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If you are not located in the United States, you'll have +to check the laws of the country where you are located before using this ebook. + + + + +Title: The Chaperon + + +Author: Henry James + + + +Release Date: February 15, 2015 [eBook #2718] +[This file was first posted on July 3, 2000] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CHAPERON*** + + +Transcribed from 1893 Macmillan and Co. edition by David Price, email +ccx074@pglaf.org. Proofed by Nina Hall, Mohua Sen, Bridie, Francine +Smith and David. + + + + +THE CHAPERON. + + +I. + + +AN old lady, in a high drawing-room, had had her chair moved close to the +fire, where she sat knitting and warming her knees. She was dressed in +deep mourning; her face had a faded nobleness, tempered, however, by the +somewhat illiberal compression assumed by her lips in obedience to +something that was passing in her mind. She was far from the lamp, but +though her eyes were fixed upon her active needles she was not looking at +them. What she really saw was quite another train of affairs. The room +was spacious and dim; the thick London fog had oozed into it even through +its superior defences. It was full of dusky, massive, valuable things. +The old lady sat motionless save for the regularity of her clicking +needles, which seemed as personal to her and as expressive as prolonged +fingers. If she was thinking something out, she was thinking it +thoroughly. + +When she looked up, on the entrance of a girl of twenty, it might have +been guessed that the appearance of this young lady was not an +interruption of her meditation, but rather a contribution to it. The +young lady, who was charming to behold, was also in deep mourning, which +had a freshness, if mourning can be fresh, an air of having been lately +put on. She went straight to the bell beside the chimney-piece and +pulled it, while in her other hand she held a sealed and directed letter. +Her companion glanced in silence at the letter; then she looked still +harder at her work. The girl hovered near the fireplace, without +speaking, and after a due, a dignified interval the butler appeared in +response to the bell. The time had been sufficient to make the silence +between the ladies seem long. The younger one asked the butler to see +that her letter should be posted; and after he had gone out she moved +vaguely about the room, as if to give her grandmother—for such was the +elder personage—a chance to begin a colloquy of which she herself +preferred not to strike the first note. As equally with herself her +companion was on the face of it capable of holding out, the tension, +though it was already late in the evening, might have lasted long. But +the old lady after a little appeared to recognise, a trifle ungraciously, +the girl’s superior resources. + +“Have you written to your mother?” + +“Yes, but only a few lines, to tell her I shall come and see her in the +morning.” + +“Is that all you’ve got to say?” asked the grandmother. + +“I don’t quite know what you want me to say.” + +“I want you to say that you’ve made up your mind.” + +“Yes, I’ve done that, granny.” + +“You intend to respect your father’s wishes?” + +“It depends upon what you mean by respecting them. I do justice to the +feelings by which they were dictated.” + +“What do you mean by justice?” the old lady retorted. + +The girl was silent a moment; then she said: “You’ll see my idea of it.” + +“I see it already! You’ll go and live with her.” + +“I shall talk the situation over with her to-morrow and tell her that I +think that will be best.” + +“Best for her, no doubt!” + +“What’s best for her is best for me.” + +“And for your brother and sister?” As the girl made no reply to this her +grandmother went on: “What’s best for them is that you should acknowledge +some responsibility in regard to them and, considering how young they +are, try and do something for them.” + +“They must do as I’ve done—they must act for themselves. They have their +means now, and they’re free.” + +“Free? They’re mere children.” + +“Let me remind you that Eric is older than I.” + +“He doesn’t like his mother,” said the old lady, as if that were an +answer. + +“I never said he did. And she adores him.” + +“Oh, your mother’s adorations!” + +“Don’t abuse her now,” the girl rejoined, after a pause. + +The old lady forbore to abuse her, but she made up for it the next moment +by saying: “It will be dreadful for Edith.” + +“What will be dreadful?” + +“Your desertion of her.” + +“The desertion’s on her side.” + +“Her consideration for her father does her honour.” + +“Of course I’m a brute, _n’en parlons plus_,” said the girl. “We must go +our respective ways,” she added, in a tone of extreme wisdom and +philosophy. + +Her grandmother straightened out her knitting and began to roll it up. +“Be so good as to ring for my maid,” she said, after a minute. The young +lady rang, and there was another wait and another conscious hush. Before +the maid came her mistress remarked: “Of course then you’ll not come to +_me_, you know.” + +“What do you mean by ‘coming’ to you?” + +“I can’t receive you on that footing.” + +“She’ll not come _with_ me, if you mean that.” + +“I don’t mean that,” said the old lady, getting up as her maid came in. +This attendant took her work from her, gave her an arm and helped her out +of the room, while Rose Tramore, standing before the fire and looking +into it, faced the idea that her grandmother’s door would now under all +circumstances be closed to her. She lost no time however in brooding +over this anomaly: it only added energy to her determination to act. All +she could do to-night was to go to bed, for she felt utterly weary. She +had been living, in imagination, in a prospective struggle, and it had +left her as exhausted as a real fight. Moreover this was the culmination +of a crisis, of weeks of suspense, of a long, hard strain. Her father +had been laid in his grave five days before, and that morning his will +had been read. In the afternoon she had got Edith off to St. Leonard’s +with their aunt Julia, and then she had had a wretched talk with Eric. +Lastly, she had made up her mind to act in opposition to the formidable +will, to a clause which embodied if not exactly a provision, a +recommendation singularly emphatic. She went to bed and slept the sleep +of the just. + +“Oh, my dear, how charming! I must take another house!” It was in these +words that her mother responded to the announcement Rose had just +formally made and with which she had vaguely expected to produce a +certain dignity of effect. In the way of emotion there was apparently no +effect at all, and the girl was wise enough to know that this was not +simply on account of the general line of non-allusion taken by the +extremely pretty woman before her, who looked like her elder sister. +Mrs. Tramore had never manifested, to her daughter, the slightest +consciousness that her position was peculiar; but the recollection of +something more than that fine policy was required to explain such a +failure, to appreciate Rose’s sacrifice. It was simply a fresh reminder +that she had never appreciated anything, that she was nothing but a +tinted and stippled surface. Her situation was peculiar indeed. She had +been the heroine of a scandal which had grown dim only because, in the +eyes of the London world, it paled in the lurid light of the +contemporaneous. That attention had been fixed on it for several days, +fifteen years before; there had been a high relish of the vivid evidence +as to his wife’s misconduct with which, in the divorce-court, Charles +Tramore had judged well to regale a cynical public. The case was +pronounced awfully bad, and he obtained his decree. The folly of the +wife had been inconceivable, in spite of other examples: she had quitted +her children, she had followed the “other fellow” abroad. The other +fellow hadn’t married her, not having had time: he had lost his life in +the Mediterranean by the capsizing of a boat, before the prohibitory term +had expired. + +Mrs. Tramore had striven to extract from this accident something of the +austerity of widowhood; but her mourning only made her deviation more +public, she was a widow whose husband was awkwardly alive. She had not +prowled about the Continent on the classic lines; she had come back to +London to take her chance. But London would give her no chance, would +have nothing to say to her; as many persons had remarked, you could never +tell how London would behave. It would not receive Mrs. Tramore again on +any terms, and when she was spoken of, which now was not often, it was +inveterately said of her that she went nowhere. Apparently she had not +the qualities for which London compounds; though in the cases in which it +does compound you may often wonder what these qualities are. She had not +at any rate been successful: her lover was dead, her husband was liked +and her children were pitied, for in payment for a topic London will +parenthetically pity. It was thought interesting and magnanimous that +Charles Tramore had not married again. The disadvantage to his children +of the miserable story was thus left uncorrected, and this, rather oddly, +was counted as _his_ sacrifice. His mother, whose arrangements were +elaborate, looked after them a great deal, and they enjoyed a mixture of +laxity and discipline under the roof of their aunt, Miss Tramore, who was +independent, having, for reasons that the two ladies had exhaustively +discussed, determined to lead her own life. She had set up a home at St. +Leonard’s, and that contracted shore had played a considerable part in +the upbringing of the little Tramores. They knew about their mother, as +the phrase was, but they didn’t know her; which was naturally deemed more +pathetic for them than for her. She had a house in Chester Square and an +income and a victoria—it served all purposes, as she never went out in +the evening—and flowers on her window-sills, and a remarkable appearance +of youth. The income was supposed to be in part the result of a bequest +from the man for whose sake she had committed the error of her life, and +in the appearance of youth there was a slightly impertinent implication +that it was a sort of afterglow of the same connection. + +Her children, as they grew older, fortunately showed signs of some +individuality of disposition. Edith, the second girl, clung to her aunt +Julia; Eric, the son, clung frantically to polo; while Rose, the elder +daughter, appeared to cling mainly to herself. Collectively, of course, +they clung to their father, whose attitude in the family group, however, +was casual and intermittent. He was charming and vague; he was like a +clever actor who often didn’t come to rehearsal. Fortune, which but for +that one stroke had been generous to him, had provided him with deputies +and trouble-takers, as well as with whimsical opinions, and a reputation +for excellent taste, and whist at his club, and perpetual cigars on +morocco sofas, and a beautiful absence of purpose. Nature had thrown in +a remarkably fine hand, which he sometimes passed over his children’s +heads when they were glossy from the nursery brush. On Rose’s eighteenth +birthday he said to her that she might go to see her mother, on condition +that her visits should be limited to an hour each time and to four in the +year. She was to go alone; the other children were not included in the +arrangement. This was the result of a visit that he himself had paid his +repudiated wife at her urgent request, their only encounter during the +fifteen years. The girl knew as much as this from her aunt Julia, who +was full of tell-tale secrecies. She availed herself eagerly of the +license, and in course of the period that elapsed before her father’s +death she spent with Mrs. Tramore exactly eight hours by the watch. Her +father, who was as inconsistent and disappointing as he was amiable, +spoke to her of her mother only once afterwards. This occasion had been +the sequel of her first visit, and he had made no use of it to ask what +she thought of the personality in Chester Square or how she liked it. He +had only said “Did she take you out?” and when Rose answered “Yes, she +put me straight into a carriage and drove me up and down Bond Street,” +had rejoined sharply “See that that never occurs again.” It never did, +but once was enough, every one they knew having happened to be in Bond +Street at that particular hour. + +After this the periodical interview took place in private, in Mrs. +Tramore’s beautiful little wasted drawing-room. Rose knew that, rare as +these occasions were, her mother would not have kept her “all to herself” +had there been anybody she could have shown her to. But in the poor +lady’s social void there was no one; she had after all her own +correctness and she consistently preferred isolation to inferior +contacts. So her daughter was subjected only to the maternal; it was not +necessary to be definite in qualifying that. The girl had by this time a +collection of ideas, gathered by impenetrable processes; she had tasted, +in the ostracism of her ambiguous parent, of the acrid fruit of the tree +of knowledge. She not only had an approximate vision of what every one +had done, but she had a private judgment for each case. She had a +particular vision of her father, which did not interfere with his being +dear to her, but which was directly concerned in her resolution, after +his death, to do the special thing he had expressed the wish she should +not do. In the general estimate her grandmother and her grandmother’s +money had their place, and the strong probability that any enjoyment of +the latter commodity would now be withheld from her. It included Edith’s +marked inclination to receive the law, and doubtless eventually a more +substantial memento, from Miss Tramore, and opened the question whether +her own course might not contribute to make her sister’s appear +heartless. The answer to this question however would depend on the +success that might attend her own, which would very possibly be small. +Eric’s attitude was eminently simple; he didn’t care to know people who +didn’t know _his_ people. If his mother should ever get back into +society perhaps he would take her up. Rose Tramore had decided to do +what she could to bring this consummation about; and strangely enough—so +mixed were her superstitions and her heresies—a large part of her motive +lay in the value she attached to such a consecration. + +Of her mother intrinsically she thought very little now, and if her eyes +were fixed on a special achievement it was much more for the sake of that +achievement and to satisfy a latent energy that was in her than because +her heart was wrung by this sufferer. Her heart had not been wrung at +all, though she had quite held it out for the experience. Her purpose +was a pious game, but it was still essentially a game. Among the ideas I +have mentioned she had her idea of triumph. She had caught the +inevitable note, the pitch, on her very first visit to Chester Square. +She had arrived there in intense excitement, and her excitement was left +on her hands in a manner that reminded her of a difficult air she had +once heard sung at the opera when no one applauded the performer. That +flatness had made her sick, and so did this, in another way. A part of +her agitation proceeded from the fact that her aunt Julia had told her, +in the manner of a burst of confidence, something she was not to repeat, +that she was in appearance the very image of the lady in Chester Square. +The motive that prompted this declaration was between aunt Julia and her +conscience; but it was a great emotion to the girl to find her +entertainer so beautiful. She was tall and exquisitely slim; she had +hair more exactly to Rose Tramore’s taste than any other she had ever +seen, even to every detail in the way it was dressed, and a complexion +and a figure of the kind that are always spoken of as “lovely.” Her eyes +were irresistible, and so were her clothes, though the clothes were +perhaps a little more precisely the right thing than the eyes. Her +appearance was marked to her daughter’s sense by the highest distinction; +though it may be mentioned that this had never been the opinion of all +the world. It was a revelation to Rose that she herself might look a +little like that. She knew however that aunt Julia had not seen her +deposed sister-in-law for a long time, and she had a general impression +that Mrs. Tramore was to-day a more complete production—for instance as +regarded her air of youth—than she had ever been. There was no +excitement on her side—that was all her visitor’s; there was no +emotion—that was excluded by the plan, to say nothing of conditions more +primal. Rose had from the first a glimpse of her mother’s plan. It was +to mention nothing and imply nothing, neither to acknowledge, to explain +nor to extenuate. She would leave everything to her child; with her +child she was secure. She only wanted to get back into society; she +would leave even that to her child, whom she treated not as a high-strung +and heroic daughter, a creature of exaltation, of devotion, but as a new, +charming, clever, useful friend, a little younger than herself. Already +on that first day she had talked about dressmakers. Of course, poor +thing, it was to be remembered that in her circumstances there were not +many things she _could_ talk about. “She wants to go out again; that’s +the only thing in the wide world she wants,” Rose had promptly, +compendiously said to herself. There had been a sequel to this +observation, uttered, in intense engrossment, in her own room half an +hour before she had, on the important evening, made known her decision to +her grandmother: “Then I’ll _take_ her out!” + +“She’ll drag you down, she’ll drag you down!” Julia Tramore permitted +herself to remark to her niece, the next day, in a tone of feverish +prophecy. + +As the girl’s own theory was that all the dragging there might be would +be upward, and moreover administered by herself, she could look at her +aunt with a cold and inscrutable eye. + +“Very well, then, I shall be out of your sight, from the pinnacle you +occupy, and I sha’n’t trouble you.” + +“Do you reproach me for my disinterested exertions, for the way I’ve +toiled over you, the way I’ve lived for you?” Miss Tramore demanded. + +“Don’t reproach _me_ for being kind to my mother and I won’t reproach you +for anything.” + +“She’ll keep you out of everything—she’ll make you miss everything,” Miss +Tramore continued. + +“Then she’ll make me miss a great deal that’s odious,” said the girl. + +“You’re too young for such extravagances,” her aunt declared. + +“And yet Edith, who is younger than I, seems to be too old for them: how +do you arrange that? My mother’s society will make me older,” Rose +replied. + +“Don’t speak to me of your mother; you _have_ no mother.” + +“Then if I’m an orphan I must settle things for myself.” + +“Do you justify her, do you approve of her?” cried Miss Tramore, who was +inferior to her niece in capacity for retort and whose limitations made +the girl appear pert. + +Rose looked at her a moment in silence; then she said, turning away: “I +think she’s charming.” + +“And do you propose to become charming in the same manner?” + +“Her manner is perfect; it would be an excellent model. But I can’t +discuss my mother with you.” + +“You’ll have to discuss her with some other people!” Miss Tramore +proclaimed, going out of the room. + +Rose wondered whether this were a general or a particular vaticination. +There was something her aunt might have meant by it, but her aunt rarely +meant the best thing she might have meant. Miss Tramore had come up from +St. Leonard’s in response to a telegram from her own parent, for an +occasion like the present brought with it, for a few hours, a certain +relaxation of their dissent. “Do what you can to stop her,” the old lady +had said; but her daughter found that the most she could do was not much. +They both had a baffled sense that Rose had thought the question out a +good deal further than they; and this was particularly irritating to Mrs. +Tramore, as consciously the cleverer of the two. A question thought out +as far as _she_ could think it had always appeared to her to have +performed its human uses; she had never encountered a ghost emerging from +that extinction. Their great contention was that Rose would cut herself +off; and certainly if she wasn’t afraid of that she wasn’t afraid of +anything. Julia Tramore could only tell her mother how little the girl +was afraid. She was already prepared to leave the house, taking with her +the possessions, or her share of them, that had accumulated there during +her father’s illness. There had been a going and coming of her maid, a +thumping about of boxes, an ordering of four-wheelers; it appeared to old +Mrs. Tramore that something of the objectionableness, the indecency, of +her granddaughter’s prospective connection had already gathered about the +place. It was a violation of the decorum of bereavement which was still +fresh there, and from the indignant gloom of the mistress of the house +you might have inferred not so much that the daughter was about to depart +as that the mother was about to arrive. There had been no conversation +on the dreadful subject at luncheon; for at luncheon at Mrs. Tramore’s +(her son never came to it) there were always, even after funerals and +other miseries, stray guests of both sexes whose policy it was to be +cheerful and superficial. Rose had sat down as if nothing had +happened—nothing worse, that is, than her father’s death; but no one had +spoken of anything that any one else was thinking of. + +Before she left the house a servant brought her a message from her +grandmother—the old lady desired to see her in the drawing-room. She had +on her bonnet, and she went down as if she were about to step into her +cab. Mrs. Tramore sat there with her eternal knitting, from which she +forebore even to raise her eyes as, after a silence that seemed to +express the fulness of her reprobation, while Rose stood motionless, she +began: “I wonder if you really understand what you’re doing.” + +“I think so. I’m not so stupid.” + +“I never thought you were; but I don’t know what to make of you now. +You’re giving up everything.” + +The girl was tempted to inquire whether her grandmother called herself +“everything”; but she checked this question, answering instead that she +knew she was giving up much. + +“You’re taking a step of which you will feel the effect to the end of +your days,” Mrs. Tramore went on. + +“In a good conscience, I heartily hope,” said Rose. + +“Your father’s conscience was good enough for his mother; it ought to be +good enough for his daughter.” + +Rose sat down—she could afford to—as if she wished to be very attentive +and were still accessible to argument. But this demonstration only +ushered in, after a moment, the surprising words “I don’t think papa had +any conscience.” + +“What in the name of all that’s unnatural do you mean?” Mrs. Tramore +cried, over her glasses. “The dearest and best creature that ever +lived!” + +“He was kind, he had charming impulses, he was delightful. But he never +reflected.” + +Mrs. Tramore stared, as if at a language she had never heard, a farrago, +a _galimatias_. Her life was made up of items, but she had never had to +deal, intellectually, with a fine shade. Then while her needles, which +had paused an instant, began to fly again, she rejoined: “Do you know +what you are, my dear? You’re a dreadful little prig. Where do you pick +up such talk?” + +“Of course I don’t mean to judge between them,” Rose pursued. “I can +only judge between my mother and myself. Papa couldn’t judge for me.” +And with this she got up. + +“One would think you were horrid. I never thought so before.” + +“Thank you for that.” + +“You’re embarking on a struggle with society,” continued Mrs. Tramore, +indulging in an unusual flight of oratory. “Society will put you in your +place.” + +“Hasn’t it too many other things to do?” asked the girl. + +This question had an ingenuity which led her grandmother to meet it with +a merely provisional and somewhat sketchy answer. “Your ignorance would +be melancholy if your behaviour were not so insane.” + +“Oh, no; I know perfectly what she’ll do!” Rose replied, almost gaily. +“She’ll drag me down.” + +“She won’t even do that,” the old lady declared contradictiously. +“She’ll keep you forever in the same dull hole.” + +“I shall come and see _you_, granny, when I want something more lively.” + +“You may come if you like, but you’ll come no further than the door. If +you leave this house now you don’t enter it again.” + +Rose hesitated a moment. “Do you really mean that?” + +“You may judge whether I choose such a time to joke.” + +“Good-bye, then,” said the girl. + +“Good-bye.” + +Rose quitted the room successfully enough; but on the other side of the +door, on the landing, she sank into a chair and buried her face in her +hands. She had burst into tears, and she sobbed there for a moment, +trying hard to recover herself, so as to go downstairs without showing +any traces of emotion, passing before the servants and again perhaps +before aunt Julia. Mrs. Tramore was too old to cry; she could only drop +her knitting and, for a long time, sit with her head bowed and her eyes +closed. + +Rose had reckoned justly with her aunt Julia; there were no footmen, but +this vigilant virgin was posted at the foot of the stairs. She offered +no challenge however; she only said: “There’s some one in the parlour who +wants to see you.” The girl demanded a name, but Miss Tramore only +mouthed inaudibly and winked and waved. Rose instantly reflected that +there was only one man in the world her aunt would look such deep things +about. “Captain Jay?” her own eyes asked, while Miss Tramore’s were +those of a conspirator: they were, for a moment, the only embarrassed +eyes Rose had encountered that day. They contributed to make aunt +Julia’s further response evasive, after her niece inquired if she had +communicated in advance with this visitor. Miss Tramore merely said that +he had been upstairs with her mother—hadn’t she mentioned it?—and had +been waiting for her. She thought herself acute in not putting the +question of the girl’s seeing him before her as a favour to him or to +herself; she presented it as a duty, and wound up with the proposition: +“It’s not fair to him, it’s not kind, not to let him speak to you before +you go.” + +“What does he want to say?” Rose demanded. + +“Go in and find out.” + +She really knew, for she had found out before; but after standing +uncertain an instant she went in. “The parlour” was the name that had +always been borne by a spacious sitting-room downstairs, an apartment +occupied by her father during his frequent phases of residence in Hill +Street—episodes increasingly frequent after his house in the country had, +in consequence, as Rose perfectly knew, of his spending too much money, +been disposed of at a sacrifice which he always characterised as horrid. +He had been left with the place in Hertfordshire and his mother with the +London house, on the general understanding that they would change about; +but during the last years the community had grown more rigid, mainly at +his mother’s expense. The parlour was full of his memory and his habits +and his things—his books and pictures and _bibelots_, objects that +belonged now to Eric. Rose had sat in it for hours since his death; it +was the place in which she could still be nearest to him. But she felt +far from him as Captain Jay rose erect on her opening the door. This was +a very different presence. He had not liked Captain Jay. She herself +had, but not enough to make a great complication of her father’s +coldness. This afternoon however she foresaw complications. At the very +outset for instance she was not pleased with his having arranged such a +surprise for her with her grandmother and her aunt. It was probably aunt +Julia who had sent for him; her grandmother wouldn’t have done it. It +placed him immediately on their side, and Rose was almost as disappointed +at this as if she had not known it was quite where he would naturally be. +He had never paid her a special visit, but if that was what he wished to +do why shouldn’t he have waited till she should be under her mother’s +roof? She knew the reason, but she had an angry prospect of enjoyment in +making him express it. She liked him enough, after all, if it were +measured by the idea of what she could make him do. + +In Bertram Jay the elements were surprisingly mingled; you would have +gone astray, in reading him, if you had counted on finding the +complements of some of his qualities. He would not however have struck +you in the least as incomplete, for in every case in which you didn’t +find the complement you would have found the contradiction. He was in +the Royal Engineers, and was tall, lean and high-shouldered. He looked +every inch a soldier, yet there were people who considered that he had +missed his vocation in not becoming a parson. He took a public interest +in the spiritual life of the army. Other persons still, on closer +observation, would have felt that his most appropriate field was neither +the army nor the church, but simply the world—the social, successful, +worldly world. If he had a sword in one hand and a Bible in the other he +had a Court Guide concealed somewhere about his person. His profile was +hard and handsome, his eyes were both cold and kind, his dark straight +hair was imperturbably smooth and prematurely streaked with grey. There +was nothing in existence that he didn’t take seriously. He had a +first-rate power of work and an ambition as minutely organised as a +German plan of invasion. His only real recreation was to go to church, +but he went to parties when he had time. If he was in love with Rose +Tramore this was distracting to him only in the same sense as his +religion, and it was included in that department of his extremely +sub-divided life. His religion indeed was of an encroaching, annexing +sort. Seen from in front he looked diffident and blank, but he was +capable of exposing himself in a way (to speak only of the paths of +peace) wholly inconsistent with shyness. He had a passion for instance +for open-air speaking, but was not thought on the whole to excel in it +unless he could help himself out with a hymn. In conversation he kept +his eyes on you with a kind of colourless candour, as if he had not +understood what you were saying and, in a fashion that made many people +turn red, waited before answering. This was only because he was +considering their remarks in more relations than they had intended. He +had in his face no expression whatever save the one just mentioned, and +was, in his profession, already very distinguished. + +He had seen Rose Tramore for the first time on a Sunday of the previous +March, at a house in the country at which she was staying with her +father, and five weeks later he had made her, by letter, an offer of +marriage. She showed her father the letter of course, and he told her +that it would give him great pleasure that she should send Captain Jay +about his business. “My dear child,” he said, “we must really have some +one who will be better fun than that.” Rose had declined the honour, +very considerately and kindly, but not simply because her father wished +it. She didn’t herself wish to detach this flower from the stem, though +when the young man wrote again, to express the hope that he _might_ +hope—so long was he willing to wait—and ask if he might not still +sometimes see her, she answered even more indulgently than at first. She +had shown her father her former letter, but she didn’t show him this one; +she only told him what it contained, submitting to him also that of her +correspondent. Captain Jay moreover wrote to Mr. Tramore, who replied +sociably, but so vaguely that he almost neglected the subject under +discussion—a communication that made poor Bertram ponder long. He could +never get to the bottom of the superficial, and all the proprieties and +conventions of life were profound to him. Fortunately for him old Mrs. +Tramore liked him, he was satisfactory to her long-sightedness; so that a +relation was established under cover of which he still occasionally +presented himself in Hill Street—presented himself nominally to the +mistress of the house. He had had scruples about the veracity of his +visits, but he had disposed of them; he had scruples about so many things +that he had had to invent a general way, to dig a central drain. Julia +Tramore happened to meet him when she came up to town, and she took a +view of him more benevolent than her usual estimate of people encouraged +by her mother. The fear of agreeing with that lady was a motive, but +there was a stronger one, in this particular case, in the fear of +agreeing with her niece, who had rejected him. His situation might be +held to have improved when Mr. Tramore was taken so gravely ill that with +regard to his recovery those about him left their eyes to speak for their +lips; and in the light of the poor gentleman’s recent death it was +doubtless better than it had ever been. + +He was only a quarter of an hour with the girl, but this gave him time to +take the measure of it. After he had spoken to her about her +bereavement, very much as an especially mild missionary might have spoken +to a beautiful Polynesian, he let her know that he had learned from her +companions the very strong step she was about to take. This led to their +spending together ten minutes which, to her mind, threw more light on his +character than anything that had ever passed between them. She had +always felt with him as if she were standing on an edge, looking down +into something decidedly deep. To-day the impression of the +perpendicular shaft was there, but it was rather an abyss of confusion +and disorder than the large bright space in which she had figured +everything as ranged and pigeon-holed, presenting the appearance of the +labelled shelves and drawers at a chemist’s. He discussed without an +invitation to discuss, he appealed without a right to appeal. He was +nothing but a suitor tolerated after dismissal, but he took strangely for +granted a participation in her affairs. He assumed all sorts of things +that made her draw back. He implied that there was everything now to +assist them in arriving at an agreement, since she had never informed him +that he was positively objectionable; but that this symmetry would be +spoiled if she should not be willing to take a little longer to think of +certain consequences. She was greatly disconcerted when she saw what +consequences he meant and at his reminding her of them. What on earth +was the use of a lover if he was to speak only like one’s grandmother and +one’s aunt? He struck her as much in love with her and as particularly +careful at the same time as to what he might say. He never mentioned her +mother; he only alluded, indirectly but earnestly, to the “step.” He +disapproved of it altogether, took an unexpectedly prudent, politic view +of it. He evidently also believed that she would be dragged down; in +other words that she would not be asked out. It was his idea that her +mother would contaminate her, so that he should find himself interested +in a young person discredited and virtually unmarriageable. All this was +more obvious to him than the consideration that a daughter should be +merciful. Where was his religion if he understood mercy so little, and +where were his talent and his courage if he were so miserably afraid of +trumpery social penalties? Rose’s heart sank when she reflected that a +man supposed to be first-rate hadn’t guessed that rather than not do what +she could for her mother she would give up all the Engineers in the +world. She became aware that she probably would have been moved to place +her hand in his on the spot if he had come to her saying “Your idea is +the right one; put it through at every cost.” She couldn’t discuss this +with him, though he impressed her as having too much at stake for her to +treat him with mere disdain. She sickened at the revelation that a +gentleman could see so much in mere vulgarities of opinion, and though +she uttered as few words as possible, conversing only in sad smiles and +headshakes and in intercepted movements toward the door, she happened, in +some unguarded lapse from her reticence, to use the expression that she +was disappointed in him. He caught at it and, seeming to drop his +field-glass, pressed upon her with nearer, tenderer eyes. + +“Can I be so happy as to believe, then, that you had thought of me with +some confidence, with some faith?” + +“If you didn’t suppose so, what is the sense of this visit?” Rose asked. + +“One can be faithful without reciprocity,” said the young man. “I regard +you in a light which makes me want to protect you even if I have nothing +to gain by it.” + +“Yet you speak as if you thought you might keep me for yourself.” + +“For _yourself_. I don’t want you to suffer.” + +“Nor to suffer yourself by my doing so,” said Rose, looking down. + +“Ah, if you would only marry me next month!” he broke out inconsequently. + +“And give up going to mamma?” Rose waited to see if he would say “What +need that matter? Can’t your mother come to us?” But he said nothing of +the sort; he only answered— + +“She surely would be sorry to interfere with the exercise of any other +affection which I might have the bliss of believing that you are now +free, in however small a degree, to entertain.” + +Rose knew that her mother wouldn’t be sorry at all; but she contented +herself with rejoining, her hand on the door: “Good-bye. I sha’n’t +suffer. I’m not afraid.” + +“You don’t know how terrible, how cruel, the world can be.” + +“Yes, I do know. I know everything!” + +The declaration sprang from her lips in a tone which made him look at her +as he had never looked before, as if he saw something new in her face, as +if he had never yet known her. He hadn’t displeased her so much but that +she would like to give him that impression, and since she felt that she +was doing so she lingered an instant for the purpose. It enabled her to +see, further, that he turned red; then to become aware that a carriage +had stopped at the door. Captain Jay’s eyes, from where he stood, fell +upon this arrival, and the nature of their glance made Rose step forward +to look. Her mother sat there, brilliant, conspicuous, in the eternal +victoria, and the footman was already sounding the knocker. It had been +no part of the arrangement that she should come to fetch her; it had been +out of the question—a stroke in such bad taste as would have put Rose in +the wrong. The girl had never dreamed of it, but somehow, suddenly, +perversely, she was glad of it now; she even hoped that her grandmother +and her aunt were looking out upstairs. + +“My mother has come for me. Good-bye,” she repeated; but this time her +visitor had got between her and the door. + +“Listen to me before you go. I will give you a life’s devotion,” the +young man pleaded. He really barred the way. + +She wondered whether her grandmother had told him that if her flight were +not prevented she would forfeit money. Then, vividly, it came over her +that this would be what he was occupied with. “I shall never think of +you—let me go!” she cried, with passion. + +Captain Jay opened the door, but Rose didn’t see his face, and in a +moment she was out of the house. Aunt Julia, who was sure to have been +hovering, had taken flight before the profanity of the knock. + +“Heavens, dear, where did you get your mourning?” the lady in the +victoria asked of her daughter as they drove away. + + + +II. + + +LADY MARESFIELD had given her boy a push in his plump back and had said +to him, “Go and speak to her now; it’s your chance.” She had for a long +time wanted this scion to make himself audible to Rose Tramore, but the +opportunity was not easy to come by. The case was complicated. Lady +Maresfield had four daughters, of whom only one was married. It so +happened moreover that this one, Mrs. Vaughan-Vesey, the only person in +the world her mother was afraid of, was the most to be reckoned with. +The Honourable Guy was in appearance all his mother’s child, though he +was really a simpler soul. He was large and pink; large, that is, as to +everything but the eyes, which were diminishing points, and pink as to +everything but the hair, which was comparable, faintly, to the hue of the +richer rose. He had also, it must be conceded, very small neat teeth, +which made his smile look like a young lady’s. He had no wish to +resemble any such person, but he was perpetually smiling, and he smiled +more than ever as he approached Rose Tramore, who, looking altogether, to +his mind, as a pretty girl should, and wearing a soft white opera-cloak +over a softer black dress, leaned alone against the wall of the vestibule +at Covent Garden while, a few paces off, an old gentleman engaged her +mother in conversation. Madame Patti had been singing, and they were all +waiting for their carriages. To their ears at present came a +vociferation of names and a rattle of wheels. The air, through banging +doors, entered in damp, warm gusts, heavy with the stale, slightly sweet +taste of the London season when the London season is overripe and +spoiling. + +Guy Mangler had only three minutes to reëstablish an interrupted +acquaintance with our young lady. He reminded her that he had danced +with her the year before, and he mentioned that he knew her brother. His +mother had lately been to see old Mrs. Tramore, but this he did not +mention, not being aware of it. That visit had produced, on Lady +Maresfield’s part, a private crisis, engendered ideas. One of them was +that the grandmother in Hill Street had really forgiven the wilful girl +much more than she admitted. Another was that there would still be some +money for Rose when the others should come into theirs. Still another +was that the others would come into theirs at no distant date; the old +lady was so visibly going to pieces. There were several more besides, as +for instance that Rose had already fifteen hundred a year from her +father. The figure had been betrayed in Hill Street; it was part of the +proof of Mrs. Tramore’s decrepitude. Then there was an equal amount that +her mother had to dispose of and on which the girl could absolutely +count, though of course it might involve much waiting, as the mother, a +person of gross insensibility, evidently wouldn’t die of +cold-shouldering. Equally definite, to do it justice, was the conception +that Rose was in truth remarkably good looking, and that what she had +undertaken to do showed, and would show even should it fail, cleverness +of the right sort. Cleverness of the right sort was exactly the quality +that Lady Maresfield prefigured as indispensable in a young lady to whom +she should marry her second son, over whose own deficiencies she flung +the veil of a maternal theory that _his_ cleverness was of a sort that +was wrong. Those who knew him less well were content to wish that he +might not conceal it for such a scruple. This enumeration of his +mother’s views does not exhaust the list, and it was in obedience to one +too profound to be uttered even by the historian that, after a very brief +delay, she decided to move across the crowded lobby. Her daughter Bessie +was the only one with her; Maggie was dining with the Vaughan-Veseys, and +Fanny was not of an age. Mrs. Tramore the younger showed only an +admirable back—her face was to her old gentleman—and Bessie had drifted +to some other people; so that it was comparatively easy for Lady +Maresfield to say to Rose, in a moment: “My dear child, are you never +coming to see us?” + +“We shall be delighted to come if you’ll ask us,” Rose smiled. + +Lady Maresfield had been prepared for the plural number, and she was a +woman whom it took many plurals to disconcert. “I’m sure Guy is longing +for another dance with you,” she rejoined, with the most unblinking +irrelevance. + +“I’m afraid we’re not dancing again quite yet,” said Rose, glancing at +her mother’s exposed shoulders, but speaking as if they were muffled in +crape. + +Lady Maresfield leaned her head on one side and seemed almost wistful. +“Not even at my sister’s ball? She’s to have something next week. +She’ll write to you.” + +Rose Tramore, on the spot, looking bright but vague, turned three or four +things over in her mind. She remembered that the sister of her +interlocutress was the proverbially rich Mrs. Bray, a bankeress or a +breweress or a builderess, who had so big a house that she couldn’t fill +it unless she opened her doors, or her mouth, very wide. Rose had learnt +more about London society during these lonely months with her mother than +she had ever picked up in Hill Street. The younger Mrs. Tramore was a +mine of _commérages_, and she had no need to go out to bring home the +latest intelligence. At any rate Mrs. Bray might serve as the end of a +wedge. “Oh, I dare say we might think of that,” Rose said. “It would be +very kind of your sister.” + +“Guy’ll think of it, won’t you, Guy?” asked Lady Maresfield. + +“Rather!” Guy responded, with an intonation as fine as if he had learnt +it at a music hall; while at the same moment the name of his mother’s +carriage was bawled through the place. Mrs. Tramore had parted with her +old gentleman; she turned again to her daughter. Nothing occurred but +what always occurred, which was exactly this absence of everything—a +universal lapse. She didn’t exist, even for a second, to any recognising +eye. The people who looked at her—of course there were plenty of +those—were only the people who didn’t exist for hers. Lady Maresfield +surged away on her son’s arm. + +It was this noble matron herself who wrote, the next day, inclosing a +card of invitation from Mrs. Bray and expressing the hope that Rose would +come and dine and let her ladyship take her. She should have only one of +her own girls; Gwendolen Vesey was to take the other. Rose handed both +the note and the card in silence to her mother; the latter exhibited only +the name of Miss Tramore. “You had much better go, dear,” her mother +said; in answer to which Miss Tramore slowly tore up the documents, +looking with clear, meditative eyes out of the window. Her mother always +said “You had better go”—there had been other incidents—and Rose had +never even once taken account of the observation. She would make no +first advances, only plenty of second ones, and, condoning no +discrimination, would treat no omission as venial. She would keep all +concessions till afterwards; then she would make them one by one. +Fighting society was quite as hard as her grandmother had said it would +be; but there was a tension in it which made the dreariness vibrate—the +dreariness of such a winter as she had just passed. Her companion had +cried at the end of it, and she had cried all through; only her tears had +been private, while her mother’s had fallen once for all, at luncheon on +the bleak Easter Monday—produced by the way a silent survey of the deadly +square brought home to her that every creature but themselves was out of +town and having tremendous fun. Rose felt that it was useless to attempt +to explain simply by her mourning this severity of solitude; for if +people didn’t go to parties (at least a few didn’t) for six months after +their father died, this was the very time other people took for coming to +see them. It was not too much to say that during this first winter of +Rose’s period with her mother she had no communication whatever with the +world. It had the effect of making her take to reading the new American +books: she wanted to see how girls got on by themselves. She had never +read so much before, and there was a legitimate indifference in it when +topics failed with her mother. They often failed after the first days, +and then, while she bent over instructive volumes, this lady, dressed as +if for an impending function, sat on the sofa and watched her. Rose was +not embarrassed by such an appearance, for she could reflect that, a +little before, her companion had not even a girl who had taken refuge in +queer researches to look at. She was moreover used to her mother’s +attitude by this time. She had her own description of it: it was the +attitude of waiting for the carriage. If they didn’t go out it was not +that Mrs. Tramore was not ready in time, and Rose had even an alarmed +prevision of their some day always arriving first. Mrs. Tramore’s +conversation at such moments was abrupt, inconsequent and personal. She +sat on the edge of sofas and chairs and glanced occasionally at the fit +of her gloves (she was perpetually gloved, and the fit was a thing it was +melancholy to see wasted), as people do who are expecting guests to +dinner. Rose used almost to fancy herself at times a perfunctory husband +on the other side of the fire. + +What she was not yet used to—there was still a charm in it—was her +mother’s extraordinary tact. During the years they lived together they +never had a discussion; a circumstance all the more remarkable since if +the girl had a reason for sparing her companion (that of being sorry for +her) Mrs. Tramore had none for sparing her child. She only showed in +doing so a happy instinct—the happiest thing about her. She took in +perfection a course which represented everything and covered everything; +she utterly abjured all authority. She testified to her abjuration in +hourly ingenious, touching ways. In this manner nothing had to be talked +over, which was a mercy all round. The tears on Easter Monday were +merely a nervous gust, to help show she was not a Christmas doll from the +Burlington Arcade; and there was no lifting up of the repentant Magdalen, +no uttered remorse for the former abandonment of children. Of the way +she could treat her children her demeanour to this one was an example; it +was an uninterrupted appeal to her eldest daughter for direction. She +took the law from Rose in every circumstance, and if you had noticed +these ladies without knowing their history you would have wondered what +tie was fine enough to make maturity so respectful to youth. No mother +was ever so filial as Mrs. Tramore, and there had never been such a +difference of position between sisters. Not that the elder one fawned, +which would have been fearful; she only renounced—whatever she had to +renounce. If the amount was not much she at any rate made no scene over +it. Her hand was so light that Rose said of her secretly, in vague +glances at the past, “No wonder people liked her!” She never +characterised the old element of interference with her mother’s +respectability more definitely than as “people.” They were people, it +was true, for whom gentleness must have been everything and who didn’t +demand a variety of interests. The desire to “go out” was the one +passion that even a closer acquaintance with her parent revealed to Rose +Tramore. She marvelled at its strength, in the light of the poor lady’s +history: there was comedy enough in this unquenchable flame on the part +of a woman who had known such misery. She had drunk deep of every +dishonour, but the bitter cup had left her with a taste for lighted +candles, for squeezing up staircases and hooking herself to the human +elbow. Rose had a vision of the future years in which this taste would +grow with restored exercise—of her mother, in a long-tailed dress, +jogging on and on and on, jogging further and further from her sins, +through a century of the “Morning Post” and down the fashionable avenue +of time. She herself would then be very old—she herself would be dead. +Mrs. Tramore would cover a span of life for which such an allowance of +sin was small. The girl could laugh indeed now at that theory of her +being dragged down. If one thing were more present to her than another +it was the very desolation of their propriety. As she glanced at her +companion, it sometimes seemed to her that if she had been a bad woman +she would have been worse than that. There were compensations for being +“cut” which Mrs. Tramore too much neglected. + +The lonely old lady in Hill Street—Rose thought of her that way now—was +the one person to whom she was ready to say that she would come to her on +any terms. She wrote this to her three times over, and she knocked still +oftener at her door. But the old lady answered no letters; if Rose had +remained in Hill Street it would have been her own function to answer +them; and at the door, the butler, whom the girl had known for ten years, +considered her, when he told her his mistress was not at home, quite as +he might have considered a young person who had come about a place and of +whose eligibility he took a negative view. That was Rose’s one pang, +that she probably appeared rather heartless. Her aunt Julia had gone to +Florence with Edith for the winter, on purpose to make her appear more +so; for Miss Tramore was still the person most scandalised by her +secession. Edith and she, doubtless, often talked over in Florence the +destitution of the aged victim in Hill Street. Eric never came to see +his sister, because, being full both of family and of personal feeling, +he thought she really ought to have stayed with his grandmother. If she +had had such an appurtenance all to herself she might have done what she +liked with it; but he couldn’t forgive such a want of consideration for +anything of his. There were moments when Rose would have been ready to +take her hand from the plough and insist upon reintegration, if only the +fierce voice of the old house had allowed people to look her up. But she +read, ever so clearly, that her grandmother had made this a question of +loyalty to seventy years of virtue. Mrs. Tramore’s forlornness didn’t +prevent her drawing-room from being a very public place, in which Rose +could hear certain words reverberate: “Leave her alone; it’s the only way +to see how long she’ll hold out.” The old woman’s visitors were people +who didn’t wish to quarrel, and the girl was conscious that if they had +not let her alone—that is if they had come to her from her +grandmother—she might perhaps not have held out. She had no friends +quite of her own; she had not been brought up to have them, and it would +not have been easy in a house which two such persons as her father and +his mother divided between them. Her father disapproved of crude +intimacies, and all the intimacies of youth were crude. He had married +at five-and-twenty and could testify to such a truth. Rose felt that she +shared even Captain Jay with her grandmother; she had seen what _he_ was +worth. Moreover, she had spoken to him at that last moment in Hill +Street in a way which, taken with her former refusal, made it impossible +that he should come near her again. She hoped he went to see his +protectress: he could be a kind of substitute and administer comfort. + +It so happened, however, that the day after she threw Lady Maresfield’s +invitation into the wastepaper basket she received a visit from a certain +Mrs. Donovan, whom she had occasionally seen in Hill Street. She vaguely +knew this lady for a busybody, but she was in a situation which even +busybodies might alleviate. Mrs. Donovan was poor, but honest—so +scrupulously honest that she was perpetually returning visits she had +never received. She was always clad in weather-beaten sealskin, and had +an odd air of being prepared for the worst, which was borne out by her +denying that she was Irish. She was of the English Donovans. + +“Dear child, won’t you go out with me?” she asked. + +Rose looked at her a moment and then rang the bell. She spoke of +something else, without answering the question, and when the servant came +she said: “Please tell Mrs. Tramore that Mrs. Donovan has come to see +her.” + +“Oh, that’ll be delightful; only you mustn’t tell your grandmother!” the +visitor exclaimed. + +“Tell her what?” + +“That I come to see your mamma.” + +“You don’t,” said Rose. + +“Sure I hoped you’d introduce me!” cried Mrs. Donovan, compromising +herself in her embarrassment. + +“It’s not necessary; you knew her once.” + +“Indeed and I’ve known every one once,” the visitor confessed. + +Mrs. Tramore, when she came in, was charming and exactly right; she +greeted Mrs. Donovan as if she had met her the week before last, giving +her daughter such a new illustration of her tact that Rose again had the +idea that it was no wonder “people” had liked her. The girl grudged Mrs. +Donovan so fresh a morsel as a description of her mother at home, +rejoicing that she would be inconvenienced by having to keep the story +out of Hill Street. Her mother went away before Mrs. Donovan departed, +and Rose was touched by guessing her reason—the thought that since even +this circuitous personage had been moved to come, the two might, if left +together, invent some remedy. Rose waited to see what Mrs. Donovan had +in fact invented. + +“You won’t come out with me then?” + +“Come out with you?” + +“My daughters are married. You know I’m a lone woman. It would be an +immense pleasure to me to have so charming a creature as yourself to +present to the world.” + +“I go out with my mother,” said Rose, after a moment. + +“Yes, but sometimes when she’s not inclined?” + +“She goes everywhere she wants to go,” Rose continued, uttering the +biggest fib of her life and only regretting it should be wasted on Mrs. +Donovan. + +“Ah, but do you go everywhere _you_ want?” the lady asked sociably. + +“One goes even to places one hates. Every one does that.” + +“Oh, what I go through!” this social martyr cried. Then she laid a +persuasive hand on the girl’s arm. “Let me show you at a few places +first, and then we’ll see. I’ll bring them all here.” + +“I don’t think I understand you,” replied Rose, though in Mrs. Donovan’s +words she perfectly saw her own theory of the case reflected. For a +quarter of a minute she asked herself whether she might not, after all, +do so much evil that good might come. Mrs. Donovan would take her out +the next day, and be thankful enough to annex such an attraction as a +pretty girl. Various consequences would ensue and the long delay would +be shortened; her mother’s drawing-room would resound with the clatter of +teacups. + +“Mrs. Bray’s having some big thing next week; come with me there and I’ll +show you what I mane,” Mrs. Donovan pleaded. + +“I see what you mane,” Rose answered, brushing away her temptation and +getting up. “I’m much obliged to you.” + +“You know you’re wrong, my dear,” said her interlocutress, with angry +little eyes. + +“I’m not going to Mrs. Bray’s.” + +“I’ll get you a kyard; it’ll only cost me a penny stamp.” + +“I’ve got one,” said the girl, smiling. + +“Do you mean a penny stamp?” Mrs. Donovan, especially at departure, +always observed all the forms of amity. “You can’t do it alone, my +darling,” she declared. + +“Shall they call you a cab?” Rose asked. + +“I’ll pick one up. I choose my horse. You know you require your start,” +her visitor went on. + +“Excuse my mother,” was Rose’s only reply. + +“Don’t mention it. Come to me when you need me. You’ll find me in the +Red Book.” + +“It’s awfully kind of you.” + +Mrs. Donovan lingered a moment on the threshold. “Who will you _have_ +now, my child?” she appealed. + +“I won’t have any one!” Rose turned away, blushing for her. “She came +on speculation,” she said afterwards to Mrs. Tramore. + +Her mother looked at her a moment in silence. “You can do it if you +like, you know.” + +Rose made no direct answer to this observation; she remarked instead: +“See what our quiet life allows us to escape.” + +“We don’t escape it. She has been here an hour.” + +“Once in twenty years! We might meet her three times a day.” + +“Oh, I’d take her with the rest!” sighed Mrs. Tramore; while her daughter +recognised that what her companion wanted to do was just what Mrs. +Donovan was doing. Mrs. Donovan’s life was her ideal. + +On a Sunday, ten days later, Rose went to see one of her old governesses, +of whom she had lost sight for some time and who had written to her that +she was in London, unoccupied and ill. This was just the sort of +relation into which she could throw herself now with inordinate zeal; the +idea of it, however, not preventing a foretaste of the queer expression +in the excellent lady’s face when she should mention with whom she was +living. While she smiled at this picture she threw in another joke, +asking herself if Miss Hack could be held in any degree to constitute the +nucleus of a circle. She would come to see her, in any event—come the +more the further she was dragged down. Sunday was always a difficult day +with the two ladies—the afternoons made it so apparent that they were not +frequented. Her mother, it is true, was comprised in the habits of two +or three old gentlemen—she had for a long time avoided male friends of +less than seventy—who disliked each other enough to make the room, when +they were there at once, crack with pressure. Rose sat for a long time +with Miss Hack, doing conscientious justice to the conception that there +could be troubles in the world worse than her own; and when she came back +her mother was alone, but with a story to tell of a long visit from Mr. +Guy Mangler, who had waited and waited for her return. “He’s in love +with you; he’s coming again on Tuesday,” Mrs. Tramore announced. + +“Did he say so?” + +“That he’s coming back on Tuesday?” + +“No, that he’s in love with me.” + +“He didn’t need, when he stayed two hours.” + +“With you? It’s you he’s in love with, mamma!” + +“That will do as well,” laughed Mrs. Tramore. “For all the use we shall +make of him!” she added in a moment. + +“We shall make great use of him. His mother sent him.” + +“Oh, she’ll never come!” + +“Then _he_ sha’n’t,” said Rose. Yet he was admitted on the Tuesday, and +after she had given him his tea Mrs. Tramore left the young people alone. +Rose wished she hadn’t—she herself had another view. At any rate she +disliked her mother’s view, which she had easily guessed. Mr. Mangler +did nothing but say how charming he thought his hostess of the Sunday, +and what a tremendously jolly visit he had had. He didn’t remark in so +many words “I had no idea your mother was such a good sort”; but this was +the spirit of his simple discourse. Rose liked it at first—a little of +it gratified her; then she thought there was too much of it for good +taste. She had to reflect that one does what one can and that Mr. +Mangler probably thought he was delicate. He wished to convey that he +desired to make up to her for the injustice of society. Why shouldn’t +her mother receive gracefully, she asked (not audibly) and who had ever +said she didn’t? Mr. Mangler had a great deal to say about the +disappointment of his own parent over Miss Tramore’s not having come to +dine with them the night of his aunt’s ball. + +“Lady Maresfield knows why I didn’t come,” Rose answered at last. + +“Ah, now, but _I_ don’t, you know; can’t you tell _me_?” asked the young +man. + +“It doesn’t matter, if your mother’s clear about it.” + +“Oh, but why make such an awful mystery of it, when I’m dying to know?” + +He talked about this, he chaffed her about it for the rest of his visit: +he had at last found a topic after his own heart. If her mother +considered that he might be the emblem of their redemption he was an +engine of the most primitive construction. He stayed and stayed; he +struck Rose as on the point of bringing out something for which he had +not quite, as he would have said, the cheek. Sometimes she thought he +was going to begin: “By the way, my mother told me to propose to you.” +At other moments he seemed charged with the admission: “I say, of course +I really know what you’re trying to do for her,” nodding at the door: +“therefore hadn’t we better speak of it frankly, so that I can help you +with my mother, and more particularly with my sister Gwendolen, who’s the +difficult one? The fact is, you see, they won’t do anything for nothing. +If you’ll accept me they’ll call, but they won’t call without something +‘down.’” Mr. Mangler departed without their speaking frankly, and Rose +Tramore had a hot hour during which she almost entertained, vindictively, +the project of “accepting” the limpid youth until after she should have +got her mother into circulation. The cream of the vision was that she +might break with him later. She could read that this was what her mother +would have liked, but the next time he came the door was closed to him, +and the next and the next. + +In August there was nothing to do but to go abroad, with the sense on +Rose’s part that the battle was still all to fight; for a round of +country visits was not in prospect, and English watering-places +constituted one of the few subjects on which the girl had heard her +mother express herself with disgust. Continental autumns had been indeed +for years, one of the various forms of Mrs. Tramore’s atonement, but Rose +could only infer that such fruit as they had borne was bitter. The stony +stare of Belgravia could be practised at Homburg; and somehow it was +inveterately only gentlemen who sat next to her at the _table d’hôte_ at +Cadenabbia. Gentlemen had never been of any use to Mrs. Tramore for +getting back into society; they had only helped her effectually to get +out of it. She once dropped, to her daughter, in a moralising mood, the +remark that it was astonishing how many of them one could know without +its doing one any good. Fifty of them—even very clever ones—represented +a value inferior to that of one stupid woman. Rose wondered at the +offhand way in which her mother could talk of fifty clever men; it seemed +to her that the whole world couldn’t contain such a number. She had a +sombre sense that mankind must be dull and mean. These cogitations took +place in a cold hotel, in an eternal Swiss rain, and they had a flat echo +in the transalpine valleys, as the lonely ladies went vaguely down to the +Italian lakes and cities. Rose guided their course, at moments, with a +kind of aimless ferocity; she moved abruptly, feeling vulgar and hating +their life, though destitute of any definite vision of another life that +would have been open to her. She had set herself a task and she clung to +it; but she appeared to herself despicably idle. She had succeeded in +not going to Homburg waters, where London was trying to wash away some of +its stains; that would be too staring an advertisement of their +situation. The main difference in situations to her now was the +difference of being more or less pitied, at the best an intolerable +danger; so that the places she preferred were the unsuspicious ones. She +wanted to triumph with contempt, not with submission. + +One morning in September, coming with her mother out of the marble church +at Milan, she perceived that a gentleman who had just passed her on his +way into the cathedral and whose face she had not noticed, had quickly +raised his hat, with a suppressed ejaculation. She involuntarily glanced +back; the gentleman had paused, again uncovering, and Captain Jay stood +saluting her in the Italian sunshine. “Oh, good-morning!” she said, and +walked on, pursuing her course; her mother was a little in front. She +overtook her in a moment, with an unreasonable sense, like a gust of cold +air, that men were worse than ever, for Captain Jay had apparently moved +into the church. Her mother turned as they met, and suddenly, as she +looked back, an expression of peculiar sweetness came into this lady’s +eyes. It made Rose’s take the same direction and rest a second time on +Captain Jay, who was planted just where he had stood a minute before. He +immediately came forward, asking Rose with great gravity if he might +speak to her a moment, while Mrs. Tramore went her way again. He had the +expression of a man who wished to say something very important; yet his +next words were simple enough and consisted of the remark that he had not +seen her for a year. + +“Is it really so much as that?” asked Rose. + +“Very nearly. I would have looked you up, but in the first place I have +been very little in London, and in the second I believed it wouldn’t have +done any good.” + +“You should have put that first,” said the girl. “It wouldn’t have done +any good.” + +He was silent over this a moment, in his customary deciphering way; but +the view he took of it did not prevent him from inquiring, as she slowly +followed her mother, if he mightn’t walk with her now. She answered with +a laugh that it wouldn’t do any good but that he might do as he liked. +He replied without the slightest manifestation of levity that it would do +more good than if he didn’t, and they strolled together, with Mrs. +Tramore well before them, across the big, amusing piazza, where the front +of the cathedral makes a sort of builded light. He asked a question or +two and he explained his own presence: having a month’s holiday, the +first clear time for several years, he had just popped over the Alps. He +inquired if Rose had recent news of the old lady in Hill Street, and it +was the only tortuous thing she had ever heard him say. + +“I have had no communication of any kind from her since I parted with you +under her roof. Hasn’t she mentioned that?” said Rose. + +“I haven’t seen her.” + +“I thought you were such great friends.” + +Bertram Jay hesitated a moment. “Well, not so much now.” + +“What has she done to you?” Rose demanded. + +He fidgeted a little, as if he were thinking of something that made him +unconscious of her question; then, with mild violence, he brought out the +inquiry: “Miss Tramore, are you happy?” + +She was startled by the words, for she on her side had been +reflecting—reflecting that he had broken with her grandmother and that +this pointed to a reason. It suggested at least that he wouldn’t now be +so much like a mouthpiece for that cold ancestral tone. She turned off +his question—said it never was a fair one, as you gave yourself away +however you answered it. When he repeated “You give yourself away?” as +if he didn’t understand, she remembered that he had not read the funny +American books. This brought them to a silence, for she had enlightened +him only by another laugh, and he was evidently preparing another +question, which he wished carefully to disconnect from the former. +Presently, just as they were coming near Mrs. Tramore, it arrived in the +words “Is this lady your mother?” On Rose’s assenting, with the addition +that she was travelling with her, he said: “Will you be so kind as to +introduce me to her?” They were so close to Mrs. Tramore that she +probably heard, but she floated away with a single stroke of her paddle +and an inattentive poise of her head. It was a striking exhibition of +the famous tact, for Rose delayed to answer, which was exactly what might +have made her mother wish to turn; and indeed when at last the girl spoke +she only said to her companion: “Why do you ask me that?” + +“Because I desire the pleasure of making her acquaintance.” + +Rose had stopped, and in the middle of the square they stood looking at +each other. “Do you remember what you said to me the last time I saw +you?” + +“Oh, don’t speak of that!” + +“It’s better to speak of it now than to speak of it later.” + +Bertram Jay looked round him, as if to see whether any one would hear; +but the bright foreignness gave him a sense of safety, and he +unexpectedly exclaimed: “Miss Tramore, I love you more than ever!” + +“Then you ought to have come to see us,” declared the girl, quickly +walking on. + +“You treated me the last time as if I were positively offensive to you.” + +“So I did, but you know my reason.” + +“Because I protested against the course you were taking? I did, I did!” +the young man rang out, as if he still, a little, stuck to that. + +His tone made Rose say gaily: “Perhaps you do so yet?” + +“I can’t tell till I’ve seen more of your circumstances,” he replied with +eminent honesty. + +The girl stared; her light laugh filled the air. “And it’s in order to +see more of them and judge that you wish to make my mother’s +acquaintance?” + +He coloured at this and he evaded; then he broke out with a confused +“Miss Tramore, let me stay with you a little!” which made her stop again. + +“Your company will do us great honour, but there must be a rigid +condition attached to our acceptance of it.” + +“Kindly mention it,” said Captain Jay, staring at the façade of the +cathedral. + +“You don’t take us on trial.” + +“On trial?” + +“You don’t make an observation to me—not a single one, ever, ever!—on the +matter that, in Hill Street, we had our last words about.” + +Captain Jay appeared to be counting the thousand pinnacles of the church. +“I think you really must be right,” he remarked at last. + +“There you are!” cried Rose Tramore, and walked rapidly away. + +He caught up with her, he laid his hand upon her arm to stay her. “If +you’re going to Venice, let me go to Venice with you!” + +“You don’t even understand my condition.” + +“I’m sure you’re right, then: you must be right about everything.” + +“That’s not in the least true, and I don’t care a fig whether you’re sure +or not. Please let me go.” + +He had barred her way, he kept her longer. “I’ll go and speak to your +mother myself!” + +Even in the midst of another emotion she was amused at the air of +audacity accompanying this declaration. Poor Captain Jay might have been +on the point of marching up to a battery. She looked at him a moment; +then she said: “You’ll be disappointed!” + +“Disappointed?” + +“She’s much more proper than grandmamma, because she’s much more +amiable.” + +“Dear Miss Tramore—dear Miss Tramore!” the young man murmured helplessly. + +“You’ll see for yourself. Only there’s another condition,” Rose went on. + +“Another?” he cried, with discouragement and alarm. + +“You must understand thoroughly, before you throw in your lot with us +even for a few days, what our position really is.” + +“Is it very bad?” asked Bertram Jay artlessly. + +“No one has anything to do with us, no one speaks to us, no one looks at +us.” + +“Really?” stared the young man. + +“We’ve no social existence, we’re utterly despised.” + +“Oh, Miss Tramore!” Captain Jay interposed. He added quickly, vaguely, +and with a want of presence of mind of which he as quickly felt ashamed: +“Do none of your family—?” The question collapsed; the brilliant girl +was looking at him. + +“We’re extraordinarily happy,” she threw out. + +“Now that’s all I wanted to know!” he exclaimed, with a kind of +exaggerated cheery reproach, walking on with her briskly to overtake her +mother. + +He was not dining at their inn, but he insisted on coming that evening to +their _table d’hôte_. He sat next Mrs. Tramore, and in the evening he +accompanied them gallantly to the opera, at a third-rate theatre where +they were almost the only ladies in the boxes. The next day they went +together by rail to the Charterhouse of Pavia, and while he strolled with +the girl, as they waited for the homeward train, he said to her candidly: +“Your mother’s remarkably pretty.” She remembered the words and the +feeling they gave her: they were the first note of new era. The feeling +was somewhat that of an anxious, gratified matron who has “presented” her +child and is thinking of the matrimonial market. Men might be of no use, +as Mrs. Tramore said, yet it was from this moment Rose dated the rosy +dawn of her confidence that her _protégée_ would go off; and when later, +in crowded assemblies, the phrase, or something like it behind a hat or a +fan, fell repeatedly on her anxious ear, “Your mother _is_ in beauty!” or +“I’ve never seen her look better!” she had a faint vision of the yellow +sunshine and the afternoon shadows on the dusty Italian platform. + +Mrs. Tramore’s behaviour at this period was a revelation of her native +understanding of delicate situations. She needed no account of this one +from her daughter—it was one of the things for which she had a scent; and +there was a kind of loyalty to the rules of a game in the silent +sweetness with which she smoothed the path of Bertram Jay. It was clear +that she was in her element in fostering the exercise of the affections, +and if she ever spoke without thinking twice it is probable that she +would have exclaimed, with some gaiety, “Oh, I know all about _love_!” +Rose could see that she thought their companion would be a help, in spite +of his being no dispenser of patronage. The key to the gates of fashion +had not been placed in his hand, and no one had ever heard of the ladies +of his family, who lived in some vague hollow of the Yorkshire moors; but +none the less he might administer a muscular push. Yes indeed, men in +general were broken reeds, but Captain Jay was peculiarly representative. +Respectability was the woman’s maximum, as honour was the man’s, but this +distinguished young soldier inspired more than one kind of confidence. +Rose had a great deal of attention for the use to which his +respectability was put; and there mingled with this attention some +amusement and much compassion. She saw that after a couple of days he +decidedly liked her mother, and that he was yet not in the least aware of +it. He took for granted that he believed in her but little; +notwithstanding which he would have trusted her with anything except Rose +herself. His trusting her with Rose would come very soon. He never +spoke to her daughter about her qualities of character, but two or three +of them (and indeed these were all the poor lady had, and they made the +best show) were what he had in mind in praising her appearance. When he +remarked: “What attention Mrs. Tramore seems to attract everywhere!” he +meant: “What a beautifully simple nature it is!” and when he said: +“There’s something extraordinarily harmonious in the colours she wears,” +it signified: “Upon my word, I never saw such a sweet temper in my life!” +She lost one of her boxes at Verona, and made the prettiest joke of it to +Captain Jay. When Rose saw this she said to herself, “Next season we +shall have only to choose.” Rose knew what was in the box. + +By the time they reached Venice (they had stopped at half a dozen little +old romantic cities in the most frolicsome æsthetic way) she liked their +companion better than she had ever liked him before. She did him the +justice to recognise that if he was not quite honest with himself he was +at least wholly honest with _her_. She reckoned up everything he had +been since he joined them, and put upon it all an interpretation so +favourable to his devotion that, catching herself in the act of glossing +over one or two episodes that had not struck her at the time as +disinterested she exclaimed, beneath her breath, “Look out—you’re falling +in love!” But if he liked correctness wasn’t he quite right? Could any +one possibly like it more than _she_ did? And if he had protested +against her throwing in her lot with her mother, this was not because of +the benefit conferred but because of the injury received. He exaggerated +that injury, but this was the privilege of a lover perfectly willing to +be selfish on behalf of his mistress. He might have wanted her +grandmother’s money for her, but if he had given her up on first +discovering that she was throwing away her chance of it (oh, this was +_her_ doing too!) he had given up her grandmother as much: not keeping +well with the old woman, as some men would have done; not waiting to see +how the perverse experiment would turn out and appeasing her, if it +should promise tolerably, with a view to future operations. He had had a +simple-minded, evangelical, lurid view of what the girl he loved would +find herself in for. She could see this now—she could see it from his +present bewilderment and mystification, and she liked him and pitied him, +with the kindest smile, for the original _naïveté_ as well as for the +actual meekness. No wonder he hadn’t known what she was in for, since he +now didn’t even know what he was in for himself. Were there not moments +when he thought his companions almost unnaturally good, almost +suspiciously safe? He had lost all power to verify that sketch of their +isolation and _déclassement_ to which she had treated him on the great +square at Milan. The last thing he noticed was that they were neglected, +and he had never, for himself, had such an impression of society. + +It could scarcely be enhanced even by the apparition of a large, fair, +hot, red-haired young man, carrying a lady’s fan in his hand, who +suddenly stood before their little party as, on the third evening after +their arrival in Venice, it partook of ices at one of the tables before +the celebrated Café Florian. The lamplit Venetian dusk appeared to have +revealed them to this gentleman as he sat with other friends at a +neighbouring table, and he had sprung up, with unsophisticated glee, to +shake hands with Mrs. Tramore and her daughter. Rose recalled him to her +mother, who looked at first as though she didn’t remember him but +presently bestowed a sufficiently gracious smile on Mr. Guy Mangler. He +gave with youthful candour the history of his movements and indicated the +whereabouts of his family: he was with his mother and sisters; they had +met the Bob Veseys, who had taken Lord Whiteroy’s yacht and were going to +Constantinople. His mother and the girls, poor things, were at the Grand +Hotel, but he was on the yacht with the Veseys, where they had Lord +Whiteroy’s cook. Wasn’t the food in Venice filthy, and wouldn’t they +come and look at the yacht? She wasn’t very fast, but she was awfully +jolly. His mother might have come if she would, but she wouldn’t at +first, and now, when she wanted to, there were other people, who +naturally wouldn’t turn out for her. Mr. Mangler sat down; he alluded +with artless resentment to the way, in July, the door of his friends had +been closed to him. He was going to Constantinople, but he didn’t +care—if _they_ were going anywhere; meanwhile his mother hoped awfully +they would look her up. + +Lady Maresfield, if she had given her son any such message, which Rose +disbelieved, entertained her hope in a manner compatible with her sitting +for half an hour, surrounded by her little retinue, without glancing in +the direction of Mrs. Tramore. The girl, however, was aware that this +was not a good enough instance of their humiliation; inasmuch as it was +rather she who, on the occasion of their last contact, had held off from +Lady Maresfield. She was a little ashamed now of not having answered the +note in which this affable personage ignored her mother. She couldn’t +help perceiving indeed a dim movement on the part of some of the other +members of the group; she made out an attitude of observation in the +high-plumed head of Mrs. Vaughan-Vesey. Mrs. Vesey, perhaps, might have +been looking at Captain Jay, for as this gentleman walked back to the +hotel with our young lady (they were at the “Britannia,” and young +Mangler, who clung to them, went in front with Mrs. Tramore) he revealed +to Rose that he had some acquaintance with Lady Maresfield’s eldest +daughter, though he didn’t know and didn’t particularly want to know, her +ladyship. He expressed himself with more acerbity than she had ever +heard him use (Christian charity so generally governed his speech) about +the young donkey who had been prattling to them. They separated at the +door of the hotel. Mrs. Tramore had got rid of Mr. Mangler, and Bertram +Jay was in other quarters. + +“If you know Mrs. Vesey, why didn’t you go and speak to her? I’m sure +she saw you,” Rose said. + +Captain Jay replied even more circumspectly than usual. “Because I +didn’t want to leave you.” + +“Well, you can go now; you’re free,” Rose rejoined. + +“Thank you. I shall never go again.” + +“That won’t be civil,” said Rose. + +“I don’t care to be civil. I don’t like her.” + +“Why don’t you like her?” + +“You ask too many questions.” + +“I know I do,” the girl acknowledged. + +Captain Jay had already shaken hands with her, but at this he put out his +hand again. “She’s too worldly,” he murmured, while he held Rose +Tramore’s a moment. + +“Ah, you dear!” Rose exclaimed almost audibly as, with her mother, she +turned away. + +The next morning, upon the Grand Canal, the gondola of our three friends +encountered a stately barge which, though it contained several persons, +seemed pervaded mainly by one majestic presence. During the instant the +gondolas were passing each other it was impossible either for Rose +Tramore or for her companions not to become conscious that this +distinguished identity had markedly inclined itself—a circumstance +commemorated the next moment, almost within earshot of the other boat, by +the most spontaneous cry that had issued for many a day from the lips of +Mrs. Tramore. “Fancy, my dear, Lady Maresfield has bowed to us!” + +“We ought to have returned it,” Rose answered; but she looked at Bertram +Jay, who was opposite to her. He blushed, and she blushed, and during +this moment was born a deeper understanding than had yet existed between +these associated spirits. It had something to do with their going +together that afternoon, without her mother, to look at certain +out-of-the-way pictures as to which Ruskin had inspired her with a desire +to see sincerely. Mrs. Tramore expressed the wish to stay at home, and +the motive of this wish—a finer shade than any that even Ruskin had ever +found a phrase for—was not translated into misrepresenting words by +either the mother or the daughter. At San Giovanni in Bragora the girl +and her companion came upon Mrs. Vaughan-Vesey, who, with one of her +sisters, was also endeavouring to do the earnest thing. She did it to +Rose, she did it to Captain Jay, as well as to Gianbellini; she was a +handsome, long-necked, aquiline person, of a different type from the rest +of her family, and she did it remarkably well. She secured our +friends—it was her own expression—for luncheon, on the morrow, on the +yacht, and she made it public to Rose that she would come that afternoon +to invite her mother. When the girl returned to the hotel, Mrs. Tramore +mentioned, before Captain Jay, who had come up to their sitting-room, +that Lady Maresfield had called. “She stayed a long time—at least it +seemed long!” laughed Mrs. Tramore. + +The poor lady could laugh freely now; yet there was some grimness in a +colloquy that she had with her daughter after Bertram Jay had departed. +Before this happened Mrs. Vesey’s card, scrawled over in pencil and +referring to the morrow’s luncheon, was brought up to Mrs. Tramore. + +“They mean it all as a bribe,” said the principal recipient of these +civilities. + +“As a bribe?” Rose repeated. + +“She wants to marry you to that boy; they’ve seen Captain Jay and they’re +frightened.” + +“Well, dear mamma, I can’t take Mr. Mangler for a husband.” + +“Of course not. But oughtn’t we to go to the luncheon?” + +“Certainly we’ll go to the luncheon,” Rose said; and when the affair took +place, on the morrow, she could feel for the first time that she was +taking her mother out. This appearance was somehow brought home to every +one else, and it was really the agent of her success. For it is of the +essence of this simple history that, in the first place, that success +dated from Mrs. Vesey’s Venetian _déjeuner_, and in the second reposed, +by a subtle social logic, on the very anomaly that had made it dubious. +There is always a chance in things, and Rose Tramore’s chance was in the +fact that Gwendolen Vesey was, as some one had said, awfully modern, an +immense improvement on the exploded science of her mother, and capable of +seeing what a “draw” there would be in the comedy, if properly brought +out, of the reversed positions of Mrs. Tramore and Mrs. Tramore’s +diplomatic daughter. With a first-rate managerial eye she perceived that +people would flock into any room—and all the more into one of hers—to see +Rose bring in her dreadful mother. She treated the cream of English +society to this thrilling spectacle later in the autumn, when she once +more “secured” both the performers for a week at Brimble. It made a hit +on the spot, the very first evening—the girl was felt to play her part so +well. The rumour of the performance spread; every one wanted to see it. +It was an entertainment of which, that winter in the country, and the +next season in town, persons of taste desired to give their friends the +freshness. The thing was to make the Tramores come late, after every one +had arrived. They were engaged for a fixed hour, like the American +imitator and the Patagonian contralto. Mrs. Vesey had been the first to +say the girl was awfully original, but that became the general view. + +Gwendolen Vesey had with her mother one of the few quarrels in which Lady +Maresfield had really stood up to such an antagonist (the elder woman had +to recognise in general in whose veins it was that the blood of the +Manglers flowed) on account of this very circumstance of her attaching +more importance to Miss Tramore’s originality (“Her originality be +hanged!” her ladyship had gone so far as unintelligently to exclaim) than +to the prospects of the unfortunate Guy. Mrs. Vesey actually lost sight +of these pressing problems in her admiration of the way the mother and +the daughter, or rather the daughter and the mother (it was slightly +confusing) “drew.” It was Lady Maresfield’s version of the case that the +brazen girl (she was shockingly coarse) had treated poor Guy abominably. +At any rate it was made known, just after Easter, that Miss Tramore was +to be married to Captain Jay. The marriage was not to take place till +the summer; but Rose felt that before this the field would practically be +won. There had been some bad moments, there had been several warm +corners and a certain number of cold shoulders and closed doors and stony +stares; but the breach was effectually made—the rest was only a question +of time. Mrs. Tramore could be trusted to keep what she had gained, and +it was the dowagers, the old dragons with prominent fangs and glittering +scales, whom the trick had already mainly caught. By this time there +were several houses into which the liberated lady had crept alone. Her +daughter had been expected with her, but they couldn’t turn her out +because the girl had stayed behind, and she was fast acquiring a new +identity, that of a parental connection with the heroine of such a +romantic story. She was at least the next best thing to her daughter, +and Rose foresaw the day when she would be valued principally as a +memento of one of the prettiest episodes in the annals of London. At a +big official party, in June, Rose had the joy of introducing Eric to his +mother. She was a little sorry it was an official party—there were some +other such queer people there; but Eric called, observing the shade, the +next day but one. + +No observer, probably, would have been acute enough to fix exactly the +moment at which the girl ceased to take out her mother and began to be +taken out by her. A later phase was more distinguishable—that at which +Rose forbore to inflict on her companion a duality that might become +oppressive. She began to economise her force, she went only when the +particular effect was required. Her marriage was delayed by the period +of mourning consequent upon the death of her grandmother, who, the +younger Mrs. Tramore averred, was killed by the rumour of her own new +birth. She was the only one of the dragons who had not been tamed. +Julia Tramore knew the truth about this—she was determined such things +should not kill _her_. She would live to do something—she hardly knew +what. The provisions of her mother’s will were published in the +“Illustrated News”; from which it appeared that everything that was not +to go to Eric and to Julia was to go to the fortunate Edith. Miss +Tramore makes no secret of her own intentions as regards this favourite. + +Edith is not pretty, but Lady Maresfield is waiting for her; she is +determined Gwendolen Vesey shall not get hold of her. Mrs. Vesey however +takes no interest in her at all. She is whimsical, as befits a woman of +her fashion; but there are two persons she is still very fond of, the +delightful Bertram Jays. The fondness of this pair, it must be added, is +not wholly expended in return. They are extremely united, but their life +is more domestic than might have been expected from the preliminary +signs. It owes a portion of its concentration to the fact that Mrs. +Tramore has now so many places to go to that she has almost no time to +come to her daughter’s. She is, under her son-in-law’s roof, a brilliant +but a rare apparition, and the other day he remarked upon the +circumstance to his wife. + +“If it hadn’t been for you,” she replied, smiling, “she might have had +her regular place at our fireside.” + +“Good heavens, how did I prevent it?” cried Captain Jay, with all the +consciousness of virtue. + +“You ordered it otherwise, you goose!” And she says, in the same spirit, +whenever her husband commends her (which he does, sometimes, +extravagantly) for the way she launched her mother: “Nonsense, my +dear—practically it was _you_!” + + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CHAPERON*** + + +******* This file should be named 2718-0.txt or 2718-0.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/7/1/2718 + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions will +be renamed. + +Creating the works from print editions not protected by U.S. copyright +law means that no one owns a United States copyright in these works, +so the Foundation (and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United +States without permission and without paying copyright +royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under the terms of +the Project Gutenberg License included with this eBook or online at +www.gutenberg.org. If you are not located in the United States, you'll have +to check the laws of the country where you are located before using this ebook. + + + + +Title: The Chaperon + + +Author: Henry James + + + +Release Date: February 15, 2015 [eBook #2718] +[This file was first posted on July 3, 2000] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CHAPERON*** +</pre> +<p>Transcribed from 1893 Macmillan and Co. edition by David +Price, email ccx074@pglaf.org. Proofed by Nina Hall, Mohua +Sen, Bridie, Francine Smith and David.</p> +<h2>THE CHAPERON.</h2> +<h3>I.</h3> +<p><span class="smcap">An</span> old lady, in a high +drawing-room, had had her chair moved close to the fire, where +she sat knitting and warming her knees. She was dressed in +deep mourning; her face had a faded nobleness, tempered, however, +by the somewhat illiberal compression assumed by her lips in +obedience to something that was passing in her mind. She +was far from the lamp, but though her eyes were fixed upon her +active needles she was not looking at them. What she really +saw was quite another train of affairs. The room was +spacious and dim; the thick London fog had oozed into it even +through its superior defences. It was full of dusky, +massive, valuable things. The old lady sat motionless save +for the regularity of her clicking needles, which seemed as +personal to her and as expressive as prolonged fingers. If +she was thinking something out, she was thinking it +thoroughly.</p> +<p>When she looked up, on the entrance of a girl of twenty, it +might have been guessed that the appearance of this young lady +was not an interruption of her meditation, but rather a +contribution to it. The young lady, who was charming to +behold, was also in deep mourning, which had a freshness, if +mourning can be fresh, an air of having been lately put on. +She went straight to the bell beside the chimney-piece and pulled +it, while in her other hand she held a sealed and directed +letter. Her companion glanced in silence at the letter; +then she looked still harder at her work. The girl hovered +near the fireplace, without speaking, and after a due, a +dignified interval the butler appeared in response to the +bell. The time had been sufficient to make the silence +between the ladies seem long. The younger one asked the +butler to see that her letter should be posted; and after he had +gone out she moved vaguely about the room, as if to give her +grandmother—for such was the elder personage—a chance +to begin a colloquy of which she herself preferred not to strike +the first note. As equally with herself her companion was +on the face of it capable of holding out, the tension, though it +was already late in the evening, might have lasted long. +But the old lady after a little appeared to recognise, a trifle +ungraciously, the girl’s superior resources.</p> +<p>“Have you written to your mother?”</p> +<p>“Yes, but only a few lines, to tell her I shall come and +see her in the morning.”</p> +<p>“Is that all you’ve got to say?” asked the +grandmother.</p> +<p>“I don’t quite know what you want me to +say.”</p> +<p>“I want you to say that you’ve made up your +mind.”</p> +<p>“Yes, I’ve done that, granny.”</p> +<p>“You intend to respect your father’s +wishes?”</p> +<p>“It depends upon what you mean by respecting them. +I do justice to the feelings by which they were +dictated.”</p> +<p>“What do you mean by justice?” the old lady +retorted.</p> +<p>The girl was silent a moment; then she said: +“You’ll see my idea of it.”</p> +<p>“I see it already! You’ll go and live with +her.”</p> +<p>“I shall talk the situation over with her to-morrow and +tell her that I think that will be best.”</p> +<p>“Best for her, no doubt!”</p> +<p>“What’s best for her is best for me.”</p> +<p>“And for your brother and sister?” As the +girl made no reply to this her grandmother went on: +“What’s best for them is that you should acknowledge +some responsibility in regard to them and, considering how young +they are, try and do something for them.”</p> +<p>“They must do as I’ve done—they must act for +themselves. They have their means now, and they’re +free.”</p> +<p>“Free? They’re mere children.”</p> +<p>“Let me remind you that Eric is older than I.”</p> +<p>“He doesn’t like his mother,” said the old +lady, as if that were an answer.</p> +<p>“I never said he did. And she adores +him.”</p> +<p>“Oh, your mother’s adorations!”</p> +<p>“Don’t abuse her now,” the girl rejoined, +after a pause.</p> +<p>The old lady forbore to abuse her, but she made up for it the +next moment by saying: “It will be dreadful for +Edith.”</p> +<p>“What will be dreadful?”</p> +<p>“Your desertion of her.”</p> +<p>“The desertion’s on her side.”</p> +<p>“Her consideration for her father does her +honour.”</p> +<p>“Of course I’m a brute, <i>n’en parlons +plus</i>,” said the girl. “We must go our +respective ways,” she added, in a tone of extreme wisdom +and philosophy.</p> +<p>Her grandmother straightened out her knitting and began to +roll it up. “Be so good as to ring for my +maid,” she said, after a minute. The young lady rang, +and there was another wait and another conscious hush. +Before the maid came her mistress remarked: “Of course then +you’ll not come to <i>me</i>, you know.”</p> +<p>“What do you mean by ‘coming’ to +you?”</p> +<p>“I can’t receive you on that footing.”</p> +<p>“She’ll not come <i>with</i> me, if you mean +that.”</p> +<p>“I don’t mean that,” said the old lady, +getting up as her maid came in. This attendant took her +work from her, gave her an arm and helped her out of the room, +while Rose Tramore, standing before the fire and looking into it, +faced the idea that her grandmother’s door would now under +all circumstances be closed to her. She lost no time +however in brooding over this anomaly: it only added energy to +her determination to act. All she could do to-night was to +go to bed, for she felt utterly weary. She had been living, +in imagination, in a prospective struggle, and it had left her as +exhausted as a real fight. Moreover this was the +culmination of a crisis, of weeks of suspense, of a long, hard +strain. Her father had been laid in his grave five days +before, and that morning his will had been read. In the +afternoon she had got Edith off to St. Leonard’s with their +aunt Julia, and then she had had a wretched talk with Eric. +Lastly, she had made up her mind to act in opposition to the +formidable will, to a clause which embodied if not exactly a +provision, a recommendation singularly emphatic. She went +to bed and slept the sleep of the just.</p> +<p>“Oh, my dear, how charming! I must take another +house!” It was in these words that her mother +responded to the announcement Rose had just formally made and +with which she had vaguely expected to produce a certain dignity +of effect. In the way of emotion there was apparently no +effect at all, and the girl was wise enough to know that this was +not simply on account of the general line of non-allusion taken +by the extremely pretty woman before her, who looked like her +elder sister. Mrs. Tramore had never manifested, to her +daughter, the slightest consciousness that her position was +peculiar; but the recollection of something more than that fine +policy was required to explain such a failure, to appreciate +Rose’s sacrifice. It was simply a fresh reminder that +she had never appreciated anything, that she was nothing but a +tinted and stippled surface. Her situation was peculiar +indeed. She had been the heroine of a scandal which had +grown dim only because, in the eyes of the London world, it paled +in the lurid light of the contemporaneous. That attention +had been fixed on it for several days, fifteen years before; +there had been a high relish of the vivid evidence as to his +wife’s misconduct with which, in the divorce-court, Charles +Tramore had judged well to regale a cynical public. The +case was pronounced awfully bad, and he obtained his +decree. The folly of the wife had been inconceivable, in +spite of other examples: she had quitted her children, she had +followed the “other fellow” abroad. The other +fellow hadn’t married her, not having had time: he had lost +his life in the Mediterranean by the capsizing of a boat, before +the prohibitory term had expired.</p> +<p>Mrs. Tramore had striven to extract from this accident +something of the austerity of widowhood; but her mourning only +made her deviation more public, she was a widow whose husband was +awkwardly alive. She had not prowled about the Continent on +the classic lines; she had come back to London to take her +chance. But London would give her no chance, would have +nothing to say to her; as many persons had remarked, you could +never tell how London would behave. It would not receive +Mrs. Tramore again on any terms, and when she was spoken of, +which now was not often, it was inveterately said of her that she +went nowhere. Apparently she had not the qualities for +which London compounds; though in the cases in which it does +compound you may often wonder what these qualities are. She +had not at any rate been successful: her lover was dead, her +husband was liked and her children were pitied, for in payment +for a topic London will parenthetically pity. It was +thought interesting and magnanimous that Charles Tramore had not +married again. The disadvantage to his children of the +miserable story was thus left uncorrected, and this, rather +oddly, was counted as <i>his</i> sacrifice. His mother, +whose arrangements were elaborate, looked after them a great +deal, and they enjoyed a mixture of laxity and discipline under +the roof of their aunt, Miss Tramore, who was independent, +having, for reasons that the two ladies had exhaustively +discussed, determined to lead her own life. She had set up +a home at St. Leonard’s, and that contracted shore had +played a considerable part in the upbringing of the little +Tramores. They knew about their mother, as the phrase was, +but they didn’t know her; which was naturally deemed more +pathetic for them than for her. She had a house in Chester +Square and an income and a victoria—it served all purposes, +as she never went out in the evening—and flowers on her +window-sills, and a remarkable appearance of youth. The +income was supposed to be in part the result of a bequest from +the man for whose sake she had committed the error of her life, +and in the appearance of youth there was a slightly impertinent +implication that it was a sort of afterglow of the same +connection.</p> +<p>Her children, as they grew older, fortunately showed signs of +some individuality of disposition. Edith, the second girl, +clung to her aunt Julia; Eric, the son, clung frantically to +polo; while Rose, the elder daughter, appeared to cling mainly to +herself. Collectively, of course, they clung to their +father, whose attitude in the family group, however, was casual +and intermittent. He was charming and vague; he was like a +clever actor who often didn’t come to rehearsal. +Fortune, which but for that one stroke had been generous to him, +had provided him with deputies and trouble-takers, as well as +with whimsical opinions, and a reputation for excellent taste, +and whist at his club, and perpetual cigars on morocco sofas, and +a beautiful absence of purpose. Nature had thrown in a +remarkably fine hand, which he sometimes passed over his +children’s heads when they were glossy from the nursery +brush. On Rose’s eighteenth birthday he said to her +that she might go to see her mother, on condition that her visits +should be limited to an hour each time and to four in the +year. She was to go alone; the other children were not +included in the arrangement. This was the result of a visit +that he himself had paid his repudiated wife at her urgent +request, their only encounter during the fifteen years. The +girl knew as much as this from her aunt Julia, who was full of +tell-tale secrecies. She availed herself eagerly of the +license, and in course of the period that elapsed before her +father’s death she spent with Mrs. Tramore exactly eight +hours by the watch. Her father, who was as inconsistent and +disappointing as he was amiable, spoke to her of her mother only +once afterwards. This occasion had been the sequel of her +first visit, and he had made no use of it to ask what she thought +of the personality in Chester Square or how she liked it. +He had only said “Did she take you out?” and when +Rose answered “Yes, she put me straight into a carriage and +drove me up and down Bond Street,” had rejoined sharply +“See that that never occurs again.” It never +did, but once was enough, every one they knew having happened to +be in Bond Street at that particular hour.</p> +<p>After this the periodical interview took place in private, in +Mrs. Tramore’s beautiful little wasted drawing-room. +Rose knew that, rare as these occasions were, her mother would +not have kept her “all to herself” had there been +anybody she could have shown her to. But in the poor +lady’s social void there was no one; she had after all her +own correctness and she consistently preferred isolation to +inferior contacts. So her daughter was subjected only to +the maternal; it was not necessary to be definite in qualifying +that. The girl had by this time a collection of ideas, +gathered by impenetrable processes; she had tasted, in the +ostracism of her ambiguous parent, of the acrid fruit of the tree +of knowledge. She not only had an approximate vision of +what every one had done, but she had a private judgment for each +case. She had a particular vision of her father, which did +not interfere with his being dear to her, but which was directly +concerned in her resolution, after his death, to do the special +thing he had expressed the wish she should not do. In the +general estimate her grandmother and her grandmother’s +money had their place, and the strong probability that any +enjoyment of the latter commodity would now be withheld from +her. It included Edith’s marked inclination to +receive the law, and doubtless eventually a more substantial +memento, from Miss Tramore, and opened the question whether her +own course might not contribute to make her sister’s appear +heartless. The answer to this question however would depend +on the success that might attend her own, which would very +possibly be small. Eric’s attitude was eminently +simple; he didn’t care to know people who didn’t know +<i>his</i> people. If his mother should ever get back into +society perhaps he would take her up. Rose Tramore had +decided to do what she could to bring this consummation about; +and strangely enough—so mixed were her superstitions and +her heresies—a large part of her motive lay in the value +she attached to such a consecration.</p> +<p>Of her mother intrinsically she thought very little now, and +if her eyes were fixed on a special achievement it was much more +for the sake of that achievement and to satisfy a latent energy +that was in her than because her heart was wrung by this +sufferer. Her heart had not been wrung at all, though she +had quite held it out for the experience. Her purpose was a +pious game, but it was still essentially a game. Among the +ideas I have mentioned she had her idea of triumph. She had +caught the inevitable note, the pitch, on her very first visit to +Chester Square. She had arrived there in intense +excitement, and her excitement was left on her hands in a manner +that reminded her of a difficult air she had once heard sung at +the opera when no one applauded the performer. That +flatness had made her sick, and so did this, in another +way. A part of her agitation proceeded from the fact that +her aunt Julia had told her, in the manner of a burst of +confidence, something she was not to repeat, that she was in +appearance the very image of the lady in Chester Square. +The motive that prompted this declaration was between aunt Julia +and her conscience; but it was a great emotion to the girl to +find her entertainer so beautiful. She was tall and +exquisitely slim; she had hair more exactly to Rose +Tramore’s taste than any other she had ever seen, even to +every detail in the way it was dressed, and a complexion and a +figure of the kind that are always spoken of as +“lovely.” Her eyes were irresistible, and so +were her clothes, though the clothes were perhaps a little more +precisely the right thing than the eyes. Her appearance was +marked to her daughter’s sense by the highest distinction; +though it may be mentioned that this had never been the opinion +of all the world. It was a revelation to Rose that she +herself might look a little like that. She knew however +that aunt Julia had not seen her deposed sister-in-law for a long +time, and she had a general impression that Mrs. Tramore was +to-day a more complete production—for instance as regarded +her air of youth—than she had ever been. There was no +excitement on her side—that was all her visitor’s; +there was no emotion—that was excluded by the plan, to say +nothing of conditions more primal. Rose had from the first +a glimpse of her mother’s plan. It was to mention +nothing and imply nothing, neither to acknowledge, to explain nor +to extenuate. She would leave everything to her child; with +her child she was secure. She only wanted to get back into +society; she would leave even that to her child, whom she treated +not as a high-strung and heroic daughter, a creature of +exaltation, of devotion, but as a new, charming, clever, useful +friend, a little younger than herself. Already on that +first day she had talked about dressmakers. Of course, poor +thing, it was to be remembered that in her circumstances there +were not many things she <i>could</i> talk about. +“She wants to go out again; that’s the only thing in +the wide world she wants,” Rose had promptly, compendiously +said to herself. There had been a sequel to this +observation, uttered, in intense engrossment, in her own room +half an hour before she had, on the important evening, made known +her decision to her grandmother: “Then I’ll +<i>take</i> her out!”</p> +<p>“She’ll drag you down, she’ll drag you +down!” Julia Tramore permitted herself to remark to her +niece, the next day, in a tone of feverish prophecy.</p> +<p>As the girl’s own theory was that all the dragging there +might be would be upward, and moreover administered by herself, +she could look at her aunt with a cold and inscrutable eye.</p> +<p>“Very well, then, I shall be out of your sight, from the +pinnacle you occupy, and I sha’n’t trouble +you.”</p> +<p>“Do you reproach me for my disinterested exertions, for +the way I’ve toiled over you, the way I’ve lived for +you?” Miss Tramore demanded.</p> +<p>“Don’t reproach <i>me</i> for being kind to my +mother and I won’t reproach you for anything.”</p> +<p>“She’ll keep you out of +everything—she’ll make you miss everything,” +Miss Tramore continued.</p> +<p>“Then she’ll make me miss a great deal +that’s odious,” said the girl.</p> +<p>“You’re too young for such extravagances,” +her aunt declared.</p> +<p>“And yet Edith, who is younger than I, seems to be too +old for them: how do you arrange that? My mother’s +society will make me older,” Rose replied.</p> +<p>“Don’t speak to me of your mother; you <i>have</i> +no mother.”</p> +<p>“Then if I’m an orphan I must settle things for +myself.”</p> +<p>“Do you justify her, do you approve of her?” cried +Miss Tramore, who was inferior to her niece in capacity for +retort and whose limitations made the girl appear pert.</p> +<p>Rose looked at her a moment in silence; then she said, turning +away: “I think she’s charming.”</p> +<p>“And do you propose to become charming in the same +manner?”</p> +<p>“Her manner is perfect; it would be an excellent +model. But I can’t discuss my mother with +you.”</p> +<p>“You’ll have to discuss her with some other +people!” Miss Tramore proclaimed, going out of the +room.</p> +<p>Rose wondered whether this were a general or a particular +vaticination. There was something her aunt might have meant +by it, but her aunt rarely meant the best thing she might have +meant. Miss Tramore had come up from St. Leonard’s in +response to a telegram from her own parent, for an occasion like +the present brought with it, for a few hours, a certain +relaxation of their dissent. “Do what you can to stop +her,” the old lady had said; but her daughter found that +the most she could do was not much. They both had a baffled +sense that Rose had thought the question out a good deal further +than they; and this was particularly irritating to Mrs. Tramore, +as consciously the cleverer of the two. A question thought +out as far as <i>she</i> could think it had always appeared to +her to have performed its human uses; she had never encountered a +ghost emerging from that extinction. Their great contention +was that Rose would cut herself off; and certainly if she +wasn’t afraid of that she wasn’t afraid of +anything. Julia Tramore could only tell her mother how +little the girl was afraid. She was already prepared to +leave the house, taking with her the possessions, or her share of +them, that had accumulated there during her father’s +illness. There had been a going and coming of her maid, a +thumping about of boxes, an ordering of four-wheelers; it +appeared to old Mrs. Tramore that something of the +objectionableness, the indecency, of her granddaughter’s +prospective connection had already gathered about the +place. It was a violation of the decorum of bereavement +which was still fresh there, and from the indignant gloom of the +mistress of the house you might have inferred not so much that +the daughter was about to depart as that the mother was about to +arrive. There had been no conversation on the dreadful +subject at luncheon; for at luncheon at Mrs. Tramore’s (her +son never came to it) there were always, even after funerals and +other miseries, stray guests of both sexes whose policy it was to +be cheerful and superficial. Rose had sat down as if +nothing had happened—nothing worse, that is, than her +father’s death; but no one had spoken of anything that any +one else was thinking of.</p> +<p>Before she left the house a servant brought her a message from +her grandmother—the old lady desired to see her in the +drawing-room. She had on her bonnet, and she went down as +if she were about to step into her cab. Mrs. Tramore sat +there with her eternal knitting, from which she forebore even to +raise her eyes as, after a silence that seemed to express the +fulness of her reprobation, while Rose stood motionless, she +began: “I wonder if you really understand what you’re +doing.”</p> +<p>“I think so. I’m not so stupid.”</p> +<p>“I never thought you were; but I don’t know what +to make of you now. You’re giving up +everything.”</p> +<p>The girl was tempted to inquire whether her grandmother called +herself “everything”; but she checked this question, +answering instead that she knew she was giving up much.</p> +<p>“You’re taking a step of which you will feel the +effect to the end of your days,” Mrs. Tramore went on.</p> +<p>“In a good conscience, I heartily hope,” said +Rose.</p> +<p>“Your father’s conscience was good enough for his +mother; it ought to be good enough for his daughter.”</p> +<p>Rose sat down—she could afford to—as if she wished +to be very attentive and were still accessible to argument. +But this demonstration only ushered in, after a moment, the +surprising words “I don’t think papa had any +conscience.”</p> +<p>“What in the name of all that’s unnatural do you +mean?” Mrs. Tramore cried, over her glasses. +“The dearest and best creature that ever lived!”</p> +<p>“He was kind, he had charming impulses, he was +delightful. But he never reflected.”</p> +<p>Mrs. Tramore stared, as if at a language she had never heard, +a farrago, a <i>galimatias</i>. Her life was made up of +items, but she had never had to deal, intellectually, with a fine +shade. Then while her needles, which had paused an instant, +began to fly again, she rejoined: “Do you know what you +are, my dear? You’re a dreadful little prig. +Where do you pick up such talk?”</p> +<p>“Of course I don’t mean to judge between +them,” Rose pursued. “I can only judge between +my mother and myself. Papa couldn’t judge for +me.” And with this she got up.</p> +<p>“One would think you were horrid. I never thought +so before.”</p> +<p>“Thank you for that.”</p> +<p>“You’re embarking on a struggle with +society,” continued Mrs. Tramore, indulging in an unusual +flight of oratory. “Society will put you in your +place.”</p> +<p>“Hasn’t it too many other things to do?” +asked the girl.</p> +<p>This question had an ingenuity which led her grandmother to +meet it with a merely provisional and somewhat sketchy +answer. “Your ignorance would be melancholy if your +behaviour were not so insane.”</p> +<p>“Oh, no; I know perfectly what she’ll do!” +Rose replied, almost gaily. “She’ll drag me +down.”</p> +<p>“She won’t even do that,” the old lady +declared contradictiously. “She’ll keep you +forever in the same dull hole.”</p> +<p>“I shall come and see <i>you</i>, granny, when I want +something more lively.”</p> +<p>“You may come if you like, but you’ll come no +further than the door. If you leave this house now you +don’t enter it again.”</p> +<p>Rose hesitated a moment. “Do you really mean +that?”</p> +<p>“You may judge whether I choose such a time to +joke.”</p> +<p>“Good-bye, then,” said the girl.</p> +<p>“Good-bye.”</p> +<p>Rose quitted the room successfully enough; but on the other +side of the door, on the landing, she sank into a chair and +buried her face in her hands. She had burst into tears, and +she sobbed there for a moment, trying hard to recover herself, so +as to go downstairs without showing any traces of emotion, +passing before the servants and again perhaps before aunt +Julia. Mrs. Tramore was too old to cry; she could only drop +her knitting and, for a long time, sit with her head bowed and +her eyes closed.</p> +<p>Rose had reckoned justly with her aunt Julia; there were no +footmen, but this vigilant virgin was posted at the foot of the +stairs. She offered no challenge however; she only said: +“There’s some one in the parlour who wants to see +you.” The girl demanded a name, but Miss Tramore only +mouthed inaudibly and winked and waved. Rose instantly +reflected that there was only one man in the world her aunt would +look such deep things about. “Captain Jay?” her +own eyes asked, while Miss Tramore’s were those of a +conspirator: they were, for a moment, the only embarrassed eyes +Rose had encountered that day. They contributed to make +aunt Julia’s further response evasive, after her niece +inquired if she had communicated in advance with this +visitor. Miss Tramore merely said that he had been upstairs +with her mother—hadn’t she mentioned it?—and +had been waiting for her. She thought herself acute in not +putting the question of the girl’s seeing him before her as +a favour to him or to herself; she presented it as a duty, and +wound up with the proposition: “It’s not fair to him, +it’s not kind, not to let him speak to you before you +go.”</p> +<p>“What does he want to say?” Rose demanded.</p> +<p>“Go in and find out.”</p> +<p>She really knew, for she had found out before; but after +standing uncertain an instant she went in. “The +parlour” was the name that had always been borne by a +spacious sitting-room downstairs, an apartment occupied by her +father during his frequent phases of residence in Hill +Street—episodes increasingly frequent after his house in +the country had, in consequence, as Rose perfectly knew, of his +spending too much money, been disposed of at a sacrifice which he +always characterised as horrid. He had been left with the +place in Hertfordshire and his mother with the London house, on +the general understanding that they would change about; but +during the last years the community had grown more rigid, mainly +at his mother’s expense. The parlour was full of his +memory and his habits and his things—his books and pictures +and <i>bibelots</i>, objects that belonged now to Eric. +Rose had sat in it for hours since his death; it was the place in +which she could still be nearest to him. But she felt far +from him as Captain Jay rose erect on her opening the door. +This was a very different presence. He had not liked +Captain Jay. She herself had, but not enough to make a +great complication of her father’s coldness. This +afternoon however she foresaw complications. At the very +outset for instance she was not pleased with his having arranged +such a surprise for her with her grandmother and her aunt. +It was probably aunt Julia who had sent for him; her grandmother +wouldn’t have done it. It placed him immediately on +their side, and Rose was almost as disappointed at this as if she +had not known it was quite where he would naturally be. He +had never paid her a special visit, but if that was what he +wished to do why shouldn’t he have waited till she should +be under her mother’s roof? She knew the reason, but +she had an angry prospect of enjoyment in making him express +it. She liked him enough, after all, if it were measured by +the idea of what she could make him do.</p> +<p>In Bertram Jay the elements were surprisingly mingled; you +would have gone astray, in reading him, if you had counted on +finding the complements of some of his qualities. He would +not however have struck you in the least as incomplete, for in +every case in which you didn’t find the complement you +would have found the contradiction. He was in the Royal +Engineers, and was tall, lean and high-shouldered. He +looked every inch a soldier, yet there were people who considered +that he had missed his vocation in not becoming a parson. +He took a public interest in the spiritual life of the +army. Other persons still, on closer observation, would +have felt that his most appropriate field was neither the army +nor the church, but simply the world—the social, +successful, worldly world. If he had a sword in one hand +and a Bible in the other he had a Court Guide concealed somewhere +about his person. His profile was hard and handsome, his +eyes were both cold and kind, his dark straight hair was +imperturbably smooth and prematurely streaked with grey. +There was nothing in existence that he didn’t take +seriously. He had a first-rate power of work and an +ambition as minutely organised as a German plan of +invasion. His only real recreation was to go to church, but +he went to parties when he had time. If he was in love with +Rose Tramore this was distracting to him only in the same sense +as his religion, and it was included in that department of his +extremely sub-divided life. His religion indeed was of an +encroaching, annexing sort. Seen from in front he looked +diffident and blank, but he was capable of exposing himself in a +way (to speak only of the paths of peace) wholly inconsistent +with shyness. He had a passion for instance for open-air +speaking, but was not thought on the whole to excel in it unless +he could help himself out with a hymn. In conversation he +kept his eyes on you with a kind of colourless candour, as if he +had not understood what you were saying and, in a fashion that +made many people turn red, waited before answering. This +was only because he was considering their remarks in more +relations than they had intended. He had in his face no +expression whatever save the one just mentioned, and was, in his +profession, already very distinguished.</p> +<p>He had seen Rose Tramore for the first time on a Sunday of the +previous March, at a house in the country at which she was +staying with her father, and five weeks later he had made her, by +letter, an offer of marriage. She showed her father the +letter of course, and he told her that it would give him great +pleasure that she should send Captain Jay about his +business. “My dear child,” he said, “we +must really have some one who will be better fun than +that.” Rose had declined the honour, very +considerately and kindly, but not simply because her father +wished it. She didn’t herself wish to detach this +flower from the stem, though when the young man wrote again, to +express the hope that he <i>might</i> hope—so long was he +willing to wait—and ask if he might not still sometimes see +her, she answered even more indulgently than at first. She +had shown her father her former letter, but she didn’t show +him this one; she only told him what it contained, submitting to +him also that of her correspondent. Captain Jay moreover +wrote to Mr. Tramore, who replied sociably, but so vaguely that +he almost neglected the subject under discussion—a +communication that made poor Bertram ponder long. He could +never get to the bottom of the superficial, and all the +proprieties and conventions of life were profound to him. +Fortunately for him old Mrs. Tramore liked him, he was +satisfactory to her long-sightedness; so that a relation was +established under cover of which he still occasionally presented +himself in Hill Street—presented himself nominally to the +mistress of the house. He had had scruples about the +veracity of his visits, but he had disposed of them; he had +scruples about so many things that he had had to invent a general +way, to dig a central drain. Julia Tramore happened to meet +him when she came up to town, and she took a view of him more +benevolent than her usual estimate of people encouraged by her +mother. The fear of agreeing with that lady was a motive, +but there was a stronger one, in this particular case, in the +fear of agreeing with her niece, who had rejected him. His +situation might be held to have improved when Mr. Tramore was +taken so gravely ill that with regard to his recovery those about +him left their eyes to speak for their lips; and in the light of +the poor gentleman’s recent death it was doubtless better +than it had ever been.</p> +<p>He was only a quarter of an hour with the girl, but this gave +him time to take the measure of it. After he had spoken to +her about her bereavement, very much as an especially mild +missionary might have spoken to a beautiful Polynesian, he let +her know that he had learned from her companions the very strong +step she was about to take. This led to their spending +together ten minutes which, to her mind, threw more light on his +character than anything that had ever passed between them. +She had always felt with him as if she were standing on an edge, +looking down into something decidedly deep. To-day the +impression of the perpendicular shaft was there, but it was +rather an abyss of confusion and disorder than the large bright +space in which she had figured everything as ranged and +pigeon-holed, presenting the appearance of the labelled shelves +and drawers at a chemist’s. He discussed without an +invitation to discuss, he appealed without a right to +appeal. He was nothing but a suitor tolerated after +dismissal, but he took strangely for granted a participation in +her affairs. He assumed all sorts of things that made her +draw back. He implied that there was everything now to +assist them in arriving at an agreement, since she had never +informed him that he was positively objectionable; but that this +symmetry would be spoiled if she should not be willing to take a +little longer to think of certain consequences. She was +greatly disconcerted when she saw what consequences he meant and +at his reminding her of them. What on earth was the use of +a lover if he was to speak only like one’s grandmother and +one’s aunt? He struck her as much in love with her +and as particularly careful at the same time as to what he might +say. He never mentioned her mother; he only alluded, +indirectly but earnestly, to the “step.” He +disapproved of it altogether, took an unexpectedly prudent, +politic view of it. He evidently also believed that she +would be dragged down; in other words that she would not be asked +out. It was his idea that her mother would contaminate her, +so that he should find himself interested in a young person +discredited and virtually unmarriageable. All this was more +obvious to him than the consideration that a daughter should be +merciful. Where was his religion if he understood mercy so +little, and where were his talent and his courage if he were so +miserably afraid of trumpery social penalties? Rose’s +heart sank when she reflected that a man supposed to be +first-rate hadn’t guessed that rather than not do what she +could for her mother she would give up all the Engineers in the +world. She became aware that she probably would have been +moved to place her hand in his on the spot if he had come to her +saying “Your idea is the right one; put it through at every +cost.” She couldn’t discuss this with him, +though he impressed her as having too much at stake for her to +treat him with mere disdain. She sickened at the revelation +that a gentleman could see so much in mere vulgarities of +opinion, and though she uttered as few words as possible, +conversing only in sad smiles and headshakes and in intercepted +movements toward the door, she happened, in some unguarded lapse +from her reticence, to use the expression that she was +disappointed in him. He caught at it and, seeming to drop +his field-glass, pressed upon her with nearer, tenderer eyes.</p> +<p>“Can I be so happy as to believe, then, that you had +thought of me with some confidence, with some faith?”</p> +<p>“If you didn’t suppose so, what is the sense of +this visit?” Rose asked.</p> +<p>“One can be faithful without reciprocity,” said +the young man. “I regard you in a light which makes +me want to protect you even if I have nothing to gain by +it.”</p> +<p>“Yet you speak as if you thought you might keep me for +yourself.”</p> +<p>“For <i>yourself</i>. I don’t want you to +suffer.”</p> +<p>“Nor to suffer yourself by my doing so,” said +Rose, looking down.</p> +<p>“Ah, if you would only marry me next month!” he +broke out inconsequently.</p> +<p>“And give up going to mamma?” Rose waited to see +if he would say “What need that matter? Can’t +your mother come to us?” But he said nothing of the +sort; he only answered—</p> +<p>“She surely would be sorry to interfere with the +exercise of any other affection which I might have the bliss of +believing that you are now free, in however small a degree, to +entertain.”</p> +<p>Rose knew that her mother wouldn’t be sorry at all; but +she contented herself with rejoining, her hand on the door: +“Good-bye. I sha’n’t suffer. +I’m not afraid.”</p> +<p>“You don’t know how terrible, how cruel, the world +can be.”</p> +<p>“Yes, I do know. I know everything!”</p> +<p>The declaration sprang from her lips in a tone which made him +look at her as he had never looked before, as if he saw something +new in her face, as if he had never yet known her. He +hadn’t displeased her so much but that she would like to +give him that impression, and since she felt that she was doing +so she lingered an instant for the purpose. It enabled her +to see, further, that he turned red; then to become aware that a +carriage had stopped at the door. Captain Jay’s eyes, +from where he stood, fell upon this arrival, and the nature of +their glance made Rose step forward to look. Her mother sat +there, brilliant, conspicuous, in the eternal victoria, and the +footman was already sounding the knocker. It had been no +part of the arrangement that she should come to fetch her; it had +been out of the question—a stroke in such bad taste as +would have put Rose in the wrong. The girl had never +dreamed of it, but somehow, suddenly, perversely, she was glad of +it now; she even hoped that her grandmother and her aunt were +looking out upstairs.</p> +<p>“My mother has come for me. Good-bye,” she +repeated; but this time her visitor had got between her and the +door.</p> +<p>“Listen to me before you go. I will give you a +life’s devotion,” the young man pleaded. He +really barred the way.</p> +<p>She wondered whether her grandmother had told him that if her +flight were not prevented she would forfeit money. Then, +vividly, it came over her that this would be what he was occupied +with. “I shall never think of you—let me +go!” she cried, with passion.</p> +<p>Captain Jay opened the door, but Rose didn’t see his +face, and in a moment she was out of the house. Aunt Julia, +who was sure to have been hovering, had taken flight before the +profanity of the knock.</p> +<p>“Heavens, dear, where did you get your mourning?” +the lady in the victoria asked of her daughter as they drove +away.</p> +<h3>II.</h3> +<p><span class="smcap">Lady Maresfield</span> had given her boy a +push in his plump back and had said to him, “Go and speak +to her now; it’s your chance.” She had for a +long time wanted this scion to make himself audible to Rose +Tramore, but the opportunity was not easy to come by. The +case was complicated. Lady Maresfield had four daughters, +of whom only one was married. It so happened moreover that +this one, Mrs. Vaughan-Vesey, the only person in the world her +mother was afraid of, was the most to be reckoned with. The +Honourable Guy was in appearance all his mother’s child, +though he was really a simpler soul. He was large and pink; +large, that is, as to everything but the eyes, which were +diminishing points, and pink as to everything but the hair, which +was comparable, faintly, to the hue of the richer rose. He +had also, it must be conceded, very small neat teeth, which made +his smile look like a young lady’s. He had no wish to +resemble any such person, but he was perpetually smiling, and he +smiled more than ever as he approached Rose Tramore, who, looking +altogether, to his mind, as a pretty girl should, and wearing a +soft white opera-cloak over a softer black dress, leaned alone +against the wall of the vestibule at Covent Garden while, a few +paces off, an old gentleman engaged her mother in +conversation. Madame Patti had been singing, and they were +all waiting for their carriages. To their ears at present +came a vociferation of names and a rattle of wheels. The +air, through banging doors, entered in damp, warm gusts, heavy +with the stale, slightly sweet taste of the London season when +the London season is overripe and spoiling.</p> +<p>Guy Mangler had only three minutes to reëstablish an +interrupted acquaintance with our young lady. He reminded +her that he had danced with her the year before, and he mentioned +that he knew her brother. His mother had lately been to see +old Mrs. Tramore, but this he did not mention, not being aware of +it. That visit had produced, on Lady Maresfield’s +part, a private crisis, engendered ideas. One of them was +that the grandmother in Hill Street had really forgiven the +wilful girl much more than she admitted. Another was that +there would still be some money for Rose when the others should +come into theirs. Still another was that the others would +come into theirs at no distant date; the old lady was so visibly +going to pieces. There were several more besides, as for +instance that Rose had already fifteen hundred a year from her +father. The figure had been betrayed in Hill Street; it was +part of the proof of Mrs. Tramore’s decrepitude. Then +there was an equal amount that her mother had to dispose of and +on which the girl could absolutely count, though of course it +might involve much waiting, as the mother, a person of gross +insensibility, evidently wouldn’t die of +cold-shouldering. Equally definite, to do it justice, was +the conception that Rose was in truth remarkably good looking, +and that what she had undertaken to do showed, and would show +even should it fail, cleverness of the right sort. +Cleverness of the right sort was exactly the quality that Lady +Maresfield prefigured as indispensable in a young lady to whom +she should marry her second son, over whose own deficiencies she +flung the veil of a maternal theory that <i>his</i> cleverness +was of a sort that was wrong. Those who knew him less well +were content to wish that he might not conceal it for such a +scruple. This enumeration of his mother’s views does +not exhaust the list, and it was in obedience to one too profound +to be uttered even by the historian that, after a very brief +delay, she decided to move across the crowded lobby. Her +daughter Bessie was the only one with her; Maggie was dining with +the Vaughan-Veseys, and Fanny was not of an age. Mrs. +Tramore the younger showed only an admirable back—her face +was to her old gentleman—and Bessie had drifted to some +other people; so that it was comparatively easy for Lady +Maresfield to say to Rose, in a moment: “My dear child, are +you never coming to see us?”</p> +<p>“We shall be delighted to come if you’ll ask +us,” Rose smiled.</p> +<p>Lady Maresfield had been prepared for the plural number, and +she was a woman whom it took many plurals to disconcert. +“I’m sure Guy is longing for another dance with +you,” she rejoined, with the most unblinking +irrelevance.</p> +<p>“I’m afraid we’re not dancing again quite +yet,” said Rose, glancing at her mother’s exposed +shoulders, but speaking as if they were muffled in crape.</p> +<p>Lady Maresfield leaned her head on one side and seemed almost +wistful. “Not even at my sister’s ball? +She’s to have something next week. She’ll write +to you.”</p> +<p>Rose Tramore, on the spot, looking bright but vague, turned +three or four things over in her mind. She remembered that +the sister of her interlocutress was the proverbially rich Mrs. +Bray, a bankeress or a breweress or a builderess, who had so big +a house that she couldn’t fill it unless she opened her +doors, or her mouth, very wide. Rose had learnt more about +London society during these lonely months with her mother than +she had ever picked up in Hill Street. The younger Mrs. +Tramore was a mine of <i>commérages</i>, and she had no +need to go out to bring home the latest intelligence. At +any rate Mrs. Bray might serve as the end of a wedge. +“Oh, I dare say we might think of that,” Rose +said. “It would be very kind of your +sister.”</p> +<p>“Guy’ll think of it, won’t you, Guy?” +asked Lady Maresfield.</p> +<p>“Rather!” Guy responded, with an intonation as +fine as if he had learnt it at a music hall; while at the same +moment the name of his mother’s carriage was bawled through +the place. Mrs. Tramore had parted with her old gentleman; +she turned again to her daughter. Nothing occurred but what +always occurred, which was exactly this absence of +everything—a universal lapse. She didn’t exist, +even for a second, to any recognising eye. The people who +looked at her—of course there were plenty of +those—were only the people who didn’t exist for +hers. Lady Maresfield surged away on her son’s +arm.</p> +<p>It was this noble matron herself who wrote, the next day, +inclosing a card of invitation from Mrs. Bray and expressing the +hope that Rose would come and dine and let her ladyship take +her. She should have only one of her own girls; Gwendolen +Vesey was to take the other. Rose handed both the note and +the card in silence to her mother; the latter exhibited only the +name of Miss Tramore. “You had much better go, +dear,” her mother said; in answer to which Miss Tramore +slowly tore up the documents, looking with clear, meditative eyes +out of the window. Her mother always said “You had +better go”—there had been other incidents—and +Rose had never even once taken account of the observation. +She would make no first advances, only plenty of second ones, +and, condoning no discrimination, would treat no omission as +venial. She would keep all concessions till afterwards; +then she would make them one by one. Fighting society was +quite as hard as her grandmother had said it would be; but there +was a tension in it which made the dreariness vibrate—the +dreariness of such a winter as she had just passed. Her +companion had cried at the end of it, and she had cried all +through; only her tears had been private, while her +mother’s had fallen once for all, at luncheon on the bleak +Easter Monday—produced by the way a silent survey of the +deadly square brought home to her that every creature but +themselves was out of town and having tremendous fun. Rose +felt that it was useless to attempt to explain simply by her +mourning this severity of solitude; for if people didn’t go +to parties (at least a few didn’t) for six months after +their father died, this was the very time other people took for +coming to see them. It was not too much to say that during +this first winter of Rose’s period with her mother she had +no communication whatever with the world. It had the effect +of making her take to reading the new American books: she wanted +to see how girls got on by themselves. She had never read +so much before, and there was a legitimate indifference in it +when topics failed with her mother. They often failed after +the first days, and then, while she bent over instructive +volumes, this lady, dressed as if for an impending function, sat +on the sofa and watched her. Rose was not embarrassed by +such an appearance, for she could reflect that, a little before, +her companion had not even a girl who had taken refuge in queer +researches to look at. She was moreover used to her +mother’s attitude by this time. She had her own +description of it: it was the attitude of waiting for the +carriage. If they didn’t go out it was not that Mrs. +Tramore was not ready in time, and Rose had even an alarmed +prevision of their some day always arriving first. Mrs. +Tramore’s conversation at such moments was abrupt, +inconsequent and personal. She sat on the edge of sofas and +chairs and glanced occasionally at the fit of her gloves (she was +perpetually gloved, and the fit was a thing it was melancholy to +see wasted), as people do who are expecting guests to +dinner. Rose used almost to fancy herself at times a +perfunctory husband on the other side of the fire.</p> +<p>What she was not yet used to—there was still a charm in +it—was her mother’s extraordinary tact. During +the years they lived together they never had a discussion; a +circumstance all the more remarkable since if the girl had a +reason for sparing her companion (that of being sorry for her) +Mrs. Tramore had none for sparing her child. She only +showed in doing so a happy instinct—the happiest thing +about her. She took in perfection a course which +represented everything and covered everything; she utterly +abjured all authority. She testified to her abjuration in +hourly ingenious, touching ways. In this manner nothing had +to be talked over, which was a mercy all round. The tears +on Easter Monday were merely a nervous gust, to help show she was +not a Christmas doll from the Burlington Arcade; and there was no +lifting up of the repentant Magdalen, no uttered remorse for the +former abandonment of children. Of the way she could treat +her children her demeanour to this one was an example; it was an +uninterrupted appeal to her eldest daughter for direction. +She took the law from Rose in every circumstance, and if you had +noticed these ladies without knowing their history you would have +wondered what tie was fine enough to make maturity so respectful +to youth. No mother was ever so filial as Mrs. Tramore, and +there had never been such a difference of position between +sisters. Not that the elder one fawned, which would have +been fearful; she only renounced—whatever she had to +renounce. If the amount was not much she at any rate made +no scene over it. Her hand was so light that Rose said of +her secretly, in vague glances at the past, “No wonder +people liked her!” She never characterised the old +element of interference with her mother’s respectability +more definitely than as “people.” They were +people, it was true, for whom gentleness must have been +everything and who didn’t demand a variety of +interests. The desire to “go out” was the one +passion that even a closer acquaintance with her parent revealed +to Rose Tramore. She marvelled at its strength, in the +light of the poor lady’s history: there was comedy enough +in this unquenchable flame on the part of a woman who had known +such misery. She had drunk deep of every dishonour, but the +bitter cup had left her with a taste for lighted candles, for +squeezing up staircases and hooking herself to the human +elbow. Rose had a vision of the future years in which this +taste would grow with restored exercise—of her mother, in a +long-tailed dress, jogging on and on and on, jogging further and +further from her sins, through a century of the “Morning +Post” and down the fashionable avenue of time. She +herself would then be very old—she herself would be +dead. Mrs. Tramore would cover a span of life for which +such an allowance of sin was small. The girl could laugh +indeed now at that theory of her being dragged down. If one +thing were more present to her than another it was the very +desolation of their propriety. As she glanced at her +companion, it sometimes seemed to her that if she had been a bad +woman she would have been worse than that. There were +compensations for being “cut” which Mrs. Tramore too +much neglected.</p> +<p>The lonely old lady in Hill Street—Rose thought of her +that way now—was the one person to whom she was ready to +say that she would come to her on any terms. She wrote this +to her three times over, and she knocked still oftener at her +door. But the old lady answered no letters; if Rose had +remained in Hill Street it would have been her own function to +answer them; and at the door, the butler, whom the girl had known +for ten years, considered her, when he told her his mistress was +not at home, quite as he might have considered a young person who +had come about a place and of whose eligibility he took a +negative view. That was Rose’s one pang, that she +probably appeared rather heartless. Her aunt Julia had gone +to Florence with Edith for the winter, on purpose to make her +appear more so; for Miss Tramore was still the person most +scandalised by her secession. Edith and she, doubtless, +often talked over in Florence the destitution of the aged victim +in Hill Street. Eric never came to see his sister, because, +being full both of family and of personal feeling, he thought she +really ought to have stayed with his grandmother. If she +had had such an appurtenance all to herself she might have done +what she liked with it; but he couldn’t forgive such a want +of consideration for anything of his. There were moments +when Rose would have been ready to take her hand from the plough +and insist upon reintegration, if only the fierce voice of the +old house had allowed people to look her up. But she read, +ever so clearly, that her grandmother had made this a question of +loyalty to seventy years of virtue. Mrs. Tramore’s +forlornness didn’t prevent her drawing-room from being a +very public place, in which Rose could hear certain words +reverberate: “Leave her alone; it’s the only way to +see how long she’ll hold out.” The old +woman’s visitors were people who didn’t wish to +quarrel, and the girl was conscious that if they had not let her +alone—that is if they had come to her from her +grandmother—she might perhaps not have held out. She +had no friends quite of her own; she had not been brought up to +have them, and it would not have been easy in a house which two +such persons as her father and his mother divided between +them. Her father disapproved of crude intimacies, and all +the intimacies of youth were crude. He had married at +five-and-twenty and could testify to such a truth. Rose +felt that she shared even Captain Jay with her grandmother; she +had seen what <i>he</i> was worth. Moreover, she had spoken +to him at that last moment in Hill Street in a way which, taken +with her former refusal, made it impossible that he should come +near her again. She hoped he went to see his protectress: +he could be a kind of substitute and administer comfort.</p> +<p>It so happened, however, that the day after she threw Lady +Maresfield’s invitation into the wastepaper basket she +received a visit from a certain Mrs. Donovan, whom she had +occasionally seen in Hill Street. She vaguely knew this +lady for a busybody, but she was in a situation which even +busybodies might alleviate. Mrs. Donovan was poor, but +honest—so scrupulously honest that she was perpetually +returning visits she had never received. She was always +clad in weather-beaten sealskin, and had an odd air of being +prepared for the worst, which was borne out by her denying that +she was Irish. She was of the English Donovans.</p> +<p>“Dear child, won’t you go out with me?” she +asked.</p> +<p>Rose looked at her a moment and then rang the bell. She +spoke of something else, without answering the question, and when +the servant came she said: “Please tell Mrs. Tramore that +Mrs. Donovan has come to see her.”</p> +<p>“Oh, that’ll be delightful; only you mustn’t +tell your grandmother!” the visitor exclaimed.</p> +<p>“Tell her what?”</p> +<p>“That I come to see your mamma.”</p> +<p>“You don’t,” said Rose.</p> +<p>“Sure I hoped you’d introduce me!” cried +Mrs. Donovan, compromising herself in her embarrassment.</p> +<p>“It’s not necessary; you knew her once.”</p> +<p>“Indeed and I’ve known every one once,” the +visitor confessed.</p> +<p>Mrs. Tramore, when she came in, was charming and exactly +right; she greeted Mrs. Donovan as if she had met her the week +before last, giving her daughter such a new illustration of her +tact that Rose again had the idea that it was no wonder +“people” had liked her. The girl grudged Mrs. +Donovan so fresh a morsel as a description of her mother at home, +rejoicing that she would be inconvenienced by having to keep the +story out of Hill Street. Her mother went away before Mrs. +Donovan departed, and Rose was touched by guessing her +reason—the thought that since even this circuitous +personage had been moved to come, the two might, if left +together, invent some remedy. Rose waited to see what Mrs. +Donovan had in fact invented.</p> +<p>“You won’t come out with me then?”</p> +<p>“Come out with you?”</p> +<p>“My daughters are married. You know I’m a +lone woman. It would be an immense pleasure to me to have +so charming a creature as yourself to present to the +world.”</p> +<p>“I go out with my mother,” said Rose, after a +moment.</p> +<p>“Yes, but sometimes when she’s not +inclined?”</p> +<p>“She goes everywhere she wants to go,” Rose +continued, uttering the biggest fib of her life and only +regretting it should be wasted on Mrs. Donovan.</p> +<p>“Ah, but do you go everywhere <i>you</i> want?” +the lady asked sociably.</p> +<p>“One goes even to places one hates. Every one does +that.”</p> +<p>“Oh, what I go through!” this social martyr +cried. Then she laid a persuasive hand on the girl’s +arm. “Let me show you at a few places first, and then +we’ll see. I’ll bring them all here.”</p> +<p>“I don’t think I understand you,” replied +Rose, though in Mrs. Donovan’s words she perfectly saw her +own theory of the case reflected. For a quarter of a minute +she asked herself whether she might not, after all, do so much +evil that good might come. Mrs. Donovan would take her out +the next day, and be thankful enough to annex such an attraction +as a pretty girl. Various consequences would ensue and the +long delay would be shortened; her mother’s drawing-room +would resound with the clatter of teacups.</p> +<p>“Mrs. Bray’s having some big thing next week; come +with me there and I’ll show you what I mane,” Mrs. +Donovan pleaded.</p> +<p>“I see what you mane,” Rose answered, brushing +away her temptation and getting up. “I’m much +obliged to you.”</p> +<p>“You know you’re wrong, my dear,” said her +interlocutress, with angry little eyes.</p> +<p>“I’m not going to Mrs. Bray’s.”</p> +<p>“I’ll get you a kyard; it’ll only cost me a +penny stamp.”</p> +<p>“I’ve got one,” said the girl, smiling.</p> +<p>“Do you mean a penny stamp?” Mrs. Donovan, +especially at departure, always observed all the forms of +amity. “You can’t do it alone, my +darling,” she declared.</p> +<p>“Shall they call you a cab?” Rose asked.</p> +<p>“I’ll pick one up. I choose my horse. +You know you require your start,” her visitor went on.</p> +<p>“Excuse my mother,” was Rose’s only +reply.</p> +<p>“Don’t mention it. Come to me when you need +me. You’ll find me in the Red Book.”</p> +<p>“It’s awfully kind of you.”</p> +<p>Mrs. Donovan lingered a moment on the threshold. +“Who will you <i>have</i> now, my child?” she +appealed.</p> +<p>“I won’t have any one!” Rose turned +away, blushing for her. “She came on +speculation,” she said afterwards to Mrs. Tramore.</p> +<p>Her mother looked at her a moment in silence. “You +can do it if you like, you know.”</p> +<p>Rose made no direct answer to this observation; she remarked +instead: “See what our quiet life allows us to +escape.”</p> +<p>“We don’t escape it. She has been here an +hour.”</p> +<p>“Once in twenty years! We might meet her three +times a day.”</p> +<p>“Oh, I’d take her with the rest!” sighed +Mrs. Tramore; while her daughter recognised that what her +companion wanted to do was just what Mrs. Donovan was +doing. Mrs. Donovan’s life was her ideal.</p> +<p>On a Sunday, ten days later, Rose went to see one of her old +governesses, of whom she had lost sight for some time and who had +written to her that she was in London, unoccupied and ill. +This was just the sort of relation into which she could throw +herself now with inordinate zeal; the idea of it, however, not +preventing a foretaste of the queer expression in the excellent +lady’s face when she should mention with whom she was +living. While she smiled at this picture she threw in +another joke, asking herself if Miss Hack could be held in any +degree to constitute the nucleus of a circle. She would +come to see her, in any event—come the more the further she +was dragged down. Sunday was always a difficult day with +the two ladies—the afternoons made it so apparent that they +were not frequented. Her mother, it is true, was comprised +in the habits of two or three old gentlemen—she had for a +long time avoided male friends of less than seventy—who +disliked each other enough to make the room, when they were there +at once, crack with pressure. Rose sat for a long time with +Miss Hack, doing conscientious justice to the conception that +there could be troubles in the world worse than her own; and when +she came back her mother was alone, but with a story to tell of a +long visit from Mr. Guy Mangler, who had waited and waited for +her return. “He’s in love with you; he’s +coming again on Tuesday,” Mrs. Tramore announced.</p> +<p>“Did he say so?”</p> +<p>“That he’s coming back on Tuesday?”</p> +<p>“No, that he’s in love with me.”</p> +<p>“He didn’t need, when he stayed two +hours.”</p> +<p>“With you? It’s you he’s in love with, +mamma!”</p> +<p>“That will do as well,” laughed Mrs. +Tramore. “For all the use we shall make of +him!” she added in a moment.</p> +<p>“We shall make great use of him. His mother sent +him.”</p> +<p>“Oh, she’ll never come!”</p> +<p>“Then <i>he</i> sha’n’t,” said +Rose. Yet he was admitted on the Tuesday, and after she had +given him his tea Mrs. Tramore left the young people alone. +Rose wished she hadn’t—she herself had another +view. At any rate she disliked her mother’s view, +which she had easily guessed. Mr. Mangler did nothing but +say how charming he thought his hostess of the Sunday, and what a +tremendously jolly visit he had had. He didn’t remark +in so many words “I had no idea your mother was such a good +sort”; but this was the spirit of his simple +discourse. Rose liked it at first—a little of it +gratified her; then she thought there was too much of it for good +taste. She had to reflect that one does what one can and +that Mr. Mangler probably thought he was delicate. He +wished to convey that he desired to make up to her for the +injustice of society. Why shouldn’t her mother +receive gracefully, she asked (not audibly) and who had ever said +she didn’t? Mr. Mangler had a great deal to say about +the disappointment of his own parent over Miss Tramore’s +not having come to dine with them the night of his aunt’s +ball.</p> +<p>“Lady Maresfield knows why I didn’t come,” +Rose answered at last.</p> +<p>“Ah, now, but <i>I</i> don’t, you know; +can’t you tell <i>me</i>?” asked the young man.</p> +<p>“It doesn’t matter, if your mother’s clear +about it.”</p> +<p>“Oh, but why make such an awful mystery of it, when +I’m dying to know?”</p> +<p>He talked about this, he chaffed her about it for the rest of +his visit: he had at last found a topic after his own +heart. If her mother considered that he might be the emblem +of their redemption he was an engine of the most primitive +construction. He stayed and stayed; he struck Rose as on +the point of bringing out something for which he had not quite, +as he would have said, the cheek. Sometimes she thought he +was going to begin: “By the way, my mother told me to +propose to you.” At other moments he seemed charged +with the admission: “I say, of course I really know what +you’re trying to do for her,” nodding at the door: +“therefore hadn’t we better speak of it frankly, so +that I can help you with my mother, and more particularly with my +sister Gwendolen, who’s the difficult one? The fact +is, you see, they won’t do anything for nothing. If +you’ll accept me they’ll call, but they won’t +call without something ‘down.’” Mr. +Mangler departed without their speaking frankly, and Rose Tramore +had a hot hour during which she almost entertained, vindictively, +the project of “accepting” the limpid youth until +after she should have got her mother into circulation. The +cream of the vision was that she might break with him +later. She could read that this was what her mother would +have liked, but the next time he came the door was closed to him, +and the next and the next.</p> +<p>In August there was nothing to do but to go abroad, with the +sense on Rose’s part that the battle was still all to +fight; for a round of country visits was not in prospect, and +English watering-places constituted one of the few subjects on +which the girl had heard her mother express herself with +disgust. Continental autumns had been indeed for years, one +of the various forms of Mrs. Tramore’s atonement, but Rose +could only infer that such fruit as they had borne was +bitter. The stony stare of Belgravia could be practised at +Homburg; and somehow it was inveterately only gentlemen who sat +next to her at the <i>table d’hôte</i> at +Cadenabbia. Gentlemen had never been of any use to Mrs. +Tramore for getting back into society; they had only helped her +effectually to get out of it. She once dropped, to her +daughter, in a moralising mood, the remark that it was +astonishing how many of them one could know without its doing one +any good. Fifty of them—even very clever +ones—represented a value inferior to that of one stupid +woman. Rose wondered at the offhand way in which her mother +could talk of fifty clever men; it seemed to her that the whole +world couldn’t contain such a number. She had a +sombre sense that mankind must be dull and mean. These +cogitations took place in a cold hotel, in an eternal Swiss rain, +and they had a flat echo in the transalpine valleys, as the +lonely ladies went vaguely down to the Italian lakes and +cities. Rose guided their course, at moments, with a kind +of aimless ferocity; she moved abruptly, feeling vulgar and +hating their life, though destitute of any definite vision of +another life that would have been open to her. She had set +herself a task and she clung to it; but she appeared to herself +despicably idle. She had succeeded in not going to Homburg +waters, where London was trying to wash away some of its stains; +that would be too staring an advertisement of their +situation. The main difference in situations to her now was +the difference of being more or less pitied, at the best an +intolerable danger; so that the places she preferred were the +unsuspicious ones. She wanted to triumph with contempt, not +with submission.</p> +<p>One morning in September, coming with her mother out of the +marble church at Milan, she perceived that a gentleman who had +just passed her on his way into the cathedral and whose face she +had not noticed, had quickly raised his hat, with a suppressed +ejaculation. She involuntarily glanced back; the gentleman +had paused, again uncovering, and Captain Jay stood saluting her +in the Italian sunshine. “Oh, good-morning!” +she said, and walked on, pursuing her course; her mother was a +little in front. She overtook her in a moment, with an +unreasonable sense, like a gust of cold air, that men were worse +than ever, for Captain Jay had apparently moved into the +church. Her mother turned as they met, and suddenly, as she +looked back, an expression of peculiar sweetness came into this +lady’s eyes. It made Rose’s take the same +direction and rest a second time on Captain Jay, who was planted +just where he had stood a minute before. He immediately +came forward, asking Rose with great gravity if he might speak to +her a moment, while Mrs. Tramore went her way again. He had +the expression of a man who wished to say something very +important; yet his next words were simple enough and consisted of +the remark that he had not seen her for a year.</p> +<p>“Is it really so much as that?” asked Rose.</p> +<p>“Very nearly. I would have looked you up, but in +the first place I have been very little in London, and in the +second I believed it wouldn’t have done any +good.”</p> +<p>“You should have put that first,” said the +girl. “It wouldn’t have done any +good.”</p> +<p>He was silent over this a moment, in his customary deciphering +way; but the view he took of it did not prevent him from +inquiring, as she slowly followed her mother, if he +mightn’t walk with her now. She answered with a laugh +that it wouldn’t do any good but that he might do as he +liked. He replied without the slightest manifestation of +levity that it would do more good than if he didn’t, and +they strolled together, with Mrs. Tramore well before them, +across the big, amusing piazza, where the front of the cathedral +makes a sort of builded light. He asked a question or two +and he explained his own presence: having a month’s +holiday, the first clear time for several years, he had just +popped over the Alps. He inquired if Rose had recent news +of the old lady in Hill Street, and it was the only tortuous +thing she had ever heard him say.</p> +<p>“I have had no communication of any kind from her since +I parted with you under her roof. Hasn’t she +mentioned that?” said Rose.</p> +<p>“I haven’t seen her.”</p> +<p>“I thought you were such great friends.”</p> +<p>Bertram Jay hesitated a moment. “Well, not so much +now.”</p> +<p>“What has she done to you?” Rose demanded.</p> +<p>He fidgeted a little, as if he were thinking of something that +made him unconscious of her question; then, with mild violence, +he brought out the inquiry: “Miss Tramore, are you +happy?”</p> +<p>She was startled by the words, for she on her side had been +reflecting—reflecting that he had broken with her +grandmother and that this pointed to a reason. It suggested +at least that he wouldn’t now be so much like a mouthpiece +for that cold ancestral tone. She turned off his +question—said it never was a fair one, as you gave yourself +away however you answered it. When he repeated “You +give yourself away?” as if he didn’t understand, she +remembered that he had not read the funny American books. +This brought them to a silence, for she had enlightened him only +by another laugh, and he was evidently preparing another +question, which he wished carefully to disconnect from the +former. Presently, just as they were coming near Mrs. +Tramore, it arrived in the words “Is this lady your +mother?” On Rose’s assenting, with the addition +that she was travelling with her, he said: “Will you be so +kind as to introduce me to her?” They were so close +to Mrs. Tramore that she probably heard, but she floated away +with a single stroke of her paddle and an inattentive poise of +her head. It was a striking exhibition of the famous tact, +for Rose delayed to answer, which was exactly what might have +made her mother wish to turn; and indeed when at last the girl +spoke she only said to her companion: “Why do you ask me +that?”</p> +<p>“Because I desire the pleasure of making her +acquaintance.”</p> +<p>Rose had stopped, and in the middle of the square they stood +looking at each other. “Do you remember what you said +to me the last time I saw you?”</p> +<p>“Oh, don’t speak of that!”</p> +<p>“It’s better to speak of it now than to speak of +it later.”</p> +<p>Bertram Jay looked round him, as if to see whether any one +would hear; but the bright foreignness gave him a sense of +safety, and he unexpectedly exclaimed: “Miss Tramore, I +love you more than ever!”</p> +<p>“Then you ought to have come to see us,” declared +the girl, quickly walking on.</p> +<p>“You treated me the last time as if I were positively +offensive to you.”</p> +<p>“So I did, but you know my reason.”</p> +<p>“Because I protested against the course you were +taking? I did, I did!” the young man rang out, as if +he still, a little, stuck to that.</p> +<p>His tone made Rose say gaily: “Perhaps you do so +yet?”</p> +<p>“I can’t tell till I’ve seen more of your +circumstances,” he replied with eminent honesty.</p> +<p>The girl stared; her light laugh filled the air. +“And it’s in order to see more of them and judge that +you wish to make my mother’s acquaintance?”</p> +<p>He coloured at this and he evaded; then he broke out with a +confused “Miss Tramore, let me stay with you a +little!” which made her stop again.</p> +<p>“Your company will do us great honour, but there must be +a rigid condition attached to our acceptance of it.”</p> +<p>“Kindly mention it,” said Captain Jay, staring at +the façade of the cathedral.</p> +<p>“You don’t take us on trial.”</p> +<p>“On trial?”</p> +<p>“You don’t make an observation to me—not a +single one, ever, ever!—on the matter that, in Hill Street, +we had our last words about.”</p> +<p>Captain Jay appeared to be counting the thousand pinnacles of +the church. “I think you really must be right,” +he remarked at last.</p> +<p>“There you are!” cried Rose Tramore, and walked +rapidly away.</p> +<p>He caught up with her, he laid his hand upon her arm to stay +her. “If you’re going to Venice, let me go to +Venice with you!”</p> +<p>“You don’t even understand my +condition.”</p> +<p>“I’m sure you’re right, then: you must be +right about everything.”</p> +<p>“That’s not in the least true, and I don’t +care a fig whether you’re sure or not. Please let me +go.”</p> +<p>He had barred her way, he kept her longer. +“I’ll go and speak to your mother myself!”</p> +<p>Even in the midst of another emotion she was amused at the air +of audacity accompanying this declaration. Poor Captain Jay +might have been on the point of marching up to a battery. +She looked at him a moment; then she said: “You’ll be +disappointed!”</p> +<p>“Disappointed?”</p> +<p>“She’s much more proper than grandmamma, because +she’s much more amiable.”</p> +<p>“Dear Miss Tramore—dear Miss Tramore!” the +young man murmured helplessly.</p> +<p>“You’ll see for yourself. Only there’s +another condition,” Rose went on.</p> +<p>“Another?” he cried, with discouragement and +alarm.</p> +<p>“You must understand thoroughly, before you throw in +your lot with us even for a few days, what our position really +is.”</p> +<p>“Is it very bad?” asked Bertram Jay artlessly.</p> +<p>“No one has anything to do with us, no one speaks to us, +no one looks at us.”</p> +<p>“Really?” stared the young man.</p> +<p>“We’ve no social existence, we’re utterly +despised.”</p> +<p>“Oh, Miss Tramore!” Captain Jay interposed. +He added quickly, vaguely, and with a want of presence of mind of +which he as quickly felt ashamed: “Do none of your +family—?” The question collapsed; the brilliant +girl was looking at him.</p> +<p>“We’re extraordinarily happy,” she threw +out.</p> +<p>“Now that’s all I wanted to know!” he +exclaimed, with a kind of exaggerated cheery reproach, walking on +with her briskly to overtake her mother.</p> +<p>He was not dining at their inn, but he insisted on coming that +evening to their <i>table d’hôte</i>. He sat +next Mrs. Tramore, and in the evening he accompanied them +gallantly to the opera, at a third-rate theatre where they were +almost the only ladies in the boxes. The next day they went +together by rail to the Charterhouse of Pavia, and while he +strolled with the girl, as they waited for the homeward train, he +said to her candidly: “Your mother’s remarkably +pretty.” She remembered the words and the feeling +they gave her: they were the first note of new era. The +feeling was somewhat that of an anxious, gratified matron who has +“presented” her child and is thinking of the +matrimonial market. Men might be of no use, as Mrs. Tramore +said, yet it was from this moment Rose dated the rosy dawn of her +confidence that her <i>protégée</i> would go off; +and when later, in crowded assemblies, the phrase, or something +like it behind a hat or a fan, fell repeatedly on her anxious +ear, “Your mother <i>is</i> in beauty!” or +“I’ve never seen her look better!” she had a +faint vision of the yellow sunshine and the afternoon shadows on +the dusty Italian platform.</p> +<p>Mrs. Tramore’s behaviour at this period was a revelation +of her native understanding of delicate situations. She +needed no account of this one from her daughter—it was one +of the things for which she had a scent; and there was a kind of +loyalty to the rules of a game in the silent sweetness with which +she smoothed the path of Bertram Jay. It was clear that she +was in her element in fostering the exercise of the affections, +and if she ever spoke without thinking twice it is probable that +she would have exclaimed, with some gaiety, “Oh, I know all +about <i>love</i>!” Rose could see that she thought +their companion would be a help, in spite of his being no +dispenser of patronage. The key to the gates of fashion had +not been placed in his hand, and no one had ever heard of the +ladies of his family, who lived in some vague hollow of the +Yorkshire moors; but none the less he might administer a muscular +push. Yes indeed, men in general were broken reeds, but +Captain Jay was peculiarly representative. Respectability +was the woman’s maximum, as honour was the man’s, but +this distinguished young soldier inspired more than one kind of +confidence. Rose had a great deal of attention for the use +to which his respectability was put; and there mingled with this +attention some amusement and much compassion. She saw that +after a couple of days he decidedly liked her mother, and that he +was yet not in the least aware of it. He took for granted +that he believed in her but little; notwithstanding which he +would have trusted her with anything except Rose herself. +His trusting her with Rose would come very soon. He never +spoke to her daughter about her qualities of character, but two +or three of them (and indeed these were all the poor lady had, +and they made the best show) were what he had in mind in praising +her appearance. When he remarked: “What attention +Mrs. Tramore seems to attract everywhere!” he meant: +“What a beautifully simple nature it is!” and when he +said: “There’s something extraordinarily harmonious +in the colours she wears,” it signified: “Upon my +word, I never saw such a sweet temper in my life!” +She lost one of her boxes at Verona, and made the prettiest joke +of it to Captain Jay. When Rose saw this she said to +herself, “Next season we shall have only to +choose.” Rose knew what was in the box.</p> +<p>By the time they reached Venice (they had stopped at half a +dozen little old romantic cities in the most frolicsome +æsthetic way) she liked their companion better than she had +ever liked him before. She did him the justice to recognise +that if he was not quite honest with himself he was at least +wholly honest with <i>her</i>. She reckoned up everything +he had been since he joined them, and put upon it all an +interpretation so favourable to his devotion that, catching +herself in the act of glossing over one or two episodes that had +not struck her at the time as disinterested she exclaimed, +beneath her breath, “Look out—you’re falling in +love!” But if he liked correctness wasn’t he +quite right? Could any one possibly like it more than +<i>she</i> did? And if he had protested against her +throwing in her lot with her mother, this was not because of the +benefit conferred but because of the injury received. He +exaggerated that injury, but this was the privilege of a lover +perfectly willing to be selfish on behalf of his mistress. +He might have wanted her grandmother’s money for her, but +if he had given her up on first discovering that she was throwing +away her chance of it (oh, this was <i>her</i> doing too!) he had +given up her grandmother as much: not keeping well with the old +woman, as some men would have done; not waiting to see how the +perverse experiment would turn out and appeasing her, if it +should promise tolerably, with a view to future operations. +He had had a simple-minded, evangelical, lurid view of what the +girl he loved would find herself in for. She could see this +now—she could see it from his present bewilderment and +mystification, and she liked him and pitied him, with the kindest +smile, for the original <i>naïveté</i> as well as for +the actual meekness. No wonder he hadn’t known what +she was in for, since he now didn’t even know what he was +in for himself. Were there not moments when he thought his +companions almost unnaturally good, almost suspiciously +safe? He had lost all power to verify that sketch of their +isolation and <i>déclassement</i> to which she had treated +him on the great square at Milan. The last thing he noticed +was that they were neglected, and he had never, for himself, had +such an impression of society.</p> +<p>It could scarcely be enhanced even by the apparition of a +large, fair, hot, red-haired young man, carrying a lady’s +fan in his hand, who suddenly stood before their little party as, +on the third evening after their arrival in Venice, it partook of +ices at one of the tables before the celebrated Café +Florian. The lamplit Venetian dusk appeared to have +revealed them to this gentleman as he sat with other friends at a +neighbouring table, and he had sprung up, with unsophisticated +glee, to shake hands with Mrs. Tramore and her daughter. +Rose recalled him to her mother, who looked at first as though +she didn’t remember him but presently bestowed a +sufficiently gracious smile on Mr. Guy Mangler. He gave +with youthful candour the history of his movements and indicated +the whereabouts of his family: he was with his mother and +sisters; they had met the Bob Veseys, who had taken Lord +Whiteroy’s yacht and were going to Constantinople. +His mother and the girls, poor things, were at the Grand Hotel, +but he was on the yacht with the Veseys, where they had Lord +Whiteroy’s cook. Wasn’t the food in Venice +filthy, and wouldn’t they come and look at the yacht? +She wasn’t very fast, but she was awfully jolly. His +mother might have come if she would, but she wouldn’t at +first, and now, when she wanted to, there were other people, who +naturally wouldn’t turn out for her. Mr. Mangler sat +down; he alluded with artless resentment to the way, in July, the +door of his friends had been closed to him. He was going to +Constantinople, but he didn’t care—if <i>they</i> +were going anywhere; meanwhile his mother hoped awfully they +would look her up.</p> +<p>Lady Maresfield, if she had given her son any such message, +which Rose disbelieved, entertained her hope in a manner +compatible with her sitting for half an hour, surrounded by her +little retinue, without glancing in the direction of Mrs. +Tramore. The girl, however, was aware that this was not a +good enough instance of their humiliation; inasmuch as it was +rather she who, on the occasion of their last contact, had held +off from Lady Maresfield. She was a little ashamed now of +not having answered the note in which this affable personage +ignored her mother. She couldn’t help perceiving +indeed a dim movement on the part of some of the other members of +the group; she made out an attitude of observation in the +high-plumed head of Mrs. Vaughan-Vesey. Mrs. Vesey, +perhaps, might have been looking at Captain Jay, for as this +gentleman walked back to the hotel with our young lady (they were +at the “Britannia,” and young Mangler, who clung to +them, went in front with Mrs. Tramore) he revealed to Rose that +he had some acquaintance with Lady Maresfield’s eldest +daughter, though he didn’t know and didn’t +particularly want to know, her ladyship. He expressed +himself with more acerbity than she had ever heard him use +(Christian charity so generally governed his speech) about the +young donkey who had been prattling to them. They separated +at the door of the hotel. Mrs. Tramore had got rid of Mr. +Mangler, and Bertram Jay was in other quarters.</p> +<p>“If you know Mrs. Vesey, why didn’t you go and +speak to her? I’m sure she saw you,” Rose +said.</p> +<p>Captain Jay replied even more circumspectly than usual. +“Because I didn’t want to leave you.”</p> +<p>“Well, you can go now; you’re free,” Rose +rejoined.</p> +<p>“Thank you. I shall never go again.”</p> +<p>“That won’t be civil,” said Rose.</p> +<p>“I don’t care to be civil. I don’t +like her.”</p> +<p>“Why don’t you like her?”</p> +<p>“You ask too many questions.”</p> +<p>“I know I do,” the girl acknowledged.</p> +<p>Captain Jay had already shaken hands with her, but at this he +put out his hand again. “She’s too +worldly,” he murmured, while he held Rose Tramore’s a +moment.</p> +<p>“Ah, you dear!” Rose exclaimed almost audibly as, +with her mother, she turned away.</p> +<p>The next morning, upon the Grand Canal, the gondola of our +three friends encountered a stately barge which, though it +contained several persons, seemed pervaded mainly by one majestic +presence. During the instant the gondolas were passing each +other it was impossible either for Rose Tramore or for her +companions not to become conscious that this distinguished +identity had markedly inclined itself—a circumstance +commemorated the next moment, almost within earshot of the other +boat, by the most spontaneous cry that had issued for many a day +from the lips of Mrs. Tramore. “Fancy, my dear, Lady +Maresfield has bowed to us!”</p> +<p>“We ought to have returned it,” Rose answered; but +she looked at Bertram Jay, who was opposite to her. He +blushed, and she blushed, and during this moment was born a +deeper understanding than had yet existed between these +associated spirits. It had something to do with their going +together that afternoon, without her mother, to look at certain +out-of-the-way pictures as to which Ruskin had inspired her with +a desire to see sincerely. Mrs. Tramore expressed the wish +to stay at home, and the motive of this wish—a finer shade +than any that even Ruskin had ever found a phrase for—was +not translated into misrepresenting words by either the mother or +the daughter. At San Giovanni in Bragora the girl and her +companion came upon Mrs. Vaughan-Vesey, who, with one of her +sisters, was also endeavouring to do the earnest thing. She +did it to Rose, she did it to Captain Jay, as well as to +Gianbellini; she was a handsome, long-necked, aquiline person, of +a different type from the rest of her family, and she did it +remarkably well. She secured our friends—it was her +own expression—for luncheon, on the morrow, on the yacht, +and she made it public to Rose that she would come that afternoon +to invite her mother. When the girl returned to the hotel, +Mrs. Tramore mentioned, before Captain Jay, who had come up to +their sitting-room, that Lady Maresfield had called. +“She stayed a long time—at least it seemed +long!” laughed Mrs. Tramore.</p> +<p>The poor lady could laugh freely now; yet there was some +grimness in a colloquy that she had with her daughter after +Bertram Jay had departed. Before this happened Mrs. +Vesey’s card, scrawled over in pencil and referring to the +morrow’s luncheon, was brought up to Mrs. Tramore.</p> +<p>“They mean it all as a bribe,” said the principal +recipient of these civilities.</p> +<p>“As a bribe?” Rose repeated.</p> +<p>“She wants to marry you to that boy; they’ve seen +Captain Jay and they’re frightened.”</p> +<p>“Well, dear mamma, I can’t take Mr. Mangler for a +husband.”</p> +<p>“Of course not. But oughtn’t we to go to the +luncheon?”</p> +<p>“Certainly we’ll go to the luncheon,” Rose +said; and when the affair took place, on the morrow, she could +feel for the first time that she was taking her mother out. +This appearance was somehow brought home to every one else, and +it was really the agent of her success. For it is of the +essence of this simple history that, in the first place, that +success dated from Mrs. Vesey’s Venetian +<i>déjeuner</i>, and in the second reposed, by a subtle +social logic, on the very anomaly that had made it dubious. +There is always a chance in things, and Rose Tramore’s +chance was in the fact that Gwendolen Vesey was, as some one had +said, awfully modern, an immense improvement on the exploded +science of her mother, and capable of seeing what a +“draw” there would be in the comedy, if properly +brought out, of the reversed positions of Mrs. Tramore and Mrs. +Tramore’s diplomatic daughter. With a first-rate +managerial eye she perceived that people would flock into any +room—and all the more into one of hers—to see Rose +bring in her dreadful mother. She treated the cream of +English society to this thrilling spectacle later in the autumn, +when she once more “secured” both the performers for +a week at Brimble. It made a hit on the spot, the very +first evening—the girl was felt to play her part so +well. The rumour of the performance spread; every one +wanted to see it. It was an entertainment of which, that +winter in the country, and the next season in town, persons of +taste desired to give their friends the freshness. The +thing was to make the Tramores come late, after every one had +arrived. They were engaged for a fixed hour, like the +American imitator and the Patagonian contralto. Mrs. Vesey +had been the first to say the girl was awfully original, but that +became the general view.</p> +<p>Gwendolen Vesey had with her mother one of the few quarrels in +which Lady Maresfield had really stood up to such an antagonist +(the elder woman had to recognise in general in whose veins it +was that the blood of the Manglers flowed) on account of this +very circumstance of her attaching more importance to Miss +Tramore’s originality (“Her originality be +hanged!” her ladyship had gone so far as unintelligently to +exclaim) than to the prospects of the unfortunate Guy. Mrs. +Vesey actually lost sight of these pressing problems in her +admiration of the way the mother and the daughter, or rather the +daughter and the mother (it was slightly confusing) +“drew.” It was Lady Maresfield’s version +of the case that the brazen girl (she was shockingly coarse) had +treated poor Guy abominably. At any rate it was made known, +just after Easter, that Miss Tramore was to be married to Captain +Jay. The marriage was not to take place till the summer; +but Rose felt that before this the field would practically be +won. There had been some bad moments, there had been +several warm corners and a certain number of cold shoulders and +closed doors and stony stares; but the breach was effectually +made—the rest was only a question of time. Mrs. +Tramore could be trusted to keep what she had gained, and it was +the dowagers, the old dragons with prominent fangs and glittering +scales, whom the trick had already mainly caught. By this +time there were several houses into which the liberated lady had +crept alone. Her daughter had been expected with her, but +they couldn’t turn her out because the girl had stayed +behind, and she was fast acquiring a new identity, that of a +parental connection with the heroine of such a romantic +story. She was at least the next best thing to her +daughter, and Rose foresaw the day when she would be valued +principally as a memento of one of the prettiest episodes in the +annals of London. At a big official party, in June, Rose +had the joy of introducing Eric to his mother. She was a +little sorry it was an official party—there were some other +such queer people there; but Eric called, observing the shade, +the next day but one.</p> +<p>No observer, probably, would have been acute enough to fix +exactly the moment at which the girl ceased to take out her +mother and began to be taken out by her. A later phase was +more distinguishable—that at which Rose forbore to inflict +on her companion a duality that might become oppressive. +She began to economise her force, she went only when the +particular effect was required. Her marriage was delayed by +the period of mourning consequent upon the death of her +grandmother, who, the younger Mrs. Tramore averred, was killed by +the rumour of her own new birth. She was the only one of +the dragons who had not been tamed. Julia Tramore knew the +truth about this—she was determined such things should not +kill <i>her</i>. She would live to do something—she +hardly knew what. The provisions of her mother’s will +were published in the “Illustrated News”; from which +it appeared that everything that was not to go to Eric and to +Julia was to go to the fortunate Edith. Miss Tramore makes +no secret of her own intentions as regards this favourite.</p> +<p>Edith is not pretty, but Lady Maresfield is waiting for her; +she is determined Gwendolen Vesey shall not get hold of +her. Mrs. Vesey however takes no interest in her at +all. She is whimsical, as befits a woman of her fashion; +but there are two persons she is still very fond of, the +delightful Bertram Jays. The fondness of this pair, it must +be added, is not wholly expended in return. They are +extremely united, but their life is more domestic than might have +been expected from the preliminary signs. It owes a portion +of its concentration to the fact that Mrs. Tramore has now so +many places to go to that she has almost no time to come to her +daughter’s. She is, under her son-in-law’s +roof, a brilliant but a rare apparition, and the other day he +remarked upon the circumstance to his wife.</p> +<p>“If it hadn’t been for you,” she replied, +smiling, “she might have had her regular place at our +fireside.”</p> +<p>“Good heavens, how did I prevent it?” cried +Captain Jay, with all the consciousness of virtue.</p> +<p>“You ordered it otherwise, you goose!” And +she says, in the same spirit, whenever her husband commends her +(which he does, sometimes, extravagantly) for the way she +launched her mother: “Nonsense, my dear—practically +it was <i>you</i>!”</p> +<p>***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CHAPERON***</p> +<pre> + + +***** This file should be named 2718-h.htm or 2718-h.zip****** + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/7/1/2718 + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions will +be renamed. + +Creating the works from print editions not protected by U.S. copyright +law means that no one owns a United States copyright in these works, +so the Foundation (and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United +States without permission and without paying copyright +royalties. 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Proofing was by Nina +Hall, Mohua Sen, Bridie, Francine Smith and David. + + + + + +The Chaperon + +by Henry James + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + + +An old lady, in a high drawing-room, had had her chair moved close to +the fire, where she sat knitting and warming her knees. She was +dressed in deep mourning; her face had a faded nobleness, tempered, +however, by the somewhat illiberal compression assumed by her lips in +obedience to something that was passing in her mind. She was far +from the lamp, but though her eyes were fixed upon her active needles +she was not looking at them. What she really saw was quite another +train of affairs. The room was spacious and dim; the thick London +fog had oozed into it even through its superior defences. It was +full of dusky, massive, valuable things. The old lady sat motionless +save for the regularity of her clicking needles, which seemed as +personal to her and as expressive as prolonged fingers. If she was +thinking something out, she was thinking it thoroughly. + +When she looked up, on the entrance of a girl of twenty, it might +have been guessed that the appearance of this young lady was not an +interruption of her meditation, but rather a contribution to it. The +young lady, who was charming to behold, was also in deep mourning, +which had a freshness, if mourning can be fresh, an air of having +been lately put on. She went straight to the bell beside the +chimney-piece and pulled it, while in her other hand she held a +sealed and directed letter. Her companion glanced in silence at the +letter; then she looked still harder at her work. The girl hovered +near the fireplace, without speaking, and after a due, a dignified +interval the butler appeared in response to the bell. The time had +been sufficient to make the silence between the ladies seem long. +The younger one asked the butler to see that her letter should be +posted; and after he had gone out she moved vaguely about the room, +as if to give her grandmother--for such was the elder personage--a +chance to begin a colloquy of which she herself preferred not to +strike the first note. As equally with herself her companion was on +the face of it capable of holding out, the tension, though it was +already late in the evening, might have lasted long. But the old +lady after a little appeared to recognise, a trifle ungraciously, the +girl's superior resources. + +"Have you written to your mother?" + +"Yes, but only a few lines, to tell her I shall come and see her in +the morning." + +"Is that all you've got to say?" asked the grandmother. + +"I don't quite know what you want me to say." + +"I want you to say that you've made up your mind." + +"Yes, I've done that, granny." + +"You intend to respect your father's wishes?" + +"It depends upon what you mean by respecting them. I do justice to +the feelings by which they were dictated." + +"What do you mean by justice?" the old lady retorted. + +The girl was silent a moment; then she said: "You'll see my idea of +it." + +"I see it already! You'll go and live with her." + +"I shall talk the situation over with her to-morrow and tell her that +I think that will be best." + +"Best for her, no doubt!" + +"What's best for her is best for me." + +"And for your brother and sister?" As the girl made no reply to this +her grandmother went on: "What's best for them is that you should +acknowledge some responsibility in regard to them and, considering +how young they are, try and do something for them." + +"They must do as I've done--they must act for themselves. They have +their means now, and they're free." + +"Free? They're mere children." + +"Let me remind you that Eric is older than I." + +"He doesn't like his mother," said the old lady, as if that were an +answer. + +"I never said he did. And she adores him." + +"Oh, your mother's adorations!" + +"Don't abuse her now," the girl rejoined, after a pause. + +The old lady forbore to abuse her, but she made up for it the next +moment by saying: "It will be dreadful for Edith." + +"What will be dreadful?" + +"Your desertion of her." + +"The desertion's on her side." + +"Her consideration for her father does her honour." + +"Of course I'm a brute, n'en parlons plus," said the girl. "We must +go our respective ways," she added, in a tone of extreme wisdom and +philosophy. + +Her grandmother straightened out her knitting and began to roll it +up. "Be so good as to ring for my maid," she said, after a minute. +The young lady rang, and there was another wait and another conscious +hush. Before the maid came her mistress remarked: "Of course then +you'll not come to ME, you know." + +"What do you mean by 'coming' to you?" + +"I can't receive you on that footing." + +"She'll not come WITH me, if you mean that." + +"I don't mean that," said the old lady, getting up as her maid came +in. This attendant took her work from her, gave her an arm and +helped her out of the room, while Rose Tramore, standing before the +fire and looking into it, faced the idea that her grandmother's door +would now under all circumstances be closed to her. She lost no time +however in brooding over this anomaly: it only added energy to her +determination to act. All she could do to-night was to go to bed, +for she felt utterly weary. She had been living, in imagination, in +a prospective struggle, and it had left her as exhausted as a real +fight. Moreover this was the culmination of a crisis, of weeks of +suspense, of a long, hard strain. Her father had been laid in his +grave five days before, and that morning his will had been read. In +the afternoon she had got Edith off to St. Leonard's with their aunt +Julia, and then she had had a wretched talk with Eric. Lastly, she +had made up her mind to act in opposition to the formidable will, to +a clause which embodied if not exactly a provision, a recommendation +singularly emphatic. She went to bed and slept the sleep of the +just. + +"Oh, my dear, how charming! I must take another house!" It was in +these words that her mother responded to the announcement Rose had +just formally made and with which she had vaguely expected to produce +a certain dignity of effect. In the way of emotion there was +apparently no effect at all, and the girl was wise enough to know +that this was not simply on account of the general line of non- +allusion taken by the extremely pretty woman before her, who looked +like her elder sister. Mrs. Tramore had never manifested, to her +daughter, the slightest consciousness that her position was peculiar; +but the recollection of something more than that fine policy was +required to explain such a failure, to appreciate Rose's sacrifice. +It was simply a fresh reminder that she had never appreciated +anything, that she was nothing but a tinted and stippled surface. +Her situation was peculiar indeed. She had been the heroine of a +scandal which had grown dim only because, in the eyes of the London +world, it paled in the lurid light of the contemporaneous. That +attention had been fixed on it for several days, fifteen years +before; there had been a high relish of the vivid evidence as to his +wife's misconduct with which, in the divorce-court, Charles Tramore +had judged well to regale a cynical public. The case was pronounced +awfully bad, and he obtained his decree. The folly of the wife had +been inconceivable, in spite of other examples: she had quitted her +children, she had followed the "other fellow" abroad. The other +fellow hadn't married her, not having had time: he had lost his life +in the Mediterranean by the capsizing of a boat, before the +prohibitory term had expired. + +Mrs. Tramore had striven to extract from this accident something of +the austerity of widowhood; but her mourning only made her deviation +more public, she was a widow whose husband was awkwardly alive. She +had not prowled about the Continent on the classic lines; she had +come back to London to take her chance. But London would give her no +chance, would have nothing to say to her; as many persons had +remarked, you could never tell how London would behave. It would not +receive Mrs. Tramore again on any terms, and when she was spoken of, +which now was not often, it was inveterately said of her that she +went nowhere. Apparently she had not the qualities for which London +compounds; though in the cases in which it does compound you may +often wonder what these qualities are. She had not at any rate been +successful: her lover was dead, her husband was liked and her +children were pitied, for in payment for a topic London will +parenthetically pity. It was thought interesting and magnanimous +that Charles Tramore had not married again. The disadvantage to his +children of the miserable story was thus left uncorrected, and this, +rather oddly, was counted as HIS sacrifice. His mother, whose +arrangements were elaborate, looked after them a great deal, and they +enjoyed a mixture of laxity and discipline under the roof of their +aunt, Miss Tramore, who was independent, having, for reasons that the +two ladies had exhaustively discussed, determined to lead her own +life. She had set up a home at St. Leonard's, and that contracted +shore had played a considerable part in the upbringing of the little +Tramores. They knew about their mother, as the phrase was, but they +didn't know her; which was naturally deemed more pathetic for them +than for her. She had a house in Chester Square and an income and a +victoria--it served all purposes, as she never went out in the +evening--and flowers on her window-sills, and a remarkable appearance +of youth. The income was supposed to be in part the result of a +bequest from the man for whose sake she had committed the error of +her life, and in the appearance of youth there was a slightly +impertinent implication that it was a sort of afterglow of the same +connection. + +Her children, as they grew older, fortunately showed signs of some +individuality of disposition. Edith, the second girl, clung to her +aunt Julia; Eric, the son, clung frantically to polo; while Rose, the +elder daughter, appeared to cling mainly to herself. Collectively, +of course, they clung to their father, whose attitude in the family +group, however, was casual and intermittent. He was charming and +vague; he was like a clever actor who often didn't come to rehearsal. +Fortune, which but for that one stroke had been generous to him, had +provided him with deputies and trouble-takers, as well as with +whimsical opinions, and a reputation for excellent taste, and whist +at his club, and perpetual cigars on morocco sofas, and a beautiful +absence of purpose. Nature had thrown in a remarkably fine hand, +which he sometimes passed over his children's heads when they were +glossy from the nursery brush. On Rose's eighteenth birthday he said +to her that she might go to see her mother, on condition that her +visits should be limited to an hour each time and to four in the +year. She was to go alone; the other children were not included in +the arrangement. This was the result of a visit that he himself had +paid his repudiated wife at her urgent request, their only encounter +during the fifteen years. The girl knew as much as this from her +aunt Julia, who was full of tell-tale secrecies. She availed herself +eagerly of the license, and in course of the period that elapsed +before her father's death she spent with Mrs. Tramore exactly eight +hours by the watch. Her father, who was as inconsistent and +disappointing as he was amiable, spoke to her of her mother only once +afterwards. This occasion had been the sequel of her first visit, +and he had made no use of it to ask what she thought of the +personality in Chester Square or how she liked it. He had only said +"Did she take you out?" and when Rose answered "Yes, she put me +straight into a carriage and drove me up and down Bond Street," had +rejoined sharply "See that that never occurs again." It never did, +but once was enough, every one they knew having happened to be in +Bond Street at that particular hour. + +After this the periodical interview took place in private, in Mrs. +Tramore's beautiful little wasted drawing-room. Rose knew that, rare +as these occasions were, her mother would not have kept her "all to +herself" had there been anybody she could have shown her to. But in +the poor lady's social void there was no one; she had after all her +own correctness and she consistently preferred isolation to inferior +contacts. So her daughter was subjected only to the maternal; it was +not necessary to be definite in qualifying that. The girl had by +this time a collection of ideas, gathered by impenetrable processes; +she had tasted, in the ostracism of her ambiguous parent, of the +acrid fruit of the tree of knowledge. She not only had an +approximate vision of what every one had done, but she had a private +judgment for each case. She had a particular vision of her father, +which did not interfere with his being dear to her, but which was +directly concerned in her resolution, after his death, to do the +special thing he had expressed the wish she should not do. In the +general estimate her grandmother and her grandmother's money had +their place, and the strong probability that any enjoyment of the +latter commodity would now be withheld from her. It included Edith's +marked inclination to receive the law, and doubtless eventually a +more substantial memento, from Miss Tramore, and opened the question +whether her own course might not contribute to make her sister's +appear heartless. The answer to this question however would depend +on the success that might attend her own, which would very possibly +be small. Eric's attitude was eminently simple; he didn't care to +know people who didn't know HIS people. If his mother should ever +get back into society perhaps he would take her up. Rose Tramore had +decided to do what she could to bring this consummation about; and +strangely enough--so mixed were her superstitions and her heresies--a +large part of her motive lay in the value she attached to such a +consecration. + +Of her mother intrinsically she thought very little now, and if her +eyes were fixed on a special achievement it was much more for the +sake of that achievement and to satisfy a latent energy that was in +her than because her heart was wrung by this sufferer. Her heart had +not been wrung at all, though she had quite held it out for the +experience. Her purpose was a pious game, but it was still +essentially a game. Among the ideas I have mentioned she had her +idea of triumph. She had caught the inevitable note, the pitch, on +her very first visit to Chester Square. She had arrived there in +intense excitement, and her excitement was left on her hands in a +manner that reminded her of a difficult air she had once heard sung +at the opera when no one applauded the performer. That flatness had +made her sick, and so did this, in another way. A part of her +agitation proceeded from the fact that her aunt Julia had told her, +in the manner of a burst of confidence, something she was not to +repeat, that she was in appearance the very image of the lady in +Chester Square. The motive that prompted this declaration was +between aunt Julia and her conscience; but it was a great emotion to +the girl to find her entertainer so beautiful. She was tall and +exquisitely slim; she had hair more exactly to Rose Tramore's taste +than any other she had ever seen, even to every detail in the way it +was dressed, and a complexion and a figure of the kind that are +always spoken of as "lovely." Her eyes were irresistible, and so +were her clothes, though the clothes were perhaps a little more +precisely the right thing than the eyes. Her appearance was marked +to her daughter's sense by the highest distinction; though it may be +mentioned that this had never been the opinion of all the world. It +was a revelation to Rose that she herself might look a little like +that. She knew however that aunt Julia had not seen her deposed +sister-in-law for a long time, and she had a general impression that +Mrs. Tramore was to-day a more complete production--for instance as +regarded her air of youth--than she had ever been. There was no +excitement on her side--that was all her visitor's; there was no +emotion--that was excluded by the plan, to say nothing of conditions +more primal. Rose had from the first a glimpse of her mother's plan. +It was to mention nothing and imply nothing, neither to acknowledge, +to explain nor to extenuate. She would leave everything to her +child; with her child she was secure. She only wanted to get back +into society; she would leave even that to her child, whom she +treated not as a high-strung and heroic daughter, a creature of +exaltation, of devotion, but as a new, charming, clever, useful +friend, a little younger than herself. Already on that first day she +had talked about dressmakers. Of course, poor thing, it was to be +remembered that in her circumstances there were not many things she +COULD talk about. "She wants to go out again; that's the only thing +in the wide world she wants," Rose had promptly, compendiously said +to herself. There had been a sequel to this observation, uttered, in +intense engrossment, in her own room half an hour before she had, on +the important evening, made known her decision to her grandmother: +"Then I'll TAKE her out!" + +"She'll drag you down, she'll drag you down!" Julia Tramore permitted +herself to remark to her niece, the next day, in a tone of feverish +prophecy. + +As the girl's own theory was that all the dragging there might be +would be upward, and moreover administered by herself, she could look +at her aunt with a cold and inscrutable eye. + +"Very well, then, I shall be out of your sight, from the pinnacle you +occupy, and I sha'n't trouble you." + +"Do you reproach me for my disinterested exertions, for the way I've +toiled over you, the way I've lived for you?" Miss Tramore demanded. + +"Don't reproach ME for being kind to my mother and I won't reproach +you for anything." + +"She'll keep you out of everything--she'll make you miss everything," +Miss Tramore continued. + +"Then she'll make me miss a great deal that's odious," said the girl. + +"You're too young for such extravagances," her aunt declared. + +"And yet Edith, who is younger than I, seems to be too old for them: +how do you arrange that? My mother's society will make me older," +Rose replied. + +"Don't speak to me of your mother; you HAVE no mother." + +"Then if I'm an orphan I must settle things for myself." + +"Do you justify her, do you approve of her?" cried Miss Tramore, who +was inferior to her niece in capacity for retort and whose +limitations made the girl appear pert. + +Rose looked at her a moment in silence; then she said, turning away: +"I think she's charming." + +"And do you propose to become charming in the same manner?" + +"Her manner is perfect; it would be an excellent model. But I can't +discuss my mother with you." + +"You'll have to discuss her with some other people!" Miss Tramore +proclaimed, going out of the room. + +Rose wondered whether this were a general or a particular +vaticination. There was something her aunt might have meant by it, +but her aunt rarely meant the best thing she might have meant. Miss +Tramore had come up from St. Leonard's in response to a telegram from +her own parent, for an occasion like the present brought with it, for +a few hours, a certain relaxation of their dissent. "Do what you can +to stop her," the old lady had said; but her daughter found that the +most she could do was not much. They both had a baffled sense that +Rose had thought the question out a good deal further than they; and +this was particularly irritating to Mrs. Tramore, as consciously the +cleverer of the two. A question thought out as far as SHE could +think it had always appeared to her to have performed its human uses; +she had never encountered a ghost emerging from that extinction. +Their great contention was that Rose would cut herself off; and +certainly if she wasn't afraid of that she wasn't afraid of anything. +Julia Tramore could only tell her mother how little the girl was +afraid. She was already prepared to leave the house, taking with her +the possessions, or her share of them, that had accumulated there +during her father's illness. There had been a going and coming of +her maid, a thumping about of boxes, an ordering of four-wheelers; it +appeared to old Mrs. Tramore that something of the objectionableness, +the indecency, of her granddaughter's prospective connection had +already gathered about the place. It was a violation of the decorum +of bereavement which was still fresh there, and from the indignant +gloom of the mistress of the house you might have inferred not so +much that the daughter was about to depart as that the mother was +about to arrive. There had been no conversation on the dreadful +subject at luncheon; for at luncheon at Mrs. Tramore's (her son never +came to it) there were always, even after funerals and other +miseries, stray guests of both sexes whose policy it was to be +cheerful and superficial. Rose had sat down as if nothing had +happened--nothing worse, that is, than her father's death; but no one +had spoken of anything that any one else was thinking of. + +Before she left the house a servant brought her a message from her +grandmother--the old lady desired to see her in the drawing-room. +She had on her bonnet, and she went down as if she were about to step +into her cab. Mrs. Tramore sat there with her eternal knitting, from +which she forebore even to raise her eyes as, after a silence that +seemed to express the fulness of her reprobation, while Rose stood +motionless, she began: "I wonder if you really understand what +you're doing." + +"I think so. I'm not so stupid." + +"I never thought you were; but I don't know what to make of you now. +You're giving up everything." + +The girl was tempted to inquire whether her grandmother called +herself "everything"; but she checked this question, answering +instead that she knew she was giving up much. + +"You're taking a step of which you will feel the effect to the end of +your days," Mrs. Tramore went on. + +"In a good conscience, I heartily hope," said Rose. + +"Your father's conscience was good enough for his mother; it ought to +be good enough for his daughter." + +Rose sat down--she could afford to--as if she wished to be very +attentive and were still accessible to argument. But this +demonstration only ushered in, after a moment, the surprising words +"I don't think papa had any conscience." + +"What in the name of all that's unnatural do you mean?" Mrs. Tramore +cried, over her glasses. "The dearest and best creature that ever +lived!" + +"He was kind, he had charming impulses, he was delightful. But he +never reflected." + +Mrs. Tramore stared, as if at a language she had never heard, a +farrago, a galimatias. Her life was made up of items, but she had +never had to deal, intellectually, with a fine shade. Then while her +needles, which had paused an instant, began to fly again, she +rejoined: "Do you know what you are, my dear? You're a dreadful +little prig. Where do you pick up such talk?" + +"Of course I don't mean to judge between them," Rose pursued. "I can +only judge between my mother and myself. Papa couldn't judge for +me." And with this she got up. + +"One would think you were horrid. I never thought so before." + +"Thank you for that." + +"You're embarking on a struggle with society," continued Mrs. +Tramore, indulging in an unusual flight of oratory. "Society will +put you in your place." + +"Hasn't it too many other things to do?" asked the girl. + +This question had an ingenuity which led her grandmother to meet it +with a merely provisional and somewhat sketchy answer. "Your +ignorance would be melancholy if your behaviour were not so insane." + +"Oh, no; I know perfectly what she'll do!" Rose replied, almost +gaily. "She'll drag me down." + +"She won't even do that," the old lady declared contradictiously. +"She'll keep you forever in the same dull hole." + +"I shall come and see YOU, granny, when I want something more +lively." + +"You may come if you like, but you'll come no further than the door. +If you leave this house now you don't enter it again." + +Rose hesitated a moment. "Do you really mean that?" + +"You may judge whether I choose such a time to joke." + +"Good-bye, then," said the girl. + +"Good-bye." + +Rose quitted the room successfully enough; but on the other side of +the door, on the landing, she sank into a chair and buried her face +in her hands. She had burst into tears, and she sobbed there for a +moment, trying hard to recover herself, so as to go downstairs +without showing any traces of emotion, passing before the servants +and again perhaps before aunt Julia. Mrs. Tramore was too old to +cry; she could only drop her knitting and, for a long time, sit with +her head bowed and her eyes closed. + +Rose had reckoned justly with her aunt Julia; there were no footmen, +but this vigilant virgin was posted at the foot of the stairs. She +offered no challenge however; she only said: "There's some one in +the parlour who wants to see you." The girl demanded a name, but +Miss Tramore only mouthed inaudibly and winked and waved. Rose +instantly reflected that there was only one man in the world her aunt +would look such deep things about. "Captain Jay?" her own eyes +asked, while Miss Tramore's were those of a conspirator: they were, +for a moment, the only embarrassed eyes Rose had encountered that +day. They contributed to make aunt Julia's further response evasive, +after her niece inquired if she had communicated in advance with this +visitor. Miss Tramore merely said that he had been upstairs with her +mother--hadn't she mentioned it?--and had been waiting for her. She +thought herself acute in not putting the question of the girl's +seeing him before her as a favour to him or to herself; she presented +it as a duty, and wound up with the proposition: "It's not fair to +him, it's not kind, not to let him speak to you before you go." + +"What does he want to say?" Rose demanded. + +"Go in and find out." + +She really knew, for she had found out before; but after standing +uncertain an instant she went in. "The parlour" was the name that +had always been borne by a spacious sitting-room downstairs, an +apartment occupied by her father during his frequent phases of +residence in Hill Street--episodes increasingly frequent after his +house in the country had, in consequence, as Rose perfectly knew, of +his spending too much money, been disposed of at a sacrifice which he +always characterised as horrid. He had been left with the place in +Hertfordshire and his mother with the London house, on the general +understanding that they would change about; but during the last years +the community had grown more rigid, mainly at his mother's expense. +The parlour was full of his memory and his habits and his things--his +books and pictures and bibelots, objects that belonged now to Eric. +Rose had sat in it for hours since his death; it was the place in +which she could still be nearest to him. But she felt far from him +as Captain Jay rose erect on her opening the door. This was a very +different presence. He had not liked Captain Jay. She herself had, +but not enough to make a great complication of her father's coldness. +This afternoon however she foresaw complications. At the very outset +for instance she was not pleased with his having arranged such a +surprise for her with her grandmother and her aunt. It was probably +aunt Julia who had sent for him; her grandmother wouldn't have done +it. It placed him immediately on their side, and Rose was almost as +disappointed at this as if she had not known it was quite where he +would naturally be. He had never paid her a special visit, but if +that was what he wished to do why shouldn't he have waited till she +should be under her mother's roof? She knew the reason, but she had +an angry prospect of enjoyment in making him express it. She liked +him enough, after all, if it were measured by the idea of what she +could make him do. + +In Bertram Jay the elements were surprisingly mingled; you would have +gone astray, in reading him, if you had counted on finding the +complements of some of his qualities. He would not however have +struck you in the least as incomplete, for in every case in which you +didn't find the complement you would have found the contradiction. +He was in the Royal Engineers, and was tall, lean and high- +shouldered. He looked every inch a soldier, yet there were people +who considered that he had missed his vocation in not becoming a +parson. He took a public interest in the spiritual life of the army. +Other persons still, on closer observation, would have felt that his +most appropriate field was neither the army nor the church, but +simply the world--the social, successful, worldly world. If he had a +sword in one hand and a Bible in the other he had a Court Guide +concealed somewhere about his person. His profile was hard and +handsome, his eyes were both cold and kind, his dark straight hair +was imperturbably smooth and prematurely streaked with grey. There +was nothing in existence that he didn't take seriously. He had a +first-rate power of work and an ambition as minutely organised as a +German plan of invasion. His only real recreation was to go to +church, but he went to parties when he had time. If he was in love +with Rose Tramore this was distracting to him only in the same sense +as his religion, and it was included in that department of his +extremely sub-divided life. His religion indeed was of an +encroaching, annexing sort. Seen from in front he looked diffident +and blank, but he was capable of exposing himself in a way (to speak +only of the paths of peace) wholly inconsistent with shyness. He had +a passion for instance for open-air speaking, but was not thought on +the whole to excel in it unless he could help himself out with a +hymn. In conversation he kept his eyes on you with a kind of +colourless candour, as if he had not understood what you were saying +and, in a fashion that made many people turn red, waited before +answering. This was only because he was considering their remarks in +more relations than they had intended. He had in his face no +expression whatever save the one just mentioned, and was, in his +profession, already very distinguished. + +He had seen Rose Tramore for the first time on a Sunday of the +previous March, at a house in the country at which she was staying +with her father, and five weeks later he had made her, by letter, an +offer of marriage. She showed her father the letter of course, and +he told her that it would give him great pleasure that she should +send Captain Jay about his business. "My dear child," he said, "we +must really have some one who will be better fun than that." Rose +had declined the honour, very considerately and kindly, but not +simply because her father wished it. She didn't herself wish to +detach this flower from the stem, though when the young man wrote +again, to express the hope that he MIGHT hope--so long was he willing +to wait--and ask if he might not still sometimes see her, she +answered even more indulgently than at first. She had shown her +father her former letter, but she didn't show him this one; she only +told him what it contained, submitting to him also that of her +correspondent. Captain Jay moreover wrote to Mr. Tramore, who +replied sociably, but so vaguely that he almost neglected the subject +under discussion--a communication that made poor Bertram ponder long. +He could never get to the bottom of the superficial, and all the +proprieties and conventions of life were profound to him. +Fortunately for him old Mrs. Tramore liked him, he was satisfactory +to her long-sightedness; so that a relation was established under +cover of which he still occasionally presented himself in Hill +Street--presented himself nominally to the mistress of the house. He +had had scruples about the veracity of his visits, but he had +disposed of them; he had scruples about so many things that he had +had to invent a general way, to dig a central drain. Julia Tramore +happened to meet him when she came up to town, and she took a view of +him more benevolent than her usual estimate of people encouraged by +her mother. The fear of agreeing with that lady was a motive, but +there was a stronger one, in this particular case, in the fear of +agreeing with her niece, who had rejected him. His situation might +be held to have improved when Mr. Tramore was taken so gravely ill +that with regard to his recovery those about him left their eyes to +speak for their lips; and in the light of the poor gentleman's recent +death it was doubtless better than it had ever been. + +He was only a quarter of an hour with the girl, but this gave him +time to take the measure of it. After he had spoken to her about her +bereavement, very much as an especially mild missionary might have +spoken to a beautiful Polynesian, he let her know that he had learned +from her companions the very strong step she was about to take. This +led to their spending together ten minutes which, to her mind, threw +more light on his character than anything that had ever passed +between them. She had always felt with him as if she were standing +on an edge, looking down into something decidedly deep. To-day the +impression of the perpendicular shaft was there, but it was rather an +abyss of confusion and disorder than the large bright space in which +she had figured everything as ranged and pigeon-holed, presenting the +appearance of the labelled shelves and drawers at a chemist's. He +discussed without an invitation to discuss, he appealed without a +right to appeal. He was nothing but a suitor tolerated after +dismissal, but he took strangely for granted a participation in her +affairs. He assumed all sorts of things that made her draw back. He +implied that there was everything now to assist them in arriving at +an agreement, since she had never informed him that he was positively +objectionable; but that this symmetry would be spoiled if she should +not be willing to take a little longer to think of certain +consequences. She was greatly disconcerted when she saw what +consequences he meant and at his reminding her of them. What on +earth was the use of a lover if he was to speak only like one's +grandmother and one's aunt? He struck her as much in love with her +and as particularly careful at the same time as to what he might say. +He never mentioned her mother; he only alluded, indirectly but +earnestly, to the "step." He disapproved of it altogether, took an +unexpectedly prudent, politic view of it. He evidently also believed +that she would be dragged down; in other words that she would not be +asked out. It was his idea that her mother would contaminate her, so +that he should find himself interested in a young person discredited +and virtually unmarriageable. All this was more obvious to him than +the consideration that a daughter should be merciful. Where was his +religion if he understood mercy so little, and where were his talent +and his courage if he were so miserably afraid of trumpery social +penalties? Rose's heart sank when she reflected that a man supposed +to be first-rate hadn't guessed that rather than not do what she +could for her mother she would give up all the Engineers in the +world. She became aware that she probably would have been moved to +place her hand in his on the spot if he had come to her saying "Your +idea is the right one; put it through at every cost." She couldn't +discuss this with him, though he impressed her as having too much at +stake for her to treat him with mere disdain. She sickened at the +revelation that a gentleman could see so much in mere vulgarities of +opinion, and though she uttered as few words as possible, conversing +only in sad smiles and headshakes and in intercepted movements toward +the door, she happened, in some unguarded lapse from her reticence, +to use the expression that she was disappointed in him. He caught at +it and, seeming to drop his field-glass, pressed upon her with +nearer, tenderer eyes. + +"Can I be so happy as to believe, then, that you had thought of me +with some confidence, with some faith?" + +"If you didn't suppose so, what is the sense of this visit?" Rose +asked. + +"One can be faithful without reciprocity," said the young man. "I +regard you in a light which makes me want to protect you even if I +have nothing to gain by it." + +"Yet you speak as if you thought you might keep me for yourself." + +"For YOURSELF. I don't want you to suffer." + +"Nor to suffer yourself by my doing so," said Rose, looking down. + +"Ah, if you would only marry me next month!" he broke out +inconsequently. + +"And give up going to mamma?" Rose waited to see if he would say +"What need that matter? Can't your mother come to us?" But he said +nothing of the sort; he only answered - + +"She surely would be sorry to interfere with the exercise of any +other affection which I might have the bliss of believing that you +are now free, in however small a degree, to entertain." + +Rose knew that her mother wouldn't be sorry at all; but she contented +herself with rejoining, her hand on the door: "Good-bye. I sha'n't +suffer. I'm not afraid." + +"You don't know how terrible, how cruel, the world can be." + +"Yes, I do know. I know everything!" + +The declaration sprang from her lips in a tone which made him look at +her as he had never looked before, as if he saw something new in her +face, as if he had never yet known her. He hadn't displeased her so +much but that she would like to give him that impression, and since +she felt that she was doing so she lingered an instant for the +purpose. It enabled her to see, further, that he turned red; then to +become aware that a carriage had stopped at the door. Captain Jay's +eyes, from where he stood, fell upon this arrival, and the nature of +their glance made Rose step forward to look. Her mother sat there, +brilliant, conspicuous, in the eternal victoria, and the footman was +already sounding the knocker. It had been no part of the arrangement +that she should come to fetch her; it had been out of the question--a +stroke in such bad taste as would have put Rose in the wrong. The +girl had never dreamed of it, but somehow, suddenly, perversely, she +was glad of it now; she even hoped that her grandmother and her aunt +were looking out upstairs. + +"My mother has come for me. Good-bye," she repeated; but this time +her visitor had got between her and the door. + +"Listen to me before you go. I will give you a life's devotion," the +young man pleaded. He really barred the way. + +She wondered whether her grandmother had told him that if her flight +were not prevented she would forfeit money. Then, vividly, it came +over her that this would be what he was occupied with. "I shall +never think of you--let me go!" she cried, with passion. + +Captain Jay opened the door, but Rose didn't see his face, and in a +moment she was out of the house. Aunt Julia, who was sure to have +been hovering, had taken flight before the profanity of the knock. + +"Heavens, dear, where did you get your mourning?" the lady in the +victoria asked of her daughter as they drove away. + + + +CHAPTER II. + + + +Lady Maresfield had given her boy a push in his plump back and had +said to him, "Go and speak to her now; it's your chance." She had +for a long time wanted this scion to make himself audible to Rose +Tramore, but the opportunity was not easy to come by. The case was +complicated. Lady Maresfield had four daughters, of whom only one +was married. It so happened moreover that this one, Mrs. Vaughan- +Vesey, the only person in the world her mother was afraid of, was the +most to be reckoned with. The Honourable Guy was in appearance all +his mother's child, though he was really a simpler soul. He was +large and pink; large, that is, as to everything but the eyes, which +were diminishing points, and pink as to everything but the hair, +which was comparable, faintly, to the hue of the richer rose. He had +also, it must be conceded, very small neat teeth, which made his +smile look like a young lady's. He had no wish to resemble any such +person, but he was perpetually smiling, and he smiled more than ever +as he approached Rose Tramore, who, looking altogether, to his mind, +as a pretty girl should, and wearing a soft white opera-cloak over a +softer black dress, leaned alone against the wall of the vestibule at +Covent Garden while, a few paces off, an old gentleman engaged her +mother in conversation. Madame Patti had been singing, and they were +all waiting for their carriages. To their ears at present came a +vociferation of names and a rattle of wheels. The air, through +banging doors, entered in damp, warm gusts, heavy with the stale, +slightly sweet taste of the London season when the London season is +overripe and spoiling. + +Guy Mangler had only three minutes to reestablish an interrupted +acquaintance with our young lady. He reminded her that he had danced +with her the year before, and he mentioned that he knew her brother. +His mother had lately been to see old Mrs. Tramore, but this he did +not mention, not being aware of it. That visit had produced, on Lady +Maresfield's part, a private crisis, engendered ideas. One of them +was that the grandmother in Hill Street had really forgiven the +wilful girl much more than she admitted. Another was that there +would still be some money for Rose when the others should come into +theirs. Still another was that the others would come into theirs at +no distant date; the old lady was so visibly going to pieces. There +were several more besides, as for instance that Rose had already +fifteen hundred a year from her father. The figure had been betrayed +in Hill Street; it was part of the proof of Mrs. Tramore's +decrepitude. Then there was an equal amount that her mother had to +dispose of and on which the girl could absolutely count, though of +course it might involve much waiting, as the mother, a person of +gross insensibility, evidently wouldn't die of cold-shouldering. +Equally definite, to do it justice, was the conception that Rose was +in truth remarkably good looking, and that what she had undertaken to +do showed, and would show even should it fail, cleverness of the +right sort. Cleverness of the right sort was exactly the quality +that Lady Maresfield prefigured as indispensable in a young lady to +whom she should marry her second son, over whose own deficiencies she +flung the veil of a maternal theory that HIS cleverness was of a sort +that was wrong. Those who knew him less well were content to wish +that he might not conceal it for such a scruple. This enumeration of +his mother's views does not exhaust the list, and it was in obedience +to one too profound to be uttered even by the historian that, after a +very brief delay, she decided to move across the crowded lobby. Her +daughter Bessie was the only one with her; Maggie was dining with the +Vaughan-Veseys, and Fanny was not of an age. Mrs. Tramore the +younger showed only an admirable back--her face was to her old +gentleman--and Bessie had drifted to some other people; so that it +was comparatively easy for Lady Maresfield to say to Rose, in a +moment: "My dear child, are you never coming to see us?" + +"We shall be delighted to come if you'll ask us," Rose smiled. + +Lady Maresfield had been prepared for the plural number, and she was +a woman whom it took many plurals to disconcert. "I'm sure Guy is +longing for another dance with you," she rejoined, with the most +unblinking irrelevance. + +"I'm afraid we're not dancing again quite yet," said Rose, glancing +at her mother's exposed shoulders, but speaking as if they were +muffled in crape. + +Lady Maresfield leaned her head on one side and seemed almost +wistful. "Not even at my sister's ball? She's to have something +next week. She'll write to you." + +Rose Tramore, on the spot, looking bright but vague, turned three or +four things over in her mind. She remembered that the sister of her +interlocutress was the proverbially rich Mrs. Bray, a bankeress or a +breweress or a builderess, who had so big a house that she couldn't +fill it unless she opened her doors, or her mouth, very wide. Rose +had learnt more about London society during these lonely months with +her mother than she had ever picked up in Hill Street. The younger +Mrs. Tramore was a mine of commerages, and she had no need to go out +to bring home the latest intelligence. At any rate Mrs. Bray might +serve as the end of a wedge. "Oh, I dare say we might think of +that," Rose said. "It would be very kind of your sister." + +"Guy'll think of it, won't you, Guy?" asked Lady Maresfield. + +"Rather!" Guy responded, with an intonation as fine as if he had +learnt it at a music hall; while at the same moment the name of his +mother's carriage was bawled through the place. Mrs. Tramore had +parted with her old gentleman; she turned again to her daughter. +Nothing occurred but what always occurred, which was exactly this +absence of everything--a universal lapse. She didn't exist, even for +a second, to any recognising eye. The people who looked at her--of +course there were plenty of those--were only the people who didn't +exist for hers. Lady Maresfield surged away on her son's arm. + +It was this noble matron herself who wrote, the next day, inclosing a +card of invitation from Mrs. Bray and expressing the hope that Rose +would come and dine and let her ladyship take her. She should have +only one of her own girls; Gwendolen Vesey was to take the other. +Rose handed both the note and the card in silence to her mother; the +latter exhibited only the name of Miss Tramore. "You had much better +go, dear," her mother said; in answer to which Miss Tramore slowly +tore up the documents, looking with clear, meditative eyes out of the +window. Her mother always said "You had better go"--there had been +other incidents--and Rose had never even once taken account of the +observation. She would make no first advances, only plenty of second +ones, and, condoning no discrimination, would treat no omission as +venial. She would keep all concessions till afterwards; then she +would make them one by one. Fighting society was quite as hard as +her grandmother had said it would be; but there was a tension in it +which made the dreariness vibrate--the dreariness of such a winter as +she had just passed. Her companion had cried at the end of it, and +she had cried all through; only her tears had been private, while her +mother's had fallen once for all, at luncheon on the bleak Easter +Monday--produced by the way a silent survey of the deadly square +brought home to her that every creature but themselves was out of +town and having tremendous fun. Rose felt that it was useless to +attempt to explain simply by her mourning this severity of solitude; +for if people didn't go to parties (at least a few didn't) for six +months after their father died, this was the very time other people +took for coming to see them. It was not too much to say that during +this first winter of Rose's period with her mother she had no +communication whatever with the world. It had the effect of making +her take to reading the new American books: she wanted to see how +girls got on by themselves. She had never read so much before, and +there was a legitimate indifference in it when topics failed with her +mother. They often failed after the first days, and then, while she +bent over instructive volumes, this lady, dressed as if for an +impending function, sat on the sofa and watched her. Rose was not +embarrassed by such an appearance, for she could reflect that, a +little before, her companion had not even a girl who had taken refuge +in queer researches to look at. She was moreover used to her +mother's attitude by this time. She had her own description of it: +it was the attitude of waiting for the carriage. If they didn't go +out it was not that Mrs. Tramore was not ready in time, and Rose had +even an alarmed prevision of their some day always arriving first. +Mrs. Tramore's conversation at such moments was abrupt, inconsequent +and personal. She sat on the edge of sofas and chairs and glanced +occasionally at the fit of her gloves (she was perpetually gloved, +and the fit was a thing it was melancholy to see wasted), as people +do who are expecting guests to dinner. Rose used almost to fancy +herself at times a perfunctory husband on the other side of the fire. + +What she was not yet used to--there was still a charm in it--was her +mother's extraordinary tact. During the years they lived together +they never had a discussion; a circumstance all the more remarkable +since if the girl had a reason for sparing her companion (that of +being sorry for her) Mrs. Tramore had none for sparing her child. +She only showed in doing so a happy instinct--the happiest thing +about her. She took in perfection a course which represented +everything and covered everything; she utterly abjured all authority. +She testified to her abjuration in hourly ingenious, touching ways. +In this manner nothing had to be talked over, which was a mercy all +round. The tears on Easter Monday were merely a nervous gust, to +help show she was not a Christmas doll from the Burlington Arcade; +and there was no lifting up of the repentant Magdalen, no uttered +remorse for the former abandonment of children. Of the way she could +treat her children her demeanour to this one was an example; it was +an uninterrupted appeal to her eldest daughter for direction. She +took the law from Rose in every circumstance, and if you had noticed +these ladies without knowing their history you would have wondered +what tie was fine enough to make maturity so respectful to youth. No +mother was ever so filial as Mrs. Tramore, and there had never been +such a difference of position between sisters. Not that the elder +one fawned, which would have been fearful; she only renounced-- +whatever she had to renounce. If the amount was not much she at any +rate made no scene over it. Her hand was so light that Rose said of +her secretly, in vague glances at the past, "No wonder people liked +her!" She never characterised the old element of interference with +her mother's respectability more definitely than as "people." They +were people, it was true, for whom gentleness must have been +everything and who didn't demand a variety of interests. The desire +to "go out" was the one passion that even a closer acquaintance with +her parent revealed to Rose Tramore. She marvelled at its strength, +in the light of the poor lady's history: there was comedy enough in +this unquenchable flame on the part of a woman who had known such +misery. She had drunk deep of every dishonour, but the bitter cup +had left her with a taste for lighted candles, for squeezing up +staircases and hooking herself to the human elbow. Rose had a vision +of the future years in which this taste would grow with restored +exercise--of her mother, in a long-tailed dress, jogging on and on +and on, jogging further and further from her sins, through a century +of the "Morning Post" and down the fashionable avenue of time. She +herself would then be very old--she herself would be dead. Mrs. +Tramore would cover a span of life for which such an allowance of sin +was small. The girl could laugh indeed now at that theory of her +being dragged down. If one thing were more present to her than +another it was the very desolation of their propriety. As she +glanced at her companion, it sometimes seemed to her that if she had +been a bad woman she would have been worse than that. There were +compensations for being "cut" which Mrs. Tramore too much neglected. + +The lonely old lady in Hill Street--Rose thought of her that way now- +-was the one person to whom she was ready to say that she would come +to her on any terms. She wrote this to her three times over, and she +knocked still oftener at her door. But the old lady answered no +letters; if Rose had remained in Hill Street it would have been her +own function to answer them; and at the door, the butler, whom the +girl had known for ten years, considered her, when he told her his +mistress was not at home, quite as he might have considered a young +person who had come about a place and of whose eligibility he took a +negative view. That was Rose's one pang, that she probably appeared +rather heartless. Her aunt Julia had gone to Florence with Edith for +the winter, on purpose to make her appear more so; for Miss Tramore +was still the person most scandalised by her secession. Edith and +she, doubtless, often talked over in Florence the destitution of the +aged victim in Hill Street. Eric never came to see his sister, +because, being full both of family and of personal feeling, he +thought she really ought to have stayed with his grandmother. If she +had had such an appurtenance all to herself she might have done what +she liked with it; but he couldn't forgive such a want of +consideration for anything of his. There were moments when Rose +would have been ready to take her hand from the plough and insist +upon reintegration, if only the fierce voice of the old house had +allowed people to look her up. But she read, ever so clearly, that +her grandmother had made this a question of loyalty to seventy years +of virtue. Mrs. Tramore's forlornness didn't prevent her drawing- +room from being a very public place, in which Rose could hear certain +words reverberate: "Leave her alone; it's the only way to see how +long she'll hold out." The old woman's visitors were people who +didn't wish to quarrel, and the girl was conscious that if they had +not let her alone--that is if they had come to her from her +grandmother--she might perhaps not have held out. She had no friends +quite of her own; she had not been brought up to have them, and it +would not have been easy in a house which two such persons as her +father and his mother divided between them. Her father disapproved +of crude intimacies, and all the intimacies of youth were crude. He +had married at five-and-twenty and could testify to such a truth. +Rose felt that she shared even Captain Jay with her grandmother; she +had seen what HE was worth. Moreover, she had spoken to him at that +last moment in Hill Street in a way which, taken with her former +refusal, made it impossible that he should come near her again. She +hoped he went to see his protectress: he could be a kind of +substitute and administer comfort. + +It so happened, however, that the day after she threw Lady +Maresfield's invitation into the wastepaper basket she received a +visit from a certain Mrs. Donovan, whom she had occasionally seen in +Hill Street. She vaguely knew this lady for a busybody, but she was +in a situation which even busybodies might alleviate. Mrs. Donovan +was poor, but honest--so scrupulously honest that she was perpetually +returning visits she had never received. She was always clad in +weather-beaten sealskin, and had an odd air of being prepared for the +worst, which was borne out by her denying that she was Irish. She +was of the English Donovans. + +"Dear child, won't you go out with me?" she asked. + +Rose looked at her a moment and then rang the bell. She spoke of +something else, without answering the question, and when the servant +came she said: "Please tell Mrs. Tramore that Mrs. Donovan has come +to see her." + +"Oh, that'll be delightful; only you mustn't tell your grandmother!" +the visitor exclaimed. + +"Tell her what?" + +"That I come to see your mamma." + +"You don't," said Rose. + +"Sure I hoped you'd introduce me!" cried Mrs. Donovan, compromising +herself in her embarrassment. + +"It's not necessary; you knew her once." + +"Indeed and I've known every one once," the visitor confessed. + +Mrs. Tramore, when she came in, was charming and exactly right; she +greeted Mrs. Donovan as if she had met her the week before last, +giving her daughter such a new illustration of her tact that Rose +again had the idea that it was no wonder "people" had liked her. The +girl grudged Mrs. Donovan so fresh a morsel as a description of her +mother at home, rejoicing that she would be inconvenienced by having +to keep the story out of Hill Street. Her mother went away before +Mrs. Donovan departed, and Rose was touched by guessing her reason-- +the thought that since even this circuitous personage had been moved +to come, the two might, if left together, invent some remedy. Rose +waited to see what Mrs. Donovan had in fact invented. + +"You won't come out with me then?" + +"Come out with you?" + +"My daughters are married. You know I'm a lone woman. It would be +an immense pleasure to me to have so charming a creature as yourself +to present to the world." + +"I go out with my mother," said Rose, after a moment. + +"Yes, but sometimes when she's not inclined?" + +"She goes everywhere she wants to go," Rose continued, uttering the +biggest fib of her life and only regretting it should be wasted on +Mrs. Donovan. + +"Ah, but do you go everywhere YOU want?" the lady asked sociably. + +"One goes even to places one hates. Every one does that." + +"Oh, what I go through!" this social martyr cried. Then she laid a +persuasive hand on the girl's arm. "Let me show you at a few places +first, and then we'll see. I'll bring them all here." + +"I don't think I understand you," replied Rose, though in Mrs. +Donovan's words she perfectly saw her own theory of the case +reflected. For a quarter of a minute she asked herself whether she +might not, after all, do so much evil that good might come. Mrs. +Donovan would take her out the next day, and be thankful enough to +annex such an attraction as a pretty girl. Various consequences +would ensue and the long delay would be shortened; her mother's +drawing-room would resound with the clatter of teacups. + +"Mrs. Bray's having some big thing next week; come with me there and +I'll show you what I mane," Mrs. Donovan pleaded. + +"I see what you mane," Rose answered, brushing away her temptation +and getting up. "I'm much obliged to you." + +"You know you're wrong, my dear," said her interlocutress, with angry +little eyes. + +"I'm not going to Mrs. Bray's." + +"I'll get you a kyard; it'll only cost me a penny stamp." + +"I've got one," said the girl, smiling. + +"Do you mean a penny stamp?" Mrs. Donovan, especially at departure, +always observed all the forms of amity. "You can't do it alone, my +darling," she declared. + +"Shall they call you a cab?" Rose asked. + +"I'll pick one up. I choose my horse. You know you require your +start," her visitor went on. + +"Excuse my mother," was Rose's only reply. + +"Don't mention it. Come to me when you need me. You'll find me in +the Red Book." + +"It's awfully kind of you." + +Mrs. Donovan lingered a moment on the threshold. "Who will you HAVE +now, my child?" she appealed. + +"I won't have any one!" Rose turned away, blushing for her. "She +came on speculation," she said afterwards to Mrs. Tramore. + +Her mother looked at her a moment in silence. "You can do it if you +like, you know." + +Rose made no direct answer to this observation; she remarked instead: +"See what our quiet life allows us to escape." + +"We don't escape it. She has been here an hour." + +"Once in twenty years! We might meet her three times a day." + +"Oh, I'd take her with the rest!" sighed Mrs. Tramore; while her +daughter recognised that what her companion wanted to do was just +what Mrs. Donovan was doing. Mrs. Donovan's life was her ideal. + +On a Sunday, ten days later, Rose went to see one of her old +governesses, of whom she had lost sight for some time and who had +written to her that she was in London, unoccupied and ill. This was +just the sort of relation into which she could throw herself now with +inordinate zeal; the idea of it, however, not preventing a foretaste +of the queer expression in the excellent lady's face when she should +mention with whom she was living. While she smiled at this picture +she threw in another joke, asking herself if Miss Hack could be held +in any degree to constitute the nucleus of a circle. She would come +to see her, in any event--come the more the further she was dragged +down. Sunday was always a difficult day with the two ladies--the +afternoons made it so apparent that they were not frequented. Her +mother, it is true, was comprised in the habits of two or three old +gentlemen--she had for a long time avoided male friends of less than +seventy--who disliked each other enough to make the room, when they +were there at once, crack with pressure. Rose sat for a long time +with Miss Hack, doing conscientious justice to the conception that +there could be troubles in the world worse than her own; and when she +came back her mother was alone, but with a story to tell of a long +visit from Mr. Guy Mangler, who had waited and waited for her return. +"He's in love with you; he's coming again on Tuesday," Mrs. Tramore +announced. + +"Did he say so?" + +"That he's coming back on Tuesday?" + +"No, that he's in love with me." + +"He didn't need, when he stayed two hours." + +"With you? It's you he's in love with, mamma!" + +"That will do as well," laughed Mrs. Tramore. "For all the use we +shall make of him!" she added in a moment. + +"We shall make great use of him. His mother sent him." + +"Oh, she'll never come!" + +"Then HE sha'n't," said Rose. Yet he was admitted on the Tuesday, +and after she had given him his tea Mrs. Tramore left the young +people alone. Rose wished she hadn't--she herself had another view. +At any rate she disliked her mother's view, which she had easily +guessed. Mr. Mangler did nothing but say how charming he thought his +hostess of the Sunday, and what a tremendously jolly visit he had +had. He didn't remark in so many words "I had no idea your mother +was such a good sort"; but this was the spirit of his simple +discourse. Rose liked it at first--a little of it gratified her; +then she thought there was too much of it for good taste. She had to +reflect that one does what one can and that Mr. Mangler probably +thought he was delicate. He wished to convey that he desired to make +up to her for the injustice of society. Why shouldn't her mother +receive gracefully, she asked (not audibly) and who had ever said she +didn't? Mr. Mangler had a great deal to say about the disappointment +of his own parent over Miss Tramore's not having come to dine with +them the night of his aunt's ball. + +"Lady Maresfield knows why I didn't come," Rose answered at last. + +"Ah, now, but _I_ don't, you know; can't you tell ME?" asked the +young man. + +"It doesn't matter, if your mother's clear about it." + +"Oh, but why make such an awful mystery of it, when I'm dying to +know?" + +He talked about this, he chaffed her about it for the rest of his +visit: he had at last found a topic after his own heart. If her +mother considered that he might be the emblem of their redemption he +was an engine of the most primitive construction. He stayed and +stayed; he struck Rose as on the point of bringing out something for +which he had not quite, as he would have said, the cheek. Sometimes +she thought he was going to begin: "By the way, my mother told me to +propose to you." At other moments he seemed charged with the +admission: "I say, of course I really know what you're trying to do +for her," nodding at the door: "therefore hadn't we better speak of +it frankly, so that I can help you with my mother, and more +particularly with my sister Gwendolen, who's the difficult one? The +fact is, you see, they won't do anything for nothing. If you'll +accept me they'll call, but they won't call without something +'down.'" Mr. Mangler departed without their speaking frankly, and +Rose Tramore had a hot hour during which she almost entertained, +vindictively, the project of "accepting" the limpid youth until after +she should have got her mother into circulation. The cream of the +vision was that she might break with him later. She could read that +this was what her mother would have liked, but the next time he came +the door was closed to him, and the next and the next. + +In August there was nothing to do but to go abroad, with the sense on +Rose's part that the battle was still all to fight; for a round of +country visits was not in prospect, and English watering-places +constituted one of the few subjects on which the girl had heard her +mother express herself with disgust. Continental autumns had been +indeed for years, one of the various forms of Mrs. Tramore's +atonement, but Rose could only infer that such fruit as they had +borne was bitter. The stony stare of Belgravia could be practised at +Homburg; and somehow it was inveterately only gentlemen who sat next +to her at the table d'hote at Cadenabbia. Gentlemen had never been +of any use to Mrs. Tramore for getting back into society; they had +only helped her effectually to get out of it. She once dropped, to +her daughter, in a moralising mood, the remark that it was +astonishing how many of them one could know without its doing one any +good. Fifty of them--even very clever ones--represented a value +inferior to that of one stupid woman. Rose wondered at the offhand +way in which her mother could talk of fifty clever men; it seemed to +her that the whole world couldn't contain such a number. She had a +sombre sense that mankind must be dull and mean. These cogitations +took place in a cold hotel, in an eternal Swiss rain, and they had a +flat echo in the transalpine valleys, as the lonely ladies went +vaguely down to the Italian lakes and cities. Rose guided their +course, at moments, with a kind of aimless ferocity; she moved +abruptly, feeling vulgar and hating their life, though destitute of +any definite vision of another life that would have been open to her. +She had set herself a task and she clung to it; but she appeared to +herself despicably idle. She had succeeded in not going to Homburg +waters, where London was trying to wash away some of its stains; that +would be too staring an advertisement of their situation. The main +difference in situations to her now was the difference of being more +or less pitied, at the best an intolerable danger; so that the places +she preferred were the unsuspicious ones. She wanted to triumph with +contempt, not with submission. + +One morning in September, coming with her mother out of the marble +church at Milan, she perceived that a gentleman who had just passed +her on his way into the cathedral and whose face she had not noticed, +had quickly raised his hat, with a suppressed ejaculation. She +involuntarily glanced back; the gentleman had paused, again +uncovering, and Captain Jay stood saluting her in the Italian +sunshine. "Oh, good-morning!" she said, and walked on, pursuing her +course; her mother was a little in front. She overtook her in a +moment, with an unreasonable sense, like a gust of cold air, that men +were worse than ever, for Captain Jay had apparently moved into the +church. Her mother turned as they met, and suddenly, as she looked +back, an expression of peculiar sweetness came into this lady's eyes. +It made Rose's take the same direction and rest a second time on +Captain Jay, who was planted just where he had stood a minute before. +He immediately came forward, asking Rose with great gravity if he +might speak to her a moment, while Mrs. Tramore went her way again. +He had the expression of a man who wished to say something very +important; yet his next words were simple enough and consisted of the +remark that he had not seen her for a year. + +"Is it really so much as that?" asked Rose. + +"Very nearly. I would have looked you up, but in the first place I +have been very little in London, and in the second I believed it +wouldn't have done any good." + +"You should have put that first," said the girl. "It wouldn't have +done any good." + +He was silent over this a moment, in his customary deciphering way; +but the view he took of it did not prevent him from inquiring, as she +slowly followed her mother, if he mightn't walk with her now. She +answered with a laugh that it wouldn't do any good but that he might +do as he liked. He replied without the slightest manifestation of +levity that it would do more good than if he didn't, and they +strolled together, with Mrs. Tramore well before them, across the +big, amusing piazza, where the front of the cathedral makes a sort of +builded light. He asked a question or two and he explained his own +presence: having a month's holiday, the first clear time for several +years, he had just popped over the Alps. He inquired if Rose had +recent news of the old lady in Hill Street, and it was the only +tortuous thing she had ever heard him say. + +"I have had no communication of any kind from her since I parted with +you under her roof. Hasn't she mentioned that?" said Rose. + +"I haven't seen her." + +"I thought you were such great friends." + +Bertram Jay hesitated a moment. "Well, not so much now." + +"What has she done to you?" Rose demanded. + +He fidgeted a little, as if he were thinking of something that made +him unconscious of her question; then, with mild violence, he brought +out the inquiry: "Miss Tramore, are you happy?" + +She was startled by the words, for she on her side had been +reflecting--reflecting that he had broken with her grandmother and +that this pointed to a reason. It suggested at least that he +wouldn't now be so much like a mouthpiece for that cold ancestral +tone. She turned off his question--said it never was a fair one, as +you gave yourself away however you answered it. When he repeated +"You give yourself away?" as if he didn't understand, she remembered +that he had not read the funny American books. This brought them to +a silence, for she had enlightened him only by another laugh, and he +was evidently preparing another question, which he wished carefully +to disconnect from the former. Presently, just as they were coming +near Mrs. Tramore, it arrived in the words "Is this lady your +mother?" On Rose's assenting, with the addition that she was +travelling with her, he said: "Will you be so kind as to introduce +me to her?" They were so close to Mrs. Tramore that she probably +heard, but she floated away with a single stroke of her paddle and an +inattentive poise of her head. It was a striking exhibition of the +famous tact, for Rose delayed to answer, which was exactly what might +have made her mother wish to turn; and indeed when at last the girl +spoke she only said to her companion: "Why do you ask me that?" + +"Because I desire the pleasure of making her acquaintance." + +Rose had stopped, and in the middle of the square they stood looking +at each other. "Do you remember what you said to me the last time I +saw you?" + +"Oh, don't speak of that!" + +"It's better to speak of it now than to speak of it later." + +Bertram Jay looked round him, as if to see whether any one would +hear; but the bright foreignness gave him a sense of safety, and he +unexpectedly exclaimed: "Miss Tramore, I love you more than ever!" + +"Then you ought to have come to see us," declared the girl, quickly +walking on. + +"You treated me the last time as if I were positively offensive to +you." + +"So I did, but you know my reason." + +"Because I protested against the course you were taking? I did, I +did!" the young man rang out, as if he still, a little, stuck to +that. + +His tone made Rose say gaily: "Perhaps you do so yet?" + +"I can't tell till I've seen more of your circumstances," he replied +with eminent honesty. + +The girl stared; her light laugh filled the air. "And it's in order +to see more of them and judge that you wish to make my mother's +acquaintance?" + +He coloured at this and he evaded; then he broke out with a confused +"Miss Tramore, let me stay with you a little!" which made her stop +again. + +"Your company will do us great honour, but there must be a rigid +condition attached to our acceptance of it." + +"Kindly mention it," said Captain Jay, staring at the facade of the +cathedral. + +"You don't take us on trial." + +"On trial?" + +"You don't make an observation to me--not a single one, ever, ever!-- +on the matter that, in Hill Street, we had our last words about." + +Captain Jay appeared to be counting the thousand pinnacles of the +church. "I think you really must be right," he remarked at last. + +"There you are!" cried Rose Tramore, and walked rapidly away. + +He caught up with her, he laid his hand upon her arm to stay her. +"If you're going to Venice, let me go to Venice with you!" + +"You don't even understand my condition." + +"I'm sure you're right, then: you must be right about everything." + +"That's not in the least true, and I don't care a fig whether you're +sure or not. Please let me go." + +He had barred her way, he kept her longer. "I'll go and speak to +your mother myself!" + +Even in the midst of another emotion she was amused at the air of +audacity accompanying this declaration. Poor Captain Jay might have +been on the point of marching up to a battery. She looked at him a +moment; then she said: "You'll be disappointed!" + +"Disappointed?" + +"She's much more proper than grandmamma, because she's much more +amiable." + +"Dear Miss Tramore--dear Miss Tramore!" the young man murmured +helplessly. + +"You'll see for yourself. Only there's another condition," Rose went +on. + +"Another?" he cried, with discouragement and alarm. + +"You must understand thoroughly, before you throw in your lot with us +even for a few days, what our position really is." + +"Is it very bad?" asked Bertram Jay artlessly. + +"No one has anything to do with us, no one speaks to us, no one looks +at us." + +"Really?" stared the young man. + +"We've no social existence, we're utterly despised." + +"Oh, Miss Tramore!" Captain Jay interposed. He added quickly, +vaguely, and with a want of presence of mind of which he as quickly +felt ashamed: "Do none of your family--?" The question collapsed; +the brilliant girl was looking at him. + +"We're extraordinarily happy," she threw out. + +"Now that's all I wanted to know!" he exclaimed, with a kind of +exaggerated cheery reproach, walking on with her briskly to overtake +her mother. + +He was not dining at their inn, but he insisted on coming that +evening to their table d'hote. He sat next Mrs. Tramore, and in the +evening he accompanied them gallantly to the opera, at a third-rate +theatre where they were almost the only ladies in the boxes. The +next day they went together by rail to the Charterhouse of Pavia, and +while he strolled with the girl, as they waited for the homeward +train, he said to her candidly: "Your mother's remarkably pretty." +She remembered the words and the feeling they gave her: they were +the first note of new era. The feeling was somewhat that of an +anxious, gratified matron who has "presented" her child and is +thinking of the matrimonial market. Men might be of no use, as Mrs. +Tramore said, yet it was from this moment Rose dated the rosy dawn of +her confidence that her protegee would go off; and when later, in +crowded assemblies, the phrase, or something like it behind a hat or +a fan, fell repeatedly on her anxious ear, "Your mother IS in +beauty!" or "I've never seen her look better!" she had a faint vision +of the yellow sunshine and the afternoon shadows on the dusty Italian +platform. + +Mrs. Tramore's behaviour at this period was a revelation of her +native understanding of delicate situations. She needed no account +of this one from her daughter--it was one of the things for which she +had a scent; and there was a kind of loyalty to the rules of a game +in the silent sweetness with which she smoothed the path of Bertram +Jay. It was clear that she was in her element in fostering the +exercise of the affections, and if she ever spoke without thinking +twice it is probable that she would have exclaimed, with some gaiety, +"Oh, I know all about LOVE!" Rose could see that she thought their +companion would be a help, in spite of his being no dispenser of +patronage. The key to the gates of fashion had not been placed in +his hand, and no one had ever heard of the ladies of his family, who +lived in some vague hollow of the Yorkshire moors; but none the less +he might administer a muscular push. Yes indeed, men in general were +broken reeds, but Captain Jay was peculiarly representative. +Respectability was the woman's maximum, as honour was the man's, but +this distinguished young soldier inspired more than one kind of +confidence. Rose had a great deal of attention for the use to which +his respectability was put; and there mingled with this attention +some amusement and much compassion. She saw that after a couple of +days he decidedly liked her mother, and that he was yet not in the +least aware of it. He took for granted that he believed in her but +little; notwithstanding which he would have trusted her with anything +except Rose herself. His trusting her with Rose would come very +soon. He never spoke to her daughter about her qualities of +character, but two or three of them (and indeed these were all the +poor lady had, and they made the best show) were what he had in mind +in praising her appearance. When he remarked: "What attention Mrs. +Tramore seems to attract everywhere!" he meant: "What a beautifully +simple nature it is!" and when he said: "There's something +extraordinarily harmonious in the colours she wears," it signified: +"Upon my word, I never saw such a sweet temper in my life!" She lost +one of her boxes at Verona, and made the prettiest joke of it to +Captain Jay. When Rose saw this she said to herself, "Next season we +shall have only to choose." Rose knew what was in the box. + +By the time they reached Venice (they had stopped at half a dozen +little old romantic cities in the most frolicsome aesthetic way) she +liked their companion better than she had ever liked him before. She +did him the justice to recognise that if he was not quite honest with +himself he was at least wholly honest with HER. She reckoned up +everything he had been since he joined them, and put upon it all an +interpretation so favourable to his devotion that, catching herself +in the act of glossing over one or two episodes that had not struck +her at the time as disinterested she exclaimed, beneath her breath, +"Look out--you're falling in love!" But if he liked correctness +wasn't he quite right? Could any one possibly like it more than SHE +did? And if he had protested against her throwing in her lot with +her mother, this was not because of the benefit conferred but because +of the injury received. He exaggerated that injury, but this was the +privilege of a lover perfectly willing to be selfish on behalf of his +mistress. He might have wanted her grandmother's money for her, but +if he had given her up on first discovering that she was throwing +away her chance of it (oh, this was HER doing too!) he had given up +her grandmother as much: not keeping well with the old woman, as +some men would have done; not waiting to see how the perverse +experiment would turn out and appeasing her, if it should promise +tolerably, with a view to future operations. He had had a simple- +minded, evangelical, lurid view of what the girl he loved would find +herself in for. She could see this now--she could see it from his +present bewilderment and mystification, and she liked him and pitied +him, with the kindest smile, for the original naivete as well as for +the actual meekness. No wonder he hadn't known what she was in for, +since he now didn't even know what he was in for himself. Were there +not moments when he thought his companions almost unnaturally good, +almost suspiciously safe? He had lost all power to verify that +sketch of their isolation and declassement to which she had treated +him on the great square at Milan. The last thing he noticed was that +they were neglected, and he had never, for himself, had such an +impression of society. + +It could scarcely be enhanced even by the apparition of a large, +fair, hot, red-haired young man, carrying a lady's fan in his hand, +who suddenly stood before their little party as, on the third evening +after their arrival in Venice, it partook of ices at one of the +tables before the celebrated Cafe Florian. The lamplit Venetian dusk +appeared to have revealed them to this gentleman as he sat with other +friends at a neighbouring table, and he had sprung up, with +unsophisticated glee, to shake hands with Mrs. Tramore and her +daughter. Rose recalled him to her mother, who looked at first as +though she didn't remember him but presently bestowed a sufficiently +gracious smile on Mr. Guy Mangler. He gave with youthful candour the +history of his movements and indicated the whereabouts of his family: +he was with his mother and sisters; they had met the Bob Veseys, who +had taken Lord Whiteroy's yacht and were going to Constantinople. +His mother and the girls, poor things, were at the Grand Hotel, but +he was on the yacht with the Veseys, where they had Lord Whiteroy's +cook. Wasn't the food in Venice filthy, and wouldn't they come and +look at the yacht? She wasn't very fast, but she was awfully jolly. +His mother might have come if she would, but she wouldn't at first, +and now, when she wanted to, there were other people, who naturally +wouldn't turn out for her. Mr. Mangler sat down; he alluded with +artless resentment to the way, in July, the door of his friends had +been closed to him. He was going to Constantinople, but he didn't +care--if THEY were going anywhere; meanwhile his mother hoped awfully +they would look her up. + +Lady Maresfield, if she had given her son any such message, which +Rose disbelieved, entertained her hope in a manner compatible with +her sitting for half an hour, surrounded by her little retinue, +without glancing in the direction of Mrs. Tramore. The girl, +however, was aware that this was not a good enough instance of their +humiliation; inasmuch as it was rather she who, on the occasion of +their last contact, had held off from Lady Maresfield. She was a +little ashamed now of not having answered the note in which this +affable personage ignored her mother. She couldn't help perceiving +indeed a dim movement on the part of some of the other members of the +group; she made out an attitude of observation in the high-plumed +head of Mrs. Vaughan-Vesey. Mrs. Vesey, perhaps, might have been +looking at Captain Jay, for as this gentleman walked back to the +hotel with our young lady (they were at the "Britannia," and young +Mangler, who clung to them, went in front with Mrs. Tramore) he +revealed to Rose that he had some acquaintance with Lady Maresfield's +eldest daughter, though he didn't know and didn't particularly want +to know, her ladyship. He expressed himself with more acerbity than +she had ever heard him use (Christian charity so generally governed +his speech) about the young donkey who had been prattling to them. +They separated at the door of the hotel. Mrs. Tramore had got rid of +Mr. Mangler, and Bertram Jay was in other quarters. + +"If you know Mrs. Vesey, why didn't you go and speak to her? I'm +sure she saw you," Rose said. + +Captain Jay replied even more circumspectly than usual. "Because I +didn't want to leave you." + +"Well, you can go now; you're free," Rose rejoined. + +"Thank you. I shall never go again." + +"That won't be civil," said Rose. + +"I don't care to be civil. I don't like her." + +"Why don't you like her?" + +"You ask too many questions." + +"I know I do," the girl acknowledged. + +Captain Jay had already shaken hands with her, but at this he put out +his hand again. "She's too worldly," he murmured, while he held Rose +Tramore's a moment. + +"Ah, you dear!" Rose exclaimed almost audibly as, with her mother, +she turned away. + +The next morning, upon the Grand Canal, the gondola of our three +friends encountered a stately barge which, though it contained +several persons, seemed pervaded mainly by one majestic presence. +During the instant the gondolas were passing each other it was +impossible either for Rose Tramore or for her companions not to +become conscious that this distinguished identity had markedly +inclined itself--a circumstance commemorated the next moment, almost +within earshot of the other boat, by the most spontaneous cry that +had issued for many a day from the lips of Mrs. Tramore. "Fancy, my +dear, Lady Maresfield has bowed to us!" + +"We ought to have returned it," Rose answered; but she looked at +Bertram Jay, who was opposite to her. He blushed, and she blushed, +and during this moment was born a deeper understanding than had yet +existed between these associated spirits. It had something to do +with their going together that afternoon, without her mother, to look +at certain out-of-the-way pictures as to which Ruskin had inspired +her with a desire to see sincerely. Mrs. Tramore expressed the wish +to stay at home, and the motive of this wish--a finer shade than any +that even Ruskin had ever found a phrase for--was not translated into +misrepresenting words by either the mother or the daughter. At San +Giovanni in Bragora the girl and her companion came upon Mrs. +Vaughan-Vesey, who, with one of her sisters, was also endeavouring to +do the earnest thing. She did it to Rose, she did it to Captain Jay, +as well as to Gianbellini; she was a handsome, long-necked, aquiline +person, of a different type from the rest of her family, and she did +it remarkably well. She secured our friends--it was her own +expression--for luncheon, on the morrow, on the yacht, and she made +it public to Rose that she would come that afternoon to invite her +mother. When the girl returned to the hotel, Mrs. Tramore mentioned, +before Captain Jay, who had come up to their sitting-room, that Lady +Maresfield had called. "She stayed a long time--at least it seemed +long!" laughed Mrs. Tramore. + +The poor lady could laugh freely now; yet there was some grimness in +a colloquy that she had with her daughter after Bertram Jay had +departed. Before this happened Mrs. Vesey's card, scrawled over in +pencil and referring to the morrow's luncheon, was brought up to Mrs. +Tramore. + +"They mean it all as a bribe," said the principal recipient of these +civilities. + +"As a bribe?" Rose repeated. + +"She wants to marry you to that boy; they've seen Captain Jay and +they're frightened." + +"Well, dear mamma, I can't take Mr. Mangler for a husband." + +"Of course not. But oughtn't we to go to the luncheon?" + +"Certainly we'll go to the luncheon," Rose said; and when the affair +took place, on the morrow, she could feel for the first time that she +was taking her mother out. This appearance was somehow brought home +to every one else, and it was really the agent of her success. For +it is of the essence of this simple history that, in the first place, +that success dated from Mrs. Vesey's Venetian dejeuner, and in the +second reposed, by a subtle social logic, on the very anomaly that +had made it dubious. There is always a chance in things, and Rose +Tramore's chance was in the fact that Gwendolen Vesey was, as some +one had said, awfully modern, an immense improvement on the exploded +science of her mother, and capable of seeing what a "draw" there +would be in the comedy, if properly brought out, of the reversed +positions of Mrs. Tramore and Mrs. Tramore's diplomatic daughter. +With a first-rate managerial eye she perceived that people would +flock into any room--and all the more into one of hers--to see Rose +bring in her dreadful mother. She treated the cream of English +society to this thrilling spectacle later in the autumn, when she +once more "secured" both the performers for a week at Brimble. It +made a hit on the spot, the very first evening--the girl was felt to +play her part so well. The rumour of the performance spread; every +one wanted to see it. It was an entertainment of which, that winter +in the country, and the next season in town, persons of taste desired +to give their friends the freshness. The thing was to make the +Tramores come late, after every one had arrived. They were engaged +for a fixed hour, like the American imitator and the Patagonian +contralto. Mrs. Vesey had been the first to say the girl was awfully +original, but that became the general view. + +Gwendolen Vesey had with her mother one of the few quarrels in which +Lady Maresfield had really stood up to such an antagonist (the elder +woman had to recognise in general in whose veins it was that the +blood of the Manglers flowed) on account of this very circumstance of +her attaching more importance to Miss Tramore's originality ("Her +originality be hanged!" her ladyship had gone so far as +unintelligently to exclaim) than to the prospects of the unfortunate +Guy. Mrs. Vesey actually lost sight of these pressing problems in +her admiration of the way the mother and the daughter, or rather the +daughter and the mother (it was slightly confusing) "drew." It was +Lady Maresfield's version of the case that the brazen girl (she was +shockingly coarse) had treated poor Guy abominably. At any rate it +was made known, just after Easter, that Miss Tramore was to be +married to Captain Jay. The marriage was not to take place till the +summer; but Rose felt that before this the field would practically be +won. There had been some bad moments, there had been several warm +corners and a certain number of cold shoulders and closed doors and +stony stares; but the breach was effectually made--the rest was only +a question of time. Mrs. Tramore could be trusted to keep what she +had gained, and it was the dowagers, the old dragons with prominent +fangs and glittering scales, whom the trick had already mainly +caught. By this time there were several houses into which the +liberated lady had crept alone. Her daughter had been expected with +her, but they couldn't turn her out because the girl had stayed +behind, and she was fast acquiring a new identity, that of a parental +connection with the heroine of such a romantic story. She was at +least the next best thing to her daughter, and Rose foresaw the day +when she would be valued principally as a memento of one of the +prettiest episodes in the annals of London. At a big official party, +in June, Rose had the joy of introducing Eric to his mother. She was +a little sorry it was an official party--there were some other such +queer people there; but Eric called, observing the shade, the next +day but one. + +No observer, probably, would have been acute enough to fix exactly +the moment at which the girl ceased to take out her mother and began +to be taken out by her. A later phase was more distinguishable--that +at which Rose forbore to inflict on her companion a duality that +might become oppressive. She began to economise her force, she went +only when the particular effect was required. Her marriage was +delayed by the period of mourning consequent upon the death of her +grandmother, who, the younger Mrs. Tramore averred, was killed by the +rumour of her own new birth. She was the only one of the dragons who +had not been tamed. Julia Tramore knew the truth about this--she was +determined such things should not kill HER. She would live to do +something--she hardly knew what. The provisions of her mother's will +were published in the "Illustrated News"; from which it appeared that +everything that was not to go to Eric and to Julia was to go to the +fortunate Edith. Miss Tramore makes no secret of her own intentions +as regards this favourite. + +Edith is not pretty, but Lady Maresfield is waiting for her; she is +determined Gwendolen Vesey shall not get hold of her. Mrs. Vesey +however takes no interest in her at all. She is whimsical, as befits +a woman of her fashion; but there are two persons she is still very +fond of, the delightful Bertram Jays. The fondness of this pair, it +must be added, is not wholly expended in return. They are extremely +united, but their life is more domestic than might have been expected +from the preliminary signs. It owes a portion of its concentration +to the fact that Mrs. Tramore has now so many places to go to that +she has almost no time to come to her daughter's. She is, under her +son-in-law's roof, a brilliant but a rare apparition, and the other +day he remarked upon the circumstance to his wife. + +"If it hadn't been for you," she replied, smiling, "she might have +had her regular place at our fireside." + +"Good heavens, how did I prevent it?" cried Captain Jay, with all the +consciousness of virtue. + +"You ordered it otherwise, you goose!" And she says, in the same +spirit, whenever her husband commends her (which he does, sometimes, +extravagantly) for the way she launched her mother: "Nonsense, my +dear--practically it was YOU!" + + + + + +End of The Project Gutenberg Etext of The Chaperon, by Henry James + diff --git a/old/chprn10.zip b/old/chprn10.zip Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..7dfbcd2 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/chprn10.zip |
