part of the joke was to fulfill his duty with gravity, +and only to give way to a smile of triumph as he walked off. + + + + +XI. + +At lunch, in the faded excitement of their first meeting, the people at +the Marches' table did not renew the premature intimacy of their +breakfast talk. Mrs. March went to lie down in her berth afterwards, and +March went on deck without her. He began to walk to and from the barrier +between the first and second cabin promenades; lingering near it, and +musing pensively, for some of the people beyond it looked as intelligent +and as socially acceptable, even to their clothes, as their pecuniary +betters of the saloon. + +There were two women, a mother and daughter, whom he fancied to be +teachers, by their looks, going out for a little rest, or perhaps for a +little further study to fit them more perfectly for their work. They +gazed wistfully across at him whenever he came up to the barrier; and he +feigned a conversation with them and tried to convince them that the +stamp of inferiority which their poverty put upon them was just, or if +not just, then inevitable. He argued with them that the sort of barrier +which here prevented their being friends with him, if they wished it, ran +invisibly through society everywhere but he felt ashamed before their +kind, patient, intelligent faces, and found himself wishing to excuse the +fact he was defending. Was it any worse, he asked them, than their not +being invited to the entertainments of people in upper Fifth Avenue? He +made them own that if they were let across that barrier the whole second +cabin would have a logical right to follow; and they were silenced. But +they continued to gape at him with their sincere, gentle eyes whenever he +returned to the barrier in his walk, till he could bear it no longer, and +strolled off toward the steerage. + +There was more reason why the passengers there should be penned into a +little space of their own in the sort of pit made by the narrowing deck +at the bow. They seemed to be all foreigners, and if any had made their +fortunes in our country they were hiding their prosperity in the return +to their own. They could hardly have come to us more shabby and squalid +than they were going away; but he thought their average less apathetic +than that of the saloon passengers, as he leaned over the rail and looked +down at them. Some one had brought out an electric battery, and the +lumpish boys and slattern girls were shouting and laughing as they +writhed with the current. A young mother seated flat on the deck, with +her bare feet stuck out, inattentively nursed her babe, while she laughed +and shouted with the rest; a man with his head tied in a shawl walked +about the pen and smiled grotesquely with the well side of his +toothache-swollen face. The owner of the battery carried it away, and a +group of little children, with blue eyes and yellow hair, gathered in the +space he had left, and looked up at a passenger near March who was eating +some plums and cherries which he had brought from the luncheon table. He +began to throw the fruit down to them, and the children scrambled for it. + +An elderly man, with a thin, grave, aquiline face, said, "I shouldn't +want a child of mine down there." + +"No," March responded, "it isn't quite what one would choose for one's +own. It's astonishing, though, how we reconcile ourselves to it in the +case of others." + +"I suppose it's something we'll have to get used to on the other side," +suggested the stranger. + +"Well," answered March, "you have some opportunities to get used to it on +this side, if you happen to live in New York," and he went on to speak of +the raggedness which often penetrated the frontier of comfort where he +lived in Stuyvesant Square, and which seemed as glad of alms in food or +money as this poverty of the steerage. + +The other listened restively like a man whose ideals are disturbed. "I +don't believe I should like to live in New York, much," he said, and +March fancied that he wished to be asked where he did live. It appeared +that he lived in Ohio, and he named his town; he did not brag of it, but +he said it suited him. He added that he had never expected to go to +Europe, but that he had begun to run down lately, and his doctor thought +he had better go out and try Carlsbad. + +March said, to invite his further confidence, that this was exactly his +own case. The Ohio man met the overture from a common invalidism as if it +detracted from his own distinction; and he turned to speak of the +difficulty, he had in arranging his affairs for leaving home. His heart +opened a little with the word, and he said how comfortable he and his +wife were in their house, and how much they both hated to shut it up. +When March offered him his card, he said he had none of his own with him, +but that his name was Eltwin. He betrayed a simple wish to have March +realize the local importance he had left behind him; and it was not hard +to comply; March saw a Grand Army button in the lapel of his coat, and he +knew that he was in the presence of a veteran. + +He tried to guess his rank; in telling his wife about him, when he went +down to find her just before dinner, but he ended with a certain sense of +affliction. "There are too many elderly invalids on this ship. I knock +against people of my own age everywhere. Why aren't your youthful lovers +more in evidence, my dear? I don't believe they are lovers, and I begin +to doubt if they're young even." + +"It wasn't very satisfactory at lunch, certainly," she owned. "But I know +it will be different at dinner." She was putting herself together after a +nap that had made up for the lost sleep of the night before. "I want you +to look very nice, dear. Shall you dress for dinner?" she asked her +husband's image in the state-room glass which she was preoccupying. + +"I shall dress in my pea-jacket and sea-boots," it answered. + +"I have heard that they always dress for dinner on the big Cunard and +White Star boats, when it's good weather," she went on, placidly. "I +shouldn't want those people to think you were not up in the convenances." + +They both knew that she meant the reticent father and daughter, and March +flung out, "I shouldn't want them to think you weren't. There's such a +thing as overdoing." + +She attacked him at another point. "What has annoyed you? What else have +you been doing?" + +"Nothing. I've been reading most of the afternoon." + +"The Maiden Knight?" + +This was the book which nearly everybody had brought on board. It was +just out, and had caught an instant favor, which swelled later to a tidal +wave. It depicted a heroic girl in every trying circumstance of mediaeval +life, and gratified the perennial passion of both sexes for historical +romance, while it flattered woman's instinct of superiority by the +celebration of her unintermitted triumphs, ending in a preposterous and +wholly superfluous self-sacrifice. + +March laughed for pleasure in her guess, and she pursued, "I suppose you +didn't waste time looking if anybody had brought the last copy of 'Every +Other Week'?" + +"Yes, I did; and I found the one you had left in your steamer chair--for +advertising purposes, probably." + +"Mr. Burnamy has another," she said. "I saw it sticking out of his pocket +this morning." + +"Oh, yes. He told me he had got it on the train from Chicago to see if it +had his poem in it. He's an ingenuous soul--in some ways." + +"Well, that is the very reason why you ought to find out whether the men +are going to dress, and let him know. He would never think of it +himself." + +"Neither would I," said her husband. + +"Very well, if you wish to spoil his chance at the outset," she sighed. + +She did not quite know whether to be glad or not that the men were all in +sacks and cutaways at dinner; it saved her, from shame for her husband +and Mr. Burnamy; but it put her in the wrong. Every one talked; even the +father and daughter talked with each other, and at one moment Mrs. March +could not be quite sure that the daughter had not looked at her when she +spoke. She could not be mistaken in the remark which the father addressed +to Burnamy, though it led to nothing. + + + + +XII. + +The dinner was uncommonly good, as the first dinner out is apt to be; and +it went gayly on from soup to fruit, which was of the American abundance +and variety, and as yet not of the veteran freshness imparted by the +ice-closet. Everybody was eating it, when by a common consciousness they +were aware of alien witnesses. They looked up as by a single impulse, and +saw at the port the gaunt face of a steerage passenger staring down upon +their luxury; he held on his arm a child that shared his regard with yet +hungrier eyes. A boy's nose showed itself as if tiptoed to the height of +the man's elbow; a young girl peered over his other arm. + +The passengers glanced at one another; the two table-stewards, with their +napkins in their hands, smiled vaguely, and made some indefinite +movements. + +The bachelor at the head of the table broke the spell. "I'm glad it +didn't begin with the Little Neck clams!" + +"Probably they only let those people come for the dessert," March +suggested. + +The widow now followed the direction of the other eyes; and looked up +over her shoulder; she gave a little cry, and shrank down. The young +bride made her petted mouth, in appeal to the company; her husband looked +severe, as if he were going to do something, but refrained, not to make a +scene. The reticent father threw one of his staccato glances at the port, +and Mrs. March was sure that she saw the daughter steal a look at +Burnamy. + +The young fellow laughed. "I don't suppose there's anything to be done +about it, unless we pass out a plate." + +Mr. Kenby shook his head. "It wouldn't do. We might send for the captain. +Or the chief steward." + +The faces at the port vanished. At other ports profiles passed and +repassed, as if the steerage passengers had their promenade under them, +but they paused no more. + +The Marches went up to their steamer chairs, and from her exasperated +nerves Mrs. March denounced the arrangement of the ship which had made +such a cruel thing possible. + +"Oh," he mocked, "they had probably had a good substantial meal of their +own, and the scene of our banquet was of the quality of a picture, a +purely aesthetic treat. But supposing it wasn't, we're doing something +like it every day and every moment of our lives. The Norumbia is a piece +of the whole world's civilization set afloat, and passing from shore to +shore with unchanged classes, and conditions. A ship's merely a small +stage, where we're brought to close quarters with the daily drama of +humanity." + +"Well, then," she protested, "I don't like being brought to close +quarters with the daily drama of humanity, as you call it. And I don't +believe that the large English ships are built so that the steerage +passengers can stare in at the saloon windows while one is eating; and +I'm sorry we came on the Norumbia." + +"Ah, you think the Norumbia doesn't hide anything," he began, and he was +going to speak of the men in the furnace pits of the steamer, how they +fed the fires in a welding heat, and as if they had perished in it crept +out on the forecastle like blanched phantasms of toil; but she interposed +in time. + +"If there's anything worse, for pity's sake don't tell me," she +entreated, and he forebore. + +He sat thinking how once the world had not seemed to have even death in +it, and then how as he had grown older death had come into it more and +more, and suffering was lurking everywhere, and could hardly be kept out +of sight. He wondered if that young Burnamy now saw the world as he used +to see it, a place for making verse and making love, and full of beauty +of all kinds waiting to be fitted with phrases. He had lived a happy +life; Burnamy would be lucky if he should live one half as happy; and yet +if he could show him his whole happy life, just as it had truly been, +must not the young man shrink from such a picture of his future? + +"Say something," said his wife. "What are you thinking about?" + +"Oh, Burnamy," he answered, honestly enough. + +"I was thinking about the children," she said. "I am glad Bella didn't +try to come from Chicago to see us off; it would have been too silly; she +is getting to be very sensible. I hope Tom won't take the covers off the +furniture when he has the fellows in to see him." + +"Well, I want him to get all the comfort he can out of the place, even if +the moths eat up every stick of furniture." + +"Yes, so do I. And of course you're wishing that you were there with +him!" March laughed guiltily. "Well, perhaps it was a crazy thing for us +to start off alone for Europe, at our age." + +"Nothing of the kind," he retorted in the necessity he perceived for +staying her drooping spirits. "I wouldn't be anywhere else on any +account. Isn't it perfectly delicious? It puts me in mind of that night +on the Lake Ontario boat, when we were starting for Montreal. There was +the same sort of red sunset, and the air wasn't a bit softer than this." + +He spoke of a night on their wedding-journey when they were sill new +enough from Europe to be comparing everything at home with things there. + +"Well, perhaps we shall get into the spirit of it again," she said, and +they talked a long time of the past. + +All the mechanical noises were muffled in the dull air, and the wash of +the ship's course through the waveless sea made itself pleasantly heard. +In the offing a steamer homeward bound swam smoothly by, so close that +her lights outlined her to the eye; she sent up some signal rockets that +soared against the purple heaven in green and crimson, and spoke to the +Norumbia in the mysterious mute phrases of ships that meet in the dark. + +Mrs. March wondered what had become of Burnamy; the promenades were much +freer now than they had been since the ship sailed; when she rose to go +below, she caught sight of Burnamy walking the deck transversely with +some lady. She clutched her husband's arm and stayed him in rich +conjecture. + +"Do you suppose he can have got her to walking with him already?" + +They waited till Burnamy and his companion came in sight again. She was +tilting forward, and turning from the waist, now to him and now from him. + +"No; it's that pivotal girl," said March; and his wife said, "Well, I'm +glad he won't be put down by them." + +In the music-room sat the people she meant, and at the instant she passed +on down the stairs, the daughter was saying to the father, "I don't see +why you didn't tell me sooner, papa." + +"It was such an unimportant matter that I didn't think to mention it. He +offered it, and I took it; that was all. What difference could it have +made to you?" + +"None. But one doesn't like to do any one an injustice." + +"I didn't know you were thinking anything about it." + +"No, of course not." + + + + +XIII. + +The voyage of the Norumbia was one of those which passengers say they +have never seen anything like, though for the first two or three days out +neither the doctor nor the deck-steward could be got, to prophesy when +the ship would be in. There was only a day or two when it could really be +called rough, and the sea-sickness was confined to those who seemed +wilful sufferers; they lay on the cushioned benching around the +stairs-landing, and subsisted on biscuit and beef tea without qualifying +the monotonous well-being of the other passengers, who passed without +noticing them. + +The second morning there was rain, and the air freshened, but the leaden +sea lay level as before. The sun shone in the afternoon; with the sunset +the fog came thick and white; the ship lowed dismally through the night; +from the dense folds of the mist answering noises called back to her. +Just before dark two men in a dory shouted up to her close under her +bows, and then melted out of sight; when the dark fell the lights of +fishing-schooners were seen, and their bells pealed; once loud cries from +a vessel near at hand made themselves heard. Some people in the +dining-saloon sang hymns; the smoking-room was dense with cigar fumes, +and the card-players dealt their hands in an atmosphere emulous of the +fog without. + +The Norumbia was off the Banks, and the second day of fog was cold as if +icebergs were haunting the opaque pallor around her. In the ranks of +steamer chairs people lay like mummies in their dense wrappings; in the +music-room the little children of travel discussed the different lines of +steamers on which they had crossed, and babes of five and seven disputed +about the motion on the Cunarders and White Stars; their nurses tried in +vain to still them in behalf of older passengers trying to write letters +there. + +By the next morning the ship had run out of the fog; and people who could +keep their feet said they were glad of the greater motion which they +found beyond the Banks. They now talked of the heat of the first days +out, and how much they had suffered; some who had passed the night on +board before sailing tried to impart a sense of their misery in trying to +sleep. + +A day or two later a storm struck the ship, and the sailors stretched +canvas along the weather promenade and put up a sheathing of boards +across the bow end to keep off the rain. Yet a day or two more and the +sea had fallen again and there was dancing on the widest space of the lee +promenade. + +The little events of the sea outside the steamer offered themselves in +their poor variety. Once a ship in the offing, with all its square sails +set, lifted them like three white towers from the deep. On the rim of the +ocean the length of some westward liner blocked itself out against the +horizon, and swiftly trailed its smoke out of sight. A few tramp +steamers, lounging and lunging through the trough of the sea, were +overtaken and left behind; an old brigantine passed so close that her +rusty iron sides showed plain, and one could discern the faces of the +people on board. + +The steamer was oftenest without the sign of any life beyond her. One day +a small bird beat the air with its little wings, under the roof of the +promenade, and then flittered from sight over the surface, of the waste; +a school of porpoises, stiff and wooden in their rise, plunged clumsily +from wave to wave. The deep itself had sometimes the unreality, the +artificiality of the canvas sea of the theatre. Commonly it was livid and +cold in color; but there was a morning when it was delicately misted, and +where the mist left it clear, it was blue and exquisitely iridescent +under the pale sun; the wrinkled waves were finely pitted by the falling +spray. These were rare moments; mostly, when it was not like painted +canvas, is was hard like black rock, with surfaces of smooth cleavage. +Where it met the sky it lay flat and motionless, or in the rougher +weather carved itself along the horizon in successions of surges. + +If the sun rose clear, it was overcast in a few hours; then the clouds +broke and let a little sunshine through, to close again before the dim +evening thickened over the waters. Sometimes the moon looked through the +ragged curtain of vapors; one night it seemed to shine till morning, and +shook a path of quicksilver from the horizon to the ship. Through every +change, after she had left the fog behind, the steamer drove on with the +pulse of her engines (that stopped no more than a man's heart stops) in a +course which had nothing to mark it but the spread of the furrows from +her sides, and the wake that foamed from her stern to the western verge +of the sea. + +The life of the ship, like the life of the sea, was a sodden monotony, +with certain events which were part of the monotony. In the morning the +little steward's bugle called the passengers from their dreams, and half +an hour later called them to their breakfast, after such as chose had +been served with coffee by their bedroom-stewards. Then they went on +deck, where they read, or dozed in their chairs, or walked up and down, +or stood in the way of those who were walking; or played shuffleboard and +ring-toss; or smoked, and drank whiskey and aerated waters over their +cards and papers in the smoking-room; or wrote letters in the saloon or +the music-room. At eleven o'clock they spoiled their appetites for lunch +with tea or bouillon to the music of a band of second-cabin stewards; at +one, a single blast of the bugle called them to lunch, where they glutted +themselves to the torpor from which they afterwards drowsed in their +berths or chairs. They did the same things in the afternoon that they had +done in the forenoon; and at four o'clock the deck-stewards came round +with their cups and saucers, and their plates of sandwiches, again to the +music of the band. There were two bugle-calls for dinner, and after +dinner some went early to bed, and some sat up late and had grills and +toast. At twelve the lights were put out in the saloons and the +smoking-rooms. + +There were various smells which stored themselves up in the consciousness +to remain lastingly relative to certain moments and places: a whiff of +whiskey and tobacco that exhaled from the door of the smoking-room; the +odor of oil and steam rising from the open skylights over the +engine-room; the scent of stale bread about the doors of the +dining-saloon. + +The life was like the life at a sea-side hotel, only more monotonous. The +walking was limited; the talk was the tentative talk of people aware that +there was no refuge if they got tired of one another. The flirting +itself, such as there was of it, must be carried on in the glare of the +pervasive publicity; it must be crude and bold, or not be at all. + +There seemed to be very little of it. There were not many young people on +board of saloon quality, and these were mostly girls. The young men were +mainly of the smoking-room sort; they seldom risked themselves among the +steamer chairs. It was gayer in the second cabin, and gayer yet in the +steerage, where robuster emotions were operated by the accordion. The +passengers there danced to its music; they sang to it and laughed to it +unabashed under the eyes of the first-cabin witnesses clustered along the +rail above the pit where they took their rude pleasures. + +With March it came to his spending many hours of each long, swift day in +his berth with a book under the convenient electric light. He was safe +there from the acquaintances which constantly formed themselves only to +fall into disintegration, and cling to him afterwards as inorganic +particles of weather-guessing, and smoking-room gossip about the ship's +run. + +In the earliest hours of the voyage he thought that he saw some faces of +the great world, the world of wealth and fashion; but these afterward +vanished, and left him to wonder where they hid themselves. He did not +meet them even in going to and from his meals; he could only imagine them +served in those palatial state-rooms whose interiors the stewards now and +then rather obtruded upon the public. There were people whom he +encountered in the promenades when he got up for the sunrise, and whom he +never saw at other times; at midnight he met men prowling in the dark +whom he never met by day. But none of these were people of the great +world. Before six o'clock they were sometimes second-cabin passengers, +whose barrier was then lifted for a little while to give them the freedom +of the saloon promenade. + +From time to time he thought he would look up his Ohioan, and revive from +a closer study of him his interest in the rare American who had never +been to Europe. But he kept with his elderly wife, who had the effect of +withholding him from March's advances. Young Mr. and Mrs. Leffers threw +off more and more their disguise of a long-married pair, and became +frankly bride and groom. They seldom talked with any one else, except at +table; they walked up and down together, smiling into each others faces; +they sat side by side in their steamer chairs; one shawl covered them +both, and there was reason to believe that they were holding each other's +hands under it. + +Mrs. Adding often took the chair beside Mrs. March when her husband was +straying about the ship or reading in his berth; and the two ladies must +have exchanged autobiographies, for Mrs. March was able to tell him just +how long Mrs. Adding had been a widow, what her husband died of, and what +had been done to save him; how she was now perfectly wrapt up in her boy, +and was taking him abroad, with some notion of going to Switzerland, +after the summer's travel, and settling down with him at school there. +She and Mrs. March became great friends; and Rose, as his mother called +him, attached himself reverently to March, not only as a celebrity of the +first grade in his quality of editor of 'Every Other Week', but as a sage +of wisdom and goodness, with whom he must not lose the chance of counsel +upon almost every hypothesis and exigency of life. + +March could not bring himself to place Burnamy quite where he belonged in +contemporary literature, when Rose put him very high in virtue of the +poem which he heard Burnamy was going to have printed in 'Every Other +Week', and of the book which he was going to have published; and he let +the boy bring to the young fellow the flattery which can come to any +author but once, in the first request for his autograph that Burnamy +confessed to have had. They were so near in age, though they were ten +years apart, that Rose stood much more in awe of Burnamy than of others +much more his seniors. He was often in the company of Kenby, whom he +valued next to March as a person acquainted with men; he consulted March +upon Kenby's practice of always taking up the language of the country he +visited, if it were only for a fortnight; and he conceived a higher +opinion of him from March's approval. + +Burnamy was most with Mrs. March, who made him talk about himself when he +supposed he was talking about literature, in the hope that she could get +him to talk about the Triscoes; but she listened in vain as he poured +out-his soul in theories of literary art, and in histories of what he had +written and what he meant to write. When he passed them where they sat +together, March heard the young fellow's perpetually recurring I, I, I, +my, my, my, me, me, me; and smiled to think how she was suffering under +the drip-drip of his innocent egotism. + +She bore in a sort of scientific patience his attentions to the pivotal +girl, and Miss Triscoe's indifference to him, in which a less penetrating +scrutiny could have detected no change from meal to meal. It was only at +table that she could see them together, or that she could note any break +in the reserve of the father and daughter. The signs of this were so fine +that when she reported them March laughed in scornful incredulity. But at +breakfast the third day out, the Triscoes, with the authority of people +accustomed to social consideration, suddenly turned to the Marches, and +began to make themselves agreeable; the father spoke to March of 'Every +Other Week', which he seemed to know of in its relation to him; and the +young girl addressed herself to Mrs. March's motherly sense not the less +acceptably because indirectly. She spoke of going out with her father for +an indefinite time, as if it were rather his wish than hers, and she made +some inquiries about places in Germany; they had never been in Germany. +They had some idea of Dresden; but the idea of Dresden with its American +colony seemed rather tiresome; and did Mrs. March know anything about +Weimar? + +Mrs. March was obliged to say that she knew nothing about anyplace in +Germany; and she explained perhaps too fully where and why she was going +with her husband. She fancied a Boston note in that scorn for the +tiresomeness of Dresden; but the girl's style was of New York rather than +of Boston, and her accent was not quite of either place. Mrs. March began +to try the Triscoes in this place and in that, to divine them and to +class them. She had decided from the first that they were society people, +but they were cultivated beyond the average of the few swells whom she +had met; and there had been nothing offensive in their manner of holding +themselves aloof from the other people at the table; they had a right to +do that if they chose. + +When the young Lefferses came in to breakfast, the talk went on between +these and the Marches; the Triscoes presently left the table, and Mrs. +March rose soon after, eager for that discussion of their behavior which +March knew he should not be able to postpone. + +He agreed with her that they were society people, but she could not at +once accept his theory that they had themselves been the objects of an +advance from them because of their neutral literary quality, through +which they were of no social world, but potentially common to any. Later +she admitted this, as she said, for the sake of argument, though what she +wanted him to see, now, was that this was all a step of the girl's toward +finding out something about Burnamy. + +The same afternoon, about the time the deck-steward was making his round +with his cups, Miss Triscoe abruptly advanced upon her from a neighboring +corner of the bulkhead, and asked, with the air of one accustomed to have +her advances gratefully received, if she might sit by her. The girl took +March's vacant chair, where she had her cup of bouillon, which she +continued to hold untasted in her hand after the first sip. Mrs. March +did the same with hers, and at the moment she had got very tired of doing +it, Burnamy came by, for the hundredth time that day, and gave her a +hundredth bow with a hundredth smile. He perceived that she wished to get +rid of her cup, and he sprang to her relief. + +"May I take yours too?" he said very passively to Miss Triscoe. + +"You are very good." she answered, and gave it. + +Mrs. March with a casual air suggested, "Do you know Mr. Burnamy, Miss +Triscoe?" The girl said a few civil things, but Burnamy did not try to +make talk with her while he remained a few moments before Mrs. March. The +pivotal girl came in sight, tilting and turning in a rare moment of +isolation at the corner of the music-room, and he bowed abruptly, and +hurried off to join her. + +Miss Triscoe did not linger; she alleged the necessity of looking up her +father, and went away with a smile so friendly that Mrs. March might +easily have construed it to mean that no blame attached itself to her in +Miss Triscoe's mind. + +"Then you don't feel that it was a very distinct success?" her husband +asked on his return. + +"Not on the surface," she said. + +"Better let ill enough alone," he advised. + +She did not heed him. "All the same she cares for him. The very fact that +she was so cold shows that." + +"And do you think her being cold will make him care for her?" + +"If she wants it to." + + + + +XIV. + +At dinner that day the question of 'The Maiden Knight' was debated among +the noises and silences of the band. Young Mrs. Leffers had brought the +book to the table with her; she said she had not been able to lay it down +before the last horn sounded; in fact she could have been seen reading it +to her husband where he sat under the same shawl, the whole afternoon. + +"Don't you think it's perfectly fascinating," she asked Mrs. Adding, with +her petted mouth. + +"Well," said the widow, doubtfully, "it's nearly a week since I read it, +and I've had time to get over the glow." + +"Oh, I could just read it forever!" the bride exclaimed. + +"I like a book," said her husband, "that takes me out of myself. I don't +want to think when I'm reading." + +March was going to attack this ideal, but he reflected in time that Mr. +Leffers had really stated his own motive in reading. He compromised. +"Well, I like the author to do my thinking for me." + +"Yes," said the other, "that is what I mean." + +"The question is whether 'The Maiden Knight' fellow does it," said Kenby, +taking duck and pease from the steward at his shoulder. + +"What my wife likes in it is to see what one woman can do and be +single-handed," said March. + +"No," his wife corrected him, "what a man thinks she can." + +"I suppose," said Mr. Triscoe, unexpectedly, "that we're like the English +in our habit of going off about a book like a train of powder." + +"If you'll say a row of bricks," March assented, "I'll agree with you. +It's certainly Anglo-Saxon to fall over one another as we do, when we get +going. It would be interesting to know just how much liking there is in +the popularity of a given book." + +"It's like the run of a song, isn't it?" Kenby suggested. "You can't +stand either, when it reaches a given point." + +He spoke to March and ignored Triscoe, who had hitherto ignored the rest +of the table. + +"It's very curious," March said. "The book or the song catches a mood, or +feeds a craving, and when one passes or the other is glutted--" + +"The discouraging part is," Triscoe put in, still limiting himself to the +Marches, "that it's never a question of real taste. The things that go +down with us are so crude, so coarsely spiced; they tickle such a vulgar +palate--Now in France, for instance," he suggested. + +"Well, I don't know," returned the editor. "After all, we eat a good deal +of bread, and we drink more pure water than any other people. Even when +we drink it iced, I fancy it isn't so bad as absinthe." + +The young bride looked at him gratefully, but she said, "If we can't get +ice-water in Europe, I don't know what Mr. Leffers will do," and the talk +threatened to pass among the ladies into a comparison of American and +European customs. + +Burnamy could not bear to let it. "I don't pretend to be very well up in +French literature," he began, "but I think such a book as 'The Maiden +Knight' isn't such a bad piece of work; people are liking a pretty +well-built story when they like it. Of course it's sentimental, and it +begs the question a good deal; but it imagines something heroic in +character, and it makes the reader imagine it too. The man who wrote that +book may be a donkey half the time, but he's a genius the other half. +By-and-by he'll do something--after he's come to see that his 'Maiden +Knight' was a fool--that I believe even you won't be down on, Mr. March, +if he paints a heroic type as powerfully as he does in this book." + +He spoke with the authority of a journalist, and though he deferred to +March in the end, he deferred with authority still. March liked him for +coming to the defence of a young writer whom he had not himself learned +to like yet. "Yes," he said, "if he has the power you say, and can keep +it after he comes to his artistic consciousness!" + +Mrs. Leffers, as if she thought things were going her way, smiled; Rose +Adding listened with shining eyes expectantly fixed on March; his mother +viewed his rapture with tender amusement. The steward was at Kenby's +shoulder with the salad and his entreating "Bleace!" and Triscoe seemed +to be questioning whether he should take any notice of Burnamy's general +disagreement. He said at last: "I'm afraid we haven't the documents. You +don't seem to have cared much for French books, and I haven't read 'The +Maiden Knight'." He added to March: "But I don't defend absinthe. +Ice-water is better. What I object to is our indiscriminate taste both +for raw whiskey--and for milk-and-water." + +No one took up the question again, and it was Kenby who spoke next. "The +doctor thinks, if this weather holds, that we shall be into Plymouth +Wednesday morning. I always like to get a professional opinion on the +ship's run." + +In the evening, as Mrs. March was putting away in her portfolio the +journal-letter which she was writing to send back from Plymouth to her +children, Miss Triscoe drifted to the place where she sat at their table +in the dining-room by a coincidence which they both respected as casual. + +"We had quite a literary dinner," she remarked, hovering for a moment +near the chair which she later sank into. "It must have made you feel +very much at home. Or perhaps you're so tired of it at home that you +don't talk about books." + +"We always talk shop, in some form or other," said Mrs. March. "My +husband never tires of it. A good many of the contributors come to us, +you know." + +"It must be delightful," said the girl. She added as if she ought to +excuse herself for neglecting an advantage that might have been hers if +she had chosen, "I'm sorry one sees so little of the artistic and +literary set. But New York is such a big place." + +"New York people seem to be very fond of it," said Mrs. March. "Those who +have always lived there." + +"We haven't always lived there," said the girl. "But I think one has a +good time there--the best time a girl can have. It's all very well coming +over for the summer; one has to spend the summer somewhere. Are you going +out for a long time?" + +"Only for the summer. First to Carlsbad." + +"Oh, yes. I suppose we shall travel about through Germany, and then go to +Paris. We always do; my father is very fond of it." + +"You must know it very well," said Mrs. March, aimlessly. + +"I was born there,--if that means knowing it. I lived there--till I was +eleven years old. We came home after my mother died." + +"Oh!" said Mrs. March. + +The girl did not go further into her family history; but by one of those +leaps which seem to women as logical as other progressions, she arrived +at asking, "Is Mr. Burnamy one of the contributors?" + +Mrs. March laughed. "He is going to be, as soon as his poem is printed." + +"Poem?" + +"Yes. Mr. March thinks it's very good." + +"I thought he spoke very nicely about 'The Maiden Knight'. And he has +been very nice to papa. You know they have the same room." + +"I think Mr. Burnamy told me," Mrs. March said. + +The girl went on. "He had the lower berth, and he gave it up to papa; +he's done everything but turn himself out of doors." + +"I'm sure he's been very glad," Mrs. March ventured on Burnamy's behalf, +but very softly, lest if she breathed upon these budding confidences they +should shrink and wither away. + +"I always tell papa that there's no country like America for real +unselfishness; and if they're all like that, in Chicago!" The girl +stopped, and added with a laugh, "But I'm always quarrelling with papa +about America." + +"We have a daughter living in Chicago," said Mrs. March, alluringly. + +But Miss Triscoe refused the bait, either because she had said all she +meant, or because she had said all she would, about Chicago, which Mrs. +March felt for the present to be one with Burnamy. She gave another of +her leaps. "I don't see why people are so anxious to get it like Europe, +at home. They say that there was a time when there were no chaperons +before hoops, you know." She looked suggestively at Mrs. March, resting +one slim hand on the table, and controlling her skirt with the other, as +if she were getting ready to rise at any moment. "When they used to sit +on their steps." + +"It was very pleasant before hoops--in every way," said Mrs. March. "I +was young, then; and I lived in Boston, where I suppose it was always +simpler than in New York. I used to sit on our steps. It was delightful +for girls--the freedom." + +"I wish I had lived before hoops," said Miss Triscoe. + +"Well, there must be places where it's before hoops yet: Seattle, and +Portland, Oregon, for all I know," Mrs. March suggested. "And there must +be people in that epoch everywhere." + +"Like that young lady who twists and turns?" said Miss Triscoe, giving +first one side of her face and then the other. "They have a good time. I +suppose if Europe came to us in one way it had to come in another. If it +came in galleries and all that sort of thing, it had to come in +chaperons. You'll think I'm a great extremist, Mrs. March; but sometimes +I wish there was more America instead of less. I don't believe it's as +bad as people say. Does Mr. March," she asked, taking hold of the chair +with one hand, to secure her footing from any caprice of the sea, while +she gathered her skirt more firmly into the other, as she rose, "does he +think that America is going--all wrong?" + +"All wrong? How?" + +"Oh, in politics, don't you know. And government, and all that. And +bribing. And the lower classes having everything their own way. And the +horrid newspapers. And everything getting so expensive; and no regard for +family, or anything of that kind." + +Mrs. March thought she saw what Miss Triscoe meant, but she answered, +still cautiously, "I don't believe he does always. Though there are times +when he is very much disgusted. Then he says that he is getting too +old--and we always quarrel about that--to see things as they really are. +He says that if the world had been going the way that people over fifty +have always thought it was going, it would have gone to smash in the time +of the anthropoidal apes." + +"Oh, yes: Darwin," said Miss Triscoe, vaguely. "Well, I'm glad he doesn't +give it up. I didn't know but I was holding out just because I had argued +so much, and was doing it out of--opposition. Goodnight!" She called her +salutation gayly over her shoulder, and Mrs. March watched her gliding +out of the saloon with a graceful tilt to humor the slight roll of the +ship, and a little lurch to correct it, once or twice, and wondered if +Burnamy was afraid of her; it seemed to her that if she were a young man +she should not be afraid of Miss Triscoe. + +The next morning, just after she had arranged herself in her steamer +chair, he approached her, bowing and smiling, with the first of his many +bows and smiles for the day, and at the same time Miss Triscoe came +toward her from the opposite direction. She nodded brightly to him, and +he gave her a bow and smile too; he always had so many of them to spare. + +"Here is your chair!" Mrs. March called to her, drawing the shawl out of +the chair next her own. "Mr. March is wandering about the ship +somewhere." + +"I'll keep it for him," said Miss Triscoe, and as Burnamy offered to take +the shawl that hung in the hollow of her arm, she let it slip into his +hand with an "Oh; thank you," which seemed also a permission for him to +wrap it about her in the chair. + +He stood talking before the ladies, but he looked up and down the +promenade. The pivotal girl showed herself at the corner of the +music-room, as she had done the day before. At first she revolved there +as if she were shedding her light on some one hidden round the corner; +then she moved a few paces farther out and showed herself more obviously +alone. Clearly she was there for Burnamy to come and walk with her; Mrs. +March could see that, and she felt that Miss Triscoe saw it too. She +waited for her to dismiss him to his flirtation; but Miss Triscoe kept +chatting on, and he kept answering, and making no motion to get away. +Mrs. March began to be as sorry for her as she was ashamed for him. Then +she heard him saying, "Would you like a turn or two?" and Miss Triscoe +answering, "Why, yes, thank you," and promptly getting out of her chair +as if the pains they had both been at to get her settled in it were all +nothing. + +She had the composure to say, "You can leave your shawl with me, Miss +Triscoe," and to receive her fervent, "Oh, thank you," before they sailed +off together, with inhuman indifference to the girl at the corner of the +music-room. Then she sank into a kind of triumphal collapse, from which +she roused herself to point her husband to the chair beside her when he +happened along. + +He chose to be perverse about her romance. "Well, now, you had better let +them alone. Remember Kendricks." He meant one of their young friends +whose love-affair they had promoted till his happy marriage left them in +lasting doubt of what they had done. "My sympathies are all with the +pivotal girl. Hadn't she as much right to him, for the time being, or for +good and all, as Miss Triscoe?" + +"That depends upon what you think of Burnamy." + +"Well, I don't like to see a girl have a young man snatched away from her +just when she's made sure of him. How do you suppose she is feeling now?" + +"She isn't feeling at all. She's letting her revolving light fall upon +half a dozen other young men by this time, collectively or consecutively. +All that she wants to make sure of is that they're young men--or old +ones, even." + +March laughed, but not altogether at what his wife said. "I've been +having a little talk with Papa Triscoe, in the smoking-room." + +"You smell like it," said his wife, not to seem too eager: "Well?" + +"Well, Papa Triscoe seems to be in a pout. He doesn't think things are +going as they should in America. He hasn't been consulted, or if he has, +his opinion hasn't been acted upon." + +"I think he's horrid," said Mrs. March. "Who are they?" + +"I couldn't make out, and I couldn't ask. But I'll tell you what I +think." + +"What?" + +"That there's no chance for, Burnamy. He's taking his daughter out to +marry her to a crowned head." + + + + +XV. + +It was this afternoon that the dance took place on the south promenade. +Everybody came and looked, and the circle around the waltzers was three +or four deep. Between the surrounding heads and shoulders, the hats of +the young ladies wheeling and whirling, and the faces of the men who were +wheeling and whirling them, rose and sank with the rhythm of their steps. +The space allotted to the dancing was walled to seaward with canvas, and +was prettily treated with German, and American flags: it was hard to go +wrong with flags, Miss Triscoe said, securing herself under Mrs. March's +wing. + +Where they stood they could see Burnamy's face, flashing and flushing in +the dance; at the end of the first piece he came to them, and remained +talking and laughing till the music began again. + +"Don't you want to try it?" he asked abruptly of Miss Triscoe. + +"Isn't it rather--public?" she asked back. + +Mrs. March could feel the hand which the girl had put through her arm +thrill with temptation; but Burnamy could not. + +"Perhaps it is rather obvious," he said, and he made a long glide over +the deck to the feet of the pivotal girl, anticipating another young man +who was rapidly advancing from the opposite quarter. The next moment her +hat and his face showed themselves in the necessary proximity to each +other within the circle. + +"How well she dances!" said Miss Triscoe. + +"Do you think so? She looks as if she had been wound up and set going." + +"She's very graceful," the girl persisted. + +The day ended with an entertainment in the saloon for one of the marine +charities which address themselves to the hearts and pockets of +passengers on all steamers. There were recitations in English and German, +and songs from several people who had kindly consented, and ever more +piano performance. Most of those who took part were of the race gifted in +art and finance; its children excelled in the music, and its fathers +counted the gate-money during the last half of the programme, with an +audible clinking of the silver on the table before them. + +Miss Triscoe was with her father, and Mrs. March was herself chaperoned +by Mr. Burnamy: her husband had refused to come to the entertainment. She +hoped to leave Burnamy and Miss Triscoe together before the evening +ended; but Miss Triscoe merely stopped with her father, in quitting the +saloon, to laugh at some features of the entertainment, as people who +take no part in such things do; Burnamy stood up to exchange some +unimpassioned words with her, and then they said good-night. + +The next morning, at five o'clock, the Norumbia came to anchor in the +pretty harbor of Plymouth. In the cool early light the town lay distinct +along the shore, quaint with its small English houses, and stately with +come public edifices of unknown function on the uplands; a country-seat +of aristocratic aspect showed itself on one of the heights; on another +the tower of a country church peered over the tree-tops; there were lines +of fortifications, as peaceful, at their distance, as the stone walls +dividing the green fields. The very iron-clads in the harbor close at +hand contributed to the amiable gayety of the scene under the pale blue +English sky, already broken with clouds from which the flush of the +sunrise had not quite faded. The breath of the land came freshly out over +the water; one could almost smell the grass and the leaves. Gulls wheeled +and darted over the crisp water; the tones of the English voices on the +tender were pleasant to the ear, as it fussed and scuffled to the ship's +side. A few score of the passengers left her; with their baggage they +formed picturesque groups on the tender's deck, and they set out for the +shore waving their hands and their handkerchiefs to the friends they left +clustering along the rail of the Norumbia. Mr. and Mrs. Leffers bade +March farewell, in the final fondness inspired by his having coffee with +them before they left the ship; they said they hated to leave. + +The stop had roused everybody, and the breakfast tables were promptly +filled, except such as the passengers landing at Plymouth had vacated; +these were stripped of their cloths, and the remaining commensals placed +at others. The seats of the Lefferses were given to March's old Ohio +friend and his wife. He tried to engage them in the tally which began to +be general in the excitement of having touched land; but they shyly held +aloof. + +Some English newspapers had come aboard from the tug, and there was the +usual good-natured adjustment of the American self-satisfaction, among +those who had seen them, to the ever-surprising fact that our continent +is apparently of no interest to Europe. There were some meagre New York +stock-market quotations in the papers; a paragraph in fine print +announced the lynching of a negro in Alabama; another recorded a +coal-mining strike in Pennsylvania. + +"I always have to get used to it over again," said Kenby. "This is the +twentieth time I have been across, and I'm just as much astonished as I +was the first, to find out that they don't want to know anything about us +here." + +"Oh," said March, "curiosity and the weather both come from the west. San +Francisco wants to know about Denver, Denver about Chicago, Chicago about +New York, and New York about London; but curiosity never travels the +other way any more than a hot wave or a cold wave." + +"Ah, but London doesn't care a rap about Vienna," said Kenby. + +"Well, some pressures give out before they reach the coast, on our own +side. It isn't an infallible analogy." + +Triscoe was fiercely chewing a morsel, as if in haste to take part in the +discussion. He gulped it, and broke out. "Why should they care about us, +anyway?" + +March lightly ventured, "Oh, men and brothers, you know." + +"That isn't sufficient ground. The Chinese are men and brothers; so are +the South-Americans and Central-Africans, and Hawaiians; but we're not +impatient for the latest news about them. It's civilization that +interests civilization." + +"I hope that fact doesn't leave us out in the cold with the barbarians?" +Burnamy put in, with a smile. + +"Do you think we are civilized?" retorted the other. + +"We have that superstition in Chicago," said Burnamy. He added, still +smiling, "About the New-Yorkers, I mean." + +"You're more superstitious in Chicago than I supposed. New York is an +anarchy, tempered by vigilance committees." + +"Oh, I don't think you can say that," Kenby cheerfully protested, "since +the Reformers came in. Look at our streets!" + +"Yes, our streets are clean, for the time being, and when we look at them +we think we have made a clean sweep in our manners and morals. But how +long do you think it will be before Tammany will be in the saddle again?" + +"Oh, never in the world!" said the optimistic head of the table. + +"I wish I had your faith; or I should if I didn't feel that it is one of +the things that help to establish Tammanys with us. You will see our +Tammany in power after the next election." Kenby laughed in a +large-hearted incredulity; and his laugh was like fuel to the other's +flame. "New York is politically a mediaeval Italian republic, and it's +morally a frontier mining-town. Socially it's--" He stopped as if he +could not say what. + +"I think it's a place where you have a very nice time, papa," said his +daughter, and Burnamy smiled with her; not because he knew anything about +it. + +Her father went on as if he had not heard her. "It's as vulgar and crude +as money can make it. Nothing counts but money, and as soon as there's +enough, it counts for everything. In less than a year you'll have Tammany +in power; it won't be more than a year till you'll have it in society." + +"Oh no! Oh no!" came from Kenby. He did not care much for society, but he +vaguely respected it as the stronghold of the proprieties and the +amenities. + +"Isn't society a good place for Tammany to be in?" asked March in the +pause Triscoe let follow upon Kenby's laugh. + +"There's no reason why it shouldn't be. Society is as bad as all the rest +of it. And what New York is, politically, morally, and socially, the +whole country wishes to be and tries to be." + +There was that measure of truth in the words which silences; no one could +find just the terms of refutation. + +"Well," said Kenby at last, "it's a good thing there are so many lines to +Europe. We've still got the right to emigrate." + +"Yes, but even there we don't escape the abuse of our infamous newspapers +for exercising a man's right to live where he chooses. And there is no +country in Europe--except Turkey, or Spain--that isn't a better home for +an honest man than the United States." + +The Ohioan had once before cleared his throat as if he were going to +speak. Now, he leaned far enough forward to catch Triscoe's eye, and +said, slowly and distinctly: "I don't know just what reason you have to +feel as you do about the country. I feel differently about it +myself--perhaps because I fought for it." + +At first, the others were glad of this arrogance; it even seemed an +answer; but Burnamy saw Miss Triscoe's cheek, flush, and then he doubted +its validity. + +Triscoe nervously crushed a biscuit in his hand, as if to expend a +violent impulse upon it. He said, coldly, "I was speaking from that +stand-point." + +The Ohioan shrank back in his seat, and March felt sorry for him, though +he had put himself in the wrong. His old hand trembled beside his plate, +and his head shook, while his lips formed silent words; and his shy wife +was sharing his pain and shame. + +Kenby began to talk about the stop which the Norumbia was to make at +Cherbourg, and about what hour the next day they should all be in +Cuxhaven. Miss Triscoe said they had never come on the Hanseatic Line +before, and asked several questions. Her father did not speak again, and +after a little while he rose without waiting for her to make the move +from table; he had punctiliously deferred to her hitherto. Eltwin rose at +the same time, and March feared that he might be going to provoke another +defeat, in some way. + +Eltwin lifted his voice, and said, trying to catch Triscoe's eye, "I +think I ought to beg your pardon, sir. I do beg your pardon." + +March perceived that Eltwin wished to make the offer of his reparation as +distinct as his aggression had been; and now he quaked for Triscoe, whose +daughter he saw glance apprehensively at her father as she swayed aside +to let the two men come together. + +"That is all right, Colonel--" + +"Major," Eltwin conscientiously interposed. + +"Major," Triscoe bowed; and he put out his hand and grasped the hand +which had been tremulously rising toward him. "There can't be any doubt +of what we did, no matter what we've got." + +"No, no!" said the other, eagerly. "That was what I meant, sir. I don't +think as you do; but I believe that a man who helped to save the country +has a right to think what he pleases about it." + +Triscoe said, "That is all right, my dear sir. May I ask your regiment?" + +The Marches let the old fellows walk away together, followed by the wife +of the one and the daughter of the other. They saw the young girl making +some graceful overtures of speech to the elder woman as they went. + +"That was rather fine, my dear," said Mrs. March. + +"Well, I don't know. It was a little too dramatic, wasn't it? It wasn't +what I should have expected of real life." + +"Oh, you spoil everything! If that's the spirit you're going through +Europe in!" + +"It isn't. As soon as I touch European soil I shall reform." + + + + +XVI. + +That was not the first time General Triscoe had silenced question of his +opinions with the argument he had used upon Eltwin, though he was seldom +able to use it so aptly. He always found that people suffered, his belief +in our national degeneration much more readily when they knew that he had +left a diplomatic position in Europe (he had gone abroad as secretary of +a minor legation) to come home and fight for the Union. Some millions of +other men had gone into the war from the varied motives which impelled +men at that time; but he was aware that he had distinction, as a man of +property and a man of family, in doing so. His family had improved as +time passed, and it was now so old that back of his grandfather it was +lost in antiquity. This ancestor had retired from the sea and become a +merchant in his native Rhode Island port, where his son established +himself as a physician, and married the daughter of a former slave-trader +whose social position was the highest in the place; Triscoe liked to +mention his maternal grandfather when he wished a listener to realize +just how anomalous his part in a war against slavery was; it heightened +the effect of his pose. + +He fought gallantly through the war, and he was brevetted +Brigadier-General at the close. With this honor, and with the wound which +caused an almost imperceptible limp in his gait, he won the heart of a +rich New York girl, and her father set him up in a business, which was +not long in going to pieces in his hands. Then the young couple went to +live in Paris, where their daughter was born, and where the mother died +when the child was ten years old. A little later his father-in-law died, +and Triscoe returned to New York, where he found the fortune which his +daughter had inherited was much less than he somehow thought he had a +right to expect. + +The income from her fortune was enough to live on, and he did not go back +to Paris, where, in fact, things were not so much to his mind under the +Republic as they had been under the Second Empire. He was still willing +to do something for his country, however, and he allowed his name to be +used on a citizen's ticket in his district; but his provision-man was +sent to Congress instead. Then he retired to Rhode Island and attempted +to convert his shore property into a watering-place; but after being +attractively plotted and laid out with streets and sidewalks, it allured +no one to build on it except the birds and the chipmonks, and he came +back to New York, where his daughter had remained in school. + +One of her maternal aunts made her a coming-out tea, after she left +school; and she entered upon a series of dinners, dances, theatre +parties, and receptions of all kinds; but the tide of fairy gold pouring +through her fingers left no engagement-ring on them. She had no duties, +but she seldom got out of humor with her pleasures; she had some odd +tastes of her own, and in a society where none but the most serious books +were ever seriously mentioned she was rather fond of good ones, and had +romantic ideas of a life that she vaguely called bohemian. Her character +was never tested by anything more trying than the fear that her father +might take her abroad to live; he had taken her abroad several times for +the summer. + +The dreaded trial did not approach for several years after she had ceased +to be a bud; and then it came when her father was again willing to serve +his country in diplomacy, either at the Hague, or at Brussels, or even at +Berne. Reasons of political geography prevented his appointment anywhere, +but General Triscoe having arranged his affairs for going abroad on the +mission he had expected, decided to go without it. He was really very fit +for both of the offices he had sought, and so far as a man can deserve +public place by public service, he had deserved it. His pessimism was +uncommonly well grounded, and if it did not go very deep, it might well +have reached the bottom of his nature. + +His daughter had begun to divine him at the early age when parents +suppose themselves still to be mysteries to their children. She did not +think it necessary ever to explain him to others; perhaps she would not +have found it possible; and now after she parted from Mrs. Eltwin and +went to sit down beside Mrs. March she did not refer to her father. She +said how sweet she had found the old lady from Ohio; and what sort of +place did Mrs. March suppose it was where Mrs. Eltwin lived? They seemed +to have everything there, like any place. She had wanted to ask Mrs. +Eltwin if they sat on their steps; but she had not quite dared. + +Burnamy came by, slowly, and at Mrs. March's suggestion he took one of +the chairs on her other side, to help her and Miss Triscoe look at the +Channel Islands and watch the approach of the steamer to Cherbourg, where +the Norumbia was to land again. The young people talked across Mrs. March +to each other, and said how charming the islands were, in their +gray-green insubstantiality, with valleys furrowing them far inward, like +airy clefts in low banks of clouds. It seemed all the nicer not to know +just which was which; but when the ship drew nearer to Cherbourg, he +suggested that they could see better by going round to the other side of +the ship. Miss Triscoe, as at the other times when she had gone off with +Burnamy, marked her allegiance, to Mrs. March by leaving a wrap with her. + +Every one was restless in breaking with the old life at sea. There had +been an equal unrest when the ship first sailed; people had first come +aboard in the demoralization of severing their ties with home, and they +shrank from forming others. Then the charm of the idle, eventless life +grew upon them, and united them in a fond reluctance from the inevitable +end. + +Now that the beginning of the end had come, the pangs of disintegration +were felt in all the once-more-repellant particles. Burnamy and Miss +Triscoe, as they hung upon the rail, owned to each other that they hated +to have the voyage over. They had liked leaving Plymouth and being at sea +again; they wished that they need not be reminded of another debarkation +by the energy of the crane in hoisting the Cherbourg baggage from the +hold. + +They approved of the picturesqueness of three French vessels of war that +passed, dragging their kraken shapes low through the level water. At +Cherbourg an emotional French tender came out to the ship, very different +in her clamorous voices and excited figures from the steady self-control +of the English tender at Plymouth; and they thought the French +fortifications much more on show than the English had been. Nothing +marked their youthful date so much to the Marches, who presently joined +them, as their failure to realize that in this peaceful sea the great +battle between the Kearsarge and the Alabama was fought. The elder couple +tried to affect their imaginations with the fact which reanimated the +spectre of a dreadful war for themselves; but they had to pass on and, +leave the young people unmoved. + +Mrs. March wondered if they noticed the debarkation of the pivotal girl, +whom she saw standing on the deck of the tender, with her hands at her +waist, and giving now this side and now that side of her face to the +young men waving their hats to her from the rail of the ship. Burnamy was +not of their number, and he seemed not to know that the girl was leaving +him finally to Miss Triscoe. If Miss Triscoe knew it she did nothing the +whole of that long, last afternoon to profit by the fact. Burnamy spent a +great part of it in the chair beside Mrs. March, and he showed an +intolerable resignation to the girl's absence. + +"Yes," said March, taking the place Burnamy left at last, "that terrible +patience of youth!" + +"Patience? Folly! Stupidity! They ought to be together every instant! Do +they suppose that life is full of such chances? Do they think that fate +has nothing to do but--" + +She stopped for a fit climax, and he suggested, "Hang round and wait on +them?" + +"Yes! It's their one chance in a life-time, probably." + +"Then you've quite decided that they're in love?" He sank comfortably +back, and put up his weary legs on the chair's extension with the +conviction that love had no such joy as that to offer. + +"I've decided that they're intensely interested in each other." + +"Then what more can we ask of them? And why do you care what they do or +don't do with their chance? Why do you wish their love well, if it's +that? Is marriage such a very certain good?" + +"It isn't all that it might be, but it's all that there is. What would +our lives have been without it?" she retorted. + +"Oh, we should have got on. It's such a tremendous risk that we, ought to +go round begging people to think twice, to count a hundred, or a +nonillion, before they fall in love to the marrying-point. I don't mind +their flirting; that amuses them; but marrying is a different thing. I +doubt if Papa Triscoe would take kindly to the notion of a son-in-law he +hadn't selected himself, and his daughter doesn't strike me as a young +lady who has any wisdom to throw away on a choice. She has her little +charm; her little gift of beauty, of grace, of spirit, and the other +things that go with her age and sex; but what could she do for a fellow +like Burnamy, who has his way to make, who has the ladder of fame to +climb, with an old mother at the bottom of it to look after? You wouldn't +want him to have an eye on Miss Triscoe's money, even if she had money, +and I doubt if she has much. It's all very pretty to have a girl like her +fascinated with a youth of his simple traditions; though Burnamy isn't +altogether pastoral in his ideals, and he looks forward to a place in the +very world she belongs to. I don't think it's for us to promote the +affair." + +"Well, perhaps you're right," she sighed. "I will let them alone from +this out. Thank goodness, I shall not have them under my eyes very long." + +"Oh, I don't think there's any harm done yet," said her husband, with a +laugh. + +At dinner there seemed so little harm of the kind he meant that she +suffered from an illogical disappointment. The young people got through +the meal with no talk that seemed inductive; Burnamy left the table +first, and Miss Triscoe bore his going without apparent discouragement; +she kept on chatting with March till his wife took him away to their +chairs on deck. + +There were a few more ships in sight than there were in mid-ocean; but +the late twilight thickened over the North Sea quite like the night after +they left New York, except that it was colder; and their hearts turned to +their children, who had been in abeyance for the week past, with a +remorseful pang. "Well," she said, "I wish we were going to be in New York +to-morrow, instead of Hamburg." + +"Oh, no! Oh, no!" he protested. "Not so bad as that, my dear. This is the +last night, and it's hard to manage, as the last night always is. I +suppose the last night on earth--" + +"Basil!" she implored. + +"Well, I won't, then. But what I want is to see a Dutch lugger. I've +never seen a Dutch lugger, and--" + +She suddenly pressed his arm, and in obedience to the signal he was +silent; though it seemed afterwards that he ought to have gone on talking +as if he did not see Burnamy and Miss Triscoe swinging slowly by. They +were walking close together, and she was leaning forward and looking up +into his face while he talked. + +"Now," Mrs. March whispered, long after they were out of hearing, "let us +go instantly. I wouldn't for worlds have them see us here when they get +found again. They would feel that they had to stop and speak, and that +would spoil everything. Come!" + + + + +XVII. + +Burnamy paused in a flow of autobiography, and modestly waited for Miss +Triscoe's prompting. He had not to wait long. + +"And then, how soon did you think of printing your things in a book?" + +"Oh, about as soon as they began to take with the public." + +"How could you tell that they were-taking?" + +"They were copied into other papers, and people talked about them." + +"And that was what made Mr. Stoller want you to be his secretary?" + +"I don't believe it was. The theory in the office was that he didn't +think much of them; but he knows I can write shorthand, and put things +into shape." + +"What things?" + +"Oh--ideas. He has a notion of trying to come forward in politics. He +owns shares in everything but the United States Senate--gas, electricity, +railroads, aldermen, newspapers--and now he would like some Senate. +That's what I think." + +She did not quite understand, and she was far from knowing that this +cynic humor expressed a deadlier pessimism than her father's fiercest +accusals of the country. "How fascinating it is!" she said, innocently. + +"And I suppose they all envy your coming out?" + +"In the office?" + +"Yes. I should envy, them--staying." + +Burnamy laughed. "I don't believe they envy me. It won't be all roses for +me--they know that. But they know that I can take care of myself if it +isn't." He remembered something one of his friends in the office had said +of the painful surprise the Bird of Prey would feel if he ever tried his +beak on him in the belief that he was soft. + +She abruptly left the mere personal question. "And which would you rather +write: poems or those kind of sketches?" + +"I don't know," said Burnamy, willing to talk of himself on any terms. "I +suppose that prose is the thing for our time, rather more; but there are +things you can't say in prose. I used to write a great deal of verse in +college; but I didn't have much luck with editors till Mr. March took +this little piece for 'Every Other Week'." + +"Little? I thought it was a long poem!" + +Burnamy laughed at the notion. "It's only eight lines." + +"Oh!" said the girl. "What is it about?" + +He yielded to the temptation with a weakness which he found incredible in +a person of his make. "I can repeat it if you won't give me away to Mrs. +March." + +"Oh, no indeed!" He said the lines over to her very simply and well." +They are beautiful--beautiful!" + +"Do you think so?" he gasped, in his joy at her praise. + +"Yes, lovely. Do you know, you are the first literary man--the only +literary man--I ever talked with. They must go out--somewhere! Papa must +meet them at his clubs. But I never do; and so I'm making the most of +you." + +"You can't make too much of me, Miss Triscoe," said Burnamy. + +She would not mind his mocking. "That day you spoke about 'The Maiden +Knight', don't you know, I had never heard any talk about books in that +way. I didn't know you were an author then." + +"Well, I'm not much of an author now," he said, cynically, to retrieve +his folly in repeating his poem to her. + +"Oh, that will do for you to say. But I know what Mrs. March thinks." + +He wished very much to know what Mrs. March thought, too; 'Every Other +Week' was such a very good place that he could not conscientiously +neglect any means of having his work favorably considered there; if Mrs. +March's interest in it would act upon her husband, ought not he to know +just how much she thought of him as a writer? "Did she like the poem." + +Miss Triscoe could not recall that Mrs. March had said anything about the +poem, but she launched herself upon the general current of Mrs. March's +liking for Burnamy. "But it wouldn't do to tell you all she said!" This +was not what he hoped, but he was richly content when she returned to his +personal history. "And you didn't know any one when, you went up to +Chicago from--" + +"Tippecanoe? Not exactly that. I wasn't acquainted with any one in the +office, but they had printed somethings of mine, and they were willing to +let me try my hand. That was all I could ask." + +"Of course! You knew you could do the rest. Well, it is like a romance. A +woman couldn't have such an adventure as that!" sighed the girl. + +"But women do!" Burnamy retorted. "There is a girl writing on the paper +now--she's going to do the literary notices while I'm gone--who came to +Chicago from Ann Arbor, with no more chance than I had, and who's made +her way single-handed from interviewing up." + +"Oh," said Miss Triscoe, with a distinct drop in her enthusiasm. "Is she +nice?" + +"She's mighty clever, and she's nice enough, too, though the kind of +journalism that women do isn't the most dignified. And she's one of the +best girls I know, with lots of sense." + +"It must be very interesting," said Miss Triscoe, with little interest in +the way she said it. "I suppose you're quite a little community by +yourselves." + +"On the paper?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, some of us know one another, in the office, but most of us don't. +There's quite a regiment of people on a big paper. If you'd like to come +out," Burnamy ventured, "perhaps you could get the Woman's Page to do." + +"What's that?" + +"Oh, fashion; and personal gossip about society leaders; and recipes for +dishes and diseases; and correspondence on points of etiquette." + +He expected her to shudder at the notion, but she merely asked, "Do women +write it?" + +He laughed reminiscently. "Well, not always. We had one man who used to +do it beautifully--when he was sober. The department hasn't had any +permanent head since." + +He was sorry he had said this, but it did not seem to shock her, and no +doubt she had not taken it in fully. She abruptly left the subject. "Do +you know what time we really get in to-morrow?" + +"About one, I believe--there's a consensus of stewards to that effect, +anyway." After a pause he asked, "Are you likely to be in Carlsbad?" + +"We are going to Dresden, first, I believe. Then we may go on down to +Vienna. But nothing is settled, yet." + +"Are you going direct to Dresden?" + +"I don't know. We may stay in Hamburg a day or two." + +"I've got to go straight to Carlsbad. There's a sleeping-car that will +get me there by morning: Mr. Stoller likes zeal. But I hope you'll let me +be of use to you any way I can, before we part tomorrow." + +"You're very kind. You've been very good already--to papa." He protested +that he had not been at all good. "But he's used to taking care of +himself on the other side. Oh, it's this side, now!" + +"So it is! How strange that seems! It's actually Europe. But as long as +we're at sea, we can't realize it. Don't you hate to have experiences +slip through your fingers?" + +"I don't know. A girl doesn't have many experiences of her own; they're +always other people's." + +This affected Burnamy as so profound that he did not question its truth. +He only suggested, "Well; sometimes they make other people have the +experiences." + +Whether Miss Triscoe decided that this was too intimate or not she left +the question. "Do you understand German?" + +"A little. I studied it at college, and I've cultivated a sort of +beer-garden German in Chicago. I can ask for things." + +"I can't, except in French, and that's worse than English, in Germany, I +hear." + +"Then you must let me be your interpreter up to the last moment. Will +you?" + +She did not answer. "It must be rather late, isn't it?" she asked. He let +her see his watch, and she said, "Yes, it's very late," and led the way +within. "I must look after my packing; papa's always so prompt, and I +must justify myself for making him let me give up my maid when we left +home; we expect to get one in Dresden. Good-night!" + +Burnamy looked after her drifting down their corridor, and wondered +whether it would have been a fit return for her expression of a sense of +novelty in him as a literary man if he had told her that she was the +first young lady he had known who had a maid. The fact awed him; Miss +Triscoe herself did not awe him so much. + + + + +XVIII. + +The next morning was merely a transitional period, full of turmoil and +disorder, between the broken life of the sea and the untried life of the +shore. No one attempted to resume the routine of the voyage. People went +and came between their rooms and the saloons and the decks, and were no +longer careful to take their own steamer chairs when they sat down for a +moment. + +In the cabins the berths were not made up, and those who remained below +had to sit on their hard edges, or on the sofas, which were cumbered +with, hand-bags and rolls of shawls. At an early hour after breakfast the +bedroom stewards began to get the steamer trunks out and pile them in the +corridors; the servants all became more caressingly attentive; and people +who had left off settling the amount of the fees they were going to give, +anxiously conferred together. The question whether you ought ever to give +the head steward anything pressed crucially at the early lunch, and Kenby +brought only a partial relief by saying that he always regarded the head +steward as an officer of the ship. March made the experiment of offering +him six marks, and the head steward took them quite as if he were not an +officer of the ship. He also collected a handsome fee for the music, +which is the tax levied on all German ships beyond the tolls exacted on +the steamers of other nations. + +After lunch the flat shore at Cuxhaven was so near that the summer +cottages of the little watering-place showed through the warm drizzle +much like the summer cottages of our own shore, and if it had not been +for the strange, low sky, the Americans might easily have fancied +themselves at home again. + +Every one waited on foot while the tender came out into the stream where +the Norumbia had dropped anchor. People who had brought their +hand-baggage with them from their rooms looked so much safer with it that +people who had left theirs to their stewards had to go back and pledge +them afresh not to forget it. The tender came alongside, and the transfer +of the heavy trunks began, but it seemed such an endless work that every +one sat down in some other's chair. At last the trunks were all on the +tender, and the bareheaded stewards began to run down the gangways with +the hand-baggage. "Is this Hoboken?" March murmured in his wife's ear, +with a bewildered sense of something in the scene like the reversed +action of the kinematograph. + +On the deck of the tender there was a brief moment of reunion among the +companions of the voyage, the more intimate for their being crowded +together under cover from the drizzle which now turned into a dashing +rain. Burnamy's smile appeared, and then Mrs. March recognized Miss +Triscoe and her father in their travel dress; they were not far from +Burnamy's smile, but he seemed rather to have charge of the Eltwins, whom +he was helping look after their bags and bundles. Rose Adding was talking +with Kenby, and apparently asking his opinion of something; Mrs. Adding +sat near them tranquilly enjoying her son. + +Mrs. March made her husband identify their baggage, large and small, and +after he had satisfied her, he furtively satisfied himself by a fresh +count that it was all there. But he need not have taken the trouble; +their long, calm bedroom-steward was keeping guard over it; his eyes +expressed a contemptuous pity for their anxiety, whose like he must have +been very tired of. He brought their handbags into the customs-room at +the station where they landed; and there took a last leave and a last fee +with unexpected cordiality. + +Again their companionship suffered eclipse in the distraction which the +customs inspectors of all countries bring to travellers; and again they +were united during the long delay in the waiting-room, which was also the +restaurant. It was full of strange noises and figures and odors--the +shuffling of feet, the clash of crockery, the explosion of nervous German +voices, mixed with the smell of beer and ham, and the smoke of cigars. +Through it all pierced the wail of a postman standing at the door with a +letter in his hand and calling out at regular intervals, "Krahnay, +Krahnay!" When March could bear it no longer he went up to him and +shouted, "Crane! Crane!" and the man bowed gratefully, and began to cry, +"Kren! Kren!" But whether Mr. Crane got his letter or not, he never knew. + +People were swarming at the window of the telegraph-office, and sending +home cablegrams to announce their safe arrival; March could not forbear +cabling to his son, though he felt it absurd. There was a great deal of +talking, but no laughing, except among the Americans, and the girls +behind the bar who tried to understand, what they wanted, and then served +them with what they chose for them. Otherwise the Germans, though +voluble, were unsmiling, and here on the threshold of their empire the +travellers had their first hint of the anxious mood which seems habitual +with these amiable people. + +Mrs. Adding came screaming with glee to March where he sat with his wife, +and leaned over her son to ask, "Do you know what lese-majesty is? Rose +is afraid I've committed it!" + +"No, I don't," said March. "But it's the unpardonable sin. What have you +been doing?" + +"I asked the official at the door when our train would start, and when he +said at half past three, I said, 'How tiresome!' Rose says the railroads +belong to the state here, and that if I find fault with the time-table, +it's constructive censure of the Emperor, and that's lese-majesty." She +gave way to her mirth, while the boy studied March's face with an +appealing smile. + +"Well, I don't think you'll be arrested this time, Mrs. Adding; but I +hope it will be a warning to Mrs. March. She's been complaining of the +coffee." + +"Indeed I shall say what I like," said Mrs. March. "I'm an American." + +"Well, you'll find you're a German, if you like to say anything +disagreeable about the coffee in the restaurant of the Emperor's railroad +station; the first thing you know I shall be given three months on your +account." + +Mrs. Adding asked: "Then they won't punish ladies? There, Rose! I'm safe, +you see; and you're still a minor, though you are so wise for your +years." + +She went back to her table, where Kenby came and sat down by her. + +"I don't know that I quite like her playing on that sensitive child,", +said Mrs. March. "And you've joined with her in her joking. Go and speak, +to him!" + +The boy was slowly following his mother, with his head fallen. March +overtook him, and he started nervously at the touch of a hand on his +shoulder, and then looked gratefully up into the man's face. March tried +to tell him what the crime of lese-majesty was, and he said: "Oh, yes. I +understood that. But I got to thinking; and I don't want my mother to +take any risks." + +"I don't believe she will, really, Rose. But I'll speak to her, and tell +her she can't be too cautious." + +"Not now, please!" the boy entreated. + +"Well, I'll find another chance," March assented. He looked round and +caught a smiling nod from Burnamy, who was still with the Eltwins; the +Triscoes were at a table by themselves; Miss Triseoe nodded too, but her +father appeared not to see March. "It's all right, with Rose," he said, +when he sat down again by his wife; "but I guess it's all over with +Burnamy," and he told her what he had seen. "Do you think it came to any +displeasure between them last night? Do you suppose he offered himself, +and she--" + +"What nonsense!" said Mrs. March, but she was not at peace. "It's her +father who's keeping her away from him." + +"I shouldn't mind that. He's keeping her away from us, too." But at that +moment Miss Triscoe as if she had followed his return from afar, came +over to speak to his wife. She said they were going on to Dresden that +evening, and she was afraid they might have no chance to see each other +on the train or in Hamburg. March, at this advance, went to speak with +her father; he found him no more reconciled to Europe than America. + +"They're Goths," he said of the Germans. "I could hardly get that stupid +brute in the telegraph-office to take my despatch." + +On his way back to his wife March met Miss Triscoe; he was not altogether +surprised to meet Burnamy with her, now. The young fellow asked if he +could be of any use to him, and then he said he would look him up in the +train. He seemed in a hurry, but when he walked away with Miss Triscoe he +did not seem in a hurry. + +March remarked upon the change to his wife, and she sighed, "Yes, you can +see that as far as they're concerned." + +"It's a great pity that there should be parents to complicate these +affairs," he said. "How simple it would be if there were no parties to +them but the lovers! But nature is always insisting upon fathers and +mothers, and families on both sides." + + + + +XIX. + +The long train which they took at last was for the Norumbia's people +alone, and it was of several transitional and tentative types of cars. +Some were still the old coach-body carriages; but most were of a strange +corridor arrangement, with the aide at the aide, and the seats crossing +from it, with compartments sometimes rising to the roof, and sometimes +rising half-way. No two cars seemed quite alike, but all were very +comfortable; and when the train began to run out through the little +sea-side town into the country, the old delight of foreign travel began. +Most of the houses were little and low and gray, with ivy or flowering +vines covering their walls to their browntiled roofs; there was here and +there a touch of Northern Gothic in the architecture; but usually where +it was pretentious it was in the mansard taste, which was so bad with us +a generation ago, and is still very bad in Cuxhaven. + +The fields, flat and wide, were dotted with familiar shapes of Holstein +cattle, herded by little girls, with their hair in yellow pigtails. The +gray, stormy sky hung low, and broke in fitful rains; but perhaps for the +inclement season of mid-summer it was not very cold. Flowers were +blooming along the embankments and in the rank green fields with a dogged +energy; in the various distances were groups of trees embowering cottages +and even villages, and always along the ditches and watercourses were +double lines of low willows. At the first stop the train made, the +passengers flocked to the refreshment-booth, prettily arranged beside the +station, where the abundance of the cherries and strawberries gave proof +that vegetation was in other respects superior to the elements. But it +was not of the profusion of the sausages, and the ham which openly in +slices or covertly in sandwiches claimed its primacy in the German +affections; every form of this was flanked by tall glasses of beer. + +A number of the natives stood by and stared unsmiling at the train, which +had broken out in a rash of little American flags at every window. This +boyish display, which must have made the Americans themselves laugh, if +their sense of humor had not been lost in their impassioned patriotism, +was the last expression of unity among the Norumbia's passengers, and +they met no more in their sea-solidarity. Of their table acquaintance the +Marches saw no one except Burnamy, who came through the train looking for +them. He said he was in one of the rear cars with the Eltwins, and was +going to Carlsbad with them in the sleeping-car train leaving Hamburg at +seven. He owned to having seen the Triscoes since they had left Cuxhaven; +Mrs. March would not suffer herself to ask him whether they were in the +same carriage with the Eltwins. He had got a letter from Mr. Stoller at +Cuxhaven, and he begged the Marches to let him engage rooms for them at +the hotel where he was going to stay with him. + +After they reached Hamburg they had flying glimpses of him and of others +in the odious rivalry to get their baggage examined first which seized +upon all, and in which they no longer knew one another, but selfishly +struggled for the good-will of porters and inspectors. There was really +no such haste; but none could govern themselves against the general +frenzy. With the porter he secured March conspired and perspired to win +the attention of a cold but not unkindly inspector. The officer opened +one trunk, and after a glance at it marked all as passed, and then there +ensued a heroic strife with the porter as to the pieces which were to go +to the Berlin station for their journey next day, and the pieces which +were to go to the hotel overnight. At last the division was made; the +Marches got into a cab of the first class; and the porter, crimson and +steaming at every pore from the physical and intellectual strain, went +back into the station. + +They had got the number of their cab from the policeman who stands at the +door of all large German stations and supplies the traveller with a +metallic check for the sort of vehicle he demands. They were not proud, +but it seemed best not to risk a second-class cab in a strange city, and +when their first-class cab came creaking and limping out of the rank, +they saw how wise they had been, if one of the second class could have +been worse. + +As they rattled away from the station they saw yet another kind of +turnout, which they were destined to see more and more in the German +lands. It was that team of a woman harnessed with a dog to a cart which +the women of no other country can see without a sense of personal insult. +March tried to take the humorous view, and complained that they had not +been offered the choice of such an equipage by the policeman, but his +wife would not be amused. She said that no country which suffered such a +thing could be truly civilized, though he made her observe that no city +in the world, except Boston or Brooklyn, was probably so thoroughly +trolleyed as Hamburg. The hum of the electric car was everywhere, and +everywhere the shriek of the wires overhead; batlike flights of +connecting plates traversed all the perspectives through which they drove +to the pleasant little hotel they had chosen. + + + + +XX. + +On one hand their windows looked toward a basin of the Elbe, where +stately white swans were sailing; and on the other to the new Rathhaus, +over the trees that deeply shaded the perennial mud of a cold, dim public +garden, where water-proof old women and impervious nurses sat, and +children played in the long twilight of the sour, rain-soaked summer of +the fatherland. It was all picturesque, and within-doors there was the +novelty of the meagre carpets and stalwart furniture of the Germans, and +their beds, which after so many ages of Anglo-Saxon satire remain +immutably preposterous. They are apparently imagined for the stature of +sleepers who have shortened as they broadened; their pillows are +triangularly shaped to bring the chin tight upon the breast under the +bloated feather bulk which is meant for covering, and which rises over +the sleeper from a thick substratum of cotton coverlet, neatly buttoned +into the upper sheet, with the effect of a portly waistcoat. + +The hotel was illumined by the kindly splendor of the uniformed portier, +who had met the travellers at the door, like a glowing vision of the +past, and a friendly air diffused itself through the whole house. At the +dinner, which, if not so cheap as they had somehow hoped, was by no means +bad, they took counsel with the English-speaking waiter as to what +entertainment Hamburg could offer for the evening, and by the time they +had drunk their coffee they had courage for the Circus Renz, which seemed +to be all there was. + +The conductor of the trolley-car, which they hailed at the street corner, +stopped it and got off the platform, and stood in the street until they +were safely aboard, without telling them to step lively, or pulling them +up the steps; or knuckling them in the back to make them move forward. He +let them get fairly seated before he started the car, and so lost the fun +of seeing them lurch and stagger violently, and wildly clutch each other +for support. The Germans have so little sense of humor that probably no +one in the car would have been amused to see the strangers flung upon the +floor. No one apparently found it droll that the conductor should touch +his cap to them when he asked for their fare; no one smiled at their +efforts to make him understand where they wished to go, and he did not +wink at the other passengers in trying to find out. Whenever the car +stopped he descended first, and did not remount till the dismounting +passenger had taken time to get well away from it. When the Marches got +into the wrong car in coming home, and were carried beyond their street, +the conductor would not take their fare. + +The kindly civility which environed them went far to alleviate the +inclemency of the climate; it began to rain as soon as they left the +shelter of the car, but a citizen of whom they asked the nearest way to +the Circus Renz was so anxious to have them go aright that they did not +mind the wet, and the thought of his goodness embittered March's +self-reproach for under-tipping the sort of gorgeous heyduk, with a staff +like a drum-major's, who left his place at the circus door to get their +tickets. He brought them back with a magnificent bow, and was then as +visibly disappointed with the share of the change returned to him as a +child would have been. + +They went to their places with the sting of his disappointment rankling +in their hearts. "One ought always to overpay them," March sighed, "and I +will do it from this time forth; we shall not be much the poorer for it. +That heyduk is not going to get off with less than a mark when we come +out." As an earnest of his good faith he gave the old man who showed them +to their box a tip that made him bow double, and he bought every +conceivable libretto and play-bill offered him at prices fixed by his +remorse. + +"One ought to do it," he said. "We are of the quality of good geniuses to +these poor souls; we are Fortune in disguise; we are money found in the +road. It is an accursed system, but they are more its victims than we." +His wife quite agreed with him, and with the same good conscience between +them they gave themselves up to the pure joy which the circus, of all +modern entertainments, seems alone to inspire. The house was full from +floor to roof when they came ins and every one was intent upon the two +Spanish clowns, Lui-Lui and Soltamontes, whose drolleries spoke the +universal language of circus humor, and needed no translation into either +German or English. They had missed by an event or two the more patriotic +attraction of "Miss Darlings, the American Star," as she was billed in +English, but they were in time for one of those equestrian performances +which leave the spectator almost exanimate from their prolixity, and the +pantomimic piece which closed the evening. + +This was not given until nearly the whole house had gone out and stayed +itself with beer and cheese and ham and sausage, in the restaurant which +purveys these light refreshments in the summer theatres all over Germany. +When the people came back gorged to the throat, they sat down in the +right mood to enjoy the allegory of "The Enchanted Mountain's Fantasy; +the Mountain episodes; the High-interesting Sledges-Courses on the Steep +Acclivities; the Amazing-Up-rush of the thence plunging-Four Trains, +which arrive with Lightnings-swiftness at the Top of the +over-40-feet-high Mountain-the Highest Triumph of the To-day's +Circus-Art; the Sledge-journey in the Wizard-mountain, and the Fairy +Ballet in the Realm of the Ghost-prince, with Gold and Silver, Jewel, +Bloomghosts, Gnomes, Gnomesses, and Dwarfs, in never-till-now-seen +Splendor of Costume." The Marches were happy in this allegory, and +happier in the ballet, which is everywhere delightfully innocent, and +which here appealed with the large flat feet and the plain good faces of +the 'coryphees' to all that was simplest and sweetest in their natures. +They could not have resisted, if they had wished, that environment, of +good-will; and if it had not been for the disappointed heyduk, they would +have got home from their evening at the Circus Renz without a pang. + +They looked for him everywhere when they came out, but he had vanished, +and they were left with a regret which, if unavailing, was not too +poignant. In spite of it they had still an exhilaration in their release +from the companionship of their fellow-voyagers which they analyzed as +the psychical revulsion from the strain of too great interest in them. +Mrs. March declared that for the present, at least, she wanted Europe +quite to themselves; and she said that not even for the pleasure of +seeing Burnamy and Miss Triscoe come into their box together world she +have suffered an American trespass upon their exclusive possession of the +Circus Renz. + +In the audience she had seen German officers for the first time in +Hamburg, and she meant, if unremitting question could bring out the +truth, to know why she had not met any others. She had read much of the +prevalence and prepotence of the German officers who would try to push +her off the sidewalk, till they realized that she was an American woman, +and would then submit to her inflexible purpose of holding it. But she +had been some seven or eight hours in Hamburg, and nothing of the kind +had happened to her, perhaps because she had hardly yet walked a block in +the city streets, but perhaps also because there seemed to be very few +officers or military of any kind in Hamburg. + + + + +XXI. + +Their absence was plausibly explained, the next morning, by the young +German friend who came in to see the Marches at breakfast. He said +Hamburg had been so long a free republic that the presence of a large +imperial garrison was distasteful to the people, and as a matter of fact +there were very few soldiers quartered there, whether the authorities +chose to indulge the popular grudge or not. He was himself in a joyful +flutter of spirits, for he had just the day before got his release from +military service. He gave them a notion of what the rapture of a man +reprieved from death might be, and he was as radiantly happy in the ill +health which had got him his release as if it had been the greatest +blessing of heaven. He bubbled over with smiling regrets that he should +be leaving his home for the first stage of the journey which he was to +take in search of strength, just as they had come, and he pressed them to +say if there were not something that he could do for them. + +"Yes," said Mrs. March, with a promptness surprising to her husband, who +could think of nothing; "tell us where Heinrich Heine lived when he was +in Hamburg. My husband has always had a great passion for him and wants +to look him up everywhere." + +March had forgotten that Heine ever lived in Hamburg, and the young man +had apparently never known it. His face fell; he wished to make Mrs. +March believe that it was only Heine's uncle who had lived there; but she +was firm; and when he had asked among the hotel people he came back +gladly owning that he was wrong, and that the poet used to live in +Konigstrasse, which was very near by, and where they could easily know +the house by his bust set in its front. The portier and the head waiter +shared his ecstasy in so easily obliging the friendly American pair, and +joined him in minutely instructing the driver when they shut them into +their carriage. + +They did not know that his was almost the only laughing face they should +see in the serious German Empire; just as they did not know that it +rained there every day. As they drove off in the gray drizzle with the +unfounded hope that sooner or later the weather would be fine, they bade +their driver be very slow in taking them through Konigstrasse, so that he +should by no means Miss Heine's dwelling, and he duly stopped in front of +a house bearing the promised bust. They dismounted in order to revere it +more at their ease, but the bust proved, by an irony bitterer than the +sick, heart-breaking, brilliant Jew could have imagined in his cruelest +moment, to be that of the German Milton, the respectable poet Klopstock, +whom Heine abhorred and mocked so pitilessly. + +In fact it was here that the good, much-forgotten Klopstock dwelt, when +he came home to live with a comfortable pension from the Danish +government; and the pilgrims to the mistaken shrine went asking about +among the neighbors in Konigstrasse, for some manner of house where Heine +might have lived; they would have been willing to accept a flat, or any +sort of two-pair back. The neighbors were somewhat moved by the anxiety +of the strangers; but they were not so much moved as neighbors in Italy +would have been. There was no eager and smiling sympathy in the little +crowd that gathered to see what was going on; they were patient of +question and kind in their helpless response, but they were not gay. To a +man they had not heard of Heine; even the owner of a sausage and +blood-pudding shop across the way had not heard of him; the clerk of a +stationer-and-bookseller's next to the butcher's had heard of him, but he +had never heard that he lived in Konigstrasse; he never had heard where +he lived in Hamburg. + +The pilgrims to the fraudulent shrine got back into their carriage, and +drove sadly away, instructing their driver with the rigidity which their +limited German favored, not to let any house with a bust in its front +escape him. He promised, and took his course out through Konigstrasse, +and suddenly they found themselves in a world of such eld and quaintness +that they forgot Heine as completely as any of his countrymen had done. +They were in steep and narrow streets, that crooked and turned with no +apparent purpose of leading anywhere, among houses that looked down upon +them with an astonished stare from the leaden-sashed windows of their +timber-laced gables. The facades with their lattices stretching in bands +quite across them, and with their steep roofs climbing high in +successions of blinking dormers, were more richly mediaeval than anything +the travellers had ever dreamt of before, and they feasted themselves +upon the unimagined picturesqueness with a leisurely minuteness which +brought responsive gazers everywhere to the windows; windows were set +ajar; shop doors were darkened by curious figures from within, and the +traffic of the tortuous alleys was interrupted by their progress. They +could not have said which delighted them more--the houses in the +immediate foreground, or the sharp high gables in the perspectives and +the background; but all were like the painted scenes of the stage, and +they had a pleasant difficulty in realizing that they were not persons in +some romantic drama. + +The illusion remained with them and qualified the impression which +Hamburg made by her much-trolleyed Bostonian effect; by the decorous +activity and Parisian architecture of her business streets; by the +turmoil of her quays, and the innumerable masts and chimneys of her +shipping. At the heart of all was that quaintness, that picturesqueness +of the past, which embodied the spirit of the old Hanseatic city, and +seemed the expression of the home-side of her history. The sense of this +gained strength from such slight study of her annals as they afterwards +made, and assisted the digestion of some morsels of tough statistics. In +the shadow of those Gothic houses the fact that Hamburg was one of the +greatest coffee marts and money marts of the world had a romantic +glamour; and the fact that in the four years from 1870 till 1874 a +quarter of a million emigrants sailed on her ships for the United States +seemed to stretch a nerve of kindred feeling from those mediaeval streets +through the whole shabby length of Third Avenue. + +It was perhaps in this glamour, or this feeling of commercial solidarity, +that March went to have a look at the Hamburg Bourse, in the beautiful +new Rathhaus. It was not undergoing repairs, it was too new for that; but +it was in construction, and so it fulfilled the function of a public +edifice, in withholding its entire interest from the stranger. He could +not get into the Senate Chamber; but the Bourse was free to him, and when +he stepped within, it rose at him with a roar of voices and of feet like +the New York Stock Exchange. The spectacle was not so frantic; people +were not shaking their fists or fingers in each other's noses; but they +were all wild in the tamer German way, and he was glad to mount from the +Bourse to the poor little art gallery upstairs, and to shut out its +clamor. He was not so glad when he looked round on these, his first, +examples of modern German art. The custodian led him gently about and +said which things were for sale, and it made his heart ache to see how +bad they were, and to think that, bad as they were, he could not buy any +of them. + + + + +XXII. + +In the start from Cuxhaven the passengers had the irresponsible ease of +people ticketed through, and the steamship company had still the charge +of their baggage. But when the Marches left Hamburg for Leipsic (where +they had decided to break the long pull to Carlsbad), all the anxieties +of European travel, dimly remembered from former European days, offered +themselves for recognition. A porter vanished with their hand-baggage +before they could note any trait in him for identification; other porters +made away with their trunks; and the interpreter who helped March buy his +tickets, with a vocabulary of strictly railroad English, had to help him +find the pieces in the baggage-room, curiously estranged in a mountain of +alien boxes. One official weighed them; another obliged him to pay as +much in freight as for a third passenger, and gave him an illegible scrap +of paper which recorded their number and destination. The interpreter and +the porters took their fees with a professional effect of +dissatisfaction, and he went to wait with his wife amidst the smoking and +eating and drinking in the restaurant. They burst through with the rest +when the doors were opened to the train, and followed a glimpse of the +porter with their hand-bags, as he ran down the platform, still bent upon +escaping them, and brought him to bay at last in a car where he had got +very good seats for them, and sank into their places, hot and humiliated +by their needless tumult. + +As they cooled, they recovered their self-respect, and renewed a youthful +joy in some of the long-estranged facts. The road was rougher than the +roads at home; but for much less money they had the comfort, without the +unavailing splendor, of a Pullman in their second-class carriage. Mrs. +March had expected to be used with the severity on the imperial railroads +which she had failed to experience from the military on the Hamburg +sidewalks, but nothing could be kindlier than the whole management toward +her. Her fellow-travellers were not lavish of their rights, as Americans +are; what they got, that they kept; and in the run from Hamburg to +Leipsic she had several occasions to observe that no German, however +young or robust, dreams of offering a better place, if he has one, to a +lady in grace to her sex or age; if they got into a carriage too late to +secure a forward-looking seat, she rode backward to the end of that +stage. But if they appealed to their fellow-travellers for information +about changes, or stops, or any of the little facts that they wished to +make sure of, they were enlightened past possibility of error. At the +point where they might have gone wrong the explanations were renewed with +a thoughtfulness which showed that their anxieties had not been +forgotten. She said she could not see how any people could be both so +selfish and so sweet, and her husband seized the advantage of saying +something offensive: + +"You women are so pampered in America that you are astonished when you +are treated in Europe like the mere human beings you are." + +She answered with unexpected reasonableness: + +"Yes, there's something in that; but when the Germans have taught us how +despicable we are as women, why do they treat us so well as human +beings?" + +This was at ten o'clock, after she had ridden backward a long way, and at +last, within an hour of Leipsic, had got a seat confronting him. The +darkness had now hidden the landscape, but the impression of its few +simple elements lingered pleasantly in their sense: long levels, densely +wooded with the precise, severely disciplined German forests, and +checkered with fields of grain and grass, soaking under the thin rain +that from time to time varied the thin sunshine. + +The villages and peasants' cottages were notably few; but there was here +and there a classic or a gothic villa, which, at one point, an +English-speaking young lady turned from her Tauchnitz novel to explain as +the seat of some country gentleman; the land was in large holdings, and +this accounted for the sparsity of villages and cottages. + +She then said that she was a German teacher of English, in Hamburg, and +was going home to Potsdam for a visit. She seemed like a German girl out +of 'The Initials', and in return for this favor Mrs. March tried to +invest herself with some romantic interest as an American. She failed to +move the girl's fancy, even after she had bestowed on her an immense +bunch of roses which the young German friend in Hamburg had sent to them +just before they left their hotel. She failed, later, on the same ground +with the pleasant-looking English woman who got into their carriage at +Magdeburg, and talked over the 'London Illustrated News' with an +English-speaking Fraulein in her company; she readily accepted the fact +of Mrs. March's nationality, but found nothing wonderful in it, +apparently; and when she left the train she left Mrs. March to recall +with fond regret the old days in Italy when she first came abroad, and +could make a whole carriage full of Italians break into ohs and ahs by +saying that she was an American, and telling how far she had come across +the sea. + +"Yes," March assented, "but that was a great while ago, and Americans +were much rarer than they are now in Europe. The Italians are so much +more sympathetic than the Germans and English, and they saw that you +wanted to impress them. Heaven knows how little they cared! And then, you +were a very pretty young girl in those days; or at least I thought so." + +"Yes," she sighed, "and now I'm a plain old woman." + +"Oh, not quite so bad as that." + +"Yes, I am! Do you think they would have cared more if it had been Miss +Triscoe?" + +"Not so much as if it had been the pivotal girl. They would have found +her much more their ideal of the American woman; and even she would have +had to have been here thirty years ago." + +She laughed a little ruefully. "Well, at any rate, I should like to know +how Miss Triscoe would have affected them." + +"I should much rather know what sort of life that English woman is living +here with her German husband; I fancied she had married rank. I could +imagine how dull it must be in her little Saxon town, from the way she +clung to her Illustrated News, and explained the pictures of the +royalties to her friend. There is romance for you!" + +They arrived at Leipsic fresh and cheerful after their five hours' +journey, and as in a spell of their travelled youth they drove up through +the academic old town, asleep under its dimly clouded sky, and silent +except for the trolley-cars that prowled its streets with their feline +purr, and broke at times into a long, shrill caterwaul. A sense of the +past imparted itself to the well-known encounter with the portier and the +head waiter at the hotel door, to the payment of the driver, to the +endeavor of the secretary to have them take the most expensive rooms in +the house, and to his compromise upon the next most, where they found +themselves in great comfort, with electric lights and bells, and a quick +succession of fee-taking call-boys in dress-coats too large for them. The +spell was deepened by the fact, which March kept at the bottom of his +consciousness for the present, that one of their trunks was missing. This +linked him more closely to the travel of other days, and he spent the +next forenoon in a telegraphic search for the estray, with emotions +tinged by the melancholy of recollection, but in the security that since +it was somewhere in the keeping of the state railway, it would be finally +restored to him. + + + + +XXIII. + +Their windows, as they saw in the morning, looked into a large square of +aristocratic physiognomy, and of a Parisian effect in architecture, which +afterwards proved characteristic of the town, if not quite so +characteristic as to justify the passion of Leipsic for calling itself +Little Paris. The prevailing tone was of a gray tending to the pale +yellow of the Tauchnitz editions with which the place is more familiarly +associated in the minds of English-speaking travellers. It was rather +more sombre than it might have been if the weather had been fair; but a +quiet rain was falling dreamily that morning, and the square was provided +with a fountain which continued to dribble in the rare moments when the +rain forgot itself. The place was better shaded than need be in that +sunless land by the German elms that look like ours and it was +sufficiently stocked with German statues, that look like no others. It +had a monument, too, of the sort with which German art has everywhere +disfigured the kindly fatherland since the war with France. These +monuments, though they are so very ugly, have a sort of pathos as records +of the only war in which Germany unaided has triumphed against a foreign +foe, but they are as tiresome as all such memorial pomps must be. It is +not for the victories of a people that any other people can care. The +wars come and go in blood and tears; but whether they are bad wars, or +what are comically called good wars, they are of one effect in death and +sorrow, and their fame is an offence to all men not concerned in them, +till time has softened it to a memory + + "Of old, unhappy, far-off things, + And battles long ago." + +It was for some such reason that while the Marches turned with instant +satiety from the swelling and strutting sculpture which celebrated the +Leipsic heroes of the war of 1870, they had heart for those of the war of +1813; and after their noonday dinner they drove willingly, in a pause of +the rain, out between yellowing harvests of wheat and oats to the field +where Napoleon was beaten by the Russians, Austrians and Prussians (it +always took at least three nations to beat the little wretch) fourscore +years before. Yet even there Mrs. March was really more concerned for the +sparsity of corn-flowers in the grain, which in their modern character of +Kaiserblumen she found strangely absent from their loyal function; and +March was more taken with the notion of the little gardens which his +guide told him the citizens could have in the suburbs of Leipsic and +enjoy at any trolley-car distance from their homes. He saw certain of +these gardens in groups, divided by low, unenvious fences, and sometimes +furnished with summer-houses, where the tenant could take his pleasure in +the evening air, with his family. The guide said he had such a garden +himself, at a rent of seven dollars a year, where he raised vegetables +and flowers, and spent his peaceful leisure; and March fancied that on +the simple domestic side of their life, which this fact gave him a +glimpse of, the Germans were much more engaging than in their character +of victors over either the First or the Third Napoleon. But probably they +would not have agreed with him, and probably nations will go on making +themselves cruel and tiresome till humanity at last prevails over +nationality. + +He could have put the case to the guide himself; but though the guide was +imaginably liberated to a cosmopolitan conception of things by three +years' service as waiter in English hotels, where he learned the +language, he might not have risen to this. He would have tried, for he +was a willing and kindly soul, though he was not a 'valet de place' by +profession. There seemed in fact but one of that useless and amusing race +(which is everywhere falling into decay through the rivalry of the +perfected Baedeker,) left in Leipsic, and this one was engaged, so that +the Marches had to devolve upon their ex-waiter, who was now the keeper +of a small restaurant. He gladly abandoned his business to the care of +his wife, in order to drive handsomely about in his best clothes, with +strangers who did not exact too much knowledge from him. In his zeal to +do something he possessed himself of March's overcoat when they +dismounted at their first gallery, and let fall from its pocket his +prophylactic flask of brandy, which broke with a loud crash on the marble +floor in the presence of several masterpieces, and perfumed the whole +place. The masterpieces were some excellent works of Luke Kranach, who +seemed the only German painter worth looking at when there were any Dutch +or Italian pictures near, but the travellers forgot the name and nature +of the Kranachs, and remembered afterwards only the shattered fragments +of the brandy-flask, just how they looked on the floor, and the fumes, +how they smelt, that rose from the ruin. + +It might have been a warning protest of the veracities against what they +were doing; but the madness of sight-seeing, which spoils travel, was on +them, and they delivered themselves up to it as they used in their +ignorant youth, though now they knew its futility so well. They spared +themselves nothing that they had time for, that day, and they felt +falsely guilty for their omissions, as if they really had been duties to +art and history which must be discharged, like obligations to one's maker +and one's neighbor. + +They had a touch of genuine joy in the presence of the beautiful old +Rathhaus, and they were sensible of something like a genuine emotion in +passing the famous and venerable university; the very air of Leipsic is +redolent of printing and publication, which appealed to March in his +quality of editor, and they could not fail of an impression of the quiet +beauty of the town, with its regular streets of houses breaking into +suburban villas of an American sort, and intersected with many canals, +which in the intervals of the rain were eagerly navigated by pleasure +boats, and contributed to the general picturesqueness by their frequent +bridges, even during the drizzle. There seemed to be no churches to do, +and as it was a Sunday, the galleries were so early closed against them +that they were making a virtue as well as a pleasure of the famous scene +of Napoleon's first great defeat. + +By a concert between their guide and driver their carriage drew up at the +little inn by the road-side, which is also a museum stocked with relics +from the battle-field, and with objects of interest relating to it. Old +muskets, old swords, old shoes and old coats, trumpets, drums, +gun-carriages, wheels, helmets, cannon balls, grape-shot, and all the +murderous rubbish which battles come to at last, with proclamations, +autographs, caricatures and likenesses of Napoleon, and effigies of all +the other generals engaged, and miniatures and jewels of their womenkind, +filled room after room, through which their owner vaunted his way, with a +loud pounding voice and a bad breath. When he wished them to enjoy some +gross British satire or clumsy German gibe at Bonaparte's expense, and +put his face close to begin the laugh, he was something so terrible that +March left the place with a profound if not a reasoned regret that the +French had not won the battle of Leipsic. He walked away musing pensively +upon the traveller's inadequacy to the ethics of history when a breath +could so sway him against his convictions; but even after he had cleansed +his lungs with some deep respirations he found himself still a +Bonapartist in the presence of that stone on the rising ground where +Napoleon sat to watch the struggle on the vast plain, and see his empire +slipping through his blood-stained fingers. It was with difficulty that +he could keep from revering the hat and coat which are sculptured on the +stone, but it was well that he succeeded, for he could not make out then +or afterwards whether the habiliments represented were really Napoleon's +or not, and they might have turned out to be Barclay de Tolly's. + +While he stood trying to solve this question of clothes he was startled +by the apparition of a man climbing the little slope from the opposite +quarter, and advancing toward them. He wore the imperial crossed by the +pointed mustache once so familiar to a world much the worse for them, and +March had the shiver of a fine moment in which he fancied the Third +Napoleon rising to view the scene where the First had looked his coming +ruin in the face. + +"Why, it's Miss Triscoe!" cried his wife, and before March had noticed +the approach of another figure, the elder and the younger lady had rushed +upon each other, and encountered with a kiss. At the same time the visage +of the last Emperor resolved itself into the face of General Triscoe, who +gave March his hand in a more tempered greeting. + +The ladies began asking each other of their lives since their parting two +days before, and the men strolled a few paces away toward the distant +prospect of Leipsic, which at that point silhouettes itself in a noble +stretch of roofs and spires and towers against the horizon. + +General Triscoe seemed no better satisfied with Germany than he had been +on first stepping ashore at Cuxhaven. He might still have been in a pout +with his own country, but as yet he had not made up with any other; and +he said, "What a pity Napoleon didn't thrash the whole dunderheaded lot! +His empire would have been a blessing to them, and they would have had +some chance of being civilized under the French. All this unification of +nationalities is the great humbug of the century. Every stupid race +thinks it's happy because it's united, and civilization has been set back +a hundred years by the wars that were fought to bring the unions about; +and more wars will have to be fought to keep them up. What a farce it is! +What's become of the nationality of the Danes in Schleswig-Holstein, or +the French in the Rhine Provinces, or the Italians in Savoy?" + +March had thought something like this himself, but to have it put by +General Triscoe made it offensive. "I don't know. Isn't it rather +quarrelling with the course of human events to oppose accomplished facts? +The unifications were bound to be, just as the separations before them +were. And so far they have made for peace, in Europe at least, and peace +is civilization. Perhaps after a great many ages people will come +together through their real interests, the human interests; but at +present it seems as if nothing but a romantic sentiment of patriotism can +unite them. By-and-by they may find that there is nothing in it." + +"Perhaps," said the general, discontentedly. "I don't see much promise of +any kind in the future." + +"Well, I don't know. When you think of the solid militarism of Germany, +you seem remanded to the most hopeless moment of the Roman Empire; you +think nothing can break such a force; but my guide says that even in +Leipsic the Socialists outnumber all the other parties, and the army is +the great field of the Socialist propaganda. The army itself may be +shaped into the means of democracy--even of peace." + +"You're very optimistic," said Triscoe, curtly. "As I read the signs, we +are not far from universal war. In less than a year we shall make the +break ourselves in a war with Spain." He looked very fierce as he +prophesied, and he dotted March over with his staccato glances. + +"Well, I'll allow that if Tammany comes in this year, we shall have war +with Spain. You can't ask more than that, General Triscoe?" + +Mrs. March and Miss Triscoe had not said a word of the 'battle of +Leipsic', or of the impersonal interests which it suggested to the men. +For all these, they might still have been sitting in their steamer chairs +on the promenade of the Norumbia at a period which seemed now of +geological remoteness. The girl accounted for not being in Dresden by her +father's having decided not to go through Berlin but to come by way of +Leipsic, which he thought they had better see; they had come without +stopping in Hamburg. They had not enjoyed Leipsic much; it had rained the +whole day before, and they had not gone out. She asked when Mrs. March +was going on to Carlsbad, and Mrs. March answered, the next morning; her +husband wished to begin his cure at once. + +Then Miss Triscoe pensively wondered if Carlsbad would do her father any +good; and Mrs. March discreetly inquired General Triscoe's symptoms. + +"Oh, he hasn't any. But I know he can't be well--with his gloomy +opinions." + +"They may come from his liver," said Mrs. March. "Nearly everything of +that kind does. I know that Mr. March has been terribly depressed at +times, and the doctor said it was nothing but his liver; and Carlsbad is +the great place for that, you know." + +"Perhaps I can get papa to run over some day, if he doesn't like Dresden. +It isn't very far, is it?" + +They referred to Mrs. March's Baedeker together, and found that it was +five hours. + +"Yes, that is what I thought," said Miss Triscoe, with a carelessness +which convinced Mrs. March she had looked up the fact already. + +"If you decide to come, you must let us get rooms for you at our hotel. +We're going to Pupp's; most of the English and Americans go to the hotels +on the Hill, but Pupp's is in the thick of it in the lower town; and it's +very gay, Mr. Kenby says; he's been there often. Mr. Burnamy is to get +our rooms." + +"I don't suppose I can get papa to go," said Miss Triscoe, so insincerely +that Mrs. March was sure she had talked over the different routes; to +Carlsbad with Burnamy--probably on the way from Cuxhaven. She looked up +from digging the point of her umbrella in the ground. "You didn't meet +him here this morning?" + +Mrs. March governed herself to a calm which she respected in asking, "Has +Mr. Burnamy been here?" + +"He came on with Mr. and Mrs. Eltwin, when we did, and they all decided +to stop over a day. They left on the twelve-o'clock train to-day." + +Mrs. March perceived that the girl had decided not to let the facts +betray themselves by chance, and she treated them as of no significance. + +"No, we didn't see him," she said, carelessly. + +The two men came walking slowly towards them, and Miss Triscoe said, +"We're going to Dresden this evening, but I hope we shall meet somewhere, +Mrs. March." + +"Oh, people never lose sight of each other in Europe; they can't; it's so +little!" + +"Agatha," said the girl's father, "Mr. March tells me that the museum +over there is worth seeing." + +"Well," the girl assented, and she took a winning leave of the Marches, +and moved gracefully away with her father. + +"I should have thought it was Agnes," said Mrs. March, following them +with her eyes before she turned upon her husband. "Did he tell you +Burnamy had been here? Well, he has! He has just gone on to Carlsbad. He +made, those poor old Eltwins stop over with him, so he could be with +her." + +"Did she say that?" + +"No, but of course he did." + +"Then it's all settled?" + +"No, it isn't settled. It's at the most interesting point." + +"Well, don't read ahead. You always want to look at the last page." + +"You were trying to look at the last page yourself," she retorted, and +she would have liked to punish him for his complex dishonesty toward the +affair; but upon the whole she kept her temper with him, and she made him +agree that Miss Triscoe's getting her father to Carlsbad was only a +question of time. + +They parted heart's-friends with their ineffectual guide, who was +affectionately grateful for the few marks they gave him, at the hotel +door; and they were in just the mood to hear men singing in a farther +room when they went down to supper. The waiter, much distracted from +their own service by his duties to it, told them it was the breakfast +party of students which they had heard beginning there about noon. The +revellers had now been some six hours at table, and he said they might +not rise before midnight; they had just got to the toasts, which were +apparently set to music. + +The students of right remained a vivid color in the impression of the +university town. They pervaded the place, and decorated it with their +fantastic personal taste in coats and trousers, as well as their corps +caps of green, white, red, and blue, but above all blue. They were not +easily distinguishable from the bicyclers who were holding one of the +dull festivals of their kind in Leipsic that day, and perhaps they were +sometimes both students and bicyclers. As bicyclers they kept about in +the rain, which they seemed not to mind; so far from being disheartened, +they had spirits enough to take one another by the waist at times and +waltz in the square before the hotel. At one moment of the holiday some +chiefs among them drove away in carriages; at supper a winner of prizes +sat covered with badges and medals; another who went by the hotel +streamed with ribbons; and an elderly man at his side was bespattered +with small knots and ends of them, as if he had been in an explosion of +ribbons somewhere. It seemed all to be as exciting for them, and it was +as tedious for the witnesses, as any gala of students and bicyclers at +home. + +Mrs. March remained with an unrequited curiosity concerning their +different colors and different caps, and she tried to make her husband +find out what they severally meant; he pretended a superior interest in +the nature of a people who had such a passion for uniforms that they were +not content with its gratification in their immense army, but indulged it +in every pleasure and employment of civil life. He estimated, perhaps not +very accurately, that only one man out of ten in Germany wore citizens' +dress; and of all functionaries he found that the dogs of the +women-and-dog teams alone had no distinctive dress; even the women had +their peasant costume. + +There was an industrial fair open at Leipsic which they went out of the +city to see after supper, along with a throng of Leipsickers, whom an +hour's interval of fine weather tempted forth on the trolley; and with +the help of a little corporal, who took a fee for his service with the +eagerness of a civilian, they got wheeled chairs, and renewed their +associations with the great Chicago Fair in seeing the exposition from +them. This was not, March said, quite the same as being drawn by a +woman-and-dog team, which would have been the right means of doing a +German fair; but it was something to have his chair pushed by a slender +young girl, whose stalwart brother applied his strength to the chair of +the lighter traveller; and it was fit that the girl should reckon the +common hire, while the man took the common tip. They made haste to leave +the useful aspects of the fair, and had themselves trundled away to the +Colonial Exhibit, where they vaguely expected something like the +agreeable corruptions of the Midway Plaisance. The idea of her colonial +progress with which Germany is trying to affect the home-keeping +imagination of her people was illustrated by an encampment of savages +from her Central-African possessions. They were getting their supper at +the moment the Marches saw them, and were crouching, half naked, around +the fires under the kettles, and shivering from the cold, but they were +not very characteristic of the imperial expansion, unless perhaps when an +old man in a red blanket suddenly sprang up with a knife in his hand and +began to chase a boy round the camp. The boy was lighter-footed, and +easily outran the sage, who tripped at times on his blanket. None of the +other Central Africans seemed to care for the race, and without waiting +for the event, the American spectators ordered themselves trundled away +to another idle feature of the fair, where they hoped to amuse themselves +with the image of Old Leipsic. + +This was so faithfully studied from the past in its narrow streets and +Gothic houses that it was almost as picturesque as the present epoch in +the old streets of Hamburg. A drama had just begun to be represented on a +platform of the public square in front of a fourteenth-century +beer-house, with people talking from the windows round, and revellers in +the costume of the period drinking beer and eating sausages at tables in +the open air. Their eating and drinking were genuine, and in the midst of +it a real rain began, to pour down upon them, without affecting them any +more than if they had been Germans of the nineteenth century. But it +drove the Americans to a shelter from which they could not see the play, +and when it held up, they made their way back to their hotel. + +Their car was full of returning pleasurers, some of whom were happy +beyond the sober wont of the fatherland. The conductor took a special +interest in his tipsy passengers, trying to keep them in order, and +genially entreating them to be quiet when they were too obstreperous. +From time to time he got some of them off, and then, when he remounted +the car, he appealed to the remaining passengers for their sympathy with +an innocent smile, which the Americans, still strange to the unjoyous +physiognomy of the German Empire, failed to value at its rare worth. + +Before he slept that night March tried to assemble from the experiences +and impressions of the day some facts which he would not be ashamed of as +a serious observer of life in Leipsic, and he remembered that their guide +had said house-rent was very low. He generalized from the guide's content +with his fee that the Germans were not very rapacious; and he became +quite irrelevantly aware that in Germany no man's clothes fitted him, or +seemed expected to fit him; that the women dressed somewhat better, and +were rather pretty sometimes, and that they had feet as large as the kind +hearts of the Germans of every age and sex. He was able to note, rather +more freshly, that with all their kindness the Germans were a very +nervous people, if not irritable, and at the least cause gave way to an +agitation, which indeed quickly passed, but was violent while it lasted. +Several times that day he had seen encounters between the portier and +guests at the hotel which promised violence, but which ended peacefully +as soon as some simple question of train-time was solved. The encounters +always left the portier purple and perspiring, as any agitation must with +a man so tight in his livery. He bemoaned himself after one of them as +the victim of an unhappy calling, in which he could take no exercise. "It +is a life of excitements, but not of movements," he explained to March; +and when he learned where he was going, he regretted that he could not go +to Carlsbad too. "For sugar?" he asked, as if there were overmuch of it +in his own make. + +March felt the tribute, but he had to say, "No; liver." + +"Ah!" said the portier, with the air of failing to get on common ground +with him. + + + + +XXV. + +The next morning was so fine that it would have been a fine morning in +America. Its beauty was scarcely sullied, even subjectively, by the +telegram which the portier sent after the Marches from the hotel, saying +that their missing trunk had not yet been found, and their spirits were +as light as the gay little clouds which blew about in the sky, when their +train drew out in the sunshine, brilliant on the charming landscape all +the way to Carlsbad. A fatherly 'traeger' had done his best to get them +the worst places in a non-smoking compartment, but had succeeded so +poorly that they were very comfortable, with no companions but a mother +and daughter, who spoke German in soft low tones together. Their +compartment was pervaded by tobacco fumes from the smokers, but as these +were twice as many as the non-smokers, it was only fair, and after March +had got a window open it did not matter, really. + +He asked leave of the strangers in his German, and they consented in +theirs; but he could not master the secret of the window-catch, and the +elder lady said in English, "Let me show you," and came to his help. + +The occasion for explaining that they were Americans and accustomed to +different car windows was so tempting that Mrs. March could not forbear, +and the other ladies were affected as deeply as she could wish. Perhaps +they were the more affected because it presently appeared that they had +cousins in New York whom she knew of, and that they were acquainted with +an American family that had passed the winter in Berlin. Life likes to do +these things handsomely, and it easily turned out that this was a family +of intimate friendship with the Marches; the names, familiarly spoken, +abolished all strangeness between the travellers; and they entered into a +comparison of tastes, opinions, and experiences, from which it seemed +that the objects and interests of cultivated people in Berlin were quite +the same as those of cultivated people in New York. Each of the parties +to the discovery disclaimed any superiority for their respective +civilizations; they wished rather to ascribe a greater charm and virtue +to the alien conditions; and they acquired such merit with one another +that when the German ladies got out of the train at Franzensbad, the +mother offered Mrs. March an ingenious folding footstool which she had +admired. In fact, she left her with it clasped to her breast, and bowing +speechless toward the giver in a vain wish to express her gratitude. + +"That was very pretty of her, my dear," said March. "You couldn't have +done that." + +"No," she confessed; "I shouldn't have had the courage. The courage of my +emotions," she added, thoughtfully. + +"Ah, that's the difference! A Berliner could do it, and a Bostonian +couldn't. Do you think it so much better to have the courage of your +convictions?" + +"I don't know. It seems to me that I'm less and less certain of +everything that I used to be sure of." + +He laughed, and then he said, "I was thinking how, on our wedding +journey, long ago, that Gray Sister at the Hotel Dieu in Quebec offered +you a rose." + +"Well?" + +"That was to your pretty youth. Now the gracious stranger gives you a +folding stool." + +"To rest my poor old feet. Well, I would rather have it than a rose, +now." + +"You bent toward her at just the slant you had when you took the flower +that time; I noticed it. I didn't see that you looked so very different. +To be sure the roses in your cheeks have turned into rosettes; but +rosettes are very nice, and they're much more permanent; I prefer them; +they will keep in any climate." + +She suffered his mockery with an appreciative sigh. "Yes, our age +caricatures our youth, doesn't it?" + +"I don't think it gets much fun out of it," he assented. + +"No; but it can't help it. I used to rebel against it when it first +began. I did enjoy being young." + +"You did, my dear," he said, taking her hand tenderly; she withdrew it, +because though she could bear his sympathy, her New England nature could +not bear its expression. "And so did I; and we were both young a long +time. Travelling brings the past back, don't you think? There at that +restaurant, where we stopped for dinner--" + +"Yes, it was charming! Just as it used to be! With that white cloth, and +those tall shining bottles of wine, and the fruit in the centre, and the +dinner in courses, and that young waiter who spoke English, and was so +nice! I'm never going home; you may, if you like." + +"You bragged to those ladies about our dining-cars; and you said that our +railroad restaurants were quite as good as the European." + +"I had to do that. But I knew better; they don't begin to be." + +"Perhaps not; but I've been thinking that travel is a good deal alike +everywhere. It's the expression of the common civilization of the world. +When I came out of that restaurant and ran the train down, and then found +that it didn't start for fifteen minutes, I wasn't sure whether I was at +home or abroad. And when we changed cars at Eger, and got into this train +which had been baking in the sun for us outside the station, I didn't +know but I was back in the good old Fitchburg depot. To be sure, +Wallenstein wasn't assassinated at Boston, but I forgot his murder at +Eger, and so that came to the same thing. It's these confounded fifty-odd +years. I used to recollect everything." + +He had got up and was looking out of the window at the landscape, which +had not grown less amiable in growing rather more slovenly since they had +crossed the Saxon bolder into Bohemia. All the morning and early +afternoon they had run through lovely levels of harvest, where men were +cradling the wheat and women were binding it into sheaves in the narrow +fields between black spaces of forest. After they left Eger, there was +something more picturesque and less thrifty in the farming among the low +hills which they gradually mounted to uplands, where they tasted a +mountain quality in the thin pure air. The railroad stations were +shabbier; there was an indefinable touch of something Southern in the +scenery and the people. Lilies were rocking on the sluggish reaches of +the streams, and where the current quickened, tall wheels were lifting +water for the fields in circles of brimming and spilling pockets. Along +the embankments, where a new track was being laid, barefooted women were +at work with pick and spade and barrow, and little yellow-haired girls +were lugging large white-headed babies, and watching the train go by. At +an up grade where it slowed in the ascent he began to throw out to the +children the pfennigs which had been left over from the passage in +Germany, and he pleased himself with his bounty, till the question +whether the children could spend the money forced itself upon him. He sat +down feeling less like a good genius than a cruel magician who had +tricked them with false wealth; but he kept his remorse to himself, and +tried to interest his wife in the difference of social and civic ideal +expressed in the change of the inhibitory notices at the car windows, +which in Germany had strongliest forbidden him to outlean himself, and +now in Austria entreated him not to outbow himself. She refused to share +in the speculation, or to debate the yet nicer problem involved by the +placarded prayer in the washroom to the Messrs. Travellers not to take +away the soap; and suddenly he felt himself as tired as she looked, with +that sense of the futility of travel which lies in wait for every one who +profits by travel. + + + + +PG EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + + Bad wars, or what are comically called good wars + Calm of those who have logic on their side + Decided not to let the facts betray themselves by chance + Explained perhaps too fully + Futility of travel + Humanity may at last prevail over nationality + Impertinent prophecies of their enjoying it so much + Less certain of everything that I used to be sure of + Life of the ship, like the life of the sea: a sodden monotony + Life was like the life at a sea-side hotel, but more monotonous + Madness of sight-seeing, which spoils travel + Night so bad that it was worse than no night at all + Our age caricatures our youth + Prices fixed by his remorse + Recipes for dishes and diseases + Reckless and culpable optimism + Repeated the nothings they had said already + She cares for him: that she was so cold shows that + She could bear his sympathy, but not its expression + Suffering under the drip-drip of his innocent egotism + They were so near in age, though they were ten years apart + Unfounded hope that sooner or later the weather would be fine + Wilful sufferers + Woman harnessed with a dog to a cart + Wooded with the precise, severely disciplined German forests + Work he was so fond of and so weary of + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Their Silver Wedding Journey, Part I. +by William Dean Howells + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THEIR SILVER WEDDING *** + +***** This file should be named 3371.txt or 3371.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/3/3/7/3371/ + +Produced by David Widger + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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I wish you wouldn't for your own sake; although +every number that hasn't got you in it is a back number for me." + +"That's very nice of you, Fulkerson," said the editor. "I suppose you +realize that it's nine years since we took 'Every Other Week' from +Dryfoos?" + +"Well, that makes it all the more Sabbatical," said Fulkerson. "The two +extra years that you've put in here, over and above the old style +Sabbatical seven, are just so much more to your credit. It was your +right to go, two years ago, and now it's your duty. Couldn't you look at +it in that light?" + +"I dare say Mrs. March could," the editor assented. "I don't believe she +could be brought to regard it as a pleasure on any other terms." + +"Of course not," said Fulkerson. "If you won't take a year, take three +months, and call it a Sabbatical summer; but go, anyway. You can make up +half a dozen numbers ahead, and Tom, here, knows your ways so well that +you needn't think about 'Every Other Week' from the time you start till +the time you try to bribe the customs inspector when you get back. I can +take a hack at the editing myself, if Tom's inspiration gives out, and +put a little of my advertising fire into the thing." He laid his hand on +the shoulder of the young fellow who stood smiling by, and pushed and +shook him in the liking there was between them. "Now you go, March! +Mrs. Fulkerson feels just as I do about it; we had our outing last year, +and we want Mrs. March and you to have yours. You let me go down and +engage your passage, and--" + +"No, no!" the editor rebelled. "I'll think about it;" but as he turned +to the work he was so fond of and so weary of, he tried not to think of +the question again, till he closed his desk in the afternoon, and started +to walk home; the doctor had said he ought to walk, and he did so, though +he longed to ride, and looked wistfully at the passing cars. + +He knew he was in a rut, as his wife often said; but if it was a rut, it +was a support too; it kept him from wobbling: She always talked as if the +flowery fields of youth lay on either side of the dusty road he had been +going so long, and he had but to step aside from it, to be among the +butterflies and buttercups again; he sometimes indulged this illusion, +himself, in a certain ironical spirit which caressed while it mocked the +notion. They had a tacit agreement that their youth, if they were ever +to find it again, was to be looked for in Europe, where they met when +they were young, and they had never been quite without the hope of going +back there, some day, for a long sojourn. They had not seen the time +when they could do so; they were dreamers, but, as they recognized, even +dreaming is not free from care; and in his dream March had been obliged +to work pretty steadily, if not too intensely. He had been forced to +forego the distinctly literary ambition with which he had started in life +because he had their common living to make, and he could not make it by +writing graceful verse, or even graceful prose. He had been many years +in a sufficiently distasteful business, and he had lost any thought of +leaving it when it left him, perhaps because his hold on it had always +been rather lax, and he had not been able to conceal that he disliked it. +At any rate, he was supplanted in his insurance agency at Boston by a +subordinate in his office, and though he was at the same time offered a +place of nominal credit in the employ of the company, he was able to +decline it in grace of a chance which united the charm of congenial work +with the solid advantage of a better salary than he had been getting for +work he hated. It was an incredible chance, but it was rendered +appreciably real by the necessity it involved that they should leave +Boston, where they had lived all their married life, where Mrs. March as +well as their children was born, and where all their tender and familiar +ties were, and come to New York, where the literary enterprise which +formed his chance was to be founded. + +It was then a magazine of a new sort, which his business partner had +imagined in such leisure as the management of a newspaper syndicate +afforded him, and had always thought of getting March to edit. The +magazine which is also a book has since been realized elsewhere on more +or less prosperous terms, but not for any long period, and 'Every Other +Week' was apparently--the only periodical of the kind conditioned for +survival. It was at first backed by unlimited capital, and it had the +instant favor of a popular mood, which has since changed, but which did +not change so soon that the magazine had not time to establish itself in +a wide acceptance. It was now no longer a novelty, it was no longer in +the maiden blush of its first success, but it had entered upon its second +youth with the reasonable hope of many years of prosperity before it. In +fact it was a very comfortable living for all concerned, and the Marches +had the conditions, almost dismayingly perfect, in which they had often +promised themselves to go and be young again in Europe, when they +rebelled at finding themselves elderly in America. Their daughter was +married, and so very much to her mother's mind that she did not worry +about her, even though she lived so far away as Chicago, still a wild +frontier town to her Boston imagination; and their son, as soon as he +left college, had taken hold on 'Every Other Week', under his father's +instruction, with a zeal and intelligence which won him Fulkerson's +praise as a chip of the old block. These two liked each other, and +worked into each other's hands as cordially and aptly as Fulkerson and +March had ever done. It amused the father to see his son offering +Fulkerson the same deference which the Business End paid to seniority in +March himself; but in fact, Fulkerson's forehead was getting, as he said, +more intellectual every day; and the years were pushing them all along +together. + +Still, March had kept on in the old rut, and one day he fell down in it. +He had a long sickness, and when he was well of it, he was so slow in +getting his grip of work again that he was sometimes deeply discouraged. +His wife shared his depression, whether he showed or whether he hid it, +and when the doctor advised his going abroad, she abetted the doctor with +all the strength of a woman's hygienic intuitions. March himself +willingly consented, at first; but as soon as he got strength for his +work, he began to temporize and to demur. He said that he believed it +would do him just as much good to go to Saratoga, where they always had +such a good time, as to go to Carlsbad; and Mrs. March had been obliged +several times to leave him to his own undoing; she always took him more +vigorously in hand afterwards. + + + + +II. + +When he got home from the 'Every Other Week' office, the afternoon of +that talk with the Business End, he wanted to laugh with his wife at +Fulkerson's notion of a Sabbatical year. She did not think it was so +very droll; she even urged it seriously against him, as if she had now +the authority of Holy Writ for forcing him abroad; she found no relish of +absurdity in the idea that it was his duty to take this rest which had +been his right before. + +He abandoned himself to a fancy which had been working to the surface of +his thought. "We could call it our Silver Wedding Journey, and go round +to all the old places, and see them in the reflected light of the past." + +"Oh, we could!" she responded, passionately; and he had now the delicate +responsibility of persuading her that he was joking. + +He could think of nothing better than a return to Fulkerson's absurdity. +"It would be our Silver Wedding Journey just as it would be my Sabbatical +year--a good deal after date. But I suppose that would make it all the +more silvery." + +She faltered in her elation. "Didn't you say a Sabbatical year +yourself?" she demanded. + +"Fulkerson said it; but it was a figurative expression." + +"And I suppose the Silver Wedding Journey was a figurative expression +too!" + +"It was a notion that tempted me; I thought you would enjoy it. Don't +you suppose I should be glad too, if we could go over, and find ourselves +just as we were when we first met there?" + +"No; I don't believe now that you care anything about it." + +"Well, it couldn't be done, anyway; so that doesn't matter." + +"It could be done, if you were a mind to think so. And it would be the +greatest inspiration to you. You are always longing for some chance to +do original work, to get away from your editing, but you've let the time +slip by without really trying to do anything; I don't call those little +studies of yours in the magazine anything; and now you won't take the +chance that's almost forcing itself upon you. You could write an +original book of the nicest kind; mix up travel and fiction; get some +love in." + +"Oh, that's the stalest kind of thing!" + +"Well, but you could see it from a perfectly new point of view. You +could look at it as a sort of dispassionate witness, and treat it +humorously--of course it is ridiculous--and do something entirely fresh." + +"It wouldn't work. It would be carrying water on both shoulders. The +fiction would kill the travel, the travel would kill the fiction; the +love and the humor wouldn't mingle any more than oil and vinegar." + +"Well, and what is better than a salad?" + +"But this would be all salad-dressing, and nothing to put it on." She +was silent, and he yielded to another fancy. "We might imagine coming +upon our former selves over there, and travelling round with them-- +a wedding journey 'en partie carree'." + +"Something like that. I call it a very poetical idea," she said with a +sort of provisionality, as if distrusting another ambush. + +"It isn't so bad," he admitted. "How young we were, in those days!" + +"Too young to know what a good time we were having," she said, relaxing +her doubt for the retrospect. "I don't feel as if I really saw Europe, +then; I was too inexperienced, too ignorant, too simple. I would like to +go, just to make sure that I had been." He was smiling again in the way +he had when anything occurred to him that amused him, and she demanded, +"What is it?" + +"Nothing. I was wishing we could go in the consciousness of people who +actually hadn't been before--carry them all through Europe, and let them +see it in the old, simple-hearted American way." + +She shook her head. "You couldn't! They've all been!" + +"All but about sixty or seventy millions," said March. + +"Well, those are just the millions you don't know, and couldn't imagine." + +"I'm not so sure of that." + +"And even if you could imagine them, you couldn't make them interesting. +All the interesting ones have been, anyway." + +"Some of the uninteresting ones too. I used, to meet some of that sort +over there. I believe I would rather chance it for my pleasure with +those that hadn't been." + +"Then why not do it? I know you could get something out of it." + +"It might be a good thing," he mused, "to take a couple who had passed +their whole life here in New York, too poor and too busy ever to go; and +had a perfect famine for Europe all the time. I could have them spend +their Sunday afternoons going aboard the different boats, and looking up +their accommodations. I could have them sail, in imagination, and +discover an imaginary Europe, and give their grotesque misconceptions of +it from travels and novels against a background of purely American +experience. We needn't go abroad to manage that. I think it would be +rather nice." + +"I don't think it would be nice in the least," said Mrs. March, "and if +you don't want to talk seriously, I would rather not talk at all." + +"Well, then, let's talk about our Silver Wedding Journey." + +"I see. You merely want to tease and I am not in the humor for it." + +She said this in a great many different ways, and then she was really +silent. He perceived that she was hurt; and he tried to win her back to +good-humor. He asked her if she would not like to go over to Hoboken and +look at one of the Hanseatic League steamers, some day; and she refused. +When he sent the next day and got a permit to see the boat; she consented +to go. + + + + +III. + +He was one of those men who live from the inside outward; he often took a +hint for his actions from his fancies; and now because he had fancied +some people going to look at steamers on Sundays, he chose the next +Sunday himself for their visit to the Hanseatic boat at Hoboken. To be +sure it was a leisure day with him, but he might have taken the afternoon +of any other day, for that matter, and it was really that invisible +thread of association which drew him. + +The Colmannia had been in long enough to have made her toilet for the +outward voyage, and was looking her best. She was tipped and edged with +shining brass, without and within, and was red-carpeted and white-painted +as only a ship knows how to be. A little uniformed steward ran before +the visitors, and showed them through the dim white corridors into +typical state-rooms on the different decks; and then let them verify +their first impression of the grandeur of the dining-saloon, and the +luxury of the ladies' parlor and music-room. March made his wife observe +that the tables and sofas and easy-chairs, which seemed so carelessly +scattered about, were all suggestively screwed fast to the floor against +rough weather; and he amused himself with the heavy German browns and +greens and coppers in the decorations, which he said must have been +studied in color from sausage, beer, and spinach, to the effect of those +large march-panes in the roof. She laughed with him at the tastelessness +of the race which they were destined to marvel at more and more; but she +made him own that the stewardesses whom they saw were charmingly like +serving-maids in the 'Fliegende Blatter'; when they went ashore she +challenged his silence for some assent to her own conclusion that the +Colmannia was perfect. + +"She has only one fault," he assented. "She's a ship." + +"Yes," said his wife, "and I shall want to look at the Norumbia before I +decide." + +Then he saw that it was only a question which steamer they should take, +and not whether they should take any. He explained, at first gently and +afterwards savagely, that their visit to the Colmannia was quite enough +for him, and that the vessel was not built that he would be willing to +cross the Atlantic in. + +When a man has gone so far as that he has committed himself to the +opposite course in almost so many words; and March was neither surprised +nor abashed when he discovered himself, before they reached home, +offering his wife many reasons why they should go to Europe. She +answered to all, No, he had made her realize the horror of it so much +that she was glad to give it up. She gave it up, with the best feeling; +all that she would ask of him was that he should never mention Europe to +her again. She could imagine how much he disliked to go, if such a ship +as the Colmannia did not make him want to go. + +At the bottom of his heart he knew that he had not used her very well. +He had kindled her fancy with those notions of a Sabbatical year and a +Silver Wedding Journey, and when she was willing to renounce both he had +persisted in taking her to see the ship, only to tell her afterwards that +he would not go abroad on any account. It was by a psychological juggle +which some men will understand that he allowed himself the next day to +get the sailings of the Norumbia from the steamship office; he also got +a plan of the ship showing the most available staterooms, so that they +might be able to choose between her and the Colmannia from all the facts. + + + + + +IV. + +From this time their decision to go was none the less explicit because so +perfectly tacit. + +They began to amass maps and guides. She got a Baedeker for Austria and +he got a Bradshaw for the continent, which was never of the least use +there, but was for the present a mine of unavailable information. He got +a phrase-book, too, and tried to rub up his German. He used to read +German, when he was a boy, with a young enthusiasm for its romantic +poetry, and now, for the sake of Schiller and Uhland and Heine, he held +imaginary conversations with a barber, a bootmaker, and a banker, and +tried to taste the joy which he had not known in the language of those +poets for a whole generation. He perceived, of course, that unless the +barber, the bootmaker, and the banker answered him in terms which the +author of the phrase-book directed them to use, he should not get on with +them beyond his first question; but he did not allow this to spoil his +pleasure in it. In fact, it was with a tender emotion that he realized +how little the world, which had changed in everything else so greatly, +had changed in its ideal of a phrase-book. + +Mrs. March postponed the study of her Baedeker to the time and place for +it; and addressed herself to the immediate business of ascertaining the +respective merits of the Colmannia and Norumbia. She carried on her +researches solely among persons of her own sex; its experiences were +alone of that positive character which brings conviction, and she valued +them equally at first or second hand. She heard of ladies who would not +cross in any boat but the Colmannia, and who waited for months to get a +room on her; she talked with ladies who said that nothing would induce +them to cross in her. There were ladies who said she had twice the +motion that the Norumbia had, and the vibration from her twin screws was +frightful; it always was, on those twin-screw boats, and it did not +affect their testimony with Mrs. March that the Norumbia was a twin-screw +boat too. It was repeated to her in the third or fourth degree of hear- +say that the discipline on the Colmannia was as perfect as that on the +Cunarders; ladies whose friends had tried every line assured her that the +table of the Norumbia was almost as good as the table of the French +boats. To the best of the belief of lady witnesses still living who had +friends on board, the Colmannia had once got aground, and the Norumbia +had once had her bridge carried off by a tidal wave; or it might be the +Colmannia; they promised to ask and let her know. Their lightest word +availed with her against the most solemn assurances of their husbands, +fathers, or brothers, who might be all very well on land, but in +navigation were not to be trusted; they would say anything from a +reckless and culpable optimism. She obliged March all the same to ask +among them, but she recognized their guilty insincerity when he came home +saying that one man had told him you could have played croquet on the +deck of the Colmannia the whole way over when he crossed, and another +that he never saw the racks on in three passages he had made in the +Norumbia. + +The weight of evidence was, he thought, in favor of the Norumbia, but +when they went another Sunday to Hoboken, and saw the ship, Mrs. March +liked her so much less than the Colmannia that she could hardly wait for +Monday to come; she felt sure all the good rooms on the Colmannia would +be gone before they could engage one. + +From a consensus of the nerves of all the ladies left in town so late in +the season, she knew that the only place on any steamer where your room +ought to be was probably just where they could not get it. If you went +too high, you felt the rolling terribly, and people tramping up and down +on the promenade under your window kept you awake the whole night; if you +went too low, you felt the engine thump, thump, thump in your head the +whole way over. If you went too far forward, you got the pitching; if +you went aft, on the kitchen side, you got the smell of the cooking. The +only place, really, was just back of the dining-saloon on the south side +of the ship; it was smooth there, and it was quiet, and you had the sun +in your window all the way over. He asked her if he must take their room +there or nowhere, and she answered that he must do his best, but that she +would not be satisfied with any other place. + +In his despair he went down to the steamer office, and took a room which +one of the clerks said was the best. When he got home, it appeared from +reference to the ship's plan that it was the very room his wife had +wanted from the beginning, and she praised him as if he had used a wisdom +beyond his sex in getting it. + +He was in the enjoyment of his unmerited honor when a belated lady came +with her husband for an evening call, before going into the country. At +sight of the plans of steamers on the Marches' table, she expressed the +greatest wonder and delight that they were going to Europe. They had +supposed everybody knew it, by this time, but she said she had not heard +a word of it; and she went on with some felicitations which March found +rather unduly filial. In getting a little past the prime of life he did +not like to be used with too great consideration of his years, and he did +not think that he and his wife were so old that they need be treated as +if they were going on a golden wedding journey, and heaped with all sorts +of impertinent prophecies of their enjoying it so much and being so much +the better for the little outing! Under his breath, he confounded this +lady for her impudence; but he schooled himself to let her rejoice at +their going on a Hanseatic boat, because the Germans were always so +careful of you. She made her husband agree with her, and it came out +that he had crossed several times on both the Colmannia and the Norumbia. +He volunteered to say that the Colmannia, was a capital sea-boat; she did +not have her nose under water all the time; she was steady as a rock; and +the captain and the kitchen were simply out of sight; some people did +call her unlucky. + +"Unlucky?" Mrs. March echoed, faintly. "Why do they call her unlucky?" + +"Oh, I don't know. People will say anything about any boat. You know +she broke her shaft, once, and once she got caught in the ice." + +Mrs. March joined him in deriding the superstition of people, and she +parted gayly with this over-good young couple. As soon as they were +gone, March knew that she would say: "You must change that ticket, my +dear. We will go in the Norumbia." + +"Suppose I can't get as good a room on the Norumbia?" + +"Then we must stay." + +In the morning after a night so bad that it was worse than no night at +all, she said she would go to the steamship office with him and question +them up about the Colmannia. The people there had never heard she was +called an unlucky boat; they knew of nothing disastrous in her history. +They were so frank and so full in their denials, and so kindly patient of +Mrs. March's anxieties, that he saw every word was carrying conviction of +their insincerity to her. At the end she asked what rooms were left on +the Norumbia, and the clerk whom they had fallen to looked through his +passenger list with a shaking head. He was afraid there was nothing they +would like. + +"But we would take anything," she entreated, and March smiled to think of +his innocence in supposing for a moment that she had ever dreamed of not +going. + +"We merely want the best," he put in. "One flight up, no noise or dust, +with sun in all the windows, and a place for fire on rainy days." + +They must be used to a good deal of American joking which they do not +understand, in the foreign steamship offices. The clerk turned +unsmilingly to one of his superiors and asked him some question in German +which March could not catch, perhaps because it formed no part of a +conversation with a barber, a bootmaker or a banker. A brief drama +followed, and then the clerk pointed to a room on the plan of the +Norumbia and said it had just been given up, and they could have it if +they decided to take it at once. + +They looked, and it was in the very place of their room on the Colmannia; +it was within one of being the same number. It was so providential, if +it was providential at all, that they were both humbly silent a moment; +even Mrs. March was silent. In this supreme moment she would not prompt +her husband by a word, a glance, and it was from his own free will that +he said, "We will take it." + +He thought it was his free will, but perhaps one's will is never free; +and this may have been an instance of pure determinism from all the +events before it. No event that followed affected it, though the day +after they had taken their passage on the Norumbia he heard that she had +once been in the worst sort of storm in the month of August. He felt +obliged to impart the fact to his wife, but she said that it proved +nothing for or against the ship, and confounded him more by her reason +than by all her previous unreason. Reason is what a man is never +prepared for in women; perhaps because he finds it so seldom in men. + + + + +V. + +During nearly the whole month that now passed before the date of sailing +it seemed to March that in some familiar aspects New York had never been +so interesting. He had not easily reconciled himself to the place after +his many years of Boston; but he had got used to the ugly grandeur, to +the noise and the rush, and he had divined more and more the careless +good-nature and friendly indifference of the vast, sprawling, ungainly +metropolis. There were happy moments when he felt a poetry unintentional +and unconscious in it, and he thought there was no point more favorable +for the sense of this than Stuyvesant Square, where they had a flat. +Their windows looked down into its tree-tops, and across them to the +truncated towers of St. George's, and to the plain red-brick, white- +trimmed front of the Friends' Meeting House; he came and went between his +dwelling and his office through the two places that form the square, and +after dinner his wife and he had a habit of finding seats by one of the +fountains in Livingston Place, among the fathers and mothers of the +hybrid East Side children swarming there at play. The elders read their +English or Italian or German or Yiddish journals, or gossiped, or merely +sat still and stared away the day's fatigue; while the little ones raced +in and out among them, crying and laughing, quarrelling and kissing. +Sometimes a mother darted forward and caught her child from the brink of +the basin; another taught hers to walk, holding it tightly up behind by +its short skirts; another publicly nursed her baby to sleep. + +While they still dreamed, but never thought, of going to Europe, the +Marches often said how European all this was; if these women had brought +their knitting or sewing it would have been quite European; but as soon +as they had decided to go, it all began to seem poignantly American. In +like manner, before the conditions of their exile changed, and they still +pined for the Old World, they contrived a very agreeable illusion of it +by dining now and then at an Austrian restaurant in Union Square; but +later when they began to be homesick for the American scenes they had not +yet left, they had a keener retrospective joy in the strictly New York +sunset they were bowed out into. + +The sunsets were uncommonly characteristic that May in Union Square. +They were the color of the red stripes in the American flag, and when +they were seen through the delirious architecture of the Broadway side, +or down the perspective of the cross-streets, where the elevated trains +silhouetted themselves against their pink, they imparted a feeling of +pervasive Americanism in which all impression of alien savors and +civilities was lost. One evening a fire flamed up in Hoboken, and burned +for hours against the west, in the lurid crimson tones of a conflagration +as memorably and appealingly native as the colors of the sunset. + +The weather for nearly the whole month was of a mood familiar enough in +our early summer, and it was this which gave the sunsets their vitreous +pink. A thrilling coolness followed a first blaze of heat, and in the +long respite the thoughts almost went back to winter flannels. But at +last a hot wave was telegraphed from the West, and the week before the +Norumbia sailed was an anguish of burning days and breathless nights, +which fused all regrets and reluctances in the hope of escape, and made +the exiles of two continents long for the sea, with no care for either +shore. + + + + +VI. + +Their steamer was to sail early; they were up at dawn because they had +scarcely lain down, and March crept out into the square for a last breath +of its morning air before breakfast. He was now eager to be gone; he had +broken with habit, and he wished to put all traces of the past out of +sight. But this was curiously like all other early mornings in his +consciousness, and he could not alienate himself from the wonted +environment. He stood talking on every-day terms of idle speculation +with the familiar policeman, about a stray parrot in the top of one of +the trees, where it screamed and clawed at the dead branch to which it +clung. Then he went carelessly indoors again as if he were secure of +reading the reporter's story of it in that next day's paper which he +should not see. + +The sense of an inseverable continuity persisted through the breakfast, +which was like other breakfasts in the place they would be leaving in +summer shrouds just as they always left it at the end of June. The +illusion was even heightened by the fact that their son was to be in the +apartment all summer, and it would not be so much shut up as usual. The +heavy trunks had been sent to the ship by express the afternoon before, +and they had only themselves and their stateroom baggage to transport to +Hoboken; they came down to a carriage sent from a neighboring livery- +stable, and exchanged good-mornings with a driver they knew by name. + +March had often fancied it a chief advantage of living in New York that +you could drive to the steamer and start for Europe as if you were +starting for Albany; he was in the enjoyment of this advantage now, but +somehow it was not the consolation he had expected. He knew, of course, +that if they had been coming from Boston, for instance, to sail in the +Norumbia, they would probably have gone on board the night before, and +sweltered through its heat among the strange smells and noises of the +dock and wharf, instead of breakfasting at their own table, and smoothly +bowling down the asphalt on to the ferryboat, and so to the very foot of +the gangway at the ship's side, all in the cool of the early morning. +But though he had now the cool of the early morning on these conditions, +there was by no means enough of it. + +The sun was already burning the life out of the air, with the threat of +another day of the terrible heat that had prevailed for a week past; and +that last breakfast at home had not been gay, though it had been lively, +in a fashion, through Mrs. March's efforts to convince her son that she +did not want him to come and see them off. Of, her daughter's coming all +the way from Chicago there was no question, and she reasoned that if he +did not come to say good-by on board it would be the same as if they were +not going. + +"Don't you want to go?" March asked with an obscure resentment. + +"I don't want to seem to go," she said, with the calm of those who have +logic on their side. + +As she drove away with her husband she was not so sure of her +satisfaction in the feint she had arranged, though when she saw the +ghastly partings of people on board, she was glad she had not allowed her +son to come. She kept saying this to herself, and when they climbed to +the ship from the wharf, and found themselves in the crowd that choked +the saloons and promenades and passages and stairways and landings, she +said it more than once to her husband. + +She heard weary elders pattering empty politenesses of farewell with +friends who had come to see them off, as they stood withdrawn in such +refuges as the ship's architecture afforded, or submitted to be pushed +and twirled about by the surging throng when they got in its way. She +pitied these in their affliction, which she perceived that they could not +lighten or shorten, but she had no patience with the young girls, who +broke into shrieks of nervous laughter at the coming of certain young +men, and kept laughing and beckoning till they made the young men see +them; and then stretched their hands to them and stood screaming and +shouting to them across the intervening heads and shoulders. Some girls, +of those whom no one had come to bid good-by, made themselves merry, +or at least noisy, by rushing off to the dining-room and looking at the +cards on the bouquets heaping the tables, to find whether any one had +sent them flowers. Others whom young men had brought bunches of violets +hid their noses in them, and dropped their fans and handkerchiefs and +card-cases, and thanked the young men for picking them up. Others, had +got places in the music-room, and sat there with open boxes of long- +stemmed roses in their laps, and talked up into the faces of the men, +with becoming lifts and slants of their eyes and chins. In the midst of +the turmoil children struggled against people's feet and knees, and +bewildered mothers flew at the ship's officers and battered them with +questions alien to their respective functions as they amiably stifled +about in their thick uniforms. + +Sailors, slung over the ship's side on swinging seats, were placidly +smearing it with paint at that last moment; the bulwarks were thickly set +with the heads and arms of passengers who were making signs to friends on +shore, or calling messages to them that lost themselves in louder noises +midway. Some of the women in the steerage were crying; they were +probably not going to Europe for pleasure like the first-cabin +passengers, or even for their health; on the wharf below March saw the +face of one young girl twisted with weeping, and he wished he had not +seen it. He turned from it, and looked into the eyes of his son, who was +laughing at his shoulder. He said that he had to come down with a good- +by letter from his sister, which he made an excuse for following them; +but he had always meant to see them off, he owned. The letter had just +come with a special delivery stamp, and it warned them that she had sent +another good-by letter with some flowers on board. Mrs. March scolded at +them both, but with tears in her eyes, and in the renewed stress of +parting which he thought he had put from him, March went on taking note, +as with alien senses, of the scene before him, while they all talked on +together, and repeated the nothings they had said already. + +A rank odor of beet-root sugar rose from the far-branching sheds where +some freight steamers of the line lay, and seemed to mingle chemically +with the noise which came up from the wharf next to the Norumbia. The +mass of spectators deepened and dimmed away into the shadow of the roofs, +and along their front came files of carriages and trucks and carts, and +discharged the arriving passengers and their baggage, and were lost in +the crowd, which they penetrated like slow currents, becoming clogged and +arrested from time to time, and then beginning to move again. + +The passengers incessantly mounted by the canvas-draped galleries +leading, fore and aft, into the ship. Bareheaded, blue-jacketed, brass- +buttoned stewards dodged skillfully in and out among them with their +hand-bags, holdalls, hat-boxes, and state-room trunks, and ran before +them into the different depths and heights where they hid these burdens, +and then ran back for more. Some of the passengers followed them and +made sure that their things were put in the right places; most of them +remained wedged among the earlier comers, or pushed aimlessly in and out +of the doors of the promenades. + +The baggage for the hold continually rose in huge blocks from the wharf, +with a loud clucking of the tackle, and sank into the open maw of the +ship, momently gathering herself for her long race seaward, with harsh +hissings and rattlings and gurglings. There was no apparent reason why +it should all or any of it end, but there came a moment when there began +to be warnings that were almost threats of the end. The ship's whistle +sounded, as if marking a certain interval; and Mrs. March humbly +entreated, sternly commanded, her son to go ashore, or else be carried to +Europe. They disputed whether that was the last signal or not; she was +sure it was, and she appealed to March, who was moved against his reason. +He affected to talk calmly with his son, and gave him some last charges +about 'Every Other Week'. + +Some people now interrupted their leave-taking; but the arriving +passengers only arrived more rapidly at the gang-ways; the bulks of +baggage swung more swiftly into the air. A bell rang, and there rose +women's cries, "Oh, that is the shore-bell!" and men's protests, "It is +only the first bell! "More and more began to descend the gangways, fore +and aft, and soon outnumbered those who were coming aboard. + +March tried not to be nervous about his son's lingering; he was ashamed +of his anxiety; but he said in a low voice, "Better be off, Tom." + +His mother now said she did not care if Tom were really carried to +Europe; and at last he said, Well, he guessed he must go ashore, as if +there had been no question of that before; and then she clung to him and +would not let him go; but she acquired merit with herself at last by +pushing him into the gangway with her own hands: he nodded and waved his +hat from its foot, and mixed with the crowd. + +Presently there was hardly any one coming aboard, and the sailors began +to undo the lashings of the gangways from the ship's side; files of men +on the wharf laid hold of their rails; the stewards guarding their +approach looked up for the signal to come aboard; and in vivid pantomime +forbade some belated leavetakers to ascend. These stood aside, +exchanging bows and grins with the friends whom they could not reach; +they all tried to make one another hear some last words. The moment came +when the saloon gangway was detached; then it was pulled ashore, and the +section of the bulwarks opening to it was locked, not to be unlocked on +this side of the world. An indefinable impulse communicated itself to +the steamer: while it still seemed motionless it moved. The thick spread +of faces on the wharf, which had looked at times like some sort of +strange flowers in a level field, broke into a universal tremor, and the +air above them was filled with hats and handkerchiefs, as if with the +flight of birds rising from the field. + +The Marches tried to make out their son's face; they believed that they +did; but they decided that they had not seen him, and his mother said +that she was glad; it would only have made it harder to bear, though she +was glad he had come over to say good-by it had seemed so unnatural that +he should not, when everybody else was saying good-by. + +On the wharf color was now taking the place of form; the scene ceased to +have the effect of an instantaneous photograph; it was like an +impressionistic study. As the ship swung free of the shed and got into +the stream, the shore lost reality. Up to a certain moment, all was +still New York, all was even Hoboken; then amidst the grotesque and +monstrous shows of the architecture on either shore March felt himself at +sea and on the way to Europe. + +The fact was accented by the trouble people were already making with the +deck-steward about their steamer chairs, which they all wanted put in the +best places, and March, with a certain heart-ache, was involuntarily +verifying the instant in which he ceased to be of his native shores, +while still in full sight of them, when he suddenly reverted to them, and +as it were landed on them again in an incident that held him breathless. +A man, bareheaded, and with his arms flung wildly abroad, came flying +down the promenade from the steerage. "Capitan! Capitan! There is a +woman!" he shouted in nondescript English. "She must go hout! She must +go hout!" Some vital fact imparted itself to the ship's command and +seemed to penetrate to the ship's heart; she stopped, as if with a sort +of majestic relenting. A tug panted to her side, and lifted a ladder to +it; the bareheaded man, and a woman gripping a baby in her arms, sprawled +safely down its rungs to the deck of the tug, and the steamer moved +seaward again. + +"What is it? Oh, what is it?" his wife demanded of March's share of +their common ignorance. A young fellow passing stopped, as if arrested +by the tragic note in her voice, and explained that the woman had left +three little children locked up in her tenement while she came to bid +some friends on board good-by. + +He passed on, and Mrs. March said, "What a charming face he had!" even +before she began to wreak upon that wretched mother the overwrought +sympathy which makes good women desire the punishment of people who have +escaped danger. She would not hear any excuse for her. "Her children +oughtn't to have been out of her mind for an instant." + +"Don't you want to send back a line to ours by the pilot?" March asked. + +She started from him. "Oh, was I really beginning to forget them?" + +In the saloon where people were scattered about writing pilot's letters +she made him join her in an impassioned epistle of farewell, which once +more left none of the nothings unsaid that they had many times +reiterated. She would not let him put the stamp on, for fear it would +not stick, and she had an agonizing moment of doubt whether it ought not +to be a German stamp; she was not pacified till the steward in charge of +the mail decided. + +"I shouldn't have forgiven myself," March said, "if we hadn't let Tom +know that twenty minutes after he left us we were still alive and well." + +"It's to Bella, too," she reasoned. + +He found her making their state-room look homelike with their familiar +things when he came with their daughter's steamer letter and the flowers +and fruit she had sent. She said, Very well, they would all keep, and +went on with her unpacking. He asked her if she did not think these home +things made it rather ghastly, and she said if he kept on in that way she +should certainly go back on the pilot-boat. He perceived that her nerves +were spent. He had resisted the impulse to an ill-timed joke about the +life-preservers under their berths when the sound of the breakfast-horn, +wavering first in the distance, found its way nearer and clearer down +their corridor. + + + + +VII. + +In one of the many visits to the steamship office which his wife's +anxieties obliged him to make, March had discussed the question of seats +in the dining-saloon. At first he had his ambition for the captain's +table, but they convinced him more easily than he afterwards convinced +Mrs. March that the captain's table had become a superstition of the +past, and conferred no special honor. It proved in the event that the +captain of the Norumbia had the good feeling to dine in a lower saloon +among the passengers who paid least for their rooms. But while the +Marches were still in their ignorance of this, they decided to get what +adventure they could out of letting the head steward put them where he +liked, and they came in to breakfast with a careless curiosity to see +what he had done for them. + +There seemed scarcely a vacant place in the huge saloon; through the oval +openings in the centre they looked down into the lower saloon and up into +the music-room, as thickly thronged with breakfasters. The tables were +brightened with the bouquets and the floral designs of ships, anchors, +harps, and doves sent to the lady passengers, and at one time the Marches +thought they were going to be put before a steam-yacht realized to the +last detail in blue and white violets. The ports of the saloon were +open, and showed the level sea; the ship rode with no motion except the +tremor from her screws. The sound of talking and laughing rose with the +clatter of knives and forks and the clash of crockery; the homely smell +of the coffee and steak and fish mixed with the spice of the roses and +carnations; the stewards ran hither and thither, and a young foolish joy +of travel welled up in the elderly hearts of the pair. When the head +steward turned out the swivel-chairs where they were to sit they both +made an inclination toward the people already at table, as if it had been +a company at some far-forgotten table d'hote in the later sixties. The +head steward seemed to understand as well as speak English, but the +table-stewards had only an effect of English, which they eked out with +"Bleace!" for all occasions of inquiry, apology, or reassurance, as the +equivalent of their native "Bitte!" Otherwise there was no reason to +suppose that they did not speak German, which was the language of a good +half of the passengers. The stewards looked English, however, in +conformity to what seems the ideal of every kind of foreign seafaring +people, and that went a good way toward making them intelligible. + +March, to whom his wife mainly left their obeisance, made it so tentative +that if it should meet no response he could feel that it had been nothing +more than a forward stoop, such as was natural in sitting down. He need +not really have taken this precaution; those whose eyes he caught more or +less nodded in return. + +A nice-looking boy of thirteen or fourteen, who had the place on the left +of the lady in the sofa seat under the port, bowed with almost +magisterial gravity, and made the lady on the sofa smile, as if she were +his mother and understood him. March decided that she had been some time +a widow; and he easily divined that the young couple on her right had +been so little time husband and wife that they would rather not have it +known. Next them was a young lady whom he did not at first think so +good-looking as she proved later to be, though she had at once a pretty +nose, with a slight upward slant at the point, long eyes under fallen +lashes, a straight forehead, not too high, and a mouth which perhaps the +exigencies of breakfasting did not allow all its characteristic charm. +She had what Mrs. March thought interesting hair, of a dull black, +roughly rolled away from her forehead and temples in a fashion not +particularly becoming to her, and she had the air of not looking so well +as she might if she had chosen. The elderly man on her right, it was +easy to see, was her father; they had a family likeness, though his fair +hair, now ashen with age, was so different from hers. He wore his beard +cut in the fashion of the Second Empire, with a Louis Napoleonic +mustache, imperial, and chin tuft; his neat head was cropt close; and +there was something Gallic in its effect and something remotely military: +he had blue eyes, really less severe than he meant, though be frowned a +good deal, and managed them with glances of a staccato quickness, as if +challenging a potential disagreement with his opinions. + +The gentleman on his right, who sat at the head of the table, was of the +humorous, subironical American expression, and a smile at the corner of +his kindly mouth, under an iron-gray full beard cut short, at once +questioned and tolerated the new-comers as he glanced at them. He +responded to March's bow almost as decidedly as the nice boy, whose +mother he confronted at the other end of the table, and with his comely +bulk formed an interesting contrast to her vivid slightness. She was +brilliantly dark, behind the gleam of the gold-rimmed glasses perched on +her pretty nose. + +If the talk had been general before the Marches came, it did not at once +renew itself in that form. Nothing was said while they were having their +first struggle with the table-stewards, who repeated the order as if to +show how fully they had misunderstood it. The gentleman at the head of +the table intervened at last, and then, "I'm obliged to you," March said, +for your German. I left mine in a phrase-book in my other coat pocket." + +"Oh, I wasn't speaking German," said the other. It was merely their kind +of English." + +The company were in the excitement of a novel situation which disposes +people to acquaintance, and this exchange of small pleasantries made +every one laugh, except the father and daughter; but they had the effect +of being tacitly amused. + +The mother of the nice boy said to Mrs. March, "You may not get what you +ordered, but it will be good." + +"Even if you don't know what it is!" said the young bride, and then +blushed, as if she had been too bold. + +Mrs. March liked the blush and the young bride for it, and she asked, +"Have you ever been on one of these German boats before? They seem very +comfortable." + +"Oh, dear, no! we've never been on any boat before." She made a little +petted mouth of deprecation, and added, simple-heartedly, "My husband was +going out on business, and he thought he might as well take me along." + +The husband seemed to feel himself brought in by this, and said he did +not see why they should not make it a pleasure-trip, too. They put +themselves in a position to be patronized by their deference, and in the +pauses of his talk with the gentleman at the head of the table, March +heard his wife abusing their inexperience to be unsparingly instructive +about European travel. He wondered whether she would be afraid to own +that it was nearly thirty years since she had crossed the ocean; though +that might seem recent to people who had never crossed at all. + +They listened with respect as she boasted in what an anguish of wisdom +she had decided between the Colmannia and the Norumbia. The wife said +she did not know there was such a difference in steamers, but when Mrs. +March perfervidly assured her that there was all the difference in the +world, she submitted and said she supposed she ought to be thankful that +they, had hit upon the right one. They had telegraphed for berths and +taken what was given them; their room seemed to be very nice. + +"Oh," said Mrs. March, and her husband knew that she was saying it to +reconcile them to the inevitable, "all the rooms on the Norumbia are +nice. The only difference is that if they are on the south side you have +the sun." + +"I'm not sure which is the south side," said the bride. "We seem to have +been going west ever since we started, and I feel as if we should reach +home in the morning if we had a good night. Is the ocean always so +smooth as this?" + +"Oh, dear, no!" said Mrs. March. "It's never so smooth as this," and she +began to be outrageously authoritative about the ocean weather. She +ended by declaring that the June passages were always good, and that if +the ship kept a southerly course they would have no fogs and no icebergs. +She looked round, and caught her husband's eye. "What is it? Have I +been bragging? Well, you understand," she added to the bride, "I've only +been over once, a great while ago, and I don't really know anything about +it," and they laughed together. "But I talked so much with people after +we decided to go, that I feel as if I had been a hundred times." + +"I know," said the other lady, with caressing intelligence. "That is +just the way with--" She stopped, and looked at the young man whom the +head steward was bringing up to take the vacant place next to March. He +came forward, stuffing his cap into the pocket of his blue serge sack, +and smiled down on the company with such happiness in his gay eyes that +March wondered what chance at this late day could have given any human +creature his content so absolute, and what calamity could be lurking +round the corner to take it out of him. The new-comer looked at March as +if he knew him, and March saw at a second glance that he was the young +fellow who had told him about the mother put off after the start. He +asked him whether there was any change in the weather yet outside, and he +answered eagerly, as if the chance to put his happiness into the mere +sound of words were a favor done him, that their ship had just spoken one +of the big Hanseatic mailboats, and she had signalled back that she had +met ice; so that they would probably keep a southerly course, and not +have it cooler till they were off the Banks. + +The mother of the boy said, "I thought we must be off the Banks when I +came out of my room, but it was only the electric fan at the foot of the +stairs." + +"That was what I thought," said Mrs. March. "I almost sent my husband +back for my shawl!" Both the ladies laughed and liked each other for +their common experience. + +The gentleman at the head of the table said, "They ought to have fans +going there by that pillar, or else close the ports. They only let in +heat." + +They easily conformed to the American convention of jocosity in their +talk; it perhaps no more represents the individual mood than the +convention of dulness among other people; but it seemed to make the young +man feel at home. + +"Why, do you think it's uncomfortably warm?," he asked, from what March +perceived to be a meteorology of his own. He laughed and added, "It is +pretty summerlike," as if he had not thought of it before. He talked of +the big mail-boat, and said he would like to cross on such a boat as +that, and then he glanced at the possible advantage of having your own +steam-yacht like the one which he said they had just passed, so near that +you could see what a good time the people were having on board. He began +to speak to the Marches; his talk spread to the young couple across the +table; it visited the mother on the sofa in a remark which she might +ignore without apparent rejection, and without really avoiding the boy, +it glanced off toward the father and daughter, from whom it fell, to rest +with the gentleman at the head of the table. + +It was not that the father and daughter had slighted his overture, if it +was so much as that, but that they were tacitly preoccupied, or were of +some philosophy concerning their fellow-breakfasters which did not suffer +them, for the present, at least, to share in the common friendliness. +This is an attitude sometimes produced in people by a sense of just, or +even unjust, superiority; sometimes by serious trouble; sometimes by +transient annoyance. The cause was not so deep-seated but Mrs. March, +before she rose from her place, believed that she had detected a slant of +the young lady's eyes, from under her lashes, toward the young man; and +she leaped to a conclusion concerning them in a matter where all logical +steps are impertinent. She did not announce her arrival at this point +till the young man had overtaken her before she got out of the saloon, +and presented the handkerchief she had dropped under the table. + +He went away with her thanks, and then she said to her husband, "Well, +he's perfectly charming, and I don't wonder she's taken with him; that +kind of cold girl would be, though I'm not sure that she is cold. She's +interesting, and you could see that he thought so, the more he looked at +her; I could see him looking at her from the very first instant; he +couldn't keep his eyes off her; she piqued his curiosity, and made him +wonder about her." + +"Now, look here, Isabel! This won't do. I can stand a good deal, but I +sat between you and that young fellow, and you couldn't tell whether he +was looking at that girl or not." + +"I could! I could tell by the expression of her face." + +"Oh, well! If it's gone as far as that with you, I give it up. When are +you going to have them married?" + +"Nonsense! I want you to find out who all those people are. How are you +going to do it?" + +"Perhaps the passenger list will say," he suggested. + + + + +VIII. + +The list did not say of itself, but with the help of the head steward's +diagram it said that the gentleman at the head of the table was Mr. R. +M. Kenby; the father and the daughter were Mr. E. B. Triscoe and Miss +Triscoe; the bridal pair were Mr. and Mrs. Leffers; the mother and her +son were Mrs. Adding and Mr. Roswell Adding; the young man who came in +last was Mr. L. J. Burnamy. March carried the list, with these names +carefully checked and rearranged on a neat plan of the table, to his wife +in her steamer chair, and left her to make out the history and the +character of the people from it. In this sort of conjecture long +experience had taught him his futility, and he strolled up and down and +looked at the life about him with no wish to penetrate it deeply. + +Long Island was now a low yellow line on the left. Some fishing-boats +flickered off the shore; they met a few sail, and left more behind; but +already, and so near one of the greatest ports of the world, the spacious +solitude of the ocean was beginning. There was no swell; the sea lay +quite flat, with a fine mesh of wrinkles on its surface, and the sun +flamed down upon it from a sky without a cloud. With the light fair +wind, there was no resistance in the sultry air, the thin, dun smoke from +the smoke-stack fell about the decks like a stifling veil. + +The promenades, were as uncomfortably crowded as the sidewalk of +Fourteenth Street on a summer's day, and showed much the social average +of a New York shopping thoroughfare. Distinction is something that does +not always reveal itself at first sight on land, and at sea it is still +more retrusive. A certain democracy of looks and clothes was the most +notable thing to March in the apathetic groups and detached figures. His +criticism disabled the saloon passengers of even so much personal appeal +as he imagined in some of the second-cabin passengers whom he saw across +their barrier; they had at least the pathos of their exclusion, and he +could wonder if they felt it or envied him. At Hoboken he had seen +certain people coming on board who looked like swells; but they had now +either retired from the crowd, or they had already conformed to the +prevailing type. It was very well as a type; he was of it himself; but +he wished that beauty as well as distinction had not been so lost in it. + +In fact, he no longer saw so much beauty anywhere as he once did. It +might be that he saw life more truly than when he was young, and that his +glasses were better than his eyes had been; but there were analogies that +forbade his thinking so, and he sometimes had his misgivings that the +trouble was with his glasses. He made what he could of a pretty girl who +had the air of not meaning to lose a moment from flirtation, and was +luring her fellow-passengers from under her sailor hat. She had already +attached one of them; and she was hooking out for more. She kept moving +herself from the waist up, as if she worked there on a pivot, showing now +this side and now that side of her face, and visiting the admirer she had +secured with a smile as from the lamp of a revolving light as she turned. + +While he was dwelling upon this folly, with a sense of impersonal +pleasure in it as complete through his years as if he were already a +disembodied spirit, the pulse of the engines suddenly ceased, and he +joined the general rush to the rail, with a fantastic expectation of +seeing another distracted mother put off; but it was only the pilot +leaving the ship. He was climbing down the ladder which hung over the +boat, rising and sinking on the sea below, while the two men in her held +her from the ship's side with their oars; in the offing lay the white +steam-yacht which now replaces the picturesque pilot-sloop of other +times. The Norumbia's screws turned again under half a head of steam; +the pilot dropped from the last rung of the ladder into the boat, and +caught the bundle of letters tossed after him. Then his men let go the +line that was towing their craft, and the incident of the steamer's +departure was finally closed. It had been dramatically heightened +perhaps by her final impatience to be off at some added risks to the +pilot and his men, but not painfully so, and March smiled to think how +men whose lives are all of dangerous chances seem always to take as many +of them as they can. + +He heard a girl's fresh voice saying at his shoulder, "Well, now we are +off; and I suppose you're glad, papa!" + +"I'm glad we're not taking the pilot on, at least," answered the elderly +man whom the girl had spoken to; and March turned to see the father and +daughter whose reticence at the breakfast table had interested him. He +wondered that he had left her out of the account in estimating the beauty +of the ship's passengers: he saw now that she was not only extremely +pretty, but as she moved away she was very graceful; she even had +distinction. He had fancied a tone of tolerance, and at the same time of +reproach in her voice, when she spoke, and a tone of defiance and not +very successful denial in her father's; and he went back with these +impressions to his wife, whom he thought he ought to tell why the ship +had stopped. + +She had not noticed the ship's stopping, in her study of the passenger +list, and she did not care for the pilot's leaving; but she seemed to +think his having overheard those words of the father and daughter an +event of prime importance. With a woman's willingness to adapt the means +to the end she suggested that he should follow them up and try to +overhear something more; she only partially realized the infamy of her +suggestion when he laughed in scornful refusal. + +"Of course I don't want you to eavesdrop, but I do want you to find out +about them. And about Mr. Burnamy, too. I can wait, about the others, +or manage for myself, but these are driving me to distraction. Now, will +you?" + +He said he would do anything he could with honor, and at one of the +earliest turns he made on the other side of the ship he was smilingly +halted by Mr. Burnamy, who asked to be excused, and then asked if he were +not Mr. March of 'Every Other Week'; he had seen the name on the +passenger list, and felt sure it must be the editor's. He seemed so +trustfully to expect March to remember his own name as that of a writer +from whom he had accepted a short poem, yet unprinted, that the editor +feigned to do so until he really did dimly recall it. He even recalled +the short poem, and some civil words he said about it caused Burnamy to +overrun in confidences that at once touched and amused him. + + + + +IX. + +Burnamy, it seemed, had taken passage on the Norumbia because he found, +when he arrived in New York the day before, that she was the first boat +out. His train was so much behind time that when he reached the office +of the Hanseatic League it was nominally shut, but he pushed in by +sufferance of the janitor, and found a berth, which had just been given +up, in one of the saloon-deck rooms. It was that or nothing; and he felt +rich enough to pay for it himself if the Bird of Prey, who had cabled him +to come out to Carlsbad as his secretary, would not stand the difference +between the price and that of the lower-deck six-in-a-room berth which he +would have taken if he had been allowed a choice. + +With the three hundred dollars he had got for his book, less the price of +his passage, changed into German bank-notes and gold pieces, and safely +buttoned in the breast pocket of his waistcoat, he felt as safe from +pillage as from poverty when he came out from buying his ticket; he +covertly pressed his arm against his breast from time to time, for the +joy of feeling his money there and not from any fear of finding it gone. +He wanted to sing, he wanted to dance; he could not believe it was he, +as he rode up the lonely length of Broadway in the cable-car, between the +wild, irregular walls of the canyon which the cable-cars have all to +themselves at the end of a summer afternoon. + +He went and dined, and he thought he dined well, at a Spanish-American +restaurant, for fifty cents, with a half-bottle of California claret +included. When he came back to Broadway he was aware that it was +stiflingly hot in the pinkish twilight, but he took a cable-car again in +lack of other pastime, and the motion served the purpose of a breeze, +which he made the most of by keeping his hat off. It did not really +matter to him whether it was hot or cool; he was imparadised in weather +which had nothing to do with the temperature. Partly because he was born +to such weather, in the gayety of soul which amused some people with him, +and partly because the world was behaving as he had always expected, he +was opulently content with the present moment. But he thought very +tolerantly of the future, and he confirmed himself in the decision he had +already made, to stick to Chicago when he came back to America. New York +was very well, and he had no sentiment about Chicago; but he had got a +foothold there; he had done better with an Eastern publisher, he +believed, by hailing from the West, and he did not believe it would hurt +him with the Eastern public to keep on hailing from the West. + +He was glad of a chance to see Europe, but he did not mean to come home +so dazzled as to see nothing else against the American sky. He fancied, +for he really knew nothing, that it was the light of Europe, not its +glare that he wanted, and he wanted it chiefly on his material, so as to +see it more and more objectively. It was his power of detachment from +this that had enabled him to do his sketches in the paper with such charm +as to lure a cash proposition from a publisher when he put them together +for a book, but he believed that his business faculty had much to do with +his success; and he was as proud of that as of the book itself. Perhaps +he was not so very proud of the book; he was at least not vain of it; he +could, detach himself from his art as well as his material. + +Like all literary temperaments he was of a certain hardness, in spite of +the susceptibilities that could be used to give coloring to his work. +He knew this well enough, but he believed that there were depths of +unprofessional tenderness in his nature. He was good to his mother, and +he sent her money, and wrote to her in the little Indiana town where he +had left her when he came to Chicago. After he got that invitation from +the Bird of Prey, he explored his heart for some affection that he had +not felt for him before, and he found a wish that his employer should not +know it was he who had invented that nickname for him. He promptly +avowed this in the newspaper office which formed one of the eyries of the +Bird of Prey, and made the fellows promise not to give him away. He +failed to move their imagination when he brought up as a reason for +softening toward him that he was from Burnamy's own part of Indiana, and +was a benefactor of Tippecanoe University, from which Burnamy was +graduated. But they, relished the cynicism of his attempt; and they were +glad of his good luck, which he was getting square and not rhomboid, as +most people seem to get their luck. They liked him, and some of them +liked him for his clean young life as well as for his cleverness. His +life was known to be as clean as a girl's, and he looked like a girl with +his sweet eyes, though he had rather more chin than most girls. + +The conductor came to reverse his seat, and Burnamy told him he guessed +he would ride back with him as far as the cars to the Hoboken Ferry, if +the conductor would put him off at the right place. It was nearly nine +o'clock, and he thought he might as well be going over to the ship, where +he had decided to pass the night. After he found her, and went on board, +he was glad he had not gone sooner. A queasy odor of drainage stole up +from the waters of the dock, and mixed with the rank, gross sweetness of +the bags of beet-root sugar from the freight-steamers; there was a coming +and going of carts and trucks on the wharf, and on the ship a rattling of +chains and a clucking of pulleys, with sudden outbreaks and then sudden +silences of trampling sea-boots. Burnamy looked into the dining-saloon +and the music-room, with the notion of trying for some naps there; then +he went to his state-room. His room-mate, whoever he was to be, had not +come; and he kicked off his shoes and threw off his coat and tumbled into +his berth. + +He meant to rest awhile, and then get up and spend the night in receiving +impressions. He could not think of any one who had done the facts of the +eve of sailing on an Atlantic liner. He thought he would use the +material first in a letter to the paper and afterwards in a poem; but he +found himself unable to grasp the notion of its essential relation to the +choice between chicken croquettes and sweetbreads as entrees of the +restaurant dinner where he had been offered neither; he knew that he had +begun to dream, and that he must get up. He was just going to get up, +when he woke to a sense of freshness in the air, penetrating from the new +day outside. He looked at his watch and found it was quarter past six; +he glanced round the state-room and saw that he had passed the night +alone in it. Then he splashed himself hastily at the basin next his +berth, and jumped into his clothes, and went on deck, anxious to lose no +feature or emotion of the ship's departure. + +When she was fairly off he returned to his room to change the thick coat +he had put on at the instigation of the early morning air. His room-mate +was still absent, but he was now represented by his state-room baggage, +and Burnamy tried to infer him from it. He perceived a social quality in +his dress-coat case, capacious gladstone, hat-box, rug, umbrella, and +sole-leather steamer trunk which he could not attribute to his own +equipment. The things were not so new as his; they had an effect of +polite experience, with a foreign registry and customs label on them here +and there. They had been chosen with both taste and knowledge, and +Burnamy would have said that they were certainly English things, if it +had not been for the initials U. S. A. which followed the name of E. B. +Triscoe on the end of the steamer trunk showing itself under the foot of +the lower berth. + +The lower berth had fallen to Burnamy through the default of the +passenger whose ticket he had got at the last hour; the clerk in the +steamer office had been careful to impress him with this advantage, and +he now imagined a trespass on his property. But he reassured himself by +a glance at his ticket, and went out to watch the ship's passage down the +stream and through the Narrows. After breakfast he came to his room +again, to see what could be done from his valise to make him look better +in the eyes of a girl whom he had seen across the table; of course he +professed a much more general purpose. He blamed himself for not having +got at least a pair of the white tennis-shoes which so many of the +passengers were wearing; his russet shoes had turned shabby on his feet; +but there was a, pair of enamelled leather boots in his bag which he +thought might do. + +His room was in the group of cabins on the upper deck; he had already +missed his way to it once by mistaking the corridor which it opened into; +and he was not sure that he was not blundering again when he peered down +the narrow passage where he supposed it was. A lady was standing at an +open state-room door, resting her hands against the jambs and leaning +forward with her head within and talking to some one there. Before he +could draw back and try another corridor he heard her say: "Perhaps he's +some young man, and wouldn't care. + +Burnamy could not make out the answer that came from within. The lady +spoke again in a tone of reluctant assent, "No, I don't suppose you +could; but if he understood, perhaps he would offer." + +She drew her head out of the room, stepping back a pace, and lingering a +moment at the threshold. She looked round over her shoulder and +discovered Burnamy, where he stood hesitating at the head of the passage. +She ebbed before him, and then flowed round him in her instant escape; +with some murmured incoherencies about speaking to her father, she +vanished in a corridor on the other side of the ship, while he stood +staring into the doorway of his room. + +He had seen that she was the young lady for whom he had come to put on +his enamelled shoes, and he saw that the person within was the elderly +gentleman who had sat next her at breakfast. He begged his pardon, as he +entered, and said he hoped he should not disturb him. "I'm afraid I left +my things all over the place, when I got up this morning." + +The other entreated him not to mention it and went on taking from his +hand-bag a variety of toilet appliances which the sight of made Burnamy +vow to keep his own simple combs and brushes shut in his valise all the +way over. "You slept on board, then," he suggested, arresting himself +with a pair of low shoes in his hand; he decided to put them in a certain +pocket of his steamer bag. + +"Oh, yes," Burnamy laughed, nervously: "I came near oversleeping, and +getting off to sea without knowing it; and I rushed out to save myself, +and so--" + +He began to gather up his belongings while he followed the movements of +Mr. Triscoe with a wistful eye. He would have liked to offer his lower +berth to this senior of his, when he saw him arranging to take possession +of the upper; but he did not quite know how to manage it. He noticed +that as the other moved about he limped slightly, unless it were rather a +weary easing of his person from one limb to the other. He stooped to +pull his trunk out from under the berth, and Burnamy sprang to help him. + +"Let me get that out for you!" He caught it up and put it on the sofa +under the port. "Is that where you want it?" + +"Why, yes," the other assented. "You're very good," and as he took out +his key to unlock the trunk he relented a little farther to the +intimacies of the situation. "Have you arranged with the bath-steward +yet? It's such a full boat." + +"No, I haven't," said Burnamy, as if he had tried and failed; till then +he had not known that there was a bath-steward. "Shall I get him for +you?" + +"No; no. Our bedroom-steward will send him, I dare say, thank you." + +Mr. Triscoe had got his trunk open, and Burnamy had no longer an excuse +for lingering. In his defeat concerning the bath-steward, as he felt it +to be, he had not the courage, now, to offer the lower berth. He went +away, forgetting to change his shoes; but he came back, and as soon as he +got the enamelled shoes on, and shut the shabby russet pair in his bag, +he said, abruptly: "Mr. Triscoe, I wish you'd take the lower berth. I +got it at the eleventh hour by some fellow's giving it up, and it isn't +as if I'd bargained for it a month ago." + +The elder man gave him one of his staccato glances in which Burnamy +fancied suspicion and even resentment. But he said, after the moment of +reflection which he gave himself, "Why, thank you, if you don't mind, +really." + +"Not at all!" cried the young man. "I should like the upper berth +better. We'll, have the steward change the sheets." + +"Oh, I'll see that he does that," said Mr. Triscoe. "I couldn't allow +you to take any trouble about it." He now looked as if he wished Burnamy +would go, and leave him to his domestic arrangements. + + + + +X. + +In telling about himself Burnamy touched only upon the points which he +believed would take his listener's intelligent fancy, and he stopped so +long before he had tired him that March said he would like to introduce +him to his wife. He saw in the agreeable young fellow an image of his +own youth, with some differences which, he was willing to own, were to +the young fellow's advantage. But they were both from the middle West; +in their native accent and their local tradition they were the same; they +were the same in their aspirations; they were of one blood in their +literary impulse to externate their thoughts and emotions. + +Burnamy answered, with a glance at his enamelled shoes, that he would be +delighted, and when her husband brought him up to her, Mrs. March said +she was always glad to meet the contributors to the magazine, and asked +him whether he knew Mr. Kendricks, who was her favorite. Without giving +him time to reply to a question that seemed to depress him, she said that +she had a son who must be nearly his own age, and whom his father had +left in charge of 'Every Other Week' for the few months they were to be +gone; that they had a daughter married and living in Chicago. She made +him sit down by her in March's chair, and before he left them March heard +him magnanimously asking whether Mr. Kendricks was going to do something +more for the magazine soon. He sauntered away and did not know how +quickly Burnamy left this question to say, with the laugh and blush which +became him in her eyes: + +"Mrs. March, there is something I should like to tell you about, if you +will let me." + +"Why, certainly, Mr. Burnamy," she began, but she saw that he did not +wish her to continue. + +"Because," he went on, "it's a little matter that I shouldn't like to go +wrong in." + +He told her of his having overheard what Miss Triscoe had said to her +father, and his belief that she was talking about the lower berth. He +said he would have wished to offer it, of course, but now he was afraid +they might think he had overheard them and felt obliged to do it. + +"I see," said Mrs. March, and she added, thoughtfully, "She looks like +rather a proud girl." + +"Yes," the young fellow sighed. + +"She is very charming," she continued, thoughtfully, but not so +judicially. + +"Well," Burnamy owned, "that is certainly one of the complications," and +they laughed together. + +She stopped herself after saying, "I see what you mean," and suggested, +"I think I should be guided by circumstances. It needn't be done at +once, I suppose." + +"Well," Burnamy began, and then he broke out, with a laugh of +embarrassment, "I've done it already." + +"Oh! Then it wasn't my advice, exactly, that you wanted." + +"No!" + +"And how did he take it?" + +"He said he should be glad to make the exchange if I really didn't mind." +Burnamy had risen restlessly, and she did not ask him to stay. She +merely said: + +"Oh, well, I'm glad it turned out so nicely." + +"I'm so glad you think it was the thing to do." He managed to laugh +again, but he could not hide from her that he was not feeling altogether +satisfied. "Would you like me to send Mr. March, if I see him?" he +asked, as if he did not know on what other terms to get away. + +"Do, please!" she entreated, and it seemed to her that he had hardly left +her when her husband came up. "Why, where in the world did he find you +so soon?" + +"Did you send him for me? I was just hanging round for him to go." March +sank into the chair at her side. "Well, is he going to marry her?" + +"Oh, you may laugh! But there is something very exciting!" She told him +what had happened, and of her belief that Burnamy's handsome behavior had +somehow not been met in kind. + +March gave himself the pleasure of an immense laugh. "It seems to me +that this Mr. Burnamy of yours wanted a little more gratitude than he was +entitled to. Why shouldn't he have offered him the lower berth? And why +shouldn't the old gentleman have taken it just as he did? Did you want +him to make a counteroffer of his daughter's hand? If he does, I hope +Mr. Burnamy won't come for your advice till after he's accepted her." + +"He wasn't very candid. I hoped you would speak about that. Don't you +think it was rather natural, though?" + +"For him, very likely. But I think you would call it sinuous in some one +you hadn't taken a fancy to." + +"No, no. I wish to be just. I don't see how he could have come straight +at it. And he did own up at last." She asked him what Burnamy had done +for the magazine, and he could remember nothing but that one small poem, +yet unprinted; he was rather vague about its value, but said it had +temperament. + +"He has temperament, too," she commented, and she had made him tell her +everything he knew, or could be forced to imagine about Burnamy, before +she let the talk turn to other things. + +The life of the promenade had already settled into seafaring form; the +steamer chairs were full, and people were reading or dozing in them with +an effect of long habit. Those who would be walking up and down had +begun their walks; some had begun going in and out of the smoking-room; +ladies who were easily affected by the motion were lying down in the +music-room. Groups of both sexes were standing at intervals along the +rail, and the promenaders were obliged to double on a briefer course or +work slowly round them. Shuffleboard parties at one point and ring-toss +parties at another were forming among the young people. It was as lively +and it was as dull as it would be two thousand miles at sea. It was not +the least cooler, yet; but if you sat still you did not suffer. + +In the prompt monotony the time was already passing swiftly. The deck- +steward seemed hardly to have been round with tea and bouillon, and he +had not yet gathered up all the empty cups, when the horn for lunch +sounded. It was the youngest of the table-stewards who gave the summons +to meals; and whenever the pretty boy appeared with his bugle, funny +passengers gathered round him to make him laugh, and stop him from +winding it. His part of the joke was to fulfill his duty with gravity, +and only to give way to a smile of triumph as he walked off. + + + + +XI. + +At lunch, in the faded excitement of their first meeting, the people at +the Marches' table did not renew the premature intimacy of their +breakfast talk. Mrs. March went to lie down in her berth afterwards, and +March went on deck without her. He began to walk to and from the barrier +between the first and second cabin promenades; lingering near it, and +musing pensively, for some of the people beyond it looked as intelligent +and as socially acceptable, even to their clothes, as their pecuniary +betters of the saloon. + +There were two women, a mother and daughter, whom he fancied to be +teachers, by their looks, going out for a little rest, or perhaps for a +little further study to fit them more perfectly for their work. They +gazed wistfully across at him whenever he came up to the barrier; and he +feigned a conversation with them and tried to convince them that the +stamp of inferiority which their poverty put upon them was just, or if +not just, then inevitable. He argued with them that the sort of barrier +which here prevented their being friends with him, if they wished it, ran +invisibly through society everywhere but he felt ashamed before their +kind, patient, intelligent faces, and found himself wishing to excuse the +fact he was defending. Was it any worse, he asked them, than their not +being invited to the entertainments of people in upper Fifth Avenue? He +made them own that if they were let across that barrier the whole second +cabin would have a logical right to follow; and they were silenced. But +they continued to gape at him with their sincere, gentle eyes whenever he +returned to the barrier in his walk, till he could bear it no longer, and +strolled off toward the steerage. + +There was more reason why the passengers there should be penned into a +little space of their own in the sort of pit made by the narrowing deck +at the bow. They seemed to be all foreigners, and if any had made their +fortunes in our country they were hiding their prosperity in the return +to their own. They could hardly have come to us more shabby and squalid +than they were going away; but he thought their average less apathetic +than that of the saloon passengers, as he leaned over the rail and looked +down at them. Some one had brought out an electric battery, and the +lumpish boys and slattern girls were shouting and laughing as they +writhed with the current. A young mother seated flat on the deck, with +her bare feet stuck out, inattentively nursed her babe, while she laughed +and shouted with the rest; a man with his head tied in a shawl walked +about the pen and smiled grotesquely with the well side of his toothache- +swollen face. The owner of the battery carried it away, and a group of +little children, with blue eyes and yellow hair, gathered in the space he +had left, and looked up at a passenger near March who was eating some +plums and cherries which he had brought from the luncheon table. He +began to throw the fruit down to them, and the children scrambled for it. + +An elderly man, with a thin, grave, aquiline face, said, "I shouldn't +want a child of mine down there." + +"No," March responded, "it isn't quite what one would choose for one's +own. It's astonishing, though, how we reconcile ourselves to it in the +case of others." + +"I suppose it's something we'll have to get used to on the other side," +suggested the stranger. + +"Well," answered March, "you have some opportunities to get used to it on +this side, if you happen to live in New York," and he went on to speak of +the raggedness which often penetrated the frontier of comfort where he +lived in Stuyvesant Square, and which seemed as glad of alms in food or +money as this poverty of the steerage. + +The other listened restively like a man whose ideals are disturbed. +"I don't believe I should like to live in New York, much," he said, and +March fancied that he wished to be asked where he did live. It appeared +that he lived in Ohio, and he named his town; he did not brag of it, but +he said it suited him. He added that he had never expected to go to +Europe, but that he had begun to run down lately, and his doctor thought +he had better go out and try Carlsbad. + +March said, to invite his further confidence, that this was exactly his +own case. The Ohio man met the overture from a common invalidism as if +it detracted from his own distinction; and he turned to speak of the +difficulty, he had in arranging his affairs for leaving home. His heart +opened a little with the word, and he said how comfortable he and his +wife were in their house, and how much they both hated to shut it up. +When March offered him his card, he said he had none of his own with him, +but that his name was Eltwin. He betrayed a simple wish to have March +realize the local importance he had left behind him; and it was not hard +to comply; March saw a Grand Army button in the lapel of his coat, and he +knew that he was in the presence of a veteran. + +He tried to guess his rank; in telling his wife about him, when he went +down to find her just before dinner, but he ended with a certain sense of +affliction. "There are too many elderly invalids on this ship. I knock +against people of my own age everywhere. Why aren't your youthful lovers +more in evidence, my dear? I don't believe they are lovers, and I begin +to doubt if they're young even." + +"It wasn't very satisfactory at lunch, certainly," she owned. "But I +know it will be different at dinner." She was putting herself together +after a nap that had made up for the lost sleep of the night before. +"I want you to look very nice, dear. Shall you dress for dinner?" she +asked her husband's image in the state-room glass which she was +preoccupying. + +"I shall dress in my pea-jacket and sea-boots," it answered. + +"I have heard that they always dress for dinner on the big Cunard and +White Star boats, when it's good weather," she went on, placidly. +"I shouldn't want those people to think you were not up in the +convenances." + +They both knew that she meant the reticent father and daughter, and March +flung out, "I shouldn't want them to think you weren't. There's such a +thing as overdoing." + +She attacked him at another point. "What has annoyed you? What else +have you been doing?" + +"Nothing. I've been reading most of the afternoon." + +"The Maiden Knight?" + +This was the book which nearly everybody had brought on board. It was +just out, and had caught an instant favor, which swelled later to a tidal +wave. It depicted a heroic girl in every trying circumstance of +mediaeval life, and gratified the perennial passion of both sexes for +historical romance, while it flattered woman's instinct of superiority by +the celebration of her unintermitted triumphs, ending in a preposterous +and wholly superfluous self-sacrifice. + +March laughed for pleasure in her guess, and she pursued, "I suppose you +didn't waste time looking if anybody had brought the last copy of 'Every +Other Week'?" + +"Yes, I did; and I found the one you had left in your steamer chair--for +advertising purposes, probably." + +"Mr. Burnamy has another," she said. "I saw it sticking out of his +pocket this morning." + +"Oh, yes. He told me he had got it on the train from Chicago to see if +it had his poem in it. He's an ingenuous soul--in some ways." + +"Well, that is the very reason why you ought to find out whether the men +are going to dress, and let him know. He would never think of it +himself." + +"Neither would I," said her husband. + +"Very well, if you wish to spoil his chance at the outset," she sighed. + +She did not quite know whether to be glad or not that the men were all in +sacks and cutaways at dinner; it saved her, from shame for her husband +and Mr. Burnamy; but it put her in the wrong. Every one talked; even the +father and daughter talked with each other, and at one moment Mrs. March +could not be quite sure that the daughter had not looked at her when she +spoke. She could not be mistaken in the remark which the father +addressed to Burnamy, though it led to nothing. + + + + +XII. + +The dinner was uncommonly good, as the first dinner out is apt to be; and +it went gayly on from soup to fruit, which was of the American abundance +and variety, and as yet not of the veteran freshness imparted by the ice- +closet. Everybody was eating it, when by a common consciousness they +were aware of alien witnesses. They looked up as by a single impulse, +and saw at the port the gaunt face of a steerage passenger staring down +upon their luxury; he held on his arm a child that shared his regard with +yet hungrier eyes. A boy's nose showed itself as if tiptoed to the +height of the man's elbow; a young girl peered over his other arm. + +The passengers glanced at one another; the two table-stewards, with their +napkins in their hands, smiled vaguely, and made some indefinite +movements. + +The bachelor at the head of the table broke the spell. "I'm glad it +didn't begin with the Little Neck clams!" + +"Probably they only let those people come for the dessert," March +suggested. + +The widow now followed the direction of the other eyes; and looked up +over her shoulder; she gave a little cry, and shrank down. The young +bride made her petted mouth, in appeal to the company; her husband looked +severe, as if he were going to do something, but refrained, not to make a +scene. The reticent father threw one of his staccato glances at the +port, and Mrs. March was sure that she saw the daughter steal a look at +Burnamy. + +The young fellow laughed. "I don't suppose there's anything to be done +about it, unless we pass out a plate." + +Mr. Kenby shook his head. "It wouldn't do. We might send for the +captain. Or the chief steward." + +The faces at the port vanished. At other ports profiles passed and +repassed, as if the steerage passengers had their promenade under them, +but they paused no more. + +The Marches went up to their steamer chairs, and from her exasperated +nerves Mrs. March denounced the arrangement of the ship which had made +such a cruel thing possible. + +"Oh," he mocked, "they had probably had a good substantial meal of their +own, and the scene of our banquet was of the quality of a picture, a +purely aesthetic treat. But supposing it wasn't, we're doing something +like it every day and every moment of our lives. The Norumbia is a piece +of the whole world's civilization set afloat, and passing from shore to +shore with unchanged classes, and conditions. A ship's merely a small +stage, where we're brought to close quarters with the daily drama of +humanity." + +"Well, then," she protested, "I don't like being brought to close +quarters with the daily drama of humanity, as you call it. And I don't +believe that the large English ships are built so that the steerage +passengers can stare in at the saloon windows while one is eating; and +I'm sorry we came on the Norumbia." + +"Ah, you think the Norumbia doesn't hide anything," he began, and he was +going to speak of the men in the furnace pits of the steamer, how they +fed the fires in a welding heat, and as if they had perished in it crept +out on the forecastle like blanched phantasms of toil; but she interposed +in time. + +"If there's anything worse, for pity's sake don't tell me," she +entreated, and he forebore. + +He sat thinking how once the world had not seemed to have even death in +it, and then how as he had grown older death had come into it more and +more, and suffering was lurking everywhere, and could hardly be kept out +of sight. He wondered if that young Burnamy now saw the world as he used +to see it, a place for making verse and making love, and full of beauty +of all kinds waiting to be fitted with phrases. He had lived a happy +life; Burnamy would be lucky if he should live one half as happy; and yet +if he could show him his whole happy life, just as it had truly been, +must not the young man shrink from such a picture of his future? + +"Say something," said his wife. "What are you thinking about?" + +"Oh, Burnamy," he answered, honestly enough. + +"I was thinking about the children," she said. "I am glad Bella didn't +try to come from Chicago to see us off; it would have been too silly; she +is getting to be very sensible. I hope Tom won't take the covers off the +furniture when he has the fellows in to see him." + +"Well, I want him to get all the comfort he can out of the place, even if +the moths eat up every stick of furniture." + +"Yes, so do I. And of course you're wishing that you were there with +him!" March laughed guiltily. "Well, perhaps it was a crazy thing for +us to start off alone for Europe, at our age." + +"Nothing of the kind," he retorted in the necessity he perceived for +staying her drooping spirits. "I wouldn't be anywhere else on any +account. Isn't it perfectly delicious? It puts me in mind of that night +on the Lake Ontario boat, when we were starting for Montreal. There was +the same sort of red sunset, and the air wasn't a bit softer than this." + +He spoke of a night on their wedding-journey when they were sill new +enough from Europe to be comparing everything at home with things there. + +"Well, perhaps we shall get into the spirit of it again," she said, and +they talked a long time of the past. + +All the mechanical noises were muffled in the dull air, and the wash of +the ship's course through the waveless sea made itself pleasantly heard. +In the offing a steamer homeward bound swam smoothly by, so close that +her lights outlined her to the eye; she sent up some signal rockets that +soared against the purple heaven in green and crimson, and spoke to the +Norumbia in the mysterious mute phrases of ships that meet in the dark. + +Mrs. March wondered what had become of Burnamy; the promenades were much +freer now than they had been since the ship sailed; when she rose to go +below, she caught sight of Burnamy walking the deck transversely with +some lady. She clutched her husband's arm and stayed him in rich +conjecture. + +"Do you suppose he can have got her to walking with him already?" + +They waited till Burnamy and his companion came in sight again. She was +tilting forward, and turning from the waist, now to him and now from him. + +"No; it's that pivotal girl," said March; and his wife said, "Well, I'm +glad he won't be put down by them." + +In the music-room sat the people she meant, and at the instant she passed +on down the stairs, the daughter was saying to the father, "I don't see +why you didn't tell me sooner, papa." + +"It was such an unimportant matter that I didn't think to mention it. +He offered it, and I took it; that was all. What difference could it +have made to you?" + +"None. But one doesn't like to do any one an injustice." + +"I didn't know you were thinking anything about it." + +"No, of course not." + + + + +XIII. + +The voyage of the Norumbia was one of those which passengers say they +have never seen anything like, though for the first two or three days out +neither the doctor nor the deck-steward could be got, to prophesy when +the ship would be in. There was only a day or two when it could really +be called rough, and the sea-sickness was confined to those who seemed +wilful sufferers; they lay on the cushioned benching around the stairs- +landing, and subsisted on biscuit and beef tea without qualifying the +monotonous well-being of the other passengers, who passed without +noticing them. + +The second morning there was rain, and the air freshened, but the leaden +sea lay level as before. The sun shone in the afternoon; with the sunset +the fog came thick and white; the ship lowed dismally through the night; +from the dense folds of the mist answering noises called back to her. +Just before dark two men in a dory shouted up to her close under her +bows, and then melted out of sight; when the dark fell the lights of +fishing-schooners were seen, and their bells pealed; once loud cries from +a vessel near at hand made themselves heard. Some people in the dining- +saloon sang hymns; the smoking-room was dense with cigar fumes, and the +card-players dealt their hands in an atmosphere emulous of the fog +without. + +The Norumbia was off the Banks, and the second day of fog was cold as if +icebergs were haunting the opaque pallor around her. In the ranks of +steamer chairs people lay like mummies in their dense wrappings; in the +music-room the little children of travel discussed the different lines of +steamers on which they had crossed, and babes of five and seven disputed +about the motion on the Cunarders and White Stars; their nurses tried in +vain to still them in behalf of older passengers trying to write letters +there. + +By the next morning the ship had run out of the fog; and people who could +keep their feet said they were glad of the greater motion which they +found beyond the Banks. They now talked of the heat of the first days +out, and how much they had suffered; some who had passed the night on +board before sailing tried to impart a sense of their misery in trying to +sleep. + +A day or two later a storm struck the ship, and the sailors stretched +canvas along the weather promenade and put up a sheathing of boards +across the bow end to keep off the rain. Yet a day or two more and the +sea had fallen again and there was dancing on the widest space of the lee +promenade. + +The little events of the sea outside the steamer offered themselves in +their poor variety. Once a ship in the offing, with all its square sails +set, lifted them like three white towers from the deep. On the rim of +the ocean the length of some westward liner blocked itself out against +the horizon, and swiftly trailed its smoke out of sight. A few tramp +steamers, lounging and lunging through the trough of the sea, were +overtaken and left behind; an old brigantine passed so close that her +rusty iron sides showed plain, and one could discern the faces of the +people on board. + +The steamer was oftenest without the sign of any life beyond her. One +day a small bird beat the air with its little wings, under the roof of +the promenade, and then flittered from sight over the surface, of the +waste; a school of porpoises, stiff and wooden in their rise, plunged +clumsily from wave to wave. The deep itself had sometimes the unreality, +the artificiality of the canvas sea of the theatre. Commonly it was +livid and cold in color; but there was a morning when it was delicately +misted, and where the mist left it clear, it was blue and exquisitely +iridescent under the pale sun; the wrinkled waves were finely pitted by +the falling spray. These were rare moments; mostly, when it was not like +painted canvas, is was hard like black rock, with surfaces of smooth +cleavage. Where it met the sky it lay flat and motionless, or in the +rougher weather carved itself along the horizon in successions of surges. + +If the sun rose clear, it was overcast in a few hours; then the clouds +broke and let a little sunshine through, to close again before the dim +evening thickened over the waters. Sometimes the moon looked through the +ragged curtain of vapors; one night it seemed to shine till morning, and +shook a path of quicksilver from the horizon to the ship. Through every +change, after she had left the fog behind, the steamer drove on with the +pulse of her engines (that stopped no more than a man's heart stops) in a +course which had nothing to mark it but the spread of the furrows from +her sides, and the wake that foamed from her stern to the western verge +of the sea. + +The life of the ship, like the life of the sea, was a sodden monotony, +with certain events which were part of the monotony. In the morning the +little steward's bugle called the passengers from their dreams, and half +an hour later called them to their breakfast, after such as chose had +been served with coffee by their bedroom-stewards. Then they went on +deck, where they read, or dozed in their chairs, or walked up and down, +or stood in the way of those who were walking; or played shuffleboard and +ring-toss; or smoked, and drank whiskey and aerated waters over their +cards and papers in the smoking-room; or wrote letters in the saloon or +the music-room. At eleven o'clock they spoiled their appetites for lunch +with tea or bouillon to the music of a band of second-cabin stewards; at +one, a single blast of the bugle called them to lunch, where they glutted +themselves to the torpor from which they afterwards drowsed in their +berths or chairs. They did the same things in the afternoon that they +had done in the forenoon; and at four o'clock the deck-stewards came +round with their cups and saucers, and their plates of sandwiches, again +to the music of the band. There were two bugle-calls for dinner, and +after dinner some went early to bed, and some sat up late and had grills +and toast. At twelve the lights were put out in the saloons and the +smoking-rooms. + +There were various smells which stored themselves up in the consciousness +to remain lastingly relative to certain moments and places: a whiff of +whiskey and tobacco that exhaled from the door of the smoking-room; the +odor of oil and steam rising from the open skylights over the engine- +room; the scent of stale bread about the doors of the dining-saloon. + +The life was like the life at a sea-side hotel, only more monotonous. +The walking was limited; the talk was the tentative talk of people aware +that there was no refuge if they got tired of one another. The flirting +itself, such as there was of it, must be carried on in the glare of the +pervasive publicity; it must be crude and bold, or not be at all. + +There seemed to be very little of it. There were not many young people +on board of saloon quality, and these were mostly girls. The young men +were mainly of the smoking-room sort; they seldom risked themselves among +the steamer chairs. It was gayer in the second cabin, and gayer yet in +the steerage, where robuster emotions were operated by the accordion. +The passengers there danced to its music; they sang to it and laughed to +it unabashed under the eyes of the first-cabin witnesses clustered along +the rail above the pit where they took their rude pleasures. + +With March it came to his spending many hours of each long, swift day in +his berth with a book under the convenient electric light. He was safe +there from the acquaintances which constantly formed themselves only to +fall into disintegration, and cling to him afterwards as inorganic +particles of weather-guessing, and smoking-room gossip about the ship's +run. + +In the earliest hours of the voyage he thought that he saw some faces of +the great world, the world of wealth and fashion; but these afterward +vanished, and left him to wonder where they hid themselves. He did not +meet them even in going to and from his meals; he could only imagine them +served in those palatial state-rooms whose interiors the stewards now and +then rather obtruded upon the public. There were people whom he +encountered in the promenades when he got up for the sunrise, and whom he +never saw at other times; at midnight he met men prowling in the dark +whom he never met by day. But none of these were people of the great +world. Before six o'clock they were sometimes second-cabin passengers, +whose barrier was then lifted for a little while to give them the freedom +of the saloon promenade. + +From time to time he thought he would look up his Ohioan, and revive from +a closer study of him his interest in the rare American who had never +been to Europe. But he kept with his elderly wife, who had the effect of +withholding him from March's advances. Young Mr. and Mrs. Leffers threw +off more and more their disguise of a long-married pair, and became +frankly bride and groom. They seldom talked with any one else, except at +table; they walked up and down together, smiling into each others faces; +they sat side by side in their steamer chairs; one shawl covered them +both, and there was reason to believe that they were holding each other's +hands under it. + +Mrs. Adding often took the chair beside Mrs. March when her husband was +straying about the ship or reading in his berth; and the two ladies must +have exchanged autobiographies, for Mrs. March was able to tell him just +how long Mrs. Adding had been a widow, what her husband died of, and what +had been done to save him; how she was now perfectly wrapt up in her boy, +and was taking him abroad, with some notion of going to Switzerland, +after the summer's travel, and settling down with him at school there. +She and Mrs. March became great friends; and Rose, as his mother called +him, attached himself reverently to March, not only as a celebrity of the +first grade in his quality of editor of 'Every Other Week', but as a sage +of wisdom and goodness, with whom he must not lose the chance of counsel +upon almost every hypothesis and exigency of life. + +March could not bring himself to place Burnamy quite where he belonged in +contemporary literature, when Rose put him very high in virtue of the +poem which he heard Burnamy was going to have printed in 'Every Other +Week', and of the book which he was going to have published; and he let +the boy bring to the young fellow the flattery which can come to any +author but once, in the first request for his autograph that Burnamy +confessed to have had. They were so near in age, though they were ten +years apart, that Rose stood much more in awe of Burnamy than of others +much more his seniors. He was often in the company of Kenby, whom he +valued next to March as a person acquainted with men; he consulted March +upon Kenby's practice of always taking up the language of the country he +visited, if it were only for a fortnight; and he conceived a higher +opinion of him from March's approval. + +Burnamy was most with Mrs. March, who made him talk about himself when he +supposed he was talking about literature, in the hope that she could get +him to talk about the Triscoes; but she listened in vain as he poured +out-his soul in theories of literary art, and in histories of what he had +written and what he meant to write. When he passed them where they sat +together, March heard the young fellow's perpetually recurring I, I, I, +my, my, my, me, me, me; and smiled to think how she was suffering under +the drip-drip of his innocent egotism. + +She bore in a sort of scientific patience his attentions to the pivotal +girl, and Miss Triscoe's indifference to him, in which a less penetrating +scrutiny could have detected no change from meal to meal. It was only at +table that she could see them together, or that she could note any break +in the reserve of the father and daughter. The signs of this were so +fine that when she reported them March laughed in scornful incredulity. +But at breakfast the third day out, the Triscoes, with the authority of +people accustomed to social consideration, suddenly turned to the +Marches, and began to make themselves agreeable; the father spoke to +March of 'Every Other Week', which he seemed to know of in its relation +to him; and the young girl addressed herself to Mrs. March's motherly +sense not the less acceptably because indirectly. She spoke of going out +with her father for an indefinite time, as if it were rather his wish +than hers, and she made some inquiries about places in Germany; they had +never been in Germany. They had some idea of Dresden; but the idea of +Dresden with its American colony seemed rather tiresome; and did Mrs. +March know anything about Weimar? + +Mrs. March was obliged to say that she knew nothing about anyplace in +Germany; and she explained perhaps too fully where and why she was going +with her husband. She fancied a Boston note in that scorn for the +tiresomeness of Dresden; but the girl's style was of New York rather than +of Boston, and her accent was not quite of either place. Mrs. March +began to try the Triscoes in this place and in that, to divine them and +to class them. She had decided from the first that they were society +people, but they were cultivated beyond the average of the few swells +whom she had met; and there had been nothing offensive in their manner of +holding themselves aloof from the other people at the table; they had a +right to do that if they chose. + +When the young Lefferses came in to breakfast, the talk went on between +these and the Marches; the Triscoes presently left the table, and Mrs. +March rose soon after, eager for that discussion of their behavior which +March knew he should not be able to postpone. + +He agreed with her that they were society people, but she could not at +once accept his theory that they had themselves been the objects of an +advance from them because of their neutral literary quality, through +which they were of no social world, but potentially common to any. Later +she admitted this, as she said, for the sake of argument, though what she +wanted him to see, now, was that this was all a step of the girl's toward +finding out something about Burnamy. + +The same afternoon, about the time the deck-steward was making his round +with his cups, Miss Triscoe abruptly advanced upon her from a neighboring +corner of the bulkhead, and asked, with the air of one accustomed to have +her advances gratefully received, if she might sit by her. The girl took +March's vacant chair, where she had her cup of bouillon, which she +continued to hold untasted in her hand after the first sip. Mrs. March +did the same with hers, and at the moment she had got very tired of doing +it, Burnamy came by, for the hundredth time that day, and gave her a +hundredth bow with a hundredth smile. He perceived that she wished to +get rid of her cup, and he sprang to her relief. + +"May I take yours too?" he said very passively to Miss Triscoe. + +"You are very good." she answered, and gave it. + +Mrs. March with a casual air suggested, "Do you know Mr. Burnamy, Miss +Triscoe? "The girl said a few civil things, but Burnamy did not try to +make talk with her while he remained a few moments before Mrs. March. +The pivotal girl came in sight, tilting and turning in a rare moment of +isolation at the corner of the music-room, and he bowed abruptly, and +hurried off to join her. + +Miss Triscoe did not linger; she alleged the necessity of looking up her +father, and went away with a smile so friendly that Mrs. March might +easily have construed it to mean that no blame attached itself to her in +Miss Triscoe's mind. + +"Then you don't feel that it was a very distinct success?" her husband +asked on his return. + +"Not on the surface," she said. + +"Better let ill enough alone," he advised. + +She did not heed him. "All the same she cares for him. The very fact +that she was so cold shows that." + +"And do you think her being cold will make him care for her?" + +"If she wants it to." + + + + +XIV. + +At dinner that day the question of 'The Maiden Knight' was debated among +the noises and silences of the band. Young Mrs. Leffers had brought the +book to the table with her; she said she had not been able to lay it down +before the last horn sounded; in fact she could have been seen reading it +to her husband where he sat under the same shawl, the whole afternoon. + +"Don't you think it's perfectly fascinating," she asked Mrs. Adding, with +her petted mouth. + +"Well," said the widow, doubtfully, "it's nearly a week since I read it, +and I've had time to get over the glow." + +"Oh, I could just read it forever!" the bride exclaimed. + +"I like a book," said her husband, "that takes me out of myself. I don't +want to think when I'm reading." + +March was going to attack this ideal, but he reflected in time that Mr. +Leffers had really stated his own motive in reading. He compromised. +"Well, I like the author to do my thinking for me." + +"Yes," said the other, "that is what I mean." + +"The question is whether 'The Maiden Knight' fellow does it," said Kenby, +taking duck and pease from the steward at his shoulder. + +"What my wife likes in it is to see what one woman can do and be single- +handed," said March. + +"No," his wife corrected him, "what a man thinks she can." + +"I suppose," said Mr. Triscoe, unexpectedly, "that we're like the English +in our habit of going off about a book like a train of powder." + +"If you'll say a row of bricks," March assented, "I'll agree with you. +It's certainly Anglo-Saxon to fall over one another as we do, when we get +going. It would be interesting to know just how much liking there is in +the popularity of a given book." + +"It's like the run of a song, isn't it?" Kenby suggested. "You can't +stand either, when it reaches a given point." + +He spoke to March and ignored Triscoe, who had hitherto ignored the rest +of the table. + +"It's very curious," March said. "The book or the song catches a mood, +or feeds a craving, and when one passes or the other is glutted--" + +"The discouraging part is," Triscoe put in, still limiting himself to the +Marches, "that it's never a question of real taste. The things that go +down with us are so crude, so coarsely spiced; they tickle such a vulgar +palate--Now in France, for instance," he suggested. + +"Well, I don't know," returned the editor. "After all, we eat a good +deal of bread, and we drink more pure water than any other people. Even +when we drink it iced, I fancy it isn't so bad as absinthe." + +The young bride looked at him gratefully, but she said, "If we can't get +ice-water in Europe, I don't know what Mr. Leffers will do," and the talk +threatened to pass among the ladies into a comparison of American and +European customs. + +Burnamy could not bear to let it. "I don't pretend to be very well up in +French literature," he began, "but I think such a book as 'The Maiden +Knight' isn't such a bad piece of work; people are liking a pretty well- +built story when they like it. Of course it's sentimental, and it begs +the question a good deal; but it imagines something heroic in character, +and it makes the reader imagine it too. The man who wrote that book may +be a donkey half the time, but he's a genius the other half. By-and-by +he'll do something--after he's come to see that his 'Maiden Knight' was a +fool--that I believe even you won't be down on, Mr. March, if he paints a +heroic type as powerfully as he does in this book." + +He spoke with the authority of a journalist, and though he deferred to +March in the end, he deferred with authority still. March liked him for +coming to the defence of a young writer whom he had not himself learned +to like yet. "Yes," he said, "if he has the power you say, and can keep +it after he comes to his artistic consciousness!" + +Mrs. Leffers, as if she thought things were going her way, smiled; Rose +Adding listened with shining eyes expectantly fixed on March; his mother +viewed his rapture with tender amusement. The steward was at Kenby's +shoulder with the salad and his entreating "Bleace!" and Triscoe seemed +to be questioning whether he should take any notice of Burnamy's general +disagreement. He said at last: "I'm afraid we haven't the documents. +You don't seem to have cared much for French books, and I haven't read +'The Maiden Knight'." He added to March: "But I don't defend absinthe. +Ice-water is better. What I object to is our indiscriminate taste both +for raw whiskey--and for milk-and-water." + +No one took up the question again, and it was Kenby who spoke next. +"The doctor thinks, if this weather holds, that we shall be into Plymouth +Wednesday morning. I always like to get a professional opinion on the +ship's run." + +In the evening, as Mrs. March was putting away in her portfolio the +journal-letter which she was writing to send back from Plymouth to her +children, Miss Triscoe drifted to the place where she sat at their table +in the dining-room by a coincidence which they both respected as casual. + +"We had quite a literary dinner," she remarked, hovering for a moment +near the chair which she later sank into. "It must have made you feel +very much at home. Or perhaps you're so tired of it at home that you +don't talk about books." + +"We always talk shop, in some form or other," said Mrs. March. +"My husband never tires of it. A good many of the contributors come to +us, you know." + +"It must be delightful," said the girl. She added as if she ought to +excuse herself for neglecting an advantage that might have been hers if +she had chosen, "I'm sorry one sees so little of the artistic and +literary set. But New York is such a big place." + +New York people seem to be very fond of it," said Mrs. March. "Those who +have always lived there." + +"We haven't always lived there," said the girl. " But I think one has a +good time there--the best time a girl can have. It's all very well +coming over for the summer; one has to spend the summer somewhere. Are +you going out for a long time?" + +"Only for the summer. First to Carlsbad." + +"Oh, yes. I suppose we shall travel about through Germany, and then go +to Paris. We always do; my father is very fond of it." + +"You must know it very well," said Mrs. March, aimlessly. + +"I was born there,--if that means knowing it. I lived there--till I was +eleven years old. We came home after my mother died." + +"Oh!" said Mrs. March. + +The girl did not go further into her family history; but by one of those +leaps which seem to women as logical as other progressions, she arrived +at asking, "Is Mr. Burnamy one of the contributors?" + +Mrs. March laughed. "He is going to be, as soon as his poem is printed." + +"Poem?" + +"Yes. Mr. March thinks it's very good." + +"I thought he spoke very nicely about 'The Maiden Knight'. And he has +been very nice to papa. You know they have the same room." + +"I think Mr. Burnamy told me," Mrs. March said. + +The girl went on. "He had the lower berth, and he gave it up to papa; +he's done everything but turn himself out of doors." + +"I'm sure he's been very glad," Mrs. March ventured on Burnamy's behalf, +but very softly, lest if she breathed upon these budding confidences they +should shrink and wither away. + +"I always tell papa that there's no country like 'America for real +unselfishness; and if they're all like that, in Chicago!" The girl +stopped, and added with a laugh, " But I'm always quarrelling with papa +about America." + +"We have a daughter living in Chicago," said Mrs. March, alluringly. + +But Miss Triscoe refused the bait, either because she had said all she +meant, or because she had said all she would, about Chicago, which Mrs. +March felt for the present to be one with Burnamy. She gave another of +her leaps. "I don't see why people are so anxious to get it like Europe, +at home. They say that there was a time when there were no chaperons +before hoops, you know." She looked suggestively at Mrs. March, resting +one slim hand on the table, and controlling her skirt with the other, as +if she were getting ready to rise at any moment. "When they used to sit +on their steps." + +"It was very pleasant before hoops--in every way," said Mrs. March. +"I was young, then; and I lived in Boston, where I suppose it was always +simpler than in New York. I used to sit on our steps. It was delightful +for girls--the freedom." + +"I wish I had lived before hoops," said Miss Triscoe. + +"Well, there must be places where it's before hoops yet: Seattle, and +Portland, Oregon, for all I know," Mrs. March suggested. "And there must +be people in that epoch everywhere." + +"Like that young lady who twists and turns?" said Miss Triscoe, giving +first one side of her face and then the other. "They have a good time. +I suppose if Europe came to us in one way it had to come in another. If +it came in galleries and all that sort of thing, it had to come in +chaperons. You'll think I'm a great extremist, Mrs. March; but sometimes +I wish there was more America instead of less. I don't believe it's as +bad as people say. Does Mr. March," she asked, taking hold of the chair +with one hand, to secure her footing from any caprice of the sea, while +she gathered her skirt more firmly into the other, as she rose, "does he +think that America is going--all wrong?" + +"All wrong? How?" + +"Oh, in politics, don't you know. And government, and all that. And +bribing. And the lower classes having everything their own way. And the +horrid newspapers. And everything getting so expensive; and no regard +for family, or anything of that kind." + +Mrs. March thought she saw what Miss Triscoe meant, but she answered, +still cautiously, "I don't believe he does always. Though there are +times when he is very much disgusted. Then he says that he is getting +too old--and we always quarrel about that--to see things as they really +are. He says that if the world had been going the way that people over +fifty have always thought it was going, it would have gone to smash in +the time of the anthropoidal apes." + +"Oh, yes: Darwin," said Miss Triscoe, vaguely. "Well, I'm glad he +doesn't give it up. I didn't know but I was holding out just because I +had argued so much, and was doing it out of--opposition. Goodnight!" +She called her salutation gayly over her shoulder, and Mrs. March watched +her gliding out of the saloon with a graceful tilt to humor the slight +roll of the ship, and a little lurch to correct it, once or twice, and +wondered if Burnamy was afraid of her; it seemed to her that if she were +a young man she should not be afraid of Miss Triscoe. + +The next morning, just after she had arranged herself in her steamer +chair, he approached her, bowing and smiling, with the first of his many +bows and smiles for the day, and at the same time Miss Triscoe came +toward her from the opposite direction. She nodded brightly to him, and +he gave her a bow and smile too; he always had so many of them to spare. + +"Here is your chair!" Mrs. March called to her, drawing the shawl out of +the chair next her own. "Mr. March is wandering about the ship +somewhere." + +"I'll keep it for him," said Miss Triscoe, and as Burnamy offered to take +the shawl that hung in the hollow of her arm, she let it slip into his +hand with an "Oh; thank you," which seemed also a permission for him to +wrap it about her in the chair. + +He stood talking before the ladies, but he looked up and down the +promenade. The pivotal girl showed herself at the corner of the music- +room, as she had done the day before. At first she revolved there as if +she were shedding her light on some one hidden round the corner; then she +moved a few paces farther out and showed herself more obviously alone. +Clearly she was there for Burnamy to come and walk with her; Mrs. March +could see that, and she felt that Miss Triscoe saw it too. She waited +for her to dismiss him to his flirtation; but Miss Triscoe kept chatting +on, and he kept answering, and making no motion to get away. Mrs. March +began to be as sorry for her as she was ashamed for him. Then she heard +him saying, "Would you like a turn or two?" and Miss Triscoe answering, +"Why, yes, thank you," and promptly getting out of her chair as if the +pains they had both been at to get her settled in it were all nothing. + +She had the composure to say, "You can leave your shawl with me, Miss +Triscoe," and to receive her fervent, "Oh, thank you," before they sailed +off together, with inhuman indifference to the girl at the corner of the +music-room. Then she sank into a kind of triumphal collapse, from which +she roused herself to point her husband to the chair beside her when he +happened along. + +He chose to be perverse about her romance. "Well, now, you had better +let them alone. Remember Kendricks." He meant one of their young +friends whose love-affair they had promoted till his happy marriage left +them in lasting doubt of what they had done. "My sympathies are all with +the pivotal girl. Hadn't she as much right to him, for the time being, +or for good and all, as Miss Triscoe?" + +"That depends upon what you think of Burnamy." + +"Well, I don't like to see a girl have a young man snatched away from her +just when she's made sure of him. How do you suppose she is feeling +now?" + +"She isn't feeling at all. She's letting her revolving light fall upon +half a dozen other young men by this time, collectively or consecutively. +All that she wants to make sure of is that they're young men--or old +ones, even." + +March laughed, but not altogether at what his wife said. "I've been +having a little talk with Papa Triscoe, in the smoking-room." + +"You smell like it," said his wife, not to seem too eager: "Well?" + +"Well, Papa Triscoe seems to be in a pout. He doesn't think things are +going as they should in America. He hasn't been consulted, or if he has, +his opinion hasn't been acted upon." + +"I think he's horrid," said Mrs. March. "Who are they?" + +"I couldn't make out, and I couldn't ask. But I'll tell you what I +think." + +"What?" + +"That there's no chance for, Burnamy. He's taking his daughter out to +marry her to a crowned head." + + + + +XV. + +It was this afternoon that the dance took place on the south promenade. +Everybody came and looked, and the circle around the waltzers was three +or four deep. Between the surrounding heads and shoulders, the hats of +the young ladies wheeling and whirling, and the faces of the men who were +wheeling and whirling them, rose and sank with the rhythm of their steps. +The space allotted to the dancing was walled to seaward with canvas, and +was prettily treated with German, and American flags: it was hard to go +wrong with flags, Miss Triscoe said, securing herself under Mrs. March's +wing. + +Where they stood they could see Burnamy's face, flashing and flushing in +the dance; at the end of the first piece he came to them, and remained +talking and laughing till the music began again. + +"Don't you want to try it?" he asked abruptly of Miss Triscoe. + +"Isn't it rather--public?" she asked back. + +Mrs. March could feel the hand which the girl had put through her arm +thrill with temptation; but Burnamy could not. + +"Perhaps it is rather obvious," he said, and he made a long glide over +the deck to the feet of the pivotal girl, anticipating another young man +who was rapidly advancing from the opposite quarter. The next moment her +hat and his face showed themselves in the necessary proximity to each +other within the circle. + +"How well she dances!" said Miss Triscoe. + +"Do you think so? She looks as if she had been wound up and set going." + +"She's very graceful," the girl persisted. + +The day ended with an entertainment in the saloon for one of the marine +charities which address themselves to the hearts and pockets of +passengers on all steamers. There were recitations in English and +German, and songs from several people who had kindly consented, and ever +more piano performance. Most of those who took part were of the race +gifted in art and finance; its children excelled in the music, and its +fathers counted the gate-money during the last half of the programme, +with an audible clinking of the silver on the table before them. + +Miss Triscoe was with her father, and Mrs. March was herself chaperoned +by Mr. Burnamy: her husband had refused to come to the entertainment. +She hoped to leave Burnamy and Miss Triscoe together before the evening +ended; but Miss Triscoe merely stopped with her father, in quitting the +saloon, to laugh at some features of the entertainment, as people who +take no part in such things do; Burnamy stood up to exchange some +unimpassioned words with her, and then they said good-night. + +The next morning, at five o'clock, the Norumbia came to anchor in the +pretty harbor of Plymouth. In the cool early light the town lay distinct +along the shore, quaint with its small English houses, and stately with +come public edifices of unknown function on the uplands; a country-seat +of aristocratic aspect showed itself on one of the heights; on another +the tower of a country church peered over the tree-tops; there were lines +of fortifications, as peaceful, at their distance, as the stone walls +dividing the green fields. The very iron-clads in the harbor close at +hand contributed to the amiable gayety of the scene under the pale blue +English sky, already broken with clouds from which the flush of the +sunrise had not quite faded. The breath of the land came freshly out +over the water; one could almost smell the grass and the leaves. Gulls +wheeled and darted over the crisp water; the tones of the English voices +on the tender were pleasant to the ear, as it fussed and scuffled to the +ship's side. A few score of the passengers left her; with their baggage +they formed picturesque groups on the tender's deck, and they set out for +the shore waving their hands and their handkerchiefs to the friends they +left clustering along the rail of the Norumbia. Mr. and Mrs. Leffers +bade March farewell, in the final fondness inspired by his having coffee +with them before they left the ship; they said they hated to leave. + +The stop had roused everybody, and the breakfast tables were promptly +filled, except such as the passengers landing at Plymouth had vacated; +these were stripped of their cloths, and the remaining commensals placed +at others. The seats of the Lefferses were given to March's old Ohio +friend and his wife. He tried to engage them in the tally which began to +be general in the excitement of having touched land; but they shyly held +aloof. + +Some English newspapers had come aboard from the tug, and there was the +usual good-natured adjustment of the American self-satisfaction, among +those who had seen them, to the ever-surprising fact that our continent +is apparently of no interest to Europe. There were some meagre New York +stock-market quotations in the papers; a paragraph in fine print +announced the lynching of a negro in Alabama; another recorded a coal- +mining strike in Pennsylvania. + +"I always have to get used to it over again," said Kenby. "This is the +twentieth time I have been across, and I'm just as much astonished as I +was the first, to find out that they don't want to know anything about us +here." + +"Oh," said March, "curiosity and the weather both come from the west. +San Francisco wants to know about Denver, Denver about Chicago, Chicago +about New York, and New York about London; but curiosity never travels +the other way any more than a hot wave or a cold wave." + +"Ah, but London doesn't care a rap about Vienna," said Kenby. + +"Well, some pressures give out before they reach the coast, on our own +side. It isn't an infallible analogy." + +Triscoe was fiercely chewing a morsel, as if in haste to take part in the +discussion. He gulped it, and broke out. "Why should they care about +us, anyway?" + +March lightly ventured, "Oh, men and brothers, you know." + +"That isn't sufficient ground. The Chinese are men and brothers; so are +the South-Americans and Central-Africans, and Hawaiians; but we're not +impatient for the latest news about them. It's civilization that +interests civilization." + +"I hope that fact doesn't leave us out in the cold with the barbarians?" +Burnamy put in, with a smile. + +"Do you think we are civilized?" retorted the other. + +"We have that superstition in Chicago," said Burnamy. He added, still +smiling, "About the New-Yorkers, I mean." + +"You're more superstitious in Chicago than I supposed. New York is an +anarchy, tempered by vigilance committees." + +"Oh, I don't think you can say that," Kenby cheerfully protested, "since +the Reformers came in. Look at our streets!" + +"Yes, our streets are clean, for the time being, and when we look at them +we think we have made a clean sweep in our manners and morals. But how +long do you think it will be before Tammany will be in the saddle again?" + +"Oh, never in the world!" said the optimistic head of the table. + +"I wish I had your faith; or I should if I didn't feel that it is one of +the things that help to establish Tammanys with us. You will see our +Tammany in power after the next election." Kenby laughed in a large- +hearted incredulity; and his laugh was like fuel to the other's flame. +"New York is politically a mediaeval Italian republic, and it's morally a +frontier mining-town. Socially it's--" He stopped as if he could not say +what. + +"I think it's a place where you have a very nice time, papa," said his +daughter, and Burnamy smiled with her; not because he knew anything about +it. + +Her father went on as if he had not heard her. "It's as vulgar and crude +as money can make it. Nothing counts but money, and as soon as there's +enough, it counts for everything. In less than a year you'll have +Tammany in power; it won't be more than a year till you'll have it in +society." + +"Oh no! Oh no! " came from Kenby. He did not care much for society, but +he vaguely respected it as the stronghold of the proprieties and the +amenities. + +"Isn't society a good place for Tammany to be in?" asked March in the +pause Triscoe let follow upon Kenby's laugh. + +"There's no reason why it shouldn't be. Society is as bad as all the +rest of it. And what New York is, politically, morally, and socially, +the whole country wishes to be and tries to be." + +There was that measure of truth in the words which silences; no one could +find just the terms of refutation. + +"Well," said Kenby at last, "it's a good thing there are so many lines to +Europe. We've still got the right to emigrate." + +"Yes, but even there we don't escape the abuse of our infamous newspapers +for exercising a man's right to live where he chooses. And there is no +country in Europe--except Turkey, or Spain--that isn't a better home for +an honest man than the United States." + +The Ohioan had once before cleared his throat as if he were going to +speak. Now, he leaned far enough forward to catch Triscoe's eve, and +said, slowly and distinctly: "I don't know just what reason you have to +feel as you do about the country. I feel differently about it myself-- +perhaps because I fought for it." + +At first, the others were glad of this arrogance; it even seemed an +answer; but Burnamy saw Miss Triscoe's cheek, flush, and then he doubted +its validity. + +Triscoe nervously crushed a biscuit in his hand, as if to expend a +violent impulse upon it. He said, coldly, "I was speaking from that +stand-point." + +The Ohioan shrank back in his seat, and March felt sorry for him, though +he had put himself in the wrong. His old hand trembled beside his plate, +and his head shook, while his lips formed silent words; and his shy wife +was sharing his pain and shame. + +Kenby began to talk about the stop which the Norumbia was to make at +Cherbourg, and about what hour the next day they should all be in +Cuxhaven. Miss Triscoe said they had never come on the Hanseatic Line +before, and asked several questions. Her father did not speak again, and +after a little while he rose without waiting for her to make the move +from table; he had punctiliously deferred to her hitherto. Eltwin rose +at the same time, and March feared that he might be going to provoke +another defeat, in some way. + +Eltwin lifted his voice, and said, trying to catch Triscoe's eye, "I +think I ought to beg your pardon, sir. I do beg your pardon." + +March perceived that Eltwin wished to make the offer of his reparation as +distinct as his aggression had been; and now he quaked for Triscoe, whose +daughter he saw glance apprehensively at her father as she swayed aside +to let the two men come together. + +"That is all right, Colonel--" + +"Major," Eltwin conscientiously interposed. + +"Major," Triscoe bowed; and he put out his hand and grasped the hand +which had been tremulously rising toward him. "There can't be any doubt +of what we did, no matter what we've got." + +"No, no!" said the other, eagerly. "That was what I meant, sir. I +don't think as you do; but I believe that a man who helped to save the +country has a right to think what he pleases about it." + +Triscoe said, "That is all right, my dear sir. May I ask your regiment?" + +The Marches let the old fellows walk away together, followed by the wife +of the one and the daughter of the other. They saw the young girl making +some graceful overtures of speech to the elder woman as they went. + +"That was rather fine, my dear," said Mrs. March. + +"Well, I don't know. It was a little too dramatic, wasn't it? It wasn't +what I should have expected of real life." + +"Oh, you spoil everything! If that's the spirit you're going through +Europe in!" + +"It isn't. As soon as I touch European soil I shall reform." + + + + +XVI. + +That was not the first time General Triscoe had silenced question of his +opinions with the argument he had used upon Eltwin, though he was seldom +able to use it so aptly. He always found that people suffered, his +belief in our national degeneration much more readily when they knew that +he had left a diplomatic position in Europe (he had gone abroad as +secretary of a minor legation) to come home and fight for the Union. +Some millions of other men had gone into the war from the varied motives +which impelled men at that time; but he was aware that he had +distinction, as a man of property and a man of family, in doing so. His +family had improved as time passed, and it was now so old that back of +his grandfather it was lost in antiquity. This ancestor had retired from +the sea and become a merchant in his native Rhode Island port, where his +son established himself as a physician, and married the daughter of a +former slave-trader whose social position was the highest in the place; +Triscoe liked to mention his maternal grandfather when he wished a +listener to realize just how anomalous his part in a war against slavery +was; it heightened the effect of his pose. + +He fought gallantly through the war, and he was brevetted Brigadier- +General at the close. With this honor, and with the wound which caused +an almost imperceptible limp in his gait, he won the heart of a rich New +York girl, and her father set him up in a business, which was not long in +going to pieces in his hands. Then the young couple went to live in +Paris, where their daughter was born, and where the mother died when the +child was ten years old. A little later his father-in-law died, and +Triscoe returned to New York, where he found the fortune which his +daughter had inherited was much less than he somehow thought he had a +right to expect. + +The income from her fortune was enough to live on, and he did not go back +to Paris, where, in fact, things were not so much to his mind under the +Republic as they had been under the Second Empire. He was still willing +to do something for his country, however, and he allowed his name to be +used on a citizen's ticket in his district; but his provision-man was +sent to Congress instead. Then he retired to Rhode Island and attempted +to convert his shore property into a watering-place; but after being +attractively plotted and laid out with streets and sidewalks, it allured +no one to build on it except the birds and the chipmonks, and he came +back to New York, where his daughter had remained in school. + +One of her maternal aunts made her a coming-out tea, after she left +school; and she entered upon a series of dinners, dances, theatre +parties, and receptions of all kinds; but the tide of fairy gold pouring +through her fingers left no engagement-ring on them. She had no duties, +but she seldom got out of humor with her pleasures; she had some odd +tastes of her own, and in a society where none but the most serious books +were ever seriously mentioned she was rather fond of good ones, and had +romantic ideas of a life that she vaguely called bohemian. Her character +was never tested by anything more trying than the fear that her father +might take her abroad to live; he had taken her abroad several times for +the summer. + +The dreaded trial did not approach for several years after she had ceased +to be a bud; and then it came when her father was again willing to serve +his country in diplomacy, either at the Hague, or at Brussels, or even at +Berne. Reasons of political geography prevented his appointment +anywhere, but General Triscoe having arranged his affairs for going +abroad on the mission he had expected, decided to go without it. He was +really very fit for both of the offices he had sought, and so far as a +man can deserve public place by public service, he had deserved it. +His pessimism was uncommonly well grounded, and if it did not go very +deep, it might well have reached the bottom of his nature. + +His daughter had begun to divine him at the early age when parents +suppose themselves still to be mysteries to their children. She did not +think it necessary ever to explain him to others; perhaps she would not +have found it possible; and now after she parted from Mrs. Eltwin and +went to sit down beside Mrs. March she did not refer to her father. She +said how sweet she had found the old lady from Ohio; and what sort of +place did Mrs. March suppose it was where Mrs. Eltwin lived? They seemed +to have everything there, like any place. She had wanted to ask Mrs. +Eltwin if they sat on their steps; but she had not quite dared. + +Burnamy came by, slowly, and at Mrs. March's suggestion he took one of +the chairs on her other side, to help her and Miss Triscoe look at the +Channel Islands and watch the approach of the steamer to Cherbourg, where +the Norumbia was to land again. The young people talked across Mrs. +March to each other, and said how charming the islands were, in their +gray-green insubstantiality, with valleys furrowing them far inward, like +airy clefts in low banks of clouds. It seemed all the nicer not to know +just which was which; but when the ship drew nearer to Cherbourg, he +suggested that they could see better by going round to the other side of +the ship. Miss Triscoe, as at the other times when she had gone off with +Burnamy, marked her allegiance, to Mrs. March by leaving a wrap with her. + +Every one was restless in breaking with the old life at sea. There had +been an equal unrest when the ship first sailed; people had first come +aboard in the demoralization of severing their ties with home, and they +shrank from forming others. Then the charm of the idle, eventless life +grew upon them, and united them in a fond reluctance from the inevitable +end. + +Now that the beginning of the end had come, the pangs of disintegration +were felt in all the once-more-repellant particles. Burnamy and Miss +Triscoe, as they hung upon the rail, owned to each other that they hated +to have the voyage over. They had liked leaving Plymouth and being at +sea again; they wished that they need not be reminded of another +debarkation by the energy of the crane in hoisting the Cherbourg baggage +from the hold. + +They approved of the picturesqueness of three French vessels of war that +passed, dragging their kraken shapes low through the level water. At +Cherbourg an emotional French tender came out to the ship, very different +in her clamorous voices and excited figures from the steady self-control +of the English tender at Plymouth; and they thought the French +fortifications much more on show than the English had been. Nothing +marked their youthful date so much to the Marches, who presently joined +them, as their failure to realize that in this peaceful sea the great +battle between the Kearsarge and the Alabama was fought. The elder +couple tried to affect their imaginations with the fact which reanimated +the spectre of a dreadful war for themselves; but they had to pass on +and, leave the young people unmoved. + +Mrs. March wondered if they noticed the debarkation of the pivotal girl, +whom she saw standing on the deck of the tender, with her hands at her +waist, and giving now this side and now that side of her face to the +young men waving their hats to her from the rail of the ship. Burnamy +was not of their number, and he seemed not to know that the girl was +leaving him finally to Miss Triscoe. If Miss Triscoe knew it she did +nothing the whole of that long, last afternoon to profit by the fact. +Burnamy spent a great part of it in the chair beside Mrs. March, and he +showed an intolerable resignation to the girl's absence. + +"Yes," said March, taking the place Burnamy left at last, "that terrible +patience of youth!" + +"Patience? Folly! Stupidity! They ought to be together every instant! +Do they suppose that life is full of such chances? Do they think that +fate has nothing to do but--" + +She stopped for a fit climax, and he suggested, "Hang round and wait on +them?" + +"Yes! It's their one chance in a life-time, probably." + +"Then you've quite decided that they're in love?" He sank comfortably +back, and put up his weary legs on the chair's extension with the +conviction that love had no such joy as that to offer. + +"I've decided that they're intensely interested in each other." + +"Then what more can we ask of them? And why do you care what they do or +don't do with their chance? Why do you wish their love well, if it's +that? Is marriage such a very certain good?" + +"It isn't all that it might be, but it's all that there is. What would +our lives have been without it?" she retorted. + +"Oh, we should have got on. It's such a tremendous risk that we, ought +to go round begging people to think twice, to count a hundred, or a +nonillion, before they fall in love to the marrying-point. I don't mind +their flirting; that amuses them; but marrying is a different thing. +I doubt if Papa Triscoe would take kindly to the notion of a son-in-law +he hadn't selected himself, and his daughter doesn't strike me as a young +lady who has any wisdom to throw away on a choice. She has her little +charm; her little gift of beauty, of grace, of spirit, and the other +things that go with her age and sex; but what could she do for a fellow +like Burnamy, who has his way to make, who has the ladder of fame to +climb, with an old mother at the bottom of it to look after? You +wouldn't want him to have an eye on Miss Triscoe's money, even if she had +money, and I doubt if she has much. It's all very pretty to have a girl +like her fascinated with a youth of his simple traditions; though Burnamy +isn't altogether pastoral in his ideals, and he looks forward to a place +in the very world she belongs to. I don't think it's for us to promote +the affair." + +"Well, perhaps you're right," she sighed. "I will let them alone from +this out. Thank goodness, I shall not have them under my eyes very +long." + +"Oh, I don't think there's any harm done yet," said her husband, with a +laugh. + +At dinner there seemed so little harm of the kind he meant that she +suffered from an illogical disappointment. The young people got through +the meal with no talk that seemed inductive; Burnamy left the table +first, and Miss Triscoe bore his going without apparent discouragement; +she kept on chatting with March till his wife took him away to their +chairs on deck. + +There were a few more ships in sight than there were in mid-ocean; but +the late twilight thickened over the North Sea quite like the night after +they left New York, except that it was colder; and their hearts turned to +their children, who had been in abeyance for the week past, with a +remorseful pang. "Well, she said, "I wish we were going to be in New +York to-morrow, instead of Hamburg." + +"Oh, no! Oh, no!" he protested. "Not so bad as that, my dear. This is +the last night, and it's hard to manage, as the last night always is. I +suppose the last night on earth--" + +"Basil!" she implored. + +"Well, I won't, then. But what I want is to see a Dutch lugger. I've +never seen a Dutch lugger, and--" + +She suddenly pressed his arm, and in obedience to the signal he was +silent; though it seemed afterwards that he ought to have gone on talking +as if he did not see Burnamy and Miss Triscoe swinging slowly by. They +were walking close together, and she was leaning forward and looking up +into his face while he talked. + +"Now," Mrs. March whispered, long after they were out of hearing, "let us +go instantly. I wouldn't for worlds have them see us here when they get +found again. They would feel that they had to stop and speak, and that +would spoil everything. Come! + + + + +XVII. + +Burnamy paused in a flow of autobiography, and modestly waited for Miss +Triscoe's prompting. He had not to wait long. + +"And then, how soon did you think of printing your things in a book?" + +"Oh, about as soon as they began to take with the public." + +"How could you tell that they were-taking?" + +"They were copied into other papers, and people talked about them." + +"And that was what made Mr. Stoller want you to be his secretary?" + +"I don't believe it was. The theory in the office was that he didn't +think much of them; but he knows I can write shorthand, and put things +into shape." + +"What things?" + +"Oh--ideas. He has a notion of trying to come forward in politics. He +owns shares in everything but the United States Senate--gas, electricity, +railroads, aldermen, newspapers--and now he would like some Senate. +That's what I think." + +She did not quite understand, and she was far from knowing that this +cynic humor expressed a deadlier pessimism than her father's fiercest +accusals of the country. "How fascinating it is!" she said, innocently. + +"And I suppose they all envy your coming out?" + +"In the office?" + +"Yes. I should envy, them--staying." + +Burnamy laughed. "I don't believe they envy me. It won't be all roses +for me--they know that. But they know that I can take care of myself if +it isn't." He remembered something one of his friends in the office had +said of the painful surprise the Bird of Prey would feel if he ever tried +his beak on him in the belief that he was soft. + +She abruptly left the mere personal question. "And which would you +rather write: poems or those kind of sketches?" + +"I don't know," said Burnamy, willing to talk of himself on any terms. +"I suppose that prose is the thing for our time, rather more; but there +are things you can't say in prose. I used to write a great deal of verse +in college; but I didn't have much luck with editors till Mr. March took +this little piece for 'Every Other Week'." + +"Little? I thought it was a long poem!" + +Burnamy laughed at the notion. "It's only eight lines." + +"Oh!" said the girl. "What is it about?" + +He yielded to the temptation with a weakness which he found incredible in +a person of his make. "I can repeat it if you won't give me away to Mrs. +March." + +"Oh, no indeed!" He said the lines over to her very simply and well." +They are beautiful--beautiful!" + +"Do you think so?" he gasped, in his joy at her praise. + +"Yes, lovely. Do you know, you are the first literary man--the only +literary man--I ever talked with. They must go out--somewhere! Papa +must meet them at his clubs. But I never do; and so I'm making the most +of you." + +"You can't make too much of me, Miss Triscoe," said Burnamy. + +She would not mind his mocking. "That day you spoke about 'The Maiden +Knight', don't you know, I had never heard any talk about books in that +way. I didn't know you were an author then." + +"Well, I'm not much of an author now," he said, cynically, to retrieve +his folly in repeating his poem to her. + +"Oh, that will do for you to say. But I know what Mrs. March thinks." + +He wished very much to know what Mrs. March thought, too; 'Every Other +Week' was such a very good place that he could not conscientiously +neglect any means of having his work favorably considered there; if Mrs. +March's interest in it would act upon her husband, ought not he to know +just how much she thought of him as a writer? "Did she like the poem." + +Miss Triscoe could not recall that Mrs. March had said anything about the +poem, but she launched herself upon the general current of Mrs. March's +liking for Burnamy. "But it wouldn't do to tell you all she said!" +This was not what he hoped, but be was richly content when she returned +to his personal history. "And you didn't know any one when, you went up +to Chicago from--" + +"Tippecanoe? Not exactly that. I wasn't acquainted with any one in the +office, but they had printed somethings of mine, and they were willing to +let me try my hand. That was all I could ask." + +"Of course! You knew you could do the rest. Well, it is like a romance. +A woman couldn't have such an adventure as that!" sighed the girl. + +"But women do!" Burnamy retorted. "There is a girl writing on the paper +now--she's going to do the literary notices while I'm gone--who came to +Chicago from Ann Arbor, with no more chance than I had, and who's made +her way single-handed from interviewing up." + +"Oh," said Miss Triscoe, with a distinct drop in her enthusiasm. +"Is she nice?" + +"She's mighty clever, and she's nice enough, too, though the kind of +journalism that women do isn't the most dignified. And she's one of the +best girls I know, with lots of sense." + +"It must be very interesting," said Miss Triscoe, with little interest in +the way she said it. "I suppose you're quite a little community by +yourselves." + +"On the paper?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, some of us know one another, in the office, but most of us don't. +There's quite a regiment of people on a big paper. If you'd like to come +out," Burnamy ventured, "perhaps you could get the Woman's Page to do." + +"What's that?" + +"Oh, fashion; and personal gossip about society leaders; and recipes for +dishes and diseases; and correspondence on points of etiquette." + +He expected her to shudder at the notion, but she merely asked, "Do women +write it?" + +He laughed reminiscently. "Well, not always. We had one man who used to +do it beautifully--when he was sober. The department hasn't had any +permanent head since." + +He was sorry he had said this, but it did not seem to shock her, and no +doubt she had not taken it in fully. She abruptly left the subject. +"Do you know what time we really get in to-morrow?" + +"About one, I believe--there's a consensus of stewards to that effect, +anyway." After a pause he asked, "Are you likely to be in Carlsbad?" + +"We are going to Dresden, first, I believe. Then we may go on down to +Vienna. But nothing is settled, yet." + +"Are you going direct to Dresden?" + +"I don't know. We may stay in Hamburg a day or two." + +"I've got to go straight to Carlsbad. There's a sleeping-car that will +get me there by morning: Mr. Stoller likes zeal. But I hope you'll let +me be of use to you any way I can, before we part tomorrow." + +"You're very kind. You've been very good already--to papa." +He protested that he had not been at all good. "But he's used to taking +care of himself on the other side. Oh, it's this side, now!" + +"So it is! How strange that seems! It's actually Europe. But as long +as we're at sea, we can't realize it. Don't you hate to have experiences +slip through your fingers?" + +"I don't know. A girl doesn't have many experiences of her own; they're +always other people's." + +This affected Burnamy as so profound that he did not question its truth. +He only suggested, "Well; sometimes they make other people have the +experiences." + +Whether Miss Triscoe decided that this was too intimate or not she left +the question. "Do you understand German?" + +"A little. I studied it at college, and I've cultivated a sort of beer- +garden German in Chicago. I can ask for things." + +"I can't, except in French, and that's worse than English, in Germany, +I hear." + +"Then you must let me be your interpreter up to the last moment. Will +you?" + +She did not answer. "It must be rather late, isn't it?" she asked. He +let her see his watch, and she said, "Yes, it's very late," and led the +way within. "I must look after my packing; papa's always so prompt, and +I must justify myself for making him let me give up my maid when we left +home; we expect to get one in Dresden. Good-night!" + +Burnamy looked after her drifting down their corridor, and wondered +whether it would have been a fit return for her expression of a sense of +novelty in him as a literary man if he had told her that she was the +first young lady he had known who had a maid. The fact awed him; Miss +Triscoe herself did not awe him so much. + + + + +XVIII. + +The next morning was merely a transitional period, full of turmoil and +disorder, between the broken life of the sea and the untried life of the +shore. No one attempted to resume the routine of the voyage. People +went and came between their rooms and the saloons and the decks, and were +no longer careful to take their own steamer chairs when they sat down for +a moment. + +In the cabins the berths were not made up, and those who remained below +had to sit on their hard edges, or on the sofas, which were cumbered +with, hand-bags and rolls of shawls. At an early hour after breakfast +the bedroom stewards began to get the steamer trunks out and pile them in +the corridors; the servants all became more caressingly attentive; and +people who had left off settling the amount of the fees they were going +to give, anxiously conferred together. The question whether you ought +ever to give the head steward anything pressed crucially at the early +lunch, and Kenby brought only a partial relief by saying that he always +regarded the head steward as an officer of the ship. March made the +experiment of offering him six marks, and the head steward took them +quite as if he were not an officer of the ship. He also collected a +handsome fee for the music, which is the tax levied on all German ships +beyond the tolls exacted on the steamers of other nations. + +After lunch the flat shore at Cuxhaven was so near that the summer +cottages of the little watering-place showed through the warm drizzle +much like the summer cottages of our own shore, and if it had not been +for the strange, low sky, the Americans might easily have fancied +themselves at home again. + +Every one waited on foot while the tender came out into the stream where +the Norumbia had dropped anchor. People who had brought their hand- +baggage with them from their rooms looked so much safer with it that +people who had left theirs to their stewards had to go back and pledge +them afresh not to forget it. The tender came alongside, and the +transfer of the heavy trunks began, but it seemed such an endless work +that every one sat down in some other's chair. At last the trunks were +all on the tender, and the bareheaded stewards began to run down the +gangways with the hand-baggage. "Is this Hoboken?" March murmured in his +wife's ear, with a bewildered sense of something in the scene like the +reversed action of the kinematograph. + +On the deck of the tender there was a brief moment of reunion among the +companions of the voyage, the more intimate for their being crowded +together under cover from the drizzle which now turned into a dashing +rain. Burnamy's smile appeared, and then Mrs. March recognized Miss +Triscoe and her father in their travel dress; they were not far from +Burnamy's smile, but he seemed rather to have charge of the Eltwins, whom +he was helping look after their bags and bundles. Rose Adding was +talking with Kenby, and apparently asking his opinion of something; Mrs. +Adding sat near them tranquilly enjoying her son. + +Mrs. March made her husband identify their baggage, large and small, and +after he had satisfied her, he furtively satisfied himself by a fresh +count that it was all there. But he need not have taken the trouble; +their long, calm bedroom-steward was keeping guard over it; his eyes +expressed a contemptuous pity for their anxiety, whose like he must have +been very tired of. He brought their handbags into the customs-room at +the station where they landed; and there took a last leave and a last fee +with unexpected cordiality. + +Again their companionship suffered eclipse in the distraction which the +customs inspectors of all countries bring to travellers; and again they +were united during the long delay in the waiting-room, which was also the +restaurant. It was full of strange noises and figures and odors--the +shuffling of feet, the clash of crockery, the explosion of nervous German +voices, mixed with the smell of beer and ham, and the smoke of cigars. +Through it all pierced the wail of a postman standing at the door with a +letter in his hand and calling out at regular intervals, "Krahnay, +Krahnay! "When March could bear it no longer he went up to him and +shouted, "Crane! Crane!" and the man bowed gratefully, and began to cry, +"Kren! Kren!" But whether Mr. Crane got his letter or not, he never +knew. + +People were swarming at the window of the telegraph-office, and sending +home cablegrams to announce their safe arrival; March could not forbear +cabling to his son, though he felt it absurd. There was a great deal of +talking, but no laughing, except among the Americans, and the girls +behind the bar who tried to understand, what they wanted, and then served +them with what they chose for them. Otherwise the Germans, though +voluble, were unsmiling, and here on the threshold of their empire the +travellers had their first hint of the anxious mood which seems habitual +with these amiable people. + +Mrs. Adding came screaming with glee to March where he sat with his wife, +and leaned over her son to ask, "Do you know what lese-majesty is? Rose +is afraid I've committed it!" + +"No, I don't," said March. "But it's the unpardonable sin. What have +you been doing?" + +"I asked the official at the door when our train would start, and when he +said at half past three, I said, 'How tiresome!' Rose says the railroads +belong to the state here, and that if I find fault with the time-table, +it's constructive censure of the Emperor, and that's lese-majesty." She +gave way to her mirth, while the boy studied March's face with an +appealing smile. + +"Well, I don't think you'll be arrested this time, Mrs. Adding; but I +hope it will be a warning to Mrs. March. She's been complaining of the +coffee." + +"Indeed I shall say what I like," said Mrs. March. "I'm an American." + +"Well, you'll find you're a German, if you like to say anything +disagreeable about the coffee in the restaurant of the Emperor's railroad +station; the first thing you know I shall be given three months on your +account." + +Mrs. Adding asked: "Then they won't punish ladies? There, Rose! I'm +safe, you see; and you're still a minor, though you are so wise for your +years." + +She went back to her table, where Kenby came and sat down by her. + +"I don't know that I quite like her playing on that sensitive child,", +said Mrs. March. "And you've joined with her in her joking. Go and +speak, to him!" + +The boy was slowly following his mother, with his head fallen. March +overtook him, and he started nervously at the touch of a hand on his +shoulder, and then looked gratefully up into the man's face. March tried +to tell him what the crime of lese-majesty was, and he said: "Oh, yes. +I understood that. But I got to thinking; and I don't want my mother to +take any risks." + +"I don't believe she will, really, Rose. But I'll speak to her, and tell +her she can't be too cautious." + +"Not now, please!" the boy entreated. + +"Well, I'll find another chance," March assented. He looked round and +caught a smiling nod from Burnamy, who was still with the Eltwins; the +Triscoes were at a table by themselves; Miss Triseoe nodded too, but her +father appeared not to see March. "It's all right, with Rose," he said, +when he sat down again by his wife; "but I guess it's all over with +Burnamy," and he told her what he had seen. "Do you think it came to any +displeasure between them last night? Do you suppose he offered himself, +and she--" + +"What nonsense! " said Mrs. March, but she was not at peace. "It's her +father who's keeping her away from him." + +"I shouldn't mind that. He's keeping her away from us, too." But at +that moment Miss Triscoe as if she had followed his return from afar, +came over to speak to his wife. She said they were going on to Dresden +that evening, and she was afraid they might have no chance to see each +other on the train or in Hamburg. March, at this advance, went to speak +with her father; he found him no more reconciled to Europe than America. + +"They're Goths," he said of the Germans. "I could hardly get that stupid +brute in the telegraph-office to take my despatch." + +On his way back to his wife March met Miss Triscoe; he was not altogether +surprised to meet Burnamy with her, now. The young fellow asked if he +could be of any use to him, and then he said he would look him up in the +train. He seemed in a hurry, but when he walked away with Miss Triscoe +he did not seem in a hurry. + +March remarked upon the change to his wife, and she sighed, "Yes, you can +see that as far as they're concerned." + +"It's a great pity that there should be parents to complicate these +affairs," he said. "How simple it would be if there were no parties to +them but the lovers! But nature is always insisting upon fathers and +mothers, and families on both sides." + + + + +XIX. + +The long train which they took at last was for the Norumbia's people +alone, and it was of several transitional and tentative types of cars. +Some were still the old coach-body carriages; but most were of a strange +corridor arrangement, with the aide at the aide, and the seats crossing +from it, with compartments sometimes rising to the roof, and sometimes +rising half-way. No two cars seemed quite alike, but all were very +comfortable; and when the train began to run out through the little sea- +side town into the country, the old delight of foreign travel began. +Most of the houses were little and low and gray, with ivy or flowering +vines covering their walls to their browntiled roofs; there was here and +there a touch of Northern Gothic in the architecture; but usually where +it was pretentious it was in the mansard taste, which was so bad with us +a generation ago, and is still very bad in Cuxhaven. + +The fields, flat and wide, were dotted with familiar shapes of Holstein +cattle, herded by little girls, with their hair in yellow pigtails. The +gray, stormy sky hung low, and broke in fitful rains; but perhaps for the +inclement season of mid-summer it was not very cold. Flowers were +blooming along the embankments and in the rank green fields with a dogged +energy; in the various distances were groups of trees embowering cottages +and even villages, and always along the ditches and watercourses were +double lines of low willows. At the first stop the train made, the +passengers flocked to the refreshment-booth, prettily arranged beside the +station, where the abundance of the cherries and strawberries gave proof +that vegetation was in other respects superior to the elements. But it +was not of the profusion of the sausages, and the ham which openly in +slices or covertly in sandwiches claimed its primacy in the German +affections; every form of this was flanked by tall glasses of beer. + +A number of the natives stood by and stared unsmiling at the train, which +had broken out in a rash of little American flags at every window. This +boyish display, which must have made the Americans themselves laugh, if +their sense of humor had not been lost in their impassioned patriotism, +was the last expression of unity among the Norumbia's passengers, and +they met no more in their sea-solidarity. Of their table acquaintance +the Marches saw no one except Burnamy, who came through the train looking +for them. He said he was in one of the rear cars with the Eltwins, and +was going to Carlsbad with them in the sleeping-car train leaving Hamburg +at seven. He owned to having seen the Triscoes since they had left +Cuxhaven; Mrs. March would not suffer herself to ask him whether they +were in the same carriage with the Eltwins. He had got a letter from +Mr. Stoller at Cuxhaven, and he begged the Marches to let him engage +rooms for them at the hotel where he was going to stay with him. + +After they reached Hamburg they had flying glimpses of him and of others +in the odious rivalry to get their baggage examined first which seized +upon all, and in which they no longer knew one another, but selfishly +struggled for the good-will of porters and inspectors. There was really +no such haste; but none could govern themselves against the general +frenzy. With the porter he secured March conspired and perspired to win +the attention of a cold but not unkindly inspector. The officer opened +one trunk, and after a glance at it marked all as passed, and then there +ensued a heroic strife with the porter as to the pieces which were to go +to the Berlin station for their journey next day, and the pieces which +were to go to the hotel overnight. At last the division was made; the +Marches got into a cab of the first class; and the porter, crimson and +steaming at every pore from the physical and intellectual strain, went +back into the station. + +They had got the number of their cab from the policeman who stands at the +door of all large German stations and supplies the traveller with a +metallic check for the sort of vehicle he demands. They were not proud, +but it seemed best not to risk a second-class cab in a strange city, and +when their first-class cab came creaking and limping out of the rank, +they saw how wise they had been, if one of the second class could have +been worse. + +As they rattled away from the station they saw yet another kind of +turnout, which they were destined to see more and more in the German +lands. It was that team of a woman harnessed with a dog to a cart which +the women of no other country can see without a sense of personal insult. +March tried to take the humorous view, and complained that they had not +been offered the choice of such an equipage by the policeman, but his +wife would not be amused. She said that no country which suffered such a +thing could be truly civilized, though he made her observe that no city +in the world, except Boston or Brooklyn, was probably so thoroughly +trolleyed as Hamburg. The hum of the electric car was everywhere, and +everywhere the shriek of the wires overhead; batlike flights of +connecting plates traversed all the perspectives through which they drove +to the pleasant little hotel they had chosen. + + + + +XX. + +On one hand their windows looked toward a basin of the Elbe, where +stately white swans were sailing; and on the other to the new Rathhaus, +over the trees that deeply shaded the perennial mud of a cold, dim public +garden, where water-proof old women and impervious nurses sat, and +children played in the long twilight of the sour, rain-soaked summer of +the fatherland. It was all picturesque, and within-doors there was the +novelty of the meagre carpets and stalwart furniture of the Germans, and +their beds, which after so many ages of Anglo-Saxon satire remain +immutably preposterous. They are apparently imagined for the stature of +sleepers who have shortened as they broadened; their pillows are +triangularly shaped to bring the chin tight upon the breast under the +bloated feather bulk which is meant for covering, and which rises over +the sleeper from a thick substratum of cotton coverlet, neatly buttoned +into the upper sheet, with the effect of a portly waistcoat. + +The hotel was illumined by the kindly splendor of the uniformed portier, +who had met the travellers at the door, like a glowing vision of the +past, and a friendly air diffused itself through the whole house. At the +dinner, which, if not so cheap as they had somehow hoped, was by no means +bad, they took counsel with the English-speaking waiter as to what +entertainment Hamburg could offer for the evening, and by the time they +had drunk their coffee they had courage for the Circus Renz, which seemed +to be all there was. + +The conductor of the trolley-car, which they hailed at the street corner, +stopped it and got off the platform, and stood in the street until they +were safely aboard, without telling them to step lively, or pulling them +up the steps; or knuckling them in the back to make them move forward. +He let them get fairly seated before be started the car, and so lost the +fun of seeing them lurch and stagger violently, and wildly clutch each +other for support. The Germans have so little sense of humor that +probably no one in the car would have been amused to see the strangers +flung upon the floor. No one apparently found it droll that the +conductor should touch his cap to them when he asked for their fare; no +one smiled at their efforts to make him understand where they wished to +go, and he did not wink at the other passengers in trying to find out. +Whenever the car stopped he descended first, and did not remount till the +dismounting passenger had taken time to get well away from it. When the +Marches got into the wrong car in coming home, and were carried beyond +their street, the conductor would not take their fare. + +The kindly civility which environed them went far to alleviate the +inclemency of the climate; it began to rain as soon as they left the +shelter of the car, but a citizen of whom they asked the nearest way to +the Circus Renz was so anxious to have them go aright that they did not +mind the wet, and the thought of his goodness embittered March's self- +reproach for under-tipping the sort of gorgeous heyduk, with a staff like +a drum-major's, who left his place at the circus door to get their +tickets. He brought them back with a magnificent bow, and was then as +visibly disappointed with the share of the change returned to him as a +child would have been. + +They went to their places with the sting of his disappointment rankling +in their hearts. "One ought always to overpay them," March sighed, "and +I will do it from this time forth; we shall not be much the poorer for +it. That heyduk is not going to get off with less than a mark when we +come out." As an earnest of his good faith he gave the old man who +showed them to their box a tip that made him bow double, and he bought +every conceivable libretto and play-bill offered him at prices fixed by +his remorse. + +"One ought to do it," he said. "We are of the quality of good geniuses +to these poor souls; we are Fortune in disguise; we are money found in +the road. It is an accursed system, but they are more its victims than +we." His wife quite agreed with him, and with the same good conscience +between them they gave themselves up to the pure joy which the circus, +of all modern entertainments, seems alone to inspire. The house was full +from floor to roof when they came ins and every one was intent upon the +two Spanish clowns, Lui-Lui and Soltamontes, whose drolleries spoke the +universal language of circus humor, and needed no translation into either +German or English. They had missed by an event or two the more patriotic +attraction of "Miss Darlings, the American Star," as she was billed in +English, but they were in time for one of those equestrian performances +which leave the spectator almost exanimate from their prolixity, and the +pantomimic piece which closed the evening. + +This was not given until nearly the whole house had gone out and stayed +itself with beer and cheese and ham and sausage, in the restaurant which +purveys these light refreshments in the summer theatres all over Germany. +When the people came back gorged to the throat, they sat down in the +right mood to enjoy the allegory of "The Enchanted Mountain's Fantasy"; +the Mountain episodes; the High-interesting Sledges-Courses on the Steep +Acclivities; the Amazing-Up-rush of the thence plunging-Four Trains, +which arrive with Lightnings-swiftness at the Top of the over-40-feet- +high Mountain-the Highest Triumph of the To-day's Circus-Art; the Sledge- +journey in the Wizard-mountain, and the Fairy Ballet in the Realm of the +Ghost-prince, with Gold and Silver, Jewel, Bloomghosts, Gnomes, +Gnomesses, and Dwarfs, in never-till-now-seen Splendor of Costume." The +Marches were happy in this allegory, and happier in the ballet, which is +everywhere delightfully innocent, and which here appealed with the large +flat feet and the plain good faces of the 'coryphees' to all that was +simplest and sweetest in their natures. They could not have resisted, if +they had wished, that environment, of good-will; and if it had not been +for the disappointed heyduk, they would have got home from their evening +at the Circus Renz without a pang. + +They looked for him everywhere when they came out, but he had vanished, +and they were left with a regret which, if unavailing, was not too +poignant. In spite of it they had still an exhilaration in their release +from the companionship of their fellow-voyagers which they analyzed as +the psychical revulsion from the strain of too great interest in them. +Mrs. March declared that for the present, at least, she wanted Europe +quite to themselves; and she said that not even for the pleasure of +seeing Burnamy and Miss Triscoe come into their box together world she +have suffered an American trespass upon their exclusive possession of the +Circus Renz. + +In the audience she had seen German officers for the first time in +Hamburg, and she meant, if unremitting question could bring out the +truth, to know why she had not met any others. She had read much of the +prevalence and prepotence of the German officers who would try to push +her off the sidewalk, till they realized that she was an American woman, +and would then submit to her inflexible purpose of holding it. But she +had been some seven or eight hours in Hamburg, and nothing of the kind +had happened to her, perhaps because she had hardly yet walked a block in +the city streets, but perhaps also because there seemed to be very few +officers or military of any kind in Hamburg. + + + + +XXI. + +Their absence was plausibly explained, the next morning, by the young +German friend who came in to see the Marches at breakfast. He said +Hamburg had been so long a free republic that the presence of a large +imperial garrison was distasteful to the people, and as a matter of fact +there were very few soldiers quartered there, whether the authorities +chose to indulge the popular grudge or not. He was himself in a joyful +flutter of spirits, for he had just the day before got his release from +military service. He gave them a notion of what the rapture of a man +reprieved from death might be, and he was as radiantly happy in the ill +health which had got him his release as if it had been the greatest +blessing of heaven. He bubbled over with smiling regrets that he should +be leaving his home for the first stage of the journey which he was to +take in search of strength, just as they had come, and he pressed them to +say if there were not something that he could do for them. + +Yes," said Mrs. March, with a promptness surprising to her husband, who +could think of nothing; "tell us where Heinrich Heine lived when he was +in Hamburg. My husband has always had a great passion for him and wants +to look him up everywhere." + +March had forgotten that Heine ever lived in Hamburg, and the young man +had apparently never known it. His face fell; he wished to make Mrs. +March believe that it was only Heine's uncle who had lived there; but she +was firm; and when he had asked among the hotel people he came back +gladly owning that he was wrong, and that the poet used to live in +Konigstrasse, which was very near by, and where they could easily know +the house by his bust set in its front. The portier and the head waiter +shared his ecstasy in so easily obliging the friendly American pair, and +joined him in minutely instructing the driver when they shut them into +their carriage. + +They did not know that his was almost the only laughing face they should +see in the serious German Empire; just as they did not know that it +rained there every day. As they drove off in the gray drizzle with the +unfounded hope that sooner or later the weather would be fine, they bade +their driver be very slow in taking them through Konigstrasse, so that he +should by no means miss Heine's dwelling, and he duly stopped in front of +a house bearing the promised bust. They dismounted in order to revere it +more at their ease, but the bust proved, by an irony bitterer than the +sick, heart-breaking, brilliant Jew could have imagined in his cruelest +moment, to be that of the German Milton, the respectable poet Klopstock, +whom Heine abhorred and mocked so pitilessly. + +In fact it was here that the good, much-forgotten Klopstock dwelt, +when he came home to live with a comfortable pension from the Danish +government; and the pilgrims to the mistaken shrine went asking about +among the neighbors in Konigstrasse, for some manner of house where Heine +might have lived; they would have been willing to accept a flat, or any +sort of two-pair back. The neighbors were somewhat moved by the anxiety +of the strangers; but they were not so much moved as neighbors in Italy +would have been. There vas no eager and smiling sympathy in the little +crowd that gathered to see what was going on; they were patient of +question and kind in their helpless response, but they were not gay. +To a man they had not heard of Heine; even the owner of a sausage and +blood-pudding shop across the way had not heard of him; the clerk of a +stationer-and-bookseller's next to the butcher's had heard of him, but he +had never heard that he lived in Konigstrasse; he never had heard where +he lived in Hamburg. + +The pilgrims to the fraudulent shrine got back into their carriage, and +drove sadly away, instructing their driver with the rigidity which their +limited German favored, not to let any house with a bust in its front +escape him. He promised, and took his course out through Konigstrasse, +and suddenly they found themselves in a world of such eld and quaintness +that they forgot Heine as completely as any of his countrymen had done. +They were in steep and narrow streets, that crooked and turned with no +apparent purpose of leading anywhere, among houses that looked down upon +them with an astonished stare from the leaden-sashed windows of their +timber-laced gables. The facades with their lattices stretching in bands +quite across them, and with their steep roofs climbing high in +successions of blinking dormers, were more richly mediaeval than anything +the travellers had ever dreamt of before, and they feasted themselves +upon the unimagined picturesqueness with a leisurely minuteness which +brought responsive gazers everywhere to the windows; windows were set +ajar; shop doors were darkened by curious figures from within, and the +traffic of the tortuous alleys was interrupted by their progress. They +could not have said which delighted them more--the houses in the +immediate foreground, or the sharp high gables in the perspectives and +the background; but all were like the painted scenes of the stage, and +they had a pleasant difficulty in realizing that they were not persons in +some romantic drama. + +The illusion remained with them and qualified the impression which +Hamburg made by her much-trolleyed Bostonian effect; by the decorous +activity and Parisian architecture of her business streets; by the +turmoil of her quays, and the innumerable masts and chimneys of her +shipping. At the heart of all was that quaintness, that picturesqueness +of the past, which embodied the spirit of the old Hanseatic city, and +seemed the expression of the home-side of her history. The sense of this +gained strength from such slight study of her annals as they afterwards +made, and assisted the digestion of some morsels of tough statistics. +In the shadow of those Gothic houses the fact that Hamburg was one of the +greatest coffee marts and money marts of the world had a romantic +glamour; and the fact that in the four years from 1870 till 1874 a +quarter of a million emigrants sailed on her ships for the United States +seemed to stretch a nerve of kindred feeling from those mediaeval streets +through the whole shabby length of Third Avenue. + +It was perhaps in this glamour, or this feeling of commercial solidarity, +that March went to have a look at the Hamburg Bourse, in the beautiful +new Rathhaus. It was not undergoing repairs, it was too new for that; +but it was in construction, and so it fulfilled the function of a public +edifice, in withholding its entire interest from the stranger. He could +not get into the Senate Chamber; but the Bourse was free to him, and when +he stepped within, it rose at him with a roar of voices and of feet like +the New York Stock Exchange. The spectacle was not so frantic; people +were not shaking their fists or fingers in each other's noses; but they +were all wild in the tamer German way, and he was glad to mount from the +Bourse to the poor little art gallery upstairs, and to shut out its +clamor. He was not so glad when he looked round on these, his first, +examples of modern German art. The custodian led him gently about and +said which things were for sale, and it made his heart ache to see how +bad they were, and to think that, bad as they were, he could not buy any +of them. + + + + +XXII. + +In the start from Cuxhaven the passengers had the irresponsible ease of +people ticketed through, and the steamship company had still the charge +of their baggage. But when the Marches left Hamburg for Leipsic (where +they had decided to break the long pull to Carlsbad), all the anxieties +of European travel, dimly remembered from former European days, offered +themselves for recognition. A porter vanished with their hand-baggage +before they could note any trait in him for identification; other porters +made away with their trunks; and the interpreter who helped March buy his +tickets, with a vocabulary of strictly railroad English, had to help him +find the pieces in the baggage-room, curiously estranged in a mountain of +alien boxes. One official weighed them; another obliged him to pay as +much in freight as for a third passenger, and gave him an illegible scrap +of paper which recorded their number and destination. The interpreter +and the porters took their fees with a professional effect of +dissatisfaction, and he went to wait with his wife amidst the smoking and +eating and drinking in the restaurant. They burst through with the rest +when the doors were opened to the train, and followed a glimpse of the +porter with their hand-bags, as he ran down the platform, still bent upon +escaping them, and brought him to bay at last in a car where he had got +very good seats for them, and sank into their places, hot and humiliated +by their needless tumult. + +As they cooled, they recovered their self-respect, and renewed a youthful +joy in some of the long-estranged facts. The road was rougher than the +roads at home; but for much less money they had the comfort, without the +unavailing splendor, of a Pullman in their second-class carriage. Mrs. +March had expected to be used with the severity on the imperial railroads +which she had failed to experience from the military on the Hamburg +sidewalks, but nothing could be kindlier than the whole management toward +her. Her fellow-travellers were not lavish of their rights, as Americans +are; what they got, that they kept; and in the run from Hamburg to +Leipsic she had several occasions to observe that no German, however +young or robust, dreams of offering a better place, if he has one, to a +lady in grace to her sex or age; if they got into a carriage too late to +secure a forward-looking seat, she rode backward to the end of that +stage. But if they appealed to their fellow-travellers for information +about changes, or stops, or any of the little facts that they wished to +make sure of, they were enlightened past possibility of error. At the +point where they might have gone wrong the explanations were renewed with +a thoughtfulness which showed that their anxieties had not been +forgotten. She said she could not see how any people could be both so +selfish and so sweet, and her husband seized the advantage of saying +something offensive: + +"You women are so pampered in America that you are astonished when you +are treated in Europe like the mere human beings you are." + +She answered with unexpected reasonableness: + +"Yes, there's something in that; but when the Germans have taught us how +despicable we are as women, why do they treat us so well as human +beings?" + +This was at ten o'clock, after she had ridden backward a long way, and at +last, within an hour of Leipsic, had got a seat confronting him. The +darkness had now hidden the landscape, but the impression of its few +simple elements lingered pleasantly in their sense: long levels, densely +wooded with the precise, severely disciplined German forests, and +checkered with fields of grain and grass, soaking under the thin rain +that from time to time varied the thin sunshine. + +The villages and peasants' cottages were notably few; but there was here +and there a classic or a gothic villa, which, at one point, an English- +speaking young lady turned from her Tauchnitz novel to explain as the +seat of some country gentleman; the land was in large holdings, and this +accounted for the sparsity of villages and cottages. + +She then said that she was a German teacher of English, in Hamburg, and +was going home to Potsdam for a visit. She seemed like a German girl out +of 'The Initials', and in return for this favor Mrs. March tried to +invest herself with some romantic interest as an American. She failed to +move the girl's fancy, even after she had bestowed on her an immense +bunch of roses which the young German friend in Hamburg had sent to them +just before they left their hotel. She failed, later, on the same ground +with the pleasant-looking English woman who got into their carriage at +Magdeburg, and talked over the 'London Illustrated News' with an English- +speaking Fraulein in her company; she readily accepted the fact of Mrs. +March's nationality, but found nothing wonderful in it, apparently; and +when she left the train she left Mrs. March to recall with fond regret +the old days in Italy when she first came abroad, and could make a whole +carriage full of Italians break into ohs and ahs by saying that she was +an American, and telling how far she had come across the sea. + +"Yes," March assented, "but that was a great while ago, and Americans +were much rarer than they are now in Europe. The Italians are so much +more sympathetic than the Germans and English, and they saw that you +wanted to impress them. Heaven knows how little they cared! And then, +you were a very pretty young girl in those days; or at least I thought +so." + +"Yes," she sighed, "and now I'm a plain old woman." + +"Oh, not quite so bad as that." + +"Yes, I am! Do you think they would have cared more if it had been Miss +Triscoe?" + +"Not so much as if it had been the pivotal girl. They would have found +her much more their ideal of the American woman; and even she would have +had to have been here thirty years ago." + +She laughed a little ruefully. "Well, at any rate, I should like to know +how Miss Triscoe would have affected them." + +"I should much rather know what sort of life that English woman is living +here with her German husband; I fancied she had married rank. I could +imagine how dull it must be in her little Saxon town, from the way she +clung to her Illustrated News, and explained the pictures of the +royalties to her friend. There is romance for you!" + +They arrived at Leipsic fresh and cheerful after their five hours' +journey, and as in a spell of their travelled youth they drove up through +the academic old town, asleep under its dimly clouded sky, and silent +except for the trolley-cars that prowled its streets with their feline +purr, and broke at times into a long, shrill caterwaul. A sense of the +past imparted itself to the well-known encounter with the portier and the +head waiter at the hotel door, to the payment of the driver, to the +endeavor of the secretary to have them take the most expensive rooms in +the house, and to his compromise upon the next most, where they found +themselves in great comfort, with electric lights and bells, and a quick +succession of fee-taking call-boys in dress-coats too large for them. +The spell was deepened by the fact, which March kept at the bottom of his +consciousness for the present, that one of their trunks was missing. +This linked him more closely to the travel of other days, and he spent +the next forenoon in a telegraphic search for the estray, with emotions +tinged by the melancholy of recollection, but in the security that since +it was somewhere in the keeping of the state railway, it would be finally +restored to him. + + + + +XXIII. + +Their windows, as they saw in the morning, looked into a large square of +aristocratic physiognomy, and of a Parisian effect in architecture, which +afterwards proved characteristic of the town, if not quite so +characteristic as to justify the passion of Leipsic for calling itself +Little Paris. The prevailing tone was of a gray tending to the pale +yellow of the Tauchnitz editions with which the place is more familiarly +associated in the minds of English-speaking travellers. It was rather +more sombre than it might have been if the weather had been fair; but a +quiet rain was falling dreamily that morning, and the square was provided +with a fountain which continued to dribble in the rare moments when the +rain forgot itself. The place was better shaded than need be in that +sunless land by the German elms that look like ours and it was +sufficiently stocked with German statues, that look like no others. It +had a monument, too, of the sort with which German art has everywhere +disfigured the kindly fatherland since the war with France. These +monuments, though they are so very ugly, have a sort of pathos as records +of the only war in which Germany unaided has triumphed against a foreign +foe, but they are as tiresome as all such memorial pomps must be. It is +not for the victories of a people that any other people can care. The +wars come and go in blood and tears; but whether they are bad wars, or +what are comically called good wars, they are of one effect in death and +sorrow, and their fame is an offence to all men not concerned in them, +till time has softened it to a memory + + "Of old, unhappy, far-off things, + And battles long ago." + +It was for some such reason that while the Marches turned with instant +satiety from the swelling and strutting sculpture which celebrated the +Leipsic heroes of the war of 1870, they had heart for those of the war of +1813; and after their noonday dinner they drove willingly, in a pause of +the rain, out between yellowing harvests of wheat and oats to the field +where Napoleon was beaten by the Russians, Austrians and Prussians (it +always took at least three nations to beat the little wretch) fourscore +years before. Yet even there Mrs. March was really more concerned for +the sparsity of corn-flowers in the grain, which in their modern +character of Kaiserblumen she found strangely absent from their loyal +function; and March was more taken with the notion of the little gardens +which his guide told him the citizens could have in the suburbs of +Leipsic and enjoy at any trolley-car distance from their homes. He saw +certain of these gardens in groups, divided by low, unenvious fences, and +sometimes furnished with summer-houses, where the tenant could take his +pleasure in the evening air, with his family. The guide said he had such +a garden himself, at a rent of seven dollars a year, where he raised +vegetables and flowers, and spent his peaceful leisure; and March fancied +that on the simple domestic side of their life, which this fact gave him +a glimpse of, the Germans were much more engaging than in their character +of victors over either the First or the Third Napoleon. But probably +they would not have agreed with him, and probably nations will go on +making themselves cruel and tiresome till humanity at last prevails over +nationality. + +He could have put the case to the guide himself; but though the guide was +imaginably liberated to a cosmopolitan conception of things by three +years' service as waiter in English hotels, where he learned the +language, he might not have risen to this. He would have tried, for he +was a willing and kindly soul, though he was not a 'valet de place' by +profession. There seemed in fact but one of that useless and amusing +race (which is everywhere falling into decay through the rivalry of the +perfected Baedeker,) left in Leipsic, and this one was engaged, so that +the Marches had to devolve upon their ex-waiter, who was now the keeper +of a small restaurant. He gladly abandoned his business to the care of +his wife, in order to drive handsomely about in his best clothes, with +strangers who did not exact too much knowledge from him. In his zeal to +do something he possessed himself of March's overcoat when they +dismounted at their first gallery, and let fall from its pocket his +prophylactic flask of brandy, which broke with a loud crash on the marble +floor in the presence of several masterpieces, and perfumed the whole +place. The masterpieces were some excellent works of Luke Kranach, who +seemed the only German painter worth looking at when there were any Dutch +or Italian pictures near, but the travellers forgot the name and nature +of the Kranachs, and remembered afterwards only the shattered fragments +of the brandy-flask, just how they looked on the floor, and the fumes, +how they smelt, that rose from the ruin. + +It might have been a warning protest of the veracities against what they +were doing; but the madness of sight-seeing, which spoils travel, was on +them, and they delivered themselves up to it as they used in their +ignorant youth, though now they knew its futility so well. They spared +themselves nothing that they had time for, that day, and they felt +falsely guilty for their omissions, as if they really had been duties to +art and history which must be discharged, like obligations to one's maker +and one's neighbor. + +They had a touch of genuine joy in the presence of the beautiful old +Rathhaus, and they were sensible of something like a genuine emotion in +passing the famous and venerable university; the very air of Leipsic is +redolent of printing and publication, which appealed to March in his +quality of editor, and they could not fail of an impression of the quiet +beauty of the town, with its regular streets of houses breaking into +suburban villas of an American sort, and intersected with many canals, +which in the intervals of the rain were eagerly navigated by pleasure +boats, and contributed to the general picturesqueness by their frequent +bridges, even during the drizzle. There seemed to be no churches to do, +and as it was a Sunday, the galleries were so early closed against them +that they were making a virtue as well as a pleasure of the famous scene +of Napoleon's first great defeat. + +By a concert between their guide and driver their carriage drew up at the +little inn by the road-side, which is also a museum stocked with relics +from the battle-field, and with objects of interest relating to it. Old +muskets, old swords, old shoes and old coats, trumpets, drums, gun- +carriages, wheels, helmets, cannon balls, grape-shot, and all the +murderous rubbish which battles come to at last, with proclamations, +autographs, caricatures and likenesses of Napoleon, and effigies of all +the other generals engaged, and miniatures and jewels of their womenkind, +filled room after room, through which their owner vaunted his way, with a +loud pounding voice and a bad breath. When he wished them to enjoy some +gross British satire or clumsy German gibe at Bonaparte's expense, and +put his face close to begin the laugh, he was something so terrible that +March left the place with a profound if not a reasoned regret that the +French had not won the battle of Leipsic. He walked away musing +pensively upon the traveller's inadequacy to the ethics of history when a +breath could so sway him against his convictions; but even after he had +cleansed his lungs with some deep respirations he found himself still a +Bonapartist in the presence of that stone on the rising ground where +Napoleon sat to watch the struggle on the vast plain, and see his empire +slipping through his blood-stained fingers. It was with difficulty that +he could keep from revering the hat and coat which are sculptured on the +stone, but it was well that he succeeded, for he could not make out then +or afterwards whether the habiliments represented were really Napoleon's +or not, and they might have turned out to be Barclay de Tolly's. + +While he stood trying to solve this question of clothes he was startled +by the apparition of a man climbing the little slope from the opposite +quarter, and advancing toward them. He wore the imperial crossed by the +pointed mustache once so familiar to a world much the worse for them, and +March had the shiver of a fine moment in which he fancied the Third +Napoleon rising to view the scene where the First had looked his coming +ruin in the face. + +"Why, it's Miss Triscoe!" cried his wife, and before March had noticed +the approach of another figure, the elder and the younger lady had rushed +upon each other, and encountered with a kiss. At the same time the +visage of the last Emperor resolved itself into the face of General +Triscoe, who gave March his hand in a more tempered greeting. + +The ladies began asking each other of their lives since their parting two +days before, and the men strolled a few paces away toward the distant +prospect of Leipsic, which at that point silhouettes itself in a noble +stretch of roofs and spires and towers against the horizon. + +General Triscoe seemed no better satisfied with Germany than he had been +on first stepping ashore at Cuxhaven. He might still have been in a pout +with his own country, but as yet he had not made up with any other; and +he said, "What a pity Napoleon didn't thrash the whole dunderheaded lot! +His empire would have been a blessing to them, and they would have had +some chance of being civilized under the French. All this unification of +nationalities is the great humbug of the century. Every stupid race +thinks it's happy because it's united, and civilization has been set back +a hundred years by the wars that were fought to bring the unions about; +and more wars will have to be fought to keep them up. What a farce it +is! What's become of the nationality of the Danes in Schleswig-Holstein, +or the French in the Rhine Provinces, or the Italians in Savoy?" + +March had thought something like this himself, but to have it put by +General Triscoe made it offensive. "I don't know. Isn't it rather +quarrelling with the course of human events to oppose accomplished facts? +The unifications were bound to be, just as the separations before them +were. And so far they have made for peace, in Europe at least, and peace +is civilization. Perhaps after a great many ages people will come +together through their real interests, the human interests; but at +present it seems as if nothing but a romantic sentiment of patriotism can +unite them. By-and-by they may find that there is nothing in it." + +"Perhaps," said the general, discontentedly. "I don't see much promise +of any kind in the future." + +"Well, I don't know. When you think of the solid militarism of Germany, +you seem remanded to the most hopeless moment of the Roman Empire; you +think nothing can break such a force; but my guide says that even in +Leipsic the Socialists outnumber all the other parties, and the army is +the great field of the Socialist propaganda. The army itself may be +shaped into the means of democracy--even of peace." + +"You're very optimistic," said Triscoe, curtly. "As I read the signs, +we are not far from universal war. In less than a year we shall make the +break ourselves in a war with Spain." He looked very fierce as he +prophesied, and he dotted March over with his staccato glances. + +"Well, I'll allow that if Tammany comes in this year, we shall have war +with Spain. You can't ask more than that, General Triscoe?" + +Mrs. March and Miss Triscoe had not said a word of the 'battle of +Leipsic', or of the impersonal interests which it suggested to the men. +For all these, they might still have been sitting in their steamer chairs +on the promenade of the Norumbia at a period which seemed now of +geological remoteness. The girl accounted for not being in Dresden by +her father's having decided not to go through Berlin but to come by way +of Leipsic, which he thought they had better see; they had come without +stopping in Hamburg. They had not enjoyed Leipsic much; it had rained +the whole day before, and they had not gone out. She asked when Mrs. +March was going on to Carlsbad, and Mrs. March answered, the next +morning; her husband wished to begin his cure at once. + +Then Miss Triscoe pensively wondered if Carlsbad would do her father any +good; and Mrs. March discreetly inquired General Triscoe's symptoms. + +"Oh, he hasn't any. But I know he can't be well--with his gloomy +opinions." + +"They may come from his liver," said Mrs. March. "Nearly everything of +that kind does. I know that Mr. March has been terribly depressed at +times, and the doctor said it was nothing but his liver; and Carlsbad is +the great place for that, you know." + +"Perhaps I can get papa to run over some day, if he doesn't like Dresden. +It isn't very far, is it?" + +They referred to Mrs. March's Baedeker together, and found that it was +five hours. + +"Yes, that is what I thought," said Miss Triscoe, with a carelessness +which convinced Mrs. March she had looked up the fact already. + +"If you decide to come, you must let us get rooms for you at our hotel. +We're going to Pupp's; most of the English and Americans go to the hotels +on the Hill, but Pupp's is in the thick of it in the lower town; and it's +very gay, Mr. Kenby says; he's been there often. Mr. Burnamy is to get +our rooms." + +"I don't suppose I can get papa to go," said Miss Triscoe, so insincerely +that Mrs. March was sure she had talked over the different routes; to +Carlsbad with Burnamy--probably on the way from Cuxhaven. She looked up +from digging the point of her umbrella in the ground. "You didn't meet +him here this morning?" + +Mrs. March governed herself to a calm which she respected in asking, "Has +Mr. Burnamy been here?" + +"He came on with Mr. and Mrs. Eltwin, when we did, and they all decided +to stop over a day. They left on the twelve-o'clock train to-day." + +Mrs. March perceived that the girl had decided not to let the facts +betray themselves by chance, and she treated them as of no significance. + +"No, we didn't see him," she said, carelessly. + +The two men came walking slowly towards them, and Miss Triscoe said, +"We're going to Dresden this evening, but I hope we shall meet somewhere, +Mrs. March." + +"Oh, people never lose sight of each other in Europe; they can't; it's so +little!" + +"Agatha," said the girl's father, "Mr. March tells me that the museum +over there is worth seeing." + +"Well," the girl assented, and she took a winning leave of the Marches, +and moved gracefully away with her father. + +"I should have thought it was Agnes," said Mrs. March, following them +with her eyes before she turned upon her husband. "Did he tell you +Burnamy had been here? Well, he has! He has just gone on to Carlsbad. +He made, those poor old Eltwins stop over with him, so he could be with +her." + +"Did she say that?" + +"No, but of course he did." + +"Then it's all settled?" + +"No, it isn't settled. It's at the most interesting point." + +"Well, don't read ahead. You always want to look at the last page." + +"You were trying to look at the last page yourself," she retorted, and +she would have liked to punish him for his complex dishonesty toward the +affair; but upon the whole she kept her temper with him, and she made him +agree that Miss Triscoe's getting her father to Carlsbad was only a +question of time. + +They parted heart's-friends with their ineffectual guide, who was +affectionately grateful for the few marks they gave him, at the hotel +door; and they were in just the mood to hear men singing in a farther . +room when they went down to supper. The waiter, much distracted from +their own service by his duties to it, told them it was the breakfast +party of students which they had heard beginning there about noon. The +revellers had now been some six hours at table, and he said they might +not rise before midnight; they had just got to the toasts, which were +apparently set to music. + +The students of right remained a vivid color in the impression of the +university town. They pervaded the place, and decorated it with their +fantastic personal taste in coats and trousers, as well as their corps +caps of green, white, red, and blue, but above all blue. They were not +easily distinguishable from the bicyclers who were holding one of the +dull festivals of their kind in Leipsic that day, and perhaps they were +sometimes both students and bicyclers. As bicyclers they kept about in +the rain, which they seemed not to mind; so far from being disheartened, +they had spirits enough to take one another by the waist at times and +waltz in the square before the hotel. At one moment of the holiday some +chiefs among them drove away in carriages; at supper a winner of prizes +sat covered with badges and medals; another who went by the hotel +streamed with ribbons; and an elderly man at his side was bespattered +with small knots and ends of them, as if he had been in an explosion of +ribbons somewhere. It seemed all to be as exciting for them, and it was +as tedious for the witnesses, as any gala of students and bicyclers at +home. + +Mrs. March remained with an unrequited curiosity concerning their +different colors and different caps, and she tried to make her husband +find out what they severally meant; he pretended a superior interest in +the nature of a people who had such a passion for uniforms that they were +not content with its gratification in their immense army, but indulged it +in every pleasure and employment of civil life. He estimated, perhaps +not very accurately, that only one man out of ten in Germany wore +citizens' dress; and of all functionaries he found that the dogs of the +women-and-dog teams alone had no distinctive dress; even the women had +their peasant costume. + +There was an industrial fair open at Leipsic which they went out of the +city to see after supper, along with a throng of Leipsickers, whom an +hour's interval of fine weather tempted forth on the trolley; and with +the help of a little corporal, who took a fee for his service with the +eagerness of a civilian, they got wheeled chairs, and renewed their +associations with the great Chicago Fair in seeing the exposition from +them. This was not, March said, quite the same as being drawn by a +woman-and-dog team, which would have been the right means of doing a +German fair; but it was something to have his chair pushed by a slender +young girl, whose stalwart brother applied his strength to the chair of +the lighter traveller; and it was fit that the girl should reckon the +common hire, while the man took the common tip. They made haste to leave +the useful aspects of the fair, and had themselves trundled away to the +Colonial Exhibit, where they vaguely expected something like the +agreeable corruptions of the Midway Plaisance. The idea of her colonial +progress with which Germany is trying to affect the home-keeping +imagination of her people was illustrated by an encampment of savages +from her Central-African possessions. They were getting their supper at +the moment the Marches saw them, and were crouching, half naked, around +the fires under the kettles, and shivering from the cold, but they were +not very characteristic of the imperial expansion, unless perhaps when an +old man in a red blanket suddenly sprang up with a knife in his hand and +began to chase a boy round the camp. The boy was lighter-footed, and +easily outran the sage, who tripped at times on his blanket. None of the +other Central Africans seemed to care for the race, and without waiting +for the event, the American spectators ordered themselves trundled away +to another idle feature of the fair, where they hoped to amuse themselves +with the image of Old Leipsic. + +This was so faithfully studied from the past in its narrow streets and +Gothic houses that it was almost as picturesque as the present epoch in +the old streets of Hamburg. A drama had just begun to be represented on +a platform of the public square in front of a fourteenth-century beer- +house, with people talking from the windows round, and revellers in the +costume of the period drinking beer and eating sausages at tables in the +open air. Their eating and drinking were genuine, and in the midst of it +a real rain began, to pour down upon them, without affecting them any +more than if they had been Germans of the nineteenth century. But it +drove the Americans to a shelter from which they could not see the play, +and when it held up, they made their way back to their hotel. + +Their car was full of returning pleasurers, some of whom were happy +beyond the sober wont of the fatherland. The conductor took a special +interest in his tipsy passengers, trying to keep them in order, and +genially entreating them to be quiet when they were too obstreperous. +From time to time he got some of them off, and then, when he remounted +the car, he appealed to the remaining passengers for their sympathy with +an innocent smile, which the Americans, still strange to the unjoyous +physiognomy of the German Empire, failed to value at its rare worth. + +Before he slept that night March tried to assemble from the experiences +and impressions of the day some facts which he would not be ashamed of as +a serious observer of life in Leipsic, and he remembered that their guide +had said house-rent was very low. He generalized from the guide's +content with his fee that the Germans were not very rapacious; and he +became quite irrelevantly aware that in Germany no man's clothes fitted +him, or seemed expected to fit him; that the women dressed somewhat +better, and were rather pretty sometimes, and that they had feet as large +as the kind hearts of the Germans of every age and sex. He was able to +note, rather more freshly, that with all their kindness the Germans were +a very nervous people, if not irritable, and at the least cause gave way +to an agitation, which indeed quickly passed, but was violent while it +lasted. Several times that day he had seen encounters between the +portier and guests at the hotel which promised violence, but which ended +peacefully as soon as some simple question of train-time was solved. +The encounters always left the portier purple and perspiring, as any +agitation must with a man so tight in his livery. He bemoaned himself +after one of them as the victim of an unhappy calling, in which he could +take no exercise. "It is a life of excitements, but not of movements," +he explained to March; and when he learned where he was going, he +regretted that he could not go to Carlsbad too. "For sugar?" he asked, +as if there were overmuch of it in his own make. + +March felt the tribute, but he had to say, " No; liver." + +"Ah!" said the portier, with the air of failing to get on common ground +with him. + + + + +XXV. + +The next morning was so fine that it would have been a fine morning in +America. Its beauty was scarcely sullied, even subjectively, by the +telegram which the portier sent after the Marches from the hotel, saying +that their missing trunk had not yet been found, and their spirits were +as light as the gay little clouds which blew about in the sky, when their +train drew out in the sunshine, brilliant on the charming landscape all +the way to Carlsbad. A fatherly 'traeger' had done his best to get them +the worst places in a non-smoking compartment, but had succeeded so +poorly that they were very comfortable, with no companions but a mother +and daughter, who spoke German in soft low tones together. Their +compartment was pervaded by tobacco fumes from the smokers, but as these +were twice as many as the non-smokers, it was only fair, and after March +had got a window open it did not matter, really. + +He asked leave of the strangers in his German, and they consented in +theirs; but he could not master the secret of the window-catch, and the +elder lady said in English, "Let me show you," and came to his help. + +The occasion for explaining that they were Americans and accustomed to +different car windows was so tempting that Mrs. March could not forbear, +and the other ladies were affected as deeply as she could wish. Perhaps +they were the more affected because it presently appeared that they had +cousins in New York whom she knew of, and that they were acquainted with +an American family that had passed the winter in Berlin. Life likes to +do these things handsomely, and it easily turned out that this was a +family of intimate friendship with the Marches; the names, familiarly +spoken, abolished all strangeness between the travellers; and they +entered into a comparison of tastes, opinions, and experiences, from +which it seemed that the objects and interests of cultivated people in +Berlin were quite the same as those of cultivated people in New York. +Each of the parties to the discovery disclaimed any superiority for their +respective civilizations; they wished rather to ascribe a greater charm +and virtue to the alien conditions; and they acquired such merit with one +another that when the German ladies got out of the train at Franzensbad, +the mother offered Mrs. March an ingenious folding footstool which she +had admired. In fact, she left her with it clasped to her breast, and +bowing speechless toward the giver in a vain wish to express her +gratitude. + +"That was very pretty of her, my dear," said March. "You couldn't have +done that." + +"No," she confessed; "I shouldn't have had the courage. The courage of +my emotions," she added, thoughtfully. + +"Ah, that's the difference! A Berliner could do it, and a Bostonian +couldn't. Do you think it so much better to have the courage of your +convictions?" + +"I don't know. It seems to me that I'm less and less certain of +everything that I used to be sure of." + +He laughed, and then he said, "I was thinking how, on our wedding +journey, long ago, that Gray Sister at the Hotel Dieu in Quebec offered +you a rose." + +"Well?" + +"That was to your pretty youth. Now the gracious stranger gives you a +folding stool." + +"To rest my poor old feet. Well, I would rather have it than a rose, +now." + +"You bent toward her at just the slant you had when you took the flower +that time; I noticed it. I didn't see that you looked so very different. +To be sure the roses in your cheeks have turned into rosettes; but +rosettes are very nice, and they're much more permanent; I prefer them; +they will keep in any climate." + +She suffered his mockery with an appreciative sigh. "Yes, our age +caricatures our youth, doesn't it?" + +"I don't think it gets much fun out of it," he assented. + +"No; but it can't help it. I used to rebel against it when it first +began. I did enjoy being young." + +"You did, my dear," he said, taking her hand tenderly; she withdrew it, +because though she could bear his sympathy, her New England nature could +not bear its expression. "And so did I; and we were both young a long +time. Travelling brings the past back, don't you think? There at that +restaurant, where we stopped for dinner--" + +"Yes, it was charming! Just as it used to be! With that white cloth, +and those tall shining bottles of wine, and the fruit in the centre, and +the dinner in courses, and that young waiter who spoke English, and was +so nice! I'm never going home; you may, if you like." + +"You bragged to those ladies about our dining-cars; and you said that our +railroad restaurants were quite as good as the European." + +"I had to do that. But I knew better; they don't begin to be." + +"Perhaps not; but I've been thinking that travel is a good deal alike +everywhere. It's the expression of the common civilization of the world. +When I came out of that restaurant and ran the train down, and then found +that it didn't start for fifteen minutes, I wasn't sure whether I was at +home or abroad. And when we changed cars at Eger, and got into this +train which had been baking in the sun for us outside the station, I +didn't know but I was back in the good old Fitchburg depot. To be sure, +Wallenstein wasn't assassinated at Boston, but I forgot his murder at +Eger, and so that came to the same thing. It's these confounded fifty- +odd years. I used to recollect everything. + +He had got up and was looking out of the window at the landscape, which +had not grown less amiable in growing rather more slovenly since they had +crossed the Saxon bolder into Bohemia. All the morning and early +afternoon they had run through lovely levels of harvest, where men were +cradling the wheat and women were binding it into sheaves in the narrow +fields between black spaces of forest. After they left Eger, there was +something more picturesque and less thrifty in the farming among the low +hills which they gradually mounted to uplands, where they tasted a +mountain quality in the thin pure air. The railroad stations were +shabbier; there was an indefinable touch of something Southern in the +scenery and the people. Lilies were rocking on the sluggish reaches of +the streams, and where the current quickened, tall wheels were lifting +water for the fields in circles of brimming and spilling pockets. Along +the embankments, where a new track was being laid, barefooted women were +at work with pick and spade and barrow, and little yellow-haired girls +were lugging large white-headed babies, and watching the train go by. +At an up grade where it slowed in the ascent he began to throw out to the +children the pfennigs which had been left over from the passage in +Germany, and he pleased himself with his bounty, till the question +whether the children could spend the money forced itself upon him. He +sat down feeling less like a good genius than a cruel magician who had +tricked them with false wealth; but he kept his remorse to himself, and +tried to interest his wife in the difference of social and civic ideal +expressed in the change of the inhibitory notices at the car windows, +which in Germany had strongliest forbidden him to outlean himself, and +now in Austria entreated him not to outbow himself. She refused to share +in the speculation, or to debate the yet nicer problem involved by the +placarded prayer in the washroom to the Messrs. Travellers not to take +away the soap; and suddenly he felt himself as tired as she looked, with +that sense of the futility of travel which lies in wait for every one who +profits by travel. + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Bad wars, or what are comically called good wars . . . . . . . . . . . . +Calm of those who have logic on their side . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . +Decided not to let the facts betray themselves by chance . . . . . . . . +Explained perhaps too fully. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . +Futility of travel . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . +Humanity may at last prevail over nationality. . . . . . . . . . . . . . +Impertinent prophecies of their enjoying it so much. . . . . . . . . . . +Less certain of everything that I used to be sure of . . . . . . . . . . +Life of the ship, like the life of the sea: a sodden monotony . . . . . +Life was like the life at a sea-side hotel, but more monotonous. . . . . +Madness of sight-seeing, which spoils travel . . . . . . . . . . . . . . +Night so bad that it was worse than no night at all. . . . . . . . . . . +Our age caricatures our youth. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . +Prices fixed by his remorse. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . +Recipes for dishes and diseases. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . +Reckless and culpable optimism . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . +Repeated the nothings they had said already. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . +She cares for him: that she was so cold shows that. . . . . . . . . . . +She could bear his sympathy, but not its expression. . . . . . . . . . . +Suffering under the drip-drip of his innocent egotism. . . . . . . . . . +They were so near in age, though they were ten years apart . . . . . . . +Unfounded hope that sooner or later the weather would be fine. . . . . . +Wilful sufferers . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . +Woman harnessed with a dog to a cart . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . +Wooded with the precise, severely disciplined German forests . . . . . . +Work he was so fond of and so weary of . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . + + + + + +End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of Silver Wedding Journey V1, +by William Dean Howells + diff --git a/old/wh1sw10.zip b/old/wh1sw10.zip Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..bbfc374 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/wh1sw10.zip diff --git a/old/wh1sw11.txt b/old/wh1sw11.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..d9cc117 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/wh1sw11.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4587 @@ +The Project Gutenberg Etext of Silver Wedding Journey, by Howells, v1 +#18 in our series by William Dean Howells + +Copyright laws are changing all over the world, be sure to check +the laws for your country before redistributing these files!!!!! + +Please take a look at the important information in this header. +We encourage you to keep this file on your own disk, keeping an +electronic path open for the next readers. + +Please do not remove this. + +This should be the first thing seen when anyone opens the book. +Do not change or edit it without written permission. 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Besides, it's your Sabbatical year, and you, +could send back a lot of stuff for the magazine." + +"Is that your notion of a Sabbatical year?" asked the editor. + +"No; I throw that out as a bait to your conscience. You needn't write a +line while you're gone. I wish you wouldn't for your own sake; although +every number that hasn't got you in it is a back number for me." + +"That's very nice of you, Fulkerson," said the editor. "I suppose you +realize that it's nine years since we took 'Every Other Week' from +Dryfoos?" + +"Well, that makes it all the more Sabbatical," said Fulkerson. "The two +extra years that you've put in here, over and above the old style +Sabbatical seven, are just so much more to your credit. It was your +right to go, two years ago, and now it's your duty. Couldn't you look at +it in that light?" + +"I dare say Mrs. March could," the editor assented. "I don't believe she +could be brought to regard it as a pleasure on any other terms." + +"Of course not," said Fulkerson. "If you won't take a year, take three +months, and call it a Sabbatical summer; but go, anyway. You can make up +half a dozen numbers ahead, and Tom, here, knows your ways so well that +you needn't think about 'Every Other Week' from the time you start till +the time you try to bribe the customs inspector when you get back. I can +take a hack at the editing myself, if Tom's inspiration gives out, and +put a little of my advertising fire into the thing." He laid his hand on +the shoulder of the young fellow who stood smiling by, and pushed and +shook him in the liking there was between them. "Now you go, March! +Mrs. Fulkerson feels just as I do about it; we had our outing last year, +and we want Mrs. March and you to have yours. You let me go down and +engage your passage, and--" + +"No, no!" the editor rebelled. "I'll think about it;" but as he turned +to the work he was so fond of and so weary of, he tried not to think of +the question again, till he closed his desk in the afternoon, and started +to walk home; the doctor had said he ought to walk, and he did so, though +he longed to ride, and looked wistfully at the passing cars. + +He knew he was in a rut, as his wife often said; but if it was a rut, it +was a support too; it kept him from wobbling: She always talked as if the +flowery fields of youth lay on either side of the dusty road he had been +going so long, and he had but to step aside from it, to be among the +butterflies and buttercups again; he sometimes indulged this illusion, +himself, in a certain ironical spirit which caressed while it mocked the +notion. They had a tacit agreement that their youth, if they were ever +to find it again, was to be looked for in Europe, where they met when +they were young, and they had never been quite without the hope of going +back there, some day, for a long sojourn. They had not seen the time +when they could do so; they were dreamers, but, as they recognized, even +dreaming is not free from care; and in his dream March had been obliged +to work pretty steadily, if not too intensely. He had been forced to +forego the distinctly literary ambition with which he had started in life +because he had their common living to make, and he could not make it by +writing graceful verse, or even graceful prose. He had been many years +in a sufficiently distasteful business, and he had lost any thought of +leaving it when it left him, perhaps because his hold on it had always +been rather lax, and he had not been able to conceal that he disliked it. +At any rate, he was supplanted in his insurance agency at Boston by a +subordinate in his office, and though he was at the same time offered a +place of nominal credit in the employ of the company, he was able to +decline it in grace of a chance which united the charm of congenial work +with the solid advantage of a better salary than he had been getting for +work he hated. It was an incredible chance, but it was rendered +appreciably real by the necessity it involved that they should leave +Boston, where they had lived all their married life, where Mrs. March as +well as their children was born, and where all their tender and familiar +ties were, and come to New York, where the literary enterprise which +formed his chance was to be founded. + +It was then a magazine of a new sort, which his business partner had +imagined in such leisure as the management of a newspaper syndicate +afforded him, and had always thought of getting March to edit. The +magazine which is also a book has since been realized elsewhere on more +or less prosperous terms, but not for any long period, and 'Every Other +Week' was apparently--the only periodical of the kind conditioned for +survival. It was at first backed by unlimited capital, and it had the +instant favor of a popular mood, which has since changed, but which did +not change so soon that the magazine had not time to establish itself in +a wide acceptance. It was now no longer a novelty, it was no longer in +the maiden blush of its first success, but it had entered upon its second +youth with the reasonable hope of many years of prosperity before it. In +fact it was a very comfortable living for all concerned, and the Marches +had the conditions, almost dismayingly perfect, in which they had often +promised themselves to go and be young again in Europe, when they +rebelled at finding themselves elderly in America. Their daughter was +married, and so very much to her mother's mind that she did not worry +about her, even though she lived so far away as Chicago, still a wild +frontier town to her Boston imagination; and their son, as soon as he +left college, had taken hold on 'Every Other Week', under his father's +instruction, with a zeal and intelligence which won him Fulkerson's +praise as a chip of the old block. These two liked each other, and +worked into each other's hands as cordially and aptly as Fulkerson and +March had ever done. It amused the father to see his son offering +Fulkerson the same deference which the Business End paid to seniority in +March himself; but in fact, Fulkerson's forehead was getting, as he said, +more intellectual every day; and the years were pushing them all along +together. + +Still, March had kept on in the old rut, and one day he fell down in it. +He had a long sickness, and when he was well of it, he was so slow in +getting his grip of work again that he was sometimes deeply discouraged. +His wife shared his depression, whether he showed or whether he hid it, +and when the doctor advised his going abroad, she abetted the doctor with +all the strength of a woman's hygienic intuitions. March himself +willingly consented, at first; but as soon as he got strength for his +work, he began to temporize and to demur. He said that he believed it +would do him just as much good to go to Saratoga, where they always had +such a good time, as to go to Carlsbad; and Mrs. March had been obliged +several times to leave him to his own undoing; she always took him more +vigorously in hand afterwards. + + + + +II. + +When he got home from the 'Every Other Week' office, the afternoon of +that talk with the Business End, he wanted to laugh with his wife at +Fulkerson's notion of a Sabbatical year. She did not think it was so +very droll; she even urged it seriously against him, as if she had now +the authority of Holy Writ for forcing him abroad; she found no relish of +absurdity in the idea that it was his duty to take this rest which had +been his right before. + +He abandoned himself to a fancy which had been working to the surface of +his thought. "We could call it our Silver Wedding Journey, and go round +to all the old places, and see them in the reflected light of the past." + +"Oh, we could!" she responded, passionately; and he had now the delicate +responsibility of persuading her that he was joking. + +He could think of nothing better than a return to Fulkerson's absurdity. +"It would be our Silver Wedding Journey just as it would be my Sabbatical +year--a good deal after date. But I suppose that would make it all the +more silvery." + +She faltered in her elation. "Didn't you say a Sabbatical year +yourself?" she demanded. + +"Fulkerson said it; but it was a figurative expression." + +"And I suppose the Silver Wedding Journey was a figurative expression +too!" + +"It was a notion that tempted me; I thought you would enjoy it. Don't +you suppose I should be glad too, if we could go over, and find ourselves +just as we were when we first met there?" + +"No; I don't believe now that you care anything about it." + +"Well, it couldn't be done, anyway; so that doesn't matter." + +"It could be done, if you were a mind to think so. And it would be the +greatest inspiration to you. You are always longing for some chance to +do original work, to get away from your editing, but you've let the time +slip by without really trying to do anything; I don't call those little +studies of yours in the magazine anything; and now you won't take the +chance that's almost forcing itself upon you. You could write an +original book of the nicest kind; mix up travel and fiction; get some +love in." + +"Oh, that's the stalest kind of thing!" + +"Well, but you could see it from a perfectly new point of view. You +could look at it as a sort of dispassionate witness, and treat it +humorously--of course it is ridiculous--and do something entirely fresh." + +"It wouldn't work. It would be carrying water on both shoulders. The +fiction would kill the travel, the travel would kill the fiction; the +love and the humor wouldn't mingle any more than oil and vinegar." + +"Well, and what is better than a salad?" + +"But this would be all salad-dressing, and nothing to put it on." She +was silent, and he yielded to another fancy. "We might imagine coming +upon our former selves over there, and travelling round with them-- +a wedding journey 'en partie carree'." + +"Something like that. I call it a very poetical idea," she said with a +sort of provisionality, as if distrusting another ambush. + +"It isn't so bad," he admitted. "How young we were, in those days!" + +"Too young to know what a good time we were having," she said, relaxing +her doubt for the retrospect. "I don't feel as if I really saw Europe, +then; I was too inexperienced, too ignorant, too simple. I would like to +go, just to make sure that I had been." He was smiling again in the way +he had when anything occurred to him that amused him, and she demanded, +"What is it?" + +"Nothing. I was wishing we could go in the consciousness of people who +actually hadn't been before--carry them all through Europe, and let them +see it in the old, simple-hearted American way." + +She shook her head. "You couldn't! They've all been!" + +"All but about sixty or seventy millions," said March. + +"Well, those are just the millions you don't know, and couldn't imagine." + +"I'm not so sure of that." + +"And even if you could imagine them, you couldn't make them interesting. +All the interesting ones have been, anyway." + +"Some of the uninteresting ones too. I used, to meet some of that sort +over there. I believe I would rather chance it for my pleasure with +those that hadn't been." + +"Then why not do it? I know you could get something out of it." + +"It might be a good thing," he mused, "to take a couple who had passed +their whole life here in New York, too poor and too busy ever to go; and +had a perfect famine for Europe all the time. I could have them spend +their Sunday afternoons going aboard the different boats, and looking up +their accommodations. I could have them sail, in imagination, and +discover an imaginary Europe, and give their grotesque misconceptions of +it from travels and novels against a background of purely American +experience. We needn't go abroad to manage that. I think it would be +rather nice." + +"I don't think it would be nice in the least," said Mrs. March, "and if +you don't want to talk seriously, I would rather not talk at all." + +"Well, then, let's talk about our Silver Wedding Journey." + +"I see. You merely want to tease and I am not in the humor for it." + +She said this in a great many different ways, and then she was really +silent. He perceived that she was hurt; and he tried to win her back to +good-humor. He asked her if she would not like to go over to Hoboken and +look at one of the Hanseatic League steamers, some day; and she refused. +When he sent the next day and got a permit to see the boat; she consented +to go. + + + + +III. + +He was one of those men who live from the inside outward; he often took a +hint for his actions from his fancies; and now because he had fancied +some people going to look at steamers on Sundays, he chose the next +Sunday himself for their visit to the Hanseatic boat at Hoboken. To be +sure it was a leisure day with him, but he might have taken the afternoon +of any other day, for that matter, and it was really that invisible +thread of association which drew him. + +The Colmannia had been in long enough to have made her toilet for the +outward voyage, and was looking her best. She was tipped and edged with +shining brass, without and within, and was red-carpeted and white-painted +as only a ship knows how to be. A little uniformed steward ran before +the visitors, and showed them through the dim white corridors into +typical state-rooms on the different decks; and then let them verify +their first impression of the grandeur of the dining-saloon, and the +luxury of the ladies' parlor and music-room. March made his wife observe +that the tables and sofas and easy-chairs, which seemed so carelessly +scattered about, were all suggestively screwed fast to the floor against +rough weather; and he amused himself with the heavy German browns and +greens and coppers in the decorations, which he said must have been +studied in color from sausage, beer, and spinach, to the effect of those +large march-panes in the roof. She laughed with him at the tastelessness +of the race which they were destined to marvel at more and more; but she +made him own that the stewardesses whom they saw were charmingly like +serving-maids in the 'Fliegende Blatter'; when they went ashore she +challenged his silence for some assent to her own conclusion that the +Colmannia was perfect. + +"She has only one fault," he assented. "She's a ship." + +"Yes," said his wife, "and I shall want to look at the Norumbia before I +decide." + +Then he saw that it was only a question which steamer they should take, +and not whether they should take any. He explained, at first gently and +afterwards savagely, that their visit to the Colmannia was quite enough +for him, and that the vessel was not built that he would be willing to +cross the Atlantic in. + +When a man has gone so far as that he has committed himself to the +opposite course in almost so many words; and March was neither surprised +nor abashed when he discovered himself, before they reached home, +offering his wife many reasons why they should go to Europe. She +answered to all, No, he had made her realize the horror of it so much +that she was glad to give it up. She gave it up, with the best feeling; +all that she would ask of him was that he should never mention Europe to +her again. She could imagine how much he disliked to go, if such a ship +as the Colmannia did not make him want to go. + +At the bottom of his heart he knew that he had not used her very well. +He had kindled her fancy with those notions of a Sabbatical year and a +Silver Wedding Journey, and when she was willing to renounce both he had +persisted in taking her to see the ship, only to tell her afterwards that +he would not go abroad on any account. It was by a psychological juggle +which some men will understand that he allowed himself the next day to +get the sailings of the Norumbia from the steamship office; he also got +a plan of the ship showing the most available staterooms, so that they +might be able to choose between her and the Colmannia from all the facts. + + + + + +IV. + +From this time their decision to go was none the less explicit because so +perfectly tacit. + +They began to amass maps and guides. She got a Baedeker for Austria and +he got a Bradshaw for the continent, which was never of the least use +there, but was for the present a mine of unavailable information. He got +a phrase-book, too, and tried to rub up his German. He used to read +German, when he was a boy, with a young enthusiasm for its romantic +poetry, and now, for the sake of Schiller and Uhland and Heine, he held +imaginary conversations with a barber, a bootmaker, and a banker, and +tried to taste the joy which he had not known in the language of those +poets for a whole generation. He perceived, of course, that unless the +barber, the bootmaker, and the banker answered him in terms which the +author of the phrase-book directed them to use, he should not get on with +them beyond his first question; but he did not allow this to spoil his +pleasure in it. In fact, it was with a tender emotion that he realized +how little the world, which had changed in everything else so greatly, +had changed in its ideal of a phrase-book. + +Mrs. March postponed the study of her Baedeker to the time and place for +it; and addressed herself to the immediate business of ascertaining the +respective merits of the Colmannia and Norumbia. She carried on her +researches solely among persons of her own sex; its experiences were +alone of that positive character which brings conviction, and she valued +them equally at first or second hand. She heard of ladies who would not +cross in any boat but the Colmannia, and who waited for months to get a +room on her; she talked with ladies who said that nothing would induce +them to cross in her. There were ladies who said she had twice the +motion that the Norumbia had, and the vibration from her twin screws was +frightful; it always was, on those twin-screw boats, and it did not +affect their testimony with Mrs. March that the Norumbia was a twin-screw +boat too. It was repeated to her in the third or fourth degree of hear- +say that the discipline on the Colmannia was as perfect as that on the +Cunarders; ladies whose friends had tried every line assured her that the +table of the Norumbia was almost as good as the table of the French +boats. To the best of the belief of lady witnesses still living who had +friends on board, the Colmannia had once got aground, and the Norumbia +had once had her bridge carried off by a tidal wave; or it might be the +Colmannia; they promised to ask and let her know. Their lightest word +availed with her against the most solemn assurances of their husbands, +fathers, or brothers, who might be all very well on land, but in +navigation were not to be trusted; they would say anything from a +reckless and culpable optimism. She obliged March all the same to ask +among them, but she recognized their guilty insincerity when he came home +saying that one man had told him you could have played croquet on the +deck of the Colmannia the whole way over when he crossed, and another +that he never saw the racks on in three passages he had made in the +Norumbia. + +The weight of evidence was, he thought, in favor of the Norumbia, but +when they went another Sunday to Hoboken, and saw the ship, Mrs. March +liked her so much less than the Colmannia that she could hardly wait for +Monday to come; she felt sure all the good rooms on the Colmannia would +be gone before they could engage one. + +From a consensus of the nerves of all the ladies left in town so late in +the season, she knew that the only place on any steamer where your room +ought to be was probably just where they could not get it. If you went +too high, you felt the rolling terribly, and people tramping up and down +on the promenade under your window kept you awake the whole night; if you +went too low, you felt the engine thump, thump, thump in your head the +whole way over. If you went too far forward, you got the pitching; if +you went aft, on the kitchen side, you got the smell of the cooking. The +only place, really, was just back of the dining-saloon on the south side +of the ship; it was smooth there, and it was quiet, and you had the sun +in your window all the way over. He asked her if he must take their room +there or nowhere, and she answered that he must do his best, but that she +would not be satisfied with any other place. + +In his despair he went down to the steamer office, and took a room which +one of the clerks said was the best. When he got home, it appeared from +reference to the ship's plan that it was the very room his wife had +wanted from the beginning, and she praised him as if he had used a wisdom +beyond his sex in getting it. + +He was in the enjoyment of his unmerited honor when a belated lady came +with her husband for an evening call, before going into the country. At +sight of the plans of steamers on the Marches' table, she expressed the +greatest wonder and delight that they were going to Europe. They had +supposed everybody knew it, by this time, but she said she had not heard +a word of it; and she went on with some felicitations which March found +rather unduly filial. In getting a little past the prime of life he did +not like to be used with too great consideration of his years, and he did +not think that he and his wife were so old that they need be treated as +if they were going on a golden wedding journey, and heaped with all sorts +of impertinent prophecies of their enjoying it so much and being so much +the better for the little outing! Under his breath, he confounded this +lady for her impudence; but he schooled himself to let her rejoice at +their going on a Hanseatic boat, because the Germans were always so +careful of you. She made her husband agree with her, and it came out +that he had crossed several times on both the Colmannia and the Norumbia. +He volunteered to say that the Colmannia, was a capital sea-boat; she did +not have her nose under water all the time; she was steady as a rock; and +the captain and the kitchen were simply out of sight; some people did +call her unlucky. + +"Unlucky?" Mrs. March echoed, faintly. "Why do they call her unlucky?" + +"Oh, I don't know. People will say anything about any boat. You know +she broke her shaft, once, and once she got caught in the ice." + +Mrs. March joined him in deriding the superstition of people, and she +parted gayly with this over-good young couple. As soon as they were +gone, March knew that she would say: "You must change that ticket, my +dear. We will go in the Norumbia." + +"Suppose I can't get as good a room on the Norumbia?" + +"Then we must stay." + +In the morning after a night so bad that it was worse than no night at +all, she said she would go to the steamship office with him and question +them up about the Colmannia. The people there had never heard she was +called an unlucky boat; they knew of nothing disastrous in her history. +They were so frank and so full in their denials, and so kindly patient of +Mrs. March's anxieties, that he saw every word was carrying conviction of +their insincerity to her. At the end she asked what rooms were left on +the Norumbia, and the clerk whom they had fallen to looked through his +passenger list with a shaking head. He was afraid there was nothing they +would like. + +"But we would take anything," she entreated, and March smiled to think of +his innocence in supposing for a moment that she had ever dreamed of not +going. + +"We merely want the best," he put in. "One flight up, no noise or dust, +with sun in all the windows, and a place for fire on rainy days." + +They must be used to a good deal of American joking which they do not +understand, in the foreign steamship offices. The clerk turned +unsmilingly to one of his superiors and asked him some question in German +which March could not catch, perhaps because it formed no part of a +conversation with a barber, a bootmaker or a banker. A brief drama +followed, and then the clerk pointed to a room on the plan of the +Norumbia and said it had just been given up, and they could have it if +they decided to take it at once. + +They looked, and it was in the very place of their room on the Colmannia; +it was within one of being the same number. It was so providential, if +it was providential at all, that they were both humbly silent a moment; +even Mrs. March was silent. In this supreme moment she would not prompt +her husband by a word, a glance, and it was from his own free will that +he said, "We will take it." + +He thought it was his free will, but perhaps one's will is never free; +and this may have been an instance of pure determinism from all the +events before it. No event that followed affected it, though the day +after they had taken their passage on the Norumbia he heard that she had +once been in the worst sort of storm in the month of August. He felt +obliged to impart the fact to his wife, but she said that it proved +nothing for or against the ship, and confounded him more by her reason +than by all her previous unreason. Reason is what a man is never +prepared for in women; perhaps because he finds it so seldom in men. + + + + +V. + +During nearly the whole month that now passed before the date of sailing +it seemed to March that in some familiar aspects New York had never been +so interesting. He had not easily reconciled himself to the place after +his many years of Boston; but he had got used to the ugly grandeur, to +the noise and the rush, and he had divined more and more the careless +good-nature and friendly indifference of the vast, sprawling, ungainly +metropolis. There were happy moments when he felt a poetry unintentional +and unconscious in it, and he thought there was no point more favorable +for the sense of this than Stuyvesant Square, where they had a flat. +Their windows looked down into its tree-tops, and across them to the +truncated towers of St. George's, and to the plain red-brick, white- +trimmed front of the Friends' Meeting House; he came and went between his +dwelling and his office through the two places that form the square, and +after dinner his wife and he had a habit of finding seats by one of the +fountains in Livingston Place, among the fathers and mothers of the +hybrid East Side children swarming there at play. The elders read their +English or Italian or German or Yiddish journals, or gossiped, or merely +sat still and stared away the day's fatigue; while the little ones raced +in and out among them, crying and laughing, quarrelling and kissing. +Sometimes a mother darted forward and caught her child from the brink of +the basin; another taught hers to walk, holding it tightly up behind by +its short skirts; another publicly nursed her baby to sleep. + +While they still dreamed, but never thought, of going to Europe, the +Marches often said how European all this was; if these women had brought +their knitting or sewing it would have been quite European; but as soon +as they had decided to go, it all began to seem poignantly American. In +like manner, before the conditions of their exile changed, and they still +pined for the Old World, they contrived a very agreeable illusion of it +by dining now and then at an Austrian restaurant in Union Square; but +later when they began to be homesick for the American scenes they had not +yet left, they had a keener retrospective joy in the strictly New York +sunset they were bowed out into. + +The sunsets were uncommonly characteristic that May in Union Square. +They were the color of the red stripes in the American flag, and when +they were seen through the delirious architecture of the Broadway side, +or down the perspective of the cross-streets, where the elevated trains +silhouetted themselves against their pink, they imparted a feeling of +pervasive Americanism in which all impression of alien savors and +civilities was lost. One evening a fire flamed up in Hoboken, and burned +for hours against the west, in the lurid crimson tones of a conflagration +as memorably and appealingly native as the colors of the sunset. + +The weather for nearly the whole month was of a mood familiar enough in +our early summer, and it was this which gave the sunsets their vitreous +pink. A thrilling coolness followed a first blaze of heat, and in the +long respite the thoughts almost went back to winter flannels. But at +last a hot wave was telegraphed from the West, and the week before the +Norumbia sailed was an anguish of burning days and breathless nights, +which fused all regrets and reluctances in the hope of escape, and made +the exiles of two continents long for the sea, with no care for either +shore. + + + + +VI. + +Their steamer was to sail early; they were up at dawn because they had +scarcely lain down, and March crept out into the square for a last breath +of its morning air before breakfast. He was now eager to be gone; he had +broken with habit, and he wished to put all traces of the past out of +sight. But this was curiously like all other early mornings in his +consciousness, and he could not alienate himself from the wonted +environment. He stood talking on every-day terms of idle speculation +with the familiar policeman, about a stray parrot in the top of one of +the trees, where it screamed and clawed at the dead branch to which it +clung. Then he went carelessly indoors again as if he were secure of +reading the reporter's story of it in that next day's paper which he +should not see. + +The sense of an inseverable continuity persisted through the breakfast, +which was like other breakfasts in the place they would be leaving in +summer shrouds just as they always left it at the end of June. The +illusion was even heightened by the fact that their son was to be in the +apartment all summer, and it would not be so much shut up as usual. The +heavy trunks had been sent to the ship by express the afternoon before, +and they had only themselves and their stateroom baggage to transport to +Hoboken; they came down to a carriage sent from a neighboring livery- +stable, and exchanged good-mornings with a driver they knew by name. + +March had often fancied it a chief advantage of living in New York that +you could drive to the steamer and start for Europe as if you were +starting for Albany; he was in the enjoyment of this advantage now, but +somehow it was not the consolation he had expected. He knew, of course, +that if they had been coming from Boston, for instance, to sail in the +Norumbia, they would probably have gone on board the night before, and +sweltered through its heat among the strange smells and noises of the +dock and wharf, instead of breakfasting at their own table, and smoothly +bowling down the asphalt on to the ferryboat, and so to the very foot of +the gangway at the ship's side, all in the cool of the early morning. +But though he had now the cool of the early morning on these conditions, +there was by no means enough of it. + +The sun was already burning the life out of the air, with the threat of +another day of the terrible heat that had prevailed for a week past; and +that last breakfast at home had not been gay, though it had been lively, +in a fashion, through Mrs. March's efforts to convince her son that she +did not want him to come and see them off. Of, her daughter's coming all +the way from Chicago there was no question, and she reasoned that if he +did not come to say good-by on board it would be the same as if they were +not going. + +"Don't you want to go?" March asked with an obscure resentment. + +"I don't want to seem to go," she said, with the calm of those who have +logic on their side. + +As she drove away with her husband she was not so sure of her +satisfaction in the feint she had arranged, though when she saw the +ghastly partings of people on board, she was glad she had not allowed her +son to come. She kept saying this to herself, and when they climbed to +the ship from the wharf, and found themselves in the crowd that choked +the saloons and promenades and passages and stairways and landings, she +said it more than once to her husband. + +She heard weary elders pattering empty politenesses of farewell with +friends who had come to see them off, as they stood withdrawn in such +refuges as the ship's architecture afforded, or submitted to be pushed +and twirled about by the surging throng when they got in its way. She +pitied these in their affliction, which she perceived that they could not +lighten or shorten, but she had no patience with the young girls, who +broke into shrieks of nervous laughter at the coming of certain young +men, and kept laughing and beckoning till they made the young men see +them; and then stretched their hands to them and stood screaming and +shouting to them across the intervening heads and shoulders. Some girls, +of those whom no one had come to bid good-by, made themselves merry, +or at least noisy, by rushing off to the dining-room and looking at the +cards on the bouquets heaping the tables, to find whether any one had +sent them flowers. Others whom young men had brought bunches of violets +hid their noses in them, and dropped their fans and handkerchiefs and +card-cases, and thanked the young men for picking them up. Others, had +got places in the music-room, and sat there with open boxes of long- +stemmed roses in their laps, and talked up into the faces of the men, +with becoming lifts and slants of their eyes and chins. In the midst of +the turmoil children struggled against people's feet and knees, and +bewildered mothers flew at the ship's officers and battered them with +questions alien to their respective functions as they amiably stifled +about in their thick uniforms. + +Sailors, slung over the ship's side on swinging seats, were placidly +smearing it with paint at that last moment; the bulwarks were thickly set +with the heads and arms of passengers who were making signs to friends on +shore, or calling messages to them that lost themselves in louder noises +midway. Some of the women in the steerage were crying; they were +probably not going to Europe for pleasure like the first-cabin +passengers, or even for their health; on the wharf below March saw the +face of one young girl twisted with weeping, and he wished he had not +seen it. He turned from it, and looked into the eyes of his son, who was +laughing at his shoulder. He said that he had to come down with a good- +by letter from his sister, which he made an excuse for following them; +but he had always meant to see them off, he owned. The letter had just +come with a special delivery stamp, and it warned them that she had sent +another good-by letter with some flowers on board. Mrs. March scolded at +them both, but with tears in her eyes, and in the renewed stress of +parting which he thought he had put from him, March went on taking note, +as with alien senses, of the scene before him, while they all talked on +together, and repeated the nothings they had said already. + +A rank odor of beet-root sugar rose from the far-branching sheds where +some freight steamers of the line lay, and seemed to mingle chemically +with the noise which came up from the wharf next to the Norumbia. The +mass of spectators deepened and dimmed away into the shadow of the roofs, +and along their front came files of carriages and trucks and carts, and +discharged the arriving passengers and their baggage, and were lost in +the crowd, which they penetrated like slow currents, becoming clogged and +arrested from time to time, and then beginning to move again. + +The passengers incessantly mounted by the canvas-draped galleries +leading, fore and aft, into the ship. Bareheaded, blue-jacketed, brass- +buttoned stewards dodged skillfully in and out among them with their +hand-bags, holdalls, hat-boxes, and state-room trunks, and ran before +them into the different depths and heights where they hid these burdens, +and then ran back for more. Some of the passengers followed them and +made sure that their things were put in the right places; most of them +remained wedged among the earlier comers, or pushed aimlessly in and out +of the doors of the promenades. + +The baggage for the hold continually rose in huge blocks from the wharf, +with a loud clucking of the tackle, and sank into the open maw of the +ship, momently gathering herself for her long race seaward, with harsh +hissings and rattlings and gurglings. There was no apparent reason why +it should all or any of it end, but there came a moment when there began +to be warnings that were almost threats of the end. The ship's whistle +sounded, as if marking a certain interval; and Mrs. March humbly +entreated, sternly commanded, her son to go ashore, or else be carried to +Europe. They disputed whether that was the last signal or not; she was +sure it was, and she appealed to March, who was moved against his reason. +He affected to talk calmly with his son, and gave him some last charges +about 'Every Other Week'. + +Some people now interrupted their leave-taking; but the arriving +passengers only arrived more rapidly at the gang-ways; the bulks of +baggage swung more swiftly into the air. A bell rang, and there rose +women's cries, "Oh, that is the shore-bell!" and men's protests, "It is +only the first bell! "More and more began to descend the gangways, fore +and aft, and soon outnumbered those who were coming aboard. + +March tried not to be nervous about his son's lingering; he was ashamed +of his anxiety; but he said in a low voice, "Better be off, Tom." + +His mother now said she did not care if Tom were really carried to +Europe; and at last he said, Well, he guessed he must go ashore, as if +there had been no question of that before; and then she clung to him and +would not let him go; but she acquired merit with herself at last by +pushing him into the gangway with her own hands: he nodded and waved his +hat from its foot, and mixed with the crowd. + +Presently there was hardly any one coming aboard, and the sailors began +to undo the lashings of the gangways from the ship's side; files of men +on the wharf laid hold of their rails; the stewards guarding their +approach looked up for the signal to come aboard; and in vivid pantomime +forbade some belated leavetakers to ascend. These stood aside, +exchanging bows and grins with the friends whom they could not reach; +they all tried to make one another hear some last words. The moment came +when the saloon gangway was detached; then it was pulled ashore, and the +section of the bulwarks opening to it was locked, not to be unlocked on +this side of the world. An indefinable impulse communicated itself to +the steamer: while it still seemed motionless it moved. The thick spread +of faces on the wharf, which had looked at times like some sort of +strange flowers in a level field, broke into a universal tremor, and the +air above them was filled with hats and handkerchiefs, as if with the +flight of birds rising from the field. + +The Marches tried to make out their son's face; they believed that they +did; but they decided that they had not seen him, and his mother said +that she was glad; it would only have made it harder to bear, though she +was glad he had come over to say good-by it had seemed so unnatural that +he should not, when everybody else was saying good-by. + +On the wharf color was now taking the place of form; the scene ceased to +have the effect of an instantaneous photograph; it was like an +impressionistic study. As the ship swung free of the shed and got into +the stream, the shore lost reality. Up to a certain moment, all was +still New York, all was even Hoboken; then amidst the grotesque and +monstrous shows of the architecture on either shore March felt himself at +sea and on the way to Europe. + +The fact was accented by the trouble people were already making with the +deck-steward about their steamer chairs, which they all wanted put in the +best places, and March, with a certain heart-ache, was involuntarily +verifying the instant in which he ceased to be of his native shores, +while still in full sight of them, when he suddenly reverted to them, and +as it were landed on them again in an incident that held him breathless. +A man, bareheaded, and with his arms flung wildly abroad, came flying +down the promenade from the steerage. "Capitan! Capitan! There is a +woman!" he shouted in nondescript English. "She must go hout! She must +go hout!" Some vital fact imparted itself to the ship's command and +seemed to penetrate to the ship's heart; she stopped, as if with a sort +of majestic relenting. A tug panted to her side, and lifted a ladder to +it; the bareheaded man, and a woman gripping a baby in her arms, sprawled +safely down its rungs to the deck of the tug, and the steamer moved +seaward again. + +"What is it? Oh, what is it?" his wife demanded of March's share of +their common ignorance. A young fellow passing stopped, as if arrested +by the tragic note in her voice, and explained that the woman had left +three little children locked up in her tenement while she came to bid +some friends on board good-by. + +He passed on, and Mrs. March said, "What a charming face he had!" even +before she began to wreak upon that wretched mother the overwrought +sympathy which makes good women desire the punishment of people who have +escaped danger. She would not hear any excuse for her. "Her children +oughtn't to have been out of her mind for an instant." + +"Don't you want to send back a line to ours by the pilot?" March asked. + +She started from him. "Oh, was I really beginning to forget them?" + +In the saloon where people were scattered about writing pilot's letters +she made him join her in an impassioned epistle of farewell, which once +more left none of the nothings unsaid that they had many times +reiterated. She would not let him put the stamp on, for fear it would +not stick, and she had an agonizing moment of doubt whether it ought not +to be a German stamp; she was not pacified till the steward in charge of +the mail decided. + +"I shouldn't have forgiven myself," March said, "if we hadn't let Tom +know that twenty minutes after he left us we were still alive and well." + +"It's to Bella, too," she reasoned. + +He found her making their state-room look homelike with their familiar +things when he came with their daughter's steamer letter and the flowers +and fruit she had sent. She said, Very well, they would all keep, and +went on with her unpacking. He asked her if she did not think these home +things made it rather ghastly, and she said if he kept on in that way she +should certainly go back on the pilot-boat. He perceived that her nerves +were spent. He had resisted the impulse to an ill-timed joke about the +life-preservers under their berths when the sound of the breakfast-horn, +wavering first in the distance, found its way nearer and clearer down +their corridor. + + + + +VII. + +In one of the many visits to the steamship office which his wife's +anxieties obliged him to make, March had discussed the question of seats +in the dining-saloon. At first he had his ambition for the captain's +table, but they convinced him more easily than he afterwards convinced +Mrs. March that the captain's table had become a superstition of the +past, and conferred no special honor. It proved in the event that the +captain of the Norumbia had the good feeling to dine in a lower saloon +among the passengers who paid least for their rooms. But while the +Marches were still in their ignorance of this, they decided to get what +adventure they could out of letting the head steward put them where he +liked, and they came in to breakfast with a careless curiosity to see +what he had done for them. + +There seemed scarcely a vacant place in the huge saloon; through the oval +openings in the centre they looked down into the lower saloon and up into +the music-room, as thickly thronged with breakfasters. The tables were +brightened with the bouquets and the floral designs of ships, anchors, +harps, and doves sent to the lady passengers, and at one time the Marches +thought they were going to be put before a steam-yacht realized to the +last detail in blue and white violets. The ports of the saloon were +open, and showed the level sea; the ship rode with no motion except the +tremor from her screws. The sound of talking and laughing rose with the +clatter of knives and forks and the clash of crockery; the homely smell +of the coffee and steak and fish mixed with the spice of the roses and +carnations; the stewards ran hither and thither, and a young foolish joy +of travel welled up in the elderly hearts of the pair. When the head +steward turned out the swivel-chairs where they were to sit they both +made an inclination toward the people already at table, as if it had been +a company at some far-forgotten table d'hote in the later sixties. The +head steward seemed to understand as well as speak English, but the +table-stewards had only an effect of English, which they eked out with +"Bleace!" for all occasions of inquiry, apology, or reassurance, as the +equivalent of their native "Bitte!" Otherwise there was no reason to +suppose that they did not speak German, which was the language of a good +half of the passengers. The stewards looked English, however, in +conformity to what seems the ideal of every kind of foreign seafaring +people, and that went a good way toward making them intelligible. + +March, to whom his wife mainly left their obeisance, made it so tentative +that if it should meet no response he could feel that it had been nothing +more than a forward stoop, such as was natural in sitting down. He need +not really have taken this precaution; those whose eyes he caught more or +less nodded in return. + +A nice-looking boy of thirteen or fourteen, who had the place on the left +of the lady in the sofa seat under the port, bowed with almost +magisterial gravity, and made the lady on the sofa smile, as if she were +his mother and understood him. March decided that she had been some time +a widow; and he easily divined that the young couple on her right had +been so little time husband and wife that they would rather not have it +known. Next them was a young lady whom he did not at first think so +good-looking as she proved later to be, though she had at once a pretty +nose, with a slight upward slant at the point, long eyes under fallen +lashes, a straight forehead, not too high, and a mouth which perhaps the +exigencies of breakfasting did not allow all its characteristic charm. +She had what Mrs. March thought interesting hair, of a dull black, +roughly rolled away from her forehead and temples in a fashion not +particularly becoming to her, and she had the air of not looking so well +as she might if she had chosen. The elderly man on her right, it was +easy to see, was her father; they had a family likeness, though his fair +hair, now ashen with age, was so different from hers. He wore his beard +cut in the fashion of the Second Empire, with a Louis Napoleonic +mustache, imperial, and chin tuft; his neat head was cropt close; and +there was something Gallic in its effect and something remotely military: +he had blue eyes, really less severe than he meant, though be frowned a +good deal, and managed them with glances of a staccato quickness, as if +challenging a potential disagreement with his opinions. + +The gentleman on his right, who sat at the head of the table, was of the +humorous, subironical American expression, and a smile at the corner of +his kindly mouth, under an iron-gray full beard cut short, at once +questioned and tolerated the new-comers as he glanced at them. He +responded to March's bow almost as decidedly as the nice boy, whose +mother he confronted at the other end of the table, and with his comely +bulk formed an interesting contrast to her vivid slightness. She was +brilliantly dark, behind the gleam of the gold-rimmed glasses perched on +her pretty nose. + +If the talk had been general before the Marches came, it did not at once +renew itself in that form. Nothing was said while they were having their +first struggle with the table-stewards, who repeated the order as if to +show how fully they had misunderstood it. The gentleman at the head of +the table intervened at last, and then, "I'm obliged to you," March said, +for your German. I left mine in a phrase-book in my other coat pocket." + +"Oh, I wasn't speaking German," said the other. "It was merely their kind +of English." + +The company were in the excitement of a novel situation which disposes +people to acquaintance, and this exchange of small pleasantries made +every one laugh, except the father and daughter; but they had the effect +of being tacitly amused. + +The mother of the nice boy said to Mrs. March, "You may not get what you +ordered, but it will be good." + +"Even if you don't know what it is!" said the young bride, and then +blushed, as if she had been too bold. + +Mrs. March liked the blush and the young bride for it, and she asked, +"Have you ever been on one of these German boats before? They seem very +comfortable." + +"Oh, dear, no! we've never been on any boat before." She made a little +petted mouth of deprecation, and added, simple-heartedly, "My husband was +going out on business, and he thought he might as well take me along." + +The husband seemed to feel himself brought in by this, and said he did +not see why they should not make it a pleasure-trip, too. They put +themselves in a position to be patronized by their deference, and in the +pauses of his talk with the gentleman at the head of the table, March +heard his wife abusing their inexperience to be unsparingly instructive +about European travel. He wondered whether she would be afraid to own +that it was nearly thirty years since she had crossed the ocean; though +that might seem recent to people who had never crossed at all. + +They listened with respect as she boasted in what an anguish of wisdom +she had decided between the Colmannia and the Norumbia. The wife said +she did not know there was such a difference in steamers, but when Mrs. +March perfervidly assured her that there was all the difference in the +world, she submitted and said she supposed she ought to be thankful that +they, had hit upon the right one. They had telegraphed for berths and +taken what was given them; their room seemed to be very nice. + +"Oh," said Mrs. March, and her husband knew that she was saying it to +reconcile them to the inevitable, "all the rooms on the Norumbia are +nice. The only difference is that if they are on the south side you have +the sun." + +"I'm not sure which is the south side," said the bride. "We seem to have +been going west ever since we started, and I feel as if we should reach +home in the morning if we had a good night. Is the ocean always so +smooth as this?" + +"Oh, dear, no!" said Mrs. March. "It's never so smooth as this," and she +began to be outrageously authoritative about the ocean weather. She +ended by declaring that the June passages were always good, and that if +the ship kept a southerly course they would have no fogs and no icebergs. +She looked round, and caught her husband's eye. "What is it? Have I +been bragging? Well, you understand," she added to the bride, "I've only +been over once, a great while ago, and I don't really know anything about +it," and they laughed together. "But I talked so much with people after +we decided to go, that I feel as if I had been a hundred times." + +"I know," said the other lady, with caressing intelligence. "That is +just the way with--" She stopped, and looked at the young man whom the +head steward was bringing up to take the vacant place next to March. He +came forward, stuffing his cap into the pocket of his blue serge sack, +and smiled down on the company with such happiness in his gay eyes that +March wondered what chance at this late day could have given any human +creature his content so absolute, and what calamity could be lurking +round the corner to take it out of him. The new-comer looked at March as +if he knew him, and March saw at a second glance that he was the young +fellow who had told him about the mother put off after the start. He +asked him whether there was any change in the weather yet outside, and he +answered eagerly, as if the chance to put his happiness into the mere +sound of words were a favor done him, that their ship had just spoken one +of the big Hanseatic mailboats, and she had signalled back that she had +met ice; so that they would probably keep a southerly course, and not +have it cooler till they were off the Banks. + +The mother of the boy said, "I thought we must be off the Banks when I +came out of my room, but it was only the electric fan at the foot of the +stairs." + +"That was what I thought," said Mrs. March. "I almost sent my husband +back for my shawl!" Both the ladies laughed and liked each other for +their common experience. + +The gentleman at the head of the table said, "They ought to have fans +going there by that pillar, or else close the ports. They only let in +heat." + +They easily conformed to the American convention of jocosity in their +talk; it perhaps no more represents the individual mood than the +convention of dulness among other people; but it seemed to make the young +man feel at home. + +"Why, do you think it's uncomfortably warm?" he asked, from what March +perceived to be a meteorology of his own. He laughed and added, "It is +pretty summerlike," as if he had not thought of it before. He talked of +the big mail-boat, and said he would like to cross on such a boat as +that, and then he glanced at the possible advantage of having your own +steam-yacht like the one which he said they had just passed, so near that +you could see what a good time the people were having on board. He began +to speak to the Marches; his talk spread to the young couple across the +table; it visited the mother on the sofa in a remark which she might +ignore without apparent rejection, and without really avoiding the boy, +it glanced off toward the father and daughter, from whom it fell, to rest +with the gentleman at the head of the table. + +It was not that the father and daughter had slighted his overture, if it +was so much as that, but that they were tacitly preoccupied, or were of +some philosophy concerning their fellow-breakfasters which did not suffer +them, for the present, at least, to share in the common friendliness. +This is an attitude sometimes produced in people by a sense of just, or +even unjust, superiority; sometimes by serious trouble; sometimes by +transient annoyance. The cause was not so deep-seated but Mrs. March, +before she rose from her place, believed that she had detected a slant of +the young lady's eyes, from under her lashes, toward the young man; and +she leaped to a conclusion concerning them in a matter where all logical +steps are impertinent. She did not announce her arrival at this point +till the young man had overtaken her before she got out of the saloon, +and presented the handkerchief she had dropped under the table. + +He went away with her thanks, and then she said to her husband, "Well, +he's perfectly charming, and I don't wonder she's taken with him; that +kind of cold girl would be, though I'm not sure that she is cold. She's +interesting, and you could see that he thought so, the more he looked at +her; I could see him looking at her from the very first instant; he +couldn't keep his eyes off her; she piqued his curiosity, and made him +wonder about her." + +"Now, look here, Isabel! This won't do. I can stand a good deal, but I +sat between you and that young fellow, and you couldn't tell whether he +was looking at that girl or not." + +"I could! I could tell by the expression of her face." + +"Oh, well! If it's gone as far as that with you, I give it up. When are +you going to have them married?" + +"Nonsense! I want you to find out who all those people are. How are you +going to do it?" + +"Perhaps the passenger list will say," he suggested. + + + + +VIII. + +The list did not say of itself, but with the help of the head steward's +diagram it said that the gentleman at the head of the table was Mr. R. +M. Kenby; the father and the daughter were Mr. E. B. Triscoe and Miss +Triscoe; the bridal pair were Mr. and Mrs. Leffers; the mother and her +son were Mrs. Adding and Mr. Roswell Adding; the young man who came in +last was Mr. L. J. Burnamy. March carried the list, with these names +carefully checked and rearranged on a neat plan of the table, to his wife +in her steamer chair, and left her to make out the history and the +character of the people from it. In this sort of conjecture long +experience had taught him his futility, and he strolled up and down and +looked at the life about him with no wish to penetrate it deeply. + +Long Island was now a low yellow line on the left. Some fishing-boats +flickered off the shore; they met a few sail, and left more behind; but +already, and so near one of the greatest ports of the world, the spacious +solitude of the ocean was beginning. There was no swell; the sea lay +quite flat, with a fine mesh of wrinkles on its surface, and the sun +flamed down upon it from a sky without a cloud. With the light fair +wind, there was no resistance in the sultry air, the thin, dun smoke from +the smoke-stack fell about the decks like a stifling veil. + +The promenades, were as uncomfortably crowded as the sidewalk of +Fourteenth Street on a summer's day, and showed much the social average +of a New York shopping thoroughfare. Distinction is something that does +not always reveal itself at first sight on land, and at sea it is still +more retrusive. A certain democracy of looks and clothes was the most +notable thing to March in the apathetic groups and detached figures. His +criticism disabled the saloon passengers of even so much personal appeal +as he imagined in some of the second-cabin passengers whom he saw across +their barrier; they had at least the pathos of their exclusion, and he +could wonder if they felt it or envied him. At Hoboken he had seen +certain people coming on board who looked like swells; but they had now +either retired from the crowd, or they had already conformed to the +prevailing type. It was very well as a type; he was of it himself; but +he wished that beauty as well as distinction had not been so lost in it. + +In fact, he no longer saw so much beauty anywhere as he once did. It +might be that he saw life more truly than when he was young, and that his +glasses were better than his eyes had been; but there were analogies that +forbade his thinking so, and he sometimes had his misgivings that the +trouble was with his glasses. He made what he could of a pretty girl who +had the air of not meaning to lose a moment from flirtation, and was +luring her fellow-passengers from under her sailor hat. She had already +attached one of them; and she was hooking out for more. She kept moving +herself from the waist up, as if she worked there on a pivot, showing now +this side and now that side of her face, and visiting the admirer she had +secured with a smile as from the lamp of a revolving light as she turned. + +While he was dwelling upon this folly, with a sense of impersonal +pleasure in it as complete through his years as if he were already a +disembodied spirit, the pulse of the engines suddenly ceased, and he +joined the general rush to the rail, with a fantastic expectation of +seeing another distracted mother put off; but it was only the pilot +leaving the ship. He was climbing down the ladder which hung over the +boat, rising and sinking on the sea below, while the two men in her held +her from the ship's side with their oars; in the offing lay the white +steam-yacht which now replaces the picturesque pilot-sloop of other +times. The Norumbia's screws turned again under half a head of steam; +the pilot dropped from the last rung of the ladder into the boat, and +caught the bundle of letters tossed after him. Then his men let go the +line that was towing their craft, and the incident of the steamer's +departure was finally closed. It had been dramatically heightened +perhaps by her final impatience to be off at some added risks to the +pilot and his men, but not painfully so, and March smiled to think how +men whose lives are all of dangerous chances seem always to take as many +of them as they can. + +He heard a girl's fresh voice saying at his shoulder, "Well, now we are +off; and I suppose you're glad, papa!" + +"I'm glad we're not taking the pilot on, at least," answered the elderly +man whom the girl had spoken to; and March turned to see the father and +daughter whose reticence at the breakfast table had interested him. He +wondered that he had left her out of the account in estimating the beauty +of the ship's passengers: he saw now that she was not only extremely +pretty, but as she moved away she was very graceful; she even had +distinction. He had fancied a tone of tolerance, and at the same time of +reproach in her voice, when she spoke, and a tone of defiance and not +very successful denial in her father's; and he went back with these +impressions to his wife, whom he thought he ought to tell why the ship +had stopped. + +She had not noticed the ship's stopping, in her study of the passenger +list, and she did not care for the pilot's leaving; but she seemed to +think his having overheard those words of the father and daughter an +event of prime importance. With a woman's willingness to adapt the means +to the end she suggested that he should follow them up and try to +overhear something more; she only partially realized the infamy of her +suggestion when he laughed in scornful refusal. + +"Of course I don't want you to eavesdrop, but I do want you to find out +about them. And about Mr. Burnamy, too. I can wait, about the others, +or manage for myself, but these are driving me to distraction. Now, will +you?" + +He said he would do anything he could with honor, and at one of the +earliest turns he made on the other side of the ship he was smilingly +halted by Mr. Burnamy, who asked to be excused, and then asked if he were +not Mr. March of 'Every Other Week'; he had seen the name on the +passenger list, and felt sure it must be the editor's. He seemed so +trustfully to expect March to remember his own name as that of a writer +from whom he had accepted a short poem, yet unprinted, that the editor +feigned to do so until he really did dimly recall it. He even recalled +the short poem, and some civil words he said about it caused Burnamy to +overrun in confidences that at once touched and amused him. + + + + +IX. + +Burnamy, it seemed, had taken passage on the Norumbia because he found, +when he arrived in New York the day before, that she was the first boat +out. His train was so much behind time that when he reached the office +of the Hanseatic League it was nominally shut, but he pushed in by +sufferance of the janitor, and found a berth, which had just been given +up, in one of the saloon-deck rooms. It was that or nothing; and he felt +rich enough to pay for it himself if the Bird of Prey, who had cabled him +to come out to Carlsbad as his secretary, would not stand the difference +between the price and that of the lower-deck six-in-a-room berth which he +would have taken if he had been allowed a choice. + +With the three hundred dollars he had got for his book, less the price of +his passage, changed into German bank-notes and gold pieces, and safely +buttoned in the breast pocket of his waistcoat, he felt as safe from +pillage as from poverty when he came out from buying his ticket; he +covertly pressed his arm against his breast from time to time, for the +joy of feeling his money there and not from any fear of finding it gone. +He wanted to sing, he wanted to dance; he could not believe it was he, +as he rode up the lonely length of Broadway in the cable-car, between the +wild, irregular walls of the canyon which the cable-cars have all to +themselves at the end of a summer afternoon. + +He went and dined, and he thought he dined well, at a Spanish-American +restaurant, for fifty cents, with a half-bottle of California claret +included. When he came back to Broadway he was aware that it was +stiflingly hot in the pinkish twilight, but he took a cable-car again in +lack of other pastime, and the motion served the purpose of a breeze, +which he made the most of by keeping his hat off. It did not really +matter to him whether it was hot or cool; he was imparadised in weather +which had nothing to do with the temperature. Partly because he was born +to such weather, in the gayety of soul which amused some people with him, +and partly because the world was behaving as he had always expected, he +was opulently content with the present moment. But he thought very +tolerantly of the future, and he confirmed himself in the decision he had +already made, to stick to Chicago when he came back to America. New York +was very well, and he had no sentiment about Chicago; but he had got a +foothold there; he had done better with an Eastern publisher, he +believed, by hailing from the West, and he did not believe it would hurt +him with the Eastern public to keep on hailing from the West. + +He was glad of a chance to see Europe, but he did not mean to come home +so dazzled as to see nothing else against the American sky. He fancied, +for he really knew nothing, that it was the light of Europe, not its +glare that he wanted, and he wanted it chiefly on his material, so as to +see it more and more objectively. It was his power of detachment from +this that had enabled him to do his sketches in the paper with such charm +as to lure a cash proposition from a publisher when he put them together +for a book, but he believed that his business faculty had much to do with +his success; and he was as proud of that as of the book itself. Perhaps +he was not so very proud of the book; he was at least not vain of it; he +could, detach himself from his art as well as his material. + +Like all literary temperaments he was of a certain hardness, in spite of +the susceptibilities that could be used to give coloring to his work. +He knew this well enough, but he believed that there were depths of +unprofessional tenderness in his nature. He was good to his mother, and +he sent her money, and wrote to her in the little Indiana town where he +had left her when he came to Chicago. After he got that invitation from +the Bird of Prey, he explored his heart for some affection that he had +not felt for him before, and he found a wish that his employer should not +know it was he who had invented that nickname for him. He promptly +avowed this in the newspaper office which formed one of the eyries of the +Bird of Prey, and made the fellows promise not to give him away. He +failed to move their imagination when he brought up as a reason for +softening toward him that he was from Burnamy's own part of Indiana, and +was a benefactor of Tippecanoe University, from which Burnamy was +graduated. But they, relished the cynicism of his attempt; and they were +glad of his good luck, which he was getting square and not rhomboid, as +most people seem to get their luck. They liked him, and some of them +liked him for his clean young life as well as for his cleverness. His +life was known to be as clean as a girl's, and he looked like a girl with +his sweet eyes, though he had rather more chin than most girls. + +The conductor came to reverse his seat, and Burnamy told him he guessed +he would ride back with him as far as the cars to the Hoboken Ferry, if +the conductor would put him off at the right place. It was nearly nine +o'clock, and he thought he might as well be going over to the ship, where +he had decided to pass the night. After he found her, and went on board, +he was glad he had not gone sooner. A queasy odor of drainage stole up +from the waters of the dock, and mixed with the rank, gross sweetness of +the bags of beet-root sugar from the freight-steamers; there was a coming +and going of carts and trucks on the wharf, and on the ship a rattling of +chains and a clucking of pulleys, with sudden outbreaks and then sudden +silences of trampling sea-boots. Burnamy looked into the dining-saloon +and the music-room, with the notion of trying for some naps there; then +he went to his state-room. His room-mate, whoever he was to be, had not +come; and he kicked off his shoes and threw off his coat and tumbled into +his berth. + +He meant to rest awhile, and then get up and spend the night in receiving +impressions. He could not think of any one who had done the facts of the +eve of sailing on an Atlantic liner. He thought he would use the +material first in a letter to the paper and afterwards in a poem; but he +found himself unable to grasp the notion of its essential relation to the +choice between chicken croquettes and sweetbreads as entrees of the +restaurant dinner where he had been offered neither; he knew that he had +begun to dream, and that he must get up. He was just going to get up, +when he woke to a sense of freshness in the air, penetrating from the new +day outside. He looked at his watch and found it was quarter past six; +he glanced round the state-room and saw that he had passed the night +alone in it. Then he splashed himself hastily at the basin next his +berth, and jumped into his clothes, and went on deck, anxious to lose no +feature or emotion of the ship's departure. + +When she was fairly off he returned to his room to change the thick coat +he had put on at the instigation of the early morning air. His room-mate +was still absent, but he was now represented by his state-room baggage, +and Burnamy tried to infer him from it. He perceived a social quality in +his dress-coat case, capacious gladstone, hat-box, rug, umbrella, and +sole-leather steamer trunk which he could not attribute to his own +equipment. The things were not so new as his; they had an effect of +polite experience, with a foreign registry and customs label on them here +and there. They had been chosen with both taste and knowledge, and +Burnamy would have said that they were certainly English things, if it +had not been for the initials U. S. A. which followed the name of E. B. +Triscoe on the end of the steamer trunk showing itself under the foot of +the lower berth. + +The lower berth had fallen to Burnamy through the default of the +passenger whose ticket he had got at the last hour; the clerk in the +steamer office had been careful to impress him with this advantage, and +he now imagined a trespass on his property. But he reassured himself by +a glance at his ticket, and went out to watch the ship's passage down the +stream and through the Narrows. After breakfast he came to his room +again, to see what could be done from his valise to make him look better +in the eyes of a girl whom he had seen across the table; of course he +professed a much more general purpose. He blamed himself for not having +got at least a pair of the white tennis-shoes which so many of the +passengers were wearing; his russet shoes had turned shabby on his feet; +but there was a, pair of enamelled leather boots in his bag which he +thought might do. + +His room was in the group of cabins on the upper deck; he had already +missed his way to it once by mistaking the corridor which it opened into; +and he was not sure that he was not blundering again when he peered down +the narrow passage where he supposed it was. A lady was standing at an +open state-room door, resting her hands against the jambs and leaning +forward with her head within and talking to some one there. Before he +could draw back and try another corridor he heard her say: "Perhaps he's +some young man, and wouldn't care." + +Burnamy could not make out the answer that came from within. The lady +spoke again in a tone of reluctant assent, "No, I don't suppose you +could; but if he understood, perhaps he would offer." + +She drew her head out of the room, stepping back a pace, and lingering a +moment at the threshold. She looked round over her shoulder and +discovered Burnamy, where he stood hesitating at the head of the passage. +She ebbed before him, and then flowed round him in her instant escape; +with some murmured incoherencies about speaking to her father, she +vanished in a corridor on the other side of the ship, while he stood +staring into the doorway of his room. + +He had seen that she was the young lady for whom he had come to put on +his enamelled shoes, and he saw that the person within was the elderly +gentleman who had sat next her at breakfast. He begged his pardon, as he +entered, and said he hoped he should not disturb him. "I'm afraid I left +my things all over the place, when I got up this morning." + +The other entreated him not to mention it and went on taking from his +hand-bag a variety of toilet appliances which the sight of made Burnamy +vow to keep his own simple combs and brushes shut in his valise all the +way over. "You slept on board, then," he suggested, arresting himself +with a pair of low shoes in his hand; he decided to put them in a certain +pocket of his steamer bag. + +"Oh, yes," Burnamy laughed, nervously: "I came near oversleeping, and +getting off to sea without knowing it; and I rushed out to save myself, +and so--" + +He began to gather up his belongings while he followed the movements of +Mr. Triscoe with a wistful eye. He would have liked to offer his lower +berth to this senior of his, when he saw him arranging to take possession +of the upper; but he did not quite know how to manage it. He noticed +that as the other moved about he limped slightly, unless it were rather a +weary easing of his person from one limb to the other. He stooped to +pull his trunk out from under the berth, and Burnamy sprang to help him. + +"Let me get that out for you!" He caught it up and put it on the sofa +under the port. "Is that where you want it?" + +"Why, yes," the other assented. "You're very good," and as he took out +his key to unlock the trunk he relented a little farther to the +intimacies of the situation. "Have you arranged with the bath-steward +yet? It's such a full boat." + +"No, I haven't," said Burnamy, as if he had tried and failed; till then +he had not known that there was a bath-steward. "Shall I get him for +you?" + +"No; no. Our bedroom-steward will send him, I dare say, thank you." + +Mr. Triscoe had got his trunk open, and Burnamy had no longer an excuse +for lingering. In his defeat concerning the bath-steward, as he felt it +to be, he had not the courage, now, to offer the lower berth. He went +away, forgetting to change his shoes; but he came back, and as soon as he +got the enamelled shoes on, and shut the shabby russet pair in his bag, +he said, abruptly: "Mr. Triscoe, I wish you'd take the lower berth. I +got it at the eleventh hour by some fellow's giving it up, and it isn't +as if I'd bargained for it a month ago." + +The elder man gave him one of his staccato glances in which Burnamy +fancied suspicion and even resentment. But he said, after the moment of +reflection which he gave himself, "Why, thank you, if you don't mind, +really." + +"Not at all!" cried the young man. "I should like the upper berth +better. We'll, have the steward change the sheets." + +"Oh, I'll see that he does that," said Mr. Triscoe. "I couldn't allow +you to take any trouble about it." He now looked as if he wished Burnamy +would go, and leave him to his domestic arrangements. + + + + +X. + +In telling about himself Burnamy touched only upon the points which he +believed would take his listener's intelligent fancy, and he stopped so +long before he had tired him that March said he would like to introduce +him to his wife. He saw in the agreeable young fellow an image of his +own youth, with some differences which, he was willing to own, were to +the young fellow's advantage. But they were both from the middle West; +in their native accent and their local tradition they were the same; they +were the same in their aspirations; they were of one blood in their +literary impulse to externate their thoughts and emotions. + +Burnamy answered, with a glance at his enamelled shoes, that he would be +delighted, and when her husband brought him up to her, Mrs. March said +she was always glad to meet the contributors to the magazine, and asked +him whether he knew Mr. Kendricks, who was her favorite. Without giving +him time to reply to a question that seemed to depress him, she said that +she had a son who must be nearly his own age, and whom his father had +left in charge of 'Every Other Week' for the few months they were to be +gone; that they had a daughter married and living in Chicago. She made +him sit down by her in March's chair, and before he left them March heard +him magnanimously asking whether Mr. Kendricks was going to do something +more for the magazine soon. He sauntered away and did not know how +quickly Burnamy left this question to say, with the laugh and blush which +became him in her eyes: + +"Mrs. March, there is something I should like to tell you about, if you +will let me." + +"Why, certainly, Mr. Burnamy," she began, but she saw that he did not +wish her to continue. + +"Because," he went on, "it's a little matter that I shouldn't like to go +wrong in." + +He told her of his having overheard what Miss Triscoe had said to her +father, and his belief that she was talking about the lower berth. He +said he would have wished to offer it, of course, but now he was afraid +they might think he had overheard them and felt obliged to do it. + +"I see," said Mrs. March, and she added, thoughtfully, "She looks like +rather a proud girl." + +"Yes," the young fellow sighed. + +"She is very charming," she continued, thoughtfully, but not so +judicially. + +"Well," Burnamy owned, "that is certainly one of the complications," and +they laughed together. + +She stopped herself after saying, "I see what you mean," and suggested, +"I think I should be guided by circumstances. It needn't be done at +once, I suppose." + +"Well," Burnamy began, and then he broke out, with a laugh of +embarrassment, "I've done it already." + +"Oh! Then it wasn't my advice, exactly, that you wanted." + +"No!" + +"And how did he take it?" + +"He said he should be glad to make the exchange if I really didn't mind." +Burnamy had risen restlessly, and she did not ask him to stay. She +merely said: + +"Oh, well, I'm glad it turned out so nicely." + +"I'm so glad you think it was the thing to do." He managed to laugh +again, but he could not hide from her that he was not feeling altogether +satisfied. "Would you like me to send Mr. March, if I see him?" he +asked, as if he did not know on what other terms to get away. + +"Do, please!" she entreated, and it seemed to her that he had hardly left +her when her husband came up. "Why, where in the world did he find you +so soon?" + +"Did you send him for me? I was just hanging round for him to go." March +sank into the chair at her side. "Well, is he going to marry her?" + +"Oh, you may laugh! But there is something very exciting!" She told him +what had happened, and of her belief that Burnamy's handsome behavior had +somehow not been met in kind. + +March gave himself the pleasure of an immense laugh. "It seems to me +that this Mr. Burnamy of yours wanted a little more gratitude than he was +entitled to. Why shouldn't he have offered him the lower berth? And why +shouldn't the old gentleman have taken it just as he did? Did you want +him to make a counteroffer of his daughter's hand? If he does, I hope +Mr. Burnamy won't come for your advice till after he's accepted her." + +"He wasn't very candid. I hoped you would speak about that. Don't you +think it was rather natural, though?" + +"For him, very likely. But I think you would call it sinuous in some one +you hadn't taken a fancy to." + +"No, no. I wish to be just. I don't see how he could have come straight +at it. And he did own up at last." She asked him what Burnamy had done +for the magazine, and he could remember nothing but that one small poem, +yet unprinted; he was rather vague about its value, but said it had +temperament. + +"He has temperament, too," she commented, and she had made him tell her +everything he knew, or could be forced to imagine about Burnamy, before +she let the talk turn to other things. + +The life of the promenade had already settled into seafaring form; the +steamer chairs were full, and people were reading or dozing in them with +an effect of long habit. Those who would be walking up and down had +begun their walks; some had begun going in and out of the smoking-room; +ladies who were easily affected by the motion were lying down in the +music-room. Groups of both sexes were standing at intervals along the +rail, and the promenaders were obliged to double on a briefer course or +work slowly round them. Shuffleboard parties at one point and ring-toss +parties at another were forming among the young people. It was as lively +and it was as dull as it would be two thousand miles at sea. It was not +the least cooler, yet; but if you sat still you did not suffer. + +In the prompt monotony the time was already passing swiftly. The deck- +steward seemed hardly to have been round with tea and bouillon, and he +had not yet gathered up all the empty cups, when the horn for lunch +sounded. It was the youngest of the table-stewards who gave the summons +to meals; and whenever the pretty boy appeared with his bugle, funny +passengers gathered round him to make him laugh, and stop him from +winding it. His part of the joke was to fulfill his duty with gravity, +and only to give way to a smile of triumph as he walked off. + + + + +XI. + +At lunch, in the faded excitement of their first meeting, the people at +the Marches' table did not renew the premature intimacy of their +breakfast talk. Mrs. March went to lie down in her berth afterwards, and +March went on deck without her. He began to walk to and from the barrier +between the first and second cabin promenades; lingering near it, and +musing pensively, for some of the people beyond it looked as intelligent +and as socially acceptable, even to their clothes, as their pecuniary +betters of the saloon. + +There were two women, a mother and daughter, whom he fancied to be +teachers, by their looks, going out for a little rest, or perhaps for a +little further study to fit them more perfectly for their work. They +gazed wistfully across at him whenever he came up to the barrier; and he +feigned a conversation with them and tried to convince them that the +stamp of inferiority which their poverty put upon them was just, or if +not just, then inevitable. He argued with them that the sort of barrier +which here prevented their being friends with him, if they wished it, ran +invisibly through society everywhere but he felt ashamed before their +kind, patient, intelligent faces, and found himself wishing to excuse the +fact he was defending. Was it any worse, he asked them, than their not +being invited to the entertainments of people in upper Fifth Avenue? He +made them own that if they were let across that barrier the whole second +cabin would have a logical right to follow; and they were silenced. But +they continued to gape at him with their sincere, gentle eyes whenever he +returned to the barrier in his walk, till he could bear it no longer, and +strolled off toward the steerage. + +There was more reason why the passengers there should be penned into a +little space of their own in the sort of pit made by the narrowing deck +at the bow. They seemed to be all foreigners, and if any had made their +fortunes in our country they were hiding their prosperity in the return +to their own. They could hardly have come to us more shabby and squalid +than they were going away; but he thought their average less apathetic +than that of the saloon passengers, as he leaned over the rail and looked +down at them. Some one had brought out an electric battery, and the +lumpish boys and slattern girls were shouting and laughing as they +writhed with the current. A young mother seated flat on the deck, with +her bare feet stuck out, inattentively nursed her babe, while she laughed +and shouted with the rest; a man with his head tied in a shawl walked +about the pen and smiled grotesquely with the well side of his toothache- +swollen face. The owner of the battery carried it away, and a group of +little children, with blue eyes and yellow hair, gathered in the space he +had left, and looked up at a passenger near March who was eating some +plums and cherries which he had brought from the luncheon table. He +began to throw the fruit down to them, and the children scrambled for it. + +An elderly man, with a thin, grave, aquiline face, said, "I shouldn't +want a child of mine down there." + +"No," March responded, "it isn't quite what one would choose for one's +own. It's astonishing, though, how we reconcile ourselves to it in the +case of others." + +"I suppose it's something we'll have to get used to on the other side," +suggested the stranger. + +"Well," answered March, "you have some opportunities to get used to it on +this side, if you happen to live in New York," and he went on to speak of +the raggedness which often penetrated the frontier of comfort where he +lived in Stuyvesant Square, and which seemed as glad of alms in food or +money as this poverty of the steerage. + +The other listened restively like a man whose ideals are disturbed. +"I don't believe I should like to live in New York, much," he said, and +March fancied that he wished to be asked where he did live. It appeared +that he lived in Ohio, and he named his town; he did not brag of it, but +he said it suited him. He added that he had never expected to go to +Europe, but that he had begun to run down lately, and his doctor thought +he had better go out and try Carlsbad. + +March said, to invite his further confidence, that this was exactly his +own case. The Ohio man met the overture from a common invalidism as if +it detracted from his own distinction; and he turned to speak of the +difficulty, he had in arranging his affairs for leaving home. His heart +opened a little with the word, and he said how comfortable he and his +wife were in their house, and how much they both hated to shut it up. +When March offered him his card, he said he had none of his own with him, +but that his name was Eltwin. He betrayed a simple wish to have March +realize the local importance he had left behind him; and it was not hard +to comply; March saw a Grand Army button in the lapel of his coat, and he +knew that he was in the presence of a veteran. + +He tried to guess his rank; in telling his wife about him, when he went +down to find her just before dinner, but he ended with a certain sense of +affliction. "There are too many elderly invalids on this ship. I knock +against people of my own age everywhere. Why aren't your youthful lovers +more in evidence, my dear? I don't believe they are lovers, and I begin +to doubt if they're young even." + +"It wasn't very satisfactory at lunch, certainly," she owned. "But I +know it will be different at dinner." She was putting herself together +after a nap that had made up for the lost sleep of the night before. +"I want you to look very nice, dear. Shall you dress for dinner?" she +asked her husband's image in the state-room glass which she was +preoccupying. + +"I shall dress in my pea-jacket and sea-boots," it answered. + +"I have heard that they always dress for dinner on the big Cunard and +White Star boats, when it's good weather," she went on, placidly. +"I shouldn't want those people to think you were not up in the +convenances." + +They both knew that she meant the reticent father and daughter, and March +flung out, "I shouldn't want them to think you weren't. There's such a +thing as overdoing." + +She attacked him at another point. "What has annoyed you? What else +have you been doing?" + +"Nothing. I've been reading most of the afternoon." + +"The Maiden Knight?" + +This was the book which nearly everybody had brought on board. It was +just out, and had caught an instant favor, which swelled later to a tidal +wave. It depicted a heroic girl in every trying circumstance of +mediaeval life, and gratified the perennial passion of both sexes for +historical romance, while it flattered woman's instinct of superiority by +the celebration of her unintermitted triumphs, ending in a preposterous +and wholly superfluous self-sacrifice. + +March laughed for pleasure in her guess, and she pursued, "I suppose you +didn't waste time looking if anybody had brought the last copy of 'Every +Other Week'?" + +"Yes, I did; and I found the one you had left in your steamer chair--for +advertising purposes, probably." + +"Mr. Burnamy has another," she said. "I saw it sticking out of his +pocket this morning." + +"Oh, yes. He told me he had got it on the train from Chicago to see if +it had his poem in it. He's an ingenuous soul--in some ways." + +"Well, that is the very reason why you ought to find out whether the men +are going to dress, and let him know. He would never think of it +himself." + +"Neither would I," said her husband. + +"Very well, if you wish to spoil his chance at the outset," she sighed. + +She did not quite know whether to be glad or not that the men were all in +sacks and cutaways at dinner; it saved her, from shame for her husband +and Mr. Burnamy; but it put her in the wrong. Every one talked; even the +father and daughter talked with each other, and at one moment Mrs. March +could not be quite sure that the daughter had not looked at her when she +spoke. She could not be mistaken in the remark which the father +addressed to Burnamy, though it led to nothing. + + + + +XII. + +The dinner was uncommonly good, as the first dinner out is apt to be; and +it went gayly on from soup to fruit, which was of the American abundance +and variety, and as yet not of the veteran freshness imparted by the ice- +closet. Everybody was eating it, when by a common consciousness they +were aware of alien witnesses. They looked up as by a single impulse, +and saw at the port the gaunt face of a steerage passenger staring down +upon their luxury; he held on his arm a child that shared his regard with +yet hungrier eyes. A boy's nose showed itself as if tiptoed to the +height of the man's elbow; a young girl peered over his other arm. + +The passengers glanced at one another; the two table-stewards, with their +napkins in their hands, smiled vaguely, and made some indefinite +movements. + +The bachelor at the head of the table broke the spell. "I'm glad it +didn't begin with the Little Neck clams!" + +"Probably they only let those people come for the dessert," March +suggested. + +The widow now followed the direction of the other eyes; and looked up +over her shoulder; she gave a little cry, and shrank down. The young +bride made her petted mouth, in appeal to the company; her husband looked +severe, as if he were going to do something, but refrained, not to make a +scene. The reticent father threw one of his staccato glances at the +port, and Mrs. March was sure that she saw the daughter steal a look at +Burnamy. + +The young fellow laughed. "I don't suppose there's anything to be done +about it, unless we pass out a plate." + +Mr. Kenby shook his head. "It wouldn't do. We might send for the +captain. Or the chief steward." + +The faces at the port vanished. At other ports profiles passed and +repassed, as if the steerage passengers had their promenade under them, +but they paused no more. + +The Marches went up to their steamer chairs, and from her exasperated +nerves Mrs. March denounced the arrangement of the ship which had made +such a cruel thing possible. + +"Oh," he mocked, "they had probably had a good substantial meal of their +own, and the scene of our banquet was of the quality of a picture, a +purely aesthetic treat. But supposing it wasn't, we're doing something +like it every day and every moment of our lives. The Norumbia is a piece +of the whole world's civilization set afloat, and passing from shore to +shore with unchanged classes, and conditions. A ship's merely a small +stage, where we're brought to close quarters with the daily drama of +humanity." + +"Well, then," she protested, "I don't like being brought to close +quarters with the daily drama of humanity, as you call it. And I don't +believe that the large English ships are built so that the steerage +passengers can stare in at the saloon windows while one is eating; and +I'm sorry we came on the Norumbia." + +"Ah, you think the Norumbia doesn't hide anything," he began, and he was +going to speak of the men in the furnace pits of the steamer, how they +fed the fires in a welding heat, and as if they had perished in it crept +out on the forecastle like blanched phantasms of toil; but she interposed +in time. + +"If there's anything worse, for pity's sake don't tell me," she +entreated, and he forebore. + +He sat thinking how once the world had not seemed to have even death in +it, and then how as he had grown older death had come into it more and +more, and suffering was lurking everywhere, and could hardly be kept out +of sight. He wondered if that young Burnamy now saw the world as he used +to see it, a place for making verse and making love, and full of beauty +of all kinds waiting to be fitted with phrases. He had lived a happy +life; Burnamy would be lucky if he should live one half as happy; and yet +if he could show him his whole happy life, just as it had truly been, +must not the young man shrink from such a picture of his future? + +"Say something," said his wife. "What are you thinking about?" + +"Oh, Burnamy," he answered, honestly enough. + +"I was thinking about the children," she said. "I am glad Bella didn't +try to come from Chicago to see us off; it would have been too silly; she +is getting to be very sensible. I hope Tom won't take the covers off the +furniture when he has the fellows in to see him." + +"Well, I want him to get all the comfort he can out of the place, even if +the moths eat up every stick of furniture." + +"Yes, so do I. And of course you're wishing that you were there with +him!" March laughed guiltily. "Well, perhaps it was a crazy thing for +us to start off alone for Europe, at our age." + +"Nothing of the kind," he retorted in the necessity he perceived for +staying her drooping spirits. "I wouldn't be anywhere else on any +account. Isn't it perfectly delicious? It puts me in mind of that night +on the Lake Ontario boat, when we were starting for Montreal. There was +the same sort of red sunset, and the air wasn't a bit softer than this." + +He spoke of a night on their wedding-journey when they were sill new +enough from Europe to be comparing everything at home with things there. + +"Well, perhaps we shall get into the spirit of it again," she said, and +they talked a long time of the past. + +All the mechanical noises were muffled in the dull air, and the wash of +the ship's course through the waveless sea made itself pleasantly heard. +In the offing a steamer homeward bound swam smoothly by, so close that +her lights outlined her to the eye; she sent up some signal rockets that +soared against the purple heaven in green and crimson, and spoke to the +Norumbia in the mysterious mute phrases of ships that meet in the dark. + +Mrs. March wondered what had become of Burnamy; the promenades were much +freer now than they had been since the ship sailed; when she rose to go +below, she caught sight of Burnamy walking the deck transversely with +some lady. She clutched her husband's arm and stayed him in rich +conjecture. + +"Do you suppose he can have got her to walking with him already?" + +They waited till Burnamy and his companion came in sight again. She was +tilting forward, and turning from the waist, now to him and now from him. + +"No; it's that pivotal girl," said March; and his wife said, "Well, I'm +glad he won't be put down by them." + +In the music-room sat the people she meant, and at the instant she passed +on down the stairs, the daughter was saying to the father, "I don't see +why you didn't tell me sooner, papa." + +"It was such an unimportant matter that I didn't think to mention it. +He offered it, and I took it; that was all. What difference could it +have made to you?" + +"None. But one doesn't like to do any one an injustice." + +"I didn't know you were thinking anything about it." + +"No, of course not." + + + + +XIII. + +The voyage of the Norumbia was one of those which passengers say they +have never seen anything like, though for the first two or three days out +neither the doctor nor the deck-steward could be got, to prophesy when +the ship would be in. There was only a day or two when it could really +be called rough, and the sea-sickness was confined to those who seemed +wilful sufferers; they lay on the cushioned benching around the stairs- +landing, and subsisted on biscuit and beef tea without qualifying the +monotonous well-being of the other passengers, who passed without +noticing them. + +The second morning there was rain, and the air freshened, but the leaden +sea lay level as before. The sun shone in the afternoon; with the sunset +the fog came thick and white; the ship lowed dismally through the night; +from the dense folds of the mist answering noises called back to her. +Just before dark two men in a dory shouted up to her close under her +bows, and then melted out of sight; when the dark fell the lights of +fishing-schooners were seen, and their bells pealed; once loud cries from +a vessel near at hand made themselves heard. Some people in the dining- +saloon sang hymns; the smoking-room was dense with cigar fumes, and the +card-players dealt their hands in an atmosphere emulous of the fog +without. + +The Norumbia was off the Banks, and the second day of fog was cold as if +icebergs were haunting the opaque pallor around her. In the ranks of +steamer chairs people lay like mummies in their dense wrappings; in the +music-room the little children of travel discussed the different lines of +steamers on which they had crossed, and babes of five and seven disputed +about the motion on the Cunarders and White Stars; their nurses tried in +vain to still them in behalf of older passengers trying to write letters +there. + +By the next morning the ship had run out of the fog; and people who could +keep their feet said they were glad of the greater motion which they +found beyond the Banks. They now talked of the heat of the first days +out, and how much they had suffered; some who had passed the night on +board before sailing tried to impart a sense of their misery in trying to +sleep. + +A day or two later a storm struck the ship, and the sailors stretched +canvas along the weather promenade and put up a sheathing of boards +across the bow end to keep off the rain. Yet a day or two more and the +sea had fallen again and there was dancing on the widest space of the lee +promenade. + +The little events of the sea outside the steamer offered themselves in +their poor variety. Once a ship in the offing, with all its square sails +set, lifted them like three white towers from the deep. On the rim of +the ocean the length of some westward liner blocked itself out against +the horizon, and swiftly trailed its smoke out of sight. A few tramp +steamers, lounging and lunging through the trough of the sea, were +overtaken and left behind; an old brigantine passed so close that her +rusty iron sides showed plain, and one could discern the faces of the +people on board. + +The steamer was oftenest without the sign of any life beyond her. One +day a small bird beat the air with its little wings, under the roof of +the promenade, and then flittered from sight over the surface, of the +waste; a school of porpoises, stiff and wooden in their rise, plunged +clumsily from wave to wave. The deep itself had sometimes the unreality, +the artificiality of the canvas sea of the theatre. Commonly it was +livid and cold in color; but there was a morning when it was delicately +misted, and where the mist left it clear, it was blue and exquisitely +iridescent under the pale sun; the wrinkled waves were finely pitted by +the falling spray. These were rare moments; mostly, when it was not like +painted canvas, is was hard like black rock, with surfaces of smooth +cleavage. Where it met the sky it lay flat and motionless, or in the +rougher weather carved itself along the horizon in successions of surges. + +If the sun rose clear, it was overcast in a few hours; then the clouds +broke and let a little sunshine through, to close again before the dim +evening thickened over the waters. Sometimes the moon looked through the +ragged curtain of vapors; one night it seemed to shine till morning, and +shook a path of quicksilver from the horizon to the ship. Through every +change, after she had left the fog behind, the steamer drove on with the +pulse of her engines (that stopped no more than a man's heart stops) in a +course which had nothing to mark it but the spread of the furrows from +her sides, and the wake that foamed from her stern to the western verge +of the sea. + +The life of the ship, like the life of the sea, was a sodden monotony, +with certain events which were part of the monotony. In the morning the +little steward's bugle called the passengers from their dreams, and half +an hour later called them to their breakfast, after such as chose had +been served with coffee by their bedroom-stewards. Then they went on +deck, where they read, or dozed in their chairs, or walked up and down, +or stood in the way of those who were walking; or played shuffleboard and +ring-toss; or smoked, and drank whiskey and aerated waters over their +cards and papers in the smoking-room; or wrote letters in the saloon or +the music-room. At eleven o'clock they spoiled their appetites for lunch +with tea or bouillon to the music of a band of second-cabin stewards; at +one, a single blast of the bugle called them to lunch, where they glutted +themselves to the torpor from which they afterwards drowsed in their +berths or chairs. They did the same things in the afternoon that they +had done in the forenoon; and at four o'clock the deck-stewards came +round with their cups and saucers, and their plates of sandwiches, again +to the music of the band. There were two bugle-calls for dinner, and +after dinner some went early to bed, and some sat up late and had grills +and toast. At twelve the lights were put out in the saloons and the +smoking-rooms. + +There were various smells which stored themselves up in the consciousness +to remain lastingly relative to certain moments and places: a whiff of +whiskey and tobacco that exhaled from the door of the smoking-room; the +odor of oil and steam rising from the open skylights over the engine- +room; the scent of stale bread about the doors of the dining-saloon. + +The life was like the life at a sea-side hotel, only more monotonous. +The walking was limited; the talk was the tentative talk of people aware +that there was no refuge if they got tired of one another. The flirting +itself, such as there was of it, must be carried on in the glare of the +pervasive publicity; it must be crude and bold, or not be at all. + +There seemed to be very little of it. There were not many young people +on board of saloon quality, and these were mostly girls. The young men +were mainly of the smoking-room sort; they seldom risked themselves among +the steamer chairs. It was gayer in the second cabin, and gayer yet in +the steerage, where robuster emotions were operated by the accordion. +The passengers there danced to its music; they sang to it and laughed to +it unabashed under the eyes of the first-cabin witnesses clustered along +the rail above the pit where they took their rude pleasures. + +With March it came to his spending many hours of each long, swift day in +his berth with a book under the convenient electric light. He was safe +there from the acquaintances which constantly formed themselves only to +fall into disintegration, and cling to him afterwards as inorganic +particles of weather-guessing, and smoking-room gossip about the ship's +run. + +In the earliest hours of the voyage he thought that he saw some faces of +the great world, the world of wealth and fashion; but these afterward +vanished, and left him to wonder where they hid themselves. He did not +meet them even in going to and from his meals; he could only imagine them +served in those palatial state-rooms whose interiors the stewards now and +then rather obtruded upon the public. There were people whom he +encountered in the promenades when he got up for the sunrise, and whom he +never saw at other times; at midnight he met men prowling in the dark +whom he never met by day. But none of these were people of the great +world. Before six o'clock they were sometimes second-cabin passengers, +whose barrier was then lifted for a little while to give them the freedom +of the saloon promenade. + +From time to time he thought he would look up his Ohioan, and revive from +a closer study of him his interest in the rare American who had never +been to Europe. But he kept with his elderly wife, who had the effect of +withholding him from March's advances. Young Mr. and Mrs. Leffers threw +off more and more their disguise of a long-married pair, and became +frankly bride and groom. They seldom talked with any one else, except at +table; they walked up and down together, smiling into each others faces; +they sat side by side in their steamer chairs; one shawl covered them +both, and there was reason to believe that they were holding each other's +hands under it. + +Mrs. Adding often took the chair beside Mrs. March when her husband was +straying about the ship or reading in his berth; and the two ladies must +have exchanged autobiographies, for Mrs. March was able to tell him just +how long Mrs. Adding had been a widow, what her husband died of, and what +had been done to save him; how she was now perfectly wrapt up in her boy, +and was taking him abroad, with some notion of going to Switzerland, +after the summer's travel, and settling down with him at school there. +She and Mrs. March became great friends; and Rose, as his mother called +him, attached himself reverently to March, not only as a celebrity of the +first grade in his quality of editor of 'Every Other Week', but as a sage +of wisdom and goodness, with whom he must not lose the chance of counsel +upon almost every hypothesis and exigency of life. + +March could not bring himself to place Burnamy quite where he belonged in +contemporary literature, when Rose put him very high in virtue of the +poem which he heard Burnamy was going to have printed in 'Every Other +Week', and of the book which he was going to have published; and he let +the boy bring to the young fellow the flattery which can come to any +author but once, in the first request for his autograph that Burnamy +confessed to have had. They were so near in age, though they were ten +years apart, that Rose stood much more in awe of Burnamy than of others +much more his seniors. He was often in the company of Kenby, whom he +valued next to March as a person acquainted with men; he consulted March +upon Kenby's practice of always taking up the language of the country he +visited, if it were only for a fortnight; and he conceived a higher +opinion of him from March's approval. + +Burnamy was most with Mrs. March, who made him talk about himself when he +supposed he was talking about literature, in the hope that she could get +him to talk about the Triscoes; but she listened in vain as he poured +out-his soul in theories of literary art, and in histories of what he had +written and what he meant to write. When he passed them where they sat +together, March heard the young fellow's perpetually recurring I, I, I, +my, my, my, me, me, me; and smiled to think how she was suffering under +the drip-drip of his innocent egotism. + +She bore in a sort of scientific patience his attentions to the pivotal +girl, and Miss Triscoe's indifference to him, in which a less penetrating +scrutiny could have detected no change from meal to meal. It was only at +table that she could see them together, or that she could note any break +in the reserve of the father and daughter. The signs of this were so +fine that when she reported them March laughed in scornful incredulity. +But at breakfast the third day out, the Triscoes, with the authority of +people accustomed to social consideration, suddenly turned to the +Marches, and began to make themselves agreeable; the father spoke to +March of 'Every Other Week', which he seemed to know of in its relation +to him; and the young girl addressed herself to Mrs. March's motherly +sense not the less acceptably because indirectly. She spoke of going out +with her father for an indefinite time, as if it were rather his wish +than hers, and she made some inquiries about places in Germany; they had +never been in Germany. They had some idea of Dresden; but the idea of +Dresden with its American colony seemed rather tiresome; and did Mrs. +March know anything about Weimar? + +Mrs. March was obliged to say that she knew nothing about anyplace in +Germany; and she explained perhaps too fully where and why she was going +with her husband. She fancied a Boston note in that scorn for the +tiresomeness of Dresden; but the girl's style was of New York rather than +of Boston, and her accent was not quite of either place. Mrs. March +began to try the Triscoes in this place and in that, to divine them and +to class them. She had decided from the first that they were society +people, but they were cultivated beyond the average of the few swells +whom she had met; and there had been nothing offensive in their manner of +holding themselves aloof from the other people at the table; they had a +right to do that if they chose. + +When the young Lefferses came in to breakfast, the talk went on between +these and the Marches; the Triscoes presently left the table, and Mrs. +March rose soon after, eager for that discussion of their behavior which +March knew he should not be able to postpone. + +He agreed with her that they were society people, but she could not at +once accept his theory that they had themselves been the objects of an +advance from them because of their neutral literary quality, through +which they were of no social world, but potentially common to any. Later +she admitted this, as she said, for the sake of argument, though what she +wanted him to see, now, was that this was all a step of the girl's toward +finding out something about Burnamy. + +The same afternoon, about the time the deck-steward was making his round +with his cups, Miss Triscoe abruptly advanced upon her from a neighboring +corner of the bulkhead, and asked, with the air of one accustomed to have +her advances gratefully received, if she might sit by her. The girl took +March's vacant chair, where she had her cup of bouillon, which she +continued to hold untasted in her hand after the first sip. Mrs. March +did the same with hers, and at the moment she had got very tired of doing +it, Burnamy came by, for the hundredth time that day, and gave her a +hundredth bow with a hundredth smile. He perceived that she wished to +get rid of her cup, and he sprang to her relief. + +"May I take yours too?" he said very passively to Miss Triscoe. + +"You are very good." she answered, and gave it. + +Mrs. March with a casual air suggested, "Do you know Mr. Burnamy, Miss +Triscoe? "The girl said a few civil things, but Burnamy did not try to +make talk with her while he remained a few moments before Mrs. March. +The pivotal girl came in sight, tilting and turning in a rare moment of +isolation at the corner of the music-room, and he bowed abruptly, and +hurried off to join her. + +Miss Triscoe did not linger; she alleged the necessity of looking up her +father, and went away with a smile so friendly that Mrs. March might +easily have construed it to mean that no blame attached itself to her in +Miss Triscoe's mind. + +"Then you don't feel that it was a very distinct success?" her husband +asked on his return. + +"Not on the surface," she said. + +"Better let ill enough alone," he advised. + +She did not heed him. "All the same she cares for him. The very fact +that she was so cold shows that." + +"And do you think her being cold will make him care for her?" + +"If she wants it to." + + + + +XIV. + +At dinner that day the question of 'The Maiden Knight' was debated among +the noises and silences of the band. Young Mrs. Leffers had brought the +book to the table with her; she said she had not been able to lay it down +before the last horn sounded; in fact she could have been seen reading it +to her husband where he sat under the same shawl, the whole afternoon. + +"Don't you think it's perfectly fascinating," she asked Mrs. Adding, with +her petted mouth. + +"Well," said the widow, doubtfully, "it's nearly a week since I read it, +and I've had time to get over the glow." + +"Oh, I could just read it forever!" the bride exclaimed. + +"I like a book," said her husband, "that takes me out of myself. I don't +want to think when I'm reading." + +March was going to attack this ideal, but he reflected in time that Mr. +Leffers had really stated his own motive in reading. He compromised. +"Well, I like the author to do my thinking for me." + +"Yes," said the other, "that is what I mean." + +"The question is whether 'The Maiden Knight' fellow does it," said Kenby, +taking duck and pease from the steward at his shoulder. + +"What my wife likes in it is to see what one woman can do and be single- +handed," said March. + +"No," his wife corrected him, "what a man thinks she can." + +"I suppose," said Mr. Triscoe, unexpectedly, "that we're like the English +in our habit of going off about a book like a train of powder." + +"If you'll say a row of bricks," March assented, "I'll agree with you. +It's certainly Anglo-Saxon to fall over one another as we do, when we get +going. It would be interesting to know just how much liking there is in +the popularity of a given book." + +"It's like the run of a song, isn't it?" Kenby suggested. "You can't +stand either, when it reaches a given point." + +He spoke to March and ignored Triscoe, who had hitherto ignored the rest +of the table. + +"It's very curious," March said. "The book or the song catches a mood, +or feeds a craving, and when one passes or the other is glutted--" + +"The discouraging part is," Triscoe put in, still limiting himself to the +Marches, "that it's never a question of real taste. The things that go +down with us are so crude, so coarsely spiced; they tickle such a vulgar +palate--Now in France, for instance," he suggested. + +"Well, I don't know," returned the editor. "After all, we eat a good +deal of bread, and we drink more pure water than any other people. Even +when we drink it iced, I fancy it isn't so bad as absinthe." + +The young bride looked at him gratefully, but she said, "If we can't get +ice-water in Europe, I don't know what Mr. Leffers will do," and the talk +threatened to pass among the ladies into a comparison of American and +European customs. + +Burnamy could not bear to let it. "I don't pretend to be very well up in +French literature," he began, "but I think such a book as 'The Maiden +Knight' isn't such a bad piece of work; people are liking a pretty well- +built story when they like it. Of course it's sentimental, and it begs +the question a good deal; but it imagines something heroic in character, +and it makes the reader imagine it too. The man who wrote that book may +be a donkey half the time, but he's a genius the other half. By-and-by +he'll do something--after he's come to see that his 'Maiden Knight' was a +fool--that I believe even you won't be down on, Mr. March, if he paints a +heroic type as powerfully as he does in this book." + +He spoke with the authority of a journalist, and though he deferred to +March in the end, he deferred with authority still. March liked him for +coming to the defence of a young writer whom he had not himself learned +to like yet. "Yes," he said, "if he has the power you say, and can keep +it after he comes to his artistic consciousness!" + +Mrs. Leffers, as if she thought things were going her way, smiled; Rose +Adding listened with shining eyes expectantly fixed on March; his mother +viewed his rapture with tender amusement. The steward was at Kenby's +shoulder with the salad and his entreating "Bleace!" and Triscoe seemed +to be questioning whether he should take any notice of Burnamy's general +disagreement. He said at last: "I'm afraid we haven't the documents. +You don't seem to have cared much for French books, and I haven't read +'The Maiden Knight'." He added to March: "But I don't defend absinthe. +Ice-water is better. What I object to is our indiscriminate taste both +for raw whiskey--and for milk-and-water." + +No one took up the question again, and it was Kenby who spoke next. +"The doctor thinks, if this weather holds, that we shall be into Plymouth +Wednesday morning. I always like to get a professional opinion on the +ship's run." + +In the evening, as Mrs. March was putting away in her portfolio the +journal-letter which she was writing to send back from Plymouth to her +children, Miss Triscoe drifted to the place where she sat at their table +in the dining-room by a coincidence which they both respected as casual. + +"We had quite a literary dinner," she remarked, hovering for a moment +near the chair which she later sank into. "It must have made you feel +very much at home. Or perhaps you're so tired of it at home that you +don't talk about books." + +"We always talk shop, in some form or other," said Mrs. March. +"My husband never tires of it. A good many of the contributors come to +us, you know." + +"It must be delightful," said the girl. She added as if she ought to +excuse herself for neglecting an advantage that might have been hers if +she had chosen, "I'm sorry one sees so little of the artistic and +literary set. But New York is such a big place." + +New York people seem to be very fond of it," said Mrs. March. "Those who +have always lived there." + +"We haven't always lived there," said the girl. "But I think one has a +good time there--the best time a girl can have. It's all very well +coming over for the summer; one has to spend the summer somewhere. Are +you going out for a long time?" + +"Only for the summer. First to Carlsbad." + +"Oh, yes. I suppose we shall travel about through Germany, and then go +to Paris. We always do; my father is very fond of it." + +"You must know it very well," said Mrs. March, aimlessly. + +"I was born there,--if that means knowing it. I lived there--till I was +eleven years old. We came home after my mother died." + +"Oh!" said Mrs. March. + +The girl did not go further into her family history; but by one of those +leaps which seem to women as logical as other progressions, she arrived +at asking, "Is Mr. Burnamy one of the contributors?" + +Mrs. March laughed. "He is going to be, as soon as his poem is printed." + +"Poem?" + +"Yes. Mr. March thinks it's very good." + +"I thought he spoke very nicely about 'The Maiden Knight'. And he has +been very nice to papa. You know they have the same room." + +"I think Mr. Burnamy told me," Mrs. March said. + +The girl went on. "He had the lower berth, and he gave it up to papa; +he's done everything but turn himself out of doors." + +"I'm sure he's been very glad," Mrs. March ventured on Burnamy's behalf, +but very softly, lest if she breathed upon these budding confidences they +should shrink and wither away. + +"I always tell papa that there's no country like America for real +unselfishness; and if they're all like that, in Chicago!" The girl +stopped, and added with a laugh, "But I'm always quarrelling with papa +about America." + +"We have a daughter living in Chicago," said Mrs. March, alluringly. + +But Miss Triscoe refused the bait, either because she had said all she +meant, or because she had said all she would, about Chicago, which Mrs. +March felt for the present to be one with Burnamy. She gave another of +her leaps. "I don't see why people are so anxious to get it like Europe, +at home. They say that there was a time when there were no chaperons +before hoops, you know." She looked suggestively at Mrs. March, resting +one slim hand on the table, and controlling her skirt with the other, as +if she were getting ready to rise at any moment. "When they used to sit +on their steps." + +"It was very pleasant before hoops--in every way," said Mrs. March. +"I was young, then; and I lived in Boston, where I suppose it was always +simpler than in New York. I used to sit on our steps. It was delightful +for girls--the freedom." + +"I wish I had lived before hoops," said Miss Triscoe. + +"Well, there must be places where it's before hoops yet: Seattle, and +Portland, Oregon, for all I know," Mrs. March suggested. "And there must +be people in that epoch everywhere." + +"Like that young lady who twists and turns?" said Miss Triscoe, giving +first one side of her face and then the other. "They have a good time. +I suppose if Europe came to us in one way it had to come in another. If +it came in galleries and all that sort of thing, it had to come in +chaperons. You'll think I'm a great extremist, Mrs. March; but sometimes +I wish there was more America instead of less. I don't believe it's as +bad as people say. Does Mr. March," she asked, taking hold of the chair +with one hand, to secure her footing from any caprice of the sea, while +she gathered her skirt more firmly into the other, as she rose, "does he +think that America is going--all wrong?" + +"All wrong? How?" + +"Oh, in politics, don't you know. And government, and all that. And +bribing. And the lower classes having everything their own way. And the +horrid newspapers. And everything getting so expensive; and no regard +for family, or anything of that kind." + +Mrs. March thought she saw what Miss Triscoe meant, but she answered, +still cautiously, "I don't believe he does always. Though there are +times when he is very much disgusted. Then he says that he is getting +too old--and we always quarrel about that--to see things as they really +are. He says that if the world had been going the way that people over +fifty have always thought it was going, it would have gone to smash in +the time of the anthropoidal apes." + +"Oh, yes: Darwin," said Miss Triscoe, vaguely. "Well, I'm glad he +doesn't give it up. I didn't know but I was holding out just because I +had argued so much, and was doing it out of--opposition. Goodnight!" +She called her salutation gayly over her shoulder, and Mrs. March watched +her gliding out of the saloon with a graceful tilt to humor the slight +roll of the ship, and a little lurch to correct it, once or twice, and +wondered if Burnamy was afraid of her; it seemed to her that if she were +a young man she should not be afraid of Miss Triscoe. + +The next morning, just after she had arranged herself in her steamer +chair, he approached her, bowing and smiling, with the first of his many +bows and smiles for the day, and at the same time Miss Triscoe came +toward her from the opposite direction. She nodded brightly to him, and +he gave her a bow and smile too; he always had so many of them to spare. + +"Here is your chair!" Mrs. March called to her, drawing the shawl out of +the chair next her own. "Mr. March is wandering about the ship +somewhere." + +"I'll keep it for him," said Miss Triscoe, and as Burnamy offered to take +the shawl that hung in the hollow of her arm, she let it slip into his +hand with an "Oh; thank you," which seemed also a permission for him to +wrap it about her in the chair. + +He stood talking before the ladies, but he looked up and down the +promenade. The pivotal girl showed herself at the corner of the music- +room, as she had done the day before. At first she revolved there as if +she were shedding her light on some one hidden round the corner; then she +moved a few paces farther out and showed herself more obviously alone. +Clearly she was there for Burnamy to come and walk with her; Mrs. March +could see that, and she felt that Miss Triscoe saw it too. She waited +for her to dismiss him to his flirtation; but Miss Triscoe kept chatting +on, and he kept answering, and making no motion to get away. Mrs. March +began to be as sorry for her as she was ashamed for him. Then she heard +him saying, "Would you like a turn or two?" and Miss Triscoe answering, +"Why, yes, thank you," and promptly getting out of her chair as if the +pains they had both been at to get her settled in it were all nothing. + +She had the composure to say, "You can leave your shawl with me, Miss +Triscoe," and to receive her fervent, "Oh, thank you," before they sailed +off together, with inhuman indifference to the girl at the corner of the +music-room. Then she sank into a kind of triumphal collapse, from which +she roused herself to point her husband to the chair beside her when he +happened along. + +He chose to be perverse about her romance. "Well, now, you had better +let them alone. Remember Kendricks." He meant one of their young +friends whose love-affair they had promoted till his happy marriage left +them in lasting doubt of what they had done. "My sympathies are all with +the pivotal girl. Hadn't she as much right to him, for the time being, +or for good and all, as Miss Triscoe?" + +"That depends upon what you think of Burnamy." + +"Well, I don't like to see a girl have a young man snatched away from her +just when she's made sure of him. How do you suppose she is feeling +now?" + +"She isn't feeling at all. She's letting her revolving light fall upon +half a dozen other young men by this time, collectively or consecutively. +All that she wants to make sure of is that they're young men--or old +ones, even." + +March laughed, but not altogether at what his wife said. "I've been +having a little talk with Papa Triscoe, in the smoking-room." + +"You smell like it," said his wife, not to seem too eager: "Well?" + +"Well, Papa Triscoe seems to be in a pout. He doesn't think things are +going as they should in America. He hasn't been consulted, or if he has, +his opinion hasn't been acted upon." + +"I think he's horrid," said Mrs. March. "Who are they?" + +"I couldn't make out, and I couldn't ask. But I'll tell you what I +think." + +"What?" + +"That there's no chance for, Burnamy. He's taking his daughter out to +marry her to a crowned head." + + + + +XV. + +It was this afternoon that the dance took place on the south promenade. +Everybody came and looked, and the circle around the waltzers was three +or four deep. Between the surrounding heads and shoulders, the hats of +the young ladies wheeling and whirling, and the faces of the men who were +wheeling and whirling them, rose and sank with the rhythm of their steps. +The space allotted to the dancing was walled to seaward with canvas, and +was prettily treated with German, and American flags: it was hard to go +wrong with flags, Miss Triscoe said, securing herself under Mrs. March's +wing. + +Where they stood they could see Burnamy's face, flashing and flushing in +the dance; at the end of the first piece he came to them, and remained +talking and laughing till the music began again. + +"Don't you want to try it?" he asked abruptly of Miss Triscoe. + +"Isn't it rather--public?" she asked back. + +Mrs. March could feel the hand which the girl had put through her arm +thrill with temptation; but Burnamy could not. + +"Perhaps it is rather obvious," he said, and he made a long glide over +the deck to the feet of the pivotal girl, anticipating another young man +who was rapidly advancing from the opposite quarter. The next moment her +hat and his face showed themselves in the necessary proximity to each +other within the circle. + +"How well she dances!" said Miss Triscoe. + +"Do you think so? She looks as if she had been wound up and set going." + +"She's very graceful," the girl persisted. + +The day ended with an entertainment in the saloon for one of the marine +charities which address themselves to the hearts and pockets of +passengers on all steamers. There were recitations in English and +German, and songs from several people who had kindly consented, and ever +more piano performance. Most of those who took part were of the race +gifted in art and finance; its children excelled in the music, and its +fathers counted the gate-money during the last half of the programme, +with an audible clinking of the silver on the table before them. + +Miss Triscoe was with her father, and Mrs. March was herself chaperoned +by Mr. Burnamy: her husband had refused to come to the entertainment. +She hoped to leave Burnamy and Miss Triscoe together before the evening +ended; but Miss Triscoe merely stopped with her father, in quitting the +saloon, to laugh at some features of the entertainment, as people who +take no part in such things do; Burnamy stood up to exchange some +unimpassioned words with her, and then they said good-night. + +The next morning, at five o'clock, the Norumbia came to anchor in the +pretty harbor of Plymouth. In the cool early light the town lay distinct +along the shore, quaint with its small English houses, and stately with +come public edifices of unknown function on the uplands; a country-seat +of aristocratic aspect showed itself on one of the heights; on another +the tower of a country church peered over the tree-tops; there were lines +of fortifications, as peaceful, at their distance, as the stone walls +dividing the green fields. The very iron-clads in the harbor close at +hand contributed to the amiable gayety of the scene under the pale blue +English sky, already broken with clouds from which the flush of the +sunrise had not quite faded. The breath of the land came freshly out +over the water; one could almost smell the grass and the leaves. Gulls +wheeled and darted over the crisp water; the tones of the English voices +on the tender were pleasant to the ear, as it fussed and scuffled to the +ship's side. A few score of the passengers left her; with their baggage +they formed picturesque groups on the tender's deck, and they set out for +the shore waving their hands and their handkerchiefs to the friends they +left clustering along the rail of the Norumbia. Mr. and Mrs. Leffers +bade March farewell, in the final fondness inspired by his having coffee +with them before they left the ship; they said they hated to leave. + +The stop had roused everybody, and the breakfast tables were promptly +filled, except such as the passengers landing at Plymouth had vacated; +these were stripped of their cloths, and the remaining commensals placed +at others. The seats of the Lefferses were given to March's old Ohio +friend and his wife. He tried to engage them in the tally which began to +be general in the excitement of having touched land; but they shyly held +aloof. + +Some English newspapers had come aboard from the tug, and there was the +usual good-natured adjustment of the American self-satisfaction, among +those who had seen them, to the ever-surprising fact that our continent +is apparently of no interest to Europe. There were some meagre New York +stock-market quotations in the papers; a paragraph in fine print +announced the lynching of a negro in Alabama; another recorded a coal- +mining strike in Pennsylvania. + +"I always have to get used to it over again," said Kenby. "This is the +twentieth time I have been across, and I'm just as much astonished as I +was the first, to find out that they don't want to know anything about us +here." + +"Oh," said March, "curiosity and the weather both come from the west. +San Francisco wants to know about Denver, Denver about Chicago, Chicago +about New York, and New York about London; but curiosity never travels +the other way any more than a hot wave or a cold wave." + +"Ah, but London doesn't care a rap about Vienna," said Kenby. + +"Well, some pressures give out before they reach the coast, on our own +side. It isn't an infallible analogy." + +Triscoe was fiercely chewing a morsel, as if in haste to take part in the +discussion. He gulped it, and broke out. "Why should they care about +us, anyway?" + +March lightly ventured, "Oh, men and brothers, you know." + +"That isn't sufficient ground. The Chinese are men and brothers; so are +the South-Americans and Central-Africans, and Hawaiians; but we're not +impatient for the latest news about them. It's civilization that +interests civilization." + +"I hope that fact doesn't leave us out in the cold with the barbarians?" +Burnamy put in, with a smile. + +"Do you think we are civilized?" retorted the other. + +"We have that superstition in Chicago," said Burnamy. He added, still +smiling, "About the New-Yorkers, I mean." + +"You're more superstitious in Chicago than I supposed. New York is an +anarchy, tempered by vigilance committees." + +"Oh, I don't think you can say that," Kenby cheerfully protested, "since +the Reformers came in. Look at our streets!" + +"Yes, our streets are clean, for the time being, and when we look at them +we think we have made a clean sweep in our manners and morals. But how +long do you think it will be before Tammany will be in the saddle again?" + +"Oh, never in the world!" said the optimistic head of the table. + +"I wish I had your faith; or I should if I didn't feel that it is one of +the things that help to establish Tammanys with us. You will see our +Tammany in power after the next election." Kenby laughed in a large- +hearted incredulity; and his laugh was like fuel to the other's flame. +"New York is politically a mediaeval Italian republic, and it's morally a +frontier mining-town. Socially it's--" He stopped as if he could not say +what. + +"I think it's a place where you have a very nice time, papa," said his +daughter, and Burnamy smiled with her; not because he knew anything about +it. + +Her father went on as if he had not heard her. "It's as vulgar and crude +as money can make it. Nothing counts but money, and as soon as there's +enough, it counts for everything. In less than a year you'll have +Tammany in power; it won't be more than a year till you'll have it in +society." + +"Oh no! Oh no!" came from Kenby. He did not care much for society, but +he vaguely respected it as the stronghold of the proprieties and the +amenities. + +"Isn't society a good place for Tammany to be in?" asked March in the +pause Triscoe let follow upon Kenby's laugh. + +"There's no reason why it shouldn't be. Society is as bad as all the +rest of it. And what New York is, politically, morally, and socially, +the whole country wishes to be and tries to be." + +There was that measure of truth in the words which silences; no one could +find just the terms of refutation. + +"Well," said Kenby at last, "it's a good thing there are so many lines to +Europe. We've still got the right to emigrate." + +"Yes, but even there we don't escape the abuse of our infamous newspapers +for exercising a man's right to live where he chooses. And there is no +country in Europe--except Turkey, or Spain--that isn't a better home for +an honest man than the United States." + +The Ohioan had once before cleared his throat as if he were going to +speak. Now, he leaned far enough forward to catch Triscoe's eve, and +said, slowly and distinctly: "I don't know just what reason you have to +feel as you do about the country. I feel differently about it myself-- +perhaps because I fought for it." + +At first, the others were glad of this arrogance; it even seemed an +answer; but Burnamy saw Miss Triscoe's cheek, flush, and then he doubted +its validity. + +Triscoe nervously crushed a biscuit in his hand, as if to expend a +violent impulse upon it. He said, coldly, "I was speaking from that +stand-point." + +The Ohioan shrank back in his seat, and March felt sorry for him, though +he had put himself in the wrong. His old hand trembled beside his plate, +and his head shook, while his lips formed silent words; and his shy wife +was sharing his pain and shame. + +Kenby began to talk about the stop which the Norumbia was to make at +Cherbourg, and about what hour the next day they should all be in +Cuxhaven. Miss Triscoe said they had never come on the Hanseatic Line +before, and asked several questions. Her father did not speak again, and +after a little while he rose without waiting for her to make the move +from table; he had punctiliously deferred to her hitherto. Eltwin rose +at the same time, and March feared that he might be going to provoke +another defeat, in some way. + +Eltwin lifted his voice, and said, trying to catch Triscoe's eye, "I +think I ought to beg your pardon, sir. I do beg your pardon." + +March perceived that Eltwin wished to make the offer of his reparation as +distinct as his aggression had been; and now he quaked for Triscoe, whose +daughter he saw glance apprehensively at her father as she swayed aside +to let the two men come together. + +"That is all right, Colonel--" + +"Major," Eltwin conscientiously interposed. + +"Major," Triscoe bowed; and he put out his hand and grasped the hand +which had been tremulously rising toward him. "There can't be any doubt +of what we did, no matter what we've got." + +"No, no!" said the other, eagerly. "That was what I meant, sir. I +don't think as you do; but I believe that a man who helped to save the +country has a right to think what he pleases about it." + +Triscoe said, "That is all right, my dear sir. May I ask your regiment?" + +The Marches let the old fellows walk away together, followed by the wife +of the one and the daughter of the other. They saw the young girl making +some graceful overtures of speech to the elder woman as they went. + +"That was rather fine, my dear," said Mrs. March. + +"Well, I don't know. It was a little too dramatic, wasn't it? It wasn't +what I should have expected of real life." + +"Oh, you spoil everything! If that's the spirit you're going through +Europe in!" + +"It isn't. As soon as I touch European soil I shall reform." + + + + +XVI. + +That was not the first time General Triscoe had silenced question of his +opinions with the argument he had used upon Eltwin, though he was seldom +able to use it so aptly. He always found that people suffered, his +belief in our national degeneration much more readily when they knew that +he had left a diplomatic position in Europe (he had gone abroad as +secretary of a minor legation) to come home and fight for the Union. +Some millions of other men had gone into the war from the varied motives +which impelled men at that time; but he was aware that he had +distinction, as a man of property and a man of family, in doing so. His +family had improved as time passed, and it was now so old that back of +his grandfather it was lost in antiquity. This ancestor had retired from +the sea and become a merchant in his native Rhode Island port, where his +son established himself as a physician, and married the daughter of a +former slave-trader whose social position was the highest in the place; +Triscoe liked to mention his maternal grandfather when he wished a +listener to realize just how anomalous his part in a war against slavery +was; it heightened the effect of his pose. + +He fought gallantly through the war, and he was brevetted Brigadier- +General at the close. With this honor, and with the wound which caused +an almost imperceptible limp in his gait, he won the heart of a rich New +York girl, and her father set him up in a business, which was not long in +going to pieces in his hands. Then the young couple went to live in +Paris, where their daughter was born, and where the mother died when the +child was ten years old. A little later his father-in-law died, and +Triscoe returned to New York, where he found the fortune which his +daughter had inherited was much less than he somehow thought he had a +right to expect. + +The income from her fortune was enough to live on, and he did not go back +to Paris, where, in fact, things were not so much to his mind under the +Republic as they had been under the Second Empire. He was still willing +to do something for his country, however, and he allowed his name to be +used on a citizen's ticket in his district; but his provision-man was +sent to Congress instead. Then he retired to Rhode Island and attempted +to convert his shore property into a watering-place; but after being +attractively plotted and laid out with streets and sidewalks, it allured +no one to build on it except the birds and the chipmonks, and he came +back to New York, where his daughter had remained in school. + +One of her maternal aunts made her a coming-out tea, after she left +school; and she entered upon a series of dinners, dances, theatre +parties, and receptions of all kinds; but the tide of fairy gold pouring +through her fingers left no engagement-ring on them. She had no duties, +but she seldom got out of humor with her pleasures; she had some odd +tastes of her own, and in a society where none but the most serious books +were ever seriously mentioned she was rather fond of good ones, and had +romantic ideas of a life that she vaguely called bohemian. Her character +was never tested by anything more trying than the fear that her father +might take her abroad to live; he had taken her abroad several times for +the summer. + +The dreaded trial did not approach for several years after she had ceased +to be a bud; and then it came when her father was again willing to serve +his country in diplomacy, either at the Hague, or at Brussels, or even at +Berne. Reasons of political geography prevented his appointment +anywhere, but General Triscoe having arranged his affairs for going +abroad on the mission he had expected, decided to go without it. He was +really very fit for both of the offices he had sought, and so far as a +man can deserve public place by public service, he had deserved it. +His pessimism was uncommonly well grounded, and if it did not go very +deep, it might well have reached the bottom of his nature. + +His daughter had begun to divine him at the early age when parents +suppose themselves still to be mysteries to their children. She did not +think it necessary ever to explain him to others; perhaps she would not +have found it possible; and now after she parted from Mrs. Eltwin and +went to sit down beside Mrs. March she did not refer to her father. She +said how sweet she had found the old lady from Ohio; and what sort of +place did Mrs. March suppose it was where Mrs. Eltwin lived? They seemed +to have everything there, like any place. She had wanted to ask Mrs. +Eltwin if they sat on their steps; but she had not quite dared. + +Burnamy came by, slowly, and at Mrs. March's suggestion he took one of +the chairs on her other side, to help her and Miss Triscoe look at the +Channel Islands and watch the approach of the steamer to Cherbourg, where +the Norumbia was to land again. The young people talked across Mrs. +March to each other, and said how charming the islands were, in their +gray-green insubstantiality, with valleys furrowing them far inward, like +airy clefts in low banks of clouds. It seemed all the nicer not to know +just which was which; but when the ship drew nearer to Cherbourg, he +suggested that they could see better by going round to the other side of +the ship. Miss Triscoe, as at the other times when she had gone off with +Burnamy, marked her allegiance, to Mrs. March by leaving a wrap with her. + +Every one was restless in breaking with the old life at sea. There had +been an equal unrest when the ship first sailed; people had first come +aboard in the demoralization of severing their ties with home, and they +shrank from forming others. Then the charm of the idle, eventless life +grew upon them, and united them in a fond reluctance from the inevitable +end. + +Now that the beginning of the end had come, the pangs of disintegration +were felt in all the once-more-repellant particles. Burnamy and Miss +Triscoe, as they hung upon the rail, owned to each other that they hated +to have the voyage over. They had liked leaving Plymouth and being at +sea again; they wished that they need not be reminded of another +debarkation by the energy of the crane in hoisting the Cherbourg baggage +from the hold. + +They approved of the picturesqueness of three French vessels of war that +passed, dragging their kraken shapes low through the level water. At +Cherbourg an emotional French tender came out to the ship, very different +in her clamorous voices and excited figures from the steady self-control +of the English tender at Plymouth; and they thought the French +fortifications much more on show than the English had been. Nothing +marked their youthful date so much to the Marches, who presently joined +them, as their failure to realize that in this peaceful sea the great +battle between the Kearsarge and the Alabama was fought. The elder +couple tried to affect their imaginations with the fact which reanimated +the spectre of a dreadful war for themselves; but they had to pass on +and, leave the young people unmoved. + +Mrs. March wondered if they noticed the debarkation of the pivotal girl, +whom she saw standing on the deck of the tender, with her hands at her +waist, and giving now this side and now that side of her face to the +young men waving their hats to her from the rail of the ship. Burnamy +was not of their number, and he seemed not to know that the girl was +leaving him finally to Miss Triscoe. If Miss Triscoe knew it she did +nothing the whole of that long, last afternoon to profit by the fact. +Burnamy spent a great part of it in the chair beside Mrs. March, and he +showed an intolerable resignation to the girl's absence. + +"Yes," said March, taking the place Burnamy left at last, "that terrible +patience of youth!" + +"Patience? Folly! Stupidity! They ought to be together every instant! +Do they suppose that life is full of such chances? Do they think that +fate has nothing to do but--" + +She stopped for a fit climax, and he suggested, "Hang round and wait on +them?" + +"Yes! It's their one chance in a life-time, probably." + +"Then you've quite decided that they're in love?" He sank comfortably +back, and put up his weary legs on the chair's extension with the +conviction that love had no such joy as that to offer. + +"I've decided that they're intensely interested in each other." + +"Then what more can we ask of them? And why do you care what they do or +don't do with their chance? Why do you wish their love well, if it's +that? Is marriage such a very certain good?" + +"It isn't all that it might be, but it's all that there is. What would +our lives have been without it?" she retorted. + +"Oh, we should have got on. It's such a tremendous risk that we, ought +to go round begging people to think twice, to count a hundred, or a +nonillion, before they fall in love to the marrying-point. I don't mind +their flirting; that amuses them; but marrying is a different thing. +I doubt if Papa Triscoe would take kindly to the notion of a son-in-law +he hadn't selected himself, and his daughter doesn't strike me as a young +lady who has any wisdom to throw away on a choice. She has her little +charm; her little gift of beauty, of grace, of spirit, and the other +things that go with her age and sex; but what could she do for a fellow +like Burnamy, who has his way to make, who has the ladder of fame to +climb, with an old mother at the bottom of it to look after? You +wouldn't want him to have an eye on Miss Triscoe's money, even if she had +money, and I doubt if she has much. It's all very pretty to have a girl +like her fascinated with a youth of his simple traditions; though Burnamy +isn't altogether pastoral in his ideals, and he looks forward to a place +in the very world she belongs to. I don't think it's for us to promote +the affair." + +"Well, perhaps you're right," she sighed. "I will let them alone from +this out. Thank goodness, I shall not have them under my eyes very +long." + +"Oh, I don't think there's any harm done yet," said her husband, with a +laugh. + +At dinner there seemed so little harm of the kind he meant that she +suffered from an illogical disappointment. The young people got through +the meal with no talk that seemed inductive; Burnamy left the table +first, and Miss Triscoe bore his going without apparent discouragement; +she kept on chatting with March till his wife took him away to their +chairs on deck. + +There were a few more ships in sight than there were in mid-ocean; but +the late twilight thickened over the North Sea quite like the night after +they left New York, except that it was colder; and their hearts turned to +their children, who had been in abeyance for the week past, with a +remorseful pang. "Well, she said, "I wish we were going to be in New +York to-morrow, instead of Hamburg." + +"Oh, no! Oh, no!" he protested. "Not so bad as that, my dear. This is +the last night, and it's hard to manage, as the last night always is. I +suppose the last night on earth--" + +"Basil!" she implored. + +"Well, I won't, then. But what I want is to see a Dutch lugger. I've +never seen a Dutch lugger, and--" + +She suddenly pressed his arm, and in obedience to the signal he was +silent; though it seemed afterwards that he ought to have gone on talking +as if he did not see Burnamy and Miss Triscoe swinging slowly by. They +were walking close together, and she was leaning forward and looking up +into his face while he talked. + +"Now," Mrs. March whispered, long after they were out of hearing, "let us +go instantly. I wouldn't for worlds have them see us here when they get +found again. They would feel that they had to stop and speak, and that +would spoil everything. Come!" + + + + +XVII. + +Burnamy paused in a flow of autobiography, and modestly waited for Miss +Triscoe's prompting. He had not to wait long. + +"And then, how soon did you think of printing your things in a book?" + +"Oh, about as soon as they began to take with the public." + +"How could you tell that they were-taking?" + +"They were copied into other papers, and people talked about them." + +"And that was what made Mr. Stoller want you to be his secretary?" + +"I don't believe it was. The theory in the office was that he didn't +think much of them; but he knows I can write shorthand, and put things +into shape." + +"What things?" + +"Oh--ideas. He has a notion of trying to come forward in politics. He +owns shares in everything but the United States Senate--gas, electricity, +railroads, aldermen, newspapers--and now he would like some Senate. +That's what I think." + +She did not quite understand, and she was far from knowing that this +cynic humor expressed a deadlier pessimism than her father's fiercest +accusals of the country. "How fascinating it is!" she said, innocently. + +"And I suppose they all envy your coming out?" + +"In the office?" + +"Yes. I should envy, them--staying." + +Burnamy laughed. "I don't believe they envy me. It won't be all roses +for me--they know that. But they know that I can take care of myself if +it isn't." He remembered something one of his friends in the office had +said of the painful surprise the Bird of Prey would feel if he ever tried +his beak on him in the belief that he was soft. + +She abruptly left the mere personal question. "And which would you +rather write: poems or those kind of sketches?" + +"I don't know," said Burnamy, willing to talk of himself on any terms. +"I suppose that prose is the thing for our time, rather more; but there +are things you can't say in prose. I used to write a great deal of verse +in college; but I didn't have much luck with editors till Mr. March took +this little piece for 'Every Other Week'." + +"Little? I thought it was a long poem!" + +Burnamy laughed at the notion. "It's only eight lines." + +"Oh!" said the girl. "What is it about?" + +He yielded to the temptation with a weakness which he found incredible in +a person of his make. "I can repeat it if you won't give me away to Mrs. +March." + +"Oh, no indeed!" He said the lines over to her very simply and well." +They are beautiful--beautiful!" + +"Do you think so?" he gasped, in his joy at her praise. + +"Yes, lovely. Do you know, you are the first literary man--the only +literary man--I ever talked with. They must go out--somewhere! Papa +must meet them at his clubs. But I never do; and so I'm making the most +of you." + +"You can't make too much of me, Miss Triscoe," said Burnamy. + +She would not mind his mocking. "That day you spoke about 'The Maiden +Knight', don't you know, I had never heard any talk about books in that +way. I didn't know you were an author then." + +"Well, I'm not much of an author now," he said, cynically, to retrieve +his folly in repeating his poem to her. + +"Oh, that will do for you to say. But I know what Mrs. March thinks." + +He wished very much to know what Mrs. March thought, too; 'Every Other +Week' was such a very good place that he could not conscientiously +neglect any means of having his work favorably considered there; if Mrs. +March's interest in it would act upon her husband, ought not he to know +just how much she thought of him as a writer? "Did she like the poem." + +Miss Triscoe could not recall that Mrs. March had said anything about the +poem, but she launched herself upon the general current of Mrs. March's +liking for Burnamy. "But it wouldn't do to tell you all she said!" +This was not what he hoped, but be was richly content when she returned +to his personal history. "And you didn't know any one when, you went up +to Chicago from--" + +"Tippecanoe? Not exactly that. I wasn't acquainted with any one in the +office, but they had printed somethings of mine, and they were willing to +let me try my hand. That was all I could ask." + +"Of course! You knew you could do the rest. Well, it is like a romance. +A woman couldn't have such an adventure as that!" sighed the girl. + +"But women do!" Burnamy retorted. "There is a girl writing on the paper +now--she's going to do the literary notices while I'm gone--who came to +Chicago from Ann Arbor, with no more chance than I had, and who's made +her way single-handed from interviewing up." + +"Oh," said Miss Triscoe, with a distinct drop in her enthusiasm. +"Is she nice?" + +"She's mighty clever, and she's nice enough, too, though the kind of +journalism that women do isn't the most dignified. And she's one of the +best girls I know, with lots of sense." + +"It must be very interesting," said Miss Triscoe, with little interest in +the way she said it. "I suppose you're quite a little community by +yourselves." + +"On the paper?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, some of us know one another, in the office, but most of us don't. +There's quite a regiment of people on a big paper. If you'd like to come +out," Burnamy ventured, "perhaps you could get the Woman's Page to do." + +"What's that?" + +"Oh, fashion; and personal gossip about society leaders; and recipes for +dishes and diseases; and correspondence on points of etiquette." + +He expected her to shudder at the notion, but she merely asked, "Do women +write it?" + +He laughed reminiscently. "Well, not always. We had one man who used to +do it beautifully--when he was sober. The department hasn't had any +permanent head since." + +He was sorry he had said this, but it did not seem to shock her, and no +doubt she had not taken it in fully. She abruptly left the subject. +"Do you know what time we really get in to-morrow?" + +"About one, I believe--there's a consensus of stewards to that effect, +anyway." After a pause he asked, "Are you likely to be in Carlsbad?" + +"We are going to Dresden, first, I believe. Then we may go on down to +Vienna. But nothing is settled, yet." + +"Are you going direct to Dresden?" + +"I don't know. We may stay in Hamburg a day or two." + +"I've got to go straight to Carlsbad. There's a sleeping-car that will +get me there by morning: Mr. Stoller likes zeal. But I hope you'll let +me be of use to you any way I can, before we part tomorrow." + +"You're very kind. You've been very good already--to papa." +He protested that he had not been at all good. "But he's used to taking +care of himself on the other side. Oh, it's this side, now!" + +"So it is! How strange that seems! It's actually Europe. But as long +as we're at sea, we can't realize it. Don't you hate to have experiences +slip through your fingers?" + +"I don't know. A girl doesn't have many experiences of her own; they're +always other people's." + +This affected Burnamy as so profound that he did not question its truth. +He only suggested, "Well; sometimes they make other people have the +experiences." + +Whether Miss Triscoe decided that this was too intimate or not she left +the question. "Do you understand German?" + +"A little. I studied it at college, and I've cultivated a sort of beer- +garden German in Chicago. I can ask for things." + +"I can't, except in French, and that's worse than English, in Germany, +I hear." + +"Then you must let me be your interpreter up to the last moment. Will +you?" + +She did not answer. "It must be rather late, isn't it?" she asked. He +let her see his watch, and she said, "Yes, it's very late," and led the +way within. "I must look after my packing; papa's always so prompt, and +I must justify myself for making him let me give up my maid when we left +home; we expect to get one in Dresden. Good-night!" + +Burnamy looked after her drifting down their corridor, and wondered +whether it would have been a fit return for her expression of a sense of +novelty in him as a literary man if he had told her that she was the +first young lady he had known who had a maid. The fact awed him; Miss +Triscoe herself did not awe him so much. + + + + +XVIII. + +The next morning was merely a transitional period, full of turmoil and +disorder, between the broken life of the sea and the untried life of the +shore. No one attempted to resume the routine of the voyage. People +went and came between their rooms and the saloons and the decks, and were +no longer careful to take their own steamer chairs when they sat down for +a moment. + +In the cabins the berths were not made up, and those who remained below +had to sit on their hard edges, or on the sofas, which were cumbered +with, hand-bags and rolls of shawls. At an early hour after breakfast +the bedroom stewards began to get the steamer trunks out and pile them in +the corridors; the servants all became more caressingly attentive; and +people who had left off settling the amount of the fees they were going +to give, anxiously conferred together. The question whether you ought +ever to give the head steward anything pressed crucially at the early +lunch, and Kenby brought only a partial relief by saying that he always +regarded the head steward as an officer of the ship. March made the +experiment of offering him six marks, and the head steward took them +quite as if he were not an officer of the ship. He also collected a +handsome fee for the music, which is the tax levied on all German ships +beyond the tolls exacted on the steamers of other nations. + +After lunch the flat shore at Cuxhaven was so near that the summer +cottages of the little watering-place showed through the warm drizzle +much like the summer cottages of our own shore, and if it had not been +for the strange, low sky, the Americans might easily have fancied +themselves at home again. + +Every one waited on foot while the tender came out into the stream where +the Norumbia had dropped anchor. People who had brought their hand- +baggage with them from their rooms looked so much safer with it that +people who had left theirs to their stewards had to go back and pledge +them afresh not to forget it. The tender came alongside, and the +transfer of the heavy trunks began, but it seemed such an endless work +that every one sat down in some other's chair. At last the trunks were +all on the tender, and the bareheaded stewards began to run down the +gangways with the hand-baggage. "Is this Hoboken?" March murmured in his +wife's ear, with a bewildered sense of something in the scene like the +reversed action of the kinematograph. + +On the deck of the tender there was a brief moment of reunion among the +companions of the voyage, the more intimate for their being crowded +together under cover from the drizzle which now turned into a dashing +rain. Burnamy's smile appeared, and then Mrs. March recognized Miss +Triscoe and her father in their travel dress; they were not far from +Burnamy's smile, but he seemed rather to have charge of the Eltwins, whom +he was helping look after their bags and bundles. Rose Adding was +talking with Kenby, and apparently asking his opinion of something; Mrs. +Adding sat near them tranquilly enjoying her son. + +Mrs. March made her husband identify their baggage, large and small, and +after he had satisfied her, he furtively satisfied himself by a fresh +count that it was all there. But he need not have taken the trouble; +their long, calm bedroom-steward was keeping guard over it; his eyes +expressed a contemptuous pity for their anxiety, whose like he must have +been very tired of. He brought their handbags into the customs-room at +the station where they landed; and there took a last leave and a last fee +with unexpected cordiality. + +Again their companionship suffered eclipse in the distraction which the +customs inspectors of all countries bring to travellers; and again they +were united during the long delay in the waiting-room, which was also the +restaurant. It was full of strange noises and figures and odors--the +shuffling of feet, the clash of crockery, the explosion of nervous German +voices, mixed with the smell of beer and ham, and the smoke of cigars. +Through it all pierced the wail of a postman standing at the door with a +letter in his hand and calling out at regular intervals, "Krahnay, +Krahnay! "When March could bear it no longer he went up to him and +shouted, "Crane! Crane!" and the man bowed gratefully, and began to cry, +"Kren! Kren!" But whether Mr. Crane got his letter or not, he never +knew. + +People were swarming at the window of the telegraph-office, and sending +home cablegrams to announce their safe arrival; March could not forbear +cabling to his son, though he felt it absurd. There was a great deal of +talking, but no laughing, except among the Americans, and the girls +behind the bar who tried to understand, what they wanted, and then served +them with what they chose for them. Otherwise the Germans, though +voluble, were unsmiling, and here on the threshold of their empire the +travellers had their first hint of the anxious mood which seems habitual +with these amiable people. + +Mrs. Adding came screaming with glee to March where he sat with his wife, +and leaned over her son to ask, "Do you know what lese-majesty is? Rose +is afraid I've committed it!" + +"No, I don't," said March. "But it's the unpardonable sin. What have +you been doing?" + +"I asked the official at the door when our train would start, and when he +said at half past three, I said, 'How tiresome!' Rose says the railroads +belong to the state here, and that if I find fault with the time-table, +it's constructive censure of the Emperor, and that's lese-majesty." She +gave way to her mirth, while the boy studied March's face with an +appealing smile. + +"Well, I don't think you'll be arrested this time, Mrs. Adding; but I +hope it will be a warning to Mrs. March. She's been complaining of the +coffee." + +"Indeed I shall say what I like," said Mrs. March. "I'm an American." + +"Well, you'll find you're a German, if you like to say anything +disagreeable about the coffee in the restaurant of the Emperor's railroad +station; the first thing you know I shall be given three months on your +account." + +Mrs. Adding asked: "Then they won't punish ladies? There, Rose! I'm +safe, you see; and you're still a minor, though you are so wise for your +years." + +She went back to her table, where Kenby came and sat down by her. + +"I don't know that I quite like her playing on that sensitive child,", +said Mrs. March. "And you've joined with her in her joking. Go and +speak, to him!" + +The boy was slowly following his mother, with his head fallen. March +overtook him, and he started nervously at the touch of a hand on his +shoulder, and then looked gratefully up into the man's face. March tried +to tell him what the crime of lese-majesty was, and he said: "Oh, yes. +I understood that. But I got to thinking; and I don't want my mother to +take any risks." + +"I don't believe she will, really, Rose. But I'll speak to her, and tell +her she can't be too cautious." + +"Not now, please!" the boy entreated. + +"Well, I'll find another chance," March assented. He looked round and +caught a smiling nod from Burnamy, who was still with the Eltwins; the +Triscoes were at a table by themselves; Miss Triseoe nodded too, but her +father appeared not to see March. "It's all right, with Rose," he said, +when he sat down again by his wife; "but I guess it's all over with +Burnamy," and he told her what he had seen. "Do you think it came to any +displeasure between them last night? Do you suppose he offered himself, +and she--" + +"What nonsense!" said Mrs. March, but she was not at peace. "It's her +father who's keeping her away from him." + +"I shouldn't mind that. He's keeping her away from us, too." But at +that moment Miss Triscoe as if she had followed his return from afar, +came over to speak to his wife. She said they were going on to Dresden +that evening, and she was afraid they might have no chance to see each +other on the train or in Hamburg. March, at this advance, went to speak +with her father; he found him no more reconciled to Europe than America. + +"They're Goths," he said of the Germans. "I could hardly get that stupid +brute in the telegraph-office to take my despatch." + +On his way back to his wife March met Miss Triscoe; he was not altogether +surprised to meet Burnamy with her, now. The young fellow asked if he +could be of any use to him, and then he said he would look him up in the +train. He seemed in a hurry, but when he walked away with Miss Triscoe +he did not seem in a hurry. + +March remarked upon the change to his wife, and she sighed, "Yes, you can +see that as far as they're concerned." + +"It's a great pity that there should be parents to complicate these +affairs," he said. "How simple it would be if there were no parties to +them but the lovers! But nature is always insisting upon fathers and +mothers, and families on both sides." + + + + +XIX. + +The long train which they took at last was for the Norumbia's people +alone, and it was of several transitional and tentative types of cars. +Some were still the old coach-body carriages; but most were of a strange +corridor arrangement, with the aide at the aide, and the seats crossing +from it, with compartments sometimes rising to the roof, and sometimes +rising half-way. No two cars seemed quite alike, but all were very +comfortable; and when the train began to run out through the little sea- +side town into the country, the old delight of foreign travel began. +Most of the houses were little and low and gray, with ivy or flowering +vines covering their walls to their browntiled roofs; there was here and +there a touch of Northern Gothic in the architecture; but usually where +it was pretentious it was in the mansard taste, which was so bad with us +a generation ago, and is still very bad in Cuxhaven. + +The fields, flat and wide, were dotted with familiar shapes of Holstein +cattle, herded by little girls, with their hair in yellow pigtails. The +gray, stormy sky hung low, and broke in fitful rains; but perhaps for the +inclement season of mid-summer it was not very cold. Flowers were +blooming along the embankments and in the rank green fields with a dogged +energy; in the various distances were groups of trees embowering cottages +and even villages, and always along the ditches and watercourses were +double lines of low willows. At the first stop the train made, the +passengers flocked to the refreshment-booth, prettily arranged beside the +station, where the abundance of the cherries and strawberries gave proof +that vegetation was in other respects superior to the elements. But it +was not of the profusion of the sausages, and the ham which openly in +slices or covertly in sandwiches claimed its primacy in the German +affections; every form of this was flanked by tall glasses of beer. + +A number of the natives stood by and stared unsmiling at the train, which +had broken out in a rash of little American flags at every window. This +boyish display, which must have made the Americans themselves laugh, if +their sense of humor had not been lost in their impassioned patriotism, +was the last expression of unity among the Norumbia's passengers, and +they met no more in their sea-solidarity. Of their table acquaintance +the Marches saw no one except Burnamy, who came through the train looking +for them. He said he was in one of the rear cars with the Eltwins, and +was going to Carlsbad with them in the sleeping-car train leaving Hamburg +at seven. He owned to having seen the Triscoes since they had left +Cuxhaven; Mrs. March would not suffer herself to ask him whether they +were in the same carriage with the Eltwins. He had got a letter from +Mr. Stoller at Cuxhaven, and he begged the Marches to let him engage +rooms for them at the hotel where he was going to stay with him. + +After they reached Hamburg they had flying glimpses of him and of others +in the odious rivalry to get their baggage examined first which seized +upon all, and in which they no longer knew one another, but selfishly +struggled for the good-will of porters and inspectors. There was really +no such haste; but none could govern themselves against the general +frenzy. With the porter he secured March conspired and perspired to win +the attention of a cold but not unkindly inspector. The officer opened +one trunk, and after a glance at it marked all as passed, and then there +ensued a heroic strife with the porter as to the pieces which were to go +to the Berlin station for their journey next day, and the pieces which +were to go to the hotel overnight. At last the division was made; the +Marches got into a cab of the first class; and the porter, crimson and +steaming at every pore from the physical and intellectual strain, went +back into the station. + +They had got the number of their cab from the policeman who stands at the +door of all large German stations and supplies the traveller with a +metallic check for the sort of vehicle he demands. They were not proud, +but it seemed best not to risk a second-class cab in a strange city, and +when their first-class cab came creaking and limping out of the rank, +they saw how wise they had been, if one of the second class could have +been worse. + +As they rattled away from the station they saw yet another kind of +turnout, which they were destined to see more and more in the German +lands. It was that team of a woman harnessed with a dog to a cart which +the women of no other country can see without a sense of personal insult. +March tried to take the humorous view, and complained that they had not +been offered the choice of such an equipage by the policeman, but his +wife would not be amused. She said that no country which suffered such a +thing could be truly civilized, though he made her observe that no city +in the world, except Boston or Brooklyn, was probably so thoroughly +trolleyed as Hamburg. The hum of the electric car was everywhere, and +everywhere the shriek of the wires overhead; batlike flights of +connecting plates traversed all the perspectives through which they drove +to the pleasant little hotel they had chosen. + + + + +XX. + +On one hand their windows looked toward a basin of the Elbe, where +stately white swans were sailing; and on the other to the new Rathhaus, +over the trees that deeply shaded the perennial mud of a cold, dim public +garden, where water-proof old women and impervious nurses sat, and +children played in the long twilight of the sour, rain-soaked summer of +the fatherland. It was all picturesque, and within-doors there was the +novelty of the meagre carpets and stalwart furniture of the Germans, and +their beds, which after so many ages of Anglo-Saxon satire remain +immutably preposterous. They are apparently imagined for the stature of +sleepers who have shortened as they broadened; their pillows are +triangularly shaped to bring the chin tight upon the breast under the +bloated feather bulk which is meant for covering, and which rises over +the sleeper from a thick substratum of cotton coverlet, neatly buttoned +into the upper sheet, with the effect of a portly waistcoat. + +The hotel was illumined by the kindly splendor of the uniformed portier, +who had met the travellers at the door, like a glowing vision of the +past, and a friendly air diffused itself through the whole house. At the +dinner, which, if not so cheap as they had somehow hoped, was by no means +bad, they took counsel with the English-speaking waiter as to what +entertainment Hamburg could offer for the evening, and by the time they +had drunk their coffee they had courage for the Circus Renz, which seemed +to be all there was. + +The conductor of the trolley-car, which they hailed at the street corner, +stopped it and got off the platform, and stood in the street until they +were safely aboard, without telling them to step lively, or pulling them +up the steps; or knuckling them in the back to make them move forward. +He let them get fairly seated before be started the car, and so lost the +fun of seeing them lurch and stagger violently, and wildly clutch each +other for support. The Germans have so little sense of humor that +probably no one in the car would have been amused to see the strangers +flung upon the floor. No one apparently found it droll that the +conductor should touch his cap to them when he asked for their fare; no +one smiled at their efforts to make him understand where they wished to +go, and he did not wink at the other passengers in trying to find out. +Whenever the car stopped he descended first, and did not remount till the +dismounting passenger had taken time to get well away from it. When the +Marches got into the wrong car in coming home, and were carried beyond +their street, the conductor would not take their fare. + +The kindly civility which environed them went far to alleviate the +inclemency of the climate; it began to rain as soon as they left the +shelter of the car, but a citizen of whom they asked the nearest way to +the Circus Renz was so anxious to have them go aright that they did not +mind the wet, and the thought of his goodness embittered March's self- +reproach for under-tipping the sort of gorgeous heyduk, with a staff like +a drum-major's, who left his place at the circus door to get their +tickets. He brought them back with a magnificent bow, and was then as +visibly disappointed with the share of the change returned to him as a +child would have been. + +They went to their places with the sting of his disappointment rankling +in their hearts. "One ought always to overpay them," March sighed, "and +I will do it from this time forth; we shall not be much the poorer for +it. That heyduk is not going to get off with less than a mark when we +come out." As an earnest of his good faith he gave the old man who +showed them to their box a tip that made him bow double, and he bought +every conceivable libretto and play-bill offered him at prices fixed by +his remorse. + +"One ought to do it," he said. "We are of the quality of good geniuses +to these poor souls; we are Fortune in disguise; we are money found in +the road. It is an accursed system, but they are more its victims than +we." His wife quite agreed with him, and with the same good conscience +between them they gave themselves up to the pure joy which the circus, +of all modern entertainments, seems alone to inspire. The house was full +from floor to roof when they came ins and every one was intent upon the +two Spanish clowns, Lui-Lui and Soltamontes, whose drolleries spoke the +universal language of circus humor, and needed no translation into either +German or English. They had missed by an event or two the more patriotic +attraction of "Miss Darlings, the American Star," as she was billed in +English, but they were in time for one of those equestrian performances +which leave the spectator almost exanimate from their prolixity, and the +pantomimic piece which closed the evening. + +This was not given until nearly the whole house had gone out and stayed +itself with beer and cheese and ham and sausage, in the restaurant which +purveys these light refreshments in the summer theatres all over Germany. +When the people came back gorged to the throat, they sat down in the +right mood to enjoy the allegory of "The Enchanted Mountain's Fantasy; +the Mountain episodes; the High-interesting Sledges-Courses on the Steep +Acclivities; the Amazing-Up-rush of the thence plunging-Four Trains, +which arrive with Lightnings-swiftness at the Top of the over-40-feet- +high Mountain-the Highest Triumph of the To-day's Circus-Art; the Sledge- +journey in the Wizard-mountain, and the Fairy Ballet in the Realm of the +Ghost-prince, with Gold and Silver, Jewel, Bloomghosts, Gnomes, +Gnomesses, and Dwarfs, in never-till-now-seen Splendor of Costume." The +Marches were happy in this allegory, and happier in the ballet, which is +everywhere delightfully innocent, and which here appealed with the large +flat feet and the plain good faces of the 'coryphees' to all that was +simplest and sweetest in their natures. They could not have resisted, if +they had wished, that environment, of good-will; and if it had not been +for the disappointed heyduk, they would have got home from their evening +at the Circus Renz without a pang. + +They looked for him everywhere when they came out, but he had vanished, +and they were left with a regret which, if unavailing, was not too +poignant. In spite of it they had still an exhilaration in their release +from the companionship of their fellow-voyagers which they analyzed as +the psychical revulsion from the strain of too great interest in them. +Mrs. March declared that for the present, at least, she wanted Europe +quite to themselves; and she said that not even for the pleasure of +seeing Burnamy and Miss Triscoe come into their box together world she +have suffered an American trespass upon their exclusive possession of the +Circus Renz. + +In the audience she had seen German officers for the first time in +Hamburg, and she meant, if unremitting question could bring out the +truth, to know why she had not met any others. She had read much of the +prevalence and prepotence of the German officers who would try to push +her off the sidewalk, till they realized that she was an American woman, +and would then submit to her inflexible purpose of holding it. But she +had been some seven or eight hours in Hamburg, and nothing of the kind +had happened to her, perhaps because she had hardly yet walked a block in +the city streets, but perhaps also because there seemed to be very few +officers or military of any kind in Hamburg. + + + + +XXI. + +Their absence was plausibly explained, the next morning, by the young +German friend who came in to see the Marches at breakfast. He said +Hamburg had been so long a free republic that the presence of a large +imperial garrison was distasteful to the people, and as a matter of fact +there were very few soldiers quartered there, whether the authorities +chose to indulge the popular grudge or not. He was himself in a joyful +flutter of spirits, for he had just the day before got his release from +military service. He gave them a notion of what the rapture of a man +reprieved from death might be, and he was as radiantly happy in the ill +health which had got him his release as if it had been the greatest +blessing of heaven. He bubbled over with smiling regrets that he should +be leaving his home for the first stage of the journey which he was to +take in search of strength, just as they had come, and he pressed them to +say if there were not something that he could do for them. + +"Yes," said Mrs. March, with a promptness surprising to her husband, who +could think of nothing; "tell us where Heinrich Heine lived when he was +in Hamburg. My husband has always had a great passion for him and wants +to look him up everywhere." + +March had forgotten that Heine ever lived in Hamburg, and the young man +had apparently never known it. His face fell; he wished to make Mrs. +March believe that it was only Heine's uncle who had lived there; but she +was firm; and when he had asked among the hotel people he came back +gladly owning that he was wrong, and that the poet used to live in +Konigstrasse, which was very near by, and where they could easily know +the house by his bust set in its front. The portier and the head waiter +shared his ecstasy in so easily obliging the friendly American pair, and +joined him in minutely instructing the driver when they shut them into +their carriage. + +They did not know that his was almost the only laughing face they should +see in the serious German Empire; just as they did not know that it +rained there every day. As they drove off in the gray drizzle with the +unfounded hope that sooner or later the weather would be fine, they bade +their driver be very slow in taking them through Konigstrasse, so that he +should by no means miss Heine's dwelling, and he duly stopped in front of +a house bearing the promised bust. They dismounted in order to revere it +more at their ease, but the bust proved, by an irony bitterer than the +sick, heart-breaking, brilliant Jew could have imagined in his cruelest +moment, to be that of the German Milton, the respectable poet Klopstock, +whom Heine abhorred and mocked so pitilessly. + +In fact it was here that the good, much-forgotten Klopstock dwelt, +when he came home to live with a comfortable pension from the Danish +government; and the pilgrims to the mistaken shrine went asking about +among the neighbors in Konigstrasse, for some manner of house where Heine +might have lived; they would have been willing to accept a flat, or any +sort of two-pair back. The neighbors were somewhat moved by the anxiety +of the strangers; but they were not so much moved as neighbors in Italy +would have been. There vas no eager and smiling sympathy in the little +crowd that gathered to see what was going on; they were patient of +question and kind in their helpless response, but they were not gay. +To a man they had not heard of Heine; even the owner of a sausage and +blood-pudding shop across the way had not heard of him; the clerk of a +stationer-and-bookseller's next to the butcher's had heard of him, but he +had never heard that he lived in Konigstrasse; he never had heard where +he lived in Hamburg. + +The pilgrims to the fraudulent shrine got back into their carriage, and +drove sadly away, instructing their driver with the rigidity which their +limited German favored, not to let any house with a bust in its front +escape him. He promised, and took his course out through Konigstrasse, +and suddenly they found themselves in a world of such eld and quaintness +that they forgot Heine as completely as any of his countrymen had done. +They were in steep and narrow streets, that crooked and turned with no +apparent purpose of leading anywhere, among houses that looked down upon +them with an astonished stare from the leaden-sashed windows of their +timber-laced gables. The facades with their lattices stretching in bands +quite across them, and with their steep roofs climbing high in +successions of blinking dormers, were more richly mediaeval than anything +the travellers had ever dreamt of before, and they feasted themselves +upon the unimagined picturesqueness with a leisurely minuteness which +brought responsive gazers everywhere to the windows; windows were set +ajar; shop doors were darkened by curious figures from within, and the +traffic of the tortuous alleys was interrupted by their progress. They +could not have said which delighted them more--the houses in the +immediate foreground, or the sharp high gables in the perspectives and +the background; but all were like the painted scenes of the stage, and +they had a pleasant difficulty in realizing that they were not persons in +some romantic drama. + +The illusion remained with them and qualified the impression which +Hamburg made by her much-trolleyed Bostonian effect; by the decorous +activity and Parisian architecture of her business streets; by the +turmoil of her quays, and the innumerable masts and chimneys of her +shipping. At the heart of all was that quaintness, that picturesqueness +of the past, which embodied the spirit of the old Hanseatic city, and +seemed the expression of the home-side of her history. The sense of this +gained strength from such slight study of her annals as they afterwards +made, and assisted the digestion of some morsels of tough statistics. +In the shadow of those Gothic houses the fact that Hamburg was one of the +greatest coffee marts and money marts of the world had a romantic +glamour; and the fact that in the four years from 1870 till 1874 a +quarter of a million emigrants sailed on her ships for the United States +seemed to stretch a nerve of kindred feeling from those mediaeval streets +through the whole shabby length of Third Avenue. + +It was perhaps in this glamour, or this feeling of commercial solidarity, +that March went to have a look at the Hamburg Bourse, in the beautiful +new Rathhaus. It was not undergoing repairs, it was too new for that; +but it was in construction, and so it fulfilled the function of a public +edifice, in withholding its entire interest from the stranger. He could +not get into the Senate Chamber; but the Bourse was free to him, and when +he stepped within, it rose at him with a roar of voices and of feet like +the New York Stock Exchange. The spectacle was not so frantic; people +were not shaking their fists or fingers in each other's noses; but they +were all wild in the tamer German way, and he was glad to mount from the +Bourse to the poor little art gallery upstairs, and to shut out its +clamor. He was not so glad when he looked round on these, his first, +examples of modern German art. The custodian led him gently about and +said which things were for sale, and it made his heart ache to see how +bad they were, and to think that, bad as they were, he could not buy any +of them. + + + + +XXII. + +In the start from Cuxhaven the passengers had the irresponsible ease of +people ticketed through, and the steamship company had still the charge +of their baggage. But when the Marches left Hamburg for Leipsic (where +they had decided to break the long pull to Carlsbad), all the anxieties +of European travel, dimly remembered from former European days, offered +themselves for recognition. A porter vanished with their hand-baggage +before they could note any trait in him for identification; other porters +made away with their trunks; and the interpreter who helped March buy his +tickets, with a vocabulary of strictly railroad English, had to help him +find the pieces in the baggage-room, curiously estranged in a mountain of +alien boxes. One official weighed them; another obliged him to pay as +much in freight as for a third passenger, and gave him an illegible scrap +of paper which recorded their number and destination. The interpreter +and the porters took their fees with a professional effect of +dissatisfaction, and he went to wait with his wife amidst the smoking and +eating and drinking in the restaurant. They burst through with the rest +when the doors were opened to the train, and followed a glimpse of the +porter with their hand-bags, as he ran down the platform, still bent upon +escaping them, and brought him to bay at last in a car where he had got +very good seats for them, and sank into their places, hot and humiliated +by their needless tumult. + +As they cooled, they recovered their self-respect, and renewed a youthful +joy in some of the long-estranged facts. The road was rougher than the +roads at home; but for much less money they had the comfort, without the +unavailing splendor, of a Pullman in their second-class carriage. Mrs. +March had expected to be used with the severity on the imperial railroads +which she had failed to experience from the military on the Hamburg +sidewalks, but nothing could be kindlier than the whole management toward +her. Her fellow-travellers were not lavish of their rights, as Americans +are; what they got, that they kept; and in the run from Hamburg to +Leipsic she had several occasions to observe that no German, however +young or robust, dreams of offering a better place, if he has one, to a +lady in grace to her sex or age; if they got into a carriage too late to +secure a forward-looking seat, she rode backward to the end of that +stage. But if they appealed to their fellow-travellers for information +about changes, or stops, or any of the little facts that they wished to +make sure of, they were enlightened past possibility of error. At the +point where they might have gone wrong the explanations were renewed with +a thoughtfulness which showed that their anxieties had not been +forgotten. She said she could not see how any people could be both so +selfish and so sweet, and her husband seized the advantage of saying +something offensive: + +"You women are so pampered in America that you are astonished when you +are treated in Europe like the mere human beings you are." + +She answered with unexpected reasonableness: + +"Yes, there's something in that; but when the Germans have taught us how +despicable we are as women, why do they treat us so well as human +beings?" + +This was at ten o'clock, after she had ridden backward a long way, and at +last, within an hour of Leipsic, had got a seat confronting him. The +darkness had now hidden the landscape, but the impression of its few +simple elements lingered pleasantly in their sense: long levels, densely +wooded with the precise, severely disciplined German forests, and +checkered with fields of grain and grass, soaking under the thin rain +that from time to time varied the thin sunshine. + +The villages and peasants' cottages were notably few; but there was here +and there a classic or a gothic villa, which, at one point, an English- +speaking young lady turned from her Tauchnitz novel to explain as the +seat of some country gentleman; the land was in large holdings, and this +accounted for the sparsity of villages and cottages. + +She then said that she was a German teacher of English, in Hamburg, and +was going home to Potsdam for a visit. She seemed like a German girl out +of 'The Initials', and in return for this favor Mrs. March tried to +invest herself with some romantic interest as an American. She failed to +move the girl's fancy, even after she had bestowed on her an immense +bunch of roses which the young German friend in Hamburg had sent to them +just before they left their hotel. She failed, later, on the same ground +with the pleasant-looking English woman who got into their carriage at +Magdeburg, and talked over the 'London Illustrated News' with an English- +speaking Fraulein in her company; she readily accepted the fact of Mrs. +March's nationality, but found nothing wonderful in it, apparently; and +when she left the train she left Mrs. March to recall with fond regret +the old days in Italy when she first came abroad, and could make a whole +carriage full of Italians break into ohs and ahs by saying that she was +an American, and telling how far she had come across the sea. + +"Yes," March assented, "but that was a great while ago, and Americans +were much rarer than they are now in Europe. The Italians are so much +more sympathetic than the Germans and English, and they saw that you +wanted to impress them. Heaven knows how little they cared! And then, +you were a very pretty young girl in those days; or at least I thought +so." + +"Yes," she sighed, "and now I'm a plain old woman." + +"Oh, not quite so bad as that." + +"Yes, I am! Do you think they would have cared more if it had been Miss +Triscoe?" + +"Not so much as if it had been the pivotal girl. They would have found +her much more their ideal of the American woman; and even she would have +had to have been here thirty years ago." + +She laughed a little ruefully. "Well, at any rate, I should like to know +how Miss Triscoe would have affected them." + +"I should much rather know what sort of life that English woman is living +here with her German husband; I fancied she had married rank. I could +imagine how dull it must be in her little Saxon town, from the way she +clung to her Illustrated News, and explained the pictures of the +royalties to her friend. There is romance for you!" + +They arrived at Leipsic fresh and cheerful after their five hours' +journey, and as in a spell of their travelled youth they drove up through +the academic old town, asleep under its dimly clouded sky, and silent +except for the trolley-cars that prowled its streets with their feline +purr, and broke at times into a long, shrill caterwaul. A sense of the +past imparted itself to the well-known encounter with the portier and the +head waiter at the hotel door, to the payment of the driver, to the +endeavor of the secretary to have them take the most expensive rooms in +the house, and to his compromise upon the next most, where they found +themselves in great comfort, with electric lights and bells, and a quick +succession of fee-taking call-boys in dress-coats too large for them. +The spell was deepened by the fact, which March kept at the bottom of his +consciousness for the present, that one of their trunks was missing. +This linked him more closely to the travel of other days, and he spent +the next forenoon in a telegraphic search for the estray, with emotions +tinged by the melancholy of recollection, but in the security that since +it was somewhere in the keeping of the state railway, it would be finally +restored to him. + + + + +XXIII. + +Their windows, as they saw in the morning, looked into a large square of +aristocratic physiognomy, and of a Parisian effect in architecture, which +afterwards proved characteristic of the town, if not quite so +characteristic as to justify the passion of Leipsic for calling itself +Little Paris. The prevailing tone was of a gray tending to the pale +yellow of the Tauchnitz editions with which the place is more familiarly +associated in the minds of English-speaking travellers. It was rather +more sombre than it might have been if the weather had been fair; but a +quiet rain was falling dreamily that morning, and the square was provided +with a fountain which continued to dribble in the rare moments when the +rain forgot itself. The place was better shaded than need be in that +sunless land by the German elms that look like ours and it was +sufficiently stocked with German statues, that look like no others. It +had a monument, too, of the sort with which German art has everywhere +disfigured the kindly fatherland since the war with France. These +monuments, though they are so very ugly, have a sort of pathos as records +of the only war in which Germany unaided has triumphed against a foreign +foe, but they are as tiresome as all such memorial pomps must be. It is +not for the victories of a people that any other people can care. The +wars come and go in blood and tears; but whether they are bad wars, or +what are comically called good wars, they are of one effect in death and +sorrow, and their fame is an offence to all men not concerned in them, +till time has softened it to a memory + + "Of old, unhappy, far-off things, + And battles long ago." + +It was for some such reason that while the Marches turned with instant +satiety from the swelling and strutting sculpture which celebrated the +Leipsic heroes of the war of 1870, they had heart for those of the war of +1813; and after their noonday dinner they drove willingly, in a pause of +the rain, out between yellowing harvests of wheat and oats to the field +where Napoleon was beaten by the Russians, Austrians and Prussians (it +always took at least three nations to beat the little wretch) fourscore +years before. Yet even there Mrs. March was really more concerned for +the sparsity of corn-flowers in the grain, which in their modern +character of Kaiserblumen she found strangely absent from their loyal +function; and March was more taken with the notion of the little gardens +which his guide told him the citizens could have in the suburbs of +Leipsic and enjoy at any trolley-car distance from their homes. He saw +certain of these gardens in groups, divided by low, unenvious fences, and +sometimes furnished with summer-houses, where the tenant could take his +pleasure in the evening air, with his family. The guide said he had such +a garden himself, at a rent of seven dollars a year, where he raised +vegetables and flowers, and spent his peaceful leisure; and March fancied +that on the simple domestic side of their life, which this fact gave him +a glimpse of, the Germans were much more engaging than in their character +of victors over either the First or the Third Napoleon. But probably +they would not have agreed with him, and probably nations will go on +making themselves cruel and tiresome till humanity at last prevails over +nationality. + +He could have put the case to the guide himself; but though the guide was +imaginably liberated to a cosmopolitan conception of things by three +years' service as waiter in English hotels, where he learned the +language, he might not have risen to this. He would have tried, for he +was a willing and kindly soul, though he was not a 'valet de place' by +profession. There seemed in fact but one of that useless and amusing +race (which is everywhere falling into decay through the rivalry of the +perfected Baedeker,) left in Leipsic, and this one was engaged, so that +the Marches had to devolve upon their ex-waiter, who was now the keeper +of a small restaurant. He gladly abandoned his business to the care of +his wife, in order to drive handsomely about in his best clothes, with +strangers who did not exact too much knowledge from him. In his zeal to +do something he possessed himself of March's overcoat when they +dismounted at their first gallery, and let fall from its pocket his +prophylactic flask of brandy, which broke with a loud crash on the marble +floor in the presence of several masterpieces, and perfumed the whole +place. The masterpieces were some excellent works of Luke Kranach, who +seemed the only German painter worth looking at when there were any Dutch +or Italian pictures near, but the travellers forgot the name and nature +of the Kranachs, and remembered afterwards only the shattered fragments +of the brandy-flask, just how they looked on the floor, and the fumes, +how they smelt, that rose from the ruin. + +It might have been a warning protest of the veracities against what they +were doing; but the madness of sight-seeing, which spoils travel, was on +them, and they delivered themselves up to it as they used in their +ignorant youth, though now they knew its futility so well. They spared +themselves nothing that they had time for, that day, and they felt +falsely guilty for their omissions, as if they really had been duties to +art and history which must be discharged, like obligations to one's maker +and one's neighbor. + +They had a touch of genuine joy in the presence of the beautiful old +Rathhaus, and they were sensible of something like a genuine emotion in +passing the famous and venerable university; the very air of Leipsic is +redolent of printing and publication, which appealed to March in his +quality of editor, and they could not fail of an impression of the quiet +beauty of the town, with its regular streets of houses breaking into +suburban villas of an American sort, and intersected with many canals, +which in the intervals of the rain were eagerly navigated by pleasure +boats, and contributed to the general picturesqueness by their frequent +bridges, even during the drizzle. There seemed to be no churches to do, +and as it was a Sunday, the galleries were so early closed against them +that they were making a virtue as well as a pleasure of the famous scene +of Napoleon's first great defeat. + +By a concert between their guide and driver their carriage drew up at the +little inn by the road-side, which is also a museum stocked with relics +from the battle-field, and with objects of interest relating to it. Old +muskets, old swords, old shoes and old coats, trumpets, drums, gun- +carriages, wheels, helmets, cannon balls, grape-shot, and all the +murderous rubbish which battles come to at last, with proclamations, +autographs, caricatures and likenesses of Napoleon, and effigies of all +the other generals engaged, and miniatures and jewels of their womenkind, +filled room after room, through which their owner vaunted his way, with a +loud pounding voice and a bad breath. When he wished them to enjoy some +gross British satire or clumsy German gibe at Bonaparte's expense, and +put his face close to begin the laugh, he was something so terrible that +March left the place with a profound if not a reasoned regret that the +French had not won the battle of Leipsic. He walked away musing +pensively upon the traveller's inadequacy to the ethics of history when a +breath could so sway him against his convictions; but even after he had +cleansed his lungs with some deep respirations he found himself still a +Bonapartist in the presence of that stone on the rising ground where +Napoleon sat to watch the struggle on the vast plain, and see his empire +slipping through his blood-stained fingers. It was with difficulty that +he could keep from revering the hat and coat which are sculptured on the +stone, but it was well that he succeeded, for he could not make out then +or afterwards whether the habiliments represented were really Napoleon's +or not, and they might have turned out to be Barclay de Tolly's. + +While he stood trying to solve this question of clothes he was startled +by the apparition of a man climbing the little slope from the opposite +quarter, and advancing toward them. He wore the imperial crossed by the +pointed mustache once so familiar to a world much the worse for them, and +March had the shiver of a fine moment in which he fancied the Third +Napoleon rising to view the scene where the First had looked his coming +ruin in the face. + +"Why, it's Miss Triscoe!" cried his wife, and before March had noticed +the approach of another figure, the elder and the younger lady had rushed +upon each other, and encountered with a kiss. At the same time the +visage of the last Emperor resolved itself into the face of General +Triscoe, who gave March his hand in a more tempered greeting. + +The ladies began asking each other of their lives since their parting two +days before, and the men strolled a few paces away toward the distant +prospect of Leipsic, which at that point silhouettes itself in a noble +stretch of roofs and spires and towers against the horizon. + +General Triscoe seemed no better satisfied with Germany than he had been +on first stepping ashore at Cuxhaven. He might still have been in a pout +with his own country, but as yet he had not made up with any other; and +he said, "What a pity Napoleon didn't thrash the whole dunderheaded lot! +His empire would have been a blessing to them, and they would have had +some chance of being civilized under the French. All this unification of +nationalities is the great humbug of the century. Every stupid race +thinks it's happy because it's united, and civilization has been set back +a hundred years by the wars that were fought to bring the unions about; +and more wars will have to be fought to keep them up. What a farce it +is! What's become of the nationality of the Danes in Schleswig-Holstein, +or the French in the Rhine Provinces, or the Italians in Savoy?" + +March had thought something like this himself, but to have it put by +General Triscoe made it offensive. "I don't know. Isn't it rather +quarrelling with the course of human events to oppose accomplished facts? +The unifications were bound to be, just as the separations before them +were. And so far they have made for peace, in Europe at least, and peace +is civilization. Perhaps after a great many ages people will come +together through their real interests, the human interests; but at +present it seems as if nothing but a romantic sentiment of patriotism can +unite them. By-and-by they may find that there is nothing in it." + +"Perhaps," said the general, discontentedly. "I don't see much promise +of any kind in the future." + +"Well, I don't know. When you think of the solid militarism of Germany, +you seem remanded to the most hopeless moment of the Roman Empire; you +think nothing can break such a force; but my guide says that even in +Leipsic the Socialists outnumber all the other parties, and the army is +the great field of the Socialist propaganda. The army itself may be +shaped into the means of democracy--even of peace." + +"You're very optimistic," said Triscoe, curtly. "As I read the signs, +we are not far from universal war. In less than a year we shall make the +break ourselves in a war with Spain." He looked very fierce as he +prophesied, and he dotted March over with his staccato glances. + +"Well, I'll allow that if Tammany comes in this year, we shall have war +with Spain. You can't ask more than that, General Triscoe?" + +Mrs. March and Miss Triscoe had not said a word of the 'battle of +Leipsic', or of the impersonal interests which it suggested to the men. +For all these, they might still have been sitting in their steamer chairs +on the promenade of the Norumbia at a period which seemed now of +geological remoteness. The girl accounted for not being in Dresden by +her father's having decided not to go through Berlin but to come by way +of Leipsic, which he thought they had better see; they had come without +stopping in Hamburg. They had not enjoyed Leipsic much; it had rained +the whole day before, and they had not gone out. She asked when Mrs. +March was going on to Carlsbad, and Mrs. March answered, the next +morning; her husband wished to begin his cure at once. + +Then Miss Triscoe pensively wondered if Carlsbad would do her father any +good; and Mrs. March discreetly inquired General Triscoe's symptoms. + +"Oh, he hasn't any. But I know he can't be well--with his gloomy +opinions." + +"They may come from his liver," said Mrs. March. "Nearly everything of +that kind does. I know that Mr. March has been terribly depressed at +times, and the doctor said it was nothing but his liver; and Carlsbad is +the great place for that, you know." + +"Perhaps I can get papa to run over some day, if he doesn't like Dresden. +It isn't very far, is it?" + +They referred to Mrs. March's Baedeker together, and found that it was +five hours. + +"Yes, that is what I thought," said Miss Triscoe, with a carelessness +which convinced Mrs. March she had looked up the fact already. + +"If you decide to come, you must let us get rooms for you at our hotel. +We're going to Pupp's; most of the English and Americans go to the hotels +on the Hill, but Pupp's is in the thick of it in the lower town; and it's +very gay, Mr. Kenby says; he's been there often. Mr. Burnamy is to get +our rooms." + +"I don't suppose I can get papa to go," said Miss Triscoe, so insincerely +that Mrs. March was sure she had talked over the different routes; to +Carlsbad with Burnamy--probably on the way from Cuxhaven. She looked up +from digging the point of her umbrella in the ground. "You didn't meet +him here this morning?" + +Mrs. March governed herself to a calm which she respected in asking, "Has +Mr. Burnamy been here?" + +"He came on with Mr. and Mrs. Eltwin, when we did, and they all decided +to stop over a day. They left on the twelve-o'clock train to-day." + +Mrs. March perceived that the girl had decided not to let the facts +betray themselves by chance, and she treated them as of no significance. + +"No, we didn't see him," she said, carelessly. + +The two men came walking slowly towards them, and Miss Triscoe said, +"We're going to Dresden this evening, but I hope we shall meet somewhere, +Mrs. March." + +"Oh, people never lose sight of each other in Europe; they can't; it's so +little!" + +"Agatha," said the girl's father, "Mr. March tells me that the museum +over there is worth seeing." + +"Well," the girl assented, and she took a winning leave of the Marches, +and moved gracefully away with her father. + +"I should have thought it was Agnes," said Mrs. March, following them +with her eyes before she turned upon her husband. "Did he tell you +Burnamy had been here? Well, he has! He has just gone on to Carlsbad. +He made, those poor old Eltwins stop over with him, so he could be with +her." + +"Did she say that?" + +"No, but of course he did." + +"Then it's all settled?" + +"No, it isn't settled. It's at the most interesting point." + +"Well, don't read ahead. You always want to look at the last page." + +"You were trying to look at the last page yourself," she retorted, and +she would have liked to punish him for his complex dishonesty toward the +affair; but upon the whole she kept her temper with him, and she made him +agree that Miss Triscoe's getting her father to Carlsbad was only a +question of time. + +They parted heart's-friends with their ineffectual guide, who was +affectionately grateful for the few marks they gave him, at the hotel +door; and they were in just the mood to hear men singing in a farther +room when they went down to supper. The waiter, much distracted from +their own service by his duties to it, told them it was the breakfast +party of students which they had heard beginning there about noon. The +revellers had now been some six hours at table, and he said they might +not rise before midnight; they had just got to the toasts, which were +apparently set to music. + +The students of right remained a vivid color in the impression of the +university town. They pervaded the place, and decorated it with their +fantastic personal taste in coats and trousers, as well as their corps +caps of green, white, red, and blue, but above all blue. They were not +easily distinguishable from the bicyclers who were holding one of the +dull festivals of their kind in Leipsic that day, and perhaps they were +sometimes both students and bicyclers. As bicyclers they kept about in +the rain, which they seemed not to mind; so far from being disheartened, +they had spirits enough to take one another by the waist at times and +waltz in the square before the hotel. At one moment of the holiday some +chiefs among them drove away in carriages; at supper a winner of prizes +sat covered with badges and medals; another who went by the hotel +streamed with ribbons; and an elderly man at his side was bespattered +with small knots and ends of them, as if he had been in an explosion of +ribbons somewhere. It seemed all to be as exciting for them, and it was +as tedious for the witnesses, as any gala of students and bicyclers at +home. + +Mrs. March remained with an unrequited curiosity concerning their +different colors and different caps, and she tried to make her husband +find out what they severally meant; he pretended a superior interest in +the nature of a people who had such a passion for uniforms that they were +not content with its gratification in their immense army, but indulged it +in every pleasure and employment of civil life. He estimated, perhaps +not very accurately, that only one man out of ten in Germany wore +citizens' dress; and of all functionaries he found that the dogs of the +women-and-dog teams alone had no distinctive dress; even the women had +their peasant costume. + +There was an industrial fair open at Leipsic which they went out of the +city to see after supper, along with a throng of Leipsickers, whom an +hour's interval of fine weather tempted forth on the trolley; and with +the help of a little corporal, who took a fee for his service with the +eagerness of a civilian, they got wheeled chairs, and renewed their +associations with the great Chicago Fair in seeing the exposition from +them. This was not, March said, quite the same as being drawn by a +woman-and-dog team, which would have been the right means of doing a +German fair; but it was something to have his chair pushed by a slender +young girl, whose stalwart brother applied his strength to the chair of +the lighter traveller; and it was fit that the girl should reckon the +common hire, while the man took the common tip. They made haste to leave +the useful aspects of the fair, and had themselves trundled away to the +Colonial Exhibit, where they vaguely expected something like the +agreeable corruptions of the Midway Plaisance. The idea of her colonial +progress with which Germany is trying to affect the home-keeping +imagination of her people was illustrated by an encampment of savages +from her Central-African possessions. They were getting their supper at +the moment the Marches saw them, and were crouching, half naked, around +the fires under the kettles, and shivering from the cold, but they were +not very characteristic of the imperial expansion, unless perhaps when an +old man in a red blanket suddenly sprang up with a knife in his hand and +began to chase a boy round the camp. The boy was lighter-footed, and +easily outran the sage, who tripped at times on his blanket. None of the +other Central Africans seemed to care for the race, and without waiting +for the event, the American spectators ordered themselves trundled away +to another idle feature of the fair, where they hoped to amuse themselves +with the image of Old Leipsic. + +This was so faithfully studied from the past in its narrow streets and +Gothic houses that it was almost as picturesque as the present epoch in +the old streets of Hamburg. A drama had just begun to be represented on +a platform of the public square in front of a fourteenth-century beer- +house, with people talking from the windows round, and revellers in the +costume of the period drinking beer and eating sausages at tables in the +open air. Their eating and drinking were genuine, and in the midst of it +a real rain began, to pour down upon them, without affecting them any +more than if they had been Germans of the nineteenth century. But it +drove the Americans to a shelter from which they could not see the play, +and when it held up, they made their way back to their hotel. + +Their car was full of returning pleasurers, some of whom were happy +beyond the sober wont of the fatherland. The conductor took a special +interest in his tipsy passengers, trying to keep them in order, and +genially entreating them to be quiet when they were too obstreperous. +From time to time he got some of them off, and then, when he remounted +the car, he appealed to the remaining passengers for their sympathy with +an innocent smile, which the Americans, still strange to the unjoyous +physiognomy of the German Empire, failed to value at its rare worth. + +Before he slept that night March tried to assemble from the experiences +and impressions of the day some facts which he would not be ashamed of as +a serious observer of life in Leipsic, and he remembered that their guide +had said house-rent was very low. He generalized from the guide's +content with his fee that the Germans were not very rapacious; and he +became quite irrelevantly aware that in Germany no man's clothes fitted +him, or seemed expected to fit him; that the women dressed somewhat +better, and were rather pretty sometimes, and that they had feet as large +as the kind hearts of the Germans of every age and sex. He was able to +note, rather more freshly, that with all their kindness the Germans were +a very nervous people, if not irritable, and at the least cause gave way +to an agitation, which indeed quickly passed, but was violent while it +lasted. Several times that day he had seen encounters between the +portier and guests at the hotel which promised violence, but which ended +peacefully as soon as some simple question of train-time was solved. +The encounters always left the portier purple and perspiring, as any +agitation must with a man so tight in his livery. He bemoaned himself +after one of them as the victim of an unhappy calling, in which he could +take no exercise. "It is a life of excitements, but not of movements," +he explained to March; and when he learned where he was going, he +regretted that he could not go to Carlsbad too. "For sugar?" he asked, +as if there were overmuch of it in his own make. + +March felt the tribute, but he had to say, "No; liver." + +"Ah!" said the portier, with the air of failing to get on common ground +with him. + + + + +XXV. + +The next morning was so fine that it would have been a fine morning in +America. Its beauty was scarcely sullied, even subjectively, by the +telegram which the portier sent after the Marches from the hotel, saying +that their missing trunk had not yet been found, and their spirits were +as light as the gay little clouds which blew about in the sky, when their +train drew out in the sunshine, brilliant on the charming landscape all +the way to Carlsbad. A fatherly 'traeger' had done his best to get them +the worst places in a non-smoking compartment, but had succeeded so +poorly that they were very comfortable, with no companions but a mother +and daughter, who spoke German in soft low tones together. Their +compartment was pervaded by tobacco fumes from the smokers, but as these +were twice as many as the non-smokers, it was only fair, and after March +had got a window open it did not matter, really. + +He asked leave of the strangers in his German, and they consented in +theirs; but he could not master the secret of the window-catch, and the +elder lady said in English, "Let me show you," and came to his help. + +The occasion for explaining that they were Americans and accustomed to +different car windows was so tempting that Mrs. March could not forbear, +and the other ladies were affected as deeply as she could wish. Perhaps +they were the more affected because it presently appeared that they had +cousins in New York whom she knew of, and that they were acquainted with +an American family that had passed the winter in Berlin. Life likes to +do these things handsomely, and it easily turned out that this was a +family of intimate friendship with the Marches; the names, familiarly +spoken, abolished all strangeness between the travellers; and they +entered into a comparison of tastes, opinions, and experiences, from +which it seemed that the objects and interests of cultivated people in +Berlin were quite the same as those of cultivated people in New York. +Each of the parties to the discovery disclaimed any superiority for their +respective civilizations; they wished rather to ascribe a greater charm +and virtue to the alien conditions; and they acquired such merit with one +another that when the German ladies got out of the train at Franzensbad, +the mother offered Mrs. March an ingenious folding footstool which she +had admired. In fact, she left her with it clasped to her breast, and +bowing speechless toward the giver in a vain wish to express her +gratitude. + +"That was very pretty of her, my dear," said March. "You couldn't have +done that." + +"No," she confessed; "I shouldn't have had the courage. The courage of +my emotions," she added, thoughtfully. + +"Ah, that's the difference! A Berliner could do it, and a Bostonian +couldn't. Do you think it so much better to have the courage of your +convictions?" + +"I don't know. It seems to me that I'm less and less certain of +everything that I used to be sure of." + +He laughed, and then he said, "I was thinking how, on our wedding +journey, long ago, that Gray Sister at the Hotel Dieu in Quebec offered +you a rose." + +"Well?" + +"That was to your pretty youth. Now the gracious stranger gives you a +folding stool." + +"To rest my poor old feet. Well, I would rather have it than a rose, +now." + +"You bent toward her at just the slant you had when you took the flower +that time; I noticed it. I didn't see that you looked so very different. +To be sure the roses in your cheeks have turned into rosettes; but +rosettes are very nice, and they're much more permanent; I prefer them; +they will keep in any climate." + +She suffered his mockery with an appreciative sigh. "Yes, our age +caricatures our youth, doesn't it?" + +"I don't think it gets much fun out of it," he assented. + +"No; but it can't help it. I used to rebel against it when it first +began. I did enjoy being young." + +"You did, my dear," he said, taking her hand tenderly; she withdrew it, +because though she could bear his sympathy, her New England nature could +not bear its expression. "And so did I; and we were both young a long +time. Travelling brings the past back, don't you think? There at that +restaurant, where we stopped for dinner--" + +"Yes, it was charming! Just as it used to be! With that white cloth, +and those tall shining bottles of wine, and the fruit in the centre, and +the dinner in courses, and that young waiter who spoke English, and was +so nice! I'm never going home; you may, if you like." + +"You bragged to those ladies about our dining-cars; and you said that our +railroad restaurants were quite as good as the European." + +"I had to do that. But I knew better; they don't begin to be." + +"Perhaps not; but I've been thinking that travel is a good deal alike +everywhere. It's the expression of the common civilization of the world. +When I came out of that restaurant and ran the train down, and then found +that it didn't start for fifteen minutes, I wasn't sure whether I was at +home or abroad. And when we changed cars at Eger, and got into this +train which had been baking in the sun for us outside the station, I +didn't know but I was back in the good old Fitchburg depot. To be sure, +Wallenstein wasn't assassinated at Boston, but I forgot his murder at +Eger, and so that came to the same thing. It's these confounded fifty- +odd years. I used to recollect everything." + +He had got up and was looking out of the window at the landscape, which +had not grown less amiable in growing rather more slovenly since they had +crossed the Saxon bolder into Bohemia. All the morning and early +afternoon they had run through lovely levels of harvest, where men were +cradling the wheat and women were binding it into sheaves in the narrow +fields between black spaces of forest. After they left Eger, there was +something more picturesque and less thrifty in the farming among the low +hills which they gradually mounted to uplands, where they tasted a +mountain quality in the thin pure air. The railroad stations were +shabbier; there was an indefinable touch of something Southern in the +scenery and the people. Lilies were rocking on the sluggish reaches of +the streams, and where the current quickened, tall wheels were lifting +water for the fields in circles of brimming and spilling pockets. Along +the embankments, where a new track was being laid, barefooted women were +at work with pick and spade and barrow, and little yellow-haired girls +were lugging large white-headed babies, and watching the train go by. +At an up grade where it slowed in the ascent he began to throw out to the +children the pfennigs which had been left over from the passage in +Germany, and he pleased himself with his bounty, till the question +whether the children could spend the money forced itself upon him. He +sat down feeling less like a good genius than a cruel magician who had +tricked them with false wealth; but he kept his remorse to himself, and +tried to interest his wife in the difference of social and civic ideal +expressed in the change of the inhibitory notices at the car windows, +which in Germany had strongliest forbidden him to outlean himself, and +now in Austria entreated him not to outbow himself. She refused to share +in the speculation, or to debate the yet nicer problem involved by the +placarded prayer in the washroom to the Messrs. Travellers not to take +away the soap; and suddenly he felt himself as tired as she looked, with +that sense of the futility of travel which lies in wait for every one who +profits by travel. + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Bad wars, or what are comically called good wars +Calm of those who have logic on their side +Decided not to let the facts betray themselves by chance +Explained perhaps too fully +Futility of travel +Humanity may at last prevail over nationality +Impertinent prophecies of their enjoying it so much +Less certain of everything that I used to be sure of +Life of the ship, like the life of the sea: a sodden monotony +Life was like the life at a sea-side hotel, but more monotonous +Madness of sight-seeing, which spoils travel +Night so bad that it was worse than no night at all +Our age caricatures our youth +Prices fixed by his remorse +Recipes for dishes and diseases +Reckless and culpable optimism +Repeated the nothings they had said already +She cares for him: that she was so cold shows that +She could bear his sympathy, but not its expression +Suffering under the drip-drip of his innocent egotism +They were so near in age, though they were ten years apart +Unfounded hope that sooner or later the weather would be fine +Wilful sufferers +Woman harnessed with a dog to a cart +Wooded with the precise, severely disciplined German forests +Work he was so fond of and so weary of + + + + +End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of Silver Wedding Journey, v1 +by William Dean Howells + diff --git a/old/wh1sw11.zip b/old/wh1sw11.zip Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..3678c50 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/wh1sw11.zip |
