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Jones and the Project Gutenberg Online +Distributed Proofreading Canada Team (http://www.pgdpcanada.net) from +digital material generously made available by Internet Archive/American +Libraries (http://www.archive.org/details/americana) and the Google Books +Library Project (http://books.google.com/intl/en/googlebooks/library.html) + + + +Note: Images of the original pages are available through + Internet Archive/American Libraries + (see http://www.archive.org/details/murderpointatal00dawsgoog) + or + the Google Books Library Project + (see http://books.google.com/books?id=x2omAAAAMAAJ&oe=UTF-8). + + + + + +MURDER POINT + + * * * * * + +BY THE SAME AUTHOR + +The House of the Weeping Woman + Hodder and Stoughton, London + +The Worker and Other Poems + The Macmillan Co., New York + + * * * * * + + +MURDER POINT + +A Tale of Keewatin + +by + +CONINGSBY WILLIAM DAWSON + + + + + + + +[Illustration] + + +Hodder & Stoughton +New York +George H. Doran Company + +Copyright, 1910, by +George H. Doran Company + +The Plimpton Press Norwood Mass. U.S.A. + + + + +CONTENTS + + +CHAPTER PAGE + + I. John Granger of Murder Point 1 + II. The Unbidden Guest 13 + III. The Devil in the Klondike 25 + IV. Spurling's Tale 42 + V. Cities Out of Sight 53 + VI. The Pursuer Arrives 74 + VII. The Corporal Sets Out 86 + VIII. The Last of Strangeways 100 + IX. The Break-up of the Ice 112 + X. A Message from the Dead 120 + XI. The Love of Woman 144 + XII. He Reviews His Marriage, and is Put to the Test 162 + XIII. The Dead Soul Speaks Out 186 + XIV. Spurling Makes a Request 210 + XV. Manitous and Shades of the Departed 225 + XVI. In Hiding on Huskies' Island 240 + XVII. The Forbidden River 257 +XVIII. The Betrayal 272 + XIX. The Hand in the Doorway 283 + XX. Spurling Takes Fright 297 + XXI. The Murder in the Sky 305 + XXII. The Blizzard 318 +XXIII. The Last Chance 334 + + +MURDER POINT + + + + +CHAPTER I + +JOHN GRANGER OF MURDER POINT + + +John Granger, agent on the Last Chance River in the interests of +Garnier, Parwin, and Wrath, independent traders in the territory of +Keewatin, sat alone in his store at Murder Point. He sat upon an +upturned box, with an empty pipe between his lips. In the middle of +the room stood an iron stove which blazed red hot; through the single +window, toward which he faced, the gold sun shone, made doubly +resplendent in its shining by the reflected light cast up by the +leagues of all-surrounding snow and ice. + +Speaking to himself, as is the habit of men who have lived many months +alone in the aboriginal silence of the North, "Well, and what next?" +he asked. + +He had been reviewing the uses to which he had put his thirty years of +life, and was feeling far from satisfied. That a man of breeding, who +had been given the advantages of a classical and university education, +and was in addition an English barrister, should at the age of thirty +be conducting an independent trader's store in a distant part of +northern Canada did not seem right; Granger was conscious of the +incongruity. During the past two years and a half he had obstinately +refused to examine his career, had fought against introspection, and +had striven to forget. + +In this he had been wise, for Keewatin is not a good place wherein to +_remember_ and to balance the ledger of the soul; it is too remote +from human habitation, too near to God--its vastness has robbed it of +all standards, so that small misdemeanours may seem huge and +disastrous as the sin of Cain. Madness lurks in its swampy creeks and +wanders along the edges of its woodland seas, so that the border-line +between natural and supernatural is very faintly marked. + +But to-day Granger had given way before the wave of emotional memories +and had permitted his mind to recapitulate all the happiness which he +had lost; and with this result, that like a child in a darkened house +he feared to advance and stood still trembling, questioning the +future, anticipating and dreading that which was next to come. It was +the second week in April; the break-up of the winter had almost begun; +the spring was striding up from the south and a cry of travel was in +the air, both hopeful and melancholy. The world would soon be growing +young again. Even in this desperate land the scars of the frost would +soon be obliterated; but to his own life, he was painfully aware, the +spring had vouchsafed no promise of return. Was it gone forever? he +asked. + +At the present moment he was remembering London and St. James's Park +with its banks of daffodils and showers of white may-blossom, its +groups of laughing children at play, its parade of black-coated +horsemen, with here and there the scarlet flash of a Life-guard as he +sped trotting by, and for bass accompaniment to this music of the Joy +of Life the continual low thunder which in the Mall the prancing +hoofs of countless carriage-horses strummed. + +Now it was Piccadilly in which he wandered, returning from the west +with his back toward the setting sun; the street-lamps had just been +kindled, and ahead of him, massed above the housetops, the blue-grey +clouds of evening hung. He watched the faces of the people as they +passed, some eager, some jaded, some pleasure-seeking, some smug, and +he strove to conjecture their aim in life. At the Circus he paused +awhile, breathing deep and filling out his lungs with fragrance of +violets and narcissi, which flower-girls clamoured for him to +purchase. He bought a bunch and smiled faintly, contrasting the +beautiful significance of the name of the vendor's profession with the +slatternly person to whom it was applied. Then onwards he went to +Leicester Square where the dazzling lights of music-halls flared and +quickened, and scarlet-lipped Folly smiled out upon him from street +corners, and beckoned through the dusk. In the old days it had always +been when he had attained this point in his advance that the pleasure +of London had failed, leaving him with a cramped sensation, a frenzied +desire for escape, and an overwhelming sense of the inherent +rottenness of western civilisation. It was upon such occasions that he +saw, or thought he saw, the inevitable tendency of European cities to +emasculate and corrupt the rugged nobilities of mankind. A revolt +against artificiality had followed. Immediately, there in the heart of +the world's greatest city, there had grown up about him the mirage of +the primeval forest, whose boughs are steeped in silence, borne up by +tall bare trunks, which lured him on to explore and adventure through +untried lands, where quiet grows intense and intenser at each new +step, till he should arrive at that ultimate contentment for which he +blindly sought. + +He laughed at the memory, smiling bitterly at the manner in which that +former self had been beguiled. As if to give emphasis to his jest he +arose from his box, lounged over to the window, cleared its panes of +mist with his hand, and gazed out upon the landscape of his choice. It +stared back at him with immobile effrontery, with the glazed +wide-parted eyes of the prostrate prize-fighter who, in his falling, +has been stunned--eyes in which hatred is the only sign of life. He +threw back his head and guffawed at the conceit, as though it had been +conceived by a brain and given utterance to by a voice other than his +own. Then he paused, drew himself erect, and his face went white; he +had heard of solitary men in Keewatin who had commenced by laughing to +themselves, and had ended by committing murder or suicide. Yet, as he +stood in thought, he acknowledged the truth of the image; his +existence on the Last Chance River was one long and wearisome struggle +between himself and the intangible prize-fighter, whoever he might +be,--Nature, the Elemental Spirit hostile to Creation, Keewatin, the +Devil, call him what you like. Sometimes he had had the better of the +combat, in which case days of peace had followed; but for the most +part he stood at bay or crouched upon his knees, watching for his +opportunity to rise; at his strongest he had only just sufficed to +hold his invisible antagonist in check, battling for a victory which +had been already awarded. He had long despaired of winning; the only +question which now troubled him was "How long shall I be able to +fight?" + +A certain story current in the district, concerning a Hudson Bay +factor, flashed through his mind. At the beginning of the frost his +fort had been stricken with smallpox; one by one his six white +companions had died and the Indians had fled in terror, leaving him +alone in the silence. In the unpeopled solitude of the long dark +winter days and nights which had followed, he had grown strangely +curious as to the welfare of his soul, and had petitioned God that it +might be disembodied so that he might gaze upon it with his living +eyes. After a week of continuous prayer, he had fastened on his +snowshoes, and gone out upon the ice to seek God's sign. He had not +travelled far before he had come to the mound where his six companions +lay buried. There against the dusky sky-line he had seen a famished +wolf standing over a scooped-out grave. So the factor had had his +sign, and had looked upon his disembodied soul with his own eyes. + +When the ice broke up and the first canoe of half-breed voyageurs +swept up to the fort, they had been met by a man who crawled upon +hands and knees, and snarled like a husky or a coyote. + +Granger shrugged his shoulders and shuddered. He thanked his God that +the spring was near by. Upon one thing he was determined, that +whatever happened, though he should have to die--by his own hand, he +would not grovel into Eternity upon his hands and knees as had that +factor of the Hudson Bay. + +For relief from the turbulence of his thoughts he turned his attention +to the frozen quiet of the world without. Not a feature in the +landscape had changed throughout all the past five months. He had +nothing new to learn about it: he had even committed to memory where +each separate shadow would fall at each particular hour of the day. +Straight out of the west the river ran so far as eye could reach, +until it came to Murder Point. At close of day it seemed a molten +pathway which led, without a waver, from Granger's store directly to +the heart of the sun. Having arrived at the Point, the Last Chance +River swept round to the northeast, and then to the north, until in +many curves it poured its waters into the distant Hudson Bay. Its +banks, in the open season, which lasted from May to October, were low +and muddy; the country through which it flowed, known as the barren +lands, was for the most part flat and densely wooded with a stunted +growth of black spruce, jackpine, tamarack, poplar, willow, and birch. +The river was the only highway: much of the forest which lay back from +its banks was entirely unexplored on account of its swamps and the +closeness of its underbrush. There were places within three miles of +Murder Point where a white man had never travelled, and some where not +even the Indians could penetrate. Partly for this reason the district +was rich in game: the caribou, moose, lynx, bear, wolf, beaver,-- +wolverine, and all the smaller fur-bearing animals of the North +abounded there. Seventy miles to the southwestward lay the nearest +point of white habitation, where stood the Hudson Bay Company's Fort +of God's Voice. Between Murder Point and the coast, for two hundred +and fifty miles, there was no white settlement until the river's mouth +was reached, where the Company's House of the Crooked Creek had been +erected on the shores of the Bay. With his nearest neighbours, seventy +miles distant at God's Voice, Granger had no intercourse, for he was +regarded by them as an outcast inasmuch as he was an independent +trader. Once was the time when Prince Rupert's _Company of Adventurers +of England trading in the Hudson's Bay_ had held the monopoly of the +fur trade over all this territory, from the Atlantic seaboard to the +Pacific Coast; then to have been caught trapping or trading privately +had meant almost certain death to the trespasser. Now that the powers +of the Company had been curtailed, the only manner in which a Hudson +Bay factor could show his displeasure toward the interloper was by +ignoring his presence--a very real penalty in a land of loneliness, +where, at the best, men can only hope to meet once or twice a +year--and by rendering his existence as unbearable and silent as +possible in every lawful and private way. In the art of ostracising, +Robert Pilgrim, the factor at God's Voice, was a past master; during +the two and a half years that Granger had been in Keewatin he had had +direct communication with no one of the Company's white employees. On +occasions certain of its Cree Indians and half-breed trappers had come +to him stealthily, at dead of night, to see whether he would not offer +them better terms for their season's catch of furs, or to inquire +whether he would not give them liquor in exchange, the selling of +which to an Indian in Keewatin is a punishable offence. These were +usually loose characters who, being heavily in debt to the Company, +were trying to postpone payment by selling to Granger on the sly; yet, +even these men, when day had dawned, would pass him on the river +without recognition, as if he were a stick or a block of ice. However, +only by dealing with such renegades could he hope to pick up any +profit for the proprietors of his store. His every gain was a loss to +the factor, and _vice versa_; therefore by Robert Pilgrim he was not +greatly beloved. + +Pilgrim was a man of conservative principles, who looked back with +longing to the days when a factor was supreme in his own domain, +holding discretionary powers over all his people's lives, who, after +the giving of a third warning to an independent trader found poaching +in his district, could dispose of him more or less barbarously +according to his choice. Now that every man, whatever his company, had +an equal right to gather furs in the Canadian North, he considered +that he and his employers were being robbed; wherefore he made it his +business to see that no friendship existed between any of his +subordinates and the man at Murder Point. Hence it happened that in +summer when the canoes and York boats, and in winter when the +dog-teams and runners from God's Voice, went up and down river by the +free-trading store of Garnier, Parwin and Wrath, no head was turned, +and no sign given that anyone was aware that a white man, yearning for +a handshake and the sound of spoken words, was regarding them with +sorrowful eyes from the wind-swept spit of land. + +Two years and a half ago, on his first arrival, Granger had laughed at +the factor's petty persecution and had pretended not to mind. Since +then, as his isolation had grown on him, his temper had changed, his +pride had given way, until, in the January of the present year, he had +journeyed down to the Company's fort, and had implored them to speak +to him, if only to curse him, that his reason might be saved. The +gates of the fort had been clanged in his face, and he had been +silently threatened with a loaded rifle, till resurrected shame had +driven him away. + +He had since heard that Pilgrim had said on that occasion, "I knew +that he would come and that this would happen sooner or later. I've +been waiting for it; but he's held out longer than the last one." + +This remark explained to Granger how it was that, when he had arrived +in Winnipeg, having just returned from the Klondike, and had applied +to his acquaintance Wrath for employment, his request had been so +readily granted. He had marvelled at the time that he, who had had +next to no experience in Indian trading, should have met with +immediate engagement, and have been given sole charge of an outpost. +Now he knew the reason; he had been given his job because his +employers could get no one else to take it. From the first day of his +coming to Murder Point strange stories had reached his ears concerning +the diverse and sudden ways in which its bygone agents had departed +this life: some by committing murder against themselves; some by +committing murder against others; some, having gone mad, by wandering +off into the winter wilderness to die; others, who were reckoned sane, +by attempting to make the six hundred and eighty mile journey back to +civilisation alone across the snow and ice. These rumours he had not +credited at first, supposing them to be fictions invented by Pilgrim +for the purpose of shattering his confidence, and thus inducing him to +leave at once. The last remark of the factor, however, inasmuch as it +had been reported to him by an honest man, the Jesuit priest Père +Antoine, had proved to him that they were not all lies. When he had +questioned Père Antoine himself, the kindly old man had shaken his +head, refusing to answer, and had departed on his way. This had +happened shortly after the occurrence in January; since then Granger +had been less than ever happy in his mind. + +Luckily for him, about this time Beorn Ericsen, the Man with the Dead +Soul, as he was named, the only white Company trapper in the district, +had quarrelled with the factor over the price which had been offered +him for a silver fox; in revenge he had betaken himself to Granger, +bringing with him his half-breed daughter, Peggy, and his son, +Eyelids. Their chance coming had saved his sanity; moreover it had +furnished him with something to think about, besides himself, namely +Peggy. His courtship of her had been short and informal, as is the way +of white men when dealing with women of a darker shade: within a week +he had taken her to himself. But Peggy had had ideas of her own upon +the nebulous question of morals, ideas which she had gained in the two +years during which she had attended a Catholic school in Winnipeg; she +had refused to be regarded as a squaw, since the blood which flowed in +her veins was fully half white, and, after staying with him for a +fortnight, had taken herself off, joining her father on a hunting +trip, giving Granger clearly to understand that she would not live +with him again until Père Antoine should have come that way and united +them according to the rites of the Roman Church. + +As he stood by the window looking out across the frost-bound land +which once, years since, in Leicester Square, he in his ignorance had +so much desired, he re-pondered these events and, "Well, and what +next?" he asked. + +The touch of spring in the air, recalling him to England and the old +days, had made him realise among other things what this marriage with +a half-breed girl, supposing he consented, must entail. It would +exile him forever. No matter howsoever well he might prosper, or rich +he might become, or whatsoever stroke of good fortune might visit him, +he could never return to his English mother and English friends, +bringing with him a half-breed wife and children who had Indian blood. +If he married her, he would become what Pilgrim had named him--an +outcast. If he did not marry her, she would refuse to live with him, +and he would be left lonely as before and would probably become +insane. Since he was never likely to become either prosperous, or +rich, or fortunate, would it not be better for him to provide for his +immediate happiness, he asked, and let the future take care of itself? +Even while he asked the question another woman intruded her face: she +was slim, and fair, and delicately made, and was disguised in the male +attire of a Yukon placer-miner. She seemed to be asking him to +remember her. + +He shrugged his shoulders contemptuously, as if defying Fate: turning +away from the window, he reseated himself upon the upturned box by the +red-hot stove. + +Pooh! he'd been a fool to give way to retrospection. He was no +exception to the general rule; most men mismanaged their careers--more +or less. Still, he was bound to confess that he had done so rather +more than less. Oh well, he would settle down to his fate. As for that +other girl in the Yukon miner's dress, who would keep intruding +herself, she also must be forgotten. + +But at that point, perversely enough, he began to think about her. +What was she doing at the present time? Where was she? Did she still +remember him? Had she made her fortune up there out of their last big +strike? How had she construed his sudden and unexplained departure? He +swore softly to himself, and rising, went over to the window again. +Then he pressed closer as if to make certain of something, gazing up +the long glimmering stretch of frozen river to the west. + +There was a strange man coming down; strange to those parts, at any +rate, though Granger seemed to recognise something familiar in his +stride. He was driving his dogs furiously, lashing them on with +frenzied brutality, coming on apace, turning his head ever and again +from side to side, peering across his shoulder and looking behind, as +if he feared a thing which followed him--which was out of sight. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +THE UNBIDDEN GUEST + + +Granger, having withdrawn himself to one side of the window so that he +might not be observed from the outside, watched the stranger's +approach in anxious silence. Nearer and nearer he came, till in that +still air it was possible to hear the panting of his huskies as they +lunged forward in the traces, jerking their bodies to right and left +as they desperately strove to escape the descending lash of the +punishing whip. The man himself tottered as he ran, stubbing the toes +of his snowshoes every now and then as he took a new step. Once from +sheer weakness he nearly fell, whereupon the dogs came to a sudden +halt, sat down on their haunches, and gazed wistfully round; in a +second he had recovered himself, with an angry oath had straightened +out his team in their traces, and was once more speeding toward +Granger's shack. The impression which his mode of travelling conveyed +was that of flight; but from whom and whither can a man flee in +Keewatin? Both he and his animals were evidently exhausted; they must +have journeyed continuously through the previous day and night, and +still they were in haste. "Well, all the better for me," thought the +watcher, "for if he is so weary he cannot choose but stay; and if he +stays with me, though he be a Company man, he will have to speak." + +Then fear seized hold of Granger lest Robert Pilgrim's discipline, or +the enmity of the man himself, might be such that, though he +endangered his life by the procedure, he would refuse the hospitality +of a hated private trader. "Nonsense," said the voice of hope, "to +where can he be travelling at this season of the year unless to Murder +Point? Before ever he gets to the coast and Crooked Creek the winter +will have broken up, and northwards there is nowhere else to go." + +So, as is the way with men who have exhausted this world's resources +for rendering them aid, he began to pray; not decorously, with +reverent, well-chosen words, but fiercely, with repetition, and below +his breath. "My God, don't let him pass," he said; "make him stop +here. Make him stop here, and spend with me at least one night." Then, +when he had petitioned God, thinking perhaps that He would not hear +him, he commenced to call upon Lord Jesus Christ. He clenched his +hands in his excitement till the nails broke into the flesh. There was +a God in Keewatin after all, there must be, since He had sent to him +this stranger. + +All the while that he was praying and exclaiming thus, he was trying +to judge of the man's errand from his dress. He was clad in the +regulation capote of the Hudson Bay Company's employee; it was of a +dark material, probably duffel, which reached to the knees. On his +head was a fur-skin cap, over which he had drawn the hood of his +capote so far down that his features could not be discerned. About his +waist went a sash of scarlet, such as is worn by the Northwest +_métis_. His legs were swathed in duffel leggings, so that they +appeared to be of enormous size. On his feet he wore moose-hide +moccasins which extended part way up his legs, and to these his +five-foot snowshoes were attached. His whip he carried in his left +hand. About this last there was something familiar. Who was it that he +had known in the past who had driven his dogs left-handed, and had had +that swinging, plunging stride? The memory refused to concentrate, so +he strove to guess at the man's identity by the process of +elimination. He could not be a Hudson Bay mail-carrier bringing him a +letter, for the factor refused to deliver all missives addressed to +Murder Point. It was not probable that he was an express messenger of +Gamier, Parwin, and Wrath, sent up post-haste from Winnipeg; they +could have nothing of such importance to say to him that it could not +wait for the open season, when travelling is less expensive. Nor was +he a trapper bound on a friendly or business visit to the store; for, +in the first place, this man was no Indian (he could tell that by the +way in which he lifted his feet in running), and, in the second, he +had no friend, nor any man in the district, save Ericsen, who would be +seen with him in the open daylight. A foolish, strangling expectancy +rose up within him. Might he not be the bearer of important and good +news from the homeland? What news? Oh, anything! That his father, the +visionary explorer of Guiana, who twenty years ago had set out on his +last mad search for El Dorado, the fabled city of the Incas, and who +for many years had been given up for dead, had returned at length with +gold, successful from his quest--or, at the least, that his mother had +relented and wanted him back. Speedily his hope turned to agonising +suspense. Perhaps he was coming to tell him that his mother in England +was dead. Then he laughed hysterically, remembering that Mr. Wrath was +not the sort of man to regard any death as serious, unless it were +his own. + +By this time the stranger had covered the intervening two miles of +river and was within thirty yards of the Point. He was slowing down. +He had halted. His exhausted dogs were already curling themselves up +beneath a snow-bank, wisely snatching a moment's rest as soon as it +was offered them. Careless of their welfare, leaving them as they were +to tangle up their traces, he was commencing to ascend the mound +towards the store. Despite the clamour of welcome which raged within +him, Granger did not stir; the influence of the North Land was upon +him, compelling him to self-repression, making him stern and +forbidding in his manner as was the appearance of the world without. +From his hiding by the window he watched the man; as he did so a vague +sense of fear and loathing took the place of gladness. + +His approach was slow and hesitating; continually he paused to gaze +back along the river as if in search of a pursuer, then suddenly +forward toward the shack as if for spying eyes which were reading his +secret. Before he had come near enough to be recognised, he had pulled +the hood still further forward, holding it together above his mouth +with his right hand, so that of his face only his eyes were visible. +With his left hand he fumbled in his breast, and Granger knew that he +grasped a loaded weapon. "Does he mean to kill me?" he wondered; yet +he made no effort to bar the door, or to reach for the rifle which +hung on the wall above his head. He only smiled whimsically; amused +that anyone should waste so much care over robbing a man of a +possession which he himself so little valued--his life. Personally +he would welcome so easy a method of departure from Keewatin--one +which was quite respectable, and would attach no responsibility to +himself. When all has been said, there remain but two qualities of +fear: the fear of life, and the fear of death. Granger was only +conscious of the first, therefore he could afford to be amazingly +daring under the present circumstances. Now he could no longer see the +man, for he was standing beneath the walls of the shack; but he could +hear that he was listening, and could hear him gasp for breath. One, +two, three slow footsteps, and the latch was raised and the door flung +wide. He waited for his guest to enter, and then, because he delayed, +"Come inside," he cried; "confound you, you're letting in the cold +air." + +He heard the snowshoes lifted across the threshold and rose to greet +the stranger who, so soon as he had entered, made fast the door and +confronted him without a word, still hiding his face from sight. He +was a tall man, well over six feet and proportionately broad of chest; +he had to stoop his head as he stood in the store, since the roof was +none too high. + +After some seconds spent in silent gazing, "Well, and what d'you +want?" asked the trader. The man made no reply, but tossed him a screw +of paper which, when he had unfolded it and smoothed it out, read, +_"Do all that is in your power to help the bearer. I am responsible. +Destroy this so soon as it is read."_ The note was unsigned, but it +was in the handwriting of Wrath. Granger slid back the door of the +grate and watched the scrap of paper vanish in a little spurt of +flame. Then he looked up, and seeing that the man still stood +regarding him and had removed none of his garments, not even his +snowshoes from which the crusted ice was already melting, "All right," +he said; "I'll do my best. You must be tired, and have come a long +journey." + +"I have," said the stranger, throwing back his hood, and for the first +time displaying his face. + +Granger sprang forward with a startled cry, and seized the newcomer by +his mittened hand. "By God, it's Spurling!" + +In a flash all the winter had thawed out of his nature and the spring, +which he had despaired of, had returned. Once more he was an emotional +living creature, with a throbbing heart and brain, instead of a +carcass which walked, and was erect, and muttered occasional words +with its mouth as if it were alive, and was in reality a dead thing to +which burial had been denied. + +"Yes, it's Spurling," replied the traveller in a hoarse, uneager +voice; then, "Has anyone been here before me?" + +Granger shook his head, and instinctively stood back a pace from this +leaden-eyed, unresponsive stranger, who had been his friend. + +Spurling was quick to notice the revulsion. "And are you going to +desert me and turn me out?" + +"Desert you! If you knew how lonely I have been you wouldn't ask that +question." + +"I ought to know," he answered, and going over to the window looked +out, turning his head from side to side in that furtive manner which +Granger had noted in him when he had first seen him advancing across +the ice. + +Facing about suddenly, he asked, "Is there any way out of here, except +down there?" pointing to the river frozen in its bed, stretching away +interminably to the west, through groves of icicles, and marble +forest, like a granite roadway hewn out and levelled by a giant, +vanished race. + +"There is no other," Granger replied, "unless you include the way out +which is trodden by the dead." + +Spurling started almost angrily at the mention of this last pathway of +escape, and scowled. It was evident that the fear which made his life +a burden was the fear of death--which was proof to Granger that he had +not been long in Keewatin. However, he controlled himself and +murmured, "Six hundred and eighty miles is a long journey, and it's +all that to Winnipeg. Within a fortnight the ice will break, and then +for almost a month the only way will be impassable. Thank God for +that!" Addressing himself to Granger, "And what lies ahead?" he asked. + +"The forest and three hundred odd miles of this Last Chance River till +you come to the Hudson Bay and the House of the Crooked Creek." + +"Is there nothing in between?" + +"Only the Forbidden River, which neither white man nor Indian ever +travels; it joins the Last Chance a hundred miles ahead." + +"Ah, the Forbidden River! And no one ever travels there! Why not? Is +it shallow or rapid? But then there is the winter; it cannot be that +there's anything that doesn't freeze up here." + +"Oh, it freezes right enough." + +"Then?" + +"The Indians are afraid to travel it." + +"Of what are they afraid?" + +"Manitous, and shades of the departed." + +For the first time Spurling's face relaxed, the hunted expression +went out of his eyes; he almost smiled. "Well, I'm not afraid of +them," he said. + +He commenced to unfasten his snowshoes and to take off the heavier +portions of his dress. Granger stood by and watched him; he was +puzzled by the man's manner, and heartsick with disappointment. What +was the reason for the change which had crept over him in the three +years since they had parted, and why had he made this journey at this +season of the year, in haste, without warning? Six hundred and eighty +miles seemed a long way to travel in winter, through a desolate land, +only to tell your most intimate friend that you are not afraid of +manitous and shades of the departed. + +He recalled the man whom he had known, so generous and open-hearted, +who had walked with him at night beneath the London gas-lamps, sharing +and comprehending those dreams and enthusiasms which others had +derided, or compassionated as delusions of the mad. This was the man +who had given him what might have been his chance, had he only been +able to use it aright. Like a tawdry curtain drawn up at a Christmas +pantomime on a dazzling transformation scene, so, at the memory, the +veil of the present was instantly removed, revealing only the flashing +splendours of past things, which lay behind. This same body which now +crouched basely here before him had belonged to a hero once--to the +man who, five long years since, had pushed on in spite of defeat, +carrying with him by his courage his despairing companion over the +deadly Skaguay trail. The Skaguay, where bodies of horses lay +unburied, spreading pestilence abroad every hundred yards of the way; +where the army of gold-seekers turning back was as great as the army +pressing on; and those of the attack had momentarily to stand aside, +so narrow was the path, for the wounded and spent of the retreat, who +passed them by with ashen faces, some of them with death in their +eyes, bidding them, "Turn back! Turn back! You will never get through +alive." + +Many a time when his shoulders were bruised and broken, and he ached +in every limb, and his clothes were sodden with rain, which he knew +must shortly become stiff as boards when night had fallen and it had +begun to freeze, and perhaps another horse had fallen and been left +beside the trail, he also would have joined the retreat right gladly, +unashamed of his cowardice, had not Spurling picked up his load with a +laugh and dragged him on. What a fine brave fellow he had been in +those early Yukon days! Why, it was he who, when they had reached the +summit of that heart-breaking pass, had rescued young Mordaunt. Jervis +Mordaunt, with a single horse, had packed his entire outfit +single-handed to the topmost point of the trail, and then, when the +hardest part of his journey had been accomplished and his goal was +already in sight, his horse had given out and died. When they had come +up with him, his beast had been dead three days, and, because he could +not afford a new one, he had been packing his stuff on his own narrow +shoulders into Bennett, whence the start by water for Dawson had to be +made--a hopeless task, for Mordaunt was not a strong fellow, but slim +and extraordinarily girlish in frame. Many of the travellers who had +already attained the summit were flinging away their outfits and +turning back in panic, terrified by stories which they had heard of +winter and starvation in the Klondike; those who still trudged +doggedly forward were too selfishly preoccupied with visions of gold, +and their own concerns, and fears lest the rivers and lakes should +close up, to render him aid. Not so Spurling; in those days he was +never too busy to lend an unfortunate a helping hand; besides, like +most brave men, the thing which he valued highest was courage, and he +was taken with the young chap's pluck. "I'm fairly broad," he had +said, "and before the river freezes there's plenty of time for all +three of us to get drowned. So look sharp, my girl, and hand your +bundles up." From the first day he had nicknamed Mordaunt "The Girl," +because he was so surpassingly modest and had no beard to shave. So he +and Spurling had shouldered Mordaunt's burden, and had made him their +partner, and had carried him through to the gold-fields alive. + +Where was Jervis now? he wondered; then his thoughts returned to the +panorama of that eventful journey. He remembered how in the mouth of +the Windy Arm on Tagish Lake, when the sail swung round and sent him +spinning overboard, he would most certainly have perished in those +chill waters had not Spurling jumped in and held him up till the boat +put back. It was Spurling's hand which had kept the boat steady in the +boiling rapids of the White Horse, when he and Mordaunt had lost their +nerve--yes, that same hand which was now plucking restlessly at the +untrimmed beard which fringed that crafty, sullen face. How incredible +it seemed that this body should contain the same man, and that the +change should have taken place in five years! He contrasted that +big-shouldered, song-singing fellow who had given them of his endless +store of courage when their own was spent, compelling them to go +through the mush ice at Five Fingers, and the drift ice at Fort +Selkirk, and had landed them safely at Dawson almost against their +will, the last boat through before the Klondike froze up, with this +secretive hang-dog individual who slunk through an unpeopled +wilderness, twisting his neck from side to side, as though he already +felt the halter there--like a Seven Dials assassin, fearful of arrest. +There he sat by the window, with eyes fixed uncannily on the west, +watching for the follower whom he could not see, but only felt. + +He turned round uncomfortably, feeling that Granger's eyes were upon +him; then rose up abruptly, saying, "Ha, I was forgetting! My dogs +must be fed." + +Granger watched him go out, and was glad of relief from his presence. +If anyone had come to him a week ago and had said, "Druce Spurling +will be here this day or next," his joy would have surpassed all +bounds. Now he realised that there is a worse evil than solitude--the +compulsory companionship of a man who once was, and is no longer, your +friend. "Ach!" he muttered shivering, "I feel as if I had been sitting +with my feet in an open grave." Then remorsefully he added, "The poor +chap's in trouble. He was good to me in days gone by: I'll do my best +to help him. Perhaps that's the kind of offal that I appeared to +Robert Pilgrim when I made my journey to God's Voice last January, and +he threatened to shoot me; yet, God forbid that I ever looked like +that. Maybe that which I seem to see in Spurling is only the reflected +change in myself. Christ pity us lonely men!" + +From the window he could see how Spurling was gathering his dogs +around him, leading them past the Point northward to a bend where they +could not be seen by a man approaching from up-river. What was the +meaning of such precaution? Why had he been so urgently requested to +help the one man in the world whom he was most likely to help without +urging, since he had been his closest friend? Why had he been ordered +to destroy the note immediately when read? And why had Spurling, whom +he had thought to be in Klondike making his pile, or having taken +advantage of the secret knowledge which he had unwisely shared with +him, to be in Guiana, sailing up the Great Amana seeking El Dorado, +travelled these thousands of miles by sea and land only to visit him +here in Keewatin thus surlily? Was it to hide? Well, if that was his +purpose, there wasn't much chance of his being followed, or if +followed, found. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +THE DEVIL IN THE KLONDIKE + + +Spurling, having returned from feeding his dogs, had reseated himself +by the window, but he had not again spoken. When Granger had informed +him that a meal was ready, and had called to him to come and partake, +he had only shaken his head. When, however, it had been brought to +him, he had eaten hungrily, bolting his food like a famished husky, +yet never looking at what he ate, for his eyes were directed along the +river-bed. He used neither fork nor spoon, carrying whatever was set +before him hastily to his mouth in his hands. His whole attitude was +one of hurry; he rested in haste, as if begrudging the moments which +were lost from travel. + +Had he been the foremost runner in some great race, who had fallen at +the last lap, and, waiting to recover himself before making the final +dash toward the tape, watched anxiously lest his next rival should +round the bend, and surprise him before he was up on his feet again, +he could not have been more tensely excited. His breath came in gasps +and spasms; his body jerked and trembled even while he sat. He began +to do things, and did not finish them. He opened his mouth to speak, +and was silent. He half rose to his feet, and fell back again. He +turned his head to look at Granger, then thought better of it, and +continued staring into the west. Granger watched him, and wondered +what might be the secret which he was hesitating to impart. Was his +mind a blank through weariness? Was he arguing out some dreadful +problem within himself? Or was he only mad? + +What frail and isolated creatures we are!--when once our power of +communicating thought is gone, though we breathe and move above the +earth, we are more distant one from another than if we were truly +dead; for, when a soul has totally forsaken its body, and the body has +ceased to express, we, who live, can at least imagine that the thing +departed sometimes returns and hovers within ourselves. To live and be +silent is a remoter banishment from Life than the irrevocable exile +decreed by Death. + +Granger could now see that the change which he had noted in Spurling +might quite well have been the work of a month or two months, and was +due to trouble and neglect. The man was unwashed and unfed, and for +many nights he had not slept. His eyes were ringed and bloodshot with +fatigue, and with incipient snow-blindness. His cheeks were sunken and +cadaverous with too much travel; his body was limp with over-work. +Should the cause of his excitement be suddenly removed, he would +collapse; it was nervous courage which upheld him. And there, despite +all these alterations for the worse, he could still discern the old +Spurling--the man whom he had loved. The brows retained their old +frown of impudent defiance, and the mouth its good-humoured, reckless +contempt. These had been overlaid by some baser passion, it was true; +but they remained, showed through, and seemed recoverable. As he +looked, the memory flashed through his mind of Spurling at his +proudest--on that night at the Mascot dance-hall, when they had +carried into Dawson City the news of the great bonanza they had struck +at Drunkman's Shallows. He was standing on a table, surrounded by a +group of miners, leading the singing, roaring out the doggerel chorus +of a local mining ballad: + + "Oh, we'll be there with our bags of gold + When the Judgment trumpets blare, + When the stars drop dead and the moon stands cold, + Tell the angels we'll be there." + +Ha, the power of the man and his consciousness of conquest! + +Half to himself he began to hum the tune, beating time on the bare +boards with his moccasined feet. In a moment Spurling had jumped up, +"For God's sake, stop! I can't endure that," he cried. "Oh, to think +of it, that I am come to this, and that it is like this we meet after +all these years!" He covered his face with his hands, and, sinking +weakly back in the chair, commenced to sob. Granger went towards him, +and bending over him, flung an arm around his neck. For the moment the +body before him was forgotten; the noble spirit of the man who had +once stood by and helped him, was alone remembered. "Druce, tell me +all," he said. + +"I can't; you would shun me." + +"Then why did you come if you could not trust me?" + +"There was nowhere else to go--no other way of escape. They were all +around me." + +"Who were all around you?" + +"Those who had come to take me to be hanged." + +Granger gasped, and shrank aside. Then his worst conjecture was +correct--it was as bad as that! murder had been done. + +Spurling drew himself up suddenly, throwing back his hands and +uncovering a face of ghastly paleness. One might have supposed that he +had been the startled witness to the confession, instead of the man +who had made it. + +"What was that I said just now?" he asked. "You must not believe it. +It is not true; I am tired and overstrained. They've hunted me so long +that I myself have come almost to believe their squalid accusations. +Don't look at me like that; I tell you I am innocent. . . . Oh well, +perhaps I did fire the shot; but, if I did, it was an accident. I +didn't know that the rifle had gone off until I saw him drop . . . and +when I laid my hand on him to lift him up, I found that he was dead. +Ugh! Then I hid him in a hole in the ice, and, because he had been my +friend, I thought he would lie quiet forever there and never tell." + +While these words had been in the saying, Granger had drawn nearer and +nearer, so that now the two men stood face to face, almost touching, +staring into one another's eyes. Who was this friend who had been +shot? Could it have been Mordaunt? He seized hold of Spurling by the +throat with both hands, and shook him violently, crying, "What was her +name? Will you tell me that?" + +Spurling wrenched himself free and his eyes blazed threateningly. "It +wasn't a woman," he said; "thank God, I haven't sunk to that." Then +more slowly, gazing fixedly on Granger as if to calculate how far it +was safe to confide, "and he wasn't a friend of yours," he added. + +Granger turned away from the window that the murderer might not see +his countenance; his lips moved as if he prayed. He passed his hand +before his eyes as a man does who has been temporarily blinded by a +sudden flash. He had become terribly aware how near he had been to +committing the crime for which this man was hunted. The knowledge of +that fact gave him sympathy, a lack of which is always based on +ignorance. The compassionate man is invariably one who has been +greatly tempted. In those few seconds whilst he withdrew himself, the +whole portentous problem was argued out, "By how much is this man who +intends, better than that man who accomplishes his crime?" He +concluded that the difference was not one of virtue, but only of +opportunity--which entailed no credit on himself. He had passed +through Spurling's temptation scatheless, therefore he could afford +him tenderness. + +"Druce," he said, speaking tremblingly, "it is terrible how far two +men can drift apart in the passage of three short years." + +"Then why did you leave me?" asked Spurling sulkily, not yet reassured +of his safety, nor recovered from his rough usage. + +"I left you because I feared that I might do the deed for which you +are now in flight." + +Spurling sat up astonished. "Lord!" he exclaimed, "have all men felt +like that? I've often wondered why it was that you went away that +night, leaving no message and abandoning your claim. Pray, who were +you fearful of murdering?" + +"Listen. If I tell you, it may make it easier for you to believe me, +in spite of what has just happened, when I say that I sincerely want +to help you." + +He was interrupted. "I suppose you know," said Spurling with a +shocking attempt at merriment, "that you are losing the thousand +dollars which has been offered for my capture alive or dead? It's only +fair to tell you that. If any man is to make a profit by my hanging, +I'd rather that the man should be a friend." + +It was as though one should make an indecent jest in the presence of a +woman newly dead. + +"I deserved that you should say that," Granger replied. "But listen to +me this once, for we may never meet again; who knows, in this land of +death? I want to explain to you how it was that I behaved as I did, +and to ask your forgiveness." + +"Then make haste," said Spurling, as he drew his chair nearer the +window, and returned his gaze to the west. + +Without the dark was falling, though the sky was still faintly stained +with red. It was thus he sat in the unlighted room as they talked +together through the night, a shadowy outline against the misty panes +which never stirred, but stared far away across the frozen quiet of +the land. + +Granger spoke again. "You know with what hopes we set out on our +journey to Dawson; how we went there not for the greed of gold, but +for the sake of that other and more secret adventure which, as a boy, +I promised my father I would undertake when I grew to be a man--an +adventure which the Yukon gold could make possible and could purchase. +That was my frame of mind throughout all the time that we were poor up +there. That first winter in the Klondike, when we were nearly starved, +and our money gave out because our grub was exhausted and the price of +provisions ran so high, when we were thankful to work for almost any +wages on Wrath's diggings if only we might get food and keep warm, we +still kept our faith in one another and our purpose in sight. You'll +remember how we used to talk together throughout those long dark days +when, from November to February, we scarcely ever saw the sun and the +thermometer sometimes stood at fifty below, and how we would plan for +our great expedition to El Dorado, when our fortunes should be made, +comforting ourselves for our present privations with thoughts of the +land which Raleigh described. Those, despite their misery, were my +best days--I had hope then. Little Mordaunt would sit beside us, with +his face in his hands and his eyes opened wide with wonder, listening +to what we said; when we had finished he would beg us to take him +also, offering as his share, if he should be first to make his pile, +to pay the way for all of us. It was then that we three made the +compact which should be binding, that whenever our joint fortunes, +whether owned by one alone, or two, or in equal proportions by all +together, should amount to fifty thousand dollars, we would regard it +as common to us all, and, throwing up our workings, would leave the +Yukon for Guiana, in search of El Dorado. We were good comrades then, +and did not calculate what ruin the avarice of gain may bring about in +men. + +"When spring came, we set out to seek the gold which should redeem us, +which lay just underground. All that summer we travelled and found +only pay-dirt or colours, and at times not even that, till we came to +the Sleeping River and pitched our camp at what was afterwards +Drunkman's Shallows. How discouraged we were! We talked of turning +back, saying that nothing of worth had ever been found in the Sleeping +River. We called ourselves fools for having wasted our time up there. +Then, on what we had determined should be the last night of our camp, +when we had made up our minds to return next day, Eric Petersen came +by and joined us. He also had found nothing; worse still, had spent +all he had, and, being down in the mouth, got drunk--not decently, but +gloriously intoxicated. Somewhere about midnight, when, after twenty +hours of shining, the sun had disappeared and the world was still +bright as day, and we were all sleeping, he got up and went down to +the river to bathe his aching head, and stumbled on the banks and, +falling in, was nearly drowned. You heard him cry and, waking, ran +down to the water's edge. As you stooped to pull him out, you saw +that, where his foot had stumbled on the bank, it had kicked up a +nugget. Then you roused us and, when we had prospected and found that +gold was really there, we each staked a claim, and you an extra one as +discoverer, and set off that same night on the run to register. + +"It was on the evening of the day we recorded that you had your great +time at the Mascot, leading the singing, and being toasted all round. +It seemed to me I had reached El Dorado that night,--and now I know +that I never shall. So, after the fun was over, we went back to work +our claims, and toiled day and night till the river froze up. The +stampede had followed us, and every yard of likely land was staked for +miles below and above. My claim yielded next to nothing, and +Mordaunt's soon pinched out; but your two were the richest on the +Shallows. + +"I was soon compelled to work for you for wages. Mordaunt, when he had +taken ten thousand dollars out of his claim, agreed to do likewise. +We should both have left you at that time and gone away to prospect +afresh, had it not been for our early understanding that whatever we +earned was owned conjointly. Just before the winter closed down upon +us, we had taken out nearly fifty thousand dollars, the figure at +which we had agreed to quit the Yukon; I had one, Mordaunt ten, and +you had thirty-five thousand dollars--forty-six thousand in all. +Mordaunt and I talked to you about selling out and starting on our +greater quest, but you held us to the fifty-thousand limit, saying +that six months' postponement more or less would make no difference, +and that we had better have too much than too little capital in hand +before our start was made. We yielded to your judgment inasmuch as you +were the richest man, never suspecting that you were already +contemplating going back on your bargain to share and share alike with +us. + +"But after the burning had commenced, and the winter had settled down +for good, and the days had grown short and gloomy, we noticed a change +in your manner--one of which you, perhaps, were not fully conscious. +Your conversation became masterful and abrupt; you made us feel that +we were your hired men, and were no longer partners in a future and +nobler enterprise. Gradually the certainty dawned upon us that you had +repudiated your compact, and did not include us in your plans. Gold +for its own sake I had never cared about as you had; I only valued it +for the power it had to forward me in the quest of which I had dreamed +since I was a child--the following in my father's footsteps and +discovering of the city of the Incas, and, perhaps, of my father +himself. + +"When I had seen you growing rich whilst I remained a poor man, I had +felt no jealousy; for I trusted in the promise we had exchanged and +relied on your honesty in keeping your word. But, when I had perceived +your new intention, something went wrong inside my brain, so that I +began to construe all your former good as bad. I thought that from the +first you had never intended to keep your word, and had brought me +into the Klondike to get me out of the way, so that, possessed of the +secret information which I had given you, you might steal a march on +me, and set out for El Dorado by yourself. Whether that was your +purpose I do not know; but, for doubting you, you can scarcely blame +me. So, day by day, as I descended the shaft to the bed-rock, and +piled up billets of wood, and kindled them, throwing out the muck, +drifting with the streak, sending up nuggets to the surface, and dirt +which often averaged ten dollars to the pan, I said to myself, 'Every +shovelful you dig out, and every fire you light, and every billet you +stack, is helping Spurling to betray you the earlier.' + +"At first I would not believe my own judgment, but drove my anger down +by replying, 'He is no traitor; he is my friend.' But at night when I +came up, and you spoke to me pityingly about my hard luck and your own +increasing wealth, I knew what you meant. Mordaunt didn't seem to +mind; he had ten thousand dollars of his own, so he only said, 'Give +him time. He's all right. He'll remember and come round. His head's +turned for the moment by his fortune and he's lost his standards of +what is just. I daresay if this happened to you or me, we should have +been as bad.' + +"But that did not comfort me much, for I thought, 'A man who can +betray and lie to you once, can always lie and betray.' I could not +sleep at night for thinking about it and I brooded over it all the +day; there was ever before my eyes the vision of you, sailing up the +Great Amana without me. + +"If nothing else had happened and it had remained at that, I suppose I +should have finished my winter's contract with you and have gone out +again in the spring, either with Mordaunt or alone, prospecting for +myself. As it was, I began to argue with myself. 'What better right +has Spurling to this gold than I?' I said. 'If I had chosen this +claim, as I might have done, all the wealth which is now his would +have been mine. Had that been the case, I should have held to my +bargain and have dealt squarely by him. Since he refuses to allow me +the share which he promised me, I have a right to take it.' + +"You know what followed, how I hid some nuggets in my shirt, and you +accused me and discovered them. You called me a thief, and threatened +to expose me to the law of the mining camp. I told you that, since we +had made that agreement to share conjointly whatever we found, I had +as big a right to take charge of some of the gold as you yourself. +Then you laughed in my face and struck me, asking if that was the +usual way in which a labourer spoke to his employer. That blow drove +me mad. I made no reply, for I had become suddenly crafty; I awaited a +revenge that was certain and from which there could be no rebound. +From that day forward the lust to kill was upon me; wherever I looked +I saw you dead, and was glad. When the Northern Lights shot up they +seemed to me, instead of green or yellow, to be always crimson, the +bloodcolour. When they crept and rustled through the snow along the +mountain heights, I fancied that they were a band of murderers who +fled from their crime, and turned, and beckoned, and pointed to me, +and whispered 'Come.' As my imagination wrought within me I grew +silent; not even Mordaunt could rouse me. But he guessed what was +happening, and would often come to me and say, 'Don't get +down-hearted. Whatever Spurling does, I still hold to my promise. You +and I are partners with a common fund. We have eleven thousand dollars +already, so cheer up.' + +"But it wasn't envy of your wealth had driven me mad; it was fear lest +you should go off and leave me behind, and should get to Guiana and to +El Dorado first. I couldn't shake off my hallucination however much I +tried--which wasn't much; always and everywhere I could see you dead. +You know that the Klondike with its few hours of winter daylight, its +interminable nights, its pale-green moon which seems to shine forever +in a steely cloudless sky, and its three long months when men rarely +see the sun, is not a much better place than Keewatin in which to heal +a crippled mind. So, with the passage of time, there was worse to +come. + +"One morning as I came to the shaft, I found a stranger waiting there. +It was dark, I could not see his face; since he said nothing, I passed +him and, descending to the bed-rock, commenced to scatter the last +night's burning that I might get at the thawed-out muck. Presently I +heard the sound of someone following, and the creak of the rope as he +let himself down in the bucket. I thought it was you, so I did not +turn, but sulkily went on with my work. The footsteps came after me +wherever I went, standing behind me. At last I swung round in anger, +supposing that you had come to torment me; at that moment I had it in +my heart to strike you dead. In the light of the scattered fire, I +discovered that it was not you, but instead a man of about my height +and breadth. 'What d'you want?' I asked him. He did not answer. 'Who +sent you here?' I said. He was silent. Then I grew frightened; seizing +a smouldering brand, having puffed it to a blaze, I thrust it before +his face--and saw _myself_. + +"I was down there all alone and underground; no one could have heard +me had I cried for help. In my terror I grew foolish and laughed +aloud; _it seemed to me so odd that I should have such fear of +myself_. When I had grown quiet, 'Who sent you here?' I asked again. + +"At last he answered, 'You called me.' + +"'What have you come for?' I questioned. + +"'To murder Spurling,' he replied. + +"Then in a choking whisper I muttered, 'Who are you?' + +"And he answered me, 'Your baser self.' + +"I looked for a way of escape, but he stood between me and the mouth +of the shaft; to get out I would have had to pass him. I tried to make +him speak with me again that I might draw him aside, and so might slip +past him and get above ground; but he refused to stir. Then I grew +fascinated, and went near him, and peered into his face. He was like +me, yet unlike; he was more evil--what I might become at my worst. He +was to me what you were, when you just now arrived, to the man whom I +loved in London, and who saved my life in Tagish Lake. Having studied +his body and his face I loathed him, and drew myself away to the +farthest hiding-place. There I crouched beside the gold streak for +ten hours until the last glow of fire had died out, and I was left in +darkness. Then, though I could not see him, I knew that he was there. + +"At last Mordaunt came and called to me. I begged him to come down. +Thinking I was wounded, he lit a lantern and descended in haste. As he +approached, I looked to see where _myself_ had been standing; but, +though I had felt him there the moment before, directly Mordaunt came +he vanished. In my horror I told Mordaunt everything--and what do you +think the little fellow did? Instead of laughing at me, or fleeing +from me for his life because I was mad, he set down his lamp and, +throwing his arms about me, knelt down there on the bed-rock and +prayed. If it hadn't been for Mordaunt I should certainly have killed +you in the days which followed. Whenever I was alone or in your +company, that thing, which was my baser self, was there. He would +stand behind you, so that you could not see him, with his hand +upraised as if about to strike. He would beckon to me that I also +should get behind you, and when you spoke to me contemptuously or +harshly the evil of his face would reflect a like passion in me +against you. But whenever Mordaunt was present he vanished, and I had +rest from temptation; therefore I say that Mordaunt saved you. + +"I kept on hoping that when spring came I would be able to leave, and +thus rid myself of my evil dread; but the longer I stayed the greater +grew my peril. At length the crisis came. + +"You had been down river across the ice to Dawson on the spree and to +arrange for the carriage of your bullion to Seattle. It was night, and +I was just returning from the shaft, where I had been giving a last +look to the burning. I had a rifle in my hand, and, as I arrived at +the door of the cabin, raising my eyes, saw you coming up-stream with +your dogs, with your head bent low as if you were tired. Also I saw in +the moonlight that _that other_ was noiselessly following you, stride +by stride, stealing up behind. I saw him waving his arms to me, +gesticulating madly and signing to me to kneel down and fire. + +"Suddenly all power of resistance left me; with my eyes upon his face, +the memory of all the wrongs which you had dealt me, and my hatred of +you, swam uppermost in my mind. I knelt down in the snow to take +steadier aim and had my finger on the trigger, when the gun was +snatched from behind. I turned fiercely round and found Mordaunt +standing there. 'Quick,' he said, 'come inside.' He thrust the rifle +beneath a pile of furs, and bade me tumble into my bunk and pretend +sleep. Shortly after, I heard you come in and say that one of your +dogs had been shot dead; but I did not stir. You came over and gazed +down suspiciously at me, but seemed satisfied with Mordaunt's account +of how I had been lying there for the past two hours wearied out with +the day's work. Next day I could not look you in the eyes; also the +memory of a woman I had loved had come suddenly back and changed me, +making me ashamed. So two nights later I gathered together the few +things I had and, abandoning my claim, fled. + +"If I could not trust myself with you, I could not trust myself in the +Yukon. Every miner travelling with gold seemed to me a possible victim +for my crime. I went about in fear lest I should see that evil thing, +which called himself _myself_, returning to keep me company through +life. I fled to escape him and, hoping to leave him behind me in the +Klondike, went over the winter trail to Skaguay, the route by which +two years earlier we had fought our way up, took steamer to Vancouver +and came on thence to Winnipeg. My money was all but exhausted when I +got there, I was broken in spirit and at my wit's end. By chance I met +with Wrath, on whose claim in our first winter we had worked. He had +gone back to his independent trading, and, at my request for +employment, sent me up here to look after his interests at Murder +Point. I was glad to come; after my experience on the Sleeping River, +I was distrustful of myself in the company of men, never knowing when +that _foreshadowing of my evil desires_ might not return to hound me +on to fresh villainies and despair. For one who wished to be alone, +Heaven knows, I chose well. You're not burdened with too much society +in Keewatin--that isn't the complaint which is most often heard." + +Outside the night had long since settled down--a night which with snow +and starlight was not dark, but shadowy and ghostlike, making the +interval between two days a long-protracted dusk beneath which it was +possible to see for miles. Far away in the forest a timber-wolf howled +dismally; the huskies in the river-bed, seated on their haunches, +lifted up their heads and echoed his complaint. Then all was still +again, nothing was audible except the occasional low booming of the +ice, when a crack rent its path across the surface and far below the +river shook its gyves, as though clapping its hands in expectation of +the freedom of the spring to come. + +Against the window the silhouette of Spurling loomed up, with the +drifting dimness of the starlight for background, and the square of +surrounding darkness for a frame of sombre plush; he seemed a +man-portrait whom some painter had condemned forever to motionlessness +and silence with the magic of his brush, and had nailed on a +stretcher, and had hung up for ornament. + +At last he turned his head and stared into the blackness of the room, +searching with his eyes for Granger. "So the deed which you feared to +do, I have done," he said. "And here we sit together again, now that +three years have passed; I, the man whom you hoped to murder and the +man who has committed your crime; you, the man who stole from me, +fired on me, missed aim, and ran away, and yet who at this present +time are my judge. It is very strange! One would have supposed that +with the breadth of a continent between us, you in Keewatin, I in +Yukon, we need never have met. There is a meaning in this happening; +God intends that you should help me to escape." + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +SPURLING'S TALE + + +Granger from his place beside the red-hot stove said nothing, but +bowed his head. Spurling saw his action through the darkness and took +courage. + +"There is not much to tell," he said. "After you left us, my luck +seemed to vanish. My great bonanza pinched out, as Mordaunt's had +done. I spent the spring and summer in washing out the gold from my +winter's dump, and in sinking shafts to locate another streak which I +might follow in the winter to come. I found none, but at first I did +not lose confidence. I had plenty of capital and could well afford to +spend some of it in exploration. I was quite sure that my two claims +contained a hundred times as much gold as I had taken out--all I had +to do was to find its location. + +"What Mordaunt said to you about me was true--my sudden good fortune +had turned my head; I flung my earnings right and left, spending them +on the most foolish extravagances, and still remained avaricious. I +developed a mania for asserting my power and getting myself talked +about. You know that in those days a new 'millionaire' in the Klondike +was expected to do some of that; if, when he came to Dawson, he was +sparing, and refused to treat the town to half-dollar drinks till +everyone was drunk, they'd take him by his legs and arms and batter +him against a wall until he gave in and cried, 'Yes.' Why, I've seen +men set to and pan out from the sawdust on the floor of a saloon the +gold which I had scattered. I performed such follies as made +Swiftwater Bill famous when, after he had squabbled with his +'lady-friend,' and he saw her ordering eggs, of which she happened to +be fond, he bought up every egg in town at a dollar a piece, nine +hundred in all, and smashed them, to spite her, against the side of +her house. I was a confounded fool; if I hadn't been, I shouldn't have +quarrelled with you, and we shouldn't have been here now--we might +have been in El Dorado, perhaps. + +"Well, when I'd blown a good part of my money over stupidities for +which I scarcely received even pleasure in return, I awoke to the fact +that my workings had ceased to bear. Already the Sleeping River had +got a bad name and was deserted; it was a commonplace that 'Drunkman's +Shallows was played out.' I wouldn't acknowledge it. I took pride in +the Shallows because I had discovered them; I wasted the remainder of +my money in buying up other men's useless claims, and in engaging men +to work them. Towards the end, even I had to own to myself that the +streaks had pinched out and the Shallows were barren; but out of +desperate bravado I kept on until my money was at an end. Then, when I +was clean broke, I chose out a partner and went prospecting once +again. + +"At first we found nothing, for, as I say, when you left me my luck +departed. For months we wandered, finding only pay and colours, till +we entered the Squaw River and discovered what we wanted at Gold Bug +Bend. We stayed there working and testing the dirt till well into +January; then one day we drifted into a streak which panned out +twenty dollars to the pan, and so we knew at last that we had struck +it. We eyed one another suspiciously, for we each of us remembered how +you had been treated, and we began to talk about the necessity of +recording our claims and discovery. Neither of us would trust the +other to go alone, for we both wanted the claim on which we had been +working, where the rich streak had been located, so we set out +together. At first we travelled leisurely, speaking to one another; +but soon we grew silent, and began to race. My partner was a lighter +built man than I, and had the better team of dogs, and carried no gun. +Very soon he began to draw away from me; but I relied on my superior +strength to catch him up, for the journey was long. Then, somehow, as +he ran farther and farther ahead, the belief grew up within me, that, +whatever I might do, God meant him to get there first as a punishment +to me for what I had done to you. At that thought all my lust after +power, and the memory of the mastery which I had lost, came back, and +I said, 'I will outwit God this time, however.' + +"Mechanically, almost without thinking, I levelled my gun and +fired--and saw my partner drop. When I came up with him, he was lying +face-downwards, with his arms stretched out before him along the +ground. I turned him over and called on him to rouse. I kicked him +with the toe of my snowshoe, and tried to get angry, pretending to +myself that he was shamming. Then I knelt down beside him and covered +him with a robe, deceiving myself that he had fainted and would +presently awake. After I had waited for what seemed to be ages, I +called him by name, and, when he did not stir, I laid my finger on his +eyeballs--and so I knew that he was dead. When I knew that, fear got +hold upon me; at every crack of the ice I persuaded myself that +someone was coming up or down the frozen river, or had already seen +me, and lay hidden behind a snow-ridge, watching all my doings. So I +took up my comrade, and thrust him upright into a hole in the ice, +trusting that because he had been my friend he would understand, and +never tell. But his arms, which he had extended in falling, stuck out +above the surface, as if signing my secret to all the world. They had +grown stiff and frozen, and I could not bend them, so I knocked off, +and piled up around and above them, blocks of ice. + +"Then, because I was fearful lest my coming alone without my partner +into Dawson to record a claim might arouse suspicion, I turned back to +the Gold Bug Bend. There I stayed and drifted with the streak for +three months, and thawed out at least sixty thousand dollars' worth of +muck. I had time to think things over. I came to the conclusion that I +could not record my claim, since that might bring the miners up who +would notice that my partner was missing; neither could I take down my +dust to Dawson to express it to the outside, since that also would +lead to questions being asked as to where I'd got it, seeing that it +was so great in amount. So I determined to lie quiet until the summer +time, and then to wash out only so much gold as I could carry about +myself. + +"There was little chance of my being discovered on the Squaw River, +for it is seldom travelled, and I calculated that in four months' time +when the spring had come, the river would float the body far away to +where it never would be found, or if found, then at a time when it +would be unrecognisable. But in my first calculation I had not +reckoned with my loneliness, and the horror which comes of knowledge +of hidden crime. By the end of March I could stand it no longer and +set out for Dawson, where there were men in whose company I could +forget. + +"Soon after I got there the winter broke up and, by the first of May, +though the Klondike itself was still frozen solid to its river-bed, +the snow and ice from the country and rivers to the south, which had +been exposed to the rays of the sun, had thawed and, draining into it, +had created a shallow torrent which, running between the banks above +the ground-ice, gave an appearance of the Klondike in full flood. Very +soon the water over-flowed, so that houses were deluged and men had to +take to boats and the roofs of their cabins for safety; it looked as +though Dawson would be washed away. The drifting ice commenced to pack +and pile against the bridge above the town; unless the jam could be +broken before the ground-ice loosened, the bridge must collapse. Some +men volunteered to blow it up with dynamite. In so doing they caused +the ground-ice to tear itself free from the bottom so that, the water +getting underneath, it floated up and pressed the pack against the +floor of the bridge, forming, for a half-minute, an impassable barrier +against the torrent rushing down. The flood rose behind it like a +tidal wave, tossing on its crest a gigantic floe, standing waist-deep +in which I saw, for the second during which it flashed in the sun, a +frozen man, whom I recognised, who gazed upright towards me with his +arms upstretched--only for a second, then the bridge went down and the +water leapt over it, driving timbers, and floe, and man below the +surface, carrying them northwards passed the city, out of sight. + +"The thing had been so sudden that only a few of those who were +watching had realised what had happened; of these still fewer had seen +the man; and of these only one had known and recognised my partner, as +I had done. None of them could say for certain whether the man they +had seen upon the floe had been alive or dead. In the confusion which +followed the catastrophe this rumour was at first regarded as an idle +tale to which no one paid much attention. But, when that one man who +had seen and recognised came to me and inquired as to my partner's +whereabouts, and I could give him no satisfactory answers, curiosity +was aroused. + +"The Mounted Police instituted a search for the body, but as yet it +was not found. + +"I was half-minded to leave the country and go outside. Would to God I +had! But I was afraid that such conduct, following immediately upon +this occurrence, would attract attention. I returned to the Squaw +River and spent the half of another year up there. Then one day in +November an Indian, who was passing up-river, stepped into my cabin +and told me that the Mounted Police were searching for me. When I +asked him why, he said that the English friends of my partner had been +inquiring for him, and that I was known to have been the last man to +be seen in his company. When that had been said, I knew the meaning of +the sight I had witnessed when the bridge gave--my partner had sent +his body down river on the first of the flood to warn me of my danger, +as if he would say, '_Escape while you can; it will soon be +discovered_.' + +"I gathered together what gold I could carry and, travelling by night +only that I might not be noticed (and you know how long November +nights can be in the Yukon), I struck the trail for Skaguay--the route +by which two and a half years before you had fled. I got out +undetected, as I thought, and arrived at Vancouver. There I read in a +paper that at Forty-Mile the body had been found. I was seized with +panic and hurried on to Winnipeg; on the way I was alarmed to find +that I was being shadowed. I escaped my follower on my arrival there +and sought out Wrath, the only man I knew in town. I was sure that I +could trust him if he were sufficiently heavily bribed; so I gave him +all the gold I had, and told him the truth, and offered to furnish him +with such information as would enable him to go up and stake the rich +bonanza which I had left behind on the Squaw River--all this if he +would only help me to escape. He agreed to accept my terms, despite +the risks he was taking in helping to conceal a criminal. He told me +that you were up here, and said that it was no good going East, or +striking down to the States, since all the railroads would be watched, +and that my only chance lay in making a dash due north for Keewatin. +He gave me a guide for the first three hundred miles of the journey, +and the swiftest team of huskies he had. He smuggled me out to +Selkirk, and gave me introductions to such men as could be trusted on +the way. Before I left, I heard that they had made me an outlaw by +placing a thousand dollars on my head. + +"I've travelled day and night since then, only halting when my +strength gave out, or when I had to hide till darkness came that I +might pass unobserved by a Company's outpost. + +"And I'm followed; I know that. I have not seen him, but I can feel +that he is drawing nearer, and now is not far behind. I knew that if +I could reach you, in spite of what has happened between us, you would +save me. Granger, you must save me, if not for the sake of what I am, +then because of what I once was to you in our London days. I know that +I've deteriorated and have become bad; but it was more the fault of +the country than of the man. You know what happens to a fellow who +lives up there, how greedy and gloomy he gets, always feeling that the +gold is underground and that he must get to it even at the expense of +his honour and his life. You've felt it, you came near doing what I +have done. If Mordaunt hadn't stopped you, you would have stood where +I now stand." + +Granger broke in upon the frenzy of his appeal, asking abruptly, +"Where is Mordaunt now?" + +If his face had not been in the shadow, Granger would have seen how +Spurling's lips tightened as to withstand sudden pain, and his body +shuddered at that question. "Oh, Mordaunt is all right," he said. "He +left the Yukon soon after you left--he said that the fun was spoilt +without you. I daresay he's seeking for El Dorado or else is married." + +"You are sure of that?" asked Granger. + +"Sure of what? All I know is that he quarrelled with me over your +affair because he thought that I had not used you justly; shortly +afterwards we broke up our partnership, and I was told that he had +gone out through Alaska, via Michael to Seattle." + +When the man at the back of the room said nothing, Spurling asked in a +tone of horror, "Why, you don't think that I killed him too, do +you,--just because I have owned to shooting one man?" + +"I don't know what to think," replied Granger, speaking slowly; "no, +certainly I do not think that you killed him, _too_." + +"Then, what?" + +"Never mind, since the matter's in doubt I will help you. What do you +propose to do?" + +"Go on till I come to the Forbidden River, and hide there till the +hunt for me is over, and they think that I am dead." + +"And then, if you survive?" + +"Creep back into the world and begin life all afresh." + +"And how can I help you?" + +"By lending me a fresh team, for mine is all tired out, and giving me +provisions for my journey, and delaying my pursuer when he arrives." + +"How shall I delay him!" + +"Oh, you will know when you see him--there are many ways, some of +which are very effectual." Spurling played with the butt of his +revolver as he said these words, and looked at Granger tentatively, +then looked aside. "For instance, the winter is breaking up and he +might fall through the ice; or while he is staying here several of his +dogs might die; or, at the least, you can tell him that you have not +seen me and persuade him that he has passed me by. If he refuses to +believe that, you can suggest that I have left the river and gone into +the forest, and so put him off my track--anything to give me time." + +"He would scarcely believe the last," said Granger, "for on the Last +Chance there is only one trail--by the river up and down. And I want +you to understand Spurling, that if I do help you it will be by clean +means; I intend to play fair all round." + +"Play fair! Do you call it fair play when a nation sets out to hunt +one man? I have only done what thousands have thought and intended. +What better is the man who effects my capture, and gets the thousand +dollars which they have set upon my head, and sends me to the +scaffold, than I myself who without premeditation shot a man. You're a +nice one to talk about playing fair to the fellow who gave you your +chance, and was your friend, and whom you tried to murder! Which of +us, do you suppose, is the cleaner man?" + +Granger did not answer; through the last few hours he had been asking +himself that same question. Spurling, thinking he had offended, began +to plead afresh. "Oh, John, if you knew all that I have suffered you +would pity me. God knows I've repented for what I did with drops of +blood. If I'd only thought before I acted, I might have known that I +stood to gain nothing by it. What good was the gold to me when I got +it? I could only hide it, and wealth is not wealth when you have to +keep it secret to yourself." + +He paused exhausted, and fell back drooping in his chair. Granger's +pity had been aroused. "Druce," he said, "I have promised that I will +help you; you must be content with that." + +Spurting clutched at his hand and pressed it to his lips. "And there +are things which you need not tell him?" he questioned. "Say that +there are things that you will not tell." + +"There are things that I will not tell," Granger repeated. "I will not +tell him that I have seen you, and will refuse to give him help." + +Spurling's eyes had again sought out the west and the intervening +stretch of sky, where from the east the reflected light of dawn had +already begun to spread. + +"I don't like the look of it," he muttered; "I can feel that he is not +far behind. Every time I look up-river I expect to see him, a dull +brown shadow, hurrying down between the banks of white. I must be +going; while I stay I cannot rest." + +So, when all had been got ready and Granger had supplied him with a +new outfit and an untired team of dogs, he accompanied him out on to +the Point where the dawn was breaking. Then he told him of a cache +which Beorn had made at the mouth of the Forbidden River, which he +might open, and from which he could get supplies if his own ran short. +He went with him a mile down the ice, that he might guide him round a +part of the trail which was rotten and unsafe to travel. At parting, +Spurling grasped his hand; pointing back to the danger spot he +whispered, "That is one of the things which you need not tell." Before +he could answer him, he had lashed up his dogs and was on his way +northwards. It was then that the thought of a final test flashed +through Granger's mind. "Spurling, Spurling," he called, "did you know +that Mordaunt was a woman and not a man?" + +Whether he had heard Granger could not tell, for he did not halt or +turn his head; driving yet more furiously, urging his huskies forward +with the whip and shouting them on, he vanished round the bend. + +Granger stood gazing after him, listening to the last faint echo of +his cries; then he turned slowly and walked through the half-light +back to his lonely store. Over to his right, above the horizon the red +sun leapt. He did not raise his eyes; but, as he walked, he whispered +over and over to himself words which seemed incredible, "And, if it +had not been for her, _I_ should have been like that." + + + + +CHAPTER V + +CITIES OUT OF SIGHT + + +In Keewatin the human intellect stands forever at a halt, awed in the +presence of a limitless serenity for which it can find no better name +than God, since, of all things which are incalculable, He seems most +infinite. + +In this land of rivers and solitude Man is unnecessary, disregarded, +and plays no part; if, after two hundred odd years of white, and many +centuries of Indian habitation, Man were to withdraw himself +to-morrow, he would leave no permanent record of his sojourn +there--only a few outposts and forts, several far-scattered +independent traders' stores, one or two missions and fishing-stations, +all of them built of wood, which within a decade would have crumbled +to decay, over which the tangled forest would silently close up. +Instinctively he knows himself for an impudent intruder on something +which is sacred; he hears continually what Adam heard when he stole of +the fruit which was forbidden, God walking in the garden in the cool +of the day--the accusing footsteps of God. His brain is staggered by +an unchartered immensity in which he has no portion, which he can only +watch. His individual worth to the universe is dwarfed by the +imminence of the All: so nothing seems very serious which is only +personal and, since all things which we apprehend must become in some +sense personal, nothing is very important. The procession of human +effort becomes a spectacle at sight of which Homeric laughter may +sometimes be permissible, but tears never. If a man once gives way to +weeping in Keewatin, he will weep always. Only by the exercise of a +self-restraint which at first seems brutal can life be endured there. + +Granger, as he walked toward his store under the shadow of the dawn, +was conscious of all this. The land was wrapped in the intensest +quiet; the very crunch of his snowshoes seemed a profanation, though +he trod lightly. When he had ascended the Point, he paused and gazed +back. Already the thaw had commenced; down the still white face of the +country, which lay at his feet like a shrouded corpse, the tears had +begun to trinkle, though the eyes were tranquil and fast shut; the +sight was as astounding to him as if a man six months dead should be +seen to stir within his coffin of glass. Here and there in the expanse +of forest he could see flashes of green and brown, of tree-tops from +which the snow had fallen. The river-banks, which yesterday had seemed +chiselled out of solid marble, were to-day tunnelled and scarred with +tiny rills and watercourses which groped their way feebly riverwards. +As he stood in silence meditating, he was startled by the whirr of +wings, and looking southward descried the advance-guard of the first +flock of ducks. "Ha, the spring has come," he cried; but immediately +he checked his ecstasy, for his eyes had again caught sight of the +emotionless expression on that great white face with its closed eyes +turned toward the sun. Though no voice spoke it seemed to him to say, +making by its silence its meaning plain, "There is nothing of which +the importance is so great that we should forsake our calm." + +He felt rebuked for vulgarity, as though he had been found shouting in +a cathedral-nave where priests were praying for the peace of souls of +the departed. He desired to hide himself; entering his shack, he +pushed to the door. He was tired; his brain ached with thought, and +his thought was disjointed. He could not believe that Spurling had +ever come; it was all an hallucination. Thinking about the past had +made him imagine all that, or else he had dreamed it in the night. He +went over detail by detail all that had seemed to him to happen; and +even then, when it fitted reasonably together, he could not be +certain. It was too monstrous that Spurling should have become like +that! He would not believe it. Then his anxiety for Mordaunt sprang up +and commenced to craze him. The terrible question throbbed through his +mind, "Is Mordaunt dead?" + +The mania for questions grew upon him. Three separate voices spoke +clamorously at once: "Is Mordaunt dead?" + +"Did Spurling murder him?" + +"Am I mad?" + +He stumbled to the far end of the room and flung himself down in his +bunk, burying his face in its coverings that he might shut out the +light and gain a moment's rest. But his imaginings followed and knelt +beside him. + +"Well, if I must think," he whispered, "I will think of that which is +best." He beckoned from out the shadows his memory of Mordaunt's face, +and gave himself over to recalling all that it once had meant. They +had nicknamed him "The Girl" because of his shyness and modesty, and +had not always been particular in the jokes which they had made at his +expense. Yes, and he had had a woman's ways from first to last. +Nothing that had happened had been able to coarsen him; he had never +given way to loose talk or brutal jests, and in the presence of +suffering had invariably been full of tenderness. + +Good heavens! pass on to the crisis--to that day when he had come to +the top of the shaft and called down to him! He had answered his call, +praying him in an agonized voice to descend and rescue him. He could +see him now approaching hurriedly, yet cautiously, through the +darkness, lifting high up his swinging lamp so that its rays fell +across his face. He could still remember how absurd it had seemed to +suppose that a creature, so small and fragile, could save him from +_that other_. Yet he had; and after that, because of the relief he +felt, he had confessed. Then, in a moment of compassionate +self-forgetfulness, Mordaunt had placed his arms about him and had +drawn down his head upon his breast--an action of which no man in +dealing with another man was ever capable; the mother-instinct was +manifested there. In the flickering lamplight, with his head pressed +close to his companion's breast, feeling its rise and fall at each +struggling intake of the breath, crouching underground upon the +bed-rock, he had guessed the secret--_that Mordaunt was not a man_. +From that hour he had loved her. She had never known that he shared +her secret. Thank God, he had remained so much a gentleman that he had +not told her that! Who she was, why she had come to the Klondike, what +was her proper name, he had not permitted himself to inquire; for him +it had been sufficient that she was a woman, and that he loved her, +and that he was unworthy of her love. After she had seen him shoot at +Spurling he had avoided her, lest by contact with him she should be +defiled. He had vaguely hoped at the time of leaving that the day +might come, after he had cleansed himself and proved himself a man, +when he might seek her out and ask her to be his wife. Through the +last three years he had lived for that. To have asked her then would +have been an insult, an act of cowardice. How would an upright woman +answer a man whom she had just saved from homicide? How would she +regard a man who had discovered the secret of her sex in such a +manner, because of her compassion, and had not had the decency to keep +that knowledge secret even from herself? So he had fled from the +Shallows for a double reason; that he might not do violence to +Spurling, and that he might not betray himself to her. He had left her +without a hint of his going, or a word of explanation. + +What had she thought of him? He had often wondered that. Had she also +loved him, and not dared to speak about it? He half-suspected that. If +she had loved him and had spoken out, he would not have married her at +that time, when even he despised himself; to have done so would have +been to drag her down. Still, he could not help speculating as to what +she had said and thought on that morning when she awoke in the winter +dreariness, and, gazing round the cabin, found that he had vanished. +Had she regretted him, and had she sometimes, when Spurling had become +intolerable, gone aside and wept? After three years, though he had +loved her, he could only recall her by her man's name, and picture her +in her man's dress. + +Then, while he thought with closed eyes, that awful question came +again, "Is Mordaunt dead?" + +Whilst she was in the world it had been possible for him to strive to +be straightforward and courageous; but, _if she was dead_ . . .! If +Spurling had murdered her, if he had lied to him and _she_ was his +partner, what then? Well, that all depended on whether Spurling had +known her sex. If not, what a revenge he would take when he should +confront him, and inform him that he had murdered a woman, and not a +man! He knew Spurling; for him the public ignominy of being hanged +would be as nothing compared with such private knowledge--it would +thrust him into Hell in this life. + +Ah, but that could not be; God would not allow it! Spurling himself +had said that he had not sunk so low as that. Yet, in case it might be +so, he would keep his word and help him to escape--from the Mounted +Police, but not from himself. He would be the executioner if there +must be one. The law should not rob him of his revenge. He would save +Spurling's life in case he might need to take it. + +Then, unbidden and against his will, there rose up the image of the +man who had saved his life in Tagish Lake. Spurling had forestalled +him, bribed him beforehand, by restoring him his own life in exchange +for the life which he was doomed to take. Did that not make amends? +Also he had rescued Mordaunt from disaster on the Skaguay trail, where +he would certainly have perished had he been left. He had done +unconsciously that which Granger proposed to do of set purpose--saved +a life that he might take it. Did not that in some measure make +amends? The problem was too complicated; it must work itself out in +its own way. Yet, it would be a bitter irony if, after he had +travelled a continent to avoid this deed, he should be forced to kill +Spurling in the end--Spurling, who had come to him of his own accord. +Still more burlesque would it be if, after Spurling was at rest, he +should be hanged in his stead. + +But perhaps Mordaunt was not dead. + +To rid himself of these morbid questionings, he would give his remoter +memory the reins to-day, at whatever cost; it was pleasanter to +remember bygone unpleasantness than to live with the ills which +threatened his present life. He recollected how some one had once +asked Carlyle, "Why does the Past always seem so much happier than the +Present?" And Carlyle's stern reply, "Because the fear has gone out of +it." How odd it seemed to him that he should be recalling Carlyle up +there in Keewatin! Yet, because that answer was true, he took up the +thread of his London life again, that so, with the drug of memory, he +might lay to rest his immediate misfortunes. He was a little boy again +in the old red house on Clapton Common. One by one he entered its +homely rooms with their ancient furniture, quaint wall-paper, and +general look of substantial comfort. Once more he leant out of the +bow-window at the back and gazed beyond the hill, upon which the house +was built, up which gardens climbed, divided by creeper-covered walls +of crumbling brick, down to where at its foot the river ran through +flats and marshes. Far away, a little to the right, old Woodford +raised its head; to the left Chingford, as yet unmodernized, showed +up; and straight ahead, at a distance of seven miles, the steeple of +High Beech, in the kindly habitable forest of Epping, was in sight. +This was the house in which he had first dreamed the dream by the +glamour of which he had been led astray. His father had dreamed the +same dream, and his grandfather before him; it seemed to be a part of +the walls and masonry, so interwoven was it with his memories of that +house. It had been the first faery-story which he had ever listened +to, and had been told to him for the most part in that back room with +the bow-window, as he had sat on his grand-father's knee on winters' +nights. + +The first time that he had heard it he could not have been more than +five, and his father was absent, so his grandfather said, pursuing the +dream on the other side of the world. This was the story as he +remembered it. "In the land of Guiana there is a golden city named +Manoa, but El Dorado in the Spanish language, which stands on the +shores of a vast inland lake whose waters are salt, which is called +Parima, and which is two hundred leagues in length. Juan Martinez was +the first white man to visit it, and he did so through no fault of his +own! When he was with the Spanish army at the port of Morequito, the +store of powder, of which he had charge, caught fire and was +destroyed. His commander, Diego Ordas, was so enraged that he +sentenced him to death; but being appealed to by the soldiery with +whom Martinez was a favourite, he commuted his punishment to +this--that he should be set in a canoe alone, without any victual, +only with his arms, and so turned loose on the great river. By the +grace of God he floated down stream and was captured by certain +Indians, who, never having seen a European before or anyone of that +colour, carried him into a land to be wondered at, and so from town to +town, until he came to the golden city of Manoa of which Inca was +emperor. Now the emperor, when he beheld him, knew him to be a +Christian, for not long since his brethren had been vanquished by the +Spaniards in Peru; therefore he had him lodged in his palace and +ordered that he should be respectfully entertained. There Martinez +lived for seven months, and all that while was not allowed to wander +beyond the city's walls lest he should discover the country's secrets, +for he had been brought thither blindfold and had been fifteen days in +the passage. When, years later, he came to die, he confessed to a +priest that he had entered Manoa at high noon and that then his +captors had uncovered his eyes, and that he had travelled all that day +till nightfall through its streets and all the next, from the rising +to the setting of the sun, of so great extent was it, until he arrived +at the palace. It was Martinez who had given to Manoa its name of El +Dorado, because its roadways were paved with gold, and there was so +great an abundance of that metal there that, before the emperor would +carouse with his captains, all those who were to pledge him were +stripped naked, and their bodies anointed with white balsam, over +which through hollow canes was blown by slaves the dust of fine gold, +so that when his guests sat down to drink with him, they glistened +yellow in the sun like gilded statues. + +"When Martinez had obtained his freedom and returned to Trinidad, and +told his story, many other adventurers set out in quest of Manoa; but +none so much as saw it save only Pedro de Urra. He, after incredible +labours, at length arrived at a mountain peak whence, looking down, +far away in the distance he could just descry the shining roofs of +palaces and golden domes of Inca temples, wherein, he was told, were +stored gold images of women and children more beautiful than God had +yet wrought into flesh and blood. But his strength was spent and his +troops were famished, also the Incas' armies were moving forward to +check his advance; therefore he had to retreat, and to return to the +seacoast, where he fretted away his life in dreaming of the +splendours of which he had only just had sight. Fifty years later +Berreo, governor of Trinidad, set out from Nuevo Reyno with seven +hundred horse and slaves, and descended the Cassanar river, bound upon +the same errand. What with fever and poisonous water he lost many of +his men and cattle, so that, when he reached the Province of Amapaia, +he had but one hundred and twenty soldiers left, and these were sick +and dying; and so he also was forced to abandon his search. And this +man Raleigh captured, and from him extorted his secrets, when he +sailed to discover and conquer El Dorado for Queen Elizabeth, having +in his company Jacob Whiddon, the English pirate, and George Gifford +who was captain of the Lion's Whelp. + +"All the way across the ocean they studied the records of the +adventurers who had sought before them, till they had them all by +memory; for they hoped to find those same wonders which Lopez says +that Pizarro found in the first home of the Incas: 'A royal city where +all the vessels of the emperor's house, table, and kitchen, were of +gold and silver, and the meanest of silver and copper for strength and +hardness of metal. He had in his wardrobe hollow statues of gold which +seemed giants, and the figures in proportion and bigness of all the +beasts, birds, trees, and herbs that earth produceth; and of all the +fishes that the sea or waters of his kingdom breedeth. He had also +ropes, budgets, chests, and troughs of gold and silver, heaps of +billets of gold, that seemed wood marked out to burn. Finally, there +was nothing in his country whereof he had not the counterfeit in gold. +Yea, and they say, that the Incas had a garden of pleasure in an +island near Puna, where they went to recreate themselves when they +would take the air of the sea, which had all kinds of garden-herbs, +flowers, and trees of gold and silver, an invention and magnificence +till then never seen. Besides all this, he had an infinite quantity of +silver and gold unwrought in Cuzco.' The counterpart of all these +marvels Raleigh hoped to find, when he had sailed up the Orinoco to +its watershed. + +"So, when he had gathered all the information which he could from +Berreo, he departed and rowed up the river in the galego boat of the +Lion's Whelp, till on the fourth day he dropped into the waters of the +Great Amana. Up the Great Amana he travelled, always getting news of +his city, always being told that it was farther inland. On the banks +of this river grew diverse sorts of fruit good to eat, flowers and +trees of such variety as were 'sufficient to make ten books of +herbals.' And everywhere he saw multitudes of birds of all colours, +some carnation, some crimson, some orange-tawny, purple, watchet, and +of all other sorts, so that, as he himself has said, 'It was unto us a +great good passing of the time to behold them, besides the relief we +found in killing some store of them; and still as we rowed, the deer +came down feeding by the water's side, as if they had been used to the +keeper's call.' + +"Lured on by these delights, he journeyed farther inland until at last +he came to the first great silver mine; but here the Orinoco and all +the other rivers had risen from four to five feet in height, so that +it was not possible by the strength of man or with any boat whatsoever +to row into the river against the stream. However, before his return, +one day as it drew towards sunset, he had sight of a crystal mountain, +which was said to be studded with diamonds and precious stones, which +shone afar off, the appearance of which was like to that of a white +church tower of exceeding height. Over the summit rushed a mighty +river, which touched no part of the mountainside, and fell with a +great clamour as if a thousand bells were knocked together; so, though +he did not find El Dorado, he was somewhat comforted by the marvel of +this sight. Also, before he left he saw _El Madre del Oro_, the mother +of gold, which proved that treasure lay not far underground." + +So, hour after hour, and night after night, the old man had told his +magic story of the search for El Dorado to the little boy. And +sometimes he would vary it with other tales and legends of men who had +gone upon quests equally wild; of Ponce de Leon, who had sought for +the Bimini Isle, where arose a fountain whose waters could cause men +to grow young again; of the Sieur D'Ottigny, who set sail for the +Unknown in search of wealth, singing songs as if bound for a bridal +feast; and of Vasseur, who first brought news of the distant +Appalachian Mountains, whose slopes teem with precious metals and with +gems beyond price. But always the narration would return to El Dorado +on the shores of Parima. Then the little boy would ask, "But, Grandpa, +is it true, or is it only a faery-tale? Was there ever such a city, +and does it exist to-day?" Whereupon the old gentleman would grow very +serious and would reply, "Certainly there is such a city, my dear; for +when I was young I went in search of it, and your father is out there +finding it to-day." + +After which answer he would get out maps, and show the child the red +lines, which were his own journeys, and the exact spot in the +watershed of the Orinoco where he believed the city to stand. Then +they would reason about it together, bending low beneath the lamp, +tracing out the various routes of past explorers, until his mother +came in and, seeing what they were so busy about, carried him off to +bed. At an early age he discovered that his mother approved neither of +the grand-father's stories, nor of her husband's absence. She was +often at pains to tell him that there was no such city, that the +stories were all fables, and that his grandpapa had wasted his fortune +and talents in its search. But the boy believed in the fables, for he +liked to think of his father as sailing up the Great Amana, where the +deer feed along the banks, until at last he came to the golden city +where the men are like gilded statues. He was sure that his papa would +return rich one day, bringing with him an Inca princess for his son to +marry. + +But, when his father did return, he brought back with him only a +fever-shattered body for his wife to nurse, and a plucky belief that +he would succeed next time. Ah, but those were good days which he had +spent by his father's bedside, when he had gazed on that fair-haired, +soldierly man who had trodden in Raleigh's footsteps! He remembered +how his father had laughed when he had asked in awe-struck tones +whether he might be allowed to kiss his hands, and how he had said, +"If I do not find, you will seek for it some day"--and then he had +felt proud. How eagerly he had listened when the two explorers, father +and son, had sat together and had talked over their various travels! +And how he could remember his father's account of his latest journey! +His mother had been out at the time when it was related; they never +mentioned these matters in her presence because they pained her; +moreover, if she was near by when they were talked about, she would +contrive some excuse for snatching the boy away. They had watched +their opportunity, however, and his father had told him. + +He had set out in a canvas sailing boat, and had ascended the Orinoco +for twenty days. Every now and then he had come to rapids, where he +had had to go ashore to carry his boat, or to marshes, where he had +had to wade. As he travelled farther from the mainland, his Indian +guides had deserted him till there was none left, and he had had to go +on alone. Day by day he had passed by great rocks, on which there was +writing engraved, which, perhaps, contained directions for travellers +who, ages since, had been bound for that same city; but they were now +of no use to him, because they were written in a forgotten language +and in an alphabet which not even the Indians could understand. So he +had gone on until at last he came to the crystal mountain, and the +waterfall which Raleigh had described; and after that he had travelled +further than even great Raleigh himself, or any other white man. It +was at this point that the boy had gasped and asked to be allowed to +kiss his father's hands. + +Then his father had told him how beyond the mountain there had seemed +to be nothing but tangled wood and swamp, and how he had caught fever +and wandered on in delirium until, when he came to himself, he had +found himself standing on the shores of what had once been a vast +inland lake, but which had now become partially dry, through which it +was only possible to wade. So he left his boat and waded on, sometimes +shoulders high, for four days; for, though he was racked with pains, +he would not give up because he believed the lake to be Parima. On +the evening of the fourth day, when his strength was almost spent and +he was ready to sink with faintness, he came to an island and saw in +the distance, in the light of the setting sun, golden spires and the +roofs of houses many miles away, which he knew to be El Dorado. But by +this time he had only two days' provisions left and dared not venture +further; so he, like Pedro de Urra, having come within sight of his +desire, had been compelled to turn back. Of his return journey he said +nothing; Granger learnt that from his mother in later years. It had +been made in agonies of hunger and thirst, which had nearly robbed him +of his life. Nevertheless, his father had told him that, so soon as he +got well again, he was going back, and that he would reach El Dorado +this time. True to his word, when his fever had left him, he had bade +them all good-bye, making his son secretly promise that, if he should +not come back, when he became a man, he would follow him in the quest. +Then had come the two years of anxious waiting in which they had had +no news of him, and the final acceptance of the belief that he was +dead. But his grandfather would not lose faith; he himself had once +been missing for five years. He said that his son had reached the +city, and was pushing homeward through the Andes on to the Pacific +side. Night by night, in that back room with the bow-window, he had +collected his records and studied them beneath the lamp. "He must be +about here by now," he would say, pointing to a certain place. But the +boy's mother had only smiled sadly, saying, "Is he not yet +undeceived?" Then one evening they had left him in his chair, and had +not heard him come up to bed, and in the morning had found him sitting +stiff and silent in the sunshine, with the map of Guiana spread out +before him and his finger on the spot where he had written EL DORADO, +the magic word. + +The child had never forgotten that sight, its impression had sunk deep +into his nature; somehow it had become symbolic for him of loyalty to +one's chosen purpose in life. As he had once asked permission to kiss +his father's hands, so, when there was no one in the room to watch +him, he had stolen up and smoothed his hands with reverence against +the cushions of the chair where the old grey head had last rested--but +he had never sat there. After the old man's death, all things in that +room became objects for his veneration. It was just this capacity in +the small boy for hero-worship which his mother never tried to +understand; so he kept his secret, and thus began the breach which was +presently to widen. From that day Granger had pledged himself, when he +should become a man, to go in search of his father and to inherit his +quest; and to such a nature as Granger's that childish pledge was +binding. He could never be persuaded that his father was dead; he +always spoke and thought of him as a soldierly fair-haired man, living +in a desirable land hard by a garden, like to that of the isle near +Puna, which had herbs and flowers and trees of gold and silver, one +who was an honoured guest in the emperor's house where the meanest +utensils were of silver and copper for strength. At first, when only +he and his mother were left, he had spoken to her of these fancies; +but she had shown herself more and more averse to their mention, so he +had learnt to keep his longings to himself. + +His mother was a practical woman, born of a race of lawyers and +diplomatists. Hence she coveted above all things for her son, as she +had done for his father before him, the certainties of life--social +recognition and a banking-account; she had no sympathy with theories, +however heroic, or with any kind of success which was not obvious and +within hand-stretch. She was one of those safe people who always +choose to-day's salary, if it be promptly paid, in preference to the +more generous triumph of a to-morrow which may never come. She was +wisely parsimonious in all things and, daring nothing herself, had no +patience with natures which were more courageous. Much of her own +money, and all of her husband's, had been spent by him in his +fruitless explorations of Guiana. Now that he was gone, she discreetly +invested what was left of her fortune, and deprived herself of all +luxuries, so that when the time should come, her boy should have his +chance in life unembarrassed by his father's previous reckless +expenditures. She was proud of her son, for he was handsome; but she +never realised that half a day of spoken love and sympathy can +purchase more friendship than twenty years of benefits punctually and +dutifully conferred--still less did she recognise the necessity for a +mother consciously to cultivate a friendship with her boy. Not that +she was ungentle; she craved his affection, but she made the mistake +of demanding it as her right--all of which is the same as saying that +she was mentally insensitive, and was unaware that with thoughtful +people the road to the heart must first lead through the mind; of +people's minds she was incurious. She gave her son the kind of +education which befits men to inherit rather than to earn. His wishes +were never consulted; nor even when he went to university was he given +any choice. Like a dumb brute beast he was goaded forward without +knowledge of his destination, and was expected to be grateful to the +hand which kept him moving, and prevented him from turning aside. + +He permitted this well-intentioned despotism not through any lack of +spirit, but partly because it was well-intentioned, and mostly because +his immediate present seemed of little consequence to him. He felt +himself to be an embryo prophet who awaited his hour; when that should +strike, he would concentrate. Not until he was twenty-two years of age +did he expostulate, and by that time it was too late; his training had +made him dependent upon money for success. His mother had the money, +and she selected the Bar as a suitable profession for him; then it was +that he broke his twelve years' silence, and scandalised her with the +information that his great ambition was to follow in his father's +footsteps, and to find both him and El Dorado, fulfilling the promise +which he had given as a child. Startled by this unexpected confession, +she had charged him with disloyalty and ingratitude to herself; to +avoid complications and a breach which he foresaw would become +irreparable, he had accepted her choice and studied for a barrister. +This utterance of his secret, however, had only served to make him +aware of the intensity of his own desire. He could not work, he could +not rest, he could not apply his mind; always he saw before him the +tropic river with its multitude of carnation, crimson, and +orange-tawny birds, its low green banks where the deer come down to +graze, and far ahead and visionary the swampy lake, built on whose +shore the golden city raises up its head. So books, and law, and +London became for him the custodians of his captivity--things to be +hated and despised. + +In the three years which followed he had made one friend, a mining +engineer, by name Druce Spurling. In him he had confided, and Spurling +had responded with a sympathy which did him credit, kindling to the +romance of the story. He had tested with his expert knowledge the +evidence which Granger had laid before him for the belief that such a +city as El Dorado had existed, and he had been satisfied--or, at any +rate, had been made certain that in the watershed of the Orinoco gold +was yet to be found in great quantities, as in the Spaniard's time. He +had promised that, so soon as he had the capital, he would help him in +his quest. Granger coveted the journey for its adventure, and the +opportunity of fulfilling his promise to his father; Spurling only for +its possibilities of attaining wealth. In their community of ambition +this difference of purpose was lost to sight. Then, when Granger was +twenty-five and had just completed his course of reading for the Bar, +his great chance came. It was the year of the Klondike gold-rush and +Spurling was going out; he wanted a partner, and offered to take +Granger with him if he, in return, would promise to give him one third +of all the gold he mined. Their idea was that, with the money thus +earned, they would be able to provide funds for the following up of +their dream of El Dorado. Granger accepted the offer at once, partly +influenced by his desire to prove to his mother that he _could_ do +something by himself. After a painful farewell, he had departed to +seek his fortune in the North World. + +Ah, how his mother had cried when he went away! He recalled all that +to-day, now that he was in Keewatin, and gazed back incredulously upon +that mistaken former self, wondering whether he could have been really +like that. London, indeed! What would he not give to be in London +to-day; to stand in Fleet Street, listening to the roar of the passing +traffic and brushing shoulders with living, companionable men? Ah +well, what good purpose would it serve to think about it! He had +chosen his own fate. Here he was at Murder Point, and he would soon be +married to Peggy, after which, no matter what avalanche of good luck +befell him, there would be no return. What would his proud old mother +say to a little half-breed grandchild? The mere thought made him +smile. In cynical self-derision, he pictured himself accompanied by +his Indian tribe, knocking at the door of the old red house on Clapton +Common--and his reception there. He gave a name to his picture, and it +was "_The Return of the Ne'er-do-well_." + + * * * * * + +His brain was getting cloudy; he could not tell whether he was asleep +or awake. He felt as if he had been bound hand and foot so that he +could not stir, and had been raised aloft to a dizzy height. He knew +that he was far above the earth, for he was very cold and was +conscious of mists which drifted across his face and left it damp. +Suddenly he discovered that he could open his eyes. Looking down, he +saw with supernatural distinctness the entire course of the frozen +river-bed. Far to the north he could descry Spurling, plodding +desperately on across the thawing ice. A few miles to the west, +perhaps an hour's journey from Murder Point, he could see a second +figure, tall, soldierly, erect, which approached with swift clean +strides, through the solitude, inevitably as Fate--the symbol of +Justice in pursuit of Crime. He watched with fascination how the +distance between the hunter and the hunted narrowed; only one thing +could save the criminal from capture--the intervention of Murder +Point. + +And then the cloud rolled back again; he closed his eyes, and lost +consciousness in untroubled forgetfulness. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +THE PURSUER ARRIVES + + +He was awakened by a man bending over him and holding a lighted match +to his face. Careless as usual of preserving his life, he did not +attempt to rise or defend himself, but simply gazed back indifferent +and a little bewildered. He did not recognise the man; he was an utter +stranger. As if wearied with an inspection which did not interest him, +he turned his eyes away, and found that the room had become dark. How +many hours he had slept, he could not calculate; perhaps nine or ten. +He wondered what had made the night return so quickly. He looked +toward the window, and saw that it was blinded with snow; and, as he +listened, could hear the roaring of the wind, and, in the lull which +followed, the rustling and settling down of the flakes. Then the match +went out, and neither of them could perceive the other's face. Granger +arose and pushed back the shutter of the stove, that so they might get +a little light. "I needn't ask you to make yourself at home," he said; +"you've done that already." + +The stranger did not reply, but surveyed him closely all the while. + +"You must have had good company out there to be so silent now that you +have arrived." + +Then the man spoke. "What's your name?" he asked abruptly. "Is it +Granger?" + +"I was always told so, and have as yet found no good reason for +believing otherwise." + +"Then this is the store of Garnier, Parwin, and Wrath, to which I was +directed by Robert Pilgrim of God's Voice?" + +"That is right, but I don't often have the pleasure of entertaining +guests from God's Voice." + +The stranger paused in doubt, as though choosing the best words to +say; then he blurted out, "But you're a gentleman?" + +"I hope so." + +"An Oxford man?" + +"Yes." + +"What college?" + +"Corpus." + +"Did you row in the Eight?" + +"Yes." + +"I thought so. At what time?" + +"When Corpus went up five places and bumped the House on the last +night." + +"I was stroke in the 'Varsity boat that year, and rowed at six in the +Christ Church Eight that night." + +"Then you must be Strangeways?" + +"Yes, Corporal Strangeways of the Northwest Mounted Police, but +Strangeways of the Oxford boat at one time. I fancied I knew you; you +rowed at seven for Corpus, and it was you who won that race." + +"I and seven others," laughed Granger; "but what brings you up here at +this time?" + +"We'll talk about that later. At present I'm hungry; I've hardly had a +meal since I left God's Voice." + +"Then you're travelling in haste?" + +"Yes, in haste." + +Granger set to work to prepare a meal, while Strangeways talked to him +of the Cornmarket, the Turl, and the Hinkseys, running over the +familiar geography for the sheer pleasure of recalling kindly Oxford +names. Presently he asked him if he remembered the little maid who had +served in the river-inn of the King's Arms at Sanford. Granger had had +a summer love-affair with that same maid, as had many a young +water-man before and after him. One quiet Sunday evening, when her +fickle passion had reached its short-lived height, he had even been +allowed the felicity of accompanying her to vespers at the quaint old +Norman Church, which lay snuggled away in woods behind the Thames. +They had returned to the inn by a roundabout way, through the meadows +beneath the twilight, speaking all manner of intense things, and, very +wonderfully, believing both themselves and their sayings to be +sincere. When he had entered his skiff and pushed out from the bank, +she had called him back and royally permitted him to give her his +first and, as it proved, only kiss. But he had not known that, and had +rowed elated Oxfordwards between the hayfields, dreaming his ecstasy +on into the future--when it had already achieved its climax, and +slipped out of his life. Since then it had come to seem very simple +and absurd, as do all love affairs, however august, which are lived +down--for no love affair was ever outlived. So, because he had been +fond of her, he was glad to listen to Strangeways, even when he +related her newer conquests over more recent undergrads, and her later +romantic history. By all accounts she was a modern Helen of Troy, +uncontaminate, forever fair and forever juvenile. + +And all the while he was listening, Granger was planning by what +means he might detain Strangeways, and hazarding what progress +Spurling had made by this time in his escape. "A life for a life," he +thought; "and Spurling once saved my life. Until I have cancelled that +debt, even though Mordaunt has been slain, I will stand by him." + +Throughout the winter months all meals were the same at Murder Point, +consisting of black tea, salt bacon, and bannocks, which are a kind of +hard biscuit, made of flour and water mixed to a thick paste and then +baked. This diet becomes pretty monotonous, but is the traveller's +universal fare in Keewatin. In those far regions men are not +particular how or what they eat; of necessity they abandon the +refinements of civilisation as needless and cumbrous. To-day, however, +partly to protract his stay and so give Spurling time, partly to +assert his waning gentility, the memory of which in its heyday +Strangeways shared, he attempted to be lavish, to set a table, and to +entertain. For cloth he spread a dress-length of gaudy muslin, such as +Indians purchase for their squaws. He opened some tins of canned goods +that he might provide his guest with more than one course. He built up +his fire, and commenced to cook. All this used up time; and the +expending of time was what he most desired. + +When the meal was finished Strangeways rose up restlessly, as though +he had just remembered his errand, and went to the door to see what +progress the storm had made. The moment the door was opened the wind +swept in, driving a fall of snow before it. + +"It seems to me," said Granger, "that you're going to be snow-bound +for a time. This'll make travelling dangerous, for the thaw has +already weakened the ice in places and now the snow'll cover them +over, making them appear safe. It's strange, for blizzards don't often +happen so late as this." + +"Well, there's one comfort," said Strangeways, "it's the same for all +alike; if I'm delayed, so is someone else." + +Granger turned his back on him, and walked over to the window where he +stood tapping on the glass, attempting to dislodge the snow which had +spread itself out like a blanket across the panes. "Poor devil," he +said, "I pity him, whoever he is. He can find no place of shelter in +all the three hundred and twenty miles which stretch between God's +Voice and Crooked Creek, unless he comes here or falls in with some +trapper's camp." + +"Then you have had no one here lately?" + +"No, I haven't seen an Indian for over a month. They don't visit me so +late in the winter as this; they wait for the open season, when they +can bring in their furs by water." + +"But the man I'm speaking of is white. He drives a team of five grey +huskies, the leader of which has a yellow face and a patch of +brindled-brown upon its right hindquarters. Haven't you seen such an +one go by within the last twenty-four hours?" + +Granger shook his head; "Perhaps you've passed him on the way," he +suggested; "if he knew that you were following him, he may have dodged +you purposely and doubled back." + +"He knew all right; it was because he knew that I was following that +he fled. I can hardly have passed him, for he was seen by a half-breed +ten miles from God's Voice, and I've travelled slowly and kept a +careful watch between there and here. Besides I tracked his trail to +within an hour's journey of the Point, until the snow came down and +obliterated it. He was going weakly at the last; both man and dogs +must have been spent." + +"Then he must be somewhere to the westward, between the spot where you +lost his trail and here." + +"Perhaps, but the argument against that is that his trail was at least +twelve hours old. Anyhow, I shall have to wait until this blizzard is +over. During that time he may struggle in from the west, or, if he has +gone by, may be driven back here for shelter by the gale." + +Granger had not thought of that contingency, that Spurling might be +driven back by the weather, might push open the door at any moment and +give him the lie before Strangeways. Perhaps a look of fear passed +across his face, which betrayed him. At any rate, the next thing he +heard was Strangeways, saying to him in a careless voice, "Of course, +between gentlemen it is scarcely necessary to ask you whether you are +telling the truth!" + +"It is scarcely necessary." + +"Then I beg your pardon for asking." + +"You needn't. You've got to do your duty irrespective of caste; +whatever I once was, you can see for yourself what I am." + +"Yes, a gentleman down on his luck; but still a gentleman. Strange how +one gets knocked about by life, isn't it? I little thought when I +caught a glimpse of you, leaning on your oar exhausted at the end of +that race, that the next time we should meet would be up here. It's +curious the things a fellow remembers. Our boats were alongside, just +off the Merton barge; the first thing I saw when I recovered and sat +up on my slide was your face, deadly pale, almost within hand-stretch. +I don't recall ever to have seen you again until I struck that match +an hour ago and held it to you, and you opened your eyes; then it all +came back. When you were sleeping you looked haggard, just about the +same as you did then. If I'd seen you awake, I don't suppose I should +have remembered. . . . I didn't even know where Keewatin was in those +days. If anyone had told me that it was a village near Jericho I +should have believed him. I daresay you were nearly as ignorant; and +now we're here in your shack." + +Granger, anxious to keep Strangeway's attention from his pursuit, and +his own thoughts occupied, inquired, "And what brought you into the +Northwest Territories?" + +"Oh, the usual thing--a girl. She was ward to my father, and was to +inherit a considerable property when she came of age. I was in love +with her, and my father was keen that I should marry her; there was +only one hindrance, that her opinion didn't coincide with ours. I +found out that my father was trying to break her spirit, and force her +to his will. I couldn't allow that; so, having nothing better to do, I +left home and came to Canada for a while. Mind you, I'm not condemning +my father; he thought that he was doing the best for both our sakes. +But I wish he'd left us alone; if he had, I daresay it would have come +out all right. She was one of those girls of whom the physiognomists +say, 'Can be led by kindness, but cannot be driven.' The moment she +was ordered to do a thing, which in the ordinary course of events she +might have chosen to do of her own free will, she refused and hated +it. + +"When I got to Montreal I was confronted by that stupid superstition +of the Canadians, that every young Englishman who has had a better +education than themselves, and is possessed of a private income from +the old country, must be a remittance-man and a ne'er-do-well--that +he's been sent out because he wasn't wanted by his family. I tried to +get employment; not that I needed it, but because I wanted to work. +The moment I opened my lips and didn't speak dialect or slang, and +displayed hands which were not workman's hands, I was shown out. So I +drifted west to Calgary and, after doing a little ranching there, +enlisted in the Mounted Police." + +"Do you like it?" + +"Oh, yes, it's rather a lark, arresting the people who at first +affected to despise you. I can always keep myself cheerful by the +humour of that. If you've lost your sense of the ridiculous, you'd +better join the Northwest Mounted Police--for an Englishman the cure's +certain." + +"And how about the girl?" + +"She did a Gilbert and Sullivan trick. After I'd left home my father +guessed the reason of my departure, and instead of giving her a rest, +redoubled his efforts to make her marry me, that so he might bring me +back. He was fond of both of us; we'd been brought up together, and he +couldn't bear the idea of either of us being separated from himself. +He made an awful mess of things, poor old gentleman; he persecuted her +with his arguments to such an extent that one morning he woke up and +found that she had vanished. He made all sorts of inquiries, but to +the day of his death could never get any news of her whereabouts." + +Strangeways paused and commenced to light his pipe. Granger, who had +become interested in the story, waited a minute for him to proceed, +but when he had kindled his tobacco and still sat smoking in silence, +"Well, and what next?" he asked. + +"That is all," said Strangeways; "now tell me about yourself." + +"I went into the Klondike with the gold-rush of nearly five years ago. +I travelled with a man named Spurling, and a young chap named Jervis +Mordaunt, whom we chummed up with in our passage over the Skaguay." He +was conscious that Strangeways had jerked out his foot and was looking +hard at him. He paid no attention to that, but proceeded leisurely +with his tale. He conceived that it would answer his purpose better, +in order that he might make the corporal unsuspicious of his share in +Spurling's escape, to speak of him in a hostile manner, and to mention +all the small and private faults which he could place to his +discredit. He told a story of personal disputes between himself and +his partners over the working of claims, which left the impression +that Spurling and Mordaunt had always sided together against himself, +and that finally he, getting sick of the climate, and quarrellings, +and his continuous bad luck, had come outside, travelled to Winnipeg, +and taken service with Garnier, Parwin, and Wrath, because he was in +danger of starving. Of El Dorado, or his real reason for leaving the +Yukon, he said nothing. + +When he had ended, Strangeways, who had never for a second removed his +gaze, inquired in a hoarse, strained voice, "And this man Mordaunt, +what was he like?" + +"Oh, he was a slim little fellow; we nicknamed him 'The Girl' because +of his ways, and because he was so slight." + +"How old was he?" + +"He couldn't have been more than eighteen when we first met him, for +he never had to shave." + +"Did he ever tell you anything about himself, where he came from, who +were his family, or anything like that?" + +"Not that I remember; he was always very close about himself. But what +makes you ask these questions? Do you think that you recognise him?" + +Strangeways rose up and paced the room, betraying his agitation, but +when he spoke his voice was level and restrained. "By God, I hope +not," he said. + +Every moment Granger dreaded that he would hear him say that Mordaunt +was dead, and yet he wanted certainty. He watched Strangeways pacing +up and down, and longed to question him, yet was fearful that in so +doing he would betray his own secret. At last he could bear the +suspense no longer; that regular walking to and fro tortured him, it +was like the constant swinging of a pendulum and made him giddy to +look at. When he spoke, it was in a voice so shrill that it surprised +himself. + +"Tell me once and for all," he cried, "has anything happened to him? +Is he dead?" + +Strangeways halted, and regarded him with a look half-stern, +half-compassionate. + +"As for Spurling, you hated him, did you not?" he inquired. + +Granger clenched his hands and his voice trembled. "I hated him so +much," he said, "that there were times when I would gladly have struck +him dead." + +"Then, why didn't you?" + +Granger started; the question was spoken so fiercely, and was so +searching and direct. It aroused him to a sense of his danger, and +helped him to recover himself. + +"In the first place you would have hanged me, and in the second there +was Mordaunt." As soon as he had said it, he knew that he had made a +slip. + +"And why Mordaunt?" + +He hesitated a minute, gathering himself together. He could feel the +scrutiny of Strangeways' eyes and was conscious that he was breathing +hard. + +The question was repeated, "And why Mordaunt?" + +"Because Mordaunt was such a clean fellow that I couldn't do anything +shabby in his presence," he said. + +"How clean?" Strangeways persisted. + +"Why, in every way; he was so honourable." + +"But I thought you said just now that he always sided with Spurling +when it came to a dispute?" + +"So he did in a sense. He never seemed to think that the thing we +quarrelled about was worth while, and treated it all with a well-bred +contempt. Spurling was usually the one who was unjust, and I the one +who complained; so I was usually the one to start the wrangle. +Therefore, though he despised Spurling, he always seemed to blame me +for my pettiness." + +Strangeways turned on him his honest, manly gaze, as if he were about +to ask again, "Is that the truth?" But he did not say it. Granger felt +a cur for lying, but he was determined to fight for Spurling's life, +and, if that were necessary, for his own revenge. + +"And you have not seen Spurling go by the Point?" asked Strangeways. + +"No." He said it quite ordinarily, as if he were answering a +commonplace. Then he realised that he had been caught in a trap and +had not manifested enough surprise. He slowly raised up his eyes, +shame-facedly, like a schoolboy detected cribbing, when the master +steals up behind. + +"I'm afraid, after all, that you are not a gentleman," was all that +Strangeways said. + +Granger shrank back and flushed as if he had been struck across the +face; he did not attempt to defend himself or expostulate. The wind +had died down outside; it was evident that the storm had spent itself. +In the silence which followed he could hear the padding steps of the +huskies going round the house, and the sound of them sniffing about +the door. Strangeways, who had been fastening on his snowshoes +preparatory to departure, walked across the room and raised the latch. +He stepped out, leaving the door open behind him. A bar of moonlight +leapt instantly inside, as it had been a fugitive who had been kept +long waiting. Then he heard the voice of Strangeways calling, +"Granger, Granger." + +He rose up hurriedly, thinking that perhaps Spurling had been driven +back by the blizzard and was returning to his danger. When he reached +the threshold he saw only this--the moon tossing restlessly in a +cloudy sky, shining above a shadowy land of white; Strangeways +standing twenty paces distant with his back towards him; and, seated +on their haunches between Strangeways and the threshold, five lank +grey huskies, one of which had a patch of brindled-brown upon its +right hindquarters and a yellow face. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +THE CORPORAL SETS OUT + + +It would have been easy to shoot Strangeways at that time, and he must +have known it; yet, he was so much a gentleman that he accepted the +risk, and had the decency to turn his back when circumstances +compelled him to give a man the lie. Granger wondered whether courtesy +was the motive; or whether he was only testing him out of curiosity, +to see of what fresh vulgarity of deceit he was capable. + +As he stood in the doorway, his gaze wandered from the broad shoulders +of Corporal Strangeways, late stroke of the 'Varsity Eight, to the +treacherous eyes of the gaunt grey beast before him which, by reason +of its unusual markings and untimely appearance, had once and forever +thrown Spurling's game away. There was something Satanic and +suggestive of evil about those green and jasper eyes, and the manner +in which they blinked out upon him from the furious yellow head. Were +they prompting him to crime, saying, "Why don't you fire? He can't +defend himself; see, his back is turned?" No, not that. He +half-believed that the brute was endowed with human intelligence, and +had betrayed his late master of set purpose--perhaps, in revenge for +the many beatings he had received on the trail from Selkirk to Murder +Point. There was a vileness in the creature's look that was degrading +and stirred up hatred--and surely, the lowest kind of enmity which +can be entertained by man is toward a unit of the dumb creation. That +he should feel so, humiliated and angered Granger. Was there not +enough of ignominy for him to endure without that? He drew his +revolver, took aim at this yellow devil--but could not fire. The beast +did not cringe and run away, zigzagging to avoid the bullets, stooping +low on its legs, as is the habit of huskies when firearms are pointed +at them; it sat there patiently blinking, a little in advance of its +four grey comrades, with a mingled expression of amusement and boredom +in its attitude, like a sleepy old bachelor uncle at a Christmas +entertainment when Clown and Harlequin commence their threadbare jests +and fooleries. He might have been yawning and saying to himself, "Hang +it all! Why do I stay? I know the confounded rubbish by heart--all +that these fellows will do and say." + +Granger's hand dropped to his side; this wolf-dog looked so far from +ignorant--so much wiser than himself. Could it be that he also was +playing in the game? Was it possible that he also was intent on +helping Spurling? Well, then, he should have his chance. + +For himself the season for deception was at an end; he had lied to +gain time for the fugitive, now let him see what truth could effect. +He waded through the snow to Strangeways, tapped him on the shoulder, +and was made painfully aware of the opinion held of him by the way in +which the corporal screwed his shoulder aside. + +"I suppose I seem to you a pretty mean kind of a beast?" + +"I suppose you do." + +"I seem so to myself; but I have an excuse to make--that this man once +saved my life." + +"So you're a hero in disguise?" + +"No, but I couldn't go back on a man who had done that." + +"I fail to see that that is a reason why you should have lied." + +"I called it an excuse." + +"In this case the words mean the same." + +"Well, then, I had a reason: if the person whom Spurling murdered is +the person whom I . . ." + +"Indeed! So you knew that much, did you?" At mention of the word +"murdered," Strangeways had swung fiercely round and confronted +Granger. + +"Yes, I know that much. And if the man whom Spurling murdered is the +man whom I suspect him to be, I had intended to dispense with law and +to exact the penalty slowly, up here whence there is no escape, +myself." + +"Then you'll be sorry to hear that you've lied to no purpose. The +person whom Spurling murdered was not a man, you damned scoundrel." + +Strangeways turned sharply away from him, and, moving as briskly on +his snowshoes as the unpacked state of the snow would allow, commenced +methodically to go about the store in ever widening circles. He +evidently suspected that the fugitive was still in hiding there, or +had been at the time of his arrival, and had since escaped, in which +case the snow would bear traces of his flight. When he had searched +the mound in vain, he turned his attention to the river-bed where his +team of dogs was stationed. Granger, watching him from above, saw that +he had halted suddenly and was bending down. Then he heard him +calling his dogs together and saw him harnessing them quickly into his +sledge. Panic seized him lest Strangeways should drive away without +telling him the name of _this thing, which was not a man_, which +Spurling had murdered, and _whether the deed had been done in the +Klondike_. Also he was curious to see for himself what it was that he +had found in the snow down there, which made him so eager to set out. +He ploughed his way down the hillside, breaking through the surface +and slipping as he ran, till he arrived out of breath at the +river-bank. Then he saw the meaning of this haste; approaching the +Point from the northward was a muffled track, partially obliterated by +the snow which had since fallen, which, on reaching Murder Point, +doubled back, returning northward whence the traveller had come. It +meant to Granger that, while he and Strangeways had been seated +together recalling old times in the store, Spurling had come back. For +what reason? No man would fight his way through a blizzard without +good purpose; he would lie down where he was till the storm had spent +itself, lest he should wander from his trail. This man had everything +to lose by turning back. Then he discovered that the snow was speckled +with dots of black, and, stooping down, discerned that they were drops +of blood. Some of the blood-marks were fresh; the tracks themselves +had been made, perhaps, within the last three hours. Spurling must +have met with an accident, and, returning to the Point for help, had +seen the stranger's dogs and sledge, and turning northwards again had +fled. So thought Granger. + +Strangeways, in the meanwhile, was examining the feet of his leader. +Presently he stood erect, and asked in a low voice, "Did you do +that?" + +"What?" + +"Look for yourself." + +Granger looked, and saw that the balls of the leader's forefeet had +been gashed several times with a knife. + +"How should I have done it?" he replied. "I've been in your company +every minute since you arrived." + +"Who did it, then?" + +"You know as well as I." + +"And what do you think of a man who could do that?" + +"That he was very desperate." + +"I should call him a Gadarene swine." + +Strangeways stood in angry thought for a few seconds; then he jerked +up his head, and asked, "Can you lend me another team of huskies? Be +careful when you answer that you tell me the truth this time." + +Granger smiled at the childishness of such threatening. + +"You will gain nothing by speaking like that," he said. "Unfortunately +for you, unlike Spurling, I am not afraid of death--I should welcome +it. Yet, while I live, I am curious; therefore I will promise you help +on one condition, that you tell me who has been murdered, and where." + +Strangeways lifted his eyes and surveyed Granger, asking himself, "And +is this statement also a lie?" But, when he spoke there were the +beginnings of a new respect in his voice. "So you are not afraid of +death?" he said. "Well, then, I owe you an apology for what I have +called you, for I am; I am horribly afraid. I am afraid that I shall +die before I have avenged this death." + +"Tell me, who was it that was killed?" cried Granger, impatiently. +"Was it a girl? There was a girl whom I loved in the Klondike; you +don't know how you make me suffer." + +"Don't I?" replied Strangeways, grimly; and then with affected +indifference, "There are a good many girls in the Klondike; the body +of this one was found washed ashore near Forty-Mile." + +"What's her name?" + +"That's what I'm here to find out." + +"Did Spurling know that she was a woman when he shot her?" + +"So you know that also--that he shot her? Whether he knew, I don't +care; the fact remains that she is dead and that he is suspected." + +"Only suspected?" + +"Well, . . ." + +"By God!" cried Granger, bringing down his fist in Strangeways' face, +"but you shall tell me! Was her name Mordaunt, and was she his +partner, and did she wear a man's disguise?" + +Strangeways turned his head and dodged aside so that the blow fell +lightly; drawing his revolver, he covered his opponent. Granger +advanced close up, until the barrel of the revolver touched his face; +then he halted and waited. + +Strangeways watched him; looked into his eyes amazed; then lowered his +weapon and laughed nervously. "Oh," he said, "I remember, you are not +afraid of death." + +"But I am of madness and suspense." + +Strangeways did not reply at once. Perhaps a sudden understanding had +dawned on him, pity and a vision of what it meant to live through the +eternal Now at Murder Point. He may have been asking himself, "For the +lack of one small untruth, shall I thrust this man into Hell?" At any +rate, when he answered he spoke gently. "No," he said, "she wore a +woman's dress; be sure of it, your girl-friend is safe up there." + +Granger looked at him steadily, wondering why he should have lied; +than he took his hand and pressed it in the English manner, "I believe +you," he said. Yet, at the back of his mind a voice was persistently +questioning, "Do I believe him? But can I believe that?" + +He was interrupted in his thoughts by Strangeways saying, "It's a pity +that that poor brute should suffer; he's certain to die." + +The corporal went near, levelled his revolver and shot the leader +between the eyes. The bullet did its work; the dog shivered, and +tottered, rolled over on its side, tried to rise again, then stretched +itself out wearily as if for sleep at the end of a hard day's travel. + +"You can do that for a mere husky," said Granger bitterly; "but you +refuse to do it for a man." + +"The husky had a harsh time of it in this world and has no other +life." + +"If that's so, he's to be congratulated; but there was the more reason +why he should have been allowed to live his one life out. We wretched +men are never done with life; if I were sure that there was only one +existence and no reproaches in a future world, I could be brave to the +end. It's this repetition of mortality, which men call immortality, +that staggers my intellect, making me afraid--afraid lest there is no +death." + +Strangeways shrugged his shoulders and scowled. He did not like the +subject--it caused him discomfort; there was so much left for him in +life. He planned, when he had captured Spurling and seen him safely +hanged, to buy himself out of the Mounted Police, return to England, +and there live pleasantly at his club in London and as squire on his +estate. He would marry, he told himself; and though not the girl whom +he had most desired, for he believed her to be dead, yet, like a +sensible man, some other girl, who would be his friend, and bear his +children, and make him happy. If once he could get out of Keewatin, +having performed his duty honourably, he would do all that--when +Spurling had been captured alive or dead. + +Therefore he broke in on Granger roughly, inquiring, "Where are those +huskies which you are going to lend me?" + +"They are Spurling's huskies which he left behind when I lent him +mine." + +"How long ago was that?--If they're Spurling's, they must be pretty +well played out." + +"They are. They've rested for thirty hours more or less; but I don't +think you'll manage to catch him up with them." + +"Perhaps not, but I'll try; he can't be more than three hours ahead." + +"Three hours with a fresh team is as good as three days." + +"You forget the difference between the two men." + +"No, I don't, for the one has the memory of his crime." + +"It's the memory of his crime that'll wear him out, and that same +memory that'll give me strength." + +"Why? What makes you hate him so? Supposing he did kill a woman, it +may have been an accident. She may even have felt grateful for the +bullet, as I should have done just now had you shot me dead. It's +horrible to kill anyone, but then the poor devil's fleeing for his +life and he's suffering a thousand times more pain than he +inflicted." + +"Is he? Does he suffer the pain of the man who follows behind? +Supposing a certain man had loved that woman and had lost her, and had +planned all his life on the off-chance of meeting her again, dreaming +of her day and night, and then had suddenly learnt that she was +brutally dead by Spurling's hand on some God-forsaken Yukon River, +where the ground was hard like iron so that no grave could be dug by +the murderer, and her body froze to marble and lay exposed all winter +through the long dark days, with the bullet wound red in her forehead, +and her grey face looking up toward the frosty sky, till the spring +came and the water washed her body under and threw it up in a creek +near Forty-Mile, where a year later it was discovered mutilated and +defiled, do you think that her lover would be glad of that? Do you +think that he would pity the black-guard who could do such a +scoundrelly deed as that?" + +Strangeways was speaking wildly, his voice was trembling and his face +was haggard and lined; he was crying like a child. "The man who could +do a deed like that," he shouted, menacing the stars with his clenched +hand, "the man who could do a deed like that is so corrupt that even +God would search for good in him in vain. It's the duty of every clean +man to hound him off the earth. While we allow him to live, we each +one share his taint. I'll pray God every day of my life that Spurling +may be damned throughout the ages--eternally and pitilessly damned." + +When Granger could make his voice heard, "You don't mean that she was +Mordaunt?" he cried. All this talk about a woman who had been lost and +loved paralleled his own case--he took it as applied to himself. + +Strangeways recovered himself with an effort, "No, no," he said +huskily. "Mordaunt, you have told me, was a man. I was only supposing +all that." + +"But Mordaunt was not a man, but a woman in man's clothing." + +Strangeways closed his lips tightly together, refusing to take notice, +pretending that he had not heard. Granger spoke again. "Mordaunt was +not a man," he said. + +"In that case," answered Strangeways, "you know what the man suffers +who is following behind. I will tell you no more than that." + +"You've told me enough and I will help you; only pledge me once more +on your sacred word that this body was found in a woman's dress." + +Strangeways hesitated; then his eyes caught again the bleakness of the +land and his imagination pictured the awful loneliness of life up +there. Looking full on Granger he said, "On my most sacred word as a +brother-gentleman, the body that was found was clothed in a woman's +dress." + +"Then, thank God, she was not Mordaunt!" said Granger; "but because he +knew her to be a woman at the time when he killed her, I will help you +none the less." + +Having called together Spurling's huskies, they found them to be too +weak for travel, with the exception of the leader, therefore they +harnessed in the corporal's remaining four dogs, putting the +yellow-faced stranger at their head. No sooner had they turned their +backs and gone inside the store to bring out the necessary provisions, +than the four old dogs, jealous of their new leader, hurled themselves +upon him, burying their fangs in his shaggy hair, intent on tearing +him to death--an old-timer husky can stand a good deal of that. He +strained on the traces, exposing to them only his hindquarters, +running well ahead, and keeping his throat safe. Not until the two men +had clubbed them nearly senseless did they subside into sullen +quietness; and then only so long as they were watched. Once a back was +turned, the four hind dogs piled on to their leader and the fight +recommenced. + +"You won't go far with them," said Granger. He did not notice the look +of reawakened suspicion which flickered in Strangeways' eyes. "You +won't go far with them; the moment you camp and that yellow-faced +beast gets his chance, he'll chew your four dogs to pieces. That's +what he's there for, it's my belief--he's playing Spurling's game. +He'll take you fifty or a hundred miles from Murder Point, and there +leave you stranded." + +"What would you advise?" This was spoken in a quiet voice. + +"I would advise you to wait here till the summer has come, and then to +proceed by water." + +"But on snow I can follow his trail, whereas travel by water leaves no +traces." + +"What does that matter? Instead of following him, let him return to +you, as he did to-night. You've driven him up a blind alley on this +Last Chance River; he can only go to the blank wall of the Bay, and +then come back." + +"He can reach the House of the Crooked Creek." + +"And if he does, what of that? He'll be touching the blank wall then. +They won't want him. The first question that they'll ask him will be, +'And what have you come here for?' If he can't give a satisfactory +account of himself, they'll place him under arrest. When you get news +of that, you can go up there and fetch him." + +"And if he doesn't get so far as that?" + +"You can set out by canoe and drive him back, and back, till you come +to the Bay, and he can go no further." + +"He might hide, and I might pass him on the way--what then?" + +"In that case he'd double back and come past Murder Point, trying to +get out." + +"In the meanwhile I should be a hundred, two hundred miles to the +northwards, travelling towards the Bay on my fool's errand, and who +would be here to capture him?" + +"Why, I should." + +"Precisely." + +Granger started; the way in which that last word had been spoken had +made Strangeways' meaning manifest. He blushed like a girl at the +shame of it. "Surely you don't still distrust me? You don't think me +such a sneak that, having got you out of the way, I'd let him slip by +and out?" + +"It looks like it." + +"But, man, don't you realise that our interests are the same?" + +"Since when?" + +"Since you told me of a woman who was done to death on a Yukon river, +and lay unburied all winter till the thaw came, and her body was +washed down to a creek near Forty-Mile, where it lay through the +summer naked, gazed upon, uncovered, and defiled." + +"I fancy you knew all that when you helped Spurling to escape." + +"Yes, but I didn't know that it was a woman, and I didn't know her +name." + +"And you don't know her name now." + +"I do; it was Jervis Mordaunt who wore a man's disguise." + +"I told you that she wore a woman's dress." + +"I know. I know." + +"Then do you mean to tell me that I lied?" + +"Perhaps, but not to accuse you. You said it out of kindness, and that +was partly true which you said. You meant that the body was naked when +it was found." + +"If you dare to speak of her like that again, I'll choke you, and run +the risk of getting hanged myself. The land has debased you, as the +Yukon debased your friend. I can read you; you're still half-minded to +play his game, and that's why you want to turn me back." + +"Yes, I want to turn you back. Spurling's a hard-pressed man and he's +dangerous. You can judge of what he is capable by what has just +happened. He's cunning and, in his way, he's brave; he wouldn't +scruple to take your life. Your best policy is to wait--either here or +at God's Voice, as you think best. The ice will soon be unsafe to +travel; already a mile from here, where the river flows rapidly round +from the south-west, the part on the inside bend is rotten. I had to +guide Spurling round that. At first, before I saw you and knew who you +were, I was tempted not to warn you, to let you take your own chance +and go on by yourself, and, perhaps, get drowned; but now, after I +have seen you and after what you have told me, I can't do that." + +"So you were tempted to let me drown myself, and now you are +repentant?" + +Granger bowed his head. + +"Then I tell you that if the ice were as rotten as your soul or +Spurling's, I would still follow him, though I had to follow him to +Hell. If I've got to die, I'll die game--and you shan't turn me back." + +Granger ran out after him, calling him to stay, offering to guide him +round the danger spot in his trail. But suspicion and untruthfulness +had done their work. Only once did he turn his head, when at the crack +of the whip the yellow-faced leader leapt forward in his traces. Then +he answered him and cried, "He killed the woman I loved, and he shall +pay the price though I follow him to Hell." + +So far as is known, these were the last words which Strangeways ever +said. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +THE LAST OF STRANGEWAYS + + +Granger returned to his shack and, closing the door, sat down beside +the stove in his accustomed place. He commenced to fill his pipe +slowly, stretching out his legs as if he were preparing for a long +night of late hours and thoughtfulness. But he could not rest, his +whole sensitiveness was listening and alert; the muscles of his body +twitched, as if rebuking him for the delay which he imposed on them. +He was expecting to hear a cry; whose cry, and called forth by what +agony, he did not dare to surmise, only he must get there before it +was too late. Somewhere between his shack and the Forbidden River he +must get before the agony began. He rose up, and putting on his capote +and snowshoes hurriedly, went out following Strangeways' trail. He had +no time to realise the folly of his action--this leaving of his store +unguarded and setting forth without an outfit at a season of the year +when, perhaps, within a week the ice would break. He did not consider +how far he might have to follow before he could hope to come up with +Strangeways; nor what Strangeways would think of and do with him if, +turning on a sudden his head, he should see the man who had lied to +him coming swiftly up behind. He would probably shoot him; but Granger +in his frenzy to save Strangeways' life did not think of that. His +brain was throbbing with this one thought, that if he did not catch +him up before he reached the Forbidden River, he would have seen the +last of him alive which any man would ever see in this world, unless +that man were Spurling. + +So now there were three men spread out across the ice, two of whom +followed in the other's steps. The first man was racing to preserve +his own life, the second was pursuing to take it, and the third was +following with all his strength that he might save the pursuer's life +from danger. Of these three the last man alone had no fear of death. +The other two were so eager to live, and one of them took such delight +in life! Yet, Strangeways was rushing to his destruction as fast as +that evil yellow-faced beast, tugging at the traces with might and +main, could take him--to where beneath the ice, or in some forest +ambush, lay crouched the hidden death. And if he should die, whose +fault would that be? Granger was man enough to answer, "The fault +would be mine. I told him untruth till he could not believe me when I +spoke the truth which would save his life." + +Now that he was left solitary again, he resumed that old habit of +lonely men of arguing with himself. Between each hurrying stride, he +panted out within his brain his unspoken words, his thoughts gasping +one behind the other as if his very mind was out of breath. Why had +Spurling come back? Why hadn't he killed all ten huskies outright, and +so prevented Strangeways from pursuing farther until the break-up of +the ice? He would have gained a month by that. His deed bore about it +signs of the ineffectual cunning of the maniac; it had been only worth +the doing if carried out bitterly to the end. Yet Spurling had not +gone mad; he was too careful of his life and future happiness to +permit himself to do that. Then he must have done it for a threat, +hoping by the daring and grim humour of his brutality to strike terror +into Strangeways and warn him back. Perhaps this was only one of many +such experiences which had occurred all along the trail from Selkirk, +and the pursuer had recognised both the motive and the challenge. +Well, if you're compelled to play the game of life-taking, you may as +well keep your temper, and set about it sportsmanly with a jest. Even +in this horrid revelation of character there was some of the old +Spurling left. + +Then his thoughts turned to Strangeways. He wondered, had he lied or +told the truth when he asserted that the body was not Mordaunt's which +was found at Forty-Mile? He hoped for the best, but he doubted. His +manner had been against it, and so had Spurling's; they had both been +keeping something back. Perhaps he had lied out of jealousy, because +he could not endure to think that this girl, for whom he had been +searching, who now was dead, had been loved by another man--and not a +worthy man either, but one whom he despised. + +(Granger knew that he also would have felt like that. The mere denial +of such a fact would have seemed somehow to reserve her more entirely +for himself.) + +He had not been able to bear the thought that, now that she was beyond +reach of all men's search, her memory should be shared with him by +another man with an equal quality of affection--it had seemed to him +like her hand stretched out from the grave to strip him of the few +mementoes of her which he had. For these reasons he might even have +lied truthfully, being self-persuaded that this Jervis Mordaunt was a +different girl. + +Granger heartily hoped that his suspicions might be mistaken, but +. . . Whatever happened he must come up with him, and ask him that +question once again. Maybe last time he had not spoken plainly; +Strangeways had not grasped what he meant. He could not remember how +his question had been phrased, but this time it should be worded with +such brutal frankness that there could be no chance of error. He would +lay hold of him strongly, and clasp him about the knees so that he +could not escape. He would never release his hold till his doubts had +been set at rest. He would say to him quite clearly, "I loved a girl +in the Klondike who called herself Jervis Mordaunt; she passed for a +man, and was clothed in a Yukon placer-miner's dress. She did not know +that I loved her; so you need not grieve if this murdered girl whom +you loved, and the one whom I call Mordaunt, were one and the same. I +fled from the Shallows where we worked together, partly in order that +she might not know that. Now will you tell me, once and for all, was +this girl, whom Spurling murdered, called Mordaunt? If you love God, +tell me the truth and speak out. I can bear the truth, but I cannot +endure this suspense." + +With the careful precision of a mind uncertain of its own sanity, he +repeated and re-balanced his phrases, distrusting his own exactness, +fearful lest he had not chosen such words as would make his meaning +plain. Ah, but by his gestures, if language failed him, he would cause +him to understand. For such news, even though it should be bad news, +he would pledge his honour to help Strangeways in his search for +Spurling. He would even volunteer to go single-handed and capture him +himself--bring him down to Murder Point by guile, where Strangeways +would be waiting to take him. The best and worst which he himself +could derive from such a promise would be only that he should meet +with death--but he should have thought of that offer earlier, and made +it while Strangeways was with him. + +At that word _death_ the purpose of his present errand flared vividly +in his mind, and he hurried his pace. + +Looking back across his shoulder through the darkness, for the moon +was under cloud, he could just make out where his store pinnacled the +mound at the Point; he had left the door open in the haste of his +departure and, over the threshold slantwise across the snow, the fire +from the stove threw an angry glare. It was only a mile from the Point +to the bend, yet he seemed to have been journeying for hours. The +surface of the river was difficult to travel because the snow which +had fallen was wet; it shrank away from the feet at every stride. For +this season of the year in Keewatin the night was mild; there was a +damp rawness, but scarcely any frost in the air. If the ice had been +rotten in the morning at the bend, it would be doubly treacherous now. +Ah, but he had warned Strangeways! Surely he would be sufficiently +cautious to half-believe him at least in that. When he came to where +the river turned northwards, he would forsake the short-cut of the old +trail and swing out into the middle stream, or work safely round along +the bank. If he couldn't scent danger for himself, his huskies would +choose their own path and save him, unless--unless, feeling the +smoothness of the old trail beneath the snow, they should lazily +choose that, or unless that leader of Spurling's should wilfully lead +them astray; but surely the four hind-dogs would have sense not to +follow him, and would hang back. + +He kept his eyes on the darkness before him, but to the northeast all +was shadowy; he could discern nothing. Yes, there was something moving +over there. He judged that he had already traversed three-quarters of +that interminable mile; surely he would be able to catch up with him +now. The recent blizzard had wiped out the old trail, but he could +still feel it firm beneath the snow; he was following in Strangeways' +tracks--Strangeways' which had been Spurling's. Then he came to a +point where the staler tracks, which were Spurling's, had branched out +into mid-stream to round the bend; but he saw to his horror that +Strangeways' had kept on to the left by the winter trail, toward the +spot of which he had warned him--he had even suspected that that final +warning was a trap. + +Ah, there he was straight ahead of him; he could see him distinctly +now. The moon, rising clear of cloud, made his figure plain. He called +to him, and it seemed that he half-turned his head. He was keeping +perilously near in to the bend. He called to him again, and signed to +him with his arms to drive out. Then once more a cloud passed before +the moon, making the land seem dead. + +He advanced cautiously, moving slowly, testing the strength of the ice +at each fresh step before trusting it with his weight. Underneath he +could hear the lapping of the current as it rushed rapidly round the +bend, and could feel the trembling of the crust beneath his feet, as a +man does the vibration of an Atlantic liner when the engines are +working at full pressure, and every plank and bolt begins to shake and +speak. When he had come to where Strangeways had been standing, he +stood still and listened. He could hear no sound of travel, no +cursing a man's voice, urging his dogs forward, or cracking of a whip. +Then he felt the ice sagging from under him, and the cold touch of +water creeping round his moccasins. From a rift in the cloud, a +segment of the moon looked out. Before and behind him lay the frozen +expanse of river, with its piled-up banks on either hand, and its +heavy blanketing of snow, smooth and level, making its passage seem +safe. Far over to the right stretched the trail of Spurling, showing +ugly and black against the white, where his steps and the steps of his +dogs had punctured the surface. Just before him, three yards distant, +the ice had broken open, leaving a gaping hole over whose jagged edges +the water climbed, and whimpered, and fell back, like a fretful child +in its cot, which has wakened too early and is trying to clamber out. + +As Granger watched, heedless of his own safety, a hand pushed out +above the current, the hooked fingers of which searched gropingly for +something to which they might make fast. Granger, throwing himself +flat in the snow, so as to distribute his weight, crawled towards it. +The hand rose higher, and then the arm, followed at last by the head +and eyes of Strangeways, but not the mouth. He had caught hold of a +point of ice and was trying to pull himself up by that; but something +(was it the swiftness of the current?) was dragging his body away from +under him so that the water was still above his nose and mouth. +Granger wormed his way to within arm-stretch and clasped his hand; but +the moment he commenced to pull, the weight became terrific--more than +the weight of one man--and he himself began to slide slowly forward +till his head and shoulders were above the water. Something was +tugging at Strangeways from below the river, so that his body jerked +and quivered like a fisherman's line when a well-hooked salmon is +endeavouring to make a rush at the other end. + +Granger was leaning far out now, the surface was curving from under +him and his chest had left the ice. Then he realised what had +happened: the loaded sledge had sunk to the bottom of the river-bed, +and was holding down the four rear-dogs by their traces; but the +leader, by struggling, had fought his way to within a few inches of +the outer air, and, clinging on to Strangeways' throat and breast, was +fiercely striving to climb up him with his teeth to where breathing +might be found, in somewhat the same manner as Archbishop Salviati did +in Florence to Francesco Pazzi, when the Gonfalonier hurled them both +out of the Palazzo window, each with a rope about his neck. + +(Strange what men will think of at a crisis! Granger was grimly +amused, and half-disgusted with himself. How absurd that of all things +at such a time he should have remembered that!) + +The weight of the four rear-dogs and the loaded sledge were gradually +dragging the leader down, and, with him, Strangeways. He held on +desperately; now and then, as he made a fresh effort, his yellow snout +would appear above the water or the top of his yellow head--except for +that, he might not have been there. But Granger was intent on +Strangeways; staring into his eyes, which were distant the length of +his arm out-stretched, he was appalled at the consternation they +reflected, and the evident terror of the end. If he could only get at +his knife, he might be able to effect something; but his knife was +beneath his capote, in his belt, and both his hands were occupied, +the one with supporting the drowning man, the other with preventing +himself from slipping further. + +He wanted to speak to Strangeways, but he could not think of any words +which were not so trivial as to sound blasphemous on such an occasion. +The man was growing weaker and heavier to hold; his eyes were losing +their vision, and the water rose in bubbles from his mouth. There was +only one last chance, that if he could support him long enough for the +husky at his throat to release his grip and die first, he might be +able to drag him out. + +Though all this had been the work of only a few seconds, his arm was +becoming numb and intolerably painful. Whatever it might cost him, he +promised himself that he would not let go till hope was at an end. He +was slipping forward again; he would soon overbalance. But what did +that matter to one who did not fear death? After all, an honourable +out-going is the best El Dorado which any man can hope to find as +reward for his long life's search. If he were to die for and with +Strangeways, he would at least prove to him that he was not entirely +worthless. + +Then, before it was too late, he found his words. "Be brave," he +shouted hoarsely, "be brave! It is only death." + +It would have seemed a preposterous supposition yesterday that the +private trader at Murder Point should ever be in a position to bid the +veriest scum among cowards to be brave. As he spoke, the intelligence +came back to Strangeways' eyes, the fear went out from them and the +features, losing their agony, straightened into an expression which +was almost grave. His hand became small in Granger's palm, as though +it were offering to slip away. + +Some deep instinct stirred in Granger; he suddenly loved this man for +the self-denial which that act betrayed. If there was to be a denial +of self, however, he was emphatic that his should be the sacrifice. +Was it this thought of sacrifice which brought religion to his +mind--some haunting, quick remembrance of those wise words about +"dying for one's friend"? + +Quite irrationally and without connection with anything which had +previously occurred, leaning yet further out at his own immediate +peril, shifting his grip to Strangeways' wrist that he might hold him +more firmly, he whispered, "Jesus of Galilee! Jesus Christ!" + +The face of the drowning man took on an awful serenity, a look of +holiness, as if at sight of something which stood behind Granger, +which he had only just discerned. He even smiled. Suddenly, with the +determination of one who had concluded and conquered an old +temptation, he wrenched away his hand. Granger made one last effort to +reach him, but the tugging of the beast below the surface, or its dead +weight, had drifted him out of arm-stretch. He sank lower. The water +rose, almost leisurely it seemed as if now certain of the one thing it +had desired, higher and higher up his face till it had reached his +eyes, quenched them, and nothing was left but a few bubbles which +floated to the surface and broke, sparkling in the moonlight. Granger +did not stir; as he had been paralysed, he lay there rigid with the +black waters washing about his face and hands. Then very slowly, as +though reluctant not to die, he drew himself back. When he had reached +safety, rising up, he gazed around; the land looked more desolate +than ever. The first words which he said were spoken sacredly, with +bated breath. "And that man told me," he muttered, "that he was afraid +of death. . . . To prefer to die at such a time, rather than risk my +life, was the act of a man who was very brave." And next he said, "I +wonder what were his last words when he crashed through the ice? I +expect he said, 'Damn.' Well, that was as good as any other word to +say; after all, all swearing, taken in a certain sense, is a form of +prayer--a bluff assertion of belief in the divine." + +Granger turned slowly about, and commenced to make his way back to the +Point. At first he spoke aloud to himself as a thought occurred. "I +distrusted that yellow beast of Spurling's from the first." "Now at +any rate Spurling is safe." "I haven't yet discovered whether Mordaunt +is dead,"--and so on. Then he ceased to speak with his lips, and his +thoughts were uttered in the silence of his brain. They had all to do +with Strangeways. + +He wondered what vision had been his, causing him to smile as he sank. +Did he think of that girl, and that he was going to meet her? Or of +the old home in England? Or of his school-days? Or was it the Thames +he thought about--of Oxford with its many towers, and the cry of the +coach along the tow-path as the eight swings homeward up-stream, in +the grey of a winter afternoon, to the regular click of the rowlocks +as the men pluck their blades from the water, feather and come forward +for the next stroke, making ready to drive back their slides as one +man with their legs? He was certain that whatever happened, and +however he should go out of life, did God spare him a moment's +consciousness, it would be the vision of Oxford with its domes and +spires, its austere and romantic quiet, its echoing cloisters and +passages, its rivers with their sedges of silver and of grey, which +would float before his dying eyes,--or would he think of Christ? Had +Christ been the vision which this man had seen? + +Strange thoughts for Keewatin! But death is always strange. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +THE BREAK-UP OF THE ICE + + +Nearly a month had gone by since the night on which Strangeways died. +Not that time mattered much to Granger, for, like the immortals, men +in Keewatin have dispensed with time: they have accepted as true the +lesson which philosophers have been striving to teach the world ever +since the human intellect first commenced to philosophise--that there +are no such ontological facts as Time and Space. Among the men of this +vast northern territory the outward expression of religion is rare; +they do not often speak, and then only of such interests as are +superficial to their lives. Yet here, in their fine neglect of the two +sternest of self-imposed, human limitations, the religious instinct is +manifest. As it would be sacrilege to count God's breaths, were that +possible, so to them it seems a kind of blasphemy to number the +recurrence of their own small perceptions when the Divine Perceived +seems so entirely unconscious of their very existence. Hence it +happens that one does not often hear a traveller speak of having +journeyed so many days or miles; his division is more casual, and +embraces only his own immediate actions--he has travelled so many +"sleeps," nothing more. + +As a rule, Indians are utterly deficient in the time-sense and can +give no intelligent account of their age. Their calendar is enshrined, +if they have one, in symbols which they use as decorations, painted +on the inside of their finest skins. They make their reckoning of the +years from some event which was once important to themselves, or to +their tribe. Thus, stars falling from the top to the bottom of a robe +represent the year of 1833, and an etching of an Indian with a broken +leg and a horn on his head stands for the year in which Hay-waujina, +One Horn, had his leg "killed." Back of that which is comparatively +immediate to their own experience, they have ceased to count or to be +inquisitive. + + "Real are the dreams of Gods, and smoothly pass + Their pleasures in a long immortal dream." + +So with both the joys and sorrows of these Northland men; hurry is not +necessary where time is unrecognised, and turbulence of emotion, +whether of grief or gladness, is felt to be out of place in a +_dream-being_, whose sole reality is its unreality. Their personal +unimportance to the Universe, and remoteness from the Market-place of +Life allow them to dawdle. Their experiences have no sharp edges, no +abrupt precipices, no divisive gulfs, no defined beginnings and +endings. The book of their sojourn in this world has neither chapters +nor headings; the page runs on without hindrance from tragedy to +comedy, comedy to farce, farce to melodrama, and thence to tragedy +again--always it returns to tragedy. They stride round the Circle of +the Emotions without halting, merging from joy into sorrow without +preface, till one day the feet grow wearier and lag, the eyes grow +clear and, almost without knowing it, as did Strangeways, their dream +going from them, they awake--motionlessly pass out of life, and enter +into _What_? + +If smoothness of passage and apparent endlessness be the two main +qualities of the divine existence, then the lives of men in Keewatin +are both divine and real; only we, of the outside world, would call +this same smoothness dulness, and its endlessness its most torturing +agony. + +The past month had dragged by with Granger as would a century with +normal men, except that in the entire span of those hundred years +there had been no summer. In them he had lived through and remembered +every emotion which had ever come to him. His brain was confused with +remembering, fevered with anguish of regret for things lost, which +would never come again. He had nearly succumbed to that most unmanly +of all spiritual assailants, the coward of Self-Pity--would have +succumbed, had not Self-Scorn rendered him aid. + +From sunrise to sunset the winter had slowly thawed: the trees had +uncovered their greens and browns, thrusting themselves forth from +beneath the rain-washed greyness of the melting snow; the river, +reluctantly at first, had cracked and swayed, and become engraved by +miniature streams which ate their way, as acid on metal, across its +surface. Strange messages those narrow streams of water wrote; strange +they seemed at least to Granger as he watched them day by day. +Sometimes they seemed to be writing words, and sometimes drawing +faces. The words he could not always decipher; when he did they were +mostly proper names, STRANGEWAYS, SPURLING, MORDAUNT, EL DORADO. The +faces were more easy to recognise, and three of them corresponded to +the first three names. There was one morning when he awoke, having +dreamed of the horrible revenge which he would take, and going to the +window was appalled to see a new face scrawled upon the ice--his own, +yet not his own; the evil likeness to the self which had come to him +in the Klondike. He was puzzled, and set to work to discover the +reason for these signs. Then a verse which he had once learnt as a +child came back to him, "Jesus stooped down and wrote with his finger +on the ground, _as though he heard them not_. And _they which heard +it_, being convicted by _their own_ conscience, went out one by one, +beginning at the eldest, even unto the last; and Jesus was left alone, +_and the woman_." + +So he knew that it was God's hand which had etched that warning +likeness overnight, which his own conscience had discerned, accusing +him. Also, in gazing upon that drawing he heard a voice, which was his +own voice, used as a medium for another mind, saying, "Now that thou +hast seen what thou art like, go out, that I may be left alone _and +Spurling_." So Granger had agreed with God that day that he would +cease from his dreams of human vengeance, and leave Him alone with +Spurling. He did not dare to tell God all his thoughts, but he felt +certain that, had Spurling's opinions been consulted, he would have +preferred to be left alone with John Granger. It was terrible enough +to have to dwell between God's footsteps, as all men must who live in +Keewatin, when His eyes were averted, and He Himself walked by +seemingly unconscious of your presence; but to have to live there when +He had noticed your presence, and His face was lifted up, while His +gaze was bent upon you, with no hope of escape, a fugitive from human +justice, alone in an empty land with your own conscience and Him as +your accuser, that was to protract the shamefaced confusion of the +Last Judgment through every day of your life. Granger felt that in +making that compact he had done his worst by Druce Spurling. + +In the middle hours of the night which followed this agreement, which +he chose to think of as his compromise with Deity, he was awakened by +a thunderous sound, and jumping from his bunk saw that the river had +broken up and the ice was going out, as though God, having finished +His argument which He had written there, were rubbing out His words. +Flinging wide the door, he ran down the mound to the bank, shouting +like a boy. As he went he had a panoramic vision of all the other men, +both white and red, along the six hundred miles of river which +stretched from the great lake to the Hudson Bay, who had been awakened +as he had been, and now, or sometime that night, would be doing what +he was doing, rushing half-clad beneath the stars down to the +river-bank calling on the loneliness to rejoice--the loneliness, which +throughout the frozen months had listened so faithfully to all that +they had had to say, blasphemous or otherwise, and had made no reply. +But this night both silence and loneliness were violated, and cried +aloud with rage protestingly; whereat the river only clapped its hands +and squeezed its passage, and huddled between its ruined +winter-barriers ever northward to the freedom of the Bay. + +This was the one night in all the year when revolt was permitted, and +the Bastile of Keewatin fell. Fell! Yes, soon the summer would raise +it up again in a newer form, only a little less intolerable; and +afterwards the winter, that master-builder, would return as a king +from his exile. But no one thought of such catastrophe to-night. For +the moment it seemed that the reign of tyranny was ended and the +millennium had begun--chaos, which men mistake for millennium. + +Granger stood above the bank repeating to himself over and over, "The +ice is going out! The ice is going out!" as if it were a fact +incredible. Every moment the air vibrated with a roar, and the earth +was shaken as some new horseman of the ice was overthrown and hurried +by in flight, only to halt presently, ranged side by side with some of +his fellows, to make yet another stand. Certainly it was a battle +which was being fought, and one which must be lost. + +As far as sound could travel, from the west and from the north, he +could hear the cannonade, and what seemed like the clatter of hoofs, +and the clash of thrown-away swords. It was possible to imagine +anything when Nature was making a change so titanic. Now the water was +the black horse of Revelation, with a sable rider on his back who +carried "a balance in his hand,"--and he was in pursuit. And the ice +was the pale horse, and he that sat upon him, his name was Death, and +Hades followed with him,--and he was in flight. And now, when some +great floe jammed in its passage round the Point, and the ice piled +up, it became for Granger a magician's silver palace in Aragon, which +a dark-mailed knight of Christendom had travelled leagues to demolish. +Outside it shone resplendent and crystal in the starlight; but within +it was full of uncleanness, and by day it would vanish. + +He amused himself with these fancies, and followed them to their +furthest length. He could see the faces of the beleaguered, now evil +with terror, peering out from the casements, and the stern old +enchanter in the turret, over whose ledges flowed down his snow-white +beard. He could hear the hoarse-throated clamour of the knight as he +led his company about the walls, and rammed in the castle's gateway, +shouting, "For Christ! For Christ!" The structure trembled and the +turret commenced to wave in the air, as it had been a banner. The +sorcerer looked out, his eyes were filled with dismay--he could not +withstand that name of 'Christ'; he plunged from the height, spreading +abroad his arms, and was lost in the blackness of the underground. The +dark host swept over the palace still shouting, "For Christ! For +Christ!" In the twinkling of an eye, both the evil one and the +avenging host were gone--all was resolved into turbid water and +submerged, groaning ice. + +So he watched the break-up of the ice, and the travelling of the river +which, slipping by at his feet, going forth to wander the world, left +him stationary. Perhaps some drops of this Last Chance River would +some day be washed up in a wave on the tropic shores of Ceylon, or, +having spent a winter in the Arctic, would be carried down in a berg +and, having melted, flow on round Cape Horn to the Pacific till they +came to Polynesia, where they would be parted by the swimming hands of +dusky, slender girls. He grew jealous at the thought, and bending down +baled out some of the water in his palms, and threw it on the ground, +saying angrily, "You at least shall stay." Then he laughed at his +folly and was comforted by thinking, "When my body is dead, it also +will journey forth. I must be patient like the river, and wait. In +God's good time I also shall wander round the world." + +"But shall I know? Shall I be conscious of that?" the spirit of +discontent inquired. + +Granger shook his head irritably, as if by so doing he could throw off +these troublesome imaginations. Since the death of Strangeways, he had +not recovered his poise of soul. Ah, and Strangeways! Was Strangeways +conscious of his body's release, and the permission which death had +given him to wander forth? How odd to think that that body, which had +been born of a woman in England and tended by her hands, which had +strolled through English lanes and over Oxford meadows, gesticulating +and talking, doing good and evil, which even in its life had brought +the man who inhabited it so many miles from home, now that the soul +had departed from it, should be hurrying away alone to hide itself in +Arctic fastnesses! Did Strangeways know that? Was he conscious of this +new adventure? Well, if God was so anxious to take care of Spurling, +He could be trusted to look after Strangeways--if anything of him +survived. + +The melting of the ice had chilled the air. The coldness of his yet +living body awoke him to a realisation of the petty suffering of that +small part of his universe which was explored and known. Taking one +last look at the ruin which the one night's thaw had worked, the +pinnacles, and beauty, and whiteness which it had destroyed, +"Courage!" he said, "for this is life." + + + + +CHAPTER X + +A MESSAGE FROM THE DEAD + + +The sun was shining down; the spring rains had ceased; within less +than a month winter had vanished, and summer had swept through +Keewatin with a burst of gladness. The land was riotously green; +through the heart of it wandered the river, newly released, a streak +of azure, or of gilded splendour where smitten by the sun. Although +its waters were running freely, many memories of the frozen quiet +still remained in the shape of ice piled up along its banks, sometimes +to the height of fifteen feet, and of snow in the more shady hollows +of the forest, which glimmered distantly between leaves and branches +hinting at secret woodland lakes. Even the most backward among the +trees had commenced to unfold their buds. All day long, and through +the major portion of the night, the frogs continued to whistle in the +marshes and along the river's edges. Flock after flock of duck +arrived, flashing their wings against the sky, dropping from under a +cloud suddenly, and coming to rest in the water with a shower of +spray, where they rode at ease side by side, like painted, anchored +merchantmen returned in safety from the earth's end. Now the wild +swan, teal, or goose would go by with a whirr of wings, crying +hoarsely. To make the world seem yet more wide an occasional gull +would heave in sight, drifting without effort in silent flight +majestically. In the forest Granger was conscious of a commotion at +the cause of which he could only guess. Love was at work in the +shadows, or what among the dumb creation passes for love. There was a +continual stirring of leaves, the rustle of branches forced aside, the +scattering of birds, those spies and betrayers of the four-footed +animal, and the grievous low wail of the wolf. Sometimes a fish would +leap in the river, flash silvery and dripping in the sunlight, on its +bridal journey from the ocean. Was it an act of gallantry, he +wondered, which some deep-sea female witnessed from beneath the ripple +of the stream, or was it a terrified effort to escape from love. He +knew what that best of all passions could mean to the forest animal, +and how cruel it might become. Often in the fall of the year he had +watched a doe, seen her dash down the river bank, stand quivering, +leap in and swim, made fearless of man because she knew that her +lover, the stag, was not far behind. + +This frenzy of passion set him thinking, and made him long for the +return of Peggy Ericsen. He knew that his love for her was not of the +highest, was little more than physical, not much nobler than forest +love; but what was a man to do, and how guide his conduct when all the +world was a-mating? On occasions he had a clearer vision, and realised +with a sense of sudden shame to how low a level he had sunk. Then he +would strive to throw off this attraction for a half-breed girl by +recalling the faces of all the other women whom he had admired and +loved. Yet this also was dangerous, for it caused him to remember +Mordaunt, thoughts of whom roused up anger within him against +Spurling. He had agreed to leave him to God, and could not go back on +his word; therefore he must forget Mordaunt and, if his mind must be +haunted by womankind, think only of Peggy. Peggy! Well, she was not a +bad little sort. Pretty? Yes. But between her and himself there could +be no community of mind. He knew that for hundreds of years it had +been the custom of traders and white trappers to take to themselves a +squaw from a tribe of friendly Indians, sometimes for the sake of +commercial advantages, sometimes for defence, sometimes for domestic +convenience, rarely for love. But there his education, which would +have served him well in an older land, stood in his way, as it had so +often done, making him over-delicate. + +He could find it in his heart to wish himself more ignorant and less +refined. That glamour of intellectual gentility, which England sets +such store by, had made him unfit for the outdoor brutalities of +northern life. In his catastrophe he knew that he was not single, +though there was small consolation in that; all through Canada he had +encountered younger sons, drawing-room bred young gentlemen, who +worked in lumber camps, on railroads, and in mines by day, and spelt +out their Horace from ragged texts by brushwood fires, beneath the +stars, or in verminous shacks by night. Their power to construe a dead +language served to differentiate them from their associates, and, +rather foolishly if heroically, to bolster up their pride. + +But, to return to Peggy, what a pity it was that she had insisted on +the marriage ceremony! Yet, he respected her for that. _But_, and +there was always a but in Granger's reasonings, suppose he should get +his chance to return to England one day! And this would certainly +happen to him on his mother's death. And suppose, when he had +tethered himself to this half-breed wife, he should get word that +Mordaunt was still alive! Granger was always at a loss when the moment +for decision presented itself; he was too moderate, too far-sighted +and philosophic to act immediately. It takes an abrupt, coarse-grained +man, or a prophet, to handle a crisis efficiently; your man who is +only endowed just beyond the average sees too far--and not far enough. +The insolent infringement of personality which he had suffered as man +and child from his mother's unwise interference had caused him to +become a chronic hesitator. As usual, in this case as in all others, +he determined to let matters slide, to give circumstance an unfettered +opportunity to evolve its own event. He was content to remain the +spectator of his own career, allowing Chance to be the only doer of +the deeds which went to make up the record of his life. And what would +Chance do next? The Man with the Dead Soul might return at any hour +from his winter's hunt, bringing with him his daughter, in which case +most surely his book of life would commence to write out its latest +chapter of disgrace. + +Beorn had cached a canoe at the mouth of the Forbidden River, and +therefore would reach the Point up-stream from the northward. Granger +found excitement in the thought that any minute, looking out from his +window, he might discover the approach of his future wife. The more he +allowed his fancy to dwell upon her, the more pleasant her image +became for him. After all, there is always something of romance, at +first at any rate, in marrying out of your blood heritage. Pizarro +must have felt that when he took to himself Inez Huayllas Nusta, the +Inca princess. The havoc of affection which was being enacted +secretly beneath the shadow of the forest trees urged him on, crying, +"Take your pleasure while it is yours, winter will return. Short views +of life are best." Having listened to that advice for several days, he +allowed himself to be persuaded. It seemed to him, when he remembered +how they had parted, that it would be a gallant and reconciling act to +set forth to meet her. Moreover, though the mind that was in him stood +aside from the project in disdain, the body cried, "Forward! Forward!" +in chorus with the song of the wild-wood. + +Early one morning he carried down his canoe to the water's edge, +loaded it with a week's provisions, padlocked his store and set out. +As the prow drove forward down-stream, exultation entered into him. He +was playing at saying good-bye to his long exile; miles ahead lay the +Hudson Bay, and beyond that England. If his boat were not so frail and +his arms were stronger, by pressing on and onward he could escape. +These were scarcely the thoughts with which a man should set out to +meet his bride. Desires to meet and avoid her alternated even now, +when with each fresh thrust of the paddle he approached her nearer +presence. Yet, even to his way of thinking, there was something epic +in the situation--that this girl of an alien tradition and a savage +race, with her copper skin, and blue-black hair, and timid eyes, +should be threading her passage up her native river, through the early +summer, toward her western lover who was hastening down the self-same +primeval highroad to meet her. Oh, he would be very happy with Peggy! +Thus imagining himself on through the labyrinth of passionate fancy, +he floated down stream, shrouded in the morning mist. He had to go +slowly, for he could not see far ahead, and travel by water was still +treacherous by reason of belated floes of ice. Over to the eastward +the sun winked down on him with a dissipated bloodshot eye, knowingly, +with the cruel misanthropic humour of a tired man of the world who, +regarding idealism as a jest, had guessed at the purpose of his errand +and was eager to declare his own shrewd cleverness. + +And if the sun is a cynic, who can blame him? He alone of created +things has an intimate knowledge of all live things' love affairs, +from when Eve shook back her hair and lifted up her lips, to the last +girl kissed in Japan. The canoe drifting out of a scarf of mist +brought Granger in sight of the bend, where Strangeways had been +drowned. He plunged his paddle deeper in the water, thrusting it +forward to stay the progress of the prow, and glanced from side to +side, then straight ahead. He had caught the smell of burning. On the +northern side of the bend, curling above the trees, he could detect +the rise of smoke. Someone had lit a fire and was camping there. But +who? Was it Beorn and Peggy? No, they would not camp so near their +destination; they would have pushed on to the store for rest. Nor +could it be men from the Crooked Creek coming up to God's Voice; the +season was as yet too early for them to be expected. Then, was it +Spurling? + +Paddling out into the middle stream, he stole beneath the farther +bank, and, rounding the bend, came in sight of two men, the one seated +upright before the fire cooking his bannocks, the other stretched out +twenty paces distant at the edge of the underbrush, completely covered +with a robe, motionless as if he slept. The man who was awake looked +up, shaded his eyes, then rising to his feet came down to the water's +edge and waved his hand. + +Granger recognised in him his friend Père Antoine, the gaunt old +Jesuit of Keewatin. No one could remember, not even the Indians, at +what time he had first come into the district; he seemed to have been +there always and was of a great age. Yet, despite his many years, he +could travel miracles of journeys in the name of Mary's son. It was +said of him that he was always to be seen mounting the sky-line in +times of crisis and temptation; that he knew by instinct where men +were in spiritual peril, as the caribou scents water; that he had +often broken out of the forest unexpectedly in time to prevent murder. +There were Indians to be found who would circumstantially assert that +they had met with Père Antoine, five hundred miles distant from the +spot where he had last been seen, walking in the wilderness radiantly, +wearing the countenance of Jesus Christ. + +Granger recalled these legends as he gazed toward the camp; he watched +the figure of the sleeping man--and he thought of Spurling. Was this +Spurling? He tried to make out the man's identity by his figure's +outline, but the robes which were piled above him forbade that. Yet +within himself he was sure that his guess was correct. What was more +likely than that Antoine should have met the fugitive wandering up the +Forbidden River, perhaps sick and starving, should have taken his +confession and compassionately have brought him back? Probably it was +Antoine's purpose that they two should be reconciled. He might even +have converted Spurling and have brought back God into his life, so +that now he was willing to return to Winnipeg to give himself up, and +to take his chance of death. + +Having run his canoe aground between the bank-ice, he stepped out and +grasped the Jesuit's hand. + +"God has arrived before you this time, Père Antoine," he said, jerking +his head in the direction of the sleeping man; "he has already done +your work. I have promised Him that I will do no harm to your +companion, so you have arrived too late." + +"If it was God who arrived," he said, "I am content." + +He spoke significantly, hinting at a further knowledge of which he +supposed Granger to be possessed. + +"If it was not God, then who else?" + +"Ah, who else?" + +Granger, in common with most white men of the district, had fallen +into the Indian superstition that Père Antoine was omniscient; it came +to him as a shock that he might be unaware of how God had written on +the ice. Usually in talking with the priest he took short-cuts in his +methods of communication, leaving many things understood but +unmentioned, as a man is wont to do when conversing with himself. + +"There is no doubt that it was God," he said; "He did not want me to +murder this man. He wished that I should leave him alone, to be judged +in the forest by Himself. Therefore, if you have brought him here with +you to make us friends, I will not do that; but I will promise you, as +I have promised God, that I will not be his enemy." + +Antoine tapped him on the arm gently, looking him full in the face +with his grave, penetrating eyes: "And did not God Himself arrive too +late?" he asked. + +Granger flushed hotly, for he thought that he detected an under-tone +of accusation in the way in which those words were uttered. "Tell me, +is he dead?" he asked abruptly. + +"He is dead." + +"Is it . . . is that his body over there?" + +"You should know best." + +Involuntarily Granger sank his voice, now that he knew that that +sleeping man was dead. He pressed closer to the priest and commenced +to whisper, now that he knew that no noise of his, however loud, could +disturb the rest of this man who would never wake. Sometimes, when in +the hurry of his speech his voice had been by accident a little +raised, he would cease speaking, lift up his head, and peer furtively +from side to side, then over to where the dead man lay, to make +certain that he had not stirred,--all this lest someone in that great +silence should have heard what he had said. Thus does the presence of +the dead accuse living men, as if by our mere retention of life we did +them injury. Wheresoever we encounter them, whether in the hired pride +of the vulgar city hearse, or in the pitiful disarray of bleached +bones and tattered raiment strewn on a mountainside, they make even +those of us who are remotest from blame feel guilty men. + +"But, Père Antoine, I did not kill him," Granger was saying. "I was +gravely tempted, but God wrote upon the ice and stayed my hand. This +man was once my friend, and is now again--now that he is dead. Let me +uncover and look upon his face." + +But the priest withheld him. "Not yet--not yet," he said. "Let us +first talk together awhile, that I may hear what has happened, and get +to understand." + +So there in the quiet of the early morning, with nothing to break the +stillness save the crackling of the fire, and the flowing of the +river, and the occasional flight of a bird, Granger told the priest +all his story, from his first dream of El Dorado to the thoughts of +escape and of Peggy Ericsen which he had had, as drifting down-stream, +he had caught the smell of burning and come in sight of the bend. It +was a true confession; nothing to his own discredit was left out. + +When he came to an end the mist had lifted, and the sun rode high in +the heavens disentangled of cloud. All the time that he had been +speaking the priest had sat motionless, with his head bent forward +listening, his knees drawn up and his arms about them. Now that the +tale was over, he slowly turned his head; and then it was for the +first time that Granger knew what the Indians meant when they said +that they had met with Père Antoine in the wilderness, walking +radiantly, wearing the countenance of Jesus Christ. There was such a +brightness about him that he could not bear his gaze, but trembling +with a kind of fearful joy fell forward on his face, covering his eyes +with his hands. And still the priest said nothing, not trusting +himself to speak, perhaps, so great was his compassion. + +But it was not long before Granger was conscious of a hand, hard and +horny and ungentle, as far as outward circumstance could make it so, +which rested on his head. At last he spoke. "I think I understand," he +said, and then, after a pause, "but you will never help yourself or +the world by merely being sad. No man ever has." + +When Granger answered nothing nor lifted up his head, he spoke again. +"Does that seem a strange judgment to pass on you here in Keewatin? +Does it sound too much like the speech of a city man? Nevertheless, it +is because of your flight from sadness that you have met with all your +dangers. All your life you have spent in striving to escape from +things which are sad. Why did you dream of El Dorado when you were in +London? Because, as you yourself have told me, exquisiteness of dress +did not reassure you of another's happiness; you were always +remembering that a decent coat may sometimes cover cancer. You are one +of those who suffer more because of the sores of Lazarus than Lazarus +himself. That is well and Christlike, if you suffer gladly--which you +do not. So you left London and travelled half across the world to +Yukon, only to find a greater wretchedness; for your misery growing +vicious pursued you, and goaded you on to crime. Once more to escape +you left Yukon and came to Winnipeg, and came up here, and still you +are sad. Will I tell you why? Always, always you have depended on +yourself for escape and rest. That is useless, for your sadness does +not belong to any city, or any land; it is within yourself. Wherever +you have travelled you have carried it with you. You must look for +help from outside yourself." + +Again he paused, but Granger did not stir. Then he repeated, speaking +yet more gently, "I am an old man and have lived in Keewatin the +length of most men's lives, yet I have not always lived up here. I was +not always happy, and I say to you, you must look for help from +outside yourself." + +Then Granger answered him, keeping his head still bowed. + +"Where, where must I look for help?" + +"Lift up your head." + +He obeyed, and the first sight he saw was the face of Père Antoine +bent above him. Again he was struck with its likeness to the +traditional face of Christ--but the face was that of a Jesus who had +grown grey in suffering and had been often crucified, who was very +ancient and had not yet attained his death. Then he thought he knew +what le Père had meant by saying that he must look for help from +outside himself. He turned his eyes away and gazed into the sunshine, +and on the greenness of the awakened country. Somehow it all looked +very happy and changed from what it had been before they two had met. +He vaguely wondered whether already he might not be now experiencing +that help. But, as had always happened to him after tasting of a +momentary joy, in turning his head he found a new grief awaiting him, +for there, twenty paces distant, stretched out at the edge of the +underbrush, covered with a robe, he caught sight of that recumbent +figure, lying motionless as if it slept. He shuddered, and seizing the +priest by the arm, speaking hoarsely with suppressed excitement, +exclaimed, "Where did he come from? But where did you find him?" + +"I found him stretched out on the bank-ice, awaiting me as I paddled +up-stream toward the bend." + +"Then he was coming back. God must have met him down there on the +Forbidden River and have spoken with him face to face; he could not +endure His voice, so he fled. Oh, to come back at such a season, when +the river was in flood, he must have been terribly afraid. He must +have clambered his way up-stream, all those hundred miles, running by +the bank. Père Antoine, you know many things, what kind of words were +those, do you suppose, that God spoke to Spurling?" + +"The kind of words which God always speaks to men; He told him the +truth about himself." + +"The truth about himself? There are few who could endure to hear +that." + +"Yes, He would accuse him with a question, I think." + +"What makes you say that?" + +"Because that is the way in which God usually speaks to men. He asked +Adam a question, and Adam hid himself; he asked Cain a question, and +Cain became a vagabond in the earth." + +They sat in silence awhile, and then Granger said, "And if God were to +speak to me, what question would He ask?" + +"I think he would say, 'John Granger, by how much are you better than +Spurling, whom you condemn?'" + +"You are right; yes, I think He would say that. Even I have asked +myself that question before to-day." + +"You did not ask yourself; it was God's voice." + +"And I could give no answer to what He said. Père Antoine, before we +met, I had often wondered what I would say to Spurling should we meet +again. I had planned all manner of kindly phrases to make him again my +friend; but I had thought of him as coming to me prosperous, with the +approval of the world. When he came to me in poverty, asking help, in +peril of his life for a sin which had been almost mine, I turned him +away. He had chosen me out from among all men between Winnipeg and the +Klondike, as the only one to whom he could safely go for help; and I +turned him away. I see it clearly now; God sent to me this man whom I +had wished to murder, when he had performed my crime, that, by +endangering my life for his, I might cleanse myself. When all men had +failed him, he and God expected that I, at least, would understand. +But for Mordaunt, I might have had to flee as he fled, changed by the +raising of a gun and hasty pulling of a trigger into a Judas to all +that is best; I might have had to support within me his utter +solitariness and agony of mind, and have been compelled to see myself +as debased throughout and forever by a single, momentary act. How he +must have suffered! I shall fear to die now; till now I have been +afraid only of life." + +"Why will you fear to die?" + +"Because I shall meet with Spurling, and then I shall hear God's +question and His accusing voice." + +The priest laid a hand upon his shoulder gently. "Ah, my child, but +you forget," he said; "in the country where Spurling has gone he will +have learnt how to understand." + +That thought was new to Granger, that of the two faults his own was +the greater and that forgiveness belonged to Spurling. He sat +motionless for a long time arguing it out; he wanted to be exactly +just to both Spurling and himself. The fire died down and Père Antoine +threw on more brushwood; the sun grew tall in the heavens and a rain +cloud gathered in the west; the floe-ice caught in its passage round +the bend, gasped and whined and, tearing itself free again, vanished +down river out of sight. The arithmetic of the problem stood thus: +Spurling's sin had been the result of a sudden violence, his own of a +conscious and premeditated uncharitableness. Which sin was morally the +worse, to shoot a fellow creature in a fit of passionate desperation, +or to turn your back upon a bygone benefactor who comes to you in +distress, comes to you when his heart is breaking, because he can +trust himself with no one else? "My sin is the greater," Granger told +himself, "I am more wrongful than wronged against"; his thoughts going +back to what le Père had said, he added, "I am Cain, and yet I judged +Spurling as if I had been God Himself." + +He was roused from his meditation by a dull thudding sound which had +commenced behind his back; turning his head, he saw that Père Antoine +was already digging a grave. Rising without a word, he began to lend a +hand. They had not gone far when they found that the ground was hard +as granite, that it had not yet thawed out; then they commenced to +look for stones to pile upon the body so that, since the grave would +be shallow, they might raise a mound above it to prevent the wolves +from getting the body out. + +By the time they had completed their preparations the rain was falling +in large and heavy drops, and the storm was blowing in great gusts +through the forest, causing the young leaves to shudder and whisper +together, and to turn their backs to the wind. The priest and the +trader stood upright from their work and gazed at one another. Already +the narrow hole, which they had scooped out, was filling with water; +there was no time to lose; yet neither seemed inclined to hurry. At +last Père Antoine said, "So you are sure that you did not do it?" + +"I cannot be sure of that." + +"Ah, but you did not do it in the way I mean? You did not kill him +with the strength of your hands?" + +They went together to the edge of the underbrush where the dead man's +body lay, and carried it, without disturbing the coverings, to the +side of the grave; there they set it down. + +"I cannot bear that he should lie in that dampness," Granger broke +out; "I remember when we were in London, how he used to hate the wet. +Coldness he could put up with or the hottest sunshine, but he could +not endure the damp. He said it made him feel as though the world was +crying, like a dreary woman because her youngest child was dead. We +can't drop him into that puddle and leave him there." + +He commenced to strip off his clothes, and to fold them along the +floor of the grave. When he had apparently made all ready, he stooped +down again and smoothed out a ruck, lest its discomfort should irk the +dead. + +"Now," he said, "let me see his face for the last time, for he was my +friend." + +Le Père bent down, and drew the coverings back to the waist, while +Granger leant over him in his eagerness. The body, having lain upon +the ice, had been well preserved, no feature had been disturbed; but +it was not the body of a man who was newly dead, nor was it the face +of Spurling. So absorbed had Granger been by thoughts of the comrade +whom he had treated harshly, and by the mysterious meaning of the +writing which he had seen upon the ice, that the likelier solution of +the problem of this man's identity had not entered into his head, that +the body might be that of Strangeways, thrown up by the back-rush of +the current around the bend. + +"Strangeways," he muttered, "it is Strangeways." And with those words +his charity towards Spurling began to ebb. + +Père Antoine, when he heard it, realising that these were the remains +of an officer of justice, for whom, when he did not return, search +would be made, and not of an escaped murderer with a price upon his +head, at news of whose death Authority would be glad, went down on his +hands and knees and began to examine the clothing of the dead for +proofs of his identity, which could be sent in to headquarters for the +establishing of his death. He foresaw that there was need for care; +when the matter came to be investigated, it would be discovered that +Granger had been Spurling's partner in the Klondike; questions would +certainly be asked of Robert Pilgrim, as Hudson Bay factor and head +man of the district, concerning Granger's conduct in Keewatin, and no +good word could be looked for from that quarter. That which would tell +most heavily against him would be this fact, that two men, separated +by a few hours, were known to have passed God's Voice en route for the +independent store of Garnier, Parwin, and Wrath, the first a hunted +criminal, the second an officer of justice--the criminal had escaped +and the officer was dead. Presumably both pursued and pursuer had +arrived at Murder Point, for the body of Strangeways, the follower, +had been found a mile down-river below the Point. Then where was +Spurling? And how had he managed to escape, if he had not been helped? +Who could have helped him save Granger? And why was Strangeways dead? + +These were some of the many questions which avenging justice would be +sure to ask, and, however skilfully they might be answered, the priest +knew well that it would be difficult to prevent suspicion from +attaching to a hated independent trader, especially when it became +known that he had once been the fugitive's friend. Why, he himself had +suspected Granger at first! + +His present purpose was, if possible, to gather such proofs from the +dead man's clothing as would exclude the doubt of foul play, and +establish as a fact Granger's assertion that the corporal had arrived +at his death by the accident of drowning. + +In the meanwhile, he was not meeting with much success in his search, +for the right arm of the dead man was pressed so rigidly across his +breast that it could not be moved without breaking; the hand was +concealed and the fingers tangled in the folds of his dress, as if +even in the last moments of life he had been conscious that he kept a +secret hidden there. Only with violence could it be forced aside, and +to this the priest was averse; he commenced to cut away the clothing, +above downwards from the neck, below upwards from the belt. The cloth +ripped easily, having become rotten with the wet, but the trimmings of +fur were tough and obstinate to separate. When he had slit the capote +and under-garments above and below the arm in two big flaps, he rolled +them back, laying bare the breast, where he discovered a silver chain +which went about the neck, the pendant to which, wrapped in the +portion of the dress that had covered it, was clutched in the icy +hand. He now cut away the stuff from around the hand, and, with a +severity which seemed both profane and cruel, bent back the fingers +one by one, compelling them to release their hold, so that the bones +were heard to crack. + +"What are you doing?" cried Granger, angrily, being roused by the +sound from an unsatisfactory examination of the mixed feelings which +had arisen within him on discovering that Spurling, whom he had just +been regretting, was not dead. "Why must we torture him? Why can't we +leave him alone, and lay him decently in his grave?" + +"Perhaps in order that we may prevent you from being hanged." + +"From being hanged! You mistake me for Spurling, Père Antoine; your +memory must be failing. What have I done to deserve such courtesy at +the hands of Fate? Why should men want to hang me?" + +"For the murder of Strangeways." + +Granger stood back, and drew himself erect, as if by asserting his +physical cleanness and manhood he could refute the accusation. He +lifted up his head and gazed with a fixed stare on the landscape, +seeing nothing. Yes, it was true, they could make that accusation; +there was sufficient evidence for suspecting him and, with the aid of +a few lies and inaccurate statements on the part of his +enemies--Robert Pilgrim, for instance, and Indians whom he had +offended--sufficient evidence might be got together to bring him to +the gallows. A fitting ending that for the son of the ambitious mother +who had stinted herself and planned for his success, and a most +appropriate sequel to the example of reckless bravery set by the last +two generations of his father's house! + +Dimly, slowly, as he stood there in the northern icy drizzle, with his +eyes on the muddy river hurrying toward its freedom between jagged +banks, he came very wretchedly to realise that there was only one way +in which he could save himself, a way, albeit, which both his loyalty +and honour forbade, by becoming ardent in the pursuit and effecting +the capture of Spurling, that so he might prove his innocence. An +emotion of shame and self-disgust throbbed through him that it should +have been possible for him, even for a moment, to entertain such a +coward's thought as that. He shook himself free from temptation and +looked about. What was Père Antoine doing? What had he meant by saying +that he was perhaps preventing him from being hanged? Did he still +believe him to be guilty, as he had evidently done at first? + +Père Antoine was intent upon his undertaking; when asked, he only +shook his head, saying, "If I believed you guilty, why should I +endeavour to find the signs which will prove you innocent? Would I do +that, do you think, if I believed you to be a guilty man?" + +Granger was softened by those words; they meant a great deal to him at +such a time, spoken as they were curtly by one who was so eager to +rehabilitate his character before all the world that he had no moments +to waste in argument. They were far more convincing to him of the true +opinion which le Père held of him than an hour consumed in apology, +which would have been an hour spent in idleness. He came and knelt +down by the side of the priest, and gazed on the results of his work. +He saw the cold white face of Strangeways with the eyes set wide, +staring upwards at the clouds. Their gaze did not seem to concentrate +as in life, but like that of a well-painted portrait, while the eyes +themselves remained fixed, wandered everywhere. Yet, when he settled +his attention upon them, they seemed to look at him alone as if, since +the lips were silent, they were trying to speak those words which the +body had come to utter; if he turned his head away for a moment and +then looked back, they seemed themselves to have changed their +direction and to be staring again incuriously out on space, having +abandoned hope of delivering their message. And he saw the naked +throat and neck, and the marks where the teeth of the yellow-faced +husky had clashed and met; last of all he saw the silver chain and the +pendant attached, which Père Antoine had at that moment succeeded in +freeing from the cold clenched hand. + +"What have you there?" he asked. + +"I don't know yet. Lift up the head, so that we can slip the chain +over and find out." + +Granger did as he was bidden; but, as he stooped to his task, he was +horribly conscious that the dead man's eyes were intently fixed upon +him, as if they knew and lived on, though every other part of the +motionless body was dead and ignorant. + +"Well, here it is. It's a locket." + +Granger started up from the ground trembling. "Père Antoine, do you +think we ought to look at it?" he said. + +"Why not?" + +"Look at the eyes of that dead man." + +"They seem to me to be saying 'yes.'" + +Granger looked again, went near, bent down and looked carefully; then +he turned his head. "You are right," he said; "I also think they are +saying 'yes.'" + +The priest put the locket in his hand. "It is for you to open it," he +said. + +It was of gold and studded with turquoise, a woman's trinket and +old-fashioned, the chasing being worn flat in places; the silver chain +was common and strong, and had evidently not at first belonged to it, +being of modern manufacture--probably a comparatively recent +purchase. Granger looked it over critically, but could get no hint of +its contents from the outside. On the front was engraved a monogram J. +M., and on the back a coat-of-arms. The lines of the monogram were +distinct and sharp to the touch, they must have been cut many years +after the locket itself was made, but the coat-of-arms seemed +contemporary with the rest of the chasing. He tried to open it, but +the dampness had caused it to stick, so that he broke his nails upon +the fastening. He took out his knife and attempted to lever its edges +apart with the blade. At last, growing impatient, he set it on its +hinges upon a rock and commenced to hammer it with a stone. At the +third blow the fastening gave, and the sides fell apart. He could see +that it contained a miniature, and, on the other side, a lock of hair; +but the glasses which shut them in were mist-covered. He rubbed them +clean on the lining of his coat and looked again. + +The portrait was that of a young girl, fresh and innocent, about +eighteen years of age; her hair, worn loose, all blown about, fell +upon her neck and shoulders in long curls; her eyes were blue and +intensely bright; her face was animated, with a certain dash of +generous spirit and healthy defiance in it, which were chiefly denoted +by the full firm lips and arching brows--and the face was the face of +Mordaunt. For the first time, he saw the woman whom he had loved, in +her rightful woman's guise. He had often longed that he might do that; +it had made him feel that he shared so small a portion of her life +that he should know her only by her man's name and remember her only +in her Yukon placer-miner's dress. He would have stooped to kiss her +lips at that time, had it not been for the presence of the dead, who +had also loved her and from whom he had stolen his treasure. Would his +body be able to rest in the grave when thus robbed of the symbol of +the passion which had caused its blood to pulsate most fiercely in its +life? + +Then he fell to thinking other thoughts--of how strangely this +knowledge had come to him, from all across the world, by the hand of a +rejected lover who was dead. Had this been the secret which the +corporal had waited to tell him, thrown up on the ice, lying silent +and deserted throughout that month at the bend; had he been waiting +only to say, "I hold the knowledge which you most desire in my +clenched right hand. Here is her woman's likeness. I require it no +longer, now that I am dead?" No, surely he had not delayed for that. +Then suddenly he realised that this must mean that the woman herself +was dead. He remembered distinctly those last words which Strangeways +had spoken, even as though he were now repeating them again aloud, "I +tell you if the ice were as rotten as your soul or Spurling's, I would +still follow him, though I had to follow him to Hell." And his last +utterance had been a reiteration of that promise, "He killed the woman +I loved, and he shall pay the price though I follow him to Hell." + +This was the fulfilment of that promise; though he himself was dead, +he had delayed his body near Murder Point that, with his pale and +silent lips and the portrait which hung about his neck, he might urge +his rival on in their common cause of vengeance. "I will pray God +every day of my life that Spurling may be damned throughout the +ages--eternally and pitilessly damned," he had said, and now that the +days of his life were over his body had tarried behind to continue +that errand, so far as was possible, into the days of his death. When +they had parted that night, a month ago outside the shack, he had told +a lie; he had denied that the woman was Mordaunt who had been +murdered, and had tried to prove his words by asserting that the body +which was found in the creek near Forty-Mile had worn a woman's dress. +Now he had come back to silently refute his own statement, and to +declare the truth which would stir up anger and give him an inheritor +of his revenge. + +Here, then, was a new reason why he should become ardent in the +pursuit and effect the capture of Spurling, that by so doing he would +be behaving honourably by a man who was dead. He saw in it at present, +with his cynic's eye for self-scorn and self-depreciation, only an +added excuse and more subtle temptation for the saving of himself. +"No, I cannot do it," he said. And yet, somewhere at the back of his +brain, the monotonous and oracular voice of a wise self-knowledge kept +answering, "But you will do it, when you have had leisure to be +lonely, and have tortured yourself with memories of her." + +It seemed to Granger as though Strangeways himself were the speaker of +those words; but when he turned round hotly, prepared for argument, he +found that the eyes had become glazed and vacant, and that at last the +body was truly dead. It had no need to live longer--it had delivered +its message. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +THE LOVE OF WOMAN + + +It was past noon before they had completed Strangeways' burial at the +bend. When they had finished, the skies had cleared themselves of +storm and cloud, and the sun shone out again. The air was full of +earth-fragrance, and the landscape was cool and fresh. Nothing of +disorder remained, no sign that a man was dead, save only a mound of +piled-up stones and sod, surmounted by a little cross of branches +bound together with twisted grass. + +Père Antoine had searched the body with scant results, for he had +found no more than the warrant for Spurling's detection and arrest, +and the fragments of two torn and well-nigh obliterated letters, at +which latter he had only glanced up to the present. Nor had he seen +the contents of the locket as yet, for when he had asked Granger what +was its secret, he had received as answer, "Oh, nothing, only a young +girl's face." So he had been foiled in his endeavour to gather +materials for the establishing of Granger's innocence, should that be +assailed, and had discovered nothing which might be of use in his +defence. All he could contribute was his own personal evidence that +the appearance of the body, as he had seen it, bore out Granger's +account in every detail as to the manner in which Strangeways' +catastrophe had occurred, and that his deportment, when he had +charged him with murder, had proved conclusively to himself that there +was no ground for such an accusation. + +When they had returned to the store and had had supper together, +Granger sat for a long while with the locket open before him, gazing +intently on the portrait. Suddenly he looked up. "Have you seen +Beorn?" he asked. "Do you know whether he is on his way back?" + +"I have not seen him." + +"Antoine, you must stay here with me until he returns." + +"Why?" + +"I was on my way to meet Peggy when you met and stopped me; I want you +to marry us." + +"But why now and at once?" + +"Because if we're not married she won't live with me,--and I must do +something to break down my loneliness by getting a new interest into +my life. If I don't, I shall be always thinking of what has happened, +and shall go mad,--in which case it will be the worse for Spurling. I +don't want to kill him--at least, not until he has had his chance to +explain himself. I'm sure now that it was Mordaunt whom he murdered, +but I'm still uncertain as to whether he knew that she was a woman, at +the time when he killed her--he may not know even yet. If he did it +mistaking her for a man, I might be able to forgive him; anyhow, I can +say so now, while you are with me. What I should do and think if I +were left here miserably alone, I dare not tell. Yet, if what +Strangeways said to me is true, that her body was found at Forty-Mile +in a woman's dress, which would mean that Spurling killed her, +well-knowing that she was a girl, why then I would go in search of +him, and tell him what I thought about him, and shoot him carefully, +and be glad when he was dead." + +"But you have promised God to leave him alone with Himself." + +"And shall I be the first man who has gone back on his prayers and +promises? There's nothing to be gained by talking about it; fate must +work itself out. But if you want to understand what Strangeways felt, +and what I am still feeling, then look at that." + +He handed him the locket. Père Antoine took it and bent above it. At +last he said, "Why, she's only a girl . . . and he killed _her_!" + +"Yes, and he killed her when her back was turned. Now do you +understand?" + +"May God help you!" was all that Antoine said. Granger went over to +where he sat and, from above his shoulder, gazed down upon the +portrait. The face had in it so little that was tragic that it seemed +impossible to realise that its owner should have encountered such a +death. When the smile upon the painted lips seemed so fresh and +imperishable, it seemed incredible that the lips themselves should be +now silent and underground. + +"I wonder where she lived and what sort of a girlhood she had," +Granger said. + +"I have here two letters which I found upon Strangeways; perhaps they +may tell us something about her." + +Père Antoine produced the letters from an oilskin pouch. They were in +a pointed feminine hand, and the ink was faded. Granger lit the lamp, +for the twilight without was deepening into darkness; spreading out +the crumpled sheets on his knees before him, he read their contents +aloud. Across the top, left-hand corner of the uppermost page was +scrawled in a rude, boyish writing, "_The first letter she ever wrote +me_"; the letter itself had been evidently penned by a young girl's +hand. It bore the address of a school in London, and ran as follows:-- + + DEAR ERIC. + + I am very miserable hear and sometimes wonder why I was + ever brought into the world. Your Papa was very kind to + me once, but why has he scent me away from you? You did + not want me to be scent, and so I can tell you all + about myself. I am very home-sick hear. I say + home-sick, though I have no home; I have always been a + stranger in your Papa's house. I suppose I am reely + home-sick for you. I think it is because you and I are + seperated that I am sorry. The girls hear are not + always kind; they say that I look as though I had been + crying, and then of course I do cry when they say that. + But if my eyes are red, I don't care. I want you badly + and I'm writting to tell you that. Don't forget to feed + my rabbits. + + Your loving little friend, + J. M. + +The second was marked in the same way, but in a manlier hand, "_Her +last letter to me_." + + DEAREST ERIC. + + I am so sorry that I am the cause of all this trouble, + and that I cannot love you in the way that you and your + father so much desire. I would do anything to make you + happy save that--play the coward, and say that I love + you as a woman should whom you were going to marry, + when I do not. I have always been used to think of you + as a brother, which is natural, seeing that from our + earliest childhood we have grown up together. I thought + that you would be content with that; no other kind of + affection for you has ever entered into my heart or + head. + + Your father was very angry with me last night after you + went out. He said that I, by my conduct, had led you on + to _expect_; believe me, I never meant to do that. It + never occurred to me that there was any need to be + careful in your presence. The truth is, I have always + been an interloper in your home; you will remember how, + long years since, when first I went to boarding-school, + I told you that . . . (four lines were here + undecipherable, being faded and rubbed out). When I + look back, I see that in all my life you have been my + only friend--which makes me the more unhappy that this + has happened. Mind, I don't mean to accuse your family + of unkindness; I only say that I, perhaps naturally, + was never one of them. If I thought that you would be + willing, knowing how I feel toward you, to make me your + wife, for the sake of your peace I might consent even + to that. But you are not such a man. (Three lines were + here obliterated.) Let there be no bitterness between + us by reason of harsh words which others have spoken; + what has happened must make a difference, but I want to + remain still your friend. This recent occurrence seems + to make it necessary that one of us should go + away--there will never be any quiet in your father's + house while we both live there. Don't be alarmed or + surprised if you get word shortly that I have vanished. + + Yours as ever, + J. M. + +To this letter was added a note in Strangeways' hand at the bottom of +the page, "_She was not to blame; it was I who left_." + +"We have not learnt very much about her from those two letters, have +we?" said Père Antoine. "They are ordinary, and leave many questions, +which we wanted to ask, unanswered." + +"Yes, they do little more than confirm Strangeways' own statements, +and yet. . . ." + +"Well?" + +"They tell us that her true initials were J. M., the same as those of +her assumed name, and the same as those of the monogram on the locket; +and they tell us of her great loneliness." + +"But I can't see how a knowledge of that one fact--her great +loneliness--will help us; it does not reconstruct for us the details +of her life so that we can imagine her to ourselves, nor does it +contribute anything towards your defence." + +"Bother my defence. I don't much care if I am hanged; that would at +least be a final solution, so far as I am concerned, to this problem +of living. What troubles me at present is, how is this woman feeling +about my marriage with a half-breed girl? Now these letters help me; +they make me certain that whatever I may be compelled to do at any +future time by reason of my isolation, she will not be hard upon me, +but will understand. This marriage with Peggy, for instance, looks +like a betrayal of her. And though she is dead, I should hate to +grieve her in the other world." + +Granger paused, and then he added fiercely, "And I'm glad of that last +letter for another reason, because it states so clearly that she never +loved the other man." + +"That can make no difference now." + +"But it can," said Granger, rising to his feet, and speaking in a +strained whisper, with clenched hands, "I tell you it can. If I +thought that she had ever really cared for him, I would shoot myself +here and now, that I might be beside her to get between him and her. +The thought that he was there with her all alone in the vastness, free +to do and to say just whatever he pleased, and that I was shut out, +would drive me crazy. Do you think that, if I supposed that he had got +his arms around her over there, I could ever rest--if I thought that +she would allow him? One little pull of a trigger, the report of a +revolver, which I probably shouldn't hear and in any case shouldn't +care about, and the journey would be accomplished and I could be +bending over her. It sounds very tempting. But I'm prepared to live +out my life like a man, now that I know that she understands. If she +hadn't known what loneliness meant, she might misjudge my motives in +taking up with Peggy, and might, out of revenge, instead of waiting +for me, herself take up with Strangeways before my arrival there." + +Père Antoine watched him gravely for some seconds after he had +finished speaking; then he said, "I don't think that Heaven is quite +like that; but none of us can be certain, perhaps your views are as +correct as those of anyone else. When I was a young man, before I came +to Keewatin, I should have been angry with any man who had said to +me a thing like that--but we come to hold strange opinions in this +land where all things, judged by our former standards of sanity, +even God Himself, seem mad. At that time I longed to be dogmatic +and definite in all my beliefs on religion, and this life, and the +after-world--that was why I became a Jesuit, that I might exchange +despair for certainty. Now, priest though I am, like you I see one +gigantic interrogation mark written over sky and earth--and because of +it I am grateful. I have learnt that the whole attraction of religion +for the human mind, and the entire majesty of God depend on His +mystery and silence, and the things which He does not care to tell. If +all our questions were answered, we might lose our God-sense. If we +knew everything, we should cease to be curious and to strive. Of one +thing only are we certain, that Jesus lived and died, and that though +we live in the uttermost parts of the earth, it is our duty to be like +Him." + +"And Spurling--if Spurling dwells near us in the uttermost parts of +the earth?" + +"He also is God's child." + +"It is easy for you to talk, Père Antoine; you are an old man, and, +being a priest, have never loved a woman yourself." + +The stern, grey features of the Jesuit relaxed; he hesitated, then he +said, "My child, don't be too sure of that. Perhaps I may be +attempting to live this life well only in order that I may make sure +of meeting and being worthy of one such woman in the after-world. If +that were so, it would be great shame to me, for I ought to be +striving to live this life well solely for the love of Christ." + +He fell silent, sitting with his head bent forward, his gnarled hands +folded on his knees before him. A far-away look had come into his +eyes, a fixed expression of calmness, as though they slept with the +lids parted. Granger watched the hands, mutilated and ruined, with +three fingers missing from the right, and two from the left; and yet, +despite their brokenness, he thought how beautiful they were. There +was scarcely a part of the priest's body that had not been at some +time shattered with service. It had never occurred to Granger that +Père Antoine, like most other men in the district, had a past which +did not belong to Keewatin--memories of a happier time to which he +might sometimes look back with the painfulness of regret. Antoine had +been there so long that there was no man who remembered the day when +first he arrived. He seemed as natural to the landscape as the Last +Chance River itself. And now suddenly, in an electric moment of +sympathy, his past had revealed itself. + +Granger watched and waited, hoping that presently he would explain. It +occurred to him as a discovery that he had no knowledge of the +priest's real name or of his family. At his nationality he could only +guess, supposing him to be a Frenchman or a French-Canadian. How +incurious he had been! And, in this case, lack of curiosity had meant +lack of kindness; he blamed himself. He, like all Keewatin, was ready +in time of crisis to draw upon the old man's strength, but beyond that +he had never shown him real friendship--he had never been conscious of +any desire to hear about the man himself. And now he had learned that +this man also had a tragedy, and, like himself, had loved a woman who +was now long since dead. He wanted to ask him questions, that so he +might make up for omitted kindnesses; but he was restrained when he +looked upon the grey dreamy countenance, for it was evident that le +Père was wandering in the idealised meadows of a bygone +pleasantness--a country which was known only to himself. So Granger +returned his eyes to the portrait which he had taken from the dead +man's hand, and, gazing upon it, tried his best to fill in the blanks +in his little knowledge of the woman he had loved. + +He constructed for himself a picture of an ivied manor-house, terraced +and with an old-world garden lying round about it, where her childhood +had been spent and where she had grown to girlhood. He told himself +that there must have been a river somewhere near, and he imagined her +as stretched upon its banks in the summer shadows. And he thought of +the schoolhouse in London, and the little heart-weary child who had +penned that letter there. He re-read it, and then once again re-read +it, suffering the same agony of longing for things irrecoverable which +this small creature had suffered years ago, who was now beyond all +knowledge of pain. What a mystery it was that across that expanse of +space and years her letter should have drifted down to him, from +London to Keewatin, carried over the last few yards of its journey in +the breast of a man who was already dead. It made him feel less of an +exile that a miracle like that could happen--it was almost as though +she herself had appealed to him from the hidden world. It made him ask +himself that question, which so many had asked before him, "_And are +we really ever dead_?" + +Père Antoine stirred, rose up and walked over to the window, where he +stood in the shadow, outside the circle of the lamp's rays, with his +back turned toward the younger man. There was something which he +wanted to say, but which he found difficult to express. Granger +guessed that, and so he said, "Antoine, you are thinking of _her_ +to-night. She must have lived very long ago. Was she anything like the +portrait of this young girl?" + +There was silence. Then, still gazing away from him, his long lean +figure blocking out the moonlight, the priest returned, "All white +women seem alike to one who has lived long in Keewatin. Yet that face +did seem very like to hers; but it is many years ago now, and I may +not remember her well. She died; and she was everything that was of +worth to me in this world. I begin to fear that she is all that I +count of highest value in the next." + +"But why fear? I should not fear that." + +"Because, being a missionary, with me it should be otherwise. I became +a Jesuit through distrust of myself. I knew, when she had been taken +from me, that because of my despair, if I did not bind myself strongly +to that which was highest, I should sink to that which was worst. And +I knew that if I sank to that which was worst, she would be lost to me +throughout all eternity. So, in order that God might give her to me +again in a future world, I strove to bribe Him; I asked that I might +be sent to this hardest of all fields of missionary labour, hoping +that thus I might acquire merit. Since then a new doubt has come to +haunt me, has been with me half a century; the fear lest the life +which I have led may count for nothing, may be regarded as only +sinfulness, because I have done God's work for her sake rather than +for the sake of His Christ, and that therefore as a punishment to me +she may still be withheld. Ah, I have fought against her memory, +trying to cling only to God! That has been useless. So I have gone on +doing my best for my fellow-men, hoping that He may overlook the +motive, and judging only by the work, may give me my reward in the +end,--may allow me to be with her." + +"Antoine, I am a sinful man and one who is little qualified to judge +of God's purposes, but I think that He will grant you your request. +But if you, with all your goodness, are banished from her whom you +loved most on earth, how can I hope for success?" + +Then the Jesuit turned round and faced him. "It was because I feared +for your success that I mentioned my own trouble," he said. "You are +planning to do a thing which is right in marrying this half-breed +girl--you owe it to her and to God, inasmuch as you have lived with +her. But you will be doing her a greater wrong than if you were to +leave her unmarried, if, when you have made her your wife, you think +only of the dead white woman. When the turmoil of living is over, you +want to meet and be worthy of the woman who wrote those letters, you +tell me; your best chance of success in that desire is in trying to +forget her in this world, by giving all your affection to the woman +who is your wife, and trusting to God's goodness to give you the +rewards which He knows that you covet after death. Don't make my +mistake--it means torture in this life, and, perhaps, disappointment +in the next. Be true to the choice which you have made, and leave the +rest to God's mercy. I have not been strong enough to do all that I +advise, for, though I love Christ, I am shamed into owning, old man +though I am, that I more often do His work in the hope of re-meeting +with a woman who is dead than out of loyalty to Christ Himself." + +"Père Antoine, you do not judge kindly of your own actions as Christ +would judge of them; you Catholics, in making Christ God, forget that +He also was a lonely man. I think it is not as a God, but as a peasant +that He will judge us, having knowledge of what we have suffered--if +He judges us at all. It is more likely that He will just be sorry for +us, that we ever thought that He would judge us." + +"Whether I judge kindly or not, will you try to take my advice? I have +told you a secret to-night which never, since I came to Keewatin, have +I told to any man. And I have told you that I may save you. Believe +me, if you cannot love your daily companions for their own sake in +this world, whoever and wherever they are, you will fail to find love +for your own sake in the next--and to love well, whatever you love you +must love for itself, and not for any future and mercenary end." + +Granger moved restlessly, but remained silent; then he sat still and +thought. Père Antoine also said nothing, for he knew that the man +before him was reasoning his way toward a decision upon which all his +happiness must depend. + +But to Granger the problem appeared quite otherwise; it seemed to him +that he was being asked to abandon another pleasantness for the sake +of Peggy, a half-breed girl, for whom he had been prepared already to +sacrifice his career. To be sure, his career was not of much value at +present, and didn't seem a large thing to sacrifice; but then, when it +comes to giving anything away, even the most thorough-paced pessimist +is capable of turning optimist about its worth. + +Since he had become certain of Mordaunt's death, he had vaguely +planned out for himself a course of spiritual debauchery, though he +would not have applied to it such a word. He had expected to marry +Peggy Ericsen, and to live with the memory of the woman for whom he +had really cared. His wife was to have been the servant of his comfort +and desires, and the dead woman the companion of his mind and daily +round. So he hoped, by keeping Mordaunt near him in his thoughts, to +qualify himself for attaining her after death, and to atone for his +apostasy in marrying a different woman while yet on earth. Throughout +all his reasoning ran a streak of madness, of which he himself was +totally unaware. And now, when he had completed arrangements to his +own satisfaction, here came this Jesuit telling him that such a course +of action savoured of adultery, and would probably end in the eternal +separation of Mordaunt from himself. + +Presently he heard a sound of moving. He looked up. Antoine was +standing before him, on the outer edge of the light which was thrown +by the lamp, appearing huge and prophetic against the background of +dwarfed shadows which crawled over wall and ceiling, crowding behind +him. His awe for the office of the man returned to him, blotting out +the equality which the past few hours of confession had brought about. +Once more he recalled how it was said that le Père had been seen +walking in the wilderness, wearing the countenance of Jesus Christ. He +looked like that now. Granger, made conscious of his own premeditated +wrong-doing, shrank back before him. Yet the words which Père Antoine +uttered were very simple: "I am an old man, and I knew what I was +saying," was all he said. + +Granger rose to his feet. "I'm going out," he said. "I'll return in a +little while and give you my decision." + +He passed out from the close stale air of the shack into the +starlight; he could be nearer God there. A low, leisurely wind was +journeying over the forest, crooning softly to itself as it went. +Dominant over all other sounds, as was ever the case at Murder Point, +the wash of the ongoing river was to be heard--even in winter, when +every other live thing had ceased to stir, it was not silent. But now, +in the early summer of the northern year, it laughed uproariously and +clapped its hands against the banks in its passage, as if the water +were calling to the land, "Good-bye, old fellow; you won't see me +again for many a century. It was the end of the ice age when last we +parted." To Granger the shouting of the river was for all the world +like that of a troop-ship departing for a distant country. "Farewell, +farewell," it cried. The sound of its going made him weary with a +sense of world-wideness; if he was left behind to-day, when once he +had joined himself to a daughter of that country, he would be forever +left behind. But he had come outside not to reargue his way over the +old ground, but to decide. To do that he must be alone, quite +solitary; and there, just outside the shack, he was all too conscious +of Père Antoine's eyes. + +Slowly he commenced to descend the Point toward the river-bank. As he +went, a new desire sprang up within him--to speak with Strangeways; if +possible to make a compact and extort some approving sign from that +dead man. Stepping into the canoe, he pushed off lightly and set out +for the bend. The nearer he drew, the sterner his face became; he was +thinking of what he should say, and one has to be careful in what he +says in speaking with a man who is dead. Soon he came in sight of the +flimsy little cross which they had raised, and saw the stones which +they had piled above the body, shining white and grey in the +moonlight; then with a twist of the paddle his canoe shot in toward +the bank and the prow grated on the ice. Granger stepped out and +beached his craft above the water's edge. With slow deliberate steps +he went forward till he stood above the grave. There, with his hands +clasped behind him and his head bowed, he waited for a few minutes +listening, half expecting that something would happen. When nothing +stirred, he went upon his knees, as if he prayed, placing his lips so +near to the grave that sometimes they touched the stones and mould; +and so he began to speak to the man imprisoned beneath the ground. + +"Strangeways," he said, "you know everything about me now, and you +ought to understand. I want to act fairly by you. I didn't do that in +your lifetime; if I had, you might not now be dead. I ought to have +warned you about the ice at first, and I ought to have told you the +truth about Spurling; then you might have believed me. But I did try +my best to save you in the end. Père Antoine says that I may get +hanged for your death; but I don't mind that so very much, if I can +only act fairly by you now." + +He paused to hear whether there was any sound of movement underground; +when he heard none, he knew that the dead man was listening and +waiting eagerly for what would come next. Crouching still nearer, so +that he might narrow the space between them, "Strangeways, are you +listening?" he said. "We both loved her, and neither of us won her in +this world; but because you are dead, you are nearer to her now than I +am. I want you to promise me to do nothing till I have come." + +And still when he halted, waiting for his answer, nothing stirred. +Presently he spoke again. "I have a reason for asking which, if you +remember anything of what you suffered in this life, you should +understand. To save myself from madness, I must have a companion, and +so I am going to marry a woman of this country. In order that I may +live well with her, and even in order to marry her, I must pledge my +word to forget Mordaunt while I am in this world. Now do you +understand? I cannot pledge my word until you have promised me that +you will do nothing until I am also dead." He fell forward over the +grave and lay there silent. His brain had become numb; he could +fashion no more words--perhaps in the interval which elapsed he +slept. Then it seemed to him that the chambers within his brain were +lighted up, so that pressing his face against the crannies and between +the stones he could look right down, and see distinctly the narrow bed +of the grave whereon the body of Strangeways rested. The eyes of the +body were open and the lips were working, trying to say something. By +watching the lips he discovered that they kept on repeating, over and +over, one word; then he read that that word was _revenge_. "I cannot, +I cannot," he whispered. "I have promised God that I will not; and, +moreover, to take revenge on Spurling would be to remember her." + +Was it that he moved as he slept, or did the thing which he thought he +saw actually occur! Some stones slipped from off the mound and, to his +eyes looking down into the grave, it seemed that Strangeways' hand +began to grope frantically after the locket which had been about his +neck, and that, finding it missing, his face became angry and he +strove to rise, causing the stones to fall and the ground to tremble. + +Granger jumped up, and stood there shaking with his hands clenched and +his head thrown back, prepared. + +"Will you answer me?" he cried in despair. "Don't you know how I +suffer? If you consent to what I have asked of you, give me a sign? If +nothing happens, I shall know that you are cruel and do not care." + +When he had waited in vain some seconds, he lost his nerve and his +courage. Kneeling beside the grave he commenced to weep, smoothing the +stones with his hands coaxingly like a child, and whispering, "Give me +a sign. Give me a sign. Give me a sign." + +Suddenly he paused in his pleading. The rustling of water against a +travelling prow, and sound of paddles thrust in, forced back, and +withdrawn, struck upon his ears. He threw himself full length along +the ground; he did not want to be discovered there. Stealing up-stream +from the northward, creeping close in to the opposite bank to avoid +the current, came a canoe, sitting deep in the water, heavily laden +with furs; the stern-paddle was held by a tall and thickly bearded +man, and in the prow, even at that distance and in that shadowy light, +it was possible to make out that the second figure was that of a girl. +Granger recognised them immediately, and knew that the Man with the +Dead Soul and his daughter had returned. He also noticed that Eyelids +was not there. They did not see him, but quickly vanished round the +bend. + +When all was silent and lonely again, Granger arose. "It is a sign," +he said. Standing above the grave, before departing he spoke once more +with the man who lay buried there. "Strangeways, you may rest quiet +now," he said. "Though I cannot revenge her as you have desired, we +can both, in our separate ways, be true to her." + +He delayed a moment to have what he had said confirmed; but this time +no token either of dissent or approval was vouchsafed. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +HE REVIEWS HIS MARRIAGE, AND IS PUT TO THE TEST + + +It was the first week in June; for a fortnight John Granger had been a +married man. He was now removed a sufficiently just distance from his +bachelor-hood to be able to estimate the value of the change which +this new step had wrought in his career. + +Its true worth to him had been that it had converted him from a +Londoner in Keewatin into a man of the Northland. This might mean, +though it need not, that he had retrograded to a lower type; at all +events it meant that he was robbed of his excuse for considering +himself an exile, bearing himself rebelliously toward his environment, +and being unhappy. By joining himself to Peggy by the rites of the +Roman Church, he had made an irrevocable choice, had slammed the door +of opportunity and return to civilisation in his own face, and had +adopted as his country a land where no one has any use for money or +for time, and where nothing could ever again be of very much +importance. He had not realised all that a fortnight ago when, at the +bidding of the Jesuit, he had made this girl his wife; but since he +had lived in her company he had come to realise. Mercifully there is +no situation, however bad, which may not develop the peculiar virtue +whereby it can be endured. He had learnt his virtue by observing +Peggy, an Indian virtue at that--stolidity. In a great lonely +territory, where men say good-bye to one another for twelve months at +a stretch, and sometimes forever, they arrive at a philosophy of life +which consists in waiting very patiently and unambitiously for the +next thing which the good God may send. To attain this sort of +quietness a man must be quite hopeless, for so long as he hopes he is +liable to disappointment. Also he must live each day as though it were +his first, for to remember things past is to court regret. He must +permit himself to know none of the extremes of emotion, either of joy +or of sadness; to this end he must consider himself as a non-partisan +in life, a careless spectator before whose eyes the groping shadows +pass. The traffic of words is a labour, and a more frequent cause of +misunderstanding than of interpretation--therefore it is wiser, if +peace be desired, to keep always silent. Where a gesture will do the +work of a word, let a gesture suffice. + +All this Granger had learnt during the fortnight which he had lived +with his wife; in watching her, he had studied to forego his former +turbulence of mind as a thing most foolish, and had determined to sink +down into the dull acceptance of a destiny against which it was +profitless to contend--a kind of resigned contentment. If he was to be +hanged to-morrow for Strangeways' death, that was no reason why he +should disturb himself to-day; if that was to happen, it would come to +pass in any case,--nothing that he might do or say could prevent it. +The momentary pain of dying is usually much less intense than the +hours of cowardly suffering which men bring upon themselves by +prevising the anguish of their last departure, so he told himself. So +to-day he sat outside his store in the sunshine and smoked his pipe, +the freest and silentest man in all Keewatin, and, he would have had +himself believe, the most stably contented. + +That night, when he had left Père Antoine and had gone to consult the +dead man at the bend, had been the turning-point in his frenzy. It +seemed to him, as he looked back, to have happened long ago when he +was little more than a child, at a time before his enlightenment, when +he had supposed very foolishly that he was of importance to God and to +his fellow-men. Now he had come to know that he was of no importance +even to himself. He blew out a cloud of smoke and watched it vanish in +the air; in other days he would have smiled, but it was not worth the +effort now. The relation of that whiff of tobacco-smoke to the +unplumbed space, throughout which it would be dispersed, was about the +same as that of his present existence to the rest of the world. + +When, having said good-bye to Strangeways, he had followed the Man +with the Dead Soul back to the store, he had made up his mind to the +inevitable, and had been prepared to greet Peggy with a certain +display of joy. Before ever he could put his thought into action, his +intention had been repelled. As he had drawn nearer to the crazy +wooden pier which ran out from Murder Point, he had seen the shadowy +shapes of the trapper and his daughter, bending down, unloading their +canoe, moving slowly hither and thither through the night. As he had +come up, he had hailed them. To his call Beorn had made no reply, had +only turned his head and nodded, while Peggy, stooping over a pile of +furs, had thrown him the customary salutation of the Cree Indian to +the white man, used both on arrival and departure, "Watchee"--which is +a corruption of "What cheer." No other words of greeting had passed +between them, and he, when he had landed, had set to work at once to +help them with their unlading. When that was finished and the furs had +been carried up to the store, they had raised their tent, kindled +their fire, brewed their black tea, cooked their bacon, and gone to +rest. Granger had so far intruded on their reserve as to ask them to +spend the night in his store, but his invitation had been ungraciously +refused with a shake of the head. + +Next day Père Antoine had married them, after which he had departed, +promising, however, to return before the summer was out. Granger had +said nothing more to him either concerning Spurling or the death of +Strangeways, except to insist that the warrant for the arrest, +together with the letters and locket which had been found, should be +left with himself; nevertheless, he had been well aware that these +things were largely responsible for the hurry of the priest's +departure. At first he had not been surprised at the silence of Peggy, +for he had grown accustomed to the shy modesty of women who are +Indian-bred. The women of Keewatin accept it as their fate that they +are born to be subservient to men--to be their burden-bearers. But at +the end of a few days, when her demeanour had shown no sign of change, +he had become a little curious. In the early part of the year the +white blood that was in her had been more manifest, and because of it +she had been proud. When she had insisted that he should marry her, if +he would live with her, the reason she had given him for her demand +had been _because her blood was white_. Since then she had journeyed +into the winter-wilderness with the menfolk of her family, like any +other Indian or half-breed girl, and in the primeval solitariness of +the land the red blood of her mother had asserted itself; the hand of +her native deity had been laid upon her mouth, staying her flow of +words, the shyness of the forest-gods had entered into her eyes, and +the Lord God of Women had stooped her shoulders, causing her to carry +her head less bravely, binding the hereditary burden of the red woman +upon her back. She had unlearned in those few months all the conceits +of self-respect which she had been taught in the school at Winnipeg, +and had reverted to the ancient type from which she was sprung,--the +river Indian. Granger, as he watched her, guessed all this, for had +not he himself been parted from his old traditions?--and he had not +known Keewatin till he was a grown man. Well, these people had lived +there longer than he had! They should know what was best suited to +their circumstance, he told himself; and so, without questioning or +combatting their social methods, he resigned himself to accept their +modes of life. + +It was a strange wedding that he had had--very different from the kind +he had planned for himself in the heat of his passion, when he was a +younger man. And this was a strange woman whom he must call his +wife--one who worked for him tirelessly with her head and hands, but +who appeared to crave for none of his affection, and with whom he +could have not a moment's conversation; the exchange of a few +monosyllables and signs in the course of a day seemed to be the most +that he might expect. Yet, because of her meekness and faithfulness, +and her ready willingness to serve, he was conscious of a growing +protective quality of love for her. If he could prevent himself from +adopting her reticence, he promised himself that he would gather her +whole heart into his own by and by. + +He did not as yet realise that the mere fact that he could feel thus +towards her, when no speech had passed between them, was an indication +that she was communicating herself in a more vigorous and sincerer +language than that of words. This difference between them, that he +expected her to use her lips to explain her personality, and that she, +far from imagining that she was silent, believed herself to be in her +deeds most eloquent, was one of the few traits remaining to him of the +street-born man. + +As an example of their reservedness was the fact that, though Eyelids, +Peggy's brother, had set out on the winter hunt and had not returned, +no explanation of his delay had been forthcoming, nor had Granger +summoned up the energy to inquire for himself. On their first arrival +he had felt distinctly curious as to his whereabouts. Had he come +across traces of Spurling and gone in pursuit of him? Had he heard +from some stray Indian that Spurling was an outlaw, with a price upon +his head? Had Beorn, having found that his cache at the Forbidden +River had been broken into, dispatched his son to follow up the thief +and exact revenge? Or was Spurling dead, and had Eyelids killed him, +for which reason he was afraid to come back? + +For the first few days after his marriage these questions and answers +had been continually running through his head; but since he had learnt +the lesson that nothing was of much importance, he had almost ceased +to care. Why should he trouble to inquire? If he did, he might get no +reply; and if he was answered, the probability was that his only gain +would be something fresh to worry about. The unreturning of Eyelids +was one small detail of the total unreality, the dream which he had +once taken so seriously, which in former times he had called life; and +of that dream the arrival and flight of Spurling were the nightmare. +No one of all these happenings had ever been--they were unactual: and +the chances were that even he himself was no reality. + +Beorn Ericsen, the Man with the Dead Soul as he was called, was a +fitting tutor to a pupil of this philosophy. Compared with him, his +daughter was a whirlwind of words; the lesson of silence, which she +taught by her behaviour, she had first learnt from her father on the +winter trail--in the presence of his stern taciturnity she appeared a +garrulous amateur. + +Whence he had originally come, no one had ever persuaded him to tell. +On his first arrival in the district, which was reported to have taken +place nearly forty years ago, for the first two years he was said to +have conducted himself more or less like a normal man. At that time he +must have been near mid-life, for he was now well past seventy to +judge by his appearance. Even then, on his first coming, something had +happened, which he did not care to talk about, which made him glad of +the dreary seclusion of Keewatin. It had been generally supposed that +he was badly wanted by Justice, for having shot his man in a border +hold-up, or for deeds of violence in some kindred escapade. + +At any rate, he had set about his living in Keewatin in earnest, as +though he had determined to stay there. Having attached himself to the +Hudson Bay Company, he soon proved himself to be an expert trapper, +and a man who, for his reckless courage, was to be valued. Promotion +seemed certain for him and, despite the fact that he had joined the +Company late in life, the likelihood of his attaining a factorship in +the end was not improbable. It was then, after he had won the +confidence of his employers, that he had taken that journey to the +North, through an unexplored country, from which he had come back +dazed and dreary-eyed, so that it seemed as though he must have met +with some dire calamity in the winter desolation, one from which few +men would have escaped alive, which had robbed him of his reason. When +they had asked him where he had journeyed, "Far, far," was all he +would reply. And when, hoping to satisfy their curiosity by a less +direct method, they had questioned him, "What did you see up there?" +"Blackness--it was dark," was the most that he would answer them. + +Because of these answers there were some who supposed that, emulating +Thomas Simpson, he had penetrated into the Arctic Circle and had gazed +upon the frozen quiet of an undiscovered ocean. He had wrested from +God the secret which He was anxious to withhold, they said, and God in +vengeance had condemned him to be always silent. But the Indians +explained his condition more readily, speaking in whispers about him +around camp-fires among themselves. The last place at which he had +been seen by anyone on that journey was at the mouth of the Forbidden +River, along whose banks it was commonly believed stretched the +villages and homes of manitous, and souls of the departed. The Crees +asserted that this was not the first man who, to their knowledge, had +wandered up that river and had thus returned. Some few of their +boldest hunters had from time to time set out and, roving further +afield than their brethren, had likewise trespassed all unaware within +the confines of the spirit-land. So they said that Beorn had been to +the Land of Shadows, and that, by reason of his surpassing strength, +he had contrived to escape; but that he had left his soul behind him +there, and it was only his body which had come back. + +From that day he had been known as _The Man with the Dead Soul_. +Gradually, as the years went by, the deathly vacancy had gone out of +his eyes, but he had remained a man separated from living men. He +rarely spoke, but from the first his peculiarities had made no +difference to his expertness as a trapper--he was more skilful, white +man though he was, than many of the Crees themselves. All the strength +which should have been spent upon his soul seemed to have gone to +preserving the perfection of his body. For a man of his years, he was +surprisingly vigorous and erect--no labour could tire him. This, said +the Indians, was the usual sign of bodies which lived on when their +souls were dead. He was much feared, and his influence in the district +was great; in gaining him as a partisan, Granger had achieved a +triumph over Robert Pilgrim, and had improved his status among the +native trappers more than could have been possible by any other single +act. + +Beorn was reverenced as a kind of minor deity; no wish of his, however +silently expressed, was ever denied by an Indian. When he had chosen +Peggy's mother to be his wife, it had been done merely by the raising +of his hand. Straightway the girl's father had driven her +panic-stricken forth from his camp, compelling her to go to this +strange bridegroom, lest a curse should fall upon his tribe. To her, +if absence of cruelty is kindness, he had been uniformly kind. Love is +not necessary to an Indian marriage, so she had not been too unhappy. +At Peggy's birth, having first borne him a son, she had died. The +little girl had been brought up and cared for by the silent man; the +shy tenderness she expressed for him went far to prove that she, at +least, had discovered something more vital within him than could be +expected to reside in the body of a man whose soul was dead. His +sending of her to the school in Winnipeg had shown that he was not so +forgetful as he seemed to be of the outside world which he had left. +This last act had come as a great surprise to all who knew him; but +they had contrived to retain their old opinion of him by asserting +that this was the doing of Père Antoine. + +Only on rare occasions had Beorn let any of his secrets out; when he +got drunk he recovered his power of speech, or, as the Indians said, +for a little space his soul returned. This had happened less and less +frequently of recent years. It was well remembered by old-timers at +God's Voice how once, in the early morning in Bachelors' Hall, at the +end of a night's carousal, when the trappers and traders from the +distant outposts had made their yearly pilgrimage to the fort bringing +in their twelve months' catch of furs, Beorn, under the influence of +rum, had risen uninvited, and, to the consternation of his intoxicated +companions, had trolled forth a verse from a fighting mining ballad. +As well might the statue of Lord Nelson climb down from its monument +in Trafalgar Square and, with the voice of a living man, commence to +address a London crowd. The verse which he sang ran as follows; to the +few who were aware, it solved the mystery of an important portion of +his hidden early history: + + "The Ophir on the Comstock + Was rich as bread and honey; + The Gould and Curry, farther south, + Was raking out the money; + The Savage and the others + Had machinery all complete, + When in came the Groshes + And nipped all our feet." + +When he had completed the verse, he had slowly gazed round and caught +the look of amaze which had dawned in the countenances of his drunken +associates. He had come to himself and grown sober. Suddenly an +expression of intense fear and hatred had shot into his eyes; without +saying another word, he had turned his back on the company and gone +out into the early morning, floated his canoe, and fled as one who was +pursued for his life. That verse had explained many of Beorn's +eccentricities to one of those who had heard it, and he had told the +rest. Its singing had meant that, sometime in the early sixties, Beorn +had taken part in the gold-rush to the Comstock, and had worked and +prospected in the Nevada mines. + +This was his solitary glaring indiscretion in all the course of his +forty years spent in Keewatin. Though he had had many opportunities +since then to repeat the event when under the influence of liquor, he +had allowed nothing more of any importance to escape his lips. He had +never spent much time at God's Voice, only turning up at the end of +his hunt to dispose of his catch of furs, after which he would vanish +into the wilderness again. He avoided on every occasion and was +restless in the company of men. Very rarely was he encountered on his +hunting-trips by any of the Indians or trappers. When once he had set +out, he was not seen again until he returned of his own choice. The +few times that he had been met, he was far to the northward, about +the point where the Last Chance and Forbidden Rivers join, whence they +flow on together till they tumble their crowded waters into the +freedom of the Hudson Bay. Because it was always in this locality that +he had been met, a rumour got abroad that, when his body was not +dwelling among living men, it journeyed up the Forbidden River, to +reunite with his exiled soul in the habitations of the dead. + +Granger had listened to all these reports from time to time, but he +had paid small heed to them; he was certain in his own mind that, +should he live solitarily in Keewatin for forty years, as Beorn had +done, a similar web of legend would be woven about himself. The man's +conduct was to him self-explanatory; in his early manhood he had +committed some passionate wrong, and had fled into the wilderness to +escape the penalty, only to find that the executioner was there before +him--the Silence, and that the enduring of loneliness was a more cruel +punishment than any that an earthly judge could have measured out. The +boat was one and the same which carried Beorn, Spurling, and himself. +He promised himself that, by and by, as in the case of Peggy, he would +break through Beorn's silence, get to know the man, plunge deep down +till he held his heart in his hand. + +So he sat outside his store in the June sunlight, oblivious of himself +and the passage of Time, lifted high above the strife, and +impartially, like an ancient deity, reviewed the lives of men. + +On the boarded floor of the shack he could hear the moccasined feet of +Peggy moving busily to and fro, as she prepared the meal. They had +netted some white-fish over night, so their larder was freshly +supplied. On the edge of the pier, which ran out from the Point, +Beorn sat, mending one of his traps. Along the top of the roof perched +a row of whisky-jacks, most impertinent of birds, who, when a man has +carried his food almost to his mouth, will flash down, light on his +hand, and, before he knows that they have arrived, filch away the +morsel. Somewhere across the river a whippoorwill kept on uttering its +plaintive cry, as it were Beorn's lost soul come back, pleading +insistently for permission to take up its residence in his body once +again. And over against the farther bank a brood of yellow ducklings +swam in and out among the rushes, hidden behind which their mother +watched and waited. The noon came on apace, the shadows shortened, and +everything grew silent; over forest and river a restful stillness +settled down. If the Last Chance would always look like that it would +be almost habitable. Had it been placed in any country where there +were men, it would be considered beautiful just now. Ah, well, after +he had been married a few years, he would have his children running +hither and thither, laughing and chattering, about the Point; then it +would be in his own choice to make of his environment what he liked. +Gazing whimsically forward to such a time he could conceive that, were +he given the opportunity to return to civilisation, by some curious +turn of the wheel of fortune, he might prefer to stay; that such an +opportunity might be possible, it would first be necessary that he +should have been acquitted from all suspicion concerning the death of +Strangeways. + +It was easy to be optimistic on such a day; there was a cleanness of +youth about the appearance of this newly awakened world which reacted +on the watcher's mind. + +Peggy had come out from the shack and was seated on the threshold; +even she was conscious of a certain elation, for she was humming to +herself one of those endless, tuneless, barbaric Indian airs which +only take on the pretence of music when they are assisted by the +stamping of many feet, and the clapping of many hands. When Granger +turned his head in her direction, she lowered her eyes, and her +singing ceased. He had not meant that she should do that; he was +merely wondering whether she was really a pretty girl and whether, if +he were to take her back with him to England, she would be seen as +beautiful by London eyes. London eyes! What had they ever seen that +was essentially beautiful and free? They could judge of the latest +fashion in hats, and of the proper size of the laced-in waist; but +what had they ever seen of the naked, sinuous grace of the human body +as God made it and had meant that it should be seen? Of nakedness and +simplicity, and all things genuine, the civilised man had been taught +to be ashamed. No, no, to-day, in the sunshine, he felt sure that he +would not return to the insincerity, artificiality, and the +blinkered-eyes of the town, were he given his choice. He wanted to +breathe cleanness, and to see God's hand at work, and to be _a man_; +in London, or any other city, individuality and all these things would +be denied. He could be very happy now, he believed; now that he was +not lonely any longer, because he had a wife. He wished that he could +find a language in which to tell her these things. But he feared to +speak; he knew that as yet, just returned from the winter-trail, she +would not understand. + +While he had been thinking, she had slowly raised her eyes; she was +not looking at him, but northeast, down-river, toward the bend. +Turning suddenly, he caught the direction of her gaze. Glancing down +to the pier, he discovered that Beorn's eyes were also turned that +way. What were they waiting for? What were they anticipating? Was it +the return of Eyelids that made them so expectant? During the past +fourteen days he had often caught them thus waiting and gazing, as +though stoically prepared for news of whatever kind. He suspected that +they had some secret which they were not willing to share with +him--this would account to an extent for Peggy's reticence. But what +secrets of importance could they have, dwelling as they did on the +Last Chance? Probably Eyelids' delay was only a matter of traps and +furs which had been cached. Then, as he watched Peggy, he saw a look +partly of fear, partly of bewilderment, spread over her face. She +glanced down to her father; he was still gazing in the same direction, +towards the bend, and she, seeing him rise to his feet and wave his +hand, following his example, also rose up and waved. Granger was on +his feet immediately, that so he might see more clearly; turning his +eyes down-river, he watched steadfastly in the direction in which the +father and daughter gazed. He saw nothing that was not customary; it +seemed to him that he must have looked too late. + +"What is it, Peggy?" he broke out. + +She swung round slowly, giving herself time to make her face +expressionless; it was evident that she had forgotten his presence in +her excitement. + +"Nothing," she said, and turning about, passed into the darkness of +the house. + +Granger did not like it. When there are only three of you, one of whom +is your wife, to whom you have been married only a fortnight, it is +not pleasant to be the one left out. He had thought at first that they +might be on the lookout for York boats, which might soon be expected +to pass by on their way from the House of the Crooked Creek to God's +Voice. But one does not wave his hand to a York boat which is not yet +in sight. It seemed certain to him now that Eyelids was in the +vicinity, signalling to them secret information, which they were eager +to keep from himself. Had they stumbled across the grave of +Strangeways, and wondered what it meant? A grave more or less in +Keewatin does not usually trouble a living man; nevertheless, he ought +to have told them about it and have explained about Spurling. He would +tell them his secret presently, and get them to tell him theirs in +exchange. In the meanwhile, he would watch the bend. + +There was no sound of footsteps in the shack. Turning his head very +slowly, so that it could hardly be seen to turn, he could perceive the +shadow of Peggy out of the tail of his eye from where he sat; she was +standing behind the window, a little way back from the panes so that +he might not discover her, and she was also watching. If this system +of spying were to go on for long, there would soon be an end to his +dreams of freedom and marital peace at Murder Point. Already he was +inclined to revise his opinion as to what he would do, were he given +the opportunity for escape to a becitied and more populous land. The +more he thought about it, the more certain he became that he would +choose to escape. A half-breed girl who was almost pure Indian in her +manners--and Peggy seemed that to him now--could never be a fitting +companion for an educated white man. He'd been something more than a +fool to marry her. The entire business was a farce, from start to +finish; and then he remembered that nearly every farce ends in +someone's tragedy. + +He was interrupted in his bitterness by a shout from up-river. While +they had been all engaged in watching the northeast, a swift canoe, +carrying two men, had stolen in from the west. It was approaching the +pier; before he had time to get down, its occupants had landed and +were shaking hands with Beorn effusively, emitting low, hoarse cries +of "Watchee. Watchee." + +As he descended the mound, he scanned their travelling outfit, that he +might guess their errand. They carried no cargo, nor was their canoe +the broad-built, slate-coloured conveyance of the Hudson Bay Company; +it was birch-bark, constructed for speed, and carried in the bow a +miniature sail. They must be the bearers of a letter, or of important +verbal tidings. + +He shook hands with them in silence, nor did he ask them at once to +deliver to him their message, well knowing from unhappy experience +that to attempt to hurry an Indian is to cause him to delay. Instead, +he set about doing them favours, that so they might be the more +willing to oblige him. He led the way up to his store and, displaying +to them his wares, told them to choose themselves each a present. +There were gaudy shawls, beflowered muslin dress-lengths, rifles, +watches, clocks, suits of clothing and city head-gear, probably +misfits or the refuse of a bankrupt's stock which Wrath had bought +cheap, all of them long since out of date; there were even battered +dolls and children's toys lying about mixed up with canned goods and +groceries--a miscellaneous array. Arranged along one wall were all the +implements of the trapper's trade and the articles of common use, +such as kettles, pans, enamel cups and plates, coils of rope, etc. +With the inborn thriftlessness of the Indian, at the articles of +essential worth they only glanced, after which they turned aside from +them. Not until an hour had passed did one of the men make up his mind +to take a top-hat for his present, broad-brimmed and dusty, from off +which most of the silk was worn--a relic, perhaps, of the outside +respectability with which one of the Winnipeg partners had been wont +to clothe himself years since, when he went to church and still had +hopes that one day he might live to see himself an honest man. But the +second visitor could find nothing that met with his approval; now that +his companion was owner of the top-hat, he felt that of all things, +sacks of flour, rifles, sails, knives, that was the one and only +present which he would have chosen. Granger was losing patience, +though he did not dare to show it. There were so many tidings which +that letter, if letter it was, might contain--news concerning +Spurling, Strangeways, his mother, Mordaunt. To cut his suspense short +by a few minutes he was willing to pay almost any price. Still the +Indian procrastinated and seemed to be more and more inclined to +become obstinate and offended. Transgressing the usual rule of a +trading-store, he had seated himself on a pile of nets and was +striking a match to light his pipe. + +Granger gazed round his stock in desperation, endeavouring to discover +something, whatever its value, which would be acceptable. + +A sudden inspiration came to him. Reaching up to a shelf, he took down +an oblong box, about nine inches in length, adjusted several parts of +it on the inside, wound it up with a key which was in the back, and +set it on the counter. A whirring, coughing noise was heard, as though +a creature hidden inside was clearing its throat to prevent itself +from choking; after a few seconds of this, a voice, so thin and +whispering that it seemed impossible that it should ever have come +from a person who owned a chest, commenced to sing with an atrocious +perversion of the vowels, + + "Sife in the h'arms of Jesus, + Sife on 'is gentle breast, + There by 'is love o'ershadowed + Sweetly my soul shall rest." + +He cut it short at the end of one verse, for he could endure no more +of that--the tears were in his eyes. Ugly as the dialect was in itself +and often as it had revolted him in former days, there was something +hauntingly pathetic about it when combined with religion, and sung in +Keewatin by that weakling voice; the London voice, shut up in the +mildewed box, was an exile like himself. When he was a child, he had +heard his mother sing those words, and that was at a time when he +believed in the faith which they expressed. For him there was now no +overshadowing God--only a careless, and perhaps unconscious, tyrant. + +But he had accomplished his purpose, for the Indian was won over and +beaming with pleasure. Gramo-phones had not been long introduced into +the district as articles of trade; as yet only the chiefs and most +successful trappers could purchase them. To own one was equivalent to +keeping a butler in civilisation. Seeing the greed in the man's eyes, +he told him that he could have it so soon as he had declared his +business and delivered his message. + +This promise caused the oracle to work. Diving his hand beneath his +shirt, the Indian drew forth a pouch which was slung about his neck, +and, opening it, produced from it a letter. Then snatching up his +play-thing, he and his companion, proud in his top-hat, went outside +to build their fire, and to make their camp, leaving the trader to +himself. + +Granger rose up and made fast the door behind them, so that he might +be undisturbed. Now that he held within his hand the solution to the +problem of their visit, he was willing to postpone the fuller +knowledge lest it should make him sad. Sitting himself down on the +edge of the counter he drew forth his pipe and filled it slowly; and +when that was done, still more slowly commenced searching for a match, +found it at last and kindled the tobacco. He looked at the address; it +was in Wrath's handwriting, but the envelope bore no stamp--it had +evidently been sent up by him in haste over the entire six hundred and +eighty miles by private carrier. That meant that the news was +important, for such means of transit were expensive. Breaking the +seal, he found a letter enclosed, which had been addressed to him in +care of Wrath; it also was unstamped, but it bore in the left-hand +corner the name of his mother's firm of London solicitors. About it +was folded a note from Wrath himself, which read: + + DEAR GRANGER, + + The enclosed letter arrived here by yesterday's mail. + It was accompanied by a letter to myself from some + London lawyers, urging me to deliver it into your hands + in the quickest possible time, regardless of expense. + Carrying out my instructions, I am sending it up to + you by private messengers; heaven knows how long it + would take to get to you, were I to send it any other + way. Of course I shall dock the cost of its transit + from your salary, which means that if you don't have a + good year's trade, I sha'n't have much to pay you. + + Yours, + CHARLES E. WRATH. + +His mother's lawyers! That meant that his mother had relented, and was +anxious to have him home again. His heart leapt at the thought--and +then he remembered that there were Peggy and the death of Strangeways +as obstacles to his return. + +He undid the wrapping of the lawyer's letter and, as he read, the +blood went from his face. It was to tell him, in formal language, that +his mother was dead, and that, if he would fulfil certain conditions, +he was to become heir to the property which she had left. The estate +was valued at fifteen thousand pounds. The conditions were, that he +was to return to England within four months from the writing of this +letter, and take up his permanent residence there. If for any reason +he should be unwilling or unable to agree to these terms, the money +was to be divided among certain charities which his mother had named +in her will. That was all. So the chance for which he had waited had +come at last, and he was unable to take it--and his mother was dead! + +He sat very still and motionless. The flies drummed against the +panes--they also were captives. Outside, across the river, the +whippoorwill continued to cry, demanding entrance into Beorn's body +because it was his soul. Peggy came to the door, tried to open it, +rattled the latch and announced that the meal was ready: he took no +notice of her, and presently she went away. For hours he sat like a +man of stone, making no pretence at thinking; of one fact only was he +aware, that with both hands, for the want of a little patience, he had +thrown away all his chances of return. He was lost--lost--lost. + +As the hours dragged by the flies grew tired of trying to escape, and +the whippoorwill of calling; the whole world fell silent. He wished +that the darkness might come, so that he might hide himself; but in +June time, on the Last Chance River, it is never utterly night. When +the sun has sunk from the sky the sunset lingers, gradually working +round toward the dawn; through the summer months, as if to make amends +for the long dark winter days, it always leaves a little torch of +promise burning somewhere along the horizon. The perpetual brightness +of the world outside seemed to jeer him; it was as careless in its way +as the winter had been of the solitariness of his soul. + +But at last the shadows lengthened in the store, and through the +dusty, cobwebbed window he could see that the sky had grown indigo and +grey. So his mother was dead, and he would never look on her again. +They had not understood one another, and now, with whatever longing he +might desire it, he could never explain. He had abandoned her for the +sake of his father's quest, that he might seek out El Dorado--and this +was the wage of his sacrifice, thirty, perhaps forty long years of +life at Murder Point, shared in the company of a squaw, a hurried +burial one day, and an unnoticed grave. + +He could not accept the conditions set forth in the lawyer's letter +and return to London in the two months which remained--there were the +Mounted Police to prevent him, and there was Peggy. He had chosen his +own path in life, and he must follow it without complaint to the +bitter end. He tried to think himself back into the opinion of the +morning, when he had fancied that he preferred the Last Chance River +to any other place. He could not think that now; he knew that it was +no more than a consoling lie. Then he ceased to think and grew drowsy. + +He was aroused by the faint and far-away sound of singing. The dusk +had gathered and it must be nearing midnight. He was stiff from +sitting so long in a cramped position; he rose to his feet and rubbed +his eyes. The window was ruddy with the shifting light of the Indians' +camp-fire; occasionally, when the flame shot up, its brightness stole +across the ceiling and illumined the walls of the store. He listened; +the tune that was sung seemed to him familiar and puzzled him, for he +was not fully awake. Drifting through the stillness of the northern +twilight, at an hour when even the beasts of the forests held their +breath because of God's nearness and His solemnity, there reached his +ears the vulgar strutting tones of a music-hall singer's voice: + + "As I walked through Leicester Square + With my most magnificent air, + You should hear the girls declare + 'Why, he's a millionaire;' + And they turn around and sigh, + And they wink the other eye, + 'He's the man that broke the bank at Monte Carlo.'" + +The coarse suggestiveness of the words, the cheap passions which they +implied, the leer and pomposity with which they had been uttered by +the comedian, the unhealthy, narrow-chested, pavement-bred audience +by which the effort had been greeted with applause, the total +uncleanness and unnaturalness of city-life, came vividly home to him. + +He did not stop to reason, or to trace his repugnance to its +source--to his native hostility to the impurity and strengthlessness +of multitudes of creatures who arrogantly boast that they are +civilised--he was too angry for that. He was only conscious that a +vain and impertinent echo of the town had, by his instrumentality, +found its way into and vilified the secret refuge of God's austerity. +Tearing back the bolts from the storehouse door and lifting the latch, +he rushed out into the cool half-light. + +Half-way between himself and the pier he saw the Indians' camp-fire, +with four figures squatting round, two of which were Peggy's and +Beorn's. Running down the descent, he burst into their midst, seized +the offending gramophone and crushed it down with his heel into the +flames. His foot was scorched, but he did not care for that. When his +work was accomplished, turning savagely upon his spectators he said, +"I'll teach you to offend God's silence," and strode away, leaving +them staring after him through the shadows, terrified and amazed. +Suddenly he returned; there was a gentler look upon his face. Going up +to where Peggy sat, he took her by the hand, and, without a word, led +her out of the circle of firelight towards the shack. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +THE DEAD SOUL SPEAKS OUT + + +The Man with the Dead Soul was drunk, heartily and shamelessly drunk; +Granger, the contriver of his condition, sat facing him, impatiently +waiting to see whether that was true which the Indians said, that, +when drink had subdued his body, his soul returned for a little space. + +The nominal occasion of the carousal was the home-coming of Eyelids +and, as Granger had subtly put it, "the celebration of his own +entrance into the family of Ericsen." However, in a country from which +there is no means of escape, save through the magic doors of +imagination, and where men get so bored with themselves, and their +environment, and one another, that they are willing to seek a +temporary release by drinking such noxious drugs as pain-killer, +essence of ginger, of peppermint, etc., for the sake of the alcohol +which they contain, the only excuse necessary for intoxication is +opportunity. Spirits of any kind are strictly forbidden in Keewatin, +that the Indians may be protected from intemperance; nevertheless, +despite all precautions of the Mounted Police, a certain quantity +finds its way up in disguised forms, or smuggled in sacks of flour and +bales of traders' merchandise. + +Granger, being well aware that the fool says with his lips what the +wise man knows in his heart, had determined that both the menfolk of +his adopted house should play the fool that night. Whatever Beorn and +Eyelids might do or say, and however intoxicated they might become, he +had planned for himself that he would keep quite sober, with his wits +about him, that he might recall next day what they had done and said +when thus taken off their guard. There were two problems which he was +anxious to solve; the first, the reason for his brother-in-law's long +delay; the second, what it was that they watched for with such +eagerness, and waved to at the bend. + +The latter problem had become still more perplexing since Eyelids' +return that morning, for in the afternoon, when they were sitting +together outside the shack, he also had seen something down-river, +and, following his father's and sister's example, had risen to his +feet, commenced to wave, and, when it had disappeared, had inquired, +"Who was that fellow?" Straightway Beorn had scowled him into silence, +and Peggy, leaning over, had whispered some words in a Cree-dialect, +which Granger did not understand; whereupon an expression of fear and +wonder had come into Eyelids' face. When Granger, having taken him +apart, had asked him for an explanation, he had only shaken his head +stupidly, saying that he must have been mistaken, and that there was +nothing there. This was manifestly false, for during all the remaining +portion of the daylight his eyes had kept continually furtively +returning down-river towards the bend. + +The fact that he also had seen something, did away with Granger's +supposition that it was to her brother, lurking in the vicinity, that +Peggy had signalled with her hand--and made him the more curious to +know the real cause. Could it be Spurling, he wondered, who had made +a compact with them and lay in hiding there? If that was so, then what +had been the reason of Eyelids' delay,--for he had not stayed to +collect any caches of furs, but had come back empty-handed, walking by +the river-bank. He had watched to see whether anyone had put out from +the store to leave provisions at the bend; but no one had been there, +unless at a time when he slept. His passion to share the secret had +become all-consuming, as curiosity must when it works in the mind of a +lonely man. To this end he had shadowed Eyelids all that day, giving +him no opportunity for private talk with his family, and, finally, had +prepared this trap of a drinking-bout, hoping that someone might +commit himself. As yet he had this to his advantage, that the +half-breed, though he had witnessed the signals, was almost as +ignorant as himself as to their real purport, and was therefore, +probably, just as curious. + +They were sitting in a room, empty and comfortless, which was built on +to the end of the oblong which comprised the store. Its walls were +damp, and the news-papers, with which they had been covered, sagged +down from the boards like monstrous goitres. It had one window, which +looked riverwards, across whose panes, dust and cobweb smirched, a +muslin curtain had been hung by a previous agent, who was reputed to +have drunk himself to death. This was its only attempt at decoration, +save for a faded photo of a girl attired in early Victorian dress, +across the right-hand corner of which was scrawled, "Yours, with love, +from Gertrude." She looked a good girl, and Granger felt sorry for her +because, by the ordinary laws of nature, she had probably been dead +for many years; and he also felt sorry for her because he was certain +that the man who had placed her picture there had gone away and +disappointed her in her love. + +Perhaps he had been the agent who, sitting there night after night, +gazing upon her portrait, torturing himself with memories of the +happiness which he had lost, had drunk himself to death. If that was +so, she had had her revenge. Going closer, he saw that the +photographer's name was recorded there, "Joseph Dean, New Bedford, +Mass." So she had been a New Englander, and her lover, whoever he was, +had probably started life as a sailor in the whaling fleet which at +that time set out annually from New Bedford for the North. In Keewatin +the memories of men for their neighbours, especially if they happen to +be private traders, are very short. + +The room contained little furniture. There was a wooden shelf, knocked +together out of packing-cases, which ran along one side of the wall +and had probably done service as a bed. There was an upturned box, on +which a man might seat himself; and a low three-legged stool which +would serve as a table--that was all. In imitation of the no more +lavish accommodation set apart for single men at the Hudson Bay +Company's forts, the room was commonly known as Bachelors' Hall. The +door was fast-shut; the curtain was half-drawn before the window, +shutting out the long-tarrying June twilight; the three men had been +there together for four hours, and as yet nothing of importance had +transpired, and no word had been spoken. + +Eyelids, with his lashless lids (hence his sobriquet) half-closed, +squatted on the floor, Indian fashion, directing his pipe to his mouth +with uncertain hand. The other hand fumbled continually in his +breast, as if he kept something hidden there. Granger wondered what it +was. + +Beorn sprawled his great length of legs along the shelf, his back and +head resting against the wall. His eyes were very bright, and a long +and ugly scar, which extended from the right of his forehead to his +lower jaw, and which Granger did not remember to have noticed before, +showed swollen and red through the tangled mass of his grey beard. His +pipe also was in his mouth, but his hand was still steady. Under the +influence of drink a new intentness had come into his face, all his +features seemed to be more keen and pointed. Every now and again he +would remove his pipe, as if he were about to break into speech; then, +either through laziness or from the tyranny of his habitual caution, +he would replace it and, as it seemed to Granger, relapse into +memories. He watched him closely, and he thought he saw the elation of +old successes, and emotions of forgotten defeats, flit across his +countenance. Granger himself was quite sober, having only pretended to +drink; if he sat a trifle huddled on his box and lurched unsteadily, +it was only that he might keep his companions unsuspicious. + +On the crazy little stool between them stood a candle from which the +wax occasionally dripped, so that for a moment the flame would die +down, causing the shadows to shorten. A jam-jar did service as a +tumbler; there was one between the three of them, which meant that +they had to drink quickly in order not to keep the next man waiting. +Granger served out the whisky, and he served it neat--when men are +intent on getting drunk they do not procrastinate by adding water. + +Eyelids was getting more and more peaceful and foolish, smiling first +to himself and then slily to Granger, as though he had some very happy +knowledge which he was burning to communicate. At last he pulled out +his hand from his shirt, and there was something in it. Beorn, raised +three feet from the floor on his shelf, could not see what his son was +doing, nor did he care; he was reliving the past, when there was no +Eyelids. + +But Granger watched; the fingers opened a trifle and revealed the +shining of something yellow. Quick as thought, before the fingers +could close over it again, he pretended to lose his balance, and, +shooting out his foot as if to save himself, sent the yellow lump +flying from the half-breed's palm. It shot into the air, fell with a +thud, and rolled scintillating into the darkness across the boarded +floor. Before he could be detained, Granger had sprung after it and +held it in his hand. He faced round, ready to defend himself; but +there was no necessity. Eyelids, having attempted to rise and having +found that his legs would not carry him, had sunk back to his +squatting position on the floor, where he was smiling foolishly and +nodding his head as much as to say, "I've been telling you all +evening, but you would not believe me; now I have proved my word!" + +Beorn was sitting upright on his shelf, looking at him keenly. As +Granger approached, he held out his hand; Granger placed the yellow +lump in it. + +"Gold," he cried, and his eyes flashed; "a river nugget!" Then +weighing it carefully, "Three ounces," he said; "it's worth about +forty dollars." + +"How do you know that?" asked Granger. "Was it river gold that you +found on the Comstock? I thought that it was quartz." + +"It was quartz afterwards, but nuggets and dust first." Then, +remembering himself, he asked suspiciously, "But what d'you know about +it?" + +"I ought to know something," Granger replied, speaking thickly and +shamming intoxication; "I ought to know something; I was one of the +first men in on the Klondike gold-rush." + +"Damn it! So you were one of the Klondike men? Tell me about it." + +Granger had intended to spin him a yarn about great bonanzas in Yukon, +which he had discovered. It was to have been a hard-luck tale of +claims which had been stolen, and claims which had been jumped, and +claims which had been given away for a few pounds of flour or slices +of bacon in crises of starvation; but in the presence of the old man's +eagerness, and with the shining nugget of temptation between them, he +drifted unconsciously into straight talk and told him his own true +story. + +At first, while he was feeling his way, he gave the history of Bobbie +Henderson, and Siwash George, and Skookum Jim, the real discoverers of +the Klondike; and of how Bobbie Henderson was done out of his share, +so that he still remained a poor man and prospector when others, who +had come into the Yukon years later, had worked their claims, grown +wealthy, and departed. Then he recited the Iliad of the stampede from +Forty-Mile, when the rumour had spread abroad that Siwash George had +found two-dollars-fifty to the pan at the creek which he had named +"Bonanza"; how drunken men were thrown into open boats, and men who +refused to credit the report were bound hand and foot with ropes by +their friends and compelled to go along, lest they should lose the +chance of a lifetime; and how, where to-day Forty-Mile had been a +noisy town, to-morrow it was silent and deserted, with none left save +a few old men and sickly women to tell the story. + +To all of this Beorn listened with small attention, for he kept +muttering to himself, "But how did he know that there was gold there? +How did he discover it?" Granger wondered to whom he was referring--to +his own son, to Siwash George, or to someone else; but he dared not +ask him a leading question lest his suspicion should be aroused. He +went on with his narration feverishly, forgetting in his excitement +his resolution to keep sober, emptying the tumbler of whisky +recklessly, turn and turn about with his companion, waiting and +watching to see whether, in the Indian phrase, the dead soul would +return. When he commenced to speak of himself, of his passage from +Skaguay to Dawson, of the wealth which he found and lost at Drunkman's +Shallows, and of his flight, Beorn became interested; his eyes blazed +and every few seconds he would give him encouragement, ejaculating +hoarsely, "Go on. Go on." + +So he carried his history to an end with a rush, for now he knew that +the dead soul had come back. He finished with the sentence, "And then +I went to Wrath, for I was nearly starving. 'For God's sake, man, give +me some employment,' I said. 'I can't steal; they'd put me in gaol for +that, and so I should disgrace my mother. And I can't cut throats for +bread, for then I should get hanged. But, if I have to endure this +agony much longer, I shall do both.' And his reply was to send me up +here, to this ice-cold hell of snow and silence, to mind his store and +watch the Last Chance River flowing on and on, until the day of my +death. God curse the reptile and his charity." + +The Man with the Dead Soul turned his head aside and there was silence +for a moment. Then, bending down and having assured himself that +Eyelids was asleep. "I've known all that," he said; "but, unlike you, +I did more 'an intend--I killed my man. I guess you an' I are o' one +family now, so there's no harm in tellin'. I don't just remember who +you are, nor how we happen to be here this night; but you placed that +gold in my hand, so I reckon you're all right. You ain't a Mormon, are +you?" he asked abruptly. + +Granger, taken aback by the question, smiled slowly and shook his +head. + +"Well, then, I'd have you to know," Beorn continued, "that I was +brought up in the Mormon faith. One o' the earliest memories I have is +o' the massacre o' the Latter-Day Saints at Gallatin, when Governor +Boggs issued his order that we should be exterminated an' driven out. +I can still see the soldiery ridin' up an' down, pillagin' our city, +insultin' our womenfolk, an' cuttin' down our men. I can just remember +the misery o' the winter through which we fled, an' the tightness o' +my mother's arms about me as we crossed the Mississippi, goin' into +Illinois for safety. From my earliest childhood my mind has bin made +accustomed to travellin's, an' privations, an' deeds o' blood. That's +the sort o' man I am. + +"It was six years after the Gallatin affair, when our city o' Nauvoo +had been founded, that the mob once more rose agin us an' murdered our +prophets, an' placed our lives in danger. Again we fled, crossin' the +Mississippi on the ice, till we gained a breathin' space at Council +Bluffs. A year after that, under Brigham Young, we passed through the +Rockies to the Great Salt Lake an' came to rest. All this persecootion +caused our people to become a hard an' bitter race; but I'd have been +true to 'em if it hadn't bin for my mother, an' the manner o' her +death. How did she die? Don't ask me, for I can't tell you. She was a +Swede, a kind o' white slave, who was kept with several other women by +my father. She went out one day, an' never came back. I believe she'd +got heartsick, an' was plannin' t' escape with a feller o' her own +nationality, a newcomer. Anyhow, when I asked my father about her, he +threatened me into silence. He was a priest o' the order o' +Melchizedek, a powerful man among the prophets. From that hour I hated +Mormonism, an' determined t' escape whenever my chance occurred. It +came sooner 'an I expected. + +"The Californian gold-rush had robbed the Saints o' the seaboard to +which they was hopin' to lay claim. They began to get nervous lest the +southern territories, from Salt Lake to the Mexican frontier, might +also be lost to 'em if they didn't do something so they organised the +State of Deseret, an' sent out expeditions to take it up before it +could fall into the Gentiles' hands. My father, I believe, had grown +'fraid o' me, lest I should take his life; so he had me included in +the first expedition, which consisted o' eighty men, an' was sent to +garrison a Mormon station in Carson Valley, Nevada. + +"I've allaws had a nose for gold, an' we hadn't bin there a month +before I'd discovered an' washed out a little dust from a neighbourin' +gulch. I kept my secret to myself, an' when I'd gathered enough, +bought provisions, stole a horse, an' ran away, escapin' over the +Sierras into California, where I hoped that the Mormons, an' +especially my father, would lose all trace o' me an' give me up for +dead. For eight years I drifted along the coast from camp to camp, +but didn't have much luck. I even went so far south as Mexico, where I +laboured in the silver mines an' learned the Mexican method o' +crushin' quartz with arrastras. + +"All this time I was haunted by the memory o' the gold which I'd +washed out in Carson Valley; the more I thought about it, the more +certain I was that untold riches lay buried there. However, I was +fearful to return, lest I should fall into the clutches o' the +priesthood o' Melchizedek or o' the spies o' Brigham Young. I was an +apostate, an' my father was my enemy; I knew that, should I once be +recovered by the Mormons, no mercy would be shown me. At last the news +came that the struggle o' the Saints for possession o' Nevada had been +given up, an' that messengers had bin sent out from Salt Lake biddin' +all emigrants return. For eight years I'd bin unmolested; I thought +that I'd bin forgotten, an' that it was safe to turn my steps +eastward. + +"I travelled day an' night to get back to my first discovery; I was +tortured wi' the thought that before I got there someone might have +rediscovered it, an' have staked it out. I'd crossed the Sierras, an' +was within a two-days' journey o' my destination, when I came to a +lonely valley as the sun was settin', an' there I camped. The place +looked God-forsaken; there was nothin' in sight but rocks, an' sand, +an' sage-brush. I lit my fire, an' tethered my horse, an', being +dog-tired, was soon asleep. Suddenly I woke up, an' was conscious o' +footsteps goin' stealthily, away from me into the darkness. I jumped +to my feet an' seized my gun; but my eyes were dazed with sleep an' +firelight so that I could see nothin'. I ran out into the shadows, +followin' the footsteps, but, before I could come up with 'em, their +sound had changed to that o' a horse, gallopin' northward, growin' +fainter and fainter. + +"I returned to my camp an' examined my baggage; nothin' was missin', +not even the gold which I'd carried--all seemed safe. I sat up an' +watched till daybreak, an', havin' snatched a hasty breakfast, +commenced t' pack my animal. Then it was that I discovered, slipped +beneath a strap o' my saddle, a sheet o' paper. Unfoldin' it, I saw +that it was scrawled over in a rude an' almost unreadable hand. This +was what it said, 'This demand of ours shall remain uncancelled, an' +shall be to you as was the Ark o' God among the Philistines. Unless +you return to your father's house an' to the people o' your father's +faith, you shall be visited by the Lord o' Hosts wi' thunder an' wi' +earthquakes, wi' floods, wi' pestilence, wi' famine, an' wi' +bloodshed, until the day of your death, when your name shall not be +known among men.' + +"I was seized with panic, for then I knew that the spies o' Mormon had +traced me. But I wouldn't turn back, for I knew that the treasure for +which I had waited, as Jacob waited for Rachel, lay straight ahead. So +I rode forward, tremblin' as I went, carryin' my gun in my hand. At +the end o' the second day I came t' Johntown, an' found that many +things had changed since I had left. There were a dozen shanties in +the town; these were occupied wi' gamblers, storekeepers, an' +liquor-sellers, includin' two white women an' Sarah Winnemucca, the +Piute princess. But the placer-miners had been at work, an' the +gulches were dotted with the tents an' dugouts o' men who had +discovered my secret for themselves. Thomas Paige Comstock was in the +gang, the man who gave his name to the first great strike. They +called 'im Old Pancake, 'cause he was too busy searchin' for gold to +bake bread. Even at that time, as wi' spoon in hand he stirred the +pancake batter, he kept his eyes on the crest o' some distant peak, +an' was lost in dreams o' avarice. + +"I hadn't bin there long before I took up wi' a feller named Peter +O'Riley, an' we became pards. We determined to try our luck in the +Walker River Mountains, where some new placers had bin started; but we +hadn't got the money, so we agreed t' work a claim in Six-Mile Canon +till we'd taken out enough dust t' pay for an outfit. We dug a trench +straight up the hillside, by Old Man Caldwell's Spring, through blue +clay an' a yellowish kind o' gravel. But the spring wasted down the +slope, so we stopped work on the trench an' commenced to sink a pit to +collect the water an' make a reservoir. We hadn't sunk more 'an four +feet when we struck a darker an' heavier soil, which sparkled as we +shovelled it above ground. We washed out a panful, an' found that the +bottom was fairly covered in gold. This was the top o' the famous +Ophir, had we only known it. We jumped to our feet an' shouted, for it +was the richest placer that had as yet bin found. We gave up our +notion o' the Walker River, an' I began to laugh int' myself at the +Mormon threat, that I should suffer from all the plagues o' Egypt, an' +die an unknown man. We were rich--rich--rich. + +"Just as we were finishin' our day's work, Old Pancake rides up. He'd +bin lookin' for a mustang that he'd lost, an' came gallopin' over the +ridge, with his long legs brushin' the sage tops. We tried to hide our +discovery, but his eyes were too sharp for that. He saw the gold from +our last clean-up glistenin' in the bottom o' the pan, as the sunset +lit on it. 'You've struck it, boys,' he cried. + +"Jumpin' from his horse, he went down into the pit t' examine for +hisself. He stayed down there some time; when he come up his face was +grave. He'd done a lot of thinkin' in a very short while. He sat down +on the hillside, an' was silent for so long that we began to suspect +there was somethin' up. + +"At last he said, 'Now, see here, boys, this spring was old man +Caldwell's. I an' Manny Penrod bought his claim last winter, an' we +sold a tenth to Old Virginia th' other day. If you two fellers'll let +Manny an' myself in on equal shares, it's all right; if not, it's all +wrong.' + +"We were a bit afraid o' Old Pancake; he'd bin longer in the district +'an we had. We didn't think to doubt his word, though, as we +afterwards discovered, every word that he spoke was false. Anyhow, +after a lot 'o argiment, we agreed to let him an' Manny Penrod in on +the terms which he'd suggested. That was the beginnin' o' the Johntown +gold-rush, an' I, for the second time, was one o' the discoverers. At +first we named the place Pleasant Hill Camp, an' I can tell you it was +mighty pleasant to be takin' out a thousand dollars a day per man. But +later, when a city commenced t' spring up, it was necessary t' find +some other name. We quarrelled a good deal about what we'd call it; +but one night, when Old Virginia was goin' home with the boys drunk, +carryin' a bottle o' whisky in 'is hand, he stumbled as he reached his +cabin, an' the bottle fell an' was broke. Risin' to his knees, with +the neck o' the bottle held fast in 'is hand, he coughed out, 'I +baptise this ground Virginia town.' An' so Virginia town, which was +afterwards changed t' city, the handful o' shanties was named. + +"For all that my prospects were lookin' so rosy, I was really havin' +bad luck. Day after day, I was throwin' away wagon-loads o' 'blue +stuff,' as all th' other miners were doin', an' as those who had gone +before us had done--we damned it, an' didn't know its value. A month +after I'd sold out, a feller had some o' it assayed, an' it was found +to be worth nearly seven thousand dollars in gold an' silver per ton. + +"I guess that curse o' the Mormons was more powerful 'an it seemed at +first sight--it's followed me through life an' ruined all the men with +whom I've come in touch. Old Virginia was thrown from his horse, an' +killed while drunk. O'Riley sold out his share for forty thousand +dollars, the bulk o' which he spent in wildcat speculations, so that, +what wi' disappointment an' loss, he finished out his days in a +madhouse. Penrod sold for eight thousand, an' soon spent everything he +had. Old Pancake sold for eleven thousand, an' lost every dollar. +Then, gettin' sick o' seein' other fellers grow rich out o' what had +bin his, he wandered off prospecting an' blew out his brains wi' his +own gun in the mountains o' Montana. A chap named Hansard, one o' our +first millionaires, died a pauper an' was buried at the public +expense. As for myself, you can see what I've become--the Man wi' the +Dead Soul." + +He paused, and looked round at Granger. "_The Man wi' the Dead Soul_," +he repeated, "that's what I am. When I die, my name will not be known +among men." + +"I don't suppose there's any of us'll be remembered long," said +Granger. "There's a man out there on the bend; I was at Oxford with +him. He was one of the finest oars that England ever had. The papers +were full of him once. A sporting edition never came out but . . ." + +He was interrupted. "Pass the whisky," Beorn said; "if we're goin' to +be forgot, it don't much matter what we do or have done; an' we may as +well forget." + +He swallowed the spirit greedily at one quick gulp. "Where'd I got to? +Oh, yes, I'd sold out my claim for money down, an' made a fool o' +myself. You see I thought that my find was a gash-vein an' would soon +peter out, an' that I was doin' somethin' mighty clever to sell at +all. Instead o' which, I'd only skimmed the surface an' hadn't gone +deep enough. The men who bought from us sank down till they came to +the main lode, an' then there was the discovery o' what that 'blue +stuff,' which we'd bin throwin' away, was really worth; from them two +causes came the Washoe gold-rush. You never saw anythin' like that, +not even in the Klondike. It was maddenin' for me to stand by an' +watch these men, who'd come from a thousand miles east an' west, just +t' handle the pickin's o' the wealth which I had once possessed an' +hadn't had the sense to know about. They lived in tents, an' huts, an' +holes in the hillsides, an' paid seventy-five cents for a pound o' +flour, in the hopes that, when the summer 'ad come, they might get a +chance to prospect. + +"Before winter 'ad gone, they was leadin' strings o' mules across the +mountains, on blankets spread above the snow, that they might get +provisions in an' prevent us from starvin'. An' I, the feller as +they'd come to rob, had to sit still an' watch it all. + +"Before the roads were fit for travel, all the world was journeyin' +towards us. There were Irishmen, pushin' wheelbarrows; an' Mexicans +with burros; an' German miners, an' French, an' English, an' Swedes, +ploddin' through the mud across the Sierras with their tools upon +their backs; there were organ-grinders an' Jew pedlars, an' women +dressed as men, all comin' to Virginia City to claim the gold which I +'ad lost. I sat every day idly watchin' their approach, an' I hated +them. I'd begun to believe in the Mormon's curse, an' to let things +slide. There didn't seem to be much sense in stakin' out a new +claim--if I made another fortune, I felt certain that I'd surely lose +it all. + +"Along wi' the adventurers an' prospectors came desperadoes, who +intended to make their fortune at the gun's point, by shootin' +straight! There was the Tombstone Terror, an' the Bad Man from Bodie, +an' Sam Brown, the greatest bully o' them all. One night a half-witted +feller asked him how many men he'd chopped. 'Ninety-nine,' says Sam, +'an' you're the hundredth.' He seizes him by the neck an' rips him to +pieces wi' his bowie-knife. Then he lay down an' went to sleep on the +billiard table, while the father gathered up what remained o' his son +from the floor. + +"An' there was El Dorado Johnny, who, whenever he was goin' to shoot a +man, bought a new suit o' clothes an' had a shave, an' got his hair +cut an' his boots polished so that, in case there was any mistake, he +might make a handsome corpse. These were some o' the men that I lived +among, an', like God, I said nothin' to any of 'em, but watched an' +was interested in 'em all. + +"I suppose I enjoyed myself, for I couldn't help laughin' quietly at +their expense. 'What went ye out for to seek?' I would ask as, sittin' +by the outskirts o' the town, I saw this army o' men an' women +struggle in from the mountain trail. An' then I'd answer myself, 'We +have come that we may dig out gold, that others may take it from us. +We have come to exchange our health an' hope for disease an' +disappointment. We have come to gain all the world, which we shall not +gain--an' to lose our own souls.' + +"I tell you, it's mighty strange to think o' where all the gold, which +those brave chaps o' the Old Virginia days dug out, has gone. Some o' +it's been made into a necklace t' hang about a lady's throat; and some +o' it's gone to Rome t' gild a cross; and some o' it's been made into +a weddin' ring that a young girl might get married. I don't suppose +the folk in the old lands ever think of how far the gold which they +wear has travelled, nor how many have died in its gettin'. Some, which +'as bin made into a watch and goes to the city every day, may have +come from King Solomon's mines in ships o' Tarshish; an' the king may +have worn it hisself in his temple, or have given it away to the +dark-skinned girl that he wrote that song about. + +"When I thought o' these things in Old Virginia, it made me sort o' +happy, so that I didn't mind what the Mormons 'ad said. Time seemed so +endless, an' life so short, that I didn't seem called on to worry +myself--only t' watch. If I found a new claim which panned out rich, I +didn't work it myself; for I knew that, though I seemed lucky, I +should end unlucky. An' I didn't tell anyone else about it; an' if +they found it out for theirselves, I was angry. I'd found the Ophir, +an' hadn't made anythin' out o' it--that was a big enough present for +one man to make to his world. + +"So I just looked on, an' saw the fools rushin' in who expected to +pile up fortunes. And I saw the camels comin' in an' out, carryin' +salt to Virginia from the desert. They'd bin brought from Asia, an' I +could see that they felt as I felt, an' despised the greed an' hurry +o' what was goin' on. Later some of 'em got so disgusted that they +escaped from their drivers--at that time they was bein' used in +Arizona t' carry ore. I've often smiled when I've fancied the terror +o' some lone prospector, should one o' them long-legged brutes poke up +his nose above a ridge where gold had just been found, and sniff +scornfully down on the feller. Some o' them camels may be still livin' +an' doin' it at this very minute." + +Beorn opened his jaws wide and laughed. Granger had never heard him +laugh before, and the sound was not pleasant. There was nothing of +mirth about the man or in anything that he said--there was only +disappointment and scorn. His bitterness became horrible when he +pretended to be merry. "He that sitteth in the heavens shall laugh; +the Lord shall have them in derision." It was like the thunderous +scoffing of the Lord God of the Hebrews. + +The candle had gone out, and the eerie light of the northland dawn, +drifting into the room through the little space of window that was +uncovered, made him and his companion look old and comfortless. But he +was anxious to hear the last of the story before the soul departed, so +he said, "And how was it that you left the Comstock Mines and came +into Keewatin?" + +"I told you that I'd done what you intended, that I killed a man. I +did more 'an that, I killed many. You see, at that time there was no +proper minin' law in America; so when men got t'quarrellin', they +soon took t' fightin'. So long as the Comstock was only +placer-minin', we knew what we were about, an' there was no +trespassin', but when we took t' tunnelling', it wasn't long before we +was borin' under one another's ledges. The Comstock veins, startin' +near the surface, dipped toward the west, an' therefore the first +great conflict came with the nearest line o' claims t' the westward. +The ledges here were very rich an' almost perpendicular, an' so the +slopin' shafts o' the Ophir, Mexican, etc., soon ran int' the vertical +shafts on the 'middle lead.' + +"The earliest case t' be tried, which I remember, was that o' the +Ophir against McCall. The court met in a stable, an' each side come +armed. One witness was shot at several times as he was ridin' +homeward, down a ravine at nightfall. Party spirit ran too high, an' +the danger o' bringin' in a unanimous verdict was too great for any +jury t' risk their lives by comin' to an agreement. There was no +justice; so there was nothin' left but to fight it out, the same as +when nations go to war. An' what were they goin' to fight about? A +metal which was only val'able because o' its rarity--which had no +value in itself, an' couldn't help men t' godliness; one which you +couldn't make an engine out o', nor a plough, nor even a sword, +because it was too soft. But in order to possess it, they was goin' to +take each other's lives. I, an' every other man in that town, had +thrown away or were throwin' away our souls for a thing which was +truly worthless. + +"One night as I slept, I heard a voice callin' to me an' sayin', 'I +will make a man more precious than gold; even a man than the golden +wedge o' Ophir. Therefore I will shake the heavens, an' the earth +shall remove out o' her place, in th' wrath o' the Lord o' Hosts, an' +in the day o' his fierce anger.' I heard that voice callin' to me not +once, but several times; an' when I woke up, an' walked through the +town, an' saw the men o' the Ophir preparin' to shoot down the men o' +the McCall, I could still hear the voice repeating, 'Even a man than +the golden wedge o' Ophir.' + +"I went back to my shanty, an' found my Bible, an' read it many days, +never stirrin' out. I remember there was one passage that seemed to +accuse myself, an' to explain my own failure--'If I have made gold my +hope, or have said to the fine gold, "Thou art my confidence"; if I +rejoiced because my wealth was great, an' because mine hand had gotten +much; if I beheld the sun when it shined, or the moon walkin' in +brightness, an' my heart hath been secretly enticed, or my mouth hath +kissed my hand: this also were an iniquity to be punished by the +judge, for I should have denied the God that is above.' + +"I'd done all that. When I'd looked at the sun, I'd seen gold; when +I'd looked at the moon, I'd thought of silver; an' when I'd found both +the silver an' the gold in the Ophir, by Old Man Caldwell's Spring, my +mouth had kissed my own hand--an' not God's. An' what I'd done, every +one else was doin' in Virginia City; an' the Lord o' Hosts was angry, +an' that was why men were killin' one another. So, when I'd sat still +an' figured it all out, I said, 'God spoke to me because I'm the one +man on the Comstock who, when he's found gold, tries to bury it; an' +He spoke to me because He wants me to join with Him, an' help Him to +shake the heavens.' So out I walked, day after day, an' watched things +growin' from bad to worse; an' when I'd seen all I wanted, I come +home an' read my Bible--I knew that when God had need o' me He would +send His messenger. + +"One night a miner come to my cabin, an' he said, 'Are you ready to +fight for the Fair-Haired Annie?' + +"'I'm ready,' I said, 'but what's it all about?' + +"'From a drift, a hundred feet down,' said he, 'that we're workin' on +at present, we can hear the picks o' the Bloody Thunder drawin' nearer +an' nearer; they'll break through to-morrer into one o' our ledges.' + +"'What then?' I asked. + +"'We're goin' to have a band o' men waitin' for 'em in the dark on our +side o' the ledge, an' everyone o' those men is goin' to be armed. The +moment that the picks o' the Bloody Thunder drive through an' the wall +goes down, the men o' the Fair-Haired Annie are goin' to fire.' + +"'All right,' I said. 'I'm wi' you. I'll be there.' + +"So next day I, an' twenty other men, were lowered down the shaft; an' +before we saw daylight again, the Fair-Haired Annie an' the Bloody +Thunder had gone to war. That was the first o' the underground fights +which took place on the Comstock. I picked my men, and paid 'em ten +dollars a day, an' called my gang 'The Avengers o' the Lord.' No one +'cept myself knew what that meant, but they learnt t' fear us, for we +fought to the death. Often when I was waitin' in the dark, listenin' +to the sound o' the rival miners comin' nearer, I would repeat to +myself the words, 'I will make a man more precious 'an gold; even a +man than the golden wedge o' Ophir.' An' when a poor chap lay dyin', I +would say to him those words." + +"So you were sorry for the men you killed?" + +"Oh, I was sorry, though that did small good to 'em. When the Lord's +bent on destroyin', He don't take much account o' persons. When the +first born o' Egypt were slain, He killed the evil wi' the +good--served 'em all alike. But it's heart-breakin' work to be made an +avenger o' the Lord." + +"But I don't understand. What was there to avenge?" + +"What was there to avenge? Why, the sinfulness o' those men, who was +diggin' out the power an' temptation to sin from the place where God +had hidden it. He meant that it should stay there forever; but now +it'll be handed down from generation to generation, as is King +Solomon's gold, temptin' our sons' sons to lose their souls as ours +were lost." + +"And when all the fighting was done, did the soldiers get after you?" +asked Granger. But Beorn's eyes were closing, and the soul was +departing as day returned. Already the sun was leaping above the +horizon, and the sigh of the waking forest was heard. Granger seized +him by the arm and shook him--he had learnt only the least part of +that which he desired to know. "Was it for that crime that you fled, +till you came at last to Keewatin for safety?" he shouted. "Quick, +Beorn, tell me. Why did you go to the Forbidden River?" + +The eyes did not open; but, as if the soul were answering him with a +last warning as it passed out of the door of the body, the lips +stirred, "Ay, man, it's terrible--the things men give for gold." + +The face had become so ashy pale that Granger bent above it, painfully +listening for the intake of the breath, to assure himself that Beorn +was not dead. His clamour had aroused Eyelids; looking down towards +him, he saw that his eyes were wide and motionless, gazing towards +the window with an expression of drunken terror. + +"What's the matter?" he asked sharply. + +The half-breed did not reply, but crouched and pointed with his hand. + +Granger, turning his head and following the direction indicated, +looked towards the triangle of uncovered window-pane, and there saw +the face of a man, gazing hungrily in upon him--yet, not upon him, but +upon the nugget which lay sparkling by Beorn's side upon the shelf. It +was a face that seemed dimly familiar, but thinner and more haggard. +At first it seemed to be his own face--the face of that _self_ from +which he had fled. Then he recognized, and knew that Spurling had +returned. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +SPURLING MAKES A REQUEST + + +There had been a time when Granger had desired to kill Spurling, and, +though latterly he had not consciously wished that he were dead, yet +he resented his reappearance; his presence broke in as a +storm-influence on the stoical quiet which he had attained. This man +stood for so many things which had been sinful and passionate in the +past--things which it had cost him so much even to attempt to forget; +things which he had promised himself that he would forget for Peggy's +sake. And now, because he had chosen to return, it seemed necessary +that he should call to mind the entire tragedy by asking the question, +"When you shot that woman in the Klondike, did you know that she was +not a man? And was she clothed in a woman's dress?" + +Even though he kept silence, any hour Spurling himself might reopen +the subject by inquiring after Strangeways, as to whether he had +pursued farther, as to how he had fared, as to where he was at +present. Granger was by no means certain that he did not already know +that the corporal was dead. He shrank from the discomfort of playing +the accuser again; he shrank still more from making the ugly +confession that he himself was likely to be suspected of having +committed a kindred crime,--a confession which would tend to degrade +him to the level of this man whom he affected to despise. So, from +day to day, he postponed his questions and, in the meanwhile, watched +Spurling narrowly. + +His conduct had been very curious since that morning of his arrival, +when he had announced himself by playing the spy, through the window +of Bachelors' Hall, on the inhabitants of the Point. How long he had +been there, and how much he had heard of what the Man with the Dead +Soul had had to say, kneeling outside in the semi-darkness with his +ear pressed against the pane, Granger had no means of discovering. But +from the first it was clear to him that Spurling and Eyelids were +possessed of a common knowledge, which made them enemies. Perhaps they +had met before near the Forbidden River, and this had been the cause +of Eyelids' delay. + +Under ordinary circumstances, the mystery would soon have been swept +aside by the putting of a single interrogation; but men on the Last +Chance River get out of the habit of asking leading questions; in +their parsimony over words, they prefer to watch and to wait the +reading of the minds of their fellows, and the secreting of their own +motives, is almost their only pastime. So Granger watched and waited. + +In Spurling, so soon as he had been fed and cared for, he was quick to +discover a change. He had become manlier and braver--more like his old +self. He carried himself with a kind of timid pride, as though he knew +himself to be of a greater value than he was likely to be reckoned at +by others; almost as though he were confident that he was possessed of +a claim to merit which, once stated, could not fail to be recognised. +At the same time, there was a distressful hesitancy in his manner, not +unnatural under the circumstances, of a man not sure of his +acceptability. He seemed forever on the point of declaring himself, +and forever thinking better of his decision--postponing his +declaration to a later time. His bearing was an irritating combination +of false humility and suppressed self-assertion. + +Beorn, when he had recovered from his debauch, was as silent, +absorbed, and uncompanionable as ever. He appeared to have retained no +memory of what he had said, and to be quite unconscious of Spurling's +arrival--he had become again in all things the Man with the Dead Soul. + +But with Peggy and Eyelids it was different. Half-breeds as they were, +and, by reason of their Indian blood, instinctive disguisers of +emotion, their aversion for Spurling was plain. Sometimes, when his +back was turned and they thought that they were unobserved, they would +glance swiftly up at one another, and an expression would come into +their eyes, a small pin-point of angry fire, which betokened danger +for the man they hated. Very strangely to Granger, since Spurling's +arrival, they had manifested a great fondness for being in his own +company; one or other of them was never far from his side. Though he +turned upon them angrily, telling them that he wished to be by +himself, they continually disobeyed and, next minute, like faithful +dogs, with apologetic faces, were to be found watching near by. What +was the motive of their conduct? Did they think that he was in danger, +and required protecting? + +But there was a graver happening which he had noticed. With Spurling's +return, he had thought that now certainly he had solved the mystery of +the signalling to the bend. On the first day, however, he had found +himself mistaken. Sitting in the doorway of his store, he had watched +the undesired one go down to the pier, push off in a canoe, and paddle +down-river for a bathe. Quarter of a mile from the bend, he had seen +him back-water, rise to his knees, gaze straight ahead in a startled +manner, and then, turning quickly about, come racing back like one +pursued for his life. Looking round, he had seen that Peggy and +Eyelids were also witnessing these tactics, with expressions which +betrayed their consternation. As he watched, they had raised their +hands and waved. When Spurling had landed, he had been waiting for him +at the pier-head. "What was it that you saw over there?" he asked +sternly. + +Spurling, being panic-stricken, had at first found difficulty in +recovering his voice. Then, "Where? What do you mean?" he had panted. + +Granger, in silence, had pointed northeasterly towards the bend. + +With a nervous laugh, though his face was bloodless, Spurling had +replied, "Nothing. I saw nothing. I just thought that it looked a bit +lonesome, . . . so I turned back." + +Gazing at him attentively, and seeing how he trembled, Granger knew +that he had not answered truly. With a shrug of his shoulders, +twisting round on his heel, he had said sneeringly, "On the Last +Chance River we don't run away from loneliness as though the hangman +were behind us. If we did, we should be running all the time." + +He had not stayed to see the effect of his words, but long afterwards, +when he looked down to the water's edge, Spurling was still sitting +there, with his head between his hands and his body shaking. + +Early one evening, some days later, he came to him and said, "Mr. +Granger," and it sounded oddly from those lips--in the old days, even +in the beginning of their acquaintance, they had never mistered one +another, "Mr. Granger, is there anywhere we can go to be quiet? I have +something very private which I want to say." + +"O yes, there's the whole of Keewatin." + +"But isn't there some place where we shan't be overheard?" + +"We can paddle down to the bend. There's only one man who can hear us +there--and he's in his grave." + +"Not there. Not there," Spurling had cried, trembling with fear and +excitement. + +"Well, then, if you're so particular, you can speak with me here." + +Spurling looked round to where, at a short distance, Eyelids was +diligently idling above a broken net. "Somewhere where we can't be +overheard," he reiterated. At that moment Eyelids turned his head. + +This continual spying on all that he did, the reason for which he +could not comprehend, was getting on Granger's nerves; he felt that it +would be a relief to be alone, even though it meant being alone with +the man whom he had most cause to hate. However, somehow he pitied him +just now; perhaps because of the manner of his address, which had +brought into sharp contrast their present relations with those of +other days. + +"There's the island up-river to the westward, where I keep my dogs in +summer-time; if that will suit your purpose." + +Spurling showed his pleasure at the suggestion, and, hurrying his +steps, led the way down to the river-bank. Getting into a canoe, they +set out towards the west. They had not gone half a mile before they +caught the sound of paddle-strokes behind them. Turning about, they +saw that Eyelids was following. He attempted to loiter, and threw in a +line as if his only intention were to fish. Granger flushed with +anger. Without a word, he commenced to paddle back till they drew +nearly level with the intruder, who pretended to be so engaged in his +pastime as not to notice their approach. Then he cried in a voice that +was choking with rage, "Get back to the Point, you half-breed spy. If +you dare to follow me again, I'll turn you out to-morrow, and you can +take your trade elsewhere." Nor would he proceed farther on his +journey till he had watched his brother-in-law get safe to land; then, +with a twist of the paddle, he brought his own craft round, and +continued towards the sunset. Two miles up-river, in the +middle-stream, stood a rocky island; as yet it was only a dull grey +speck in a pathway of red. + +They pushed on in silence up the straight, dark grove of mysterious +forest. Water-birds were calling in the rushes; at one point, as they +passed, a great bull caribou lifted up his head from drinking, and +regarded them with a look of curiosity, totally void of fear; a heron +drifted slowly over the tree-tops, and disappeared. To Granger, with +even this short distance placed between himself and his customary +associates, there came a sense of release, and with it an instinct for +kindness. As they neared the shore of the island, the huskies +commenced to howl; soon they could see them bunched together on the +shore awaiting their arrival. A dog in the north, even though he has +been imported, is never heard to bark. To hear them at first, a +stranger might suppose that a woman was wearily weeping herself to +death in the forest, because of a grief which was inconsolable. The +wail of the huskies, reaching him at intervals across the expanse of +water, seemed the voice of his own desolation, coming out to meet him. + +The whole world was empty, and he began to feel the need of +friendship. He let his eyes linger on the head and shoulders of the +man in front of him, and remembered with what eagerness long ago, when +awaiting his arrival at some appointed rendezvous, he had striven to +catch sight of him approaching, towering above the littler people of +the London crowd. And now, instead of brief and chance-snatched +moments, they were allowed to pass whole days together; yet, because +of what had happened, they could find no pleasure in one another. +Pleasure! The only sensation which he derived from Spurling's company +was one of intense annoyance. And there had been a time when, if +anyone had dared to tell him that that could ever happen, he would +have denied it with an oath. + +Could it be that the fault was his own, and that he had misjudged this +man? He recalled how, when he had discovered Strangeways' body at the +bend, and had thought it Spurling's, he had bitterly accused himself +of all manner of unkindness. He smiled grimly at the remembrance--it +was human nature to do that. He could quite well imagine that at some +future time, when Spurling was truly dead, he might blame himself +afresh, with an equal bitterness and an equal sincerity. It would be +easy to judge charitably of him then, for he would be beyond power of +working any further mischief to the living. It is fear, not cruelty, +which lies at the root of all uncharitableness. If apprehension were +removed from our lives, it would be possible for the weakest man to +live well. It was the fact that, trusting in God, he took no thought +for the morrow, which enabled Jesus to become Christ. + +Gliding round the island, they came to a sandy cove, which faced the +sunset. There they landed. Lifting the canoe a dozen paces up the +shore and placing it in the scrub, where it might be out of sight, +they struck into the brushwood by a narrow trail, which at once +commenced to climb. After three minutes of travelling, they came out +on to a tall bare rock, to one side of which grew a solitary pine. +From there they could command a view of the river on every side. + +Granger settled himself down, with his back toward his companion, +propping himself against the pine-trunk, with his face towards the +fading light. The huskies gathered hungrily round in a semicircle, +squatting on their haunches, wondering whether the coming of these men +meant that they were going to be fed. The frogs croaked in the river; +the mosquitoes trumpetted about their heads; save for these sounds, +and the continual low murmur of the river, there was absolute quiet. +In this environment, his eyes upon the faery domes and fiery spires of +the western sky, into the inmost mystery of which the Last Chance +River led, that torturing and old desire, which had always made it +impossible for him to enjoy the moment in its flight, again possessed +his mind: he had known it from a child, the ambition to follow, +follow, follow, in the hope that somewhere, perhaps behind the setting +sun, he might arrive at the land of perfectness for which he craved. + +His thoughts were disturbed somewhat brutally by a voice behind. +"Still careless of your life! I see you hav'n't brought your gun with +you. How did you know that it wasn't 'Die,' that I wanted to say?" + +He turned lazily round, and was surprised at the altered expression +which had come into Spurling's face. It was frank and self-reliant, +and, oddly enough, had a look that was almost tender. + +"What made you say that?" Granger inquired. + +Spurling drew nearer. "Well, a fellow had to say something to break +the ice," he replied; "so I thought I might as well give you your +chance of taking the worst impression of me." He paused; then he asked +in a low voice, "You were thinking of London and the old times?" + +Granger nodded his head. + +"I've often done that; I can understand. It was torture to me in the +Yukon, and it was madness to me over there," pointing with his hand to +the northward, where the Forbidden River lay. "What would you say," he +added, "if I were to tell you that it could all come back again?" + +Granger's reply was quiet and calculated, so that it seemed to be +quite within the bounds of courteous conversation. "I think I should +tell you that you lied," he said. + +"But if I should give you proof that not only the old things were +possible, but that El Dorado might come true, and that within a year +we could seek it out together, as we have always planned to do?" + +For answer Granger jerked out his foot, and sent a gaunt grey husky +flying, which had come within his range. It was one of those which +Spurling had left behind over two months ago at Murder Point, when he +had exchanged teams with Granger in his endeavour to escape +Strangeways. Spurling, when he saw it, recognised the meaning which +Granger's action implied. It was as if he had said, "So the old things +are possible, are they, you villain? What about that man whom you say +that you killed, whose body was washed up near Forty-Mile?" He opened +his lips to explain, and then fell silent. It was impossible to excuse +himself in the presence of those wolfish beasts, who had been +witnesses to all the degradation of mind and body which had overtaken +him in that terrible escape. No man could estimate the penalty which +he had had to pay for his moment's folly, except one who had endured +it. When he allowed his memory to dwell upon it, that frenzied rush +across half a continent seemed to have occupied all his life. The +thought of it made him afraid. + +"Good God! And my mother meant me for a minister!" he exclaimed, +burying his face in his hands. + +Granger looked up suspiciously, but he said nothing. + +"No, I never told you that," he continued fiercely, "and I suppose you +don't believe me now. Seems somehow odd to you, I daresay, that Druce +Spurling should ever have thought himself worthy to talk to men about +their souls and Christ. You'd have thought it a good joke if I'd told +you even when you knew me at my best. _When you knew me!_ Bah! You +never knew me; you were always a harsh judge when it came to setting a +value on things which you didn't understand." + +When Granger still kept silent and gave no sign of interest, Spurling +broke out afresh: "Damnation! I tell you you never knew anything about +me. You were always too selfish to take the trouble to get into other +folks' insides; yet you went about complaining that people were +unsympathetic. Here's the difference between us; I may be a scoundrel, +but whatever I've done I've played the man and never blamed anyone +else for my crimes, while you--! You were always a weak dreamer, +depending on others for your strength. You were discontented, but you +never raised your littlest finger in an attempt to make men better. +All you could think of was yourself, and your own ambition to escape. +So though, perhaps, I've sunk to a lower level than you have ever +touched, I want you to know there was once a time when I did reach up +to a nobler and a better." + +Gradually, as he had spoken, there had grown into his voice a +concentrated fury. He was giving utterance to an old grievance over +which he had brooded for many years; as happens frequently in such +cases, only a portion of his complaint could be proved by facts, the +remainder being an overgrowth of embittered imagination. + +His eyes sought out the face of the man whom he accused, but it told +him nothing; he sat there silent, with his head thrown back a little, +unemotional as the distant stretch of cold grey river up which he +gazed. + +The sun had vanished, and the prolonged dusk of the northland was +stealing from out the forest. At length Granger answered him: "It may +be true, and if so, what follows?" + +"Oh, nothing: only I thought I'd tell you this so that one man might +not think too badly of me, if before long I should be called upon to +die. I must have looked a horrid beast when I came to you last April." + +Whether consciously or not, Granger nodded his head, as much as to +say, "You did. Most certainly you did." + +His companion broke into a harsh laugh. "The Reverend Druce Spurling! +How d'you like the sound of it? That's what I might have been to-day, +and a fat lot you care about it." + +To Granger, as he listened, there had come the painful knowledge, +bearing out the accusation that he had never cared for the inward +things of men, that this was the first scrap of confession which +Spurling had ever let fall in his presence. Why, up to that moment he +had not heard a word about his mother, and had certainly never +credited him with a pronounced religious instinct. + +Yes, perhaps that statement, which had sounded so exaggerated at +first, was true; and he was a hard and selfish man. Up to now he'd +excused himself on the score of his superior sensitiveness and +ideality. Probably it was this same error which Père Antoine, in +gentler manner, had tried to point out, when he said, "You will never +help yourself, or the world, by merely being sad. No man ever has. It +is because of your flight from sadness that you have met with all your +dangers. All your life you have spent in striving to escape from +things which are sad." His thoughts travelled back to those earlier +days, when he'd poured out his troubles to Spurling, and told him all +about himself; and always with the assurance that he would be +understood and would gain sympathy. John Granger as he had been then, +now seemed like a complaining child to himself. He was certain that, +were he to be met by that old self to-day, he would have no patience +with him. But Spurling had had patience. + +So, when all was said and done, he must consider himself a pretty +worthless fellow; and, after all, Spurling, despite his blood-stained +hands, was probably the better man. + +"Why Spurling failed to become a parson"--a strange topic for thought +and conversation this, on the Last Chance River at nightfall! + +But Spurling was speaking again, timidly and half to himself. "Suppose +God should brand a mark on our foreheads for every crime which we have +perpetrated, I wonder what kind of beasts we should appear to one +another then?" + +Turning his head, in order that his face might not be seen, Granger +replied, "Much the same kind of beasts, I suspect, as we appear to one +another now." Then, speaking more hurriedly, "It wasn't to talk of +these things, and to ask me that question, that you required me to +come with you to some place where we might be by ourselves. Tell me, +what is it that you want me to do for you? You were good to me once, +and I'm willing to help you in any way that is honourable, and that +isn't too dangerous." + +Spurling laughed shortly, and said, "It isn't your help that I'm +asking; it's you that I'm trying to help. Here, look at that." He +passed something to him. "I didn't act squarely by you in the +Klondike, and I want to make up for it now. When we made that strike +in Drunkman's Shallows, the success of it turned my head; even then, +if you'd not been so impatient, I think I should have come to myself +and have behaved decently. You put my back up with your suspicions, +and by seeming to claim a part of my wealth as though it were yours by +right. But I'm anxious to forget that now." + +In the meanwhile, Granger had been examining the thing which had been +placed in his hands. It was wrapped up carefully in several rags, +which were knotted and tedious to untie. When he had stript them off, +he found that they contained a nugget, somewhat bigger than the one +which Eyelids had shown him, but of the same rounded formation, as +though it had been taken from a river-bed. "Where did you get it?" he +asked excitedly. + +"Where the half-breed got his--from the Forbidden River. Does El +Dorado seem more possible to you now?" + +But Granger was thinking, and he did not answer the question. Suddenly +the dream of his life had become recoverable. He had forgotten Peggy, +and Murder Point, and even Spurling himself. Once more in imagination +he was sailing up the Great Amana, following in his father's track. +Once more he saw, as in Raleigh's day, the deer come down to the +water's side, as if they were used to the keeper's call; and he +watched anxiously ahead lest, in the rounding of the latest bend, the +shining city should meet his sight and the salt expanse of Parima, +from whose shores its towers are said to rise. In his eyes was the +vision of the island near Puna, which Lopez wrote about, with its +silver herb-gardens, and its flowers of gold, and its trees of gold +and of silver; and in his ears was the tinkling music, which the +sea-wind was wont to make as it swept through the metal forest, +causing its branches to clang and its leaves to shake. He was far away +from Keewatin now, making the phantom journey to the land of his +desire. + +"Does El Dorado seem more possible to you now?" + +He turned to Spurling a face which had grown thin with earnestness, +"Druce, tell me quickly," he said, "how long will it take us to get +there?" + +"To get to El Dorado? The answer to that you should know best. But to +get to the place on the Forbidden River where this gold was found? Oh, +about five days." + +"Let us go there at once, then, before Beorn finds us out." + +"Ah, Beorn! The old trapper who put that half-breed on my track!" + +"Did he do that? Tell me about it." + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +MANITOUS AND SHADES OF THE DEPARTED + + +"After I had left you, I journeyed three days to the northward, till I +came to the mouth of the Forbidden River. There I found the cache +which you spoke to me about; but I did not break into it at that time, +as I was still well provided with food and ammunition. Because you had +told me that the Forbidden River was unexplored and never visited, +being haunted by Manitous and shades of the dead, I turned into it and +travelled up it--I thought that I should find safety there. + +"On the second day, just as evening was falling, I saw the flare of a +camp-fire, about two miles ahead. You'll remember that my nerves were +badly shaken when I came to you at Murder Point; and they hadn't been +much improved by those five days of flight through the winter +loneliness. When I saw that light blaze up in the distance, I began to +be afraid--and it wasn't the fear of men that I was thinking about. I +waited until it was utterly night and then, leaving my dogs behind, +stole stealthily forward to prospect. As I drew nearer, I saw that a +hut of boughs had been erected, and that a man was sitting, with his +rifle on his knees, before the fire. He was very old and tall. But I +had no opportunity to get a closer view of him, for, at that moment, +he must have heard me; he put his head on one side to listen, and +rose to his feet. Without the waste of any time, he fired in my +direction. Luckily I had thrown myself flat along the snow, for the +bullet whizzed over my head. He advanced towards me a little way, and +then, thinking that he had been mistaken, went back to his fire, +grumbling to himself, and sat down. The cold ate into my bones, yet I +dared not stir until I was certain that he had gone to sleep. +Presently he arose, looked suspiciously around, piled more wood on his +fire, and went into his hut. + +"I hurried back to where I had left my dogs, harnessed them in and, +leaving the river-bank, travelled into the bush for a distance of +about two miles; there I tied them up, and then returned to the river +by myself, coming out at a point somewhat nearer to the old man's hut. +I lay down behind a clump of trees and waited. Before day had come, I +could hear that he was astir; but he seemed to be almighty busy for a +Keewatin trapper, who was only changing camp. About midday he had made +his preparations, and, stamping out his fire, set out down-stream, in +the direction of the Last Chance River. I knew that in half-an-hour he +must come across my trail, and have his suspicions of the previous +night confirmed. Sure enough, after he had passed my place of hiding +and had got below me about three hundred yards, he struck my tracks. +He pulled up sharply, and wheeled round, as if he could feel that my +eyes were watching him; he threw up his head like an old bull caribou +scenting danger. + +"I had left two trails leading from that point, the one towards his +hut and back again, the other into the bush to where my dogs were +tethered. If he was determined to follow up the latter and to trace me +to my hiding, I was ready for him, and would have the advantage of +knowing his whereabouts, whilst he was ignorant of mine. He must have +been going through some such argument himself, for presently he +whipped up his dogs and, with one last glance across his shoulder, +continued on his journey. When he had vanished, and I had made certain +that he did not intend to return, I went forward to inspect his +abandoned camp. + +"Inside the hut I found that the floor was of earth and below the +snow-level, making evident the fact that it had been erected before +the winter had commenced. When I examined the walls, which were +constructed of boughs and mud, I came to the conclusion that they had +been standing for many years, but had been renewed from time to time. +All this made it clear to me that you had been mistaken in saying that +the Forbidden River had never been travelled. The next thing to +discover was what had brought the old man up there. The earth of the +floor was not packed together, but looked loose and rough, as though +it had been newly dug. This gave me my first clue to the secret. When +I walked above it, it did not sound solid, so I commenced to scrape +away the earth. Six inches down I came to branches of trees spread +crosswise, as though to form a roof to a cellar. Pulling these aside, +after another hour of labour, I looked down into a pit which had been +hollowed out. It was getting dark now, so I lit a fire. + +"I climbed into the pit, by some rudely fashioned stairs which had +been shaped in the side of the wall, and soon found myself on level +footing. Groping about down there, I could feel that the sides were +tunnelled, and had been roughly timbered with the stems of trees. +Going above ground, I fetched a torch and then saw all that I had +commenced to suspect--and a good deal more. + +"Piled up in one corner was an outfit of miner's implements, pans, +axes, spades, picks, etc., and close beside them was a sack of +moose-hide. Whipping out my knife, I cut through the thongs by which +the sack was tied; it lurched over, letting fall a dozen ounces or so +of gold dust. On searching round, I found in another corner a second +sack containing nuggets. When I went about the walls, and pushed my +way into some of the tunnels, I was made certain that I was in one of +the richest placer-mines that I had ever set eyes on. Then I went up +to consider what all this meant. + +"Here was I, a man fleeing for his life, and here was this old man, a +pioneer in an unexplored region, who, for some reason of his own, was +keeping secret the knowledge of his bonanza, yet taking the gold out +all the while. Couldn't I, by making the world a present of his +knowledge, buy back my life? Soon I recognised that that was folly; +the world would accept the present, but it would also demand my life. +There was nothing for it but to act by stealth. If I could once get +out of Keewatin with all these riches, I would be able to purchase my +escape; especially if I should remain in hiding for a year or so, +until the search had been abandoned, and I had been given up for dead. +Then I could sneak out and get to South America, where I was not +known, and commence life afresh. The thought of South America brought +El Dorado to my mind, and then I remembered you, two hundred miles' +distant at Murder Point. 'Why shouldn't I tell Granger?' I said. 'Then +we could both escape, and go in search of El Dorado together, as we +have always planned.'" + +He paused and looked at his companion to see what effect his words had +had. Granger was sitting with his head bent forward, his knees drawn +up and his arms about them, all attention, with a strange look of +hunger in his eyes. "Well, for God's sake don't keep me waiting, +Druce. Go on," he said. + +It was the second time that Granger had called him "Druce" in less +than two hours; he was now certain of his ground. + +"If you are willing to help me, I think we can do as we have always +planned. What do you think about it?" + +"I'm willing to the death. But after you'd discovered the mine, what +did you do then? Did the old man come back?" + +"The next few days I kept a careful lookout, in case I should be +surprised. When nothing happened, I commenced to prospect for myself. +I could not do much as the ground was frozen; but I thawed out some of +the dirt, and gathered a few nuggets of pretty fair size. Then the +river broke up, and I thought that I was safe for at least a time. But +soon my provisions began to run low, so that it became necessary for +me to turn back to the Last Chance River to break open the cache. I +postponed the journey as long as I dared, and at last set out, with +only enough flour and bacon to keep me going for two days. It was hard +travelling, for my dogs were of no use to me, the snow being too moist +for the passage of a sled. I had to work my way along by the +river-bank, through melting drifts and tangled scrub. I dared not +light a fire when I camped at night, lest it should be seen by the old +man, and he should steal up and kill me while I slept. + +"I thought I began to see why he had gone away so meekly, though he +knew that a stranger had found him out and was likely to stumble on +his treasure: so long as I was in hiding, I had had him at a +disadvantage; but now, having gone away quietly without resistance, he +was able to await me under cover at the Forbidden River's mouth, and I +would be the one who would run most risk when we came to an encounter. +He had known that sooner or later I should run short of grub, and be +forced to return to the Last Chance, and to pass by his ambush; all +that he had to do was to await me, for there is but one way out. + +"It took me three days to make the journey and when, as night was +falling, I came in sight of the spit of land which divides the two +rivers, on which the cache had been made, I had exhausted my supply of +rations. I was faint with hunger and perished with cold; but I dared +do nothing to provide for myself until I had made certain that I was +not spied upon. + +"The river-mouth looked deserted enough; on either bank it was bare of +trees--a bald and bleak expanse of withered scrub, affording little +cover. It would be difficult for any man to approach me, without being +seen before he had come within gun-range. I followed along the +left-hand bank, which I had been travelling, till I reached the point +where the Last Chance and Forbidden Rivers join. Gazing up and down +the Last Chance, the same scene of desolation met my eyes; there was +no flash of camp-fire or sign of rising smoke. In the north, from +which quarter the wind was blowing, I could detect no smell of +burning. I began to think that I was safe, and determined to make +short work of breaking into the cache and getting back to the hut +again. Then I awoke to a fact which I had overlooked in my anxiety to +avoid a surprise attack, that the cache was on the right-hand bank and +that I was on the left. + +"The river was flowing rapidly, carrying down tree-trunks and grinding +blocks of ice, so that it seemed impassable. Every now and then the +hurrying mass would jam and pile up, forming a pathway above the +current, but not for so long a time as would allow me to climb across. + +"I'd been going on half-rations for several days in order to make my +food eke out and, consequently, was miserably nourished. A death by +drowning is preferable any day to the slower tortures of starvation; I +made up my mind to cross the river at once, at whatever cost. I began +to forget my fear of the hidden enemy in my eagerness to satisfy my +hunger. + +"Retracing my steps, I walked up-stream, searching for a tree-trunk +which would be of sufficient weight to carry me. I planned to launch +out a quarter of a mile above the point which I wished to make on the +other side, and to trust to the current, and what little steering I +could manage, to get me across. I lost much time in my search, for the +larger logs which had been driven ashore had got wedged, and required +more than one man's strength to refloat them. + +"When I found a trunk of sufficient size, the wind had dropped and a +mist was settling down, which made it difficult for me to see anything +that was not immediately before my eyes. A haunting sensation of +insecurity began to pervade my mind. I hardly know how to describe it; +it was not dread of a physical death, but fear lest my soul might get +lost. Though I was now about to imperil my life, for the preservation +of which, during the last half year, I had made every effort of which +a human being is capable, that seemed to me as nothing when compared +with this new danger. If a man dies, he may live again; but if his +soul is snatched from him, what is there left that can survive? This +was the menace of which I was aware--a menace of spiritual death, to +the cause of which I was drawing nearer through the mist. My whole +desire now was to procure the provisions for which I had made the +journey, and to escape. + +"I got astride the trunk, steadying myself with a long birch-pole +which I had cut, and pushed off. The water was icy cold, causing my +legs to ache painfully, as if they were being torn from my body by +heavy weights. Soon the log was caught in the central current and +began to race. Like maddened horses, foaming at my side, before, and +behind, the drift-ice rushed. In the misty greyness of the night, +these floating ruins of the winter's silence assumed curious and +terrifying shapes. Sometimes they appeared to be polar bears, having +human hands and faces; sometimes they seemed to be huskies, with the +eyes and ears of men; but more often they were creatures utterly +corrupt, who, swimming beside me, acclaimed me as their equal and as +one of themselves. + +"I remembered the reason which you had stated why the Forbidden River +is never travelled--and I knew the power of fear as never before. I +could not see where I was going; no land was in sight. I could +perceive nothing but mocking befouled faces, and they were on every +side. With my steering pole I pushed continually towards the right, +dreading every moment that I would lose my balance, or would be swept +out into the Last Chance far below the cache. These thoughts made me +desperate, and I renewed the struggle with something that was more +than physical strength; I knew that, should I die at that time, I +would become one of those damned grey faces. + +"The crossing could not have occupied more than a few minutes, but +they seemed like ages. I felt as though, for so long as I could +remember, I had been sitting astride a log, hurrying through a mist on +a rushing river. + +"Presently I heard the grating of ice against ice and the cannoning of +logs, and I knew that I was nearing the other side. There was a sudden +shock; the tree which I rode swung round, and I found myself +scrambling wildly up the bank out of the reach of the hands which were +thrust out after me. I rose to my feet and ran, tripping and falling +continually as my snowshoes plunged deep in the melting crust. Each +time I fell, it seemed to me that I had not tripped, but had been +struck down from behind by the river-creatures which pursued me. Then +the sound of the water grew more faint, the mist closed in upon me, +and I sank exhausted. I had no idea of my position as regards the +cache, nor would I have any means of finding out until morning should +come and the fog should rise. But I knew that it would be fatal to sit +still in my sodden clothes, on the drenching snow, without a fire, +till daylight; so I got upon my feet and commenced to tread slowly +about. + +"Presently behind the mist I could hear something moving, which was +following and keeping pace with me stride by stride. Its footsteps did +not seem to be those of a man, but more frequent and lighter. I was +in that state of mind when suspense is the worst part of danger; I did +not care particularly how much I had to suffer if only I might know +completely what death and by whose hands I was to die. Drawing my +revolver, I made a plunge forward in the direction from which the +sound had come. I saw nothing; but, when I stopped and listened, I +could hear the footsteps going round about me at just the same +distance away. I determined to pursue them; at any rate such an +occupation would keep me in motion and prevent me from perishing from +cold and dampness. But it's difficult to hunt the thing by which you +are hunted. Towards daybreak a slight breeze got up which, coming in +little gusts, cleared alleys in the heavy atmosphere as it forced a +passage. The footsteps had ceased by this time, but I could hear the +creature's panting breath; for some reason it had ceased to follow. I +waited until I heard the breeze coming and then made a rush in the +direction from which the breathing came. There, straight before me, +sitting on its haunches, I saw the shadow of what appeared to be a +gigantic timber-wolf; the only part of it which I could discern +plainly was its eyes, which, to my terrified imagination, blazed out +dazzling and huge through the gloom like carriage lamps. + +"And another thing I noticed, that it was sitting beside the cache for +which I was searching. Then the breeze died down, the mist closed in +again, and I could detect nothing of the creature's presence but the +sound of its breath. + +"With my revolver in my right hand and my knife in my left, I crept +slowly forward. Just ahead of me I could see something stirring, and +I fired. There was a scramble of hurrying feet, and then silence. + +"When I came to the cache, it was deserted. I should have delayed till +daylight, but my hunger was so great that I could not wait. Breaking +it open, I sat down to gorge myself on the first thing that came +handy--some raw fish which had been buried there. Something moved +behind me; before I had time to turn properly round, it had leapt on +my back. I could not draw my revolver, there was no time; my only +weapon was my knife. I saw the great face and eyes peering over my +left shoulder and made a downward stab, gashing open a deep wound from +the ear to the lower fangs. With a cry that was almost human, the +beast jumped back and vanished. + +"When day had come, I took as much of the provisions as I could carry, +and made good my escape. I was surprised at the old man's absence, and +fearful lest at any moment he might turn up. I did not cross the river +at the mouth, but worked my way along the right-hand bank, intending +to cross higher up and nearer the hut, where it was more narrow. At +noon I made a halt and snatched a little sleep, for I had purposed to +travel through the night. Some hours after darkness had fallen, I +began to be haunted with the old sense that something was following. +At first I heard no sound, for I was travelling over open ground. +Presently I had to enter a thicket, and there I was made certain; for +I could distinctly hear the snapping of branches, as if bent and +forced aside by the passage of some forest animal. I pushed rapidly +ahead, for it was not the safest place in which to be attacked. As I +glanced across my shoulder and from side to side, I continually +caught glimpses of a thing which was grey. + +"Sometimes I was certain that I saw a face peering out at me from +above the brake; but whether it was that of the old man or of the +timber-wolf, I could not tell--strangely enough, their faces seemed to +me to be one and the same. When the day came, I felt that I was free +again, and making camp I slept. The same thing happened next night, +and the night after that, for it took me more than three days to make +the homeward journey. But each night, as I moved farther away from the +Forbidden River's mouth, the creature which followed had to traverse a +longer and longer trail to come up with me, as I approached nearer to +my destination. + +"After I had crossed the river and reached the hut, he rarely came; +and then only when the dusk had fallen early because of clouds or +rain. Yet there were times, just before the dawn, when I fancied that +I could see him watching me from the bank." + +"But what has this got to do with the half-breed?" Granger broke in +impatiently. + +"That's what I'd like to know myself. But I don't know, so I'm simply +giving you facts as they happened. The horror of that wolf's face, +which I confused with my memory of the old man's, made a deep +impression on me; I suppose that's why I've said so much about it. + +"However mistaken you may have been about the Forbidden River never +having been travelled, you were correct enough when you told me that +it was haunted. . . . And it isn't pleasant to be living a five-days' +journey from the nearest white man, in a place where the beasts look +like lost souls and have the eyes of the damned." + +Granger shrugged his shoulders, "And the half-breed?" he inquired. + +"The half-breed turned up five weeks after my return from the cache. +I'd been out cutting cord-wood and, when I came back, he was sitting +at the door of the hut. How long he'd been there, I could not tell; I +had been absent for perhaps two hours. I tried to find out how he'd +come, but he pretended not to understand; so, as I know no Cree, our +conversation wasn't very lengthy. At first, however, in spite of the +danger of his discovering who I was and what I was doing there, I was +pleased to see him, for I was getting moody and low-spirited with +living by myself. I tried to be content with supposing that he was a +trapper, who had strayed out of his district and had lighted on me by +accident. + +"We sat by the fire outside the hut and smoked together, smiling and +exchanging signs every now and then, to show that we were friendly. +But I watched him closely, and soon perceived that he was far more +knowing than he was willing to admit; I began to believe that he had +visited me with a purpose. I hadn't allowed him inside the hut for +fear he should see the pit, which was uncovered, and should guess the +secret or get suspicious; but I noticed that, whenever he thought that +I was not watching, his eyes would slowly turn in that direction. I +determined to put him to the test. Though it was as yet quite early, I +built up the fire for the night and signed to him that I was sleepy. +He nodded his head and went on smoking; so I lay down and feigned to +close my eyes. I must have fallen asleep, for when I woke the blaze +had died down to a mound of charcoal and glowing ash, with here and +there a little spurt of flame. When I looked stealthily round, I +discovered that my companion was missing, but by listening I could +hear a sound of moving within the hut. Just then I saw his figure +coming out, so I lay down as though I had never wakened. He stood in +the doorway smiling to himself, holding something which sparkled in +his hand. Then he returned to the fire and sat down quite near to me, +so that he could watch my face. + +"I suppose I must have betrayed myself for, without any warning, he +flung himself upon me, slipping a noose about my neck as I attempted +to rise, which he drew tight, so that I was nearly strangled. Standing +behind me, jerking at the noose, he commanded me to hold up my hands. +I was too choked and dazed for struggle, so did as he bade me. When he +had bound me hand and foot, and gagged me, he threw me inside the hut +and, without a word of explanation, departed down-stream on his +journey. + +"I tried to burst the thongs, but they were too stout either to loosen +or to break. I wormed my way out on to the river-bank and tried to +chafe them against a rock, but only succeeded in bruising my flesh. +The sun came out and shone down upon me till my thirst grew agonising. +It seemed to me that at last I had run to the end of my tether. Then a +thought occurred to me; wriggling toward the fire, I found that it +still smouldered. By pushing and scraping with my bound hands and +feet, I managed to get some leaves and twigs together, which soon +sprang into a blaze. I waited until it had died down into a narrow +flame, over which I held my hands till the thongs were charred; then, +with a quick twist of the wrists, which caused my scorched flesh to +flake off in shreds, I wrenched my hands apart. This is all true that +I am telling you; you can see for yourself. Already you must have +noticed those marks." He held out his wrists for Granger's inspection; +they were horribly mutilated. + +"And after that, when you got better, did the half-breed leave you +undisturbed or did he come back?" + +"I did not see either the half-breed or the old man again until that +early morning when I gazed in through the window at Murder Point . . . +and, do you know, that scar on the old man's face is in the same place +as the wound which I gave the timber-wolf?" + +Granger laughed nervously. "And what d'you make of that?" + +"I hardly dare to say; but, somehow, that beast seemed to me to be +more than a wolf--it looked like a dead soul." + +"A dead what? You've said that once before to-night." + +Spurting stared at him, amazed at his agitation. "A dead soul," he +repeated; "a soul which has gone out from a man, and left his body +still alive." + +"Do you know what name the Indians have given to that old man?" asked +Granger in an awe-struck voice. + +"How should I know? I think you called him Beorn." + +"Yes, but his other name is the _Man with the Dead Soul_." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +IN HIDING ON HUSKIES' ISLAND + + +They stared at one another in silence, striving not to realise the +meaning of those words; yet their meaning was unavoidable. + +Both knew the legend of the _loup-garou_, the grim tradition of the +peasants of Quebec which the _coureurs des bois_ have carried with +them into every part of Canada. Often in the Klondike, when seated +round the stove on a winter's night, they had heard it retold by +French-Canadians, in low excited whispers, with swift and frightened +turnings of the head. They had laughed at it in the daylight: yet at +night, when the tale was in the telling, it had seemed very real to +them. Then there had come that Christmas-Eve, when Jacques La France +had been found dead in his shack, with a hole in his neck, just +outside of Dawson City. Little Baptiste had owned with tears to the +crime, and had excused himself saying that he had been compelled to +the shooting because Jacques was his dearest friend, and Jacques had +become a _loup-garou_ through not attending the Easter Sacrament for +seven years; as everybody knew, only by the inflicting of a bloody +wound on his beast's body could his soul be saved from hell. + +The jury who had tried him had been composed mostly of +French-Canadians. When it had been proved to them that wolf tracks had +been found before the dead man's threshold, they had acquitted +Baptiste, and had apologised for his arrest, in defiance of the +judge's disapproval. + + * * * * * + +Two and a half years at Murder Point had made Granger undogmatic on +problems of metempsychosis, and of the extent to which the barriers +which hedge in Man's spiritual life may be pushed back. + +It seemed not unlikely to him that there were men whose souls, +consciously or unconsciously, either by reason of their crimes or for +the better accomplishment of an evil desire, could go out from their +bodies while they slept, and be changed into the forms of beasts of +prey between sunset and dawn-rise. At all events, this was a +phenomenon which could not be disproved, and there were many who +believed it true. + +So he recalled unjudgingly the story of Jacques, also he remembered an +instance still nearer home--that of the Hudson Bay factor, who had +prayed to God that he might gaze with his living eyes upon his +disembodied soul. + +It was not the possibility of the fact which he doubted, but +Spurling's motive in telling him such a tale. + +Might he not have shown him the gold only in order to regain his +friendship, and then have lied to him in order to restrain him from +investigating, and, perhaps, with the purpose of sowing distrust in +his mind concerning Beorn and Eyelids? Whatever had been his purpose, +_there_ was the gold; Granger was determined, in spite of the risk, to +see the Forbidden River for himself. Spurling was speaking, "And his +eyebrows meet," he said. + +Granger knew to what he was referring, for, all the world over, where +this belief is current, it is supposed that the werewolf may be +detected in his human guise by the meeting of his eyebrows, which +appear like wings, as if his soul were prepared for flight. + +He was about to reply, when his hand, straying about his throat, +chanced upon the silver chain by which the locket of Mordaunt was +suspended, which he had stolen from the body of Strangeways. It was +like a warning voice, recalling the past, which urged him to distrust +this man. Spurling must have seen the change, for he leant over +towards him appealingly, as if he were about to entreat him to be +patient. With a gesture of annoyance Granger rose to his feet and +commenced to walk away; but he halted sharply and drew into the +shadow, signing to Spurling to keep quiet. From very far away, borne +on the stillness of the night, they could hear the rhythmic beat of +several paddle-blades. + +Crawling upon his hands and knees, Spurling joined him. "What is it?" +he asked. "Is it Eyelids again?" Granger pointed up-river. "They're +coming from the west," he whispered, "and there are at least four men +by the sound of the blades." + +"What men come from the west at this season? Surely, they should be +travelling in the opposite direction, going towards God's Voice?" + +"They should be, and it is for that reason that I fear for your +safety." + +Nothing more was said, but Spurling guessed what was implied--that +this might be a fresh messenger of justice, coming down the Last +Chance River to rob him of his life. + +Very stealthily, taking advantage of every shadow, they crept down the +hillside through the underbrush, till they came to the cove where +they had landed. Twenty paces from the water's edge they hid +themselves, at a point from which they could command a view of the +travellers' approach. + +Nearer and nearer the monotonous swirling of the water, beaten by the +paddles, came; the darkness ahead of the island shifted and took +shape; they could distinctly hear the sound of men's voices, engaged +in low-pitched and angry conversation. A large canoe, carrying six +men, which flew the red flag of the Hudson Bay Company, shot out from +the shadows. Now they could make out some of the words which were +being spoken by two of the travellers. + +"And you say that you believe he's innocent! Well then I tell you that +he's a damned scoundrel. If he didn't actually kill him, it wasn't for +lack of the desire; you may bet your sweet life on that. In any case, +he's a demoralising influence in the district, and it's best for all +parties that he should be put out of the way." + +A second voice interrupted at this point; it seemed to be arguing and +trying to conciliate, but its tones were so low and spoken so rapidly +that it was only possible to gather its general intention. The first +voice spoke again. + +"I don't care about the other man; there's no sense in looking for +him. He's probably dead by now. But the fellows I can't stand are +these blamed private traders; they're always up to some dirty work. +When I get my chance of putting one of them out of business, I don't +hesitate. To hell with all private traders, I say." + +The canoe had now drawn level with the cove, so that Granger was able +to recognise its occupants. In the stern sat the Indian steersman, +with a rifle ready to his hand. Next to him sat a large red-bearded +man, broad in the shoulders, massive in the jowl, almost brutal in his +evidence of strength; even in that dusky light one could feel that his +face was clenched in a scowl, and that his eyes were piercingly gray +and cruel. Facing him, with his back towards the prow, sat Père +Antoine, a little bent forward, gesticulating with his hands, his +whole attitude that of one who is trying to explain and persuade. +After him came the remaining three Indian and half-breed paddle-men, +sharp-featured and unemotional, stooping vigorously to their work. + +"And what do you propose doing?" asked Père Antoine. + +"Why, what I've already told you a dozen times--treat him like a mad +dog. I shall arrest him at once, and take him back with me as prisoner +to God's Voice. When once I've got him there, I shall make him confess +and get together sufficient evidence to have him hanged. This whole +affair has been a scandal, and I'm going to put a stop to it. I shall +make an example of this man. Why, soon it won't be safe to travel +anywhere, unless you go protected. He must have had a nice lot of +ruffians for his friends, if this fellow Spurling was a specimen. And +now they've taken to paying him visits. . . ." + +The canoe bore the speaker out of earshot, leaving the listeners with +the sentence uncompleted. + +Granger was aroused from some very uncomfortable imaginings by +Spurling, who, touching him on the elbow, exclaimed in surprise, "Why, +it isn't me; it's you they're after!" + +Then, when he received no answer, he asked, "What is it that you have +done?" + +It was Cain accusing Judas with a vengeance. + +"Done! I've done nothing," Granger exclaimed, pushing him aside; +"Robert Pilgrim is mistaken." + +"That's what we all say, until we are forced to own up." + +But Granger was not listening to what Spurling said; he was tortured +with the truth of one sentence which he had heard that night. "If he +didn't actually kill him, it wasn't for lack of the desire." How had +Robert Pilgrim guessed that? As he himself had confessed to +Strangeways, he had been tempted at first to let him go on his way +unwarned, and take his chances of falling through the ice. Eventually +he had cautioned him, but so late and in such a manner that his words +had only had the effect of skilfully forwarding his earlier base +intention. _If he had not actually killed him, it was not for lack of +the desire._ And by how much was he superior to this man, crouching at +his side, whom he had so often condemned and had again condemned that +night? + +Spurling answered that question for him. Rising to his feet and +stretching his cramped arms and legs, he remarked, "Well, of course, +if you won't take me into your confidence, there's nothing more to be +said. If you don't want to tell me, I won't trouble you by asking +again; but it seems to me that we're both in the one boat now." + +This new sense of equality with his companion, though it was only an +equality in crime, had suddenly brought about a change for the better +in Spurling. He carried himself freely, in the old defiant manner, and +had lost his attitude of cringing subservience. At first Granger had +it in his heart to hate him for the change, knowing, as he did, that +it arose from an unhesitating acceptance of this chance-heard, +unproved assertion of his own kindred degradation. But soon the hatred +gave way to another emotion, which, perhaps, had its genesis in a +memory of those earlier days, when this man had been willing to stand +between him and the world. In gazing upon him, looking so big and +powerful, he was comforted with a sense that his misery was shared. A +latter-day writer has wisely recorded, "I have observed that the mere +knowing that other people have been tried as we have been tried is a +consolation to us, and that we are relieved by the assurance that our +sufferings are not special and peculiar. In the worst of maladies, the +healing effect which is produced by the visit of a friend who can +simply say, 'I have endured all that,' is most marked." + +And it was this consolation which Granger now began to experience in +Spurling's presence. + +Though the separate circumstances which lay behind their common +accusation were utterly different, the one man being innocent of the +infamy wherewith he was charged and the other guilty, their danger was +the same. + +Without telling him anything of Strangeways' death or entering into +any explanation of the reasons for which he was suspected, Granger +determined to face, without dispute, the premier fact in the +case--that he was hunted for his life as was Spurling--and to plan for +the future with him, as though he were his fellow-criminal in result +as well as in intent. + +They returned to their former station, on the rock beneath the +solitary pine, from which they could command a view of the approach to +the island on every side, and there lay themselves down, so that +their presence might not be observed. Then Granger spoke, "Well, and +what is to be done?" he said. + +Spurling's answer was brief and to the point. "Hide here till the way +is clear; then seek out the Forbidden River, and afterwards escape." + +"But Eyelids knows where we are, and he may betray us?" + +"Yes, but he does not know, unless you have told him, that I am a man +with a price upon his head; and it is me, not you, whom he hates." + +"And we have no food." + +"If the worst comes to the worst, we have the huskies; and it seems to +me that the priest was your friend--and then there is your wife." + +Even in his present predicament Granger could not restrain a smile, +for it had not occurred to him to rely on Peggy for help--_his wife_. + +"Yes," he replied grimly, "there is my wife." + +But before the night was over he had occasion to regret his sneer. +They had agreed to keep watch, turn and turn about, two hours at a +stretch. Spurling was on guard, when Granger was aroused by the +furious yelping of the huskies on the shore which was nearest to the +river-bank. + +Peering cautiously over the edge of the rock, they could see that +something was swimming down the current, making for the island, but +whether man or animal they could not yet discern. As it came nearer +they saw that it was a head, upon which was balanced a burden, which +the swimmer supported with one hand. Running down to where the huskies +were gathered, they cuffed them into silence, and there waited. The +laboured breathing grew louder and louder; presently a face was +lifted clear of the water, which Granger recognised. Turning to +Spurling, as he stepped into the river to help the swimmer out, he +whispered, "It's Peggy." + +He caught her in his arms, and, taking her bundle from her, drew her +safe to land. She was naked and shivered in the cold night air--a +slender statue of bronze. Her hair hung dripping about her shoulders, +and her eyes were bright with excitement. Granger thought, as he gazed +on her, that he had never realised how beautiful she was. Freed from +her conventional European garments, there was a grace of rebellion +about her which brought her into harmony with the forest environment, +which was also unconfined. + +But she had come to the island on a serious errand, and with no +thought of being admired. Drawing her husband to one side, she told +him that he would find a revolver and food, sufficient for three days, +in the bundle which she had brought, and advised him to lie quietly on +the island until Robert Pilgrim should have gone away. She told him +that Père Antoine was his friend, and was doing his best to save him. +When Granger asked her how she had known where he was, she replied +that Eyelids had told her, but that she had made him promise to tell +no one else, so that even Antoine was in ignorance of his whereabouts. +She had given them to understand that he had set out for God's Voice a +week ago, and had simulated surprise and grave concern that he had not +arrived before the factor's departure; but she added, "They know that +I am lying." + +When Granger referred to the murder with which he was charged, and +began hurriedly to explain why he had not told her about it, she +became strangely perturbed, and cut him short, saying that she must +get back to the store before her absence was observed. It was quite +evident to him that she had not for a moment doubted but that he was +guilty; it was also evident that so small a misdemeanour as killing a +man was not reckoned in her code of morals as being very blameworthy. +He felt hurt at her lack of faith in his integrity; but afterwards, +when he came to think things over, was amazed at her unswerving +loyalty in spite of that deficiency. + +He watched her plunge into the river on her return journey, swim +across, run lightly up the bank to where her clothes were lying, and +disappear in the gloom of the forest. + +"If I could only learn to care for her," he thought, "even here, in +Keewatin, I might have something left to live for." And then, in the +solemnity which precedes the sunrise, made conscious of the emptiness +which her departure had left, he added, "And I do begin to care." + +It was noticeable that in all that she had said, she had made no +reference to Spurling. For the next three days they lay in hiding, no +one coming near them, either friend or enemy. To occupy the time, and +forget their anxiety, as though they were not men who dwelt beneath +the shadow of death, they talked of their old quest, making plans for +the future, and mapping out with their fingers in the dust new routes, +by the following of which El Dorado might be attained. And it was thus +that they strove to escape the pain of the realness of their +present--by entering into a faery land, sufficiently remote from life +to remain unthreatened. + +It was in this land of the imagination that they had first met, and +formed their friendship. Revisiting it in one another's company, the +hideousness of what had happened was, for the time being, blotted out; +they renewed their former intimacy and passion. With the mention of +familiar names, kind associations of bygone pleasures were aroused, +and the old affection sprang to life. They shrank from any allusion to +such things as had befallen them since their London days. Yet +continually, in the midst of the most eager conversation, one or other +of them would glance up, and cast his eyes along the river to the +eastward, remembering Murder Point. It was in the early dawn of the +fourth day, when, gazing toward the store, Granger descried two red +squares of sail flapping against the sunrise. It was his lookout, and +Spurling was asleep. He aroused him, bending over him and crying, "The +York boats are coming from Crooked Creek; we shall be rid of Robert +Pilgrim now." When Spurling was thoroughly awake and had seen the +sails for himself, he asked him to explain. Then Granger told him how, +in the summer of every year, the outposts of the Hudson Bay Company +send in their winter's catch of furs to the head fort of their +district, which in this case was God's Voice, where the skins are +baled and graded, and dispatched to the London headquarters--which, +being the most important duty of a factor's year, meant that Robert +Pilgrim would have to return in order to superintend. + +All through the long June day they waited, hoping to see their enemy's +departure; but the sails had been lowered and nothing was now visible +of the York boats save their tall bare masts jutting above the +river-banks. At times they would see groups of voyageurs, walking +distantly among the trees, perhaps assisting the factor in one last +lazy search for the fugitive. As the heat of the afternoon increased, +even these disappeared. But, when evening was come, they saw, to their +great joy, that the sails were hoisted again; and presently, borne to +them over the brooding stillness, they heard the cries of the rowers +and the thud of the heavy oars in the wooden rowlocks. Those sounds +meant freedom to them; they trembled in their excitement. + +Peering out from between the bushes, they watched the approach of the +two black galleys, each with its eight oarsmen and cargo of piled-up +bales, like pirate craft returning with their spoils. The flashing of +the gawdy scarves of the men, the motion of their bodies as they stood +up for the stroke, flung their weight upon the enormous oars, and sat +down at the finish, only to rise up again with monotonous shouts of +encouragement, the banging of the sail against the mast, the rippling +of the water as the prow pressed forward--all these spoke of life to +the watchers, of endeavour, and bravery, and travel, causing their +blood to redouble its pace and their hope to arise. There was still +one doubt which troubled them, lest, in spite of the need of his +presence at the fort, the enmity of Robert Pilgrim should have +persuaded him to stay. But that was soon laid to rest, when in the +bows of the leading York boat they saw his canoe, and later, as the +sail swung round, caught a glimpse of the red-bearded man himself, +seated in the stern. Antoine was by his side. As the boat passed by, +they strained their ears to catch any scrap of conversation which +might be of use to them in making their escape. But the noise of the +voyageurs and of the wind in the sail was deafening, moreover the boat +was making good headway, so that they only overheard one phrase: + +"You've brought me on a fool's errand. You say the man is dead, and +you've shown me his grave, and yet. . . ." It was Pilgrim who was +speaking; but before he had finished his sentence, his voice was +drowned in the shouting of the men and the splashing of the blades. + +Granger, having watched them out of sight, turned to Spurling with a +sigh of relief. "Thank God, they've gone," he said. + +Then he noticed that his companion was deadly pale. "What's the matter +now," he asked; "are you so badly cut up at parting with such dear +friends?" + +"Did you hear what he said?" gasped Spurling, pushing his face nearer, +and staring Granger squarely between the eyes. "Did you hear what he +said? 'You say the man is dead, and you've shown me his grave, and +yet. . . .' And yet what? Can you guess how that sentence was going to +end?" + +Granger was bewildered by his ferocious earnestness. He could not +imagine its purpose, or what had caused it. "Why, of course I heard +what he said," he replied. "I suppose Antoine's been trying to +persuade the factor that I am dead, and he's loath to believe it." + +"If that is what he meant all the better for us, but I doubt it." + +But why he doubted it Granger could not get him to confess; so, +turning his mind to other thoughts, like a sensible man, he set about +launching the canoe, preparatory to the return to Murder Point. The +last sight they saw as they paddled away, was the four gray huskies, +which Spurling had brought with him on his first arrival, seated on +their haunches in a row by the water's edge, raising their dismal +voices to the sky. "Looks as though those damned beasts were doing +their best to call Pilgrim back," said Spurling. + +On the way to the Point they talked matters over, and determined that, +since they had no time to waste, they would stop at the store only so +long as was necessary for the getting together of an outfit, and would +depart for the Forbidden River that night. Eyelids and Beorn were to +be left in charge at Murder Point, which would serve to flatter at +least one of them, and would keep them occupied. If they should demand +an explanation for this sudden going away, the answer was obvious, +that Granger did not choose to be arrested by the factor of God's +Voice. There was only one embarrassment which stood in their way, +which was that in Granger's absence the boat would probably arrive +from Garnier, Parwin and Wrath, bringing articles of trade in exchange +for his year's collection of furs, letters of instructions from the +partners for the future conduct of their interests, and expecting to +carry back to Winnipeg his annual statement of accounts. He made up +his mind to meet this difficulty by ordering Peggy to tell the +partners that he was dead. Such a report, he calculated, were it +believed and properly circulated, would help him greatly in his escape +from Keewatin, when he had gathered his gold on the Forbidden River +and was ready to go out. This course of action had been suggested to +him by the unfinished sentence of Robert Pilgrim, which they had +overheard. + +As they drew near the Point, they were struck with the profoundness of +its quiet. They themselves had experienced so great a change in their +four days of absence, so much of emotional strife and perturbation, +that they were somehow surprised to find it unaltered. Beorn, as +usual, was sitting on the pier-head, smoking his pipe; he did not look +up or recognise them. Eyelids, on the other side of the river, was +setting his evening nets: he nodded to Granger from across the water, +smiled and went on with his work. On entering the shack, they +discovered Peggy busily engaged over the evening meal, as though they +had forwarned her as to when they would arrive. Her face betrayed +neither annoyance nor pleasure--she might never have visited Huskies' +Island. In the presence of so much that was commonplace, Spurling's +fantastic account of what had happened to him on the Forbidden River +seemed absurd and outrageous. + +It took them two hours to prepare their outfit and carry it down to +the canoe; they were in no hurry to set out, for so long as they were +on the Last Chance they intended to travel only by night. + +No one seemed to notice their doings, and even they themselves, +becoming infected with the quiet of their surroundings, gradually +ceased from conversing, and, except for an occasional necessary +question, did their work in silence. At last, when it had grown as +dark as it ever is in June time in Keewatin, signalling to one another +with their eyes, they agreed that it was time to set out. Spurling +having stepped down to the pier, Granger looked round for Peggy. He +found her sitting in the grass a few paces behind him; she had come +there so gently that he had been unaware of her nearness. Taking his +place beside her, he commenced to speak to her the words which he had +planned to say. She listened attentively, making no sign which would +betray her state of mind. "Do you understand?" he asked her; and she +for answer bowed her head. + +Thinking that she was indifferent as to what became of him, he rose to +his feet, saying in a hard voice, "Good-bye. I must be going. Thank +you for what you did for me on the island!" He had turned his back and +descended the mound a few paces, when he felt her clinging to his +hand, pressing it against her cheek, and he knew that she was crying. + +"Why, what's the matter?" he asked, bending down to her. + +"Don't go, don't go," she whispered. + +"Why not, Peggy? I've not been of much use to you. I don't think +you'll miss me." + +"I hate that man," she panted. + +"But why?" + +"Because he's taking you away from me; and, though you may return from +this journey, there will come a day when you will not return and I +shall be left alone." + +Granger was surprised at her display of passion--she had seemed to him +so cold. He had come to think of her as only a squaw-wife: but it was +the white woman in her who had spoken those words. He tried to comfort +her, denying her doubts and talking to her as though she had been a +frightened child. But throughout all that he said she kept on +whispering, "He is taking you away from me. One day he will see to it +that you do not return." + +And had Granger stopped to think, he would have known that what she +said was true; for, when once his dream of El Dorado had become +capable of accomplishment, she would be to him as nothing. He heard +Spurling calling him by name. Lifting her to her feet, he kissed her +upon the mouth, and, amazed at his own kindness, as though he had done +something shameful, ran down the mound, stepped into the canoe, and +launched out. + +Bending forward to Spurling, who was sitting in the bows, "It's El +Dorado or death this time," he whispered. Spurling did not answer him, +but he saw him crouch his shoulders as if to avoid a lash, and heard +his mutter, like the echo of his own voice, "_Or death_." + +The canoe was travelling heavily, for Spurling had stopped paddling. +Granger was about to expostulate with him when, watching him more +attentively, he discovered that his eyes were fixed upon the bend. As +they drew nearer, and were passing by, his body trembled and he buried +his face in his hands. Not until the bend was behind him did he take +up his paddle--and then he flung himself into the work with frenzy, as +one who fled. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +THE FORBIDDEN RIVER + + +"If we are to get back before the winter closes in upon us we must +start to-night." + +Spurling looked up from the pan of dirt which he was washing. "You've +said that ten times a day in the last two weeks if you've said it +once," he snapped. + +"Yes, but I mean it this time. We've got all the gold that we can +carry. If you won't come with me, I shall take the canoe and start +back by myself." + +"Oh, you will, will you? And d'you think that I don't see through your +game?" Then noticing how Granger's hand had gone instinctively to his +hip-pocket, he added, "And if it comes to fighting, I go armed +myself." + +In a flash both men had whipped out their revolvers, but Spurling was +the fraction of a second late; Granger had him covered. + +"So you're going to murder me, after all," Spurling continued +sneeringly. "You've postponed it a long time; it was at Drunkman's +Shallows that you were going to do it first. Your excuse then was that +you weren't John Granger, but your baser self. You were always a good +hand at excuses. And pray who are you now?" + +"Throw away that revolver," shouted Granger, in a voice that was thick +with anger. + +Spurling tossed it a couple of yards away. + +"No, that won't do. Throw it into the river. Don't rise to your feet; +crawl to it on your hands and knees." + +Spurling looked at him surlily to see whether he dared disobey, then +did as he was commanded. There was a flash of silver as the weapon +spun through the air, a commotion of spray, as though a fish had +risen, and a distant and more distant shining as it sank down and +settled on the river-bed. + +"That's right. Now let me tell you, Druce Spurling, that you're a fool +for your pains. If either you or I are to be alive this time next +year, however we may feel towards one another at present, we've got to +act as though we were friends. There'll be time enough for quarrelling +when we've seen the last of Murder Point, and have passed out over the +winter trail with our gold, and know that we are safe. Why, you fool, +we've been here nearly four months and we've already got more gold +than we can take with us; it's October, and the river may close up +almost any day." + +Spurling began to mutter something about how, if it weren't for +Granger, _he'd_ be able to get out all right. + +"What's that you're saying?" Granger interrupted him. "I've heard that +tale ever since we set out and I'm sick of hearing it. You fancy that +the Mounted Police think that you are dead, and have ceased to search +for you, and that I'm the man they're after now. You say that I'm +known in the district, and that you are unknown, except by that +half-breed who caught sight of you as you went by God's Voice; +therefore you argue that I am a danger, a hindrance to you. You'd like +to get rid of me, so that you may get out with the gold, in safety, by +yourself. It's the same old trick that you tried to play me in the +Klondike; you want to reach El Dorado without me. You swine! Do you +know why it is that the Mounted Police are after me? It's because I +took pity on you, remembering old times, and tried to prevent your +being hanged--that's why. And you make it an excuse for deserting me. +I've not told you that before, and I can see that you don't believe me +now. Well, I'm not going to give you the details which would prove +it--I'm not asking for gratitude from such a cur as you've turned out. +All I'm going to say is this: from the first of your coming up here +I've tried to play fair by you; I've done more than that, I've come +near giving you my life--giving, mind you, not letting you take it as +you've been inclined to do many times. And I'm willing to play fair +until the end--until we get outside and are safe; then we can each go +on our separate ways, if we so decide. I know where I'm going--to El +Dorado. I daresay you're going to try to get there too, but that is +none of my concern. I'm concerned with the present. That canoe is +mine, and what's left of the grub is mine. The gold we share between +us. If you don't want to come with me I'll take the canoe and other +things which belong to me, and my share of the dust and nuggets, and +you can stay here. But if you come with me, you've got to be +honourable and behave like a man--not a husky. I give you two minutes +to make your choice." + +"There isn't any choice to be made," growled Spurling; "you offer me +your company or starvation. I choose your company, much as I detest +it. And I'd like to know who you are to speak to me like this? And +what there is to lose your temper about? If you'd explained what you'd +wanted, I'd have come quietly; but I'd rather cut my throat at once +and be done with it than be ordered about by a man like you--a fellow +married to a squaw-wife." + +Granger's face went white and his lips trembled; his finger closed +upon the trigger, then with an effort he controlled himself. "I think +I've heard enough from you on that point," he said; "suppose we drop +this discussion and get the canoe ready?" + +He turned upon his heel and walked into the hut, followed more slowly +by Spurling. + +This was by no means their first falling out in the past four months; +from the night that they left Murder Point things had been going from +bad to worse. Given two men who set out into the forest together, +bound by the strongest ties of friendship, who travel in one another's +footsteps and sleep side by side for days and nights at a stretch, +without seeing any other face but one another's and their own +reflected visage, with nothing to break the silence but their own +voices, and the cries of the wilderness, which have become +irritatingly monotonous because of their sameness and frequent +reiteration, and it is a thing to be marvelled at if they do not come +back enemies. But when they set out each with his own hidden secret, +each with his own private suspicion of his companion, with a gnawing +enmity between them which has been changed into a show of friendship +only by force of circumstance, when the object of their journey is a +possession over which they have quarrelled before and parted company, +concerning which they are already secretly jealous, then the final +relationship of those two men can be forecast without any fear of +error. + +Before they had reached the Forbidden River they had ceased to +converse. By the time that they had landed at the hut, their nerves +were jangled. Before they had been working there many days they had +thought their way over all their old grievances, and, like petulant +children, were on the lookout for any new cause of offence. The cause +had come when Spurling, tired with rocking the cradle, his face and +hands swollen by the sun and mosquito-bitten, had said, "I don't see +why we should take all this trouble. I'm going to quit work." + +Granger was attending to the flume which they had constructed. "You're +going to do no such thing," he had said. + +"Yes, I am; you're not my master and I shan't ask your permission. +There's as much gold as we shall require in those two sacks which the +Man with the Dead Soul washed out. If you've got such a scrupulous +conscience, you can dig out your share; but I'm not going to help +you." + +"So you've turned thief now, in addition to your other profession," +was the retort which Granger had thrown back. + +Out of such small foolishnesses had arisen quarrel after quarrel, so +that it had become only necessary for Spurling to make a statement for +Granger to contradict him, or for Granger to express a desire for +Spurling to thwart its accomplishment. Day by day they would toil +together, digging out the muck, emptying it into the sluice-boxes or +testing it in the pan, without exchanging a word; then some trifling +difficulty would arise, for which, perhaps, neither of them was +responsible, and they would seize the opportunity to goad one another +on to murder with the evil of what they said. On one point only were +they agreed--the gathering of the most wealth in the shortest time; +for wealth meant to them escape and the preserving of their lives. To +this end they feverishly laboured both day and night, reserving no +special hours for sleep and rest. Yet, even in their escape, as has +been seen, they did not necessarily include one another; so far as +Spurling was concerned, when once the gold had been acquired, it was +"each man for himself." There was no loyalty between them; they were +kept together only by a common avarice, and by fear of the wideness of +the Northland. + +Yet there were times when Granger would waken to a sense of something +that was better. By the end of August they had washed out all the dust +and nuggets that they could possibly carry, and it was then that he +had recognised that greed, regardless of consequence, had become the +master-passion of both their lives. The words which the Dead Soul had +spoken to him would come back, "I will make a man more precious than +fine gold; even a man than the golden wedge of Ophir"--and he would +look at Spurling and, bending down above the water, he would regard +himself. Going over to Spurling he would say, laying his hand upon his +shoulder, "Druce, in spite of the harsh things which we have spoken, +we must still be friends, and seek out El Dorado together." + +After such a reconciliation they would talk together of their plans +and the various ways in which they would amend their lives; but +gradually they came to know that, while they lived, their hatred never +could be dead, and, defiant of whatsoever resolutions they might make, +would surely reassert itself. It was the spirit of the North which +spoke through them, and not they themselves--the spirit of silence, +striving to utter itself, and of enmity to all the world. + +They carried out their treasure from the hut and placed it in the +canoe. It was done up in all kinds of packets, in flour-sacks, empty +tobacco-tins, torn strips of blanket which they had sewn together, and +abandoned clothing tied up at the arms and legs. Before they had +placed it all in, together with what remained to them of their outfit, +the little craft sat so low in the water that it was evident that it +would be swamped if there was added to its burden the weight of two +men. They were compelled to sit down and consider how much of their +outfit could be abandoned. Even then, when they had rejected all the +provisions, save those which were necessary for a five days' journey, +and their blankets and their rifles, the canoe was still unsafe. + +At Spurling's suggestion they limited themselves to half rations and +took off all their clothing except their trousers and shirts; and +still it was too heavy. Very reluctantly they set to work to take out +some of the gold, commencing with the smaller amounts. When they had +finished, they had thrown out all their last month's work, and still +the canoe was by no means steady. + +Spurling, with the foresight and thrift of a man who has a long life +before him, went into the hut and, bringing out a spade, commenced to +dig. When he had made a hole of sufficient width and depth, he buried +the abandoned nuggets and gold dust. + +Granger watched him to the end. Then, with a touch of bitterness in +his tones, he asked, "And what's that for?" + +"In case I should ever be able to come back," said Spurling, "and so +that no one else may find it." + +"Don't you worry yourself, you'll be in El Dorado before that time, +or else hanged. In either case, a trifle like that won't matter." + +He scowled; Granger's flippancies on the subject of death, especially +death with a rope about his neck, always made him feel unhappy. He +tried to take his place in the stern, but Granger would not trust him +there; he signed to him to take the forward paddle, where he would +have no opportunity of making a surprise attack. They pushed off and +quickly lost sight of the hut, the discovery of which had meant so +much to them. Now that they had procured their wealth and abandoned +their diggings, all their eagerness was for escape. + +The sunset lay behind them, and before, like a black-mailed host, +preparing to dispute their passage, the shadows of night were +gathered. During the past month the forest leaves had turned from +green, and gray, into copper, yellow, and flaming red. The branches of +the tallest of the underbrush were already bare and, clustered +together beneath the tree-trunks, created the effect of scarves of +mist which shifted from silver to lavender. The floor of the forest +was of gold, where the fallen foliage had scattered; but, where the +scrub-oak grew, it was golden splashed with blood. The dominant tone +of the landscape was of gold and blood; through the heart of which ran +the river, changing by infinitesimal, overlapping shadings from yellow +into red, from red into night-colour, from night-colour into +nothingness. Down this roadway passed the trespassers, with the thing +which they had stolen weighing down their canoe to the point of +danger; murder was in their hearts, and grey fear ran before them. +Instinctively they bowed their heads, suspicious of one another, +peering ahead into the distance for an enemy who awaited them, and +from side to side or behind for one who followed. + +During their stay at the hut, nothing had come near to disturb +them--nothing in human guise. But from the first they had been aware +of the timber-wolf, which Spurling had seen on his first visit and had +described to Granger. It had not shown itself in the daytime and had +rarely been seen in its entirety at night; but they had known that it +was near them by the rustling of the bushes, and had at times caught a +glimpse of its shadow, or of its eyes looking out at them from under +cover. + +Even when they had not heard it, they had come across its footprints. +Towards the dawn, had one of them risen early and strayed far from +camp, he had sometimes seen it cross his path ahead, or had heard it +tracking him. So nervous had they become, that they had never stirred +far from one another; while one had slept, the other had kept watch. +Perhaps this dread of a constant menacer, and the more terrible fear +of being left alone in its presence, had prevented bloodshed when +their more furious quarrels were at their height. Of a mere wolf, no +man who is armed need have terror; their discomfort arose from the +suspicion that this creature, which watched and lay in wait for them, +was more than an animal. + +There had been a night when it was Spurling's turn to keep guard, and +he had slept. Granger had wakened with a nervous sense of peril. +Through the open door of the hut he had seen the silver of the +moonlight in the tree-tops across the river and had seen the outline +of his companion stretched along the ground. As he watched, he had +seen a shadow fall across the threshold, followed by a head. It was +grey in colour, the ears were laid back, and the fangs were bared as +if with hunger. But it was the eyes which had absorbed his attention. +They were angry and reproachful; he had seen them before--they were +the eyes of a man whose soul is dead. They recalled to him that night +when Beorn had declared himself. That he recognised them, as he +admitted to himself when daylight was come, may have been only fancy; +but the impression which he had while he gazed on them was very real. +Moreover, he saw distinctly the scar of the wound which Spurling had +inflicted in his fight at the cache. Then the head had been withdrawn, +and the hut had been darkened by a huge form which stood across the +doorway. He had heard Spurling turn over on his side, rouse up and cry +out. + +The form had crouched and sprung, and the light shone in again. There +was a sound of scuffling outside, followed by a thud. Leaping to his +feet, dazed and bewildered, he had run out in time to see a +timber-wolf of monstrous size, with Spurling's arm in its mouth, +dragging him away into the forest. Careless of his own safety, he had +gone after the animal, belabouring its head with the stock of his +rifle, for he was afraid to shoot, lest he should wound his companion. +It had dropped its prey and fled, bounding off into the dusk between +the tree-trunks, leaving Spurling a little mauled but not much +injured. This experience had served to prove to them that, however +much they hated, they were still indispensable to each other's safety, +and must hold together. + +Granger, for his own peace of mind, had sought to find an explanation +for this happening. If the beast was indeed Beorn's soul, then why +was it exiled there, on the Forbidden River? Had Beorn killed the +miners, in his underground fights on the Comstock, not out of +righteous indignation, as he had stated, but only for the pleasure of +destroying life and out of envious, disappointed avarice? Had he +mocked God consciously in making Him responsible for those crimes, and +in attributing to Him their inspiration? If these things were so, then +this might have been his fitting punishment, that, when by his own +wickedness he had made himself an outcast from the company of mankind, +and had been compelled to banish himself, for the sake of his own +preservation, to a land where nothing was of much value, money least +of all, there he had discovered the gold in the profitless search of +which he had made himself vile. The power over gladness, which it +would have represented to another man, had been of no use to him now, +for he had not dared to take it out of the district to where it would +acquire its artificial worth; yet he had not dared to remain on the +Forbidden River: for there was no food there. So his body and soul had +parted company; his body going south to God's Voice, while his soul +stayed near to the thing after which it had lusted, for which it had +exchanged its happiness, to guard it, that it might not become the +possession of a freer man and bring him the gladness which to a +murderer is denied. + +This had seemed to Granger to be the only explanation which fitted in +with all the facts. In accepting it, he had found room for the +suspicion that he also had laid waste his life not for the sake of +romance, not for his dream's sake, but for the sake of greed alone. +Having made gold his hope, having said to the fine gold, "Thou art my +confidence," he had committed an iniquity to be punished by the judge. + +Had he suffered all that punishment as yet, or was there worse to +follow? Would the worst that he could expect be death? Once, when he +was poor, he had only feared life; but now, with his treasure beneath +his feet, with the canoe gliding southward on the journey out, there +was added this new terror--the fear of death. He desired most +passionately to live now. + +Darkness had fallen and the air was growing colder. Presently, flake +by flake, the first snow of winter drifted down. The two men said +nothing, but they paddled faster, for the chill struck into their +chests through their shirts, making them repent the folly which had +led them to abandon their clothing that more gold might be carried. +Every now and again, Spurling broke out into a fit of coughing and, as +he shivered, the canoe trembled. As for Granger his hands were heavy, +his arms ached, and his fingers were numb; he dimly wondered at his +own perseverance that he still continued to ply his paddle. As the +cold spread through him, his senses took to sleeping. He was aroused +by a sudden jerk and a shout from Spurling, "Curse you. Back water. +Turn her head out into the river." + +Looking up, he saw that they had struck the bank and come near +capsizing. And he saw more than that; scarcely two yards away a pair +of glowing eyes shone out at him. + +"For the sake of God, make haste," cried Spurling; "the brute's about +to pounce." + +With a twist of the paddle he swung the canoe's head round, and with +the help of Spurling drove her out. They were none too early, for, +just behind them, where a moment since the canoe had been hanging, +they heard a splash. + +For the rest of the night they kept watch over themselves lest they +slept. Till the dawn broke, whenever they turned their eyes toward the +bank, they could discern the grey streak of the timber-wolf, dodging +in and out between the tree-trunks, keeping pace with them. So long as +they were on the Forbidden River they journeyed both day and night, +allowing themselves scant time for rest. If they had been eager to get +there, they were still more anxious to get away. When in the middle of +the third night they swung out into the Last Chance, they stopped and +looked back. The moon was shining; sitting squarely on its haunches +they could see the timber-wolf, which had run out on the spit of land +to the water's edge, gazing after them malignantly. + +Breaking the long silence, Spurling said, "Thank God, he can come no +further." + +"But his body awaits us at Murder Point," Granger replied. + +"I can deal with men's bodies," Spurling said. Then they moved onward, +pressing up against the current. + +At the first hint of daylight they landed and hid themselves, lest, in +that deserted land, their presence should be detected. The precaution +proved wise, for about noon a party of belated voyageurs passed +northward en route for the Crooked Creek. They were singing, keeping +time with their paddles; their careless gladness made the hunted men, +for all their gold, feel envious. + +They dared not kindle a fire, and at last, that they might save the +little warmth they had, were compelled to lie down together, breast to +breast, clasping one another closely as though they were friends. At +sunset they again set out. All night long to Granger the sky seemed +filled with uncouth legendary animals, which trooped across the +horizon file on file. Sometimes they were Beorn's camels, sometimes +they were timber-wolves or brindled huskies with yellow faces, but +more often they were creatures of evil passions, for which there are +no names. To avoid looking at them, he would keep his eyes in the +canoe or would stare at Spurling's back. But the sight of his +companion's monotonous movements, compelling him to go on working when +his arms ached and his body seemed broken, caused such mad fury to +arise within him that he feared for his own actions, and was glad to +return his eyes to the clouds. At dawn, as though a golden door had +been opened, the creatures passed in and disappeared, and he saw them +no more till sunset. + +For himself, he would gladly have lain down, and died, had not +Spurling with the same indomitable courage which he had displayed on +the Dawson trail, roused him up and compelled him with his brutal +jibes to play the man. By the end of the first day on the Last Chance +their food gave out, and since leaving the hut all their meals had +been scanty; then they would willingly have given a third of the gold +which they carried in exchange for a hatful of the flour which, in +their greed for nuggets, they had left behind on the Forbidden River's +banks. If a bird flew over their heads, they dared not fire a gun lest +its report should be heard, so great was their fear of possible +arrest. + +As their weakness increased, the downward rush of the current seemed +to gather strength; there were times when their progress was almost +imperceptible. Sufficient snow had already fallen to cloak the land in +whiteness, and they were very conscious that every day the +temperature, was sinking lower. In the middle of the seventh night of +their journey they felt something grate against their prow, and they +knew that the river was freezing over. They had only five more miles +to traverse; they were too exhausted and stiff with cold to attempt to +reach their destination by walking along the bank, even if they had +been willing to abandon their treasure; so there was nothing for it +but to make one last effort. So nerveless were they with fatigue that, +when they went by the bend, Spurling forgot to be afraid of the thing +which he had seen there; he had not the strength to remember. They +reached the pier when the dawn was breaking, so faint that they could +not rise and crawl out. They would have drifted back over the way +which they had travelled, had not the ice closed in and held them. + +Two hours after their arrival, Eyelids looked out from the window at +Murder Point and, seeing them, came to their rescue and lifted them +into the shack. + +They had arrived none too early, for that day the river froze over, +the snow fell in earnest, and the Keewatin winter settled down. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +THE BETRAYAL + + +Granger had been sick and delirious for several days as a result of +exposure and starvation. Day and night Peggy had nursed him with +unwearying attention; one would have supposed that he had been always +kind to her, and that she was greatly in his debt. Since his brain had +cleared she had said little to him; but, when she touched him, he +could feel the thrill of passion that travelled through her hands. Her +face told him nothing; it was only when suddenly she raised up her +eyes that he saw the longing which they could not hide. Because her +eyes betrayed her, she rarely looked at him. He would gladly have +spoken with her frankly, but her reserve deterred him, and, moreover, +a great anxiety weighed upon his mind--he did not know how many of his +secrets and hidden intentions he had let out in his ravings. The +altered bearing of his companions made him aware that they had each +learnt something fresh about himself, one another, and the manner in +which he regarded them. The Man with the Dead Soul was alone +unchanged. + +So he sat among them on his couch of furs as morosely as Beorn +himself, striving to grope his way back into the darkness from which +his mind had issued, torturing himself to remember how much his lips +had admitted during the time when his vigilance was relaxed. He could +only recall the shadows of his words and acts; the real things, which +lurked behind the shadows, continually evaded capture. Yet it seemed +to him that he must have laid bare all his life, confessing to Eyelids +and his sister his every affection and his every treachery, whether +accomplished or intended. + +Then, if he had done that, he had told Peggy to her face how he was +purposing to desert her! It was this suspicion which kept him silent; +he waited for her to reveal herself. But she refused to help him; in +her looks there was no condemnation, and in her treatment of him +nothing but gentleness. Surely there should have been contempt, if she +had known _all_ about him! + +Two pictures stood out so sharply from the background chaos of his +impressions, that he believed them to be veritable memories. The one +was of Peggy kneeling at his side, taking him in her arms, as though +he were a child, and laying his head upon her breast, and of himself +mistaking her for his mother or Mordaunt, and speaking to her all +manner of tenderness. The other was of his perpetual terror lest +Spurling had gone southward without him, having stolen his share of +the treasure; and of one night when Peggy to quiet him had roused up +Eyelids, who had brought in Spurling--and Spurling's hands were bound. + +When he had come to himself, his first action had been to look round +for Spurling--and he was not there. Two days had now passed, and there +was still no sign of him. As his strength returned, the fear of his +delirium gained ground upon him--lest Spurling had escaped. Brooding +over the past with a sick man's fancy, he discovered a new cause for +agitation--_if Spurling had departed, he would never know the truth +about Mordaunt_. For the recovery of the gold he scarcely cared now; +the apparent actualness of Mordaunt's presence, bending over him in +his delirium, had recalled her vividly to his memory, awakening the +passion which he had striven to crush down, so that now it seemed +all-important to him that he should ask Spurling that one question, +"Was the body that was found near Forty-Mile clothed in a woman's +dress?" + +The return of a certain season, which the mind has associated with a +special experience, will often arouse and poignantly concentrate an +old emotion, which has been almost forgotten throughout the other +months of the year. The arrival of Spurling, and the agony which he +had suffered when he had begun to suspect that the woman whom he loved +was dead, had happened when the snow was on the ground; perhaps it was +the sight of the frozen river and the white landscape which now caused +him to remember so furiously the vengeance which he had planned, +should Mordaunt prove to be the woman whom Spurling had murdered. So, +for the time being, the seeking of El Dorado and preserving of his own +life seemed paltry objects when compared with the asking of that +question, and the exacting, if need be, of the necessary revenge. + +On the third day after the recovery of his senses he could endure his +suspicions no longer. Peggy had gone out for a little while; Eyelids +was busy in the store; only the Man with the Dead Soul was left with +him in the shack. Seizing his opportunity, he got up and dressed. He +was so weak that at first he could scarcely stand. Tottering toward +the door, he already had his hand upon the latch when Beorn arose and +followed him. Though Granger had asked him no question, "I will show +you," he said. + +Outside they met Peggy returning; but her father waved her sternly +aside, and, putting his arms about Granger to support him, guided him +to the back of Bachelors' Hall. A stoutly built cabin was there, which +stood by itself and was windowless, the door of which was iron-bound +and padlocked; it was used as a cell in which Indians and half-breeds +were kept, should they grow refractory. Producing the key, he opened +the door; as they entered they were greeted with a volley of curses. + +In the farthest corner lay a man, crouched on a bed of mouldy furs. +The cell was not often used, and was covered with decaying +fungus-growth from the dampness of the past summer. When Granger tried +to speak to him, his voice was drowned by the sort of noise that a dog +makes when it comes out from its kennel; then he saw that Spurling was +chained low down to the floor by his hands and feet, so that he could +not stand upright. With an hysteric cry of gladness he ran forward, +and was only saved from Spurling's teeth, as he bent back his head, by +Beorn, who pushed him to one side so heavily that he fell to the +ground. Then Eyelids came in, and picked him up and carried him back +to the shack. + +For the next few days he had plenty of leisure to reflect. He wondered +whether Beorn's treatment of Spurling, and the fact that he had shown +him to him on the earliest occasion, was meant as a threat to himself; +or had the disclosures which he had made in his delirium given him the +impression that he also was entirely Spurling's enemy. The bearing of +Eyelids and of Peggy led him to believe that the latter supposition +was correct. His natural instinct was to free the man at once,--but +he thought better of it; Spurling would be at least kept out of +mischief there till he himself was well. + +Now that his mind was at ease, he commenced to mend rapidly; when two +more days had passed, he was up and able to get about without much +help. On visiting the trading-store he found that his canoe was lying +there, just as he had brought it back; nothing of its contents had +been removed or unpacked. He sat down beside it, and tried to +formulate his plans. + +So far, in spite of his illness, everything had happened for the best. +Spurling was safe until he should require him. The gold was now in his +absolute possession. Very shortly Eyelids and Beorn would set out on +their winter's hunt, leaving him, save for Peggy, free to act +unobserved. But he had made a discovery, the knowledge of which +disturbed him--that a part, at least, of the reason for Peggy's +reticence and new gentleness was that before long she would be a +mother. That fact made him feel differently towards her; he could not +now desert her, for it would mean abandoning his child. + +When he pictured to himself what the Northland might do for a child +who was fatherless, especially if it were a girl, he knew that, +whatever plans he made, they must include his half-breed wife. +Moreover, her approaching maternity appealed to the chivalry in his +nature, making him ashamed that he had ever thought to leave her. +Until his child was born, at whatever risk to himself, he must +postpone his departure and lie in hiding at Murder Point. And after +that? He must take her into his confidence, as he should have done +long ago, as if she were all white. He would have to leave her behind +at first, but would make arrangements for her to follow after him when +the road was clear. + +Having arrived at this point, his train of reasoning was broken off by +the appearance of Eyelids, who came to ask for two outfits, and to +inform him that he and Beorn had determined to set out on the winter +trail that night. The rest of the day was spent in preparations, and +the getting together of their teams of huskies. + +Just before they left, a visit was paid to Spurling in the cabin, and +the key was handed over to Granger. While there, Granger referred to +the matter which he had been wanting to mention all day. Turning to +Eyelids, as though it were of little importance, he said, "Before you +return, as I daresay you've noticed, something will have happened. I +want you to promise me to come back for Christmas Eve, so that we may +celebrate the event." Then, throwing aside his disguise of +indifference, he spoke more earnestly, "I want you and Beorn to +promise me that." + +Spurling looked sharply up from his corner; being ignorant of the +matter which Granger hinted at, he watched to see if the words +contained a reference to himself. Peggy turned her head away and began +to steal softly out. But her brother stayed her, and throwing his arm +about her shoulder, said, "I promise you; we shall return." And Beorn +gave him his hand as a sign of his assent. + +They closed and locked the door on the prisoner, and the father and +son set out. + +A sudden instinct for carefulness had prompted him to make that +request. At the last moment he had thought that he noticed on Beorn's +part a certain uneasiness in handing over to him the custody of +Spurling. He was afraid that the distrust might grow upon him, causing +him to return unexpectedly, perhaps just at the time when he and +Spurling were starting on their southward journey. It was to prevent +such an interference with his plans that he had named a definite time +for their next meeting, for, by so doing, he had given Beorn to +understand that he intended to remain at Murder Point throughout +December. The hinting at the birth of his child had added to his +request a show of naturalness, and had at the same time let them know +that he was aware of his wife's condition--a difficult knowledge to +communicate to people who spoke rarely, and then only of trivial +affairs. As yet he had not decided as to when he would set out, for he +hesitated between the manfully fulfilling of his new responsibility +and the callously accomplishing of his old purpose; if he should +choose the latter, he had provided for Peggy so that she would not be +left too long by herself, by the promise which he had exacted from her +brother and father to return for Christmas Eve. + +For the first time he was left truly alone with her. Standing side by +side, they watched the trappers descend the Point to the pier, where +their dogs lay waiting them. The whips cracked and the teams +straightened out. + +For a few strides they moved toward the opposite bank and then, to +Granger's amazement, wheeled to the left, and commenced travelling +up-river to the west. The loaded sleds swung lightly over the ice and, +as he listened, the shouting of the drivers and the yelping of the +huskies grew fainter, till they were no more heard. He was made +terribly afraid by the direction they had taken, for he knew that +Beorn's trapping grounds had always lain to the northwards, and never +around God's Voice; they were still less likely to do so now, since he +had quarrelled with the factor. Then why had he gone to the west? + +He turned to the girl at his side to question her, "Did you know that +they were going there?" he said. She did not answer him; he saw that +her eyes were intently fixed upon the bend. Her lips moved, and her +hands made the sign of the cross upon her breast as if she were +praying. Without replying, she entered the shack. + +He did not follow her, for his feelings were changed with anger. He +felt that, whether knowingly or unknowingly, they had betrayed him +through their secretiveness. While he had been absent they must have +heard that Spurling was a man with a price upon his head. They might +even have learnt it from Pilgrim at the time of his June visit, but +had not laid hands upon him because he had appeared to be his friend. +But now since their return, in his delirium he had probably uttered +words concerning Spurling which had left them with the impression that +he desired his death--and had given them their excuse for gratifying +their own covetousness and revenge for the Forbidden River trespass. + +Even what he had said to them about returning for Christmas Eve might +have been taken as having a double meaning, referring not only to the +birth of the child, but also to the thousand-dollar reward to be +gained by the arrest. Spoken as it was, in the prison-cabin, that was +most likely how it had been taken. Since they had accepted him as +their confederate, it seemed evident that they did not know that the +arrest of Spurling might entail his own hanging. If all that he had +conjectured was true, he had now no option but to release Spurling and +to make good his escape with him at once; for from Murder Point to +God's Voice was no more than seventy miles. At once! But he would not +be strong enough to travel for some days yet, and Spurling could not +be in very excellent condition for such a journey--to be thrown into +an out-house and left there for a fortnight, with back bent double and +arms and legs bound, is not the best kind of training. + +Before doing anything rash he would talk to Peggy, and find out how +much she knew about it. Following her into the shack, he made fast the +door and threw himself on the pile of furs which had been his couch. +The lamp was not lighted, but the stove was red-hot and scattered an +angry glare. He called to her; she came to him timidly from the far +end of the room and sat down beside him. He commenced abruptly by +telling her that the man who was chained out there in the cabin was a +murderer. Did she know that? She nodded. How did she know that? She +shuddered, and pointed with her hand out of the window in the +direction of the bend. + +He did not gather what she meant, but for the present he let it pass. + +And did she know that there were a thousand dollars offered for +Spurling's capture? She shrugged her shoulders, and again gave her +assent. Then, raising himself on his elbow, he asked her plainly, "Is +that what Eyelids has gone to get?" + +She smiled down at him as though she were owning to something worthy; +"I hope so," she said. + +"Why do you hope so," he asked in a hard voice; "because of the +money?" + +She drew back from him as though he had affronted her. "No, not for +that," she said, speaking slowly. + +"Then why?" + +"Because he is trying to take you away from me." + +"And you think that when the Mounted Police have hanged him that it +will be all right, and I shall stay here?" + +She did not answer him, but he knew that she was thinking of her +child. "Whether Spurling escapes or is taken," he said, "will make no +difference to my doings. I cannot stay; they are hunting for me, +because they think I also am a murderer." + +She turned sharply round. "But we are doing this to save you; we +thought that you agreed and understood. When you have given them this +man, they will pardon you, and you will be allowed to stay." + +"Who told you that? Was it Antoine?" + +"Robert Pilgrim." + +He laughed in her face. "Bah! Robert Pilgrim!" he exclaimed. "He told +you that, and you believed him! Why, you little fool, he doesn't care +a curse what happens to Spurling, whether he's caught or gets away; +it's me that he's anxious to put to death. But he couldn't have told +you that when we were in hiding on Huskies' Island, or you'd have +betrayed us then." + +"He sent word to us by a messenger while you were away. But, if I had +known, I shouldn't have betrayed you then, for this man seemed to be +at that time your friend." + +"Then why have you done so now?" + +"Because he has become your enemy and you hate him; and because there +is no other way of saving you for my child and for myself. He is +trying to take you away from me." She spoke in a fierce strained +whisper, kneeling, with her hands spread out before her, and her head +thrown back. + +"You haven't saved me," he said, rising to his feet angrily; "all +you've done is to place the rope about my neck." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +THE HAND IN THE DOORWAY + + +He picked up a lantern and, having lighted it, left the shack. Going +round the out-building of the store, he made his way through the snow +to the cabin where Spurling was imprisoned. As he placed the key in +the padlock, he could hear the rattle of the chains of the man inside. +Having opened the door, he halted on the threshold, afraid and ashamed +to enter. There was dead silence. Lifting the lantern above his head, +he could make out the figure of Spurling, crouched like a beast on +knees and hands, with eyes which watched him doubtfully. + +"They have gone," he said. + +Spurling did not answer, but followed his every movement. + +"They have gone," he repeated; "but they have not gone to the +Forbidden River--they have gone in the direction of God's Voice." + +Then Spurling spoke. "Thank God," he said, "for they'll hang you as +well." + +Granger placed the lantern on the floor and sat himself down. +"Spurling," he said, "we both of us have some old scores to pay off; +at the present moment, I happen to have the upper hand. But this is +not the time to settle them. For instance, you have never told me the +name of the woman whom you shot in the Klondike." + +Spurling broke in furiously, saying, "I have told you already, that +it was not a woman I murdered, but a man." + +Granger waved him aside with his hand. "I'm not asking you her name," +he said. "We've not got the time to quarrel, for there is still a +chance of our saving ourselves. It'll take Beorn and Eyelids at least +four days to reach God's Voice and come back. But I don't think +they'll touch at God's Voice at all; they'll skirt it and go farther +south. They won't trust Robert Pilgrim, lest he should claim a part of +the reward. If I know Eyelids, it's the thousand dollars he's after, +and he wants it all for himself. Their purpose is to go on until they +meet the winter patrol, so that they may be able to give direct +information to the Mounted Police themselves. Now before they do that, +a good deal of time may be lost, for the winter patrol has hardly +started as yet, and it may go in a new direction so that they'll miss +it at first. With the best of luck, they'll have to travel three +hundred miles, a ten days' journey, before they fall in with it. While +they're searching for it, we shall be able to slip by them and get +out. If you'll promise to stand by me I'll release you. If you won't, +I shall leave you here and go on myself. But I warn you fairly, no +man, unless he leaves the gold behind him, can make that journey by +himself with any hope of surviving. Our last chance, whether we want +to reach El Dorado or merely to save our lives, is to stick together +and persuade ourselves that we are friends." + +"I'll stand by you," Spurling said; "I'm no more anxious to die by the +rope or starvation than you are yourself. But what are we to do with +the half-breed woman--your wife? To leave her behind us, free to go +where she chooses, would be suicide." + +Granger eyed him angrily, for he did not like the sinister whisper in +which he had asked that question. He might just as well have said, +"Shall I shoot her while you go outside and scrape out her grave?" But +to have paid attention to it just then would have brought them to high +words at the outset; so he said, "We can't take her with us, for she +is soon to have a child. But I think, when I have explained things to +her, she'll give us her promise to keep our secret, and we shall be +able to trust her word." + +"Humph! You think that? Well, knock off these chains." + +Granger brought the lantern nearer and was stooping to his work, when +Spurling stopped him, laying his hand upon his shoulder. "Hist! What's +that?" he said. Granger listened. He could distinctly hear the crunch +of footsteps on the snow, moving stealthily away from the cabin. +Running to the door, he caught sight of a woman's skirt, disappearing +round the corner of the store, and recognised the shadow which was +flung behind as Peggy's. She must have heard all that they had said. + +Spurling waited till his chains were off and he was able to stand +upright, a free man. Then he asked significantly, "And now what are +you going to do with her?" + +"That is my business," Granger retorted hotly. + +"But I think that it is also mine." + +He knew that it would be unwise to argue the point, so he led the way +to Bachelors' Hall, Spurling limping stiffly behind. So cramped had he +become with the cold, and the position in which he had been chained +during his confinement, that he could hardly move a step without +groaning. Until he should recover, despite his own weakness, Granger +knew that he was physically the stronger and still had the upper hand. +For Peggy's sake he intended to make the best use of his time; he +began to have fears for her as to what might happen were she left to +the mercy of Spurling's choice. + +"What are we coming here for?" growled Spurling, as they stopped at +the door of the hall; "why can't we go to the shack? I'm desperately +cold and there's a fire there." + +"I'll light you a fire," said Granger, placing his hands on his +shoulders and thrusting him inside. + +"You're mighty anxious that I shouldn't get near your wife," said +Spurling; "she must be very valuable." + +Granger went off and soon returned with fuel. The stove was damp and +rusty, and did not draw well at first, so that all the room was filled +with smoke. Spurling had stumbled over to the shelf and lay there +complaining. When the wood had caught and was burning brightly, +Granger fetched him something to eat and then went out to speak with +Peggy, leaving him alone, promising to return again to spend the +night. + +When he had entered the shack, it appeared to be empty. He called +Peggy's name, but she did not reply. Listening intently, he heard the +sound of sobbing which she was endeavouring to stifle. Going over to +the berth he found her lying there, with face turned to the wall. +Sitting down beside her, he placed his arms about her, and tried to +make her turn his way, but she refused to be comforted. + +"Peggy," he said, "you heard what we were saying in the cabin? You +remember how I said that I was able to trust your word. I want you to +promise me that you will not tell anyone that we have left, and that +you will not try to follow until I send to tell you that all is safe, +so that you can come to me." + +"You will never send," she said. + +"Why do you say that?" + +"Because that man will quarrel with you and kill you on the way out." + +"That's nonsense; you must listen to what I have planned. This summer +we found gold on the Forbidden River." + +"I know that." + +"Who told you?" + +"Eyelids." + +"Why did he tell you?" + +"He found it himself in the spring, when father sent him up there +after Spurling; and he was angry when he knew that you had gone there, +because he wanted it for himself." + +"Did he stop here all summer?" + +"Yes, but father went away. I think he must have followed you. He got +back four days before your return." + +"Humph! I suspected that, for I saw something that was very like him +there. . . . And do you still think that they have gone to tell the +Mounted Police only in order that Spurling may be arrested?" + +"I don't know; but that's what they said. I chose to believe them +because that was the only way in which I could keep you for myself." + +"Well, then, listen. No matter what Eyelids and Beorn may intend, if +the Mounted Police once get hold of me the result will be that I shall +get hanged. The one way in which you can keep me for yourself is to +help me to escape. I can't take you with me as you are at present; you +know that. And I can't strike the trail alone; I must have someone to +help me take the gold out. There's no one but Spurling. Besides, I've +promised to stick by him; he saved my life once, and I'm paying back +the debt. When once I've reached Winnipeg, I'll be able to purchase +friends who will hide me, if need be; but I hope to get there ahead of +the news of my escape, before the police have my description and are +on the lookout. I shall strike for the south, and, when the hunt is +over and I'm given up for dead, I'll send you word where you can join +me." + +"You never will do that." + +"And why not?" + +"Because you will be dead." + +Granger was losing patience. Whatever reasoning he used, he could not +move her beyond that one assertion. + +"Won't you help me to take the one chance of life that I think I +have?" he said. "It can't make much difference to you if Spurling does +kill me on the trail; if I stay here, I shall die a few weeks later, +more disgracefully." + +She stood up and led him over to the window, through which the moon +was shining, so that he could see her face. She placed her arms about +his neck, as if she were a white woman. "I will tell you the truth +now," she said; "I have been keeping something back that I might save +you from yourself. Since you joined with this man and helped him take +the gold from the Forbidden River, Eyelids and my father have both +become your enemies. The factor did send his message that your life +would be spared if Spurling was given up, but I think he was speaking +falsely. I have tried to keep you near me because I alone, if need be, +can stand between you and them. If you set out with Spurling, he will +kill you; and if you stay here, you will be arrested. But if you will +come with me into the forest, we can join some Indians of my mother's +tribe, and they will hide us where you never can be found." + +Granger watched her while she was speaking, wondering whether he was +hearing the very truth this time. "And, if I do as you ask me, what +will happen to Spurling?" he said. + +She drew him nearer to herself. "I hate that man," she whispered; "let +him die as he deserves." + +"And why didn't you tell me everything at first?" + +"Because you are not strong enough to make the journey yet; and I +wanted to keep you resting here, till you had no other choice of +saving yourself but by following me into the forest. While my father +was present, I did not dare to tell you--_for his soul is dead_." + +Granger took his eyes from off her face; she tempted him--he had been +so long unused to kindness. He gazed out of the window, far away +across the frozen forest, and heard the dream of his boyhood calling +to him to seek the city out of sight. His choice lay between this +woman and El Dorado, in whose search he had wasted all his life. He +did not deceive himself, whatever he might say aloud; his hesitancy +did not arise out of unwillingness to desert Spurling, but from +unwillingness to abandon the quest while a fragment of hope remained. +With that stolen gold, if he could slip by the winter patrol and carry +it out to Winnipeg, he would be able to strike for the south and sail +up the Great Amana, past the rocks with the forgotten handwriting, +till he came to the lake of Parima, on whose shores the city is said +to stand. + +She saw that his will was wavering and that his choice was going +against her. Seizing his hands in her own and pressing them to her +breast, "I am only a poor half-breed girl," she cried, "but I am soon +to be the mother of your child; and our child will be nearly all white +like yourself. You can't think what my life was before you came to me; +for, though my body is half Indian, my mind has become a white woman's +since I went to school in Winnipeg. I am so white that I would die for +you to-morrow, if I could give you life by doing that. I could not +tell you this before, while my father and brother were present; +somehow, with their silence they stifled my words, and made me silent. +But don't judge me by the past months, believe me now." + +"Peggy," he said, "what should we do in the forest, if we went there +and joined your mother's tribe? We should starve, and grow sullen; and +you would be treated as a squaw, and our child would grow up an +Indian." + +"But I should not mind that if only we were together." + +"But we shall be together if my plan works out and I manage to escape. +Then there's Spurling; however much I hate him, I cannot break my +promise to him and leave him to die." + +She dropped his hands and drew away from him. "You are going to meet +the white woman," she said; "you had planned to desert me whatever +happened." + +"Who told you that?" + +"Your lips told me, when you were sick and they moved of themselves." + +"But I promise you now that, when I am safe, I will send you word so +that you can find me. If I ever did think of deserting you, it was +before I knew that we were going to have a child." + +"You will not send for me," she said; "but I promise that I will do +nothing to you that will hinder you from going out." + +"But what will you do when I am gone, and you yourself will be needing +help?" + +"I shall go, like any other squaw, to the Indian women of my tribe." + +There was nothing more to be said; she had given him what he had +asked. Bidding her good-night, he left the shack. + +On returning to the Hall, he found Spurling very restless. "What have +you been doing all this time?" he asked. "I'd got a good mind to come +in search of you. I thought you must have struck the trail with your +squaw, leaving me behind." + +Granger pretended not to notice his ill-nature, but told him what he +had arranged. They talked matters over and determined to make a start +on the following night. Neither of them were in proper condition to +travel, but they knew that they had no time to waste. Before they lay +down to sleep, Spurling altered his position, spreading his furs +between the stove and the entrance, with his head so near the +threshold that the door could not be opened wide enough to permit of +anyone passing out without his being wakened; Granger smiled grimly, +wondering how long it would take them to quarrel at that rate, when +one of them thought it necessary to take such precautions. Spurling +was soon snoring, but Granger could get no rest. The night was +bitterly cold, and the fire needed constant replenishing. It seemed to +him that no sooner had he piled on more wood, and wrapped himself in +his blankets, and laid himself down, than he would feel the +temperature lowering, and a chill passing over his body like an icy +hand, beginning at his feet and working up to his head. Shivering and +with teeth chattering, he would raise himself up on his elbow, only to +see that the wood was again burnt through and that the fire was going +out. + +At last he determined to give up the attempt to sleep. Pulling a box +near the stove and using it as a back-rest, he gathered his blankets +tightly round him and lit his pipe. + +Across his shoulders, through the window behind him, fell a shaft of +moonlight; in front of him, dazzling his eyes, was the redness of the +glowing charcoal, and the yellow of the jumping flames; within +hand-stretch to the right lay Spurling, with his feet toward the fire +and his head within six inches of the threshold. In the great +stillness which was outside, nothing was to be heard save the rustling +of the snow as it bound tighter, and the occasional low booming of the +trees as the frost, acting on the sap, bent their branches. + +With his accustomed passion for fairness, he commenced to examine his +dealings with Peggy and to try to regard his actions from her +view-point. In his recent conversation with her she had revealed +qualities the existence of which he had not suspected; he had not +reckoned her at her true worth. He began to be uncertain even now as +to whether he was doing right in leaving her. Perhaps she, for all her +ignorance, was wiser than himself. But of one thing she had made him +certain, that of all creatures which walked, and talked, and ate, and +drank, upon the earth, she alone stood by him in his crisis for an +unselfish reason, and loved him for himself. He knew now, though he +had not realised it until that night, that he loved her in return, +half-breed though she was, and could not do without her. He was +willing to own to himself that, in his treatment of her, he had not +always been just and, because of her race, at times had been +despising. He'd been more or less of a fool, and had refused a good +deal of available happiness. + +He looked towards the door; if it had not been for the unpleasantness +of awaking Spurling, he would have gone at once to the shack and said +to her, "I don't mind who you are, I love you better than any white +girl, and would prefer you from amongst them all, were I again given +my choice." Before he set out, he would like to have her believe that +he was going, at least partly, for her sake. + +The smoke from the burning wood made his eyes grow heavy; he began to +drowse. He dreamt that he had taken Peggy's advice and had gone with +her into the forest, having joined himself to the people of her tribe. +It must have happened years ago, for their child was a sturdy boy who +ran beside them. She was leading the way through a dark wood, holding +him by the hand. He asked her where she was going, and for answer she +laid her finger on his lips and only smiled. On and on they went, and +then, far away in the distance, he began to see a little light. It +grew brighter and more dazzling as they approached, so that he had to +close his eyes. Presently she halted and told him to look. He was +standing on the edge of a precipice, in the side of which steps had +been hewn out, and far below was a silver lake which he knew to be +Parima; and far away was a gleaming of domes and spires which he +recognised. He was about to speak to thank her, when he tottered and +his feet sank from under him. As he fell, he stared up at her; the +last thing he saw was the expression of agony that was in her eyes. + +He awoke with a start, but his instinct warned him not to stir. The +shaft of moonlight had been blotted out, and he knew that someone, +standing outside, behind him, was gazing in through the window. It was +not Spurling, for he lay breathing heavily, fast asleep, over to his +right. As he crouched there motionless, he ran through the list of all +possible assailants in his mind. It might be Beorn or Eyelids. It +might be Robert Pilgrim. It might even be the Mounted Police, arrived +before their time. It might be only a renegade trapper of the Hudson +Bay Company, who had come by night, that he might not be discovered, +to see if the private trader would offer a higher price for his catch +of furs. Then the darkness was removed, and the light shone in again. +Quickly turning his head, he looked toward the window, and saw nothing +there. Very quietly he rose to his feet, tiptoed to the window and +looked out. At first he could see no one; then he saw the outer edge +of a figure, pressed close to the wall of the house, standing upright +beside the door-jamb. He crept back from the panes, so that he should +not obscure the little light he had. Moving over to the right, he +halted mid-way between the window and Spurling. + +He could hear the muffled breathing of the person outside and could +almost feel the pressure of his body against the wall on the other +side. In the few seconds' respite, while nothing happened, he glanced +round, taking in the situation and trying to forecast the probable +sequence of action. Since Spurling had lain down, he had altered his +position, so that now his body stretched across the entrance, with his +head in the corner where the two walls met, forming an acute angle +with the threshold so that, though he prevented the door from opening +more than two or three inches, directly it was opened his person would +be visible, and exposed to attack. + +Gently the latch was raised and, by slow degrees, the door began to +swing inwards. The slit which it made let in a narrow ray of +moonlight, which, leaving Spurling's face in shadow, fell slanting +across his neck. If he had not moved in his sleep, his head would have +been farther out from the wall, and the light, striking on his eyes +would have aroused him; as it was, he was undisturbed. Alert with the +horror of it, Granger watched to see what would follow next. The +person on the other side, peering through the opening, had been warned +by the same sight of the exposed bare neck, and, desisting from +pushing the door wider, was deliberating. + +When a short interval had elapsed, he saw a hand thrust through the +crack; it gripped a trapper's hunting knife, with the blade pointing +downwards, and was poised about to strike. Granger was unarmed +himself; there was but one thing that could be done to save his +comrade's life. Flinging all his weight upon the door, he closed it, +imprisoning the assailant's hand above the wrist joint. The knife +clattered to the floor, where it stuck out quivering, grazing +Spurling's cheek as it fell. The hand tried to wrench itself free, the +fingers opening and closing convulsively, but there was no sound from +outside. + +Spurling awoke with a cry, and clapping his hand to his face found it +wet with blood. He rose to his feet with his fists clenched, and the +look of a wild beast at bay in his eyes. His lips were working with +nervousness and desire to fight. "What is it?" he whispered. "Have +they come to take us?" + +Granger signed to him to stand back and keep quiet. Then he followed +the direction of Granger's eyes, and he also saw the hand. Bending +down, with his back against the door, Granger examined it. It was +brown and slim--far too small for a man's hand, and far too dusky to +belong to a person who was white. The light, stealing in through the +aperture, showed it plainly and fell along its length; the fingers had +ceased to writhe and were extended, as if the thing had died. + +While Granger had been looking, Spurling also had seen and had +surmised. Coming swiftly forward, he stooped to pick up the knife. +Granger read his purpose and, as he leant forward to pluck it from the +boards, kicked him heavily in the chest, so that he lost his balance +and fell sprawling on his back. Before he could recover himself, he +had opened the door and released the hand. Possessing himself of the +knife, he set his back against the door again to prevent Spurling from +following. There was a little cry of gladness, and the sound of +footsteps rustling the snow as they hurried away. + +For the remainder of the long night, he stood guard over the man whom +he had rescued. When the dawn broke and he visited the shack, he found +that Peggy had vanished. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +SPURLING TAKES FRIGHT + + +If Spurling had suspected Granger before, he was doubly suspicious of +him now. Wherever he went, his heavy treacherous eyes followed and +spied upon him. In one thing only were they united--in their desire to +see the last of Murder Point. For the accomplishment of this end, they +laboured feverishly in sullen silence. On visiting the dog-pen, they +found that of the eleven huskies which had been there, three were +missing; of the eight which remained, four were the animals left over +from the grey team belonging to Spurling, and these were the best. +This meant that they would be able to harness but four dogs apiece to +a sled, and would have to leave some of their wealth behind, limiting +each outfit together with the gold to not more than three hundred +pounds. On examining his clothing, Granger found that his favourite +capote was not there; he conjectured that Peggy had taken that also in +her hurry. + +They went to the store and selected their provisions with care, taking +no flour or canned goods, but tallow and fat bacon, because this food +is least bulky and affords most nourishment. For the same reason, +instead of the usual allowance for a husky of two raw white fish a +day, they took lumps of grease frozen solid. Of the gold they took +mostly dust, because it packed closer than nuggets. This they divided +into equal shares and poured into moose-hide sacks, which they lashed +to the bottom of their sleds, with their outfit above. + +They clothed themselves warmly for the journey, for already there were +forty degrees of frost, and this was but November. They put on three +flannel shirts apiece and one of duffel, and over them a beaded shirt +of leather. They swathed their feet in duffel, covering them with high +moccasins, and encased their legs in several wrappings of duffel +leggins. Their caps were of fur, the hair of which reached down over +their foreheads, ears, and necks, giving them protection. Over all +they flung capotes, which extended to their knees and were caught in +at the waist with a scarlet sash. + +Having fed the huskies, Granger returned to the shack, to run through +his belongings and destroy whatever he did not wish to be found. He +turned to Spurling, saying, "You'd better lie down now and get a +little rest." + +Spurling blinked at him, and swallowed once or twice, hesitating. Then +he said, "It's a pleasant meeting that they'll have, with two of us +absent." + +Granger was sorting out old letters, dated years back--things which +brought memories. He did not pay any attention; perhaps he had not +heard. + +"It's a pleasant meeting that they'll have, I say, with two of us +absent," Spurling repeated. + +"What meeting? I don't understand." + +"Why, the meeting you promised them on Christmas Eve--the one you were +so pressing about." + +Granger raised up his head and looked at him. "Don't you be so certain +of that," he said; "we may not be absent--we may be caught by Eyelids +and brought back." + +Spurling cursed him under his breath. + +Granger went on sorting out his papers, burning them or putting them +aside. Some were from his mother; one was from his father, faded with +age; and some were from girls whose very names had passed from his +remembrance. Presently he stopped, and turning round again, with a +different look in his eyes, handed a page to his companion, saying, +"Read that." + +Spurling laughed harshly and took it. It was in his own handwriting. +"None of your softness," he said. "I've got long past sentiment." + +Granger watched him as he scanned its contents, and saw his face grow +solemn. It had been written seven years back, before they had left +England, when both their sympathies were fresher, before their souls +had grown tarnished. It read: "John, I've just seen the unemployed, +about four battalions of 'em or from two to three thousand +men--unemployed, half-clothed, half-fed, and half-men. God! that such +a sight could be in this world, and here in London; our London, +wealthy London, the city of luxury and at our own doors. Four +battalions of men in real want; not a want such as you and I know when +we run short of our damned tobacco, but a want when the belly is sick +and empty and has no prospect of being filled--a want of necessities. +Four battalions of men in want, and how many children and women does +that represent? God's hooligans, God's scamps, and God's wrecks! '_His +wrecks_,' how can I write such words. How pitiable are their physical +conditions, their privation and distress of body! But what of their +souls, the starvation of their minds? Why, I doubt if they could +subscribe a respectable soul among the whole four battalions. + +"Males who might have been men and of some use in the world, if only +a finger had shown them the road instead of shoving 'em down into +wrecks and damnation. + +"I can write no more. I must go out and walk about." + +Spurling gulped down a sob, and without comment crunched the sheet up +in his hand, and flung it towards the stove; but it fell short and +rolled to where Granger was standing. He stooped, picked it up and +smoothed it out. "I'll put it in my pocket," he said, "to remember +what we were; we may need the reminder on our journey." + +"Damn your softness," Spurling broke out. "I want to forget the past, +and to live like the beast I am. How could I shoot down even an Indian +to defend myself, if I were to remember things like that! It's gold +that's changed me; and now that I've got it I intend, at all costs, to +win out." + +"Yes, it's gold that's changed us," Granger said. + +Presently he paused again. "I had intended to keep that to threaten +you with, but you can have it now," he said. + +Spurling rose up from the floor, and coming over to the table took the +paper from him. It was the warrant for his arrest. His hand shook as +he read it. + +"Granger, how did you get that?" he asked in a low voice. "Was it from +Strangeways?" + +On the spur of the moment, to avoid the direct answering of the +question and that he might learn the exact truth about something else, +he drew forth the locket from his breast. + +"What's that?" asked Spurling. "Another reminder?" + +"Come and look for yourself." + +"I don't want to remember, I tell you." + +"But this has something to do with the answer to your question." + +Spurling came behind and looked over his shoulder carelessly, not +expecting to see anything which was of much concern. Then he started, +so violently that the portrait fell from Granger's hand. "My God, it +_was_ a woman!" he moaned. "A woman! A woman!" + +Granger turned upon him, willing to be angry; but he saw that he had +no need of further revenge. The man's body seemed to have shrunk into +itself, and to have grown smaller. His lower jaw hung down, giving a +purposeless expression to the face and mouth. The eyes were vacant and +stared out on space, focussing nothing. Whatever anger he had had was +turned to pity as he regarded him. So Spurling had not known that +Mordaunt was a woman! And the body which was found at Forty-Mile had +not been clothed in a woman's dress! How Strangeways must be laughing +out there, alone in the coldness, three feet beneath the snow at the +bend! + +Yet, for all his pity, Granger could not bring himself to touch the +man--he looked too absorbed in his tragedy. Out of decency he turned +his back upon him, hurrying his task to an end. Already he had been +too long about it; they had no time to linger. Peggy's absence might +have many purposes; when she returned, she might not come +unaccompanied. Before he made a start, after his night of watching he +would require rest. + +Spurling had drawn away from him and was huddled in a corner, +whispering to himself. He must say and do something to brace him up, +and show to him that in his eyes he was still a man. If he didn't +recover quickly, they would have to postpone their journey. He was a +fool to have shown him that. + +The last of the papers had been burned; he tied the few which he had +preserved into a little bundle, and thrust them in his breast. Going +over to Spurling, he laid his hand on his shoulder and said, "Druce, +old fellow, I'm very tired. I want to take an hour's sleep before we +set out. You'd best watch and see that nothing happens. In two hours +it'll be sunset; wake me before then." + +He raised up his haggard face and nodded, but he did not look at him +squarely. Granger, having made up the fire, laid himself down. + +When he awoke, he found that the room was in darkness; it must have +been night for several hours. It was the coldness which had aroused +him, for the fire had gone out. + +He supposed that Spurling must be sleeping, so he called to him, +"Spurling, Spurling, are you there?" + +There was no answer. He listened for his breathing, but could hear +nothing. Getting upon his feet as swiftly as the stiffness of his +muscles would allow, he groped his way over to the corner where he had +last seen him. He was not there. Then he lit the lamp, and saw that +the room was empty. + +His first thought was that, in his despair, he had gone outside and +shot himself. Recalling his uncanny horror of the bend, he fancied +that he could trace madness in all his recent actions; but then he +remembered that his fear of the bend had been shared. He became +possessed of a new and more personal dread. What if in giving him the +warrant and showing him the portrait, he had told him too much--more +than his courage and honesty could bear? He rushed to the door of the +shack, and out to where the sleds and huskies had been left. One of +the sleds was gone; his own outfit lay scattered on the snow and the +gold had been taken. But he made a yet worse discovery, for of the +eight huskies, only two remained; Spurling's four gray dogs and the +two best of his own team were missing. He looked wildly round on the +great emptiness. The night pressed down on the earth, as though to +imprison it; the forest closed in on the river, menacing and silent; +and the river ran on, a level, untravelled roadway, from the west. He +shouted, and cursed, and called down God's vengeance on Spurling. +Then, for a moment he was quiet, and heard his own voice coming back +to him as an echo from the bend. His voice had tried to escape and was +returning to him because it could find no way out. + +Crazily turning his face down-river, he shouted, "Hey, Strangeways, +may God damn Spurling." + +Muffled, as if the dead man were answering him from underground, the +cry came back, "Hey, Strangeways, may God damn Spurling." + +He covered his face with his hands and sat down in the snow laughing. +It was all a cruel jest. "Oh, the hypocrite! The hypocrite!" he +shrieked. "He came here hunted and I helped him with my life. He has +taken everything, and given me death." + +Through his head ran maddeningly the scraps of the conversation he had +had with Peggy: "I'll strike for the south, and, when the hunt is +over, I'll send you word where you can join me." "You never will do +that." "And why not?" "Because you will be dead." + +On all his thought, as if she were sitting at his side, her voice +broke in persistently, drearily and low-pitched reiterating, "Because +you will be dead. Because you will be dead." + +A hard look came into his eyes; he ceased from his laughing and +whispering. Turning to the quarter behind his back from which he had +seemed to hear her speaking last, he said quietly, "But I shan't be +dead." + +Then he rose up and entered the shack. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +THE MURDER IN THE SKY + + +However lightly he travels and however hard the snow may have packed, +a man who has only two huskies and is handicapped by a body just +recovered from sickness does not make much speed in winter travelling. + +Through the long hours of the dreary November night Granger, with +hard, set face, had pushed on up the Last Chance River, towards God's +Voice, following in Spurling's tracks. It was the gold that he +desired. And if he recaptured it, what then? He was not capable of +carrying it out to Winnipeg by himself. He knew that his pursuit was +madness; he had nothing to gain by it but revenge. He was hardly +likely to gain even that, for the man in front of him had three dogs +to his one, fuller rations, and a start of several hours; he could +only hope to overtake him by the happening of some accident. + +Yet he knew that he would overtake him, for he felt, beyond reach of +argument, that Spurling was fated to die by his hand. Both of them had +striven to avoid it; once he himself had fled that he might not commit +the crime, and Spurling was now trying to escape that it might not +come about. No matter what they did, it must happen. Though God should +"advance a terrible right arm," and pluck them apart, and fling them +to the opposite extremes of the world, they would surely travel and +travel, perhaps involuntarily, till they came again together. It would +have been far better if he had not been interfered with at the +Shallows and had been permitted to accomplish his enmity there--so, +more than three years of futile suffering might have been spared and +Mordaunt would be still alive. + +He was hardly conscious of any anger; his was the unreasoned +relentless instinct of the pursuing hound. He was savage justice and +the law of self-preservation personified. He was the will of destiny +decreeing that Spurling should not reach El Dorado alive. + +The dogs struggled on uncomplainingly; this was their first trip of +the season and they were still comparatively fresh, though the man was +tired. To the eastward the crescent of a faint old moon hung low in +the sky. As Granger ran, he turned his head and, watching it, was +thankful to see that at last the tardy dawn had begun to spread. Over +the withered stretch of woodland to his right the Aurora swept between +the stars, like an extinguishing angel, who caused them to flicker +and, as he beat his wings about them, one by one to go out. + +It was a morning of bitter coldness. As the breath left his nostrils, +he could almost see it congeal and fall to the ground, a filmy sheet +of ice. The heads of the huskies were clouded with smoke, so that they +seemed to be on fire as they panted forward dragging on the traces. + +The tracks, which he was following, now branched off to the left, and, +mounting the river-bank, entered into a little hollow at the edge of +the forest. Here, about the base of a tree, the snow had been recently +trampled and a fire smouldered. It was Spurling's first camp. +Granger, having unharnessed and fed his huskies, taking his axe from +his girdle, cut down a sapling fir and roused the dying embers to a +blaze. The flames shot up, and, climbing the bark of the tree, +crackled among the branches overhead. Unpacking his tallow he melted +it in a cup. Before it was all drunk, the surface was frozen solid. +Then, lest his muscles should stiffen, he set out again. + +The air was full of minute particles of snow, like frozen dew, which +caused the whole atmosphere, as far as eye could reach, to sparkle in +the sunshine. The sky was greenish grey and without a cloud. The +stillness of the world was magical; in the miles of landscape which +were visible, nothing stirred. The snapping of a twig sounded like the +crashing ruin of a forest giant. The gliding of the sled across the +snow, and the padding footsteps of the huskies, thundered down the +tunnel of the river through the pines like the galloping of heavy +artillery over gravel. When, at rare intervals, the river cracked, +perhaps four or five miles away, it reverberated through the +tree-tops, causing their burden of snow to tremble and glisten, like +the report of neighbouring cannon. Every whisper was exaggerated to a +shout, so that the ears were deafened and longed for quiet--quiet +which, unlike silence, consisted of a multitude of small sounds +singing, almost inaudibly, together. + +Shortly after noon the light faded, and the blinding whiteness was +converted into iron grey. Over to the westward the sun was hidden, and +the horizon became threatening with a leaden bank of cloud. The +temperature sank lower and the twilight was obliterated; night rushed +down. + +The dogs were now thoroughly worn out; only by continual lashing +could he keep them to their work. The roughness of the ice had mangled +their feet; they marked out the trail which they traversed with +crimson dots of blood. He had hoped to reach Spurling's next +camping-place before making another halt; but his rate of travelling +had grown slower, and already the advantage of Spurling's four +additional huskies was beginning to tell. At last his dogs lay down in +their traces and refused to budge. He knew that he could force them to +go no further. + +Using the sled as a shovel, he dug out a hollow, throwing up a +circular mount to protect him from the wind, should it arise. +Searching along the river-bank, he collected wood for a fire, +sufficient to last him till morning. He set up his sled on end, like a +tombstone, for a head rest, and lay himself down with his feet toward +the blaze. The dogs gathered round him shivering, lying one on either +side, striving to share the warmth of his body. He beat them off at +first, but they always crept back; so at last, becoming languidly +sorry for them, he let them stop there. + +He was terribly tired; his bones felt like bars of red-hot iron +scorching their way through his flesh. The hardness of the ice beneath +the snow surface had racked his body in every joint. Every now and +then he would get up and throw some wood on the fire, and lie down +again, pulling his blanket over his head, folding his arms tightly +across his chest, and gathering his knees up close to his body to +conserve whatever heat he had. Though his body slept, never for a +second did his brain lose consciousness of the cold and of the sense +of travel. Always he seemed to be pressing on, doggedly, wearily, with +the forest rushing past him on either hand. Spurling was in sight; +sometimes he would halt, and jeeringly beckon to him. When he had come +within speaking distance of him, he would start off again, leaving a +narrow track of gold behind, for one of the sacks had burst. + +Gradually the most fatal feeling that any man can experience in +northland travel stole upon him--_he felt that he did not care_. If +the fire went out, what matter? He would not get up to relight it. If +Spurling were standing at his side, he would not disturb himself to +look at him. If Mordaunt were to come to him, well, he might perhaps +turn round to look at her. + +He began to dream of her as he had seen her in the locket. They were +both back in the old homeland. He was talking with her in an English +garden and a thrush was singing overhead. How long it was since he had +listened to the song of any bird! Why, he had almost forgotten that +there was such an ecstasy in the world. So exalted was he, that he +paid more attention to the thrush's song than to the words which +Mordaunt said. Then she grew angry and shook him; but he sat there +motionless, looking up into the branches of the tree, away from her, +watching the sun through the greenness of the leaves, and the +quivering throat of the bird. She rose up and left him in indignation; +then darkness fell. He tried to follow her, but had no power to move +himself. He tried to cry out, but his tongue was joined to the roof of +his mouth. Making a great effort, he came to himself. + +When he pushed up his arms to throw off his covering, they seemed to +be lifting a weight of surpassing heaviness. He sat upright and tried +to open his eyes; he was blind--he could see nothing. He groped to +feel his eyeballs with his hands; but his fingers were frozen--they +could feel nothing. He rose to his feet in panic and stood there +swaying, as though he had been set upon a dizzy pedestal which had +grown to be part of himself, so that he could not move, but could only +bend. + +"I must keep quiet," he told himself; "I must keep quiet. If I get +frightened, I shall wander away to my death." + +When he tried to step forward his feet clapped together like solid +blocks of ice. Very distantly, it seemed to him, he could make out a +little glow of red and feel a breath of warmness. Going down on his +hands and knees, he crawled towards it. It was coming to meet him; +they had met. He lay down beside the redness and his panic left him. + +Then he became conscious that it was hurting him and he commenced to +hate it. In struggling to get away from it, he found that he could +move more freely. Sensation had come into his hands; raising them he +felt his eyes. His great terror was not of death, but that he should +be forever sightless. He ran his fingers across his eyes and found +that they were covered with flesh--that his eyelids were frozen +together. With his two hands he forced them apart, and gazed about +him. Wherever he looked there was endless space with nothing to deter +him, stretching away on every side. The moon, in her last quarter, was +barely visible--a mere shadow of silver in the sky; so indistinct was +his vision, that it seemed to him as though he were looking at the +image of the firmament reflected in water, rather than at the stars +themselves. Yet, in the certain renewal of his sight, there came to +him a gladness which he had not known for many a day. + +When he turned toward the fire, he perceived the cause of his mishap: +he had overslept himself and it was nearly out. By the way in which it +was scattered abroad and the smouldering of the fur which was about +his throat and arms, he guessed that in his blindness and instinctive +desire for warmth, he had thrown himself upon its ashes. Having +gathered what remained of it together, he flung on more fuel and set +to work to chafe his extremities, restoring circulation. He was too +chilled to think of attempting sleep again that night: so, when his +limbs were sufficiently thawed out, he renewed his journey. + +The atmosphere was wonderfully clear, but there was in the air a sense +of evil and foreboding. Even the dogs seemed to be aware of it, for as +they ran, turning their heads from side to side to see which way the +whip was coming that they might dodge it, there was a look of +foreknowledge and terror in their eyes which warned Granger. + +As the dawn was spreading, he was startled by a long-drawn sigh, which +travelled from horizon to horizon and died out. The dogs heard it, and +sitting down abruptly in their tracks nearly overturned the sled. +Gazing away to the northward, he saw a shadowy cloud arise, whirl and +drift languidly over the tree-tops and fall back again out of sight. +He lashed at the huskies, and with difficulty set them going. But the +sled drew heavily, as though it were being dragged through sand, for +the snow was gritty as the seashore: so intense was the cold that all +slipperiness had gone out of it. He fastened a line to the load and +went on ahead, breaking the trail and hauling with all his strength. + +Before long the sigh was heard again; but this time it came nearer, +and columns of white smoke rose up and danced in the river-bed. Then +he knew that he was in for a _poudre_ day--the day which of all others +the winter voyageur holds in most dread. While such weather lasts, +even the hardiest traveller will refuse to leave his fire; for he +knows that before long every land-mark will be blotted out, that his +very dogs will refuse to obey him, and that to-morrow, when the wind +has dropped and the snow has settled, the chances are that the sun +will find him with a quiet face turned upward to the sky, immobile and +statuesque as if carved from Parian marble. + +Leaving Spurling's trail, he ascended the bank and worked along by the +forest's edge, that so he might gain shelter. With every fresh puff of +breath from the north, the coiling snakes of snow grew larger, +writhing across the tree-tops and pouring tumultuously into the +river-bed, where they rioted and fought till the day grew dark and it +was difficult to see the next step. Respiration became painful, but +Granger was determined not to halt, for this was one of the accidents +which would help him to come up with Spurling. Feeling his way from +tree to tree, he struggled on. His head became dizzy with the effort. +His body, for all its coldness, broke out into a chilly sweat. He was +invaded by a terrible inertia, so that he was half-minded to lie down +and go to sleep; but the thought that Spurling had halted somewhere, +perhaps only twenty miles ahead, and was losing time, drew him on. +Presently his dogs sat down again, lifting their voices above the +storm in a dismal wailing. + +He cut their traces and went forward, dragging the sled himself. They +followed him a few paces behind, slinking through the darkness with +their heads down and their tails between their legs. They reminded him +of the timber-wolf on the Forbidden River; there were times when, +catching a partial glimpse of them, he could have sworn that they had +been joined by a third. + +By midday the wind died down, the atmosphere began to clear and the +snow to settle. Returning to the river he sought in vain for +Spurling's tracks; either he had passed him in the blackness or they +had been obliterated. He would know the truth in the next six hours +for, if he were still ahead, he would come to his abandoned camp. + +Towards sunset he halted and lit a fire; he intended to travel through +the night and was in need of rest. He had fed his huskies and was +stooping above the flames, cooking himself some bacon, when he raised +his eyes to the west. For a minute he crouched, gazing with the +fascination of horror at what he saw taking place apparently not more +than fifty yards away, but with such clearness that it might not have +been more than ten paces. Where ten seconds before there had been +nothing in view but the straight length of river and the snow-capped +forest, dripping with icicles, there was now, hanging above the trees +face-downwards, anchored to the sky by crimson threads, the inverted +image of a portage, leading up from the right-hand bank of a river, +hedged in on either side with a row of crosses which marked graves of +bygone voyageurs. Midway in the path was a little cabin, which had +been set up for the shelter of bestormed travellers by employees of +the Hudson Bay. Granger recognised the place; it was Dead Rat Portage, +and must be at least fifteen miles from where he was now standing and +ten from God's Voice. + +Out of the cabin, on his hands and knees, crawled a man. He was +evidently badly frost-bitten, for he tried to drag himself upright by +the door-post, but failed miserably, falling forward along the ground. +As he lay there, he turned toward Granger a face which was +expressionless as if it had been covered with a mask of waxen leprosy; +it was frozen solid, as were his feet and hands. Granger knew, more by +the clothes than the ghastly features, that the man was Spurling. + +He seemed now to have given up hope of standing erect, and began to +move painfully on all fours across the snow to where a log of rotten +wood was lying. Having reached it, he tried to raise it, but there was +not the strength in his hands. He tried to fasten his teeth upon it, +to drag it back with him; but his jaws seemed paralysed. Then he crept +back to the cabin. + +Soon he came out again, and, having reached the log, commenced to +light it with a match. At first it refused to ignite, but when he had +pushed some broken twigs under it, it burst into flame. He bent over +it hungrily, drawing so near that Granger expected to see his clothing +catch fire. + +Then, as he watched, he saw a second figure. It was that of a man, +dressed precisely as he himself was dressed, and his back was turned +towards him so that he could not discern his face; he carried in his +hand an axe. He moved stealthily on snowshoes, dodging from tree to +tree, lest he should be discovered by the crouching man. His intention +was so evidently evil, that Granger cried out a warning to save +Spurling. Murder, when watched in this way, was so brutal that, though +he himself had planned to do the deed, his whole moral nature +revolted against it now. He cried again, but his warning was not +heard. He wished that the man with the axe would turn his head, that +he might see his face. + +A horrible, grotesque suspicion was growing up within him; he fancied +that he knew the man--that he had seen him before in the Klondike, +_that he was himself_. Spurling, quite unaware of his danger, was +holding out his hands to the flames; it was not until the man was +close behind him that be heard his footsteps and turned his head. His +face was frozen; the frost had bound him hand and foot, making him +defenceless, so that he could hardly stir; the only means of appeal he +had was the expression in his eyes. + +Granger thought that he saw that expression--the cornered soul +gesticulating, shrieking for mercy from the living eyes in the +half-dead face. When the murderer raised his axe, he saw the soul's +pitiful cowardice and how it shrank. The axe came crashing down. There +was no need to strike twice; he fell limply backward, throwing his +arms out wide--and there was an end of El Dorado and of all his dreams +of avarice. + +The murderer, as if suddenly afraid of his own handiwork, without +turning his head, hurried on across the portage through the forest, +and was quickly lost to sight. + +Scenting the blood, the four gray huskies, one by one, came out from +the cabin, where they seemed to have been asleep, and the others +followed them. They came slowly over to where their tyrant was lying, +and sniffed his body. They did it cautiously, for as yet they had not +lost their fear of him; he might awake and belabour them for +disturbing his last long rest. + +In falling his legs had shot from under him into the fire, scattering +the embers, so he lay full length, with the red gash in his forehead, +his arms spread out like a cross, and his face, in the inverted image, +turned earthwards, gazing down on Granger and the Last Chance River +with startled, unseeing eyes. + +The mirage began to fade and float cloudwards, drifting up-river above +the tree-tops higher and higher, till it vanished in the west. + +Of all that he had witnessed Granger had heard no sound--there lay the +chief terror of it. Like the handwriting on the wall in Babylon, it +had taken place in silence. The crime which he had so often +contemplated, and planned, had been transacted before his eyes; the +person who had done the deed had kept his back turned toward him, but +in his attire was strangely like himself--and instead of being +gratified he was filled with loathing and hatred for the slayer. + +In the person of another he had seen the vileness which he had been +seeking for himself, and was horrified. He knew that, had he had his +chance, he might have taken Spurling's life in just some such way as +that--he had imagined how he would do it many times. And now that it +was accomplished, he was sick with pity for the murdered man. + +To one thing he had instantly made up his mind, that, if this should +prove to be more than a fancy of delirium--the miraged portrayal of a +villainy which had actually occurred--he would track the assassin as +he had tracked Spurling, till the last ounce of his strength failed +him, that Spurling might be avenged. Perhaps, in the avenging he hoped +to clear himself in his own sight of his imagined share in the crime. + +He felt as though the deed had been the result of his own projected +hatred, and that he himself was the real murderer. When he remembered +the appearance of the man whom he now followed, it seemed like going +in pursuit of his own self. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +THE BLIZZARD + + +Now that he was nearing God's Voice, it was necessary that he should +travel more cautiously and keep a sharp lookout ahead. At any moment +he might come in sight of a Company's trapper, either sitting beneath +the trees by his camp-fire or racing down-river between the tall +banks, following his sled. He might be recognised, and recognition +would lead to his arrest. Whatever happened afterwards, he desired his +freedom for yet a little while, so he went carefully. In the course of +the night he passed by one wigwam; but the Indian was evidently away, +for no dog rose up to herald his approach. If the squaw was there, she +did not rouse; he got by unnoticed. + +Hoping against hope, he argued with himself, trying to believe that +Spurling was alive. He told himself that this had been a vision sent +to him from God to turn him aside from his crime. He had gazed upon +himself as he would have become, and his soul had revolted at the +sight. + +As he ran on, swearing at his huskies, urging them forward with the +lash, he offered up to God many fervid thanks for the mercy which He +had shown him, hoping that by these means, even though the calamity +had happened, he might shame his Maker by his gratitude into putting +back the hands of time, and so restoring the murdered man to life. At +last by the constant reiteration of the thing which he desired, he +began to take it for granted that his prayer was answered. Spurling +was not dead; he was alive, and he was going to ask his forgiveness +for the evil which he had thought against him. + +He put together the words which he would say to him when they met, and +the gestures he would use to make his words convincing. He repeated +them over many times that he might retain them in his memory. Then +something would happen to take his attention away, one of the dogs +would be shirking or the sled would have overturned, and, when he came +back to the words which he had planned, he would be thrown into a +frenzy, finding that they had slipped his mind. + +Though he was desperately in earnest over this game at which he +played, he was aware all the while of its unreality--that it was but a +game. His sanity warned him that what he had seen had truly happened, +and that the man was dead. This was not the first occasion upon which +he had seen a mirage when the snow was down and the land was white. +There had been times before, when, at the moment of daybreak or +sunset, he had witnessed strange freaks of inverted forest and river +hovering in the sky. Once he had seen an Indian ten miles away, +attacking a wolf which had been caught by the leg in a steel trap, +belonging to another man. So distinctly had he seen his features and +dress that, at a later day, when he had brought in his winter catch of +furs to exchange, he had recognised him; and when he had offered him +the wolf-skin, had accused him of the theft. Moreover, he knew that, +whether the sight which he had witnessed was mirage or fancy, he did +not deserve the leniency for which he prayed. He had had his chance +and warning three times already: once in the Klondike; once after the +arrival of Spurling, when God wrote upon the ice; and once at the +bend, when in the company of Père Antoine he had mistaken the body of +Strangeways for that of Spurling. + +Then there was the appearance of the murderer to be accounted for, and +his motive in slaying. He had been smaller in stature than himself, as +had been the creature at the Shallows, but he had had the same +peculiarities of clothing and was very much alike. Yet he strove to +drive down all his doubts and to believe the thing which he +desired--that the phenomenon was the result of imagination, and that +Spurling was not dead. + +He made small progress in his travelling, for his body was worn out by +previous hardships. Sometimes he took over two hours to go three +miles; it was long past midnight when Dead Rat Portage came in sight. + +At this point the river made a large curve to the southward and +broadened out into rapids; the portage was eight hundred yards in +length and saved voyageurs six miles, crossing the neck of land by a +narrow trail and picking up the Last Chance River on the other side. +In summer time the York boats were unloaded here, and dragged across +on rollers, the freight being carried on men's backs. As he drew near, +his hope sank; the place looked so gloomy and forbidding. There were +stories told about it and of how it had won its name, which might well +make any man afraid. An old fort, established by the French at the +time when they disputed the possession of Keewatin with Prince +Rupert's Company, had once stood there; it was said that some of the +crosses which fringed the trail marked spots where its defenders lay +buried. However, it was not the memory of the past, but the knowledge +of what might now await him, which caused him to hesitate. + +On the river's bank, where the portage commenced, was a cleared space, +from which a path led round the cabin and tunnelled into the forest. +As he eased his sled out of the river-bed, he caught the smell of +burning, and, when he had topped the bank, he saw the glow of an +almost extinguished fire. The overhanging trees, casting their network +of shadows across the snow, prevented him from distinguishing at that +distance any object that lay beneath them. While he halted, half +inclined to wait till daybreak before proceeding further with his +investigation, he was startled by the sound of footsteps. They came +toward him very cautiously and there were many of them. He saw the +glint of eyes in the darkness, shining out and disappearing among the +crosses. He tried to count them; as far as he could make out there +were six pairs. Then he called them softly by name, and there came +toward him Spurling's four grey huskies and the two of his own team, +which had been taken. + +And still he clung desperately to his hope and would not allow himself +to believe that in the shadow of the trees, a dozen yards from where +he was standing, the man whom he had set out to kill was lying +murdered. He whispered his name, not daring to speak louder. When no +answer was returned, he rallied his retreating faith by saying, "He is +sleeping. I must approach him gently. If he awakes and hears me, he +may think I am his enemy and escape me." + +Leaving his dogs, he stole toward the sparks of fire. Although he +still denied the mirage, telling himself that what he had seen was +fancied, he directed his steps by that which he had witnessed in the +sky. + +Drawing nearer, he made out the smouldering log; cowardice prompted +him to procrastinate, he crept round behind it. The air was heavy with +the smell of scorching leather. His eyes growing more accustomed to +the shadow, he saw the figure of a man, lying on the snow with his +arms stretched out in the shape of a cross and his moccasined feet +protruding above the glowing ashes. The last vestige of hope left him; +he knew that Spurling was dead. With certainty, his power of decision +returned; he still had a purpose to live for--to avenge this death. + +Having pulled the body aside and heaped branches against the log, he +rekindled the fire. In the light which it cast he could see the +blurred trail of Spurling, where he had crawled to and from the cabin; +also he could see the tracks which the slayer's snowshoes had left as +he strode away through the forest following the portage. He stooped +and examined them. By so doing he learnt a new fact--that the man who +had done the deed was of Indian blood, for the toes of his footprints +inclined to turn inwards, and in carrying his feet forward he had kept +them closer together than does a white man; also he judged that he was +lightly built, for the snow beneath his steps was not much crushed. + +So Beorn was not the culprit, nor was his phantom-self from the +Klondike. He thought of Eyelids; but Eyelids was a tall man and his +stride ought to have been longer. That which he had witnessed in the +mirage led him to believe that the act had been premeditated, and +therefore had some strong motive; either it had been done for the +reward or for the sake of theft. + +He looked round for Spurling's sled and found it in the cabin; it was +still loaded--the gold had not been touched. He was puzzled. If theft +was not the object, why had the body been left? Without its production +or some part of it that was recognisable, the thousand dollars would +not be awarded. The best way to solve the mystery was to follow up the +murderer; and, if he were to do that, there was no time to lose. + +Dragging the remains into the cabin, he made fast the door, that the +wolves might not destroy them; he would care for them on his homeward +journey--if he survived to come back. Harnessing the four grey huskies +into his sled, since they were the freshest, he set out across the +portage. Turning his head, as he entered the forest, he took one last +look at the deserted camp. The fire, burning brightly, with no one to +sit by it, added the final touch to the general aspect of melancholy. +Wailing through the darkness the huskies wandered; and in the +background, when the flames shot up, appeared the crosses, bending one +toward another, which marked the sleeping-places of men who, years +since, had lived and suffered, and obtained their rest. + +Beneath the trees, the gloom was so heavy that he could see nothing; +but on coming out on to the banks of the river on the other side he +again picked up the murderer's trail. It led up the Last Chance in a +south-westerly direction towards God's Voice, which was only ten miles +distant. He had begun to take it for granted that the man was a Hudson +Bay employee, hurrying toward the fort to claim the reward, when the +tracks, branching off to the left, climbed out of the river and +plunged into a low-lying, thickly wooded wilderness, striking due +south. + +In Keewatin the rivers are the only highways; to leave them even in +summer time, if you have no guide and are not a man born in the +district, is extremely dangerous; to do so in winter when, after every +precaution has been taken, travel remains precarious, is to court +almost certain death. For a moment Granger hesitated. He examined the +prints of the snowshoes and saw that they were very recent. The man +must have waited somewhere, and seen him coming. He must know now that +he was being followed, and could not be far ahead. "Well, it's death +whatever happens," thought Granger; "to go on to God's Voice is death; +to return to Murder Point is death. I'd just as soon die by this man's +hand, trying to avenge Spurling, as one cold morning in Winnipeg with +a rope about my neck." + +The day rose late and cloudy. The sun did not show itself. The sky +weighed down upon the tree-tops, as if too heavy to support itself. +Presently large flakes of snow, the size of feathers, drifted through +the air, making a gentle rustling as they fell. Granger pressed on +more hurriedly, for he feared that, if he dropped too far behind, the +snow would cover up all traces of the man, and so he would escape him. +Sometimes he fancied that he could hear him going on ahead, for every +now and then a twig would snap. In the heat of his pursuit he took no +account of direction. + +About midday he halted; of late all sounds had grown rarer and the +snow had thickened, causing even his own footprints to appear blurred +a few seconds after they had been made. Of the trail which he +followed he could see nothing himself, trusting to his huskies' sense +of smell to lead him aright. + +Soon he grew strangely nervous, for he thought that he heard the +crunch of snowshoes coming up behind. He persuaded himself that it was +imagination, until his dogs, swinging round in a half-circle, began to +travel back in a direction parallel to the route they had already +traversed. He paused and listened again; behind him he could +distinctly hear the sound of something stirring. Then he knew that he +was no longer the pursuer. + +His blood froze in his veins, and he began to lose confidence. He +realised that if the murderer knew the district and was moving in a +circle purposely, he was doing so in order that he might lure him to +his death. Abandoning all thought of pursuit, his sole endeavour +became to regain the river-bed. He lashed his dogs, urging them +forward to the limit of their strength; but he came to nothing that +was familiar; and, when he paused for breath, he could always hear the +snowshoes following. + +Then he awoke to the knowledge that he was lost. His first sensation +was of blank bewilderment, producing in him an utter loss of memory. +He strove to quiet himself, but his will-power refused to operate. Who +he was, and why he was there, he could not remember; of two things +only was he conscious, that he was pursued by something that was evil, +and that he was lost. + +A state of chaos reigned within him, which was soon succeeded by an +all-pervading terror. He must escape somehow to safety, to a place +where there were men. He longed to dash on somewhere, on and on; but +he was paralysed by his utter inability to think consecutively or to +choose out any particular direction. He began to see horrible +contorted shapes about him, and to imagine modes of death which were +still more horrible. He might die of starvation, he might die of +thirst, he might die of frost; but his worst fear was of something +which he would never see, which would steal softly up, when he was too +cold to turn his head, and strike him from behind. He circled round +and round to avoid the blow; but he felt that, as he moved, the thing +moved keeping pace with him, so that, for all his alertness, it was +always behind his back. + +In a way in which he had never desired it before, he longed for human +companionship--just to look once more upon a living face. And to all +these fears and yearnings there was the undertow of an added +horror--the terror lest he should become insane. He burst into a +passion of weeping; as the tears fell they froze upon his face. The +air was thick with snow which the rising wind drifted about, driving +it into curious and fantastic shapes. Had he been more quiet, he would +have known that his only wise plan was to lie down until the blizzard +was past. It would bury him, but as a covering it would act as a +blanket to keep him warm. The blizzard seemed to him to be hemming him +in, building up about him a shifting wall through which the pursuer +could attack him unseen. + +Always he was conscious of the pursuer's presence; always he could see +the picture of Spurling's uplifted face and the pleading that was in +his eyes as the assailant, with his back turned towards the onlooker, +poised the axe above his head. That he might not share that fate he +broke away into the greyness, tripping over snow ridges, falling into +drifts, and bruising his body against the trunks of trees in the +madness of his flight. His huskies added to his panic by following +him. + +There were times when he ran so far ahead that he could neither see +nor hear them; but, when he halted, panting, they would emerge and lay +themselves down at his side. He hated them; they were sinister in his +eyes. Had they not brought Spurling from Winnipeg, and had not their +yellow-faced leader been the cause of Strangeways' death? + +The wind, rising higher, shrieked among the branches. He wandered on, +neither knowing nor caring where he went, for he had lost all sense of +locality or time. There were intervals during which he must have +dreamed and slept, for he passed down an endless street of tall +houses, built in the English fashion, and the blinds were up and it +was nightfall. On the windows danced the light of fires, burning on +the hearths inside; and sometimes he could see the faces of children +looking out at him. He held up his blue hands at them, making signs +that they should let him in that he might warm himself; but they shook +their heads mischievously, and ran away and laughed. + +After one of these experiences, more real to him than the others, he +came to himself. Surely that was the sound of music and dancing that +came to him above the cry of the storm. He waited for a lull and +listened, then followed the direction of the sound. As he drew nearer, +he caught the thud of moccasined feet beating time upon a boarded +floor, and snatches of the tune which the violin was playing. +Something loomed up out of the darkness to meet him. He held out his +hands to force it from him, and drove them against a door. Then he +knew that he had arrived at God's Voice. + +He was half inclined to knock; at least they would not threaten him +and drive him away this time as they had done in the previous winter. +What was more likely to happen was that the man who opened to him, +recognising him, would seize him by the throat, drag him inside and +quickly slam the door. He would push him before him across the square +till he came to the room where the trappers were dancing, where, in +all probability, the factor was. And Robert Pilgrim when he saw him, +wagging his red beard at him, would shout, "Ha, so you heard me +whistle, and have come like a dog!" + +He drew himself upright and stepped back from the gateway. No, he +could not endure that. Any death was preferable to the price that he +would have to pay for such shelter. + +He worked his way along the wall till he stood beneath the window +where the fort was assembled. It was a comfort to him to hear again +the sound of voices. He listened to the fiddling and recognised it as +that of Sandy McQuean, the half-breed son of a famous Orkney man. He +had learnt his art from his father. They were all Scotch airs that he +played. He could sing, when he chose, with a Highland accent, and had +caught the knack of imbuing what he sang with an intolerable pathos. + +The stamping of feet had ceased, but the violinist wandered on. +Presently a new melody began to emerge from the improvisations, and a +man's voice rose above the storm. The words he sang were _The Flowers +o' the Forest_: + + "I've seen the smiling + Of fortune beguiling; + I've felt all its favours, and found its decay; + Sweet was its blessing, + Kind its caressing; + But now 'tis fled--fled far away." + +Granger shifted his feet uneasily as he listened, and half-turned to +go. + +As he did so, he found that someone was standing close behind him. He +did not see his face, but one glance was enough to warn him. He dodged +and ran to the river. The man was following him again. He took the +direction which was open to him, and set out down-stream, returning to +the portage. + +The wind was dead against him, blinding his eyes and choking him with +snow. He bowed his head and struggled on. He made a brave effort, but +he knew that he was slowly freezing. His flesh was icy and his bones +seemed heavy, weighing him down. The blood halted, and leapt forward, +and halted in his veins and arteries, as though there were frequent +stoppages past which it had to squeeze its way; he could hear it +surging. + +Gradually his physical pain grew less and, as it did so, his mind +attained an unwonted clearness. He had somewhat the same experience as +is said to come to drowning men in their last moments of +consciousness. He was able to review his life as a whole and justly, +attributing to each separate action its proper importance, and share +of praise or blame. He realised that his hiding from Robert Pilgrim on +Huskies' Island, journey to the Forbidden River, and pursuit of +Spurling, had been one long series of mistakes, each one tending to +make him appear more guilty of Strangeways' death. He owned that all +his life had been spent in avoiding his most obvious duties, and in +setting himself hard tasks in exchange, which were impossible of +accomplishment. His first duty had been towards his mother, and he had +abandoned it nominally for the sake of a childish pledge, really for +the glamour of El Dorado. His more recent duty had been to fulfil his +obligations to his half-breed wife, especially now that she was about +to bear him a child; he had forsaken her for his old dream's sake and +for the sake of a revenge which he had persuaded himself was noble. + +Reviewing these facts, he promised himself that, if ever he were given +again the power of choice, he would return to Murder Point and live +for her. Another matter became clear in his mind; that, when +Spurling's body was discovered, if the man who had done the deed did +not own up, he would be accused of the murder--and it _would_ be +murder, for it would be thought that he had killed him not in the +cause of justice, but out of private spite. Morally he knew that he +was the culprit and deserved to be hanged, for he had only avoided +being guilty through the accident of having been forestalled in his +crime. + +He stumbled and fell full length in a drift. He did not try to rise. +He had no fear of dying; his only desire was to get warm now. He +pressed nearer to the snow and closed his eyes, and gradually lost +consciousness. + +He was awakened by someone rubbing his face vigorously. He resented +the interference; he wanted the rest. Once he opened his eyes, and was +blinded by a roaring fire. As the warmth spread through him and his +circulation returned, his body became very painful, as though it were +being pierced by millions of red-hot needles. The agony of it brought +him to himself. + +A man was bending over him, whose face he could not see, for the hood +was fastened before it, leaving only his eyes visible. By his dress he +knew that he was his pursuer and Spurling's slayer. Again he was +impressed with the fancy, not so much by his proportions which were +smaller, but by his clothing, that he was very like himself. Languidly +he awaited an opportunity to get another glimpse of his eyes; somehow +they were familiar, he knew them. Then, because the man, murderer +though he was, was saving his life, he turned away his head. He would +not see anything which, in a weaker moment, might tempt him to give +information in order that he might save himself. + +The man, seeing that he was recovered and safe to be left, without a +word of explanation glided off into the darkness. + +Granger sat up and looked after him; he was puzzled by the memory of +those eyes. He ran through all the list of his acquaintance, and could +not place them. The blizzard had now subsided, and the stars shone +overhead. He must have lain unconscious for some time before being +found. All around him, and as far as eye could reach, the snow lay in +short choppy waves, which took on the appearance of motion by reason +of the shadows. As he watched, something lifted up its head above a +ridge, and he saw that it was one of the huskies. Either his team had +followed him, or the man had brought them with him. Rising to his +feet, on the other side of the fire he saw his sled. He felt hungry, +and going towards it was about to get out some provisions, when he +found that that was unnecessary; in the ashes a can of black tea was +brewing and some bacon had been left, also a bundle of wood sufficient +to last him till morning. He spent the remainder of the night there, +and at daybreak continued his journey to the portage. + +When he reached the cabin and pushed open the door, he found that it +was occupied. An Indian, of the Sucker tribe, whom he had previously +met, was sitting there. Looking round he saw that Spurling's body was +in the same place and untouched, but that the load upon the sled had +been rifled. + +When he had offered him some tobacco, the Indian, jerking his head in +the direction of the body, asked, "You kill him?" + +Granger signed denial. The Indian looked doubtful. Then he said, +pointing to the old tracks in the cabin which his snowshoes had left, +"All the same, those your tracks." + +Granger was in no mood for arguing, so he nodded assent. The Indian +was silent for a while. Presently he rose to his feet and harnessed in +his team. As he passed out of the door, he said, "You bad man. All the +same, you kill him." + +Granger followed him out and saw him crossing the portage towards +God's Voice. He scraped a hole in the snow and buried Spurling. + +On turning his attention to the sled, he saw that the Indian had taken +everything except the gold. He poured out the dust and nuggets above +Spurling's grave; it was the thing which he had loved most in life, as +some men love goodness and flowers. To both Spurling and himself it +was worthless now; but it was the only offering which he had. + +Leaving the mound sparkling white and yellow in the sunshine, he +struck the trail down the Last Chance River, returning to Murder +Point. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +THE LAST CHANCE + + +Since the middle of November he had been back at the Point: it was now +the day before Christmas, and Peggy was still absent. During the last +six weeks he had waited anxiously, always listening, even in his +sleep, for her returning footstep. It was extraordinary to him to +notice how, now that he had lost her, every other affection that he +had ever known became dwarfed and of no acount in comparison with his +love of her. He no longer thought of Mordaunt or of El Dorado; all his +anxiety was for the half-breed wife, whom he had once despised. There +was but one ambition, the fulfilment of which he greatly desired, and +that was again to see her and to look upon his child. Somewhere +outside, beneath the grey chaos of white forest and gloomy sky, in the +wigwam of a trapper, tended by Indian women, she had faced her ordeal +and had, perhaps, survived. If ever he was to see her it would be +to-night, when her kinsmen had promised to return. + +At first, when he had left Dead Rat Portage, he had feared that he +would be overtaken by the Mounted Police or Robert Pilgrim before ever +he reached the Point. For six weeks he had remained there undisturbed +and solitary. + +Watching from his window day by day, he had seen an occasional Indian +pass, averting his face and, if he were a Catholic, crossing himself +to avoid the overlooking of the evil eye. When such chance travellers +approached the bend, he had noticed how they seemed to see something +there, which he could not see, and climbing out of the river-trail, +making a wide circuit, hurried their steps to get quickly by. Though +he had spoken to no one for so long a time, he had not been +lonely--watching for Peggy was a continual, if painful, source of +excitement. And another matter had kept him fully occupied. Being an +honest man, he knew that since the spring of the year he had not done +well by his employers; therefore, since he thought it highly probable +that, at any moment, he might be called away on a longer journey than +any that he had yet undertaken, he had spent a large part of his +leisure in making a report of the trade and contents of the store, +which would be of service to his unlucky successor in the post of +agent. + +His chief cause for disquiet had been the hidden personality of the +man whom he had seen in the sky, and who had afterwards rescued him +from the blizzard near God's Voice. The haunting recollection of those +eyes, of which he had caught but a glimpse as the man bent over him +and the fire beat up into his shrouded face, had tortured him, +allowing him rest from thought neither day nor night. For weeks he had +searched his memory for some forgotten record, which would account for +their seeming familiarity. Where had he seen them before? Was it +before he left England, or in the Klondike? Or had their owner once +come to trade with him at the store? + +Ten days ago, when he was sitting half-dozing by the stove, thinking +of nothing in particular, a face had drifted up from his subconscious +memory, grouping its features about the eyes. He had staggered to his +feet, horrified at the significance which this new knowledge, if true, +gave to the motive of the crime. Bewildering details, which he had +noticed in the man's appearance and had not been able to reconcile, +now built themselves into the chain of evidence and were readily +explained--there could be no mistake. He had bowed his head in his +trembling hands, giving God broken thanks that he had been spared the +final remorse which would have come to him had he been successful in +his pursuit of Spurling's murderer. All that night he had prayed, +aghast and terrified, that God would protect the assailant from +detection. + +And perhaps God had heard him, for the morning found him strangely +quiet; he thought that he had now discovered a way to go out of life a +gentleman, though no one but himself and one other would know that his +gallantry was not disgrace. + +The short December daylight wore away and night fell. He spread a meal +for four people, with fare which was unusually ample. Having lit the +lamp and built up a roaring fire in the stove, he sat down to await +the arrival of his guests. + +To evade his excitement of anticipation, which was becoming painful, +he drove his thoughts back to other Christmas Eves, and tried to +imagine and share in the innocent happiness which the season was +bringing to children, still illusioned and unwise, all the world over +that night. He had almost succeeded in beguiling himself into the +belief that he was again a child, when the huskies commenced to howl, +giving warning of someone's approach. + +Listening acutely, he caught the distant shouting of dog-drivers, +coming down-river, across the ice. He ran to the window and saw the +forms of two men, stooping down unharnessing their teams at the Point. +He recognised them, but did not go outside to make them welcome, since +he had not yet learnt their purpose. The door opened, and Beorn and +Eyelids entered. + +There was nothing altered in Beorn's appearance; but Eyelids looked +haggard and fatigued with travel. + +He came towards Granger with a stealthy tread, yet so slowly that he +seemed rather to be drawing back. "Where's Peggy?" were the first +words he uttered. "She's gone away," Granger said. Then, seeing her +brother's genuine concern, he commenced to explain a little of what +had taken place in his absence. He was recounting his discovery of +Spurling's flight, when his listener, taking it for granted that he +already knew the rest, broke in impatiently, with "You damn fool! +Why'd you kill him?" + +Granger smiled. He was amused at the half-breed's new air of +domineering boldness and the change which it made in his countenance. +"Oh, so you know that?" he inquired. Eyelids came over and shook him +by the arm, as though he thought that he needed awakening. + +Speaking rapidly, tumbling over his words, sometimes relapsing into +the Cree dialect, he commenced to give a hurried account of his own +actions. There had been a thousand dollars offered for Spurling's +capture, and he had gone to claim it. It was not covetousness +altogether which had prompted him to do that; the reward was only an +incident. His father was determined to be revenged for the trespass of +the Forbidden River, and he had accompanied his father, hoping, by so +doing, to save his brother-in-law's life--the handing over of +Spurling to justice would have proved him innocent of complicity in +Strangeway's death. + +They had had to go a long way south before they had met with the +winter patrol and had been able to give their information. They had +been coming back with Sergeant Shattuck to make the arrest, when they +had fallen in with an Indian of the Sucker tribe. He had given them +news that a month ago a man had been murdered at the Dead Rat Portage +by the agent at the Point, where he believed they had quarrelled, +though why and what about he could not guess. + +Arriving at God's Voice, they had learnt that gold had been found, +scattered above the grave at the Dead Rat. And now the Mounted Police +were coming, Eyelids said, to take Granger away to be hanged. He had +heard Robert Pilgrim and the sergeant arranging it together, and had +come on ahead to give him warning. He believed that the pursuers were +not far behind. His quarrel had been with Spurling, not with Granger; +he was emphatic about that. He would not have accompanied his father, +had he not gathered from words which he had let fall in his delirium, +that Granger hated Spurling as much as any of them. He had thought +that he would understand their purpose in going southward, and would +be willing to guard Spurling in order that he might be betrayed. And +now he had come to make him an offer: there was yet time to escape; he +would hide him so securely in the forest that he never would be +tracked. + +Granger thought that he discovered in Eyelids' vehemence the +blustering confusion of a repentant Judas. + +He shook his head, "No," he answered, "I intend to wait." + +Eyelids pressed him for a reason. "I must see Peggy," he replied: "she +will certainly be here to-night. Even if she had already arrived and +were willing to go with me, I should stay." + +For a man of Indian training, Eyelids used many words to persuade him. +When he saw that he had failed, he relapsed into sullen silence. Beorn +paid no attention, but stared grimly before him with his dead-soul +eyes, as though he had heard nothing. Granger fancied that he must +often have worn that same expression when, crouched beneath the +auriferous ledges of the Fair-haired Annie, he had listened to the +picks of his enemies drawing nearer, and had waited to deal out +unhurried and impartial death to the men of the Bloody Thunder Mine. + +There was the sound of long striding steps ascending the mound; it was +not the tread of Peggy. Without the formality of knocking, the latch +was raised and Père Antoine towered in the doorway. His garments were +frosted and glistened, so that he seemed to be clothed in a vaporous +incandescence. His face was very stern and sad. He said nothing, but +gazing full on Granger, he beckoned to him that he should come +outside. + +Casting his capote about him and drawing on his mittens, he obeyed. +Antoine led the way to the back of the store, till they stood on the +edge of the clearing, where the forest began. The full moon shining +down on the country made it appear legendary and ghostlike, a +veritable Hollow land, such as the Indians believed in, entering into +which a man might wander on forever, without home-coming, and never +taste of death. Granger felt that he would scarcely experience +surprise were he to witness, drifting on poised wings from an opening +in the clouds, a flight of shadowy angels, voyaging to some newer +planet where they should startle other shepherds, singing to them the +tidings of the Christ. + +Antoine recalled him, saying, "I may not be doing right, for I cannot +guess your motives, but I have come to tell you that I am willing to +help you to escape." + +If he had come to him on any other errand than that of his own +preservation, Granger knew, as he watched the pity struggling with the +sternness in his face, that he would have followed him anywhere, to +peril and to shame. But now, that was impossible. + +"Antoine," he replied, "I cannot. Spurling is dead." + +Le Père surveyed him curiously in silence. "But you--did you do it?" +he said. + +"You know that I always meant to do it." + +"Then you are determined to die?" + +"Yes." + +"For some one else?" + +"Pshaw! For me it is no sacrifice. You know that I would have killed +him, had God given me the time." + +Antoine drew off his mitten, and held out to him his bare right hand. +"You are a noble man," he said; "I will keep your secret." + +As they returned to the shack, Eyelids looked up at them inquiringly, +as though he were about to ask them what preparations he should make +for their journey. When he saw how, saying nothing, they sat +themselves down to wait, he shrugged his shoulders desperately. +Presently, with a false show of indifference, he set about playing the +moccasin-game, which consists of placing buttons, bullets, and +anything small which comes handy, into an empty moccasin, shaking +them up together, and guessing the number which the shoe contains. It +is a gambling game which, in earlier days, was wont to cause much +bloodshed and ruin among the buffalo-runners of the plains. + +The hours went by and the night grew late. The meal which had been +spread was still untasted. They did not converse; there seemed so +little to say, and, moreover, their voices might prevent them from +hearing the first warning of Peggy's approach. The roaring of the logs +in the stove, and the monotonous clicking of the buttons and bullets +one against the other as Eyelids shook them, and again as he emptied +them upon the floor, like the ominous tapping of muffled hammers at +work about a coffin, were the only sounds, and these, at last, by +reason of their regularity, began to grow nerve-racking. Between the +emptying of the moccasin, and the gathering up and re-shaking of the +counters, Granger held his breath. It seemed to him that Eyelids was +gambling with an invisible player, and that the stake which he stood +to lose or win was his own life. It was inconceivable that any man +should have sat playing all these hours at a game of hazard, risking +nothing, having for antagonist himself. + +Relief came from without. From far across the river the forest-silence +was shattered by a piercing cry. It reached him distantly at first, +but, with each interval that elapsed, it grew nearer. It was like the +tortured, desperate complaining of a soul in its final agony. Stealing +to the window, he looked out, and saw upon the farther bank the +outline of a timber-wolf. He looked at Beorn; he also had heard it, +for he had pricked up his ears like a husky and was listening. Fearing +that the suspense of these long and silent hours might cause him to +behave unworthily, he clutched Antoine by the shoulder, and whispered, +"For God's sake, say something. Tell us one of your tales." + +Then Le Père thought awhile, and afterwards, in a low sonorous voice, +commenced to recount the story of the founding of the Huron +Mission--one of the noblest histories in the world, of men who have +died for men. As he progressed, Eyelids looked up from his +moccasin-game and the little tappings, as of muffled hammers about a +coffin, ceased for a spell. + +He told them of Isaac Jogues, the Jesuit; how he was the most timid of +men, and how for his love of Christ he became brave. + +He told them of his capture, on the second day of August, 1642, by the +Iroquois, and the patience with which his sufferings were endured. How +when he was near dying of hunger and thirst, he used the drops of +rain, which had gathered in an ear of corn which had been thrown him, +to baptize two dying men. How when the Indians had grown weary of +torturing him and had cast him out into the March bleakness, he spent +his days in the forest praying, and carving the name of _Jesus_ on the +tree-trunks with his lacerated hands. + +Then followed the account of his miraculous escape to France and the +honours which were proffered him by Church and State, no one of which +he would take, save only permission to return to Canada that, as he +had lived, so he might die for men, and the Pope's special +dispensation that he might say the Mass, from which he had been +debarred by his mutilations. + +And he told them the story of Brébeuf and the vision which he had had +in the winter of 1640, when sojourning among the Neutral Nation. How +he beheld in the sky the apparition of a great cross, advancing +towards him from the quarter where lay the Iroquois land. How he had +spoken to his comrades about it, and they had questioned him, "What is +it like? How large?" And he had answered them, saying, "It is large +enough to crucify us all." + +Granger interrupted him, smiling grimly to himself and whispering, +"Yes, and I have seen it in Keewatin--_large enough to crucify us +all_." + +Antoine, overhearing his words, replied, "I know you have." After +which they fell silent. For perhaps an hour they remained thus, and +the flame of the lamp sank lower and lower as the oil became +exhausted; no one rose to attend to it. + +A panting breath was heard outside. The door flew open and a man stood +upon the threshold. "They are coming," he gasped in a rasping voice. +"My God! they are coming." + +No one stirred. They did not recognise his tones and it was too dark +to see his face. They were each one wondering who was this stranger, +who could find in the death of anyone, save himself, a matter for +distress. + +He closed the door; in so doing, they saw that he carried a bundle, +like a deformity, strapped across his shoulders. They watched him in +silence until, cowed by the coldness of their reception, he was +turning to depart; then Antoine spoke up. "Come nearer the stove, my +son," he said, "where you can warm yourself, and we can look upon your +face." + +Slowly the man moved forward, casting a long shadow on the wall. And +now to the four men gazing, the shadow which the stranger cast seemed +to have become of more interest than his face--for there were two +shadows, one of which followed ominously behind. While the first umbra +was dim and blurred, the second was dense and well-defined; moreover +it stood by itself, as if cast by an unseen presence, and was in every +way different from that of the stranger. It seemed endowed with a +separate personality; its actions were independent of those of the man +and shadow which it followed. In watching it, they felt that there +were six people in the room instead of five. + +Recognition came to them each one at about the same time; they rose to +their feet fascinated, and stared like men gone mad. The thing stood +upright, a little way out from the wall it seemed, its head turned +towards them, as if conscious of their inspection--_and yet it was +only a shadow_. And it was the shadow of a man over six feet in height +and proportionately broad of chest, who carried his dog-whip +left-handed. It was the shadow which Spurling would have cast, had he +been alive. And Spurling had cursed Granger merely for suggesting +that, despite their preparations for departure, they might all meet +again at Murder Point on Christmas Eve. + +The stranger, being ignorant of what they saw, for whichever way he +turned the pursuer stole behind him, and growing alarmed at their +terrified expressions, withdrew from the circle of the lamp and +firelight, willing to hide himself. + +Granger was the first to remove his gaze from the wall and to recover +from his surprise. He approached the shrinking figure. "Peggy," he +cried: and as she turned, he saw that her capote was the one which he +had missed, and that the remainder of her man's dress was his own +borrowed attire. + +She came towards him with her arms stretched out and, as she did so, +his heart was strangely stirred within him by a little puling cry. + +"It was the only way to save you," she moaned; "and it has not saved +you." + +"I know, I understand," he whispered. Then he loosed her arms from +about his neck and unslung the baby from her shoulders. Fear for their +common safety struggling with the mother's pride and tenderness, she +followed him to the firelight and allowed him to kneel beside her. +Their bodies pressing close together, they wondered at and touched +with a strange reverence the little weakly creature sprawling in her +lap. It commenced to wail, and she bared to it her breasts. To Antoine +watching her, she seemed the Madonna of Keewatin, with her stifled +love, naked passions, and heroic fight for life--and to-morrow would +be Christmas night. + +In the presence of the child they had all forgotten the shadow, +hovering there behind her, and the sorrow which it meant. Even +Eyelids, the Judas of the tragedy, stole nearer and, extending his +hands, touched shyly this frail body of newborn life, as if by so +doing he could cleanse them. No one interfered with him; they were too +glad. The Man with the Dead Soul looked on unmoved; his countenance +was alone unchanged. He was listening intently. + +A wolf-call broke the stillness of the night. Going to the door, he +stepped out, threw back his head and answered. It was the sign for +which he had waited. Eyelids snatched up his gun and placed himself +before Granger, prepared to defend him; but Granger took the gun from +his hand. "No. Not that," he said. + +Turning about, he saw that Peggy had risen and, with his child in her +arms, was hurrying toward the threshold. Guessing her purpose, he +caught her by the waist and drew her back. He led her to that corner +of the room which was darkest, and, making her sit down, bent above +her speaking in a low quick voice. For two minutes nothing was heard +but her sobbing, the hissing of his whispered messages, and the slow, +deep-drawn breathing of Eyelids and Antoine. They both knew now that +he was innocent since they had seen the shadow. The air was heavy with +suspense. There was a crunching of snow which came nearer, ascending +the mound toward the shack. There was the sound of several footsteps, +as of men taking up positions about the house. The door burst open and +Beorn entered, followed by a man who, Granger guessed from his bearing +and dress, was Sergeant Shattuck. It was his last chance to redeem +himself. + +He rose up, resting his hand on his wife's shoulder to keep her +seated, and stood in front of her, hiding her from view, so that the +sergeant should not see that tell-tale shadow behind her. Even while +he held himself there in breathless silence, taking his first look at +the man who had travelled all those miles only to carry him southward +to his death, he smiled grimly, amused at the Homeric justice of +it--that Spurling should have killed and been killed by a woman in +disguise, and that on his head should rest the burden of the shame, he +who throughout his life had never _done_, but had only _intended_. + +Then the sergeant spoke. "John Granger, are you there?" + +"I am." + +"I arrest you, John Granger, on the charge of being concerned in the +death of Corporal Eric Strangeways, and of the wilful murder of one +Druce Spurling, your accomplice in the latter crime, whom you, well +knowing that he was a fugitive from justice, assisted to escape from +the afore-mentioned Eric Strangeways." + +Peggy half rose to her feet, with a choking cry, and tried to speak; +but Granger checked her. + +"I plead guilty," he said; "I am ready to come with you. I have only +one request to make, that you take me away with you at once, setting +out this night." + +The sergeant looked doubtful; he had made a long journey, and he and +his dogs were tired. But hearing the sound of intolerable sobbing, he +thought that he understood, and nodded his assent. + +They all stepped out, closing the door behind them, and left Granger +alone with his wife. In five minutes the door opened and he joined +them. His face was grey and tremulous, but his lips were steady and +smiling. "Large enough to crucify us all," murmured Antoine when he +saw him. Granger knew what he meant--that he was referring to Keewatin +and to his sacrifice. He shook his head at him; he was not thinking of +that. He was thinking of Spurling's shadow, made prisoner by its own +hatred, chained behind the woman weeping in the shack, and of how he +had cheated it of its pitiful revenge. But it was not yet too late for +one of his companions, or even Peggy herself, to betray his secret. He +would not feel that she was safe until Murder Point had been lost to +sight. Stepping briskly over to Shattuck he inquired, "Any need of +handcuffs to-night, Sergeant?" + +"Not if you pledge me your word," he replied: but he spoke +absent-mindedly, taking no steps toward departure. Granger grew +impatient; every moment thus wasted might lose him his chance of +making a decent exit from life. He had sought for so many things which +he had not found, that he was now frenziedly covetous of attaining +this last success. + +"Sergeant, you remember your promise to me that . . ." + +Before he had finished his sentence, Shattuck broke in on him +excitedly, exclaiming, "By God, but it's you that it's wanting. Look, +over there, down-river to the northeast." + +Turning quickly about to the direction indicated, his eyes fell upon +the bend. There, standing a short way out from the bank on the ice, so +that he could see it clearly, was the figure of a man, _with the +moonlight streaming through him_. Granger recognised him by his +tallness and uprightness. He was waving to him, seeing which he waved +back. As though he had been waiting for that permission, he began to +move up-river with incredible swiftness towards the Point. Having come +within hailing distance he halted, and putting his hands to his mouth +shouted, "Be brave! Be brave! It is only death." + +Had Strangeways stepped out from his grave to taunt him with the +futility of his own words, which had been spoken to comfort him in his +distress? The apparition was growing vaguer. Just before it vanished, +it cried again and waved its hand, "Jesus of Galilee! Jesus Christ!" + +The sound reached him faintly as a whisper. He thought that his own +memory must have spoken till, turning round and scanning the other +men's faces, he saw that they also had heard. + +"What was it that he said?" asked Eyelids. + +"Sounded as though he was swearing," Shattuck replied. + +But Granger and Antoine knew better; they knew that it was the dead +lover giving his approval of this last act of the rival who was to die +for his death. + +The sergeant required no further urging to hasten his departure. +Descending to the river-bed, he harnessed in his huskies and set out +up the Last Chance, taking with him the independent trader southwards, +as he had so often desired,--but to be hanged. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MURDER POINT*** + + +******* This file should be named 29400-8.txt or 29400-8.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/9/4/0/29400 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "http://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: Murder Point</p> +<p> A Tale of Keewatin</p> +<p>Author: Coningsby Dawson</p> +<p>Release Date: July 13, 2009 [eBook #29400]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: UTF-8</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MURDER POINT***</p> +<p> </p> +<h4>E-text prepared by David T. 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DORAN COMPANY</h4> +<br /><br /> + +<h6>Copyright, 1910, by<br /> +<span class="smcap">George H. Doran Company</span></h6> +<br /><br /> + +<h6><i>The Plimpton Press Norwood Mass. U.S.A.</i></h6> +<br /><br /> + +<h3>CONTENTS</h3> + +<table summary="toc" width="80%" border="0"> +<tr><td class="tdr">CHAPTER</td> +<td> </td> +<td class="tdr">PAGE</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">I.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_I"><span class="smcap">John Granger of Murder Point</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">1</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">II.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_II"><span class="smcap">The Unbidden Guest</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">13</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">III.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_III"><span class="smcap">The Devil in the Klondike</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">25</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">IV.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_IV"><span class="smcap">Spurling's Tale</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">42</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">V.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_V"><span class="smcap">Cities Out of Sight</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">53</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">VI.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_VI"><span class="smcap">The Pursuer Arrives</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">74</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">VII.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_VII"><span class="smcap">The Corporal Sets Out</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">86</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">VIII.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII"><span class="smcap">The Last of Strangeways</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">100</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">IX.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_IX"><span class="smcap">The Break-up of the Ice</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">112</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">X.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_X"><span class="smcap">A Message from the Dead</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">120</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">XI.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_XI"><span class="smcap">The Love of Woman</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">144</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">XII.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_XII"><span class="smcap">He Reviews His Marriage, +and is Put to the Test</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">162</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">XIII.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_XIII"><span class="smcap">The Dead Soul Speaks Out</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">186</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">XIV.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_XIV"><span class="smcap">Spurling Makes a Request</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">210</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">XV.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_XV"><span class="smcap">Manitous and Shades of the Departed</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">225</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">XVI.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_XVI"><span class="smcap">In Hiding on Huskies' Island</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">240</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">XVII.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_XVII"><span class="smcap">The Forbidden River</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">257</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">XVIII.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII"><span class="smcap">The Betrayal</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">272</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">XIX.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_XIX"><span class="smcap">The Hand in the Doorway</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">283</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">XX.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_XX"><span class="smcap">Spurling Takes Fright</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">297</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">XXI.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXI"><span class="smcap">The Murder in the Sky</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">305</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">XXII.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXII"><span class="smcap">The Blizzard</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">318</td></tr> +<tr><td class="tdr">XXIII.</td> +<td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII"><span class="smcap">The Last Chance</span></a></td> +<td class="tdr">334</td></tr> +</table> +<br /><br /> +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<h1>MURDER POINT</h1> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[1]</a></span> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I</h2> + +<h3>JOHN GRANGER OF MURDER POINT</h3> + +<p>John Granger, agent on the Last Chance River in the interests of +Garnier, Parwin, and Wrath, independent traders in the territory of +Keewatin, sat alone in his store at Murder Point. He sat upon an +upturned box, with an empty pipe between his lips. In the middle of +the room stood an iron stove which blazed red hot; through the single +window, toward which he faced, the gold sun shone, made doubly +resplendent in its shining by the reflected light cast up by the +leagues of all-surrounding snow and ice.</p> + +<p>Speaking to himself, as is the habit of men who have lived many months +alone in the aboriginal silence of the North, "Well, and what next?" +he asked.</p> + +<p>He had been reviewing the uses to which he had put his thirty years of +life, and was feeling far from satisfied. That a man of breeding, who +had been given the advantages of a classical and university education, +and was in addition an English barrister, should at the age of thirty +be conducting an independent trader's store in a distant part of +northern Canada did not seem right; Granger was conscious of the +incongruity. During the past two years and a half he had obstinately +refused to examine his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2">[2]</a></span> career, had fought against introspection, and +had striven to forget.</p> + +<p>In this he had been wise, for Keewatin is not a good place wherein to +<i>remember</i> and to balance the ledger of the soul; it is too remote +from human habitation, too near to God—its vastness has robbed it of +all standards, so that small misdemeanours may seem huge and +disastrous as the sin of Cain. Madness lurks in its swampy creeks and +wanders along the edges of its woodland seas, so that the border-line +between natural and supernatural is very faintly marked.</p> + +<p>But to-day Granger had given way before the wave of emotional memories +and had permitted his mind to recapitulate all the happiness which he +had lost; and with this result, that like a child in a darkened house +he feared to advance and stood still trembling, questioning the +future, anticipating and dreading that which was next to come. It was +the second week in April; the break-up of the winter had almost begun; +the spring was striding up from the south and a cry of travel was in +the air, both hopeful and melancholy. The world would soon be growing +young again. Even in this desperate land the scars of the frost would +soon be obliterated; but to his own life, he was painfully aware, the +spring had vouchsafed no promise of return. Was it gone forever? he +asked.</p> + +<p>At the present moment he was remembering London and St. James's Park +with its banks of daffodils and showers of white may-blossom, its +groups of laughing children at play, its parade of black-coated +horsemen, with here and there the scarlet flash of a Life-guard as he +sped trotting by, and for bass accompaniment to this music of the Joy +of Life the continual low thunder<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[3]</a></span> which in the Mall the prancing +hoofs of countless carriage-horses strummed.</p> + +<p>Now it was Piccadilly in which he wandered, returning from the west +with his back toward the setting sun; the street-lamps had just been +kindled, and ahead of him, massed above the housetops, the blue-grey +clouds of evening hung. He watched the faces of the people as they +passed, some eager, some jaded, some pleasure-seeking, some smug, and +he strove to conjecture their aim in life. At the Circus he paused +awhile, breathing deep and filling out his lungs with fragrance of +violets and narcissi, which flower-girls clamoured for him to +purchase. He bought a bunch and smiled faintly, contrasting the +beautiful significance of the name of the vendor's profession with the +slatternly person to whom it was applied. Then onwards he went to +Leicester Square where the dazzling lights of music-halls flared and +quickened, and scarlet-lipped Folly smiled out upon him from street +corners, and beckoned through the dusk. In the old days it had always +been when he had attained this point in his advance that the pleasure +of London had failed, leaving him with a cramped sensation, a frenzied +desire for escape, and an overwhelming sense of the inherent +rottenness of western civilisation. It was upon such occasions that he +saw, or thought he saw, the inevitable tendency of European cities to +emasculate and corrupt the rugged nobilities of mankind. A revolt +against artificiality had followed. Immediately, there in the heart of +the world's greatest city, there had grown up about him the mirage of +the primeval forest, whose boughs are steeped in silence, borne up by +tall bare trunks, which lured him on to explore and adventure through +untried lands, where<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[4]</a></span> quiet grows intense and intenser at each new +step, till he should arrive at that ultimate contentment for which he +blindly sought.</p> + +<p>He laughed at the memory, smiling bitterly at the manner in which that +former self had been beguiled. As if to give emphasis to his jest he +arose from his box, lounged over to the window, cleared its panes of +mist with his hand, and gazed out upon the landscape of his choice. It +stared back at him with immobile effrontery, with the glazed +wide-parted eyes of the prostrate prize-fighter who, in his falling, +has been stunned—eyes in which hatred is the only sign of life. He +threw back his head and guffawed at the conceit, as though it had been +conceived by a brain and given utterance to by a voice other than his +own. Then he paused, drew himself erect, and his face went white; he +had heard of solitary men in Keewatin who had commenced by laughing to +themselves, and had ended by committing murder or suicide. Yet, as he +stood in thought, he acknowledged the truth of the image; his +existence on the Last Chance River was one long and wearisome struggle +between himself and the intangible prize-fighter, whoever he might +be,—Nature, the Elemental Spirit hostile to Creation, Keewatin, the +Devil, call him what you like. Sometimes he had had the better of the +combat, in which case days of peace had followed; but for the most +part he stood at bay or crouched upon his knees, watching for his +opportunity to rise; at his strongest he had only just sufficed to +hold his invisible antagonist in check, battling for a victory which +had been already awarded. He had long despaired of winning; the only +question which now troubled him was "How long shall I be able to +fight?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[5]</a></span></p> + +<p>A certain story current in the district, concerning a Hudson Bay +factor, flashed through his mind. At the beginning of the frost his +fort had been stricken with smallpox; one by one his six white +companions had died and the Indians had fled in terror, leaving him +alone in the silence. In the unpeopled solitude of the long dark +winter days and nights which had followed, he had grown strangely +curious as to the welfare of his soul, and had petitioned God that it +might be disembodied so that he might gaze upon it with his living +eyes. After a week of continuous prayer, he had fastened on his +snowshoes, and gone out upon the ice to seek God's sign. He had not +travelled far before he had come to the mound where his six companions +lay buried. There against the dusky sky-line he had seen a famished +wolf standing over a scooped-out grave. So the factor had had his +sign, and had looked upon his disembodied soul with his own eyes.</p> + +<p>When the ice broke up and the first canoe of half-breed voyageurs +swept up to the fort, they had been met by a man who crawled upon +hands and knees, and snarled like a husky or a coyote.</p> + +<p>Granger shrugged his shoulders and shuddered. He thanked his God that +the spring was near by. Upon one thing he was determined, that +whatever happened, though he should have to die—by his own hand, he +would not grovel into Eternity upon his hands and knees as had that +factor of the Hudson Bay.</p> + +<p>For relief from the turbulence of his thoughts he turned his attention +to the frozen quiet of the world without. Not a feature in the +landscape had changed throughout all the past five months. He had +nothing new to learn about it: he had even committed to memory<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[6]</a></span> where +each separate shadow would fall at each particular hour of the day. +Straight out of the west the river ran so far as eye could reach, +until it came to Murder Point. At close of day it seemed a molten +pathway which led, without a waver, from Granger's store directly to +the heart of the sun. Having arrived at the Point, the Last Chance +River swept round to the northeast, and then to the north, until in +many curves it poured its waters into the distant Hudson Bay. Its +banks, in the open season, which lasted from May to October, were low +and muddy; the country through which it flowed, known as the barren +lands, was for the most part flat and densely wooded with a stunted +growth of black spruce, jackpine, tamarack, poplar, willow, and birch. +The river was the only highway: much of the forest which lay back from +its banks was entirely unexplored on account of its swamps and the +closeness of its underbrush. There were places within three miles of +Murder Point where a white man had never travelled, and some where not +even the Indians could penetrate. Partly for this reason the district +was rich in game: the caribou, moose, lynx, bear, wolf, beaver,— +wolverine, and all the smaller fur-bearing animals of the North +abounded there. Seventy miles to the southwestward lay the nearest +point of white habitation, where stood the Hudson Bay Company's Fort +of God's Voice. Between Murder Point and the coast, for two hundred +and fifty miles, there was no white settlement until the river's mouth +was reached, where the Company's House of the Crooked Creek had been +erected on the shores of the Bay. With his nearest neighbours, seventy +miles distant at God's Voice, Granger had no intercourse, for he was +regarded by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[7]</a></span> them as an outcast inasmuch as he was an independent +trader. Once was the time when Prince Rupert's <i>Company of Adventurers +of England trading in the Hudson's Bay</i> had held the monopoly of the +fur trade over all this territory, from the Atlantic seaboard to the +Pacific Coast; then to have been caught trapping or trading privately +had meant almost certain death to the trespasser. Now that the powers +of the Company had been curtailed, the only manner in which a Hudson +Bay factor could show his displeasure toward the interloper was by +ignoring his presence—a very real penalty in a land of loneliness, +where, at the best, men can only hope to meet once or twice a +year—and by rendering his existence as unbearable and silent as +possible in every lawful and private way. In the art of ostracising, +Robert Pilgrim, the factor at God's Voice, was a past master; during +the two and a half years that Granger had been in Keewatin he had had +direct communication with no one of the Company's white employees. On +occasions certain of its Cree Indians and half-breed trappers had come +to him stealthily, at dead of night, to see whether he would not offer +them better terms for their season's catch of furs, or to inquire +whether he would not give them liquor in exchange, the selling of +which to an Indian in Keewatin is a punishable offence. These were +usually loose characters who, being heavily in debt to the Company, +were trying to postpone payment by selling to Granger on the sly; yet, +even these men, when day had dawned, would pass him on the river +without recognition, as if he were a stick or a block of ice. However, +only by dealing with such renegades could he hope to pick up any +profit for the proprietors of his store. His every gain was a loss to +the factor,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[8]</a></span> and <i>vice versa</i>; therefore by Robert Pilgrim he was not +greatly beloved.</p> + +<p>Pilgrim was a man of conservative principles, who looked back with +longing to the days when a factor was supreme in his own domain, +holding discretionary powers over all his people's lives, who, after +the giving of a third warning to an independent trader found poaching +in his district, could dispose of him more or less barbarously +according to his choice. Now that every man, whatever his company, had +an equal right to gather furs in the Canadian North, he considered +that he and his employers were being robbed; wherefore he made it his +business to see that no friendship existed between any of his +subordinates and the man at Murder Point. Hence it happened that in +summer when the canoes and York boats, and in winter when the +dog-teams and runners from God's Voice, went up and down river by the +free-trading store of Garnier, Parwin and Wrath, no head was turned, +and no sign given that anyone was aware that a white man, yearning for +a handshake and the sound of spoken words, was regarding them with +sorrowful eyes from the wind-swept spit of land.</p> + +<p>Two years and a half ago, on his first arrival, Granger had laughed at +the factor's petty persecution and had pretended not to mind. Since +then, as his isolation had grown on him, his temper had changed, his +pride had given way, until, in the January of the present year, he had +journeyed down to the Company's fort, and had implored them to speak +to him, if only to curse him, that his reason might be saved. The +gates of the fort had been clanged in his face, and he had been +silently threatened with a loaded rifle, till resurrected shame had +driven him away.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[9]</a></span></p> + +<p>He had since heard that Pilgrim had said on that occasion, "I knew +that he would come and that this would happen sooner or later. I've +been waiting for it; but he's held out longer than the last one."</p> + +<p>This remark explained to Granger how it was that, when he had arrived +in Winnipeg, having just returned from the Klondike, and had applied +to his acquaintance Wrath for employment, his request had been so +readily granted. He had marvelled at the time that he, who had had +next to no experience in Indian trading, should have met with +immediate engagement, and have been given sole charge of an outpost. +Now he knew the reason; he had been given his job because his +employers could get no one else to take it. From the first day of his +coming to Murder Point strange stories had reached his ears concerning +the diverse and sudden ways in which its bygone agents had departed +this life: some by committing murder against themselves; some by +committing murder against others; some, having gone mad, by wandering +off into the winter wilderness to die; others, who were reckoned sane, +by attempting to make the six hundred and eighty mile journey back to +civilisation alone across the snow and ice. These rumours he had not +credited at first, supposing them to be fictions invented by Pilgrim +for the purpose of shattering his confidence, and thus inducing him to +leave at once. The last remark of the factor, however, inasmuch as it +had been reported to him by an honest man, the Jesuit priest Père +Antoine, had proved to him that they were not all lies. When he had +questioned Père Antoine himself, the kindly old man had shaken his +head, refusing to answer, and had departed on his way. This had +happened shortly after the occurrence in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[10]</a></span> January; since then Granger +had been less than ever happy in his mind.</p> + +<p>Luckily for him, about this time Beorn Ericsen, the Man with the Dead +Soul, as he was named, the only white Company trapper in the district, +had quarrelled with the factor over the price which had been offered +him for a silver fox; in revenge he had betaken himself to Granger, +bringing with him his half-breed daughter, Peggy, and his son, +Eyelids. Their chance coming had saved his sanity; moreover it had +furnished him with something to think about, besides himself, namely +Peggy. His courtship of her had been short and informal, as is the way +of white men when dealing with women of a darker shade: within a week +he had taken her to himself. But Peggy had had ideas of her own upon +the nebulous question of morals, ideas which she had gained in the two +years during which she had attended a Catholic school in Winnipeg; she +had refused to be regarded as a squaw, since the blood which flowed in +her veins was fully half white, and, after staying with him for a +fortnight, had taken herself off, joining her father on a hunting +trip, giving Granger clearly to understand that she would not live +with him again until Père Antoine should have come that way and united +them according to the rites of the Roman Church.</p> + +<p>As he stood by the window looking out across the frost-bound land +which once, years since, in Leicester Square, he in his ignorance had +so much desired, he re-pondered these events and, "Well, and what +next?" he asked.</p> + +<p>The touch of spring in the air, recalling him to England and the old +days, had made him realise among other things what this marriage with +a half-breed girl, sup<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[11]</a></span>posing he consented, must entail. It would +exile him forever. No matter howsoever well he might prosper, or rich +he might become, or whatsoever stroke of good fortune might visit him, +he could never return to his English mother and English friends, +bringing with him a half-breed wife and children who had Indian blood. +If he married her, he would become what Pilgrim had named him—an +outcast. If he did not marry her, she would refuse to live with him, +and he would be left lonely as before and would probably become +insane. Since he was never likely to become either prosperous, or +rich, or fortunate, would it not be better for him to provide for his +immediate happiness, he asked, and let the future take care of itself? +Even while he asked the question another woman intruded her face: she +was slim, and fair, and delicately made, and was disguised in the male +attire of a Yukon placer-miner. She seemed to be asking him to +remember her.</p> + +<p>He shrugged his shoulders contemptuously, as if defying Fate: turning +away from the window, he reseated himself upon the upturned box by the +red-hot stove.</p> + +<p>Pooh! he'd been a fool to give way to retrospection. He was no +exception to the general rule; most men mismanaged their careers—more +or less. Still, he was bound to confess that he had done so rather +more than less. Oh well, he would settle down to his fate. As for that +other girl in the Yukon miner's dress, who would keep intruding +herself, she also must be forgotten.</p> + +<p>But at that point, perversely enough, he began to think about her. +What was she doing at the present time? Where was she? Did she still +remember him? Had she made her fortune up there out of their last<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[12]</a></span> big +strike? How had she construed his sudden and unexplained departure? He +swore softly to himself, and rising, went over to the window again. +Then he pressed closer as if to make certain of something, gazing up +the long glimmering stretch of frozen river to the west.</p> + +<p>There was a strange man coming down; strange to those parts, at any +rate, though Granger seemed to recognise something familiar in his +stride. He was driving his dogs furiously, lashing them on with +frenzied brutality, coming on apace, turning his head ever and again +from side to side, peering across his shoulder and looking behind, as +if he feared a thing which followed him—which was out of sight.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[13]</a></span> +<h3>THE UNBIDDEN GUEST</h3> + +<p>Granger, having withdrawn himself to one side of the window so that he +might not be observed from the outside, watched the stranger's +approach in anxious silence. Nearer and nearer he came, till in that +still air it was possible to hear the panting of his huskies as they +lunged forward in the traces, jerking their bodies to right and left +as they desperately strove to escape the descending lash of the +punishing whip. The man himself tottered as he ran, stubbing the toes +of his snowshoes every now and then as he took a new step. Once from +sheer weakness he nearly fell, whereupon the dogs came to a sudden +halt, sat down on their haunches, and gazed wistfully round; in a +second he had recovered himself, with an angry oath had straightened +out his team in their traces, and was once more speeding toward +Granger's shack. The impression which his mode of travelling conveyed +was that of flight; but from whom and whither can a man flee in +Keewatin? Both he and his animals were evidently exhausted; they must +have journeyed continuously through the previous day and night, and +still they were in haste. "Well, all the better for me," thought the +watcher, "for if he is so weary he cannot choose but stay; and if he +stays with me, though he be a Company man, he will have to speak."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[14]</a></span></p> + +<p>Then fear seized hold of Granger lest Robert Pilgrim's discipline, or +the enmity of the man himself, might be such that, though he +endangered his life by the procedure, he would refuse the hospitality +of a hated private trader. "Nonsense," said the voice of hope, "to +where can he be travelling at this season of the year unless to Murder +Point? Before ever he gets to the coast and Crooked Creek the winter +will have broken up, and northwards there is nowhere else to go."</p> + +<p>So, as is the way with men who have exhausted this world's resources +for rendering them aid, he began to pray; not decorously, with +reverent, well-chosen words, but fiercely, with repetition, and below +his breath. "My God, don't let him pass," he said; "make him stop +here. Make him stop here, and spend with me at least one night." Then, +when he had petitioned God, thinking perhaps that He would not hear +him, he commenced to call upon Lord Jesus Christ. He clenched his +hands in his excitement till the nails broke into the flesh. There was +a God in Keewatin after all, there must be, since He had sent to him +this stranger.</p> + +<p>All the while that he was praying and exclaiming thus, he was trying +to judge of the man's errand from his dress. He was clad in the +regulation capote of the Hudson Bay Company's employee; it was of a +dark material, probably duffel, which reached to the knees. On his +head was a fur-skin cap, over which he had drawn the hood of his +capote so far down that his features could not be discerned. About his +waist went a sash of scarlet, such as is worn by the Northwest +<i>métis</i>. His legs were swathed in duffel leggings, so that they +appeared to be of enormous size. On his feet he wore moose-hide +moccasins which extended part way up his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[15]</a></span> legs, and to these his +five-foot snowshoes were attached. His whip he carried in his left +hand. About this last there was something familiar. Who was it that he +had known in the past who had driven his dogs left-handed, and had had +that swinging, plunging stride? The memory refused to concentrate, so +he strove to guess at the man's identity by the process of +elimination. He could not be a Hudson Bay mail-carrier bringing him a +letter, for the factor refused to deliver all missives addressed to +Murder Point. It was not probable that he was an express messenger of +Gamier, Parwin, and Wrath, sent up post-haste from Winnipeg; they +could have nothing of such importance to say to him that it could not +wait for the open season, when travelling is less expensive. Nor was +he a trapper bound on a friendly or business visit to the store; for, +in the first place, this man was no Indian (he could tell that by the +way in which he lifted his feet in running), and, in the second, he +had no friend, nor any man in the district, save Ericsen, who would be +seen with him in the open daylight. A foolish, strangling expectancy +rose up within him. Might he not be the bearer of important and good +news from the homeland? What news? Oh, anything! That his father, the +visionary explorer of Guiana, who twenty years ago had set out on his +last mad search for El Dorado, the fabled city of the Incas, and who +for many years had been given up for dead, had returned at length with +gold, successful from his quest—or, at the least, that his mother had +relented and wanted him back. Speedily his hope turned to agonising +suspense. Perhaps he was coming to tell him that his mother in England +was dead. Then he laughed hysterically, remembering that Mr. Wrath was +not the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[16]</a></span> sort of man to regard any death as serious, unless it were +his own.</p> + +<p>By this time the stranger had covered the intervening two miles of +river and was within thirty yards of the Point. He was slowing down. +He had halted. His exhausted dogs were already curling themselves up +beneath a snow-bank, wisely snatching a moment's rest as soon as it +was offered them. Careless of their welfare, leaving them as they were +to tangle up their traces, he was commencing to ascend the mound +towards the store. Despite the clamour of welcome which raged within +him, Granger did not stir; the influence of the North Land was upon +him, compelling him to self-repression, making him stern and +forbidding in his manner as was the appearance of the world without. +From his hiding by the window he watched the man; as he did so a vague +sense of fear and loathing took the place of gladness.</p> + +<p>His approach was slow and hesitating; continually he paused to gaze +back along the river as if in search of a pursuer, then suddenly +forward toward the shack as if for spying eyes which were reading his +secret. Before he had come near enough to be recognised, he had pulled +the hood still further forward, holding it together above his mouth +with his right hand, so that of his face only his eyes were visible. +With his left hand he fumbled in his breast, and Granger knew that he +grasped a loaded weapon. "Does he mean to kill me?" he wondered; yet +he made no effort to bar the door, or to reach for the rifle which +hung on the wall above his head. He only smiled whimsically; amused +that anyone should waste so much care over robbing a man of a +possession which he himself so little valued<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[17]</a></span>—his life. Personally +he would welcome so easy a method of departure from Keewatin—one +which was quite respectable, and would attach no responsibility to +himself. When all has been said, there remain but two qualities of +fear: the fear of life, and the fear of death. Granger was only +conscious of the first, therefore he could afford to be amazingly +daring under the present circumstances. Now he could no longer see the +man, for he was standing beneath the walls of the shack; but he could +hear that he was listening, and could hear him gasp for breath. One, +two, three slow footsteps, and the latch was raised and the door flung +wide. He waited for his guest to enter, and then, because he delayed, +"Come inside," he cried; "confound you, you're letting in the cold +air."</p> + +<p>He heard the snowshoes lifted across the threshold and rose to greet +the stranger who, so soon as he had entered, made fast the door and +confronted him without a word, still hiding his face from sight. He +was a tall man, well over six feet and proportionately broad of chest; +he had to stoop his head as he stood in the store, since the roof was +none too high.</p> + +<p>After some seconds spent in silent gazing, "Well, and what d'you +want?" asked the trader. The man made no reply, but tossed him a screw +of paper which, when he had unfolded it and smoothed it out, read, +<i>"Do all that is in your power to help the bearer. I am responsible. +Destroy this so soon as it is read."</i> The note was unsigned, but it +was in the handwriting of Wrath. Granger slid back the door of the +grate and watched the scrap of paper vanish in a little spurt of +flame. Then he looked up, and seeing that the man still stood +regarding him and had removed none of his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[18]</a></span> garments, not even his +snowshoes from which the crusted ice was already melting, "All right," +he said; "I'll do my best. You must be tired, and have come a long +journey."</p> + +<p>"I have," said the stranger, throwing back his hood, and for the first +time displaying his face.</p> + +<p>Granger sprang forward with a startled cry, and seized the newcomer by +his mittened hand. "By God, it's Spurling!"</p> + +<p>In a flash all the winter had thawed out of his nature and the spring, +which he had despaired of, had returned. Once more he was an emotional +living creature, with a throbbing heart and brain, instead of a +carcass which walked, and was erect, and muttered occasional words +with its mouth as if it were alive, and was in reality a dead thing to +which burial had been denied.</p> + +<p>"Yes, it's Spurling," replied the traveller in a hoarse, uneager +voice; then, "Has anyone been here before me?"</p> + +<p>Granger shook his head, and instinctively stood back a pace from this +leaden-eyed, unresponsive stranger, who had been his friend.</p> + +<p>Spurling was quick to notice the revulsion. "And are you going to +desert me and turn me out?"</p> + +<p>"Desert you! If you knew how lonely I have been you wouldn't ask that +question."</p> + +<p>"I ought to know," he answered, and going over to the window looked +out, turning his head from side to side in that furtive manner which +Granger had noted in him when he had first seen him advancing across +the ice.</p> + +<p>Facing about suddenly, he asked, "Is there any way out of here, except +down there?" pointing to the river frozen in its bed, stretching away +interminably to the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[19]</a></span> west, through groves of icicles, and marble +forest, like a granite roadway hewn out and levelled by a giant, +vanished race.</p> + +<p>"There is no other," Granger replied, "unless you include the way out +which is trodden by the dead."</p> + +<p>Spurling started almost angrily at the mention of this last pathway of +escape, and scowled. It was evident that the fear which made his life +a burden was the fear of death—which was proof to Granger that he had +not been long in Keewatin. However, he controlled himself and +murmured, "Six hundred and eighty miles is a long journey, and it's +all that to Winnipeg. Within a fortnight the ice will break, and then +for almost a month the only way will be impassable. Thank God for +that!" Addressing himself to Granger, "And what lies ahead?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"The forest and three hundred odd miles of this Last Chance River till +you come to the Hudson Bay and the House of the Crooked Creek."</p> + +<p>"Is there nothing in between?"</p> + +<p>"Only the Forbidden River, which neither white man nor Indian ever +travels; it joins the Last Chance a hundred miles ahead."</p> + +<p>"Ah, the Forbidden River! And no one ever travels there! Why not? Is +it shallow or rapid? But then there is the winter; it cannot be that +there's anything that doesn't freeze up here."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it freezes right enough."</p> + +<p>"Then?"</p> + +<p>"The Indians are afraid to travel it."</p> + +<p>"Of what are they afraid?"</p> + +<p>"Manitous, and shades of the departed."</p> + +<p>For the first time Spurling's face relaxed, the hunted<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[20]</a></span> expression +went out of his eyes; he almost smiled. "Well, I'm not afraid of +them," he said.</p> + +<p>He commenced to unfasten his snowshoes and to take off the heavier +portions of his dress. Granger stood by and watched him; he was +puzzled by the man's manner, and heartsick with disappointment. What +was the reason for the change which had crept over him in the three +years since they had parted, and why had he made this journey at this +season of the year, in haste, without warning? Six hundred and eighty +miles seemed a long way to travel in winter, through a desolate land, +only to tell your most intimate friend that you are not afraid of +manitous and shades of the departed.</p> + +<p>He recalled the man whom he had known, so generous and open-hearted, +who had walked with him at night beneath the London gas-lamps, sharing +and comprehending those dreams and enthusiasms which others had +derided, or compassionated as delusions of the mad. This was the man +who had given him what might have been his chance, had he only been +able to use it aright. Like a tawdry curtain drawn up at a Christmas +pantomime on a dazzling transformation scene, so, at the memory, the +veil of the present was instantly removed, revealing only the flashing +splendours of past things, which lay behind. This same body which now +crouched basely here before him had belonged to a hero once—to the +man who, five long years since, had pushed on in spite of defeat, +carrying with him by his courage his despairing companion over the +deadly Skaguay trail. The Skaguay, where bodies of horses lay +unburied, spreading pestilence abroad every hundred yards of the way; +where the army of gold-seekers turning back was as great as the army<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[21]</a></span> +pressing on; and those of the attack had momentarily to stand aside, +so narrow was the path, for the wounded and spent of the retreat, who +passed them by with ashen faces, some of them with death in their +eyes, bidding them, "Turn back! Turn back! You will never get through +alive."</p> + +<p>Many a time when his shoulders were bruised and broken, and he ached +in every limb, and his clothes were sodden with rain, which he knew +must shortly become stiff as boards when night had fallen and it had +begun to freeze, and perhaps another horse had fallen and been left +beside the trail, he also would have joined the retreat right gladly, +unashamed of his cowardice, had not Spurling picked up his load with a +laugh and dragged him on. What a fine brave fellow he had been in +those early Yukon days! Why, it was he who, when they had reached the +summit of that heart-breaking pass, had rescued young Mordaunt. Jervis +Mordaunt, with a single horse, had packed his entire outfit +single-handed to the topmost point of the trail, and then, when the +hardest part of his journey had been accomplished and his goal was +already in sight, his horse had given out and died. When they had come +up with him, his beast had been dead three days, and, because he could +not afford a new one, he had been packing his stuff on his own narrow +shoulders into Bennett, whence the start by water for Dawson had to be +made—a hopeless task, for Mordaunt was not a strong fellow, but slim +and extraordinarily girlish in frame. Many of the travellers who had +already attained the summit were flinging away their outfits and +turning back in panic, terrified by stories which they had heard of +winter and starvation in the Klondike; those who still<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[22]</a></span> trudged +doggedly forward were too selfishly preoccupied with visions of gold, +and their own concerns, and fears lest the rivers and lakes should +close up, to render him aid. Not so Spurling; in those days he was +never too busy to lend an unfortunate a helping hand; besides, like +most brave men, the thing which he valued highest was courage, and he +was taken with the young chap's pluck. "I'm fairly broad," he had +said, "and before the river freezes there's plenty of time for all +three of us to get drowned. So look sharp, my girl, and hand your +bundles up." From the first day he had nicknamed Mordaunt "The Girl," +because he was so surpassingly modest and had no beard to shave. So he +and Spurling had shouldered Mordaunt's burden, and had made him their +partner, and had carried him through to the gold-fields alive.</p> + +<p>Where was Jervis now? he wondered; then his thoughts returned to the +panorama of that eventful journey. He remembered how in the mouth of +the Windy Arm on Tagish Lake, when the sail swung round and sent him +spinning overboard, he would most certainly have perished in those +chill waters had not Spurling jumped in and held him up till the boat +put back. It was Spurling's hand which had kept the boat steady in the +boiling rapids of the White Horse, when he and Mordaunt had lost their +nerve—yes, that same hand which was now plucking restlessly at the +untrimmed beard which fringed that crafty, sullen face. How incredible +it seemed that this body should contain the same man, and that the +change should have taken place in five years! He contrasted that +big-shouldered, song-singing fellow who had given them of his endless +store of courage when their own was spent, compelling them to go +through<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[23]</a></span> the mush ice at Five Fingers, and the drift ice at Fort +Selkirk, and had landed them safely at Dawson almost against their +will, the last boat through before the Klondike froze up, with this +secretive hang-dog individual who slunk through an unpeopled +wilderness, twisting his neck from side to side, as though he already +felt the halter there—like a Seven Dials assassin, fearful of arrest. +There he sat by the window, with eyes fixed uncannily on the west, +watching for the follower whom he could not see, but only felt.</p> + +<p>He turned round uncomfortably, feeling that Granger's eyes were upon +him; then rose up abruptly, saying, "Ha, I was forgetting! My dogs +must be fed."</p> + +<p>Granger watched him go out, and was glad of relief from his presence. +If anyone had come to him a week ago and had said, "Druce Spurling +will be here this day or next," his joy would have surpassed all +bounds. Now he realised that there is a worse evil than solitude—the +compulsory companionship of a man who once was, and is no longer, your +friend. "Ach!" he muttered shivering, "I feel as if I had been sitting +with my feet in an open grave." Then remorsefully he added, "The poor +chap's in trouble. He was good to me in days gone by: I'll do my best +to help him. Perhaps that's the kind of offal that I appeared to +Robert Pilgrim when I made my journey to God's Voice last January, and +he threatened to shoot me; yet, God forbid that I ever looked like +that. Maybe that which I seem to see in Spurling is only the reflected +change in myself. Christ pity us lonely men!"</p> + +<p>From the window he could see how Spurling was gathering his dogs +around him, leading them past the Point northward to a bend where they +could not be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[24]</a></span> seen by a man approaching from up-river. What was the +meaning of such precaution? Why had he been so urgently requested to +help the one man in the world whom he was most likely to help without +urging, since he had been his closest friend? Why had he been ordered +to destroy the note immediately when read? And why had Spurling, whom +he had thought to be in Klondike making his pile, or having taken +advantage of the secret knowledge which he had unwisely shared with +him, to be in Guiana, sailing up the Great Amana seeking El Dorado, +travelled these thousands of miles by sea and land only to visit him +here in Keewatin thus surlily? Was it to hide? Well, if that was his +purpose, there wasn't much chance of his being followed, or if +followed, found.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[25]</a></span> +<h3>THE DEVIL IN THE KLONDIKE</h3> + +<p>Spurling, having returned from feeding his dogs, had reseated himself +by the window, but he had not again spoken. When Granger had informed +him that a meal was ready, and had called to him to come and partake, +he had only shaken his head. When, however, it had been brought to +him, he had eaten hungrily, bolting his food like a famished husky, +yet never looking at what he ate, for his eyes were directed along the +river-bed. He used neither fork nor spoon, carrying whatever was set +before him hastily to his mouth in his hands. His whole attitude was +one of hurry; he rested in haste, as if begrudging the moments which +were lost from travel.</p> + +<p>Had he been the foremost runner in some great race, who had fallen at +the last lap, and, waiting to recover himself before making the final +dash toward the tape, watched anxiously lest his next rival should +round the bend, and surprise him before he was up on his feet again, +he could not have been more tensely excited. His breath came in gasps +and spasms; his body jerked and trembled even while he sat. He began +to do things, and did not finish them. He opened his mouth to speak, +and was silent. He half rose to his feet, and fell back again. He +turned his head to look at Granger, then thought better of it, and +continued staring into the west.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[26]</a></span> Granger watched him, and wondered +what might be the secret which he was hesitating to impart. Was his +mind a blank through weariness? Was he arguing out some dreadful +problem within himself? Or was he only mad?</p> + +<p>What frail and isolated creatures we are!—when once our power of +communicating thought is gone, though we breathe and move above the +earth, we are more distant one from another than if we were truly +dead; for, when a soul has totally forsaken its body, and the body has +ceased to express, we, who live, can at least imagine that the thing +departed sometimes returns and hovers within ourselves. To live and be +silent is a remoter banishment from Life than the irrevocable exile +decreed by Death.</p> + +<p>Granger could now see that the change which he had noted in Spurling +might quite well have been the work of a month or two months, and was +due to trouble and neglect. The man was unwashed and unfed, and for +many nights he had not slept. His eyes were ringed and bloodshot with +fatigue, and with incipient snow-blindness. His cheeks were sunken and +cadaverous with too much travel; his body was limp with over-work. +Should the cause of his excitement be suddenly removed, he would +collapse; it was nervous courage which upheld him. And there, despite +all these alterations for the worse, he could still discern the old +Spurling—the man whom he had loved. The brows retained their old +frown of impudent defiance, and the mouth its good-humoured, reckless +contempt. These had been overlaid by some baser passion, it was true; +but they remained, showed through, and seemed recoverable. As he +looked, the memory flashed through his mind of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[27]</a></span> Spurling at his +proudest—on that night at the Mascot dance-hall, when they had +carried into Dawson City the news of the great bonanza they had struck +at Drunkman's Shallows. He was standing on a table, surrounded by a +group of miners, leading the singing, roaring out the doggerel chorus +of a local mining ballad:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Oh, we'll be there with our bags of gold<br /></span> +<span class="i2">When the Judgment trumpets blare,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">When the stars drop dead and the moon stands cold,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Tell the angels we'll be there."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Ha, the power of the man and his consciousness of conquest!</p> + +<p>Half to himself he began to hum the tune, beating time on the bare +boards with his moccasined feet. In a moment Spurling had jumped up, +"For God's sake, stop! I can't endure that," he cried. "Oh, to think +of it, that I am come to this, and that it is like this we meet after +all these years!" He covered his face with his hands, and, sinking +weakly back in the chair, commenced to sob. Granger went towards him, +and bending over him, flung an arm around his neck. For the moment the +body before him was forgotten; the noble spirit of the man who had +once stood by and helped him, was alone remembered. "Druce, tell me +all," he said.</p> + +<p>"I can't; you would shun me."</p> + +<p>"Then why did you come if you could not trust me?"</p> + +<p>"There was nowhere else to go—no other way of escape. They were all +around me."</p> + +<p>"Who were all around you?"</p> + +<p>"Those who had come to take me to be hanged."</p> + +<p>Granger gasped, and shrank aside. Then his worst<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[28]</a></span> conjecture was +correct—it was as bad as that! murder had been done.</p> + +<p>Spurling drew himself up suddenly, throwing back his hands and +uncovering a face of ghastly paleness. One might have supposed that he +had been the startled witness to the confession, instead of the man +who had made it.</p> + +<p>"What was that I said just now?" he asked. "You must not believe it. +It is not true; I am tired and overstrained. They've hunted me so long +that I myself have come almost to believe their squalid accusations. +Don't look at me like that; I tell you I am innocent. . . . Oh well, +perhaps I did fire the shot; but, if I did, it was an accident. I +didn't know that the rifle had gone off until I saw him drop . . . and +when I laid my hand on him to lift him up, I found that he was dead. +Ugh! Then I hid him in a hole in the ice, and, because he had been my +friend, I thought he would lie quiet forever there and never tell."</p> + +<p>While these words had been in the saying, Granger had drawn nearer and +nearer, so that now the two men stood face to face, almost touching, +staring into one another's eyes. Who was this friend who had been +shot? Could it have been Mordaunt? He seized hold of Spurling by the +throat with both hands, and shook him violently, crying, "What was her +name? Will you tell me that?"</p> + +<p>Spurling wrenched himself free and his eyes blazed threateningly. "It +wasn't a woman," he said; "thank God, I haven't sunk to that." Then +more slowly, gazing fixedly on Granger as if to calculate how far it +was safe to confide, "and he wasn't a friend of yours," he added.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[29]</a></span></p> + +<p>Granger turned away from the window that the murderer might not see +his countenance; his lips moved as if he prayed. He passed his hand +before his eyes as a man does who has been temporarily blinded by a +sudden flash. He had become terribly aware how near he had been to +committing the crime for which this man was hunted. The knowledge of +that fact gave him sympathy, a lack of which is always based on +ignorance. The compassionate man is invariably one who has been +greatly tempted. In those few seconds whilst he withdrew himself, the +whole portentous problem was argued out, "By how much is this man who +intends, better than that man who accomplishes his crime?" He +concluded that the difference was not one of virtue, but only of +opportunity—which entailed no credit on himself. He had passed +through Spurling's temptation scatheless, therefore he could afford +him tenderness.</p> + +<p>"Druce," he said, speaking tremblingly, "it is terrible how far two +men can drift apart in the passage of three short years."</p> + +<p>"Then why did you leave me?" asked Spurling sulkily, not yet reassured +of his safety, nor recovered from his rough usage.</p> + +<p>"I left you because I feared that I might do the deed for which you +are now in flight."</p> + +<p>Spurling sat up astonished. "Lord!" he exclaimed, "have all men felt +like that? I've often wondered why it was that you went away that +night, leaving no message and abandoning your claim. Pray, who were +you fearful of murdering?"</p> + +<p>"Listen. If I tell you, it may make it easier for you to believe me, +in spite of what has just happened, when I say that I sincerely want +to help you."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[30]</a></span></p> + +<p>He was interrupted. "I suppose you know," said Spurling with a +shocking attempt at merriment, "that you are losing the thousand +dollars which has been offered for my capture alive or dead? It's only +fair to tell you that. If any man is to make a profit by my hanging, +I'd rather that the man should be a friend."</p> + +<p>It was as though one should make an indecent jest in the presence of a +woman newly dead.</p> + +<p>"I deserved that you should say that," Granger replied. "But listen to +me this once, for we may never meet again; who knows, in this land of +death? I want to explain to you how it was that I behaved as I did, +and to ask your forgiveness."</p> + +<p>"Then make haste," said Spurling, as he drew his chair nearer the +window, and returned his gaze to the west.</p> + +<p>Without the dark was falling, though the sky was still faintly stained +with red. It was thus he sat in the unlighted room as they talked +together through the night, a shadowy outline against the misty panes +which never stirred, but stared far away across the frozen quiet of +the land.</p> + +<p>Granger spoke again. "You know with what hopes we set out on our +journey to Dawson; how we went there not for the greed of gold, but +for the sake of that other and more secret adventure which, as a boy, +I promised my father I would undertake when I grew to be a man—an +adventure which the Yukon gold could make possible and could purchase. +That was my frame of mind throughout all the time that we were poor up +there. That first winter in the Klondike, when we were nearly starved, +and our money gave out because our grub was exhausted and the price of +provisions ran so high, when we were thankful to work for almost any<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[31]</a></span> +wages on Wrath's diggings if only we might get food and keep warm, we +still kept our faith in one another and our purpose in sight. You'll +remember how we used to talk together throughout those long dark days +when, from November to February, we scarcely ever saw the sun and the +thermometer sometimes stood at fifty below, and how we would plan for +our great expedition to El Dorado, when our fortunes should be made, +comforting ourselves for our present privations with thoughts of the +land which Raleigh described. Those, despite their misery, were my +best days—I had hope then. Little Mordaunt would sit beside us, with +his face in his hands and his eyes opened wide with wonder, listening +to what we said; when we had finished he would beg us to take him +also, offering as his share, if he should be first to make his pile, +to pay the way for all of us. It was then that we three made the +compact which should be binding, that whenever our joint fortunes, +whether owned by one alone, or two, or in equal proportions by all +together, should amount to fifty thousand dollars, we would regard it +as common to us all, and, throwing up our workings, would leave the +Yukon for Guiana, in search of El Dorado. We were good comrades then, +and did not calculate what ruin the avarice of gain may bring about in +men.</p> + +<p>"When spring came, we set out to seek the gold which should redeem us, +which lay just underground. All that summer we travelled and found +only pay-dirt or colours, and at times not even that, till we came to +the Sleeping River and pitched our camp at what was afterwards +Drunkman's Shallows. How discouraged we were! We talked of turning +back, saying that nothing of worth had ever been found in the Sleeping +River.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[32]</a></span> We called ourselves fools for having wasted our time up there. +Then, on what we had determined should be the last night of our camp, +when we had made up our minds to return next day, Eric Petersen came +by and joined us. He also had found nothing; worse still, had spent +all he had, and, being down in the mouth, got drunk—not decently, but +gloriously intoxicated. Somewhere about midnight, when, after twenty +hours of shining, the sun had disappeared and the world was still +bright as day, and we were all sleeping, he got up and went down to +the river to bathe his aching head, and stumbled on the banks and, +falling in, was nearly drowned. You heard him cry and, waking, ran +down to the water's edge. As you stooped to pull him out, you saw +that, where his foot had stumbled on the bank, it had kicked up a +nugget. Then you roused us and, when we had prospected and found that +gold was really there, we each staked a claim, and you an extra one as +discoverer, and set off that same night on the run to register.</p> + +<p>"It was on the evening of the day we recorded that you had your great +time at the Mascot, leading the singing, and being toasted all round. +It seemed to me I had reached El Dorado that night,—and now I know +that I never shall. So, after the fun was over, we went back to work +our claims, and toiled day and night till the river froze up. The +stampede had followed us, and every yard of likely land was staked for +miles below and above. My claim yielded next to nothing, and +Mordaunt's soon pinched out; but your two were the richest on the +Shallows.</p> + +<p>"I was soon compelled to work for you for wages. Mordaunt, when he had +taken ten thousand dollars<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[33]</a></span> out of his claim, agreed to do likewise. +We should both have left you at that time and gone away to prospect +afresh, had it not been for our early understanding that whatever we +earned was owned conjointly. Just before the winter closed down upon +us, we had taken out nearly fifty thousand dollars, the figure at +which we had agreed to quit the Yukon; I had one, Mordaunt ten, and +you had thirty-five thousand dollars—forty-six thousand in all. +Mordaunt and I talked to you about selling out and starting on our +greater quest, but you held us to the fifty-thousand limit, saying +that six months' postponement more or less would make no difference, +and that we had better have too much than too little capital in hand +before our start was made. We yielded to your judgment inasmuch as you +were the richest man, never suspecting that you were already +contemplating going back on your bargain to share and share alike with +us.</p> + +<p>"But after the burning had commenced, and the winter had settled down +for good, and the days had grown short and gloomy, we noticed a change +in your manner—one of which you, perhaps, were not fully conscious. +Your conversation became masterful and abrupt; you made us feel that +we were your hired men, and were no longer partners in a future and +nobler enterprise. Gradually the certainty dawned upon us that you had +repudiated your compact, and did not include us in your plans. Gold +for its own sake I had never cared about as you had; I only valued it +for the power it had to forward me in the quest of which I had dreamed +since I was a child—the following in my father's footsteps and +discovering of the city of the Incas, and, perhaps, of my father +himself.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[34]</a></span></p> + +<p>"When I had seen you growing rich whilst I remained a poor man, I had +felt no jealousy; for I trusted in the promise we had exchanged and +relied on your honesty in keeping your word. But, when I had perceived +your new intention, something went wrong inside my brain, so that I +began to construe all your former good as bad. I thought that from the +first you had never intended to keep your word, and had brought me +into the Klondike to get me out of the way, so that, possessed of the +secret information which I had given you, you might steal a march on +me, and set out for El Dorado by yourself. Whether that was your +purpose I do not know; but, for doubting you, you can scarcely blame +me. So, day by day, as I descended the shaft to the bed-rock, and +piled up billets of wood, and kindled them, throwing out the muck, +drifting with the streak, sending up nuggets to the surface, and dirt +which often averaged ten dollars to the pan, I said to myself, 'Every +shovelful you dig out, and every fire you light, and every billet you +stack, is helping Spurling to betray you the earlier.'</p> + +<p>"At first I would not believe my own judgment, but drove my anger down +by replying, 'He is no traitor; he is my friend.' But at night when I +came up, and you spoke to me pityingly about my hard luck and your own +increasing wealth, I knew what you meant. Mordaunt didn't seem to +mind; he had ten thousand dollars of his own, so he only said, 'Give +him time. He's all right. He'll remember and come round. His head's +turned for the moment by his fortune and he's lost his standards of +what is just. I daresay if this happened to you or me, we should have +been as bad.'</p> + +<p>"But that did not comfort me much, for I thought,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[35]</a></span> 'A man who can +betray and lie to you once, can always lie and betray.' I could not +sleep at night for thinking about it and I brooded over it all the +day; there was ever before my eyes the vision of you, sailing up the +Great Amana without me.</p> + +<p>"If nothing else had happened and it had remained at that, I suppose I +should have finished my winter's contract with you and have gone out +again in the spring, either with Mordaunt or alone, prospecting for +myself. As it was, I began to argue with myself. 'What better right +has Spurling to this gold than I?' I said. 'If I had chosen this +claim, as I might have done, all the wealth which is now his would +have been mine. Had that been the case, I should have held to my +bargain and have dealt squarely by him. Since he refuses to allow me +the share which he promised me, I have a right to take it.'</p> + +<p>"You know what followed, how I hid some nuggets in my shirt, and you +accused me and discovered them. You called me a thief, and threatened +to expose me to the law of the mining camp. I told you that, since we +had made that agreement to share conjointly whatever we found, I had +as big a right to take charge of some of the gold as you yourself. +Then you laughed in my face and struck me, asking if that was the +usual way in which a labourer spoke to his employer. That blow drove +me mad. I made no reply, for I had become suddenly crafty; I awaited a +revenge that was certain and from which there could be no rebound. +From that day forward the lust to kill was upon me; wherever I looked +I saw you dead, and was glad. When the Northern Lights shot up they +seemed to me, instead of green or yellow, to be always crimson, the +blood<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[36]</a></span>colour. When they crept and rustled through the snow along the +mountain heights, I fancied that they were a band of murderers who +fled from their crime, and turned, and beckoned, and pointed to me, +and whispered 'Come.' As my imagination wrought within me I grew +silent; not even Mordaunt could rouse me. But he guessed what was +happening, and would often come to me and say, 'Don't get +down-hearted. Whatever Spurling does, I still hold to my promise. You +and I are partners with a common fund. We have eleven thousand dollars +already, so cheer up.'</p> + +<p>"But it wasn't envy of your wealth had driven me mad; it was fear lest +you should go off and leave me behind, and should get to Guiana and to +El Dorado first. I couldn't shake off my hallucination however much I +tried—which wasn't much; always and everywhere I could see you dead. +You know that the Klondike with its few hours of winter daylight, its +interminable nights, its pale-green moon which seems to shine forever +in a steely cloudless sky, and its three long months when men rarely +see the sun, is not a much better place than Keewatin in which to heal +a crippled mind. So, with the passage of time, there was worse to +come.</p> + +<p>"One morning as I came to the shaft, I found a stranger waiting there. +It was dark, I could not see his face; since he said nothing, I passed +him and, descending to the bed-rock, commenced to scatter the last +night's burning that I might get at the thawed-out muck. Presently I +heard the sound of someone following, and the creak of the rope as he +let himself down in the bucket. I thought it was you, so I did not +turn, but sulkily went on with my work. The footsteps came after me +wherever I went, standing behind me. At<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[37]</a></span> last I swung round in anger, +supposing that you had come to torment me; at that moment I had it in +my heart to strike you dead. In the light of the scattered fire, I +discovered that it was not you, but instead a man of about my height +and breadth. 'What d'you want?' I asked him. He did not answer. 'Who +sent you here?' I said. He was silent. Then I grew frightened; seizing +a smouldering brand, having puffed it to a blaze, I thrust it before +his face—and saw <i>myself</i>.</p> + +<p>"I was down there all alone and underground; no one could have heard +me had I cried for help. In my terror I grew foolish and laughed +aloud; <i>it seemed to me so odd that I should have such fear of +myself</i>. When I had grown quiet, 'Who sent you here?' I asked again.</p> + +<p>"At last he answered, 'You called me.'</p> + +<p>"'What have you come for?' I questioned.</p> + +<p>"'To murder Spurling,' he replied.</p> + +<p>"Then in a choking whisper I muttered, 'Who are you?'</p> + +<p>"And he answered me, 'Your baser self.'</p> + +<p>"I looked for a way of escape, but he stood between me and the mouth +of the shaft; to get out I would have had to pass him. I tried to make +him speak with me again that I might draw him aside, and so might slip +past him and get above ground; but he refused to stir. Then I grew +fascinated, and went near him, and peered into his face. He was like +me, yet unlike; he was more evil—what I might become at my worst. He +was to me what you were, when you just now arrived, to the man whom I +loved in London, and who saved my life in Tagish Lake. Having studied +his body and his face I loathed him, and drew myself away to the +farthest<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[38]</a></span> hiding-place. There I crouched beside the gold streak for +ten hours until the last glow of fire had died out, and I was left in +darkness. Then, though I could not see him, I knew that he was there.</p> + +<p>"At last Mordaunt came and called to me. I begged him to come down. +Thinking I was wounded, he lit a lantern and descended in haste. As he +approached, I looked to see where <i>myself</i> had been standing; but, +though I had felt him there the moment before, directly Mordaunt came +he vanished. In my horror I told Mordaunt everything—and what do you +think the little fellow did? Instead of laughing at me, or fleeing +from me for his life because I was mad, he set down his lamp and, +throwing his arms about me, knelt down there on the bed-rock and +prayed. If it hadn't been for Mordaunt I should certainly have killed +you in the days which followed. Whenever I was alone or in your +company, that thing, which was my baser self, was there. He would +stand behind you, so that you could not see him, with his hand +upraised as if about to strike. He would beckon to me that I also +should get behind you, and when you spoke to me contemptuously or +harshly the evil of his face would reflect a like passion in me +against you. But whenever Mordaunt was present he vanished, and I had +rest from temptation; therefore I say that Mordaunt saved you.</p> + +<p>"I kept on hoping that when spring came I would be able to leave, and +thus rid myself of my evil dread; but the longer I stayed the greater +grew my peril. At length the crisis came.</p> + +<p>"You had been down river across the ice to Dawson on the spree and to +arrange for the carriage of your bullion to Seattle. It was night, and +I was just return<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[39]</a></span>ing from the shaft, where I had been giving a last +look to the burning. I had a rifle in my hand, and, as I arrived at +the door of the cabin, raising my eyes, saw you coming up-stream with +your dogs, with your head bent low as if you were tired. Also I saw in +the moonlight that <i>that other</i> was noiselessly following you, stride +by stride, stealing up behind. I saw him waving his arms to me, +gesticulating madly and signing to me to kneel down and fire.</p> + +<p>"Suddenly all power of resistance left me; with my eyes upon his face, +the memory of all the wrongs which you had dealt me, and my hatred of +you, swam uppermost in my mind. I knelt down in the snow to take +steadier aim and had my finger on the trigger, when the gun was +snatched from behind. I turned fiercely round and found Mordaunt +standing there. 'Quick,' he said, 'come inside.' He thrust the rifle +beneath a pile of furs, and bade me tumble into my bunk and pretend +sleep. Shortly after, I heard you come in and say that one of your +dogs had been shot dead; but I did not stir. You came over and gazed +down suspiciously at me, but seemed satisfied with Mordaunt's account +of how I had been lying there for the past two hours wearied out with +the day's work. Next day I could not look you in the eyes; also the +memory of a woman I had loved had come suddenly back and changed me, +making me ashamed. So two nights later I gathered together the few +things I had and, abandoning my claim, fled.</p> + +<p>"If I could not trust myself with you, I could not trust myself in the +Yukon. Every miner travelling with gold seemed to me a possible victim +for my crime. I went about in fear lest I should see that evil thing, +which called himself <i>myself</i>, returning to keep me company<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[40]</a></span> through +life. I fled to escape him and, hoping to leave him behind me in the +Klondike, went over the winter trail to Skaguay, the route by which +two years earlier we had fought our way up, took steamer to Vancouver +and came on thence to Winnipeg. My money was all but exhausted when I +got there, I was broken in spirit and at my wit's end. By chance I met +with Wrath, on whose claim in our first winter we had worked. He had +gone back to his independent trading, and, at my request for +employment, sent me up here to look after his interests at Murder +Point. I was glad to come; after my experience on the Sleeping River, +I was distrustful of myself in the company of men, never knowing when +that <i>foreshadowing of my evil desires</i> might not return to hound me +on to fresh villainies and despair. For one who wished to be alone, +Heaven knows, I chose well. You're not burdened with too much society +in Keewatin—that isn't the complaint which is most often heard."</p> + +<p>Outside the night had long since settled down—a night which with snow +and starlight was not dark, but shadowy and ghostlike, making the +interval between two days a long-protracted dusk beneath which it was +possible to see for miles. Far away in the forest a timber-wolf howled +dismally; the huskies in the river-bed, seated on their haunches, +lifted up their heads and echoed his complaint. Then all was still +again, nothing was audible except the occasional low booming of the +ice, when a crack rent its path across the surface and far below the +river shook its gyves, as though clapping its hands in expectation of +the freedom of the spring to come.</p> + +<p>Against the window the silhouette of Spurling loomed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[41]</a></span> up, with the +drifting dimness of the starlight for background, and the square of +surrounding darkness for a frame of sombre plush; he seemed a +man-portrait whom some painter had condemned forever to motionlessness +and silence with the magic of his brush, and had nailed on a +stretcher, and had hung up for ornament.</p> + +<p>At last he turned his head and stared into the blackness of the room, +searching with his eyes for Granger. "So the deed which you feared to +do, I have done," he said. "And here we sit together again, now that +three years have passed; I, the man whom you hoped to murder and the +man who has committed your crime; you, the man who stole from me, +fired on me, missed aim, and ran away, and yet who at this present +time are my judge. It is very strange! One would have supposed that +with the breadth of a continent between us, you in Keewatin, I in +Yukon, we need never have met. There is a meaning in this happening; +God intends that you should help me to escape."</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[42]</a></span> +<h3>SPURLING'S TALE</h3> + +<p>Granger from his place beside the red-hot stove said nothing, but +bowed his head. Spurling saw his action through the darkness and took +courage.</p> + +<p>"There is not much to tell," he said. "After you left us, my luck +seemed to vanish. My great bonanza pinched out, as Mordaunt's had +done. I spent the spring and summer in washing out the gold from my +winter's dump, and in sinking shafts to locate another streak which I +might follow in the winter to come. I found none, but at first I did +not lose confidence. I had plenty of capital and could well afford to +spend some of it in exploration. I was quite sure that my two claims +contained a hundred times as much gold as I had taken out—all I had +to do was to find its location.</p> + +<p>"What Mordaunt said to you about me was true—my sudden good fortune +had turned my head; I flung my earnings right and left, spending them +on the most foolish extravagances, and still remained avaricious. I +developed a mania for asserting my power and getting myself talked +about. You know that in those days a new 'millionaire' in the Klondike +was expected to do some of that; if, when he came to Dawson, he was +sparing, and refused to treat the town to half-dollar drinks till +everyone was drunk, they'd take him by his legs and arms and batter +him against a wall until he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[43]</a></span> gave in and cried, 'Yes.' Why, I've seen +men set to and pan out from the sawdust on the floor of a saloon the +gold which I had scattered. I performed such follies as made +Swiftwater Bill famous when, after he had squabbled with his +'lady-friend,' and he saw her ordering eggs, of which she happened to +be fond, he bought up every egg in town at a dollar a piece, nine +hundred in all, and smashed them, to spite her, against the side of +her house. I was a confounded fool; if I hadn't been, I shouldn't have +quarrelled with you, and we shouldn't have been here now—we might +have been in El Dorado, perhaps.</p> + +<p>"Well, when I'd blown a good part of my money over stupidities for +which I scarcely received even pleasure in return, I awoke to the fact +that my workings had ceased to bear. Already the Sleeping River had +got a bad name and was deserted; it was a commonplace that 'Drunkman's +Shallows was played out.' I wouldn't acknowledge it. I took pride in +the Shallows because I had discovered them; I wasted the remainder of +my money in buying up other men's useless claims, and in engaging men +to work them. Towards the end, even I had to own to myself that the +streaks had pinched out and the Shallows were barren; but out of +desperate bravado I kept on until my money was at an end. Then, when I +was clean broke, I chose out a partner and went prospecting once +again.</p> + +<p>"At first we found nothing, for, as I say, when you left me my luck +departed. For months we wandered, finding only pay and colours, till +we entered the Squaw River and discovered what we wanted at Gold Bug +Bend. We stayed there working and testing the dirt till well into +January; then one day we drifted into a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[44]</a></span> streak which panned out +twenty dollars to the pan, and so we knew at last that we had struck +it. We eyed one another suspiciously, for we each of us remembered how +you had been treated, and we began to talk about the necessity of +recording our claims and discovery. Neither of us would trust the +other to go alone, for we both wanted the claim on which we had been +working, where the rich streak had been located, so we set out +together. At first we travelled leisurely, speaking to one another; +but soon we grew silent, and began to race. My partner was a lighter +built man than I, and had the better team of dogs, and carried no gun. +Very soon he began to draw away from me; but I relied on my superior +strength to catch him up, for the journey was long. Then, somehow, as +he ran farther and farther ahead, the belief grew up within me, that, +whatever I might do, God meant him to get there first as a punishment +to me for what I had done to you. At that thought all my lust after +power, and the memory of the mastery which I had lost, came back, and +I said, 'I will outwit God this time, however.'</p> + +<p>"Mechanically, almost without thinking, I levelled my gun and +fired—and saw my partner drop. When I came up with him, he was lying +face-downwards, with his arms stretched out before him along the +ground. I turned him over and called on him to rouse. I kicked him +with the toe of my snowshoe, and tried to get angry, pretending to +myself that he was shamming. Then I knelt down beside him and covered +him with a robe, deceiving myself that he had fainted and would +presently awake. After I had waited for what seemed to be ages, I +called him by name, and, when he did not stir, I laid my finger on his +eyeballs—and so I knew<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[45]</a></span> that he was dead. When I knew that, fear got +hold upon me; at every crack of the ice I persuaded myself that +someone was coming up or down the frozen river, or had already seen +me, and lay hidden behind a snow-ridge, watching all my doings. So I +took up my comrade, and thrust him upright into a hole in the ice, +trusting that because he had been my friend he would understand, and +never tell. But his arms, which he had extended in falling, stuck out +above the surface, as if signing my secret to all the world. They had +grown stiff and frozen, and I could not bend them, so I knocked off, +and piled up around and above them, blocks of ice.</p> + +<p>"Then, because I was fearful lest my coming alone without my partner +into Dawson to record a claim might arouse suspicion, I turned back to +the Gold Bug Bend. There I stayed and drifted with the streak for +three months, and thawed out at least sixty thousand dollars' worth of +muck. I had time to think things over. I came to the conclusion that I +could not record my claim, since that might bring the miners up who +would notice that my partner was missing; neither could I take down my +dust to Dawson to express it to the outside, since that also would +lead to questions being asked as to where I'd got it, seeing that it +was so great in amount. So I determined to lie quiet until the summer +time, and then to wash out only so much gold as I could carry about +myself.</p> + +<p>"There was little chance of my being discovered on the Squaw River, +for it is seldom travelled, and I calculated that in four months' time +when the spring had come, the river would float the body far away to +where it never would be found, or if found, then at a time when it +would be unrecognisable. But in my first calculation I had not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[46]</a></span> +reckoned with my loneliness, and the horror which comes of knowledge +of hidden crime. By the end of March I could stand it no longer and +set out for Dawson, where there were men in whose company I could +forget.</p> + +<p>"Soon after I got there the winter broke up and, by the first of May, +though the Klondike itself was still frozen solid to its river-bed, +the snow and ice from the country and rivers to the south, which had +been exposed to the rays of the sun, had thawed and, draining into it, +had created a shallow torrent which, running between the banks above +the ground-ice, gave an appearance of the Klondike in full flood. Very +soon the water over-flowed, so that houses were deluged and men had to +take to boats and the roofs of their cabins for safety; it looked as +though Dawson would be washed away. The drifting ice commenced to pack +and pile against the bridge above the town; unless the jam could be +broken before the ground-ice loosened, the bridge must collapse. Some +men volunteered to blow it up with dynamite. In so doing they caused +the ground-ice to tear itself free from the bottom so that, the water +getting underneath, it floated up and pressed the pack against the +floor of the bridge, forming, for a half-minute, an impassable barrier +against the torrent rushing down. The flood rose behind it like a +tidal wave, tossing on its crest a gigantic floe, standing waist-deep +in which I saw, for the second during which it flashed in the sun, a +frozen man, whom I recognised, who gazed upright towards me with his +arms upstretched—only for a second, then the bridge went down and the +water leapt over it, driving timbers, and floe, and man below the +surface, carrying them northwards passed the city, out of sight.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[47]</a></span></p> + +<p>"The thing had been so sudden that only a few of those who were +watching had realised what had happened; of these still fewer had seen +the man; and of these only one had known and recognised my partner, as +I had done. None of them could say for certain whether the man they +had seen upon the floe had been alive or dead. In the confusion which +followed the catastrophe this rumour was at first regarded as an idle +tale to which no one paid much attention. But, when that one man who +had seen and recognised came to me and inquired as to my partner's +whereabouts, and I could give him no satisfactory answers, curiosity +was aroused.</p> + +<p>"The Mounted Police instituted a search for the body, but as yet it +was not found.</p> + +<p>"I was half-minded to leave the country and go outside. Would to God I +had! But I was afraid that such conduct, following immediately upon +this occurrence, would attract attention. I returned to the Squaw +River and spent the half of another year up there. Then one day in +November an Indian, who was passing up-river, stepped into my cabin +and told me that the Mounted Police were searching for me. When I +asked him why, he said that the English friends of my partner had been +inquiring for him, and that I was known to have been the last man to +be seen in his company. When that had been said, I knew the meaning of +the sight I had witnessed when the bridge gave—my partner had sent +his body down river on the first of the flood to warn me of my danger, +as if he would say, '<i>Escape while you can; it will soon be +discovered</i>.'</p> + +<p>"I gathered together what gold I could carry and, travelling by night +only that I might not be noticed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[48]</a></span> (and you know how long November +nights can be in the Yukon), I struck the trail for Skaguay—the route +by which two and a half years before you had fled. I got out +undetected, as I thought, and arrived at Vancouver. There I read in a +paper that at Forty-Mile the body had been found. I was seized with +panic and hurried on to Winnipeg; on the way I was alarmed to find +that I was being shadowed. I escaped my follower on my arrival there +and sought out Wrath, the only man I knew in town. I was sure that I +could trust him if he were sufficiently heavily bribed; so I gave him +all the gold I had, and told him the truth, and offered to furnish him +with such information as would enable him to go up and stake the rich +bonanza which I had left behind on the Squaw River—all this if he +would only help me to escape. He agreed to accept my terms, despite +the risks he was taking in helping to conceal a criminal. He told me +that you were up here, and said that it was no good going East, or +striking down to the States, since all the railroads would be watched, +and that my only chance lay in making a dash due north for Keewatin. +He gave me a guide for the first three hundred miles of the journey, +and the swiftest team of huskies he had. He smuggled me out to +Selkirk, and gave me introductions to such men as could be trusted on +the way. Before I left, I heard that they had made me an outlaw by +placing a thousand dollars on my head.</p> + +<p>"I've travelled day and night since then, only halting when my +strength gave out, or when I had to hide till darkness came that I +might pass unobserved by a Company's outpost.</p> + +<p>"And I'm followed; I know that. I have not seen him, but I can feel +that he is drawing nearer, and now<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[49]</a></span> is not far behind. I knew that if +I could reach you, in spite of what has happened between us, you would +save me. Granger, you must save me, if not for the sake of what I am, +then because of what I once was to you in our London days. I know that +I've deteriorated and have become bad; but it was more the fault of +the country than of the man. You know what happens to a fellow who +lives up there, how greedy and gloomy he gets, always feeling that the +gold is underground and that he must get to it even at the expense of +his honour and his life. You've felt it, you came near doing what I +have done. If Mordaunt hadn't stopped you, you would have stood where +I now stand."</p> + +<p>Granger broke in upon the frenzy of his appeal, asking abruptly, +"Where is Mordaunt now?"</p> + +<p>If his face had not been in the shadow, Granger would have seen how +Spurling's lips tightened as to withstand sudden pain, and his body +shuddered at that question. "Oh, Mordaunt is all right," he said. "He +left the Yukon soon after you left—he said that the fun was spoilt +without you. I daresay he's seeking for El Dorado or else is married."</p> + +<p>"You are sure of that?" asked Granger.</p> + +<p>"Sure of what? All I know is that he quarrelled with me over your +affair because he thought that I had not used you justly; shortly +afterwards we broke up our partnership, and I was told that he had +gone out through Alaska, via Michael to Seattle."</p> + +<p>When the man at the back of the room said nothing, Spurling asked in a +tone of horror, "Why, you don't think that I killed him too, do +you,—just because I have owned to shooting one man?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know what to think," replied Granger,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[50]</a></span> speaking slowly; "no, +certainly I do not think that you killed him, <i>too</i>."</p> + +<p>"Then, what?"</p> + +<p>"Never mind, since the matter's in doubt I will help you. What do you +propose to do?"</p> + +<p>"Go on till I come to the Forbidden River, and hide there till the +hunt for me is over, and they think that I am dead."</p> + +<p>"And then, if you survive?"</p> + +<p>"Creep back into the world and begin life all afresh."</p> + +<p>"And how can I help you?"</p> + +<p>"By lending me a fresh team, for mine is all tired out, and giving me +provisions for my journey, and delaying my pursuer when he arrives."</p> + +<p>"How shall I delay him!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, you will know when you see him—there are many ways, some of +which are very effectual." Spurling played with the butt of his +revolver as he said these words, and looked at Granger tentatively, +then looked aside. "For instance, the winter is breaking up and he +might fall through the ice; or while he is staying here several of his +dogs might die; or, at the least, you can tell him that you have not +seen me and persuade him that he has passed me by. If he refuses to +believe that, you can suggest that I have left the river and gone into +the forest, and so put him off my track—anything to give me time."</p> + +<p>"He would scarcely believe the last," said Granger, "for on the Last +Chance there is only one trail—by the river up and down. And I want +you to understand Spurling, that if I do help you it will be by clean +means; I intend to play fair all round."</p> + +<p>"Play fair! Do you call it fair play when a nation<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[51]</a></span> sets out to hunt +one man? I have only done what thousands have thought and intended. +What better is the man who effects my capture, and gets the thousand +dollars which they have set upon my head, and sends me to the +scaffold, than I myself who without premeditation shot a man. You're a +nice one to talk about playing fair to the fellow who gave you your +chance, and was your friend, and whom you tried to murder! Which of +us, do you suppose, is the cleaner man?"</p> + +<p>Granger did not answer; through the last few hours he had been asking +himself that same question. Spurling, thinking he had offended, began +to plead afresh. "Oh, John, if you knew all that I have suffered you +would pity me. God knows I've repented for what I did with drops of +blood. If I'd only thought before I acted, I might have known that I +stood to gain nothing by it. What good was the gold to me when I got +it? I could only hide it, and wealth is not wealth when you have to +keep it secret to yourself."</p> + +<p>He paused exhausted, and fell back drooping in his chair. Granger's +pity had been aroused. "Druce," he said, "I have promised that I will +help you; you must be content with that."</p> + +<p>Spurting clutched at his hand and pressed it to his lips. "And there +are things which you need not tell him?" he questioned. "Say that +there are things that you will not tell."</p> + +<p>"There are things that I will not tell," Granger repeated. "I will not +tell him that I have seen you, and will refuse to give him help."</p> + +<p>Spurling's eyes had again sought out the west and the intervening +stretch of sky, where from the east the reflected light of dawn had +already begun to spread.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[52]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I don't like the look of it," he muttered; "I can feel that he is not +far behind. Every time I look up-river I expect to see him, a dull +brown shadow, hurrying down between the banks of white. I must be +going; while I stay I cannot rest."</p> + +<p>So, when all had been got ready and Granger had supplied him with a +new outfit and an untired team of dogs, he accompanied him out on to +the Point where the dawn was breaking. Then he told him of a cache +which Beorn had made at the mouth of the Forbidden River, which he +might open, and from which he could get supplies if his own ran short. +He went with him a mile down the ice, that he might guide him round a +part of the trail which was rotten and unsafe to travel. At parting, +Spurling grasped his hand; pointing back to the danger spot he +whispered, "That is one of the things which you need not tell." Before +he could answer him, he had lashed up his dogs and was on his way +northwards. It was then that the thought of a final test flashed +through Granger's mind. "Spurling, Spurling," he called, "did you know +that Mordaunt was a woman and not a man?"</p> + +<p>Whether he had heard Granger could not tell, for he did not halt or +turn his head; driving yet more furiously, urging his huskies forward +with the whip and shouting them on, he vanished round the bend.</p> + +<p>Granger stood gazing after him, listening to the last faint echo of +his cries; then he turned slowly and walked through the half-light +back to his lonely store. Over to his right, above the horizon the red +sun leapt. He did not raise his eyes; but, as he walked, he whispered +over and over to himself words which seemed incredible, "And, if it +had not been for her, <i>I</i> should have been like that."</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[53]</a></span> +<h3>CITIES OUT OF SIGHT</h3> + + +<p>In Keewatin the human intellect stands forever at a halt, awed in the +presence of a limitless serenity for which it can find no better name +than God, since, of all things which are incalculable, He seems most +infinite.</p> + +<p>In this land of rivers and solitude Man is unnecessary, disregarded, +and plays no part; if, after two hundred odd years of white, and many +centuries of Indian habitation, Man were to withdraw himself +to-morrow, he would leave no permanent record of his sojourn +there—only a few outposts and forts, several far-scattered +independent traders' stores, one or two missions and fishing-stations, +all of them built of wood, which within a decade would have crumbled +to decay, over which the tangled forest would silently close up. +Instinctively he knows himself for an impudent intruder on something +which is sacred; he hears continually what Adam heard when he stole of +the fruit which was forbidden, God walking in the garden in the cool +of the day—the accusing footsteps of God. His brain is staggered by +an unchartered immensity in which he has no portion, which he can only +watch. His individual worth to the universe is dwarfed by the +imminence of the All: so nothing seems very serious which is only +personal and, since all things which we apprehend must become in some +sense personal, nothing is very important.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[54]</a></span> The procession of human +effort becomes a spectacle at sight of which Homeric laughter may +sometimes be permissible, but tears never. If a man once gives way to +weeping in Keewatin, he will weep always. Only by the exercise of a +self-restraint which at first seems brutal can life be endured there.</p> + +<p>Granger, as he walked toward his store under the shadow of the dawn, +was conscious of all this. The land was wrapped in the intensest +quiet; the very crunch of his snowshoes seemed a profanation, though +he trod lightly. When he had ascended the Point, he paused and gazed +back. Already the thaw had commenced; down the still white face of the +country, which lay at his feet like a shrouded corpse, the tears had +begun to trinkle, though the eyes were tranquil and fast shut; the +sight was as astounding to him as if a man six months dead should be +seen to stir within his coffin of glass. Here and there in the expanse +of forest he could see flashes of green and brown, of tree-tops from +which the snow had fallen. The river-banks, which yesterday had seemed +chiselled out of solid marble, were to-day tunnelled and scarred with +tiny rills and watercourses which groped their way feebly riverwards. +As he stood in silence meditating, he was startled by the whirr of +wings, and looking southward descried the advance-guard of the first +flock of ducks. "Ha, the spring has come," he cried; but immediately +he checked his ecstasy, for his eyes had again caught sight of the +emotionless expression on that great white face with its closed eyes +turned toward the sun. Though no voice spoke it seemed to him to say, +making by its silence its meaning plain, "There is nothing of which +the importance is so great that we should forsake our calm."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[55]</a></span></p> + +<p>He felt rebuked for vulgarity, as though he had been found shouting in +a cathedral-nave where priests were praying for the peace of souls of +the departed. He desired to hide himself; entering his shack, he +pushed to the door. He was tired; his brain ached with thought, and +his thought was disjointed. He could not believe that Spurling had +ever come; it was all an hallucination. Thinking about the past had +made him imagine all that, or else he had dreamed it in the night. He +went over detail by detail all that had seemed to him to happen; and +even then, when it fitted reasonably together, he could not be +certain. It was too monstrous that Spurling should have become like +that! He would not believe it. Then his anxiety for Mordaunt sprang up +and commenced to craze him. The terrible question throbbed through his +mind, "Is Mordaunt dead?"</p> + +<p>The mania for questions grew upon him. Three separate voices spoke +clamorously at once: "Is Mordaunt dead?"</p> + +<p>"Did Spurling murder him?"</p> + +<p>"Am I mad?"</p> + +<p>He stumbled to the far end of the room and flung himself down in his +bunk, burying his face in its coverings that he might shut out the +light and gain a moment's rest. But his imaginings followed and knelt +beside him.</p> + +<p>"Well, if I must think," he whispered, "I will think of that which is +best." He beckoned from out the shadows his memory of Mordaunt's face, +and gave himself over to recalling all that it once had meant. They +had nicknamed him "The Girl" because of his shyness and modesty, and +had not always been particular in the jokes which they had made at his +expense. Yes, and he had had a woman's ways from first to last.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[56]</a></span> +Nothing that had happened had been able to coarsen him; he had never +given way to loose talk or brutal jests, and in the presence of +suffering had invariably been full of tenderness.</p> + +<p>Good heavens! pass on to the crisis—to that day when he had come to +the top of the shaft and called down to him! He had answered his call, +praying him in an agonized voice to descend and rescue him. He could +see him now approaching hurriedly, yet cautiously, through the +darkness, lifting high up his swinging lamp so that its rays fell +across his face. He could still remember how absurd it had seemed to +suppose that a creature, so small and fragile, could save him from +<i>that other</i>. Yet he had; and after that, because of the relief he +felt, he had confessed. Then, in a moment of compassionate +self-forgetfulness, Mordaunt had placed his arms about him and had +drawn down his head upon his breast—an action of which no man in +dealing with another man was ever capable; the mother-instinct was +manifested there. In the flickering lamplight, with his head pressed +close to his companion's breast, feeling its rise and fall at each +struggling intake of the breath, crouching underground upon the +bed-rock, he had guessed the secret—<i>that Mordaunt was not a man</i>. +From that hour he had loved her. She had never known that he shared +her secret. Thank God, he had remained so much a gentleman that he had +not told her that! Who she was, why she had come to the Klondike, what +was her proper name, he had not permitted himself to inquire; for him +it had been sufficient that she was a woman, and that he loved her, +and that he was unworthy of her love. After she had seen him shoot at +Spurling he had avoided her, lest by contact with him she should<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[57]</a></span> be +defiled. He had vaguely hoped at the time of leaving that the day +might come, after he had cleansed himself and proved himself a man, +when he might seek her out and ask her to be his wife. Through the +last three years he had lived for that. To have asked her then would +have been an insult, an act of cowardice. How would an upright woman +answer a man whom she had just saved from homicide? How would she +regard a man who had discovered the secret of her sex in such a +manner, because of her compassion, and had not had the decency to keep +that knowledge secret even from herself? So he had fled from the +Shallows for a double reason; that he might not do violence to +Spurling, and that he might not betray himself to her. He had left her +without a hint of his going, or a word of explanation.</p> + +<p>What had she thought of him? He had often wondered that. Had she also +loved him, and not dared to speak about it? He half-suspected that. If +she had loved him and had spoken out, he would not have married her at +that time, when even he despised himself; to have done so would have +been to drag her down. Still, he could not help speculating as to what +she had said and thought on that morning when she awoke in the winter +dreariness, and, gazing round the cabin, found that he had vanished. +Had she regretted him, and had she sometimes, when Spurling had become +intolerable, gone aside and wept? After three years, though he had +loved her, he could only recall her by her man's name, and picture her +in her man's dress.</p> + +<p>Then, while he thought with closed eyes, that awful question came +again, "Is Mordaunt dead?"</p> + +<p>Whilst she was in the world it had been possible for him to strive to +be straightforward and courageous;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[58]</a></span> but, <i>if she was dead</i> . . .! If +Spurling had murdered her, if he had lied to him and <i>she</i> was his +partner, what then? Well, that all depended on whether Spurling had +known her sex. If not, what a revenge he would take when he should +confront him, and inform him that he had murdered a woman, and not a +man! He knew Spurling; for him the public ignominy of being hanged +would be as nothing compared with such private knowledge—it would +thrust him into Hell in this life.</p> + +<p>Ah, but that could not be; God would not allow it! Spurling himself +had said that he had not sunk so low as that. Yet, in case it might be +so, he would keep his word and help him to escape—from the Mounted +Police, but not from himself. He would be the executioner if there +must be one. The law should not rob him of his revenge. He would save +Spurling's life in case he might need to take it.</p> + +<p>Then, unbidden and against his will, there rose up the image of the +man who had saved his life in Tagish Lake. Spurling had forestalled +him, bribed him beforehand, by restoring him his own life in exchange +for the life which he was doomed to take. Did that not make amends? +Also he had rescued Mordaunt from disaster on the Skaguay trail, where +he would certainly have perished had he been left. He had done +unconsciously that which Granger proposed to do of set purpose—saved +a life that he might take it. Did not that in some measure make +amends? The problem was too complicated; it must work itself out in +its own way. Yet, it would be a bitter irony if, after he had +travelled a continent to avoid this deed, he should be forced to kill +Spurling in the end—Spurling, who had come to him of his own accord. +Still more burlesque would it be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[59]</a></span> if, after Spurling was at rest, he +should be hanged in his stead.</p> + +<p>But perhaps Mordaunt was not dead.</p> + +<p>To rid himself of these morbid questionings, he would give his remoter +memory the reins to-day, at whatever cost; it was pleasanter to +remember bygone unpleasantness than to live with the ills which +threatened his present life. He recollected how some one had once +asked Carlyle, "Why does the Past always seem so much happier than the +Present?" And Carlyle's stern reply, "Because the fear has gone out of +it." How odd it seemed to him that he should be recalling Carlyle up +there in Keewatin! Yet, because that answer was true, he took up the +thread of his London life again, that so, with the drug of memory, he +might lay to rest his immediate misfortunes. He was a little boy again +in the old red house on Clapton Common. One by one he entered its +homely rooms with their ancient furniture, quaint wall-paper, and +general look of substantial comfort. Once more he leant out of the +bow-window at the back and gazed beyond the hill, upon which the house +was built, up which gardens climbed, divided by creeper-covered walls +of crumbling brick, down to where at its foot the river ran through +flats and marshes. Far away, a little to the right, old Woodford +raised its head; to the left Chingford, as yet unmodernized, showed +up; and straight ahead, at a distance of seven miles, the steeple of +High Beech, in the kindly habitable forest of Epping, was in sight. +This was the house in which he had first dreamed the dream by the +glamour of which he had been led astray. His father had dreamed the +same dream, and his grandfather before him; it seemed to be a part of +the walls and masonry, so interwoven<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[60]</a></span> was it with his memories of that +house. It had been the first faery-story which he had ever listened +to, and had been told to him for the most part in that back room with +the bow-window, as he had sat on his grand-father's knee on winters' +nights.</p> + +<p>The first time that he had heard it he could not have been more than +five, and his father was absent, so his grandfather said, pursuing the +dream on the other side of the world. This was the story as he +remembered it. "In the land of Guiana there is a golden city named +Manoa, but El Dorado in the Spanish language, which stands on the +shores of a vast inland lake whose waters are salt, which is called +Parima, and which is two hundred leagues in length. Juan Martinez was +the first white man to visit it, and he did so through no fault of his +own! When he was with the Spanish army at the port of Morequito, the +store of powder, of which he had charge, caught fire and was +destroyed. His commander, Diego Ordas, was so enraged that he +sentenced him to death; but being appealed to by the soldiery with +whom Martinez was a favourite, he commuted his punishment to +this—that he should be set in a canoe alone, without any victual, +only with his arms, and so turned loose on the great river. By the +grace of God he floated down stream and was captured by certain +Indians, who, never having seen a European before or anyone of that +colour, carried him into a land to be wondered at, and so from town to +town, until he came to the golden city of Manoa of which Inca was +emperor. Now the emperor, when he beheld him, knew him to be a +Christian, for not long since his brethren had been vanquished by the +Spaniards in Peru; therefore he had him lodged in his palace and +ordered that he should be respectfully<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[61]</a></span> entertained. There Martinez +lived for seven months, and all that while was not allowed to wander +beyond the city's walls lest he should discover the country's secrets, +for he had been brought thither blindfold and had been fifteen days in +the passage. When, years later, he came to die, he confessed to a +priest that he had entered Manoa at high noon and that then his +captors had uncovered his eyes, and that he had travelled all that day +till nightfall through its streets and all the next, from the rising +to the setting of the sun, of so great extent was it, until he arrived +at the palace. It was Martinez who had given to Manoa its name of El +Dorado, because its roadways were paved with gold, and there was so +great an abundance of that metal there that, before the emperor would +carouse with his captains, all those who were to pledge him were +stripped naked, and their bodies anointed with white balsam, over +which through hollow canes was blown by slaves the dust of fine gold, +so that when his guests sat down to drink with him, they glistened +yellow in the sun like gilded statues.</p> + +<p>"When Martinez had obtained his freedom and returned to Trinidad, and +told his story, many other adventurers set out in quest of Manoa; but +none so much as saw it save only Pedro de Urra. He, after incredible +labours, at length arrived at a mountain peak whence, looking down, +far away in the distance he could just descry the shining roofs of +palaces and golden domes of Inca temples, wherein, he was told, were +stored gold images of women and children more beautiful than God had +yet wrought into flesh and blood. But his strength was spent and his +troops were famished, also the Incas' armies were moving forward to +check his advance; therefore he had to retreat, and to return to the +sea<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[62]</a></span>coast, where he fretted away his life in dreaming of the +splendours of which he had only just had sight. Fifty years later +Berreo, governor of Trinidad, set out from Nuevo Reyno with seven +hundred horse and slaves, and descended the Cassanar river, bound upon +the same errand. What with fever and poisonous water he lost many of +his men and cattle, so that, when he reached the Province of Amapaia, +he had but one hundred and twenty soldiers left, and these were sick +and dying; and so he also was forced to abandon his search. And this +man Raleigh captured, and from him extorted his secrets, when he +sailed to discover and conquer El Dorado for Queen Elizabeth, having +in his company Jacob Whiddon, the English pirate, and George Gifford +who was captain of the Lion's Whelp.</p> + +<p>"All the way across the ocean they studied the records of the +adventurers who had sought before them, till they had them all by +memory; for they hoped to find those same wonders which Lopez says +that Pizarro found in the first home of the Incas: 'A royal city where +all the vessels of the emperor's house, table, and kitchen, were of +gold and silver, and the meanest of silver and copper for strength and +hardness of metal. He had in his wardrobe hollow statues of gold which +seemed giants, and the figures in proportion and bigness of all the +beasts, birds, trees, and herbs that earth produceth; and of all the +fishes that the sea or waters of his kingdom breedeth. He had also +ropes, budgets, chests, and troughs of gold and silver, heaps of +billets of gold, that seemed wood marked out to burn. Finally, there +was nothing in his country whereof he had not the counterfeit in gold. +Yea, and they say, that the Incas had a garden of pleasure in an +island near Puna, where<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[63]</a></span> they went to recreate themselves when they +would take the air of the sea, which had all kinds of garden-herbs, +flowers, and trees of gold and silver, an invention and magnificence +till then never seen. Besides all this, he had an infinite quantity of +silver and gold unwrought in Cuzco.' The counterpart of all these +marvels Raleigh hoped to find, when he had sailed up the Orinoco to +its watershed.</p> + +<p>"So, when he had gathered all the information which he could from +Berreo, he departed and rowed up the river in the galego boat of the +Lion's Whelp, till on the fourth day he dropped into the waters of the +Great Amana. Up the Great Amana he travelled, always getting news of +his city, always being told that it was farther inland. On the banks +of this river grew diverse sorts of fruit good to eat, flowers and +trees of such variety as were 'sufficient to make ten books of +herbals.' And everywhere he saw multitudes of birds of all colours, +some carnation, some crimson, some orange-tawny, purple, watchet, and +of all other sorts, so that, as he himself has said, 'It was unto us a +great good passing of the time to behold them, besides the relief we +found in killing some store of them; and still as we rowed, the deer +came down feeding by the water's side, as if they had been used to the +keeper's call.'</p> + +<p>"Lured on by these delights, he journeyed farther inland until at last +he came to the first great silver mine; but here the Orinoco and all +the other rivers had risen from four to five feet in height, so that +it was not possible by the strength of man or with any boat whatsoever +to row into the river against the stream. However, before his return, +one day as it drew towards sunset, he had sight of a crystal mountain, +which was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[64]</a></span> said to be studded with diamonds and precious stones, which +shone afar off, the appearance of which was like to that of a white +church tower of exceeding height. Over the summit rushed a mighty +river, which touched no part of the mountainside, and fell with a +great clamour as if a thousand bells were knocked together; so, though +he did not find El Dorado, he was somewhat comforted by the marvel of +this sight. Also, before he left he saw <i>El Madre del Oro</i>, the mother +of gold, which proved that treasure lay not far underground."</p> + +<p>So, hour after hour, and night after night, the old man had told his +magic story of the search for El Dorado to the little boy. And +sometimes he would vary it with other tales and legends of men who had +gone upon quests equally wild; of Ponce de Leon, who had sought for +the Bimini Isle, where arose a fountain whose waters could cause men +to grow young again; of the Sieur D'Ottigny, who set sail for the +Unknown in search of wealth, singing songs as if bound for a bridal +feast; and of Vasseur, who first brought news of the distant +Appalachian Mountains, whose slopes teem with precious metals and with +gems beyond price. But always the narration would return to El Dorado +on the shores of Parima. Then the little boy would ask, "But, Grandpa, +is it true, or is it only a faery-tale? Was there ever such a city, +and does it exist to-day?" Whereupon the old gentleman would grow very +serious and would reply, "Certainly there is such a city, my dear; for +when I was young I went in search of it, and your father is out there +finding it to-day."</p> + +<p>After which answer he would get out maps, and show the child the red +lines, which were his own journeys, and the exact spot in the +watershed of the Orinoco<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[65]</a></span> where he believed the city to stand. Then +they would reason about it together, bending low beneath the lamp, +tracing out the various routes of past explorers, until his mother +came in and, seeing what they were so busy about, carried him off to +bed. At an early age he discovered that his mother approved neither of +the grand-father's stories, nor of her husband's absence. She was +often at pains to tell him that there was no such city, that the +stories were all fables, and that his grandpapa had wasted his fortune +and talents in its search. But the boy believed in the fables, for he +liked to think of his father as sailing up the Great Amana, where the +deer feed along the banks, until at last he came to the golden city +where the men are like gilded statues. He was sure that his papa would +return rich one day, bringing with him an Inca princess for his son to +marry.</p> + +<p>But, when his father did return, he brought back with him only a +fever-shattered body for his wife to nurse, and a plucky belief that +he would succeed next time. Ah, but those were good days which he had +spent by his father's bedside, when he had gazed on that fair-haired, +soldierly man who had trodden in Raleigh's footsteps! He remembered +how his father had laughed when he had asked in awe-struck tones +whether he might be allowed to kiss his hands, and how he had said, +"If I do not find, you will seek for it some day"—and then he had +felt proud. How eagerly he had listened when the two explorers, father +and son, had sat together and had talked over their various travels! +And how he could remember his father's account of his latest journey! +His mother had been out at the time when it was related; they never +mentioned these matters in her presence because they pained her; +moreover, if she was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[66]</a></span> near by when they were talked about, she would +contrive some excuse for snatching the boy away. They had watched +their opportunity, however, and his father had told him.</p> + +<p>He had set out in a canvas sailing boat, and had ascended the Orinoco +for twenty days. Every now and then he had come to rapids, where he +had had to go ashore to carry his boat, or to marshes, where he had +had to wade. As he travelled farther from the mainland, his Indian +guides had deserted him till there was none left, and he had had to go +on alone. Day by day he had passed by great rocks, on which there was +writing engraved, which, perhaps, contained directions for travellers +who, ages since, had been bound for that same city; but they were now +of no use to him, because they were written in a forgotten language +and in an alphabet which not even the Indians could understand. So he +had gone on until at last he came to the crystal mountain, and the +waterfall which Raleigh had described; and after that he had travelled +further than even great Raleigh himself, or any other white man. It +was at this point that the boy had gasped and asked to be allowed to +kiss his father's hands.</p> + +<p>Then his father had told him how beyond the mountain there had seemed +to be nothing but tangled wood and swamp, and how he had caught fever +and wandered on in delirium until, when he came to himself, he had +found himself standing on the shores of what had once been a vast +inland lake, but which had now become partially dry, through which it +was only possible to wade. So he left his boat and waded on, sometimes +shoulders high, for four days; for, though he was racked with pains, +he would not give up because he believed the lake to be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[67]</a></span> Parima. On +the evening of the fourth day, when his strength was almost spent and +he was ready to sink with faintness, he came to an island and saw in +the distance, in the light of the setting sun, golden spires and the +roofs of houses many miles away, which he knew to be El Dorado. But by +this time he had only two days' provisions left and dared not venture +further; so he, like Pedro de Urra, having come within sight of his +desire, had been compelled to turn back. Of his return journey he said +nothing; Granger learnt that from his mother in later years. It had +been made in agonies of hunger and thirst, which had nearly robbed him +of his life. Nevertheless, his father had told him that, so soon as he +got well again, he was going back, and that he would reach El Dorado +this time. True to his word, when his fever had left him, he had bade +them all good-bye, making his son secretly promise that, if he should +not come back, when he became a man, he would follow him in the quest. +Then had come the two years of anxious waiting in which they had had +no news of him, and the final acceptance of the belief that he was +dead. But his grandfather would not lose faith; he himself had once +been missing for five years. He said that his son had reached the +city, and was pushing homeward through the Andes on to the Pacific +side. Night by night, in that back room with the bow-window, he had +collected his records and studied them beneath the lamp. "He must be +about here by now," he would say, pointing to a certain place. But the +boy's mother had only smiled sadly, saying, "Is he not yet +undeceived?" Then one evening they had left him in his chair, and had +not heard him come up to bed, and in the morning had found him sitting +stiff and silent in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[68]</a></span> the sunshine, with the map of Guiana spread out +before him and his finger on the spot where he had written EL DORADO, +the magic word.</p> + +<p>The child had never forgotten that sight, its impression had sunk deep +into his nature; somehow it had become symbolic for him of loyalty to +one's chosen purpose in life. As he had once asked permission to kiss +his father's hands, so, when there was no one in the room to watch +him, he had stolen up and smoothed his hands with reverence against +the cushions of the chair where the old grey head had last rested—but +he had never sat there. After the old man's death, all things in that +room became objects for his veneration. It was just this capacity in +the small boy for hero-worship which his mother never tried to +understand; so he kept his secret, and thus began the breach which was +presently to widen. From that day Granger had pledged himself, when he +should become a man, to go in search of his father and to inherit his +quest; and to such a nature as Granger's that childish pledge was +binding. He could never be persuaded that his father was dead; he +always spoke and thought of him as a soldierly fair-haired man, living +in a desirable land hard by a garden, like to that of the isle near +Puna, which had herbs and flowers and trees of gold and silver, one +who was an honoured guest in the emperor's house where the meanest +utensils were of silver and copper for strength. At first, when only +he and his mother were left, he had spoken to her of these fancies; +but she had shown herself more and more averse to their mention, so he +had learnt to keep his longings to himself.</p> + +<p>His mother was a practical woman, born of a race of lawyers and +diplomatists. Hence she coveted above<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[69]</a></span> all things for her son, as she +had done for his father before him, the certainties of life—social +recognition and a banking-account; she had no sympathy with theories, +however heroic, or with any kind of success which was not obvious and +within hand-stretch. She was one of those safe people who always +choose to-day's salary, if it be promptly paid, in preference to the +more generous triumph of a to-morrow which may never come. She was +wisely parsimonious in all things and, daring nothing herself, had no +patience with natures which were more courageous. Much of her own +money, and all of her husband's, had been spent by him in his +fruitless explorations of Guiana. Now that he was gone, she discreetly +invested what was left of her fortune, and deprived herself of all +luxuries, so that when the time should come, her boy should have his +chance in life unembarrassed by his father's previous reckless +expenditures. She was proud of her son, for he was handsome; but she +never realised that half a day of spoken love and sympathy can +purchase more friendship than twenty years of benefits punctually and +dutifully conferred—still less did she recognise the necessity for a +mother consciously to cultivate a friendship with her boy. Not that +she was ungentle; she craved his affection, but she made the mistake +of demanding it as her right—all of which is the same as saying that +she was mentally insensitive, and was unaware that with thoughtful +people the road to the heart must first lead through the mind; of +people's minds she was incurious. She gave her son the kind of +education which befits men to inherit rather than to earn. His wishes +were never consulted; nor even when he went to university was he given +any choice. Like a dumb brute beast he was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[70]</a></span> goaded forward without +knowledge of his destination, and was expected to be grateful to the +hand which kept him moving, and prevented him from turning aside.</p> + +<p>He permitted this well-intentioned despotism not through any lack of +spirit, but partly because it was well-intentioned, and mostly because +his immediate present seemed of little consequence to him. He felt +himself to be an embryo prophet who awaited his hour; when that should +strike, he would concentrate. Not until he was twenty-two years of age +did he expostulate, and by that time it was too late; his training had +made him dependent upon money for success. His mother had the money, +and she selected the Bar as a suitable profession for him; then it was +that he broke his twelve years' silence, and scandalised her with the +information that his great ambition was to follow in his father's +footsteps, and to find both him and El Dorado, fulfilling the promise +which he had given as a child. Startled by this unexpected confession, +she had charged him with disloyalty and ingratitude to herself; to +avoid complications and a breach which he foresaw would become +irreparable, he had accepted her choice and studied for a barrister. +This utterance of his secret, however, had only served to make him +aware of the intensity of his own desire. He could not work, he could +not rest, he could not apply his mind; always he saw before him the +tropic river with its multitude of carnation, crimson, and +orange-tawny birds, its low green banks where the deer come down to +graze, and far ahead and visionary the swampy lake, built on whose +shore the golden city raises up its head. So books, and law, and +London became for him the custodians of his captivity—things to be +hated and despised.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[71]</a></span></p> + +<p>In the three years which followed he had made one friend, a mining +engineer, by name Druce Spurling. In him he had confided, and Spurling +had responded with a sympathy which did him credit, kindling to the +romance of the story. He had tested with his expert knowledge the +evidence which Granger had laid before him for the belief that such a +city as El Dorado had existed, and he had been satisfied—or, at any +rate, had been made certain that in the watershed of the Orinoco gold +was yet to be found in great quantities, as in the Spaniard's time. He +had promised that, so soon as he had the capital, he would help him in +his quest. Granger coveted the journey for its adventure, and the +opportunity of fulfilling his promise to his father; Spurling only for +its possibilities of attaining wealth. In their community of ambition +this difference of purpose was lost to sight. Then, when Granger was +twenty-five and had just completed his course of reading for the Bar, +his great chance came. It was the year of the Klondike gold-rush and +Spurling was going out; he wanted a partner, and offered to take +Granger with him if he, in return, would promise to give him one third +of all the gold he mined. Their idea was that, with the money thus +earned, they would be able to provide funds for the following up of +their dream of El Dorado. Granger accepted the offer at once, partly +influenced by his desire to prove to his mother that he <i>could</i> do +something by himself. After a painful farewell, he had departed to +seek his fortune in the North World.</p> + +<p>Ah, how his mother had cried when he went away! He recalled all that +to-day, now that he was in Keewatin, and gazed back incredulously upon +that mistaken former self, wondering whether he could have been really +like<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[72]</a></span> that. London, indeed! What would he not give to be in London +to-day; to stand in Fleet Street, listening to the roar of the passing +traffic and brushing shoulders with living, companionable men? Ah +well, what good purpose would it serve to think about it! He had +chosen his own fate. Here he was at Murder Point, and he would soon be +married to Peggy, after which, no matter what avalanche of good luck +befell him, there would be no return. What would his proud old mother +say to a little half-breed grandchild? The mere thought made him +smile. In cynical self-derision, he pictured himself accompanied by +his Indian tribe, knocking at the door of the old red house on Clapton +Common—and his reception there. He gave a name to his picture, and it +was "<i>The Return of the Ne'er-do-well</i>."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>His brain was getting cloudy; he could not tell whether he was asleep +or awake. He felt as if he had been bound hand and foot so that he +could not stir, and had been raised aloft to a dizzy height. He knew +that he was far above the earth, for he was very cold and was +conscious of mists which drifted across his face and left it damp. +Suddenly he discovered that he could open his eyes. Looking down, he +saw with supernatural distinctness the entire course of the frozen +river-bed. Far to the north he could descry Spurling, plodding +desperately on across the thawing ice. A few miles to the west, +perhaps an hour's journey from Murder Point, he could see a second +figure, tall, soldierly, erect, which approached with swift clean +strides, through the solitude, inevitably as Fate—the symbol of +Justice in pursuit of Crime. He watched with fascination how the +distance between the hunter and the hunted narrowed; only one thing +could<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[73]</a></span> save the criminal from capture—the intervention of Murder +Point.</p> + +<p>And then the cloud rolled back again; he closed his eyes, and lost +consciousness in untroubled forgetfulness.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[74]</a></span> +<h3>THE PURSUER ARRIVES</h3> + + +<p>He was awakened by a man bending over him and holding a lighted match +to his face. Careless as usual of preserving his life, he did not +attempt to rise or defend himself, but simply gazed back indifferent +and a little bewildered. He did not recognise the man; he was an utter +stranger. As if wearied with an inspection which did not interest him, +he turned his eyes away, and found that the room had become dark. How +many hours he had slept, he could not calculate; perhaps nine or ten. +He wondered what had made the night return so quickly. He looked +toward the window, and saw that it was blinded with snow; and, as he +listened, could hear the roaring of the wind, and, in the lull which +followed, the rustling and settling down of the flakes. Then the match +went out, and neither of them could perceive the other's face. Granger +arose and pushed back the shutter of the stove, that so they might get +a little light. "I needn't ask you to make yourself at home," he said; +"you've done that already."</p> + +<p>The stranger did not reply, but surveyed him closely all the while.</p> + +<p>"You must have had good company out there to be so silent now that you +have arrived."</p> + +<p>Then the man spoke. "What's your name?" he asked abruptly. "Is it +Granger?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[75]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I was always told so, and have as yet found no good reason for +believing otherwise."</p> + +<p>"Then this is the store of Garnier, Parwin, and Wrath, to which I was +directed by Robert Pilgrim of God's Voice?"</p> + +<p>"That is right, but I don't often have the pleasure of entertaining +guests from God's Voice."</p> + +<p>The stranger paused in doubt, as though choosing the best words to +say; then he blurted out, "But you're a gentleman?"</p> + +<p>"I hope so."</p> + +<p>"An Oxford man?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"What college?"</p> + +<p>"Corpus."</p> + +<p>"Did you row in the Eight?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"I thought so. At what time?"</p> + +<p>"When Corpus went up five places and bumped the House on the last +night."</p> + +<p>"I was stroke in the 'Varsity boat that year, and rowed at six in the +Christ Church Eight that night."</p> + +<p>"Then you must be Strangeways?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Corporal Strangeways of the Northwest Mounted Police, but +Strangeways of the Oxford boat at one time. I fancied I knew you; you +rowed at seven for Corpus, and it was you who won that race."</p> + +<p>"I and seven others," laughed Granger; "but what brings you up here at +this time?"</p> + +<p>"We'll talk about that later. At present I'm hungry; I've hardly had a +meal since I left God's Voice."</p> + +<p>"Then you're travelling in haste?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, in haste."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[76]</a></span></p> + +<p>Granger set to work to prepare a meal, while Strangeways talked to him +of the Cornmarket, the Turl, and the Hinkseys, running over the +familiar geography for the sheer pleasure of recalling kindly Oxford +names. Presently he asked him if he remembered the little maid who had +served in the river-inn of the King's Arms at Sanford. Granger had had +a summer love-affair with that same maid, as had many a young +water-man before and after him. One quiet Sunday evening, when her +fickle passion had reached its short-lived height, he had even been +allowed the felicity of accompanying her to vespers at the quaint old +Norman Church, which lay snuggled away in woods behind the Thames. +They had returned to the inn by a roundabout way, through the meadows +beneath the twilight, speaking all manner of intense things, and, very +wonderfully, believing both themselves and their sayings to be +sincere. When he had entered his skiff and pushed out from the bank, +she had called him back and royally permitted him to give her his +first and, as it proved, only kiss. But he had not known that, and had +rowed elated Oxfordwards between the hayfields, dreaming his ecstasy +on into the future—when it had already achieved its climax, and +slipped out of his life. Since then it had come to seem very simple +and absurd, as do all love affairs, however august, which are lived +down—for no love affair was ever outlived. So, because he had been +fond of her, he was glad to listen to Strangeways, even when he +related her newer conquests over more recent undergrads, and her later +romantic history. By all accounts she was a modern Helen of Troy, +uncontaminate, forever fair and forever juvenile.</p> + +<p>And all the while he was listening, Granger was plan<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[77]</a></span>ning by what +means he might detain Strangeways, and hazarding what progress +Spurling had made by this time in his escape. "A life for a life," he +thought; "and Spurling once saved my life. Until I have cancelled that +debt, even though Mordaunt has been slain, I will stand by him."</p> + +<p>Throughout the winter months all meals were the same at Murder Point, +consisting of black tea, salt bacon, and bannocks, which are a kind of +hard biscuit, made of flour and water mixed to a thick paste and then +baked. This diet becomes pretty monotonous, but is the traveller's +universal fare in Keewatin. In those far regions men are not +particular how or what they eat; of necessity they abandon the +refinements of civilisation as needless and cumbrous. To-day, however, +partly to protract his stay and so give Spurling time, partly to +assert his waning gentility, the memory of which in its heyday +Strangeways shared, he attempted to be lavish, to set a table, and to +entertain. For cloth he spread a dress-length of gaudy muslin, such as +Indians purchase for their squaws. He opened some tins of canned goods +that he might provide his guest with more than one course. He built up +his fire, and commenced to cook. All this used up time; and the +expending of time was what he most desired.</p> + +<p>When the meal was finished Strangeways rose up restlessly, as though +he had just remembered his errand, and went to the door to see what +progress the storm had made. The moment the door was opened the wind +swept in, driving a fall of snow before it.</p> + +<p>"It seems to me," said Granger, "that you're going to be snow-bound +for a time. This'll make travelling dangerous, for the thaw has +already weakened the ice<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[78]</a></span> in places and now the snow'll cover them +over, making them appear safe. It's strange, for blizzards don't often +happen so late as this."</p> + +<p>"Well, there's one comfort," said Strangeways, "it's the same for all +alike; if I'm delayed, so is someone else."</p> + +<p>Granger turned his back on him, and walked over to the window where he +stood tapping on the glass, attempting to dislodge the snow which had +spread itself out like a blanket across the panes. "Poor devil," he +said, "I pity him, whoever he is. He can find no place of shelter in +all the three hundred and twenty miles which stretch between God's +Voice and Crooked Creek, unless he comes here or falls in with some +trapper's camp."</p> + +<p>"Then you have had no one here lately?"</p> + +<p>"No, I haven't seen an Indian for over a month. They don't visit me so +late in the winter as this; they wait for the open season, when they +can bring in their furs by water."</p> + +<p>"But the man I'm speaking of is white. He drives a team of five grey +huskies, the leader of which has a yellow face and a patch of +brindled-brown upon its right hindquarters. Haven't you seen such an +one go by within the last twenty-four hours?"</p> + +<p>Granger shook his head; "Perhaps you've passed him on the way," he +suggested; "if he knew that you were following him, he may have dodged +you purposely and doubled back."</p> + +<p>"He knew all right; it was because he knew that I was following that +he fled. I can hardly have passed him, for he was seen by a half-breed +ten miles from God's Voice, and I've travelled slowly and kept a +care<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[79]</a></span>ful watch between there and here. Besides I tracked his trail to +within an hour's journey of the Point, until the snow came down and +obliterated it. He was going weakly at the last; both man and dogs +must have been spent."</p> + +<p>"Then he must be somewhere to the westward, between the spot where you +lost his trail and here."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps, but the argument against that is that his trail was at least +twelve hours old. Anyhow, I shall have to wait until this blizzard is +over. During that time he may struggle in from the west, or, if he has +gone by, may be driven back here for shelter by the gale."</p> + +<p>Granger had not thought of that contingency, that Spurling might be +driven back by the weather, might push open the door at any moment and +give him the lie before Strangeways. Perhaps a look of fear passed +across his face, which betrayed him. At any rate, the next thing he +heard was Strangeways, saying to him in a careless voice, "Of course, +between gentlemen it is scarcely necessary to ask you whether you are +telling the truth!"</p> + +<p>"It is scarcely necessary."</p> + +<p>"Then I beg your pardon for asking."</p> + +<p>"You needn't. You've got to do your duty irrespective of caste; +whatever I once was, you can see for yourself what I am."</p> + +<p>"Yes, a gentleman down on his luck; but still a gentleman. Strange how +one gets knocked about by life, isn't it? I little thought when I +caught a glimpse of you, leaning on your oar exhausted at the end of +that race, that the next time we should meet would be up here. It's +curious the things a fellow remembers. Our boats were alongside, just +off the Merton barge;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[80]</a></span> the first thing I saw when I recovered and sat +up on my slide was your face, deadly pale, almost within hand-stretch. +I don't recall ever to have seen you again until I struck that match +an hour ago and held it to you, and you opened your eyes; then it all +came back. When you were sleeping you looked haggard, just about the +same as you did then. If I'd seen you awake, I don't suppose I should +have remembered. . . . I didn't even know where Keewatin was in those +days. If anyone had told me that it was a village near Jericho I +should have believed him. I daresay you were nearly as ignorant; and +now we're here in your shack."</p> + +<p>Granger, anxious to keep Strangeway's attention from his pursuit, and +his own thoughts occupied, inquired, "And what brought you into the +Northwest Territories?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, the usual thing—a girl. She was ward to my father, and was to +inherit a considerable property when she came of age. I was in love +with her, and my father was keen that I should marry her; there was +only one hindrance, that her opinion didn't coincide with ours. I +found out that my father was trying to break her spirit, and force her +to his will. I couldn't allow that; so, having nothing better to do, I +left home and came to Canada for a while. Mind you, I'm not condemning +my father; he thought that he was doing the best for both our sakes. +But I wish he'd left us alone; if he had, I daresay it would have come +out all right. She was one of those girls of whom the physiognomists +say, 'Can be led by kindness, but cannot be driven.' The moment she +was ordered to do a thing, which in the ordinary course of events she +might have chosen to do of her own free will, she refused and hated +it.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[81]</a></span></p> + +<p>"When I got to Montreal I was confronted by that stupid superstition +of the Canadians, that every young Englishman who has had a better +education than themselves, and is possessed of a private income from +the old country, must be a remittance-man and a ne'er-do-well—that +he's been sent out because he wasn't wanted by his family. I tried to +get employment; not that I needed it, but because I wanted to work. +The moment I opened my lips and didn't speak dialect or slang, and +displayed hands which were not workman's hands, I was shown out. So I +drifted west to Calgary and, after doing a little ranching there, +enlisted in the Mounted Police."</p> + +<p>"Do you like it?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, it's rather a lark, arresting the people who at first +affected to despise you. I can always keep myself cheerful by the +humour of that. If you've lost your sense of the ridiculous, you'd +better join the Northwest Mounted Police—for an Englishman the cure's +certain."</p> + +<p>"And how about the girl?"</p> + +<p>"She did a Gilbert and Sullivan trick. After I'd left home my father +guessed the reason of my departure, and instead of giving her a rest, +redoubled his efforts to make her marry me, that so he might bring me +back. He was fond of both of us; we'd been brought up together, and he +couldn't bear the idea of either of us being separated from himself. +He made an awful mess of things, poor old gentleman; he persecuted her +with his arguments to such an extent that one morning he woke up and +found that she had vanished. He made all sorts of inquiries, but to +the day of his death could never get any news of her whereabouts."</p> + +<p>Strangeways paused and commenced to light his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[82]</a></span> pipe. Granger, who had +become interested in the story, waited a minute for him to proceed, +but when he had kindled his tobacco and still sat smoking in silence, +"Well, and what next?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"That is all," said Strangeways; "now tell me about yourself."</p> + +<p>"I went into the Klondike with the gold-rush of nearly five years ago. +I travelled with a man named Spurling, and a young chap named Jervis +Mordaunt, whom we chummed up with in our passage over the Skaguay." He +was conscious that Strangeways had jerked out his foot and was looking +hard at him. He paid no attention to that, but proceeded leisurely +with his tale. He conceived that it would answer his purpose better, +in order that he might make the corporal unsuspicious of his share in +Spurling's escape, to speak of him in a hostile manner, and to mention +all the small and private faults which he could place to his +discredit. He told a story of personal disputes between himself and +his partners over the working of claims, which left the impression +that Spurling and Mordaunt had always sided together against himself, +and that finally he, getting sick of the climate, and quarrellings, +and his continuous bad luck, had come outside, travelled to Winnipeg, +and taken service with Garnier, Parwin, and Wrath, because he was in +danger of starving. Of El Dorado, or his real reason for leaving the +Yukon, he said nothing.</p> + +<p>When he had ended, Strangeways, who had never for a second removed his +gaze, inquired in a hoarse, strained voice, "And this man Mordaunt, +what was he like?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, he was a slim little fellow; we nicknamed him 'The Girl' because +of his ways, and because he was so slight."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[83]</a></span></p> + +<p>"How old was he?"</p> + +<p>"He couldn't have been more than eighteen when we first met him, for +he never had to shave."</p> + +<p>"Did he ever tell you anything about himself, where he came from, who +were his family, or anything like that?"</p> + +<p>"Not that I remember; he was always very close about himself. But what +makes you ask these questions? Do you think that you recognise him?"</p> + +<p>Strangeways rose up and paced the room, betraying his agitation, but +when he spoke his voice was level and restrained. "By God, I hope +not," he said.</p> + +<p>Every moment Granger dreaded that he would hear him say that Mordaunt +was dead, and yet he wanted certainty. He watched Strangeways pacing +up and down, and longed to question him, yet was fearful that in so +doing he would betray his own secret. At last he could bear the +suspense no longer; that regular walking to and fro tortured him, it +was like the constant swinging of a pendulum and made him giddy to +look at. When he spoke, it was in a voice so shrill that it surprised +himself.</p> + +<p>"Tell me once and for all," he cried, "has anything happened to him? +Is he dead?"</p> + +<p>Strangeways halted, and regarded him with a look half-stern, +half-compassionate.</p> + +<p>"As for Spurling, you hated him, did you not?" he inquired.</p> + +<p>Granger clenched his hands and his voice trembled. "I hated him so +much," he said, "that there were times when I would gladly have struck +him dead."</p> + +<p>"Then, why didn't you?"</p> + +<p>Granger started; the question was spoken so fiercely,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[84]</a></span> and was so +searching and direct. It aroused him to a sense of his danger, and +helped him to recover himself.</p> + +<p>"In the first place you would have hanged me, and in the second there +was Mordaunt." As soon as he had said it, he knew that he had made a +slip.</p> + +<p>"And why Mordaunt?"</p> + +<p>He hesitated a minute, gathering himself together. He could feel the +scrutiny of Strangeways' eyes and was conscious that he was breathing +hard.</p> + +<p>The question was repeated, "And why Mordaunt?"</p> + +<p>"Because Mordaunt was such a clean fellow that I couldn't do anything +shabby in his presence," he said.</p> + +<p>"How clean?" Strangeways persisted.</p> + +<p>"Why, in every way; he was so honourable."</p> + +<p>"But I thought you said just now that he always sided with Spurling +when it came to a dispute?"</p> + +<p>"So he did in a sense. He never seemed to think that the thing we +quarrelled about was worth while, and treated it all with a well-bred +contempt. Spurling was usually the one who was unjust, and I the one +who complained; so I was usually the one to start the wrangle. +Therefore, though he despised Spurling, he always seemed to blame me +for my pettiness."</p> + +<p>Strangeways turned on him his honest, manly gaze, as if he were about +to ask again, "Is that the truth?" But he did not say it. Granger felt +a cur for lying, but he was determined to fight for Spurling's life, +and, if that were necessary, for his own revenge.</p> + +<p>"And you have not seen Spurling go by the Point?" asked Strangeways.</p> + +<p>"No." He said it quite ordinarily, as if he were answering a +commonplace. Then he realised that he had been caught in a trap and +had not manifested enough<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[85]</a></span> surprise. He slowly raised up his eyes, +shame-facedly, like a schoolboy detected cribbing, when the master +steals up behind.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid, after all, that you are not a gentleman," was all that +Strangeways said.</p> + +<p>Granger shrank back and flushed as if he had been struck across the +face; he did not attempt to defend himself or expostulate. The wind +had died down outside; it was evident that the storm had spent itself. +In the silence which followed he could hear the padding steps of the +huskies going round the house, and the sound of them sniffing about +the door. Strangeways, who had been fastening on his snowshoes +preparatory to departure, walked across the room and raised the latch. +He stepped out, leaving the door open behind him. A bar of moonlight +leapt instantly inside, as it had been a fugitive who had been kept +long waiting. Then he heard the voice of Strangeways calling, +"Granger, Granger."</p> + +<p>He rose up hurriedly, thinking that perhaps Spurling had been driven +back by the blizzard and was returning to his danger. When he reached +the threshold he saw only this—the moon tossing restlessly in a +cloudy sky, shining above a shadowy land of white; Strangeways +standing twenty paces distant with his back towards him; and, seated +on their haunches between Strangeways and the threshold, five lank +grey huskies, one of which had a patch of brindled-brown upon its +right hindquarters and a yellow face.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[86]</a></span> +<h3>THE CORPORAL SETS OUT</h3> + +<p>It would have been easy to shoot Strangeways at that time, and he must +have known it; yet, he was so much a gentleman that he accepted the +risk, and had the decency to turn his back when circumstances +compelled him to give a man the lie. Granger wondered whether courtesy +was the motive; or whether he was only testing him out of curiosity, +to see of what fresh vulgarity of deceit he was capable.</p> + +<p>As he stood in the doorway, his gaze wandered from the broad shoulders +of Corporal Strangeways, late stroke of the 'Varsity Eight, to the +treacherous eyes of the gaunt grey beast before him which, by reason +of its unusual markings and untimely appearance, had once and forever +thrown Spurling's game away. There was something Satanic and +suggestive of evil about those green and jasper eyes, and the manner +in which they blinked out upon him from the furious yellow head. Were +they prompting him to crime, saying, "Why don't you fire? He can't +defend himself; see, his back is turned?" No, not that. He +half-believed that the brute was endowed with human intelligence, and +had betrayed his late master of set purpose—perhaps, in revenge for +the many beatings he had received on the trail from Selkirk to Murder +Point. There was a vileness in the creature's look that was degrading +and stirred<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[87]</a></span> up hatred—and surely, the lowest kind of enmity which +can be entertained by man is toward a unit of the dumb creation. That +he should feel so, humiliated and angered Granger. Was there not +enough of ignominy for him to endure without that? He drew his +revolver, took aim at this yellow devil—but could not fire. The beast +did not cringe and run away, zigzagging to avoid the bullets, stooping +low on its legs, as is the habit of huskies when firearms are pointed +at them; it sat there patiently blinking, a little in advance of its +four grey comrades, with a mingled expression of amusement and boredom +in its attitude, like a sleepy old bachelor uncle at a Christmas +entertainment when Clown and Harlequin commence their threadbare jests +and fooleries. He might have been yawning and saying to himself, "Hang +it all! Why do I stay? I know the confounded rubbish by heart—all +that these fellows will do and say."</p> + +<p>Granger's hand dropped to his side; this wolf-dog looked so far from +ignorant—so much wiser than himself. Could it be that he also was +playing in the game? Was it possible that he also was intent on +helping Spurling? Well, then, he should have his chance.</p> + +<p>For himself the season for deception was at an end; he had lied to +gain time for the fugitive, now let him see what truth could effect. +He waded through the snow to Strangeways, tapped him on the shoulder, +and was made painfully aware of the opinion held of him by the way in +which the corporal screwed his shoulder aside.</p> + +<p>"I suppose I seem to you a pretty mean kind of a beast?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose you do."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[88]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I seem so to myself; but I have an excuse to make—that this man once +saved my life."</p> + +<p>"So you're a hero in disguise?"</p> + +<p>"No, but I couldn't go back on a man who had done that."</p> + +<p>"I fail to see that that is a reason why you should have lied."</p> + +<p>"I called it an excuse."</p> + +<p>"In this case the words mean the same."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, I had a reason: if the person whom Spurling murdered is +the person whom I . . ."</p> + +<p>"Indeed! So you knew that much, did you?" At mention of the word +"murdered," Strangeways had swung fiercely round and confronted +Granger.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know that much. And if the man whom Spurling murdered is the +man whom I suspect him to be, I had intended to dispense with law and +to exact the penalty slowly, up here whence there is no escape, +myself."</p> + +<p>"Then you'll be sorry to hear that you've lied to no purpose. The +person whom Spurling murdered was not a man, you damned scoundrel."</p> + +<p>Strangeways turned sharply away from him, and, moving as briskly on +his snowshoes as the unpacked state of the snow would allow, commenced +methodically to go about the store in ever widening circles. He +evidently suspected that the fugitive was still in hiding there, or +had been at the time of his arrival, and had since escaped, in which +case the snow would bear traces of his flight. When he had searched +the mound in vain, he turned his attention to the river-bed where his +team of dogs was stationed. Granger, watching him from above, saw that +he had halted suddenly and was bending down. Then he heard him<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[89]</a></span> +calling his dogs together and saw him harnessing them quickly into his +sledge. Panic seized him lest Strangeways should drive away without +telling him the name of <i>this thing, which was not a man</i>, which +Spurling had murdered, and <i>whether the deed had been done in the +Klondike</i>. Also he was curious to see for himself what it was that he +had found in the snow down there, which made him so eager to set out. +He ploughed his way down the hillside, breaking through the surface +and slipping as he ran, till he arrived out of breath at the +river-bank. Then he saw the meaning of this haste; approaching the +Point from the northward was a muffled track, partially obliterated by +the snow which had since fallen, which, on reaching Murder Point, +doubled back, returning northward whence the traveller had come. It +meant to Granger that, while he and Strangeways had been seated +together recalling old times in the store, Spurling had come back. For +what reason? No man would fight his way through a blizzard without +good purpose; he would lie down where he was till the storm had spent +itself, lest he should wander from his trail. This man had everything +to lose by turning back. Then he discovered that the snow was speckled +with dots of black, and, stooping down, discerned that they were drops +of blood. Some of the blood-marks were fresh; the tracks themselves +had been made, perhaps, within the last three hours. Spurling must +have met with an accident, and, returning to the Point for help, had +seen the stranger's dogs and sledge, and turning northwards again had +fled. So thought Granger.</p> + +<p>Strangeways, in the meanwhile, was examining the feet of his leader. +Presently he stood erect, and asked in a low voice, "Did you do +that?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[90]</a></span></p> + +<p>"What?"</p> + +<p>"Look for yourself."</p> + +<p>Granger looked, and saw that the balls of the leader's forefeet had +been gashed several times with a knife.</p> + +<p>"How should I have done it?" he replied. "I've been in your company +every minute since you arrived."</p> + +<p>"Who did it, then?"</p> + +<p>"You know as well as I."</p> + +<p>"And what do you think of a man who could do that?"</p> + +<p>"That he was very desperate."</p> + +<p>"I should call him a Gadarene swine."</p> + +<p>Strangeways stood in angry thought for a few seconds; then he jerked +up his head, and asked, "Can you lend me another team of huskies? Be +careful when you answer that you tell me the truth this time."</p> + +<p>Granger smiled at the childishness of such threatening.</p> + +<p>"You will gain nothing by speaking like that," he said. "Unfortunately +for you, unlike Spurling, I am not afraid of death—I should welcome +it. Yet, while I live, I am curious; therefore I will promise you help +on one condition, that you tell me who has been murdered, and where."</p> + +<p>Strangeways lifted his eyes and surveyed Granger, asking himself, "And +is this statement also a lie?" But, when he spoke there were the +beginnings of a new respect in his voice. "So you are not afraid of +death?" he said. "Well, then, I owe you an apology for what I have +called you, for I am; I am horribly afraid. I am afraid that I shall +die before I have avenged this death."</p> + +<p>"Tell me, who was it that was killed?" cried Granger, impatiently. +"Was it a girl? There was a girl whom I loved in the Klondike; you +don't know how you make me suffer."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[91]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Don't I?" replied Strangeways, grimly; and then with affected +indifference, "There are a good many girls in the Klondike; the body +of this one was found washed ashore near Forty-Mile."</p> + +<p>"What's her name?"</p> + +<p>"That's what I'm here to find out."</p> + +<p>"Did Spurling know that she was a woman when he shot her?"</p> + +<p>"So you know that also—that he shot her? Whether he knew, I don't +care; the fact remains that she is dead and that he is suspected."</p> + +<p>"Only suspected?"</p> + +<p>"Well, . . ."</p> + +<p>"By God!" cried Granger, bringing down his fist in Strangeways' face, +"but you shall tell me! Was her name Mordaunt, and was she his +partner, and did she wear a man's disguise?"</p> + +<p>Strangeways turned his head and dodged aside so that the blow fell +lightly; drawing his revolver, he covered his opponent. Granger +advanced close up, until the barrel of the revolver touched his face; +then he halted and waited.</p> + +<p>Strangeways watched him; looked into his eyes amazed; then lowered his +weapon and laughed nervously. "Oh," he said, "I remember, you are not +afraid of death."</p> + +<p>"But I am of madness and suspense."</p> + +<p>Strangeways did not reply at once. Perhaps a sudden understanding had +dawned on him, pity and a vision of what it meant to live through the +eternal Now at Murder Point. He may have been asking himself, "For the +lack of one small untruth, shall I thrust this man into Hell?" At any +rate, when he answered he spoke<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[92]</a></span> gently. "No," he said, "she wore a +woman's dress; be sure of it, your girl-friend is safe up there."</p> + +<p>Granger looked at him steadily, wondering why he should have lied; +than he took his hand and pressed it in the English manner, "I believe +you," he said. Yet, at the back of his mind a voice was persistently +questioning, "Do I believe him? But can I believe that?"</p> + +<p>He was interrupted in his thoughts by Strangeways saying, "It's a pity +that that poor brute should suffer; he's certain to die."</p> + +<p>The corporal went near, levelled his revolver and shot the leader +between the eyes. The bullet did its work; the dog shivered, and +tottered, rolled over on its side, tried to rise again, then stretched +itself out wearily as if for sleep at the end of a hard day's travel.</p> + +<p>"You can do that for a mere husky," said Granger bitterly; "but you +refuse to do it for a man."</p> + +<p>"The husky had a harsh time of it in this world and has no other +life."</p> + +<p>"If that's so, he's to be congratulated; but there was the more reason +why he should have been allowed to live his one life out. We wretched +men are never done with life; if I were sure that there was only one +existence and no reproaches in a future world, I could be brave to the +end. It's this repetition of mortality, which men call immortality, +that staggers my intellect, making me afraid—afraid lest there is no +death."</p> + +<p>Strangeways shrugged his shoulders and scowled. He did not like the +subject—it caused him discomfort; there was so much left for him in +life. He planned, when he had captured Spurling and seen him safely +hanged, to buy himself out of the Mounted Police, return to England, +and there live pleasantly at his club<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[93]</a></span> in London and as squire on his +estate. He would marry, he told himself; and though not the girl whom +he had most desired, for he believed her to be dead, yet, like a +sensible man, some other girl, who would be his friend, and bear his +children, and make him happy. If once he could get out of Keewatin, +having performed his duty honourably, he would do all that—when +Spurling had been captured alive or dead.</p> + +<p>Therefore he broke in on Granger roughly, inquiring, "Where are those +huskies which you are going to lend me?"</p> + +<p>"They are Spurling's huskies which he left behind when I lent him +mine."</p> + +<p>"How long ago was that?—If they're Spurling's, they must be pretty +well played out."</p> + +<p>"They are. They've rested for thirty hours more or less; but I don't +think you'll manage to catch him up with them."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps not, but I'll try; he can't be more than three hours ahead."</p> + +<p>"Three hours with a fresh team is as good as three days."</p> + +<p>"You forget the difference between the two men."</p> + +<p>"No, I don't, for the one has the memory of his crime."</p> + +<p>"It's the memory of his crime that'll wear him out, and that same +memory that'll give me strength."</p> + +<p>"Why? What makes you hate him so? Supposing he did kill a woman, it +may have been an accident. She may even have felt grateful for the +bullet, as I should have done just now had you shot me dead. It's +horrible to kill anyone, but then the poor devil's fleeing for his +life and he's suffering a thousand times more pain than he +inflicted."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[94]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Is he? Does he suffer the pain of the man who follows behind? +Supposing a certain man had loved that woman and had lost her, and had +planned all his life on the off-chance of meeting her again, dreaming +of her day and night, and then had suddenly learnt that she was +brutally dead by Spurling's hand on some God-forsaken Yukon River, +where the ground was hard like iron so that no grave could be dug by +the murderer, and her body froze to marble and lay exposed all winter +through the long dark days, with the bullet wound red in her forehead, +and her grey face looking up toward the frosty sky, till the spring +came and the water washed her body under and threw it up in a creek +near Forty-Mile, where a year later it was discovered mutilated and +defiled, do you think that her lover would be glad of that? Do you +think that he would pity the black-guard who could do such a +scoundrelly deed as that?"</p> + +<p>Strangeways was speaking wildly, his voice was trembling and his face +was haggard and lined; he was crying like a child. "The man who could +do a deed like that," he shouted, menacing the stars with his clenched +hand, "the man who could do a deed like that is so corrupt that even +God would search for good in him in vain. It's the duty of every clean +man to hound him off the earth. While we allow him to live, we each +one share his taint. I'll pray God every day of my life that Spurling +may be damned throughout the ages—eternally and pitilessly damned."</p> + +<p>When Granger could make his voice heard, "You don't mean that she was +Mordaunt?" he cried. All this talk about a woman who had been lost and +loved paralleled his own case—he took it as applied to himself.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[95]</a></span></p> + +<p>Strangeways recovered himself with an effort, "No, no," he said +huskily. "Mordaunt, you have told me, was a man. I was only supposing +all that."</p> + +<p>"But Mordaunt was not a man, but a woman in man's clothing."</p> + +<p>Strangeways closed his lips tightly together, refusing to take notice, +pretending that he had not heard. Granger spoke again. "Mordaunt was +not a man," he said.</p> + +<p>"In that case," answered Strangeways, "you know what the man suffers +who is following behind. I will tell you no more than that."</p> + +<p>"You've told me enough and I will help you; only pledge me once more +on your sacred word that this body was found in a woman's dress."</p> + +<p>Strangeways hesitated; then his eyes caught again the bleakness of the +land and his imagination pictured the awful loneliness of life up +there. Looking full on Granger he said, "On my most sacred word as a +brother-gentleman, the body that was found was clothed in a woman's +dress."</p> + +<p>"Then, thank God, she was not Mordaunt!" said Granger; "but because he +knew her to be a woman at the time when he killed her, I will help you +none the less."</p> + +<p>Having called together Spurling's huskies, they found them to be too +weak for travel, with the exception of the leader, therefore they +harnessed in the corporal's remaining four dogs, putting the +yellow-faced stranger at their head. No sooner had they turned their +backs and gone inside the store to bring out the necessary provisions, +than the four old dogs, jealous of their new leader, hurled themselves +upon him, burying their fangs<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[96]</a></span> in his shaggy hair, intent on tearing +him to death—an old-timer husky can stand a good deal of that. He +strained on the traces, exposing to them only his hindquarters, +running well ahead, and keeping his throat safe. Not until the two men +had clubbed them nearly senseless did they subside into sullen +quietness; and then only so long as they were watched. Once a back was +turned, the four hind dogs piled on to their leader and the fight +recommenced.</p> + +<p>"You won't go far with them," said Granger. He did not notice the look +of reawakened suspicion which flickered in Strangeways' eyes. "You +won't go far with them; the moment you camp and that yellow-faced +beast gets his chance, he'll chew your four dogs to pieces. That's +what he's there for, it's my belief—he's playing Spurling's game. +He'll take you fifty or a hundred miles from Murder Point, and there +leave you stranded."</p> + +<p>"What would you advise?" This was spoken in a quiet voice.</p> + +<p>"I would advise you to wait here till the summer has come, and then to +proceed by water."</p> + +<p>"But on snow I can follow his trail, whereas travel by water leaves no +traces."</p> + +<p>"What does that matter? Instead of following him, let him return to +you, as he did to-night. You've driven him up a blind alley on this +Last Chance River; he can only go to the blank wall of the Bay, and +then come back."</p> + +<p>"He can reach the House of the Crooked Creek."</p> + +<p>"And if he does, what of that? He'll be touching the blank wall then. +They won't want him. The first question that they'll ask him will be, +'And what have<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[97]</a></span> you come here for?' If he can't give a satisfactory +account of himself, they'll place him under arrest. When you get news +of that, you can go up there and fetch him."</p> + +<p>"And if he doesn't get so far as that?"</p> + +<p>"You can set out by canoe and drive him back, and back, till you come +to the Bay, and he can go no further."</p> + +<p>"He might hide, and I might pass him on the way—what then?"</p> + +<p>"In that case he'd double back and come past Murder Point, trying to +get out."</p> + +<p>"In the meanwhile I should be a hundred, two hundred miles to the +northwards, travelling towards the Bay on my fool's errand, and who +would be here to capture him?"</p> + +<p>"Why, I should."</p> + +<p>"Precisely."</p> + +<p>Granger started; the way in which that last word had been spoken had +made Strangeways' meaning manifest. He blushed like a girl at the +shame of it. "Surely you don't still distrust me? You don't think me +such a sneak that, having got you out of the way, I'd let him slip by +and out?"</p> + +<p>"It looks like it."</p> + +<p>"But, man, don't you realise that our interests are the same?"</p> + +<p>"Since when?"</p> + +<p>"Since you told me of a woman who was done to death on a Yukon river, +and lay unburied all winter till the thaw came, and her body was +washed down to a creek near Forty-Mile, where it lay through the +summer naked, gazed upon, uncovered, and defiled."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[98]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I fancy you knew all that when you helped Spurling to escape."</p> + +<p>"Yes, but I didn't know that it was a woman, and I didn't know her +name."</p> + +<p>"And you don't know her name now."</p> + +<p>"I do; it was Jervis Mordaunt who wore a man's disguise."</p> + +<p>"I told you that she wore a woman's dress."</p> + +<p>"I know. I know."</p> + +<p>"Then do you mean to tell me that I lied?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps, but not to accuse you. You said it out of kindness, and that +was partly true which you said. You meant that the body was naked when +it was found."</p> + +<p>"If you dare to speak of her like that again, I'll choke you, and run +the risk of getting hanged myself. The land has debased you, as the +Yukon debased your friend. I can read you; you're still half-minded to +play his game, and that's why you want to turn me back."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I want to turn you back. Spurling's a hard-pressed man and he's +dangerous. You can judge of what he is capable by what has just +happened. He's cunning and, in his way, he's brave; he wouldn't +scruple to take your life. Your best policy is to wait—either here or +at God's Voice, as you think best. The ice will soon be unsafe to +travel; already a mile from here, where the river flows rapidly round +from the south-west, the part on the inside bend is rotten. I had to +guide Spurling round that. At first, before I saw you and knew who you +were, I was tempted not to warn you, to let you take your own chance +and go on by yourself, and, perhaps, get drowned; but now, after I +have seen you and after what you have told me, I can't do that."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[99]</a></span></p> + +<p>"So you were tempted to let me drown myself, and now you are +repentant?"</p> + +<p>Granger bowed his head.</p> + +<p>"Then I tell you that if the ice were as rotten as your soul or +Spurling's, I would still follow him, though I had to follow him to +Hell. If I've got to die, I'll die game—and you shan't turn me back."</p> + +<p>Granger ran out after him, calling him to stay, offering to guide him +round the danger spot in his trail. But suspicion and untruthfulness +had done their work. Only once did he turn his head, when at the crack +of the whip the yellow-faced leader leapt forward in his traces. Then +he answered him and cried, "He killed the woman I loved, and he shall +pay the price though I follow him to Hell."</p> + +<p>So far as is known, these were the last words which Strangeways ever +said.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[100]</a></span> +<h3>THE LAST OF STRANGEWAYS</h3> + +<p>Granger returned to his shack and, closing the door, sat down beside +the stove in his accustomed place. He commenced to fill his pipe +slowly, stretching out his legs as if he were preparing for a long +night of late hours and thoughtfulness. But he could not rest, his +whole sensitiveness was listening and alert; the muscles of his body +twitched, as if rebuking him for the delay which he imposed on them. +He was expecting to hear a cry; whose cry, and called forth by what +agony, he did not dare to surmise, only he must get there before it +was too late. Somewhere between his shack and the Forbidden River he +must get before the agony began. He rose up, and putting on his capote +and snowshoes hurriedly, went out following Strangeways' trail. He had +no time to realise the folly of his action—this leaving of his store +unguarded and setting forth without an outfit at a season of the year +when, perhaps, within a week the ice would break. He did not consider +how far he might have to follow before he could hope to come up with +Strangeways; nor what Strangeways would think of and do with him if, +turning on a sudden his head, he should see the man who had lied to +him coming swiftly up behind. He would probably shoot him; but Granger +in his frenzy to save Strangeways' life did not think of that. His +brain was throbbing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[101]</a></span> with this one thought, that if he did not catch +him up before he reached the Forbidden River, he would have seen the +last of him alive which any man would ever see in this world, unless +that man were Spurling.</p> + +<p>So now there were three men spread out across the ice, two of whom +followed in the other's steps. The first man was racing to preserve +his own life, the second was pursuing to take it, and the third was +following with all his strength that he might save the pursuer's life +from danger. Of these three the last man alone had no fear of death. +The other two were so eager to live, and one of them took such delight +in life! Yet, Strangeways was rushing to his destruction as fast as +that evil yellow-faced beast, tugging at the traces with might and +main, could take him—to where beneath the ice, or in some forest +ambush, lay crouched the hidden death. And if he should die, whose +fault would that be? Granger was man enough to answer, "The fault +would be mine. I told him untruth till he could not believe me when I +spoke the truth which would save his life."</p> + +<p>Now that he was left solitary again, he resumed that old habit of +lonely men of arguing with himself. Between each hurrying stride, he +panted out within his brain his unspoken words, his thoughts gasping +one behind the other as if his very mind was out of breath. Why had +Spurling come back? Why hadn't he killed all ten huskies outright, and +so prevented Strangeways from pursuing farther until the break-up of +the ice? He would have gained a month by that. His deed bore about it +signs of the ineffectual cunning of the maniac; it had been only worth +the doing if carried out bitterly to the end. Yet Spurling had not +gone mad; he was too careful of his life and future happiness to +permit<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[102]</a></span> himself to do that. Then he must have done it for a threat, +hoping by the daring and grim humour of his brutality to strike terror +into Strangeways and warn him back. Perhaps this was only one of many +such experiences which had occurred all along the trail from Selkirk, +and the pursuer had recognised both the motive and the challenge. +Well, if you're compelled to play the game of life-taking, you may as +well keep your temper, and set about it sportsmanly with a jest. Even +in this horrid revelation of character there was some of the old +Spurling left.</p> + +<p>Then his thoughts turned to Strangeways. He wondered, had he lied or +told the truth when he asserted that the body was not Mordaunt's which +was found at Forty-Mile? He hoped for the best, but he doubted. His +manner had been against it, and so had Spurling's; they had both been +keeping something back. Perhaps he had lied out of jealousy, because +he could not endure to think that this girl, for whom he had been +searching, who now was dead, had been loved by another man—and not a +worthy man either, but one whom he despised.</p> + +<p>(Granger knew that he also would have felt like that. The mere denial +of such a fact would have seemed somehow to reserve her more entirely +for himself.)</p> + +<p>He had not been able to bear the thought that, now that she was beyond +reach of all men's search, her memory should be shared with him by +another man with an equal quality of affection—it had seemed to him +like her hand stretched out from the grave to strip him of the few +mementoes of her which he had. For these reasons he might even have +lied truthfully, being self-persuaded that this Jervis Mordaunt was a +different girl.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[103]</a></span></p> + +<p>Granger heartily hoped that his suspicions might be mistaken, but . . +. Whatever happened he must come up with him, and ask him that +question once again. Maybe last time he had not spoken plainly; +Strangeways had not grasped what he meant. He could not remember how +his question had been phrased, but this time it should be worded with +such brutal frankness that there could be no chance of error. He would +lay hold of him strongly, and clasp him about the knees so that he +could not escape. He would never release his hold till his doubts had +been set at rest. He would say to him quite clearly, "I loved a girl +in the Klondike who called herself Jervis Mordaunt; she passed for a +man, and was clothed in a Yukon placer-miner's dress. She did not know +that I loved her; so you need not grieve if this murdered girl whom +you loved, and the one whom I call Mordaunt, were one and the same. I +fled from the Shallows where we worked together, partly in order that +she might not know that. Now will you tell me, once and for all, was +this girl, whom Spurling murdered, called Mordaunt? If you love God, +tell me the truth and speak out. I can bear the truth, but I cannot +endure this suspense."</p> + +<p>With the careful precision of a mind uncertain of its own sanity, he +repeated and re-balanced his phrases, distrusting his own exactness, +fearful lest he had not chosen such words as would make his meaning +plain. Ah, but by his gestures, if language failed him, he would cause +him to understand. For such news, even though it should be bad news, +he would pledge his honour to help Strangeways in his search for +Spurling. He would even volunteer to go single-handed and capture him +himself—bring him down to Murder Point by guile,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[104]</a></span> where Strangeways +would be waiting to take him. The best and worst which he himself +could derive from such a promise would be only that he should meet +with death—but he should have thought of that offer earlier, and made +it while Strangeways was with him.</p> + +<p>At that word <i>death</i> the purpose of his present errand flared vividly +in his mind, and he hurried his pace.</p> + +<p>Looking back across his shoulder through the darkness, for the moon +was under cloud, he could just make out where his store pinnacled the +mound at the Point; he had left the door open in the haste of his +departure and, over the threshold slantwise across the snow, the fire +from the stove threw an angry glare. It was only a mile from the Point +to the bend, yet he seemed to have been journeying for hours. The +surface of the river was difficult to travel because the snow which +had fallen was wet; it shrank away from the feet at every stride. For +this season of the year in Keewatin the night was mild; there was a +damp rawness, but scarcely any frost in the air. If the ice had been +rotten in the morning at the bend, it would be doubly treacherous now. +Ah, but he had warned Strangeways! Surely he would be sufficiently +cautious to half-believe him at least in that. When he came to where +the river turned northwards, he would forsake the short-cut of the old +trail and swing out into the middle stream, or work safely round along +the bank. If he couldn't scent danger for himself, his huskies would +choose their own path and save him, unless—unless, feeling the +smoothness of the old trail beneath the snow, they should lazily +choose that, or unless that leader of Spurling's should wilfully lead +them astray; but surely the four hind-dogs would have sense not to +follow him, and would hang back.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[105]</a></span></p> + +<p>He kept his eyes on the darkness before him, but to the northeast all +was shadowy; he could discern nothing. Yes, there was something moving +over there. He judged that he had already traversed three-quarters of +that interminable mile; surely he would be able to catch up with him +now. The recent blizzard had wiped out the old trail, but he could +still feel it firm beneath the snow; he was following in Strangeways' +tracks—Strangeways' which had been Spurling's. Then he came to a +point where the staler tracks, which were Spurling's, had branched out +into mid-stream to round the bend; but he saw to his horror that +Strangeways' had kept on to the left by the winter trail, toward the +spot of which he had warned him—he had even suspected that that final +warning was a trap.</p> + +<p>Ah, there he was straight ahead of him; he could see him distinctly +now. The moon, rising clear of cloud, made his figure plain. He called +to him, and it seemed that he half-turned his head. He was keeping +perilously near in to the bend. He called to him again, and signed to +him with his arms to drive out. Then once more a cloud passed before +the moon, making the land seem dead.</p> + +<p>He advanced cautiously, moving slowly, testing the strength of the ice +at each fresh step before trusting it with his weight. Underneath he +could hear the lapping of the current as it rushed rapidly round the +bend, and could feel the trembling of the crust beneath his feet, as a +man does the vibration of an Atlantic liner when the engines are +working at full pressure, and every plank and bolt begins to shake and +speak. When he had come to where Strangeways had been standing, he +stood still and listened. He could hear no sound of travel,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[106]</a></span> no +cursing a man's voice, urging his dogs forward, or cracking of a whip. +Then he felt the ice sagging from under him, and the cold touch of +water creeping round his moccasins. From a rift in the cloud, a +segment of the moon looked out. Before and behind him lay the frozen +expanse of river, with its piled-up banks on either hand, and its +heavy blanketing of snow, smooth and level, making its passage seem +safe. Far over to the right stretched the trail of Spurling, showing +ugly and black against the white, where his steps and the steps of his +dogs had punctured the surface. Just before him, three yards distant, +the ice had broken open, leaving a gaping hole over whose jagged edges +the water climbed, and whimpered, and fell back, like a fretful child +in its cot, which has wakened too early and is trying to clamber out.</p> + +<p>As Granger watched, heedless of his own safety, a hand pushed out +above the current, the hooked fingers of which searched gropingly for +something to which they might make fast. Granger, throwing himself +flat in the snow, so as to distribute his weight, crawled towards it. +The hand rose higher, and then the arm, followed at last by the head +and eyes of Strangeways, but not the mouth. He had caught hold of a +point of ice and was trying to pull himself up by that; but something +(was it the swiftness of the current?) was dragging his body away from +under him so that the water was still above his nose and mouth. +Granger wormed his way to within arm-stretch and clasped his hand; but +the moment he commenced to pull, the weight became terrific—more than +the weight of one man—and he himself began to slide slowly forward +till his head and shoulders were above the water. Something was +tug<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[107]</a></span>ging at Strangeways from below the river, so that his body jerked +and quivered like a fisherman's line when a well-hooked salmon is +endeavouring to make a rush at the other end.</p> + +<p>Granger was leaning far out now, the surface was curving from under +him and his chest had left the ice. Then he realised what had +happened: the loaded sledge had sunk to the bottom of the river-bed, +and was holding down the four rear-dogs by their traces; but the +leader, by struggling, had fought his way to within a few inches of +the outer air, and, clinging on to Strangeways' throat and breast, was +fiercely striving to climb up him with his teeth to where breathing +might be found, in somewhat the same manner as Archbishop Salviati did +in Florence to Francesco Pazzi, when the Gonfalonier hurled them both +out of the Palazzo window, each with a rope about his neck.</p> + +<p>(Strange what men will think of at a crisis! Granger was grimly +amused, and half-disgusted with himself. How absurd that of all things +at such a time he should have remembered that!)</p> + +<p>The weight of the four rear-dogs and the loaded sledge were gradually +dragging the leader down, and, with him, Strangeways. He held on +desperately; now and then, as he made a fresh effort, his yellow snout +would appear above the water or the top of his yellow head—except for +that, he might not have been there. But Granger was intent on +Strangeways; staring into his eyes, which were distant the length of +his arm out-stretched, he was appalled at the consternation they +reflected, and the evident terror of the end. If he could only get at +his knife, he might be able to effect something; but his knife was +beneath his capote, in his belt,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[108]</a></span> and both his hands were occupied, +the one with supporting the drowning man, the other with preventing +himself from slipping further.</p> + +<p>He wanted to speak to Strangeways, but he could not think of any words +which were not so trivial as to sound blasphemous on such an occasion. +The man was growing weaker and heavier to hold; his eyes were losing +their vision, and the water rose in bubbles from his mouth. There was +only one last chance, that if he could support him long enough for the +husky at his throat to release his grip and die first, he might be +able to drag him out.</p> + +<p>Though all this had been the work of only a few seconds, his arm was +becoming numb and intolerably painful. Whatever it might cost him, he +promised himself that he would not let go till hope was at an end. He +was slipping forward again; he would soon overbalance. But what did +that matter to one who did not fear death? After all, an honourable +out-going is the best El Dorado which any man can hope to find as +reward for his long life's search. If he were to die for and with +Strangeways, he would at least prove to him that he was not entirely +worthless.</p> + +<p>Then, before it was too late, he found his words. "Be brave," he +shouted hoarsely, "be brave! It is only death."</p> + +<p>It would have seemed a preposterous supposition yesterday that the +private trader at Murder Point should ever be in a position to bid the +veriest scum among cowards to be brave. As he spoke, the intelligence +came back to Strangeways' eyes, the fear went out from them and the +features, losing their agony, straightened into an expression which +was almost grave.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[109]</a></span> His hand became small in Granger's palm, as though +it were offering to slip away.</p> + +<p>Some deep instinct stirred in Granger; he suddenly loved this man for +the self-denial which that act betrayed. If there was to be a denial +of self, however, he was emphatic that his should be the sacrifice. +Was it this thought of sacrifice which brought religion to his +mind—some haunting, quick remembrance of those wise words about +"dying for one's friend"?</p> + +<p>Quite irrationally and without connection with anything which had +previously occurred, leaning yet further out at his own immediate +peril, shifting his grip to Strangeways' wrist that he might hold him +more firmly, he whispered, "Jesus of Galilee! Jesus Christ!"</p> + +<p>The face of the drowning man took on an awful serenity, a look of +holiness, as if at sight of something which stood behind Granger, +which he had only just discerned. He even smiled. Suddenly, with the +determination of one who had concluded and conquered an old +temptation, he wrenched away his hand. Granger made one last effort to +reach him, but the tugging of the beast below the surface, or its dead +weight, had drifted him out of arm-stretch. He sank lower. The water +rose, almost leisurely it seemed as if now certain of the one thing it +had desired, higher and higher up his face till it had reached his +eyes, quenched them, and nothing was left but a few bubbles which +floated to the surface and broke, sparkling in the moonlight. Granger +did not stir; as he had been paralysed, he lay there rigid with the +black waters washing about his face and hands. Then very slowly, as +though reluctant not to die, he drew himself back. When he had reached +safety, rising up, he gazed around; the land looked more deso<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[110]</a></span>late +than ever. The first words which he said were spoken sacredly, with +bated breath. "And that man told me," he muttered, "that he was afraid +of death. . . . To prefer to die at such a time, rather than risk my +life, was the act of a man who was very brave." And next he said, "I +wonder what were his last words when he crashed through the ice? I +expect he said, 'Damn.' Well, that was as good as any other word to +say; after all, all swearing, taken in a certain sense, is a form of +prayer—a bluff assertion of belief in the divine."</p> + +<p>Granger turned slowly about, and commenced to make his way back to the +Point. At first he spoke aloud to himself as a thought occurred. "I +distrusted that yellow beast of Spurling's from the first." "Now at +any rate Spurling is safe." "I haven't yet discovered whether Mordaunt +is dead,"—and so on. Then he ceased to speak with his lips, and his +thoughts were uttered in the silence of his brain. They had all to do +with Strangeways.</p> + +<p>He wondered what vision had been his, causing him to smile as he sank. +Did he think of that girl, and that he was going to meet her? Or of +the old home in England? Or of his school-days? Or was it the Thames +he thought about—of Oxford with its many towers, and the cry of the +coach along the tow-path as the eight swings homeward up-stream, in +the grey of a winter afternoon, to the regular click of the rowlocks +as the men pluck their blades from the water, feather and come forward +for the next stroke, making ready to drive back their slides as one +man with their legs? He was certain that whatever happened, and +however he should go out of life, did God spare him a moment's +conscious<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[111]</a></span>ness, it would be the vision of Oxford with its domes and +spires, its austere and romantic quiet, its echoing cloisters and +passages, its rivers with their sedges of silver and of grey, which +would float before his dying eyes,—or would he think of Christ? Had +Christ been the vision which this man had seen?</p> + +<p>Strange thoughts for Keewatin! But death is always strange.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[112]</a></span> +<h3>THE BREAK-UP OF THE ICE</h3> + +<p>Nearly a month had gone by since the night on which Strangeways died. +Not that time mattered much to Granger, for, like the immortals, men +in Keewatin have dispensed with time: they have accepted as true the +lesson which philosophers have been striving to teach the world ever +since the human intellect first commenced to philosophise—that there +are no such ontological facts as Time and Space. Among the men of this +vast northern territory the outward expression of religion is rare; +they do not often speak, and then only of such interests as are +superficial to their lives. Yet here, in their fine neglect of the two +sternest of self-imposed, human limitations, the religious instinct is +manifest. As it would be sacrilege to count God's breaths, were that +possible, so to them it seems a kind of blasphemy to number the +recurrence of their own small perceptions when the Divine Perceived +seems so entirely unconscious of their very existence. Hence it +happens that one does not often hear a traveller speak of having +journeyed so many days or miles; his division is more casual, and +embraces only his own immediate actions—he has travelled so many +"sleeps," nothing more.</p> + +<p>As a rule, Indians are utterly deficient in the time-sense and can +give no intelligent account of their age. Their calendar is enshrined, +if they have one, in symbols<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[113]</a></span> which they use as decorations, painted +on the inside of their finest skins. They make their reckoning of the +years from some event which was once important to themselves, or to +their tribe. Thus, stars falling from the top to the bottom of a robe +represent the year of 1833, and an etching of an Indian with a broken +leg and a horn on his head stands for the year in which Hay-waujina, +One Horn, had his leg "killed." Back of that which is comparatively +immediate to their own experience, they have ceased to count or to be +inquisitive.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Real are the dreams of Gods, and smoothly pass<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Their pleasures in a long immortal dream."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>So with both the joys and sorrows of these Northland men; hurry is not +necessary where time is unrecognised, and turbulence of emotion, +whether of grief or gladness, is felt to be out of place in a +<i>dream-being</i>, whose sole reality is its unreality. Their personal +unimportance to the Universe, and remoteness from the Market-place of +Life allow them to dawdle. Their experiences have no sharp edges, no +abrupt precipices, no divisive gulfs, no defined beginnings and +endings. The book of their sojourn in this world has neither chapters +nor headings; the page runs on without hindrance from tragedy to +comedy, comedy to farce, farce to melodrama, and thence to tragedy +again—always it returns to tragedy. They stride round the Circle of +the Emotions without halting, merging from joy into sorrow without +preface, till one day the feet grow wearier and lag, the eyes grow +clear and, almost without knowing it, as did Strangeways, their dream +going from them, they awake—motionlessly pass out of life, and enter +into <i>What</i>?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[114]</a></span></p> + +<p>If smoothness of passage and apparent endlessness be the two main +qualities of the divine existence, then the lives of men in Keewatin +are both divine and real; only we, of the outside world, would call +this same smoothness dulness, and its endlessness its most torturing +agony.</p> + +<p>The past month had dragged by with Granger as would a century with +normal men, except that in the entire span of those hundred years +there had been no summer. In them he had lived through and remembered +every emotion which had ever come to him. His brain was confused with +remembering, fevered with anguish of regret for things lost, which +would never come again. He had nearly succumbed to that most unmanly +of all spiritual assailants, the coward of Self-Pity—would have +succumbed, had not Self-Scorn rendered him aid.</p> + +<p>From sunrise to sunset the winter had slowly thawed: the trees had +uncovered their greens and browns, thrusting themselves forth from +beneath the rain-washed greyness of the melting snow; the river, +reluctantly at first, had cracked and swayed, and become engraved by +miniature streams which ate their way, as acid on metal, across its +surface. Strange messages those narrow streams of water wrote; strange +they seemed at least to Granger as he watched them day by day. +Sometimes they seemed to be writing words, and sometimes drawing +faces. The words he could not always decipher; when he did they were +mostly proper names, STRANGEWAYS, SPURLING, MORDAUNT, EL DORADO. The +faces were more easy to recognise, and three of them corresponded to +the first three names. There was one morning when he awoke, having +dreamed of the horrible revenge which he would take,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[115]</a></span> and going to the +window was appalled to see a new face scrawled upon the ice—his own, +yet not his own; the evil likeness to the self which had come to him +in the Klondike. He was puzzled, and set to work to discover the +reason for these signs. Then a verse which he had once learnt as a +child came back to him, "Jesus stooped down and wrote with his finger +on the ground, <i>as though he heard them not</i>. And <i>they which heard +it</i>, being convicted by <i>their own</i> conscience, went out one by one, +beginning at the eldest, even unto the last; and Jesus was left alone, +<i>and the woman</i>."</p> + +<p>So he knew that it was God's hand which had etched that warning +likeness overnight, which his own conscience had discerned, accusing +him. Also, in gazing upon that drawing he heard a voice, which was his +own voice, used as a medium for another mind, saying, "Now that thou +hast seen what thou art like, go out, that I may be left alone <i>and +Spurling</i>." So Granger had agreed with God that day that he would +cease from his dreams of human vengeance, and leave Him alone with +Spurling. He did not dare to tell God all his thoughts, but he felt +certain that, had Spurling's opinions been consulted, he would have +preferred to be left alone with John Granger. It was terrible enough +to have to dwell between God's footsteps, as all men must who live in +Keewatin, when His eyes were averted, and He Himself walked by +seemingly unconscious of your presence; but to have to live there when +He had noticed your presence, and His face was lifted up, while His +gaze was bent upon you, with no hope of escape, a fugitive from human +justice, alone in an empty land with your own conscience and Him as +your accuser, that was to protract the shamefaced confusion of the +Last<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[116]</a></span> Judgment through every day of your life. Granger felt that in +making that compact he had done his worst by Druce Spurling.</p> + +<p>In the middle hours of the night which followed this agreement, which +he chose to think of as his compromise with Deity, he was awakened by +a thunderous sound, and jumping from his bunk saw that the river had +broken up and the ice was going out, as though God, having finished +His argument which He had written there, were rubbing out His words. +Flinging wide the door, he ran down the mound to the bank, shouting +like a boy. As he went he had a panoramic vision of all the other men, +both white and red, along the six hundred miles of river which +stretched from the great lake to the Hudson Bay, who had been awakened +as he had been, and now, or sometime that night, would be doing what +he was doing, rushing half-clad beneath the stars down to the +river-bank calling on the loneliness to rejoice—the loneliness, which +throughout the frozen months had listened so faithfully to all that +they had had to say, blasphemous or otherwise, and had made no reply. +But this night both silence and loneliness were violated, and cried +aloud with rage protestingly; whereat the river only clapped its hands +and squeezed its passage, and huddled between its ruined +winter-barriers ever northward to the freedom of the Bay.</p> + +<p>This was the one night in all the year when revolt was permitted, and +the Bastile of Keewatin fell. Fell! Yes, soon the summer would raise +it up again in a newer form, only a little less intolerable; and +afterwards the winter, that master-builder, would return as a king +from his exile. But no one thought of such catastrophe<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[117]</a></span> to-night. For +the moment it seemed that the reign of tyranny was ended and the +millennium had begun—chaos, which men mistake for millennium.</p> + +<p>Granger stood above the bank repeating to himself over and over, "The +ice is going out! The ice is going out!" as if it were a fact +incredible. Every moment the air vibrated with a roar, and the earth +was shaken as some new horseman of the ice was overthrown and hurried +by in flight, only to halt presently, ranged side by side with some of +his fellows, to make yet another stand. Certainly it was a battle +which was being fought, and one which must be lost.</p> + +<p>As far as sound could travel, from the west and from the north, he +could hear the cannonade, and what seemed like the clatter of hoofs, +and the clash of thrown-away swords. It was possible to imagine +anything when Nature was making a change so titanic. Now the water was +the black horse of Revelation, with a sable rider on his back who +carried "a balance in his hand,"—and he was in pursuit. And the ice +was the pale horse, and he that sat upon him, his name was Death, and +Hades followed with him,—and he was in flight. And now, when some +great floe jammed in its passage round the Point, and the ice piled +up, it became for Granger a magician's silver palace in Aragon, which +a dark-mailed knight of Christendom had travelled leagues to demolish. +Outside it shone resplendent and crystal in the starlight; but within +it was full of uncleanness, and by day it would vanish.</p> + +<p>He amused himself with these fancies, and followed them to their +furthest length. He could see the faces of the beleaguered, now evil +with terror, peering out from the casements, and the stern old +enchanter in the turret,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[118]</a></span> over whose ledges flowed down his snow-white +beard. He could hear the hoarse-throated clamour of the knight as he +led his company about the walls, and rammed in the castle's gateway, +shouting, "For Christ! For Christ!" The structure trembled and the +turret commenced to wave in the air, as it had been a banner. The +sorcerer looked out, his eyes were filled with dismay—he could not +withstand that name of 'Christ'; he plunged from the height, spreading +abroad his arms, and was lost in the blackness of the underground. The +dark host swept over the palace still shouting, "For Christ! For +Christ!" In the twinkling of an eye, both the evil one and the +avenging host were gone—all was resolved into turbid water and +submerged, groaning ice.</p> + +<p>So he watched the break-up of the ice, and the travelling of the river +which, slipping by at his feet, going forth to wander the world, left +him stationary. Perhaps some drops of this Last Chance River would +some day be washed up in a wave on the tropic shores of Ceylon, or, +having spent a winter in the Arctic, would be carried down in a berg +and, having melted, flow on round Cape Horn to the Pacific till they +came to Polynesia, where they would be parted by the swimming hands of +dusky, slender girls. He grew jealous at the thought, and bending down +baled out some of the water in his palms, and threw it on the ground, +saying angrily, "You at least shall stay." Then he laughed at his +folly and was comforted by thinking, "When my body is dead, it also +will journey forth. I must be patient like the river, and wait. In +God's good time I also shall wander round the world."</p> + +<p>"But shall I know? Shall I be conscious of that?" the spirit of +discontent inquired.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[119]</a></span></p> + +<p>Granger shook his head irritably, as if by so doing he could throw off +these troublesome imaginations. Since the death of Strangeways, he had +not recovered his poise of soul. Ah, and Strangeways! Was Strangeways +conscious of his body's release, and the permission which death had +given him to wander forth? How odd to think that that body, which had +been born of a woman in England and tended by her hands, which had +strolled through English lanes and over Oxford meadows, gesticulating +and talking, doing good and evil, which even in its life had brought +the man who inhabited it so many miles from home, now that the soul +had departed from it, should be hurrying away alone to hide itself in +Arctic fastnesses! Did Strangeways know that? Was he conscious of this +new adventure? Well, if God was so anxious to take care of Spurling, +He could be trusted to look after Strangeways—if anything of him +survived.</p> + +<p>The melting of the ice had chilled the air. The coldness of his yet +living body awoke him to a realisation of the petty suffering of that +small part of his universe which was explored and known. Taking one +last look at the ruin which the one night's thaw had worked, the +pinnacles, and beauty, and whiteness which it had destroyed, +"Courage!" he said, "for this is life."</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[120]</a></span> +<h3>A MESSAGE FROM THE DEAD</h3> + +<p>The sun was shining down; the spring rains had ceased; within less +than a month winter had vanished, and summer had swept through +Keewatin with a burst of gladness. The land was riotously green; +through the heart of it wandered the river, newly released, a streak +of azure, or of gilded splendour where smitten by the sun. Although +its waters were running freely, many memories of the frozen quiet +still remained in the shape of ice piled up along its banks, sometimes +to the height of fifteen feet, and of snow in the more shady hollows +of the forest, which glimmered distantly between leaves and branches +hinting at secret woodland lakes. Even the most backward among the +trees had commenced to unfold their buds. All day long, and through +the major portion of the night, the frogs continued to whistle in the +marshes and along the river's edges. Flock after flock of duck +arrived, flashing their wings against the sky, dropping from under a +cloud suddenly, and coming to rest in the water with a shower of +spray, where they rode at ease side by side, like painted, anchored +merchantmen returned in safety from the earth's end. Now the wild +swan, teal, or goose would go by with a whirr of wings, crying +hoarsely. To make the world seem yet more wide an occasional gull +would heave in sight, drifting without effort in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[121]</a></span> silent flight +majestically. In the forest Granger was conscious of a commotion at +the cause of which he could only guess. Love was at work in the +shadows, or what among the dumb creation passes for love. There was a +continual stirring of leaves, the rustle of branches forced aside, the +scattering of birds, those spies and betrayers of the four-footed +animal, and the grievous low wail of the wolf. Sometimes a fish would +leap in the river, flash silvery and dripping in the sunlight, on its +bridal journey from the ocean. Was it an act of gallantry, he +wondered, which some deep-sea female witnessed from beneath the ripple +of the stream, or was it a terrified effort to escape from love. He +knew what that best of all passions could mean to the forest animal, +and how cruel it might become. Often in the fall of the year he had +watched a doe, seen her dash down the river bank, stand quivering, +leap in and swim, made fearless of man because she knew that her +lover, the stag, was not far behind.</p> + +<p>This frenzy of passion set him thinking, and made him long for the +return of Peggy Ericsen. He knew that his love for her was not of the +highest, was little more than physical, not much nobler than forest +love; but what was a man to do, and how guide his conduct when all the +world was a-mating? On occasions he had a clearer vision, and realised +with a sense of sudden shame to how low a level he had sunk. Then he +would strive to throw off this attraction for a half-breed girl by +recalling the faces of all the other women whom he had admired and +loved. Yet this also was dangerous, for it caused him to remember +Mordaunt, thoughts of whom roused up anger within him against +Spurling. He had agreed to leave him to God, and could not go back on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[122]</a></span> +his word; therefore he must forget Mordaunt and, if his mind must be +haunted by womankind, think only of Peggy. Peggy! Well, she was not a +bad little sort. Pretty? Yes. But between her and himself there could +be no community of mind. He knew that for hundreds of years it had +been the custom of traders and white trappers to take to themselves a +squaw from a tribe of friendly Indians, sometimes for the sake of +commercial advantages, sometimes for defence, sometimes for domestic +convenience, rarely for love. But there his education, which would +have served him well in an older land, stood in his way, as it had so +often done, making him over-delicate.</p> + +<p>He could find it in his heart to wish himself more ignorant and less +refined. That glamour of intellectual gentility, which England sets +such store by, had made him unfit for the outdoor brutalities of +northern life. In his catastrophe he knew that he was not single, +though there was small consolation in that; all through Canada he had +encountered younger sons, drawing-room bred young gentlemen, who +worked in lumber camps, on railroads, and in mines by day, and spelt +out their Horace from ragged texts by brushwood fires, beneath the +stars, or in verminous shacks by night. Their power to construe a dead +language served to differentiate them from their associates, and, +rather foolishly if heroically, to bolster up their pride.</p> + +<p>But, to return to Peggy, what a pity it was that she had insisted on +the marriage ceremony! Yet, he respected her for that. <i>But</i>, and +there was always a but in Granger's reasonings, suppose he should get +his chance to return to England one day! And this would certainly +happen to him on his mother's death. And<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[123]</a></span> suppose, when he had +tethered himself to this half-breed wife, he should get word that +Mordaunt was still alive! Granger was always at a loss when the moment +for decision presented itself; he was too moderate, too far-sighted +and philosophic to act immediately. It takes an abrupt, coarse-grained +man, or a prophet, to handle a crisis efficiently; your man who is +only endowed just beyond the average sees too far—and not far enough. +The insolent infringement of personality which he had suffered as man +and child from his mother's unwise interference had caused him to +become a chronic hesitator. As usual, in this case as in all others, +he determined to let matters slide, to give circumstance an unfettered +opportunity to evolve its own event. He was content to remain the +spectator of his own career, allowing Chance to be the only doer of +the deeds which went to make up the record of his life. And what would +Chance do next? The Man with the Dead Soul might return at any hour +from his winter's hunt, bringing with him his daughter, in which case +most surely his book of life would commence to write out its latest +chapter of disgrace.</p> + +<p>Beorn had cached a canoe at the mouth of the Forbidden River, and +therefore would reach the Point up-stream from the northward. Granger +found excitement in the thought that any minute, looking out from his +window, he might discover the approach of his future wife. The more he +allowed his fancy to dwell upon her, the more pleasant her image +became for him. After all, there is always something of romance, at +first at any rate, in marrying out of your blood heritage. Pizarro +must have felt that when he took to himself Inez Huayllas Nusta, the +Inca princess. The havoc of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[124]</a></span> affection which was being enacted +secretly beneath the shadow of the forest trees urged him on, crying, +"Take your pleasure while it is yours, winter will return. Short views +of life are best." Having listened to that advice for several days, he +allowed himself to be persuaded. It seemed to him, when he remembered +how they had parted, that it would be a gallant and reconciling act to +set forth to meet her. Moreover, though the mind that was in him stood +aside from the project in disdain, the body cried, "Forward! Forward!" +in chorus with the song of the wild-wood.</p> + +<p>Early one morning he carried down his canoe to the water's edge, +loaded it with a week's provisions, padlocked his store and set out. +As the prow drove forward down-stream, exultation entered into him. He +was playing at saying good-bye to his long exile; miles ahead lay the +Hudson Bay, and beyond that England. If his boat were not so frail and +his arms were stronger, by pressing on and onward he could escape. +These were scarcely the thoughts with which a man should set out to +meet his bride. Desires to meet and avoid her alternated even now, +when with each fresh thrust of the paddle he approached her nearer +presence. Yet, even to his way of thinking, there was something epic +in the situation—that this girl of an alien tradition and a savage +race, with her copper skin, and blue-black hair, and timid eyes, +should be threading her passage up her native river, through the early +summer, toward her western lover who was hastening down the self-same +primeval highroad to meet her. Oh, he would be very happy with Peggy! +Thus imagining himself on through the labyrinth of passionate fancy, +he floated down stream, shrouded in the morning mist. He had to go<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[125]</a></span> +slowly, for he could not see far ahead, and travel by water was still +treacherous by reason of belated floes of ice. Over to the eastward +the sun winked down on him with a dissipated bloodshot eye, knowingly, +with the cruel misanthropic humour of a tired man of the world who, +regarding idealism as a jest, had guessed at the purpose of his errand +and was eager to declare his own shrewd cleverness.</p> + +<p>And if the sun is a cynic, who can blame him? He alone of created +things has an intimate knowledge of all live things' love affairs, +from when Eve shook back her hair and lifted up her lips, to the last +girl kissed in Japan. The canoe drifting out of a scarf of mist +brought Granger in sight of the bend, where Strangeways had been +drowned. He plunged his paddle deeper in the water, thrusting it +forward to stay the progress of the prow, and glanced from side to +side, then straight ahead. He had caught the smell of burning. On the +northern side of the bend, curling above the trees, he could detect +the rise of smoke. Someone had lit a fire and was camping there. But +who? Was it Beorn and Peggy? No, they would not camp so near their +destination; they would have pushed on to the store for rest. Nor +could it be men from the Crooked Creek coming up to God's Voice; the +season was as yet too early for them to be expected. Then, was it +Spurling?</p> + +<p>Paddling out into the middle stream, he stole beneath the farther +bank, and, rounding the bend, came in sight of two men, the one seated +upright before the fire cooking his bannocks, the other stretched out +twenty paces distant at the edge of the underbrush, completely covered +with a robe, motionless as if he slept. The man who was awake looked +up, shaded his eyes, then rising to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[126]</a></span> his feet came down to the water's +edge and waved his hand.</p> + +<p>Granger recognised in him his friend Père Antoine, the gaunt old +Jesuit of Keewatin. No one could remember, not even the Indians, at +what time he had first come into the district; he seemed to have been +there always and was of a great age. Yet, despite his many years, he +could travel miracles of journeys in the name of Mary's son. It was +said of him that he was always to be seen mounting the sky-line in +times of crisis and temptation; that he knew by instinct where men +were in spiritual peril, as the caribou scents water; that he had +often broken out of the forest unexpectedly in time to prevent murder. +There were Indians to be found who would circumstantially assert that +they had met with Père Antoine, five hundred miles distant from the +spot where he had last been seen, walking in the wilderness radiantly, +wearing the countenance of Jesus Christ.</p> + +<p>Granger recalled these legends as he gazed toward the camp; he watched +the figure of the sleeping man—and he thought of Spurling. Was this +Spurling? He tried to make out the man's identity by his figure's +outline, but the robes which were piled above him forbade that. Yet +within himself he was sure that his guess was correct. What was more +likely than that Antoine should have met the fugitive wandering up the +Forbidden River, perhaps sick and starving, should have taken his +confession and compassionately have brought him back? Probably it was +Antoine's purpose that they two should be reconciled. He might even +have converted Spurling and have brought back God into his life, so +that now he was willing to return to Winni<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[127]</a></span>peg to give himself up, and +to take his chance of death.</p> + +<p>Having run his canoe aground between the bank-ice, he stepped out and +grasped the Jesuit's hand.</p> + +<p>"God has arrived before you this time, Père Antoine," he said, jerking +his head in the direction of the sleeping man; "he has already done +your work. I have promised Him that I will do no harm to your +companion, so you have arrived too late."</p> + +<p>"If it was God who arrived," he said, "I am content."</p> + +<p>He spoke significantly, hinting at a further knowledge of which he +supposed Granger to be possessed.</p> + +<p>"If it was not God, then who else?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, who else?"</p> + +<p>Granger, in common with most white men of the district, had fallen +into the Indian superstition that Père Antoine was omniscient; it came +to him as a shock that he might be unaware of how God had written on +the ice. Usually in talking with the priest he took short-cuts in his +methods of communication, leaving many things understood but +unmentioned, as a man is wont to do when conversing with himself.</p> + +<p>"There is no doubt that it was God," he said; "He did not want me to +murder this man. He wished that I should leave him alone, to be judged +in the forest by Himself. Therefore, if you have brought him here with +you to make us friends, I will not do that; but I will promise you, as +I have promised God, that I will not be his enemy."</p> + +<p>Antoine tapped him on the arm gently, looking him full in the face +with his grave, penetrating eyes: "And did not God Himself arrive too +late?" he asked.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[128]</a></span></p> + +<p>Granger flushed hotly, for he thought that he detected an under-tone +of accusation in the way in which those words were uttered. "Tell me, +is he dead?" he asked abruptly.</p> + +<p>"He is dead."</p> + +<p>"Is it . . . is that his body over there?"</p> + +<p>"You should know best."</p> + +<p>Involuntarily Granger sank his voice, now that he knew that that +sleeping man was dead. He pressed closer to the priest and commenced +to whisper, now that he knew that no noise of his, however loud, could +disturb the rest of this man who would never wake. Sometimes, when in +the hurry of his speech his voice had been by accident a little +raised, he would cease speaking, lift up his head, and peer furtively +from side to side, then over to where the dead man lay, to make +certain that he had not stirred,—all this lest someone in that great +silence should have heard what he had said. Thus does the presence of +the dead accuse living men, as if by our mere retention of life we did +them injury. Wheresoever we encounter them, whether in the hired pride +of the vulgar city hearse, or in the pitiful disarray of bleached +bones and tattered raiment strewn on a mountainside, they make even +those of us who are remotest from blame feel guilty men.</p> + +<p>"But, Père Antoine, I did not kill him," Granger was saying. "I was +gravely tempted, but God wrote upon the ice and stayed my hand. This +man was once my friend, and is now again—now that he is dead. Let me +uncover and look upon his face."</p> + +<p>But the priest withheld him. "Not yet—not yet," he said. "Let us +first talk together awhile, that I may hear what has happened, and get +to understand."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[129]</a></span></p> + +<p>So there in the quiet of the early morning, with nothing to break the +stillness save the crackling of the fire, and the flowing of the +river, and the occasional flight of a bird, Granger told the priest +all his story, from his first dream of El Dorado to the thoughts of +escape and of Peggy Ericsen which he had had, as drifting down-stream, +he had caught the smell of burning and come in sight of the bend. It +was a true confession; nothing to his own discredit was left out.</p> + +<p>When he came to an end the mist had lifted, and the sun rode high in +the heavens disentangled of cloud. All the time that he had been +speaking the priest had sat motionless, with his head bent forward +listening, his knees drawn up and his arms about them. Now that the +tale was over, he slowly turned his head; and then it was for the +first time that Granger knew what the Indians meant when they said +that they had met with Père Antoine in the wilderness, walking +radiantly, wearing the countenance of Jesus Christ. There was such a +brightness about him that he could not bear his gaze, but trembling +with a kind of fearful joy fell forward on his face, covering his eyes +with his hands. And still the priest said nothing, not trusting +himself to speak, perhaps, so great was his compassion.</p> + +<p>But it was not long before Granger was conscious of a hand, hard and +horny and ungentle, as far as outward circumstance could make it so, +which rested on his head. At last he spoke. "I think I understand," he +said, and then, after a pause, "but you will never help yourself or +the world by merely being sad. No man ever has."</p> + +<p>When Granger answered nothing nor lifted up his head, he spoke again. +"Does that seem a strange<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[130]</a></span> judgment to pass on you here in Keewatin? +Does it sound too much like the speech of a city man? Nevertheless, it +is because of your flight from sadness that you have met with all your +dangers. All your life you have spent in striving to escape from +things which are sad. Why did you dream of El Dorado when you were in +London? Because, as you yourself have told me, exquisiteness of dress +did not reassure you of another's happiness; you were always +remembering that a decent coat may sometimes cover cancer. You are one +of those who suffer more because of the sores of Lazarus than Lazarus +himself. That is well and Christlike, if you suffer gladly—which you +do not. So you left London and travelled half across the world to +Yukon, only to find a greater wretchedness; for your misery growing +vicious pursued you, and goaded you on to crime. Once more to escape +you left Yukon and came to Winnipeg, and came up here, and still you +are sad. Will I tell you why? Always, always you have depended on +yourself for escape and rest. That is useless, for your sadness does +not belong to any city, or any land; it is within yourself. Wherever +you have travelled you have carried it with you. You must look for +help from outside yourself."</p> + +<p>Again he paused, but Granger did not stir. Then he repeated, speaking +yet more gently, "I am an old man and have lived in Keewatin the +length of most men's lives, yet I have not always lived up here. I was +not always happy, and I say to you, you must look for help from +outside yourself."</p> + +<p>Then Granger answered him, keeping his head still bowed.</p> + +<p>"Where, where must I look for help?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[131]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Lift up your head."</p> + +<p>He obeyed, and the first sight he saw was the face of Père Antoine +bent above him. Again he was struck with its likeness to the +traditional face of Christ—but the face was that of a Jesus who had +grown grey in suffering and had been often crucified, who was very +ancient and had not yet attained his death. Then he thought he knew +what le Père had meant by saying that he must look for help from +outside himself. He turned his eyes away and gazed into the sunshine, +and on the greenness of the awakened country. Somehow it all looked +very happy and changed from what it had been before they two had met. +He vaguely wondered whether already he might not be now experiencing +that help. But, as had always happened to him after tasting of a +momentary joy, in turning his head he found a new grief awaiting him, +for there, twenty paces distant, stretched out at the edge of the +underbrush, covered with a robe, he caught sight of that recumbent +figure, lying motionless as if it slept. He shuddered, and seizing the +priest by the arm, speaking hoarsely with suppressed excitement, +exclaimed, "Where did he come from? But where did you find him?"</p> + +<p>"I found him stretched out on the bank-ice, awaiting me as I paddled +up-stream toward the bend."</p> + +<p>"Then he was coming back. God must have met him down there on the +Forbidden River and have spoken with him face to face; he could not +endure His voice, so he fled. Oh, to come back at such a season, when +the river was in flood, he must have been terribly afraid. He must +have clambered his way up-stream, all those hundred miles, running by +the bank. Père Antoine, you know many things, what kind of words<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[132]</a></span> were +those, do you suppose, that God spoke to Spurling?"</p> + +<p>"The kind of words which God always speaks to men; He told him the +truth about himself."</p> + +<p>"The truth about himself? There are few who could endure to hear +that."</p> + +<p>"Yes, He would accuse him with a question, I think."</p> + +<p>"What makes you say that?"</p> + +<p>"Because that is the way in which God usually speaks to men. He asked +Adam a question, and Adam hid himself; he asked Cain a question, and +Cain became a vagabond in the earth."</p> + +<p>They sat in silence awhile, and then Granger said, "And if God were to +speak to me, what question would He ask?"</p> + +<p>"I think he would say, 'John Granger, by how much are you better than +Spurling, whom you condemn?'"</p> + +<p>"You are right; yes, I think He would say that. Even I have asked +myself that question before to-day."</p> + +<p>"You did not ask yourself; it was God's voice."</p> + +<p>"And I could give no answer to what He said. Père Antoine, before we +met, I had often wondered what I would say to Spurling should we meet +again. I had planned all manner of kindly phrases to make him again my +friend; but I had thought of him as coming to me prosperous, with the +approval of the world. When he came to me in poverty, asking help, in +peril of his life for a sin which had been almost mine, I turned him +away. He had chosen me out from among all men between Winnipeg and the +Klondike, as the only one to whom he could safely go for help; and I +turned him away. I see it clearly now; God sent to me this man whom I +had wished to murder, when he had performed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[133]</a></span> my crime, that, by +endangering my life for his, I might cleanse myself. When all men had +failed him, he and God expected that I, at least, would understand. +But for Mordaunt, I might have had to flee as he fled, changed by the +raising of a gun and hasty pulling of a trigger into a Judas to all +that is best; I might have had to support within me his utter +solitariness and agony of mind, and have been compelled to see myself +as debased throughout and forever by a single, momentary act. How he +must have suffered! I shall fear to die now; till now I have been +afraid only of life."</p> + +<p>"Why will you fear to die?"</p> + +<p>"Because I shall meet with Spurling, and then I shall hear God's +question and His accusing voice."</p> + +<p>The priest laid a hand upon his shoulder gently. "Ah, my child, but +you forget," he said; "in the country where Spurling has gone he will +have learnt how to understand."</p> + +<p>That thought was new to Granger, that of the two faults his own was +the greater and that forgiveness belonged to Spurling. He sat +motionless for a long time arguing it out; he wanted to be exactly +just to both Spurling and himself. The fire died down and Père Antoine +threw on more brushwood; the sun grew tall in the heavens and a rain +cloud gathered in the west; the floe-ice caught in its passage round +the bend, gasped and whined and, tearing itself free again, vanished +down river out of sight. The arithmetic of the problem stood thus: +Spurling's sin had been the result of a sudden violence, his own of a +conscious and premeditated uncharitableness. Which sin was morally the +worse, to shoot a fellow creature in a fit of passionate desperation, +or to turn your back upon a bygone benefactor who<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[134]</a></span> comes to you in +distress, comes to you when his heart is breaking, because he can +trust himself with no one else? "My sin is the greater," Granger told +himself, "I am more wrongful than wronged against"; his thoughts going +back to what le Père had said, he added, "I am Cain, and yet I judged +Spurling as if I had been God Himself."</p> + +<p>He was roused from his meditation by a dull thudding sound which had +commenced behind his back; turning his head, he saw that Père Antoine +was already digging a grave. Rising without a word, he began to lend a +hand. They had not gone far when they found that the ground was hard +as granite, that it had not yet thawed out; then they commenced to +look for stones to pile upon the body so that, since the grave would +be shallow, they might raise a mound above it to prevent the wolves +from getting the body out.</p> + +<p>By the time they had completed their preparations the rain was falling +in large and heavy drops, and the storm was blowing in great gusts +through the forest, causing the young leaves to shudder and whisper +together, and to turn their backs to the wind. The priest and the +trader stood upright from their work and gazed at one another. Already +the narrow hole, which they had scooped out, was filling with water; +there was no time to lose; yet neither seemed inclined to hurry. At +last Père Antoine said, "So you are sure that you did not do it?"</p> + +<p>"I cannot be sure of that."</p> + +<p>"Ah, but you did not do it in the way I mean? You did not kill him +with the strength of your hands?"</p> + +<p>They went together to the edge of the underbrush where the dead man's +body lay, and carried it, without<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[135]</a></span> disturbing the coverings, to the +side of the grave; there they set it down.</p> + +<p>"I cannot bear that he should lie in that dampness," Granger broke +out; "I remember when we were in London, how he used to hate the wet. +Coldness he could put up with or the hottest sunshine, but he could +not endure the damp. He said it made him feel as though the world was +crying, like a dreary woman because her youngest child was dead. We +can't drop him into that puddle and leave him there."</p> + +<p>He commenced to strip off his clothes, and to fold them along the +floor of the grave. When he had apparently made all ready, he stooped +down again and smoothed out a ruck, lest its discomfort should irk the +dead.</p> + +<p>"Now," he said, "let me see his face for the last time, for he was my +friend."</p> + +<p>Le Père bent down, and drew the coverings back to the waist, while +Granger leant over him in his eagerness. The body, having lain upon +the ice, had been well preserved, no feature had been disturbed; but +it was not the body of a man who was newly dead, nor was it the face +of Spurling. So absorbed had Granger been by thoughts of the comrade +whom he had treated harshly, and by the mysterious meaning of the +writing which he had seen upon the ice, that the likelier solution of +the problem of this man's identity had not entered into his head, that +the body might be that of Strangeways, thrown up by the back-rush of +the current around the bend.</p> + +<p>"Strangeways," he muttered, "it is Strangeways." And with those words +his charity towards Spurling began to ebb.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[136]</a></span></p> + +<p>Père Antoine, when he heard it, realising that these were the remains +of an officer of justice, for whom, when he did not return, search +would be made, and not of an escaped murderer with a price upon his +head, at news of whose death Authority would be glad, went down on his +hands and knees and began to examine the clothing of the dead for +proofs of his identity, which could be sent in to headquarters for the +establishing of his death. He foresaw that there was need for care; +when the matter came to be investigated, it would be discovered that +Granger had been Spurling's partner in the Klondike; questions would +certainly be asked of Robert Pilgrim, as Hudson Bay factor and head +man of the district, concerning Granger's conduct in Keewatin, and no +good word could be looked for from that quarter. That which would tell +most heavily against him would be this fact, that two men, separated +by a few hours, were known to have passed God's Voice en route for the +independent store of Garnier, Parwin, and Wrath, the first a hunted +criminal, the second an officer of justice—the criminal had escaped +and the officer was dead. Presumably both pursued and pursuer had +arrived at Murder Point, for the body of Strangeways, the follower, +had been found a mile down-river below the Point. Then where was +Spurling? And how had he managed to escape, if he had not been helped? +Who could have helped him save Granger? And why was Strangeways dead?</p> + +<p>These were some of the many questions which avenging justice would be +sure to ask, and, however skilfully they might be answered, the priest +knew well that it would be difficult to prevent suspicion from +attaching to a hated independent trader, especially when it became<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[137]</a></span> +known that he had once been the fugitive's friend. Why, he himself had +suspected Granger at first!</p> + +<p>His present purpose was, if possible, to gather such proofs from the +dead man's clothing as would exclude the doubt of foul play, and +establish as a fact Granger's assertion that the corporal had arrived +at his death by the accident of drowning.</p> + +<p>In the meanwhile, he was not meeting with much success in his search, +for the right arm of the dead man was pressed so rigidly across his +breast that it could not be moved without breaking; the hand was +concealed and the fingers tangled in the folds of his dress, as if +even in the last moments of life he had been conscious that he kept a +secret hidden there. Only with violence could it be forced aside, and +to this the priest was averse; he commenced to cut away the clothing, +above downwards from the neck, below upwards from the belt. The cloth +ripped easily, having become rotten with the wet, but the trimmings of +fur were tough and obstinate to separate. When he had slit the capote +and under-garments above and below the arm in two big flaps, he rolled +them back, laying bare the breast, where he discovered a silver chain +which went about the neck, the pendant to which, wrapped in the +portion of the dress that had covered it, was clutched in the icy +hand. He now cut away the stuff from around the hand, and, with a +severity which seemed both profane and cruel, bent back the fingers +one by one, compelling them to release their hold, so that the bones +were heard to crack.</p> + +<p>"What are you doing?" cried Granger, angrily, being roused by the +sound from an unsatisfactory examination of the mixed feelings which +had arisen within him<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[138]</a></span> on discovering that Spurling, whom he had just +been regretting, was not dead. "Why must we torture him? Why can't we +leave him alone, and lay him decently in his grave?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps in order that we may prevent you from being hanged."</p> + +<p>"From being hanged! You mistake me for Spurling, Père Antoine; your +memory must be failing. What have I done to deserve such courtesy at +the hands of Fate? Why should men want to hang me?"</p> + +<p>"For the murder of Strangeways."</p> + +<p>Granger stood back, and drew himself erect, as if by asserting his +physical cleanness and manhood he could refute the accusation. He +lifted up his head and gazed with a fixed stare on the landscape, +seeing nothing. Yes, it was true, they could make that accusation; +there was sufficient evidence for suspecting him and, with the aid of +a few lies and inaccurate statements on the part of his +enemies—Robert Pilgrim, for instance, and Indians whom he had +offended—sufficient evidence might be got together to bring him to +the gallows. A fitting ending that for the son of the ambitious mother +who had stinted herself and planned for his success, and a most +appropriate sequel to the example of reckless bravery set by the last +two generations of his father's house!</p> + +<p>Dimly, slowly, as he stood there in the northern icy drizzle, with his +eyes on the muddy river hurrying toward its freedom between jagged +banks, he came very wretchedly to realise that there was only one way +in which he could save himself, a way, albeit, which both his loyalty +and honour forbade, by becoming ardent in the pursuit and effecting +the capture of Spurling,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[139]</a></span> that so he might prove his innocence. An +emotion of shame and self-disgust throbbed through him that it should +have been possible for him, even for a moment, to entertain such a +coward's thought as that. He shook himself free from temptation and +looked about. What was Père Antoine doing? What had he meant by saying +that he was perhaps preventing him from being hanged? Did he still +believe him to be guilty, as he had evidently done at first?</p> + +<p>Père Antoine was intent upon his undertaking; when asked, he only +shook his head, saying, "If I believed you guilty, why should I +endeavour to find the signs which will prove you innocent? Would I do +that, do you think, if I believed you to be a guilty man?"</p> + +<p>Granger was softened by those words; they meant a great deal to him at +such a time, spoken as they were curtly by one who was so eager to +rehabilitate his character before all the world that he had no moments +to waste in argument. They were far more convincing to him of the true +opinion which le Père held of him than an hour consumed in apology, +which would have been an hour spent in idleness. He came and knelt +down by the side of the priest, and gazed on the results of his work. +He saw the cold white face of Strangeways with the eyes set wide, +staring upwards at the clouds. Their gaze did not seem to concentrate +as in life, but like that of a well-painted portrait, while the eyes +themselves remained fixed, wandered everywhere. Yet, when he settled +his attention upon them, they seemed to look at him alone as if, since +the lips were silent, they were trying to speak those words which the +body had come to utter; if he turned his head away for a moment and +then looked back, they seemed themselves<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[140]</a></span> to have changed their +direction and to be staring again incuriously out on space, having +abandoned hope of delivering their message. And he saw the naked +throat and neck, and the marks where the teeth of the yellow-faced +husky had clashed and met; last of all he saw the silver chain and the +pendant attached, which Père Antoine had at that moment succeeded in +freeing from the cold clenched hand.</p> + +<p>"What have you there?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"I don't know yet. Lift up the head, so that we can slip the chain +over and find out."</p> + +<p>Granger did as he was bidden; but, as he stooped to his task, he was +horribly conscious that the dead man's eyes were intently fixed upon +him, as if they knew and lived on, though every other part of the +motionless body was dead and ignorant.</p> + +<p>"Well, here it is. It's a locket."</p> + +<p>Granger started up from the ground trembling. "Père Antoine, do you +think we ought to look at it?" he said.</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>"Look at the eyes of that dead man."</p> + +<p>"They seem to me to be saying 'yes.'"</p> + +<p>Granger looked again, went near, bent down and looked carefully; then +he turned his head. "You are right," he said; "I also think they are +saying 'yes.'"</p> + +<p>The priest put the locket in his hand. "It is for you to open it," he +said.</p> + +<p>It was of gold and studded with turquoise, a woman's trinket and +old-fashioned, the chasing being worn flat in places; the silver chain +was common and strong, and had evidently not at first belonged to it, +being of modern manufacture—probably a comparatively recent +pur<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[141]</a></span>chase. Granger looked it over critically, but could get no hint of +its contents from the outside. On the front was engraved a monogram J. +M., and on the back a coat-of-arms. The lines of the monogram were +distinct and sharp to the touch, they must have been cut many years +after the locket itself was made, but the coat-of-arms seemed +contemporary with the rest of the chasing. He tried to open it, but +the dampness had caused it to stick, so that he broke his nails upon +the fastening. He took out his knife and attempted to lever its edges +apart with the blade. At last, growing impatient, he set it on its +hinges upon a rock and commenced to hammer it with a stone. At the +third blow the fastening gave, and the sides fell apart. He could see +that it contained a miniature, and, on the other side, a lock of hair; +but the glasses which shut them in were mist-covered. He rubbed them +clean on the lining of his coat and looked again.</p> + +<p>The portrait was that of a young girl, fresh and innocent, about +eighteen years of age; her hair, worn loose, all blown about, fell +upon her neck and shoulders in long curls; her eyes were blue and +intensely bright; her face was animated, with a certain dash of +generous spirit and healthy defiance in it, which were chiefly denoted +by the full firm lips and arching brows—and the face was the face of +Mordaunt. For the first time, he saw the woman whom he had loved, in +her rightful woman's guise. He had often longed that he might do that; +it had made him feel that he shared so small a portion of her life +that he should know her only by her man's name and remember her only +in her Yukon placer-miner's dress. He would have stooped to kiss her +lips at that time, had it not been for the presence of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[142]</a></span> dead, who +had also loved her and from whom he had stolen his treasure. Would his +body be able to rest in the grave when thus robbed of the symbol of +the passion which had caused its blood to pulsate most fiercely in its +life?</p> + +<p>Then he fell to thinking other thoughts—of how strangely this +knowledge had come to him, from all across the world, by the hand of a +rejected lover who was dead. Had this been the secret which the +corporal had waited to tell him, thrown up on the ice, lying silent +and deserted throughout that month at the bend; had he been waiting +only to say, "I hold the knowledge which you most desire in my +clenched right hand. Here is her woman's likeness. I require it no +longer, now that I am dead?" No, surely he had not delayed for that. +Then suddenly he realised that this must mean that the woman herself +was dead. He remembered distinctly those last words which Strangeways +had spoken, even as though he were now repeating them again aloud, "I +tell you if the ice were as rotten as your soul or Spurling's, I would +still follow him, though I had to follow him to Hell." And his last +utterance had been a reiteration of that promise, "He killed the woman +I loved, and he shall pay the price though I follow him to Hell."</p> + +<p>This was the fulfilment of that promise; though he himself was dead, +he had delayed his body near Murder Point that, with his pale and +silent lips and the portrait which hung about his neck, he might urge +his rival on in their common cause of vengeance. "I will pray God +every day of my life that Spurling may be damned throughout the +ages—eternally and pitilessly damned," he had said, and now that the +days of his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[143]</a></span> life were over his body had tarried behind to continue +that errand, so far as was possible, into the days of his death. When +they had parted that night, a month ago outside the shack, he had told +a lie; he had denied that the woman was Mordaunt who had been +murdered, and had tried to prove his words by asserting that the body +which was found in the creek near Forty-Mile had worn a woman's dress. +Now he had come back to silently refute his own statement, and to +declare the truth which would stir up anger and give him an inheritor +of his revenge.</p> + +<p>Here, then, was a new reason why he should become ardent in the +pursuit and effect the capture of Spurling, that by so doing he would +be behaving honourably by a man who was dead. He saw in it at present, +with his cynic's eye for self-scorn and self-depreciation, only an +added excuse and more subtle temptation for the saving of himself. +"No, I cannot do it," he said. And yet, somewhere at the back of his +brain, the monotonous and oracular voice of a wise self-knowledge kept +answering, "But you will do it, when you have had leisure to be +lonely, and have tortured yourself with memories of her."</p> + +<p>It seemed to Granger as though Strangeways himself were the speaker of +those words; but when he turned round hotly, prepared for argument, he +found that the eyes had become glazed and vacant, and that at last the +body was truly dead. It had no need to live longer—it had delivered +its message.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI</h2> +><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[144]</a></span> +<h3>THE LOVE OF WOMAN</h3> + +<p>It was past noon before they had completed Strangeways' burial at the +bend. When they had finished, the skies had cleared themselves of +storm and cloud, and the sun shone out again. The air was full of +earth-fragrance, and the landscape was cool and fresh. Nothing of +disorder remained, no sign that a man was dead, save only a mound of +piled-up stones and sod, surmounted by a little cross of branches +bound together with twisted grass.</p> + +<p>Père Antoine had searched the body with scant results, for he had +found no more than the warrant for Spurling's detection and arrest, +and the fragments of two torn and well-nigh obliterated letters, at +which latter he had only glanced up to the present. Nor had he seen +the contents of the locket as yet, for when he had asked Granger what +was its secret, he had received as answer, "Oh, nothing, only a young +girl's face." So he had been foiled in his endeavour to gather +materials for the establishing of Granger's innocence, should that be +assailed, and had discovered nothing which might be of use in his +defence. All he could contribute was his own personal evidence that +the appearance of the body, as he had seen it, bore out Granger's +account in every detail as to the manner in which Strangeways' +catastrophe had occurred, and that his deportment,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[145]</a></span> when he had +charged him with murder, had proved conclusively to himself that there +was no ground for such an accusation.</p> + +<p>When they had returned to the store and had had supper together, +Granger sat for a long while with the locket open before him, gazing +intently on the portrait. Suddenly he looked up. "Have you seen +Beorn?" he asked. "Do you know whether he is on his way back?"</p> + +<p>"I have not seen him."</p> + +<p>"Antoine, you must stay here with me until he returns."</p> + +<p>"Why?"</p> + +<p>"I was on my way to meet Peggy when you met and stopped me; I want you +to marry us."</p> + +<p>"But why now and at once?"</p> + +<p>"Because if we're not married she won't live with me,—and I must do +something to break down my loneliness by getting a new interest into +my life. If I don't, I shall be always thinking of what has happened, +and shall go mad,—in which case it will be the worse for Spurling. I +don't want to kill him—at least, not until he has had his chance to +explain himself. I'm sure now that it was Mordaunt whom he murdered, +but I'm still uncertain as to whether he knew that she was a woman, at +the time when he killed her—he may not know even yet. If he did it +mistaking her for a man, I might be able to forgive him; anyhow, I can +say so now, while you are with me. What I should do and think if I +were left here miserably alone, I dare not tell. Yet, if what +Strangeways said to me is true, that her body was found at Forty-Mile +in a woman's dress, which would mean that Spurling killed her, +well-knowing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[146]</a></span> that she was a girl, why then I would go in search of +him, and tell him what I thought about him, and shoot him carefully, +and be glad when he was dead."</p> + +<p>"But you have promised God to leave him alone with Himself."</p> + +<p>"And shall I be the first man who has gone back on his prayers and +promises? There's nothing to be gained by talking about it; fate must +work itself out. But if you want to understand what Strangeways felt, +and what I am still feeling, then look at that."</p> + +<p>He handed him the locket. Père Antoine took it and bent above it. At +last he said, "Why, she's only a girl . . . and he killed <i>her</i>!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and he killed her when her back was turned. Now do you +understand?"</p> + +<p>"May God help you!" was all that Antoine said. Granger went over to +where he sat and, from above his shoulder, gazed down upon the +portrait. The face had in it so little that was tragic that it seemed +impossible to realise that its owner should have encountered such a +death. When the smile upon the painted lips seemed so fresh and +imperishable, it seemed incredible that the lips themselves should be +now silent and underground.</p> + +<p>"I wonder where she lived and what sort of a girlhood she had," +Granger said.</p> + +<p>"I have here two letters which I found upon Strangeways; perhaps they +may tell us something about her."</p> + +<p>Père Antoine produced the letters from an oilskin pouch. They were in +a pointed feminine hand, and the ink was faded. Granger lit the lamp, +for the twilight without was deepening into darkness; spreading out +the crumpled sheets on his knees before him, he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[147]</a></span> read their contents +aloud. Across the top, left-hand corner of the uppermost page was +scrawled in a rude, boyish writing, "<i>The first letter she ever wrote +me</i>"; the letter itself had been evidently penned by a young girl's +hand. It bore the address of a school in London, and ran as follows:—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Dear Eric.</span></p> + +<p>I am very miserable hear and sometimes wonder why I was +ever brought into the world. Your Papa was very kind to me +once, but why has he scent me away from you? You did not +want me to be scent, and so I can tell you all about myself. I +am very home-sick hear. I say home-sick, though I have no +home; I have always been a stranger in your Papa's house. I +suppose I am reely home-sick for you. I think it is because you +and I are seperated that I am sorry. The girls hear are not +always kind; they say that I look as though I had been crying, +and then of course I do cry when they say that. But if my eyes +are red, I don't care. I want you badly and I'm writting to +tell you that. Don't forget to feed my rabbits.</p> + +<p style="margin-left: 20em;">Your loving little friend,</p> +<p class="right">J. M.</p></div> + +<p>The second was marked in the same way, but in a manlier hand, "<i>Her +last letter to me</i>."</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Dearest Eric.</span></p> + +<p>I am so sorry that I am the cause of all this trouble, and that +I cannot love you in the way that you and your father so much +desire. I would do anything to make you happy save that—play +the coward, and say that I love you as a woman should +whom you were going to marry, when I do not. I have always +been used to think of you as a brother, which is natural, seeing +that from our earliest childhood we have grown up together. I +thought that you would be content with that; no other kind of +affection for you has ever entered into my heart or head.</p> + +<p>Your father was very angry with me last night after you went +out. He said that I, by my conduct, had led you on to <i>expect</i>; +believe me, I never meant to do that. It never occurred to me +that there was any need to be careful in your presence. The +truth is, I have always been an interloper in your home; you will +remember how, long years since, when first I went to boarding-school, +I told you that . . . (four lines were here undecipherable, +being faded and rubbed out). When I look back, I see +that in all my life you have been my only friend—which makes +me the more unhappy that this has happened. Mind, I don't +mean to accuse your family of unkindness; I only say that I, +perhaps naturally, was never one of them. If I thought that you +would be willing, knowing how I feel toward you, to make me +your wife, for the sake of your peace I might consent even to +that. But you are not such a man. (Three lines were here +obliterated.) Let there be no bitterness between us by reason of +harsh words which others have spoken; what has happened must +make a difference, but I want to remain still your friend. This +recent occurrence seems to make it necessary that one of us +should go away—there will never be any quiet in your father's +house while we both live there. Don't be alarmed or surprised +if you get word shortly that I have vanished.</p> + +<p style="margin-left: 20em;">Yours as ever,</p> +<p class="right">J. M.</p></div> + + +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[148]</a></span> +<p>To this letter was added a note in Strangeways' hand at the bottom of +the page, "<i>She was not to blame; it was I who left</i>."</p> + +<p>"We have not learnt very much about her from those two letters, have +we?" said Père Antoine. "They are ordinary, and leave many questions, +which we wanted to ask, unanswered."</p> + +<p>"Yes, they do little more than confirm Strangeways' own statements, +and yet. . . ."</p> + +<p>"Well?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[149]</a></span></p> + +<p>"They tell us that her true initials were J. M., the same as those of +her assumed name, and the same as those of the monogram on the locket; +and they tell us of her great loneliness."</p> + +<p>"But I can't see how a knowledge of that one fact—her great +loneliness—will help us; it does not reconstruct for us the details +of her life so that we can imagine her to ourselves, nor does it +contribute anything towards your defence."</p> + +<p>"Bother my defence. I don't much care if I am hanged; that would at +least be a final solution, so far as I am concerned, to this problem +of living. What troubles me at present is, how is this woman feeling +about my marriage with a half-breed girl? Now these letters help me; +they make me certain that whatever I may be compelled to do at any +future time by reason of my isolation, she will not be hard upon me, +but will understand. This marriage with Peggy, for instance, looks +like a betrayal of her. And though she is dead, I should hate to +grieve her in the other world."</p> + +<p>Granger paused, and then he added fiercely, "And I'm glad of that last +letter for another reason, because it states so clearly that she never +loved the other man."</p> + +<p>"That can make no difference now."</p> + +<p>"But it can," said Granger, rising to his feet, and speaking in a +strained whisper, with clenched hands, "I tell you it can. If I +thought that she had ever really cared for him, I would shoot myself +here and now, that I might be beside her to get between him and her. +The thought that he was there with her all alone in the vastness, free +to do and to say just whatever he pleased, and that I was shut out, +would drive me crazy. Do you think that, if I supposed that he had got +his arms<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[150]</a></span> around her over there, I could ever rest—if I thought that +she would allow him? One little pull of a trigger, the report of a +revolver, which I probably shouldn't hear and in any case shouldn't +care about, and the journey would be accomplished and I could be +bending over her. It sounds very tempting. But I'm prepared to live +out my life like a man, now that I know that she understands. If she +hadn't known what loneliness meant, she might misjudge my motives in +taking up with Peggy, and might, out of revenge, instead of waiting +for me, herself take up with Strangeways before my arrival there."</p> + +<p>Père Antoine watched him gravely for some seconds after he had +finished speaking; then he said, "I don't think that Heaven is quite +like that; but none of us can be certain, perhaps your views are as +correct as those of anyone else. When I was a young man, before I came +to Keewatin, I should have been angry with any man who had said to me +a thing like that—but we come to hold strange opinions in this land +where all things, judged by our former standards of sanity, even God +Himself, seem mad. At that time I longed to be dogmatic and definite +in all my beliefs on religion, and this life, and the +after-world—that was why I became a Jesuit, that I might exchange +despair for certainty. Now, priest though I am, like you I see one +gigantic interrogation mark written over sky and earth—and because of +it I am grateful. I have learnt that the whole attraction of religion +for the human mind, and the entire majesty of God depend on His +mystery and silence, and the things which He does not care to tell. If +all our questions were answered, we might lose our God-sense. If we +knew everything, we should cease to be curious<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[151]</a></span> and to strive. Of one +thing only are we certain, that Jesus lived and died, and that though +we live in the uttermost parts of the earth, it is our duty to be like +Him."</p> + +<p>"And Spurling—if Spurling dwells near us in the uttermost parts of +the earth?"</p> + +<p>"He also is God's child."</p> + +<p>"It is easy for you to talk, Père Antoine; you are an old man, and, +being a priest, have never loved a woman yourself."</p> + +<p>The stern, grey features of the Jesuit relaxed; he hesitated, then he +said, "My child, don't be too sure of that. Perhaps I may be +attempting to live this life well only in order that I may make sure +of meeting and being worthy of one such woman in the after-world. If +that were so, it would be great shame to me, for I ought to be +striving to live this life well solely for the love of Christ."</p> + +<p>He fell silent, sitting with his head bent forward, his gnarled hands +folded on his knees before him. A far-away look had come into his +eyes, a fixed expression of calmness, as though they slept with the +lids parted. Granger watched the hands, mutilated and ruined, with +three fingers missing from the right, and two from the left; and yet, +despite their brokenness, he thought how beautiful they were. There +was scarcely a part of the priest's body that had not been at some +time shattered with service. It had never occurred to Granger that +Père Antoine, like most other men in the district, had a past which +did not belong to Keewatin—memories of a happier time to which he +might sometimes look back with the painfulness of regret. Antoine had +been there so long that there was no man who remembered the day when +first he arrived. He seemed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[152]</a></span> as natural to the landscape as the Last +Chance River itself. And now suddenly, in an electric moment of +sympathy, his past had revealed itself.</p> + +<p>Granger watched and waited, hoping that presently he would explain. It +occurred to him as a discovery that he had no knowledge of the +priest's real name or of his family. At his nationality he could only +guess, supposing him to be a Frenchman or a French-Canadian. How +incurious he had been! And, in this case, lack of curiosity had meant +lack of kindness; he blamed himself. He, like all Keewatin, was ready +in time of crisis to draw upon the old man's strength, but beyond that +he had never shown him real friendship—he had never been conscious of +any desire to hear about the man himself. And now he had learned that +this man also had a tragedy, and, like himself, had loved a woman who +was now long since dead. He wanted to ask him questions, that so he +might make up for omitted kindnesses; but he was restrained when he +looked upon the grey dreamy countenance, for it was evident that le +Père was wandering in the idealised meadows of a bygone +pleasantness—a country which was known only to himself. So Granger +returned his eyes to the portrait which he had taken from the dead +man's hand, and, gazing upon it, tried his best to fill in the blanks +in his little knowledge of the woman he had loved.</p> + +<p>He constructed for himself a picture of an ivied manor-house, terraced +and with an old-world garden lying round about it, where her childhood +had been spent and where she had grown to girlhood. He told himself +that there must have been a river somewhere near, and he imagined her +as stretched upon its banks in the summer shadows. And he thought of +the school<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[153]</a></span>house in London, and the little heart-weary child who had +penned that letter there. He re-read it, and then once again re-read +it, suffering the same agony of longing for things irrecoverable which +this small creature had suffered years ago, who was now beyond all +knowledge of pain. What a mystery it was that across that expanse of +space and years her letter should have drifted down to him, from +London to Keewatin, carried over the last few yards of its journey in +the breast of a man who was already dead. It made him feel less of an +exile that a miracle like that could happen—it was almost as though +she herself had appealed to him from the hidden world. It made him ask +himself that question, which so many had asked before him, "<i>And are +we really ever dead</i>?"</p> + +<p>Père Antoine stirred, rose up and walked over to the window, where he +stood in the shadow, outside the circle of the lamp's rays, with his +back turned toward the younger man. There was something which he +wanted to say, but which he found difficult to express. Granger +guessed that, and so he said, "Antoine, you are thinking of <i>her</i> +to-night. She must have lived very long ago. Was she anything like the +portrait of this young girl?"</p> + +<p>There was silence. Then, still gazing away from him, his long lean +figure blocking out the moonlight, the priest returned, "All white +women seem alike to one who has lived long in Keewatin. Yet that face +did seem very like to hers; but it is many years ago now, and I may +not remember her well. She died; and she was everything that was of +worth to me in this world. I begin to fear that she is all that I +count of highest value in the next."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[154]</a></span></p> + +<p>"But why fear? I should not fear that."</p> + +<p>"Because, being a missionary, with me it should be otherwise. I became +a Jesuit through distrust of myself. I knew, when she had been taken +from me, that because of my despair, if I did not bind myself strongly +to that which was highest, I should sink to that which was worst. And +I knew that if I sank to that which was worst, she would be lost to me +throughout all eternity. So, in order that God might give her to me +again in a future world, I strove to bribe Him; I asked that I might +be sent to this hardest of all fields of missionary labour, hoping +that thus I might acquire merit. Since then a new doubt has come to +haunt me, has been with me half a century; the fear lest the life +which I have led may count for nothing, may be regarded as only +sinfulness, because I have done God's work for her sake rather than +for the sake of His Christ, and that therefore as a punishment to me +she may still be withheld. Ah, I have fought against her memory, +trying to cling only to God! That has been useless. So I have gone on +doing my best for my fellow-men, hoping that He may overlook the +motive, and judging only by the work, may give me my reward in the +end,—may allow me to be with her."</p> + +<p>"Antoine, I am a sinful man and one who is little qualified to judge +of God's purposes, but I think that He will grant you your request. +But if you, with all your goodness, are banished from her whom you +loved most on earth, how can I hope for success?"</p> + +<p>Then the Jesuit turned round and faced him. "It was because I feared +for your success that I mentioned my own trouble," he said. "You are +planning to do a thing which is right in marrying this half-breed +girl<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[155]</a></span>—you owe it to her and to God, inasmuch as you have lived with +her. But you will be doing her a greater wrong than if you were to +leave her unmarried, if, when you have made her your wife, you think +only of the dead white woman. When the turmoil of living is over, you +want to meet and be worthy of the woman who wrote those letters, you +tell me; your best chance of success in that desire is in trying to +forget her in this world, by giving all your affection to the woman +who is your wife, and trusting to God's goodness to give you the +rewards which He knows that you covet after death. Don't make my +mistake—it means torture in this life, and, perhaps, disappointment +in the next. Be true to the choice which you have made, and leave the +rest to God's mercy. I have not been strong enough to do all that I +advise, for, though I love Christ, I am shamed into owning, old man +though I am, that I more often do His work in the hope of re-meeting +with a woman who is dead than out of loyalty to Christ Himself."</p> + +<p>"Père Antoine, you do not judge kindly of your own actions as Christ +would judge of them; you Catholics, in making Christ God, forget that +He also was a lonely man. I think it is not as a God, but as a peasant +that He will judge us, having knowledge of what we have suffered—if +He judges us at all. It is more likely that He will just be sorry for +us, that we ever thought that He would judge us."</p> + +<p>"Whether I judge kindly or not, will you try to take my advice? I have +told you a secret to-night which never, since I came to Keewatin, have +I told to any man. And I have told you that I may save you. Believe +me, if you cannot love your daily companions for their own sake in +this world, whoever and wherever they are,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[156]</a></span> you will fail to find love +for your own sake in the next—and to love well, whatever you love you +must love for itself, and not for any future and mercenary end."</p> + +<p>Granger moved restlessly, but remained silent; then he sat still and +thought. Père Antoine also said nothing, for he knew that the man +before him was reasoning his way toward a decision upon which all his +happiness must depend.</p> + +<p>But to Granger the problem appeared quite otherwise; it seemed to him +that he was being asked to abandon another pleasantness for the sake +of Peggy, a half-breed girl, for whom he had been prepared already to +sacrifice his career. To be sure, his career was not of much value at +present, and didn't seem a large thing to sacrifice; but then, when it +comes to giving anything away, even the most thorough-paced pessimist +is capable of turning optimist about its worth.</p> + +<p>Since he had become certain of Mordaunt's death, he had vaguely +planned out for himself a course of spiritual debauchery, though he +would not have applied to it such a word. He had expected to marry +Peggy Ericsen, and to live with the memory of the woman for whom he +had really cared. His wife was to have been the servant of his comfort +and desires, and the dead woman the companion of his mind and daily +round. So he hoped, by keeping Mordaunt near him in his thoughts, to +qualify himself for attaining her after death, and to atone for his +apostasy in marrying a different woman while yet on earth. Throughout +all his reasoning ran a streak of madness, of which he himself was +totally unaware. And now, when he had completed arrangements to his +own satisfaction, here came this Jesuit telling him that such a course +of action savoured of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[157]</a></span> adultery, and would probably end in the eternal +separation of Mordaunt from himself.</p> + +<p>Presently he heard a sound of moving. He looked up. Antoine was +standing before him, on the outer edge of the light which was thrown +by the lamp, appearing huge and prophetic against the background of +dwarfed shadows which crawled over wall and ceiling, crowding behind +him. His awe for the office of the man returned to him, blotting out +the equality which the past few hours of confession had brought about. +Once more he recalled how it was said that le Père had been seen +walking in the wilderness, wearing the countenance of Jesus Christ. He +looked like that now. Granger, made conscious of his own premeditated +wrong-doing, shrank back before him. Yet the words which Père Antoine +uttered were very simple: "I am an old man, and I knew what I was +saying," was all he said.</p> + +<p>Granger rose to his feet. "I'm going out," he said. "I'll return in a +little while and give you my decision."</p> + +<p>He passed out from the close stale air of the shack into the +starlight; he could be nearer God there. A low, leisurely wind was +journeying over the forest, crooning softly to itself as it went. +Dominant over all other sounds, as was ever the case at Murder Point, +the wash of the ongoing river was to be heard—even in winter, when +every other live thing had ceased to stir, it was not silent. But now, +in the early summer of the northern year, it laughed uproariously and +clapped its hands against the banks in its passage, as if the water +were calling to the land, "Good-bye, old fellow; you won't see me +again for many a century. It was the end of the ice age when last we +parted." To Granger the shouting of the river was for all the world +like that of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[158]</a></span> a troop-ship departing for a distant country. "Farewell, +farewell," it cried. The sound of its going made him weary with a +sense of world-wideness; if he was left behind to-day, when once he +had joined himself to a daughter of that country, he would be forever +left behind. But he had come outside not to reargue his way over the +old ground, but to decide. To do that he must be alone, quite +solitary; and there, just outside the shack, he was all too conscious +of Père Antoine's eyes.</p> + +<p>Slowly he commenced to descend the Point toward the river-bank. As he +went, a new desire sprang up within him—to speak with Strangeways; if +possible to make a compact and extort some approving sign from that +dead man. Stepping into the canoe, he pushed off lightly and set out +for the bend. The nearer he drew, the sterner his face became; he was +thinking of what he should say, and one has to be careful in what he +says in speaking with a man who is dead. Soon he came in sight of the +flimsy little cross which they had raised, and saw the stones which +they had piled above the body, shining white and grey in the +moonlight; then with a twist of the paddle his canoe shot in toward +the bank and the prow grated on the ice. Granger stepped out and +beached his craft above the water's edge. With slow deliberate steps +he went forward till he stood above the grave. There, with his hands +clasped behind him and his head bowed, he waited for a few minutes +listening, half expecting that something would happen. When nothing +stirred, he went upon his knees, as if he prayed, placing his lips so +near to the grave that sometimes they touched the stones and mould; +and so he began to speak to the man imprisoned beneath the ground.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[159]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Strangeways," he said, "you know everything about me now, and you +ought to understand. I want to act fairly by you. I didn't do that in +your lifetime; if I had, you might not now be dead. I ought to have +warned you about the ice at first, and I ought to have told you the +truth about Spurling; then you might have believed me. But I did try +my best to save you in the end. Père Antoine says that I may get +hanged for your death; but I don't mind that so very much, if I can +only act fairly by you now."</p> + +<p>He paused to hear whether there was any sound of movement underground; +when he heard none, he knew that the dead man was listening and +waiting eagerly for what would come next. Crouching still nearer, so +that he might narrow the space between them, "Strangeways, are you +listening?" he said. "We both loved her, and neither of us won her in +this world; but because you are dead, you are nearer to her now than I +am. I want you to promise me to do nothing till I have come."</p> + +<p>And still when he halted, waiting for his answer, nothing stirred. +Presently he spoke again. "I have a reason for asking which, if you +remember anything of what you suffered in this life, you should +understand. To save myself from madness, I must have a companion, and +so I am going to marry a woman of this country. In order that I may +live well with her, and even in order to marry her, I must pledge my +word to forget Mordaunt while I am in this world. Now do you +understand? I cannot pledge my word until you have promised me that +you will do nothing until I am also dead." He fell forward over the +grave and lay there silent. His brain had become numb; he could +fashion no more words—perhaps in the interval which elapsed he +slept.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[160]</a></span> Then it seemed to him that the chambers within his brain were +lighted up, so that pressing his face against the crannies and between +the stones he could look right down, and see distinctly the narrow bed +of the grave whereon the body of Strangeways rested. The eyes of the +body were open and the lips were working, trying to say something. By +watching the lips he discovered that they kept on repeating, over and +over, one word; then he read that that word was <i>revenge</i>. "I cannot, +I cannot," he whispered. "I have promised God that I will not; and, +moreover, to take revenge on Spurling would be to remember her."</p> + +<p>Was it that he moved as he slept, or did the thing which he thought he +saw actually occur! Some stones slipped from off the mound and, to his +eyes looking down into the grave, it seemed that Strangeways' hand +began to grope frantically after the locket which had been about his +neck, and that, finding it missing, his face became angry and he +strove to rise, causing the stones to fall and the ground to tremble.</p> + +<p>Granger jumped up, and stood there shaking with his hands clenched and +his head thrown back, prepared.</p> + +<p>"Will you answer me?" he cried in despair. "Don't you know how I +suffer? If you consent to what I have asked of you, give me a sign? If +nothing happens, I shall know that you are cruel and do not care."</p> + +<p>When he had waited in vain some seconds, he lost his nerve and his +courage. Kneeling beside the grave he commenced to weep, smoothing the +stones with his hands coaxingly like a child, and whispering, "Give me +a sign. Give me a sign. Give me a sign."</p> + +<p>Suddenly he paused in his pleading. The rustling of water against a +travelling prow, and sound of paddles<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[161]</a></span> thrust in, forced back, and +withdrawn, struck upon his ears. He threw himself full length along +the ground; he did not want to be discovered there. Stealing up-stream +from the northward, creeping close in to the opposite bank to avoid +the current, came a canoe, sitting deep in the water, heavily laden +with furs; the stern-paddle was held by a tall and thickly bearded +man, and in the prow, even at that distance and in that shadowy light, +it was possible to make out that the second figure was that of a girl. +Granger recognised them immediately, and knew that the Man with the +Dead Soul and his daughter had returned. He also noticed that Eyelids +was not there. They did not see him, but quickly vanished round the +bend.</p> + +<p>When all was silent and lonely again, Granger arose. "It is a sign," +he said. Standing above the grave, before departing he spoke once more +with the man who lay buried there. "Strangeways, you may rest quiet +now," he said. "Though I cannot revenge her as you have desired, we +can both, in our separate ways, be true to her."</p> + +<p>He delayed a moment to have what he had said confirmed; but this time +no token either of dissent or approval was vouchsafed.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[162]</a></span> +<h3>HE REVIEWS HIS MARRIAGE, AND IS PUT TO THE TEST</h3> + +<p>It was the first week in June; for a fortnight John Granger had been a +married man. He was now removed a sufficiently just distance from his +bachelor-hood to be able to estimate the value of the change which +this new step had wrought in his career.</p> + +<p>Its true worth to him had been that it had converted him from a +Londoner in Keewatin into a man of the Northland. This might mean, +though it need not, that he had retrograded to a lower type; at all +events it meant that he was robbed of his excuse for considering +himself an exile, bearing himself rebelliously toward his environment, +and being unhappy. By joining himself to Peggy by the rites of the +Roman Church, he had made an irrevocable choice, had slammed the door +of opportunity and return to civilisation in his own face, and had +adopted as his country a land where no one has any use for money or +for time, and where nothing could ever again be of very much +importance. He had not realised all that a fortnight ago when, at the +bidding of the Jesuit, he had made this girl his wife; but since he +had lived in her company he had come to realise. Mercifully there is +no situation, however bad, which may not develop the peculiar virtue +whereby it can be endured. He had learnt his virtue by observing +Peggy, an Indian<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[163]</a></span> virtue at that—stolidity. In a great lonely +territory, where men say good-bye to one another for twelve months at +a stretch, and sometimes forever, they arrive at a philosophy of life +which consists in waiting very patiently and unambitiously for the +next thing which the good God may send. To attain this sort of +quietness a man must be quite hopeless, for so long as he hopes he is +liable to disappointment. Also he must live each day as though it were +his first, for to remember things past is to court regret. He must +permit himself to know none of the extremes of emotion, either of joy +or of sadness; to this end he must consider himself as a non-partisan +in life, a careless spectator before whose eyes the groping shadows +pass. The traffic of words is a labour, and a more frequent cause of +misunderstanding than of interpretation—therefore it is wiser, if +peace be desired, to keep always silent. Where a gesture will do the +work of a word, let a gesture suffice.</p> + +<p>All this Granger had learnt during the fortnight which he had lived +with his wife; in watching her, he had studied to forego his former +turbulence of mind as a thing most foolish, and had determined to sink +down into the dull acceptance of a destiny against which it was +profitless to contend—a kind of resigned contentment. If he was to be +hanged to-morrow for Strangeways' death, that was no reason why he +should disturb himself to-day; if that was to happen, it would come to +pass in any case,—nothing that he might do or say could prevent it. +The momentary pain of dying is usually much less intense than the +hours of cowardly suffering which men bring upon themselves by +prevising the anguish of their last departure, so he told himself. So +to-day he sat outside his store in the sunshine and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[164]</a></span> smoked his pipe, +the freest and silentest man in all Keewatin, and, he would have had +himself believe, the most stably contented.</p> + +<p>That night, when he had left Père Antoine and had gone to consult the +dead man at the bend, had been the turning-point in his frenzy. It +seemed to him, as he looked back, to have happened long ago when he +was little more than a child, at a time before his enlightenment, when +he had supposed very foolishly that he was of importance to God and to +his fellow-men. Now he had come to know that he was of no importance +even to himself. He blew out a cloud of smoke and watched it vanish in +the air; in other days he would have smiled, but it was not worth the +effort now. The relation of that whiff of tobacco-smoke to the +unplumbed space, throughout which it would be dispersed, was about the +same as that of his present existence to the rest of the world.</p> + +<p>When, having said good-bye to Strangeways, he had followed the Man +with the Dead Soul back to the store, he had made up his mind to the +inevitable, and had been prepared to greet Peggy with a certain +display of joy. Before ever he could put his thought into action, his +intention had been repelled. As he had drawn nearer to the crazy +wooden pier which ran out from Murder Point, he had seen the shadowy +shapes of the trapper and his daughter, bending down, unloading their +canoe, moving slowly hither and thither through the night. As he had +come up, he had hailed them. To his call Beorn had made no reply, had +only turned his head and nodded, while Peggy, stooping over a pile of +furs, had thrown him the customary salutation of the Cree Indian to +the white man, used both on arrival and departure, "Watchee"—which is +a corruption of "What cheer."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[165]</a></span> No other words of greeting had passed +between them, and he, when he had landed, had set to work at once to +help them with their unlading. When that was finished and the furs had +been carried up to the store, they had raised their tent, kindled +their fire, brewed their black tea, cooked their bacon, and gone to +rest. Granger had so far intruded on their reserve as to ask them to +spend the night in his store, but his invitation had been ungraciously +refused with a shake of the head.</p> + +<p>Next day Père Antoine had married them, after which he had departed, +promising, however, to return before the summer was out. Granger had +said nothing more to him either concerning Spurling or the death of +Strangeways, except to insist that the warrant for the arrest, +together with the letters and locket which had been found, should be +left with himself; nevertheless, he had been well aware that these +things were largely responsible for the hurry of the priest's +departure. At first he had not been surprised at the silence of Peggy, +for he had grown accustomed to the shy modesty of women who are +Indian-bred. The women of Keewatin accept it as their fate that they +are born to be subservient to men—to be their burden-bearers. But at +the end of a few days, when her demeanour had shown no sign of change, +he had become a little curious. In the early part of the year the +white blood that was in her had been more manifest, and because of it +she had been proud. When she had insisted that he should marry her, if +he would live with her, the reason she had given him for her demand +had been <i>because her blood was white</i>. Since then she had journeyed +into the winter-wilderness with the menfolk of her family, like any +other Indian or half-breed girl, and in the primeval solitariness of +the land<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[166]</a></span> the red blood of her mother had asserted itself; the hand of +her native deity had been laid upon her mouth, staying her flow of +words, the shyness of the forest-gods had entered into her eyes, and +the Lord God of Women had stooped her shoulders, causing her to carry +her head less bravely, binding the hereditary burden of the red woman +upon her back. She had unlearned in those few months all the conceits +of self-respect which she had been taught in the school at Winnipeg, +and had reverted to the ancient type from which she was sprung,—the +river Indian. Granger, as he watched her, guessed all this, for had +not he himself been parted from his old traditions?—and he had not +known Keewatin till he was a grown man. Well, these people had lived +there longer than he had! They should know what was best suited to +their circumstance, he told himself; and so, without questioning or +combatting their social methods, he resigned himself to accept their +modes of life.</p> + +<p>It was a strange wedding that he had had—very different from the kind +he had planned for himself in the heat of his passion, when he was a +younger man. And this was a strange woman whom he must call his +wife—one who worked for him tirelessly with her head and hands, but +who appeared to crave for none of his affection, and with whom he +could have not a moment's conversation; the exchange of a few +monosyllables and signs in the course of a day seemed to be the most +that he might expect. Yet, because of her meekness and faithfulness, +and her ready willingness to serve, he was conscious of a growing +protective quality of love for her. If he could prevent himself from +adopting her reticence, he promised himself that he would gather her +whole heart into his own by and by.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[167]</a></span></p> + +<p>He did not as yet realise that the mere fact that he could feel thus +towards her, when no speech had passed between them, was an indication +that she was communicating herself in a more vigorous and sincerer +language than that of words. This difference between them, that he +expected her to use her lips to explain her personality, and that she, +far from imagining that she was silent, believed herself to be in her +deeds most eloquent, was one of the few traits remaining to him of the +street-born man.</p> + +<p>As an example of their reservedness was the fact that, though Eyelids, +Peggy's brother, had set out on the winter hunt and had not returned, +no explanation of his delay had been forthcoming, nor had Granger +summoned up the energy to inquire for himself. On their first arrival +he had felt distinctly curious as to his whereabouts. Had he come +across traces of Spurling and gone in pursuit of him? Had he heard +from some stray Indian that Spurling was an outlaw, with a price upon +his head? Had Beorn, having found that his cache at the Forbidden +River had been broken into, dispatched his son to follow up the thief +and exact revenge? Or was Spurling dead, and had Eyelids killed him, +for which reason he was afraid to come back?</p> + +<p>For the first few days after his marriage these questions and answers +had been continually running through his head; but since he had learnt +the lesson that nothing was of much importance, he had almost ceased +to care. Why should he trouble to inquire? If he did, he might get no +reply; and if he was answered, the probability was that his only gain +would be something fresh to worry about. The unreturning of Eyelids +was one small detail of the total unreality, the dream which he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[168]</a></span> had +once taken so seriously, which in former times he had called life; and +of that dream the arrival and flight of Spurling were the nightmare. +No one of all these happenings had ever been—they were unactual: and +the chances were that even he himself was no reality.</p> + +<p>Beorn Ericsen, the Man with the Dead Soul as he was called, was a +fitting tutor to a pupil of this philosophy. Compared with him, his +daughter was a whirlwind of words; the lesson of silence, which she +taught by her behaviour, she had first learnt from her father on the +winter trail—in the presence of his stern taciturnity she appeared a +garrulous amateur.</p> + +<p>Whence he had originally come, no one had ever persuaded him to tell. +On his first arrival in the district, which was reported to have taken +place nearly forty years ago, for the first two years he was said to +have conducted himself more or less like a normal man. At that time he +must have been near mid-life, for he was now well past seventy to +judge by his appearance. Even then, on his first coming, something had +happened, which he did not care to talk about, which made him glad of +the dreary seclusion of Keewatin. It had been generally supposed that +he was badly wanted by Justice, for having shot his man in a border +hold-up, or for deeds of violence in some kindred escapade.</p> + +<p>At any rate, he had set about his living in Keewatin in earnest, as +though he had determined to stay there. Having attached himself to the +Hudson Bay Company, he soon proved himself to be an expert trapper, +and a man who, for his reckless courage, was to be valued. Promotion +seemed certain for him and, despite the fact that he had joined the +Company late in life, the likelihood of his attaining a factorship in +the end was not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[169]</a></span> improbable. It was then, after he had won the +confidence of his employers, that he had taken that journey to the +North, through an unexplored country, from which he had come back +dazed and dreary-eyed, so that it seemed as though he must have met +with some dire calamity in the winter desolation, one from which few +men would have escaped alive, which had robbed him of his reason. When +they had asked him where he had journeyed, "Far, far," was all he +would reply. And when, hoping to satisfy their curiosity by a less +direct method, they had questioned him, "What did you see up there?" +"Blackness—it was dark," was the most that he would answer them.</p> + +<p>Because of these answers there were some who supposed that, emulating +Thomas Simpson, he had penetrated into the Arctic Circle and had gazed +upon the frozen quiet of an undiscovered ocean. He had wrested from +God the secret which He was anxious to withhold, they said, and God in +vengeance had condemned him to be always silent. But the Indians +explained his condition more readily, speaking in whispers about him +around camp-fires among themselves. The last place at which he had +been seen by anyone on that journey was at the mouth of the Forbidden +River, along whose banks it was commonly believed stretched the +villages and homes of manitous, and souls of the departed. The Crees +asserted that this was not the first man who, to their knowledge, had +wandered up that river and had thus returned. Some few of their +boldest hunters had from time to time set out and, roving further +afield than their brethren, had likewise trespassed all unaware within +the confines of the spirit-land. So they said that Beorn had been to +the Land of Shadows, and that, by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[170]</a></span> reason of his surpassing strength, +he had contrived to escape; but that he had left his soul behind him +there, and it was only his body which had come back.</p> + +<p>From that day he had been known as <i>The Man with the Dead Soul</i>. +Gradually, as the years went by, the deathly vacancy had gone out of +his eyes, but he had remained a man separated from living men. He +rarely spoke, but from the first his peculiarities had made no +difference to his expertness as a trapper—he was more skilful, white +man though he was, than many of the Crees themselves. All the strength +which should have been spent upon his soul seemed to have gone to +preserving the perfection of his body. For a man of his years, he was +surprisingly vigorous and erect—no labour could tire him. This, said +the Indians, was the usual sign of bodies which lived on when their +souls were dead. He was much feared, and his influence in the district +was great; in gaining him as a partisan, Granger had achieved a +triumph over Robert Pilgrim, and had improved his status among the +native trappers more than could have been possible by any other single +act.</p> + +<p>Beorn was reverenced as a kind of minor deity; no wish of his, however +silently expressed, was ever denied by an Indian. When he had chosen +Peggy's mother to be his wife, it had been done merely by the raising +of his hand. Straightway the girl's father had driven her +panic-stricken forth from his camp, compelling her to go to this +strange bridegroom, lest a curse should fall upon his tribe. To her, +if absence of cruelty is kindness, he had been uniformly kind. Love is +not necessary to an Indian marriage, so she had not been too unhappy. +At Peggy's birth, having first borne him<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[171]</a></span> a son, she had died. The +little girl had been brought up and cared for by the silent man; the +shy tenderness she expressed for him went far to prove that she, at +least, had discovered something more vital within him than could be +expected to reside in the body of a man whose soul was dead. His +sending of her to the school in Winnipeg had shown that he was not so +forgetful as he seemed to be of the outside world which he had left. +This last act had come as a great surprise to all who knew him; but +they had contrived to retain their old opinion of him by asserting +that this was the doing of Père Antoine.</p> + +<p>Only on rare occasions had Beorn let any of his secrets out; when he +got drunk he recovered his power of speech, or, as the Indians said, +for a little space his soul returned. This had happened less and less +frequently of recent years. It was well remembered by old-timers at +God's Voice how once, in the early morning in Bachelors' Hall, at the +end of a night's carousal, when the trappers and traders from the +distant outposts had made their yearly pilgrimage to the fort bringing +in their twelve months' catch of furs, Beorn, under the influence of +rum, had risen uninvited, and, to the consternation of his intoxicated +companions, had trolled forth a verse from a fighting mining ballad. +As well might the statue of Lord Nelson climb down from its monument +in Trafalgar Square and, with the voice of a living man, commence to +address a London crowd. The verse which he sang ran as follows; to the +few who were aware, it solved the mystery of an important portion of +his hidden early history:</p> + +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[172]</a></span> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"The Ophir on the Comstock<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Was rich as bread and honey;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The Gould and Curry, farther south,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Was raking out the money;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The Savage and the others<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Had machinery all complete,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">When in came the Groshes<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And nipped all our feet."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>When he had completed the verse, he had slowly gazed round and caught +the look of amaze which had dawned in the countenances of his drunken +associates. He had come to himself and grown sober. Suddenly an +expression of intense fear and hatred had shot into his eyes; without +saying another word, he had turned his back on the company and gone +out into the early morning, floated his canoe, and fled as one who was +pursued for his life. That verse had explained many of Beorn's +eccentricities to one of those who had heard it, and he had told the +rest. Its singing had meant that, sometime in the early sixties, Beorn +had taken part in the gold-rush to the Comstock, and had worked and +prospected in the Nevada mines.</p> + +<p>This was his solitary glaring indiscretion in all the course of his +forty years spent in Keewatin. Though he had had many opportunities +since then to repeat the event when under the influence of liquor, he +had allowed nothing more of any importance to escape his lips. He had +never spent much time at God's Voice, only turning up at the end of +his hunt to dispose of his catch of furs, after which he would vanish +into the wilderness again. He avoided on every occasion and was +restless in the company of men. Very rarely was he encountered on his +hunting-trips by any of the Indians or trappers. When once he had set +out, he was not seen again until he returned of his own choice. The +few times that he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[173]</a></span> had been met, he was far to the northward, about +the point where the Last Chance and Forbidden Rivers join, whence they +flow on together till they tumble their crowded waters into the +freedom of the Hudson Bay. Because it was always in this locality that +he had been met, a rumour got abroad that, when his body was not +dwelling among living men, it journeyed up the Forbidden River, to +reunite with his exiled soul in the habitations of the dead.</p> + +<p>Granger had listened to all these reports from time to time, but he +had paid small heed to them; he was certain in his own mind that, +should he live solitarily in Keewatin for forty years, as Beorn had +done, a similar web of legend would be woven about himself. The man's +conduct was to him self-explanatory; in his early manhood he had +committed some passionate wrong, and had fled into the wilderness to +escape the penalty, only to find that the executioner was there before +him—the Silence, and that the enduring of loneliness was a more cruel +punishment than any that an earthly judge could have measured out. The +boat was one and the same which carried Beorn, Spurling, and himself. +He promised himself that, by and by, as in the case of Peggy, he would +break through Beorn's silence, get to know the man, plunge deep down +till he held his heart in his hand.</p> + +<p>So he sat outside his store in the June sunlight, oblivious of himself +and the passage of Time, lifted high above the strife, and +impartially, like an ancient deity, reviewed the lives of men.</p> + +<p>On the boarded floor of the shack he could hear the moccasined feet of +Peggy moving busily to and fro, as she prepared the meal. They had +netted some white-fish over night, so their larder was freshly +supplied.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[174]</a></span> On the edge of the pier, which ran out from the Point, +Beorn sat, mending one of his traps. Along the top of the roof perched +a row of whisky-jacks, most impertinent of birds, who, when a man has +carried his food almost to his mouth, will flash down, light on his +hand, and, before he knows that they have arrived, filch away the +morsel. Somewhere across the river a whippoorwill kept on uttering its +plaintive cry, as it were Beorn's lost soul come back, pleading +insistently for permission to take up its residence in his body once +again. And over against the farther bank a brood of yellow ducklings +swam in and out among the rushes, hidden behind which their mother +watched and waited. The noon came on apace, the shadows shortened, and +everything grew silent; over forest and river a restful stillness +settled down. If the Last Chance would always look like that it would +be almost habitable. Had it been placed in any country where there +were men, it would be considered beautiful just now. Ah, well, after +he had been married a few years, he would have his children running +hither and thither, laughing and chattering, about the Point; then it +would be in his own choice to make of his environment what he liked. +Gazing whimsically forward to such a time he could conceive that, were +he given the opportunity to return to civilisation, by some curious +turn of the wheel of fortune, he might prefer to stay; that such an +opportunity might be possible, it would first be necessary that he +should have been acquitted from all suspicion concerning the death of +Strangeways.</p> + +<p>It was easy to be optimistic on such a day; there was a cleanness of +youth about the appearance of this newly awakened world which reacted +on the watcher's mind.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[175]</a></span></p> + +<p>Peggy had come out from the shack and was seated on the threshold; +even she was conscious of a certain elation, for she was humming to +herself one of those endless, tuneless, barbaric Indian airs which +only take on the pretence of music when they are assisted by the +stamping of many feet, and the clapping of many hands. When Granger +turned his head in her direction, she lowered her eyes, and her +singing ceased. He had not meant that she should do that; he was +merely wondering whether she was really a pretty girl and whether, if +he were to take her back with him to England, she would be seen as +beautiful by London eyes. London eyes! What had they ever seen that +was essentially beautiful and free? They could judge of the latest +fashion in hats, and of the proper size of the laced-in waist; but +what had they ever seen of the naked, sinuous grace of the human body +as God made it and had meant that it should be seen? Of nakedness and +simplicity, and all things genuine, the civilised man had been taught +to be ashamed. No, no, to-day, in the sunshine, he felt sure that he +would not return to the insincerity, artificiality, and the +blinkered-eyes of the town, were he given his choice. He wanted to +breathe cleanness, and to see God's hand at work, and to be <i>a man</i>; +in London, or any other city, individuality and all these things would +be denied. He could be very happy now, he believed; now that he was +not lonely any longer, because he had a wife. He wished that he could +find a language in which to tell her these things. But he feared to +speak; he knew that as yet, just returned from the winter-trail, she +would not understand.</p> + +<p>While he had been thinking, she had slowly raised her eyes; she was +not looking at him, but northeast,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[176]</a></span> down-river, toward the bend. +Turning suddenly, he caught the direction of her gaze. Glancing down +to the pier, he discovered that Beorn's eyes were also turned that +way. What were they waiting for? What were they anticipating? Was it +the return of Eyelids that made them so expectant? During the past +fourteen days he had often caught them thus waiting and gazing, as +though stoically prepared for news of whatever kind. He suspected that +they had some secret which they were not willing to share with +him—this would account to an extent for Peggy's reticence. But what +secrets of importance could they have, dwelling as they did on the +Last Chance? Probably Eyelids' delay was only a matter of traps and +furs which had been cached. Then, as he watched Peggy, he saw a look +partly of fear, partly of bewilderment, spread over her face. She +glanced down to her father; he was still gazing in the same direction, +towards the bend, and she, seeing him rise to his feet and wave his +hand, following his example, also rose up and waved. Granger was on +his feet immediately, that so he might see more clearly; turning his +eyes down-river, he watched steadfastly in the direction in which the +father and daughter gazed. He saw nothing that was not customary; it +seemed to him that he must have looked too late.</p> + +<p>"What is it, Peggy?" he broke out.</p> + +<p>She swung round slowly, giving herself time to make her face +expressionless; it was evident that she had forgotten his presence in +her excitement.</p> + +<p>"Nothing," she said, and turning about, passed into the darkness of +the house.</p> + +<p>Granger did not like it. When there are only three of you, one of whom +is your wife, to whom you have<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[177]</a></span> been married only a fortnight, it is +not pleasant to be the one left out. He had thought at first that they +might be on the lookout for York boats, which might soon be expected +to pass by on their way from the House of the Crooked Creek to God's +Voice. But one does not wave his hand to a York boat which is not yet +in sight. It seemed certain to him now that Eyelids was in the +vicinity, signalling to them secret information, which they were eager +to keep from himself. Had they stumbled across the grave of +Strangeways, and wondered what it meant? A grave more or less in +Keewatin does not usually trouble a living man; nevertheless, he ought +to have told them about it and have explained about Spurling. He would +tell them his secret presently, and get them to tell him theirs in +exchange. In the meanwhile, he would watch the bend.</p> + +<p>There was no sound of footsteps in the shack. Turning his head very +slowly, so that it could hardly be seen to turn, he could perceive the +shadow of Peggy out of the tail of his eye from where he sat; she was +standing behind the window, a little way back from the panes so that +he might not discover her, and she was also watching. If this system +of spying were to go on for long, there would soon be an end to his +dreams of freedom and marital peace at Murder Point. Already he was +inclined to revise his opinion as to what he would do, were he given +the opportunity for escape to a becitied and more populous land. The +more he thought about it, the more certain he became that he would +choose to escape. A half-breed girl who was almost pure Indian in her +manners—and Peggy seemed that to him now—could never be a fitting +companion for an educated white man. He'd been something more<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[178]</a></span> than a +fool to marry her. The entire business was a farce, from start to +finish; and then he remembered that nearly every farce ends in +someone's tragedy.</p> + +<p>He was interrupted in his bitterness by a shout from up-river. While +they had been all engaged in watching the northeast, a swift canoe, +carrying two men, had stolen in from the west. It was approaching the +pier; before he had time to get down, its occupants had landed and +were shaking hands with Beorn effusively, emitting low, hoarse cries +of "Watchee. Watchee."</p> + +<p>As he descended the mound, he scanned their travelling outfit, that he +might guess their errand. They carried no cargo, nor was their canoe +the broad-built, slate-coloured conveyance of the Hudson Bay Company; +it was birch-bark, constructed for speed, and carried in the bow a +miniature sail. They must be the bearers of a letter, or of important +verbal tidings.</p> + +<p>He shook hands with them in silence, nor did he ask them at once to +deliver to him their message, well knowing from unhappy experience +that to attempt to hurry an Indian is to cause him to delay. Instead, +he set about doing them favours, that so they might be the more +willing to oblige him. He led the way up to his store and, displaying +to them his wares, told them to choose themselves each a present. +There were gaudy shawls, beflowered muslin dress-lengths, rifles, +watches, clocks, suits of clothing and city head-gear, probably +misfits or the refuse of a bankrupt's stock which Wrath had bought +cheap, all of them long since out of date; there were even battered +dolls and children's toys lying about mixed up with canned goods and +groceries—a miscellaneous array. Arranged along one wall were all the +implements of the trapper's trade and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[179]</a></span> the articles of common use, +such as kettles, pans, enamel cups and plates, coils of rope, etc. +With the inborn thriftlessness of the Indian, at the articles of +essential worth they only glanced, after which they turned aside from +them. Not until an hour had passed did one of the men make up his mind +to take a top-hat for his present, broad-brimmed and dusty, from off +which most of the silk was worn—a relic, perhaps, of the outside +respectability with which one of the Winnipeg partners had been wont +to clothe himself years since, when he went to church and still had +hopes that one day he might live to see himself an honest man. But the +second visitor could find nothing that met with his approval; now that +his companion was owner of the top-hat, he felt that of all things, +sacks of flour, rifles, sails, knives, that was the one and only +present which he would have chosen. Granger was losing patience, +though he did not dare to show it. There were so many tidings which +that letter, if letter it was, might contain—news concerning +Spurling, Strangeways, his mother, Mordaunt. To cut his suspense short +by a few minutes he was willing to pay almost any price. Still the +Indian procrastinated and seemed to be more and more inclined to +become obstinate and offended. Transgressing the usual rule of a +trading-store, he had seated himself on a pile of nets and was +striking a match to light his pipe.</p> + +<p>Granger gazed round his stock in desperation, endeavouring to discover +something, whatever its value, which would be acceptable.</p> + +<p>A sudden inspiration came to him. Reaching up to a shelf, he took down +an oblong box, about nine inches in length, adjusted several parts of +it on the inside,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[180]</a></span> wound it up with a key which was in the back, and +set it on the counter. A whirring, coughing noise was heard, as though +a creature hidden inside was clearing its throat to prevent itself +from choking; after a few seconds of this, a voice, so thin and +whispering that it seemed impossible that it should ever have come +from a person who owned a chest, commenced to sing with an atrocious +perversion of the vowels,</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Sife in the h'arms of Jesus,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Sife on 'is gentle breast,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">There by 'is love o'ershadowed<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Sweetly my soul shall rest."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>He cut it short at the end of one verse, for he could endure no more +of that—the tears were in his eyes. Ugly as the dialect was in itself +and often as it had revolted him in former days, there was something +hauntingly pathetic about it when combined with religion, and sung in +Keewatin by that weakling voice; the London voice, shut up in the +mildewed box, was an exile like himself. When he was a child, he had +heard his mother sing those words, and that was at a time when he +believed in the faith which they expressed. For him there was now no +overshadowing God—only a careless, and perhaps unconscious, tyrant.</p> + +<p>But he had accomplished his purpose, for the Indian was won over and +beaming with pleasure. Gramo-phones had not been long introduced into +the district as articles of trade; as yet only the chiefs and most +successful trappers could purchase them. To own one was equivalent to +keeping a butler in civilisation. Seeing the greed in the man's eyes, +he told him that he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[181]</a></span> could have it so soon as he had declared his +business and delivered his message.</p> + +<p>This promise caused the oracle to work. Diving his hand beneath his +shirt, the Indian drew forth a pouch which was slung about his neck, +and, opening it, produced from it a letter. Then snatching up his +play-thing, he and his companion, proud in his top-hat, went outside +to build their fire, and to make their camp, leaving the trader to +himself.</p> + +<p>Granger rose up and made fast the door behind them, so that he might +be undisturbed. Now that he held within his hand the solution to the +problem of their visit, he was willing to postpone the fuller +knowledge lest it should make him sad. Sitting himself down on the +edge of the counter he drew forth his pipe and filled it slowly; and +when that was done, still more slowly commenced searching for a match, +found it at last and kindled the tobacco. He looked at the address; it +was in Wrath's handwriting, but the envelope bore no stamp—it had +evidently been sent up by him in haste over the entire six hundred and +eighty miles by private carrier. That meant that the news was +important, for such means of transit were expensive. Breaking the +seal, he found a letter enclosed, which had been addressed to him in +care of Wrath; it also was unstamped, but it bore in the left-hand +corner the name of his mother's firm of London solicitors. About it +was folded a note from Wrath himself, which read:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Dear Granger</span>,</p> + +<p>The enclosed letter arrived here by yesterday's mail. It was +accompanied by a letter to myself from some London lawyers, +urging me to deliver it into your hands in the quickest possible +time, regardless of expense. Carrying out my instructions, I am<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[182]</a></span> +sending it up to you by private messengers; heaven knows how +long it would take to get to you, were I to send it any other way. +Of course I shall dock the cost of its transit from your salary, +which means that if you don't have a good year's trade, I sha'n't +have much to pay you.</p> + +<p style="margin-left: 20em;">Yours,</p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Charles E. Wrath.</span></p></div> + +<p>His mother's lawyers! That meant that his mother had relented, and was +anxious to have him home again. His heart leapt at the thought—and +then he remembered that there were Peggy and the death of Strangeways +as obstacles to his return.</p> + +<p>He undid the wrapping of the lawyer's letter and, as he read, the +blood went from his face. It was to tell him, in formal language, that +his mother was dead, and that, if he would fulfil certain conditions, +he was to become heir to the property which she had left. The estate +was valued at fifteen thousand pounds. The conditions were, that he +was to return to England within four months from the writing of this +letter, and take up his permanent residence there. If for any reason +he should be unwilling or unable to agree to these terms, the money +was to be divided among certain charities which his mother had named +in her will. That was all. So the chance for which he had waited had +come at last, and he was unable to take it—and his mother was dead!</p> + +<p>He sat very still and motionless. The flies drummed against the +panes—they also were captives. Outside, across the river, the +whippoorwill continued to cry, demanding entrance into Beorn's body +because it was his soul. Peggy came to the door, tried to open it, +rattled the latch and announced that the meal was ready: he took no +notice of her, and presently she went<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[183]</a></span> away. For hours he sat like a +man of stone, making no pretence at thinking; of one fact only was he +aware, that with both hands, for the want of a little patience, he had +thrown away all his chances of return. He was lost—lost—lost.</p> + +<p>As the hours dragged by the flies grew tired of trying to escape, and +the whippoorwill of calling; the whole world fell silent. He wished +that the darkness might come, so that he might hide himself; but in +June time, on the Last Chance River, it is never utterly night. When +the sun has sunk from the sky the sunset lingers, gradually working +round toward the dawn; through the summer months, as if to make amends +for the long dark winter days, it always leaves a little torch of +promise burning somewhere along the horizon. The perpetual brightness +of the world outside seemed to jeer him; it was as careless in its way +as the winter had been of the solitariness of his soul.</p> + +<p>But at last the shadows lengthened in the store, and through the +dusty, cobwebbed window he could see that the sky had grown indigo and +grey. So his mother was dead, and he would never look on her again. +They had not understood one another, and now, with whatever longing he +might desire it, he could never explain. He had abandoned her for the +sake of his father's quest, that he might seek out El Dorado—and this +was the wage of his sacrifice, thirty, perhaps forty long years of +life at Murder Point, shared in the company of a squaw, a hurried +burial one day, and an unnoticed grave.</p> + +<p>He could not accept the conditions set forth in the lawyer's letter +and return to London in the two months which remained—there were the +Mounted Police to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[184]</a></span> prevent him, and there was Peggy. He had chosen his +own path in life, and he must follow it without complaint to the +bitter end. He tried to think himself back into the opinion of the +morning, when he had fancied that he preferred the Last Chance River +to any other place. He could not think that now; he knew that it was +no more than a consoling lie. Then he ceased to think and grew drowsy.</p> + +<p>He was aroused by the faint and far-away sound of singing. The dusk +had gathered and it must be nearing midnight. He was stiff from +sitting so long in a cramped position; he rose to his feet and rubbed +his eyes. The window was ruddy with the shifting light of the Indians' +camp-fire; occasionally, when the flame shot up, its brightness stole +across the ceiling and illumined the walls of the store. He listened; +the tune that was sung seemed to him familiar and puzzled him, for he +was not fully awake. Drifting through the stillness of the northern +twilight, at an hour when even the beasts of the forests held their +breath because of God's nearness and His solemnity, there reached his +ears the vulgar strutting tones of a music-hall singer's voice:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"As I walked through Leicester Square<br /></span> +<span class="i0">With my most magnificent air,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">You should hear the girls declare<br /></span> +<span class="i0">'Why, he's a millionaire;'<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And they turn around and sigh,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And they wink the other eye,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">'He's the man that broke the bank at Monte Carlo.'"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>The coarse suggestiveness of the words, the cheap passions which they +implied, the leer and pomposity with which they had been uttered by +the comedian, the unhealthy, narrow-chested, pavement-bred audience<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[185]</a></span> +by which the effort had been greeted with applause, the total +uncleanness and unnaturalness of city-life, came vividly home to him.</p> + +<p>He did not stop to reason, or to trace his repugnance to its +source—to his native hostility to the impurity and strengthlessness +of multitudes of creatures who arrogantly boast that they are +civilised—he was too angry for that. He was only conscious that a +vain and impertinent echo of the town had, by his instrumentality, +found its way into and vilified the secret refuge of God's austerity. +Tearing back the bolts from the storehouse door and lifting the latch, +he rushed out into the cool half-light.</p> + +<p>Half-way between himself and the pier he saw the Indians' camp-fire, +with four figures squatting round, two of which were Peggy's and +Beorn's. Running down the descent, he burst into their midst, seized +the offending gramophone and crushed it down with his heel into the +flames. His foot was scorched, but he did not care for that. When his +work was accomplished, turning savagely upon his spectators he said, +"I'll teach you to offend God's silence," and strode away, leaving +them staring after him through the shadows, terrified and amazed. +Suddenly he returned; there was a gentler look upon his face. Going up +to where Peggy sat, he took her by the hand, and, without a word, led +her out of the circle of firelight towards the shack.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[186]</a></span> +<h3>THE DEAD SOUL SPEAKS OUT</h3> + +<p>The Man with the Dead Soul was drunk, heartily and shamelessly drunk; +Granger, the contriver of his condition, sat facing him, impatiently +waiting to see whether that was true which the Indians said, that, +when drink had subdued his body, his soul returned for a little space.</p> + +<p>The nominal occasion of the carousal was the home-coming of Eyelids +and, as Granger had subtly put it, "the celebration of his own +entrance into the family of Ericsen." However, in a country from which +there is no means of escape, save through the magic doors of +imagination, and where men get so bored with themselves, and their +environment, and one another, that they are willing to seek a +temporary release by drinking such noxious drugs as pain-killer, +essence of ginger, of peppermint, etc., for the sake of the alcohol +which they contain, the only excuse necessary for intoxication is +opportunity. Spirits of any kind are strictly forbidden in Keewatin, +that the Indians may be protected from intemperance; nevertheless, +despite all precautions of the Mounted Police, a certain quantity +finds its way up in disguised forms, or smuggled in sacks of flour and +bales of traders' merchandise.</p> + +<p>Granger, being well aware that the fool says with his lips what the +wise man knows in his heart, had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[187]</a></span> determined that both the menfolk of +his adopted house should play the fool that night. Whatever Beorn and +Eyelids might do or say, and however intoxicated they might become, he +had planned for himself that he would keep quite sober, with his wits +about him, that he might recall next day what they had done and said +when thus taken off their guard. There were two problems which he was +anxious to solve; the first, the reason for his brother-in-law's long +delay; the second, what it was that they watched for with such +eagerness, and waved to at the bend.</p> + +<p>The latter problem had become still more perplexing since Eyelids' +return that morning, for in the afternoon, when they were sitting +together outside the shack, he also had seen something down-river, +and, following his father's and sister's example, had risen to his +feet, commenced to wave, and, when it had disappeared, had inquired, +"Who was that fellow?" Straightway Beorn had scowled him into silence, +and Peggy, leaning over, had whispered some words in a Cree-dialect, +which Granger did not understand; whereupon an expression of fear and +wonder had come into Eyelids' face. When Granger, having taken him +apart, had asked him for an explanation, he had only shaken his head +stupidly, saying that he must have been mistaken, and that there was +nothing there. This was manifestly false, for during all the remaining +portion of the daylight his eyes had kept continually furtively +returning down-river towards the bend.</p> + +<p>The fact that he also had seen something, did away with Granger's +supposition that it was to her brother, lurking in the vicinity, that +Peggy had signalled with her hand—and made him the more curious to +know<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[188]</a></span> the real cause. Could it be Spurling, he wondered, who had made +a compact with them and lay in hiding there? If that was so, then what +had been the reason of Eyelids' delay,—for he had not stayed to +collect any caches of furs, but had come back empty-handed, walking by +the river-bank. He had watched to see whether anyone had put out from +the store to leave provisions at the bend; but no one had been there, +unless at a time when he slept. His passion to share the secret had +become all-consuming, as curiosity must when it works in the mind of a +lonely man. To this end he had shadowed Eyelids all that day, giving +him no opportunity for private talk with his family, and, finally, had +prepared this trap of a drinking-bout, hoping that someone might +commit himself. As yet he had this to his advantage, that the +half-breed, though he had witnessed the signals, was almost as +ignorant as himself as to their real purport, and was therefore, +probably, just as curious.</p> + +<p>They were sitting in a room, empty and comfortless, which was built on +to the end of the oblong which comprised the store. Its walls were +damp, and the news-papers, with which they had been covered, sagged +down from the boards like monstrous goitres. It had one window, which +looked riverwards, across whose panes, dust and cobweb smirched, a +muslin curtain had been hung by a previous agent, who was reputed to +have drunk himself to death. This was its only attempt at decoration, +save for a faded photo of a girl attired in early Victorian dress, +across the right-hand corner of which was scrawled, "Yours, with love, +from Gertrude." She looked a good girl, and Granger felt sorry for her +because, by the ordinary laws of nature, she had prob<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[189]</a></span>ably been dead +for many years; and he also felt sorry for her because he was certain +that the man who had placed her picture there had gone away and +disappointed her in her love.</p> + +<p>Perhaps he had been the agent who, sitting there night after night, +gazing upon her portrait, torturing himself with memories of the +happiness which he had lost, had drunk himself to death. If that was +so, she had had her revenge. Going closer, he saw that the +photographer's name was recorded there, "Joseph Dean, New Bedford, +Mass." So she had been a New Englander, and her lover, whoever he was, +had probably started life as a sailor in the whaling fleet which at +that time set out annually from New Bedford for the North. In Keewatin +the memories of men for their neighbours, especially if they happen to +be private traders, are very short.</p> + +<p>The room contained little furniture. There was a wooden shelf, knocked +together out of packing-cases, which ran along one side of the wall +and had probably done service as a bed. There was an upturned box, on +which a man might seat himself; and a low three-legged stool which +would serve as a table—that was all. In imitation of the no more +lavish accommodation set apart for single men at the Hudson Bay +Company's forts, the room was commonly known as Bachelors' Hall. The +door was fast-shut; the curtain was half-drawn before the window, +shutting out the long-tarrying June twilight; the three men had been +there together for four hours, and as yet nothing of importance had +transpired, and no word had been spoken.</p> + +<p>Eyelids, with his lashless lids (hence his sobriquet) half-closed, +squatted on the floor, Indian fashion, directing his pipe to his mouth +with uncertain hand. The<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[190]</a></span> other hand fumbled continually in his +breast, as if he kept something hidden there. Granger wondered what it +was.</p> + +<p>Beorn sprawled his great length of legs along the shelf, his back and +head resting against the wall. His eyes were very bright, and a long +and ugly scar, which extended from the right of his forehead to his +lower jaw, and which Granger did not remember to have noticed before, +showed swollen and red through the tangled mass of his grey beard. His +pipe also was in his mouth, but his hand was still steady. Under the +influence of drink a new intentness had come into his face, all his +features seemed to be more keen and pointed. Every now and again he +would remove his pipe, as if he were about to break into speech; then, +either through laziness or from the tyranny of his habitual caution, +he would replace it and, as it seemed to Granger, relapse into +memories. He watched him closely, and he thought he saw the elation of +old successes, and emotions of forgotten defeats, flit across his +countenance. Granger himself was quite sober, having only pretended to +drink; if he sat a trifle huddled on his box and lurched unsteadily, +it was only that he might keep his companions unsuspicious.</p> + +<p>On the crazy little stool between them stood a candle from which the +wax occasionally dripped, so that for a moment the flame would die +down, causing the shadows to shorten. A jam-jar did service as a +tumbler; there was one between the three of them, which meant that +they had to drink quickly in order not to keep the next man waiting. +Granger served out the whisky, and he served it neat—when men are +intent on getting drunk they do not procrastinate by adding water.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[191]</a></span></p> + +<p>Eyelids was getting more and more peaceful and foolish, smiling first +to himself and then slily to Granger, as though he had some very happy +knowledge which he was burning to communicate. At last he pulled out +his hand from his shirt, and there was something in it. Beorn, raised +three feet from the floor on his shelf, could not see what his son was +doing, nor did he care; he was reliving the past, when there was no +Eyelids.</p> + +<p>But Granger watched; the fingers opened a trifle and revealed the +shining of something yellow. Quick as thought, before the fingers +could close over it again, he pretended to lose his balance, and, +shooting out his foot as if to save himself, sent the yellow lump +flying from the half-breed's palm. It shot into the air, fell with a +thud, and rolled scintillating into the darkness across the boarded +floor. Before he could be detained, Granger had sprung after it and +held it in his hand. He faced round, ready to defend himself; but +there was no necessity. Eyelids, having attempted to rise and having +found that his legs would not carry him, had sunk back to his +squatting position on the floor, where he was smiling foolishly and +nodding his head as much as to say, "I've been telling you all +evening, but you would not believe me; now I have proved my word!"</p> + +<p>Beorn was sitting upright on his shelf, looking at him keenly. As +Granger approached, he held out his hand; Granger placed the yellow +lump in it.</p> + +<p>"Gold," he cried, and his eyes flashed; "a river nugget!" Then +weighing it carefully, "Three ounces," he said; "it's worth about +forty dollars."</p> + +<p>"How do you know that?" asked Granger. "Was it river gold that you +found on the Comstock? I thought that it was quartz."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[192]</a></span></p> + +<p>"It was quartz afterwards, but nuggets and dust first." Then, +remembering himself, he asked suspiciously, "But what d'you know about +it?"</p> + +<p>"I ought to know something," Granger replied, speaking thickly and +shamming intoxication; "I ought to know something; I was one of the +first men in on the Klondike gold-rush."</p> + +<p>"Damn it! So you were one of the Klondike men? Tell me about it."</p> + +<p>Granger had intended to spin him a yarn about great bonanzas in Yukon, +which he had discovered. It was to have been a hard-luck tale of +claims which had been stolen, and claims which had been jumped, and +claims which had been given away for a few pounds of flour or slices +of bacon in crises of starvation; but in the presence of the old man's +eagerness, and with the shining nugget of temptation between them, he +drifted unconsciously into straight talk and told him his own true +story.</p> + +<p>At first, while he was feeling his way, he gave the history of Bobbie +Henderson, and Siwash George, and Skookum Jim, the real discoverers of +the Klondike; and of how Bobbie Henderson was done out of his share, +so that he still remained a poor man and prospector when others, who +had come into the Yukon years later, had worked their claims, grown +wealthy, and departed. Then he recited the Iliad of the stampede from +Forty-Mile, when the rumour had spread abroad that Siwash George had +found two-dollars-fifty to the pan at the creek which he had named +"Bonanza"; how drunken men were thrown into open boats, and men who +refused to credit the report were bound hand and foot with ropes by +their friends and compelled to go along, lest they should lose the +chance of a lifetime; and how,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[193]</a></span> where to-day Forty-Mile had been a +noisy town, to-morrow it was silent and deserted, with none left save +a few old men and sickly women to tell the story.</p> + +<p>To all of this Beorn listened with small attention, for he kept +muttering to himself, "But how did he know that there was gold there? +How did he discover it?" Granger wondered to whom he was referring—to +his own son, to Siwash George, or to someone else; but he dared not +ask him a leading question lest his suspicion should be aroused. He +went on with his narration feverishly, forgetting in his excitement +his resolution to keep sober, emptying the tumbler of whisky +recklessly, turn and turn about with his companion, waiting and +watching to see whether, in the Indian phrase, the dead soul would +return. When he commenced to speak of himself, of his passage from +Skaguay to Dawson, of the wealth which he found and lost at Drunkman's +Shallows, and of his flight, Beorn became interested; his eyes blazed +and every few seconds he would give him encouragement, ejaculating +hoarsely, "Go on. Go on."</p> + +<p>So he carried his history to an end with a rush, for now he knew that +the dead soul had come back. He finished with the sentence, "And then +I went to Wrath, for I was nearly starving. 'For God's sake, man, give +me some employment,' I said. 'I can't steal; they'd put me in gaol for +that, and so I should disgrace my mother. And I can't cut throats for +bread, for then I should get hanged. But, if I have to endure this +agony much longer, I shall do both.' And his reply was to send me up +here, to this ice-cold hell of snow and silence, to mind his store and +watch the Last Chance River flowing on and on, until the day of my +death. God curse the reptile and his charity."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[194]</a></span></p> + +<p>The Man with the Dead Soul turned his head aside and there was silence +for a moment. Then, bending down and having assured himself that +Eyelids was asleep. "I've known all that," he said; "but, unlike you, +I did more 'an intend—I killed my man. I guess you an' I are o' one +family now, so there's no harm in tellin'. I don't just remember who +you are, nor how we happen to be here this night; but you placed that +gold in my hand, so I reckon you're all right. You ain't a Mormon, are +you?" he asked abruptly.</p> + +<p>Granger, taken aback by the question, smiled slowly and shook his +head.</p> + +<p>"Well, then, I'd have you to know," Beorn continued, "that I was +brought up in the Mormon faith. One o' the earliest memories I have is +o' the massacre o' the Latter-Day Saints at Gallatin, when Governor +Boggs issued his order that we should be exterminated an' driven out. +I can still see the soldiery ridin' up an' down, pillagin' our city, +insultin' our womenfolk, an' cuttin' down our men. I can just remember +the misery o' the winter through which we fled, an' the tightness o' +my mother's arms about me as we crossed the Mississippi, goin' into +Illinois for safety. From my earliest childhood my mind has bin made +accustomed to travellin's, an' privations, an' deeds o' blood. That's +the sort o' man I am.</p> + +<p>"It was six years after the Gallatin affair, when our city o' Nauvoo +had been founded, that the mob once more rose agin us an' murdered our +prophets, an' placed our lives in danger. Again we fled, crossin' the +Mississippi on the ice, till we gained a breathin' space at Council +Bluffs. A year after that, under Brigham Young, we passed through the +Rockies to the Great Salt Lake an' came to rest. All this persecootion +caused<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[195]</a></span> our people to become a hard an' bitter race; but I'd have been +true to 'em if it hadn't bin for my mother, an' the manner o' her +death. How did she die? Don't ask me, for I can't tell you. She was a +Swede, a kind o' white slave, who was kept with several other women by +my father. She went out one day, an' never came back. I believe she'd +got heartsick, an' was plannin' t' escape with a feller o' her own +nationality, a newcomer. Anyhow, when I asked my father about her, he +threatened me into silence. He was a priest o' the order o' +Melchizedek, a powerful man among the prophets. From that hour I hated +Mormonism, an' determined t' escape whenever my chance occurred. It +came sooner 'an I expected.</p> + +<p>"The Californian gold-rush had robbed the Saints o' the seaboard to +which they was hopin' to lay claim. They began to get nervous lest the +southern territories, from Salt Lake to the Mexican frontier, might +also be lost to 'em if they didn't do something so they organised the +State of Deseret, an' sent out expeditions to take it up before it +could fall into the Gentiles' hands. My father, I believe, had grown +'fraid o' me, lest I should take his life; so he had me included in +the first expedition, which consisted o' eighty men, an' was sent to +garrison a Mormon station in Carson Valley, Nevada.</p> + +<p>"I've allaws had a nose for gold, an' we hadn't bin there a month +before I'd discovered an' washed out a little dust from a neighbourin' +gulch. I kept my secret to myself, an' when I'd gathered enough, +bought provisions, stole a horse, an' ran away, escapin' over the +Sierras into California, where I hoped that the Mormons, an' +especially my father, would lose all trace o' me an' give me up for +dead. For eight years I drifted along the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[196]</a></span> coast from camp to camp, +but didn't have much luck. I even went so far south as Mexico, where I +laboured in the silver mines an' learned the Mexican method o' +crushin' quartz with arrastras.</p> + +<p>"All this time I was haunted by the memory o' the gold which I'd +washed out in Carson Valley; the more I thought about it, the more +certain I was that untold riches lay buried there. However, I was +fearful to return, lest I should fall into the clutches o' the +priesthood o' Melchizedek or o' the spies o' Brigham Young. I was an +apostate, an' my father was my enemy; I knew that, should I once be +recovered by the Mormons, no mercy would be shown me. At last the news +came that the struggle o' the Saints for possession o' Nevada had been +given up, an' that messengers had bin sent out from Salt Lake biddin' +all emigrants return. For eight years I'd bin unmolested; I thought +that I'd bin forgotten, an' that it was safe to turn my steps +eastward.</p> + +<p>"I travelled day an' night to get back to my first discovery; I was +tortured wi' the thought that before I got there someone might have +rediscovered it, an' have staked it out. I'd crossed the Sierras, an' +was within a two-days' journey o' my destination, when I came to a +lonely valley as the sun was settin', an' there I camped. The place +looked God-forsaken; there was nothin' in sight but rocks, an' sand, +an' sage-brush. I lit my fire, an' tethered my horse, an', being +dog-tired, was soon asleep. Suddenly I woke up, an' was conscious o' +footsteps goin' stealthily, away from me into the darkness. I jumped +to my feet an' seized my gun; but my eyes were dazed with sleep an' +firelight so that I could see nothin'. I ran out into the shadows, +followin' the footsteps, but, before I could come up with 'em,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[197]</a></span> their +sound had changed to that o' a horse, gallopin' northward, growin' +fainter and fainter.</p> + +<p>"I returned to my camp an' examined my baggage; nothin' was missin', +not even the gold which I'd carried—all seemed safe. I sat up an' +watched till daybreak, an', havin' snatched a hasty breakfast, +commenced t' pack my animal. Then it was that I discovered, slipped +beneath a strap o' my saddle, a sheet o' paper. Unfoldin' it, I saw +that it was scrawled over in a rude an' almost unreadable hand. This +was what it said, 'This demand of ours shall remain uncancelled, an' +shall be to you as was the Ark o' God among the Philistines. Unless +you return to your father's house an' to the people o' your father's +faith, you shall be visited by the Lord o' Hosts wi' thunder an' wi' +earthquakes, wi' floods, wi' pestilence, wi' famine, an' wi' +bloodshed, until the day of your death, when your name shall not be +known among men.'</p> + +<p>"I was seized with panic, for then I knew that the spies o' Mormon had +traced me. But I wouldn't turn back, for I knew that the treasure for +which I had waited, as Jacob waited for Rachel, lay straight ahead. So +I rode forward, tremblin' as I went, carryin' my gun in my hand. At +the end o' the second day I came t' Johntown, an' found that many +things had changed since I had left. There were a dozen shanties in +the town; these were occupied wi' gamblers, storekeepers, an' +liquor-sellers, includin' two white women an' Sarah Winnemucca, the +Piute princess. But the placer-miners had been at work, an' the +gulches were dotted with the tents an' dugouts o' men who had +discovered my secret for themselves. Thomas Paige Comstock was in the +gang, the man who gave his name to the first<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[198]</a></span> great strike. They +called 'im Old Pancake, 'cause he was too busy searchin' for gold to +bake bread. Even at that time, as wi' spoon in hand he stirred the +pancake batter, he kept his eyes on the crest o' some distant peak, +an' was lost in dreams o' avarice.</p> + +<p>"I hadn't bin there long before I took up wi' a feller named Peter +O'Riley, an' we became pards. We determined to try our luck in the +Walker River Mountains, where some new placers had bin started; but we +hadn't got the money, so we agreed t' work a claim in Six-Mile Canon +till we'd taken out enough dust t' pay for an outfit. We dug a trench +straight up the hillside, by Old Man Caldwell's Spring, through blue +clay an' a yellowish kind o' gravel. But the spring wasted down the +slope, so we stopped work on the trench an' commenced to sink a pit to +collect the water an' make a reservoir. We hadn't sunk more 'an four +feet when we struck a darker an' heavier soil, which sparkled as we +shovelled it above ground. We washed out a panful, an' found that the +bottom was fairly covered in gold. This was the top o' the famous +Ophir, had we only known it. We jumped to our feet an' shouted, for it +was the richest placer that had as yet bin found. We gave up our +notion o' the Walker River, an' I began to laugh int' myself at the +Mormon threat, that I should suffer from all the plagues o' Egypt, an' +die an unknown man. We were rich—rich—rich.</p> + +<p>"Just as we were finishin' our day's work, Old Pancake rides up. He'd +bin lookin' for a mustang that he'd lost, an' came gallopin' over the +ridge, with his long legs brushin' the sage tops. We tried to hide our +discovery, but his eyes were too sharp for that. He saw the gold from +our last clean-up glistenin' in the bottom<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[199]</a></span> o' the pan, as the sunset +lit on it. 'You've struck it, boys,' he cried.</p> + +<p>"Jumpin' from his horse, he went down into the pit t' examine for +hisself. He stayed down there some time; when he come up his face was +grave. He'd done a lot of thinkin' in a very short while. He sat down +on the hillside, an' was silent for so long that we began to suspect +there was somethin' up.</p> + +<p>"At last he said, 'Now, see here, boys, this spring was old man +Caldwell's. I an' Manny Penrod bought his claim last winter, an' we +sold a tenth to Old Virginia th' other day. If you two fellers'll let +Manny an' myself in on equal shares, it's all right; if not, it's all +wrong.'</p> + +<p>"We were a bit afraid o' Old Pancake; he'd bin longer in the district +'an we had. We didn't think to doubt his word, though, as we +afterwards discovered, every word that he spoke was false. Anyhow, +after a lot 'o argiment, we agreed to let him an' Manny Penrod in on +the terms which he'd suggested. That was the beginnin' o' the Johntown +gold-rush, an' I, for the second time, was one o' the discoverers. At +first we named the place Pleasant Hill Camp, an' I can tell you it was +mighty pleasant to be takin' out a thousand dollars a day per man. But +later, when a city commenced t' spring up, it was necessary t' find +some other name. We quarrelled a good deal about what we'd call it; +but one night, when Old Virginia was goin' home with the boys drunk, +carryin' a bottle o' whisky in 'is hand, he stumbled as he reached his +cabin, an' the bottle fell an' was broke. Risin' to his knees, with +the neck o' the bottle held fast in 'is hand, he coughed out, 'I +baptise this ground Virginia town.' An' so Vir<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[200]</a></span>ginia town, which was +afterwards changed t' city, the handful o' shanties was named.</p> + +<p>"For all that my prospects were lookin' so rosy, I was really havin' +bad luck. Day after day, I was throwin' away wagon-loads o' 'blue +stuff,' as all th' other miners were doin', an' as those who had gone +before us had done—we damned it, an' didn't know its value. A month +after I'd sold out, a feller had some o' it assayed, an' it was found +to be worth nearly seven thousand dollars in gold an' silver per ton.</p> + +<p>"I guess that curse o' the Mormons was more powerful 'an it seemed at +first sight—it's followed me through life an' ruined all the men with +whom I've come in touch. Old Virginia was thrown from his horse, an' +killed while drunk. O'Riley sold out his share for forty thousand +dollars, the bulk o' which he spent in wildcat speculations, so that, +what wi' disappointment an' loss, he finished out his days in a +madhouse. Penrod sold for eight thousand, an' soon spent everything he +had. Old Pancake sold for eleven thousand, an' lost every dollar. +Then, gettin' sick o' seein' other fellers grow rich out o' what had +bin his, he wandered off prospecting an' blew out his brains wi' his +own gun in the mountains o' Montana. A chap named Hansard, one o' our +first millionaires, died a pauper an' was buried at the public +expense. As for myself, you can see what I've become—the Man wi' the +Dead Soul."</p> + +<p>He paused, and looked round at Granger. "<i>The Man wi' the Dead Soul</i>," +he repeated, "that's what I am. When I die, my name will not be known +among men."</p> + +<p>"I don't suppose there's any of us'll be remembered long," said +Granger. "There's a man out there on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[201]</a></span> the bend; I was at Oxford with +him. He was one of the finest oars that England ever had. The papers +were full of him once. A sporting edition never came out but . . ."</p> + +<p>He was interrupted. "Pass the whisky," Beorn said; "if we're goin' to +be forgot, it don't much matter what we do or have done; an' we may as +well forget."</p> + +<p>He swallowed the spirit greedily at one quick gulp. "Where'd I got to? +Oh, yes, I'd sold out my claim for money down, an' made a fool o' +myself. You see I thought that my find was a gash-vein an' would soon +peter out, an' that I was doin' somethin' mighty clever to sell at +all. Instead o' which, I'd only skimmed the surface an' hadn't gone +deep enough. The men who bought from us sank down till they came to +the main lode, an' then there was the discovery o' what that 'blue +stuff,' which we'd bin throwin' away, was really worth; from them two +causes came the Washoe gold-rush. You never saw anythin' like that, +not even in the Klondike. It was maddenin' for me to stand by an' +watch these men, who'd come from a thousand miles east an' west, just +t' handle the pickin's o' the wealth which I had once possessed an' +hadn't had the sense to know about. They lived in tents, an' huts, an' +holes in the hillsides, an' paid seventy-five cents for a pound o' +flour, in the hopes that, when the summer 'ad come, they might get a +chance to prospect.</p> + +<p>"Before winter 'ad gone, they was leadin' strings o' mules across the +mountains, on blankets spread above the snow, that they might get +provisions in an' prevent us from starvin'. An' I, the feller as +they'd come to rob, had to sit still an' watch it all.</p> + +<p>"Before the roads were fit for travel, all the world<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[202]</a></span> was journeyin' +towards us. There were Irishmen, pushin' wheelbarrows; an' Mexicans +with burros; an' German miners, an' French, an' English, an' Swedes, +ploddin' through the mud across the Sierras with their tools upon +their backs; there were organ-grinders an' Jew pedlars, an' women +dressed as men, all comin' to Virginia City to claim the gold which I +'ad lost. I sat every day idly watchin' their approach, an' I hated +them. I'd begun to believe in the Mormon's curse, an' to let things +slide. There didn't seem to be much sense in stakin' out a new +claim—if I made another fortune, I felt certain that I'd surely lose +it all.</p> + +<p>"Along wi' the adventurers an' prospectors came desperadoes, who +intended to make their fortune at the gun's point, by shootin' +straight! There was the Tombstone Terror, an' the Bad Man from Bodie, +an' Sam Brown, the greatest bully o' them all. One night a half-witted +feller asked him how many men he'd chopped. 'Ninety-nine,' says Sam, +'an' you're the hundredth.' He seizes him by the neck an' rips him to +pieces wi' his bowie-knife. Then he lay down an' went to sleep on the +billiard table, while the father gathered up what remained o' his son +from the floor.</p> + +<p>"An' there was El Dorado Johnny, who, whenever he was goin' to shoot a +man, bought a new suit o' clothes an' had a shave, an' got his hair +cut an' his boots polished so that, in case there was any mistake, he +might make a handsome corpse. These were some o' the men that I lived +among, an', like God, I said nothin' to any of 'em, but watched an' +was interested in 'em all.</p> + +<p>"I suppose I enjoyed myself, for I couldn't help laughin' quietly at +their expense. 'What went ye out for to seek?' I would ask as, sittin' +by the outskirts o'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[203]</a></span> the town, I saw this army o' men an' women +struggle in from the mountain trail. An' then I'd answer myself, 'We +have come that we may dig out gold, that others may take it from us. +We have come to exchange our health an' hope for disease an' +disappointment. We have come to gain all the world, which we shall not +gain—an' to lose our own souls.'</p> + +<p>"I tell you, it's mighty strange to think o' where all the gold, which +those brave chaps o' the Old Virginia days dug out, has gone. Some o' +it's been made into a necklace t' hang about a lady's throat; and some +o' it's gone to Rome t' gild a cross; and some o' it's been made into +a weddin' ring that a young girl might get married. I don't suppose +the folk in the old lands ever think of how far the gold which they +wear has travelled, nor how many have died in its gettin'. Some, which +'as bin made into a watch and goes to the city every day, may have +come from King Solomon's mines in ships o' Tarshish; an' the king may +have worn it hisself in his temple, or have given it away to the +dark-skinned girl that he wrote that song about.</p> + +<p>"When I thought o' these things in Old Virginia, it made me sort o' +happy, so that I didn't mind what the Mormons 'ad said. Time seemed so +endless, an' life so short, that I didn't seem called on to worry +myself—only t' watch. If I found a new claim which panned out rich, I +didn't work it myself; for I knew that, though I seemed lucky, I +should end unlucky. An' I didn't tell anyone else about it; an' if +they found it out for theirselves, I was angry. I'd found the Ophir, +an' hadn't made anythin' out o' it—that was a big enough present for +one man to make to his world.</p> + +<p>"So I just looked on, an' saw the fools rushin' in who<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[204]</a></span> expected to +pile up fortunes. And I saw the camels comin' in an' out, carryin' +salt to Virginia from the desert. They'd bin brought from Asia, an' I +could see that they felt as I felt, an' despised the greed an' hurry +o' what was goin' on. Later some of 'em got so disgusted that they +escaped from their drivers—at that time they was bein' used in +Arizona t' carry ore. I've often smiled when I've fancied the terror +o' some lone prospector, should one o' them long-legged brutes poke up +his nose above a ridge where gold had just been found, and sniff +scornfully down on the feller. Some o' them camels may be still livin' +an' doin' it at this very minute."</p> + +<p>Beorn opened his jaws wide and laughed. Granger had never heard him +laugh before, and the sound was not pleasant. There was nothing of +mirth about the man or in anything that he said—there was only +disappointment and scorn. His bitterness became horrible when he +pretended to be merry. "He that sitteth in the heavens shall laugh; +the Lord shall have them in derision." It was like the thunderous +scoffing of the Lord God of the Hebrews.</p> + +<p>The candle had gone out, and the eerie light of the northland dawn, +drifting into the room through the little space of window that was +uncovered, made him and his companion look old and comfortless. But he +was anxious to hear the last of the story before the soul departed, so +he said, "And how was it that you left the Comstock Mines and came +into Keewatin?"</p> + +<p>"I told you that I'd done what you intended, that I killed a man. I +did more 'an that, I killed many. You see, at that time there was no +proper minin' law in America; so when men got t'quarrellin', they +soon<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[205]</a></span> took t' fightin'. So long as the Comstock was only +placer-minin', we knew what we were about, an' there was no +trespassin', but when we took t' tunnelling', it wasn't long before we +was borin' under one another's ledges. The Comstock veins, startin' +near the surface, dipped toward the west, an' therefore the first +great conflict came with the nearest line o' claims t' the westward. +The ledges here were very rich an' almost perpendicular, an' so the +slopin' shafts o' the Ophir, Mexican, etc., soon ran int' the vertical +shafts on the 'middle lead.'</p> + +<p>"The earliest case t' be tried, which I remember, was that o' the +Ophir against McCall. The court met in a stable, an' each side come +armed. One witness was shot at several times as he was ridin' +homeward, down a ravine at nightfall. Party spirit ran too high, an' +the danger o' bringin' in a unanimous verdict was too great for any +jury t' risk their lives by comin' to an agreement. There was no +justice; so there was nothin' left but to fight it out, the same as +when nations go to war. An' what were they goin' to fight about? A +metal which was only val'able because o' its rarity—which had no +value in itself, an' couldn't help men t' godliness; one which you +couldn't make an engine out o', nor a plough, nor even a sword, +because it was too soft. But in order to possess it, they was goin' to +take each other's lives. I, an' every other man in that town, had +thrown away or were throwin' away our souls for a thing which was +truly worthless.</p> + +<p>"One night as I slept, I heard a voice callin' to me an' sayin', 'I +will make a man more precious than gold; even a man than the golden +wedge o' Ophir. Therefore I will shake the heavens, an' the earth +shall remove<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[206]</a></span> out o' her place, in th' wrath o' the Lord o' Hosts, an' +in the day o' his fierce anger.' I heard that voice callin' to me not +once, but several times; an' when I woke up, an' walked through the +town, an' saw the men o' the Ophir preparin' to shoot down the men o' +the McCall, I could still hear the voice repeating, 'Even a man than +the golden wedge o' Ophir.'</p> + +<p>"I went back to my shanty, an' found my Bible, an' read it many days, +never stirrin' out. I remember there was one passage that seemed to +accuse myself, an' to explain my own failure—'If I have made gold my +hope, or have said to the fine gold, "Thou art my confidence"; if I +rejoiced because my wealth was great, an' because mine hand had gotten +much; if I beheld the sun when it shined, or the moon walkin' in +brightness, an' my heart hath been secretly enticed, or my mouth hath +kissed my hand: this also were an iniquity to be punished by the +judge, for I should have denied the God that is above.'</p> + +<p>"I'd done all that. When I'd looked at the sun, I'd seen gold; when +I'd looked at the moon, I'd thought of silver; an' when I'd found both +the silver an' the gold in the Ophir, by Old Man Caldwell's Spring, my +mouth had kissed my own hand—an' not God's. An' what I'd done, every +one else was doin' in Virginia City; an' the Lord o' Hosts was angry, +an' that was why men were killin' one another. So, when I'd sat still +an' figured it all out, I said, 'God spoke to me because I'm the one +man on the Comstock who, when he's found gold, tries to bury it; an' +He spoke to me because He wants me to join with Him, an' help Him to +shake the heavens.' So out I walked, day after day, an' watched things +growin' from bad to worse; an' when<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[207]</a></span> I'd seen all I wanted, I come +home an' read my Bible—I knew that when God had need o' me He would +send His messenger.</p> + +<p>"One night a miner come to my cabin, an' he said, 'Are you ready to +fight for the Fair-Haired Annie?'</p> + +<p>"'I'm ready,' I said, 'but what's it all about?'</p> + +<p>"'From a drift, a hundred feet down,' said he, 'that we're workin' on +at present, we can hear the picks o' the Bloody Thunder drawin' nearer +an' nearer; they'll break through to-morrer into one o' our ledges.'</p> + +<p>"'What then?' I asked.</p> + +<p>"'We're goin' to have a band o' men waitin' for 'em in the dark on our +side o' the ledge, an' everyone o' those men is goin' to be armed. The +moment that the picks o' the Bloody Thunder drive through an' the wall +goes down, the men o' the Fair-Haired Annie are goin' to fire.'</p> + +<p>"'All right,' I said. 'I'm wi' you. I'll be there.'</p> + +<p>"So next day I, an' twenty other men, were lowered down the shaft; an' +before we saw daylight again, the Fair-Haired Annie an' the Bloody +Thunder had gone to war. That was the first o' the underground fights +which took place on the Comstock. I picked my men, and paid 'em ten +dollars a day, an' called my gang 'The Avengers o' the Lord.' No one +'cept myself knew what that meant, but they learnt t' fear us, for we +fought to the death. Often when I was waitin' in the dark, listenin' +to the sound o' the rival miners comin' nearer, I would repeat to +myself the words, 'I will make a man more precious 'an gold; even a +man than the golden wedge o' Ophir.' An' when a poor chap lay dyin', I +would say to him those words."</p> + +<p>"So you were sorry for the men you killed?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[208]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, I was sorry, though that did small good to 'em. When the Lord's +bent on destroyin', He don't take much account o' persons. When the +first born o' Egypt were slain, He killed the evil wi' the +good—served 'em all alike. But it's heart-breakin' work to be made an +avenger o' the Lord."</p> + +<p>"But I don't understand. What was there to avenge?"</p> + +<p>"What was there to avenge? Why, the sinfulness o' those men, who was +diggin' out the power an' temptation to sin from the place where God +had hidden it. He meant that it should stay there forever; but now +it'll be handed down from generation to generation, as is King +Solomon's gold, temptin' our sons' sons to lose their souls as ours +were lost."</p> + +<p>"And when all the fighting was done, did the soldiers get after you?" +asked Granger. But Beorn's eyes were closing, and the soul was +departing as day returned. Already the sun was leaping above the +horizon, and the sigh of the waking forest was heard. Granger seized +him by the arm and shook him—he had learnt only the least part of +that which he desired to know. "Was it for that crime that you fled, +till you came at last to Keewatin for safety?" he shouted. "Quick, +Beorn, tell me. Why did you go to the Forbidden River?"</p> + +<p>The eyes did not open; but, as if the soul were answering him with a +last warning as it passed out of the door of the body, the lips +stirred, "Ay, man, it's terrible—the things men give for gold."</p> + +<p>The face had become so ashy pale that Granger bent above it, painfully +listening for the intake of the breath, to assure himself that Beorn +was not dead. His clamour had aroused Eyelids; looking down towards +him, he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[209]</a></span> saw that his eyes were wide and motionless, gazing towards +the window with an expression of drunken terror.</p> + +<p>"What's the matter?" he asked sharply.</p> + +<p>The half-breed did not reply, but crouched and pointed with his hand.</p> + +<p>Granger, turning his head and following the direction indicated, +looked towards the triangle of uncovered window-pane, and there saw +the face of a man, gazing hungrily in upon him—yet, not upon him, but +upon the nugget which lay sparkling by Beorn's side upon the shelf. It +was a face that seemed dimly familiar, but thinner and more haggard. +At first it seemed to be his own face—the face of that <i>self</i> from +which he had fled. Then he recognized, and knew that Spurling had +returned.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[210]</a></span> +<h3>SPURLING MAKES A REQUEST</h3> + +<p>There had been a time when Granger had desired to kill Spurling, and, +though latterly he had not consciously wished that he were dead, yet +he resented his reappearance; his presence broke in as a +storm-influence on the stoical quiet which he had attained. This man +stood for so many things which had been sinful and passionate in the +past—things which it had cost him so much even to attempt to forget; +things which he had promised himself that he would forget for Peggy's +sake. And now, because he had chosen to return, it seemed necessary +that he should call to mind the entire tragedy by asking the question, +"When you shot that woman in the Klondike, did you know that she was +not a man? And was she clothed in a woman's dress?"</p> + +<p>Even though he kept silence, any hour Spurling himself might reopen +the subject by inquiring after Strangeways, as to whether he had +pursued farther, as to how he had fared, as to where he was at +present. Granger was by no means certain that he did not already know +that the corporal was dead. He shrank from the discomfort of playing +the accuser again; he shrank still more from making the ugly +confession that he himself was likely to be suspected of having +committed a kindred crime,—a confession which would tend to degrade +him to the level of this man whom he affected to despise.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[211]</a></span> So, from +day to day, he postponed his questions and, in the meanwhile, watched +Spurling narrowly.</p> + +<p>His conduct had been very curious since that morning of his arrival, +when he had announced himself by playing the spy, through the window +of Bachelors' Hall, on the inhabitants of the Point. How long he had +been there, and how much he had heard of what the Man with the Dead +Soul had had to say, kneeling outside in the semi-darkness with his +ear pressed against the pane, Granger had no means of discovering. But +from the first it was clear to him that Spurling and Eyelids were +possessed of a common knowledge, which made them enemies. Perhaps they +had met before near the Forbidden River, and this had been the cause +of Eyelids' delay.</p> + +<p>Under ordinary circumstances, the mystery would soon have been swept +aside by the putting of a single interrogation; but men on the Last +Chance River get out of the habit of asking leading questions; in +their parsimony over words, they prefer to watch and to wait the +reading of the minds of their fellows, and the secreting of their own +motives, is almost their only pastime. So Granger watched and waited.</p> + +<p>In Spurling, so soon as he had been fed and cared for, he was quick to +discover a change. He had become manlier and braver—more like his old +self. He carried himself with a kind of timid pride, as though he knew +himself to be of a greater value than he was likely to be reckoned at +by others; almost as though he were confident that he was possessed of +a claim to merit which, once stated, could not fail to be recognised. +At the same time, there was a distressful hesitancy in his manner, not +unnatural under the circumstances,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[212]</a></span> of a man not sure of his +acceptability. He seemed forever on the point of declaring himself, +and forever thinking better of his decision—postponing his +declaration to a later time. His bearing was an irritating combination +of false humility and suppressed self-assertion.</p> + +<p>Beorn, when he had recovered from his debauch, was as silent, +absorbed, and uncompanionable as ever. He appeared to have retained no +memory of what he had said, and to be quite unconscious of Spurling's +arrival—he had become again in all things the Man with the Dead Soul.</p> + +<p>But with Peggy and Eyelids it was different. Half-breeds as they were, +and, by reason of their Indian blood, instinctive disguisers of +emotion, their aversion for Spurling was plain. Sometimes, when his +back was turned and they thought that they were unobserved, they would +glance swiftly up at one another, and an expression would come into +their eyes, a small pin-point of angry fire, which betokened danger +for the man they hated. Very strangely to Granger, since Spurling's +arrival, they had manifested a great fondness for being in his own +company; one or other of them was never far from his side. Though he +turned upon them angrily, telling them that he wished to be by +himself, they continually disobeyed and, next minute, like faithful +dogs, with apologetic faces, were to be found watching near by. What +was the motive of their conduct? Did they think that he was in danger, +and required protecting?</p> + +<p>But there was a graver happening which he had noticed. With Spurling's +return, he had thought that now certainly he had solved the mystery of +the signalling<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[213]</a></span> to the bend. On the first day, however, he had found +himself mistaken. Sitting in the doorway of his store, he had watched +the undesired one go down to the pier, push off in a canoe, and paddle +down-river for a bathe. Quarter of a mile from the bend, he had seen +him back-water, rise to his knees, gaze straight ahead in a startled +manner, and then, turning quickly about, come racing back like one +pursued for his life. Looking round, he had seen that Peggy and +Eyelids were also witnessing these tactics, with expressions which +betrayed their consternation. As he watched, they had raised their +hands and waved. When Spurling had landed, he had been waiting for him +at the pier-head. "What was it that you saw over there?" he asked +sternly.</p> + +<p>Spurling, being panic-stricken, had at first found difficulty in +recovering his voice. Then, "Where? What do you mean?" he had panted.</p> + +<p>Granger, in silence, had pointed northeasterly towards the bend.</p> + +<p>With a nervous laugh, though his face was bloodless, Spurling had +replied, "Nothing. I saw nothing. I just thought that it looked a bit +lonesome, . . . so I turned back."</p> + +<p>Gazing at him attentively, and seeing how he trembled, Granger knew +that he had not answered truly. With a shrug of his shoulders, +twisting round on his heel, he had said sneeringly, "On the Last +Chance River we don't run away from loneliness as though the hangman +were behind us. If we did, we should be running all the time."</p> + +<p>He had not stayed to see the effect of his words, but long afterwards, +when he looked down to the water's edge, Spurling was still sitting +there, with his head between his hands and his body shaking.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[214]</a></span></p> + +<p>Early one evening, some days later, he came to him and said, "Mr. +Granger," and it sounded oddly from those lips—in the old days, even +in the beginning of their acquaintance, they had never mistered one +another, "Mr. Granger, is there anywhere we can go to be quiet? I have +something very private which I want to say."</p> + +<p>"O yes, there's the whole of Keewatin."</p> + +<p>"But isn't there some place where we shan't be overheard?"</p> + +<p>"We can paddle down to the bend. There's only one man who can hear us +there—and he's in his grave."</p> + +<p>"Not there. Not there," Spurling had cried, trembling with fear and +excitement.</p> + +<p>"Well, then, if you're so particular, you can speak with me here."</p> + +<p>Spurling looked round to where, at a short distance, Eyelids was +diligently idling above a broken net. "Somewhere where we can't be +overheard," he reiterated. At that moment Eyelids turned his head.</p> + +<p>This continual spying on all that he did, the reason for which he +could not comprehend, was getting on Granger's nerves; he felt that it +would be a relief to be alone, even though it meant being alone with +the man whom he had most cause to hate. However, somehow he pitied him +just now; perhaps because of the manner of his address, which had +brought into sharp contrast their present relations with those of +other days.</p> + +<p>"There's the island up-river to the westward, where I keep my dogs in +summer-time; if that will suit your purpose."</p> + +<p>Spurling showed his pleasure at the suggestion, and, hurrying his +steps, led the way down to the river-bank.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[215]</a></span> Getting into a canoe, they +set out towards the west. They had not gone half a mile before they +caught the sound of paddle-strokes behind them. Turning about, they +saw that Eyelids was following. He attempted to loiter, and threw in a +line as if his only intention were to fish. Granger flushed with +anger. Without a word, he commenced to paddle back till they drew +nearly level with the intruder, who pretended to be so engaged in his +pastime as not to notice their approach. Then he cried in a voice that +was choking with rage, "Get back to the Point, you half-breed spy. If +you dare to follow me again, I'll turn you out to-morrow, and you can +take your trade elsewhere." Nor would he proceed farther on his +journey till he had watched his brother-in-law get safe to land; then, +with a twist of the paddle, he brought his own craft round, and +continued towards the sunset. Two miles up-river, in the +middle-stream, stood a rocky island; as yet it was only a dull grey +speck in a pathway of red.</p> + +<p>They pushed on in silence up the straight, dark grove of mysterious +forest. Water-birds were calling in the rushes; at one point, as they +passed, a great bull caribou lifted up his head from drinking, and +regarded them with a look of curiosity, totally void of fear; a heron +drifted slowly over the tree-tops, and disappeared. To Granger, with +even this short distance placed between himself and his customary +associates, there came a sense of release, and with it an instinct for +kindness. As they neared the shore of the island, the huskies +commenced to howl; soon they could see them bunched together on the +shore awaiting their arrival. A dog in the north, even though he has +been imported, is never heard to bark. To hear them at first, a +stranger might suppose<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[216]</a></span> that a woman was wearily weeping herself to +death in the forest, because of a grief which was inconsolable. The +wail of the huskies, reaching him at intervals across the expanse of +water, seemed the voice of his own desolation, coming out to meet him.</p> + +<p>The whole world was empty, and he began to feel the need of +friendship. He let his eyes linger on the head and shoulders of the +man in front of him, and remembered with what eagerness long ago, when +awaiting his arrival at some appointed rendezvous, he had striven to +catch sight of him approaching, towering above the littler people of +the London crowd. And now, instead of brief and chance-snatched +moments, they were allowed to pass whole days together; yet, because +of what had happened, they could find no pleasure in one another. +Pleasure! The only sensation which he derived from Spurling's company +was one of intense annoyance. And there had been a time when, if +anyone had dared to tell him that that could ever happen, he would +have denied it with an oath.</p> + +<p>Could it be that the fault was his own, and that he had misjudged this +man? He recalled how, when he had discovered Strangeways' body at the +bend, and had thought it Spurling's, he had bitterly accused himself +of all manner of unkindness. He smiled grimly at the remembrance—it +was human nature to do that. He could quite well imagine that at some +future time, when Spurling was truly dead, he might blame himself +afresh, with an equal bitterness and an equal sincerity. It would be +easy to judge charitably of him then, for he would be beyond power of +working any further mischief to the living. It is fear, not cruelty, +which lies at the root of all uncharitableness. If apprehension were<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[217]</a></span> +removed from our lives, it would be possible for the weakest man to +live well. It was the fact that, trusting in God, he took no thought +for the morrow, which enabled Jesus to become Christ.</p> + +<p>Gliding round the island, they came to a sandy cove, which faced the +sunset. There they landed. Lifting the canoe a dozen paces up the +shore and placing it in the scrub, where it might be out of sight, +they struck into the brushwood by a narrow trail, which at once +commenced to climb. After three minutes of travelling, they came out +on to a tall bare rock, to one side of which grew a solitary pine. +From there they could command a view of the river on every side.</p> + +<p>Granger settled himself down, with his back toward his companion, +propping himself against the pine-trunk, with his face towards the +fading light. The huskies gathered hungrily round in a semicircle, +squatting on their haunches, wondering whether the coming of these men +meant that they were going to be fed. The frogs croaked in the river; +the mosquitoes trumpetted about their heads; save for these sounds, +and the continual low murmur of the river, there was absolute quiet. +In this environment, his eyes upon the faery domes and fiery spires of +the western sky, into the inmost mystery of which the Last Chance +River led, that torturing and old desire, which had always made it +impossible for him to enjoy the moment in its flight, again possessed +his mind: he had known it from a child, the ambition to follow, +follow, follow, in the hope that somewhere, perhaps behind the setting +sun, he might arrive at the land of perfectness for which he craved.</p> + +<p>His thoughts were disturbed somewhat brutally by a voice behind. +"Still careless of your life! I see you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[218]</a></span> hav'n't brought your gun with +you. How did you know that it wasn't 'Die,' that I wanted to say?"</p> + +<p>He turned lazily round, and was surprised at the altered expression +which had come into Spurling's face. It was frank and self-reliant, +and, oddly enough, had a look that was almost tender.</p> + +<p>"What made you say that?" Granger inquired.</p> + +<p>Spurling drew nearer. "Well, a fellow had to say something to break +the ice," he replied; "so I thought I might as well give you your +chance of taking the worst impression of me." He paused; then he asked +in a low voice, "You were thinking of London and the old times?"</p> + +<p>Granger nodded his head.</p> + +<p>"I've often done that; I can understand. It was torture to me in the +Yukon, and it was madness to me over there," pointing with his hand to +the northward, where the Forbidden River lay. "What would you say," he +added, "if I were to tell you that it could all come back again?"</p> + +<p>Granger's reply was quiet and calculated, so that it seemed to be +quite within the bounds of courteous conversation. "I think I should +tell you that you lied," he said.</p> + +<p>"But if I should give you proof that not only the old things were +possible, but that El Dorado might come true, and that within a year +we could seek it out together, as we have always planned to do?"</p> + +<p>For answer Granger jerked out his foot, and sent a gaunt grey husky +flying, which had come within his range. It was one of those which +Spurling had left behind over two months ago at Murder Point, when he +had exchanged teams with Granger in his endeavour to escape +Strangeways. Spurling, when he saw it, recog<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[219]</a></span>nised the meaning which +Granger's action implied. It was as if he had said, "So the old things +are possible, are they, you villain? What about that man whom you say +that you killed, whose body was washed up near Forty-Mile?" He opened +his lips to explain, and then fell silent. It was impossible to excuse +himself in the presence of those wolfish beasts, who had been +witnesses to all the degradation of mind and body which had overtaken +him in that terrible escape. No man could estimate the penalty which +he had had to pay for his moment's folly, except one who had endured +it. When he allowed his memory to dwell upon it, that frenzied rush +across half a continent seemed to have occupied all his life. The +thought of it made him afraid.</p> + +<p>"Good God! And my mother meant me for a minister!" he exclaimed, +burying his face in his hands.</p> + +<p>Granger looked up suspiciously, but he said nothing.</p> + +<p>"No, I never told you that," he continued fiercely, "and I suppose you +don't believe me now. Seems somehow odd to you, I daresay, that Druce +Spurling should ever have thought himself worthy to talk to men about +their souls and Christ. You'd have thought it a good joke if I'd told +you even when you knew me at my best. <i>When you knew me!</i> Bah! You +never knew me; you were always a harsh judge when it came to setting a +value on things which you didn't understand."</p> + +<p>When Granger still kept silent and gave no sign of interest, Spurling +broke out afresh: "Damnation! I tell you you never knew anything about +me. You were always too selfish to take the trouble to get into other +folks' insides; yet you went about complaining that people were +unsympathetic. Here's the difference between us; I may be a scoundrel, +but whatever I've<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[220]</a></span> done I've played the man and never blamed anyone +else for my crimes, while you—! You were always a weak dreamer, +depending on others for your strength. You were discontented, but you +never raised your littlest finger in an attempt to make men better. +All you could think of was yourself, and your own ambition to escape. +So though, perhaps, I've sunk to a lower level than you have ever +touched, I want you to know there was once a time when I did reach up +to a nobler and a better."</p> + +<p>Gradually, as he had spoken, there had grown into his voice a +concentrated fury. He was giving utterance to an old grievance over +which he had brooded for many years; as happens frequently in such +cases, only a portion of his complaint could be proved by facts, the +remainder being an overgrowth of embittered imagination.</p> + +<p>His eyes sought out the face of the man whom he accused, but it told +him nothing; he sat there silent, with his head thrown back a little, +unemotional as the distant stretch of cold grey river up which he +gazed.</p> + +<p>The sun had vanished, and the prolonged dusk of the northland was +stealing from out the forest. At length Granger answered him: "It may +be true, and if so, what follows?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, nothing: only I thought I'd tell you this so that one man might +not think too badly of me, if before long I should be called upon to +die. I must have looked a horrid beast when I came to you last April."</p> + +<p>Whether consciously or not, Granger nodded his head, as much as to +say, "You did. Most certainly you did."</p> + +<p>His companion broke into a harsh laugh. "The Reverend Druce Spurling! +How d'you like the sound of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[221]</a></span> it? That's what I might have been to-day, +and a fat lot you care about it."</p> + +<p>To Granger, as he listened, there had come the painful knowledge, +bearing out the accusation that he had never cared for the inward +things of men, that this was the first scrap of confession which +Spurling had ever let fall in his presence. Why, up to that moment he +had not heard a word about his mother, and had certainly never +credited him with a pronounced religious instinct.</p> + +<p>Yes, perhaps that statement, which had sounded so exaggerated at +first, was true; and he was a hard and selfish man. Up to now he'd +excused himself on the score of his superior sensitiveness and +ideality. Probably it was this same error which Père Antoine, in +gentler manner, had tried to point out, when he said, "You will never +help yourself, or the world, by merely being sad. No man ever has. It +is because of your flight from sadness that you have met with all your +dangers. All your life you have spent in striving to escape from +things which are sad." His thoughts travelled back to those earlier +days, when he'd poured out his troubles to Spurling, and told him all +about himself; and always with the assurance that he would be +understood and would gain sympathy. John Granger as he had been then, +now seemed like a complaining child to himself. He was certain that, +were he to be met by that old self to-day, he would have no patience +with him. But Spurling had had patience.</p> + +<p>So, when all was said and done, he must consider himself a pretty +worthless fellow; and, after all, Spurling, despite his blood-stained +hands, was probably the better man.</p> + +<p>"Why Spurling failed to become a parson"—a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[222]</a></span> strange topic for thought +and conversation this, on the Last Chance River at nightfall!</p> + +<p>But Spurling was speaking again, timidly and half to himself. "Suppose +God should brand a mark on our foreheads for every crime which we have +perpetrated, I wonder what kind of beasts we should appear to one +another then?"</p> + +<p>Turning his head, in order that his face might not be seen, Granger +replied, "Much the same kind of beasts, I suspect, as we appear to one +another now." Then, speaking more hurriedly, "It wasn't to talk of +these things, and to ask me that question, that you required me to +come with you to some place where we might be by ourselves. Tell me, +what is it that you want me to do for you? You were good to me once, +and I'm willing to help you in any way that is honourable, and that +isn't too dangerous."</p> + +<p>Spurling laughed shortly, and said, "It isn't your help that I'm +asking; it's you that I'm trying to help. Here, look at that." He +passed something to him. "I didn't act squarely by you in the +Klondike, and I want to make up for it now. When we made that strike +in Drunkman's Shallows, the success of it turned my head; even then, +if you'd not been so impatient, I think I should have come to myself +and have behaved decently. You put my back up with your suspicions, +and by seeming to claim a part of my wealth as though it were yours by +right. But I'm anxious to forget that now."</p> + +<p>In the meanwhile, Granger had been examining the thing which had been +placed in his hands. It was wrapped up carefully in several rags, +which were knotted and tedious to untie. When he had stript them off, +he found that they contained a nugget, somewhat bigger<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[223]</a></span> than the one +which Eyelids had shown him, but of the same rounded formation, as +though it had been taken from a river-bed. "Where did you get it?" he +asked excitedly.</p> + +<p>"Where the half-breed got his—from the Forbidden River. Does El +Dorado seem more possible to you now?"</p> + +<p>But Granger was thinking, and he did not answer the question. Suddenly +the dream of his life had become recoverable. He had forgotten Peggy, +and Murder Point, and even Spurling himself. Once more in imagination +he was sailing up the Great Amana, following in his father's track. +Once more he saw, as in Raleigh's day, the deer come down to the +water's side, as if they were used to the keeper's call; and he +watched anxiously ahead lest, in the rounding of the latest bend, the +shining city should meet his sight and the salt expanse of Parima, +from whose shores its towers are said to rise. In his eyes was the +vision of the island near Puna, which Lopez wrote about, with its +silver herb-gardens, and its flowers of gold, and its trees of gold +and of silver; and in his ears was the tinkling music, which the +sea-wind was wont to make as it swept through the metal forest, +causing its branches to clang and its leaves to shake. He was far away +from Keewatin now, making the phantom journey to the land of his +desire.</p> + +<p>"Does El Dorado seem more possible to you now?"</p> + +<p>He turned to Spurling a face which had grown thin with earnestness, +"Druce, tell me quickly," he said, "how long will it take us to get +there?"</p> + +<p>"To get to El Dorado? The answer to that you should know best. But to +get to the place on the Forbidden River where this gold was found? Oh, +about five days."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[224]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Let us go there at once, then, before Beorn finds us out."</p> + +<p>"Ah, Beorn! The old trapper who put that half-breed on my track!"</p> + +<p>"Did he do that? Tell me about it."</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[225]</a></span> +<h3>MANITOUS AND SHADES OF THE DEPARTED</h3> + +<p>"After I had left you, I journeyed three days to the northward, till I +came to the mouth of the Forbidden River. There I found the cache +which you spoke to me about; but I did not break into it at that time, +as I was still well provided with food and ammunition. Because you had +told me that the Forbidden River was unexplored and never visited, +being haunted by Manitous and shades of the dead, I turned into it and +travelled up it—I thought that I should find safety there.</p> + +<p>"On the second day, just as evening was falling, I saw the flare of a +camp-fire, about two miles ahead. You'll remember that my nerves were +badly shaken when I came to you at Murder Point; and they hadn't been +much improved by those five days of flight through the winter +loneliness. When I saw that light blaze up in the distance, I began to +be afraid—and it wasn't the fear of men that I was thinking about. I +waited until it was utterly night and then, leaving my dogs behind, +stole stealthily forward to prospect. As I drew nearer, I saw that a +hut of boughs had been erected, and that a man was sitting, with his +rifle on his knees, before the fire. He was very old and tall. But I +had no opportunity to get a closer view of him, for, at that moment, +he must have heard me; he put his head on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[226]</a></span> one side to listen, and +rose to his feet. Without the waste of any time, he fired in my +direction. Luckily I had thrown myself flat along the snow, for the +bullet whizzed over my head. He advanced towards me a little way, and +then, thinking that he had been mistaken, went back to his fire, +grumbling to himself, and sat down. The cold ate into my bones, yet I +dared not stir until I was certain that he had gone to sleep. +Presently he arose, looked suspiciously around, piled more wood on his +fire, and went into his hut.</p> + +<p>"I hurried back to where I had left my dogs, harnessed them in and, +leaving the river-bank, travelled into the bush for a distance of +about two miles; there I tied them up, and then returned to the river +by myself, coming out at a point somewhat nearer to the old man's hut. +I lay down behind a clump of trees and waited. Before day had come, I +could hear that he was astir; but he seemed to be almighty busy for a +Keewatin trapper, who was only changing camp. About midday he had made +his preparations, and, stamping out his fire, set out down-stream, in +the direction of the Last Chance River. I knew that in half-an-hour he +must come across my trail, and have his suspicions of the previous +night confirmed. Sure enough, after he had passed my place of hiding +and had got below me about three hundred yards, he struck my tracks. +He pulled up sharply, and wheeled round, as if he could feel that my +eyes were watching him; he threw up his head like an old bull caribou +scenting danger.</p> + +<p>"I had left two trails leading from that point, the one towards his +hut and back again, the other into the bush to where my dogs were +tethered. If he was determined to follow up the latter and to trace me +to my hid<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[227]</a></span>ing, I was ready for him, and would have the advantage of +knowing his whereabouts, whilst he was ignorant of mine. He must have +been going through some such argument himself, for presently he +whipped up his dogs and, with one last glance across his shoulder, +continued on his journey. When he had vanished, and I had made certain +that he did not intend to return, I went forward to inspect his +abandoned camp.</p> + +<p>"Inside the hut I found that the floor was of earth and below the +snow-level, making evident the fact that it had been erected before +the winter had commenced. When I examined the walls, which were +constructed of boughs and mud, I came to the conclusion that they had +been standing for many years, but had been renewed from time to time. +All this made it clear to me that you had been mistaken in saying that +the Forbidden River had never been travelled. The next thing to +discover was what had brought the old man up there. The earth of the +floor was not packed together, but looked loose and rough, as though +it had been newly dug. This gave me my first clue to the secret. When +I walked above it, it did not sound solid, so I commenced to scrape +away the earth. Six inches down I came to branches of trees spread +crosswise, as though to form a roof to a cellar. Pulling these aside, +after another hour of labour, I looked down into a pit which had been +hollowed out. It was getting dark now, so I lit a fire.</p> + +<p>"I climbed into the pit, by some rudely fashioned stairs which had +been shaped in the side of the wall, and soon found myself on level +footing. Groping about down there, I could feel that the sides were +tunnelled, and had been roughly timbered with the stems of trees. +Going above ground, I fetched a torch and then saw<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[228]</a></span> all that I had +commenced to suspect—and a good deal more.</p> + +<p>"Piled up in one corner was an outfit of miner's implements, pans, +axes, spades, picks, etc., and close beside them was a sack of +moose-hide. Whipping out my knife, I cut through the thongs by which +the sack was tied; it lurched over, letting fall a dozen ounces or so +of gold dust. On searching round, I found in another corner a second +sack containing nuggets. When I went about the walls, and pushed my +way into some of the tunnels, I was made certain that I was in one of +the richest placer-mines that I had ever set eyes on. Then I went up +to consider what all this meant.</p> + +<p>"Here was I, a man fleeing for his life, and here was this old man, a +pioneer in an unexplored region, who, for some reason of his own, was +keeping secret the knowledge of his bonanza, yet taking the gold out +all the while. Couldn't I, by making the world a present of his +knowledge, buy back my life? Soon I recognised that that was folly; +the world would accept the present, but it would also demand my life. +There was nothing for it but to act by stealth. If I could once get +out of Keewatin with all these riches, I would be able to purchase my +escape; especially if I should remain in hiding for a year or so, +until the search had been abandoned, and I had been given up for dead. +Then I could sneak out and get to South America, where I was not +known, and commence life afresh. The thought of South America brought +El Dorado to my mind, and then I remembered you, two hundred miles' +distant at Murder Point. 'Why shouldn't I tell Granger?' I said. 'Then +we could both escape, and go in search of El Dorado together, as we +have always planned.'"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[229]</a></span></p> + +<p>He paused and looked at his companion to see what effect his words had +had. Granger was sitting with his head bent forward, his knees drawn +up and his arms about them, all attention, with a strange look of +hunger in his eyes. "Well, for God's sake don't keep me waiting, +Druce. Go on," he said.</p> + +<p>It was the second time that Granger had called him "Druce" in less +than two hours; he was now certain of his ground.</p> + +<p>"If you are willing to help me, I think we can do as we have always +planned. What do you think about it?"</p> + +<p>"I'm willing to the death. But after you'd discovered the mine, what +did you do then? Did the old man come back?"</p> + +<p>"The next few days I kept a careful lookout, in case I should be +surprised. When nothing happened, I commenced to prospect for myself. +I could not do much as the ground was frozen; but I thawed out some of +the dirt, and gathered a few nuggets of pretty fair size. Then the +river broke up, and I thought that I was safe for at least a time. But +soon my provisions began to run low, so that it became necessary for +me to turn back to the Last Chance River to break open the cache. I +postponed the journey as long as I dared, and at last set out, with +only enough flour and bacon to keep me going for two days. It was hard +travelling, for my dogs were of no use to me, the snow being too moist +for the passage of a sled. I had to work my way along by the +river-bank, through melting drifts and tangled scrub. I dared not +light a fire when I camped at night, lest it should be seen by the old +man, and he should steal up and kill me while I slept.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[230]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I thought I began to see why he had gone away so meekly, though he +knew that a stranger had found him out and was likely to stumble on +his treasure: so long as I was in hiding, I had had him at a +disadvantage; but now, having gone away quietly without resistance, he +was able to await me under cover at the Forbidden River's mouth, and I +would be the one who would run most risk when we came to an encounter. +He had known that sooner or later I should run short of grub, and be +forced to return to the Last Chance, and to pass by his ambush; all +that he had to do was to await me, for there is but one way out.</p> + +<p>"It took me three days to make the journey and when, as night was +falling, I came in sight of the spit of land which divides the two +rivers, on which the cache had been made, I had exhausted my supply of +rations. I was faint with hunger and perished with cold; but I dared +do nothing to provide for myself until I had made certain that I was +not spied upon.</p> + +<p>"The river-mouth looked deserted enough; on either bank it was bare of +trees—a bald and bleak expanse of withered scrub, affording little +cover. It would be difficult for any man to approach me, without being +seen before he had come within gun-range. I followed along the +left-hand bank, which I had been travelling, till I reached the point +where the Last Chance and Forbidden Rivers join. Gazing up and down +the Last Chance, the same scene of desolation met my eyes; there was +no flash of camp-fire or sign of rising smoke. In the north, from +which quarter the wind was blowing, I could detect no smell of +burning. I began to think that I was safe, and determined to make +short work of breaking into the cache and getting back to the hut<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[231]</a></span> +again. Then I awoke to a fact which I had overlooked in my anxiety to +avoid a surprise attack, that the cache was on the right-hand bank and +that I was on the left.</p> + +<p>"The river was flowing rapidly, carrying down tree-trunks and grinding +blocks of ice, so that it seemed impassable. Every now and then the +hurrying mass would jam and pile up, forming a pathway above the +current, but not for so long a time as would allow me to climb across.</p> + +<p>"I'd been going on half-rations for several days in order to make my +food eke out and, consequently, was miserably nourished. A death by +drowning is preferable any day to the slower tortures of starvation; I +made up my mind to cross the river at once, at whatever cost. I began +to forget my fear of the hidden enemy in my eagerness to satisfy my +hunger.</p> + +<p>"Retracing my steps, I walked up-stream, searching for a tree-trunk +which would be of sufficient weight to carry me. I planned to launch +out a quarter of a mile above the point which I wished to make on the +other side, and to trust to the current, and what little steering I +could manage, to get me across. I lost much time in my search, for the +larger logs which had been driven ashore had got wedged, and required +more than one man's strength to refloat them.</p> + +<p>"When I found a trunk of sufficient size, the wind had dropped and a +mist was settling down, which made it difficult for me to see anything +that was not immediately before my eyes. A haunting sensation of +insecurity began to pervade my mind. I hardly know how to describe it; +it was not dread of a physical death, but fear lest my soul might get +lost. Though I was now<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[232]</a></span> about to imperil my life, for the preservation +of which, during the last half year, I had made every effort of which +a human being is capable, that seemed to me as nothing when compared +with this new danger. If a man dies, he may live again; but if his +soul is snatched from him, what is there left that can survive? This +was the menace of which I was aware—a menace of spiritual death, to +the cause of which I was drawing nearer through the mist. My whole +desire now was to procure the provisions for which I had made the +journey, and to escape.</p> + +<p>"I got astride the trunk, steadying myself with a long birch-pole +which I had cut, and pushed off. The water was icy cold, causing my +legs to ache painfully, as if they were being torn from my body by +heavy weights. Soon the log was caught in the central current and +began to race. Like maddened horses, foaming at my side, before, and +behind, the drift-ice rushed. In the misty greyness of the night, +these floating ruins of the winter's silence assumed curious and +terrifying shapes. Sometimes they appeared to be polar bears, having +human hands and faces; sometimes they seemed to be huskies, with the +eyes and ears of men; but more often they were creatures utterly +corrupt, who, swimming beside me, acclaimed me as their equal and as +one of themselves.</p> + +<p>"I remembered the reason which you had stated why the Forbidden River +is never travelled—and I knew the power of fear as never before. I +could not see where I was going; no land was in sight. I could +perceive nothing but mocking befouled faces, and they were on every +side. With my steering pole I pushed continually towards the right, +dreading every moment<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[233]</a></span> that I would lose my balance, or would be swept +out into the Last Chance far below the cache. These thoughts made me +desperate, and I renewed the struggle with something that was more +than physical strength; I knew that, should I die at that time, I +would become one of those damned grey faces.</p> + +<p>"The crossing could not have occupied more than a few minutes, but +they seemed like ages. I felt as though, for so long as I could +remember, I had been sitting astride a log, hurrying through a mist on +a rushing river.</p> + +<p>"Presently I heard the grating of ice against ice and the cannoning of +logs, and I knew that I was nearing the other side. There was a sudden +shock; the tree which I rode swung round, and I found myself +scrambling wildly up the bank out of the reach of the hands which were +thrust out after me. I rose to my feet and ran, tripping and falling +continually as my snowshoes plunged deep in the melting crust. Each +time I fell, it seemed to me that I had not tripped, but had been +struck down from behind by the river-creatures which pursued me. Then +the sound of the water grew more faint, the mist closed in upon me, +and I sank exhausted. I had no idea of my position as regards the +cache, nor would I have any means of finding out until morning should +come and the fog should rise. But I knew that it would be fatal to sit +still in my sodden clothes, on the drenching snow, without a fire, +till daylight; so I got upon my feet and commenced to tread slowly +about.</p> + +<p>"Presently behind the mist I could hear something moving, which was +following and keeping pace with me stride by stride. Its footsteps did +not seem to be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[234]</a></span> those of a man, but more frequent and lighter. I was +in that state of mind when suspense is the worst part of danger; I did +not care particularly how much I had to suffer if only I might know +completely what death and by whose hands I was to die. Drawing my +revolver, I made a plunge forward in the direction from which the +sound had come. I saw nothing; but, when I stopped and listened, I +could hear the footsteps going round about me at just the same +distance away. I determined to pursue them; at any rate such an +occupation would keep me in motion and prevent me from perishing from +cold and dampness. But it's difficult to hunt the thing by which you +are hunted. Towards daybreak a slight breeze got up which, coming in +little gusts, cleared alleys in the heavy atmosphere as it forced a +passage. The footsteps had ceased by this time, but I could hear the +creature's panting breath; for some reason it had ceased to follow. I +waited until I heard the breeze coming and then made a rush in the +direction from which the breathing came. There, straight before me, +sitting on its haunches, I saw the shadow of what appeared to be a +gigantic timber-wolf; the only part of it which I could discern +plainly was its eyes, which, to my terrified imagination, blazed out +dazzling and huge through the gloom like carriage lamps.</p> + +<p>"And another thing I noticed, that it was sitting beside the cache for +which I was searching. Then the breeze died down, the mist closed in +again, and I could detect nothing of the creature's presence but the +sound of its breath.</p> + +<p>"With my revolver in my right hand and my knife in my left, I crept +slowly forward. Just ahead of me<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[235]</a></span> I could see something stirring, and +I fired. There was a scramble of hurrying feet, and then silence.</p> + +<p>"When I came to the cache, it was deserted. I should have delayed till +daylight, but my hunger was so great that I could not wait. Breaking +it open, I sat down to gorge myself on the first thing that came +handy—some raw fish which had been buried there. Something moved +behind me; before I had time to turn properly round, it had leapt on +my back. I could not draw my revolver, there was no time; my only +weapon was my knife. I saw the great face and eyes peering over my +left shoulder and made a downward stab, gashing open a deep wound from +the ear to the lower fangs. With a cry that was almost human, the +beast jumped back and vanished.</p> + +<p>"When day had come, I took as much of the provisions as I could carry, +and made good my escape. I was surprised at the old man's absence, and +fearful lest at any moment he might turn up. I did not cross the river +at the mouth, but worked my way along the right-hand bank, intending +to cross higher up and nearer the hut, where it was more narrow. At +noon I made a halt and snatched a little sleep, for I had purposed to +travel through the night. Some hours after darkness had fallen, I +began to be haunted with the old sense that something was following. +At first I heard no sound, for I was travelling over open ground. +Presently I had to enter a thicket, and there I was made certain; for +I could distinctly hear the snapping of branches, as if bent and +forced aside by the passage of some forest animal. I pushed rapidly +ahead, for it was not the safest place in which to be attacked. As I +glanced across my shoulder and from side to side, I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[236]</a></span> continually +caught glimpses of a thing which was grey.</p> + +<p>"Sometimes I was certain that I saw a face peering out at me from +above the brake; but whether it was that of the old man or of the +timber-wolf, I could not tell—strangely enough, their faces seemed to +me to be one and the same. When the day came, I felt that I was free +again, and making camp I slept. The same thing happened next night, +and the night after that, for it took me more than three days to make +the homeward journey. But each night, as I moved farther away from the +Forbidden River's mouth, the creature which followed had to traverse a +longer and longer trail to come up with me, as I approached nearer to +my destination.</p> + +<p>"After I had crossed the river and reached the hut, he rarely came; +and then only when the dusk had fallen early because of clouds or +rain. Yet there were times, just before the dawn, when I fancied that +I could see him watching me from the bank."</p> + +<p>"But what has this got to do with the half-breed?" Granger broke in +impatiently.</p> + +<p>"That's what I'd like to know myself. But I don't know, so I'm simply +giving you facts as they happened. The horror of that wolf's face, +which I confused with my memory of the old man's, made a deep +impression on me; I suppose that's why I've said so much about it.</p> + +<p>"However mistaken you may have been about the Forbidden River never +having been travelled, you were correct enough when you told me that +it was haunted. . . . And it isn't pleasant to be living a five-days' +journey from the nearest white man, in a place where the beasts look +like lost souls and have the eyes of the damned."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[237]</a></span></p> + +<p>Granger shrugged his shoulders, "And the half-breed?" he inquired.</p> + +<p>"The half-breed turned up five weeks after my return from the cache. +I'd been out cutting cord-wood and, when I came back, he was sitting +at the door of the hut. How long he'd been there, I could not tell; I +had been absent for perhaps two hours. I tried to find out how he'd +come, but he pretended not to understand; so, as I know no Cree, our +conversation wasn't very lengthy. At first, however, in spite of the +danger of his discovering who I was and what I was doing there, I was +pleased to see him, for I was getting moody and low-spirited with +living by myself. I tried to be content with supposing that he was a +trapper, who had strayed out of his district and had lighted on me by +accident.</p> + +<p>"We sat by the fire outside the hut and smoked together, smiling and +exchanging signs every now and then, to show that we were friendly. +But I watched him closely, and soon perceived that he was far more +knowing than he was willing to admit; I began to believe that he had +visited me with a purpose. I hadn't allowed him inside the hut for +fear he should see the pit, which was uncovered, and should guess the +secret or get suspicious; but I noticed that, whenever he thought that +I was not watching, his eyes would slowly turn in that direction. I +determined to put him to the test. Though it was as yet quite early, I +built up the fire for the night and signed to him that I was sleepy. +He nodded his head and went on smoking; so I lay down and feigned to +close my eyes. I must have fallen asleep, for when I woke the blaze +had died down to a mound of charcoal and glowing ash, with here and +there a little spurt of flame. When I looked stealthily round,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[238]</a></span> I +discovered that my companion was missing, but by listening I could +hear a sound of moving within the hut. Just then I saw his figure +coming out, so I lay down as though I had never wakened. He stood in +the doorway smiling to himself, holding something which sparkled in +his hand. Then he returned to the fire and sat down quite near to me, +so that he could watch my face.</p> + +<p>"I suppose I must have betrayed myself for, without any warning, he +flung himself upon me, slipping a noose about my neck as I attempted +to rise, which he drew tight, so that I was nearly strangled. Standing +behind me, jerking at the noose, he commanded me to hold up my hands. +I was too choked and dazed for struggle, so did as he bade me. When he +had bound me hand and foot, and gagged me, he threw me inside the hut +and, without a word of explanation, departed down-stream on his +journey.</p> + +<p>"I tried to burst the thongs, but they were too stout either to loosen +or to break. I wormed my way out on to the river-bank and tried to +chafe them against a rock, but only succeeded in bruising my flesh. +The sun came out and shone down upon me till my thirst grew agonising. +It seemed to me that at last I had run to the end of my tether. Then a +thought occurred to me; wriggling toward the fire, I found that it +still smouldered. By pushing and scraping with my bound hands and +feet, I managed to get some leaves and twigs together, which soon +sprang into a blaze. I waited until it had died down into a narrow +flame, over which I held my hands till the thongs were charred; then, +with a quick twist of the wrists, which caused my scorched flesh to +flake off in shreds, I wrenched my hands apart.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[239]</a></span> This is all true that +I am telling you; you can see for yourself. Already you must have +noticed those marks." He held out his wrists for Granger's inspection; +they were horribly mutilated.</p> + +<p>"And after that, when you got better, did the half-breed leave you +undisturbed or did he come back?"</p> + +<p>"I did not see either the half-breed or the old man again until that +early morning when I gazed in through the window at Murder Point . . . +and, do you know, that scar on the old man's face is in the same place +as the wound which I gave the timber-wolf?"</p> + +<p>Granger laughed nervously. "And what d'you make of that?"</p> + +<p>"I hardly dare to say; but, somehow, that beast seemed to me to be +more than a wolf—it looked like a dead soul."</p> + +<p>"A dead what? You've said that once before to-night."</p> + +<p>Spurting stared at him, amazed at his agitation. "A dead soul," he +repeated; "a soul which has gone out from a man, and left his body +still alive."</p> + +<p>"Do you know what name the Indians have given to that old man?" asked +Granger in an awe-struck voice.</p> + +<p>"How should I know? I think you called him Beorn."</p> + +<p>"Yes, but his other name is the <i>Man with the Dead Soul</i>."</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[240]</a></span> +<h3>IN HIDING ON HUSKIES' ISLAND</h3> + +<p>They stared at one another in silence, striving not to realise the +meaning of those words; yet their meaning was unavoidable.</p> + +<p>Both knew the legend of the <i>loup-garou</i>, the grim tradition of the +peasants of Quebec which the <i>coureurs des bois</i> have carried with +them into every part of Canada. Often in the Klondike, when seated +round the stove on a winter's night, they had heard it retold by +French-Canadians, in low excited whispers, with swift and frightened +turnings of the head. They had laughed at it in the daylight: yet at +night, when the tale was in the telling, it had seemed very real to +them. Then there had come that Christmas-Eve, when Jacques La France +had been found dead in his shack, with a hole in his neck, just +outside of Dawson City. Little Baptiste had owned with tears to the +crime, and had excused himself saying that he had been compelled to +the shooting because Jacques was his dearest friend, and Jacques had +become a <i>loup-garou</i> through not attending the Easter Sacrament for +seven years; as everybody knew, only by the inflicting of a bloody +wound on his beast's body could his soul be saved from hell.</p> + +<p>The jury who had tried him had been composed mostly of +French-Canadians. When it had been proved to them that wolf tracks had +been found before<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[241]</a></span> the dead man's threshold, they had acquitted +Baptiste, and had apologised for his arrest, in defiance of the +judge's disapproval.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Two and a half years at Murder Point had made Granger undogmatic on +problems of metempsychosis, and of the extent to which the barriers +which hedge in Man's spiritual life may be pushed back.</p> + +<p>It seemed not unlikely to him that there were men whose souls, +consciously or unconsciously, either by reason of their crimes or for +the better accomplishment of an evil desire, could go out from their +bodies while they slept, and be changed into the forms of beasts of +prey between sunset and dawn-rise. At all events, this was a +phenomenon which could not be disproved, and there were many who +believed it true.</p> + +<p>So he recalled unjudgingly the story of Jacques, also he remembered an +instance still nearer home—that of the Hudson Bay factor, who had +prayed to God that he might gaze with his living eyes upon his +disembodied soul.</p> + +<p>It was not the possibility of the fact which he doubted, but +Spurling's motive in telling him such a tale.</p> + +<p>Might he not have shown him the gold only in order to regain his +friendship, and then have lied to him in order to restrain him from +investigating, and, perhaps, with the purpose of sowing distrust in +his mind concerning Beorn and Eyelids? Whatever had been his purpose, +<i>there</i> was the gold; Granger was determined, in spite of the risk, to +see the Forbidden River for himself. Spurling was speaking, "And his +eyebrows meet," he said.</p> + +<p>Granger knew to what he was referring, for, all the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[242]</a></span> world over, where +this belief is current, it is supposed that the werewolf may be +detected in his human guise by the meeting of his eyebrows, which +appear like wings, as if his soul were prepared for flight.</p> + +<p>He was about to reply, when his hand, straying about his throat, +chanced upon the silver chain by which the locket of Mordaunt was +suspended, which he had stolen from the body of Strangeways. It was +like a warning voice, recalling the past, which urged him to distrust +this man. Spurling must have seen the change, for he leant over +towards him appealingly, as if he were about to entreat him to be +patient. With a gesture of annoyance Granger rose to his feet and +commenced to walk away; but he halted sharply and drew into the +shadow, signing to Spurling to keep quiet. From very far away, borne +on the stillness of the night, they could hear the rhythmic beat of +several paddle-blades.</p> + +<p>Crawling upon his hands and knees, Spurling joined him. "What is it?" +he asked. "Is it Eyelids again?" Granger pointed up-river. "They're +coming from the west," he whispered, "and there are at least four men +by the sound of the blades."</p> + +<p>"What men come from the west at this season? Surely, they should be +travelling in the opposite direction, going towards God's Voice?"</p> + +<p>"They should be, and it is for that reason that I fear for your +safety."</p> + +<p>Nothing more was said, but Spurling guessed what was implied—that +this might be a fresh messenger of justice, coming down the Last +Chance River to rob him of his life.</p> + +<p>Very stealthily, taking advantage of every shadow, they crept down the +hillside through the underbrush,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[243]</a></span> till they came to the cove where +they had landed. Twenty paces from the water's edge they hid +themselves, at a point from which they could command a view of the +travellers' approach.</p> + +<p>Nearer and nearer the monotonous swirling of the water, beaten by the +paddles, came; the darkness ahead of the island shifted and took +shape; they could distinctly hear the sound of men's voices, engaged +in low-pitched and angry conversation. A large canoe, carrying six +men, which flew the red flag of the Hudson Bay Company, shot out from +the shadows. Now they could make out some of the words which were +being spoken by two of the travellers.</p> + +<p>"And you say that you believe he's innocent! Well then I tell you that +he's a damned scoundrel. If he didn't actually kill him, it wasn't for +lack of the desire; you may bet your sweet life on that. In any case, +he's a demoralising influence in the district, and it's best for all +parties that he should be put out of the way."</p> + +<p>A second voice interrupted at this point; it seemed to be arguing and +trying to conciliate, but its tones were so low and spoken so rapidly +that it was only possible to gather its general intention. The first +voice spoke again.</p> + +<p>"I don't care about the other man; there's no sense in looking for +him. He's probably dead by now. But the fellows I can't stand are +these blamed private traders; they're always up to some dirty work. +When I get my chance of putting one of them out of business, I don't +hesitate. To hell with all private traders, I say."</p> + +<p>The canoe had now drawn level with the cove, so that Granger was able +to recognise its occupants. In the stern sat the Indian steersman, +with a rifle ready to his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[244]</a></span> hand. Next to him sat a large red-bearded +man, broad in the shoulders, massive in the jowl, almost brutal in his +evidence of strength; even in that dusky light one could feel that his +face was clenched in a scowl, and that his eyes were piercingly gray +and cruel. Facing him, with his back towards the prow, sat Père +Antoine, a little bent forward, gesticulating with his hands, his +whole attitude that of one who is trying to explain and persuade. +After him came the remaining three Indian and half-breed paddle-men, +sharp-featured and unemotional, stooping vigorously to their work.</p> + +<p>"And what do you propose doing?" asked Père Antoine.</p> + +<p>"Why, what I've already told you a dozen times—treat him like a mad +dog. I shall arrest him at once, and take him back with me as prisoner +to God's Voice. When once I've got him there, I shall make him confess +and get together sufficient evidence to have him hanged. This whole +affair has been a scandal, and I'm going to put a stop to it. I shall +make an example of this man. Why, soon it won't be safe to travel +anywhere, unless you go protected. He must have had a nice lot of +ruffians for his friends, if this fellow Spurling was a specimen. And +now they've taken to paying him visits. . . ."</p> + +<p>The canoe bore the speaker out of earshot, leaving the listeners with +the sentence uncompleted.</p> + +<p>Granger was aroused from some very uncomfortable imaginings by +Spurling, who, touching him on the elbow, exclaimed in surprise, "Why, +it isn't me; it's you they're after!"</p> + +<p>Then, when he received no answer, he asked, "What is it that you have +done?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[245]</a></span></p> + +<p>It was Cain accusing Judas with a vengeance.</p> + +<p>"Done! I've done nothing," Granger exclaimed, pushing him aside; +"Robert Pilgrim is mistaken."</p> + +<p>"That's what we all say, until we are forced to own up."</p> + +<p>But Granger was not listening to what Spurling said; he was tortured +with the truth of one sentence which he had heard that night. "If he +didn't actually kill him, it wasn't for lack of the desire." How had +Robert Pilgrim guessed that? As he himself had confessed to +Strangeways, he had been tempted at first to let him go on his way +unwarned, and take his chances of falling through the ice. Eventually +he had cautioned him, but so late and in such a manner that his words +had only had the effect of skilfully forwarding his earlier base +intention. <i>If he had not actually killed him, it was not for lack of +the desire.</i> And by how much was he superior to this man, crouching at +his side, whom he had so often condemned and had again condemned that +night?</p> + +<p>Spurling answered that question for him. Rising to his feet and +stretching his cramped arms and legs, he remarked, "Well, of course, +if you won't take me into your confidence, there's nothing more to be +said. If you don't want to tell me, I won't trouble you by asking +again; but it seems to me that we're both in the one boat now."</p> + +<p>This new sense of equality with his companion, though it was only an +equality in crime, had suddenly brought about a change for the better +in Spurling. He carried himself freely, in the old defiant manner, and +had lost his attitude of cringing subservience. At first Granger had +it in his heart to hate him for the change, knowing,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[246]</a></span> as he did, that +it arose from an unhesitating acceptance of this chance-heard, +unproved assertion of his own kindred degradation. But soon the hatred +gave way to another emotion, which, perhaps, had its genesis in a +memory of those earlier days, when this man had been willing to stand +between him and the world. In gazing upon him, looking so big and +powerful, he was comforted with a sense that his misery was shared. A +latter-day writer has wisely recorded, "I have observed that the mere +knowing that other people have been tried as we have been tried is a +consolation to us, and that we are relieved by the assurance that our +sufferings are not special and peculiar. In the worst of maladies, the +healing effect which is produced by the visit of a friend who can +simply say, 'I have endured all that,' is most marked."</p> + +<p>And it was this consolation which Granger now began to experience in +Spurling's presence.</p> + +<p>Though the separate circumstances which lay behind their common +accusation were utterly different, the one man being innocent of the +infamy wherewith he was charged and the other guilty, their danger was +the same.</p> + +<p>Without telling him anything of Strangeways' death or entering into +any explanation of the reasons for which he was suspected, Granger +determined to face, without dispute, the premier fact in the +case—that he was hunted for his life as was Spurling—and to plan for +the future with him, as though he were his fellow-criminal in result +as well as in intent.</p> + +<p>They returned to their former station, on the rock beneath the +solitary pine, from which they could command a view of the approach to +the island on every side,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[247]</a></span> and there lay themselves down, so that +their presence might not be observed. Then Granger spoke, "Well, and +what is to be done?" he said.</p> + +<p>Spurling's answer was brief and to the point. "Hide here till the way +is clear; then seek out the Forbidden River, and afterwards escape."</p> + +<p>"But Eyelids knows where we are, and he may betray us?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, but he does not know, unless you have told him, that I am a man +with a price upon his head; and it is me, not you, whom he hates."</p> + +<p>"And we have no food."</p> + +<p>"If the worst comes to the worst, we have the huskies; and it seems to +me that the priest was your friend—and then there is your wife."</p> + +<p>Even in his present predicament Granger could not restrain a smile, +for it had not occurred to him to rely on Peggy for help—<i>his wife</i>.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he replied grimly, "there is my wife."</p> + +<p>But before the night was over he had occasion to regret his sneer. +They had agreed to keep watch, turn and turn about, two hours at a +stretch. Spurling was on guard, when Granger was aroused by the +furious yelping of the huskies on the shore which was nearest to the +river-bank.</p> + +<p>Peering cautiously over the edge of the rock, they could see that +something was swimming down the current, making for the island, but +whether man or animal they could not yet discern. As it came nearer +they saw that it was a head, upon which was balanced a burden, which +the swimmer supported with one hand. Running down to where the huskies +were gathered, they cuffed them into silence, and there waited. The +laboured breathing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[248]</a></span> grew louder and louder; presently a face was +lifted clear of the water, which Granger recognised. Turning to +Spurling, as he stepped into the river to help the swimmer out, he +whispered, "It's Peggy."</p> + +<p>He caught her in his arms, and, taking her bundle from her, drew her +safe to land. She was naked and shivered in the cold night air—a +slender statue of bronze. Her hair hung dripping about her shoulders, +and her eyes were bright with excitement. Granger thought, as he gazed +on her, that he had never realised how beautiful she was. Freed from +her conventional European garments, there was a grace of rebellion +about her which brought her into harmony with the forest environment, +which was also unconfined.</p> + +<p>But she had come to the island on a serious errand, and with no +thought of being admired. Drawing her husband to one side, she told +him that he would find a revolver and food, sufficient for three days, +in the bundle which she had brought, and advised him to lie quietly on +the island until Robert Pilgrim should have gone away. She told him +that Père Antoine was his friend, and was doing his best to save him. +When Granger asked her how she had known where he was, she replied +that Eyelids had told her, but that she had made him promise to tell +no one else, so that even Antoine was in ignorance of his whereabouts. +She had given them to understand that he had set out for God's Voice a +week ago, and had simulated surprise and grave concern that he had not +arrived before the factor's departure; but she added, "They know that +I am lying."</p> + +<p>When Granger referred to the murder with which he was charged, and +began hurriedly to explain why he had not told her about it, she +became strangely per<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[249]</a></span>turbed, and cut him short, saying that she must +get back to the store before her absence was observed. It was quite +evident to him that she had not for a moment doubted but that he was +guilty; it was also evident that so small a misdemeanour as killing a +man was not reckoned in her code of morals as being very blameworthy. +He felt hurt at her lack of faith in his integrity; but afterwards, +when he came to think things over, was amazed at her unswerving +loyalty in spite of that deficiency.</p> + +<p>He watched her plunge into the river on her return journey, swim +across, run lightly up the bank to where her clothes were lying, and +disappear in the gloom of the forest.</p> + +<p>"If I could only learn to care for her," he thought, "even here, in +Keewatin, I might have something left to live for." And then, in the +solemnity which precedes the sunrise, made conscious of the emptiness +which her departure had left, he added, "And I do begin to care."</p> + +<p>It was noticeable that in all that she had said, she had made no +reference to Spurling. For the next three days they lay in hiding, no +one coming near them, either friend or enemy. To occupy the time, and +forget their anxiety, as though they were not men who dwelt beneath +the shadow of death, they talked of their old quest, making plans for +the future, and mapping out with their fingers in the dust new routes, +by the following of which El Dorado might be attained. And it was thus +that they strove to escape the pain of the realness of their +present—by entering into a faery land, sufficiently remote from life +to remain unthreatened.</p> + +<p>It was in this land of the imagination that they had first met, and +formed their friendship. Revisiting it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[250]</a></span> in one another's company, the +hideousness of what had happened was, for the time being, blotted out; +they renewed their former intimacy and passion. With the mention of +familiar names, kind associations of bygone pleasures were aroused, +and the old affection sprang to life. They shrank from any allusion to +such things as had befallen them since their London days. Yet +continually, in the midst of the most eager conversation, one or other +of them would glance up, and cast his eyes along the river to the +eastward, remembering Murder Point. It was in the early dawn of the +fourth day, when, gazing toward the store, Granger descried two red +squares of sail flapping against the sunrise. It was his lookout, and +Spurling was asleep. He aroused him, bending over him and crying, "The +York boats are coming from Crooked Creek; we shall be rid of Robert +Pilgrim now." When Spurling was thoroughly awake and had seen the +sails for himself, he asked him to explain. Then Granger told him how, +in the summer of every year, the outposts of the Hudson Bay Company +send in their winter's catch of furs to the head fort of their +district, which in this case was God's Voice, where the skins are +baled and graded, and dispatched to the London headquarters—which, +being the most important duty of a factor's year, meant that Robert +Pilgrim would have to return in order to superintend.</p> + +<p>All through the long June day they waited, hoping to see their enemy's +departure; but the sails had been lowered and nothing was now visible +of the York boats save their tall bare masts jutting above the +river-banks. At times they would see groups of voyageurs, walking +distantly among the trees, perhaps assisting the factor in one last +lazy search for the fugitive. As the heat of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[251]</a></span> the afternoon increased, +even these disappeared. But, when evening was come, they saw, to their +great joy, that the sails were hoisted again; and presently, borne to +them over the brooding stillness, they heard the cries of the rowers +and the thud of the heavy oars in the wooden rowlocks. Those sounds +meant freedom to them; they trembled in their excitement.</p> + +<p>Peering out from between the bushes, they watched the approach of the +two black galleys, each with its eight oarsmen and cargo of piled-up +bales, like pirate craft returning with their spoils. The flashing of +the gawdy scarves of the men, the motion of their bodies as they stood +up for the stroke, flung their weight upon the enormous oars, and sat +down at the finish, only to rise up again with monotonous shouts of +encouragement, the banging of the sail against the mast, the rippling +of the water as the prow pressed forward—all these spoke of life to +the watchers, of endeavour, and bravery, and travel, causing their +blood to redouble its pace and their hope to arise. There was still +one doubt which troubled them, lest, in spite of the need of his +presence at the fort, the enmity of Robert Pilgrim should have +persuaded him to stay. But that was soon laid to rest, when in the +bows of the leading York boat they saw his canoe, and later, as the +sail swung round, caught a glimpse of the red-bearded man himself, +seated in the stern. Antoine was by his side. As the boat passed by, +they strained their ears to catch any scrap of conversation which +might be of use to them in making their escape. But the noise of the +voyageurs and of the wind in the sail was deafening, moreover the boat +was making good headway, so that they only overheard one phrase:<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[252]</a></span></p> + +<p>"You've brought me on a fool's errand. You say the man is dead, and +you've shown me his grave, and yet. . . ." It was Pilgrim who was +speaking; but before he had finished his sentence, his voice was +drowned in the shouting of the men and the splashing of the blades.</p> + +<p>Granger, having watched them out of sight, turned to Spurling with a +sigh of relief. "Thank God, they've gone," he said.</p> + +<p>Then he noticed that his companion was deadly pale. "What's the matter +now," he asked; "are you so badly cut up at parting with such dear +friends?"</p> + +<p>"Did you hear what he said?" gasped Spurling, pushing his face nearer, +and staring Granger squarely between the eyes. "Did you hear what he +said? 'You say the man is dead, and you've shown me his grave, and +yet. . . .' And yet what? Can you guess how that sentence was going to +end?"</p> + +<p>Granger was bewildered by his ferocious earnestness. He could not +imagine its purpose, or what had caused it. "Why, of course I heard +what he said," he replied. "I suppose Antoine's been trying to +persuade the factor that I am dead, and he's loath to believe it."</p> + +<p>"If that is what he meant all the better for us, but I doubt it."</p> + +<p>But why he doubted it Granger could not get him to confess; so, +turning his mind to other thoughts, like a sensible man, he set about +launching the canoe, preparatory to the return to Murder Point. The +last sight they saw as they paddled away, was the four gray huskies, +which Spurling had brought with him on his first arrival, seated on +their haunches in a row by the water's edge, raising their dismal +voices to the sky. "Looks as though<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[253]</a></span> those damned beasts were doing +their best to call Pilgrim back," said Spurling.</p> + +<p>On the way to the Point they talked matters over, and determined that, +since they had no time to waste, they would stop at the store only so +long as was necessary for the getting together of an outfit, and would +depart for the Forbidden River that night. Eyelids and Beorn were to +be left in charge at Murder Point, which would serve to flatter at +least one of them, and would keep them occupied. If they should demand +an explanation for this sudden going away, the answer was obvious, +that Granger did not choose to be arrested by the factor of God's +Voice. There was only one embarrassment which stood in their way, +which was that in Granger's absence the boat would probably arrive +from Garnier, Parwin and Wrath, bringing articles of trade in exchange +for his year's collection of furs, letters of instructions from the +partners for the future conduct of their interests, and expecting to +carry back to Winnipeg his annual statement of accounts. He made up +his mind to meet this difficulty by ordering Peggy to tell the +partners that he was dead. Such a report, he calculated, were it +believed and properly circulated, would help him greatly in his escape +from Keewatin, when he had gathered his gold on the Forbidden River +and was ready to go out. This course of action had been suggested to +him by the unfinished sentence of Robert Pilgrim, which they had +overheard.</p> + +<p>As they drew near the Point, they were struck with the profoundness of +its quiet. They themselves had experienced so great a change in their +four days of absence, so much of emotional strife and perturbation, +that they were somehow surprised to find it unaltered.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[254]</a></span> Beorn, as +usual, was sitting on the pier-head, smoking his pipe; he did not look +up or recognise them. Eyelids, on the other side of the river, was +setting his evening nets: he nodded to Granger from across the water, +smiled and went on with his work. On entering the shack, they +discovered Peggy busily engaged over the evening meal, as though they +had forwarned her as to when they would arrive. Her face betrayed +neither annoyance nor pleasure—she might never have visited Huskies' +Island. In the presence of so much that was commonplace, Spurling's +fantastic account of what had happened to him on the Forbidden River +seemed absurd and outrageous.</p> + +<p>It took them two hours to prepare their outfit and carry it down to +the canoe; they were in no hurry to set out, for so long as they were +on the Last Chance they intended to travel only by night.</p> + +<p>No one seemed to notice their doings, and even they themselves, +becoming infected with the quiet of their surroundings, gradually +ceased from conversing, and, except for an occasional necessary +question, did their work in silence. At last, when it had grown as +dark as it ever is in June time in Keewatin, signalling to one another +with their eyes, they agreed that it was time to set out. Spurling +having stepped down to the pier, Granger looked round for Peggy. He +found her sitting in the grass a few paces behind him; she had come +there so gently that he had been unaware of her nearness. Taking his +place beside her, he commenced to speak to her the words which he had +planned to say. She listened attentively, making no sign which would +betray her state of mind. "Do you understand?" he asked her; and she +for answer bowed her head.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[255]</a></span></p> + +<p>Thinking that she was indifferent as to what became of him, he rose to +his feet, saying in a hard voice, "Good-bye. I must be going. Thank +you for what you did for me on the island!" He had turned his back and +descended the mound a few paces, when he felt her clinging to his +hand, pressing it against her cheek, and he knew that she was crying.</p> + +<p>"Why, what's the matter?" he asked, bending down to her.</p> + +<p>"Don't go, don't go," she whispered.</p> + +<p>"Why not, Peggy? I've not been of much use to you. I don't think +you'll miss me."</p> + +<p>"I hate that man," she panted.</p> + +<p>"But why?"</p> + +<p>"Because he's taking you away from me; and, though you may return from +this journey, there will come a day when you will not return and I +shall be left alone."</p> + +<p>Granger was surprised at her display of passion—she had seemed to him +so cold. He had come to think of her as only a squaw-wife: but it was +the white woman in her who had spoken those words. He tried to comfort +her, denying her doubts and talking to her as though she had been a +frightened child. But throughout all that he said she kept on +whispering, "He is taking you away from me. One day he will see to it +that you do not return."</p> + +<p>And had Granger stopped to think, he would have known that what she +said was true; for, when once his dream of El Dorado had become +capable of accomplishment, she would be to him as nothing. He heard +Spurling calling him by name. Lifting her to her feet, he kissed her +upon the mouth, and, amazed at his own kindness, as though he had done +something shameful,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[256]</a></span> ran down the mound, stepped into the canoe, and +launched out.</p> + +<p>Bending forward to Spurling, who was sitting in the bows, "It's El +Dorado or death this time," he whispered. Spurling did not answer him, +but he saw him crouch his shoulders as if to avoid a lash, and heard +his mutter, like the echo of his own voice, "<i>Or death</i>."</p> + +<p>The canoe was travelling heavily, for Spurling had stopped paddling. +Granger was about to expostulate with him when, watching him more +attentively, he discovered that his eyes were fixed upon the bend. As +they drew nearer, and were passing by, his body trembled and he buried +his face in his hands. Not until the bend was behind him did he take +up his paddle—and then he flung himself into the work with frenzy, as +one who fled.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[257]</a></span> +<h3>THE FORBIDDEN RIVER</h3> + +<p>"If we are to get back before the winter closes in upon us we must +start to-night."</p> + +<p>Spurling looked up from the pan of dirt which he was washing. "You've +said that ten times a day in the last two weeks if you've said it +once," he snapped.</p> + +<p>"Yes, but I mean it this time. We've got all the gold that we can +carry. If you won't come with me, I shall take the canoe and start +back by myself."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you will, will you? And d'you think that I don't see through your +game?" Then noticing how Granger's hand had gone instinctively to his +hip-pocket, he added, "And if it comes to fighting, I go armed +myself."</p> + +<p>In a flash both men had whipped out their revolvers, but Spurling was +the fraction of a second late; Granger had him covered.</p> + +<p>"So you're going to murder me, after all," Spurling continued +sneeringly. "You've postponed it a long time; it was at Drunkman's +Shallows that you were going to do it first. Your excuse then was that +you weren't John Granger, but your baser self. You were always a good +hand at excuses. And pray who are you now?"</p> + +<p>"Throw away that revolver," shouted Granger, in a voice that was thick +with anger.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[258]</a></span></p> + +<p>Spurling tossed it a couple of yards away.</p> + +<p>"No, that won't do. Throw it into the river. Don't rise to your feet; +crawl to it on your hands and knees."</p> + +<p>Spurling looked at him surlily to see whether he dared disobey, then +did as he was commanded. There was a flash of silver as the weapon +spun through the air, a commotion of spray, as though a fish had +risen, and a distant and more distant shining as it sank down and +settled on the river-bed.</p> + +<p>"That's right. Now let me tell you, Druce Spurling, that you're a fool +for your pains. If either you or I are to be alive this time next +year, however we may feel towards one another at present, we've got to +act as though we were friends. There'll be time enough for quarrelling +when we've seen the last of Murder Point, and have passed out over the +winter trail with our gold, and know that we are safe. Why, you fool, +we've been here nearly four months and we've already got more gold +than we can take with us; it's October, and the river may close up +almost any day."</p> + +<p>Spurling began to mutter something about how, if it weren't for +Granger, <i>he'd</i> be able to get out all right.</p> + +<p>"What's that you're saying?" Granger interrupted him. "I've heard that +tale ever since we set out and I'm sick of hearing it. You fancy that +the Mounted Police think that you are dead, and have ceased to search +for you, and that I'm the man they're after now. You say that I'm +known in the district, and that you are unknown, except by that +half-breed who caught sight of you as you went by God's Voice; +therefore you argue that I am a danger, a hindrance to you. You'd like +to get rid of me, so that you may get out with the gold, in safety, by +yourself. It's the same old trick that you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[259]</a></span> tried to play me in the +Klondike; you want to reach El Dorado without me. You swine! Do you +know why it is that the Mounted Police are after me? It's because I +took pity on you, remembering old times, and tried to prevent your +being hanged—that's why. And you make it an excuse for deserting me. +I've not told you that before, and I can see that you don't believe me +now. Well, I'm not going to give you the details which would prove +it—I'm not asking for gratitude from such a cur as you've turned out. +All I'm going to say is this: from the first of your coming up here +I've tried to play fair by you; I've done more than that, I've come +near giving you my life—giving, mind you, not letting you take it as +you've been inclined to do many times. And I'm willing to play fair +until the end—until we get outside and are safe; then we can each go +on our separate ways, if we so decide. I know where I'm going—to El +Dorado. I daresay you're going to try to get there too, but that is +none of my concern. I'm concerned with the present. That canoe is +mine, and what's left of the grub is mine. The gold we share between +us. If you don't want to come with me I'll take the canoe and other +things which belong to me, and my share of the dust and nuggets, and +you can stay here. But if you come with me, you've got to be +honourable and behave like a man—not a husky. I give you two minutes +to make your choice."</p> + +<p>"There isn't any choice to be made," growled Spurling; "you offer me +your company or starvation. I choose your company, much as I detest +it. And I'd like to know who you are to speak to me like this? And +what there is to lose your temper about? If you'd explained what you'd +wanted, I'd have come quietly; but I'd<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[260]</a></span> rather cut my throat at once +and be done with it than be ordered about by a man like you—a fellow +married to a squaw-wife."</p> + +<p>Granger's face went white and his lips trembled; his finger closed +upon the trigger, then with an effort he controlled himself. "I think +I've heard enough from you on that point," he said; "suppose we drop +this discussion and get the canoe ready?"</p> + +<p>He turned upon his heel and walked into the hut, followed more slowly +by Spurling.</p> + +<p>This was by no means their first falling out in the past four months; +from the night that they left Murder Point things had been going from +bad to worse. Given two men who set out into the forest together, +bound by the strongest ties of friendship, who travel in one another's +footsteps and sleep side by side for days and nights at a stretch, +without seeing any other face but one another's and their own +reflected visage, with nothing to break the silence but their own +voices, and the cries of the wilderness, which have become +irritatingly monotonous because of their sameness and frequent +reiteration, and it is a thing to be marvelled at if they do not come +back enemies. But when they set out each with his own hidden secret, +each with his own private suspicion of his companion, with a gnawing +enmity between them which has been changed into a show of friendship +only by force of circumstance, when the object of their journey is a +possession over which they have quarrelled before and parted company, +concerning which they are already secretly jealous, then the final +relationship of those two men can be forecast without any fear of +error.</p> + +<p>Before they had reached the Forbidden River they had ceased to +converse. By the time that they had landed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[261]</a></span> at the hut, their nerves +were jangled. Before they had been working there many days they had +thought their way over all their old grievances, and, like petulant +children, were on the lookout for any new cause of offence. The cause +had come when Spurling, tired with rocking the cradle, his face and +hands swollen by the sun and mosquito-bitten, had said, "I don't see +why we should take all this trouble. I'm going to quit work."</p> + +<p>Granger was attending to the flume which they had constructed. "You're +going to do no such thing," he had said.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am; you're not my master and I shan't ask your permission. +There's as much gold as we shall require in those two sacks which the +Man with the Dead Soul washed out. If you've got such a scrupulous +conscience, you can dig out your share; but I'm not going to help +you."</p> + +<p>"So you've turned thief now, in addition to your other profession," +was the retort which Granger had thrown back.</p> + +<p>Out of such small foolishnesses had arisen quarrel after quarrel, so +that it had become only necessary for Spurling to make a statement for +Granger to contradict him, or for Granger to express a desire for +Spurling to thwart its accomplishment. Day by day they would toil +together, digging out the muck, emptying it into the sluice-boxes or +testing it in the pan, without exchanging a word; then some trifling +difficulty would arise, for which, perhaps, neither of them was +responsible, and they would seize the opportunity to goad one another +on to murder with the evil of what they said. On one point only were +they agreed—the gathering of the most wealth in the shortest time; +for wealth meant to them<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[262]</a></span> escape and the preserving of their lives. To +this end they feverishly laboured both day and night, reserving no +special hours for sleep and rest. Yet, even in their escape, as has +been seen, they did not necessarily include one another; so far as +Spurling was concerned, when once the gold had been acquired, it was +"each man for himself." There was no loyalty between them; they were +kept together only by a common avarice, and by fear of the wideness of +the Northland.</p> + +<p>Yet there were times when Granger would waken to a sense of something +that was better. By the end of August they had washed out all the dust +and nuggets that they could possibly carry, and it was then that he +had recognised that greed, regardless of consequence, had become the +master-passion of both their lives. The words which the Dead Soul had +spoken to him would come back, "I will make a man more precious than +fine gold; even a man than the golden wedge of Ophir"—and he would +look at Spurling and, bending down above the water, he would regard +himself. Going over to Spurling he would say, laying his hand upon his +shoulder, "Druce, in spite of the harsh things which we have spoken, +we must still be friends, and seek out El Dorado together."</p> + +<p>After such a reconciliation they would talk together of their plans +and the various ways in which they would amend their lives; but +gradually they came to know that, while they lived, their hatred never +could be dead, and, defiant of whatsoever resolutions they might make, +would surely reassert itself. It was the spirit of the North which +spoke through them, and not they themselves—the spirit of silence, +striving to utter itself, and of enmity to all the world.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[263]</a></span></p> + +<p>They carried out their treasure from the hut and placed it in the +canoe. It was done up in all kinds of packets, in flour-sacks, empty +tobacco-tins, torn strips of blanket which they had sewn together, and +abandoned clothing tied up at the arms and legs. Before they had +placed it all in, together with what remained to them of their outfit, +the little craft sat so low in the water that it was evident that it +would be swamped if there was added to its burden the weight of two +men. They were compelled to sit down and consider how much of their +outfit could be abandoned. Even then, when they had rejected all the +provisions, save those which were necessary for a five days' journey, +and their blankets and their rifles, the canoe was still unsafe.</p> + +<p>At Spurling's suggestion they limited themselves to half rations and +took off all their clothing except their trousers and shirts; and +still it was too heavy. Very reluctantly they set to work to take out +some of the gold, commencing with the smaller amounts. When they had +finished, they had thrown out all their last month's work, and still +the canoe was by no means steady.</p> + +<p>Spurling, with the foresight and thrift of a man who has a long life +before him, went into the hut and, bringing out a spade, commenced to +dig. When he had made a hole of sufficient width and depth, he buried +the abandoned nuggets and gold dust.</p> + +<p>Granger watched him to the end. Then, with a touch of bitterness in +his tones, he asked, "And what's that for?"</p> + +<p>"In case I should ever be able to come back," said Spurling, "and so +that no one else may find it."</p> + +<p>"Don't you worry yourself, you'll be in El Dorado<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[264]</a></span> before that time, +or else hanged. In either case, a trifle like that won't matter."</p> + +<p>He scowled; Granger's flippancies on the subject of death, especially +death with a rope about his neck, always made him feel unhappy. He +tried to take his place in the stern, but Granger would not trust him +there; he signed to him to take the forward paddle, where he would +have no opportunity of making a surprise attack. They pushed off and +quickly lost sight of the hut, the discovery of which had meant so +much to them. Now that they had procured their wealth and abandoned +their diggings, all their eagerness was for escape.</p> + +<p>The sunset lay behind them, and before, like a black-mailed host, +preparing to dispute their passage, the shadows of night were +gathered. During the past month the forest leaves had turned from +green, and gray, into copper, yellow, and flaming red. The branches of +the tallest of the underbrush were already bare and, clustered +together beneath the tree-trunks, created the effect of scarves of +mist which shifted from silver to lavender. The floor of the forest +was of gold, where the fallen foliage had scattered; but, where the +scrub-oak grew, it was golden splashed with blood. The dominant tone +of the landscape was of gold and blood; through the heart of which ran +the river, changing by infinitesimal, overlapping shadings from yellow +into red, from red into night-colour, from night-colour into +nothingness. Down this roadway passed the trespassers, with the thing +which they had stolen weighing down their canoe to the point of +danger; murder was in their hearts, and grey fear ran before them. +Instinctively they bowed their heads, suspicious of one another, +peering ahead into the dis<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[265]</a></span>tance for an enemy who awaited them, and +from side to side or behind for one who followed.</p> + +<p>During their stay at the hut, nothing had come near to disturb +them—nothing in human guise. But from the first they had been aware +of the timber-wolf, which Spurling had seen on his first visit and had +described to Granger. It had not shown itself in the daytime and had +rarely been seen in its entirety at night; but they had known that it +was near them by the rustling of the bushes, and had at times caught a +glimpse of its shadow, or of its eyes looking out at them from under +cover.</p> + +<p>Even when they had not heard it, they had come across its footprints. +Towards the dawn, had one of them risen early and strayed far from +camp, he had sometimes seen it cross his path ahead, or had heard it +tracking him. So nervous had they become, that they had never stirred +far from one another; while one had slept, the other had kept watch. +Perhaps this dread of a constant menacer, and the more terrible fear +of being left alone in its presence, had prevented bloodshed when +their more furious quarrels were at their height. Of a mere wolf, no +man who is armed need have terror; their discomfort arose from the +suspicion that this creature, which watched and lay in wait for them, +was more than an animal.</p> + +<p>There had been a night when it was Spurling's turn to keep guard, and +he had slept. Granger had wakened with a nervous sense of peril. +Through the open door of the hut he had seen the silver of the +moonlight in the tree-tops across the river and had seen the outline +of his companion stretched along the ground. As he watched, he had +seen a shadow fall across the threshold,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[266]</a></span> followed by a head. It was +grey in colour, the ears were laid back, and the fangs were bared as +if with hunger. But it was the eyes which had absorbed his attention. +They were angry and reproachful; he had seen them before—they were +the eyes of a man whose soul is dead. They recalled to him that night +when Beorn had declared himself. That he recognised them, as he +admitted to himself when daylight was come, may have been only fancy; +but the impression which he had while he gazed on them was very real. +Moreover, he saw distinctly the scar of the wound which Spurling had +inflicted in his fight at the cache. Then the head had been withdrawn, +and the hut had been darkened by a huge form which stood across the +doorway. He had heard Spurling turn over on his side, rouse up and cry +out.</p> + +<p>The form had crouched and sprung, and the light shone in again. There +was a sound of scuffling outside, followed by a thud. Leaping to his +feet, dazed and bewildered, he had run out in time to see a +timber-wolf of monstrous size, with Spurling's arm in its mouth, +dragging him away into the forest. Careless of his own safety, he had +gone after the animal, belabouring its head with the stock of his +rifle, for he was afraid to shoot, lest he should wound his companion. +It had dropped its prey and fled, bounding off into the dusk between +the tree-trunks, leaving Spurling a little mauled but not much +injured. This experience had served to prove to them that, however +much they hated, they were still indispensable to each other's safety, +and must hold together.</p> + +<p>Granger, for his own peace of mind, had sought to find an explanation +for this happening. If the beast was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[267]</a></span> indeed Beorn's soul, then why +was it exiled there, on the Forbidden River? Had Beorn killed the +miners, in his underground fights on the Comstock, not out of +righteous indignation, as he had stated, but only for the pleasure of +destroying life and out of envious, disappointed avarice? Had he +mocked God consciously in making Him responsible for those crimes, and +in attributing to Him their inspiration? If these things were so, then +this might have been his fitting punishment, that, when by his own +wickedness he had made himself an outcast from the company of mankind, +and had been compelled to banish himself, for the sake of his own +preservation, to a land where nothing was of much value, money least +of all, there he had discovered the gold in the profitless search of +which he had made himself vile. The power over gladness, which it +would have represented to another man, had been of no use to him now, +for he had not dared to take it out of the district to where it would +acquire its artificial worth; yet he had not dared to remain on the +Forbidden River: for there was no food there. So his body and soul had +parted company; his body going south to God's Voice, while his soul +stayed near to the thing after which it had lusted, for which it had +exchanged its happiness, to guard it, that it might not become the +possession of a freer man and bring him the gladness which to a +murderer is denied.</p> + +<p>This had seemed to Granger to be the only explanation which fitted in +with all the facts. In accepting it, he had found room for the +suspicion that he also had laid waste his life not for the sake of +romance, not for his dream's sake, but for the sake of greed alone. +Having made gold his hope, having said to the fine gold, "Thou<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[268]</a></span> art my +confidence," he had committed an iniquity to be punished by the judge.</p> + +<p>Had he suffered all that punishment as yet, or was there worse to +follow? Would the worst that he could expect be death? Once, when he +was poor, he had only feared life; but now, with his treasure beneath +his feet, with the canoe gliding southward on the journey out, there +was added this new terror—the fear of death. He desired most +passionately to live now.</p> + +<p>Darkness had fallen and the air was growing colder. Presently, flake +by flake, the first snow of winter drifted down. The two men said +nothing, but they paddled faster, for the chill struck into their +chests through their shirts, making them repent the folly which had +led them to abandon their clothing that more gold might be carried. +Every now and again, Spurling broke out into a fit of coughing and, as +he shivered, the canoe trembled. As for Granger his hands were heavy, +his arms ached, and his fingers were numb; he dimly wondered at his +own perseverance that he still continued to ply his paddle. As the +cold spread through him, his senses took to sleeping. He was aroused +by a sudden jerk and a shout from Spurling, "Curse you. Back water. +Turn her head out into the river."</p> + +<p>Looking up, he saw that they had struck the bank and come near +capsizing. And he saw more than that; scarcely two yards away a pair +of glowing eyes shone out at him.</p> + +<p>"For the sake of God, make haste," cried Spurling; "the brute's about +to pounce."</p> + +<p>With a twist of the paddle he swung the canoe's head round, and with +the help of Spurling drove her out. They were none too early, for, +just behind them,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[269]</a></span> where a moment since the canoe had been hanging, +they heard a splash.</p> + +<p>For the rest of the night they kept watch over themselves lest they +slept. Till the dawn broke, whenever they turned their eyes toward the +bank, they could discern the grey streak of the timber-wolf, dodging +in and out between the tree-trunks, keeping pace with them. So long as +they were on the Forbidden River they journeyed both day and night, +allowing themselves scant time for rest. If they had been eager to get +there, they were still more anxious to get away. When in the middle of +the third night they swung out into the Last Chance, they stopped and +looked back. The moon was shining; sitting squarely on its haunches +they could see the timber-wolf, which had run out on the spit of land +to the water's edge, gazing after them malignantly.</p> + +<p>Breaking the long silence, Spurling said, "Thank God, he can come no +further."</p> + +<p>"But his body awaits us at Murder Point," Granger replied.</p> + +<p>"I can deal with men's bodies," Spurling said. Then they moved onward, +pressing up against the current.</p> + +<p>At the first hint of daylight they landed and hid themselves, lest, in +that deserted land, their presence should be detected. The precaution +proved wise, for about noon a party of belated voyageurs passed +northward en route for the Crooked Creek. They were singing, keeping +time with their paddles; their careless gladness made the hunted men, +for all their gold, feel envious.</p> + +<p>They dared not kindle a fire, and at last, that they might save the +little warmth they had, were compelled to lie down together, breast to +breast, clasping one another closely as though they were friends. At +sun<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[270]</a></span>set they again set out. All night long to Granger the sky seemed +filled with uncouth legendary animals, which trooped across the +horizon file on file. Sometimes they were Beorn's camels, sometimes +they were timber-wolves or brindled huskies with yellow faces, but +more often they were creatures of evil passions, for which there are +no names. To avoid looking at them, he would keep his eyes in the +canoe or would stare at Spurling's back. But the sight of his +companion's monotonous movements, compelling him to go on working when +his arms ached and his body seemed broken, caused such mad fury to +arise within him that he feared for his own actions, and was glad to +return his eyes to the clouds. At dawn, as though a golden door had +been opened, the creatures passed in and disappeared, and he saw them +no more till sunset.</p> + +<p>For himself, he would gladly have lain down, and died, had not +Spurling with the same indomitable courage which he had displayed on +the Dawson trail, roused him up and compelled him with his brutal +jibes to play the man. By the end of the first day on the Last Chance +their food gave out, and since leaving the hut all their meals had +been scanty; then they would willingly have given a third of the gold +which they carried in exchange for a hatful of the flour which, in +their greed for nuggets, they had left behind on the Forbidden River's +banks. If a bird flew over their heads, they dared not fire a gun lest +its report should be heard, so great was their fear of possible +arrest.</p> + +<p>As their weakness increased, the downward rush of the current seemed +to gather strength; there were times when their progress was almost +imperceptible. Sufficient snow had already fallen to cloak the land in +white<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[271]</a></span>ness, and they were very conscious that every day the +temperature, was sinking lower. In the middle of the seventh night of +their journey they felt something grate against their prow, and they +knew that the river was freezing over. They had only five more miles +to traverse; they were too exhausted and stiff with cold to attempt to +reach their destination by walking along the bank, even if they had +been willing to abandon their treasure; so there was nothing for it +but to make one last effort. So nerveless were they with fatigue that, +when they went by the bend, Spurling forgot to be afraid of the thing +which he had seen there; he had not the strength to remember. They +reached the pier when the dawn was breaking, so faint that they could +not rise and crawl out. They would have drifted back over the way +which they had travelled, had not the ice closed in and held them.</p> + +<p>Two hours after their arrival, Eyelids looked out from the window at +Murder Point and, seeing them, came to their rescue and lifted them +into the shack.</p> + +<p>They had arrived none too early, for that day the river froze over, +the snow fell in earnest, and the Keewatin winter settled down.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[272]</a></span> +<h3>THE BETRAYAL</h3> + +<p>Granger had been sick and delirious for several days as a result of +exposure and starvation. Day and night Peggy had nursed him with +unwearying attention; one would have supposed that he had been always +kind to her, and that she was greatly in his debt. Since his brain had +cleared she had said little to him; but, when she touched him, he +could feel the thrill of passion that travelled through her hands. Her +face told him nothing; it was only when suddenly she raised up her +eyes that he saw the longing which they could not hide. Because her +eyes betrayed her, she rarely looked at him. He would gladly have +spoken with her frankly, but her reserve deterred him, and, moreover, +a great anxiety weighed upon his mind—he did not know how many of his +secrets and hidden intentions he had let out in his ravings. The +altered bearing of his companions made him aware that they had each +learnt something fresh about himself, one another, and the manner in +which he regarded them. The Man with the Dead Soul was alone +unchanged.</p> + +<p>So he sat among them on his couch of furs as morosely as Beorn +himself, striving to grope his way back into the darkness from which +his mind had issued, torturing himself to remember how much his lips +had admitted during the time when his vigilance was relaxed. He<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[273]</a></span> could +only recall the shadows of his words and acts; the real things, which +lurked behind the shadows, continually evaded capture. Yet it seemed +to him that he must have laid bare all his life, confessing to Eyelids +and his sister his every affection and his every treachery, whether +accomplished or intended.</p> + +<p>Then, if he had done that, he had told Peggy to her face how he was +purposing to desert her! It was this suspicion which kept him silent; +he waited for her to reveal herself. But she refused to help him; in +her looks there was no condemnation, and in her treatment of him +nothing but gentleness. Surely there should have been contempt, if she +had known <i>all</i> about him!</p> + +<p>Two pictures stood out so sharply from the background chaos of his +impressions, that he believed them to be veritable memories. The one +was of Peggy kneeling at his side, taking him in her arms, as though +he were a child, and laying his head upon her breast, and of himself +mistaking her for his mother or Mordaunt, and speaking to her all +manner of tenderness. The other was of his perpetual terror lest +Spurling had gone southward without him, having stolen his share of +the treasure; and of one night when Peggy to quiet him had roused up +Eyelids, who had brought in Spurling—and Spurling's hands were bound.</p> + +<p>When he had come to himself, his first action had been to look round +for Spurling—and he was not there. Two days had now passed, and there +was still no sign of him. As his strength returned, the fear of his +delirium gained ground upon him—lest Spurling had escaped. Brooding +over the past with a sick man's fancy, he discovered a new cause for +agitation—<i>if Spurling had departed, he would never know the truth +about Mordaunt</i>.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[274]</a></span> For the recovery of the gold he scarcely cared now; +the apparent actualness of Mordaunt's presence, bending over him in +his delirium, had recalled her vividly to his memory, awakening the +passion which he had striven to crush down, so that now it seemed +all-important to him that he should ask Spurling that one question, +"Was the body that was found near Forty-Mile clothed in a woman's +dress?"</p> + +<p>The return of a certain season, which the mind has associated with a +special experience, will often arouse and poignantly concentrate an +old emotion, which has been almost forgotten throughout the other +months of the year. The arrival of Spurling, and the agony which he +had suffered when he had begun to suspect that the woman whom he loved +was dead, had happened when the snow was on the ground; perhaps it was +the sight of the frozen river and the white landscape which now caused +him to remember so furiously the vengeance which he had planned, +should Mordaunt prove to be the woman whom Spurling had murdered. So, +for the time being, the seeking of El Dorado and preserving of his own +life seemed paltry objects when compared with the asking of that +question, and the exacting, if need be, of the necessary revenge.</p> + +<p>On the third day after the recovery of his senses he could endure his +suspicions no longer. Peggy had gone out for a little while; Eyelids +was busy in the store; only the Man with the Dead Soul was left with +him in the shack. Seizing his opportunity, he got up and dressed. He +was so weak that at first he could scarcely stand. Tottering toward +the door, he already had his hand upon the latch when Beorn arose and +followed him. Though Granger had asked him no question, "I will show +you," he said.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[275]</a></span></p> + +<p>Outside they met Peggy returning; but her father waved her sternly +aside, and, putting his arms about Granger to support him, guided him +to the back of Bachelors' Hall. A stoutly built cabin was there, which +stood by itself and was windowless, the door of which was iron-bound +and padlocked; it was used as a cell in which Indians and half-breeds +were kept, should they grow refractory. Producing the key, he opened +the door; as they entered they were greeted with a volley of curses.</p> + +<p>In the farthest corner lay a man, crouched on a bed of mouldy furs. +The cell was not often used, and was covered with decaying +fungus-growth from the dampness of the past summer. When Granger tried +to speak to him, his voice was drowned by the sort of noise that a dog +makes when it comes out from its kennel; then he saw that Spurling was +chained low down to the floor by his hands and feet, so that he could +not stand upright. With an hysteric cry of gladness he ran forward, +and was only saved from Spurling's teeth, as he bent back his head, by +Beorn, who pushed him to one side so heavily that he fell to the +ground. Then Eyelids came in, and picked him up and carried him back +to the shack.</p> + +<p>For the next few days he had plenty of leisure to reflect. He wondered +whether Beorn's treatment of Spurling, and the fact that he had shown +him to him on the earliest occasion, was meant as a threat to himself; +or had the disclosures which he had made in his delirium given him the +impression that he also was entirely Spurling's enemy. The bearing of +Eyelids and of Peggy led him to believe that the latter supposition +was correct. His natural instinct was to free<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[276]</a></span> the man at once,—but +he thought better of it; Spurling would be at least kept out of +mischief there till he himself was well.</p> + +<p>Now that his mind was at ease, he commenced to mend rapidly; when two +more days had passed, he was up and able to get about without much +help. On visiting the trading-store he found that his canoe was lying +there, just as he had brought it back; nothing of its contents had +been removed or unpacked. He sat down beside it, and tried to +formulate his plans.</p> + +<p>So far, in spite of his illness, everything had happened for the best. +Spurling was safe until he should require him. The gold was now in his +absolute possession. Very shortly Eyelids and Beorn would set out on +their winter's hunt, leaving him, save for Peggy, free to act +unobserved. But he had made a discovery, the knowledge of which +disturbed him—that a part, at least, of the reason for Peggy's +reticence and new gentleness was that before long she would be a +mother. That fact made him feel differently towards her; he could not +now desert her, for it would mean abandoning his child.</p> + +<p>When he pictured to himself what the Northland might do for a child +who was fatherless, especially if it were a girl, he knew that, +whatever plans he made, they must include his half-breed wife. +Moreover, her approaching maternity appealed to the chivalry in his +nature, making him ashamed that he had ever thought to leave her. +Until his child was born, at whatever risk to himself, he must +postpone his departure and lie in hiding at Murder Point. And after +that? He must take her into his confidence, as he should have done +long ago, as if she were all white.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[277]</a></span> He would have to leave her behind +at first, but would make arrangements for her to follow after him when +the road was clear.</p> + +<p>Having arrived at this point, his train of reasoning was broken off by +the appearance of Eyelids, who came to ask for two outfits, and to +inform him that he and Beorn had determined to set out on the winter +trail that night. The rest of the day was spent in preparations, and +the getting together of their teams of huskies.</p> + +<p>Just before they left, a visit was paid to Spurling in the cabin, and +the key was handed over to Granger. While there, Granger referred to +the matter which he had been wanting to mention all day. Turning to +Eyelids, as though it were of little importance, he said, "Before you +return, as I daresay you've noticed, something will have happened. I +want you to promise me to come back for Christmas Eve, so that we may +celebrate the event." Then, throwing aside his disguise of +indifference, he spoke more earnestly, "I want you and Beorn to +promise me that."</p> + +<p>Spurling looked sharply up from his corner; being ignorant of the +matter which Granger hinted at, he watched to see if the words +contained a reference to himself. Peggy turned her head away and began +to steal softly out. But her brother stayed her, and throwing his arm +about her shoulder, said, "I promise you; we shall return." And Beorn +gave him his hand as a sign of his assent.</p> + +<p>They closed and locked the door on the prisoner, and the father and +son set out.</p> + +<p>A sudden instinct for carefulness had prompted him to make that +request. At the last moment he had thought that he noticed on Beorn's +part a certain<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[278]</a></span> uneasiness in handing over to him the custody of +Spurling. He was afraid that the distrust might grow upon him, causing +him to return unexpectedly, perhaps just at the time when he and +Spurling were starting on their southward journey. It was to prevent +such an interference with his plans that he had named a definite time +for their next meeting, for, by so doing, he had given Beorn to +understand that he intended to remain at Murder Point throughout +December. The hinting at the birth of his child had added to his +request a show of naturalness, and had at the same time let them know +that he was aware of his wife's condition—a difficult knowledge to +communicate to people who spoke rarely, and then only of trivial +affairs. As yet he had not decided as to when he would set out, for he +hesitated between the manfully fulfilling of his new responsibility +and the callously accomplishing of his old purpose; if he should +choose the latter, he had provided for Peggy so that she would not be +left too long by herself, by the promise which he had exacted from her +brother and father to return for Christmas Eve.</p> + +<p>For the first time he was left truly alone with her. Standing side by +side, they watched the trappers descend the Point to the pier, where +their dogs lay waiting them. The whips cracked and the teams +straightened out.</p> + +<p>For a few strides they moved toward the opposite bank and then, to +Granger's amazement, wheeled to the left, and commenced travelling +up-river to the west. The loaded sleds swung lightly over the ice and, +as he listened, the shouting of the drivers and the yelping of the +huskies grew fainter, till they were no more heard. He was made +terribly afraid by the direction they had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[279]</a></span> taken, for he knew that +Beorn's trapping grounds had always lain to the northwards, and never +around God's Voice; they were still less likely to do so now, since he +had quarrelled with the factor. Then why had he gone to the west?</p> + +<p>He turned to the girl at his side to question her, "Did you know that +they were going there?" he said. She did not answer him; he saw that +her eyes were intently fixed upon the bend. Her lips moved, and her +hands made the sign of the cross upon her breast as if she were +praying. Without replying, she entered the shack.</p> + +<p>He did not follow her, for his feelings were changed with anger. He +felt that, whether knowingly or unknowingly, they had betrayed him +through their secretiveness. While he had been absent they must have +heard that Spurling was a man with a price upon his head. They might +even have learnt it from Pilgrim at the time of his June visit, but +had not laid hands upon him because he had appeared to be his friend. +But now since their return, in his delirium he had probably uttered +words concerning Spurling which had left them with the impression that +he desired his death—and had given them their excuse for gratifying +their own covetousness and revenge for the Forbidden River trespass.</p> + +<p>Even what he had said to them about returning for Christmas Eve might +have been taken as having a double meaning, referring not only to the +birth of the child, but also to the thousand-dollar reward to be +gained by the arrest. Spoken as it was, in the prison-cabin, that was +most likely how it had been taken. Since they had accepted him as +their confederate, it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[280]</a></span> seemed evident that they did not know that the +arrest of Spurling might entail his own hanging. If all that he had +conjectured was true, he had now no option but to release Spurling and +to make good his escape with him at once; for from Murder Point to +God's Voice was no more than seventy miles. At once! But he would not +be strong enough to travel for some days yet, and Spurling could not +be in very excellent condition for such a journey—to be thrown into +an out-house and left there for a fortnight, with back bent double and +arms and legs bound, is not the best kind of training.</p> + +<p>Before doing anything rash he would talk to Peggy, and find out how +much she knew about it. Following her into the shack, he made fast the +door and threw himself on the pile of furs which had been his couch. +The lamp was not lighted, but the stove was red-hot and scattered an +angry glare. He called to her; she came to him timidly from the far +end of the room and sat down beside him. He commenced abruptly by +telling her that the man who was chained out there in the cabin was a +murderer. Did she know that? She nodded. How did she know that? She +shuddered, and pointed with her hand out of the window in the +direction of the bend.</p> + +<p>He did not gather what she meant, but for the present he let it pass.</p> + +<p>And did she know that there were a thousand dollars offered for +Spurling's capture? She shrugged her shoulders, and again gave her +assent. Then, raising himself on his elbow, he asked her plainly, "Is +that what Eyelids has gone to get?"</p> + +<p>She smiled down at him as though she were owning to something worthy; +"I hope so," she said.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[281]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Why do you hope so," he asked in a hard voice; "because of the +money?"</p> + +<p>She drew back from him as though he had affronted her. "No, not for +that," she said, speaking slowly.</p> + +<p>"Then why?"</p> + +<p>"Because he is trying to take you away from me."</p> + +<p>"And you think that when the Mounted Police have hanged him that it +will be all right, and I shall stay here?"</p> + +<p>She did not answer him, but he knew that she was thinking of her +child. "Whether Spurling escapes or is taken," he said, "will make no +difference to my doings. I cannot stay; they are hunting for me, +because they think I also am a murderer."</p> + +<p>She turned sharply round. "But we are doing this to save you; we +thought that you agreed and understood. When you have given them this +man, they will pardon you, and you will be allowed to stay."</p> + +<p>"Who told you that? Was it Antoine?"</p> + +<p>"Robert Pilgrim."</p> + +<p>He laughed in her face. "Bah! Robert Pilgrim!" he exclaimed. "He told +you that, and you believed him! Why, you little fool, he doesn't care +a curse what happens to Spurling, whether he's caught or gets away; +it's me that he's anxious to put to death. But he couldn't have told +you that when we were in hiding on Huskies' Island, or you'd have +betrayed us then."</p> + +<p>"He sent word to us by a messenger while you were away. But, if I had +known, I shouldn't have betrayed you then, for this man seemed to be +at that time your friend."</p> + +<p>"Then why have you done so now?"</p> + +<p>"Because he has become your enemy and you hate<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[282]</a></span> him; and because there +is no other way of saving you for my child and for myself. He is +trying to take you away from me." She spoke in a fierce strained +whisper, kneeling, with her hands spread out before her, and her head +thrown back.</p> + +<p>"You haven't saved me," he said, rising to his feet angrily; "all +you've done is to place the rope about my neck."</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[283]</a></span> +<h3>THE HAND IN THE DOORWAY</h3> + +<p>He picked up a lantern and, having lighted it, left the shack. Going +round the out-building of the store, he made his way through the snow +to the cabin where Spurling was imprisoned. As he placed the key in +the padlock, he could hear the rattle of the chains of the man inside. +Having opened the door, he halted on the threshold, afraid and ashamed +to enter. There was dead silence. Lifting the lantern above his head, +he could make out the figure of Spurling, crouched like a beast on +knees and hands, with eyes which watched him doubtfully.</p> + +<p>"They have gone," he said.</p> + +<p>Spurling did not answer, but followed his every movement.</p> + +<p>"They have gone," he repeated; "but they have not gone to the +Forbidden River—they have gone in the direction of God's Voice."</p> + +<p>Then Spurling spoke. "Thank God," he said, "for they'll hang you as +well."</p> + +<p>Granger placed the lantern on the floor and sat himself down. +"Spurling," he said, "we both of us have some old scores to pay off; +at the present moment, I happen to have the upper hand. But this is +not the time to settle them. For instance, you have never told me the +name of the woman whom you shot in the Klondike."</p> + +<p>Spurling broke in furiously, saying, "I have told you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[284]</a></span> already, that +it was not a woman I murdered, but a man."</p> + +<p>Granger waved him aside with his hand. "I'm not asking you her name," +he said. "We've not got the time to quarrel, for there is still a +chance of our saving ourselves. It'll take Beorn and Eyelids at least +four days to reach God's Voice and come back. But I don't think +they'll touch at God's Voice at all; they'll skirt it and go farther +south. They won't trust Robert Pilgrim, lest he should claim a part of +the reward. If I know Eyelids, it's the thousand dollars he's after, +and he wants it all for himself. Their purpose is to go on until they +meet the winter patrol, so that they may be able to give direct +information to the Mounted Police themselves. Now before they do that, +a good deal of time may be lost, for the winter patrol has hardly +started as yet, and it may go in a new direction so that they'll miss +it at first. With the best of luck, they'll have to travel three +hundred miles, a ten days' journey, before they fall in with it. While +they're searching for it, we shall be able to slip by them and get +out. If you'll promise to stand by me I'll release you. If you won't, +I shall leave you here and go on myself. But I warn you fairly, no +man, unless he leaves the gold behind him, can make that journey by +himself with any hope of surviving. Our last chance, whether we want +to reach El Dorado or merely to save our lives, is to stick together +and persuade ourselves that we are friends."</p> + +<p>"I'll stand by you," Spurling said; "I'm no more anxious to die by the +rope or starvation than you are yourself. But what are we to do with +the half-breed woman—your wife? To leave her behind us, free to go +where she chooses, would be suicide."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[285]</a></span></p> + +<p>Granger eyed him angrily, for he did not like the sinister whisper in +which he had asked that question. He might just as well have said, +"Shall I shoot her while you go outside and scrape out her grave?" But +to have paid attention to it just then would have brought them to high +words at the outset; so he said, "We can't take her with us, for she +is soon to have a child. But I think, when I have explained things to +her, she'll give us her promise to keep our secret, and we shall be +able to trust her word."</p> + +<p>"Humph! You think that? Well, knock off these chains."</p> + +<p>Granger brought the lantern nearer and was stooping to his work, when +Spurling stopped him, laying his hand upon his shoulder. "Hist! What's +that?" he said. Granger listened. He could distinctly hear the crunch +of footsteps on the snow, moving stealthily away from the cabin. +Running to the door, he caught sight of a woman's skirt, disappearing +round the corner of the store, and recognised the shadow which was +flung behind as Peggy's. She must have heard all that they had said.</p> + +<p>Spurling waited till his chains were off and he was able to stand +upright, a free man. Then he asked significantly, "And now what are +you going to do with her?"</p> + +<p>"That is my business," Granger retorted hotly.</p> + +<p>"But I think that it is also mine."</p> + +<p>He knew that it would be unwise to argue the point, so he led the way +to Bachelors' Hall, Spurling limping stiffly behind. So cramped had he +become with the cold, and the position in which he had been chained +during his confinement, that he could hardly move a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[286]</a></span> step without +groaning. Until he should recover, despite his own weakness, Granger +knew that he was physically the stronger and still had the upper hand. +For Peggy's sake he intended to make the best use of his time; he +began to have fears for her as to what might happen were she left to +the mercy of Spurling's choice.</p> + +<p>"What are we coming here for?" growled Spurling, as they stopped at +the door of the hall; "why can't we go to the shack? I'm desperately +cold and there's a fire there."</p> + +<p>"I'll light you a fire," said Granger, placing his hands on his +shoulders and thrusting him inside.</p> + +<p>"You're mighty anxious that I shouldn't get near your wife," said +Spurling; "she must be very valuable."</p> + +<p>Granger went off and soon returned with fuel. The stove was damp and +rusty, and did not draw well at first, so that all the room was filled +with smoke. Spurling had stumbled over to the shelf and lay there +complaining. When the wood had caught and was burning brightly, +Granger fetched him something to eat and then went out to speak with +Peggy, leaving him alone, promising to return again to spend the +night.</p> + +<p>When he had entered the shack, it appeared to be empty. He called +Peggy's name, but she did not reply. Listening intently, he heard the +sound of sobbing which she was endeavouring to stifle. Going over to +the berth he found her lying there, with face turned to the wall. +Sitting down beside her, he placed his arms about her, and tried to +make her turn his way, but she refused to be comforted.</p> + +<p>"Peggy," he said, "you heard what we were saying in the cabin? You +remember how I said that I was able<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[287]</a></span> to trust your word. I want you to +promise me that you will not tell anyone that we have left, and that +you will not try to follow until I send to tell you that all is safe, +so that you can come to me."</p> + +<p>"You will never send," she said.</p> + +<p>"Why do you say that?"</p> + +<p>"Because that man will quarrel with you and kill you on the way out."</p> + +<p>"That's nonsense; you must listen to what I have planned. This summer +we found gold on the Forbidden River."</p> + +<p>"I know that."</p> + +<p>"Who told you?"</p> + +<p>"Eyelids."</p> + +<p>"Why did he tell you?"</p> + +<p>"He found it himself in the spring, when father sent him up there +after Spurling; and he was angry when he knew that you had gone there, +because he wanted it for himself."</p> + +<p>"Did he stop here all summer?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, but father went away. I think he must have followed you. He got +back four days before your return."</p> + +<p>"Humph! I suspected that, for I saw something that was very like him +there. . . . And do you still think that they have gone to tell the +Mounted Police only in order that Spurling may be arrested?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know; but that's what they said. I chose to believe them +because that was the only way in which I could keep you for myself."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, listen. No matter what Eyelids and Beorn may intend, if +the Mounted Police once get hold of me the result will be that I shall +get hanged. The<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[288]</a></span> one way in which you can keep me for yourself is to +help me to escape. I can't take you with me as you are at present; you +know that. And I can't strike the trail alone; I must have someone to +help me take the gold out. There's no one but Spurling. Besides, I've +promised to stick by him; he saved my life once, and I'm paying back +the debt. When once I've reached Winnipeg, I'll be able to purchase +friends who will hide me, if need be; but I hope to get there ahead of +the news of my escape, before the police have my description and are +on the lookout. I shall strike for the south, and, when the hunt is +over and I'm given up for dead, I'll send you word where you can join +me."</p> + +<p>"You never will do that."</p> + +<p>"And why not?"</p> + +<p>"Because you will be dead."</p> + +<p>Granger was losing patience. Whatever reasoning he used, he could not +move her beyond that one assertion.</p> + +<p>"Won't you help me to take the one chance of life that I think I +have?" he said. "It can't make much difference to you if Spurling does +kill me on the trail; if I stay here, I shall die a few weeks later, +more disgracefully."</p> + +<p>She stood up and led him over to the window, through which the moon +was shining, so that he could see her face. She placed her arms about +his neck, as if she were a white woman. "I will tell you the truth +now," she said; "I have been keeping something back that I might save +you from yourself. Since you joined with this man and helped him take +the gold from the Forbidden River, Eyelids and my father have both +become your enemies. The factor did send his message that your life +would be spared if Spurling was given up,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[289]</a></span> but I think he was speaking +falsely. I have tried to keep you near me because I alone, if need be, +can stand between you and them. If you set out with Spurling, he will +kill you; and if you stay here, you will be arrested. But if you will +come with me into the forest, we can join some Indians of my mother's +tribe, and they will hide us where you never can be found."</p> + +<p>Granger watched her while she was speaking, wondering whether he was +hearing the very truth this time. "And, if I do as you ask me, what +will happen to Spurling?" he said.</p> + +<p>She drew him nearer to herself. "I hate that man," she whispered; "let +him die as he deserves."</p> + +<p>"And why didn't you tell me everything at first?"</p> + +<p>"Because you are not strong enough to make the journey yet; and I +wanted to keep you resting here, till you had no other choice of +saving yourself but by following me into the forest. While my father +was present, I did not dare to tell you—<i>for his soul is dead</i>."</p> + +<p>Granger took his eyes from off her face; she tempted him—he had been +so long unused to kindness. He gazed out of the window, far away +across the frozen forest, and heard the dream of his boyhood calling +to him to seek the city out of sight. His choice lay between this +woman and El Dorado, in whose search he had wasted all his life. He +did not deceive himself, whatever he might say aloud; his hesitancy +did not arise out of unwillingness to desert Spurling, but from +unwillingness to abandon the quest while a fragment of hope remained. +With that stolen gold, if he could slip by the winter patrol and carry +it out to Winnipeg, he would be able to strike for the south and sail +up the Great Amana, past the rocks with the forgotten hand<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[290]</a></span>writing, +till he came to the lake of Parima, on whose shores the city is said +to stand.</p> + +<p>She saw that his will was wavering and that his choice was going +against her. Seizing his hands in her own and pressing them to her +breast, "I am only a poor half-breed girl," she cried, "but I am soon +to be the mother of your child; and our child will be nearly all white +like yourself. You can't think what my life was before you came to me; +for, though my body is half Indian, my mind has become a white woman's +since I went to school in Winnipeg. I am so white that I would die for +you to-morrow, if I could give you life by doing that. I could not +tell you this before, while my father and brother were present; +somehow, with their silence they stifled my words, and made me silent. +But don't judge me by the past months, believe me now."</p> + +<p>"Peggy," he said, "what should we do in the forest, if we went there +and joined your mother's tribe? We should starve, and grow sullen; and +you would be treated as a squaw, and our child would grow up an +Indian."</p> + +<p>"But I should not mind that if only we were together."</p> + +<p>"But we shall be together if my plan works out and I manage to escape. +Then there's Spurling; however much I hate him, I cannot break my +promise to him and leave him to die."</p> + +<p>She dropped his hands and drew away from him. "You are going to meet +the white woman," she said; "you had planned to desert me whatever +happened."</p> + +<p>"Who told you that?"</p> + +<p>"Your lips told me, when you were sick and they moved of themselves."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[291]</a></span></p> + +<p>"But I promise you now that, when I am safe, I will send you word so +that you can find me. If I ever did think of deserting you, it was +before I knew that we were going to have a child."</p> + +<p>"You will not send for me," she said; "but I promise that I will do +nothing to you that will hinder you from going out."</p> + +<p>"But what will you do when I am gone, and you yourself will be needing +help?"</p> + +<p>"I shall go, like any other squaw, to the Indian women of my tribe."</p> + +<p>There was nothing more to be said; she had given him what he had +asked. Bidding her good-night, he left the shack.</p> + +<p>On returning to the Hall, he found Spurling very restless. "What have +you been doing all this time?" he asked. "I'd got a good mind to come +in search of you. I thought you must have struck the trail with your +squaw, leaving me behind."</p> + +<p>Granger pretended not to notice his ill-nature, but told him what he +had arranged. They talked matters over and determined to make a start +on the following night. Neither of them were in proper condition to +travel, but they knew that they had no time to waste. Before they lay +down to sleep, Spurling altered his position, spreading his furs +between the stove and the entrance, with his head so near the +threshold that the door could not be opened wide enough to permit of +anyone passing out without his being wakened; Granger smiled grimly, +wondering how long it would take them to quarrel at that rate, when +one of them thought it necessary to take such precautions. Spurling +was soon snoring, but Granger could get no rest. The night was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[292]</a></span> +bitterly cold, and the fire needed constant replenishing. It seemed to +him that no sooner had he piled on more wood, and wrapped himself in +his blankets, and laid himself down, than he would feel the +temperature lowering, and a chill passing over his body like an icy +hand, beginning at his feet and working up to his head. Shivering and +with teeth chattering, he would raise himself up on his elbow, only to +see that the wood was again burnt through and that the fire was going +out.</p> + +<p>At last he determined to give up the attempt to sleep. Pulling a box +near the stove and using it as a back-rest, he gathered his blankets +tightly round him and lit his pipe.</p> + +<p>Across his shoulders, through the window behind him, fell a shaft of +moonlight; in front of him, dazzling his eyes, was the redness of the +glowing charcoal, and the yellow of the jumping flames; within +hand-stretch to the right lay Spurling, with his feet toward the fire +and his head within six inches of the threshold. In the great +stillness which was outside, nothing was to be heard save the rustling +of the snow as it bound tighter, and the occasional low booming of the +trees as the frost, acting on the sap, bent their branches.</p> + +<p>With his accustomed passion for fairness, he commenced to examine his +dealings with Peggy and to try to regard his actions from her +view-point. In his recent conversation with her she had revealed +qualities the existence of which he had not suspected; he had not +reckoned her at her true worth. He began to be uncertain even now as +to whether he was doing right in leaving her. Perhaps she, for all her +ignorance, was wiser than himself. But of one thing she had made him +certain, that of all creatures which walked, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[293]</a></span> talked, and ate, and +drank, upon the earth, she alone stood by him in his crisis for an +unselfish reason, and loved him for himself. He knew now, though he +had not realised it until that night, that he loved her in return, +half-breed though she was, and could not do without her. He was +willing to own to himself that, in his treatment of her, he had not +always been just and, because of her race, at times had been +despising. He'd been more or less of a fool, and had refused a good +deal of available happiness.</p> + +<p>He looked towards the door; if it had not been for the unpleasantness +of awaking Spurling, he would have gone at once to the shack and said +to her, "I don't mind who you are, I love you better than any white +girl, and would prefer you from amongst them all, were I again given +my choice." Before he set out, he would like to have her believe that +he was going, at least partly, for her sake.</p> + +<p>The smoke from the burning wood made his eyes grow heavy; he began to +drowse. He dreamt that he had taken Peggy's advice and had gone with +her into the forest, having joined himself to the people of her tribe. +It must have happened years ago, for their child was a sturdy boy who +ran beside them. She was leading the way through a dark wood, holding +him by the hand. He asked her where she was going, and for answer she +laid her finger on his lips and only smiled. On and on they went, and +then, far away in the distance, he began to see a little light. It +grew brighter and more dazzling as they approached, so that he had to +close his eyes. Presently she halted and told him to look. He was +standing on the edge of a precipice, in the side of which steps had +been hewn out, and far<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[294]</a></span> below was a silver lake which he knew to be +Parima; and far away was a gleaming of domes and spires which he +recognised. He was about to speak to thank her, when he tottered and +his feet sank from under him. As he fell, he stared up at her; the +last thing he saw was the expression of agony that was in her eyes.</p> + +<p>He awoke with a start, but his instinct warned him not to stir. The +shaft of moonlight had been blotted out, and he knew that someone, +standing outside, behind him, was gazing in through the window. It was +not Spurling, for he lay breathing heavily, fast asleep, over to his +right. As he crouched there motionless, he ran through the list of all +possible assailants in his mind. It might be Beorn or Eyelids. It +might be Robert Pilgrim. It might even be the Mounted Police, arrived +before their time. It might be only a renegade trapper of the Hudson +Bay Company, who had come by night, that he might not be discovered, +to see if the private trader would offer a higher price for his catch +of furs. Then the darkness was removed, and the light shone in again. +Quickly turning his head, he looked toward the window, and saw nothing +there. Very quietly he rose to his feet, tiptoed to the window and +looked out. At first he could see no one; then he saw the outer edge +of a figure, pressed close to the wall of the house, standing upright +beside the door-jamb. He crept back from the panes, so that he should +not obscure the little light he had. Moving over to the right, he +halted mid-way between the window and Spurling.</p> + +<p>He could hear the muffled breathing of the person outside and could +almost feel the pressure of his body against the wall on the other +side. In the few seconds' respite, while nothing happened, he glanced +round,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[295]</a></span> taking in the situation and trying to forecast the probable +sequence of action. Since Spurling had lain down, he had altered his +position, so that now his body stretched across the entrance, with his +head in the corner where the two walls met, forming an acute angle +with the threshold so that, though he prevented the door from opening +more than two or three inches, directly it was opened his person would +be visible, and exposed to attack.</p> + +<p>Gently the latch was raised and, by slow degrees, the door began to +swing inwards. The slit which it made let in a narrow ray of +moonlight, which, leaving Spurling's face in shadow, fell slanting +across his neck. If he had not moved in his sleep, his head would have +been farther out from the wall, and the light, striking on his eyes +would have aroused him; as it was, he was undisturbed. Alert with the +horror of it, Granger watched to see what would follow next. The +person on the other side, peering through the opening, had been warned +by the same sight of the exposed bare neck, and, desisting from +pushing the door wider, was deliberating.</p> + +<p>When a short interval had elapsed, he saw a hand thrust through the +crack; it gripped a trapper's hunting knife, with the blade pointing +downwards, and was poised about to strike. Granger was unarmed +himself; there was but one thing that could be done to save his +comrade's life. Flinging all his weight upon the door, he closed it, +imprisoning the assailant's hand above the wrist joint. The knife +clattered to the floor, where it stuck out quivering, grazing +Spurling's cheek as it fell. The hand tried to wrench itself free, the +fingers opening and closing convulsively, but there was no sound from +outside.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[296]</a></span></p> + +<p>Spurling awoke with a cry, and clapping his hand to his face found it +wet with blood. He rose to his feet with his fists clenched, and the +look of a wild beast at bay in his eyes. His lips were working with +nervousness and desire to fight. "What is it?" he whispered. "Have +they come to take us?"</p> + +<p>Granger signed to him to stand back and keep quiet. Then he followed +the direction of Granger's eyes, and he also saw the hand. Bending +down, with his back against the door, Granger examined it. It was +brown and slim—far too small for a man's hand, and far too dusky to +belong to a person who was white. The light, stealing in through the +aperture, showed it plainly and fell along its length; the fingers had +ceased to writhe and were extended, as if the thing had died.</p> + +<p>While Granger had been looking, Spurling also had seen and had +surmised. Coming swiftly forward, he stooped to pick up the knife. +Granger read his purpose and, as he leant forward to pluck it from the +boards, kicked him heavily in the chest, so that he lost his balance +and fell sprawling on his back. Before he could recover himself, he +had opened the door and released the hand. Possessing himself of the +knife, he set his back against the door again to prevent Spurling from +following. There was a little cry of gladness, and the sound of +footsteps rustling the snow as they hurried away.</p> + +<p>For the remainder of the long night, he stood guard over the man whom +he had rescued. When the dawn broke and he visited the shack, he found +that Peggy had vanished.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[297]</a></span> +<h3>SPURLING TAKES FRIGHT</h3> + +<p>If Spurling had suspected Granger before, he was doubly suspicious of +him now. Wherever he went, his heavy treacherous eyes followed and +spied upon him. In one thing only were they united—in their desire to +see the last of Murder Point. For the accomplishment of this end, they +laboured feverishly in sullen silence. On visiting the dog-pen, they +found that of the eleven huskies which had been there, three were +missing; of the eight which remained, four were the animals left over +from the grey team belonging to Spurling, and these were the best. +This meant that they would be able to harness but four dogs apiece to +a sled, and would have to leave some of their wealth behind, limiting +each outfit together with the gold to not more than three hundred +pounds. On examining his clothing, Granger found that his favourite +capote was not there; he conjectured that Peggy had taken that also in +her hurry.</p> + +<p>They went to the store and selected their provisions with care, taking +no flour or canned goods, but tallow and fat bacon, because this food +is least bulky and affords most nourishment. For the same reason, +instead of the usual allowance for a husky of two raw white fish a +day, they took lumps of grease frozen solid. Of the gold they took +mostly dust, because it packed closer than nuggets. This they divided +into equal<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[298]</a></span> shares and poured into moose-hide sacks, which they lashed +to the bottom of their sleds, with their outfit above.</p> + +<p>They clothed themselves warmly for the journey, for already there were +forty degrees of frost, and this was but November. They put on three +flannel shirts apiece and one of duffel, and over them a beaded shirt +of leather. They swathed their feet in duffel, covering them with high +moccasins, and encased their legs in several wrappings of duffel +leggins. Their caps were of fur, the hair of which reached down over +their foreheads, ears, and necks, giving them protection. Over all +they flung capotes, which extended to their knees and were caught in +at the waist with a scarlet sash.</p> + +<p>Having fed the huskies, Granger returned to the shack, to run through +his belongings and destroy whatever he did not wish to be found. He +turned to Spurling, saying, "You'd better lie down now and get a +little rest."</p> + +<p>Spurling blinked at him, and swallowed once or twice, hesitating. Then +he said, "It's a pleasant meeting that they'll have, with two of us +absent."</p> + +<p>Granger was sorting out old letters, dated years back—things which +brought memories. He did not pay any attention; perhaps he had not +heard.</p> + +<p>"It's a pleasant meeting that they'll have, I say, with two of us +absent," Spurling repeated.</p> + +<p>"What meeting? I don't understand."</p> + +<p>"Why, the meeting you promised them on Christmas Eve—the one you were +so pressing about."</p> + +<p>Granger raised up his head and looked at him. "Don't you be so certain +of that," he said; "we may not be absent—we may be caught by Eyelids +and brought back."</p> + +<p>Spurling cursed him under his breath.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[299]</a></span></p> + +<p>Granger went on sorting out his papers, burning them or putting them +aside. Some were from his mother; one was from his father, faded with +age; and some were from girls whose very names had passed from his +remembrance. Presently he stopped, and turning round again, with a +different look in his eyes, handed a page to his companion, saying, +"Read that."</p> + +<p>Spurling laughed harshly and took it. It was in his own handwriting. +"None of your softness," he said. "I've got long past sentiment."</p> + +<p>Granger watched him as he scanned its contents, and saw his face grow +solemn. It had been written seven years back, before they had left +England, when both their sympathies were fresher, before their souls +had grown tarnished. It read: "John, I've just seen the unemployed, +about four battalions of 'em or from two to three thousand +men—unemployed, half-clothed, half-fed, and half-men. God! that such +a sight could be in this world, and here in London; our London, +wealthy London, the city of luxury and at our own doors. Four +battalions of men in real want; not a want such as you and I know when +we run short of our damned tobacco, but a want when the belly is sick +and empty and has no prospect of being filled—a want of necessities. +Four battalions of men in want, and how many children and women does +that represent? God's hooligans, God's scamps, and God's wrecks! '<i>His +wrecks</i>,' how can I write such words. How pitiable are their physical +conditions, their privation and distress of body! But what of their +souls, the starvation of their minds? Why, I doubt if they could +subscribe a respectable soul among the whole four battalions.</p> + +<p>"Males who might have been men and of some use in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[300]</a></span> the world, if only +a finger had shown them the road instead of shoving 'em down into +wrecks and damnation.</p> + +<p>"I can write no more. I must go out and walk about."</p> + +<p>Spurling gulped down a sob, and without comment crunched the sheet up +in his hand, and flung it towards the stove; but it fell short and +rolled to where Granger was standing. He stooped, picked it up and +smoothed it out. "I'll put it in my pocket," he said, "to remember +what we were; we may need the reminder on our journey."</p> + +<p>"Damn your softness," Spurling broke out. "I want to forget the past, +and to live like the beast I am. How could I shoot down even an Indian +to defend myself, if I were to remember things like that! It's gold +that's changed me; and now that I've got it I intend, at all costs, to +win out."</p> + +<p>"Yes, it's gold that's changed us," Granger said.</p> + +<p>Presently he paused again. "I had intended to keep that to threaten +you with, but you can have it now," he said.</p> + +<p>Spurling rose up from the floor, and coming over to the table took the +paper from him. It was the warrant for his arrest. His hand shook as +he read it.</p> + +<p>"Granger, how did you get that?" he asked in a low voice. "Was it from +Strangeways?"</p> + +<p>On the spur of the moment, to avoid the direct answering of the +question and that he might learn the exact truth about something else, +he drew forth the locket from his breast.</p> + +<p>"What's that?" asked Spurling. "Another reminder?"</p> + +<p>"Come and look for yourself."</p> + +<p>"I don't want to remember, I tell you."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[301]</a></span></p> + +<p>"But this has something to do with the answer to your question."</p> + +<p>Spurling came behind and looked over his shoulder carelessly, not +expecting to see anything which was of much concern. Then he started, +so violently that the portrait fell from Granger's hand. "My God, it +<i>was</i> a woman!" he moaned. "A woman! A woman!"</p> + +<p>Granger turned upon him, willing to be angry; but he saw that he had +no need of further revenge. The man's body seemed to have shrunk into +itself, and to have grown smaller. His lower jaw hung down, giving a +purposeless expression to the face and mouth. The eyes were vacant and +stared out on space, focussing nothing. Whatever anger he had had was +turned to pity as he regarded him. So Spurling had not known that +Mordaunt was a woman! And the body which was found at Forty-Mile had +not been clothed in a woman's dress! How Strangeways must be laughing +out there, alone in the coldness, three feet beneath the snow at the +bend!</p> + +<p>Yet, for all his pity, Granger could not bring himself to touch the +man—he looked too absorbed in his tragedy. Out of decency he turned +his back upon him, hurrying his task to an end. Already he had been +too long about it; they had no time to linger. Peggy's absence might +have many purposes; when she returned, she might not come +unaccompanied. Before he made a start, after his night of watching he +would require rest.</p> + +<p>Spurling had drawn away from him and was huddled in a corner, +whispering to himself. He must say and do something to brace him up, +and show to him that in his eyes he was still a man. If he didn't +recover quickly, they would have to postpone their journey. He was a +fool to have shown him that.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_302" id="Page_302">[302]</a></span></p> + +<p>The last of the papers had been burned; he tied the few which he had +preserved into a little bundle, and thrust them in his breast. Going +over to Spurling, he laid his hand on his shoulder and said, "Druce, +old fellow, I'm very tired. I want to take an hour's sleep before we +set out. You'd best watch and see that nothing happens. In two hours +it'll be sunset; wake me before then."</p> + +<p>He raised up his haggard face and nodded, but he did not look at him +squarely. Granger, having made up the fire, laid himself down.</p> + +<p>When he awoke, he found that the room was in darkness; it must have +been night for several hours. It was the coldness which had aroused +him, for the fire had gone out.</p> + +<p>He supposed that Spurling must be sleeping, so he called to him, +"Spurling, Spurling, are you there?"</p> + +<p>There was no answer. He listened for his breathing, but could hear +nothing. Getting upon his feet as swiftly as the stiffness of his +muscles would allow, he groped his way over to the corner where he had +last seen him. He was not there. Then he lit the lamp, and saw that +the room was empty.</p> + +<p>His first thought was that, in his despair, he had gone outside and +shot himself. Recalling his uncanny horror of the bend, he fancied +that he could trace madness in all his recent actions; but then he +remembered that his fear of the bend had been shared. He became +possessed of a new and more personal dread. What if in giving him the +warrant and showing him the portrait, he had told him too much—more +than his courage and honesty could bear? He rushed to the door of the +shack, and out to where the sleds and huskies had been<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303">[303]</a></span> left. One of +the sleds was gone; his own outfit lay scattered on the snow and the +gold had been taken. But he made a yet worse discovery, for of the +eight huskies, only two remained; Spurling's four gray dogs and the +two best of his own team were missing. He looked wildly round on the +great emptiness. The night pressed down on the earth, as though to +imprison it; the forest closed in on the river, menacing and silent; +and the river ran on, a level, untravelled roadway, from the west. He +shouted, and cursed, and called down God's vengeance on Spurling. +Then, for a moment he was quiet, and heard his own voice coming back +to him as an echo from the bend. His voice had tried to escape and was +returning to him because it could find no way out.</p> + +<p>Crazily turning his face down-river, he shouted, "Hey, Strangeways, +may God damn Spurling."</p> + +<p>Muffled, as if the dead man were answering him from underground, the +cry came back, "Hey, Strangeways, may God damn Spurling."</p> + +<p>He covered his face with his hands and sat down in the snow laughing. +It was all a cruel jest. "Oh, the hypocrite! The hypocrite!" he +shrieked. "He came here hunted and I helped him with my life. He has +taken everything, and given me death."</p> + +<p>Through his head ran maddeningly the scraps of the conversation he had +had with Peggy: "I'll strike for the south, and, when the hunt is +over, I'll send you word where you can join me." "You never will do +that." "And why not?" "Because you will be dead."</p> + +<p>On all his thought, as if she were sitting at his side, her voice +broke in persistently, drearily and low-pitched reiterating, "Because +you will be dead. Because you will be dead."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_304" id="Page_304">[304]</a></span></p> + +<p>A hard look came into his eyes; he ceased from his laughing and +whispering. Turning to the quarter behind his back from which he had +seemed to hear her speaking last, he said quietly, "But I shan't be +dead."</p> + +<p>Then he rose up and entered the shack.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI"></a>CHAPTER XXI</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_305" id="Page_305">[305]</a></span> +<h3>THE MURDER IN THE SKY</h3> + +<p>However lightly he travels and however hard the snow may have packed, +a man who has only two huskies and is handicapped by a body just +recovered from sickness does not make much speed in winter travelling.</p> + +<p>Through the long hours of the dreary November night Granger, with +hard, set face, had pushed on up the Last Chance River, towards God's +Voice, following in Spurling's tracks. It was the gold that he +desired. And if he recaptured it, what then? He was not capable of +carrying it out to Winnipeg by himself. He knew that his pursuit was +madness; he had nothing to gain by it but revenge. He was hardly +likely to gain even that, for the man in front of him had three dogs +to his one, fuller rations, and a start of several hours; he could +only hope to overtake him by the happening of some accident.</p> + +<p>Yet he knew that he would overtake him, for he felt, beyond reach of +argument, that Spurling was fated to die by his hand. Both of them had +striven to avoid it; once he himself had fled that he might not commit +the crime, and Spurling was now trying to escape that it might not +come about. No matter what they did, it must happen. Though God should +"advance a terrible right arm," and pluck them apart, and fling them +to the opposite extremes of the world, they would surely<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_306" id="Page_306">[306]</a></span> travel and +travel, perhaps involuntarily, till they came again together. It would +have been far better if he had not been interfered with at the +Shallows and had been permitted to accomplish his enmity there—so, +more than three years of futile suffering might have been spared and +Mordaunt would be still alive.</p> + +<p>He was hardly conscious of any anger; his was the unreasoned +relentless instinct of the pursuing hound. He was savage justice and +the law of self-preservation personified. He was the will of destiny +decreeing that Spurling should not reach El Dorado alive.</p> + +<p>The dogs struggled on uncomplainingly; this was their first trip of +the season and they were still comparatively fresh, though the man was +tired. To the eastward the crescent of a faint old moon hung low in +the sky. As Granger ran, he turned his head and, watching it, was +thankful to see that at last the tardy dawn had begun to spread. Over +the withered stretch of woodland to his right the Aurora swept between +the stars, like an extinguishing angel, who caused them to flicker +and, as he beat his wings about them, one by one to go out.</p> + +<p>It was a morning of bitter coldness. As the breath left his nostrils, +he could almost see it congeal and fall to the ground, a filmy sheet +of ice. The heads of the huskies were clouded with smoke, so that they +seemed to be on fire as they panted forward dragging on the traces.</p> + +<p>The tracks, which he was following, now branched off to the left, and, +mounting the river-bank, entered into a little hollow at the edge of +the forest. Here, about the base of a tree, the snow had been recently +trampled and a fire smouldered. It was Spurling's first<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_307" id="Page_307">[307]</a></span> camp. +Granger, having unharnessed and fed his huskies, taking his axe from +his girdle, cut down a sapling fir and roused the dying embers to a +blaze. The flames shot up, and, climbing the bark of the tree, +crackled among the branches overhead. Unpacking his tallow he melted +it in a cup. Before it was all drunk, the surface was frozen solid. +Then, lest his muscles should stiffen, he set out again.</p> + +<p>The air was full of minute particles of snow, like frozen dew, which +caused the whole atmosphere, as far as eye could reach, to sparkle in +the sunshine. The sky was greenish grey and without a cloud. The +stillness of the world was magical; in the miles of landscape which +were visible, nothing stirred. The snapping of a twig sounded like the +crashing ruin of a forest giant. The gliding of the sled across the +snow, and the padding footsteps of the huskies, thundered down the +tunnel of the river through the pines like the galloping of heavy +artillery over gravel. When, at rare intervals, the river cracked, +perhaps four or five miles away, it reverberated through the +tree-tops, causing their burden of snow to tremble and glisten, like +the report of neighbouring cannon. Every whisper was exaggerated to a +shout, so that the ears were deafened and longed for quiet—quiet +which, unlike silence, consisted of a multitude of small sounds +singing, almost inaudibly, together.</p> + +<p>Shortly after noon the light faded, and the blinding whiteness was +converted into iron grey. Over to the westward the sun was hidden, and +the horizon became threatening with a leaden bank of cloud. The +temperature sank lower and the twilight was obliterated; night rushed +down.</p> + +<p>The dogs were now thoroughly worn out; only by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_308" id="Page_308">[308]</a></span> continual lashing +could he keep them to their work. The roughness of the ice had mangled +their feet; they marked out the trail which they traversed with +crimson dots of blood. He had hoped to reach Spurling's next +camping-place before making another halt; but his rate of travelling +had grown slower, and already the advantage of Spurling's four +additional huskies was beginning to tell. At last his dogs lay down in +their traces and refused to budge. He knew that he could force them to +go no further.</p> + +<p>Using the sled as a shovel, he dug out a hollow, throwing up a +circular mount to protect him from the wind, should it arise. +Searching along the river-bank, he collected wood for a fire, +sufficient to last him till morning. He set up his sled on end, like a +tombstone, for a head rest, and lay himself down with his feet toward +the blaze. The dogs gathered round him shivering, lying one on either +side, striving to share the warmth of his body. He beat them off at +first, but they always crept back; so at last, becoming languidly +sorry for them, he let them stop there.</p> + +<p>He was terribly tired; his bones felt like bars of red-hot iron +scorching their way through his flesh. The hardness of the ice beneath +the snow surface had racked his body in every joint. Every now and +then he would get up and throw some wood on the fire, and lie down +again, pulling his blanket over his head, folding his arms tightly +across his chest, and gathering his knees up close to his body to +conserve whatever heat he had. Though his body slept, never for a +second did his brain lose consciousness of the cold and of the sense +of travel. Always he seemed to be pressing on, doggedly, wearily, with +the forest rushing past him on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_309" id="Page_309">[309]</a></span> either hand. Spurling was in sight; +sometimes he would halt, and jeeringly beckon to him. When he had come +within speaking distance of him, he would start off again, leaving a +narrow track of gold behind, for one of the sacks had burst.</p> + +<p>Gradually the most fatal feeling that any man can experience in +northland travel stole upon him—<i>he felt that he did not care</i>. If +the fire went out, what matter? He would not get up to relight it. If +Spurling were standing at his side, he would not disturb himself to +look at him. If Mordaunt were to come to him, well, he might perhaps +turn round to look at her.</p> + +<p>He began to dream of her as he had seen her in the locket. They were +both back in the old homeland. He was talking with her in an English +garden and a thrush was singing overhead. How long it was since he had +listened to the song of any bird! Why, he had almost forgotten that +there was such an ecstasy in the world. So exalted was he, that he +paid more attention to the thrush's song than to the words which +Mordaunt said. Then she grew angry and shook him; but he sat there +motionless, looking up into the branches of the tree, away from her, +watching the sun through the greenness of the leaves, and the +quivering throat of the bird. She rose up and left him in indignation; +then darkness fell. He tried to follow her, but had no power to move +himself. He tried to cry out, but his tongue was joined to the roof of +his mouth. Making a great effort, he came to himself.</p> + +<p>When he pushed up his arms to throw off his covering, they seemed to +be lifting a weight of surpassing heaviness. He sat upright and tried +to open his eyes; he was blind—he could see nothing. He groped to +feel<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_310" id="Page_310">[310]</a></span> his eyeballs with his hands; but his fingers were frozen—they +could feel nothing. He rose to his feet in panic and stood there +swaying, as though he had been set upon a dizzy pedestal which had +grown to be part of himself, so that he could not move, but could only +bend.</p> + +<p>"I must keep quiet," he told himself; "I must keep quiet. If I get +frightened, I shall wander away to my death."</p> + +<p>When he tried to step forward his feet clapped together like solid +blocks of ice. Very distantly, it seemed to him, he could make out a +little glow of red and feel a breath of warmness. Going down on his +hands and knees, he crawled towards it. It was coming to meet him; +they had met. He lay down beside the redness and his panic left him.</p> + +<p>Then he became conscious that it was hurting him and he commenced to +hate it. In struggling to get away from it, he found that he could +move more freely. Sensation had come into his hands; raising them he +felt his eyes. His great terror was not of death, but that he should +be forever sightless. He ran his fingers across his eyes and found +that they were covered with flesh—that his eyelids were frozen +together. With his two hands he forced them apart, and gazed about +him. Wherever he looked there was endless space with nothing to deter +him, stretching away on every side. The moon, in her last quarter, was +barely visible—a mere shadow of silver in the sky; so indistinct was +his vision, that it seemed to him as though he were looking at the +image of the firmament reflected in water, rather than at the stars +themselves. Yet, in the certain renewal of his sight, there came to +him a gladness which he had not known for many a day.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_311" id="Page_311">[311]</a></span></p> + +<p>When he turned toward the fire, he perceived the cause of his mishap: +he had overslept himself and it was nearly out. By the way in which it +was scattered abroad and the smouldering of the fur which was about +his throat and arms, he guessed that in his blindness and instinctive +desire for warmth, he had thrown himself upon its ashes. Having +gathered what remained of it together, he flung on more fuel and set +to work to chafe his extremities, restoring circulation. He was too +chilled to think of attempting sleep again that night: so, when his +limbs were sufficiently thawed out, he renewed his journey.</p> + +<p>The atmosphere was wonderfully clear, but there was in the air a sense +of evil and foreboding. Even the dogs seemed to be aware of it, for as +they ran, turning their heads from side to side to see which way the +whip was coming that they might dodge it, there was a look of +foreknowledge and terror in their eyes which warned Granger.</p> + +<p>As the dawn was spreading, he was startled by a long-drawn sigh, which +travelled from horizon to horizon and died out. The dogs heard it, and +sitting down abruptly in their tracks nearly overturned the sled. +Gazing away to the northward, he saw a shadowy cloud arise, whirl and +drift languidly over the tree-tops and fall back again out of sight. +He lashed at the huskies, and with difficulty set them going. But the +sled drew heavily, as though it were being dragged through sand, for +the snow was gritty as the seashore: so intense was the cold that all +slipperiness had gone out of it. He fastened a line to the load and +went on ahead, breaking the trail and hauling with all his strength.</p> + +<p>Before long the sigh was heard again; but this time<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_312" id="Page_312">[312]</a></span> it came nearer, +and columns of white smoke rose up and danced in the river-bed. Then +he knew that he was in for a <i>poudre</i> day—the day which of all others +the winter voyageur holds in most dread. While such weather lasts, +even the hardiest traveller will refuse to leave his fire; for he +knows that before long every land-mark will be blotted out, that his +very dogs will refuse to obey him, and that to-morrow, when the wind +has dropped and the snow has settled, the chances are that the sun +will find him with a quiet face turned upward to the sky, immobile and +statuesque as if carved from Parian marble.</p> + +<p>Leaving Spurling's trail, he ascended the bank and worked along by the +forest's edge, that so he might gain shelter. With every fresh puff of +breath from the north, the coiling snakes of snow grew larger, +writhing across the tree-tops and pouring tumultuously into the +river-bed, where they rioted and fought till the day grew dark and it +was difficult to see the next step. Respiration became painful, but +Granger was determined not to halt, for this was one of the accidents +which would help him to come up with Spurling. Feeling his way from +tree to tree, he struggled on. His head became dizzy with the effort. +His body, for all its coldness, broke out into a chilly sweat. He was +invaded by a terrible inertia, so that he was half-minded to lie down +and go to sleep; but the thought that Spurling had halted somewhere, +perhaps only twenty miles ahead, and was losing time, drew him on. +Presently his dogs sat down again, lifting their voices above the +storm in a dismal wailing.</p> + +<p>He cut their traces and went forward, dragging the sled himself. They +followed him a few paces behind,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_313" id="Page_313">[313]</a></span> slinking through the darkness with +their heads down and their tails between their legs. They reminded him +of the timber-wolf on the Forbidden River; there were times when, +catching a partial glimpse of them, he could have sworn that they had +been joined by a third.</p> + +<p>By midday the wind died down, the atmosphere began to clear and the +snow to settle. Returning to the river he sought in vain for +Spurling's tracks; either he had passed him in the blackness or they +had been obliterated. He would know the truth in the next six hours +for, if he were still ahead, he would come to his abandoned camp.</p> + +<p>Towards sunset he halted and lit a fire; he intended to travel through +the night and was in need of rest. He had fed his huskies and was +stooping above the flames, cooking himself some bacon, when he raised +his eyes to the west. For a minute he crouched, gazing with the +fascination of horror at what he saw taking place apparently not more +than fifty yards away, but with such clearness that it might not have +been more than ten paces. Where ten seconds before there had been +nothing in view but the straight length of river and the snow-capped +forest, dripping with icicles, there was now, hanging above the trees +face-downwards, anchored to the sky by crimson threads, the inverted +image of a portage, leading up from the right-hand bank of a river, +hedged in on either side with a row of crosses which marked graves of +bygone voyageurs. Midway in the path was a little cabin, which had +been set up for the shelter of bestormed travellers by employees of +the Hudson Bay. Granger recognised the place; it was Dead Rat Portage, +and must be at least fifteen miles from where he was now standing and +ten from God's Voice.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_314" id="Page_314">[314]</a></span></p> + +<p>Out of the cabin, on his hands and knees, crawled a man. He was +evidently badly frost-bitten, for he tried to drag himself upright by +the door-post, but failed miserably, falling forward along the ground. +As he lay there, he turned toward Granger a face which was +expressionless as if it had been covered with a mask of waxen leprosy; +it was frozen solid, as were his feet and hands. Granger knew, more by +the clothes than the ghastly features, that the man was Spurling.</p> + +<p>He seemed now to have given up hope of standing erect, and began to +move painfully on all fours across the snow to where a log of rotten +wood was lying. Having reached it, he tried to raise it, but there was +not the strength in his hands. He tried to fasten his teeth upon it, +to drag it back with him; but his jaws seemed paralysed. Then he crept +back to the cabin.</p> + +<p>Soon he came out again, and, having reached the log, commenced to +light it with a match. At first it refused to ignite, but when he had +pushed some broken twigs under it, it burst into flame. He bent over +it hungrily, drawing so near that Granger expected to see his clothing +catch fire.</p> + +<p>Then, as he watched, he saw a second figure. It was that of a man, +dressed precisely as he himself was dressed, and his back was turned +towards him so that he could not discern his face; he carried in his +hand an axe. He moved stealthily on snowshoes, dodging from tree to +tree, lest he should be discovered by the crouching man. His intention +was so evidently evil, that Granger cried out a warning to save +Spurling. Murder, when watched in this way, was so brutal that, though +he himself had planned to do the deed, his whole<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_315" id="Page_315">[315]</a></span> moral nature +revolted against it now. He cried again, but his warning was not +heard. He wished that the man with the axe would turn his head, that +he might see his face.</p> + +<p>A horrible, grotesque suspicion was growing up within him; he fancied +that he knew the man—that he had seen him before in the Klondike, +<i>that he was himself</i>. Spurling, quite unaware of his danger, was +holding out his hands to the flames; it was not until the man was +close behind him that be heard his footsteps and turned his head. His +face was frozen; the frost had bound him hand and foot, making him +defenceless, so that he could hardly stir; the only means of appeal he +had was the expression in his eyes.</p> + +<p>Granger thought that he saw that expression—the cornered soul +gesticulating, shrieking for mercy from the living eyes in the +half-dead face. When the murderer raised his axe, he saw the soul's +pitiful cowardice and how it shrank. The axe came crashing down. There +was no need to strike twice; he fell limply backward, throwing his +arms out wide—and there was an end of El Dorado and of all his dreams +of avarice.</p> + +<p>The murderer, as if suddenly afraid of his own handiwork, without +turning his head, hurried on across the portage through the forest, +and was quickly lost to sight.</p> + +<p>Scenting the blood, the four gray huskies, one by one, came out from +the cabin, where they seemed to have been asleep, and the others +followed them. They came slowly over to where their tyrant was lying, +and sniffed his body. They did it cautiously, for as yet they had not +lost their fear of him; he might awake and belabour them for +disturbing his last long rest.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_316" id="Page_316">[316]</a></span></p> + +<p>In falling his legs had shot from under him into the fire, scattering +the embers, so he lay full length, with the red gash in his forehead, +his arms spread out like a cross, and his face, in the inverted image, +turned earthwards, gazing down on Granger and the Last Chance River +with startled, unseeing eyes.</p> + +<p>The mirage began to fade and float cloudwards, drifting up-river above +the tree-tops higher and higher, till it vanished in the west.</p> + +<p>Of all that he had witnessed Granger had heard no sound—there lay the +chief terror of it. Like the handwriting on the wall in Babylon, it +had taken place in silence. The crime which he had so often +contemplated, and planned, had been transacted before his eyes; the +person who had done the deed had kept his back turned toward him, but +in his attire was strangely like himself—and instead of being +gratified he was filled with loathing and hatred for the slayer.</p> + +<p>In the person of another he had seen the vileness which he had been +seeking for himself, and was horrified. He knew that, had he had his +chance, he might have taken Spurling's life in just some such way as +that—he had imagined how he would do it many times. And now that it +was accomplished, he was sick with pity for the murdered man.</p> + +<p>To one thing he had instantly made up his mind, that, if this should +prove to be more than a fancy of delirium—the miraged portrayal of a +villainy which had actually occurred—he would track the assassin as +he had tracked Spurling, till the last ounce of his strength failed +him, that Spurling might be avenged. Perhaps, in the avenging he hoped +to clear himself in his own sight of his imagined share in the crime.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_317" id="Page_317">[317]</a></span></p> + +<p>He felt as though the deed had been the result of his own projected +hatred, and that he himself was the real murderer. When he remembered +the appearance of the man whom he now followed, it seemed like going +in pursuit of his own self.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII"></a>CHAPTER XXII</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_318" id="Page_318">[318]</a></span> +<h3>THE BLIZZARD</h3> + +<p>Now that he was nearing God's Voice, it was necessary that he should +travel more cautiously and keep a sharp lookout ahead. At any moment +he might come in sight of a Company's trapper, either sitting beneath +the trees by his camp-fire or racing down-river between the tall +banks, following his sled. He might be recognised, and recognition +would lead to his arrest. Whatever happened afterwards, he desired his +freedom for yet a little while, so he went carefully. In the course of +the night he passed by one wigwam; but the Indian was evidently away, +for no dog rose up to herald his approach. If the squaw was there, she +did not rouse; he got by unnoticed.</p> + +<p>Hoping against hope, he argued with himself, trying to believe that +Spurling was alive. He told himself that this had been a vision sent +to him from God to turn him aside from his crime. He had gazed upon +himself as he would have become, and his soul had revolted at the +sight.</p> + +<p>As he ran on, swearing at his huskies, urging them forward with the +lash, he offered up to God many fervid thanks for the mercy which He +had shown him, hoping that by these means, even though the calamity +had happened, he might shame his Maker by his gratitude into putting +back the hands of time, and so restoring<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_319" id="Page_319">[319]</a></span> the murdered man to life. At +last by the constant reiteration of the thing which he desired, he +began to take it for granted that his prayer was answered. Spurling +was not dead; he was alive, and he was going to ask his forgiveness +for the evil which he had thought against him.</p> + +<p>He put together the words which he would say to him when they met, and +the gestures he would use to make his words convincing. He repeated +them over many times that he might retain them in his memory. Then +something would happen to take his attention away, one of the dogs +would be shirking or the sled would have overturned, and, when he came +back to the words which he had planned, he would be thrown into a +frenzy, finding that they had slipped his mind.</p> + +<p>Though he was desperately in earnest over this game at which he +played, he was aware all the while of its unreality—that it was but a +game. His sanity warned him that what he had seen had truly happened, +and that the man was dead. This was not the first occasion upon which +he had seen a mirage when the snow was down and the land was white. +There had been times before, when, at the moment of daybreak or +sunset, he had witnessed strange freaks of inverted forest and river +hovering in the sky. Once he had seen an Indian ten miles away, +attacking a wolf which had been caught by the leg in a steel trap, +belonging to another man. So distinctly had he seen his features and +dress that, at a later day, when he had brought in his winter catch of +furs to exchange, he had recognised him; and when he had offered him +the wolf-skin, had accused him of the theft. Moreover, he knew that, +whether the sight which he had witnessed was mirage or fancy,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_320" id="Page_320">[320]</a></span> he did +not deserve the leniency for which he prayed. He had had his chance +and warning three times already: once in the Klondike; once after the +arrival of Spurling, when God wrote upon the ice; and once at the +bend, when in the company of Père Antoine he had mistaken the body of +Strangeways for that of Spurling.</p> + +<p>Then there was the appearance of the murderer to be accounted for, and +his motive in slaying. He had been smaller in stature than himself, as +had been the creature at the Shallows, but he had had the same +peculiarities of clothing and was very much alike. Yet he strove to +drive down all his doubts and to believe the thing which he +desired—that the phenomenon was the result of imagination, and that +Spurling was not dead.</p> + +<p>He made small progress in his travelling, for his body was worn out by +previous hardships. Sometimes he took over two hours to go three +miles; it was long past midnight when Dead Rat Portage came in sight.</p> + +<p>At this point the river made a large curve to the southward and +broadened out into rapids; the portage was eight hundred yards in +length and saved voyageurs six miles, crossing the neck of land by a +narrow trail and picking up the Last Chance River on the other side. +In summer time the York boats were unloaded here, and dragged across +on rollers, the freight being carried on men's backs. As he drew near, +his hope sank; the place looked so gloomy and forbidding. There were +stories told about it and of how it had won its name, which might well +make any man afraid. An old fort, established by the French at the +time when they disputed the possession of Keewatin with Prince +Rupert's Company, had once stood there; it was said that some of the +crosses which fringed the trail marked<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_321" id="Page_321">[321]</a></span> spots where its defenders lay +buried. However, it was not the memory of the past, but the knowledge +of what might now await him, which caused him to hesitate.</p> + +<p>On the river's bank, where the portage commenced, was a cleared space, +from which a path led round the cabin and tunnelled into the forest. +As he eased his sled out of the river-bed, he caught the smell of +burning, and, when he had topped the bank, he saw the glow of an +almost extinguished fire. The overhanging trees, casting their network +of shadows across the snow, prevented him from distinguishing at that +distance any object that lay beneath them. While he halted, half +inclined to wait till daybreak before proceeding further with his +investigation, he was startled by the sound of footsteps. They came +toward him very cautiously and there were many of them. He saw the +glint of eyes in the darkness, shining out and disappearing among the +crosses. He tried to count them; as far as he could make out there +were six pairs. Then he called them softly by name, and there came +toward him Spurling's four grey huskies and the two of his own team, +which had been taken.</p> + +<p>And still he clung desperately to his hope and would not allow himself +to believe that in the shadow of the trees, a dozen yards from where +he was standing, the man whom he had set out to kill was lying +murdered. He whispered his name, not daring to speak louder. When no +answer was returned, he rallied his retreating faith by saying, "He is +sleeping. I must approach him gently. If he awakes and hears me, he +may think I am his enemy and escape me."</p> + +<p>Leaving his dogs, he stole toward the sparks of fire.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_322" id="Page_322">[322]</a></span> Although he +still denied the mirage, telling himself that what he had seen was +fancied, he directed his steps by that which he had witnessed in the +sky.</p> + +<p>Drawing nearer, he made out the smouldering log; cowardice prompted +him to procrastinate, he crept round behind it. The air was heavy with +the smell of scorching leather. His eyes growing more accustomed to +the shadow, he saw the figure of a man, lying on the snow with his +arms stretched out in the shape of a cross and his moccasined feet +protruding above the glowing ashes. The last vestige of hope left him; +he knew that Spurling was dead. With certainty, his power of decision +returned; he still had a purpose to live for—to avenge this death.</p> + +<p>Having pulled the body aside and heaped branches against the log, he +rekindled the fire. In the light which it cast he could see the +blurred trail of Spurling, where he had crawled to and from the cabin; +also he could see the tracks which the slayer's snowshoes had left as +he strode away through the forest following the portage. He stooped +and examined them. By so doing he learnt a new fact—that the man who +had done the deed was of Indian blood, for the toes of his footprints +inclined to turn inwards, and in carrying his feet forward he had kept +them closer together than does a white man; also he judged that he was +lightly built, for the snow beneath his steps was not much crushed.</p> + +<p>So Beorn was not the culprit, nor was his phantom-self from the +Klondike. He thought of Eyelids; but Eyelids was a tall man and his +stride ought to have been longer. That which he had witnessed in the +mirage led him to believe that the act had been pre<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_323" id="Page_323">[323]</a></span>meditated, and +therefore had some strong motive; either it had been done for the +reward or for the sake of theft.</p> + +<p>He looked round for Spurling's sled and found it in the cabin; it was +still loaded—the gold had not been touched. He was puzzled. If theft +was not the object, why had the body been left? Without its production +or some part of it that was recognisable, the thousand dollars would +not be awarded. The best way to solve the mystery was to follow up the +murderer; and, if he were to do that, there was no time to lose.</p> + +<p>Dragging the remains into the cabin, he made fast the door, that the +wolves might not destroy them; he would care for them on his homeward +journey—if he survived to come back. Harnessing the four grey huskies +into his sled, since they were the freshest, he set out across the +portage. Turning his head, as he entered the forest, he took one last +look at the deserted camp. The fire, burning brightly, with no one to +sit by it, added the final touch to the general aspect of melancholy. +Wailing through the darkness the huskies wandered; and in the +background, when the flames shot up, appeared the crosses, bending one +toward another, which marked the sleeping-places of men who, years +since, had lived and suffered, and obtained their rest.</p> + +<p>Beneath the trees, the gloom was so heavy that he could see nothing; +but on coming out on to the banks of the river on the other side he +again picked up the murderer's trail. It led up the Last Chance in a +south-westerly direction towards God's Voice, which was only ten miles +distant. He had begun to take it for granted that the man was a Hudson +Bay employee, hurrying toward the fort to claim the reward, when the +tracks,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_324" id="Page_324">[324]</a></span> branching off to the left, climbed out of the river and +plunged into a low-lying, thickly wooded wilderness, striking due +south.</p> + +<p>In Keewatin the rivers are the only highways; to leave them even in +summer time, if you have no guide and are not a man born in the +district, is extremely dangerous; to do so in winter when, after every +precaution has been taken, travel remains precarious, is to court +almost certain death. For a moment Granger hesitated. He examined the +prints of the snowshoes and saw that they were very recent. The man +must have waited somewhere, and seen him coming. He must know now that +he was being followed, and could not be far ahead. "Well, it's death +whatever happens," thought Granger; "to go on to God's Voice is death; +to return to Murder Point is death. I'd just as soon die by this man's +hand, trying to avenge Spurling, as one cold morning in Winnipeg with +a rope about my neck."</p> + +<p>The day rose late and cloudy. The sun did not show itself. The sky +weighed down upon the tree-tops, as if too heavy to support itself. +Presently large flakes of snow, the size of feathers, drifted through +the air, making a gentle rustling as they fell. Granger pressed on +more hurriedly, for he feared that, if he dropped too far behind, the +snow would cover up all traces of the man, and so he would escape him. +Sometimes he fancied that he could hear him going on ahead, for every +now and then a twig would snap. In the heat of his pursuit he took no +account of direction.</p> + +<p>About midday he halted; of late all sounds had grown rarer and the +snow had thickened, causing even his own footprints to appear blurred +a few seconds after<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_325" id="Page_325">[325]</a></span> they had been made. Of the trail which he +followed he could see nothing himself, trusting to his huskies' sense +of smell to lead him aright.</p> + +<p>Soon he grew strangely nervous, for he thought that he heard the +crunch of snowshoes coming up behind. He persuaded himself that it was +imagination, until his dogs, swinging round in a half-circle, began to +travel back in a direction parallel to the route they had already +traversed. He paused and listened again; behind him he could +distinctly hear the sound of something stirring. Then he knew that he +was no longer the pursuer.</p> + +<p>His blood froze in his veins, and he began to lose confidence. He +realised that if the murderer knew the district and was moving in a +circle purposely, he was doing so in order that he might lure him to +his death. Abandoning all thought of pursuit, his sole endeavour +became to regain the river-bed. He lashed his dogs, urging them +forward to the limit of their strength; but he came to nothing that +was familiar; and, when he paused for breath, he could always hear the +snowshoes following.</p> + +<p>Then he awoke to the knowledge that he was lost. His first sensation +was of blank bewilderment, producing in him an utter loss of memory. +He strove to quiet himself, but his will-power refused to operate. Who +he was, and why he was there, he could not remember; of two things +only was he conscious, that he was pursued by something that was evil, +and that he was lost.</p> + +<p>A state of chaos reigned within him, which was soon succeeded by an +all-pervading terror. He must escape somehow to safety, to a place +where there were men. He longed to dash on somewhere, on and on; but +he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_326" id="Page_326">[326]</a></span> was paralysed by his utter inability to think consecutively or to +choose out any particular direction. He began to see horrible +contorted shapes about him, and to imagine modes of death which were +still more horrible. He might die of starvation, he might die of +thirst, he might die of frost; but his worst fear was of something +which he would never see, which would steal softly up, when he was too +cold to turn his head, and strike him from behind. He circled round +and round to avoid the blow; but he felt that, as he moved, the thing +moved keeping pace with him, so that, for all his alertness, it was +always behind his back.</p> + +<p>In a way in which he had never desired it before, he longed for human +companionship—just to look once more upon a living face. And to all +these fears and yearnings there was the undertow of an added +horror—the terror lest he should become insane. He burst into a +passion of weeping; as the tears fell they froze upon his face. The +air was thick with snow which the rising wind drifted about, driving +it into curious and fantastic shapes. Had he been more quiet, he would +have known that his only wise plan was to lie down until the blizzard +was past. It would bury him, but as a covering it would act as a +blanket to keep him warm. The blizzard seemed to him to be hemming him +in, building up about him a shifting wall through which the pursuer +could attack him unseen.</p> + +<p>Always he was conscious of the pursuer's presence; always he could see +the picture of Spurling's uplifted face and the pleading that was in +his eyes as the assailant, with his back turned towards the onlooker, +poised the axe above his head. That he might not share that fate he +broke away into the greyness, tripping over<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_327" id="Page_327">[327]</a></span> snow ridges, falling into +drifts, and bruising his body against the trunks of trees in the +madness of his flight. His huskies added to his panic by following +him.</p> + +<p>There were times when he ran so far ahead that he could neither see +nor hear them; but, when he halted, panting, they would emerge and lay +themselves down at his side. He hated them; they were sinister in his +eyes. Had they not brought Spurling from Winnipeg, and had not their +yellow-faced leader been the cause of Strangeways' death?</p> + +<p>The wind, rising higher, shrieked among the branches. He wandered on, +neither knowing nor caring where he went, for he had lost all sense of +locality or time. There were intervals during which he must have +dreamed and slept, for he passed down an endless street of tall +houses, built in the English fashion, and the blinds were up and it +was nightfall. On the windows danced the light of fires, burning on +the hearths inside; and sometimes he could see the faces of children +looking out at him. He held up his blue hands at them, making signs +that they should let him in that he might warm himself; but they shook +their heads mischievously, and ran away and laughed.</p> + +<p>After one of these experiences, more real to him than the others, he +came to himself. Surely that was the sound of music and dancing that +came to him above the cry of the storm. He waited for a lull and +listened, then followed the direction of the sound. As he drew nearer, +he caught the thud of moccasined feet beating time upon a boarded +floor, and snatches of the tune which the violin was playing. +Something loomed up out of the darkness to meet him. He held out his +hands to force it from him, and drove them against a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_328" id="Page_328">[328]</a></span> door. Then he +knew that he had arrived at God's Voice.</p> + +<p>He was half inclined to knock; at least they would not threaten him +and drive him away this time as they had done in the previous winter. +What was more likely to happen was that the man who opened to him, +recognising him, would seize him by the throat, drag him inside and +quickly slam the door. He would push him before him across the square +till he came to the room where the trappers were dancing, where, in +all probability, the factor was. And Robert Pilgrim when he saw him, +wagging his red beard at him, would shout, "Ha, so you heard me +whistle, and have come like a dog!"</p> + +<p>He drew himself upright and stepped back from the gateway. No, he +could not endure that. Any death was preferable to the price that he +would have to pay for such shelter.</p> + +<p>He worked his way along the wall till he stood beneath the window +where the fort was assembled. It was a comfort to him to hear again +the sound of voices. He listened to the fiddling and recognised it as +that of Sandy McQuean, the half-breed son of a famous Orkney man. He +had learnt his art from his father. They were all Scotch airs that he +played. He could sing, when he chose, with a Highland accent, and had +caught the knack of imbuing what he sang with an intolerable pathos.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_329" id="Page_329">[329]</a></span></p><p>The stamping of feet had ceased, but the violinist wandered on. +Presently a new melody began to emerge from the improvisations, and a +man's voice rose above the storm. The words he sang were <i>The Flowers +o' the Forest</i>:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">"I've seen the smiling<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of fortune beguiling;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I've felt all its favours, and found its decay;<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Sweet was its blessing,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Kind its caressing;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But now 'tis fled—fled far away."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Granger shifted his feet uneasily as he listened, and half-turned to +go.</p> + +<p>As he did so, he found that someone was standing close behind him. He +did not see his face, but one glance was enough to warn him. He dodged +and ran to the river. The man was following him again. He took the +direction which was open to him, and set out down-stream, returning to +the portage.</p> + +<p>The wind was dead against him, blinding his eyes and choking him with +snow. He bowed his head and struggled on. He made a brave effort, but +he knew that he was slowly freezing. His flesh was icy and his bones +seemed heavy, weighing him down. The blood halted, and leapt forward, +and halted in his veins and arteries, as though there were frequent +stoppages past which it had to squeeze its way; he could hear it +surging.</p> + +<p>Gradually his physical pain grew less and, as it did so, his mind +attained an unwonted clearness. He had somewhat the same experience as +is said to come to drowning men in their last moments of +consciousness. He was able to review his life as a whole and justly, +attributing to each separate action its proper importance, and share +of praise or blame. He realised that his hiding from Robert Pilgrim on +Huskies' Island, journey to the Forbidden River, and pursuit of +Spurling, had been one long series of mistakes, each one<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_330" id="Page_330">[330]</a></span> tending to +make him appear more guilty of Strangeways' death. He owned that all +his life had been spent in avoiding his most obvious duties, and in +setting himself hard tasks in exchange, which were impossible of +accomplishment. His first duty had been towards his mother, and he had +abandoned it nominally for the sake of a childish pledge, really for +the glamour of El Dorado. His more recent duty had been to fulfil his +obligations to his half-breed wife, especially now that she was about +to bear him a child; he had forsaken her for his old dream's sake and +for the sake of a revenge which he had persuaded himself was noble.</p> + +<p>Reviewing these facts, he promised himself that, if ever he were given +again the power of choice, he would return to Murder Point and live +for her. Another matter became clear in his mind; that, when +Spurling's body was discovered, if the man who had done the deed did +not own up, he would be accused of the murder—and it <i>would</i> be +murder, for it would be thought that he had killed him not in the +cause of justice, but out of private spite. Morally he knew that he +was the culprit and deserved to be hanged, for he had only avoided +being guilty through the accident of having been forestalled in his +crime.</p> + +<p>He stumbled and fell full length in a drift. He did not try to rise. +He had no fear of dying; his only desire was to get warm now. He +pressed nearer to the snow and closed his eyes, and gradually lost +consciousness.</p> + +<p>He was awakened by someone rubbing his face vigorously. He resented +the interference; he wanted the rest. Once he opened his eyes, and was +blinded by a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_331" id="Page_331">[331]</a></span> roaring fire. As the warmth spread through him and his +circulation returned, his body became very painful, as though it were +being pierced by millions of red-hot needles. The agony of it brought +him to himself.</p> + +<p>A man was bending over him, whose face he could not see, for the hood +was fastened before it, leaving only his eyes visible. By his dress he +knew that he was his pursuer and Spurling's slayer. Again he was +impressed with the fancy, not so much by his proportions which were +smaller, but by his clothing, that he was very like himself. Languidly +he awaited an opportunity to get another glimpse of his eyes; somehow +they were familiar, he knew them. Then, because the man, murderer +though he was, was saving his life, he turned away his head. He would +not see anything which, in a weaker moment, might tempt him to give +information in order that he might save himself.</p> + +<p>The man, seeing that he was recovered and safe to be left, without a +word of explanation glided off into the darkness.</p> + +<p>Granger sat up and looked after him; he was puzzled by the memory of +those eyes. He ran through all the list of his acquaintance, and could +not place them. The blizzard had now subsided, and the stars shone +overhead. He must have lain unconscious for some time before being +found. All around him, and as far as eye could reach, the snow lay in +short choppy waves, which took on the appearance of motion by reason +of the shadows. As he watched, something lifted up its head above a +ridge, and he saw that it was one of the huskies. Either his team had +followed him, or the man had brought them with him. Rising to his +feet, on the other side of the fire he saw his sled. He felt hungry, +and going<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_332" id="Page_332">[332]</a></span> towards it was about to get out some provisions, when he +found that that was unnecessary; in the ashes a can of black tea was +brewing and some bacon had been left, also a bundle of wood sufficient +to last him till morning. He spent the remainder of the night there, +and at daybreak continued his journey to the portage.</p> + +<p>When he reached the cabin and pushed open the door, he found that it +was occupied. An Indian, of the Sucker tribe, whom he had previously +met, was sitting there. Looking round he saw that Spurling's body was +in the same place and untouched, but that the load upon the sled had +been rifled.</p> + +<p>When he had offered him some tobacco, the Indian, jerking his head in +the direction of the body, asked, "You kill him?"</p> + +<p>Granger signed denial. The Indian looked doubtful. Then he said, +pointing to the old tracks in the cabin which his snowshoes had left, +"All the same, those your tracks."</p> + +<p>Granger was in no mood for arguing, so he nodded assent. The Indian +was silent for a while. Presently he rose to his feet and harnessed in +his team. As he passed out of the door, he said, "You bad man. All the +same, you kill him."</p> + +<p>Granger followed him out and saw him crossing the portage towards +God's Voice. He scraped a hole in the snow and buried Spurling.</p> + +<p>On turning his attention to the sled, he saw that the Indian had taken +everything except the gold. He poured out the dust and nuggets above +Spurling's grave; it was the thing which he had loved most in life, as +some men love goodness and flowers. To both<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_333" id="Page_333">[333]</a></span> Spurling and himself it +was worthless now; but it was the only offering which he had.</p> + +<p>Leaving the mound sparkling white and yellow in the sunshine, he +struck the trail down the Last Chance River, returning to Murder +Point.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXIII</h2> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_334" id="Page_334">[334]</a></span> +<h3>THE LAST CHANCE</h3> + +<p>Since the middle of November he had been back at the Point: it was now +the day before Christmas, and Peggy was still absent. During the last +six weeks he had waited anxiously, always listening, even in his +sleep, for her returning footstep. It was extraordinary to him to +notice how, now that he had lost her, every other affection that he +had ever known became dwarfed and of no acount in comparison with his +love of her. He no longer thought of Mordaunt or of El Dorado; all his +anxiety was for the half-breed wife, whom he had once despised. There +was but one ambition, the fulfilment of which he greatly desired, and +that was again to see her and to look upon his child. Somewhere +outside, beneath the grey chaos of white forest and gloomy sky, in the +wigwam of a trapper, tended by Indian women, she had faced her ordeal +and had, perhaps, survived. If ever he was to see her it would be +to-night, when her kinsmen had promised to return.</p> + +<p>At first, when he had left Dead Rat Portage, he had feared that he +would be overtaken by the Mounted Police or Robert Pilgrim before ever +he reached the Point. For six weeks he had remained there undisturbed +and solitary.</p> + +<p>Watching from his window day by day, he had seen an occasional Indian +pass, averting his face and, if he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_335" id="Page_335">[335]</a></span> were a Catholic, crossing himself +to avoid the overlooking of the evil eye. When such chance travellers +approached the bend, he had noticed how they seemed to see something +there, which he could not see, and climbing out of the river-trail, +making a wide circuit, hurried their steps to get quickly by. Though +he had spoken to no one for so long a time, he had not been +lonely—watching for Peggy was a continual, if painful, source of +excitement. And another matter had kept him fully occupied. Being an +honest man, he knew that since the spring of the year he had not done +well by his employers; therefore, since he thought it highly probable +that, at any moment, he might be called away on a longer journey than +any that he had yet undertaken, he had spent a large part of his +leisure in making a report of the trade and contents of the store, +which would be of service to his unlucky successor in the post of +agent.</p> + +<p>His chief cause for disquiet had been the hidden personality of the +man whom he had seen in the sky, and who had afterwards rescued him +from the blizzard near God's Voice. The haunting recollection of those +eyes, of which he had caught but a glimpse as the man bent over him +and the fire beat up into his shrouded face, had tortured him, +allowing him rest from thought neither day nor night. For weeks he had +searched his memory for some forgotten record, which would account for +their seeming familiarity. Where had he seen them before? Was it +before he left England, or in the Klondike? Or had their owner once +come to trade with him at the store?</p> + +<p>Ten days ago, when he was sitting half-dozing by the stove, thinking +of nothing in particular, a face had drifted up from his subconscious +memory, group<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_336" id="Page_336">[336]</a></span>ing its features about the eyes. He had staggered to his +feet, horrified at the significance which this new knowledge, if true, +gave to the motive of the crime. Bewildering details, which he had +noticed in the man's appearance and had not been able to reconcile, +now built themselves into the chain of evidence and were readily +explained—there could be no mistake. He had bowed his head in his +trembling hands, giving God broken thanks that he had been spared the +final remorse which would have come to him had he been successful in +his pursuit of Spurling's murderer. All that night he had prayed, +aghast and terrified, that God would protect the assailant from +detection.</p> + +<p>And perhaps God had heard him, for the morning found him strangely +quiet; he thought that he had now discovered a way to go out of life a +gentleman, though no one but himself and one other would know that his +gallantry was not disgrace.</p> + +<p>The short December daylight wore away and night fell. He spread a meal +for four people, with fare which was unusually ample. Having lit the +lamp and built up a roaring fire in the stove, he sat down to await +the arrival of his guests.</p> + +<p>To evade his excitement of anticipation, which was becoming painful, +he drove his thoughts back to other Christmas Eves, and tried to +imagine and share in the innocent happiness which the season was +bringing to children, still illusioned and unwise, all the world over +that night. He had almost succeeded in beguiling himself into the +belief that he was again a child, when the huskies commenced to howl, +giving warning of someone's approach.</p> + +<p>Listening acutely, he caught the distant shouting of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_337" id="Page_337">[337]</a></span> dog-drivers, +coming down-river, across the ice. He ran to the window and saw the +forms of two men, stooping down unharnessing their teams at the Point. +He recognised them, but did not go outside to make them welcome, since +he had not yet learnt their purpose. The door opened, and Beorn and +Eyelids entered.</p> + +<p>There was nothing altered in Beorn's appearance; but Eyelids looked +haggard and fatigued with travel.</p> + +<p>He came towards Granger with a stealthy tread, yet so slowly that he +seemed rather to be drawing back. "Where's Peggy?" were the first +words he uttered. "She's gone away," Granger said. Then, seeing her +brother's genuine concern, he commenced to explain a little of what +had taken place in his absence. He was recounting his discovery of +Spurling's flight, when his listener, taking it for granted that he +already knew the rest, broke in impatiently, with "You damn fool! +Why'd you kill him?"</p> + +<p>Granger smiled. He was amused at the half-breed's new air of +domineering boldness and the change which it made in his countenance. +"Oh, so you know that?" he inquired. Eyelids came over and shook him +by the arm, as though he thought that he needed awakening.</p> + +<p>Speaking rapidly, tumbling over his words, sometimes relapsing into +the Cree dialect, he commenced to give a hurried account of his own +actions. There had been a thousand dollars offered for Spurling's +capture, and he had gone to claim it. It was not covetousness +altogether which had prompted him to do that; the reward was only an +incident. His father was determined to be revenged for the trespass of +the Forbidden River, and he had accompanied his father, hoping, by so +doing, to save his brother-in-law's life—the handing over of +Spurling<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_338" id="Page_338">[338]</a></span> to justice would have proved him innocent of complicity in +Strangeway's death.</p> + +<p>They had had to go a long way south before they had met with the +winter patrol and had been able to give their information. They had +been coming back with Sergeant Shattuck to make the arrest, when they +had fallen in with an Indian of the Sucker tribe. He had given them +news that a month ago a man had been murdered at the Dead Rat Portage +by the agent at the Point, where he believed they had quarrelled, +though why and what about he could not guess.</p> + +<p>Arriving at God's Voice, they had learnt that gold had been found, +scattered above the grave at the Dead Rat. And now the Mounted Police +were coming, Eyelids said, to take Granger away to be hanged. He had +heard Robert Pilgrim and the sergeant arranging it together, and had +come on ahead to give him warning. He believed that the pursuers were +not far behind. His quarrel had been with Spurling, not with Granger; +he was emphatic about that. He would not have accompanied his father, +had he not gathered from words which he had let fall in his delirium, +that Granger hated Spurling as much as any of them. He had thought +that he would understand their purpose in going southward, and would +be willing to guard Spurling in order that he might be betrayed. And +now he had come to make him an offer: there was yet time to escape; he +would hide him so securely in the forest that he never would be +tracked.</p> + +<p>Granger thought that he discovered in Eyelids' vehemence the +blustering confusion of a repentant Judas.</p> + +<p>He shook his head, "No," he answered, "I intend to wait."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_339" id="Page_339">[339]</a></span></p> + +<p>Eyelids pressed him for a reason. "I must see Peggy," he replied: "she +will certainly be here to-night. Even if she had already arrived and +were willing to go with me, I should stay."</p> + +<p>For a man of Indian training, Eyelids used many words to persuade him. +When he saw that he had failed, he relapsed into sullen silence. Beorn +paid no attention, but stared grimly before him with his dead-soul +eyes, as though he had heard nothing. Granger fancied that he must +often have worn that same expression when, crouched beneath the +auriferous ledges of the Fair-haired Annie, he had listened to the +picks of his enemies drawing nearer, and had waited to deal out +unhurried and impartial death to the men of the Bloody Thunder Mine.</p> + +<p>There was the sound of long striding steps ascending the mound; it was +not the tread of Peggy. Without the formality of knocking, the latch +was raised and Père Antoine towered in the doorway. His garments were +frosted and glistened, so that he seemed to be clothed in a vaporous +incandescence. His face was very stern and sad. He said nothing, but +gazing full on Granger, he beckoned to him that he should come +outside.</p> + +<p>Casting his capote about him and drawing on his mittens, he obeyed. +Antoine led the way to the back of the store, till they stood on the +edge of the clearing, where the forest began. The full moon shining +down on the country made it appear legendary and ghostlike, a +veritable Hollow land, such as the Indians believed in, entering into +which a man might wander on forever, without home-coming, and never +taste of death. Granger felt that he would scarcely experience +surprise<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_340" id="Page_340">[340]</a></span> were he to witness, drifting on poised wings from an opening +in the clouds, a flight of shadowy angels, voyaging to some newer +planet where they should startle other shepherds, singing to them the +tidings of the Christ.</p> + +<p>Antoine recalled him, saying, "I may not be doing right, for I cannot +guess your motives, but I have come to tell you that I am willing to +help you to escape."</p> + +<p>If he had come to him on any other errand than that of his own +preservation, Granger knew, as he watched the pity struggling with the +sternness in his face, that he would have followed him anywhere, to +peril and to shame. But now, that was impossible.</p> + +<p>"Antoine," he replied, "I cannot. Spurling is dead."</p> + +<p>Le Père surveyed him curiously in silence. "But you—did you do it?" +he said.</p> + +<p>"You know that I always meant to do it."</p> + +<p>"Then you are determined to die?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"For some one else?"</p> + +<p>"Pshaw! For me it is no sacrifice. You know that I would have killed +him, had God given me the time."</p> + +<p>Antoine drew off his mitten, and held out to him his bare right hand. +"You are a noble man," he said; "I will keep your secret."</p> + +<p>As they returned to the shack, Eyelids looked up at them inquiringly, +as though he were about to ask them what preparations he should make +for their journey. When he saw how, saying nothing, they sat +themselves down to wait, he shrugged his shoulders desperately. +Presently, with a false show of indifference, he set about playing the +moccasin-game, which consists of placing buttons, bullets, and +anything small which comes handy,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_341" id="Page_341">[341]</a></span> into an empty moccasin, shaking +them up together, and guessing the number which the shoe contains. It +is a gambling game which, in earlier days, was wont to cause much +bloodshed and ruin among the buffalo-runners of the plains.</p> + +<p>The hours went by and the night grew late. The meal which had been +spread was still untasted. They did not converse; there seemed so +little to say, and, moreover, their voices might prevent them from +hearing the first warning of Peggy's approach. The roaring of the logs +in the stove, and the monotonous clicking of the buttons and bullets +one against the other as Eyelids shook them, and again as he emptied +them upon the floor, like the ominous tapping of muffled hammers at +work about a coffin, were the only sounds, and these, at last, by +reason of their regularity, began to grow nerve-racking. Between the +emptying of the moccasin, and the gathering up and re-shaking of the +counters, Granger held his breath. It seemed to him that Eyelids was +gambling with an invisible player, and that the stake which he stood +to lose or win was his own life. It was inconceivable that any man +should have sat playing all these hours at a game of hazard, risking +nothing, having for antagonist himself.</p> + +<p>Relief came from without. From far across the river the forest-silence +was shattered by a piercing cry. It reached him distantly at first, +but, with each interval that elapsed, it grew nearer. It was like the +tortured, desperate complaining of a soul in its final agony. Stealing +to the window, he looked out, and saw upon the farther bank the +outline of a timber-wolf. He looked at Beorn; he also had heard it, +for he had pricked up his ears like a husky and was listening. Fearing +that the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_342" id="Page_342">[342]</a></span> suspense of these long and silent hours might cause him to +behave unworthily, he clutched Antoine by the shoulder, and whispered, +"For God's sake, say something. Tell us one of your tales."</p> + +<p>Then Le Père thought awhile, and afterwards, in a low sonorous voice, +commenced to recount the story of the founding of the Huron +Mission—one of the noblest histories in the world, of men who have +died for men. As he progressed, Eyelids looked up from his +moccasin-game and the little tappings, as of muffled hammers about a +coffin, ceased for a spell.</p> + +<p>He told them of Isaac Jogues, the Jesuit; how he was the most timid of +men, and how for his love of Christ he became brave.</p> + +<p>He told them of his capture, on the second day of August, 1642, by the +Iroquois, and the patience with which his sufferings were endured. How +when he was near dying of hunger and thirst, he used the drops of +rain, which had gathered in an ear of corn which had been thrown him, +to baptize two dying men. How when the Indians had grown weary of +torturing him and had cast him out into the March bleakness, he spent +his days in the forest praying, and carving the name of <i>Jesus</i> on the +tree-trunks with his lacerated hands.</p> + +<p>Then followed the account of his miraculous escape to France and the +honours which were proffered him by Church and State, no one of which +he would take, save only permission to return to Canada that, as he +had lived, so he might die for men, and the Pope's special +dispensation that he might say the Mass, from which he had been +debarred by his mutilations.</p> + +<p>And he told them the story of Brébeuf and the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_343" id="Page_343">[343]</a></span> vision which he had had +in the winter of 1640, when sojourning among the Neutral Nation. How +he beheld in the sky the apparition of a great cross, advancing +towards him from the quarter where lay the Iroquois land. How he had +spoken to his comrades about it, and they had questioned him, "What is +it like? How large?" And he had answered them, saying, "It is large +enough to crucify us all."</p> + +<p>Granger interrupted him, smiling grimly to himself and whispering, +"Yes, and I have seen it in Keewatin—<i>large enough to crucify us +all</i>."</p> + +<p>Antoine, overhearing his words, replied, "I know you have." After +which they fell silent. For perhaps an hour they remained thus, and +the flame of the lamp sank lower and lower as the oil became +exhausted; no one rose to attend to it.</p> + +<p>A panting breath was heard outside. The door flew open and a man stood +upon the threshold. "They are coming," he gasped in a rasping voice. +"My God! they are coming."</p> + +<p>No one stirred. They did not recognise his tones and it was too dark +to see his face. They were each one wondering who was this stranger, +who could find in the death of anyone, save himself, a matter for +distress.</p> + +<p>He closed the door; in so doing, they saw that he carried a bundle, +like a deformity, strapped across his shoulders. They watched him in +silence until, cowed by the coldness of their reception, he was +turning to depart; then Antoine spoke up. "Come nearer the stove, my +son," he said, "where you can warm yourself, and we can look upon your +face."</p> + +<p>Slowly the man moved forward, casting a long shadow on the wall. And +now to the four men gazing, the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_344" id="Page_344">[344]</a></span> shadow which the stranger cast seemed +to have become of more interest than his face—for there were two +shadows, one of which followed ominously behind. While the first umbra +was dim and blurred, the second was dense and well-defined; moreover +it stood by itself, as if cast by an unseen presence, and was in every +way different from that of the stranger. It seemed endowed with a +separate personality; its actions were independent of those of the man +and shadow which it followed. In watching it, they felt that there +were six people in the room instead of five.</p> + +<p>Recognition came to them each one at about the same time; they rose to +their feet fascinated, and stared like men gone mad. The thing stood +upright, a little way out from the wall it seemed, its head turned +towards them, as if conscious of their inspection—<i>and yet it was +only a shadow</i>. And it was the shadow of a man over six feet in height +and proportionately broad of chest, who carried his dog-whip +left-handed. It was the shadow which Spurling would have cast, had he +been alive. And Spurling had cursed Granger merely for suggesting +that, despite their preparations for departure, they might all meet +again at Murder Point on Christmas Eve.</p> + +<p>The stranger, being ignorant of what they saw, for whichever way he +turned the pursuer stole behind him, and growing alarmed at their +terrified expressions, withdrew from the circle of the lamp and +firelight, willing to hide himself.</p> + +<p>Granger was the first to remove his gaze from the wall and to recover +from his surprise. He approached the shrinking figure. "Peggy," he +cried: and as she turned, he saw that her capote was the one which he +had missed,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_345" id="Page_345">[345]</a></span> and that the remainder of her man's dress was his own +borrowed attire.</p> + +<p>She came towards him with her arms stretched out and, as she did so, +his heart was strangely stirred within him by a little puling cry.</p> + +<p>"It was the only way to save you," she moaned; "and it has not saved +you."</p> + +<p>"I know, I understand," he whispered. Then he loosed her arms from +about his neck and unslung the baby from her shoulders. Fear for their +common safety struggling with the mother's pride and tenderness, she +followed him to the firelight and allowed him to kneel beside her. +Their bodies pressing close together, they wondered at and touched +with a strange reverence the little weakly creature sprawling in her +lap. It commenced to wail, and she bared to it her breasts. To Antoine +watching her, she seemed the Madonna of Keewatin, with her stifled +love, naked passions, and heroic fight for life—and to-morrow would +be Christmas night.</p> + +<p>In the presence of the child they had all forgotten the shadow, +hovering there behind her, and the sorrow which it meant. Even +Eyelids, the Judas of the tragedy, stole nearer and, extending his +hands, touched shyly this frail body of newborn life, as if by so +doing he could cleanse them. No one interfered with him; they were too +glad. The Man with the Dead Soul looked on unmoved; his countenance +was alone unchanged. He was listening intently.</p> + +<p>A wolf-call broke the stillness of the night. Going to the door, he +stepped out, threw back his head and answered. It was the sign for +which he had waited. Eyelids snatched up his gun and placed himself +before<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_346" id="Page_346">[346]</a></span> Granger, prepared to defend him; but Granger took the gun from +his hand. "No. Not that," he said.</p> + +<p>Turning about, he saw that Peggy had risen and, with his child in her +arms, was hurrying toward the threshold. Guessing her purpose, he +caught her by the waist and drew her back. He led her to that corner +of the room which was darkest, and, making her sit down, bent above +her speaking in a low quick voice. For two minutes nothing was heard +but her sobbing, the hissing of his whispered messages, and the slow, +deep-drawn breathing of Eyelids and Antoine. They both knew now that +he was innocent since they had seen the shadow. The air was heavy with +suspense. There was a crunching of snow which came nearer, ascending +the mound toward the shack. There was the sound of several footsteps, +as of men taking up positions about the house. The door burst open and +Beorn entered, followed by a man who, Granger guessed from his bearing +and dress, was Sergeant Shattuck. It was his last chance to redeem +himself.</p> + +<p>He rose up, resting his hand on his wife's shoulder to keep her +seated, and stood in front of her, hiding her from view, so that the +sergeant should not see that tell-tale shadow behind her. Even while +he held himself there in breathless silence, taking his first look at +the man who had travelled all those miles only to carry him southward +to his death, he smiled grimly, amused at the Homeric justice of +it—that Spurling should have killed and been killed by a woman in +disguise, and that on his head should rest the burden of the shame, he +who throughout his life had never <i>done</i>, but had only <i>intended</i>.</p> + +<p>Then the sergeant spoke. "John Granger, are you there?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_347" id="Page_347">[347]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I am."</p> + +<p>"I arrest you, John Granger, on the charge of being concerned in the +death of Corporal Eric Strangeways, and of the wilful murder of one +Druce Spurling, your accomplice in the latter crime, whom you, well +knowing that he was a fugitive from justice, assisted to escape from +the afore-mentioned Eric Strangeways."</p> + +<p>Peggy half rose to her feet, with a choking cry, and tried to speak; +but Granger checked her.</p> + +<p>"I plead guilty," he said; "I am ready to come with you. I have only +one request to make, that you take me away with you at once, setting +out this night."</p> + +<p>The sergeant looked doubtful; he had made a long journey, and he and +his dogs were tired. But hearing the sound of intolerable sobbing, he +thought that he understood, and nodded his assent.</p> + +<p>They all stepped out, closing the door behind them, and left Granger +alone with his wife. In five minutes the door opened and he joined +them. His face was grey and tremulous, but his lips were steady and +smiling. "Large enough to crucify us all," murmured Antoine when he +saw him. Granger knew what he meant—that he was referring to Keewatin +and to his sacrifice. He shook his head at him; he was not thinking of +that. He was thinking of Spurling's shadow, made prisoner by its own +hatred, chained behind the woman weeping in the shack, and of how he +had cheated it of its pitiful revenge. But it was not yet too late for +one of his companions, or even Peggy herself, to betray his secret. He +would not feel that she was safe until Murder Point had been lost to +sight. Stepping briskly over to Shattuck he inquired, "Any need of +handcuffs to-night, Sergeant?"</p> + +<p>"Not if you pledge me your word," he replied: but he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_348" id="Page_348">[348]</a></span> spoke +absent-mindedly, taking no steps toward departure. Granger grew +impatient; every moment thus wasted might lose him his chance of +making a decent exit from life. He had sought for so many things which +he had not found, that he was now frenziedly covetous of attaining +this last success.</p> + +<p>"Sergeant, you remember your promise to me that . . ."</p> + +<p>Before he had finished his sentence, Shattuck broke in on him +excitedly, exclaiming, "By God, but it's you that it's wanting. Look, +over there, down-river to the northeast."</p> + +<p>Turning quickly about to the direction indicated, his eyes fell upon +the bend. There, standing a short way out from the bank on the ice, so +that he could see it clearly, was the figure of a man, <i>with the +moonlight streaming through him</i>. Granger recognised him by his +tallness and uprightness. He was waving to him, seeing which he waved +back. As though he had been waiting for that permission, he began to +move up-river with incredible swiftness towards the Point. Having come +within hailing distance he halted, and putting his hands to his mouth +shouted, "Be brave! Be brave! It is only death."</p> + +<p>Had Strangeways stepped out from his grave to taunt him with the +futility of his own words, which had been spoken to comfort him in his +distress? The apparition was growing vaguer. Just before it vanished, +it cried again and waved its hand, "Jesus of Galilee! Jesus Christ!"</p> + +<p>The sound reached him faintly as a whisper. He thought that his own +memory must have spoken till, turning round and scanning the other +men's faces, he saw that they also had heard.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_349" id="Page_349">[349]</a></span></p> + +<p>"What was it that he said?" asked Eyelids.</p> + +<p>"Sounded as though he was swearing," Shattuck replied.</p> + +<p>But Granger and Antoine knew better; they knew that it was the dead +lover giving his approval of this last act of the rival who was to die +for his death.</p> + +<p>The sergeant required no further urging to hasten his departure. +Descending to the river-bed, he harnessed in his huskies and set out +up the Last Chance, taking with him the independent trader southwards, +as he had so often desired,—but to be hanged.</p> + + +<p> </p> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" /> +<p>***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MURDER POINT***</p> +<p>******* This file should be named 29400-h.txt or 29400-h.zip *******</p> +<p>This and all associated files of various formats will be found in:<br /> +<a href="http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/9/4/0/29400">http://www.gutenberg.org/2/9/4/0/29400</a></p> +<p>Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed.</p> + +<p>Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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Doran Company + +Copyright, 1910, by +George H. Doran Company + +The Plimpton Press Norwood Mass. U.S.A. + + + + +CONTENTS + + +CHAPTER PAGE + + I. John Granger of Murder Point 1 + II. The Unbidden Guest 13 + III. The Devil in the Klondike 25 + IV. Spurling's Tale 42 + V. Cities Out of Sight 53 + VI. The Pursuer Arrives 74 + VII. The Corporal Sets Out 86 + VIII. The Last of Strangeways 100 + IX. The Break-up of the Ice 112 + X. A Message from the Dead 120 + XI. The Love of Woman 144 + XII. He Reviews His Marriage, and is Put to the Test 162 + XIII. The Dead Soul Speaks Out 186 + XIV. Spurling Makes a Request 210 + XV. Manitous and Shades of the Departed 225 + XVI. In Hiding on Huskies' Island 240 + XVII. The Forbidden River 257 +XVIII. The Betrayal 272 + XIX. The Hand in the Doorway 283 + XX. Spurling Takes Fright 297 + XXI. The Murder in the Sky 305 + XXII. The Blizzard 318 +XXIII. The Last Chance 334 + + +MURDER POINT + + + + +CHAPTER I + +JOHN GRANGER OF MURDER POINT + + +John Granger, agent on the Last Chance River in the interests of +Garnier, Parwin, and Wrath, independent traders in the territory of +Keewatin, sat alone in his store at Murder Point. He sat upon an +upturned box, with an empty pipe between his lips. In the middle of +the room stood an iron stove which blazed red hot; through the single +window, toward which he faced, the gold sun shone, made doubly +resplendent in its shining by the reflected light cast up by the +leagues of all-surrounding snow and ice. + +Speaking to himself, as is the habit of men who have lived many months +alone in the aboriginal silence of the North, "Well, and what next?" +he asked. + +He had been reviewing the uses to which he had put his thirty years of +life, and was feeling far from satisfied. That a man of breeding, who +had been given the advantages of a classical and university education, +and was in addition an English barrister, should at the age of thirty +be conducting an independent trader's store in a distant part of +northern Canada did not seem right; Granger was conscious of the +incongruity. During the past two years and a half he had obstinately +refused to examine his career, had fought against introspection, and +had striven to forget. + +In this he had been wise, for Keewatin is not a good place wherein to +_remember_ and to balance the ledger of the soul; it is too remote +from human habitation, too near to God--its vastness has robbed it of +all standards, so that small misdemeanours may seem huge and +disastrous as the sin of Cain. Madness lurks in its swampy creeks and +wanders along the edges of its woodland seas, so that the border-line +between natural and supernatural is very faintly marked. + +But to-day Granger had given way before the wave of emotional memories +and had permitted his mind to recapitulate all the happiness which he +had lost; and with this result, that like a child in a darkened house +he feared to advance and stood still trembling, questioning the +future, anticipating and dreading that which was next to come. It was +the second week in April; the break-up of the winter had almost begun; +the spring was striding up from the south and a cry of travel was in +the air, both hopeful and melancholy. The world would soon be growing +young again. Even in this desperate land the scars of the frost would +soon be obliterated; but to his own life, he was painfully aware, the +spring had vouchsafed no promise of return. Was it gone forever? he +asked. + +At the present moment he was remembering London and St. James's Park +with its banks of daffodils and showers of white may-blossom, its +groups of laughing children at play, its parade of black-coated +horsemen, with here and there the scarlet flash of a Life-guard as he +sped trotting by, and for bass accompaniment to this music of the Joy +of Life the continual low thunder which in the Mall the prancing +hoofs of countless carriage-horses strummed. + +Now it was Piccadilly in which he wandered, returning from the west +with his back toward the setting sun; the street-lamps had just been +kindled, and ahead of him, massed above the housetops, the blue-grey +clouds of evening hung. He watched the faces of the people as they +passed, some eager, some jaded, some pleasure-seeking, some smug, and +he strove to conjecture their aim in life. At the Circus he paused +awhile, breathing deep and filling out his lungs with fragrance of +violets and narcissi, which flower-girls clamoured for him to +purchase. He bought a bunch and smiled faintly, contrasting the +beautiful significance of the name of the vendor's profession with the +slatternly person to whom it was applied. Then onwards he went to +Leicester Square where the dazzling lights of music-halls flared and +quickened, and scarlet-lipped Folly smiled out upon him from street +corners, and beckoned through the dusk. In the old days it had always +been when he had attained this point in his advance that the pleasure +of London had failed, leaving him with a cramped sensation, a frenzied +desire for escape, and an overwhelming sense of the inherent +rottenness of western civilisation. It was upon such occasions that he +saw, or thought he saw, the inevitable tendency of European cities to +emasculate and corrupt the rugged nobilities of mankind. A revolt +against artificiality had followed. Immediately, there in the heart of +the world's greatest city, there had grown up about him the mirage of +the primeval forest, whose boughs are steeped in silence, borne up by +tall bare trunks, which lured him on to explore and adventure through +untried lands, where quiet grows intense and intenser at each new +step, till he should arrive at that ultimate contentment for which he +blindly sought. + +He laughed at the memory, smiling bitterly at the manner in which that +former self had been beguiled. As if to give emphasis to his jest he +arose from his box, lounged over to the window, cleared its panes of +mist with his hand, and gazed out upon the landscape of his choice. It +stared back at him with immobile effrontery, with the glazed +wide-parted eyes of the prostrate prize-fighter who, in his falling, +has been stunned--eyes in which hatred is the only sign of life. He +threw back his head and guffawed at the conceit, as though it had been +conceived by a brain and given utterance to by a voice other than his +own. Then he paused, drew himself erect, and his face went white; he +had heard of solitary men in Keewatin who had commenced by laughing to +themselves, and had ended by committing murder or suicide. Yet, as he +stood in thought, he acknowledged the truth of the image; his +existence on the Last Chance River was one long and wearisome struggle +between himself and the intangible prize-fighter, whoever he might +be,--Nature, the Elemental Spirit hostile to Creation, Keewatin, the +Devil, call him what you like. Sometimes he had had the better of the +combat, in which case days of peace had followed; but for the most +part he stood at bay or crouched upon his knees, watching for his +opportunity to rise; at his strongest he had only just sufficed to +hold his invisible antagonist in check, battling for a victory which +had been already awarded. He had long despaired of winning; the only +question which now troubled him was "How long shall I be able to +fight?" + +A certain story current in the district, concerning a Hudson Bay +factor, flashed through his mind. At the beginning of the frost his +fort had been stricken with smallpox; one by one his six white +companions had died and the Indians had fled in terror, leaving him +alone in the silence. In the unpeopled solitude of the long dark +winter days and nights which had followed, he had grown strangely +curious as to the welfare of his soul, and had petitioned God that it +might be disembodied so that he might gaze upon it with his living +eyes. After a week of continuous prayer, he had fastened on his +snowshoes, and gone out upon the ice to seek God's sign. He had not +travelled far before he had come to the mound where his six companions +lay buried. There against the dusky sky-line he had seen a famished +wolf standing over a scooped-out grave. So the factor had had his +sign, and had looked upon his disembodied soul with his own eyes. + +When the ice broke up and the first canoe of half-breed voyageurs +swept up to the fort, they had been met by a man who crawled upon +hands and knees, and snarled like a husky or a coyote. + +Granger shrugged his shoulders and shuddered. He thanked his God that +the spring was near by. Upon one thing he was determined, that +whatever happened, though he should have to die--by his own hand, he +would not grovel into Eternity upon his hands and knees as had that +factor of the Hudson Bay. + +For relief from the turbulence of his thoughts he turned his attention +to the frozen quiet of the world without. Not a feature in the +landscape had changed throughout all the past five months. He had +nothing new to learn about it: he had even committed to memory where +each separate shadow would fall at each particular hour of the day. +Straight out of the west the river ran so far as eye could reach, +until it came to Murder Point. At close of day it seemed a molten +pathway which led, without a waver, from Granger's store directly to +the heart of the sun. Having arrived at the Point, the Last Chance +River swept round to the northeast, and then to the north, until in +many curves it poured its waters into the distant Hudson Bay. Its +banks, in the open season, which lasted from May to October, were low +and muddy; the country through which it flowed, known as the barren +lands, was for the most part flat and densely wooded with a stunted +growth of black spruce, jackpine, tamarack, poplar, willow, and birch. +The river was the only highway: much of the forest which lay back from +its banks was entirely unexplored on account of its swamps and the +closeness of its underbrush. There were places within three miles of +Murder Point where a white man had never travelled, and some where not +even the Indians could penetrate. Partly for this reason the district +was rich in game: the caribou, moose, lynx, bear, wolf, beaver,-- +wolverine, and all the smaller fur-bearing animals of the North +abounded there. Seventy miles to the southwestward lay the nearest +point of white habitation, where stood the Hudson Bay Company's Fort +of God's Voice. Between Murder Point and the coast, for two hundred +and fifty miles, there was no white settlement until the river's mouth +was reached, where the Company's House of the Crooked Creek had been +erected on the shores of the Bay. With his nearest neighbours, seventy +miles distant at God's Voice, Granger had no intercourse, for he was +regarded by them as an outcast inasmuch as he was an independent +trader. Once was the time when Prince Rupert's _Company of Adventurers +of England trading in the Hudson's Bay_ had held the monopoly of the +fur trade over all this territory, from the Atlantic seaboard to the +Pacific Coast; then to have been caught trapping or trading privately +had meant almost certain death to the trespasser. Now that the powers +of the Company had been curtailed, the only manner in which a Hudson +Bay factor could show his displeasure toward the interloper was by +ignoring his presence--a very real penalty in a land of loneliness, +where, at the best, men can only hope to meet once or twice a +year--and by rendering his existence as unbearable and silent as +possible in every lawful and private way. In the art of ostracising, +Robert Pilgrim, the factor at God's Voice, was a past master; during +the two and a half years that Granger had been in Keewatin he had had +direct communication with no one of the Company's white employees. On +occasions certain of its Cree Indians and half-breed trappers had come +to him stealthily, at dead of night, to see whether he would not offer +them better terms for their season's catch of furs, or to inquire +whether he would not give them liquor in exchange, the selling of +which to an Indian in Keewatin is a punishable offence. These were +usually loose characters who, being heavily in debt to the Company, +were trying to postpone payment by selling to Granger on the sly; yet, +even these men, when day had dawned, would pass him on the river +without recognition, as if he were a stick or a block of ice. However, +only by dealing with such renegades could he hope to pick up any +profit for the proprietors of his store. His every gain was a loss to +the factor, and _vice versa_; therefore by Robert Pilgrim he was not +greatly beloved. + +Pilgrim was a man of conservative principles, who looked back with +longing to the days when a factor was supreme in his own domain, +holding discretionary powers over all his people's lives, who, after +the giving of a third warning to an independent trader found poaching +in his district, could dispose of him more or less barbarously +according to his choice. Now that every man, whatever his company, had +an equal right to gather furs in the Canadian North, he considered +that he and his employers were being robbed; wherefore he made it his +business to see that no friendship existed between any of his +subordinates and the man at Murder Point. Hence it happened that in +summer when the canoes and York boats, and in winter when the +dog-teams and runners from God's Voice, went up and down river by the +free-trading store of Garnier, Parwin and Wrath, no head was turned, +and no sign given that anyone was aware that a white man, yearning for +a handshake and the sound of spoken words, was regarding them with +sorrowful eyes from the wind-swept spit of land. + +Two years and a half ago, on his first arrival, Granger had laughed at +the factor's petty persecution and had pretended not to mind. Since +then, as his isolation had grown on him, his temper had changed, his +pride had given way, until, in the January of the present year, he had +journeyed down to the Company's fort, and had implored them to speak +to him, if only to curse him, that his reason might be saved. The +gates of the fort had been clanged in his face, and he had been +silently threatened with a loaded rifle, till resurrected shame had +driven him away. + +He had since heard that Pilgrim had said on that occasion, "I knew +that he would come and that this would happen sooner or later. I've +been waiting for it; but he's held out longer than the last one." + +This remark explained to Granger how it was that, when he had arrived +in Winnipeg, having just returned from the Klondike, and had applied +to his acquaintance Wrath for employment, his request had been so +readily granted. He had marvelled at the time that he, who had had +next to no experience in Indian trading, should have met with +immediate engagement, and have been given sole charge of an outpost. +Now he knew the reason; he had been given his job because his +employers could get no one else to take it. From the first day of his +coming to Murder Point strange stories had reached his ears concerning +the diverse and sudden ways in which its bygone agents had departed +this life: some by committing murder against themselves; some by +committing murder against others; some, having gone mad, by wandering +off into the winter wilderness to die; others, who were reckoned sane, +by attempting to make the six hundred and eighty mile journey back to +civilisation alone across the snow and ice. These rumours he had not +credited at first, supposing them to be fictions invented by Pilgrim +for the purpose of shattering his confidence, and thus inducing him to +leave at once. The last remark of the factor, however, inasmuch as it +had been reported to him by an honest man, the Jesuit priest Pere +Antoine, had proved to him that they were not all lies. When he had +questioned Pere Antoine himself, the kindly old man had shaken his +head, refusing to answer, and had departed on his way. This had +happened shortly after the occurrence in January; since then Granger +had been less than ever happy in his mind. + +Luckily for him, about this time Beorn Ericsen, the Man with the Dead +Soul, as he was named, the only white Company trapper in the district, +had quarrelled with the factor over the price which had been offered +him for a silver fox; in revenge he had betaken himself to Granger, +bringing with him his half-breed daughter, Peggy, and his son, +Eyelids. Their chance coming had saved his sanity; moreover it had +furnished him with something to think about, besides himself, namely +Peggy. His courtship of her had been short and informal, as is the way +of white men when dealing with women of a darker shade: within a week +he had taken her to himself. But Peggy had had ideas of her own upon +the nebulous question of morals, ideas which she had gained in the two +years during which she had attended a Catholic school in Winnipeg; she +had refused to be regarded as a squaw, since the blood which flowed in +her veins was fully half white, and, after staying with him for a +fortnight, had taken herself off, joining her father on a hunting +trip, giving Granger clearly to understand that she would not live +with him again until Pere Antoine should have come that way and united +them according to the rites of the Roman Church. + +As he stood by the window looking out across the frost-bound land +which once, years since, in Leicester Square, he in his ignorance had +so much desired, he re-pondered these events and, "Well, and what +next?" he asked. + +The touch of spring in the air, recalling him to England and the old +days, had made him realise among other things what this marriage with +a half-breed girl, supposing he consented, must entail. It would +exile him forever. No matter howsoever well he might prosper, or rich +he might become, or whatsoever stroke of good fortune might visit him, +he could never return to his English mother and English friends, +bringing with him a half-breed wife and children who had Indian blood. +If he married her, he would become what Pilgrim had named him--an +outcast. If he did not marry her, she would refuse to live with him, +and he would be left lonely as before and would probably become +insane. Since he was never likely to become either prosperous, or +rich, or fortunate, would it not be better for him to provide for his +immediate happiness, he asked, and let the future take care of itself? +Even while he asked the question another woman intruded her face: she +was slim, and fair, and delicately made, and was disguised in the male +attire of a Yukon placer-miner. She seemed to be asking him to +remember her. + +He shrugged his shoulders contemptuously, as if defying Fate: turning +away from the window, he reseated himself upon the upturned box by the +red-hot stove. + +Pooh! he'd been a fool to give way to retrospection. He was no +exception to the general rule; most men mismanaged their careers--more +or less. Still, he was bound to confess that he had done so rather +more than less. Oh well, he would settle down to his fate. As for that +other girl in the Yukon miner's dress, who would keep intruding +herself, she also must be forgotten. + +But at that point, perversely enough, he began to think about her. +What was she doing at the present time? Where was she? Did she still +remember him? Had she made her fortune up there out of their last big +strike? How had she construed his sudden and unexplained departure? He +swore softly to himself, and rising, went over to the window again. +Then he pressed closer as if to make certain of something, gazing up +the long glimmering stretch of frozen river to the west. + +There was a strange man coming down; strange to those parts, at any +rate, though Granger seemed to recognise something familiar in his +stride. He was driving his dogs furiously, lashing them on with +frenzied brutality, coming on apace, turning his head ever and again +from side to side, peering across his shoulder and looking behind, as +if he feared a thing which followed him--which was out of sight. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +THE UNBIDDEN GUEST + + +Granger, having withdrawn himself to one side of the window so that he +might not be observed from the outside, watched the stranger's +approach in anxious silence. Nearer and nearer he came, till in that +still air it was possible to hear the panting of his huskies as they +lunged forward in the traces, jerking their bodies to right and left +as they desperately strove to escape the descending lash of the +punishing whip. The man himself tottered as he ran, stubbing the toes +of his snowshoes every now and then as he took a new step. Once from +sheer weakness he nearly fell, whereupon the dogs came to a sudden +halt, sat down on their haunches, and gazed wistfully round; in a +second he had recovered himself, with an angry oath had straightened +out his team in their traces, and was once more speeding toward +Granger's shack. The impression which his mode of travelling conveyed +was that of flight; but from whom and whither can a man flee in +Keewatin? Both he and his animals were evidently exhausted; they must +have journeyed continuously through the previous day and night, and +still they were in haste. "Well, all the better for me," thought the +watcher, "for if he is so weary he cannot choose but stay; and if he +stays with me, though he be a Company man, he will have to speak." + +Then fear seized hold of Granger lest Robert Pilgrim's discipline, or +the enmity of the man himself, might be such that, though he +endangered his life by the procedure, he would refuse the hospitality +of a hated private trader. "Nonsense," said the voice of hope, "to +where can he be travelling at this season of the year unless to Murder +Point? Before ever he gets to the coast and Crooked Creek the winter +will have broken up, and northwards there is nowhere else to go." + +So, as is the way with men who have exhausted this world's resources +for rendering them aid, he began to pray; not decorously, with +reverent, well-chosen words, but fiercely, with repetition, and below +his breath. "My God, don't let him pass," he said; "make him stop +here. Make him stop here, and spend with me at least one night." Then, +when he had petitioned God, thinking perhaps that He would not hear +him, he commenced to call upon Lord Jesus Christ. He clenched his +hands in his excitement till the nails broke into the flesh. There was +a God in Keewatin after all, there must be, since He had sent to him +this stranger. + +All the while that he was praying and exclaiming thus, he was trying +to judge of the man's errand from his dress. He was clad in the +regulation capote of the Hudson Bay Company's employee; it was of a +dark material, probably duffel, which reached to the knees. On his +head was a fur-skin cap, over which he had drawn the hood of his +capote so far down that his features could not be discerned. About his +waist went a sash of scarlet, such as is worn by the Northwest +_metis_. His legs were swathed in duffel leggings, so that they +appeared to be of enormous size. On his feet he wore moose-hide +moccasins which extended part way up his legs, and to these his +five-foot snowshoes were attached. His whip he carried in his left +hand. About this last there was something familiar. Who was it that he +had known in the past who had driven his dogs left-handed, and had had +that swinging, plunging stride? The memory refused to concentrate, so +he strove to guess at the man's identity by the process of +elimination. He could not be a Hudson Bay mail-carrier bringing him a +letter, for the factor refused to deliver all missives addressed to +Murder Point. It was not probable that he was an express messenger of +Gamier, Parwin, and Wrath, sent up post-haste from Winnipeg; they +could have nothing of such importance to say to him that it could not +wait for the open season, when travelling is less expensive. Nor was +he a trapper bound on a friendly or business visit to the store; for, +in the first place, this man was no Indian (he could tell that by the +way in which he lifted his feet in running), and, in the second, he +had no friend, nor any man in the district, save Ericsen, who would be +seen with him in the open daylight. A foolish, strangling expectancy +rose up within him. Might he not be the bearer of important and good +news from the homeland? What news? Oh, anything! That his father, the +visionary explorer of Guiana, who twenty years ago had set out on his +last mad search for El Dorado, the fabled city of the Incas, and who +for many years had been given up for dead, had returned at length with +gold, successful from his quest--or, at the least, that his mother had +relented and wanted him back. Speedily his hope turned to agonising +suspense. Perhaps he was coming to tell him that his mother in England +was dead. Then he laughed hysterically, remembering that Mr. Wrath was +not the sort of man to regard any death as serious, unless it were +his own. + +By this time the stranger had covered the intervening two miles of +river and was within thirty yards of the Point. He was slowing down. +He had halted. His exhausted dogs were already curling themselves up +beneath a snow-bank, wisely snatching a moment's rest as soon as it +was offered them. Careless of their welfare, leaving them as they were +to tangle up their traces, he was commencing to ascend the mound +towards the store. Despite the clamour of welcome which raged within +him, Granger did not stir; the influence of the North Land was upon +him, compelling him to self-repression, making him stern and +forbidding in his manner as was the appearance of the world without. +From his hiding by the window he watched the man; as he did so a vague +sense of fear and loathing took the place of gladness. + +His approach was slow and hesitating; continually he paused to gaze +back along the river as if in search of a pursuer, then suddenly +forward toward the shack as if for spying eyes which were reading his +secret. Before he had come near enough to be recognised, he had pulled +the hood still further forward, holding it together above his mouth +with his right hand, so that of his face only his eyes were visible. +With his left hand he fumbled in his breast, and Granger knew that he +grasped a loaded weapon. "Does he mean to kill me?" he wondered; yet +he made no effort to bar the door, or to reach for the rifle which +hung on the wall above his head. He only smiled whimsically; amused +that anyone should waste so much care over robbing a man of a +possession which he himself so little valued--his life. Personally +he would welcome so easy a method of departure from Keewatin--one +which was quite respectable, and would attach no responsibility to +himself. When all has been said, there remain but two qualities of +fear: the fear of life, and the fear of death. Granger was only +conscious of the first, therefore he could afford to be amazingly +daring under the present circumstances. Now he could no longer see the +man, for he was standing beneath the walls of the shack; but he could +hear that he was listening, and could hear him gasp for breath. One, +two, three slow footsteps, and the latch was raised and the door flung +wide. He waited for his guest to enter, and then, because he delayed, +"Come inside," he cried; "confound you, you're letting in the cold +air." + +He heard the snowshoes lifted across the threshold and rose to greet +the stranger who, so soon as he had entered, made fast the door and +confronted him without a word, still hiding his face from sight. He +was a tall man, well over six feet and proportionately broad of chest; +he had to stoop his head as he stood in the store, since the roof was +none too high. + +After some seconds spent in silent gazing, "Well, and what d'you +want?" asked the trader. The man made no reply, but tossed him a screw +of paper which, when he had unfolded it and smoothed it out, read, +_"Do all that is in your power to help the bearer. I am responsible. +Destroy this so soon as it is read."_ The note was unsigned, but it +was in the handwriting of Wrath. Granger slid back the door of the +grate and watched the scrap of paper vanish in a little spurt of +flame. Then he looked up, and seeing that the man still stood +regarding him and had removed none of his garments, not even his +snowshoes from which the crusted ice was already melting, "All right," +he said; "I'll do my best. You must be tired, and have come a long +journey." + +"I have," said the stranger, throwing back his hood, and for the first +time displaying his face. + +Granger sprang forward with a startled cry, and seized the newcomer by +his mittened hand. "By God, it's Spurling!" + +In a flash all the winter had thawed out of his nature and the spring, +which he had despaired of, had returned. Once more he was an emotional +living creature, with a throbbing heart and brain, instead of a +carcass which walked, and was erect, and muttered occasional words +with its mouth as if it were alive, and was in reality a dead thing to +which burial had been denied. + +"Yes, it's Spurling," replied the traveller in a hoarse, uneager +voice; then, "Has anyone been here before me?" + +Granger shook his head, and instinctively stood back a pace from this +leaden-eyed, unresponsive stranger, who had been his friend. + +Spurling was quick to notice the revulsion. "And are you going to +desert me and turn me out?" + +"Desert you! If you knew how lonely I have been you wouldn't ask that +question." + +"I ought to know," he answered, and going over to the window looked +out, turning his head from side to side in that furtive manner which +Granger had noted in him when he had first seen him advancing across +the ice. + +Facing about suddenly, he asked, "Is there any way out of here, except +down there?" pointing to the river frozen in its bed, stretching away +interminably to the west, through groves of icicles, and marble +forest, like a granite roadway hewn out and levelled by a giant, +vanished race. + +"There is no other," Granger replied, "unless you include the way out +which is trodden by the dead." + +Spurling started almost angrily at the mention of this last pathway of +escape, and scowled. It was evident that the fear which made his life +a burden was the fear of death--which was proof to Granger that he had +not been long in Keewatin. However, he controlled himself and +murmured, "Six hundred and eighty miles is a long journey, and it's +all that to Winnipeg. Within a fortnight the ice will break, and then +for almost a month the only way will be impassable. Thank God for +that!" Addressing himself to Granger, "And what lies ahead?" he asked. + +"The forest and three hundred odd miles of this Last Chance River till +you come to the Hudson Bay and the House of the Crooked Creek." + +"Is there nothing in between?" + +"Only the Forbidden River, which neither white man nor Indian ever +travels; it joins the Last Chance a hundred miles ahead." + +"Ah, the Forbidden River! And no one ever travels there! Why not? Is +it shallow or rapid? But then there is the winter; it cannot be that +there's anything that doesn't freeze up here." + +"Oh, it freezes right enough." + +"Then?" + +"The Indians are afraid to travel it." + +"Of what are they afraid?" + +"Manitous, and shades of the departed." + +For the first time Spurling's face relaxed, the hunted expression +went out of his eyes; he almost smiled. "Well, I'm not afraid of +them," he said. + +He commenced to unfasten his snowshoes and to take off the heavier +portions of his dress. Granger stood by and watched him; he was +puzzled by the man's manner, and heartsick with disappointment. What +was the reason for the change which had crept over him in the three +years since they had parted, and why had he made this journey at this +season of the year, in haste, without warning? Six hundred and eighty +miles seemed a long way to travel in winter, through a desolate land, +only to tell your most intimate friend that you are not afraid of +manitous and shades of the departed. + +He recalled the man whom he had known, so generous and open-hearted, +who had walked with him at night beneath the London gas-lamps, sharing +and comprehending those dreams and enthusiasms which others had +derided, or compassionated as delusions of the mad. This was the man +who had given him what might have been his chance, had he only been +able to use it aright. Like a tawdry curtain drawn up at a Christmas +pantomime on a dazzling transformation scene, so, at the memory, the +veil of the present was instantly removed, revealing only the flashing +splendours of past things, which lay behind. This same body which now +crouched basely here before him had belonged to a hero once--to the +man who, five long years since, had pushed on in spite of defeat, +carrying with him by his courage his despairing companion over the +deadly Skaguay trail. The Skaguay, where bodies of horses lay +unburied, spreading pestilence abroad every hundred yards of the way; +where the army of gold-seekers turning back was as great as the army +pressing on; and those of the attack had momentarily to stand aside, +so narrow was the path, for the wounded and spent of the retreat, who +passed them by with ashen faces, some of them with death in their +eyes, bidding them, "Turn back! Turn back! You will never get through +alive." + +Many a time when his shoulders were bruised and broken, and he ached +in every limb, and his clothes were sodden with rain, which he knew +must shortly become stiff as boards when night had fallen and it had +begun to freeze, and perhaps another horse had fallen and been left +beside the trail, he also would have joined the retreat right gladly, +unashamed of his cowardice, had not Spurling picked up his load with a +laugh and dragged him on. What a fine brave fellow he had been in +those early Yukon days! Why, it was he who, when they had reached the +summit of that heart-breaking pass, had rescued young Mordaunt. Jervis +Mordaunt, with a single horse, had packed his entire outfit +single-handed to the topmost point of the trail, and then, when the +hardest part of his journey had been accomplished and his goal was +already in sight, his horse had given out and died. When they had come +up with him, his beast had been dead three days, and, because he could +not afford a new one, he had been packing his stuff on his own narrow +shoulders into Bennett, whence the start by water for Dawson had to be +made--a hopeless task, for Mordaunt was not a strong fellow, but slim +and extraordinarily girlish in frame. Many of the travellers who had +already attained the summit were flinging away their outfits and +turning back in panic, terrified by stories which they had heard of +winter and starvation in the Klondike; those who still trudged +doggedly forward were too selfishly preoccupied with visions of gold, +and their own concerns, and fears lest the rivers and lakes should +close up, to render him aid. Not so Spurling; in those days he was +never too busy to lend an unfortunate a helping hand; besides, like +most brave men, the thing which he valued highest was courage, and he +was taken with the young chap's pluck. "I'm fairly broad," he had +said, "and before the river freezes there's plenty of time for all +three of us to get drowned. So look sharp, my girl, and hand your +bundles up." From the first day he had nicknamed Mordaunt "The Girl," +because he was so surpassingly modest and had no beard to shave. So he +and Spurling had shouldered Mordaunt's burden, and had made him their +partner, and had carried him through to the gold-fields alive. + +Where was Jervis now? he wondered; then his thoughts returned to the +panorama of that eventful journey. He remembered how in the mouth of +the Windy Arm on Tagish Lake, when the sail swung round and sent him +spinning overboard, he would most certainly have perished in those +chill waters had not Spurling jumped in and held him up till the boat +put back. It was Spurling's hand which had kept the boat steady in the +boiling rapids of the White Horse, when he and Mordaunt had lost their +nerve--yes, that same hand which was now plucking restlessly at the +untrimmed beard which fringed that crafty, sullen face. How incredible +it seemed that this body should contain the same man, and that the +change should have taken place in five years! He contrasted that +big-shouldered, song-singing fellow who had given them of his endless +store of courage when their own was spent, compelling them to go +through the mush ice at Five Fingers, and the drift ice at Fort +Selkirk, and had landed them safely at Dawson almost against their +will, the last boat through before the Klondike froze up, with this +secretive hang-dog individual who slunk through an unpeopled +wilderness, twisting his neck from side to side, as though he already +felt the halter there--like a Seven Dials assassin, fearful of arrest. +There he sat by the window, with eyes fixed uncannily on the west, +watching for the follower whom he could not see, but only felt. + +He turned round uncomfortably, feeling that Granger's eyes were upon +him; then rose up abruptly, saying, "Ha, I was forgetting! My dogs +must be fed." + +Granger watched him go out, and was glad of relief from his presence. +If anyone had come to him a week ago and had said, "Druce Spurling +will be here this day or next," his joy would have surpassed all +bounds. Now he realised that there is a worse evil than solitude--the +compulsory companionship of a man who once was, and is no longer, your +friend. "Ach!" he muttered shivering, "I feel as if I had been sitting +with my feet in an open grave." Then remorsefully he added, "The poor +chap's in trouble. He was good to me in days gone by: I'll do my best +to help him. Perhaps that's the kind of offal that I appeared to +Robert Pilgrim when I made my journey to God's Voice last January, and +he threatened to shoot me; yet, God forbid that I ever looked like +that. Maybe that which I seem to see in Spurling is only the reflected +change in myself. Christ pity us lonely men!" + +From the window he could see how Spurling was gathering his dogs +around him, leading them past the Point northward to a bend where they +could not be seen by a man approaching from up-river. What was the +meaning of such precaution? Why had he been so urgently requested to +help the one man in the world whom he was most likely to help without +urging, since he had been his closest friend? Why had he been ordered +to destroy the note immediately when read? And why had Spurling, whom +he had thought to be in Klondike making his pile, or having taken +advantage of the secret knowledge which he had unwisely shared with +him, to be in Guiana, sailing up the Great Amana seeking El Dorado, +travelled these thousands of miles by sea and land only to visit him +here in Keewatin thus surlily? Was it to hide? Well, if that was his +purpose, there wasn't much chance of his being followed, or if +followed, found. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +THE DEVIL IN THE KLONDIKE + + +Spurling, having returned from feeding his dogs, had reseated himself +by the window, but he had not again spoken. When Granger had informed +him that a meal was ready, and had called to him to come and partake, +he had only shaken his head. When, however, it had been brought to +him, he had eaten hungrily, bolting his food like a famished husky, +yet never looking at what he ate, for his eyes were directed along the +river-bed. He used neither fork nor spoon, carrying whatever was set +before him hastily to his mouth in his hands. His whole attitude was +one of hurry; he rested in haste, as if begrudging the moments which +were lost from travel. + +Had he been the foremost runner in some great race, who had fallen at +the last lap, and, waiting to recover himself before making the final +dash toward the tape, watched anxiously lest his next rival should +round the bend, and surprise him before he was up on his feet again, +he could not have been more tensely excited. His breath came in gasps +and spasms; his body jerked and trembled even while he sat. He began +to do things, and did not finish them. He opened his mouth to speak, +and was silent. He half rose to his feet, and fell back again. He +turned his head to look at Granger, then thought better of it, and +continued staring into the west. Granger watched him, and wondered +what might be the secret which he was hesitating to impart. Was his +mind a blank through weariness? Was he arguing out some dreadful +problem within himself? Or was he only mad? + +What frail and isolated creatures we are!--when once our power of +communicating thought is gone, though we breathe and move above the +earth, we are more distant one from another than if we were truly +dead; for, when a soul has totally forsaken its body, and the body has +ceased to express, we, who live, can at least imagine that the thing +departed sometimes returns and hovers within ourselves. To live and be +silent is a remoter banishment from Life than the irrevocable exile +decreed by Death. + +Granger could now see that the change which he had noted in Spurling +might quite well have been the work of a month or two months, and was +due to trouble and neglect. The man was unwashed and unfed, and for +many nights he had not slept. His eyes were ringed and bloodshot with +fatigue, and with incipient snow-blindness. His cheeks were sunken and +cadaverous with too much travel; his body was limp with over-work. +Should the cause of his excitement be suddenly removed, he would +collapse; it was nervous courage which upheld him. And there, despite +all these alterations for the worse, he could still discern the old +Spurling--the man whom he had loved. The brows retained their old +frown of impudent defiance, and the mouth its good-humoured, reckless +contempt. These had been overlaid by some baser passion, it was true; +but they remained, showed through, and seemed recoverable. As he +looked, the memory flashed through his mind of Spurling at his +proudest--on that night at the Mascot dance-hall, when they had +carried into Dawson City the news of the great bonanza they had struck +at Drunkman's Shallows. He was standing on a table, surrounded by a +group of miners, leading the singing, roaring out the doggerel chorus +of a local mining ballad: + + "Oh, we'll be there with our bags of gold + When the Judgment trumpets blare, + When the stars drop dead and the moon stands cold, + Tell the angels we'll be there." + +Ha, the power of the man and his consciousness of conquest! + +Half to himself he began to hum the tune, beating time on the bare +boards with his moccasined feet. In a moment Spurling had jumped up, +"For God's sake, stop! I can't endure that," he cried. "Oh, to think +of it, that I am come to this, and that it is like this we meet after +all these years!" He covered his face with his hands, and, sinking +weakly back in the chair, commenced to sob. Granger went towards him, +and bending over him, flung an arm around his neck. For the moment the +body before him was forgotten; the noble spirit of the man who had +once stood by and helped him, was alone remembered. "Druce, tell me +all," he said. + +"I can't; you would shun me." + +"Then why did you come if you could not trust me?" + +"There was nowhere else to go--no other way of escape. They were all +around me." + +"Who were all around you?" + +"Those who had come to take me to be hanged." + +Granger gasped, and shrank aside. Then his worst conjecture was +correct--it was as bad as that! murder had been done. + +Spurling drew himself up suddenly, throwing back his hands and +uncovering a face of ghastly paleness. One might have supposed that he +had been the startled witness to the confession, instead of the man +who had made it. + +"What was that I said just now?" he asked. "You must not believe it. +It is not true; I am tired and overstrained. They've hunted me so long +that I myself have come almost to believe their squalid accusations. +Don't look at me like that; I tell you I am innocent. . . . Oh well, +perhaps I did fire the shot; but, if I did, it was an accident. I +didn't know that the rifle had gone off until I saw him drop . . . and +when I laid my hand on him to lift him up, I found that he was dead. +Ugh! Then I hid him in a hole in the ice, and, because he had been my +friend, I thought he would lie quiet forever there and never tell." + +While these words had been in the saying, Granger had drawn nearer and +nearer, so that now the two men stood face to face, almost touching, +staring into one another's eyes. Who was this friend who had been +shot? Could it have been Mordaunt? He seized hold of Spurling by the +throat with both hands, and shook him violently, crying, "What was her +name? Will you tell me that?" + +Spurling wrenched himself free and his eyes blazed threateningly. "It +wasn't a woman," he said; "thank God, I haven't sunk to that." Then +more slowly, gazing fixedly on Granger as if to calculate how far it +was safe to confide, "and he wasn't a friend of yours," he added. + +Granger turned away from the window that the murderer might not see +his countenance; his lips moved as if he prayed. He passed his hand +before his eyes as a man does who has been temporarily blinded by a +sudden flash. He had become terribly aware how near he had been to +committing the crime for which this man was hunted. The knowledge of +that fact gave him sympathy, a lack of which is always based on +ignorance. The compassionate man is invariably one who has been +greatly tempted. In those few seconds whilst he withdrew himself, the +whole portentous problem was argued out, "By how much is this man who +intends, better than that man who accomplishes his crime?" He +concluded that the difference was not one of virtue, but only of +opportunity--which entailed no credit on himself. He had passed +through Spurling's temptation scatheless, therefore he could afford +him tenderness. + +"Druce," he said, speaking tremblingly, "it is terrible how far two +men can drift apart in the passage of three short years." + +"Then why did you leave me?" asked Spurling sulkily, not yet reassured +of his safety, nor recovered from his rough usage. + +"I left you because I feared that I might do the deed for which you +are now in flight." + +Spurling sat up astonished. "Lord!" he exclaimed, "have all men felt +like that? I've often wondered why it was that you went away that +night, leaving no message and abandoning your claim. Pray, who were +you fearful of murdering?" + +"Listen. If I tell you, it may make it easier for you to believe me, +in spite of what has just happened, when I say that I sincerely want +to help you." + +He was interrupted. "I suppose you know," said Spurling with a +shocking attempt at merriment, "that you are losing the thousand +dollars which has been offered for my capture alive or dead? It's only +fair to tell you that. If any man is to make a profit by my hanging, +I'd rather that the man should be a friend." + +It was as though one should make an indecent jest in the presence of a +woman newly dead. + +"I deserved that you should say that," Granger replied. "But listen to +me this once, for we may never meet again; who knows, in this land of +death? I want to explain to you how it was that I behaved as I did, +and to ask your forgiveness." + +"Then make haste," said Spurling, as he drew his chair nearer the +window, and returned his gaze to the west. + +Without the dark was falling, though the sky was still faintly stained +with red. It was thus he sat in the unlighted room as they talked +together through the night, a shadowy outline against the misty panes +which never stirred, but stared far away across the frozen quiet of +the land. + +Granger spoke again. "You know with what hopes we set out on our +journey to Dawson; how we went there not for the greed of gold, but +for the sake of that other and more secret adventure which, as a boy, +I promised my father I would undertake when I grew to be a man--an +adventure which the Yukon gold could make possible and could purchase. +That was my frame of mind throughout all the time that we were poor up +there. That first winter in the Klondike, when we were nearly starved, +and our money gave out because our grub was exhausted and the price of +provisions ran so high, when we were thankful to work for almost any +wages on Wrath's diggings if only we might get food and keep warm, we +still kept our faith in one another and our purpose in sight. You'll +remember how we used to talk together throughout those long dark days +when, from November to February, we scarcely ever saw the sun and the +thermometer sometimes stood at fifty below, and how we would plan for +our great expedition to El Dorado, when our fortunes should be made, +comforting ourselves for our present privations with thoughts of the +land which Raleigh described. Those, despite their misery, were my +best days--I had hope then. Little Mordaunt would sit beside us, with +his face in his hands and his eyes opened wide with wonder, listening +to what we said; when we had finished he would beg us to take him +also, offering as his share, if he should be first to make his pile, +to pay the way for all of us. It was then that we three made the +compact which should be binding, that whenever our joint fortunes, +whether owned by one alone, or two, or in equal proportions by all +together, should amount to fifty thousand dollars, we would regard it +as common to us all, and, throwing up our workings, would leave the +Yukon for Guiana, in search of El Dorado. We were good comrades then, +and did not calculate what ruin the avarice of gain may bring about in +men. + +"When spring came, we set out to seek the gold which should redeem us, +which lay just underground. All that summer we travelled and found +only pay-dirt or colours, and at times not even that, till we came to +the Sleeping River and pitched our camp at what was afterwards +Drunkman's Shallows. How discouraged we were! We talked of turning +back, saying that nothing of worth had ever been found in the Sleeping +River. We called ourselves fools for having wasted our time up there. +Then, on what we had determined should be the last night of our camp, +when we had made up our minds to return next day, Eric Petersen came +by and joined us. He also had found nothing; worse still, had spent +all he had, and, being down in the mouth, got drunk--not decently, but +gloriously intoxicated. Somewhere about midnight, when, after twenty +hours of shining, the sun had disappeared and the world was still +bright as day, and we were all sleeping, he got up and went down to +the river to bathe his aching head, and stumbled on the banks and, +falling in, was nearly drowned. You heard him cry and, waking, ran +down to the water's edge. As you stooped to pull him out, you saw +that, where his foot had stumbled on the bank, it had kicked up a +nugget. Then you roused us and, when we had prospected and found that +gold was really there, we each staked a claim, and you an extra one as +discoverer, and set off that same night on the run to register. + +"It was on the evening of the day we recorded that you had your great +time at the Mascot, leading the singing, and being toasted all round. +It seemed to me I had reached El Dorado that night,--and now I know +that I never shall. So, after the fun was over, we went back to work +our claims, and toiled day and night till the river froze up. The +stampede had followed us, and every yard of likely land was staked for +miles below and above. My claim yielded next to nothing, and +Mordaunt's soon pinched out; but your two were the richest on the +Shallows. + +"I was soon compelled to work for you for wages. Mordaunt, when he had +taken ten thousand dollars out of his claim, agreed to do likewise. +We should both have left you at that time and gone away to prospect +afresh, had it not been for our early understanding that whatever we +earned was owned conjointly. Just before the winter closed down upon +us, we had taken out nearly fifty thousand dollars, the figure at +which we had agreed to quit the Yukon; I had one, Mordaunt ten, and +you had thirty-five thousand dollars--forty-six thousand in all. +Mordaunt and I talked to you about selling out and starting on our +greater quest, but you held us to the fifty-thousand limit, saying +that six months' postponement more or less would make no difference, +and that we had better have too much than too little capital in hand +before our start was made. We yielded to your judgment inasmuch as you +were the richest man, never suspecting that you were already +contemplating going back on your bargain to share and share alike with +us. + +"But after the burning had commenced, and the winter had settled down +for good, and the days had grown short and gloomy, we noticed a change +in your manner--one of which you, perhaps, were not fully conscious. +Your conversation became masterful and abrupt; you made us feel that +we were your hired men, and were no longer partners in a future and +nobler enterprise. Gradually the certainty dawned upon us that you had +repudiated your compact, and did not include us in your plans. Gold +for its own sake I had never cared about as you had; I only valued it +for the power it had to forward me in the quest of which I had dreamed +since I was a child--the following in my father's footsteps and +discovering of the city of the Incas, and, perhaps, of my father +himself. + +"When I had seen you growing rich whilst I remained a poor man, I had +felt no jealousy; for I trusted in the promise we had exchanged and +relied on your honesty in keeping your word. But, when I had perceived +your new intention, something went wrong inside my brain, so that I +began to construe all your former good as bad. I thought that from the +first you had never intended to keep your word, and had brought me +into the Klondike to get me out of the way, so that, possessed of the +secret information which I had given you, you might steal a march on +me, and set out for El Dorado by yourself. Whether that was your +purpose I do not know; but, for doubting you, you can scarcely blame +me. So, day by day, as I descended the shaft to the bed-rock, and +piled up billets of wood, and kindled them, throwing out the muck, +drifting with the streak, sending up nuggets to the surface, and dirt +which often averaged ten dollars to the pan, I said to myself, 'Every +shovelful you dig out, and every fire you light, and every billet you +stack, is helping Spurling to betray you the earlier.' + +"At first I would not believe my own judgment, but drove my anger down +by replying, 'He is no traitor; he is my friend.' But at night when I +came up, and you spoke to me pityingly about my hard luck and your own +increasing wealth, I knew what you meant. Mordaunt didn't seem to +mind; he had ten thousand dollars of his own, so he only said, 'Give +him time. He's all right. He'll remember and come round. His head's +turned for the moment by his fortune and he's lost his standards of +what is just. I daresay if this happened to you or me, we should have +been as bad.' + +"But that did not comfort me much, for I thought, 'A man who can +betray and lie to you once, can always lie and betray.' I could not +sleep at night for thinking about it and I brooded over it all the +day; there was ever before my eyes the vision of you, sailing up the +Great Amana without me. + +"If nothing else had happened and it had remained at that, I suppose I +should have finished my winter's contract with you and have gone out +again in the spring, either with Mordaunt or alone, prospecting for +myself. As it was, I began to argue with myself. 'What better right +has Spurling to this gold than I?' I said. 'If I had chosen this +claim, as I might have done, all the wealth which is now his would +have been mine. Had that been the case, I should have held to my +bargain and have dealt squarely by him. Since he refuses to allow me +the share which he promised me, I have a right to take it.' + +"You know what followed, how I hid some nuggets in my shirt, and you +accused me and discovered them. You called me a thief, and threatened +to expose me to the law of the mining camp. I told you that, since we +had made that agreement to share conjointly whatever we found, I had +as big a right to take charge of some of the gold as you yourself. +Then you laughed in my face and struck me, asking if that was the +usual way in which a labourer spoke to his employer. That blow drove +me mad. I made no reply, for I had become suddenly crafty; I awaited a +revenge that was certain and from which there could be no rebound. +From that day forward the lust to kill was upon me; wherever I looked +I saw you dead, and was glad. When the Northern Lights shot up they +seemed to me, instead of green or yellow, to be always crimson, the +bloodcolour. When they crept and rustled through the snow along the +mountain heights, I fancied that they were a band of murderers who +fled from their crime, and turned, and beckoned, and pointed to me, +and whispered 'Come.' As my imagination wrought within me I grew +silent; not even Mordaunt could rouse me. But he guessed what was +happening, and would often come to me and say, 'Don't get +down-hearted. Whatever Spurling does, I still hold to my promise. You +and I are partners with a common fund. We have eleven thousand dollars +already, so cheer up.' + +"But it wasn't envy of your wealth had driven me mad; it was fear lest +you should go off and leave me behind, and should get to Guiana and to +El Dorado first. I couldn't shake off my hallucination however much I +tried--which wasn't much; always and everywhere I could see you dead. +You know that the Klondike with its few hours of winter daylight, its +interminable nights, its pale-green moon which seems to shine forever +in a steely cloudless sky, and its three long months when men rarely +see the sun, is not a much better place than Keewatin in which to heal +a crippled mind. So, with the passage of time, there was worse to +come. + +"One morning as I came to the shaft, I found a stranger waiting there. +It was dark, I could not see his face; since he said nothing, I passed +him and, descending to the bed-rock, commenced to scatter the last +night's burning that I might get at the thawed-out muck. Presently I +heard the sound of someone following, and the creak of the rope as he +let himself down in the bucket. I thought it was you, so I did not +turn, but sulkily went on with my work. The footsteps came after me +wherever I went, standing behind me. At last I swung round in anger, +supposing that you had come to torment me; at that moment I had it in +my heart to strike you dead. In the light of the scattered fire, I +discovered that it was not you, but instead a man of about my height +and breadth. 'What d'you want?' I asked him. He did not answer. 'Who +sent you here?' I said. He was silent. Then I grew frightened; seizing +a smouldering brand, having puffed it to a blaze, I thrust it before +his face--and saw _myself_. + +"I was down there all alone and underground; no one could have heard +me had I cried for help. In my terror I grew foolish and laughed +aloud; _it seemed to me so odd that I should have such fear of +myself_. When I had grown quiet, 'Who sent you here?' I asked again. + +"At last he answered, 'You called me.' + +"'What have you come for?' I questioned. + +"'To murder Spurling,' he replied. + +"Then in a choking whisper I muttered, 'Who are you?' + +"And he answered me, 'Your baser self.' + +"I looked for a way of escape, but he stood between me and the mouth +of the shaft; to get out I would have had to pass him. I tried to make +him speak with me again that I might draw him aside, and so might slip +past him and get above ground; but he refused to stir. Then I grew +fascinated, and went near him, and peered into his face. He was like +me, yet unlike; he was more evil--what I might become at my worst. He +was to me what you were, when you just now arrived, to the man whom I +loved in London, and who saved my life in Tagish Lake. Having studied +his body and his face I loathed him, and drew myself away to the +farthest hiding-place. There I crouched beside the gold streak for +ten hours until the last glow of fire had died out, and I was left in +darkness. Then, though I could not see him, I knew that he was there. + +"At last Mordaunt came and called to me. I begged him to come down. +Thinking I was wounded, he lit a lantern and descended in haste. As he +approached, I looked to see where _myself_ had been standing; but, +though I had felt him there the moment before, directly Mordaunt came +he vanished. In my horror I told Mordaunt everything--and what do you +think the little fellow did? Instead of laughing at me, or fleeing +from me for his life because I was mad, he set down his lamp and, +throwing his arms about me, knelt down there on the bed-rock and +prayed. If it hadn't been for Mordaunt I should certainly have killed +you in the days which followed. Whenever I was alone or in your +company, that thing, which was my baser self, was there. He would +stand behind you, so that you could not see him, with his hand +upraised as if about to strike. He would beckon to me that I also +should get behind you, and when you spoke to me contemptuously or +harshly the evil of his face would reflect a like passion in me +against you. But whenever Mordaunt was present he vanished, and I had +rest from temptation; therefore I say that Mordaunt saved you. + +"I kept on hoping that when spring came I would be able to leave, and +thus rid myself of my evil dread; but the longer I stayed the greater +grew my peril. At length the crisis came. + +"You had been down river across the ice to Dawson on the spree and to +arrange for the carriage of your bullion to Seattle. It was night, and +I was just returning from the shaft, where I had been giving a last +look to the burning. I had a rifle in my hand, and, as I arrived at +the door of the cabin, raising my eyes, saw you coming up-stream with +your dogs, with your head bent low as if you were tired. Also I saw in +the moonlight that _that other_ was noiselessly following you, stride +by stride, stealing up behind. I saw him waving his arms to me, +gesticulating madly and signing to me to kneel down and fire. + +"Suddenly all power of resistance left me; with my eyes upon his face, +the memory of all the wrongs which you had dealt me, and my hatred of +you, swam uppermost in my mind. I knelt down in the snow to take +steadier aim and had my finger on the trigger, when the gun was +snatched from behind. I turned fiercely round and found Mordaunt +standing there. 'Quick,' he said, 'come inside.' He thrust the rifle +beneath a pile of furs, and bade me tumble into my bunk and pretend +sleep. Shortly after, I heard you come in and say that one of your +dogs had been shot dead; but I did not stir. You came over and gazed +down suspiciously at me, but seemed satisfied with Mordaunt's account +of how I had been lying there for the past two hours wearied out with +the day's work. Next day I could not look you in the eyes; also the +memory of a woman I had loved had come suddenly back and changed me, +making me ashamed. So two nights later I gathered together the few +things I had and, abandoning my claim, fled. + +"If I could not trust myself with you, I could not trust myself in the +Yukon. Every miner travelling with gold seemed to me a possible victim +for my crime. I went about in fear lest I should see that evil thing, +which called himself _myself_, returning to keep me company through +life. I fled to escape him and, hoping to leave him behind me in the +Klondike, went over the winter trail to Skaguay, the route by which +two years earlier we had fought our way up, took steamer to Vancouver +and came on thence to Winnipeg. My money was all but exhausted when I +got there, I was broken in spirit and at my wit's end. By chance I met +with Wrath, on whose claim in our first winter we had worked. He had +gone back to his independent trading, and, at my request for +employment, sent me up here to look after his interests at Murder +Point. I was glad to come; after my experience on the Sleeping River, +I was distrustful of myself in the company of men, never knowing when +that _foreshadowing of my evil desires_ might not return to hound me +on to fresh villainies and despair. For one who wished to be alone, +Heaven knows, I chose well. You're not burdened with too much society +in Keewatin--that isn't the complaint which is most often heard." + +Outside the night had long since settled down--a night which with snow +and starlight was not dark, but shadowy and ghostlike, making the +interval between two days a long-protracted dusk beneath which it was +possible to see for miles. Far away in the forest a timber-wolf howled +dismally; the huskies in the river-bed, seated on their haunches, +lifted up their heads and echoed his complaint. Then all was still +again, nothing was audible except the occasional low booming of the +ice, when a crack rent its path across the surface and far below the +river shook its gyves, as though clapping its hands in expectation of +the freedom of the spring to come. + +Against the window the silhouette of Spurling loomed up, with the +drifting dimness of the starlight for background, and the square of +surrounding darkness for a frame of sombre plush; he seemed a +man-portrait whom some painter had condemned forever to motionlessness +and silence with the magic of his brush, and had nailed on a +stretcher, and had hung up for ornament. + +At last he turned his head and stared into the blackness of the room, +searching with his eyes for Granger. "So the deed which you feared to +do, I have done," he said. "And here we sit together again, now that +three years have passed; I, the man whom you hoped to murder and the +man who has committed your crime; you, the man who stole from me, +fired on me, missed aim, and ran away, and yet who at this present +time are my judge. It is very strange! One would have supposed that +with the breadth of a continent between us, you in Keewatin, I in +Yukon, we need never have met. There is a meaning in this happening; +God intends that you should help me to escape." + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +SPURLING'S TALE + + +Granger from his place beside the red-hot stove said nothing, but +bowed his head. Spurling saw his action through the darkness and took +courage. + +"There is not much to tell," he said. "After you left us, my luck +seemed to vanish. My great bonanza pinched out, as Mordaunt's had +done. I spent the spring and summer in washing out the gold from my +winter's dump, and in sinking shafts to locate another streak which I +might follow in the winter to come. I found none, but at first I did +not lose confidence. I had plenty of capital and could well afford to +spend some of it in exploration. I was quite sure that my two claims +contained a hundred times as much gold as I had taken out--all I had +to do was to find its location. + +"What Mordaunt said to you about me was true--my sudden good fortune +had turned my head; I flung my earnings right and left, spending them +on the most foolish extravagances, and still remained avaricious. I +developed a mania for asserting my power and getting myself talked +about. You know that in those days a new 'millionaire' in the Klondike +was expected to do some of that; if, when he came to Dawson, he was +sparing, and refused to treat the town to half-dollar drinks till +everyone was drunk, they'd take him by his legs and arms and batter +him against a wall until he gave in and cried, 'Yes.' Why, I've seen +men set to and pan out from the sawdust on the floor of a saloon the +gold which I had scattered. I performed such follies as made +Swiftwater Bill famous when, after he had squabbled with his +'lady-friend,' and he saw her ordering eggs, of which she happened to +be fond, he bought up every egg in town at a dollar a piece, nine +hundred in all, and smashed them, to spite her, against the side of +her house. I was a confounded fool; if I hadn't been, I shouldn't have +quarrelled with you, and we shouldn't have been here now--we might +have been in El Dorado, perhaps. + +"Well, when I'd blown a good part of my money over stupidities for +which I scarcely received even pleasure in return, I awoke to the fact +that my workings had ceased to bear. Already the Sleeping River had +got a bad name and was deserted; it was a commonplace that 'Drunkman's +Shallows was played out.' I wouldn't acknowledge it. I took pride in +the Shallows because I had discovered them; I wasted the remainder of +my money in buying up other men's useless claims, and in engaging men +to work them. Towards the end, even I had to own to myself that the +streaks had pinched out and the Shallows were barren; but out of +desperate bravado I kept on until my money was at an end. Then, when I +was clean broke, I chose out a partner and went prospecting once +again. + +"At first we found nothing, for, as I say, when you left me my luck +departed. For months we wandered, finding only pay and colours, till +we entered the Squaw River and discovered what we wanted at Gold Bug +Bend. We stayed there working and testing the dirt till well into +January; then one day we drifted into a streak which panned out +twenty dollars to the pan, and so we knew at last that we had struck +it. We eyed one another suspiciously, for we each of us remembered how +you had been treated, and we began to talk about the necessity of +recording our claims and discovery. Neither of us would trust the +other to go alone, for we both wanted the claim on which we had been +working, where the rich streak had been located, so we set out +together. At first we travelled leisurely, speaking to one another; +but soon we grew silent, and began to race. My partner was a lighter +built man than I, and had the better team of dogs, and carried no gun. +Very soon he began to draw away from me; but I relied on my superior +strength to catch him up, for the journey was long. Then, somehow, as +he ran farther and farther ahead, the belief grew up within me, that, +whatever I might do, God meant him to get there first as a punishment +to me for what I had done to you. At that thought all my lust after +power, and the memory of the mastery which I had lost, came back, and +I said, 'I will outwit God this time, however.' + +"Mechanically, almost without thinking, I levelled my gun and +fired--and saw my partner drop. When I came up with him, he was lying +face-downwards, with his arms stretched out before him along the +ground. I turned him over and called on him to rouse. I kicked him +with the toe of my snowshoe, and tried to get angry, pretending to +myself that he was shamming. Then I knelt down beside him and covered +him with a robe, deceiving myself that he had fainted and would +presently awake. After I had waited for what seemed to be ages, I +called him by name, and, when he did not stir, I laid my finger on his +eyeballs--and so I knew that he was dead. When I knew that, fear got +hold upon me; at every crack of the ice I persuaded myself that +someone was coming up or down the frozen river, or had already seen +me, and lay hidden behind a snow-ridge, watching all my doings. So I +took up my comrade, and thrust him upright into a hole in the ice, +trusting that because he had been my friend he would understand, and +never tell. But his arms, which he had extended in falling, stuck out +above the surface, as if signing my secret to all the world. They had +grown stiff and frozen, and I could not bend them, so I knocked off, +and piled up around and above them, blocks of ice. + +"Then, because I was fearful lest my coming alone without my partner +into Dawson to record a claim might arouse suspicion, I turned back to +the Gold Bug Bend. There I stayed and drifted with the streak for +three months, and thawed out at least sixty thousand dollars' worth of +muck. I had time to think things over. I came to the conclusion that I +could not record my claim, since that might bring the miners up who +would notice that my partner was missing; neither could I take down my +dust to Dawson to express it to the outside, since that also would +lead to questions being asked as to where I'd got it, seeing that it +was so great in amount. So I determined to lie quiet until the summer +time, and then to wash out only so much gold as I could carry about +myself. + +"There was little chance of my being discovered on the Squaw River, +for it is seldom travelled, and I calculated that in four months' time +when the spring had come, the river would float the body far away to +where it never would be found, or if found, then at a time when it +would be unrecognisable. But in my first calculation I had not +reckoned with my loneliness, and the horror which comes of knowledge +of hidden crime. By the end of March I could stand it no longer and +set out for Dawson, where there were men in whose company I could +forget. + +"Soon after I got there the winter broke up and, by the first of May, +though the Klondike itself was still frozen solid to its river-bed, +the snow and ice from the country and rivers to the south, which had +been exposed to the rays of the sun, had thawed and, draining into it, +had created a shallow torrent which, running between the banks above +the ground-ice, gave an appearance of the Klondike in full flood. Very +soon the water over-flowed, so that houses were deluged and men had to +take to boats and the roofs of their cabins for safety; it looked as +though Dawson would be washed away. The drifting ice commenced to pack +and pile against the bridge above the town; unless the jam could be +broken before the ground-ice loosened, the bridge must collapse. Some +men volunteered to blow it up with dynamite. In so doing they caused +the ground-ice to tear itself free from the bottom so that, the water +getting underneath, it floated up and pressed the pack against the +floor of the bridge, forming, for a half-minute, an impassable barrier +against the torrent rushing down. The flood rose behind it like a +tidal wave, tossing on its crest a gigantic floe, standing waist-deep +in which I saw, for the second during which it flashed in the sun, a +frozen man, whom I recognised, who gazed upright towards me with his +arms upstretched--only for a second, then the bridge went down and the +water leapt over it, driving timbers, and floe, and man below the +surface, carrying them northwards passed the city, out of sight. + +"The thing had been so sudden that only a few of those who were +watching had realised what had happened; of these still fewer had seen +the man; and of these only one had known and recognised my partner, as +I had done. None of them could say for certain whether the man they +had seen upon the floe had been alive or dead. In the confusion which +followed the catastrophe this rumour was at first regarded as an idle +tale to which no one paid much attention. But, when that one man who +had seen and recognised came to me and inquired as to my partner's +whereabouts, and I could give him no satisfactory answers, curiosity +was aroused. + +"The Mounted Police instituted a search for the body, but as yet it +was not found. + +"I was half-minded to leave the country and go outside. Would to God I +had! But I was afraid that such conduct, following immediately upon +this occurrence, would attract attention. I returned to the Squaw +River and spent the half of another year up there. Then one day in +November an Indian, who was passing up-river, stepped into my cabin +and told me that the Mounted Police were searching for me. When I +asked him why, he said that the English friends of my partner had been +inquiring for him, and that I was known to have been the last man to +be seen in his company. When that had been said, I knew the meaning of +the sight I had witnessed when the bridge gave--my partner had sent +his body down river on the first of the flood to warn me of my danger, +as if he would say, '_Escape while you can; it will soon be +discovered_.' + +"I gathered together what gold I could carry and, travelling by night +only that I might not be noticed (and you know how long November +nights can be in the Yukon), I struck the trail for Skaguay--the route +by which two and a half years before you had fled. I got out +undetected, as I thought, and arrived at Vancouver. There I read in a +paper that at Forty-Mile the body had been found. I was seized with +panic and hurried on to Winnipeg; on the way I was alarmed to find +that I was being shadowed. I escaped my follower on my arrival there +and sought out Wrath, the only man I knew in town. I was sure that I +could trust him if he were sufficiently heavily bribed; so I gave him +all the gold I had, and told him the truth, and offered to furnish him +with such information as would enable him to go up and stake the rich +bonanza which I had left behind on the Squaw River--all this if he +would only help me to escape. He agreed to accept my terms, despite +the risks he was taking in helping to conceal a criminal. He told me +that you were up here, and said that it was no good going East, or +striking down to the States, since all the railroads would be watched, +and that my only chance lay in making a dash due north for Keewatin. +He gave me a guide for the first three hundred miles of the journey, +and the swiftest team of huskies he had. He smuggled me out to +Selkirk, and gave me introductions to such men as could be trusted on +the way. Before I left, I heard that they had made me an outlaw by +placing a thousand dollars on my head. + +"I've travelled day and night since then, only halting when my +strength gave out, or when I had to hide till darkness came that I +might pass unobserved by a Company's outpost. + +"And I'm followed; I know that. I have not seen him, but I can feel +that he is drawing nearer, and now is not far behind. I knew that if +I could reach you, in spite of what has happened between us, you would +save me. Granger, you must save me, if not for the sake of what I am, +then because of what I once was to you in our London days. I know that +I've deteriorated and have become bad; but it was more the fault of +the country than of the man. You know what happens to a fellow who +lives up there, how greedy and gloomy he gets, always feeling that the +gold is underground and that he must get to it even at the expense of +his honour and his life. You've felt it, you came near doing what I +have done. If Mordaunt hadn't stopped you, you would have stood where +I now stand." + +Granger broke in upon the frenzy of his appeal, asking abruptly, +"Where is Mordaunt now?" + +If his face had not been in the shadow, Granger would have seen how +Spurling's lips tightened as to withstand sudden pain, and his body +shuddered at that question. "Oh, Mordaunt is all right," he said. "He +left the Yukon soon after you left--he said that the fun was spoilt +without you. I daresay he's seeking for El Dorado or else is married." + +"You are sure of that?" asked Granger. + +"Sure of what? All I know is that he quarrelled with me over your +affair because he thought that I had not used you justly; shortly +afterwards we broke up our partnership, and I was told that he had +gone out through Alaska, via Michael to Seattle." + +When the man at the back of the room said nothing, Spurling asked in a +tone of horror, "Why, you don't think that I killed him too, do +you,--just because I have owned to shooting one man?" + +"I don't know what to think," replied Granger, speaking slowly; "no, +certainly I do not think that you killed him, _too_." + +"Then, what?" + +"Never mind, since the matter's in doubt I will help you. What do you +propose to do?" + +"Go on till I come to the Forbidden River, and hide there till the +hunt for me is over, and they think that I am dead." + +"And then, if you survive?" + +"Creep back into the world and begin life all afresh." + +"And how can I help you?" + +"By lending me a fresh team, for mine is all tired out, and giving me +provisions for my journey, and delaying my pursuer when he arrives." + +"How shall I delay him!" + +"Oh, you will know when you see him--there are many ways, some of +which are very effectual." Spurling played with the butt of his +revolver as he said these words, and looked at Granger tentatively, +then looked aside. "For instance, the winter is breaking up and he +might fall through the ice; or while he is staying here several of his +dogs might die; or, at the least, you can tell him that you have not +seen me and persuade him that he has passed me by. If he refuses to +believe that, you can suggest that I have left the river and gone into +the forest, and so put him off my track--anything to give me time." + +"He would scarcely believe the last," said Granger, "for on the Last +Chance there is only one trail--by the river up and down. And I want +you to understand Spurling, that if I do help you it will be by clean +means; I intend to play fair all round." + +"Play fair! Do you call it fair play when a nation sets out to hunt +one man? I have only done what thousands have thought and intended. +What better is the man who effects my capture, and gets the thousand +dollars which they have set upon my head, and sends me to the +scaffold, than I myself who without premeditation shot a man. You're a +nice one to talk about playing fair to the fellow who gave you your +chance, and was your friend, and whom you tried to murder! Which of +us, do you suppose, is the cleaner man?" + +Granger did not answer; through the last few hours he had been asking +himself that same question. Spurling, thinking he had offended, began +to plead afresh. "Oh, John, if you knew all that I have suffered you +would pity me. God knows I've repented for what I did with drops of +blood. If I'd only thought before I acted, I might have known that I +stood to gain nothing by it. What good was the gold to me when I got +it? I could only hide it, and wealth is not wealth when you have to +keep it secret to yourself." + +He paused exhausted, and fell back drooping in his chair. Granger's +pity had been aroused. "Druce," he said, "I have promised that I will +help you; you must be content with that." + +Spurting clutched at his hand and pressed it to his lips. "And there +are things which you need not tell him?" he questioned. "Say that +there are things that you will not tell." + +"There are things that I will not tell," Granger repeated. "I will not +tell him that I have seen you, and will refuse to give him help." + +Spurling's eyes had again sought out the west and the intervening +stretch of sky, where from the east the reflected light of dawn had +already begun to spread. + +"I don't like the look of it," he muttered; "I can feel that he is not +far behind. Every time I look up-river I expect to see him, a dull +brown shadow, hurrying down between the banks of white. I must be +going; while I stay I cannot rest." + +So, when all had been got ready and Granger had supplied him with a +new outfit and an untired team of dogs, he accompanied him out on to +the Point where the dawn was breaking. Then he told him of a cache +which Beorn had made at the mouth of the Forbidden River, which he +might open, and from which he could get supplies if his own ran short. +He went with him a mile down the ice, that he might guide him round a +part of the trail which was rotten and unsafe to travel. At parting, +Spurling grasped his hand; pointing back to the danger spot he +whispered, "That is one of the things which you need not tell." Before +he could answer him, he had lashed up his dogs and was on his way +northwards. It was then that the thought of a final test flashed +through Granger's mind. "Spurling, Spurling," he called, "did you know +that Mordaunt was a woman and not a man?" + +Whether he had heard Granger could not tell, for he did not halt or +turn his head; driving yet more furiously, urging his huskies forward +with the whip and shouting them on, he vanished round the bend. + +Granger stood gazing after him, listening to the last faint echo of +his cries; then he turned slowly and walked through the half-light +back to his lonely store. Over to his right, above the horizon the red +sun leapt. He did not raise his eyes; but, as he walked, he whispered +over and over to himself words which seemed incredible, "And, if it +had not been for her, _I_ should have been like that." + + + + +CHAPTER V + +CITIES OUT OF SIGHT + + +In Keewatin the human intellect stands forever at a halt, awed in the +presence of a limitless serenity for which it can find no better name +than God, since, of all things which are incalculable, He seems most +infinite. + +In this land of rivers and solitude Man is unnecessary, disregarded, +and plays no part; if, after two hundred odd years of white, and many +centuries of Indian habitation, Man were to withdraw himself +to-morrow, he would leave no permanent record of his sojourn +there--only a few outposts and forts, several far-scattered +independent traders' stores, one or two missions and fishing-stations, +all of them built of wood, which within a decade would have crumbled +to decay, over which the tangled forest would silently close up. +Instinctively he knows himself for an impudent intruder on something +which is sacred; he hears continually what Adam heard when he stole of +the fruit which was forbidden, God walking in the garden in the cool +of the day--the accusing footsteps of God. His brain is staggered by +an unchartered immensity in which he has no portion, which he can only +watch. His individual worth to the universe is dwarfed by the +imminence of the All: so nothing seems very serious which is only +personal and, since all things which we apprehend must become in some +sense personal, nothing is very important. The procession of human +effort becomes a spectacle at sight of which Homeric laughter may +sometimes be permissible, but tears never. If a man once gives way to +weeping in Keewatin, he will weep always. Only by the exercise of a +self-restraint which at first seems brutal can life be endured there. + +Granger, as he walked toward his store under the shadow of the dawn, +was conscious of all this. The land was wrapped in the intensest +quiet; the very crunch of his snowshoes seemed a profanation, though +he trod lightly. When he had ascended the Point, he paused and gazed +back. Already the thaw had commenced; down the still white face of the +country, which lay at his feet like a shrouded corpse, the tears had +begun to trinkle, though the eyes were tranquil and fast shut; the +sight was as astounding to him as if a man six months dead should be +seen to stir within his coffin of glass. Here and there in the expanse +of forest he could see flashes of green and brown, of tree-tops from +which the snow had fallen. The river-banks, which yesterday had seemed +chiselled out of solid marble, were to-day tunnelled and scarred with +tiny rills and watercourses which groped their way feebly riverwards. +As he stood in silence meditating, he was startled by the whirr of +wings, and looking southward descried the advance-guard of the first +flock of ducks. "Ha, the spring has come," he cried; but immediately +he checked his ecstasy, for his eyes had again caught sight of the +emotionless expression on that great white face with its closed eyes +turned toward the sun. Though no voice spoke it seemed to him to say, +making by its silence its meaning plain, "There is nothing of which +the importance is so great that we should forsake our calm." + +He felt rebuked for vulgarity, as though he had been found shouting in +a cathedral-nave where priests were praying for the peace of souls of +the departed. He desired to hide himself; entering his shack, he +pushed to the door. He was tired; his brain ached with thought, and +his thought was disjointed. He could not believe that Spurling had +ever come; it was all an hallucination. Thinking about the past had +made him imagine all that, or else he had dreamed it in the night. He +went over detail by detail all that had seemed to him to happen; and +even then, when it fitted reasonably together, he could not be +certain. It was too monstrous that Spurling should have become like +that! He would not believe it. Then his anxiety for Mordaunt sprang up +and commenced to craze him. The terrible question throbbed through his +mind, "Is Mordaunt dead?" + +The mania for questions grew upon him. Three separate voices spoke +clamorously at once: "Is Mordaunt dead?" + +"Did Spurling murder him?" + +"Am I mad?" + +He stumbled to the far end of the room and flung himself down in his +bunk, burying his face in its coverings that he might shut out the +light and gain a moment's rest. But his imaginings followed and knelt +beside him. + +"Well, if I must think," he whispered, "I will think of that which is +best." He beckoned from out the shadows his memory of Mordaunt's face, +and gave himself over to recalling all that it once had meant. They +had nicknamed him "The Girl" because of his shyness and modesty, and +had not always been particular in the jokes which they had made at his +expense. Yes, and he had had a woman's ways from first to last. +Nothing that had happened had been able to coarsen him; he had never +given way to loose talk or brutal jests, and in the presence of +suffering had invariably been full of tenderness. + +Good heavens! pass on to the crisis--to that day when he had come to +the top of the shaft and called down to him! He had answered his call, +praying him in an agonized voice to descend and rescue him. He could +see him now approaching hurriedly, yet cautiously, through the +darkness, lifting high up his swinging lamp so that its rays fell +across his face. He could still remember how absurd it had seemed to +suppose that a creature, so small and fragile, could save him from +_that other_. Yet he had; and after that, because of the relief he +felt, he had confessed. Then, in a moment of compassionate +self-forgetfulness, Mordaunt had placed his arms about him and had +drawn down his head upon his breast--an action of which no man in +dealing with another man was ever capable; the mother-instinct was +manifested there. In the flickering lamplight, with his head pressed +close to his companion's breast, feeling its rise and fall at each +struggling intake of the breath, crouching underground upon the +bed-rock, he had guessed the secret--_that Mordaunt was not a man_. +From that hour he had loved her. She had never known that he shared +her secret. Thank God, he had remained so much a gentleman that he had +not told her that! Who she was, why she had come to the Klondike, what +was her proper name, he had not permitted himself to inquire; for him +it had been sufficient that she was a woman, and that he loved her, +and that he was unworthy of her love. After she had seen him shoot at +Spurling he had avoided her, lest by contact with him she should be +defiled. He had vaguely hoped at the time of leaving that the day +might come, after he had cleansed himself and proved himself a man, +when he might seek her out and ask her to be his wife. Through the +last three years he had lived for that. To have asked her then would +have been an insult, an act of cowardice. How would an upright woman +answer a man whom she had just saved from homicide? How would she +regard a man who had discovered the secret of her sex in such a +manner, because of her compassion, and had not had the decency to keep +that knowledge secret even from herself? So he had fled from the +Shallows for a double reason; that he might not do violence to +Spurling, and that he might not betray himself to her. He had left her +without a hint of his going, or a word of explanation. + +What had she thought of him? He had often wondered that. Had she also +loved him, and not dared to speak about it? He half-suspected that. If +she had loved him and had spoken out, he would not have married her at +that time, when even he despised himself; to have done so would have +been to drag her down. Still, he could not help speculating as to what +she had said and thought on that morning when she awoke in the winter +dreariness, and, gazing round the cabin, found that he had vanished. +Had she regretted him, and had she sometimes, when Spurling had become +intolerable, gone aside and wept? After three years, though he had +loved her, he could only recall her by her man's name, and picture her +in her man's dress. + +Then, while he thought with closed eyes, that awful question came +again, "Is Mordaunt dead?" + +Whilst she was in the world it had been possible for him to strive to +be straightforward and courageous; but, _if she was dead_ . . .! If +Spurling had murdered her, if he had lied to him and _she_ was his +partner, what then? Well, that all depended on whether Spurling had +known her sex. If not, what a revenge he would take when he should +confront him, and inform him that he had murdered a woman, and not a +man! He knew Spurling; for him the public ignominy of being hanged +would be as nothing compared with such private knowledge--it would +thrust him into Hell in this life. + +Ah, but that could not be; God would not allow it! Spurling himself +had said that he had not sunk so low as that. Yet, in case it might be +so, he would keep his word and help him to escape--from the Mounted +Police, but not from himself. He would be the executioner if there +must be one. The law should not rob him of his revenge. He would save +Spurling's life in case he might need to take it. + +Then, unbidden and against his will, there rose up the image of the +man who had saved his life in Tagish Lake. Spurling had forestalled +him, bribed him beforehand, by restoring him his own life in exchange +for the life which he was doomed to take. Did that not make amends? +Also he had rescued Mordaunt from disaster on the Skaguay trail, where +he would certainly have perished had he been left. He had done +unconsciously that which Granger proposed to do of set purpose--saved +a life that he might take it. Did not that in some measure make +amends? The problem was too complicated; it must work itself out in +its own way. Yet, it would be a bitter irony if, after he had +travelled a continent to avoid this deed, he should be forced to kill +Spurling in the end--Spurling, who had come to him of his own accord. +Still more burlesque would it be if, after Spurling was at rest, he +should be hanged in his stead. + +But perhaps Mordaunt was not dead. + +To rid himself of these morbid questionings, he would give his remoter +memory the reins to-day, at whatever cost; it was pleasanter to +remember bygone unpleasantness than to live with the ills which +threatened his present life. He recollected how some one had once +asked Carlyle, "Why does the Past always seem so much happier than the +Present?" And Carlyle's stern reply, "Because the fear has gone out of +it." How odd it seemed to him that he should be recalling Carlyle up +there in Keewatin! Yet, because that answer was true, he took up the +thread of his London life again, that so, with the drug of memory, he +might lay to rest his immediate misfortunes. He was a little boy again +in the old red house on Clapton Common. One by one he entered its +homely rooms with their ancient furniture, quaint wall-paper, and +general look of substantial comfort. Once more he leant out of the +bow-window at the back and gazed beyond the hill, upon which the house +was built, up which gardens climbed, divided by creeper-covered walls +of crumbling brick, down to where at its foot the river ran through +flats and marshes. Far away, a little to the right, old Woodford +raised its head; to the left Chingford, as yet unmodernized, showed +up; and straight ahead, at a distance of seven miles, the steeple of +High Beech, in the kindly habitable forest of Epping, was in sight. +This was the house in which he had first dreamed the dream by the +glamour of which he had been led astray. His father had dreamed the +same dream, and his grandfather before him; it seemed to be a part of +the walls and masonry, so interwoven was it with his memories of that +house. It had been the first faery-story which he had ever listened +to, and had been told to him for the most part in that back room with +the bow-window, as he had sat on his grand-father's knee on winters' +nights. + +The first time that he had heard it he could not have been more than +five, and his father was absent, so his grandfather said, pursuing the +dream on the other side of the world. This was the story as he +remembered it. "In the land of Guiana there is a golden city named +Manoa, but El Dorado in the Spanish language, which stands on the +shores of a vast inland lake whose waters are salt, which is called +Parima, and which is two hundred leagues in length. Juan Martinez was +the first white man to visit it, and he did so through no fault of his +own! When he was with the Spanish army at the port of Morequito, the +store of powder, of which he had charge, caught fire and was +destroyed. His commander, Diego Ordas, was so enraged that he +sentenced him to death; but being appealed to by the soldiery with +whom Martinez was a favourite, he commuted his punishment to +this--that he should be set in a canoe alone, without any victual, +only with his arms, and so turned loose on the great river. By the +grace of God he floated down stream and was captured by certain +Indians, who, never having seen a European before or anyone of that +colour, carried him into a land to be wondered at, and so from town to +town, until he came to the golden city of Manoa of which Inca was +emperor. Now the emperor, when he beheld him, knew him to be a +Christian, for not long since his brethren had been vanquished by the +Spaniards in Peru; therefore he had him lodged in his palace and +ordered that he should be respectfully entertained. There Martinez +lived for seven months, and all that while was not allowed to wander +beyond the city's walls lest he should discover the country's secrets, +for he had been brought thither blindfold and had been fifteen days in +the passage. When, years later, he came to die, he confessed to a +priest that he had entered Manoa at high noon and that then his +captors had uncovered his eyes, and that he had travelled all that day +till nightfall through its streets and all the next, from the rising +to the setting of the sun, of so great extent was it, until he arrived +at the palace. It was Martinez who had given to Manoa its name of El +Dorado, because its roadways were paved with gold, and there was so +great an abundance of that metal there that, before the emperor would +carouse with his captains, all those who were to pledge him were +stripped naked, and their bodies anointed with white balsam, over +which through hollow canes was blown by slaves the dust of fine gold, +so that when his guests sat down to drink with him, they glistened +yellow in the sun like gilded statues. + +"When Martinez had obtained his freedom and returned to Trinidad, and +told his story, many other adventurers set out in quest of Manoa; but +none so much as saw it save only Pedro de Urra. He, after incredible +labours, at length arrived at a mountain peak whence, looking down, +far away in the distance he could just descry the shining roofs of +palaces and golden domes of Inca temples, wherein, he was told, were +stored gold images of women and children more beautiful than God had +yet wrought into flesh and blood. But his strength was spent and his +troops were famished, also the Incas' armies were moving forward to +check his advance; therefore he had to retreat, and to return to the +seacoast, where he fretted away his life in dreaming of the +splendours of which he had only just had sight. Fifty years later +Berreo, governor of Trinidad, set out from Nuevo Reyno with seven +hundred horse and slaves, and descended the Cassanar river, bound upon +the same errand. What with fever and poisonous water he lost many of +his men and cattle, so that, when he reached the Province of Amapaia, +he had but one hundred and twenty soldiers left, and these were sick +and dying; and so he also was forced to abandon his search. And this +man Raleigh captured, and from him extorted his secrets, when he +sailed to discover and conquer El Dorado for Queen Elizabeth, having +in his company Jacob Whiddon, the English pirate, and George Gifford +who was captain of the Lion's Whelp. + +"All the way across the ocean they studied the records of the +adventurers who had sought before them, till they had them all by +memory; for they hoped to find those same wonders which Lopez says +that Pizarro found in the first home of the Incas: 'A royal city where +all the vessels of the emperor's house, table, and kitchen, were of +gold and silver, and the meanest of silver and copper for strength and +hardness of metal. He had in his wardrobe hollow statues of gold which +seemed giants, and the figures in proportion and bigness of all the +beasts, birds, trees, and herbs that earth produceth; and of all the +fishes that the sea or waters of his kingdom breedeth. He had also +ropes, budgets, chests, and troughs of gold and silver, heaps of +billets of gold, that seemed wood marked out to burn. Finally, there +was nothing in his country whereof he had not the counterfeit in gold. +Yea, and they say, that the Incas had a garden of pleasure in an +island near Puna, where they went to recreate themselves when they +would take the air of the sea, which had all kinds of garden-herbs, +flowers, and trees of gold and silver, an invention and magnificence +till then never seen. Besides all this, he had an infinite quantity of +silver and gold unwrought in Cuzco.' The counterpart of all these +marvels Raleigh hoped to find, when he had sailed up the Orinoco to +its watershed. + +"So, when he had gathered all the information which he could from +Berreo, he departed and rowed up the river in the galego boat of the +Lion's Whelp, till on the fourth day he dropped into the waters of the +Great Amana. Up the Great Amana he travelled, always getting news of +his city, always being told that it was farther inland. On the banks +of this river grew diverse sorts of fruit good to eat, flowers and +trees of such variety as were 'sufficient to make ten books of +herbals.' And everywhere he saw multitudes of birds of all colours, +some carnation, some crimson, some orange-tawny, purple, watchet, and +of all other sorts, so that, as he himself has said, 'It was unto us a +great good passing of the time to behold them, besides the relief we +found in killing some store of them; and still as we rowed, the deer +came down feeding by the water's side, as if they had been used to the +keeper's call.' + +"Lured on by these delights, he journeyed farther inland until at last +he came to the first great silver mine; but here the Orinoco and all +the other rivers had risen from four to five feet in height, so that +it was not possible by the strength of man or with any boat whatsoever +to row into the river against the stream. However, before his return, +one day as it drew towards sunset, he had sight of a crystal mountain, +which was said to be studded with diamonds and precious stones, which +shone afar off, the appearance of which was like to that of a white +church tower of exceeding height. Over the summit rushed a mighty +river, which touched no part of the mountainside, and fell with a +great clamour as if a thousand bells were knocked together; so, though +he did not find El Dorado, he was somewhat comforted by the marvel of +this sight. Also, before he left he saw _El Madre del Oro_, the mother +of gold, which proved that treasure lay not far underground." + +So, hour after hour, and night after night, the old man had told his +magic story of the search for El Dorado to the little boy. And +sometimes he would vary it with other tales and legends of men who had +gone upon quests equally wild; of Ponce de Leon, who had sought for +the Bimini Isle, where arose a fountain whose waters could cause men +to grow young again; of the Sieur D'Ottigny, who set sail for the +Unknown in search of wealth, singing songs as if bound for a bridal +feast; and of Vasseur, who first brought news of the distant +Appalachian Mountains, whose slopes teem with precious metals and with +gems beyond price. But always the narration would return to El Dorado +on the shores of Parima. Then the little boy would ask, "But, Grandpa, +is it true, or is it only a faery-tale? Was there ever such a city, +and does it exist to-day?" Whereupon the old gentleman would grow very +serious and would reply, "Certainly there is such a city, my dear; for +when I was young I went in search of it, and your father is out there +finding it to-day." + +After which answer he would get out maps, and show the child the red +lines, which were his own journeys, and the exact spot in the +watershed of the Orinoco where he believed the city to stand. Then +they would reason about it together, bending low beneath the lamp, +tracing out the various routes of past explorers, until his mother +came in and, seeing what they were so busy about, carried him off to +bed. At an early age he discovered that his mother approved neither of +the grand-father's stories, nor of her husband's absence. She was +often at pains to tell him that there was no such city, that the +stories were all fables, and that his grandpapa had wasted his fortune +and talents in its search. But the boy believed in the fables, for he +liked to think of his father as sailing up the Great Amana, where the +deer feed along the banks, until at last he came to the golden city +where the men are like gilded statues. He was sure that his papa would +return rich one day, bringing with him an Inca princess for his son to +marry. + +But, when his father did return, he brought back with him only a +fever-shattered body for his wife to nurse, and a plucky belief that +he would succeed next time. Ah, but those were good days which he had +spent by his father's bedside, when he had gazed on that fair-haired, +soldierly man who had trodden in Raleigh's footsteps! He remembered +how his father had laughed when he had asked in awe-struck tones +whether he might be allowed to kiss his hands, and how he had said, +"If I do not find, you will seek for it some day"--and then he had +felt proud. How eagerly he had listened when the two explorers, father +and son, had sat together and had talked over their various travels! +And how he could remember his father's account of his latest journey! +His mother had been out at the time when it was related; they never +mentioned these matters in her presence because they pained her; +moreover, if she was near by when they were talked about, she would +contrive some excuse for snatching the boy away. They had watched +their opportunity, however, and his father had told him. + +He had set out in a canvas sailing boat, and had ascended the Orinoco +for twenty days. Every now and then he had come to rapids, where he +had had to go ashore to carry his boat, or to marshes, where he had +had to wade. As he travelled farther from the mainland, his Indian +guides had deserted him till there was none left, and he had had to go +on alone. Day by day he had passed by great rocks, on which there was +writing engraved, which, perhaps, contained directions for travellers +who, ages since, had been bound for that same city; but they were now +of no use to him, because they were written in a forgotten language +and in an alphabet which not even the Indians could understand. So he +had gone on until at last he came to the crystal mountain, and the +waterfall which Raleigh had described; and after that he had travelled +further than even great Raleigh himself, or any other white man. It +was at this point that the boy had gasped and asked to be allowed to +kiss his father's hands. + +Then his father had told him how beyond the mountain there had seemed +to be nothing but tangled wood and swamp, and how he had caught fever +and wandered on in delirium until, when he came to himself, he had +found himself standing on the shores of what had once been a vast +inland lake, but which had now become partially dry, through which it +was only possible to wade. So he left his boat and waded on, sometimes +shoulders high, for four days; for, though he was racked with pains, +he would not give up because he believed the lake to be Parima. On +the evening of the fourth day, when his strength was almost spent and +he was ready to sink with faintness, he came to an island and saw in +the distance, in the light of the setting sun, golden spires and the +roofs of houses many miles away, which he knew to be El Dorado. But by +this time he had only two days' provisions left and dared not venture +further; so he, like Pedro de Urra, having come within sight of his +desire, had been compelled to turn back. Of his return journey he said +nothing; Granger learnt that from his mother in later years. It had +been made in agonies of hunger and thirst, which had nearly robbed him +of his life. Nevertheless, his father had told him that, so soon as he +got well again, he was going back, and that he would reach El Dorado +this time. True to his word, when his fever had left him, he had bade +them all good-bye, making his son secretly promise that, if he should +not come back, when he became a man, he would follow him in the quest. +Then had come the two years of anxious waiting in which they had had +no news of him, and the final acceptance of the belief that he was +dead. But his grandfather would not lose faith; he himself had once +been missing for five years. He said that his son had reached the +city, and was pushing homeward through the Andes on to the Pacific +side. Night by night, in that back room with the bow-window, he had +collected his records and studied them beneath the lamp. "He must be +about here by now," he would say, pointing to a certain place. But the +boy's mother had only smiled sadly, saying, "Is he not yet +undeceived?" Then one evening they had left him in his chair, and had +not heard him come up to bed, and in the morning had found him sitting +stiff and silent in the sunshine, with the map of Guiana spread out +before him and his finger on the spot where he had written EL DORADO, +the magic word. + +The child had never forgotten that sight, its impression had sunk deep +into his nature; somehow it had become symbolic for him of loyalty to +one's chosen purpose in life. As he had once asked permission to kiss +his father's hands, so, when there was no one in the room to watch +him, he had stolen up and smoothed his hands with reverence against +the cushions of the chair where the old grey head had last rested--but +he had never sat there. After the old man's death, all things in that +room became objects for his veneration. It was just this capacity in +the small boy for hero-worship which his mother never tried to +understand; so he kept his secret, and thus began the breach which was +presently to widen. From that day Granger had pledged himself, when he +should become a man, to go in search of his father and to inherit his +quest; and to such a nature as Granger's that childish pledge was +binding. He could never be persuaded that his father was dead; he +always spoke and thought of him as a soldierly fair-haired man, living +in a desirable land hard by a garden, like to that of the isle near +Puna, which had herbs and flowers and trees of gold and silver, one +who was an honoured guest in the emperor's house where the meanest +utensils were of silver and copper for strength. At first, when only +he and his mother were left, he had spoken to her of these fancies; +but she had shown herself more and more averse to their mention, so he +had learnt to keep his longings to himself. + +His mother was a practical woman, born of a race of lawyers and +diplomatists. Hence she coveted above all things for her son, as she +had done for his father before him, the certainties of life--social +recognition and a banking-account; she had no sympathy with theories, +however heroic, or with any kind of success which was not obvious and +within hand-stretch. She was one of those safe people who always +choose to-day's salary, if it be promptly paid, in preference to the +more generous triumph of a to-morrow which may never come. She was +wisely parsimonious in all things and, daring nothing herself, had no +patience with natures which were more courageous. Much of her own +money, and all of her husband's, had been spent by him in his +fruitless explorations of Guiana. Now that he was gone, she discreetly +invested what was left of her fortune, and deprived herself of all +luxuries, so that when the time should come, her boy should have his +chance in life unembarrassed by his father's previous reckless +expenditures. She was proud of her son, for he was handsome; but she +never realised that half a day of spoken love and sympathy can +purchase more friendship than twenty years of benefits punctually and +dutifully conferred--still less did she recognise the necessity for a +mother consciously to cultivate a friendship with her boy. Not that +she was ungentle; she craved his affection, but she made the mistake +of demanding it as her right--all of which is the same as saying that +she was mentally insensitive, and was unaware that with thoughtful +people the road to the heart must first lead through the mind; of +people's minds she was incurious. She gave her son the kind of +education which befits men to inherit rather than to earn. His wishes +were never consulted; nor even when he went to university was he given +any choice. Like a dumb brute beast he was goaded forward without +knowledge of his destination, and was expected to be grateful to the +hand which kept him moving, and prevented him from turning aside. + +He permitted this well-intentioned despotism not through any lack of +spirit, but partly because it was well-intentioned, and mostly because +his immediate present seemed of little consequence to him. He felt +himself to be an embryo prophet who awaited his hour; when that should +strike, he would concentrate. Not until he was twenty-two years of age +did he expostulate, and by that time it was too late; his training had +made him dependent upon money for success. His mother had the money, +and she selected the Bar as a suitable profession for him; then it was +that he broke his twelve years' silence, and scandalised her with the +information that his great ambition was to follow in his father's +footsteps, and to find both him and El Dorado, fulfilling the promise +which he had given as a child. Startled by this unexpected confession, +she had charged him with disloyalty and ingratitude to herself; to +avoid complications and a breach which he foresaw would become +irreparable, he had accepted her choice and studied for a barrister. +This utterance of his secret, however, had only served to make him +aware of the intensity of his own desire. He could not work, he could +not rest, he could not apply his mind; always he saw before him the +tropic river with its multitude of carnation, crimson, and +orange-tawny birds, its low green banks where the deer come down to +graze, and far ahead and visionary the swampy lake, built on whose +shore the golden city raises up its head. So books, and law, and +London became for him the custodians of his captivity--things to be +hated and despised. + +In the three years which followed he had made one friend, a mining +engineer, by name Druce Spurling. In him he had confided, and Spurling +had responded with a sympathy which did him credit, kindling to the +romance of the story. He had tested with his expert knowledge the +evidence which Granger had laid before him for the belief that such a +city as El Dorado had existed, and he had been satisfied--or, at any +rate, had been made certain that in the watershed of the Orinoco gold +was yet to be found in great quantities, as in the Spaniard's time. He +had promised that, so soon as he had the capital, he would help him in +his quest. Granger coveted the journey for its adventure, and the +opportunity of fulfilling his promise to his father; Spurling only for +its possibilities of attaining wealth. In their community of ambition +this difference of purpose was lost to sight. Then, when Granger was +twenty-five and had just completed his course of reading for the Bar, +his great chance came. It was the year of the Klondike gold-rush and +Spurling was going out; he wanted a partner, and offered to take +Granger with him if he, in return, would promise to give him one third +of all the gold he mined. Their idea was that, with the money thus +earned, they would be able to provide funds for the following up of +their dream of El Dorado. Granger accepted the offer at once, partly +influenced by his desire to prove to his mother that he _could_ do +something by himself. After a painful farewell, he had departed to +seek his fortune in the North World. + +Ah, how his mother had cried when he went away! He recalled all that +to-day, now that he was in Keewatin, and gazed back incredulously upon +that mistaken former self, wondering whether he could have been really +like that. London, indeed! What would he not give to be in London +to-day; to stand in Fleet Street, listening to the roar of the passing +traffic and brushing shoulders with living, companionable men? Ah +well, what good purpose would it serve to think about it! He had +chosen his own fate. Here he was at Murder Point, and he would soon be +married to Peggy, after which, no matter what avalanche of good luck +befell him, there would be no return. What would his proud old mother +say to a little half-breed grandchild? The mere thought made him +smile. In cynical self-derision, he pictured himself accompanied by +his Indian tribe, knocking at the door of the old red house on Clapton +Common--and his reception there. He gave a name to his picture, and it +was "_The Return of the Ne'er-do-well_." + + * * * * * + +His brain was getting cloudy; he could not tell whether he was asleep +or awake. He felt as if he had been bound hand and foot so that he +could not stir, and had been raised aloft to a dizzy height. He knew +that he was far above the earth, for he was very cold and was +conscious of mists which drifted across his face and left it damp. +Suddenly he discovered that he could open his eyes. Looking down, he +saw with supernatural distinctness the entire course of the frozen +river-bed. Far to the north he could descry Spurling, plodding +desperately on across the thawing ice. A few miles to the west, +perhaps an hour's journey from Murder Point, he could see a second +figure, tall, soldierly, erect, which approached with swift clean +strides, through the solitude, inevitably as Fate--the symbol of +Justice in pursuit of Crime. He watched with fascination how the +distance between the hunter and the hunted narrowed; only one thing +could save the criminal from capture--the intervention of Murder +Point. + +And then the cloud rolled back again; he closed his eyes, and lost +consciousness in untroubled forgetfulness. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +THE PURSUER ARRIVES + + +He was awakened by a man bending over him and holding a lighted match +to his face. Careless as usual of preserving his life, he did not +attempt to rise or defend himself, but simply gazed back indifferent +and a little bewildered. He did not recognise the man; he was an utter +stranger. As if wearied with an inspection which did not interest him, +he turned his eyes away, and found that the room had become dark. How +many hours he had slept, he could not calculate; perhaps nine or ten. +He wondered what had made the night return so quickly. He looked +toward the window, and saw that it was blinded with snow; and, as he +listened, could hear the roaring of the wind, and, in the lull which +followed, the rustling and settling down of the flakes. Then the match +went out, and neither of them could perceive the other's face. Granger +arose and pushed back the shutter of the stove, that so they might get +a little light. "I needn't ask you to make yourself at home," he said; +"you've done that already." + +The stranger did not reply, but surveyed him closely all the while. + +"You must have had good company out there to be so silent now that you +have arrived." + +Then the man spoke. "What's your name?" he asked abruptly. "Is it +Granger?" + +"I was always told so, and have as yet found no good reason for +believing otherwise." + +"Then this is the store of Garnier, Parwin, and Wrath, to which I was +directed by Robert Pilgrim of God's Voice?" + +"That is right, but I don't often have the pleasure of entertaining +guests from God's Voice." + +The stranger paused in doubt, as though choosing the best words to +say; then he blurted out, "But you're a gentleman?" + +"I hope so." + +"An Oxford man?" + +"Yes." + +"What college?" + +"Corpus." + +"Did you row in the Eight?" + +"Yes." + +"I thought so. At what time?" + +"When Corpus went up five places and bumped the House on the last +night." + +"I was stroke in the 'Varsity boat that year, and rowed at six in the +Christ Church Eight that night." + +"Then you must be Strangeways?" + +"Yes, Corporal Strangeways of the Northwest Mounted Police, but +Strangeways of the Oxford boat at one time. I fancied I knew you; you +rowed at seven for Corpus, and it was you who won that race." + +"I and seven others," laughed Granger; "but what brings you up here at +this time?" + +"We'll talk about that later. At present I'm hungry; I've hardly had a +meal since I left God's Voice." + +"Then you're travelling in haste?" + +"Yes, in haste." + +Granger set to work to prepare a meal, while Strangeways talked to him +of the Cornmarket, the Turl, and the Hinkseys, running over the +familiar geography for the sheer pleasure of recalling kindly Oxford +names. Presently he asked him if he remembered the little maid who had +served in the river-inn of the King's Arms at Sanford. Granger had had +a summer love-affair with that same maid, as had many a young +water-man before and after him. One quiet Sunday evening, when her +fickle passion had reached its short-lived height, he had even been +allowed the felicity of accompanying her to vespers at the quaint old +Norman Church, which lay snuggled away in woods behind the Thames. +They had returned to the inn by a roundabout way, through the meadows +beneath the twilight, speaking all manner of intense things, and, very +wonderfully, believing both themselves and their sayings to be +sincere. When he had entered his skiff and pushed out from the bank, +she had called him back and royally permitted him to give her his +first and, as it proved, only kiss. But he had not known that, and had +rowed elated Oxfordwards between the hayfields, dreaming his ecstasy +on into the future--when it had already achieved its climax, and +slipped out of his life. Since then it had come to seem very simple +and absurd, as do all love affairs, however august, which are lived +down--for no love affair was ever outlived. So, because he had been +fond of her, he was glad to listen to Strangeways, even when he +related her newer conquests over more recent undergrads, and her later +romantic history. By all accounts she was a modern Helen of Troy, +uncontaminate, forever fair and forever juvenile. + +And all the while he was listening, Granger was planning by what +means he might detain Strangeways, and hazarding what progress +Spurling had made by this time in his escape. "A life for a life," he +thought; "and Spurling once saved my life. Until I have cancelled that +debt, even though Mordaunt has been slain, I will stand by him." + +Throughout the winter months all meals were the same at Murder Point, +consisting of black tea, salt bacon, and bannocks, which are a kind of +hard biscuit, made of flour and water mixed to a thick paste and then +baked. This diet becomes pretty monotonous, but is the traveller's +universal fare in Keewatin. In those far regions men are not +particular how or what they eat; of necessity they abandon the +refinements of civilisation as needless and cumbrous. To-day, however, +partly to protract his stay and so give Spurling time, partly to +assert his waning gentility, the memory of which in its heyday +Strangeways shared, he attempted to be lavish, to set a table, and to +entertain. For cloth he spread a dress-length of gaudy muslin, such as +Indians purchase for their squaws. He opened some tins of canned goods +that he might provide his guest with more than one course. He built up +his fire, and commenced to cook. All this used up time; and the +expending of time was what he most desired. + +When the meal was finished Strangeways rose up restlessly, as though +he had just remembered his errand, and went to the door to see what +progress the storm had made. The moment the door was opened the wind +swept in, driving a fall of snow before it. + +"It seems to me," said Granger, "that you're going to be snow-bound +for a time. This'll make travelling dangerous, for the thaw has +already weakened the ice in places and now the snow'll cover them +over, making them appear safe. It's strange, for blizzards don't often +happen so late as this." + +"Well, there's one comfort," said Strangeways, "it's the same for all +alike; if I'm delayed, so is someone else." + +Granger turned his back on him, and walked over to the window where he +stood tapping on the glass, attempting to dislodge the snow which had +spread itself out like a blanket across the panes. "Poor devil," he +said, "I pity him, whoever he is. He can find no place of shelter in +all the three hundred and twenty miles which stretch between God's +Voice and Crooked Creek, unless he comes here or falls in with some +trapper's camp." + +"Then you have had no one here lately?" + +"No, I haven't seen an Indian for over a month. They don't visit me so +late in the winter as this; they wait for the open season, when they +can bring in their furs by water." + +"But the man I'm speaking of is white. He drives a team of five grey +huskies, the leader of which has a yellow face and a patch of +brindled-brown upon its right hindquarters. Haven't you seen such an +one go by within the last twenty-four hours?" + +Granger shook his head; "Perhaps you've passed him on the way," he +suggested; "if he knew that you were following him, he may have dodged +you purposely and doubled back." + +"He knew all right; it was because he knew that I was following that +he fled. I can hardly have passed him, for he was seen by a half-breed +ten miles from God's Voice, and I've travelled slowly and kept a +careful watch between there and here. Besides I tracked his trail to +within an hour's journey of the Point, until the snow came down and +obliterated it. He was going weakly at the last; both man and dogs +must have been spent." + +"Then he must be somewhere to the westward, between the spot where you +lost his trail and here." + +"Perhaps, but the argument against that is that his trail was at least +twelve hours old. Anyhow, I shall have to wait until this blizzard is +over. During that time he may struggle in from the west, or, if he has +gone by, may be driven back here for shelter by the gale." + +Granger had not thought of that contingency, that Spurling might be +driven back by the weather, might push open the door at any moment and +give him the lie before Strangeways. Perhaps a look of fear passed +across his face, which betrayed him. At any rate, the next thing he +heard was Strangeways, saying to him in a careless voice, "Of course, +between gentlemen it is scarcely necessary to ask you whether you are +telling the truth!" + +"It is scarcely necessary." + +"Then I beg your pardon for asking." + +"You needn't. You've got to do your duty irrespective of caste; +whatever I once was, you can see for yourself what I am." + +"Yes, a gentleman down on his luck; but still a gentleman. Strange how +one gets knocked about by life, isn't it? I little thought when I +caught a glimpse of you, leaning on your oar exhausted at the end of +that race, that the next time we should meet would be up here. It's +curious the things a fellow remembers. Our boats were alongside, just +off the Merton barge; the first thing I saw when I recovered and sat +up on my slide was your face, deadly pale, almost within hand-stretch. +I don't recall ever to have seen you again until I struck that match +an hour ago and held it to you, and you opened your eyes; then it all +came back. When you were sleeping you looked haggard, just about the +same as you did then. If I'd seen you awake, I don't suppose I should +have remembered. . . . I didn't even know where Keewatin was in those +days. If anyone had told me that it was a village near Jericho I +should have believed him. I daresay you were nearly as ignorant; and +now we're here in your shack." + +Granger, anxious to keep Strangeway's attention from his pursuit, and +his own thoughts occupied, inquired, "And what brought you into the +Northwest Territories?" + +"Oh, the usual thing--a girl. She was ward to my father, and was to +inherit a considerable property when she came of age. I was in love +with her, and my father was keen that I should marry her; there was +only one hindrance, that her opinion didn't coincide with ours. I +found out that my father was trying to break her spirit, and force her +to his will. I couldn't allow that; so, having nothing better to do, I +left home and came to Canada for a while. Mind you, I'm not condemning +my father; he thought that he was doing the best for both our sakes. +But I wish he'd left us alone; if he had, I daresay it would have come +out all right. She was one of those girls of whom the physiognomists +say, 'Can be led by kindness, but cannot be driven.' The moment she +was ordered to do a thing, which in the ordinary course of events she +might have chosen to do of her own free will, she refused and hated +it. + +"When I got to Montreal I was confronted by that stupid superstition +of the Canadians, that every young Englishman who has had a better +education than themselves, and is possessed of a private income from +the old country, must be a remittance-man and a ne'er-do-well--that +he's been sent out because he wasn't wanted by his family. I tried to +get employment; not that I needed it, but because I wanted to work. +The moment I opened my lips and didn't speak dialect or slang, and +displayed hands which were not workman's hands, I was shown out. So I +drifted west to Calgary and, after doing a little ranching there, +enlisted in the Mounted Police." + +"Do you like it?" + +"Oh, yes, it's rather a lark, arresting the people who at first +affected to despise you. I can always keep myself cheerful by the +humour of that. If you've lost your sense of the ridiculous, you'd +better join the Northwest Mounted Police--for an Englishman the cure's +certain." + +"And how about the girl?" + +"She did a Gilbert and Sullivan trick. After I'd left home my father +guessed the reason of my departure, and instead of giving her a rest, +redoubled his efforts to make her marry me, that so he might bring me +back. He was fond of both of us; we'd been brought up together, and he +couldn't bear the idea of either of us being separated from himself. +He made an awful mess of things, poor old gentleman; he persecuted her +with his arguments to such an extent that one morning he woke up and +found that she had vanished. He made all sorts of inquiries, but to +the day of his death could never get any news of her whereabouts." + +Strangeways paused and commenced to light his pipe. Granger, who had +become interested in the story, waited a minute for him to proceed, +but when he had kindled his tobacco and still sat smoking in silence, +"Well, and what next?" he asked. + +"That is all," said Strangeways; "now tell me about yourself." + +"I went into the Klondike with the gold-rush of nearly five years ago. +I travelled with a man named Spurling, and a young chap named Jervis +Mordaunt, whom we chummed up with in our passage over the Skaguay." He +was conscious that Strangeways had jerked out his foot and was looking +hard at him. He paid no attention to that, but proceeded leisurely +with his tale. He conceived that it would answer his purpose better, +in order that he might make the corporal unsuspicious of his share in +Spurling's escape, to speak of him in a hostile manner, and to mention +all the small and private faults which he could place to his +discredit. He told a story of personal disputes between himself and +his partners over the working of claims, which left the impression +that Spurling and Mordaunt had always sided together against himself, +and that finally he, getting sick of the climate, and quarrellings, +and his continuous bad luck, had come outside, travelled to Winnipeg, +and taken service with Garnier, Parwin, and Wrath, because he was in +danger of starving. Of El Dorado, or his real reason for leaving the +Yukon, he said nothing. + +When he had ended, Strangeways, who had never for a second removed his +gaze, inquired in a hoarse, strained voice, "And this man Mordaunt, +what was he like?" + +"Oh, he was a slim little fellow; we nicknamed him 'The Girl' because +of his ways, and because he was so slight." + +"How old was he?" + +"He couldn't have been more than eighteen when we first met him, for +he never had to shave." + +"Did he ever tell you anything about himself, where he came from, who +were his family, or anything like that?" + +"Not that I remember; he was always very close about himself. But what +makes you ask these questions? Do you think that you recognise him?" + +Strangeways rose up and paced the room, betraying his agitation, but +when he spoke his voice was level and restrained. "By God, I hope +not," he said. + +Every moment Granger dreaded that he would hear him say that Mordaunt +was dead, and yet he wanted certainty. He watched Strangeways pacing +up and down, and longed to question him, yet was fearful that in so +doing he would betray his own secret. At last he could bear the +suspense no longer; that regular walking to and fro tortured him, it +was like the constant swinging of a pendulum and made him giddy to +look at. When he spoke, it was in a voice so shrill that it surprised +himself. + +"Tell me once and for all," he cried, "has anything happened to him? +Is he dead?" + +Strangeways halted, and regarded him with a look half-stern, +half-compassionate. + +"As for Spurling, you hated him, did you not?" he inquired. + +Granger clenched his hands and his voice trembled. "I hated him so +much," he said, "that there were times when I would gladly have struck +him dead." + +"Then, why didn't you?" + +Granger started; the question was spoken so fiercely, and was so +searching and direct. It aroused him to a sense of his danger, and +helped him to recover himself. + +"In the first place you would have hanged me, and in the second there +was Mordaunt." As soon as he had said it, he knew that he had made a +slip. + +"And why Mordaunt?" + +He hesitated a minute, gathering himself together. He could feel the +scrutiny of Strangeways' eyes and was conscious that he was breathing +hard. + +The question was repeated, "And why Mordaunt?" + +"Because Mordaunt was such a clean fellow that I couldn't do anything +shabby in his presence," he said. + +"How clean?" Strangeways persisted. + +"Why, in every way; he was so honourable." + +"But I thought you said just now that he always sided with Spurling +when it came to a dispute?" + +"So he did in a sense. He never seemed to think that the thing we +quarrelled about was worth while, and treated it all with a well-bred +contempt. Spurling was usually the one who was unjust, and I the one +who complained; so I was usually the one to start the wrangle. +Therefore, though he despised Spurling, he always seemed to blame me +for my pettiness." + +Strangeways turned on him his honest, manly gaze, as if he were about +to ask again, "Is that the truth?" But he did not say it. Granger felt +a cur for lying, but he was determined to fight for Spurling's life, +and, if that were necessary, for his own revenge. + +"And you have not seen Spurling go by the Point?" asked Strangeways. + +"No." He said it quite ordinarily, as if he were answering a +commonplace. Then he realised that he had been caught in a trap and +had not manifested enough surprise. He slowly raised up his eyes, +shame-facedly, like a schoolboy detected cribbing, when the master +steals up behind. + +"I'm afraid, after all, that you are not a gentleman," was all that +Strangeways said. + +Granger shrank back and flushed as if he had been struck across the +face; he did not attempt to defend himself or expostulate. The wind +had died down outside; it was evident that the storm had spent itself. +In the silence which followed he could hear the padding steps of the +huskies going round the house, and the sound of them sniffing about +the door. Strangeways, who had been fastening on his snowshoes +preparatory to departure, walked across the room and raised the latch. +He stepped out, leaving the door open behind him. A bar of moonlight +leapt instantly inside, as it had been a fugitive who had been kept +long waiting. Then he heard the voice of Strangeways calling, +"Granger, Granger." + +He rose up hurriedly, thinking that perhaps Spurling had been driven +back by the blizzard and was returning to his danger. When he reached +the threshold he saw only this--the moon tossing restlessly in a +cloudy sky, shining above a shadowy land of white; Strangeways +standing twenty paces distant with his back towards him; and, seated +on their haunches between Strangeways and the threshold, five lank +grey huskies, one of which had a patch of brindled-brown upon its +right hindquarters and a yellow face. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +THE CORPORAL SETS OUT + + +It would have been easy to shoot Strangeways at that time, and he must +have known it; yet, he was so much a gentleman that he accepted the +risk, and had the decency to turn his back when circumstances +compelled him to give a man the lie. Granger wondered whether courtesy +was the motive; or whether he was only testing him out of curiosity, +to see of what fresh vulgarity of deceit he was capable. + +As he stood in the doorway, his gaze wandered from the broad shoulders +of Corporal Strangeways, late stroke of the 'Varsity Eight, to the +treacherous eyes of the gaunt grey beast before him which, by reason +of its unusual markings and untimely appearance, had once and forever +thrown Spurling's game away. There was something Satanic and +suggestive of evil about those green and jasper eyes, and the manner +in which they blinked out upon him from the furious yellow head. Were +they prompting him to crime, saying, "Why don't you fire? He can't +defend himself; see, his back is turned?" No, not that. He +half-believed that the brute was endowed with human intelligence, and +had betrayed his late master of set purpose--perhaps, in revenge for +the many beatings he had received on the trail from Selkirk to Murder +Point. There was a vileness in the creature's look that was degrading +and stirred up hatred--and surely, the lowest kind of enmity which +can be entertained by man is toward a unit of the dumb creation. That +he should feel so, humiliated and angered Granger. Was there not +enough of ignominy for him to endure without that? He drew his +revolver, took aim at this yellow devil--but could not fire. The beast +did not cringe and run away, zigzagging to avoid the bullets, stooping +low on its legs, as is the habit of huskies when firearms are pointed +at them; it sat there patiently blinking, a little in advance of its +four grey comrades, with a mingled expression of amusement and boredom +in its attitude, like a sleepy old bachelor uncle at a Christmas +entertainment when Clown and Harlequin commence their threadbare jests +and fooleries. He might have been yawning and saying to himself, "Hang +it all! Why do I stay? I know the confounded rubbish by heart--all +that these fellows will do and say." + +Granger's hand dropped to his side; this wolf-dog looked so far from +ignorant--so much wiser than himself. Could it be that he also was +playing in the game? Was it possible that he also was intent on +helping Spurling? Well, then, he should have his chance. + +For himself the season for deception was at an end; he had lied to +gain time for the fugitive, now let him see what truth could effect. +He waded through the snow to Strangeways, tapped him on the shoulder, +and was made painfully aware of the opinion held of him by the way in +which the corporal screwed his shoulder aside. + +"I suppose I seem to you a pretty mean kind of a beast?" + +"I suppose you do." + +"I seem so to myself; but I have an excuse to make--that this man once +saved my life." + +"So you're a hero in disguise?" + +"No, but I couldn't go back on a man who had done that." + +"I fail to see that that is a reason why you should have lied." + +"I called it an excuse." + +"In this case the words mean the same." + +"Well, then, I had a reason: if the person whom Spurling murdered is +the person whom I . . ." + +"Indeed! So you knew that much, did you?" At mention of the word +"murdered," Strangeways had swung fiercely round and confronted +Granger. + +"Yes, I know that much. And if the man whom Spurling murdered is the +man whom I suspect him to be, I had intended to dispense with law and +to exact the penalty slowly, up here whence there is no escape, +myself." + +"Then you'll be sorry to hear that you've lied to no purpose. The +person whom Spurling murdered was not a man, you damned scoundrel." + +Strangeways turned sharply away from him, and, moving as briskly on +his snowshoes as the unpacked state of the snow would allow, commenced +methodically to go about the store in ever widening circles. He +evidently suspected that the fugitive was still in hiding there, or +had been at the time of his arrival, and had since escaped, in which +case the snow would bear traces of his flight. When he had searched +the mound in vain, he turned his attention to the river-bed where his +team of dogs was stationed. Granger, watching him from above, saw that +he had halted suddenly and was bending down. Then he heard him +calling his dogs together and saw him harnessing them quickly into his +sledge. Panic seized him lest Strangeways should drive away without +telling him the name of _this thing, which was not a man_, which +Spurling had murdered, and _whether the deed had been done in the +Klondike_. Also he was curious to see for himself what it was that he +had found in the snow down there, which made him so eager to set out. +He ploughed his way down the hillside, breaking through the surface +and slipping as he ran, till he arrived out of breath at the +river-bank. Then he saw the meaning of this haste; approaching the +Point from the northward was a muffled track, partially obliterated by +the snow which had since fallen, which, on reaching Murder Point, +doubled back, returning northward whence the traveller had come. It +meant to Granger that, while he and Strangeways had been seated +together recalling old times in the store, Spurling had come back. For +what reason? No man would fight his way through a blizzard without +good purpose; he would lie down where he was till the storm had spent +itself, lest he should wander from his trail. This man had everything +to lose by turning back. Then he discovered that the snow was speckled +with dots of black, and, stooping down, discerned that they were drops +of blood. Some of the blood-marks were fresh; the tracks themselves +had been made, perhaps, within the last three hours. Spurling must +have met with an accident, and, returning to the Point for help, had +seen the stranger's dogs and sledge, and turning northwards again had +fled. So thought Granger. + +Strangeways, in the meanwhile, was examining the feet of his leader. +Presently he stood erect, and asked in a low voice, "Did you do +that?" + +"What?" + +"Look for yourself." + +Granger looked, and saw that the balls of the leader's forefeet had +been gashed several times with a knife. + +"How should I have done it?" he replied. "I've been in your company +every minute since you arrived." + +"Who did it, then?" + +"You know as well as I." + +"And what do you think of a man who could do that?" + +"That he was very desperate." + +"I should call him a Gadarene swine." + +Strangeways stood in angry thought for a few seconds; then he jerked +up his head, and asked, "Can you lend me another team of huskies? Be +careful when you answer that you tell me the truth this time." + +Granger smiled at the childishness of such threatening. + +"You will gain nothing by speaking like that," he said. "Unfortunately +for you, unlike Spurling, I am not afraid of death--I should welcome +it. Yet, while I live, I am curious; therefore I will promise you help +on one condition, that you tell me who has been murdered, and where." + +Strangeways lifted his eyes and surveyed Granger, asking himself, "And +is this statement also a lie?" But, when he spoke there were the +beginnings of a new respect in his voice. "So you are not afraid of +death?" he said. "Well, then, I owe you an apology for what I have +called you, for I am; I am horribly afraid. I am afraid that I shall +die before I have avenged this death." + +"Tell me, who was it that was killed?" cried Granger, impatiently. +"Was it a girl? There was a girl whom I loved in the Klondike; you +don't know how you make me suffer." + +"Don't I?" replied Strangeways, grimly; and then with affected +indifference, "There are a good many girls in the Klondike; the body +of this one was found washed ashore near Forty-Mile." + +"What's her name?" + +"That's what I'm here to find out." + +"Did Spurling know that she was a woman when he shot her?" + +"So you know that also--that he shot her? Whether he knew, I don't +care; the fact remains that she is dead and that he is suspected." + +"Only suspected?" + +"Well, . . ." + +"By God!" cried Granger, bringing down his fist in Strangeways' face, +"but you shall tell me! Was her name Mordaunt, and was she his +partner, and did she wear a man's disguise?" + +Strangeways turned his head and dodged aside so that the blow fell +lightly; drawing his revolver, he covered his opponent. Granger +advanced close up, until the barrel of the revolver touched his face; +then he halted and waited. + +Strangeways watched him; looked into his eyes amazed; then lowered his +weapon and laughed nervously. "Oh," he said, "I remember, you are not +afraid of death." + +"But I am of madness and suspense." + +Strangeways did not reply at once. Perhaps a sudden understanding had +dawned on him, pity and a vision of what it meant to live through the +eternal Now at Murder Point. He may have been asking himself, "For the +lack of one small untruth, shall I thrust this man into Hell?" At any +rate, when he answered he spoke gently. "No," he said, "she wore a +woman's dress; be sure of it, your girl-friend is safe up there." + +Granger looked at him steadily, wondering why he should have lied; +than he took his hand and pressed it in the English manner, "I believe +you," he said. Yet, at the back of his mind a voice was persistently +questioning, "Do I believe him? But can I believe that?" + +He was interrupted in his thoughts by Strangeways saying, "It's a pity +that that poor brute should suffer; he's certain to die." + +The corporal went near, levelled his revolver and shot the leader +between the eyes. The bullet did its work; the dog shivered, and +tottered, rolled over on its side, tried to rise again, then stretched +itself out wearily as if for sleep at the end of a hard day's travel. + +"You can do that for a mere husky," said Granger bitterly; "but you +refuse to do it for a man." + +"The husky had a harsh time of it in this world and has no other +life." + +"If that's so, he's to be congratulated; but there was the more reason +why he should have been allowed to live his one life out. We wretched +men are never done with life; if I were sure that there was only one +existence and no reproaches in a future world, I could be brave to the +end. It's this repetition of mortality, which men call immortality, +that staggers my intellect, making me afraid--afraid lest there is no +death." + +Strangeways shrugged his shoulders and scowled. He did not like the +subject--it caused him discomfort; there was so much left for him in +life. He planned, when he had captured Spurling and seen him safely +hanged, to buy himself out of the Mounted Police, return to England, +and there live pleasantly at his club in London and as squire on his +estate. He would marry, he told himself; and though not the girl whom +he had most desired, for he believed her to be dead, yet, like a +sensible man, some other girl, who would be his friend, and bear his +children, and make him happy. If once he could get out of Keewatin, +having performed his duty honourably, he would do all that--when +Spurling had been captured alive or dead. + +Therefore he broke in on Granger roughly, inquiring, "Where are those +huskies which you are going to lend me?" + +"They are Spurling's huskies which he left behind when I lent him +mine." + +"How long ago was that?--If they're Spurling's, they must be pretty +well played out." + +"They are. They've rested for thirty hours more or less; but I don't +think you'll manage to catch him up with them." + +"Perhaps not, but I'll try; he can't be more than three hours ahead." + +"Three hours with a fresh team is as good as three days." + +"You forget the difference between the two men." + +"No, I don't, for the one has the memory of his crime." + +"It's the memory of his crime that'll wear him out, and that same +memory that'll give me strength." + +"Why? What makes you hate him so? Supposing he did kill a woman, it +may have been an accident. She may even have felt grateful for the +bullet, as I should have done just now had you shot me dead. It's +horrible to kill anyone, but then the poor devil's fleeing for his +life and he's suffering a thousand times more pain than he +inflicted." + +"Is he? Does he suffer the pain of the man who follows behind? +Supposing a certain man had loved that woman and had lost her, and had +planned all his life on the off-chance of meeting her again, dreaming +of her day and night, and then had suddenly learnt that she was +brutally dead by Spurling's hand on some God-forsaken Yukon River, +where the ground was hard like iron so that no grave could be dug by +the murderer, and her body froze to marble and lay exposed all winter +through the long dark days, with the bullet wound red in her forehead, +and her grey face looking up toward the frosty sky, till the spring +came and the water washed her body under and threw it up in a creek +near Forty-Mile, where a year later it was discovered mutilated and +defiled, do you think that her lover would be glad of that? Do you +think that he would pity the black-guard who could do such a +scoundrelly deed as that?" + +Strangeways was speaking wildly, his voice was trembling and his face +was haggard and lined; he was crying like a child. "The man who could +do a deed like that," he shouted, menacing the stars with his clenched +hand, "the man who could do a deed like that is so corrupt that even +God would search for good in him in vain. It's the duty of every clean +man to hound him off the earth. While we allow him to live, we each +one share his taint. I'll pray God every day of my life that Spurling +may be damned throughout the ages--eternally and pitilessly damned." + +When Granger could make his voice heard, "You don't mean that she was +Mordaunt?" he cried. All this talk about a woman who had been lost and +loved paralleled his own case--he took it as applied to himself. + +Strangeways recovered himself with an effort, "No, no," he said +huskily. "Mordaunt, you have told me, was a man. I was only supposing +all that." + +"But Mordaunt was not a man, but a woman in man's clothing." + +Strangeways closed his lips tightly together, refusing to take notice, +pretending that he had not heard. Granger spoke again. "Mordaunt was +not a man," he said. + +"In that case," answered Strangeways, "you know what the man suffers +who is following behind. I will tell you no more than that." + +"You've told me enough and I will help you; only pledge me once more +on your sacred word that this body was found in a woman's dress." + +Strangeways hesitated; then his eyes caught again the bleakness of the +land and his imagination pictured the awful loneliness of life up +there. Looking full on Granger he said, "On my most sacred word as a +brother-gentleman, the body that was found was clothed in a woman's +dress." + +"Then, thank God, she was not Mordaunt!" said Granger; "but because he +knew her to be a woman at the time when he killed her, I will help you +none the less." + +Having called together Spurling's huskies, they found them to be too +weak for travel, with the exception of the leader, therefore they +harnessed in the corporal's remaining four dogs, putting the +yellow-faced stranger at their head. No sooner had they turned their +backs and gone inside the store to bring out the necessary provisions, +than the four old dogs, jealous of their new leader, hurled themselves +upon him, burying their fangs in his shaggy hair, intent on tearing +him to death--an old-timer husky can stand a good deal of that. He +strained on the traces, exposing to them only his hindquarters, +running well ahead, and keeping his throat safe. Not until the two men +had clubbed them nearly senseless did they subside into sullen +quietness; and then only so long as they were watched. Once a back was +turned, the four hind dogs piled on to their leader and the fight +recommenced. + +"You won't go far with them," said Granger. He did not notice the look +of reawakened suspicion which flickered in Strangeways' eyes. "You +won't go far with them; the moment you camp and that yellow-faced +beast gets his chance, he'll chew your four dogs to pieces. That's +what he's there for, it's my belief--he's playing Spurling's game. +He'll take you fifty or a hundred miles from Murder Point, and there +leave you stranded." + +"What would you advise?" This was spoken in a quiet voice. + +"I would advise you to wait here till the summer has come, and then to +proceed by water." + +"But on snow I can follow his trail, whereas travel by water leaves no +traces." + +"What does that matter? Instead of following him, let him return to +you, as he did to-night. You've driven him up a blind alley on this +Last Chance River; he can only go to the blank wall of the Bay, and +then come back." + +"He can reach the House of the Crooked Creek." + +"And if he does, what of that? He'll be touching the blank wall then. +They won't want him. The first question that they'll ask him will be, +'And what have you come here for?' If he can't give a satisfactory +account of himself, they'll place him under arrest. When you get news +of that, you can go up there and fetch him." + +"And if he doesn't get so far as that?" + +"You can set out by canoe and drive him back, and back, till you come +to the Bay, and he can go no further." + +"He might hide, and I might pass him on the way--what then?" + +"In that case he'd double back and come past Murder Point, trying to +get out." + +"In the meanwhile I should be a hundred, two hundred miles to the +northwards, travelling towards the Bay on my fool's errand, and who +would be here to capture him?" + +"Why, I should." + +"Precisely." + +Granger started; the way in which that last word had been spoken had +made Strangeways' meaning manifest. He blushed like a girl at the +shame of it. "Surely you don't still distrust me? You don't think me +such a sneak that, having got you out of the way, I'd let him slip by +and out?" + +"It looks like it." + +"But, man, don't you realise that our interests are the same?" + +"Since when?" + +"Since you told me of a woman who was done to death on a Yukon river, +and lay unburied all winter till the thaw came, and her body was +washed down to a creek near Forty-Mile, where it lay through the +summer naked, gazed upon, uncovered, and defiled." + +"I fancy you knew all that when you helped Spurling to escape." + +"Yes, but I didn't know that it was a woman, and I didn't know her +name." + +"And you don't know her name now." + +"I do; it was Jervis Mordaunt who wore a man's disguise." + +"I told you that she wore a woman's dress." + +"I know. I know." + +"Then do you mean to tell me that I lied?" + +"Perhaps, but not to accuse you. You said it out of kindness, and that +was partly true which you said. You meant that the body was naked when +it was found." + +"If you dare to speak of her like that again, I'll choke you, and run +the risk of getting hanged myself. The land has debased you, as the +Yukon debased your friend. I can read you; you're still half-minded to +play his game, and that's why you want to turn me back." + +"Yes, I want to turn you back. Spurling's a hard-pressed man and he's +dangerous. You can judge of what he is capable by what has just +happened. He's cunning and, in his way, he's brave; he wouldn't +scruple to take your life. Your best policy is to wait--either here or +at God's Voice, as you think best. The ice will soon be unsafe to +travel; already a mile from here, where the river flows rapidly round +from the south-west, the part on the inside bend is rotten. I had to +guide Spurling round that. At first, before I saw you and knew who you +were, I was tempted not to warn you, to let you take your own chance +and go on by yourself, and, perhaps, get drowned; but now, after I +have seen you and after what you have told me, I can't do that." + +"So you were tempted to let me drown myself, and now you are +repentant?" + +Granger bowed his head. + +"Then I tell you that if the ice were as rotten as your soul or +Spurling's, I would still follow him, though I had to follow him to +Hell. If I've got to die, I'll die game--and you shan't turn me back." + +Granger ran out after him, calling him to stay, offering to guide him +round the danger spot in his trail. But suspicion and untruthfulness +had done their work. Only once did he turn his head, when at the crack +of the whip the yellow-faced leader leapt forward in his traces. Then +he answered him and cried, "He killed the woman I loved, and he shall +pay the price though I follow him to Hell." + +So far as is known, these were the last words which Strangeways ever +said. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +THE LAST OF STRANGEWAYS + + +Granger returned to his shack and, closing the door, sat down beside +the stove in his accustomed place. He commenced to fill his pipe +slowly, stretching out his legs as if he were preparing for a long +night of late hours and thoughtfulness. But he could not rest, his +whole sensitiveness was listening and alert; the muscles of his body +twitched, as if rebuking him for the delay which he imposed on them. +He was expecting to hear a cry; whose cry, and called forth by what +agony, he did not dare to surmise, only he must get there before it +was too late. Somewhere between his shack and the Forbidden River he +must get before the agony began. He rose up, and putting on his capote +and snowshoes hurriedly, went out following Strangeways' trail. He had +no time to realise the folly of his action--this leaving of his store +unguarded and setting forth without an outfit at a season of the year +when, perhaps, within a week the ice would break. He did not consider +how far he might have to follow before he could hope to come up with +Strangeways; nor what Strangeways would think of and do with him if, +turning on a sudden his head, he should see the man who had lied to +him coming swiftly up behind. He would probably shoot him; but Granger +in his frenzy to save Strangeways' life did not think of that. His +brain was throbbing with this one thought, that if he did not catch +him up before he reached the Forbidden River, he would have seen the +last of him alive which any man would ever see in this world, unless +that man were Spurling. + +So now there were three men spread out across the ice, two of whom +followed in the other's steps. The first man was racing to preserve +his own life, the second was pursuing to take it, and the third was +following with all his strength that he might save the pursuer's life +from danger. Of these three the last man alone had no fear of death. +The other two were so eager to live, and one of them took such delight +in life! Yet, Strangeways was rushing to his destruction as fast as +that evil yellow-faced beast, tugging at the traces with might and +main, could take him--to where beneath the ice, or in some forest +ambush, lay crouched the hidden death. And if he should die, whose +fault would that be? Granger was man enough to answer, "The fault +would be mine. I told him untruth till he could not believe me when I +spoke the truth which would save his life." + +Now that he was left solitary again, he resumed that old habit of +lonely men of arguing with himself. Between each hurrying stride, he +panted out within his brain his unspoken words, his thoughts gasping +one behind the other as if his very mind was out of breath. Why had +Spurling come back? Why hadn't he killed all ten huskies outright, and +so prevented Strangeways from pursuing farther until the break-up of +the ice? He would have gained a month by that. His deed bore about it +signs of the ineffectual cunning of the maniac; it had been only worth +the doing if carried out bitterly to the end. Yet Spurling had not +gone mad; he was too careful of his life and future happiness to +permit himself to do that. Then he must have done it for a threat, +hoping by the daring and grim humour of his brutality to strike terror +into Strangeways and warn him back. Perhaps this was only one of many +such experiences which had occurred all along the trail from Selkirk, +and the pursuer had recognised both the motive and the challenge. +Well, if you're compelled to play the game of life-taking, you may as +well keep your temper, and set about it sportsmanly with a jest. Even +in this horrid revelation of character there was some of the old +Spurling left. + +Then his thoughts turned to Strangeways. He wondered, had he lied or +told the truth when he asserted that the body was not Mordaunt's which +was found at Forty-Mile? He hoped for the best, but he doubted. His +manner had been against it, and so had Spurling's; they had both been +keeping something back. Perhaps he had lied out of jealousy, because +he could not endure to think that this girl, for whom he had been +searching, who now was dead, had been loved by another man--and not a +worthy man either, but one whom he despised. + +(Granger knew that he also would have felt like that. The mere denial +of such a fact would have seemed somehow to reserve her more entirely +for himself.) + +He had not been able to bear the thought that, now that she was beyond +reach of all men's search, her memory should be shared with him by +another man with an equal quality of affection--it had seemed to him +like her hand stretched out from the grave to strip him of the few +mementoes of her which he had. For these reasons he might even have +lied truthfully, being self-persuaded that this Jervis Mordaunt was a +different girl. + +Granger heartily hoped that his suspicions might be mistaken, but +. . . Whatever happened he must come up with him, and ask him that +question once again. Maybe last time he had not spoken plainly; +Strangeways had not grasped what he meant. He could not remember how +his question had been phrased, but this time it should be worded with +such brutal frankness that there could be no chance of error. He would +lay hold of him strongly, and clasp him about the knees so that he +could not escape. He would never release his hold till his doubts had +been set at rest. He would say to him quite clearly, "I loved a girl +in the Klondike who called herself Jervis Mordaunt; she passed for a +man, and was clothed in a Yukon placer-miner's dress. She did not know +that I loved her; so you need not grieve if this murdered girl whom +you loved, and the one whom I call Mordaunt, were one and the same. I +fled from the Shallows where we worked together, partly in order that +she might not know that. Now will you tell me, once and for all, was +this girl, whom Spurling murdered, called Mordaunt? If you love God, +tell me the truth and speak out. I can bear the truth, but I cannot +endure this suspense." + +With the careful precision of a mind uncertain of its own sanity, he +repeated and re-balanced his phrases, distrusting his own exactness, +fearful lest he had not chosen such words as would make his meaning +plain. Ah, but by his gestures, if language failed him, he would cause +him to understand. For such news, even though it should be bad news, +he would pledge his honour to help Strangeways in his search for +Spurling. He would even volunteer to go single-handed and capture him +himself--bring him down to Murder Point by guile, where Strangeways +would be waiting to take him. The best and worst which he himself +could derive from such a promise would be only that he should meet +with death--but he should have thought of that offer earlier, and made +it while Strangeways was with him. + +At that word _death_ the purpose of his present errand flared vividly +in his mind, and he hurried his pace. + +Looking back across his shoulder through the darkness, for the moon +was under cloud, he could just make out where his store pinnacled the +mound at the Point; he had left the door open in the haste of his +departure and, over the threshold slantwise across the snow, the fire +from the stove threw an angry glare. It was only a mile from the Point +to the bend, yet he seemed to have been journeying for hours. The +surface of the river was difficult to travel because the snow which +had fallen was wet; it shrank away from the feet at every stride. For +this season of the year in Keewatin the night was mild; there was a +damp rawness, but scarcely any frost in the air. If the ice had been +rotten in the morning at the bend, it would be doubly treacherous now. +Ah, but he had warned Strangeways! Surely he would be sufficiently +cautious to half-believe him at least in that. When he came to where +the river turned northwards, he would forsake the short-cut of the old +trail and swing out into the middle stream, or work safely round along +the bank. If he couldn't scent danger for himself, his huskies would +choose their own path and save him, unless--unless, feeling the +smoothness of the old trail beneath the snow, they should lazily +choose that, or unless that leader of Spurling's should wilfully lead +them astray; but surely the four hind-dogs would have sense not to +follow him, and would hang back. + +He kept his eyes on the darkness before him, but to the northeast all +was shadowy; he could discern nothing. Yes, there was something moving +over there. He judged that he had already traversed three-quarters of +that interminable mile; surely he would be able to catch up with him +now. The recent blizzard had wiped out the old trail, but he could +still feel it firm beneath the snow; he was following in Strangeways' +tracks--Strangeways' which had been Spurling's. Then he came to a +point where the staler tracks, which were Spurling's, had branched out +into mid-stream to round the bend; but he saw to his horror that +Strangeways' had kept on to the left by the winter trail, toward the +spot of which he had warned him--he had even suspected that that final +warning was a trap. + +Ah, there he was straight ahead of him; he could see him distinctly +now. The moon, rising clear of cloud, made his figure plain. He called +to him, and it seemed that he half-turned his head. He was keeping +perilously near in to the bend. He called to him again, and signed to +him with his arms to drive out. Then once more a cloud passed before +the moon, making the land seem dead. + +He advanced cautiously, moving slowly, testing the strength of the ice +at each fresh step before trusting it with his weight. Underneath he +could hear the lapping of the current as it rushed rapidly round the +bend, and could feel the trembling of the crust beneath his feet, as a +man does the vibration of an Atlantic liner when the engines are +working at full pressure, and every plank and bolt begins to shake and +speak. When he had come to where Strangeways had been standing, he +stood still and listened. He could hear no sound of travel, no +cursing a man's voice, urging his dogs forward, or cracking of a whip. +Then he felt the ice sagging from under him, and the cold touch of +water creeping round his moccasins. From a rift in the cloud, a +segment of the moon looked out. Before and behind him lay the frozen +expanse of river, with its piled-up banks on either hand, and its +heavy blanketing of snow, smooth and level, making its passage seem +safe. Far over to the right stretched the trail of Spurling, showing +ugly and black against the white, where his steps and the steps of his +dogs had punctured the surface. Just before him, three yards distant, +the ice had broken open, leaving a gaping hole over whose jagged edges +the water climbed, and whimpered, and fell back, like a fretful child +in its cot, which has wakened too early and is trying to clamber out. + +As Granger watched, heedless of his own safety, a hand pushed out +above the current, the hooked fingers of which searched gropingly for +something to which they might make fast. Granger, throwing himself +flat in the snow, so as to distribute his weight, crawled towards it. +The hand rose higher, and then the arm, followed at last by the head +and eyes of Strangeways, but not the mouth. He had caught hold of a +point of ice and was trying to pull himself up by that; but something +(was it the swiftness of the current?) was dragging his body away from +under him so that the water was still above his nose and mouth. +Granger wormed his way to within arm-stretch and clasped his hand; but +the moment he commenced to pull, the weight became terrific--more than +the weight of one man--and he himself began to slide slowly forward +till his head and shoulders were above the water. Something was +tugging at Strangeways from below the river, so that his body jerked +and quivered like a fisherman's line when a well-hooked salmon is +endeavouring to make a rush at the other end. + +Granger was leaning far out now, the surface was curving from under +him and his chest had left the ice. Then he realised what had +happened: the loaded sledge had sunk to the bottom of the river-bed, +and was holding down the four rear-dogs by their traces; but the +leader, by struggling, had fought his way to within a few inches of +the outer air, and, clinging on to Strangeways' throat and breast, was +fiercely striving to climb up him with his teeth to where breathing +might be found, in somewhat the same manner as Archbishop Salviati did +in Florence to Francesco Pazzi, when the Gonfalonier hurled them both +out of the Palazzo window, each with a rope about his neck. + +(Strange what men will think of at a crisis! Granger was grimly +amused, and half-disgusted with himself. How absurd that of all things +at such a time he should have remembered that!) + +The weight of the four rear-dogs and the loaded sledge were gradually +dragging the leader down, and, with him, Strangeways. He held on +desperately; now and then, as he made a fresh effort, his yellow snout +would appear above the water or the top of his yellow head--except for +that, he might not have been there. But Granger was intent on +Strangeways; staring into his eyes, which were distant the length of +his arm out-stretched, he was appalled at the consternation they +reflected, and the evident terror of the end. If he could only get at +his knife, he might be able to effect something; but his knife was +beneath his capote, in his belt, and both his hands were occupied, +the one with supporting the drowning man, the other with preventing +himself from slipping further. + +He wanted to speak to Strangeways, but he could not think of any words +which were not so trivial as to sound blasphemous on such an occasion. +The man was growing weaker and heavier to hold; his eyes were losing +their vision, and the water rose in bubbles from his mouth. There was +only one last chance, that if he could support him long enough for the +husky at his throat to release his grip and die first, he might be +able to drag him out. + +Though all this had been the work of only a few seconds, his arm was +becoming numb and intolerably painful. Whatever it might cost him, he +promised himself that he would not let go till hope was at an end. He +was slipping forward again; he would soon overbalance. But what did +that matter to one who did not fear death? After all, an honourable +out-going is the best El Dorado which any man can hope to find as +reward for his long life's search. If he were to die for and with +Strangeways, he would at least prove to him that he was not entirely +worthless. + +Then, before it was too late, he found his words. "Be brave," he +shouted hoarsely, "be brave! It is only death." + +It would have seemed a preposterous supposition yesterday that the +private trader at Murder Point should ever be in a position to bid the +veriest scum among cowards to be brave. As he spoke, the intelligence +came back to Strangeways' eyes, the fear went out from them and the +features, losing their agony, straightened into an expression which +was almost grave. His hand became small in Granger's palm, as though +it were offering to slip away. + +Some deep instinct stirred in Granger; he suddenly loved this man for +the self-denial which that act betrayed. If there was to be a denial +of self, however, he was emphatic that his should be the sacrifice. +Was it this thought of sacrifice which brought religion to his +mind--some haunting, quick remembrance of those wise words about +"dying for one's friend"? + +Quite irrationally and without connection with anything which had +previously occurred, leaning yet further out at his own immediate +peril, shifting his grip to Strangeways' wrist that he might hold him +more firmly, he whispered, "Jesus of Galilee! Jesus Christ!" + +The face of the drowning man took on an awful serenity, a look of +holiness, as if at sight of something which stood behind Granger, +which he had only just discerned. He even smiled. Suddenly, with the +determination of one who had concluded and conquered an old +temptation, he wrenched away his hand. Granger made one last effort to +reach him, but the tugging of the beast below the surface, or its dead +weight, had drifted him out of arm-stretch. He sank lower. The water +rose, almost leisurely it seemed as if now certain of the one thing it +had desired, higher and higher up his face till it had reached his +eyes, quenched them, and nothing was left but a few bubbles which +floated to the surface and broke, sparkling in the moonlight. Granger +did not stir; as he had been paralysed, he lay there rigid with the +black waters washing about his face and hands. Then very slowly, as +though reluctant not to die, he drew himself back. When he had reached +safety, rising up, he gazed around; the land looked more desolate +than ever. The first words which he said were spoken sacredly, with +bated breath. "And that man told me," he muttered, "that he was afraid +of death. . . . To prefer to die at such a time, rather than risk my +life, was the act of a man who was very brave." And next he said, "I +wonder what were his last words when he crashed through the ice? I +expect he said, 'Damn.' Well, that was as good as any other word to +say; after all, all swearing, taken in a certain sense, is a form of +prayer--a bluff assertion of belief in the divine." + +Granger turned slowly about, and commenced to make his way back to the +Point. At first he spoke aloud to himself as a thought occurred. "I +distrusted that yellow beast of Spurling's from the first." "Now at +any rate Spurling is safe." "I haven't yet discovered whether Mordaunt +is dead,"--and so on. Then he ceased to speak with his lips, and his +thoughts were uttered in the silence of his brain. They had all to do +with Strangeways. + +He wondered what vision had been his, causing him to smile as he sank. +Did he think of that girl, and that he was going to meet her? Or of +the old home in England? Or of his school-days? Or was it the Thames +he thought about--of Oxford with its many towers, and the cry of the +coach along the tow-path as the eight swings homeward up-stream, in +the grey of a winter afternoon, to the regular click of the rowlocks +as the men pluck their blades from the water, feather and come forward +for the next stroke, making ready to drive back their slides as one +man with their legs? He was certain that whatever happened, and +however he should go out of life, did God spare him a moment's +consciousness, it would be the vision of Oxford with its domes and +spires, its austere and romantic quiet, its echoing cloisters and +passages, its rivers with their sedges of silver and of grey, which +would float before his dying eyes,--or would he think of Christ? Had +Christ been the vision which this man had seen? + +Strange thoughts for Keewatin! But death is always strange. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +THE BREAK-UP OF THE ICE + + +Nearly a month had gone by since the night on which Strangeways died. +Not that time mattered much to Granger, for, like the immortals, men +in Keewatin have dispensed with time: they have accepted as true the +lesson which philosophers have been striving to teach the world ever +since the human intellect first commenced to philosophise--that there +are no such ontological facts as Time and Space. Among the men of this +vast northern territory the outward expression of religion is rare; +they do not often speak, and then only of such interests as are +superficial to their lives. Yet here, in their fine neglect of the two +sternest of self-imposed, human limitations, the religious instinct is +manifest. As it would be sacrilege to count God's breaths, were that +possible, so to them it seems a kind of blasphemy to number the +recurrence of their own small perceptions when the Divine Perceived +seems so entirely unconscious of their very existence. Hence it +happens that one does not often hear a traveller speak of having +journeyed so many days or miles; his division is more casual, and +embraces only his own immediate actions--he has travelled so many +"sleeps," nothing more. + +As a rule, Indians are utterly deficient in the time-sense and can +give no intelligent account of their age. Their calendar is enshrined, +if they have one, in symbols which they use as decorations, painted +on the inside of their finest skins. They make their reckoning of the +years from some event which was once important to themselves, or to +their tribe. Thus, stars falling from the top to the bottom of a robe +represent the year of 1833, and an etching of an Indian with a broken +leg and a horn on his head stands for the year in which Hay-waujina, +One Horn, had his leg "killed." Back of that which is comparatively +immediate to their own experience, they have ceased to count or to be +inquisitive. + + "Real are the dreams of Gods, and smoothly pass + Their pleasures in a long immortal dream." + +So with both the joys and sorrows of these Northland men; hurry is not +necessary where time is unrecognised, and turbulence of emotion, +whether of grief or gladness, is felt to be out of place in a +_dream-being_, whose sole reality is its unreality. Their personal +unimportance to the Universe, and remoteness from the Market-place of +Life allow them to dawdle. Their experiences have no sharp edges, no +abrupt precipices, no divisive gulfs, no defined beginnings and +endings. The book of their sojourn in this world has neither chapters +nor headings; the page runs on without hindrance from tragedy to +comedy, comedy to farce, farce to melodrama, and thence to tragedy +again--always it returns to tragedy. They stride round the Circle of +the Emotions without halting, merging from joy into sorrow without +preface, till one day the feet grow wearier and lag, the eyes grow +clear and, almost without knowing it, as did Strangeways, their dream +going from them, they awake--motionlessly pass out of life, and enter +into _What_? + +If smoothness of passage and apparent endlessness be the two main +qualities of the divine existence, then the lives of men in Keewatin +are both divine and real; only we, of the outside world, would call +this same smoothness dulness, and its endlessness its most torturing +agony. + +The past month had dragged by with Granger as would a century with +normal men, except that in the entire span of those hundred years +there had been no summer. In them he had lived through and remembered +every emotion which had ever come to him. His brain was confused with +remembering, fevered with anguish of regret for things lost, which +would never come again. He had nearly succumbed to that most unmanly +of all spiritual assailants, the coward of Self-Pity--would have +succumbed, had not Self-Scorn rendered him aid. + +From sunrise to sunset the winter had slowly thawed: the trees had +uncovered their greens and browns, thrusting themselves forth from +beneath the rain-washed greyness of the melting snow; the river, +reluctantly at first, had cracked and swayed, and become engraved by +miniature streams which ate their way, as acid on metal, across its +surface. Strange messages those narrow streams of water wrote; strange +they seemed at least to Granger as he watched them day by day. +Sometimes they seemed to be writing words, and sometimes drawing +faces. The words he could not always decipher; when he did they were +mostly proper names, STRANGEWAYS, SPURLING, MORDAUNT, EL DORADO. The +faces were more easy to recognise, and three of them corresponded to +the first three names. There was one morning when he awoke, having +dreamed of the horrible revenge which he would take, and going to the +window was appalled to see a new face scrawled upon the ice--his own, +yet not his own; the evil likeness to the self which had come to him +in the Klondike. He was puzzled, and set to work to discover the +reason for these signs. Then a verse which he had once learnt as a +child came back to him, "Jesus stooped down and wrote with his finger +on the ground, _as though he heard them not_. And _they which heard +it_, being convicted by _their own_ conscience, went out one by one, +beginning at the eldest, even unto the last; and Jesus was left alone, +_and the woman_." + +So he knew that it was God's hand which had etched that warning +likeness overnight, which his own conscience had discerned, accusing +him. Also, in gazing upon that drawing he heard a voice, which was his +own voice, used as a medium for another mind, saying, "Now that thou +hast seen what thou art like, go out, that I may be left alone _and +Spurling_." So Granger had agreed with God that day that he would +cease from his dreams of human vengeance, and leave Him alone with +Spurling. He did not dare to tell God all his thoughts, but he felt +certain that, had Spurling's opinions been consulted, he would have +preferred to be left alone with John Granger. It was terrible enough +to have to dwell between God's footsteps, as all men must who live in +Keewatin, when His eyes were averted, and He Himself walked by +seemingly unconscious of your presence; but to have to live there when +He had noticed your presence, and His face was lifted up, while His +gaze was bent upon you, with no hope of escape, a fugitive from human +justice, alone in an empty land with your own conscience and Him as +your accuser, that was to protract the shamefaced confusion of the +Last Judgment through every day of your life. Granger felt that in +making that compact he had done his worst by Druce Spurling. + +In the middle hours of the night which followed this agreement, which +he chose to think of as his compromise with Deity, he was awakened by +a thunderous sound, and jumping from his bunk saw that the river had +broken up and the ice was going out, as though God, having finished +His argument which He had written there, were rubbing out His words. +Flinging wide the door, he ran down the mound to the bank, shouting +like a boy. As he went he had a panoramic vision of all the other men, +both white and red, along the six hundred miles of river which +stretched from the great lake to the Hudson Bay, who had been awakened +as he had been, and now, or sometime that night, would be doing what +he was doing, rushing half-clad beneath the stars down to the +river-bank calling on the loneliness to rejoice--the loneliness, which +throughout the frozen months had listened so faithfully to all that +they had had to say, blasphemous or otherwise, and had made no reply. +But this night both silence and loneliness were violated, and cried +aloud with rage protestingly; whereat the river only clapped its hands +and squeezed its passage, and huddled between its ruined +winter-barriers ever northward to the freedom of the Bay. + +This was the one night in all the year when revolt was permitted, and +the Bastile of Keewatin fell. Fell! Yes, soon the summer would raise +it up again in a newer form, only a little less intolerable; and +afterwards the winter, that master-builder, would return as a king +from his exile. But no one thought of such catastrophe to-night. For +the moment it seemed that the reign of tyranny was ended and the +millennium had begun--chaos, which men mistake for millennium. + +Granger stood above the bank repeating to himself over and over, "The +ice is going out! The ice is going out!" as if it were a fact +incredible. Every moment the air vibrated with a roar, and the earth +was shaken as some new horseman of the ice was overthrown and hurried +by in flight, only to halt presently, ranged side by side with some of +his fellows, to make yet another stand. Certainly it was a battle +which was being fought, and one which must be lost. + +As far as sound could travel, from the west and from the north, he +could hear the cannonade, and what seemed like the clatter of hoofs, +and the clash of thrown-away swords. It was possible to imagine +anything when Nature was making a change so titanic. Now the water was +the black horse of Revelation, with a sable rider on his back who +carried "a balance in his hand,"--and he was in pursuit. And the ice +was the pale horse, and he that sat upon him, his name was Death, and +Hades followed with him,--and he was in flight. And now, when some +great floe jammed in its passage round the Point, and the ice piled +up, it became for Granger a magician's silver palace in Aragon, which +a dark-mailed knight of Christendom had travelled leagues to demolish. +Outside it shone resplendent and crystal in the starlight; but within +it was full of uncleanness, and by day it would vanish. + +He amused himself with these fancies, and followed them to their +furthest length. He could see the faces of the beleaguered, now evil +with terror, peering out from the casements, and the stern old +enchanter in the turret, over whose ledges flowed down his snow-white +beard. He could hear the hoarse-throated clamour of the knight as he +led his company about the walls, and rammed in the castle's gateway, +shouting, "For Christ! For Christ!" The structure trembled and the +turret commenced to wave in the air, as it had been a banner. The +sorcerer looked out, his eyes were filled with dismay--he could not +withstand that name of 'Christ'; he plunged from the height, spreading +abroad his arms, and was lost in the blackness of the underground. The +dark host swept over the palace still shouting, "For Christ! For +Christ!" In the twinkling of an eye, both the evil one and the +avenging host were gone--all was resolved into turbid water and +submerged, groaning ice. + +So he watched the break-up of the ice, and the travelling of the river +which, slipping by at his feet, going forth to wander the world, left +him stationary. Perhaps some drops of this Last Chance River would +some day be washed up in a wave on the tropic shores of Ceylon, or, +having spent a winter in the Arctic, would be carried down in a berg +and, having melted, flow on round Cape Horn to the Pacific till they +came to Polynesia, where they would be parted by the swimming hands of +dusky, slender girls. He grew jealous at the thought, and bending down +baled out some of the water in his palms, and threw it on the ground, +saying angrily, "You at least shall stay." Then he laughed at his +folly and was comforted by thinking, "When my body is dead, it also +will journey forth. I must be patient like the river, and wait. In +God's good time I also shall wander round the world." + +"But shall I know? Shall I be conscious of that?" the spirit of +discontent inquired. + +Granger shook his head irritably, as if by so doing he could throw off +these troublesome imaginations. Since the death of Strangeways, he had +not recovered his poise of soul. Ah, and Strangeways! Was Strangeways +conscious of his body's release, and the permission which death had +given him to wander forth? How odd to think that that body, which had +been born of a woman in England and tended by her hands, which had +strolled through English lanes and over Oxford meadows, gesticulating +and talking, doing good and evil, which even in its life had brought +the man who inhabited it so many miles from home, now that the soul +had departed from it, should be hurrying away alone to hide itself in +Arctic fastnesses! Did Strangeways know that? Was he conscious of this +new adventure? Well, if God was so anxious to take care of Spurling, +He could be trusted to look after Strangeways--if anything of him +survived. + +The melting of the ice had chilled the air. The coldness of his yet +living body awoke him to a realisation of the petty suffering of that +small part of his universe which was explored and known. Taking one +last look at the ruin which the one night's thaw had worked, the +pinnacles, and beauty, and whiteness which it had destroyed, +"Courage!" he said, "for this is life." + + + + +CHAPTER X + +A MESSAGE FROM THE DEAD + + +The sun was shining down; the spring rains had ceased; within less +than a month winter had vanished, and summer had swept through +Keewatin with a burst of gladness. The land was riotously green; +through the heart of it wandered the river, newly released, a streak +of azure, or of gilded splendour where smitten by the sun. Although +its waters were running freely, many memories of the frozen quiet +still remained in the shape of ice piled up along its banks, sometimes +to the height of fifteen feet, and of snow in the more shady hollows +of the forest, which glimmered distantly between leaves and branches +hinting at secret woodland lakes. Even the most backward among the +trees had commenced to unfold their buds. All day long, and through +the major portion of the night, the frogs continued to whistle in the +marshes and along the river's edges. Flock after flock of duck +arrived, flashing their wings against the sky, dropping from under a +cloud suddenly, and coming to rest in the water with a shower of +spray, where they rode at ease side by side, like painted, anchored +merchantmen returned in safety from the earth's end. Now the wild +swan, teal, or goose would go by with a whirr of wings, crying +hoarsely. To make the world seem yet more wide an occasional gull +would heave in sight, drifting without effort in silent flight +majestically. In the forest Granger was conscious of a commotion at +the cause of which he could only guess. Love was at work in the +shadows, or what among the dumb creation passes for love. There was a +continual stirring of leaves, the rustle of branches forced aside, the +scattering of birds, those spies and betrayers of the four-footed +animal, and the grievous low wail of the wolf. Sometimes a fish would +leap in the river, flash silvery and dripping in the sunlight, on its +bridal journey from the ocean. Was it an act of gallantry, he +wondered, which some deep-sea female witnessed from beneath the ripple +of the stream, or was it a terrified effort to escape from love. He +knew what that best of all passions could mean to the forest animal, +and how cruel it might become. Often in the fall of the year he had +watched a doe, seen her dash down the river bank, stand quivering, +leap in and swim, made fearless of man because she knew that her +lover, the stag, was not far behind. + +This frenzy of passion set him thinking, and made him long for the +return of Peggy Ericsen. He knew that his love for her was not of the +highest, was little more than physical, not much nobler than forest +love; but what was a man to do, and how guide his conduct when all the +world was a-mating? On occasions he had a clearer vision, and realised +with a sense of sudden shame to how low a level he had sunk. Then he +would strive to throw off this attraction for a half-breed girl by +recalling the faces of all the other women whom he had admired and +loved. Yet this also was dangerous, for it caused him to remember +Mordaunt, thoughts of whom roused up anger within him against +Spurling. He had agreed to leave him to God, and could not go back on +his word; therefore he must forget Mordaunt and, if his mind must be +haunted by womankind, think only of Peggy. Peggy! Well, she was not a +bad little sort. Pretty? Yes. But between her and himself there could +be no community of mind. He knew that for hundreds of years it had +been the custom of traders and white trappers to take to themselves a +squaw from a tribe of friendly Indians, sometimes for the sake of +commercial advantages, sometimes for defence, sometimes for domestic +convenience, rarely for love. But there his education, which would +have served him well in an older land, stood in his way, as it had so +often done, making him over-delicate. + +He could find it in his heart to wish himself more ignorant and less +refined. That glamour of intellectual gentility, which England sets +such store by, had made him unfit for the outdoor brutalities of +northern life. In his catastrophe he knew that he was not single, +though there was small consolation in that; all through Canada he had +encountered younger sons, drawing-room bred young gentlemen, who +worked in lumber camps, on railroads, and in mines by day, and spelt +out their Horace from ragged texts by brushwood fires, beneath the +stars, or in verminous shacks by night. Their power to construe a dead +language served to differentiate them from their associates, and, +rather foolishly if heroically, to bolster up their pride. + +But, to return to Peggy, what a pity it was that she had insisted on +the marriage ceremony! Yet, he respected her for that. _But_, and +there was always a but in Granger's reasonings, suppose he should get +his chance to return to England one day! And this would certainly +happen to him on his mother's death. And suppose, when he had +tethered himself to this half-breed wife, he should get word that +Mordaunt was still alive! Granger was always at a loss when the moment +for decision presented itself; he was too moderate, too far-sighted +and philosophic to act immediately. It takes an abrupt, coarse-grained +man, or a prophet, to handle a crisis efficiently; your man who is +only endowed just beyond the average sees too far--and not far enough. +The insolent infringement of personality which he had suffered as man +and child from his mother's unwise interference had caused him to +become a chronic hesitator. As usual, in this case as in all others, +he determined to let matters slide, to give circumstance an unfettered +opportunity to evolve its own event. He was content to remain the +spectator of his own career, allowing Chance to be the only doer of +the deeds which went to make up the record of his life. And what would +Chance do next? The Man with the Dead Soul might return at any hour +from his winter's hunt, bringing with him his daughter, in which case +most surely his book of life would commence to write out its latest +chapter of disgrace. + +Beorn had cached a canoe at the mouth of the Forbidden River, and +therefore would reach the Point up-stream from the northward. Granger +found excitement in the thought that any minute, looking out from his +window, he might discover the approach of his future wife. The more he +allowed his fancy to dwell upon her, the more pleasant her image +became for him. After all, there is always something of romance, at +first at any rate, in marrying out of your blood heritage. Pizarro +must have felt that when he took to himself Inez Huayllas Nusta, the +Inca princess. The havoc of affection which was being enacted +secretly beneath the shadow of the forest trees urged him on, crying, +"Take your pleasure while it is yours, winter will return. Short views +of life are best." Having listened to that advice for several days, he +allowed himself to be persuaded. It seemed to him, when he remembered +how they had parted, that it would be a gallant and reconciling act to +set forth to meet her. Moreover, though the mind that was in him stood +aside from the project in disdain, the body cried, "Forward! Forward!" +in chorus with the song of the wild-wood. + +Early one morning he carried down his canoe to the water's edge, +loaded it with a week's provisions, padlocked his store and set out. +As the prow drove forward down-stream, exultation entered into him. He +was playing at saying good-bye to his long exile; miles ahead lay the +Hudson Bay, and beyond that England. If his boat were not so frail and +his arms were stronger, by pressing on and onward he could escape. +These were scarcely the thoughts with which a man should set out to +meet his bride. Desires to meet and avoid her alternated even now, +when with each fresh thrust of the paddle he approached her nearer +presence. Yet, even to his way of thinking, there was something epic +in the situation--that this girl of an alien tradition and a savage +race, with her copper skin, and blue-black hair, and timid eyes, +should be threading her passage up her native river, through the early +summer, toward her western lover who was hastening down the self-same +primeval highroad to meet her. Oh, he would be very happy with Peggy! +Thus imagining himself on through the labyrinth of passionate fancy, +he floated down stream, shrouded in the morning mist. He had to go +slowly, for he could not see far ahead, and travel by water was still +treacherous by reason of belated floes of ice. Over to the eastward +the sun winked down on him with a dissipated bloodshot eye, knowingly, +with the cruel misanthropic humour of a tired man of the world who, +regarding idealism as a jest, had guessed at the purpose of his errand +and was eager to declare his own shrewd cleverness. + +And if the sun is a cynic, who can blame him? He alone of created +things has an intimate knowledge of all live things' love affairs, +from when Eve shook back her hair and lifted up her lips, to the last +girl kissed in Japan. The canoe drifting out of a scarf of mist +brought Granger in sight of the bend, where Strangeways had been +drowned. He plunged his paddle deeper in the water, thrusting it +forward to stay the progress of the prow, and glanced from side to +side, then straight ahead. He had caught the smell of burning. On the +northern side of the bend, curling above the trees, he could detect +the rise of smoke. Someone had lit a fire and was camping there. But +who? Was it Beorn and Peggy? No, they would not camp so near their +destination; they would have pushed on to the store for rest. Nor +could it be men from the Crooked Creek coming up to God's Voice; the +season was as yet too early for them to be expected. Then, was it +Spurling? + +Paddling out into the middle stream, he stole beneath the farther +bank, and, rounding the bend, came in sight of two men, the one seated +upright before the fire cooking his bannocks, the other stretched out +twenty paces distant at the edge of the underbrush, completely covered +with a robe, motionless as if he slept. The man who was awake looked +up, shaded his eyes, then rising to his feet came down to the water's +edge and waved his hand. + +Granger recognised in him his friend Pere Antoine, the gaunt old +Jesuit of Keewatin. No one could remember, not even the Indians, at +what time he had first come into the district; he seemed to have been +there always and was of a great age. Yet, despite his many years, he +could travel miracles of journeys in the name of Mary's son. It was +said of him that he was always to be seen mounting the sky-line in +times of crisis and temptation; that he knew by instinct where men +were in spiritual peril, as the caribou scents water; that he had +often broken out of the forest unexpectedly in time to prevent murder. +There were Indians to be found who would circumstantially assert that +they had met with Pere Antoine, five hundred miles distant from the +spot where he had last been seen, walking in the wilderness radiantly, +wearing the countenance of Jesus Christ. + +Granger recalled these legends as he gazed toward the camp; he watched +the figure of the sleeping man--and he thought of Spurling. Was this +Spurling? He tried to make out the man's identity by his figure's +outline, but the robes which were piled above him forbade that. Yet +within himself he was sure that his guess was correct. What was more +likely than that Antoine should have met the fugitive wandering up the +Forbidden River, perhaps sick and starving, should have taken his +confession and compassionately have brought him back? Probably it was +Antoine's purpose that they two should be reconciled. He might even +have converted Spurling and have brought back God into his life, so +that now he was willing to return to Winnipeg to give himself up, and +to take his chance of death. + +Having run his canoe aground between the bank-ice, he stepped out and +grasped the Jesuit's hand. + +"God has arrived before you this time, Pere Antoine," he said, jerking +his head in the direction of the sleeping man; "he has already done +your work. I have promised Him that I will do no harm to your +companion, so you have arrived too late." + +"If it was God who arrived," he said, "I am content." + +He spoke significantly, hinting at a further knowledge of which he +supposed Granger to be possessed. + +"If it was not God, then who else?" + +"Ah, who else?" + +Granger, in common with most white men of the district, had fallen +into the Indian superstition that Pere Antoine was omniscient; it came +to him as a shock that he might be unaware of how God had written on +the ice. Usually in talking with the priest he took short-cuts in his +methods of communication, leaving many things understood but +unmentioned, as a man is wont to do when conversing with himself. + +"There is no doubt that it was God," he said; "He did not want me to +murder this man. He wished that I should leave him alone, to be judged +in the forest by Himself. Therefore, if you have brought him here with +you to make us friends, I will not do that; but I will promise you, as +I have promised God, that I will not be his enemy." + +Antoine tapped him on the arm gently, looking him full in the face +with his grave, penetrating eyes: "And did not God Himself arrive too +late?" he asked. + +Granger flushed hotly, for he thought that he detected an under-tone +of accusation in the way in which those words were uttered. "Tell me, +is he dead?" he asked abruptly. + +"He is dead." + +"Is it . . . is that his body over there?" + +"You should know best." + +Involuntarily Granger sank his voice, now that he knew that that +sleeping man was dead. He pressed closer to the priest and commenced +to whisper, now that he knew that no noise of his, however loud, could +disturb the rest of this man who would never wake. Sometimes, when in +the hurry of his speech his voice had been by accident a little +raised, he would cease speaking, lift up his head, and peer furtively +from side to side, then over to where the dead man lay, to make +certain that he had not stirred,--all this lest someone in that great +silence should have heard what he had said. Thus does the presence of +the dead accuse living men, as if by our mere retention of life we did +them injury. Wheresoever we encounter them, whether in the hired pride +of the vulgar city hearse, or in the pitiful disarray of bleached +bones and tattered raiment strewn on a mountainside, they make even +those of us who are remotest from blame feel guilty men. + +"But, Pere Antoine, I did not kill him," Granger was saying. "I was +gravely tempted, but God wrote upon the ice and stayed my hand. This +man was once my friend, and is now again--now that he is dead. Let me +uncover and look upon his face." + +But the priest withheld him. "Not yet--not yet," he said. "Let us +first talk together awhile, that I may hear what has happened, and get +to understand." + +So there in the quiet of the early morning, with nothing to break the +stillness save the crackling of the fire, and the flowing of the +river, and the occasional flight of a bird, Granger told the priest +all his story, from his first dream of El Dorado to the thoughts of +escape and of Peggy Ericsen which he had had, as drifting down-stream, +he had caught the smell of burning and come in sight of the bend. It +was a true confession; nothing to his own discredit was left out. + +When he came to an end the mist had lifted, and the sun rode high in +the heavens disentangled of cloud. All the time that he had been +speaking the priest had sat motionless, with his head bent forward +listening, his knees drawn up and his arms about them. Now that the +tale was over, he slowly turned his head; and then it was for the +first time that Granger knew what the Indians meant when they said +that they had met with Pere Antoine in the wilderness, walking +radiantly, wearing the countenance of Jesus Christ. There was such a +brightness about him that he could not bear his gaze, but trembling +with a kind of fearful joy fell forward on his face, covering his eyes +with his hands. And still the priest said nothing, not trusting +himself to speak, perhaps, so great was his compassion. + +But it was not long before Granger was conscious of a hand, hard and +horny and ungentle, as far as outward circumstance could make it so, +which rested on his head. At last he spoke. "I think I understand," he +said, and then, after a pause, "but you will never help yourself or +the world by merely being sad. No man ever has." + +When Granger answered nothing nor lifted up his head, he spoke again. +"Does that seem a strange judgment to pass on you here in Keewatin? +Does it sound too much like the speech of a city man? Nevertheless, it +is because of your flight from sadness that you have met with all your +dangers. All your life you have spent in striving to escape from +things which are sad. Why did you dream of El Dorado when you were in +London? Because, as you yourself have told me, exquisiteness of dress +did not reassure you of another's happiness; you were always +remembering that a decent coat may sometimes cover cancer. You are one +of those who suffer more because of the sores of Lazarus than Lazarus +himself. That is well and Christlike, if you suffer gladly--which you +do not. So you left London and travelled half across the world to +Yukon, only to find a greater wretchedness; for your misery growing +vicious pursued you, and goaded you on to crime. Once more to escape +you left Yukon and came to Winnipeg, and came up here, and still you +are sad. Will I tell you why? Always, always you have depended on +yourself for escape and rest. That is useless, for your sadness does +not belong to any city, or any land; it is within yourself. Wherever +you have travelled you have carried it with you. You must look for +help from outside yourself." + +Again he paused, but Granger did not stir. Then he repeated, speaking +yet more gently, "I am an old man and have lived in Keewatin the +length of most men's lives, yet I have not always lived up here. I was +not always happy, and I say to you, you must look for help from +outside yourself." + +Then Granger answered him, keeping his head still bowed. + +"Where, where must I look for help?" + +"Lift up your head." + +He obeyed, and the first sight he saw was the face of Pere Antoine +bent above him. Again he was struck with its likeness to the +traditional face of Christ--but the face was that of a Jesus who had +grown grey in suffering and had been often crucified, who was very +ancient and had not yet attained his death. Then he thought he knew +what le Pere had meant by saying that he must look for help from +outside himself. He turned his eyes away and gazed into the sunshine, +and on the greenness of the awakened country. Somehow it all looked +very happy and changed from what it had been before they two had met. +He vaguely wondered whether already he might not be now experiencing +that help. But, as had always happened to him after tasting of a +momentary joy, in turning his head he found a new grief awaiting him, +for there, twenty paces distant, stretched out at the edge of the +underbrush, covered with a robe, he caught sight of that recumbent +figure, lying motionless as if it slept. He shuddered, and seizing the +priest by the arm, speaking hoarsely with suppressed excitement, +exclaimed, "Where did he come from? But where did you find him?" + +"I found him stretched out on the bank-ice, awaiting me as I paddled +up-stream toward the bend." + +"Then he was coming back. God must have met him down there on the +Forbidden River and have spoken with him face to face; he could not +endure His voice, so he fled. Oh, to come back at such a season, when +the river was in flood, he must have been terribly afraid. He must +have clambered his way up-stream, all those hundred miles, running by +the bank. Pere Antoine, you know many things, what kind of words were +those, do you suppose, that God spoke to Spurling?" + +"The kind of words which God always speaks to men; He told him the +truth about himself." + +"The truth about himself? There are few who could endure to hear +that." + +"Yes, He would accuse him with a question, I think." + +"What makes you say that?" + +"Because that is the way in which God usually speaks to men. He asked +Adam a question, and Adam hid himself; he asked Cain a question, and +Cain became a vagabond in the earth." + +They sat in silence awhile, and then Granger said, "And if God were to +speak to me, what question would He ask?" + +"I think he would say, 'John Granger, by how much are you better than +Spurling, whom you condemn?'" + +"You are right; yes, I think He would say that. Even I have asked +myself that question before to-day." + +"You did not ask yourself; it was God's voice." + +"And I could give no answer to what He said. Pere Antoine, before we +met, I had often wondered what I would say to Spurling should we meet +again. I had planned all manner of kindly phrases to make him again my +friend; but I had thought of him as coming to me prosperous, with the +approval of the world. When he came to me in poverty, asking help, in +peril of his life for a sin which had been almost mine, I turned him +away. He had chosen me out from among all men between Winnipeg and the +Klondike, as the only one to whom he could safely go for help; and I +turned him away. I see it clearly now; God sent to me this man whom I +had wished to murder, when he had performed my crime, that, by +endangering my life for his, I might cleanse myself. When all men had +failed him, he and God expected that I, at least, would understand. +But for Mordaunt, I might have had to flee as he fled, changed by the +raising of a gun and hasty pulling of a trigger into a Judas to all +that is best; I might have had to support within me his utter +solitariness and agony of mind, and have been compelled to see myself +as debased throughout and forever by a single, momentary act. How he +must have suffered! I shall fear to die now; till now I have been +afraid only of life." + +"Why will you fear to die?" + +"Because I shall meet with Spurling, and then I shall hear God's +question and His accusing voice." + +The priest laid a hand upon his shoulder gently. "Ah, my child, but +you forget," he said; "in the country where Spurling has gone he will +have learnt how to understand." + +That thought was new to Granger, that of the two faults his own was +the greater and that forgiveness belonged to Spurling. He sat +motionless for a long time arguing it out; he wanted to be exactly +just to both Spurling and himself. The fire died down and Pere Antoine +threw on more brushwood; the sun grew tall in the heavens and a rain +cloud gathered in the west; the floe-ice caught in its passage round +the bend, gasped and whined and, tearing itself free again, vanished +down river out of sight. The arithmetic of the problem stood thus: +Spurling's sin had been the result of a sudden violence, his own of a +conscious and premeditated uncharitableness. Which sin was morally the +worse, to shoot a fellow creature in a fit of passionate desperation, +or to turn your back upon a bygone benefactor who comes to you in +distress, comes to you when his heart is breaking, because he can +trust himself with no one else? "My sin is the greater," Granger told +himself, "I am more wrongful than wronged against"; his thoughts going +back to what le Pere had said, he added, "I am Cain, and yet I judged +Spurling as if I had been God Himself." + +He was roused from his meditation by a dull thudding sound which had +commenced behind his back; turning his head, he saw that Pere Antoine +was already digging a grave. Rising without a word, he began to lend a +hand. They had not gone far when they found that the ground was hard +as granite, that it had not yet thawed out; then they commenced to +look for stones to pile upon the body so that, since the grave would +be shallow, they might raise a mound above it to prevent the wolves +from getting the body out. + +By the time they had completed their preparations the rain was falling +in large and heavy drops, and the storm was blowing in great gusts +through the forest, causing the young leaves to shudder and whisper +together, and to turn their backs to the wind. The priest and the +trader stood upright from their work and gazed at one another. Already +the narrow hole, which they had scooped out, was filling with water; +there was no time to lose; yet neither seemed inclined to hurry. At +last Pere Antoine said, "So you are sure that you did not do it?" + +"I cannot be sure of that." + +"Ah, but you did not do it in the way I mean? You did not kill him +with the strength of your hands?" + +They went together to the edge of the underbrush where the dead man's +body lay, and carried it, without disturbing the coverings, to the +side of the grave; there they set it down. + +"I cannot bear that he should lie in that dampness," Granger broke +out; "I remember when we were in London, how he used to hate the wet. +Coldness he could put up with or the hottest sunshine, but he could +not endure the damp. He said it made him feel as though the world was +crying, like a dreary woman because her youngest child was dead. We +can't drop him into that puddle and leave him there." + +He commenced to strip off his clothes, and to fold them along the +floor of the grave. When he had apparently made all ready, he stooped +down again and smoothed out a ruck, lest its discomfort should irk the +dead. + +"Now," he said, "let me see his face for the last time, for he was my +friend." + +Le Pere bent down, and drew the coverings back to the waist, while +Granger leant over him in his eagerness. The body, having lain upon +the ice, had been well preserved, no feature had been disturbed; but +it was not the body of a man who was newly dead, nor was it the face +of Spurling. So absorbed had Granger been by thoughts of the comrade +whom he had treated harshly, and by the mysterious meaning of the +writing which he had seen upon the ice, that the likelier solution of +the problem of this man's identity had not entered into his head, that +the body might be that of Strangeways, thrown up by the back-rush of +the current around the bend. + +"Strangeways," he muttered, "it is Strangeways." And with those words +his charity towards Spurling began to ebb. + +Pere Antoine, when he heard it, realising that these were the remains +of an officer of justice, for whom, when he did not return, search +would be made, and not of an escaped murderer with a price upon his +head, at news of whose death Authority would be glad, went down on his +hands and knees and began to examine the clothing of the dead for +proofs of his identity, which could be sent in to headquarters for the +establishing of his death. He foresaw that there was need for care; +when the matter came to be investigated, it would be discovered that +Granger had been Spurling's partner in the Klondike; questions would +certainly be asked of Robert Pilgrim, as Hudson Bay factor and head +man of the district, concerning Granger's conduct in Keewatin, and no +good word could be looked for from that quarter. That which would tell +most heavily against him would be this fact, that two men, separated +by a few hours, were known to have passed God's Voice en route for the +independent store of Garnier, Parwin, and Wrath, the first a hunted +criminal, the second an officer of justice--the criminal had escaped +and the officer was dead. Presumably both pursued and pursuer had +arrived at Murder Point, for the body of Strangeways, the follower, +had been found a mile down-river below the Point. Then where was +Spurling? And how had he managed to escape, if he had not been helped? +Who could have helped him save Granger? And why was Strangeways dead? + +These were some of the many questions which avenging justice would be +sure to ask, and, however skilfully they might be answered, the priest +knew well that it would be difficult to prevent suspicion from +attaching to a hated independent trader, especially when it became +known that he had once been the fugitive's friend. Why, he himself had +suspected Granger at first! + +His present purpose was, if possible, to gather such proofs from the +dead man's clothing as would exclude the doubt of foul play, and +establish as a fact Granger's assertion that the corporal had arrived +at his death by the accident of drowning. + +In the meanwhile, he was not meeting with much success in his search, +for the right arm of the dead man was pressed so rigidly across his +breast that it could not be moved without breaking; the hand was +concealed and the fingers tangled in the folds of his dress, as if +even in the last moments of life he had been conscious that he kept a +secret hidden there. Only with violence could it be forced aside, and +to this the priest was averse; he commenced to cut away the clothing, +above downwards from the neck, below upwards from the belt. The cloth +ripped easily, having become rotten with the wet, but the trimmings of +fur were tough and obstinate to separate. When he had slit the capote +and under-garments above and below the arm in two big flaps, he rolled +them back, laying bare the breast, where he discovered a silver chain +which went about the neck, the pendant to which, wrapped in the +portion of the dress that had covered it, was clutched in the icy +hand. He now cut away the stuff from around the hand, and, with a +severity which seemed both profane and cruel, bent back the fingers +one by one, compelling them to release their hold, so that the bones +were heard to crack. + +"What are you doing?" cried Granger, angrily, being roused by the +sound from an unsatisfactory examination of the mixed feelings which +had arisen within him on discovering that Spurling, whom he had just +been regretting, was not dead. "Why must we torture him? Why can't we +leave him alone, and lay him decently in his grave?" + +"Perhaps in order that we may prevent you from being hanged." + +"From being hanged! You mistake me for Spurling, Pere Antoine; your +memory must be failing. What have I done to deserve such courtesy at +the hands of Fate? Why should men want to hang me?" + +"For the murder of Strangeways." + +Granger stood back, and drew himself erect, as if by asserting his +physical cleanness and manhood he could refute the accusation. He +lifted up his head and gazed with a fixed stare on the landscape, +seeing nothing. Yes, it was true, they could make that accusation; +there was sufficient evidence for suspecting him and, with the aid of +a few lies and inaccurate statements on the part of his +enemies--Robert Pilgrim, for instance, and Indians whom he had +offended--sufficient evidence might be got together to bring him to +the gallows. A fitting ending that for the son of the ambitious mother +who had stinted herself and planned for his success, and a most +appropriate sequel to the example of reckless bravery set by the last +two generations of his father's house! + +Dimly, slowly, as he stood there in the northern icy drizzle, with his +eyes on the muddy river hurrying toward its freedom between jagged +banks, he came very wretchedly to realise that there was only one way +in which he could save himself, a way, albeit, which both his loyalty +and honour forbade, by becoming ardent in the pursuit and effecting +the capture of Spurling, that so he might prove his innocence. An +emotion of shame and self-disgust throbbed through him that it should +have been possible for him, even for a moment, to entertain such a +coward's thought as that. He shook himself free from temptation and +looked about. What was Pere Antoine doing? What had he meant by saying +that he was perhaps preventing him from being hanged? Did he still +believe him to be guilty, as he had evidently done at first? + +Pere Antoine was intent upon his undertaking; when asked, he only +shook his head, saying, "If I believed you guilty, why should I +endeavour to find the signs which will prove you innocent? Would I do +that, do you think, if I believed you to be a guilty man?" + +Granger was softened by those words; they meant a great deal to him at +such a time, spoken as they were curtly by one who was so eager to +rehabilitate his character before all the world that he had no moments +to waste in argument. They were far more convincing to him of the true +opinion which le Pere held of him than an hour consumed in apology, +which would have been an hour spent in idleness. He came and knelt +down by the side of the priest, and gazed on the results of his work. +He saw the cold white face of Strangeways with the eyes set wide, +staring upwards at the clouds. Their gaze did not seem to concentrate +as in life, but like that of a well-painted portrait, while the eyes +themselves remained fixed, wandered everywhere. Yet, when he settled +his attention upon them, they seemed to look at him alone as if, since +the lips were silent, they were trying to speak those words which the +body had come to utter; if he turned his head away for a moment and +then looked back, they seemed themselves to have changed their +direction and to be staring again incuriously out on space, having +abandoned hope of delivering their message. And he saw the naked +throat and neck, and the marks where the teeth of the yellow-faced +husky had clashed and met; last of all he saw the silver chain and the +pendant attached, which Pere Antoine had at that moment succeeded in +freeing from the cold clenched hand. + +"What have you there?" he asked. + +"I don't know yet. Lift up the head, so that we can slip the chain +over and find out." + +Granger did as he was bidden; but, as he stooped to his task, he was +horribly conscious that the dead man's eyes were intently fixed upon +him, as if they knew and lived on, though every other part of the +motionless body was dead and ignorant. + +"Well, here it is. It's a locket." + +Granger started up from the ground trembling. "Pere Antoine, do you +think we ought to look at it?" he said. + +"Why not?" + +"Look at the eyes of that dead man." + +"They seem to me to be saying 'yes.'" + +Granger looked again, went near, bent down and looked carefully; then +he turned his head. "You are right," he said; "I also think they are +saying 'yes.'" + +The priest put the locket in his hand. "It is for you to open it," he +said. + +It was of gold and studded with turquoise, a woman's trinket and +old-fashioned, the chasing being worn flat in places; the silver chain +was common and strong, and had evidently not at first belonged to it, +being of modern manufacture--probably a comparatively recent +purchase. Granger looked it over critically, but could get no hint of +its contents from the outside. On the front was engraved a monogram J. +M., and on the back a coat-of-arms. The lines of the monogram were +distinct and sharp to the touch, they must have been cut many years +after the locket itself was made, but the coat-of-arms seemed +contemporary with the rest of the chasing. He tried to open it, but +the dampness had caused it to stick, so that he broke his nails upon +the fastening. He took out his knife and attempted to lever its edges +apart with the blade. At last, growing impatient, he set it on its +hinges upon a rock and commenced to hammer it with a stone. At the +third blow the fastening gave, and the sides fell apart. He could see +that it contained a miniature, and, on the other side, a lock of hair; +but the glasses which shut them in were mist-covered. He rubbed them +clean on the lining of his coat and looked again. + +The portrait was that of a young girl, fresh and innocent, about +eighteen years of age; her hair, worn loose, all blown about, fell +upon her neck and shoulders in long curls; her eyes were blue and +intensely bright; her face was animated, with a certain dash of +generous spirit and healthy defiance in it, which were chiefly denoted +by the full firm lips and arching brows--and the face was the face of +Mordaunt. For the first time, he saw the woman whom he had loved, in +her rightful woman's guise. He had often longed that he might do that; +it had made him feel that he shared so small a portion of her life +that he should know her only by her man's name and remember her only +in her Yukon placer-miner's dress. He would have stooped to kiss her +lips at that time, had it not been for the presence of the dead, who +had also loved her and from whom he had stolen his treasure. Would his +body be able to rest in the grave when thus robbed of the symbol of +the passion which had caused its blood to pulsate most fiercely in its +life? + +Then he fell to thinking other thoughts--of how strangely this +knowledge had come to him, from all across the world, by the hand of a +rejected lover who was dead. Had this been the secret which the +corporal had waited to tell him, thrown up on the ice, lying silent +and deserted throughout that month at the bend; had he been waiting +only to say, "I hold the knowledge which you most desire in my +clenched right hand. Here is her woman's likeness. I require it no +longer, now that I am dead?" No, surely he had not delayed for that. +Then suddenly he realised that this must mean that the woman herself +was dead. He remembered distinctly those last words which Strangeways +had spoken, even as though he were now repeating them again aloud, "I +tell you if the ice were as rotten as your soul or Spurling's, I would +still follow him, though I had to follow him to Hell." And his last +utterance had been a reiteration of that promise, "He killed the woman +I loved, and he shall pay the price though I follow him to Hell." + +This was the fulfilment of that promise; though he himself was dead, +he had delayed his body near Murder Point that, with his pale and +silent lips and the portrait which hung about his neck, he might urge +his rival on in their common cause of vengeance. "I will pray God +every day of my life that Spurling may be damned throughout the +ages--eternally and pitilessly damned," he had said, and now that the +days of his life were over his body had tarried behind to continue +that errand, so far as was possible, into the days of his death. When +they had parted that night, a month ago outside the shack, he had told +a lie; he had denied that the woman was Mordaunt who had been +murdered, and had tried to prove his words by asserting that the body +which was found in the creek near Forty-Mile had worn a woman's dress. +Now he had come back to silently refute his own statement, and to +declare the truth which would stir up anger and give him an inheritor +of his revenge. + +Here, then, was a new reason why he should become ardent in the +pursuit and effect the capture of Spurling, that by so doing he would +be behaving honourably by a man who was dead. He saw in it at present, +with his cynic's eye for self-scorn and self-depreciation, only an +added excuse and more subtle temptation for the saving of himself. +"No, I cannot do it," he said. And yet, somewhere at the back of his +brain, the monotonous and oracular voice of a wise self-knowledge kept +answering, "But you will do it, when you have had leisure to be +lonely, and have tortured yourself with memories of her." + +It seemed to Granger as though Strangeways himself were the speaker of +those words; but when he turned round hotly, prepared for argument, he +found that the eyes had become glazed and vacant, and that at last the +body was truly dead. It had no need to live longer--it had delivered +its message. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +THE LOVE OF WOMAN + + +It was past noon before they had completed Strangeways' burial at the +bend. When they had finished, the skies had cleared themselves of +storm and cloud, and the sun shone out again. The air was full of +earth-fragrance, and the landscape was cool and fresh. Nothing of +disorder remained, no sign that a man was dead, save only a mound of +piled-up stones and sod, surmounted by a little cross of branches +bound together with twisted grass. + +Pere Antoine had searched the body with scant results, for he had +found no more than the warrant for Spurling's detection and arrest, +and the fragments of two torn and well-nigh obliterated letters, at +which latter he had only glanced up to the present. Nor had he seen +the contents of the locket as yet, for when he had asked Granger what +was its secret, he had received as answer, "Oh, nothing, only a young +girl's face." So he had been foiled in his endeavour to gather +materials for the establishing of Granger's innocence, should that be +assailed, and had discovered nothing which might be of use in his +defence. All he could contribute was his own personal evidence that +the appearance of the body, as he had seen it, bore out Granger's +account in every detail as to the manner in which Strangeways' +catastrophe had occurred, and that his deportment, when he had +charged him with murder, had proved conclusively to himself that there +was no ground for such an accusation. + +When they had returned to the store and had had supper together, +Granger sat for a long while with the locket open before him, gazing +intently on the portrait. Suddenly he looked up. "Have you seen +Beorn?" he asked. "Do you know whether he is on his way back?" + +"I have not seen him." + +"Antoine, you must stay here with me until he returns." + +"Why?" + +"I was on my way to meet Peggy when you met and stopped me; I want you +to marry us." + +"But why now and at once?" + +"Because if we're not married she won't live with me,--and I must do +something to break down my loneliness by getting a new interest into +my life. If I don't, I shall be always thinking of what has happened, +and shall go mad,--in which case it will be the worse for Spurling. I +don't want to kill him--at least, not until he has had his chance to +explain himself. I'm sure now that it was Mordaunt whom he murdered, +but I'm still uncertain as to whether he knew that she was a woman, at +the time when he killed her--he may not know even yet. If he did it +mistaking her for a man, I might be able to forgive him; anyhow, I can +say so now, while you are with me. What I should do and think if I +were left here miserably alone, I dare not tell. Yet, if what +Strangeways said to me is true, that her body was found at Forty-Mile +in a woman's dress, which would mean that Spurling killed her, +well-knowing that she was a girl, why then I would go in search of +him, and tell him what I thought about him, and shoot him carefully, +and be glad when he was dead." + +"But you have promised God to leave him alone with Himself." + +"And shall I be the first man who has gone back on his prayers and +promises? There's nothing to be gained by talking about it; fate must +work itself out. But if you want to understand what Strangeways felt, +and what I am still feeling, then look at that." + +He handed him the locket. Pere Antoine took it and bent above it. At +last he said, "Why, she's only a girl . . . and he killed _her_!" + +"Yes, and he killed her when her back was turned. Now do you +understand?" + +"May God help you!" was all that Antoine said. Granger went over to +where he sat and, from above his shoulder, gazed down upon the +portrait. The face had in it so little that was tragic that it seemed +impossible to realise that its owner should have encountered such a +death. When the smile upon the painted lips seemed so fresh and +imperishable, it seemed incredible that the lips themselves should be +now silent and underground. + +"I wonder where she lived and what sort of a girlhood she had," +Granger said. + +"I have here two letters which I found upon Strangeways; perhaps they +may tell us something about her." + +Pere Antoine produced the letters from an oilskin pouch. They were in +a pointed feminine hand, and the ink was faded. Granger lit the lamp, +for the twilight without was deepening into darkness; spreading out +the crumpled sheets on his knees before him, he read their contents +aloud. Across the top, left-hand corner of the uppermost page was +scrawled in a rude, boyish writing, "_The first letter she ever wrote +me_"; the letter itself had been evidently penned by a young girl's +hand. It bore the address of a school in London, and ran as follows:-- + + DEAR ERIC. + + I am very miserable hear and sometimes wonder why I was + ever brought into the world. Your Papa was very kind to + me once, but why has he scent me away from you? You did + not want me to be scent, and so I can tell you all + about myself. I am very home-sick hear. I say + home-sick, though I have no home; I have always been a + stranger in your Papa's house. I suppose I am reely + home-sick for you. I think it is because you and I are + seperated that I am sorry. The girls hear are not + always kind; they say that I look as though I had been + crying, and then of course I do cry when they say that. + But if my eyes are red, I don't care. I want you badly + and I'm writting to tell you that. Don't forget to feed + my rabbits. + + Your loving little friend, + J. M. + +The second was marked in the same way, but in a manlier hand, "_Her +last letter to me_." + + DEAREST ERIC. + + I am so sorry that I am the cause of all this trouble, + and that I cannot love you in the way that you and your + father so much desire. I would do anything to make you + happy save that--play the coward, and say that I love + you as a woman should whom you were going to marry, + when I do not. I have always been used to think of you + as a brother, which is natural, seeing that from our + earliest childhood we have grown up together. I thought + that you would be content with that; no other kind of + affection for you has ever entered into my heart or + head. + + Your father was very angry with me last night after you + went out. He said that I, by my conduct, had led you on + to _expect_; believe me, I never meant to do that. It + never occurred to me that there was any need to be + careful in your presence. The truth is, I have always + been an interloper in your home; you will remember how, + long years since, when first I went to boarding-school, + I told you that . . . (four lines were here + undecipherable, being faded and rubbed out). When I + look back, I see that in all my life you have been my + only friend--which makes me the more unhappy that this + has happened. Mind, I don't mean to accuse your family + of unkindness; I only say that I, perhaps naturally, + was never one of them. If I thought that you would be + willing, knowing how I feel toward you, to make me your + wife, for the sake of your peace I might consent even + to that. But you are not such a man. (Three lines were + here obliterated.) Let there be no bitterness between + us by reason of harsh words which others have spoken; + what has happened must make a difference, but I want to + remain still your friend. This recent occurrence seems + to make it necessary that one of us should go + away--there will never be any quiet in your father's + house while we both live there. Don't be alarmed or + surprised if you get word shortly that I have vanished. + + Yours as ever, + J. M. + +To this letter was added a note in Strangeways' hand at the bottom of +the page, "_She was not to blame; it was I who left_." + +"We have not learnt very much about her from those two letters, have +we?" said Pere Antoine. "They are ordinary, and leave many questions, +which we wanted to ask, unanswered." + +"Yes, they do little more than confirm Strangeways' own statements, +and yet. . . ." + +"Well?" + +"They tell us that her true initials were J. M., the same as those of +her assumed name, and the same as those of the monogram on the locket; +and they tell us of her great loneliness." + +"But I can't see how a knowledge of that one fact--her great +loneliness--will help us; it does not reconstruct for us the details +of her life so that we can imagine her to ourselves, nor does it +contribute anything towards your defence." + +"Bother my defence. I don't much care if I am hanged; that would at +least be a final solution, so far as I am concerned, to this problem +of living. What troubles me at present is, how is this woman feeling +about my marriage with a half-breed girl? Now these letters help me; +they make me certain that whatever I may be compelled to do at any +future time by reason of my isolation, she will not be hard upon me, +but will understand. This marriage with Peggy, for instance, looks +like a betrayal of her. And though she is dead, I should hate to +grieve her in the other world." + +Granger paused, and then he added fiercely, "And I'm glad of that last +letter for another reason, because it states so clearly that she never +loved the other man." + +"That can make no difference now." + +"But it can," said Granger, rising to his feet, and speaking in a +strained whisper, with clenched hands, "I tell you it can. If I +thought that she had ever really cared for him, I would shoot myself +here and now, that I might be beside her to get between him and her. +The thought that he was there with her all alone in the vastness, free +to do and to say just whatever he pleased, and that I was shut out, +would drive me crazy. Do you think that, if I supposed that he had got +his arms around her over there, I could ever rest--if I thought that +she would allow him? One little pull of a trigger, the report of a +revolver, which I probably shouldn't hear and in any case shouldn't +care about, and the journey would be accomplished and I could be +bending over her. It sounds very tempting. But I'm prepared to live +out my life like a man, now that I know that she understands. If she +hadn't known what loneliness meant, she might misjudge my motives in +taking up with Peggy, and might, out of revenge, instead of waiting +for me, herself take up with Strangeways before my arrival there." + +Pere Antoine watched him gravely for some seconds after he had +finished speaking; then he said, "I don't think that Heaven is quite +like that; but none of us can be certain, perhaps your views are as +correct as those of anyone else. When I was a young man, before I came +to Keewatin, I should have been angry with any man who had said to +me a thing like that--but we come to hold strange opinions in this +land where all things, judged by our former standards of sanity, +even God Himself, seem mad. At that time I longed to be dogmatic +and definite in all my beliefs on religion, and this life, and the +after-world--that was why I became a Jesuit, that I might exchange +despair for certainty. Now, priest though I am, like you I see one +gigantic interrogation mark written over sky and earth--and because of +it I am grateful. I have learnt that the whole attraction of religion +for the human mind, and the entire majesty of God depend on His +mystery and silence, and the things which He does not care to tell. If +all our questions were answered, we might lose our God-sense. If we +knew everything, we should cease to be curious and to strive. Of one +thing only are we certain, that Jesus lived and died, and that though +we live in the uttermost parts of the earth, it is our duty to be like +Him." + +"And Spurling--if Spurling dwells near us in the uttermost parts of +the earth?" + +"He also is God's child." + +"It is easy for you to talk, Pere Antoine; you are an old man, and, +being a priest, have never loved a woman yourself." + +The stern, grey features of the Jesuit relaxed; he hesitated, then he +said, "My child, don't be too sure of that. Perhaps I may be +attempting to live this life well only in order that I may make sure +of meeting and being worthy of one such woman in the after-world. If +that were so, it would be great shame to me, for I ought to be +striving to live this life well solely for the love of Christ." + +He fell silent, sitting with his head bent forward, his gnarled hands +folded on his knees before him. A far-away look had come into his +eyes, a fixed expression of calmness, as though they slept with the +lids parted. Granger watched the hands, mutilated and ruined, with +three fingers missing from the right, and two from the left; and yet, +despite their brokenness, he thought how beautiful they were. There +was scarcely a part of the priest's body that had not been at some +time shattered with service. It had never occurred to Granger that +Pere Antoine, like most other men in the district, had a past which +did not belong to Keewatin--memories of a happier time to which he +might sometimes look back with the painfulness of regret. Antoine had +been there so long that there was no man who remembered the day when +first he arrived. He seemed as natural to the landscape as the Last +Chance River itself. And now suddenly, in an electric moment of +sympathy, his past had revealed itself. + +Granger watched and waited, hoping that presently he would explain. It +occurred to him as a discovery that he had no knowledge of the +priest's real name or of his family. At his nationality he could only +guess, supposing him to be a Frenchman or a French-Canadian. How +incurious he had been! And, in this case, lack of curiosity had meant +lack of kindness; he blamed himself. He, like all Keewatin, was ready +in time of crisis to draw upon the old man's strength, but beyond that +he had never shown him real friendship--he had never been conscious of +any desire to hear about the man himself. And now he had learned that +this man also had a tragedy, and, like himself, had loved a woman who +was now long since dead. He wanted to ask him questions, that so he +might make up for omitted kindnesses; but he was restrained when he +looked upon the grey dreamy countenance, for it was evident that le +Pere was wandering in the idealised meadows of a bygone +pleasantness--a country which was known only to himself. So Granger +returned his eyes to the portrait which he had taken from the dead +man's hand, and, gazing upon it, tried his best to fill in the blanks +in his little knowledge of the woman he had loved. + +He constructed for himself a picture of an ivied manor-house, terraced +and with an old-world garden lying round about it, where her childhood +had been spent and where she had grown to girlhood. He told himself +that there must have been a river somewhere near, and he imagined her +as stretched upon its banks in the summer shadows. And he thought of +the schoolhouse in London, and the little heart-weary child who had +penned that letter there. He re-read it, and then once again re-read +it, suffering the same agony of longing for things irrecoverable which +this small creature had suffered years ago, who was now beyond all +knowledge of pain. What a mystery it was that across that expanse of +space and years her letter should have drifted down to him, from +London to Keewatin, carried over the last few yards of its journey in +the breast of a man who was already dead. It made him feel less of an +exile that a miracle like that could happen--it was almost as though +she herself had appealed to him from the hidden world. It made him ask +himself that question, which so many had asked before him, "_And are +we really ever dead_?" + +Pere Antoine stirred, rose up and walked over to the window, where he +stood in the shadow, outside the circle of the lamp's rays, with his +back turned toward the younger man. There was something which he +wanted to say, but which he found difficult to express. Granger +guessed that, and so he said, "Antoine, you are thinking of _her_ +to-night. She must have lived very long ago. Was she anything like the +portrait of this young girl?" + +There was silence. Then, still gazing away from him, his long lean +figure blocking out the moonlight, the priest returned, "All white +women seem alike to one who has lived long in Keewatin. Yet that face +did seem very like to hers; but it is many years ago now, and I may +not remember her well. She died; and she was everything that was of +worth to me in this world. I begin to fear that she is all that I +count of highest value in the next." + +"But why fear? I should not fear that." + +"Because, being a missionary, with me it should be otherwise. I became +a Jesuit through distrust of myself. I knew, when she had been taken +from me, that because of my despair, if I did not bind myself strongly +to that which was highest, I should sink to that which was worst. And +I knew that if I sank to that which was worst, she would be lost to me +throughout all eternity. So, in order that God might give her to me +again in a future world, I strove to bribe Him; I asked that I might +be sent to this hardest of all fields of missionary labour, hoping +that thus I might acquire merit. Since then a new doubt has come to +haunt me, has been with me half a century; the fear lest the life +which I have led may count for nothing, may be regarded as only +sinfulness, because I have done God's work for her sake rather than +for the sake of His Christ, and that therefore as a punishment to me +she may still be withheld. Ah, I have fought against her memory, +trying to cling only to God! That has been useless. So I have gone on +doing my best for my fellow-men, hoping that He may overlook the +motive, and judging only by the work, may give me my reward in the +end,--may allow me to be with her." + +"Antoine, I am a sinful man and one who is little qualified to judge +of God's purposes, but I think that He will grant you your request. +But if you, with all your goodness, are banished from her whom you +loved most on earth, how can I hope for success?" + +Then the Jesuit turned round and faced him. "It was because I feared +for your success that I mentioned my own trouble," he said. "You are +planning to do a thing which is right in marrying this half-breed +girl--you owe it to her and to God, inasmuch as you have lived with +her. But you will be doing her a greater wrong than if you were to +leave her unmarried, if, when you have made her your wife, you think +only of the dead white woman. When the turmoil of living is over, you +want to meet and be worthy of the woman who wrote those letters, you +tell me; your best chance of success in that desire is in trying to +forget her in this world, by giving all your affection to the woman +who is your wife, and trusting to God's goodness to give you the +rewards which He knows that you covet after death. Don't make my +mistake--it means torture in this life, and, perhaps, disappointment +in the next. Be true to the choice which you have made, and leave the +rest to God's mercy. I have not been strong enough to do all that I +advise, for, though I love Christ, I am shamed into owning, old man +though I am, that I more often do His work in the hope of re-meeting +with a woman who is dead than out of loyalty to Christ Himself." + +"Pere Antoine, you do not judge kindly of your own actions as Christ +would judge of them; you Catholics, in making Christ God, forget that +He also was a lonely man. I think it is not as a God, but as a peasant +that He will judge us, having knowledge of what we have suffered--if +He judges us at all. It is more likely that He will just be sorry for +us, that we ever thought that He would judge us." + +"Whether I judge kindly or not, will you try to take my advice? I have +told you a secret to-night which never, since I came to Keewatin, have +I told to any man. And I have told you that I may save you. Believe +me, if you cannot love your daily companions for their own sake in +this world, whoever and wherever they are, you will fail to find love +for your own sake in the next--and to love well, whatever you love you +must love for itself, and not for any future and mercenary end." + +Granger moved restlessly, but remained silent; then he sat still and +thought. Pere Antoine also said nothing, for he knew that the man +before him was reasoning his way toward a decision upon which all his +happiness must depend. + +But to Granger the problem appeared quite otherwise; it seemed to him +that he was being asked to abandon another pleasantness for the sake +of Peggy, a half-breed girl, for whom he had been prepared already to +sacrifice his career. To be sure, his career was not of much value at +present, and didn't seem a large thing to sacrifice; but then, when it +comes to giving anything away, even the most thorough-paced pessimist +is capable of turning optimist about its worth. + +Since he had become certain of Mordaunt's death, he had vaguely +planned out for himself a course of spiritual debauchery, though he +would not have applied to it such a word. He had expected to marry +Peggy Ericsen, and to live with the memory of the woman for whom he +had really cared. His wife was to have been the servant of his comfort +and desires, and the dead woman the companion of his mind and daily +round. So he hoped, by keeping Mordaunt near him in his thoughts, to +qualify himself for attaining her after death, and to atone for his +apostasy in marrying a different woman while yet on earth. Throughout +all his reasoning ran a streak of madness, of which he himself was +totally unaware. And now, when he had completed arrangements to his +own satisfaction, here came this Jesuit telling him that such a course +of action savoured of adultery, and would probably end in the eternal +separation of Mordaunt from himself. + +Presently he heard a sound of moving. He looked up. Antoine was +standing before him, on the outer edge of the light which was thrown +by the lamp, appearing huge and prophetic against the background of +dwarfed shadows which crawled over wall and ceiling, crowding behind +him. His awe for the office of the man returned to him, blotting out +the equality which the past few hours of confession had brought about. +Once more he recalled how it was said that le Pere had been seen +walking in the wilderness, wearing the countenance of Jesus Christ. He +looked like that now. Granger, made conscious of his own premeditated +wrong-doing, shrank back before him. Yet the words which Pere Antoine +uttered were very simple: "I am an old man, and I knew what I was +saying," was all he said. + +Granger rose to his feet. "I'm going out," he said. "I'll return in a +little while and give you my decision." + +He passed out from the close stale air of the shack into the +starlight; he could be nearer God there. A low, leisurely wind was +journeying over the forest, crooning softly to itself as it went. +Dominant over all other sounds, as was ever the case at Murder Point, +the wash of the ongoing river was to be heard--even in winter, when +every other live thing had ceased to stir, it was not silent. But now, +in the early summer of the northern year, it laughed uproariously and +clapped its hands against the banks in its passage, as if the water +were calling to the land, "Good-bye, old fellow; you won't see me +again for many a century. It was the end of the ice age when last we +parted." To Granger the shouting of the river was for all the world +like that of a troop-ship departing for a distant country. "Farewell, +farewell," it cried. The sound of its going made him weary with a +sense of world-wideness; if he was left behind to-day, when once he +had joined himself to a daughter of that country, he would be forever +left behind. But he had come outside not to reargue his way over the +old ground, but to decide. To do that he must be alone, quite +solitary; and there, just outside the shack, he was all too conscious +of Pere Antoine's eyes. + +Slowly he commenced to descend the Point toward the river-bank. As he +went, a new desire sprang up within him--to speak with Strangeways; if +possible to make a compact and extort some approving sign from that +dead man. Stepping into the canoe, he pushed off lightly and set out +for the bend. The nearer he drew, the sterner his face became; he was +thinking of what he should say, and one has to be careful in what he +says in speaking with a man who is dead. Soon he came in sight of the +flimsy little cross which they had raised, and saw the stones which +they had piled above the body, shining white and grey in the +moonlight; then with a twist of the paddle his canoe shot in toward +the bank and the prow grated on the ice. Granger stepped out and +beached his craft above the water's edge. With slow deliberate steps +he went forward till he stood above the grave. There, with his hands +clasped behind him and his head bowed, he waited for a few minutes +listening, half expecting that something would happen. When nothing +stirred, he went upon his knees, as if he prayed, placing his lips so +near to the grave that sometimes they touched the stones and mould; +and so he began to speak to the man imprisoned beneath the ground. + +"Strangeways," he said, "you know everything about me now, and you +ought to understand. I want to act fairly by you. I didn't do that in +your lifetime; if I had, you might not now be dead. I ought to have +warned you about the ice at first, and I ought to have told you the +truth about Spurling; then you might have believed me. But I did try +my best to save you in the end. Pere Antoine says that I may get +hanged for your death; but I don't mind that so very much, if I can +only act fairly by you now." + +He paused to hear whether there was any sound of movement underground; +when he heard none, he knew that the dead man was listening and +waiting eagerly for what would come next. Crouching still nearer, so +that he might narrow the space between them, "Strangeways, are you +listening?" he said. "We both loved her, and neither of us won her in +this world; but because you are dead, you are nearer to her now than I +am. I want you to promise me to do nothing till I have come." + +And still when he halted, waiting for his answer, nothing stirred. +Presently he spoke again. "I have a reason for asking which, if you +remember anything of what you suffered in this life, you should +understand. To save myself from madness, I must have a companion, and +so I am going to marry a woman of this country. In order that I may +live well with her, and even in order to marry her, I must pledge my +word to forget Mordaunt while I am in this world. Now do you +understand? I cannot pledge my word until you have promised me that +you will do nothing until I am also dead." He fell forward over the +grave and lay there silent. His brain had become numb; he could +fashion no more words--perhaps in the interval which elapsed he +slept. Then it seemed to him that the chambers within his brain were +lighted up, so that pressing his face against the crannies and between +the stones he could look right down, and see distinctly the narrow bed +of the grave whereon the body of Strangeways rested. The eyes of the +body were open and the lips were working, trying to say something. By +watching the lips he discovered that they kept on repeating, over and +over, one word; then he read that that word was _revenge_. "I cannot, +I cannot," he whispered. "I have promised God that I will not; and, +moreover, to take revenge on Spurling would be to remember her." + +Was it that he moved as he slept, or did the thing which he thought he +saw actually occur! Some stones slipped from off the mound and, to his +eyes looking down into the grave, it seemed that Strangeways' hand +began to grope frantically after the locket which had been about his +neck, and that, finding it missing, his face became angry and he +strove to rise, causing the stones to fall and the ground to tremble. + +Granger jumped up, and stood there shaking with his hands clenched and +his head thrown back, prepared. + +"Will you answer me?" he cried in despair. "Don't you know how I +suffer? If you consent to what I have asked of you, give me a sign? If +nothing happens, I shall know that you are cruel and do not care." + +When he had waited in vain some seconds, he lost his nerve and his +courage. Kneeling beside the grave he commenced to weep, smoothing the +stones with his hands coaxingly like a child, and whispering, "Give me +a sign. Give me a sign. Give me a sign." + +Suddenly he paused in his pleading. The rustling of water against a +travelling prow, and sound of paddles thrust in, forced back, and +withdrawn, struck upon his ears. He threw himself full length along +the ground; he did not want to be discovered there. Stealing up-stream +from the northward, creeping close in to the opposite bank to avoid +the current, came a canoe, sitting deep in the water, heavily laden +with furs; the stern-paddle was held by a tall and thickly bearded +man, and in the prow, even at that distance and in that shadowy light, +it was possible to make out that the second figure was that of a girl. +Granger recognised them immediately, and knew that the Man with the +Dead Soul and his daughter had returned. He also noticed that Eyelids +was not there. They did not see him, but quickly vanished round the +bend. + +When all was silent and lonely again, Granger arose. "It is a sign," +he said. Standing above the grave, before departing he spoke once more +with the man who lay buried there. "Strangeways, you may rest quiet +now," he said. "Though I cannot revenge her as you have desired, we +can both, in our separate ways, be true to her." + +He delayed a moment to have what he had said confirmed; but this time +no token either of dissent or approval was vouchsafed. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +HE REVIEWS HIS MARRIAGE, AND IS PUT TO THE TEST + + +It was the first week in June; for a fortnight John Granger had been a +married man. He was now removed a sufficiently just distance from his +bachelor-hood to be able to estimate the value of the change which +this new step had wrought in his career. + +Its true worth to him had been that it had converted him from a +Londoner in Keewatin into a man of the Northland. This might mean, +though it need not, that he had retrograded to a lower type; at all +events it meant that he was robbed of his excuse for considering +himself an exile, bearing himself rebelliously toward his environment, +and being unhappy. By joining himself to Peggy by the rites of the +Roman Church, he had made an irrevocable choice, had slammed the door +of opportunity and return to civilisation in his own face, and had +adopted as his country a land where no one has any use for money or +for time, and where nothing could ever again be of very much +importance. He had not realised all that a fortnight ago when, at the +bidding of the Jesuit, he had made this girl his wife; but since he +had lived in her company he had come to realise. Mercifully there is +no situation, however bad, which may not develop the peculiar virtue +whereby it can be endured. He had learnt his virtue by observing +Peggy, an Indian virtue at that--stolidity. In a great lonely +territory, where men say good-bye to one another for twelve months at +a stretch, and sometimes forever, they arrive at a philosophy of life +which consists in waiting very patiently and unambitiously for the +next thing which the good God may send. To attain this sort of +quietness a man must be quite hopeless, for so long as he hopes he is +liable to disappointment. Also he must live each day as though it were +his first, for to remember things past is to court regret. He must +permit himself to know none of the extremes of emotion, either of joy +or of sadness; to this end he must consider himself as a non-partisan +in life, a careless spectator before whose eyes the groping shadows +pass. The traffic of words is a labour, and a more frequent cause of +misunderstanding than of interpretation--therefore it is wiser, if +peace be desired, to keep always silent. Where a gesture will do the +work of a word, let a gesture suffice. + +All this Granger had learnt during the fortnight which he had lived +with his wife; in watching her, he had studied to forego his former +turbulence of mind as a thing most foolish, and had determined to sink +down into the dull acceptance of a destiny against which it was +profitless to contend--a kind of resigned contentment. If he was to be +hanged to-morrow for Strangeways' death, that was no reason why he +should disturb himself to-day; if that was to happen, it would come to +pass in any case,--nothing that he might do or say could prevent it. +The momentary pain of dying is usually much less intense than the +hours of cowardly suffering which men bring upon themselves by +prevising the anguish of their last departure, so he told himself. So +to-day he sat outside his store in the sunshine and smoked his pipe, +the freest and silentest man in all Keewatin, and, he would have had +himself believe, the most stably contented. + +That night, when he had left Pere Antoine and had gone to consult the +dead man at the bend, had been the turning-point in his frenzy. It +seemed to him, as he looked back, to have happened long ago when he +was little more than a child, at a time before his enlightenment, when +he had supposed very foolishly that he was of importance to God and to +his fellow-men. Now he had come to know that he was of no importance +even to himself. He blew out a cloud of smoke and watched it vanish in +the air; in other days he would have smiled, but it was not worth the +effort now. The relation of that whiff of tobacco-smoke to the +unplumbed space, throughout which it would be dispersed, was about the +same as that of his present existence to the rest of the world. + +When, having said good-bye to Strangeways, he had followed the Man +with the Dead Soul back to the store, he had made up his mind to the +inevitable, and had been prepared to greet Peggy with a certain +display of joy. Before ever he could put his thought into action, his +intention had been repelled. As he had drawn nearer to the crazy +wooden pier which ran out from Murder Point, he had seen the shadowy +shapes of the trapper and his daughter, bending down, unloading their +canoe, moving slowly hither and thither through the night. As he had +come up, he had hailed them. To his call Beorn had made no reply, had +only turned his head and nodded, while Peggy, stooping over a pile of +furs, had thrown him the customary salutation of the Cree Indian to +the white man, used both on arrival and departure, "Watchee"--which is +a corruption of "What cheer." No other words of greeting had passed +between them, and he, when he had landed, had set to work at once to +help them with their unlading. When that was finished and the furs had +been carried up to the store, they had raised their tent, kindled +their fire, brewed their black tea, cooked their bacon, and gone to +rest. Granger had so far intruded on their reserve as to ask them to +spend the night in his store, but his invitation had been ungraciously +refused with a shake of the head. + +Next day Pere Antoine had married them, after which he had departed, +promising, however, to return before the summer was out. Granger had +said nothing more to him either concerning Spurling or the death of +Strangeways, except to insist that the warrant for the arrest, +together with the letters and locket which had been found, should be +left with himself; nevertheless, he had been well aware that these +things were largely responsible for the hurry of the priest's +departure. At first he had not been surprised at the silence of Peggy, +for he had grown accustomed to the shy modesty of women who are +Indian-bred. The women of Keewatin accept it as their fate that they +are born to be subservient to men--to be their burden-bearers. But at +the end of a few days, when her demeanour had shown no sign of change, +he had become a little curious. In the early part of the year the +white blood that was in her had been more manifest, and because of it +she had been proud. When she had insisted that he should marry her, if +he would live with her, the reason she had given him for her demand +had been _because her blood was white_. Since then she had journeyed +into the winter-wilderness with the menfolk of her family, like any +other Indian or half-breed girl, and in the primeval solitariness of +the land the red blood of her mother had asserted itself; the hand of +her native deity had been laid upon her mouth, staying her flow of +words, the shyness of the forest-gods had entered into her eyes, and +the Lord God of Women had stooped her shoulders, causing her to carry +her head less bravely, binding the hereditary burden of the red woman +upon her back. She had unlearned in those few months all the conceits +of self-respect which she had been taught in the school at Winnipeg, +and had reverted to the ancient type from which she was sprung,--the +river Indian. Granger, as he watched her, guessed all this, for had +not he himself been parted from his old traditions?--and he had not +known Keewatin till he was a grown man. Well, these people had lived +there longer than he had! They should know what was best suited to +their circumstance, he told himself; and so, without questioning or +combatting their social methods, he resigned himself to accept their +modes of life. + +It was a strange wedding that he had had--very different from the kind +he had planned for himself in the heat of his passion, when he was a +younger man. And this was a strange woman whom he must call his +wife--one who worked for him tirelessly with her head and hands, but +who appeared to crave for none of his affection, and with whom he +could have not a moment's conversation; the exchange of a few +monosyllables and signs in the course of a day seemed to be the most +that he might expect. Yet, because of her meekness and faithfulness, +and her ready willingness to serve, he was conscious of a growing +protective quality of love for her. If he could prevent himself from +adopting her reticence, he promised himself that he would gather her +whole heart into his own by and by. + +He did not as yet realise that the mere fact that he could feel thus +towards her, when no speech had passed between them, was an indication +that she was communicating herself in a more vigorous and sincerer +language than that of words. This difference between them, that he +expected her to use her lips to explain her personality, and that she, +far from imagining that she was silent, believed herself to be in her +deeds most eloquent, was one of the few traits remaining to him of the +street-born man. + +As an example of their reservedness was the fact that, though Eyelids, +Peggy's brother, had set out on the winter hunt and had not returned, +no explanation of his delay had been forthcoming, nor had Granger +summoned up the energy to inquire for himself. On their first arrival +he had felt distinctly curious as to his whereabouts. Had he come +across traces of Spurling and gone in pursuit of him? Had he heard +from some stray Indian that Spurling was an outlaw, with a price upon +his head? Had Beorn, having found that his cache at the Forbidden +River had been broken into, dispatched his son to follow up the thief +and exact revenge? Or was Spurling dead, and had Eyelids killed him, +for which reason he was afraid to come back? + +For the first few days after his marriage these questions and answers +had been continually running through his head; but since he had learnt +the lesson that nothing was of much importance, he had almost ceased +to care. Why should he trouble to inquire? If he did, he might get no +reply; and if he was answered, the probability was that his only gain +would be something fresh to worry about. The unreturning of Eyelids +was one small detail of the total unreality, the dream which he had +once taken so seriously, which in former times he had called life; and +of that dream the arrival and flight of Spurling were the nightmare. +No one of all these happenings had ever been--they were unactual: and +the chances were that even he himself was no reality. + +Beorn Ericsen, the Man with the Dead Soul as he was called, was a +fitting tutor to a pupil of this philosophy. Compared with him, his +daughter was a whirlwind of words; the lesson of silence, which she +taught by her behaviour, she had first learnt from her father on the +winter trail--in the presence of his stern taciturnity she appeared a +garrulous amateur. + +Whence he had originally come, no one had ever persuaded him to tell. +On his first arrival in the district, which was reported to have taken +place nearly forty years ago, for the first two years he was said to +have conducted himself more or less like a normal man. At that time he +must have been near mid-life, for he was now well past seventy to +judge by his appearance. Even then, on his first coming, something had +happened, which he did not care to talk about, which made him glad of +the dreary seclusion of Keewatin. It had been generally supposed that +he was badly wanted by Justice, for having shot his man in a border +hold-up, or for deeds of violence in some kindred escapade. + +At any rate, he had set about his living in Keewatin in earnest, as +though he had determined to stay there. Having attached himself to the +Hudson Bay Company, he soon proved himself to be an expert trapper, +and a man who, for his reckless courage, was to be valued. Promotion +seemed certain for him and, despite the fact that he had joined the +Company late in life, the likelihood of his attaining a factorship in +the end was not improbable. It was then, after he had won the +confidence of his employers, that he had taken that journey to the +North, through an unexplored country, from which he had come back +dazed and dreary-eyed, so that it seemed as though he must have met +with some dire calamity in the winter desolation, one from which few +men would have escaped alive, which had robbed him of his reason. When +they had asked him where he had journeyed, "Far, far," was all he +would reply. And when, hoping to satisfy their curiosity by a less +direct method, they had questioned him, "What did you see up there?" +"Blackness--it was dark," was the most that he would answer them. + +Because of these answers there were some who supposed that, emulating +Thomas Simpson, he had penetrated into the Arctic Circle and had gazed +upon the frozen quiet of an undiscovered ocean. He had wrested from +God the secret which He was anxious to withhold, they said, and God in +vengeance had condemned him to be always silent. But the Indians +explained his condition more readily, speaking in whispers about him +around camp-fires among themselves. The last place at which he had +been seen by anyone on that journey was at the mouth of the Forbidden +River, along whose banks it was commonly believed stretched the +villages and homes of manitous, and souls of the departed. The Crees +asserted that this was not the first man who, to their knowledge, had +wandered up that river and had thus returned. Some few of their +boldest hunters had from time to time set out and, roving further +afield than their brethren, had likewise trespassed all unaware within +the confines of the spirit-land. So they said that Beorn had been to +the Land of Shadows, and that, by reason of his surpassing strength, +he had contrived to escape; but that he had left his soul behind him +there, and it was only his body which had come back. + +From that day he had been known as _The Man with the Dead Soul_. +Gradually, as the years went by, the deathly vacancy had gone out of +his eyes, but he had remained a man separated from living men. He +rarely spoke, but from the first his peculiarities had made no +difference to his expertness as a trapper--he was more skilful, white +man though he was, than many of the Crees themselves. All the strength +which should have been spent upon his soul seemed to have gone to +preserving the perfection of his body. For a man of his years, he was +surprisingly vigorous and erect--no labour could tire him. This, said +the Indians, was the usual sign of bodies which lived on when their +souls were dead. He was much feared, and his influence in the district +was great; in gaining him as a partisan, Granger had achieved a +triumph over Robert Pilgrim, and had improved his status among the +native trappers more than could have been possible by any other single +act. + +Beorn was reverenced as a kind of minor deity; no wish of his, however +silently expressed, was ever denied by an Indian. When he had chosen +Peggy's mother to be his wife, it had been done merely by the raising +of his hand. Straightway the girl's father had driven her +panic-stricken forth from his camp, compelling her to go to this +strange bridegroom, lest a curse should fall upon his tribe. To her, +if absence of cruelty is kindness, he had been uniformly kind. Love is +not necessary to an Indian marriage, so she had not been too unhappy. +At Peggy's birth, having first borne him a son, she had died. The +little girl had been brought up and cared for by the silent man; the +shy tenderness she expressed for him went far to prove that she, at +least, had discovered something more vital within him than could be +expected to reside in the body of a man whose soul was dead. His +sending of her to the school in Winnipeg had shown that he was not so +forgetful as he seemed to be of the outside world which he had left. +This last act had come as a great surprise to all who knew him; but +they had contrived to retain their old opinion of him by asserting +that this was the doing of Pere Antoine. + +Only on rare occasions had Beorn let any of his secrets out; when he +got drunk he recovered his power of speech, or, as the Indians said, +for a little space his soul returned. This had happened less and less +frequently of recent years. It was well remembered by old-timers at +God's Voice how once, in the early morning in Bachelors' Hall, at the +end of a night's carousal, when the trappers and traders from the +distant outposts had made their yearly pilgrimage to the fort bringing +in their twelve months' catch of furs, Beorn, under the influence of +rum, had risen uninvited, and, to the consternation of his intoxicated +companions, had trolled forth a verse from a fighting mining ballad. +As well might the statue of Lord Nelson climb down from its monument +in Trafalgar Square and, with the voice of a living man, commence to +address a London crowd. The verse which he sang ran as follows; to the +few who were aware, it solved the mystery of an important portion of +his hidden early history: + + "The Ophir on the Comstock + Was rich as bread and honey; + The Gould and Curry, farther south, + Was raking out the money; + The Savage and the others + Had machinery all complete, + When in came the Groshes + And nipped all our feet." + +When he had completed the verse, he had slowly gazed round and caught +the look of amaze which had dawned in the countenances of his drunken +associates. He had come to himself and grown sober. Suddenly an +expression of intense fear and hatred had shot into his eyes; without +saying another word, he had turned his back on the company and gone +out into the early morning, floated his canoe, and fled as one who was +pursued for his life. That verse had explained many of Beorn's +eccentricities to one of those who had heard it, and he had told the +rest. Its singing had meant that, sometime in the early sixties, Beorn +had taken part in the gold-rush to the Comstock, and had worked and +prospected in the Nevada mines. + +This was his solitary glaring indiscretion in all the course of his +forty years spent in Keewatin. Though he had had many opportunities +since then to repeat the event when under the influence of liquor, he +had allowed nothing more of any importance to escape his lips. He had +never spent much time at God's Voice, only turning up at the end of +his hunt to dispose of his catch of furs, after which he would vanish +into the wilderness again. He avoided on every occasion and was +restless in the company of men. Very rarely was he encountered on his +hunting-trips by any of the Indians or trappers. When once he had set +out, he was not seen again until he returned of his own choice. The +few times that he had been met, he was far to the northward, about +the point where the Last Chance and Forbidden Rivers join, whence they +flow on together till they tumble their crowded waters into the +freedom of the Hudson Bay. Because it was always in this locality that +he had been met, a rumour got abroad that, when his body was not +dwelling among living men, it journeyed up the Forbidden River, to +reunite with his exiled soul in the habitations of the dead. + +Granger had listened to all these reports from time to time, but he +had paid small heed to them; he was certain in his own mind that, +should he live solitarily in Keewatin for forty years, as Beorn had +done, a similar web of legend would be woven about himself. The man's +conduct was to him self-explanatory; in his early manhood he had +committed some passionate wrong, and had fled into the wilderness to +escape the penalty, only to find that the executioner was there before +him--the Silence, and that the enduring of loneliness was a more cruel +punishment than any that an earthly judge could have measured out. The +boat was one and the same which carried Beorn, Spurling, and himself. +He promised himself that, by and by, as in the case of Peggy, he would +break through Beorn's silence, get to know the man, plunge deep down +till he held his heart in his hand. + +So he sat outside his store in the June sunlight, oblivious of himself +and the passage of Time, lifted high above the strife, and +impartially, like an ancient deity, reviewed the lives of men. + +On the boarded floor of the shack he could hear the moccasined feet of +Peggy moving busily to and fro, as she prepared the meal. They had +netted some white-fish over night, so their larder was freshly +supplied. On the edge of the pier, which ran out from the Point, +Beorn sat, mending one of his traps. Along the top of the roof perched +a row of whisky-jacks, most impertinent of birds, who, when a man has +carried his food almost to his mouth, will flash down, light on his +hand, and, before he knows that they have arrived, filch away the +morsel. Somewhere across the river a whippoorwill kept on uttering its +plaintive cry, as it were Beorn's lost soul come back, pleading +insistently for permission to take up its residence in his body once +again. And over against the farther bank a brood of yellow ducklings +swam in and out among the rushes, hidden behind which their mother +watched and waited. The noon came on apace, the shadows shortened, and +everything grew silent; over forest and river a restful stillness +settled down. If the Last Chance would always look like that it would +be almost habitable. Had it been placed in any country where there +were men, it would be considered beautiful just now. Ah, well, after +he had been married a few years, he would have his children running +hither and thither, laughing and chattering, about the Point; then it +would be in his own choice to make of his environment what he liked. +Gazing whimsically forward to such a time he could conceive that, were +he given the opportunity to return to civilisation, by some curious +turn of the wheel of fortune, he might prefer to stay; that such an +opportunity might be possible, it would first be necessary that he +should have been acquitted from all suspicion concerning the death of +Strangeways. + +It was easy to be optimistic on such a day; there was a cleanness of +youth about the appearance of this newly awakened world which reacted +on the watcher's mind. + +Peggy had come out from the shack and was seated on the threshold; +even she was conscious of a certain elation, for she was humming to +herself one of those endless, tuneless, barbaric Indian airs which +only take on the pretence of music when they are assisted by the +stamping of many feet, and the clapping of many hands. When Granger +turned his head in her direction, she lowered her eyes, and her +singing ceased. He had not meant that she should do that; he was +merely wondering whether she was really a pretty girl and whether, if +he were to take her back with him to England, she would be seen as +beautiful by London eyes. London eyes! What had they ever seen that +was essentially beautiful and free? They could judge of the latest +fashion in hats, and of the proper size of the laced-in waist; but +what had they ever seen of the naked, sinuous grace of the human body +as God made it and had meant that it should be seen? Of nakedness and +simplicity, and all things genuine, the civilised man had been taught +to be ashamed. No, no, to-day, in the sunshine, he felt sure that he +would not return to the insincerity, artificiality, and the +blinkered-eyes of the town, were he given his choice. He wanted to +breathe cleanness, and to see God's hand at work, and to be _a man_; +in London, or any other city, individuality and all these things would +be denied. He could be very happy now, he believed; now that he was +not lonely any longer, because he had a wife. He wished that he could +find a language in which to tell her these things. But he feared to +speak; he knew that as yet, just returned from the winter-trail, she +would not understand. + +While he had been thinking, she had slowly raised her eyes; she was +not looking at him, but northeast, down-river, toward the bend. +Turning suddenly, he caught the direction of her gaze. Glancing down +to the pier, he discovered that Beorn's eyes were also turned that +way. What were they waiting for? What were they anticipating? Was it +the return of Eyelids that made them so expectant? During the past +fourteen days he had often caught them thus waiting and gazing, as +though stoically prepared for news of whatever kind. He suspected that +they had some secret which they were not willing to share with +him--this would account to an extent for Peggy's reticence. But what +secrets of importance could they have, dwelling as they did on the +Last Chance? Probably Eyelids' delay was only a matter of traps and +furs which had been cached. Then, as he watched Peggy, he saw a look +partly of fear, partly of bewilderment, spread over her face. She +glanced down to her father; he was still gazing in the same direction, +towards the bend, and she, seeing him rise to his feet and wave his +hand, following his example, also rose up and waved. Granger was on +his feet immediately, that so he might see more clearly; turning his +eyes down-river, he watched steadfastly in the direction in which the +father and daughter gazed. He saw nothing that was not customary; it +seemed to him that he must have looked too late. + +"What is it, Peggy?" he broke out. + +She swung round slowly, giving herself time to make her face +expressionless; it was evident that she had forgotten his presence in +her excitement. + +"Nothing," she said, and turning about, passed into the darkness of +the house. + +Granger did not like it. When there are only three of you, one of whom +is your wife, to whom you have been married only a fortnight, it is +not pleasant to be the one left out. He had thought at first that they +might be on the lookout for York boats, which might soon be expected +to pass by on their way from the House of the Crooked Creek to God's +Voice. But one does not wave his hand to a York boat which is not yet +in sight. It seemed certain to him now that Eyelids was in the +vicinity, signalling to them secret information, which they were eager +to keep from himself. Had they stumbled across the grave of +Strangeways, and wondered what it meant? A grave more or less in +Keewatin does not usually trouble a living man; nevertheless, he ought +to have told them about it and have explained about Spurling. He would +tell them his secret presently, and get them to tell him theirs in +exchange. In the meanwhile, he would watch the bend. + +There was no sound of footsteps in the shack. Turning his head very +slowly, so that it could hardly be seen to turn, he could perceive the +shadow of Peggy out of the tail of his eye from where he sat; she was +standing behind the window, a little way back from the panes so that +he might not discover her, and she was also watching. If this system +of spying were to go on for long, there would soon be an end to his +dreams of freedom and marital peace at Murder Point. Already he was +inclined to revise his opinion as to what he would do, were he given +the opportunity for escape to a becitied and more populous land. The +more he thought about it, the more certain he became that he would +choose to escape. A half-breed girl who was almost pure Indian in her +manners--and Peggy seemed that to him now--could never be a fitting +companion for an educated white man. He'd been something more than a +fool to marry her. The entire business was a farce, from start to +finish; and then he remembered that nearly every farce ends in +someone's tragedy. + +He was interrupted in his bitterness by a shout from up-river. While +they had been all engaged in watching the northeast, a swift canoe, +carrying two men, had stolen in from the west. It was approaching the +pier; before he had time to get down, its occupants had landed and +were shaking hands with Beorn effusively, emitting low, hoarse cries +of "Watchee. Watchee." + +As he descended the mound, he scanned their travelling outfit, that he +might guess their errand. They carried no cargo, nor was their canoe +the broad-built, slate-coloured conveyance of the Hudson Bay Company; +it was birch-bark, constructed for speed, and carried in the bow a +miniature sail. They must be the bearers of a letter, or of important +verbal tidings. + +He shook hands with them in silence, nor did he ask them at once to +deliver to him their message, well knowing from unhappy experience +that to attempt to hurry an Indian is to cause him to delay. Instead, +he set about doing them favours, that so they might be the more +willing to oblige him. He led the way up to his store and, displaying +to them his wares, told them to choose themselves each a present. +There were gaudy shawls, beflowered muslin dress-lengths, rifles, +watches, clocks, suits of clothing and city head-gear, probably +misfits or the refuse of a bankrupt's stock which Wrath had bought +cheap, all of them long since out of date; there were even battered +dolls and children's toys lying about mixed up with canned goods and +groceries--a miscellaneous array. Arranged along one wall were all the +implements of the trapper's trade and the articles of common use, +such as kettles, pans, enamel cups and plates, coils of rope, etc. +With the inborn thriftlessness of the Indian, at the articles of +essential worth they only glanced, after which they turned aside from +them. Not until an hour had passed did one of the men make up his mind +to take a top-hat for his present, broad-brimmed and dusty, from off +which most of the silk was worn--a relic, perhaps, of the outside +respectability with which one of the Winnipeg partners had been wont +to clothe himself years since, when he went to church and still had +hopes that one day he might live to see himself an honest man. But the +second visitor could find nothing that met with his approval; now that +his companion was owner of the top-hat, he felt that of all things, +sacks of flour, rifles, sails, knives, that was the one and only +present which he would have chosen. Granger was losing patience, +though he did not dare to show it. There were so many tidings which +that letter, if letter it was, might contain--news concerning +Spurling, Strangeways, his mother, Mordaunt. To cut his suspense short +by a few minutes he was willing to pay almost any price. Still the +Indian procrastinated and seemed to be more and more inclined to +become obstinate and offended. Transgressing the usual rule of a +trading-store, he had seated himself on a pile of nets and was +striking a match to light his pipe. + +Granger gazed round his stock in desperation, endeavouring to discover +something, whatever its value, which would be acceptable. + +A sudden inspiration came to him. Reaching up to a shelf, he took down +an oblong box, about nine inches in length, adjusted several parts of +it on the inside, wound it up with a key which was in the back, and +set it on the counter. A whirring, coughing noise was heard, as though +a creature hidden inside was clearing its throat to prevent itself +from choking; after a few seconds of this, a voice, so thin and +whispering that it seemed impossible that it should ever have come +from a person who owned a chest, commenced to sing with an atrocious +perversion of the vowels, + + "Sife in the h'arms of Jesus, + Sife on 'is gentle breast, + There by 'is love o'ershadowed + Sweetly my soul shall rest." + +He cut it short at the end of one verse, for he could endure no more +of that--the tears were in his eyes. Ugly as the dialect was in itself +and often as it had revolted him in former days, there was something +hauntingly pathetic about it when combined with religion, and sung in +Keewatin by that weakling voice; the London voice, shut up in the +mildewed box, was an exile like himself. When he was a child, he had +heard his mother sing those words, and that was at a time when he +believed in the faith which they expressed. For him there was now no +overshadowing God--only a careless, and perhaps unconscious, tyrant. + +But he had accomplished his purpose, for the Indian was won over and +beaming with pleasure. Gramo-phones had not been long introduced into +the district as articles of trade; as yet only the chiefs and most +successful trappers could purchase them. To own one was equivalent to +keeping a butler in civilisation. Seeing the greed in the man's eyes, +he told him that he could have it so soon as he had declared his +business and delivered his message. + +This promise caused the oracle to work. Diving his hand beneath his +shirt, the Indian drew forth a pouch which was slung about his neck, +and, opening it, produced from it a letter. Then snatching up his +play-thing, he and his companion, proud in his top-hat, went outside +to build their fire, and to make their camp, leaving the trader to +himself. + +Granger rose up and made fast the door behind them, so that he might +be undisturbed. Now that he held within his hand the solution to the +problem of their visit, he was willing to postpone the fuller +knowledge lest it should make him sad. Sitting himself down on the +edge of the counter he drew forth his pipe and filled it slowly; and +when that was done, still more slowly commenced searching for a match, +found it at last and kindled the tobacco. He looked at the address; it +was in Wrath's handwriting, but the envelope bore no stamp--it had +evidently been sent up by him in haste over the entire six hundred and +eighty miles by private carrier. That meant that the news was +important, for such means of transit were expensive. Breaking the +seal, he found a letter enclosed, which had been addressed to him in +care of Wrath; it also was unstamped, but it bore in the left-hand +corner the name of his mother's firm of London solicitors. About it +was folded a note from Wrath himself, which read: + + DEAR GRANGER, + + The enclosed letter arrived here by yesterday's mail. + It was accompanied by a letter to myself from some + London lawyers, urging me to deliver it into your hands + in the quickest possible time, regardless of expense. + Carrying out my instructions, I am sending it up to + you by private messengers; heaven knows how long it + would take to get to you, were I to send it any other + way. Of course I shall dock the cost of its transit + from your salary, which means that if you don't have a + good year's trade, I sha'n't have much to pay you. + + Yours, + CHARLES E. WRATH. + +His mother's lawyers! That meant that his mother had relented, and was +anxious to have him home again. His heart leapt at the thought--and +then he remembered that there were Peggy and the death of Strangeways +as obstacles to his return. + +He undid the wrapping of the lawyer's letter and, as he read, the +blood went from his face. It was to tell him, in formal language, that +his mother was dead, and that, if he would fulfil certain conditions, +he was to become heir to the property which she had left. The estate +was valued at fifteen thousand pounds. The conditions were, that he +was to return to England within four months from the writing of this +letter, and take up his permanent residence there. If for any reason +he should be unwilling or unable to agree to these terms, the money +was to be divided among certain charities which his mother had named +in her will. That was all. So the chance for which he had waited had +come at last, and he was unable to take it--and his mother was dead! + +He sat very still and motionless. The flies drummed against the +panes--they also were captives. Outside, across the river, the +whippoorwill continued to cry, demanding entrance into Beorn's body +because it was his soul. Peggy came to the door, tried to open it, +rattled the latch and announced that the meal was ready: he took no +notice of her, and presently she went away. For hours he sat like a +man of stone, making no pretence at thinking; of one fact only was he +aware, that with both hands, for the want of a little patience, he had +thrown away all his chances of return. He was lost--lost--lost. + +As the hours dragged by the flies grew tired of trying to escape, and +the whippoorwill of calling; the whole world fell silent. He wished +that the darkness might come, so that he might hide himself; but in +June time, on the Last Chance River, it is never utterly night. When +the sun has sunk from the sky the sunset lingers, gradually working +round toward the dawn; through the summer months, as if to make amends +for the long dark winter days, it always leaves a little torch of +promise burning somewhere along the horizon. The perpetual brightness +of the world outside seemed to jeer him; it was as careless in its way +as the winter had been of the solitariness of his soul. + +But at last the shadows lengthened in the store, and through the +dusty, cobwebbed window he could see that the sky had grown indigo and +grey. So his mother was dead, and he would never look on her again. +They had not understood one another, and now, with whatever longing he +might desire it, he could never explain. He had abandoned her for the +sake of his father's quest, that he might seek out El Dorado--and this +was the wage of his sacrifice, thirty, perhaps forty long years of +life at Murder Point, shared in the company of a squaw, a hurried +burial one day, and an unnoticed grave. + +He could not accept the conditions set forth in the lawyer's letter +and return to London in the two months which remained--there were the +Mounted Police to prevent him, and there was Peggy. He had chosen his +own path in life, and he must follow it without complaint to the +bitter end. He tried to think himself back into the opinion of the +morning, when he had fancied that he preferred the Last Chance River +to any other place. He could not think that now; he knew that it was +no more than a consoling lie. Then he ceased to think and grew drowsy. + +He was aroused by the faint and far-away sound of singing. The dusk +had gathered and it must be nearing midnight. He was stiff from +sitting so long in a cramped position; he rose to his feet and rubbed +his eyes. The window was ruddy with the shifting light of the Indians' +camp-fire; occasionally, when the flame shot up, its brightness stole +across the ceiling and illumined the walls of the store. He listened; +the tune that was sung seemed to him familiar and puzzled him, for he +was not fully awake. Drifting through the stillness of the northern +twilight, at an hour when even the beasts of the forests held their +breath because of God's nearness and His solemnity, there reached his +ears the vulgar strutting tones of a music-hall singer's voice: + + "As I walked through Leicester Square + With my most magnificent air, + You should hear the girls declare + 'Why, he's a millionaire;' + And they turn around and sigh, + And they wink the other eye, + 'He's the man that broke the bank at Monte Carlo.'" + +The coarse suggestiveness of the words, the cheap passions which they +implied, the leer and pomposity with which they had been uttered by +the comedian, the unhealthy, narrow-chested, pavement-bred audience +by which the effort had been greeted with applause, the total +uncleanness and unnaturalness of city-life, came vividly home to him. + +He did not stop to reason, or to trace his repugnance to its +source--to his native hostility to the impurity and strengthlessness +of multitudes of creatures who arrogantly boast that they are +civilised--he was too angry for that. He was only conscious that a +vain and impertinent echo of the town had, by his instrumentality, +found its way into and vilified the secret refuge of God's austerity. +Tearing back the bolts from the storehouse door and lifting the latch, +he rushed out into the cool half-light. + +Half-way between himself and the pier he saw the Indians' camp-fire, +with four figures squatting round, two of which were Peggy's and +Beorn's. Running down the descent, he burst into their midst, seized +the offending gramophone and crushed it down with his heel into the +flames. His foot was scorched, but he did not care for that. When his +work was accomplished, turning savagely upon his spectators he said, +"I'll teach you to offend God's silence," and strode away, leaving +them staring after him through the shadows, terrified and amazed. +Suddenly he returned; there was a gentler look upon his face. Going up +to where Peggy sat, he took her by the hand, and, without a word, led +her out of the circle of firelight towards the shack. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +THE DEAD SOUL SPEAKS OUT + + +The Man with the Dead Soul was drunk, heartily and shamelessly drunk; +Granger, the contriver of his condition, sat facing him, impatiently +waiting to see whether that was true which the Indians said, that, +when drink had subdued his body, his soul returned for a little space. + +The nominal occasion of the carousal was the home-coming of Eyelids +and, as Granger had subtly put it, "the celebration of his own +entrance into the family of Ericsen." However, in a country from which +there is no means of escape, save through the magic doors of +imagination, and where men get so bored with themselves, and their +environment, and one another, that they are willing to seek a +temporary release by drinking such noxious drugs as pain-killer, +essence of ginger, of peppermint, etc., for the sake of the alcohol +which they contain, the only excuse necessary for intoxication is +opportunity. Spirits of any kind are strictly forbidden in Keewatin, +that the Indians may be protected from intemperance; nevertheless, +despite all precautions of the Mounted Police, a certain quantity +finds its way up in disguised forms, or smuggled in sacks of flour and +bales of traders' merchandise. + +Granger, being well aware that the fool says with his lips what the +wise man knows in his heart, had determined that both the menfolk of +his adopted house should play the fool that night. Whatever Beorn and +Eyelids might do or say, and however intoxicated they might become, he +had planned for himself that he would keep quite sober, with his wits +about him, that he might recall next day what they had done and said +when thus taken off their guard. There were two problems which he was +anxious to solve; the first, the reason for his brother-in-law's long +delay; the second, what it was that they watched for with such +eagerness, and waved to at the bend. + +The latter problem had become still more perplexing since Eyelids' +return that morning, for in the afternoon, when they were sitting +together outside the shack, he also had seen something down-river, +and, following his father's and sister's example, had risen to his +feet, commenced to wave, and, when it had disappeared, had inquired, +"Who was that fellow?" Straightway Beorn had scowled him into silence, +and Peggy, leaning over, had whispered some words in a Cree-dialect, +which Granger did not understand; whereupon an expression of fear and +wonder had come into Eyelids' face. When Granger, having taken him +apart, had asked him for an explanation, he had only shaken his head +stupidly, saying that he must have been mistaken, and that there was +nothing there. This was manifestly false, for during all the remaining +portion of the daylight his eyes had kept continually furtively +returning down-river towards the bend. + +The fact that he also had seen something, did away with Granger's +supposition that it was to her brother, lurking in the vicinity, that +Peggy had signalled with her hand--and made him the more curious to +know the real cause. Could it be Spurling, he wondered, who had made +a compact with them and lay in hiding there? If that was so, then what +had been the reason of Eyelids' delay,--for he had not stayed to +collect any caches of furs, but had come back empty-handed, walking by +the river-bank. He had watched to see whether anyone had put out from +the store to leave provisions at the bend; but no one had been there, +unless at a time when he slept. His passion to share the secret had +become all-consuming, as curiosity must when it works in the mind of a +lonely man. To this end he had shadowed Eyelids all that day, giving +him no opportunity for private talk with his family, and, finally, had +prepared this trap of a drinking-bout, hoping that someone might +commit himself. As yet he had this to his advantage, that the +half-breed, though he had witnessed the signals, was almost as +ignorant as himself as to their real purport, and was therefore, +probably, just as curious. + +They were sitting in a room, empty and comfortless, which was built on +to the end of the oblong which comprised the store. Its walls were +damp, and the news-papers, with which they had been covered, sagged +down from the boards like monstrous goitres. It had one window, which +looked riverwards, across whose panes, dust and cobweb smirched, a +muslin curtain had been hung by a previous agent, who was reputed to +have drunk himself to death. This was its only attempt at decoration, +save for a faded photo of a girl attired in early Victorian dress, +across the right-hand corner of which was scrawled, "Yours, with love, +from Gertrude." She looked a good girl, and Granger felt sorry for her +because, by the ordinary laws of nature, she had probably been dead +for many years; and he also felt sorry for her because he was certain +that the man who had placed her picture there had gone away and +disappointed her in her love. + +Perhaps he had been the agent who, sitting there night after night, +gazing upon her portrait, torturing himself with memories of the +happiness which he had lost, had drunk himself to death. If that was +so, she had had her revenge. Going closer, he saw that the +photographer's name was recorded there, "Joseph Dean, New Bedford, +Mass." So she had been a New Englander, and her lover, whoever he was, +had probably started life as a sailor in the whaling fleet which at +that time set out annually from New Bedford for the North. In Keewatin +the memories of men for their neighbours, especially if they happen to +be private traders, are very short. + +The room contained little furniture. There was a wooden shelf, knocked +together out of packing-cases, which ran along one side of the wall +and had probably done service as a bed. There was an upturned box, on +which a man might seat himself; and a low three-legged stool which +would serve as a table--that was all. In imitation of the no more +lavish accommodation set apart for single men at the Hudson Bay +Company's forts, the room was commonly known as Bachelors' Hall. The +door was fast-shut; the curtain was half-drawn before the window, +shutting out the long-tarrying June twilight; the three men had been +there together for four hours, and as yet nothing of importance had +transpired, and no word had been spoken. + +Eyelids, with his lashless lids (hence his sobriquet) half-closed, +squatted on the floor, Indian fashion, directing his pipe to his mouth +with uncertain hand. The other hand fumbled continually in his +breast, as if he kept something hidden there. Granger wondered what it +was. + +Beorn sprawled his great length of legs along the shelf, his back and +head resting against the wall. His eyes were very bright, and a long +and ugly scar, which extended from the right of his forehead to his +lower jaw, and which Granger did not remember to have noticed before, +showed swollen and red through the tangled mass of his grey beard. His +pipe also was in his mouth, but his hand was still steady. Under the +influence of drink a new intentness had come into his face, all his +features seemed to be more keen and pointed. Every now and again he +would remove his pipe, as if he were about to break into speech; then, +either through laziness or from the tyranny of his habitual caution, +he would replace it and, as it seemed to Granger, relapse into +memories. He watched him closely, and he thought he saw the elation of +old successes, and emotions of forgotten defeats, flit across his +countenance. Granger himself was quite sober, having only pretended to +drink; if he sat a trifle huddled on his box and lurched unsteadily, +it was only that he might keep his companions unsuspicious. + +On the crazy little stool between them stood a candle from which the +wax occasionally dripped, so that for a moment the flame would die +down, causing the shadows to shorten. A jam-jar did service as a +tumbler; there was one between the three of them, which meant that +they had to drink quickly in order not to keep the next man waiting. +Granger served out the whisky, and he served it neat--when men are +intent on getting drunk they do not procrastinate by adding water. + +Eyelids was getting more and more peaceful and foolish, smiling first +to himself and then slily to Granger, as though he had some very happy +knowledge which he was burning to communicate. At last he pulled out +his hand from his shirt, and there was something in it. Beorn, raised +three feet from the floor on his shelf, could not see what his son was +doing, nor did he care; he was reliving the past, when there was no +Eyelids. + +But Granger watched; the fingers opened a trifle and revealed the +shining of something yellow. Quick as thought, before the fingers +could close over it again, he pretended to lose his balance, and, +shooting out his foot as if to save himself, sent the yellow lump +flying from the half-breed's palm. It shot into the air, fell with a +thud, and rolled scintillating into the darkness across the boarded +floor. Before he could be detained, Granger had sprung after it and +held it in his hand. He faced round, ready to defend himself; but +there was no necessity. Eyelids, having attempted to rise and having +found that his legs would not carry him, had sunk back to his +squatting position on the floor, where he was smiling foolishly and +nodding his head as much as to say, "I've been telling you all +evening, but you would not believe me; now I have proved my word!" + +Beorn was sitting upright on his shelf, looking at him keenly. As +Granger approached, he held out his hand; Granger placed the yellow +lump in it. + +"Gold," he cried, and his eyes flashed; "a river nugget!" Then +weighing it carefully, "Three ounces," he said; "it's worth about +forty dollars." + +"How do you know that?" asked Granger. "Was it river gold that you +found on the Comstock? I thought that it was quartz." + +"It was quartz afterwards, but nuggets and dust first." Then, +remembering himself, he asked suspiciously, "But what d'you know about +it?" + +"I ought to know something," Granger replied, speaking thickly and +shamming intoxication; "I ought to know something; I was one of the +first men in on the Klondike gold-rush." + +"Damn it! So you were one of the Klondike men? Tell me about it." + +Granger had intended to spin him a yarn about great bonanzas in Yukon, +which he had discovered. It was to have been a hard-luck tale of +claims which had been stolen, and claims which had been jumped, and +claims which had been given away for a few pounds of flour or slices +of bacon in crises of starvation; but in the presence of the old man's +eagerness, and with the shining nugget of temptation between them, he +drifted unconsciously into straight talk and told him his own true +story. + +At first, while he was feeling his way, he gave the history of Bobbie +Henderson, and Siwash George, and Skookum Jim, the real discoverers of +the Klondike; and of how Bobbie Henderson was done out of his share, +so that he still remained a poor man and prospector when others, who +had come into the Yukon years later, had worked their claims, grown +wealthy, and departed. Then he recited the Iliad of the stampede from +Forty-Mile, when the rumour had spread abroad that Siwash George had +found two-dollars-fifty to the pan at the creek which he had named +"Bonanza"; how drunken men were thrown into open boats, and men who +refused to credit the report were bound hand and foot with ropes by +their friends and compelled to go along, lest they should lose the +chance of a lifetime; and how, where to-day Forty-Mile had been a +noisy town, to-morrow it was silent and deserted, with none left save +a few old men and sickly women to tell the story. + +To all of this Beorn listened with small attention, for he kept +muttering to himself, "But how did he know that there was gold there? +How did he discover it?" Granger wondered to whom he was referring--to +his own son, to Siwash George, or to someone else; but he dared not +ask him a leading question lest his suspicion should be aroused. He +went on with his narration feverishly, forgetting in his excitement +his resolution to keep sober, emptying the tumbler of whisky +recklessly, turn and turn about with his companion, waiting and +watching to see whether, in the Indian phrase, the dead soul would +return. When he commenced to speak of himself, of his passage from +Skaguay to Dawson, of the wealth which he found and lost at Drunkman's +Shallows, and of his flight, Beorn became interested; his eyes blazed +and every few seconds he would give him encouragement, ejaculating +hoarsely, "Go on. Go on." + +So he carried his history to an end with a rush, for now he knew that +the dead soul had come back. He finished with the sentence, "And then +I went to Wrath, for I was nearly starving. 'For God's sake, man, give +me some employment,' I said. 'I can't steal; they'd put me in gaol for +that, and so I should disgrace my mother. And I can't cut throats for +bread, for then I should get hanged. But, if I have to endure this +agony much longer, I shall do both.' And his reply was to send me up +here, to this ice-cold hell of snow and silence, to mind his store and +watch the Last Chance River flowing on and on, until the day of my +death. God curse the reptile and his charity." + +The Man with the Dead Soul turned his head aside and there was silence +for a moment. Then, bending down and having assured himself that +Eyelids was asleep. "I've known all that," he said; "but, unlike you, +I did more 'an intend--I killed my man. I guess you an' I are o' one +family now, so there's no harm in tellin'. I don't just remember who +you are, nor how we happen to be here this night; but you placed that +gold in my hand, so I reckon you're all right. You ain't a Mormon, are +you?" he asked abruptly. + +Granger, taken aback by the question, smiled slowly and shook his +head. + +"Well, then, I'd have you to know," Beorn continued, "that I was +brought up in the Mormon faith. One o' the earliest memories I have is +o' the massacre o' the Latter-Day Saints at Gallatin, when Governor +Boggs issued his order that we should be exterminated an' driven out. +I can still see the soldiery ridin' up an' down, pillagin' our city, +insultin' our womenfolk, an' cuttin' down our men. I can just remember +the misery o' the winter through which we fled, an' the tightness o' +my mother's arms about me as we crossed the Mississippi, goin' into +Illinois for safety. From my earliest childhood my mind has bin made +accustomed to travellin's, an' privations, an' deeds o' blood. That's +the sort o' man I am. + +"It was six years after the Gallatin affair, when our city o' Nauvoo +had been founded, that the mob once more rose agin us an' murdered our +prophets, an' placed our lives in danger. Again we fled, crossin' the +Mississippi on the ice, till we gained a breathin' space at Council +Bluffs. A year after that, under Brigham Young, we passed through the +Rockies to the Great Salt Lake an' came to rest. All this persecootion +caused our people to become a hard an' bitter race; but I'd have been +true to 'em if it hadn't bin for my mother, an' the manner o' her +death. How did she die? Don't ask me, for I can't tell you. She was a +Swede, a kind o' white slave, who was kept with several other women by +my father. She went out one day, an' never came back. I believe she'd +got heartsick, an' was plannin' t' escape with a feller o' her own +nationality, a newcomer. Anyhow, when I asked my father about her, he +threatened me into silence. He was a priest o' the order o' +Melchizedek, a powerful man among the prophets. From that hour I hated +Mormonism, an' determined t' escape whenever my chance occurred. It +came sooner 'an I expected. + +"The Californian gold-rush had robbed the Saints o' the seaboard to +which they was hopin' to lay claim. They began to get nervous lest the +southern territories, from Salt Lake to the Mexican frontier, might +also be lost to 'em if they didn't do something so they organised the +State of Deseret, an' sent out expeditions to take it up before it +could fall into the Gentiles' hands. My father, I believe, had grown +'fraid o' me, lest I should take his life; so he had me included in +the first expedition, which consisted o' eighty men, an' was sent to +garrison a Mormon station in Carson Valley, Nevada. + +"I've allaws had a nose for gold, an' we hadn't bin there a month +before I'd discovered an' washed out a little dust from a neighbourin' +gulch. I kept my secret to myself, an' when I'd gathered enough, +bought provisions, stole a horse, an' ran away, escapin' over the +Sierras into California, where I hoped that the Mormons, an' +especially my father, would lose all trace o' me an' give me up for +dead. For eight years I drifted along the coast from camp to camp, +but didn't have much luck. I even went so far south as Mexico, where I +laboured in the silver mines an' learned the Mexican method o' +crushin' quartz with arrastras. + +"All this time I was haunted by the memory o' the gold which I'd +washed out in Carson Valley; the more I thought about it, the more +certain I was that untold riches lay buried there. However, I was +fearful to return, lest I should fall into the clutches o' the +priesthood o' Melchizedek or o' the spies o' Brigham Young. I was an +apostate, an' my father was my enemy; I knew that, should I once be +recovered by the Mormons, no mercy would be shown me. At last the news +came that the struggle o' the Saints for possession o' Nevada had been +given up, an' that messengers had bin sent out from Salt Lake biddin' +all emigrants return. For eight years I'd bin unmolested; I thought +that I'd bin forgotten, an' that it was safe to turn my steps +eastward. + +"I travelled day an' night to get back to my first discovery; I was +tortured wi' the thought that before I got there someone might have +rediscovered it, an' have staked it out. I'd crossed the Sierras, an' +was within a two-days' journey o' my destination, when I came to a +lonely valley as the sun was settin', an' there I camped. The place +looked God-forsaken; there was nothin' in sight but rocks, an' sand, +an' sage-brush. I lit my fire, an' tethered my horse, an', being +dog-tired, was soon asleep. Suddenly I woke up, an' was conscious o' +footsteps goin' stealthily, away from me into the darkness. I jumped +to my feet an' seized my gun; but my eyes were dazed with sleep an' +firelight so that I could see nothin'. I ran out into the shadows, +followin' the footsteps, but, before I could come up with 'em, their +sound had changed to that o' a horse, gallopin' northward, growin' +fainter and fainter. + +"I returned to my camp an' examined my baggage; nothin' was missin', +not even the gold which I'd carried--all seemed safe. I sat up an' +watched till daybreak, an', havin' snatched a hasty breakfast, +commenced t' pack my animal. Then it was that I discovered, slipped +beneath a strap o' my saddle, a sheet o' paper. Unfoldin' it, I saw +that it was scrawled over in a rude an' almost unreadable hand. This +was what it said, 'This demand of ours shall remain uncancelled, an' +shall be to you as was the Ark o' God among the Philistines. Unless +you return to your father's house an' to the people o' your father's +faith, you shall be visited by the Lord o' Hosts wi' thunder an' wi' +earthquakes, wi' floods, wi' pestilence, wi' famine, an' wi' +bloodshed, until the day of your death, when your name shall not be +known among men.' + +"I was seized with panic, for then I knew that the spies o' Mormon had +traced me. But I wouldn't turn back, for I knew that the treasure for +which I had waited, as Jacob waited for Rachel, lay straight ahead. So +I rode forward, tremblin' as I went, carryin' my gun in my hand. At +the end o' the second day I came t' Johntown, an' found that many +things had changed since I had left. There were a dozen shanties in +the town; these were occupied wi' gamblers, storekeepers, an' +liquor-sellers, includin' two white women an' Sarah Winnemucca, the +Piute princess. But the placer-miners had been at work, an' the +gulches were dotted with the tents an' dugouts o' men who had +discovered my secret for themselves. Thomas Paige Comstock was in the +gang, the man who gave his name to the first great strike. They +called 'im Old Pancake, 'cause he was too busy searchin' for gold to +bake bread. Even at that time, as wi' spoon in hand he stirred the +pancake batter, he kept his eyes on the crest o' some distant peak, +an' was lost in dreams o' avarice. + +"I hadn't bin there long before I took up wi' a feller named Peter +O'Riley, an' we became pards. We determined to try our luck in the +Walker River Mountains, where some new placers had bin started; but we +hadn't got the money, so we agreed t' work a claim in Six-Mile Canon +till we'd taken out enough dust t' pay for an outfit. We dug a trench +straight up the hillside, by Old Man Caldwell's Spring, through blue +clay an' a yellowish kind o' gravel. But the spring wasted down the +slope, so we stopped work on the trench an' commenced to sink a pit to +collect the water an' make a reservoir. We hadn't sunk more 'an four +feet when we struck a darker an' heavier soil, which sparkled as we +shovelled it above ground. We washed out a panful, an' found that the +bottom was fairly covered in gold. This was the top o' the famous +Ophir, had we only known it. We jumped to our feet an' shouted, for it +was the richest placer that had as yet bin found. We gave up our +notion o' the Walker River, an' I began to laugh int' myself at the +Mormon threat, that I should suffer from all the plagues o' Egypt, an' +die an unknown man. We were rich--rich--rich. + +"Just as we were finishin' our day's work, Old Pancake rides up. He'd +bin lookin' for a mustang that he'd lost, an' came gallopin' over the +ridge, with his long legs brushin' the sage tops. We tried to hide our +discovery, but his eyes were too sharp for that. He saw the gold from +our last clean-up glistenin' in the bottom o' the pan, as the sunset +lit on it. 'You've struck it, boys,' he cried. + +"Jumpin' from his horse, he went down into the pit t' examine for +hisself. He stayed down there some time; when he come up his face was +grave. He'd done a lot of thinkin' in a very short while. He sat down +on the hillside, an' was silent for so long that we began to suspect +there was somethin' up. + +"At last he said, 'Now, see here, boys, this spring was old man +Caldwell's. I an' Manny Penrod bought his claim last winter, an' we +sold a tenth to Old Virginia th' other day. If you two fellers'll let +Manny an' myself in on equal shares, it's all right; if not, it's all +wrong.' + +"We were a bit afraid o' Old Pancake; he'd bin longer in the district +'an we had. We didn't think to doubt his word, though, as we +afterwards discovered, every word that he spoke was false. Anyhow, +after a lot 'o argiment, we agreed to let him an' Manny Penrod in on +the terms which he'd suggested. That was the beginnin' o' the Johntown +gold-rush, an' I, for the second time, was one o' the discoverers. At +first we named the place Pleasant Hill Camp, an' I can tell you it was +mighty pleasant to be takin' out a thousand dollars a day per man. But +later, when a city commenced t' spring up, it was necessary t' find +some other name. We quarrelled a good deal about what we'd call it; +but one night, when Old Virginia was goin' home with the boys drunk, +carryin' a bottle o' whisky in 'is hand, he stumbled as he reached his +cabin, an' the bottle fell an' was broke. Risin' to his knees, with +the neck o' the bottle held fast in 'is hand, he coughed out, 'I +baptise this ground Virginia town.' An' so Virginia town, which was +afterwards changed t' city, the handful o' shanties was named. + +"For all that my prospects were lookin' so rosy, I was really havin' +bad luck. Day after day, I was throwin' away wagon-loads o' 'blue +stuff,' as all th' other miners were doin', an' as those who had gone +before us had done--we damned it, an' didn't know its value. A month +after I'd sold out, a feller had some o' it assayed, an' it was found +to be worth nearly seven thousand dollars in gold an' silver per ton. + +"I guess that curse o' the Mormons was more powerful 'an it seemed at +first sight--it's followed me through life an' ruined all the men with +whom I've come in touch. Old Virginia was thrown from his horse, an' +killed while drunk. O'Riley sold out his share for forty thousand +dollars, the bulk o' which he spent in wildcat speculations, so that, +what wi' disappointment an' loss, he finished out his days in a +madhouse. Penrod sold for eight thousand, an' soon spent everything he +had. Old Pancake sold for eleven thousand, an' lost every dollar. +Then, gettin' sick o' seein' other fellers grow rich out o' what had +bin his, he wandered off prospecting an' blew out his brains wi' his +own gun in the mountains o' Montana. A chap named Hansard, one o' our +first millionaires, died a pauper an' was buried at the public +expense. As for myself, you can see what I've become--the Man wi' the +Dead Soul." + +He paused, and looked round at Granger. "_The Man wi' the Dead Soul_," +he repeated, "that's what I am. When I die, my name will not be known +among men." + +"I don't suppose there's any of us'll be remembered long," said +Granger. "There's a man out there on the bend; I was at Oxford with +him. He was one of the finest oars that England ever had. The papers +were full of him once. A sporting edition never came out but . . ." + +He was interrupted. "Pass the whisky," Beorn said; "if we're goin' to +be forgot, it don't much matter what we do or have done; an' we may as +well forget." + +He swallowed the spirit greedily at one quick gulp. "Where'd I got to? +Oh, yes, I'd sold out my claim for money down, an' made a fool o' +myself. You see I thought that my find was a gash-vein an' would soon +peter out, an' that I was doin' somethin' mighty clever to sell at +all. Instead o' which, I'd only skimmed the surface an' hadn't gone +deep enough. The men who bought from us sank down till they came to +the main lode, an' then there was the discovery o' what that 'blue +stuff,' which we'd bin throwin' away, was really worth; from them two +causes came the Washoe gold-rush. You never saw anythin' like that, +not even in the Klondike. It was maddenin' for me to stand by an' +watch these men, who'd come from a thousand miles east an' west, just +t' handle the pickin's o' the wealth which I had once possessed an' +hadn't had the sense to know about. They lived in tents, an' huts, an' +holes in the hillsides, an' paid seventy-five cents for a pound o' +flour, in the hopes that, when the summer 'ad come, they might get a +chance to prospect. + +"Before winter 'ad gone, they was leadin' strings o' mules across the +mountains, on blankets spread above the snow, that they might get +provisions in an' prevent us from starvin'. An' I, the feller as +they'd come to rob, had to sit still an' watch it all. + +"Before the roads were fit for travel, all the world was journeyin' +towards us. There were Irishmen, pushin' wheelbarrows; an' Mexicans +with burros; an' German miners, an' French, an' English, an' Swedes, +ploddin' through the mud across the Sierras with their tools upon +their backs; there were organ-grinders an' Jew pedlars, an' women +dressed as men, all comin' to Virginia City to claim the gold which I +'ad lost. I sat every day idly watchin' their approach, an' I hated +them. I'd begun to believe in the Mormon's curse, an' to let things +slide. There didn't seem to be much sense in stakin' out a new +claim--if I made another fortune, I felt certain that I'd surely lose +it all. + +"Along wi' the adventurers an' prospectors came desperadoes, who +intended to make their fortune at the gun's point, by shootin' +straight! There was the Tombstone Terror, an' the Bad Man from Bodie, +an' Sam Brown, the greatest bully o' them all. One night a half-witted +feller asked him how many men he'd chopped. 'Ninety-nine,' says Sam, +'an' you're the hundredth.' He seizes him by the neck an' rips him to +pieces wi' his bowie-knife. Then he lay down an' went to sleep on the +billiard table, while the father gathered up what remained o' his son +from the floor. + +"An' there was El Dorado Johnny, who, whenever he was goin' to shoot a +man, bought a new suit o' clothes an' had a shave, an' got his hair +cut an' his boots polished so that, in case there was any mistake, he +might make a handsome corpse. These were some o' the men that I lived +among, an', like God, I said nothin' to any of 'em, but watched an' +was interested in 'em all. + +"I suppose I enjoyed myself, for I couldn't help laughin' quietly at +their expense. 'What went ye out for to seek?' I would ask as, sittin' +by the outskirts o' the town, I saw this army o' men an' women +struggle in from the mountain trail. An' then I'd answer myself, 'We +have come that we may dig out gold, that others may take it from us. +We have come to exchange our health an' hope for disease an' +disappointment. We have come to gain all the world, which we shall not +gain--an' to lose our own souls.' + +"I tell you, it's mighty strange to think o' where all the gold, which +those brave chaps o' the Old Virginia days dug out, has gone. Some o' +it's been made into a necklace t' hang about a lady's throat; and some +o' it's gone to Rome t' gild a cross; and some o' it's been made into +a weddin' ring that a young girl might get married. I don't suppose +the folk in the old lands ever think of how far the gold which they +wear has travelled, nor how many have died in its gettin'. Some, which +'as bin made into a watch and goes to the city every day, may have +come from King Solomon's mines in ships o' Tarshish; an' the king may +have worn it hisself in his temple, or have given it away to the +dark-skinned girl that he wrote that song about. + +"When I thought o' these things in Old Virginia, it made me sort o' +happy, so that I didn't mind what the Mormons 'ad said. Time seemed so +endless, an' life so short, that I didn't seem called on to worry +myself--only t' watch. If I found a new claim which panned out rich, I +didn't work it myself; for I knew that, though I seemed lucky, I +should end unlucky. An' I didn't tell anyone else about it; an' if +they found it out for theirselves, I was angry. I'd found the Ophir, +an' hadn't made anythin' out o' it--that was a big enough present for +one man to make to his world. + +"So I just looked on, an' saw the fools rushin' in who expected to +pile up fortunes. And I saw the camels comin' in an' out, carryin' +salt to Virginia from the desert. They'd bin brought from Asia, an' I +could see that they felt as I felt, an' despised the greed an' hurry +o' what was goin' on. Later some of 'em got so disgusted that they +escaped from their drivers--at that time they was bein' used in +Arizona t' carry ore. I've often smiled when I've fancied the terror +o' some lone prospector, should one o' them long-legged brutes poke up +his nose above a ridge where gold had just been found, and sniff +scornfully down on the feller. Some o' them camels may be still livin' +an' doin' it at this very minute." + +Beorn opened his jaws wide and laughed. Granger had never heard him +laugh before, and the sound was not pleasant. There was nothing of +mirth about the man or in anything that he said--there was only +disappointment and scorn. His bitterness became horrible when he +pretended to be merry. "He that sitteth in the heavens shall laugh; +the Lord shall have them in derision." It was like the thunderous +scoffing of the Lord God of the Hebrews. + +The candle had gone out, and the eerie light of the northland dawn, +drifting into the room through the little space of window that was +uncovered, made him and his companion look old and comfortless. But he +was anxious to hear the last of the story before the soul departed, so +he said, "And how was it that you left the Comstock Mines and came +into Keewatin?" + +"I told you that I'd done what you intended, that I killed a man. I +did more 'an that, I killed many. You see, at that time there was no +proper minin' law in America; so when men got t'quarrellin', they +soon took t' fightin'. So long as the Comstock was only +placer-minin', we knew what we were about, an' there was no +trespassin', but when we took t' tunnelling', it wasn't long before we +was borin' under one another's ledges. The Comstock veins, startin' +near the surface, dipped toward the west, an' therefore the first +great conflict came with the nearest line o' claims t' the westward. +The ledges here were very rich an' almost perpendicular, an' so the +slopin' shafts o' the Ophir, Mexican, etc., soon ran int' the vertical +shafts on the 'middle lead.' + +"The earliest case t' be tried, which I remember, was that o' the +Ophir against McCall. The court met in a stable, an' each side come +armed. One witness was shot at several times as he was ridin' +homeward, down a ravine at nightfall. Party spirit ran too high, an' +the danger o' bringin' in a unanimous verdict was too great for any +jury t' risk their lives by comin' to an agreement. There was no +justice; so there was nothin' left but to fight it out, the same as +when nations go to war. An' what were they goin' to fight about? A +metal which was only val'able because o' its rarity--which had no +value in itself, an' couldn't help men t' godliness; one which you +couldn't make an engine out o', nor a plough, nor even a sword, +because it was too soft. But in order to possess it, they was goin' to +take each other's lives. I, an' every other man in that town, had +thrown away or were throwin' away our souls for a thing which was +truly worthless. + +"One night as I slept, I heard a voice callin' to me an' sayin', 'I +will make a man more precious than gold; even a man than the golden +wedge o' Ophir. Therefore I will shake the heavens, an' the earth +shall remove out o' her place, in th' wrath o' the Lord o' Hosts, an' +in the day o' his fierce anger.' I heard that voice callin' to me not +once, but several times; an' when I woke up, an' walked through the +town, an' saw the men o' the Ophir preparin' to shoot down the men o' +the McCall, I could still hear the voice repeating, 'Even a man than +the golden wedge o' Ophir.' + +"I went back to my shanty, an' found my Bible, an' read it many days, +never stirrin' out. I remember there was one passage that seemed to +accuse myself, an' to explain my own failure--'If I have made gold my +hope, or have said to the fine gold, "Thou art my confidence"; if I +rejoiced because my wealth was great, an' because mine hand had gotten +much; if I beheld the sun when it shined, or the moon walkin' in +brightness, an' my heart hath been secretly enticed, or my mouth hath +kissed my hand: this also were an iniquity to be punished by the +judge, for I should have denied the God that is above.' + +"I'd done all that. When I'd looked at the sun, I'd seen gold; when +I'd looked at the moon, I'd thought of silver; an' when I'd found both +the silver an' the gold in the Ophir, by Old Man Caldwell's Spring, my +mouth had kissed my own hand--an' not God's. An' what I'd done, every +one else was doin' in Virginia City; an' the Lord o' Hosts was angry, +an' that was why men were killin' one another. So, when I'd sat still +an' figured it all out, I said, 'God spoke to me because I'm the one +man on the Comstock who, when he's found gold, tries to bury it; an' +He spoke to me because He wants me to join with Him, an' help Him to +shake the heavens.' So out I walked, day after day, an' watched things +growin' from bad to worse; an' when I'd seen all I wanted, I come +home an' read my Bible--I knew that when God had need o' me He would +send His messenger. + +"One night a miner come to my cabin, an' he said, 'Are you ready to +fight for the Fair-Haired Annie?' + +"'I'm ready,' I said, 'but what's it all about?' + +"'From a drift, a hundred feet down,' said he, 'that we're workin' on +at present, we can hear the picks o' the Bloody Thunder drawin' nearer +an' nearer; they'll break through to-morrer into one o' our ledges.' + +"'What then?' I asked. + +"'We're goin' to have a band o' men waitin' for 'em in the dark on our +side o' the ledge, an' everyone o' those men is goin' to be armed. The +moment that the picks o' the Bloody Thunder drive through an' the wall +goes down, the men o' the Fair-Haired Annie are goin' to fire.' + +"'All right,' I said. 'I'm wi' you. I'll be there.' + +"So next day I, an' twenty other men, were lowered down the shaft; an' +before we saw daylight again, the Fair-Haired Annie an' the Bloody +Thunder had gone to war. That was the first o' the underground fights +which took place on the Comstock. I picked my men, and paid 'em ten +dollars a day, an' called my gang 'The Avengers o' the Lord.' No one +'cept myself knew what that meant, but they learnt t' fear us, for we +fought to the death. Often when I was waitin' in the dark, listenin' +to the sound o' the rival miners comin' nearer, I would repeat to +myself the words, 'I will make a man more precious 'an gold; even a +man than the golden wedge o' Ophir.' An' when a poor chap lay dyin', I +would say to him those words." + +"So you were sorry for the men you killed?" + +"Oh, I was sorry, though that did small good to 'em. When the Lord's +bent on destroyin', He don't take much account o' persons. When the +first born o' Egypt were slain, He killed the evil wi' the +good--served 'em all alike. But it's heart-breakin' work to be made an +avenger o' the Lord." + +"But I don't understand. What was there to avenge?" + +"What was there to avenge? Why, the sinfulness o' those men, who was +diggin' out the power an' temptation to sin from the place where God +had hidden it. He meant that it should stay there forever; but now +it'll be handed down from generation to generation, as is King +Solomon's gold, temptin' our sons' sons to lose their souls as ours +were lost." + +"And when all the fighting was done, did the soldiers get after you?" +asked Granger. But Beorn's eyes were closing, and the soul was +departing as day returned. Already the sun was leaping above the +horizon, and the sigh of the waking forest was heard. Granger seized +him by the arm and shook him--he had learnt only the least part of +that which he desired to know. "Was it for that crime that you fled, +till you came at last to Keewatin for safety?" he shouted. "Quick, +Beorn, tell me. Why did you go to the Forbidden River?" + +The eyes did not open; but, as if the soul were answering him with a +last warning as it passed out of the door of the body, the lips +stirred, "Ay, man, it's terrible--the things men give for gold." + +The face had become so ashy pale that Granger bent above it, painfully +listening for the intake of the breath, to assure himself that Beorn +was not dead. His clamour had aroused Eyelids; looking down towards +him, he saw that his eyes were wide and motionless, gazing towards +the window with an expression of drunken terror. + +"What's the matter?" he asked sharply. + +The half-breed did not reply, but crouched and pointed with his hand. + +Granger, turning his head and following the direction indicated, +looked towards the triangle of uncovered window-pane, and there saw +the face of a man, gazing hungrily in upon him--yet, not upon him, but +upon the nugget which lay sparkling by Beorn's side upon the shelf. It +was a face that seemed dimly familiar, but thinner and more haggard. +At first it seemed to be his own face--the face of that _self_ from +which he had fled. Then he recognized, and knew that Spurling had +returned. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +SPURLING MAKES A REQUEST + + +There had been a time when Granger had desired to kill Spurling, and, +though latterly he had not consciously wished that he were dead, yet +he resented his reappearance; his presence broke in as a +storm-influence on the stoical quiet which he had attained. This man +stood for so many things which had been sinful and passionate in the +past--things which it had cost him so much even to attempt to forget; +things which he had promised himself that he would forget for Peggy's +sake. And now, because he had chosen to return, it seemed necessary +that he should call to mind the entire tragedy by asking the question, +"When you shot that woman in the Klondike, did you know that she was +not a man? And was she clothed in a woman's dress?" + +Even though he kept silence, any hour Spurling himself might reopen +the subject by inquiring after Strangeways, as to whether he had +pursued farther, as to how he had fared, as to where he was at +present. Granger was by no means certain that he did not already know +that the corporal was dead. He shrank from the discomfort of playing +the accuser again; he shrank still more from making the ugly +confession that he himself was likely to be suspected of having +committed a kindred crime,--a confession which would tend to degrade +him to the level of this man whom he affected to despise. So, from +day to day, he postponed his questions and, in the meanwhile, watched +Spurling narrowly. + +His conduct had been very curious since that morning of his arrival, +when he had announced himself by playing the spy, through the window +of Bachelors' Hall, on the inhabitants of the Point. How long he had +been there, and how much he had heard of what the Man with the Dead +Soul had had to say, kneeling outside in the semi-darkness with his +ear pressed against the pane, Granger had no means of discovering. But +from the first it was clear to him that Spurling and Eyelids were +possessed of a common knowledge, which made them enemies. Perhaps they +had met before near the Forbidden River, and this had been the cause +of Eyelids' delay. + +Under ordinary circumstances, the mystery would soon have been swept +aside by the putting of a single interrogation; but men on the Last +Chance River get out of the habit of asking leading questions; in +their parsimony over words, they prefer to watch and to wait the +reading of the minds of their fellows, and the secreting of their own +motives, is almost their only pastime. So Granger watched and waited. + +In Spurling, so soon as he had been fed and cared for, he was quick to +discover a change. He had become manlier and braver--more like his old +self. He carried himself with a kind of timid pride, as though he knew +himself to be of a greater value than he was likely to be reckoned at +by others; almost as though he were confident that he was possessed of +a claim to merit which, once stated, could not fail to be recognised. +At the same time, there was a distressful hesitancy in his manner, not +unnatural under the circumstances, of a man not sure of his +acceptability. He seemed forever on the point of declaring himself, +and forever thinking better of his decision--postponing his +declaration to a later time. His bearing was an irritating combination +of false humility and suppressed self-assertion. + +Beorn, when he had recovered from his debauch, was as silent, +absorbed, and uncompanionable as ever. He appeared to have retained no +memory of what he had said, and to be quite unconscious of Spurling's +arrival--he had become again in all things the Man with the Dead Soul. + +But with Peggy and Eyelids it was different. Half-breeds as they were, +and, by reason of their Indian blood, instinctive disguisers of +emotion, their aversion for Spurling was plain. Sometimes, when his +back was turned and they thought that they were unobserved, they would +glance swiftly up at one another, and an expression would come into +their eyes, a small pin-point of angry fire, which betokened danger +for the man they hated. Very strangely to Granger, since Spurling's +arrival, they had manifested a great fondness for being in his own +company; one or other of them was never far from his side. Though he +turned upon them angrily, telling them that he wished to be by +himself, they continually disobeyed and, next minute, like faithful +dogs, with apologetic faces, were to be found watching near by. What +was the motive of their conduct? Did they think that he was in danger, +and required protecting? + +But there was a graver happening which he had noticed. With Spurling's +return, he had thought that now certainly he had solved the mystery of +the signalling to the bend. On the first day, however, he had found +himself mistaken. Sitting in the doorway of his store, he had watched +the undesired one go down to the pier, push off in a canoe, and paddle +down-river for a bathe. Quarter of a mile from the bend, he had seen +him back-water, rise to his knees, gaze straight ahead in a startled +manner, and then, turning quickly about, come racing back like one +pursued for his life. Looking round, he had seen that Peggy and +Eyelids were also witnessing these tactics, with expressions which +betrayed their consternation. As he watched, they had raised their +hands and waved. When Spurling had landed, he had been waiting for him +at the pier-head. "What was it that you saw over there?" he asked +sternly. + +Spurling, being panic-stricken, had at first found difficulty in +recovering his voice. Then, "Where? What do you mean?" he had panted. + +Granger, in silence, had pointed northeasterly towards the bend. + +With a nervous laugh, though his face was bloodless, Spurling had +replied, "Nothing. I saw nothing. I just thought that it looked a bit +lonesome, . . . so I turned back." + +Gazing at him attentively, and seeing how he trembled, Granger knew +that he had not answered truly. With a shrug of his shoulders, +twisting round on his heel, he had said sneeringly, "On the Last +Chance River we don't run away from loneliness as though the hangman +were behind us. If we did, we should be running all the time." + +He had not stayed to see the effect of his words, but long afterwards, +when he looked down to the water's edge, Spurling was still sitting +there, with his head between his hands and his body shaking. + +Early one evening, some days later, he came to him and said, "Mr. +Granger," and it sounded oddly from those lips--in the old days, even +in the beginning of their acquaintance, they had never mistered one +another, "Mr. Granger, is there anywhere we can go to be quiet? I have +something very private which I want to say." + +"O yes, there's the whole of Keewatin." + +"But isn't there some place where we shan't be overheard?" + +"We can paddle down to the bend. There's only one man who can hear us +there--and he's in his grave." + +"Not there. Not there," Spurling had cried, trembling with fear and +excitement. + +"Well, then, if you're so particular, you can speak with me here." + +Spurling looked round to where, at a short distance, Eyelids was +diligently idling above a broken net. "Somewhere where we can't be +overheard," he reiterated. At that moment Eyelids turned his head. + +This continual spying on all that he did, the reason for which he +could not comprehend, was getting on Granger's nerves; he felt that it +would be a relief to be alone, even though it meant being alone with +the man whom he had most cause to hate. However, somehow he pitied him +just now; perhaps because of the manner of his address, which had +brought into sharp contrast their present relations with those of +other days. + +"There's the island up-river to the westward, where I keep my dogs in +summer-time; if that will suit your purpose." + +Spurling showed his pleasure at the suggestion, and, hurrying his +steps, led the way down to the river-bank. Getting into a canoe, they +set out towards the west. They had not gone half a mile before they +caught the sound of paddle-strokes behind them. Turning about, they +saw that Eyelids was following. He attempted to loiter, and threw in a +line as if his only intention were to fish. Granger flushed with +anger. Without a word, he commenced to paddle back till they drew +nearly level with the intruder, who pretended to be so engaged in his +pastime as not to notice their approach. Then he cried in a voice that +was choking with rage, "Get back to the Point, you half-breed spy. If +you dare to follow me again, I'll turn you out to-morrow, and you can +take your trade elsewhere." Nor would he proceed farther on his +journey till he had watched his brother-in-law get safe to land; then, +with a twist of the paddle, he brought his own craft round, and +continued towards the sunset. Two miles up-river, in the +middle-stream, stood a rocky island; as yet it was only a dull grey +speck in a pathway of red. + +They pushed on in silence up the straight, dark grove of mysterious +forest. Water-birds were calling in the rushes; at one point, as they +passed, a great bull caribou lifted up his head from drinking, and +regarded them with a look of curiosity, totally void of fear; a heron +drifted slowly over the tree-tops, and disappeared. To Granger, with +even this short distance placed between himself and his customary +associates, there came a sense of release, and with it an instinct for +kindness. As they neared the shore of the island, the huskies +commenced to howl; soon they could see them bunched together on the +shore awaiting their arrival. A dog in the north, even though he has +been imported, is never heard to bark. To hear them at first, a +stranger might suppose that a woman was wearily weeping herself to +death in the forest, because of a grief which was inconsolable. The +wail of the huskies, reaching him at intervals across the expanse of +water, seemed the voice of his own desolation, coming out to meet him. + +The whole world was empty, and he began to feel the need of +friendship. He let his eyes linger on the head and shoulders of the +man in front of him, and remembered with what eagerness long ago, when +awaiting his arrival at some appointed rendezvous, he had striven to +catch sight of him approaching, towering above the littler people of +the London crowd. And now, instead of brief and chance-snatched +moments, they were allowed to pass whole days together; yet, because +of what had happened, they could find no pleasure in one another. +Pleasure! The only sensation which he derived from Spurling's company +was one of intense annoyance. And there had been a time when, if +anyone had dared to tell him that that could ever happen, he would +have denied it with an oath. + +Could it be that the fault was his own, and that he had misjudged this +man? He recalled how, when he had discovered Strangeways' body at the +bend, and had thought it Spurling's, he had bitterly accused himself +of all manner of unkindness. He smiled grimly at the remembrance--it +was human nature to do that. He could quite well imagine that at some +future time, when Spurling was truly dead, he might blame himself +afresh, with an equal bitterness and an equal sincerity. It would be +easy to judge charitably of him then, for he would be beyond power of +working any further mischief to the living. It is fear, not cruelty, +which lies at the root of all uncharitableness. If apprehension were +removed from our lives, it would be possible for the weakest man to +live well. It was the fact that, trusting in God, he took no thought +for the morrow, which enabled Jesus to become Christ. + +Gliding round the island, they came to a sandy cove, which faced the +sunset. There they landed. Lifting the canoe a dozen paces up the +shore and placing it in the scrub, where it might be out of sight, +they struck into the brushwood by a narrow trail, which at once +commenced to climb. After three minutes of travelling, they came out +on to a tall bare rock, to one side of which grew a solitary pine. +From there they could command a view of the river on every side. + +Granger settled himself down, with his back toward his companion, +propping himself against the pine-trunk, with his face towards the +fading light. The huskies gathered hungrily round in a semicircle, +squatting on their haunches, wondering whether the coming of these men +meant that they were going to be fed. The frogs croaked in the river; +the mosquitoes trumpetted about their heads; save for these sounds, +and the continual low murmur of the river, there was absolute quiet. +In this environment, his eyes upon the faery domes and fiery spires of +the western sky, into the inmost mystery of which the Last Chance +River led, that torturing and old desire, which had always made it +impossible for him to enjoy the moment in its flight, again possessed +his mind: he had known it from a child, the ambition to follow, +follow, follow, in the hope that somewhere, perhaps behind the setting +sun, he might arrive at the land of perfectness for which he craved. + +His thoughts were disturbed somewhat brutally by a voice behind. +"Still careless of your life! I see you hav'n't brought your gun with +you. How did you know that it wasn't 'Die,' that I wanted to say?" + +He turned lazily round, and was surprised at the altered expression +which had come into Spurling's face. It was frank and self-reliant, +and, oddly enough, had a look that was almost tender. + +"What made you say that?" Granger inquired. + +Spurling drew nearer. "Well, a fellow had to say something to break +the ice," he replied; "so I thought I might as well give you your +chance of taking the worst impression of me." He paused; then he asked +in a low voice, "You were thinking of London and the old times?" + +Granger nodded his head. + +"I've often done that; I can understand. It was torture to me in the +Yukon, and it was madness to me over there," pointing with his hand to +the northward, where the Forbidden River lay. "What would you say," he +added, "if I were to tell you that it could all come back again?" + +Granger's reply was quiet and calculated, so that it seemed to be +quite within the bounds of courteous conversation. "I think I should +tell you that you lied," he said. + +"But if I should give you proof that not only the old things were +possible, but that El Dorado might come true, and that within a year +we could seek it out together, as we have always planned to do?" + +For answer Granger jerked out his foot, and sent a gaunt grey husky +flying, which had come within his range. It was one of those which +Spurling had left behind over two months ago at Murder Point, when he +had exchanged teams with Granger in his endeavour to escape +Strangeways. Spurling, when he saw it, recognised the meaning which +Granger's action implied. It was as if he had said, "So the old things +are possible, are they, you villain? What about that man whom you say +that you killed, whose body was washed up near Forty-Mile?" He opened +his lips to explain, and then fell silent. It was impossible to excuse +himself in the presence of those wolfish beasts, who had been +witnesses to all the degradation of mind and body which had overtaken +him in that terrible escape. No man could estimate the penalty which +he had had to pay for his moment's folly, except one who had endured +it. When he allowed his memory to dwell upon it, that frenzied rush +across half a continent seemed to have occupied all his life. The +thought of it made him afraid. + +"Good God! And my mother meant me for a minister!" he exclaimed, +burying his face in his hands. + +Granger looked up suspiciously, but he said nothing. + +"No, I never told you that," he continued fiercely, "and I suppose you +don't believe me now. Seems somehow odd to you, I daresay, that Druce +Spurling should ever have thought himself worthy to talk to men about +their souls and Christ. You'd have thought it a good joke if I'd told +you even when you knew me at my best. _When you knew me!_ Bah! You +never knew me; you were always a harsh judge when it came to setting a +value on things which you didn't understand." + +When Granger still kept silent and gave no sign of interest, Spurling +broke out afresh: "Damnation! I tell you you never knew anything about +me. You were always too selfish to take the trouble to get into other +folks' insides; yet you went about complaining that people were +unsympathetic. Here's the difference between us; I may be a scoundrel, +but whatever I've done I've played the man and never blamed anyone +else for my crimes, while you--! You were always a weak dreamer, +depending on others for your strength. You were discontented, but you +never raised your littlest finger in an attempt to make men better. +All you could think of was yourself, and your own ambition to escape. +So though, perhaps, I've sunk to a lower level than you have ever +touched, I want you to know there was once a time when I did reach up +to a nobler and a better." + +Gradually, as he had spoken, there had grown into his voice a +concentrated fury. He was giving utterance to an old grievance over +which he had brooded for many years; as happens frequently in such +cases, only a portion of his complaint could be proved by facts, the +remainder being an overgrowth of embittered imagination. + +His eyes sought out the face of the man whom he accused, but it told +him nothing; he sat there silent, with his head thrown back a little, +unemotional as the distant stretch of cold grey river up which he +gazed. + +The sun had vanished, and the prolonged dusk of the northland was +stealing from out the forest. At length Granger answered him: "It may +be true, and if so, what follows?" + +"Oh, nothing: only I thought I'd tell you this so that one man might +not think too badly of me, if before long I should be called upon to +die. I must have looked a horrid beast when I came to you last April." + +Whether consciously or not, Granger nodded his head, as much as to +say, "You did. Most certainly you did." + +His companion broke into a harsh laugh. "The Reverend Druce Spurling! +How d'you like the sound of it? That's what I might have been to-day, +and a fat lot you care about it." + +To Granger, as he listened, there had come the painful knowledge, +bearing out the accusation that he had never cared for the inward +things of men, that this was the first scrap of confession which +Spurling had ever let fall in his presence. Why, up to that moment he +had not heard a word about his mother, and had certainly never +credited him with a pronounced religious instinct. + +Yes, perhaps that statement, which had sounded so exaggerated at +first, was true; and he was a hard and selfish man. Up to now he'd +excused himself on the score of his superior sensitiveness and +ideality. Probably it was this same error which Pere Antoine, in +gentler manner, had tried to point out, when he said, "You will never +help yourself, or the world, by merely being sad. No man ever has. It +is because of your flight from sadness that you have met with all your +dangers. All your life you have spent in striving to escape from +things which are sad." His thoughts travelled back to those earlier +days, when he'd poured out his troubles to Spurling, and told him all +about himself; and always with the assurance that he would be +understood and would gain sympathy. John Granger as he had been then, +now seemed like a complaining child to himself. He was certain that, +were he to be met by that old self to-day, he would have no patience +with him. But Spurling had had patience. + +So, when all was said and done, he must consider himself a pretty +worthless fellow; and, after all, Spurling, despite his blood-stained +hands, was probably the better man. + +"Why Spurling failed to become a parson"--a strange topic for thought +and conversation this, on the Last Chance River at nightfall! + +But Spurling was speaking again, timidly and half to himself. "Suppose +God should brand a mark on our foreheads for every crime which we have +perpetrated, I wonder what kind of beasts we should appear to one +another then?" + +Turning his head, in order that his face might not be seen, Granger +replied, "Much the same kind of beasts, I suspect, as we appear to one +another now." Then, speaking more hurriedly, "It wasn't to talk of +these things, and to ask me that question, that you required me to +come with you to some place where we might be by ourselves. Tell me, +what is it that you want me to do for you? You were good to me once, +and I'm willing to help you in any way that is honourable, and that +isn't too dangerous." + +Spurling laughed shortly, and said, "It isn't your help that I'm +asking; it's you that I'm trying to help. Here, look at that." He +passed something to him. "I didn't act squarely by you in the +Klondike, and I want to make up for it now. When we made that strike +in Drunkman's Shallows, the success of it turned my head; even then, +if you'd not been so impatient, I think I should have come to myself +and have behaved decently. You put my back up with your suspicions, +and by seeming to claim a part of my wealth as though it were yours by +right. But I'm anxious to forget that now." + +In the meanwhile, Granger had been examining the thing which had been +placed in his hands. It was wrapped up carefully in several rags, +which were knotted and tedious to untie. When he had stript them off, +he found that they contained a nugget, somewhat bigger than the one +which Eyelids had shown him, but of the same rounded formation, as +though it had been taken from a river-bed. "Where did you get it?" he +asked excitedly. + +"Where the half-breed got his--from the Forbidden River. Does El +Dorado seem more possible to you now?" + +But Granger was thinking, and he did not answer the question. Suddenly +the dream of his life had become recoverable. He had forgotten Peggy, +and Murder Point, and even Spurling himself. Once more in imagination +he was sailing up the Great Amana, following in his father's track. +Once more he saw, as in Raleigh's day, the deer come down to the +water's side, as if they were used to the keeper's call; and he +watched anxiously ahead lest, in the rounding of the latest bend, the +shining city should meet his sight and the salt expanse of Parima, +from whose shores its towers are said to rise. In his eyes was the +vision of the island near Puna, which Lopez wrote about, with its +silver herb-gardens, and its flowers of gold, and its trees of gold +and of silver; and in his ears was the tinkling music, which the +sea-wind was wont to make as it swept through the metal forest, +causing its branches to clang and its leaves to shake. He was far away +from Keewatin now, making the phantom journey to the land of his +desire. + +"Does El Dorado seem more possible to you now?" + +He turned to Spurling a face which had grown thin with earnestness, +"Druce, tell me quickly," he said, "how long will it take us to get +there?" + +"To get to El Dorado? The answer to that you should know best. But to +get to the place on the Forbidden River where this gold was found? Oh, +about five days." + +"Let us go there at once, then, before Beorn finds us out." + +"Ah, Beorn! The old trapper who put that half-breed on my track!" + +"Did he do that? Tell me about it." + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +MANITOUS AND SHADES OF THE DEPARTED + + +"After I had left you, I journeyed three days to the northward, till I +came to the mouth of the Forbidden River. There I found the cache +which you spoke to me about; but I did not break into it at that time, +as I was still well provided with food and ammunition. Because you had +told me that the Forbidden River was unexplored and never visited, +being haunted by Manitous and shades of the dead, I turned into it and +travelled up it--I thought that I should find safety there. + +"On the second day, just as evening was falling, I saw the flare of a +camp-fire, about two miles ahead. You'll remember that my nerves were +badly shaken when I came to you at Murder Point; and they hadn't been +much improved by those five days of flight through the winter +loneliness. When I saw that light blaze up in the distance, I began to +be afraid--and it wasn't the fear of men that I was thinking about. I +waited until it was utterly night and then, leaving my dogs behind, +stole stealthily forward to prospect. As I drew nearer, I saw that a +hut of boughs had been erected, and that a man was sitting, with his +rifle on his knees, before the fire. He was very old and tall. But I +had no opportunity to get a closer view of him, for, at that moment, +he must have heard me; he put his head on one side to listen, and +rose to his feet. Without the waste of any time, he fired in my +direction. Luckily I had thrown myself flat along the snow, for the +bullet whizzed over my head. He advanced towards me a little way, and +then, thinking that he had been mistaken, went back to his fire, +grumbling to himself, and sat down. The cold ate into my bones, yet I +dared not stir until I was certain that he had gone to sleep. +Presently he arose, looked suspiciously around, piled more wood on his +fire, and went into his hut. + +"I hurried back to where I had left my dogs, harnessed them in and, +leaving the river-bank, travelled into the bush for a distance of +about two miles; there I tied them up, and then returned to the river +by myself, coming out at a point somewhat nearer to the old man's hut. +I lay down behind a clump of trees and waited. Before day had come, I +could hear that he was astir; but he seemed to be almighty busy for a +Keewatin trapper, who was only changing camp. About midday he had made +his preparations, and, stamping out his fire, set out down-stream, in +the direction of the Last Chance River. I knew that in half-an-hour he +must come across my trail, and have his suspicions of the previous +night confirmed. Sure enough, after he had passed my place of hiding +and had got below me about three hundred yards, he struck my tracks. +He pulled up sharply, and wheeled round, as if he could feel that my +eyes were watching him; he threw up his head like an old bull caribou +scenting danger. + +"I had left two trails leading from that point, the one towards his +hut and back again, the other into the bush to where my dogs were +tethered. If he was determined to follow up the latter and to trace me +to my hiding, I was ready for him, and would have the advantage of +knowing his whereabouts, whilst he was ignorant of mine. He must have +been going through some such argument himself, for presently he +whipped up his dogs and, with one last glance across his shoulder, +continued on his journey. When he had vanished, and I had made certain +that he did not intend to return, I went forward to inspect his +abandoned camp. + +"Inside the hut I found that the floor was of earth and below the +snow-level, making evident the fact that it had been erected before +the winter had commenced. When I examined the walls, which were +constructed of boughs and mud, I came to the conclusion that they had +been standing for many years, but had been renewed from time to time. +All this made it clear to me that you had been mistaken in saying that +the Forbidden River had never been travelled. The next thing to +discover was what had brought the old man up there. The earth of the +floor was not packed together, but looked loose and rough, as though +it had been newly dug. This gave me my first clue to the secret. When +I walked above it, it did not sound solid, so I commenced to scrape +away the earth. Six inches down I came to branches of trees spread +crosswise, as though to form a roof to a cellar. Pulling these aside, +after another hour of labour, I looked down into a pit which had been +hollowed out. It was getting dark now, so I lit a fire. + +"I climbed into the pit, by some rudely fashioned stairs which had +been shaped in the side of the wall, and soon found myself on level +footing. Groping about down there, I could feel that the sides were +tunnelled, and had been roughly timbered with the stems of trees. +Going above ground, I fetched a torch and then saw all that I had +commenced to suspect--and a good deal more. + +"Piled up in one corner was an outfit of miner's implements, pans, +axes, spades, picks, etc., and close beside them was a sack of +moose-hide. Whipping out my knife, I cut through the thongs by which +the sack was tied; it lurched over, letting fall a dozen ounces or so +of gold dust. On searching round, I found in another corner a second +sack containing nuggets. When I went about the walls, and pushed my +way into some of the tunnels, I was made certain that I was in one of +the richest placer-mines that I had ever set eyes on. Then I went up +to consider what all this meant. + +"Here was I, a man fleeing for his life, and here was this old man, a +pioneer in an unexplored region, who, for some reason of his own, was +keeping secret the knowledge of his bonanza, yet taking the gold out +all the while. Couldn't I, by making the world a present of his +knowledge, buy back my life? Soon I recognised that that was folly; +the world would accept the present, but it would also demand my life. +There was nothing for it but to act by stealth. If I could once get +out of Keewatin with all these riches, I would be able to purchase my +escape; especially if I should remain in hiding for a year or so, +until the search had been abandoned, and I had been given up for dead. +Then I could sneak out and get to South America, where I was not +known, and commence life afresh. The thought of South America brought +El Dorado to my mind, and then I remembered you, two hundred miles' +distant at Murder Point. 'Why shouldn't I tell Granger?' I said. 'Then +we could both escape, and go in search of El Dorado together, as we +have always planned.'" + +He paused and looked at his companion to see what effect his words had +had. Granger was sitting with his head bent forward, his knees drawn +up and his arms about them, all attention, with a strange look of +hunger in his eyes. "Well, for God's sake don't keep me waiting, +Druce. Go on," he said. + +It was the second time that Granger had called him "Druce" in less +than two hours; he was now certain of his ground. + +"If you are willing to help me, I think we can do as we have always +planned. What do you think about it?" + +"I'm willing to the death. But after you'd discovered the mine, what +did you do then? Did the old man come back?" + +"The next few days I kept a careful lookout, in case I should be +surprised. When nothing happened, I commenced to prospect for myself. +I could not do much as the ground was frozen; but I thawed out some of +the dirt, and gathered a few nuggets of pretty fair size. Then the +river broke up, and I thought that I was safe for at least a time. But +soon my provisions began to run low, so that it became necessary for +me to turn back to the Last Chance River to break open the cache. I +postponed the journey as long as I dared, and at last set out, with +only enough flour and bacon to keep me going for two days. It was hard +travelling, for my dogs were of no use to me, the snow being too moist +for the passage of a sled. I had to work my way along by the +river-bank, through melting drifts and tangled scrub. I dared not +light a fire when I camped at night, lest it should be seen by the old +man, and he should steal up and kill me while I slept. + +"I thought I began to see why he had gone away so meekly, though he +knew that a stranger had found him out and was likely to stumble on +his treasure: so long as I was in hiding, I had had him at a +disadvantage; but now, having gone away quietly without resistance, he +was able to await me under cover at the Forbidden River's mouth, and I +would be the one who would run most risk when we came to an encounter. +He had known that sooner or later I should run short of grub, and be +forced to return to the Last Chance, and to pass by his ambush; all +that he had to do was to await me, for there is but one way out. + +"It took me three days to make the journey and when, as night was +falling, I came in sight of the spit of land which divides the two +rivers, on which the cache had been made, I had exhausted my supply of +rations. I was faint with hunger and perished with cold; but I dared +do nothing to provide for myself until I had made certain that I was +not spied upon. + +"The river-mouth looked deserted enough; on either bank it was bare of +trees--a bald and bleak expanse of withered scrub, affording little +cover. It would be difficult for any man to approach me, without being +seen before he had come within gun-range. I followed along the +left-hand bank, which I had been travelling, till I reached the point +where the Last Chance and Forbidden Rivers join. Gazing up and down +the Last Chance, the same scene of desolation met my eyes; there was +no flash of camp-fire or sign of rising smoke. In the north, from +which quarter the wind was blowing, I could detect no smell of +burning. I began to think that I was safe, and determined to make +short work of breaking into the cache and getting back to the hut +again. Then I awoke to a fact which I had overlooked in my anxiety to +avoid a surprise attack, that the cache was on the right-hand bank and +that I was on the left. + +"The river was flowing rapidly, carrying down tree-trunks and grinding +blocks of ice, so that it seemed impassable. Every now and then the +hurrying mass would jam and pile up, forming a pathway above the +current, but not for so long a time as would allow me to climb across. + +"I'd been going on half-rations for several days in order to make my +food eke out and, consequently, was miserably nourished. A death by +drowning is preferable any day to the slower tortures of starvation; I +made up my mind to cross the river at once, at whatever cost. I began +to forget my fear of the hidden enemy in my eagerness to satisfy my +hunger. + +"Retracing my steps, I walked up-stream, searching for a tree-trunk +which would be of sufficient weight to carry me. I planned to launch +out a quarter of a mile above the point which I wished to make on the +other side, and to trust to the current, and what little steering I +could manage, to get me across. I lost much time in my search, for the +larger logs which had been driven ashore had got wedged, and required +more than one man's strength to refloat them. + +"When I found a trunk of sufficient size, the wind had dropped and a +mist was settling down, which made it difficult for me to see anything +that was not immediately before my eyes. A haunting sensation of +insecurity began to pervade my mind. I hardly know how to describe it; +it was not dread of a physical death, but fear lest my soul might get +lost. Though I was now about to imperil my life, for the preservation +of which, during the last half year, I had made every effort of which +a human being is capable, that seemed to me as nothing when compared +with this new danger. If a man dies, he may live again; but if his +soul is snatched from him, what is there left that can survive? This +was the menace of which I was aware--a menace of spiritual death, to +the cause of which I was drawing nearer through the mist. My whole +desire now was to procure the provisions for which I had made the +journey, and to escape. + +"I got astride the trunk, steadying myself with a long birch-pole +which I had cut, and pushed off. The water was icy cold, causing my +legs to ache painfully, as if they were being torn from my body by +heavy weights. Soon the log was caught in the central current and +began to race. Like maddened horses, foaming at my side, before, and +behind, the drift-ice rushed. In the misty greyness of the night, +these floating ruins of the winter's silence assumed curious and +terrifying shapes. Sometimes they appeared to be polar bears, having +human hands and faces; sometimes they seemed to be huskies, with the +eyes and ears of men; but more often they were creatures utterly +corrupt, who, swimming beside me, acclaimed me as their equal and as +one of themselves. + +"I remembered the reason which you had stated why the Forbidden River +is never travelled--and I knew the power of fear as never before. I +could not see where I was going; no land was in sight. I could +perceive nothing but mocking befouled faces, and they were on every +side. With my steering pole I pushed continually towards the right, +dreading every moment that I would lose my balance, or would be swept +out into the Last Chance far below the cache. These thoughts made me +desperate, and I renewed the struggle with something that was more +than physical strength; I knew that, should I die at that time, I +would become one of those damned grey faces. + +"The crossing could not have occupied more than a few minutes, but +they seemed like ages. I felt as though, for so long as I could +remember, I had been sitting astride a log, hurrying through a mist on +a rushing river. + +"Presently I heard the grating of ice against ice and the cannoning of +logs, and I knew that I was nearing the other side. There was a sudden +shock; the tree which I rode swung round, and I found myself +scrambling wildly up the bank out of the reach of the hands which were +thrust out after me. I rose to my feet and ran, tripping and falling +continually as my snowshoes plunged deep in the melting crust. Each +time I fell, it seemed to me that I had not tripped, but had been +struck down from behind by the river-creatures which pursued me. Then +the sound of the water grew more faint, the mist closed in upon me, +and I sank exhausted. I had no idea of my position as regards the +cache, nor would I have any means of finding out until morning should +come and the fog should rise. But I knew that it would be fatal to sit +still in my sodden clothes, on the drenching snow, without a fire, +till daylight; so I got upon my feet and commenced to tread slowly +about. + +"Presently behind the mist I could hear something moving, which was +following and keeping pace with me stride by stride. Its footsteps did +not seem to be those of a man, but more frequent and lighter. I was +in that state of mind when suspense is the worst part of danger; I did +not care particularly how much I had to suffer if only I might know +completely what death and by whose hands I was to die. Drawing my +revolver, I made a plunge forward in the direction from which the +sound had come. I saw nothing; but, when I stopped and listened, I +could hear the footsteps going round about me at just the same +distance away. I determined to pursue them; at any rate such an +occupation would keep me in motion and prevent me from perishing from +cold and dampness. But it's difficult to hunt the thing by which you +are hunted. Towards daybreak a slight breeze got up which, coming in +little gusts, cleared alleys in the heavy atmosphere as it forced a +passage. The footsteps had ceased by this time, but I could hear the +creature's panting breath; for some reason it had ceased to follow. I +waited until I heard the breeze coming and then made a rush in the +direction from which the breathing came. There, straight before me, +sitting on its haunches, I saw the shadow of what appeared to be a +gigantic timber-wolf; the only part of it which I could discern +plainly was its eyes, which, to my terrified imagination, blazed out +dazzling and huge through the gloom like carriage lamps. + +"And another thing I noticed, that it was sitting beside the cache for +which I was searching. Then the breeze died down, the mist closed in +again, and I could detect nothing of the creature's presence but the +sound of its breath. + +"With my revolver in my right hand and my knife in my left, I crept +slowly forward. Just ahead of me I could see something stirring, and +I fired. There was a scramble of hurrying feet, and then silence. + +"When I came to the cache, it was deserted. I should have delayed till +daylight, but my hunger was so great that I could not wait. Breaking +it open, I sat down to gorge myself on the first thing that came +handy--some raw fish which had been buried there. Something moved +behind me; before I had time to turn properly round, it had leapt on +my back. I could not draw my revolver, there was no time; my only +weapon was my knife. I saw the great face and eyes peering over my +left shoulder and made a downward stab, gashing open a deep wound from +the ear to the lower fangs. With a cry that was almost human, the +beast jumped back and vanished. + +"When day had come, I took as much of the provisions as I could carry, +and made good my escape. I was surprised at the old man's absence, and +fearful lest at any moment he might turn up. I did not cross the river +at the mouth, but worked my way along the right-hand bank, intending +to cross higher up and nearer the hut, where it was more narrow. At +noon I made a halt and snatched a little sleep, for I had purposed to +travel through the night. Some hours after darkness had fallen, I +began to be haunted with the old sense that something was following. +At first I heard no sound, for I was travelling over open ground. +Presently I had to enter a thicket, and there I was made certain; for +I could distinctly hear the snapping of branches, as if bent and +forced aside by the passage of some forest animal. I pushed rapidly +ahead, for it was not the safest place in which to be attacked. As I +glanced across my shoulder and from side to side, I continually +caught glimpses of a thing which was grey. + +"Sometimes I was certain that I saw a face peering out at me from +above the brake; but whether it was that of the old man or of the +timber-wolf, I could not tell--strangely enough, their faces seemed to +me to be one and the same. When the day came, I felt that I was free +again, and making camp I slept. The same thing happened next night, +and the night after that, for it took me more than three days to make +the homeward journey. But each night, as I moved farther away from the +Forbidden River's mouth, the creature which followed had to traverse a +longer and longer trail to come up with me, as I approached nearer to +my destination. + +"After I had crossed the river and reached the hut, he rarely came; +and then only when the dusk had fallen early because of clouds or +rain. Yet there were times, just before the dawn, when I fancied that +I could see him watching me from the bank." + +"But what has this got to do with the half-breed?" Granger broke in +impatiently. + +"That's what I'd like to know myself. But I don't know, so I'm simply +giving you facts as they happened. The horror of that wolf's face, +which I confused with my memory of the old man's, made a deep +impression on me; I suppose that's why I've said so much about it. + +"However mistaken you may have been about the Forbidden River never +having been travelled, you were correct enough when you told me that +it was haunted. . . . And it isn't pleasant to be living a five-days' +journey from the nearest white man, in a place where the beasts look +like lost souls and have the eyes of the damned." + +Granger shrugged his shoulders, "And the half-breed?" he inquired. + +"The half-breed turned up five weeks after my return from the cache. +I'd been out cutting cord-wood and, when I came back, he was sitting +at the door of the hut. How long he'd been there, I could not tell; I +had been absent for perhaps two hours. I tried to find out how he'd +come, but he pretended not to understand; so, as I know no Cree, our +conversation wasn't very lengthy. At first, however, in spite of the +danger of his discovering who I was and what I was doing there, I was +pleased to see him, for I was getting moody and low-spirited with +living by myself. I tried to be content with supposing that he was a +trapper, who had strayed out of his district and had lighted on me by +accident. + +"We sat by the fire outside the hut and smoked together, smiling and +exchanging signs every now and then, to show that we were friendly. +But I watched him closely, and soon perceived that he was far more +knowing than he was willing to admit; I began to believe that he had +visited me with a purpose. I hadn't allowed him inside the hut for +fear he should see the pit, which was uncovered, and should guess the +secret or get suspicious; but I noticed that, whenever he thought that +I was not watching, his eyes would slowly turn in that direction. I +determined to put him to the test. Though it was as yet quite early, I +built up the fire for the night and signed to him that I was sleepy. +He nodded his head and went on smoking; so I lay down and feigned to +close my eyes. I must have fallen asleep, for when I woke the blaze +had died down to a mound of charcoal and glowing ash, with here and +there a little spurt of flame. When I looked stealthily round, I +discovered that my companion was missing, but by listening I could +hear a sound of moving within the hut. Just then I saw his figure +coming out, so I lay down as though I had never wakened. He stood in +the doorway smiling to himself, holding something which sparkled in +his hand. Then he returned to the fire and sat down quite near to me, +so that he could watch my face. + +"I suppose I must have betrayed myself for, without any warning, he +flung himself upon me, slipping a noose about my neck as I attempted +to rise, which he drew tight, so that I was nearly strangled. Standing +behind me, jerking at the noose, he commanded me to hold up my hands. +I was too choked and dazed for struggle, so did as he bade me. When he +had bound me hand and foot, and gagged me, he threw me inside the hut +and, without a word of explanation, departed down-stream on his +journey. + +"I tried to burst the thongs, but they were too stout either to loosen +or to break. I wormed my way out on to the river-bank and tried to +chafe them against a rock, but only succeeded in bruising my flesh. +The sun came out and shone down upon me till my thirst grew agonising. +It seemed to me that at last I had run to the end of my tether. Then a +thought occurred to me; wriggling toward the fire, I found that it +still smouldered. By pushing and scraping with my bound hands and +feet, I managed to get some leaves and twigs together, which soon +sprang into a blaze. I waited until it had died down into a narrow +flame, over which I held my hands till the thongs were charred; then, +with a quick twist of the wrists, which caused my scorched flesh to +flake off in shreds, I wrenched my hands apart. This is all true that +I am telling you; you can see for yourself. Already you must have +noticed those marks." He held out his wrists for Granger's inspection; +they were horribly mutilated. + +"And after that, when you got better, did the half-breed leave you +undisturbed or did he come back?" + +"I did not see either the half-breed or the old man again until that +early morning when I gazed in through the window at Murder Point . . . +and, do you know, that scar on the old man's face is in the same place +as the wound which I gave the timber-wolf?" + +Granger laughed nervously. "And what d'you make of that?" + +"I hardly dare to say; but, somehow, that beast seemed to me to be +more than a wolf--it looked like a dead soul." + +"A dead what? You've said that once before to-night." + +Spurting stared at him, amazed at his agitation. "A dead soul," he +repeated; "a soul which has gone out from a man, and left his body +still alive." + +"Do you know what name the Indians have given to that old man?" asked +Granger in an awe-struck voice. + +"How should I know? I think you called him Beorn." + +"Yes, but his other name is the _Man with the Dead Soul_." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +IN HIDING ON HUSKIES' ISLAND + + +They stared at one another in silence, striving not to realise the +meaning of those words; yet their meaning was unavoidable. + +Both knew the legend of the _loup-garou_, the grim tradition of the +peasants of Quebec which the _coureurs des bois_ have carried with +them into every part of Canada. Often in the Klondike, when seated +round the stove on a winter's night, they had heard it retold by +French-Canadians, in low excited whispers, with swift and frightened +turnings of the head. They had laughed at it in the daylight: yet at +night, when the tale was in the telling, it had seemed very real to +them. Then there had come that Christmas-Eve, when Jacques La France +had been found dead in his shack, with a hole in his neck, just +outside of Dawson City. Little Baptiste had owned with tears to the +crime, and had excused himself saying that he had been compelled to +the shooting because Jacques was his dearest friend, and Jacques had +become a _loup-garou_ through not attending the Easter Sacrament for +seven years; as everybody knew, only by the inflicting of a bloody +wound on his beast's body could his soul be saved from hell. + +The jury who had tried him had been composed mostly of +French-Canadians. When it had been proved to them that wolf tracks had +been found before the dead man's threshold, they had acquitted +Baptiste, and had apologised for his arrest, in defiance of the +judge's disapproval. + + * * * * * + +Two and a half years at Murder Point had made Granger undogmatic on +problems of metempsychosis, and of the extent to which the barriers +which hedge in Man's spiritual life may be pushed back. + +It seemed not unlikely to him that there were men whose souls, +consciously or unconsciously, either by reason of their crimes or for +the better accomplishment of an evil desire, could go out from their +bodies while they slept, and be changed into the forms of beasts of +prey between sunset and dawn-rise. At all events, this was a +phenomenon which could not be disproved, and there were many who +believed it true. + +So he recalled unjudgingly the story of Jacques, also he remembered an +instance still nearer home--that of the Hudson Bay factor, who had +prayed to God that he might gaze with his living eyes upon his +disembodied soul. + +It was not the possibility of the fact which he doubted, but +Spurling's motive in telling him such a tale. + +Might he not have shown him the gold only in order to regain his +friendship, and then have lied to him in order to restrain him from +investigating, and, perhaps, with the purpose of sowing distrust in +his mind concerning Beorn and Eyelids? Whatever had been his purpose, +_there_ was the gold; Granger was determined, in spite of the risk, to +see the Forbidden River for himself. Spurling was speaking, "And his +eyebrows meet," he said. + +Granger knew to what he was referring, for, all the world over, where +this belief is current, it is supposed that the werewolf may be +detected in his human guise by the meeting of his eyebrows, which +appear like wings, as if his soul were prepared for flight. + +He was about to reply, when his hand, straying about his throat, +chanced upon the silver chain by which the locket of Mordaunt was +suspended, which he had stolen from the body of Strangeways. It was +like a warning voice, recalling the past, which urged him to distrust +this man. Spurling must have seen the change, for he leant over +towards him appealingly, as if he were about to entreat him to be +patient. With a gesture of annoyance Granger rose to his feet and +commenced to walk away; but he halted sharply and drew into the +shadow, signing to Spurling to keep quiet. From very far away, borne +on the stillness of the night, they could hear the rhythmic beat of +several paddle-blades. + +Crawling upon his hands and knees, Spurling joined him. "What is it?" +he asked. "Is it Eyelids again?" Granger pointed up-river. "They're +coming from the west," he whispered, "and there are at least four men +by the sound of the blades." + +"What men come from the west at this season? Surely, they should be +travelling in the opposite direction, going towards God's Voice?" + +"They should be, and it is for that reason that I fear for your +safety." + +Nothing more was said, but Spurling guessed what was implied--that +this might be a fresh messenger of justice, coming down the Last +Chance River to rob him of his life. + +Very stealthily, taking advantage of every shadow, they crept down the +hillside through the underbrush, till they came to the cove where +they had landed. Twenty paces from the water's edge they hid +themselves, at a point from which they could command a view of the +travellers' approach. + +Nearer and nearer the monotonous swirling of the water, beaten by the +paddles, came; the darkness ahead of the island shifted and took +shape; they could distinctly hear the sound of men's voices, engaged +in low-pitched and angry conversation. A large canoe, carrying six +men, which flew the red flag of the Hudson Bay Company, shot out from +the shadows. Now they could make out some of the words which were +being spoken by two of the travellers. + +"And you say that you believe he's innocent! Well then I tell you that +he's a damned scoundrel. If he didn't actually kill him, it wasn't for +lack of the desire; you may bet your sweet life on that. In any case, +he's a demoralising influence in the district, and it's best for all +parties that he should be put out of the way." + +A second voice interrupted at this point; it seemed to be arguing and +trying to conciliate, but its tones were so low and spoken so rapidly +that it was only possible to gather its general intention. The first +voice spoke again. + +"I don't care about the other man; there's no sense in looking for +him. He's probably dead by now. But the fellows I can't stand are +these blamed private traders; they're always up to some dirty work. +When I get my chance of putting one of them out of business, I don't +hesitate. To hell with all private traders, I say." + +The canoe had now drawn level with the cove, so that Granger was able +to recognise its occupants. In the stern sat the Indian steersman, +with a rifle ready to his hand. Next to him sat a large red-bearded +man, broad in the shoulders, massive in the jowl, almost brutal in his +evidence of strength; even in that dusky light one could feel that his +face was clenched in a scowl, and that his eyes were piercingly gray +and cruel. Facing him, with his back towards the prow, sat Pere +Antoine, a little bent forward, gesticulating with his hands, his +whole attitude that of one who is trying to explain and persuade. +After him came the remaining three Indian and half-breed paddle-men, +sharp-featured and unemotional, stooping vigorously to their work. + +"And what do you propose doing?" asked Pere Antoine. + +"Why, what I've already told you a dozen times--treat him like a mad +dog. I shall arrest him at once, and take him back with me as prisoner +to God's Voice. When once I've got him there, I shall make him confess +and get together sufficient evidence to have him hanged. This whole +affair has been a scandal, and I'm going to put a stop to it. I shall +make an example of this man. Why, soon it won't be safe to travel +anywhere, unless you go protected. He must have had a nice lot of +ruffians for his friends, if this fellow Spurling was a specimen. And +now they've taken to paying him visits. . . ." + +The canoe bore the speaker out of earshot, leaving the listeners with +the sentence uncompleted. + +Granger was aroused from some very uncomfortable imaginings by +Spurling, who, touching him on the elbow, exclaimed in surprise, "Why, +it isn't me; it's you they're after!" + +Then, when he received no answer, he asked, "What is it that you have +done?" + +It was Cain accusing Judas with a vengeance. + +"Done! I've done nothing," Granger exclaimed, pushing him aside; +"Robert Pilgrim is mistaken." + +"That's what we all say, until we are forced to own up." + +But Granger was not listening to what Spurling said; he was tortured +with the truth of one sentence which he had heard that night. "If he +didn't actually kill him, it wasn't for lack of the desire." How had +Robert Pilgrim guessed that? As he himself had confessed to +Strangeways, he had been tempted at first to let him go on his way +unwarned, and take his chances of falling through the ice. Eventually +he had cautioned him, but so late and in such a manner that his words +had only had the effect of skilfully forwarding his earlier base +intention. _If he had not actually killed him, it was not for lack of +the desire._ And by how much was he superior to this man, crouching at +his side, whom he had so often condemned and had again condemned that +night? + +Spurling answered that question for him. Rising to his feet and +stretching his cramped arms and legs, he remarked, "Well, of course, +if you won't take me into your confidence, there's nothing more to be +said. If you don't want to tell me, I won't trouble you by asking +again; but it seems to me that we're both in the one boat now." + +This new sense of equality with his companion, though it was only an +equality in crime, had suddenly brought about a change for the better +in Spurling. He carried himself freely, in the old defiant manner, and +had lost his attitude of cringing subservience. At first Granger had +it in his heart to hate him for the change, knowing, as he did, that +it arose from an unhesitating acceptance of this chance-heard, +unproved assertion of his own kindred degradation. But soon the hatred +gave way to another emotion, which, perhaps, had its genesis in a +memory of those earlier days, when this man had been willing to stand +between him and the world. In gazing upon him, looking so big and +powerful, he was comforted with a sense that his misery was shared. A +latter-day writer has wisely recorded, "I have observed that the mere +knowing that other people have been tried as we have been tried is a +consolation to us, and that we are relieved by the assurance that our +sufferings are not special and peculiar. In the worst of maladies, the +healing effect which is produced by the visit of a friend who can +simply say, 'I have endured all that,' is most marked." + +And it was this consolation which Granger now began to experience in +Spurling's presence. + +Though the separate circumstances which lay behind their common +accusation were utterly different, the one man being innocent of the +infamy wherewith he was charged and the other guilty, their danger was +the same. + +Without telling him anything of Strangeways' death or entering into +any explanation of the reasons for which he was suspected, Granger +determined to face, without dispute, the premier fact in the +case--that he was hunted for his life as was Spurling--and to plan for +the future with him, as though he were his fellow-criminal in result +as well as in intent. + +They returned to their former station, on the rock beneath the +solitary pine, from which they could command a view of the approach to +the island on every side, and there lay themselves down, so that +their presence might not be observed. Then Granger spoke, "Well, and +what is to be done?" he said. + +Spurling's answer was brief and to the point. "Hide here till the way +is clear; then seek out the Forbidden River, and afterwards escape." + +"But Eyelids knows where we are, and he may betray us?" + +"Yes, but he does not know, unless you have told him, that I am a man +with a price upon his head; and it is me, not you, whom he hates." + +"And we have no food." + +"If the worst comes to the worst, we have the huskies; and it seems to +me that the priest was your friend--and then there is your wife." + +Even in his present predicament Granger could not restrain a smile, +for it had not occurred to him to rely on Peggy for help--_his wife_. + +"Yes," he replied grimly, "there is my wife." + +But before the night was over he had occasion to regret his sneer. +They had agreed to keep watch, turn and turn about, two hours at a +stretch. Spurling was on guard, when Granger was aroused by the +furious yelping of the huskies on the shore which was nearest to the +river-bank. + +Peering cautiously over the edge of the rock, they could see that +something was swimming down the current, making for the island, but +whether man or animal they could not yet discern. As it came nearer +they saw that it was a head, upon which was balanced a burden, which +the swimmer supported with one hand. Running down to where the huskies +were gathered, they cuffed them into silence, and there waited. The +laboured breathing grew louder and louder; presently a face was +lifted clear of the water, which Granger recognised. Turning to +Spurling, as he stepped into the river to help the swimmer out, he +whispered, "It's Peggy." + +He caught her in his arms, and, taking her bundle from her, drew her +safe to land. She was naked and shivered in the cold night air--a +slender statue of bronze. Her hair hung dripping about her shoulders, +and her eyes were bright with excitement. Granger thought, as he gazed +on her, that he had never realised how beautiful she was. Freed from +her conventional European garments, there was a grace of rebellion +about her which brought her into harmony with the forest environment, +which was also unconfined. + +But she had come to the island on a serious errand, and with no +thought of being admired. Drawing her husband to one side, she told +him that he would find a revolver and food, sufficient for three days, +in the bundle which she had brought, and advised him to lie quietly on +the island until Robert Pilgrim should have gone away. She told him +that Pere Antoine was his friend, and was doing his best to save him. +When Granger asked her how she had known where he was, she replied +that Eyelids had told her, but that she had made him promise to tell +no one else, so that even Antoine was in ignorance of his whereabouts. +She had given them to understand that he had set out for God's Voice a +week ago, and had simulated surprise and grave concern that he had not +arrived before the factor's departure; but she added, "They know that +I am lying." + +When Granger referred to the murder with which he was charged, and +began hurriedly to explain why he had not told her about it, she +became strangely perturbed, and cut him short, saying that she must +get back to the store before her absence was observed. It was quite +evident to him that she had not for a moment doubted but that he was +guilty; it was also evident that so small a misdemeanour as killing a +man was not reckoned in her code of morals as being very blameworthy. +He felt hurt at her lack of faith in his integrity; but afterwards, +when he came to think things over, was amazed at her unswerving +loyalty in spite of that deficiency. + +He watched her plunge into the river on her return journey, swim +across, run lightly up the bank to where her clothes were lying, and +disappear in the gloom of the forest. + +"If I could only learn to care for her," he thought, "even here, in +Keewatin, I might have something left to live for." And then, in the +solemnity which precedes the sunrise, made conscious of the emptiness +which her departure had left, he added, "And I do begin to care." + +It was noticeable that in all that she had said, she had made no +reference to Spurling. For the next three days they lay in hiding, no +one coming near them, either friend or enemy. To occupy the time, and +forget their anxiety, as though they were not men who dwelt beneath +the shadow of death, they talked of their old quest, making plans for +the future, and mapping out with their fingers in the dust new routes, +by the following of which El Dorado might be attained. And it was thus +that they strove to escape the pain of the realness of their +present--by entering into a faery land, sufficiently remote from life +to remain unthreatened. + +It was in this land of the imagination that they had first met, and +formed their friendship. Revisiting it in one another's company, the +hideousness of what had happened was, for the time being, blotted out; +they renewed their former intimacy and passion. With the mention of +familiar names, kind associations of bygone pleasures were aroused, +and the old affection sprang to life. They shrank from any allusion to +such things as had befallen them since their London days. Yet +continually, in the midst of the most eager conversation, one or other +of them would glance up, and cast his eyes along the river to the +eastward, remembering Murder Point. It was in the early dawn of the +fourth day, when, gazing toward the store, Granger descried two red +squares of sail flapping against the sunrise. It was his lookout, and +Spurling was asleep. He aroused him, bending over him and crying, "The +York boats are coming from Crooked Creek; we shall be rid of Robert +Pilgrim now." When Spurling was thoroughly awake and had seen the +sails for himself, he asked him to explain. Then Granger told him how, +in the summer of every year, the outposts of the Hudson Bay Company +send in their winter's catch of furs to the head fort of their +district, which in this case was God's Voice, where the skins are +baled and graded, and dispatched to the London headquarters--which, +being the most important duty of a factor's year, meant that Robert +Pilgrim would have to return in order to superintend. + +All through the long June day they waited, hoping to see their enemy's +departure; but the sails had been lowered and nothing was now visible +of the York boats save their tall bare masts jutting above the +river-banks. At times they would see groups of voyageurs, walking +distantly among the trees, perhaps assisting the factor in one last +lazy search for the fugitive. As the heat of the afternoon increased, +even these disappeared. But, when evening was come, they saw, to their +great joy, that the sails were hoisted again; and presently, borne to +them over the brooding stillness, they heard the cries of the rowers +and the thud of the heavy oars in the wooden rowlocks. Those sounds +meant freedom to them; they trembled in their excitement. + +Peering out from between the bushes, they watched the approach of the +two black galleys, each with its eight oarsmen and cargo of piled-up +bales, like pirate craft returning with their spoils. The flashing of +the gawdy scarves of the men, the motion of their bodies as they stood +up for the stroke, flung their weight upon the enormous oars, and sat +down at the finish, only to rise up again with monotonous shouts of +encouragement, the banging of the sail against the mast, the rippling +of the water as the prow pressed forward--all these spoke of life to +the watchers, of endeavour, and bravery, and travel, causing their +blood to redouble its pace and their hope to arise. There was still +one doubt which troubled them, lest, in spite of the need of his +presence at the fort, the enmity of Robert Pilgrim should have +persuaded him to stay. But that was soon laid to rest, when in the +bows of the leading York boat they saw his canoe, and later, as the +sail swung round, caught a glimpse of the red-bearded man himself, +seated in the stern. Antoine was by his side. As the boat passed by, +they strained their ears to catch any scrap of conversation which +might be of use to them in making their escape. But the noise of the +voyageurs and of the wind in the sail was deafening, moreover the boat +was making good headway, so that they only overheard one phrase: + +"You've brought me on a fool's errand. You say the man is dead, and +you've shown me his grave, and yet. . . ." It was Pilgrim who was +speaking; but before he had finished his sentence, his voice was +drowned in the shouting of the men and the splashing of the blades. + +Granger, having watched them out of sight, turned to Spurling with a +sigh of relief. "Thank God, they've gone," he said. + +Then he noticed that his companion was deadly pale. "What's the matter +now," he asked; "are you so badly cut up at parting with such dear +friends?" + +"Did you hear what he said?" gasped Spurling, pushing his face nearer, +and staring Granger squarely between the eyes. "Did you hear what he +said? 'You say the man is dead, and you've shown me his grave, and +yet. . . .' And yet what? Can you guess how that sentence was going to +end?" + +Granger was bewildered by his ferocious earnestness. He could not +imagine its purpose, or what had caused it. "Why, of course I heard +what he said," he replied. "I suppose Antoine's been trying to +persuade the factor that I am dead, and he's loath to believe it." + +"If that is what he meant all the better for us, but I doubt it." + +But why he doubted it Granger could not get him to confess; so, +turning his mind to other thoughts, like a sensible man, he set about +launching the canoe, preparatory to the return to Murder Point. The +last sight they saw as they paddled away, was the four gray huskies, +which Spurling had brought with him on his first arrival, seated on +their haunches in a row by the water's edge, raising their dismal +voices to the sky. "Looks as though those damned beasts were doing +their best to call Pilgrim back," said Spurling. + +On the way to the Point they talked matters over, and determined that, +since they had no time to waste, they would stop at the store only so +long as was necessary for the getting together of an outfit, and would +depart for the Forbidden River that night. Eyelids and Beorn were to +be left in charge at Murder Point, which would serve to flatter at +least one of them, and would keep them occupied. If they should demand +an explanation for this sudden going away, the answer was obvious, +that Granger did not choose to be arrested by the factor of God's +Voice. There was only one embarrassment which stood in their way, +which was that in Granger's absence the boat would probably arrive +from Garnier, Parwin and Wrath, bringing articles of trade in exchange +for his year's collection of furs, letters of instructions from the +partners for the future conduct of their interests, and expecting to +carry back to Winnipeg his annual statement of accounts. He made up +his mind to meet this difficulty by ordering Peggy to tell the +partners that he was dead. Such a report, he calculated, were it +believed and properly circulated, would help him greatly in his escape +from Keewatin, when he had gathered his gold on the Forbidden River +and was ready to go out. This course of action had been suggested to +him by the unfinished sentence of Robert Pilgrim, which they had +overheard. + +As they drew near the Point, they were struck with the profoundness of +its quiet. They themselves had experienced so great a change in their +four days of absence, so much of emotional strife and perturbation, +that they were somehow surprised to find it unaltered. Beorn, as +usual, was sitting on the pier-head, smoking his pipe; he did not look +up or recognise them. Eyelids, on the other side of the river, was +setting his evening nets: he nodded to Granger from across the water, +smiled and went on with his work. On entering the shack, they +discovered Peggy busily engaged over the evening meal, as though they +had forwarned her as to when they would arrive. Her face betrayed +neither annoyance nor pleasure--she might never have visited Huskies' +Island. In the presence of so much that was commonplace, Spurling's +fantastic account of what had happened to him on the Forbidden River +seemed absurd and outrageous. + +It took them two hours to prepare their outfit and carry it down to +the canoe; they were in no hurry to set out, for so long as they were +on the Last Chance they intended to travel only by night. + +No one seemed to notice their doings, and even they themselves, +becoming infected with the quiet of their surroundings, gradually +ceased from conversing, and, except for an occasional necessary +question, did their work in silence. At last, when it had grown as +dark as it ever is in June time in Keewatin, signalling to one another +with their eyes, they agreed that it was time to set out. Spurling +having stepped down to the pier, Granger looked round for Peggy. He +found her sitting in the grass a few paces behind him; she had come +there so gently that he had been unaware of her nearness. Taking his +place beside her, he commenced to speak to her the words which he had +planned to say. She listened attentively, making no sign which would +betray her state of mind. "Do you understand?" he asked her; and she +for answer bowed her head. + +Thinking that she was indifferent as to what became of him, he rose to +his feet, saying in a hard voice, "Good-bye. I must be going. Thank +you for what you did for me on the island!" He had turned his back and +descended the mound a few paces, when he felt her clinging to his +hand, pressing it against her cheek, and he knew that she was crying. + +"Why, what's the matter?" he asked, bending down to her. + +"Don't go, don't go," she whispered. + +"Why not, Peggy? I've not been of much use to you. I don't think +you'll miss me." + +"I hate that man," she panted. + +"But why?" + +"Because he's taking you away from me; and, though you may return from +this journey, there will come a day when you will not return and I +shall be left alone." + +Granger was surprised at her display of passion--she had seemed to him +so cold. He had come to think of her as only a squaw-wife: but it was +the white woman in her who had spoken those words. He tried to comfort +her, denying her doubts and talking to her as though she had been a +frightened child. But throughout all that he said she kept on +whispering, "He is taking you away from me. One day he will see to it +that you do not return." + +And had Granger stopped to think, he would have known that what she +said was true; for, when once his dream of El Dorado had become +capable of accomplishment, she would be to him as nothing. He heard +Spurling calling him by name. Lifting her to her feet, he kissed her +upon the mouth, and, amazed at his own kindness, as though he had done +something shameful, ran down the mound, stepped into the canoe, and +launched out. + +Bending forward to Spurling, who was sitting in the bows, "It's El +Dorado or death this time," he whispered. Spurling did not answer him, +but he saw him crouch his shoulders as if to avoid a lash, and heard +his mutter, like the echo of his own voice, "_Or death_." + +The canoe was travelling heavily, for Spurling had stopped paddling. +Granger was about to expostulate with him when, watching him more +attentively, he discovered that his eyes were fixed upon the bend. As +they drew nearer, and were passing by, his body trembled and he buried +his face in his hands. Not until the bend was behind him did he take +up his paddle--and then he flung himself into the work with frenzy, as +one who fled. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +THE FORBIDDEN RIVER + + +"If we are to get back before the winter closes in upon us we must +start to-night." + +Spurling looked up from the pan of dirt which he was washing. "You've +said that ten times a day in the last two weeks if you've said it +once," he snapped. + +"Yes, but I mean it this time. We've got all the gold that we can +carry. If you won't come with me, I shall take the canoe and start +back by myself." + +"Oh, you will, will you? And d'you think that I don't see through your +game?" Then noticing how Granger's hand had gone instinctively to his +hip-pocket, he added, "And if it comes to fighting, I go armed +myself." + +In a flash both men had whipped out their revolvers, but Spurling was +the fraction of a second late; Granger had him covered. + +"So you're going to murder me, after all," Spurling continued +sneeringly. "You've postponed it a long time; it was at Drunkman's +Shallows that you were going to do it first. Your excuse then was that +you weren't John Granger, but your baser self. You were always a good +hand at excuses. And pray who are you now?" + +"Throw away that revolver," shouted Granger, in a voice that was thick +with anger. + +Spurling tossed it a couple of yards away. + +"No, that won't do. Throw it into the river. Don't rise to your feet; +crawl to it on your hands and knees." + +Spurling looked at him surlily to see whether he dared disobey, then +did as he was commanded. There was a flash of silver as the weapon +spun through the air, a commotion of spray, as though a fish had +risen, and a distant and more distant shining as it sank down and +settled on the river-bed. + +"That's right. Now let me tell you, Druce Spurling, that you're a fool +for your pains. If either you or I are to be alive this time next +year, however we may feel towards one another at present, we've got to +act as though we were friends. There'll be time enough for quarrelling +when we've seen the last of Murder Point, and have passed out over the +winter trail with our gold, and know that we are safe. Why, you fool, +we've been here nearly four months and we've already got more gold +than we can take with us; it's October, and the river may close up +almost any day." + +Spurling began to mutter something about how, if it weren't for +Granger, _he'd_ be able to get out all right. + +"What's that you're saying?" Granger interrupted him. "I've heard that +tale ever since we set out and I'm sick of hearing it. You fancy that +the Mounted Police think that you are dead, and have ceased to search +for you, and that I'm the man they're after now. You say that I'm +known in the district, and that you are unknown, except by that +half-breed who caught sight of you as you went by God's Voice; +therefore you argue that I am a danger, a hindrance to you. You'd like +to get rid of me, so that you may get out with the gold, in safety, by +yourself. It's the same old trick that you tried to play me in the +Klondike; you want to reach El Dorado without me. You swine! Do you +know why it is that the Mounted Police are after me? It's because I +took pity on you, remembering old times, and tried to prevent your +being hanged--that's why. And you make it an excuse for deserting me. +I've not told you that before, and I can see that you don't believe me +now. Well, I'm not going to give you the details which would prove +it--I'm not asking for gratitude from such a cur as you've turned out. +All I'm going to say is this: from the first of your coming up here +I've tried to play fair by you; I've done more than that, I've come +near giving you my life--giving, mind you, not letting you take it as +you've been inclined to do many times. And I'm willing to play fair +until the end--until we get outside and are safe; then we can each go +on our separate ways, if we so decide. I know where I'm going--to El +Dorado. I daresay you're going to try to get there too, but that is +none of my concern. I'm concerned with the present. That canoe is +mine, and what's left of the grub is mine. The gold we share between +us. If you don't want to come with me I'll take the canoe and other +things which belong to me, and my share of the dust and nuggets, and +you can stay here. But if you come with me, you've got to be +honourable and behave like a man--not a husky. I give you two minutes +to make your choice." + +"There isn't any choice to be made," growled Spurling; "you offer me +your company or starvation. I choose your company, much as I detest +it. And I'd like to know who you are to speak to me like this? And +what there is to lose your temper about? If you'd explained what you'd +wanted, I'd have come quietly; but I'd rather cut my throat at once +and be done with it than be ordered about by a man like you--a fellow +married to a squaw-wife." + +Granger's face went white and his lips trembled; his finger closed +upon the trigger, then with an effort he controlled himself. "I think +I've heard enough from you on that point," he said; "suppose we drop +this discussion and get the canoe ready?" + +He turned upon his heel and walked into the hut, followed more slowly +by Spurling. + +This was by no means their first falling out in the past four months; +from the night that they left Murder Point things had been going from +bad to worse. Given two men who set out into the forest together, +bound by the strongest ties of friendship, who travel in one another's +footsteps and sleep side by side for days and nights at a stretch, +without seeing any other face but one another's and their own +reflected visage, with nothing to break the silence but their own +voices, and the cries of the wilderness, which have become +irritatingly monotonous because of their sameness and frequent +reiteration, and it is a thing to be marvelled at if they do not come +back enemies. But when they set out each with his own hidden secret, +each with his own private suspicion of his companion, with a gnawing +enmity between them which has been changed into a show of friendship +only by force of circumstance, when the object of their journey is a +possession over which they have quarrelled before and parted company, +concerning which they are already secretly jealous, then the final +relationship of those two men can be forecast without any fear of +error. + +Before they had reached the Forbidden River they had ceased to +converse. By the time that they had landed at the hut, their nerves +were jangled. Before they had been working there many days they had +thought their way over all their old grievances, and, like petulant +children, were on the lookout for any new cause of offence. The cause +had come when Spurling, tired with rocking the cradle, his face and +hands swollen by the sun and mosquito-bitten, had said, "I don't see +why we should take all this trouble. I'm going to quit work." + +Granger was attending to the flume which they had constructed. "You're +going to do no such thing," he had said. + +"Yes, I am; you're not my master and I shan't ask your permission. +There's as much gold as we shall require in those two sacks which the +Man with the Dead Soul washed out. If you've got such a scrupulous +conscience, you can dig out your share; but I'm not going to help +you." + +"So you've turned thief now, in addition to your other profession," +was the retort which Granger had thrown back. + +Out of such small foolishnesses had arisen quarrel after quarrel, so +that it had become only necessary for Spurling to make a statement for +Granger to contradict him, or for Granger to express a desire for +Spurling to thwart its accomplishment. Day by day they would toil +together, digging out the muck, emptying it into the sluice-boxes or +testing it in the pan, without exchanging a word; then some trifling +difficulty would arise, for which, perhaps, neither of them was +responsible, and they would seize the opportunity to goad one another +on to murder with the evil of what they said. On one point only were +they agreed--the gathering of the most wealth in the shortest time; +for wealth meant to them escape and the preserving of their lives. To +this end they feverishly laboured both day and night, reserving no +special hours for sleep and rest. Yet, even in their escape, as has +been seen, they did not necessarily include one another; so far as +Spurling was concerned, when once the gold had been acquired, it was +"each man for himself." There was no loyalty between them; they were +kept together only by a common avarice, and by fear of the wideness of +the Northland. + +Yet there were times when Granger would waken to a sense of something +that was better. By the end of August they had washed out all the dust +and nuggets that they could possibly carry, and it was then that he +had recognised that greed, regardless of consequence, had become the +master-passion of both their lives. The words which the Dead Soul had +spoken to him would come back, "I will make a man more precious than +fine gold; even a man than the golden wedge of Ophir"--and he would +look at Spurling and, bending down above the water, he would regard +himself. Going over to Spurling he would say, laying his hand upon his +shoulder, "Druce, in spite of the harsh things which we have spoken, +we must still be friends, and seek out El Dorado together." + +After such a reconciliation they would talk together of their plans +and the various ways in which they would amend their lives; but +gradually they came to know that, while they lived, their hatred never +could be dead, and, defiant of whatsoever resolutions they might make, +would surely reassert itself. It was the spirit of the North which +spoke through them, and not they themselves--the spirit of silence, +striving to utter itself, and of enmity to all the world. + +They carried out their treasure from the hut and placed it in the +canoe. It was done up in all kinds of packets, in flour-sacks, empty +tobacco-tins, torn strips of blanket which they had sewn together, and +abandoned clothing tied up at the arms and legs. Before they had +placed it all in, together with what remained to them of their outfit, +the little craft sat so low in the water that it was evident that it +would be swamped if there was added to its burden the weight of two +men. They were compelled to sit down and consider how much of their +outfit could be abandoned. Even then, when they had rejected all the +provisions, save those which were necessary for a five days' journey, +and their blankets and their rifles, the canoe was still unsafe. + +At Spurling's suggestion they limited themselves to half rations and +took off all their clothing except their trousers and shirts; and +still it was too heavy. Very reluctantly they set to work to take out +some of the gold, commencing with the smaller amounts. When they had +finished, they had thrown out all their last month's work, and still +the canoe was by no means steady. + +Spurling, with the foresight and thrift of a man who has a long life +before him, went into the hut and, bringing out a spade, commenced to +dig. When he had made a hole of sufficient width and depth, he buried +the abandoned nuggets and gold dust. + +Granger watched him to the end. Then, with a touch of bitterness in +his tones, he asked, "And what's that for?" + +"In case I should ever be able to come back," said Spurling, "and so +that no one else may find it." + +"Don't you worry yourself, you'll be in El Dorado before that time, +or else hanged. In either case, a trifle like that won't matter." + +He scowled; Granger's flippancies on the subject of death, especially +death with a rope about his neck, always made him feel unhappy. He +tried to take his place in the stern, but Granger would not trust him +there; he signed to him to take the forward paddle, where he would +have no opportunity of making a surprise attack. They pushed off and +quickly lost sight of the hut, the discovery of which had meant so +much to them. Now that they had procured their wealth and abandoned +their diggings, all their eagerness was for escape. + +The sunset lay behind them, and before, like a black-mailed host, +preparing to dispute their passage, the shadows of night were +gathered. During the past month the forest leaves had turned from +green, and gray, into copper, yellow, and flaming red. The branches of +the tallest of the underbrush were already bare and, clustered +together beneath the tree-trunks, created the effect of scarves of +mist which shifted from silver to lavender. The floor of the forest +was of gold, where the fallen foliage had scattered; but, where the +scrub-oak grew, it was golden splashed with blood. The dominant tone +of the landscape was of gold and blood; through the heart of which ran +the river, changing by infinitesimal, overlapping shadings from yellow +into red, from red into night-colour, from night-colour into +nothingness. Down this roadway passed the trespassers, with the thing +which they had stolen weighing down their canoe to the point of +danger; murder was in their hearts, and grey fear ran before them. +Instinctively they bowed their heads, suspicious of one another, +peering ahead into the distance for an enemy who awaited them, and +from side to side or behind for one who followed. + +During their stay at the hut, nothing had come near to disturb +them--nothing in human guise. But from the first they had been aware +of the timber-wolf, which Spurling had seen on his first visit and had +described to Granger. It had not shown itself in the daytime and had +rarely been seen in its entirety at night; but they had known that it +was near them by the rustling of the bushes, and had at times caught a +glimpse of its shadow, or of its eyes looking out at them from under +cover. + +Even when they had not heard it, they had come across its footprints. +Towards the dawn, had one of them risen early and strayed far from +camp, he had sometimes seen it cross his path ahead, or had heard it +tracking him. So nervous had they become, that they had never stirred +far from one another; while one had slept, the other had kept watch. +Perhaps this dread of a constant menacer, and the more terrible fear +of being left alone in its presence, had prevented bloodshed when +their more furious quarrels were at their height. Of a mere wolf, no +man who is armed need have terror; their discomfort arose from the +suspicion that this creature, which watched and lay in wait for them, +was more than an animal. + +There had been a night when it was Spurling's turn to keep guard, and +he had slept. Granger had wakened with a nervous sense of peril. +Through the open door of the hut he had seen the silver of the +moonlight in the tree-tops across the river and had seen the outline +of his companion stretched along the ground. As he watched, he had +seen a shadow fall across the threshold, followed by a head. It was +grey in colour, the ears were laid back, and the fangs were bared as +if with hunger. But it was the eyes which had absorbed his attention. +They were angry and reproachful; he had seen them before--they were +the eyes of a man whose soul is dead. They recalled to him that night +when Beorn had declared himself. That he recognised them, as he +admitted to himself when daylight was come, may have been only fancy; +but the impression which he had while he gazed on them was very real. +Moreover, he saw distinctly the scar of the wound which Spurling had +inflicted in his fight at the cache. Then the head had been withdrawn, +and the hut had been darkened by a huge form which stood across the +doorway. He had heard Spurling turn over on his side, rouse up and cry +out. + +The form had crouched and sprung, and the light shone in again. There +was a sound of scuffling outside, followed by a thud. Leaping to his +feet, dazed and bewildered, he had run out in time to see a +timber-wolf of monstrous size, with Spurling's arm in its mouth, +dragging him away into the forest. Careless of his own safety, he had +gone after the animal, belabouring its head with the stock of his +rifle, for he was afraid to shoot, lest he should wound his companion. +It had dropped its prey and fled, bounding off into the dusk between +the tree-trunks, leaving Spurling a little mauled but not much +injured. This experience had served to prove to them that, however +much they hated, they were still indispensable to each other's safety, +and must hold together. + +Granger, for his own peace of mind, had sought to find an explanation +for this happening. If the beast was indeed Beorn's soul, then why +was it exiled there, on the Forbidden River? Had Beorn killed the +miners, in his underground fights on the Comstock, not out of +righteous indignation, as he had stated, but only for the pleasure of +destroying life and out of envious, disappointed avarice? Had he +mocked God consciously in making Him responsible for those crimes, and +in attributing to Him their inspiration? If these things were so, then +this might have been his fitting punishment, that, when by his own +wickedness he had made himself an outcast from the company of mankind, +and had been compelled to banish himself, for the sake of his own +preservation, to a land where nothing was of much value, money least +of all, there he had discovered the gold in the profitless search of +which he had made himself vile. The power over gladness, which it +would have represented to another man, had been of no use to him now, +for he had not dared to take it out of the district to where it would +acquire its artificial worth; yet he had not dared to remain on the +Forbidden River: for there was no food there. So his body and soul had +parted company; his body going south to God's Voice, while his soul +stayed near to the thing after which it had lusted, for which it had +exchanged its happiness, to guard it, that it might not become the +possession of a freer man and bring him the gladness which to a +murderer is denied. + +This had seemed to Granger to be the only explanation which fitted in +with all the facts. In accepting it, he had found room for the +suspicion that he also had laid waste his life not for the sake of +romance, not for his dream's sake, but for the sake of greed alone. +Having made gold his hope, having said to the fine gold, "Thou art my +confidence," he had committed an iniquity to be punished by the judge. + +Had he suffered all that punishment as yet, or was there worse to +follow? Would the worst that he could expect be death? Once, when he +was poor, he had only feared life; but now, with his treasure beneath +his feet, with the canoe gliding southward on the journey out, there +was added this new terror--the fear of death. He desired most +passionately to live now. + +Darkness had fallen and the air was growing colder. Presently, flake +by flake, the first snow of winter drifted down. The two men said +nothing, but they paddled faster, for the chill struck into their +chests through their shirts, making them repent the folly which had +led them to abandon their clothing that more gold might be carried. +Every now and again, Spurling broke out into a fit of coughing and, as +he shivered, the canoe trembled. As for Granger his hands were heavy, +his arms ached, and his fingers were numb; he dimly wondered at his +own perseverance that he still continued to ply his paddle. As the +cold spread through him, his senses took to sleeping. He was aroused +by a sudden jerk and a shout from Spurling, "Curse you. Back water. +Turn her head out into the river." + +Looking up, he saw that they had struck the bank and come near +capsizing. And he saw more than that; scarcely two yards away a pair +of glowing eyes shone out at him. + +"For the sake of God, make haste," cried Spurling; "the brute's about +to pounce." + +With a twist of the paddle he swung the canoe's head round, and with +the help of Spurling drove her out. They were none too early, for, +just behind them, where a moment since the canoe had been hanging, +they heard a splash. + +For the rest of the night they kept watch over themselves lest they +slept. Till the dawn broke, whenever they turned their eyes toward the +bank, they could discern the grey streak of the timber-wolf, dodging +in and out between the tree-trunks, keeping pace with them. So long as +they were on the Forbidden River they journeyed both day and night, +allowing themselves scant time for rest. If they had been eager to get +there, they were still more anxious to get away. When in the middle of +the third night they swung out into the Last Chance, they stopped and +looked back. The moon was shining; sitting squarely on its haunches +they could see the timber-wolf, which had run out on the spit of land +to the water's edge, gazing after them malignantly. + +Breaking the long silence, Spurling said, "Thank God, he can come no +further." + +"But his body awaits us at Murder Point," Granger replied. + +"I can deal with men's bodies," Spurling said. Then they moved onward, +pressing up against the current. + +At the first hint of daylight they landed and hid themselves, lest, in +that deserted land, their presence should be detected. The precaution +proved wise, for about noon a party of belated voyageurs passed +northward en route for the Crooked Creek. They were singing, keeping +time with their paddles; their careless gladness made the hunted men, +for all their gold, feel envious. + +They dared not kindle a fire, and at last, that they might save the +little warmth they had, were compelled to lie down together, breast to +breast, clasping one another closely as though they were friends. At +sunset they again set out. All night long to Granger the sky seemed +filled with uncouth legendary animals, which trooped across the +horizon file on file. Sometimes they were Beorn's camels, sometimes +they were timber-wolves or brindled huskies with yellow faces, but +more often they were creatures of evil passions, for which there are +no names. To avoid looking at them, he would keep his eyes in the +canoe or would stare at Spurling's back. But the sight of his +companion's monotonous movements, compelling him to go on working when +his arms ached and his body seemed broken, caused such mad fury to +arise within him that he feared for his own actions, and was glad to +return his eyes to the clouds. At dawn, as though a golden door had +been opened, the creatures passed in and disappeared, and he saw them +no more till sunset. + +For himself, he would gladly have lain down, and died, had not +Spurling with the same indomitable courage which he had displayed on +the Dawson trail, roused him up and compelled him with his brutal +jibes to play the man. By the end of the first day on the Last Chance +their food gave out, and since leaving the hut all their meals had +been scanty; then they would willingly have given a third of the gold +which they carried in exchange for a hatful of the flour which, in +their greed for nuggets, they had left behind on the Forbidden River's +banks. If a bird flew over their heads, they dared not fire a gun lest +its report should be heard, so great was their fear of possible +arrest. + +As their weakness increased, the downward rush of the current seemed +to gather strength; there were times when their progress was almost +imperceptible. Sufficient snow had already fallen to cloak the land in +whiteness, and they were very conscious that every day the +temperature, was sinking lower. In the middle of the seventh night of +their journey they felt something grate against their prow, and they +knew that the river was freezing over. They had only five more miles +to traverse; they were too exhausted and stiff with cold to attempt to +reach their destination by walking along the bank, even if they had +been willing to abandon their treasure; so there was nothing for it +but to make one last effort. So nerveless were they with fatigue that, +when they went by the bend, Spurling forgot to be afraid of the thing +which he had seen there; he had not the strength to remember. They +reached the pier when the dawn was breaking, so faint that they could +not rise and crawl out. They would have drifted back over the way +which they had travelled, had not the ice closed in and held them. + +Two hours after their arrival, Eyelids looked out from the window at +Murder Point and, seeing them, came to their rescue and lifted them +into the shack. + +They had arrived none too early, for that day the river froze over, +the snow fell in earnest, and the Keewatin winter settled down. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +THE BETRAYAL + + +Granger had been sick and delirious for several days as a result of +exposure and starvation. Day and night Peggy had nursed him with +unwearying attention; one would have supposed that he had been always +kind to her, and that she was greatly in his debt. Since his brain had +cleared she had said little to him; but, when she touched him, he +could feel the thrill of passion that travelled through her hands. Her +face told him nothing; it was only when suddenly she raised up her +eyes that he saw the longing which they could not hide. Because her +eyes betrayed her, she rarely looked at him. He would gladly have +spoken with her frankly, but her reserve deterred him, and, moreover, +a great anxiety weighed upon his mind--he did not know how many of his +secrets and hidden intentions he had let out in his ravings. The +altered bearing of his companions made him aware that they had each +learnt something fresh about himself, one another, and the manner in +which he regarded them. The Man with the Dead Soul was alone +unchanged. + +So he sat among them on his couch of furs as morosely as Beorn +himself, striving to grope his way back into the darkness from which +his mind had issued, torturing himself to remember how much his lips +had admitted during the time when his vigilance was relaxed. He could +only recall the shadows of his words and acts; the real things, which +lurked behind the shadows, continually evaded capture. Yet it seemed +to him that he must have laid bare all his life, confessing to Eyelids +and his sister his every affection and his every treachery, whether +accomplished or intended. + +Then, if he had done that, he had told Peggy to her face how he was +purposing to desert her! It was this suspicion which kept him silent; +he waited for her to reveal herself. But she refused to help him; in +her looks there was no condemnation, and in her treatment of him +nothing but gentleness. Surely there should have been contempt, if she +had known _all_ about him! + +Two pictures stood out so sharply from the background chaos of his +impressions, that he believed them to be veritable memories. The one +was of Peggy kneeling at his side, taking him in her arms, as though +he were a child, and laying his head upon her breast, and of himself +mistaking her for his mother or Mordaunt, and speaking to her all +manner of tenderness. The other was of his perpetual terror lest +Spurling had gone southward without him, having stolen his share of +the treasure; and of one night when Peggy to quiet him had roused up +Eyelids, who had brought in Spurling--and Spurling's hands were bound. + +When he had come to himself, his first action had been to look round +for Spurling--and he was not there. Two days had now passed, and there +was still no sign of him. As his strength returned, the fear of his +delirium gained ground upon him--lest Spurling had escaped. Brooding +over the past with a sick man's fancy, he discovered a new cause for +agitation--_if Spurling had departed, he would never know the truth +about Mordaunt_. For the recovery of the gold he scarcely cared now; +the apparent actualness of Mordaunt's presence, bending over him in +his delirium, had recalled her vividly to his memory, awakening the +passion which he had striven to crush down, so that now it seemed +all-important to him that he should ask Spurling that one question, +"Was the body that was found near Forty-Mile clothed in a woman's +dress?" + +The return of a certain season, which the mind has associated with a +special experience, will often arouse and poignantly concentrate an +old emotion, which has been almost forgotten throughout the other +months of the year. The arrival of Spurling, and the agony which he +had suffered when he had begun to suspect that the woman whom he loved +was dead, had happened when the snow was on the ground; perhaps it was +the sight of the frozen river and the white landscape which now caused +him to remember so furiously the vengeance which he had planned, +should Mordaunt prove to be the woman whom Spurling had murdered. So, +for the time being, the seeking of El Dorado and preserving of his own +life seemed paltry objects when compared with the asking of that +question, and the exacting, if need be, of the necessary revenge. + +On the third day after the recovery of his senses he could endure his +suspicions no longer. Peggy had gone out for a little while; Eyelids +was busy in the store; only the Man with the Dead Soul was left with +him in the shack. Seizing his opportunity, he got up and dressed. He +was so weak that at first he could scarcely stand. Tottering toward +the door, he already had his hand upon the latch when Beorn arose and +followed him. Though Granger had asked him no question, "I will show +you," he said. + +Outside they met Peggy returning; but her father waved her sternly +aside, and, putting his arms about Granger to support him, guided him +to the back of Bachelors' Hall. A stoutly built cabin was there, which +stood by itself and was windowless, the door of which was iron-bound +and padlocked; it was used as a cell in which Indians and half-breeds +were kept, should they grow refractory. Producing the key, he opened +the door; as they entered they were greeted with a volley of curses. + +In the farthest corner lay a man, crouched on a bed of mouldy furs. +The cell was not often used, and was covered with decaying +fungus-growth from the dampness of the past summer. When Granger tried +to speak to him, his voice was drowned by the sort of noise that a dog +makes when it comes out from its kennel; then he saw that Spurling was +chained low down to the floor by his hands and feet, so that he could +not stand upright. With an hysteric cry of gladness he ran forward, +and was only saved from Spurling's teeth, as he bent back his head, by +Beorn, who pushed him to one side so heavily that he fell to the +ground. Then Eyelids came in, and picked him up and carried him back +to the shack. + +For the next few days he had plenty of leisure to reflect. He wondered +whether Beorn's treatment of Spurling, and the fact that he had shown +him to him on the earliest occasion, was meant as a threat to himself; +or had the disclosures which he had made in his delirium given him the +impression that he also was entirely Spurling's enemy. The bearing of +Eyelids and of Peggy led him to believe that the latter supposition +was correct. His natural instinct was to free the man at once,--but +he thought better of it; Spurling would be at least kept out of +mischief there till he himself was well. + +Now that his mind was at ease, he commenced to mend rapidly; when two +more days had passed, he was up and able to get about without much +help. On visiting the trading-store he found that his canoe was lying +there, just as he had brought it back; nothing of its contents had +been removed or unpacked. He sat down beside it, and tried to +formulate his plans. + +So far, in spite of his illness, everything had happened for the best. +Spurling was safe until he should require him. The gold was now in his +absolute possession. Very shortly Eyelids and Beorn would set out on +their winter's hunt, leaving him, save for Peggy, free to act +unobserved. But he had made a discovery, the knowledge of which +disturbed him--that a part, at least, of the reason for Peggy's +reticence and new gentleness was that before long she would be a +mother. That fact made him feel differently towards her; he could not +now desert her, for it would mean abandoning his child. + +When he pictured to himself what the Northland might do for a child +who was fatherless, especially if it were a girl, he knew that, +whatever plans he made, they must include his half-breed wife. +Moreover, her approaching maternity appealed to the chivalry in his +nature, making him ashamed that he had ever thought to leave her. +Until his child was born, at whatever risk to himself, he must +postpone his departure and lie in hiding at Murder Point. And after +that? He must take her into his confidence, as he should have done +long ago, as if she were all white. He would have to leave her behind +at first, but would make arrangements for her to follow after him when +the road was clear. + +Having arrived at this point, his train of reasoning was broken off by +the appearance of Eyelids, who came to ask for two outfits, and to +inform him that he and Beorn had determined to set out on the winter +trail that night. The rest of the day was spent in preparations, and +the getting together of their teams of huskies. + +Just before they left, a visit was paid to Spurling in the cabin, and +the key was handed over to Granger. While there, Granger referred to +the matter which he had been wanting to mention all day. Turning to +Eyelids, as though it were of little importance, he said, "Before you +return, as I daresay you've noticed, something will have happened. I +want you to promise me to come back for Christmas Eve, so that we may +celebrate the event." Then, throwing aside his disguise of +indifference, he spoke more earnestly, "I want you and Beorn to +promise me that." + +Spurling looked sharply up from his corner; being ignorant of the +matter which Granger hinted at, he watched to see if the words +contained a reference to himself. Peggy turned her head away and began +to steal softly out. But her brother stayed her, and throwing his arm +about her shoulder, said, "I promise you; we shall return." And Beorn +gave him his hand as a sign of his assent. + +They closed and locked the door on the prisoner, and the father and +son set out. + +A sudden instinct for carefulness had prompted him to make that +request. At the last moment he had thought that he noticed on Beorn's +part a certain uneasiness in handing over to him the custody of +Spurling. He was afraid that the distrust might grow upon him, causing +him to return unexpectedly, perhaps just at the time when he and +Spurling were starting on their southward journey. It was to prevent +such an interference with his plans that he had named a definite time +for their next meeting, for, by so doing, he had given Beorn to +understand that he intended to remain at Murder Point throughout +December. The hinting at the birth of his child had added to his +request a show of naturalness, and had at the same time let them know +that he was aware of his wife's condition--a difficult knowledge to +communicate to people who spoke rarely, and then only of trivial +affairs. As yet he had not decided as to when he would set out, for he +hesitated between the manfully fulfilling of his new responsibility +and the callously accomplishing of his old purpose; if he should +choose the latter, he had provided for Peggy so that she would not be +left too long by herself, by the promise which he had exacted from her +brother and father to return for Christmas Eve. + +For the first time he was left truly alone with her. Standing side by +side, they watched the trappers descend the Point to the pier, where +their dogs lay waiting them. The whips cracked and the teams +straightened out. + +For a few strides they moved toward the opposite bank and then, to +Granger's amazement, wheeled to the left, and commenced travelling +up-river to the west. The loaded sleds swung lightly over the ice and, +as he listened, the shouting of the drivers and the yelping of the +huskies grew fainter, till they were no more heard. He was made +terribly afraid by the direction they had taken, for he knew that +Beorn's trapping grounds had always lain to the northwards, and never +around God's Voice; they were still less likely to do so now, since he +had quarrelled with the factor. Then why had he gone to the west? + +He turned to the girl at his side to question her, "Did you know that +they were going there?" he said. She did not answer him; he saw that +her eyes were intently fixed upon the bend. Her lips moved, and her +hands made the sign of the cross upon her breast as if she were +praying. Without replying, she entered the shack. + +He did not follow her, for his feelings were changed with anger. He +felt that, whether knowingly or unknowingly, they had betrayed him +through their secretiveness. While he had been absent they must have +heard that Spurling was a man with a price upon his head. They might +even have learnt it from Pilgrim at the time of his June visit, but +had not laid hands upon him because he had appeared to be his friend. +But now since their return, in his delirium he had probably uttered +words concerning Spurling which had left them with the impression that +he desired his death--and had given them their excuse for gratifying +their own covetousness and revenge for the Forbidden River trespass. + +Even what he had said to them about returning for Christmas Eve might +have been taken as having a double meaning, referring not only to the +birth of the child, but also to the thousand-dollar reward to be +gained by the arrest. Spoken as it was, in the prison-cabin, that was +most likely how it had been taken. Since they had accepted him as +their confederate, it seemed evident that they did not know that the +arrest of Spurling might entail his own hanging. If all that he had +conjectured was true, he had now no option but to release Spurling and +to make good his escape with him at once; for from Murder Point to +God's Voice was no more than seventy miles. At once! But he would not +be strong enough to travel for some days yet, and Spurling could not +be in very excellent condition for such a journey--to be thrown into +an out-house and left there for a fortnight, with back bent double and +arms and legs bound, is not the best kind of training. + +Before doing anything rash he would talk to Peggy, and find out how +much she knew about it. Following her into the shack, he made fast the +door and threw himself on the pile of furs which had been his couch. +The lamp was not lighted, but the stove was red-hot and scattered an +angry glare. He called to her; she came to him timidly from the far +end of the room and sat down beside him. He commenced abruptly by +telling her that the man who was chained out there in the cabin was a +murderer. Did she know that? She nodded. How did she know that? She +shuddered, and pointed with her hand out of the window in the +direction of the bend. + +He did not gather what she meant, but for the present he let it pass. + +And did she know that there were a thousand dollars offered for +Spurling's capture? She shrugged her shoulders, and again gave her +assent. Then, raising himself on his elbow, he asked her plainly, "Is +that what Eyelids has gone to get?" + +She smiled down at him as though she were owning to something worthy; +"I hope so," she said. + +"Why do you hope so," he asked in a hard voice; "because of the +money?" + +She drew back from him as though he had affronted her. "No, not for +that," she said, speaking slowly. + +"Then why?" + +"Because he is trying to take you away from me." + +"And you think that when the Mounted Police have hanged him that it +will be all right, and I shall stay here?" + +She did not answer him, but he knew that she was thinking of her +child. "Whether Spurling escapes or is taken," he said, "will make no +difference to my doings. I cannot stay; they are hunting for me, +because they think I also am a murderer." + +She turned sharply round. "But we are doing this to save you; we +thought that you agreed and understood. When you have given them this +man, they will pardon you, and you will be allowed to stay." + +"Who told you that? Was it Antoine?" + +"Robert Pilgrim." + +He laughed in her face. "Bah! Robert Pilgrim!" he exclaimed. "He told +you that, and you believed him! Why, you little fool, he doesn't care +a curse what happens to Spurling, whether he's caught or gets away; +it's me that he's anxious to put to death. But he couldn't have told +you that when we were in hiding on Huskies' Island, or you'd have +betrayed us then." + +"He sent word to us by a messenger while you were away. But, if I had +known, I shouldn't have betrayed you then, for this man seemed to be +at that time your friend." + +"Then why have you done so now?" + +"Because he has become your enemy and you hate him; and because there +is no other way of saving you for my child and for myself. He is +trying to take you away from me." She spoke in a fierce strained +whisper, kneeling, with her hands spread out before her, and her head +thrown back. + +"You haven't saved me," he said, rising to his feet angrily; "all +you've done is to place the rope about my neck." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +THE HAND IN THE DOORWAY + + +He picked up a lantern and, having lighted it, left the shack. Going +round the out-building of the store, he made his way through the snow +to the cabin where Spurling was imprisoned. As he placed the key in +the padlock, he could hear the rattle of the chains of the man inside. +Having opened the door, he halted on the threshold, afraid and ashamed +to enter. There was dead silence. Lifting the lantern above his head, +he could make out the figure of Spurling, crouched like a beast on +knees and hands, with eyes which watched him doubtfully. + +"They have gone," he said. + +Spurling did not answer, but followed his every movement. + +"They have gone," he repeated; "but they have not gone to the +Forbidden River--they have gone in the direction of God's Voice." + +Then Spurling spoke. "Thank God," he said, "for they'll hang you as +well." + +Granger placed the lantern on the floor and sat himself down. +"Spurling," he said, "we both of us have some old scores to pay off; +at the present moment, I happen to have the upper hand. But this is +not the time to settle them. For instance, you have never told me the +name of the woman whom you shot in the Klondike." + +Spurling broke in furiously, saying, "I have told you already, that +it was not a woman I murdered, but a man." + +Granger waved him aside with his hand. "I'm not asking you her name," +he said. "We've not got the time to quarrel, for there is still a +chance of our saving ourselves. It'll take Beorn and Eyelids at least +four days to reach God's Voice and come back. But I don't think +they'll touch at God's Voice at all; they'll skirt it and go farther +south. They won't trust Robert Pilgrim, lest he should claim a part of +the reward. If I know Eyelids, it's the thousand dollars he's after, +and he wants it all for himself. Their purpose is to go on until they +meet the winter patrol, so that they may be able to give direct +information to the Mounted Police themselves. Now before they do that, +a good deal of time may be lost, for the winter patrol has hardly +started as yet, and it may go in a new direction so that they'll miss +it at first. With the best of luck, they'll have to travel three +hundred miles, a ten days' journey, before they fall in with it. While +they're searching for it, we shall be able to slip by them and get +out. If you'll promise to stand by me I'll release you. If you won't, +I shall leave you here and go on myself. But I warn you fairly, no +man, unless he leaves the gold behind him, can make that journey by +himself with any hope of surviving. Our last chance, whether we want +to reach El Dorado or merely to save our lives, is to stick together +and persuade ourselves that we are friends." + +"I'll stand by you," Spurling said; "I'm no more anxious to die by the +rope or starvation than you are yourself. But what are we to do with +the half-breed woman--your wife? To leave her behind us, free to go +where she chooses, would be suicide." + +Granger eyed him angrily, for he did not like the sinister whisper in +which he had asked that question. He might just as well have said, +"Shall I shoot her while you go outside and scrape out her grave?" But +to have paid attention to it just then would have brought them to high +words at the outset; so he said, "We can't take her with us, for she +is soon to have a child. But I think, when I have explained things to +her, she'll give us her promise to keep our secret, and we shall be +able to trust her word." + +"Humph! You think that? Well, knock off these chains." + +Granger brought the lantern nearer and was stooping to his work, when +Spurling stopped him, laying his hand upon his shoulder. "Hist! What's +that?" he said. Granger listened. He could distinctly hear the crunch +of footsteps on the snow, moving stealthily away from the cabin. +Running to the door, he caught sight of a woman's skirt, disappearing +round the corner of the store, and recognised the shadow which was +flung behind as Peggy's. She must have heard all that they had said. + +Spurling waited till his chains were off and he was able to stand +upright, a free man. Then he asked significantly, "And now what are +you going to do with her?" + +"That is my business," Granger retorted hotly. + +"But I think that it is also mine." + +He knew that it would be unwise to argue the point, so he led the way +to Bachelors' Hall, Spurling limping stiffly behind. So cramped had he +become with the cold, and the position in which he had been chained +during his confinement, that he could hardly move a step without +groaning. Until he should recover, despite his own weakness, Granger +knew that he was physically the stronger and still had the upper hand. +For Peggy's sake he intended to make the best use of his time; he +began to have fears for her as to what might happen were she left to +the mercy of Spurling's choice. + +"What are we coming here for?" growled Spurling, as they stopped at +the door of the hall; "why can't we go to the shack? I'm desperately +cold and there's a fire there." + +"I'll light you a fire," said Granger, placing his hands on his +shoulders and thrusting him inside. + +"You're mighty anxious that I shouldn't get near your wife," said +Spurling; "she must be very valuable." + +Granger went off and soon returned with fuel. The stove was damp and +rusty, and did not draw well at first, so that all the room was filled +with smoke. Spurling had stumbled over to the shelf and lay there +complaining. When the wood had caught and was burning brightly, +Granger fetched him something to eat and then went out to speak with +Peggy, leaving him alone, promising to return again to spend the +night. + +When he had entered the shack, it appeared to be empty. He called +Peggy's name, but she did not reply. Listening intently, he heard the +sound of sobbing which she was endeavouring to stifle. Going over to +the berth he found her lying there, with face turned to the wall. +Sitting down beside her, he placed his arms about her, and tried to +make her turn his way, but she refused to be comforted. + +"Peggy," he said, "you heard what we were saying in the cabin? You +remember how I said that I was able to trust your word. I want you to +promise me that you will not tell anyone that we have left, and that +you will not try to follow until I send to tell you that all is safe, +so that you can come to me." + +"You will never send," she said. + +"Why do you say that?" + +"Because that man will quarrel with you and kill you on the way out." + +"That's nonsense; you must listen to what I have planned. This summer +we found gold on the Forbidden River." + +"I know that." + +"Who told you?" + +"Eyelids." + +"Why did he tell you?" + +"He found it himself in the spring, when father sent him up there +after Spurling; and he was angry when he knew that you had gone there, +because he wanted it for himself." + +"Did he stop here all summer?" + +"Yes, but father went away. I think he must have followed you. He got +back four days before your return." + +"Humph! I suspected that, for I saw something that was very like him +there. . . . And do you still think that they have gone to tell the +Mounted Police only in order that Spurling may be arrested?" + +"I don't know; but that's what they said. I chose to believe them +because that was the only way in which I could keep you for myself." + +"Well, then, listen. No matter what Eyelids and Beorn may intend, if +the Mounted Police once get hold of me the result will be that I shall +get hanged. The one way in which you can keep me for yourself is to +help me to escape. I can't take you with me as you are at present; you +know that. And I can't strike the trail alone; I must have someone to +help me take the gold out. There's no one but Spurling. Besides, I've +promised to stick by him; he saved my life once, and I'm paying back +the debt. When once I've reached Winnipeg, I'll be able to purchase +friends who will hide me, if need be; but I hope to get there ahead of +the news of my escape, before the police have my description and are +on the lookout. I shall strike for the south, and, when the hunt is +over and I'm given up for dead, I'll send you word where you can join +me." + +"You never will do that." + +"And why not?" + +"Because you will be dead." + +Granger was losing patience. Whatever reasoning he used, he could not +move her beyond that one assertion. + +"Won't you help me to take the one chance of life that I think I +have?" he said. "It can't make much difference to you if Spurling does +kill me on the trail; if I stay here, I shall die a few weeks later, +more disgracefully." + +She stood up and led him over to the window, through which the moon +was shining, so that he could see her face. She placed her arms about +his neck, as if she were a white woman. "I will tell you the truth +now," she said; "I have been keeping something back that I might save +you from yourself. Since you joined with this man and helped him take +the gold from the Forbidden River, Eyelids and my father have both +become your enemies. The factor did send his message that your life +would be spared if Spurling was given up, but I think he was speaking +falsely. I have tried to keep you near me because I alone, if need be, +can stand between you and them. If you set out with Spurling, he will +kill you; and if you stay here, you will be arrested. But if you will +come with me into the forest, we can join some Indians of my mother's +tribe, and they will hide us where you never can be found." + +Granger watched her while she was speaking, wondering whether he was +hearing the very truth this time. "And, if I do as you ask me, what +will happen to Spurling?" he said. + +She drew him nearer to herself. "I hate that man," she whispered; "let +him die as he deserves." + +"And why didn't you tell me everything at first?" + +"Because you are not strong enough to make the journey yet; and I +wanted to keep you resting here, till you had no other choice of +saving yourself but by following me into the forest. While my father +was present, I did not dare to tell you--_for his soul is dead_." + +Granger took his eyes from off her face; she tempted him--he had been +so long unused to kindness. He gazed out of the window, far away +across the frozen forest, and heard the dream of his boyhood calling +to him to seek the city out of sight. His choice lay between this +woman and El Dorado, in whose search he had wasted all his life. He +did not deceive himself, whatever he might say aloud; his hesitancy +did not arise out of unwillingness to desert Spurling, but from +unwillingness to abandon the quest while a fragment of hope remained. +With that stolen gold, if he could slip by the winter patrol and carry +it out to Winnipeg, he would be able to strike for the south and sail +up the Great Amana, past the rocks with the forgotten handwriting, +till he came to the lake of Parima, on whose shores the city is said +to stand. + +She saw that his will was wavering and that his choice was going +against her. Seizing his hands in her own and pressing them to her +breast, "I am only a poor half-breed girl," she cried, "but I am soon +to be the mother of your child; and our child will be nearly all white +like yourself. You can't think what my life was before you came to me; +for, though my body is half Indian, my mind has become a white woman's +since I went to school in Winnipeg. I am so white that I would die for +you to-morrow, if I could give you life by doing that. I could not +tell you this before, while my father and brother were present; +somehow, with their silence they stifled my words, and made me silent. +But don't judge me by the past months, believe me now." + +"Peggy," he said, "what should we do in the forest, if we went there +and joined your mother's tribe? We should starve, and grow sullen; and +you would be treated as a squaw, and our child would grow up an +Indian." + +"But I should not mind that if only we were together." + +"But we shall be together if my plan works out and I manage to escape. +Then there's Spurling; however much I hate him, I cannot break my +promise to him and leave him to die." + +She dropped his hands and drew away from him. "You are going to meet +the white woman," she said; "you had planned to desert me whatever +happened." + +"Who told you that?" + +"Your lips told me, when you were sick and they moved of themselves." + +"But I promise you now that, when I am safe, I will send you word so +that you can find me. If I ever did think of deserting you, it was +before I knew that we were going to have a child." + +"You will not send for me," she said; "but I promise that I will do +nothing to you that will hinder you from going out." + +"But what will you do when I am gone, and you yourself will be needing +help?" + +"I shall go, like any other squaw, to the Indian women of my tribe." + +There was nothing more to be said; she had given him what he had +asked. Bidding her good-night, he left the shack. + +On returning to the Hall, he found Spurling very restless. "What have +you been doing all this time?" he asked. "I'd got a good mind to come +in search of you. I thought you must have struck the trail with your +squaw, leaving me behind." + +Granger pretended not to notice his ill-nature, but told him what he +had arranged. They talked matters over and determined to make a start +on the following night. Neither of them were in proper condition to +travel, but they knew that they had no time to waste. Before they lay +down to sleep, Spurling altered his position, spreading his furs +between the stove and the entrance, with his head so near the +threshold that the door could not be opened wide enough to permit of +anyone passing out without his being wakened; Granger smiled grimly, +wondering how long it would take them to quarrel at that rate, when +one of them thought it necessary to take such precautions. Spurling +was soon snoring, but Granger could get no rest. The night was +bitterly cold, and the fire needed constant replenishing. It seemed to +him that no sooner had he piled on more wood, and wrapped himself in +his blankets, and laid himself down, than he would feel the +temperature lowering, and a chill passing over his body like an icy +hand, beginning at his feet and working up to his head. Shivering and +with teeth chattering, he would raise himself up on his elbow, only to +see that the wood was again burnt through and that the fire was going +out. + +At last he determined to give up the attempt to sleep. Pulling a box +near the stove and using it as a back-rest, he gathered his blankets +tightly round him and lit his pipe. + +Across his shoulders, through the window behind him, fell a shaft of +moonlight; in front of him, dazzling his eyes, was the redness of the +glowing charcoal, and the yellow of the jumping flames; within +hand-stretch to the right lay Spurling, with his feet toward the fire +and his head within six inches of the threshold. In the great +stillness which was outside, nothing was to be heard save the rustling +of the snow as it bound tighter, and the occasional low booming of the +trees as the frost, acting on the sap, bent their branches. + +With his accustomed passion for fairness, he commenced to examine his +dealings with Peggy and to try to regard his actions from her +view-point. In his recent conversation with her she had revealed +qualities the existence of which he had not suspected; he had not +reckoned her at her true worth. He began to be uncertain even now as +to whether he was doing right in leaving her. Perhaps she, for all her +ignorance, was wiser than himself. But of one thing she had made him +certain, that of all creatures which walked, and talked, and ate, and +drank, upon the earth, she alone stood by him in his crisis for an +unselfish reason, and loved him for himself. He knew now, though he +had not realised it until that night, that he loved her in return, +half-breed though she was, and could not do without her. He was +willing to own to himself that, in his treatment of her, he had not +always been just and, because of her race, at times had been +despising. He'd been more or less of a fool, and had refused a good +deal of available happiness. + +He looked towards the door; if it had not been for the unpleasantness +of awaking Spurling, he would have gone at once to the shack and said +to her, "I don't mind who you are, I love you better than any white +girl, and would prefer you from amongst them all, were I again given +my choice." Before he set out, he would like to have her believe that +he was going, at least partly, for her sake. + +The smoke from the burning wood made his eyes grow heavy; he began to +drowse. He dreamt that he had taken Peggy's advice and had gone with +her into the forest, having joined himself to the people of her tribe. +It must have happened years ago, for their child was a sturdy boy who +ran beside them. She was leading the way through a dark wood, holding +him by the hand. He asked her where she was going, and for answer she +laid her finger on his lips and only smiled. On and on they went, and +then, far away in the distance, he began to see a little light. It +grew brighter and more dazzling as they approached, so that he had to +close his eyes. Presently she halted and told him to look. He was +standing on the edge of a precipice, in the side of which steps had +been hewn out, and far below was a silver lake which he knew to be +Parima; and far away was a gleaming of domes and spires which he +recognised. He was about to speak to thank her, when he tottered and +his feet sank from under him. As he fell, he stared up at her; the +last thing he saw was the expression of agony that was in her eyes. + +He awoke with a start, but his instinct warned him not to stir. The +shaft of moonlight had been blotted out, and he knew that someone, +standing outside, behind him, was gazing in through the window. It was +not Spurling, for he lay breathing heavily, fast asleep, over to his +right. As he crouched there motionless, he ran through the list of all +possible assailants in his mind. It might be Beorn or Eyelids. It +might be Robert Pilgrim. It might even be the Mounted Police, arrived +before their time. It might be only a renegade trapper of the Hudson +Bay Company, who had come by night, that he might not be discovered, +to see if the private trader would offer a higher price for his catch +of furs. Then the darkness was removed, and the light shone in again. +Quickly turning his head, he looked toward the window, and saw nothing +there. Very quietly he rose to his feet, tiptoed to the window and +looked out. At first he could see no one; then he saw the outer edge +of a figure, pressed close to the wall of the house, standing upright +beside the door-jamb. He crept back from the panes, so that he should +not obscure the little light he had. Moving over to the right, he +halted mid-way between the window and Spurling. + +He could hear the muffled breathing of the person outside and could +almost feel the pressure of his body against the wall on the other +side. In the few seconds' respite, while nothing happened, he glanced +round, taking in the situation and trying to forecast the probable +sequence of action. Since Spurling had lain down, he had altered his +position, so that now his body stretched across the entrance, with his +head in the corner where the two walls met, forming an acute angle +with the threshold so that, though he prevented the door from opening +more than two or three inches, directly it was opened his person would +be visible, and exposed to attack. + +Gently the latch was raised and, by slow degrees, the door began to +swing inwards. The slit which it made let in a narrow ray of +moonlight, which, leaving Spurling's face in shadow, fell slanting +across his neck. If he had not moved in his sleep, his head would have +been farther out from the wall, and the light, striking on his eyes +would have aroused him; as it was, he was undisturbed. Alert with the +horror of it, Granger watched to see what would follow next. The +person on the other side, peering through the opening, had been warned +by the same sight of the exposed bare neck, and, desisting from +pushing the door wider, was deliberating. + +When a short interval had elapsed, he saw a hand thrust through the +crack; it gripped a trapper's hunting knife, with the blade pointing +downwards, and was poised about to strike. Granger was unarmed +himself; there was but one thing that could be done to save his +comrade's life. Flinging all his weight upon the door, he closed it, +imprisoning the assailant's hand above the wrist joint. The knife +clattered to the floor, where it stuck out quivering, grazing +Spurling's cheek as it fell. The hand tried to wrench itself free, the +fingers opening and closing convulsively, but there was no sound from +outside. + +Spurling awoke with a cry, and clapping his hand to his face found it +wet with blood. He rose to his feet with his fists clenched, and the +look of a wild beast at bay in his eyes. His lips were working with +nervousness and desire to fight. "What is it?" he whispered. "Have +they come to take us?" + +Granger signed to him to stand back and keep quiet. Then he followed +the direction of Granger's eyes, and he also saw the hand. Bending +down, with his back against the door, Granger examined it. It was +brown and slim--far too small for a man's hand, and far too dusky to +belong to a person who was white. The light, stealing in through the +aperture, showed it plainly and fell along its length; the fingers had +ceased to writhe and were extended, as if the thing had died. + +While Granger had been looking, Spurling also had seen and had +surmised. Coming swiftly forward, he stooped to pick up the knife. +Granger read his purpose and, as he leant forward to pluck it from the +boards, kicked him heavily in the chest, so that he lost his balance +and fell sprawling on his back. Before he could recover himself, he +had opened the door and released the hand. Possessing himself of the +knife, he set his back against the door again to prevent Spurling from +following. There was a little cry of gladness, and the sound of +footsteps rustling the snow as they hurried away. + +For the remainder of the long night, he stood guard over the man whom +he had rescued. When the dawn broke and he visited the shack, he found +that Peggy had vanished. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +SPURLING TAKES FRIGHT + + +If Spurling had suspected Granger before, he was doubly suspicious of +him now. Wherever he went, his heavy treacherous eyes followed and +spied upon him. In one thing only were they united--in their desire to +see the last of Murder Point. For the accomplishment of this end, they +laboured feverishly in sullen silence. On visiting the dog-pen, they +found that of the eleven huskies which had been there, three were +missing; of the eight which remained, four were the animals left over +from the grey team belonging to Spurling, and these were the best. +This meant that they would be able to harness but four dogs apiece to +a sled, and would have to leave some of their wealth behind, limiting +each outfit together with the gold to not more than three hundred +pounds. On examining his clothing, Granger found that his favourite +capote was not there; he conjectured that Peggy had taken that also in +her hurry. + +They went to the store and selected their provisions with care, taking +no flour or canned goods, but tallow and fat bacon, because this food +is least bulky and affords most nourishment. For the same reason, +instead of the usual allowance for a husky of two raw white fish a +day, they took lumps of grease frozen solid. Of the gold they took +mostly dust, because it packed closer than nuggets. This they divided +into equal shares and poured into moose-hide sacks, which they lashed +to the bottom of their sleds, with their outfit above. + +They clothed themselves warmly for the journey, for already there were +forty degrees of frost, and this was but November. They put on three +flannel shirts apiece and one of duffel, and over them a beaded shirt +of leather. They swathed their feet in duffel, covering them with high +moccasins, and encased their legs in several wrappings of duffel +leggins. Their caps were of fur, the hair of which reached down over +their foreheads, ears, and necks, giving them protection. Over all +they flung capotes, which extended to their knees and were caught in +at the waist with a scarlet sash. + +Having fed the huskies, Granger returned to the shack, to run through +his belongings and destroy whatever he did not wish to be found. He +turned to Spurling, saying, "You'd better lie down now and get a +little rest." + +Spurling blinked at him, and swallowed once or twice, hesitating. Then +he said, "It's a pleasant meeting that they'll have, with two of us +absent." + +Granger was sorting out old letters, dated years back--things which +brought memories. He did not pay any attention; perhaps he had not +heard. + +"It's a pleasant meeting that they'll have, I say, with two of us +absent," Spurling repeated. + +"What meeting? I don't understand." + +"Why, the meeting you promised them on Christmas Eve--the one you were +so pressing about." + +Granger raised up his head and looked at him. "Don't you be so certain +of that," he said; "we may not be absent--we may be caught by Eyelids +and brought back." + +Spurling cursed him under his breath. + +Granger went on sorting out his papers, burning them or putting them +aside. Some were from his mother; one was from his father, faded with +age; and some were from girls whose very names had passed from his +remembrance. Presently he stopped, and turning round again, with a +different look in his eyes, handed a page to his companion, saying, +"Read that." + +Spurling laughed harshly and took it. It was in his own handwriting. +"None of your softness," he said. "I've got long past sentiment." + +Granger watched him as he scanned its contents, and saw his face grow +solemn. It had been written seven years back, before they had left +England, when both their sympathies were fresher, before their souls +had grown tarnished. It read: "John, I've just seen the unemployed, +about four battalions of 'em or from two to three thousand +men--unemployed, half-clothed, half-fed, and half-men. God! that such +a sight could be in this world, and here in London; our London, +wealthy London, the city of luxury and at our own doors. Four +battalions of men in real want; not a want such as you and I know when +we run short of our damned tobacco, but a want when the belly is sick +and empty and has no prospect of being filled--a want of necessities. +Four battalions of men in want, and how many children and women does +that represent? God's hooligans, God's scamps, and God's wrecks! '_His +wrecks_,' how can I write such words. How pitiable are their physical +conditions, their privation and distress of body! But what of their +souls, the starvation of their minds? Why, I doubt if they could +subscribe a respectable soul among the whole four battalions. + +"Males who might have been men and of some use in the world, if only +a finger had shown them the road instead of shoving 'em down into +wrecks and damnation. + +"I can write no more. I must go out and walk about." + +Spurling gulped down a sob, and without comment crunched the sheet up +in his hand, and flung it towards the stove; but it fell short and +rolled to where Granger was standing. He stooped, picked it up and +smoothed it out. "I'll put it in my pocket," he said, "to remember +what we were; we may need the reminder on our journey." + +"Damn your softness," Spurling broke out. "I want to forget the past, +and to live like the beast I am. How could I shoot down even an Indian +to defend myself, if I were to remember things like that! It's gold +that's changed me; and now that I've got it I intend, at all costs, to +win out." + +"Yes, it's gold that's changed us," Granger said. + +Presently he paused again. "I had intended to keep that to threaten +you with, but you can have it now," he said. + +Spurling rose up from the floor, and coming over to the table took the +paper from him. It was the warrant for his arrest. His hand shook as +he read it. + +"Granger, how did you get that?" he asked in a low voice. "Was it from +Strangeways?" + +On the spur of the moment, to avoid the direct answering of the +question and that he might learn the exact truth about something else, +he drew forth the locket from his breast. + +"What's that?" asked Spurling. "Another reminder?" + +"Come and look for yourself." + +"I don't want to remember, I tell you." + +"But this has something to do with the answer to your question." + +Spurling came behind and looked over his shoulder carelessly, not +expecting to see anything which was of much concern. Then he started, +so violently that the portrait fell from Granger's hand. "My God, it +_was_ a woman!" he moaned. "A woman! A woman!" + +Granger turned upon him, willing to be angry; but he saw that he had +no need of further revenge. The man's body seemed to have shrunk into +itself, and to have grown smaller. His lower jaw hung down, giving a +purposeless expression to the face and mouth. The eyes were vacant and +stared out on space, focussing nothing. Whatever anger he had had was +turned to pity as he regarded him. So Spurling had not known that +Mordaunt was a woman! And the body which was found at Forty-Mile had +not been clothed in a woman's dress! How Strangeways must be laughing +out there, alone in the coldness, three feet beneath the snow at the +bend! + +Yet, for all his pity, Granger could not bring himself to touch the +man--he looked too absorbed in his tragedy. Out of decency he turned +his back upon him, hurrying his task to an end. Already he had been +too long about it; they had no time to linger. Peggy's absence might +have many purposes; when she returned, she might not come +unaccompanied. Before he made a start, after his night of watching he +would require rest. + +Spurling had drawn away from him and was huddled in a corner, +whispering to himself. He must say and do something to brace him up, +and show to him that in his eyes he was still a man. If he didn't +recover quickly, they would have to postpone their journey. He was a +fool to have shown him that. + +The last of the papers had been burned; he tied the few which he had +preserved into a little bundle, and thrust them in his breast. Going +over to Spurling, he laid his hand on his shoulder and said, "Druce, +old fellow, I'm very tired. I want to take an hour's sleep before we +set out. You'd best watch and see that nothing happens. In two hours +it'll be sunset; wake me before then." + +He raised up his haggard face and nodded, but he did not look at him +squarely. Granger, having made up the fire, laid himself down. + +When he awoke, he found that the room was in darkness; it must have +been night for several hours. It was the coldness which had aroused +him, for the fire had gone out. + +He supposed that Spurling must be sleeping, so he called to him, +"Spurling, Spurling, are you there?" + +There was no answer. He listened for his breathing, but could hear +nothing. Getting upon his feet as swiftly as the stiffness of his +muscles would allow, he groped his way over to the corner where he had +last seen him. He was not there. Then he lit the lamp, and saw that +the room was empty. + +His first thought was that, in his despair, he had gone outside and +shot himself. Recalling his uncanny horror of the bend, he fancied +that he could trace madness in all his recent actions; but then he +remembered that his fear of the bend had been shared. He became +possessed of a new and more personal dread. What if in giving him the +warrant and showing him the portrait, he had told him too much--more +than his courage and honesty could bear? He rushed to the door of the +shack, and out to where the sleds and huskies had been left. One of +the sleds was gone; his own outfit lay scattered on the snow and the +gold had been taken. But he made a yet worse discovery, for of the +eight huskies, only two remained; Spurling's four gray dogs and the +two best of his own team were missing. He looked wildly round on the +great emptiness. The night pressed down on the earth, as though to +imprison it; the forest closed in on the river, menacing and silent; +and the river ran on, a level, untravelled roadway, from the west. He +shouted, and cursed, and called down God's vengeance on Spurling. +Then, for a moment he was quiet, and heard his own voice coming back +to him as an echo from the bend. His voice had tried to escape and was +returning to him because it could find no way out. + +Crazily turning his face down-river, he shouted, "Hey, Strangeways, +may God damn Spurling." + +Muffled, as if the dead man were answering him from underground, the +cry came back, "Hey, Strangeways, may God damn Spurling." + +He covered his face with his hands and sat down in the snow laughing. +It was all a cruel jest. "Oh, the hypocrite! The hypocrite!" he +shrieked. "He came here hunted and I helped him with my life. He has +taken everything, and given me death." + +Through his head ran maddeningly the scraps of the conversation he had +had with Peggy: "I'll strike for the south, and, when the hunt is +over, I'll send you word where you can join me." "You never will do +that." "And why not?" "Because you will be dead." + +On all his thought, as if she were sitting at his side, her voice +broke in persistently, drearily and low-pitched reiterating, "Because +you will be dead. Because you will be dead." + +A hard look came into his eyes; he ceased from his laughing and +whispering. Turning to the quarter behind his back from which he had +seemed to hear her speaking last, he said quietly, "But I shan't be +dead." + +Then he rose up and entered the shack. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +THE MURDER IN THE SKY + + +However lightly he travels and however hard the snow may have packed, +a man who has only two huskies and is handicapped by a body just +recovered from sickness does not make much speed in winter travelling. + +Through the long hours of the dreary November night Granger, with +hard, set face, had pushed on up the Last Chance River, towards God's +Voice, following in Spurling's tracks. It was the gold that he +desired. And if he recaptured it, what then? He was not capable of +carrying it out to Winnipeg by himself. He knew that his pursuit was +madness; he had nothing to gain by it but revenge. He was hardly +likely to gain even that, for the man in front of him had three dogs +to his one, fuller rations, and a start of several hours; he could +only hope to overtake him by the happening of some accident. + +Yet he knew that he would overtake him, for he felt, beyond reach of +argument, that Spurling was fated to die by his hand. Both of them had +striven to avoid it; once he himself had fled that he might not commit +the crime, and Spurling was now trying to escape that it might not +come about. No matter what they did, it must happen. Though God should +"advance a terrible right arm," and pluck them apart, and fling them +to the opposite extremes of the world, they would surely travel and +travel, perhaps involuntarily, till they came again together. It would +have been far better if he had not been interfered with at the +Shallows and had been permitted to accomplish his enmity there--so, +more than three years of futile suffering might have been spared and +Mordaunt would be still alive. + +He was hardly conscious of any anger; his was the unreasoned +relentless instinct of the pursuing hound. He was savage justice and +the law of self-preservation personified. He was the will of destiny +decreeing that Spurling should not reach El Dorado alive. + +The dogs struggled on uncomplainingly; this was their first trip of +the season and they were still comparatively fresh, though the man was +tired. To the eastward the crescent of a faint old moon hung low in +the sky. As Granger ran, he turned his head and, watching it, was +thankful to see that at last the tardy dawn had begun to spread. Over +the withered stretch of woodland to his right the Aurora swept between +the stars, like an extinguishing angel, who caused them to flicker +and, as he beat his wings about them, one by one to go out. + +It was a morning of bitter coldness. As the breath left his nostrils, +he could almost see it congeal and fall to the ground, a filmy sheet +of ice. The heads of the huskies were clouded with smoke, so that they +seemed to be on fire as they panted forward dragging on the traces. + +The tracks, which he was following, now branched off to the left, and, +mounting the river-bank, entered into a little hollow at the edge of +the forest. Here, about the base of a tree, the snow had been recently +trampled and a fire smouldered. It was Spurling's first camp. +Granger, having unharnessed and fed his huskies, taking his axe from +his girdle, cut down a sapling fir and roused the dying embers to a +blaze. The flames shot up, and, climbing the bark of the tree, +crackled among the branches overhead. Unpacking his tallow he melted +it in a cup. Before it was all drunk, the surface was frozen solid. +Then, lest his muscles should stiffen, he set out again. + +The air was full of minute particles of snow, like frozen dew, which +caused the whole atmosphere, as far as eye could reach, to sparkle in +the sunshine. The sky was greenish grey and without a cloud. The +stillness of the world was magical; in the miles of landscape which +were visible, nothing stirred. The snapping of a twig sounded like the +crashing ruin of a forest giant. The gliding of the sled across the +snow, and the padding footsteps of the huskies, thundered down the +tunnel of the river through the pines like the galloping of heavy +artillery over gravel. When, at rare intervals, the river cracked, +perhaps four or five miles away, it reverberated through the +tree-tops, causing their burden of snow to tremble and glisten, like +the report of neighbouring cannon. Every whisper was exaggerated to a +shout, so that the ears were deafened and longed for quiet--quiet +which, unlike silence, consisted of a multitude of small sounds +singing, almost inaudibly, together. + +Shortly after noon the light faded, and the blinding whiteness was +converted into iron grey. Over to the westward the sun was hidden, and +the horizon became threatening with a leaden bank of cloud. The +temperature sank lower and the twilight was obliterated; night rushed +down. + +The dogs were now thoroughly worn out; only by continual lashing +could he keep them to their work. The roughness of the ice had mangled +their feet; they marked out the trail which they traversed with +crimson dots of blood. He had hoped to reach Spurling's next +camping-place before making another halt; but his rate of travelling +had grown slower, and already the advantage of Spurling's four +additional huskies was beginning to tell. At last his dogs lay down in +their traces and refused to budge. He knew that he could force them to +go no further. + +Using the sled as a shovel, he dug out a hollow, throwing up a +circular mount to protect him from the wind, should it arise. +Searching along the river-bank, he collected wood for a fire, +sufficient to last him till morning. He set up his sled on end, like a +tombstone, for a head rest, and lay himself down with his feet toward +the blaze. The dogs gathered round him shivering, lying one on either +side, striving to share the warmth of his body. He beat them off at +first, but they always crept back; so at last, becoming languidly +sorry for them, he let them stop there. + +He was terribly tired; his bones felt like bars of red-hot iron +scorching their way through his flesh. The hardness of the ice beneath +the snow surface had racked his body in every joint. Every now and +then he would get up and throw some wood on the fire, and lie down +again, pulling his blanket over his head, folding his arms tightly +across his chest, and gathering his knees up close to his body to +conserve whatever heat he had. Though his body slept, never for a +second did his brain lose consciousness of the cold and of the sense +of travel. Always he seemed to be pressing on, doggedly, wearily, with +the forest rushing past him on either hand. Spurling was in sight; +sometimes he would halt, and jeeringly beckon to him. When he had come +within speaking distance of him, he would start off again, leaving a +narrow track of gold behind, for one of the sacks had burst. + +Gradually the most fatal feeling that any man can experience in +northland travel stole upon him--_he felt that he did not care_. If +the fire went out, what matter? He would not get up to relight it. If +Spurling were standing at his side, he would not disturb himself to +look at him. If Mordaunt were to come to him, well, he might perhaps +turn round to look at her. + +He began to dream of her as he had seen her in the locket. They were +both back in the old homeland. He was talking with her in an English +garden and a thrush was singing overhead. How long it was since he had +listened to the song of any bird! Why, he had almost forgotten that +there was such an ecstasy in the world. So exalted was he, that he +paid more attention to the thrush's song than to the words which +Mordaunt said. Then she grew angry and shook him; but he sat there +motionless, looking up into the branches of the tree, away from her, +watching the sun through the greenness of the leaves, and the +quivering throat of the bird. She rose up and left him in indignation; +then darkness fell. He tried to follow her, but had no power to move +himself. He tried to cry out, but his tongue was joined to the roof of +his mouth. Making a great effort, he came to himself. + +When he pushed up his arms to throw off his covering, they seemed to +be lifting a weight of surpassing heaviness. He sat upright and tried +to open his eyes; he was blind--he could see nothing. He groped to +feel his eyeballs with his hands; but his fingers were frozen--they +could feel nothing. He rose to his feet in panic and stood there +swaying, as though he had been set upon a dizzy pedestal which had +grown to be part of himself, so that he could not move, but could only +bend. + +"I must keep quiet," he told himself; "I must keep quiet. If I get +frightened, I shall wander away to my death." + +When he tried to step forward his feet clapped together like solid +blocks of ice. Very distantly, it seemed to him, he could make out a +little glow of red and feel a breath of warmness. Going down on his +hands and knees, he crawled towards it. It was coming to meet him; +they had met. He lay down beside the redness and his panic left him. + +Then he became conscious that it was hurting him and he commenced to +hate it. In struggling to get away from it, he found that he could +move more freely. Sensation had come into his hands; raising them he +felt his eyes. His great terror was not of death, but that he should +be forever sightless. He ran his fingers across his eyes and found +that they were covered with flesh--that his eyelids were frozen +together. With his two hands he forced them apart, and gazed about +him. Wherever he looked there was endless space with nothing to deter +him, stretching away on every side. The moon, in her last quarter, was +barely visible--a mere shadow of silver in the sky; so indistinct was +his vision, that it seemed to him as though he were looking at the +image of the firmament reflected in water, rather than at the stars +themselves. Yet, in the certain renewal of his sight, there came to +him a gladness which he had not known for many a day. + +When he turned toward the fire, he perceived the cause of his mishap: +he had overslept himself and it was nearly out. By the way in which it +was scattered abroad and the smouldering of the fur which was about +his throat and arms, he guessed that in his blindness and instinctive +desire for warmth, he had thrown himself upon its ashes. Having +gathered what remained of it together, he flung on more fuel and set +to work to chafe his extremities, restoring circulation. He was too +chilled to think of attempting sleep again that night: so, when his +limbs were sufficiently thawed out, he renewed his journey. + +The atmosphere was wonderfully clear, but there was in the air a sense +of evil and foreboding. Even the dogs seemed to be aware of it, for as +they ran, turning their heads from side to side to see which way the +whip was coming that they might dodge it, there was a look of +foreknowledge and terror in their eyes which warned Granger. + +As the dawn was spreading, he was startled by a long-drawn sigh, which +travelled from horizon to horizon and died out. The dogs heard it, and +sitting down abruptly in their tracks nearly overturned the sled. +Gazing away to the northward, he saw a shadowy cloud arise, whirl and +drift languidly over the tree-tops and fall back again out of sight. +He lashed at the huskies, and with difficulty set them going. But the +sled drew heavily, as though it were being dragged through sand, for +the snow was gritty as the seashore: so intense was the cold that all +slipperiness had gone out of it. He fastened a line to the load and +went on ahead, breaking the trail and hauling with all his strength. + +Before long the sigh was heard again; but this time it came nearer, +and columns of white smoke rose up and danced in the river-bed. Then +he knew that he was in for a _poudre_ day--the day which of all others +the winter voyageur holds in most dread. While such weather lasts, +even the hardiest traveller will refuse to leave his fire; for he +knows that before long every land-mark will be blotted out, that his +very dogs will refuse to obey him, and that to-morrow, when the wind +has dropped and the snow has settled, the chances are that the sun +will find him with a quiet face turned upward to the sky, immobile and +statuesque as if carved from Parian marble. + +Leaving Spurling's trail, he ascended the bank and worked along by the +forest's edge, that so he might gain shelter. With every fresh puff of +breath from the north, the coiling snakes of snow grew larger, +writhing across the tree-tops and pouring tumultuously into the +river-bed, where they rioted and fought till the day grew dark and it +was difficult to see the next step. Respiration became painful, but +Granger was determined not to halt, for this was one of the accidents +which would help him to come up with Spurling. Feeling his way from +tree to tree, he struggled on. His head became dizzy with the effort. +His body, for all its coldness, broke out into a chilly sweat. He was +invaded by a terrible inertia, so that he was half-minded to lie down +and go to sleep; but the thought that Spurling had halted somewhere, +perhaps only twenty miles ahead, and was losing time, drew him on. +Presently his dogs sat down again, lifting their voices above the +storm in a dismal wailing. + +He cut their traces and went forward, dragging the sled himself. They +followed him a few paces behind, slinking through the darkness with +their heads down and their tails between their legs. They reminded him +of the timber-wolf on the Forbidden River; there were times when, +catching a partial glimpse of them, he could have sworn that they had +been joined by a third. + +By midday the wind died down, the atmosphere began to clear and the +snow to settle. Returning to the river he sought in vain for +Spurling's tracks; either he had passed him in the blackness or they +had been obliterated. He would know the truth in the next six hours +for, if he were still ahead, he would come to his abandoned camp. + +Towards sunset he halted and lit a fire; he intended to travel through +the night and was in need of rest. He had fed his huskies and was +stooping above the flames, cooking himself some bacon, when he raised +his eyes to the west. For a minute he crouched, gazing with the +fascination of horror at what he saw taking place apparently not more +than fifty yards away, but with such clearness that it might not have +been more than ten paces. Where ten seconds before there had been +nothing in view but the straight length of river and the snow-capped +forest, dripping with icicles, there was now, hanging above the trees +face-downwards, anchored to the sky by crimson threads, the inverted +image of a portage, leading up from the right-hand bank of a river, +hedged in on either side with a row of crosses which marked graves of +bygone voyageurs. Midway in the path was a little cabin, which had +been set up for the shelter of bestormed travellers by employees of +the Hudson Bay. Granger recognised the place; it was Dead Rat Portage, +and must be at least fifteen miles from where he was now standing and +ten from God's Voice. + +Out of the cabin, on his hands and knees, crawled a man. He was +evidently badly frost-bitten, for he tried to drag himself upright by +the door-post, but failed miserably, falling forward along the ground. +As he lay there, he turned toward Granger a face which was +expressionless as if it had been covered with a mask of waxen leprosy; +it was frozen solid, as were his feet and hands. Granger knew, more by +the clothes than the ghastly features, that the man was Spurling. + +He seemed now to have given up hope of standing erect, and began to +move painfully on all fours across the snow to where a log of rotten +wood was lying. Having reached it, he tried to raise it, but there was +not the strength in his hands. He tried to fasten his teeth upon it, +to drag it back with him; but his jaws seemed paralysed. Then he crept +back to the cabin. + +Soon he came out again, and, having reached the log, commenced to +light it with a match. At first it refused to ignite, but when he had +pushed some broken twigs under it, it burst into flame. He bent over +it hungrily, drawing so near that Granger expected to see his clothing +catch fire. + +Then, as he watched, he saw a second figure. It was that of a man, +dressed precisely as he himself was dressed, and his back was turned +towards him so that he could not discern his face; he carried in his +hand an axe. He moved stealthily on snowshoes, dodging from tree to +tree, lest he should be discovered by the crouching man. His intention +was so evidently evil, that Granger cried out a warning to save +Spurling. Murder, when watched in this way, was so brutal that, though +he himself had planned to do the deed, his whole moral nature +revolted against it now. He cried again, but his warning was not +heard. He wished that the man with the axe would turn his head, that +he might see his face. + +A horrible, grotesque suspicion was growing up within him; he fancied +that he knew the man--that he had seen him before in the Klondike, +_that he was himself_. Spurling, quite unaware of his danger, was +holding out his hands to the flames; it was not until the man was +close behind him that be heard his footsteps and turned his head. His +face was frozen; the frost had bound him hand and foot, making him +defenceless, so that he could hardly stir; the only means of appeal he +had was the expression in his eyes. + +Granger thought that he saw that expression--the cornered soul +gesticulating, shrieking for mercy from the living eyes in the +half-dead face. When the murderer raised his axe, he saw the soul's +pitiful cowardice and how it shrank. The axe came crashing down. There +was no need to strike twice; he fell limply backward, throwing his +arms out wide--and there was an end of El Dorado and of all his dreams +of avarice. + +The murderer, as if suddenly afraid of his own handiwork, without +turning his head, hurried on across the portage through the forest, +and was quickly lost to sight. + +Scenting the blood, the four gray huskies, one by one, came out from +the cabin, where they seemed to have been asleep, and the others +followed them. They came slowly over to where their tyrant was lying, +and sniffed his body. They did it cautiously, for as yet they had not +lost their fear of him; he might awake and belabour them for +disturbing his last long rest. + +In falling his legs had shot from under him into the fire, scattering +the embers, so he lay full length, with the red gash in his forehead, +his arms spread out like a cross, and his face, in the inverted image, +turned earthwards, gazing down on Granger and the Last Chance River +with startled, unseeing eyes. + +The mirage began to fade and float cloudwards, drifting up-river above +the tree-tops higher and higher, till it vanished in the west. + +Of all that he had witnessed Granger had heard no sound--there lay the +chief terror of it. Like the handwriting on the wall in Babylon, it +had taken place in silence. The crime which he had so often +contemplated, and planned, had been transacted before his eyes; the +person who had done the deed had kept his back turned toward him, but +in his attire was strangely like himself--and instead of being +gratified he was filled with loathing and hatred for the slayer. + +In the person of another he had seen the vileness which he had been +seeking for himself, and was horrified. He knew that, had he had his +chance, he might have taken Spurling's life in just some such way as +that--he had imagined how he would do it many times. And now that it +was accomplished, he was sick with pity for the murdered man. + +To one thing he had instantly made up his mind, that, if this should +prove to be more than a fancy of delirium--the miraged portrayal of a +villainy which had actually occurred--he would track the assassin as +he had tracked Spurling, till the last ounce of his strength failed +him, that Spurling might be avenged. Perhaps, in the avenging he hoped +to clear himself in his own sight of his imagined share in the crime. + +He felt as though the deed had been the result of his own projected +hatred, and that he himself was the real murderer. When he remembered +the appearance of the man whom he now followed, it seemed like going +in pursuit of his own self. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +THE BLIZZARD + + +Now that he was nearing God's Voice, it was necessary that he should +travel more cautiously and keep a sharp lookout ahead. At any moment +he might come in sight of a Company's trapper, either sitting beneath +the trees by his camp-fire or racing down-river between the tall +banks, following his sled. He might be recognised, and recognition +would lead to his arrest. Whatever happened afterwards, he desired his +freedom for yet a little while, so he went carefully. In the course of +the night he passed by one wigwam; but the Indian was evidently away, +for no dog rose up to herald his approach. If the squaw was there, she +did not rouse; he got by unnoticed. + +Hoping against hope, he argued with himself, trying to believe that +Spurling was alive. He told himself that this had been a vision sent +to him from God to turn him aside from his crime. He had gazed upon +himself as he would have become, and his soul had revolted at the +sight. + +As he ran on, swearing at his huskies, urging them forward with the +lash, he offered up to God many fervid thanks for the mercy which He +had shown him, hoping that by these means, even though the calamity +had happened, he might shame his Maker by his gratitude into putting +back the hands of time, and so restoring the murdered man to life. At +last by the constant reiteration of the thing which he desired, he +began to take it for granted that his prayer was answered. Spurling +was not dead; he was alive, and he was going to ask his forgiveness +for the evil which he had thought against him. + +He put together the words which he would say to him when they met, and +the gestures he would use to make his words convincing. He repeated +them over many times that he might retain them in his memory. Then +something would happen to take his attention away, one of the dogs +would be shirking or the sled would have overturned, and, when he came +back to the words which he had planned, he would be thrown into a +frenzy, finding that they had slipped his mind. + +Though he was desperately in earnest over this game at which he +played, he was aware all the while of its unreality--that it was but a +game. His sanity warned him that what he had seen had truly happened, +and that the man was dead. This was not the first occasion upon which +he had seen a mirage when the snow was down and the land was white. +There had been times before, when, at the moment of daybreak or +sunset, he had witnessed strange freaks of inverted forest and river +hovering in the sky. Once he had seen an Indian ten miles away, +attacking a wolf which had been caught by the leg in a steel trap, +belonging to another man. So distinctly had he seen his features and +dress that, at a later day, when he had brought in his winter catch of +furs to exchange, he had recognised him; and when he had offered him +the wolf-skin, had accused him of the theft. Moreover, he knew that, +whether the sight which he had witnessed was mirage or fancy, he did +not deserve the leniency for which he prayed. He had had his chance +and warning three times already: once in the Klondike; once after the +arrival of Spurling, when God wrote upon the ice; and once at the +bend, when in the company of Pere Antoine he had mistaken the body of +Strangeways for that of Spurling. + +Then there was the appearance of the murderer to be accounted for, and +his motive in slaying. He had been smaller in stature than himself, as +had been the creature at the Shallows, but he had had the same +peculiarities of clothing and was very much alike. Yet he strove to +drive down all his doubts and to believe the thing which he +desired--that the phenomenon was the result of imagination, and that +Spurling was not dead. + +He made small progress in his travelling, for his body was worn out by +previous hardships. Sometimes he took over two hours to go three +miles; it was long past midnight when Dead Rat Portage came in sight. + +At this point the river made a large curve to the southward and +broadened out into rapids; the portage was eight hundred yards in +length and saved voyageurs six miles, crossing the neck of land by a +narrow trail and picking up the Last Chance River on the other side. +In summer time the York boats were unloaded here, and dragged across +on rollers, the freight being carried on men's backs. As he drew near, +his hope sank; the place looked so gloomy and forbidding. There were +stories told about it and of how it had won its name, which might well +make any man afraid. An old fort, established by the French at the +time when they disputed the possession of Keewatin with Prince +Rupert's Company, had once stood there; it was said that some of the +crosses which fringed the trail marked spots where its defenders lay +buried. However, it was not the memory of the past, but the knowledge +of what might now await him, which caused him to hesitate. + +On the river's bank, where the portage commenced, was a cleared space, +from which a path led round the cabin and tunnelled into the forest. +As he eased his sled out of the river-bed, he caught the smell of +burning, and, when he had topped the bank, he saw the glow of an +almost extinguished fire. The overhanging trees, casting their network +of shadows across the snow, prevented him from distinguishing at that +distance any object that lay beneath them. While he halted, half +inclined to wait till daybreak before proceeding further with his +investigation, he was startled by the sound of footsteps. They came +toward him very cautiously and there were many of them. He saw the +glint of eyes in the darkness, shining out and disappearing among the +crosses. He tried to count them; as far as he could make out there +were six pairs. Then he called them softly by name, and there came +toward him Spurling's four grey huskies and the two of his own team, +which had been taken. + +And still he clung desperately to his hope and would not allow himself +to believe that in the shadow of the trees, a dozen yards from where +he was standing, the man whom he had set out to kill was lying +murdered. He whispered his name, not daring to speak louder. When no +answer was returned, he rallied his retreating faith by saying, "He is +sleeping. I must approach him gently. If he awakes and hears me, he +may think I am his enemy and escape me." + +Leaving his dogs, he stole toward the sparks of fire. Although he +still denied the mirage, telling himself that what he had seen was +fancied, he directed his steps by that which he had witnessed in the +sky. + +Drawing nearer, he made out the smouldering log; cowardice prompted +him to procrastinate, he crept round behind it. The air was heavy with +the smell of scorching leather. His eyes growing more accustomed to +the shadow, he saw the figure of a man, lying on the snow with his +arms stretched out in the shape of a cross and his moccasined feet +protruding above the glowing ashes. The last vestige of hope left him; +he knew that Spurling was dead. With certainty, his power of decision +returned; he still had a purpose to live for--to avenge this death. + +Having pulled the body aside and heaped branches against the log, he +rekindled the fire. In the light which it cast he could see the +blurred trail of Spurling, where he had crawled to and from the cabin; +also he could see the tracks which the slayer's snowshoes had left as +he strode away through the forest following the portage. He stooped +and examined them. By so doing he learnt a new fact--that the man who +had done the deed was of Indian blood, for the toes of his footprints +inclined to turn inwards, and in carrying his feet forward he had kept +them closer together than does a white man; also he judged that he was +lightly built, for the snow beneath his steps was not much crushed. + +So Beorn was not the culprit, nor was his phantom-self from the +Klondike. He thought of Eyelids; but Eyelids was a tall man and his +stride ought to have been longer. That which he had witnessed in the +mirage led him to believe that the act had been premeditated, and +therefore had some strong motive; either it had been done for the +reward or for the sake of theft. + +He looked round for Spurling's sled and found it in the cabin; it was +still loaded--the gold had not been touched. He was puzzled. If theft +was not the object, why had the body been left? Without its production +or some part of it that was recognisable, the thousand dollars would +not be awarded. The best way to solve the mystery was to follow up the +murderer; and, if he were to do that, there was no time to lose. + +Dragging the remains into the cabin, he made fast the door, that the +wolves might not destroy them; he would care for them on his homeward +journey--if he survived to come back. Harnessing the four grey huskies +into his sled, since they were the freshest, he set out across the +portage. Turning his head, as he entered the forest, he took one last +look at the deserted camp. The fire, burning brightly, with no one to +sit by it, added the final touch to the general aspect of melancholy. +Wailing through the darkness the huskies wandered; and in the +background, when the flames shot up, appeared the crosses, bending one +toward another, which marked the sleeping-places of men who, years +since, had lived and suffered, and obtained their rest. + +Beneath the trees, the gloom was so heavy that he could see nothing; +but on coming out on to the banks of the river on the other side he +again picked up the murderer's trail. It led up the Last Chance in a +south-westerly direction towards God's Voice, which was only ten miles +distant. He had begun to take it for granted that the man was a Hudson +Bay employee, hurrying toward the fort to claim the reward, when the +tracks, branching off to the left, climbed out of the river and +plunged into a low-lying, thickly wooded wilderness, striking due +south. + +In Keewatin the rivers are the only highways; to leave them even in +summer time, if you have no guide and are not a man born in the +district, is extremely dangerous; to do so in winter when, after every +precaution has been taken, travel remains precarious, is to court +almost certain death. For a moment Granger hesitated. He examined the +prints of the snowshoes and saw that they were very recent. The man +must have waited somewhere, and seen him coming. He must know now that +he was being followed, and could not be far ahead. "Well, it's death +whatever happens," thought Granger; "to go on to God's Voice is death; +to return to Murder Point is death. I'd just as soon die by this man's +hand, trying to avenge Spurling, as one cold morning in Winnipeg with +a rope about my neck." + +The day rose late and cloudy. The sun did not show itself. The sky +weighed down upon the tree-tops, as if too heavy to support itself. +Presently large flakes of snow, the size of feathers, drifted through +the air, making a gentle rustling as they fell. Granger pressed on +more hurriedly, for he feared that, if he dropped too far behind, the +snow would cover up all traces of the man, and so he would escape him. +Sometimes he fancied that he could hear him going on ahead, for every +now and then a twig would snap. In the heat of his pursuit he took no +account of direction. + +About midday he halted; of late all sounds had grown rarer and the +snow had thickened, causing even his own footprints to appear blurred +a few seconds after they had been made. Of the trail which he +followed he could see nothing himself, trusting to his huskies' sense +of smell to lead him aright. + +Soon he grew strangely nervous, for he thought that he heard the +crunch of snowshoes coming up behind. He persuaded himself that it was +imagination, until his dogs, swinging round in a half-circle, began to +travel back in a direction parallel to the route they had already +traversed. He paused and listened again; behind him he could +distinctly hear the sound of something stirring. Then he knew that he +was no longer the pursuer. + +His blood froze in his veins, and he began to lose confidence. He +realised that if the murderer knew the district and was moving in a +circle purposely, he was doing so in order that he might lure him to +his death. Abandoning all thought of pursuit, his sole endeavour +became to regain the river-bed. He lashed his dogs, urging them +forward to the limit of their strength; but he came to nothing that +was familiar; and, when he paused for breath, he could always hear the +snowshoes following. + +Then he awoke to the knowledge that he was lost. His first sensation +was of blank bewilderment, producing in him an utter loss of memory. +He strove to quiet himself, but his will-power refused to operate. Who +he was, and why he was there, he could not remember; of two things +only was he conscious, that he was pursued by something that was evil, +and that he was lost. + +A state of chaos reigned within him, which was soon succeeded by an +all-pervading terror. He must escape somehow to safety, to a place +where there were men. He longed to dash on somewhere, on and on; but +he was paralysed by his utter inability to think consecutively or to +choose out any particular direction. He began to see horrible +contorted shapes about him, and to imagine modes of death which were +still more horrible. He might die of starvation, he might die of +thirst, he might die of frost; but his worst fear was of something +which he would never see, which would steal softly up, when he was too +cold to turn his head, and strike him from behind. He circled round +and round to avoid the blow; but he felt that, as he moved, the thing +moved keeping pace with him, so that, for all his alertness, it was +always behind his back. + +In a way in which he had never desired it before, he longed for human +companionship--just to look once more upon a living face. And to all +these fears and yearnings there was the undertow of an added +horror--the terror lest he should become insane. He burst into a +passion of weeping; as the tears fell they froze upon his face. The +air was thick with snow which the rising wind drifted about, driving +it into curious and fantastic shapes. Had he been more quiet, he would +have known that his only wise plan was to lie down until the blizzard +was past. It would bury him, but as a covering it would act as a +blanket to keep him warm. The blizzard seemed to him to be hemming him +in, building up about him a shifting wall through which the pursuer +could attack him unseen. + +Always he was conscious of the pursuer's presence; always he could see +the picture of Spurling's uplifted face and the pleading that was in +his eyes as the assailant, with his back turned towards the onlooker, +poised the axe above his head. That he might not share that fate he +broke away into the greyness, tripping over snow ridges, falling into +drifts, and bruising his body against the trunks of trees in the +madness of his flight. His huskies added to his panic by following +him. + +There were times when he ran so far ahead that he could neither see +nor hear them; but, when he halted, panting, they would emerge and lay +themselves down at his side. He hated them; they were sinister in his +eyes. Had they not brought Spurling from Winnipeg, and had not their +yellow-faced leader been the cause of Strangeways' death? + +The wind, rising higher, shrieked among the branches. He wandered on, +neither knowing nor caring where he went, for he had lost all sense of +locality or time. There were intervals during which he must have +dreamed and slept, for he passed down an endless street of tall +houses, built in the English fashion, and the blinds were up and it +was nightfall. On the windows danced the light of fires, burning on +the hearths inside; and sometimes he could see the faces of children +looking out at him. He held up his blue hands at them, making signs +that they should let him in that he might warm himself; but they shook +their heads mischievously, and ran away and laughed. + +After one of these experiences, more real to him than the others, he +came to himself. Surely that was the sound of music and dancing that +came to him above the cry of the storm. He waited for a lull and +listened, then followed the direction of the sound. As he drew nearer, +he caught the thud of moccasined feet beating time upon a boarded +floor, and snatches of the tune which the violin was playing. +Something loomed up out of the darkness to meet him. He held out his +hands to force it from him, and drove them against a door. Then he +knew that he had arrived at God's Voice. + +He was half inclined to knock; at least they would not threaten him +and drive him away this time as they had done in the previous winter. +What was more likely to happen was that the man who opened to him, +recognising him, would seize him by the throat, drag him inside and +quickly slam the door. He would push him before him across the square +till he came to the room where the trappers were dancing, where, in +all probability, the factor was. And Robert Pilgrim when he saw him, +wagging his red beard at him, would shout, "Ha, so you heard me +whistle, and have come like a dog!" + +He drew himself upright and stepped back from the gateway. No, he +could not endure that. Any death was preferable to the price that he +would have to pay for such shelter. + +He worked his way along the wall till he stood beneath the window +where the fort was assembled. It was a comfort to him to hear again +the sound of voices. He listened to the fiddling and recognised it as +that of Sandy McQuean, the half-breed son of a famous Orkney man. He +had learnt his art from his father. They were all Scotch airs that he +played. He could sing, when he chose, with a Highland accent, and had +caught the knack of imbuing what he sang with an intolerable pathos. + +The stamping of feet had ceased, but the violinist wandered on. +Presently a new melody began to emerge from the improvisations, and a +man's voice rose above the storm. The words he sang were _The Flowers +o' the Forest_: + + "I've seen the smiling + Of fortune beguiling; + I've felt all its favours, and found its decay; + Sweet was its blessing, + Kind its caressing; + But now 'tis fled--fled far away." + +Granger shifted his feet uneasily as he listened, and half-turned to +go. + +As he did so, he found that someone was standing close behind him. He +did not see his face, but one glance was enough to warn him. He dodged +and ran to the river. The man was following him again. He took the +direction which was open to him, and set out down-stream, returning to +the portage. + +The wind was dead against him, blinding his eyes and choking him with +snow. He bowed his head and struggled on. He made a brave effort, but +he knew that he was slowly freezing. His flesh was icy and his bones +seemed heavy, weighing him down. The blood halted, and leapt forward, +and halted in his veins and arteries, as though there were frequent +stoppages past which it had to squeeze its way; he could hear it +surging. + +Gradually his physical pain grew less and, as it did so, his mind +attained an unwonted clearness. He had somewhat the same experience as +is said to come to drowning men in their last moments of +consciousness. He was able to review his life as a whole and justly, +attributing to each separate action its proper importance, and share +of praise or blame. He realised that his hiding from Robert Pilgrim on +Huskies' Island, journey to the Forbidden River, and pursuit of +Spurling, had been one long series of mistakes, each one tending to +make him appear more guilty of Strangeways' death. He owned that all +his life had been spent in avoiding his most obvious duties, and in +setting himself hard tasks in exchange, which were impossible of +accomplishment. His first duty had been towards his mother, and he had +abandoned it nominally for the sake of a childish pledge, really for +the glamour of El Dorado. His more recent duty had been to fulfil his +obligations to his half-breed wife, especially now that she was about +to bear him a child; he had forsaken her for his old dream's sake and +for the sake of a revenge which he had persuaded himself was noble. + +Reviewing these facts, he promised himself that, if ever he were given +again the power of choice, he would return to Murder Point and live +for her. Another matter became clear in his mind; that, when +Spurling's body was discovered, if the man who had done the deed did +not own up, he would be accused of the murder--and it _would_ be +murder, for it would be thought that he had killed him not in the +cause of justice, but out of private spite. Morally he knew that he +was the culprit and deserved to be hanged, for he had only avoided +being guilty through the accident of having been forestalled in his +crime. + +He stumbled and fell full length in a drift. He did not try to rise. +He had no fear of dying; his only desire was to get warm now. He +pressed nearer to the snow and closed his eyes, and gradually lost +consciousness. + +He was awakened by someone rubbing his face vigorously. He resented +the interference; he wanted the rest. Once he opened his eyes, and was +blinded by a roaring fire. As the warmth spread through him and his +circulation returned, his body became very painful, as though it were +being pierced by millions of red-hot needles. The agony of it brought +him to himself. + +A man was bending over him, whose face he could not see, for the hood +was fastened before it, leaving only his eyes visible. By his dress he +knew that he was his pursuer and Spurling's slayer. Again he was +impressed with the fancy, not so much by his proportions which were +smaller, but by his clothing, that he was very like himself. Languidly +he awaited an opportunity to get another glimpse of his eyes; somehow +they were familiar, he knew them. Then, because the man, murderer +though he was, was saving his life, he turned away his head. He would +not see anything which, in a weaker moment, might tempt him to give +information in order that he might save himself. + +The man, seeing that he was recovered and safe to be left, without a +word of explanation glided off into the darkness. + +Granger sat up and looked after him; he was puzzled by the memory of +those eyes. He ran through all the list of his acquaintance, and could +not place them. The blizzard had now subsided, and the stars shone +overhead. He must have lain unconscious for some time before being +found. All around him, and as far as eye could reach, the snow lay in +short choppy waves, which took on the appearance of motion by reason +of the shadows. As he watched, something lifted up its head above a +ridge, and he saw that it was one of the huskies. Either his team had +followed him, or the man had brought them with him. Rising to his +feet, on the other side of the fire he saw his sled. He felt hungry, +and going towards it was about to get out some provisions, when he +found that that was unnecessary; in the ashes a can of black tea was +brewing and some bacon had been left, also a bundle of wood sufficient +to last him till morning. He spent the remainder of the night there, +and at daybreak continued his journey to the portage. + +When he reached the cabin and pushed open the door, he found that it +was occupied. An Indian, of the Sucker tribe, whom he had previously +met, was sitting there. Looking round he saw that Spurling's body was +in the same place and untouched, but that the load upon the sled had +been rifled. + +When he had offered him some tobacco, the Indian, jerking his head in +the direction of the body, asked, "You kill him?" + +Granger signed denial. The Indian looked doubtful. Then he said, +pointing to the old tracks in the cabin which his snowshoes had left, +"All the same, those your tracks." + +Granger was in no mood for arguing, so he nodded assent. The Indian +was silent for a while. Presently he rose to his feet and harnessed in +his team. As he passed out of the door, he said, "You bad man. All the +same, you kill him." + +Granger followed him out and saw him crossing the portage towards +God's Voice. He scraped a hole in the snow and buried Spurling. + +On turning his attention to the sled, he saw that the Indian had taken +everything except the gold. He poured out the dust and nuggets above +Spurling's grave; it was the thing which he had loved most in life, as +some men love goodness and flowers. To both Spurling and himself it +was worthless now; but it was the only offering which he had. + +Leaving the mound sparkling white and yellow in the sunshine, he +struck the trail down the Last Chance River, returning to Murder +Point. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +THE LAST CHANCE + + +Since the middle of November he had been back at the Point: it was now +the day before Christmas, and Peggy was still absent. During the last +six weeks he had waited anxiously, always listening, even in his +sleep, for her returning footstep. It was extraordinary to him to +notice how, now that he had lost her, every other affection that he +had ever known became dwarfed and of no acount in comparison with his +love of her. He no longer thought of Mordaunt or of El Dorado; all his +anxiety was for the half-breed wife, whom he had once despised. There +was but one ambition, the fulfilment of which he greatly desired, and +that was again to see her and to look upon his child. Somewhere +outside, beneath the grey chaos of white forest and gloomy sky, in the +wigwam of a trapper, tended by Indian women, she had faced her ordeal +and had, perhaps, survived. If ever he was to see her it would be +to-night, when her kinsmen had promised to return. + +At first, when he had left Dead Rat Portage, he had feared that he +would be overtaken by the Mounted Police or Robert Pilgrim before ever +he reached the Point. For six weeks he had remained there undisturbed +and solitary. + +Watching from his window day by day, he had seen an occasional Indian +pass, averting his face and, if he were a Catholic, crossing himself +to avoid the overlooking of the evil eye. When such chance travellers +approached the bend, he had noticed how they seemed to see something +there, which he could not see, and climbing out of the river-trail, +making a wide circuit, hurried their steps to get quickly by. Though +he had spoken to no one for so long a time, he had not been +lonely--watching for Peggy was a continual, if painful, source of +excitement. And another matter had kept him fully occupied. Being an +honest man, he knew that since the spring of the year he had not done +well by his employers; therefore, since he thought it highly probable +that, at any moment, he might be called away on a longer journey than +any that he had yet undertaken, he had spent a large part of his +leisure in making a report of the trade and contents of the store, +which would be of service to his unlucky successor in the post of +agent. + +His chief cause for disquiet had been the hidden personality of the +man whom he had seen in the sky, and who had afterwards rescued him +from the blizzard near God's Voice. The haunting recollection of those +eyes, of which he had caught but a glimpse as the man bent over him +and the fire beat up into his shrouded face, had tortured him, +allowing him rest from thought neither day nor night. For weeks he had +searched his memory for some forgotten record, which would account for +their seeming familiarity. Where had he seen them before? Was it +before he left England, or in the Klondike? Or had their owner once +come to trade with him at the store? + +Ten days ago, when he was sitting half-dozing by the stove, thinking +of nothing in particular, a face had drifted up from his subconscious +memory, grouping its features about the eyes. He had staggered to his +feet, horrified at the significance which this new knowledge, if true, +gave to the motive of the crime. Bewildering details, which he had +noticed in the man's appearance and had not been able to reconcile, +now built themselves into the chain of evidence and were readily +explained--there could be no mistake. He had bowed his head in his +trembling hands, giving God broken thanks that he had been spared the +final remorse which would have come to him had he been successful in +his pursuit of Spurling's murderer. All that night he had prayed, +aghast and terrified, that God would protect the assailant from +detection. + +And perhaps God had heard him, for the morning found him strangely +quiet; he thought that he had now discovered a way to go out of life a +gentleman, though no one but himself and one other would know that his +gallantry was not disgrace. + +The short December daylight wore away and night fell. He spread a meal +for four people, with fare which was unusually ample. Having lit the +lamp and built up a roaring fire in the stove, he sat down to await +the arrival of his guests. + +To evade his excitement of anticipation, which was becoming painful, +he drove his thoughts back to other Christmas Eves, and tried to +imagine and share in the innocent happiness which the season was +bringing to children, still illusioned and unwise, all the world over +that night. He had almost succeeded in beguiling himself into the +belief that he was again a child, when the huskies commenced to howl, +giving warning of someone's approach. + +Listening acutely, he caught the distant shouting of dog-drivers, +coming down-river, across the ice. He ran to the window and saw the +forms of two men, stooping down unharnessing their teams at the Point. +He recognised them, but did not go outside to make them welcome, since +he had not yet learnt their purpose. The door opened, and Beorn and +Eyelids entered. + +There was nothing altered in Beorn's appearance; but Eyelids looked +haggard and fatigued with travel. + +He came towards Granger with a stealthy tread, yet so slowly that he +seemed rather to be drawing back. "Where's Peggy?" were the first +words he uttered. "She's gone away," Granger said. Then, seeing her +brother's genuine concern, he commenced to explain a little of what +had taken place in his absence. He was recounting his discovery of +Spurling's flight, when his listener, taking it for granted that he +already knew the rest, broke in impatiently, with "You damn fool! +Why'd you kill him?" + +Granger smiled. He was amused at the half-breed's new air of +domineering boldness and the change which it made in his countenance. +"Oh, so you know that?" he inquired. Eyelids came over and shook him +by the arm, as though he thought that he needed awakening. + +Speaking rapidly, tumbling over his words, sometimes relapsing into +the Cree dialect, he commenced to give a hurried account of his own +actions. There had been a thousand dollars offered for Spurling's +capture, and he had gone to claim it. It was not covetousness +altogether which had prompted him to do that; the reward was only an +incident. His father was determined to be revenged for the trespass of +the Forbidden River, and he had accompanied his father, hoping, by so +doing, to save his brother-in-law's life--the handing over of +Spurling to justice would have proved him innocent of complicity in +Strangeway's death. + +They had had to go a long way south before they had met with the +winter patrol and had been able to give their information. They had +been coming back with Sergeant Shattuck to make the arrest, when they +had fallen in with an Indian of the Sucker tribe. He had given them +news that a month ago a man had been murdered at the Dead Rat Portage +by the agent at the Point, where he believed they had quarrelled, +though why and what about he could not guess. + +Arriving at God's Voice, they had learnt that gold had been found, +scattered above the grave at the Dead Rat. And now the Mounted Police +were coming, Eyelids said, to take Granger away to be hanged. He had +heard Robert Pilgrim and the sergeant arranging it together, and had +come on ahead to give him warning. He believed that the pursuers were +not far behind. His quarrel had been with Spurling, not with Granger; +he was emphatic about that. He would not have accompanied his father, +had he not gathered from words which he had let fall in his delirium, +that Granger hated Spurling as much as any of them. He had thought +that he would understand their purpose in going southward, and would +be willing to guard Spurling in order that he might be betrayed. And +now he had come to make him an offer: there was yet time to escape; he +would hide him so securely in the forest that he never would be +tracked. + +Granger thought that he discovered in Eyelids' vehemence the +blustering confusion of a repentant Judas. + +He shook his head, "No," he answered, "I intend to wait." + +Eyelids pressed him for a reason. "I must see Peggy," he replied: "she +will certainly be here to-night. Even if she had already arrived and +were willing to go with me, I should stay." + +For a man of Indian training, Eyelids used many words to persuade him. +When he saw that he had failed, he relapsed into sullen silence. Beorn +paid no attention, but stared grimly before him with his dead-soul +eyes, as though he had heard nothing. Granger fancied that he must +often have worn that same expression when, crouched beneath the +auriferous ledges of the Fair-haired Annie, he had listened to the +picks of his enemies drawing nearer, and had waited to deal out +unhurried and impartial death to the men of the Bloody Thunder Mine. + +There was the sound of long striding steps ascending the mound; it was +not the tread of Peggy. Without the formality of knocking, the latch +was raised and Pere Antoine towered in the doorway. His garments were +frosted and glistened, so that he seemed to be clothed in a vaporous +incandescence. His face was very stern and sad. He said nothing, but +gazing full on Granger, he beckoned to him that he should come +outside. + +Casting his capote about him and drawing on his mittens, he obeyed. +Antoine led the way to the back of the store, till they stood on the +edge of the clearing, where the forest began. The full moon shining +down on the country made it appear legendary and ghostlike, a +veritable Hollow land, such as the Indians believed in, entering into +which a man might wander on forever, without home-coming, and never +taste of death. Granger felt that he would scarcely experience +surprise were he to witness, drifting on poised wings from an opening +in the clouds, a flight of shadowy angels, voyaging to some newer +planet where they should startle other shepherds, singing to them the +tidings of the Christ. + +Antoine recalled him, saying, "I may not be doing right, for I cannot +guess your motives, but I have come to tell you that I am willing to +help you to escape." + +If he had come to him on any other errand than that of his own +preservation, Granger knew, as he watched the pity struggling with the +sternness in his face, that he would have followed him anywhere, to +peril and to shame. But now, that was impossible. + +"Antoine," he replied, "I cannot. Spurling is dead." + +Le Pere surveyed him curiously in silence. "But you--did you do it?" +he said. + +"You know that I always meant to do it." + +"Then you are determined to die?" + +"Yes." + +"For some one else?" + +"Pshaw! For me it is no sacrifice. You know that I would have killed +him, had God given me the time." + +Antoine drew off his mitten, and held out to him his bare right hand. +"You are a noble man," he said; "I will keep your secret." + +As they returned to the shack, Eyelids looked up at them inquiringly, +as though he were about to ask them what preparations he should make +for their journey. When he saw how, saying nothing, they sat +themselves down to wait, he shrugged his shoulders desperately. +Presently, with a false show of indifference, he set about playing the +moccasin-game, which consists of placing buttons, bullets, and +anything small which comes handy, into an empty moccasin, shaking +them up together, and guessing the number which the shoe contains. It +is a gambling game which, in earlier days, was wont to cause much +bloodshed and ruin among the buffalo-runners of the plains. + +The hours went by and the night grew late. The meal which had been +spread was still untasted. They did not converse; there seemed so +little to say, and, moreover, their voices might prevent them from +hearing the first warning of Peggy's approach. The roaring of the logs +in the stove, and the monotonous clicking of the buttons and bullets +one against the other as Eyelids shook them, and again as he emptied +them upon the floor, like the ominous tapping of muffled hammers at +work about a coffin, were the only sounds, and these, at last, by +reason of their regularity, began to grow nerve-racking. Between the +emptying of the moccasin, and the gathering up and re-shaking of the +counters, Granger held his breath. It seemed to him that Eyelids was +gambling with an invisible player, and that the stake which he stood +to lose or win was his own life. It was inconceivable that any man +should have sat playing all these hours at a game of hazard, risking +nothing, having for antagonist himself. + +Relief came from without. From far across the river the forest-silence +was shattered by a piercing cry. It reached him distantly at first, +but, with each interval that elapsed, it grew nearer. It was like the +tortured, desperate complaining of a soul in its final agony. Stealing +to the window, he looked out, and saw upon the farther bank the +outline of a timber-wolf. He looked at Beorn; he also had heard it, +for he had pricked up his ears like a husky and was listening. Fearing +that the suspense of these long and silent hours might cause him to +behave unworthily, he clutched Antoine by the shoulder, and whispered, +"For God's sake, say something. Tell us one of your tales." + +Then Le Pere thought awhile, and afterwards, in a low sonorous voice, +commenced to recount the story of the founding of the Huron +Mission--one of the noblest histories in the world, of men who have +died for men. As he progressed, Eyelids looked up from his +moccasin-game and the little tappings, as of muffled hammers about a +coffin, ceased for a spell. + +He told them of Isaac Jogues, the Jesuit; how he was the most timid of +men, and how for his love of Christ he became brave. + +He told them of his capture, on the second day of August, 1642, by the +Iroquois, and the patience with which his sufferings were endured. How +when he was near dying of hunger and thirst, he used the drops of +rain, which had gathered in an ear of corn which had been thrown him, +to baptize two dying men. How when the Indians had grown weary of +torturing him and had cast him out into the March bleakness, he spent +his days in the forest praying, and carving the name of _Jesus_ on the +tree-trunks with his lacerated hands. + +Then followed the account of his miraculous escape to France and the +honours which were proffered him by Church and State, no one of which +he would take, save only permission to return to Canada that, as he +had lived, so he might die for men, and the Pope's special +dispensation that he might say the Mass, from which he had been +debarred by his mutilations. + +And he told them the story of Brebeuf and the vision which he had had +in the winter of 1640, when sojourning among the Neutral Nation. How +he beheld in the sky the apparition of a great cross, advancing +towards him from the quarter where lay the Iroquois land. How he had +spoken to his comrades about it, and they had questioned him, "What is +it like? How large?" And he had answered them, saying, "It is large +enough to crucify us all." + +Granger interrupted him, smiling grimly to himself and whispering, +"Yes, and I have seen it in Keewatin--_large enough to crucify us +all_." + +Antoine, overhearing his words, replied, "I know you have." After +which they fell silent. For perhaps an hour they remained thus, and +the flame of the lamp sank lower and lower as the oil became +exhausted; no one rose to attend to it. + +A panting breath was heard outside. The door flew open and a man stood +upon the threshold. "They are coming," he gasped in a rasping voice. +"My God! they are coming." + +No one stirred. They did not recognise his tones and it was too dark +to see his face. They were each one wondering who was this stranger, +who could find in the death of anyone, save himself, a matter for +distress. + +He closed the door; in so doing, they saw that he carried a bundle, +like a deformity, strapped across his shoulders. They watched him in +silence until, cowed by the coldness of their reception, he was +turning to depart; then Antoine spoke up. "Come nearer the stove, my +son," he said, "where you can warm yourself, and we can look upon your +face." + +Slowly the man moved forward, casting a long shadow on the wall. And +now to the four men gazing, the shadow which the stranger cast seemed +to have become of more interest than his face--for there were two +shadows, one of which followed ominously behind. While the first umbra +was dim and blurred, the second was dense and well-defined; moreover +it stood by itself, as if cast by an unseen presence, and was in every +way different from that of the stranger. It seemed endowed with a +separate personality; its actions were independent of those of the man +and shadow which it followed. In watching it, they felt that there +were six people in the room instead of five. + +Recognition came to them each one at about the same time; they rose to +their feet fascinated, and stared like men gone mad. The thing stood +upright, a little way out from the wall it seemed, its head turned +towards them, as if conscious of their inspection--_and yet it was +only a shadow_. And it was the shadow of a man over six feet in height +and proportionately broad of chest, who carried his dog-whip +left-handed. It was the shadow which Spurling would have cast, had he +been alive. And Spurling had cursed Granger merely for suggesting +that, despite their preparations for departure, they might all meet +again at Murder Point on Christmas Eve. + +The stranger, being ignorant of what they saw, for whichever way he +turned the pursuer stole behind him, and growing alarmed at their +terrified expressions, withdrew from the circle of the lamp and +firelight, willing to hide himself. + +Granger was the first to remove his gaze from the wall and to recover +from his surprise. He approached the shrinking figure. "Peggy," he +cried: and as she turned, he saw that her capote was the one which he +had missed, and that the remainder of her man's dress was his own +borrowed attire. + +She came towards him with her arms stretched out and, as she did so, +his heart was strangely stirred within him by a little puling cry. + +"It was the only way to save you," she moaned; "and it has not saved +you." + +"I know, I understand," he whispered. Then he loosed her arms from +about his neck and unslung the baby from her shoulders. Fear for their +common safety struggling with the mother's pride and tenderness, she +followed him to the firelight and allowed him to kneel beside her. +Their bodies pressing close together, they wondered at and touched +with a strange reverence the little weakly creature sprawling in her +lap. It commenced to wail, and she bared to it her breasts. To Antoine +watching her, she seemed the Madonna of Keewatin, with her stifled +love, naked passions, and heroic fight for life--and to-morrow would +be Christmas night. + +In the presence of the child they had all forgotten the shadow, +hovering there behind her, and the sorrow which it meant. Even +Eyelids, the Judas of the tragedy, stole nearer and, extending his +hands, touched shyly this frail body of newborn life, as if by so +doing he could cleanse them. No one interfered with him; they were too +glad. The Man with the Dead Soul looked on unmoved; his countenance +was alone unchanged. He was listening intently. + +A wolf-call broke the stillness of the night. Going to the door, he +stepped out, threw back his head and answered. It was the sign for +which he had waited. Eyelids snatched up his gun and placed himself +before Granger, prepared to defend him; but Granger took the gun from +his hand. "No. Not that," he said. + +Turning about, he saw that Peggy had risen and, with his child in her +arms, was hurrying toward the threshold. Guessing her purpose, he +caught her by the waist and drew her back. He led her to that corner +of the room which was darkest, and, making her sit down, bent above +her speaking in a low quick voice. For two minutes nothing was heard +but her sobbing, the hissing of his whispered messages, and the slow, +deep-drawn breathing of Eyelids and Antoine. They both knew now that +he was innocent since they had seen the shadow. The air was heavy with +suspense. There was a crunching of snow which came nearer, ascending +the mound toward the shack. There was the sound of several footsteps, +as of men taking up positions about the house. The door burst open and +Beorn entered, followed by a man who, Granger guessed from his bearing +and dress, was Sergeant Shattuck. It was his last chance to redeem +himself. + +He rose up, resting his hand on his wife's shoulder to keep her +seated, and stood in front of her, hiding her from view, so that the +sergeant should not see that tell-tale shadow behind her. Even while +he held himself there in breathless silence, taking his first look at +the man who had travelled all those miles only to carry him southward +to his death, he smiled grimly, amused at the Homeric justice of +it--that Spurling should have killed and been killed by a woman in +disguise, and that on his head should rest the burden of the shame, he +who throughout his life had never _done_, but had only _intended_. + +Then the sergeant spoke. "John Granger, are you there?" + +"I am." + +"I arrest you, John Granger, on the charge of being concerned in the +death of Corporal Eric Strangeways, and of the wilful murder of one +Druce Spurling, your accomplice in the latter crime, whom you, well +knowing that he was a fugitive from justice, assisted to escape from +the afore-mentioned Eric Strangeways." + +Peggy half rose to her feet, with a choking cry, and tried to speak; +but Granger checked her. + +"I plead guilty," he said; "I am ready to come with you. I have only +one request to make, that you take me away with you at once, setting +out this night." + +The sergeant looked doubtful; he had made a long journey, and he and +his dogs were tired. But hearing the sound of intolerable sobbing, he +thought that he understood, and nodded his assent. + +They all stepped out, closing the door behind them, and left Granger +alone with his wife. In five minutes the door opened and he joined +them. His face was grey and tremulous, but his lips were steady and +smiling. "Large enough to crucify us all," murmured Antoine when he +saw him. Granger knew what he meant--that he was referring to Keewatin +and to his sacrifice. He shook his head at him; he was not thinking of +that. He was thinking of Spurling's shadow, made prisoner by its own +hatred, chained behind the woman weeping in the shack, and of how he +had cheated it of its pitiful revenge. But it was not yet too late for +one of his companions, or even Peggy herself, to betray his secret. He +would not feel that she was safe until Murder Point had been lost to +sight. Stepping briskly over to Shattuck he inquired, "Any need of +handcuffs to-night, Sergeant?" + +"Not if you pledge me your word," he replied: but he spoke +absent-mindedly, taking no steps toward departure. Granger grew +impatient; every moment thus wasted might lose him his chance of +making a decent exit from life. He had sought for so many things which +he had not found, that he was now frenziedly covetous of attaining +this last success. + +"Sergeant, you remember your promise to me that . . ." + +Before he had finished his sentence, Shattuck broke in on him +excitedly, exclaiming, "By God, but it's you that it's wanting. Look, +over there, down-river to the northeast." + +Turning quickly about to the direction indicated, his eyes fell upon +the bend. There, standing a short way out from the bank on the ice, so +that he could see it clearly, was the figure of a man, _with the +moonlight streaming through him_. Granger recognised him by his +tallness and uprightness. He was waving to him, seeing which he waved +back. As though he had been waiting for that permission, he began to +move up-river with incredible swiftness towards the Point. Having come +within hailing distance he halted, and putting his hands to his mouth +shouted, "Be brave! Be brave! It is only death." + +Had Strangeways stepped out from his grave to taunt him with the +futility of his own words, which had been spoken to comfort him in his +distress? The apparition was growing vaguer. Just before it vanished, +it cried again and waved its hand, "Jesus of Galilee! Jesus Christ!" + +The sound reached him faintly as a whisper. He thought that his own +memory must have spoken till, turning round and scanning the other +men's faces, he saw that they also had heard. + +"What was it that he said?" asked Eyelids. + +"Sounded as though he was swearing," Shattuck replied. + +But Granger and Antoine knew better; they knew that it was the dead +lover giving his approval of this last act of the rival who was to die +for his death. + +The sergeant required no further urging to hasten his departure. +Descending to the river-bed, he harnessed in his huskies and set out +up the Last Chance, taking with him the independent trader southwards, +as he had so often desired,--but to be hanged. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MURDER POINT*** + + +******* This file should be named 29400.txt or 29400.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/9/4/0/29400 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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