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+Title: Life Sentence
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+<div class="bk1">
+
+<div class="bk2"><h1>Life<br />
+Sentence</h1>
+
+<h2>By JAMES McCONNELL</h2>
+
+<div class="bk3"><p><big><b><i>"Happy New Year!" she cried. But how often
+should one hear it said in a single lifetime?</i></b></big></p></div>
+
+<p class="hd1"><b>Illustrated by DICK FRANCIS</b></p></div></div>
+
+<p class="cap"><span class="dcap">Outside</span>, bells were ringing.
+"Happy New Year!"</p>
+
+<p>The mad sound of people
+crazed for the moment, shouting,
+echoed the bells.</p>
+
+<p>"Happy New Year!"</p>
+
+<p>A sound of music, waxing,
+waning, now joined in wild symphony
+by the voices, now left
+alone to counterpoint the noise
+of human celebration....</p>
+
+<p>For a while, Oliver Symmes
+heard the raucous music of the
+crowd. It became a part of him,
+seemed to come from somewhere
+inside him, gave him life. And
+then, as always, it passed on,
+leaving him empty.</p>
+
+<p>Shadows....</p>
+
+<p>The door to his room opened
+and a young-looking woman,
+dressed in a pleasant green uniform,
+came in and turned up the
+light. On her sleeve she wore the
+badge of geriatrician, with the
+motto, "To Care for the Aged."</p>
+
+<p>"Happy New Year, Mr. Symmes,"
+she said, and went over to
+stand by the window. In the mild
+light, the sheen of her hair attracted
+attention away from the
+slight imperfections of her face.</p>
+
+<p>She watched the crowd outside,
+wishing she could be a part
+of it. There seemed so little life
+inside the prison where the only
+function of living was the awaiting
+of death. "To Care for the
+Aged." That meant to like and
+love them as well as to take
+physical care of them. Only,
+somehow, it seemed so hard to
+<i>really</i> love them.</p>
+
+<p>She sighed and turned away
+from the window to look at one
+of the reasons she could not
+be with the rest of the world
+that night.</p>
+
+<hr />
+
+<p class="cap"><span class="dcap">He</span> sat bunched up in his chair
+like a vegetable. She could
+have closed one of her hands
+around both his arms together.
+Or his legs. Bones and skin and
+a few little muscles left, and that
+was all. Skin tight, drumlike,
+against the skull. Cheeks shrunk,
+lips slightly parted by the contraction
+of the skin. Even the
+wrinkles he should have had
+were erased by the shrinkage of
+the epidermis. Even in a strong
+light, the faint wrinkle lines were
+barely visible.</p>
+
+<p>After a moment of looking at
+him, she put a smile back on her
+face and repeated her greeting.</p>
+
+<p>"I said, 'Happy New Year,'
+Mr. Symmes."</p>
+
+<p>He raised his eyes to her for
+a moment, then slowly lowered
+them, uncomprehendingly.</p>
+
+<p>"He looks just a little bit like
+a caricature," she said to herself,
+feeling a little more tenderness
+toward him. "A cute little stick
+man made of leaves and twigs
+and old bark and ..."</p>
+
+<hr />
+
+<p class="cap"><i><span class="dcap">Shadows.</span></i> For so long there
+had been shadows. And for a
+time the fleeting passage of
+dreams and past memories had
+been a solace. But now the shadows
+were withered and old, debilitated
+and desiccated. They
+had been sucked dry of interest
+long ago.</p>
+
+<p>But still they flitted through
+his mind on crippled wings,
+flapping about briefly in the now-narrowed
+shell of his consciousness,
+then fading back among the
+cobwebs. Every once in a while,
+one of them would return to exercise
+its wings.</p>
+
+<p>"Did she say, 'Happy New
+Year?'" he wondered. "New
+Year's?"</p>
+
+<p>And, at the thought of it, there
+came shadows out of the past....</p>
+
+<hr />
+
+<p class="cap"><span class="dcap">Young</span> Oliver Symmes
+laughed. The girl laughed,
+too. She was good to hold in
+one's arms, soft like a furry animal,
+yielding and plush of
+mouth.</p>
+
+<p>"I love you, Ollie," she said;
+the warmness of her body close
+against his.</p>
+
+<p>He laughed again and wrapped
+her in his arms. He owned her
+now, owned her smile, her love
+for him, her mind and her wonderful
+body. She belonged to him,
+and the thrill of ownership was
+strong and exciting.</p>
+
+<p>"I'll always love you, Ollie.
+I'll love only you." She ran her
+fingers in and out of his hair,
+caressing each strand as it went
+through her fingers. "I love the
+strength of your arms, the firmness
+of your body."</p>
+
+<p>Again he laughed, surrendering
+all his consciousness to the warm
+magic of her spell.</p>
+
+<p>"I love the shading of your
+hair and eyes, the smooth angularity
+of your tallness, the red
+ecstasy of your mind." Her fingers
+slipped down the back of
+his neck, playing little games
+with his flesh and hair. "I'll always
+love you, Ollie."</p>
+
+<p>He kissed her savagely.</p>
+
+<p>During the daytime, there was
+his work at the anthropological
+laboratories, the joy of poking
+among the cultures of the past.
+And at night there was the joy
+of living with her, of sharing the
+tantalizing stimulations of the
+culture of the present, the infinite
+varieties of love mingling with
+passions.</p>
+
+<p>For months there was this happiness
+of the closeness of her.
+And then she was gone from him,
+for the moment. He still owned
+her, but they were physically
+apart and there was the hunger
+of loneliness in him. The months
+his work kept them apart seemed
+like centuries, until, finally, he
+could return.</p>
+
+<hr />
+
+<p class="cap"><span class="dcap">He</span> was walking through a
+happy, shouting crowd,
+walking back to her. It was the
+eve of the new year, a time for
+beginnings, a time for looking
+from the pleasures of the past to
+those waiting in the future. There
+was a happy outcry inside him
+that matched the mood of the
+crowd.</p>
+
+<p>"Happy New Year!"</p>
+
+<p>Women stopped him on the
+street, asking for his affection.
+But he passed them by, for she
+was waiting for him and he was
+hungry for the possessive love of
+his slave.</p>
+
+<p>He went eagerly into the building
+where they lived.</p>
+
+<hr />
+
+<p class="cap"><span class="dcap">The</span> crowd was gone. A door
+was opening. The voice of his
+love, sudden, full of naked
+surprise, bleated at him. And another
+voice, that of a man standing
+behind her, croaked with
+hasty excuses and fear.</p>
+
+<p>A change of hungers&mdash;it
+seemed no more complex than
+that.</p>
+
+<p>He put his hand to his side and
+took out a piece of shaped metal,
+pointing it at the man. A blast of
+light and the man was dead. He
+put the weapon aside.</p>
+
+<p>Young Oliver Symmes walked
+toward the girl. She backed away
+from him, pleading with words,
+eyes, body. He noticed for the
+first time the many small imperfections
+of her face and figure.</p>
+
+<p>Cornered, she raised her arms
+to embrace him. He raised his
+arms to answer the embrace, but
+his hands stopped and felt their
+way around the whiteness of her
+neck. He pressed his hands together,
+thumbs tight against each
+other.</p>
+
+<p>Minutes later, he dropped her
+to the floor and stood looking at
+her. He had owned her and then
+destroyed her when his ownership
+was in dispute.</p>
+
+<p>He bent to kiss the lax lips.</p>
+
+<hr />
+
+<p class="cap"><span class="dcap">Shadows</span>. As a man grows
+older, the weight and size of
+his brain decrease, leaving cavities
+in his mind. The years that
+pass are a digger, a giant excavator,
+scooping the mass of past
+experience up in the maw of dissipation.
+The slow, sure evacuation
+of the passing decades leaves
+wing-room in a man's head for
+stirring memories.</p>
+
+<p>The withered man looked up
+again. The woman in the green
+uniform was smiling at him
+through parted, almost twisted
+lips.</p>
+
+<p>"I suppose that this time of
+year is the worst for you, isn't
+it?" she asked sympathetically.
+The first requirement of a good
+geriatrician was sympathy and
+understanding. She determined
+to try harder to understand.</p>
+
+<p>The old man made no answer,
+only staring at her face. But his
+eyes were blank&mdash;seeing, yet
+blind to all around him. She
+frowned for a moment as she
+looked at him. The unnatural
+hairlessness of his body puzzled
+her, making it difficult for her
+to understand him while the
+thought was in her mind&mdash;that
+and the trouble she had getting
+through to him.</p>
+
+<p>She stared at him as if to
+pierce the blankness of his gaze.
+Behind his eyes lay the emptiness
+of age, the open wound of stifled
+years.</p>
+
+<p>"I'll move you over to the window,
+Mr. Symmes," she told him
+in soothing tones, her smile reappearing.
+"Then you can look
+out and see all the people. Won't
+that be fun?"</p>
+
+<p>Picking up a box from the
+table, she adjusted a dial. The
+chair in which he was sitting rose
+slightly from the floor and positioned
+itself in front of the window.
+The woman walked to the
+wall beside him and corrected the
+visual index of the glass to match
+the weakness of the old man's
+eyes.</p>
+
+<p>"See, down there? Just look at
+them pushing about."</p>
+
+<p>A rabble of faces swam on the
+glass in front of him, faces of
+unfamiliar people, all of them unknown
+and unknowable to him.</p>
+
+<p>Inside him the whisper of the
+wings mounted in pitch with a
+whining, leathery sound. The images
+of dead faces came flying up,
+careening across his mind, mingling
+and merging with the faces
+of the living. The glass became
+an anomalous torrent of faces.</p>
+
+<p>Dead faces....</p>
+
+<hr />
+
+<p class="cap"><span class="dcap">Four</span> walls around him, bare
+to the point of boredom.
+Through the barred window, the
+throbbing throat of the crowd
+talked to him. His young body
+took it in, his young mind accepted
+it, catalogued it and
+pushed it out of consciousness.
+And for each individual voice
+there was an individual face,
+staring up at his cell from the
+comparative safety of outside.
+Young Oliver Symmes could not
+see the faces from where he sat,
+waiting, but he could sense them.</p>
+
+<p>There came a feel of hands on
+his shoulder; his reverie was interrupted.
+Arms under his raised
+him to his feet. A face smiled,
+almost kindly, in understanding.</p>
+
+<p>"They're waiting for you, Mr.
+Symmes. It's time to go."</p>
+
+<p>More words. Walking from
+this place to that, mostly with a
+crowd of people at his shoulders,
+pressing him in. Then a door
+ahead of him, ornate in carving,
+a replica of the doors to the Roman
+Palace of Justice many centuries
+before. Again his mind
+catalogued the impressions.</p>
+
+<p>Then, like the faces of the
+people outside his cell, the pictures
+of the bas-relief faded
+away, melted and merged into a
+pelagic blackness.</p>
+
+<p>The doors opened and, with
+part of the crowd still at his side,
+he went through. The people inside
+were standing; stick men, it
+seemed to him, with painted balloons
+for faces. The sound of the
+rapping of a gavel caught his
+ear. The people sat, and the trial
+began.</p>
+
+<p>"This court will admit to evidence
+only those events and artifacts
+which are proved true and
+relevant to the alleged crime."</p>
+
+<p>An obsequious clearing of
+throats. A coughing now and
+then.</p>
+
+<p>"... And did you see the defendant,
+Oliver Symmes, enter
+the apartment of the deceased on
+the night of the Thirty-first of
+December, two thousand and ..."</p>
+
+<p>"I did. He was wearing a sort
+of orange tunic ..."</p>
+
+<p>Someone whispered in his ear.
+Oliver Symmes heard and shook
+his head.</p>
+
+<p>"... You are personally acquainted
+with the defendant?"</p>
+
+<p>"I am. We worked for United
+Anthropological Laboratories before
+he ..."</p>
+
+<p>"Objection."</p>
+
+<p>"Sustained."</p>
+
+<p>The blackness of the judge's
+robe puzzled him. A vestige, an
+anachronism, handed down from
+centuries before. White was the
+color of truth, not black.</p>
+
+<p>"You swear that you found the
+defendant standing over the body
+of the deceased woman on the
+night of ..."</p>
+
+<p>"Not standing, sir. He was
+bending over, kissing ..."</p>
+
+<p>"Your witness."</p>
+
+<hr />
+
+<p class="cap"><span class="dcap">Days</span> of it, back and forth,
+testimony and more testimony.
+Evidence and more evidence
+and the lack of it. Smiling
+lawyers, grimacing lawyers,
+soothing lawyers and cackling
+lawyers. And witnesses.</p>
+
+<p>"You will please take the
+stand, Mr. Symmes."</p>
+
+<p>He walked to the chair and
+sat down. The courtroom leaned
+forward, the stick men bowed
+toward him slightly, as in eager
+applause of the coming most
+dramatic moment of a spectacle.</p>
+
+<p>"You will please tell the court
+in your own words ..."</p>
+
+<p>He mouthed the words. The
+whole story, the New Year's
+crowd, his hunger for her, his
+arrival, the other man and his
+babbling, the woman and how
+she looked, his feelings, his transfigured
+passions, and the deaths.
+He told the story again and
+again until they seemed satisfied.</p>
+
+<p>"You understand, Mr. Symmes,
+that you have committed a
+most heinous crime. You have
+killed two people in a passion
+that, while it used to be forgiven
+by the circumstances, is no longer
+tolerated by this government.
+You have killed, Mr. Symmes!"</p>
+
+<p>The face before him was intense.
+He looked at it, not understanding
+the reason for the
+frozen look of malice and hatred.</p>
+
+<p>"She was mine. When she betrayed
+me, I killed her. Is that
+wrong?"</p>
+
+<p>The stick men snorted and
+poked each other in the ribs with
+derisive elbows.</p>
+
+<p>There were more words and
+more questions. He looked at the
+face of the judge and wondered,
+for a moment, if perhaps the color
+of the robe was to match the
+apparent disposition of the man.</p>
+
+<p>And then came the silence, a
+time of sitting and waiting. He
+sensed the wondering stares of
+the stick men, wide-eyed in apprehension,
+suspended from the
+drabness of their own lives for
+the moment by the stark visitation
+of tragedy in his. They
+gabbled among themselves and
+wagered on the verdict.</p>
+
+<p>The man next to him leaned
+over and tapped him on the arm.
+Everyone stood up and then,
+curiously, sat down again almost
+at once. He felt the tension present
+in the courtroom, but was
+strangely relaxed himself. It was
+peculiar that they were all so
+excited.</p>
+
+<p>"Your Honor, having duly
+considered the seriousness of the
+crime and the evidence presented ..."</p>
+
+<p>The balloon faces on the stick
+men stretched in anticipation.</p>
+
+<p>"... taking full cognizance of
+the admitted passion on the part
+of the defendant and the circumstances ..."</p>
+
+<p>The balloons were strained,
+contorted out of all proportion in
+their eagerness.</p>
+
+<p>"... we find the defendant
+guilty of murder, making no
+recommendation for consideration
+by the Court."</p>
+
+<p>The balloons exploded!</p>
+
+<hr />
+
+<p class="cap"><span class="dcap">Deafening</span> and more than
+deafening, the uproar of the
+voices was beyond belief. He
+threw his hands up over his ears
+to shut out the noise.</p>
+
+<p>The gavel crashed again and
+again, striking the polished oak
+in deadly cadence, stifling the
+voices. Over the stillness, one
+man spoke. He recognized the
+black voice of the judge and took
+his hands from his ears and put
+them in his lap. He was told to
+stand and he obeyed.</p>
+
+<p>"Oliver Symmes, there has
+been no taking of human lives in
+this nation for many years, until
+your shockingly primitive crime.
+We had taken pride in this record.
+Now you have broken it.
+We must not only punish you
+adequately and appropriately,
+but we must also make of your
+punishment a warning to anyone
+who would follow your irrational
+example.</p>
+
+<p>"Naturally, we no longer have
+either the apparatus to execute
+anyone or an executioner. We do
+not believe that a stupidly unreasoning
+act should incite us to
+equally unreasoning reprisal, for
+we would then be as guilty of irrationality
+as you.</p>
+
+<p>"We must establish our own
+precedent, since there is no recent
+one and the ancient punishments
+are not acceptable to us.
+Therefore, because we are humane
+and reasoning persons, the
+Court orders that the defendant,
+Oliver Symmes, be placed in the
+National Hospital for observation,
+study and experimentation
+so that this crime may never
+again be repeated. He is to be
+kept there under perpetual care
+until no possible human skill or
+resource can further sustain life
+in his body."</p>
+
+<p>Someone jumped erect beside
+him, quivering with horror and
+indignation. It was his lawyer.</p>
+
+<p>"Your Honor, we throw ourselves
+upon the mercy of the
+Court. No matter what the crime
+of the defendant, this is a greater
+one. For this is a crime not
+just against my client, but
+against all men. This sentence
+robs all men of their most precious
+freedom&mdash;the right to die at
+their appointed times. Nothing
+is more damaging to the basic
+dignity of the human race than
+this most hideous ..."</p>
+
+<p>"... This Court recognizes
+only the four freedoms. The freedom
+of death is not one of these.
+The sentence stands. The Court
+is adjourned."</p>
+
+<p>There were tears in the eyes of
+his lawyer, although young Oliver
+Symmes did not quite comprehend,
+as yet, their meaning.
+Hands, rougher than before,
+grasped his arms with strange
+firmness and led him off into ...</p>
+
+<hr />
+
+<p class="cap"><span class="dcap">Shadows</span>. They come in
+cycles, each prompted to activity
+by the one preceding it.
+They flutter in unbelievable
+clusters, wheel in untranslatable
+formations through the cerebric
+wasteland that is the aged mind
+of Oliver Symmes. They have no
+meaning to him, save for a furtive
+spark of recognition that intrudes
+upon him once in a while.</p>
+
+<p>The woman in the green uniform,
+standing to one side of the
+window, smiled at him again. It
+was much simpler to care for
+him, she thought, if only one
+conceived of him as being a sort
+of sweet little worn-out teddy
+bear. Yes, that was what he was,
+a little teddy bear that had gotten
+most of its stuffing lost and
+had shriveled and shrunk. And
+one can easily love and pamper
+a teddy bear.</p>
+
+<p>"Can you see the crowd all
+right, Mr. Symmes? This is a
+good place to watch from, isn't
+it?"</p>
+
+<p>Her words fell upon his ears,
+setting up vibrations and oscillations
+in the basilar membranes.
+Nerve cells triggered impulses
+that sped along neural pathways
+to the withered cortex, where
+they lost themselves in the welter
+of atrophy and disintegration.
+They emerged into his consciousness
+as part of a gestaltic confusion.</p>
+
+<p>"Isn't it exciting, watching
+from here?" she asked, showing
+enthusiasm at the sight of the
+crowd below. "You should be enjoying
+this immensely, you know.
+Not all the people here have
+windows to look out of like this."
+There, now, that should make
+him feel a little better.</p>
+
+<p>His eyes, in their wandering,
+came to rest upon her uniform,
+so cool and comforting in its
+greenness. A flicker of light
+gleamed from the metallic insignia
+on her sleeve: "To Care
+for the Aged." Somewhere inside
+him an association clicked, a
+brief fire of response to a past
+event kindled into a short-lived
+flame, lighting the way through
+cobwebs for another <i>shadow</i>....</p>
+
+<hr />
+
+<p class="cap"><span class="dcap">How</span> many years he had been
+waiting for the opportunity,
+he did not know. It seemed like
+decades, although it might have
+been only a handful of months.
+And all the time he had waited,
+he could feel himself growing older,
+could sense the syneresis, the
+slow solidifying of the life elements
+within him. He sat quietly
+and grew old, thinking the chance
+would never come.</p>
+
+<p>But it did come, when he had
+least expected it.</p>
+
+<p>It was a treat&mdash;his birthday.
+Because of it, they had given him
+actual food for the first time in
+years: a cake, conspicuous in its
+barrenness of candles; a glass of
+real vegetable juices; a dab of
+potato; an indescribable green
+that might have been anything at
+all; and a little steak. A succulent,
+savory-looking piece of genuine
+meat.</p>
+
+<p>The richness of the food would
+probably make him sick, so unaccustomed
+to solid food was his
+digestive tract by now, but it
+would be worth the pain.</p>
+
+<p>And it was then that he saw
+the knife.</p>
+
+<p>It lay there on the tray, its
+honed edge glittering in the light
+of the sun. A sharp knife, capable
+of cutting steak&mdash;or flesh of any
+kind.</p>
+
+<p>"Well, how do you like your
+birthday present, Mr. Symmes?"</p>
+
+<p>He looked up quickly at the
+woman standing beside the tray.
+The yellow pallor of her middle-aged
+skin matched the color of
+her uniform. She wore the insignia
+of a geriatrics supervisor.</p>
+
+<p>He let a little smile flicker
+across his face. "Why, it's ...
+it's wonderful. I never expected
+it at all. It's been so long, you
+know. So very long."</p>
+
+<p>How could he get rid of her?
+If he tried anything with her
+watching, she would stop him.
+And then he'd never get another
+chance.</p>
+
+<p>"I'm glad you like it, Mr.
+Symmes. Synthetic foods do get
+tiresome after a while, don't
+they?"</p>
+
+<p>The idea came with suddenness
+and he responded to it
+quickly.</p>
+
+<p>"But where are my pink pills?
+I always take them at lunch."</p>
+
+<p>"You won't need them if
+you're eating real food."</p>
+
+<p>He whipped his voice into petulance.
+"Yes, I will! I don't care
+if it is real food&mdash;I want my
+pills!"</p>
+
+<p>"I'll get them for you later. Go
+ahead and eat first."</p>
+
+<p>"I can't eat until I take my
+pink pills! You ought to know
+that! I won't touch a thing until
+I get them! You've ruined my
+birthday party."</p>
+
+<p>The whims of the aging are
+without logic, so she went to get
+the pills, leaving Oliver Symmes
+and the gleaming, sharp knife
+together, unattended.</p>
+
+<hr />
+
+<p class="cap"><span class="dcap">Where</span> should he start? The
+heart? No, that would be
+too quick, too easy to repair.
+Then where?</p>
+
+<p>He remembered his studies of
+the middle Japanese culture and
+the methods of suicide practiced
+at that time. The intestines! So
+many of them to cut and slash
+at, so much damage that might
+be done before death set in! Maybe
+even the lungs! But he must
+hurry.</p>
+
+<p>Picking up the knife, he pointed
+it at his appendix. For a moment
+he hesitated, and his eyes
+observed again the little feast
+laid out before him. He thought
+briefly about pausing for just a
+while to taste the little steak, to
+nibble briefly at the delectable-looking
+cake. He hated to leave
+it untouched. It had been such a
+long time....</p>
+
+<p>The sudden memory of time,
+and how much of it he had spent
+hoping for this moment, snapped
+his attention back to the knife.
+Steeling his grip on it, he pressed
+it in hard.</p>
+
+<p>His eyes bulged with the excruciating
+pain as he wrenched
+the knife from right to left, twisting
+it wildly as he went, blindly
+slashing at his vital organs with
+the hope that once and for all he
+could stop the long and eternal
+waiting.</p>
+
+<p>His mouth filled with the taste
+of blood. He spat it out through
+clenched teeth. It gushed down
+his chin, staining the cleanness
+of his robe. His lips parted to
+scream.</p>
+
+<p>And then his eyes closed.</p>
+
+<hr />
+
+<p class="cap"><span class="dcap">And</span> opened again! He was
+staring at the ceiling, but the
+men and women standing around
+him got in his way.</p>
+
+<p>Their lips were moving, their
+faces unperturbed.</p>
+
+<p>"That was a nasty thing for
+him to do."</p>
+
+<p>"They all do it, once or twice,
+until they learn."</p>
+
+<p>"Third time for him, isn't it?"</p>
+
+<p>"Yes, I believe so. First time
+he tried hanging himself. Second
+time he was beating his head
+against the wall when we came
+and stopped him. Bloody mess
+that one was."</p>
+
+<p>"Nothing to compare with this,
+of course."</p>
+
+<p>"Well, naturally."</p>
+
+<p>Oliver Symmes felt sick with
+fear of frustration.</p>
+
+<p>"Nice technique you showed,
+Doctor. He'd been dead at least
+an hour when we started, hadn't
+he?"</p>
+
+<p>"Almost two," someone else
+said. "An amazing job."</p>
+
+<p>"Thank you. But it wasn't too
+difficult. Just a little patching
+here and there."</p>
+
+<p>He felt his legs being shifted
+for him.</p>
+
+<p>"Be careful there, Nurse. Handle
+him gently. <i>Fragilitas Ossium</i>,
+you know. Old bones break very
+easily."</p>
+
+<p>"Sorry, Doctor."</p>
+
+<p>"Not that we couldn't fix them
+up immediately if they did."</p>
+
+<p>"Naturally, Doctor."</p>
+
+<p>"I wish they'd try something
+different for a change."</p>
+
+<p>"The woman in the next room
+lost an eye last year, trying to
+reach the prefrontals. Good as
+new now, of course."</p>
+
+<p>He wanted to vomit at the uselessness
+of it all.</p>
+
+<p>"By the way, what's he in for?
+Do you know?"</p>
+
+<p>"No, I'd have to look it up."</p>
+
+<p>"Probably newness."</p>
+
+<p>"Or taxes."</p>
+
+<p>"Or maybe even slander."</p>
+
+<p>"Is that on the prescribed antisocial
+list now?"</p>
+
+<p>"Oh, yes. It was passed just
+before the destructive criticism
+law."</p>
+
+<p>"Think he'll try this messy
+business again?"</p>
+
+<p>"They all do."</p>
+
+<p>"They do, don't they? Don't
+they ever learn it's no use?"</p>
+
+<p>"Eventually. Some are just
+harder to convince than others."</p>
+
+<p>The pain was gone. He closed
+his eyes and slipped off into
+darkness again and into ...</p>
+
+<hr />
+
+<p class="cap"><span class="dcap">Shadows</span>. In slow and ponderous
+fashion they float
+across the sea of his mind, like
+wandering bits of sargasso weed
+on the brackish water of a dying
+ocean. Each one dreamed a thousand
+times too many, each separate
+strand of memory-weed
+now nothing but a stereotyped
+shred of what might have once
+been a part of life and of living.</p>
+
+<p>With the quietness of deserted
+ships they drift in procession
+past his sphere of consciousness.
+Wait! There's one that seems familiar.
+He stops the mental parade
+for a moment, not hearing
+the voice of his companion, the
+woman in the green uniform.</p>
+
+<p>"It's getting late, Mr. Symmes."
+She turned from the window
+and glanced at the wizenedness,
+the fragile remainder of the
+man, the almost empty shell. It
+was a pity he wasn't able to play
+games with her like some of the
+others. That made it so much
+easier. "Don't you think it's
+about time you went to bed?
+Early to bed and early to rise,
+you know."</p>
+
+<p>That memory of a needle,
+pointed and gleaming. What was
+it?</p>
+
+<p>Oh, yes. Stick it in his arm,
+push the plunger, pull it out;
+and wait for him to die. First
+one disease and then another,
+to each he happily succumbed,
+in the interests of science, only
+to be resuscitated. Each time a
+willing volunteer, an eager guinea
+pig, he had hoped for the ease
+of death, praying that for once
+they'd wait too long, the germs
+would prove too virulent, that
+something would go wrong.</p>
+
+<p>"There, now, you just lie back
+and get comfortable," she said,
+walking over to the table. "But
+it has been fun, hasn't it? Watching
+the crowds, I mean." She
+felt he must be much happier
+now, and the knowledge of it
+gave her a sense of success. She
+was living up to her pledge, "To
+Care for the Aged."</p>
+
+<p>Diabetes, tuberculosis, cancer
+of the stomach, tumor of the
+brain. He'd had them all, and
+many others. They had swarmed
+to him through the gouged skin-openings
+made by the gleaming
+needle. And each had brought
+the freedom of blackness, of
+death, sometimes for an hour,
+sometimes for a whole week. But
+always life returned again, and
+the waiting, waiting, waiting.</p>
+
+<p>"I enjoy New Year's myself,"
+the woman said, her hands caressing
+a dial. Slowly, with gentle
+undulation, his chair rose
+from the floor and cradled the
+aged tiredness that was Oliver
+Symmes to his bed. With almost
+tender devotion, his body was
+mechanically shifted from the
+portable chair to the freshly made
+bed.</p>
+
+<hr />
+
+<p class="cap"><span class="dcap">One</span> of his arms was caught
+for just a moment under the
+slight weight of his body. There
+was a short, snapping sound, but
+Oliver Symmes took no notice.
+His face remained impassive.
+Even pain had lost its meaning.</p>
+
+<p>"It's a pity we couldn't have
+been outside with the rest of
+them, celebrating," she said, as
+she arranged the covers around
+him, not noticing the arm herself.</p>
+
+<p>This was the part of her job
+she enjoyed most&mdash;tucking the
+nice little man into bed. He did
+look sweet there, under the covers,
+didn't he?</p>
+
+<p>"Just imagine, Mr. Symmes,
+another year's gone by, and what
+have we accomplished?"</p>
+
+<p>Her prattle seeped in and he
+became aware of it and what she
+was saying. New Year?</p>
+
+<p>"What&mdash;what year&mdash;is this?"
+He spoke with great difficulty,
+from the long disuse of vocal
+cords. It was hardly more than
+a whisper, but she heard and
+was startled.</p>
+
+<p>"Why, Mr. Symmes, it's been
+so long since you've talked." She
+paused, but realized that she had
+not answered his question.</p>
+
+<p>"It's '73, of course. Last year
+was '72, so tonight's the start of
+'73."</p>
+
+<p>'73? Had it been fifty years
+since he came here? Had it been
+just that long?</p>
+
+<p>"What&mdash;" She leaned closer to
+him as he struggled for the word.
+"What&mdash;century?"</p>
+
+<p>Her astonishment was gone.
+He was teasing her, like the
+woman on the next level. These
+old ones were great for that!</p>
+
+<p>"Now, Mr. Symmes, everybody
+knows what century it is." She
+smiled at him glowingly, thinking
+she had caught him at a
+prank. It was nice, she thought,
+to have gotten through to him
+tonight, on the eve of the new
+year. That meant that she was
+living up to her motto the way
+she ought to be.</p>
+
+<p>She'd have to tell the supervisor
+about it.</p>
+
+<p>Oliver Symmes turned to face
+the ceiling, his mind full of dusty
+whispers. What century was it?
+She hadn't answered. It might
+have been a hundred and fifty
+years ago he came here, instead
+of just fifty. Or possibly two hundred
+and fifty, or ...</p>
+
+<p>"Now, you be good, and sleep
+tight, and I'll see you in the
+morning." Her hand passed over
+a glowing stud and the room
+light dimmed to a quiet glow.
+Lying there in the bed, he did
+look like a teddy bear, a dear
+little teddy bear. She was so
+happy.</p>
+
+<p>"Good night, Mr. Symmes."</p>
+
+<p>She closed the door.</p>
+
+<hr />
+
+<p class="cap"><span class="dcap">Outside</span>, bells were ringing.</p>
+
+<p>"Happy New Year."</p>
+
+<p>The ceiling stared back at him.</p>
+
+<p>The mad sound of people
+crazed for the moment, shouting,
+echoed the bells.</p>
+
+<p>"Happy New Year!"</p>
+
+<p>He turned his head to one side.</p>
+
+<p>"Happy New Year!"</p>
+
+<p>And again ... and again ...
+and again.</p>
+
+<p class="rgt"><b>&mdash;JAMES McCONNELL</b></p>
+
+<div class="trn"><b>Transcriber's Note:</b>
+This etext was produced from <i>Galaxy Science Fiction</i> January 1953.
+Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that the U.S.
+copyright on this publication was renewed. Minor spelling and
+typographical errors have been corrected without note.</div>
+
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+Title: Life Sentence
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+[Illustration]
+
+
+ Life
+ Sentence
+
+ By JAMES McCONNELL
+
+ Illustrated by DICK FRANCIS
+
+
+ _"Happy New Year!" she cried. But how often
+ should one hear it said in a single lifetime?_
+
+
+Outside, bells were ringing. "Happy New Year!"
+
+The mad sound of people crazed for the moment, shouting, echoed the
+bells.
+
+"Happy New Year!"
+
+A sound of music, waxing, waning, now joined in wild symphony by the
+voices, now left alone to counterpoint the noise of human
+celebration....
+
+For a while, Oliver Symmes heard the raucous music of the crowd. It
+became a part of him, seemed to come from somewhere inside him, gave him
+life. And then, as always, it passed on, leaving him empty.
+
+Shadows....
+
+The door to his room opened and a young-looking woman, dressed in a
+pleasant green uniform, came in and turned up the light. On her sleeve
+she wore the badge of geriatrician, with the motto, "To Care for the
+Aged."
+
+"Happy New Year, Mr. Symmes," she said, and went over to stand by the
+window. In the mild light, the sheen of her hair attracted attention
+away from the slight imperfections of her face.
+
+She watched the crowd outside, wishing she could be a part of it. There
+seemed so little life inside the prison where the only function of
+living was the awaiting of death. "To Care for the Aged." That meant to
+like and love them as well as to take physical care of them. Only,
+somehow, it seemed so hard to _really_ love them.
+
+She sighed and turned away from the window to look at one of the reasons
+she could not be with the rest of the world that night.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+He sat bunched up in his chair like a vegetable. She could have closed
+one of her hands around both his arms together. Or his legs. Bones and
+skin and a few little muscles left, and that was all. Skin tight,
+drumlike, against the skull. Cheeks shrunk, lips slightly parted by the
+contraction of the skin. Even the wrinkles he should have had were
+erased by the shrinkage of the epidermis. Even in a strong light, the
+faint wrinkle lines were barely visible.
+
+After a moment of looking at him, she put a smile back on her face and
+repeated her greeting.
+
+"I said, 'Happy New Year,' Mr. Symmes."
+
+He raised his eyes to her for a moment, then slowly lowered them,
+uncomprehendingly.
+
+"He looks just a little bit like a caricature," she said to herself,
+feeling a little more tenderness toward him. "A cute little stick man
+made of leaves and twigs and old bark and ..."
+
+ * * * * *
+
+_Shadows._ For so long there had been shadows. And for a time the
+fleeting passage of dreams and past memories had been a solace. But now
+the shadows were withered and old, debilitated and desiccated. They had
+been sucked dry of interest long ago.
+
+But still they flitted through his mind on crippled wings, flapping
+about briefly in the now-narrowed shell of his consciousness, then
+fading back among the cobwebs. Every once in a while, one of them would
+return to exercise its wings.
+
+"Did she say, 'Happy New Year?'" he wondered. "New Year's?"
+
+And, at the thought of it, there came shadows out of the past....
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Young Oliver Symmes laughed. The girl laughed, too. She was good to hold
+in one's arms, soft like a furry animal, yielding and plush of mouth.
+
+"I love you, Ollie," she said; the warmness of her body close against
+his.
+
+He laughed again and wrapped her in his arms. He owned her now, owned
+her smile, her love for him, her mind and her wonderful body. She
+belonged to him, and the thrill of ownership was strong and exciting.
+
+"I'll always love you, Ollie. I'll love only you." She ran her fingers
+in and out of his hair, caressing each strand as it went through her
+fingers. "I love the strength of your arms, the firmness of your body."
+
+Again he laughed, surrendering all his consciousness to the warm magic
+of her spell.
+
+"I love the shading of your hair and eyes, the smooth angularity of your
+tallness, the red ecstasy of your mind." Her fingers slipped down the
+back of his neck, playing little games with his flesh and hair. "I'll
+always love you, Ollie."
+
+He kissed her savagely.
+
+During the daytime, there was his work at the anthropological
+laboratories, the joy of poking among the cultures of the past. And at
+night there was the joy of living with her, of sharing the tantalizing
+stimulations of the culture of the present, the infinite varieties of
+love mingling with passions.
+
+For months there was this happiness of the closeness of her. And then
+she was gone from him, for the moment. He still owned her, but they were
+physically apart and there was the hunger of loneliness in him. The
+months his work kept them apart seemed like centuries, until, finally,
+he could return.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+He was walking through a happy, shouting crowd, walking back to her. It
+was the eve of the new year, a time for beginnings, a time for looking
+from the pleasures of the past to those waiting in the future. There was
+a happy outcry inside him that matched the mood of the crowd.
+
+"Happy New Year!"
+
+Women stopped him on the street, asking for his affection. But he passed
+them by, for she was waiting for him and he was hungry for the
+possessive love of his slave.
+
+He went eagerly into the building where they lived.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+The crowd was gone. A door was opening. The voice of his love, sudden,
+full of naked surprise, bleated at him. And another voice, that of a man
+standing behind her, croaked with hasty excuses and fear.
+
+A change of hungers--it seemed no more complex than that.
+
+He put his hand to his side and took out a piece of shaped metal,
+pointing it at the man. A blast of light and the man was dead. He put
+the weapon aside.
+
+Young Oliver Symmes walked toward the girl. She backed away from him,
+pleading with words, eyes, body. He noticed for the first time the many
+small imperfections of her face and figure.
+
+Cornered, she raised her arms to embrace him. He raised his arms to
+answer the embrace, but his hands stopped and felt their way around the
+whiteness of her neck. He pressed his hands together, thumbs tight
+against each other.
+
+Minutes later, he dropped her to the floor and stood looking at her. He
+had owned her and then destroyed her when his ownership was in dispute.
+
+He bent to kiss the lax lips.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Shadows. As a man grows older, the weight and size of his brain
+decrease, leaving cavities in his mind. The years that pass are a
+digger, a giant excavator, scooping the mass of past experience up in
+the maw of dissipation. The slow, sure evacuation of the passing decades
+leaves wing-room in a man's head for stirring memories.
+
+The withered man looked up again. The woman in the green uniform was
+smiling at him through parted, almost twisted lips.
+
+"I suppose that this time of year is the worst for you, isn't it?" she
+asked sympathetically. The first requirement of a good geriatrician was
+sympathy and understanding. She determined to try harder to understand.
+
+The old man made no answer, only staring at her face. But his eyes were
+blank--seeing, yet blind to all around him. She frowned for a moment as
+she looked at him. The unnatural hairlessness of his body puzzled her,
+making it difficult for her to understand him while the thought was in
+her mind--that and the trouble she had getting through to him.
+
+She stared at him as if to pierce the blankness of his gaze. Behind his
+eyes lay the emptiness of age, the open wound of stifled years.
+
+"I'll move you over to the window, Mr. Symmes," she told him in soothing
+tones, her smile reappearing. "Then you can look out and see all the
+people. Won't that be fun?"
+
+Picking up a box from the table, she adjusted a dial. The chair in which
+he was sitting rose slightly from the floor and positioned itself in
+front of the window. The woman walked to the wall beside him and
+corrected the visual index of the glass to match the weakness of the old
+man's eyes.
+
+"See, down there? Just look at them pushing about."
+
+A rabble of faces swam on the glass in front of him, faces of unfamiliar
+people, all of them unknown and unknowable to him.
+
+Inside him the whisper of the wings mounted in pitch with a whining,
+leathery sound. The images of dead faces came flying up, careening
+across his mind, mingling and merging with the faces of the living. The
+glass became an anomalous torrent of faces.
+
+Dead faces....
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Four walls around him, bare to the point of boredom. Through the barred
+window, the throbbing throat of the crowd talked to him. His young body
+took it in, his young mind accepted it, catalogued it and pushed it out
+of consciousness. And for each individual voice there was an individual
+face, staring up at his cell from the comparative safety of outside.
+Young Oliver Symmes could not see the faces from where he sat, waiting,
+but he could sense them.
+
+There came a feel of hands on his shoulder; his reverie was interrupted.
+Arms under his raised him to his feet. A face smiled, almost kindly, in
+understanding.
+
+"They're waiting for you, Mr. Symmes. It's time to go."
+
+More words. Walking from this place to that, mostly with a crowd of
+people at his shoulders, pressing him in. Then a door ahead of him,
+ornate in carving, a replica of the doors to the Roman Palace of Justice
+many centuries before. Again his mind catalogued the impressions.
+
+Then, like the faces of the people outside his cell, the pictures of the
+bas-relief faded away, melted and merged into a pelagic blackness.
+
+The doors opened and, with part of the crowd still at his side, he went
+through. The people inside were standing; stick men, it seemed to him,
+with painted balloons for faces. The sound of the rapping of a gavel
+caught his ear. The people sat, and the trial began.
+
+"This court will admit to evidence only those events and artifacts which
+are proved true and relevant to the alleged crime."
+
+An obsequious clearing of throats. A coughing now and then.
+
+"... And did you see the defendant, Oliver Symmes, enter the apartment
+of the deceased on the night of the Thirty-first of December, two
+thousand and ..."
+
+"I did. He was wearing a sort of orange tunic ..."
+
+Someone whispered in his ear. Oliver Symmes heard and shook his head.
+
+"... You are personally acquainted with the defendant?"
+
+"I am. We worked for United Anthropological Laboratories before he ..."
+
+"Objection."
+
+"Sustained."
+
+The blackness of the judge's robe puzzled him. A vestige, an
+anachronism, handed down from centuries before. White was the color of
+truth, not black.
+
+"You swear that you found the defendant standing over the body of the
+deceased woman on the night of ..."
+
+"Not standing, sir. He was bending over, kissing ..."
+
+"Your witness."
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Days of it, back and forth, testimony and more testimony. Evidence and
+more evidence and the lack of it. Smiling lawyers, grimacing lawyers,
+soothing lawyers and cackling lawyers. And witnesses.
+
+"You will please take the stand, Mr. Symmes."
+
+He walked to the chair and sat down. The courtroom leaned forward, the
+stick men bowed toward him slightly, as in eager applause of the coming
+most dramatic moment of a spectacle.
+
+"You will please tell the court in your own words ..."
+
+He mouthed the words. The whole story, the New Year's crowd, his hunger
+for her, his arrival, the other man and his babbling, the woman and how
+she looked, his feelings, his transfigured passions, and the deaths. He
+told the story again and again until they seemed satisfied.
+
+"You understand, Mr. Symmes, that you have committed a most heinous
+crime. You have killed two people in a passion that, while it used to be
+forgiven by the circumstances, is no longer tolerated by this
+government. You have killed, Mr. Symmes!"
+
+The face before him was intense. He looked at it, not understanding the
+reason for the frozen look of malice and hatred.
+
+"She was mine. When she betrayed me, I killed her. Is that wrong?"
+
+The stick men snorted and poked each other in the ribs with derisive
+elbows.
+
+There were more words and more questions. He looked at the face of the
+judge and wondered, for a moment, if perhaps the color of the robe was
+to match the apparent disposition of the man.
+
+And then came the silence, a time of sitting and waiting. He sensed the
+wondering stares of the stick men, wide-eyed in apprehension, suspended
+from the drabness of their own lives for the moment by the stark
+visitation of tragedy in his. They gabbled among themselves and wagered
+on the verdict.
+
+The man next to him leaned over and tapped him on the arm. Everyone
+stood up and then, curiously, sat down again almost at once. He felt the
+tension present in the courtroom, but was strangely relaxed himself. It
+was peculiar that they were all so excited.
+
+"Your Honor, having duly considered the seriousness of the crime and the
+evidence presented ..."
+
+The balloon faces on the stick men stretched in anticipation.
+
+"... taking full cognizance of the admitted passion on the part of the
+defendant and the circumstances ..."
+
+The balloons were strained, contorted out of all proportion in their
+eagerness.
+
+"... we find the defendant guilty of murder, making no recommendation
+for consideration by the Court."
+
+The balloons exploded!
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Deafening and more than deafening, the uproar of the voices was beyond
+belief. He threw his hands up over his ears to shut out the noise.
+
+The gavel crashed again and again, striking the polished oak in deadly
+cadence, stifling the voices. Over the stillness, one man spoke. He
+recognized the black voice of the judge and took his hands from his ears
+and put them in his lap. He was told to stand and he obeyed.
+
+"Oliver Symmes, there has been no taking of human lives in this nation
+for many years, until your shockingly primitive crime. We had taken
+pride in this record. Now you have broken it. We must not only punish
+you adequately and appropriately, but we must also make of your
+punishment a warning to anyone who would follow your irrational example.
+
+"Naturally, we no longer have either the apparatus to execute anyone or
+an executioner. We do not believe that a stupidly unreasoning act should
+incite us to equally unreasoning reprisal, for we would then be as
+guilty of irrationality as you.
+
+"We must establish our own precedent, since there is no recent one and
+the ancient punishments are not acceptable to us. Therefore, because we
+are humane and reasoning persons, the Court orders that the defendant,
+Oliver Symmes, be placed in the National Hospital for observation, study
+and experimentation so that this crime may never again be repeated. He
+is to be kept there under perpetual care until no possible human skill
+or resource can further sustain life in his body."
+
+Someone jumped erect beside him, quivering with horror and indignation.
+It was his lawyer.
+
+"Your Honor, we throw ourselves upon the mercy of the Court. No matter
+what the crime of the defendant, this is a greater one. For this is a
+crime not just against my client, but against all men. This sentence
+robs all men of their most precious freedom--the right to die at their
+appointed times. Nothing is more damaging to the basic dignity of the
+human race than this most hideous ..."
+
+"... This Court recognizes only the four freedoms. The freedom of death
+is not one of these. The sentence stands. The Court is adjourned."
+
+There were tears in the eyes of his lawyer, although young Oliver Symmes
+did not quite comprehend, as yet, their meaning. Hands, rougher than
+before, grasped his arms with strange firmness and led him off into ...
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Shadows. They come in cycles, each prompted to activity by the one
+preceding it. They flutter in unbelievable clusters, wheel in
+untranslatable formations through the cerebric wasteland that is the
+aged mind of Oliver Symmes. They have no meaning to him, save for a
+furtive spark of recognition that intrudes upon him once in a while.
+
+The woman in the green uniform, standing to one side of the window,
+smiled at him again. It was much simpler to care for him, she thought,
+if only one conceived of him as being a sort of sweet little worn-out
+teddy bear. Yes, that was what he was, a little teddy bear that had
+gotten most of its stuffing lost and had shriveled and shrunk. And one
+can easily love and pamper a teddy bear.
+
+"Can you see the crowd all right, Mr. Symmes? This is a good place to
+watch from, isn't it?"
+
+Her words fell upon his ears, setting up vibrations and oscillations in
+the basilar membranes. Nerve cells triggered impulses that sped along
+neural pathways to the withered cortex, where they lost themselves in
+the welter of atrophy and disintegration. They emerged into his
+consciousness as part of a gestaltic confusion.
+
+"Isn't it exciting, watching from here?" she asked, showing enthusiasm
+at the sight of the crowd below. "You should be enjoying this immensely,
+you know. Not all the people here have windows to look out of like
+this." There, now, that should make him feel a little better.
+
+His eyes, in their wandering, came to rest upon her uniform, so cool and
+comforting in its greenness. A flicker of light gleamed from the
+metallic insignia on her sleeve: "To Care for the Aged." Somewhere
+inside him an association clicked, a brief fire of response to a past
+event kindled into a short-lived flame, lighting the way through cobwebs
+for another _shadow_....
+
+ * * * * *
+
+How many years he had been waiting for the opportunity, he did not know.
+It seemed like decades, although it might have been only a handful of
+months. And all the time he had waited, he could feel himself growing
+older, could sense the syneresis, the slow solidifying of the life
+elements within him. He sat quietly and grew old, thinking the chance
+would never come.
+
+But it did come, when he had least expected it.
+
+It was a treat--his birthday. Because of it, they had given him actual
+food for the first time in years: a cake, conspicuous in its barrenness
+of candles; a glass of real vegetable juices; a dab of potato; an
+indescribable green that might have been anything at all; and a little
+steak. A succulent, savory-looking piece of genuine meat.
+
+The richness of the food would probably make him sick, so unaccustomed
+to solid food was his digestive tract by now, but it would be worth the
+pain.
+
+And it was then that he saw the knife.
+
+It lay there on the tray, its honed edge glittering in the light of the
+sun. A sharp knife, capable of cutting steak--or flesh of any kind.
+
+"Well, how do you like your birthday present, Mr. Symmes?"
+
+He looked up quickly at the woman standing beside the tray. The yellow
+pallor of her middle-aged skin matched the color of her uniform. She
+wore the insignia of a geriatrics supervisor.
+
+He let a little smile flicker across his face. "Why, it's ... it's
+wonderful. I never expected it at all. It's been so long, you know. So
+very long."
+
+How could he get rid of her? If he tried anything with her watching, she
+would stop him. And then he'd never get another chance.
+
+"I'm glad you like it, Mr. Symmes. Synthetic foods do get tiresome
+after a while, don't they?"
+
+The idea came with suddenness and he responded to it quickly.
+
+"But where are my pink pills? I always take them at lunch."
+
+"You won't need them if you're eating real food."
+
+He whipped his voice into petulance. "Yes, I will! I don't care if it is
+real food--I want my pills!"
+
+"I'll get them for you later. Go ahead and eat first."
+
+"I can't eat until I take my pink pills! You ought to know that! I won't
+touch a thing until I get them! You've ruined my birthday party."
+
+The whims of the aging are without logic, so she went to get the pills,
+leaving Oliver Symmes and the gleaming, sharp knife together,
+unattended.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Where should he start? The heart? No, that would be too quick, too easy
+to repair. Then where?
+
+He remembered his studies of the middle Japanese culture and the methods
+of suicide practiced at that time. The intestines! So many of them to
+cut and slash at, so much damage that might be done before death set in!
+Maybe even the lungs! But he must hurry.
+
+Picking up the knife, he pointed it at his appendix. For a moment he
+hesitated, and his eyes observed again the little feast laid out before
+him. He thought briefly about pausing for just a while to taste the
+little steak, to nibble briefly at the delectable-looking cake. He hated
+to leave it untouched. It had been such a long time....
+
+The sudden memory of time, and how much of it he had spent hoping for
+this moment, snapped his attention back to the knife. Steeling his grip
+on it, he pressed it in hard.
+
+His eyes bulged with the excruciating pain as he wrenched the knife from
+right to left, twisting it wildly as he went, blindly slashing at his
+vital organs with the hope that once and for all he could stop the long
+and eternal waiting.
+
+His mouth filled with the taste of blood. He spat it out through
+clenched teeth. It gushed down his chin, staining the cleanness of his
+robe. His lips parted to scream.
+
+And then his eyes closed.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+And opened again! He was staring at the ceiling, but the men and women
+standing around him got in his way.
+
+Their lips were moving, their faces unperturbed.
+
+"That was a nasty thing for him to do."
+
+"They all do it, once or twice, until they learn."
+
+"Third time for him, isn't it?"
+
+"Yes, I believe so. First time he tried hanging himself. Second time he
+was beating his head against the wall when we came and stopped him.
+Bloody mess that one was."
+
+"Nothing to compare with this, of course."
+
+"Well, naturally."
+
+Oliver Symmes felt sick with fear of frustration.
+
+"Nice technique you showed, Doctor. He'd been dead at least an hour when
+we started, hadn't he?"
+
+"Almost two," someone else said. "An amazing job."
+
+"Thank you. But it wasn't too difficult. Just a little patching here and
+there."
+
+He felt his legs being shifted for him.
+
+"Be careful there, Nurse. Handle him gently. _Fragilitas Ossium_, you
+know. Old bones break very easily."
+
+"Sorry, Doctor."
+
+"Not that we couldn't fix them up immediately if they did."
+
+"Naturally, Doctor."
+
+"I wish they'd try something different for a change."
+
+"The woman in the next room lost an eye last year, trying to reach the
+prefrontals. Good as new now, of course."
+
+He wanted to vomit at the uselessness of it all.
+
+"By the way, what's he in for? Do you know?"
+
+"No, I'd have to look it up."
+
+"Probably newness."
+
+"Or taxes."
+
+"Or maybe even slander."
+
+"Is that on the prescribed antisocial list now?"
+
+"Oh, yes. It was passed just before the destructive criticism law."
+
+"Think he'll try this messy business again?"
+
+"They all do."
+
+"They do, don't they? Don't they ever learn it's no use?"
+
+"Eventually. Some are just harder to convince than others."
+
+The pain was gone. He closed his eyes and slipped off into darkness
+again and into ...
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Shadows. In slow and ponderous fashion they float across the sea of his
+mind, like wandering bits of sargasso weed on the brackish water of a
+dying ocean. Each one dreamed a thousand times too many, each separate
+strand of memory-weed now nothing but a stereotyped shred of what might
+have once been a part of life and of living.
+
+With the quietness of deserted ships they drift in procession past his
+sphere of consciousness. Wait! There's one that seems familiar. He stops
+the mental parade for a moment, not hearing the voice of his companion,
+the woman in the green uniform.
+
+"It's getting late, Mr. Symmes." She turned from the window and glanced
+at the wizenedness, the fragile remainder of the man, the almost empty
+shell. It was a pity he wasn't able to play games with her like some of
+the others. That made it so much easier. "Don't you think it's about
+time you went to bed? Early to bed and early to rise, you know."
+
+That memory of a needle, pointed and gleaming. What was it?
+
+Oh, yes. Stick it in his arm, push the plunger, pull it out; and wait
+for him to die. First one disease and then another, to each he happily
+succumbed, in the interests of science, only to be resuscitated. Each
+time a willing volunteer, an eager guinea pig, he had hoped for the ease
+of death, praying that for once they'd wait too long, the germs would
+prove too virulent, that something would go wrong.
+
+"There, now, you just lie back and get comfortable," she said, walking
+over to the table. "But it has been fun, hasn't it? Watching the crowds,
+I mean." She felt he must be much happier now, and the knowledge of it
+gave her a sense of success. She was living up to her pledge, "To Care
+for the Aged."
+
+Diabetes, tuberculosis, cancer of the stomach, tumor of the brain. He'd
+had them all, and many others. They had swarmed to him through the
+gouged skin-openings made by the gleaming needle. And each had brought
+the freedom of blackness, of death, sometimes for an hour, sometimes for
+a whole week. But always life returned again, and the waiting, waiting,
+waiting.
+
+"I enjoy New Year's myself," the woman said, her hands caressing a dial.
+Slowly, with gentle undulation, his chair rose from the floor and
+cradled the aged tiredness that was Oliver Symmes to his bed. With
+almost tender devotion, his body was mechanically shifted from the
+portable chair to the freshly made bed.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+One of his arms was caught for just a moment under the slight weight of
+his body. There was a short, snapping sound, but Oliver Symmes took no
+notice. His face remained impassive. Even pain had lost its meaning.
+
+"It's a pity we couldn't have been outside with the rest of them,
+celebrating," she said, as she arranged the covers around him, not
+noticing the arm herself.
+
+This was the part of her job she enjoyed most--tucking the nice little
+man into bed. He did look sweet there, under the covers, didn't he?
+
+"Just imagine, Mr. Symmes, another year's gone by, and what have we
+accomplished?"
+
+Her prattle seeped in and he became aware of it and what she was saying.
+New Year?
+
+"What--what year--is this?" He spoke with great difficulty, from the
+long disuse of vocal cords. It was hardly more than a whisper, but she
+heard and was startled.
+
+"Why, Mr. Symmes, it's been so long since you've talked." She paused,
+but realized that she had not answered his question.
+
+"It's '73, of course. Last year was '72, so tonight's the start of '73."
+
+'73? Had it been fifty years since he came here? Had it been just that
+long?
+
+"What--" She leaned closer to him as he struggled for the word.
+"What--century?"
+
+Her astonishment was gone. He was teasing her, like the woman on the
+next level. These old ones were great for that!
+
+"Now, Mr. Symmes, everybody knows what century it is." She smiled at him
+glowingly, thinking she had caught him at a prank. It was nice, she
+thought, to have gotten through to him tonight, on the eve of the new
+year. That meant that she was living up to her motto the way she ought
+to be.
+
+She'd have to tell the supervisor about it.
+
+Oliver Symmes turned to face the ceiling, his mind full of dusty
+whispers. What century was it? She hadn't answered. It might have been a
+hundred and fifty years ago he came here, instead of just fifty. Or
+possibly two hundred and fifty, or ...
+
+"Now, you be good, and sleep tight, and I'll see you in the morning."
+Her hand passed over a glowing stud and the room light dimmed to a quiet
+glow. Lying there in the bed, he did look like a teddy bear, a dear
+little teddy bear. She was so happy.
+
+"Good night, Mr. Symmes."
+
+She closed the door.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Outside, bells were ringing.
+
+"Happy New Year."
+
+The ceiling stared back at him.
+
+The mad sound of people crazed for the moment, shouting, echoed the
+bells.
+
+"Happy New Year!"
+
+He turned his head to one side.
+
+"Happy New Year!"
+
+And again ... and again ... and again.
+
+ --JAMES McCONNELL
+
+
+
+
+Transcriber's Note:
+
+ This etext was produced from _Galaxy Science Fiction_ January 1953.
+ Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that the U.S.
+ copyright on this publication was renewed. Minor spelling and
+ typographical errors have been corrected without note.
+
+
+
+
+
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