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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/2974.txt b/2974.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..1ec3b8e --- /dev/null +++ b/2974.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4388 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of In London And Moscow: Flight from London to +Berlin, by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: In London And Moscow: Flight from London to Berlin + The Memoirs Of Jacques Casanova De Seingalt 1725-1798 + +Author: Jacques Casanova de Seingalt + +Release Date: October 31, 2006 [EBook #2974] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FLIGHT TO BERLIN *** + + + + +Produced by David Widger + + + + + +MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA de SEINGALT 1725-1798 + +IN LONDON AND MOSCOW, Volume 5d--LONDON TO BERLIN +THE MEMOIRS OF JACQUES CASANOVA DE SEINGALT + +THE RARE UNABRIDGED LONDON EDITION OF 1894 TRANSLATED BY ARTHUR MACHEN TO +WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED THE CHAPTERS DISCOVERED BY ARTHUR SYMONS. + + + + +FLIGHT FROM LONDON TO BERLIN + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +Bottarelli--A Letter from Pauline--The Avenging Parrot--Pocchini--Guerra, +the Venetian--I Meet Sara Again; My Idea of Marrying Her and Settling in +Switzerland--The Hanoverians + +Thus ended the first act of the comedy; the second began the next +morning. I was just getting up, when I heard a noise at the street door, +and on putting my head out of the window I saw Pocchini, the scoundrel +who had robbed me at Stuttgart trying to get into my house. I cried out +wrathfully that I would have nothing to do with him, and slammed down my +window. + +A little later Goudar put in an appearance. He had got a copy of the St. +James's Chronicle, containing a brief report of my arrest, and of my +being set a liberty under a bail of eighty guineas. My name and the +lady's were disguised, but Rostaing and Bottarelli were set down plainly, +and the editor praised their conduct. I felt as if I should like to know +Bottarelli, and begged Goudar to take me to him, and Martinelli, +happening to call just then, said he would come with us. + +We entered a wretched room on the third floor of a wretched house, and +there we beheld a picture of the greatest misery. A woman and five +children clothed in rags formed the foreground, and in the background was +Bottarelli, in an old dressing-gown, writing at a table worthy of +Philemon and Baucis. He rose as we came in, and the sight of him moved me +to compassion. I said,-- + +"Do you know me, sir?" + +"No, sir, I do not." + +"I am Casanova, against whom you bore false witness; whom you tried to +cast into Newgate." + +"I am very sorry, but look around you and say what choice have I? I have +no bread to give my children. I will do as much in your favour another +time for nothing." + +"Are you not afraid of the gallows?" + +"No, for perjury is not punished with death; besides it is very difficult +to prove." + +"I have heard you are a poet." + +"Yes. I have lengthened the Didone and abridged the Demetrio." + +"You are a great poet, indeed!" + +I felt more contempt than hatred for the rascal, and gave his wife a +guinea, for which she presented me with a wretched pamphlet by her +husband: "The Secrets of the Freemasons Displayed." Bottarelli had been a +monk in his native city, Pisa, and had fled to England with his wife, who +had been a nun. + +About this time M. de Saa surprised me by giving me a letter from my fair +Portuguese, which confirmed the sad fate of poor Clairmont. Pauline said +she was married to Count Al----. I was astonished to hear M. de Saa +observe that he had known all about Pauline from the moment she arrived +in London. That is the hobby of all diplomatists; they like people to +believe that they are omniscient. However, M. de Saa was a man of worth +and talent, and one could excuse this weakness as an incident inseparable +from his profession; while most diplomatists only make themselves +ridiculous by their assumption of universal knowledge. + +M. de Saa had been almost as badly treated by the Charpillon as myself, +and we might have condoled with one another, but the subject was not +mentioned. + +A few days afterwards, as I was walking idly about, I passed a place +called the Parrot Market. As I was amusing myself by looking at these +curious birds, I saw a fine young one in a cage, and asked what language +it spoke. They told me that it was quite young and did not speak at all +yet, so I bought it for ten guineas. I thought I would teach the bird a +pretty speech, so I had the cage hung by my bed, and repeated dozens of +times every day the following sentence: "The Charpillon is a bigger wh--e +than her mother." + +The only end I had in view was my private amusement, and in a fortnight +the bird had learnt the phrase with the utmost exactness; and every time +it uttered the words it accompanied them with a shriek of laughter which +I had not taught it, but which made me laugh myself. + +One day Gondar heard the bird, and told me that if I sent it to the +Exchange I should certainly get fifty guineas for it. I welcomed the +idea, and resolved to make the parrot the instrument of my vengeance +against the woman who had treated me so badly. I secured myself from fear +of the law, which is severe in such cases, by entrusting the bird to my +negro, to whom such merchandise was very suitable. + +For the first two or three days my parrot did not attract much attention, +its observations being in French; but as soon as those who knew the +subject of them had heard it, its audience increased and bids were made. +Fifty guineas seemed rather too much, and my negro wanted me to lower the +price, but I would not agree, having fallen in love with this odd +revenge. + +In the course of a week Goudar came to inform me of the effect the +parrot's criticism had produced in the Charpillon family. As the vendor +was my negro, there could be no doubt as to whom it belonged, and who had +been its master of languages. Goudar said that the Charpillon thought my +vengeance very ingenious, but that the mother and aunts were furious. +They had consulted several counsel, who agreed in saying that a parrot +could not be indicted for libel, but that they could make me pay dearly +for my jest if they could prove that I had been the bird's instructor. +Goudar warned me to be careful of owning to the fact, as two witnesses +would suffice to undo me. + +The facility with which false witnesses may be produced in London is +something dreadful. I have myself seen the word evidence written in large +characters in a window; this is as much as to say that false witnesses +may be procured within. + +The St. James's Chronicle contained an article on my parrot, in which the +writer remarked that the ladies whom the bird insulted must be very poor +and friendless, or they would have bought it at once, and have thus +prevented the thing from becoming the talk of the town. He added,-- + +"The teacher of the parrot has no doubt made the bird an instrument of +his vengeance, and has displayed his wit in doing so; he ought to be an +Englishman." + +I met my good friend Edgar, and asked him why he had not bought the +little slanderer. + +"Because it delights all who know anything about the object of the +slander," said he. + +At last Jarbe found a purchaser for fifty guineas, and I heard afterwards +that Lord Grosvenor had bought it to please the Charpillon, with whom he +occasionally diverted himself. + +Thus my relations with that girl came to an end. I have seen her since +with the greatest indifference, and without any renewal of the old pain. + +One day, as I was going into St. James's Park, I saw two girls drinking +milk in a room on the ground floor of a house. They called out to me, but +not knowing them I passed on my way. However, a young officer of my +acquaintance came after me and said they were Italians, and being curious +to see them I retracted my steps. + +When I entered the room I was accosted by the scoundrelly Pocchini, +dressed in a military uniform, who said he had the honour of introducing +me to his daughters. + +"Indeed," said I, "I remember two other daughters of yours robbing me of +a snuff-box and two watches at Stuttgart." + +"You lie!" said the impudent rascal. + +I gave him no verbal answer, but took up a glass of milk and flung it in +his face, and then left the room without more ado. + +I was without my sword. The young officer who had brought me into the +place followed me and told me I must not go without giving his friend +some satisfaction. + +"Tell him to come out, and do you escort him to the Green Park, and I +shall have the pleasure of giving him a caning in your presence, unless +you would like to fight for him; if so, you must let me go home and get +my sword. But do you know this man whom you call your friend?" + +"No, but he is an officer, and it is I that brought him here." + +"Very good, I will fight to the last drop of my blood; but I warn you +your friend is a thief. But go; I will await you." + +In the course of a quarter of an hour they all came out, but the +Englishman and Pocchini followed me alone. There were a good many people +about, and I went before them till we reached Hyde Park. Pocchini +attempted to speak to me, but I replied, lifting my cane,-- + +"Scoundrel, draw your sword, unless you want me to give you a thrashing!" + +"I will never draw upon a defenceless man." + +I gave him a blow with my cane by way of answer, and the coward, instead +of drawing his sword, began to cry out that I wished to draw him into a +fight. The Englishman burst out laughing and begged me to pardon his +interference, and then, taking me by the arm, said,-- + +"Come along, sir, I see you know the gentleman." + +The coward went off in another direction, grumbling as he went. + +On the way I informed the officer of the very good reasons I had for +treating Pocchini as a rogue, and he agreed that I had been perfectly +right. "Unfortunately," he added, "I am in love with one of his +daughters." + +When we were in the midst of St. James's Park we saw them, and I could +not help laughing when I noticed Goudar with one of them on each side. + +"How did you come to know these ladies?" said I. + +"Their father the captain," he answered, "has sold me jewels; he +introduced me to them." + +"Where did you leave our father?" asked one. + +"In Hyde Park, after giving him a caning." + +"You served him quite right." + +The young Englishman was indignant to hear them approving my +ill-treatment of their father, and shook my hand and went away, swearing +to me that he would never be seen in their company again. + +A whim of Goudar's, to which I was weak enough to consent, made me dine +with these miserable women in a tavern on the borders of London. The +rascally Goudar made them drunk, and in this state they told some +terrible truths about their pretended father. He did not live with them, +but paid them nocturnal visits in which he robbed them of all the money +they had earned. He was their pander, and made them rob their visitors +instructing them to pass it off as a joke if the theft was discovered. +They gave him the stolen articles, but he never said what he did with +them. I could not help laughing at this involuntary confession, +remembering what Goudar had said about Pocchini selling him jewels. + +After this wretched meal I went away leaving the duty of escorting them +back to Goudar. He came and saw me the next day, and informed me that the +girls had been arrested and taken to prison just as they were entering +their house. + +"I have just been to Pocchini's," said he, "but the landlord tells me he +has not been in since yesterday." + +The worthy and conscientious Goudar added that he did not care if he +never saw him again, as he owed the fellow ten guineas for a watch, which +his daughters had probably stolen, and which was well worth double. + +Four days later I saw him again, and he informed me that the rascal had +left London with a servant-maid, whom he had engaged at a registry office +where any number of servants are always ready to take service with the +first comer. The keeper of the office answers for their fidelity. + +"The girl he has gone with is a pretty one, from what the man tells me, +and they have taken ship from London. I am sorry he went away before I +could pay him for the watch; I am dreading every moment to meet the +individual from whom it was stolen." + +I never heard what became of the girls, but Pocchini will re-appear on +the scene in due course. + +I led a tranquil and orderly life, which I should have been pleased to +continue for the remainder of my days; but circumstances and my destiny +ordered it otherwise, and against these it is not becoming in a Christian +philosopher to complain. I went several times to see my daughter at her +school, and I also frequented the British Museum, where I met Dr. Mati. +One day I found an Anglican minister with him, and I asked the clergyman +how many different sects there were in England. + +"Sir," he replied in very tolerable Italian, "no one can give a positive +answer to that question, for every week some sect dies and some new one +is brought into being. All that is necessary is for a man of good faith, +or some rogue desirous of money or notoriety, to stand in some frequented +place and begin preaching. He explains some texts of the Bible in his own +fashion, and if he pleases the gapers around him they invite him to +expound next Sunday, often in a tavern. He keeps the appointment and +explains his new doctrines in a spirited manner. Then people begin to +talk of him; he disputes with ministers of other sects; he and his +followers give themselves a name, and the thing is done. Thus, or almost +thus, are all the numerous English sects produced." + +About this time M. Steffano Guerra, a noble Venetian who was travelling +with the leave of his Government, lost a case against an English painter +who had executed a miniature painting of one of the prettiest ladies in +London, Guerra having given a written promise to pay twenty-five guineas. +When it was finished Guerra did not like it, and would not take it or pay +the price. The Englishman, in accordance with the English custom, began +by arresting his debtor; but Guerra was released on bail, and brought the +matter before the courts, which condemned him to pay the twenty-five +guineas. He appealed, lost again, and was in the end obliged to pay. +Guerra contented that he had ordered a portrait, that a picture bearing +no likeness to the lady in question was not a portrait, and that he had +therefore a right to refuse payment. The painter replied that it was a +portrait as it had been painted from life. The judgment was that the +painter must live by his trade, and that as Guerra had given him painting +to do he must therefore provide him with the wherewithal to live, seeing +that the artist swore he had done his best to catch the likeness. +Everybody thought this sentence just, and so did I; but I confess it also +seemed rather hard, especially to Guerra, who with costs had to pay a +hundred guineas for the miniature. + +Malingan's daughter died just as her father received a public box on the +ear from a nobleman who liked piquet, but did not like players who +corrected the caprices of fortune. I gave the poor wretch the wherewithal +to bury his daughter and to leave England. He died soon after at Liege, +and his wife told me of the circumstance, saying that he had expired +regretting his inability to pay his debts. + +M. M---- F---- came to London as the representative of the canton of Berne, +and I called, but was not received. I suspected that he had got wind of +the liberties I had taken with pretty Sara, and did not want me to have +an opportunity for renewing them. He was a somewhat eccentric man, so I +did not take offence, and had almost forgotten all about it when chance +led me to the Marylebone Theatre one evening. The spectators sat at +little tables, and the charge for admittance was only a shilling, but +everyone was expected to order something, were it only a pot of ale. + +On going into the theatre I chanced to sit down beside a girl whom I did +not notice at first, but soon after I came in she turned towards me, and +I beheld a ravishing profile which somehow seemed familiar; but I +attributed that to the idea of perfect beauty that was graven on my soul. +The more I looked at her the surer I felt that I had never seen her +before, though a smile of inexpressible slyness had begun to play about +her lips. One of her gloves fell, and I hastened to restore it to her, +whereupon she thanked me in a few well-chosen French sentences. + +"Madam is not English, then?" said I, respectfully. + +"No, sir, I am a Swiss, and a friend of yours." + +At this I looked round, and on my right hand sat Madame M---- F----, then +her eldest daughter, then her husband. I got up, and after bowing to the +lady, for whom I had a great esteem, I saluted her husband, who only +replied by a slight movement of the head. I asked Madame M---- F---- what +her husband had against me, and she said that Possano had written to him +telling some dreadful stories about me. + +There was not time for me to explain and justify myself, so I devoted all +my energies to the task of winning the daughter's good graces. In three +years she had grown into a perfect beauty: she knew it, and by her +blushes as she spoke to me I knew she was thinking of what had passed +between us in the presence of my housekeeper. I was anxious to find out +whether she would acknowledge the fact, or deny it altogether. If she had +done so I should have despised her. When I had seen her before, the +blossom of her beauty was still in the bud, now it had opened out in all +its splendour. + +"Charming Sara," I said, "you have so enchanted me that I cannot help +asking you a couple of questions, which if you value my peace of mind you +will answer. Do you remember what happened at Berne?" + +"Yes." + +"And do you repent of what you did?" + +"No." + +No man of any delicacy could ask the third question, which may be +understood. I felt sure that Sara would make me happy-nay, that she was +even longing for the moment, and gave reins to my passions, determined to +convince her that I was deserving of her love. The waiter came to enquire +if we had any orders, and I begged Madame M---- F---- to allow me to offer +her some oysters. After the usual polite refusals she gave in, and I +profited by her acceptance to order all the delicacies of the season, +including a hare (a great delicacy in London), champagne, choice +liqueurs, larks, ortolans, truffles, sweetmeats--everything, in fact, +that money could buy, and I was not at all surprised when the bill proved +to amount to ten guineas. But I was very much surprised when M. +M---- F----, who had eaten like a Turk and drunk like a Swiss, said calmly +that it was too dear. + +I begged him politely not to trouble himself about the cost; and by way +of proving that I did not share his opinion, I gave the waiter +half-a-guinea; the worthy man looked as if he wished that such customers +came more often. The Swiss, who had been pale and gloomy enough a short +while before; was rubicund and affable. Sara glanced at me and squeezed +my hand; I had conquered. + +When the play was over, M---- F---- asked me if I would allow him to call +on me. I embraced him in reply. His servant came in, and said that he +could not find a coach; and I, feeling rather surprised that he had not +brought his carriage, offered him the use of mine, telling my man to get +me a sedan-chair. + +"I accept your kind offer," said he, "on the condition that you allow me +to occupy the chair." + +I consented to this arrangement, and took the mother and the two +daughters with me in the carriage. + +On the way, Madame M---- F---- was very polite, gently blaming her husband +for the rudeness of which I had to complain. I said that I would avenge +myself by paying an assiduous court to him in the future; but she pierced +me to the heart by saying that they were on the point of departing. "We +wanted to go on the day after next," she said, "and to-morrow we shall +have to leave our present rooms to their new occupants. A matter of +business which my husband was not able to conclude will oblige us to stay +for another week, and to-morrow we shall have the double task of moving +and finding new apartments." + +"Then you have not yet got new rooms?" + +"No, but my husband says he is certain to find some to-morrow morning." + +"Furnished, I suppose, for as you intend to leave you will be selling, +your furniture." + +"Yes, and we shall have to pay the expenses of carriage to the buyer." + +On hearing that M. M---- F---- was sure of finding lodgings, I was +precluded from offering to accommodate them in my own house, as the lady +might think that I only made the offer because I was sure it would not be +accepted. + +When we got to the door of their house we alighted, and the mother begged +me to come in. She and her husband slept on the second floor, and the two +girls on the third. Everything was upside down, and as Madame +M---- F---- had something to say to the landlady she asked me to go up with +her daughters. It was cold, and the room we entered had no fire in it. +The sister went into the room adjoining and I stayed with Sara, and all +of a sudden I clasped her to my breast, and feeling that her desires were +as ardent as mine I fell with her on to a sofa where we mingled our +beings in all the delights of voluptuous ardours. But this happiness was +short lived; scarcely was the work achieved when we heard a footstep on +the stair. It was the father. + +If M---- F---- had had any eyes he must have found us out, for my face bore +the marks of agitation, the nature of which it was easy to divine. We +exchanged a few brief compliments; I shook his hand and disappeared. I +was in such a state of excitement when I got home that I made up my mind +to leave England and to follow Sara to Switzerland. In the night I formed +my plans, and resolved to offer the family my house during the time they +stayed in England, and if necessary to force them to accept my offer. + +In the morning I hastened to call on M---- F----, and found him on his +doorstep. + +"I am going to try and get a couple of rooms," said he. + +"They are already found," I replied. "My house is at your service, and +you must give me the preference. Let us come upstairs." + +"Everybody is in bed." + +"Never mind," said I, and we proceeded to go upstairs. + +Madame M---- F---- apologized for being in bed. Her husband told her that I +wanted to let them some rooms, but I laughed and said I desired they +would accept my hospitality as that of a friend. After some polite +denials my offer was accepted, and it was agreed that the whole family +should take up their quarters with me in the evening. + +I went home, and was giving the necessary orders when I was told that two +young ladies wished to see me. I went down in person, and I was agreeably +surprised to see Sara and her sister. I asked them to come in, and Sara +told me that the landlady would not let their belongings out of the house +before her father paid a debt of forty guineas, although a city merchant +had assured her it should be settled in a week. The long and snort of it +was that Sara's father had sent me a bill and begged me to discount it. + +I took the bill and gave her a bank note for fifty pounds in exchange, +telling her that she could give me the change another time. She thanked +me with great simplicity and went her way, leaving me delighted with the +confidence she had placed in me. + +The fact of M. M---- F----'s wanting forty guineas did not make me divine +that he was in some straits, for I looked at everything through +rose-coloured glasses, and was only too happy to be of service to him. + +I made a slight dinner in order to have a better appetite for supper, and +spent the afternoon in writing letters. In the evening M. M---- F----'s +man came with three great trunks and innumerable card-board boxes, +telling me that the family would soon follow; but I awaited them in vain +till nine o'clock. I began to get alarmed and went to the house, where I +found them all in a state of consternation. Two ill-looking fellows who +were in the room enlightened me; and assuming a jovial and unconcerned +air, I said,-- + +"I'll wager, now, that this is the work of some fierce creditor." + +"You are right," answered the father, "but I am sure of discharging the +debt in five or six days, and that's why I put off my departure." + +"Then you were arrested after you had sent on your trunks." + +"Just after." + +"And what have you done?" + +"I have sent for bail." + +"Why did you not send to me?" + +"Thank you, I am grateful for your kindness, but you are a foreigner, and +sureties have to be householders." + +"But you ought to have told me what had happened, for I have got you an +excellent supper, and I am dying of hunger." + +It was possible that this debt might exceed my means, so I did not dare +to offer to pay it. I took Sara aside, and on hearing that all his +trouble was on account of a debt of a hundred and fifty pounds, I asked +the bailiff whether we could go away if the debt was paid. + +"Certainly," said he, shewing me the bill of exchange. + +I took out three bank notes of fifty pounds each, and gave them to the +man, and taking the bill I said to the poor Swiss,-- + +"You shall pay me the money before you leave England." + +The whole family wept with joy, and after embracing them all I summoned +them to come and sup with me and forget the troubles of life. + +We drove off to my house and had a merry supper, though the worthy mother +could not quite forget her sadness. After supper I took them to the rooms +which had been prepared for them, and with which they were delighted, and +so I wished them good night, telling them that they should be well +entertained till their departure, and that I hoped to follow them into +Switzerland. + +When I awoke the next day I was in a happy frame of mind. On examining my +desires I found that they had grown too strong to be overcome, but I did +not wish to overcome them. I loved Sara, and I felt so certain of +possessing her that I put all desires out of my mind; desires are born +only of doubt, and doubt torments the soul. Sara was mine; she had given +herself to me out of pure passion, without any shadow of self-interest. + +I went to the father's room, and found him engaged in opening his trunks. +His wife looked sad, so I asked her if she were not well. She replied +that her health was perfect, but that the thought of the sea voyage +troubled her sorely. The father begged me to excuse him at breakfast as +he had business to attend to. The two young ladies came down, and after +we had breakfast I asked the mother why they were unpacking their trunks +so short a time before starting. She smiled and said that one trunk would +be ample for all their possessions, as they had resolved to sell all +superfluities. As I had seen some beautiful dresses, fine linen, and +exquisite lace, I could not refrain from saying that it would be a great +pity to sell cheaply what would have to be replaced dearly. + +"You are right," she said, "but, nevertheless, there is no pleasure so +great as the consciousness of having paid one's debts." + +"You must not sell anything," I replied, in a lively manner, "for as I am +going to Switzerland with you I can pay your debts, and you shall repay +me when you can." + +At these words astonishment was depicted on her face. + +"I did not think you were speaking seriously," said she. + +"Perfectly seriously, and here is the object of my vows." + +With these words I seized Sara's hand and covered it with kisses. + +Sara blushed, said nothing, and the mother looked kindly at us; but after +a moment's silence she spoke at some length, and with the utmost candour +and wisdom. She gave me circumstantial information as to the position of +the family and her husband's restricted means, saying that under the +circumstances he could not have avoided running into debt, but that he +had done wrong to bring them all with him to London. + +"If he had been by himself," she said, "he could have lived here +comfortably enough with only one servant, but with a family to provide +for the two thousand crowns per annum provided by the Government are +quite insufficient. My old father has succeeded in persuading the State +to discharge my husband's debts, but to make up the extra expense they +will not employ a Charge d'affaires; a banker with the title of agent +will collect the interest on their English securities." + +She ended by saying that she thought Sara was fortunate to have pleased +me, but that she was not sure whether her husband would consent to the +marriage. + +The word "marriage" made Sara blush, and I was pleased, though it was +evident there would be difficulties in the way. + +M---- F---- came back and told his wife that two clothes dealers would come +to purchase their superfluous clothes in the afternoon; but after +explaining my ideas I had not much trouble in convincing him that it +would be better not to sell them, and that he could become my debtor to +the amount of two hundred pounds, on which he could pay interest till he +was able to return me my capital. The agreement was written out the same +day, but I did not mention the marriage question, as his wife had told me +she would discuss it with him in private. + +On the third day he came down by himself to talk with me. + +"My wife," he began, "has told me of your intentions, and I take it as a +great honour, I assure you; but I cannot give you my Sara, as she is +promised to M. de W----, and family reasons prevent me from going back +from my word. Besides my old father, a strict Calvinist, would object to +the difference in religion. He would never believe that his dear little +grandchild would be happy with a Roman Catholic." + +As a matter of fact I was not at all displeased at what he said. I was +certainly very fond of Sara, but the word "marriage" had a disagreeable +sound to me. I answered that circumstances might change in time, and that +in the meanwhile I should be quite content if he would allow me to be the +friend of the family and to take upon myself all the responsibility of +the journey. He promised everything, and assured me that he was delighted +at his daughter having won my affection. + +After this explanation I gave Sara as warm marks of my love as decency +would allow in the presence of her father and mother, and I could see +that all the girl thought of was love. + +The fifth day I went up to her room, and finding her in bed all the fires +of passion flamed up in my breast, for since my first visit to their +house I had not been alone with her. I threw myself upon her, covering +her with kisses, and she shewed herself affectionate but reserved. In +vain I endeavoured to succeed; she opposed a gentle resistance to my +efforts, and though she caressed me, she would not let me attain my end. + +"Why, divine Sara," said I, "do you oppose my loving ecstasy?" + +"Dearest, I entreat of you not to ask for any more than I am willing to +give." + +"Then you no longer love me?" + +"Cruel man, I adore you!" + +"Then why do you treat me to a refusal, after having once surrendered +unreservedly?" + +"I have given myself to you, and we have both been happy, and I think +that should be enough for us." + +"There must be some reason for this change. If you love me, dearest Sara, +this renunciation must be hard for you to bear." + +"I confess it, but nevertheless I feel it is my duty. I have made up my +mind to subdue my passion from no weak motive, but from a sense of what I +owe to myself. I am under obligations to you, and if I were to repay the +debt I have contracted with my body I should be degraded in my own eyes. +When we enjoyed each other before only love was between us--there was no +question of debit and credit. My heart is now the thrall of what I owe +you, and to these debts it will not give what it gave so readily to +love." + +"This is a strange philosophy, Sara; believe me it is fallacious, and the +enemy of your happiness as well as mine. These sophisms lead you astray +and wound me to the heart. Give me some credit for delicacy of feeling, +and believe me you owe me nothing." + +"You must confess that if you had not loved me you would have done +nothing for my father." + +"Certainly I will confess nothing of the kind; I would readily do as +much, and maybe more, out of regard for your worthy mother. It is quite +possible, indeed, that in doing this small service for your father I had +no thoughts of you at all." + +"It might be so; but I do not believe it was so. Forgive me, dearest, but +I cannot make up my mind to pay my debts in the way you wish." + +"It seems to me that if you are grateful to me your love ought to be +still more ardent." + +"It cannot be more ardent than it is already." + +"Do you know how grievously you make me suffer?" + +"Alas! I suffer too; but do not reproach me; let us love each other +still." + +This dialogue is not the hundredth part of what actually passed between +us till dinner-time. The mother came in, and finding me seated at the +foot of the daughter's bed, laughed, and asked me why I kept her in bed. +I answered with perfect coolness that we had been so interested in our +conversation that we had not noticed the flight of time. + +I went to dress, and as I thought over the extraordinary change which had +taken place in Sara I resolved that it should not last for long. We dined +together gaily, and Sara and I behaved in all respects like two lovers. +In the evening I took them to the Italian Opera, coming home to an +excellent supper. + +The next morning I passed in the city, having accounts to settle with my +bankers. I got some letters of exchange on Geneva, and said farewell to +the worthy Mr. Bosanquet. In the afternoon I got a coach for Madame +M---- F---- to pay some farewells calls, and I went to say good-bye to my +daughter at school. The dear little girl burst into tears, saying that +she would be lost without me, and begging me not to forget her. I was +deeply moved. Sophie begged me to go and see her mother before I left +England, and I decided on doing so. + +At supper we talked over our journey, and M. M---- F---- agreed with me +that it would be better to go by Dunkirk than Ostend. He had very little +more business to attend to. His debts were paid, and he said he thought +he would have a matter of fifty guineas in his pocket at the journey's +end, after paying a third share of all the travelling expenses. I had to +agree to this, though I made up my mind at the same time not to let him +see any of the accounts. I hoped to win Sara, in one way or another, when +we got to Berne. + +The next day, after breakfast, I took her hand in presence of her mother, +and asked her if she would give me her heart if I could obtain her +father's consent at Berne. + +"Your mother," I added, "has promised me that hers shall not be wanting." + +At this the mother got up, and saying that we had no doubt a good deal to +talk over, she and her eldest daughter went out to pay some calls. + +As soon as we were alone Sara said that she could not understand how I +could have the smallest doubt as to whether her consent would be given. + +"I have shewn you how well I love you," said she, tenderly; "and I am +sure I should be very happy as your wife. You may be sure that your +wishes will be mine, and that, however far you lead me, Switzerland shall +claim no thought of mine." + +I pressed the amorous Sara to my bosom in a transport of delight, which +was shared by her; but as she saw me grow more ardent she begged me to be +moderate. Clasping me in her arms she adjured me not to ask her for that +which she was determined not to grant till she was mine by lawful +wedlock. + +"You will drive me to despair! Have you reflected that this resistance +may cost me my life? Can you love, and yet entertain this fatal +prejudice? And yet I am sure you love me, and pleasure too." + +"Yes, dearest one, I do love you, and amorous pleasure with you; but you +must respect my delicacy." + +My eyes were wet with tears, and she was so affected that she fell +fainting to the ground. I lifted her up and gently laid her on the bed. +Her pallor alarmed me. I brought smelling-salts, I rubbed her forehead +with Savoy-water, and she soon opened her eyes, and seemed delighted to +find me calm again. + +The thought of taking advantage of her helplessness would have horrified +me. She sat up on the bed, and said,-- + +"You have just given a true proof of the sincerity of your affection." + +"Did you think, sweetheart, that I was vile enough to abuse your +weakness? Could I enjoy a pleasure in which you had no share?" + +"I did not think you would do such a thing, but I should not have +resisted, though it is possible that I should not have loved you +afterwards." + +"Sara, though you do not know, you charm my soul out of my body." + +After this I sat down sadly on the bed, and abandoned myself to the most +melancholy reflections, from which Sara did not endeavour to rouse me. + +Her mother came in and asked why she was on the bed, but not at all +suspiciously. Sara told her the truth. + +M. M---- F---- came in soon after, and we dined together, but silently. +What I had heard from the girl's lips had completely overwhelmed me. I +saw I had nothing to hope for, and that it was time for me to look to +myself. Six weeks before, God had delivered me from my bondage to an +infamous woman, and now I was in danger of becoming the slave of an +angel. Such were my reflections whilst Sara was fainting, but it was +necessary for me to consider the matter at my leisure. + +There was a sale of valuable articles in the city, the means taken for +disposing of them being a lottery. Sara had read the announcement, and I +asked her with her mother and sister to come with me and take part in it. +I had not much trouble in obtaining their consent, and we found ourselves +in distinguished company, among the persons present being the Countess of +Harrington, Lady Stanhope, and Emilie and her daughters. Emilie had a +strange case before the courts. She had given information to the police +that her husband had been robbed of six thousand pounds, though everyone +said that she herself was the thief. + +Madame M---- F---- did not take a ticket, but she allowed me to take +tickets for her daughters, who were in high glee, since for ten or twelve +guineas they got articles worth sixty. + +Every day I was more taken with Sara; but feeling sure that I should only +obtain slight favours from her, I thought it was time to come to an +explanation. So after supper I said that as it was not certain that Sara +could become my wife I had determined not to accompany them to Berne. The +father told me I was very wise, and that I could still correspond with +his daughter, Sara said nothing, but I could see she was much grieved. + +I passed a dreadful night; such an experience was altogether new to me. I +weighed Sara's reasons, and they seemed to me to be merely frivolous, +which drove me to conclude that my caresses had displeased her. + +For the last three days I found myself more than once alone with her; but +I was studiously moderate, and she caressed me in a manner that would +have made my bliss if I had not already obtained the one great favour. It +was at this time I learnt the truth of the maxim that if abstinence is +sometimes the spur of love, it has also the contrary effect. Sara had +brought my feeling to a pitch of gentle friendship, while an infamous +prostitute like the Charpillon, who knew how to renew hope and yet grant +nothing, ended by inspiring me with contempt, and finally with hatred. + +The family sailed for Ostend, and I accompanied them to the mouth of the +Thames. I gave Sara a letter for Madame de W----. This was the name of +the learned Hedvig whom she did not know. They afterwards became +sisters-in-law, as Sara married a brother of M. de W----, and was happy +with him. + +Even now I am glad to hear tidings of my old friends and their doings, +but the interest I take in such matters is not to be compared to my +interest in some obscure story of ancient history. For our +contemporaries, the companions, of our youthful follies, we have a kind +of contempt, somewhat similar to that which we entertain for ourselves. +Four years ago I wrote to Madame G---- at Hamburg, and my letter began: + +"After a silence of twenty-one years . . ." + +She did not deign to reply, and I was by no means displeased. We cared no +longer for one another, and it is quite natural that it should be so. + +When I tell my reader who Madame G---- is, he will be amused. Two years +ago I set out for Hamburg, but my good genius made me turn back to Dux; +what had I to do at Hamburg? + +After my guests were gone I went to the Italian Opera at Covent Garden, +and met Goudar, who asked me if I would come to the Sartori's concert. He +told me I should see a beautiful young English woman there who spoke +Italian. As I had just lost Sara I did not much care about making new +acquaintances, but still I was curious to see the young marvel. I +indulged my curiosity, and I am glad to say that instead of being amused +I was wearied, though the young English woman was pretty enough. A young +Livonian, who called himself Baron of Stenau, seemed extremely interested +in her. After supper she offered us tickets for the next concert, and I +took one for myself and one for Gondar, giving her two guineas, but the +Livonian baron took fifty tickets, and gave her a bank note for fifty +guineas. I saw by this that he wanted to take the place by storm, and I +liked his way of doing it. I supposed him to be rich, without caring to +enquire into his means. He made advances to me and we became friends, and +the reader will see in due time what a fatal acquaintance he was. + +One day as I was walking with Goudar in Hyde Park he left me to speak to +two ladies who seemed pretty. + +He was not long absent, and said, when he rejoined me,-- + +"A Hanoverian lady, a widow and the mother of five daughters, came to +England two months ago with her whole family. She lives close by, and is +occupied in soliciting compensation from the Government for any injury +that was done her by the passage of the Duke of Cumberland's army. The +mother herself is sick and and never leaves her bed; she sends her two +eldest daughters to petition the Government, and they are the two young +ladies you have just seen. They have not met with any success. The eldest +daughter is twenty-two, and the youngest fourteen; they are all pretty +and can speak English, French, and German equally well, and are always +glad to see visitors. I had been to visit them myself, but as I gave them +nothing I do not care to go there alone a second time. If you like, +however, I can introduce you." + +"You irritate my curiosity. Come along, but if the one that pleases me is +not complaisant she shall have nothing." + +"They will not even allow one to take them by the hand." + +"They are Charpillons, I suppose." + +"It looks like it. But you won't see any men there:" + +We were shewn into a large room where I noticed three pretty girls and an +evil-looking man. I began with the usual compliments, to which the girls +replied politely, but with an air of great sadness. + +Goudar spoke to the man, and then came to me shrugging his shoulders, and +saying,-- + +"We have come at a sad time. That man is a bailiff who has come to take +the mother to prison if she can't pay her landlord the twenty guineas' +rent she owes him, and they haven't got a farthing. When the mother has +been sent to prison the landlord will no doubt turn the girls out of +doors." + +"They can live with their mother for nothing." + +"Not at all. If they have got the money they can have their meals in +prison, but no one is allowed to live in a prison except the prisoners." + +I asked one of them where her sisters were. + +"They have gone out, to look for money, for the landlord won't accept any +surety, and we have nothing to sell." + +"All this is very sad; what does your mother say?" + +"She only weeps, and yet, though she is ill and cannot leave her bed, +they are going to take her to prison. By way of consolation the landlord +says he will have her carried." + +"It is very hard. But your looks please me, mademoiselle, and if you will +be kind I may be able to extricate you from the difficulty." + +"I do not know what you mean by 'kind.'" + +"Your mother will understand; go and ask her." + +"Sir, you do not know us; we are honest girls, and ladies of position +besides." + +With these words the young woman turned her back on me, and began to weep +again. The two others, who were quite as pretty, stood straight up and +said not a word. Goudar whispered to me in Italian that unless we did +something for them we should cut but a sorry figure there; and I was +cruel enough to go away without saying a word. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +The Hanoverians + +As we were leaving the house we met the two eldest sisters, who came home +looking very sad. I was struck by their beauty, and extremely surprised +to hear myself greeted by one of them, who said,-- + +"It is M. the Chevalier de Seingalt." + +"Himself, mademoiselle, and sorely grieved at your misfortune." + +"Be kind enough to come in again for a moment." + +"I am sorry to say that I have an important engagement." + +"I will not keep you for longer than a quarter of an hour." + +I could not refuse so small a favour, and she employed the time in +telling me how unfortunate they had been in Hanover, how they had come to +London to obtain compensation, of their failure, their debts, the cruelty +of the landlord, their mother's illness, the prison that awaited her, the +likelihood of their being cast into the street, and the cruelty of all +their acquaintances. + +"We have nothing to sell, and all our resources consist of two shillings, +which we shall have to spend on bread, on which we live." + +"Who are your friends? How can they abandon you at such a time?" + +She mentioned several names--among others, Lord Baltimore, Marquis +Carracioli, the Neapolitan ambassador, and Lord Pembroke. + +"I can't believe it," said I, "for I know the two last noblemen to be +both rich and generous. There must be some good reason for their conduct, +since you are beautiful; and for these gentlemen beauty is a bill to be +honoured on sight." + +"Yes, there is a reason. These rich noblemen abandon us with contempt. +They refuse to take pity on us because we refuse to yield to their guilty +passion." + +"That is to say, they have taken a fancy to you, and as you will not have +pity on them they refuse to have pity on you. Is it not so?" + +"That is exactly the situation." + +"Then I think they are in the right." + +"In the right?" + +"Yes, I am quite of their opinion. We leave you to enjoy your sense of +virtue, and we spend our money in procuring those favours which you +refuse us. Your misfortune really is your prettiness, if you were ugly +you would get twenty guineas fast enough. I would give you the money +myself, and the action would be put down to benevolence; whereas, as the +case stands, if I were to give you anything it would be thought that I +was actuated by the hope of favours to come, and I should be laughed at, +and deservedly, as a dupe." + +I felt that this was the proper way to speak to the girl, whose eloquence +in pleading her cause was simply wonderful. + +She did not reply to my oration, and I asked her how she came to know me. + +"I saw you at Richmond with the Charpillon." + +"She cost me two thousand guineas, and I got nothing for my money; but I +have profited by the lesson, and in future I shall never pay in advance." + +Just then her mother called her, and, begging me to wait a moment, she +went into her room, and returned almost directly with the request that I +would come and speak to the invalid. + +I found her sitting up in her bed; she looked about forty-five, and still +preserved traces of her former beauty; her countenance bore the imprint +of sadness, but had no marks of sickness whatsoever. Her brilliant and +expressive eyes, her intellectual face, and a suggestion of craft about +her, all bade me be on my guard, and a sort of false likeness to the +Charpillon's mother made me still more cautious, and fortified me in my +resolution to give no heed to the appeals of pity. + +"Madam," I began, "what can I do for you?" + +"Sir," she replied, "I have heard the whole of your conversations with my +daughters, and you must confess that you have not talked to them in a +very fatherly manner." + +"Quite so, but the only part which I desire to play with them is that of +lover, and a fatherly style would not have been suitable to the part. If +I had the happiness of being their father, the case would be altered. +What I have said to your daughters is what I feel, and what I think most +likely to bring about the end I have in view. I have not the slightest +pretence to virtue, but I adore the fair sex, and now you and they know +the road to my purse. If they wish to preserve their virtue, why let +them; nobody will trouble them, and they, on their side, must not expect +anything from men. Good-bye, madam; you may reckon on my never addressing +your daughters again." + +"Wait a moment, sir. My husband was the Count of----, and you see that my +daughters are of respectable birth." + +"Have you not pity for our situation?" + +"I pity you extremely, and I would relieve you in an instant if your +daughters were ugly, but as it is they are pretty, and that alters the +case." + +"What an argument!" + +"It is a very strong one with me, and I think I am the best judge of +arguments which apply to myself. You want twenty guineas; well, you shall +have them after one of your five countesses has spent a joyous night with +me." + +"What language to a woman of my station! Nobody has ever dared to speak +to me in such a way before." + +"Pardon me, but what use is rank without a halfpenny? Allow me to retire. + +"To-day we have only bread to eat." + +"Well, certainly that is rather hard on countesses." + +"You are laughing at the title, apparently." + +"Yes, I am; but I don't want to offend you. If you like, I will stop to +dinner, and pay for all, yourself included." + +"You are an eccentric individual. My girls are sad, for I am going to +prison. You will find their company wearisome." + +"That is my affair." + +"You had much better give them the money you would spend on the dinner." + +"No, madam. I must have at least the pleasures of sight and sound for my +money. I will stay your arrest till to-morrow, and afterwards Providence +may possibly intervene on your behalf." + +"The landlord will not wait." + +"Leave me to deal with him." + +I told Goudar to go and see what the man would take to send the bailiff +away for twenty-four hours. He returned with the message that he must +have a guinea and bail for the twenty guineas, in case the lodgers might +take to flight before the next day. + +My wine merchant lived close by. I told Gondar to wait for me, and the +matter was soon settled and the bailiff sent away, and I told the five +girls that they might take their ease for twenty-four hours more. + +I informed Gondar of the steps I had taken, and told him to go out and +get a good dinner for eight people. He went on his errand, and I summoned +the girls to their mother's bedside, and delighted them all by telling +them that for the next twenty-four hours they were to make good cheer. +They could not get over their surprise at the suddenness of the change I +had worked in the house. + +"But this is all I can do for you," said I to the mother. "Your daughters +are charming, and I have obtained a day's respite for you all without +asking for anything in return; I shall dine, sup, and pass the night with +them without asking so much as a single kiss, but if your ideas have not +changed by to-morrow you will be in exactly the same position as you were +a few minutes ago, and I shall not trouble you any more with my +attentions." + +"What do you mean my 'changing my ideas'?" + +"I need not tell you, for you know perfectly well what I mean." + +"My daughters shall never become prostitutes." + +"I will proclaim their spotless chastity all over London--but I shall +spend my guineas elsewhere." + +"You are a cruel man." + +"I confess I can be very cruel, but it is only when I don't meet with +kindness." + +Goudar came back and we returned to the ladies' room, as the mother did +not like to shew herself to my friend, telling me that I was the only man +she had permitted to see her in bed during the whole time she had been in +London. + +Our English dinner was excellent in its way, but my chief pleasure was to +see the voracity with which the girls devoured the meal. One would have +thought they were savages devouring raw meat after a long fast. I had got +a case of excellent wine and I made each of them drink a bottle, but not +being accustomed to such an indulgence they became quite drunk. The +mother had devoured the whole of the plentiful helpings I had sent in to +her, and she had emptied a bottle of Burgundy, which she carried very +well. + +In spite of their intoxication, the girls were perfectly safe; I kept my +word, and Goudar did not take the slightest liberty. We had a pleasant +supper, and after a bowl of punch I left them feeling in love with the +whole bevy, and very uncertain whether I should be able to shew as brave +a front the next day. + +As we were going away Goudar said that I was conducting the affair +admirably, but if I made a single slip I should be undone. + +I saw the good sense of his advice, and determined to shew that I was as +sharp as he. + +The next day, feeling anxious to hear the result of the council which the +mother had doubtless held with the daughters, I called at their house at +ten o'clock. The two eldest sisters were out, endeavouring to beat up +some more friends, and the three youngest rushed up to me as if they had +been spaniels and I their master, but they would not even allow me to +kiss them. I told them they made a mistake, and knocked at the mother's +door. She told me to come in, and thanked me for the happy day I had +given them. + +"Am I to withdraw my bail, countess?" + +"You can do what you like, but I do not think you capable of such an +action." + +"You are mistaken. You have doubtless made a deep study of the human +heart; but you either know little of the human mind, or else you think +you have a larger share than any other person. All your daughters have +inspired me with love, but were it a matter of life and death I would not +do a single thing for them or you before you have done me the only favour +that is in your power. I leave you to your reflections, and more +especially to your virtues." + +She begged me to stay, but I did not even listen to her. I passed by the +three charmers, and after telling my wine merchant to withdraw his +security I went in a furious mood to call on Lord Pembroke. As soon as I +mentioned the Hanoverians he burst out laughing, and said these false +innocents must be made to fulfil their occupation in a proper manner. + +"They came whining to me yesterday," he proceeded, "and I not only would +not give them anything, but I laughed them to scorn. They have got about +twelve guineas out of me on false pretences; they are as cunning sluts as +the Charpillon." + +I told him what I had done the day before, and what I intended to offer: +twenty guineas for the first, and as much for each of the others, but +nothing to be paid in advance. + +"I had the same idea myself, but I cried off, and I don't think you'll +succeed, as Lord Baltimore offered them forty apiece; that is two hundred +guineas in all, and the bargain has fallen through because they want the +money to be paid in advance. They paid him a visit yesterday, but found +him pitiless, for he has been taken in several times by them." + +"We shall see what will happen when the mother is under lock and key; +I'll bet we shall have them cheaply." + +I came home for dinner, and Goudar, who had just been at their house, +reported that the bailiff would only wait till four o'clock, that the two +eldest daughters had come back empty-handed, and that they had been +obliged to sell one of their dresses to buy a morsel of bread. + +I felt certain that they would have recourse to me again, and I was +right. We were at dessert when they put in an appearance. I made them sit +down, and the eldest sister exhausted her eloquence to persuade me to +give them another three days' grace. + +"You will find me insensible," said I, "unless you are willing to adopt +my plan. If you wish to hear it, kindly follow me into the next room." + +She did so, leaving her sister with Goudar, and making her sit down on a +sofa beside me, I shewed her twenty guineas, saying,-- + +"These are yours; but you know on what terms?" + +She rejected my offer with disdain, and thinking she might wish to salve +her virtue by being attacked, I set to work; but finding her resistance +serious I let her alone, and begged her to leave my house immediately. +She called to her sister, and they both went out. + +In the evening, as I was going to the play, I called on my wine merchant +to hear the news. He told me that the mother had been taken to prison, +and that the youngest daughter had gone with her; but he did not know +what had become of the four others. + +I went home feeling quite sad, and almost reproaching myself for not +having taken compassion on then; however, just as I was sitting down to +supper they appeared before me like four Magdalens. The eldest, who was +the orator of the company, told me that their mother was in prison, and +that they would have to pass the night in the street if I did not take +pity on them. + +"You shall have rooms, beds, and good fires," said I, "but first let me +see you eat." + +Delight appeared on every countenance, and I had numerous dishes brought +for them. They ate eagerly but sadly, and only drank water. + +"Your melancholy and your abstinence displeases me," said I, to the +eldest girl; "go upstairs and you will find everything necessary for your +comfort, but take care to be gone at seven in the morning and not to let +me see your faces again." + +They went up to the second floor without a word. + +An hour afterwards, just as I was going to bed, the eldest girl came into +my room and said she wished to have a private interview with me. I told +my negro to withdraw, and asked her to explain herself. + +"What will you do for us," said she, "if I consent to share your couch?" + +"I will give you twenty guineas, and I will lodge and board you as long +as you give me satisfaction." + +Without saying a word she began to undress, and got into bed. She was +submissive and nothing more, and did not give me so much as a kiss. At +the end of a quarter of an hour I was disgusted with her and got up, and +giving her a bank note for twenty guineas I told her to put on her +clothes and go back to her room. + +"You must all leave my house to-morrow," I said, "for I am ill pleased +with you. Instead of giving yourself up for love you have prostituted +yourself. I blush for you." + +She obeyed mutely, and I went to sleep in an ill humour. + +At about seven o'clock in the morning I was awakened by a hand shaking me +gently. I opened my eyes, and I was surprised to see the second daughter. + +"What do you want?" I said, coldly. + +"I want you to take pity on us, and shelter us in your house for a few +days longer. I will be very grateful. My sister has told me all, you are +displeased with her, but you must forgive her, for her heart is not her +own. She is in love with an Italian who is in prison for debt." + +"And I suppose you are in love with someone else?" + +"No, I am not." + +"Could you love me?" + +She lowered her eyes, and pressed my hand gently. I drew her towards me, +and embraced her, and as I felt her kisses answer mine, I said,-- + +"You have conquered." + +"My name is Victoire." + +"I like it, and I will prove the omen a true one." + +Victoire, who was tender and passionate, made me spend two delicious +hours, which compensated me for my bad quarter of an hour of the night +before. + +When our exploits were over, I said,-- + +"Dearest Victoire, I am wholly throe. Let your mother be brought here as +soon as she is free. Here are twenty guineas for you." + +She did not expect anything, and the agreeable surprise made her in an +ecstasy; she could not speak, but her heart was full of happiness. I too +was happy, and I believed that a great part of my happiness was caused by +the knowledge that I had done a good deed. We are queer creatures all of +us, whether we are bad or good. From that moment I gave my servants +orders to lay the table for eight persons every day, and told them that I +was only at home to Goudar. I spent money madly, and felt that I was +within a measurable distance of poverty. + +At noon the mother came in a sedan-chair, and went to bed directly. I +went to see her, and did not evince any surprise when she began to thank +me for my noble generosity. She wanted me to suppose that she thought I +had given her daughters forty guineas for nothing, and I let her enjoy +her hypocrisy. + +In the evening I took them to Covent Garden, where the castrato Tenducci +surprised me by introducing me to his wife, of whom he had two children. +He laughed at people who said that a castrato could not procreate. Nature +had made him a monster that he might remain a man; he was born triorchis, +and as only two of the seminal glands had been destroyed the remaining +one was sufficient to endow him with virility. + +When I got back to my small seraglio I supped merrily with the five +nymphs, and spent a delicious night with Victoire, who was overjoyed at +having made my conquest. She told me that her sister's lover was a +Neapolitan, calling himself Marquis de Petina, and that they were to get +married as soon as he was out of prison. It seemed he was expecting +remittances, and the mother would be delighted to see her daughter a +marchioness. + +"How much does the marquis owe?" + +"Twenty guineas." + +"And the Neapolitan ambassador allows him to languish in prison for such +a beggarly sum? I can't believe it." + +"The ambassador won't have anything to do with him, because he left +Naples without the leave of the Government." + +"Tell your sister that if the ambassador assures me that her lover's name +is really the Marquis de Petina, I will get him out of prison +immediately." + +I went out to ask my daughter, and another boarder of whom I was very +fond, to dinner, and on my way called on the Marquis of Caraccioli, an +agreeable man, whose acquaintance I had made at Turin. I found the famous +Chevalier d'Eon at his house, and I had no need of a private interview to +make my inquiries about Petina. + +"The young man is really what he professes to me," said the ambassador, +"but I will neither receive him nor give him any money till I hear from +my Government that he has received leave to travel." + +That was enough for me, and I stayed there for an hour listening to +d'Eon's amusing story. + +Eon had deserted the embassy on account of ten thousand francs which the +department of foreign affairs at Versailles had refused to allow him, +though the money was his by right. He had placed himself under the +protection of the English laws, and after securing two thousand +subscribers at a guinea apiece, he had sent to press a huge volume in +quarto containing all the letters he had received from the French +Government for the last five or six years. + +About the same time a London banker had deposited the sum of twenty +thousand guineas at the Bank of England, being ready to wager that sum +that Eon was a woman. The bet was taken by a number of persons who had +formed themselves into a kind of company for the purpose, and the only +way to decide it was that Eon should be examined in the presence of +witnesses. The chevalier was offered half the wager, but he laughed them +to scorn. He said that such an examination would dishonour him, were he +man or woman. Caraccioli said that it could only dishonour him if he were +a woman, but I could not agree with this opinion. At the end of a year +the bet was declared off; but in the course of three years he received +his pardon from the king, and appeared at Court in woman's dress, wearing +the cross of St. Louis. + +Louis XV. had always been aware of the chevalier's sex, but Cardinal +Fleuri had taught him that it became kings to be impenetrable, and Louis +remained so all his life. + +When I got home I gave the eldest Hanoverian twenty guineas, telling her +to fetch her marquis out of prison, and bring him to dine with us, as I +wanted to know him. I thought she would have died with joy. + +The third sister, having taken counsel with Victoire, and doubtless with +her mother also, determined to earn twenty guineas for herself, and she +had not much trouble in doing so. She it was on whom Lord Pembroke had +cast the eye of desire. + +These five girls were like five dishes placed before a gourmand, who +enjoys them one after the other. To my fancy the last was always the +best. The third sister's name was Augusta. + +Next Sunday I had a large number of guests. There were my daughter and +her friend, Madame Cornelis, and her son. Sophie was kissed and caressed +by the Hanoverians, while I bestowed a hundred kisses on Miss Nancy +Steyne, who was only thirteen, but whose young beauty worked sad havoc +with my senses. My affection was supposed to be fatherly in its +character, but, alas I it was of a much more fleshly kind. This Miss +Nancy, who seemed to me almost divine, was the daughter of a rich +merchant. I said that I wanted to make her father's acquaintance, and she +replied that her father proposed coming to call on me that very day. I +was delighted to hear of the coincidence, and gave order that he should +be shewn in as soon as he came. + +The poor marquis was the only sad figure in the company. He was young and +well-made, but thin and repulsively ugly. He thanked me for my kindness, +saying that I had done a wise thing, as he felt sure the time would come +when he would repay me a hundredfold. + +I had given my daughter six guineas to buy a pelisse, and she took me to +my bedroom to shew it me. Her mother followed her to congratulate me on +my seraglio. + +At dinner gaiety reigned supreme. I sat between my daughter and Miss +Nancy Steyne, and felt happy. Mr. Steyne came in as we were at the +oysters. He kissed his daughter with that tender affection which is more +characteristic, I think, of English parents than those of any other +nation. + +Mr. Steyne had dined, but he nevertheless ate a hundred scolloped +oysters, in the preparation of which my cook was wonderfully expert; he +also honoured the champagne with equal attention. + +We spent three hours at the table and then proceeded to the third floor, +where Sophie accompanied her mother's singing on the piano, and young +Cornelis displayed his flute-playing talents. Mr. Steyne swore that he +had never been present at such a pleasant party in his life, adding that +pleasure was forbidden fruit in England on Sundays and holidays. This +convinced me that Steyne was an intelligent man, though his French was +execrable. He left at seven, after giving a beautiful ring to my +daughter, whom he escorted back to school with Miss Nancy. + +The Marquis Petina foolishly observed to me that he did not know where to +find a bed. I understood what he wanted, but I told him he would easily +find one with a little money. Taking his sweetheart aside I gave her a +guinea for him, begging her to tell him not to visit me again till he was +invited. + +When all the guests were gone, I led the five sisters to the mother's +room. She was wonderfully well, eating, drinking, and sleeping to +admiration, and never doing anything, not even reading or writing. She +enjoyed the 'dolce far niente' in all the force of the term. However, she +told me she was always thinking of her family, and of the laws which it +imposed on her. + +I could scarcely help laughing, but I only said that if these laws were +the same as those which her charming daughters followed, I thought them +wiser than Solon's. + +I drew Augusta on to my knee, and said,-- + +"My lady, allow me to kiss your delightful daughter." + +Instead of giving me a direct answer, the old hypocrite began a long +sermon on the lawfulness of the parental kiss. All the time Augusta was +lavishing on me secret but delicious endearments. + + 'O tempora! O mores!' + +The next day I was standing at my window, when the Marquis Caraccioli, +who was passing by, greeted me, and asked me if he could come in. I bade +him welcome, and summoning the eldest sister told the ambassador that +this young lady was going to marry the Marquis Petina as soon as his +remittances arrived. + +He addressed himself to her, and spoke as follows: + +"Mademoiselle, it is true that your lover is really a marquis, but he is +very poor and will never have any money; and if he goes back to Naples he +will be imprisoned, and if he is released from the State prison his +creditors will put him in the Vittoria." + +However this salutary warning had no effect. + +After the ambassador had taken his leave I was dressing to take a ride +when Augusta told me that, if I liked, Hippolyta her sister would come +with me, as she could ride beautifully. + +"That's amusing," said I, "make her come down." + +Hippolyta came down and begged me to let her ride with me, saying that +she would do me credit. + +"Certainly;" said I, "but have you a man's riding suit or a woman's +costume?" + +"No." + +"Then we must put off the excursion till to-morrow." + +I spent the day in seeing that a suit was made for her, and I felt quite +amorous when Pegu, the tailor, measured her for the breeches. Everything +was done in time and we had a charming ride, for she managed her horse +with wonderful skill. + +After an excellent supper, to which wine had not been lacking, the happy +Hippolyta accompanied Victoire into my room and helped her to undress. +When she kissed her sister I asked if she would not give me a kiss too, +and after some jesting Augusta changed the joke into earnest by bidding +her come to bed beside me, without taking the trouble to ask my leave, so +sure did she feel of my consent. The night was well spent, and I had no +reason to complain of want of material, but Augusta wisely let the +newcomer have the lion's share of my attentions. + +Next day we rode out again in the afternoon, followed by my negro, who +was a skilful horseman himself. In Richmond Park Hippolyta's dexterity +astonished me; she drew all eyes on her. In the evening we came home well +pleased with our day's ride, and had a good supper. + +As the meal proceeded I noticed that Gabrielle, the youngest of all, +looked sad and a little sulky. I asked her the reason, and with a little +pout that became her childish face admirably, she replied,-- + +"Because I can ride on horseback as well as my sister." + +"Very good," said I, "then you shall ride the day after to-morrow." This +put her into a good temper again. + +Speaking of Hippolyta's skill, I asked her where she had learnt to ride. +She simply burst out laughing. I asked her why she laughed, and she +said,-- + +"Why, because I never learnt anywhere; my only masters were courage and +some natural skill." + +"And has your sister learnt?" + +"No," said Gabrielle, "but I can ride just as well." + +I could scarcely believe it, for Hippolyta had seemed to float on her +horse, and her riding skewed the utmost skill and experience. Hoping that +her sister would vie with her, I said that I would take them out +together, and the very idea made them both jump with joy. + +Gabrielle was only fifteen, and her shape, though not fully developed, +was well marked, and promised a perfect beauty by the time she was in her +maturity. Full of grace and simplicity, she said she would like to come +with me to my room, and I readily accepted her offer, not caring whether +the scheme had been concerted between her and her other sisters. + +As soon as we were alone, she told me that she had never had a lover, and +she allowed me to assure myself of the fact with the same child-like +simplicity. Gabrielle was like all the others; I would have chosen her if +I had been obliged to make the choice. She made me feel sorry for her +sake, to hear that the mother had made up her mind to leave. In the +morning I gave her her fee of twenty guineas and a handsome ring as a +mark of my peculiar friendship, and we spent the day in getting ready our +habits for the ride of the day following. + +Gabrielle got on horseback as if she had had two years in the riding +school. We went along the streets at a walking pace, but as soon as we +were in the open country we broke into a furious gallop, and kept it up +till we got to Barnet, where we stopped to breakfast. We had done the +journey in twenty-five minutes, although the distance is nearly ten +miles. This may seem incredible, but the English horses are wonderfully +swift, and we were all of us well mounted. My two nymphs looked +ravishing. I adored them, and I adored myself for making them so happy. + +Just as we were remounting, who should arrive but Lord Pembroke. He was +on his way to St. Alban's. He stopped his horse, and admired the graceful +riding of my two companions; and not recognizing them immediately, he +begged leave to pay his court to them. How I laughed to myself! At last +he recognized them, and congratulated me on my conquest, asking if I +loved Hippolyta. I guessed his meaning, and said I only loved Gabrielle. + +"Very good," said he; "may I come and see you?" + +"Certainly," I replied. + +After a friendly hand-shake we set out once more, and were soon back in +London. + +Gabrielle was done up and went to bed directly; she slept on till the +next morning without my disturbing her peaceful sleep, and when she awoke +and found herself in my arms, she began to philosophise. + +"How easy it is," said she, "to be happy when one is rich, and how sad it +is to see happiness out of one's reach for lack of a little money. +Yesterday I was the happiest of beings, and why should I not be as happy +all my days? I would gladly agree that my life should be short provided +that it should be a happy one." + +I, too, philosophised, but my reflections were sombre. I saw my resources +all but exhausted, and I began to meditate a journey to Lisbon. If my +fortune had been inexhaustible, the Hanoverians might have held me in +their silken fetters to the end of my days. It seemed to me as if I loved +them more like a father than a lover, and the fact that I slept with them +only added to the tenderness of the tie. I looked into Gabrielle's eyes, +and there I saw but love. How could such a love exist in her unless she +were naturally virtuous, and yet devoid of those prejudices which are +instilled into us in our early years. + +The next day Pembroke called and asked me to give him a dinner. Augusta +delighted him. He made proposals to her which excited her laughter as he +did not want to pay till after the event, and she would not admit this +condition. However, he gave her a bank note for ten guineas before he +left, and she accepted it with much grace. The day after he wrote her a +letter, of which I shall speak presently. + +A few minutes after the nobleman had gone the mother sent for me to come +to her, and after paying an eloquent tribute to my virtues, my +generosity, and my unceasing kindness towards her family, she made the +following proposal: + +"As I feel sure that you have all the love of a father for my daughters, +I wish you to become their father in reality! I offer you my hand and +heart; become my husband, you will be their father, their lord and mine. +What do you say to this?" + +I bit my lips hard and had great difficulty in restraining my inclination +to laughter. Nevertheless, the amazement, the contempt, and the +indignation which this unparalleled piece of impudence aroused in me soon +brought me to myself. I perceived that this consummate hypocrite had +counted on an abrupt refusal, and had only made this ridiculous offer +with the idea of convincing me that she was under the impression that I +had left her daughters as I had found them, and that the money I had +spent on them was merely a sign of my tender and fatherly affection. Of +course she knew perfectly well how the land lay, but she thought to +justify herself by taking this step. She was aware that I could only look +upon such a proposal as an insult, but she did not care for that. + +I resolved to keep on the mask, and replied that her proposition was +undoubtedly a very great honour for me, but it was also a very important +question, and so I begged her to allow me some time for consideration. + +When I got back to my room I found there the mistress of the wretched +Marquis Petina, who told me that her happiness depended on a certificate +from the Neapolitan ambassador that her lover was really the person he +professed to be. With this document he would be able to claim a sum of +two hundred guineas, and then they could both go to Naples, and he would +marry her there. "He will easily obtain the royal pardon," said she. +"You, and you alone, can help us in the matter, and I commend myself to +your kindness." + +I promised to do all I could for her. In fact, I called on the +ambassador, who made no difficulty about giving the required certificate. +For the moment my chilly conquest was perfectly happy, but though I saw +she was very grateful to me I did not ask her to prove her gratitude. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +Augusta Becomes Lord Pembroke's Titular Mistress The King of Corsica's +Son--M. du Claude, or the Jesuit Lavalette--Departure of the Hanoverians +I Balance My Accounts--The Baron Stenau--The English Girl, and What She +Gave Me--Daturi--My Flight from London--Comte St. Germain--Wesel + +Lord Pembroke wrote to Augusta offering her fifty guineas a month for +three years, with lodging, board, servants, and carriage at St. Albans, +without reckoning what she might expect from his grateful affection if it +were returned. + +Augusta translated the letter for me, and asked for my advice. + +"I can't give you any counsel," said I, "in a matter which only concerns +your own heart and your own interests." + +She went up to her mother, who would come to no conclusion without first +consulting me, because, as she said, I was the wisest and most virtuous +of men. I am afraid the reader will differ from her here, but I comfort +myself by the thought that I, too, think like the reader. At last it was +agreed that Augusta should accept the offer if Lord Pembroke would find a +surety in the person of some reputable London merchant, for with her +beauty and numerous graces she was sure to, become Lady Pembroke before +long. Indeed, the mother said she was perfectly certain of it, as +otherwise she could not have given her consent, as her daughters were +countesses, and too good to be any man's mistresses. + +The consequence was that Augusta wrote my lord a letter, and in three +days it was all settled. The merchant duly signed the contract, at the +foot of which I had the honour of inscribing my name as a witness, and +then I took the merchant to the mother, and he witnessed her cession of +her daughter. She would not see Pembroke, but she kissed her daughter, +and held a private colloquy with her. + +The day on which Augusta left my house was signalized by an event which I +must set down. + +The day after I had given the Marquis Petina's future bride the required +certificate, I had taken out Gabrielle and Hippolyta for a ride. When I +got home I found waiting for me a person calling himself Sir Frederick, +who was said to be the son of Theodore, King of Corsica, who had died in +London. This gentleman said he wished to speak to me in private, and when +we were alone he said he was aware of my acquaintance with the Marquis +Petina, and being on the eve of discounting a bill of two hundred guineas +for him he wished to be informed whether it was likely that he could meet +the bill when it fell due. + +"It is important that I should be informed on that point," he added, "for +the persons who are going to discount the bill want me to put my +signature to it." + +"Sir," I replied, "I certainly am acquainted with the marquis, but I know +nothing about his fortune. However, the Neapolitan ambassador assured me +that he was the Marquis Petina." + +"If the persons who have the matter in hand should drop it, would you +discount the bill? You shall have it cheap." + +"I never meddle with these speculations. Good day, Sir Frederick." + +The next day Goudar came and said that a M. du Claude wanted to speak to +me. + +"Who is M. du Claude?" + +"The famous Jesuit Lavalette, who was concerned in the great bankruptcy +case which ruined the Society in France. He fled to England under a false +name. I advise you to listen to him, for he must have plenty of money." + +"A Jesuit and a bankrupt; that does not sound very well." + +"Well, I have met him in good houses, and knowing that I was acquainted +with you he addressed himself to me. After all, you run no risk in +listening to what he has to say." + +"Well, well, you can take me to him; it will be easier to avoid any +entanglement than if he came to see me." + +Goudar went to Lavalette to prepare the way, and in the afternoon he took +me to see him. I was well enough pleased to see the man, whose rascality +had destroyed the infamous work of many years. He welcomed me with great +politeness, and as soon as we were alone he shewed me a bill of Petina's, +saying,-- + +"The young man wants me to discount it, and says you can give me the +necessary information." + +I gave the reverend father the same answer as I had given the King of +Corsica's son, and left him angry with this Marquis of Misery who had +given me so much needless trouble. I was minded to have done with him, +and resolved to let him know through his mistress that I would not be his +reference, but I could not find an opportunity that day. + +The next day I took my two nymphs for a ride, and asked Pembroke to +dinner. In vain we waited for Petina's mistress; she was nowhere to be +found. At nine o'clock I got a letter from her, with a German letter +enclosed for her mother. She said that feeling certain that her mother +would not give her consent to her marriage, she had eloped with her +lover, who had got together enough money to go to Naples, and when they +reached that town he would marry her. She begged me to console her mother +and make her listen to reason, as she had not gone off with an adventurer +but with a man of rank, her equal. My lips curled into a smile of pity +and contempt, which made the three sisters curious. I shewed them the +letter I had just received, and asked them to come with me to their +mother. + +"Not to-night," said Victoire, "this terrible news would keep her awake." + +I took her advice and we supped together, sadly enough. + +I thought the poor wretch was ruined for life, and I reproached myself +with being the cause of her misfortune; for if I had not released the +marquis from prison this could never have happened. The Marquis +Caraccioli had been right in saying that I had done a good deed, but a +foolish one. I consoled myself in the arms of my dear Gabrielle. + +I had a painful scene with the mother the next morning. She cursed her +daughter and her seducer, and even blamed me. She wept and stormed +alternately. + +It is never of any use to try and convince people in distress that they +are wrong, for one may only do harm, while if they are left to themselves +they soon feel that they have been unjust, and are grateful to the person +who let them exhaust their grief without any contradiction. + +After this event I spent a happy fortnight in the society of Gabrielle, +whom Hippolyta and Victoire looked on as my wife. She made my happiness +and I made hers in all sorts of ways, but especially by my fidelity; for +I treated her sisters as if they had been my sisters, shewing no +recollection of the favours I had obtained from them, and never taking +the slightest liberty, for I knew that friendship between women will +hardly brook amorous rivalry. I had bought them dresses and linen in +abundance, they were well lodged and well fed, I took them to the theatre +and to the country, and the consequence was they all adored me, and +seemed to think that this manner of living would go on for ever. +Nevertheless, I was every day nearer and nearer to moral and physical +bankruptcy. I had no more money, and I had sold all my diamonds and +precious stones. I still possessed my snuff-boxes, my watches, and +numerous trifles, which I loved and had not the heart to sell; and, +indeed, I should not have got the fifth part of what I gave for them. For +a whole month I had not paid my cook, or my wine merchant, but I liked to +feel that they trusted me. All I thought of was Gabrielle's love, and of +this I assured myself by a thousand delicacies and attentions. + +This was my condition when one day Victoire came to me with sadness on +her face, and said that her mother had made up her mind to return to +Hanover, as she had lost all hope of getting anything from the English +Court. + +"When does she intend to leave?" + +"In three or four days." + +"And is she going without telling me, as if she were leaving an inn after +paying her bill?" + +"On the contrary, she wishes to have a private talk with you." + +I paid her a visit, and she began by reproaching me tenderly for not +coming to see her more often. She said that as I had refused her hand she +would not run the risk of incurring censure or slander of any kind. "I +thank you from my heart," she added, "for all the kindness you have shewn +my girls, and I am going to take the three I have left away, lest I lose +them as I have lost the two eldest. If you like, you may come too and +stay with us as long as you like in my pretty country house near the +capital." + +Of course I had to thank her and reply that my engagements did not allow +me to accept her kind offer. + +Three days after, Victoire told me, as I was getting up, that they were +going on board ship at three o'clock. Hippolyta and Gabrielle made me +come for a ride, according to a promise I had given them the night +before. The poor things amused themselves, while I grieved bitterly, as +was my habit when I had to separate from anyone that I loved. + +When we came home I lay down on my bed, not taking any dinner, and seeing +nothing of the three sisters till they had made everything ready for the +journey. I got up directly before they left, so as not to see the mother +in my own room, and I saw her in hers just as she was about to be taken +down into my carriage, which was in readiness at the door. The impudent +creature expected me to give her some money for the journey, but +perceiving that I was not likely to bleed, she observed, with involuntary +sincerity, that her purse contained the sum of a hundred and fifty +guineas, which I had given to her daughters; and these daughters of hers +were present, and sobbed bitterly. + +When they were gone I closed my doors to everyone, and spent three days +in the melancholy occupation of making up my accounts. In the month I had +spent with the Hanoverians I had dissipated the whole of the sum +resulting from the sale of the precious stones, and I found that I was in +debt to the amount of four hundred guineas. I resolved to go to Lisbon by +sea, and sold my diamond cross, six or seven gold snuff-boxes (after +removing the portraits), all my watches except one, and two great trunks +full of clothes. I then discharged my debts and found I was eighty +guineas to the good, this being what remained of the fine fortune I had +squandered away like a fool or a philosopher, or, perhaps, a little like +both. I left my fine house where I had lived so pleasantly, and took a +little room at a guinea a week. I still kept my negro, as I had every +reason to believe him to be a faithful servant. + +After taking these measures I wrote to M. de Bragadin, begging him to +send me two hundred sequins. + +Thus having made up my mind to leave London without owing a penny to +anyone, and under obligations to no man's purse, I waited for the bill of +exchange from Venice. When it came I resolved to bid farewell to all my +friends and to try my fortune in Lisbon, but such was not the fate which +the fickle goddess had assigned to me. + +A fortnight after the departure of the Hanoverians (it was the end of +February in the year 1764), my evil genius made me go to the "Canon +Tavern," where I usually dined in a room by myself. The table was laid +and I was just going to sit down, when Baron Stenau came in and begged me +to have my dinner brought into the next room, where he and his mistress +were dining. + +"I thank you," said I, "for the solitary man grows weary of his company." + +I saw the English woman I had met at Sartori's, the same to whom the +baron had been so generous. She spoke Italian, and was attractive in many +ways, so I was well pleased to find myself opposite to her, and we had a +pleasant dinner. + +After a fortnight's abstinence it was not surprising that she inspired me +with desires, but I concealed them nevertheless, for her lover seemed to +respect her. I only allowed myself to tell the baron that I thought him +the happiest of men. + +Towards the close of the dinner the girl noticed three dice on the mantel +and took them up, saying,-- + +"Let us have a wager of a guinea, and spend it on oysters and champagne." + +We could not refuse, and the baron having lost called the waiter and gave +him his orders. + +While we were eating the oysters she suggested that we should throw again +to see which should pay for the dinner. + +We did so and she lost. + +I did not like my luck, and wishing to lose a couple of guineas I offered +to throw against the baron. He accepted, and to my annoyance I won. He +asked for his revenge and lost again. + +"I don't want to win your money," said I, "and I will give you your +revenge up to a hundred guineas." + +He seemed grateful and we went on playing, and in less than half an hour +he owed me a hundred guineas. + +"Let us go on," said he. + +"My dear baron, the luck's against you; you might lose a large sum of +money. I really think we have had enough." + +Without heeding my politeness, he swore against fortune and against the +favour I seemed to be shewing him. Finally he got up, and taking his hat +and cane, went out, saying,-- + +"I will pay you when I come back." + +As soon as he had gone the girl said: + +"I am sure you have been regarding me as your partner at play." + +"If you have guessed that, you will also have guessed that I think you +charming." + +"Yes, I think I have." + +"Are you angry with me?" + +"Not in the least." + +"You shall have the fifty guineas as soon as he has paid me." + +"Very good, but the baron must know nothing about it." + +"Of course not." + +The bargain was scarcely struck before I began to shew her how much I +loved her. I had every reason to congratulate myself on her complaisance, +and I thought this meeting a welcome gleam of light when all looked dark +around me. We had to make haste, however, as the door was only shut with +a catch. I had barely time to ascertain her address and the hour at which +she could see me, and whether I should have to be careful with her lover. +She replied that the baron's fidelity was not of a character to make him +very exacting. I put the address in my pocket, and promised to pass a +night with her. + +The baron came in again, and said,-- + +"I have been to a merchant to discount this bill of exchange, and though +it is drawn on one of the best house in Cadiz, and made out by a good +house in London, he would not have anything to do with it." + +I took the bill and saw some millions mentioned on it, which astonished +me. + +The baron said with a laugh that the currency was Portuguese milries, and +that they amounted to five hundred pounds sterling. + +"If the signatures are known," said I, "I don't understand why the man +won't discount it. Why don't you take it to your banker?" + +"I haven't got one. I came to England with a thousand gold pieces in my +pocket, and I have spent them all. As I have not got any letters of +credit I cannot pay you unless the bill is discounted. If you have got +any friends on the Exchange, however, you could get it done." + +"If the names prove good ones I will let you have the money to-morrow +morning." + +"Then I will make it payable to your order." + +He put his name to it, and I promised to send him either the money or the +bill before noon on the day following. He gave me his address and begged +me to come and dine with him, and so we parted. + +The next day I went to Bosanquet, who told me that Mr. Leigh was looking +out for bills of exchange on Cadiz, and I accordingly waited on him. He +exclaimed that such paper was worth more than gold to him, and gave me +five hundred and twenty guineas, of course after I had endorsed it. + +I called on the baron and gave him the money I had just received, and he +thanked me and gave me back the hundred guineas. Afterwards we had +dinner, and fell to talking of his mistress. + +"Are you in love with her?" said I. + +"No; I have plenty of others, and if you like her you can have her for +ten guineas." + +I liked this way of putting it, though I had not the slightest idea of +cheating the girl out of the sum I had promised her. On leaving the baron +I went to see her, and as soon as she heard that the baron had paid me +she ordered a delicious supper, and made me spend a night that +obliterated all my sorrows from my memory. In the morning, when I handed +over the fifty guineas, she said that as a reward for the way in which I +kept my promise I could sup with her whenever I liked to spend six +guineas. I promised to come and see her often. + +The next morning I received a letter through the post, written in bad +Italian, and signed, "Your obedient godson, Daturi." This godson of mine +was in prison for debt, and begged me to give him a few shillings to buy +some food. + +I had nothing particular to do, the appellation of godson made me +curious, and so I went to the prison to see Daturi, of whose identity I +had not the slightest idea. He was a fine young man of twenty; he did not +know me, nor I him. I gave him his letter, and begging me to forgive him +he drew a paper from his pocket and shewed me his certificate of baptism, +on which I saw my own name inscribed beside his name and those of his +father and mother, the parish of Venice, where he was born, and the +church in which he was baptized; but still I racked my memory in vain; I +could not recollect him. + +"If you will listen to me," he said, "I can set you right; my mother has +told me the story a hundred times." + +"Go on," said I, "I will listen;" and as he told his story I remembered +who he was. + +This young man whom I had held at the font as the son of the actor Daturi +was possibly my own son. He had come to London with a troupe of jugglers +to play the illustrious part of clown, or pagliazzo, but having +quarrelled with the company he had lost his place and had got into debt +to the extent of ten pounds sterling, and for this debt he had been +imprisoned. Without saying anything to him about my relations with his +mother, I set him free on the spot, telling him to come to me every +morning, as I would give him two shillings a day for his support. + +A week after I had done this good work I felt that I had caught the +fearful disease from which the god Mercury had already delivered me three +times, though with great danger and peril of my life. I had spent three +nights with the fatal English woman, and the misfortune was doubly +inconvenient under the circumstances. I was on the eve of a long sea +voyage, and though Venus may have risen from the waves of the sea, sea +air is by no means favourable to those on whom she has cast her malign +aspect. I knew what to do, and resolved to have my case taken in hand +without delay. + +I left my house, not with the intention of reproaching the English woman +after the manner of fools, but rather of going to a good surgeon, with +whom I could make an agreement to stay in his house till my cure was +completed. + +I had my trunks packed just as if I was going to leave London, excepting +my linen, which I sent to my washerwoman who lived at a distance of six +miles from town, and drove a great trade. + +The very day I meant to change my lodging a letter was handed to me. It +was from Mr. Leigh, and ran as follows: + +"The bill of exchange I discounted for you is a forgery, so please to +send me at your earliest convenience the five hundred and twenty guineas; +and if the man who has cheated you will not reimburse the money, have him +arrested. For Heaven's sake do not force me to have you arrested +to-morrow, and whatever you do make haste, for this may prove a hanging +matter." + +Fortunately I was by myself when I received the letter. I fell upon my +bed, and in a moment I was covered with a cold sweat, while I trembled +like a leaf. I saw the gallows before me, for nobody would lend me the +money, and they would not wait for my remittance from Venice to reach me. + +To my shuddering fit succeeded a burning fever. I loaded my pistols, and +went out with the determination of blowing out Baron Stenau's brains, or +putting him under arrest if he did not give me the money. I reached his +house, and was informed that he had sailed for Lisbon four days ago. + +This Baron Stenau was a Livonian, and four months after these events he +was hanged at Lisbon. I only anticipate this little event in his life +because I might possibly forget it when I come to my sojourn at Riga. + +As soon as I heard he was gone I saw there was no remedy, and that I must +save myself. I had only ten or twelve guineas left, and this sum was +insufficient. I went to Treves, a Venetian Jew to whom I had a letter +from Count Algarotti, the Venetian banker. I did not think of going to +Bosanquet, or Sanhel, or Salvador, who might possibly have got wind of my +trouble, while Treves had no dealings with these great bankers, and +discounted a bill for a hundred sequins readily enough. With the money in +my pocket I made my way to my lodging, while deadly fear dogged every +step. Leigh had given me twenty-four hours' breathing time, and I did not +think him capable of breaking his word, still it would not do to trust to +it. I did not want to lose my linen nor three fine suits of clothes which +my tailor was keeping for me, and yet I had need of the greatest +promptitude. + +I called in Jarbe and asked him whether he would prefer to take twenty +guineas and his dismissal, or to continue in my service. I explained that +he would have to wait in London for a week, and join me at the place from +which I wrote to him. + +"Sir," said he, "I should like to remain in your service, and I will +rejoin you wherever you please. When are you leaving?" + +"In an hour's time; but say not a word, or it will cost me my life." + +"Why can't you take me with you?" + +"Because I want you to bring my linen which is at the wash, and my +clothes which the tailor is making. I will give you sufficient money for +the journey." + +"I don't want anything. You shall pay me what I have spent when I rejoin +you. Wait a moment." + +He went out and came back again directly, and holding out sixty guineas, +said,-- + +"Take this, sir, I entreat you, my credit is good for as much more in +case of need." + +"I thank you, my good fellow, but I will not take your money, but be sure +I will not forget your fidelity." + +My tailor lived close by and I called on him, and seeing that my clothes +were not yet made up I told him that I should like to sell them, and also +the gold lace that was to be used in the trimming. He instantly gave me +thirty guineas which meant a gain to him of twenty-five per cent. I paid +the week's rent of my lodging, and after bidding farewell to my negro I +set out with Daturi. We slept at Rochester, as my strength would carry me +no farther. I was in convulsions, and had a sort of delirium. Daturi was +the means of saving my life. + +I had ordered post-horses to continue our journey, and Daturi of his own +authority sent them back and went for a doctor, who pronounced me to be +in danger of an apoplectic fit and ordered a copious blood-letting, which +restored my calm. Six hours later he pronounced me fit to travel. I got +to Dover early in the morning, and had only half an hour to stop, as the +captain of the packet said that the tide would not allow of any delay. +The worthy sailor little knew how well his views suited mine. I used this +half hour in writing to Jarbe, telling him to rejoin me at Calais, and +Mrs. Mercier, my landlady, to whom I had addressed the letter, wrote to +tell me that she had given it him with her own hands. However, Jarbe did +not come. We shall hear more of this negro in the course of two years. + +The fever and the virus that was in my blood put me in danger of my life, +and on the third day I was in extremis. A fourth blood-letting exhausted +my strength, and left me in a state of coma which lasted for twenty-four +hours. This was succeeded by a crisis which restored me to life again, +but it was only by dint of the most careful treatment that I found myself +able to continue my journey a fortnight after my arrival in France. + +Weak in health, grieved at having been the innocent cause of the worthy +Mr. Leigh's losing a large sum of money, humiliated by my flight from +London, indignant with Jarbe, and angry at being obliged to abandon my +Portuguese project, I got into a post-chaise with Daturi, not knowing +where to turn or where to go, or whether I had many more weeks to live. + +I had written to Venice asking M. de Bragadin to send the sum I have +mentioned to Brussels instead of London. + +When I got to Dunkirk, the day after I left Paris, the first person I saw +was the merchant S----, the husband of that Therese whom my readers may +remember, the niece of Tiretta's mistress, with whom I had been in love +seven years ago. The worthy man recognized me, and seeing his +astonishment at the change in my appearance I told him I was recovering +from a long illness, and then asked after his wife. + +"She is wonderfully well," he answered, "and I hope we shall have the +pleasure of seeing you to dinner tomorrow." + +I said I wanted to be off at day-break, but he would not hear of it, and +protested he would be quite hurt if I went away without seeing his wife +and his three children. At last I appeased him by saying that we would +sup together. + +My readers will remember that I had been on the point of marrying +Therese, and this circumstance made me ashamed of presenting myself to +her in such a sorry plight. + +In a quarter of an hour the husband arrived with his wife and three +children, the eldest of whom looked, about six. After the usual greetings +and tiresome enquiries after my health, Therese sent back the two younger +children, rightly thinking that the eldest would be the only one in whom +I should take any interest. He was a charming boy; and as he was exactly +like his mother, the worthy merchant had no doubts as to the parentage of +the child. + +I laughed to myself at finding my offspring thus scattered all over +Europe. At supper Therese gave me news of Tiretta. He had entered the +Dutch East India Company's service, but having been concerned in a revolt +at Batavia, he had only escaped the gallows by flight--I had my own +thoughts as to the similarity between his destiny and mine, but I did not +reveal them. After all it is an easy enough matter for an adventurous +man, who does not look where he is going, to get hanged for a mere +trifle. + +The next day, when I got to Tournay, I saw some grooms walking fine +horses up and down, and I asked to whom they belonged. + +"'To the Comte de St. Germain, the adept, who has been here a month, and +never goes out. Everybody who passes through the place wants to see him; +but he is invisible." + +This was enough to give me the same desire, so I wrote him a letter, +expressing my wish to speak to him, and asking him to name an hour. His +reply, which I have preserved, ran as follows: + +"The gravity of my occupation compels me to exclude everyone, but you are +an exception. Come whenever you like, you will be shewn in. You need not +mention my name nor your own. I do not ask you to share my repast, far my +food is not suitable to others--to you least of all, if your appetite is +what it used to be." + +At nine o'clock I paid my call, and found he had grown a beard two inches +long. He had a score of retorts before him, full of liquids in various +stages of digestion. He told me he was experimenting with colours for his +own amusement, and that he had established a hat factory for Count +Cobenzl, the Austrian ambassador at Brussels. He added that the count had +only given him a hundred and fifty thousand florins, which were +insufficient. Then we spoke of Madame d'Urfe. + +"She poisoned herself," said he, "by taking too strong a dose of the +Universal Medicine, and her will shews that she thought herself to be +with child. If she had come to me, I could have really made her so, +though it is a difficult process, and science has not advanced far enough +for us to be able to guarantee the sex of the child." + +When he heard the nature of my disease, he wanted me to stay three days +at Tournay for him to give me fifteen pills, which would effectually cure +me, and restore me to perfect health. Then he shewed me his magistrum, +which he called athoeter. It was a white liquid contained in a +well-stoppered phial. He told me that this liquid was the universal +spirit of nature, and that if the wax on the stopper was pricked ever so +lightly, the whole of the contents would disappear. I begged him to make +the experiment. He gave me the phial and a pin, and I pricked the wax, +and to lo! the phial was empty. + +"It is very fine," said I, "but what good is all this?" + +"I cannot tell you; that is my secret." + +He wanted to astonish me before I went, and asked me if I had any money +about me. I took out several pieces and put them on the table. He got up, +and without saying what he was going to do he took a burning coal and put +it on a metal plate, and placed a twelve-sols piece with a small black +grain on the coal. He then blew it, and in two minutes it seemed on fire. + +"Wait a moment," said the alchemist, "let it get cool;" and it cooled +almost directly. + +"Take it; it is yours," said he. + +I took up the piece of money and found it had become gold. I felt +perfectly certain that he had smuggled my silver piece away, and had +substituted a gold piece coated with silver for it. I did not care to +tell him as much, but to let him see that I was not taken in, I said,-- + +"It is really very wonderful, but another time you should warn me what +you are going to do, so that the operation might be attentively watched, +and the piece of money noted before being placed on the burning coal." + +"Those that are capable of entertaining doubts of my art," said the +rogue, "are not worthy to speak to me." + +This was in his usual style of arrogance, to which I was accustomed. This +was the last time I saw this celebrated and learned impostor; he died at +Schlesing six or seven years after. The piece of money he gave me was +pure gold, and two months after Field-marshal Keith took such a fancy to +it that I gave it him. + +I left Tournay the next morning, and stopped at Brussels to await the +answer of the letter which I had written to M. de Bragadin. Five days +after I got the letter with a bill of exchange for two hundred ducats. + +I thought of staying in Brussels to get cured, but Daturi told me that he +had heard from a rope-dancer that his father and mother and the whole +family were at Brunswick, and he persuaded me to go there, assuring me +that I should be carefully looked after. + +He had not much difficulty in getting me to go to Brunswick, as I was +curious to see again the mother of my godson, so I started the same day. +At Ruremonde I was so ill that I had to stop for thirty-six hours. At +Wesel I wished to get rid of my post-chaise, for the horses of the +country are not used to going between shafts, but what was my surprise to +meet General Bekw there. + +After the usual compliments had passed, and the general had condoled with +me on my weak state of health, he said he should like to buy my chaise +and exchange it for a commodious carriage, in which I could travel all +over Germany. The bargain was soon struck, and the general advised me to +stay at Wesel where there was a clever young doctor from the University +of Leyden, who would understand my case better than the Brunswick +physicians. + +Nothing is easier than to influence a sick man, especially if he be in +search of fortune, and knows not where to look for the fickle goddess. +General Bekw----, who was in garrison at Wesel, sent for Dr. Pipers, and +was present at my confession and even at the examination. + +I will not revolt my readers by describing the disgusting state in which +I was, suffice it to say that I shudder still when I think of it. + +The young doctor, who was gentleness personified, begged me to come and +stay with him, promising that his mother and sisters should take the +greatest care of me, and that he would effect a radical cure in the +course of six weeks if I would carry out all his directions. The general +advised me strongly to stay with the doctor, and I agreed all the more +readily as I wished to have some amusement at Brunswick and not to arrive +there deprived of the use of all my limbs. I therefore gave in, but the +doctor would not hear of any agreement. He told me that I could give him +whatever I liked when I went away, and he would certainly be satisfied. +He took his leave to go and make my room ready, and told me to come in an +hour's time. I went to his house in a sedan-chair, and held a +handkerchief before my face, as I was ashamed that the young doctor's +mother and sisters should see me in the state I was in. + +As soon as I got to my room, Daturi undressed me and I went to bed. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +My Cure--Daturi is Beaten by Some Soldiers--I Leave Wesel for +Brunswick--Redegonde--Brunswick--The Hereditary Prince--The Jew--My Stay +at Wolfen-Buttel The Library--Berlin Calsabigi and the Berlin +Lottery--Mdlle. Belanger + +At Supper-time, the doctor, his mother, and one of his sisters came to +see me. All of them bore the love of their kind written on their +features; they assured me that I should have all possible care at their +hands. When the ladies were gone the doctor explained his treatment. He +said that he hoped to cure me by the exhibition of sudorifices and +mercurial pills, but he warned me I must be very careful in my diet and +must not apply myself in any way. I promised to abide by his directions, +and he said that he would read me the newspaper himself twice a week to +amuse me, and by way of a beginning he informed me that the famous +Pompadour was dead. + +Thus I was condemned to a state of perfect rest, but it was not the +remedies or the abstinence I dreaded most; I feared the effects of ennui; +I thought I should die of it. No doubt the doctor saw the danger as well +as myself, for he asked me if I would mind his sister coming and working +in my room occasionally with a few of her friends. I replied that, +despite my shame of shewing myself to young ladies in such a condition, I +accepted her offer with delight. The sister was very grateful for what +she was pleased to call my kindness, for my room was the only one which +looked in the street, and as everyone knows girls are very fond of +inspecting the passers-by. Unfortunately this arrangement turned out ill +for Daturi. The poor young man had only received the education of a +mountebank, and it was tiresome for him to pass all his time in my +company. When he saw that I had plenty of friends, he thought I could +dispense with his society, and only thought of amusing himself. On the +third day towards the evening he was carried home covered with bruises. +He had been in the guard-room with the soldiers, and some quarrel having +arisen he had got a severe beating. He was in a pitiable state; all over +blood and with three teeth missing. He told me the story with tears, and +begged me to take vengeance on his foes. + +I sent my doctor to General Bekw----, who said that all he could do was +to give the poor man a bed in the hospital. Baturi had no bones broken, +and in a few days was quite well, so I sent him on to Brunswick with a +passport from General Salomon. The loss of his teeth secured him from the +conscription; this, at any rate, was a good thing. + +The treatment of the young doctor was even more successful than he had +anticipated, for in a month I was perfectly well again, though terribly +thin. The worthy people of the house must have taken an idea of me not in +the least like myself; I was thought to be the most patient of men, and +the sister and her young lady friends must have considered me as modesty +personified; but these virtues only resulted from my illness and my great +depression. If you want to discover the character of a man, view him in +health and freedom; a captive and in sickness he is no longer the same +man. + +I gave a beautiful dress to the sister, and twenty louis to the doctor, +and both seemed to me extremely satisfied. + +On the eve of my departure I received a letter from Madame du Rumain, who +had heard I was in want from my friend Baletti, and sent me a bill of +exchange on Amsterdam for six hundred florins. She said I could repay her +at my convenience, but she died before I was able to discharge the debt. + +Having made up my mind to go to Brunswick, I could not resist the +temptation to pass through Hanover, for whenever I thought of Gabrielle I +loved her still. I did not wish to stop any length of time, for I was +poor and I had to be careful of my health. I only wished to pay her a +flying visit on the estate which her mother had at Stocken, as she had +told me. I may also say that curiosity was a motive for this visit. + +I had decided to start at day-break in my new carriage, but the fates had +ordained it otherwise. + +The English general wrote me a note asking me to sup with him, telling me +that some Italians would be present, and this decided me to stay on, but +I had to promise the doctor to observe strict temperance. + +My surprise may be imagined when I saw the Redegonde and her abominable +mother. The mother did not recognize me at first, but Redegonde knew me +directly, and said,-- + +"Good Heavens! how thin you have become!" + +I complimented her on her beauty, and indeed she had improved +wonderfully. + +"I have just recovered from a dangerous illness," said I, "and I am +starting for Brunswick at day-break tomorrow." + +"So are we," she exclaimed, looking at her mother. + +The general, delighted to find that we knew each other, said we could +travel together. + +"Hardly, I think," I replied, "unless the lady-mother has changed her +principles since I knew her." + +"I am always the same," she said, dryly enough; but I only replied with a +glance of contempt. + +The general held a bank at faro at a small table. There were several +other ladies and some officers, and the stakes were small. He offered me +a place, but I excused myself, saying that I never played while on a +journey. + +At the end of the deal the general returned to the charge, and said,-- + +"Really, chevalier, this maxim of yours is anti-social; you must play." + +So saying he drew several English bank notes from his pocket-book, +telling me they were the same I had given him in London six months ago. + +"Take your revenge," he added; "there are four hundred pounds here." + +"I don't want to lose as much as that," I replied, "but I will risk fifty +pounds to amuse you." + +With this I took out the bill of exchange that Madame du Rumain had sent +me. + +The general went on dealing, and at the third deal I found I was fifty +guineas to the good, and with that I was satisfied. Directly afterwards +supper was announced, and we went into the dining-room. + +Redegonde, who had learnt French admirably, kept everybody amused. She +had been engaged by the Duke of Brunswick as second singer, and she had +come from Brussels. She bemoaned her journey in the uncomfortable +post-chaise, and expressed a fear that she would be ill by the time she +got to her journey's end. + +"Why, there's the Chevalier Seingalt all alone in a most comfortable +carriage," said the general. + +Redegonde smiled. + +"How many people will your carriage hold?" + +"Only two." + +"Then it's out of the question, for I never let my daughter travel alone +with anybody." + +A general burst of laughter, in which Redegonde joined, seemed to confuse +the mother in some degree; but like a good daughter Redegonde explained +that her mother was always afraid of her being assassinated. + +The evening passed away in pleasant conversation, and the younger singer +did not need much persuasion to seat herself at the piano, where she sang +in a manner that won genuine applause. + +When I wanted to go the general begged me to breakfast with him, saying +that the post-chaise did not go till twelve, and that this act of +politeness was due to my young fellow-countrywoman. Redegonde joined in, +reproaching me with my behaviour at Turin and Florence, though she had +nothing really to complain of. I gave in, and feeling that I wanted rest +I went to bed. + +The next morning, at nine o'clock, I took leave of the worthy doctor and +his family and walked to the general's, giving orders that my carriage +should be brought round as soon as it was ready. + +In half an hour Redegonde and her mother arrived, and I was astonished to +see them accompanied by the brother who had been my servant at Florence. + +When breakfast was over my carriage stood at the door, and I made my bow +to the general and all the company, who were standing in the hall to see +me off. Redegonde came down the steps with me, and asked if my carriage +was comfortable, and then got into it. I got in after her without the +slightest premeditation, and the postillion, seeing the carriage full, +gave a crack with his whip and we were off, Redegonde shrieking with +laughter. I was on the point of telling him to stop, but seeing her +enjoyment of the drive I held my tongue, only waiting for her to say, "I +have had enough." But I waited in vain, and we had gone over half a +league before she said a word. + +"I have laughed, and laugh still," she said, "when I think of what my +mother will say at this freak of mine. I had no intentions in getting +into the carriage, and I am sure you cannot have told the postillion to +drive on." + +"You may be quite sure of that." + +"All the same my mother will believe it to be a deeply-laid plan, and +that strikes me as amusing." + +"So it is; I am quite satisfied, certainly. Now you are here you had +better come on with me to Brunswick; you will be more comfortable than in +a villainous stage coach." + +"I should be delighted, but that would be pushing matters too far. No, we +will stop at the first stage and wait for the coach." + +"You may do so if you please, but you will excuse my waiting." + +"What! you would leave me all alone?" + +"You know, dear Redegonde, that I have always loved you, and I am ready +to take you with me to Brunswick; what more can I say?" + +"If you love me you will wait with me and restore me to my mother, who +must be in despair." + +"In spite of my devotion I am afraid I cannot do so." + +Instead of turning sulky the young madcap began to laugh again; and I +determined she should come with me to Brunswick. + +When we got to the end of the stage there were no horses ready. I +arranged matters with the postillion, and after baiting the horses we set +out once more. The roads were fearful, and we did not come to the second +posting-stage till nightfall. + +We might have slept there, but not wishing to be caught up by the coach +and to lose my prize, I ordered fresh horses and we resumed our journey +in spite of Redegonde's tears and supplications. We travelled all night +and reached Lippstadt in the early morning, and in spite of the +unseasonableness of the hour I ordered something to eat. Redegonde wanted +a rest, as indeed did I, but she had to give way when I said caressingly +that we could sleep at Minden. Instead of scolding me she began to smile, +and I saw she guessed what she had to expect; in fact, when we got to +Minden we had supper, and then went to bed together as man and wife, and +stayed in bed for five hours. She was quite kind, and only made me +entreat her for form's sake. + +We got to Hanover and put up at an excellent inn where we had a choice +meal, and where I found the waiter who was at the inn in Zurich when I +waited on the ladies at table. Miss Chudleigh had dined there with the +Duke of Kingston, and they had gone on to Berlin. + +We had a beautiful French bed in which to spend the night, and in the +morning we were awakened by the noise of the stage coach. Redegonde not +wishing to be surprised in my arms rang the bell and told the waiter by +no means to admit the lady who would come out of the coach and ask to be +shewn in directly; but her precaution was vain, for, as the waiter went +out, the mother and son came in, and we were taken in 'flagrante +delicto'. + +I told them to wait outside, and getting up in my shirt I locked the +door. The mother began to abuse me and her daughter, and threatened me +with criminal proceedings if I did not give her up. Redegonde, however, +calmed her by telling her the story, and she believed, or pretended to +believe, it was all chance; but she said,-- + +"That's all very well; but you can't deny, you little slut, that you have +been sleeping with him." + +"Oh, there's no harm in that, for you know, dear mamma, nobody does +anything asleep." + +Without giving her the time to reply she threw her arms round her neck +and promised to go on with her in the coach. + +After things had been thus settled, I dressed myself, and gave them all a +good breakfast, and went on my way to Brunswick, where I arrived a few +hours before them. + +Redegonde had deprived me of my curiosity to see Gabrielle; besides, in +the condition I was in, my vanity would have suffered grievously. As soon +as I had settled in a good inn I sent for Daturi, who came immediately, +elegantly dressed, and very anxious to introduce to me a certain Signor +Nicolini, theatrical manager. This Nicolini understood his craft +perfectly, and was high in favour with the prince to whom his daughter +Anna was mistress. He gave me a distinguished and a cordial greeting, and +was very anxious that I should stay with him, but I was able to escape +the constraint of such an arrangement without giving him any offense. I +accepted his offer to take my meals at his table, which was furnished by +an excellent cook and surrounded by a distinguished company. Here was no +gathering of men of title, with the cold and haughty manners of the +Court, all were talented, and such company to my mind was delightful. + +I was not well, and I was not rich, or else I should have made a longer +stay at Brunswick, which had its charms for me. But we will not +anticipate, though as old age steals on a man he is never tired of +dwelling again and again on the incidents of his past life, in spite of +his desire to arrest the sands which run out so quickly. + +The third day after my arrival at Brunswick, Redegonde knowing that I was +dining at Nicolini's came there too. Everybody had found out, somehow or +other, that we had travelled from Wesel to Hanover together, and they +were at liberty to draw whatever conclusions they pleased. + +Two days later the crown prince arrived from Potsdam on a visit to his +future bride, the daughter of the reigning duke, whom he married the year +after. + +The Court entertained in the most magnificent manner, and the hereditary +prince, now the reigning duke, honoured me with an invitation. I had met +his highness at an assembly in Soho Square, the day after he had been +made a London citizen. + +It was twenty-two years since I had been in love with Daturi's mother. I +was curious to see the ravages which time had worked on her, but I had +reason to repent of my visit, for she had grown terribly ugly. She knew +it herself, and a blush of shame appeared on those features which had +once been fair. + +The prince had an army of six thousand foot in good condition. This army +was to be reviewed on a plain at a little distance from the town, and I +went to see the spectacle, and was rewarded by having rain dripping down +my back the whole time. Among the numerous spectators were many persons +of fashion, ladies in handsome dresses, and a good sprinkling of +foreigners. I saw the Honourable Miss Chudleigh, who honoured me by +addressing me, and asked me, amongst other questions, how long I had left +London. She was dressed in Indian muslin, and beneath it she only wore a +chemise of fine cambric, and by the time the rain had made her clothes +cling to her body she looked more than naked, but she did not evince any +confusion. Most of the ladies sheltered themselves from the rain under +elegant tents which had been erected. + +The troops, who took no notice of the weather, executed their manoeuvres, +and fired their muskets in a manner which seemed to satisfy good judges. + +There was nothing further to attract me at Brunswick, and I thought of +spending the summer at Berlin, which I concluded would be more amusing +than a small provincial town. Wanting an overcoat I bought the material +from a Jew, who offered to discount bills of exchange for me if I had +any. I had the bill which Madame du Rumain had sent me, and finding that +it would be convenient for me to get it discounted, I gave it to the +Israelite, who cashed it, deducting commission at the ordinary rate of +two per cent. The letter was payable to the order of the Chevalier de +Seingalt, and with that name I endorsed it. + +I thought no more of the matter, but early the next day the same Jew +called on me, and told me that I must either return him his money, or +give sureties for the amount till he had ascertained whether the bill was +a forgery or not. + +I was offended at this piece of impertinence, and feeling certain that +the bill was a good one I told the fellow that he might set his mind at +rest and let me alone, as I should not give him any sureties. + +"I must either have the money or the surety," said he, "and if you refuse +I will have you arrested; your character is well known." + +This was too much for me, and raising my cane I gave him a blow on the +head which he must have felt for many a long day. I then dressed and +dined with Nicolini, without thinking or speaking of this disagreeable +incident. + +The next day as I was taking a walk outside the town walls, I met the +prince on horseback, followed by a single groom. I bowed to him as he +passed, but he came up to me and said,-- + +"You are leaving Brunswick, chevalier?" + +"In two or three days, your highness." + +"I heard this morning that a Jew has brought a complaint against you for +beating him because he asked you to give him security for a bill of +exchange which he was afraid of." + +"My lord, I cannot answer for the effects of my indignation against a +rascal who dared to come and insult me in my own house, but I do know +that if I had given him security I should have impugned my own honour. +The impertinent scoundrel threatened to have me arrested, but I know that +a just Government rules here, and not arbitrary power." + +"You are right; it would be unjust to have you arrested, but he is afraid +for his ducats." + +"He need not be afraid, my lord, for the bill is drawn by a person of +honour and of high station in society." + +"I am delighted to hear it. The Jew said he would never have discounted +the bill if you had not mentioned my name." + +"That's a lie! Your highness' name never passed, my lips." + +"He also says that you endorsed the bill with a false name." + +"Then he lies again, for I signed myself Seingalt, and that name is +mine." + +"In short, it is a case of a Jew who has been beaten, and is afraid of +being duped. I pity such an animal, and I must see what I can do to +prevent his keeping you here till he learns the fate of the bill at +Amsterdam. As I have not the slightest doubt as to the goodness of the +bill, I will take it up myself, and this very morning: thus you will be +able to leave when you like. Farewell, chevalier! I wish you a pleasant +journey." + +With this compliment the prince left me, without giving me time to answer +him. I might have felt inclined to tell him that by taking up the bill he +would give the Jew and everyone else to understand that it was a favour +done to me, to the great hurt of my honour, and that consequently I +should be obliged by his doing nothing of the kind. But though the prince +was a man of generosity and magnanimity, he was deficient in that +delicate quality which we call tact. This defect, common amongst princes, +arises from their education, which places them above the politeness which +is considered necessary in ordinary mortals. + +He could not have treated me worse than he did, if he had been certain of +my dishonesty, and wished me to understand that I was forgiven, and that +he would bear all the consequences of my misdemeanour. With this idea in +my head, I said to myself; "Perhaps, indeed, this is exactly what the +prince does think. Is it the Jew or me that he pities? If the latter, I +think I must give him a lesson, though I do not wish to cause him any +humiliation." + +Feeling deeply humiliated myself, and pondering on my position, I walked +away, directing my attention especially to the duke's concluding words. I +thought his wish for a pleasant journey supremely out of place, under the +circumstances, in the mouth of one who enjoyed almost absolute power. It +was equivalent to an order to leave the town, and I felt indignant at the +thought. + +I therefore resolved to vindicate my honour by neither going away nor +remaining. + +"If I stay," I said to myself, "the Jew will be adjudged to be in the +right; and if I go the duke will think I have profited by his favour, and +so to speak, by his present of fifty louis if the bill were protested. I +will not let anyone enjoy a satisfaction which is no one due." + +After these considerations, which I thought worthy of a wiser head than +mine, I packed up my trunk, ordered horses, and after a good dinner and +the payment of my bill I went to Wolfenbuttel with the idea of spending +week there. I was sure of finding amusement, for Wolfenbuttel contains +the third largest library in Europe, and I had long been anxious to see +it. + +The learned librarian, whose politeness was all the better for being +completely devoid of affection, told me that not only could I have +whatever books I wished to see, but that I could take them to my lodging, +not even excepting the manuscripts, which are the chief feature in that +fine library. + +I spent a week in the library, only leaving it to take my meals and go to +bed, and I count this week as one of the happiest I have ever spent, for +then I forgot myself completely; and in the delight of study, the past, +the present, and the future were entirely blotted out. Of some such sort, +I think, must be the joys of the redeemed; and now I see that only a few +trifling little circumstances and incidents were wanting to make me a +perfect sage. And here I must note a circumstance which my readers may +scarcely believe, but which, for all that, is quite true-namely, that I +have always preferred virtue to vice, and that when I sinned I did so out +of mere lightness of heart, for which, no doubt, I shall be blamed by +many persons. But, no matter--a man has only to give an account of his +actions to two beings, to himself here and to God hereafter. + +At Wolfenbuttel I gathered a good many hints on the "Iliad" and +"Odyssey," which will not be found in any commentator, and of which the +great Pope knew nothing. Some of these considerations will be found in my +translation of the "Iliad," the rest are still in manuscript, and will +probably never see the light. However, I burn nothing, not even these +Memoirs, though I often think of doing so, but the time never comes. + +At the end of the week I returned to the same inn at Brunswick which I +had occupied before, and let my godson Daturi know of my arrival. + +I was delighted to hear that no one suspected that I had spent the +fortnight within five leagues of Brunswick. Daturi told me that the +general belief was that I had returned the Jew his money and got the bill +of exchange back. Nevertheless I felt sure that the bill had been +honoured at Amsterdam, and that the duke knew that I had been staying at +Wolfenbuttel. + +Daturi told me that Nicolini was expecting to see me at dinner, and I was +not astonished to hear of it, for I had not taken leave of anyone. I +accordingly went, and the following incident, which served to justify me +in the eyes of all men, took place: + +We were at the roast when one of the prince's servants came in with the +Jew I had beaten. The poor man came up humbly to me, and spoke as +follows: + +"I am ordered to come here, sir, to apologize for suspecting the +authenticity of the bill of exchange you gave me. I have been punished by +being fined the amount of my commission." + +"I wish that had been your only punishment," said I. + +He made me a profound bow, and went out, saying that I was only too good. + +When I 'got back to the inn, I found a letter from Redegonde in which she +reproached me tenderly for not having been once to see her all the time I +had been at Brunswick, and begging me to breakfast with her in a little +country house. + +"I shall not be in my mother's company," she added, "but in that of a +young lady of your acquaintance, whom, I am sure, you will be glad to see +once more." + +I liked Redegonde, and I had only neglected her at Brunswick because my +means did not allow my making her a handsome present. I resolved to +accept her invitation, my curiosity being rather stimulated by the +account of the young lady. + +I was exact at the time indicated, and I found Redegonde looking charming +in a pretty room on the ground floor, and with her was a young artiste +whom I had known as a child shortly before I had been put under the +Leads. I pretended to be delighted to see her, but I was really quite +taken up with Redegonde, and congratulated her upon her pretty house. She +said she had taken it for six months, but did not sleep there. After +coffee had been served we were on the point of going out for a stroll, +when who should come in but the prince. He smiled pleasantly when he saw +us, and apologized to Redegonde for interrupting our little party. + +The appearance of the prince enlightened me as to the position of my +delightful fellow countrywoman, and I understood why she had been so +precise about the time at which I was to come. Redegonde had made the +conquest of the worthy prince, who was always disposed to gallantry, but +felt it his duty during the first year of his marriage with the King of +England's sister to preserve some kind of incognito in his amours. + +We spent an hour in walking up and down and talking of London and Berlin, +but nothing was said of the Jew or the bill of exchange. He was delighted +with my warm eulogium of his library at Wolfenbuttel, and laughed with +all his heart when I said that unless it had been for the intellectual +nourishment I enjoyed, the bad fare at the inn would certainly have +reduced me to half my present size. + +After bidding a graceful farewell to the nymph, the prince left us, and +we heard him galloping away on his horse. + +When I was alone with Redegonde, far from begging for new favours, I +advised her to be faithful to the prince; but though appearances were +certainly not deceitful in this case, she would not admit anything. This +was in accordance with her part as young mistress, and I did not reproach +her for her want of confidence. + +I spent the rest of the day at the inn, and started the next morning at +day-break. + +When I got to Magdeburg, I took a letter of introduction from General +Bekw---- to an officer. He shewed me the fortress, and kept me for three +days making me taste all the pleasures of the table, women, and gaming. +However, I was very moderate, and managed to increase my savings in a +small degree, contenting myself with modest wagers. + +From Magdeburg I went straight to Berlin, without caring to stop at +Potsdam, as the king was not there. The fearful Prussian roads with their +sandy soil made me take three days to do eighteen Prussian miles. Prussia +is a country of which much could be made with labour and capital, but I +do not think it will ever become a really fine country. + +I put up at the "Hotel de Paris," which was both comfortable and +economical. Madame Rufin who kept it had entered into the spirit of her +business without losing her French politeness, and thus the inn had got a +reputation. As soon as I was in my room she came to ask me if I were +satisfied, and to make divers arrangements for my comfort. There was a +table d'hote, and those who ate in their private rooms paid double. + +"This arrangement," I said, "may suit you, but for the present it will +not suit me. I want to dine in my own room, but I don't want to pay +double; I will therefore pay as if I were in the public room, but if you +like you need only send me up half the number of dishes." + +"I agree, on the condition that you sup with me; we will not put it in +the accounts, and you will only meet friends at my little suppers." + +I thought her proposal so curious a one that I had a great inclination to +laugh, but finding it at the same time very advantageous I accepted +frankly, and as if we had long been friends. + +On the first day I was tired, and did not sup with her till the day +following. Madame Rufin had a husband who attended to the cooking, and a +son, but neither of them came to these suppers. The first time I went to +one of them I met an elderly but agreeable and sensible gentleman. He +lodged in a room adjoining mine, and called himself Baron Treidel; his +sister had married the Duke of Courland, Jean Ernest Biron, or Birlen. +The baron, who was extremely pleasant, became my friend, and remained so +for the couple of months I spent in Berlin. I also met a Hamburg +merchant, named Greve, and his wife, whom he had just married and had +brought to Berlin that she might see the marvels of the Warrior-King's +Court. She was as pleasant as her husband, and I paid her an assiduous +court. A lively and high-spirited individual called Noel, who was the +sole and beloved cook of his Prussian Majesty, was the fourth person. He +only came rarely to the suppers on account of his duties in the king's +kitchen. As I have said, his majesty had only this one cook, and Noel had +only one scullion to help him. + +M. Noel, the ambassador of the French Republic at the Hague, is, as I am +assured, the son of this cook, who was an excellent man. And here I must +say, in despite of my hatred for the French Revolutionary Government, +that I am not at all ill pleased that a man of talents should be enabled +to fill exalted offices, which under the old system of privilege were +often occupied by fools. + +If it had not been for the culinary skill of Noel the cook, the famous +Atheist physician Lametrie would not have died of indigestion, for the +pie he succeeded in eating in his extremity was made by Noel. + +Lametrie often supped with Madame Rufin and I thought it disobliging of +him to die so soon, for I should have liked to know him, as he was a +learned man and full of mirth. He expired laughing, though it is said +that death from indigestion is the most painful of all. Voltaire told me +that he thought Lametrie the most obstinate Atheist in the world, and I +could easily believe it after reading his works. The King of Prussia +himself pronounced his funeral oration, using the words, "It is not +wonderful that he only believed in the existence of matter, for all the +spirit in the world was enclosed in his own body. No one but a king would +venture on such a sally in a funeral oration. However, Frederick the +Great was a Deist and not an Atheist; but that is of little consequence, +since he never allowed the belief in a God to influence his actions in +the slightest degree. Some say that an Atheist who ponders over the +possible existence of a God is better than a Deist who never thinks of +the Deity, but I will not venture to decide this point." + +The first visit I paid in Berlin was to Calsabigi, the younger brother of +the Calsabigi with whom I had founded the lottery in Paris in 1757. He +had left Paris and his wife too, and had set up a lottery in Brussels; +but his extravagance was so great that he became a bankrupt in spite of +the efforts of Count Cobenzl to keep him going. He fled from Brussels to +Berlin, and was introduced to the King of Prussia. He was a plausible +speaker, and persuaded the monarch to establish a lottery, to make him +the manager, and to give him the title of Counsellor of State. He +promised that the lottery should bring in an annual revenue of at least +two hundred thousand crowns, and only asked a percentage of ten per cent. +for himself. + +The lottery had been going for two years, and had had a great success, as +hitherto it had had no large losses; but the king, who knew that the luck +might turn, was always in a fidget about it. With this idea he told +Calsabigi that he must carry it on on his own responsibility and pay him +a hundred thousand crowns per annum, that being the cost of his Italian +Theatre. + +I happened to call on Calsabigi on the very day on which the king +intimated to him this decision. After talking over our old relationship +and the vicissitudes we had both experienced, he told me what had +happened; it seemed an unexpected blow to him. The next drawing, he said, +would be at the king's risk; but the public would have to be informed +that in future the lottery would be a private one. He wanted capital to +the amount of two million crowns, for he foresaw that otherwise the +lottery would collapse, as people would not risk their money without the +certainty of being paid in the event of their winning. He said he would +guarantee me an income of ten thousand crowns per annum if I succeeded in +making the king change his mind, and by way of encouragement he recalled +to my mind the effect of my persuasive powers at Paris seven years +before. + +"'Tis a good omen," said he, "and without any superstition I believe that +the good genius of the lottery has brought me to Berlin just now." + +I laughed at his illusions, but I pitied him. I shewed him the +impossibility of convincing an individual whose only argument was, "I am +afraid, and I don't wish to be afraid any longer." He begged me to stay +to dinner and introduced me to his wife. This was a double surprise for +me, in the first place because I thought General La Motte, as his first +wife was called, to be still living, and in the second place because I +recognized in this second wife of his, Mdlle. Belanger. I addressed the +usual compliments to her and enquired after her mother. She replied with +a profound sigh, and told me not to ask any questions about her family as +she had only bad news to tell me. + +I had known Madame Belanger at Paris; she was a widow with one daughter, +and seemed to be well off. Now I saw this daughter, pretty enough and +well married, and yet in this doleful humour, and I felt embarrassed and +yet curious. + +After Calsabigi had placed me in a position to entertain a high opinion +of the skill of his cook, he shewed me his horses and carriages, begging +me to take a drive with his wife and come back to supper, which, as he +said, was his best meal. + +When we were in the carriage together, the necessity of talking about +something led me to ask the lady by what happy chain of circumstances she +found herself the wife of Calsabigi. + +"His real wife is still alive, so I have not the misfortune of occupying +that position, but everyone in Berlin thinks I am his lawful wife. Three +years ago I was deprived of my mother and the means of livelihood at one +stroke, for my mother had an annuity. None of my relations were rich +enough to help me, and wishing to live virtuously above all things I +subsisted for two years on the sale of my mother's furniture, boarding +with a worthy woman who made her living by embroidery. I learnt her art, +and only went out to mass on Sundays. I was a prey to melancholy, and +when I had spent all I had I went to M. Brea, a Genoese, on whom I +thought I could rely. I begged him to get me a place as a mere +waiting-maid, thinking that I was tolerably competent for such a +position. He promised to do what he could for me, and five or six days +afterwards he made me the following proposal: + +"He read me a letter from Calsabigi, of whom I had never heard, in which +he charged him to send a virtuous young lady to Berlin. She must be of +good birth, good education, and pleasant appearance, as when his aged and +infirm wife died he intended to marry her. + +"As such a person would most probably be badly off, Calsabigi begged M. +Brea to give her fifty Louis to buy clothes and linen and fifty Louis to +journey to Berlin with a maid. M. Brea was also authorized to promise +that the young lady should hold the position of Calsabigi's wife, and be +presented in that character to all his friends; that she should have a +waiting-maid, a carriage, an allowance of clothes, and a certain monthly +amount as pin-money to be spent as she chose. He promised, if the +arrangement was not found suitable, to set her free at the end of a year, +giving her a hundred Louis, and leaving her in possession of whatever +money she might have saved, and such clothes and jewels as he might have +given her; in fine, if the lady agreed to live with him till he was able +to marry her, Calsabigi promised to execute a deed of gift in her favour +to the amount of ten thousand crowns which the public would believe to be +her dowry, and if he died before being able to marry her she would have a +right to claim the aforesaid sum from his estate. + +"With such fine promises did Brea persuade me to leave my native country +to come and dishonour myself here, for though everybody treats me as if I +were his wife, it is probably known that I am only his mistress. I have +been here for six months, and I have never had an instant's happiness." + +"Has he not kept the conditions you have mentioned?" + +"Conditions! Calsabigi's state of health will kill him long before his +wife, and in that case I shall have nothing, for he is loaded with debt, +and his creditors would have the first claim on the estate. Besides, I +do not like him; and the reason is that he loves me too much. You can +understand that; his devotion worries me." + +"At all events, you can return to Paris in six months' time, or, in fact, +do anything you like when the term stipulated has expired. You will get +your hundred louis, and can lay in a pretty stock of linen." + +"If I go to Paris I shall be dishonoured, and if I remain here I shall be +dishonoured. In fact, I am very unhappy, and Brea is the cause of my woe. +Nevertheless, I can't blame him, as he could not have been aware that his +friend's property only consisted of debts. And now the king has withdrawn +his countenance, the lottery will fail, and Calsabigi will inevitably +become a bankrupt." + +She had studiously refrained from exaggeration, and I could not help +confessing that she was to be pitied. I advised her to try and sell the +deed of gift for ten thousand crowns, as it was not likely he would raise +any objection. + +"I have thought it over," said she, "but to do that I have need of a +friend; of course, I do not expect to dispose of it save at a great +loss." + +I promised to see what I could do for her. + +There were four of us at supper. The fourth person was a young man who +had helped in the Paris and Brussels Lotteries, and had followed +Calsabigi to Berlin. He was evidently in love with Mdlle. Belanger, but I +did not think his love was crowned with success. + +At dessert Calsabigi begged me to give him my opinion of a scheme he had +drafted, the aim of which was to bring in a sum of two million crowns, so +that the credit of the lottery might remain secure. + +The lady left us to talk business at our ease. She was between +twenty-four and twenty-five, and without having much wit she possessed a +great knowledge of the usages of society, which is better than wit in a +woman; in fine, she had all that a man could well desire. The sentiments +I felt for her were confined to those of friendship and esteem after the +confidence she had placed in me. + +Calsabigi's project was brief, but clear and well imagined. He invited +capitalists not to speculate in the lottery, but to guarantee it for a +certain sum. In the case of the lottery's losing, each guarantor would +have to share in paying according to the sum named, and in like manner +they would share in the profits. + +I promised to give him my opinion in writing by the next day, and I +substituted the following plan for his: + +1. A capital of a million, would, I judged, be ample. + +2. This million should be divided into a hundred shares of ten thousand +crowns each. + +3. Each share must be taken up before a notary, who would answer for the +shareholder's solvency. + +4. All dividends to be paid the third day after the drawing. + +5. In case of loss the shareholder to renew his share. + +6. A cashier, chosen by a majority of four-fifths of the shareholders, to +have the control of all moneys. + +7. Winning tickets to be paid the day after the drawing. + +8. On the eve of a drawing the shareholders' cashier to have an account +of receipts from the lottery cashier, and the former to lock the safe +with three keys, one of which to remain in his hands, one in the hands of +the lottery cashier, and one in the hands of the manager of the lottery. + +9. Only the simple drawing, the ambe and the terne to be retained; the +quarterne and the quine to be abolished. + +10. On the three combinations a shilling to be the minimum, and a crown +the maximum stake; the offices to be closed twenty-four hours before the +drawing. + +11. Ten per cent. to go to Calsabigi, the manager; all expenses of +farming to be paid by him. + +12. Calsabigi to be entitled to the possession of two shares, without a +guarantee being required. + +I saw by Calsabigi's face that the plan did not please him, but I told +him that he would not get shareholders save on these terms, or on terms +even less favourable to himself. + +He had degraded the lottery to the level of biribi; his luxury and +extravagance caused him to be distrusted; it was known that he was head +over ears in debt, and the king could not banish the fear that he would +be cheated in spite of the keenness of his comptroller-general. + +The last drawing under the king's sanction made everyone in good spirits, +for the lottery lost twenty thousand crowns. The king sent the money +immediately by a privy councillor, but it was said, when he heard the +result of the drawing, that he burst out laughing, observing,-- + +"I knew it would be so, and I am only too happy to have got quit of it so +cheaply." + +I thought it my duty to go and sup with the director to console him, and +I found him in a state of great depression. He could not help thinking +that his unhappy drawing would make the task of getting shareholders more +difficult than ever. Hitherto the lottery had always been a gainer, but +its late loss could not have come at a worse time. + +Nevertheless, he did not lose heart, and the next morning the public were +informed by printed bills that the office would remain closed till a +sufficient number of guarantors were found. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +Lord Keith--My Appointment to Meet the King in the Garden of Sans-Souci +My Conversation with Frederick the Great--Madame Denis The Pomeranian +Cadets--Lambert--I Go to Mitau My Welcome at the Court, and My +Administrative Journey + +The fifth day after my arrival at Berlin I presented myself to the +lord-marshal, who since the death of his brother had been styled Lord +Keith. I had seen him in London after his return from Scotland, where he +had been reinstated in the family estates, which had been confiscated for +Jacobinism. Frederick the Great was supposed to have brought this about. +Lord Keith lived at Berlin, resting on his laurels, and enjoying the +blessings of peace. + +With his old simplicity of manner he told me he was glad to see me again, +and asked if I proposed making any stay at Berlin. I replied that I would +willingly do so if the king would give me a suitable office. I asked him +if he would speak a word in my favour; but he replied that the king liked +to judge men's characters for himself, and would often discover merit +where no one had suspected its presence, and vice versa. + +He advised me to intimate to the king in writing that I desired to have +the honour of an interview. "When you speak to him," the good old man +added, "you may say that you know me, and the king will doubtless address +me on the subject, and you may be sure what I say shall not be to your +disadvantage." + +"But, my lord, how can I write to a monarch of whom I know nothing, and +who knows nothing of me? I should not have thought of such a step." + +"I daresay, but don't you wish to speak to him?" + +"Certainly." + +"That is enough. Your letter will make him aware of your desire and +nothing more." + +"But will he reply?" + +"Undoubtedly; he replies to everybody. He will tell you when and where he +will see you. His Majesty is now at Sans-Souci. I am curious to know the +nature of your interview with the monarch who, as you can see, is not +afraid of being imposed on." + +When I got home I wrote a plain but respectful letter to the king, asking +where and at what time I could introduce myself to him. + +In two days I received a letter signed "Frederick," in which the receipt +of my letter was acknowledged, and I was told that I should find his +majesty in the garden of Sans-Souci at four o'clock. + +As may be imagined I was punctual to my appointment. I was at Sans-Souci +at three, clad in a simple black dress. When I got into the court-yard +there was not so much as a sentinel to stop me, so I went on mounted a +stair, and opened a door in front of me. I found myself in a +picture-gallery, and the curator came up to me and offered to shew me +over it. + +"I have not come to admire these masterpieces," I replied, "but to see +the king, who informed me in writing that I should find him in the +garden." + +"He is now at a concert playing the flute; he does so every day after +dinner. Did he name any time?" + +"Yes, four o'clock, but he will have forgotten that." + +"The king never forgets anything; he will keep the appointment, and you +will do well to go into the garden and await him." + +I had been in the garden for some minutes when I saw him appear, followed +by his reader and a pretty spaniel. As soon as he saw me he accosted me, +taking off his old hat, and pronouncing my name. Then he asked in a +terrible voice what I wanted of him. This greeting surprised me, and my +voice stuck in my throat. + +"Well, speak out. Are you not the person who wrote to me?" + +"Yes, sire, but I have forgotten everything now. I thought that I should +not be awed by the majesty of a king, but I was mistaken. My lord-marshal +should have warned me." + +"Then he knows you? Let us walk. What is it that you want? What do you +think of my garden?" + +His enquiries after my needs and of his garden were simultaneous. To any +other person I should have answered that I did not know anything about +gardening, but this would have been equivalent to refusing to answer the +question; and no monarch, even if he be a philosopher, could endure that. +I therefore replied that I thought the garden superb. + +"But," he said, "the gardens of Versailles are much finer." + +"Yes, sire, but that is chiefly on account of the fountains." + +"True, but it is not my fault; there is no water here. I have spent more +than three hundred thousand crowns to get water, but unsuccessfully." + +"Three hundred thousand crowns, sire! If your majesty had spent them all +at once, the fountains should be here." + +"Oh, oh! I see you are acquainted with hydraulics." + +I could not say that he was mistaken, for fear of offending him, so I +simply bent my head, which might mean either yes or no. Thank God the +king did not trouble to test my knowledge of the science of hydraulics, +with which I was totally unacquainted. + +He kept on the move all the time, and as he turned his head from one side +to the other hurriedly asked me what forces Venice could put into the +field in war time. + +"Twenty men-of-war, sire, and a number of galleys." + +"What are the land forces?" + +"Seventy thousand men, sire; all of whom are subjects of the Republic, +and assessing each village at one man." + +"That is not true; no doubt you wish to amuse me by telling me these +fables. Give me your opinions on taxation." + +This was the first conversation I had ever had with a monarch. I made a +rapid review of the situation, and found myself much in the same position +as an actor of the improvised comedy of the Italians, who is greeted by +the hisses of the gods if he stops short a moment. I therefore replied +with all the airs of a doctor of finance that I could say something about +the theory of taxation. + +"That's what I want," he replied, "for the practice is no business of +yours." + +"There are three kinds of taxes, considered as to their effects. The +first is ruinous, the second a necessary evil, and the third invariably +beneficial." + +"Good! Go on." + +"The ruinous impost is the royal tax, the necessary is the military, and +the beneficial is the popular." + +As I had not given the subject any thought I was in a disagreeable +position, for I was obliged to go on speaking, and yet not to talk +nonsense. + +"The royal tax, sire, is that which deplenishes the purses of the subject +to fill the coffers of the king." + +"And that kind of tax is always ruinous, you think." + +"Always, sire; it prevents the circulation of money--the soul of commerce +and the mainstay of the state." + +"But if the tax be levied to keep up the strength of the army, you say it +is a necessary evil." + +"Yes, it is necessary and yet evil, for war is an evil." + +"Quite so; and now about the popular tax." + +"This is always a benefit, for the monarch takes with one hand and gives +with the other; he improves towns and roads, founds schools, protects the +sciences, cherishes the arts; in fine, he directs this tax towards +improving the condition and increasing the happiness of his people." + +"There is a good deal of truth in that. I suppose you know Calsabigi?" + +"I ought to, your majesty, as he and I established the Genoa Lottery at +Paris seven years ago." + +"In what class would you put this taxation, for you will agree that it is +taxation of a kind?" + +"Certainly, sire, and not the least important. It is beneficial when the +monarch spends his profits for the good of the people." + +"But the monarch may lose?" + +"Once in fifty." + +"Is that conclusion the result of a mathematical calculation?" + +"Yes, sire." + +"Such calculations often prove deceptive." + +"Not so, may it please your majesty, when God remains neutral." + +"What has God got to do with it?" + +"Well, sire, we will call it destiny or chance." + +"Good! I may possibly be of your opinion as to the calculation, but I +don't like your Genoese Lottery. It seems to me an elaborate swindle, and +I would have nothing more to do with it, even if it were positively +certain that I should never lose." + +"Your majesty is right, for the confidence which makes the people risk +their money in a lottery is perfectly fallacious." + +This was the end of our strange dialogue, and stopping before a building +he looked me over, and then, after a short silence, observed,-- + +"Do you know that you are a fine man?" + +"Is it possible that, after the scientific conversation we have had, your +majesty should select the least of the qualities which adorn your life +guardsmen for remark?" + +The king smiled kindly, and said,-- + +"As you know Marshal Keith, I will speak to him of you." + +With that he took off his hat, and bade me farewell. I retired with a +profound bow. + +Three or four days after the marshal gave me the agreeable news that I +had found favour in the king's eyes, and that his majesty thought of +employing me. + +I was curious to learn the nature of this employment, and being in no +kind of hurry I resolved to await events in Berlin. The time passed +pleasantly enough, for I was either with Calsabigi, Baron Treidel, or my +landlady, and when these resources failed me, I used to walk in the park, +musing over the events of my life. + +Calsabigi had no difficulty in obtaining permission to continue the +lottery on his own account, and he boldly announced that henceforward he +would conduct the lottery on his own risk. His audacity was crowned with +success, and he obtained a profit of a hundred thousand crowns. With this +he paid most of his debts, and gave his mistress ten thousand crowns, she +returning the document entitling her to that amount. After this lucky +drawing it was easy to find guarantors, and the lottery went on +successfully for two or three years. + +Nevertheless Calsabigi ended by becoming bankrupt and died poor enough in +Italy. He might be compared to the Danaides; the more he got the more he +spent. His mistress eventually made a respectable marriage and returned +to Paris, where she lived in comfort. + +At the period of which I am speaking, the Duchess of Brunswick, the +king's sister, came to pay him a visit. She was accompanied by her +daughter who married the Crown Prince of Prussia in the following year. I +saw the king in a suit of lustring trimmed with gold lace, and black silk +stockings on his legs. He looked truly comic, and more like a theatrical +heavy father than a great king. He came into the hall with his sister on +his arm and attracted universal attention, for only very old men could +remember seeing him without his uniform and top-boots. + +I was not aware that the famous Madame Denis was at Berlin, and it was +therefore an agreeable surprise to me to see her in the ballet one +evening, dancing a pas seul in an exquisite manner. We were old friends, +and I resolved to pay her a visit the next day. + +I must tell the reader (supposing I ever have one), that when I was about +twelve years old I went to the theatre with my mother and saw, not +without much heart-beating, a girl of eight who danced a minuet in so +ravishing a manner that the whole house applauded loudly. This young +dancer, who was the pantaloon's daughter, charmed me to such a degree +that I could not resist going to her dressing-room to compliment her on +her performance. I wore the cassock in those days, and she was astonished +when she heard her father order her to get up and kiss me. She kissed me, +nevertheless, with much grace, and though I received the compliment with +a good deal of awkwardness I was so delighted, that I could not help +buying her a little ring from a toy merchant in the theatre. She kissed +me again with great gratitude and enthusiasm. + +The pleasantest part about this was that the sequin I had given for the +ring belonged to Dr. Gozzi, and so when I went back to him I was in a +pitiable state, for I had not only spent money which did not belong to +me, but I had spent it for so small a favour as a kiss. + +I knew that the next day I should have to give an account of the money he +had entrusted to me, and not having the least idea as to what I should +say, I had a bad night of it. The next morning everything came out, and +my mother made up the sequin to the doctor. I laugh now when I think of +this childish piece of gallantry, which was an omen of the extent to +which my heart was to be swayed by the fair sex. + +The toy-woman who had sold me the ring came the next day at dinner-time +to our house, and after producing several rings and trinkets which were +judged too dear, she began to praise my generosity, and said that I had +not thought the ring I had given to pretty Jeannette too dear. This did +my business; and I had to confess the whole, laying my fault to the +account of love, and promising not to do such a thing again. But when I +uttered the word love, everybody roared with laughter, and began to make +cruel game of me. I wished myself a mile away, and registered an interior +resolve never to confess my faults again. The reader knows how well I +kept my promise. + +The pantaloon's little daughter was my mother's goddaughter, and my +thoughts were full of her. My mother, who loved me and saw my pain, asked +me if I would like the little girl to be asked to supper. My grandmother, +however, opposed the idea, and I was obliged to her. + +The day after this burlesque scene I returned to Padua, where Bettina +soon made me forget the little ballet-girl. I saw her again at +Charlottenbourg, and that was now seventeen years ago. + +I longed to have a talk with her, and to see whether she would remember +me, though I did not expect her to do so. I asked if her husband Denis +was with her, and they told me that the king had banished him because he +ill-treated her. + +I called on her the day after the performance, and was politely received, +but she said she did not think she had had the pleasure of seeing me +before. + +By degrees I told her of the events of her childhood, and how she +enchanted all Venice by the grace with which she danced the minuet. She +interrupted me by saying that at that time she was only six years old. + +"You could not be more," I replied, "for I was only ten; and +nevertheless, I fell in love with you, and never have I forgotten the +kiss you gave me by your father's order in return for some trifling +present I made you." + +"Be quiet; you gave me a beautiful ring, and I kissed you of my own free +will. You wore the cassock then. I have never forgotten you. But can it +really be you?" + +"It is indeed." + +"I am delighted to see you again. But I could never have recognized you, +and I suppose you would not have recognized me." + +"No, I should not have known you, unless I had heard your name +mentioned." + +"One alters in twenty years, you know." + +"Yes, one cannot expect to have the same face as at six." + +"You can bear witness that I am not more than twenty-six, though some +evil speakers give me ten years more." + +"You should not take any notice of such calumnies, my dear. You are in +the flower of your age, and made for the service of love. For my part, I +congratulate myself on being able to tell you that you are the first +woman that inspired me with a real passion." + +We could not help becoming affectionate if we continued to keep up the +conversation in this style, but experience had taught us that it was well +to remain as we were for the present. + +Madame Denis was still fresh and youthful looking, though she persisted +in abbreviating her age by ten years. Of course she could not deceive me, +and she must have known it, nevertheless, she liked me to bear outward +testimony to her youthfulness. She would have detested me if I had +attempted to prove to her what she knew perfectly well, but did not care +to confess. No doubt she cared little for my thoughts on the subject, and +she may have imagined that I owed her gratitude for diminishing her age, +as it enabled me to diminish my own to make our tales agree. However, I +did not trouble myself much about it, for it is almost a duty in an +actress to disguise her age, as in spite of talent the public will not +forgive a woman for having been born too soon. + +I thought her behaviour augured well, and I hoped she would not make me +languish long. She shewed me her house, which was all elegance and good +taste. I asked her if she had a lover, and she replied with a smile that +all Berlin thought so, but that it was nevertheless deceived on the +principal point, as the individual in question was more of a father than +a lover. + +"But you deserve to have a real lover; I cannot conceive how you can do +without one." + +"I assure you I don't trouble myself about it. I am subject to +convulsions, which are the plague of my life. I want to try the Teplitz +waters, which are said to be excellent for all nervous affections; but +the king has refused his permission, which I, nevertheless, hope to +obtain next year." + +I felt ardently disposed, and I thought she was pleased with the +restraint I put upon myself. + +"Will you be annoyed," said I, "if I call upon you frequently?" + +"If you don't mind I will call myself your niece, or your cousin, and +then we can see each other." + +"Do you know that that may possibly be true? I would not swear that you +were not my sister." + +This sally made us talk of the friendship that had subsisted between her +father and my mother, and we allowed ourselves those caresses which are +permitted to near relations; but feeling that things were going too far +we ceased. As she bade me farewell, she asked me to dine with her the +next day, and I accepted. + +As I went back to my inn I reflected on the strange combinations which +made my life one continuous chain of events, and I felt it my duty to +give thanks to eternal Providence, for I felt that I had been born under +a happy star. + +The next day, when I went to dine with Madame Denis, I found a numerous +company assembled. The first person who greeted me with the warmth of an +old friend was a young dancer named Aubri, whom I had known at Paris and +at Venice. He was famous for having been the lover of one of the most +exalted Venetian ladies, and at the same time her husband's pathic. It +was said that this scandalous intimacy was of such a nature that Aubri +used to sleep between the husband and wife. At the beginning of Lent the +State Inquisitors sent him to Trieste. He introduced me to his wife, who +danced like himself and was called La Panting. He had married her at St. +Petersburg, from which city he had just come, and they were going to +spend the winter in Paris. The next person who advanced to greet me was a +fat man, who held out his hand and said we had been friends twenty-five +years ago, but that we were so young then that it would be no wonder if +we did not know each other. "We knew each other at Padua, at Dr. +Gozzi's," he added; "my name is Joseph da Loglio." + +"I remember you," I replied, "in those days you were violoncello at the +Russian chapel." + +"Exactly; and now I am returning to my native land to leave it no more. I +have the honour to introduce you to my wife, who was born at St. +Petersburg, but is a daughter of Modonis the violinist, whose reputation +is European. In a week I shall be at Dresden, where I hope to have the +honour of seeing Madame Casanova, your mother." + +I was delighted to find myself in such congenial society, but I could see +that Madame Denis did not relish these recollections extending over a +quarter of a century, and I turned the conversation to the events at St. +Petersburg which had resulted in Catherine the Great ascending the +throne. Da Loglio told us that he had taken a small part in this +conspiracy, and had thought it prudent to get out of the way. +"Fortunately," he added, "this was a contingency I had long provided +against, and I am in a position to spend the rest of my days in comfort +in Italy." + +Madame Denis then observed: + +"A week ago a Piedmontese, named Audar, was introduced to me. He had been +a chief mover in the conspiracy, and the empress gave him a present of a +hundred thousand roubles and an order to leave Russia immediately." + +I heard afterwards that this Audar bought an estate in Piedmont on which +he built a fine mansion. In two or three years it was struck by a +thunder-bolt, and the unfortunate man was killed in the ruins of his own +house. If this was a blow from an Almighty hand, it could not, at all +events, have been directed by the genius of Russia, for if the +unfortunate Peter III. had lived, he would have retarded Russian +civilization by a hundred years. + +The Empress Catherine rewarded all the foreigners who had assisted her in +her plots most magnificently, and shewed herself grateful to the Russians +who had helped her to mount the throne; while, like a crafty politician, +she sent such nobles as she suspected to be averse to revolution out of +the country. + +It was Da Loglio and his pretty wife who determined me to betake myself +to Russia in case the King of Prussia did not give me any employment. I +was assured that I should make my fortune there, and Da Loglio promised +to give me good instructions. + +As soon as this worthy man left Berlin my intimacy with Madame Denis +commenced. One night when I was supping with her she was seized with +convulsions which lasted all the night. I did not leave her for a moment, +and in the morning, feeling quite recovered, her gratitude finished what +my love had begun twenty-six years before, and our amorous commerce +lasted while I stayed at Berlin. We shall hear of her again at Florence +six years later. + +Some days after Madame Denis took me to Potsdam to shew me all the sights +of the town. Our intimacy offended no one, for she was generally believed +to be my niece, and the general who kept her either believed the report, +or like a man of sense pretended to believe it. + +Amongst other notable things I saw at Potsdam was the sight of the king +commanding the first battalion of his grenadiers, all picked men, the +flower of the Prussian army. + +The room which we occupied at the inn faced a walk by which the king +passed when he came from the castle. The shutters were all closed, and +our landlady told us that on one occasion when a pretty dancer called La +Reggiana was sleeping in the same room, the king had seen her in 'puris +naturalibus'. This was too much for his modesty, and he had ordered the +shutters to be closed, and closed they had remained, though this event +was four years old. The king had some cause to fear, for he had been +severely treated by La Barbarina. In the king's bedroom we saw her +portrait, that of La Cochois, sister to the actress who became +Marchioness d'Argens, and that of Marie Theresa, with whom Frederick had +been in love, or rather he had been in love with the idea of becoming +emperor. + +After we had admired the beauty and elegance of the castle, we could not +help admiring the way in which the master of the castle was lodged. He +had a mean room, and slept on a little bed with a screen around it. There +was no dressing-gown and no slippers. The valet shewed us an old cap +which the king put on when he had a cold; it looked as if it must be very +uncomfortable. His majesty's bureau was a table covered with pens, paper, +half-burnt manuscripts, and an ink-pot; beside it was a sofa. The valet +told us that these manuscripts contained the history of the last Prussian +war, and the king had been so annoyed by their accidentally getting burnt +that he had resolved to have no more to do with the work. He probably +changed his mind, for the book, which is little esteemed, was published +shortly after his death. + +Five or six weeks after my curious conversation with the monarch, Marshal +Keith told me that his majesty had been pleased to create me a tutor to +the new corps of Pomeranian cadets which he was just establishing. There +were to be fifteen cadets and five tutors, so that each should have the +care of three pupils. The salary was six hundred crowns and board found. +The duty of the tutors was to follow or accompany the cadets wherever +they went, Court included. I had to be quick in making up my mind, for +the four others were already installed, and his majesty did not like to +be kept waiting. I asked Lord Keith where the college was, and I promised +to give him a reply by the next day. + +I had to summon all my powers of self-restraint to my assistance when I +heard this extravagant proposal as coming from a man who was so discreet +in most things, but my astonishment was increased when I saw the abode of +these fifteen young noblemen of rich Pomerania. It consisted of three or +four great rooms almost devoid of furniture, several whitewashed +bedrooms, containing a wretched bed, a deal table, and two deal chairs. +The young cadets, boys of twelve or thirteen, all looked dirty and +untidy, and were boxed up in a wretched uniform which matched admirably +their rude and rustic faces. They were in company with their four +governors, whom I took for their servants, and who looked at me in a +stupefied manner, not daring to think that I was to be their future +colleague. + +Just as I was going to bid an eternal farewell to this abode of misery, +one of the governors put his head out of the window and exclaimed,-- + +"The king is riding up." + +I could not avoid meeting him, and besides, I was glad enough to see him +again, especially in such a place. + +His majesty came up with his friend Icilius, examined everything, and saw +me, but did not honour me with a word. I was elegantly dressed, and wore +my cross set with brilliants. But I had to bite my lips so as not to +burst out laughing when Frederick the Great got in a towering rage at a +chamber utensil which stood beside one of the beds, and which did not +appear to be in a very cleanly condition. + +"Whose bed is this?" cried the monarch. + +"Mine, sire," answered a trembling cadet. + +"Good! but it is not you I am angry with; where is your governor?" + +The fortunate governor presented himself, and the monarch, after +honouring him with the title of blockhead, proceeded to scold him +roundly. However, he ended by saying that there was a servant, and that +the governor ought to see that he did his work properly. This disgusting +scene was enough for me, and I hastened to call on Marshal Keith to +announce my determination. The old soldier laughed at the description I +gave him of the academy, and said I was quite right to despise such an +office; but that I ought, nevertheless, to go and thank the king before I +left Berlin. I said I did not feel inclined for another interview with +such a man, and he agreed to present my thanks and excuses in my stead. + +I made up my mind to go to Russia, and began my preparations in good +earnest. Baron Treidel supported my resolve by offering to give me a +letter of introduction to his sister, the Duchess of Courland. I wrote to +M. de Bragadin to 'give me a letter for a banker at St. Petersburg, and +to remit me through him every month a sum which would keep me in comfort. + +I could not travel without a servant, and chance kindly provided me with +one. I was sitting with Madame Rufin, when a young Lorrainer came in; +like Bias, he bore all his fortune with him, but, in his case, it was +carried under his arm. He introduced himself thus: + +"Madam, my name is Lambert, I come from Lorraine, and I wish to lodge +here." + +"Very good, sir, but you must pay for your board and lodging every day." + +"That, madam, is out of the question, for I have not got a farthing, but +I shall have some money when I discover who I am." + +"I am afraid I cannot put you up on those conditions, sir." + +He was going away with a mortified air, when my heart was touched, and I +called him back. + +"Stay," said I, "I will pay for you to-day." + +Happiness beamed over his face. + +"What have you got in that little bundle?" said I. + +"Two shirts, a score of mathematical books, and some other trifles." + +I took him to my room, and finding him tolerably well educated, I asked +him how he came to be in such a state of destitution. + +"I come from Strasburg," he replied, "and a cadet of a regiment stationed +there having given me a blow in a coffee-house I paid him a visit the +next day in his own room and stabbed him there. + +"After this I went home, made up my bundle, and left the town. I walked +all the way and lived soberly, so that my money lasted till this morning. +To-morrow I shall write to my mother, who lives at Luneville, and I am +sure she will send me some money." + +"And what do you think of doing?" + +"I want to become a military engineer, but if needs must I am ready to +enlist as a private soldier." + +"I can give you board and lodging till you hear from your mother." + +"Heaven has sent you in my way," said he, kissing my hand gratefully. + +I did not suspect him of deceiving me, though he stumbled somewhat in his +narrative. However my curiosity led me to write to M. Schauenbourg, who +was then at Strasburg, to enquire if the tale were true. + +The next day I happened to meet an officer of engineers, who told me that +young men of education were so plentiful that they did not receive them +into the service unless they were willing to serve as common soldiers. I +was sorry for the young man to be reduced so low as that. I began to +spend some time with him every day in mathematical calculations, and I +conceived the idea of taking him with me to St. Petersburg, and broached +the subject to him. + +"It would be a piece of good fortune for me," he replied, "and to shew my +gratitude I will gladly wait on you as a servant during the journey." + +He spoke French badly, but as he was a Lorrainer I was not astonished at +that. Nevertheless I was surprised to find that he did not know a word of +Latin, and that his spelling was of the wildest description. He saw me +laughing, but did not seem in the least ashamed. Indeed he said that he +had only gone to school to learn mathematics, and that he was very glad +that he had escaped the infliction of learning grammar. Indeed, on every +subject besides mathematics, he was profoundly ignorant. He had no +manners whatever; in fact, he was a mere peasant. + +Ten or twelve days later I received a letter from M. de Schauenbourg, +saying that the name of Lambert was unknown in Strasburg, and that no +cadet had been killed or wounded. + +When I shewed Lambert this letter he said that as he wished to enter the +army he thought it would be of service to him to shew that he was brave, +adding that as this lie had not been told with the idea of imposing on me +I should forgive it. + +"Poverty," said he, "is a rascally teacher, that gives a man some bad +lessons. I am not a liar by disposition, but I have nevertheless told you +a lie on another and a more important matter. I don't expect any money +whatever from my poor mother, who rather needs that I should send money +to her. So forgive me, and be sure I shall be a faithful servant to you." + +I was always ready to forgive other men's peccadilloes, and not without +cause. I liked Lambert's line of argument, and told him that we would set +out in five or six days. + +Baron Bodisson, a Venetian who wanted to sell the king a picture by +Andrea del Sarto, asked me to come with him to Potsdam and the desire of +seeing the monarch once again made me accept the invitation. When I +reached Potsdam I went to see the parade at which Frederick was nearly +always to be found. When he saw me he came up and asked me in a familiar +manner when I was going to start for St. Petersburg. + +"In five or six days, if your majesty has no objection." + +"I wish you a pleasant journey; but what do you hope to do in that land?" + +"What I hoped to do in this land, namely, to please the sovereign." + +"Have you got an introduction to the empress?" + +"No, but I have an introduction to a banker." + +"Ah! that's much better. If you pass through Prussia on your return I +shall be delighted to hear of your adventures in Russia." + +"Farewell, sire." + +Such was the second interview I had with this great king, whom I never +saw again. + +After I had taken leave of all my friends I applied to Baron Treidel, who +gave me a letter for M. de Kaiserling, lord-chancellor at Mitau, and +another letter for his sister, the Duchess of Courland, and I spent the +last night with the charming Madame Denis. She bought my post-chaise, and +I started with two hundred ducats in my purse. This would have been ample +for the whole journey if I had not been so foolish as to reduce it by +half at a party of pleasure with some young merchants at Dantzic. I was +thus unable to stay a few days at Koenigsberg, though I had a letter to +Field-Marshal von Lewald, who was the governor of the place. I could only +stay one day to dine with this pleasant old soldier, who gave me a letter +for his friend General Woiakoff, the Governor of Riga. + +I found I was rich enough to arrive at Mitau in state, and I therefore +took a carriage and six, and reached my destination in three days. At the +inn where I put up I found a Florentine artiste named Bregonei, who +overwhelmed me with caresses, telling me that I had loved her when I was +a boy and wore the cassock. I saw her six years later at Florence, where +she was living with Madame Denis. + +The day after my departure from Memel, I was accosted in the open country +by a man whom I recognized as a Jew. He informed me that I was on Polish +territory, and that I must pay duty on whatever merchandise I had with +me. + +"I am no merchant," said I, "and you will get nothing out of me." + +"I have the right to examine your effects," replied the Israelite, "and I +mean to make use of it." + +"You are a madman," I exclaimed, and I ordered the postillion to whip him +off. + +But the Jew ran and seized the fore horses by the bridle and stopped us, +and the postillion, instead of whipping him, waited with Teutonic calm +for me to come and send the Jew away. I was in a furious rage, and +leaping out with my cane in one hand and a pistol in the other I soon put +the Jew to flight after applying about a dozen good sound blows to his +back. I noticed that during the combat my fellow-traveller, my +Archimedes-in-ordinary, who had been asleep all the way, did not offer to +stir. I reproached him for his cowardice; but he told me that he did not +want the Jew to say that we had set on him two to one. + +I arrived at Mitau two days after this burlesque adventure and got down +at the inn facing the castle. I had only three ducats left. + +The next morning I called on M. de Kaiserling, who read the Baron de +Treidel's letter, and introduced me to his wife, and left me with her to +take the baron's letter to his sister. + +Madame de Kaiserling ordered a cup of chocolate to be brought me by a +beautiful young Polish girl, who stood before me with lowered eyes as if +she wished to give me the opportunity of examining her at ease. As I +looked at her a whim came into my head, and, as the reader is aware, I +have never resisted any of my whims. However, this was a curious one. As +I have said, I had only three ducats left, but after I had emptied the +cup of chocolate I put it back on the plate and the three ducats with it. + +The chancellor came back and told me that the duchess could not see me +just then, but that she invited me to a supper and ball she was giving +that evening. I accepted the supper and refused the ball, on the pretext +that I had only summer clothes and a black suit. It was in the beginning +of October, and the cold was already commencing to make itself felt. The +chancellor returned to the Court, and I to my inn. + +Half an hour later a chamberlain came to bring me her highness's +compliments, and to inform me that the ball would be a masked one, and +that I could appear in domino. + +"You can easily get one from the Jews," he added. He further informed me +that the ball was to have been a full-dress one, but that the duchess had +sent word to all the guests that it would be masked, as a stranger who +was to be present had sent on his trunks. + +"I am sorry to have caused so much trouble," said I. + +"Not at all," he replied, "the masked ball will be much more relished by +the people." + +He mentioned the time it was to begin, and left me. + +No doubt the reader will think that I found myself in an awkward +predicament, and I will be honest and confess I was far from being at my +ease. However, my good luck came to my assistance. + +As Prussian money (which is the worst in Germany) is not current in +Russia, a Jew came and asked me if I had any friedrichs d'or, offering to +exchange them against ducats without putting me to any loss. + +"I have only ducats," I replied, "and therefore I cannot profit by your +offer." + +"I know it sir, and you give them away very cheaply." + +Not understanding what he meant, I simply gazed at him, and he went on to +say that he would be glad to let me have two hundred ducats if I would +kindly give him a bill on St. Petersburg for roubles to that amount. + +I was somewhat surprised at the fellow's trustfulness, but after +pretending to think the matter over I said that I was not in want of +ducats, but that I would take a hundred to oblige him. He counted out the +money gratefully, and I gave him a bill on the banker, Demetrio +Papanelopoulo, for whom Da Loglio had given me a letter. The Jew went his +way, thanking me, and saying that he would send me some beautiful dominos +to choose from. Just then I remembered that I wanted silk stockings, and +I sent Lambert after the Jew to tell him to send some. When he came back +he told me that the landlord had stopped him to say that I scattered my +ducats broadcast, as the Jew had informed him that I had given three +ducats to Madame de Kaiserling's maid. + +This, then, was the key to the mystery, and it made me lose myself in +wonder at the strangeness of the decrees of fortune. I should not have +been able to get a single crown at Mitau if it had not been for the way +in which I scattered my three remaining ducats. No doubt the astonished +girl had published my generosity all over the town, and the Jew, intent +on money-making, had hastened to offer his ducats to the rich nobleman +who thought so little of his money. + +I repaired to Court at the time appointed, and M. de Kaiserling +immediately presented me to the duchess, and she to the duke, who was the +celebrated Biron, or Birlen, the former favourite of Anna Ivanovna. He +was six feet in height, and still preserved some traces of having been a +fine man, but old age had laid its heavy hand on him. I had a long talk +with him the day after the ball. + +A quarter of an hour after my arrival, the ball began with a polonaise. I +was a stranger with introductions, so the duchess asked me to open the +ball with her. I did not know the dance, but I managed to acquit myself +honourably in it, as the steps are simple and lend themselves to the +fancy of the dancer. + +After the polonaise we danced minuets, and a somewhat elderly lady asked +me if I could dance the "King Conqueror," so I proceeded to execute it +with her. It had gone out of fashion since the time of the Regency, but +my companion may have shone in it in those days. All the younger ladies +stood round and watched us with admiration. + +After a square dance, in which I had as partner Mdlle. de Manteufel, the +prettiest of the duchess's maids of honour, her highness told me that +supper was ready. I came up to her and offered my arm, and presently +found myself seated beside her at a table laid for twelve where I was the +only gentleman. However, the reader need not envy me; the ladies were all +elderly dowagers, who had long lost the power of turning men's heads. The +duchess took the greatest care of my comforts, and at the end of the +repast gave me with her own hands a glass of liqueur, which I took for +Tokay and praised accordingly, but it turned out to be only old English +ale. I took her back to the ball when we rose from table. The young +chamberlain who had invited me told me the names of all the ladies +present, but I had no time to pay my court to any of them. + +The next day I dined with M. de Kaiserling, and handed Lambert over to a +Jew to be clothed properly. + +The day after I dined with the duke with a party consisting only of men. +The old prince made me do most of the talking, and towards the end of the +dinner the conversation fell upon the resources of the country which was +rich in minerals and semi-minerals. I took it into my head to say that +these resources ought to be developed, and that they would become +precious if that were done. To justify this remark I had to speak upon +the matter as if I had made it my principal study. An old chamberlain, +who had the control of the mines, after allowing me to exhaust my +enthusiasm, began to discuss the question himself, made divers +objections, but seemed to approve of many of my remarks. + +If I had reflected when I began to speak in this manner that I should +have to act up to my words, I should certainly have said much less; but +as it was, the duke fancied that I knew much more than I cared to say. +The result was that, when the company had risen from the table, he asked +me if I could spare him a fortnight on my way to St. Petersburg. I said I +should be glad to oblige him, and he took me to his closet and said that +the chamberlain who had spoken to me would conduct me over all the mines +and manufactories in his duchies, and that he would be much obliged if I +would write down any observations that struck me. I agreed to his +proposal, and said I would start the next day. + +The duke was delighted with my compliance, and gave the chamberlain the +necessary orders, and it was agreed that he should call for me at +day-break with a carriage and six. + +When I got home I made my preparations, and told Lambert to be ready to +accompany me with his case of instruments. I then informed him of the +object of the journey, and he promised to assist me to the best of his +ability, though he knew nothing about mines, and still less of the +science of administration. + +We started at day-break, with a servant on the box, and two others +preceding us on horseback, armed to the teeth. We changed horses every +two or three hours, and the chamberlain having brought plenty of wine we +refreshed ourselves now and again. + +The tour lasted a fortnight, and we stopped at five iron and copper +manufactories. I found it was not necessary to have much technical +knowledge to make notes on what I saw; all I required was a little sound +argument, especially in the matter of economy, which was the duke's main +object. In one place I advised reforms, and in another I counselled the +employment of more hands as likely to benefit the revenue. In one mine +where thirty convicts were employed I ordered the construction of a short +canal, by which three wheels could be turned and twenty men saved. Under +my direction Lambert drew the plans, and made the measurements with +perfect accuracy. By means of other canals I proposed to drain whole +valleys, with a view to obtain the sulphur with which the soil was +permeated. + +I returned to Mitau quite delighted at having made myself useful, and at +having discovered in myself a talent which I had never suspected. I spent +the following day in making a fair copy of my report and in having the +plans done on a larger scale. The day after I took the whole to the duke, +who seemed well pleased; and as I was taking leave of him at the same +time he said he would have me drive to Riga in one of his carriages, and +he gave me a letter for his son, Prince Charles, who was in garrison +there. + +The worthy old man told me to say plainly whether I should prefer a jewel +or a sum of money of equivalent value. + +"From a philosopher like your highness," I replied, "I am not afraid to +take money, for it may be more useful to me than jewels." + +Without more ado he gave me a draft for four hundred albertsthalers, +which I got cashed immediately, the albertsthaler being worth half a +ducat. I bade farewell to the duchess, and dined a second time with M. de +Kaiserling. + +The next day the young chamberlain came to bring me the duke's letter, to +wish me a pleasant journey, and to tell me that the Court carriage was at +my door. I set out well pleased with the assistance the stuttering +Lambert had given me, and by noon I was at Riga. The first thing I did +was to deliver my letter of introduction to Prince Charles. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of In London And Moscow: Flight from +London to Berlin, by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FLIGHT TO BERLIN *** + +***** This file should be named 2974.txt or 2974.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/2/9/7/2974/ + +Produced by David Widger + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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I was just getting up, when I heard a noise at the street +door, and on putting my head out of the window I saw Pocchini, the +scoundrel who had robbed me at Stuttgart trying to get into my house. +I cried out wrathfully that I would have nothing to do with him, and +slammed down my window. + +A little later Goudar put in an appearance. He had got a copy of the +St. James's Chronicle, containing a brief report of my arrest, and of +my being set a liberty under a bail of eighty guineas. My name and +the lady's were disguised, but Rostaing and Bottarelli were set down +plainly, and the editor praised their conduct. I felt as if I should +like to know Bottarelli, and begged Goudar to take me to him, and +Martinelli, happening to call just then, said he would come with us. + +We entered a wretched room on the third floor of a wretched house, +and there we beheld a picture of the greatest misery. A woman and +five children clothed in rags formed the foreground, and in the +background was Bottarelli, in an old dressing-gown, writing at a +table worthy of Philemon and Baucis. He rose as we came in, and the +sight of him moved me to compassion. I said,-- + +"Do you know me, sir?" + +"No, sir, I do not." + +"I am Casanova, against whom you bore false witness; whom you tried +to cast into Newgate." + +"I am very sorry, but look around you and say what choice have I? I +have no bread to give my children. I will do as much in your favour +another time for nothing." + +"Are you not afraid of the gallows?" + +"No, for perjury is not punished with death; besides it is very +difficult to prove." + +"I have heard you are a poet." + +"Yes. I have lengthened the Didone and abridged the Demetrio." + +"You are a great poet, indeed!" + +I felt more contempt than hatred for the rascal, and gave his wife a +guinea, for which she presented me with a wretched pamphlet by her +husband: "The Secrets of the Freemasons Displayed." Bottarelli had +been a monk in his native city, Pisa, and had fled to England with +his wife, who had been a nun. + +About this time M. de Saa surprised me by giving me a letter from my +fair Portuguese, which confirmed the sad fate of poor Clairmont. +Pauline said she was married to Count Al----. I was astonished to +hear M. de Saa observe that he had known all about Pauline from the +moment she arrived in London. That is the hobby of all diplomatists; +they like people to believe that they are omniscient. However, M. de +Saa was a man of worth and talent, and one could excuse this weakness +as an incident inseparable from his profession; while most +diplomatists only make themselves ridiculous by their assumption of +universal knowledge. + +M. de Saa had been almost as badly treated by the Charpillon as +myself, and we might have condoled with one another, but the subject +was not mentioned. + +A few days afterwards, as I was walking idly about, I passed a place +called the Parrot Market. As I was amusing myself by looking at +these curious birds, I saw a fine young one in a cage, and asked what +language it spoke. They told me that it was quite young and did not +speak at all yet, so I bought it for ten guineas. I thought I would +teach the bird a pretty speech, so I had the cage hung by my bed, and +repeated dozens of times every day the following sentence: "The +Charpillon is a bigger wh--e than her mother." + +The only end I had in view was my private amusement, and in a +fortnight the bird had learnt the phrase with the utmost exactness; +and every time it uttered the words it accompanied them with a shriek +of laughter which I had not taught it, but which made me laugh +myself. + +One day Gondar heard the bird, and told me that if I sent it to the +Exchange I should certainly get fifty guineas for it. I welcomed the +idea, and resolved to make the parrot the instrument of my vengeance +against the woman who had treated me so badly. I secured myself from +fear of the law, which is severe in such cases, by entrusting the +bird to my negro, to whom such merchandise was very suitable. + +For the first two or three days my parrot did not attract much +attention, its observations being in French; but as soon as those who +knew the subject of them had heard it, its audience increased and +bids were made. Fifty guineas seemed rather too much, and my negro +wanted me to lower the price, but I would not agree, having fallen in +love with this odd revenge. + +In the course of a week Goudar came to inform me of the effect the +parrot's criticism had produced in the Charpillon family. As the +vendor was my negro, there could be no doubt as to whom it belonged, +and who had been its master of languages. Goudar said that the +Charpillon thought my vengeance very ingenious, but that the mother +and aunts were furious. They had consulted several counsel, who +agreed in saying that a parrot could not be indicted for libel, but +that they could make me pay dearly for my jest if they could prove +that I had been the bird's instructor. Goudar warned me to be +careful of owning to the fact, as two witnesses would suffice to undo +me. + +The facility with which false witnesses may be produced in London is +something dreadful. I have myself seen the word evidence written in +large characters in a window; this is as much as to say that false +witnesses may be procured within. + +The St. James's Chronicle contained an article on my parrot, in which +the writer remarked that the ladies whom the bird insulted must be +very poor and friendless, or they would have bought it at once, and +have thus prevented the thing from becoming the talk of the town. He +added,-- + +"The teacher of the parrot has no doubt made the bird an instrument +of his vengeance, and has displayed his wit in doing so; he ought to +be an Englishman." + +I met my good friend Edgar, and asked him why he had not bought the +little slanderer. + +"Because it delights all who know anything about the object of the +slander," said he. + +At last Jarbe found a purchaser for fifty guineas, and I heard +afterwards that Lord Grosvenor had bought it to please the +Charpillon, with whom he occasionally diverted himself. + +Thus my relations with that girl came to an end. I have seen her +since with the greatest indifference, and without any renewal of the +old pain. + +One day, as I was going into St. James's Park, I saw two girls +drinking milk in a room on the ground floor of a house. They called +out to me, but not knowing them I passed on my way. However, a young +officer of my acquaintance came after me and said they were Italians, +and being curious to see them I retracted my steps. + +When I entered the room I was accosted by the scoundrelly Pocchini, +dressed in a military uniform, who said he had the honour of +introducing me to his daughters. + +"Indeed," said I, "I remember two other daughters of yours robbing me +of a snuff-box and two watches at Stuttgart." + +"You lie!" said the impudent rascal. + +I gave him no verbal answer, but took up a glass of milk and flung it +in his face, and then left the room without more ado. + +I was without my sword. The young officer who had brought me into +the place followed me and told me I must not go without giving his +friend some satisfaction. + +"Tell him to come out, and do you escort him to the Green Park, and I +shall have the pleasure of giving him a caning in your presence, +unless you would like to fight for him; if so, you must let me go +home and get my sword. But do you know this man whom you call your +friend?" + +"No, but he is an officer, and it is I that brought him here." + +"Very good, I will fight to the last drop of my blood; but I warn you +your friend is a thief. But go; I will await you." + +In the course of a quarter of an hour they all came out, but the +Englishman and Pocchini followed me alone. There were a good many +people about, and I went before them till we reached Hyde Park. +Pocchini attempted to speak to me, but I replied, lifting my cane,-- + +"Scoundrel, draw your sword, unless you want me to give you a +thrashing!" + +"I will never draw upon a defenceless man." + +I gave him a blow with my cane by way of answer, and the coward, +instead of drawing his sword, began to cry out that I wished to draw +him into a fight. The Englishman burst out laughing and begged me to +pardon his interference, and then, taking me by the arm, said,-- + +"Come along, sir, I see you know the gentleman." + +The coward went off in another direction, grumbling as he went. + +On the way I informed the officer of the very good reasons I had for +treating Pocchini as a rogue, and he agreed that I had been perfectly +right. "Unfortunately," he added, "I am in love with one of his +daughters." + +When we were in the midst of St. James's Park we saw them, and I +could not help laughing when I noticed Goudar with one of them on +each side. + +"How did you come to know these ladies?" said I. + +"Their father the captain," he answered, "has sold me jewels; he +introduced me to them." + +"Where did you leave our father?" asked one. + +"In Hyde Park, after giving him a caning." + +"You served him quite right." + +The young Englishman was indignant to hear them approving my ill- +treatment of their father, and shook my hand and went away, swearing +to me that he would never be seen in their company again. + +A whim of Goudar's, to which I was weak enough to consent, made me +dine with these miserable women in a tavern on the borders of London. +The rascally Goudar made them drunk, and in this state they told some +terrible truths about their pretended father. He did not live with +them, but paid them nocturnal visits in which he robbed them of all +the money they had earned. He was their pander, and made them rob +their visitors instructing them to pass it off as a joke if the theft +was discovered. They gave him the stolen articles, but he never said +what he did with them. I could not help laughing at this involuntary +confession, remembering what Goudar had said about Pocchini selling +him jewels. + +After this wretched meal I went away leaving the duty of escorting +them back to Goudar. He came and saw me the next day, and informed +me that the girls had been arrested and taken to prison just as they +were entering their house. + +"I have just been to Pocchini's," said he, "but the landlord tells me +he has not been in since yesterday." + +The worthy and conscientious Goudar added that he did not care if he +never saw him again, as he owed the fellow ten guineas for a watch, +which his daughters had probably stolen, and which was well worth +double. + +Four days later I saw him again, and he informed me that the rascal +had left London with a servant-maid, whom he had engaged at a +registry office where any number of servants are always ready to take +service with the first comer. The keeper of the office answers for +their fidelity. + +"The girl he has gone with is a pretty one, from what the man tells +me, and they have taken ship from London. I am sorry he went away +before I could pay him for the watch; I am dreading every moment to +meet the individual from whom it was stolen." + +I never heard what became of the girls, but Pocchini will re-appear +on the scene in due course. + +I led a tranquil and orderly life, which I should have been pleased +to continue for the remainder of my days; but circumstances and my +destiny ordered it otherwise, and against these it is not becoming in +a Christian philosopher to complain. I went several times to see my +daughter at her school, and I also frequented the British Museum, +where I met Dr. Mati. One day I found an Anglican minister with him, +and I asked the clergyman how many different sects there were in +England. + +"Sir," he replied in very tolerable Italian, "no one can give a +positive answer to that question, for every week some sect dies and +some new one is brought into being. All that is necessary is for a +man of good faith, or some rogue desirous of money or notoriety, to +stand in some frequented place and begin preaching. He explains some +texts of the Bible in his own fashion, and if he pleases the gapers +around him they invite him to expound next Sunday, often in a tavern. +He keeps the appointment and explains his new doctrines in a spirited +manner. Then people begin to talk of him; he disputes with ministers +of other sects; he and his followers give themselves a name, and the +thing is done. Thus, or almost thus, are all the numerous English +sects produced." + +About this time M. Steffano Guerra, a noble Venetian who was +travelling with the leave of his Government, lost a case against an +English painter who had executed a miniature painting of one of the +prettiest ladies in London, Guerra having given a written promise to +pay twenty-five guineas. When it was finished Guerra did not like +it, and would not take it or pay the price. The Englishman, in +accordance with the English custom, began by arresting his debtor; +but Guerra was released on bail, and brought the matter before the +courts, which condemned him to pay the twenty-five guineas. He +appealed, lost again, and was in the end obliged to pay. Guerra +contented that he had ordered a portrait, that a picture bearing no +likeness to the lady in question was not a portrait, and that he had +therefore a right to refuse payment. The painter replied that it was +a portrait as it had been painted from life. The judgment was that +the painter must live by his trade, and that as Guerra had given him +painting to do he must therefore provide him with the wherewithal to +live, seeing that the artist swore he had done his best to catch the +likeness. Everybody thought this sentence just, and so did I; but I +confess it also seemed rather hard, especially to Guerra, who with +costs had to pay a hundred guineas for the miniature. + +Malingan's daughter died just as her father received a public box on +the ear from a nobleman who liked piquet, but did not like players +who corrected the caprices of fortune. I gave the poor wretch the +wherewithal to bury his daughter and to leave England. He died soon +after at Liege, and his wife told me of the circumstance, saying that +he had expired regretting his inability to pay his debts. + +M. M---- F---- came to London as the representative of the canton of +Berne, and I called, but was not received. I suspected that he had +got wind of the liberties I had taken with pretty Sara, and did not +want me to have an opportunity for renewing them. He was a somewhat +eccentric man, so I did not take offence, and had almost forgotten +all about it when chance led me to the Marylebone Theatre one +evening. The spectators sat at little tables, and the charge for +admittance was only a shilling, but everyone was expected to order +something, were it only a pot of ale. + +On going into the theatre I chanced to sit down beside a girl whom I +did not notice at first, but soon after I came in she turned towards +me, and I beheld a ravishing profile which somehow seemed familiar; +but I attributed that to the idea of perfect beauty that was graven +on my soul. The more I looked at her the surer I felt that I had +never seen her before, though a smile of inexpressible slyness had +begun to play about her lips. One of her gloves fell, and I hastened +to restore it to her, whereupon she thanked me in a few well-chosen +French sentences. + +"Madam is not English, then?" said I, respectfully. + +"No, sir, I am a Swiss, and a friend of yours." + +At this I looked round, and on my right hand sat Madame M---- F----, +then her eldest daughter, then her husband. I got up, and after +bowing to the lady, for whom I had a great esteem, I saluted her +husband, who only replied by a slight movement of the head. I asked +Madame M---- F---- what her husband had against me, and she said that +Possano had written to him telling some dreadful stories about me. + +There was not time for me to explain and justify myself, so I devoted +all my energies to the task of winning the daughter's good graces. +In three years she had grown into a perfect beauty: she knew it, and +by her blushes as she spoke to me I knew she was thinking of what had +passed between us in the presence of my housekeeper. I was anxious +to find out whether she would acknowledge the fact, or deny it +altogether. If she had done so I should have despised her. When I +had seen her before, the blossom of her beauty was still in the bud, +now it had opened out in all its splendour. + +"Charming Sara," I said, "you have so enchanted me that I cannot help +asking you a couple of questions, which if you value my peace of mind +you will answer. Do you remember what happened at Berne?" + +"Yes." + +"And do you repent of what you did?" + +"No." + +No man of any delicacy could ask the third question, which may be +understood. I felt sure that Sara would make me happy-nay, that she +was even longing for the moment, and gave reins to my passions, +determined to convince her that I was deserving of her love. +The waiter came to enquire if we had any orders, and I begged Madame +M---- F---- to allow me to offer her some oysters. After the usual +polite refusals she gave in, and I profited by her acceptance to +order all the delicacies of the season, including a hare (a great +delicacy in London), champagne, choice liqueurs, larks, ortolans, +truffles, sweetmeats--everything, in fact, that money could buy, and +I was not at all surprised when the bill proved to amount to ten +guineas. But I was very much surprised when M. M---- F----, who had +eaten like a Turk and drunk like a Swiss, said calmly that it was too +dear. + +I begged him politely not to trouble himself about the cost; and by +way of proving that I did not share his opinion, I gave the waiter +half-a-guinea; the worthy man looked as if he wished that such +customers came more often. The Swiss, who had been pale and gloomy +enough a short while before; was rubicund and affable. Sara glanced +at me and squeezed my hand; I had conquered. + +When the play was over, M---- F---- asked me if I would allow him to +call on me. I embraced him in reply. His servant came in, and said +that he could not find a coach; and I, feeling rather surprised that +he had not brought his carriage, offered him the use of mine, telling +my man to get me a sedan-chair. + +"I accept your kind offer," said he, "on the condition that you allow +me to occupy the chair." + +I consented to this arrangement, and took the mother and the two +daughters with me in the carriage. + +On the way, Madame M---- F---- was very polite, gently blaming her +husband for the rudeness of which I had to complain. I said that I +would avenge myself by paying an assiduous court to him in the +future; but she pierced me to the heart by saying that they were on +the point of departing. "We wanted to go on the day after next," she +said, "and to-morrow we shall have to leave our present rooms to +their new occupants. A matter of business which my husband was not +able to conclude will oblige us to stay for another week, and to- +morrow we shall have the double task of moving and finding new +apartments." + +"Then you have not yet got new rooms?" + +"No, but my husband says he is certain to find some to-morrow +morning." + +"Furnished, I suppose, for as you intend to leave you will be +selling, your furniture." + +"Yes, and we shall have to pay the expenses of carriage to the +buyer." + +On hearing that M. M---- F---- was sure of finding lodgings, I was +precluded from offering to accommodate them in my own house, as the +lady might think that I only made the offer because I was sure it +would not be accepted. + +When we got to the door of their house we alighted, and the mother +begged me to come in. She and her husband slept on the second floor, +and the two girls on the third. Everything was upside down, and as +Madame M---- F---- had something to say to the landlady she asked me +to go up with her daughters. It was cold, and the room we entered +had no fire in it. The sister went into the room adjoining and I +stayed with Sara, and all of a sudden I clasped her to my breast, and +feeling that her desires were as ardent as mine I fell with her on to +a sofa where we mingled our beings in all the delights of voluptuous +ardours. But this happiness was short lived; scarcely was the work +achieved when we heard a footstep on the stair. It was the father. + +If M---- F---- had had any eyes he must have found us out, for my +face bore the marks of agitation, the nature of which it was easy to +divine. We exchanged a few brief compliments; I shook his hand and +disappeared. I was in such a state of excitement when I got home +that I made up my mind to leave England and to follow Sara to +Switzerland. In the night I formed my plans, and resolved to offer +the family my house during the time they stayed in England, and if +necessary to force them to accept my offer. + +In the morning I hastened to call on M---- F----, and found him on +his doorstep. + +"I am going to try and get a couple of rooms," said he. + +"They are already found," I replied. "My house is at your service, +and you must give me the preference. Let us come upstairs." + +"Everybody is in bed." + +"Never mind," said I, and we proceeded to go upstairs. + +Madame M---- F---- apologized for being in bed. Her husband told her +that I wanted to let them some rooms, but I laughed and said I +desired they would accept my hospitality as that of a friend. After +some polite denials my offer was accepted, and it was agreed that the +whole family should take up their quarters with me in the evening. + +I went home, and was giving the necessary orders when I was told that +two young ladies wished to see me. I went down in person, and I was +agreeably surprised to see Sara and her sister. I asked them to come +in, and Sara told me that the landlady would not let their belongings +out of the house before her father paid a debt of forty guineas, +although a city merchant had assured her it should be settled in a +week. The long and snort of it was that Sara's father had sent me a +bill and begged me to discount it. + +I took the bill and gave her a bank note for fifty pounds in +exchange, telling her that she could give me the change another time. +She thanked me with great simplicity and went her way, leaving me +delighted with the confidence she had placed in me. + +The fact of M. M---- F----'s wanting forty guineas did not make me +divine that he was in some straits, for I looked at everything +through rose-coloured glasses, and was only too happy to be of +service to him. + +I made a slight dinner in order to have a better appetite for supper, +and spent the afternoon in writing letters. In the evening M. M---- +F----'s man came with three great trunks and innumerable card-board +boxes, telling me that the family would soon follow; but I awaited +them in vain till nine o'clock. I began to get alarmed and went to +the house, where I found them all in a state of consternation. Two +ill-looking fellows who were in the room enlightened me; and assuming +a jovial and unconcerned air, I said,-- + +"I'll wager, now, that this is the work of some fierce creditor." + +"You are right," answered the father, "but I am sure of discharging +the debt in five or six days, and that's why I put off my departure." + +"Then you were arrested after you had sent on your trunks." + +"Just after." + +"And what have you done?" + +"I have sent for bail." + +"Why did you not send to me?" + +"Thank you, I am grateful for your kindness, but you are a foreigner, +and sureties have to be householders." + +"But you ought to have told me what had happened, for I have got you +an excellent supper, and I am dying of hunger." + +It was possible that this debt might exceed my means, so I did not +dare to offer to pay it. I took Sara aside, and on hearing that all +his trouble was on account of a debt of a hundred and fifty pounds, I +asked the bailiff whether we could go away if the debt was paid. + +"Certainly," said he, shewing me the bill of exchange. + +I took out three bank notes of fifty pounds each, and gave them to +the man, and taking the bill I said to the poor Swiss,-- + +"You shall pay me the money before you leave England." + +The whole family wept with joy, and after embracing them all I +summoned them to come and sup with me and forget the troubles of +life. + +We drove off to my house and had a merry supper, though the worthy +mother could not quite forget her sadness. After supper I took them +to the rooms which had been prepared for them, and with which they +were delighted, and so I wished them good night, telling them that +they should be well entertained till their departure, and that I +hoped to follow them into Switzerland. + +When I awoke the next day I was in a happy frame of mind. On +examining my desires I found that they had grown too strong to be +overcome, but I did not wish to overcome them. I loved Sara, and I +felt so certain of possessing her that I put all desires out of my +mind; desires are born only of doubt, and doubt torments the soul. +Sara was mine; she had given herself to me out of pure passion, +without any shadow of self-interest. + +I went to the father's room, and found him engaged in opening his +trunks. His wife looked sad, so I asked her if she were not well. +She replied that her health was perfect, but that the thought of the +sea voyage troubled her sorely. The father begged me to excuse him +at breakfast as he had business to attend to. The two young ladies +came down, and after we had breakfast I asked the mother why they +were unpacking their trunks so short a time before starting. She +smiled and said that one trunk would be ample for all their +possessions, as they had resolved to sell all superfluities. As I +had seen some beautiful dresses, fine linen, and exquisite lace, I +could not refrain from saying that it would be a great pity to sell +cheaply what would have to be replaced dearly. + +"You are right," she said, "but, nevertheless, there is no pleasure +so great as the consciousness of having paid one's debts." + +"You must not sell anything," I replied, in a lively manner, "for as +I am going to Switzerland with you I can pay your debts, and you +shall repay me when you can." + +At these words astonishment was depicted on her face. + +"I did not think you were speaking seriously," said she. + +"Perfectly seriously, and here is the object of my vows." + +With these words I seized Sara's hand and covered it with kisses. + +Sara blushed, said nothing, and the mother looked kindly at us; but +after a moment's silence she spoke at some length, and with the +utmost candour and wisdom. She gave me circumstantial information as +to the position of the family and her husband's restricted means, +saying that under the circumstances he could not have avoided running +into debt, but that he had done wrong to bring them all with him to +London. + +"If he had been by himself," she said, "he could have lived here +comfortably enough with only one servant, but with a family to +provide for the two thousand crowns per annum provided by the +Government are quite insufficient. My old father has succeeded in +persuading the State to discharge my husband's debts, but to make up +the extra expense they will not employ a Charge d'affaires; a banker +with the title of agent will collect the interest on their English +securities." + +She ended by saying that she thought Sara was fortunate to have +pleased me, but that she was not sure whether her husband would +consent to the marriage. + +The word "marriage" made Sara blush, and I was pleased, though it was +evident there would be difficulties in the way. + +M---- F---- came back and told his wife that two clothes dealers +would come to purchase their superfluous clothes in the afternoon; +but after explaining my ideas I had not much trouble in convincing +him that it would be better not to sell them, and that he could +become my debtor to the amount of two hundred pounds, on which he +could pay interest till he was able to return me my capital. The +agreement was written out the same day, but I did not mention the +marriage question, as his wife had told me she would discuss it with +him in private. + +On the third day he came down by himself to talk with me. + +"My wife," he began, "has told me of your intentions, and I take it +as a great honour, I assure you; but I cannot give you my Sara, as +she is promised to M. de W----, and family reasons prevent me from +going back from my word. Besides my old father, a strict Calvinist, +would object to the difference in religion. He would never believe +that his dear little grandchild would be happy with a Roman Catholic" + +As a matter of fact I was not at all displeased at what he said. I +was certainly very fond of Sara, but the word "marriage" had a +disagreeable sound to me. I answered that circumstances might change +in time, and that in the meanwhile I should be quite content if he +would allow me to be the friend of the family and to take upon myself +all the responsibility of the journey. He promised everything, and +assured me that he was delighted at his daughter having won my +affection. + +After this explanation I gave Sara as warm marks of my love as +decency would allow in the presence of her father and mother, and I +could see that all the girl thought of was love. + +The fifth day I went up to her room, and finding her in bed all the +fires of passion flamed up in my breast, for since my first visit to +their house I had not been alone with her. I threw myself upon her, +covering her with kisses, and she shewed herself affectionate but +reserved. In vain I endeavoured to succeed; she opposed a gentle +resistance to my efforts, and though she caressed me, she would not +let me attain my end. + +"Why, divine Sara," said I, "do you oppose my loving ecstasy?" + +"Dearest, I entreat of you not to ask for any more than I am willing +to give." + +"Then you no longer love me?" + +"Cruel man, I adore you!" + +"Then why do you treat me to a refusal, after having once surrendered +unreservedly?" + +"I have given myself to you, and we have both been happy, and I think +that should be enough for us." + +"There must be some reason for this change. If you love me, dearest +Sara, this renunciation must be hard for you to bear." + +"I confess it, but nevertheless I feel it is my duty. I have made up +my mind to subdue my passion from no weak motive, but from a sense of +what I owe to myself. I am under obligations to you, and if I were +to repay the debt I have contracted with my body I should be degraded +in my own eyes. When we enjoyed each other before only love was +between us--there was no question of debit and credit. My heart is +now the thrall of what I owe you, and to these debts it will not give +what it gave so readily to love." + +"This is a strange philosophy, Sara; believe me it is fallacious, and +the enemy of your happiness as well as mine. These sophisms lead you +astray and wound me to the heart. Give me some credit for delicacy +of feeling, and believe me you owe me nothing." + +"You must confess that if you had not loved me you would have done +nothing for my father." + +"Certainly I will confess nothing of the kind; I would readily do as +much, and maybe more, out of regard for your worthy mother. It is +quite possible, indeed, that in doing this small service for your +father I had no thoughts of you at all." + +"It might be so; but I do not believe it was so. Forgive me, +dearest, but I cannot make up my mind to pay my debts in the way you +wish." + +"It seems to me that if you are grateful to me your love ought to be +still more ardent." + +"It cannot be more ardent than it is already." + +"Do you know how grievously you make me suffer?" + +"Alas! I suffer too; but do not reproach me; let us love each other +still." + +This dialogue is not the hundredth part of what actually passed +between us till dinner-time. The mother came in, and finding me +seated at the foot of the daughter's bed, laughed, and asked me why I +kept her in bed. I answered with perfect coolness that we had been +so interested in our conversation that we had not noticed the flight +of time. + +I went to dress, and as I thought over the extraordinary change which +had taken place in Sara I resolved that it should not last for long. +We dined together gaily, and Sara and I behaved in all respects like +two lovers. In the evening I took them to the Italian Opera, coming +home to an excellent supper. + +The next morning I passed in the city, having accounts to settle with +my bankers. I got some letters of exchange on Geneva, and said +farewell to the worthy Mr. Bosanquet. In the afternoon I got a coach +for Madame M---- F---- to pay some farewells calls, and I went to say +good-bye to my daughter at school. The dear little girl burst into +tears, saying that she would be lost without me, and begging me not +to forget her. I was deeply moved. Sophie begged me to go and see +her mother before I left England, and I decided on doing so. + +At supper we talked over our journey, and M. M---- F---- agreed with +me that it would be better to go by Dunkirk than Ostend. He had very +little more business to attend to. His debts were paid, and he said +he thought he would have a matter of fifty guineas in his pocket at +the journey's end, after paying a third share of all the travelling +expenses. I had to agree to this, though I made up my mind at the +same time not to let him see any of the accounts. I hoped to win +Sara, in one way or another, when we got to Berne. + +The next day, after breakfast, I took her hand in presence of her +mother, and asked her if she would give me her heart if I could +obtain her father's consent at Berne. + +"Your mother," I added, "has promised me that hers shall not be +wanting." + +At this the mother got up, and saying that we had no doubt a good +deal to talk over, she and her eldest daughter went out to pay some +calls. + +As soon as we were alone Sara said that she could not understand how +I could have the smallest doubt as to whether her consent would be +given. + +"I have shewn you how well I love you," said she, tenderly; "and I am +sure I should be very happy as your wife. You may be sure that your +wishes will be mine, and that, however far you lead me, Switzerland +shall claim no thought of mine." + +I pressed the amorous Sara to my bosom in a transport of delight, +which was shared by her; but as she saw me grow more ardent she +begged me to be moderate. Clasping me in her arms she adjured me not +to ask her for that which she was determined not to grant till she +was mine by lawful wedlock. + +"You will drive me to despair! Have you reflected that this +resistance may cost me my life? Can you love, and yet entertain this +fatal prejudice? And yet I am sure you love me, and pleasure too." + +"Yes, dearest one, I do love you, and amorous pleasure with you; but +you must respect my delicacy." + +My eyes were wet with tears, and she was so affected that she fell +fainting to the ground. I lifted her up and gently laid her on the +bed. Her pallor alarmed me. I brought smelling-salts, I rubbed her +forehead with Savoy-water, and she soon opened her eyes, and seemed +delighted to find me calm again. + +The thought of taking advantage of her helplessness would have +horrified me. She sat up on the bed, and said,-- + +"You have just given a true proof of the sincerity of your +affection." + +"Did you think, sweetheart, that I was vile enough to abuse your +weakness? Could I enjoy a pleasure in which you had no share?" + +"I did not think you would do such a thing, but I should not have +resisted, though it is possible that I should not have loved you +afterwards." + +"Sara, though you do not know, you charm my soul out of my body." + +After this I sat down sadly on the bed, and abandoned myself to the +most melancholy reflections, from which Sara did not endeavour to +rouse me. + +Her mother came in and asked why she was on the bed, but not at all +suspiciously. Sara told her the truth. + +M. M---- F---- came in soon after, and we dined together, but +silently. What I had heard from the girl's lips had completely +overwhelmed me. I saw I had nothing to hope for, and that it was +time for me to look to myself. Six weeks before, God had delivered +me from my bondage to an infamous woman, and now I was in danger of +becoming the slave of an angel. Such were my reflections whilst Sara +was fainting, but it was necessary for me to consider the matter at +my leisure. + +There was a sale of valuable articles in the city, the means taken +for disposing of them being a lottery. Sara had read the +announcement, and I asked her with her mother and sister to come with +me and take part in it. I had not much trouble in obtaining their +consent, and we found ourselves in distinguished company, among the +persons present being the Countess of Harrington, Lady Stanhope, and +Emilie and her daughters. Emilie had a strange case before the +courts. She had given information to the police that her husband had +been robbed of six thousand pounds, though everyone said that she +herself was the thief. + +Madame M---- F---- did not take a ticket, but she allowed me to take +tickets for her daughters, who were in high glee, since for ten or +twelve guineas they got articles worth sixty. + +Every day I was more taken with Sara; but feeling sure that I should +only obtain slight favours from her, I thought it was time to come to +an explanation. So after supper I said that as it was not certain +that Sara could become my wife I had determined not to accompany them +to Berne. The father told me I was very wise, and that I could still +correspond with his daughter, Sara said nothing, but I could see she +was much grieved. + +I passed a dreadful night; such an experience was altogether new to +me. I weighed Sara's reasons, and they seemed to me to be merely +frivolous, which drove me to conclude that my caresses had displeased +her. + +For the last three days I found myself more than once alone with her; +but I was studiously moderate, and she caressed me in a manner that +would have made my bliss if I had not already obtained the one great +favour. It was at this time I learnt the truth of the maxim that if +abstinence is sometimes the spur of love, it has also the contrary +effect. Sara had brought my feeling to a pitch of gentle friendship, +while an infamous prostitute like the Charpillon, who knew how to +renew hope and yet grant nothing, ended by inspiring me with +contempt, and finally with hatred. + +The family sailed for Ostend, and I accompanied them to the mouth of +the Thames. I gave Sara a letter for Madame de W----. This was the +name of the learned Hedvig whom she did not know. They afterwards +became sisters-in-law, as Sara married a brother of M. de W----, and +was happy with him. + +Even now I am glad to hear tidings of my old friends and their +doings, but the interest I take in such matters is not to be compared +to my interest in some obscure story of ancient history. For our +contemporaries, the companions, of our youthful follies, we have a +kind of contempt, somewhat similar to that which we entertain for +ourselves. Four years ago I wrote to Madame G---- at Hamburg, and my +letter began: + +"After a silence of twenty-one years . . ." + +She did not deign to reply, and I was by no means displeased. We +cared no longer for one another, and it is quite natural that it +should be so. + +When I tell my reader who Madame G---- is, he will be amused. Two +years ago I set out for Hamburg, but my good genius made me turn back +to Dux; what had I to do at Hamburg? + +After my guests were gone I went to the Italian Opera at Covent +Garden, and met Goudar, who asked me if I would come to the Sartori's +concert. He told me I should see a beautiful young English woman +there who spoke Italian. As I had just lost Sara I did not much care +about making new acquaintances, but still I was curious to see the +young marvel. I indulged my curiosity, and I am glad to say that +instead of being amused I was wearied, though the young English woman +was pretty enough. A young Livonian, who called himself Baron of +Stenau, seemed extremely interested in her. After supper she offered +us tickets for the next concert, and I took one for myself and one +for Gondar, giving her two guineas, but the Livonian baron took fifty +tickets, and gave her a bank note for fifty guineas. I saw by this +that he wanted to take the place by storm, and I liked his way of +doing it. I supposed him to be rich, without caring to enquire into +his means. He made advances to me and we became friends, and the +reader will see in due time what a fatal acquaintance he was. + +One day as I was walking with Goudar in Hyde Park he left me to speak +to two ladies who seemed pretty. + +He was not long absent, and said, when he rejoined me,-- + +"A Hanoverian lady, a widow and the mother of five daughters, came to +England two months ago with her whole family. She lives close by, +and is occupied in soliciting compensation from the Government for +any injury that was done her by the passage of the Duke of +Cumberland's army. The mother herself is sick and and never leaves +her bed; she sends her two eldest daughters to petition the +Government, and they are the two young ladies you have just seen. +They have not met with any success. The eldest daughter is twenty- +two, and the youngest fourteen; they are all pretty and can speak +English, French, and German equally well, and are always glad to see +visitors. I had been to visit them myself, but as I gave them +nothing I do not care to go there alone a second time. If you like, +however, I can introduce you." + +"You irritate my curiosity. Come along, but if the one that pleases +me is not complaisant she shall have nothing." + +"They will not even allow one to take them by the hand." + +"They are Charpillons, I suppose." + +"It looks like it. But you won't see any men there:" + +We were shewn into a large room where I noticed three pretty girls +and an evil-looking man. I began with the usual compliments, to +which the girls replied politely, but with an air of great sadness. + +Goudar spoke to the man, and then came to me shrugging his shoulders, +and saying,-- + +"We have come at a sad time. That man is a bailiff who has come to +take the mother to prison if she can't pay her landlord the twenty +guineas' rent she owes him, and they haven't got a farthing. When +the mother has been sent to prison the landlord will no doubt turn +the girls out of doors." + +"They can live with their mother for nothing." + +"Not at all. If they have got the money they can have their meals in +prison, but no one is allowed to live in a prison except the +prisoners." + +I asked one of them where her sisters were. + +"They have gone out, to look for money, for the landlord won't accept +any surety, and we have nothing to sell." + +"All this is very sad; what does your mother say?" + +"She only weeps, and yet, though she is ill and cannot leave her bed, +they are going to take her to prison. By way of consolation the +landlord says he will have her carried." + +"It is very hard. But your looks please me, mademoiselle, and if you +will be kind I may be able to extricate you from the difficulty." + +"I do not know what you mean by 'kind.'" + +"Your mother will understand; go and ask her." + +"Sir, you do not know us; we are honest girls, and ladies of position +besides." + +With these words the young woman turned her back on me, and began to +weep again. The two others, who were quite as pretty, stood straight +up and said not a word. Goudar whispered to me in Italian that +unless we did something for them we should cut but a sorry figure +there; and I was cruel enough to go away without saying a word. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +The Hanoverians + + +As we were leaving the house we met the two eldest sisters, who came +home looking very sad. I was struck by their beauty, and extremely +surprised to hear myself greeted by one of them, who said,-- + +"It is M. the Chevalier de Seingalt." + +"Himself, mademoiselle, and sorely grieved at your misfortune." + +"Be kind enough to come in again for a moment." + +"I am sorry to say that I have an important engagement." + +"I will not keep you for longer than a quarter of an hour." + +I could not refuse so small a favour, and she employed the time in +telling me how unfortunate they had been in Hanover, how they had +come to London to obtain compensation, of their failure, their debts, +the cruelty of the landlord, their mother's illness, the prison that +awaited her, the likelihood of their being cast into the street, and +the cruelty of all their acquaintances. + +"We have nothing to sell, and all our resources consist of two +shillings, which we shall have to spend on bread, on which we live." + +"Who are your friends? How can they abandon you at such a time?" + +She mentioned several names--among others, Lord Baltimore, Marquis +Carracioli, the Neapolitan ambassador, and Lord Pembroke. + +"I can't believe it," said I, "for I know the two last noblemen to be +both rich and generous. There must be some good reason for their +conduct, since you are beautiful; and for these gentlemen beauty is a +bill to be honoured on sight." + +"Yes, there is a reason. These rich noblemen abandon us with +contempt. They refuse to take pity on us because we refuse to yield +to their guilty passion." + +"That is to say, they have taken a fancy to you, and as you will not +have pity on them they refuse to have pity on you. Is it not so?" + +"That is exactly the situation." + +"Then I think they are in the right." + +"In the right?" + +"Yes, I am quite of their opinion. We leave you to enjoy your sense +of virtue, and we spend our money in procuring those favours which +you refuse us. Your misfortune really is your prettiness, if you +were ugly you would get twenty guineas fast enough. I would give you +the money myself, and the action would be put down to benevolence; +whereas, as the case stands, if I were to give you anything it would +be thought that I was actuated by the hope of favours to come, and I +should be laughed at, and deservedly, as a dupe." + +I felt that this was the proper way to speak to the girl, whose +eloquence in pleading her cause was simply wonderful. + +She did not reply to my oration, and I asked her how she came to know +me. + +"I saw you at Richmond with the Charpillon." + +"She cost me two thousand guineas, and I got nothing for my money; +but I have profited by the lesson, and in future I shall never pay in +advance." + +Just then her mother called her, and, begging me to wait a moment, +she went into her room, and returned almost directly with the request +that I would come and speak to the invalid. + +I found her sitting up in her bed; she looked about forty-five, and +still preserved traces of her former beauty; her countenance bore the +imprint of sadness, but had no marks of sickness whatsoever. Her +brilliant and expressive eyes, her intellectual face, and a +suggestion of craft about her, all bade me be on my guard, and a sort +of false likeness to the Charpillon's mother made me still more +cautious, and fortified me in my resolution to give no heed to the +appeals of pity. + +"Madam," I began, "what can I do for you?" + +"Sir," she replied, "I have heard the whole of your conversations +with my daughters, and you must confess that you have not talked to +them in a very fatherly manner." + +"Quite so, but the only part which I desire to play with them is that +of lover, and a fatherly style would not have been suitable to the +part. If I had the happiness of being their father, the case would +be altered. What I have said to your daughters is what I feel, and +what I think most likely to bring about the end I have in view. I +have not the slightest pretence to virtue, but I adore the fair sex, +and now you and they know the road to my purse. If they wish to +preserve their virtue, why let them; nobody will trouble them, and +they, on their side, must not expect anything from men. Good-bye, +madam; you may reckon on my never addressing your daughters again." + +"Wait a moment, sir. My husband was the Count of ----, and you see +that my daughters are of respectable birth." + +"Have you not pity for our situation?" + +"I pity you extremely, and I would relieve you in an instant if your +daughters were ugly, but as it is they are pretty, and that alters +the case." + +"What an argument!" + +"It is a very strong one with me, and I think I am the best judge of +arguments which apply to myself. You want twenty guineas; well, you +shall have them after one of your five countesses has spent a joyous +night with me." + +"What language to a woman of my station! Nobody has ever dared to +speak to me in such a way before." + +"Pardon me, but what use is rank without a halfpenny? Allow me to +retire. + +"To-day we have only bread to eat." + +"Well, certainly that is rather hard on countesses." + +"You are laughing at the title, apparently." + +"Yes, I am; but I don't want to offend you. If you like, I will stop +to dinner, and pay for all, yourself included." + +"You are an eccentric individual. My girls are sad, for I am going +to prison. You will find their company wearisome." + +"That is my affair." + +"You had much better give them the money you would spend on the +dinner." + +"No, madam. I must have at least the pleasures of sight and sound +for my money. I will stay your arrest till to-morrow, and afterwards +Providence may possibly intervene on your behalf." + +"The landlord will not wait." + +"Leave me to deal with him." + +I told Goudar to go and see what the man would take to send the +bailiff away for twenty-four hours. He returned with the message +that he must have a guinea and bail for the twenty guineas, in case +the lodgers might take to flight before the next day. + +My wine merchant lived close by. I told Gondar to wait for me, and +the matter was soon settled and the bailiff sent away, and I told the +five girls that they might take their ease for twenty-four hours +more. + +I informed Gondar of the steps I had taken, and told him to go out +and get a good dinner for eight people. He went on his errand, and I +summoned the girls to their mother's bedside, and delighted them all +by telling them that for the next twenty-four hours they were to make +good cheer. They could not get over their surprise at the suddenness +of the change I had worked in the house. + +"But this is all I can do for you," said I to the mother. "Your +daughters are charming, and I have obtained a day's respite for you +all without asking for anything in return; I shall dine, sup, and +pass the night with them without asking so much as a single kiss, but +if your ideas have not changed by to-morrow you will be in exactly +the same position as you were a few minutes ago, and I shall not +trouble you any more with my attentions." + +"What do you mean my 'changing my ideas'?" + +"I need not tell you, for you know perfectly well what I mean." + +"My daughters shall never become prostitutes." + +"I will proclaim their spotless chastity all over London--but I shall +spend my guineas elsewhere." + +"You are a cruel man." + +"I confess I can be very cruel, but it is only when I don't meet with +kindness." + +Goudar came back and we returned to the ladies' room, as the mother +did not like to shew herself to my friend, telling me that I was the +only man she had permitted to see her in bed during the whole time +she had been in London. + +Our English dinner was excellent in its way, but my chief pleasure +was to see the voracity with which the girls devoured the meal. One +would have thought they were savages devouring raw meat after a long +fast. I had got a case of excellent wine and I made each of them +drink a bottle, but not being accustomed to such an indulgence they +became quite drunk. The mother had devoured the whole of the +plentiful helpings I had sent in to her, and she had emptied a bottle +of Burgundy, which she carried very well. + +In spite of their intoxication, the girls were perfectly safe; I kept +my word, and Goudar did not take the slightest liberty. We had a +pleasant supper, and after a bowl of punch I left them feeling in +love with the whole bevy, and very uncertain whether I should be able +to shew as brave a front the next day. + +As we were going away Goudar said that I was conducting the affair +admirably, but if I made a single slip I should be undone. + +I saw the good sense of his advice, and determined to shew that I was +as sharp as he. + +The next day, feeling anxious to hear the result of the council which +the mother had doubtless held with the daughters, I called at their +house at ten o'clock. The two eldest sisters were out, endeavouring +to beat up some more friends, and the three youngest rushed up to me +as if they had been spaniels and I their master, but they would not +even allow me to kiss them. I told them they made a mistake, and +knocked at the mother's door. She told me to come in, and thanked me +for the happy day I had given them. + +"Am I to withdraw my bail, countess?" + +"You can do what you like, but I do not think you capable of such an +action." + +"You are mistaken. You have doubtless made a deep study of the human +heart; but you either know little of the human mind, or else you +think you have a larger share than any other person. All your +daughters have inspired me with love, but were it a matter of life +and death I would not do a single thing for them or you before you +have done me the only favour that is in your power. I leave you to +your reflections, and more especially to your virtues." + +She begged me to stay, but I did not even listen to her. I passed by +the three charmers, and after telling my wine merchant to withdraw +his security I went in a furious mood to call on Lord Pembroke. As +soon as I mentioned the Hanoverians he burst out laughing, and said +these false innocents must be made to fulfil their occupation in a +proper manner. + +"They came whining to me yesterday," he proceeded, "and I not only +would not give them anything, but I laughed them to scorn. They have +got about twelve guineas out of me on false pretences; they are as +cunning sluts as the Charpillon." + +I told him what I had done the day before, and what I intended to +offer: twenty guineas for the first, and as much for each of the +others, but nothing to be paid in advance. + +"I had the same idea myself, but I cried off, and I don't think +you'll succeed, as Lord Baltimore offered them forty apiece; that is +two hundred guineas in all, and the bargain has fallen through +because they want the money to be paid in advance. They paid him a +visit yesterday, but found him pitiless, for he has been taken in +several times by them." + +"We shall see what will happen when the mother is under lock and key; +I'll bet we shall have them cheaply." + +I came home for dinner, and Goudar, who had just been at their house, +reported that the bailiff would only wait till four o'clock, that the +two eldest daughters had come back empty-handed, and that they had +been obliged to sell one of their dresses to buy a morsel of bread. + +I felt certain that they would have recourse to me again, and I was +right. We were at dessert when they put in an appearance. I made +them sit down, and the eldest sister exhausted her eloquence to +persuade me to give them another three days' grace. + +"You will find me insensible," said I, "unless you are willing to +adopt my plan. If you wish to hear it, kindly follow me into the +next room." + +She did so, leaving her sister with Goudar, and making her sit down +on a sofa beside me, I shewed her twenty guineas, saying,-- + +"These are yours; but you know on what terms?" + +She rejected my offer with disdain, and thinking she might wish to +salve her virtue by being attacked, I set to work; but finding her +resistance serious I let her alone, and begged her to leave my house +immediately. She called to her sister, and they both went out. + +In the evening, as I was going to the play, I called on my wine +merchant to hear the news. He told me that the mother had been taken +to prison, and that the youngest daughter had gone with her; but he +did not know what had become of the four others. + +I went home feeling quite sad, and almost reproaching myself for not +having taken compassion on then ; however, just as I was sitting down +to supper they appeared before me like four Magdalens. The eldest, +who was the orator of the company, told me that their mother was in +prison, and that they would have to pass the night in the street if I +did not take pity on them. + +"You shall have rooms, beds, and good fires," said I, "but first let +me see you eat." + +Delight appeared on every countenance, and I had numerous dishes +brought for them. They ate eagerly but sadly, and only drank water. + +"Your melancholy and your abstinence displeases me," said I, to the +eldest girl; "go upstairs and you will find everything necessary for +your comfort, but take care to be gone at seven in the morning and +not to let me see your faces again." + +They went up to the second floor without a word. + +An hour afterwards, just as I was going to bed, the eldest girl came +into my room and said she wished to have a private interview with me. +I told my negro to withdraw, and asked her to explain herself. + +"What will you do for us," said she, "if I consent to share your +couch?" + +"I will give you twenty guineas, and I will lodge and board you as +long as you give me satisfaction." + +Without saying a word she began to undress, and got into bed. She +was submissive and nothing more, and did not give me so much as a +kiss. At the end of a quarter of an hour I was disgusted with her +and got up, and giving her a bank note for twenty guineas I told her +to put on her clothes and go back to her room. + +"You must all leave my house to-morrow," I said, "for I am ill +pleased with you. Instead of giving yourself up for love you have +prostituted yourself. I blush for you." + +She obeyed mutely, and I went to sleep in an ill humour. + +At about seven o'clock in the morning I was awakened by a hand +shaking me gently. I opened my eyes, and I was surprised to see the +second daughter. + +"What do you want?" I said, coldly. + +"I want you to take pity on us, and shelter us in your house for a +few days longer. I will be very grateful. My sister has told me +all, you are displeased with her, but you must forgive her, for her +heart is not her own. She is in love with an Italian who is in +prison for debt." + +"And I suppose you are in love with someone else?" "No, I am not." + +"Could you love me?" + +She lowered her eyes, and pressed my hand gently. I drew her towards +me, and embraced her, and as I felt her kisses answer mine, +I said,-- + +"You have conquered." + +"My name is Victoire." + +"I like it, and I will prove the omen a true one." + +Victoire, who was tender and passionate, made me spend two delicious +hours, which compensated me for my bad quarter of an hour of the +night before. + +When our exploits were over, I said,-- + +"Dearest Victoire, I am wholly throe. Let your mother be brought +here as soon as she is free. Here are twenty guineas for you." + +She did not expect anything, and the agreeable surprise made her in +an ecstasy; she could not speak, but her heart was full of happiness. +I too was happy, and I believed that a great part of my happiness was +caused by the knowledge that I had done a good deed. We are queer +creatures all of us, whether we are bad or good. From that moment I +gave my servants orders to lay the table for eight persons every day, +and told them that I was only at home to Goudar. I spent money +madly, and felt that I was within a measurable distance of poverty. + +At noon the mother came in a sedan-chair, and went to bed directly. +I went to see her, and did not evince any surprise when she began to +thank me for my noble generosity. She wanted me to suppose that she +thought I had given her daughters forty guineas for nothing, and I +let her enjoy her hypocrisy. + +In the evening I took them to Covent Garden, where the castrato +Tenducci surprised me by introducing me to his wife, of whom he had +two children. He laughed at people who said that a castrato could +not procreate. Nature had made him a monster that he might remain a +man; he was born triorchis, and as only two of the seminal glands had +been destroyed the remaining one was sufficient to endow him with +virility. + +When I got back to my small seraglio I supped merrily with the five +nymphs, and spent a delicious night with Victoire, who was overjoyed +at having made my conquest. She told me that her sister's lover was +a Neapolitan, calling himself Marquis de Petina, and that they were +to get married as soon as he was out of prison. It seemed he was +expecting remittances, and the mother would be delighted to see her +daughter a marchioness. + +"How much does the marquis owe?" + +"Twenty guineas." + +"And the Neapolitan ambassador allows him to languish in prison for +such a beggarly sum? I can't believe it." + +"The ambassador won't have anything to do with him, because he left +Naples without the leave of the Government." + +"Tell your sister that if the ambassador assures me that her lover's +name is really the Marquis de Petina, I will get him out of prison +immediately." + +I went out to ask my daughter, and another boarder of whom I was very +fond, to dinner, and on my way called on the Marquis of Caraccioli, +an agreeable man, whose acquaintance I had made at Turin. I found +the famous Chevalier d'Eon at his house, and I had no need of a +private interview to make my inquiries about Petina. + +"The young man is really what he professes to me," said the +ambassador, "but I will neither receive him nor give him any money +till I hear from my Government that he has received leave to travel." + +That was enough for me, and I stayed there for an hour listening to +d'Eon's amusing story. + +Eon had deserted the embassy on account of ten thousand francs which +the department of foreign affairs at Versailles had refused to allow +him, though the money was his by right. He had placed himself under +the protection of the English laws, and after securing two thousand +subscribers at a guinea apiece, he had sent to press a huge volume in +quarto containing all the letters he had received from the French +Government for the last five or six years. + +About the same time a London banker had deposited the sum of twenty +thousand guineas at the Bank of England, being ready to wager that +sum that Eon was a woman. The bet was taken by a number of persons +who had formed themselves into a kind of company for the purpose, and +the only way to decide it was that Eon should be examined in the +presence of witnesses. The chevalier was offered half the wager, but +he laughed them to scorn. He said that such an examination would +dishonour him, were he man or woman. Caraccioli said that it could +only dishonour him if he were a woman, but I could not agree with +this opinion. At the end of a year the bet was declared off; but in +the course of three years he received his pardon from the king, and +appeared at Court in woman's dress, wearing the cross of St. Louis. + +Louis XV. had always been aware of the chevalier's sex, but Cardinal +Fleuri had taught him that it became kings to be impenetrable, and +Louis remained so all his life. + +When I got home I gave the eldest Hanoverian twenty guineas, telling +her to fetch her marquis out of prison, and bring him to dine with +us, as I wanted to know him. I thought she would have died with joy. + +The third sister, having taken counsel with Victoire, and doubtless +with her mother also, determined to earn twenty guineas for herself, +and she had not much trouble in doing so. She it was on whom Lord +Pembroke had cast the eye of desire. + +These five girls were like five dishes placed before a gourmand, who +enjoys them one after the other. To my fancy the last was always the +best. The third sister's name was Augusta. + +Next Sunday I had a large number of guests. There were my daughter +and her friend, Madame Cornelis, and her son. Sophie was kissed and +caressed by the Hanoverians, while I bestowed a hundred kisses on +Miss Nancy Steyne, who was only thirteen, but whose young beauty +worked sad havoc with my senses. My affection was supposed to be +fatherly in its character, but, alas I it was of a much more fleshly +kind. This Miss Nancy, who seemed to me almost divine, was the +daughter of a rich merchant. I said that I wanted to make her +father's acquaintance, and she replied that her father proposed +coming to call on me that very day. I was delighted to hear of the +coincidence, and gave order that he should be shewn in as soon as he +came. + +The poor marquis was the only sad figure in the company. He was +young and well-made, but thin and repulsively ugly. He thanked me +for my kindness, saying that I had done a wise thing, as he felt sure +the time would come when he would repay me a hundredfold. + +I had given my daughter six guineas to buy a pelisse, and she took me +to my bedroom to shew it me. Her mother followed her to congratulate +me on my seraglio. + +At dinner gaiety reigned supreme. I sat between my daughter and Miss +Nancy Steyne, and felt happy. Mr. Steyne came in as we were at the +oysters. He kissed his daughter with that tender affection which is +more characteristic, I think, of English parents than those of any +other nation. + +Mr. Steyne had dined, but he nevertheless ate a hundred scolloped +oysters, in the preparation of which my cook was wonderfully expert; +he also honoured the champagne with equal attention. + +We spent three hours at the table and then proceeded to the third +floor, where Sophie accompanied her mother's singing on the piano, +and young Cornelis displayed his flute-playing talents. Mr. Steyne +swore that he had never been present at such a pleasant party in his +life, adding that pleasure was forbidden fruit in England on Sundays +and holidays. This convinced me that Steyne was an intelligent man, +though his French was execrable. He left at seven, after giving a +beautiful ring to my daughter, whom he escorted back to school with +Miss Nancy. + +The Marquis Petina foolishly observed to me that he did not know +where to find a bed. I understood what he wanted, but I told him he +would easily find one with a little money. Taking his sweetheart +aside I gave her a guinea for him, begging her to tell him not to +visit me again till he was invited. + +When all the guests were gone, I led the five sisters to the mother's +room. She was wonderfully well, eating, drinking, and sleeping to +admiration, and never doing anything, not even reading or writing. +She enjoyed the 'dolce far niente' in all the force of the term. +However, she told me she was always thinking of her family, and of +the laws which it imposed on her. + +I could scarcely help laughing, but I only said that if these laws +were the same as those which her charming daughters followed, I +thought them wiser than Solon's. + +I drew Augusta on to my knee, and said,-- + +"My lady, allow me to kiss your delightful daughter." + +Instead of giving me a direct answer, the old hypocrite began a long +sermon on the lawfulness of the parental kiss. All the time Augusta +was lavishing on me secret but delicious endearments. + + 'O tempora! O mores!' + +The next day I was standing at my window, when the Marquis +Caraccioli, who was passing by, greeted me, and asked me if he could +come in. I bade him welcome, and summoning the eldest sister told +the ambassador that this young lady was going to marry the Marquis +Petina as soon as his remittances arrived. + +He addressed himself to her, and spoke as follows: + +"Mademoiselle, it is true that your lover is really a marquis, but he +is very poor and will never have any money; and if he goes back to +Naples he will be imprisoned, and if he is released from the State +prison his creditors will put him in the Vittoria." + +However this salutary warning had no effect. + +After the ambassador had taken his leave I was dressing to take a +ride when Augusta told me that, if I liked, Hippolyta her sister +would come with me, as she could ride beautifully. + +"That's amusing," said I, "make her come down." + +Hippolyta came down and begged me to let her ride with me, saying +that she would do me credit. + +"Certainly;" said I, "but have you a man's riding suit or a woman's +costume?" + +"No." + +"Then we must put off the excursion till to-morrow." + +I spent the day in seeing that a suit was made for her, and I felt +quite amorous when Pegu, the tailor, measured her for the breeches. +Everything was done in time and we had a charming ride, for she +managed her horse with wonderful skill. + +After an excellent supper, to which wine had not been lacking, the +happy Hippolyta accompanied Victoire into my room and helped her to +undress. When she kissed her sister I asked if she would not give me +a kiss too, and after some jesting Augusta changed the joke into +earnest by bidding her come to bed beside me, without taking the +trouble to ask my leave, so sure did she feel of my consent. The +night was well spent, and I had no reason to complain of want of +material, but Augusta wisely let the newcomer have the lion's share +of my attentions. + +Next day we rode out again in the afternoon, followed by my negro, +who was a skilful horseman himself. In Richmond Park Hippolyta's +dexterity astonished me; she drew all eyes on her. In the evening we +came home well pleased with our day's ride, and had a good supper. + +As the meal proceeded I noticed that Gabrielle, the youngest of all, +looked sad and a little sulky. I asked her the reason, and with a +little pout that became her childish face admirably, she replied,-- + +"Because I can ride on horseback as well as my sister." + +"Very good," said I, "then you shall ride the day after to-morrow." +This put her into a good temper again. + +Speaking of Hippolyta's skill, I asked her where she had learnt to +ride. She simply burst out laughing. I asked her why she laughed, +and she said,-- + +"Why, because I never learnt anywhere; my only masters were courage +and some natural skill." + +"And has your sister learnt?" + +"No," said Gabrielle, "but I can ride just as well." + +I could scarcely believe it, for Hippolyta had seemed to float on her +horse, and her riding skewed the utmost skill and experience. Hoping +that her sister would vie with her, I said that I would take them out +together, and the very idea made them both jump with joy. + +Gabrielle was only fifteen, and her shape, though not fully +developed, was well marked, and promised a perfect beauty by the time +she was in her maturity. Full of grace and simplicity, she said she +would like to come with me to my room, and I readily accepted her +offer, not caring whether the scheme had been concerted between her +and her other sisters. + +As soon as we were alone, she told me that she had never had a lover, +and she allowed me to assure myself of the fact with the same child- +like simplicity. Gabrielle was like all the others; I would have +chosen her if I had been obliged to make the choice. She made me +feel sorry for her sake, to hear that the mother had made up her mind +to leave. In the morning I gave her her fee of twenty guineas and a +handsome ring as a mark of my peculiar friendship, and we spent the +day in getting ready our habits for the ride of the day following. + +Gabrielle got on horseback as if she had had two years in the riding +school. We went along the streets at a walking pace, but as soon as +we were in the open country we broke into a furious gallop, and kept +it up till we got to Barnet, where we stopped to breakfast. We had +done the journey in twenty-five minutes, although the distance is +nearly ten miles. This may seem incredible, but the English horses +are wonderfully swift, and we were all of us well mounted. My two +nymphs looked ravishing. I adored them, and I adored myself for +making them so happy. + +Just as we were remounting, who should arrive but Lord Pembroke. He +was on his way to St. Alban's. He stopped his horse, and admired the +graceful riding of my two companions; and not recognizing them +immediately, he begged leave to pay his court to them. How I laughed +to myself! At last he recognized them, and congratulated me on my +conquest, asking if I loved Hippolyta. I guessed his meaning, and +said I only loved Gabrielle. + +"Very good," said he; "may I come and see you?" + +"Certainly," I replied. + +After a friendly hand-shake we set out once more, and were soon back +in London. + +Gabrielle was done up and went to bed directly; she slept on till the +next morning without my disturbing her peaceful sleep, and when she +awoke and found herself in my arms, she began to philosophise. + +"How easy it is," said she, "to be happy when one is rich, and how +sad it is to see happiness out of one's reach for lack of a little +money. Yesterday I was the happiest of beings, and why should I not +be as happy all my days? I would gladly agree that my life should be +short provided that it should be a happy one." + +I, too, philosophised, but my reflections were sombre. I saw my +resources all but exhausted, and I began to meditate a journey to +Lisbon. If my fortune had been inexhaustible, the Hanoverians might +have held me in their silken fetters to the end of my days. It +seemed to me as if I loved them more like a father than a lover, and +the fact that I slept with them only added to the tenderness of the +tie. I looked into Gabrielle's eyes, and there I saw but love. How +could such a love exist in her unless she were naturally virtuous, +and yet devoid of those prejudices which are instilled into us in our +early years. + +The next day Pembroke called and asked me to give him a dinner. +Augusta delighted him. He made proposals to her which excited her +laughter as he did not want to pay till after the event, and she +would not admit this condition. However, he gave her a bank note for +ten guineas before he left, and she accepted it with much grace. The +day after he wrote her a letter, of which I shall speak presently. + +A few minutes after the nobleman had gone the mother sent for me to +come to her, and after paying an eloquent tribute to my virtues, my +generosity, and my unceasing kindness towards her family, she made +the following proposal: + +"As I feel sure that you have all the love of a father for my +daughters, I wish you to become their father in reality! I offer you +my hand and heart; become my husband, you will be their father, their +lord and mine. What do you say to this?" + +I bit my lips hard and had great difficulty in restraining my +inclination to laughter. Nevertheless, the amazement, the contempt, +and the indignation which this unparalleled piece of impudence +aroused in me soon brought me to myself. I perceived that this +consummate hypocrite had counted on an abrupt refusal, and had only +made this ridiculous offer with the idea of convincing me that she +was under the impression that I had left her daughters as I had found +them, and that the money I had spent on them was merely a sign of my +tender and fatherly affection. Of course she knew perfectly well how +the land lay, but she thought to justify herself by taking this step. +She was aware that I could only look upon such a proposal as an +insult, but she did not care for that. + +I resolved to keep on the mask, and replied that her proposition was +undoubtedly a very great honour for me, but it was also a very +important question, and so I begged her to allow me some time for +consideration. + +When I got back to my room I found there the mistress of the wretched +Marquis Petina, who told me that her happiness depended on a +certificate from the Neapolitan ambassador that her lover was really +the person he professed to be. With this document he would be able +to claim a sum of two hundred guineas, and then they could both go to +Naples, and he would marry her there. "He will easily obtain the +royal pardon," said she. "You, and you alone, can help us in the +matter, and I commend myself to your kindness." + +I promised to do all I could for her. In fact, I called on the +ambassador, who made no difficulty about giving the required +certificate. For the moment my chilly conquest was perfectly happy, +but though I saw she was very grateful to me I did not ask her to +prove her gratitude. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +Augusta Becomes Lord Pembroke's Titular Mistress The King of +Corsica's Son--M. du Claude, or the Jesuit Lavalette--Departure of +the Hanoverians I Balance My Accounts--The Baron Stenau--The English +Girl, and What She Gave Me--Daturi--My Flight from London--Comte St. +Germain--Wesel + + +Lord Pembroke wrote to Augusta offering her fifty guineas a month for +three years, with lodging,, board, servants, and carriage at St. +Albans, without reckoning what she might expect from his grateful +affection if it were returned. + +Augusta translated the letter for me, and asked for my advice. + +"I can't give you any counsel," said I, "in a matter which only +concerns your own heart and your own interests." + +She went up to her mother, who would come to no conclusion without +first consulting me, because, as she said, I was the wisest and most +virtuous of men. I am afraid the reader will differ from her here, +but I comfort myself by the thought that I, too, think like the +reader. At last it was agreed that Augusta should accept the offer +if Lord Pembroke would find a surety in the person of some reputable +London merchant, for with her beauty and numerous graces she was sure +to, become Lady Pembroke before long. Indeed, the mother said she +was perfectly certain of it, as otherwise she could not have given +her consent, as her daughters were countesses, and too good to be any +man's mistresses. + +The consequence was that Augusta wrote my lord a letter, and in three +days it was all settled. The merchant duly signed the contract, at +the foot of which I had the honour of inscribing my name as a +witness, and then I took the merchant to the mother, and he witnessed +her cession of her daughter. She would not see Pembroke, but she +kissed her daughter, and held a private colloquy with her. + +The day on which Augusta left my house was signalized by an event +which I must set down. + +The day after I had given the Marquis Petina's future bride the +required certificate, I had taken out Gabrielle and Hippolyta for a +ride. When I got home I found waiting for me a person calling +himself Sir Frederick, who was said to be the son of Theodore, King +of Corsica, who had died in London. This gentleman said he wished to +speak to me in private, and when we were alone he said he was aware +of my acquaintance with the Marquis Petina, and being on the eve of +discounting a bill of two hundred guineas for him he wished to be +informed whether it was likely that he could meet the bill when it +fell due. + +"It is important that I should be informed on that point," he added, +"for the persons who are going to discount the bill want me to put my +signature to it." + +"Sir," I replied, "I certainly am acquainted with the marquis, but I +know nothing about his fortune. However, the Neapolitan ambassador +assured me that he was the Marquis Petina." + +"If the persons who have the matter in hand should drop it, would you +discount the bill? You shall have it cheap." + +"I never meddle with these speculations. Good day, Sir Frederick." + +The next day Goudar came and said that a M. du Claude wanted to speak +to me. + +"Who is M. du Claude?" + +"The famous Jesuit Lavalette, who was concerned in the great +bankruptcy case which ruined the Society in France. He fled to +England under a false name. I advise you to listen to him, for he +must have plenty of money." + +"A Jesuit and a bankrupt; that does not sound very well." + +"Well, I have met him in good houses, and knowing that I was +acquainted with you he addressed himself to me. After all, you run +no risk in listening to what he has to say." + +"Well, well, you can take me to him; it will be easier to avoid any +entanglement than if he came to see me." + +Goudar went to Lavalette to prepare the way, and in the afternoon he +took me to see him. I was well enough pleased to see the man, whose +rascality had destroyed the infamous work of many years. He welcomed +me with great politeness, and as soon as we were alone he shewed me a +bill of Petina's, saying,-- + +"The young man wants me to discount it, and says you can give me the +necessary information." + +I gave the reverend father the same answer as I had given the King of +Corsica's son, and left him angry with this Marquis of Misery who had +given me so much needless trouble. I was minded to have done with +him, and resolved to let him know through his mistress that I would +not be his reference, but I could not find an opportunity that day. + +The next day I took my two nymphs for a ride, and asked Pembroke to +dinner. In vain we waited for Petina's mistress; she was nowhere to +be found. At nine o'clock I got a letter from her, with a German +letter enclosed for her mother. She said that feeling certain that +her mother would not give her consent to her marriage, she had eloped +with her lover, who had got together enough money to go to Naples, +and when they reached that town he would marry her. She begged me to +console her mother and make her listen to reason, as she had not gone +off with an adventurer but with a man of rank, her equal. My lips +curled into a smile of pity and contempt, which made the three +sisters curious. I shewed them the letter I had just received, and +asked them to come with me to their mother. + +"Not to-night," said Victoire, "this terrible news would keep her +awake." + +I took her advice and we supped together, sadly enough. + +I thought the poor wretch was ruined for life, and I reproached +myself with being the cause of her misfortune; for if I had not +released the marquis from prison this could never have happened. The +Marquis Caraccioli had been right in saying that I had done a good +deed, but a foolish one. I consoled myself in the arms of my dear +Gabrielle. + +I had a painful scene with the mother the next morning. She cursed +her daughter and her seducer, and even blamed me. She wept and +stormed alternately. + +It is never of any use to try and convince people in distress that +they are wrong, for one may only do harm, while if they are left to +themselves they soon feel that they have been unjust, and are +grateful to the person who let them exhaust their grief without any +contradiction. + +After this event I spent a happy fortnight in the society of +Gabrielle, whom Hippolyta and Victoire looked on as my wife. She +made my happiness and I made hers in all sorts of ways, but +especially by my fidelity; for I treated her sisters as if they had +been my sisters, shewing no recollection of the favours I had +obtained from them, and never taking the slightest liberty, for I +knew that friendship between women will hardly brook amorous rivalry. +I had bought them dresses and linen in abundance, they were well +lodged and well fed, I took them to the theatre and to the country, +and the consequence was they all adored me, and seemed to think that +this manner of living would go on for ever. Nevertheless, I was +every day nearer and nearer to moral and physical bankruptcy. I had +no more money, and I had sold all my diamonds and precious stones. I +still possessed my snuff-boxes, my watches, and numerous trifles, +which I loved and had not the heart to sell; and, indeed, I should +not have got the fifth part of what I gave for them. For a whole +month I had not paid my cook, or my wine merchant, but I liked to +feel that they trusted me. All I thought of was Gabrielle's love, +and of this I assured myself by a thousand delicacies and attentions. + +This was my condition when one day Victoire came to me with sadness +on her face, and said that her mother had made up her mind to return +to Hanover, as she had lost all hope of getting anything from the +English Court. + +"When does she intend to leave?" + +"In three or four days." + +"And is she going without telling me, as if she were leaving an inn +after paying her bill?" + +"On the contrary, she wishes to have a private talk with you." + +I paid her a visit, and she began by reproaching me tenderly for not +coming to see her more often. She said that as I had refused her +hand she would not run the risk of incurring censure or slander of +any kind. "I thank you from my heart," she added, "for all the +kindness you have shewn my girls, and I am going to take the three I +have left away, lest I lose them as I have lost the two eldest. If +you like, you may come too and stay with us as long as you like in my +pretty country house near the capital." + +Of course I had to thank her and reply that my engagements did not +allow me to accept her kind offer. + +Three days after, Victoire told me, as I was getting up, that they +were going on board ship at three o'clock. Hippolyta and Gabrielle +made me come for a ride, according to a promise I had given them the +night before. The poor things amused themselves, while I grieved +bitterly, as was my habit when I had to separate from anyone that I +loved. + +When we came home I lay down on my bed, not taking any dinner, and +seeing nothing of the three sisters till they had made everything +ready for the journey. I got up directly before they left, so as not +to see the mother in my own room, and I saw her in hers just as she +was about to be taken down into my carriage, which was in readiness +at the door. The impudent creature expected me to give her some +money for the journey, but perceiving that I was not likely to bleed, +she observed, with involuntary sincerity, that her purse contained +the sum of a hundred and fifty guineas, which I had given to her +daughters; and these daughters of hers were present, and sobbed +bitterly. + +When they were gone I closed my doors to everyone, and spent three +days in the melancholy occupation of making up my accounts. In the +month I had spent with the Hanoverians I had dissipated the whole of +the sum resulting from the sale of the precious stones, and I found +that I was in debt to the amount of four hundred guineas. I resolved +to go to Lisbon by sea, and sold my diamond cross, six or seven gold +snuff-boxes (after removing the portraits), all my watches except +one, and two great trunks full of clothes. I then discharged my +debts and found I was eighty guineas to the good, this being what +remained of the fine fortune I had squandered away like a fool or a +philosopher, or, perhaps, a little like both. I left my fine house +where I had lived so pleasantly, and took a little room at a guinea a +week. I still kept my negro, as I had every reason to believe him to +be a faithful servant. + +After taking these measures I wrote to M. de Bragadin, begging him to +send me two hundred sequins. + +Thus having made up my mind to leave London without owing a penny to +anyone, and under obligations to no man's purse, I waited for the +bill of exchange from Venice. When it came I resolved to bid +farewell to all my friends and to try my fortune in Lisbon, but such +was not the fate which the fickle goddess had assigned to me. + +A fortnight after the departure of the Hanoverians (it was the end of +February in the year 1764), my evil genius made me go to the "Canon +Tavern," where I usually dined in a room by myself. The table was +laid and I was just going to sit down, when Baron Stenau came in and +begged me to have my dinner brought into the next room, where he and +his mistress were dining. + +"I thank you," said I, "for the solitary man grows weary of his +company." + +I saw the English woman I had met at Sartori's, the same to whom the +baron had been so generous. She spoke Italian, and was attractive in +many ways, so I was well pleased to find myself opposite to her, and +we had a pleasant dinner. + +After a fortnight's abstinence it was not surprising that she +inspired me with desires, but I concealed them nevertheless, for her +lover seemed to respect her. I only allowed myself to tell the baron +that I thought him the happiest of men. + +Towards the close of the dinner the girl noticed three dice on the +mantel and took them up, saying,-- + +"Let us have a wager of a guinea, and spend it on oysters and +champagne." + +We could not refuse, and the baron having lost called the waiter and +gave him his orders. + +While we were eating the oysters she suggested that we should throw +again to see which should pay for the dinner. + +We did so and she lost. + +I did not like my luck, and wishing to lose a couple of guineas I +offered to throw against the baron. He accepted, and to my annoyance +I won. He asked for his revenge and lost again. + +"I don't want to win your money," said I, "and I will give you your +revenge up to a hundred guineas." + +He seemed grateful and we went on playing, and in less than half an +hour he owed me a hundred guineas. + +"Let us go on," said he. + +"My dear baron, the luck's against you; you might lose a large sum of +money. I really think we have had enough." + +Without heeding my politeness, he swore against fortune and against +the favour I seemed to be shewing him. Finally he got up, and taking +his hat and cane, went out, saying,-- + +"I will pay you when I come back." + +As soon as he had gone the girl said: + +"I am sure you have been regarding me as your partner at play." + +"If you have guessed that, you will also have guessed that I think +you charming." + +"Yes, I think I have." + +"Are you angry with me?" + +"Not in the least." + +"You shall have the fifty guineas as soon as he has paid me." + +"Very good, but the baron must know nothing about it." + +"Of course not." + +The bargain was scarcely struck before I began to shew her how much I +loved her. I had every reason to congratulate myself on her +complaisance, and I thought this meeting a welcome gleam of light +when all looked dark around me. We had to make haste, however, as +the door was only shut with a catch. I had barely time to ascertain +her address and the hour at which she could see me, and whether I +should have to be careful with her lover. She replied that the +baron's fidelity was not of a character to make him very exacting. I +put the address in my pocket, and promised to pass a night with her. + +The baron came in again, and said,-- + +"I have been to a merchant to discount this bill of exchange, and +though it is drawn on one of the best house in Cadiz, and made out by +a good house in London, he would not have anything to do with it." + +I took the bill and saw some millions mentioned on it, which +astonished me. + +The baron said with a laugh that the currency was Portuguese milries, +and that they amounted to five hundred pounds sterling. + +"If the signatures are known," said I, "I don't understand why the +man won't discount it. Why don't you take it to your banker?" + +"I haven't got one. I came to England with a thousand gold pieces in +my pocket, and I have spent them all. As I have not got any letters +of credit I cannot pay you unless the bill is discounted. If you +have got any friends on the Exchange, however, you could get it +done." + +"If the names prove good ones I will let you have the money to-morrow +morning." + +"Then I will make it payable to your order." + +He put his name to it, and I promised to send him either the money or +the bill before noon on the day following. He gave me his address +and begged me to come and dine with him, and so we parted. + +The next day I went to Bosanquet, who told me that Mr. Leigh was +looking out for bills of exchange on Cadiz, and I accordingly waited +on him. He exclaimed that such paper was worth more than gold to +him, and gave me five hundred and twenty guineas, of course after I +had endorsed it. + +I called on the baron and gave him the money I had just received, and +he thanked me and gave me back the hundred guineas. Afterwards we +had dinner, and fell to talking of his mistress. + +"Are you in love with her?" said I. + +"No; I have plenty of others, and if you like her you can have her +for ten guineas." + +I liked this way of putting it, though I had not the slightest idea +of cheating the girl out of the sum I had promised her. On leaving +the baron I went to see her, and as soon as she heard that the baron +had paid me she ordered a delicious supper, and made me spend a night +that obliterated all my sorrows from my memory. In the morning, when +I handed over the fifty guineas, she said that as a reward for the +way in which I kept my promise I could sup with her whenever I liked +to spend six guineas. I promised to come and see her often. + +The next morning I received a letter through the post, written in bad +Italian, and signed, "Your obedient godson, Daturi." This godson of +mine was in prison for debt, and begged me to give him a few +shillings to buy some food. + +I had nothing particular to do, the appellation of godson made me +curious, and so I went to the prison to see Daturi, of whose identity +I had not the slightest idea. He was a fine young man of twenty; he +did not know me, nor I him. I gave him his letter, and begging me to +forgive him he drew a paper from his pocket and shewed me his +certificate of baptism, on which I saw my own name inscribed beside +his name and those of his father and mother, the parish of Venice, +where he was born, and the church in which he was baptized; but still +I racked my memory in vain; I could not recollect him. + +"If you will listen to me," he said, "I can set you right; my mother +has told me the story a hundred times." + +"Go on," said I, "I will listen;" and as he told his story I +remembered who he was. + +This young man whom I had held at the font as the son of the actor +Daturi was possibly my own son. He had come to London with a troupe +of jugglers to play the illustrious part of clown, or pagliazzo, but +having quarrelled with the company he had lost his place and had got +into debt to the extent of ten pounds sterling, and for this debt he +had been imprisoned. Without saying anything to him about my +relations with his mother, I set him free on the spot, telling him to +come to me every morning, as I would give him two shillings a day for +his support. + +A week after I had done this good work I felt that I had caught the +fearful disease from which the god Mercury had already delivered me +three times, though with great danger and peril of my life. I had +spent three nights with the fatal English woman, and the misfortune +was doubly inconvenient under the circumstances. I was on the eve of +a long sea voyage, and though Venus may have risen from the waves of +the sea, sea air is by no means favourable to those on whom she has +cast her malign aspect. I knew what to do, and resolved to have my +case taken in hand without delay. + +I left my house, not with the intention of reproaching the English +woman after the manner of fools, but rather of going to a good +surgeon, with whom I could make an agreement to stay in his house +till my cure was completed. + +I had my trunks packed just as if I was going to leave London, +excepting my linen, which I sent to my washerwoman who lived at a +distance of six miles from town, and drove a great trade. + +The very day I meant to change my lodging a letter was handed to me. +It was from Mr. Leigh, and ran as follows: + +"The bill of exchange I discounted for you is a forgery, so please to +send me at your earliest convenience the five hundred and twenty +guineas; and if the man who has cheated you will not reimburse the +money, have him arrested. For Heaven's sake do not force me to have +you arrested to-morrow, and whatever you do make haste, for this may +prove a hanging matter." + +Fortunately I was by myself when I received the letter. I fell upon +my bed, and in a moment I was covered with a cold sweat, while I +trembled like a leaf. I saw the gallows before me, for nobody would +lend me the money, and they would not wait for my remittance from +Venice to reach me. + +To my shuddering fit succeeded a burning fever. I loaded my pistols, +and went out with the determination of blowing out Baron Stenau's +brains, or putting him under arrest if he did not give me the money. +I reached his house, and was informed that he had sailed for Lisbon +four days ago. + +This Baron Stenau was a Livonian, and four months after these events +he was hanged at Lisbon. I only anticipate this little event in his +life because I might possibly forget it when I come to my sojourn at +Riga. + +As soon as I heard he was gone I saw there was no remedy, and that I +must save myself. I had only ten or twelve guineas left, and this +sum was insufficient. I went to Treves, a Venetian Jew to whom I had +a letter from Count Algarotti, the Venetian banker. I did not think +of going to Bosanquet, or Sanhel, or Salvador, who might possibly +have got wind of my trouble, while Treves had no dealings with these +great bankers, and discounted a bill for a hundred sequins readily +enough. With the money in my pocket I made my way to my lodging, +while deadly fear dogged every step. Leigh had given me twenty-four +hours' breathing time, and I did not think him capable of breaking +his word, still it would not do to trust to it. I did not want to +lose my linen nor three fine suits of clothes which my tailor was +keeping for me, and yet I had need of the greatest promptitude. + +I called in Jarbe and asked him whether he would prefer to take +twenty guineas and his dismissal, or to continue in my service. I +explained that he would have to wait in London for a week, and join +me at the place from which I wrote to him. + +"Sir," said he, "I should like to remain in your service, and I will +rejoin you wherever you please. When are you leaving?" + +"In an hour's time; but say not a word, or it will cost me my life." + +"Why can't you take me with you?" + +"Because I want you to bring my linen which is at the wash, and my +clothes which the tailor is making. I will give you sufficient money +for the journey." + +"I don't want anything. You shall pay me what I have spent when I +rejoin you. Wait a moment." + +He went out and came back again directly, and holding out sixty +guineas, said,-- + +"Take this, sir, I entreat you, my credit is good for as much more in +case of need." + +"I thank you, my good fellow, but I will not take your money, but be +sure I will not forget your fidelity." + +My tailor lived close by and I called on him, and seeing that my +clothes were not yet made up I told him that I should like to sell +them, and also the gold lace that was to be used in the trimming. He +instantly gave me thirty guineas which meant a gain to him of twenty- +five per cent. I paid the week's rent of my lodging, and after +bidding farewell to my negro I set out with Daturi. We slept at +Rochester, as my strength would carry me no farther. I was in +convulsions, and had a sort of delirium. Daturi was the means of +saving my life. + +I had ordered post-horses to continue our journey, and Daturi of his +own authority sent them back and went for a doctor, who pronounced me +to be in danger of an apoplectic fit and ordered a copious blood- +letting, which restored my calm. Six hours later he pronounced me +fit to travel. I got to Dover early in the morning, and had only +half an hour to stop, as the captain of the packet said that the tide +would not allow of any delay. The worthy sailor little knew how well +his views suited mine. I used this half hour in writing to Jarbe, +telling him to rejoin me at Calais, and Mrs. Mercier, my landlady, to +whom I had addressed the letter, wrote to tell me that she had given +it him with her own hands. However, Jarbe did not come. We shall +hear more of this negro in the course of two years. + +The fever and the virus that was in my blood put me in danger of my +life, and on the third day I was in extremis. A fourth blood-letting +exhausted my strength, and left me in a state of coma which lasted +for twenty-four hours. This was succeeded by a crisis which restored +me to life again, but it was only by dint of the most careful +treatment that I found myself able to continue my journey a fortnight +after my arrival in France. + +Weak in health, grieved at having been the innocent cause of the +worthy Mr. Leigh's losing a large sum of money, humiliated by my +flight from London, indignant with Jarbe, and angry at being obliged +to abandon my Portuguese project, I got into a post-chaise with +Daturi, not knowing where to turn or where to go, or whether I had +many more weeks to live. + +I had written to Venice asking M. de Bragadin to send the sum I have +mentioned to Brussels instead of London. + +When I got to Dunkirk, the day after I left Paris, the first person I +saw was the merchant S----, the husband of that Therese whom my +readers may remember, the niece of Tiretta's mistress, with whom I +had been in love seven years ago. The worthy man recognized me, and +seeing his astonishment at the change in my appearance I told him I +was recovering from a long illness, and then asked after his wife. + +"She is wonderfully well," he answered, "and I hope we shall have the +pleasure of seeing you to dinner tomorrow." + +I said I wanted to be off at day-break, but he would not hear of it, +and protested he would be quite hurt if I went away without seeing +his wife and his three children. At last I appeased him by saying +that we would sup together. + +My readers will remember that I had been on the point of marrying +Therese, and this circumstance made me ashamed of presenting myself +to her in such a sorry plight. + +In a quarter of an hour the husband arrived with his wife and three +children, the eldest of whom looked, about six. After the usual +greetings and tiresome enquiries after my health, Therese sent back +the two younger children, rightly thinking that the eldest would be +the only one in whom I should take any interest. He was a charming +boy; and as he was exactly like his mother, the worthy merchant had +no doubts as to the parentage of the child. + +I laughed to myself at finding my offspring thus scattered all over +Europe. At supper Therese gave me news of Tiretta. He had entered +the Dutch East India Company's service, but having been concerned in +a revolt at Batavia, he had only escaped the gallows by flight--I had +my own thoughts as to the similarity between his destiny and mine, +but I did not reveal them. After all it is an easy enough matter for +an adventurous man, who does not look where he is going, to get +hanged for a mere trifle. + +The next day, when I got to Tournay, I saw some grooms walking fine +horses up and down, and I asked to whom they belonged. + +"'To the Comte de St. Germain, the adept, who has been here a month, +and never goes out. Everybody who passes through the place wants to +see him; but he is invisible." + +This was enough to give me the same desire, so I wrote him a letter, +expressing my wish to speak to him, and asking him to name an hour. +His reply, which I have preserved, ran as follows: + +"The gravity of my occupation compels me to exclude everyone, but you +are an exception. Come whenever you like, you will be shewn in. You +need not mention my name nor your own. I do not ask you to share my +repast, far my food is not suitable to others--to you least of all, +if your appetite is what it used to be." + +At nine o'clock I paid my call, and found he had grown a beard two +inches long. He had a score of retorts before him, full of liquids +in various stages of digestion. He told me he was experimenting with +colours for his own amusement, and that he had established a hat +factory for Count Cobenzl, the Austrian ambassador at Brussels. He +added that the count had only given him a hundred and fifty thousand +florins, which were insufficient. Then we spoke of Madame d'Urfe. + +"She poisoned herself," said he, "by taking too strong a dose of the +Universal Medicine, and her will shews that she thought herself to be +with child. If she had come to me, I could have really made her so, +though it is a difficult process, and science has not advanced far +enough for us to be able to guarantee the sex of the child." + +When he heard the nature of my disease, he wanted me to stay three +days at Tournay for him to give me fifteen pills, which would +effectually cure me, and restore me to perfect health. Then he +shewed me his magistrum, which he called athoeter. It was a white +liquid contained in a well-stoppered phial. He told me that this +liquid was the universal spirit of nature, and that if the wax on the +stopper was pricked ever so lightly, the whole of the contents would +disappear. I begged him to make the experiment. He gave me the +phial and a pin, and I pricked the wax, and to lo! the phial was +empty. + +"It is very fine," said I, "but what good is all this?" + +"I cannot tell you; that is my secret." + +He wanted to astonish me before I went, and asked me if I had any +money about me. I took out several pieces and put them on the table. +He got up, and without saying what he was going to do he took a +burning coal and put it on a metal plate, and placed a twelve-sols +piece with a small black grain on the coal. He then blew it, and in +two minutes it seemed on fire. + +"Wait a moment," said the alchemist, "let it get cool;" and it cooled +almost directly. + +"Take it; it is yours," said he. + +I took up the piece of money and found it had become gold. I felt +perfectly certain that he had smuggled my silver piece away, and had +substituted a gold piece coated with silver for it. I did not care +to tell him as much, but to let him see that I was not taken in, I +said,-- + +"It is really very wonderful, but another time you should warn me +what you are going to do, so that the operation might be attentively +watched, and the piece of money noted before being placed on the +burning coal." + +"Those that are capable of entertaining doubts of my art," said the +rogue, "are not worthy to speak to me." + +This was in his usual style of arrogance, to which I was accustomed. +This was the last time I saw this celebrated and learned impostor; he +died at Schlesing six or seven years after. The piece of money he +gave me was pure gold, and two months after Field-marshal Keith took +such a fancy to it that I gave it him. + +I left Tournay the next morning, and stopped at Brussels to await the +answer of the letter which I had written to M. de Bragadin. Five +days after I got the letter with a bill of exchange for two hundred +ducats. + +I thought of staying in Brussels to get cured, but Daturi told me +that he had heard from a rope-dancer that his father and mother and +the whole family were at Brunswick, and he persuaded me to go there, +assuring me that I should be carefully looked after. + +He had not much difficulty in getting me to go to Brunswick, as I was +curious to see again the mother of my godson, so I started the same +day. At Ruremonde I was so ill that I had to stop for thirty-six +hours. At Wesel I wished to get rid of my post-chaise, for the +horses of the country are not used to going between shafts, but what +was my surprise to meet General Bekw there. + +After the usual compliments had passed, and the general had condoled +with me on my weak state of health, he said he should like to buy my +chaise and exchange it for a commodious carriage, in which I could +travel all over Germany. The bargain was soon struck, and the +general advised me to stay at Wesel where there was a clever young +doctor from the University of Leyden, who would understand my case +better than the Brunswick physicians. + +Nothing is easier than to influence a sick man, especially if he be +in search of fortune, and knows not where to look for the fickle +goddess. General Bekw----, who was in garrison at Wesel, sent for +Dr. Pipers, and was present at my confession and even at the +examination. + +I will not revolt my readers by describing the disgusting state in +which I was, suffice it to say that I shudder still when I think of +it. + +The young doctor, who was gentleness personified, begged me to come +and stay with him, promising that his mother and sisters should take +the greatest care of me, and that he would effect a radical cure in +the course of six weeks if I would carry out all his directions. The +general advised me strongly to stay with the doctor, and I agreed all +the more readily as I wished to have some amusement at Brunswick and +not to arrive there deprived of the use of all my limbs. I therefore +gave in, but the doctor would not hear of any agreement. He told me +that I could give him whatever I liked when I went away, and he would +certainly be satisfied. He took his leave to go and make my room +ready, and told me to come in an hour's time. I went to his house in +a sedan-chair, and held a handkerchief before my face, as I was +ashamed that the young doctor's mother and sisters should see me in +the state I was in. + +As soon as I got to my room, Daturi undressed me and I went to bed. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +My Cure--Daturi is Beaten by Some Soldiers--I Leave Wesel for +Brunswick--Redegonde--Brunswick--The Hereditary Prince--The Jew-- +My Stay at Wolfen-Buttel The Library--Berlin Calsabigi and the Berlin +Lottery--Mdlle. Belanger + + +At Supper-time, the doctor, his mother, and one of his sisters came +to see me. All of them bore the love of their kind written on their +features; they assured me that I should have all possible care at +their hands. When the ladies were gone the doctor explained his +treatment. He said that he hoped to cure me by the exhibition of +sudorifices and mercurial pills, but he warned me I must be very +careful in my diet and must not apply myself in any way. I promised +to abide by his directions, and he said that he would read me the +newspaper himself twice a week to amuse me, and by way of a beginning +he informed me that the famous Pompadour was dead. + +Thus I was condemned to a state of perfect rest, but it was not the +remedies or the abstinence I dreaded most; I feared the effects of +ennui; I thought I should die of it. No doubt the doctor saw the +danger as well as myself, for he asked me if I would mind his sister +coming and working in my room occasionally with a few of her friends. +I replied that, despite my shame of shewing myself to young ladies in +such a condition, I accepted her offer with delight. The sister was +very grateful for what she was pleased to call my kindness, for my +room was the only one which looked in the street, and as everyone +knows girls are very fond of inspecting the passers-by. Unfortunately +this arrangement turned out ill for Daturi. The poor young man had +only received the education of a mountebank, and it was tiresome for +him to pass all his time in my company. When he saw that I had +plenty of friends, he thought I could dispense with his society, and +only thought of amusing himself. On the third day towards the +evening he was carried home covered with bruises. He had been in the +guard-room with the soldiers, and some quarrel having arisen he had +got a severe beating. He was in a pitiable state; all over blood and +with three teeth missing. He told me the story with tears, and +begged me to take vengeance on his foes. + +I sent my doctor to General Bekw----, who said that all he could do +was to give the poor man a bed in the hospital. Baturi had no bones +broken, and in a few days was quite well, so I sent him on to +Brunswick with a passport from General Salomon. The loss of his +teeth secured him from the conscription; this, at any rate, was a +good thing. + +The treatment of the young doctor was even more successful than he +had anticipated, for in a month I was perfectly well again, though +terribly thin. The worthy people of the house must have taken an +idea of me not in the least like myself; I was thought to be the most +patient of men, and the sister and her young lady friends must have +considered me as modesty personified; but these virtues only resulted +from my illness and my great depression. If you want to discover the +character of a man, view him in health and freedom; a captive and in +sickness he is no longer the same man. + +I gave a beautiful dress to the sister, and twenty louis to the +doctor, and both seemed to me extremely satisfied. + +On the eve of my departure I received a letter from Madame du Rumain, +who had heard I was in want from my friend Baletti, and sent me a +bill of exchange on Amsterdam for six hundred florins. She said I +could repay her at my convenience, but she died before I was able to +discharge the debt. + +Having made up my mind to go to Brunswick, I could not resist the +temptation to pass through Hanover, for whenever I thought of +Gabrielle I loved her still. I did not wish to stop any length of +time, for I was poor and I had to be careful of my health. I only +wished to pay her a flying visit on the estate which her mother had +at Stocken, as she had told me. I may also say that curiosity was a +motive for this visit. + +I had decided to start at day-break in my new carriage, but the fates +had ordained it otherwise. + +The English general wrote me a note asking me to sup with him, +telling me that some Italians would be present, and this decided me +to stay on, but I had to promise the doctor to observe strict +temperance. + +My surprise may be imagined when I saw the Redegonde and her +abominable mother. The mother did not recognize me at first, but +Redegonde knew me directly, and said,-- + +"Good Heavens! how thin you have become!" + +I complimented her on her beauty, and indeed she had improved +wonderfully. + +"I have just recovered from a dangerous illness," said I, "and I am +starting for Brunswick at day-break tomorrow." + +"So are we," she exclaimed, looking at her mother. + +The general, delighted to find that we knew each other, said we could +travel together. + +"Hardly, I think," I replied, "unless the lady-mother has changed her +principles since I knew her." + +"I am always the same," she said, dryly enough; but I only replied +with a glance of contempt. + +The general held a bank at faro at a small table. There were several +other ladies and some officers, and the stakes were small. He +offered me a place, but I excused myself, saying that I never played +while on a journey. + +At the end of the deal the general returned to the charge, and +said,-- + +"Really, chevalier, this maxim of yours is anti-social; you must +play." + +So saying he drew several English bank notes from his pocket-book, +telling me they were the same I had given him in London six months +ago. + +"Take your revenge," he added; "there are four hundred pounds here." + +"I don't want to lose as much as that," I replied, "but I will risk +fifty pounds to amuse you." + +With this I took out the bill of exchange that Madame du Rumain had +sent me. + +The general went on dealing, and at the third deal I found I was +fifty guineas to the good, and with that I was satisfied. Directly +afterwards supper was announced, and we went into the dining-room. + +Redegonde, who had learnt French admirably, kept everybody amused. +She had been engaged by the Duke of Brunswick as second singer, and +she had come from Brussels. She bemoaned her journey in the +uncomfortable post-chaise, and expressed a fear that she would be ill +by the time she got to her journey's end. + +"Why, there's the Chevalier Seingalt all alone in a most comfortable +carriage," said the general. + +Redegonde smiled. + +"How many people will your carriage hold?" + +"Only two." + +"Then it's out of the question, for I never let my daughter travel +alone with anybody." + +A general burst of laughter, in which Redegonde joined, seemed to +confuse the mother in some degree; but like a good daughter Redegonde +explained that her mother was always afraid of her being +assassinated. + +The evening passed away in pleasant conversation, and the younger +singer did not need much persuasion to seat herself at the piano, +where she sang in a manner that won genuine applause. + +When I wanted to go the general begged me to breakfast with him, +saying that the post-chaise did not go till twelve, and that this act +of politeness was due to my young fellow-countrywoman. Redegonde +joined in, reproaching me with my behaviour at Turin and Florence, +though she had nothing really to complain of. I gave in, and feeling +that I wanted rest I went to bed. + +The next morning, at nine o'clock, I took leave of the worthy doctor +and his family and walked to the general's, giving orders that my +carriage should be brought round as soon as it was ready. + +In half an hour Redegonde and her mother arrived, and I was +astonished to see them accompanied by the brother who had been my +servant at Florence. + +When breakfast was over my carriage stood at the door, and I made my +bow to the general and all the company, who were standing in the hall +to see me off. Redegonde came down the steps with me, and asked if +my carriage was comfortable, and then got into it. I got in after +her without the slightest premeditation, and the postillion, seeing +the carriage full, gave a crack with his whip and we were off, +Redegonde shrieking with laughter. I was on the point of telling him +to stop, but seeing her enjoyment of the drive I held my tongue, only +waiting for her to say, "I have had enough." But I waited in vain, +and we had gone over half a league before she said a word. + +"I have laughed, and laugh still," she said, "when I think of what my +mother will say at this freak of mine. I had no intentions in +getting into the carriage, and I am sure you cannot have told the +postillion to drive on." + +"You may be quite sure of that." + +"All the same my mother will believe it to be a deeply-laid plan, and +that strikes me as amusing." + +"So it is; I am quite satisfied, certainly. Now you are here you had +better come on with me to Brunswick; you will be more comfortable +than in a villainous stage coach." + +"I should be delighted, but that would be pushing matters too far. +No, we will stop at the first stage and wait for the coach." + +"You may do so if you please, but you will excuse my waiting." + +"What! you would leave me all alone?" + +"You know, dear Redegonde, that I have always loved you, and I am +ready to take you with me to Brunswick; what more can I say?" + +"If you love me you will wait with me and restore me to my mother, +who must be in despair." + +"In spite of my devotion I am afraid I cannot do so." + +Instead of turning sulky the young madcap began to laugh again; and I +determined she should come with me to Brunswick. + +When we got to the end of the stage there were no horses ready. I +arranged matters with the postillion, and after baiting the horses we +set out once more. The roads were fearful, and we did not come to +the second posting-stage till nightfall. + +We might have slept there, but not wishing to be caught up by the +coach and to lose my prize, I ordered fresh horses and we resumed our +journey in spite of Redegonde's tears and supplications. We +travelled all night and reached Lippstadt in the early morning, and +in spite of the unseasonableness of the hour I ordered something to +eat. Redegonde wanted a rest, as indeed did I, but she had to give +way when I said caressingly that we could sleep at Minden. Instead +of scolding me she began to smile, and I saw she guessed what she had +to expect; in fact, when we got to Minden we had supper, and then +went to bed together as man and wife, and stayed in bed for five +hours. She was quite kind, and only made me entreat her for form's +sake. + +We got to Hanover and put up at an excellent inn where we had a +choice meal, and where I found the waiter who was at the inn in +Zurich when I waited on the ladies at table. Miss Chudleigh had +dined there with the Duke of Kingston, and they had gone on to +Berlin. + +We had a beautiful French bed in which to spend the night, and in the +morning we were awakened by the noise of the stage coach. Redegonde +not wishing to be surprised in my arms rang the bell and told the +waiter by no means to admit the lady who would come out of the coach +and ask to be shewn in directly; but her precaution was vain, for, as +the waiter went out, the mother and son came in, and we were taken in +'flagrante delicto'. + +I told them to wait outside, and getting up in my shirt I locked the +door. The mother began to abuse me and her daughter, and threatened +me with criminal proceedings if I did not give her up. Redegonde, +however, calmed her by telling her the story, and she believed, or +pretended to believe, it was all chance; but she said,-- + +"That's all very well; but you can't deny, you little slut, that you +have been sleeping with him." + +"Oh, there's no harm in that, for you know, dear mamma, nobody does +anything asleep." + +Without giving her the time to reply she threw her arms round her +neck and promised to go on with her in the coach. + +After things had been thus settled, I dressed myself, and gave them +all a good breakfast, and went on my way to Brunswick, where I +arrived a few hours before them. + +Redegonde had deprived me of my curiosity to see Gabrielle; besides, +in the condition I was in, my vanity would have suffered grievously. +As soon as I had settled in a good inn I sent for Daturi, who came +immediately, elegantly dressed, and very anxious to introduce to me a +certain Signor Nicolini, theatrical manager. This Nicolini +understood his craft perfectly, and was high in favour with the +prince to whom his daughter Anna was mistress. He gave me a +distinguished and a cordial greeting, and was very anxious that I +should stay with him, but I was able to escape the constraint of such +an arrangement without giving him any offense. I accepted his offer +to take my meals at his table, which was furnished by an excellent +cook and surrounded by a distinguished company. Here was no +gathering of men of title, with the cold and haughty manners of the +Court, all were talented, and such company to my mind was delightful. + +I was not well, and I was not rich, or else I should have made a +longer stay at Brunswick, which had its charms for me. But we will +not anticipate, though as old age steals on a man he is never tired +of dwelling again and again on the incidents of his past life, in +spite of his desire to arrest the sands which run out so quickly. + +The third day after my arrival at Brunswick, Redegonde knowing that I +was dining at Nicolini's came there too. Everybody had found out, +somehow or other, that we had travelled from Wesel to Hanover +together, and they were at liberty to draw whatever conclusions they +pleased. + +Two days later the crown prince arrived from Potsdam on a visit to +his future bride, the daughter of the reigning duke, whom he married +the year after. + +The Court entertained in the most magnificent manner, and the +hereditary prince, now the reigning duke, honoured me with an +invitation. I had met his highness at an assembly in Soho Square, +the day after he had been made a London citizen. + +It was twenty-two years since I had been in love with Daturi's +mother. I was curious to see the ravages which time had worked on +her, but I had reason to repent of my visit, for she had grown +terribly ugly. She knew it herself, and a blush of shame appeared on +those features which had once been fair. + +The prince had an army of six thousand foot in good condition. This +army was to be reviewed on a plain at a little distance from the +town, and I went to see the spectacle, and was rewarded by having +rain dripping down my back the whole time. Among the numerous +spectators were many persons of fashion, ladies in handsome dresses, +and a good sprinkling of foreigners. I saw the Honourable Miss +Chudleigh, who honoured me by addressing me, and asked me, amongst +other questions, how long I had left London. She was dressed in +Indian muslin, and beneath it she only wore a chemise of fine +cambric, and by the time the rain had made her clothes cling to her +body she looked more than naked, but she did not evince any +confusion. Most of the ladies sheltered themselves from the rain +under elegant tents which had been erected. + +The troops, who took no notice of the weather, executed their +manoeuvres, and fired their muskets in a manner which seemed to +satisfy good judges. + +There was nothing further to attract me at Brunswick, and I thought +of spending the summer at Berlin, which I concluded would be more +amusing than a small provincial town. Wanting an overcoat I bought +the material from a Jew, who offered to discount bills of exchange +for me if I had any. I had the bill which Madame du Rumain had sent +me, and finding that it would be convenient for me to get it +discounted, I gave it to the Israelite, who cashed it, deducting +commission at the ordinary rate of two per cent. The letter was +payable to the order of the Chevalier de Seingalt, and with that name +I endorsed it. + +I thought no more of the matter, but early the next day the same Jew +called on me, and told me that I must either return him his money, or +give sureties for the amount till he had ascertained whether the bill +was a forgery or not. + +I was offended at this piece of impertinence, and feeling certain +that the bill was a good one I told the fellow that he might set his +mind at rest and let me alone, as I should not give him any sureties. + +"I must either have the money or the surety," said he, "and if you +refuse I will have you arrested; your character is well known." + +This was too much for me, and raising my cane I gave him a blow on +the head which he must have felt for many a long day. I then dressed +and dined with Nicolini, without thinking or speaking of this +disagreeable incident. + +The next day as I was taking a walk outside the town walls, I met the +prince on horseback, followed by a single groom. I bowed to him as +he passed, but he came up to me and said,-- + +"You are leaving Brunswick, chevalier?" + +"In two or three days, your highness." + +"I heard this morning that a Jew has brought a complaint against you +for beating him because he asked you to give him security for a bill +of exchange which he was afraid of." + +"My lord, I cannot answer for the effects of my indignation against a +rascal who dared to come and insult me in my own house, but I do know +that if I had given him security I should have impugned my own +honour. The impertinent scoundrel threatened to have me arrested, +but I know that a just Government rules here, and not arbitrary +power." + +"You are right; it would be unjust to have you arrested, but he is +afraid for his ducats." + +"He need not be afraid, my lord, for the bill is drawn by a person of +honour and of high station in society." + +"I am delighted to hear it. The Jew said he would never have +discounted the bill if you had not mentioned my name." + +"That's a lie! Your highness' name never passed, my lips." + +"He also says that you endorsed the bill with a false name." + +"Then he lies again, for I signed myself Seingalt, and that name is +mine." + +"In short, it is a case of a Jew who has been beaten, and is afraid +of being duped. I pity such an animal, and I must see what I can do +to prevent his keeping you here till he learns the fate of the bill +at Amsterdam. As I have not the slightest doubt as to the goodness +of the bill, I will take it up myself, and this very morning: thus +you will be able to leave when you like. Farewell, chevalier! +I wish you a pleasant journey." + +With this compliment the prince left me, without giving me time to +answer him. I might have felt inclined to tell him that by taking up +the bill he would give the Jew and everyone else to understand that +it was a favour done to me, to the great hurt of my honour, and that +consequently I should be obliged by his doing nothing of the kind. +But though the prince was a man of generosity and magnanimity, he was +deficient in that delicate quality which we call tact. This defect, +common amongst princes, arises from their education, which places +them above the politeness which is considered necessary in ordinary +mortals. + +He could not have treated me worse than he did, if he had been +certain of my dishonesty, and wished me to understand that I was +forgiven, and that he would bear all the consequences of my +misdemeanour. With this idea in my head, I said to myself; "Perhaps, +indeed, this is exactly what the prince does think. Is it the Jew or +me that he pities? If the latter, I think I must give him a lesson, +though I do not wish to cause him any humiliation." + +Feeling deeply humiliated myself, and pondering on my position, +I walked away, directing my attention especially to the duke's +concluding words. I thought his wish for a pleasant journey +supremely out of place, under the circumstances, in the mouth of one +who enjoyed almost absolute power. It was equivalent to an order to +leave the town, and I felt indignant at the thought. + +I therefore resolved to vindicate my honour by neither going away nor +remaining. + +"If I stay," I said to myself, "the Jew will be adjudged to be in the +right; and if I go the duke will think I have profited by his favour, +and so to speak, by his present of fifty louis if the bill were +protested. I will not let anyone enjoy a satisfaction which is no +one due." + +After these considerations, which I thought worthy of a wiser head +than mine, I packed up my trunk, ordered horses, and after a good +dinner and the payment of my bill I went to Wolfenbuttel with the +idea of spending week there. I was sure of finding amusement, for +Wolfenbuttel contains the third largest library in Europe, and I had +long been anxious to see it. + +The learned librarian, whose politeness was all the better for being +completely devoid of affection, told me that not only could I have +whatever books I wished to see, but that I could take them to my +lodging, not even excepting the manuscripts, which are the chief +feature in that fine library. + +I spent a week in the library, only leaving it to take my meals and +go to bed, and I count this week as one of the happiest I have ever +spent, for then I forgot myself completely; and in the delight of +study, the past, the present, and the future were entirely blotted +out. Of some such sort, I think, must be the joys of the redeemed; +and now I see that only a few trifling little circumstances and +incidents were wanting to make me a perfect sage. And here I must +note a circumstance which my readers may scarcely believe, but which, +for all that, is quite true-namely, that I have always preferred +virtue to vice, and that when I sinned I did so out of mere lightness +of heart, for which, no doubt, I shall be blamed by many persons. +But, no matter--a man has only to give an account of his actions to +two beings, to himself here and to God hereafter. + +At Wolfenbuttel I gathered a good many hints on the "Iliad" and +"Odyssey," which will not be found in any commentator, and of which +the great Pope knew nothing. Some of these considerations will be +found in my translation of the "Iliad," the rest are still in +manuscript, and will probably never see the light. However, I burn +nothing, not even these Memoirs, though I often think of doing so, +but the time never comes. + +At the end of the week I returned to the same inn at Brunswick which +I had occupied before, and let my godson Daturi know of my arrival. + +I was delighted to hear that no one suspected that I had spent the +fortnight within five leagues of Brunswick. Daturi told me that the +general belief was that I had returned the Jew his money and got the +bill of exchange back. Nevertheless I felt sure that the bill had +been honoured at Amsterdam, and that the duke knew that I had been +staying at Wolfenbuttel. + +Daturi told me that Nicolini was expecting to see me at dinner, and I +was not astonished to hear of it, for I had not taken leave of +anyone. I accordingly went, and the following incident, which served +to justify me in the eyes of all men, took place: + +We were at the roast when one of the prince's servants came in with +the Jew I had beaten. The poor man came up humbly to me, and spoke +as follows: + +"I am ordered to come here, sir, to apologize for suspecting the +authenticity of the bill of exchange you gave me. I have been +punished by being fined the amount of my commission." + +"I wish that had been your only punishment," said I. + +He made me a profound bow, and went out, saying that I was only too +good. + +When I 'got back to the inn, I found a letter from Redegonde in which +she reproached me tenderly for not having been once to see her all +the time I had been at Brunswick, and begging me to breakfast with +her in a little country house. + +"I shall not be in my mother's company," she added, "but in that of a +young lady of your acquaintance, whom, I am sure, you will be glad to +see once more." + +I liked Redegonde, and I had only neglected her at Brunswick because +my means did not allow my making her a handsome present. I resolved +to accept her invitation, my curiosity being rather stimulated by the +account of the young lady. + +I was exact at the time indicated, and I found Redegonde looking +charming in a pretty room on the ground floor, and with her was a +young artiste whom I had known as a child shortly before I had been +put under the Leads. I pretended to be delighted to see her, but I +was really quite taken up with Redegonde, and congratulated her upon +her pretty house. She said she had taken it for six months, but did +not sleep there. After coffee had been served we were on the point +of going out for a stroll, when who should come in but the prince. +He smiled pleasantly when he saw us, and apologized to Redegonde for +interrupting our little party. + +The appearance of the prince enlightened me as to the position of my +delightful fellow countrywoman, and I understood why she had been so +precise about the time at which I was to come. Redegonde had made +the conquest of the worthy prince, who was always disposed to +gallantry, but felt it his duty during the first year of his marriage +with the King of England's sister to preserve some kind of incognito +in his amours. + +We spent an hour in walking up and down and talking of London and +Berlin, but nothing was said of the Jew or the bill of exchange. He +was delighted with my warm eulogium of his library at Wolfenbuttel, +and laughed with all his heart when I said that unless it had been +for the intellectual nourishment I enjoyed, the bad fare at the inn +would certainly have reduced me to half my present size. + +After bidding a graceful farewell to the nymph, the prince left us, +and we heard him galloping away on his horse. + +When I was alone with Redegonde, far from begging for new favours, I +advised her to be faithful to the prince; but though appearances were +certainly not deceitful in this case, she would not admit anything. +This was in accordance with her part as young mistress, and I did not +reproach her for her want of confidence. + +I spent the rest of the day at the inn, and started the next morning +at day-break. + +When I got to Magdeburg, I took a letter of introduction from General +Bekw---- to an officer. He shewed me the fortress, and kept me for +three days making me taste all the pleasures of the table, women, and +gaming. However, I was very moderate, and managed to increase my +savings in a small degree, contenting myself with modest wagers. + +>From Magdeburg I went straight to Berlin, without caring to stop at +Potsdam, as the king was not there. The fearful Prussian roads with +their sandy soil made me take three days to do eighteen Prussian +miles. Prussia is a country of which much could be made with labour +and capital, but I do not think it will ever become a really fine +country. + +I put up at the "Hotel de Paris," which was both comfortable and +economical. Madame Rufin who kept it had entered into the spirit of +her business without losing her French politeness, and thus the inn +had got a reputation. As soon as I was in my room she came to ask me +if I were satisfied, and to make divers arrangements for my comfort. +There was a table d'hote, and those who ate in their private rooms +paid double. + +"This arrangement," I said, "may suit you, but for the present it +will not suit me. I want to dine in my own room, but I don't want to +pay double; I will therefore pay as if I were in the public room, but +if you like you need only send me up half the number of dishes." + +"I agree, on the condition that you sup with me; we will not put it +in the accounts, and you will only meet friends at my little +suppers." + +I thought her proposal so curious a one that I had a great +inclination to laugh, but finding it at the same time very +advantageous I accepted frankly, and as if we had long been friends. + +On the first day I was tired, and did not sup with her till the day +following. Madame Rufin had a husband who attended to the cooking, +and a son, but neither of them came to these suppers. The first time +I went to one of them I met an elderly but agreeable and sensible +gentleman. He lodged in a room adjoining mine, and called himself +Baron Treidel; his sister had married the Duke of Courland, Jean +Ernest Biron, or Birlen. The baron, who was extremely pleasant, +became my friend, and remained so for the couple of months I spent in +Berlin. I also met a Hamburg merchant, named Greve, and his wife, +whom he had just married and had brought to Berlin that she might see +the marvels of the Warrior-King's Court. She was as pleasant as her +husband, and I paid her an assiduous court. A lively and high- +spirited individual called Noel, who was the sole and beloved cook of +his Prussian Majesty, was the fourth person. He only came rarely to +the suppers on account of his duties in the king's kitchen. As I +have said, his majesty had only this one cook, and Noel had only one +scullion to help him. + +M. Noel, the ambassador of the French Republic at the Hague, is, as I +am assured, the son of this cook, who was an excellent man. And here +I must say, in despite of my hatred for the French Revolutionary +Government, that I am not at all ill pleased that a man of talents +should be enabled to fill exalted offices, which under the old system +of privilege were often occupied by fools. + +If it had not been for the culinary skill of Noel the cook, the +famous Atheist physician Lametrie would not have died of indigestion, +for the pie he succeeded in eating in his extremity was made by Noel. + +Lametrie often supped with Madame Rufin and I thought it disobliging +of him to die so soon, for I should have liked to know him, as he was +a learned man and full of mirth. He expired laughing, though it is +said that death from indigestion is the most painful of all. +Voltaire told me that he thought Lametrie the most obstinate Atheist +in the world, and I could easily believe it after reading his works. +The King of Prussia himself pronounced his funeral oration, using the +words, "It is not wonderful that he only believed in the existence of +matter, for all the spirit in the world was enclosed in his own body. +No one but a king would venture on such a sally in a funeral oration. +However, Frederick the Great was a Deist and not an Atheist; but that +is of little consequence, since he never allowed the belief in a God +to influence his actions in the slightest degree. Some say that an +Atheist who ponders over the possible existence of a God is better +than a Deist who never thinks of the Deity, but I will not venture to +decide this point. + +The first visit I paid in Berlin was to Calsabigi, the younger +brother of the Calsabigi with whom I had founded the lottery in Paris +in 1757. He had left Paris and his wife too, and had set up a +lottery in Brussels; but his extravagance was so great that he became +a bankrupt in spite of the efforts of Count Cobenzl to keep him +going. He fled from Brussels to Berlin, and was introduced to the +King of Prussia. He was a plausible speaker, and persuaded the +monarch to establish a lottery, to make him the manager, and to give +him the title of Counsellor of State. He promised that the lottery +should bring in an annual revenue of at least two hundred thousand +crowns, and only asked a percentage of ten per cent. for himself. + +The lottery had been going for two years, and had had a great +success, as hitherto it had had no large losses; but the king, who +knew that the luck might turn, was always in a fidget about it. With +this idea he told Calsabigi that he must carry it on on his own +responsibility and pay him a hundred thousand crowns per annum, that +being the cost of his Italian Theatre. + +I happened to call on Calsabigi on the very day on which the king +intimated to him this decision. After talking over our old +relationship and the vicissitudes we had both experienced, he told me +what had happened; it seemed an unexpected blow to him. The next +drawing, he said, would be at the king's risk; but the public would +have to be informed that in future the lottery would be a private +one. He wanted capital to the amount of two million crowns, for he +foresaw that otherwise the lottery would collapse, as people would +not risk their money without the certainty of being paid in the event +of their winning. He said he would guarantee me an income of ten +thousand crowns per annum if I succeeded in making the king change +his mind, and by way of encouragement he recalled to my mind the +effect of my persuasive powers at Paris seven years before. + +"'Tis a good omen," said he, "and without any superstition I believe +that the good genius of the lottery has brought me to Berlin just +now." + +I laughed at his illusions, but I pitied him. I shewed him the +impossibility of convincing an individual whose only argument was, +"I am afraid, and I don't wish to be afraid any longer." He begged +me to stay to dinner and introduced me to his wife. This was a +double surprise for me, in the first place because I thought General +La Motte, as his first wife was called, to be still living, and in +the second place because I recognized in this second wife of his, +Mdlle. Belanger. I addressed the usual compliments to her and +enquired after her mother. She replied with a profound sigh, and +told me not to ask any questions about her family as she had only bad +news to tell me. + +I had known Madame Belanger at Paris; she was a widow with one +daughter, and seemed to be well off. Now I saw this daughter, pretty +enough and well married, and yet in this doleful humour, and I felt +embarrassed and yet curious. + +After Calsabigi had placed me in a position to entertain a high +opinion of the skill of his cook, he shewed me his horses and +carriages, begging me to take a drive with his wife and come back to +supper, which, as he said, was his best meal. + +When we were in the carriage together, the necessity of talking about +something led me to ask the lady by what happy chain of circumstances +she found herself the wife of Calsabigi. + +"His real wife is still alive, so I have not the misfortune of +occupying that position, but everyone in Berlin thinks I am his +lawful wife. Three years ago I was deprived of my mother and the +means of livelihood at one stroke, for my mother had an annuity. +None of my relations were rich enough to help me, and wishing to live +virtuously above all things I subsisted for two years on the sale of +my mother's furniture, boarding with a worthy woman who made her +living by embroidery. I learnt her art, and only went out to mass on +Sundays. I was a prey to melancholy, and when I had spent all I had +I went to M. Brea, a Genoese, on whom I thought I could rely. I +begged him to get me a place as a mere waiting-maid, thinking that I +was tolerably competent for such a position. He promised to do what +he could for me, and five or six days afterwards he made me the +following proposal: + +"He read me a letter from Calsabigi, of whom I had never heard, in +which he charged him to send a virtuous young lady to Berlin. She +must be of good birth, good education, and pleasant appearance, as +when his aged and infirm wife died he intended to marry her. + +"As such a person would most probably be badly off, Calsabigi begged +M. Brea to give her fifty Louis to buy clothes and linen and fifty +Louis to journey to Berlin with a maid. M. Brea was also authorized +to promise that the young lady should hold the position of +Calsabigi's wife, and be presented in that character to all his +friends; that she should have a waiting-maid, a carriage, an +allowance of clothes, and a certain monthly amount as pin-money to be +spent as she chose. He promised, if the arrangement was not found +suitable, to set her free at the end of a year, giving her a hundred +Louis, and leaving her in possession of whatever money she might have +saved, and such clothes and jewels as he might have given her; in +fine, if the lady agreed to live with him till he was able to marry +her, Calsabigi promised to execute a deed of gift in her favour to +the amount of ten thousand crowns which the public would believe to +be her dowry, and if he died before being able to marry her she would +have a right to claim the aforesaid sum from his estate. + +"With such fine promises did Brea persuade me to leave my native +country to come and dishonour myself here, for though everybody +treats me as if I were his wife, it is probably known that I am only +his mistress. I have been here for six months, and I have never had +an instant's happiness." + +"Has he not kept the conditions you have mentioned?" "Conditions! +Calsabigi's state of health will kill him long before his wife, and +in that case I shall have nothing, for he is loaded with debt, and +his creditors would have the first claim on the estate. Besides, I +do not like him; and the reason is that he loves me too much. You +can understand that; his devotion worries me." + +"At all events, you can return to Paris in six months' time, or, in +fact, do anything you like when the term stipulated has expired. You +will get your hundred louis, and can lay in a pretty stock of linen." + +"If I go to Paris I shall be dishonoured, and if I remain here I +shall be dishonoured. In fact, I am very unhappy, and Brea is the +cause of my woe. Nevertheless, I can't blame him, as he could not +have been aware that his friend's property only consisted of debts. +And now the king has withdrawn his countenance, the lottery will +fail, and Calsabigi will inevitably become a bankrupt." + +She had studiously refrained from exaggeration, and I could not help +confessing that she was to be pitied. I advised her to try and sell +the deed of gift for ten thousand crowns, as it was not likely he +would raise any objection. + +"I have thought it over," said she, "but to do that I have need of a +friend; of course, I do not expect to dispose of it save at a great +loss." + +I promised to see what I could do for her. + +There were four of us at supper. The fourth person was a young man +who had helped in the Paris and Brussels Lotteries, and had followed +Calsabigi to Berlin. He was evidently in love with Mdlle. Belanger, +but I did not think his love was crowned with success. + +At dessert Calsabigi begged me to give him my opinion of a scheme he +had drafted, the aim of which was to bring in a sum of two million +crowns, so that the credit of the lottery might remain secure. + +The lady left us to talk business at our ease. She was between +twenty-four and twenty-five, and without having much wit she +possessed a great knowledge of the usages of society, which is better +than wit in a woman; in fine, she had all that a man could well +desire. The sentiments I felt for her were confined to those of +friendship and esteem after the confidence she had placed in me. + +Calsabigi's project was brief, but clear and well imagined. He +invited capitalists not to speculate in the lottery, but to guarantee +it for a certain sum. In the case of the lottery's losing, each +guarantor would have to share in paying according to the sum named, +and in like manner they would share in the profits. + +I promised to give him my opinion in writing by the next day, and I +substituted the following plan for his: + +1. A capital of a million, would, I judged, be ample. + +2. This million should be divided into a hundred shares of ten +thousand crowns each. + +3. Each share must be taken up before a notary, who would answer for +the shareholder's solvency. + +4. All dividends to be paid the third day after the drawing. + +5. In case of loss the shareholder to renew his share. + +6. A cashier, chosen by a majority of four-fifths of the +shareholders, to have the control of all moneys. + +7. Winning tickets to be paid the day after the drawing. + +8. On the eve of a drawing the shareholders' cashier to have an +account of receipts from the lottery cashier, and the former to lock +the safe with three keys, one of which to remain in his hands, one in +the hands of the lottery cashier, and one in the hands of the manager +of the lottery. + +9. Only the simple drawing, the ambe and the terne to be retained; +the quarterne and the quine to be abolished. + +10. On the three combinations a shilling to be the minimum, and a +crown the maximum stake; the offices to be closed twenty-four hours +before the drawing. + +11. Ten per cent. to go to Calsabigi, the manager; all expenses of +farming to be paid by him. + +12. Calsabigi to be entitled to the possession of two shares, +without a guarantee being required. + + +I saw by Calsabigi's face that the plan did not please him, but I +told him that he would not get shareholders save on these terms, or +on terms even less favourable to himself. + +He had degraded the lottery to the level of biribi; his luxury and +extravagance caused him to be distrusted; it was known that he was +head over ears in debt, and the king could not banish the fear that +he would be cheated in spite of the keenness of his comptroller- +general. + +The last drawing under the king's sanction made everyone in good +spirits, for the lottery lost twenty thousand crowns. The king sent +the money immediately by a privy councillor, but it was said, when he +heard the result of the drawing, that he burst out laughing, +observing,-- + +"I knew it would be so, and I am only too happy to have got quit of +it so cheaply." + +I thought it my duty to go and sup with the director to console him, +and I found him in a state of great depression. He could not help +thinking that his unhappy drawing would make the task of getting +shareholders more difficult than ever. Hitherto the lottery had +always been a gainer, but its late loss could not have come at a +worse time. + +Nevertheless, he did not lose heart, and the next morning the public +were informed by printed bills that the office would remain closed +till a sufficient number of guarantors were found. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +Lord Keith--My Appointment to Meet the King in the Garden of Sans- +Souci My Conversation with Frederick the Great--Madame Denis The +Pomeranian Cadets--Lambert--I Go to Mitau My Welcome at the Court, +and My Administrative Journey + + +The fifth day after my arrival at Berlin I presented myself to the +lord-marshal, who since the death of his brother had been styled Lord +Keith. I had seen him in London after his return from Scotland, +where he had been reinstated in the family estates, which had been +confiscated for Jacobinism. Frederick the Great was supposed to have +brought this about. Lord Keith lived at Berlin, resting on his +laurels, and enjoying the blessings of peace. + +With his old simplicity of manner he told me he was glad to see me +again, and asked if I proposed making any stay at Berlin. I replied +that I would willingly do so if the king would give me a suitable +office. I asked him if he would speak a word in my favour; but he +replied that the king liked to judge men's characters for himself, +and would often discover merit where no one had suspected its +presence, and vice versa. + +He advised me to intimate to the king in writing that I desired to +have the honour of an interview. "When you speak to him," the good +old man added, "you may say that you know me, and the king will +doubtless address me on the subject, and you may be sure what I say +shall not be to your disadvantage." + +"But, my lord, how can I write to a monarch of whom I know nothing, +and who knows nothing of me? I should not have thought of such a +step." + +"I daresay, but don't you wish to speak to him?" + +"Certainly." + +"That is enough. Your letter will make him aware of your desire and +nothing more." + +"But will he reply?" + +"Undoubtedly; he replies to everybody. He will tell you when and +where he will see you. His Majesty is now at Sans-Souci. I am +curious to know the nature of your interview with the monarch who, as +you can see, is not afraid of being imposed on." + +When I got home I wrote a plain but respectful letter to the king, +asking where and at what time I could introduce myself to him. + +In two days I received a letter signed "Frederick," in which the +receipt of my letter was acknowledged, and I was told that I should +find his majesty in the garden of Sans-Souci at four o'clock. + +As may be imagined I was punctual to my appointment. I was at Sans- +Souci at three, clad in a simple black dress. When I got into the +court-yard there was not so much as a sentinel to stop me, so I went +on mounted a stair, and opened a door in front of me. I found myself +in a picture-gallery, and the curator came up to me and offered to +shew me over it. + +"I have not come to admire these masterpieces," I replied, "but to +see the king, who informed me in writing that I should find him in +the garden." + +"He is now at a concert playing the flute; he does so every day after +dinner. Did he name any time?" + +"Yes, four o'clock, but he will have forgotten that." + +"The king never forgets anything; he will keep the appointment, and +you will do well to go into the garden and await him." + +I had been in the garden for some minutes when I saw him appear, +followed by his reader and a pretty spaniel. As soon as he saw me he +accosted me, taking off his old hat, and pronouncing my name. Then +he asked in a terrible voice what I wanted of him. This greeting +surprised me, and my voice stuck in my throat. + +"Well, speak out. Are you not the person who wrote to me?" + +"Yes, sire, but I have forgotten everything now. I thought that I +should not be awed by the majesty of a king, but I was mistaken. My +lord-marshal should have warned me." + +"Then he knows you? Let us walk. What is it that you want? What do +you think of my garden?" + +His enquiries after my needs and of his garden were simultaneous. To +any other person I should have answered that I did not know anything +about gardening, but this would have been equivalent to refusing to +answer the question; and no monarch, even if he be a philosopher, +could endure that. I therefore replied that I thought the garden +superb. + +"But," he said, "the gardens of Versailles are much finer." + +"Yes, sire, but that is chiefly on account of the fountains." + +"True, but it is not my fault; there is no water here. I have spent +more than three hundred thousand crowns to get water, but +unsuccessfully." + +"Three hundred thousand crowns, sire! If your majesty had spent them +all at once, the fountains should be here." + +"Oh, oh! I see you are acquainted with hydraulics." + +I could not say that he was mistaken, for fear of offending him, so I +simply bent my head, which might mean either yes or no. Thank God +the king did not trouble to test my knowledge of the science of +hydraulics, with which I was totally unacquainted. + +He kept on the move all the time, and as he turned his head from one +side to the other hurriedly asked me what forces Venice could put +into the field in war time. + +"Twenty men-of-war, sire, and a number of galleys." + +"What are the land forces?" + +"Seventy thousand men, sire; all of whom are subjects of the +Republic, and assessing each village at one man." + +"That is not true; no doubt you wish to amuse me by telling me these +fables. Give me your opinions on taxation." + +This was the first conversation I had ever had with a monarch. I +made a rapid review of the situation, and found myself much in the +same position as an actor of the improvised comedy of the Italians, +who is greeted by the hisses of the gods if he stops short a moment. +I therefore replied with all the airs of a doctor of finance that I +could say something about the theory of taxation. + +"That's what I want," he replied, "for the practice is no business of +yours." + +"There are three kinds of taxes, considered as to their effects. The +first is ruinous, the second a necessary evil, and the third +invariably beneficial" + +"Good! Go on." + +"The ruinous impost is the royal tax, the necessary is the military, +and the beneficial is the popular." + +As I had not given the subject any thought I was in a disagreeable +position, for I was obliged to go on speaking, and yet not to talk +nonsense. + +"The royal tax, sire, is that which deplenishes the purses of the +subject to fill the coffers of the king." + +"And that kind of tax is always ruinous, you think." + +"Always, sire; it prevents the circulation of money--the soul of +commerce and the mainstay of the state." + +"But if the tax be levied to keep up the strength of the army, you +say it is a necessary evil." + +"Yes, it is necessary and yet evil, for war is an evil." + +"Quite so; and now about the popular tax." + +"This is always a benefit, for the monarch takes with one hand and +gives with the other; he improves towns and roads, founds schools, +protects the sciences, cherishes the arts; in fine, he directs this +tax towards improving the condition and increasing the happiness of +his people." + +"There is a good deal of truth in that. I suppose you know +Calsabigi?" + +"I ought to, your majesty, as he and I established the Genoa Lottery +at Paris seven years ago." + +"In what class would you put this taxation, for you will agree that +it is taxation of a kind?" + +"Certainly, sire, and not the least important. It is beneficial when +the monarch spends his profits for the good of the people." + +"But the monarch may lose?" + +"Once in fifty." + +"Is that conclusion the result of a mathematical calculation?" + +"Yes, sire." + +"Such calculations often prove deceptive." + +"Not so, may it please your majesty, when God remains neutral." + +"What has God got to do with it?" + +"Well, sire, we will call it destiny or chance." + +"Good! I may possibly be of your opinion as to the calculation, but +I don't like your Genoese Lottery. It seems to me an elaborate +swindle, and I would have nothing more to do with it, even if it were +positively certain that I should never lose." + +"Your majesty is right, for the confidence which makes the people +risk their money in a lottery is perfectly fallacious." + +This was the end of our strange dialogue, and stopping before a +building he looked me over, and then, after a short silence, +observed,-- + +"Do you know that you are a fine man?" + +"Is it possible that, after the scientific conversation we have had, +your majesty should select the least of the qualities which adorn +your life guardsmen for remark?" + +The king smiled kindly, and said,-- + +"As you know Marshal Keith, I will speak to him of you." + +With that he took off his hat, and bade me farewell. I retired with +a profound bow. + +Three or four days after the marshal gave me the agreeable news that +I had found favour in the king's eyes, and that his majesty thought +of employing me. + +I was curious to learn the nature of this employment, and being in no +kind of hurry I resolved to await events in Berlin. The time passed +pleasantly enough, for I was either with Calsabigi, Baron Treidel, or +my landlady, and when these resources failed me, I used to walk in +the park, musing over the events of my life. + +Calsabigi had no difficulty in obtaining permission to continue the +lottery on his own account, and he boldly announced that henceforward +he would conduct the lottery on his own risk. His audacity was +crowned with success, and he obtained a profit of a hundred thousand +crowns. With this he paid most of his debts, and gave his mistress +ten thousand crowns, she returning the document entitling her to that +amount. After this lucky drawing it was easy to find guarantors, and +the lottery went on successfully for two or three years. + +Nevertheless Calsabigi ended by becoming bankrupt and died poor +enough in Italy. He might be compared to the Danaides; the more he +got the more he spent. His mistress eventually made a respectable +marriage and returned to Paris, where she lived in comfort. + +At the period of which I am speaking, the Duchess of Brunswick, the +king's sister, came to pay him a visit. She was accompanied by her +daughter who married the Crown Prince of Prussia in the following +year. I saw the king in a suit of lustring trimmed with gold lace, +and black silk stockings on his legs. He looked truly comic, and +more like a theatrical heavy father than a great king. He came into +the hall with his sister on his arm and attracted universal +attention, for only very old men could remember seeing him without +his uniform and top-boots. + +I was not aware that the famous Madame Denis was at Berlin, and it +was therefore an agreeable surprise to me to see her in the ballet +one evening, dancing a pas seul in an exquisite manner. We were old +friends, and I resolved to pay her a visit the next day. + +I must tell the reader (supposing I ever have one), that when I was +about twelve years old I went to the theatre with my mother and saw, +not without much heart-beating, a girl of eight who danced a minuet +in so ravishing a manner that the whole house applauded loudly. This +young dancer, who was the pantaloon's daughter, charmed me to such a +degree that I could not resist going to her dressing-room to +compliment her on her performance. I wore the cassock in those days, +and she was astonished when she heard her father order her to get up +and kiss me. She kissed me, nevertheless, with much grace, and +though I received the compliment with a good deal of awkwardness I +was so delighted, that I could not help buying her a little ring from +a toy merchant in the theatre. She kissed me again with great +gratitude and enthusiasm. + +The pleasantest part about this was that the sequin I had given for +the ring belonged to Dr. Gozzi, and so when I went back to him I was +in a pitiable state, for I had not only spent money which did not +belong to me, but I had spent it for so small a favour as a kiss. + +I knew that the next day I should have to give an account of the +money he had entrusted to me, and not having the least idea as to +what I should say, I had a bad night of it. The next morning +everything came out, and my mother made up the sequin to the doctor. +I laugh now when I think of this childish piece of gallantry, which +was an omen of the extent to which my heart was to be swayed by the +fair sex. + +The toy-woman who had sold me the ring came the next day at dinner- +time to our house, and after producing several rings and trinkets +which were judged too dear, she began to praise my generosity, and +said that I had not thought the ring I had given to pretty Jeannette +too dear. This did my business; and I had to confess the whole, +laying my fault to the account of love, and promising not to do such +a thing again. But when I uttered the word love, everybody roared +with laughter, and began to make cruel game of me. I wished myself a +mile away, and registered an interior resolve never to confess my +faults again. The reader knows how well I kept my promise. + +The pantaloon's little daughter was my mother's goddaughter, and my +thoughts were full of her. My mother, who loved me and saw my pain, +asked me if I would like the little girl to be asked to supper. My +grandmother, however, opposed the idea, and I was obliged to her. + +The day after this burlesque scene I returned to Padua, where Bettina +soon made me forget the little ballet-girl. I saw her again at +Charlottenbourg, and that was now seventeen years ago. + +I longed to have a talk with her, and to see whether she would +remember me, though I did not expect her to do so. I asked if her +husband Denis was with her, and they told me that the king had +banished him because he ill-treated her. + +I called on her the day after the performance, and was politely +received, but she said she did not think she had had the pleasure of +seeing me before. + +By degrees I told her of the events of her childhood, and how she +enchanted all Venice by the grace with which she danced the minuet. +She interrupted me by saying that at that time she was only six years +old. + +"You could not be more," I replied, "for I was only ten; and +nevertheless, I fell in love with you, and never have I forgotten the +kiss you gave me by your father's order in return for some trifling +present I made you." + +"Be quiet; you gave me a beautiful ring, and I kissed you of my own +free will. You wore the cassock then. I have never forgotten you. +But can it really be you?" + +"It is indeed." + +"I am. delighted to see you again. But I could never have +recognized you, and I suppose you would not have recognized me." + +"No, I should not have known you, unless I had heard your name +mentioned." + +"One alters in twenty years, you know." + +"Yes, one cannot expect to have the same face as at six." + +"You can bear witness that I am not more than twenty-six, though some +evil speakers give me ten years more." + +"You should not take any notice of such calumnies, my dear. You are +in the flower of your age, and made for the service of love. For my +part, I congratulate myself on being able to tell you that you are +the first woman that inspired me with a real passion." + +We could not help becoming affectionate if we continued to keep up +the conversation in this style, but experience had taught us that it +was well to remain as we were for the present. + +Madame Denis was still fresh and youthful looking, though she +persisted in abbreviating her age by ten years. Of course she could +not deceive me, and she must have known it, nevertheless, she liked +me to bear outward testimony to her youthfulness. She would have +detested me if I had attempted to prove to her what she knew +perfectly well, but did not care to confess. No doubt she cared +little for my thoughts on the subject, and she may have imagined that +I owed her gratitude for diminishing her age, as it enabled me to +diminish my own to make our tales agree. However, I did not trouble +myself much about it, for it is almost a duty in an actress to +disguise her age, as in spite of talent the public will not forgive a +woman for having been born too soon. + +I thought her behaviour augured well, and I hoped she would not make +me languish long. She shewed me her house, which was all elegance +and good taste. I asked her if she had a lover, and she replied with +a smile that all Berlin thought so, but that it was nevertheless +deceived on the principal point, as the individual in question was +more of a father than a lover. + +"But you deserve to have a real lover; I cannot conceive how you can +do without one." + +"I assure you I don't trouble myself about it. I am subject to +convulsions, which are the plague of my life. I want to try the +Teplitz waters, which are said to be excellent for all nervous +affections; but the king has refused his permission, which I, +nevertheless, hope to obtain next year." + +I felt ardently disposed, and I thought she was pleased with the +restraint I put upon myself. + +"Will you be annoyed," said I, "if I call upon you frequently?" + +"If you don't mind I will call myself your niece, or your cousin, and +then we can see each other." + +"Do you know that that may possibly be true? I would not swear that +you were not my sister." + +This sally made us talk of the friendship that had subsisted between +her father and my mother, and we allowed ourselves those caresses +which are permitted to near relations; but feeling that things were +going too far we ceased. As she bade me farewell, she asked me to +dine with her the next day, and I accepted. + +As I went back to my inn I reflected on the strange combinations +which made my life one continuous chain of events, and I felt it my +duty to give thanks to eternal Providence, for I felt that I had been +born under a happy star. + +The next day, when I went to dine with Madame Denis, I found a +numerous company assembled. The first person who greeted me with the +warmth of an old friend was a young dancer named Aubri, whom I had +known at Paris and at Venice. He was famous for having been the +lover of one of the most exalted Venetian ladies, and at the same +time her husband's pathic. It was said that this scandalous intimacy +was of such a nature that Aubri used to sleep between the husband and +wife. At the beginning of Lent the State Inquisitors sent him to +Trieste. He introduced me to his wife, who danced like himself and +was called La Panting. He had married her at St. Petersburg, from +which city he had just come, and they were going to spend the winter +in Paris. The next person who advanced to greet me was a fat man, +who held out his hand and said we had been friends twenty-five years +ago, but that we were so young then that it would be no wonder if we +did not know each other. "We knew each other at Padua, at Dr. +Gozzi's," he added; "my name is Joseph da Loglio." + +"I remember you," I replied, "in those days you were violoncello at +the Russian chapel." + +"Exactly; and now I am returning to my native land to leave it no +more. I have the honour to introduce you to my wife, who was born at +St. Petersburg, but is a daughter of Modonis the violinist, whose +reputation is European. In a week I shall be at Dresden, where I +hope to have the honour of seeing Madame Casanova, your mother." + +I was delighted to find myself in such congenial society, but I could +see that Madame Denis did not relish these recollections extending +over a quarter of a century, and I turned the conversation to the +events at St. Petersburg which had resulted in Catherine the Great +ascending the throne. Da Loglio told us that he had taken a small +part in this conspiracy, and had thought it prudent to get out of the +way. "Fortunately," he added, "this was a contingency I had long +provided against, and I am in a position to spend the rest of my days +in comfort in Italy." + +Madame Denis then observed: + +"A week ago a Piedmontese, named Audar, was introduced to me. He had +been a chief mover in the conspiracy, and the empress gave him a +present of a hundred thousand roubles and an order to leave Russia +immediately." + +I heard afterwards that this Audar bought an estate in Piedmont on +which he built a fine mansion. In two or three years it was struck +by a thunder-bolt, and the unfortunate man was killed in the ruins of +his own house. If this was a blow from an Almighty hand, it could +not, at all events, have been directed by the genius of Russia, for +if the unfortunate Peter III. had lived, he would have retarded +Russian civilization by a hundred years. + +The Empress Catherine rewarded all the foreigners who had assisted +her in her plots most magnificently, and shewed herself grateful to +the Russians who had helped her to mount the throne; while, like a +crafty politician, she sent such nobles as she suspected to be averse +to revolution out of the country. + +It was Da Loglio and his pretty wife who determined me to betake +myself to Russia in case the King of Prussia did not give me any +employment. I was assured that I should make my fortune there, and +Da Loglio promised to give me good instructions. + +As soon as this worthy man left Berlin my intimacy with Madame Denis +commenced. One night when I was supping with her she was seized with +convulsions which lasted all the night. I did not leave her for a +moment, and in the morning, feeling quite recovered, her gratitude +finished what my love had begun twenty-six years before, and our +amorous commerce lasted while I stayed at Berlin. We shall hear of +her again at Florence six years later. + +Some days after Madame Denis took me to Potsdam to shew me all the +sights of the town. Our intimacy offended no one, for she was +generally believed to be my niece, and the general who kept her +either believed the report, or like a man of sense pretended to +believe it. + +Amongst other notable things I saw at Potsdam was the sight of the +king commanding the first battalion of his grenadiers, all picked +men, the flower of the Prussian army. + +The room which we occupied at the inn faced a walk by which the king +passed when he came from the castle. The shutters were all closed, +and our landlady told us that on one occasion when a pretty dancer +called La Reggiana was sleeping in the same room, the king had seen +her in 'puris naturalibus'. This was too much for his modesty, and +he had ordered the shutters to be closed, and closed they had +remained, though this event was four years old. The king had some +cause to fear, for he had been severely treated by La Barbarina. In +the king's bedroom we saw her portrait, that of La Cochois, sister to +the actress who became Marchioness d'Argens, and that of Marie +Theresa, with whom Frederick had been in love, or rather he had been +in love with the idea of becoming emperor. + +After we had admired the beauty and elegance of the castle, we could +not help admiring the way in which the master of the castle was +lodged. He had a mean room, and slept on a little bed with a screen +around it. There was no dressing-gown and no slippers. The valet +shewed us an old cap which the king put on when he had a cold; it +looked as if it must be very uncomfortable. His majesty's bureau was +a table covered with pens, paper, half-burnt manuscripts, and an ink- +pot; beside it was a sofa. The valet told us that these manuscripts +contained the history of the last Prussian war, and the king had been +so annoyed by their accidentally getting burnt that he had resolved +to have no more to do with the work. He probably changed his mind, +for the book, which is little esteemed, was published shortly after +his death. + +Five or six weeks after my curious conversation with the monarch, +Marshal Keith told me that his majesty had been pleased to create me +a tutor to the new corps of Pomeranian cadets which he was just +establishing. There were to be fifteen cadets and five tutors, so +that each should have the care of three pupils. The salary was six +hundred crowns and board found. The duty of the tutors was to follow +or accompany the cadets wherever they went, Court included. I had to +be quick in making up my mind, for the four others were already +installed, and his majesty did not like to be kept waiting. I asked +Lord Keith where the college was, and I promised to give him a reply +by the next day. + +I had to summon all my powers of self-restraint to my assistance when +I heard this extravagant proposal as coming from a man who was so +discreet in most things, but my astonishment was increased when I saw +the abode of these fifteen young noblemen of rich Pomerania. It +consisted of three or four great rooms almost devoid of furniture, +several whitewashed bedrooms, containing a wretched bed, a deal +table, and two deal chairs. The young cadets, boys of twelve or +thirteen, all looked dirty and untidy, and were boxed up in a +wretched uniform which matched admirably their rude and rustic faces. +They were in company with their four governors, whom I took for their +servants, and who looked at me in a stupefied manner, not daring to +think that I was to be their future colleague. + +Just as I was going to bid an eternal farewell to this abode of +misery, one of the governors put his head out of the window and +exclaimed,-- + +"The king is riding up." + +I could not avoid meeting him, and besides, I was glad enough to see +him again, especially in such a place. + +His majesty came up with his friend Icilius, examined everything, and +saw me, but did not honour me with a word. I was elegantly dressed, +and wore my cross set with brilliants. But I had to bite my lips so +as not to burst out laughing when Frederick the Great got in a +towering rage at a chamber utensil which stood beside one of the +beds, and which did not appear to be in a very cleanly condition. + +"Whose bed is this?" cried the monarch. + +"Mine, sire," answered a trembling cadet. + +"Good! but it is not you I am angry with; where is your governor?" + +The fortunate governor presented himself, and the monarch, after +honouring him with the title of blockhead, proceeded to scold him +roundly. However, he ended by saying that there was a servant, and +that the governor ought to see that he did his work properly. +This disgusting scene was enough for me, and I hastened to call on +Marshal Keith to announce my determination. The old soldier laughed +at the description I gave him of the academy, and said I was quite +right to despise such an office; but that I ought, nevertheless, to +go and thank the king before I left Berlin. I said I did not feel +inclined for another interview with such a man, and he agreed to +present my thanks and excuses in my stead. + +I made up my mind to go to Russia, and began my preparations in good +earnest. Baron Treidel supported my resolve by offering to give me a +letter of introduction to his sister, the Duchess of Courland. I +wrote to M. de Bragadin to 'give me a letter for a banker at St. +Petersburg, and to remit me through him every month a sum which would +keep me in comfort. + +I could not travel without a servant, and chance kindly provided me +with one. I was sitting with Madame Rufin, when a young Lorrainer +came in; like Bias, he bore all his fortune with him, but, in his +case, it was carried under his arm. He introduced himself thus: + +"Madam, my name is Lambert, I come from Lorraine, and I wish to lodge +here." + +"Very good, sir, but you must pay for your board and lodging every +day." + +"That, madam, is out of the question, for I have not got a farthing, +but I shall have some money when I discover who I am." + +"I am afraid I cannot put you up on those conditions, sir." + +He was going away with a mortified air, when my heart was touched, +and I called him back. + +"Stay," said I, "I will pay for you to-day." + +Happiness beamed over his face. + +"What have you got in that little bundle?" said I. + +"Two shirts, a score of mathematical books, and some other trifles." + +I took him to my room, and finding him tolerably well educated, I +asked him how he came to be in such a state of destitution. + +"I come from Strasburg," he replied, "and a cadet of a regiment +stationed there having given me a blow in a coffee-house I paid him a +visit the next day in his own room and stabbed him there. + +"After this I went home, made up my bundle, and left the town. I +walked all the way and lived soberly, so that my money lasted till +this morning. To-morrow I shall write to my mother, who lives at +Luneville, and I am sure she will send me some money." + +"And what do you think of doing?" + +"I want to become a military engineer, but if needs must I am ready +to enlist as a private soldier." + +"I can give you board and lodging till you hear from your mother." + +"Heaven has sent you in my way," said he, kissing my hand gratefully. + +I did not suspect him of deceiving me, though he stumbled somewhat in +his narrative. However my curiosity led me to write to M. +Schauenbourg, who was then at Strasburg, to enquire if the tale were +true. + +The next day I happened to meet an officer of engineers, who told me +that young men of education were so plentiful that they did not +receive them into the service unless they were willing to serve as +common soldiers. I was sorry for the young man to be reduced so low +as that. I began to spend some time with him every day in +mathematical calculations, and I conceived the idea of taking him +with me to St. Petersburg, and broached the subject to him. + +"It would be a piece of good fortune for me," he replied, "and to +shew my gratitude I will gladly wait on you as a servant during the +journey." + +He spoke French badly, but as he was a Lorrainer I was not astonished +at that. Nevertheless I was surprised to find that he did not know a +word of Latin, and that his spelling was of the wildest description. +He saw me laughing, but did not seem in the least ashamed. Indeed he +said that he had only gone to school to learn mathematics, and that +he was very glad that he had escaped the infliction of learning +grammar. Indeed, on every subject besides mathematics, he was +profoundly ignorant. He had no manners whatever; in fact, he was a +mere peasant. + +Ten or twelve days later I received a letter from M. de Schauenbourg, +saying that the name of Lambert was unknown in Strasburg, and that no +cadet had been killed or wounded. + +When I shewed Lambert this letter he said that as he wished to enter +the army he thought it would be of service to him to shew that he was +brave, adding that as this lie had not been told with the idea of +imposing on me I should forgive it. + +"Poverty," said he, "is a rascally teacher, that gives a man some bad +lessons. I am not a liar by disposition, but I have nevertheless +told you a lie on another and a more important matter. I don't +expect any money whatever from my poor mother, who rather needs that +I should send money to her. So forgive me, and be sure I shall be a +faithful servant to you." + +I was always ready to forgive other men's peccadilloes, and not +without cause. I liked Lambert's line of argument, and told him that +we would set out in five or six days. + +Baron Bodisson, a Venetian who wanted to sell the king a picture by +Andrea del Sarto, asked me to come with him to Potsdam and the desire +of seeing the monarch once again made me accept the invitation. When +I reached Potsdam I went to see the parade at which Frederick was +nearly always to be found. When he saw me he came up and asked me in +a familiar manner when I was going to start for St. Petersburg. + +"In five or six days, if your majesty has no objection." + +"I wish you a pleasant journey; but what do you hope to do in that +land?" + +"What I hoped to do in this land, namely, to please the sovereign." + +"Have you got an introduction to the empress?" + +"No, but I have an introduction to a banker." + +"Ah! that's much better. If you pass through Prussia on your return +I shall be delighted to hear of your adventures in Russia." + +"Farewell, sire." + +Such was the second interview I had with this great king, whom I +never saw again. + +After I had taken leave of all my friends I applied to Baron Treidel, +who gave me a letter for M. de Kaiserling, lord-chancellor at Mitau, +and another letter for his sister, the Duchess of Courland, and I +spent the last night with the charming Madame Denis. She bought my +post-chaise, and I started with two hundred ducats in my purse. This +would have been ample for the whole journey if I had not been so +foolish as to reduce it by half at a party of pleasure with some +young merchants at Dantzic. I was thus unable to stay a few days at +Koenigsberg, though I had a letter to Field-Marshal von Lewald, who +was the governor of the place. I could only stay one day to dine +with this pleasant old soldier, who gave me a letter for his friend +General Woiakoff, the Governor of Riga. + +I found I was rich enough to arrive at Mitau in state, and I +therefore took a carriage and six, and reached my destination in +three days. At the inn where I put up I found a Florentine artiste +named Bregonei, who overwhelmed me with caresses, telling me that I +had loved her when I was a boy and wore the cassock. I saw her six +years later at Florence, where she was living with Madame Denis. + +The day after my departure from Memel, I was accosted in the open +country by a man whom I recognized as a Jew. He informed me that I +was on Polish territory, and that I must pay duty on whatever +merchandise I had with me. + +"I am no merchant," said I, "and you will get nothing out of me." + +"I have the right to examine your effects," replied the Israelite, +"and I mean to make use of it." + +"You are a madman," I exclaimed, and I ordered the postillion to whip +him off. + +But the Jew ran and seized the fore horses by the bridle and stopped +us, and the postillion, instead of whipping him, waited with Teutonic +calm for me to come and send the Jew away. I was in a furious rage, +and leaping out with my cane in one hand and a pistol in the other I +soon put the Jew to flight after applying about a dozen good sound +blows to his back. I noticed that during the combat my fellow- +traveller, my Archimedes-in-ordinary, who had been asleep all the +way, did not offer to stir. I reproached him for his cowardice; but +he told me that he did not want the Jew to say that we had set on him +two to one. + +I arrived at Mitau two days after this burlesque adventure and got +down at the inn facing the castle. I had only three ducats left. + +The next morning I called on M. de Kaiserling, who read the Baron de +Treidel's letter, and introduced me to his wife, and left me with her +to take the baron's letter to his sister. + +Madame de Kaiserling ordered a cup of chocolate to be brought me by a +beautiful young Polish girl, who stood before me with lowered eyes as +if she wished to give me the opportunity of examining her at ease. +As I looked at her a whim came into my head, and, as the reader is +aware, I have never resisted any of my whims. However, this was a +curious one. As I have said, I had only three ducats left, but after +I had emptied the cup of chocolate I put it back on the plate and the +three ducats with it. + +The chancellor came back and told me that the duchess could not see +me just then, but that she invited me to a supper and ball she was +giving that evening. I accepted the supper and refused the ball, on +the pretext that I had only summer clothes and a black suit. It was +in the beginning of October, and the cold was already commencing to +make itself felt. The chancellor returned to the Court, and I to my +inn. + +Half an hour later a chamberlain came to bring me her highness's +compliments, and to inform me that the ball would be a masked one, +and that I could appear in domino. + +"You can easily get one from the Jews," he added. He further +informed me that the ball was to have been a full-dress one, but that +the duchess had sent word to all the guests that it would be masked, +as a stranger who was to be present had sent on his trunks. + +"I am sorry to have caused so much trouble," said I. + +"Not at all," he replied, "the masked ball will be much more relished +by the people." + +He mentioned the time it was to begin, and left me. + +No doubt the reader will think that I found myself in an awkward +predicament, and I will be honest and confess I was far from being at +my ease. However, my good luck came to my assistance. + +As Prussian money (which is the worst in Germany) is not current in +Russia, a Jew came and asked me if I had any friedrichs d'or, +offering to exchange them against ducats without putting me to any +loss. + +"I have only ducats," I replied, "and therefore I cannot profit by +your offer." + +"I know it sir, and you give them away very cheaply." + +Not understanding what he meant, I simply gazed at him, and he went +on to say that he would be glad to let me have two hundred ducats if +I would kindly give him a bill on St. Petersburg for roubles to that +amount. + +I was somewhat surprised at the fellow's trustfulness, but after +pretending to think the matter over I said that I was not in want of +ducats, but that I would take a hundred to oblige him. He counted +out the money gratefully, and I gave him a bill on the banker, +Demetrio Papanelopoulo, for whom Da Loglio had given me a letter. +The Jew went his way, thanking me, and saying that he would send me +some beautiful dominos to choose from. Just then I remembered that I +wanted silk stockings, and I sent Lambert after the Jew to tell him +to send some. When he came back he told me that the landlord had +stopped him to say that I scattered my ducats broadcast, as the Jew +had informed him that I had given three ducats to Madame de +Kaiserling's maid. + +This, then, was the key to the mystery, and it made me lose myself in +wonder at the strangeness of the decrees of fortune. I should not +have been able to get a single crown at Mitau if it had not been for +the way in which I scattered my three remaining ducats. No doubt the +astonished girl had published my generosity all over the town, and +the Jew, intent on money-making, had hastened to offer his ducats to +the rich nobleman who thought so little of his money. + +I repaired to Court at the time appointed, and M. de Kaiserling +immediately presented me to the duchess, and she to the duke, who was +the celebrated Biron, or Birlen, the former favourite of Anna +Ivanovna. He was six feet in height, and still preserved some traces +of having been a fine man, but old age had laid its heavy hand on +him. I had a long talk with him the day after the ball. + +A quarter of an hour after my arrival, the ball began with a +polonaise. I was a stranger with introductions, so the duchess asked +me to open the ball with her. I did not know the dance, but I +managed to acquit myself honourably in it, as the steps are simple +and lend themselves to the fancy of the dancer. + +After the polonaise we danced minuets, and a somewhat elderly lady +asked me if I could dance the "King Conqueror," so I proceeded to +execute it with her. It had gone out of fashion since the time of +the Regency, but my companion may have shone in it in those days. +All the younger ladies stood round and watched us with admiration. + +After a square dance, in which I had as partner Mdlle. de Manteufel, +the prettiest of the duchess's maids of honour, her highness told me +that supper was ready. I came up to her and offered my arm, and +presently found myself seated beside her at a table laid for twelve +where I was the only gentleman. However, the reader need not envy +me; the ladies were all elderly dowagers, who had long lost the power +of turning men's heads. The duchess took the greatest care of my +comforts, and at the end of the repast gave me with her own hands a +glass of liqueur, which I took for Tokay and praised accordingly, but +it turned out to be only old English ale. I took her back to the +ball when we rose from table. The young chamberlain who had invited +me told me the names of all the ladies present, but I had no time to +pay my court to any of them. + +The next day I dined with M. de Kaiserling, and handed Lambert over +to a Jew to be clothed properly. + +The day after I dined with the duke with a party consisting only of +men. The old prince made me do most of the talking, and towards the +end of the dinner the conversation fell upon the resources of the +country which was rich in minerals and semi-minerals. I took it into +my head to say that these resources ought to be developed, and that +they would become precious if that were done. To justify this remark +I had to speak upon the matter as if I had made it my principal +study. An old chamberlain, who had the control of the mines, after +allowing me to exhaust my enthusiasm, began to discuss the question +himself, made divers objections, but seemed to approve of many of my +remarks. + +If I had reflected when I began to speak in this manner that I should +have to act up to my words, I should certainly have said much less; +but as it was, the duke fancied that I knew much more than I cared to +say. The result was that, when the company had risen from the table, +he asked me if I could spare him a fortnight on my way to St. +Petersburg. I said I should be glad to oblige him, and he took me to +his closet and said that the chamberlain who had spoken to me would +conduct me over all the mines and manufactories in his duchies, and +that he would be much obliged if I would write down any observations +that struck me. I agreed to his proposal, and said I would start the +next day. + +The duke was delighted with my compliance, and gave the chamberlain +the necessary orders, and it was agreed that he should call for me at +day-break with a carriage and six. + +When I got home I made my preparations, and told Lambert to be ready +to accompany me with his case of instruments. I then informed him of +the object of the journey, and he promised to assist me to the best +of his ability, though he knew nothing about mines, and still less of +the science of administration. + +We started at day-break, with a servant on the box, and two others +preceding us on horseback, armed to the teeth. We changed horses +every two or three hours, and the chamberlain having brought plenty +of wine we refreshed ourselves now and again. + +The tour lasted a fortnight, and we stopped at five iron and copper +manufactories. I found it was not necessary to have much technical +knowledge to make notes on what I saw; all I required was a little +sound argument, especially in the matter of economy, which was the +duke's main object. In one place I advised reforms, and in another I +counselled the employment of more hands as likely to benefit the +revenue. In one mine where thirty convicts were employed I ordered +the construction of a short canal, by which three wheels could be +turned and twenty men saved. Under my direction Lambert drew the +plans, and made the measurements with perfect accuracy. By means of +other canals I proposed to drain whole valleys, with a view to obtain +the sulphur with which the soil was permeated. + +I returned to Mitau quite delighted at having made myself useful, and +at having discovered in myself a talent which I had never suspected. +I spent the following day in making a fair copy of my report and in +having the plans done on a larger scale. The day after I took the +whole to the duke, who seemed well pleased; and as I was taking leave +of him at the same time he said he would have me drive to Riga in one +of his carriages, and he gave me a letter for his son, Prince +Charles, who was in garrison there. + +The worthy old man told me to say plainly whether I should prefer a +jewel or a sum of money of equivalent value. + +"From a philosopher like your highness," I replied, "I am not afraid +to take money, for it may be more useful to me than jewels." + +Without more ado he gave me a draft for four hundred albertsthalers, +which I got cashed immediately, the albertsthaler being worth half a +ducat. I bade farewell to the duchess, and dined a second time with +M. de Kaiserling. + +The next day the young chamberlain came to bring me the duke's +letter, to wish me a pleasant journey, and to tell me that the Court +carriage was at my door. I set out well pleased with the assistance +the stuttering Lambert had given me, and by noon I was at Riga. The +first thing I did was to deliver my letter of introduction to Prince +Charles. + + + + +End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA +IN LONDON AND MOSCOW, Vol. 5d, LONDON TO BERLIN +by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt diff --git a/old/jclbr10.zip b/old/jclbr10.zip Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..87db213 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/jclbr10.zip diff --git a/old/jclbr11.txt b/old/jclbr11.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..3eda4c3 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/jclbr11.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4545 @@ +The Project Gutenberg Etext of London to Berlin, by Jacques Casanova +#24 in our series by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt + +Copyright laws are changing all over the world. 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I was just getting up, when I heard a noise at the street +door, and on putting my head out of the window I saw Pocchini, the +scoundrel who had robbed me at Stuttgart trying to get into my house. +I cried out wrathfully that I would have nothing to do with him, and +slammed down my window. + +A little later Goudar put in an appearance. He had got a copy of the +St. James's Chronicle, containing a brief report of my arrest, and of +my being set a liberty under a bail of eighty guineas. My name and +the lady's were disguised, but Rostaing and Bottarelli were set down +plainly, and the editor praised their conduct. I felt as if I should +like to know Bottarelli, and begged Goudar to take me to him, and +Martinelli, happening to call just then, said he would come with us. + +We entered a wretched room on the third floor of a wretched house, +and there we beheld a picture of the greatest misery. A woman and +five children clothed in rags formed the foreground, and in the +background was Bottarelli, in an old dressing-gown, writing at a +table worthy of Philemon and Baucis. He rose as we came in, and the +sight of him moved me to compassion. I said,-- + +"Do you know me, sir?" + +"No, sir, I do not." + +"I am Casanova, against whom you bore false witness; whom you tried +to cast into Newgate." + +"I am very sorry, but look around you and say what choice have I? I +have no bread to give my children. I will do as much in your favour +another time for nothing." + +"Are you not afraid of the gallows?" + +"No, for perjury is not punished with death; besides it is very +difficult to prove." + +"I have heard you are a poet." + +"Yes. I have lengthened the Didone and abridged the Demetrio." + +"You are a great poet, indeed!" + +I felt more contempt than hatred for the rascal, and gave his wife a +guinea, for which she presented me with a wretched pamphlet by her +husband: "The Secrets of the Freemasons Displayed." Bottarelli had +been a monk in his native city, Pisa, and had fled to England with +his wife, who had been a nun. + +About this time M. de Saa surprised me by giving me a letter from my +fair Portuguese, which confirmed the sad fate of poor Clairmont. +Pauline said she was married to Count Al----. I was astonished to +hear M. de Saa observe that he had known all about Pauline from the +moment she arrived in London. That is the hobby of all diplomatists; +they like people to believe that they are omniscient. However, M. de +Saa was a man of worth and talent, and one could excuse this weakness +as an incident inseparable from his profession; while most +diplomatists only make themselves ridiculous by their assumption of +universal knowledge. + +M. de Saa had been almost as badly treated by the Charpillon as +myself, and we might have condoled with one another, but the subject +was not mentioned. + +A few days afterwards, as I was walking idly about, I passed a place +called the Parrot Market. As I was amusing myself by looking at +these curious birds, I saw a fine young one in a cage, and asked what +language it spoke. They told me that it was quite young and did not +speak at all yet, so I bought it for ten guineas. I thought I would +teach the bird a pretty speech, so I had the cage hung by my bed, and +repeated dozens of times every day the following sentence: "The +Charpillon is a bigger wh--e than her mother." + +The only end I had in view was my private amusement, and in a +fortnight the bird had learnt the phrase with the utmost exactness; +and every time it uttered the words it accompanied them with a shriek +of laughter which I had not taught it, but which made me laugh +myself. + +One day Gondar heard the bird, and told me that if I sent it to the +Exchange I should certainly get fifty guineas for it. I welcomed the +idea, and resolved to make the parrot the instrument of my vengeance +against the woman who had treated me so badly. I secured myself from +fear of the law, which is severe in such cases, by entrusting the +bird to my negro, to whom such merchandise was very suitable. + +For the first two or three days my parrot did not attract much +attention, its observations being in French; but as soon as those who +knew the subject of them had heard it, its audience increased and +bids were made. Fifty guineas seemed rather too much, and my negro +wanted me to lower the price, but I would not agree, having fallen in +love with this odd revenge. + +In the course of a week Goudar came to inform me of the effect the +parrot's criticism had produced in the Charpillon family. As the +vendor was my negro, there could be no doubt as to whom it belonged, +and who had been its master of languages. Goudar said that the +Charpillon thought my vengeance very ingenious, but that the mother +and aunts were furious. They had consulted several counsel, who +agreed in saying that a parrot could not be indicted for libel, but +that they could make me pay dearly for my jest if they could prove +that I had been the bird's instructor. Goudar warned me to be +careful of owning to the fact, as two witnesses would suffice to undo +me. + +The facility with which false witnesses may be produced in London is +something dreadful. I have myself seen the word evidence written in +large characters in a window; this is as much as to say that false +witnesses may be procured within. + +The St. James's Chronicle contained an article on my parrot, in which +the writer remarked that the ladies whom the bird insulted must be +very poor and friendless, or they would have bought it at once, and +have thus prevented the thing from becoming the talk of the town. He +added,-- + +"The teacher of the parrot has no doubt made the bird an instrument +of his vengeance, and has displayed his wit in doing so; he ought to +be an Englishman." + +I met my good friend Edgar, and asked him why he had not bought the +little slanderer. + +"Because it delights all who know anything about the object of the +slander," said he. + +At last Jarbe found a purchaser for fifty guineas, and I heard +afterwards that Lord Grosvenor had bought it to please the +Charpillon, with whom he occasionally diverted himself. + +Thus my relations with that girl came to an end. I have seen her +since with the greatest indifference, and without any renewal of the +old pain. + +One day, as I was going into St. James's Park, I saw two girls +drinking milk in a room on the ground floor of a house. They called +out to me, but not knowing them I passed on my way. However, a young +officer of my acquaintance came after me and said they were Italians, +and being curious to see them I retracted my steps. + +When I entered the room I was accosted by the scoundrelly Pocchini, +dressed in a military uniform, who said he had the honour of +introducing me to his daughters. + +"Indeed," said I, "I remember two other daughters of yours robbing me +of a snuff-box and two watches at Stuttgart." + +"You lie!" said the impudent rascal. + +I gave him no verbal answer, but took up a glass of milk and flung it +in his face, and then left the room without more ado. + +I was without my sword. The young officer who had brought me into +the place followed me and told me I must not go without giving his +friend some satisfaction. + +"Tell him to come out, and do you escort him to the Green Park, and I +shall have the pleasure of giving him a caning in your presence, +unless you would like to fight for him; if so, you must let me go +home and get my sword. But do you know this man whom you call your +friend?" + +"No, but he is an officer, and it is I that brought him here." + +"Very good, I will fight to the last drop of my blood; but I warn you +your friend is a thief. But go; I will await you." + +In the course of a quarter of an hour they all came out, but the +Englishman and Pocchini followed me alone. There were a good many +people about, and I went before them till we reached Hyde Park. +Pocchini attempted to speak to me, but I replied, lifting my cane,-- + +"Scoundrel, draw your sword, unless you want me to give you a +thrashing!" + +"I will never draw upon a defenceless man." + +I gave him a blow with my cane by way of answer, and the coward, +instead of drawing his sword, began to cry out that I wished to draw +him into a fight. The Englishman burst out laughing and begged me to +pardon his interference, and then, taking me by the arm, said,-- + +"Come along, sir, I see you know the gentleman." + +The coward went off in another direction, grumbling as he went. + +On the way I informed the officer of the very good reasons I had for +treating Pocchini as a rogue, and he agreed that I had been perfectly +right. "Unfortunately," he added, "I am in love with one of his +daughters." + +When we were in the midst of St. James's Park we saw them, and I +could not help laughing when I noticed Goudar with one of them on +each side. + +"How did you come to know these ladies?" said I. + +"Their father the captain," he answered, "has sold me jewels; he +introduced me to them." + +"Where did you leave our father?" asked one. + +"In Hyde Park, after giving him a caning." + +"You served him quite right." + +The young Englishman was indignant to hear them approving my ill- +treatment of their father, and shook my hand and went away, swearing +to me that he would never be seen in their company again. + +A whim of Goudar's, to which I was weak enough to consent, made me +dine with these miserable women in a tavern on the borders of London. +The rascally Goudar made them drunk, and in this state they told some +terrible truths about their pretended father. He did not live with +them, but paid them nocturnal visits in which he robbed them of all +the money they had earned. He was their pander, and made them rob +their visitors instructing them to pass it off as a joke if the theft +was discovered. They gave him the stolen articles, but he never said +what he did with them. I could not help laughing at this involuntary +confession, remembering what Goudar had said about Pocchini selling +him jewels. + +After this wretched meal I went away leaving the duty of escorting +them back to Goudar. He came and saw me the next day, and informed +me that the girls had been arrested and taken to prison just as they +were entering their house. + +"I have just been to Pocchini's," said he, "but the landlord tells me +he has not been in since yesterday." + +The worthy and conscientious Goudar added that he did not care if he +never saw him again, as he owed the fellow ten guineas for a watch, +which his daughters had probably stolen, and which was well worth +double. + +Four days later I saw him again, and he informed me that the rascal +had left London with a servant-maid, whom he had engaged at a +registry office where any number of servants are always ready to take +service with the first comer. The keeper of the office answers for +their fidelity. + +"The girl he has gone with is a pretty one, from what the man tells +me, and they have taken ship from London. I am sorry he went away +before I could pay him for the watch; I am dreading every moment to +meet the individual from whom it was stolen." + +I never heard what became of the girls, but Pocchini will re-appear +on the scene in due course. + +I led a tranquil and orderly life, which I should have been pleased +to continue for the remainder of my days; but circumstances and my +destiny ordered it otherwise, and against these it is not becoming in +a Christian philosopher to complain. I went several times to see my +daughter at her school, and I also frequented the British Museum, +where I met Dr. Mati. One day I found an Anglican minister with him, +and I asked the clergyman how many different sects there were in +England. + +"Sir," he replied in very tolerable Italian, "no one can give a +positive answer to that question, for every week some sect dies and +some new one is brought into being. All that is necessary is for a +man of good faith, or some rogue desirous of money or notoriety, to +stand in some frequented place and begin preaching. He explains some +texts of the Bible in his own fashion, and if he pleases the gapers +around him they invite him to expound next Sunday, often in a tavern. +He keeps the appointment and explains his new doctrines in a spirited +manner. Then people begin to talk of him; he disputes with ministers +of other sects; he and his followers give themselves a name, and the +thing is done. Thus, or almost thus, are all the numerous English +sects produced." + +About this time M. Steffano Guerra, a noble Venetian who was +travelling with the leave of his Government, lost a case against an +English painter who had executed a miniature painting of one of the +prettiest ladies in London, Guerra having given a written promise to +pay twenty-five guineas. When it was finished Guerra did not like +it, and would not take it or pay the price. The Englishman, in +accordance with the English custom, began by arresting his debtor; +but Guerra was released on bail, and brought the matter before the +courts, which condemned him to pay the twenty-five guineas. He +appealed, lost again, and was in the end obliged to pay. Guerra +contented that he had ordered a portrait, that a picture bearing no +likeness to the lady in question was not a portrait, and that he had +therefore a right to refuse payment. The painter replied that it was +a portrait as it had been painted from life. The judgment was that +the painter must live by his trade, and that as Guerra had given him +painting to do he must therefore provide him with the wherewithal to +live, seeing that the artist swore he had done his best to catch the +likeness. Everybody thought this sentence just, and so did I; but I +confess it also seemed rather hard, especially to Guerra, who with +costs had to pay a hundred guineas for the miniature. + +Malingan's daughter died just as her father received a public box on +the ear from a nobleman who liked piquet, but did not like players +who corrected the caprices of fortune. I gave the poor wretch the +wherewithal to bury his daughter and to leave England. He died soon +after at Liege, and his wife told me of the circumstance, saying that +he had expired regretting his inability to pay his debts. + +M. M---- F---- came to London as the representative of the canton of +Berne, and I called, but was not received. I suspected that he had +got wind of the liberties I had taken with pretty Sara, and did not +want me to have an opportunity for renewing them. He was a somewhat +eccentric man, so I did not take offence, and had almost forgotten +all about it when chance led me to the Marylebone Theatre one +evening. The spectators sat at little tables, and the charge for +admittance was only a shilling, but everyone was expected to order +something, were it only a pot of ale. + +On going into the theatre I chanced to sit down beside a girl whom I +did not notice at first, but soon after I came in she turned towards +me, and I beheld a ravishing profile which somehow seemed familiar; +but I attributed that to the idea of perfect beauty that was graven +on my soul. The more I looked at her the surer I felt that I had +never seen her before, though a smile of inexpressible slyness had +begun to play about her lips. One of her gloves fell, and I hastened +to restore it to her, whereupon she thanked me in a few well-chosen +French sentences. + +"Madam is not English, then?" said I, respectfully. + +"No, sir, I am a Swiss, and a friend of yours." + +At this I looked round, and on my right hand sat Madame M---- F----, +then her eldest daughter, then her husband. I got up, and after +bowing to the lady, for whom I had a great esteem, I saluted her +husband, who only replied by a slight movement of the head. I asked +Madame M---- F---- what her husband had against me, and she said that +Possano had written to him telling some dreadful stories about me. + +There was not time for me to explain and justify myself, so I devoted +all my energies to the task of winning the daughter's good graces. +In three years she had grown into a perfect beauty: she knew it, and +by her blushes as she spoke to me I knew she was thinking of what had +passed between us in the presence of my housekeeper. I was anxious +to find out whether she would acknowledge the fact, or deny it +altogether. If she had done so I should have despised her. When I +had seen her before, the blossom of her beauty was still in the bud, +now it had opened out in all its splendour. + +"Charming Sara," I said, "you have so enchanted me that I cannot help +asking you a couple of questions, which if you value my peace of mind +you will answer. Do you remember what happened at Berne?" + +"Yes." + +"And do you repent of what you did?" + +"No." + +No man of any delicacy could ask the third question, which may be +understood. I felt sure that Sara would make me happy-nay, that she +was even longing for the moment, and gave reins to my passions, +determined to convince her that I was deserving of her love. +The waiter came to enquire if we had any orders, and I begged Madame +M---- F---- to allow me to offer her some oysters. After the usual +polite refusals she gave in, and I profited by her acceptance to +order all the delicacies of the season, including a hare (a great +delicacy in London), champagne, choice liqueurs, larks, ortolans, +truffles, sweetmeats--everything, in fact, that money could buy, and +I was not at all surprised when the bill proved to amount to ten +guineas. But I was very much surprised when M. M---- F----, who had +eaten like a Turk and drunk like a Swiss, said calmly that it was too +dear. + +I begged him politely not to trouble himself about the cost; and by +way of proving that I did not share his opinion, I gave the waiter +half-a-guinea; the worthy man looked as if he wished that such +customers came more often. The Swiss, who had been pale and gloomy +enough a short while before; was rubicund and affable. Sara glanced +at me and squeezed my hand; I had conquered. + +When the play was over, M---- F---- asked me if I would allow him to +call on me. I embraced him in reply. His servant came in, and said +that he could not find a coach; and I, feeling rather surprised that +he had not brought his carriage, offered him the use of mine, telling +my man to get me a sedan-chair. + +"I accept your kind offer," said he, "on the condition that you allow +me to occupy the chair." + +I consented to this arrangement, and took the mother and the two +daughters with me in the carriage. + +On the way, Madame M---- F---- was very polite, gently blaming her +husband for the rudeness of which I had to complain. I said that I +would avenge myself by paying an assiduous court to him in the +future; but she pierced me to the heart by saying that they were on +the point of departing. "We wanted to go on the day after next," she +said, "and to-morrow we shall have to leave our present rooms to +their new occupants. A matter of business which my husband was not +able to conclude will oblige us to stay for another week, and to- +morrow we shall have the double task of moving and finding new +apartments." + +"Then you have not yet got new rooms?" + +"No, but my husband says he is certain to find some to-morrow +morning." + +"Furnished, I suppose, for as you intend to leave you will be +selling, your furniture." + +"Yes, and we shall have to pay the expenses of carriage to the +buyer." + +On hearing that M. M---- F---- was sure of finding lodgings, I was +precluded from offering to accommodate them in my own house, as the +lady might think that I only made the offer because I was sure it +would not be accepted. + +When we got to the door of their house we alighted, and the mother +begged me to come in. She and her husband slept on the second floor, +and the two girls on the third. Everything was upside down, and as +Madame M---- F---- had something to say to the landlady she asked me +to go up with her daughters. It was cold, and the room we entered +had no fire in it. The sister went into the room adjoining and I +stayed with Sara, and all of a sudden I clasped her to my breast, and +feeling that her desires were as ardent as mine I fell with her on to +a sofa where we mingled our beings in all the delights of voluptuous +ardours. But this happiness was short lived; scarcely was the work +achieved when we heard a footstep on the stair. It was the father. + +If M---- F---- had had any eyes he must have found us out, for my +face bore the marks of agitation, the nature of which it was easy to +divine. We exchanged a few brief compliments; I shook his hand and +disappeared. I was in such a state of excitement when I got home +that I made up my mind to leave England and to follow Sara to +Switzerland. In the night I formed my plans, and resolved to offer +the family my house during the time they stayed in England, and if +necessary to force them to accept my offer. + +In the morning I hastened to call on M---- F----, and found him on +his doorstep. + +"I am going to try and get a couple of rooms," said he. + +"They are already found," I replied. "My house is at your service, +and you must give me the preference. Let us come upstairs." + +"Everybody is in bed." + +"Never mind," said I, and we proceeded to go upstairs. + +Madame M---- F---- apologized for being in bed. Her husband told her +that I wanted to let them some rooms, but I laughed and said I +desired they would accept my hospitality as that of a friend. After +some polite denials my offer was accepted, and it was agreed that the +whole family should take up their quarters with me in the evening. + +I went home, and was giving the necessary orders when I was told that +two young ladies wished to see me. I went down in person, and I was +agreeably surprised to see Sara and her sister. I asked them to come +in, and Sara told me that the landlady would not let their belongings +out of the house before her father paid a debt of forty guineas, +although a city merchant had assured her it should be settled in a +week. The long and snort of it was that Sara's father had sent me a +bill and begged me to discount it. + +I took the bill and gave her a bank note for fifty pounds in +exchange, telling her that she could give me the change another time. +She thanked me with great simplicity and went her way, leaving me +delighted with the confidence she had placed in me. + +The fact of M. M---- F----'s wanting forty guineas did not make me +divine that he was in some straits, for I looked at everything +through rose-coloured glasses, and was only too happy to be of +service to him. + +I made a slight dinner in order to have a better appetite for supper, +and spent the afternoon in writing letters. In the evening M. M---- +F----'s man came with three great trunks and innumerable card-board +boxes, telling me that the family would soon follow; but I awaited +them in vain till nine o'clock. I began to get alarmed and went to +the house, where I found them all in a state of consternation. Two +ill-looking fellows who were in the room enlightened me; and assuming +a jovial and unconcerned air, I said,-- + +"I'll wager, now, that this is the work of some fierce creditor." + +"You are right," answered the father, "but I am sure of discharging +the debt in five or six days, and that's why I put off my departure." + +"Then you were arrested after you had sent on your trunks." + +"Just after." + +"And what have you done?" + +"I have sent for bail." + +"Why did you not send to me?" + +"Thank you, I am grateful for your kindness, but you are a foreigner, +and sureties have to be householders." + +"But you ought to have told me what had happened, for I have got you +an excellent supper, and I am dying of hunger." + +It was possible that this debt might exceed my means, so I did not +dare to offer to pay it. I took Sara aside, and on hearing that all +his trouble was on account of a debt of a hundred and fifty pounds, I +asked the bailiff whether we could go away if the debt was paid. + +"Certainly," said he, shewing me the bill of exchange. + +I took out three bank notes of fifty pounds each, and gave them to +the man, and taking the bill I said to the poor Swiss,-- + +"You shall pay me the money before you leave England." + +The whole family wept with joy, and after embracing them all I +summoned them to come and sup with me and forget the troubles of +life. + +We drove off to my house and had a merry supper, though the worthy +mother could not quite forget her sadness. After supper I took them +to the rooms which had been prepared for them, and with which they +were delighted, and so I wished them good night, telling them that +they should be well entertained till their departure, and that I +hoped to follow them into Switzerland. + +When I awoke the next day I was in a happy frame of mind. On +examining my desires I found that they had grown too strong to be +overcome, but I did not wish to overcome them. I loved Sara, and I +felt so certain of possessing her that I put all desires out of my +mind; desires are born only of doubt, and doubt torments the soul. +Sara was mine; she had given herself to me out of pure passion, +without any shadow of self-interest. + +I went to the father's room, and found him engaged in opening his +trunks. His wife looked sad, so I asked her if she were not well. +She replied that her health was perfect, but that the thought of the +sea voyage troubled her sorely. The father begged me to excuse him +at breakfast as he had business to attend to. The two young ladies +came down, and after we had breakfast I asked the mother why they +were unpacking their trunks so short a time before starting. She +smiled and said that one trunk would be ample for all their +possessions, as they had resolved to sell all superfluities. As I +had seen some beautiful dresses, fine linen, and exquisite lace, I +could not refrain from saying that it would be a great pity to sell +cheaply what would have to be replaced dearly. + +"You are right," she said, "but, nevertheless, there is no pleasure +so great as the consciousness of having paid one's debts." + +"You must not sell anything," I replied, in a lively manner, "for as +I am going to Switzerland with you I can pay your debts, and you +shall repay me when you can." + +At these words astonishment was depicted on her face. + +"I did not think you were speaking seriously," said she. + +"Perfectly seriously, and here is the object of my vows." + +With these words I seized Sara's hand and covered it with kisses. + +Sara blushed, said nothing, and the mother looked kindly at us; but +after a moment's silence she spoke at some length, and with the +utmost candour and wisdom. She gave me circumstantial information as +to the position of the family and her husband's restricted means, +saying that under the circumstances he could not have avoided running +into debt, but that he had done wrong to bring them all with him to +London. + +"If he had been by himself," she said, "he could have lived here +comfortably enough with only one servant, but with a family to +provide for the two thousand crowns per annum provided by the +Government are quite insufficient. My old father has succeeded in +persuading the State to discharge my husband's debts, but to make up +the extra expense they will not employ a Charge d'affaires; a banker +with the title of agent will collect the interest on their English +securities." + +She ended by saying that she thought Sara was fortunate to have +pleased me, but that she was not sure whether her husband would +consent to the marriage. + +The word "marriage" made Sara blush, and I was pleased, though it was +evident there would be difficulties in the way. + +M---- F---- came back and told his wife that two clothes dealers +would come to purchase their superfluous clothes in the afternoon; +but after explaining my ideas I had not much trouble in convincing +him that it would be better not to sell them, and that he could +become my debtor to the amount of two hundred pounds, on which he +could pay interest till he was able to return me my capital. The +agreement was written out the same day, but I did not mention the +marriage question, as his wife had told me she would discuss it with +him in private. + +On the third day he came down by himself to talk with me. + +"My wife," he began, "has told me of your intentions, and I take it +as a great honour, I assure you; but I cannot give you my Sara, as +she is promised to M. de W----, and family reasons prevent me from +going back from my word. Besides my old father, a strict Calvinist, +would object to the difference in religion. He would never believe +that his dear little grandchild would be happy with a Roman Catholic" + +As a matter of fact I was not at all displeased at what he said. I +was certainly very fond of Sara, but the word "marriage" had a +disagreeable sound to me. I answered that circumstances might change +in time, and that in the meanwhile I should be quite content if he +would allow me to be the friend of the family and to take upon myself +all the responsibility of the journey. He promised everything, and +assured me that he was delighted at his daughter having won my +affection. + +After this explanation I gave Sara as warm marks of my love as +decency would allow in the presence of her father and mother, and I +could see that all the girl thought of was love. + +The fifth day I went up to her room, and finding her in bed all the +fires of passion flamed up in my breast, for since my first visit to +their house I had not been alone with her. I threw myself upon her, +covering her with kisses, and she shewed herself affectionate but +reserved. In vain I endeavoured to succeed; she opposed a gentle +resistance to my efforts, and though she caressed me, she would not +let me attain my end. + +"Why, divine Sara," said I, "do you oppose my loving ecstasy?" + +"Dearest, I entreat of you not to ask for any more than I am willing +to give." + +"Then you no longer love me?" + +"Cruel man, I adore you!" + +"Then why do you treat me to a refusal, after having once surrendered +unreservedly?" + +"I have given myself to you, and we have both been happy, and I think +that should be enough for us." + +"There must be some reason for this change. If you love me, dearest +Sara, this renunciation must be hard for you to bear." + +"I confess it, but nevertheless I feel it is my duty. I have made up +my mind to subdue my passion from no weak motive, but from a sense of +what I owe to myself. I am under obligations to you, and if I were +to repay the debt I have contracted with my body I should be degraded +in my own eyes. When we enjoyed each other before only love was +between us--there was no question of debit and credit. My heart is +now the thrall of what I owe you, and to these debts it will not give +what it gave so readily to love." + +"This is a strange philosophy, Sara; believe me it is fallacious, and +the enemy of your happiness as well as mine. These sophisms lead you +astray and wound me to the heart. Give me some credit for delicacy +of feeling, and believe me you owe me nothing." + +"You must confess that if you had not loved me you would have done +nothing for my father." + +"Certainly I will confess nothing of the kind; I would readily do as +much, and maybe more, out of regard for your worthy mother. It is +quite possible, indeed, that in doing this small service for your +father I had no thoughts of you at all." + +"It might be so; but I do not believe it was so. Forgive me, +dearest, but I cannot make up my mind to pay my debts in the way you +wish." + +"It seems to me that if you are grateful to me your love ought to be +still more ardent." + +"It cannot be more ardent than it is already." + +"Do you know how grievously you make me suffer?" + +"Alas! I suffer too; but do not reproach me; let us love each other +still." + +This dialogue is not the hundredth part of what actually passed +between us till dinner-time. The mother came in, and finding me +seated at the foot of the daughter's bed, laughed, and asked me why I +kept her in bed. I answered with perfect coolness that we had been +so interested in our conversation that we had not noticed the flight +of time. + +I went to dress, and as I thought over the extraordinary change which +had taken place in Sara I resolved that it should not last for long. +We dined together gaily, and Sara and I behaved in all respects like +two lovers. In the evening I took them to the Italian Opera, coming +home to an excellent supper. + +The next morning I passed in the city, having accounts to settle with +my bankers. I got some letters of exchange on Geneva, and said +farewell to the worthy Mr. Bosanquet. In the afternoon I got a coach +for Madame M---- F---- to pay some farewells calls, and I went to say +good-bye to my daughter at school. The dear little girl burst into +tears, saying that she would be lost without me, and begging me not +to forget her. I was deeply moved. Sophie begged me to go and see +her mother before I left England, and I decided on doing so. + +At supper we talked over our journey, and M. M---- F---- agreed with +me that it would be better to go by Dunkirk than Ostend. He had very +little more business to attend to. His debts were paid, and he said +he thought he would have a matter of fifty guineas in his pocket at +the journey's end, after paying a third share of all the travelling +expenses. I had to agree to this, though I made up my mind at the +same time not to let him see any of the accounts. I hoped to win +Sara, in one way or another, when we got to Berne. + +The next day, after breakfast, I took her hand in presence of her +mother, and asked her if she would give me her heart if I could +obtain her father's consent at Berne. + +"Your mother," I added, "has promised me that hers shall not be +wanting." + +At this the mother got up, and saying that we had no doubt a good +deal to talk over, she and her eldest daughter went out to pay some +calls. + +As soon as we were alone Sara said that she could not understand how +I could have the smallest doubt as to whether her consent would be +given. + +"I have shewn you how well I love you," said she, tenderly; "and I am +sure I should be very happy as your wife. You may be sure that your +wishes will be mine, and that, however far you lead me, Switzerland +shall claim no thought of mine." + +I pressed the amorous Sara to my bosom in a transport of delight, +which was shared by her; but as she saw me grow more ardent she +begged me to be moderate. Clasping me in her arms she adjured me not +to ask her for that which she was determined not to grant till she +was mine by lawful wedlock. + +"You will drive me to despair! Have you reflected that this +resistance may cost me my life? Can you love, and yet entertain this +fatal prejudice? And yet I am sure you love me, and pleasure too." + +"Yes, dearest one, I do love you, and amorous pleasure with you; but +you must respect my delicacy." + +My eyes were wet with tears, and she was so affected that she fell +fainting to the ground. I lifted her up and gently laid her on the +bed. Her pallor alarmed me. I brought smelling-salts, I rubbed her +forehead with Savoy-water, and she soon opened her eyes, and seemed +delighted to find me calm again. + +The thought of taking advantage of her helplessness would have +horrified me. She sat up on the bed, and said,-- + +"You have just given a true proof of the sincerity of your +affection." + +"Did you think, sweetheart, that I was vile enough to abuse your +weakness? Could I enjoy a pleasure in which you had no share?" + +"I did not think you would do such a thing, but I should not have +resisted, though it is possible that I should not have loved you +afterwards." + +"Sara, though you do not know, you charm my soul out of my body." + +After this I sat down sadly on the bed, and abandoned myself to the +most melancholy reflections, from which Sara did not endeavour to +rouse me. + +Her mother came in and asked why she was on the bed, but not at all +suspiciously. Sara told her the truth. + +M. M---- F---- came in soon after, and we dined together, but +silently. What I had heard from the girl's lips had completely +overwhelmed me. I saw I had nothing to hope for, and that it was +time for me to look to myself. Six weeks before, God had delivered +me from my bondage to an infamous woman, and now I was in danger of +becoming the slave of an angel. Such were my reflections whilst Sara +was fainting, but it was necessary for me to consider the matter at +my leisure. + +There was a sale of valuable articles in the city, the means taken +for disposing of them being a lottery. Sara had read the +announcement, and I asked her with her mother and sister to come with +me and take part in it. I had not much trouble in obtaining their +consent, and we found ourselves in distinguished company, among the +persons present being the Countess of Harrington, Lady Stanhope, and +Emilie and her daughters. Emilie had a strange case before the +courts. She had given information to the police that her husband had +been robbed of six thousand pounds, though everyone said that she +herself was the thief. + +Madame M---- F---- did not take a ticket, but she allowed me to take +tickets for her daughters, who were in high glee, since for ten or +twelve guineas they got articles worth sixty. + +Every day I was more taken with Sara; but feeling sure that I should +only obtain slight favours from her, I thought it was time to come to +an explanation. So after supper I said that as it was not certain +that Sara could become my wife I had determined not to accompany them +to Berne. The father told me I was very wise, and that I could still +correspond with his daughter, Sara said nothing, but I could see she +was much grieved. + +I passed a dreadful night; such an experience was altogether new to +me. I weighed Sara's reasons, and they seemed to me to be merely +frivolous, which drove me to conclude that my caresses had displeased +her. + +For the last three days I found myself more than once alone with her; +but I was studiously moderate, and she caressed me in a manner that +would have made my bliss if I had not already obtained the one great +favour. It was at this time I learnt the truth of the maxim that if +abstinence is sometimes the spur of love, it has also the contrary +effect. Sara had brought my feeling to a pitch of gentle friendship, +while an infamous prostitute like the Charpillon, who knew how to +renew hope and yet grant nothing, ended by inspiring me with +contempt, and finally with hatred. + +The family sailed for Ostend, and I accompanied them to the mouth of +the Thames. I gave Sara a letter for Madame de W----. This was the +name of the learned Hedvig whom she did not know. They afterwards +became sisters-in-law, as Sara married a brother of M. de W----, and +was happy with him. + +Even now I am glad to hear tidings of my old friends and their +doings, but the interest I take in such matters is not to be compared +to my interest in some obscure story of ancient history. For our +contemporaries, the companions, of our youthful follies, we have a +kind of contempt, somewhat similar to that which we entertain for +ourselves. Four years ago I wrote to Madame G---- at Hamburg, and my +letter began: + +"After a silence of twenty-one years . . ." + +She did not deign to reply, and I was by no means displeased. We +cared no longer for one another, and it is quite natural that it +should be so. + +When I tell my reader who Madame G---- is, he will be amused. Two +years ago I set out for Hamburg, but my good genius made me turn back +to Dux; what had I to do at Hamburg? + +After my guests were gone I went to the Italian Opera at Covent +Garden, and met Goudar, who asked me if I would come to the Sartori's +concert. He told me I should see a beautiful young English woman +there who spoke Italian. As I had just lost Sara I did not much care +about making new acquaintances, but still I was curious to see the +young marvel. I indulged my curiosity, and I am glad to say that +instead of being amused I was wearied, though the young English woman +was pretty enough. A young Livonian, who called himself Baron of +Stenau, seemed extremely interested in her. After supper she offered +us tickets for the next concert, and I took one for myself and one +for Gondar, giving her two guineas, but the Livonian baron took fifty +tickets, and gave her a bank note for fifty guineas. I saw by this +that he wanted to take the place by storm, and I liked his way of +doing it. I supposed him to be rich, without caring to enquire into +his means. He made advances to me and we became friends, and the +reader will see in due time what a fatal acquaintance he was. + +One day as I was walking with Goudar in Hyde Park he left me to speak +to two ladies who seemed pretty. + +He was not long absent, and said, when he rejoined me,-- + +"A Hanoverian lady, a widow and the mother of five daughters, came to +England two months ago with her whole family. She lives close by, +and is occupied in soliciting compensation from the Government for +any injury that was done her by the passage of the Duke of +Cumberland's army. The mother herself is sick and and never leaves +her bed; she sends her two eldest daughters to petition the +Government, and they are the two young ladies you have just seen. +They have not met with any success. The eldest daughter is twenty- +two, and the youngest fourteen; they are all pretty and can speak +English, French, and German equally well, and are always glad to see +visitors. I had been to visit them myself, but as I gave them +nothing I do not care to go there alone a second time. If you like, +however, I can introduce you." + +"You irritate my curiosity. Come along, but if the one that pleases +me is not complaisant she shall have nothing." + +"They will not even allow one to take them by the hand." + +"They are Charpillons, I suppose." + +"It looks like it. But you won't see any men there:" + +We were shewn into a large room where I noticed three pretty girls +and an evil-looking man. I began with the usual compliments, to +which the girls replied politely, but with an air of great sadness. + +Goudar spoke to the man, and then came to me shrugging his shoulders, +and saying,-- + +"We have come at a sad time. That man is a bailiff who has come to +take the mother to prison if she can't pay her landlord the twenty +guineas' rent she owes him, and they haven't got a farthing. When +the mother has been sent to prison the landlord will no doubt turn +the girls out of doors." + +"They can live with their mother for nothing." + +"Not at all. If they have got the money they can have their meals in +prison, but no one is allowed to live in a prison except the +prisoners." + +I asked one of them where her sisters were. + +"They have gone out, to look for money, for the landlord won't accept +any surety, and we have nothing to sell." + +"All this is very sad; what does your mother say?" + +"She only weeps, and yet, though she is ill and cannot leave her bed, +they are going to take her to prison. By way of consolation the +landlord says he will have her carried." + +"It is very hard. But your looks please me, mademoiselle, and if you +will be kind I may be able to extricate you from the difficulty." + +"I do not know what you mean by 'kind.'" + +"Your mother will understand; go and ask her." + +"Sir, you do not know us; we are honest girls, and ladies of position +besides." + +With these words the young woman turned her back on me, and began to +weep again. The two others, who were quite as pretty, stood straight +up and said not a word. Goudar whispered to me in Italian that +unless we did something for them we should cut but a sorry figure +there; and I was cruel enough to go away without saying a word. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +The Hanoverians + + +As we were leaving the house we met the two eldest sisters, who came +home looking very sad. I was struck by their beauty, and extremely +surprised to hear myself greeted by one of them, who said,-- + +"It is M. the Chevalier de Seingalt." + +"Himself, mademoiselle, and sorely grieved at your misfortune." + +"Be kind enough to come in again for a moment." + +"I am sorry to say that I have an important engagement." + +"I will not keep you for longer than a quarter of an hour." + +I could not refuse so small a favour, and she employed the time in +telling me how unfortunate they had been in Hanover, how they had +come to London to obtain compensation, of their failure, their debts, +the cruelty of the landlord, their mother's illness, the prison that +awaited her, the likelihood of their being cast into the street, and +the cruelty of all their acquaintances. + +"We have nothing to sell, and all our resources consist of two +shillings, which we shall have to spend on bread, on which we live." + +"Who are your friends? How can they abandon you at such a time?" + +She mentioned several names--among others, Lord Baltimore, Marquis +Carracioli, the Neapolitan ambassador, and Lord Pembroke. + +"I can't believe it," said I, "for I know the two last noblemen to be +both rich and generous. There must be some good reason for their +conduct, since you are beautiful; and for these gentlemen beauty is a +bill to be honoured on sight." + +"Yes, there is a reason. These rich noblemen abandon us with +contempt. They refuse to take pity on us because we refuse to yield +to their guilty passion." + +"That is to say, they have taken a fancy to you, and as you will not +have pity on them they refuse to have pity on you. Is it not so?" + +"That is exactly the situation." + +"Then I think they are in the right." + +"In the right?" + +"Yes, I am quite of their opinion. We leave you to enjoy your sense +of virtue, and we spend our money in procuring those favours which +you refuse us. Your misfortune really is your prettiness, if you +were ugly you would get twenty guineas fast enough. I would give you +the money myself, and the action would be put down to benevolence; +whereas, as the case stands, if I were to give you anything it would +be thought that I was actuated by the hope of favours to come, and I +should be laughed at, and deservedly, as a dupe." + +I felt that this was the proper way to speak to the girl, whose +eloquence in pleading her cause was simply wonderful. + +She did not reply to my oration, and I asked her how she came to know +me. + +"I saw you at Richmond with the Charpillon." + +"She cost me two thousand guineas, and I got nothing for my money; +but I have profited by the lesson, and in future I shall never pay in +advance." + +Just then her mother called her, and, begging me to wait a moment, +she went into her room, and returned almost directly with the request +that I would come and speak to the invalid. + +I found her sitting up in her bed; she looked about forty-five, and +still preserved traces of her former beauty; her countenance bore the +imprint of sadness, but had no marks of sickness whatsoever. Her +brilliant and expressive eyes, her intellectual face, and a +suggestion of craft about her, all bade me be on my guard, and a sort +of false likeness to the Charpillon's mother made me still more +cautious, and fortified me in my resolution to give no heed to the +appeals of pity. + +"Madam," I began, "what can I do for you?" + +"Sir," she replied, "I have heard the whole of your conversations +with my daughters, and you must confess that you have not talked to +them in a very fatherly manner." + +"Quite so, but the only part which I desire to play with them is that +of lover, and a fatherly style would not have been suitable to the +part. If I had the happiness of being their father, the case would +be altered. What I have said to your daughters is what I feel, and +what I think most likely to bring about the end I have in view. I +have not the slightest pretence to virtue, but I adore the fair sex, +and now you and they know the road to my purse. If they wish to +preserve their virtue, why let them; nobody will trouble them, and +they, on their side, must not expect anything from men. Good-bye, +madam; you may reckon on my never addressing your daughters again." + +"Wait a moment, sir. My husband was the Count of ----, and you see +that my daughters are of respectable birth." + +"Have you not pity for our situation?" + +"I pity you extremely, and I would relieve you in an instant if your +daughters were ugly, but as it is they are pretty, and that alters +the case." + +"What an argument!" + +"It is a very strong one with me, and I think I am the best judge of +arguments which apply to myself. You want twenty guineas; well, you +shall have them after one of your five countesses has spent a joyous +night with me." + +"What language to a woman of my station! Nobody has ever dared to +speak to me in such a way before." + +"Pardon me, but what use is rank without a halfpenny? Allow me to +retire. + +"To-day we have only bread to eat." + +"Well, certainly that is rather hard on countesses." + +"You are laughing at the title, apparently." + +"Yes, I am; but I don't want to offend you. If you like, I will stop +to dinner, and pay for all, yourself included." + +"You are an eccentric individual. My girls are sad, for I am going +to prison. You will find their company wearisome." + +"That is my affair." + +"You had much better give them the money you would spend on the +dinner." + +"No, madam. I must have at least the pleasures of sight and sound +for my money. I will stay your arrest till to-morrow, and afterwards +Providence may possibly intervene on your behalf." + +"The landlord will not wait." + +"Leave me to deal with him." + +I told Goudar to go and see what the man would take to send the +bailiff away for twenty-four hours. He returned with the message +that he must have a guinea and bail for the twenty guineas, in case +the lodgers might take to flight before the next day. + +My wine merchant lived close by. I told Gondar to wait for me, and +the matter was soon settled and the bailiff sent away, and I told the +five girls that they might take their ease for twenty-four hours +more. + +I informed Gondar of the steps I had taken, and told him to go out +and get a good dinner for eight people. He went on his errand, and I +summoned the girls to their mother's bedside, and delighted them all +by telling them that for the next twenty-four hours they were to make +good cheer. They could not get over their surprise at the suddenness +of the change I had worked in the house. + +"But this is all I can do for you," said I to the mother. "Your +daughters are charming, and I have obtained a day's respite for you +all without asking for anything in return; I shall dine, sup, and +pass the night with them without asking so much as a single kiss, but +if your ideas have not changed by to-morrow you will be in exactly +the same position as you were a few minutes ago, and I shall not +trouble you any more with my attentions." + +"What do you mean my 'changing my ideas'?" + +"I need not tell you, for you know perfectly well what I mean." + +"My daughters shall never become prostitutes." + +"I will proclaim their spotless chastity all over London--but I shall +spend my guineas elsewhere." + +"You are a cruel man." + +"I confess I can be very cruel, but it is only when I don't meet with +kindness." + +Goudar came back and we returned to the ladies' room, as the mother +did not like to shew herself to my friend, telling me that I was the +only man she had permitted to see her in bed during the whole time +she had been in London. + +Our English dinner was excellent in its way, but my chief pleasure +was to see the voracity with which the girls devoured the meal. One +would have thought they were savages devouring raw meat after a long +fast. I had got a case of excellent wine and I made each of them +drink a bottle, but not being accustomed to such an indulgence they +became quite drunk. The mother had devoured the whole of the +plentiful helpings I had sent in to her, and she had emptied a bottle +of Burgundy, which she carried very well. + +In spite of their intoxication, the girls were perfectly safe; I kept +my word, and Goudar did not take the slightest liberty. We had a +pleasant supper, and after a bowl of punch I left them feeling in +love with the whole bevy, and very uncertain whether I should be able +to shew as brave a front the next day. + +As we were going away Goudar said that I was conducting the affair +admirably, but if I made a single slip I should be undone. + +I saw the good sense of his advice, and determined to shew that I was +as sharp as he. + +The next day, feeling anxious to hear the result of the council which +the mother had doubtless held with the daughters, I called at their +house at ten o'clock. The two eldest sisters were out, endeavouring +to beat up some more friends, and the three youngest rushed up to me +as if they had been spaniels and I their master, but they would not +even allow me to kiss them. I told them they made a mistake, and +knocked at the mother's door. She told me to come in, and thanked me +for the happy day I had given them. + +"Am I to withdraw my bail, countess?" + +"You can do what you like, but I do not think you capable of such an +action." + +"You are mistaken. You have doubtless made a deep study of the human +heart; but you either know little of the human mind, or else you +think you have a larger share than any other person. All your +daughters have inspired me with love, but were it a matter of life +and death I would not do a single thing for them or you before you +have done me the only favour that is in your power. I leave you to +your reflections, and more especially to your virtues." + +She begged me to stay, but I did not even listen to her. I passed by +the three charmers, and after telling my wine merchant to withdraw +his security I went in a furious mood to call on Lord Pembroke. As +soon as I mentioned the Hanoverians he burst out laughing, and said +these false innocents must be made to fulfil their occupation in a +proper manner. + +"They came whining to me yesterday," he proceeded, "and I not only +would not give them anything, but I laughed them to scorn. They have +got about twelve guineas out of me on false pretences; they are as +cunning sluts as the Charpillon." + +I told him what I had done the day before, and what I intended to +offer: twenty guineas for the first, and as much for each of the +others, but nothing to be paid in advance. + +"I had the same idea myself, but I cried off, and I don't think +you'll succeed, as Lord Baltimore offered them forty apiece; that is +two hundred guineas in all, and the bargain has fallen through +because they want the money to be paid in advance. They paid him a +visit yesterday, but found him pitiless, for he has been taken in +several times by them." + +"We shall see what will happen when the mother is under lock and key; +I'll bet we shall have them cheaply." + +I came home for dinner, and Goudar, who had just been at their house, +reported that the bailiff would only wait till four o'clock, that the +two eldest daughters had come back empty-handed, and that they had +been obliged to sell one of their dresses to buy a morsel of bread. + +I felt certain that they would have recourse to me again, and I was +right. We were at dessert when they put in an appearance. I made +them sit down, and the eldest sister exhausted her eloquence to +persuade me to give them another three days' grace. + +"You will find me insensible," said I, "unless you are willing to +adopt my plan. If you wish to hear it, kindly follow me into the +next room." + +She did so, leaving her sister with Goudar, and making her sit down +on a sofa beside me, I shewed her twenty guineas, saying,-- + +"These are yours; but you know on what terms?" + +She rejected my offer with disdain, and thinking she might wish to +salve her virtue by being attacked, I set to work; but finding her +resistance serious I let her alone, and begged her to leave my house +immediately. She called to her sister, and they both went out. + +In the evening, as I was going to the play, I called on my wine +merchant to hear the news. He told me that the mother had been taken +to prison, and that the youngest daughter had gone with her; but he +did not know what had become of the four others. + +I went home feeling quite sad, and almost reproaching myself for not +having taken compassion on then; however, just as I was sitting down +to supper they appeared before me like four Magdalens. The eldest, +who was the orator of the company, told me that their mother was in +prison, and that they would have to pass the night in the street if I +did not take pity on them. + +"You shall have rooms, beds, and good fires," said I, "but first let +me see you eat." + +Delight appeared on every countenance, and I had numerous dishes +brought for them. They ate eagerly but sadly, and only drank water. + +"Your melancholy and your abstinence displeases me," said I, to the +eldest girl; "go upstairs and you will find everything necessary for +your comfort, but take care to be gone at seven in the morning and +not to let me see your faces again." + +They went up to the second floor without a word. + +An hour afterwards, just as I was going to bed, the eldest girl came +into my room and said she wished to have a private interview with me. +I told my negro to withdraw, and asked her to explain herself. + +"What will you do for us," said she, "if I consent to share your +couch?" + +"I will give you twenty guineas, and I will lodge and board you as +long as you give me satisfaction." + +Without saying a word she began to undress, and got into bed. She +was submissive and nothing more, and did not give me so much as a +kiss. At the end of a quarter of an hour I was disgusted with her +and got up, and giving her a bank note for twenty guineas I told her +to put on her clothes and go back to her room. + +"You must all leave my house to-morrow," I said, "for I am ill +pleased with you. Instead of giving yourself up for love you have +prostituted yourself. I blush for you." + +She obeyed mutely, and I went to sleep in an ill humour. + +At about seven o'clock in the morning I was awakened by a hand +shaking me gently. I opened my eyes, and I was surprised to see the +second daughter. + +"What do you want?" I said, coldly. + +"I want you to take pity on us, and shelter us in your house for a +few days longer. I will be very grateful. My sister has told me +all, you are displeased with her, but you must forgive her, for her +heart is not her own. She is in love with an Italian who is in +prison for debt." + +"And I suppose you are in love with someone else?" "No, I am not." + +"Could you love me?" + +She lowered her eyes, and pressed my hand gently. I drew her towards +me, and embraced her, and as I felt her kisses answer mine, +I said,-- + +"You have conquered." + +"My name is Victoire." + +"I like it, and I will prove the omen a true one." + +Victoire, who was tender and passionate, made me spend two delicious +hours, which compensated me for my bad quarter of an hour of the +night before. + +When our exploits were over, I said,-- + +"Dearest Victoire, I am wholly throe. Let your mother be brought +here as soon as she is free. Here are twenty guineas for you." + +She did not expect anything, and the agreeable surprise made her in +an ecstasy; she could not speak, but her heart was full of happiness. +I too was happy, and I believed that a great part of my happiness was +caused by the knowledge that I had done a good deed. We are queer +creatures all of us, whether we are bad or good. From that moment I +gave my servants orders to lay the table for eight persons every day, +and told them that I was only at home to Goudar. I spent money +madly, and felt that I was within a measurable distance of poverty. + +At noon the mother came in a sedan-chair, and went to bed directly. +I went to see her, and did not evince any surprise when she began to +thank me for my noble generosity. She wanted me to suppose that she +thought I had given her daughters forty guineas for nothing, and I +let her enjoy her hypocrisy. + +In the evening I took them to Covent Garden, where the castrato +Tenducci surprised me by introducing me to his wife, of whom he had +two children. He laughed at people who said that a castrato could +not procreate. Nature had made him a monster that he might remain a +man; he was born triorchis, and as only two of the seminal glands had +been destroyed the remaining one was sufficient to endow him with +virility. + +When I got back to my small seraglio I supped merrily with the five +nymphs, and spent a delicious night with Victoire, who was overjoyed +at having made my conquest. She told me that her sister's lover was +a Neapolitan, calling himself Marquis de Petina, and that they were +to get married as soon as he was out of prison. It seemed he was +expecting remittances, and the mother would be delighted to see her +daughter a marchioness. + +"How much does the marquis owe?" + +"Twenty guineas." + +"And the Neapolitan ambassador allows him to languish in prison for +such a beggarly sum? I can't believe it." + +"The ambassador won't have anything to do with him, because he left +Naples without the leave of the Government." + +"Tell your sister that if the ambassador assures me that her lover's +name is really the Marquis de Petina, I will get him out of prison +immediately." + +I went out to ask my daughter, and another boarder of whom I was very +fond, to dinner, and on my way called on the Marquis of Caraccioli, +an agreeable man, whose acquaintance I had made at Turin. I found +the famous Chevalier d'Eon at his house, and I had no need of a +private interview to make my inquiries about Petina. + +"The young man is really what he professes to me," said the +ambassador, "but I will neither receive him nor give him any money +till I hear from my Government that he has received leave to travel." + +That was enough for me, and I stayed there for an hour listening to +d'Eon's amusing story. + +Eon had deserted the embassy on account of ten thousand francs which +the department of foreign affairs at Versailles had refused to allow +him, though the money was his by right. He had placed himself under +the protection of the English laws, and after securing two thousand +subscribers at a guinea apiece, he had sent to press a huge volume in +quarto containing all the letters he had received from the French +Government for the last five or six years. + +About the same time a London banker had deposited the sum of twenty +thousand guineas at the Bank of England, being ready to wager that +sum that Eon was a woman. The bet was taken by a number of persons +who had formed themselves into a kind of company for the purpose, and +the only way to decide it was that Eon should be examined in the +presence of witnesses. The chevalier was offered half the wager, but +he laughed them to scorn. He said that such an examination would +dishonour him, were he man or woman. Caraccioli said that it could +only dishonour him if he were a woman, but I could not agree with +this opinion. At the end of a year the bet was declared off; but in +the course of three years he received his pardon from the king, and +appeared at Court in woman's dress, wearing the cross of St. Louis. + +Louis XV. had always been aware of the chevalier's sex, but Cardinal +Fleuri had taught him that it became kings to be impenetrable, and +Louis remained so all his life. + +When I got home I gave the eldest Hanoverian twenty guineas, telling +her to fetch her marquis out of prison, and bring him to dine with +us, as I wanted to know him. I thought she would have died with joy. + +The third sister, having taken counsel with Victoire, and doubtless +with her mother also, determined to earn twenty guineas for herself, +and she had not much trouble in doing so. She it was on whom Lord +Pembroke had cast the eye of desire. + +These five girls were like five dishes placed before a gourmand, who +enjoys them one after the other. To my fancy the last was always the +best. The third sister's name was Augusta. + +Next Sunday I had a large number of guests. There were my daughter +and her friend, Madame Cornelis, and her son. Sophie was kissed and +caressed by the Hanoverians, while I bestowed a hundred kisses on +Miss Nancy Steyne, who was only thirteen, but whose young beauty +worked sad havoc with my senses. My affection was supposed to be +fatherly in its character, but, alas I it was of a much more fleshly +kind. This Miss Nancy, who seemed to me almost divine, was the +daughter of a rich merchant. I said that I wanted to make her +father's acquaintance, and she replied that her father proposed +coming to call on me that very day. I was delighted to hear of the +coincidence, and gave order that he should be shewn in as soon as he +came. + +The poor marquis was the only sad figure in the company. He was +young and well-made, but thin and repulsively ugly. He thanked me +for my kindness, saying that I had done a wise thing, as he felt sure +the time would come when he would repay me a hundredfold. + +I had given my daughter six guineas to buy a pelisse, and she took me +to my bedroom to shew it me. Her mother followed her to congratulate +me on my seraglio. + +At dinner gaiety reigned supreme. I sat between my daughter and Miss +Nancy Steyne, and felt happy. Mr. Steyne came in as we were at the +oysters. He kissed his daughter with that tender affection which is +more characteristic, I think, of English parents than those of any +other nation. + +Mr. Steyne had dined, but he nevertheless ate a hundred scolloped +oysters, in the preparation of which my cook was wonderfully expert; +he also honoured the champagne with equal attention. + +We spent three hours at the table and then proceeded to the third +floor, where Sophie accompanied her mother's singing on the piano, +and young Cornelis displayed his flute-playing talents. Mr. Steyne +swore that he had never been present at such a pleasant party in his +life, adding that pleasure was forbidden fruit in England on Sundays +and holidays. This convinced me that Steyne was an intelligent man, +though his French was execrable. He left at seven, after giving a +beautiful ring to my daughter, whom he escorted back to school with +Miss Nancy. + +The Marquis Petina foolishly observed to me that he did not know +where to find a bed. I understood what he wanted, but I told him he +would easily find one with a little money. Taking his sweetheart +aside I gave her a guinea for him, begging her to tell him not to +visit me again till he was invited. + +When all the guests were gone, I led the five sisters to the mother's +room. She was wonderfully well, eating, drinking, and sleeping to +admiration, and never doing anything, not even reading or writing. +She enjoyed the 'dolce far niente' in all the force of the term. +However, she told me she was always thinking of her family, and of +the laws which it imposed on her. + +I could scarcely help laughing, but I only said that if these laws +were the same as those which her charming daughters followed, I +thought them wiser than Solon's. + +I drew Augusta on to my knee, and said,-- + +"My lady, allow me to kiss your delightful daughter." + +Instead of giving me a direct answer, the old hypocrite began a long +sermon on the lawfulness of the parental kiss. All the time Augusta +was lavishing on me secret but delicious endearments. + + 'O tempora! O mores!' + +The next day I was standing at my window, when the Marquis +Caraccioli, who was passing by, greeted me, and asked me if he could +come in. I bade him welcome, and summoning the eldest sister told +the ambassador that this young lady was going to marry the Marquis +Petina as soon as his remittances arrived. + +He addressed himself to her, and spoke as follows: + +"Mademoiselle, it is true that your lover is really a marquis, but he +is very poor and will never have any money; and if he goes back to +Naples he will be imprisoned, and if he is released from the State +prison his creditors will put him in the Vittoria." + +However this salutary warning had no effect. + +After the ambassador had taken his leave I was dressing to take a +ride when Augusta told me that, if I liked, Hippolyta her sister +would come with me, as she could ride beautifully. + +"That's amusing," said I, "make her come down." + +Hippolyta came down and begged me to let her ride with me, saying +that she would do me credit. + +"Certainly;" said I, "but have you a man's riding suit or a woman's +costume?" + +"No." + +"Then we must put off the excursion till to-morrow." + +I spent the day in seeing that a suit was made for her, and I felt +quite amorous when Pegu, the tailor, measured her for the breeches. +Everything was done in time and we had a charming ride, for she +managed her horse with wonderful skill. + +After an excellent supper, to which wine had not been lacking, the +happy Hippolyta accompanied Victoire into my room and helped her to +undress. When she kissed her sister I asked if she would not give me +a kiss too, and after some jesting Augusta changed the joke into +earnest by bidding her come to bed beside me, without taking the +trouble to ask my leave, so sure did she feel of my consent. The +night was well spent, and I had no reason to complain of want of +material, but Augusta wisely let the newcomer have the lion's share +of my attentions. + +Next day we rode out again in the afternoon, followed by my negro, +who was a skilful horseman himself. In Richmond Park Hippolyta's +dexterity astonished me; she drew all eyes on her. In the evening we +came home well pleased with our day's ride, and had a good supper. + +As the meal proceeded I noticed that Gabrielle, the youngest of all, +looked sad and a little sulky. I asked her the reason, and with a +little pout that became her childish face admirably, she replied,-- + +"Because I can ride on horseback as well as my sister." + +"Very good," said I, "then you shall ride the day after to-morrow." +This put her into a good temper again. + +Speaking of Hippolyta's skill, I asked her where she had learnt to +ride. She simply burst out laughing. I asked her why she laughed, +and she said,-- + +"Why, because I never learnt anywhere; my only masters were courage +and some natural skill." + +"And has your sister learnt?" + +"No," said Gabrielle, "but I can ride just as well." + +I could scarcely believe it, for Hippolyta had seemed to float on her +horse, and her riding skewed the utmost skill and experience. Hoping +that her sister would vie with her, I said that I would take them out +together, and the very idea made them both jump with joy. + +Gabrielle was only fifteen, and her shape, though not fully +developed, was well marked, and promised a perfect beauty by the time +she was in her maturity. Full of grace and simplicity, she said she +would like to come with me to my room, and I readily accepted her +offer, not caring whether the scheme had been concerted between her +and her other sisters. + +As soon as we were alone, she told me that she had never had a lover, +and she allowed me to assure myself of the fact with the same child- +like simplicity. Gabrielle was like all the others; I would have +chosen her if I had been obliged to make the choice. She made me +feel sorry for her sake, to hear that the mother had made up her mind +to leave. In the morning I gave her her fee of twenty guineas and a +handsome ring as a mark of my peculiar friendship, and we spent the +day in getting ready our habits for the ride of the day following. + +Gabrielle got on horseback as if she had had two years in the riding +school. We went along the streets at a walking pace, but as soon as +we were in the open country we broke into a furious gallop, and kept +it up till we got to Barnet, where we stopped to breakfast. We had +done the journey in twenty-five minutes, although the distance is +nearly ten miles. This may seem incredible, but the English horses +are wonderfully swift, and we were all of us well mounted. My two +nymphs looked ravishing. I adored them, and I adored myself for +making them so happy. + +Just as we were remounting, who should arrive but Lord Pembroke. He +was on his way to St. Alban's. He stopped his horse, and admired the +graceful riding of my two companions; and not recognizing them +immediately, he begged leave to pay his court to them. How I laughed +to myself! At last he recognized them, and congratulated me on my +conquest, asking if I loved Hippolyta. I guessed his meaning, and +said I only loved Gabrielle. + +"Very good," said he; "may I come and see you?" + +"Certainly," I replied. + +After a friendly hand-shake we set out once more, and were soon back +in London. + +Gabrielle was done up and went to bed directly; she slept on till the +next morning without my disturbing her peaceful sleep, and when she +awoke and found herself in my arms, she began to philosophise. + +"How easy it is," said she, "to be happy when one is rich, and how +sad it is to see happiness out of one's reach for lack of a little +money. Yesterday I was the happiest of beings, and why should I not +be as happy all my days? I would gladly agree that my life should be +short provided that it should be a happy one." + +I, too, philosophised, but my reflections were sombre. I saw my +resources all but exhausted, and I began to meditate a journey to +Lisbon. If my fortune had been inexhaustible, the Hanoverians might +have held me in their silken fetters to the end of my days. It +seemed to me as if I loved them more like a father than a lover, and +the fact that I slept with them only added to the tenderness of the +tie. I looked into Gabrielle's eyes, and there I saw but love. How +could such a love exist in her unless she were naturally virtuous, +and yet devoid of those prejudices which are instilled into us in our +early years. + +The next day Pembroke called and asked me to give him a dinner. +Augusta delighted him. He made proposals to her which excited her +laughter as he did not want to pay till after the event, and she +would not admit this condition. However, he gave her a bank note for +ten guineas before he left, and she accepted it with much grace. The +day after he wrote her a letter, of which I shall speak presently. + +A few minutes after the nobleman had gone the mother sent for me to +come to her, and after paying an eloquent tribute to my virtues, my +generosity, and my unceasing kindness towards her family, she made +the following proposal: + +"As I feel sure that you have all the love of a father for my +daughters, I wish you to become their father in reality! I offer you +my hand and heart; become my husband, you will be their father, their +lord and mine. What do you say to this?" + +I bit my lips hard and had great difficulty in restraining my +inclination to laughter. Nevertheless, the amazement, the contempt, +and the indignation which this unparalleled piece of impudence +aroused in me soon brought me to myself. I perceived that this +consummate hypocrite had counted on an abrupt refusal, and had only +made this ridiculous offer with the idea of convincing me that she +was under the impression that I had left her daughters as I had found +them, and that the money I had spent on them was merely a sign of my +tender and fatherly affection. Of course she knew perfectly well how +the land lay, but she thought to justify herself by taking this step. +She was aware that I could only look upon such a proposal as an +insult, but she did not care for that. + +I resolved to keep on the mask, and replied that her proposition was +undoubtedly a very great honour for me, but it was also a very +important question, and so I begged her to allow me some time for +consideration. + +When I got back to my room I found there the mistress of the wretched +Marquis Petina, who told me that her happiness depended on a +certificate from the Neapolitan ambassador that her lover was really +the person he professed to be. With this document he would be able +to claim a sum of two hundred guineas, and then they could both go to +Naples, and he would marry her there. "He will easily obtain the +royal pardon," said she. "You, and you alone, can help us in the +matter, and I commend myself to your kindness." + +I promised to do all I could for her. In fact, I called on the +ambassador, who made no difficulty about giving the required +certificate. For the moment my chilly conquest was perfectly happy, +but though I saw she was very grateful to me I did not ask her to +prove her gratitude. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +Augusta Becomes Lord Pembroke's Titular Mistress The King of +Corsica's Son--M. du Claude, or the Jesuit Lavalette--Departure of +the Hanoverians I Balance My Accounts--The Baron Stenau--The English +Girl, and What She Gave Me--Daturi--My Flight from London--Comte St. +Germain--Wesel + + +Lord Pembroke wrote to Augusta offering her fifty guineas a month for +three years, with lodging, board, servants, and carriage at St. +Albans, without reckoning what she might expect from his grateful +affection if it were returned. + +Augusta translated the letter for me, and asked for my advice. + +"I can't give you any counsel," said I, "in a matter which only +concerns your own heart and your own interests." + +She went up to her mother, who would come to no conclusion without +first consulting me, because, as she said, I was the wisest and most +virtuous of men. I am afraid the reader will differ from her here, +but I comfort myself by the thought that I, too, think like the +reader. At last it was agreed that Augusta should accept the offer +if Lord Pembroke would find a surety in the person of some reputable +London merchant, for with her beauty and numerous graces she was sure +to, become Lady Pembroke before long. Indeed, the mother said she +was perfectly certain of it, as otherwise she could not have given +her consent, as her daughters were countesses, and too good to be any +man's mistresses. + +The consequence was that Augusta wrote my lord a letter, and in three +days it was all settled. The merchant duly signed the contract, at +the foot of which I had the honour of inscribing my name as a +witness, and then I took the merchant to the mother, and he witnessed +her cession of her daughter. She would not see Pembroke, but she +kissed her daughter, and held a private colloquy with her. + +The day on which Augusta left my house was signalized by an event +which I must set down. + +The day after I had given the Marquis Petina's future bride the +required certificate, I had taken out Gabrielle and Hippolyta for a +ride. When I got home I found waiting for me a person calling +himself Sir Frederick, who was said to be the son of Theodore, King +of Corsica, who had died in London. This gentleman said he wished to +speak to me in private, and when we were alone he said he was aware +of my acquaintance with the Marquis Petina, and being on the eve of +discounting a bill of two hundred guineas for him he wished to be +informed whether it was likely that he could meet the bill when it +fell due. + +"It is important that I should be informed on that point," he added, +"for the persons who are going to discount the bill want me to put my +signature to it." + +"Sir," I replied, "I certainly am acquainted with the marquis, but I +know nothing about his fortune. However, the Neapolitan ambassador +assured me that he was the Marquis Petina." + +"If the persons who have the matter in hand should drop it, would you +discount the bill? You shall have it cheap." + +"I never meddle with these speculations. Good day, Sir Frederick." + +The next day Goudar came and said that a M. du Claude wanted to speak +to me. + +"Who is M. du Claude?" + +"The famous Jesuit Lavalette, who was concerned in the great +bankruptcy case which ruined the Society in France. He fled to +England under a false name. I advise you to listen to him, for he +must have plenty of money." + +"A Jesuit and a bankrupt; that does not sound very well." + +"Well, I have met him in good houses, and knowing that I was +acquainted with you he addressed himself to me. After all, you run +no risk in listening to what he has to say." + +"Well, well, you can take me to him; it will be easier to avoid any +entanglement than if he came to see me." + +Goudar went to Lavalette to prepare the way, and in the afternoon he +took me to see him. I was well enough pleased to see the man, whose +rascality had destroyed the infamous work of many years. He welcomed +me with great politeness, and as soon as we were alone he shewed me a +bill of Petina's, saying,-- + +"The young man wants me to discount it, and says you can give me the +necessary information." + +I gave the reverend father the same answer as I had given the King of +Corsica's son, and left him angry with this Marquis of Misery who had +given me so much needless trouble. I was minded to have done with +him, and resolved to let him know through his mistress that I would +not be his reference, but I could not find an opportunity that day. + +The next day I took my two nymphs for a ride, and asked Pembroke to +dinner. In vain we waited for Petina's mistress; she was nowhere to +be found. At nine o'clock I got a letter from her, with a German +letter enclosed for her mother. She said that feeling certain that +her mother would not give her consent to her marriage, she had eloped +with her lover, who had got together enough money to go to Naples, +and when they reached that town he would marry her. She begged me to +console her mother and make her listen to reason, as she had not gone +off with an adventurer but with a man of rank, her equal. My lips +curled into a smile of pity and contempt, which made the three +sisters curious. I shewed them the letter I had just received, and +asked them to come with me to their mother. + +"Not to-night," said Victoire, "this terrible news would keep her +awake." + +I took her advice and we supped together, sadly enough. + +I thought the poor wretch was ruined for life, and I reproached +myself with being the cause of her misfortune; for if I had not +released the marquis from prison this could never have happened. The +Marquis Caraccioli had been right in saying that I had done a good +deed, but a foolish one. I consoled myself in the arms of my dear +Gabrielle. + +I had a painful scene with the mother the next morning. She cursed +her daughter and her seducer, and even blamed me. She wept and +stormed alternately. + +It is never of any use to try and convince people in distress that +they are wrong, for one may only do harm, while if they are left to +themselves they soon feel that they have been unjust, and are +grateful to the person who let them exhaust their grief without any +contradiction. + +After this event I spent a happy fortnight in the society of +Gabrielle, whom Hippolyta and Victoire looked on as my wife. She +made my happiness and I made hers in all sorts of ways, but +especially by my fidelity; for I treated her sisters as if they had +been my sisters, shewing no recollection of the favours I had +obtained from them, and never taking the slightest liberty, for I +knew that friendship between women will hardly brook amorous rivalry. +I had bought them dresses and linen in abundance, they were well +lodged and well fed, I took them to the theatre and to the country, +and the consequence was they all adored me, and seemed to think that +this manner of living would go on for ever. Nevertheless, I was +every day nearer and nearer to moral and physical bankruptcy. I had +no more money, and I had sold all my diamonds and precious stones. I +still possessed my snuff-boxes, my watches, and numerous trifles, +which I loved and had not the heart to sell; and, indeed, I should +not have got the fifth part of what I gave for them. For a whole +month I had not paid my cook, or my wine merchant, but I liked to +feel that they trusted me. All I thought of was Gabrielle's love, +and of this I assured myself by a thousand delicacies and attentions. + +This was my condition when one day Victoire came to me with sadness +on her face, and said that her mother had made up her mind to return +to Hanover, as she had lost all hope of getting anything from the +English Court. + +"When does she intend to leave?" + +"In three or four days." + +"And is she going without telling me, as if she were leaving an inn +after paying her bill?" + +"On the contrary, she wishes to have a private talk with you." + +I paid her a visit, and she began by reproaching me tenderly for not +coming to see her more often. She said that as I had refused her +hand she would not run the risk of incurring censure or slander of +any kind. "I thank you from my heart," she added, "for all the +kindness you have shewn my girls, and I am going to take the three I +have left away, lest I lose them as I have lost the two eldest. If +you like, you may come too and stay with us as long as you like in my +pretty country house near the capital." + +Of course I had to thank her and reply that my engagements did not +allow me to accept her kind offer. + +Three days after, Victoire told me, as I was getting up, that they +were going on board ship at three o'clock. Hippolyta and Gabrielle +made me come for a ride, according to a promise I had given them the +night before. The poor things amused themselves, while I grieved +bitterly, as was my habit when I had to separate from anyone that I +loved. + +When we came home I lay down on my bed, not taking any dinner, and +seeing nothing of the three sisters till they had made everything +ready for the journey. I got up directly before they left, so as not +to see the mother in my own room, and I saw her in hers just as she +was about to be taken down into my carriage, which was in readiness +at the door. The impudent creature expected me to give her some +money for the journey, but perceiving that I was not likely to bleed, +she observed, with involuntary sincerity, that her purse contained +the sum of a hundred and fifty guineas, which I had given to her +daughters; and these daughters of hers were present, and sobbed +bitterly. + +When they were gone I closed my doors to everyone, and spent three +days in the melancholy occupation of making up my accounts. In the +month I had spent with the Hanoverians I had dissipated the whole of +the sum resulting from the sale of the precious stones, and I found +that I was in debt to the amount of four hundred guineas. I resolved +to go to Lisbon by sea, and sold my diamond cross, six or seven gold +snuff-boxes (after removing the portraits), all my watches except +one, and two great trunks full of clothes. I then discharged my +debts and found I was eighty guineas to the good, this being what +remained of the fine fortune I had squandered away like a fool or a +philosopher, or, perhaps, a little like both. I left my fine house +where I had lived so pleasantly, and took a little room at a guinea a +week. I still kept my negro, as I had every reason to believe him to +be a faithful servant. + +After taking these measures I wrote to M. de Bragadin, begging him to +send me two hundred sequins. + +Thus having made up my mind to leave London without owing a penny to +anyone, and under obligations to no man's purse, I waited for the +bill of exchange from Venice. When it came I resolved to bid +farewell to all my friends and to try my fortune in Lisbon, but such +was not the fate which the fickle goddess had assigned to me. + +A fortnight after the departure of the Hanoverians (it was the end of +February in the year 1764), my evil genius made me go to the "Canon +Tavern," where I usually dined in a room by myself. The table was +laid and I was just going to sit down, when Baron Stenau came in and +begged me to have my dinner brought into the next room, where he and +his mistress were dining. + +"I thank you," said I, "for the solitary man grows weary of his +company." + +I saw the English woman I had met at Sartori's, the same to whom the +baron had been so generous. She spoke Italian, and was attractive in +many ways, so I was well pleased to find myself opposite to her, and +we had a pleasant dinner. + +After a fortnight's abstinence it was not surprising that she +inspired me with desires, but I concealed them nevertheless, for her +lover seemed to respect her. I only allowed myself to tell the baron +that I thought him the happiest of men. + +Towards the close of the dinner the girl noticed three dice on the +mantel and took them up, saying,-- + +"Let us have a wager of a guinea, and spend it on oysters and +champagne." + +We could not refuse, and the baron having lost called the waiter and +gave him his orders. + +While we were eating the oysters she suggested that we should throw +again to see which should pay for the dinner. + +We did so and she lost. + +I did not like my luck, and wishing to lose a couple of guineas I +offered to throw against the baron. He accepted, and to my annoyance +I won. He asked for his revenge and lost again. + +"I don't want to win your money," said I, "and I will give you your +revenge up to a hundred guineas." + +He seemed grateful and we went on playing, and in less than half an +hour he owed me a hundred guineas. + +"Let us go on," said he. + +"My dear baron, the luck's against you; you might lose a large sum of +money. I really think we have had enough." + +Without heeding my politeness, he swore against fortune and against +the favour I seemed to be shewing him. Finally he got up, and taking +his hat and cane, went out, saying,-- + +"I will pay you when I come back." + +As soon as he had gone the girl said: + +"I am sure you have been regarding me as your partner at play." + +"If you have guessed that, you will also have guessed that I think +you charming." + +"Yes, I think I have." + +"Are you angry with me?" + +"Not in the least." + +"You shall have the fifty guineas as soon as he has paid me." + +"Very good, but the baron must know nothing about it." + +"Of course not." + +The bargain was scarcely struck before I began to shew her how much I +loved her. I had every reason to congratulate myself on her +complaisance, and I thought this meeting a welcome gleam of light +when all looked dark around me. We had to make haste, however, as +the door was only shut with a catch. I had barely time to ascertain +her address and the hour at which she could see me, and whether I +should have to be careful with her lover. She replied that the +baron's fidelity was not of a character to make him very exacting. I +put the address in my pocket, and promised to pass a night with her. + +The baron came in again, and said,-- + +"I have been to a merchant to discount this bill of exchange, and +though it is drawn on one of the best house in Cadiz, and made out by +a good house in London, he would not have anything to do with it." + +I took the bill and saw some millions mentioned on it, which +astonished me. + +The baron said with a laugh that the currency was Portuguese milries, +and that they amounted to five hundred pounds sterling. + +"If the signatures are known," said I, "I don't understand why the +man won't discount it. Why don't you take it to your banker?" + +"I haven't got one. I came to England with a thousand gold pieces in +my pocket, and I have spent them all. As I have not got any letters +of credit I cannot pay you unless the bill is discounted. If you +have got any friends on the Exchange, however, you could get it +done." + +"If the names prove good ones I will let you have the money to-morrow +morning." + +"Then I will make it payable to your order." + +He put his name to it, and I promised to send him either the money or +the bill before noon on the day following. He gave me his address +and begged me to come and dine with him, and so we parted. + +The next day I went to Bosanquet, who told me that Mr. Leigh was +looking out for bills of exchange on Cadiz, and I accordingly waited +on him. He exclaimed that such paper was worth more than gold to +him, and gave me five hundred and twenty guineas, of course after I +had endorsed it. + +I called on the baron and gave him the money I had just received, and +he thanked me and gave me back the hundred guineas. Afterwards we +had dinner, and fell to talking of his mistress. + +"Are you in love with her?" said I. + +"No; I have plenty of others, and if you like her you can have her +for ten guineas." + +I liked this way of putting it, though I had not the slightest idea +of cheating the girl out of the sum I had promised her. On leaving +the baron I went to see her, and as soon as she heard that the baron +had paid me she ordered a delicious supper, and made me spend a night +that obliterated all my sorrows from my memory. In the morning, when +I handed over the fifty guineas, she said that as a reward for the +way in which I kept my promise I could sup with her whenever I liked +to spend six guineas. I promised to come and see her often. + +The next morning I received a letter through the post, written in bad +Italian, and signed, "Your obedient godson, Daturi." This godson of +mine was in prison for debt, and begged me to give him a few +shillings to buy some food. + +I had nothing particular to do, the appellation of godson made me +curious, and so I went to the prison to see Daturi, of whose identity +I had not the slightest idea. He was a fine young man of twenty; he +did not know me, nor I him. I gave him his letter, and begging me to +forgive him he drew a paper from his pocket and shewed me his +certificate of baptism, on which I saw my own name inscribed beside +his name and those of his father and mother, the parish of Venice, +where he was born, and the church in which he was baptized; but still +I racked my memory in vain; I could not recollect him. + +"If you will listen to me," he said, "I can set you right; my mother +has told me the story a hundred times." + +"Go on," said I, "I will listen;" and as he told his story I +remembered who he was. + +This young man whom I had held at the font as the son of the actor +Daturi was possibly my own son. He had come to London with a troupe +of jugglers to play the illustrious part of clown, or pagliazzo, but +having quarrelled with the company he had lost his place and had got +into debt to the extent of ten pounds sterling, and for this debt he +had been imprisoned. Without saying anything to him about my +relations with his mother, I set him free on the spot, telling him to +come to me every morning, as I would give him two shillings a day for +his support. + +A week after I had done this good work I felt that I had caught the +fearful disease from which the god Mercury had already delivered me +three times, though with great danger and peril of my life. I had +spent three nights with the fatal English woman, and the misfortune +was doubly inconvenient under the circumstances. I was on the eve of +a long sea voyage, and though Venus may have risen from the waves of +the sea, sea air is by no means favourable to those on whom she has +cast her malign aspect. I knew what to do, and resolved to have my +case taken in hand without delay. + +I left my house, not with the intention of reproaching the English +woman after the manner of fools, but rather of going to a good +surgeon, with whom I could make an agreement to stay in his house +till my cure was completed. + +I had my trunks packed just as if I was going to leave London, +excepting my linen, which I sent to my washerwoman who lived at a +distance of six miles from town, and drove a great trade. + +The very day I meant to change my lodging a letter was handed to me. +It was from Mr. Leigh, and ran as follows: + +"The bill of exchange I discounted for you is a forgery, so please to +send me at your earliest convenience the five hundred and twenty +guineas; and if the man who has cheated you will not reimburse the +money, have him arrested. For Heaven's sake do not force me to have +you arrested to-morrow, and whatever you do make haste, for this may +prove a hanging matter." + +Fortunately I was by myself when I received the letter. I fell upon +my bed, and in a moment I was covered with a cold sweat, while I +trembled like a leaf. I saw the gallows before me, for nobody would +lend me the money, and they would not wait for my remittance from +Venice to reach me. + +To my shuddering fit succeeded a burning fever. I loaded my pistols, +and went out with the determination of blowing out Baron Stenau's +brains, or putting him under arrest if he did not give me the money. +I reached his house, and was informed that he had sailed for Lisbon +four days ago. + +This Baron Stenau was a Livonian, and four months after these events +he was hanged at Lisbon. I only anticipate this little event in his +life because I might possibly forget it when I come to my sojourn at +Riga. + +As soon as I heard he was gone I saw there was no remedy, and that I +must save myself. I had only ten or twelve guineas left, and this +sum was insufficient. I went to Treves, a Venetian Jew to whom I had +a letter from Count Algarotti, the Venetian banker. I did not think +of going to Bosanquet, or Sanhel, or Salvador, who might possibly +have got wind of my trouble, while Treves had no dealings with these +great bankers, and discounted a bill for a hundred sequins readily +enough. With the money in my pocket I made my way to my lodging, +while deadly fear dogged every step. Leigh had given me twenty-four +hours' breathing time, and I did not think him capable of breaking +his word, still it would not do to trust to it. I did not want to +lose my linen nor three fine suits of clothes which my tailor was +keeping for me, and yet I had need of the greatest promptitude. + +I called in Jarbe and asked him whether he would prefer to take +twenty guineas and his dismissal, or to continue in my service. I +explained that he would have to wait in London for a week, and join +me at the place from which I wrote to him. + +"Sir," said he, "I should like to remain in your service, and I will +rejoin you wherever you please. When are you leaving?" + +"In an hour's time; but say not a word, or it will cost me my life." + +"Why can't you take me with you?" + +"Because I want you to bring my linen which is at the wash, and my +clothes which the tailor is making. I will give you sufficient money +for the journey." + +"I don't want anything. You shall pay me what I have spent when I +rejoin you. Wait a moment." + +He went out and came back again directly, and holding out sixty +guineas, said,-- + +"Take this, sir, I entreat you, my credit is good for as much more in +case of need." + +"I thank you, my good fellow, but I will not take your money, but be +sure I will not forget your fidelity." + +My tailor lived close by and I called on him, and seeing that my +clothes were not yet made up I told him that I should like to sell +them, and also the gold lace that was to be used in the trimming. He +instantly gave me thirty guineas which meant a gain to him of twenty- +five per cent. I paid the week's rent of my lodging, and after +bidding farewell to my negro I set out with Daturi. We slept at +Rochester, as my strength would carry me no farther. I was in +convulsions, and had a sort of delirium. Daturi was the means of +saving my life. + +I had ordered post-horses to continue our journey, and Daturi of his +own authority sent them back and went for a doctor, who pronounced me +to be in danger of an apoplectic fit and ordered a copious blood- +letting, which restored my calm. Six hours later he pronounced me +fit to travel. I got to Dover early in the morning, and had only +half an hour to stop, as the captain of the packet said that the tide +would not allow of any delay. The worthy sailor little knew how well +his views suited mine. I used this half hour in writing to Jarbe, +telling him to rejoin me at Calais, and Mrs. Mercier, my landlady, to +whom I had addressed the letter, wrote to tell me that she had given +it him with her own hands. However, Jarbe did not come. We shall +hear more of this negro in the course of two years. + +The fever and the virus that was in my blood put me in danger of my +life, and on the third day I was in extremis. A fourth blood-letting +exhausted my strength, and left me in a state of coma which lasted +for twenty-four hours. This was succeeded by a crisis which restored +me to life again, but it was only by dint of the most careful +treatment that I found myself able to continue my journey a fortnight +after my arrival in France. + +Weak in health, grieved at having been the innocent cause of the +worthy Mr. Leigh's losing a large sum of money, humiliated by my +flight from London, indignant with Jarbe, and angry at being obliged +to abandon my Portuguese project, I got into a post-chaise with +Daturi, not knowing where to turn or where to go, or whether I had +many more weeks to live. + +I had written to Venice asking M. de Bragadin to send the sum I have +mentioned to Brussels instead of London. + +When I got to Dunkirk, the day after I left Paris, the first person I +saw was the merchant S----, the husband of that Therese whom my +readers may remember, the niece of Tiretta's mistress, with whom I +had been in love seven years ago. The worthy man recognized me, and +seeing his astonishment at the change in my appearance I told him I +was recovering from a long illness, and then asked after his wife. + +"She is wonderfully well," he answered, "and I hope we shall have the +pleasure of seeing you to dinner tomorrow." + +I said I wanted to be off at day-break, but he would not hear of it, +and protested he would be quite hurt if I went away without seeing +his wife and his three children. At last I appeased him by saying +that we would sup together. + +My readers will remember that I had been on the point of marrying +Therese, and this circumstance made me ashamed of presenting myself +to her in such a sorry plight. + +In a quarter of an hour the husband arrived with his wife and three +children, the eldest of whom looked, about six. After the usual +greetings and tiresome enquiries after my health, Therese sent back +the two younger children, rightly thinking that the eldest would be +the only one in whom I should take any interest. He was a charming +boy; and as he was exactly like his mother, the worthy merchant had +no doubts as to the parentage of the child. + +I laughed to myself at finding my offspring thus scattered all over +Europe. At supper Therese gave me news of Tiretta. He had entered +the Dutch East India Company's service, but having been concerned in +a revolt at Batavia, he had only escaped the gallows by flight--I had +my own thoughts as to the similarity between his destiny and mine, +but I did not reveal them. After all it is an easy enough matter for +an adventurous man, who does not look where he is going, to get +hanged for a mere trifle. + +The next day, when I got to Tournay, I saw some grooms walking fine +horses up and down, and I asked to whom they belonged. + +"'To the Comte de St. Germain, the adept, who has been here a month, +and never goes out. Everybody who passes through the place wants to +see him; but he is invisible." + +This was enough to give me the same desire, so I wrote him a letter, +expressing my wish to speak to him, and asking him to name an hour. +His reply, which I have preserved, ran as follows: + +"The gravity of my occupation compels me to exclude everyone, but you +are an exception. Come whenever you like, you will be shewn in. You +need not mention my name nor your own. I do not ask you to share my +repast, far my food is not suitable to others--to you least of all, +if your appetite is what it used to be." + +At nine o'clock I paid my call, and found he had grown a beard two +inches long. He had a score of retorts before him, full of liquids +in various stages of digestion. He told me he was experimenting with +colours for his own amusement, and that he had established a hat +factory for Count Cobenzl, the Austrian ambassador at Brussels. He +added that the count had only given him a hundred and fifty thousand +florins, which were insufficient. Then we spoke of Madame d'Urfe. + +"She poisoned herself," said he, "by taking too strong a dose of the +Universal Medicine, and her will shews that she thought herself to be +with child. If she had come to me, I could have really made her so, +though it is a difficult process, and science has not advanced far +enough for us to be able to guarantee the sex of the child." + +When he heard the nature of my disease, he wanted me to stay three +days at Tournay for him to give me fifteen pills, which would +effectually cure me, and restore me to perfect health. Then he +shewed me his magistrum, which he called athoeter. It was a white +liquid contained in a well-stoppered phial. He told me that this +liquid was the universal spirit of nature, and that if the wax on the +stopper was pricked ever so lightly, the whole of the contents would +disappear. I begged him to make the experiment. He gave me the +phial and a pin, and I pricked the wax, and to lo! the phial was +empty. + +"It is very fine," said I, "but what good is all this?" + +"I cannot tell you; that is my secret." + +He wanted to astonish me before I went, and asked me if I had any +money about me. I took out several pieces and put them on the table. +He got up, and without saying what he was going to do he took a +burning coal and put it on a metal plate, and placed a twelve-sols +piece with a small black grain on the coal. He then blew it, and in +two minutes it seemed on fire. + +"Wait a moment," said the alchemist, "let it get cool;" and it cooled +almost directly. + +"Take it; it is yours," said he. + +I took up the piece of money and found it had become gold. I felt +perfectly certain that he had smuggled my silver piece away, and had +substituted a gold piece coated with silver for it. I did not care +to tell him as much, but to let him see that I was not taken in, I +said,-- + +"It is really very wonderful, but another time you should warn me +what you are going to do, so that the operation might be attentively +watched, and the piece of money noted before being placed on the +burning coal." + +"Those that are capable of entertaining doubts of my art," said the +rogue, "are not worthy to speak to me." + +This was in his usual style of arrogance, to which I was accustomed. +This was the last time I saw this celebrated and learned impostor; he +died at Schlesing six or seven years after. The piece of money he +gave me was pure gold, and two months after Field-marshal Keith took +such a fancy to it that I gave it him. + +I left Tournay the next morning, and stopped at Brussels to await the +answer of the letter which I had written to M. de Bragadin. Five +days after I got the letter with a bill of exchange for two hundred +ducats. + +I thought of staying in Brussels to get cured, but Daturi told me +that he had heard from a rope-dancer that his father and mother and +the whole family were at Brunswick, and he persuaded me to go there, +assuring me that I should be carefully looked after. + +He had not much difficulty in getting me to go to Brunswick, as I was +curious to see again the mother of my godson, so I started the same +day. At Ruremonde I was so ill that I had to stop for thirty-six +hours. At Wesel I wished to get rid of my post-chaise, for the +horses of the country are not used to going between shafts, but what +was my surprise to meet General Bekw there. + +After the usual compliments had passed, and the general had condoled +with me on my weak state of health, he said he should like to buy my +chaise and exchange it for a commodious carriage, in which I could +travel all over Germany. The bargain was soon struck, and the +general advised me to stay at Wesel where there was a clever young +doctor from the University of Leyden, who would understand my case +better than the Brunswick physicians. + +Nothing is easier than to influence a sick man, especially if he be +in search of fortune, and knows not where to look for the fickle +goddess. General Bekw----, who was in garrison at Wesel, sent for +Dr. Pipers, and was present at my confession and even at the +examination. + +I will not revolt my readers by describing the disgusting state in +which I was, suffice it to say that I shudder still when I think of +it. + +The young doctor, who was gentleness personified, begged me to come +and stay with him, promising that his mother and sisters should take +the greatest care of me, and that he would effect a radical cure in +the course of six weeks if I would carry out all his directions. The +general advised me strongly to stay with the doctor, and I agreed all +the more readily as I wished to have some amusement at Brunswick and +not to arrive there deprived of the use of all my limbs. I therefore +gave in, but the doctor would not hear of any agreement. He told me +that I could give him whatever I liked when I went away, and he would +certainly be satisfied. He took his leave to go and make my room +ready, and told me to come in an hour's time. I went to his house in +a sedan-chair, and held a handkerchief before my face, as I was +ashamed that the young doctor's mother and sisters should see me in +the state I was in. + +As soon as I got to my room, Daturi undressed me and I went to bed. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +My Cure--Daturi is Beaten by Some Soldiers--I Leave Wesel for +Brunswick--Redegonde--Brunswick--The Hereditary Prince--The Jew-- +My Stay at Wolfen-Buttel The Library--Berlin Calsabigi and the Berlin +Lottery--Mdlle. Belanger + + +At Supper-time, the doctor, his mother, and one of his sisters came +to see me. All of them bore the love of their kind written on their +features; they assured me that I should have all possible care at +their hands. When the ladies were gone the doctor explained his +treatment. He said that he hoped to cure me by the exhibition of +sudorifices and mercurial pills, but he warned me I must be very +careful in my diet and must not apply myself in any way. I promised +to abide by his directions, and he said that he would read me the +newspaper himself twice a week to amuse me, and by way of a beginning +he informed me that the famous Pompadour was dead. + +Thus I was condemned to a state of perfect rest, but it was not the +remedies or the abstinence I dreaded most; I feared the effects of +ennui; I thought I should die of it. No doubt the doctor saw the +danger as well as myself, for he asked me if I would mind his sister +coming and working in my room occasionally with a few of her friends. +I replied that, despite my shame of shewing myself to young ladies in +such a condition, I accepted her offer with delight. The sister was +very grateful for what she was pleased to call my kindness, for my +room was the only one which looked in the street, and as everyone +knows girls are very fond of inspecting the passers-by. Unfortunately +this arrangement turned out ill for Daturi. The poor young man had +only received the education of a mountebank, and it was tiresome for +him to pass all his time in my company. When he saw that I had +plenty of friends, he thought I could dispense with his society, and +only thought of amusing himself. On the third day towards the +evening he was carried home covered with bruises. He had been in the +guard-room with the soldiers, and some quarrel having arisen he had +got a severe beating. He was in a pitiable state; all over blood and +with three teeth missing. He told me the story with tears, and +begged me to take vengeance on his foes. + +I sent my doctor to General Bekw----, who said that all he could do +was to give the poor man a bed in the hospital. Baturi had no bones +broken, and in a few days was quite well, so I sent him on to +Brunswick with a passport from General Salomon. The loss of his +teeth secured him from the conscription; this, at any rate, was a +good thing. + +The treatment of the young doctor was even more successful than he +had anticipated, for in a month I was perfectly well again, though +terribly thin. The worthy people of the house must have taken an +idea of me not in the least like myself; I was thought to be the most +patient of men, and the sister and her young lady friends must have +considered me as modesty personified; but these virtues only resulted +from my illness and my great depression. If you want to discover the +character of a man, view him in health and freedom; a captive and in +sickness he is no longer the same man. + +I gave a beautiful dress to the sister, and twenty louis to the +doctor, and both seemed to me extremely satisfied. + +On the eve of my departure I received a letter from Madame du Rumain, +who had heard I was in want from my friend Baletti, and sent me a +bill of exchange on Amsterdam for six hundred florins. She said I +could repay her at my convenience, but she died before I was able to +discharge the debt. + +Having made up my mind to go to Brunswick, I could not resist the +temptation to pass through Hanover, for whenever I thought of +Gabrielle I loved her still. I did not wish to stop any length of +time, for I was poor and I had to be careful of my health. I only +wished to pay her a flying visit on the estate which her mother had +at Stocken, as she had told me. I may also say that curiosity was a +motive for this visit. + +I had decided to start at day-break in my new carriage, but the fates +had ordained it otherwise. + +The English general wrote me a note asking me to sup with him, +telling me that some Italians would be present, and this decided me +to stay on, but I had to promise the doctor to observe strict +temperance. + +My surprise may be imagined when I saw the Redegonde and her +abominable mother. The mother did not recognize me at first, but +Redegonde knew me directly, and said,-- + +"Good Heavens! how thin you have become!" + +I complimented her on her beauty, and indeed she had improved +wonderfully. + +"I have just recovered from a dangerous illness," said I, "and I am +starting for Brunswick at day-break tomorrow." + +"So are we," she exclaimed, looking at her mother. + +The general, delighted to find that we knew each other, said we could +travel together. + +"Hardly, I think," I replied, "unless the lady-mother has changed her +principles since I knew her." + +"I am always the same," she said, dryly enough; but I only replied +with a glance of contempt. + +The general held a bank at faro at a small table. There were several +other ladies and some officers, and the stakes were small. He +offered me a place, but I excused myself, saying that I never played +while on a journey. + +At the end of the deal the general returned to the charge, and +said,-- + +"Really, chevalier, this maxim of yours is anti-social; you must +play." + +So saying he drew several English bank notes from his pocket-book, +telling me they were the same I had given him in London six months +ago. + +"Take your revenge," he added; "there are four hundred pounds here." + +"I don't want to lose as much as that," I replied, "but I will risk +fifty pounds to amuse you." + +With this I took out the bill of exchange that Madame du Rumain had +sent me. + +The general went on dealing, and at the third deal I found I was +fifty guineas to the good, and with that I was satisfied. Directly +afterwards supper was announced, and we went into the dining-room. + +Redegonde, who had learnt French admirably, kept everybody amused. +She had been engaged by the Duke of Brunswick as second singer, and +she had come from Brussels. She bemoaned her journey in the +uncomfortable post-chaise, and expressed a fear that she would be ill +by the time she got to her journey's end. + +"Why, there's the Chevalier Seingalt all alone in a most comfortable +carriage," said the general. + +Redegonde smiled. + +"How many people will your carriage hold?" + +"Only two." + +"Then it's out of the question, for I never let my daughter travel +alone with anybody." + +A general burst of laughter, in which Redegonde joined, seemed to +confuse the mother in some degree; but like a good daughter Redegonde +explained that her mother was always afraid of her being +assassinated. + +The evening passed away in pleasant conversation, and the younger +singer did not need much persuasion to seat herself at the piano, +where she sang in a manner that won genuine applause. + +When I wanted to go the general begged me to breakfast with him, +saying that the post-chaise did not go till twelve, and that this act +of politeness was due to my young fellow-countrywoman. Redegonde +joined in, reproaching me with my behaviour at Turin and Florence, +though she had nothing really to complain of. I gave in, and feeling +that I wanted rest I went to bed. + +The next morning, at nine o'clock, I took leave of the worthy doctor +and his family and walked to the general's, giving orders that my +carriage should be brought round as soon as it was ready. + +In half an hour Redegonde and her mother arrived, and I was +astonished to see them accompanied by the brother who had been my +servant at Florence. + +When breakfast was over my carriage stood at the door, and I made my +bow to the general and all the company, who were standing in the hall +to see me off. Redegonde came down the steps with me, and asked if +my carriage was comfortable, and then got into it. I got in after +her without the slightest premeditation, and the postillion, seeing +the carriage full, gave a crack with his whip and we were off, +Redegonde shrieking with laughter. I was on the point of telling him +to stop, but seeing her enjoyment of the drive I held my tongue, only +waiting for her to say, "I have had enough." But I waited in vain, +and we had gone over half a league before she said a word. + +"I have laughed, and laugh still," she said, "when I think of what my +mother will say at this freak of mine. I had no intentions in +getting into the carriage, and I am sure you cannot have told the +postillion to drive on." + +"You may be quite sure of that." + +"All the same my mother will believe it to be a deeply-laid plan, and +that strikes me as amusing." + +"So it is; I am quite satisfied, certainly. Now you are here you had +better come on with me to Brunswick; you will be more comfortable +than in a villainous stage coach." + +"I should be delighted, but that would be pushing matters too far. +No, we will stop at the first stage and wait for the coach." + +"You may do so if you please, but you will excuse my waiting." + +"What! you would leave me all alone?" + +"You know, dear Redegonde, that I have always loved you, and I am +ready to take you with me to Brunswick; what more can I say?" + +"If you love me you will wait with me and restore me to my mother, +who must be in despair." + +"In spite of my devotion I am afraid I cannot do so." + +Instead of turning sulky the young madcap began to laugh again; and I +determined she should come with me to Brunswick. + +When we got to the end of the stage there were no horses ready. I +arranged matters with the postillion, and after baiting the horses we +set out once more. The roads were fearful, and we did not come to +the second posting-stage till nightfall. + +We might have slept there, but not wishing to be caught up by the +coach and to lose my prize, I ordered fresh horses and we resumed our +journey in spite of Redegonde's tears and supplications. We +travelled all night and reached Lippstadt in the early morning, and +in spite of the unseasonableness of the hour I ordered something to +eat. Redegonde wanted a rest, as indeed did I, but she had to give +way when I said caressingly that we could sleep at Minden. Instead +of scolding me she began to smile, and I saw she guessed what she had +to expect; in fact, when we got to Minden we had supper, and then +went to bed together as man and wife, and stayed in bed for five +hours. She was quite kind, and only made me entreat her for form's +sake. + +We got to Hanover and put up at an excellent inn where we had a +choice meal, and where I found the waiter who was at the inn in +Zurich when I waited on the ladies at table. Miss Chudleigh had +dined there with the Duke of Kingston, and they had gone on to +Berlin. + +We had a beautiful French bed in which to spend the night, and in the +morning we were awakened by the noise of the stage coach. Redegonde +not wishing to be surprised in my arms rang the bell and told the +waiter by no means to admit the lady who would come out of the coach +and ask to be shewn in directly; but her precaution was vain, for, as +the waiter went out, the mother and son came in, and we were taken in +'flagrante delicto'. + +I told them to wait outside, and getting up in my shirt I locked the +door. The mother began to abuse me and her daughter, and threatened +me with criminal proceedings if I did not give her up. Redegonde, +however, calmed her by telling her the story, and she believed, or +pretended to believe, it was all chance; but she said,-- + +"That's all very well; but you can't deny, you little slut, that you +have been sleeping with him." + +"Oh, there's no harm in that, for you know, dear mamma, nobody does +anything asleep." + +Without giving her the time to reply she threw her arms round her +neck and promised to go on with her in the coach. + +After things had been thus settled, I dressed myself, and gave them +all a good breakfast, and went on my way to Brunswick, where I +arrived a few hours before them. + +Redegonde had deprived me of my curiosity to see Gabrielle; besides, +in the condition I was in, my vanity would have suffered grievously. +As soon as I had settled in a good inn I sent for Daturi, who came +immediately, elegantly dressed, and very anxious to introduce to me a +certain Signor Nicolini, theatrical manager. This Nicolini +understood his craft perfectly, and was high in favour with the +prince to whom his daughter Anna was mistress. He gave me a +distinguished and a cordial greeting, and was very anxious that I +should stay with him, but I was able to escape the constraint of such +an arrangement without giving him any offense. I accepted his offer +to take my meals at his table, which was furnished by an excellent +cook and surrounded by a distinguished company. Here was no +gathering of men of title, with the cold and haughty manners of the +Court, all were talented, and such company to my mind was delightful. + +I was not well, and I was not rich, or else I should have made a +longer stay at Brunswick, which had its charms for me. But we will +not anticipate, though as old age steals on a man he is never tired +of dwelling again and again on the incidents of his past life, in +spite of his desire to arrest the sands which run out so quickly. + +The third day after my arrival at Brunswick, Redegonde knowing that I +was dining at Nicolini's came there too. Everybody had found out, +somehow or other, that we had travelled from Wesel to Hanover +together, and they were at liberty to draw whatever conclusions they +pleased. + +Two days later the crown prince arrived from Potsdam on a visit to +his future bride, the daughter of the reigning duke, whom he married +the year after. + +The Court entertained in the most magnificent manner, and the +hereditary prince, now the reigning duke, honoured me with an +invitation. I had met his highness at an assembly in Soho Square, +the day after he had been made a London citizen. + +It was twenty-two years since I had been in love with Daturi's +mother. I was curious to see the ravages which time had worked on +her, but I had reason to repent of my visit, for she had grown +terribly ugly. She knew it herself, and a blush of shame appeared on +those features which had once been fair. + +The prince had an army of six thousand foot in good condition. This +army was to be reviewed on a plain at a little distance from the +town, and I went to see the spectacle, and was rewarded by having +rain dripping down my back the whole time. Among the numerous +spectators were many persons of fashion, ladies in handsome dresses, +and a good sprinkling of foreigners. I saw the Honourable Miss +Chudleigh, who honoured me by addressing me, and asked me, amongst +other questions, how long I had left London. She was dressed in +Indian muslin, and beneath it she only wore a chemise of fine +cambric, and by the time the rain had made her clothes cling to her +body she looked more than naked, but she did not evince any +confusion. Most of the ladies sheltered themselves from the rain +under elegant tents which had been erected. + +The troops, who took no notice of the weather, executed their +manoeuvres, and fired their muskets in a manner which seemed to +satisfy good judges. + +There was nothing further to attract me at Brunswick, and I thought +of spending the summer at Berlin, which I concluded would be more +amusing than a small provincial town. Wanting an overcoat I bought +the material from a Jew, who offered to discount bills of exchange +for me if I had any. I had the bill which Madame du Rumain had sent +me, and finding that it would be convenient for me to get it +discounted, I gave it to the Israelite, who cashed it, deducting +commission at the ordinary rate of two per cent. The letter was +payable to the order of the Chevalier de Seingalt, and with that name +I endorsed it. + +I thought no more of the matter, but early the next day the same Jew +called on me, and told me that I must either return him his money, or +give sureties for the amount till he had ascertained whether the bill +was a forgery or not. + +I was offended at this piece of impertinence, and feeling certain +that the bill was a good one I told the fellow that he might set his +mind at rest and let me alone, as I should not give him any sureties. + +"I must either have the money or the surety," said he, "and if you +refuse I will have you arrested; your character is well known." + +This was too much for me, and raising my cane I gave him a blow on +the head which he must have felt for many a long day. I then dressed +and dined with Nicolini, without thinking or speaking of this +disagreeable incident. + +The next day as I was taking a walk outside the town walls, I met the +prince on horseback, followed by a single groom. I bowed to him as +he passed, but he came up to me and said,-- + +"You are leaving Brunswick, chevalier?" + +"In two or three days, your highness." + +"I heard this morning that a Jew has brought a complaint against you +for beating him because he asked you to give him security for a bill +of exchange which he was afraid of." + +"My lord, I cannot answer for the effects of my indignation against a +rascal who dared to come and insult me in my own house, but I do know +that if I had given him security I should have impugned my own +honour. The impertinent scoundrel threatened to have me arrested, +but I know that a just Government rules here, and not arbitrary +power." + +"You are right; it would be unjust to have you arrested, but he is +afraid for his ducats." + +"He need not be afraid, my lord, for the bill is drawn by a person of +honour and of high station in society." + +"I am delighted to hear it. The Jew said he would never have +discounted the bill if you had not mentioned my name." + +"That's a lie! Your highness' name never passed, my lips." + +"He also says that you endorsed the bill with a false name." + +"Then he lies again, for I signed myself Seingalt, and that name is +mine." + +"In short, it is a case of a Jew who has been beaten, and is afraid +of being duped. I pity such an animal, and I must see what I can do +to prevent his keeping you here till he learns the fate of the bill +at Amsterdam. As I have not the slightest doubt as to the goodness +of the bill, I will take it up myself, and this very morning: thus +you will be able to leave when you like. Farewell, chevalier! +I wish you a pleasant journey." + +With this compliment the prince left me, without giving me time to +answer him. I might have felt inclined to tell him that by taking up +the bill he would give the Jew and everyone else to understand that +it was a favour done to me, to the great hurt of my honour, and that +consequently I should be obliged by his doing nothing of the kind. +But though the prince was a man of generosity and magnanimity, he was +deficient in that delicate quality which we call tact. This defect, +common amongst princes, arises from their education, which places +them above the politeness which is considered necessary in ordinary +mortals. + +He could not have treated me worse than he did, if he had been +certain of my dishonesty, and wished me to understand that I was +forgiven, and that he would bear all the consequences of my +misdemeanour. With this idea in my head, I said to myself; "Perhaps, +indeed, this is exactly what the prince does think. Is it the Jew or +me that he pities? If the latter, I think I must give him a lesson, +though I do not wish to cause him any humiliation." + +Feeling deeply humiliated myself, and pondering on my position, +I walked away, directing my attention especially to the duke's +concluding words. I thought his wish for a pleasant journey +supremely out of place, under the circumstances, in the mouth of one +who enjoyed almost absolute power. It was equivalent to an order to +leave the town, and I felt indignant at the thought. + +I therefore resolved to vindicate my honour by neither going away nor +remaining. + +"If I stay," I said to myself, "the Jew will be adjudged to be in the +right; and if I go the duke will think I have profited by his favour, +and so to speak, by his present of fifty louis if the bill were +protested. I will not let anyone enjoy a satisfaction which is no +one due." + +After these considerations, which I thought worthy of a wiser head +than mine, I packed up my trunk, ordered horses, and after a good +dinner and the payment of my bill I went to Wolfenbuttel with the +idea of spending week there. I was sure of finding amusement, for +Wolfenbuttel contains the third largest library in Europe, and I had +long been anxious to see it. + +The learned librarian, whose politeness was all the better for being +completely devoid of affection, told me that not only could I have +whatever books I wished to see, but that I could take them to my +lodging, not even excepting the manuscripts, which are the chief +feature in that fine library. + +I spent a week in the library, only leaving it to take my meals and +go to bed, and I count this week as one of the happiest I have ever +spent, for then I forgot myself completely; and in the delight of +study, the past, the present, and the future were entirely blotted +out. Of some such sort, I think, must be the joys of the redeemed; +and now I see that only a few trifling little circumstances and +incidents were wanting to make me a perfect sage. And here I must +note a circumstance which my readers may scarcely believe, but which, +for all that, is quite true-namely, that I have always preferred +virtue to vice, and that when I sinned I did so out of mere lightness +of heart, for which, no doubt, I shall be blamed by many persons. +But, no matter--a man has only to give an account of his actions to +two beings, to himself here and to God hereafter. + +At Wolfenbuttel I gathered a good many hints on the "Iliad" and +"Odyssey," which will not be found in any commentator, and of which +the great Pope knew nothing. Some of these considerations will be +found in my translation of the "Iliad," the rest are still in +manuscript, and will probably never see the light. However, I burn +nothing, not even these Memoirs, though I often think of doing so, +but the time never comes. + +At the end of the week I returned to the same inn at Brunswick which +I had occupied before, and let my godson Daturi know of my arrival. + +I was delighted to hear that no one suspected that I had spent the +fortnight within five leagues of Brunswick. Daturi told me that the +general belief was that I had returned the Jew his money and got the +bill of exchange back. Nevertheless I felt sure that the bill had +been honoured at Amsterdam, and that the duke knew that I had been +staying at Wolfenbuttel. + +Daturi told me that Nicolini was expecting to see me at dinner, and I +was not astonished to hear of it, for I had not taken leave of +anyone. I accordingly went, and the following incident, which served +to justify me in the eyes of all men, took place: + +We were at the roast when one of the prince's servants came in with +the Jew I had beaten. The poor man came up humbly to me, and spoke +as follows: + +"I am ordered to come here, sir, to apologize for suspecting the +authenticity of the bill of exchange you gave me. I have been +punished by being fined the amount of my commission." + +"I wish that had been your only punishment," said I. + +He made me a profound bow, and went out, saying that I was only too +good. + +When I 'got back to the inn, I found a letter from Redegonde in which +she reproached me tenderly for not having been once to see her all +the time I had been at Brunswick, and begging me to breakfast with +her in a little country house. + +"I shall not be in my mother's company," she added, "but in that of a +young lady of your acquaintance, whom, I am sure, you will be glad to +see once more." + +I liked Redegonde, and I had only neglected her at Brunswick because +my means did not allow my making her a handsome present. I resolved +to accept her invitation, my curiosity being rather stimulated by the +account of the young lady. + +I was exact at the time indicated, and I found Redegonde looking +charming in a pretty room on the ground floor, and with her was a +young artiste whom I had known as a child shortly before I had been +put under the Leads. I pretended to be delighted to see her, but I +was really quite taken up with Redegonde, and congratulated her upon +her pretty house. She said she had taken it for six months, but did +not sleep there. After coffee had been served we were on the point +of going out for a stroll, when who should come in but the prince. +He smiled pleasantly when he saw us, and apologized to Redegonde for +interrupting our little party. + +The appearance of the prince enlightened me as to the position of my +delightful fellow countrywoman, and I understood why she had been so +precise about the time at which I was to come. Redegonde had made +the conquest of the worthy prince, who was always disposed to +gallantry, but felt it his duty during the first year of his marriage +with the King of England's sister to preserve some kind of incognito +in his amours. + +We spent an hour in walking up and down and talking of London and +Berlin, but nothing was said of the Jew or the bill of exchange. He +was delighted with my warm eulogium of his library at Wolfenbuttel, +and laughed with all his heart when I said that unless it had been +for the intellectual nourishment I enjoyed, the bad fare at the inn +would certainly have reduced me to half my present size. + +After bidding a graceful farewell to the nymph, the prince left us, +and we heard him galloping away on his horse. + +When I was alone with Redegonde, far from begging for new favours, I +advised her to be faithful to the prince; but though appearances were +certainly not deceitful in this case, she would not admit anything. +This was in accordance with her part as young mistress, and I did not +reproach her for her want of confidence. + +I spent the rest of the day at the inn, and started the next morning +at day-break. + +When I got to Magdeburg, I took a letter of introduction from General +Bekw---- to an officer. He shewed me the fortress, and kept me for +three days making me taste all the pleasures of the table, women, and +gaming. However, I was very moderate, and managed to increase my +savings in a small degree, contenting myself with modest wagers. + +From Magdeburg I went straight to Berlin, without caring to stop at +Potsdam, as the king was not there. The fearful Prussian roads with +their sandy soil made me take three days to do eighteen Prussian +miles. Prussia is a country of which much could be made with labour +and capital, but I do not think it will ever become a really fine +country. + +I put up at the "Hotel de Paris," which was both comfortable and +economical. Madame Rufin who kept it had entered into the spirit of +her business without losing her French politeness, and thus the inn +had got a reputation. As soon as I was in my room she came to ask me +if I were satisfied, and to make divers arrangements for my comfort. +There was a table d'hote, and those who ate in their private rooms +paid double. + +"This arrangement," I said, "may suit you, but for the present it +will not suit me. I want to dine in my own room, but I don't want to +pay double; I will therefore pay as if I were in the public room, but +if you like you need only send me up half the number of dishes." + +"I agree, on the condition that you sup with me; we will not put it +in the accounts, and you will only meet friends at my little +suppers." + +I thought her proposal so curious a one that I had a great +inclination to laugh, but finding it at the same time very +advantageous I accepted frankly, and as if we had long been friends. + +On the first day I was tired, and did not sup with her till the day +following. Madame Rufin had a husband who attended to the cooking, +and a son, but neither of them came to these suppers. The first time +I went to one of them I met an elderly but agreeable and sensible +gentleman. He lodged in a room adjoining mine, and called himself +Baron Treidel; his sister had married the Duke of Courland, Jean +Ernest Biron, or Birlen. The baron, who was extremely pleasant, +became my friend, and remained so for the couple of months I spent in +Berlin. I also met a Hamburg merchant, named Greve, and his wife, +whom he had just married and had brought to Berlin that she might see +the marvels of the Warrior-King's Court. She was as pleasant as her +husband, and I paid her an assiduous court. A lively and high- +spirited individual called Noel, who was the sole and beloved cook of +his Prussian Majesty, was the fourth person. He only came rarely to +the suppers on account of his duties in the king's kitchen. As I +have said, his majesty had only this one cook, and Noel had only one +scullion to help him. + +M. Noel, the ambassador of the French Republic at the Hague, is, as I +am assured, the son of this cook, who was an excellent man. And here +I must say, in despite of my hatred for the French Revolutionary +Government, that I am not at all ill pleased that a man of talents +should be enabled to fill exalted offices, which under the old system +of privilege were often occupied by fools. + +If it had not been for the culinary skill of Noel the cook, the +famous Atheist physician Lametrie would not have died of indigestion, +for the pie he succeeded in eating in his extremity was made by Noel. + +Lametrie often supped with Madame Rufin and I thought it disobliging +of him to die so soon, for I should have liked to know him, as he was +a learned man and full of mirth. He expired laughing, though it is +said that death from indigestion is the most painful of all. +Voltaire told me that he thought Lametrie the most obstinate Atheist +in the world, and I could easily believe it after reading his works. +The King of Prussia himself pronounced his funeral oration, using the +words, "It is not wonderful that he only believed in the existence of +matter, for all the spirit in the world was enclosed in his own body. +No one but a king would venture on such a sally in a funeral oration. +However, Frederick the Great was a Deist and not an Atheist; but that +is of little consequence, since he never allowed the belief in a God +to influence his actions in the slightest degree. Some say that an +Atheist who ponders over the possible existence of a God is better +than a Deist who never thinks of the Deity, but I will not venture to +decide this point." + +The first visit I paid in Berlin was to Calsabigi, the younger +brother of the Calsabigi with whom I had founded the lottery in Paris +in 1757. He had left Paris and his wife too, and had set up a +lottery in Brussels; but his extravagance was so great that he became +a bankrupt in spite of the efforts of Count Cobenzl to keep him +going. He fled from Brussels to Berlin, and was introduced to the +King of Prussia. He was a plausible speaker, and persuaded the +monarch to establish a lottery, to make him the manager, and to give +him the title of Counsellor of State. He promised that the lottery +should bring in an annual revenue of at least two hundred thousand +crowns, and only asked a percentage of ten per cent. for himself. + +The lottery had been going for two years, and had had a great +success, as hitherto it had had no large losses; but the king, who +knew that the luck might turn, was always in a fidget about it. With +this idea he told Calsabigi that he must carry it on on his own +responsibility and pay him a hundred thousand crowns per annum, that +being the cost of his Italian Theatre. + +I happened to call on Calsabigi on the very day on which the king +intimated to him this decision. After talking over our old +relationship and the vicissitudes we had both experienced, he told me +what had happened; it seemed an unexpected blow to him. The next +drawing, he said, would be at the king's risk; but the public would +have to be informed that in future the lottery would be a private +one. He wanted capital to the amount of two million crowns, for he +foresaw that otherwise the lottery would collapse, as people would +not risk their money without the certainty of being paid in the event +of their winning. He said he would guarantee me an income of ten +thousand crowns per annum if I succeeded in making the king change +his mind, and by way of encouragement he recalled to my mind the +effect of my persuasive powers at Paris seven years before. + +"'Tis a good omen," said he, "and without any superstition I believe +that the good genius of the lottery has brought me to Berlin just +now." + +I laughed at his illusions, but I pitied him. I shewed him the +impossibility of convincing an individual whose only argument was, +"I am afraid, and I don't wish to be afraid any longer." He begged +me to stay to dinner and introduced me to his wife. This was a +double surprise for me, in the first place because I thought General +La Motte, as his first wife was called, to be still living, and in +the second place because I recognized in this second wife of his, +Mdlle. Belanger. I addressed the usual compliments to her and +enquired after her mother. She replied with a profound sigh, and +told me not to ask any questions about her family as she had only bad +news to tell me. + +I had known Madame Belanger at Paris; she was a widow with one +daughter, and seemed to be well off. Now I saw this daughter, pretty +enough and well married, and yet in this doleful humour, and I felt +embarrassed and yet curious. + +After Calsabigi had placed me in a position to entertain a high +opinion of the skill of his cook, he shewed me his horses and +carriages, begging me to take a drive with his wife and come back to +supper, which, as he said, was his best meal. + +When we were in the carriage together, the necessity of talking about +something led me to ask the lady by what happy chain of circumstances +she found herself the wife of Calsabigi. + +"His real wife is still alive, so I have not the misfortune of +occupying that position, but everyone in Berlin thinks I am his +lawful wife. Three years ago I was deprived of my mother and the +means of livelihood at one stroke, for my mother had an annuity. +None of my relations were rich enough to help me, and wishing to live +virtuously above all things I subsisted for two years on the sale of +my mother's furniture, boarding with a worthy woman who made her +living by embroidery. I learnt her art, and only went out to mass on +Sundays. I was a prey to melancholy, and when I had spent all I had +I went to M. Brea, a Genoese, on whom I thought I could rely. I +begged him to get me a place as a mere waiting-maid, thinking that I +was tolerably competent for such a position. He promised to do what +he could for me, and five or six days afterwards he made me the +following proposal: + +"He read me a letter from Calsabigi, of whom I had never heard, in +which he charged him to send a virtuous young lady to Berlin. She +must be of good birth, good education, and pleasant appearance, as +when his aged and infirm wife died he intended to marry her. + +"As such a person would most probably be badly off, Calsabigi begged +M. Brea to give her fifty Louis to buy clothes and linen and fifty +Louis to journey to Berlin with a maid. M. Brea was also authorized +to promise that the young lady should hold the position of +Calsabigi's wife, and be presented in that character to all his +friends; that she should have a waiting-maid, a carriage, an +allowance of clothes, and a certain monthly amount as pin-money to be +spent as she chose. He promised, if the arrangement was not found +suitable, to set her free at the end of a year, giving her a hundred +Louis, and leaving her in possession of whatever money she might have +saved, and such clothes and jewels as he might have given her; in +fine, if the lady agreed to live with him till he was able to marry +her, Calsabigi promised to execute a deed of gift in her favour to +the amount of ten thousand crowns which the public would believe to +be her dowry, and if he died before being able to marry her she would +have a right to claim the aforesaid sum from his estate. + +"With such fine promises did Brea persuade me to leave my native +country to come and dishonour myself here, for though everybody +treats me as if I were his wife, it is probably known that I am only +his mistress. I have been here for six months, and I have never had +an instant's happiness." + +"Has he not kept the conditions you have mentioned?" "Conditions! +Calsabigi's state of health will kill him long before his wife, and +in that case I shall have nothing, for he is loaded with debt, and +his creditors would have the first claim on the estate. Besides, I +do not like him; and the reason is that he loves me too much. You +can understand that; his devotion worries me." + +"At all events, you can return to Paris in six months' time, or, in +fact, do anything you like when the term stipulated has expired. You +will get your hundred louis, and can lay in a pretty stock of linen." + +"If I go to Paris I shall be dishonoured, and if I remain here I +shall be dishonoured. In fact, I am very unhappy, and Brea is the +cause of my woe. Nevertheless, I can't blame him, as he could not +have been aware that his friend's property only consisted of debts. +And now the king has withdrawn his countenance, the lottery will +fail, and Calsabigi will inevitably become a bankrupt." + +She had studiously refrained from exaggeration, and I could not help +confessing that she was to be pitied. I advised her to try and sell +the deed of gift for ten thousand crowns, as it was not likely he +would raise any objection. + +"I have thought it over," said she, "but to do that I have need of a +friend; of course, I do not expect to dispose of it save at a great +loss." + +I promised to see what I could do for her. + +There were four of us at supper. The fourth person was a young man +who had helped in the Paris and Brussels Lotteries, and had followed +Calsabigi to Berlin. He was evidently in love with Mdlle. Belanger, +but I did not think his love was crowned with success. + +At dessert Calsabigi begged me to give him my opinion of a scheme he +had drafted, the aim of which was to bring in a sum of two million +crowns, so that the credit of the lottery might remain secure. + +The lady left us to talk business at our ease. She was between +twenty-four and twenty-five, and without having much wit she +possessed a great knowledge of the usages of society, which is better +than wit in a woman; in fine, she had all that a man could well +desire. The sentiments I felt for her were confined to those of +friendship and esteem after the confidence she had placed in me. + +Calsabigi's project was brief, but clear and well imagined. He +invited capitalists not to speculate in the lottery, but to guarantee +it for a certain sum. In the case of the lottery's losing, each +guarantor would have to share in paying according to the sum named, +and in like manner they would share in the profits. + +I promised to give him my opinion in writing by the next day, and I +substituted the following plan for his: + +1. A capital of a million, would, I judged, be ample. + +2. This million should be divided into a hundred shares of ten +thousand crowns each. + +3. Each share must be taken up before a notary, who would answer for +the shareholder's solvency. + +4. All dividends to be paid the third day after the drawing. + +5. In case of loss the shareholder to renew his share. + +6. A cashier, chosen by a majority of four-fifths of the +shareholders, to have the control of all moneys. + +7. Winning tickets to be paid the day after the drawing. + +8. On the eve of a drawing the shareholders' cashier to have an +account of receipts from the lottery cashier, and the former to lock +the safe with three keys, one of which to remain in his hands, one in +the hands of the lottery cashier, and one in the hands of the manager +of the lottery. + +9. Only the simple drawing, the ambe and the terne to be retained; +the quarterne and the quine to be abolished. + +10. On the three combinations a shilling to be the minimum, and a +crown the maximum stake; the offices to be closed twenty-four hours +before the drawing. + +11. Ten per cent. to go to Calsabigi, the manager; all expenses of +farming to be paid by him. + +12. Calsabigi to be entitled to the possession of two shares, +without a guarantee being required. + + +I saw by Calsabigi's face that the plan did not please him, but I +told him that he would not get shareholders save on these terms, or +on terms even less favourable to himself. + +He had degraded the lottery to the level of biribi; his luxury and +extravagance caused him to be distrusted; it was known that he was +head over ears in debt, and the king could not banish the fear that +he would be cheated in spite of the keenness of his comptroller- +general. + +The last drawing under the king's sanction made everyone in good +spirits, for the lottery lost twenty thousand crowns. The king sent +the money immediately by a privy councillor, but it was said, when he +heard the result of the drawing, that he burst out laughing, +observing,-- + +"I knew it would be so, and I am only too happy to have got quit of +it so cheaply." + +I thought it my duty to go and sup with the director to console him, +and I found him in a state of great depression. He could not help +thinking that his unhappy drawing would make the task of getting +shareholders more difficult than ever. Hitherto the lottery had +always been a gainer, but its late loss could not have come at a +worse time. + +Nevertheless, he did not lose heart, and the next morning the public +were informed by printed bills that the office would remain closed +till a sufficient number of guarantors were found. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +Lord Keith--My Appointment to Meet the King in the Garden of Sans- +Souci My Conversation with Frederick the Great--Madame Denis The +Pomeranian Cadets--Lambert--I Go to Mitau My Welcome at the Court, +and My Administrative Journey + + +The fifth day after my arrival at Berlin I presented myself to the +lord-marshal, who since the death of his brother had been styled Lord +Keith. I had seen him in London after his return from Scotland, +where he had been reinstated in the family estates, which had been +confiscated for Jacobinism. Frederick the Great was supposed to have +brought this about. Lord Keith lived at Berlin, resting on his +laurels, and enjoying the blessings of peace. + +With his old simplicity of manner he told me he was glad to see me +again, and asked if I proposed making any stay at Berlin. I replied +that I would willingly do so if the king would give me a suitable +office. I asked him if he would speak a word in my favour; but he +replied that the king liked to judge men's characters for himself, +and would often discover merit where no one had suspected its +presence, and vice versa. + +He advised me to intimate to the king in writing that I desired to +have the honour of an interview. "When you speak to him," the good +old man added, "you may say that you know me, and the king will +doubtless address me on the subject, and you may be sure what I say +shall not be to your disadvantage." + +"But, my lord, how can I write to a monarch of whom I know nothing, +and who knows nothing of me? I should not have thought of such a +step." + +"I daresay, but don't you wish to speak to him?" + +"Certainly." + +"That is enough. Your letter will make him aware of your desire and +nothing more." + +"But will he reply?" + +"Undoubtedly; he replies to everybody. He will tell you when and +where he will see you. His Majesty is now at Sans-Souci. I am +curious to know the nature of your interview with the monarch who, as +you can see, is not afraid of being imposed on." + +When I got home I wrote a plain but respectful letter to the king, +asking where and at what time I could introduce myself to him. + +In two days I received a letter signed "Frederick," in which the +receipt of my letter was acknowledged, and I was told that I should +find his majesty in the garden of Sans-Souci at four o'clock. + +As may be imagined I was punctual to my appointment. I was at Sans- +Souci at three, clad in a simple black dress. When I got into the +court-yard there was not so much as a sentinel to stop me, so I went +on mounted a stair, and opened a door in front of me. I found myself +in a picture-gallery, and the curator came up to me and offered to +shew me over it. + +"I have not come to admire these masterpieces," I replied, "but to +see the king, who informed me in writing that I should find him in +the garden." + +"He is now at a concert playing the flute; he does so every day after +dinner. Did he name any time?" + +"Yes, four o'clock, but he will have forgotten that." + +"The king never forgets anything; he will keep the appointment, and +you will do well to go into the garden and await him." + +I had been in the garden for some minutes when I saw him appear, +followed by his reader and a pretty spaniel. As soon as he saw me he +accosted me, taking off his old hat, and pronouncing my name. Then +he asked in a terrible voice what I wanted of him. This greeting +surprised me, and my voice stuck in my throat. + +"Well, speak out. Are you not the person who wrote to me?" + +"Yes, sire, but I have forgotten everything now. I thought that I +should not be awed by the majesty of a king, but I was mistaken. My +lord-marshal should have warned me." + +"Then he knows you? Let us walk. What is it that you want? What do +you think of my garden?" + +His enquiries after my needs and of his garden were simultaneous. To +any other person I should have answered that I did not know anything +about gardening, but this would have been equivalent to refusing to +answer the question; and no monarch, even if he be a philosopher, +could endure that. I therefore replied that I thought the garden +superb. + +"But," he said, "the gardens of Versailles are much finer." + +"Yes, sire, but that is chiefly on account of the fountains." + +"True, but it is not my fault; there is no water here. I have spent +more than three hundred thousand crowns to get water, but +unsuccessfully." + +"Three hundred thousand crowns, sire! If your majesty had spent them +all at once, the fountains should be here." + +"Oh, oh! I see you are acquainted with hydraulics." + +I could not say that he was mistaken, for fear of offending him, so I +simply bent my head, which might mean either yes or no. Thank God +the king did not trouble to test my knowledge of the science of +hydraulics, with which I was totally unacquainted. + +He kept on the move all the time, and as he turned his head from one +side to the other hurriedly asked me what forces Venice could put +into the field in war time. + +"Twenty men-of-war, sire, and a number of galleys." + +"What are the land forces?" + +"Seventy thousand men, sire; all of whom are subjects of the +Republic, and assessing each village at one man." + +"That is not true; no doubt you wish to amuse me by telling me these +fables. Give me your opinions on taxation." + +This was the first conversation I had ever had with a monarch. I +made a rapid review of the situation, and found myself much in the +same position as an actor of the improvised comedy of the Italians, +who is greeted by the hisses of the gods if he stops short a moment. +I therefore replied with all the airs of a doctor of finance that I +could say something about the theory of taxation. + +"That's what I want," he replied, "for the practice is no business of +yours." + +"There are three kinds of taxes, considered as to their effects. The +first is ruinous, the second a necessary evil, and the third +invariably beneficial" + +"Good! Go on." + +"The ruinous impost is the royal tax, the necessary is the military, +and the beneficial is the popular." + +As I had not given the subject any thought I was in a disagreeable +position, for I was obliged to go on speaking, and yet not to talk +nonsense. + +"The royal tax, sire, is that which deplenishes the purses of the +subject to fill the coffers of the king." + +"And that kind of tax is always ruinous, you think." + +"Always, sire; it prevents the circulation of money--the soul of +commerce and the mainstay of the state." + +"But if the tax be levied to keep up the strength of the army, you +say it is a necessary evil." + +"Yes, it is necessary and yet evil, for war is an evil." + +"Quite so; and now about the popular tax." + +"This is always a benefit, for the monarch takes with one hand and +gives with the other; he improves towns and roads, founds schools, +protects the sciences, cherishes the arts; in fine, he directs this +tax towards improving the condition and increasing the happiness of +his people." + +"There is a good deal of truth in that. I suppose you know +Calsabigi?" + +"I ought to, your majesty, as he and I established the Genoa Lottery +at Paris seven years ago." + +"In what class would you put this taxation, for you will agree that +it is taxation of a kind?" + +"Certainly, sire, and not the least important. It is beneficial when +the monarch spends his profits for the good of the people." + +"But the monarch may lose?" + +"Once in fifty." + +"Is that conclusion the result of a mathematical calculation?" + +"Yes, sire." + +"Such calculations often prove deceptive." + +"Not so, may it please your majesty, when God remains neutral." + +"What has God got to do with it?" + +"Well, sire, we will call it destiny or chance." + +"Good! I may possibly be of your opinion as to the calculation, but +I don't like your Genoese Lottery. It seems to me an elaborate +swindle, and I would have nothing more to do with it, even if it were +positively certain that I should never lose." + +"Your majesty is right, for the confidence which makes the people +risk their money in a lottery is perfectly fallacious." + +This was the end of our strange dialogue, and stopping before a +building he looked me over, and then, after a short silence, +observed,-- + +"Do you know that you are a fine man?" + +"Is it possible that, after the scientific conversation we have had, +your majesty should select the least of the qualities which adorn +your life guardsmen for remark?" + +The king smiled kindly, and said,-- + +"As you know Marshal Keith, I will speak to him of you." + +With that he took off his hat, and bade me farewell. I retired with +a profound bow. + +Three or four days after the marshal gave me the agreeable news that +I had found favour in the king's eyes, and that his majesty thought +of employing me. + +I was curious to learn the nature of this employment, and being in no +kind of hurry I resolved to await events in Berlin. The time passed +pleasantly enough, for I was either with Calsabigi, Baron Treidel, or +my landlady, and when these resources failed me, I used to walk in +the park, musing over the events of my life. + +Calsabigi had no difficulty in obtaining permission to continue the +lottery on his own account, and he boldly announced that henceforward +he would conduct the lottery on his own risk. His audacity was +crowned with success, and he obtained a profit of a hundred thousand +crowns. With this he paid most of his debts, and gave his mistress +ten thousand crowns, she returning the document entitling her to that +amount. After this lucky drawing it was easy to find guarantors, and +the lottery went on successfully for two or three years. + +Nevertheless Calsabigi ended by becoming bankrupt and died poor +enough in Italy. He might be compared to the Danaides; the more he +got the more he spent. His mistress eventually made a respectable +marriage and returned to Paris, where she lived in comfort. + +At the period of which I am speaking, the Duchess of Brunswick, the +king's sister, came to pay him a visit. She was accompanied by her +daughter who married the Crown Prince of Prussia in the following +year. I saw the king in a suit of lustring trimmed with gold lace, +and black silk stockings on his legs. He looked truly comic, and +more like a theatrical heavy father than a great king. He came into +the hall with his sister on his arm and attracted universal +attention, for only very old men could remember seeing him without +his uniform and top-boots. + +I was not aware that the famous Madame Denis was at Berlin, and it +was therefore an agreeable surprise to me to see her in the ballet +one evening, dancing a pas seul in an exquisite manner. We were old +friends, and I resolved to pay her a visit the next day. + +I must tell the reader (supposing I ever have one), that when I was +about twelve years old I went to the theatre with my mother and saw, +not without much heart-beating, a girl of eight who danced a minuet +in so ravishing a manner that the whole house applauded loudly. This +young dancer, who was the pantaloon's daughter, charmed me to such a +degree that I could not resist going to her dressing-room to +compliment her on her performance. I wore the cassock in those days, +and she was astonished when she heard her father order her to get up +and kiss me. She kissed me, nevertheless, with much grace, and +though I received the compliment with a good deal of awkwardness I +was so delighted, that I could not help buying her a little ring from +a toy merchant in the theatre. She kissed me again with great +gratitude and enthusiasm. + +The pleasantest part about this was that the sequin I had given for +the ring belonged to Dr. Gozzi, and so when I went back to him I was +in a pitiable state, for I had not only spent money which did not +belong to me, but I had spent it for so small a favour as a kiss. + +I knew that the next day I should have to give an account of the +money he had entrusted to me, and not having the least idea as to +what I should say, I had a bad night of it. The next morning +everything came out, and my mother made up the sequin to the doctor. +I laugh now when I think of this childish piece of gallantry, which +was an omen of the extent to which my heart was to be swayed by the +fair sex. + +The toy-woman who had sold me the ring came the next day at dinner- +time to our house, and after producing several rings and trinkets +which were judged too dear, she began to praise my generosity, and +said that I had not thought the ring I had given to pretty Jeannette +too dear. This did my business; and I had to confess the whole, +laying my fault to the account of love, and promising not to do such +a thing again. But when I uttered the word love, everybody roared +with laughter, and began to make cruel game of me. I wished myself a +mile away, and registered an interior resolve never to confess my +faults again. The reader knows how well I kept my promise. + +The pantaloon's little daughter was my mother's goddaughter, and my +thoughts were full of her. My mother, who loved me and saw my pain, +asked me if I would like the little girl to be asked to supper. My +grandmother, however, opposed the idea, and I was obliged to her. + +The day after this burlesque scene I returned to Padua, where Bettina +soon made me forget the little ballet-girl. I saw her again at +Charlottenbourg, and that was now seventeen years ago. + +I longed to have a talk with her, and to see whether she would +remember me, though I did not expect her to do so. I asked if her +husband Denis was with her, and they told me that the king had +banished him because he ill-treated her. + +I called on her the day after the performance, and was politely +received, but she said she did not think she had had the pleasure of +seeing me before. + +By degrees I told her of the events of her childhood, and how she +enchanted all Venice by the grace with which she danced the minuet. +She interrupted me by saying that at that time she was only six years +old. + +"You could not be more," I replied, "for I was only ten; and +nevertheless, I fell in love with you, and never have I forgotten the +kiss you gave me by your father's order in return for some trifling +present I made you." + +"Be quiet; you gave me a beautiful ring, and I kissed you of my own +free will. You wore the cassock then. I have never forgotten you. +But can it really be you?" + +"It is indeed." + +"I am. delighted to see you again. But I could never have +recognized you, and I suppose you would not have recognized me." + +"No, I should not have known you, unless I had heard your name +mentioned." + +"One alters in twenty years, you know." + +"Yes, one cannot expect to have the same face as at six." + +"You can bear witness that I am not more than twenty-six, though some +evil speakers give me ten years more." + +"You should not take any notice of such calumnies, my dear. You are +in the flower of your age, and made for the service of love. For my +part, I congratulate myself on being able to tell you that you are +the first woman that inspired me with a real passion." + +We could not help becoming affectionate if we continued to keep up +the conversation in this style, but experience had taught us that it +was well to remain as we were for the present. + +Madame Denis was still fresh and youthful looking, though she +persisted in abbreviating her age by ten years. Of course she could +not deceive me, and she must have known it, nevertheless, she liked +me to bear outward testimony to her youthfulness. She would have +detested me if I had attempted to prove to her what she knew +perfectly well, but did not care to confess. No doubt she cared +little for my thoughts on the subject, and she may have imagined that +I owed her gratitude for diminishing her age, as it enabled me to +diminish my own to make our tales agree. However, I did not trouble +myself much about it, for it is almost a duty in an actress to +disguise her age, as in spite of talent the public will not forgive a +woman for having been born too soon. + +I thought her behaviour augured well, and I hoped she would not make +me languish long. She shewed me her house, which was all elegance +and good taste. I asked her if she had a lover, and she replied with +a smile that all Berlin thought so, but that it was nevertheless +deceived on the principal point, as the individual in question was +more of a father than a lover. + +"But you deserve to have a real lover; I cannot conceive how you can +do without one." + +"I assure you I don't trouble myself about it. I am subject to +convulsions, which are the plague of my life. I want to try the +Teplitz waters, which are said to be excellent for all nervous +affections; but the king has refused his permission, which I, +nevertheless, hope to obtain next year." + +I felt ardently disposed, and I thought she was pleased with the +restraint I put upon myself. + +"Will you be annoyed," said I, "if I call upon you frequently?" + +"If you don't mind I will call myself your niece, or your cousin, and +then we can see each other." + +"Do you know that that may possibly be true? I would not swear that +you were not my sister." + +This sally made us talk of the friendship that had subsisted between +her father and my mother, and we allowed ourselves those caresses +which are permitted to near relations; but feeling that things were +going too far we ceased. As she bade me farewell, she asked me to +dine with her the next day, and I accepted. + +As I went back to my inn I reflected on the strange combinations +which made my life one continuous chain of events, and I felt it my +duty to give thanks to eternal Providence, for I felt that I had been +born under a happy star. + +The next day, when I went to dine with Madame Denis, I found a +numerous company assembled. The first person who greeted me with the +warmth of an old friend was a young dancer named Aubri, whom I had +known at Paris and at Venice. He was famous for having been the +lover of one of the most exalted Venetian ladies, and at the same +time her husband's pathic. It was said that this scandalous intimacy +was of such a nature that Aubri used to sleep between the husband and +wife. At the beginning of Lent the State Inquisitors sent him to +Trieste. He introduced me to his wife, who danced like himself and +was called La Panting. He had married her at St. Petersburg, from +which city he had just come, and they were going to spend the winter +in Paris. The next person who advanced to greet me was a fat man, +who held out his hand and said we had been friends twenty-five years +ago, but that we were so young then that it would be no wonder if we +did not know each other. "We knew each other at Padua, at Dr. +Gozzi's," he added; "my name is Joseph da Loglio." + +"I remember you," I replied, "in those days you were violoncello at +the Russian chapel." + +"Exactly; and now I am returning to my native land to leave it no +more. I have the honour to introduce you to my wife, who was born at +St. Petersburg, but is a daughter of Modonis the violinist, whose +reputation is European. In a week I shall be at Dresden, where I +hope to have the honour of seeing Madame Casanova, your mother." + +I was delighted to find myself in such congenial society, but I could +see that Madame Denis did not relish these recollections extending +over a quarter of a century, and I turned the conversation to the +events at St. Petersburg which had resulted in Catherine the Great +ascending the throne. Da Loglio told us that he had taken a small +part in this conspiracy, and had thought it prudent to get out of the +way. "Fortunately," he added, "this was a contingency I had long +provided against, and I am in a position to spend the rest of my days +in comfort in Italy." + +Madame Denis then observed: + +"A week ago a Piedmontese, named Audar, was introduced to me. He had +been a chief mover in the conspiracy, and the empress gave him a +present of a hundred thousand roubles and an order to leave Russia +immediately." + +I heard afterwards that this Audar bought an estate in Piedmont on +which he built a fine mansion. In two or three years it was struck +by a thunder-bolt, and the unfortunate man was killed in the ruins of +his own house. If this was a blow from an Almighty hand, it could +not, at all events, have been directed by the genius of Russia, for +if the unfortunate Peter III. had lived, he would have retarded +Russian civilization by a hundred years. + +The Empress Catherine rewarded all the foreigners who had assisted +her in her plots most magnificently, and shewed herself grateful to +the Russians who had helped her to mount the throne; while, like a +crafty politician, she sent such nobles as she suspected to be averse +to revolution out of the country. + +It was Da Loglio and his pretty wife who determined me to betake +myself to Russia in case the King of Prussia did not give me any +employment. I was assured that I should make my fortune there, and +Da Loglio promised to give me good instructions. + +As soon as this worthy man left Berlin my intimacy with Madame Denis +commenced. One night when I was supping with her she was seized with +convulsions which lasted all the night. I did not leave her for a +moment, and in the morning, feeling quite recovered, her gratitude +finished what my love had begun twenty-six years before, and our +amorous commerce lasted while I stayed at Berlin. We shall hear of +her again at Florence six years later. + +Some days after Madame Denis took me to Potsdam to shew me all the +sights of the town. Our intimacy offended no one, for she was +generally believed to be my niece, and the general who kept her +either believed the report, or like a man of sense pretended to +believe it. + +Amongst other notable things I saw at Potsdam was the sight of the +king commanding the first battalion of his grenadiers, all picked +men, the flower of the Prussian army. + +The room which we occupied at the inn faced a walk by which the king +passed when he came from the castle. The shutters were all closed, +and our landlady told us that on one occasion when a pretty dancer +called La Reggiana was sleeping in the same room, the king had seen +her in 'puris naturalibus'. This was too much for his modesty, and +he had ordered the shutters to be closed, and closed they had +remained, though this event was four years old. The king had some +cause to fear, for he had been severely treated by La Barbarina. In +the king's bedroom we saw her portrait, that of La Cochois, sister to +the actress who became Marchioness d'Argens, and that of Marie +Theresa, with whom Frederick had been in love, or rather he had been +in love with the idea of becoming emperor. + +After we had admired the beauty and elegance of the castle, we could +not help admiring the way in which the master of the castle was +lodged. He had a mean room, and slept on a little bed with a screen +around it. There was no dressing-gown and no slippers. The valet +shewed us an old cap which the king put on when he had a cold; it +looked as if it must be very uncomfortable. His majesty's bureau was +a table covered with pens, paper, half-burnt manuscripts, and an ink- +pot; beside it was a sofa. The valet told us that these manuscripts +contained the history of the last Prussian war, and the king had been +so annoyed by their accidentally getting burnt that he had resolved +to have no more to do with the work. He probably changed his mind, +for the book, which is little esteemed, was published shortly after +his death. + +Five or six weeks after my curious conversation with the monarch, +Marshal Keith told me that his majesty had been pleased to create me +a tutor to the new corps of Pomeranian cadets which he was just +establishing. There were to be fifteen cadets and five tutors, so +that each should have the care of three pupils. The salary was six +hundred crowns and board found. The duty of the tutors was to follow +or accompany the cadets wherever they went, Court included. I had to +be quick in making up my mind, for the four others were already +installed, and his majesty did not like to be kept waiting. I asked +Lord Keith where the college was, and I promised to give him a reply +by the next day. + +I had to summon all my powers of self-restraint to my assistance when +I heard this extravagant proposal as coming from a man who was so +discreet in most things, but my astonishment was increased when I saw +the abode of these fifteen young noblemen of rich Pomerania. It +consisted of three or four great rooms almost devoid of furniture, +several whitewashed bedrooms, containing a wretched bed, a deal +table, and two deal chairs. The young cadets, boys of twelve or +thirteen, all looked dirty and untidy, and were boxed up in a +wretched uniform which matched admirably their rude and rustic faces. +They were in company with their four governors, whom I took for their +servants, and who looked at me in a stupefied manner, not daring to +think that I was to be their future colleague. + +Just as I was going to bid an eternal farewell to this abode of +misery, one of the governors put his head out of the window and +exclaimed,-- + +"The king is riding up." + +I could not avoid meeting him, and besides, I was glad enough to see +him again, especially in such a place. + +His majesty came up with his friend Icilius, examined everything, and +saw me, but did not honour me with a word. I was elegantly dressed, +and wore my cross set with brilliants. But I had to bite my lips so +as not to burst out laughing when Frederick the Great got in a +towering rage at a chamber utensil which stood beside one of the +beds, and which did not appear to be in a very cleanly condition. + +"Whose bed is this?" cried the monarch. + +"Mine, sire," answered a trembling cadet. + +"Good! but it is not you I am angry with; where is your governor?" + +The fortunate governor presented himself, and the monarch, after +honouring him with the title of blockhead, proceeded to scold him +roundly. However, he ended by saying that there was a servant, and +that the governor ought to see that he did his work properly. +This disgusting scene was enough for me, and I hastened to call on +Marshal Keith to announce my determination. The old soldier laughed +at the description I gave him of the academy, and said I was quite +right to despise such an office; but that I ought, nevertheless, to +go and thank the king before I left Berlin. I said I did not feel +inclined for another interview with such a man, and he agreed to +present my thanks and excuses in my stead. + +I made up my mind to go to Russia, and began my preparations in good +earnest. Baron Treidel supported my resolve by offering to give me a +letter of introduction to his sister, the Duchess of Courland. I +wrote to M. de Bragadin to 'give me a letter for a banker at St. +Petersburg, and to remit me through him every month a sum which would +keep me in comfort. + +I could not travel without a servant, and chance kindly provided me +with one. I was sitting with Madame Rufin, when a young Lorrainer +came in; like Bias, he bore all his fortune with him, but, in his +case, it was carried under his arm. He introduced himself thus: + +"Madam, my name is Lambert, I come from Lorraine, and I wish to lodge +here." + +"Very good, sir, but you must pay for your board and lodging every +day." + +"That, madam, is out of the question, for I have not got a farthing, +but I shall have some money when I discover who I am." + +"I am afraid I cannot put you up on those conditions, sir." + +He was going away with a mortified air, when my heart was touched, +and I called him back. + +"Stay," said I, "I will pay for you to-day." + +Happiness beamed over his face. + +"What have you got in that little bundle?" said I. + +"Two shirts, a score of mathematical books, and some other trifles." + +I took him to my room, and finding him tolerably well educated, I +asked him how he came to be in such a state of destitution. + +"I come from Strasburg," he replied, "and a cadet of a regiment +stationed there having given me a blow in a coffee-house I paid him a +visit the next day in his own room and stabbed him there. + +"After this I went home, made up my bundle, and left the town. I +walked all the way and lived soberly, so that my money lasted till +this morning. To-morrow I shall write to my mother, who lives at +Luneville, and I am sure she will send me some money." + +"And what do you think of doing?" + +"I want to become a military engineer, but if needs must I am ready +to enlist as a private soldier." + +"I can give you board and lodging till you hear from your mother." + +"Heaven has sent you in my way," said he, kissing my hand gratefully. + +I did not suspect him of deceiving me, though he stumbled somewhat in +his narrative. However my curiosity led me to write to M. +Schauenbourg, who was then at Strasburg, to enquire if the tale were +true. + +The next day I happened to meet an officer of engineers, who told me +that young men of education were so plentiful that they did not +receive them into the service unless they were willing to serve as +common soldiers. I was sorry for the young man to be reduced so low +as that. I began to spend some time with him every day in +mathematical calculations, and I conceived the idea of taking him +with me to St. Petersburg, and broached the subject to him. + +"It would be a piece of good fortune for me," he replied, "and to +shew my gratitude I will gladly wait on you as a servant during the +journey." + +He spoke French badly, but as he was a Lorrainer I was not astonished +at that. Nevertheless I was surprised to find that he did not know a +word of Latin, and that his spelling was of the wildest description. +He saw me laughing, but did not seem in the least ashamed. Indeed he +said that he had only gone to school to learn mathematics, and that +he was very glad that he had escaped the infliction of learning +grammar. Indeed, on every subject besides mathematics, he was +profoundly ignorant. He had no manners whatever; in fact, he was a +mere peasant. + +Ten or twelve days later I received a letter from M. de Schauenbourg, +saying that the name of Lambert was unknown in Strasburg, and that no +cadet had been killed or wounded. + +When I shewed Lambert this letter he said that as he wished to enter +the army he thought it would be of service to him to shew that he was +brave, adding that as this lie had not been told with the idea of +imposing on me I should forgive it. + +"Poverty," said he, "is a rascally teacher, that gives a man some bad +lessons. I am not a liar by disposition, but I have nevertheless +told you a lie on another and a more important matter. I don't +expect any money whatever from my poor mother, who rather needs that +I should send money to her. So forgive me, and be sure I shall be a +faithful servant to you." + +I was always ready to forgive other men's peccadilloes, and not +without cause. I liked Lambert's line of argument, and told him that +we would set out in five or six days. + +Baron Bodisson, a Venetian who wanted to sell the king a picture by +Andrea del Sarto, asked me to come with him to Potsdam and the desire +of seeing the monarch once again made me accept the invitation. When +I reached Potsdam I went to see the parade at which Frederick was +nearly always to be found. When he saw me he came up and asked me in +a familiar manner when I was going to start for St. Petersburg. + +"In five or six days, if your majesty has no objection." + +"I wish you a pleasant journey; but what do you hope to do in that +land?" + +"What I hoped to do in this land, namely, to please the sovereign." + +"Have you got an introduction to the empress?" + +"No, but I have an introduction to a banker." + +"Ah! that's much better. If you pass through Prussia on your return +I shall be delighted to hear of your adventures in Russia." + +"Farewell, sire." + +Such was the second interview I had with this great king, whom I +never saw again. + +After I had taken leave of all my friends I applied to Baron Treidel, +who gave me a letter for M. de Kaiserling, lord-chancellor at Mitau, +and another letter for his sister, the Duchess of Courland, and I +spent the last night with the charming Madame Denis. She bought my +post-chaise, and I started with two hundred ducats in my purse. This +would have been ample for the whole journey if I had not been so +foolish as to reduce it by half at a party of pleasure with some +young merchants at Dantzic. I was thus unable to stay a few days at +Koenigsberg, though I had a letter to Field-Marshal von Lewald, who +was the governor of the place. I could only stay one day to dine +with this pleasant old soldier, who gave me a letter for his friend +General Woiakoff, the Governor of Riga. + +I found I was rich enough to arrive at Mitau in state, and I +therefore took a carriage and six, and reached my destination in +three days. At the inn where I put up I found a Florentine artiste +named Bregonei, who overwhelmed me with caresses, telling me that I +had loved her when I was a boy and wore the cassock. I saw her six +years later at Florence, where she was living with Madame Denis. + +The day after my departure from Memel, I was accosted in the open +country by a man whom I recognized as a Jew. He informed me that I +was on Polish territory, and that I must pay duty on whatever +merchandise I had with me. + +"I am no merchant," said I, "and you will get nothing out of me." + +"I have the right to examine your effects," replied the Israelite, +"and I mean to make use of it." + +"You are a madman," I exclaimed, and I ordered the postillion to whip +him off. + +But the Jew ran and seized the fore horses by the bridle and stopped +us, and the postillion, instead of whipping him, waited with Teutonic +calm for me to come and send the Jew away. I was in a furious rage, +and leaping out with my cane in one hand and a pistol in the other I +soon put the Jew to flight after applying about a dozen good sound +blows to his back. I noticed that during the combat my fellow- +traveller, my Archimedes-in-ordinary, who had been asleep all the +way, did not offer to stir. I reproached him for his cowardice; but +he told me that he did not want the Jew to say that we had set on him +two to one. + +I arrived at Mitau two days after this burlesque adventure and got +down at the inn facing the castle. I had only three ducats left. + +The next morning I called on M. de Kaiserling, who read the Baron de +Treidel's letter, and introduced me to his wife, and left me with her +to take the baron's letter to his sister. + +Madame de Kaiserling ordered a cup of chocolate to be brought me by a +beautiful young Polish girl, who stood before me with lowered eyes as +if she wished to give me the opportunity of examining her at ease. +As I looked at her a whim came into my head, and, as the reader is +aware, I have never resisted any of my whims. However, this was a +curious one. As I have said, I had only three ducats left, but after +I had emptied the cup of chocolate I put it back on the plate and the +three ducats with it. + +The chancellor came back and told me that the duchess could not see +me just then, but that she invited me to a supper and ball she was +giving that evening. I accepted the supper and refused the ball, on +the pretext that I had only summer clothes and a black suit. It was +in the beginning of October, and the cold was already commencing to +make itself felt. The chancellor returned to the Court, and I to my +inn. + +Half an hour later a chamberlain came to bring me her highness's +compliments, and to inform me that the ball would be a masked one, +and that I could appear in domino. + +"You can easily get one from the Jews," he added. He further +informed me that the ball was to have been a full-dress one, but that +the duchess had sent word to all the guests that it would be masked, +as a stranger who was to be present had sent on his trunks. + +"I am sorry to have caused so much trouble," said I. + +"Not at all," he replied, "the masked ball will be much more relished +by the people." + +He mentioned the time it was to begin, and left me. + +No doubt the reader will think that I found myself in an awkward +predicament, and I will be honest and confess I was far from being at +my ease. However, my good luck came to my assistance. + +As Prussian money (which is the worst in Germany) is not current in +Russia, a Jew came and asked me if I had any friedrichs d'or, +offering to exchange them against ducats without putting me to any +loss. + +"I have only ducats," I replied, "and therefore I cannot profit by +your offer." + +"I know it sir, and you give them away very cheaply." + +Not understanding what he meant, I simply gazed at him, and he went +on to say that he would be glad to let me have two hundred ducats if +I would kindly give him a bill on St. Petersburg for roubles to that +amount. + +I was somewhat surprised at the fellow's trustfulness, but after +pretending to think the matter over I said that I was not in want of +ducats, but that I would take a hundred to oblige him. He counted +out the money gratefully, and I gave him a bill on the banker, +Demetrio Papanelopoulo, for whom Da Loglio had given me a letter. +The Jew went his way, thanking me, and saying that he would send me +some beautiful dominos to choose from. Just then I remembered that I +wanted silk stockings, and I sent Lambert after the Jew to tell him +to send some. When he came back he told me that the landlord had +stopped him to say that I scattered my ducats broadcast, as the Jew +had informed him that I had given three ducats to Madame de +Kaiserling's maid. + +This, then, was the key to the mystery, and it made me lose myself in +wonder at the strangeness of the decrees of fortune. I should not +have been able to get a single crown at Mitau if it had not been for +the way in which I scattered my three remaining ducats. No doubt the +astonished girl had published my generosity all over the town, and +the Jew, intent on money-making, had hastened to offer his ducats to +the rich nobleman who thought so little of his money. + +I repaired to Court at the time appointed, and M. de Kaiserling +immediately presented me to the duchess, and she to the duke, who was +the celebrated Biron, or Birlen, the former favourite of Anna +Ivanovna. He was six feet in height, and still preserved some traces +of having been a fine man, but old age had laid its heavy hand on +him. I had a long talk with him the day after the ball. + +A quarter of an hour after my arrival, the ball began with a +polonaise. I was a stranger with introductions, so the duchess asked +me to open the ball with her. I did not know the dance, but I +managed to acquit myself honourably in it, as the steps are simple +and lend themselves to the fancy of the dancer. + +After the polonaise we danced minuets, and a somewhat elderly lady +asked me if I could dance the "King Conqueror," so I proceeded to +execute it with her. It had gone out of fashion since the time of +the Regency, but my companion may have shone in it in those days. +All the younger ladies stood round and watched us with admiration. + +After a square dance, in which I had as partner Mdlle. de Manteufel, +the prettiest of the duchess's maids of honour, her highness told me +that supper was ready. I came up to her and offered my arm, and +presently found myself seated beside her at a table laid for twelve +where I was the only gentleman. However, the reader need not envy +me; the ladies were all elderly dowagers, who had long lost the power +of turning men's heads. The duchess took the greatest care of my +comforts, and at the end of the repast gave me with her own hands a +glass of liqueur, which I took for Tokay and praised accordingly, but +it turned out to be only old English ale. I took her back to the +ball when we rose from table. The young chamberlain who had invited +me told me the names of all the ladies present, but I had no time to +pay my court to any of them. + +The next day I dined with M. de Kaiserling, and handed Lambert over +to a Jew to be clothed properly. + +The day after I dined with the duke with a party consisting only of +men. The old prince made me do most of the talking, and towards the +end of the dinner the conversation fell upon the resources of the +country which was rich in minerals and semi-minerals. I took it into +my head to say that these resources ought to be developed, and that +they would become precious if that were done. To justify this remark +I had to speak upon the matter as if I had made it my principal +study. An old chamberlain, who had the control of the mines, after +allowing me to exhaust my enthusiasm, began to discuss the question +himself, made divers objections, but seemed to approve of many of my +remarks. + +If I had reflected when I began to speak in this manner that I should +have to act up to my words, I should certainly have said much less; +but as it was, the duke fancied that I knew much more than I cared to +say. The result was that, when the company had risen from the table, +he asked me if I could spare him a fortnight on my way to St. +Petersburg. I said I should be glad to oblige him, and he took me to +his closet and said that the chamberlain who had spoken to me would +conduct me over all the mines and manufactories in his duchies, and +that he would be much obliged if I would write down any observations +that struck me. I agreed to his proposal, and said I would start the +next day. + +The duke was delighted with my compliance, and gave the chamberlain +the necessary orders, and it was agreed that he should call for me at +day-break with a carriage and six. + +When I got home I made my preparations, and told Lambert to be ready +to accompany me with his case of instruments. I then informed him of +the object of the journey, and he promised to assist me to the best +of his ability, though he knew nothing about mines, and still less of +the science of administration. + +We started at day-break, with a servant on the box, and two others +preceding us on horseback, armed to the teeth. We changed horses +every two or three hours, and the chamberlain having brought plenty +of wine we refreshed ourselves now and again. + +The tour lasted a fortnight, and we stopped at five iron and copper +manufactories. I found it was not necessary to have much technical +knowledge to make notes on what I saw; all I required was a little +sound argument, especially in the matter of economy, which was the +duke's main object. In one place I advised reforms, and in another I +counselled the employment of more hands as likely to benefit the +revenue. In one mine where thirty convicts were employed I ordered +the construction of a short canal, by which three wheels could be +turned and twenty men saved. Under my direction Lambert drew the +plans, and made the measurements with perfect accuracy. By means of +other canals I proposed to drain whole valleys, with a view to obtain +the sulphur with which the soil was permeated. + +I returned to Mitau quite delighted at having made myself useful, and +at having discovered in myself a talent which I had never suspected. +I spent the following day in making a fair copy of my report and in +having the plans done on a larger scale. The day after I took the +whole to the duke, who seemed well pleased; and as I was taking leave +of him at the same time he said he would have me drive to Riga in one +of his carriages, and he gave me a letter for his son, Prince +Charles, who was in garrison there. + +The worthy old man told me to say plainly whether I should prefer a +jewel or a sum of money of equivalent value. + +"From a philosopher like your highness," I replied, "I am not afraid +to take money, for it may be more useful to me than jewels." + +Without more ado he gave me a draft for four hundred albertsthalers, +which I got cashed immediately, the albertsthaler being worth half a +ducat. I bade farewell to the duchess, and dined a second time with +M. de Kaiserling. + +The next day the young chamberlain came to bring me the duke's +letter, to wish me a pleasant journey, and to tell me that the Court +carriage was at my door. I set out well pleased with the assistance +the stuttering Lambert had given me, and by noon I was at Riga. The +first thing I did was to deliver my letter of introduction to Prince +Charles. + + + + +End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of MEMOIRES OF JACQUES CASANOVA +IN LONDON AND MOSCOW, Vol. 5d, LONDON TO BERLIN +by Jacques Casanova de Seingalt + diff --git a/old/jclbr11.zip b/old/jclbr11.zip Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..141b496 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/jclbr11.zip |
