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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/28319-8.txt b/28319-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..cea8d6a --- /dev/null +++ b/28319-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,3174 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Life in a Tank, by Richard Haigh + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Life in a Tank + +Author: Richard Haigh + +Release Date: March 13, 2009 [EBook #28319] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LIFE IN A TANK *** + + + + +Produced by Jeannie Howse and Friend, and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by The Internet Archive/Canadian Libraries) + + + + + + + + + +LIFE IN A TANK + + [Illustration: A TANK ON ITS WAY INTO ACTION] + + + + +LIFE IN A TANK + +_By_ +RICHARD HAIGH, M.C. +CAPTAIN IN THE TANK CORPS + +_With Illustrations_ + + +[Illustration] + + +BOSTON AND NEW YORK +HOUGHTON MIFFLIN COMPANY +The Riverside Press Cambridge + + + + +COPYRIGHT, 1918, BY RICHARD HAIGH + +ALL RIGHTS RESERVED + +_Published June 1918_ + + + + +Contents + + +I. The Meaning of the Tank Corps 1 + +II. First Days of Training 11 + +III. Later Days of Training 37 + +IV. Moving up the Line 49 + +V. Preparations for the Show 61 + +VI. The First Battle 76 + +VII. The Second Battle 90 + +VIII. Rest and Discipline 120 + +IX. A Philosophy of War 128 + + + + +Illustrations + + +A Tank on its Way into Action _Frontispiece_ + British Official Photograph + +King George and Queen Mary inspecting a Tank on the British + Front in France 8 + British Official Photograph + +A British Tank and its Crew in New York 20 + Photograph by Underwood & Underwood + +A Tank moving to the Attack down what was once a Main Street 56 + British Official Photograph + +A Tank going over a Trench on its Way into Action 72 + British Official Photograph + +A Tank halfway over the Top and awaiting the Order to + Advance in the Battle of Menin Road 80 + Photograph by Underwood & Underwood + +A Tank bringing in a Captured German Gun under Protection + of Camouflage 112 + Photograph by Underwood & Underwood + +A British Tank in the Liberty Loan Parade in New York 124 + Photograph by Underwood & Underwood + + + + +LIFE IN A TANK + + + + +I + +THE MEANING OF THE TANK CORPS + + +TANKS! + +To the uninitiated--as were we in those days when we returned to the +Somme, too late to see the tanks make their first dramatic +entrance--the name conjures up a picture of an iron monster, breathing +fire and exhaling bullets and shells, hurling itself against the +enemy, unassailable by man and impervious to the most deadly engines +of war; sublime, indeed, in its expression of indomitable power and +resolution. + +This picture was one of the two factors which attracted us toward the +Heavy Branch Machine-Gun Corps--as the Tank Corps was known in the +first year of its being. On the Somme we had seen a derelict tank, +wrecked, despoiled of her guns, and forsaken in No Man's Land. We had +swarmed around and over her, wild with curiosity, much as the +Lilliputians must have swarmed around the prostrate Gulliver. Our +imagination was fired. + +The second factor was, frankly, that we were tired of going over the +top as infantrymen. The first time that a man goes into an attack, he +as a rule enjoys it. He has no conception of its horrors,--no, not +horrors, for war possesses no horrors,--but, rather, he has no +knowledge of the sudden realization of the sweetness of life that +comes to a man when he is "up against it." The first time, it is a +splendid, ennobling novelty. And as for the "show" itself, in actual +practice it is more like a dream which only clarifies several days +later, after it is all over. But to do the same thing a second and +third and fourth time, is to bring a man face to face with Death in +its fullest and most realistic uncertainty. In soldier jargon he "gets +most awful wind up." It is five minutes before "Zero Hour." All +preparations are complete. You are waiting for the signal to hop over +the parapet. Very probably the Boche knows that you are coming, and +is already skimming the sandbags with his machine guns and knocking +little pieces of earth and stone into your face. Extraordinary, how +maddening is the sting of these harmless little pebbles and bits of +dirt! The bullets ricochet away with a peculiar singing hiss, or crack +overhead when they go too high. The shells which burst on the other +side of the parapet shake the ground with a dull thud and crash. There +are two minutes to wait before going over. Then is the time when a man +feels a sinking sensation in his stomach; when his hands tremble ever +so slightly, and when he offers up a pathetic little prayer to God +that if he's a bit of a sportsman he may be spared from death, should +his getting through not violate the divine and fatalistic plans. He +has that unpleasant lack of knowledge of what comes beyond. For after +all, with the most intense belief in the world, it is hard to +reconcile the comforting feeling of what one knows with that terrible +dread of the unknown. + +A man has no great and glorious ideas that nothing matters because he +is ready to die for his country. He is, of course, ready to die for +her. But he does not think about it. He lights a cigarette and tries +to be nonchalant, for he knows that his men are watching him, and it +is his duty to keep up a front for their sake. Probably, at the same +time, they are keeping up a front for him. Then the Sergeant Major +comes along, cool and smiling, as if he were out for a stroll at home. +Suddenly he is an immense comfort. One forgets that sinking feeling in +the stomach and thinks, "How easy and jolly he is! What a splendid +fellow!" Immediately, one begins unconsciously to imitate him. Then +another thinks the same thing about one, and begins to imitate too. So +it passes on, down the line. But there is nothing heroic or exalting +in going over the top. + +This, then, was our possible second reason for preferring to attack +inside bullet-proof steel; not that death is less likely in a tank, +but there seems to be a more sporting chance with a shell than with a +bullet. The enemy infantryman looks along his sight and he has you for +a certainty, but the gunner cannot be so accurate and twenty yards +may mean a world of difference. Above all, the new monster had our +imaginations in thrall. Here were novelty and wonderful developments. + +In the end of 1916, therefore, a certain number of officers and men +received their orders to join the H.B.M.G.C., and proceeded +sorrowfully and joyfully away from the trenches. Sorrowfully, because +it is a poor thing to leave your men and your friends in danger, and +get out of it yourself into something new and fresh; joyfully, because +one is, after all, but human. + +About thirty miles behind the line some villages were set aside for +the housing and training of the new units. Each unit had a nucleus of +men who had already served in tanks, with the new arrivals spread +around to make up to strength. + +The new arrivals came from all branches of the Service; Infantry, +Sappers, Gunners, Cavalry, and the Army Service Corps. Each man was +very proud of his own Branch; and a wonderfully healthy rivalry and +affection sprang up between them. The gunner twitted the sapper, the +cavalryman made jokes at the A.S.C., and the infantryman groused at +the whole lot. But all knew at the bottom of their hearts, how each is +essential to the other. + +It was to be expected when all these varied men came together, that +the inculcating of a proper _esprit de corps_--the training of each +individual in an entirely new science for the benefit of the +whole--would prove a very difficult and painstaking task. But the +wonderful development, however, in a few months, of a large, +heterogeneous collection of men into a solid, keen, self-sacrificing +unit, was but another instance of the way in which war improves the +character and temperament of man. + +It was entirely new for men who were formerly in a regiment, full of +traditions, to find themselves in the Tank Corps. Here was a Corps, +the functions of which resulted from an idea born of the exigencies of +this science-demanding war. Unlike every other branch of the Service, +it has no regimental history to direct it, no traditions upon which to +build, and still more important from a practical point of view, no +experience from which to draw for guidance, either in training or in +action. In the Infantry, the attack has resulted from a steady +development in ideas and tactics, with past wars to give a foundation +and this present one to suggest changes and to bring about remedies +for the defects which crop up daily. With this new weapon, which was +launched on the Somme on September 15, 1916, the tactics had to be +decided upon with no realistic experimentation as ground work; and, +moreover, with the very difficult task of working in concert with +other arms of the Service that had had two years of fighting, from +which to learn wisdom. + +With regard to discipline, too,--of all things the most important, for +the success of a battle has depended, does, and always will depend, +upon the state of discipline of the troops engaged,--all old regiments +have their staff of regular instructors to drill and teach recruits. +In them has grown up that certain feeling and loyalty which time and +past deeds have done so much to foster and cherish. Here were we, +lacking traditions, history, and experience of any kind. + +It is easy to realize the responsibility that lay not only upon the +Chief of this new Corps, but upon each individual and lowest member +thereof. It was for us all to produce _esprit de corps_, and to +produce it quickly. It was necessary for us to develop a love of the +work, not because we felt it was worth while, but because we knew that +success or failure depended on each man's individual efforts. + +But, naturally, the real impetus came from the top, and no admiration +or praise can be worthy of that small number of men in whose hands the +real destinies of this new formation lay; who were continually +devising new schemes and ideas for binding the whole together, and for +turning that whole into a highly efficient, up-to-date machine. + + [Illustration: KING GEORGE AND QUEEN MARY INSPECTING A TANK ON + THE BRITISH FRONT IN FRANCE] + +"How did the tank happen to be invented?" is a common question. The +answer is that in past wars experience has made it an axiom that the +defenders suffer more casualties than the attacking forces. From the +first days of 1914, however, this condition was reversed, and whole +waves of attacking troops were mown down by two or three machine guns, +each manned, possibly, by not more than three men. There may be in a +certain sector, before an attack, an enormous preliminary bombardment +which is destined to knock out guns, observation posts, dumps, men, +and above all, machine-gun emplacements. Nevertheless, it has been +found in actual practice that despite the most careful observation and +equally careful study of aeroplane photographs, there are, as a rule, +just one or two machine guns which, either through bad luck or through +precautions on the part of the enemy, have escaped destruction. These +are the guns which inflict the damage when the infantrymen go over and +which may hold up a whole attack. + +It was thought, therefore, that a machine might be devised which would +cross shell-craters, wire and trenches, and be at the same time +impervious to bullets, and which would contain a certain number of +guns to be used for knocking out such machine guns as were still in +use, or to lay low the enemy infantry. With this idea, a group of men, +in the end of 1915, devised the present type of heavy armoured car. In +order to keep the whole plan as secret as possible, about twenty-five +square miles of ground in Great Britain were set aside and surrounded +with armed guards. There, through all the spring and early summer of +1916, the work was carried on, without the slightest hint of its +existence reaching the outside world. Then, one night, the tanks were +loaded up and shipped over to France, to make that first sensational +appearance on the Somme, with the success which warranted their +further production on a larger and more ambitious scale. + + + + +II + +FIRST DAYS OF TRAINING + + +We were at a rest camp on the Somme when the chit first came round +regarding the joining of the H.B.M.G.C. The Colonel came up to us one +day with some papers in his hand. + +"Does anybody want to join this?" he asked. + +We all crowded around to find out what "this" might be. + +"Tanks!" some one cried. Some were facetious; others indifferent; a +few mildly interested. But no one seemed very keen about it, +especially as the tanks in those days had a reputation for rather +heavy casualties. Only Talbot, remembering the derelict and the +interest she had inspired, said, with a laugh,-- + +"I rather think I'll put my name down, sir. Nothing will come of it, +but one might just as well try." And taking one of the papers he +filled it in, while the others stood around making all the remarks +appropriate to such an occasion. + +Two or three weeks went by and Talbot had forgotten all about it, in +the more absorbing events which crowded months into days on the Somme. + +One day the Adjutant came up to him and, smiling, put out his hand. + +"Well, good-bye, Talbot. Good luck." + +When a man puts out his hand and says "Good-bye," you naturally take +the proffered hand and say "Good-bye," too. Talbot found himself +saying "Good-bye" before he realized what he was doing. Then he +laughed. + +"Now that I've said 'Good-bye,' where am I going?" he asked. + +"To the Tanks," the Adjutant replied. + +So he was really to go; really to leave behind his battalion, his +friends, his men, and his servant. For a moment the Somme and the camp +seemed the most desirable places on earth. He thought he must have +been a fool the day he signed that paper signifying his desire to join +another Corps. But it was done now. There were his orders in the +Colonel's hand. + +"When do I start, sir? And where do I go?" he asked. + +"You're to leave immediately for B----, wherever that is. Take your +horse as far as the railhead and get a train for B----, where the Tank +Headquarters are. Good-bye, Talbot; I'm sorry to lose you." A silent +handshake, and they parted. + +Talbot's kit was packed and sent off on the transport. A few minutes +later he was shaking hands all round. His spirits were rising at the +thought of this new adventure, but it was a wrench, leaving his +regiment. It was, in a way, he thought, as if he were turning his back +on an old friend. The face of Dobbin, his groom, as he brought the +horses round was not conducive to cheer. He must get the business over +and be off. So he mounted and rode off through a gray, murky drizzle, +to the railhead about eight miles away. There came the parting with +Dobbin and with his pony. Horses mean as much as men sometimes, and +his had worked so nobly with him through the mud on the Somme. He +wondered if there would be any one in the new place who would be so +faithful to him as Polly. Finally, there was Dobbin riding away, back +to M----, with the horse, and its empty saddle, trotting along beside +him. It was simply rotten leaving them all! + +One has, however, little time for introspection in the Army, and +especially when one engages in a tilt with an R.T.O. The R.T.O. has +been glorified by an imaginative soul with the title of "Royal +Transportation Officer." As a matter of fact, the "R" does not stand +for "royal," but for "railway," and the "T" is "transport," nothing so +grandiose as "transportation." Now an R.T.O.'s job, though it may be a +safe one, is not enviable. He is forced to combine the qualities of +booking-clerk, station-master, goods-agent, information clerk, and day +and night watchman all into one. In consequence of this it is +necessary for the traveller's speech and attitude to be strictly +soothing and complimentary. Talbot's obsession at this moment was as +to whether B---- was near or far back from the line. + +If he supposed that B---- was "near" the line, the R.T.O. might tell +him--just to prove how kind Fate is--that it was a good many miles in +the rear. But no such luck. The R.T.O. coldly informed Talbot that he +hadn't the slightest idea where B---- was. He only knew that trains +went there. And, by the way, the trains didn't go there direct. It +would be necessary for him to change at Boulogne. Talbot noticed these +signs of thawing with delight. And to change at Boulogne! Life was +brighter. + +Travelling in France in the northern area, at the present time, would +seem to be a refutation of the truth that a straight line is the +shortest distance between two points. For in order to arrive at one's +destination, it is usually necessary to go about sixty miles out of +one's way,--hence the necessity for Talbot's going to Boulogne in +order to get a train running north. + +He arrived at Boulogne only to find that the train for B---- left in +an hour. + +He strolled out into the streets. Boulogne had then become the Mecca +for all those in search of gaiety. Here were civilized people once +again. And a restaurant with linen and silver and shining glass, and +the best dinner he had ever eaten. + +When he had paid his bill and gone out, he stopped at the corner of +the street just to look at the people passing by. A large part of the +monotony of this war is occasioned, of course, by the fact that the +soldier sees nothing but the everlasting drab of uniforms. When a man +is in the front line, or just behind, for weeks at a time he sees +nothing but soldiers, soldiers, soldiers! Each man has the same +coloured uniform; each has the same pattern tunic, the same puttees. +Each is covered with the same mud for days at a time. It is the +occasion for a thrill when a "Brass Hat" arrives, for he at least has +the little brilliant red tabs on his tunic! A man sometimes finds +himself envying the soldiers of the old days who could have occasional +glimpses of the dashing uniforms of their officers, and although a red +coat makes a target of a man, the colour is at least more cheerful +than the eternal khaki. The old-time soldier had his red coat and his +bands, blaring encouragingly. The soldier of to-day has his drab and +no music at all, unless he sings. And every man in an army is not +gifted with a voice. + +So Talbot looked with joy on the charming dresses and still more +charming faces of the women and girls who passed him. Even the men in +their civilian clothes were good to look upon. + +Riding on French trains is very soothing unless one is in a hurry. But +unlike a man in civil life, the soldier has no interest in the speed +of trains. The civilian takes it as a personal affront if his train is +a few minutes late, or if it does not go as fast as he thinks it +should. But the soldier can afford to let the Government look after +such minor details. The train moved along at a leisurely pace through +the lovely French countryside, making frequent friendly stops at +wayside stations. On the platform at Étaples station was posted a +rhyme which read:-- + + "A wise old owl lived in an oak, + The more he saw, the less he spoke; + The less he spoke, the more he heard; + Soldiers should imitate that old bird." + +It was the first time that Talbot had seen this warlike ditty. Its +intention was to guard soldiers from saying too much in front of +strangers. Talbot vowed, however, to apply its moral to himself at all +times and under all conditions. + +From nine in the morning until half-past two in the afternoon they +rolled along, and had covered by this time the extraordinary distance +of about forty miles! Here at last was the station of Saint-P----. + +Talbot looked about him. Standing near was an officer with the +Machine-Gun Corps Badge, whom he hailed, and questioned about the +Headquarters of the Tank Corps. + +"About ten miles from here. Are you going there?" the fellow asked. + +Talbot explained that he hoped to, and being saturated with Infantry +ideas, he wondered if a passing motor lorry might give him a lift. + +The man laughed. "Why don't you telephone Headquarters and ask them to +send a car over for you?" he asked. + +Talbot did not quite know whether the fellow were ragging him or not. +He decided that he was, for who had ever heard of "telephoning for a +car"? + +"Oh, I don't believe I'll do that--thanks very much for the hint, all +the same," he said. "Just tell me which road to take and I'll be quite +all right." + +The officer smiled. + +"I'm quite serious about it," he said. "We all telephone for cars when +we need them. There's really no point in your walking--in fact, +they'll be surprised if you stroll in upon them. Try telephoning and +you'll find they won't die of shock." + +Partly to see whether they would or not, and partly because he found +the prospect of a motor car more agreeable than a ten-mile walk, +Talbot telephoned. Here he experienced another pleasant surprise, for +he was put through to Headquarters with no difficulty at all. A +cheerful voice answered and he stated his case. + +"Cheero," the voice replied. "We'll have a car there for you in an +hour--haven't one now, but there will be one ready shortly." + +Saint-P---- was a typical French town, and Talbot strolled around. +There were soldiers everywhere, but the town had never seen the +Germans, and it was a pleasant place. There was, too, a refreshing +lack of thick mud--at least it was not a foot deep. + +Although Talbot could not quite believe that the car would +materialize, it proved to be a substantial fact in the form of a +box-body, and in about an hour he was speeding toward Headquarters. It +was dark when they reached the village, and as they entered, he +experienced that curious feeling of apprehensive expectancy with which +one approaches the spot where one is to live and work for some time to +come. The car slowed up to pass some carts on the road, and started +forward with such a jerk that Talbot was precipitated from the back of +the machine into the road. He picked himself up, covered with mud. The +solemn face of the driver did not lessen his discomfiture. Here was a +strange village, strange men, and he was covered with mud! + + [Illustration: _Copyright by Underwood & Underwood, N.Y._ + A BRITISH TANK AND ITS CREW IN NEW YORK] + +Making himself as presentable as possible, Talbot reported to +Headquarters, and was posted to "J" Company, 4th Battalion. That night +he had dinner with them. New men were arriving every few minutes, and +the next day, after he had been transferred to "K" Company, they +continued to arrive. The nucleus of this company were officers of the +original tanks, three or four of them perhaps, and the rest was made +up with the newcomers. + +Men continued to arrive in driblets, from the beginning of December to +the first of January. When a new man joins an old regiment there is a +reserve about the others which is rather chilling. They wait to see +whether he is going to fit in, before they make any attempts to fit +him in. In a way, this very aloofness makes for comfort on the part of +the newcomer. At mess, he is left alone until he is absorbed +naturally. It gives him a chance to find his level. + +All this was different with the Tank Corps. With the exception of the +very few officers who were "old men," we were all painfully new, so +that we regarded one another without criticism and came to know each +other without having to break through the wall of reserve and +instinctive mistrust which is characteristically British. A happy bond +of good-fellowship was formed immediately. + +The first few days were spent in finding billets for the men. They +were finally quartered at a hospice in the village. This was a private +almshouse, in charge of a group of French nuns, where lived a number +of old men and women, most of them in the last stages of consumption. +The Hospice consisted of the old Abbey of Ste. Berthe, built in the +twelfth century, and several outbuildings around a courtyard. In these +barns lived the men, and one large room was reserved for the officers' +mess. The Company Orderly Room and Quartermaster's Stores were also +kept in the Hospice, and four or five officers were quartered above +the Refectory. The buildings were clean and comfortable, and the only +drawback lay in the fact that one sometimes found it objectionable to +have to look at these poor old creatures, dragging themselves around. +They had nothing to do, it seemed, but to wait and die. One old man +was a gruesome sight. He was about ninety years old and spent his days +walking about the courtyard, wearing a cigarette tin hung around his +neck, into which he used to cough with such terrible effort that it +seemed as if he would die every time the spasm shook him. As a matter +of fact, he and many others did die before we left the village: the +extreme cold was too much for them; or perhaps it was the fact that +their quiet had been invaded by the "mad English." + +It was during this time that Talbot developed a positive genius for +disappearing whenever a gray habit came into sight. The nuns were +splendid women: kind and hospitable and eager for our comfort, but +they did not like to be imposed upon, however slightly. The first +thing that Frenchwomen do--and these nuns were no exception--when +soldiers are billeted with them, is to learn who is the officer in +charge, in order that they may lose no time in bringing their +complaints to him. The Mother Superior of the Hospice selected Talbot +with unerring zeal. His days were made miserable, until in +self-defence he thought of formulating a new calendar of "crimes" for +his men, in which would be included all the terrible offences which +the Mother Superior told off to him. + +Did the Colonel send for Captain Talbot, and did Talbot hurry off to +obey the command, just so surely would the Mother Superior select that +moment to bar his path. + +"Ah, mon Capitaine!" she would exclaim, with a beaming smile. "J'ai +quelque chose à vous dire. Un soldat--" + +Talbot would break in politely, just as she had settled down for a +good long chat, and explain that the Colonel wished to see him. As +well try to move the Rock. It was either stand and listen, or go into +the presence of his superior officer with an excited nun following him +with tales of the "crimes" his men had committed. Needless to say, the +Mother Superior conquered. Talbot would have visions of some fairly +serious offence, and would hear the tale of a soldier who had borrowed +a bucket an hour ago, promising, on his honour as a soldier of the +King, to return it in fifty minutes at the most. + +"And it is now a full sixty minutes by the clock on the kitchen +mantel, M'sieu le Capitaine," she would say, her colour mounting, "and +your soldier has not returned my bucket. If he does not bring it back, +when can we get another bucket?" + +And so on, until Talbot would pacify her, promising her that the +bucket would be returned. Then he would go on to the Colonel, +breathless and perturbed, his mind so full of buckets that there was +hardly room for the business of the Tank Corps. Small wonder that the +sight of a gray habit was enough to unnerve the man. + +He, himself, was billeted with a French family, just around the corner +from the Hospice. The head of the family had been, in the halcyon days +before the war, the village butcher. There was now Madame, the little +Marie, a sturdy boy about twelve, and the old Grand'mère. The husband +was away, of course,--"dans les tranchées," explained Madame with +copious tears. + +Talbot was moved to sympathy, and made a few tactful inquiries as to +where the husband was now, and how he had fared. + +"Il est maintenant à Paris," said Madame with a sigh. + +"In Paris! What rank has he?--a General, maybe?" + +"Ah, M'sieu s'amuse," said Madame, brightening up. No, her husband was +a chef at an officers' mess in Paris, she explained proudly. He had +been there since the war broke out. He would soon come home, the +Saints be praised. Then the Captain would hear him tell his tales of +life in the Army! + +The hero came home one day, and great was the rejoicing. Thrilling +evenings the family spent around the stove while they listened to +stories of great deeds. On the day when his _permission_ was finished, +and he set out for his hazardous post once more, great was the +lamenting. Madame wept. All the brave man's relatives poured in to +kiss him good-bye. The departing soldier wept, himself. Even +Grand'mère desisted for that day from cracking jokes, which she was +always doing in a patois that to Talbot was unintelligible. + +But they were very kind to Talbot, and very courageous through the +hard winter. When he lay ill with fever in his little low room, where +the frost whitened the plaster and icicles hung from the ceiling, +Madame and all the others were most solicitous for his comfort. His +appreciation and thanks were sincere. + +By the middle of December the Battalion had finally settled down and +we began our training. Our first course of study was in the mechanism +of the tanks. We marched down, early one morning, to an engine hangar +that was both cold and draughty. We did not look in the least like +embryo heroes. Over our khaki we wore ill-fitting blue garments which +men on the railways, who wear them, call "boilers." The effect of +wearing them was to cause us to slouch along, and suddenly Talbot +burst out laughing at the spectacle. Then he remembered having heard +that some of the original "Tankers" had, during the Somme battles, +been mistaken for Germans in their blue dungarees. They had been fired +on from some distance away, by their own infantry; though nothing +fatal ensued. In consequence, before the next "show" chocolate ones +were issued. + +In the shadows of the engine shed, a gray armour-plated hulk loomed +up. + +"There it is!" cried Gould, and started forward for a better look at +the "Willie." + +Across the face of Rigden, the instructor, flashed a look of scorn and +pain. Just such a look you may have seen on the face of a young mother +when you refer to her baby as "it." + +"Don't call a tank 'it,' Gould," he said with admirable patience. "A +tank is either 'he' or 'she'; there is no 'it.'" + +"In Heaven's name, what's the difference?" asked Gould, completely +mystified. The rest of us were all ears. + +"The female tank carries machine guns only," Rigden explained. "The +male tank carries light field guns as well as machine guns. Don't ever +make the mistake again, any of you fellows." + +Having firmly fixed in our minds the fact that we were to begin on a +female "Willie," the instruction proceeded rapidly. Rigden opened a +little door in the side of the tank. It was about as big as the door +to a large, old-fashioned brick oven built into the chimney beside the +fireplace. His head disappeared and his body followed after. He was +swallowed up, save for a hand that waved to us and a muffled voice +which said, "Come on in, you fellows." + +Gould went first. He scrambled in, was lost to sight, and then we +heard his voice. + +McKnutt's infectious laugh rose above the sound of our mirth. But not +for long. + +"Hurry up!" called Rigden. "You next, McKnutt." + +McKnutt disappeared. Then to our further astonishment his rich Irish +voice could be heard upraised in picturesque malediction. What was +Rigden doing to them inside the tank to provoke such profanity from +them both? The rest of us scrambled to find out. We soon learned. + +When you enter a tank, you go in head first, entering by the side +doors. (There is an emergency exit--a hole in the roof which is used +by the wise ones.) You wiggle your body in with more or less grace, +and then you stand up. Then, if it is the first time, you are usually +profane. For you have banged your head most unmercifully against the +steel roof and you learn, once and for all, that it is impossible to +stand upright in a tank. Each one of us received our baptism in this +way. Seven of us, crouched in uncomfortable positions, ruefully rubbed +our heads, to Rigden's intense enjoyment. Our life in a tank had +begun! + +We looked around the little chamber with eager curiosity. Our first +thought was that seven men and an officer could never do any work in +such a little place. Eight of us were, at present, jammed in here, but +we were standing still. When it came to going into action and moving +around inside the tank, it would be impossible,--there was no room to +pass one another. So we thought. In front are two stiff seats, one for +the officer and one for the driver. Two narrow slits serve as +portholes through which to look ahead. In front of the officer is a +map board, and gun mounting. Behind the engine, one on each side, are +the secondary gears. Down the middle of the tank is the powerful +petrol engine, part of it covered with a hood, and along either side a +narrow passage through which a man can slide from the officer's and +driver's seat back and forth to the mechanism at the rear. There are +four gun turrets, two on each side. There is also a place for a gun in +the rear, but this is rarely used, for "Willies" do not often turn +tail and flee! + +Along the steel walls are numberless ingenious little cupboards for +stores, and ammunition cases are stacked high. Every bit of space is +utilized. Electric bulbs light the interior. Beside the driver are the +engine levers. Behind the engine are the secondary gears, by which the +machine is turned in any direction. All action inside is directed by +signals, for when the tank moves the noise is such as to drown a man's +voice. + +All that first day and for many days after, we struggled with the +intricacies of the mechanism. Sometimes, Rigden despaired of us. We +might just as well go back to our regiments, unless they were so glad +to be rid of us that they would refuse. On other days, he beamed with +pride, even when Darwin and the Old Bird distinguished themselves by +asking foolish questions. "Darwin" is, of course, not his right name. +Because he came from South Africa and looked like a baboon, we called +him "Baboon." So let evolution evolve the name of "Darwin" for him in +these pages. As for the Old Bird, no other name could have suited him +so well. He was the craftiest old bird at successfully avoiding work +we had ever known, and yet he was one of the best liked men in the +Company. He was one of those men who are absolutely essential to a +mess because of his never-failing cheer and gaiety. He never did a +stroke of work that he could possibly "wangle" out of. A Scotchman by +birth, he was about thirty-eight years old and had lived all over the +world. He had a special fondness for China. Until he left "K" Company, +he was never known by any other name than that of "Old Bird." + +There was one man, from another Company, who gave us the greatest +amusement during our Tank-mechanism Course. He was pathetically in +earnest, but appeared to have no brains at all. Sometimes, while +asking each other catch questions, we would put the most senseless +ones to him. + +Darwin would say, "Look here, how is the radiator connected with the +differential?" + +The poor fellow would ponder for a minute or two and then reply, "Oh! +through the magneto." + +He naturally failed again and again to pass his tests, and was +returned to his old Corps. + +Somehow we learned not to attempt to stand upright in our steel +prison. Before long, McKnutt had ceased his remarks about sardines in +a tin and announced, "Sure! there is plenty of room and to spare for a +dozen others here." The Old Bird no longer compared the atmosphere, +when we were all shut in tight, with the Black Hole of Calcutta. In a +word, we had succumbed to the "Willies," and would permit no man to +utter a word of criticism against them. + +It is necessary here, perhaps, to explain why we always call our +machines "Willies." When the tanks were first being experimented +upon, they evolved two, a big and a little one. Standing together they +looked so ludicrous, that they were nicknamed "Big" and "Little +Willie." The name stuck; and now, no one in the Corps refers to his +machine in any other way. + +A few days before Christmas, our tank course was finished, and the Old +Bird suggested a celebration. McKnutt led the cheering. Talbot had an +idea. + +"Let's get a box-body and go over to Amiens and do our Christmas +shopping," he said. + +A chorus of "Jove, that's great!" arose. Every one made himself useful +excepting the Old Bird, who made up by contributing more than any one +else to the gaiety of the occasion. The car was secured, and we all +piled in, making early morning hideous with our songs. + +We sped along over the snowy roads. War seemed very far away. We were +extraordinarily light-hearted. After about twenty miles the cold +sobered us down a little. Suddenly, the car seemed to slip from under +us and we found ourselves piled up in the soft snow of the road. A +rear wheel had shot off, and it went rolling along on its own. +Fortunately we had been going rather slowly since we were entering a +town, and no one was hurt. Borwick, the musician of the Company, +looked like a snow image; Darwin and the Old Bird were locked in each +other's arms, and had an impromptu and friendly wrestling match in a +snowdrift. McKnutt was invoking the aid of the Saints in his +endeavours to prevent the snow from trickling down his back. Talbot +and Gould, who had got off lightly, supplied the laughter. The wheel +was finally rescued and restored to its proper place, and we crawled +along at an ignominious pace until the spires of Amiens welcomed us. + +We shopped in the afternoon, buying all sorts of ridiculous things, +and collecting enough stores to see us through a siege. After a +hilarious dinner at the Hôtel de l'Univers (never had the Old Bird +been so witty and gay), we started back about eleven o'clock, and +forgetting our injured wheel, raced out of the town toward home. A +short distance down the main boulevard, the wheel again came off, and +this time the damage could not be repaired. There was nothing for it +but to wait until morning, and it was a disconsolate group that +wandered about. All the hotels were full up. Finally, a Y.M.C.A. hut +made some of us welcome. We sat about, reading and talking, until we +dozed off in our chairs. The next morning we got a new wheel and ran +gingerly the sixty-odd miles back, to regale the others with enviable +tales of our pre-Christmas festivities. + + + + +III + +LATER DAYS OF TRAINING + + +"Well, thank Heaven, that sweat's over," said the Old Bird the night +after we finished our tank course, and had our celebration. He +stretched luxuriously. + +"Yes, but you're starting off again on the gun to-morrow morning," +said the Major, cheerfully. + +The Old Bird protested. + +"But I can have a few days' rest, sir, can't I?" he said sorrowfully. + +The Major laughed. + +"No, you can't. You're down, so you'll have to go through with it." + +So for three days we sat in the open, in the driving sleet, from +half-past eight in the morning until half-past four in the afternoon, +learning the gun. On the fourth day we finished off our course with +firing on the range. Surprising as it may seem, after two or three +rounds we could hit the very smallest object at a distance of four or +five hundred yards. + +"How many more courses must we go through?" asked the Old Bird of +Rigden, as they strolled back one evening from the range. The Old Bird +was always interested in how much--or, rather, how little--work he had +before him. + +"There's the machine gun; the signalling course,--you'll have to work +hard on that, but I know you don't object,--and also revolver +practice. Aren't you thrilled?" + +"No, I'm not," grumbled the Old Bird. "Life isn't worth living with +all this work to do. I wish we could get into action." + +"So do I," said Talbot, joining them. "But while we're waiting, +wouldn't you rather be back here with good warm billets and a +comfortable bed and plenty to eat, instead of sitting in a wet trench +with the Infantry?" He remembered an old man in his regiment who had +been with the Salvation Army at home. He would stump along on his flat +feet, trudging miles with his pack on his back, and Talbot had never +heard him complain. He was bad at drill. He could never get the orders +or formations through his head. Talbot had often lost patience with +him, but the old fellow was always cheerful. One morning, in front of +Bapaume, after a night of terrible cold, the old man could not move. +Talbot tried to cheer him up and to help him, but he said feebly: "I +think I'm done for--I don't believe I shall ever get warm. But never +mind, sir." And in a few minutes he died, as uncomplainingly as he had +lived. + +"You're right, of course, Talbot," the Old Bird said. "We're very well +off here. But, I say, how I should like to be down in Boulogne for a +few days!" And until they reached the Mess, the Old Bird dilated on +the charm of Boulogne and all the luxuries he would indulge in the +next time he visited the city. + +The rest of that week found us each day parading at eight o'clock in +the courtyard of the Hospice, and after instruction the various +parties marched off to their several duties. Some of us went to the +tankdrome; some of us to the hills overlooking historic Agincourt, +and others to the barn by the railroad where we practised with the +guns. Another party accompanied Borwick to a secluded spot where he +drilled them in machine-gun practice. Borwick was as skilful with a +machine gun as with a piano. This was the highest praise one could +give him. + +That night at mess, Gould said suddenly:-- + +"To-morrow's a half day, isn't it?" + +"Of course. Wake up, you idiot," said Talbot. "We're playing 'J' +Company at soccer, and on Sunday we're playing 'L' at rugger. Two +strenuous days before us. Are you feeling fit?" + +Gould was feeling most awfully fit. In fact, he assured the mess that +he, alone, was a match for "J" Company. + +Our soccer team was made up almost entirely of men who had been +professional players. We had great pride in them, so that on the +following afternoon, an eager crowd streamed out of the village to our +football field, which we had selected with great care. It was as flat +as a cricket pitch. A year ago it had been ploughed as part of the +French farmland, and now here were the English playing football! + +Before the game began there was a good deal of cheerful chaffing on +the respective merits of the "J" and "K" Company teams. And when the +play was in progress and savage yells rent the air, the French +villagers looked on in wonder and pity. They had always believed the +English to be mad. Now they were convinced of it. + +From the outset, however, "J" Company was hopelessly outclassed, and +wishing to be generous to a failing foe, we ceased our wild cheering. +"J" Company, on the other hand, wishing to exhort their team to +greater efforts, made up for our moderation, with the result that our +allies were firmly convinced that "J" Company had won the game! If +not, why should they dance up and down and wave their hats and shriek? +And even the score, five to one in favor of "K" Company, failed to +convince them entirely. But "K" went home to an hilarious tea, with a +sense of work well done. + +And what of the rugger game the next day? Let us draw a veil over it. +Suffice it to say that the French congratulated "K" Company over the +outcome of that, although the score was twelve to three in favor of +"J"! + +We awoke on Monday morning with a delightful feeling that something +pleasant was going to happen, for all the world the same sensation we +used to experience on waking on our birthday and suddenly remembering +that gifts were sure to appear and that there would be something +rather special for tea! By the time full consciousness returned, we +remembered that this was the day when, for the first time, the tank +was to be set in motion. Even the Old Bird was eager. + +We hurry off to the tankdrome. One after another we slide in through +the little door and are swallowed up. The door is bolted behind the +last to enter. Officer and driver slip into their respective seats. +The steel shutters of the portholes click as they are opened. The +gunners take their positions. The driver opens the throttle a little +and tickles the carburetor, and the engine is started up. The driver +races the engine a moment, to warm her up. The officer reaches out a +hand and signals for first speed on each gear; the driver throws his +lever into first; he opens the throttle: the tank--our "Willie"--moves! + +Supposing you were locked in a steel box, with neither portholes to +look through nor airholes to breathe from. Supposing you felt the +steel box begin to move, and, of course, were unable to see where you +were going. Can you imagine the sensation? Then you can guess the +feelings of the men in a tank,--excepting the officer and driver, who +can see ahead through their portholes,--when the monster gets under +way. There are times, of course, with the bullets flying thick and +fast, when all portholes, for officer, driver, and gunners, must be +closed. Then we plunge ahead, taking an occasional glimpse through the +special pin-point holes. + +Thirty tons of steel rolls along with its human freight. Suddenly, +the driver rings a bell. He presses another button, and signals the +driver of the right-hand track into "neutral." This disconnects the +track from the engine. The tank swings around to the right. The +right-hand driver gets the signal "First speed," and we are off again, +at a right angle to our former direction. + +Now we are headed for a gentle slope across the field, and as we +approach it, the tank digs her nose into the base of the hill. She +crawls up. The men in the rear tip back and enjoy it hugely. If the +hill is steep enough they may even find themselves lying flat on their +backs or standing on their heads! But no such luck. Presently they are +standing as nearly upright as it is ever possible to stand, and the +tank is balancing on the top of the slope. The driver is not expert as +yet, and we go over with an awful jolt and tumble forward. This is +rare fun! + +But the instructor is not pleased. We must try it all over again. So +back again to attack the hill a second time. The top is reached once +more and we balance there. The driver throws out his clutch, we slip +over very gently, and carefully he lets the clutch in again and down +we go. The "Willie" flounders around for the fraction of a second. +Then, nothing daunted, she starts off once more. We have visions of +her sweeping all before her some day far behind the German lines. + +Three or four weeks of this sort of thing, and we are hardened to it. + +Our reward came at last, however. After mess one morning, when the +conversation had consisted mainly of the question, "When are we going +into a show?" with no answer to the question, we were called into the +Major's room, where he told us, in strictest secrecy, that in about +three weeks a big attack was to come off. We should go in at last! + +For the next two or three weeks we studied maps and aeroplane +photographs, marking out our routes, starting-points, rear +ammunition-dumps, forward dumps, and lines of supply. At last, then, +our goal loomed up and these months of training, for the most part +interesting, but at times terribly boring, would bear fruit. Two +direct results were noticeable now on looking back to the time when we +joined. First, each man in the Battalion knew how to run a tank, how +to effect slight repairs, how to work the guns, and how to obtain the +best results from the machine. Second, and very important, was the +fact that the men and officers had got together. The crews and +officers of each section knew and trusted each other. The strangeness +of feeling that was apparent in the first days had now entirely +disappeared, and that cohesion of units which is so essential in +warfare had been accomplished. Each of us knew the other's faults and +the mistakes he was prone to make. More important still, we knew our +own faults and weaknesses and had the courage to carry on and overcome +them. + +A few nights before we moved up the line, we gave a grand concert. +Borwick and the Old Bird planned it. On an occasion of this sort, the +Old Bird never grumbled at the amount of work he was obliged to do. +Some weeks before we had bought a piano from one of the inhabitants of +the village, and the piano was naturally the _pièce de résistance_ of +the concert. The Old Bird went around for days at a time, humming +scraps of music with unintelligible words which it afterwards +developed at the concert were awfully good songs of his own composing. +The Battalion tailor was called in to make up rough Pierrot costumes. +The Old Bird drilled us until we begged for mercy, while Borwick +strummed untiringly at the piano. At last the great night arrived. + +A stage had been built at one end of a hangar, and curtains hung up. + +The whole of the Staff and H.Q. had been invited, and the _maire_, the +_curé_, the _médecin_ of the village, and their families were also to +attend. + +Promptly at eight o'clock, the concert began, with Borwick at the +piano. Everything went off without a hitch. Although "K" Company +provided most of the talent, the Battalion shared the honours of the +entertainment. Each song had a chorus, and so appreciative was our +audience that the choruses were repeated again and again. The one +"lady" of the Troupe looked charming, and "she" arranged for "her" +voice to be entirely in keeping with "her" dress and paint. The French +spectators enjoyed it hugely. They were a great encouragement, for +they laughed at everything uproariously, though it could not have been +due to their understanding of the jokes. + +At ten o'clock we finished off with "God Save the King," and went back +to our billets feeling that our stay in the village had been +splendidly rounded off. + + + + +IV + +MOVING UP THE LINE + + +Two or three days before we were due to leave, we had received orders +to pack our surplus kit, and have it at the Quartermaster's Stores at +a certain time. We drew a long breath. This meant that the actual +date, which up to the present had been somewhat indefinite, was close +at hand. We were given orders to draw our tanks and the whole Company +was marched over to work sheds about two miles away at E----, where +tanks and stores were issued. + +The variety and number of little things which it is necessary to draw +when fitting out a tank for action is inconceivable. Tools, small +spares, Pyrenes, electric lamps, clocks, binoculars, telescopes, +petrol and oil funnels, oil squirts, grease guns, machine guns, +headlights, tail lamps, steel hawsers, crowbars, shovels, picks, +inspection lamps, and last, but not least, ammunition. The field-gun +ammunition has to be taken out of its boxes and placed in the shell +racks inside the tank. The S.A.A. (small arms ammunition) must be +removed from its boxes and stacked away. At the same time every single +round, before being put into the drum, must be gauged. All this has to +be done in the last two or three days, and everything must be checked +and countersigned. There is always a great deal of fun for Tank +Commanders in drawing their stores. It is a temptation, when in the +midst of all these thousands of articles, to seize the opportunity, +when no one is looking, to pocket a few extra spares and dainty little +tools, not, of course, for one's own personal benefit, but simply +because such things are always being lost or stolen, and it is +exasperating, to say the least, to find one's self, at a critical +moment, without some article which it is impossible to duplicate at +the time. + +During these last few days it was a continual march for the men from +B---- to E----. Very often they were called back when their day's work +was over to draw some new article or make some alteration which had +been forgotten at the time they were in the workshops. + +At last, however,--on the third day following the grand concert,--the +kits were packed, loaded on to the lorries, and sent off to E----. The +troops said "Good-bye" to the village which had been such a happy home +and school during that winter of 1916, and the officers made their +fond adieus to the mothers and daughters of the houses in which they +had been billeted. + +The companies formed up and marched along to the workshops. Every one +was in high spirits, and there was a friendly race to see which +Company of the Battalion could load up their tanks in the shortest +time on to the specially constructed steel trucks. + +A few days before all these activities commenced, Talbot and another +Tank Commander had gone on to the tanks' ultimate destination, A----, +a village which had been evacuated a few days before by the Germans on +their now famous retirement to the Hindenburg Line. It was a most +extraordinary sight to ride along the road from Albert to Bapaume, +which during the summer and winter of the preceding year had witnessed +such heavy fighting. The whole country on each side of the road was a +desolate vista of shell-holes as far as the eye could see. Where +villages had been, there was now no trace left of any sort of +habitation. One might think that, however heavy a bombardment, some +trace would be left of the village which had suffered. There was +literally nothing left of the village through which had run the road +they were now travelling. Over this scarred stretch of country were +dotted camps and groups of huts, with duck-boards crossing the old +shell-holes, some of which were still full of water. + +On approaching B---- they saw traces everywhere of the methodical and +organized methods by which the Germans had retired. The first sign was +a huge shell-crater in the middle of the road, about forty feet deep, +which the Boche had arranged to prevent armoured cars from following +him up. If they did succeed, the transports would be delayed in +reaching them, at all events. These holes were rather a nuisance, for +the road itself was a mass of lesser shell-craters and the soft ground +on each side was impassable. The road was crowded with engineers and +labor battalions, filling in the shell-holes, and laying railways into +the outskirts of A----. + +In A---- the old German notices were still standing as they had been +left. Strung across the road on a wire was a notice which read: +"Fuhrweg nach Behagnies." Every house in the town had been pulled +down. The wily Boche had not even blown them up. Instead he had saved +explosives by attaching steel hawsers to the houses and by means of +tractors had pulled them down, so that the roof and sides fell in on +the foundation. Every pump handle in the village had been broken off +short, and not a single piece of furniture was left behind. Later, we +found the furniture from this and other villages in the Hindenburg +Line. + +Saddest of all, however, was the destruction of the beautiful poplar +trees which once bordered the long French roads built by Napoleon. +These had been sawn off at their base and allowed to fall on the side +of the road, not across it, as one might suppose. If they had been +allowed to fall across the road, the Boche, himself, would have been +hindered in his last preparations for his retreat. Everything was done +with military ends in view. The villages were left in such a condition +as to make them uninhabitable, the more to add to our discomfort and +to make our hardships severer. The trees were cut down only on those +parts of the road which were screened from observation from his +balloons and present trenches. In some places where the road dipped +into a valley the trees had been left untouched. + +At the place where our tanks were scheduled to arrive, and which had +lately been a railhead of the Boche, all the metals had been torn up, +and in order to destroy the station itself, he had smashed the +cast-iron pillars which supported the roof, and in consequence the +whole building had fallen in. But nothing daunted, the British +engineers were even now working at top speed laying down new lines. +Some of the metals, which a few short weeks before had been lying in +countless stacks down on the quays at the Bases, now unrolled +themselves at the rate of about two and a quarter miles a day. One +interesting feature of this rapid track-laying was that when the tank +train left E----, on its two and a half days' journey down to the +railhead at A----, the track on which the train was to run was not +completed into A----. But, nevertheless, the track arrived ahead of +the train, which was the main point! + +As they rode into the ruined village of A---- Talbot and his companion +came across still further evidence of the steps which the German will +take to inconvenience his enemy. In order to battle against the hordes +of rats which are so prevalent in the old parts of the line in France, +the Boche breeds cats in enormous numbers. Yet, in order to carry out +to the limit his idea that nothing of value should fall into our +hands, he had killed every cat in the village. In every house three or +four of these poor little creatures lay around with their heads +chopped off. Tabby cats, black cats, white cats, and little kittens, +all dead. Farther on, over a well at the corner of the main square was +posted a sign which read: "This well is poisoned. Do not touch. By +order. R.E." + +Here and there a house had been left intact, with its furniture +untouched. It was not until later that it struck us as peculiar that +these houses had been spared from the general destruction. Two or +three days later, however, after we had moved in, and headquarters had +been established, we discovered that under many of these houses, and +at certain crossroads which had not been blown up in the usual manner, +the Boche had left mines, timed to go off at any time up to +twenty-eight days. One could never be sure that the ground underneath +one's feet would not blow up at any moment. These mines were small +boxes of high explosive, inside of which was a little metal tube with +trigger and detonator attached. Inside the tube was a powerful acid, +which, when it had eaten its way through, set free the trigger and +exploded the charge. The length of time it took for the mine to +explode was gauged by the strength or weakness of the acid in the +tube. + + [Illustration: A TANK MOVING TO THE ATTACK DOWN WHAT WAS ONCE + A MAIN STREET] + +We were also impressed with the mechanical genius of the German. The +Boche had made a veritable mechanical toy out of nearly every house in +the village which he had spared. Delightful little surprises had been +prepared for us everywhere. Kick a harmless piece of wood, and in a +few seconds a bomb exploded. Pick up a bit of string from the floor +and another bomb went off. Soon we learned to be wary of the most +innocent objects. Before touching anything we made elaborate +preparations for our safety. + +One of the men was greatly annoyed by a wire which hung over his head +when he was asleep, but he did not wish to remove it. He had decided +that it was connected with some devilish device which would do him no +good. Finally, one morning, he could endure this sword of Damocles no +longer. With two boon companions, he carefully attached a string about +fifteen yards long to the wire. They tiptoed gently out of the house +to a discreet distance, and with a yell of triumph, the hero pulled +the string,--and nothing happened! + +But there was another side to all this. McKnutt some time afterwards +came in with an interesting story. Some Sappers, he said, had been +digging under a house in the village, presumably for the mysterious +reasons that always drive the Engineers to dig in unlikely places. One +of them pushed his shovel into what had been the cellar of the house, +but as the roof had fallen in on the entrance, they did not know of +its existence. When they finally forced their way in, they found two +German officers and two Frenchwomen in a terribly emaciated condition. +One of the Boches and one of the women lay dead, locked in each +other's arms. The other two still breathed, but when they were brought +up into the open they expired within a few hours without either of +them giving an explanation. The only reason we could find for their +terrible plight was that the women had been forced down there by the +officers to undergo a last farewell, while the Germans were destroying +the village, and that the house had fallen in on top of them. Later, +probably no one knew where they had disappeared, and they were unable +to get out of the ruins or to make themselves heard. The village of +A---- gained a romantic reputation after that, and it was curious to +realize that we had been living there for days while this silent +tragedy was being enacted. + +In addition to the destruction in the towns, the beautiful orchards +which are so numerous in France were ruined. Apple, pear, and plum +trees lay uprooted on the ground, and here again the military mind of +the German had been at work. He did not wish the fruit that the trees +would bear in future to fall into our hands. + +But although the village was a pretty poor place in which to stay, the +near presence of a B.E.F. Canteen was a comfort. It is always amazing +to visit one of these places. Within perhaps four or five miles of the +firing line we have stores selling everything from a silver cigarette +case to a pair of boots, and everything, too, at nearly cost price. +The Canteen provides almost every variety of smoking materials, and +eatables, and their only disadvantage is that they make packages from +home seem so useless. As the tobaccos come straight out of bond, it is +far cheaper to buy them at the Canteen, than to have them forwarded +from home. These Canteens are managed by the Army, and are dotted all +over the country inhabited by the British troops. Since they have +sprung into existence life at the front has been far more comfortable +and satisfactory in France, and people at home are discovering that +money is the best thing to send out to their men. + +Finally, one cold, sunny morning, about half-past five, the tank train +steamed slowly into A----, and drew up on a siding. It was not +possible to begin the work of unloading the tanks until night fell. So +the tired crews turned into the roofless houses which had been +prepared for them, and slept until dusk. When darkness fell, as if by +magic, the town sprang to activity. + + + + +V + +PREPARATIONS FOR THE SHOW + + +That night the engines were started up, and one by one the tanks +crawled off the train. Although the day had begun with brilliant +sunshine, at dusk the snow had begun to fall, and by the time the +tanks came off, the snow was a foot thick on the ground. The tanks +moved down to the temporary tankdrome which had been decided upon near +the railway, and the sponson trucks were towed there. The night was +spent in fitting on the sponsons to the sides of the machines. It was +bitterly cold. The sleet drove in upon us all night, stinging our +hands and faces. Everything seemed to go wrong. We had the utmost +difficulty in making the bolt-holes fit, and as each sponson weighs +about three tons they were not easy to move and adjust. We drove ahead +with the work, knowing that it must be done while the darkness +lasted. + +Finally, about two hours before dawn broke, the last bolt was +fastened, and the tanks were ready to move. The night was blacker than +ever as they lumbered out of the tankdrome, and were led across the +snow to a halfway house about four miles from the railhead, and an +equal distance from the front-line trenches. We had not quite reached +our destination when the darkness began to lift in the east, and with +feverish energy we pushed ahead, through the driving snow. + +Late that afternoon, Talbot was again sent ahead with five or six +troopers and orderlies to a village in the front line. It was +necessary for us to spend three or four days there before the attack +commenced, in order to study out the vulnerable points in the German +line. We were to decide also the best routes for the tanks to take in +coming up to the line, and those to be taken later in crossing No +Man's Land when the "show" was on. We rode along across fields denuded +of all their trees. The country here was utterly unlike that to which +we had been accustomed in "peace-time trench warfare." This last +expression sounds like an anomaly, but actually it means the life +which is led in trenches where one may go along for two or three +months without attacking. In comparison with our existence when we are +making an offensive, the former seems like life in peace times. Hence, +the expression. But from this it must not be supposed that "peace-time +trench warfare" is all beer and skittles. Quite the contrary. As a +matter of fact, during four or five days in the trenches there may be +as many casualties as during an attack, but taking it on an average, +naturally the losses and dangers are greater when troops go over the +top. Curiously enough, too, after one has been in an attack the +front-line trench seems a haven of refuge. Gould, who was wounded in +the leg during a battle on the Somme, crawled into a shell-hole. It +was a blessed relief to be lying there, even though the bullets were +whistling overhead. At first he felt no pain, and he wished, vaguely, +that he had brought a magazine along to read! All through the burning +summer day he stayed there, waiting for the night. As soon as it was +dark he wriggled back to our trenches, tumbled over the parapet of the +front-line trench, and narrowly escaped falling on the point of a +bayonet. But he never forgets the feeling of perfect safety and peace +at being back, even in an exposed trench, with friends. + +The fields across which we rode had been ploughed the preceding autumn +by the French civilians. Later, when the snow had disappeared, we +could see where the ground had been torn up by the horses of a German +riding-school of ten days before. On some of the roads the ruts and +heavy marks of the retreating German transports could still be seen. +It was a new and exciting experience to ride along a road which only +two or three days before had been traversed by the Germans in a +retreat, even though they called it a "retirement." The thought was +very pleasant to men who, for the last two years, had been sitting _in +front_ of the Boche month after month, and who, even in an attack, had +been unable to find traces of foot, hoof, or wheel mark because of +the all-effacing shell-fire. Here and there were places where the +Boche had had his watering-troughs, and also the traces of scattered +huts and tents on the ground where the grass, of a yellowish green, +still showed. The front line of defence here was really no front line +at all, but was merely held as in open warfare by outposts, sentry +groups, and patrols. + +At night it was the easiest thing in the world to lose one's self +close up to the line and wander into the German trenches. In fact, +over the whole of this country, where every landmark had been +destroyed and where owing to the weather the roads were little +different from the soil on each side, a man could lose himself and +find no person or any sign to give him his direction. The usual guide +which one might derive from the Verey lights going up between the +lines was here non-existent, as both sides kept extremely quiet. Even +the guns were comparatively noiseless in these days, and were a man to +find himself at night alone upon this ground, which lay between two +and three miles behind our own lines, the only thing he could do +would be to lie down and wait for the dawn to show him the direction. + +As we rode toward O---- our only guide was a few white houses two or +three miles away on the edge of the village. The German had not +evacuated O---- of his own free will, but a certain "Fighting +Division" had taken the village two days before and driven the German +out, when he retired three or four hundred yards farther to his rear +Hindenburg Line. The probable reason why he hung on to this village, +which was really in front of his line of advance, was because at the +time he decided to retire on the Somme, the Hindenburg Line was +incomplete. In fact, the Boche could still be seen working on his wire +and trenches. + +We arrived in O---- at nightfall. Some batteries were behind the +village, and the Germans were giving the village and the guns a rather +nasty time. Unhappily for us, the Boche artillery were dropping +five-nine's on the road which led into the village, and as they seemed +unlikely to desist, we decided to make a dash for it. The horses were +a bit nervous, but behaving very well under the trying circumstances. +(With us were some limbers bringing up ammunition.) Shells were +exploding all around us. It would never do to stand still. + +The dash up that hundred yards of road was an unpleasant experience. +As we made the rush, the gunners tearing along "hell for leather" and +the others galloping ahead on their plunging horses, we heard the dull +whistle and the nearer roar of two shells approaching. Instinctively +we leaned forward. We held our breath. When a shell drops near, there +is always the feeling that it is going to fall on one's head. We +flattened ourselves out and urged our horses to greater speed. The +shells exploded about thirty yards behind us, killing two gunners and +their mules, while the rest of us scrambled into the village and under +cover. + +In the darkness, we found what had once been the shop of the village +blacksmith, and in the forge we tied up our horses. It was bitterly +cold. It was either make a fire and trust to luck that it would not be +observed, or freeze. We decided on the fire, and in its grateful +warmth we lay down to snatch the first hours of sleep we had had in +nearly three days. But the German gunners were most inconsiderate, and +a short time afterward they dropped a small barrage down the road. The +front of our forge was open, and we were obliged to flatten ourselves +on the ground to prevent the flying splinters from hitting us. When +this diversion was over, we stirred up our fire, and made some tea, +just in time to offer some to a gunner sergeant who came riding up. He +hitched his horse to one of the posts, and sat down with us by the +fire. The shell-fire had quieted down, and we dozed off, glad of the +interlude. Suddenly a shell burst close beside us. The poor beast, +waiting patiently for his rider, was hit in the neck by the shrapnel, +but hardly a sound escaped him. In war, especially, one cannot help +admiring the stoicism of horses, as compared with other animals. One +sees examples of it on all sides. Tread, for instance, on a dog's +foot, and he runs away, squealing. A horse is struck by a large lump +of shrapnel just under its withers, and the poor brute trembles, but +makes no sound. Almost the only time that horses scream--and the sound +is horrible--is when they are dying. Then they shriek from sheer pain +and fear. Strange as it may seem, one is often more affected by seeing +horses struck than when men are killed. Somehow they seem so +particularly helpless. + +It was during these days at O---- that Talbot discovered Johnson. +Johnson was one of his orderlies. Although it did not lie in the path +of his duty, he took the greatest delight in doing all sorts of little +odd jobs for Talbot. So unobtrusive he was about it all, that for some +time Talbot hardly noticed that some one was trying to make him +comfortable. When he did, by mutual agreement Johnson became his +servant and faithful follower through everything. The man was +perfectly casual and apparently unaffected by the heaviest shell-fire. +It is absurd to say that a man "doesn't mind shell-fire." Every one +dislikes it, and gets nervous under it. The man who "doesn't mind it" +is the man who fights his nervousness and gets such control of +himself that he is able to _appear_ as if he were unaffected. Between +"not minding it" and "appearing not to mind it" lie hard-won moral +battles, increased strength of character, and victory over fear. +Johnson had accomplished this. He preserved an attitude of careless +calm, and could walk down a road with shells bursting all around him +with a sublime indifference that was inspiring. Between him and his +officer sprang up an extraordinary and lasting affection. + +The wretched night in the forge at last came to an end, and the next +morning we looked around for more comfortable billets. We selected the +cellar of a house in fairly good condition and prepared to move in, +when we discovered that we were not the first to whom it had appealed. +Two dead Germans still occupied the premises, and when we had disposed +of the bodies, we took up our residence. Here we stayed, going out +each day to find the best points from which to view No Man's Land, +which lay in front of the village. With the aid of maps, we planned +the best routes for the tanks to take when the battle should have +begun. Not a detail was neglected. + +Then something happened to break the monotony of life. Just back of +the village one of our batteries was concealed in such a fashion that +it was impossible to find it from an aeroplane. Yet every day, +regularly, the battery was shelled. Every night under cover of the +darkness, the position was changed, and the battery concealed as +cleverly as before, but to no avail. The only solution was that some +one behind our lines was in communication with the Germans, _every +day_. Secrecy was increased. Guards were doubled to see that no one +slipped through the lines. Signals were watched. The whole affair was +baffling, and yet we could find no clue. + +Just in front of the wood where the battery was concealed, stood an +old farmhouse where a genial Frenchwoman lived and dispensed good +cheer to us. She had none of the men of her own family nor any +farmhands to help her, but kept up the farmwork all alone. Every day, +usually in the middle of the morning, she went out to the fields +behind her house and ploughed, with an old white horse drawing the +plough. For some reason she never ploughed more than one or two +furrows at a time, and when this was done, she drove the white horse +back to the barn. One day, an officer noticed that a German plane +hovered over the field while the woman was ploughing, and that when +she went back to the house, the plane shot away. The next day the same +thing happened. Later in the day, the battery received its daily +reminder from the Boche gunners, as unerringly accurate as ever. + +Here was a clue. The solution of the problem followed. The woman knew +the position of the battery, and every day when she went out to +plough, she drove the white horse up and down, making a furrow +directly in front of the battery. When the men in the German plane saw +the white horse, they flew overhead, took a photograph of the newly +turned furrow, and turned the photograph over to their gunners. The +rest was easy. + + [Illustration: A TANK GOING OVER A TRENCH ON ITS WAY INTO + ACTION] + +The next day we missed three events which had become part of our daily +life. The German plane no longer hovered in the air. Our battery, for +the first time in weeks, spent a peaceful day. And in the field behind +her house, a woman with an old white horse no longer made the earth +ready for the sowing. + + * * * * * + +For three days now we had received no rations, and were obliged to +subsist on the food which the Boche had left behind him when he fled. +Finally, when all our plans were complete, we were notified that the +point of attack had been shifted to N----, a village about four miles +away. This practical joke we thought in extremely bad taste, but there +was nothing for it but to pack up and move as quickly as possible. We +learned that our troops at N---- had tried twice to break through the +German lines by bombing. A third attempt was to be made, and the tanks +were depended upon to open the way. Hence the change in our plans. + +Early the next morning we left O----, and dashed along a road which +lay parallel with our line, and was under direct observation from the +German trenches. Owing to the fact, probably, that he was not properly +settled in his new line, the Boche did not bother us much, excepting +at one place, where we were obliged to make a run for it. We arrived +at N---- just after the tanks had been brought up. They were hurriedly +concealed close up to houses, in cuttings, and under trees. + +The show was scheduled to come off the next morning at 4.30. That +night we gathered at Brigade Headquarters and made the final plans. +Each tank had its objective allotted to it, and marked out on the Tank +Commander's course. Each tank was to go just so far and no farther. +Talbot and Darwin were detailed to go forward as far as possible on +foot when the battle was in progress, and send back messages as to how +the show was progressing. Talbot also was given the task of going out +that night to make the marks in No Man's Land which would guide the +tanks in the morning. + +At eleven o'clock, in the bright moonlight, Talbot, with Johnson and a +couple of orderlies, started out. They climbed over the front line, +which was at present a railway embankment, crawled into No Man's Land, +and set to work. Immediately the Boche snipers spotted them and +bullets began to whistle over their heads. Luckily, no one was hit, +but a couple of "whizz bangs" dropped uncomfortably close. The men +dropped for cover. Only Johnson stood still, his figure black against +the white snow gleaming in the moonlight. + +The shells continued to fall about them as they wriggled back when the +work was done. As they reached N---- the tanks were being led up +toward the line, so that later, under cover of the darkness, they +might be taken farther forward to their starting-points. + + + + +VI + +THE FIRST BATTLE + + +At dawn the next morning, the tanks were already lined up, sullen and +menacing in the cold half-light. The men shivered in the biting air. +One by one the crews entered the machines, and one by one the little +steel doors closed behind them. The engines throbbed, and they moved +off sluggishly. + +Darwin and Talbot, with their orderlies, waited impatiently. The +moments just before an attack are always the hardest. A few batteries +were keeping up a desultory fire. They glanced at their watches. + +"Only a minute to go," said Darwin. "I bet the show's put off or +something. Isn't this snow damnably cold, though!" + +Suddenly a sixty-pounder in our rear crashed out. Then from all sides +a deafening roar burst forth and the barrage began. As we became +accustomed to the intensity and ear-splittingness of the sound, the +bark of the eighteen-pounders could be faintly distinguished above the +dull roar of the eight-inches. The sky-line was lit up with thousands +of flashes, large and small, each one showing, for a second, trenches +or trees or houses, and during this tornado we knew that the "Willies" +must have started forward on their errand. + +As the barrage lifted and the noise died down a little, the first +streaks of light began to show in the sky, although we could +distinguish nothing. No sign of the infantry or of the tanks could be +seen. But the ominous sound of machine guns and heavy rifle-fire told +us that the Boche was prepared. + +We could stand this inactivity no longer. We trudged forward through +the snow, taking the broad bands left by the tracks of the busses as +our guide, the officers leading the way and the orderlies behind in +single file. + +"The blighter's starting, himself, now," said Talbot, as a four-two +landed a hundred yards away, and pieces of earth came showering down +on our heads. Then another and another fell, each closer than the one +before, and instinctively we quickened our steps, for it is difficult +to walk slowly through shell-fire. + +The embankment loomed before us, and big splotches of black and yellow +leaped from its surface. The deafening crashes gave us that peculiar +feeling in the stomach which danger alone can produce. We scrambled up +the crumbling, slaggy sides, and found when we reached the top that +the sound of the machine guns had died away, excepting on the extreme +left in front of B----, where the ordinary tap of ones and twos had +developed into a sharp crackle of tens and twenties. By listening +carefully one could feel, rather than hear, the more intermittent +bursts from the rifles. + +"There's one, sir," shouted one of the orderlies. + +"Where?" + +"Half-right and about five hundred yards ahead." + +By dint of straining, we discovered a little animal--or so it +looked--crawling forward on the far side of the Hindenburg Line. +Already it was doing a left incline in accordance with its +instructions, so as to enfilade a communication trench which ran back +to N----. The German observer had spotted her. Here and there, on each +side of her, a column of dirt and snow rose into the air. But the +little animal seemed to bear a charmed life. No harm came to her, and +she went calmly on her way, for all the world like a giant tortoise at +which one vainly throws clods of earth. + +As it grows lighter, we can now see others in the distance. One is not +moving--is it out of action? The only motion on the whole landscape is +that of the bursting shells, and the tanks. Over the white snow in +front of the German wire, are dotted little black lumps. Some crawl, +some move a leg or an arm, and some lie quite still. One who has never +seen a modern battle doubtless forms a picture of masses of troops +moving forward in splendid formation, with cheering voices and +gleaming bayonets. This is quite erroneous. To an observer in a post +or in a balloon, no concerted action is visible at all. Here and there +a line or two of men dash forward and disappear. A single man or a +small group of men wriggle across the ground. That is all. + +"Well, they haven't got it in the neck as I supposed," said Darwin. +"Remarkably few lying about. Let's push on." + +"All right," Talbot assented. "If you like." + +We crawled over the top of the embankment and continued down the side. +About two hundred yards to the left, we saw one of the tanks, with her +nose in the air. A little group of three or four men were digging +around her, frantically. We rushed over to them, and found that the +Old Bird's 'bus had failed to get over a large pit which lay in the +middle of No Man's Land, and was stuck with her tail in the bottom of +the ditch. Here occurred one of those extraordinary instances of luck +which one notices everywhere in a modern battle. The tank had been +there about ten minutes when the German gunners had bracketed on her, +and were dropping five-nines, all of them within a radius of seventy +yards of the tank, and yet no one was hurt. Finally, by dint of +strenuous digging, she started up and pulled herself wearily out of +the pit. + + [Illustration: _Copyright by Underwood & Underwood, N.Y._ + A TANK HALFWAY OVER THE TOP AND AWAITING THE ORDER TO ADVANCE + IN THE BATTLE OF MENIN ROAD] + +Suddenly, Darwin shouted:-- + +"Look here, you fellows! What are these Boches doing?" + +Looking up, we saw about forty or fifty Germans stumbling over their +own wire, and running toward us as hard as they could go. For a moment +we thought it was the preliminary step of a counter-attack, but +suddenly we discovered that they carried no arms and were attempting +to run with their hands above their heads. At the same time something +occurred which is always one of the saddest sights in war. One hears a +great deal about the "horrors of war" and the "horrors" of seeing men +killed on either side of one, but at the time there is very little +"horror" to it. One simply doesn't have time to pay any attention to +it all. But the sad part was that the German machine gunners, seeing +their men surrendering, opened a furious fire on them. There they +were, caught from behind, and many of them dropped from the bullets of +their own comrades. + +Twenty or thirty of them came straight on, rushed up to the pit where +the tank had come to grief, and tumbled down into this refuge. +Evidently, they knew of the British passion for souvenirs, for when +our men surrounded them, the Germans plucked wildly at their own +shoulder straps as if to entreat their captors to take the shoulder +straps instead of anything else! + +We gave two or three of the wounded Germans some cigarettes and a +drink of water. They were then told to find their quickest way to the +rear. Like other German prisoners we had seen, they went willingly +enough. German discipline obtains even after a man has been made a +prisoner. He obeys his captors with the same docility with which he +had previously obeyed his own officers. Left to themselves, and +started on the right road, the prisoner will plod along, their +N.C.O.'s saluting the English officers, and inquiring the way to the +concentration camp. When they find it, they usually appear well +pleased. + +The Old Bird's tank moved on. + +"I suppose everything's going all right," said Talbot. "Suppose we +move on and see if we can get some information." + +"Yes, or some souvenirs," Darwin replied with a laugh. + +We pushed on slowly. Three tanks which had completed their job were +coming back and passed us. A little later we met some fellows who were +slightly wounded and asked them how the battle was going. Every story +was different. The wounded are rarely able to give a correct version +of any engagement, and we saw that no accurate information was to be +gleaned from these men. + +We had been out now for an hour and a half and still had no news to +send back to Headquarters. We knew how hard it was for the officers +behind the lines, who had planned the whole show, to sit hour after +hour waiting for news of their troops. The minutes are like hours. + +"My God, Darwin, look!" Talbot cried. "Something's happened to her. +She's on fire!" + +In the distance we saw one of our tanks stuck in the German wire, +which at that point was about a hundred yards thick. Smoke was +belching from every porthole. A shell had registered a direct hit, +exploding the petrol, and the tank was on fire. We dashed forward +toward her. + +A German machine gun rattled viciously. They had seen us. An instant +later, the bullets were spattering around us, and we dropped flat. One +man slumped heavily and lay quite still. By inches we crawled forward, +nearer and nearer to the blazing monster. Another machine gun snarled +at us, and we slid into a shell-hole for protection. Then, after a +moment's breathing space, we popped out and tried to rush again. +Another man stopped a bullet. + +It was suicide to go farther. Into another shell-hole we fell, and +thought things over. We decided to send a message, giving roughly the +news that the Hindenburg Line and N---- had been taken. An orderly was +given a message. He crawled out of the shell-hole, ran a few steps, +dropped flat, wriggled along across the snow, sprang to his feet, ran +another few steps, and so on until we lost sight of him. + +A moment or two later we started across the snow in a direction +parallel with the lines. Behind an embankment we came across a little +group of Australians at an impromptu dressing-station. Some of them +were wounded and the others were binding up their wounds. We watched +them for a while and started on again. We had gone about fifty yards +when a shell screeched overhead. We turned and saw it land in the +middle of the group we had just left. Another shell burst close to us +and huge clods of earth struck us in the face and in the stomach, +knocking us flat and blinding us for the moment. A splinter struck +Talbot on his tin hat, grazing his skin. Behind us one of the +orderlies screamed and we rushed back to him. He had been hit below +the knee and his leg was nearly severed. We tied him up and managed to +get him back to the Australian aid-post. Two of the original four +stretcher-bearers had been blown up a few minutes before. But the +remaining two were carrying on with their work as though nothing had +happened. Here he was bandaged and started on his way for the +dressing-station. + +Far across the snow, we saw three more tanks plodding back toward the +rear. Little by little, we gained ground until we reached a more +sheltered area where we could make greater speed. We were feverishly +anxious to know the fate of the crew of the burning tank. "Whose tank +was it?" was on every tongue. We met other wounded men being helped +back; those with leg wounds were being supported by others less +seriously wounded. They could tell us nothing. They had been with the +infantry and only knew that two tanks were right on the other side of +the village. + +A moment or two later, Talbot started running toward two men, one of +whom was supporting the other. The wounded man proved to be the +Sergeant of the tank we had seen on fire. We hurried up to him. He was +hurt in the leg. So, instead of firing questions at him, we kept quiet +and accompanied him back to the dressing-station. + +Later we heard the tragic news that it was Gould's tank that had +burned up. None of us talked much about it. It did not seem real. +They had got stuck in the German wire. A crump had hit them and fired +the petrol tank. That was the end. Two men, the Sergeant and another, +escaped from the tank. The others perished with it. We tried to +comfort each other by repeated assurances that they must all have lost +consciousness quickly from the fumes of the petrol before they +suffered from fire. But it was small consolation. Every one had liked +Gould and every one would miss him. + +We waited at Brigade Headquarters for the others to return. A Tank +Commander from another Company was brought in, badly wounded and +looking ghastly, but joking with every one, as they carried him along +on a stretcher. His tank had been knocked out and they had saved their +guns and gone on with the infantry. He had been the last to leave the +tank, and as he had stepped out to the ground, a shell exploded +directly beneath him, taking off both of his legs below the knee. + +The last of the tanks waddled wearily in and the work of checking-up +began. All were accounted for but two. Their fate still remains a +secret. Our theory was that they had gone too far ahead and had +entered the village in back of the German lines; that the infantry had +not been able to keep up with them, and that they had been captured. +Two or three days afterwards an airman told us that he had seen, on +the day of the battle, two tanks far ahead of the infantry and that +they appeared to be stranded. Weeks later we attacked at the point +where the tanks had been, and on some German prisoners whom we took, +we found several photographs of these identical tanks. Then one day, +when we had stopped wondering about them, a Sergeant in our Company +received a letter from one of the crew of the missing machines, saying +that he was a prisoner in Germany. But of the officers we have never +heard to this day. + +We sat around wearily, waiting for the motor lorries which were to +take some of us back to B----. Years seemed to have been crowded into +the hours that had elapsed. Talbot glanced at his watch. It was still +only eight o'clock in the morning. Again he experienced the feeling +of incredulity that comes to one who has had much happen in the hours +between dawn and early morning and who discovers that the day has but +just begun. He had thought it must be three o'clock in the afternoon, +at least. + +The lorries arrived eventually, and took those who had no tanks, back +to B----. The others brought the "Willies" in by the evening. + + + + +VII + +THE SECOND BATTLE + + +Ten days had now elapsed since that day when we had gone back to B---- +with the officers and men who had survived. We had enjoyed every +minute of our rest and once more were feeling fit. The remainder of +the Company had been divided up into crews. The "Willies" themselves +had had the best of care and attention. + +Most important of all, to the childish minds of that part of the +British Army which we represented, we had given another concert which +had been an even greater success than the first. The Old Bird and +Borwick had excelled themselves. We were convinced that something was +wrong with a Government that would send two such artists to the front! +They should be at home, writing "words and music" that would live +forever. + +Toward the end of the week, plans for another attack were arranged. +This time it was to take place at C----, about five miles north of +N----. We were told that this was to be a "big show" at last. Part of +the Hindenburg Line had been taken, and part was still in the hands of +the enemy. It had been decided, therefore, that this sector of the +line, and the village behind it, must be captured. Our share in the +business consisted of a few tanks to work with the infantry. Two of us +went up three days before to arrange the plans with the Divisional +Commander. We wandered up into the Hindenburg Line as close as we +could get to the Boche, to see what the ground was like, and to decide +if possible on the routes for the tanks. In the line were innumerable +souvenirs. We found the furniture that the Germans had taken out of +the villages on their retirement, and had used to make their line more +comfortable. + +We found, too, an extraordinary piece of engineering. A tunnel about +ten miles long ran underneath the whole of the Hindenburg Line. It was +about thirty or forty feet down, and had been dug, we heard, by +Russian prisoners. The tunnel was about six feet wide and about five +feet high. It had been roughly balked in with timber, and at every +twenty yards, a shaft led out of the tunnel up into the trench. +Borwick found a large mirror which he felt could not be wasted under +the circumstances. He could not resist its charm, so he started +lugging it back the six miles to camp. It was very heavy and its charm +had decreased greatly by the time he reached camp and found that no +one could make any use of it. + +The day of the attack was still undecided, and in order to be quite +ready when it should come off, we left B---- with the tanks one +evening and took them up to Saint-L----, a little place about three +thousand yards away from the Hindenburg Line. Here we staged them +behind a railway embankment, underneath a bridge that had been +partially blown up. This was the same embankment, as a matter of fact, +behind which, four or five miles away, the Australian dressing-station +had been established in the last battle. + +Here we spent two or three days tuning up the machines, and many of +our leisure moments in watching a howitzer battery which was just +beside us. This was fascinating. If you stand by the gun when it is +fired, you can see the shell leave the muzzle, and watch the black +mass shoot its seven or eight thousand yards until it becomes a small +speck and finally vanishes just before it hits the ground. + +We also made an interesting collection of German and English +shell-cases. These cases are made of brass, and the four-fives, +especially, in the opinion of some people, make very nice rose-bowls +when they are polished, with wire arranged inside to hold the +blossoms. Weird music could be heard issuing from our dugout at times, +when we gave an impromptu concert, by putting several of these +shell-cases on a log of wood and playing elaborate tunes on them with +a bit of stone. + +All this merry-making came to an end, though. One day we received word +that the attack was to come off the next morning. Then began the +preparations in earnest and the day went with a rush. At this part of +the Hindenburg Line, it was very easy to lose one's way, especially +at night. The tanks were scheduled to start moving up at ten o'clock. +Talbot and the Old Bird, with several men, set out at about eight, and +arranged for marks to guide the machines. + +We had just reached a part of the Hindenburg Line which was now in our +possession, and were near an ammunition dump, when shells began to +fall around us. They were not near enough to do us any harm, and we +continued our work, when one dropped into the ammunition dump and +exploded. In an instant the whole dump was alight. It was like some +terrible and giant display of pyrotechnics. Gas shells, Verey lights, +and stink bombs filled the air with their nauseous odors. Shells of +all sizes blew up and fell in steely splinters. The noise was +deafening. Cursing our luck, we waited until it died down into a red, +smouldering mass, and then edged up cautiously to continue our work. +By this time, Borwick's tank came up, and he emerged, with a broad +smile on his face. + +"Having a good time?" he asked genially. + +There was a frozen silence, excepting for his inane laughter. He made +a few more irritating remarks which he seemed to think were very +funny, and then he disappeared inside his tank and prepared to follow +us. We had gone ahead a couple of hundred yards when we heard bombs +exploding, and looking back we saw the tank standing still, with +fireworks going off under one of her tracks. Presently the noise +ceased, and after waiting a moment we strolled back. As we reached the +tank, Borwick and the crew came tumbling out, making the air blue with +their language. They had run over a box of bombs, the only thing that +had survived the fire in the ammunition dump, and one of the tracks +was damaged. To repair it meant several hours' hard work in the cold +in unpleasant proximity to the still smouldering dump. Over Talbot's +face spread a broad smile. + +"Having a good time?" he asked pleasantly of Borwick. + +Infuriated growls were his only answer. He moved on with his men, +while Borwick and his crew settled down to work. + +The night was fortunately dark. They went slowly forward and brought +the route almost up to within calling distance of the Germans. The +Verey lights, shattering the darkness over No Man's Land, did not +disclose them to the enemy. Suddenly, a Boche machine gun mechanically +turned its attentions toward the place where they were working. With a +tightening of every muscle, Talbot heard the slow whisper of the gun. +As it turned to sweep the intervening space between the lines, the +whisper rose to a shirring hiss. The men dropped to the ground, +flattening themselves into the earth. But Talbot stood still. Now, if +ever, was the time when an example would count. If they all dropped to +the ground every time a machine gun rattled, the job would never be +done. So, hands in his pockets, but with awful "wind up," he waited +while the soft patter of the bullets came near and the patter +quickened into rain. As it reached him, the rain became a fierce +torrent, stinging the top of the parapet behind them as the bullets +tore by viciously a few inches above his head. Then as it passed, it +dropped into a patter once more and finally dropped away in a whisper. +Talbot suddenly realized that his throat was aching, but that he was +untouched by the storm. The men slowly got to their feet and continued +their work in silence. Although the machine gun continued to spatter +bullets near them all through the hours they were working, not once +again did the men drop when they heard the whisper begin. The job was +finally done and they filed wearily back. + +The attack was timed to come off at dawn. An hour before, while it was +still as black as pitch, the tanks moved again for their final +starting-point. McKnutt's machine was the first to go. + +"Cheero, McKnutt," we said as he clambered in. "Good luck!" + +The men followed, some through the top and some through the side. The +doors and portholes were closed, and in a moment the exhaust began to +puff merrily. The tank crawled forward and soon disappeared into the +blackness. + +She had about fifteen hundred yards to go, parallel with the +Hindenburg Line, and several trenches to cross before coming up with +the enemy. We had planned that the tanks would take about three +quarters of an hour to reach their starting-point, and that soon after +they arrived there, the show would begin. + +Since it was still dark and the attack had not commenced, McKnutt and +his first driver opened the windows in front of them. They looked out +into impenetrable gloom. It was necessary to turn their headlights on, +and with this help, they crawled along a little more securely. A +signal from the driver, and they got into top gear. She bumped along, +over shell-holes and mine-craters at the exhilarating speed of about +four miles an hour, and then arrived at the first trench to be +crossed. It was about ten feet wide with high banks on each side. + +"One up!" signals the driver. The gears-men get into first gear, and +the tank tilts back as it goes up one side of the trench. Suddenly she +starts tipping over, and the driver takes out his clutch and puts on +his brake hard. McKnutt yells out, "Hold tight!" and the tank slides +gently down with her nose in the bottom of the trench. The driver lets +in his clutch again, the tank digs her nose into the other side and +pulls herself up slowly, while her tail dips down into the bottom of +the trench. Then comes the great strain as she pulls herself bodily +out of the trench until she balances on the far side. + +It was now no longer safe to run with lights. They were snapped off. +Once more the darkness closed around them, blacker than ever. They +could no longer find their route, and McKnutt jumped out, walking +ahead with the tank lumbering along behind. Twice he lost his way and +they were obliged to wait until he found it again. Then, to his +intense relief, the moon shone out with a feeble light. It was just +enough to illumine faintly the ground before them and McKnutt +reëntered the tank, and started on. + +Their route ran close to the sides of an old quarry and they edged +along cautiously. McKnutt, with his eyes glued to the front, decided +that they must have already passed the end of the quarry. That would +mean that they were not far from the spot where they were to wait for +the signal to go into action. The moon had again disappeared behind +the clouds, but he did not consider it worth while to get out again. +The journey would be over in a few minutes. + +Suddenly, his heart took a great dive and he seemed to stop breathing. +He felt the tank balance ever so slightly. Staring with aching eyes +through the portholes, he saw that they were on the edge of the old +quarry, with a forty-foot drop down its steep sides before them. The +black depth seemed bottomless. The tank was slipping over. When she +shot down they would all be killed from concussion alone. + +His heart was pounding so that he could hardly speak. But the driver, +too, had seen the danger. + +"For God's sake, take out your clutch and put your brake on!" McKnutt +yelled, his voice almost drowned by the rattle and roar inside the +tank. The man kept his head. As the tail of the tank started tipping +up, he managed somehow with the brakes to hold her on the edge. For a +second or two, she swayed there. She seemed to be unable to decide +whether to kill them or not. The slightest crumbling of the earth or +the faintest outside movement against the tank would precipitate them +over the edge. The brakes would not hold them for long. Then the +driver acted. Slowly he put his gears in reverse, keeping the brake on +hard until the engine had taken up the strain. Slowly she moved back +until her tail bumped on the ground, and she settled down. Neither +McKnutt nor his driver spoke. They pushed back their tin hats and +wiped their foreheads. + +McKnutt glanced back at the men in the rear of the tank. They, of +course, had been unable to see out, and had no idea of what they had +escaped. Now that the danger was passed, he felt an unreasonable +annoyance that none of them would ever know what he and the driver had +gone through in those few moments. Then the feeling passed, he +signalled, "Neutral left," the gearsman locked his left track, and the +tank swung over, passing safely by the perilous spot. + +They settled down now to a snail's pace, shutting off their engine, as +the Germans could not be more than one hundred and fifty or two +hundred yards away. Running at full speed, the engine would have been +heard by them. In a few moments, they arrived at their appointed +station. McKnutt glanced at his watch. They had only a few moments to +wait. The engine was shut off and they stopped. + +The heat inside the tank was oppressive. McKnutt and James opened the +top, and crawled out, the men following. They looked around. The first +streaks of light were beginning to show in the sky. A heavy silence +hung over everything--the silence that always precedes a bombardment. +Presumably, only the attacking forces feel this. Even the desultory +firing seems to have faded away. All the little ordinary noises have +ceased. It is a sickening quiet, so loud in itself that it makes one's +heart beat quicker. It is because one is listening so intensely for +the guns to break out that all other sounds have lost their +significance. One seems to have become all ears--to have no sense of +sight or touch or taste or smell. All seem to have become merged in +the sense of hearing. The very air itself seems tense with listening. +Only the occasional rattle of a machine gun breaks the stillness. Even +this passes unnoticed. + +Slowly the minute-hand crept round to the half-hour, and the men +slipped back into their steel home. Doors were bolted and portholes +shut, save for the tiny slits in front of officer and driver, through +which they peered. The engine was ready to start. The petrol was on +and flooding. They waited quietly. Their heavy breathing was the only +sound. The minute-hand reached the half-hour. + +With the crash and swish of thousands of shells, the guns smashed the +stillness. Instantly, the flash of their explosion lit up the opposite +trenches. For a fraction of a second the thought came to McKnutt how +wonderful it was that man could produce a sound to which Nature had no +equal, either in violence or intensity. But the time was for action +and not for reflection. + +"Start her up!" yelled out McKnutt. + +But the engine would not fire. + +"What the devil's the matter?" cried James. + +A bit of tinkering with the carburetor, and the engine purred softly. +Its noise was drowned in the pandemonium raging around them. James let +in the clutch, and the monster moved forward on her errand of +destruction. + +Although it was not light enough to distinguish forms, the flashes of +the shell-fire and the bursts from the shrapnel lit up that part of +the Hindenburg Line that lay on the other side of the barrier. One +hundred and fifty yards, and the tank was almost on top of the +barricade. Bombs were exploding on both sides. McKnutt slammed down +the shutters of the portholes in front of him and his driver. +"Bullets," he said shortly. + +"One came through, I think, sir," James replied. With the portholes +shut, there was no chance for bullets to enter now through the little +pin-points directly above the slits in the shutters. In order to see +through these, it is necessary to place one's eye directly against +the cold metal. They are safe, for if a bullet does hit them, it +cannot come through, although it may stop up the hole. + +Suddenly a dull explosion was heard on the roof of the tank. + +"They're bombing us, sir!" cried one of the gunners. McKnutt signalled +to him, and he opened fire from his sponson. They plunged along, amid +a hail of bullets, while bombs exploded all around them. + +McKnutt and James, with that instinctive sense of direction which +comes to men who control these machines, felt that they were hovering +on the edge of the German trench. Then a sudden flash from the +explosion of a huge shell lit up the ground around them, and they saw +four or five gray-clad figures, about ten yards away, standing on the +parapet hysterically hurling bombs at the machine. They might as well +have been throwing pebbles. Scornfully the tank slid over into the +wide trench and landed with a crash in the bottom. For a moment she +lay there without moving. The Germans thought she was stuck. They +came running along thinking to grapple with her. But they never +reached her, for at once the guns from both sides opened fire and the +Germans disappeared. + +The huge machine dragged herself up the steep ten-foot side of the +trench. As she neared the top, it seemed as if the engine would not +take the final pull. James took out his clutch, put his brake on hard, +and raced the engine. Then letting the clutch in with a jerk, the tank +pulled herself right on to the point of balance, and tipped slowly +over what had been the parapet of the German position. + +Now she was in the wire which lay in front of the trench. McKnutt +signalled back, "Swing round to the left," parallel to the lay of the +line. A moment's pause, and she moved forward relentlessly, crushing +everything in her path, and sending out a stream of bullets from every +turret to any of the enemy who dared to show themselves above the top +of the trench. + +At the same time our own troops, who had waited behind the barricade +to bomb their way down, from traverse to traverse, rushed over the +heap of sandbags, tangled wire, wood, and dead men which barred their +way. The moral effect of the tank's success, and the terror which she +inspired, cheered our infantry on to greater efforts. The tank crew +were, at the time, unaware of the infantry's action, as none of our +own men could be seen. The only indication of the fact was the +bursting of the bombs which gradually moved from fire bay to fire bay. + +The Corporal touched McKnutt on the arm. + +"I don't believe our people are keeping up with us, sir," he said. +"They seem to have been stopped about thirty yards back." + +"All right," McKnutt answered. "We'll turn round." + +McKnutt and James opened their portholes to obtain a clearer view. +Five yards along to the left, a group of Germans were holding up the +advancing British. They had evidently prepared a barricade in case of +a possible bombing attack on our part, and this obstacle, together +with a fusillade of bombs which met them, prevented our troops from +pushing on. McKnutt seized his gun and pushed it through the +mounting, but found that he could not swing round far enough to get an +aim on the enemy. But James was in a better position. He picked the +gray figures off, one by one, until the bombing ceased and our own men +jumped over the barricade and came down among the dead and wounded +Germans. + +Then a sudden and unexplainable sense of disaster caused McKnutt to +look round. One of his gunners lay quite still on the floor of the +tank, his back against the engine, and a stream of blood trickling +down his face. The Corporal who stood next to him pointed to the +sights in the turret and then to his forehead, and McKnutt realized +that a bullet must have slipped in through the small space, entering +the man's head as he looked along the barrel of his gun. There he lay, +along one side of the tank between the engine and the sponson. The +Corporal tried to get in position to carry on firing with his own gun, +but the dead body impeded his movements. + +There was only one thing to do. The Corporal looked questioningly at +McKnutt and pointed to the body. The officer nodded quickly, and the +left gearsman and the Corporal dragged the body and propped it up +against the door. Immediately the door flew open. The back of the +corpse fell down and half the body lay hanging out, with its legs +still caught on the floor. With feverish haste they lifted the legs +and threw them out, but the weight of the body balanced them back +again through the still open door. The men were desperate. With a +tremendous heave they turned the dead man upside down, shoved the body +out and slammed the door shut. They were just in time. A bomb exploded +directly beneath the sponson, where the dead body had fallen. To every +man in the tank came a feeling of swift gratitude that the bombs had +caught the dead man and not themselves. + +They ploughed across another trench without dropping into the bottom, +for it was only six feet wide. Daylight had come by now and the enemy +was beginning to find that his brave efforts were of no avail against +these monsters of steel. + +All this time the German guns had not been silent. McKnutt's tank +crunched across the ground amid a furious storm of flying earth and +splinters. The strain was beginning to be felt. Although one is +protected from machine-gun fire in a tank, the sense of confinement +is, at times, terrible. One does not know what is happening outside +his little steel prison. One often cannot see where the machine is +going. The noise inside is deafening; the heat terrific. Bombs shatter +on the roof and on all sides. Bullets spatter savagely against the +walls. There is an awful lack of knowledge; a feeling of blind +helplessness at being cooped up. One is entirely at the mercy of the +big shells. If a shell hits a tank near the petrol tank, the men may +perish by fire, as did Gould, without a chance of escape. Going down +with your ship seems pleasant compared to burning up with your tank. +In fighting in the open, one has, at least, air and space. + +McKnutt, however, was lucky. They could now see the sunken road before +them which was their objective. Five-nines were dropping around them +now. It was only a matter of moments, it seemed, when they would be +struck. + +"Do you think we shall make it?" McKnutt asked James. + +"We may get there, but shall we get back? That's the question, sir." + +McKnutt did not answer. They had both had over two years' experience +of the accuracy of the German artillery. And they did not believe in +miracles. But they had their orders. They must simply do their duty +and trust to luck. + +They reached the sunken road. The tank was swung around. Their orders +were to reach their objective and remain there until the bombers +arrived. McKnutt peered out. No British were in sight, and he snapped +his porthole shut. Grimly they settled down to wait. + +The moments passed. Each one seemed as if it would be their last. +Would the infantry never come? Would there be any sense in just +sitting there until a German shell annihilated them if the infantry +never arrived? Had they been pushed back by a German rush? Should he +take it upon himself to turn back? McKnutt's brain whirled. + +Then, after hours, it seemed, of waiting, around the corner of a +traverse, he saw one of the British tin hats. Nothing in the world +could have been a happier sight. A great wave of relief swept over +him. Three or four more appeared. Realizing that they, too, had +reached their objective, they stopped and began to throw up a rough +form of barricade. More men poured in. The position was consolidated, +and there was nothing more for the tank to do. + +They swung round and started back. Two shells dropped about twenty +yards in front of them. For a moment McKnutt wondered whether it would +be well to change their direction. "No, we'll keep right on and chance +it," he said aloud. The next moment a tremendous crash seemed to lift +the tank off the ground. Black smoke and flying particles filled the +tank. McKnutt and James looked around expecting to see the top of the +machine blown off. But nothing had happened inside, and no one was +injured. Although shells continued to fall around them and a German +machine gun raged at them, they got back safely. + + [Illustration: _Copyright by Underwood & Underwood, N.Y._ + A TANK BRINGING IN A CAPTURED GERMAN GUN UNDER PROTECTION OF + CAMOUFLAGE] + +Brigade Headquarters, where McKnutt reported, was full of expectancy. +Messages were pouring in over the wires. The men at the telephones +were dead beat, but cool and collected. + +"Any news of the other 'busses?" McKnutt asked eagerly. The Buzzers +shook their heads wearily. He rushed up to a couple of men who were +being carried to a dressing-station. + +"Do you fellows know how the tanks made out?" he asked. + +One of them had seen two of the machines on the other side of the +German line, he said. In answer to the questions which were fired at +him he could only say that the tanks had pushed on beyond the German +front line. + +Then on the top of the hill, against the sky-line, they saw a little +group of three or four men. James recognized them. + +"Why, there's Sergeant Browning and Mr. Borwick, sir," he said. +"What's happened to their tank, I wonder?" He and McKnutt hurried over +to meet them. + +Borwick smiled coolly. + +"Hullo!" he said in his casual manner. + +"What's happened to your 'bus?" "What did you do?" was fired at him. + +"We got stuck in the German wire, and the infantry got ahead of us," +he said. "We pushed on, and fell into a nest of three machine guns. +They couldn't hurt us, of course, and the Boches finally ran away. We +knocked out about ten of them, and just as we were going on and were +already moving, we suddenly started twisting around in circles. What +do you think had happened? A trench mortar had got us full in one of +our tracks, and the beastly thing broke. So we all tumbled out and +left her there." + +"Didn't you go on with the infantry?" asked McKnutt. + +"No. They'd reached their objective by that time," Borwick replied, +"so we saved the tank guns, and I pinched the clock. Then we strolled +back, and here we are," he concluded. + +Talbot joined the group as he finished. + +"But where's the rest of your crew?" he asked. + +Borwick said quietly: "Jameson and Corporal Fiske got knocked out +coming back." He lit a cigarette and puffed at it. + +There was silence for a moment. + +Then Talbot said, "Bad luck; have you got their pay-books?" + +"No, I forgot them," Borwick answered. + +But his Sergeant handed over the little brown books which were the +only tangible remains of two men who had gone into action that +morning. The pay-books contained two or three pages on which were +jotted down their pay, with the officer's signature. They had been +used as pocket-books, and held a few odd letters which the men had +received a few days before. Talbot had often been given the pay-books +of men in his company who were killed, but he never failed to be +affected when he discovered the letters and little trifles which had +meant so much to the men who had carried them, and which now would +mean so much to those whom they had left behind. + +In silence they went back to McKnutt's tank and sat down, waiting for +news. Scraps of information were beginning to trickle in. + +"Have gained our objective in X Wood. Have not been counter-attacked." + +"Cannot push on owing to heavy machine-gun fire from C----." + +"Holding out with twenty men in trench running north from Derelict +Wood. Can I have reinforcements?" + +These were the messages pouring in from different points on the lines +of attack. Sometimes the messages came in twos and threes. Sometimes +there were minutes when only a wild buzzing could be heard and the men +at the telephones tried to make the buzzing intelligible. + +The situation cleared up finally, however. Our troops had, apparently, +gained their objectives along the entire line to the right. On the +left the next Brigade had been hung up by devastating machine-gun +fire. As McKnutt and Talbot waited around for news and fresh orders, +one of their men hurried down and saluted. + +He brought the news that the other three tanks had returned, having +reached their objectives. Two had but little opposition and the +infantry had found no difficulty in gaining their points of attack. +The third tank, however, had had three men wounded at a "pill-box." +These pill-boxes are little concrete forts which the German had +planted along his line. The walls are of ferro concrete, two to three +feet thick. As the tank reached the pill-box, two Germans slipped out +of the rear door. Three of the tank crew clambered down and got inside +the pill-box. In a moment the firing from inside ceased, and presently +the door flew open. Two British tank men, dirty and grimy, escorting +ten Germans, filed out. The Germans had their hands above their heads, +and when ordered to the rear they went with the greatest alacrity. One +of the three Englishmen was badly wounded; the other two were only +slightly injured, but they wandered down to the dressing-station, with +the hope that "Blighty" would soon welcome them. + +Although Talbot had his orders to hold the tanks in readiness in case +they were needed, no necessity arose, and after a few hours' waiting, +the Major sent word to him to start the tanks back to the embankment, +there to be kept for the next occasion. Better still, the men were to +be taken back to B---- in the motor lorries, just as they had been +after the first battle. Water, comparative quiet, blankets,--these +were the luxuries that lay before them. + +As he sat crowded into the swaying motor lorry that lurched back along +the shell-torn road to B----, Talbot slipped his hand into his pocket. +He touched a cheque-book, a package of cigarettes, and a razor. Then +he smiled. They were the final preparations he had made that morning +before he went into action. After all he had not needed them, but one +never could tell, one might be taken prisoner. One needed no such +material preparations against the possibility of death, but a +prisoner--that was different. + +The cheque-book had been for use in a possible gray prison camp in the +land of his enemies. Cheques would some time or other reach his +English bank and his people would know that he was, at least, alive. +The cigarettes were to keep up his courage in the face of whatever +disaster might befall him. + +And the razor? Most important of all. + +The razor was to keep, bright and untarnished, the traditions and +prestige of the British Army! + + + + +VIII + +REST AND DISCIPLINE + + +We stayed in that region of the Front for a few more weeks, preparing +for any other task that might be demanded of us. One day the Battalion +received its orders to pack up, to load the tanks that were left over, +and to be ready for its return to the district in which we had spent +the winter. + +We entrained on a Saturday evening at A----, and arrived at St.-P---- +at about ten o'clock on Sunday night. From there a twelve-mile march +lay before us to our old billets in B----. As may well be imagined, +the men, though tired, were in high spirits. We simply ate up the +distance, and the troops disguised their fatigue by singing songs. +There were two which appeared to be favorites on this occasion. + +One, to the tune of "The Church's One Foundation," ran as follows:-- + + "We are Fred Karno's[1] Army, + The ragtime A.S.C.,[2] + We cannot work, we do not fight, + So what ruddy use are we? + And when we get to Berlin, + The Kaiser he will say, + Hoch, hoch, mein Gott! + What a ruddy rotten lot, + Is the ragtime A.S.C." + +The other was a refrain to the tune of a Salvation Army hymn, "When +the Roll is called up Yonder":-- + + "When you wash us in the water, + That you washed your dirty daughter, + Oh! then we will be much whiter! + We'll be whiter than the whitewash on the wall." + +Eventually the companies arrived in the village at all hours of the +morning. No one was up. We saw that the men received their meals, +which had been prepared by the cooks who had gone ahead in motor +lorries. They did not spend much time over the food, for in less than +half an hour "K" billets--the same Hospice de Ste. Berthe--were +perfectly quiet. We then wandered away with our servants, to be met +at each of our houses by hastily clad landladies, with sleep in their +eyes and smoking lamps or guttering candles in their hands. + +The next morning the Company paraded at half-past nine, and the day +was spent in reforming sections, in issuing new kits to the men, and +in working the rosters for the various courses. On Tuesday, just as +breakfast was starting, an orderly brought a couple of memorandums +from Battalion Orderly Room for McKnutt and Borwick. + +No one watched them read the chits, but Talbot, glancing up from his +plate, saw a look on Borwick's face. It was a look of the purest joy. + +"What is it?" he said. + +"Leave, my God!" replied Borwick; "and McKnutt's got it too." + +"When are you going? To-day?" shouted the Old Bird. + +"Yes; there's a car to take us to the station in a quarter of an +hour." + +They both left their unfinished breakfasts and tore off to their +billets. There it was but a matter of moments to throw a few things +into their packs. No one ever takes any luggage when going on leave. +They tore back to the mess to leave instructions for their servants, +and we strolled out _en masse_ to see the lucky fellows off. + +The box-body drew away from where we were standing. We watched it grow +smaller and smaller down the long white road, and turned back with +regrets and pleasure in our hearts. With regrets, that we ourselves +were not the lucky ones, and knowing that for some of us leave would +never come; with pleasure, because one is always glad that a few of +the deserving reap a small share of their reward. + +Then, strolling over to the Parade Ground, we heard the "Five Minutes" +sounding. Some dashed off to get their Sam Brownes, others called for +their servants to wipe a few flecks of dust from their boots and +puttees. + +When the "Fall In" began, the entire Company was standing "At Ease" on +the Parade Ground. As the last note of the call sounded, the whole +parade sprang to "Attention," and the Major, who had been standing on +the edge of the field, walked forward to inspect. + +Every morning was spent in this manner, except for those who had +special courses to follow. We devoted all our time and attention to +"Forming Fours" in as perfect a manner as possible; to saluting with +the greatest accuracy and fierceness; and to unwearying repetition of +every movement and detail, until machinelike precision was attained. + +All that we were doing then is the very foundation and essence of good +discipline. Discipline is the state to which a man is trained, in +order that under all circumstances he shall carry out without +secondary reasoning any order that may be given him by a superior. +There is nothing of a servile nature in this form of obedience. Each +man realizes that it is for the good of the whole. By placing his +implicit confidence in the commands of one of a higher rank than his +own, he gives an earnest of his ability to himself command at some +future time. It is but another proof of the old adage, that the man +who obeys least is the least fitted to command. + + [Illustration: _Copyright by Underwood & Underwood, N.Y._ + A BRITISH TANK IN THE LIBERTY LOAN PARADE IN NEW YORK] + +When this war started, certain large formations, with the sheer lust +for fighting in their blood, did not, while being formed, realize the +absolute necessity of unending drill and inspection. Their first cry +was, "Give us a rifle, a bayonet, and a bomb, show us how to use them, +and we will do the rest." Acting upon this idea, they flung themselves +into battle, disregarding the iron rules of a preliminary training. At +first their very impetus and courage carried them over incredible +obstacles. But after a time, and as their best were killed off, the +original blaze died down, and the steady flame of ingrained discipline +was not there to take the place of burning enthusiasm. The terrible +waste and useless sacrifice that ensued showed only too plainly that +even the greatest individual bravery is not enough. + +In this modern warfare there are many trials and experiences +unimagined before, which wear down the actual will-power of the men +who undergo them. When troops are forced to sit in a trench under the +most terrific shell-fire, the nerve-racking noise, the sight of their +comrades and their defences being blown to atoms, and the constant +fear that they themselves will be the next to go, all deprive the +ordinary mind of vital initiative. Having lost the active mental +powers that a human being possesses, they are reduced to the level of +machines. The officers and non-commissioned officers, on whom the +responsibility of leadership rests, have that spur to maintain their +equilibrium, but the private soldiers, who have themselves only to +think of, are the most open to this devastating influence. If these +machines are to be controlled, as they must be, by an exterior +intelligence, they must obey automatically, and if in the past +automatic obedience has not been implanted, there is nothing to take +its place. + +The only means by which to obtain inherent response to a given order +is so to train a man in minute details, by constant, inflexible +insistence on perfection, that it becomes part of his being to obey +without thinking. + +It must not be presumed that, in obtaining this almost inhuman +reaction, all independent qualities are obliterated. For, though a +man's mind is adjusted to carrying out, without questioning, any task +that is demanded of him, yet in the execution of this duty he is +allowed the full scope of his invention and initiative. + +Thus, by this dull and unending routine, we laid the foundation of +that inevitable success toward which we were slowly working. + +When the Company dismissed, the Major, Talbot, and the Old Bird walked +over to lunch together. + +"Well, it's a great war, isn't it?" said the Major, turning to the +other two. + +"It's very nice to have got through a couple of shows, sir," replied +Talbot. "What do you think about it, Old Bird?" + +"Well, of course, war is all very well for those who like it. But give +me the Base every time," answered the Old Bird, true to his +reputation. Then, turning to the Major with his most ingratiating +smile, he said, "By the way, sir, what about a few days in Boulogne?" + +FOOTNOTES: + +[1] A late, third-rate English pantomime producer. + +[2] Stands for Army Service Corps, and its equivalent in the American +Army is the Quartermaster's Corps. + + + + +IX + +A PHILOSOPHY OF WAR + + +It has often been observed that if this war is to end war for all +time, and if all the sacrifices and misery and suffering will help to +prevent any recurrence of them, then it is well worth while. + +In these days of immediate demands and quick results, this question is +too vague and too far-reaching to bring instant consolation. Apart +from that, too, it cannot decide whether any war, however great, can +ever abolish the natural and primitive fighting instinct in man. + +The source from which we must draw the justification for our optimism +lies much nearer to hand. We must regard the effect that warring life +has already produced upon each individual member of the nations who +are and who are not engaged in it. + +At the very heart of it is the effect on the man who is actually +fighting. Take the case of him who before the war was either working +in a factory, who was a clerk in a business house, or who was nothing +at all beyond the veriest loafer and bar-lounger. To begin with, he +was perhaps purely selfish. The foundation of his normal life was +self-protection. Whether worthless or worthy, whether hating or +respecting his superiors, the private gain and comfort for himself and +his was the object of his existence. He becomes a soldier, and that +act alone is a conversion. His wife and children are cared for, it is +true; but he himself, for a shilling a day, sells to his country his +life, his health, his pleasures, and his hopes for the future. To make +good measure he throws in cheerfulness, devotion, philosophy, humour, +and an unfailing kindness. One man, for instance, sells up three +grocery businesses in the heart of Lancashire, an ambition which it +has taken him ten years to accomplish. Without a trace of bitterness +he divorces himself from the routine of a lifetime, and goes out to +France to begin life again at the very bottom of a new ladder. He who +for years had many men under him is now under all, and receives, +unquestioningly, orders which in a different sphere he had been +accustomed to give. Apart from the mere letter of obedience and +discipline he gains a spirit of devotion and self-sacrifice, which +turns the bare military instrument into a divine virtue. He may, for +instance, take up the duties of an officer's servant. Immediately he +throws himself whole-heartedly into a new form of selfless generosity, +which leads him to a thousand ways of care and forethought, that even +the tenderest woman could hardly conceive. The man who receives this +unwavering devotion can only accept it with the knowledge that no one +can deserve it, and that it is greater gain to him who gives than to +him who takes. + +What life of peace is there that produces this god-like fibre in the +plainest of men? Why, indeed, is it produced in the life of war? It is +because in war sordidness and petty worries are eliminated; because +the one great and ever-present fear, the fear of death, reduces all +other considerations to their proper values. The actual fear of death +is always present, but this fear itself cannot be sordid when men can +meet it of their own free will and with the most total absence of +cringing or of cowardice. + +In commercial rivalry a man will sacrifice the friend of years to gain +a given sum, which will insure him increased material comforts. In war +a man will deliberately sacrifice the life for which he wanted those +comforts, to save perhaps a couple of men who have no claim on him +whatsoever. He who before feared any household calamity now throws +himself upon a live bomb, which, even though he might escape himself, +will without his action kill other men who are near it. This deed +loses none of its value because of the general belief among soldiers +that life is cheap. Other men's lives are cheap. One's own life is +always very dear. + +One of the most precious results has been the resurrection of the +quality of admiration. The man who before the war said, "Why is he my +master?" is now only too glad to accept a leader who is a leader +indeed. He has learned that as his leader cannot do without him, so he +cannot do without his leader, and although each is of equal +importance in the scheme of affairs, their positions in the scheme are +different. He has learned that there is a higher equality than the +equality of class: it is the equality of spirit. + +This same feeling is reflected, more especially among the leaders of +the men, in the complete disappearance of snobbishness. No such +artificial imposition can survive in a life where inherent value +automatically finds its level; where a disguise which in peace-time +passed as superiority, now disintegrates when in contact with this +life of essentials. For war is, above all, a reduction to essentials. +It is the touchstone which proves the qualities of our youth's +training. All those pleasures that formed the gamut of a young man's +life either fall away completely or find their proper place. Sport, +games, the open-air life, have taught him that high cheerfulness, +through failure or success, which makes endurance possible. But the +complicated, artificial pleasures of ordinary times have receded into +a dim, unspoken background. The wholesomeness of the existence that +he now leads has taught him to delight in the most simple and natural +of things. This throwing aside of the perversions and fripperies of an +over-civilization has forced him to regard them with a disgust that +can never allow him to be tempted again by their inducements of +delight and dissipation. The natural, healthy desires which a man is +sometimes inclined to indulge in are no longer veiled under a mask of +hypocrisy. They are treated in a perfectly outspoken fashion as the +necessary accompaniments to a hard, open-air life, where a man's +vitality is at its best. In consequence of this, and as the result of +the deepening of man's character which war inevitably produces, the +sense of adventure and mystery which accompanied the fulfilment of +these desires has disappeared, and with it to a great extent the +desires themselves have assumed a far less importance. + +In peace, and especially in war, the young man's creed is casualness. +Not the casualness of carelessness, but that which comes from the +knowledge that up to each given point he has done his best. It is +this fundamental peace of mind which comes to a soldier that forms the +beauty of his life. The order received must be obeyed in its exact +degree, neither more nor less; and the responsibility, though great, +is clearly defined. Each man must use his individual intelligence +within the scope of the part assigned to him. The responsibility +differs in kind, but not in degree, and the last link of the chain is +as important as the first. There can be no shirking or shifting, and, +knowing this, each task is finished, rounded out, and put away. One +might think that this made thought mechanical: but it is mechanical +only in so far as each man's intelligence is concentrated on his own +particular duty, and each part working in perfect order contributes to +the unison through which the whole machine develops its power. Thus +the military life induces in men a clearer and more accurate habit of +thought, and teaches each one to do his work well and above all to do +his own work only. + +From this very simplicity of life, which brings out a calmness of mind +and that equable temperament that minor worries can no longer shake, +springs the mental leisure which gives time for other and unaccustomed +ideas. Men who wittingly, time and again, have faced but escaped +death, will inevitably begin to think what death may mean. As the +first lessons of obedience teach each man that he needs a leader to +pass through a certain crisis, so the crisis of death, where man must +pass alone, demands a still higher Leader. With the admission that no +man is self-sufficient, that sin of pride, which is the strongest +barrier between a man and his God, falls away. He is forced, if only +in self-defence, to recognize that faith in some all-sufficient Power +is the only thing that will carry him through. If he could cut away +the thousand sins of thought, man would automatically find himself at +faith. It is the central but often hidden point of our intelligence; +and although there are a hundred roads that lead to it, they may be +completely blocked. The clean flame of the disciplined life burns away +the rubbish that chokes these roads, and faith becomes a nearer and +more constant thing. + +The sadness of war lies in the loss of actual personalities, but it is +only by means of these losses that this surrender can be attained. + +It must not be thought that faith comes overnight as a free gift. It +is a long and slow process of many difficult steps. There may be first +the actual literal crumbling, unknown in peace-time, of one's solid +surroundings, to be repeated perhaps again and again until the old +habit of reliance upon them is uprooted. Then comes the realization +that this life at the front has but two possible endings. The first is +to be so disabled that a man's fighting days are over. The other is +death. Instant death rather than a slow death from wounds. Every man +hopes for a wound which will send him home to England. That, however, +is only a respite, as his return to France follows upon his +convalescence. The other most important step is the loss of one's +friends. It is not the fact of actually seeing them killed, for in the +chaos and tumult of a battle the mind hardly registers such +impressions. One's only feeling is the purely primitive one of relief, +that it is another and not one's self. It is only afterwards, when +the excitement is over, and a man realizes that again there is a space +of life, for him, but not for his friend, that the loneliness and the +loss are felt. He then says to himself, "Why am I spared when many +better men have gone?" At first resentment swallows up all other +emotions. In time, when this bitterness begins to pass, the belief +that somehow this loss is of some avail, carries him a little farther +on the road to faith. This all comes to the man who before the war +believed that the world was made for his pleasure, and who treated +life from that standpoint. All that he wanted he took without asking. +Now, all that he has he gives without being asked. + +Woman, too, gives more than herself. She gives her men, her peace of +mind and all that makes her life worth living. The man after all may +have little hope, but while he is alive he has the daily pleasures of +health, vitality, excitement, and a thousand interests. A woman has +but a choice of sorrows: the sorrow of unbearable suspense or the +acceptance of the end. + +Yet it needed this war to show again to women what they could best do +in life: to love their men, bear their children, care for the sick and +suffering, and learn to endure. It has taught them also to accept from +man what he is able or willing to give, and to admit a higher claim +than their own. They have been forced to put aside the demands and +exactions which they felt before were their right, and to accept +loneliness and loss without murmur or question. + +A woman who loses her son loses the supreme reason of her existence; +and yet the day after the news has come, she goes back to her work for +the sons of other women. If she has more sons to give she gives them, +and faces again the eternal suspense that she has lived through +before. The younger women, who in times of peace would have looked +forward to an advantageous and comfortable marriage, will now marry +men whom they may never see again after the ten days' honeymoon is +over, and will unselfishly face the very real possibility of widowhood +and lonely motherhood. They have had to learn the old lesson that work +for others is the only cure for sorrow, and they have learned too +that it is the only cure for all those petty worries and boredoms +which assailed them in times of peace. If they have learned this, then +again one may say that war is worth while. + +What effect has the war had upon those countries who in the beginning +were not engaged in it? The United States, for instance, has for three +years been an onlooker. The people of that country have had every +opportunity to view, in their proper perspectives, the feelings and +changes brought about among the men and women of the combatant +countries. At first, the enormous casualties, the sufferings and the +sorrow, led them to believe that nothing was worth the price they +would have to pay, were they to enter into the lists. For in the +beginning, before that wonderful philosophy of spirit and cheerfulness +of outlook arose, and before the far-reaching effects of the sacrifice +of loved ones could be perceived, there seemed to be little reason or +right for such a train of desolation. They were perfectly justified, +too, in thinking this, when insufficient time had elapsed to enable +them to judge of the immense, sweeping, beneficial effects that this +struggle has produced in the moral fibre and stamina of the nations +engaged. + +It must be remembered that the horrors of the imagination are far +worse than the realities. The men who fight and the women who tend +their wounds suffer mentally far less than those who paint the +pictures in their minds, from data which so very often are grossly +exaggerated. One must realize that the hardships of war are merely +transient. Men suffer untold discomforts, and yet, when these +sufferings are over and mind and body are at ease for a while, they +are completely forgotten. The only mark they leave is the +disinclination to undergo them again. But on those who do not realize +them in their actuality, they cause a far more terrifying effect. + +Now, others, as well, have discovered that war's advantages outweigh +so much its losses. They who with their own eyes had seen the +wonderful fortitude with which men stand pain, and the amazing +submission with which women bear sorrow, returned full of zeal and +enthusiasm, to carry the torch of this uplifting flame to their own +countrymen. + +Others will realize, too, that although one may lose one's best, yet +one's worst is made better. The women will find that the characters of +their men will become softened. The clear-cut essentials of a life of +war must make the mind of man direct. It may be brutal in its +simplicity, but it is clear and frank. Yet to counteract this, the +continual sight of suffering bravely borne, the deep love and humility +that the devotion of others unconsciously produces, bring about this +charity of feeling, this desire to forgive and this moderation in +criticism, which is so marked in those who have passed through the +strenuous, searing realities of war. Since the thirty pieces of +silver, no minted coin in the world has bought so much as has the +King's shilling of to-day. + + +THE END + + + + +The Riverside Press +CAMBRIDGE · MASSACHUSETTS +U·S·A + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Life in a Tank, by Richard Haigh + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LIFE IN A TANK *** + +***** This file should be named 28319-8.txt or 28319-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/2/8/3/1/28319/ + +Produced by Jeannie Howse and Friend, and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by The Internet Archive/Canadian Libraries) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Life in a Tank + +Author: Richard Haigh + +Release Date: March 13, 2009 [EBook #28319] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LIFE IN A TANK *** + + + + +Produced by Jeannie Howse and Friend, and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by The Internet Archive/Canadian Libraries) + + + + + + +</pre> + + + +<br /> +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h3>LIFE IN A TANK</h3> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> + +<div class="img"><a name="frontis" id="frontis"></a> +<a href="images/frontis.jpg"> +<img border="0" src="images/frontis.jpg" width="48%" alt="A Tank on its Way into Action" /></a><br /> +<p class="cen" style="margin-top: .2em;">A TANK ON ITS WAY INTO ACTION<span class="totoi"><a href="#toi">ToList</a></span></p> +</div> + +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> + + +<h1>LIFE IN A TANK</h1> + +<br /> + +<h4><i>By</i></h4> +<h3>RICHARD HAIGH, M.C.</h3> +<h4>CAPTAIN IN THE TANK CORPS</h4> + +<br /> + +<h4><i>With Illustrations</i></h4> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<div class="img"> +<img border="0" src="images/deco.jpg" width="12%" alt="Publisher's Mark" /> +</div> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h5>BOSTON AND NEW YORK<br /> +HOUGHTON MIFFLIN COMPANY<br /> +The Riverside Press Cambridge</h5> + +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h5>COPYRIGHT, 1918, BY RICHARD HAIGH<br /> +<br /> +ALL RIGHTS RESERVED<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<i>Published June 1918</i></h5> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="toc" id="toc"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Contents</h2> +<br /> + +<div class="centered"> +<table border="0" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" width="65%" summary="Table of Contents"> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">I.</td> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#I">The Meaning of the Tank Corps</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">II.</td> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#II">First Days of Training</a></td> + <td class="tdr">11</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">III.</td> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#III">Later Days of Training</a></td> + <td class="tdr">37</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">IV.</td> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#IV">Moving up the Line</a></td> + <td class="tdr">49</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">V.</td> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#V">Preparations for the Show</a></td> + <td class="tdr">61</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">VI.</td> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#VI">The First Battle</a></td> + <td class="tdr">76</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">VII.</td> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#VII">The Second Battle</a></td> + <td class="tdr">90</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">VIII.</td> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#VIII">Rest and Discipline</a></td> + <td class="tdr">120</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">IX.</td> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#IX">A Philosophy of War</a></td> + <td class="tdr">128</td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="toi" id="toi"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Illustrations</h2> +<br /> + +<div class="centered"> +<table border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="65%" summary="List of Illustrations"> + <tr> + <td class="tdl" width="80%">A Tank on its Way into Action</td> + <td class="tdr" width="20%"><a href="#frontis"><i>Frontispiece</i></a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl2">British Official Photograph</td> + <td class="tdr"> </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl">King George and Queen Mary inspecting a Tank on the British + Front in France</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#imagep008">8</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl2">British Official Photograph</td> + <td class="tdr"> </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl">A British Tank and its Crew in New York</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#imagep020">20</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl2">Photograph by Underwood & Underwood</td> + <td class="tdr"> </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl">A Tank moving to the Attack down what was once a Main Street</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#imagep056">56</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl2">British Official Photograph</td> + <td class="tdr"> </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl">A Tank going over a Trench on its Way into Action</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#imagep072">72</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl2">British Official Photograph</td> + <td class="tdr"> </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl">A Tank halfway over the Top and awaiting the Order to + Advance in the Battle of Menin Road</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#imagep080">80</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl2">Photograph by Underwood & Underwood</td> + <td class="tdr"> </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl">A Tank bringing in a Captured German Gun under Protection + of Camouflage</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#imagep112">112</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl2">Photograph by Underwood & Underwood</td> + <td class="tdr"> </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl">A British Tank in the Liberty Loan Parade in New York</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#imagep124">124</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl2">Photograph by Underwood & Underwood</td> + <td class="tdr"> </td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="I" id="I"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[1]</a></span><br /> + +<h1>LIFE IN A TANK</h1> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h2>I</h2> + +<h3>THE MEANING OF THE TANK CORPS<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> +<br /> + +<p>TANKS!</p> + +<p>To the uninitiated—as were we in those days when we returned to the +Somme, too late to see the tanks make their first dramatic +entrance—the name conjures up a picture of an iron monster, breathing +fire and exhaling bullets and shells, hurling itself against the +enemy, unassailable by man and impervious to the most deadly engines +of war; sublime, indeed, in its expression of indomitable power and +resolution.</p> + +<p>This picture was one of the two factors which attracted us toward the +Heavy Branch Machine-Gun Corps—as the Tank Corps was known in the +first year of its being. On the Somme we had seen a derelict tank, +wrecked, despoiled of her guns, and forsaken in No <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2">[2]</a></span>Man's Land. We had +swarmed around and over her, wild with curiosity, much as the +Lilliputians must have swarmed around the prostrate Gulliver. Our +imagination was fired.</p> + +<p>The second factor was, frankly, that we were tired of going over the +top as infantrymen. The first time that a man goes into an attack, he +as a rule enjoys it. He has no conception of its horrors,—no, not +horrors, for war possesses no horrors,—but, rather, he has no +knowledge of the sudden realization of the sweetness of life that +comes to a man when he is "up against it." The first time, it is a +splendid, ennobling novelty. And as for the "show" itself, in actual +practice it is more like a dream which only clarifies several days +later, after it is all over. But to do the same thing a second and +third and fourth time, is to bring a man face to face with Death in +its fullest and most realistic uncertainty. In soldier jargon he "gets +most awful wind up." It is five minutes before "Zero Hour." All +preparations are complete. You are waiting for the signal to hop over +the parapet. Very probably the Boche knows that you are <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[3]</a></span>coming, and +is already skimming the sandbags with his machine guns and knocking +little pieces of earth and stone into your face. Extraordinary, how +maddening is the sting of these harmless little pebbles and bits of +dirt! The bullets ricochet away with a peculiar singing hiss, or crack +overhead when they go too high. The shells which burst on the other +side of the parapet shake the ground with a dull thud and crash. There +are two minutes to wait before going over. Then is the time when a man +feels a sinking sensation in his stomach; when his hands tremble ever +so slightly, and when he offers up a pathetic little prayer to God +that if he's a bit of a sportsman he may be spared from death, should +his getting through not violate the divine and fatalistic plans. He +has that unpleasant lack of knowledge of what comes beyond. For after +all, with the most intense belief in the world, it is hard to +reconcile the comforting feeling of what one knows with that terrible +dread of the unknown.</p> + +<p>A man has no great and glorious ideas that nothing matters because he +is ready to die for <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[4]</a></span>his country. He is, of course, ready to die for +her. But he does not think about it. He lights a cigarette and tries +to be nonchalant, for he knows that his men are watching him, and it +is his duty to keep up a front for their sake. Probably, at the same +time, they are keeping up a front for him. Then the Sergeant Major +comes along, cool and smiling, as if he were out for a stroll at home. +Suddenly he is an immense comfort. One forgets that sinking feeling in +the stomach and thinks, "How easy and jolly he is! What a splendid +fellow!" Immediately, one begins unconsciously to imitate him. Then +another thinks the same thing about one, and begins to imitate too. So +it passes on, down the line. But there is nothing heroic or exalting +in going over the top.</p> + +<p>This, then, was our possible second reason for preferring to attack +inside bullet-proof steel; not that death is less likely in a tank, +but there seems to be a more sporting chance with a shell than with a +bullet. The enemy infantryman looks along his sight and he has you for +a certainty, but the gunner cannot be so accurate <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[5]</a></span>and twenty yards +may mean a world of difference. Above all, the new monster had our +imaginations in thrall. Here were novelty and wonderful developments.</p> + +<p>In the end of 1916, therefore, a certain number of officers and men +received their orders to join the H.B.M.G.C., and proceeded +sorrowfully and joyfully away from the trenches. Sorrowfully, because +it is a poor thing to leave your men and your friends in danger, and +get out of it yourself into something new and fresh; joyfully, because +one is, after all, but human.</p> + +<p>About thirty miles behind the line some villages were set aside for +the housing and training of the new units. Each unit had a nucleus of +men who had already served in tanks, with the new arrivals spread +around to make up to strength.</p> + +<p>The new arrivals came from all branches of the Service; Infantry, +Sappers, Gunners, Cavalry, and the Army Service Corps. Each man was +very proud of his own Branch; and a wonderfully healthy rivalry and +affection <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[6]</a></span>sprang up between them. The gunner twitted the sapper, the +cavalryman made jokes at the A.S.C., and the infantryman groused at +the whole lot. But all knew at the bottom of their hearts, how each is +essential to the other.</p> + +<p>It was to be expected when all these varied men came together, that +the inculcating of a proper <i>esprit de corps</i>—the training of each +individual in an entirely new science for the benefit of the +whole—would prove a very difficult and painstaking task. But the +wonderful development, however, in a few months, of a large, +heterogeneous collection of men into a solid, keen, self-sacrificing +unit, was but another instance of the way in which war improves the +character and temperament of man.</p> + +<p>It was entirely new for men who were formerly in a regiment, full of +traditions, to find themselves in the Tank Corps. Here was a Corps, +the functions of which resulted from an idea born of the exigencies of +this science-demanding war. Unlike every other branch of the Service, +it has no regimental history to direct it, no traditions upon which to +build, and still <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[7]</a></span>more important from a practical point of view, no +experience from which to draw for guidance, either in training or in +action. In the Infantry, the attack has resulted from a steady +development in ideas and tactics, with past wars to give a foundation +and this present one to suggest changes and to bring about remedies +for the defects which crop up daily. With this new weapon, which was +launched on the Somme on September 15, 1916, the tactics had to be +decided upon with no realistic experimentation as ground work; and, +moreover, with the very difficult task of working in concert with +other arms of the Service that had had two years of fighting, from +which to learn wisdom.</p> + +<p>With regard to discipline, too,—of all things the most important, for +the success of a battle has depended, does, and always will depend, +upon the state of discipline of the troops engaged,—all old regiments +have their staff of regular instructors to drill and teach recruits. +In them has grown up that certain feeling and loyalty which time and +past deeds have done so much to foster and cherish. Here were <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[8]</a></span>we, +lacking traditions, history, and experience of any kind.</p> + +<p>It is easy to realize the responsibility that lay not only upon the +Chief of this new Corps, but upon each individual and lowest member +thereof. It was for us all to produce <i>esprit de corps</i>, and to +produce it quickly. It was necessary for us to develop a love of the +work, not because we felt it was worth while, but because we knew that +success or failure depended on each man's individual efforts.</p> + +<p>But, naturally, the real impetus came from the top, and no admiration +or praise can be worthy of that small number of men in whose hands the +real destinies of this new formation lay; who were continually +devising new schemes and ideas for binding the whole together, and for +turning that whole into a highly efficient, up-to-date machine.</p> + +<div class="img"><a name="imagep008" id="imagep008"></a> +<a href="images/imagep008.jpg"> +<img border="0" src="images/imagep008.jpg" width="85%" alt="King George and Queen Mary in France" /></a><br /> +<p class="cen" style="margin-top: .2em;">KING GEORGE AND QUEEN MARY INSPECTING A TANK ON THE +BRITISH FRONT IN FRANCE<span class="totoi"><a href="#toi">ToList</a></span></p> +</div> + +<p>"How did the tank happen to be invented?" is a common question. The +answer is that in past wars experience has made it an axiom that the +defenders suffer more casualties than the attacking forces. From the +first days of 1914, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[9]</a></span>however, this condition was reversed, and whole +waves of attacking troops were mown down by two or three machine guns, +each manned, possibly, by not more than three men. There may be in a +certain sector, before an attack, an enormous preliminary bombardment +which is destined to knock out guns, observation posts, dumps, men, +and above all, machine-gun emplacements. Nevertheless, it has been +found in actual practice that despite the most careful observation and +equally careful study of aeroplane photographs, there are, as a rule, +just one or two machine guns which, either through bad luck or through +precautions on the part of the enemy, have escaped destruction. These +are the guns which inflict the damage when the infantrymen go over and +which may hold up a whole attack.</p> + +<p>It was thought, therefore, that a machine might be devised which would +cross shell-craters, wire and trenches, and be at the same time +impervious to bullets, and which would contain a certain number of +guns to be used for knocking out such machine guns as were <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[10]</a></span>still in +use, or to lay low the enemy infantry. With this idea, a group of men, +in the end of 1915, devised the present type of heavy armoured car. In +order to keep the whole plan as secret as possible, about twenty-five +square miles of ground in Great Britain were set aside and surrounded +with armed guards. There, through all the spring and early summer of +1916, the work was carried on, without the slightest hint of its +existence reaching the outside world. Then, one night, the tanks were +loaded up and shipped over to France, to make that first sensational +appearance on the Somme, with the success which warranted their +further production on a larger and more ambitious scale.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="II" id="II"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[11]</a></span><br /> + +<h2>II</h2> + +<h3>FIRST DAYS OF TRAINING<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> +<br /> + +<p>We were at a rest camp on the Somme when the chit first came round +regarding the joining of the H.B.M.G.C. The Colonel came up to us one +day with some papers in his hand.</p> + +<p>"Does anybody want to join this?" he asked.</p> + +<p>We all crowded around to find out what "this" might be.</p> + +<p>"Tanks!" some one cried. Some were facetious; others indifferent; a +few mildly interested. But no one seemed very keen about it, +especially as the tanks in those days had a reputation for rather +heavy casualties. Only Talbot, remembering the derelict and the +interest she had inspired, said, with a laugh,—</p> + +<p>"I rather think I'll put my name down, sir. Nothing will come of it, +but one might just as well try." And taking one of the papers he +filled it in, while the others stood around making all the remarks +appropriate to such an occasion.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[12]</a></span>Two or three weeks went by and Talbot had forgotten all about it, in +the more absorbing events which crowded months into days on the Somme.</p> + +<p>One day the Adjutant came up to him and, smiling, put out his hand.</p> + +<p>"Well, good-bye, Talbot. Good luck."</p> + +<p>When a man puts out his hand and says "Good-bye," you naturally take +the proffered hand and say "Good-bye," too. Talbot found himself +saying "Good-bye" before he realized what he was doing. Then he +laughed.</p> + +<p>"Now that I've said 'Good-bye,' where am I going?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"To the Tanks," the Adjutant replied.</p> + +<p>So he was really to go; really to leave behind his battalion, his +friends, his men, and his servant. For a moment the Somme and the camp +seemed the most desirable places on earth. He thought he must have +been a fool the day he signed that paper signifying his desire to join +another Corps. But it was done now. There were his orders in the +Colonel's hand.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[13]</a></span>"When do I start, sir? And where do I go?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"You're to leave immediately for B——, wherever that is. Take your +horse as far as the railhead and get a train for B——, where the Tank +Headquarters are. Good-bye, Talbot; I'm sorry to lose you." A silent +handshake, and they parted.</p> + +<p>Talbot's kit was packed and sent off on the transport. A few minutes +later he was shaking hands all round. His spirits were rising at the +thought of this new adventure, but it was a wrench, leaving his +regiment. It was, in a way, he thought, as if he were turning his back +on an old friend. The face of Dobbin, his groom, as he brought the +horses round was not conducive to cheer. He must get the business over +and be off. So he mounted and rode off through a gray, murky drizzle, +to the railhead about eight miles away. There came the parting with +Dobbin and with his pony. Horses mean as much as men sometimes, and +his had worked so nobly with him through the mud on the Somme. He +wondered if there would <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[14]</a></span>be any one in the new place who would be so +faithful to him as Polly. Finally, there was Dobbin riding away, back +to M——, with the horse, and its empty saddle, trotting along beside +him. It was simply rotten leaving them all!</p> + +<p>One has, however, little time for introspection in the Army, and +especially when one engages in a tilt with an R.T.O. The R.T.O. has +been glorified by an imaginative soul with the title of "Royal +Transportation Officer." As a matter of fact, the "R" does not stand +for "royal," but for "railway," and the "T" is "transport," nothing so +grandiose as "transportation." Now an R.T.O.'s job, though it may be a +safe one, is not enviable. He is forced to combine the qualities of +booking-clerk, station-master, goods-agent, information clerk, and day +and night watchman all into one. In consequence of this it is +necessary for the traveller's speech and attitude to be strictly +soothing and complimentary. Talbot's obsession at this moment was as +to whether B—— was near or far back from the line.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[15]</a></span>If he supposed that B—— was "near" the line, the R.T.O. might tell +him—just to prove how kind Fate is—that it was a good many miles in +the rear. But no such luck. The R.T.O. coldly informed Talbot that he +hadn't the slightest idea where B—— was. He only knew that trains +went there. And, by the way, the trains didn't go there direct. It +would be necessary for him to change at Boulogne. Talbot noticed these +signs of thawing with delight. And to change at Boulogne! Life was +brighter.</p> + +<p>Travelling in France in the northern area, at the present time, would +seem to be a refutation of the truth that a straight line is the +shortest distance between two points. For in order to arrive at one's +destination, it is usually necessary to go about sixty miles out of +one's way,—hence the necessity for Talbot's going to Boulogne in +order to get a train running north.</p> + +<p>He arrived at Boulogne only to find that the train for B—— left in +an hour.</p> + +<p>He strolled out into the streets. Boulogne had then become the Mecca +for all those in <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[16]</a></span>search of gaiety. Here were civilized people once +again. And a restaurant with linen and silver and shining glass, and +the best dinner he had ever eaten.</p> + +<p>When he had paid his bill and gone out, he stopped at the corner of +the street just to look at the people passing by. A large part of the +monotony of this war is occasioned, of course, by the fact that the +soldier sees nothing but the everlasting drab of uniforms. When a man +is in the front line, or just behind, for weeks at a time he sees +nothing but soldiers, soldiers, soldiers! Each man has the same +coloured uniform; each has the same pattern tunic, the same puttees. +Each is covered with the same mud for days at a time. It is the +occasion for a thrill when a "Brass Hat" arrives, for he at least has +the little brilliant red tabs on his tunic! A man sometimes finds +himself envying the soldiers of the old days who could have occasional +glimpses of the dashing uniforms of their officers, and although a red +coat makes a target of a man, the colour is at least more cheerful +than the eternal khaki. The old-time <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[17]</a></span>soldier had his red coat and his +bands, blaring encouragingly. The soldier of to-day has his drab and +no music at all, unless he sings. And every man in an army is not +gifted with a voice.</p> + +<p>So Talbot looked with joy on the charming dresses and still more +charming faces of the women and girls who passed him. Even the men in +their civilian clothes were good to look upon.</p> + +<p>Riding on French trains is very soothing unless one is in a hurry. But +unlike a man in civil life, the soldier has no interest in the speed +of trains. The civilian takes it as a personal affront if his train is +a few minutes late, or if it does not go as fast as he thinks it +should. But the soldier can afford to let the Government look after +such minor details. The train moved along at a leisurely pace through +the lovely French countryside, making frequent friendly stops at +wayside stations. On the platform at Étaples station was posted a +rhyme which read:—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"A wise old owl lived in an oak,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The more he saw, the less he spoke;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The less he spoke, the more he heard;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Soldiers should imitate that old bird."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[18]</a></span>It was the first time that Talbot had seen this warlike ditty. Its +intention was to guard soldiers from saying too much in front of +strangers. Talbot vowed, however, to apply its moral to himself at all +times and under all conditions.</p> + +<p>From nine in the morning until half-past two in the afternoon they +rolled along, and had covered by this time the extraordinary distance +of about forty miles! Here at last was the station of Saint-P——.</p> + +<p>Talbot looked about him. Standing near was an officer with the +Machine-Gun Corps Badge, whom he hailed, and questioned about the +Headquarters of the Tank Corps.</p> + +<p>"About ten miles from here. Are you going there?" the fellow asked.</p> + +<p>Talbot explained that he hoped to, and being saturated with Infantry +ideas, he wondered if a passing motor lorry might give him a lift.</p> + +<p>The man laughed. "Why don't you telephone Headquarters and ask them to +send a car over for you?" he asked.</p> + +<p>Talbot did not quite know whether the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[19]</a></span>fellow were ragging him or not. +He decided that he was, for who had ever heard of "telephoning for a +car"?</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't believe I'll do that—thanks very much for the hint, all +the same," he said. "Just tell me which road to take and I'll be quite +all right."</p> + +<p>The officer smiled.</p> + +<p>"I'm quite serious about it," he said. "We all telephone for cars when +we need them. There's really no point in your walking—in fact, +they'll be surprised if you stroll in upon them. Try telephoning and +you'll find they won't die of shock."</p> + +<p>Partly to see whether they would or not, and partly because he found +the prospect of a motor car more agreeable than a ten-mile walk, +Talbot telephoned. Here he experienced another pleasant surprise, for +he was put through to Headquarters with no difficulty at all. A +cheerful voice answered and he stated his case.</p> + +<p>"Cheero," the voice replied. "We'll have a car there for you in an +hour—haven't one now, but there will be one ready shortly."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[20]</a></span>Saint-P—— was a typical French town, and Talbot strolled around. +There were soldiers everywhere, but the town had never seen the +Germans, and it was a pleasant place. There was, too, a refreshing +lack of thick mud—at least it was not a foot deep.</p> + +<p>Although Talbot could not quite believe that the car would +materialize, it proved to be a substantial fact in the form of a +box-body, and in about an hour he was speeding toward Headquarters. It +was dark when they reached the village, and as they entered, he +experienced that curious feeling of apprehensive expectancy with which +one approaches the spot where one is to live and work for some time to +come. The car slowed up to pass some carts on the road, and started +forward with such a jerk that Talbot was precipitated from the back of +the machine into the road. He picked himself up, covered with mud. The +solemn face of the driver did not lessen his discomfiture. Here was a +strange village, strange men, and he was covered with mud!</p> + +<div class="img"><a name="imagep020" id="imagep020"></a> +<a href="images/imagep020.jpg"> +<img border="0" src="images/imagep020.jpg" width="85%" alt="A British Tank and its crew in New York" /></a><br /> +<p class="right" style="margin-top: .2em; font-size: 90%;"><i>Copyright by Underwood & Underwood, N.Y.</i></p> +<p class="cen" style="margin-top: .2em;">A BRITISH TANK AND ITS CREW IN NEW YORK<span class="totoi"><a href="#toi">ToList</a></span></p> +</div> + +<p>Making himself as presentable as possible, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[21]</a></span>Talbot reported to +Headquarters, and was posted to "J" Company, 4th Battalion. That night +he had dinner with them. New men were arriving every few minutes, and +the next day, after he had been transferred to "K" Company, they +continued to arrive. The nucleus of this company were officers of the +original tanks, three or four of them perhaps, and the rest was made +up with the newcomers.</p> + +<p>Men continued to arrive in driblets, from the beginning of December to +the first of January. When a new man joins an old regiment there is a +reserve about the others which is rather chilling. They wait to see +whether he is going to fit in, before they make any attempts to fit +him in. In a way, this very aloofness makes for comfort on the part of +the newcomer. At mess, he is left alone until he is absorbed +naturally. It gives him a chance to find his level.</p> + +<p>All this was different with the Tank Corps. With the exception of the +very few officers who were "old men," we were all painfully new, so +that we regarded one another without criticism and came to know each +other without having <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[22]</a></span>to break through the wall of reserve and +instinctive mistrust which is characteristically British. A happy bond +of good-fellowship was formed immediately.</p> + +<p>The first few days were spent in finding billets for the men. They +were finally quartered at a hospice in the village. This was a private +almshouse, in charge of a group of French nuns, where lived a number +of old men and women, most of them in the last stages of consumption. +The Hospice consisted of the old Abbey of Ste. Berthe, built in the +twelfth century, and several outbuildings around a courtyard. In these +barns lived the men, and one large room was reserved for the officers' +mess. The Company Orderly Room and Quartermaster's Stores were also +kept in the Hospice, and four or five officers were quartered above +the Refectory. The buildings were clean and comfortable, and the only +drawback lay in the fact that one sometimes found it objectionable to +have to look at these poor old creatures, dragging themselves around. +They had nothing to do, it seemed, but to wait and die. One old man +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[23]</a></span>was a gruesome sight. He was about ninety years old and spent his days +walking about the courtyard, wearing a cigarette tin hung around his +neck, into which he used to cough with such terrible effort that it +seemed as if he would die every time the spasm shook him. As a matter +of fact, he and many others did die before we left the village: the +extreme cold was too much for them; or perhaps it was the fact that +their quiet had been invaded by the "mad English."</p> + +<p>It was during this time that Talbot developed a positive genius for +disappearing whenever a gray habit came into sight. The nuns were +splendid women: kind and hospitable and eager for our comfort, but +they did not like to be imposed upon, however slightly. The first +thing that Frenchwomen do—and these nuns were no exception—when +soldiers are billeted with them, is to learn who is the officer in +charge, in order that they may lose no time in bringing their +complaints to him. The Mother Superior of the Hospice selected Talbot +with unerring zeal. His days were made miserable, until in +self-defence he thought of formulating <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[24]</a></span>a new calendar of "crimes" for +his men, in which would be included all the terrible offences which +the Mother Superior told off to him.</p> + +<p>Did the Colonel send for Captain Talbot, and did Talbot hurry off to +obey the command, just so surely would the Mother Superior select that +moment to bar his path.</p> + +<p>"Ah, mon Capitaine!" she would exclaim, with a beaming smile. "J'ai +quelque chose à vous dire. Un soldat—"</p> + +<p>Talbot would break in politely, just as she had settled down for a +good long chat, and explain that the Colonel wished to see him. As +well try to move the Rock. It was either stand and listen, or go into +the presence of his superior officer with an excited nun following him +with tales of the "crimes" his men had committed. Needless to say, the +Mother Superior conquered. Talbot would have visions of some fairly +serious offence, and would hear the tale of a soldier who had borrowed +a bucket an hour ago, promising, on his honour as a soldier of the +King, to return it in fifty minutes at the most.</p> + +<p>"And it is now a full sixty minutes by the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[25]</a></span>clock on the kitchen +mantel, M'sieu le Capitaine," she would say, her colour mounting, "and +your soldier has not returned my bucket. If he does not bring it back, +when can we get another bucket?"</p> + +<p>And so on, until Talbot would pacify her, promising her that the +bucket would be returned. Then he would go on to the Colonel, +breathless and perturbed, his mind so full of buckets that there was +hardly room for the business of the Tank Corps. Small wonder that the +sight of a gray habit was enough to unnerve the man.</p> + +<p>He, himself, was billeted with a French family, just around the corner +from the Hospice. The head of the family had been, in the halcyon days +before the war, the village butcher. There was now Madame, the little +Marie, a sturdy boy about twelve, and the old Grand'mère. The husband +was away, of course,—"dans les tranchées," explained Madame with +copious tears.</p> + +<p>Talbot was moved to sympathy, and made a few tactful inquiries as to +where the husband was now, and how he had fared.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[26]</a></span>"Il est maintenant à Paris," said Madame with a sigh.</p> + +<p>"In Paris! What rank has he?—a General, maybe?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, M'sieu s'amuse," said Madame, brightening up. No, her husband was +a chef at an officers' mess in Paris, she explained proudly. He had +been there since the war broke out. He would soon come home, the +Saints be praised. Then the Captain would hear him tell his tales of +life in the Army!</p> + +<p>The hero came home one day, and great was the rejoicing. Thrilling +evenings the family spent around the stove while they listened to +stories of great deeds. On the day when his <i>permission</i> was finished, +and he set out for his hazardous post once more, great was the +lamenting. Madame wept. All the brave man's relatives poured in to +kiss him good-bye. The departing soldier wept, himself. Even +Grand'mère desisted for that day from cracking jokes, which she was +always doing in a patois that to Talbot was unintelligible.</p> + +<p>But they were very kind to Talbot, and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[27]</a></span>very courageous through the +hard winter. When he lay ill with fever in his little low room, where +the frost whitened the plaster and icicles hung from the ceiling, +Madame and all the others were most solicitous for his comfort. His +appreciation and thanks were sincere.</p> + +<p>By the middle of December the Battalion had finally settled down and +we began our training. Our first course of study was in the mechanism +of the tanks. We marched down, early one morning, to an engine hangar +that was both cold and draughty. We did not look in the least like +embryo heroes. Over our khaki we wore ill-fitting blue garments which +men on the railways, who wear them, call "boilers." The effect of +wearing them was to cause us to slouch along, and suddenly Talbot +burst out laughing at the spectacle. Then he remembered having heard +that some of the original "Tankers" had, during the Somme battles, +been mistaken for Germans in their blue dungarees. They had been fired +on from some distance away, by their own infantry; though nothing +fatal ensued. In consequence, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[28]</a></span>before the next "show" chocolate ones +were issued.</p> + +<p>In the shadows of the engine shed, a gray armour-plated hulk loomed +up.</p> + +<p>"There it is!" cried Gould, and started forward for a better look at +the "Willie."</p> + +<p>Across the face of Rigden, the instructor, flashed a look of scorn and +pain. Just such a look you may have seen on the face of a young mother +when you refer to her baby as "it."</p> + +<p>"Don't call a tank 'it,' Gould," he said with admirable patience. "A +tank is either 'he' or 'she'; there is no 'it.'"</p> + +<p>"In Heaven's name, what's the difference?" asked Gould, completely +mystified. The rest of us were all ears.</p> + +<p>"The female tank carries machine guns only," Rigden explained. "The +male tank carries light field guns as well as machine guns. Don't ever +make the mistake again, any of you fellows."</p> + +<p>Having firmly fixed in our minds the fact that we were to begin on a +female "Willie," the instruction proceeded rapidly. Rigden opened <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[29]</a></span>a +little door in the side of the tank. It was about as big as the door +to a large, old-fashioned brick oven built into the chimney beside the +fireplace. His head disappeared and his body followed after. He was +swallowed up, save for a hand that waved to us and a muffled voice +which said, "Come on in, you fellows."</p> + +<p>Gould went first. He scrambled in, was lost to sight, and then we +heard his voice.</p> + +<p>McKnutt's infectious laugh rose above the sound of our mirth. But not +for long.</p> + +<p>"Hurry up!" called Rigden. "You next, McKnutt."</p> + +<p>McKnutt disappeared. Then to our further astonishment his rich Irish +voice could be heard upraised in picturesque malediction. What was +Rigden doing to them inside the tank to provoke such profanity from +them both? The rest of us scrambled to find out. We soon learned.</p> + +<p>When you enter a tank, you go in head first, entering by the side +doors. (There is an emergency exit—a hole in the roof which is used +by the wise ones.) You wiggle your body in <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[30]</a></span>with more or less grace, +and then you stand up. Then, if it is the first time, you are usually +profane. For you have banged your head most unmercifully against the +steel roof and you learn, once and for all, that it is impossible to +stand upright in a tank. Each one of us received our baptism in this +way. Seven of us, crouched in uncomfortable positions, ruefully rubbed +our heads, to Rigden's intense enjoyment. Our life in a tank had +begun!</p> + +<p>We looked around the little chamber with eager curiosity. Our first +thought was that seven men and an officer could never do any work in +such a little place. Eight of us were, at present, jammed in here, but +we were standing still. When it came to going into action and moving +around inside the tank, it would be impossible,—there was no room to +pass one another. So we thought. In front are two stiff seats, one for +the officer and one for the driver. Two narrow slits serve as +portholes through which to look ahead. In front of the officer is a +map board, and gun mounting. Behind the engine, one on each side, are +the secondary <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[31]</a></span>gears. Down the middle of the tank is the powerful +petrol engine, part of it covered with a hood, and along either side a +narrow passage through which a man can slide from the officer's and +driver's seat back and forth to the mechanism at the rear. There are +four gun turrets, two on each side. There is also a place for a gun in +the rear, but this is rarely used, for "Willies" do not often turn +tail and flee!</p> + +<p>Along the steel walls are numberless ingenious little cupboards for +stores, and ammunition cases are stacked high. Every bit of space is +utilized. Electric bulbs light the interior. Beside the driver are the +engine levers. Behind the engine are the secondary gears, by which the +machine is turned in any direction. All action inside is directed by +signals, for when the tank moves the noise is such as to drown a man's +voice.</p> + +<p>All that first day and for many days after, we struggled with the +intricacies of the mechanism. Sometimes, Rigden despaired of us. We +might just as well go back to our regiments, unless they were so glad +to be rid of us that <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[32]</a></span>they would refuse. On other days, he beamed with +pride, even when Darwin and the Old Bird distinguished themselves by +asking foolish questions. "Darwin" is, of course, not his right name. +Because he came from South Africa and looked like a baboon, we called +him "Baboon." So let evolution evolve the name of "Darwin" for him in +these pages. As for the Old Bird, no other name could have suited him +so well. He was the craftiest old bird at successfully avoiding work +we had ever known, and yet he was one of the best liked men in the +Company. He was one of those men who are absolutely essential to a +mess because of his never-failing cheer and gaiety. He never did a +stroke of work that he could possibly "wangle" out of. A Scotchman by +birth, he was about thirty-eight years old and had lived all over the +world. He had a special fondness for China. Until he left "K" Company, +he was never known by any other name than that of "Old Bird."</p> + +<p>There was one man, from another Company, who gave us the greatest +amusement during our Tank-mechanism Course. He was <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[33]</a></span>pathetically in +earnest, but appeared to have no brains at all. Sometimes, while +asking each other catch questions, we would put the most senseless +ones to him.</p> + +<p>Darwin would say, "Look here, how is the radiator connected with the +differential?"</p> + +<p>The poor fellow would ponder for a minute or two and then reply, "Oh! +through the magneto."</p> + +<p>He naturally failed again and again to pass his tests, and was +returned to his old Corps.</p> + +<p>Somehow we learned not to attempt to stand upright in our steel +prison. Before long, McKnutt had ceased his remarks about sardines in +a tin and announced, "Sure! there is plenty of room and to spare for a +dozen others here." The Old Bird no longer compared the atmosphere, +when we were all shut in tight, with the Black Hole of Calcutta. In a +word, we had succumbed to the "Willies," and would permit no man to +utter a word of criticism against them.</p> + +<p>It is necessary here, perhaps, to explain why we always call our +machines "Willies." When <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[34]</a></span>the tanks were first being experimented +upon, they evolved two, a big and a little one. Standing together they +looked so ludicrous, that they were nicknamed "Big" and "Little +Willie." The name stuck; and now, no one in the Corps refers to his +machine in any other way.</p> + +<p>A few days before Christmas, our tank course was finished, and the Old +Bird suggested a celebration. McKnutt led the cheering. Talbot had an +idea.</p> + +<p>"Let's get a box-body and go over to Amiens and do our Christmas +shopping," he said.</p> + +<p>A chorus of "Jove, that's great!" arose. Every one made himself useful +excepting the Old Bird, who made up by contributing more than any one +else to the gaiety of the occasion. The car was secured, and we all +piled in, making early morning hideous with our songs.</p> + +<p>We sped along over the snowy roads. War seemed very far away. We were +extraordinarily light-hearted. After about twenty miles the cold +sobered us down a little. Suddenly, the car seemed to slip from under +us and we found <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[35]</a></span>ourselves piled up in the soft snow of the road. A +rear wheel had shot off, and it went rolling along on its own. +Fortunately we had been going rather slowly since we were entering a +town, and no one was hurt. Borwick, the musician of the Company, +looked like a snow image; Darwin and the Old Bird were locked in each +other's arms, and had an impromptu and friendly wrestling match in a +snowdrift. McKnutt was invoking the aid of the Saints in his +endeavours to prevent the snow from trickling down his back. Talbot +and Gould, who had got off lightly, supplied the laughter. The wheel +was finally rescued and restored to its proper place, and we crawled +along at an ignominious pace until the spires of Amiens welcomed us.</p> + +<p>We shopped in the afternoon, buying all sorts of ridiculous things, +and collecting enough stores to see us through a siege. After a +hilarious dinner at the Hôtel de l'Univers (never had the Old Bird +been so witty and gay), we started back about eleven o'clock, and +forgetting our injured wheel, raced out of the town <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[36]</a></span>toward home. A +short distance down the main boulevard, the wheel again came off, and +this time the damage could not be repaired. There was nothing for it +but to wait until morning, and it was a disconsolate group that +wandered about. All the hotels were full up. Finally, a Y.M.C.A. hut +made some of us welcome. We sat about, reading and talking, until we +dozed off in our chairs. The next morning we got a new wheel and ran +gingerly the sixty-odd miles back, to regale the others with enviable +tales of our pre-Christmas festivities.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="III" id="III"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[37]</a></span><br /> + +<h2>III</h2> + +<h3>LATER DAYS OF TRAINING<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> +<br /> + +<p>"Well, thank Heaven, that sweat's over," said the Old Bird the night +after we finished our tank course, and had our celebration. He +stretched luxuriously.</p> + +<p>"Yes, but you're starting off again on the gun to-morrow morning," +said the Major, cheerfully.</p> + +<p>The Old Bird protested.</p> + +<p>"But I can have a few days' rest, sir, can't I?" he said sorrowfully.</p> + +<p>The Major laughed.</p> + +<p>"No, you can't. You're down, so you'll have to go through with it."</p> + +<p>So for three days we sat in the open, in the driving sleet, from +half-past eight in the morning until half-past four in the afternoon, +learning the gun. On the fourth day we finished off our course with +firing on the range. Surprising as it may seem, after two or three +rounds <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[38]</a></span>we could hit the very smallest object at a distance of four or +five hundred yards.</p> + +<p>"How many more courses must we go through?" asked the Old Bird of +Rigden, as they strolled back one evening from the range. The Old Bird +was always interested in how much—or, rather, how little—work he had +before him.</p> + +<p>"There's the machine gun; the signalling course,—you'll have to work +hard on that, but I know you don't object,—and also revolver +practice. Aren't you thrilled?"</p> + +<p>"No, I'm not," grumbled the Old Bird. "Life isn't worth living with +all this work to do. I wish we could get into action."</p> + +<p>"So do I," said Talbot, joining them. "But while we're waiting, +wouldn't you rather be back here with good warm billets and a +comfortable bed and plenty to eat, instead of sitting in a wet trench +with the Infantry?" He remembered an old man in his regiment who had +been with the Salvation Army at home. He would stump along on his flat +feet, trudging miles with his pack on his back, and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[39]</a></span>Talbot had never +heard him complain. He was bad at drill. He could never get the orders +or formations through his head. Talbot had often lost patience with +him, but the old fellow was always cheerful. One morning, in front of +Bapaume, after a night of terrible cold, the old man could not move. +Talbot tried to cheer him up and to help him, but he said feebly: "I +think I'm done for—I don't believe I shall ever get warm. But never +mind, sir." And in a few minutes he died, as uncomplainingly as he had +lived.</p> + +<p>"You're right, of course, Talbot," the Old Bird said. "We're very well +off here. But, I say, how I should like to be down in Boulogne for a +few days!" And until they reached the Mess, the Old Bird dilated on +the charm of Boulogne and all the luxuries he would indulge in the +next time he visited the city.</p> + +<p>The rest of that week found us each day parading at eight o'clock in +the courtyard of the Hospice, and after instruction the various +parties marched off to their several duties. Some of us went to the +tankdrome; some of <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[40]</a></span>us to the hills overlooking historic Agincourt, +and others to the barn by the railroad where we practised with the +guns. Another party accompanied Borwick to a secluded spot where he +drilled them in machine-gun practice. Borwick was as skilful with a +machine gun as with a piano. This was the highest praise one could +give him.</p> + +<p>That night at mess, Gould said suddenly:—</p> + +<p>"To-morrow's a half day, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Of course. Wake up, you idiot," said Talbot. "We're playing 'J' +Company at soccer, and on Sunday we're playing 'L' at rugger. Two +strenuous days before us. Are you feeling fit?"</p> + +<p>Gould was feeling most awfully fit. In fact, he assured the mess that +he, alone, was a match for "J" Company.</p> + +<p>Our soccer team was made up almost entirely of men who had been +professional players. We had great pride in them, so that on the +following afternoon, an eager crowd streamed out of the village to our +football field, which we had selected with great care. It <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[41]</a></span>was as flat +as a cricket pitch. A year ago it had been ploughed as part of the +French farmland, and now here were the English playing football!</p> + +<p>Before the game began there was a good deal of cheerful chaffing on +the respective merits of the "J" and "K" Company teams. And when the +play was in progress and savage yells rent the air, the French +villagers looked on in wonder and pity. They had always believed the +English to be mad. Now they were convinced of it.</p> + +<p>From the outset, however, "J" Company was hopelessly outclassed, and +wishing to be generous to a failing foe, we ceased our wild cheering. +"J" Company, on the other hand, wishing to exhort their team to +greater efforts, made up for our moderation, with the result that our +allies were firmly convinced that "J" Company had won the game! If +not, why should they dance up and down and wave their hats and shriek? +And even the score, five to one in favor of "K" Company, failed to +convince them entirely. But "K" went home to <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[42]</a></span>an hilarious tea, with a +sense of work well done.</p> + +<p>And what of the rugger game the next day? Let us draw a veil over it. +Suffice it to say that the French congratulated "K" Company over the +outcome of that, although the score was twelve to three in favor of +"J"!</p> + +<p>We awoke on Monday morning with a delightful feeling that something +pleasant was going to happen, for all the world the same sensation we +used to experience on waking on our birthday and suddenly remembering +that gifts were sure to appear and that there would be something +rather special for tea! By the time full consciousness returned, we +remembered that this was the day when, for the first time, the tank +was to be set in motion. Even the Old Bird was eager.</p> + +<p>We hurry off to the tankdrome. One after another we slide in through +the little door and are swallowed up. The door is bolted behind the +last to enter. Officer and driver slip into their respective seats. +The steel shutters of the portholes click as they are opened. The +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[43]</a></span>gunners take their positions. The driver opens the throttle a little +and tickles the carburetor, and the engine is started up. The driver +races the engine a moment, to warm her up. The officer reaches out a +hand and signals for first speed on each gear; the driver throws his +lever into first; he opens the throttle: the tank—our "Willie"—moves!</p> + +<p>Supposing you were locked in a steel box, with neither portholes to +look through nor airholes to breathe from. Supposing you felt the +steel box begin to move, and, of course, were unable to see where you +were going. Can you imagine the sensation? Then you can guess the +feelings of the men in a tank,—excepting the officer and driver, who +can see ahead through their portholes,—when the monster gets under +way. There are times, of course, with the bullets flying thick and +fast, when all portholes, for officer, driver, and gunners, must be +closed. Then we plunge ahead, taking an occasional glimpse through the +special pin-point holes.</p> + +<p>Thirty tons of steel rolls along with its <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[44]</a></span>human freight. Suddenly, +the driver rings a bell. He presses another button, and signals the +driver of the right-hand track into "neutral." This disconnects the +track from the engine. The tank swings around to the right. The +right-hand driver gets the signal "First speed," and we are off again, +at a right angle to our former direction.</p> + +<p>Now we are headed for a gentle slope across the field, and as we +approach it, the tank digs her nose into the base of the hill. She +crawls up. The men in the rear tip back and enjoy it hugely. If the +hill is steep enough they may even find themselves lying flat on their +backs or standing on their heads! But no such luck. Presently they are +standing as nearly upright as it is ever possible to stand, and the +tank is balancing on the top of the slope. The driver is not expert as +yet, and we go over with an awful jolt and tumble forward. This is +rare fun!</p> + +<p>But the instructor is not pleased. We must try it all over again. So +back again to attack the hill a second time. The top is reached once +more and we balance there. The driver throws <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[45]</a></span>out his clutch, we slip +over very gently, and carefully he lets the clutch in again and down +we go. The "Willie" flounders around for the fraction of a second. +Then, nothing daunted, she starts off once more. We have visions of +her sweeping all before her some day far behind the German lines.</p> + +<p>Three or four weeks of this sort of thing, and we are hardened to it.</p> + +<p>Our reward came at last, however. After mess one morning, when the +conversation had consisted mainly of the question, "When are we going +into a show?" with no answer to the question, we were called into the +Major's room, where he told us, in strictest secrecy, that in about +three weeks a big attack was to come off. We should go in at last!</p> + +<p>For the next two or three weeks we studied maps and aeroplane +photographs, marking out our routes, starting-points, rear +ammunition-dumps, forward dumps, and lines of supply. At last, then, +our goal loomed up and these months of training, for the most part +interesting, but at times terribly boring, would bear <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[46]</a></span>fruit. Two +direct results were noticeable now on looking back to the time when we +joined. First, each man in the Battalion knew how to run a tank, how +to effect slight repairs, how to work the guns, and how to obtain the +best results from the machine. Second, and very important, was the +fact that the men and officers had got together. The crews and +officers of each section knew and trusted each other. The strangeness +of feeling that was apparent in the first days had now entirely +disappeared, and that cohesion of units which is so essential in +warfare had been accomplished. Each of us knew the other's faults and +the mistakes he was prone to make. More important still, we knew our +own faults and weaknesses and had the courage to carry on and overcome +them.</p> + +<p>A few nights before we moved up the line, we gave a grand concert. +Borwick and the Old Bird planned it. On an occasion of this sort, the +Old Bird never grumbled at the amount of work he was obliged to do. +Some weeks before we had bought a piano from one of the inhabitants of +the village, and the piano was <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[47]</a></span>naturally the <i>pièce de résistance</i> of +the concert. The Old Bird went around for days at a time, humming +scraps of music with unintelligible words which it afterwards +developed at the concert were awfully good songs of his own composing. +The Battalion tailor was called in to make up rough Pierrot costumes. +The Old Bird drilled us until we begged for mercy, while Borwick +strummed untiringly at the piano. At last the great night arrived.</p> + +<p>A stage had been built at one end of a hangar, and curtains hung up.</p> + +<p>The whole of the Staff and H.Q. had been invited, and the <i>maire</i>, the +<i>curé</i>, the <i>médecin</i> of the village, and their families were also to +attend.</p> + +<p>Promptly at eight o'clock, the concert began, with Borwick at the +piano. Everything went off without a hitch. Although "K" Company +provided most of the talent, the Battalion shared the honours of the +entertainment. Each song had a chorus, and so appreciative was our +audience that the choruses were repeated again and again. The one +"lady" of <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[48]</a></span>the Troupe looked charming, and "she" arranged for "her" +voice to be entirely in keeping with "her" dress and paint. The French +spectators enjoyed it hugely. They were a great encouragement, for +they laughed at everything uproariously, though it could not have been +due to their understanding of the jokes.</p> + +<p>At ten o'clock we finished off with "God Save the King," and went back +to our billets feeling that our stay in the village had been +splendidly rounded off.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="IV" id="IV"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[49]</a></span><br /> + +<h2>IV</h2> + +<h3>MOVING UP THE LINE<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> +<br /> + +<p>Two or three days before we were due to leave, we had received orders +to pack our surplus kit, and have it at the Quartermaster's Stores at +a certain time. We drew a long breath. This meant that the actual +date, which up to the present had been somewhat indefinite, was close +at hand. We were given orders to draw our tanks and the whole Company +was marched over to work sheds about two miles away at E——, where +tanks and stores were issued.</p> + +<p>The variety and number of little things which it is necessary to draw +when fitting out a tank for action is inconceivable. Tools, small +spares, Pyrenes, electric lamps, clocks, binoculars, telescopes, +petrol and oil funnels, oil squirts, grease guns, machine guns, +headlights, tail lamps, steel hawsers, crowbars, shovels, picks, +inspection lamps, and last, but not least, ammunition. The field-gun +ammunition has to be taken out <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[50]</a></span>of its boxes and placed in the shell +racks inside the tank. The S.A.A. (small arms ammunition) must be +removed from its boxes and stacked away. At the same time every single +round, before being put into the drum, must be gauged. All this has to +be done in the last two or three days, and everything must be checked +and countersigned. There is always a great deal of fun for Tank +Commanders in drawing their stores. It is a temptation, when in the +midst of all these thousands of articles, to seize the opportunity, +when no one is looking, to pocket a few extra spares and dainty little +tools, not, of course, for one's own personal benefit, but simply +because such things are always being lost or stolen, and it is +exasperating, to say the least, to find one's self, at a critical +moment, without some article which it is impossible to duplicate at +the time.</p> + +<p>During these last few days it was a continual march for the men from +B—— to E——. Very often they were called back when their day's work +was over to draw some new article or make some alteration which had +been <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[51]</a></span>forgotten at the time they were in the workshops.</p> + +<p>At last, however,—on the third day following the grand concert,—the +kits were packed, loaded on to the lorries, and sent off to E——. The +troops said "Good-bye" to the village which had been such a happy home +and school during that winter of 1916, and the officers made their +fond adieus to the mothers and daughters of the houses in which they +had been billeted.</p> + +<p>The companies formed up and marched along to the workshops. Every one +was in high spirits, and there was a friendly race to see which +Company of the Battalion could load up their tanks in the shortest +time on to the specially constructed steel trucks.</p> + +<p>A few days before all these activities commenced, Talbot and another +Tank Commander had gone on to the tanks' ultimate destination, A——, +a village which had been evacuated a few days before by the Germans on +their now famous retirement to the Hindenburg Line. It was a most +extraordinary sight to <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[52]</a></span>ride along the road from Albert to Bapaume, +which during the summer and winter of the preceding year had witnessed +such heavy fighting. The whole country on each side of the road was a +desolate vista of shell-holes as far as the eye could see. Where +villages had been, there was now no trace left of any sort of +habitation. One might think that, however heavy a bombardment, some +trace would be left of the village which had suffered. There was +literally nothing left of the village through which had run the road +they were now travelling. Over this scarred stretch of country were +dotted camps and groups of huts, with duck-boards crossing the old +shell-holes, some of which were still full of water.</p> + +<p>On approaching B—— they saw traces everywhere of the methodical and +organized methods by which the Germans had retired. The first sign was +a huge shell-crater in the middle of the road, about forty feet deep, +which the Boche had arranged to prevent armoured cars from following +him up. If they did succeed, the transports would be delayed in +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[53]</a></span>reaching them, at all events. These holes were rather a nuisance, for +the road itself was a mass of lesser shell-craters and the soft ground +on each side was impassable. The road was crowded with engineers and +labor battalions, filling in the shell-holes, and laying railways into +the outskirts of A——.</p> + +<p>In A—— the old German notices were still standing as they had been +left. Strung across the road on a wire was a notice which read: +"Fuhrweg nach Behagnies." Every house in the town had been pulled +down. The wily Boche had not even blown them up. Instead he had saved +explosives by attaching steel hawsers to the houses and by means of +tractors had pulled them down, so that the roof and sides fell in on +the foundation. Every pump handle in the village had been broken off +short, and not a single piece of furniture was left behind. Later, we +found the furniture from this and other villages in the Hindenburg +Line.</p> + +<p>Saddest of all, however, was the destruction of the beautiful poplar +trees which once bordered the long French roads built by Napoleon. +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[54]</a></span>These had been sawn off at their base and allowed to fall on the side +of the road, not across it, as one might suppose. If they had been +allowed to fall across the road, the Boche, himself, would have been +hindered in his last preparations for his retreat. Everything was done +with military ends in view. The villages were left in such a condition +as to make them uninhabitable, the more to add to our discomfort and +to make our hardships severer. The trees were cut down only on those +parts of the road which were screened from observation from his +balloons and present trenches. In some places where the road dipped +into a valley the trees had been left untouched.</p> + +<p>At the place where our tanks were scheduled to arrive, and which had +lately been a railhead of the Boche, all the metals had been torn up, +and in order to destroy the station itself, he had smashed the +cast-iron pillars which supported the roof, and in consequence the +whole building had fallen in. But nothing daunted, the British +engineers were even now working at top speed laying down new lines. +Some of the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[55]</a></span>metals, which a few short weeks before had been lying in +countless stacks down on the quays at the Bases, now unrolled +themselves at the rate of about two and a quarter miles a day. One +interesting feature of this rapid track-laying was that when the tank +train left E——, on its two and a half days' journey down to the +railhead at A——, the track on which the train was to run was not +completed into A——. But, nevertheless, the track arrived ahead of +the train, which was the main point!</p> + +<p>As they rode into the ruined village of A—— Talbot and his companion +came across still further evidence of the steps which the German will +take to inconvenience his enemy. In order to battle against the hordes +of rats which are so prevalent in the old parts of the line in France, +the Boche breeds cats in enormous numbers. Yet, in order to carry out +to the limit his idea that nothing of value should fall into our +hands, he had killed every cat in the village. In every house three or +four of these poor little creatures lay around with their heads +chopped off. Tabby cats, black cats, white cats, and little <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[56]</a></span>kittens, +all dead. Farther on, over a well at the corner of the main square was +posted a sign which read: "This well is poisoned. Do not touch. By +order. R.E."</p> + +<p>Here and there a house had been left intact, with its furniture +untouched. It was not until later that it struck us as peculiar that +these houses had been spared from the general destruction. Two or +three days later, however, after we had moved in, and headquarters had +been established, we discovered that under many of these houses, and +at certain crossroads which had not been blown up in the usual manner, +the Boche had left mines, timed to go off at any time up to +twenty-eight days. One could never be sure that the ground underneath +one's feet would not blow up at any moment. These mines were small +boxes of high explosive, inside of which was a little metal tube with +trigger and detonator attached. Inside the tube was a powerful acid, +which, when it had eaten its way through, set free the trigger and +exploded the charge. The length of time it took for the mine to +explode was gauged <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[57]</a></span>by the strength or weakness of the acid in the +tube.</p> + +<div class="img"><a name="imagep056" id="imagep056"></a> +<a href="images/imagep056.jpg"> +<img border="0" src="images/imagep056.jpg" width="48%" alt="A Tank Moving to the Attack" /></a><br /> +<p class="cen" style="margin-top: .2em;">A TANK MOVING TO THE ATTACK DOWN WHAT WAS ONCE A MAIN STREET<span class="totoi"><a href="#toi">ToList</a></span></p> +</div> + +<p>We were also impressed with the mechanical genius of the German. The +Boche had made a veritable mechanical toy out of nearly every house in +the village which he had spared. Delightful little surprises had been +prepared for us everywhere. Kick a harmless piece of wood, and in a +few seconds a bomb exploded. Pick up a bit of string from the floor +and another bomb went off. Soon we learned to be wary of the most +innocent objects. Before touching anything we made elaborate +preparations for our safety.</p> + +<p>One of the men was greatly annoyed by a wire which hung over his head +when he was asleep, but he did not wish to remove it. He had decided +that it was connected with some devilish device which would do him no +good. Finally, one morning, he could endure this sword of Damocles no +longer. With two boon companions, he carefully attached a string about +fifteen yards long to the wire. They tiptoed gently out of the house +to a discreet distance, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[58]</a></span>and with a yell of triumph, the hero pulled +the string,—and nothing happened!</p> + +<p>But there was another side to all this. McKnutt some time afterwards +came in with an interesting story. Some Sappers, he said, had been +digging under a house in the village, presumably for the mysterious +reasons that always drive the Engineers to dig in unlikely places. One +of them pushed his shovel into what had been the cellar of the house, +but as the roof had fallen in on the entrance, they did not know of +its existence. When they finally forced their way in, they found two +German officers and two Frenchwomen in a terribly emaciated condition. +One of the Boches and one of the women lay dead, locked in each +other's arms. The other two still breathed, but when they were brought +up into the open they expired within a few hours without either of +them giving an explanation. The only reason we could find for their +terrible plight was that the women had been forced down there by the +officers to undergo a last farewell, while the Germans were destroying +the village, and that the house had <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[59]</a></span>fallen in on top of them. Later, +probably no one knew where they had disappeared, and they were unable +to get out of the ruins or to make themselves heard. The village of +A—— gained a romantic reputation after that, and it was curious to +realize that we had been living there for days while this silent +tragedy was being enacted.</p> + +<p>In addition to the destruction in the towns, the beautiful orchards +which are so numerous in France were ruined. Apple, pear, and plum +trees lay uprooted on the ground, and here again the military mind of +the German had been at work. He did not wish the fruit that the trees +would bear in future to fall into our hands.</p> + +<p>But although the village was a pretty poor place in which to stay, the +near presence of a B.E.F. Canteen was a comfort. It is always amazing +to visit one of these places. Within perhaps four or five miles of the +firing line we have stores selling everything from a silver cigarette +case to a pair of boots, and everything, too, at nearly cost price. +The Canteen <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[60]</a></span>provides almost every variety of smoking materials, and +eatables, and their only disadvantage is that they make packages from +home seem so useless. As the tobaccos come straight out of bond, it is +far cheaper to buy them at the Canteen, than to have them forwarded +from home. These Canteens are managed by the Army, and are dotted all +over the country inhabited by the British troops. Since they have +sprung into existence life at the front has been far more comfortable +and satisfactory in France, and people at home are discovering that +money is the best thing to send out to their men.</p> + +<p>Finally, one cold, sunny morning, about half-past five, the tank train +steamed slowly into A——, and drew up on a siding. It was not +possible to begin the work of unloading the tanks until night fell. So +the tired crews turned into the roofless houses which had been +prepared for them, and slept until dusk. When darkness fell, as if by +magic, the town sprang to activity.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="V" id="V"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[61]</a></span><br /> + +<h2>V</h2> + +<h3>PREPARATIONS FOR THE SHOW<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> +<br /> + +<p>That night the engines were started up, and one by one the tanks +crawled off the train. Although the day had begun with brilliant +sunshine, at dusk the snow had begun to fall, and by the time the +tanks came off, the snow was a foot thick on the ground. The tanks +moved down to the temporary tankdrome which had been decided upon near +the railway, and the sponson trucks were towed there. The night was +spent in fitting on the sponsons to the sides of the machines. It was +bitterly cold. The sleet drove in upon us all night, stinging our +hands and faces. Everything seemed to go wrong. We had the utmost +difficulty in making the bolt-holes fit, and as each sponson weighs +about three tons they were not easy to move and adjust. We drove ahead +with the work, knowing that it must be done while the darkness +lasted.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[62]</a></span>Finally, about two hours before dawn broke, the last bolt was +fastened, and the tanks were ready to move. The night was blacker than +ever as they lumbered out of the tankdrome, and were led across the +snow to a halfway house about four miles from the railhead, and an +equal distance from the front-line trenches. We had not quite reached +our destination when the darkness began to lift in the east, and with +feverish energy we pushed ahead, through the driving snow.</p> + +<p>Late that afternoon, Talbot was again sent ahead with five or six +troopers and orderlies to a village in the front line. It was +necessary for us to spend three or four days there before the attack +commenced, in order to study out the vulnerable points in the German +line. We were to decide also the best routes for the tanks to take in +coming up to the line, and those to be taken later in crossing No +Man's Land when the "show" was on. We rode along across fields denuded +of all their trees. The country here was utterly unlike that to which +we had been accustomed in "peace-time trench <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[63]</a></span>warfare." This last +expression sounds like an anomaly, but actually it means the life +which is led in trenches where one may go along for two or three +months without attacking. In comparison with our existence when we are +making an offensive, the former seems like life in peace times. Hence, +the expression. But from this it must not be supposed that "peace-time +trench warfare" is all beer and skittles. Quite the contrary. As a +matter of fact, during four or five days in the trenches there may be +as many casualties as during an attack, but taking it on an average, +naturally the losses and dangers are greater when troops go over the +top. Curiously enough, too, after one has been in an attack the +front-line trench seems a haven of refuge. Gould, who was wounded in +the leg during a battle on the Somme, crawled into a shell-hole. It +was a blessed relief to be lying there, even though the bullets were +whistling overhead. At first he felt no pain, and he wished, vaguely, +that he had brought a magazine along to read! All through the burning +summer day he stayed there, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[64]</a></span>waiting for the night. As soon as it was +dark he wriggled back to our trenches, tumbled over the parapet of the +front-line trench, and narrowly escaped falling on the point of a +bayonet. But he never forgets the feeling of perfect safety and peace +at being back, even in an exposed trench, with friends.</p> + +<p>The fields across which we rode had been ploughed the preceding autumn +by the French civilians. Later, when the snow had disappeared, we +could see where the ground had been torn up by the horses of a German +riding-school of ten days before. On some of the roads the ruts and +heavy marks of the retreating German transports could still be seen. +It was a new and exciting experience to ride along a road which only +two or three days before had been traversed by the Germans in a +retreat, even though they called it a "retirement." The thought was +very pleasant to men who, for the last two years, had been sitting <i>in +front</i> of the Boche month after month, and who, even in an attack, had +been unable to find traces of foot, hoof, or wheel mark because of +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[65]</a></span>the all-effacing shell-fire. Here and there were places where the +Boche had had his watering-troughs, and also the traces of scattered +huts and tents on the ground where the grass, of a yellowish green, +still showed. The front line of defence here was really no front line +at all, but was merely held as in open warfare by outposts, sentry +groups, and patrols.</p> + +<p>At night it was the easiest thing in the world to lose one's self +close up to the line and wander into the German trenches. In fact, +over the whole of this country, where every landmark had been +destroyed and where owing to the weather the roads were little +different from the soil on each side, a man could lose himself and +find no person or any sign to give him his direction. The usual guide +which one might derive from the Verey lights going up between the +lines was here non-existent, as both sides kept extremely quiet. Even +the guns were comparatively noiseless in these days, and were a man to +find himself at night alone upon this ground, which lay between two +and three miles behind our own lines, the only thing he <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[66]</a></span>could do +would be to lie down and wait for the dawn to show him the direction.</p> + +<p>As we rode toward O—— our only guide was a few white houses two or +three miles away on the edge of the village. The German had not +evacuated O—— of his own free will, but a certain "Fighting +Division" had taken the village two days before and driven the German +out, when he retired three or four hundred yards farther to his rear +Hindenburg Line. The probable reason why he hung on to this village, +which was really in front of his line of advance, was because at the +time he decided to retire on the Somme, the Hindenburg Line was +incomplete. In fact, the Boche could still be seen working on his wire +and trenches.</p> + +<p>We arrived in O—— at nightfall. Some batteries were behind the +village, and the Germans were giving the village and the guns a rather +nasty time. Unhappily for us, the Boche artillery were dropping +five-nine's on the road which led into the village, and as they seemed +unlikely to desist, we decided to make a dash <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[67]</a></span>for it. The horses were +a bit nervous, but behaving very well under the trying circumstances. +(With us were some limbers bringing up ammunition.) Shells were +exploding all around us. It would never do to stand still.</p> + +<p>The dash up that hundred yards of road was an unpleasant experience. +As we made the rush, the gunners tearing along "hell for leather" and +the others galloping ahead on their plunging horses, we heard the dull +whistle and the nearer roar of two shells approaching. Instinctively +we leaned forward. We held our breath. When a shell drops near, there +is always the feeling that it is going to fall on one's head. We +flattened ourselves out and urged our horses to greater speed. The +shells exploded about thirty yards behind us, killing two gunners and +their mules, while the rest of us scrambled into the village and under +cover.</p> + +<p>In the darkness, we found what had once been the shop of the village +blacksmith, and in the forge we tied up our horses. It was bitterly +cold. It was either make a fire and trust to luck that it would not be +observed, or freeze. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[68]</a></span>We decided on the fire, and in its grateful +warmth we lay down to snatch the first hours of sleep we had had in +nearly three days. But the German gunners were most inconsiderate, and +a short time afterward they dropped a small barrage down the road. The +front of our forge was open, and we were obliged to flatten ourselves +on the ground to prevent the flying splinters from hitting us. When +this diversion was over, we stirred up our fire, and made some tea, +just in time to offer some to a gunner sergeant who came riding up. He +hitched his horse to one of the posts, and sat down with us by the +fire. The shell-fire had quieted down, and we dozed off, glad of the +interlude. Suddenly a shell burst close beside us. The poor beast, +waiting patiently for his rider, was hit in the neck by the shrapnel, +but hardly a sound escaped him. In war, especially, one cannot help +admiring the stoicism of horses, as compared with other animals. One +sees examples of it on all sides. Tread, for instance, on a dog's +foot, and he runs away, squealing. A horse is struck by a large lump +of shrapnel <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[69]</a></span>just under its withers, and the poor brute trembles, but +makes no sound. Almost the only time that horses scream—and the sound +is horrible—is when they are dying. Then they shriek from sheer pain +and fear. Strange as it may seem, one is often more affected by seeing +horses struck than when men are killed. Somehow they seem so +particularly helpless.</p> + +<p>It was during these days at O—— that Talbot discovered Johnson. +Johnson was one of his orderlies. Although it did not lie in the path +of his duty, he took the greatest delight in doing all sorts of little +odd jobs for Talbot. So unobtrusive he was about it all, that for some +time Talbot hardly noticed that some one was trying to make him +comfortable. When he did, by mutual agreement Johnson became his +servant and faithful follower through everything. The man was +perfectly casual and apparently unaffected by the heaviest shell-fire. +It is absurd to say that a man "doesn't mind shell-fire." Every one +dislikes it, and gets nervous under it. The man who "doesn't mind it" +is the man who fights <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[70]</a></span>his nervousness and gets such control of +himself that he is able to <i>appear</i> as if he were unaffected. Between +"not minding it" and "appearing not to mind it" lie hard-won moral +battles, increased strength of character, and victory over fear. +Johnson had accomplished this. He preserved an attitude of careless +calm, and could walk down a road with shells bursting all around him +with a sublime indifference that was inspiring. Between him and his +officer sprang up an extraordinary and lasting affection.</p> + +<p>The wretched night in the forge at last came to an end, and the next +morning we looked around for more comfortable billets. We selected the +cellar of a house in fairly good condition and prepared to move in, +when we discovered that we were not the first to whom it had appealed. +Two dead Germans still occupied the premises, and when we had disposed +of the bodies, we took up our residence. Here we stayed, going out +each day to find the best points from which to view No Man's Land, +which lay in front of the village. With the aid <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[71]</a></span>of maps, we planned +the best routes for the tanks to take when the battle should have +begun. Not a detail was neglected.</p> + +<p>Then something happened to break the monotony of life. Just back of +the village one of our batteries was concealed in such a fashion that +it was impossible to find it from an aeroplane. Yet every day, +regularly, the battery was shelled. Every night under cover of the +darkness, the position was changed, and the battery concealed as +cleverly as before, but to no avail. The only solution was that some +one behind our lines was in communication with the Germans, <i>every +day</i>. Secrecy was increased. Guards were doubled to see that no one +slipped through the lines. Signals were watched. The whole affair was +baffling, and yet we could find no clue.</p> + +<p>Just in front of the wood where the battery was concealed, stood an +old farmhouse where a genial Frenchwoman lived and dispensed good +cheer to us. She had none of the men of her own family nor any +farmhands to help her, but kept up the farmwork all alone. Every day, +usually <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[72]</a></span>in the middle of the morning, she went out to the fields +behind her house and ploughed, with an old white horse drawing the +plough. For some reason she never ploughed more than one or two +furrows at a time, and when this was done, she drove the white horse +back to the barn. One day, an officer noticed that a German plane +hovered over the field while the woman was ploughing, and that when +she went back to the house, the plane shot away. The next day the same +thing happened. Later in the day, the battery received its daily +reminder from the Boche gunners, as unerringly accurate as ever.</p> + +<p>Here was a clue. The solution of the problem followed. The woman knew +the position of the battery, and every day when she went out to +plough, she drove the white horse up and down, making a furrow +directly in front of the battery. When the men in the German plane saw +the white horse, they flew overhead, took a photograph of the newly +turned furrow, and turned the photograph over to their gunners. The +rest was easy.</p> + +<div class="img"><a name="imagep072" id="imagep072"></a> +<a href="images/imagep072.jpg"> +<img border="0" src="images/imagep072.jpg" width="85%" alt="A Tank going over a Trench" /></a><br /> +<p class="cen" style="margin-top: .2em;">A TANK GOING OVER A TRENCH ON ITS WAY INTO ACTION<span class="totoi"><a href="#toi">ToList</a></span></p> +</div> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[73]</a></span>The next day we missed three events which had become part of our daily +life. The German plane no longer hovered in the air. Our battery, for +the first time in weeks, spent a peaceful day. And in the field behind +her house, a woman with an old white horse no longer made the earth +ready for the sowing.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>For three days now we had received no rations, and were obliged to +subsist on the food which the Boche had left behind him when he fled. +Finally, when all our plans were complete, we were notified that the +point of attack had been shifted to N——, a village about four miles +away. This practical joke we thought in extremely bad taste, but there +was nothing for it but to pack up and move as quickly as possible. We +learned that our troops at N—— had tried twice to break through the +German lines by bombing. A third attempt was to be made, and the tanks +were depended upon to open the way. Hence the change in our plans.</p> + +<p>Early the next morning we left O——, and dashed along a road which +lay parallel with our <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[74]</a></span>line, and was under direct observation from the +German trenches. Owing to the fact, probably, that he was not properly +settled in his new line, the Boche did not bother us much, excepting +at one place, where we were obliged to make a run for it. We arrived +at N—— just after the tanks had been brought up. They were hurriedly +concealed close up to houses, in cuttings, and under trees.</p> + +<p>The show was scheduled to come off the next morning at 4.30. That +night we gathered at Brigade Headquarters and made the final plans. +Each tank had its objective allotted to it, and marked out on the Tank +Commander's course. Each tank was to go just so far and no farther. +Talbot and Darwin were detailed to go forward as far as possible on +foot when the battle was in progress, and send back messages as to how +the show was progressing. Talbot also was given the task of going out +that night to make the marks in No Man's Land which would guide the +tanks in the morning.</p> + +<p>At eleven o'clock, in the bright moonlight, Talbot, with Johnson and a +couple of orderlies, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[75]</a></span>started out. They climbed over the front line, +which was at present a railway embankment, crawled into No Man's Land, +and set to work. Immediately the Boche snipers spotted them and +bullets began to whistle over their heads. Luckily, no one was hit, +but a couple of "whizz bangs" dropped uncomfortably close. The men +dropped for cover. Only Johnson stood still, his figure black against +the white snow gleaming in the moonlight.</p> + +<p>The shells continued to fall about them as they wriggled back when the +work was done. As they reached N—— the tanks were being led up +toward the line, so that later, under cover of the darkness, they +might be taken farther forward to their starting-points.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="VI" id="VI"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[76]</a></span><br /> + +<h2>VI</h2> + +<h3>THE FIRST BATTLE<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> +<br /> + +<p>At dawn the next morning, the tanks were already lined up, sullen and +menacing in the cold half-light. The men shivered in the biting air. +One by one the crews entered the machines, and one by one the little +steel doors closed behind them. The engines throbbed, and they moved +off sluggishly.</p> + +<p>Darwin and Talbot, with their orderlies, waited impatiently. The +moments just before an attack are always the hardest. A few batteries +were keeping up a desultory fire. They glanced at their watches.</p> + +<p>"Only a minute to go," said Darwin. "I bet the show's put off or +something. Isn't this snow damnably cold, though!"</p> + +<p>Suddenly a sixty-pounder in our rear crashed out. Then from all sides +a deafening roar burst forth and the barrage began. As we became +accustomed to the intensity and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[77]</a></span>ear-splittingness of the sound, the +bark of the eighteen-pounders could be faintly distinguished above the +dull roar of the eight-inches. The sky-line was lit up with thousands +of flashes, large and small, each one showing, for a second, trenches +or trees or houses, and during this tornado we knew that the "Willies" +must have started forward on their errand.</p> + +<p>As the barrage lifted and the noise died down a little, the first +streaks of light began to show in the sky, although we could +distinguish nothing. No sign of the infantry or of the tanks could be +seen. But the ominous sound of machine guns and heavy rifle-fire told +us that the Boche was prepared.</p> + +<p>We could stand this inactivity no longer. We trudged forward through +the snow, taking the broad bands left by the tracks of the busses as +our guide, the officers leading the way and the orderlies behind in +single file.</p> + +<p>"The blighter's starting, himself, now," said Talbot, as a four-two +landed a hundred yards away, and pieces of earth came showering down +on our heads. Then another and another fell, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[78]</a></span>each closer than the one +before, and instinctively we quickened our steps, for it is difficult +to walk slowly through shell-fire.</p> + +<p>The embankment loomed before us, and big splotches of black and yellow +leaped from its surface. The deafening crashes gave us that peculiar +feeling in the stomach which danger alone can produce. We scrambled up +the crumbling, slaggy sides, and found when we reached the top that +the sound of the machine guns had died away, excepting on the extreme +left in front of B——, where the ordinary tap of ones and twos had +developed into a sharp crackle of tens and twenties. By listening +carefully one could feel, rather than hear, the more intermittent +bursts from the rifles.</p> + +<p>"There's one, sir," shouted one of the orderlies.</p> + +<p>"Where?"</p> + +<p>"Half-right and about five hundred yards ahead."</p> + +<p>By dint of straining, we discovered a little animal—or so it +looked—crawling forward on the far side of the Hindenburg Line. +Already <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[79]</a></span>it was doing a left incline in accordance with its +instructions, so as to enfilade a communication trench which ran back +to N——. The German observer had spotted her. Here and there, on each +side of her, a column of dirt and snow rose into the air. But the +little animal seemed to bear a charmed life. No harm came to her, and +she went calmly on her way, for all the world like a giant tortoise at +which one vainly throws clods of earth.</p> + +<p>As it grows lighter, we can now see others in the distance. One is not +moving—is it out of action? The only motion on the whole landscape is +that of the bursting shells, and the tanks. Over the white snow in +front of the German wire, are dotted little black lumps. Some crawl, +some move a leg or an arm, and some lie quite still. One who has never +seen a modern battle doubtless forms a picture of masses of troops +moving forward in splendid formation, with cheering voices and +gleaming bayonets. This is quite erroneous. To an observer in a post +or in a balloon, no concerted action is visible at all. Here and there +a line or <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[80]</a></span>two of men dash forward and disappear. A single man or a +small group of men wriggle across the ground. That is all.</p> + +<p>"Well, they haven't got it in the neck as I supposed," said Darwin. +"Remarkably few lying about. Let's push on."</p> + +<p>"All right," Talbot assented. "If you like."</p> + +<p>We crawled over the top of the embankment and continued down the side. +About two hundred yards to the left, we saw one of the tanks, with her +nose in the air. A little group of three or four men were digging +around her, frantically. We rushed over to them, and found that the +Old Bird's 'bus had failed to get over a large pit which lay in the +middle of No Man's Land, and was stuck with her tail in the bottom of +the ditch. Here occurred one of those extraordinary instances of luck +which one notices everywhere in a modern battle. The tank had been +there about ten minutes when the German gunners had bracketed on her, +and were dropping five-nines, all of them within a radius of seventy +yards of the tank, and yet no one was hurt. Finally, by dint of +strenuous digging, she <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[81]</a></span>started up and pulled herself wearily out of +the pit.</p> + +<div class="img"><a name="imagep080" id="imagep080"></a> +<a href="images/imagep080.jpg"> +<img border="0" src="images/imagep080.jpg" width="85%" alt="A Tank Halfway over the Top" /></a><br /> +<p class="right" style="margin-top: .2em; font-size: 90%;"><i>Copyright by Underwood & Underwood, N.Y.</i></p> +<p class="cen" style="margin-top: .2em;">A TANK HALFWAY OVER THE TOP AND AWAITING THE ORDER TO ADVANCE IN THE +BATTLE OF MENIN ROAD<span class="totoi"><a href="#toi">ToList</a></span></p> +</div> + +<p>Suddenly, Darwin shouted:—</p> + +<p>"Look here, you fellows! What are these Boches doing?"</p> + +<p>Looking up, we saw about forty or fifty Germans stumbling over their +own wire, and running toward us as hard as they could go. For a moment +we thought it was the preliminary step of a counter-attack, but +suddenly we discovered that they carried no arms and were attempting +to run with their hands above their heads. At the same time something +occurred which is always one of the saddest sights in war. One hears a +great deal about the "horrors of war" and the "horrors" of seeing men +killed on either side of one, but at the time there is very little +"horror" to it. One simply doesn't have time to pay any attention to +it all. But the sad part was that the German machine gunners, seeing +their men surrendering, opened a furious fire on them. There they +were, caught from behind, and many of them dropped from the bullets of +their own comrades.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[82]</a></span>Twenty or thirty of them came straight on, rushed up to the pit where +the tank had come to grief, and tumbled down into this refuge. +Evidently, they knew of the British passion for souvenirs, for when +our men surrounded them, the Germans plucked wildly at their own +shoulder straps as if to entreat their captors to take the shoulder +straps instead of anything else!</p> + +<p>We gave two or three of the wounded Germans some cigarettes and a +drink of water. They were then told to find their quickest way to the +rear. Like other German prisoners we had seen, they went willingly +enough. German discipline obtains even after a man has been made a +prisoner. He obeys his captors with the same docility with which he +had previously obeyed his own officers. Left to themselves, and +started on the right road, the prisoner will plod along, their +N.C.O.'s saluting the English officers, and inquiring the way to the +concentration camp. When they find it, they usually appear well +pleased.</p> + +<p>The Old Bird's tank moved on.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[83]</a></span>"I suppose everything's going all right," said Talbot. "Suppose we +move on and see if we can get some information."</p> + +<p>"Yes, or some souvenirs," Darwin replied with a laugh.</p> + +<p>We pushed on slowly. Three tanks which had completed their job were +coming back and passed us. A little later we met some fellows who were +slightly wounded and asked them how the battle was going. Every story +was different. The wounded are rarely able to give a correct version +of any engagement, and we saw that no accurate information was to be +gleaned from these men.</p> + +<p>We had been out now for an hour and a half and still had no news to +send back to Headquarters. We knew how hard it was for the officers +behind the lines, who had planned the whole show, to sit hour after +hour waiting for news of their troops. The minutes are like hours.</p> + +<p>"My God, Darwin, look!" Talbot cried. "Something's happened to her. +She's on fire!"</p> + +<p>In the distance we saw one of our tanks stuck in the German wire, +which at that point <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[84]</a></span>was about a hundred yards thick. Smoke was +belching from every porthole. A shell had registered a direct hit, +exploding the petrol, and the tank was on fire. We dashed forward +toward her.</p> + +<p>A German machine gun rattled viciously. They had seen us. An instant +later, the bullets were spattering around us, and we dropped flat. One +man slumped heavily and lay quite still. By inches we crawled forward, +nearer and nearer to the blazing monster. Another machine gun snarled +at us, and we slid into a shell-hole for protection. Then, after a +moment's breathing space, we popped out and tried to rush again. +Another man stopped a bullet.</p> + +<p>It was suicide to go farther. Into another shell-hole we fell, and +thought things over. We decided to send a message, giving roughly the +news that the Hindenburg Line and N—— had been taken. An orderly was +given a message. He crawled out of the shell-hole, ran a few steps, +dropped flat, wriggled along across the snow, sprang to his feet, ran +another few steps, and so on until we lost sight of him.</p> + +<p>A moment or two later we started across the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[85]</a></span>snow in a direction +parallel with the lines. Behind an embankment we came across a little +group of Australians at an impromptu dressing-station. Some of them +were wounded and the others were binding up their wounds. We watched +them for a while and started on again. We had gone about fifty yards +when a shell screeched overhead. We turned and saw it land in the +middle of the group we had just left. Another shell burst close to us +and huge clods of earth struck us in the face and in the stomach, +knocking us flat and blinding us for the moment. A splinter struck +Talbot on his tin hat, grazing his skin. Behind us one of the +orderlies screamed and we rushed back to him. He had been hit below +the knee and his leg was nearly severed. We tied him up and managed to +get him back to the Australian aid-post. Two of the original four +stretcher-bearers had been blown up a few minutes before. But the +remaining two were carrying on with their work as though nothing had +happened. Here he was bandaged and started on his way for the +dressing-station.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[86]</a></span>Far across the snow, we saw three more tanks plodding back toward the +rear. Little by little, we gained ground until we reached a more +sheltered area where we could make greater speed. We were feverishly +anxious to know the fate of the crew of the burning tank. "Whose tank +was it?" was on every tongue. We met other wounded men being helped +back; those with leg wounds were being supported by others less +seriously wounded. They could tell us nothing. They had been with the +infantry and only knew that two tanks were right on the other side of +the village.</p> + +<p>A moment or two later, Talbot started running toward two men, one of +whom was supporting the other. The wounded man proved to be the +Sergeant of the tank we had seen on fire. We hurried up to him. He was +hurt in the leg. So, instead of firing questions at him, we kept quiet +and accompanied him back to the dressing-station.</p> + +<p>Later we heard the tragic news that it was Gould's tank that had +burned up. None of us talked much about it. It did not seem real. +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[87]</a></span>They had got stuck in the German wire. A crump had hit them and fired +the petrol tank. That was the end. Two men, the Sergeant and another, +escaped from the tank. The others perished with it. We tried to +comfort each other by repeated assurances that they must all have lost +consciousness quickly from the fumes of the petrol before they +suffered from fire. But it was small consolation. Every one had liked +Gould and every one would miss him.</p> + +<p>We waited at Brigade Headquarters for the others to return. A Tank +Commander from another Company was brought in, badly wounded and +looking ghastly, but joking with every one, as they carried him along +on a stretcher. His tank had been knocked out and they had saved their +guns and gone on with the infantry. He had been the last to leave the +tank, and as he had stepped out to the ground, a shell exploded +directly beneath him, taking off both of his legs below the knee.</p> + +<p>The last of the tanks waddled wearily in and the work of checking-up +began. All were accounted for but two. Their fate still remains <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[88]</a></span>a +secret. Our theory was that they had gone too far ahead and had +entered the village in back of the German lines; that the infantry had +not been able to keep up with them, and that they had been captured. +Two or three days afterwards an airman told us that he had seen, on +the day of the battle, two tanks far ahead of the infantry and that +they appeared to be stranded. Weeks later we attacked at the point +where the tanks had been, and on some German prisoners whom we took, +we found several photographs of these identical tanks. Then one day, +when we had stopped wondering about them, a Sergeant in our Company +received a letter from one of the crew of the missing machines, saying +that he was a prisoner in Germany. But of the officers we have never +heard to this day.</p> + +<p>We sat around wearily, waiting for the motor lorries which were to +take some of us back to B——. Years seemed to have been crowded into +the hours that had elapsed. Talbot glanced at his watch. It was still +only eight o'clock in the morning. Again he experienced the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[89]</a></span>feeling +of incredulity that comes to one who has had much happen in the hours +between dawn and early morning and who discovers that the day has but +just begun. He had thought it must be three o'clock in the afternoon, +at least.</p> + +<p>The lorries arrived eventually, and took those who had no tanks, back +to B——. The others brought the "Willies" in by the evening.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="VII" id="VII"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[90]</a></span><br /> + +<h2>VII</h2> + +<h3>THE SECOND BATTLE<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> +<br /> + +<p>Ten days had now elapsed since that day when we had gone back to B—— +with the officers and men who had survived. We had enjoyed every +minute of our rest and once more were feeling fit. The remainder of +the Company had been divided up into crews. The "Willies" themselves +had had the best of care and attention.</p> + +<p>Most important of all, to the childish minds of that part of the +British Army which we represented, we had given another concert which +had been an even greater success than the first. The Old Bird and +Borwick had excelled themselves. We were convinced that something was +wrong with a Government that would send two such artists to the front! +They should be at home, writing "words and music" that would live +forever.</p> + +<p>Toward the end of the week, plans for another attack were arranged. +This time it was <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[91]</a></span>to take place at C——, about five miles north of +N——. We were told that this was to be a "big show" at last. Part of +the Hindenburg Line had been taken, and part was still in the hands of +the enemy. It had been decided, therefore, that this sector of the +line, and the village behind it, must be captured. Our share in the +business consisted of a few tanks to work with the infantry. Two of us +went up three days before to arrange the plans with the Divisional +Commander. We wandered up into the Hindenburg Line as close as we +could get to the Boche, to see what the ground was like, and to decide +if possible on the routes for the tanks. In the line were innumerable +souvenirs. We found the furniture that the Germans had taken out of +the villages on their retirement, and had used to make their line more +comfortable.</p> + +<p>We found, too, an extraordinary piece of engineering. A tunnel about +ten miles long ran underneath the whole of the Hindenburg Line. It was +about thirty or forty feet down, and had been dug, we heard, by +Russian prisoners. The tunnel was about six feet wide and about five +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[92]</a></span>feet high. It had been roughly balked in with timber, and at every +twenty yards, a shaft led out of the tunnel up into the trench. +Borwick found a large mirror which he felt could not be wasted under +the circumstances. He could not resist its charm, so he started +lugging it back the six miles to camp. It was very heavy and its charm +had decreased greatly by the time he reached camp and found that no +one could make any use of it.</p> + +<p>The day of the attack was still undecided, and in order to be quite +ready when it should come off, we left B—— with the tanks one +evening and took them up to Saint-L——, a little place about three +thousand yards away from the Hindenburg Line. Here we staged them +behind a railway embankment, underneath a bridge that had been +partially blown up. This was the same embankment, as a matter of fact, +behind which, four or five miles away, the Australian dressing-station +had been established in the last battle.</p> + +<p>Here we spent two or three days tuning up the machines, and many of +our leisure moments <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[93]</a></span>in watching a howitzer battery which was just +beside us. This was fascinating. If you stand by the gun when it is +fired, you can see the shell leave the muzzle, and watch the black +mass shoot its seven or eight thousand yards until it becomes a small +speck and finally vanishes just before it hits the ground.</p> + +<p>We also made an interesting collection of German and English +shell-cases. These cases are made of brass, and the four-fives, +especially, in the opinion of some people, make very nice rose-bowls +when they are polished, with wire arranged inside to hold the +blossoms. Weird music could be heard issuing from our dugout at times, +when we gave an impromptu concert, by putting several of these +shell-cases on a log of wood and playing elaborate tunes on them with +a bit of stone.</p> + +<p>All this merry-making came to an end, though. One day we received word +that the attack was to come off the next morning. Then began the +preparations in earnest and the day went with a rush. At this part of +the Hindenburg Line, it was very easy to lose one's way, especially +at <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[94]</a></span>night. The tanks were scheduled to start moving up at ten o'clock. +Talbot and the Old Bird, with several men, set out at about eight, and +arranged for marks to guide the machines.</p> + +<p>We had just reached a part of the Hindenburg Line which was now in our +possession, and were near an ammunition dump, when shells began to +fall around us. They were not near enough to do us any harm, and we +continued our work, when one dropped into the ammunition dump and +exploded. In an instant the whole dump was alight. It was like some +terrible and giant display of pyrotechnics. Gas shells, Verey lights, +and stink bombs filled the air with their nauseous odors. Shells of +all sizes blew up and fell in steely splinters. The noise was +deafening. Cursing our luck, we waited until it died down into a red, +smouldering mass, and then edged up cautiously to continue our work. +By this time, Borwick's tank came up, and he emerged, with a broad +smile on his face.</p> + +<p>"Having a good time?" he asked genially.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[95]</a></span>There was a frozen silence, excepting for his inane laughter. He made +a few more irritating remarks which he seemed to think were very +funny, and then he disappeared inside his tank and prepared to follow +us. We had gone ahead a couple of hundred yards when we heard bombs +exploding, and looking back we saw the tank standing still, with +fireworks going off under one of her tracks. Presently the noise +ceased, and after waiting a moment we strolled back. As we reached the +tank, Borwick and the crew came tumbling out, making the air blue with +their language. They had run over a box of bombs, the only thing that +had survived the fire in the ammunition dump, and one of the tracks +was damaged. To repair it meant several hours' hard work in the cold +in unpleasant proximity to the still smouldering dump. Over Talbot's +face spread a broad smile.</p> + +<p>"Having a good time?" he asked pleasantly of Borwick.</p> + +<p>Infuriated growls were his only answer. He moved on with his men, +while Borwick and his crew settled down to work.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[96]</a></span>The night was fortunately dark. They went slowly forward and brought +the route almost up to within calling distance of the Germans. The +Verey lights, shattering the darkness over No Man's Land, did not +disclose them to the enemy. Suddenly, a Boche machine gun mechanically +turned its attentions toward the place where they were working. With a +tightening of every muscle, Talbot heard the slow whisper of the gun. +As it turned to sweep the intervening space between the lines, the +whisper rose to a shirring hiss. The men dropped to the ground, +flattening themselves into the earth. But Talbot stood still. Now, if +ever, was the time when an example would count. If they all dropped to +the ground every time a machine gun rattled, the job would never be +done. So, hands in his pockets, but with awful "wind up," he waited +while the soft patter of the bullets came near and the patter +quickened into rain. As it reached him, the rain became a fierce +torrent, stinging the top of the parapet behind them as the bullets +tore by viciously a few inches above his head. Then as it passed, it +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[97]</a></span>dropped into a patter once more and finally dropped away in a whisper. +Talbot suddenly realized that his throat was aching, but that he was +untouched by the storm. The men slowly got to their feet and continued +their work in silence. Although the machine gun continued to spatter +bullets near them all through the hours they were working, not once +again did the men drop when they heard the whisper begin. The job was +finally done and they filed wearily back.</p> + +<p>The attack was timed to come off at dawn. An hour before, while it was +still as black as pitch, the tanks moved again for their final +starting-point. McKnutt's machine was the first to go.</p> + +<p>"Cheero, McKnutt," we said as he clambered in. "Good luck!"</p> + +<p>The men followed, some through the top and some through the side. The +doors and portholes were closed, and in a moment the exhaust began to +puff merrily. The tank crawled forward and soon disappeared into the +blackness.</p> + +<p>She had about fifteen hundred yards to go, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[98]</a></span>parallel with the +Hindenburg Line, and several trenches to cross before coming up with +the enemy. We had planned that the tanks would take about three +quarters of an hour to reach their starting-point, and that soon after +they arrived there, the show would begin.</p> + +<p>Since it was still dark and the attack had not commenced, McKnutt and +his first driver opened the windows in front of them. They looked out +into impenetrable gloom. It was necessary to turn their headlights on, +and with this help, they crawled along a little more securely. A +signal from the driver, and they got into top gear. She bumped along, +over shell-holes and mine-craters at the exhilarating speed of about +four miles an hour, and then arrived at the first trench to be +crossed. It was about ten feet wide with high banks on each side.</p> + +<p>"One up!" signals the driver. The gears-men get into first gear, and +the tank tilts back as it goes up one side of the trench. Suddenly she +starts tipping over, and the driver takes out his clutch and puts on +his brake hard. McKnutt yells out, "Hold tight!" and the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[99]</a></span>tank slides +gently down with her nose in the bottom of the trench. The driver lets +in his clutch again, the tank digs her nose into the other side and +pulls herself up slowly, while her tail dips down into the bottom of +the trench. Then comes the great strain as she pulls herself bodily +out of the trench until she balances on the far side.</p> + +<p>It was now no longer safe to run with lights. They were snapped off. +Once more the darkness closed around them, blacker than ever. They +could no longer find their route, and McKnutt jumped out, walking +ahead with the tank lumbering along behind. Twice he lost his way and +they were obliged to wait until he found it again. Then, to his +intense relief, the moon shone out with a feeble light. It was just +enough to illumine faintly the ground before them and McKnutt +reëntered the tank, and started on.</p> + +<p>Their route ran close to the sides of an old quarry and they edged +along cautiously. McKnutt, with his eyes glued to the front, decided +that they must have already passed the end of <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[100]</a></span>the quarry. That would +mean that they were not far from the spot where they were to wait for +the signal to go into action. The moon had again disappeared behind +the clouds, but he did not consider it worth while to get out again. +The journey would be over in a few minutes.</p> + +<p>Suddenly, his heart took a great dive and he seemed to stop breathing. +He felt the tank balance ever so slightly. Staring with aching eyes +through the portholes, he saw that they were on the edge of the old +quarry, with a forty-foot drop down its steep sides before them. The +black depth seemed bottomless. The tank was slipping over. When she +shot down they would all be killed from concussion alone.</p> + +<p>His heart was pounding so that he could hardly speak. But the driver, +too, had seen the danger.</p> + +<p>"For God's sake, take out your clutch and put your brake on!" McKnutt +yelled, his voice almost drowned by the rattle and roar inside the +tank. The man kept his head. As the tail of the tank started tipping +up, he managed somehow with the brakes to hold her on the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[101]</a></span>edge. For a +second or two, she swayed there. She seemed to be unable to decide +whether to kill them or not. The slightest crumbling of the earth or +the faintest outside movement against the tank would precipitate them +over the edge. The brakes would not hold them for long. Then the +driver acted. Slowly he put his gears in reverse, keeping the brake on +hard until the engine had taken up the strain. Slowly she moved back +until her tail bumped on the ground, and she settled down. Neither +McKnutt nor his driver spoke. They pushed back their tin hats and +wiped their foreheads.</p> + +<p>McKnutt glanced back at the men in the rear of the tank. They, of +course, had been unable to see out, and had no idea of what they had +escaped. Now that the danger was passed, he felt an unreasonable +annoyance that none of them would ever know what he and the driver had +gone through in those few moments. Then the feeling passed, he +signalled, "Neutral left," the gearsman locked his left track, and the +tank swung over, passing safely by the perilous spot.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[102]</a></span>They settled down now to a snail's pace, shutting off their engine, as +the Germans could not be more than one hundred and fifty or two +hundred yards away. Running at full speed, the engine would have been +heard by them. In a few moments, they arrived at their appointed +station. McKnutt glanced at his watch. They had only a few moments to +wait. The engine was shut off and they stopped.</p> + +<p>The heat inside the tank was oppressive. McKnutt and James opened the +top, and crawled out, the men following. They looked around. The first +streaks of light were beginning to show in the sky. A heavy silence +hung over everything—the silence that always precedes a bombardment. +Presumably, only the attacking forces feel this. Even the desultory +firing seems to have faded away. All the little ordinary noises have +ceased. It is a sickening quiet, so loud in itself that it makes one's +heart beat quicker. It is because one is listening so intensely for +the guns to break out that all other sounds have lost their +significance. One seems to have become all <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[103]</a></span>ears—to have no sense of +sight or touch or taste or smell. All seem to have become merged in +the sense of hearing. The very air itself seems tense with listening. +Only the occasional rattle of a machine gun breaks the stillness. Even +this passes unnoticed.</p> + +<p>Slowly the minute-hand crept round to the half-hour, and the men +slipped back into their steel home. Doors were bolted and portholes +shut, save for the tiny slits in front of officer and driver, through +which they peered. The engine was ready to start. The petrol was on +and flooding. They waited quietly. Their heavy breathing was the only +sound. The minute-hand reached the half-hour.</p> + +<p>With the crash and swish of thousands of shells, the guns smashed the +stillness. Instantly, the flash of their explosion lit up the opposite +trenches. For a fraction of a second the thought came to McKnutt how +wonderful it was that man could produce a sound to which Nature had no +equal, either in violence or intensity. But the time was for action +and not for reflection.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[104]</a></span>"Start her up!" yelled out McKnutt.</p> + +<p>But the engine would not fire.</p> + +<p>"What the devil's the matter?" cried James.</p> + +<p>A bit of tinkering with the carburetor, and the engine purred softly. +Its noise was drowned in the pandemonium raging around them. James let +in the clutch, and the monster moved forward on her errand of +destruction.</p> + +<p>Although it was not light enough to distinguish forms, the flashes of +the shell-fire and the bursts from the shrapnel lit up that part of +the Hindenburg Line that lay on the other side of the barrier. One +hundred and fifty yards, and the tank was almost on top of the +barricade. Bombs were exploding on both sides. McKnutt slammed down +the shutters of the portholes in front of him and his driver. +"Bullets," he said shortly.</p> + +<p>"One came through, I think, sir," James replied. With the portholes +shut, there was no chance for bullets to enter now through the little +pin-points directly above the slits in the shutters. In order to see +through these, it is necessary to place one's eye directly against +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[105]</a></span>the cold metal. They are safe, for if a bullet does hit them, it +cannot come through, although it may stop up the hole.</p> + +<p>Suddenly a dull explosion was heard on the roof of the tank.</p> + +<p>"They're bombing us, sir!" cried one of the gunners. McKnutt signalled +to him, and he opened fire from his sponson. They plunged along, amid +a hail of bullets, while bombs exploded all around them.</p> + +<p>McKnutt and James, with that instinctive sense of direction which +comes to men who control these machines, felt that they were hovering +on the edge of the German trench. Then a sudden flash from the +explosion of a huge shell lit up the ground around them, and they saw +four or five gray-clad figures, about ten yards away, standing on the +parapet hysterically hurling bombs at the machine. They might as well +have been throwing pebbles. Scornfully the tank slid over into the +wide trench and landed with a crash in the bottom. For a moment she +lay there without moving. The Germans thought she was stuck. They +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[106]</a></span>came running along thinking to grapple with her. But they never +reached her, for at once the guns from both sides opened fire and the +Germans disappeared.</p> + +<p>The huge machine dragged herself up the steep ten-foot side of the +trench. As she neared the top, it seemed as if the engine would not +take the final pull. James took out his clutch, put his brake on hard, +and raced the engine. Then letting the clutch in with a jerk, the tank +pulled herself right on to the point of balance, and tipped slowly +over what had been the parapet of the German position.</p> + +<p>Now she was in the wire which lay in front of the trench. McKnutt +signalled back, "Swing round to the left," parallel to the lay of the +line. A moment's pause, and she moved forward relentlessly, crushing +everything in her path, and sending out a stream of bullets from every +turret to any of the enemy who dared to show themselves above the top +of the trench.</p> + +<p>At the same time our own troops, who had waited behind the barricade +to bomb their way <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[107]</a></span>down, from traverse to traverse, rushed over the +heap of sandbags, tangled wire, wood, and dead men which barred their +way. The moral effect of the tank's success, and the terror which she +inspired, cheered our infantry on to greater efforts. The tank crew +were, at the time, unaware of the infantry's action, as none of our +own men could be seen. The only indication of the fact was the +bursting of the bombs which gradually moved from fire bay to fire bay.</p> + +<p>The Corporal touched McKnutt on the arm.</p> + +<p>"I don't believe our people are keeping up with us, sir," he said. +"They seem to have been stopped about thirty yards back."</p> + +<p>"All right," McKnutt answered. "We'll turn round."</p> + +<p>McKnutt and James opened their portholes to obtain a clearer view. +Five yards along to the left, a group of Germans were holding up the +advancing British. They had evidently prepared a barricade in case of +a possible bombing attack on our part, and this obstacle, together +with a fusillade of bombs which met them, prevented our troops from +pushing on. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[108]</a></span>McKnutt seized his gun and pushed it through the +mounting, but found that he could not swing round far enough to get an +aim on the enemy. But James was in a better position. He picked the +gray figures off, one by one, until the bombing ceased and our own men +jumped over the barricade and came down among the dead and wounded +Germans.</p> + +<p>Then a sudden and unexplainable sense of disaster caused McKnutt to +look round. One of his gunners lay quite still on the floor of the +tank, his back against the engine, and a stream of blood trickling +down his face. The Corporal who stood next to him pointed to the +sights in the turret and then to his forehead, and McKnutt realized +that a bullet must have slipped in through the small space, entering +the man's head as he looked along the barrel of his gun. There he lay, +along one side of the tank between the engine and the sponson. The +Corporal tried to get in position to carry on firing with his own gun, +but the dead body impeded his movements.</p> + +<p>There was only one thing to do. The Corporal looked questioningly at +McKnutt and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[109]</a></span>pointed to the body. The officer nodded quickly, and the +left gearsman and the Corporal dragged the body and propped it up +against the door. Immediately the door flew open. The back of the +corpse fell down and half the body lay hanging out, with its legs +still caught on the floor. With feverish haste they lifted the legs +and threw them out, but the weight of the body balanced them back +again through the still open door. The men were desperate. With a +tremendous heave they turned the dead man upside down, shoved the body +out and slammed the door shut. They were just in time. A bomb exploded +directly beneath the sponson, where the dead body had fallen. To every +man in the tank came a feeling of swift gratitude that the bombs had +caught the dead man and not themselves.</p> + +<p>They ploughed across another trench without dropping into the bottom, +for it was only six feet wide. Daylight had come by now and the enemy +was beginning to find that his brave efforts were of no avail against +these monsters of steel.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[110]</a></span>All this time the German guns had not been silent. McKnutt's tank +crunched across the ground amid a furious storm of flying earth and +splinters. The strain was beginning to be felt. Although one is +protected from machine-gun fire in a tank, the sense of confinement +is, at times, terrible. One does not know what is happening outside +his little steel prison. One often cannot see where the machine is +going. The noise inside is deafening; the heat terrific. Bombs shatter +on the roof and on all sides. Bullets spatter savagely against the +walls. There is an awful lack of knowledge; a feeling of blind +helplessness at being cooped up. One is entirely at the mercy of the +big shells. If a shell hits a tank near the petrol tank, the men may +perish by fire, as did Gould, without a chance of escape. Going down +with your ship seems pleasant compared to burning up with your tank. +In fighting in the open, one has, at least, air and space.</p> + +<p>McKnutt, however, was lucky. They could now see the sunken road before +them which was their objective. Five-nines were dropping <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[111]</a></span>around them +now. It was only a matter of moments, it seemed, when they would be +struck.</p> + +<p>"Do you think we shall make it?" McKnutt asked James.</p> + +<p>"We may get there, but shall we get back? That's the question, sir."</p> + +<p>McKnutt did not answer. They had both had over two years' experience +of the accuracy of the German artillery. And they did not believe in +miracles. But they had their orders. They must simply do their duty +and trust to luck.</p> + +<p>They reached the sunken road. The tank was swung around. Their orders +were to reach their objective and remain there until the bombers +arrived. McKnutt peered out. No British were in sight, and he snapped +his porthole shut. Grimly they settled down to wait.</p> + +<p>The moments passed. Each one seemed as if it would be their last. +Would the infantry never come? Would there be any sense in just +sitting there until a German shell annihilated them if the infantry +never arrived? Had they been pushed back by a German rush? Should <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[112]</a></span>he +take it upon himself to turn back? McKnutt's brain whirled.</p> + +<p>Then, after hours, it seemed, of waiting, around the corner of a +traverse, he saw one of the British tin hats. Nothing in the world +could have been a happier sight. A great wave of relief swept over +him. Three or four more appeared. Realizing that they, too, had +reached their objective, they stopped and began to throw up a rough +form of barricade. More men poured in. The position was consolidated, +and there was nothing more for the tank to do.</p> + +<p>They swung round and started back. Two shells dropped about twenty +yards in front of them. For a moment McKnutt wondered whether it would +be well to change their direction. "No, we'll keep right on and chance +it," he said aloud. The next moment a tremendous crash seemed to lift +the tank off the ground. Black smoke and flying particles filled the +tank. McKnutt and James looked around expecting to see the top of the +machine blown off. But nothing had happened inside, and no one was +injured. Although shells continued to <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[113]</a></span>fall around them and a German +machine gun raged at them, they got back safely.</p> + +<div class="img"><a name="imagep112" id="imagep112"></a> +<a href="images/imagep112.jpg"> +<img border="0" src="images/imagep112.jpg" width="85%" alt="Bringing in a Captured German Gun" /></a><br /> +<p class="right" style="margin-top: .2em; font-size: 90%;"><i>Copyright by Underwood & Underwood, N.Y.</i></p> +<p class="cen" style="margin-top: .2em;">A TANK BRINGING IN A CAPTURED GERMAN GUN UNDER PROTECTION OF CAMOUFLAGE<span class="totoi"><a href="#toi">ToList</a></span></p> +</div> + +<p>Brigade Headquarters, where McKnutt reported, was full of expectancy. +Messages were pouring in over the wires. The men at the telephones +were dead beat, but cool and collected.</p> + +<p>"Any news of the other 'busses?" McKnutt asked eagerly. The Buzzers +shook their heads wearily. He rushed up to a couple of men who were +being carried to a dressing-station.</p> + +<p>"Do you fellows know how the tanks made out?" he asked.</p> + +<p>One of them had seen two of the machines on the other side of the +German line, he said. In answer to the questions which were fired at +him he could only say that the tanks had pushed on beyond the German +front line.</p> + +<p>Then on the top of the hill, against the sky-line, they saw a little +group of three or four men. James recognized them.</p> + +<p>"Why, there's Sergeant Browning and Mr. Borwick, sir," he said. +"What's happened to their tank, I wonder?" He and McKnutt hurried over +to meet them.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[114]</a></span>Borwick smiled coolly.</p> + +<p>"Hullo!" he said in his casual manner.</p> + +<p>"What's happened to your 'bus?" "What did you do?" was fired at him.</p> + +<p>"We got stuck in the German wire, and the infantry got ahead of us," +he said. "We pushed on, and fell into a nest of three machine guns. +They couldn't hurt us, of course, and the Boches finally ran away. We +knocked out about ten of them, and just as we were going on and were +already moving, we suddenly started twisting around in circles. What +do you think had happened? A trench mortar had got us full in one of +our tracks, and the beastly thing broke. So we all tumbled out and +left her there."</p> + +<p>"Didn't you go on with the infantry?" asked McKnutt.</p> + +<p>"No. They'd reached their objective by that time," Borwick replied, +"so we saved the tank guns, and I pinched the clock. Then we strolled +back, and here we are," he concluded.</p> + +<p>Talbot joined the group as he finished.</p> + +<p>"But where's the rest of your crew?" he asked.</p> + +<p>Borwick said quietly: "Jameson and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[115]</a></span>Corporal Fiske got knocked out +coming back." He lit a cigarette and puffed at it.</p> + +<p>There was silence for a moment.</p> + +<p>Then Talbot said, "Bad luck; have you got their pay-books?"</p> + +<p>"No, I forgot them," Borwick answered.</p> + +<p>But his Sergeant handed over the little brown books which were the +only tangible remains of two men who had gone into action that +morning. The pay-books contained two or three pages on which were +jotted down their pay, with the officer's signature. They had been +used as pocket-books, and held a few odd letters which the men had +received a few days before. Talbot had often been given the pay-books +of men in his company who were killed, but he never failed to be +affected when he discovered the letters and little trifles which had +meant so much to the men who had carried them, and which now would +mean so much to those whom they had left behind.</p> + +<p>In silence they went back to McKnutt's tank and sat down, waiting for +news. Scraps of information were beginning to trickle in.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[116]</a></span>"Have gained our objective in X Wood. Have not been counter-attacked."</p> + +<p>"Cannot push on owing to heavy machine-gun fire from C——."</p> + +<p>"Holding out with twenty men in trench running north from Derelict +Wood. Can I have reinforcements?"</p> + +<p>These were the messages pouring in from different points on the lines +of attack. Sometimes the messages came in twos and threes. Sometimes +there were minutes when only a wild buzzing could be heard and the men +at the telephones tried to make the buzzing intelligible.</p> + +<p>The situation cleared up finally, however. Our troops had, apparently, +gained their objectives along the entire line to the right. On the +left the next Brigade had been hung up by devastating machine-gun +fire. As McKnutt and Talbot waited around for news and fresh orders, +one of their men hurried down and saluted.</p> + +<p>He brought the news that the other three tanks had returned, having +reached their <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[117]</a></span>objectives. Two had but little opposition and the +infantry had found no difficulty in gaining their points of attack. +The third tank, however, had had three men wounded at a "pill-box." +These pill-boxes are little concrete forts which the German had +planted along his line. The walls are of ferro concrete, two to three +feet thick. As the tank reached the pill-box, two Germans slipped out +of the rear door. Three of the tank crew clambered down and got inside +the pill-box. In a moment the firing from inside ceased, and presently +the door flew open. Two British tank men, dirty and grimy, escorting +ten Germans, filed out. The Germans had their hands above their heads, +and when ordered to the rear they went with the greatest alacrity. One +of the three Englishmen was badly wounded; the other two were only +slightly injured, but they wandered down to the dressing-station, with +the hope that "Blighty" would soon welcome them.</p> + +<p>Although Talbot had his orders to hold the tanks in readiness in case +they were needed, no necessity arose, and after a few hours' waiting, +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[118]</a></span>the Major sent word to him to start the tanks back to the embankment, +there to be kept for the next occasion. Better still, the men were to +be taken back to B—— in the motor lorries, just as they had been +after the first battle. Water, comparative quiet, blankets,—these +were the luxuries that lay before them.</p> + +<p>As he sat crowded into the swaying motor lorry that lurched back along +the shell-torn road to B——, Talbot slipped his hand into his pocket. +He touched a cheque-book, a package of cigarettes, and a razor. Then +he smiled. They were the final preparations he had made that morning +before he went into action. After all he had not needed them, but one +never could tell, one might be taken prisoner. One needed no such +material preparations against the possibility of death, but a +prisoner—that was different.</p> + +<p>The cheque-book had been for use in a possible gray prison camp in the +land of his enemies. Cheques would some time or other reach his +English bank and his people would know that he was, at least, alive. +The cigarettes were <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[119]</a></span>to keep up his courage in the face of whatever +disaster might befall him.</p> + +<p>And the razor? Most important of all.</p> + +<p>The razor was to keep, bright and untarnished, the traditions and +prestige of the British Army!</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="VIII" id="VIII"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[120]</a></span><br /> + +<h2>VIII</h2> + +<h3>REST AND DISCIPLINE<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> +<br /> + +<p>We stayed in that region of the Front for a few more weeks, preparing +for any other task that might be demanded of us. One day the Battalion +received its orders to pack up, to load the tanks that were left over, +and to be ready for its return to the district in which we had spent +the winter.</p> + +<p>We entrained on a Saturday evening at A——, and arrived at St.-P—— +at about ten o'clock on Sunday night. From there a twelve-mile march +lay before us to our old billets in B——. As may well be imagined, +the men, though tired, were in high spirits. We simply ate up the +distance, and the troops disguised their fatigue by singing songs. +There were two which appeared to be favorites on this occasion.</p> + +<p>One, to the tune of "The Church's One Foundation," ran as follows:—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"We are Fred Karno's<a name="FNanchor_1_1" id="FNanchor_1_1"></a><a href="#Footnote_1_1" class="fnanchor">[1]</a> Army,<br /></span><span class='pn'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[121]</a></span> +<span class="i0">The ragtime A.S.C.,<a name="FNanchor_2_2" id="FNanchor_2_2"></a><a href="#Footnote_2_2" class="fnanchor">[2]</a><br /></span> +<span class="i0">We cannot work, we do not fight,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">So what ruddy use are we?<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And when we get to Berlin,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The Kaiser he will say,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Hoch, hoch, mein Gott!<br /></span> +<span class="i0">What a ruddy rotten lot,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Is the ragtime A.S.C."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>The other was a refrain to the tune of a Salvation Army hymn, "When +the Roll is called up Yonder":—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"When you wash us in the water,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">That you washed your dirty daughter,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Oh! then we will be much whiter!<br /></span> +<span class="i0">We'll be whiter than the whitewash on the wall."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Eventually the companies arrived in the village at all hours of the +morning. No one was up. We saw that the men received their meals, +which had been prepared by the cooks who had gone ahead in motor +lorries. They did not spend much time over the food, for in less than +half an hour "K" billets—the same Hospice de Ste. Berthe—were +perfectly quiet. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[122]</a></span>We then wandered away with our servants, to be met +at each of our houses by hastily clad landladies, with sleep in their +eyes and smoking lamps or guttering candles in their hands.</p> + +<p>The next morning the Company paraded at half-past nine, and the day +was spent in reforming sections, in issuing new kits to the men, and +in working the rosters for the various courses. On Tuesday, just as +breakfast was starting, an orderly brought a couple of memorandums +from Battalion Orderly Room for McKnutt and Borwick.</p> + +<p>No one watched them read the chits, but Talbot, glancing up from his +plate, saw a look on Borwick's face. It was a look of the purest joy.</p> + +<p>"What is it?" he said.</p> + +<p>"Leave, my God!" replied Borwick; "and McKnutt's got it too."</p> + +<p>"When are you going? To-day?" shouted the Old Bird.</p> + +<p>"Yes; there's a car to take us to the station in a quarter of an +hour."</p> + +<p>They both left their unfinished breakfasts <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[123]</a></span>and tore off to their +billets. There it was but a matter of moments to throw a few things +into their packs. No one ever takes any luggage when going on leave. +They tore back to the mess to leave instructions for their servants, +and we strolled out <i>en masse</i> to see the lucky fellows off.</p> + +<p>The box-body drew away from where we were standing. We watched it grow +smaller and smaller down the long white road, and turned back with +regrets and pleasure in our hearts. With regrets, that we ourselves +were not the lucky ones, and knowing that for some of us leave would +never come; with pleasure, because one is always glad that a few of +the deserving reap a small share of their reward.</p> + +<p>Then, strolling over to the Parade Ground, we heard the "Five Minutes" +sounding. Some dashed off to get their Sam Brownes, others called for +their servants to wipe a few flecks of dust from their boots and +puttees.</p> + +<p>When the "Fall In" began, the entire Company was standing "At Ease" on +the Parade Ground. As the last note of the call sounded, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[124]</a></span>the whole +parade sprang to "Attention," and the Major, who had been standing on +the edge of the field, walked forward to inspect.</p> + +<p>Every morning was spent in this manner, except for those who had +special courses to follow. We devoted all our time and attention to +"Forming Fours" in as perfect a manner as possible; to saluting with +the greatest accuracy and fierceness; and to unwearying repetition of +every movement and detail, until machinelike precision was attained.</p> + +<p>All that we were doing then is the very foundation and essence of good +discipline. Discipline is the state to which a man is trained, in +order that under all circumstances he shall carry out without +secondary reasoning any order that may be given him by a superior. +There is nothing of a servile nature in this form of obedience. Each +man realizes that it is for the good of the whole. By placing his +implicit confidence in the commands of one of a higher rank than his +own, he gives an earnest of his ability to himself command at some +future time. It is but another proof of the old adage, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[125]</a></span>that the man +who obeys least is the least fitted to command.</p> + +<div class="img"><a name="imagep124" id="imagep124"></a> +<a href="images/imagep124.jpg"> +<img border="0" src="images/imagep124.jpg" width="85%" alt="Liberty Loan Parade in New York" /></a><br /> +<p class="right" style="margin-top: .2em; font-size: 90%;"><i>Copyright by Underwood & Underwood, N.Y.</i></p> +<p class="cen" style="margin-top: .2em;">A BRITISH TANK IN THE LIBERTY LOAN PARADE IN NEW YORK<span class="totoi"><a href="#toi">ToList</a></span></p> +</div> + +<p>When this war started, certain large formations, with the sheer lust +for fighting in their blood, did not, while being formed, realize the +absolute necessity of unending drill and inspection. Their first cry +was, "Give us a rifle, a bayonet, and a bomb, show us how to use them, +and we will do the rest." Acting upon this idea, they flung themselves +into battle, disregarding the iron rules of a preliminary training. At +first their very impetus and courage carried them over incredible +obstacles. But after a time, and as their best were killed off, the +original blaze died down, and the steady flame of ingrained discipline +was not there to take the place of burning enthusiasm. The terrible +waste and useless sacrifice that ensued showed only too plainly that +even the greatest individual bravery is not enough.</p> + +<p>In this modern warfare there are many trials and experiences +unimagined before, which wear down the actual will-power of the men +who undergo them. When troops are forced <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[126]</a></span>to sit in a trench under the +most terrific shell-fire, the nerve-racking noise, the sight of their +comrades and their defences being blown to atoms, and the constant +fear that they themselves will be the next to go, all deprive the +ordinary mind of vital initiative. Having lost the active mental +powers that a human being possesses, they are reduced to the level of +machines. The officers and non-commissioned officers, on whom the +responsibility of leadership rests, have that spur to maintain their +equilibrium, but the private soldiers, who have themselves only to +think of, are the most open to this devastating influence. If these +machines are to be controlled, as they must be, by an exterior +intelligence, they must obey automatically, and if in the past +automatic obedience has not been implanted, there is nothing to take +its place.</p> + +<p>The only means by which to obtain inherent response to a given order +is so to train a man in minute details, by constant, inflexible +insistence on perfection, that it becomes part of his being to obey +without thinking.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[127]</a></span>It must not be presumed that, in obtaining this almost inhuman +reaction, all independent qualities are obliterated. For, though a +man's mind is adjusted to carrying out, without questioning, any task +that is demanded of him, yet in the execution of this duty he is +allowed the full scope of his invention and initiative.</p> + +<p>Thus, by this dull and unending routine, we laid the foundation of +that inevitable success toward which we were slowly working.</p> + +<p>When the Company dismissed, the Major, Talbot, and the Old Bird walked +over to lunch together.</p> + +<p>"Well, it's a great war, isn't it?" said the Major, turning to the +other two.</p> + +<p>"It's very nice to have got through a couple of shows, sir," replied +Talbot. "What do you think about it, Old Bird?"</p> + +<p>"Well, of course, war is all very well for those who like it. But give +me the Base every time," answered the Old Bird, true to his +reputation. Then, turning to the Major with his most ingratiating +smile, he said, "By the way, sir, what about a few days in Boulogne?"</p> + +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> + +<h4>FOOTNOTES:</h4> + +<div class="footnote"><p class="noin"><a name="Footnote_1_1" id="Footnote_1_1"></a><a href="#FNanchor_1_1"><span class="label">[1]</span></a> A late, third-rate English pantomime producer.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p class="noin"><a name="Footnote_2_2" id="Footnote_2_2"></a><a href="#FNanchor_2_2"><span class="label">[2]</span></a> Stands for Army Service Corps, and its equivalent in the +American Army is the Quartermaster's Corps.</p></div> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="IX" id="IX"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[128]</a></span><br /> + +<h2>IX</h2> + +<h3>A PHILOSOPHY OF WAR<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> +<br /> + +<p>It has often been observed that if this war is to end war for all +time, and if all the sacrifices and misery and suffering will help to +prevent any recurrence of them, then it is well worth while.</p> + +<p>In these days of immediate demands and quick results, this question is +too vague and too far-reaching to bring instant consolation. Apart +from that, too, it cannot decide whether any war, however great, can +ever abolish the natural and primitive fighting instinct in man.</p> + +<p>The source from which we must draw the justification for our optimism +lies much nearer to hand. We must regard the effect that warring life +has already produced upon each individual member of the nations who +are and who are not engaged in it.</p> + +<p>At the very heart of it is the effect on the man who is actually +fighting. Take the case <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[129]</a></span>of him who before the war was either working +in a factory, who was a clerk in a business house, or who was nothing +at all beyond the veriest loafer and bar-lounger. To begin with, he +was perhaps purely selfish. The foundation of his normal life was +self-protection. Whether worthless or worthy, whether hating or +respecting his superiors, the private gain and comfort for himself and +his was the object of his existence. He becomes a soldier, and that +act alone is a conversion. His wife and children are cared for, it is +true; but he himself, for a shilling a day, sells to his country his +life, his health, his pleasures, and his hopes for the future. To make +good measure he throws in cheerfulness, devotion, philosophy, humour, +and an unfailing kindness. One man, for instance, sells up three +grocery businesses in the heart of Lancashire, an ambition which it +has taken him ten years to accomplish. Without a trace of bitterness +he divorces himself from the routine of a lifetime, and goes out to +France to begin life again at the very bottom of a new ladder. He who +for years had many men under <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[130]</a></span>him is now under all, and receives, +unquestioningly, orders which in a different sphere he had been +accustomed to give. Apart from the mere letter of obedience and +discipline he gains a spirit of devotion and self-sacrifice, which +turns the bare military instrument into a divine virtue. He may, for +instance, take up the duties of an officer's servant. Immediately he +throws himself whole-heartedly into a new form of selfless generosity, +which leads him to a thousand ways of care and forethought, that even +the tenderest woman could hardly conceive. The man who receives this +unwavering devotion can only accept it with the knowledge that no one +can deserve it, and that it is greater gain to him who gives than to +him who takes.</p> + +<p>What life of peace is there that produces this god-like fibre in the +plainest of men? Why, indeed, is it produced in the life of war? It is +because in war sordidness and petty worries are eliminated; because +the one great and ever-present fear, the fear of death, reduces all +other considerations to their proper values. The actual fear of death +is always present, but this <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[131]</a></span>fear itself cannot be sordid when men can +meet it of their own free will and with the most total absence of +cringing or of cowardice.</p> + +<p>In commercial rivalry a man will sacrifice the friend of years to gain +a given sum, which will insure him increased material comforts. In war +a man will deliberately sacrifice the life for which he wanted those +comforts, to save perhaps a couple of men who have no claim on him +whatsoever. He who before feared any household calamity now throws +himself upon a live bomb, which, even though he might escape himself, +will without his action kill other men who are near it. This deed +loses none of its value because of the general belief among soldiers +that life is cheap. Other men's lives are cheap. One's own life is +always very dear.</p> + +<p>One of the most precious results has been the resurrection of the +quality of admiration. The man who before the war said, "Why is he my +master?" is now only too glad to accept a leader who is a leader +indeed. He has learned that as his leader cannot do without him, so he +cannot do without his leader, and although <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[132]</a></span>each is of equal +importance in the scheme of affairs, their positions in the scheme are +different. He has learned that there is a higher equality than the +equality of class: it is the equality of spirit.</p> + +<p>This same feeling is reflected, more especially among the leaders of +the men, in the complete disappearance of snobbishness. No such +artificial imposition can survive in a life where inherent value +automatically finds its level; where a disguise which in peace-time +passed as superiority, now disintegrates when in contact with this +life of essentials. For war is, above all, a reduction to essentials. +It is the touchstone which proves the qualities of our youth's +training. All those pleasures that formed the gamut of a young man's +life either fall away completely or find their proper place. Sport, +games, the open-air life, have taught him that high cheerfulness, +through failure or success, which makes endurance possible. But the +complicated, artificial pleasures of ordinary times have receded into +a dim, unspoken background. The wholesomeness of the existence that +he <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[133]</a></span>now leads has taught him to delight in the most simple and natural +of things. This throwing aside of the perversions and fripperies of an +over-civilization has forced him to regard them with a disgust that +can never allow him to be tempted again by their inducements of +delight and dissipation. The natural, healthy desires which a man is +sometimes inclined to indulge in are no longer veiled under a mask of +hypocrisy. They are treated in a perfectly outspoken fashion as the +necessary accompaniments to a hard, open-air life, where a man's +vitality is at its best. In consequence of this, and as the result of +the deepening of man's character which war inevitably produces, the +sense of adventure and mystery which accompanied the fulfilment of +these desires has disappeared, and with it to a great extent the +desires themselves have assumed a far less importance.</p> + +<p>In peace, and especially in war, the young man's creed is casualness. +Not the casualness of carelessness, but that which comes from the +knowledge that up to each given point he has <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[134]</a></span>done his best. It is +this fundamental peace of mind which comes to a soldier that forms the +beauty of his life. The order received must be obeyed in its exact +degree, neither more nor less; and the responsibility, though great, +is clearly defined. Each man must use his individual intelligence +within the scope of the part assigned to him. The responsibility +differs in kind, but not in degree, and the last link of the chain is +as important as the first. There can be no shirking or shifting, and, +knowing this, each task is finished, rounded out, and put away. One +might think that this made thought mechanical: but it is mechanical +only in so far as each man's intelligence is concentrated on his own +particular duty, and each part working in perfect order contributes to +the unison through which the whole machine develops its power. Thus +the military life induces in men a clearer and more accurate habit of +thought, and teaches each one to do his work well and above all to do +his own work only.</p> + +<p>From this very simplicity of life, which brings out a calmness of mind +and that equable <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[135]</a></span>temperament that minor worries can no longer shake, +springs the mental leisure which gives time for other and unaccustomed +ideas. Men who wittingly, time and again, have faced but escaped +death, will inevitably begin to think what death may mean. As the +first lessons of obedience teach each man that he needs a leader to +pass through a certain crisis, so the crisis of death, where man must +pass alone, demands a still higher Leader. With the admission that no +man is self-sufficient, that sin of pride, which is the strongest +barrier between a man and his God, falls away. He is forced, if only +in self-defence, to recognize that faith in some all-sufficient Power +is the only thing that will carry him through. If he could cut away +the thousand sins of thought, man would automatically find himself at +faith. It is the central but often hidden point of our intelligence; +and although there are a hundred roads that lead to it, they may be +completely blocked. The clean flame of the disciplined life burns away +the rubbish that chokes these roads, and faith becomes a nearer and +more constant thing.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[136]</a></span>The sadness of war lies in the loss of actual personalities, but it is +only by means of these losses that this surrender can be attained.</p> + +<p>It must not be thought that faith comes overnight as a free gift. It +is a long and slow process of many difficult steps. There may be first +the actual literal crumbling, unknown in peace-time, of one's solid +surroundings, to be repeated perhaps again and again until the old +habit of reliance upon them is uprooted. Then comes the realization +that this life at the front has but two possible endings. The first is +to be so disabled that a man's fighting days are over. The other is +death. Instant death rather than a slow death from wounds. Every man +hopes for a wound which will send him home to England. That, however, +is only a respite, as his return to France follows upon his +convalescence. The other most important step is the loss of one's +friends. It is not the fact of actually seeing them killed, for in the +chaos and tumult of a battle the mind hardly registers such +impressions. One's only feeling is the purely primitive one of relief, +that it is another and not one's self. It <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[137]</a></span>is only afterwards, when +the excitement is over, and a man realizes that again there is a space +of life, for him, but not for his friend, that the loneliness and the +loss are felt. He then says to himself, "Why am I spared when many +better men have gone?" At first resentment swallows up all other +emotions. In time, when this bitterness begins to pass, the belief +that somehow this loss is of some avail, carries him a little farther +on the road to faith. This all comes to the man who before the war +believed that the world was made for his pleasure, and who treated +life from that standpoint. All that he wanted he took without asking. +Now, all that he has he gives without being asked.</p> + +<p>Woman, too, gives more than herself. She gives her men, her peace of +mind and all that makes her life worth living. The man after all may +have little hope, but while he is alive he has the daily pleasures of +health, vitality, excitement, and a thousand interests. A woman has +but a choice of sorrows: the sorrow of unbearable suspense or the +acceptance of the end.</p> + +<p>Yet it needed this war to show again to <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[138]</a></span>women what they could best do +in life: to love their men, bear their children, care for the sick and +suffering, and learn to endure. It has taught them also to accept from +man what he is able or willing to give, and to admit a higher claim +than their own. They have been forced to put aside the demands and +exactions which they felt before were their right, and to accept +loneliness and loss without murmur or question.</p> + +<p>A woman who loses her son loses the supreme reason of her existence; +and yet the day after the news has come, she goes back to her work for +the sons of other women. If she has more sons to give she gives them, +and faces again the eternal suspense that she has lived through +before. The younger women, who in times of peace would have looked +forward to an advantageous and comfortable marriage, will now marry +men whom they may never see again after the ten days' honeymoon is +over, and will unselfishly face the very real possibility of widowhood +and lonely motherhood. They have had to learn the old lesson that work +for others is the only cure for sorrow, and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[139]</a></span>they have learned too +that it is the only cure for all those petty worries and boredoms +which assailed them in times of peace. If they have learned this, then +again one may say that war is worth while.</p> + +<p>What effect has the war had upon those countries who in the beginning +were not engaged in it? The United States, for instance, has for three +years been an onlooker. The people of that country have had every +opportunity to view, in their proper perspectives, the feelings and +changes brought about among the men and women of the combatant +countries. At first, the enormous casualties, the sufferings and the +sorrow, led them to believe that nothing was worth the price they +would have to pay, were they to enter into the lists. For in the +beginning, before that wonderful philosophy of spirit and cheerfulness +of outlook arose, and before the far-reaching effects of the sacrifice +of loved ones could be perceived, there seemed to be little reason or +right for such a train of desolation. They were perfectly justified, +too, in thinking this, when insufficient time had elapsed <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[140]</a></span>to enable +them to judge of the immense, sweeping, beneficial effects that this +struggle has produced in the moral fibre and stamina of the nations +engaged.</p> + +<p>It must be remembered that the horrors of the imagination are far +worse than the realities. The men who fight and the women who tend +their wounds suffer mentally far less than those who paint the +pictures in their minds, from data which so very often are grossly +exaggerated. One must realize that the hardships of war are merely +transient. Men suffer untold discomforts, and yet, when these +sufferings are over and mind and body are at ease for a while, they +are completely forgotten. The only mark they leave is the +disinclination to undergo them again. But on those who do not realize +them in their actuality, they cause a far more terrifying effect.</p> + +<p>Now, others, as well, have discovered that war's advantages outweigh +so much its losses. They who with their own eyes had seen the +wonderful fortitude with which men stand pain, and the amazing +submission with which <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[141]</a></span>women bear sorrow, returned full of zeal and +enthusiasm, to carry the torch of this uplifting flame to their own +countrymen.</p> + +<p>Others will realize, too, that although one may lose one's best, yet +one's worst is made better. The women will find that the characters of +their men will become softened. The clear-cut essentials of a life of +war must make the mind of man direct. It may be brutal in its +simplicity, but it is clear and frank. Yet to counteract this, the +continual sight of suffering bravely borne, the deep love and humility +that the devotion of others unconsciously produces, bring about this +charity of feeling, this desire to forgive and this moderation in +criticism, which is so marked in those who have passed through the +strenuous, searing realities of war. Since the thirty pieces of +silver, no minted coin in the world has bought so much as has the +King's shilling of to-day.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> + +<h4>THE END</h4> + +<br /> +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h5>The Riverside Press<br /> +CAMBRIDGE · MASSACHUSETTS<br /> +U·S·A</h5> + +<br /> +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> + + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Life in a Tank, by Richard Haigh + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LIFE IN A TANK *** + +***** This file should be named 28319-h.htm or 28319-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/2/8/3/1/28319/ + +Produced by Jeannie Howse and Friend, and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by The Internet Archive/Canadian Libraries) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Life in a Tank + +Author: Richard Haigh + +Release Date: March 13, 2009 [EBook #28319] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LIFE IN A TANK *** + + + + +Produced by Jeannie Howse and Friend, and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by The Internet Archive/Canadian Libraries) + + + + + + + + + +LIFE IN A TANK + + [Illustration: A TANK ON ITS WAY INTO ACTION] + + + + +LIFE IN A TANK + +_By_ +RICHARD HAIGH, M.C. +CAPTAIN IN THE TANK CORPS + +_With Illustrations_ + + +[Illustration] + + +BOSTON AND NEW YORK +HOUGHTON MIFFLIN COMPANY +The Riverside Press Cambridge + + + + +COPYRIGHT, 1918, BY RICHARD HAIGH + +ALL RIGHTS RESERVED + +_Published June 1918_ + + + + +Contents + + +I. The Meaning of the Tank Corps 1 + +II. First Days of Training 11 + +III. Later Days of Training 37 + +IV. Moving up the Line 49 + +V. Preparations for the Show 61 + +VI. The First Battle 76 + +VII. The Second Battle 90 + +VIII. Rest and Discipline 120 + +IX. A Philosophy of War 128 + + + + +Illustrations + + +A Tank on its Way into Action _Frontispiece_ + British Official Photograph + +King George and Queen Mary inspecting a Tank on the British + Front in France 8 + British Official Photograph + +A British Tank and its Crew in New York 20 + Photograph by Underwood & Underwood + +A Tank moving to the Attack down what was once a Main Street 56 + British Official Photograph + +A Tank going over a Trench on its Way into Action 72 + British Official Photograph + +A Tank halfway over the Top and awaiting the Order to + Advance in the Battle of Menin Road 80 + Photograph by Underwood & Underwood + +A Tank bringing in a Captured German Gun under Protection + of Camouflage 112 + Photograph by Underwood & Underwood + +A British Tank in the Liberty Loan Parade in New York 124 + Photograph by Underwood & Underwood + + + + +LIFE IN A TANK + + + + +I + +THE MEANING OF THE TANK CORPS + + +TANKS! + +To the uninitiated--as were we in those days when we returned to the +Somme, too late to see the tanks make their first dramatic +entrance--the name conjures up a picture of an iron monster, breathing +fire and exhaling bullets and shells, hurling itself against the +enemy, unassailable by man and impervious to the most deadly engines +of war; sublime, indeed, in its expression of indomitable power and +resolution. + +This picture was one of the two factors which attracted us toward the +Heavy Branch Machine-Gun Corps--as the Tank Corps was known in the +first year of its being. On the Somme we had seen a derelict tank, +wrecked, despoiled of her guns, and forsaken in No Man's Land. We had +swarmed around and over her, wild with curiosity, much as the +Lilliputians must have swarmed around the prostrate Gulliver. Our +imagination was fired. + +The second factor was, frankly, that we were tired of going over the +top as infantrymen. The first time that a man goes into an attack, he +as a rule enjoys it. He has no conception of its horrors,--no, not +horrors, for war possesses no horrors,--but, rather, he has no +knowledge of the sudden realization of the sweetness of life that +comes to a man when he is "up against it." The first time, it is a +splendid, ennobling novelty. And as for the "show" itself, in actual +practice it is more like a dream which only clarifies several days +later, after it is all over. But to do the same thing a second and +third and fourth time, is to bring a man face to face with Death in +its fullest and most realistic uncertainty. In soldier jargon he "gets +most awful wind up." It is five minutes before "Zero Hour." All +preparations are complete. You are waiting for the signal to hop over +the parapet. Very probably the Boche knows that you are coming, and +is already skimming the sandbags with his machine guns and knocking +little pieces of earth and stone into your face. Extraordinary, how +maddening is the sting of these harmless little pebbles and bits of +dirt! The bullets ricochet away with a peculiar singing hiss, or crack +overhead when they go too high. The shells which burst on the other +side of the parapet shake the ground with a dull thud and crash. There +are two minutes to wait before going over. Then is the time when a man +feels a sinking sensation in his stomach; when his hands tremble ever +so slightly, and when he offers up a pathetic little prayer to God +that if he's a bit of a sportsman he may be spared from death, should +his getting through not violate the divine and fatalistic plans. He +has that unpleasant lack of knowledge of what comes beyond. For after +all, with the most intense belief in the world, it is hard to +reconcile the comforting feeling of what one knows with that terrible +dread of the unknown. + +A man has no great and glorious ideas that nothing matters because he +is ready to die for his country. He is, of course, ready to die for +her. But he does not think about it. He lights a cigarette and tries +to be nonchalant, for he knows that his men are watching him, and it +is his duty to keep up a front for their sake. Probably, at the same +time, they are keeping up a front for him. Then the Sergeant Major +comes along, cool and smiling, as if he were out for a stroll at home. +Suddenly he is an immense comfort. One forgets that sinking feeling in +the stomach and thinks, "How easy and jolly he is! What a splendid +fellow!" Immediately, one begins unconsciously to imitate him. Then +another thinks the same thing about one, and begins to imitate too. So +it passes on, down the line. But there is nothing heroic or exalting +in going over the top. + +This, then, was our possible second reason for preferring to attack +inside bullet-proof steel; not that death is less likely in a tank, +but there seems to be a more sporting chance with a shell than with a +bullet. The enemy infantryman looks along his sight and he has you for +a certainty, but the gunner cannot be so accurate and twenty yards +may mean a world of difference. Above all, the new monster had our +imaginations in thrall. Here were novelty and wonderful developments. + +In the end of 1916, therefore, a certain number of officers and men +received their orders to join the H.B.M.G.C., and proceeded +sorrowfully and joyfully away from the trenches. Sorrowfully, because +it is a poor thing to leave your men and your friends in danger, and +get out of it yourself into something new and fresh; joyfully, because +one is, after all, but human. + +About thirty miles behind the line some villages were set aside for +the housing and training of the new units. Each unit had a nucleus of +men who had already served in tanks, with the new arrivals spread +around to make up to strength. + +The new arrivals came from all branches of the Service; Infantry, +Sappers, Gunners, Cavalry, and the Army Service Corps. Each man was +very proud of his own Branch; and a wonderfully healthy rivalry and +affection sprang up between them. The gunner twitted the sapper, the +cavalryman made jokes at the A.S.C., and the infantryman groused at +the whole lot. But all knew at the bottom of their hearts, how each is +essential to the other. + +It was to be expected when all these varied men came together, that +the inculcating of a proper _esprit de corps_--the training of each +individual in an entirely new science for the benefit of the +whole--would prove a very difficult and painstaking task. But the +wonderful development, however, in a few months, of a large, +heterogeneous collection of men into a solid, keen, self-sacrificing +unit, was but another instance of the way in which war improves the +character and temperament of man. + +It was entirely new for men who were formerly in a regiment, full of +traditions, to find themselves in the Tank Corps. Here was a Corps, +the functions of which resulted from an idea born of the exigencies of +this science-demanding war. Unlike every other branch of the Service, +it has no regimental history to direct it, no traditions upon which to +build, and still more important from a practical point of view, no +experience from which to draw for guidance, either in training or in +action. In the Infantry, the attack has resulted from a steady +development in ideas and tactics, with past wars to give a foundation +and this present one to suggest changes and to bring about remedies +for the defects which crop up daily. With this new weapon, which was +launched on the Somme on September 15, 1916, the tactics had to be +decided upon with no realistic experimentation as ground work; and, +moreover, with the very difficult task of working in concert with +other arms of the Service that had had two years of fighting, from +which to learn wisdom. + +With regard to discipline, too,--of all things the most important, for +the success of a battle has depended, does, and always will depend, +upon the state of discipline of the troops engaged,--all old regiments +have their staff of regular instructors to drill and teach recruits. +In them has grown up that certain feeling and loyalty which time and +past deeds have done so much to foster and cherish. Here were we, +lacking traditions, history, and experience of any kind. + +It is easy to realize the responsibility that lay not only upon the +Chief of this new Corps, but upon each individual and lowest member +thereof. It was for us all to produce _esprit de corps_, and to +produce it quickly. It was necessary for us to develop a love of the +work, not because we felt it was worth while, but because we knew that +success or failure depended on each man's individual efforts. + +But, naturally, the real impetus came from the top, and no admiration +or praise can be worthy of that small number of men in whose hands the +real destinies of this new formation lay; who were continually +devising new schemes and ideas for binding the whole together, and for +turning that whole into a highly efficient, up-to-date machine. + + [Illustration: KING GEORGE AND QUEEN MARY INSPECTING A TANK ON + THE BRITISH FRONT IN FRANCE] + +"How did the tank happen to be invented?" is a common question. The +answer is that in past wars experience has made it an axiom that the +defenders suffer more casualties than the attacking forces. From the +first days of 1914, however, this condition was reversed, and whole +waves of attacking troops were mown down by two or three machine guns, +each manned, possibly, by not more than three men. There may be in a +certain sector, before an attack, an enormous preliminary bombardment +which is destined to knock out guns, observation posts, dumps, men, +and above all, machine-gun emplacements. Nevertheless, it has been +found in actual practice that despite the most careful observation and +equally careful study of aeroplane photographs, there are, as a rule, +just one or two machine guns which, either through bad luck or through +precautions on the part of the enemy, have escaped destruction. These +are the guns which inflict the damage when the infantrymen go over and +which may hold up a whole attack. + +It was thought, therefore, that a machine might be devised which would +cross shell-craters, wire and trenches, and be at the same time +impervious to bullets, and which would contain a certain number of +guns to be used for knocking out such machine guns as were still in +use, or to lay low the enemy infantry. With this idea, a group of men, +in the end of 1915, devised the present type of heavy armoured car. In +order to keep the whole plan as secret as possible, about twenty-five +square miles of ground in Great Britain were set aside and surrounded +with armed guards. There, through all the spring and early summer of +1916, the work was carried on, without the slightest hint of its +existence reaching the outside world. Then, one night, the tanks were +loaded up and shipped over to France, to make that first sensational +appearance on the Somme, with the success which warranted their +further production on a larger and more ambitious scale. + + + + +II + +FIRST DAYS OF TRAINING + + +We were at a rest camp on the Somme when the chit first came round +regarding the joining of the H.B.M.G.C. The Colonel came up to us one +day with some papers in his hand. + +"Does anybody want to join this?" he asked. + +We all crowded around to find out what "this" might be. + +"Tanks!" some one cried. Some were facetious; others indifferent; a +few mildly interested. But no one seemed very keen about it, +especially as the tanks in those days had a reputation for rather +heavy casualties. Only Talbot, remembering the derelict and the +interest she had inspired, said, with a laugh,-- + +"I rather think I'll put my name down, sir. Nothing will come of it, +but one might just as well try." And taking one of the papers he +filled it in, while the others stood around making all the remarks +appropriate to such an occasion. + +Two or three weeks went by and Talbot had forgotten all about it, in +the more absorbing events which crowded months into days on the Somme. + +One day the Adjutant came up to him and, smiling, put out his hand. + +"Well, good-bye, Talbot. Good luck." + +When a man puts out his hand and says "Good-bye," you naturally take +the proffered hand and say "Good-bye," too. Talbot found himself +saying "Good-bye" before he realized what he was doing. Then he +laughed. + +"Now that I've said 'Good-bye,' where am I going?" he asked. + +"To the Tanks," the Adjutant replied. + +So he was really to go; really to leave behind his battalion, his +friends, his men, and his servant. For a moment the Somme and the camp +seemed the most desirable places on earth. He thought he must have +been a fool the day he signed that paper signifying his desire to join +another Corps. But it was done now. There were his orders in the +Colonel's hand. + +"When do I start, sir? And where do I go?" he asked. + +"You're to leave immediately for B----, wherever that is. Take your +horse as far as the railhead and get a train for B----, where the Tank +Headquarters are. Good-bye, Talbot; I'm sorry to lose you." A silent +handshake, and they parted. + +Talbot's kit was packed and sent off on the transport. A few minutes +later he was shaking hands all round. His spirits were rising at the +thought of this new adventure, but it was a wrench, leaving his +regiment. It was, in a way, he thought, as if he were turning his back +on an old friend. The face of Dobbin, his groom, as he brought the +horses round was not conducive to cheer. He must get the business over +and be off. So he mounted and rode off through a gray, murky drizzle, +to the railhead about eight miles away. There came the parting with +Dobbin and with his pony. Horses mean as much as men sometimes, and +his had worked so nobly with him through the mud on the Somme. He +wondered if there would be any one in the new place who would be so +faithful to him as Polly. Finally, there was Dobbin riding away, back +to M----, with the horse, and its empty saddle, trotting along beside +him. It was simply rotten leaving them all! + +One has, however, little time for introspection in the Army, and +especially when one engages in a tilt with an R.T.O. The R.T.O. has +been glorified by an imaginative soul with the title of "Royal +Transportation Officer." As a matter of fact, the "R" does not stand +for "royal," but for "railway," and the "T" is "transport," nothing so +grandiose as "transportation." Now an R.T.O.'s job, though it may be a +safe one, is not enviable. He is forced to combine the qualities of +booking-clerk, station-master, goods-agent, information clerk, and day +and night watchman all into one. In consequence of this it is +necessary for the traveller's speech and attitude to be strictly +soothing and complimentary. Talbot's obsession at this moment was as +to whether B---- was near or far back from the line. + +If he supposed that B---- was "near" the line, the R.T.O. might tell +him--just to prove how kind Fate is--that it was a good many miles in +the rear. But no such luck. The R.T.O. coldly informed Talbot that he +hadn't the slightest idea where B---- was. He only knew that trains +went there. And, by the way, the trains didn't go there direct. It +would be necessary for him to change at Boulogne. Talbot noticed these +signs of thawing with delight. And to change at Boulogne! Life was +brighter. + +Travelling in France in the northern area, at the present time, would +seem to be a refutation of the truth that a straight line is the +shortest distance between two points. For in order to arrive at one's +destination, it is usually necessary to go about sixty miles out of +one's way,--hence the necessity for Talbot's going to Boulogne in +order to get a train running north. + +He arrived at Boulogne only to find that the train for B---- left in +an hour. + +He strolled out into the streets. Boulogne had then become the Mecca +for all those in search of gaiety. Here were civilized people once +again. And a restaurant with linen and silver and shining glass, and +the best dinner he had ever eaten. + +When he had paid his bill and gone out, he stopped at the corner of +the street just to look at the people passing by. A large part of the +monotony of this war is occasioned, of course, by the fact that the +soldier sees nothing but the everlasting drab of uniforms. When a man +is in the front line, or just behind, for weeks at a time he sees +nothing but soldiers, soldiers, soldiers! Each man has the same +coloured uniform; each has the same pattern tunic, the same puttees. +Each is covered with the same mud for days at a time. It is the +occasion for a thrill when a "Brass Hat" arrives, for he at least has +the little brilliant red tabs on his tunic! A man sometimes finds +himself envying the soldiers of the old days who could have occasional +glimpses of the dashing uniforms of their officers, and although a red +coat makes a target of a man, the colour is at least more cheerful +than the eternal khaki. The old-time soldier had his red coat and his +bands, blaring encouragingly. The soldier of to-day has his drab and +no music at all, unless he sings. And every man in an army is not +gifted with a voice. + +So Talbot looked with joy on the charming dresses and still more +charming faces of the women and girls who passed him. Even the men in +their civilian clothes were good to look upon. + +Riding on French trains is very soothing unless one is in a hurry. But +unlike a man in civil life, the soldier has no interest in the speed +of trains. The civilian takes it as a personal affront if his train is +a few minutes late, or if it does not go as fast as he thinks it +should. But the soldier can afford to let the Government look after +such minor details. The train moved along at a leisurely pace through +the lovely French countryside, making frequent friendly stops at +wayside stations. On the platform at Etaples station was posted a +rhyme which read:-- + + "A wise old owl lived in an oak, + The more he saw, the less he spoke; + The less he spoke, the more he heard; + Soldiers should imitate that old bird." + +It was the first time that Talbot had seen this warlike ditty. Its +intention was to guard soldiers from saying too much in front of +strangers. Talbot vowed, however, to apply its moral to himself at all +times and under all conditions. + +From nine in the morning until half-past two in the afternoon they +rolled along, and had covered by this time the extraordinary distance +of about forty miles! Here at last was the station of Saint-P----. + +Talbot looked about him. Standing near was an officer with the +Machine-Gun Corps Badge, whom he hailed, and questioned about the +Headquarters of the Tank Corps. + +"About ten miles from here. Are you going there?" the fellow asked. + +Talbot explained that he hoped to, and being saturated with Infantry +ideas, he wondered if a passing motor lorry might give him a lift. + +The man laughed. "Why don't you telephone Headquarters and ask them to +send a car over for you?" he asked. + +Talbot did not quite know whether the fellow were ragging him or not. +He decided that he was, for who had ever heard of "telephoning for a +car"? + +"Oh, I don't believe I'll do that--thanks very much for the hint, all +the same," he said. "Just tell me which road to take and I'll be quite +all right." + +The officer smiled. + +"I'm quite serious about it," he said. "We all telephone for cars when +we need them. There's really no point in your walking--in fact, +they'll be surprised if you stroll in upon them. Try telephoning and +you'll find they won't die of shock." + +Partly to see whether they would or not, and partly because he found +the prospect of a motor car more agreeable than a ten-mile walk, +Talbot telephoned. Here he experienced another pleasant surprise, for +he was put through to Headquarters with no difficulty at all. A +cheerful voice answered and he stated his case. + +"Cheero," the voice replied. "We'll have a car there for you in an +hour--haven't one now, but there will be one ready shortly." + +Saint-P---- was a typical French town, and Talbot strolled around. +There were soldiers everywhere, but the town had never seen the +Germans, and it was a pleasant place. There was, too, a refreshing +lack of thick mud--at least it was not a foot deep. + +Although Talbot could not quite believe that the car would +materialize, it proved to be a substantial fact in the form of a +box-body, and in about an hour he was speeding toward Headquarters. It +was dark when they reached the village, and as they entered, he +experienced that curious feeling of apprehensive expectancy with which +one approaches the spot where one is to live and work for some time to +come. The car slowed up to pass some carts on the road, and started +forward with such a jerk that Talbot was precipitated from the back of +the machine into the road. He picked himself up, covered with mud. The +solemn face of the driver did not lessen his discomfiture. Here was a +strange village, strange men, and he was covered with mud! + + [Illustration: _Copyright by Underwood & Underwood, N.Y._ + A BRITISH TANK AND ITS CREW IN NEW YORK] + +Making himself as presentable as possible, Talbot reported to +Headquarters, and was posted to "J" Company, 4th Battalion. That night +he had dinner with them. New men were arriving every few minutes, and +the next day, after he had been transferred to "K" Company, they +continued to arrive. The nucleus of this company were officers of the +original tanks, three or four of them perhaps, and the rest was made +up with the newcomers. + +Men continued to arrive in driblets, from the beginning of December to +the first of January. When a new man joins an old regiment there is a +reserve about the others which is rather chilling. They wait to see +whether he is going to fit in, before they make any attempts to fit +him in. In a way, this very aloofness makes for comfort on the part of +the newcomer. At mess, he is left alone until he is absorbed +naturally. It gives him a chance to find his level. + +All this was different with the Tank Corps. With the exception of the +very few officers who were "old men," we were all painfully new, so +that we regarded one another without criticism and came to know each +other without having to break through the wall of reserve and +instinctive mistrust which is characteristically British. A happy bond +of good-fellowship was formed immediately. + +The first few days were spent in finding billets for the men. They +were finally quartered at a hospice in the village. This was a private +almshouse, in charge of a group of French nuns, where lived a number +of old men and women, most of them in the last stages of consumption. +The Hospice consisted of the old Abbey of Ste. Berthe, built in the +twelfth century, and several outbuildings around a courtyard. In these +barns lived the men, and one large room was reserved for the officers' +mess. The Company Orderly Room and Quartermaster's Stores were also +kept in the Hospice, and four or five officers were quartered above +the Refectory. The buildings were clean and comfortable, and the only +drawback lay in the fact that one sometimes found it objectionable to +have to look at these poor old creatures, dragging themselves around. +They had nothing to do, it seemed, but to wait and die. One old man +was a gruesome sight. He was about ninety years old and spent his days +walking about the courtyard, wearing a cigarette tin hung around his +neck, into which he used to cough with such terrible effort that it +seemed as if he would die every time the spasm shook him. As a matter +of fact, he and many others did die before we left the village: the +extreme cold was too much for them; or perhaps it was the fact that +their quiet had been invaded by the "mad English." + +It was during this time that Talbot developed a positive genius for +disappearing whenever a gray habit came into sight. The nuns were +splendid women: kind and hospitable and eager for our comfort, but +they did not like to be imposed upon, however slightly. The first +thing that Frenchwomen do--and these nuns were no exception--when +soldiers are billeted with them, is to learn who is the officer in +charge, in order that they may lose no time in bringing their +complaints to him. The Mother Superior of the Hospice selected Talbot +with unerring zeal. His days were made miserable, until in +self-defence he thought of formulating a new calendar of "crimes" for +his men, in which would be included all the terrible offences which +the Mother Superior told off to him. + +Did the Colonel send for Captain Talbot, and did Talbot hurry off to +obey the command, just so surely would the Mother Superior select that +moment to bar his path. + +"Ah, mon Capitaine!" she would exclaim, with a beaming smile. "J'ai +quelque chose a vous dire. Un soldat--" + +Talbot would break in politely, just as she had settled down for a +good long chat, and explain that the Colonel wished to see him. As +well try to move the Rock. It was either stand and listen, or go into +the presence of his superior officer with an excited nun following him +with tales of the "crimes" his men had committed. Needless to say, the +Mother Superior conquered. Talbot would have visions of some fairly +serious offence, and would hear the tale of a soldier who had borrowed +a bucket an hour ago, promising, on his honour as a soldier of the +King, to return it in fifty minutes at the most. + +"And it is now a full sixty minutes by the clock on the kitchen +mantel, M'sieu le Capitaine," she would say, her colour mounting, "and +your soldier has not returned my bucket. If he does not bring it back, +when can we get another bucket?" + +And so on, until Talbot would pacify her, promising her that the +bucket would be returned. Then he would go on to the Colonel, +breathless and perturbed, his mind so full of buckets that there was +hardly room for the business of the Tank Corps. Small wonder that the +sight of a gray habit was enough to unnerve the man. + +He, himself, was billeted with a French family, just around the corner +from the Hospice. The head of the family had been, in the halcyon days +before the war, the village butcher. There was now Madame, the little +Marie, a sturdy boy about twelve, and the old Grand'mere. The husband +was away, of course,--"dans les tranchees," explained Madame with +copious tears. + +Talbot was moved to sympathy, and made a few tactful inquiries as to +where the husband was now, and how he had fared. + +"Il est maintenant a Paris," said Madame with a sigh. + +"In Paris! What rank has he?--a General, maybe?" + +"Ah, M'sieu s'amuse," said Madame, brightening up. No, her husband was +a chef at an officers' mess in Paris, she explained proudly. He had +been there since the war broke out. He would soon come home, the +Saints be praised. Then the Captain would hear him tell his tales of +life in the Army! + +The hero came home one day, and great was the rejoicing. Thrilling +evenings the family spent around the stove while they listened to +stories of great deeds. On the day when his _permission_ was finished, +and he set out for his hazardous post once more, great was the +lamenting. Madame wept. All the brave man's relatives poured in to +kiss him good-bye. The departing soldier wept, himself. Even +Grand'mere desisted for that day from cracking jokes, which she was +always doing in a patois that to Talbot was unintelligible. + +But they were very kind to Talbot, and very courageous through the +hard winter. When he lay ill with fever in his little low room, where +the frost whitened the plaster and icicles hung from the ceiling, +Madame and all the others were most solicitous for his comfort. His +appreciation and thanks were sincere. + +By the middle of December the Battalion had finally settled down and +we began our training. Our first course of study was in the mechanism +of the tanks. We marched down, early one morning, to an engine hangar +that was both cold and draughty. We did not look in the least like +embryo heroes. Over our khaki we wore ill-fitting blue garments which +men on the railways, who wear them, call "boilers." The effect of +wearing them was to cause us to slouch along, and suddenly Talbot +burst out laughing at the spectacle. Then he remembered having heard +that some of the original "Tankers" had, during the Somme battles, +been mistaken for Germans in their blue dungarees. They had been fired +on from some distance away, by their own infantry; though nothing +fatal ensued. In consequence, before the next "show" chocolate ones +were issued. + +In the shadows of the engine shed, a gray armour-plated hulk loomed +up. + +"There it is!" cried Gould, and started forward for a better look at +the "Willie." + +Across the face of Rigden, the instructor, flashed a look of scorn and +pain. Just such a look you may have seen on the face of a young mother +when you refer to her baby as "it." + +"Don't call a tank 'it,' Gould," he said with admirable patience. "A +tank is either 'he' or 'she'; there is no 'it.'" + +"In Heaven's name, what's the difference?" asked Gould, completely +mystified. The rest of us were all ears. + +"The female tank carries machine guns only," Rigden explained. "The +male tank carries light field guns as well as machine guns. Don't ever +make the mistake again, any of you fellows." + +Having firmly fixed in our minds the fact that we were to begin on a +female "Willie," the instruction proceeded rapidly. Rigden opened a +little door in the side of the tank. It was about as big as the door +to a large, old-fashioned brick oven built into the chimney beside the +fireplace. His head disappeared and his body followed after. He was +swallowed up, save for a hand that waved to us and a muffled voice +which said, "Come on in, you fellows." + +Gould went first. He scrambled in, was lost to sight, and then we +heard his voice. + +McKnutt's infectious laugh rose above the sound of our mirth. But not +for long. + +"Hurry up!" called Rigden. "You next, McKnutt." + +McKnutt disappeared. Then to our further astonishment his rich Irish +voice could be heard upraised in picturesque malediction. What was +Rigden doing to them inside the tank to provoke such profanity from +them both? The rest of us scrambled to find out. We soon learned. + +When you enter a tank, you go in head first, entering by the side +doors. (There is an emergency exit--a hole in the roof which is used +by the wise ones.) You wiggle your body in with more or less grace, +and then you stand up. Then, if it is the first time, you are usually +profane. For you have banged your head most unmercifully against the +steel roof and you learn, once and for all, that it is impossible to +stand upright in a tank. Each one of us received our baptism in this +way. Seven of us, crouched in uncomfortable positions, ruefully rubbed +our heads, to Rigden's intense enjoyment. Our life in a tank had +begun! + +We looked around the little chamber with eager curiosity. Our first +thought was that seven men and an officer could never do any work in +such a little place. Eight of us were, at present, jammed in here, but +we were standing still. When it came to going into action and moving +around inside the tank, it would be impossible,--there was no room to +pass one another. So we thought. In front are two stiff seats, one for +the officer and one for the driver. Two narrow slits serve as +portholes through which to look ahead. In front of the officer is a +map board, and gun mounting. Behind the engine, one on each side, are +the secondary gears. Down the middle of the tank is the powerful +petrol engine, part of it covered with a hood, and along either side a +narrow passage through which a man can slide from the officer's and +driver's seat back and forth to the mechanism at the rear. There are +four gun turrets, two on each side. There is also a place for a gun in +the rear, but this is rarely used, for "Willies" do not often turn +tail and flee! + +Along the steel walls are numberless ingenious little cupboards for +stores, and ammunition cases are stacked high. Every bit of space is +utilized. Electric bulbs light the interior. Beside the driver are the +engine levers. Behind the engine are the secondary gears, by which the +machine is turned in any direction. All action inside is directed by +signals, for when the tank moves the noise is such as to drown a man's +voice. + +All that first day and for many days after, we struggled with the +intricacies of the mechanism. Sometimes, Rigden despaired of us. We +might just as well go back to our regiments, unless they were so glad +to be rid of us that they would refuse. On other days, he beamed with +pride, even when Darwin and the Old Bird distinguished themselves by +asking foolish questions. "Darwin" is, of course, not his right name. +Because he came from South Africa and looked like a baboon, we called +him "Baboon." So let evolution evolve the name of "Darwin" for him in +these pages. As for the Old Bird, no other name could have suited him +so well. He was the craftiest old bird at successfully avoiding work +we had ever known, and yet he was one of the best liked men in the +Company. He was one of those men who are absolutely essential to a +mess because of his never-failing cheer and gaiety. He never did a +stroke of work that he could possibly "wangle" out of. A Scotchman by +birth, he was about thirty-eight years old and had lived all over the +world. He had a special fondness for China. Until he left "K" Company, +he was never known by any other name than that of "Old Bird." + +There was one man, from another Company, who gave us the greatest +amusement during our Tank-mechanism Course. He was pathetically in +earnest, but appeared to have no brains at all. Sometimes, while +asking each other catch questions, we would put the most senseless +ones to him. + +Darwin would say, "Look here, how is the radiator connected with the +differential?" + +The poor fellow would ponder for a minute or two and then reply, "Oh! +through the magneto." + +He naturally failed again and again to pass his tests, and was +returned to his old Corps. + +Somehow we learned not to attempt to stand upright in our steel +prison. Before long, McKnutt had ceased his remarks about sardines in +a tin and announced, "Sure! there is plenty of room and to spare for a +dozen others here." The Old Bird no longer compared the atmosphere, +when we were all shut in tight, with the Black Hole of Calcutta. In a +word, we had succumbed to the "Willies," and would permit no man to +utter a word of criticism against them. + +It is necessary here, perhaps, to explain why we always call our +machines "Willies." When the tanks were first being experimented +upon, they evolved two, a big and a little one. Standing together they +looked so ludicrous, that they were nicknamed "Big" and "Little +Willie." The name stuck; and now, no one in the Corps refers to his +machine in any other way. + +A few days before Christmas, our tank course was finished, and the Old +Bird suggested a celebration. McKnutt led the cheering. Talbot had an +idea. + +"Let's get a box-body and go over to Amiens and do our Christmas +shopping," he said. + +A chorus of "Jove, that's great!" arose. Every one made himself useful +excepting the Old Bird, who made up by contributing more than any one +else to the gaiety of the occasion. The car was secured, and we all +piled in, making early morning hideous with our songs. + +We sped along over the snowy roads. War seemed very far away. We were +extraordinarily light-hearted. After about twenty miles the cold +sobered us down a little. Suddenly, the car seemed to slip from under +us and we found ourselves piled up in the soft snow of the road. A +rear wheel had shot off, and it went rolling along on its own. +Fortunately we had been going rather slowly since we were entering a +town, and no one was hurt. Borwick, the musician of the Company, +looked like a snow image; Darwin and the Old Bird were locked in each +other's arms, and had an impromptu and friendly wrestling match in a +snowdrift. McKnutt was invoking the aid of the Saints in his +endeavours to prevent the snow from trickling down his back. Talbot +and Gould, who had got off lightly, supplied the laughter. The wheel +was finally rescued and restored to its proper place, and we crawled +along at an ignominious pace until the spires of Amiens welcomed us. + +We shopped in the afternoon, buying all sorts of ridiculous things, +and collecting enough stores to see us through a siege. After a +hilarious dinner at the Hotel de l'Univers (never had the Old Bird +been so witty and gay), we started back about eleven o'clock, and +forgetting our injured wheel, raced out of the town toward home. A +short distance down the main boulevard, the wheel again came off, and +this time the damage could not be repaired. There was nothing for it +but to wait until morning, and it was a disconsolate group that +wandered about. All the hotels were full up. Finally, a Y.M.C.A. hut +made some of us welcome. We sat about, reading and talking, until we +dozed off in our chairs. The next morning we got a new wheel and ran +gingerly the sixty-odd miles back, to regale the others with enviable +tales of our pre-Christmas festivities. + + + + +III + +LATER DAYS OF TRAINING + + +"Well, thank Heaven, that sweat's over," said the Old Bird the night +after we finished our tank course, and had our celebration. He +stretched luxuriously. + +"Yes, but you're starting off again on the gun to-morrow morning," +said the Major, cheerfully. + +The Old Bird protested. + +"But I can have a few days' rest, sir, can't I?" he said sorrowfully. + +The Major laughed. + +"No, you can't. You're down, so you'll have to go through with it." + +So for three days we sat in the open, in the driving sleet, from +half-past eight in the morning until half-past four in the afternoon, +learning the gun. On the fourth day we finished off our course with +firing on the range. Surprising as it may seem, after two or three +rounds we could hit the very smallest object at a distance of four or +five hundred yards. + +"How many more courses must we go through?" asked the Old Bird of +Rigden, as they strolled back one evening from the range. The Old Bird +was always interested in how much--or, rather, how little--work he had +before him. + +"There's the machine gun; the signalling course,--you'll have to work +hard on that, but I know you don't object,--and also revolver +practice. Aren't you thrilled?" + +"No, I'm not," grumbled the Old Bird. "Life isn't worth living with +all this work to do. I wish we could get into action." + +"So do I," said Talbot, joining them. "But while we're waiting, +wouldn't you rather be back here with good warm billets and a +comfortable bed and plenty to eat, instead of sitting in a wet trench +with the Infantry?" He remembered an old man in his regiment who had +been with the Salvation Army at home. He would stump along on his flat +feet, trudging miles with his pack on his back, and Talbot had never +heard him complain. He was bad at drill. He could never get the orders +or formations through his head. Talbot had often lost patience with +him, but the old fellow was always cheerful. One morning, in front of +Bapaume, after a night of terrible cold, the old man could not move. +Talbot tried to cheer him up and to help him, but he said feebly: "I +think I'm done for--I don't believe I shall ever get warm. But never +mind, sir." And in a few minutes he died, as uncomplainingly as he had +lived. + +"You're right, of course, Talbot," the Old Bird said. "We're very well +off here. But, I say, how I should like to be down in Boulogne for a +few days!" And until they reached the Mess, the Old Bird dilated on +the charm of Boulogne and all the luxuries he would indulge in the +next time he visited the city. + +The rest of that week found us each day parading at eight o'clock in +the courtyard of the Hospice, and after instruction the various +parties marched off to their several duties. Some of us went to the +tankdrome; some of us to the hills overlooking historic Agincourt, +and others to the barn by the railroad where we practised with the +guns. Another party accompanied Borwick to a secluded spot where he +drilled them in machine-gun practice. Borwick was as skilful with a +machine gun as with a piano. This was the highest praise one could +give him. + +That night at mess, Gould said suddenly:-- + +"To-morrow's a half day, isn't it?" + +"Of course. Wake up, you idiot," said Talbot. "We're playing 'J' +Company at soccer, and on Sunday we're playing 'L' at rugger. Two +strenuous days before us. Are you feeling fit?" + +Gould was feeling most awfully fit. In fact, he assured the mess that +he, alone, was a match for "J" Company. + +Our soccer team was made up almost entirely of men who had been +professional players. We had great pride in them, so that on the +following afternoon, an eager crowd streamed out of the village to our +football field, which we had selected with great care. It was as flat +as a cricket pitch. A year ago it had been ploughed as part of the +French farmland, and now here were the English playing football! + +Before the game began there was a good deal of cheerful chaffing on +the respective merits of the "J" and "K" Company teams. And when the +play was in progress and savage yells rent the air, the French +villagers looked on in wonder and pity. They had always believed the +English to be mad. Now they were convinced of it. + +From the outset, however, "J" Company was hopelessly outclassed, and +wishing to be generous to a failing foe, we ceased our wild cheering. +"J" Company, on the other hand, wishing to exhort their team to +greater efforts, made up for our moderation, with the result that our +allies were firmly convinced that "J" Company had won the game! If +not, why should they dance up and down and wave their hats and shriek? +And even the score, five to one in favor of "K" Company, failed to +convince them entirely. But "K" went home to an hilarious tea, with a +sense of work well done. + +And what of the rugger game the next day? Let us draw a veil over it. +Suffice it to say that the French congratulated "K" Company over the +outcome of that, although the score was twelve to three in favor of +"J"! + +We awoke on Monday morning with a delightful feeling that something +pleasant was going to happen, for all the world the same sensation we +used to experience on waking on our birthday and suddenly remembering +that gifts were sure to appear and that there would be something +rather special for tea! By the time full consciousness returned, we +remembered that this was the day when, for the first time, the tank +was to be set in motion. Even the Old Bird was eager. + +We hurry off to the tankdrome. One after another we slide in through +the little door and are swallowed up. The door is bolted behind the +last to enter. Officer and driver slip into their respective seats. +The steel shutters of the portholes click as they are opened. The +gunners take their positions. The driver opens the throttle a little +and tickles the carburetor, and the engine is started up. The driver +races the engine a moment, to warm her up. The officer reaches out a +hand and signals for first speed on each gear; the driver throws his +lever into first; he opens the throttle: the tank--our "Willie"--moves! + +Supposing you were locked in a steel box, with neither portholes to +look through nor airholes to breathe from. Supposing you felt the +steel box begin to move, and, of course, were unable to see where you +were going. Can you imagine the sensation? Then you can guess the +feelings of the men in a tank,--excepting the officer and driver, who +can see ahead through their portholes,--when the monster gets under +way. There are times, of course, with the bullets flying thick and +fast, when all portholes, for officer, driver, and gunners, must be +closed. Then we plunge ahead, taking an occasional glimpse through the +special pin-point holes. + +Thirty tons of steel rolls along with its human freight. Suddenly, +the driver rings a bell. He presses another button, and signals the +driver of the right-hand track into "neutral." This disconnects the +track from the engine. The tank swings around to the right. The +right-hand driver gets the signal "First speed," and we are off again, +at a right angle to our former direction. + +Now we are headed for a gentle slope across the field, and as we +approach it, the tank digs her nose into the base of the hill. She +crawls up. The men in the rear tip back and enjoy it hugely. If the +hill is steep enough they may even find themselves lying flat on their +backs or standing on their heads! But no such luck. Presently they are +standing as nearly upright as it is ever possible to stand, and the +tank is balancing on the top of the slope. The driver is not expert as +yet, and we go over with an awful jolt and tumble forward. This is +rare fun! + +But the instructor is not pleased. We must try it all over again. So +back again to attack the hill a second time. The top is reached once +more and we balance there. The driver throws out his clutch, we slip +over very gently, and carefully he lets the clutch in again and down +we go. The "Willie" flounders around for the fraction of a second. +Then, nothing daunted, she starts off once more. We have visions of +her sweeping all before her some day far behind the German lines. + +Three or four weeks of this sort of thing, and we are hardened to it. + +Our reward came at last, however. After mess one morning, when the +conversation had consisted mainly of the question, "When are we going +into a show?" with no answer to the question, we were called into the +Major's room, where he told us, in strictest secrecy, that in about +three weeks a big attack was to come off. We should go in at last! + +For the next two or three weeks we studied maps and aeroplane +photographs, marking out our routes, starting-points, rear +ammunition-dumps, forward dumps, and lines of supply. At last, then, +our goal loomed up and these months of training, for the most part +interesting, but at times terribly boring, would bear fruit. Two +direct results were noticeable now on looking back to the time when we +joined. First, each man in the Battalion knew how to run a tank, how +to effect slight repairs, how to work the guns, and how to obtain the +best results from the machine. Second, and very important, was the +fact that the men and officers had got together. The crews and +officers of each section knew and trusted each other. The strangeness +of feeling that was apparent in the first days had now entirely +disappeared, and that cohesion of units which is so essential in +warfare had been accomplished. Each of us knew the other's faults and +the mistakes he was prone to make. More important still, we knew our +own faults and weaknesses and had the courage to carry on and overcome +them. + +A few nights before we moved up the line, we gave a grand concert. +Borwick and the Old Bird planned it. On an occasion of this sort, the +Old Bird never grumbled at the amount of work he was obliged to do. +Some weeks before we had bought a piano from one of the inhabitants of +the village, and the piano was naturally the _piece de resistance_ of +the concert. The Old Bird went around for days at a time, humming +scraps of music with unintelligible words which it afterwards +developed at the concert were awfully good songs of his own composing. +The Battalion tailor was called in to make up rough Pierrot costumes. +The Old Bird drilled us until we begged for mercy, while Borwick +strummed untiringly at the piano. At last the great night arrived. + +A stage had been built at one end of a hangar, and curtains hung up. + +The whole of the Staff and H.Q. had been invited, and the _maire_, the +_cure_, the _medecin_ of the village, and their families were also to +attend. + +Promptly at eight o'clock, the concert began, with Borwick at the +piano. Everything went off without a hitch. Although "K" Company +provided most of the talent, the Battalion shared the honours of the +entertainment. Each song had a chorus, and so appreciative was our +audience that the choruses were repeated again and again. The one +"lady" of the Troupe looked charming, and "she" arranged for "her" +voice to be entirely in keeping with "her" dress and paint. The French +spectators enjoyed it hugely. They were a great encouragement, for +they laughed at everything uproariously, though it could not have been +due to their understanding of the jokes. + +At ten o'clock we finished off with "God Save the King," and went back +to our billets feeling that our stay in the village had been +splendidly rounded off. + + + + +IV + +MOVING UP THE LINE + + +Two or three days before we were due to leave, we had received orders +to pack our surplus kit, and have it at the Quartermaster's Stores at +a certain time. We drew a long breath. This meant that the actual +date, which up to the present had been somewhat indefinite, was close +at hand. We were given orders to draw our tanks and the whole Company +was marched over to work sheds about two miles away at E----, where +tanks and stores were issued. + +The variety and number of little things which it is necessary to draw +when fitting out a tank for action is inconceivable. Tools, small +spares, Pyrenes, electric lamps, clocks, binoculars, telescopes, +petrol and oil funnels, oil squirts, grease guns, machine guns, +headlights, tail lamps, steel hawsers, crowbars, shovels, picks, +inspection lamps, and last, but not least, ammunition. The field-gun +ammunition has to be taken out of its boxes and placed in the shell +racks inside the tank. The S.A.A. (small arms ammunition) must be +removed from its boxes and stacked away. At the same time every single +round, before being put into the drum, must be gauged. All this has to +be done in the last two or three days, and everything must be checked +and countersigned. There is always a great deal of fun for Tank +Commanders in drawing their stores. It is a temptation, when in the +midst of all these thousands of articles, to seize the opportunity, +when no one is looking, to pocket a few extra spares and dainty little +tools, not, of course, for one's own personal benefit, but simply +because such things are always being lost or stolen, and it is +exasperating, to say the least, to find one's self, at a critical +moment, without some article which it is impossible to duplicate at +the time. + +During these last few days it was a continual march for the men from +B---- to E----. Very often they were called back when their day's work +was over to draw some new article or make some alteration which had +been forgotten at the time they were in the workshops. + +At last, however,--on the third day following the grand concert,--the +kits were packed, loaded on to the lorries, and sent off to E----. The +troops said "Good-bye" to the village which had been such a happy home +and school during that winter of 1916, and the officers made their +fond adieus to the mothers and daughters of the houses in which they +had been billeted. + +The companies formed up and marched along to the workshops. Every one +was in high spirits, and there was a friendly race to see which +Company of the Battalion could load up their tanks in the shortest +time on to the specially constructed steel trucks. + +A few days before all these activities commenced, Talbot and another +Tank Commander had gone on to the tanks' ultimate destination, A----, +a village which had been evacuated a few days before by the Germans on +their now famous retirement to the Hindenburg Line. It was a most +extraordinary sight to ride along the road from Albert to Bapaume, +which during the summer and winter of the preceding year had witnessed +such heavy fighting. The whole country on each side of the road was a +desolate vista of shell-holes as far as the eye could see. Where +villages had been, there was now no trace left of any sort of +habitation. One might think that, however heavy a bombardment, some +trace would be left of the village which had suffered. There was +literally nothing left of the village through which had run the road +they were now travelling. Over this scarred stretch of country were +dotted camps and groups of huts, with duck-boards crossing the old +shell-holes, some of which were still full of water. + +On approaching B---- they saw traces everywhere of the methodical and +organized methods by which the Germans had retired. The first sign was +a huge shell-crater in the middle of the road, about forty feet deep, +which the Boche had arranged to prevent armoured cars from following +him up. If they did succeed, the transports would be delayed in +reaching them, at all events. These holes were rather a nuisance, for +the road itself was a mass of lesser shell-craters and the soft ground +on each side was impassable. The road was crowded with engineers and +labor battalions, filling in the shell-holes, and laying railways into +the outskirts of A----. + +In A---- the old German notices were still standing as they had been +left. Strung across the road on a wire was a notice which read: +"Fuhrweg nach Behagnies." Every house in the town had been pulled +down. The wily Boche had not even blown them up. Instead he had saved +explosives by attaching steel hawsers to the houses and by means of +tractors had pulled them down, so that the roof and sides fell in on +the foundation. Every pump handle in the village had been broken off +short, and not a single piece of furniture was left behind. Later, we +found the furniture from this and other villages in the Hindenburg +Line. + +Saddest of all, however, was the destruction of the beautiful poplar +trees which once bordered the long French roads built by Napoleon. +These had been sawn off at their base and allowed to fall on the side +of the road, not across it, as one might suppose. If they had been +allowed to fall across the road, the Boche, himself, would have been +hindered in his last preparations for his retreat. Everything was done +with military ends in view. The villages were left in such a condition +as to make them uninhabitable, the more to add to our discomfort and +to make our hardships severer. The trees were cut down only on those +parts of the road which were screened from observation from his +balloons and present trenches. In some places where the road dipped +into a valley the trees had been left untouched. + +At the place where our tanks were scheduled to arrive, and which had +lately been a railhead of the Boche, all the metals had been torn up, +and in order to destroy the station itself, he had smashed the +cast-iron pillars which supported the roof, and in consequence the +whole building had fallen in. But nothing daunted, the British +engineers were even now working at top speed laying down new lines. +Some of the metals, which a few short weeks before had been lying in +countless stacks down on the quays at the Bases, now unrolled +themselves at the rate of about two and a quarter miles a day. One +interesting feature of this rapid track-laying was that when the tank +train left E----, on its two and a half days' journey down to the +railhead at A----, the track on which the train was to run was not +completed into A----. But, nevertheless, the track arrived ahead of +the train, which was the main point! + +As they rode into the ruined village of A---- Talbot and his companion +came across still further evidence of the steps which the German will +take to inconvenience his enemy. In order to battle against the hordes +of rats which are so prevalent in the old parts of the line in France, +the Boche breeds cats in enormous numbers. Yet, in order to carry out +to the limit his idea that nothing of value should fall into our +hands, he had killed every cat in the village. In every house three or +four of these poor little creatures lay around with their heads +chopped off. Tabby cats, black cats, white cats, and little kittens, +all dead. Farther on, over a well at the corner of the main square was +posted a sign which read: "This well is poisoned. Do not touch. By +order. R.E." + +Here and there a house had been left intact, with its furniture +untouched. It was not until later that it struck us as peculiar that +these houses had been spared from the general destruction. Two or +three days later, however, after we had moved in, and headquarters had +been established, we discovered that under many of these houses, and +at certain crossroads which had not been blown up in the usual manner, +the Boche had left mines, timed to go off at any time up to +twenty-eight days. One could never be sure that the ground underneath +one's feet would not blow up at any moment. These mines were small +boxes of high explosive, inside of which was a little metal tube with +trigger and detonator attached. Inside the tube was a powerful acid, +which, when it had eaten its way through, set free the trigger and +exploded the charge. The length of time it took for the mine to +explode was gauged by the strength or weakness of the acid in the +tube. + + [Illustration: A TANK MOVING TO THE ATTACK DOWN WHAT WAS ONCE + A MAIN STREET] + +We were also impressed with the mechanical genius of the German. The +Boche had made a veritable mechanical toy out of nearly every house in +the village which he had spared. Delightful little surprises had been +prepared for us everywhere. Kick a harmless piece of wood, and in a +few seconds a bomb exploded. Pick up a bit of string from the floor +and another bomb went off. Soon we learned to be wary of the most +innocent objects. Before touching anything we made elaborate +preparations for our safety. + +One of the men was greatly annoyed by a wire which hung over his head +when he was asleep, but he did not wish to remove it. He had decided +that it was connected with some devilish device which would do him no +good. Finally, one morning, he could endure this sword of Damocles no +longer. With two boon companions, he carefully attached a string about +fifteen yards long to the wire. They tiptoed gently out of the house +to a discreet distance, and with a yell of triumph, the hero pulled +the string,--and nothing happened! + +But there was another side to all this. McKnutt some time afterwards +came in with an interesting story. Some Sappers, he said, had been +digging under a house in the village, presumably for the mysterious +reasons that always drive the Engineers to dig in unlikely places. One +of them pushed his shovel into what had been the cellar of the house, +but as the roof had fallen in on the entrance, they did not know of +its existence. When they finally forced their way in, they found two +German officers and two Frenchwomen in a terribly emaciated condition. +One of the Boches and one of the women lay dead, locked in each +other's arms. The other two still breathed, but when they were brought +up into the open they expired within a few hours without either of +them giving an explanation. The only reason we could find for their +terrible plight was that the women had been forced down there by the +officers to undergo a last farewell, while the Germans were destroying +the village, and that the house had fallen in on top of them. Later, +probably no one knew where they had disappeared, and they were unable +to get out of the ruins or to make themselves heard. The village of +A---- gained a romantic reputation after that, and it was curious to +realize that we had been living there for days while this silent +tragedy was being enacted. + +In addition to the destruction in the towns, the beautiful orchards +which are so numerous in France were ruined. Apple, pear, and plum +trees lay uprooted on the ground, and here again the military mind of +the German had been at work. He did not wish the fruit that the trees +would bear in future to fall into our hands. + +But although the village was a pretty poor place in which to stay, the +near presence of a B.E.F. Canteen was a comfort. It is always amazing +to visit one of these places. Within perhaps four or five miles of the +firing line we have stores selling everything from a silver cigarette +case to a pair of boots, and everything, too, at nearly cost price. +The Canteen provides almost every variety of smoking materials, and +eatables, and their only disadvantage is that they make packages from +home seem so useless. As the tobaccos come straight out of bond, it is +far cheaper to buy them at the Canteen, than to have them forwarded +from home. These Canteens are managed by the Army, and are dotted all +over the country inhabited by the British troops. Since they have +sprung into existence life at the front has been far more comfortable +and satisfactory in France, and people at home are discovering that +money is the best thing to send out to their men. + +Finally, one cold, sunny morning, about half-past five, the tank train +steamed slowly into A----, and drew up on a siding. It was not +possible to begin the work of unloading the tanks until night fell. So +the tired crews turned into the roofless houses which had been +prepared for them, and slept until dusk. When darkness fell, as if by +magic, the town sprang to activity. + + + + +V + +PREPARATIONS FOR THE SHOW + + +That night the engines were started up, and one by one the tanks +crawled off the train. Although the day had begun with brilliant +sunshine, at dusk the snow had begun to fall, and by the time the +tanks came off, the snow was a foot thick on the ground. The tanks +moved down to the temporary tankdrome which had been decided upon near +the railway, and the sponson trucks were towed there. The night was +spent in fitting on the sponsons to the sides of the machines. It was +bitterly cold. The sleet drove in upon us all night, stinging our +hands and faces. Everything seemed to go wrong. We had the utmost +difficulty in making the bolt-holes fit, and as each sponson weighs +about three tons they were not easy to move and adjust. We drove ahead +with the work, knowing that it must be done while the darkness +lasted. + +Finally, about two hours before dawn broke, the last bolt was +fastened, and the tanks were ready to move. The night was blacker than +ever as they lumbered out of the tankdrome, and were led across the +snow to a halfway house about four miles from the railhead, and an +equal distance from the front-line trenches. We had not quite reached +our destination when the darkness began to lift in the east, and with +feverish energy we pushed ahead, through the driving snow. + +Late that afternoon, Talbot was again sent ahead with five or six +troopers and orderlies to a village in the front line. It was +necessary for us to spend three or four days there before the attack +commenced, in order to study out the vulnerable points in the German +line. We were to decide also the best routes for the tanks to take in +coming up to the line, and those to be taken later in crossing No +Man's Land when the "show" was on. We rode along across fields denuded +of all their trees. The country here was utterly unlike that to which +we had been accustomed in "peace-time trench warfare." This last +expression sounds like an anomaly, but actually it means the life +which is led in trenches where one may go along for two or three +months without attacking. In comparison with our existence when we are +making an offensive, the former seems like life in peace times. Hence, +the expression. But from this it must not be supposed that "peace-time +trench warfare" is all beer and skittles. Quite the contrary. As a +matter of fact, during four or five days in the trenches there may be +as many casualties as during an attack, but taking it on an average, +naturally the losses and dangers are greater when troops go over the +top. Curiously enough, too, after one has been in an attack the +front-line trench seems a haven of refuge. Gould, who was wounded in +the leg during a battle on the Somme, crawled into a shell-hole. It +was a blessed relief to be lying there, even though the bullets were +whistling overhead. At first he felt no pain, and he wished, vaguely, +that he had brought a magazine along to read! All through the burning +summer day he stayed there, waiting for the night. As soon as it was +dark he wriggled back to our trenches, tumbled over the parapet of the +front-line trench, and narrowly escaped falling on the point of a +bayonet. But he never forgets the feeling of perfect safety and peace +at being back, even in an exposed trench, with friends. + +The fields across which we rode had been ploughed the preceding autumn +by the French civilians. Later, when the snow had disappeared, we +could see where the ground had been torn up by the horses of a German +riding-school of ten days before. On some of the roads the ruts and +heavy marks of the retreating German transports could still be seen. +It was a new and exciting experience to ride along a road which only +two or three days before had been traversed by the Germans in a +retreat, even though they called it a "retirement." The thought was +very pleasant to men who, for the last two years, had been sitting _in +front_ of the Boche month after month, and who, even in an attack, had +been unable to find traces of foot, hoof, or wheel mark because of +the all-effacing shell-fire. Here and there were places where the +Boche had had his watering-troughs, and also the traces of scattered +huts and tents on the ground where the grass, of a yellowish green, +still showed. The front line of defence here was really no front line +at all, but was merely held as in open warfare by outposts, sentry +groups, and patrols. + +At night it was the easiest thing in the world to lose one's self +close up to the line and wander into the German trenches. In fact, +over the whole of this country, where every landmark had been +destroyed and where owing to the weather the roads were little +different from the soil on each side, a man could lose himself and +find no person or any sign to give him his direction. The usual guide +which one might derive from the Verey lights going up between the +lines was here non-existent, as both sides kept extremely quiet. Even +the guns were comparatively noiseless in these days, and were a man to +find himself at night alone upon this ground, which lay between two +and three miles behind our own lines, the only thing he could do +would be to lie down and wait for the dawn to show him the direction. + +As we rode toward O---- our only guide was a few white houses two or +three miles away on the edge of the village. The German had not +evacuated O---- of his own free will, but a certain "Fighting +Division" had taken the village two days before and driven the German +out, when he retired three or four hundred yards farther to his rear +Hindenburg Line. The probable reason why he hung on to this village, +which was really in front of his line of advance, was because at the +time he decided to retire on the Somme, the Hindenburg Line was +incomplete. In fact, the Boche could still be seen working on his wire +and trenches. + +We arrived in O---- at nightfall. Some batteries were behind the +village, and the Germans were giving the village and the guns a rather +nasty time. Unhappily for us, the Boche artillery were dropping +five-nine's on the road which led into the village, and as they seemed +unlikely to desist, we decided to make a dash for it. The horses were +a bit nervous, but behaving very well under the trying circumstances. +(With us were some limbers bringing up ammunition.) Shells were +exploding all around us. It would never do to stand still. + +The dash up that hundred yards of road was an unpleasant experience. +As we made the rush, the gunners tearing along "hell for leather" and +the others galloping ahead on their plunging horses, we heard the dull +whistle and the nearer roar of two shells approaching. Instinctively +we leaned forward. We held our breath. When a shell drops near, there +is always the feeling that it is going to fall on one's head. We +flattened ourselves out and urged our horses to greater speed. The +shells exploded about thirty yards behind us, killing two gunners and +their mules, while the rest of us scrambled into the village and under +cover. + +In the darkness, we found what had once been the shop of the village +blacksmith, and in the forge we tied up our horses. It was bitterly +cold. It was either make a fire and trust to luck that it would not be +observed, or freeze. We decided on the fire, and in its grateful +warmth we lay down to snatch the first hours of sleep we had had in +nearly three days. But the German gunners were most inconsiderate, and +a short time afterward they dropped a small barrage down the road. The +front of our forge was open, and we were obliged to flatten ourselves +on the ground to prevent the flying splinters from hitting us. When +this diversion was over, we stirred up our fire, and made some tea, +just in time to offer some to a gunner sergeant who came riding up. He +hitched his horse to one of the posts, and sat down with us by the +fire. The shell-fire had quieted down, and we dozed off, glad of the +interlude. Suddenly a shell burst close beside us. The poor beast, +waiting patiently for his rider, was hit in the neck by the shrapnel, +but hardly a sound escaped him. In war, especially, one cannot help +admiring the stoicism of horses, as compared with other animals. One +sees examples of it on all sides. Tread, for instance, on a dog's +foot, and he runs away, squealing. A horse is struck by a large lump +of shrapnel just under its withers, and the poor brute trembles, but +makes no sound. Almost the only time that horses scream--and the sound +is horrible--is when they are dying. Then they shriek from sheer pain +and fear. Strange as it may seem, one is often more affected by seeing +horses struck than when men are killed. Somehow they seem so +particularly helpless. + +It was during these days at O---- that Talbot discovered Johnson. +Johnson was one of his orderlies. Although it did not lie in the path +of his duty, he took the greatest delight in doing all sorts of little +odd jobs for Talbot. So unobtrusive he was about it all, that for some +time Talbot hardly noticed that some one was trying to make him +comfortable. When he did, by mutual agreement Johnson became his +servant and faithful follower through everything. The man was +perfectly casual and apparently unaffected by the heaviest shell-fire. +It is absurd to say that a man "doesn't mind shell-fire." Every one +dislikes it, and gets nervous under it. The man who "doesn't mind it" +is the man who fights his nervousness and gets such control of +himself that he is able to _appear_ as if he were unaffected. Between +"not minding it" and "appearing not to mind it" lie hard-won moral +battles, increased strength of character, and victory over fear. +Johnson had accomplished this. He preserved an attitude of careless +calm, and could walk down a road with shells bursting all around him +with a sublime indifference that was inspiring. Between him and his +officer sprang up an extraordinary and lasting affection. + +The wretched night in the forge at last came to an end, and the next +morning we looked around for more comfortable billets. We selected the +cellar of a house in fairly good condition and prepared to move in, +when we discovered that we were not the first to whom it had appealed. +Two dead Germans still occupied the premises, and when we had disposed +of the bodies, we took up our residence. Here we stayed, going out +each day to find the best points from which to view No Man's Land, +which lay in front of the village. With the aid of maps, we planned +the best routes for the tanks to take when the battle should have +begun. Not a detail was neglected. + +Then something happened to break the monotony of life. Just back of +the village one of our batteries was concealed in such a fashion that +it was impossible to find it from an aeroplane. Yet every day, +regularly, the battery was shelled. Every night under cover of the +darkness, the position was changed, and the battery concealed as +cleverly as before, but to no avail. The only solution was that some +one behind our lines was in communication with the Germans, _every +day_. Secrecy was increased. Guards were doubled to see that no one +slipped through the lines. Signals were watched. The whole affair was +baffling, and yet we could find no clue. + +Just in front of the wood where the battery was concealed, stood an +old farmhouse where a genial Frenchwoman lived and dispensed good +cheer to us. She had none of the men of her own family nor any +farmhands to help her, but kept up the farmwork all alone. Every day, +usually in the middle of the morning, she went out to the fields +behind her house and ploughed, with an old white horse drawing the +plough. For some reason she never ploughed more than one or two +furrows at a time, and when this was done, she drove the white horse +back to the barn. One day, an officer noticed that a German plane +hovered over the field while the woman was ploughing, and that when +she went back to the house, the plane shot away. The next day the same +thing happened. Later in the day, the battery received its daily +reminder from the Boche gunners, as unerringly accurate as ever. + +Here was a clue. The solution of the problem followed. The woman knew +the position of the battery, and every day when she went out to +plough, she drove the white horse up and down, making a furrow +directly in front of the battery. When the men in the German plane saw +the white horse, they flew overhead, took a photograph of the newly +turned furrow, and turned the photograph over to their gunners. The +rest was easy. + + [Illustration: A TANK GOING OVER A TRENCH ON ITS WAY INTO + ACTION] + +The next day we missed three events which had become part of our daily +life. The German plane no longer hovered in the air. Our battery, for +the first time in weeks, spent a peaceful day. And in the field behind +her house, a woman with an old white horse no longer made the earth +ready for the sowing. + + * * * * * + +For three days now we had received no rations, and were obliged to +subsist on the food which the Boche had left behind him when he fled. +Finally, when all our plans were complete, we were notified that the +point of attack had been shifted to N----, a village about four miles +away. This practical joke we thought in extremely bad taste, but there +was nothing for it but to pack up and move as quickly as possible. We +learned that our troops at N---- had tried twice to break through the +German lines by bombing. A third attempt was to be made, and the tanks +were depended upon to open the way. Hence the change in our plans. + +Early the next morning we left O----, and dashed along a road which +lay parallel with our line, and was under direct observation from the +German trenches. Owing to the fact, probably, that he was not properly +settled in his new line, the Boche did not bother us much, excepting +at one place, where we were obliged to make a run for it. We arrived +at N---- just after the tanks had been brought up. They were hurriedly +concealed close up to houses, in cuttings, and under trees. + +The show was scheduled to come off the next morning at 4.30. That +night we gathered at Brigade Headquarters and made the final plans. +Each tank had its objective allotted to it, and marked out on the Tank +Commander's course. Each tank was to go just so far and no farther. +Talbot and Darwin were detailed to go forward as far as possible on +foot when the battle was in progress, and send back messages as to how +the show was progressing. Talbot also was given the task of going out +that night to make the marks in No Man's Land which would guide the +tanks in the morning. + +At eleven o'clock, in the bright moonlight, Talbot, with Johnson and a +couple of orderlies, started out. They climbed over the front line, +which was at present a railway embankment, crawled into No Man's Land, +and set to work. Immediately the Boche snipers spotted them and +bullets began to whistle over their heads. Luckily, no one was hit, +but a couple of "whizz bangs" dropped uncomfortably close. The men +dropped for cover. Only Johnson stood still, his figure black against +the white snow gleaming in the moonlight. + +The shells continued to fall about them as they wriggled back when the +work was done. As they reached N---- the tanks were being led up +toward the line, so that later, under cover of the darkness, they +might be taken farther forward to their starting-points. + + + + +VI + +THE FIRST BATTLE + + +At dawn the next morning, the tanks were already lined up, sullen and +menacing in the cold half-light. The men shivered in the biting air. +One by one the crews entered the machines, and one by one the little +steel doors closed behind them. The engines throbbed, and they moved +off sluggishly. + +Darwin and Talbot, with their orderlies, waited impatiently. The +moments just before an attack are always the hardest. A few batteries +were keeping up a desultory fire. They glanced at their watches. + +"Only a minute to go," said Darwin. "I bet the show's put off or +something. Isn't this snow damnably cold, though!" + +Suddenly a sixty-pounder in our rear crashed out. Then from all sides +a deafening roar burst forth and the barrage began. As we became +accustomed to the intensity and ear-splittingness of the sound, the +bark of the eighteen-pounders could be faintly distinguished above the +dull roar of the eight-inches. The sky-line was lit up with thousands +of flashes, large and small, each one showing, for a second, trenches +or trees or houses, and during this tornado we knew that the "Willies" +must have started forward on their errand. + +As the barrage lifted and the noise died down a little, the first +streaks of light began to show in the sky, although we could +distinguish nothing. No sign of the infantry or of the tanks could be +seen. But the ominous sound of machine guns and heavy rifle-fire told +us that the Boche was prepared. + +We could stand this inactivity no longer. We trudged forward through +the snow, taking the broad bands left by the tracks of the busses as +our guide, the officers leading the way and the orderlies behind in +single file. + +"The blighter's starting, himself, now," said Talbot, as a four-two +landed a hundred yards away, and pieces of earth came showering down +on our heads. Then another and another fell, each closer than the one +before, and instinctively we quickened our steps, for it is difficult +to walk slowly through shell-fire. + +The embankment loomed before us, and big splotches of black and yellow +leaped from its surface. The deafening crashes gave us that peculiar +feeling in the stomach which danger alone can produce. We scrambled up +the crumbling, slaggy sides, and found when we reached the top that +the sound of the machine guns had died away, excepting on the extreme +left in front of B----, where the ordinary tap of ones and twos had +developed into a sharp crackle of tens and twenties. By listening +carefully one could feel, rather than hear, the more intermittent +bursts from the rifles. + +"There's one, sir," shouted one of the orderlies. + +"Where?" + +"Half-right and about five hundred yards ahead." + +By dint of straining, we discovered a little animal--or so it +looked--crawling forward on the far side of the Hindenburg Line. +Already it was doing a left incline in accordance with its +instructions, so as to enfilade a communication trench which ran back +to N----. The German observer had spotted her. Here and there, on each +side of her, a column of dirt and snow rose into the air. But the +little animal seemed to bear a charmed life. No harm came to her, and +she went calmly on her way, for all the world like a giant tortoise at +which one vainly throws clods of earth. + +As it grows lighter, we can now see others in the distance. One is not +moving--is it out of action? The only motion on the whole landscape is +that of the bursting shells, and the tanks. Over the white snow in +front of the German wire, are dotted little black lumps. Some crawl, +some move a leg or an arm, and some lie quite still. One who has never +seen a modern battle doubtless forms a picture of masses of troops +moving forward in splendid formation, with cheering voices and +gleaming bayonets. This is quite erroneous. To an observer in a post +or in a balloon, no concerted action is visible at all. Here and there +a line or two of men dash forward and disappear. A single man or a +small group of men wriggle across the ground. That is all. + +"Well, they haven't got it in the neck as I supposed," said Darwin. +"Remarkably few lying about. Let's push on." + +"All right," Talbot assented. "If you like." + +We crawled over the top of the embankment and continued down the side. +About two hundred yards to the left, we saw one of the tanks, with her +nose in the air. A little group of three or four men were digging +around her, frantically. We rushed over to them, and found that the +Old Bird's 'bus had failed to get over a large pit which lay in the +middle of No Man's Land, and was stuck with her tail in the bottom of +the ditch. Here occurred one of those extraordinary instances of luck +which one notices everywhere in a modern battle. The tank had been +there about ten minutes when the German gunners had bracketed on her, +and were dropping five-nines, all of them within a radius of seventy +yards of the tank, and yet no one was hurt. Finally, by dint of +strenuous digging, she started up and pulled herself wearily out of +the pit. + + [Illustration: _Copyright by Underwood & Underwood, N.Y._ + A TANK HALFWAY OVER THE TOP AND AWAITING THE ORDER TO ADVANCE + IN THE BATTLE OF MENIN ROAD] + +Suddenly, Darwin shouted:-- + +"Look here, you fellows! What are these Boches doing?" + +Looking up, we saw about forty or fifty Germans stumbling over their +own wire, and running toward us as hard as they could go. For a moment +we thought it was the preliminary step of a counter-attack, but +suddenly we discovered that they carried no arms and were attempting +to run with their hands above their heads. At the same time something +occurred which is always one of the saddest sights in war. One hears a +great deal about the "horrors of war" and the "horrors" of seeing men +killed on either side of one, but at the time there is very little +"horror" to it. One simply doesn't have time to pay any attention to +it all. But the sad part was that the German machine gunners, seeing +their men surrendering, opened a furious fire on them. There they +were, caught from behind, and many of them dropped from the bullets of +their own comrades. + +Twenty or thirty of them came straight on, rushed up to the pit where +the tank had come to grief, and tumbled down into this refuge. +Evidently, they knew of the British passion for souvenirs, for when +our men surrounded them, the Germans plucked wildly at their own +shoulder straps as if to entreat their captors to take the shoulder +straps instead of anything else! + +We gave two or three of the wounded Germans some cigarettes and a +drink of water. They were then told to find their quickest way to the +rear. Like other German prisoners we had seen, they went willingly +enough. German discipline obtains even after a man has been made a +prisoner. He obeys his captors with the same docility with which he +had previously obeyed his own officers. Left to themselves, and +started on the right road, the prisoner will plod along, their +N.C.O.'s saluting the English officers, and inquiring the way to the +concentration camp. When they find it, they usually appear well +pleased. + +The Old Bird's tank moved on. + +"I suppose everything's going all right," said Talbot. "Suppose we +move on and see if we can get some information." + +"Yes, or some souvenirs," Darwin replied with a laugh. + +We pushed on slowly. Three tanks which had completed their job were +coming back and passed us. A little later we met some fellows who were +slightly wounded and asked them how the battle was going. Every story +was different. The wounded are rarely able to give a correct version +of any engagement, and we saw that no accurate information was to be +gleaned from these men. + +We had been out now for an hour and a half and still had no news to +send back to Headquarters. We knew how hard it was for the officers +behind the lines, who had planned the whole show, to sit hour after +hour waiting for news of their troops. The minutes are like hours. + +"My God, Darwin, look!" Talbot cried. "Something's happened to her. +She's on fire!" + +In the distance we saw one of our tanks stuck in the German wire, +which at that point was about a hundred yards thick. Smoke was +belching from every porthole. A shell had registered a direct hit, +exploding the petrol, and the tank was on fire. We dashed forward +toward her. + +A German machine gun rattled viciously. They had seen us. An instant +later, the bullets were spattering around us, and we dropped flat. One +man slumped heavily and lay quite still. By inches we crawled forward, +nearer and nearer to the blazing monster. Another machine gun snarled +at us, and we slid into a shell-hole for protection. Then, after a +moment's breathing space, we popped out and tried to rush again. +Another man stopped a bullet. + +It was suicide to go farther. Into another shell-hole we fell, and +thought things over. We decided to send a message, giving roughly the +news that the Hindenburg Line and N---- had been taken. An orderly was +given a message. He crawled out of the shell-hole, ran a few steps, +dropped flat, wriggled along across the snow, sprang to his feet, ran +another few steps, and so on until we lost sight of him. + +A moment or two later we started across the snow in a direction +parallel with the lines. Behind an embankment we came across a little +group of Australians at an impromptu dressing-station. Some of them +were wounded and the others were binding up their wounds. We watched +them for a while and started on again. We had gone about fifty yards +when a shell screeched overhead. We turned and saw it land in the +middle of the group we had just left. Another shell burst close to us +and huge clods of earth struck us in the face and in the stomach, +knocking us flat and blinding us for the moment. A splinter struck +Talbot on his tin hat, grazing his skin. Behind us one of the +orderlies screamed and we rushed back to him. He had been hit below +the knee and his leg was nearly severed. We tied him up and managed to +get him back to the Australian aid-post. Two of the original four +stretcher-bearers had been blown up a few minutes before. But the +remaining two were carrying on with their work as though nothing had +happened. Here he was bandaged and started on his way for the +dressing-station. + +Far across the snow, we saw three more tanks plodding back toward the +rear. Little by little, we gained ground until we reached a more +sheltered area where we could make greater speed. We were feverishly +anxious to know the fate of the crew of the burning tank. "Whose tank +was it?" was on every tongue. We met other wounded men being helped +back; those with leg wounds were being supported by others less +seriously wounded. They could tell us nothing. They had been with the +infantry and only knew that two tanks were right on the other side of +the village. + +A moment or two later, Talbot started running toward two men, one of +whom was supporting the other. The wounded man proved to be the +Sergeant of the tank we had seen on fire. We hurried up to him. He was +hurt in the leg. So, instead of firing questions at him, we kept quiet +and accompanied him back to the dressing-station. + +Later we heard the tragic news that it was Gould's tank that had +burned up. None of us talked much about it. It did not seem real. +They had got stuck in the German wire. A crump had hit them and fired +the petrol tank. That was the end. Two men, the Sergeant and another, +escaped from the tank. The others perished with it. We tried to +comfort each other by repeated assurances that they must all have lost +consciousness quickly from the fumes of the petrol before they +suffered from fire. But it was small consolation. Every one had liked +Gould and every one would miss him. + +We waited at Brigade Headquarters for the others to return. A Tank +Commander from another Company was brought in, badly wounded and +looking ghastly, but joking with every one, as they carried him along +on a stretcher. His tank had been knocked out and they had saved their +guns and gone on with the infantry. He had been the last to leave the +tank, and as he had stepped out to the ground, a shell exploded +directly beneath him, taking off both of his legs below the knee. + +The last of the tanks waddled wearily in and the work of checking-up +began. All were accounted for but two. Their fate still remains a +secret. Our theory was that they had gone too far ahead and had +entered the village in back of the German lines; that the infantry had +not been able to keep up with them, and that they had been captured. +Two or three days afterwards an airman told us that he had seen, on +the day of the battle, two tanks far ahead of the infantry and that +they appeared to be stranded. Weeks later we attacked at the point +where the tanks had been, and on some German prisoners whom we took, +we found several photographs of these identical tanks. Then one day, +when we had stopped wondering about them, a Sergeant in our Company +received a letter from one of the crew of the missing machines, saying +that he was a prisoner in Germany. But of the officers we have never +heard to this day. + +We sat around wearily, waiting for the motor lorries which were to +take some of us back to B----. Years seemed to have been crowded into +the hours that had elapsed. Talbot glanced at his watch. It was still +only eight o'clock in the morning. Again he experienced the feeling +of incredulity that comes to one who has had much happen in the hours +between dawn and early morning and who discovers that the day has but +just begun. He had thought it must be three o'clock in the afternoon, +at least. + +The lorries arrived eventually, and took those who had no tanks, back +to B----. The others brought the "Willies" in by the evening. + + + + +VII + +THE SECOND BATTLE + + +Ten days had now elapsed since that day when we had gone back to B---- +with the officers and men who had survived. We had enjoyed every +minute of our rest and once more were feeling fit. The remainder of +the Company had been divided up into crews. The "Willies" themselves +had had the best of care and attention. + +Most important of all, to the childish minds of that part of the +British Army which we represented, we had given another concert which +had been an even greater success than the first. The Old Bird and +Borwick had excelled themselves. We were convinced that something was +wrong with a Government that would send two such artists to the front! +They should be at home, writing "words and music" that would live +forever. + +Toward the end of the week, plans for another attack were arranged. +This time it was to take place at C----, about five miles north of +N----. We were told that this was to be a "big show" at last. Part of +the Hindenburg Line had been taken, and part was still in the hands of +the enemy. It had been decided, therefore, that this sector of the +line, and the village behind it, must be captured. Our share in the +business consisted of a few tanks to work with the infantry. Two of us +went up three days before to arrange the plans with the Divisional +Commander. We wandered up into the Hindenburg Line as close as we +could get to the Boche, to see what the ground was like, and to decide +if possible on the routes for the tanks. In the line were innumerable +souvenirs. We found the furniture that the Germans had taken out of +the villages on their retirement, and had used to make their line more +comfortable. + +We found, too, an extraordinary piece of engineering. A tunnel about +ten miles long ran underneath the whole of the Hindenburg Line. It was +about thirty or forty feet down, and had been dug, we heard, by +Russian prisoners. The tunnel was about six feet wide and about five +feet high. It had been roughly balked in with timber, and at every +twenty yards, a shaft led out of the tunnel up into the trench. +Borwick found a large mirror which he felt could not be wasted under +the circumstances. He could not resist its charm, so he started +lugging it back the six miles to camp. It was very heavy and its charm +had decreased greatly by the time he reached camp and found that no +one could make any use of it. + +The day of the attack was still undecided, and in order to be quite +ready when it should come off, we left B---- with the tanks one +evening and took them up to Saint-L----, a little place about three +thousand yards away from the Hindenburg Line. Here we staged them +behind a railway embankment, underneath a bridge that had been +partially blown up. This was the same embankment, as a matter of fact, +behind which, four or five miles away, the Australian dressing-station +had been established in the last battle. + +Here we spent two or three days tuning up the machines, and many of +our leisure moments in watching a howitzer battery which was just +beside us. This was fascinating. If you stand by the gun when it is +fired, you can see the shell leave the muzzle, and watch the black +mass shoot its seven or eight thousand yards until it becomes a small +speck and finally vanishes just before it hits the ground. + +We also made an interesting collection of German and English +shell-cases. These cases are made of brass, and the four-fives, +especially, in the opinion of some people, make very nice rose-bowls +when they are polished, with wire arranged inside to hold the +blossoms. Weird music could be heard issuing from our dugout at times, +when we gave an impromptu concert, by putting several of these +shell-cases on a log of wood and playing elaborate tunes on them with +a bit of stone. + +All this merry-making came to an end, though. One day we received word +that the attack was to come off the next morning. Then began the +preparations in earnest and the day went with a rush. At this part of +the Hindenburg Line, it was very easy to lose one's way, especially +at night. The tanks were scheduled to start moving up at ten o'clock. +Talbot and the Old Bird, with several men, set out at about eight, and +arranged for marks to guide the machines. + +We had just reached a part of the Hindenburg Line which was now in our +possession, and were near an ammunition dump, when shells began to +fall around us. They were not near enough to do us any harm, and we +continued our work, when one dropped into the ammunition dump and +exploded. In an instant the whole dump was alight. It was like some +terrible and giant display of pyrotechnics. Gas shells, Verey lights, +and stink bombs filled the air with their nauseous odors. Shells of +all sizes blew up and fell in steely splinters. The noise was +deafening. Cursing our luck, we waited until it died down into a red, +smouldering mass, and then edged up cautiously to continue our work. +By this time, Borwick's tank came up, and he emerged, with a broad +smile on his face. + +"Having a good time?" he asked genially. + +There was a frozen silence, excepting for his inane laughter. He made +a few more irritating remarks which he seemed to think were very +funny, and then he disappeared inside his tank and prepared to follow +us. We had gone ahead a couple of hundred yards when we heard bombs +exploding, and looking back we saw the tank standing still, with +fireworks going off under one of her tracks. Presently the noise +ceased, and after waiting a moment we strolled back. As we reached the +tank, Borwick and the crew came tumbling out, making the air blue with +their language. They had run over a box of bombs, the only thing that +had survived the fire in the ammunition dump, and one of the tracks +was damaged. To repair it meant several hours' hard work in the cold +in unpleasant proximity to the still smouldering dump. Over Talbot's +face spread a broad smile. + +"Having a good time?" he asked pleasantly of Borwick. + +Infuriated growls were his only answer. He moved on with his men, +while Borwick and his crew settled down to work. + +The night was fortunately dark. They went slowly forward and brought +the route almost up to within calling distance of the Germans. The +Verey lights, shattering the darkness over No Man's Land, did not +disclose them to the enemy. Suddenly, a Boche machine gun mechanically +turned its attentions toward the place where they were working. With a +tightening of every muscle, Talbot heard the slow whisper of the gun. +As it turned to sweep the intervening space between the lines, the +whisper rose to a shirring hiss. The men dropped to the ground, +flattening themselves into the earth. But Talbot stood still. Now, if +ever, was the time when an example would count. If they all dropped to +the ground every time a machine gun rattled, the job would never be +done. So, hands in his pockets, but with awful "wind up," he waited +while the soft patter of the bullets came near and the patter +quickened into rain. As it reached him, the rain became a fierce +torrent, stinging the top of the parapet behind them as the bullets +tore by viciously a few inches above his head. Then as it passed, it +dropped into a patter once more and finally dropped away in a whisper. +Talbot suddenly realized that his throat was aching, but that he was +untouched by the storm. The men slowly got to their feet and continued +their work in silence. Although the machine gun continued to spatter +bullets near them all through the hours they were working, not once +again did the men drop when they heard the whisper begin. The job was +finally done and they filed wearily back. + +The attack was timed to come off at dawn. An hour before, while it was +still as black as pitch, the tanks moved again for their final +starting-point. McKnutt's machine was the first to go. + +"Cheero, McKnutt," we said as he clambered in. "Good luck!" + +The men followed, some through the top and some through the side. The +doors and portholes were closed, and in a moment the exhaust began to +puff merrily. The tank crawled forward and soon disappeared into the +blackness. + +She had about fifteen hundred yards to go, parallel with the +Hindenburg Line, and several trenches to cross before coming up with +the enemy. We had planned that the tanks would take about three +quarters of an hour to reach their starting-point, and that soon after +they arrived there, the show would begin. + +Since it was still dark and the attack had not commenced, McKnutt and +his first driver opened the windows in front of them. They looked out +into impenetrable gloom. It was necessary to turn their headlights on, +and with this help, they crawled along a little more securely. A +signal from the driver, and they got into top gear. She bumped along, +over shell-holes and mine-craters at the exhilarating speed of about +four miles an hour, and then arrived at the first trench to be +crossed. It was about ten feet wide with high banks on each side. + +"One up!" signals the driver. The gears-men get into first gear, and +the tank tilts back as it goes up one side of the trench. Suddenly she +starts tipping over, and the driver takes out his clutch and puts on +his brake hard. McKnutt yells out, "Hold tight!" and the tank slides +gently down with her nose in the bottom of the trench. The driver lets +in his clutch again, the tank digs her nose into the other side and +pulls herself up slowly, while her tail dips down into the bottom of +the trench. Then comes the great strain as she pulls herself bodily +out of the trench until she balances on the far side. + +It was now no longer safe to run with lights. They were snapped off. +Once more the darkness closed around them, blacker than ever. They +could no longer find their route, and McKnutt jumped out, walking +ahead with the tank lumbering along behind. Twice he lost his way and +they were obliged to wait until he found it again. Then, to his +intense relief, the moon shone out with a feeble light. It was just +enough to illumine faintly the ground before them and McKnutt +reentered the tank, and started on. + +Their route ran close to the sides of an old quarry and they edged +along cautiously. McKnutt, with his eyes glued to the front, decided +that they must have already passed the end of the quarry. That would +mean that they were not far from the spot where they were to wait for +the signal to go into action. The moon had again disappeared behind +the clouds, but he did not consider it worth while to get out again. +The journey would be over in a few minutes. + +Suddenly, his heart took a great dive and he seemed to stop breathing. +He felt the tank balance ever so slightly. Staring with aching eyes +through the portholes, he saw that they were on the edge of the old +quarry, with a forty-foot drop down its steep sides before them. The +black depth seemed bottomless. The tank was slipping over. When she +shot down they would all be killed from concussion alone. + +His heart was pounding so that he could hardly speak. But the driver, +too, had seen the danger. + +"For God's sake, take out your clutch and put your brake on!" McKnutt +yelled, his voice almost drowned by the rattle and roar inside the +tank. The man kept his head. As the tail of the tank started tipping +up, he managed somehow with the brakes to hold her on the edge. For a +second or two, she swayed there. She seemed to be unable to decide +whether to kill them or not. The slightest crumbling of the earth or +the faintest outside movement against the tank would precipitate them +over the edge. The brakes would not hold them for long. Then the +driver acted. Slowly he put his gears in reverse, keeping the brake on +hard until the engine had taken up the strain. Slowly she moved back +until her tail bumped on the ground, and she settled down. Neither +McKnutt nor his driver spoke. They pushed back their tin hats and +wiped their foreheads. + +McKnutt glanced back at the men in the rear of the tank. They, of +course, had been unable to see out, and had no idea of what they had +escaped. Now that the danger was passed, he felt an unreasonable +annoyance that none of them would ever know what he and the driver had +gone through in those few moments. Then the feeling passed, he +signalled, "Neutral left," the gearsman locked his left track, and the +tank swung over, passing safely by the perilous spot. + +They settled down now to a snail's pace, shutting off their engine, as +the Germans could not be more than one hundred and fifty or two +hundred yards away. Running at full speed, the engine would have been +heard by them. In a few moments, they arrived at their appointed +station. McKnutt glanced at his watch. They had only a few moments to +wait. The engine was shut off and they stopped. + +The heat inside the tank was oppressive. McKnutt and James opened the +top, and crawled out, the men following. They looked around. The first +streaks of light were beginning to show in the sky. A heavy silence +hung over everything--the silence that always precedes a bombardment. +Presumably, only the attacking forces feel this. Even the desultory +firing seems to have faded away. All the little ordinary noises have +ceased. It is a sickening quiet, so loud in itself that it makes one's +heart beat quicker. It is because one is listening so intensely for +the guns to break out that all other sounds have lost their +significance. One seems to have become all ears--to have no sense of +sight or touch or taste or smell. All seem to have become merged in +the sense of hearing. The very air itself seems tense with listening. +Only the occasional rattle of a machine gun breaks the stillness. Even +this passes unnoticed. + +Slowly the minute-hand crept round to the half-hour, and the men +slipped back into their steel home. Doors were bolted and portholes +shut, save for the tiny slits in front of officer and driver, through +which they peered. The engine was ready to start. The petrol was on +and flooding. They waited quietly. Their heavy breathing was the only +sound. The minute-hand reached the half-hour. + +With the crash and swish of thousands of shells, the guns smashed the +stillness. Instantly, the flash of their explosion lit up the opposite +trenches. For a fraction of a second the thought came to McKnutt how +wonderful it was that man could produce a sound to which Nature had no +equal, either in violence or intensity. But the time was for action +and not for reflection. + +"Start her up!" yelled out McKnutt. + +But the engine would not fire. + +"What the devil's the matter?" cried James. + +A bit of tinkering with the carburetor, and the engine purred softly. +Its noise was drowned in the pandemonium raging around them. James let +in the clutch, and the monster moved forward on her errand of +destruction. + +Although it was not light enough to distinguish forms, the flashes of +the shell-fire and the bursts from the shrapnel lit up that part of +the Hindenburg Line that lay on the other side of the barrier. One +hundred and fifty yards, and the tank was almost on top of the +barricade. Bombs were exploding on both sides. McKnutt slammed down +the shutters of the portholes in front of him and his driver. +"Bullets," he said shortly. + +"One came through, I think, sir," James replied. With the portholes +shut, there was no chance for bullets to enter now through the little +pin-points directly above the slits in the shutters. In order to see +through these, it is necessary to place one's eye directly against +the cold metal. They are safe, for if a bullet does hit them, it +cannot come through, although it may stop up the hole. + +Suddenly a dull explosion was heard on the roof of the tank. + +"They're bombing us, sir!" cried one of the gunners. McKnutt signalled +to him, and he opened fire from his sponson. They plunged along, amid +a hail of bullets, while bombs exploded all around them. + +McKnutt and James, with that instinctive sense of direction which +comes to men who control these machines, felt that they were hovering +on the edge of the German trench. Then a sudden flash from the +explosion of a huge shell lit up the ground around them, and they saw +four or five gray-clad figures, about ten yards away, standing on the +parapet hysterically hurling bombs at the machine. They might as well +have been throwing pebbles. Scornfully the tank slid over into the +wide trench and landed with a crash in the bottom. For a moment she +lay there without moving. The Germans thought she was stuck. They +came running along thinking to grapple with her. But they never +reached her, for at once the guns from both sides opened fire and the +Germans disappeared. + +The huge machine dragged herself up the steep ten-foot side of the +trench. As she neared the top, it seemed as if the engine would not +take the final pull. James took out his clutch, put his brake on hard, +and raced the engine. Then letting the clutch in with a jerk, the tank +pulled herself right on to the point of balance, and tipped slowly +over what had been the parapet of the German position. + +Now she was in the wire which lay in front of the trench. McKnutt +signalled back, "Swing round to the left," parallel to the lay of the +line. A moment's pause, and she moved forward relentlessly, crushing +everything in her path, and sending out a stream of bullets from every +turret to any of the enemy who dared to show themselves above the top +of the trench. + +At the same time our own troops, who had waited behind the barricade +to bomb their way down, from traverse to traverse, rushed over the +heap of sandbags, tangled wire, wood, and dead men which barred their +way. The moral effect of the tank's success, and the terror which she +inspired, cheered our infantry on to greater efforts. The tank crew +were, at the time, unaware of the infantry's action, as none of our +own men could be seen. The only indication of the fact was the +bursting of the bombs which gradually moved from fire bay to fire bay. + +The Corporal touched McKnutt on the arm. + +"I don't believe our people are keeping up with us, sir," he said. +"They seem to have been stopped about thirty yards back." + +"All right," McKnutt answered. "We'll turn round." + +McKnutt and James opened their portholes to obtain a clearer view. +Five yards along to the left, a group of Germans were holding up the +advancing British. They had evidently prepared a barricade in case of +a possible bombing attack on our part, and this obstacle, together +with a fusillade of bombs which met them, prevented our troops from +pushing on. McKnutt seized his gun and pushed it through the +mounting, but found that he could not swing round far enough to get an +aim on the enemy. But James was in a better position. He picked the +gray figures off, one by one, until the bombing ceased and our own men +jumped over the barricade and came down among the dead and wounded +Germans. + +Then a sudden and unexplainable sense of disaster caused McKnutt to +look round. One of his gunners lay quite still on the floor of the +tank, his back against the engine, and a stream of blood trickling +down his face. The Corporal who stood next to him pointed to the +sights in the turret and then to his forehead, and McKnutt realized +that a bullet must have slipped in through the small space, entering +the man's head as he looked along the barrel of his gun. There he lay, +along one side of the tank between the engine and the sponson. The +Corporal tried to get in position to carry on firing with his own gun, +but the dead body impeded his movements. + +There was only one thing to do. The Corporal looked questioningly at +McKnutt and pointed to the body. The officer nodded quickly, and the +left gearsman and the Corporal dragged the body and propped it up +against the door. Immediately the door flew open. The back of the +corpse fell down and half the body lay hanging out, with its legs +still caught on the floor. With feverish haste they lifted the legs +and threw them out, but the weight of the body balanced them back +again through the still open door. The men were desperate. With a +tremendous heave they turned the dead man upside down, shoved the body +out and slammed the door shut. They were just in time. A bomb exploded +directly beneath the sponson, where the dead body had fallen. To every +man in the tank came a feeling of swift gratitude that the bombs had +caught the dead man and not themselves. + +They ploughed across another trench without dropping into the bottom, +for it was only six feet wide. Daylight had come by now and the enemy +was beginning to find that his brave efforts were of no avail against +these monsters of steel. + +All this time the German guns had not been silent. McKnutt's tank +crunched across the ground amid a furious storm of flying earth and +splinters. The strain was beginning to be felt. Although one is +protected from machine-gun fire in a tank, the sense of confinement +is, at times, terrible. One does not know what is happening outside +his little steel prison. One often cannot see where the machine is +going. The noise inside is deafening; the heat terrific. Bombs shatter +on the roof and on all sides. Bullets spatter savagely against the +walls. There is an awful lack of knowledge; a feeling of blind +helplessness at being cooped up. One is entirely at the mercy of the +big shells. If a shell hits a tank near the petrol tank, the men may +perish by fire, as did Gould, without a chance of escape. Going down +with your ship seems pleasant compared to burning up with your tank. +In fighting in the open, one has, at least, air and space. + +McKnutt, however, was lucky. They could now see the sunken road before +them which was their objective. Five-nines were dropping around them +now. It was only a matter of moments, it seemed, when they would be +struck. + +"Do you think we shall make it?" McKnutt asked James. + +"We may get there, but shall we get back? That's the question, sir." + +McKnutt did not answer. They had both had over two years' experience +of the accuracy of the German artillery. And they did not believe in +miracles. But they had their orders. They must simply do their duty +and trust to luck. + +They reached the sunken road. The tank was swung around. Their orders +were to reach their objective and remain there until the bombers +arrived. McKnutt peered out. No British were in sight, and he snapped +his porthole shut. Grimly they settled down to wait. + +The moments passed. Each one seemed as if it would be their last. +Would the infantry never come? Would there be any sense in just +sitting there until a German shell annihilated them if the infantry +never arrived? Had they been pushed back by a German rush? Should he +take it upon himself to turn back? McKnutt's brain whirled. + +Then, after hours, it seemed, of waiting, around the corner of a +traverse, he saw one of the British tin hats. Nothing in the world +could have been a happier sight. A great wave of relief swept over +him. Three or four more appeared. Realizing that they, too, had +reached their objective, they stopped and began to throw up a rough +form of barricade. More men poured in. The position was consolidated, +and there was nothing more for the tank to do. + +They swung round and started back. Two shells dropped about twenty +yards in front of them. For a moment McKnutt wondered whether it would +be well to change their direction. "No, we'll keep right on and chance +it," he said aloud. The next moment a tremendous crash seemed to lift +the tank off the ground. Black smoke and flying particles filled the +tank. McKnutt and James looked around expecting to see the top of the +machine blown off. But nothing had happened inside, and no one was +injured. Although shells continued to fall around them and a German +machine gun raged at them, they got back safely. + + [Illustration: _Copyright by Underwood & Underwood, N.Y._ + A TANK BRINGING IN A CAPTURED GERMAN GUN UNDER PROTECTION OF + CAMOUFLAGE] + +Brigade Headquarters, where McKnutt reported, was full of expectancy. +Messages were pouring in over the wires. The men at the telephones +were dead beat, but cool and collected. + +"Any news of the other 'busses?" McKnutt asked eagerly. The Buzzers +shook their heads wearily. He rushed up to a couple of men who were +being carried to a dressing-station. + +"Do you fellows know how the tanks made out?" he asked. + +One of them had seen two of the machines on the other side of the +German line, he said. In answer to the questions which were fired at +him he could only say that the tanks had pushed on beyond the German +front line. + +Then on the top of the hill, against the sky-line, they saw a little +group of three or four men. James recognized them. + +"Why, there's Sergeant Browning and Mr. Borwick, sir," he said. +"What's happened to their tank, I wonder?" He and McKnutt hurried over +to meet them. + +Borwick smiled coolly. + +"Hullo!" he said in his casual manner. + +"What's happened to your 'bus?" "What did you do?" was fired at him. + +"We got stuck in the German wire, and the infantry got ahead of us," +he said. "We pushed on, and fell into a nest of three machine guns. +They couldn't hurt us, of course, and the Boches finally ran away. We +knocked out about ten of them, and just as we were going on and were +already moving, we suddenly started twisting around in circles. What +do you think had happened? A trench mortar had got us full in one of +our tracks, and the beastly thing broke. So we all tumbled out and +left her there." + +"Didn't you go on with the infantry?" asked McKnutt. + +"No. They'd reached their objective by that time," Borwick replied, +"so we saved the tank guns, and I pinched the clock. Then we strolled +back, and here we are," he concluded. + +Talbot joined the group as he finished. + +"But where's the rest of your crew?" he asked. + +Borwick said quietly: "Jameson and Corporal Fiske got knocked out +coming back." He lit a cigarette and puffed at it. + +There was silence for a moment. + +Then Talbot said, "Bad luck; have you got their pay-books?" + +"No, I forgot them," Borwick answered. + +But his Sergeant handed over the little brown books which were the +only tangible remains of two men who had gone into action that +morning. The pay-books contained two or three pages on which were +jotted down their pay, with the officer's signature. They had been +used as pocket-books, and held a few odd letters which the men had +received a few days before. Talbot had often been given the pay-books +of men in his company who were killed, but he never failed to be +affected when he discovered the letters and little trifles which had +meant so much to the men who had carried them, and which now would +mean so much to those whom they had left behind. + +In silence they went back to McKnutt's tank and sat down, waiting for +news. Scraps of information were beginning to trickle in. + +"Have gained our objective in X Wood. Have not been counter-attacked." + +"Cannot push on owing to heavy machine-gun fire from C----." + +"Holding out with twenty men in trench running north from Derelict +Wood. Can I have reinforcements?" + +These were the messages pouring in from different points on the lines +of attack. Sometimes the messages came in twos and threes. Sometimes +there were minutes when only a wild buzzing could be heard and the men +at the telephones tried to make the buzzing intelligible. + +The situation cleared up finally, however. Our troops had, apparently, +gained their objectives along the entire line to the right. On the +left the next Brigade had been hung up by devastating machine-gun +fire. As McKnutt and Talbot waited around for news and fresh orders, +one of their men hurried down and saluted. + +He brought the news that the other three tanks had returned, having +reached their objectives. Two had but little opposition and the +infantry had found no difficulty in gaining their points of attack. +The third tank, however, had had three men wounded at a "pill-box." +These pill-boxes are little concrete forts which the German had +planted along his line. The walls are of ferro concrete, two to three +feet thick. As the tank reached the pill-box, two Germans slipped out +of the rear door. Three of the tank crew clambered down and got inside +the pill-box. In a moment the firing from inside ceased, and presently +the door flew open. Two British tank men, dirty and grimy, escorting +ten Germans, filed out. The Germans had their hands above their heads, +and when ordered to the rear they went with the greatest alacrity. One +of the three Englishmen was badly wounded; the other two were only +slightly injured, but they wandered down to the dressing-station, with +the hope that "Blighty" would soon welcome them. + +Although Talbot had his orders to hold the tanks in readiness in case +they were needed, no necessity arose, and after a few hours' waiting, +the Major sent word to him to start the tanks back to the embankment, +there to be kept for the next occasion. Better still, the men were to +be taken back to B---- in the motor lorries, just as they had been +after the first battle. Water, comparative quiet, blankets,--these +were the luxuries that lay before them. + +As he sat crowded into the swaying motor lorry that lurched back along +the shell-torn road to B----, Talbot slipped his hand into his pocket. +He touched a cheque-book, a package of cigarettes, and a razor. Then +he smiled. They were the final preparations he had made that morning +before he went into action. After all he had not needed them, but one +never could tell, one might be taken prisoner. One needed no such +material preparations against the possibility of death, but a +prisoner--that was different. + +The cheque-book had been for use in a possible gray prison camp in the +land of his enemies. Cheques would some time or other reach his +English bank and his people would know that he was, at least, alive. +The cigarettes were to keep up his courage in the face of whatever +disaster might befall him. + +And the razor? Most important of all. + +The razor was to keep, bright and untarnished, the traditions and +prestige of the British Army! + + + + +VIII + +REST AND DISCIPLINE + + +We stayed in that region of the Front for a few more weeks, preparing +for any other task that might be demanded of us. One day the Battalion +received its orders to pack up, to load the tanks that were left over, +and to be ready for its return to the district in which we had spent +the winter. + +We entrained on a Saturday evening at A----, and arrived at St.-P---- +at about ten o'clock on Sunday night. From there a twelve-mile march +lay before us to our old billets in B----. As may well be imagined, +the men, though tired, were in high spirits. We simply ate up the +distance, and the troops disguised their fatigue by singing songs. +There were two which appeared to be favorites on this occasion. + +One, to the tune of "The Church's One Foundation," ran as follows:-- + + "We are Fred Karno's[1] Army, + The ragtime A.S.C.,[2] + We cannot work, we do not fight, + So what ruddy use are we? + And when we get to Berlin, + The Kaiser he will say, + Hoch, hoch, mein Gott! + What a ruddy rotten lot, + Is the ragtime A.S.C." + +The other was a refrain to the tune of a Salvation Army hymn, "When +the Roll is called up Yonder":-- + + "When you wash us in the water, + That you washed your dirty daughter, + Oh! then we will be much whiter! + We'll be whiter than the whitewash on the wall." + +Eventually the companies arrived in the village at all hours of the +morning. No one was up. We saw that the men received their meals, +which had been prepared by the cooks who had gone ahead in motor +lorries. They did not spend much time over the food, for in less than +half an hour "K" billets--the same Hospice de Ste. Berthe--were +perfectly quiet. We then wandered away with our servants, to be met +at each of our houses by hastily clad landladies, with sleep in their +eyes and smoking lamps or guttering candles in their hands. + +The next morning the Company paraded at half-past nine, and the day +was spent in reforming sections, in issuing new kits to the men, and +in working the rosters for the various courses. On Tuesday, just as +breakfast was starting, an orderly brought a couple of memorandums +from Battalion Orderly Room for McKnutt and Borwick. + +No one watched them read the chits, but Talbot, glancing up from his +plate, saw a look on Borwick's face. It was a look of the purest joy. + +"What is it?" he said. + +"Leave, my God!" replied Borwick; "and McKnutt's got it too." + +"When are you going? To-day?" shouted the Old Bird. + +"Yes; there's a car to take us to the station in a quarter of an +hour." + +They both left their unfinished breakfasts and tore off to their +billets. There it was but a matter of moments to throw a few things +into their packs. No one ever takes any luggage when going on leave. +They tore back to the mess to leave instructions for their servants, +and we strolled out _en masse_ to see the lucky fellows off. + +The box-body drew away from where we were standing. We watched it grow +smaller and smaller down the long white road, and turned back with +regrets and pleasure in our hearts. With regrets, that we ourselves +were not the lucky ones, and knowing that for some of us leave would +never come; with pleasure, because one is always glad that a few of +the deserving reap a small share of their reward. + +Then, strolling over to the Parade Ground, we heard the "Five Minutes" +sounding. Some dashed off to get their Sam Brownes, others called for +their servants to wipe a few flecks of dust from their boots and +puttees. + +When the "Fall In" began, the entire Company was standing "At Ease" on +the Parade Ground. As the last note of the call sounded, the whole +parade sprang to "Attention," and the Major, who had been standing on +the edge of the field, walked forward to inspect. + +Every morning was spent in this manner, except for those who had +special courses to follow. We devoted all our time and attention to +"Forming Fours" in as perfect a manner as possible; to saluting with +the greatest accuracy and fierceness; and to unwearying repetition of +every movement and detail, until machinelike precision was attained. + +All that we were doing then is the very foundation and essence of good +discipline. Discipline is the state to which a man is trained, in +order that under all circumstances he shall carry out without +secondary reasoning any order that may be given him by a superior. +There is nothing of a servile nature in this form of obedience. Each +man realizes that it is for the good of the whole. By placing his +implicit confidence in the commands of one of a higher rank than his +own, he gives an earnest of his ability to himself command at some +future time. It is but another proof of the old adage, that the man +who obeys least is the least fitted to command. + + [Illustration: _Copyright by Underwood & Underwood, N.Y._ + A BRITISH TANK IN THE LIBERTY LOAN PARADE IN NEW YORK] + +When this war started, certain large formations, with the sheer lust +for fighting in their blood, did not, while being formed, realize the +absolute necessity of unending drill and inspection. Their first cry +was, "Give us a rifle, a bayonet, and a bomb, show us how to use them, +and we will do the rest." Acting upon this idea, they flung themselves +into battle, disregarding the iron rules of a preliminary training. At +first their very impetus and courage carried them over incredible +obstacles. But after a time, and as their best were killed off, the +original blaze died down, and the steady flame of ingrained discipline +was not there to take the place of burning enthusiasm. The terrible +waste and useless sacrifice that ensued showed only too plainly that +even the greatest individual bravery is not enough. + +In this modern warfare there are many trials and experiences +unimagined before, which wear down the actual will-power of the men +who undergo them. When troops are forced to sit in a trench under the +most terrific shell-fire, the nerve-racking noise, the sight of their +comrades and their defences being blown to atoms, and the constant +fear that they themselves will be the next to go, all deprive the +ordinary mind of vital initiative. Having lost the active mental +powers that a human being possesses, they are reduced to the level of +machines. The officers and non-commissioned officers, on whom the +responsibility of leadership rests, have that spur to maintain their +equilibrium, but the private soldiers, who have themselves only to +think of, are the most open to this devastating influence. If these +machines are to be controlled, as they must be, by an exterior +intelligence, they must obey automatically, and if in the past +automatic obedience has not been implanted, there is nothing to take +its place. + +The only means by which to obtain inherent response to a given order +is so to train a man in minute details, by constant, inflexible +insistence on perfection, that it becomes part of his being to obey +without thinking. + +It must not be presumed that, in obtaining this almost inhuman +reaction, all independent qualities are obliterated. For, though a +man's mind is adjusted to carrying out, without questioning, any task +that is demanded of him, yet in the execution of this duty he is +allowed the full scope of his invention and initiative. + +Thus, by this dull and unending routine, we laid the foundation of +that inevitable success toward which we were slowly working. + +When the Company dismissed, the Major, Talbot, and the Old Bird walked +over to lunch together. + +"Well, it's a great war, isn't it?" said the Major, turning to the +other two. + +"It's very nice to have got through a couple of shows, sir," replied +Talbot. "What do you think about it, Old Bird?" + +"Well, of course, war is all very well for those who like it. But give +me the Base every time," answered the Old Bird, true to his +reputation. Then, turning to the Major with his most ingratiating +smile, he said, "By the way, sir, what about a few days in Boulogne?" + +FOOTNOTES: + +[1] A late, third-rate English pantomime producer. + +[2] Stands for Army Service Corps, and its equivalent in the American +Army is the Quartermaster's Corps. + + + + +IX + +A PHILOSOPHY OF WAR + + +It has often been observed that if this war is to end war for all +time, and if all the sacrifices and misery and suffering will help to +prevent any recurrence of them, then it is well worth while. + +In these days of immediate demands and quick results, this question is +too vague and too far-reaching to bring instant consolation. Apart +from that, too, it cannot decide whether any war, however great, can +ever abolish the natural and primitive fighting instinct in man. + +The source from which we must draw the justification for our optimism +lies much nearer to hand. We must regard the effect that warring life +has already produced upon each individual member of the nations who +are and who are not engaged in it. + +At the very heart of it is the effect on the man who is actually +fighting. Take the case of him who before the war was either working +in a factory, who was a clerk in a business house, or who was nothing +at all beyond the veriest loafer and bar-lounger. To begin with, he +was perhaps purely selfish. The foundation of his normal life was +self-protection. Whether worthless or worthy, whether hating or +respecting his superiors, the private gain and comfort for himself and +his was the object of his existence. He becomes a soldier, and that +act alone is a conversion. His wife and children are cared for, it is +true; but he himself, for a shilling a day, sells to his country his +life, his health, his pleasures, and his hopes for the future. To make +good measure he throws in cheerfulness, devotion, philosophy, humour, +and an unfailing kindness. One man, for instance, sells up three +grocery businesses in the heart of Lancashire, an ambition which it +has taken him ten years to accomplish. Without a trace of bitterness +he divorces himself from the routine of a lifetime, and goes out to +France to begin life again at the very bottom of a new ladder. He who +for years had many men under him is now under all, and receives, +unquestioningly, orders which in a different sphere he had been +accustomed to give. Apart from the mere letter of obedience and +discipline he gains a spirit of devotion and self-sacrifice, which +turns the bare military instrument into a divine virtue. He may, for +instance, take up the duties of an officer's servant. Immediately he +throws himself whole-heartedly into a new form of selfless generosity, +which leads him to a thousand ways of care and forethought, that even +the tenderest woman could hardly conceive. The man who receives this +unwavering devotion can only accept it with the knowledge that no one +can deserve it, and that it is greater gain to him who gives than to +him who takes. + +What life of peace is there that produces this god-like fibre in the +plainest of men? Why, indeed, is it produced in the life of war? It is +because in war sordidness and petty worries are eliminated; because +the one great and ever-present fear, the fear of death, reduces all +other considerations to their proper values. The actual fear of death +is always present, but this fear itself cannot be sordid when men can +meet it of their own free will and with the most total absence of +cringing or of cowardice. + +In commercial rivalry a man will sacrifice the friend of years to gain +a given sum, which will insure him increased material comforts. In war +a man will deliberately sacrifice the life for which he wanted those +comforts, to save perhaps a couple of men who have no claim on him +whatsoever. He who before feared any household calamity now throws +himself upon a live bomb, which, even though he might escape himself, +will without his action kill other men who are near it. This deed +loses none of its value because of the general belief among soldiers +that life is cheap. Other men's lives are cheap. One's own life is +always very dear. + +One of the most precious results has been the resurrection of the +quality of admiration. The man who before the war said, "Why is he my +master?" is now only too glad to accept a leader who is a leader +indeed. He has learned that as his leader cannot do without him, so he +cannot do without his leader, and although each is of equal +importance in the scheme of affairs, their positions in the scheme are +different. He has learned that there is a higher equality than the +equality of class: it is the equality of spirit. + +This same feeling is reflected, more especially among the leaders of +the men, in the complete disappearance of snobbishness. No such +artificial imposition can survive in a life where inherent value +automatically finds its level; where a disguise which in peace-time +passed as superiority, now disintegrates when in contact with this +life of essentials. For war is, above all, a reduction to essentials. +It is the touchstone which proves the qualities of our youth's +training. All those pleasures that formed the gamut of a young man's +life either fall away completely or find their proper place. Sport, +games, the open-air life, have taught him that high cheerfulness, +through failure or success, which makes endurance possible. But the +complicated, artificial pleasures of ordinary times have receded into +a dim, unspoken background. The wholesomeness of the existence that +he now leads has taught him to delight in the most simple and natural +of things. This throwing aside of the perversions and fripperies of an +over-civilization has forced him to regard them with a disgust that +can never allow him to be tempted again by their inducements of +delight and dissipation. The natural, healthy desires which a man is +sometimes inclined to indulge in are no longer veiled under a mask of +hypocrisy. They are treated in a perfectly outspoken fashion as the +necessary accompaniments to a hard, open-air life, where a man's +vitality is at its best. In consequence of this, and as the result of +the deepening of man's character which war inevitably produces, the +sense of adventure and mystery which accompanied the fulfilment of +these desires has disappeared, and with it to a great extent the +desires themselves have assumed a far less importance. + +In peace, and especially in war, the young man's creed is casualness. +Not the casualness of carelessness, but that which comes from the +knowledge that up to each given point he has done his best. It is +this fundamental peace of mind which comes to a soldier that forms the +beauty of his life. The order received must be obeyed in its exact +degree, neither more nor less; and the responsibility, though great, +is clearly defined. Each man must use his individual intelligence +within the scope of the part assigned to him. The responsibility +differs in kind, but not in degree, and the last link of the chain is +as important as the first. There can be no shirking or shifting, and, +knowing this, each task is finished, rounded out, and put away. One +might think that this made thought mechanical: but it is mechanical +only in so far as each man's intelligence is concentrated on his own +particular duty, and each part working in perfect order contributes to +the unison through which the whole machine develops its power. Thus +the military life induces in men a clearer and more accurate habit of +thought, and teaches each one to do his work well and above all to do +his own work only. + +From this very simplicity of life, which brings out a calmness of mind +and that equable temperament that minor worries can no longer shake, +springs the mental leisure which gives time for other and unaccustomed +ideas. Men who wittingly, time and again, have faced but escaped +death, will inevitably begin to think what death may mean. As the +first lessons of obedience teach each man that he needs a leader to +pass through a certain crisis, so the crisis of death, where man must +pass alone, demands a still higher Leader. With the admission that no +man is self-sufficient, that sin of pride, which is the strongest +barrier between a man and his God, falls away. He is forced, if only +in self-defence, to recognize that faith in some all-sufficient Power +is the only thing that will carry him through. If he could cut away +the thousand sins of thought, man would automatically find himself at +faith. It is the central but often hidden point of our intelligence; +and although there are a hundred roads that lead to it, they may be +completely blocked. The clean flame of the disciplined life burns away +the rubbish that chokes these roads, and faith becomes a nearer and +more constant thing. + +The sadness of war lies in the loss of actual personalities, but it is +only by means of these losses that this surrender can be attained. + +It must not be thought that faith comes overnight as a free gift. It +is a long and slow process of many difficult steps. There may be first +the actual literal crumbling, unknown in peace-time, of one's solid +surroundings, to be repeated perhaps again and again until the old +habit of reliance upon them is uprooted. Then comes the realization +that this life at the front has but two possible endings. The first is +to be so disabled that a man's fighting days are over. The other is +death. Instant death rather than a slow death from wounds. Every man +hopes for a wound which will send him home to England. That, however, +is only a respite, as his return to France follows upon his +convalescence. The other most important step is the loss of one's +friends. It is not the fact of actually seeing them killed, for in the +chaos and tumult of a battle the mind hardly registers such +impressions. One's only feeling is the purely primitive one of relief, +that it is another and not one's self. It is only afterwards, when +the excitement is over, and a man realizes that again there is a space +of life, for him, but not for his friend, that the loneliness and the +loss are felt. He then says to himself, "Why am I spared when many +better men have gone?" At first resentment swallows up all other +emotions. In time, when this bitterness begins to pass, the belief +that somehow this loss is of some avail, carries him a little farther +on the road to faith. This all comes to the man who before the war +believed that the world was made for his pleasure, and who treated +life from that standpoint. All that he wanted he took without asking. +Now, all that he has he gives without being asked. + +Woman, too, gives more than herself. She gives her men, her peace of +mind and all that makes her life worth living. The man after all may +have little hope, but while he is alive he has the daily pleasures of +health, vitality, excitement, and a thousand interests. A woman has +but a choice of sorrows: the sorrow of unbearable suspense or the +acceptance of the end. + +Yet it needed this war to show again to women what they could best do +in life: to love their men, bear their children, care for the sick and +suffering, and learn to endure. It has taught them also to accept from +man what he is able or willing to give, and to admit a higher claim +than their own. They have been forced to put aside the demands and +exactions which they felt before were their right, and to accept +loneliness and loss without murmur or question. + +A woman who loses her son loses the supreme reason of her existence; +and yet the day after the news has come, she goes back to her work for +the sons of other women. If she has more sons to give she gives them, +and faces again the eternal suspense that she has lived through +before. The younger women, who in times of peace would have looked +forward to an advantageous and comfortable marriage, will now marry +men whom they may never see again after the ten days' honeymoon is +over, and will unselfishly face the very real possibility of widowhood +and lonely motherhood. They have had to learn the old lesson that work +for others is the only cure for sorrow, and they have learned too +that it is the only cure for all those petty worries and boredoms +which assailed them in times of peace. If they have learned this, then +again one may say that war is worth while. + +What effect has the war had upon those countries who in the beginning +were not engaged in it? The United States, for instance, has for three +years been an onlooker. The people of that country have had every +opportunity to view, in their proper perspectives, the feelings and +changes brought about among the men and women of the combatant +countries. At first, the enormous casualties, the sufferings and the +sorrow, led them to believe that nothing was worth the price they +would have to pay, were they to enter into the lists. For in the +beginning, before that wonderful philosophy of spirit and cheerfulness +of outlook arose, and before the far-reaching effects of the sacrifice +of loved ones could be perceived, there seemed to be little reason or +right for such a train of desolation. They were perfectly justified, +too, in thinking this, when insufficient time had elapsed to enable +them to judge of the immense, sweeping, beneficial effects that this +struggle has produced in the moral fibre and stamina of the nations +engaged. + +It must be remembered that the horrors of the imagination are far +worse than the realities. The men who fight and the women who tend +their wounds suffer mentally far less than those who paint the +pictures in their minds, from data which so very often are grossly +exaggerated. One must realize that the hardships of war are merely +transient. Men suffer untold discomforts, and yet, when these +sufferings are over and mind and body are at ease for a while, they +are completely forgotten. The only mark they leave is the +disinclination to undergo them again. But on those who do not realize +them in their actuality, they cause a far more terrifying effect. + +Now, others, as well, have discovered that war's advantages outweigh +so much its losses. They who with their own eyes had seen the +wonderful fortitude with which men stand pain, and the amazing +submission with which women bear sorrow, returned full of zeal and +enthusiasm, to carry the torch of this uplifting flame to their own +countrymen. + +Others will realize, too, that although one may lose one's best, yet +one's worst is made better. The women will find that the characters of +their men will become softened. The clear-cut essentials of a life of +war must make the mind of man direct. It may be brutal in its +simplicity, but it is clear and frank. Yet to counteract this, the +continual sight of suffering bravely borne, the deep love and humility +that the devotion of others unconsciously produces, bring about this +charity of feeling, this desire to forgive and this moderation in +criticism, which is so marked in those who have passed through the +strenuous, searing realities of war. Since the thirty pieces of +silver, no minted coin in the world has bought so much as has the +King's shilling of to-day. + + +THE END + + + + +The Riverside Press +CAMBRIDGE . 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